SEED
PODS OF A NEW HUMANITY
For almost two centuries the huge spaceship had speared its way through the stars, bound for another two hundred years of travel before it would put down on a new planet, a new home for the Earth people.
On board the metal-enclosed worldlet were four hundred people: the last survivors of Earth. It was up to them to start life anew, to correct the mistakes their ancestors had made.
But as the tenth generation neared maturity, the idle passengers found themselves face to face with these same problems—and this time there was no place to run and hide or to postpone their answers. For their miniature society was changing faster and faster. And the spaceship suddenly seemed destined to end as a star-bound coffin.
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J.
T. MclNTOSH was born in Scotland and attended the University of Aberdeen. He was only ten when he brought out his first magazine—The Diamond—which consisted mainly of a two-hundred-word story and a masthead. At the age of eleven, on the basis of several more stories, he was answering the familiar schoolroom question: "What are we going to be when we grow up?" with a quiet assurance, "I'm going to be a journalist," Mr. Mcintosh became a journalist and worked for several years as a sub-editor of a newspaper before interest in the news of the future replaced his interest in the news of the present. Since then he has written several top-flight science-fiction novels and many short stories and novelettes published both in England and in the United States. Mr. Mcintosh lives and writes in Aberdeen.
His previous book in an Ace edition was ONE IN THREE HUNDRED (D-113).
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CHAPTER ONE Year 187
S12 was barer than a hospital corridor. There was nothing to see but naked metal floor, walls
and ceiling—except for the trail of red, sticky stuff which started in the
middle of the passage and ran under the half-open door of a room to the right.
Ted Benzil stopped and bent down to examine it. It looked more
like tomato sauce than blood, but he didn't care to taste it to find out. He
pushed the door wide open and went in. The door swung silently shut behind him.
"Boo,
goose!" said a voice, and two hands went round him from behind, covering
his eyes. He felt warm, bare, feminine arms.
"Freddy," he
exclaimed.
He
was released abruptly. "Must every girl on the ship be Freddy Steel?"
the girl said crossly. He turned and saw a small,
pert blonde, hardly more than a schoolgirl but too pretty to be treated as a
schoolgirl for a moment longer than was necessary. She wore a
dark-blue cape. Yet even in such a shapeless garment she looked startlingly
nubile.
"Lila!" he
exclaimed, surprised.
"Your
conversation isn't very bright tonight, Ted," she said acidly.
He grinned. "Who said
you could call me Ted?"
Her
head came up defiantly. "You call me Lila. Why shouldn't I call you
Ted?"
Ted's
smile broadened. "Well, I've been calling you Lila for nearly ten years,
and all that time you called me 'Mr. Benzil' or
'sir.' Why should I suddenly become Ted?"
"I'm not a child any more." Still defiantly.
"No, Lila," Ted
agreed. "You're fifteen, aren't you?"
"I've
left school!" Lila retorted, as if Ted were arguing with her.
"I know. All right,
Lila, since you're grownup now and since we've known each other such a long time, you can call me Ted."
"It's not fair," she exclaimed, half protesting, half laughing, "to take advantage of the fact that you used to be my teacher in school. You're not so much cleverer than I; you just know more. And you're not even much older, either. Yet you . . ."
"I what, Lila?" Ted asked mildly.
"You treat me as if I were still in your class in school. You don't—you never give any sign of—you don't even . .
Her eyes shifted focus, and Ted turned to see what she was looking at. He saw it, hanging over the door, and laughed.
"You think not taking the appropriate action is a gratuitous insult? No insult intended, Lila."
He drew her under the plastic mistletoe and kissed her. She flung her arms round him and responded fiercely—so fiercely and passionately that when he released himself he was startled and showed it.
"Maybe you should be back in school again for one more lesson, Lila," he protested. "You're just old enough to kiss a man like that, and not old enough to know better. Don't do that again unless you mean to follow through."
"I'm quite ready to follow through," she said breathlessly.
He frowned. "Lila, you're far too nice a girl to act like this. You've just been led astray by the times we live in. Girls like you just don't entice men twice their age into empty rooms to make passionate love to them."
"You're not nearly twice my age and I didn't entice you in to make passionate love to you. Look."
She drew the string of her cloak and .flung it open to show her dress. Ted's eyes widened involuntarily. It was light-blue, what there was of it. It left no doubt whatever that Lila had an exceedingly provocative little body.
"Like my dress?" Lila asked.
"Why don't you put it on sometime?" Ted inquired. "Anyway, where do you think you're going in that?" "To
the Christmas Ball. You're going to take me."
"No, I'm not," said Ted definitely.
"Certainly not in that dress."
"If I go and change it, will you take
me?" He shook his head. "I can't. You're—"
"Don't
say I'm too young! If you take me, it'll be all right."
"If I took you, you wouldn't be thrown
out, but that doesn't mean it'd be all right. It really isn't a place for a
fifteen-year-old girl, Lila. Wait three years, or four, or five. In fact, maybe
a nice girl like you shouldn't ever go to a Christmas Ball at all."
"Please,
Ted!" Lila begged. "Don't think I'm going to hang around you all
night. I know you'll be with Freddy Steel. Just get me in, and then forget I'm
there if you like."
"Sorry,
Lila." He
shook his head again.
"Oh,
you . . ." Lila began, recognizing defeat. Between disappointed fury and
tears, she snatched the parcel he was carrying, a small packet wrapped in
Christmas gift paper. Ted made a grab for it, but Lila tore the door open and
slammed it behind her.
Ted
didn't waste any breath in shouting. He opened the door and raced after Lila.
S12
was one of the minor corridors. At the next junction Lila pivoted neatly and
flashed along Jl. It was a mistake. Ted rapidly closed the gap and stretched
forward to catch her. He grasped her cape, but with a breathless laugh she
pulled the string and left him holding it. Recognizing her error in sticking to
a main avenue, where Ted could work up full speed, she darted down T14, and was
halfway along K3 before Ted could negotiate the comer behind her.
So
long as she kept to a zigzag course through a maze of minor passages, she kept
leaving Ted further and further behind. It was like a launch being chased by a
battleship. But presently, reaching a section with which she wasn't entirely
familiar, she found herself unexpectedly on MI.
Ml
was the longest avenue on the Arc-en-ciel. It ran right from the storerooms in the rear
to the observation rooms in the nose. And the whole middle third of it was blank, a tunnel through engine rooms, water tanks, air-purifying plant, temperature-control pumps and hydroponics departments. There were inspection hatches, but not a single door.
There was only one thing to do. Lila let Ted overtake her and just as he was about to grab her dived under his arm and raced back the way they had come. She got such a start on him that by the time she had traversed a few more minor corridors she was able to try doors in search of a refuge.
During the chase they had seen hardly a soul. Everyone who wasn't at the ball or at a private party was too young or too old, apparently, and asleep.
The third door Lila tried, in B4, was an unoccupied single room. Inside, with the door shut, she leaned back against it for half a minute, getting her breath back and listening for Ted's steps pounding past the room. She didn't hear them. Perhaps he had lost the trail altogether.
While she was getting her breath back, Lila looked around the room she found herself in. Getting her breath back didn't take long, though she had run nearly a mile at top speed. Gravity on the Arc-en-ciel was artificial, and only two-thirds of what Lila's ancestors had had to cope with. Exertion was correspondingly less.
It was like all unoccupied single rooms: a fixed plastic bed, a foldaway washstand, a bed light, a recessed wardrobe with a full-length mirror in front of it, two chairs meantime clipped securely to the wall, and nothing else. Since there was nothing unusual about the room, Lila's attention turned to the packet she still held in her hand.
It was Ted's Christmas gift to Freddy, of course. Lila felt it with her fingers. She couldn't make out what it was.
She hadn't meant to steal it. She hadn't really meant anything. She had run off with the packet merely from pique when she saw that Ted wasn't going to take her to the ball. But her curiosity became unbearable. While she was still telling herself that she had no right to open the parcel, her fingers were doing it—carefully, so that she would be able to close it again.
It was a pearl necklace—artificial pearls,
but Lila knew of no other kind. Instantly Lila decided that a pearl necklace
was exactly what was needed to set off her blue dress to perfection. She put it
on and looked at herself in the mirror.
A
soft gasp of delight escaped her. The necklace broke up the exceedingly bare
expanse between her face and the top of her dress. Then she frowned, envying
Freddy because the necklace was going to belong to her and because Ted gave her
such things. She frowned still more darkly, having a clear enough idea of what
Ted and Freddy's relations must be.
She
wasn't a child, of course, and she knew that nearly everybody who wasn't
married had a lover. But she had always admired Ted enormously, and she hated
the thought of her shining knight in armor being involved in anything furtive,
or cheap, or sordid.
Even
the enchanting picture in the mirror lost its enchantment when honesty
compelled her to admit that she was only pretty while Freddy was
beautiful—utterly, incredibly, heartrendingly lovely. It was frustrating even
to think of Freddy, who so obviously had everything. Including, apparently, Ted Benzil.
"You
know what I ought to do?" demanded Ted from the doorway.
Lila
jumped convulsively. Startled, for a moment she was terrified.
"Never
mind," said Ted. "Keep the necklace. Merry Christmas!"
He shut the door behind
him.
When Ted reached the ballroom, Gil Cordiner was playing the clarinet.
Ted
postponed looking for Freddy. He leaned back against the plastic-covered wall,
shut his eyes, and gave himself up to the music.
There
were plenty of musicians on the ship. Although thousands of recordings of all
kinds of music had been brought from Earth, the recordings never changed, and
live music had an appeal which the very greatest canned music lacked.
Gil very seldom played now. He didn't belong
to the orchestra or the chamber music group or the swing band. Nevertheless,
Gil was perhaps the only musician who could hold his own with the best of the
recordings brought from Earth. Ted listened to him with delight, marveling once
again at Gil's glorious invention, the charm of the melodic phrases, the calculated perfection of the rests. It seemed a pity that the best most of the people in the hall could do with music
like that was dance to it. True, it was dance music, glorious dance music. But
there was so much in it, Ted felt, that it deserved undivided attention.
All
too soon Gil gave the clarinet back to the band's clarinetist and stepped off
the stand. He waved his arm in modest acknowledgment of the applause, caught
Ted's eye and grinned at him deprecatingly.
"I
believe you'd rather listen to Gil than dance with me," Freddy said
challengingly. She had come up behind Ted unnoticed. It was rather unusual for
Freddy to join anyone unnoticed. She was the kind of girl who made all the
other girls at a ball wish they hadn't come.
She
was wearing the latest short-skirt evening fashion. It was so late that only
she and four other women on the floor wore it. But since those were the five
who really counted as far as fashion was concerned, the style was in all right
and at the next big social occasion every woman would be wearing short skirts,
except the extremists who would cling to the old style from obstinacy.
Freddy always looked as
every girl wanted to look.
"Of
course I would," Ted declared. "You're only a woman, but Gil is
art."
"Don't
I make a good job of being a woman?"
Freddy demanded.
Ted
grinned. "That's useful arts versus fine arts. Anyway, you don't make a
particularly good job of being a woman, Freddy. Only one small part of it."
Freddy made a derisive noise. But Ted, who knew her, knew she was hurt. He hadn't
meant to hurt her. It wasn't easy to hurt Freddy.
He sighed and abandoned the subject. Freddy
was spoiled; she could hurt if she liked, but no one was supposed to hurt her.
That was one of the things which Friday's children came to expect.
"Sorry
I haven't a present for you, Freddy," he said. "I had one up to a few
minutes ago."
"What happened to it?" Freddy
asked, her smoldering eyes lighting with interest.
"Since
a lady is involved," said Ted lightly, "I can't tell you."
Freddy's
interest grew. "A lady? Am I losing my grip,
then?"
"No, nothing like that. The lady concerned is too young to concern
you."
"Is she over twelve?" "Oh,
yes."
"Then she isn't too young to concern
me." "Merry Christmas anyway, Freddy."
"Christmas!" Freddy sneered, like a glamorous Scrooge. "What's that to us? We
won't see it."
"Not
that Christmas," Ted agreed. "Not the
ultimate Christmas. But that doesn't prevent us from having fun now, does
it?"
"Oh, no. If that's what you mean."
He
was glad she was prepared to leave it at that. Occasionally she was in a mood
so foul that the only thing to do with her was leave her alone and hope that
time would mellow her.
She
was thirty-one, five years older than Ted, and could refer back, when she
liked, to incidents when those five years had been really significant. When she was an experienced, sophisticated woman of twenty-three
and he a callow youngster of eighteen. When she was a
very grownup nineteen and he a mere oversized child of fourteen. When she was nine and rather a bully, and he little more than a
baby.
There had been many different Freddys, while there had really been only one Ted. It was
for that reason, among others, that their paths had run together only briefly
and spasmodically during the last twenty years. One of the reasons why they
were together now, at the biggest ball of the year, was that they were the two
best dancers on the ship.
Freddy
had always got what she wanted. And it hadn't been entirely good for her.
Nearly
everyone at the ball was drinking hard. Ted wasn't because as a teacher in a
small, utterly closed community he didn't think he should. Gil wasn't because
he didn't like alcohol. Harold Phimister wasn't
because (so people said) he disapproved of everything which meant pleasure to
anyone, and only came to entertainments of any kind to disapprove of them.
But
almost everyone else, including Freddy, was drinking, and drinking, and
drinking, because it was the thing to do. And drinking was only part of it. All
the usual things went with it. There was giggling, and petting, and kissing,
and horseplay, and people snoozing in odd corners. A great deal of what went on
was harmless. But not all.
Two
men fought without warning, fiercely, the motive already forgotten. The people
round them cleared a space, cheered on one or the other, laughed excitedly. No
one except those in the immediate vicinity paid any particular attention,
until suddenly the fight became insanely savage. One fighter lost control of
himself utterly. His face went red with maniacal rage, and his purpose became
nothing less than slaughter. His fists flailed and thudded brutally into his opponent,
who fought back desperately, no longer concerned about anything beyond defense.
Some
of the onlookers surged forward, then back, irresolutely. Somebody would have
to do something, clearly, but the somebody was taking
his time over emerging from anonymity. Meantime, the man who had gone into a
killing fury snorted like a bull, chopped savagely at face, shoulders, ribs,
neck, and his victim, a bigger man, blocked as much as he could and howled in
sheer fright, shocked and terrified to find that people would stand by while a
man tried to kill him.
Eventually Jim Baker became, reluctantly,
Lieutenant Baker of the police, stepped behind the man who was trying to become
a killer and hit him neatly behind the ear with the butt of a small but quite
hard revolver. The unconscious man was dragged away, and that was that. The
incident and his disappearance had no effect on the merrymaking.
A
dark-haired girl who couldn't have been much older than Lila Johns cried out:
"No, Peter, I don't want to. Please, Peter." But Peter, breathing
noisily, had picked her up and was carrying her, weeping, from the ballroom.
Nobody paid the slightest attention.
In
one corner, about twenty people were standing in a ring, clapping their hands
on the off-beat, and in the cleared space Suzette Norris did a wild solo dance.
Her long, black hair and her long, black skirt streamed first one way, then the
other. Her long, thin legs flashed in and out of sight, twinkling deceptively,
and the V to her waist opened and closed coyly as she strained back and came
upright again.
She
was laughing delightedly, her white teeth dazzling against the background of
black evening coats, dark walls and the shadows under the balconies. She wasn't
an outstandingly good dancer, but what she lacked in talent she made up for in
sensuality. Barks of laughter burst from the group at each frankly coarse
gesture she made.
Ted
was neither shocked nor surprised by anything he saw. He had seen wilder balls,
and very much wilder parties. Nevertheless, he was glad Lila wasn't present.
This
was the Gay Phase, the carefree, careless, irresponsible time which must
inevitably follow a period like the Know-More Phase. It was a time when nothing
mattered except fun, amusement, pleasure of all kinds, without concern over
the future. It was a time when even the most fleeting pleasure was grasped
without thought of the most universal principles of morality.
Lila Johns could hardly be blamed for
offering herself so casually to Ted Benzil when most of her friends had lovers, when a couple of boys who had been in her class at school were already alcoholics, when the chief woman probation officer was known to be the mistress of both the High Court Judge and the Chief of Police.
"You don't think I ought to drink so much," said Freddy. It wasn't a question; it was a challenge.
"Don't I?" said Ted. "Perhaps you're right."
Swaying a little, Freddy demanded: "Why do you always make it so difficult to quarrel with you?"
"I don't like quarreling."
"Well, I do. Which brings us back to an earlier topic. Who was the girl who was too young to concern me? Is she here?"
Ted shook his head. "If I answered that, I'd have to answer the next question, and the next, and soon you'd know all you wanted to know."
"You'd tell me if she didn't matter to you."
"I didn't say she didn't matter to me. But I'm not in love with her any more than you're in love with Gil."
She stared at him. "WTiat brought that up?"
"Or are you in loye with Gil?"
"Suppose I were? What would it be to you?"
"Nothing."
"Nothing? You wouldn't carer0*
"No, why should I?"
"Well, there's such a thing as jealousy, and it would be only decent for you to show some."
Ted laughed. "It's funny to hear you talk of decency. Don't you claim to be a diabolist?"
Freddy frowned. She had had too much synthetic whisky to be at her brightest, and Ted was doing his best to confuse her. For the moment she wasn't a match for him.
CHAPTER TWO
There
was a roll on the drums, and everyone looked towards the door. It was time for the Christmas ceremony, and the
drum roll announced the entrance of Dr. Eric Martin and the Rev. Drummond Smith
lohns.
There
were shouts of protest at the interruption of the celebrations. However,
gradually the company sobered. The petting couples disentangled themselves and
patted their clothes into some semblance of order. Some of
the people who had been sleeping it off in odd corners, impervious to the
noise, were disturbed by the silence, opened an eye and came unsteadily to their
feet.
By
the time Martin and Johns reached the rostrum, unused so far, it was an almost
sober, almost silent crowd who waited for them to speak.
Martin
was young to be going bald. He was tall, broad-shouldered and narrow-hipped,
with bushy hair on the left and right but a bare patch across the top. He had a
pleasant strong face, the face of a scholar, almost the face of an ascetic.
There was a certain strangeness in his face, a hint
that this man could be dangerous, as fanatic, traitor, or saint.
Johns,
by contrast, was an ordinary, straightforward, matter-of-fact man. He was
small, like his daughter Lila, but that was the only thing they had in
common—in appearance, at any rate. Johns was average, insignificant. The only
notable thing about him was his deep, resonant voice.
"You
know what I'm going to say," Martin said pleasantly, "but by
tradition someone always says it. So will you be patient while I tell the story
again, in my own way, and Mr. Johns says a few words, and then you can go back
to your celebrations? Thank you."
He
had a pleasant public-speaking manner. He was disapproving, yet not
unfriendly. Obviously he didn't think much of the ball and the things that were
going on there. His manner was that of a reformer, never haughty, distant or
unfriendly, but always with that shade of disapproval.
"This
is the hundred and eighty-seventh Christmas since this ship left Earth,"
he said quietly but not unimpressively. "That means it's about two hundred
years now to that greatest, grandest Christmas of all—the Christmas we celebrate
in advance, look forward to and pray for every year; the Christmas when we land
on Lorraine.
"The
Christmas eighteen or nineteen generations will have lived and died for. The
Christmas when human beings begin to live once again as they were meant to
live, on a big, free, open, almost limitless world instead of a tiny prison
like this ship.
"The
Christmas when we can end birth control for ever,
when every couple can have as many children as they like. The Christmas we
won't see, but our children's children's children will see . . ."
It
was ritual. Ted had enough imagination for the words to mean something to him.
Besides, the words had added significance for him because some day he would be
speaking them himself, or other words to the same effect. He would be Martin's
successor as rector of the school, and unless the Committee made a new law the
rector would continue to speak at the Christmas ceremony.
Beside
him, Freddy stirred restlessly. He knew her point-of-view. As Martin said, she wasn't going to be alive when the Arc-en-ciel's tremendous four-hundred-year trip was over.
All that concerned her were the circumstances as they were now. What had
happened two hundred years ago, to someqne else, and
what was going to happen in two hundred years, also to someone else, was
nothing to her. Her world was the ship. She would never know any other.
Martin
cut it short, and at the end of his little piece of history and prediction
introduced Johns.
Johns
said jovially: "Don't see many of you at church these days, and I suppose
some of you feel this is taking an unfair advantage of you. Well, I'm not going
to preach. All I want to say is this. Remember what Christmas
used to be, what Christmas used to mean back on Earth. If you don't know, find
out. It's worth while knowing. A time will come «• *
"Why
don't those two learn their job?" Freddy muttered impatiently.
"They're trying to sell something, and who would buy when that's the best
line in sales talk they can scrape up?"
"They
think people ought
to be interested,"
said Ted. "After all-"
Freddy
said a short vulgar word. "You could even make sex boring if you were dull
enough," she retorted.
Ted
and she weren't the only people who were whispering or moving restlessly. Very
few people were much interested in what Martin and Johns had to say. The touble was, Ted thought, that unless one had a pretty
strong imagination one couldn't very well be much concerned about any way of
life violently different from one's own. People did long for life on an open,
free, virtually limitless world, but it was the kind of longing which human
beings had once had for Heaven.
That
was just it. Living on a planet had replaced Heaven for the people on the Arc-en-ciel. Some people believed in Heaven, some didn't.
The unimaginative couldn't picture life on a world at all. There could be no
fear of being shut up in a spaceship for anyone born and brought up in one.
Instead of that, many became ill at the very idea of living in the open,
without a roof over their heads, with nothing between them and the distant
stars.
And
Christmas, just as inevitably, ceased to stand for the birth of a messiah whose
life and times belonged to dead Earth, and became a different kind of day of hope.
The
end of the brief ceremony was the only really effective part of it. The
dancers stood and sang a hymn. It was a queer choice, but the Rev. Johns had to
choose one of the few hymns which was still known to
everybody, and for some reason this was one of them:
"1 to the hills will lift mine eyes, From whence
doth come mine aid: My safety cometh from the Lord Who heaven and earth hath
made."
It was a queer, clumsy, inconsequential sort
of hymn and quite inapplicable to the present circumstances. There were no
hills to which to lift one's eyes. There hadn't been for nearly two hundred
years. And a Lord who had made heaven and earth meant very
little to the present audience. If it had been a Lord who had made the stars,
that might have been much more impressive. Most impressive of all would have been a Lord who made the Arc-en-ciel.
But
nevertheless, the people who stood and sang were much more affected by "I to the hills" than they had been by Martin's history and
John's simplified Scripture.
The
ball went on for quite a while after that but the celebrations had become
sleepy and forced. Instead of collecting together, people were splitting off
into groups and pairs, going to friends' rooms for a last drink, even going
home.
Freddy
and Ted went to Freddy's room. And there, before doing anything else, Freddy
pried Lila's name out of Ted.
"One
of your pupils only a matter of months ago," she taunted.
"Must you rob cradles, Ted?"
"I
haven't been robbing any cradles," Ted replied, unperturbed. "In
fact I refused to get her into the ballroom tonight."
"Why?"
"Because it's no place for her. I don't want to corrupt the girl before her
time."
"Then
I will," said Freddy with sudden enthusiasm. "It's a long time since I corrupted anyone. I don't want to get out of practice.
How long do you think it'll take me to make her thoroughly vile?"
"Behave yourself, Freddy," said Ted
sharply.
"I mean it. It'll be fun to—"
"I
know you mean it. And I mean it too when I say that if you try anything of that sort
I'll make you sorry you were ever born."
"Ted!"
exclaimed Freddy, amused. "Such uncivilized vio-lencel"
"Such uncivilized violence," Ted
agreed grimly. "You interfere with Lila and 111
beat you black and
blue."
"There's not much finesse about
that," said Freddy reprovingly.
"Finesse is for cases where you're
concerned less with what you do than how you do it," Ted retorted.
"All I'm concerned about is that you leave Lila alone."
Freddy
wasn't displeased. She had shaken Ted out of his usual phlegmatic attitude.
That wasn't easy to do. She was satisfied. She dropped the subject.
A little earlier Lila had slipped into the
bedroom of her friend, Robina Phimister.
"You awake, Robina?" she said.
"Yes. Put on the
fight, Lila, or you'll trip over something."
Lila
put on the fight. Robina blinked at her sleepily for
a moment, then gasped.
"You
haven't been walking in the corridors like that? And where did you get that
necklace?"
"A friend gave it to me," said Lila
complacently. "Like
it?I
"You look wonderful,
Lila. But if your father finds out—"
"My
father isn't like yours. I can do what I like," said Lila smugly, parading
about the room to let Robina have a good look at her.
She knew how easy it was to make Robina jealous, but
could never resist doing it.
"My father would kill
me if I wore a dress like that."
"Why, for goodness
sake?"
"My
father says that sort of thing is wickedness and li-censeness."
"Licentiousness," Lila corrected.
"Did you get to the ball?" Robina asked eagerly.
"No, I didn't go."
Robina recovered a little from her envy. "I
thought nothing was going to stop you getting to the ball. I thought you were
going to get in if you had to—"
Lila
yawned elaborately. "I had other things to do," she said.
"What things?" asked Robina suspiciously, jealous again.
"Oh, just things." Actually Lila had spent the last few hours
trying to sleep, but had been too excited by the faint sounds reaching her from
the direction of the ballroom to close her eyes. Exactly as Robina had been spending them, in fact. But Lila
wasn't going to admit that.
She
yawned again. "I'm tired. I'm going back to bed. Good night, Robina."
She blew a kiss towards her
friend and went out.
"Oh!"
she exclaimed, finding herself face to face with Harold Phimister,
out in the corridor.
"Have
you been with my daughter, Miss Johns?" asked Phimister
coldly.
"Yes, I-"
She stopped, feeling Phimister's
eyes on her. Phimister's eyes, burning, deep-set,
black, were the sort of eyes one could feel. Lila was
suddenly conscious that a dress expressly designed to show that she wasn't
wearing anything underneath it wasn't what she would choose if she knew she was
going to be closely examined by someone like Harold Phimister.
"Frankly,
Miss Johns," Phimister said in the same cold
tone, "if you were the daughter of anyone else I should seriously consider
forbidding you to see Robina at all."
Lila
lost her nervousness in indignation. "You can't just forbid like
that!" she declared. "People pick their own friends. Fathers haven't
got any right over their children. You—"
"Perhaps not—not now. But things may change, Miss Johns. Change for the better."
And
with that he went into his suite, not by Robina's
entrance but by the main door to the family apartment, leaving Lila staring.
However,
Lila wasn't the one to puzzle over things like that. She went back to her room,
wondering why Phimister went to balls at all, where
Mrs. Phimister was, what it must be like to put up
with the two of them all the time as poor Robina had
to do, and how Phimister had ever come to be married
at all and have a daughter.
Lila had one last look at herself in the
mirror before getting ready for bed, and giggled half nervously, half
delightedly at what Phimister must have thought of
her like that.
He
would certainly think her pale-blue dress was licentious.
Lila thought it was cute. But then, perhaps
that came to the same thing, she admitted.
The Arc-en-ciel ran herself, which was a pity. Routine jobs
like cleaning, growing fruit and vegetables, checking the electrical wiring,
reclaiming waste, regulating the control pumps for temperature and humidity,
preparing synthetic food, making clothes, printing books, distilling whisky
and so on were too few and too simple to occupy the hundreds of people on
board for long enough to keep them out of mischief.
It
would have been better if the planners who had built the ship had left out a
few refinements. Then more people would have had to work longer. Hard-working
people are happy people. They have no time to be discontented.
But
the planners, in their infinite wisdom, had built a ship which needed little or
no attention in really important matters. Distrustful of fifth-generation and
seventeenth-generation navigators, they had made the actual control of the
ship automatic.
Indeed,
so much was automatic that if the entire population of the Arc-en-ciel fell in a drunken stupor, she would carry on
much the same as if everyone was hard-working and conscientious. Only their
personal comfort would suffer.
There had been a possibility, when the ship
had been built in orbit around Venus, that the
survival of the human race depended on the Lorraine project. The solar system
had been sliding then into a vast cloud of gas almost dense enough to burn,
certainly dense enough to have effects beyond the imagination of a race which
had hitherto lived a charmed life in a savage, dangerous universe.
Nobody
on the Arc-en-ciel knew what had happened in the solar system. The ship had a velocity too
near the speed of light for any changes to be visible from her yet. A hundred
and eighty-seven years after leaving Earth, the people on the ship, looking
back, still saw a sun only a few years older than it had been when their
ancestors left it.
The
disaster, if it happened, had been expected thirty years after the Arc-en-ciel left the solar system. Earth might have been
destroyed a hundred and fifty years since, yet the telescopes still showed the
system unharmed.
Since
it had been known that the future of the race might depend on this ship, the
planners had left nothing to chance or human error. Life on board the ship had
been set from the beginning in an inescapable pattern:
Live
and go on living. Laugh, dance, kill each other, copulate, eat and drink till
you burst. But leave the ship alone. She will take care of you, so long as you don't tamper with her. Live like kings or
like swine so long as you go on living—and leave the ship alone!
And
left to their own devices, with little or no responsibility for the guiding of
their vast home among the stars, there had been nothing for the hundreds of
people on board to do except make social experiments, not even knowing that was
what they were doing.
They didn't matter, these thousands of people
who would live and die inside the metal walls of a vast coffin. Only the last
generation mattered, the generation which would reach Lorraine and build a
settlement there. All the others, those who lived and died on
the way, were merely fertilizer for that last shining race of humans who would
be alive when Christmas came.
CHAPTER
THREE Year 189
Anyone
who had seen Lila
wandering around her bedroom, picking up things and laying them down, would
have been able to guess she had a date later and didn't know what to do with
herself until it was time to start getting ready.
Two
years hadn't been enough to turn her from an attractive adolescent into a
woman, but they had made her an even more attractive adolescent. Though she
would never be a Freddy Steel, she was intelligent and pretty and adorable, and
many young men were ready and willing to adore her.
She
had picked up her little gold watch for the fourth time from its place on her
dressing table and put it down with increased impatience, as if certain it was
hardly bothering to move its arms at all, when a light tap sounded on her
door. She knew it was her father. He always treated her with a certain mild
formality, as if she were a ward and not his daughter.
Her
mother had died long since, and bringing up Lila had devolved entirely on him.
The Rev. Johns was a very modest man. He realized all his responsibilities and
invariably devoted careful thought to them.
In
the matter of Lila he had decided that the way to bring her up was to develop
her, not try to mold her. He had always allowed her complete freedom in
everything except certain matters of principle. He never forced her to be a
Christian, but he had always taught her that certain things were generally
wrong and certain things generally right.
He
let her dress as she liked, act as she liked, think as
she liked, but he made sure she respected and venerated and loved some things,
no matter what. He had told her: If nothing really matters to you, you'll never really matter to other
people.
He
wasn't quite sure how he had succeeded. Sometimes in his modest,
self-deprecatory way he thought he had made a frightful mess of the job of
bringing up a daughter. At other times it seemed that whether he was due any
credit or not, there was nothing much wrong with Lila and a great deal which
was very much right.
"Come
in, Daddy," Lila called. She loved him, and she made no effort to hide it.
On the other hand, she often went her way, knowing it wasn't his. She tried not
to bring the things she knew he would disapprove of to his attention, not
because she had the slightest fear of what he would do, but because she didn't
want to hurt him. Occasionally, not often, she refrained from doing something
just because she knew he would have to know about it and that it would hurt
him.
The little minister came in and stood a
little hesitantly on the threshold. He had always carefully respected Lila's
privacy, and only on invitation did he ever enter her room.
"Are you going to the service tonight,
Lila?" he asked.
Lila hesitated. She hadn't had the slightest
intention of doing so. "Why?" she asked.
"It would be better if you did."
She
knew he never threatened and would never on his own account interfere with her freedom
of choice. So she asked curiously: "Why, Daddy? Is there something special
about tonight?"
"Yes,
Lila. I think it'll be carefully noted who's at church. And more so, who isn't.
You know I don't object if you never come to services, but... I think you should come tonight."
"You mean this Revival business?"
Johns
nodded. Lila frowned. "I don't quite understand, Daddy. You say yourself
that you've always said you'd never force people to go to church. But this
Revival—it's forcing people, isn't it?"
"I'm not running Revival, Lila."
"Do you disapprove of it, then?"
"Oh no, not in the least. It's a great thing. The church a living,
dynamic force again, after all these years when— Disapprove of it!" he
exclaimed, as if the enormity of disapproving of Revival had only just
occurred to him. "It's the greatest thing that's happened since the ship
left Earth. Perhaps there are a few extremists, but that's only to be
expected."
"If
you want it, Daddy," said Lila without enthusiasm, "of course I'll
come."
Ted called on Freddy with much the same
message. "We'd better both be at church tonight, Freddy—separately,"
he said.
"Very funny," Freddy sneered.
"I mean it."
"Can't. I'm going to the Blue Room party, even if
you won't."
"You can go there afterward, if you
must. But you've got to be at the service, Freddy." ^Why?"
"Public
opinion."
"You may care for
that, but you know I don't. Never did."
"Oh
yes, you do. You don't want to be sent to Coventry, do you? Because
that's quite apt to happen, these days. If it can do that to you, you do
care for public opinion, Freddy. Everybody cares."
Freddy
didn't argue. On a ship, in a small community, being sent to Coventry wasn't
the mild punishment it would have been on Earth. It could be absolutely
watertight. No one, but no
one, dared to speak to the
victim, because that meant joining him.
It
was solitary confinement without the compensating privilege of privacy.
So
Freddy didn't say anything so ridiculous as that being
sent to Coventry was nothing to her.
"What is it, salvation by order, now?" she demanded.
Ted nodded. "Something
like that."
"Ted,
this Revival business can't go much further, can it?" "Oh yes. Sure
to."
"Jesusl"
said Freddy fervently, but not in prayer.
"Isn't
it obvious? The lesson of history. After the
Militarist Age came the Freedom Phase, the Golden Age of Art, then the Dark Age. Then Know-More, and the
Gay Phase—the swing of the pendulum, Freddy. Revival isn't a surprise,
it's inevitable."
"But the Gay Phase
isn't over."
Ted
gave her one of his very faint smiles. "Merely holding a party like the
one in the Blue Room doesn't change anything. Don't fool yourself, Freddy. The
Gay Phase is in its last death throes. Exactly what's
coming I don't know. It certainly looks like a religious revival, but it's too
early yet lo be sure.
Anyway, tonight's affair is about five years too late."
I'm going all the same. With or without you. Why
aren't you going, anyway?"
"There's a meeting in the Small Hall
after the service, and I'll have to go to it. A rather important meeting, I
think."
"A
Revival meeting?"
"Yes. It's all right,
nobody's asking you to go."
"Just as well. Hell, it was bad enough when fashions went sad and sober and
respectable, without people trying to interfere in your private life."
"Another
thing, Freddy, we'll have to start being very careful ourselves."
"You mean . . .?"
"Well,
people are beginning to look oddly at me already, especially when your name is
mentioned. Three years ago nobody cared who slept with who,
but now—"
"Are
you telling me we're through?" demanded Freddy incredulously.
"No, but I think we'd better pretend to
be. I think we should quarrel, and tell everybody we've quarreled, and be very
careful where and how we meet."
Freddy
frowned. "Surely you're taking this too seriously. This Revival could be
over next week."
Ted
grinned without much humor. "Listen, Freddy. A spaceship, no matter how
huge, is a closed world. Everything that happens inside its blank hull is
confined within it. Every action has its reaction within the boundaries of its
vast shell.
"Every
change, every movement, every act, every event bounces back
off the multiply-insulated steel walls and becomes part of every new
change, movement, act and event. Nothing is lost. Nothing can be lost."
"What's
this you're giving me?" demanded Freddy suspiciously.
"On
a big world, an open world, actions and changes are instantly blown to the four
corners of the world, diluted to almost nothing and mingled with other actions
and changes. But in a little world, a closed world, every swing of the pendulum
means a swing the other way.
"True, the complexities of even a small
world mean that the pendulum never quite goes back over its tracks. Yet it
always swings. It can't stop, not unless an external force stops it. It can't
go on and on in the same direction, for the further it goes one way, the more
force there is building up to force it in another."
"That
makes sense," Freddy admitted. "And the Gay Phase was quite a swing
from Know-More. That means, I suppose, that this new
age will be quite a swing from the Gay Phase. I hope you're all wrong about
this, Ted."
Ted
laughed. "Why? You wouldn't want the Gay Times to go on forever, would
you?"
"Of
course.
Wouldn't you?" She was genuinely surprised.
"No,
I'm prepared to welcome Revival. Vice is all very well, but you can have more
than enough of it."
The church was any room where the services
happened to be held, and the services were held in various rooms and halls
which fitted the congregation at the time. Ten years ago the Small Hall,
holding a hundred and fifty, had been used. Five years ago, at the height of
the Gay Phase, the services had usually been held in one of the recreation
rooms, holding up to forty people.
Since
then the services had gone back to the Small HalL
then the Big Hall, and finally they had to go to the ballroom, the biggest
hall on the Arc-en-ciel. It could take nearly six hundred, seated. Although there hadn't been a
capacity congregation yet, that night's was very close.
Ted sat in the front row with all the others
who had some sort of official position in the cornmunity:
the doctors, police officers, chroniclers, chief technicians, ship masters,
nursery matrons, labor officers and all the rest of them.
Behind sat the next-in-command—rank-and-file
technicians, police, carpenters, joiners and so on. Round the middle block and
pulpit and reading-desk sat everybody else, the people who merely existed
without any particular purpose.
Lila
and Robina sat together, Robina
rather surprised to find herself with company. Her father, as a labor officer,
sat in the central block. Her mother was in the choir. No one ever heard much
out of Mrs. Phimister, except when she was in the
choir. Being married to a man like Phimister
was not conducive to self-expression.
"I
always sit here," Robina whispered. "Can
you guess why?."
Lila
looked around, wondering if there was a quick way out, but couldn't see any
reason for sitting in the front seat of the back block unless it was to be
seen. That was certainly a good enough reason. She crossed her legs, arranged
her skirt exactly as she wanted it and pointed her toe gracefully. However,
she didn't think that was Robina's reason.
"No," she
whispered back. "Why?"
"Look,"
said Robina, and went pink. Lila looked, and saw Gil Cordiner. As a chronicler he sat in the central block, just
opposite them.
"Haven't
you got over that yet?" asked Lila. "Why, he must be twenty years
older than you."
"Only
fifteen!" exclaimed Robina, forgetting where she
was. People turned to stare, for though the service hadn't started yet the
organist was playing a voluntary, and everyone was settling down.
"Has
he ever noticed you?" asked Lila mischievously, when the heads had turned
back again.
Robina turned her face away and didn't answer,
which Lila took to mean he hadn't. It was not unnatural that Robina had fallen in love with Gil, for so had a hundred
other young girls in the last ten years, not to mention a couple of hundred
older women.
Gil
was the handsomest man on the ship. Nobody disputed it. Probably quite a lot
of people would have done so if his temperament had been different. But he was
so patient, so modest that nobody could be jealous of him, no matter how
handsome he was or how many women were in love with him.
A
little along from Gil was Ted. And a little along from Robina
and Lila was Freddy. People had stared when they saw
Freddy. It was only now, after fully ten minutes, that heads had ceased turning
to verify the startling fact that Freddy Steel was attending a church service.
Ted
wouldn't have chosen to be staring straight at Freddy if he had had any choice
in the matter, but he hadn't. His place was more or less fixed. Freddy's
wasn't, and she had chosen to be stared at by the whole front row, reasonably
enough. Being there to be seen, she had apparently decided to make a good job
of it.
So
Ted had to look at Freddy and realize that he still loved her. He didn't
respect her, admire her, or like her. He simply found it impossible to face the
fact that it might be a good idea to break with her. He loved the dainty set of
her head, the way she wriggled her left shoulder occasionally, as if she had an
itch.
He
couldn't forget the secret half-smiles which danced across her face when she
didn't know she was being watched, the unexpectedly naive pride with which she
often glanced at her own beautiful ankles. He loved her voice, and when she was
silent he wanted to do something, anything, to make her speak.
He
realized perfectly well that he didn't love Freddy's soul but, in fact, doubted
very much that she had such a thing.
That didn't seem to make much difference.
The
voluntary on the small electric organ came to an end, and the Rev. Drummond
Smith Johns came in quietly and climbed into the pulpit. He made his appearance
modestly and hurriedly, as if trying to be in his pulpit before anyone noticed
him.
He
should, perhaps, have expanded with Revival, become an important, imposing
figure, but he wasn't the sort of man who could regard himself as important or
try to make himself imposing. He was far too modest to believe he was in any
way responsible for Revival.
All he could do was try not
to be too unworthy of it.
CHAPTER FOUR During
the service, the Rev. Johns
mentioned the meeting
to
take place afterwards. He merely said the Revival meeting would take place an
hour after the service in the Small Hall. Those who were to attend knew about
it already.
But
when the meeting was assembled, Ted knew very soon that his guess had been
right and that this was going to be a very
important meeting. There was an air of business about it. It hung in the air
almost visibly.
Dr.
Martin presided at the start, but almost at once there was a motion that a new council be formed, to be known as the Revival Council.
There was no opposition, no debate. In less than half an hour the officials of
the new council had been elected.
The
Rev. Johns was honorary president. Phimister was
president, with Martin as secretary. Almost everyone who was present was
elected to the Council, together with about half a dozen who were not.
Only half a dozen. This was a meeting of Revivalists, and almost all the
leading Revivalists were there. The new Council was a hundred strong, and there were twenty-three members of committee,
including Ted and Gil Cordiner.
Almost
before anyone knew it there was a complete
new organization ready and willing to do anything.
And
long before the newborn Revival Council expected to be called upon to do
anything, it had its first job.
Ted,
like most of those present, found things happening so fast that it was all he
could do to keep up with them, let alone protest. It was like a well-arranged
sports meeting, with each event following the last so closely that there was no
time to reflect on the last before the present one claimed everybody's attention.
Yet it wasn't true to say that Phimister or Martin or anyone else was rushing them into
anything. It was like some other meetings about which Ted had read, back in
Earth's history—revolutionary meetings, political meetings, religious meetings,
last-stand meetings. Everybody happened to feel the same way at the same time
in the same place. And that was that; the thing was done.
"It's all very well talking,"
somebody said, "but there's been plenty of talk and it's time something is
done."
"Vice is still rampant,"
said someone else.
"Why,
this very night," someone else remarked, his voice trembling with
indignation, "I happen to know there is an orgy taking place in the Blue
Room."
"An
orgy?"
"Hardly that,"
remarked Gil. "Just a party."
"A
drunken orgy," said the first someone else, in tones of considerable
satisfaction.
"If I may say something," said the
chief electrician. "At Mr. Phimister's
suggestion, at the President's suggestion, I-"
He
was stuttering and his voice wasn't very clear at the best of times. Phimister took it up.
"I,
too, had heard of this, ah, entertainment," he said coldly. "In view
of the nature of the thing—a blatant attack on the sanctity of the Sabbath, and
not merely that, as I understand the matter, but an orgy which is a deliberate
insult to Revival—I have taken certain steps . . ."
Ted
wondered who else would be at the Blue Room, as well as Freddy. Gil? No, Gil
was here. Gil didn't quite fit either in the Gay Phase or in Revival, but
apparently he had cast his lot with Revival.
At
the Blue Room would be almost everybody of any importance who wasn't here, Ted
decided. It was a natural dichotomy.
Revival
was on the way up, with startling rapidity. The Gay Phase was on the way down,
with equally startling rapidity. Apparently the Gay Timers couldn't quite
believe they were being left behind so thoroughly, so quickly. Here was a
powerful new Council militating against an orgy which, only two or three years
ago, would have been just another party.
". . . and if someone at
the back will kindly turn off the lights, we'll see just how these people are
spending their Sunday evening," Phimister said
with disapproval.
"Just a moment," said Gil sharply.
It was like an icy rain to hear Gil use that tone, and Ted, who had been
dreaming, came right up-to-date and realized what Phimister
had been telling them.
Phimister had suggested to the electrician that the
meeting should see what went on at the party. Tiny spy-eyes planted there were
to be used to show the new Council, on the giant screen behind Phimister, exactly what was going on in the Blue Room. Phimister had told them that and nobody had raised any
objection or made any protest, until Gil spoke.
"That's
a filthy business," Gil said, reverting to his usual gentle tone,
"spying without warning on a private party. It's immoral."
Everybody
was looking at him, but Gil wasn't in the least self-conscious. He stood and
waited. Ted started to get up to support him.
Martin
spoke first, however. "We could only consent to this," he said,
"on the basis that no retributive action will be taken, no matter what we
see. Does that satisfy you, Mr. Cordiner? In effect,
we are merely making an inspection."
"In
effect, you are spying," Gil declared, with conviction but without heat.
"Perhaps
there is something in what Mr. Cordiner says,"
the Rev. Johns observed. "I wonder if we should wait until—"
"Until,"
Phimister said sharply, "everyone is warned? I
merely suggest this so that we can see what we're up against. We are fighting
evil—"
"With evil?" Gil demanded. "I'm not going to argue.
I never have believed in argument. I'm simply saying if you go ahead with this,
I want no part of the Revival Council."
"In fighting evil," said Phimister, "we must sometimes—"
Gil walked out of the hall.
Ted wondered whether to follow him or not. He
hesitated. Martin stood up. And Martin was Ted's boss, so to speak. Ted waited.
"I
see Cordiner's point," Martin said, "but I
think he greatly exaggerates its importance. He referred to the Blue Room
affair as a private party. As I understand the matter, anyone who cares to go
along can go. All we are doing is going there, as observers, a hundred of us
instead of one. What's immoral about that?"
"Naturally,"
Phimister took it up, "if we sent a messenger
along to the Blue Room to warn the persons there that there was going to be an
inspection, there would only be a respectable, sedate private gathering when
we switched on the viewer."
He
stopped. Taking consent for granted, or unbearably impatient, the electrician,
who had done a big job and wasn't going to have it wasted, switched on to put
an end to the argument. Someone at the back put out the hall lights. And the
first person who came into focus at the Blue Roorrt
party was Robina Phimister.
After that there was no
question of switching off again.
No
one at the dimmed-out Revival meeting knew what to say. Nobody said anything
and nobody did anything for a long time. Everybody was watching the bright
screen.
Ted
had been attending parties like this one with Freddy until quite recently. Not
for quite a while did he see anything to startle him at all. But he realized
that many of the people around him had been leading sheltered, model lives for
long enough to forget that they themselves had ever been as abandoned as this.
And some, of course, had never been abandoned at all.
Abruptly
he realized how different company put a different complexion on things. He
found his face getting hot as he watched the screen, and was glad of the
darkness.
There
was no dancing going on when the first picture appeared. There were three
spy-eyes, apparently—one at each end of the Blue Room, a little above eye-level,
and one about the middle, fairly high up, so that people seen from that
viewpoint were clearly recognizable, but foreshortened. Distance was no dbject; the electrician who was picking up sight and sound
was switching at will from one viewpoint to another and adjusting magnification
to fill the screen with whatever he wanted.
Robina wasn't doing anything reprehensible, but she
was there, and she was wearing a dress which Phimister
could not possibly know anything about. Before the Revivalists had recovered
from the shock, Lila Johns appeared, laughing, with a glass in her hand.
And after that none of the
watchers dared speak.
The
wife of the chief electrician was in the arms of the husband of the woman on Phimister's left. She wasn't merely in his arms, but had
obviously been there for a long time, intended to stay there, and liked it.
Involved in a kissing game in one corner were daughters, cousins, husbands,
wives, nephews and nieces of almost everyone watching at the Revival meeting.
Suzette Norris, the black-haired dancer, had about twenty spectators: she was
doing a sinuous belly-dance, to a gramophone record. Everyone else was drinking,
necking, or both.
Three years ago a party like that would have
been considered slow. But what people think of a thing depends on the people,
not the thing, and Ted knew very well what the people around him were thinking.
The
chief electrician, not unnaturally, turned the scanners back on his wife for
another incredulous look. She was not merely being kissed,
she was sitting on her Lothario's knee and kicking her legs up in delight. She
was winding herself about him as if she were trying to win a prize for the
closest possible contact, and kissing him as if drinking champagne.
Then,
again rather incredulously, perhaps, the operator turned the scanners back on
Suzette, and the magnification increased until she filled the screen. There was
no doubt, Ted reflected uncomfortably, that all those dances which had
originated in warm countries back on Earth, in which a girl writhed her hips
and made waving motions with her wrists bent, could mean only one thing.
Nevertheless,
what was going on at the party, in general, was more harmless than Ted, rather
on the side of the revelers, expected—until Freddy took a hand.
The
operator picked her up as she emerged from the women's room. Alcoholically
happy, she obviously intended to liven up the party. There was nobody with her,
apparently;
Ted
was surprised but gratified to see that she didn't automatically replace him
with some other escort when he didn't happen to be available.
"Hold it," she
shouted. "Hold it."
The music stopped and silence took over
gradually. Freddy made a gesture, and abruptly all the lights went out.
There
were squeals, scuffles, rustlings, semi-hysterical giggling and laughing. Still
nobody in the Small Hall spoke, afraid of missing something.
When the lights came on again there were more
shrieks and hasty readjustments of position and clothing. Freddy tried to climb
on a table but was stopped by her tight skirt. She unfastened it, to loud cheers, and let it drop to the floor. In a couple
of lithe movements she was on the table.
"No
wallflowers at this party," she announced. Her forefinger stabbed the
air, pointed at Robina Phimister,
who blushed scarlet. Freddy's finger moved again. A tall, thin young man,
finding all eyes on him, blushed too.
Freddy
pointed at Robina and the youth with her two index
fingers, and then moved them together. As if on strings, Robina
and the thin youth stumbled together, amid laughter.
"Kiss
her," Freddy ordered. The young man gulped and did so. "Put your arm'
round her waist." He obeyed. Robina was
self-conscious, but game. "Take his other hand." She did so.
"Surely
I don't have to tell you any more?" said Freddy.
"I will if you like."
They
shook their heads quickly. Freddy made another gesture and the lights went out
again.
"We've
got to stop this!" Phimister shouted, his icy
calm broken for once. "Put those lights on, I tell you!"
Nobody
in the darkened Blue Room paid any attention, because though the people in the
Small Hall could see and hear what went on in the Blue Room, there was no communication
the other way.
The
lights did come on again at last. Freddy was still standing on the table. Robina and her swain were flushed and breathless, half
sitting, half lying on the floor. One of
Robina's shoulder straps hung loose over her arm, and
her hair was disheveled.
The
camera swooped again on Suzette, who was dancing again, this time nude above
the waist. Almost instantly the camera swung back as Robina
screamed in protest. Her new friend was pouring a glass of whisky down inside
her dress.
"Take
it off," Freddy advised. "You don't want to catch cold, do you? Help
her to get it off, somebody."
This was too much for Phimister.
CHAPTER
FIVE
The
whole Blue Room party was
before the new Council.
It
was a mad scene. Sitting in judgment in the ballroom, where the church service
had been held only a few hours since, were the whole Council, a hundred strong.
In the middle, surrounded like human sacrifices in an arena, were the revelers,
still in their party clothes, exactly as they had been when a detachment from
the council meeting in the Small Hall, armed, froze the party in an instant,
chipped it into so many nervous units, shoveled the whole lot up and dumped it
on the half-cleared floor of the ballroom.
"You
can't do this," a little fat man in evening dress shouted angrily.
"We've done it,"
said Martin drily.
Some
of the revelers were frightened, some angry, but most were merely puzzled. The
man who had been kissing the electrician's wife was one of the puzzled ones.
Like the fat man in evening dress, he couldn't comprehend that a new force in
social affairs had emerged in the last few hours. He knew about Revival, about
a loose, ill-organized committee with a vague constitution and aims. He didn't
realize that the new Revival Council was not merely a fact but also a strong,
confident, retributive body.
Suzette
Norris was doing her best to brazen it out. They hadn't let her wrap herself
up, and she made no attempt to cover herself. She stood defiantly with hands
on' hips, smiling when any member of the council caught her eye.
In contrast, Robina
was terrified. She knew she had sinned. She knew retribution was at hand. She
wished she were dead.
Freddy
was calmly waiting to see what happened. If the members of the Council stared
at her, she stared right back at them.
"This
is ridiculous," the little fat man said with decreasing assurance as the
whispering around him subsided and he was the only one left protesting.
When his voice died away
there was silence.
"You
miserable sinners," said Phimister with biting
contempt.
The
protest broke out again. Sterile and empty protest, however, for it presently
collapsed, defeated, before the patient stare of Phimister
and the Revival Council.
"You
have chosen to break almost every commandment there is," said Phimister, "and would no doubt have broken all the
rest, among you, if you had been left alone to do so. You-"
"So
we are charged," said Freddy with irony as biting as his contempt,
"not only with what we did, but with what we were going to do. This is a
new conception of justice."
Such
noise as there was stopped. The conflict crystalized.
Each side had a leader.
And
how just it was, Ted thought, that they should be Phimister,
always a Revivalist, and Freddy, for ever and ever a
Gay Timer. One didn't even have to hear what they said to understand the
conflict; one merely had to look at them.
Phimister: black-coated, broad-shouldered, cold, disapproving.
A man of stone. A man who stood for virtue, but not
virtue which was going to bring sensual delight in heaven. Virtue is its own reward. That kind of virtue.
Freddy: beautiful, gleaming, vital and warm,
her long, slim legs bare, her full breasts straining at the soft material of
her bodice. A woman of the half-world. A girl who stood for vice and the pleasure of vice. The sweetest fruit is forbidden fruit.
"You are not charged with
anything," said Phimister
frigidly, "but what we saw with our own eyes."
"What
you saw by spying," retorted Freddy. "By stealth,
by prurience. By the high moral principles of a
Peeping Tom. Your evidence is what you saw through a keyhole."
Her
gaze swept the ranks of the Revival Council scornfully. It passed over Ted
without stopping. He didn't know whether she was angry with him for being there
among her enemies, for not doing anything to help her, or was merely
pretending, as he had suggested, that they were nothing to each other.
"There's
no suggestion," someone behind Phimister said,
"of taking any—"
"Quietl"
Phimister snapped.
It
was obvious that Phimister had no intention of
letting the people before the Council know that no action would be taken
against them until he had given them a good fright.
"Are you a new
dictator, Phimister?" Freddy demanded.
"There
are no dictators," said Martin disapprovingly. "Neither here
nor—"
"Then
why are we here, before a new council which can't have any authority until
someone gives it authority? What right have you people
to break up a private party and bring us here by force of arms? If you are a
dictator, Phimister, set up in the last couple of
hours, give your orders and tell us who is to be shot. If you're not, I spit in your eye."
She
had been turning the tables since she first spoke up to oppose Phimister.
"I'm
the president of the new Revival Council," said Phimister.
"But that isn't the point. My daughter—"
Freddy
laughed ironically. "I suppose we took her to the Blue Room in
chains?"
"This
is getting out of hand," said Martin. He was only stating the obvious.
"Very
true," said Freddy. "I think it's gone on long enough. Too long."
"This is ridiculous!" said the
little fat man. Freddy had given him back his confidence. He could speak again
now.
"I think—" said
the Rev. Drummond Smith Johns.
"Wouldn't it be better
if—" said Martin.
The
ex-revelers behind Freddy realized vaguely that while earlier on they had been
promptly silenced when they attempted to protest, now was the time to confuse
the issue. The noise in the hall swelled as if a volume-control knob had been
slowly turned up.
The
trial ended in complete confusion. As an admonition, a threat, a declaration, it might have been very successful if the bluff
hadn't been called. Once Freddy stood up to Phimister,
however, it soon became clear that only if a dictatorship had been set up, as
Freddy suggested, could any action be taken against people who had merely been
holding a rather reckless private party.
Nevertheless,
the trial did serve as a warning. If nearly a hundred people could be haled before another
hundred people—involving a quarter
of the total population of the ship—and made to give an account of themselves,
things had changed, a new phase had been entered, and Revival was very strong
indeed.
The
Blue Room orgy would be remembered as the last of its kind.
And,
of course, the part of quite a few people in it would be remembered. Particularly four women.
Robina, Phimister's
daughter, would be watched like a dangerous criminal for the rest of her life.
Lila, not because she had played a major part but because she was the
minister's daughter.
Suzette, who had shown herself to be without shame, without modesty,
without decency.
Freddy, because both at the orgy and at the trial she had taken command
and responsibility for the whole thing. Freddy, because all the others might change,
but one somehow knew that Freddy would never pretend to change. Freddy, because she represented everyone else at the party, because
she had set herself up an an enemy of Revival.
CHAPTER
SIX Year 191
Ted
reached P17 without seeing
anyone, had one last cautious look around, opened a door,
entered the room without switching on the light and shut the
door.
When
he turned, Freddy was in his arms. She found rrini unerringly
in the dark from knowledge of his habits. She knew exactly how he turned after closing a
door, exactly where he would be, how he would
be holding his arms, where his hps would
be.
She knew him so well that even before he
spoke she read something of what he was going to say through contact with his body. She released herself and asked
sharply: "What's wrong, Ted?"
Ted
switched on the light. Often when they met they never
did switch on the light. There was always a danger that it would show under the door or through the ventilator, or even
that someone was checking on the power supply.
"Everything's
wrong, Freddy," he said. "We can't go on meeting like this."
She drew in her breath
sharply.
"Sooner
or later we're bound to be caught," Ted said. "And
you don't want to spend forty-eight hours in the stocks as a fornicator, do you?"
"If it were only
that—"
"Yes.
If it were only that, who would care? But I'd never be allowed to teach again, in case
I infected the children with my own corruption. And you, well, you're still
Freddy Steel of the Blue Room Orgy, and you can't afford to add anything to that."
"Ted,"
said Freddy bitterly, "how long is this madness going to go on?"
Ted
shrugged. "Not being a prophet,
I can't tell you. Anyway, Freddy, I'm still not convinced that it's all madness."
"Not madness?
Why—"
"Oh, I admit morality's being overdone. There
isn't much doubt that Revival is going a little too far in many ways."
"In
every way," Freddy exclaimed. "Think of
it—no alcohol for human consumption, any lie punishable, attendance at church
compulsory, and the stocks for me if I wore last year's clothes. Stocks, a punishment from ancient history, at a junction of two main
avenues, as if this were Seventeenth Century England."
"So
it is, in a way. We may be on a huge spaceship in the middle of a
four-hundred-year trip to a new world, Freddy, but Phimister
is another Cromwell and Revival is Puritanism reincarnated."
It
was the truth. Revival had been a purely religious renaissance at first.
Perhaps one of the things which had turned it slightly was the fact that the
Rev. Johns, so kindly, modest and matter-of-fact, would never be a leader in
any extremist movement. So the movement carried on without him, or at least
bypassed him and what he stood for. Gradually Revival had become Puritan
rather than religious, a strict, severe, super-moral way of life with religion
merely an adjunct.
It
was overdoing morality, as Ted said, to spy on people to make sure no law was
broken, to ostracize anyone who told a lie or took the name of the Lord in vain
or spoke obscenely, to throw in the stocks anyone taken in adultery, to publish
all discovered and proved sins so that everyone knew every sinner and his sin,
for all time.
Yet,
on the other hand, people who didn't do these things were safe. Ted might have
been a little lax in his own behaviour at times, but
he didn't approve of swearing, lying, obscenity, blasphemy, and all the other
things which were punished in a way they had never been before.
"There's
too much stress on rectitude," Ted remarked, "and there used to be
too little. But to come back to the point, Freddy. I
don't think the game's worth the candle any more."
"You don't think!" exclaimed
Freddy. "What about me?"
"Well,
we each have to decide for ourselves, Freddy." "I don't get a chance,
apparently. You decide for me." "Only for
myself."
"That's right. You thought only of
yourself, didn't you?"
"As
a mater of fact," said Ted quietly, "I've
delayed this moment as long as possible because I was thinking of you."
She
flared up at that. "You think you're the only man on this ship? You think
I couldn't have anyone I liked?"
"Once you could, Freddy. Not now."
She
threw herself at him, claws unsheathed. He spun her around, pinioning her arms.
She tried to bite his hands, his wrists.
"This doesn't prove anything,
Freddy," he protested.
She
was beyond reason. She kicked and struggled until she was weak with her efforts
and Ted was in little better state.
At last he released her. She threw herself on
the bed, leaning back on her elbows and looking at him broodingly. She was
dressed in the current fashion, the fashion of Revival. Instead of short,
crisp, frivolous frocks which had characterized the Gay Phase, she wore a dark,
sober dress buttoned to her neck and reaching below her knees.
Although
unattractive in itself, on Freddy it was very attractive indeed. However, Ted
sometimes sighed for the gay Freddy, in light, bright colors instead of the
drab hues of Revival, a frankly painted Freddy, a
Freddy showing her magnificent legs and her smooth, creamy arms and shoulders.
Soon
after the Blue Room Orgy he and Freddy had quarreled, by agreement, and built
up a fagade of indifference to each other. Since then
they had been civil to each other in public, no more, and had met only in
secret, in unoccupied rooms like the one in P17. They had had to be more and
more careful as time went on, not only because the check on public morals
became more and more stringent, but also because the consequences of discovery
kept getting more serious.
After
all, Ted had thought time and again during those months when
they kept up
the furtive, ultracautious
meetings, Freddy had been true to him in the Gay Phase, when she could have had
anyone she liked; it was only fair that he should stick to her now. Besides,
she wasn't getting any younger. True, she was only thirty-five arid as beautiful
as ever. But she was no longer a young girl, able to start her life anew if
necessary.
"So this is the end?" she said
bitterly. "Quarreling, fighting, afraid—and no mention of the one way we
could stay together."
"Marriage?" said Ted. "Would
you- marry me, Freddy?" "The way you put it shows you hope I
won't!" "No, I thought you didn't
want it. That's why I—" "That's right, make up my mind for me
again." "Will you marry me, Freddy?"
She
continued to stare resentfully at him for about half a minute. Then as his
smile broadened, she began to mirror it.
"No,
I never did want you to marry me, Ted," she said. "I've got one
phobia: fear of being tied to one man. Particularly now,
when the only way to get away from him is death."
Divorce,
of course, had become practically impossible under Revival.
She smiled. "Last
time," she said, and held out her arms.
It
was very sweet. Freddy cried, the only time Ted had
ever known her to cry. Ted felt like crying, too. But through it all he was
aware that this was uncharacteristic, misleading. It was only because it was
the last time that it was so sweet, so tenderly delightful.
The Arc-en-ciel was in free fall, had been in free fall for
nearly two centuries, and would be in free fall for another two centuries. Most
of the maintenance which had to be done could be regarded as housekeeping. The
men who had planned the ship had seen to that.
Near Christmas—the Christmas—a lot of people would have to train themselves and be trained
for the jobs which would exist again then. While the ship was merely in free
fall, it hardly had to be checked at all, for every part of it and everything
in it was going in the same direction, without the slightest strain on it. It
wouldn't have mattered if the ship had merely been tied together with strings.
But
when the time approached when the Arc-en-ciel would have to be put in orbit around a
planet, problems which hadn't existed for four centuries would exist again, and
strains which hadn't existed for the same time would have to be allowed for
again.
Men
and women would have to learn once more about stresses and strains and gravity,v problems which had not
concerned their ancestors for quite a few generations back. And there would be
many other subjects—spatial mathematics, some aspects of astronomy, physiology,
chemistry and physics —which would require experts before the tenders from the Arc-en-ciel could touch down safely on Lorraine.
Then,
the landing over, the task of colonizing Lorraine would need another set of
experts. The subjects which would be important then were agriculture, market
gardening, dairy farming, engineering, architecture, surveying, town planning.
. . .
That was the importance of
Ted Benzil's job.
From
some viewpoints the most important job on the ship was the rector's, and
teaching in general. It was the job of the teachers to see that generation
passed on to generation what must be passed on, what couldn't be trusted to the
books alone. Not learning, but how to learn.
There
was no money on the Arc-en-ciel. People didn't do things for the money they would bring, but for the
satisfaction of doing them and the prestige attached to them.
Teaching
was an important job with a lot of prestige attached to it. Since teachers
constructed the link between generation and generation, they started in their
job early and did it all their lives.
There
were the rector, the deputy head and the class and subject teachers. The rector
appointed everybody on his staff; he could have all the advice he wanted, but
no one could dictate to him. The deputy head was appointed ^from among the
class and subject teachers, and almost invariably became the rector in due
course.
Thus
Dr. Eric Martin had been class teacher, deputy head and finally rector. Ted had
been a class teacher and still was, but he was also the deputy head now.
Every
rector naturally imposed his personality on his school to a certain extent. The
school under Eric Martin was a very different thing from what it had been under
Benjamin Wilson, the previous rector. And it would be different again, under
Edward Benzil.
There
was not only the difference for which the rector himself was responsible,
there was also the difference due to the times. Benjamin Wilson had seen the
Dark Age turn to Know-More—had helped to turn it. Martin, though he had only
been rector for a short time, had guided the children on the ship through the
Gay Phase and part of Revival.
Ted
wouldn't be rector until after Revival, probably. He had often wondered what
was in store for him. Something very different from Revival,
certainly. And something else as different again.
Part
of the rector's great responsibility—as Ted saw it, at any rate—was to cut down
to reasonable proportions the effect of the periodic trends. Thus Wilson's
children, who had been brought through the Dark Age, when all learning and
talent were suspect, were capable of climbing to
Know-More. The children of Know-More had been adaptable enough to live and
thrive in the Gay Phase. And the children who had been at school in the Gay
Phase had not been unfitted for Revival.
"You
can't stop the pendulum swinging," Ted had told Freddy once. "Every
swing means a swing the other way."
Some
rectors had tried—mistakenly, Ted thought—to stop the pendulum swinging. It was
natural enough that Jonathan Andrews, seeing the Golden Age dissolving into
the Dark Age, should try to stop the change. It was even more natural that he
had failed.
No, the rectors and teachers had to' pay
lip-service to the trends, the inevitahle and
inevitably extremist trends that changed the face of life itself on the Arc-en-ciel every five to fifteen years, but they
shouldn't pay much more than that. In the turmoil of trends, there were at
least two classes who should be neutral: the teachers and the chroniclers. Ted
and Gil both believed that.
Martin
and Ted had to be on the Revival Council, of course. But sometimes, though Ted
liked and respected the rector, though there was no question of
.jealousy—sometimes Ted wondered if Martin was neutral enough.
Freddy and Ted passed within two yards of
each other and merely nodded. There was nothing new in that. That was how they
had been treating each other, in public, for months. The only difference was
that this time they meant it.
Freddy
went quite openly to Gil's room, tapped on the door and went in.
"Hello,
Freddy," said Gil, with his patient smile, and no hint of the surprise he
must be feeling at Freddy's visit. There had been no warning.
"I'll
speak plainly, Gil," said Freddy, leaning back against the door, arms
behind her, looking like a memory of the Gay Phase. "I don't think much of
Revival and I don't believe you do either. Right?"
"I don't talk about
Revival," said Gil, smiling again.
"Very
wise, I suppose. But you walked out of the Revival Council once, and you've
never been back," said Freddy.
"True."
"Even
apart from that, I'd know you didn't think much of Revival. Because of
something you said long, long ago. Something I knew you meant. Something I
remembered."
"What was that?"
"You
said you could force people to be bad, but not to be good. It struck me that
believing that, you couldn't think much of Revival."
Gil
turned his calm, patient gaze on her. "I underestimated you, Freddy," he said.
"Well, that gives us one thing in
common, a dislike of Revival," said Freddy.
"Only we dislike it for very different
reasons. I because I don't believe you can force people to be good. You because you would like to force people to be bad."
It
was a harsh judgment for Gil to make of anyone. But it was justified,
nevertheless.
"I
came to give you something, if you'll have it," said Freddy abruptly.
"What?"
"Me."
"No." Gil wasn't surprised. On the
contrary, he now seemed to understand what hadn't been clear before. "Go
back to Ted and marry him, Freddy. You won't do it, of course, but it's what
you should do. Otherwise—"
"Otherwise
what?"
"You'll be a Revival martyr," said
Gil simply. Freddy shuddered at the simple frankness of it. "I don't see
how you can avoid it," Gil went on, "now that Ted's broken with
you."
"How do you know that
Ted and I—"
Gil
shrugged. Freddy remembered that Gil was brilliant-remembered it, for he never
showed off, so that one was inclined to forget his intelligence. He had not
been deceived, apparently, by the maneuvers of Ted and herself.
"Ted
was careful," said Gil. "You won't be. You'll do something which,
added to the Blue Room Orgy episode, will mean . . ."
He shrugged again.
"You
don't mean Revival will ever come to the stage of execution?" Freddy
demanded.
"What else? The
Puritans executed people."
Freddy
pushed' herself away from the door and strode about the little cabin, frowning.
"I think you're going around the bend, Gil."
"Oh, no," said
Gil, gently. "Not me."
She
had given up the idea which had brought her to Gil's room. When he said no, he
meant it.
"But how can it be right to kill? How
can people in a movement like Revival justify killing?"
"The
Puritans executed people," Gil repeated. "They found no difficulty in
justifying it. You execute people for the good of the community. For the good of their souls. For any reason you like, only
you must find a phrase which suggests the execution has been personally
ratified by God. It's quite easy."
"That sounds more like Ted than
you."
Gil
smiled. "I don't mind. Ted will live through Revival and be the next
rector. He'll be one of the best rectors we ever had."
"But
I—you really mean what you're saying about my being a martyr?"
"Unless you
change." "I can't change."
Gil shrugged his shoulders
again and smiled.
Freddy
left him rather abruptly and not at all as she had intended. She was frightened
by his warning, chiefly because the way he gave it showed it was quite
unemotional.
He didn't seem to care.
When
she came to think of it, walking out of that meeting as Gil had done, though it
sounded fine and high-principled and noble, was not the sort of thing an
ordinary man would do. Ted hadn't done it. Nobody else had done it.
Perhaps
Gil was too high-principled, too noble, too far above ordinary people, too
impartial.
She
left the room rather precipitately, and only pulled herself together when she
almost ran into a girl at the end of the passage. It was Robina
Phimister.
Freddy
became herself in a flash. She
musn't let the younger generation think she was shpping.
When Freddy hurried past Robina
she wasn't particularly pleased with herself, or proud of herself, or happy.
But
she was still the loveliest, smartest, most dashing woman on the ship. And if
she didn't see why she should be envied, Robina did. Robina didn't see how she could be anything but an object
of envy.
Robina had been jealous of many things and people
in her short life. It always seemed that what everyone else had was better than
what she had, and everybody's life always seemed a better Me
than hers.
There
was a certain amount of truth in this. Particularly in the case of her friend
Lila there was a bitter contrast. Lila was prettier,
there was no doubt of that. Even Robina had almost
always admitted it. But the main contrast lay in the fact that Lila had been
utterly free all her life—even after that Blue Room Orgy that still made Robina shudder when she thought of its consequences—while Robina had been checked, restricted, supervised and
repressed, most particularly after the Blue Room Orgy.
But
Lila wasn't the only person Robina habitually envied,
not by a long chalk. Lila alternated with Freddy Steel as Robina's
"Person I Should Most Like To Be."
Robina might have hated Freddy. Freddy had been responsible
for much of the trouble which had arisen out of the Blue Room affair. Instead
she admired her for the way she had taken the lead at the party and at the
trial, the Way she always looked, the way she always seemed to feel, her taste,
her intelligence, her freedom, the fact that so many men desired her,
everything about her . ..
Freddy coming from Gil's
room was another matter.
Robina had been in love with Gil for a long time,
though she had scarcely ever spoken to him. She sat in church where she could
watch him, went to meetings which he might attend, and stood about where she
might see him, always very unobtrusively so that he wouldn't see her.
But
Freddy coming from Gil's room was too much. A switch in Robina's
mind which had always been at "maybe" or "no" slammed over
to "yes," and Robina dashed along the
corridor, rapped sharply on Gil's door, and went in.
She
was so jealous of Freddy that her momentum was tremendous. In less than a
minute she was telling Gil breathlessly how much she loved him.
CHAPTER
SEVEN
The
school was a self-contained
unit above the ballroom. It had a hall off which all the other doors opened—six
classrooms, a music room, a library and three private rooms, one for Martin,
one for Ted, and one for the other teachers. When other accommodation was
needed—a large hall, theater or gymnasium—the pupils had to march to a suitable
hall elsewhere in the ship.
Martin was waiting for Ted when he arrived in
the morning. "Sorry, Mr. Benzil," he said.
"I'll have to leave you in charge today. And there's a Council committee
coming to inspect the school library."
Ted didn't have to ask which Council. It
could only be the Revival Council."
"Coming to inspect the school library?
What do you mean, rector? Seeing how the books are arranged or if they're in
good condition, or what?"
"I
don't know. There was a meeting on the subject, but I couldn't go, and it was
too late to get you to take my place. I know that this same committee had been
inspecting the main library for a week. This is part of the same
inspection."
Ted
was frowning. Martin noticed it and put a hand lightly on his shoulder.
"You're still not too sure of the Council and the President, are you, Mr. Benzil?"
Again,
he didn't have to say which Council or which President. Not now.
"I do think they've been casting their
net rather wide," Ted remarked. "This, for example.
The school is entirely your affair, rector. Even the inspecters
have to ask your permission before they can come through that door."
Martin
shrugged and smiled, clearly not inclined to exert his authority. "The
truth is," he said, "you're not a hundred percent behind Revival, Mr.
Benzil, and I am."
Ted
felt like saying: "You're a hermit, Martin. You don't go around much, and
when you do, most of the time your eyes are shut. Otherwise you'd realize that
Revival isn't quite perfect."
He didn't, however, and Martin left him to
deal with the problems of the school for the day. Martin had been doing that a
lot lately, concerning himself more and more with paperwork and less and less
with teaching or the actual running of the school.
The
committee, Phimister and eleven other members of the Council, arrived just after the children. Ted left his class
in Marge Smith's charge and attended to the committee.
"Dr.
Martin hasn't told me much about your visit," he Said,
shaking hands with Phimister. "So I suppose all
I can do is show you the library and leave you to it."
"That
will suit us excellently," said Phimister in his
usual frigid way. He didn't mean to be unfriendly. He just couldn't help it.
He
was the same cold, precise, disapproving character he had always been. One
thing he and Martin had in common, Ted reflected, was that they disapproved of
such a lot. Martin, true, approved of quite a few things. All the same, between
them Martin and Phimister could always master enough
disapproval for five ordinary people.
Ted
left them in the library and went back to his class. Outside the door, however,
he paused. What were they doing in the library? Were they going to report that
certain books were unsuitable, and should be removed? ,
Very likely. And if so, Ted was going to oppose them strongly. He didn't approve of
castrating literature, or refusing to let children read the complete Gulliver's Travels because it mentioned excretion and
urination, or replacing the bloodthirsty tales they loved with moralistic,
milk-and-water fables.
It
occurred to him that if this committee had been operating in the main library
for a week, some idea of their ends and means might be gained there. He left
his class in Marge's charge and went to the library.
The
librarian wasn't there, but Gil was, writing his reports.
It
had been decided long ago that reports, both the news and the history of the
ship, should be written by independent people, men and women who had no other
job. These people were called chroniclers.
When
anything happened, Gil and his colleagues wrote two reports of it. One, a racy
detailed account, went into the journal Yesterday, the
ship's newspaper, printed six days a week and available to everybody. Yesterday was filed, of course. In addition, however,
the chroniclers wrote more critical reports, trying to probe the significance
of the events involved, for Chronicles, the
ship's official history.
Ted
sat down opposite Gil. "Say, Gil," he said. "I've got a library
committee along investigating the school's collection. Apparently they've been
here already. Do you know what's going on?"
Gil
nodded. "I've been told not to report on it for Yesterday," he said.
Ted stared at him.
"You've been what? That's—"
Gil
smiled. "Exactly. Suppression
of the truth. But that's not at all surprising, really, when you know
what the report which has been suppressed would be. Here's my report for the Chronicles."
Ted
took the sheet covered with Gil's tiny, neat handwriting and read:
October 17, 191. The Revivalist's first overt
fanaticism was the censorship of all books. Last Monday A Midsummer Night's Dream lost 79 lines, Hamlet 61, and Othello
94. Some 21,000 words were
deleted from Grapes
of Wrath and Moll Flanders appears
to have disappeared entirely. A hitherto unmentioned marriage takes place in For Whom the Bell Tolls. Joyce's Ulysses still exists, but it is now a relatively slim
volume, little more than a short story. Flaubert, Lawrence Sterne, de Gautier, Rabelais (of course!), Maugham, Joyce, Defoe, Hemingway and
Swift are among the Terran authors who most
particularly . . .
Ted looked up angrily. "The foolsl" he exclaimed. "The
bloody fools!"
"Read on," said Gil.
Ted
dropped his eyes to the next paragraph:
This might have passed almost without comment
in Revival. There would certainly have been no need to try to conceal what was
being done . . .
"Are they mad?" Ted exclaimed.
"How can they hope to conceal—"
"Read
the next bit."
While they were at it, however, the so-called
library committee decided that as well as improving literature by deleting
anything in it which they didn't like, they might as
well improve history in the same way. They started by censoring the issues of Yesterday covering the Gay Phase ...
"Good God!" Ted breathed.
"Gil, you haven't gone mad, have you?"
Gil
waved his arms at the shelves. "Look for yourself. The offending passages
have simply been snipped from the microfilms, which have been so carefully
spliced that only a very close examination shows where a section has been deleted."
"But what's been taken
out?"
"Everything offensive. All the grim details. The facts are left,
generally, but anything the Revivalists thought shouldn't have been mentioned
isn't mentioned any more. Generally the censorship is mere deletion, but
sometimes when the thing itself is nasty enough, the facts are changed
slightly. And there's usually a moral."
"You mean, history reads as if nobody
ever did anything evil?"
"Not at all. History reads as if crime never paid, and that retribution always
follows wrongdoing. Plenty of crimes, without the grim detail to give people
ideas, and always the vengeance of the Lord close behind, like Time's winged
chariot. Of course, this modern burning of the books isn't final, yet. The
master copies of all the books exist in bond, in the master stores. But I've no
doubt that later—"
"We've
got to stop this, Gil. Don't they realize what they're doing? Do they think a
lie can ever be better than the truth?"
"Obviously," said Gil gently,
"they do."
l'But~"
"No,
that's wrong. They have a phrase: *the essential truth/ Everything
they've edited is essentially
true. A criminal
transgresses; he dies. The fact that he dies fifty years later is inessential
truth. According to the records now, he dies for his crime immediately."
"I
don't know which is worse," said Ted angrily. "The
rape of literature or the rape of truth. Maybe history doesn't matter.
But don't they see that our microfilm copies may be the last record of
Shakespeare, Defoe, Swift in existence? Don't they
understand what a crime it is to murder them?"
"That
must be a rhetorical question," Gil murmured, "for you know the
answer. Another illustration of how their minds are working: look up Arc-en-ciel. Instead of finding that that's French for
rainbow, with a description of a rainbow and some color pictures to illustrate
the phenomenon, you find that Arc-en-ciel means 'Way to Heaven.' We're the chosen, Ted.
We're God's children. If Earth did die, it was because Earth was wicked. We
lived because we aren't wicked."
"But they're always telling us how wicked
we all are!" "Relative, Ted. The wicked are destroyed. God's
vengeance is swift. If you're not destroyed, you're not wicked. Simple."
"Don't you care about this?"
"I
think the tone of my story has made my sympathies clear. Strictly, I shouldn't
have written it that way. I should have been impartial. But since it isn't
really for the Chronicles
anyway but only for Phimister—
He
stopped at Ted's expression and explained politely: "I've been told not to
comment on this in Yesterday.
The offensive matter which
has been deleted is to be quietly forgotten. It never existed. Phimister, our worthy moral leader, didn't mention the Chronicles, 'but naturally I'm not supposed to write
anything like this. When it's discovered, it'll be deleted like the rest."
"Then why write it?"
"In much the same spirit as I once
walked out of a Revival meeting."
Ted gazed steadily at him. That was like Gil.
His protests were apt to be like that; strong, in a way, but empty. He would
make it clear what he thought, but he wouldn't fight. Ted was going to fight.
This time Revival had gone too far.
Martin didn't explode as Ted had thought he
would. He listened with interest rather than the expected feeling of outrage,
and said at the end:
"What
a grand conception! You don't understand, Mr. Benzil.
I realize how you feel about bowdlerizing Shakespeare, but what a grand idea
it is to change history to what it should have been! No, I wasn't concerned in
this, but I think a remark I dropped to Mr. Phimister
must have given him the idea—"
"You mean you condone
this?" Ted asked incredulously.
"Don't
you see, Mr. Benzil, this is the whole essence of
Revival!" said Martin enthusiastically. "Revival is based on the
theory—which may, of course, be mistaken—that moral virtue may be achieved by
assuming it. Phimister wouldn't agree with that
statement. You will, I think."
"Yes, but-"
"Then you must give the idea a chance.
It has never been done. You pretend that everyone is virtuous, arid soon
everyone is. That's the theory, and you can see it already operating. But it's
impossible to achieve perfection so long as people have access to history, and
to the literature of the past. They see—"
"Either I am mad," said Ted,
"or everyone else is."
Martin
smiled. "I leave it to you to decide which is more likely."
Ted went to Johns. Johns saw his point of
view, and went some way toward agreeing with it.
"But
you're exaggerating, Ted," he said. "Frankly, I don't think it's as
serious as you make out that some of the questionable passages in literature
have been removed. I never liked them much anyway."
"Don't
you see," Ted almost pleaded, "that no good can ever come of denying
the truth? And that is what this is, denying the truth in human relations and
truth in history."
"Oh,
I agree that this is going a little too far. But I don't see what can be done."
Ted
swore and went back to Gil, still patiently finishing and polishing his report.
Gil looked up and smiled.
"You
seem to have discovered what I discovered when I tried to interest people in this," he
said. "Nobody sees what the fuss is about."
"But
if you do and I do," Ted exclaimed, "others must feel the same about
it, surely."
Gil
shook his head. "'I've had a little longer to think about it than you,
Ted. This is another case of what can be done in a closed world. This isn't the
first burning of the books, for one reason or another, but this is the first
time the despoilers could know they had done something final, that what they
had destroyed could never be restored. It gives them a pleasant feeling of
power. They really feel they have torn out something evil and trampled on
it."
"But
it's madness to destroy a few evidences of evil in the hope that it will
destroy evil."
"Not at all,"
said Gil mildly.
Ted jumped. "You too?"
"I
don't believe it should be done. But it's not madness, Ted. Bring people up in
an atmosphere of realism, knowing all there is to be known about sex and crime
and intrigue and violence, and their behaviour will
echo it. I don't mean they'll be sadists, perverts, criminals and all the rest
of it, but the chances are they 11 be as lax morally as they believe everyone
else is.
"On the other hand, if you set up the
myth that everyone else is highly moral, and that crime and even evil thoughts are rare, you'll get a society which at least looks pious and virtuous. Isn't that so?"
Ted gazed at him and recognized the truth of what Gil was saying. Four years ago Lila Johns, then fifteen, had offered herself to him quite innocently, thinking the fact that she liked him was more than enough justification for sleeping with him.
That had been in the Gay Phase, when the fact that you liked anybody was more than enough justification for sleeping with him or her. Lila's offer had been as innocent then as a photograph of a three-month-old baby with no clothes on. Now if Lila merely showed her pretty legs in public it would be a moral crime more severe than becoming his mistress four years ago would have been.
What Gil said could be taken further: a society which prized virtue highly, in which there was no evidence of vice, had a chance of becoming in the end as virtuous as it pretended to be. It was a society of good example, all the time and in every way.
"But the price is too high!" Ted exclaimed. "It's surrendering freedom, truth, justice and artistic integrity in the hope of producing—"
"Z know all that," said Gil, waving the paper he had been writing. "I've been saying all that for the Chronicles. But if we can only find about twenty people who think as we do, what's going to happen?"
Ted looked around the library wonderingly, with bitterness and anger and helplessness, and saw it, in imagination, despoiled, ruined, falsified, by people who believed that cold virtue was better than art, truth, honesty and warmth.
CHAPTER EIGHT Year 192
On
January 1, 192, the Judgment Council met for the first time.
It was regrettable but punishment was
necessary to keep daily life in the Arc-en-ciel virtuous and godly. Phimister
said so, Martin said so, and all the other leading Revivalists said so.
When
it had merely been a matter of sending people to Coventry, JC hadn't been
needed. JC, however, arrived complete with power to inflict any punishment
"as necessary," up to and including execution.
"Remember
what I told you, Freddy?" Gil asked her half-seriously when he met her one
day. "You don't want
to be the first martyr, do
you?"
Freddy pretended he hadn't said anything.
She
hated Revival with a hate that crawled in her guts. It represented everything
she loathed and permitted virtually nothing she could enjoy. Revival had taken
Ted from her, and she couldn't get him back or find anyone else to take his
place. She was choosy, after all, and people were scared. Only about a dozen
men on the ship could have taken Ted's place in her affections, and none of
them would. Gil and a couple of others really didn't want to; the rest were
scared.
If
she had been younger, she might have been able to wait for Revival to die. But
she was thirty-six. Revival might not last forever, but it would outlast her
attractiveness.
Once
she said: "Look, Ted. Everybody knows there's nothing between us now. It
would be safe—"
Already Ted was shaking his
head.
"Don't
you miss me at all?" she asked. She could control her voice but not her
tears. They welled up and ran down her cheeks. She wouldn't sob. With an
enormous effort she kept her breathing steady so that no sobs could escape.
"Of
course I miss you. I've been missing you for months and I'm only just beginning
to get over it. I'm not going to start over again."
Ted
spoke more harshly than he had ever spoken to anyone except Freddy, once
before.
"You
never asked me to marry you, except that one time, grudgingly," said
Freddy.
"I'm not like some men," Ted
retorted, "who seem able to propose a dozen times to the same girl, or to
two or three different girls. It takes me a long time to work up to proposing
to a girl, and when I have, I expect the thing to be considered seriously, and
answered once and for all. But since it's you, Freddy, since I miss you, since
it's the only way we can be together, since you still want me, will you marry
me?"
There was a long silence while they stood
like two robots who had had their power cut off.
Then
at last Freddy sighed and said: "No, I still don't want you that way, Ted.
Maybe you're right and I'm a Gay
Timer through and through. I want you as a lover, not as a husband. If we were
held together by anything but just love, half the pleasure would be gone."
They
were in a reading room off the library, as private as anywhere was. She threw
back her head and put her hand to her throat, her purpose obvious.
"Don't be a fool," he said quickly. "It would be
insane to start again, to start a series of last-times, each more binding than
the one before. If you can't marry me, Freddy, find someone you can marry, or
live alone and learn to like it."
Two days after that Freddy
spent the night in the stocks.
The
details were unimportant. Freddy misjudged the man concerned. Instead of being
delighted at her advances, as most men would have been six years since, he
reported her to JC and automatically she was sentenced to a night in the stocks
followed by a week's Silence.
Being
imprisoned in the stocks was rather different from the same punishment in
Puritan England. The stocks were the same—holes for wrists and ankles, a lock,
a hard seat-but in these days of civilization and culture and high morality
there was no question of people throwing rubbish at the victim. No, people
merely came along and gazed, perhaps looking sorrowful, perhaps laughing, perhaps merely looking curious and glad not to be in the
stocks themselves.
Everybody
went along and looked at Freddy, one way or another. It was such an incredible
idea, Freddy Steel being locked in the stocks all night, that there was only
one notable defection, one person who was able to resist the temptation to go
along and gloat or grin or at least see how the fashionable Freddy Steel looked
in the stocks. That person was Gil.
Ted
went, several times during the night, in case Freddy wanted to ask or say
something, and so that she would see at least one person whom she knew was
friendly. The first time she refused to acknowledge his existence. The second
time she swore at him, but that might have been because there were others about
at the time. The third time she cried, and he hurried
away in case anyone else saw her like that, which he knew she would hate. The
fourth time was in the still of the night, and Ted stopped for a few words.
"Don't
dare speak to me," said Freddy bitterly. "If you're caught, it's the
same for you, remember."
"If
it weren't for the school," said Ted, "I'd he caught, in the hope that people could see the injustice of punishing
anyone for a friendly word."
Freddy
sniffed. It might have been from disbelief, or be-" cause she was on the
way to crying again.
"Frankly,"
Ted remarked, "I'm not sure you don't deserve to be in the stocks, Freddy.
And me too. The trouble is, so long as these Revivalists
have some justice on their side, they get away with things like this. But if
someone was put in the stocks for merely speaking to you—"
Freddy
burst into tears again.
"Revival
must be a sad business for you, Freddy," Ted said. "I never knew you
to cry before, but now it's becoming almost a habit. Here, since you can't dry
your tears, I'll do it."
He
wiped her face with his handkerchief. "I hate everybody," she sobbed. "I suppose that's
natural."
"Including you for putting me here, and not being here with
me."
"That's
natural, too."
She
called him a dirty name. He went on wiping her face.
There was a JC announcement when Freddy was
sentenced that while the special death penalty of Revival had never been
imposed, sinners shouldn't go on relying on it.
"The
death penalty will only be imposed when it is felt the person concerned has
failed to be influenced by good example, and is himself
a bad example making evil thoughts or desires inevitable in others," the
announcement, said.
"That
could be made to fit you," Ted warned Freddy, while she was still in
Silence and he shouldn't have been speaking to her at all.
The next stock victim was Lila Johns, for
"irreverence, profanity and blasphemy."
"This
is the second act of madness," Ted said to Gil, the only person left he
could safely talk to. It wasn't safe to talk to Freddy any more. "The censorship, then this—what next?"
"Is it madness?"
asked Gil cautiously. "What did she say?"
"I
don't know. But I'm prepared to swear, knowing Lila,
she could only have spoken freely, not foully. She couldn't possibly have said
anything really bad. She isn't capable of it."
Gil's
report on the censorship of literature and history was still untouched in the Chronicles. Perhaps no one had read it. Certainly for
anything so recent it was so natural to look up Yesterday and not the Chronicles that that was perfectly possible. Ted's
various protests had come to nothing.
He
was treated with an easy forbearance which he found frustrating, forbearance
being uncharacteristic of Revival and only applied in his case, apparently,
because he was regarded with favor by all the leaders of Revival.
He
felt like a hypocrite. He was a
hypocrite, still a member of the Revial Council commitee although he was coming to hate Revival almost as
much as Freddy did, and on the best of terms with Martin, Johns and even Phimister. Yet it wasn't in him to be boorish simply
because he thought differently from people.
Anyway,
Lila spent a night in the stocks. Perhaps Johns refused to say anything in case
it seemed he expected special treatment for his daughter. Perhaps it was a sort
of test case, to show that even Lila Johns could and would be punished for no
more than speaking. Perhaps she asked fort
it, daring JC to punish her.
They didn't impose a week's Silence
afterwards, as they had on Freddy, but otherwise it was the same. Everybody
came, in a constant procession past the stocks, where Lila sat staring grimly
in front of her, her chin set firmly.
There
wasn't much laughing this time. Lila had never pretended to be somebody, or
done anyone a bad turn, or got herself disliked. And
even people who had meant to laugh, friends of hers who had decided to treat
the affair as a joke, suddenly realized when they saw her
that this was no joke, and that Lila had enough to bear without their adding to
it.
-
Others who thought she deserved much worse than she was getting, and came along
to give her some of it, saw the determination and courage in every line of her
and walked quietly past without speaking.
Robina said: "I don't care what happens to me,
Lila. I'm going to speak to you all the same."
Since
she didn't really have anything to say and was very melodramatic about saying
it, Lila would rather she hadn't bothered. It was easier to sit still and be
resolute if nobody bothered her. Ted realized that when he came along, and
didn't distract her.
He
came six times during the night, however, when there was hardly anyone about,
and talked to her.
"I
never realized the night was so long," Lila murmured wistfully the first
time.
"It
can't be only four o'clock!" she exclaimed the second time.
The
third time she was sleeping, despite the discomfort of her position, and he
didn't waken her.
"Is
this still the same night?" she asked incredulously, the fourth time.
The fith
time, she was sleeping again.
The last time, she had been
thinking, apparently. "You must have stayed up all night," she said,
"just to come and help me."
Ted didn't deny it. Instead, he leaned
forward and kissed her. "Isn't that utterly vile?" he said. "To kiss a girl when she's held so that she can't do anything
about it."
There
was a pause. Then: "Do it again, if you mean it," Lila whispered.
"Well, do it again, anyway."
CHAPTER
NINE
There
was the censorship, then
Lila's night in the stocks, then Ted's removal from the school.
When
it came it was utterly unexpected, for Ted had spoken his mind often enough
before, with no effect. However, after a speech before the whole Council
against the palimpsest, he found himself being asked to resign from his
position at the school. He wasn't asked to stand down from the Council committee,
curiously enough.
"Some
of us feel," Martin told him sympathetically, "that believing what
you do you shouldn't be allowed to pass on your attitude to the children. We
hope your attitude will change, of course, and if it ever does we'll be only
too glad to restore you to your former position—myself most particularly, Mr. Benzil. As for your membership of the Council committee,
this isn't a dictatorship, and we feel you should remain on the committee and
have an opportunity of airing your views."
"Thanks very
much," said Ted.
There
were still good things about Revival, and he wasn't blind to them. Nevertheless
he was looking for every tiny sign of the next phase, wondering what it would
be and thinking the sooner it came along to reduce the extremes of Revival the
better.
He had seen no sign of it
yet.
Ted
had never realized quite how he felt about his job until he didn't have it any
more. He found himself seriously considering doing all he would have to do to
get it back.
But
the thought of all he would certainly have to do and say and promise prevented
him from actually doing it.
The fourth thing was the
case of Gil and Robina.
Ultimately
it was of less importance than the censorship, hut it was the climax of Revival
and made the names of Gil and Robina proverbial.
Phimister and a friend, calling on Gil with another
appeal to join Revival, found Robina with him. She
and Gil were, at least in the opinion of Phimister
and his friend, only half dressed. And they drew at once what they regarded as
the only possible conclusion.
Gil
shook his head patiently. "We're not lovers and never have been," he
declared.
But
in subsequent interrogation Robina confused the issue
by declaring defiantly that she loved Gil and had loved him for a long time.
Phimister, who gave no sign of emotion throughout the
whole affair—in public, at any rate—remembered how seldom recently he had been
able to find Robina, and how often he had wondered
what new interest was occupying her. Gil, interrogated, admitted frankly that Robina had been spending a lot of time in his company,
alone with him in his room.
Gil
admitted everything except liaison, which he patiently denied over and over
again.
Robina admitted everything and didn't seem very
sure about liaison. It seemed to occur only to Ted Benzil
that, raised as she had been and in such an epoch, she possibly had no very
clear idea of what she was supposed to have done. She admitted happily that Gil
had kissed her, and was very vague about anything else.
"This
is a shocking story," said the Rev. Johns severely, at the first hearing
of the trial which followed. "By your own admission, you have sinned, Gil Cordiner, in—"
"I don't admit sinning at all."
"But
you admit having done things which we regard
as sinning."
"Oh, yes. But shouldn't every man's
conscience be his own guide?"
"If
we recognized that," said the Rev. Johns rather sadly, "we should
have to allow murder, if the murderer said it wasn't against his conscience.
You've done wrong, Cordiner, and the worst thing
about it is that you led a girl fifteen years younger than yourself, a girl who
trusted you completely, into evil ways. She isn't responsible. She's too young
to know how sinful she has been."
But
later Phimister took up that point and said: "It
can't be said on the girl's behalf that she wasn't responsible. She was fully
aware that what she was doing was evil, and must bear her full share of the
responsibility for this crime."
When
Ted had his chance to speak he strove desperately to make the most of it, aware
as he did so that his hearers knew he was prejudiced in favor of Gil and
against Revival, and would therefore be prejudiced against him. But there
didn't seem to be much to say except that he believed Gil and that they were
making a mountain out of a molehill. He sensed that he was having no effect at
all.
Very
little attention was paid to Gil's patient insistence that they had been no
more than friends, possibly because Gil was so mild about it and Robina obviously unsure whether to say yes or no, yet
declaring over and over again that she was in love with Gil. The only time that
point was seriously mentioned, one of the counsels asked Gil pointedly:
"If
there was never any intercourse, wiry did you and Miss Phimister
meet so often, so privately and so secretly, and why, on the occasion when you
were apprehended, were you both undressed?"
"We
met secretly and privately for this reason," said Gil, waving his arms at
the court. "I, at least, knew what might have happened. Why meet at all? Robina has been repressed all her life. We've both been
lonely. We met, and rontinued to meet, because we
liked each other's company. And I think Robina has
been developing lately, knowing someone liked her, into a more likeable, less
repressed, less jealous and much happier human 'being. As for why we were
undressed, the question is ridiculous."
But
he wasn't allowed to dismiss the matter like that. Forced to comment in more
detail, he said, still as patiently as ever:
"1 hadn't been expecting Robina. I was wearing my
dressing gown. That seemed adequate. Robina, for most
of the time she was with me, was dressed exactly as she'd have been out in the
avenue."
"But not when you were
discovered together."
"No. Some coffee was spilled on her
skirt. She took it off to dry it."
"That sounds rather
thin, Mr. Cordiner."
"The
truth very often does. Some people still have difficulty in accepting the fact
of the Immaculate Conception."
"Please don't be
irreverent."
Robina, questioned about the skirt, said: "It
was just as Gil said. You can see it if you like. There's a huge coffee stain
on it."
"That's hardly the
point, Miss Phimister."
"Well, I was soaking.
I had to take it off."
"You had to take it
off in a man's bedroom?"
"Yes—no—Gil
isn't just any man. I feel at home with him. I love him."
"Surely,
if you did actually spill coffee over yourself, the natural thing would have
been to go to your room and change?"
"Well,
maybe, but why should I? It would have been dry before I had to go."
So
it went on. Sometimes it was farcical, sometimes grimly serious.
Inopportunely
for Gil, his months-old report on the rape of the books in the Chronicles was discovered when JC investigated him and
his words. It was quoted as proof that he hated Revival and its ideals. His
walkout from the first Council was recalled too.
Then
the court went back to the case in hand, dwelling with the painstaking
thoroughness of all vice committees, censors and watch committees on Robina's state of undress when discovered. No one wallows
more sensuously in the details of sensuality than people who publicly
disapprove of it.
And Gil made one big mistake.
He
may have made others before, lost opportunities for puncturing the whole thing,
but his last one was the important one.
He didn't offer to marry
Robin a until it was too late.
If
he had said earlier on in his usual quixotic way that they were engaged and
would be married soon, the Revivalists would still not have approved by any
means, but little would have come of the affair, except that Gil and Robina would have had to get married.
But
when at last he said he was prepared to marry Robina,
it looked as if he was merely trying to avoid the punishment that was coming
to them both.
"It's
no use saying, after being caught trying to kill someone," counsel
declared, "Tt's all right, I won't kill him
now.' No doubt you would marry this woman to avoid the consequences of your
joint misdemeanor. The important point is that you hadn't done so, and had no
intention of doing so, when you were caught in flagrante delicto."
Suddenly, incredibly, the
death sentence was passed.
Ted
was struck dumb. So, apparently, was Robina. Gil
merely nodded as if that was what he had been expecting. Johns seemed startled,
Martin a little dazed. Phimister nodded impassively.
All through he had acted as if Robina was a complete
stranger to him.
It couldn't happen. But as that thought
occurred to Ted, he remembered how he had thought the same about the
censorship, how he had been sure that whenever people realized what was
happening, they would stop it.
Before
he knew it he was on his feet and shouting at Phimister:
"Are you going to let your daughter be executed for a minor fault which
hasn't even been proved, Phimister? Executed—do you
understand what that means? Can you imagine Robina
dead, at eighteen, not from any illness or accident, but from your own fanaticism? Dead, Phimister, when you could have kept her alive?"
"I couldn't do anything of the sort—" Phimister began.
"You're still running Revival. Do you want Revival to kill your daughter, or do you still have some feelings left?"
It was useless. Phimister acted as if he were a mere instrument, incapable of doing anything to save Robina, so that the question of whether he would if he could didn't arise.
The next few days were mad days.
Some Revivalists talked with the old, fanatic, savage, Puritan satisfaction of the execution to come. The Lord's will he done. The wages of
sin is death.
Some Revivalists said killing was always wrong, and that though Robina and Gil had sinned they should be forgiven, yea, a hundred times. The Lord is merciful indeed.
Ted ran a campaign on his own, refusing help from people like Freddy, Lila and his ex-colleagues at the school in case the campaign should be ruled anti-God and its members executed too. He cut his aims down so that, he thought, all reasonable people would be on his side. He merely pointed out how irrevocable execution was, and that there wasn't a man or woman alive who hadn't sinned in some way, who dared execute Gil and Robina.
But the reasonable people shrugged and asked what they could do against so many.
There was fear about. There were people who didn't date give any opinion on the Gil-Robina affair simply because they realized how easily they could find themselves on the same or a similar charge.
Some people backed Revival because they believed in it, some because they were afraid to oppose it, some because all their friends were doing it, some merely because they couldn't see any reason why they shouldn't.
Some people who didn't back Revival, but didn't dare oppose it, believed, as Ted had done once before, that it
couldn't happen, that without their having to do anything, Gil and Robina would be reprieved.
And the days passed, with
Ted working, and failing.
Gil
and Robina weren't imprisoned. Their punishment was
death, not imprisonment, and there was no risk of their being able to hide or
escape. So they lived their normal life, free though with two policemen each
seeing that in their despair they didn't try to destroy or damage the ship.
Lila
often begged Ted to let her help in his campaign. She hadn't been called at the
trial because unfortunately her evidence wouldn't do Robina
any good unless she perjured herself. All Lila could say was that Robina had always been in love with Gil, and that recently
she had changed enormously for the better, as if her love, at last, was
returned.
But
Ted went on working on his own, without letting Lila come into it. "The
next thing," he observed bitterly, "would be you and me being
sentenced to death for working together without being married. And when I
asked you to marry me they'd say I was only doing it to save the two of
us."
Lila
was caught between delight and disappointment. "Is that a proposal, Ted?
Or am I merely grabbing at straws like any other frustrated female?"
"No,
I'D reopen the subject later, when I really have my mind on it. That's why I
don't want you to get tangled up in this, Lila. I want Gil and Robina reprieved first."
"I've
been thinking about that. Robina's a little innocent
—she wouldn't even think of it—but I'm pretty sure that a medical examination
would show she and Gil could never have been lovers."
She went pink, but didn't
drop her eyes.
"We'll
try it," Ted said, "but I don't expect anything will come of it. It's
been decided that Gil and Robina are guilty in
spirit. Whether they're guilty according to medical science will probably be
considered an irrelevance."
And
so it was. The best Ted could get out of JC was a promise that if Gil and Robina asked for this medical examination, it would be
made.
It never was made.
Lila
visited Robina to try to keep her spirits up. Robina wasn't in her bedroom, but the presence of the guard
outside meant that she hadn't gone out.
"Robina!"
she called, and tapped on the bathroom door.
Lila went in.
She didn't scream. She didn't have enough air
in her lungs at the time to do more than gasp. One more breath and she was
promptly sick, but even in such circumstances she had the presence of mind to
turn and vomit into the sink.
Robina was lying in the bath, her throat slashed.
The razor was still in her hand. Blood made a bright red blanket over one
shoulder and breast and hip, then swirled in the few
inches of warm water in the bath.
Lila
recovered herself very quickly, and did the cruelest thing she had ever done in
her life, the cruelest thing she could think of. She went and found Phimister, and without the slightest hint of what was to be
seen, brought him to look at his daughter.
He
didn't speak. He went white and swayed on his feet, that was all.;
No
one ever knew why Robina chose to do it like that.
The razor had always been in the bathroom. Perhaps the thought, action and her
death had all taken place within a few seconds.
Ted
was sure, for some reason, that Robina's suicide
would shock people into sanity and that Gil would be reprieved. On the
contrary, he was executed the next morning, three days early—electrocuted. Most
people heard of it as a fait
accompli. The
date was brought forward from some idea that it would be as well to get the
whole unpleasant business over as soon as possible.
Gil didn't object.
Apparently he felt the same way.
CHAPTER
TEN
There was no doubt that the sentence of death on Robina
70
and Gil
was an effective check on irregular sexual relations. In fact, Revival itself
was marvelously effective in that immorality, crime, even mild misdemeanour, virtually ceased.
"But
it's only rule by fear," Ted told Johns. "Of what value is a child's generosity
in sharing his sweets when he knows that if he doesn't he'll be smacked
afterwards? Is that what God wants?"
Ted
had almost ceased to care what he said, and to whom. He realized now that Gil
had been fatalistic, refusing to act or be a hypocrite or keep his mouth shut
when he felt he had to speak. Ted felt much the same; he'd do anything Revival
wanted him to do, rather than be punished, provided it was a single thing. He
wasn't going to change his whole way of life.
"Quite
a lot of value," said Johns quietly. "You have to make a child do things long before he understands why he has to do them.
Later he begins to understand."
"So
it was right to drive Robina to suicide and execute
Gil?"
Johns
shook his head. "It's never right to execute anyone, even a murderer. It
can only be expedient."
Ted
forgot he was talking to his prospective father-in-law and a leading
Revivalist, and was very rude indeed.
Two
nights after Gil's execution, Freddy burst into Ted's room wilder than he had
ever seen her.
"Where did you get the
whisky?" he demanded.
"I
haven't been drinking, just thinking. One man made Revival, right?"
"More
or less."
"Then one woman can
break it."
Ted
answered cautiously: "One man at the right time. Comes the hour, comes the
man. Phimister was nothing during the Gay Phase,
remember."
"And
I was nothing during Revival. This is the right time again, Ted! Naturally
Revival goes from strength to strength so long
as nobody opposes it."
She
wasn't drunk, but she was fresher, more vital, more determined than she had
been for years."
"You'll end up like Gil," Ted warned.
"Fool!" she exclaimed fiercely. "I'll end up like Gil if I do nothing. He told me that himself, long ago. Know what's needed for Revival, or dictatorship, or any such herd madness to succeed? People have to let it. People have to stand around and let themselves be bent this way and that, dressed and undressed, turned to face the front or the back or the side, like~so many dummies.
"That's exactly what people have been doing for years: sinking themselves in the herd. Looking to see what everyone else was doing, and doing the same."
"But people won't change just because you tell them to, Freddy."
Freddy turned away impatiently. "You don't understand."
"No, I don't."
"You will. I just don't care any more, Ted. I'll either end up like Gil, as you say, or 111
break Revival. Will you help me?"
"It's not enough just to fight Revival. You must have something else, some reason, purpose, goal. Something for people to believe in. Something to oppose Revival."
"We'll find something. You're in, Ted? You won't back out?"
"I won't back out," Ted promised. "After all, I can easily get another life."
Lila was thoughtful when she heard about It. "I think I've been growing up lately," she told Ted seriously, "and though I used to think a lot of Freddy Steel, I'm not at all sure now that she's the right person to lead an anti-Revival campaign. It's not much use tearing something down if you've got nothing to put in its place, is it?"
Ted grinned. "And she hasn't, you mean? Don't worry about that, Lila. If she accomplishes anything, there'll be something to replace Revival all right. But she won't."
The grin died. "She's never been careful," he went on. "She'll be before JC, like Gil, and with the same result.
God,
Lila, I'm beginning to feel like Freddy. Will this madness never end?"
"I'm not so sure that Freddy is going to
fail," said Lila, still thoughtful.
Ted stared at her.
At a Revivalist
meeting Phimister rose to speak and silence fell.
Into
the silence dropped one quietly spoken word: "Murderer!"
Phimister started. Perhaps if he hadn't admitted
hearing it, and shown how it affected him, nothing further would have happened.
But as he jumped convulsively, someone else said "Murderer!" more loudly. People stood up, people who were
angrily looking for the accusers.
"Murderer!"
someone shouted, and there
was localized commotion in the hall. Presendy someone
called: "We've got him, Mr. Phimister!"
The program went on.
Ted and Lila attended a performance of Twelfth
Night by the senior pupils
of the school, and Lila proudly, not to say ostentatiously, wore an engagement
ring.
She
also wore a white dress. That wasn't unheard of, only unusual. Heads turned.
Everyone noticed Lila's white dress, consequendy Lila
and Ted, consequently-the engagement ring.
Martin
came up to congratulate the couple. There was no mistaking the warmth of his
congratulations.
"I've
seldom been able to say as sincerely to any young couple," he said, holding them both by-the hands, "that I not only wished they'd be happy, but knew they would be. Ted, you couldn't
be getting a prettier, more sensible, better-natured girl. Miss Johns, if you
could choose from every man on the ship, you couldn't do better for
yourself."
People
seemed to have forgotten that Lila had once been in the stocks and that Ted had
lost his job. In general, Ted and Lila were treated with such warmth that they almost
forgot they had ever disliked anyone or anything.
Later,
when the lights went up to show them sitting too close together in public,
there was a hum of disapproval and they moved hastily apart. Then, defiantly, Lila
moved hack against Ted and almost laid her head on his shoulder.
Some
smiled, some frowned. But gradually the people about them came to a tacit
agreement to leave them alone to do as they liked.
And
at last, quite openly, Lila did lay her head on Ted's shoulder, and Ted put his
arm around her.
A
former colleague of Gil's, a woman, wrote in Yesterday:
At
least one feature of this execution is disturbing to every human being on the Arc-en-ciel, which does not mean Way to Heaven. Quite apart from all considerations of being spied
upon, tried and sentenced to death for a crime which never brought the death
penalty before, one now has to take into account the possibility of having
one's execution date brought forward from Friday to Tuesday, preventing an
appeal and forestalling a possible petition.
Gil Cordiner was found guilty and therefore, for all time, he was guilty. It is too late to argue the rights and wrongs of the case
itself. But the premature execution is another matter.
The
fact that Cordiner gave his consent to the earlier
date does not justify it. Many people, facing certain death, would rather have
it immediately than in a week's time. That was precisely the case of Robina Phimister. Knowing she was
to die, she couldn't bear the waiting.
Is
it not possible that Cordiner was executed early because
it was suspected that if he wasn't executed at once, he wouldn't be executed at
all?
Public
opinion was never behind this execution. Public opinion created Revival. And
public opinion, some leading members of Revival would do well to remember,
could destroy it.
The woman who wrote that was summoned before
JC. Some editions of the paper contained her story, some didn't. In all, fifty
copies of that item were circulated.
A concert of Gil's recordings was arranged.
Gil
hadn't systematically recorded his clarinet-playing. In fact, his own
collection of tapes was small, consisting only of items which couldn't be
easily repeated—unusual instrumental combinations, numbers recorded with
musicians who had since died, examples from his
earliest playing days, fifteen years ago.
But
many other tapes had been made, and the other musicians concerned could
generally supply copies.
There
was no reason given for the concert. It was just a Gil Cordiner
night, open to anyone who cared to come.
It
was arranged for one of the recreation rooms. But half an hour before the
start, the room chosen was packed. The concert was switched to the Blue Room,
and finally to the Small Hall.
"Isn't
it marvelous?" said Freddy joyfully, finding Ted in the gloom at the back
of the hall just after the start. "I never hoped for this. I thought—oh,
hullo, Lila."
Freddy
and Lila could hardly be expected to treat each other with any great
cordiality.
"This
is your idea, this concert, Freddy?" asked Lila politely.
"Yes.
I thought Gil the musician should be called in to reinforce Gil the martyr. But
it's a complete surprise to Had-"
"Quiet, both of you!" Ted hissed. "I want to hear this."
It was easy enough to be wise after the event. Three out of four people at the
concert were women, of course. Nearly every woman on the ship had been in love
with Gil at some time in her life.
Perhaps
it had been through jealousy, because of Ro-bina,
that all these women had done nothing, had left Gil to die, when their number
and their weight could have saved him.
Or
perhaps they had been waiting, saving their efforts for a last-minute appeal,
and were frustrated by the early execution.
Many
women wept as the music reminded them of Gil's physical presence. Even Lila
sniffed once or twice, and thrust a small hand into Ted's. Ted had .a lump in
his throat himself, but it was the musical loss he was thinking of. He was
resolving to collect all the tapes of Gil he could get his hands on. Some of
these were entirely new to him.
The
concert was in every way a magnificent success. Freddy didn't appear herself.
She simply got Ted and a few others to say a little about Gil, and left the
rest to the tapes and the memory of Gil.
There wasn't a word against Revival.
CHAPTER ELEVEN.
Martin
had told Ted about his
removal from the school, and he told him about his restoration.
"We
hope you won't resent what was done then, Mr. Benzil,"
Martin said. "Perhaps we were right, or perhaps we made a mistake. At any
rate, you'll remember I always made it clear that it was only your attitude we
objected to, not your capacities or personality."
"But I haven't changed my attitude, Dr.
Martin," said Ted.
"No, but we don't think it as dangerous
as we once did. You remember I said at the time that you should be able to air
your views on the Council committee . . ."
He
didn't admit that he was making excuses. He kept trying to show that what had
been said and thought and done when Ted was removed from his position wasn't so
very different from what was being said and thought and done now.
Ted was so glad to be restored that he would
have said almost anything that Martin wanted him to say. He stopped pointing
out that his attitude hadn't changed, and merely said truthfully and
diplomatically that he would be very glad to be back.
And presently Martin found an excuse or
reason he might have thought of before, but hadn't. "Besides, you're to be
married soon. You won't be such a firebrand as some of us used to think you
were. You'll be settliing down."
JC met and considered several cases, among
them the case of the man who had shouted "Murderer!" and the woman
who had said public opinion had never been behind Gil's execution.
The
man who had shouted "Murderer!" was admonished. The woman chronicler
was dismissed. Her article had been a legitimate expression of opinion, JC
decided. And it took all sorts to make a world.
The
people on the Arc-en-ciel were two hundred years each way from a world, but the cliche remained.
Freddy started advertising a Christmas ball,
though it was only March. There hadn't been a Christmas ball during Revival,
so her notices were tantamount to a declaration of war on Revival.
"You've
got your nerve," Ted told her. "A Christmas ball in
the Blue Room, arranged openly by Blue-Room-Orgy Freddy Steel. I know
the wind's blowing your way now, but are you sure you aren't twisting Revival's
tail a couple of years too soon?"
Freddy
wasn't at all sure. She was nervous and didn't hide it, not from Ted. But she
went on putting out her notices about the Christmas ball, making it clearer and
clearer that the ball was going to be a free-for-all, a ball at which anything would go.
And as she expected, she was summoned before
JC. She was given two days' warning.
Ted
was worried by her lack of organization. "All the anti-Revival forces are
working in different directions," he pointed out. "You're not co-ordinated at all. It's every man for himself.
And that's no way to fight a battle, any battle."
Those
two days before the trial of Freddy Steel were about the quietest ever on the
ship. Was this to be another Gil Cordiner case? Was
the power of Revival to be confirmed? Nobody dared do, say or think anything.
They
were quite right, too. For if Revival won, finally and completely, half the
people on the ship had put themselves in line for what had happened to Gil Cordiner. And if Revival collapsed—but
that was unthinkable.
The two days passed like
two barrels of molasses.
On
the day of her trial, Ted and Lila accompanied Freddy to the courtroom.
"Do I look all right?" she asked Lila, outside the doors. She had
dressed as attractively as she could, short of being charged with contempt of
court.
"They're
not going to charge you with untidiness," Ted told her. "Pity it
isn't your appearance that's on trial, but it isn't."
"I
know," said Freddy. "I want to look my best, though. Don't you know
anything about women, even yet?"
Together
the three of them entered the courtroom, and stared about them in surprise.
The
public part of the court was packed. And the court itself was all but empty. Phimister was there, of course, and Martin. Five, six,
seven . . . fourteen, fifteen, sixteen, seventeen . . . that was all.
Ted
and Lila moved towards the public part, though there was no room for them.
Freddy stood alone for a moment.
Then
the significance of what they had seen struck Freddy and Ted, and they stared
at each other, between delight and incredulity.
All
the other members of JC had stayed away, for one reason or another.
And seventeen people couldn't try Freddy. It
wasn't a quorum.
Freddy made the most of the situation. Ted
knew she would be wishing she'd had a few drinks, but she hadn't had a few
drinks for years, and would have to get by without them.
She turned to the public gallery and bowed
gracefully. Then, as if feeling that wasn't enough, wasn't doing her audience
justice, she went down in a full curtsey.
"Thank
you, ladies and gentlemen," she said, "for your interest. You came to
see what would happen in this test case. You see what has happened. The enemy
has left the field uncontested."
She
strutted like a chorus girl, looking a very attractive eighteen. Ted wondered whether to applaud, but decided
to wait for a better opportunity. '
"I
don't pretend I've
won my case," said
Freddy modestly. "All I claim is that Revival has lost, and we're going to
have some sanity for a change."
There
was an immediate protest from Phimister, behind her,
and from some of the members of her audience in front of her. Ted decided the
time was ripe to create a diversion, and applauded vigorously. Half a
second after him came Lila, and then everybody, apparently, was applauding
wildly.
"I
think we'll agree now," said Freddy soberly, when she could be heard,
"that the execution of Gil Cordiner and Robina Phimister was no
execution, but murder. And it was the maddest thing that even Revival ever did,
for it killed Revival."
There
was a confused babble behind Freddy, as the seventeen Revivalists protested
inarticulately.
"No
one could continue to support Revival after that," Freddy declared.
"No one except the men whose fortunes are so bound up in it that—"
Some
anonymous Revivalist hurled a heavy metal box savagely at her back. A shouted
warning was too late. The box struck her between the shoulderblades
and sent her pitching forward. She struck her head heavily and didn't get up.
Even
as he and Lila ran forward to attend to Freddy, Ted felt exultant rather than
sorry for Freddy, and he knew that Freddy would be grateful for the blow later.
For the petty, cowardly brutality of it had dealt the final blow to Revival and
the seventeen Revivalists behind her.
The
roar of anger from the packed gallery who had seen it meant that Phimister and his interstellar Puritans would never again
call the tune.
Things wouldn't, and didn't, change in a
night; the pendulum swings didn't work like that. But Revival had passed top
dead center and it was swinging down on the other side into . . .
"Funny
how it takes so long to see what's happening, sometimes," Ted said to his
new wife. "You don't see it until it punches you on the nose. Know what's
going to follow Revival, honey?"
"I think I do,
now," said Lila.
"Do you?" He sounded doubtful. One
of the things about Lila he had not yet come to admire particularly was her
brain.
"Let's
say it together," she suggested. "Free-for-all," said Lila.
"Individualism," said Ted.
They laughed. They were still at the stage of
being amused by things that didn't seem at all funny to anyone else.
"Well,
we know what we mean," said Ted, "and I think it's the same thing.
Instead of the herd madness we've been going through, we're going to have
everybody considered entitled to his own ideas, developing his own personality,
trying to be different from everybody else, something like that. We'll
see."
"Free-for-all,
just as I said." She chuckled. "It should suit me. I've been brought
up that way all my life. What
are you going to develop into, Ted? I hope it's
something better, now that I'm Mrs. Benzil."
She
had come a long way since she had begged Ted to take her to the last Christmas
ball. She was sure of herself now, and of Ted. In fact, she was assured enough
to be a little sorry for Freddy, even a Freddy who had won her battle at last
and could begin again to live the gay life which was the only life for her.
The
ship glided on silently through space on its four-hundred-year trip, and on the
outside of its vast shape, nothing moved, nothing changed.
Inside,
where there was life, it was all change. Every change meant more change. No one
ever said: "It was good enough for my father, and it's good enough for
me." That sort of thinking had no place on the ship.
The people
in it were compressing five thousand years of change into four hundred years.
They couldn't help it.
A reactionary was a man who
was five years out of date.
There
could be no end to the swinging of the pendulum. Not until the Arc-en-cieU-no longer the Way to Heaven-reached Lorraine.
Not until Christmas.