Brightness Falls from the Air
Fantasy & Science Fiction – April 1951
(1951)*
Margaret St. Clair
(as by Idris Seabright)

The problems of inter-galactic sociology are incisively extrapolated by Idris Sea-bright in this brief, yet comprehensive study of a culture uneasily propped up by bread and circuses.'' For all the luminous beauty of her story-telling, it is a poignant picture that Miss Seabright sketches — that of a once creative citizenry using its triumphs to gratify no more than a lust for vicarious bloodletting. You will, of course, be struck by the parallel between this empire of the future and that one of our not too remote past, the Roman. One hopes no actual future culture will fail to heed the lesson the Romans imperially ignored: even slaves and gladiators are human and can love.

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	Kerr used to go into the tepidarium of the identification bureau to practice singing. The tepidarium was a big room, filled almost from wall to wall by the pool of glittering preservative, and he liked its acoustics. The bodies of the bird people would drift a little back and forth in the pellucid fluid as he sang, and he liked to look at them. If the tepidarium was a little morbid as a place to practice singing, it was (Kerr used to think) no more morbid than the rest of the world in which he was living. When he had sung for as long as he thought good for his voice — he had no teacher — he would go to one of the windows and watch the luminous trails that meant the bird people were fighting again. The trails would float down slowly against the night sky as if they were made of star dust. But after Kerr met Rhysha, he stopped all that.

	Rhysha came to the bureau one evening just as he was going on duty. She had come to claim a body. The bodies of the bird people often stayed in the bureau for a considerable time. Ordinary means of transportation were forbidden to the bird people because of their extra-terrestrial origin, and it was hard for them to get to the bureau to identify their dead. Rhysha made the identification — it was her brother — paid the bureau's fee from a worn purse, and indicated on the proper form the disposal she wanted made of the body. She was quiet and controlled in her grief. Kerr had watched the televised battles of the bird people once or twice, but this was the first time he had ever seen one of them alive and face to face. He looked at her with interest and curiosity, and then with wonder and delight.

	The most striking thing about Rhysha was her glowing, deep turquoise plumage. It covered her from head to heels in what appeared to be a clinging velvet cloak. The coloring was so much more intense than that of the bodies in the tepidarium that Kerr would have thought she belonged to a different species than they.

	Her face, under the golden top-knot, was quite human, and so were her slender, leaf-shaped hands; but there was a fantastic, light-boned grace in her movements such as no human being ever had. Her voice was low, with a 'cello's fullness of tone. Everything about her, Kerr thought, was rare and delightful and curious. But there was a shadow in her face, as if a natural gaiety had been repressed by the overwhelming harshness of circumstance.

	"Where shall I have the ashes sent?" Kerr asked as he took the form.

	She plucked indecisively at her pink lower lip. "I am not sure. The manager where we are staying has told us we must leave tonight, and I do not know where we will go. Could I come to the bureau again when the ashes are ready?"

	It was against regulations, but Kerr nodded. He would keep the capsule of ashes in his locker until she came. It would be nice to see her again.

	She came, weeks later, for the ashes. There had been several battles of the bird people in the interval, and the pool in the tepidarium was full. As Kerr looked at her, he wondered how long it would be before she too was dead.

	He asked her new address. It was a fantastic distance away, in the worst part of the city, and after a little hesitation he told her that if she could wait until his shift was over he would be glad to walk back with her.

	She looked at him doubtfully. "It is most kind of you, but — but an earth-man was kind to us once. The children used to throw stones at him."

	Kerr had never thought much about the position of the non-human races in his world. If it was unjust, if they were badly treated, he had thought it no more than a particular instance of the general cruelty and stupidity. Now anger flared up in him.

	"That's all right," he said harshly. "If you don't mind waiting, that is."

	Rhysha smiled faintly. "No, I don't mind," she said.

	Since there were still some hours to go on his shift, he took her into a small reception room where there was a chaise longue. "Try to sleep," he said.

	A little before three he came to rouse her, and found her lying quiet but awake. They left the bureau by a side door.

	The city was as quiet at this hour as it ever was. All the sign projectors, and most of the street lights, had been turned off to save power, and even the vast, disembodied voices that boomed out of the air all day long and half the night were almost silent. The darkness and quiescence of the city made it seem easy for them to talk as they went through the streets.

	Kerr realized afterwards how confident he must have been of Rhysha's sympathy to have spoken to her as freely as he did. And she must have felt an equal confidence in him, for after a little while she was telling him fragments of her history and her people's past without reserve.

	"After the earthmen took our planet," she said, "we had nothing left they wanted. But we had to have food. Then we discovered that they liked to watch us fight."

	"You fought before the earthmen came?" Kerr asked.

	"Yes. But not as we fight now. It was a ritual then, very formal, with much politeness and courtesy. We did not fight to get things from each other, but to find out who was brave and could give us leadership. The earth people were impatient with our ritual — they wanted to see us hurting and being hurt. So we learned to fight as we fight now, hoping to be killed.

	"There was a time, when we first left our planet and went to the other worlds where people liked to watch us, when there were many of us. But there have been many battles since then. Now there are only a few left."

	At the cross street a beggar slouched up to them. Kerr gave him a coin. The man was turning away with thanks when he caught sight of Rhysha's golden top-knot. "God-damned Extey!" he said in sudden rage. "Filth! And you, a man, going around with it! Here!" He threw the coin at Kerr.

	"Even the beggars!" Rhysha said. "Why is it, Kerr, you hate us so?"

	"Because we have wronged you," he answered, and knew it was the truth. "Are we always so unkind, though?"

	"As the beggar was? Often ... it is worse."

	"Rhysha, you've got to get away from here."

	"Where?" she answered simply. "Our people have discussed it so many times! There is no planet on which there are not already billions of people from earth. You increase so fast!

	"And besides, it doesn't matter. You don't need us, there isn't any place for us. We cared about that once, but not any more. We're so tired — all of us, even the young ones like me — we're so tired of trying to live."

	"You mustn't talk like that," Kerr said harshly. "I won't let you talk like that. You've got to go on. If we don't need you now, Rhysha, we will."

	From the block ahead of them there came the wan glow of a municipal telescreen. Late as the hour was, it was surrounded by a dense knot of spectators. Their eyes were fixed greedily on the combat that whirled dizzily over the screen.

	Rhysha tugged gently at Kerr's sleeve. "We had better go around," she said in a whisper. Kerr realized with a pang that there would be trouble if the viewers saw a "man" and an Extey together. Obediently he turned.

	They had gone a block further when Kerr (for he had been thinking) said, "My people took the wrong road, Rhysha, about two hundred years ago. That was when the council refused to accept, even in principle, any form of population control. By now we're stifling under the pressure of our own numbers, we're crushed shapeless under it. Everything has had to give way to our one basic problem, how to feed an ever-increasing number of hungry mouths. Morality has dwindled into feeding ourselves. And we have the battle sports over the telecast to keep us occupied.

	"But I think — I believe — that we'll get into the right road again sometime. I've read books of history, Rhysha. This isn't the first time we've chosen the wrong road. Someday there'll be room for your people, Rhysha, if only —" he hesitated — "if only because you're so beautiful."

	He looked at her earnestly. Her face was remote and bleak. An idea came to him. "Have you ever heard anyone sing, Rhysha?"

	"Sing? No, I don't know the word."

	"Listen, then." He fumbled over his repertory and decided, though the music was not really suited to his voice, on Tamino's song to Pamina's portrait. He sang it for her as they walked along, as loudly as he dared.

	Little by little Rhysha's face relaxed. "I liked that," she said when the song was over. "Sing more, Kerr."

	"Do you see what I was trying to tell you?" he said at last, after many songs. "If we could make songs like that, Rhysha, isn't there hope for us?"

	"For you, perhaps. Not us," Rhysha answered. There was anger in her voice. "Stop it, Kerr. I do not want to be waked."

	But when they parted she clasped hands with him and told him where they could meet again. "You are really our friend," she said without coquetry.

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	When he next met Rhysha, Kerr said, "I brought you a present. Here." He handed her a parcel. "And I've some news, too."

	Rhysha opened the little package. An exclamation of pleasure broke from her lips. "Oh, lovely! What a lovely thing! Where did you get it, Kerr?"

	"In a shop that sells old things, in the back." He did not tell her he had given ten days' pay for the little turquoise locket. "But the stones are lighter than I realized. I wanted something that would be the color of your plumage."

	Rhysha shook her head. "No, this is the color it should be. This is right." She clasped the locket around her neck and looked down at it with pleasure. "And now, what is the news you have for me?"

	"A friend of mine is a clerk in the city of records. He tells me a new planet, near gamma Cassiopeiae, is being opened for colonization.

	"I've filed the papers, and everything is in order. The hearing will be held on Friday. I'm going to appear in behalf of the Ngayir, your people, and ask that they be allotted space on the new world."

	Rhysha turned white. He started toward her, but she waved him away. One hand was still clasping her locket, that was nearly the color of her plumage. "It hurts so," she said, "it hurts so — to hope."

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	The hearing was held in a small auditorium in the basement of the Colonization building. Representatives of a dozen groups spoke before Kerr's turn came.

	"Appearing on behalf of the Ngayir," the arbitrator read from a form in his hand, "S 3687 Kerr. And who are the Ngayir, S-Kerr? Some Indian group?"

	"No, sir," Kerr said. "They are commonly known as the bird people."

	"Oh, a conservationist!" The arbitrator looked at Kerr not unkindly. "I'm sorry, but your petition is quite out of order. It should never have been filed. Immigration is restricted by executive order to terrestrials ..."

	Kerr dreaded telling Rhysha of his failure, but she took it with perfect calm.

	"After you left I realized it was impossible," she said.

	"Rhysha, I want you to promise me something. I can't tell you how sure I am that humanity is going to need your people sometime. It's true, Rhysha. I'm going to keep trying. I'm not going to give up.

	"Promise me this, Rhysha: promise me that neither you nor the members of your group will take part in the battles until you hear from me again."

	Rhysha smiled. "All right, Kerr."

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	Preserving the bodies of people who have died from a variety of diseases is not without its dangers. Kerr did not go to work that night or the next or for many nights. His dormitory chief, after listening to him shout in delirium for some hours, called a doctor, who filled out a hospital requisition slip.

	He was gravely ill, and his recovery was slow. It was nearly five weeks before he was released.

The End