NO MOON FOR ME
BY WALTER M. MILLER, JR.

Some people will do anything to achieve what they want —even go so 
far as to accidentally reveal the truth they don't know!

The rocket waited on the ramp at midnight. Floodlights bathed the area in glaring brilliance, while around the outer circle of barbed wire entanglements, guards stood watching the night. A staff car crept through the gate, then purred toward a low tarpapered building where several other vehicles sat idle in the parking area. When the staff car stopped, and a middle-aged colonel climbed out, a loud-speaker croaked from the gable of the building: 
"One hour before Zero. Dr. Gedrin, Colonel Denin, and Major Long, please report to Briefing. One hour before Zero." 
The colonel paused a moment beside his car and nodded to the WAC chauffeur. "Take the heap back, sergeant. I won't need it again—not for a long time at least. And—take care of yourself." 
She glanced at the building shadow of the rocket and made a wry mouth, shaking her head doubtfully. 
" Sergeant!" 
"Sorry, sir! I was just thinking —" She saw his frown and decided to keep her thoughts to herself. "Well good luck, sir." She tossed him a last salute and backed away. 
The colonel, a gangling man with a bony face and an unmilitary stoop, turned to glance at the cars parked before the Briefing building. There was the general's, and the long black limousine used by the Secretary of Defense. They were men who were going back to their beds this night. He eyed the rocket briefly, then strode toward the door of the Briefing building. A young major with command pilot's wings was lounging in the entrance. 
"Hi, Dennie," he drawled with twisted grin. "Said your prayers?" 
Colonel Denin punched his shoulder lightly in awkward greeting. "Yeah. I have got it figured out. We're just leaving it up to you." His voice was a melancholy baritone, edged as always with a slight sourness. 
The major shifted restlessly, and his grin was nervous. "Now I know how Wright Brothers felt. Dennie, I'm jumpy." 
"Why?" 
He nodded toward the slender black shaft whose nose aimed skyward. "Me flying that thing is like a Ubangi jumping in a Cadillac and staking off through New York traffic." 
"Somebody's got to do everything for a first time." 
The major studied Denin's dark, Lincolnesque face for a moment. "Aren't you worried?" 
"Moderately. But not about your ability to fly it. The controls have been analogized to those of atmospheric rockets. And we've gotten pilotless rockets to the Moon before. You're just replacing some of the automatics, Jim." 
Jim Long thoughtfully lit a cigarette and blew smoke toward the sky. "One thing bothers me." 
"What?" 
"You." 
A faint smile of amusement twitched about the colonel's thin mouth, and his dark, deep-set eyes gathered wrinkles about their corners. "You think I can't navigate?" 
Long snorted. "Don't play games. You know that's not what I mean." 
"What, then?" 
Long stared at him challengingly. "I think you're up to something, Dennie. I don't know what it is, but I can watch you and see it. The whole world's got its fingers crossed about tonight, and about the Voice. But you're cool as ice. Cocksure. Why?" 
Denin shrugged slowly. The faint smile lingered. "Maybe I'm jumpy inside," he offered. "Maybe it just doesn't show." 
Long fell silent, eying him clinically. Here was the impassioned man who had spent his life in working against bitter opposition for the launching of the first Lunar rocket. He had been a general during the last war, had helped build and launch the first pilotless rockets which had cleared Earth's gravity and helped end the conflict by the mere threat of transatmospheric attack. But then when the war was over, Congress had displayed no inclination to finance a piloted ship., The investment promised no returns. Denin had taken to the stump-circuit, speaking directly to the nation, and bitterly condemning the politicians who were consigning Man permanently to Earth for financial reasons. He had been broken in rank and suspended from the service. Now he was back, and he had won, but only because of the "Voice," blaring out of space unexpectedly, speaking a language to which there was no key. 
"Maybe I'm wrong," Long grunted. "Maybe you're just tickled because you've won — if you call it winning." 
Denin's smile faded. "Uh-uh, Jim," he said sadly. "Man's won. Not me. Space opens tonight." 
"You've helped a little," the major grunted dryly. Then he paused, mouth open, thinking. "What you just said: 'Man's won.' That's what I mean — by cocksure. A lot of people think we're going to lose — going out to meet the Voice. A lot of people don't even think of it as `opening space.' They think of us as a delegation, waving a white flag to a possible enemy. What makes you so sure of yourself?" 
The loud-speaker blurted again, cutting into their conversation. "Fifty minutes before Zero. Denin and Long, report to Briefing. Guards are requested to clear red area of all maintenance personnel. All noncoded personnel are requested to leave immediately. Red area now under secrecy quarantine. Fifty minutes before Zero." 
"Guess Gedrin's already inside," the colonel grunted. "Let's go." 

They flashed their credentials to the inside guard and strode down the corridor toward the lighted Briefing room. The pilot wore a puzzled frown. 
"Dennie," he said suddenly, "do you know what's secret aboard the ship?" 
The colonel hesitated, then nodded affirmatively. "Yeah, I know." 
"That why you're cocksure?" 
"Maybe. If I am. Maybe not. You'll find out, Jim." 
The others were waiting when they entered: Secretary Eserly, thin, graying, and impeccably tailored; General Werli, Commander of the Air Force; and Dr. Gedrin, linguist for the expedition. Eserly came forward to shake hands with the newcomers, then sat at the end of a long table and extracted several papers from his briefcase. He spoke quietly, informally. 
"I have here your signed pledges, gentlemen. Would any of you like a rereading of them?" His blue-gray eyes flitted around the table, lingering on Denin, Gedrin, and Long; each in turn murmured negatively. 
"Very well, but let me remind you again of what you have signed. You have stated that you have no philosophic or religious objections to deliberate self-destruction if it will secure a world goal. I can tell you now, this may become necessary. Do any of you wish to modify your pledge in any way? " 
Only Gedrin, a chubby, scholarly little man in his fifties murmured surprise. Long glanced sharply at Denin, whose face remained masklike, unconcerned. 
"This has been put off until the last minute," Eserly went on, "for obvious security reasons. If the beings behind `the Voice' became aware that we might be launching a kamikazi attack . . . well . . . it's hard to say what they might do. But even though it is the last minute, I'm prepared to release you from your pledges if you so desire." 
Eserly stopped to look around again. Denin was watching the linguist like a hawk. Gedrin moistened his lips, glanced at the others, and said, "I . . . thought it was a formality." 
"You wish to be released?" Eserly's voice was cold, but not contemptuous. 
Colonel Denin drummed his fingers lightly on the table. It was the only sound in the room. Gedrin looked at the fingers, then met the colonel's eyes for a brief instant. A shudder seemed to pass through him. "No," he said, "no—I'll go along." 
Major Long cleared his throat and met the same eyes almost angrily before he spoke to the secretary. 
"I want to draw a line, Mr. Secretary." 
Eserly shook his head. "We want no conditional acceptances—" 
"I want to know what it's all about." 
"You know all of it, Long. Except about the nuclear explosives in the nose of the ship. You've been briefed about finding the invader and trying to parley with him. You've been told the government's policy—an unconditional 'get off our moon.' What you haven't been told: if the answer's no, you're to consummate your pledge." Long looked angry. "I see. We're to home in on the 'Voice,' land in the same crater, if they let us; and Gedrin tries to talk to them. If they're not co-operative, we blow up the whole kaboodle, including ourselves. Is that it?" 
"Not quite, except as a last resort. You'll use your own judgment. If it's possible to leave the crater, and bomb them from above, you'll do that. But we have to make peaceful overtures. They might leave freely. If they don't, well—" He shook his head. "I want a confirmation of your pledge, Long." 
"For a world goal that's worth while—yes!" he snapped. 
"Meaning?" 
"Meaning not for a childish goal!" 
Eserly looked shocked. He glanced at the others. General Werli spoke sharply. "Suggest you temper your language, major." 
"Let him speak," Eserly said. "Go on, Long." 

The pilot plucked at a splinter on the table and glowered at it. "We've been hearing the Voice on ultra-high-frequency bands for years now. You say its trying to contact us. Well, it must be pretty patient, to keep talking that gibberish without an answer. All we know about it is: it's on the Moon. Telescopes don't pick it up. We can't decode the language without a key. Our only answer to it is this rocket." 
"What are you getting at, Long?" Denin asked unexpectedly. 
"You, colonel," Long barked. 
"What are you talking about, major?" Eserly growled. 
"Just this. Dennie fought all his life for this rocket. But the rocket isn't meant to be an answer to his fight. It's meant to be an answer to the voice. The world wants to kick an invader off the Moon. Why? Is it because the world wants the Moon as a stepping stone to space? Or is it just a case of: 'If I don't want it, you can't have it either?' That's what I mean by a childish goal." 
"Is that all that's bothering you?" 
Long slapped the table and reddened. "All! What do you mean all? You want us to sit on a U-bomb and detonate it maybe. What are we doing it for? If it'll help man get to space, I'm willing. But I'm not willing to do it just on principle; not unless the government's going to use a lunar station after we clear the ground! Yes, that's all." 
He glared defiantly at both the secretary and the general. He glanced it Denin. The moody colonel had been smiling sardonically throughout the burst of irritation. 
But Eserly looked relieved. "Don't let that bother you, Long. Stop and think a minute. Some extraterrestrial life form is on our satellite. Where it came from, nobody knows. Very possibly, it's been sitting there watching for a long time. When we hit the Moon with projectiles, it started trying to contact us. Very well, we respond through you. No matter what you do up there—even if you have to destroy yourselves, we know now that there are extraterrestrial life forms. And they might come again. We're pretty well forced to establish a Moon garrison." 
Long thought about it for a moment and began nodding. "Sorry," he grumbled. "That makes sense. I guess I'm on edge." 
"You reaffirm your pledge?" 
"Sure, chief." 
"That's about the only purpose of this briefing then. You've had all your other instructions. And when you land, you'll be on your own. The decisions you make must come from your own judgment, unless you have a chance to contact us—which I doubt." 
Eserly began a brief rehash of the technical instructions. Long was pilot and ship's commander while in space. Gedrin was spokesman, once the invaders were contacted, and as long is negotiations proceeded peacefully, he was to act as chairman. Colonel Denin was to navigate, serve as ship's engineer, and take charge in the event of hostility. His would be the duty of detonating the kamikazi cargo, if such became necessary or advisable. 
"Thirty minutes before Zero," announced the public address system. 
"That's all, men," Eserly grunted. " Get your gear and get aboard. Good luck." He glanced toward the doorway. "Chaplain, would you—" 
A hoary-headed officer who had just appeared nodded quietly. The crew stared uneasily at the floor. The chaplain crossed himself. "In the name of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Ghost—" 

Soon they were striding across the brightly lighted ramp toward the ladder and the open hatch. Denin, having fought for this moment, was solemn, perhaps bitter, moving with his usual ungainly stride, his dark face waxen and heavy. The short rocket-pilot strutted a little, gnawing on a wad of gum, and waving to spectators beyond the fence. "I'm still nervous!" he confided to the tall colonel. 
Gedrin said nothing. He seemed frightened, and drawn into his shell. His plump face was mottled pink from the exertion of carrying his space gear, and he looked as if he wished he had never left the classroom. 
"What do you think the Voice is, Dennie?" Long called back as he climbed the ladder. 
"I'm not guessing." 
The pilot chuckled. "Probably a dame with a flat tire, yelling for help." 
Gedrin looked startled at the jest. "On the Moon?" he muttered thickly. 
Long stopped climbing. He looked back at Denin and slowly shook his head. Gedrin obviously wasn't going to be of much use to them. 
"Hurry up," Denin snapped. 
They climbed slowly, and disappeared into the compartment. A loading officer followed, saw that the hatch was secure from the outside. "Seven on the first shot," he muttered, and paused to chalk a pair of dice on it for luck. 
"Five minutes before Zero. Clear the blast area. Five minutes before Zero." 
Inside the cabin, the three men lay prone on the gravity padding, waiting for the signal. The controls and the navigational equipment were suspended overhead, so that the men could reach them while lying face-up toward the nose of the ship. Gedrin's position was to one side. His eyes were closed and his lips were moving. 
"Why do you keep watching him, Dennie?" Long whispered to the colonel. 
"He may blow his top. Keep a wrench ready to club him."
Long shook his head. "Six Gs will hold him down." 
They waited silently in the dim light from the instrument panels. "This feels like a circus stunt," Long grunted. He tightened his hand, fingers spread wide, and looked at it, watching for a flutter. 
"Afraid of being afraid?" 
"Yeah, guess so. I could use a drink." 
"Who couldn't?" 
"Yeah. Well—everybody's invited to my place when we get back. We'll have a few—" 
"If we get back," Denin murmured. 
"Good-by, good-by, good-by!" shrilled a voice. 
"What the—!" 
"Gedrin." Colonel Denin nudged the linguist with his toe. "Gedrin! Snap out of it!" 
"Huh . . . wh-what?" quavered the linguist, opening his eyes. 
"You a hysteric?" 
Gedrin sputtered a protest and fell silent. His face was righteously angry, as if he failed to realize that he had cried aloud. 
"Two minutes before Zero." 
"Keep your hands in your pockets, Gedrin," Long warned. "You, too, Dennie. Hands off the controls. Black out if you can. We're just riders until we shed the last booster stage." 
"You mean you won't be controlling it?" the linguist whimpered. 
"Nobody piloted a V-2, did they? After we shed the last stage though, then I can take it." 

Breathing became audible in the small hot compartment. 
"We don't know what we're doing!" Gedrin gasped. "Nobody's done it before. We don't know." 
"Shut up, you sniveling coward!" snapped the colonel. 
"Take it easy, Dennie!" Long whispered. 
"Only way to settle him," Denin murmured without interest. He stretched his long arms, grinned a little, and folded his hands behind his head. 
"Cocksure! Why—?" 
"One minute before Zero. Charging-pumps, please. One minute before Zero."
Long's hand started toward the panel, then paused. "I feel small!" he gasped. He slapped the switch angrily. A motor wailed mournfully up to speed. 
"Good-by, good-by!" 
"Stop it!" 
"Ten years jockeying rockets. Wonder why I never got married." 
"Forty seconds. Ignition spark please. Forty seconds." 
Long cursed and slapped at the panel again. An angry chug rocked the ship, followed by a frying roar. 
"No, no, no," whined the linguist. " Stop, please—go back." 
"Quiet, you fool! We're not off the ground yet." 
Gedrin yelped and slipped off the couch. He started for the crawlway to the hatch. Denin moved like a cat, rolling after him. He caught the linguist's ankle and hauled him back. Gedrin collapsed under a short chopping blow to the temple. "You can't get out, the ladder's down," the colonel explained to the limp body as he dragged it back into place. 
"Your hour of triumph," the pilot muttered sarcastically. 
"Couldn't help it!" Denin snapped. "He'd have broken his neck." 
"You're eager, boy! Too eager for me." 
"Zero time! Main pumps, please! Zero time!" 
The pilot laughed grimly and reached out to do the radio's bidding. "Shall we go, gentlemen?" 
The fuel pumps raged, drowning the ship with their din. The growl became an explosive roar of sound, engulfing them. The growling monster pressed them heavily into the padding. Man became sky-borne. 
"What day is today?" shouted Long. 
"September 9, 1990." 
"Should remember it. Historic day." He paused. "All those nines—nine, nine, ninety. Ring of finality, eh?" 
"Precedes the millennial number." 
"Unless it's like a speedometer. Just goes back to zero." 
"Don't worry about the invaders," Denin called. His eyes were closed, his big face calm. Too calm, Long thought suspiciously. 
He lay thinking about the voice. The twitter, cheep, cheep twitter that had been coming intermittently from the Moon, interspersed with long silences and variations in theme. For years the world had listened and shivered, and had grown angry, angry enough to build this ship which might never have otherwise been built. Hunt them down and find out what they want!—was the command issued to Denin and Gedrin and Long. 

It was impossible to decode the twittering language without some sort of clue or key. There was no Earthly tongue to which it could be related, no starting point for linguists. The government had built a station and had tried to answer. The venture had been useless. 
What were the Outsiders doing? Mining? Observing the Earth and its inhabitants? There was no satisfactory answer. 

There was a sudden lurch, then a cessation of sound. They became weightless. Muttering excitedly, Long shoved himself out from beneath the panels. "We shed the last combustion stage!" he barked. "Help me with the nuclears!" 
Colonel Denin was already pulling his lanky frame out into the cramped standing-room of the small compartment. They walked with their hands, feeling for new controls, fumbling about in the gravityless ship. 
"Hurry before we drop back into air." 
"Not much chance," muttered the colonel as he nudged a lever to quarter-scale. A sizzling throb passed through the ship. 
Long's head ducked low to peer into a set of eyepieces. "Back it off a little!" he yelped. "Tube's getting red." 
"Can't, man! Get your focusing voltage higher." 
Long jerked a red knob down, pushing himself toward the ceiling. He clawed his way to the floor again and found the eyepiece. 
"How's she look?" Denin called. 
"Nice! Tight stream! Red's fading. Give us the juice." 
"Keep watching it!" Denin eased the lever slowly forward. The reactors began whispering, purring, then singing a bass note. Weight returned as acceleration mounted. Soon they were standing normally. 
"Hold it! Beam's spreading a little!"
"Got to go higher." The colonel pressed relentlessly at the handle. "Still a few air molecules around. They defocus it." 
"She's getting red again!" 
"When it gets white, let me know. Then you can jump if you want to." 
Sweat was leaking from Long's face and tracing black streaks down the rubber eyepiece. Denin watched him for a moment, then let the reaction-rate stay steady. The acceleration needle sat on 1.5 Gs. The radar altimeter floated past five thousand miles. 
"Beam's tightening—tubes cooling off." He lifted his head and waggled it at Denin. "That mean we're safe?" 
"Safe from atmospheric defocusing." 
Long staggered to the controls and began making adjustments according to the prearranged course. The accelerative-gravity shifted slightly, rocking the floor to an uphill grade, then settled back as before. Denin plotted a check-point, then went to feel Gedrin's pulse. The man was still drowsing and groaning. 
"He'll come around in a little while." 
Long turned to shake his head and grin relief. "Thank God that's over! Now tell me what happened." 
"Our jet's positively charged—helium nuclei. It focuses, like a cathode ray in an oscilloscope tube. If we don't keep it in a tight stream, it can vaporize parts of the ship. A few air molecules defocus it. Something like when you get a gassy tube in your radio." 
Long looked puzzled. "I never understood. We squirt out alpha particles for a rocket jet, but what keeps a negative charge from building up on the ship?" 
"It leaks off. Pair of electron guns on the hull." 
"Another thing—if the alpha stream doesn't touch the tubes, what does it push on?" 
Denin chuckled. "It pushes on the field that focuses it. Just think of the ship as a flying cathode-ray tube with no return lead, and with helium atoms instead of electrons. Of course that's like comparing Niagara to a leaky faucet, but—" 
The major shook his head. "Never mind, Dennie. As long as the right thing happens when I shove the right stick—that's all I want." He stared at the colonel for a long moment. "Now that we're out here, why don't you tell me what's on your mind?" 
For an instant, the colonel's eyes gazed thoughtfully at the wall. But his mouth tightened, and he shook his head. "Let's have a look behind us," he growled, and began cranking aside the outer steel plate that covered a viewing port. 
They stared at it for a long time—a bright crescent, fading through twilight grays into a dark globe. 
"Mother of Man," Denin murmured. " We're weaned, Jim." 
Long turned to look at the awkward dreamer. What he saw made him go back to his controls. There was too much triumph in Denin's face. Too much triumph for a man who should know that Man's weaning might depend entirely upon the whim of the creatures of the Voice. 
"Sorry I slugged you, Geddy," Denin growled suddenly. 
Long looked around to see Gedrin sitting up. The chubby linguist looked bewildered. He listened to the whine of drive for a moment, then rolled back on the padding as if to sleep. The rocket rushed Moonward amid monotonous silence. Long occasionally glanced up at the compartment's ceiling. Somewhere overhead, the suicidal charge was stowed. And Denin's gloominess seemed to indicate that he expected to use them. Gloom and triumph rolled into one. 
Long glanced at his watch. "Schedule says three more hours. We living up to it, Dennie?" 
"Yeah. We're cutting the drive in a few minutes." 
"What do we use for gravity?" 
"Centrifugal force. Start her spinning." 
"And sit on the walls?" 
"Yeah." 
"Hm-m-m—I'm going to start listening on the U.H.F." 
"For the Voice? Don't bother." 
Long stared at the colonel for a long time. "Our instructions say—" 
"Don't bother." 
"Why?" 
Denin looked up with a sigh. "Because I know exactly where to look for it." 
"You what? How?" 
"Because I put it there." 
There was a long silence. Gedrin stirred on his cot, peered at the colonel, then uncomprehendingly turned his face to the wall. Denin's fist was in his pocket; and he was armed. So was Long, but he kept his hands relaxed and watched Denin's grim face. 
"The pilotless rockets!" 
"The pilotless rockets," Denin echoed. "And a transmitter, and some timing devices, and—" 
"And the Voice is a wire recorder." 
The colonel nodded. His eyes were narrowed and alert, watching the pilot carefully. 
"Why did you do it?" 
"The Lunar rocket is underway, isn't it, Jim?" 
"Not a nice trick to play on Congress and the taxpayers. This bolt bucket cost three billion bucks, if you count all the research that had to be done. You have ceased to be a popular man, Dennie." 
"Not at all. I imagine they'll think of us as martyrs. They'll never know, Jim." 
Long's eyes darted toward the ceiling. 
"That's right. A kamikazi mission. They see the flash on the Moon. We died to get rid of the invaders. And so they build a Lunar station—to prevent any more invasions." 
Long started to his feet. A gun appeared in Denin's hand. Long sank back in his seat. 
"I hope you'll accept the situation, Jim. But I really don't need a pilot." 
"No, I guess you don't. Any kind of landing would do, wouldn't it?" 
"Even a crash." 
Long thought for a moment. "Why this twilight-of-the-gods effect, Den?" 
"What do you mean?" 
"Why not dump the explosives in a bomb run, then head back for Earth? We can keep silent." 
Denin hissed his disgust. 
"All right, if you don't trust us—we can land at night, just off the African coast, say. Let the rocket sink. Swim ashore. Hit the jungle. They'd think we died in the Lunar explosion." 
"Save your breath. And your tricks." 
Long turned back to the controls, thinking quickly. Denin had spilled it because he could no longer contain it. That meant doubt, or guilt. He could have waited until the ship landed. It would have been safer for him. 
"You think I'm wrong, Jim?" 
"I think you're nuts." 
"Space is opened. I'm nuts because I tricked the world into space? O.K., maybe. So was the first ape to come down out of his tree." 

Gedrin suddenly sat up. The colonel shot him a sharp glance, taking his eyes from the pilot. Desperately, Long struck out for the stabilizers. 
The ship lurched. The gun exploded, and a bullet ricocheted from the control panel to imbed itself in the wall. Gedrin screamed. Long wrenched the stabilizers hard, throwing the ship into violent twists. The acceleration jerked him down, then up against the safety belt. Bodies slammed about the cabin. He kicked the drive to four Gs. Then, sagging in his seat he risked a look backward. Denin lay pinned to the floor by his own weight, and a trickle of blood leaked from a gash in his forehead. Gedrin was sprawled in the corner, one leg twisted unnaturally. 
The pilot eased the acceleration back to normal, scooped up Denin's gun, and broke out the first-aid kit. "Cocksure," he grunted as he taped the engineer's wrists and tended the gash. "Too cocksure." 
Denin came awake just before the landing. He strained at his bonds for a moment, glared at the pilot, said nothing. Gedrin was resting in a fog of morphine, pawing dumbly at a splinted leg. 
"We're coming in on your transmitter," the pilot grunted. He switched the signal into the speaker, and for a moment the cabin was alive with the twitter of the Voice that had tricked the world. 
"You going to land?" 
"Yeah." 
"Why? You mean to spoil it. Why not just turn back?" 
"Stop snarling, Den. We're going down to turn it off. And I want to see how you managed to get it down without shattering the transmitter." 
"It landed," Denin said tonelessly. "I told you—you just replace some of the automatics." 
"How did you get the stuff aboard without suspicion?" 
"The men who made it didn't know what it was for. The men who loaded the crate thought it was an atomic warhead. And I set it up personally. Two men were bribed. They died since. Naturally, I might add." 
"Who paid?" 
"The government. The men bribed were accountants." 
"It must have taken a lot of, juggling." 
"It did. It was worth it, or was." Denin paused, staring at Long with lusterless eyes. "I hope I get an opportunity to kill you." 
"It was your mistake, Den—telling me too soon." 
Denin glanced toward the viewing screen, now entirely covered by the white face of the Moon—grim, pocked with the crescent-shadows of craters. His voice grew tremulous. "Man's destiny should lie in space. He may never come again. You're consigning him to Earth."
"Why? I don't see that." 
"The cost, you fool! What reason has he to go? Not for economic returns. That's been established. Unless he has another reason, he'll stay Earthbound. I tried to give him a reason." 
"A phony one. Uh-uh, Dennie—you don't trick people into their destiny." 
"Why not? Ethics?" Denin's voice was acid. 
Why not indeed, Long thought? 
Ninety-nine per cent of humanity would always remain Earthbound, and would derive no profit from space. Yet, that ninety-nine per cent would have to foot the bill. The price of getting a few ships into space—and some day to the stars—the price was sacrifice. Sacrifice of the many for the few. And the many wouldn't like it—as they had undoubtedly disliked building pyramids, and temples, and Towers of Babel for the amusement of kings. 
"Yeah, ethics," he murmured. 
Landing in the faint gravity was an easy job. The strength of the "Voice's" signal was blocking the set as Long let the ship slip down on the auxiliary combustion-rockets. The transmitter was not in a crater, but on a wide, sun-parched and airless plain. The settling rockets fanned out huge clouds of white dust as they stung the surface. The dust fell rapidly, unsupported by any atmosphere. 
Long stood up and reached for a pressure helmet. They had worn the heavy fabric suits while in flight. He started the air-compressors and gathered up a length of hose, then paused to glance down at the colonel, "You can come, Dennie—if you want to. I'll untie your feet." 
Denin shook his head glumly. 
Long shrugged. "O.K.—but I'm making sure you stay away from the detonator." He dragged the bound man to the bulkhead and taped his feet to a brace. Then he opened the port covers, letting the angry sunlight sweep through the compartment. The pilotless missile lay on its side, fifty yards from the ship. It's hull was cracked, but sweepmarks in the Lunar dust spoke of a successful landing. 
The pilot was gone a long time. Through the port, Denin watched him bounding about the missile in long slow leaps. The colonel strained at his bonds, and tried to saw them on the sharp edge of the brace. Gedrin was moaning on his cot. 
"Gedrin!" 
There was no answer. The colonel called again in an angry bellow. Gedrin stirred and looked up. "Where are we?" he groaned. 
"Luna! Now listen to me if you want to live!"
The linguist whimpered in fright. 
"Long's outside," Denin went on. "You hear that motor running?" 
Gedrin's head wobbled dizzily. It might have been a nod. 
"Those are the fuel pumps," the colonel lied. 
"Huh?" 
"Long forgot. Left them on. The tubes may fire accidentally." 
Gedrin was ready to believe anything, but he failed to comprehend. Denin grumbled a curse and tried again. 
"Just listen to me," he barked. "Listen! If you want to live, you'll have to get up and cut the switch. The switch. You understand?" 
"Switch? Which?" 
Denin nodded toward a panel. "The red double-toggle with the safety guard around it. You've got to get up." 
Gedrin shook his head as if to clear it. He raised himself up a few inches and stared at the colonel. "You're tied." 
"Long lost his head! You going to let us die?" 
Gedrin wheezed in pain. "My leg. I can't."
"You've got to. Roll off the cot. Gravity's faint. You won't get hurt." 
The linguist shoved against the wall, and yelped as the light push carried him over the edge. He hit the floor with a light thud. The splint shifted. He screamed, then slumped back. 
"Gedrin!" 
It was useless. The linguist had fainted. 
"You'd go to any lengths wouldn't you, Dennie?" 
Denin looked up to see the pilot coming through the crawlway. He scowled and said nothing. Long's face was white, and his hands were trembling as he removed his helmet. He seemed to be struggling to control some seething emotion. He moved quickly to the panel, fumbled beneath it for a moment, and jerked a wire loose from the red detonator switch. Then he began cutting Denin's bonds. 
The colonel muttered in surprise. 
"You're going outside with me," Long told him. "Get the camera equipment. We've got work to do." 
"What?" Denin snarled. "Take pictures of the Voice? Evidence for my trial?" 
The pilot shook his head and paused to light a cigarette. "They'll probably try you. But I think you'll get off light." He eyed Denin grimly. "Ever hear of ducks on the Moon?" 
"What are you talking about?" 
"Duck tracks, they look like. All around your rocket. And the dust-marks where another ship landed." 
Color drained slowly from the colonel's face. He came to his feet and pressed his face against the glass, peering outside. 
"They've gone," Long went on. "Apparently left just after the missile landed. See that black patch over on the hillside?" 
Denin didn't answer. He was reeling slightly. 
"I think it was a mine shaft," the pilot told him tonelessly. 
The man who had tricked humanity into space suddenly slumped. He sat down on the floor and began laughing wildly. 
"I — want to go home," whimpered the awakening Gedrin. "No Moon for me!" 
Long eyed the linguist coldly. "You've got it, fellow. Like it or not." 
THE END