WHAT'S
IT LIKE UP THERE?
Flight
to the Moon is definitely in the headlines. They're making plans now out at the
rocket fields—plans that are sure to materialize sometime in the next half
dozen years. What's it going to be like?
Here's
how top science-fiction writers predict it. In this new collection, five
writers present exciting stories showing the consécutive steps.
Read about the first rocket flight around the
Moon, about the first men to set foot on its surface, about the men who will
man its first permanent stations, about what it is like to be lost among its
towering craters, and what kind of native life—if any—we might encounter.
MEN
ON THE MOON is a science-fiction preview of things to come.
Turn this book over for second complete novel
DONALD
A. WOLLHEIM who
edited MEN ON THE MOON, has the distinction of having conceived and edited the
very first science-fiction anthology ever published (1943). An authority on
science-fiction for over a quarter century, he has written and sold stories to
many periodicals, he has edited magazines of fantasy, and is the author of
several published novels.
A native New Yorker, he and his wife and
young daughter share their home with one of the world's most extensive
collections of fantasy books and magazines.
Previous
science-fiction anthologies edited by Donald A. Wollheim
for Ace Books include THE EARTH IN PERIL (D-205, 35c), THE
END OF THE WORLD (S-183, 25c), ADVENTURES ON OTHER PLANETS (S-133, 25c), TALES
OF OUTER SPACE and ADVENTURES IN THE FAR FUTURE (D-73, 35c).
EN ON THE MOON
Edited
by DONALD A. WOLLHEIM
ACE BOOKS, INC. 23 West 47th Street, New York 36, N.
Y.
men on the moon
Copyright ©, 1958, by Ace
Books, Inc. All
Rights Reserved
COPYRIGHT ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
Operation Pumice by Raymond Z. Gallun. Copyright, 1949, by
Standard Magazines, Inc.
Jetsam by
A. Bertram Chandler. Copyright, 1953, by Fantasy House, Inc.
The Reluctant Heroes by Frank M. Robinson. Copyright, 1951, by World
Editions, Inc.
Moonwalk by
H. B. Fyfe. Copyright, 1952, by Space Publications, Inc.
Keyhole by
Murray Leinster. Copyright, 1951, by
Standard Magazines, Inc.
city on the moon
Copyright ©, 1957, by Murray Leinster
Printed in U.S.A.
INTRODUCTION
The
day on which the first unmanned rocket from Earth will strike the surface of
Luna is a matter of week-to-week speculation in the daily newspapers. It is expected
momentarily.
If the launching of the first Sputnik was the
curtain-raiser for the Space Age, the first man-made object to touch the
surface of another world will officially open the first act of the infinite
drama of interplanetary travel. Mankind therefore stands before another awesome
turning point in human history, one which will eventually result in such
changes in our lives as will dwarf all that has ever gone before.
But even as men must learn to crawl before
they can walk, and walk before they can run, so the first act of our emergence
into space will be relatively simple. The scene—the infertile
surface of the moon; the actors—men of our own day and generation; the
events—the thrilling yet not too fantastic conquest of our nearest neighbor in
space.
Here then is a
science-fiction anthology which may in a little while cease entirely to be
"science-fiction" and instead become classifiable as a collection of
realistic stories about actual events.
—Donald
A. Wollheim
CONTENTS
OPERATION PUMICE by Raymond
Z. Gallun 7
How
we flew to the Moon
JETSAM
by A. Bertram Chandler 25
And
how we landed on it
THE RELUCTANT HEROES by Frank M. Robinson 39 How we settled there
MOONWALK
by H. B. Fyfe 63
What we saw around us
KEYHOLE by Murray Leinster The surprise that awaited us
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OPERATION PUMICE
By Raymond Z. Gallun
He got all the way through the guard lines and
that must have taken some fancy figuring, or else it was just kid luck. It
happened to be Mel Robbins who discovered him, early in the morning, when it
was still cool, and not quite broad daylight. Robbins
was one of the two inside men of Operation Pumice.
Mel had come out of the mess-trailer, and was
having his digestion cigarette, when he spotted the youngster sprawled on his
stomach on the New Mexico desert. Mel walked toward him without hurry, the way
you might do when you see something so out of place that it leaves you
incredulous. Ten paces away, Mel stopped, and studied his find for all of two
minutes. The boy never moved, nor even seemed to know that anybody was so near.
He was spindly, fifteen or sixteen. Ten days
ago he must have been very pale—maybe was the bookish kind —because now he was
unbelievably sunburned. Shreds of diy skin stuck out
from his blistered lips; his thin nose and high cheekbones were scabbed. The
back of his neck, above his dirty T-shirt, was so crusted that it was like
lizard hide. All this indicated vast and unaccustomed tribulation.
But
on his face there was a look of ridiculous rapture, as if he saw the Millennium
coming true; as if being here was worth a hundred times what it had cost, or
fifty times what flesh could endure.
Mel Robbins had memories from his own early
youth that led him to understand such feelings. His grin was
sympathetic as he followed the line of the boy's vision-haunted gaze to the thing
that loomed there in the dun-colored landscape.
It might have been taken for a vertical oil
tank, a hundred feet high, capsule-shaped, silvery and seamless, and braced by
slanting, winglike buttresses. But the dark vents
arranged in a ring at its base suggested tumults of naming energy. In its domed
top were small, round windows. Above them, lettered in enamel that would not
burn in the heat of atmospheric friction, was the melodramatic marking, MR-1.
Mel Robbins knew every part and mechanism in
that twenty-million-dollar mass of coordinated equipment-even every brace,
pared out for maximum strength with minimum weight. He knew the MR-1 by the
mathematics of ballistics, physics, and chemistry, by the data from the
unmanned probe-rockets that had gone far into space, by long experience flying
the fastest planes in the world, by the many times he'd been whirled in a
centrifuge, making tests, and by his years of dreaming that such a craft as
this, was possible. He lacked only the final adventure of flight, and that he
would have tomorrow, before noon.
Knowledge,
building slowly, had dulled some of the glamor and
washed out the mystery.
But
now Robbins borrowed a thrill from the kid's eyes, or called it back from
memory. For a second he saw MR-1 almost freshly—enigmatic, with hints of other
worlds in it. Around it was the camp, the army tents, the portable liquid
hydrogen and oxygen plants on their immense trailers, the barbed-wire barriers.
He chuckled, and the boy
gave a start.
"Hi,
fella," Mel said. "Didn't you meet any guys
with rifles, while you were coming the last couple of
miles?"
Scared to sullenness, the
kid scrambled to his feet.
Asking
the questions was a job for the security officer, but Robbins figured that
Eagle Brow would make an enormity of the boy's intrusion. What was going on
here had a military importance tangled with its broader scope. It was best to
break the kid in gently for trouble. Besides, Mel Robbins was curious.
"Looks
as though you had quite a journey," he said. "And people don't get fried by the sun, riding buses or trains. Where did you come from, and how?"
"Long
Island City," the waif grumbled. He made a gesture with a grimy thumb. Hitch-hiking.
"Your folks know about
it?" Mel asked.
"I sent
postcards."
"What's your
name?"
"Art
Pelsudski."
"What's
the trip for?" Mel figured that he knew the answer. He just want to hear the kid's way of saying it.
"I had to see Moon
Rocket One."
The
words fitted Mel Robbins' picture of how it had been, perfectly. When you were
fifteen or sixteen, a dream could be a shining demon, a driving jet of intense
interest. You had a couple of dollars, and the dope you could get out of books.
No skill—and without it you were nothing. That was your poverty. You had only
that wealth of glittering wonder. It was not worn thin by too much time spent
close to the thing you wanted to do. When you thought of advancing science
being perverted toward a final destruction, even that was glamorous; there was
no stark shadow of worry, nor a recurrent idea that
your efforts were better left unmade.
This Art Pelsudski—Robbins
wondered how he had managed to remember such a name for even ten seconds—had
run out on his family and school, had thumbed and blundered his way almost
across the whole United States, just to see the first real space ship.
Robbins
figured that, in his own day, he would have done it himself,
if there had been an MR-1, then. In fact, for those times, he had done almost
the equivalent. Too young for the second World War, he
had hung around an airfield in Kansas. Starry-eyed and humble, he had badgered
a fighter-pilot into giving him his mascot—a black doll made of large wooden
beads, held together with cord. He still had the doll.
As he remembered, Robbins' thin, dark face
softened even more. The kid saw, and seemed reassured.
"Say—you're
Colonel Mel Robbins I" he burst out suddenly. "The
man who's going up in MR-1 to try to circle the Moon! I've saved a lot
of your pictures from the papers. Doctor Ernest Carnot must be here, too. Could
I see him, maybe?"
"He's coming this way from the
mess-trailer," Mel said. "All you have to do is look."
Young Pelsudski got
one glimpse of the plain, middle-aged man with the bent nose. Then a pair of
MPs spotted the kid, and took him by the arms. Mel saw the mask of fright and
sullenness drop over that scabbed face again.
"How did he get inside the wire?"
Carnot asked mild-
iy.<(
"Search
me," Mel answered. "With half a chance, he would have tried to stow
away. Too bad he can't—with all that enthusiasm!"
Mel Robbins had too many practical
preoccupations to spend any more time thinking about the youngster just then.
"Hansen's
gang will be charging the cameras and checking instruments today," Carnot
said. "While we give all the fuel pumps a final going-over."
So Carnot and Robbins climbed and crawled
through pipe-like servicing tunnels aboard MR-1, which was not a single rocket,
but five separate ones, sleeved into each other. The smallest, at the space
ship's domed top, where the tiny passenger-compartment was, fitted into the
second smallest, and so on, up to the largest rocket, which would provide the
take-off thrust—the first step in building tremendous speed.
For Robbins and Carnot, their present work
was routine, and completely familiar; yet with a subdued anticipation behind
it. Tomorrow held the answers to many questions.
Carnot, the ship's designer, whose life was too valuable to risk, might not
find them out as well as Robbins; but there was chance of an accident
happening so swiftly that Robbins would never know of anything happening at
all.
They had lunch in the mess-trailer with a
trim, dark-haired girl, the newspaper woman Robbins had married. She had been
in Los Angeles for a day, conferring with radio people, and had just flown her
private plane back to camp. Mel Robbins hardly listened to the business
subjects she talked about, now, but he listened to her voice. He loved his
Norma, and she loved him; but they were different in many ways, and sometimes
they even lost the thread of each other's personalities.
"Terra Firma has enough wonder left in
it for me, Mel," Norma used to say. "But you are the first man I ever
knew who reached for the Moon and planets, and really thought he could have
them. Maybe you can, at that . . ."
Now
they had one more night together, and one more breakfast, in the house-trailer
where they were living, in camp.
During
the bustle and tension of early morning, Robbins saw the kid again. He was
sitting under an awning, with a guard near him. The bandages now over his sunburn
helped make him look ridiculous and dejected; but when Robbins grinned at him,
and said. "What's the name? I forgot," he showed joy.
"Art
Pelsudski," he answered. "Say—let me wish
you luck, Colonel Robbins I Just think—in four days you'll be looking down on
the other side of the Moon, that nobody's ever seen! An old theory may be
right—that the Moon has been drawn out of shape by the constant pull of terrestrial
gravity is one direction—it may bulge on the hemisphere which always faces
Earth, and be hollowed on the other. All the air may be cupped there. There
might be lakes and bees and strange cities in a tremendous valley. Nobody knows
. . ."
"Nobody does,"
Robbins agreed.
The theory was ancient, weak, and too
romantic and pat in the way that its supposed marvels hid behind the unknown.
It was the look in the kid's eyes that interested Mel most. In it was the
worship of great things of metal and power, and the driving love of unreached
distance and mystery.
After that brief meeting, Pelsudski
vanished from Robbins' thoughts once more. The fueling of MR-1, the last
preparations, and the thread of personal fear in him, held his attention.
The flight was set for almost midday, when
the Moon was nearly new, and to sunward. Solar gravity would help a little to
draw the space ship along its course.
Once, at the last moment, when he was trying
to think of something jaunty to say to his wife, Mel did remember the boy.
"Norm," he said, "you don't
look much like the girls on the covers of science-fiction magazines. But a
young friend of mine might be watching us. He's a purist. To him all science, glitters. His heroes are big and strong, his
heroines beautiful and soft. So let's make this kiss his way. He hitch-hiked out from Long Island City."
Robbin's words had turned out to be more serious than
he had intended. Norma didn't seem to take them as a joke, either.
"Good
enough, you bum," she said, her voice unsteady. "Maybe I'm juvenile,
too. . . . Well, so long, dar-lin', until eight or
nine days go by . . ."
Waving backhand, he climbed the ladder toward
the entrance-port of MR-1. For a second he lived for Art Pelsudski,
or maybe more for his enthralled, earthbound self of fifteen years ago. Or was
that the same? The news people who were present,
didn't matter. Perhaps he should be wearing his light-weight vacuum-armor over
his slacks and sweat-shirt for more drama—okay, call it corn. But this trip, in
the sealed passenger compartment, he wouldn't be needing
the armor.
The fierce desert sunshine was cut off when
he climbed through the port. It was cold, here. For a moment, now, with his
nerves wearied from tensions, and dulled to enthusiasms, he hated the great,
rimed tanks of liquid hydrogen and oxygen that he was climbing past in the
semi-darkness. He was thinking:
"If politicians didn't put so many
restrictions on research, we wouldn't be doing this with chemical fuels. We'd
already have an atomic motor, simpler and safer
Mel knew that in part he was just grumbling,
against that other—that recurrent—fear. Now a guided missile could not only
come from the other side of the Earth; it could be launched from deep in space.
That idea grated against other hopes. But a scientist did not quit working, any
more than he willed his pulses to stop.
Mel Robbins found Carnot in the domed and
padded passenger compartment. The thick quartz glass of the windows was leaded
and darkened against the cosmic rays and ultra-violet of the void. The older
man grinned mildly in the'dim light.
"My
last look-around," he said. Probably he didn't like being left behind, and
maybe there was some of the same mood that Robbins had. "We're selling the
eternal enigma, I suppose—first. Then, whatever comes out. Oh— you'll make
this trip all right, Mel."
Mel
heard the receding click of Carnot's feet on the ladder as he sealed himself
inside the compartment, dogging down the airtight hatch. Then he took the
small microphone-speaker unit that was corded to the wall.
"This
is Robbins," he said into the mike. "I'm strapping myself to the floor-padding,
now. Prone, a man can stand about nine gravities of acceleration. It won't be
that bad. Now all I do is wait. You don't trust the
firing and direction of a space ship to a pilot. Clocks time everything."
His words were being rebroadcast by a hundred
stations. He didn't mention that he felt as if he was near an atom bomb, about
to explode.
"Hear
that rising hum?" he said. "The main stabilizing gyroscope is
starting. That slobbering noise is the rotary fuel-pump of the largest rocket,
going into action.
Then came the roar of hidden flame, and
creaks and crackles in the structure of MR-1, loaded with hundreds of tons of
ticklish fuel. Such sounds described themselves. He didn't have to.
"I
can feel a little wobble," he said, close to the mike. "That means
the ship is flreborne—off the ground. The thrust
feels gentle, at first . . ."
The sense of weight grew with awful
steadiness pushed his jowls toward his ears, made his heart labor, and the
flesh of his cheeks feel tight.
He spoke at broken intervals: . . end of first minute . . .
Fifteen miles altitude . . . Acceleration is about a half a mile per second,
every minute—not too hard to take. We'll use a little over seven miles per second,
maximum velocity. That means a total firing time for all the rockets, of only
fifteen minutes. Then MR-1 just coasts on. Speed can't hurt anyone—only too
fast a change in speed. The Earth goes around the sun at eighteen miles a
second, and we can't even feel the motion . . ."
He talked on, mixing the announcement of
events with bits of lecturing, like he was supposed to do:
".
. . vision dims under high acceleration, but I can
still see that there's more light in the compartment, now. The ship has climbed
out of the atmosphere. There's no air to cut down the sun's brightness . . .
Hear that clatter? Largest rocket, empty, released to fall. Watch your heads!
The sounds of the smaller rockets, vibrating through the ship, will be shriller
. . ."
Once
he said: "Are you listening, Norma? Hi, Carnot!"
Then he joshed a little: "Say—this is kind of dull: Everything happens
just as we expected . . ."
The
rockets burned themselves out in succession, and dropped away, and Mel
announced the end of each.
"Sol"
he said at last. "The tubes of the smallest rocket, in which I'm riding,
have cut themselves off, though there is still dry-powder fuel in reserve. The
sudden silence hits you. All you can hear is the hum of automatic cameras, and
cosmic ray instruments, and the click of hot metal contracting. Space, outside,
is pretty cold . . . But there's a scorched smell, here. The sudden lack of
thrust makes your stomach feel funny . . . I'm already quite a way from Earth.
This initial speed can gobble up even astronomical distance in a hurry."
Mel Robbins was silent for a minute. Then he
spoke again:
"I've
removed a section of floor-padding that covers a window. There are no rockets
below to block the view, now. The Earth is a grayish-green mound, with nothing
clear in it. The white areas must be clouds, though they don't look like
clouds. I can see the atmosphere as a sort of bluish fringe. Beyond it the sky
is black the stars sharp as needles. It's a beautiful
view . . ."
Robbins
didn't express his private thoughts—that looking back at Earth from space was
a symbolic moment to him, once dreamed up, and then built for. Well, he was happy about it. "Fella," he thought
silently, addressing his past self, "you waited a long time." So
Robbins was looking back in another sense, too.
He
was aware that his meeting with a boy named Pelsudski
had something to do with the way his mind was rambling, just as did the
knowledge that progress was trying to find its way through a period in history
when growth could be real, or could mean The End.
Vagaries
went through his head, stray thoughts to be chuckled at, or taken
half-seriously. If he had been able to look at the Earth from space, long ago,
it would have been sheer glory. Now it was something less. Some of the charm
rubbed off just by your becoming a man. Was that justice to a young visionary?
His perfect height was never quite reached, even in realization.
Mel even felt a bit sheepish over his
success. In a way he'd been two people, and wasn't this moment more the
creation of his boyhood? If he had always been the plodder he was now, he would
be out here. But the boy changed, and so was cheated. Why -couldn't success
come when the appreciation of it could be highest? The timing was wrong,
somewhere.
Robbins shrugged, and returned his attention
to the mike.
"Gravity is dropping off fast, with
increasing distance from the Earth," he said. "I feel light—it's like
falling. I think I'm going to be slightly ill. . . ."
By snapping a small switch on the
microphone-speaker unit in his hand, Robbins could have let Norma or Car-not
talk to him. But he didn't want either their too serious, or perhaps playful,
sympathy. In avoiding it, he showed a certain
playfulness, himself.
Prone once more, he just kept on talking,
about anything that came to mind, repeating what had been in the papers, and
on the radio:
".
. . MR-1 should go up, Moonward, at slowing speed against Earth-gravity, for
nine-tenths of the two hundred forty thousand miles distance; then it will be
in the sphere of the lunar pull. It is aimed not to hit the Moon, but to swing
naturally in a half-orbit around it, like a rock on a string of gravitation, or
like a comet looping around the sun. After that, it will start tumbling back
toward Earth . . ."
Mel talked on until the space sickness really
got him. He had strapped himself down, again; but he felt as if he had lost his
stomach. He never remembered just when it was that he shut off the mike. In his
misery, he managed at last to sleep fitfully, and for once he had nightmares.
He hurtled and fell. Or he struggled across sunblasted
deserts, thumbing to leering motorists who never stopped.
At intervals of wakefulness he radioed:
"All okay." After some hours it became true. Space sickness could
pass, like sea sickness.
The
first words he got from Norma were, "What are you doin',
Mel?" with a warm laugh.
In their apartment in L.A.,
she used to call him from the kitchen with that same phrase. He knew that now
she meant to remind him of the memory.
Her voice was coming up to him on an aimed
radio-beam, and nobody else could hear it. But the beam stabbing down from
MR-1 wasn't so narrow; besides, everything he said was for broadcast. Well,
why should he care about the lack of privacy? Things had gone very well. The
worst dangers were over. He felt relaxed and
"I'm
doing the tricks from the imaginative fiction about space, hon,"
he chuckled, when he had switched to transmission. "Shaking water out of a
bottle—it does form into chains of globes that drift through the air with
almost no weight at all. I can float up to the ceiling without any trouble ... I love you, honey . . . Wish you liked
to see things like the sun with its corona visible . . ."
Norma laughed again. Her voice turned very
gentle. "Happy, Mel?" she asked. "You've got what you
want?" There was fondness in her tone, mothering, and mild feminine
cynicism, mixed with satisfaction. Part of her seemed forever out of his reach.
But he felt fond, too.
"Sure," he said.
Time passed. Robbins talked on the radio—to
everybody, to Norma, to Carnot. He slept. He ate chocolate and food
concentrates. He inspected the air-purifiers, and the cameras and instruments,
which could be reached by unlatching sections of padding from the walls and
floor.
The Moon grew to a pock-marked crescent,
hideous with nearness. The turnabout came at last. Lazily MR-l's heavier base
rolled around till it faced the smaller world. It was in the gentle grip of
lunar gravitation. For a while it swung like a slow pendulum.
Mel talked to his
microphone:
"I can now see part of the hemisphere
that is always hidden from view on Earth. So far it shows the same kind of
craters as the visible hemisphere, and the same kind of mares—'seas.' Though they aren't seas, but airless deserts of lava,
sprinkled, it is supposed, with volcanic pumice. The same kind of stuff that
people used to scour kettles with . . ."
Robbins spieled into the mike until the vast
bulk of the satellite began to eclipse the Earth. MR-1 was curving behind
Luna, now. Radio communication would be eclipsed, too.
He changed to reception.
"Can you hear me, Mel?" Norma's
voice was already thready, and full of weird echoes.
Her tone was a little taut.
He
moved the switch again, and said, "Yes, still . . . So long for a couple
of hours, Norm . . ."
Reception gave only a thin crackle after
that. Rob-bins was alone, as nobody had ever been
before—a quarter of a million miles from all of his kind.
Jagged
crater walls were very near—only a couple of thousand miles distant—and in full
light of sun. Mel peered at them from the floor window. MR-1 still kept its
heavier base Moonward, though now there seemed no sense of weight
at all—the centrifugal force of the ship's curving path counterbalanced
gravitation.
Some of the craters were like Tycho, on the familiar hemisphere—white, with streaks of
white, powdered rock radiating in starred pattern around them. Maybe these
craters were not volcanoes, but the bruises of gigantic meteors, made when the
Moon was already old, in a crust that had cooled to rigidity.
The
cameras and instruments were mainly automatic; still, for a while, Robbins was
very busy, making sure that everything functioned as it should. But his mind
worked separately. He was at his goal, the farthest point of his journey,
meeting the unknown. He had completed a step in science, proven a radically new
human power. There was a thrill in the accomplishment—a subdued, icy one.
Everything in his life seemed to focus itself toward this time. In this
solitude he could not have kept his thoughts from rambling. Perhaps no one
could.
He pictured what the Moon must have been
like, a billion and a half years ago, with hot, volcanic gases trailing off
into space. Lunar gravity had never been strong enough to retain an extensive
atmosphere.
Mechanisms
whirred. Radar beams were probing down, reflecting a record, perhaps, of
mineral deposits-radioactive elements were hoped for.
Maybe the Moon had them; maybe not.
Long ago Robbins had imagined lunar
colonization-men in strange armor building airtight shelters, observatories
where telescopes would never be murked by an
atmosphere, ramps from which space ships could leap toward distant planets,
with an attraction of only one-sixth that of Earth to retard them.
He knew his eyes must have glowed with that
vision, then. Now it was not as wonderful as it had been, though much of it
could still turn out the same. It would be parallel to another
advancement—in medicine, in living, and, one still hoped, in social
science. You couldn't stop the tide—you wouldn't want to—but if war came in
this era of untried power, a whole planet might be torn to pieces.
Mel Robbins could see most of the mysterious
hemisphere now, and his attention was drawn inevitably back to a minor memory.
In the sunshine the lunar scene was as stark as dry bone.
"There's no valley with air and trees
and cities in it, Art Pelsudski," he said aloud.
Somehow this fact hit Robbins—dropped his
spirits a notch further. It seemed like a defeat for the kid, for himself of
years ago, and for all the naive souls who dreamed idealistically.
He
knew that the quiet of humming mechanisms, and of space, and of absolute
solitude, with the skeletal Moonscape so near, had depressed him. But he knew,
too, that his pessimism was no deeper in quality now than it had been for a
long time, in the back of his mind. It was reasonable; you couldn't wish away
the facts that built it. It had an overpoweringly real basis. How could you
ever fight the mistrust of millions of people for millions of other people of
another nation? The answer was simply "Sooner or later." Robbins'
sniff and shrug and one-sided smile, had the humor of fatalism in them.
For a minute, because this thinking seemed to
have reached a conclusion, he considered other things. There were four days of
his journey yet to pass. He'd probably make it all right, now. Soon he'd be
talking again, by radio, with Norma, from the other flank of the Moon. Then the
long fall Earthward, speed mounting. Near the Earth, dry-powder fuels, blasting
from the jets, would check MR-l's velocity a little. Two hundred miles above
the Atlantic an immense metal-fabric parachute would open in the thinnest
fringes of the atmosphere, checking it more. MR-1 was light enough to float.
He'd be back with Norma, Carnot, and their friends. History, for what it was
still worth, would call him the "Columbus of Space."
It was a nice, melodramatic title. It made
him chuckle. The final effort to gain it had been easy. He'd simply ridden an
automatic machine. If there had ever been any hero in him, it was long ago,
when nobody knew him. Dream and fulfillment were mistimed, like a lot of things
in the world.
Again
his ruminations followed an inevitable route. He remembered a kid, burnt by the
sun, in dirty clothes, sprawled in the desert, with a ridiculous look of
rapture on his face. Scared and inexperienced, he'd begged rides across three
thousand miles. That was guts to admire. Grabbed by the cops, he still found
appreciation in being near MR-1. He didn't realize the future that hung over
him.
Maybe it was protective instinct for the
young; maybe it was maudlin sentimentality connected with being out here beyond
the Moon, maybe it was just pity—Robbins didn't care, then. That kid was
somehow important to him, seeming to make him feel that way by just being what
he was. Robbins knew that he had to do something for this Art Pelsudski—build him up, blind him a little to what was
coming, let him feel that the universe was still okay.
It wouldn't be hard to do. Mel looked down at
a lunar "sea"—a huge patch of desolation. "Mare Pelsudski?" No, that was too much to give, and too academic.
But another idea came easily. From a camera
he removed a print—the first picture of the mysterious hemisphere. With a pen
that didn't feed too well out here, he began to write across it.
The surprising thing for Robbins then was
that right away he began to feel better. There was a warmth
in him now for the kid, and for what he was doing for the kid. It occurred to
him that Pelsudski, being young, was a symbol of the
future—a rather splendid one. The idea was enough to turn Robbins' mind around,
making it argue in another direction.
The word
"feelings" became a kind of pivot of his arguments. What you could do
about the future was related to what you felt about it. Feelings were the
critical factor in this age of danger and triumphs, when the weakness was the
human element. Some feelings were constructive; others were bitter and deadly.
All of them could spread from one person to another—across a country, or even
many countries—just as something good had spread to him from Pelsudski.
There
had been, and certainly still were, many spreaders of feelings—self-interested
dictators, honest statesmen, moralists. The good-intentioned ones had been trying
to sell fairness, freedom from prejudice, equality and optimism for a long
time, while they attempted to steer the world through trouble. Plenty of them
had made fools of themselves; but they had at least tried. Others had turned
insincere. You might feel cynical about the whole repetitious business
sometimes. But the important fact was that no final calamity had yet come; so
maybe the good men had helped, and would go on helping until a solution was
found.
Mel
Robbins' hopes lifted. He might help, too. Suddenly his eyes twinkled. He was
the guy who had crossed space, wasn't he? He was now the natural reigning hero,
for all kids, everywhere.
Maybe
he could make his voice reach even into the darker lands. In the world there
must be millions of idealistic youngsters like Pelsudski,
with the same and other interests. They were the core of the future. What the
youngsters as a whole, everywhere, came to feel about the future, ought to be
the truth about it. Help them along, when they deserved it. Let them know that
their universe was all right.
Robbins
read what he had written across the photograph of the spaceward side of the
moon:
"To
Art Pelsudski: When you are the first to land an
Atomic ship on—say—Ganymede, largest satellite of the planet Jupiter, remember
me, and keep thinking straight and fair. Regards from Mel
Robbins. Written in space while rounding the Moon in
MR-1. 1959."
Robbins grinned. His prediction could even be
true. Pelsudski had the guts and the fury. Robbins
felt fine. At least he had a philosophy and a beginning. The shadows in the
years to come had receded a little. Pelsudski had
given him something. Now he would give something back.
He knew that getting the picture with that
message on it would change a troubled Earth to humble heaven for the boy.
JETSAM
by A. Bertram Chandler
With deceptive ease the rocket drifted down, down,
the flare of her exhaust vivid against the black sky, the long, downreaching streamer of incandescent gas stirring the fine
pumice dust to a coruscating flurry, then, as she lost still more altitude,
fusing the almost impalpable powder to a slag that glowed red, red beneath
crusty, thickening gray, for minutes after her passing.
Auxiliary
jets flared briefly, fiercely, to kill her lateral drift. Again they flared,
and a third time. The rocket was all of ten feet above the almost featureless
surface when, suddenly main and auxiliary jets went out like a
a snuffed candle. She fell—but with an odd, almost
nightmarish slowness. She landed as silently as she had come, tilting heavily
at first, then slightly, first one way and then the other as the powerful,
fluid-damped springs, not unlike the recoil mechanism of a piece of artillery, took
the weight and the shock and, after the preliminary swaying and quivering,
allowed her to assume an upright position.
She stood there, then, gleaming in the harsh
sunlight, a bright ovoid suspended in to tripod that was her vaned landing gear. She should, perhaps, have looked
strange, alien—but she did not. She was as much part of the scheme of things as
the plain of pumice dust, as the ring craters, as the serrated ridge of the
distant mountain range above which hung, seeming almost to touch the jagged
peaks, looming huge in the black, diamond spangled sky, the great, cloudy opal
that was
Earth. She
was new and bright, her shell plating barely scarred by her swift, screaming
passage through the atmosphere of her mother world—but she belonged. She was
new, the first of her kind—but the dream was old, old.
She was part of the dream.
Inside
the rocket, inside the cramped living cabin that was also the control room, the men pulled their bulky, cumbersome spacesuits on
over their thick, porous plastic underwear. The biggest of them all, the
Captain, adjusted clips and zippers stolidly, did not so much as glance out of
the now unscreened ports on the shadowed side of the rocket. The Pilot, the
Radio Technician and the Engineers tried to follow his phlegmatic example. Only
the Navigator—his slight body was still almost that of a boy and he had yet to
lose his boyish enthusiasm-stood staring out at the Lunar landscape, his
fingers fumbling as he stared, groping vaguely and clumsily through the routine
of the airtight fastenings, making foolish mistakes that brought a frown to his
commander's face.
This was all part of the dream—and he was
living it.
"Sparks,"
said the Captain, "you'd better make sure that the Stargazer has done his
suit up properly. Otherwise I don't know how we shall find our way home."
"We can do without him, sir," said the Radio Officer. "Earth's too big to miss—at this
range."
"That's what the boys of the garrison'll be saying," laughed the Pilot. "When we get the launching site established."
"If theij give us time," said the Engineer.
"Enough of that," said the Captain.
"We're here, and that's all that matters just now. We have our job to
do-preliminary survey, samples of soil and rock, as much exploration as we have
time for. As far as our friends on the other side of the Curtain are
concerned—this is no more than a scientific expedition. Understand?"
"We understand," said the men.
"Hurry up, Stargazer," said the
Captain. "It'll all look better outside."
"Yes, sir," said the Navigator,
clicking the last fastenings of his suit tight. Then, almost
whispering—"But this is all wrong. It should have been what you said,
sir—no more than a scientific expedition . . ."
"Don't be a fool!" snapped the
Captain. "You told me yourself that this had always been your dream—ever
since, as a kid, you used to read those trashy books with the gaudy covers.
You've got your dream . . ."
It's been taken from me, thought the Navigator.
"You've
got your dream—now quit whining. Helmets on, men. Test
your radios."
There
was a babble of conversation, tinny, distorted, then once again the sharp,
commanding tones of the Captain.
"The
first job," he told his crew, "is the marker." He turned to face
the unscreened ports, pointed—his arm bloated and ungainly in the sleeve of his
spacesuit. "That mound, there. About a mile away."
Two men lifted the big, square box that was
the marker. Two of the others opened the hatch to the airlock, scrambled down
into the little compartment, stood with outstretched arms to receive the box.
They lowered it carefully to the deck.
"All
right, Driver," called the Captain. "Come on out. The airlock will
hold only two—and I'm being first on the Moon. The Navigator can be second—so
stay where you are, Stargazer."
"I
set her down, Captain," said the Pilot in a surly voice.
"Aye—and if it weren't
for the fact that you can claim lack of practice I'd have your eagles for the
job you made of it. One blast of the auxiliaries should have been sufficient.
Thanks to the way you were throwing reaction mass around we may have to lighten
ship yet . . . Got the flag, there?"
"Coming
down, Captain," called the Engineer, passing the long, cylindrical case to
his commander.
"Then close the
hatch!"
In the confined space of the airlock the two
men. Captain and Navigator, watched the needle of the pressure gauge move
jerkily towards the Zero of the scale.
Now,
the Navigator was thinking.
Noto. At lost. Craz-ily, selfishly, he thought, I've only to push him aside when the door
opens, and jump . . . And that vr.'dd mean, he told
himself, that I should be the first mnn on the
Moon—and that it'd be my first and only time on the Moon. Besides
having twenty years or so in military prison to follow . . .
"What's wrong, Stargazer?" asked
the Captain. "Yon look like a sick goldfish
behind that helmet of yours . . . Open the door, now!"
The
Navigator turned the controlling wheel, felt the click of released clamps
through his thick, clumsy gloves. The door opened inwards. He stared out
through the circular aperture at the glaring white plain, the distant ring
craters, the black shadow of the ship. The Captain
pushed past him, one bulky arm thrust through the carrying sling of the flag
case. The big man lowered himself carefully through the opening, his feet
searching for and at last finding the toe holds cut in the nearer of the vanes.
Moving slowly, cautiously, he vanished from sight. He called, "Come on.
The others can send the marker down."
I could still fall, thought the Navigator. Accidentally. And be the first . . .
But he followed the Captain with as much
caution as the big man had displayed, pausing for a moment on the ladder while
he called to those in the ship, using his radio telephone, to close the outer
airlock door by remote control so that the compartment could be repressurized. The last ten feet, however—the Captain was
now clear of the ladder, standing arrogantly with wide spread legs—he dropped,
feeling as he slowly fell that this was a dream that he had known all his life,
a dream that was at last coming true.
With the Captain he stood and watched the
door open again, watched the Pilot and Sparks, identified by the colors of
their spacesuits, clamber down the ladder. The airlock door had shut again
behind them. The four men stood in silence until it opened again and the Engineer
stood framed in the orifice.
"Don't
forget the marker, Jets!" called the Captain unnecessarily.
The
Engineer had not forgotten. Slowly, carefully, he lowered the square box on the
end of a piece of line. After the Pilot had received it, unhitched the heavy
cord, Jets slowly and carefully pulled up the light gant-line,
methodically coiling it as he did so.
"Don't
bother with that now!"
called the Captain.
"We're all waiting."
At
last all five men were standing just clear of the shadow cast by the rocket. It
was hot in the sun. The insulation and the cooling arrangements of the suits,
thought the Navigator, did not seem to be so efficient
as they had been led to believe. Or, perhaps, the effect of heat was
psychological rather than physical. In this glaring light, with the sun
intolerably bright in the black sky, the mind expected the sensation of heat
and would, unlike the instruments that had been used when the suits were tested,
do its best to supply the deficiency if no such sensation were apparent.
The
Captain was talking. The Navigator, still philosophizing over objectivity and
subjectivity, consciously heard only disjointed phrases of the oration that
crackled through his helmet speaker.
". . . take possession ...
in the name of . . ."
The
leader of the expedition pulled the flag from its case, drove the sharp ferrule
of the staff deep into the powdery soil. For a brief moment the folds of flimsy
plastic fluttered free, for less than a second there was a glimpse of the
formal, geometric pattern of blue and white and crimson. Then the flag was no
more than two yards of colored material hanging limply from an upright stick,
the colors seeming already to be fading in the fierce sunlight.
There should be an atmosphere for this sort
of thing, thought
the Navigator. An atmosphere, and wind . . . Abruptly he began to remember the words of
the Captain's speech, the words that, like the ceremony of the flag, were
symbols of ideas.
Take possession ... he thought. Possession. What right have we to take possession, save
on behalf of the human race? We built the rocket, and we brought her here, hut
the ideas, the technology, behind her building and launching and navigation are
the common property of all mankind. Science knows no frontiers. And neither
does the dream of which we are lucky enough to be the . . . the end result? He grinned wrily. "The dream," he whispered aloud, "is
turning sour."
"What was that,
Stargazer?" asked the Captain sharp-
iy.(<
"Nothing, sir," lied
the Navigator.
"Careful, now, men," warned the
Captain. "No aerobatics. Shuffle—don't try to jump. You can break a leg
or fracture a face plate as easily on the Moon as on Earth."
Sparks
and Jets picked up the marker between them, followed
the other three men as they trudged slowly and carefully across the plain to
the slight mound that the leader had pointed out as the best place for the sign
of their safe arrival.
The mound, when they came to it, had more of
the appearance of a shallow ring crater. The slope up to its rim was so slight
as to be hardly noticeable, but the depression in its center was more
pronounced. It was, thought the Navigator, as though some giant had blown hard
and steadily down on to the thick pumice dust. A giant, he amended, with
very hot breath . . .For the dust, especially toward the center of the crater,
was crusted over with a thin, brittle slag that snapped under the men's heavy
boots like an ice crust on snow.
Suddenly
the Navigator stopped, fell to his knees in the dust. His thick gloved hands
scrabbled for the obstacle that had almost tripped him. The thing, when he
dragged it up into the light, was badly damaged—by his hands, his clumsy boot, by
the intense heat to which it had been subjected . . . when?
The Captain, stooping beside him, swore
bitterly.
"See we're not the first! They have beaten us to it!"
The
Navigator got to his feet, holding the crushed and warped artifact gently.
"They?"
he asked. "They,
Captain? Who are—or were —they? This is, or was, some kind of instrument. As far as I can see its case
is metal—and neither we nor our friends on the other side of the Curtain can
afford to use metal for anything where wood or plastic would serve . . . Look,
too, on the side here . . . Operating instructions? In a script that to any man
of Earth would be no more than a meaningless scribble."
"We
should have brought along an archaeologist," suggested Sparks, half
seriously.
"Can anybody here read Martian?"
asked the Pilot.
"Stop
that!" snapped the Captain. "This is no laughing matter. It's
serious. Somebody has been here before us, may be here now. It is our duty to
find out who, and when, and why. You, Sparks and Jets, carry the marker another
mile or so to the northward. To that solitary rock. If it is a rock. It it turns out to be some other damned artifact let me know
at once. The rest of us . . . dig!"
For a while they found nothing further.
They
had no tools but their thick-gloved hands. There were, of course, light shovels
in the ship but, somehow, nobody thought of going back for them. The odd sense
of urgency that now possessed them would have made the short journey to the
rocket and back seem a waste of precious and fast-running-out time. They
perspired heavily in their suits, soaking the thick underwear that clad them
under the armor. If any one of them worked with his back to the sun for more
than a minute or so the transparent plastic of his helmet misted over.
Meanwhile,
Sparks and Jets had reached the fresh site for the marker. Sparks' voice
drifted tinnily through the helmet speakers.
"All ready, Captain. Set to throw North, away
from you."
"Good. Any further
signs of interlopers?"
"No, sir."
"Then start the fuse and come back
here."
As by common consent the three diggers straightened their aching backs,
watched their two shipmates trudging towards them over the glaring plain. Behind the jerkily moving figures there was
a sudden, brief flare of ruddy light—a flare of light and a dense, black cloud
that seemed to spread like, but much faster than, a dribble of ink spilled on
clean blotting paper. But it was disappointing, somehow, unspectacular.
Against the light blue—or white—or gray-clouded sky of Earth the explosion of
the container of finely divided carbon would have had something of drama.
Here, with no air to support the particles, it lost most of its effect.
But
it will he effective enough back home, thought the Navigator. Our astronomers will see it. And the others. And then . . .
"Back
to the digging, men," ordered the Captain. "Sparks and Jets—turn to
as soon as you get here."
"Sir!"
cried the Pilot. "Captain! I've found something! A man!"
It
was not a man, of course. It was a spacesuit, not unlike the ones that the
explorers were wearing. It had been the property of one who was, by their
standards, almost a giant, at least half as tall again as they were. There
would have been some justification for the belief that the wearer of the suit
was exceptional—but the three others suits turned up beside the first one were
equally large.
"Whoever
they are," said the Captain at last, "they're big bastards. But humanoid. Two legs, two arms, a head.
But big."
"Martians," said
the Pilot. "Like I said before."
"How do you make that
out, Driver?"
"Well,
sir, look at this—I suppose you could call it a crater. Take our ship away—and what have you got? The same sort of
configuration. The down blast will fuse some of the pumice—and some of
it will blow out and away. And if we do have to jettison unessential equipment
to lighten ship—it'll be covered over as this was, and we can pick it up on our
return."
"But why
Martians?" asked the Captain.
"Well,
sir, if there are men on Mars, men anything like us,
they'll tend to be tall and spindly on account of the feeble gravity. And the
men who wore these suits were tall. Furthermore, they'd be more inclined to
land on the Moon than Earth. Perhaps their ships, like themselves,
were—are—too fragile to attempt setting down on a relatively heavy gravity
planet. So they came here, and observed, and took photographs maybe—I still
think that the thing that the Stargazer found is a camera of some kind—checked
up their fuel and found that they couldn't quite reach escape velocity, so dumped
all this stuff."
"Ingenious,"
said the Captain. "But if the Martians are such gangling weaklings as you
imply, then these suits are far too heavy for them. Look at them. Look at the
way that they've consistently used metal where a light plastic would have done
at least as well."
"Perhaps they are too heavy," admitted the Pilot grudgingly. Then, "But, sir,
they wouldn't be too heavy for them here, on the Moon!"
The
Captain laughed. "Almost you convince me, Driver. Anyhow—it's not our
friends from the other side of the Curtain. Unless," he laughed again,
"their biologists have produced a new breed of man suitable for Lunar conditions. But I wonder how long ago it was that your
Martians were here. I wonder when they are coming back."
"They aren't," said the Navigator.
"This must have been a one shot affair. Come this way, sir."
The
Captain followed him to the center of the little crater, looked curiously as
his subordinate fell to his knees, and stirred the pumice dust.
"What are you getting at, Stargazer?"
"Just this, sir. The dust. Look at
it. Touch it." "But what . . . ?"
"Under
the dust there's a sort of slag—just the same sort of slag that you'll find
directly under our jets. It's thick, solid—not like the thin crust out towards
the rim. And there's at least half an inch of dust on top of it. On a world with no air, no wind. Just the slow, slow seepage
of microscopic particles from the crater slopes over the . . . centuries? No, not centuries. Millennia, perhaps.
Or longer."
"A
pity," said the Captain. "I was rather looking forward to meeting
the Driver's Martians. But who were these
people?"
The
Navigator moved his head inside his helmet until he found the tube of his
little fresh water tank with his lips, took a short, unsatisfying sip before
replying. Something—some suspicion, some fear—had made his mouth suddenly dry.
"I don't know, Captain," he said.
"I don't know."
"But you think."
"Yes,
I think. I have a . . . feeling about all this. But I'd sooner keep it to
myself until we have more evidence."
"As you say. But we must return to the ship soon. I'm just about dehydrated. Ah,
here are Sparks and Jets to bear a hand."
Slowly the pile of salvaged equipment grew.
Another, smaller camera, less badly damaged than the first one, metal oxygen—or
so the explorers assumed—cylinders, two glass bottles, their labels still
intact, still displaying with clarity the queer, unreadable script of those
who had left them there. A pair of binoculars, a pile of clothing that crumbled
to fine powder when handled, three sheath knives still
encased in a dry, brittle integument that had once been leather, a metal case
full of wiring.
It was the Navigator who found the book. A magazine it was, rather a flimsy affair of paper that had once
been glossy, of pictures that still retained some faint traces of color.
When uncovered it was open—flung down carelessly, perhaps, or, it could be,
left that way by the long-dead astronaut who had thumbed with clumsy, gloved
hands through its pages.
It
was open at the picture of a girl, naked, reclining on what could have been a
grassy lawn. There were trees in the background. There was a dog beside his
mistress. Under the picture were words in the unknown script.
"Look,"
said the Navigator. "Here's the proof. No freak of parallel evolution
could have produced that woman. Or that dog. Or those
trees."
"Proof of what, Stargazer?"
"That
the people who had to lighten ship before they could return came from the
Earth, our Earth."
"Hogwashl"
exploded the Captain.
"No, sir, it's not. It was, of course, a
long time ago."
"So
they had rockets, and photography, and printing in the Middle
Ages? Is that what you're trying to tell me?"
"No, sir. Not the Middle
Ages. Before the Flood." "Come off it,
Stargazer. This is too much, even from you."
"Then how else do you account for all
this? Look at it this way, sir. All mythologies—all—have a legend of the Deluge, of the Flood that destroyed all life save
for a chosen few. Those few may have been favored by the gods, they may have
been just lucky. Whatever the way of it was—they were our forebears. And the
Flood itself —was it a flood as we know it? A mere abnormally
high tide, a mere bursting by some river of its bounds? Remember, sir,
that all people, North and South, East and West, have the Flood in their
mythologies. The Flood— and the legend of lost continents . . ." "Go
on."
"There
was a Flood, and there were
continents—populous,
highly civilized—that are now lost. It's all part of the same story. A violent,
seismic upheaval, as a result of which great land masses went down with all
hands, as a result of which new lands rose from the ocean beds."
"These
people, if there ever were such people," said the Captain, "were
scientists. They had reached at least the same level as we ourselves. One would
think that they could have coped with such a disaster."
"Not
if they, themselves, caused it. It is reasonable to suppose, Captain, that a
certain level of technology produces both the spaceship and the atom bomb. Imagine
the effect of say, twenty hydrogen bombs exploded along geological fault
lines."
"But
it's rather strange," said the Pilot, "that they never came back
here. It's odd that this upheaval of yours should have occurred just after the
first successful Lunar flight."
"Is it so odd? Perhaps they, like us,
had a Curtain with two sides to it. Perhaps they, like us, intended using this
world for military purposes—and the radio signal announcing their safe and
successful landing on the Moon was detonator for the Big Bang. . . ."
There
was silence as all five men stared at the low-hanging Earth.
"All theories," said the Captain at
last, heavily. "Pick up what you can of this . . . junk, men, and carry it
back to the ship. We're only serving officers of the Empress-Mother doing a
job of work—we'll leave the fabri
cation of fairy stories to the scientists when we
get back to Earth."
As he stooped to pick up the pair of
binoculars he found one more trifle half buried in the pumice dust. He scooped
it up carefully in his gloved hand. It was fragile, mere rubbish, a discarded
container that had held something and which was now empty. There was a flimsy,
inner box of metal foil, an even flimsier outer box of paper with an external
layer of some transparent substance which had preserved the script and the
picture of the familiar animals that had once symbolized—something.
The Captain stared at it.
"A camel," he said at last,
wonderingly. "A camel. I'd like to know what used
to be in this packet . . ."
By Frank M. Robinson
The
very young man sat on the edge of the sofa and looked nervous. He carefully
studied his fingernails and ran his hands through his hair and picked imaginary
lint off the upholstery.
"I have a chance to go ivith the first research expedition to Venus," he
said.
The
older man studied the very young man thought-fidly
and then leaned over to his humidor and offered him a cigaret.
"It's nice to have the new air units now. There was a time when we had to
be very careful about things like smoking."
The very young man was
annoyed.
"I
don't think I want to go," he blurted. "I don't think I would care to
spend two years there."
The
older man blew a smoke ring and watched it drift toward the air exhaust vent.
"You mean you would miss it here, the
people you've known and grown up with, the little
familiar things that have made up your life here. You're afraid the glamor would wear off and you would get to hate it on
Venus."
The very young man nodded
miserably. "I guess that's
it.
"Anything else?"
The
very young man found his fingernails extremely fascinating again and finally
said, in a low voice, "Yes, there is."
"A girl?'
A nod confirmed this.
It
was the older man's turn to look thoughtful. "You know, I'm sure, that
psychologists and research men agree that research stations should be staffed
by couples. That is, of course, as soon as it's practical."
"But
that might be a long time!" the very young man protested.
"It might be—but sometimes it's sooner
than you think. And the goal is worth it." "I suppose so, but "
The
older man smiled. "Still the reluctant heroes," he said, somewhat to
himself.
Chapman stared at the radio key. Three years
on the Moon and they didn't want him to come back.
Three
years on the Moon and they thought he'd be glad to stay for more. Just raise
his salary or give him a bonus, the every-man-has-his-price idea. They probably
thought he liked it there.
Oh,
sure he loved it. Canned coffee, canned beans, canned pills, and canned air
until your insides felt as though they were plated with tin. Life in a cramped,
smelly little hut where you could take only ten steps in any direction. Their
little scientific home of tomorrow with none of the modern conveniences, a
charming place where you couldn't take a shower, couldn't brush your teeth, and
your kidneys didn't work right.
And
for double his salary they thought he'd be glad to stay for another year and a
half. Or maybe three. He should probably be glad he
had the opportunity.
The key started to stutter again, demanding
an answer.
He tapped out his reply: "Nol"
There
was a silence and then the key stammered once more in a sudden fit of
bureaucratic rage. Chapman stuffed a rag under it and ignored it. He turned to
the hammocks, strung against the bulkhead on the other side of the room.
The
chattering of the key hadn't awakened anybody, they
were still asleep, making the animal noises that people usually make in
slumber. Dowden, half in the bottom hammock and half on the floor, was snoring
peacefully. Dahl, the poor kid who was due for stopover, was mumbling to himself.
Julius Klein, with that look of ineffable happiness on his face, looked as if
he had just squirmed under the tent to his personal idea of heaven. Donley and Benig were lying perfectly still, their covers not mussed,
sleeping very lightly.
Lord,
Chapman thought, I'll be happy when I can see some other faces.
"What'd
they want?" Klein had one eyelid open and a questioning look on his face.
"They
wanted me to stay until the next relief ship lands," Chapman whispered
back.
"What did you
say?"
He shrugged.
"No."
"You kept it short," somebody else
whispered. It was Donley, up and sitting on the side of his hammock. "If
it had been me, I would have told them just what they could do about it."
The others were awake now, with the exception
of Dahl who had his face to the bulkhead and a pillow over his head.
Dowden
rubbed his eyes sleepily. "Sore, aren't you?" "Kind
of. Who wouldn't be?"
"Well don't let it throw you. They've
never been here on the Moon. They don't know what it's like. All they're trying
to do is get a good man to stay on the job a while longer."
"All they're trying to do," Chapman said
sarcastically. "They've got a fat chance." "They think you've
found a home here," Donley said. "Why the hell don't you guys shut up
until morning?"
Dahl
was awake, looking bitter. "Some of us still have to stay here, you know.
Some of us aren't going back today."
No,
Chapman thought, some of us aren't going back. You aren't. And Dixon's staying,
too. Only Dixon isn't ever going back.
Klein jerked his thumb toward Dahl's bunk,
held a finger to his lips, and walked noiselessly over to the small electric
stove. It was his day for breakfast duty.
The
others started lacing up their bunks, getting ready for their last day of work
on the Moon. In a few hours they'd be relieved by members of the Third research
group and they'd be on their way back to Earth.
And
that includes me, Chapman thought. I'm going home. I'm finally going home.
He
walked silently to the one small, quartz window in the room. It was morning—the
Moon's "morning"—and he shivered slightly. The rays of the Sun were
just striking the far rim of the crater and long shadows shot across the
crater floor. The rest of it was still blanketed in a dark jumble of powdery
pumice and jagged peaks that would make the Black Hills of Dakota look like
paradise.
A
hundred yards from the research bunker he could make out the small mound of
stones and the forlorn homemade cross, jury-rigged out of small condensed milk
tins slid over crossed iron bars. You could still see the footprints in the
powdery soil where the group had gathered about the grave. It had been more
than eighteen months ago, but there was no wind to wear those tracks away.
They'd be there forever.
That's
what happened to guys like Dixon, Chapman thought. On the Moon, one mistake
could use up your whole quota of chances.
Klein came back with the coffee. Chapman took
a cup, gagged, and forced himself to swallow the rest of it. It had been in the
can for so long you could almost taste the glue on the label.
Donley was warming himself over his cup,
looking thoughtful. Dowden and Bening were struggling
into their suits, getting ready to go outside. Dahl was still sitting on his
hammock, trying to ignore them.
"Think
we ought to radio the space station and see if they've left there yet?"
Klein asked.
"I
talked to them on the last call," Chapman said. "The relief ship left
there twelve hours ago. They should get here"—he looked at his
watch—"in about six and a half hours."
"Chap,
you know, I've been thinking," Donley said quietly. "You've been here
just twice as long as the rest of us. What's the first thing you're going to do
once you get back?"
It
hit them, then. Dowden and Bening looked blank for a
minute and blindly found packing cases to sit on. The top halves of their suits
were still hanging on the bulkhead. Klein lowered his coffee cup and looked
grave. Even Dahl glanced up expectantly.
"I
don't know," Chapman said slowly. "I guess I was trying not to think
of that. I suppose none of us have. We've been like little kids who have waited
so long for Christmas that they just can't believe it when it's finally
Christmas Eve."
Klein
nodded in agreement. "I haven't been here three years like you have, but I
think I know what you mean." He warmed up to it as the idea sank in.
"Just what the hell are you
going to do?"
"Nothing
very spectacular," Chapman said, smiling. "I'm going to rent a room
over Times Square, get a recording of a rikky-tik
piano, and drink and listen to the music and watch the people on the street
below. Then I think I'll see somebody."
"Who's the somebody?" Donley asked.
Chapman
grinned. "Oh, just somebody. What are you going
to do, Dick?"
"Well,
I'm going to do something practical. First of all, I want to turn over all my
geological samples to the government. Then I'm going to sell my life story to
the movies and then—why, then, I think I'll get drunk!"
Everybody laughed and
Chapman turned to Klein.
"How
about you, Julius?"
Klein
looked solemn. "Like Dick, I'll first get rid of my obligations to the
expedition. Then I think I'll go home and see my wife."
They were quiet. "I thought all members
of the groups were supposed to be single," Donley said.
"They
are. And I can see their reasons for it. But who could pass up the money the
Commission was paying?"
"If I had to do it all over again? Me," said Donley promptly.
They
laughed. Somebody said: 'Go play your record, Chap. Today's the day for it."
The
phonograph was a small, wind-up model that Chapman had smuggled in when he had
landed with the First group. The record was old and the shellac was nearly worn
off, but the music was good.
The
roads are the dustiest, The winds are the gustiest The
gates are the rustiest, The pies are the crustiest, The songs are the lustiest,
The friends the trustiest, Way back home*
0 Copyright by Bregman,
Vocco & Conn, Inc.
They ran through it twice.
They were beginning to feel it now, Chapman
thought. They were going to go home in a little while and the idea was just
starting to sink in.
"You know, Chap," Donley said,
"it won't seem like the same old Moon without you on it. Why, we'll look
at it when we're out spooning or something and it just won't have the same old
appeal."
"Like
they say in the army," Bening said, "you
never had it so good. You found a home here."
The others chimed in and Chapman grinned.
Yesterday or a week ago they couldn't have done it. He had been there too long
and he had hated it too much.
The
party quieted down after a while and Dowden and Bening
finished getting into their suits. They still had a section of the sky to map
before they left. Donley was right after them. There was an outcropping of rock
that he wanted a sample of and some strata he wished to investigate.
And the time went faster when you kept busy.
Chapman
stopped them at the lock. "Remember to check your suits for leaks,"
he warned. "And check the valves of your oxygen tanks."
Donley
looked sour. "I've gone out at least five hundred times," he said,
"and you check me each time."
"And
I'd check you five hundred more," Chapman said. "It takes only one
mistake. And watch out for blisters under the pumice crust. You go through one
of those and that's it, brother."
Donley
sighed. "Chap, you watch us like an old mother hen. You see we check our
suits, you settle our arguments, you see that we're
not bored and that we stay healthy and happy. I think you'd blow our noses for
us if we caught cold. But some day, Chap old man, you're gonna
find out that your little boys can watch out for themselves!"
But he checked his suit for leaks and tested
the valve of his tank before he left.
Only Klein and Chapman were left in the
bunker. Klein was at the work table, carefully labeling some lichen specimens.
"I never knew you were
married," Chapman said.
Klein
didn't look up. "There wasn't much sense in talking about it. You just get
to thinking and wanting— and there's nothing you can do about it. You talk
about it and it just makes it worse."
"She let you go
without any fuss, huh?"
"No,
she didn't make any fuss. But I don't think she liked to see me go,
either." He laughed a little. "At least I hope she didn't."
They
were silent for a while. "What do you miss most, Chap?" Klein asked.
"Oh, I know what we said a little while ago, but I mean seriously."
Chapman
thought a minute. "I think I miss the sky," he said quietly.
"The blue sky and the green grass and trees with leaves on them that turn
color in the Fall. I think, when I go back, that I'd
like to go out in a rain storm and strip and feel the rain on my skin."
He
stopped, feeling embarrassed. Klein's expression was encouraging. "And
then I think I'd like to go downtown and just watch the shoppers on the
sidewalks. Or maybe go to a burlesque house and smell the cheap perfume and
the popcorn and the people sweating in the dark."
He studied his hands. "I think what I
miss most is people—all kinds of people. Bad people and good people and fat
people and thin people and people I can't understand. People
who wouldn't know an atom from an artichoke. And people who wouldn't
give a damn. We're a quarter of a million miles from nowhere, Julius, and to
make it literary, I think I miss my fellow man more than anything."
"Got
a girl back home?" Klein asked almost casually. "Yes."
"You're not like Dahl. You've never
mentioned it."
"Same reason you didn't mention your
wife. You get to thinking about it."
Klein
flipped the lid on the specimen box. "Going to get married when you get
back?"
Chapman
was at the port again, staring out at the bleak landscape. "We hope
to."
"Settle
down in a small cottage and raise lots of little Chapmans,
eh?"
Chapman nodded.
"That's the only future," Klein
said.
He
put away the box and came over to the port. Chapman moved over so they both
could look out.
"Chap."
Klein hesitated a moment. "What happened to Dixon?"
"He died," Chapman said. "He
was a good kid, all wrapped up in science. Being on the Moon was the opportunity
of a lifetime. He thought so much about it that he forgot a lot of little
things—like how to stay alive. The day before the Second group came, he went out to finish some work he was interested in.
He forgot to check for leaks and whether or not the valve on his tank was all
the way closed. We couldn't get to him in time."
"He had his walkie-talkie with
him?"
"Yes. It worked fine, too. We heard everything
that went through his mind at the end."
Klein's
face was blank. "What's your real job here, Chap? Why does somebody have
to stay for stopover?"
"Hell, lots of reasons, Julius. You
can't get a whole relief crew and let them take over cold. They have to know
where you left off. They have to know where things are, how things work, what
to watch out for. And then, because you've been here a year and a half and know
the ropes, you have to watch them to see that they stay alive in spite of
themselves. The Moon's a new environment and you have to learn how to live in
it. There's a lot of things to learn—and some people
just never learn."
"You're nursemaid, then."
"I suppose you could call it that."
Klein
said, "You're not a scientist, are you?"
"No,
you should know that. I came as the pilot of the first ship. We made the bunker
out of parts of the ship so there wasn't anything to go back on. I'm a good mechanic
and I made myself useful with the machinery. When it occurred to us that
somebody was going to have to stay over, I volunteered. I thought the others
were so important that it was better they should take their samples and data
back to Earth when the first relief ship came."
"You
wouldn't do it again, though, would you?" "No, I wouldn't."
"Do you think Dahl will do as good a job
as you've done here?"
Chapman frowned. "Frankly, I hadn't
thought of that. I don't believe I care. I've put in my time; it's somebody
else's turn now. He volunteered for it. I think I was fair in explaining all
about the job when you talked it over among yourselves."
"You
did, but I don't think Dahl's the man for it. He's too young, too much of a
kid. He volunteered because he thought it made him look like a hero. He doesn't
have the judgment that an older man would have. That you have."
Chapman turned slowly
around and faced Klein.
"I'm
not the indispensable man," he said slowly, "and even if I was, it
wouldn't make any difference to me. I'm sorry if Dahl is young. So was I. I've
lost three years up here. And I don't intend to lose any more."
Klein held up his hands. "Look, Chap, I
didn't mean you should stay. I know how much you hate it and the time you put
in up here. It's just—" His voice trailed away. "It's just that I
think it's such a damn important job."
Klein
had gone out in a last search for rock lichens and Chapman enjoyed one of his
relatively few moments of privacy. He wandered over to his bunk and opened his
barracks bag. He checked the underwear and his toothbrush and shaving kit for
maybe the hundredth time and pushed the clothing down farther in the canvas. It
was foolish because the bag was already packed and had been for a week. He
remembered stalling it off for as long as he could and then the quiet
satisfaction about a week before, when he had opened his small gear locker and
transferred its meager belongings to the bag.
He
hadn't actually needed to pack, of course. In less than twenty-four hours he'd
be back on Earth where he could drown himself in toothpaste and buy more tee
shirts than he could wear in a lifetime. He could leave behind his shorts and
socks and the outsize shirts he had inherited from—who was it? Driesbach?—of
the First group. Dahl could probably use them or maybe one of the boys
in the Third.
But it wasn't like going home unless you
packed. It was part of the ritual, like marking off the last three weeks in
pencil on the gray steel of the bulkhead beside his hammock. Just a few hours
ago, when he woke up, he had made the last check mark and signed his name and
the date. His signature was right beneath Dixon's.
He frowned when he thought of Dixon and slid
back the catch on the top of the bag and locked it. They should never have sent
a ldd like Dixon to the
Moon.
He had just locked the bag when he heard the
rumble of the airlock and the soft hiss of air. Somebody had come back earlier
than expected. He watched the inner door swing open and the spacesuited
figure clump in and unscrew its helmet.
Dahl. He had gone out to help Dowden on the
Schmidt telescope. Maybe Dowden hadn't needed any help, with Bening along. Or more likely, considering the
circumstances, Dahl wasn't much good at helping anybody today.
Dahl stripped off his suit. His face was
covered with light beads of sweat and his eyes were frightened.
He
moistened his lips slightly. "Do—do you think they'll ever have relief
ships up here more often than every eighteen months, Chap? I mean, considering
the advance of—"
"No," Chapman interrupted bluntly.
"I don't. Not at least for ten years. The fuel's too expensive and the
trip's too hazardous. On freight charges alone you're worth your weight in
platinum when they send you here. Even if it becomes cheaper, Bob, it won't
come about so it will shorten stopover right away." He stopped, feeling a
little sorry for Dahl. "It won't be too bad. There'll be new men up here
and you'll pass a lot of time getting to know them."
"Well,
you see," Dahl started, "that's why I came back early. I wanted to
see you about stopover. It's that—well, I'll put it this way." He seemed
to be groping for an easy way to say what he wanted to. "I'm engaged back
home.
Really
nice girl, Chap, you'd like her if you knew her." He fumbled in his pocket
and found a photograph and put it on the desk. "That's a picture of Alice,
taken at a picnic we were on together." Chapman didn't look. "She
—we—expected to be married when I got back. I never told her about stopover,
Chap. She thinks I'll be home tomorrow. I kept thinking, hoping, that maybe
somehow—"
He was fumbling it badly,
Chapman thought.
"You
wanted to trade places with me, didn't you, Bob? You thought I might stay for
stopover again, in your place?"
It hurt to look in Dahl's eyes. They were the
eyes of a man who was trying desperately to stop what he was about to do, but
just couldn't help himself.
"Well,
yes, more or less. Oh, God, Chap, I know you want to go home! But I couldn't
ask any of the others; you were the only one who could, the only one who was
qualified!"
Dahl looked as though he was going to be
sick. Chapman tried to recall all he knew about him. Dahl, Robert. Good
mathematician. Graduate from one of the Ivy League schools. Father was a
manufacturer of stoves or something.
It
still didn't add, not quite. "You know I don't like it here any more than you do," Chapman said slowly. "I
may have commitments at home, too. What made you think I would change my
mind?"
Dahl
took the plunge. "Well, you see," he started eagerly, too far gone to
remember such a thing as pride, "you know my
father's pretty well fixed. We would make it worth your while, Chap." He
was feverish. "It would mean eighteen more months, Chap, but they'd be
well-paid months!"
Chapman felt tired. The good feeling he had
about going home was slowly evaporating.
"If
you have any report to make, I think you had better get at it," he cut
in, keeping all the harshness he felt out of his voice. "It'll be too late
after the relief ship leaves. It'll be easier to give the captain your report
than try to radio it back to Earth from here."
He
felt sorrier for Dahl than he could ever remember having felt for anybody. Long
after going home, Dahl would remember this. It would eat at him like a cancer.
Cowardice
is the one thing for which no man ever forgives himself.
Donley was eating a sandwich and looking out
the port, so, naturally, he saw the ship first. "Well, whaddya
know!" he shouted. "We got company!" He dashed for his suit.
Dowden and Bening piled after him and all three
started for the lock.
Chapman was standing in front of it.
"Check your suits," he said softly. "Just be sure to
check."
"Oh,
what the hell, Chap!" Donley started angrily. Then he shut up and went
over his suit. He got to his tank and turned white. Empty. It was only half a
mile to the relief rocket, so somebody would probably have got to him in time,
but . . . He bit his lips and got a full tank.
Chapman and Klein watched them dash across
the pumice, making the tremendous leaps they used to read about in the Sunday
supplements. The port of the rocket had opened and tiny figures were climbing
down the ladder. The small figures from the bunker reached them and did a short
jig of welcome. Then the figures linked arms and started back. Chapman noticed
one—it was probably Donley—pat the ship affectionately
before he started back.
They were in the lock and the air pumped in
and then they were in the bunker, taking off their suits. The newcomers were
impressed and solemn, very much aware of the tremendous responsibility that
rested on their shoulders. Like Donley and Klein and the members of the Second
group had been when they had landed. Like Chapman had been in the First.
Donley and the others were
all over them.
How was it back on Earth? Who had won the
series? Was so-and-so still teaching at the university? What was the
international situation?
Was
the sky still blue, was the grass still green, did the leaves still turn color
in the autumn, did people still love and cry and were there still people who
didn't know what an atom was and didn't give a damn?
Chapman
had gone through it all before. But was Ginny still Ginny?
Some
of the men in the Third had their luggage with them. One of them—a husky,
red-faced kid named Williams—was opening a box about a foot square and six
inches deep. Chapman watched him curiously.
"Well,
I'll be damned!" Klein said. "Hey, guys, look what we've got here!"
Chapman and the others crowded around and suddenly
Donley leaned over and took a deep breath. In the box, covering a thick layer
of ordinary dirt, was a plot of grass. They looked at
it, awed. Klein put out his hand and laid it on top of the grass.
"I like the feel of
it," he said simply.
Chapman cut off a single blade with his
fingernail and put it between his lips. It had been years since he had seen
grass and had the luxury of walking on it and lying on its cool thickness
during those sultry summer nights when it was too hot to sleep indoors.
Williams blushed. "I thought we could
spare a little water for it and maybe use the ultraviolet lamp on it some of
the time. Couldn't help but bring it along; it seemed sort of like a symbol . .
." He looked embarrassed.
Chapman sympathized. If he had had any sense,
he'd have tried to smuggle something like that up to the Moon instead of his
phonograph.
"That's valuable grass," Dahl said
sharply. "Do you realize that at current freight rates up here, it's worth
about ten dollars a blade?"
Williams
looked stricken and somebody said, "Oh, shut up, Dahl."
One of the men separated from the group and
came over to Chapman. He held out his hand and said, "My name's Eberlein. Captain of the relief ship.
I understand you're in charge here?"
Chapman
nodded and shook hands. They hadn't had a captain on the First ship. Just a pilot and crew. Eberlein
looked every inch a captain, too. Craggy face, gray hair, the firm chin of a man who was sure of himself.
"You might say I'm in
charge here," Chapman said.
"Well,
look, Mr. Chapman, is there any place where we can talk together
privately?"
They
walked over to one corner of the bunker. "This is about as private as we
can get, captain," Chapman said. "What's on your mind?"
Eberlein found a packing crate and made himself comfortable. He looked at Chapman.
"I've
always wanted to meet the man who's spent more time here than anybody
else," he began.
"I'm
sure you wanted to see me for more reasons than just curiosity."
Eberlein took out a pack of cigarets.
"Mind if I smoke?"
Chapman jerked a thumb toward Dahl. "Ask
him. He's in charge now."
The captain didn't bother. He put the pack
away. "You know we have big plans for the station," he said.
"I hadn't heard of
them."
"Oh, yes, big plans. They're working on unmanned, open-side
rockets now that could carry cargo and sheet steel for more bunkers like this.
Enable us to enlarge the unit, have a series of bunkers all linked together.
Make good laboratories and living quarters for you people." His eyes
swept the room. "Have a little privacy for a change."
Chapman
nodded. "They could use a little privacy up here."
The captain noticed the pronoun. "Well,
that's one of the reasons why I wanted to talk to you, Chapman. The Commission
talked it over and they'd like to see you stay. They feel if they're going to
enlarge it, add more bunkers and have more men up here, that a man of practical
experience should be running things. They figure that you're the only man who's
capable and who's had the experience."
The captain vaguely felt the approach was all
wrong.
"Is that all?"
Eberlein was ill at ease. "Naturally you'd be paid
well. I don't imagine any man would like being here all the time. They're
prepared to double your salary—maybe even a bonus in addition—and let you have
full charge. You'd be Director of the Luna Laboratories."
All this and a title too, Chapman thought.
"That's it?" Chapman asked.
Eberlein frowned. "Well, the Commission said
they'd be willing to consider anything else you had in mind, if it was more
money or . . ."
"The
answer is no," Chapman said. "I'm not interested in more money for
staying because I'm not interested in staying. Money can't buy it, captain. I'm
sorry, but I'm afraid that you'd have to stay up here to appreciate that.
"Bob
Dahl is staying for stopover. If there's something important about the project
or impending changes, perhaps you'd better tell him before you go."
He walked away.
Chapman held the letter in both hands, but
the paper still shook. The others had left the bunker, the men of the Second
taking those of the Third in hand to show them the machinery and apparatus that
was outside, point out the deadly blisters underneath the pumic
covering, and show them how to keep out of the Sun and how to watch their air
supply.
He was glad he was alone. He felt something
trickle down his face and tasted salt on his lips.
The mail had been distributed and he had
saved his latest letter until the others had left so he could read it in
privacy. It was a short letter, very short.
It
started: "Dear Joel: This isn't going to be a nice letter, but I thought
it best that you should know before you came home."
There was more to it, but he hadn't even
needed to read it to know what it said. It wasn't original, of course. Women
who change their minds weren't exactly an innovation, either.
He crumpled the paper and held a match to it
and watched it burn on the steel floor.
Three
years had been a long time. It was too long a time to keep
loving a man who was a quarter of a million miles away. She could look
up in the night sky when she was out with somebody else now and tell him how
she had once been engaged to the Man in the Moon.
It
would make good conversation. It would be funny. A joke.
He got up and walked over to his phonograph
and put the record on. The somewhat scratchy voice sang as if nothing had
happened.
The
home food's the spreadiest, The
old u>ine's the headiest, The old pals the
readiest, The home gal's the steadiest, The love the liveliest, The life the
loveliest, Way back home.
The record caught and
started repeating the last line.
He
hadn't actually wanted to play it. It had been an automatic response. He had
played it lots of times before when he had thought of Earth. Of going home.
He crossed over and threw the record across
the bunker and watched it shatter on the steel wall and the pieces fall to the
floor.
The
others came back in the bunker and the men of the Second started grabbing their
bags and few belongings and getting ready to leave. Dahl sat in a corner, a
peculiar expression on his face. He looked as if he wanted to cry and yet still
felt that the occasion was one for rejoicing.
Chapman walked over to him. "Get your
stuff and leave with the others, Dahl." His voice was quiet and hard.
Dahl looked up, opened his mouth to say
something, and then shut up. Donley and Bening and
Dowden were already in the airlock, ready to leave. Klein caught the
conversation and came over. He gripped Chapman's arm.
"What
the hell's going on, Chap? Get your bag and let's go. I know just the bistro to
throw a whing-ding when we get—"
"I'm not going
back," Chapman said.
Klein
looked annoyed, not believing him. "Come on, what's the matter with you?
You suddenly decide you don't like the blue sky and trees and stuff? Let's
go!"
The
men in the lock were looking at them question-ingly.
Some members of the Third looked embarrassed, like outsiders caught in a family
argument.
"Look,
Julius, I'm not going back," Chapman repeated dully. "I haven't
anything to go back for."
"You're
doing a much braver thing than you may think," a voice cut in. It belonged
to Eberlein.
Chapman looked at him. Eberlein
flushed, then turned and walked stiffly to the lock to join the others.
Just
before the inner door of the lock shut, they could hear Chapman, his hands on
his hips, breaking in the Third on how to be happy and stay healthy on the
Moon. His voice was ragged and strained and sounded like a top-sergeant's.
Dahl and Eberlein
stood in the outer port of the relief ship, staring back at the research
bunker. It was half hidden in the shadows of a rocky overhang that protected
it from meteorites.
"They kidded him a lot this
morning," Dahl said. "They said he had found a home on the
Moon."
"If we had stayed an hour or so more, he
might have changed his mind and left, after all," Eberlein
mused, his face a thoughtful mask behind his air helmet.
"I
offered him money," Dahl said painfully. "I was a coward and I
offered him money to stay in my place." His face was bitter and full of
disgust for himself.
Eberlein turned to him quickly and automatically told
him the right thing.
"We're
all cowards once in a while," he said earnestly. "But your offer of
money had nothing to do with his staying. He stayed because he had to stay,
because we made him stay."
"I don't understand," Dahl said.
"Chapman
had a lot to go home for. He was engaged to be married." Dahl winced.
"We got her to write him a letter breaking it off. We knew it meant that
he lost one of his main reasons for wanting to go back. I think, perhaps, that
he still would have left if we had stayed and argued him into going. But we
left before he could change his mind."
"That—was a lousy
thing to dol"
"We
had no choice. We didn't use it except as a last resort."
"I
don't know of any girl who would have done such a thing, no matter what your
reasons, if she was in love with a guy like Chapman," Dahl said.
"There
was only one who would have," Eberlein agreed. "Ginny Dixon. She understood what we were trying to
tell her. She had to; her brother had died up here."
"Why was Chapman so important?"
Dahl burst out. "What could he have done that I couldn't have done— would
have done if I had had any guts?"
"Perhaps you could have," Eberlein said. "But I doubt it. I don't think there
were many men who could have. And we couldn't take the chance. Chapman knows
how to live on the Moon. He's like a trapper who's spent all his time in the
forests and knows it like the palm of his hand. He never makes mistakes, he never fails to check things. And he isn't a
scientist. He would never become so preoccupied with research that he'd fail to
make checks. And he can watch out for those who do make mistakes. Ginny
understood that all too well."
"How
did you know all this about Chapman?" Dahl asked.
"The men in the First told us some of
it. And we had our own observer with you here. Bening
kept us pretty well informed."
Eberlein stared at the bunker thoughtfully.
"It
costs a lot of money to send ships up here and establish a colony. It will
cost a lot to expand it. And with that kind of investment, you don't take
chances. You have to have the best men for the job. You get them even if they
don't want to do it."
He
gestured at the small, blotchy globe of blue and green that was the Earth,
riding high in the black sky.
"You
remember what it was like five years ago, Dahl? Nations at
each other's throats, re-arming to the teeth? It isn't that way now.
We've got the one lead that nobody can duplicate or catch up on. Nobody has our
technical background. I know, this isn't a military
base. But it could become one."
He paused.
"But
these aren't even the most important reasons, Dahl. We're at the beginnings of
space travel, the first bare, feeble start. If this base on the Moon succeeds,
the whole human race will be Outward Bound." He waved at the stars.
"You have your choice—a frontier that lies in the stars, or a psychotic
little world that tries and fails and spends its time and talents trying to
find better methods of suicide.
"With a choice like that, Dahl, you
can't let it fail. And personal lives and viewpoints are expendable. But it's
got to be that way. There's too much at stake."
Eberlein hesitated a moment and when he started again, it was on a different track. "You're an odd
bunch of guys, you and the others in the groups, Dahl. Damn few of you come up
for the glamor, I know. None of you like it and none
of you are really enthusiastic about it. You were all reluctant to come in the
first place, for the most Dart. You're a bunch of pretty reluctant heroes, Dahl."
The
captain nodded soberly at the bunker. "I, personally, don't feel happy
about that. I don't like having to mess up other people's lives. I hope I won't
have to again. Maybe somehow, someway, this one can be patched up. We'll try
to."
He started the mechanism that closed the port
of the rocket. His face was a study of regret and helplessness. He was thinking
of a future that, despite what he had told Dahl, wasn't quite real to him.
"I feel like a cheap
son of a bitch," Eberlein said.
The
very young man said, "Do they actually care where they send us? Do they
actually care what we think?"
The
older man got up and walked to the window. The bunkers and towers and squat
buildings of the research colony glinted in the sunlight. The colony had come
a long way; it housed several thousands now.
The
Sun was just rising for the long morning and farther down shadows stabbed
across the crater floor. Tycho was by far the most
beautiful of the craters, he thought.
It
was nice to knew that the
very young man was going to miss it. It had taken the older man quite a long
time to get to like it. But that was to be expected— he hadn't been on the
Moon.
"I
would say so," he said. "They were cruel, that way, at the start. But
then they had to be. The goal was too
important. And they made up for it as soon as they
could. It didn't take them too long to remember the men who had traded their
future for the stars."
The very young man said, "Did you
actually think of it that way when you first came up here?"
The
older man thought for a minute. "No," he admitted. "No, we
didn't. Most of us were strictly play-for-pay men. The Commission wanted men
who wouldn't fall apart when the glamor wore of} and
there was nothing left but privation and hard work and loneliness. The men who
fell for the glamor were all right for quick trips,
but not for an eighteen-month stay in a research bunker. So the Comission offered high salaries and we reluctantly took the
jobs.
"Oh, there was the idea behind the
project, the vision the Commission had in mind. But it took a while for that to
grow."
A woman came in the room just then, bearing a
tray with glasses on it. The older man took one and said, "Your mother and
I were notified yesterday that you had been chosen to go. We would like to see
you go, but of course the final decision is up to you."
He
sipped his drink and turned to his wife: "It has its privations, hut in
the long run we've never regretted it, have we,
Ginny?"
MOONWALK
by H. B. Fyfe
The radio operator stopped sending out his call
and slumped back in the folding chair of canvas and aluminum. Concern showed
through the impassivity of his broad, Mexican features.
The
footsteps in the corridor outside the radio room pattered lightly because of
the Lunar gravity, but with a haste that suggested
urgency. Two men entered. Like the operator, they wore dungarees and heavy
sweaters, but the gray-haired man had an air of authority.
"Dr.
Burney wanted to check with you himself, Mike," said the youth with him.
The operator shrugged.
"Tractor One is
okay, Doctor," he reported, "but as Joey must have told you, we've
lost Two."
"When
was the last time they called in?" asked Burney.
Mike gestured at the map on the side wall,
and the elder man stepped over to study it. The area shown was that surrounding
the fifty-mile-wide crater of Archimedes.
"The
blue line is One and the red is Two," said Mike.
"I guess you know the planned routes. Well, the little x's show the positions reported and the times."
Burney
glanced briefly at the blue line. From the black square near the northern side
of the crater that represented the first major base on Luna, it climbed
slantingly over the ringwall. After zig-zagging down the broken outer slope and skirting a
ridge of vein mountains, the line swept in a wide curve north of Aristillus and Autolycus, the
next largest craters of the region, and moved into that sub-region of the Mare Imbrium whimsically christened "Misty
Swamp." Thereafter, the blue trail led toward possible passes through the
Lunar Apennines to the Mare
Serenitatis.
"I
could expect to lose One," muttered the operator, "in spite of our
tower here. But Two shouldn't be blocked by anything
yet."
The red line was more direct. Parting from the blue north of the ringwall
of Archimedes, it pushed out across the level plain, avoiding isolated mountain
ridges and the seven-mile craters of Kirch and Piazza
Smyth. After something like three hundred miles, it passed the towering
lonely Mt. Pico and probed a dotted delta of possible routes up the ringwall of Plato. This route was x'ed almost to Pico.
"They were supposed to report before
attempting the descent," mused Burney. "Maybe the depression of the Mare Imbrium isn't quite what we estimated. The normal
curvature would put a lot of rock between us, in that case. An
awful lot of rock."
"Maybe
they went over the ringwall in a hurry," suggested
Joey.
Burney considered that in a short silence. He
ran a hand absently over his balding temple. His lean face became a mask of
lines as he puckered up his eyes in thought.
"Number Two has Hansen driving, hasn't
it? And Groswald, the mechanic . . . Van Ness, the
astronomer . . . and who else?"
"Fernandez from
Geology," said Joey.
The
entire personnel of the base numbered scarcely fifty. They were just beginning
their surface exploration projects after completing the low domes of their
buildings. With such scanty resources, Burney was naturally
worried about four men and one of the precious
tractors.
"They
were with us an hour ago," said Mike, fingering his microphone.
"Their set must have gone sour."
When no one replied, he hitched around to
face his own controls.
"Or else, they're in
trouble—"
i'
On
the ledge atop the ringwall of Plato, Hansen teetered
and tried to maintain his balance by pressing a gauntleted hand against an
outcropping of gray Lunar rock. The thermal-eroded
surface crumbled slightly beneath the metal-tipped mitten.
In his bulky spacesuit, he found it difficult
to lean very far forward, but he could not bear not seeing. The land-ship
tumbled down the inner slope of the ringwall with
horrible deliberation.
"I told them 'Don't move her till I find
a way down!'" Hansen muttered. "I told them, I told them!"
He
was hardly conscious of speaking aloud. Somewhere in the churning mass was the
vacuum tractor in which he had driven from Archimedes. Inside, unless it had
already been split open, were Van Ness, Groswald, and
Fernandez."
The
collection of loose rock and dust passed out of sight for a moment over the
edge of a terrace. It reappeared further down. Once, Hansen thought he saw a
glint of bright metal, but the slide almost immediately plunged down another
sheer drop.
The
phase of Luna being closer to "new" than to "first
quarter," the sun was far too low on the horizon to light the floor of the
crater, or even the three mountain peaks on the ringwall
to Hansen's right front. The light from the gibbous Earth, however, was bright
enough for him to see quite clearly the surface around him.
The slide finally reached the bottom, at this
point nearly 3,000 feet below the man's precarious position. He breathed
deeply and tried to straighten the ache from his shoulders.
"Must have taken five minutes," he
murmured, realizing that he had frozen in a cramped position as he stared.
It had seemed more like an hour. In the dim
shadows of the crater floor, the dust settled rapidly because of the lack of
air, but the debris remained heaped at an angle much steeper than would have
been possible on Earth. Even the slight vibration Hansen had felt through his
boots ceased.
He was alone in the dead silence of a world
for eons dead.
He stood there, a spot of color in the chrome
yellow of the protective chafing suit. The transparent faceplate of his
unpainted helmet revealed a blond young man, perhaps twenty-six, with a lean,
square-jawed face. Against the tanned skin, his eyebrows were ludicrously
light, but the gray eyes under them were wide with horror.
He
was of medium height, but the bulkiness of the suit hit his welterweight
trimness; and the pack of oxygen tank and batteries for powering radio heat
pads, and air-circulator increased the appearance of stubbiness.
The
quiet hiss of the air being circulated through his suit finally aroused him.
With painstaking care, he climbed frorn the ledge to
the level terrace on which the tractor was to have remained while he scouted
the route down. A hundred yards away, a great bite seemed to have been snapped
out of the ridge.
"All
the way from Archimedes, and we didn't even get a look at the floor," he
whispered.
For a moment, following the raw scar of the
slide with his eye, he considered climbing all the way down and venturing out
onto the crater floor to examine the ground. For centuries, the floor of Plato
had been reported by Earth observers to darken with the rising sun until at
noon it was nearly black. Occasionally, there were stories of misty clouds
obscuring the surface, and of shifts in the pattern of light streaks and spots.
One
of the expedition's first assignments, therefore, had been the investigation of
Plato, to check the unlikely possibility that there might be some primitive,
airless form of life present. But the present sortie was clearly ended.
"Not one damn' chance," Hansen told
himself as he squinted downward. "None of them had a suit on when I got
out."
On a
terrace about a third of the way down lay an object
with an oddly regular shape. It gleamed in the blue-green earthlight, and
Hansen peered more intently. It looked like one of the spare oxygen cylinders
that had been carried on top of the tractor.
Hansen
abruptly became sensitive about the supply of his suit tank. Before he did
anything, even sitting down to think the situation over, he wanted to get down
there and find out if the cylinder was full.
Despite
his eagerness, he held back until he thought he had spied a reasonable path. It
involved going two or three hundred feet out of his way, but Hansen managed to
work his way down to the lower level without serious difficulty. Once or
twice, he slithered a few feet when loose rock shaled
off under his grip, but even with his suit and equipment, he weighed little
over forty pounds. As long as he did not drop very far, he could always stop
himself one-handed.
He
walked back along the level strip which was about fifty yards wide at this
point, until he approached the path of the landslip. Near it, apparently having
been scraped off as the tractor rolled, lay the
cylinder. He checked it hurriedly.
"Whewl Well, that's some help, anyway," he told
himself, discovering that the tank had not been tapped.
He left the cylinder and walked over to the
inner limit of the level band. Scanning the steep slope and the debris of the
slide, he thought he could pick out two or three scraps of twisted metal. There
was nothing to be done.
"I'd better get back
up and think this out," he decided.
He
took the broken chain that had held the tank to the tractor and hooked a broken
link through it to make a sling. For the time being, he contented himself with
using it as a handle to drag the lucky supply of oxygen after him.
After regaining his original position, the
going was easier to the top of the ringwall. They had
come over one of the several passes crossing the southern part of the cliffs,
and Hansen walked through in a few minutes. The thickness of the ringwall here was only a mile or so, although at the base
it probably approached ten miles.
He came out onto a little plateau, and the
dim plain of the Mare
Imbrium spread out before him. Hansen suddenly felt tiny, lost, and
insignificant.
"What am I gonna
do?" he asked himself.
For the first time, he had admitted his
predicament to himself. His gauntlet crept up to his chest where the switch of
his radio protruded through the chafing suit.
"Hello
Basel Tractor Two to Basel Tractor Two to Base! Over."
He waited several minutes, and repeated the
call five or six times. He screwed his eyes shut to throw every ounce of
concentration into listening.
No human voice broke into the quiet hissing
of the earphones. Hansen sighed.
"Never
reach them, of course!" he grumbled. "This set is made to reach about
your arm's length."
He
remembered that Van Ness had complained about the reception the last time they
had called in, and asked Hansen to maneuver to the top of a ridge of vein mountains near the hulking silhouette of Pico. Hansen
was higher now, but also much farther from home.
"Mike
Ramirez and Joe Friedman aren't the kind to miss a call," he muttered.
"It seems to me, Paul E. Hansen, my boy . . . that you are ... on your own!"
The
radio had been but a faint hope, inspired by his height and tales of freak
reception. He was not too disappointed. Looking down the rough outer slope of
the ringwall, he saw that it was not by any means as
steep as the inner, and that fact settled it.
"Guess
I'd better see how far I can get," Hansen decided. "When they don't
get the regular report over the tractor radio, they'll probably send out
another crew to follow the trail. If I can meet them out a way, maybe even as
far as Pico, it'll save that much time."
After
considerable fumbling, he balanced the large cylinder on his back atop the
other equipment with the chain sling across his chest. He started along the
series of gentle slopes the tractor had climbed earlier. Deliberately, he
pushed to the back of his mind the possibility he would have to face sometime:
Base might decide the crew had been too eager to negotiate the ring-wall to
call back before being blanked out by the mass of rock.
He had to restrain a temptation to rush
headlong down to the plain across miles of rough grades. Even with his
tremendous load of equipment, he might still travel in twenty-foot bounds in Lunar gravity; but he had no desire to plunge all the way to
the bottom with one misstep.
"It'll be easy enough going down,"
he murmured. "And after that, I can judge the direction well enough from
Earth."
He looked up at the brightness of the planet.
Earth was rather high in the Lunar sky, although not
overhead because of his position far north. It would indicate roughly his southerly
course towards Archimedes. As he looked, he noticed that much of the eastern
coast of North America, which to his view was almost centered on the hemisphere, was blanketed in clouds.
"Wish I was there right now," he
sighed. "Rain and all!"
He wondered about the next step as he worked
his way around ridges radiating from the sizable minor cra-terlet
in Plato's ringwall. He still had a good view of the
gray plain at the foot of the heights. Although reasonably flat—probably
leveled by the colossal flow of lava that had formed the Mare Imbrium, filling older craters and melting down or
inundating existing mountains until merely their crests showed—it contained
many hills and irregularities that would be even more apparent to a man on
foot than from the tractor.
He worked past the craterlet,
leaving it to his right. Whenever he struck a reasonably level stretch, he
moved at a bounding trot. The first time he tried this, he tumbled head over
heels and gave himself a fright lest he rupture the spacesuit on a projecting
rock. Thereafter, he was more careful until he got used to being so top-heavy
because of the huge oxygen tank.
Finally, scrambling down the last ridges of
old debris, he found himself on the level floor of the "Sea of
Showers," in the region between Plato and the jutting, lonely Mt. Pico.
Off to his right, an extension of the ringwall behind
him thrust out to point at the group of other peaks known as the Teneriffe Mountains, which were somewhat like a flock of
lesser Picos. The ground on which he stood had
perhaps once been part of another crater, twin in size to Plato; but now only
detectable by faint outlines and vein mountains. In the past, some astronomers
had called it Newton, before deciding upon a more worthy landmark for Sir Isaac.
It had taken Hansen nearly half an hour, and
he paused now to catch his breath.
"I
feel pretty good," he exclaimed with relief. "I'm carrying quite a
lot to go at that speed, but I don't seem to get tired." He thought a
moment, and warned himself, "You'd better not, either!"
He
turned partly to look at the ringwall towering behind
him. It loomed grimly, scored with deep shadows of cracks into which the rays
of Earth, seventy times brighter than moonlight it received from Luna, could
not penetrate.
Hansen turned away hastily. The mountainous
mass made him uneasy; he remembered how easily a landslip had started on the
inner slope.
"I'd better get
moving!"
He
struck out at a brisk, bounding pace, a trot on Luna without the effort of a
normal trot. The ground was fairly level, and he congratulated himself upon
making good time. Once or twice, he staggered a little, having overbalanced;
but he soon got into the rhythm of the pace and the load on his back ceased to
bother him. He bore slightly to the right, toward the jutting point of the ringwall.
The footing was like powdery gray sand.
Alternating extremes of temperature during the two-week Lunar
day or night had cracked the rock surface until successive expansions and
contractions had affected the crystalline structure of the top layers. When
these had flaked off, the powder had formed an insulating layer, but the result
as far as Hansen was concerned was that he trotted on a sandy footing. When he
looked back, he could see the particles kicked up his last few steps still
above the surface. They fell rather neatly, there, being no air to whirl them
about.
Gradually,
he realized that the unobstructive noises of his
spacesuit had risen a notch in tone. The clever little
machines were laboring to dispel the effects of his faster breathing. He
dropped down to an easy walk, which was still a goodly pace in the light
gravity.
"Guess
I'm sweating more, too," he told himself. "Now that I think of it, my
mouth's a little dry."
He twisted his neck until he could get his
lips on the thin rubber hose sticking up to the left of his chin. He closed
teeth on the clamp, and sucked up a few swallows of water from his tank. It was
not particularly tasty, but at least it was cool. It would have been a lot
colder if carried uninsulated, he reflected. The
night temperature of Luna was something like minus one-fifty Centigrade, and it
dropped like a shot as soon as the surface was shaded from the sun.
Refreshed,
he started out again at a bounding run, exhilarating in his strength. He felt
as if he were just jogging along, but the ground
rolled back under his feet swiftly. Had he been on such a bleak desert on
Earth, he knew he would be slogging ankle-deep in sand—if he could move at all.
His own weight was between a hundred and fifty and a hundred and sixty pounds.
With what he was wearing^ and carrying, he was probably close to three hundred.
It did not bother him here.
"It isn't bad at all," he thought
with satisfaction. "Feels like jogging around the track in school, warming
up for a race. One . . . two . . . three . . . four—still got pretty good form!
Not even breathing hardl"
It occurred to him that it resembled a
footrace in one other particular. He was deliberately putting off consideration
of the finish while he still felt good.
"Oh,
111 meet them somewhere along the way," he said aloud, despite a momentary
doubt that he was talking too much to himself. "Pretty soon, I'll cross
the tractor trail. I'll follow it out maybe as far as Pico and wait for them to
pick me up. The relief crew can't miss a landmark like that. It's damn' near
nine thousand feet high, straight up out of the flat plain."
He
slowed down somewhat to scrutinize a ridge ahead. It turned out to be an easy
grade and he skimmed over it easily. Otherwise, however, he was beginning to
lose his recent feeling of satisfaction. Now that he had moved out into the
flat, empty plain, the essential grimness of Lunar
landscape was more apparent than when disguised by the majesty of the view
from atop of the ring-wall. It was a study in gray and black, the powdery sand
and the deep shadows groping toward him as he trotted into the earthshine.
Above was the deep black of an airless sky, lit by the bright Earth and chilly
stars.
Gray, black, green, white—and all of it cold
and inhospitable.
"I
feel like I'm not wanted here," Hansen thought. "Well, that makes it
mutual, I guess!"
He looked back, and was amazed at the
distance he had covered. Already, Plato looked more like a range of towering
mountains than it did like a barrier of cliffs.
"This won't take so long," he
reassured himself. "I must have covered five miles, running like this. Maybe almost ten."
He circled a tiny craterlet,
or "bead," a few hundred yards across. In the precise center, it had
a tiny peak, corresponding to the central mountain masses found in nearly half
the craters of Luna. For the first time, Hansen regretted the camera that had
gone down with the tractor.
"Too
busy driving to take any pix on the way," he growled, "and now that I
come across a perfect miniature, I have no camera. A fine spare photographer
for an expedition this sizel"
He diverted himself for a few minutes by
considering what a fool he was to come to Luna in the first place. He had not
really wanted to, and he was sure there were plenty of others who would have
been better qualified and better pleased at the opportunity. Still, it was strange
sometimes how a man would do things he did not want to because someone else was
doing them.
He
glanced up at Earth, and kept moving southward with the shining globe on his
left front.
Mike and Joey sat before their radio, on
folding chairs and empty crate respectively, maintaining whenever not directly
addressed an almost sullen silence. Their tiny cubicle was becoming entirely
too crowded to suit them.
Dr. Burney paced up and down before the wall
map of the Mare
Imbrium. Opposite him, the lower section of the radiomen's double bunk—canvas and
aluminum like their single chair—had collected an overload of three.
Dr.
Sherman, the chief astronomer, sat between Bucky O'Neil and Emil Wohl. Besides heading the geologists, Wohl
was Burney's second in command; and O'Neil was present in case it was decided
to send out a rocket to photograph the Plato region.
"Ya'd think
they could use their own rooms," Joey whispered into Mike's ear. "All
but Bucky got singles. How we gonna catch an incoming
call with all this racket?"
The "racket" at the moment
consisted mostly of sighs, finger-drumming, and a tortured semi-whistle from
where Sherman sat staring at the map with his chin cupped in one hand.
"There's little doubt of the general
location," repeated Burney, once more reaching a familiar impasse.
"But I hate to hold up the other work to send out a crew when we cannot
with any certainty agree that something has gone wrong."
"Let's see," said Wohl, "there was some difficulty, was there not, the
last time they communicated?"
When
no one answered, Mike finally repeated his previous testimony.
"Van Ness said they drove up a sort of
mountain to get us. Complained a little about reception.
He might've been getting to the limit."
"Then," said Wohl,
"there is really no reason for alarm, is there? They could just as well have decided that
continuing the mission was more important than running around looking for a
good radio position, couldn't they?"
Mike considered that
glumly.
"It's funny they didn't back up far
enough to make one call to let me know they were going out of
reach," he grumbled. "The speed they make in that rig, it wouldn'ta taken them long."
"That would have been the proper
action," admitted
Burney,
"but we must not demand perfect adherence to the rules when a group is in
the field and may have perfectly good reasons for disregarding them. No, I
think we had best— Who's that coming?"
Bucky
O'Neil bounded up from the end of the bunk and stuck his head out the door.
When he looked around, his freckled face was unhappy.
"Johnny
Pierce from the map section," he announced. "He's got Louise with
him. I guess you don't need me any more."
He
edged out the door as two others of the Base staff came in. The one who acted
as if he had business there was a lean, bespectacled man who managed to achieve
a vaguely scholarly air despite rough clothing.
Trailing
him was a girl who looked as if the heating economy that necessitated the
standard costume of the Base also had the effect of cheating th,e male personnel of a
brightening influence. The shapeless clothing, however, did not lessen the
attractiveness of her lightly tanned features or lively black eyes. She wore
her dark hair tucked into a knit cap that on Earth probably would have been
donned only as a joke.
"We've
looked at the photo maps," Pierce reported in a dry, husky voice.
"They might very well be out of range. Lots of curvature in that distance,
even with the depression caused by a mass of lava like that Mare Im-brium."
Burney accepted this with
an expression of relief.
"I
heard them talking about the Plato crew," the girl put in. "What's
going on?"
Her voice was warm and, like a singer's,
stronger than her petite outline would have suggested.
"Oh
. . . just checking the radio reception," said Burney. "You can get
the details from Mike, I suppose, if you have time off from the observatory.
The rest of us are through here." ■
Mike scowled, and the girl looked puzzled;
but Bur-ney, Wohl, and
Sherman crowded through the door as if intent upon some new project. Sherman
muttered something about the problem of erecting a transparent dome for direct
observations, and the voices receded down the corridor. Pierce slipped out
after them.
"Did I say something?" inquired
Louise. "I only thought there might be news."
"I guess they're just busy,
Louise," Mike said. He turned to the radio, unplugged the speaker, and
donned a set of earphones. "You know how it is. Why don't you catch Bucky?
He's got nothing to do for a while."
Louise had started to show her even white
teeth in a smile which now faded. Joey picked up his empty crate and busily
moved it around to the other side of the radio set-up.
"Sorry,"
said the girl, her dark eyes beginning to smolder. "I'll ask somebody
else."
They
listened to her footsteps as they faded away in the corridor. Mike looked at
Joey and shrugged.
"What
was I gonna tell her?" he asked. "That her
husband either forgot to call in—or got himself quick-frozen when something in
his tractor popped?"
Joey shook his head sympathetically. Tough on her."
"Dunno why she had to come to Luna in the first place,"
Mike complained. "I can see a nurse like Jean doin'
it, and a typewriter pusher like old Edna oughta be
classed expendable. But a babe like Louise!"
"It's her science," said Joey.
"She wants to see the stars better."
"We got enough astronomers now. She's a
smart girl, all right—can't take that away from her. But if she was my woman, she wouldn'ta
come up here!"
"If she was mine," countered Joey,
"I wouldn'ta taken a second-rate job just to
follow her up here either! But you're dreaming about the past, Boss."
"Uh-unh," grunted Mike, plugging in the speaker again.
"I just believe in equal rights for men. How'd you like to be married to a
dame like that and have to trail her to a place where there's
three women to forty-eight men?"
"Ask me how I'd like to be married to a
dame like that period!" Joey invited him.
Mike
adjusted the shade on the light so as to shadow half the room. He straightened
the blanket where the three visitors had sat, appropriated the one from the
upper bunk to cover himself, and lay down.
"Your
watch," he announced coldly. "Wake me up if anything comes in!"
The rope lacing of the canvas creaked as he
settled himself; then Joey was left with only the quiet hiss of the radio. He
leaned back in the folding chair and relaxed.
Hansen paused and turned to survey the ground
he had covered in the past half hour. The hiss of his air-circulator and the
whine of the tiny motors within his suit were a comfort in the face of his
bleak surroundings.
He had found himself trotting along at such
an easy pace that he had kept going past Mt. Pico. Now he wondered if he ought
to stop.
"Might
as well go on," he muttered. "Now that I've picked up the tractor
trail from Archimedes, I can hardly be missed by the relief crew."
He eyed the twin tracks in the gray sand.
Flanked by his own wide-spaced footprints, they
stretched away into the dim distance. As a sign that man had passed, they did
little but accentuate the coldness of the scene.
"Maybe 111 stop at the big triple
peak," Hansen planned. "That's about thirty-five or forty miles . . .
they ought to be along by then if they started right away."
Careful not to admit to himself that relief
might be slow in starting from Archimedes, he took a last look at Pico. Rearing
starkly upward, it projected a lonely, menacing grandeur, like a lurking iceburg or an ancient monument half-buried in the creeping
sands of a desert. In the light of the nearly full Earth, it was a pattern of
gray angles and inky black patches—not a hospitable sight.
"Come on, come onl"
Hansen reproved himself. "Let's get moving! You want to turn into a
monument too?"
He had stopped just before reaching Pico to
replenish his suit tank from the big cylinder, and still felt good at having
managed the valves without the mishap he had feared. He did not feel like a man
who had traveled seventy miles.
"Why,
on Earth," he thought, "that would be a good three-day march! I feel
it a little, but not to the point of being tired."
He
looked up at Earth as he started out again. The cloudy eastern coast of North
America had moved around out of sight in the narrow dark portion. Hansen
guessed that he had been on the move for at least four or five hours.
"I'd
like to see their faces when they meet me way out here," he chuckled.
It
occurred to him that he might be more tired than he thought, and as he went on
he tried to save himself by holding his pace to a brisk walk. He found that if
he got up on his toes a bit, he could still bound
along that way.
The gray sand flowed under his feet, relieved
occasionally by a stretch of yellowish ground. Hansen kept his eyes on his
path and avoided the empty waste. When he did glance into the distance, he felt
a twinge of loneliness. It was like the wide plainsland
of the western United States, but grimly bare of
anything so living as a wheat field.
He tried to remember as he moved along where
it was that they had driven the tractor up a mountain ridge. He decided that he
would rather avoid the climb, and kept an eye open for the chain of vein mountains beyond Pico.
"It ought to be faster to go around the
end of them," he thought. "I can always pick up the tracks
again."
When he finally sighted the rise ahead, he
bore to his right. He remembered from the maps he had studied that the
mountains curved somewhat toward another isolated peak, and he watched for
that. As far as he knew, it had no name, but although only half the height of
Pico, it was an unmistakable landmark.
The
mountains on his left gradually dwindled into ragged hills and sank beneath the
layer of lava. Hansen turned toward the last outcroppings as the triple mountain
he sought came into sight. He climbed onto a broad rock and started to sit
down.
The end of the big cylinder slung across his
back clanged on the back of his helmet. Hansen lost his balance and tumbled
over the side of the rock. Under his groping hands, the heat-tortured surface
of it flaked away, and he bounced once on the ground before sprawling full
length.
"Goddamn!"
he grunted. "Whenll I learn to watch my balance
with this load?"
He picked himself up and unslung
the tank. Then, allowing for the normal bulk of his back pack of tank and
batteries, he backed against the outcropping until he was resting at a
comfortable angle.
"Maybe
I ought to relax a few minutes," he told himself. "Give the
air-circulator time to filter out some of the sweat. Then, too, I don't want to
get tired and miss them when they come along."
He
idly scanned the arc between the peak toward which he was heading and Mt. Pico,
still easily visible off to his right. The northern part of the Mare Imbrium drew his gaze coaxingly into the distance
until he felt an insane desire to thrust his head forward. It almost seemed
that if he could get beyond double glass of his insulated faceplate, if he
could escape from the restraint of his helmet, he might perceive his bleak
surroundings with a better, more real sense of proportion.
There
was nothing out there, of course, he forced himself to realize. Except for
shadows of craterlets that looked like low mountains,
there was nothing to see for fifty miles, and nothing even then more noteworthy
than a couple of minor craters.
"Then
what the hell are you looking for?" Hansen snapped. "You want it to
get on your nerves? And quit talking to yourself!"
He suppressed, however, the sudden urge to
spring up and break into a run. Instead, he hitched around to stare along the
ridge at whose end he sat.
He
was far enough south to be able to see the side lit by earth-light. The ridge
climbed higher the further it went, like the back of some sea monster rising
from placid waters. Several miles away, a spur seemed to project out to the
south; and Hansen thought he could remember a mile-wide crater on the maps.
He
was a bit more comfortable inside his suit by now. He shifted his position to
expedite the drying of the coveralls he wore under the spacesuit. Then he
raised his arms and tried to clasp his hands behind his neck, but found that
his garb was not that flexible.
"Shouldn't
kick, I guess," he thought. "Without plenty of springs in the
joints, I wouldn't be able to bend anything, considering the pressure difference."
He spent a minute admiring the construction
of the suit that alone stood between him and instant extinction. That led him
to think of the marvelous mechanism of the vacuum tractor that had carried him
so comfortably —though he had not appreciated it at the time—across the Lunar plain. That, logically, recalled the men who had come
with him and now were buried beneath one of Plato's many landslips.
"Talk about borrowed time!" he
thought. "I wonder how long I'll stay lucky? Any
little thing might do it—"
He
had already taken three or four tumbles, or was it more? On any one of them,
had he rolled the wrong way perhaps, he might have cracked that faceplate on a
projecting rock. It was made as tough as possible, true, but if he even cracked
the outer pane, the insulating sheet of air would spurt out to leave him with a
slow leak. The inner plate would lose heat and cloud up from his breath, so
that he would end up without even knowing where he was dying.
Or if he had slid over a surface jagged
enough to tear through his yellow chafing suit, and then to rip the tough
material of the inner suit—
A puncture here would be a real blowoutl
He reminded himself to be careful about
stepping into shadows, especially if they were more or less straight-edged. He
did not remember encountering on the way out any of the canyon-like rills that
ran like long cracks straight through all other surface features of Luna—except
occasional small craters slammed into the rock after the rill had been
formed—but there was always the chance that he might step into some other kind
of a hole.
Fortunately,
the earthlight shone into his face so that he should be able to tell a shadow
resulting from some elevation ahead of him.
"I'm
getting the jitters squatting here," Hansen thought. "It won't do any
harm to move on a little way. At least out past that
mountain, where I'll have a good view towards Archimedes."
He arose and slung the big cylinder over his
back again, jiggling on the toes of his boots to jockey it into place. With one
last look over his shoulder at the trail of his footprints splotched in the
ashy sand, he started off.
He was surprised to discover that the rest
had stiffened him slightly, but that soon worked out. As soon as he was wanned up, he moved out in a brisk walk which on Luna sent
him bounding along with fifteen-foot strides. Swinging his arms to keep his
balance, he concentrated upon the footing ahead of him. Once more he was alone
with the hissing and humming of his suit and the sound of his own breathing,
undisturbed by either memory or anticipation.
Mike Ramirez stirred on his bunk with the
change of the quiet hissing of the radio. Something more than the occasional
crackle or creak of Joey's chair or footfall in the corridor brought him up
with eyes still half-closed. To his sleep-drugged mind, it seemed that nothing
had existed until a second ago, when a faint, dreamlike voice had started to
speak.
He started to push back his blanket—Joe's
blanket—and said, "Joel You got a calll"
".
. . to Archimedes Base. Hello Basel Over."
"I hear him, Goddammit!"
snarled Joey. "Go back to sleep!"
He pushed his switch and the rushing noise
that had partly muffled the weak voice gave way before the surge of his own transmitter.
"Archimedes Base to Tractor One!" Joey answered, and Mike leaned back on one
elbow and sighed.
He did not listen while Joey took the
message, but swung his feet to the floor and sat up. Wiggling his toes
uncomfortably, he wished he had taken off his shoes; but he had expected to He down only half an hour or so. Until the call came in, he
had been sound asleep.
Joey
acknowledged the message and turned to Mike after dropping his pencil.
"The Serenitatis bunch," he said. "They left two of them at Linné to take photos and poke around while the other pair brought the tractor
back through between the Apennines and Caucasus to call in."
"Everything
okay?"
"Yeah, they're on the way back already,
but they say Linné didn't look as if it was ever a volcano after
alL"
"Very true if interesting," said
Mike. "Okay, take it to Burney. I'll bend an ear a while."
He tossed the blanket back onto the upper
bunk and walked over to the chair. He stretched, and sat down as Joey's
footsteps departed down the corridor.
He
sat there, staring moodily at the softly lighted dials of the radio, wishing he
had a cigarette. That was one habit he had had to cut off short when joining
the expedition.
"I think I'm getting over it some,"
he congratulated himself. He looked up at the sound in the corridor, thinking
that Joe had made good time to Burney's compartment and back. He raised an
eyebrow as Louise entered.
"I just saw Joey go by," she
announced hastily. "Did some news come in?"
"Tractor One reported—just routine. What are you doing, picketing this
dive?"
"I—I
just happened to be passing the Junction, and I saw the paper in Joey's
hand."
"Uh-huh," grunted Mike.
What the members of the expedition had come
to call the "Junction" was an intermediate dome equipped with the
main airlock. The other buildings connected with it through safety doors so as
to localize any danger or air loss in the event of a rupture in one of the
domes. It was, in effect, the front hall of the whole Base.
And if you stand there long enough, thought Mike, everyone you know on Luna will pass by, and
you'll find out everything that's going on.
"Where is number Two now?" demanded
Louise quietly.
Scared, thought
Mike, noting the over-controlled tenseness of her voice.
"I don't know for sure," he
answered, not looking at her. "It's time they were inside Plato, and we
can't expect to hear them from in there."
Louise walked jerkily to the bunk and sat on
the foot of the lower section. She crossed her legs. Seeing the nervous manner
in which she twitched her foot, Mike turned to his radio.
After a moment, she spoke again, and his
shoulders quivered at the agonized harshness of her tone.
"Don't string me along, Mikel I want to knowl You were worried about them hours ago, weren't you?"
Mike licked his lips.
"That don't mean
anything," he muttered.
"The others
backtracked to report, didn't they? To call in, I mean. Something happened to
number Two, didn't it?"
"Now, take it easy, Louise!" Mike
squirmed in his chair, then forced himself to sit
still. It was not the sort of furniture that would stand much squirming.
"Burney kinda considered that as a possibility,
but in the end they decided things were probably okay."
"Then
why did they have Bucky in here?" she demanded.
"Just in case they thought it worth the
trouble of scouting the Plato region. Nothing special."
Louise bounced up from the bunk. She stood
beside it, stiff, with her little fists clenched tightly at her sides.
"They
wouldn't let this long a time go by without calling in and you know it!"
she declared. "Even if they did, there ought to be a tractor on the way to
check."
"You might have a
point there," admitted Mike.
"It could always be
called back."
"It's
probably been thought of," said Mike. "Look, Louise, why don't you
calm down and let the worryin' get done by the people
supposed to do it?"
She did not look at him. The darkness of her
eyes surprised him, and he realized how she had paled beneath her tan.
"I can't help it," she said.
"It's my fault, in a way. He only came along because I got so excited
about the expedition I couldn't stay down on Earth. He didn't want to come,
and now he's out there—"
Mike rose and shoved his chair aside with his
foot. He thought the girl was going to faint. Watching her narrowly, he
reached out to put his hand on her arm.
He
sighed with relief as he heard Joey whistling outside. Louise straightened and
moved away from his hand as the younger operator entered.
"Why
don't you go see Burney?" suggested Mike. "He'll explain how he
figures the odds; or if you want to argue, it's more sense to do it with him
than me. I got nothing to do with it."
The girl pulled herself
together with a visible effort.
"I know, Mike. Thanks
for listening, anyway."
"Joey, go along with
her to Burney's quarters!"
"That's
all right," said Louise. "I can find my way further than that."
They
watched her leave, and Joey turned to his chief with a cynical glance.
"You
looked pretty chummy there, when I come in!" he kidded Mike. "Don't
you even wait till the bodies get cold?"
"Ah, shut up!" grunted Mike,
jerking his thumb at the radio as he walked over to the bunk.
He
added a profane order for a rather startling procedure.
"Can't,"
grinned Joey good-humoredly. "I ain't a contortionist."
Once more, he took the chair before the set
and the pair of them sat in glum silence. The ventilation system came to life
in one of its efforts to homogenize the Base atmosphere, and its sigh partly
drowned out the hiss of the radio.
"You know something, Joey?" grunted
Mike. "What?"
"I got a feelin'
we're not gonna see those guys again."
"Hope you're wrong," said Joey. "It's awful tough digging
around here, after the first few inches."
Hansen trotted along steadily with the four
thousand foot mountain rising in a sheer sweep out of the lava "sea"
over to his right. There were three distinct peaks, he knew, but they ran in a
line away from him so that the whole thing appeared one towering mass to him.
Most of it, from his position, was black with the deepness of Lunar shadows, although he was gradually reaching a
location where he could see the splashes of earth-light on the tortured rocks.
"Pretty soon I'll be out in the real
flat, with nothing but a scattering of little craters to steer by," he
reflected. "If I don't want to stop, how had I better head?"
Just
in case the problem should arise, he began to estimate the direction he should
take and the sort of ground he would find.
The first thing would be to bear slightly
left until he picked up the trail of the tractor once more. Then he could
expect a region of fairly frequent craterlets, leading
up to Kirch, a modest but
respectable seven miles in diameter. If he passed to the right of Kirch, he would be kept from wandering aimlessly out into
the Mare Im-brium by a range of vein mountains. He might go farther astray by passing Kirch to the left, but there the going would probably be
easier.
"Then what?" he murmured, trying to
recall the map and the journey in the tractor.
There
was another open area, he seemed to remember, and then the forty-mile string of
peaks called the Kirch Mountains, bordered on the
right by an even longer ridge of vein mountains which
might once have been part of the range.
And then, another thirty miles or so would
bring him to the ringwall of Archimedes 1
Hansen shook his head.
"That would be going a little too
far," he muttered.
His
voice sounded husky to his own ears, and he paused to suck up a few swallows of
water through the hose. He must have been half-hypnotized by the steady
streaming of the gray surface under his feet, for he suddenly realized that he
had gone considerably beyond the triple peak.
Without his steady forward speed, he found it
difficult for a moment to stand erect. He braced against the movement of the
big tank on his back, and turned around to look back.
He stared at the dark, earthlit
ground over which he had been trotting. With the looming mountain in the
foreground, and the upthrust ringwalls
of smaller crater-lets here and there above the level, aseptic frigidity of the
plain, it was a scene of complete desolation. It was more naked of life or any
land of softness than any desert on Earth; yet to Hansen, it did not really
seem like a desert. There was some further overtone plucking at the fringe of
his consciousness.
Then it came to him.
"It's
like an ocean!"
he exclaimed. "There's
something about it that's like . . . like a cold, gray, winter sea smashing in
on a rocky coastl"
There was the same monstrous, chilling power,
the same effect upon the beholder that here was a massive, half-sentient entity
against whose callous strength and cruelty nothing human could stand. It was a thing to observe from a safe distance, to cower from lest it somehow become
aware of the puny structure of bone, blood, and flesh spying upon it. Then
there would be no escape, no withstanding the crushing force of its malice. But
he was on no safe cliff. He was down in the sea.
He
looked around. Gray everywhere, mottled with inky shadows. Gray ash underfoot,
gray-and-black lumps thrusting up from the surface like colossal vertebrae,
gray distance in all directions.
"Been going for hours," he thought,
"and there's no sign, really, that I'll ever get anywhere! I might as well
be in the middle of the far side of Pluto!"
The
huge mountain towered behind him, like a hulking beast from some alien world
stalking the only object in all its frozen world that
dared to move. Hansen suddenly could not bear to have his back turned to it.
He faced it and edged clumsily away. The helmet that reduced his field of
vision was his prison. If that black-shadowed mass of rock chose to topple
over, it would easily reach him, and more. He would be ground under countless
tons of weight, mangled and frozen in one instant—
Hansen whirled about and bolted.
On
his first stride, he caught the toe of his right foot in the sand and sprawled
forward with flailing arms. He plowed into the ground, throwing up spurts of
sand like a speedboat tossing spray.
Somehow, he was up immediately, running in
long, wobbling, forty-foot bounds. His eyes bulged and the breath rasped
between his lips as he strove desperately to keep his balance.
It was like running in a dream, the nightmare
come true. More than once, until he adapted to the pace, he found himself
churning two or three steps at the zenith of his trajectory, too impatient to
wait for the touch of boot on sand. There was sudden, dynamic power in his
tiring muscles. All his joints felt loose.
His
chest began to labor and he stumbled slightly. With a quick spasm, he blew his
lungs and sucked in a deeper breath. After a few repetitions, he felt a trifle
easier. In a minute he began to get his second wind. All this came like a
half-perceived process of instinct, while he concentrated narrowly upon
speeding ahead.
He
flew up a slight grade and took off in a soaring leap to the next crest of an
undulating stretch of pale yellow ash. The next thing he knew, he was rushing
upon a long shadow that barred his path.
A
hasty glance each way warned him there was no use trying to skirt it, for the
shadow or hole or whatever it was ran for hundreds of yards right and left.
Hansen stamped hard at the near edge and kicked off for at least sixty feet.
Something seemed to snap in his right knee, but he came down all right and kept
running, well clear of the shadow.
How
long he ran, dodging this way and that to avoid hills and shadows obstructing
his path, he did not know. In the end, the tiny motors of his suit fell behind
the rate at which he consumed oxygen and gave off carbon dioxide and copious
moisture.
When he began to feel like an underwater
swimmer reaching his limit with writhing chest, Hansen gave up. He stopped.
That felt worse. He moved on at a gentle walk,
accomplishing it mostly by motion from the ankles down. Amid the stifling
warmth and stickiness inside his spacesuit, it was borne in upon him how badly
he had lost his head.
He
looked back, panting. Where was the mountain? Then, following the trail of
isolated scars on the surface beyond where they faded into the gray distance,
he saw a small knob of gray against the star-dotted black of the horizon.
"I
guess . . . I've . . . really been traveling!" he panted. "Twenty
minutes or half an hour—wonder how fast I went to put a mountain out of sight? Of course
... I
was well past when I started."
That reminded him of his bolt, and he closed
his eyes in a paroxysm of shame.
The sweat beading his forehead began to
trickle down his cheekbones or nose. Now and then, a drop rolled into his eye,
despite efforts to shake his head inside the confines of the helmet. It stung,
but he was too blown to get excited over that.
"Why did I have to go and do that?"
he groaned inwardly.
He
remembered how level-headed he had been in the first minutes of the
catastrophe. Calmly, he had judged the odds of there being any survivors;. calmly, he had climbed down for
the prime requisite, the tank of oxygen; calmly, he had started off by a
well-chosen route that led him accurately to landmarks so plain that they could
be spotted from Earth with a good pair of field glasses.
He
had intended to go only as far as Pico, or perhaps the triple peak. Or had
he?"
Somewhere back there, he remembered, he had
begun planning a further march. There could be no reason for that except—
Except that he was secretly aware that he
could count upon no help to reach him in time!
"Why should they send anybody out
yet?" he asked himself. "For all they know, we're still inside Plato,
camping on the nice level lava floor. I must have
been thinking that, underneath, when I was figuring which side to pass Kirch."
He had been skating on thin ice and should
have expected a crack-up. For a moment, he considered the possibility that it
would have been better had he broken down on the spot. But then he might have
quit while still on the ringwall of the great crater.
"As
it is," he said aloud, "I'll at least get the most possible mileage
out of this suit. If I live long enough, I might even walk in on them at Base,
for a surprise."
He grinned a bit as
he considered that pleasant fantasy:
"Hi,
Paul; where you been?"
"Oh,
just out for a little walk on the moon."
"And
where did you go on your little moon walk?"
"Took a turn around Plato. Pretty boring but 'toujour
gai, whatthehell whatthehelll'"
He managed a deeper breath as his equipment
caught up somewhat to his physical needs. The half-grin on his lean features
faded, and he stepped up his plodding pace.
"Like hell!" he snorted. "Why
kid myself? I'm just about scared senseless! And I've got a right to be!"
Bucky O'Neil, as the pilot who was to take
the scouting rocket, occupied the only extra chair in Dr. Burney's
headquarters room. Burney sat across from him at the folding table and circled
the proposed search area continuously with the butt of his pencil. Both men
eyed the map reflectively. Burney looked as if he were trying to guess the
precise location of his tractor crew. O'Neil, tracing his route with a blunt
forefinger, was obviously attempting to estimate where he would have to punch
his flare release in order to have his camera working by the time he whipped across
Plato.
"Just to save us the wait," said
Burney, leaning back in the silent, crowded room, "report by radio as soon
as you look back. Have you checked your set with Mike?"
The
radio operator, standing to the rear of the little group, spoke up,
"Joey's checking with the field now."
"Good!"
approved Burney. "Does anyone have anything to add?"
He looked about. Sherman
whistled quietly and tonelessly. Wohl shook his
head. Johnny Pierce hovered, waiting to get his hands on his photomap again.
Louise leaned against one wall near the door, worrying a pencil end between her
white teeth.
"All right, then," said Burney,
"you can go get into your suit, Bucky. Good luck!"
The
gathering broke up. Burney signaled for Wohl and Dr.
Sherman to stay behind, and forestalled Johnny's move to reappropriate
the map.
"We
may want to consider further," he offered as an excuse, and Pierce left
with Mike.
Outside, they watched Louise follow Bucky in
the opposite direction.
"Wonder how it feels to have her man out
there and maybe not coming back?" murmured Johnny.
His long face looked sat.
"What
do you think their chances are?" he persisted after a brief pause as they
turned a corner in the corridor.
Mike shrugged.
"Tractor One is starting back already," he said simply.
Hurrying
along the other end of the corridor, Bucky was unable to shake off the
following footsteps without putting on an obvious burst of speed. It sounded
like Louise, and he wanted to think about this flight plan.
Finally, as he passed through the safety
door—a double mounting that could be used in an emergency as an airlock—he had
to pause long enough to ackowledge her presence.
"Do you mind if I ask you something,
Bucky?" Louise inquired.
"Of course not, but I have to—"
"I
know; I won't take more than a minute. The thing I don't like is that they just
want you to photograph Plato."
Bucky released the door which swung shut
automatically. He looked puzzled.
"Don't you think it's
worth doing?" he asked.
"Oh,
yesl Yes, I do. But how about all
the other places?"
The pilot fidgeted.
"I can't take shots of the whole Mare Imbrium, Louise."
"You might take a few of the section
this side of Plato, though. How do we know they ever reached the crater? If
tracks show up on your pictures, we'll know how far they got."
"That's a good point," admitted
Bucky, scratching his head. "But why didn't you bring it up in the
meeting?"
Louise looked away. She
shrugged slightly.
"Well,
maybe Burney would have talked you out of it," Bucky conceded. "We
all know you're worried."
"I
know what everybody thinks," Louise replied. "I'm getting excited
because one of the four happens to be my husband- I'm not thinking calmly about
what's best for the Base as a whole, whether it's worth taking people off other
jobs to play hide and seek out on the surface. I probably shouldn't have come
to Luna in the first place."
Bucky
looked around, but there was no one passing through the Junction. Louise
stepped closer and put a trembling hand on his arm.
"All right, Bucky, it's true enough. I'm
frightened. I wish I'd never thought of coming here and making Paul feel he had
to trail alongl Are you married, Bucky, or
engaged?"
"Well,
there's a little blonde waiting down there for me—I hope. She'd better
wait."
"How would you like it if she were out there?" "Ummm,"
murmured the pilot. "I see what you mean."
He saw more than that. He saw how close she
was to losing her grip, how she was keeping back the tears with an effort,
trying to use every ounce of self-discipline so as to keep from being ignored
as hysterical. Getting a few little things done, like influencing him to take
extra photos, was all she could do at the moment to look out for her man. He
remembered hearing from Pierce that Bumey had refused
her offer to take out a tractor herself.
"Well
. . ." he yielded, "I'll see if I have a chance. I figure to cover
the approaches to the ringwall anyway; maybe I can
get a shot out around Pico, or thereabouts."
She did not thank him, but hid her face
against his shoulder for a second. Bucky looked around again, touched her
lightly on the head with one big, freckled hand, and disengaged himself gently.
When he glanced back over his shoulder,
Louise was opening the safety door to go back.
"Heading
for Mike and the radio, I bet," he thought. "Wonder when she slept
last?"
He reminded himself that he had a job to do
which involved delicate judgments at high speed, and he had no business going
into it with hindering worries on his mind. If that girl did not watch herself,
she would wind up under the care of Jean and "M. D." McLeod.
"I'm liable to, myself," he
muttered, "if I don't snap out of it nowl I
wonder who'll pick me up if I zig out there when I
ought to zag?"
He
stopped at a phone connection and called the field control dome to leam if they were ready for him.
Dazzling glints of light flashed here and
there from that part of the Pacific Ocean still in bright sunlight as Hansen
came in sight of Kirch. The coast of California had
faded into the darkness and Asia was partly in view.
He
estimated that he had been moving for nearly eight hours.
His pace was still a rhythmic lope, but the
feeling of having vigorous reserves of strength had worn off. Hansen knew that
he must rest soon. In traversing the flat, crater-speckled plain since his
panic, he had paused only once when he took a few minutes to recharge the
oxygen tank of his suit.
"But I'm due for a good half hour off my
feet," he decided.
His legs, he noticed, had lost some of their
snap, so that his bounding trot was less exuberant. On the other hand, this
resulted in his getting slightly better control of his stride; he no longer
broke his rhythm by bouncing too high. The thing that bothered him most was the
growing ache across the small of his back.
He skirted the ringwall
of the last of a series of small craters and saw the shadowed side of the
seven-mile wall. He was approaching the left curve of it, for he had hours ago
decided to abandon the tractor tracks when he had crossed them again.
"No
use running up the right and getting into the Kirch
Mountains," he had muttered. "I'd have to zig-zag
through them and I doubt I'll feel like making any extra distance by
then."
His
guess now, from the angle of Earth in the starry sky, was that he was heading a
shade left of his generally southerly route. He reminded himself that he must
change after rounding Kirch.
"Ill keep going till I'm past," he promised himself.
"Then I'll sit down and relax a while."
He could not see much point in making another
few miles out into the empty wasteland beyond Kirch.
The crater was a natural goal to mark a section of his journey. About halfway
between Plato and Archimedes, it was further than he had dreamed of going. Even
now, after he had seen how fast he could travel in the light gravity, it struck
him as almost unbelievable that he would have covered such a distance. It was
nearly a hundred and fifty miles.
Yet
here he was, not in bad shape at all. He glanced at the outer slope of the ringwall on his right, and mentally catalogued his various
irritations. There was, of course, the general clamminess that resulted from
spending hours in a spacesuit, plus the fact that his bladder was beginning to
bother him and there was nothing he could do about it. The overheating due to
his exertions had been partially adjusted when he had discovered during his
last halt that he could regulate the heating unit by a small dial in his
battery pack, which discovery left him slightly aggrieved at not having had the
finer points of the care and handling of spacesuits more exhaustively
explained to him.
"But then," he reflected, "I
was probably expected to spend a lot of time in the darkroom as a spare photographer."
He could not say he was hungry, although he
supposed that sooner or later he would discover feelings of weakness. His suit
seemed to be functioning as well as could be expected, except for something
that had given way in the right knee on that one leap. He wondered if a spring
were working loose.
"That could end up giving me a beautiful
limp," he thought. "With fourteen pounds inside,
and no air at all outside, it'd be tough to bend a joint without some mechanical
help."
By now, he could see light-streaks along the ringwall, and knew that he was rounding it. The lighting
gradually increased as he continued, until when he began to move out into the
open plain some time later, the walls were mostly gray with earthlight. Kirch had a "new" appearance, as craters went.
Its floor was not lava-filled, nor its ringwall
seemingly as long exposed to thermal erosion, so that the probability was that
it had been formed after the "sea" around it.
Hansen began to keep an eye out for a
suitable place to sit down. Presently, he located a rock the size of an auto.
"Time for a drink, and then I'll pick
out a good spot." He sighed.
The second he stopped to grope with his lips
for the little hose, he knew he was really tired.
The
water, cool from being only partly surrounded by heating coils to protect it
from the exterior cold, refreshed him but slightly. The running had left a
thick taste in his mouth.
Hansen unslung the
big cylinder he had carried on his back and set it down beside a comfortable
indentation in the rock. He then unfastened his back pack of tank and
batteries. The metal-covered connection protecting the hose and wires was long
enough to permit the pack to be set at his side.
He lowered himself to the fine sand and
leaned his back against the rock with a sigh of relief. He squirmed into a more
comfortable position.
"Wish I hadn't drunk
all that water," he growled.
He leaned the back of his neck against the
neckpiece of his suit. It was not uncomfortable except that he found himself
staring directly into the light of Earth.
"I'm
getting used to it all right, if I think that's too bright," he thought.
"Bet my pupils are big as a cat's now."
Ironically, his feet had not started to hurt
until his weight was off them. It felt as if he were developing blisters. The
coveralls he wore under the spacesuit, moreover, had begun to chafe in a few
places—around the armpits as he swung his arms, behind his right knee, on the
inside of his thighs.
He also was reminded of the sweat that had
trickled around or into his eyes, for the lids felt sore.
T want a different view," he grunted, picking himself up.
"Facing the other way, maybe I can rest my eyes."
Carrying
his back-pack, he started around the rock, then
prudently went back for his big oxygen cylinder. He could think of no good
reason for dragging this with him, but he somehow felt more comfortable with it
beside him.
The other face of the rock was blackly
shadowed, and he was forced to find a convenient spot by groping about. With a
sigh, he settled down, squirmed again into an easy position, and found himself
contemplating the ringwall of Kirch
a few miles away. The regular sough of air through his suit and the quiet hum
of the mechanisms that were keeping him alive were so familiar by now that he
hardly noticed them. It was the cessation of movement, not any diminishment of
the normal sounds, that lent an impression of quiet to
the scene.
He looked at the ringwall,
squinting against the sting in his eyes that caused them to water occasionally.
The left extremity was dim in the distance, but to the right, he could clearly
see the slope of the wall as it curved to meet the plain. There was no feeling
of a towering, insecurely balanced mass like that of the mountain.
"Although
a crater at a distance does look like a mountain range," he thought.
"Not so close as this; it goes up too
steeply."
In a way, it was almost
like looking at the skyscrapers of a big city, like looking at Manhattan from
across the Hudson River. Except that there were no lights.
He closed his eyes for a moment and tried to
visualize the sharp peak a little to his left atop the wall as it might look
with a thousand lighted windows gleaming white and yellow.
It was hard to do. The stark fact was that
there was only Lunar dimness, relieved by earthlight
but tending to be uniform in intensity without the rays of the sun. If the
silhouette of Kirch was like that of a city, the
metropolis it resembled was a dead one.
A dead city in the midst of a cold, frozen sea of lava. A ghost city that had never lived, yet rose up from the gray sea over which no ship had
sailed and whispered and whined ghostly warnings. "Stay with me, Man I I am dry and lonely. There are not people to warm me with
light and sound . . . there is none to see my massive strength and, by seeing,
making it into reality . . . stay where you are, Man!"
"But it's
dead," thought Hansen. "More than dead-sterile I"
"But you, Man, you too are dead. You are
already turning cold. You will slowly congeal . . . become solid . . . a
monument ... a symbol of the tribute
brought by folly and life to the sea of coldness and gray death— No, do not
shake your head ... it is too late .
. . my shadows are about you . . . you have no light ... all your prayers and wishes will not turn on a single light.
The shadows reach you . . . touch you . . . the pain in your leg is the cold of
space . . . you will sit there forever . . . drowned in the gray sea of frozen
lava . . . imagining lights for me in the blackness . . . imagining life in me
in the noon glare . . . but now there is no light unless you have the force to
see it . . . but you are cold . . . cold . . . cold . . . cold . . .
The sky flared with flickering light. It turned
black while the image of light still Temained in Hansen's eyes. Then a new light, tinier and higher streaked overhead.
Hansen awoke with the hairs tingling on his neck and leaped to his feet with a
hoarse shout.
"A
rocketl"
In the stillness of the radio room, the
incoming call from Bucky' rocket made Mike jump in his chair before the set.
Hastily, he turned down the volume he had kept in hope of picking up faint
calls from Plato.
When he had answered and relayed the message
by phone to the landing area, he turned to the others in the room.
Joey
had been sleeping in the upper bunk. Louise had asked to stay and Mike had
offered his bunk for her to sit on. She had not slept, as far as he knew; but
he had turned to the radio and maintained a lengthy silence.
"Maybe
I ought to talk to her," he thought, "but what is there to say? Four
good guys; but they're awful late checking in."
But when he looked around, they were both
watching him; and he had to tell them.
"Bucky's coming
in," he said.
"Did he find anything?"
demanded Louise.
"Don't
know yet," Mike told her. "He said he took a snap of Plato coming and
going and three more on the way back."
Louise moved toward the
door.
"Thanks a lot,
Mike," she said.
Joey slipped down from the bunk as she disappeared
into the corridor. '
"Never
mind," advised Mike. "With Louise and Bucky in that hole they call a
darkroom, dodging the photographer's elbows every time he breaths in, they
won't have any place for you but up on a shelf." "I just thought
I'd-"
"We'll get told. Now, stay with me, kid,
an' make sure 7 don't go wanderin' off to have a look
tool"
Hansen stood stiffly by the rock and
painfully tried his neck muscles. He searched the sky, but nothing moved among
the stars.
"Now,
did I see something?" he asked himself
slowly. **Or was I still dreaming?"
He
grimaced, and raised a hand to the back of his head before he remembered that
he was still in his spacesuit. His neck was stiff and sore from lying across
the rigid neckpiece of his suit, and he was chilled to the bone.
"Must
have been asleep quite a while," he thought. "Maybe I ought to turn
up the heating again—or should I just warm up as I walk?"
He
paused a moment to stare in open-mouthed amazement at the ringwall
of Kirch, rearing up three thousand feet toward
the-stars.
"When
am I going to do something right?" he asked. "Why couldn't I stay
where I was, facing Earth, and go to sleep dreaming I was home?"
He went on to wish that he had not gone to
sleep at all. The aches that were irritations were now centers of agony.
He was sure he had blisters, and the chafed
places under the suit jabbed little warnings of tenderness as he tried to
move. Reaching for his battery pack, he nearly toppled over because his right
leg was asleep. Even after he recovered and took a few steps to restore the
circulation the knee did not feel right.
"I wonder if I pulled a muscle?" he
mused. "Or is it in the suit?"
He
looked up at Earth. India was moving into the arc of shadow, but he could see
Africa, the Mediterranean, and Europe.
When
he realized he must have been out for three or perhaps four hours, he
immediately checked his oxygen. It was none too soon. He refilled his suit tank
and examined the pressure of the big cylinder. He guessed that he could do the
trick once more.
"I wonder how long a man can live in a
spacesuit?" he muttered. "Hansen, why aren't you dead?"
Groaning
with stiffness, he adjusted his battery pack and tank and slung the cylinder
atop the load. Although he seemed as wet as ever, he sucked up a drink of water
while he listened to the hiss of his air circulator.
"Wish I wasn't so thirsty," he.said. Til have to watch it. Beginning to feel lack
of food, too."
He
started off, moving mincingly to favor his sore muscles, and immediately felt
the weakness brought on by hunger. It was hard to believe that a nightmare
could last so long, but he remembered that it was almost a full day since he
had eaten a sandwich in the tractor.
Gradually, as he moved along, marching away
from Kirch into the open wasteland, he began to warm
up. The stiffness left his muscles, although the chafing remained annoying.
His feet felt sticky in the thick socks, suggesting that he would have trouble.
He thought they might be bleeding.
What
the hell was the matter with that knee, he wondered.
He
thought of stopping to examine it, but the likelihood of his falling over on
his face if he bent to feel the joint deterred him. He kept on. In half an
hour, it became clear that a spring had snapped.
Not
only was the knee harder to bend than it should have been, but something began
to dig through his coveralls behind the knee.
"That's not so good," he told
himself, but there was nothing he could think of to do.
He
finally mustered the ambition to get up on his toes and bound along at a fairly
brisk pace. The miles again floated under his feet, but he found that he could
not maintain the trot the way he had earlier. Then, he had congratulated
himself on his freshness, but he had come a long way since those few hours of
immunity to fatigue.
The
end of an hour found him moving at a moderate walk. One more,
and he stopped noticing the pace particularly. There were few landmarks about
him. He did not even strain ahead to catch a glimpse of the Kirch
Mountains.
Finally,
the nagging pain behind his knee became bad enough to make him stop.
"This is damn' silly!" he growled.
"I can't go along until that point of metal saws through a vein or somethingl Must be something I can
do about it."
He thought it over, but it seemed that there
simply was nothing he could
do. The broken bit of metal
was beyond his reach; he could not even feel it through the thickness of the
spacesuit and the protective yellow chafing suit. Even if he should remove the
latter by some weird contortion, the knee joint, as an obvious trouble spot,
was reinforced by a bulge of metal. He would not be able to pinch or prod
through that.
"Of
course," he muttered, "I might take it off entirely. That would make
things easy right away. A lot easier than just sitting down
to wait for my air to run out."
He shook that out of mind with a jerk of his
head, and struck out across the plain once more.
He
had come to a stretch of gently rolling rises, and he tried to get most of his
upward push from his left leg. Coming down the slopes, he hopped stiff-legged
on his right. It was not too long before this became more tiring than it was
worth.
"To
hell with it!" he growled, and grimly drove onward with a more normal
gait despite the sharp dig . . . dig . . . dig into his flesh at every stride.
Burney and Bucky again sat across the table
in the former's room. Instead of the map they had consulted earlier, they gazed
down at the new photographs. The room, as before, was crowded with others who
had edged in to watch silently. Even "M.
D." McLeod, so nicknamed to distinguish him from
all the doctors of philosophy and doctors of science among the expedition, lingered
with his stethoscope dangling after giving Bucky a routine, post-flight check.
Johnny
Pierce stood lankily behind Bumey's shoulder, holding
a spare magnifying glass and squinting down at the photos. Sherman, Wohl, and Joe stood around the table with the photographers
who had developed and enlarged the pictures. Louise watched from behind Bucky
resting her hands on his shoulders.
Burney
nodded slowly, examining the picture of the interior of Plato through his lens.
"I very much fear," he said, tapping
a forefinger on the half-lit heap of material at the foot of the ringwall, "that there is only one conclusion. That is
a new slide, is it not?"
"It
is," said Dr. Sherman, gesturing slightly with an older photograph of the
region.
"And it is quite clear
that they reached the crater,"
Burney
continued. "These are excellent pictures, and the trail of the tractor
treads shows very definitely."
"How
about this one, Dr. Burney?" asked Bucky, pushing across another photo.
It showed the region around Mr. Pico, and had
been enlarged until tracks of the tractor could be clearly seen. Burney frowned
when he looked at it.
"To be perfectly frank," he
murmured, "I do not know what to make of it. Those marks accompanying the
trail could be footprints, I suppose, as has been
suggested. But why ... or how?"
"A
man running could make marks that far apart in this
gravity," said Bucky. "I know Johnny estimates those little dots are
twenty and thirty feet apart, but it's possible."
"It is also possible that they are
nothing of the sort. You notice that they leave the trail after a time."
Louise spoke up.
"That
at least rules out one interpretation," she said. "They certainly
aren't footprints made by someone on the surface on the way to Plato. Anybody walking beside the tractor would have left a trail
starting and ending at the tread tracks."
There was silence. Some of the men looked at
her with pity, other stared very hard at the
photographs on the table.
Burney prodded another
picture with his finger.
"Bucky
took this where the tracks passed Kirch," he
reminded them. "There are none of these so-called footprints there. I
regret to point out the obvious conclusion—"
"But can't you do something to make
sure?" Louise burst out. "You aren't just going to leave them out
there! You couldn't!"
"Of course not,"
said Burney, biting his lip uncomfortably. "As soon as the Serenitatis crew get a few hours rest, I shall send them out to
recover ... ah ... to check. But the time element has
already become such that—Well, my dear, there is
simply no use in rushing things. Either there is.no heed,
or it is already too late."
There
was not much doubt as to which possibility seemed the more likely. The meeting
began to break up in unhappy silence.
Hansen trudged along with his chin on the
neckpiece of the suit. Every so often^ when he lurched in the shifting sand,
his forehead bumped against the faceplate of his helmet.
"And that's not so easy to do," he
thought foolishly. "Takes a supple neck to accomplish
it."
He concentrated for perhaps a hundred paces,
and slowly arrived at the corollary.
"Takes a pretty soft and supple head to get out here in the first
place. Shoulda stood at
home in bed. Should-'ve
stayed on Plato and tried to build some kind of a marker. Base'll send out somebody . . . wonder if that was a rocket
I saw? Maybe I'd be dead . . . but I'm gonna be dead
anyway. Why don't I just sit down and wait? At least, it won't hurt any more.
And, I'll be easy."
No
arguments to the contrary occurred to him, but some deep impulse refused to let
him quit.
He
had to pause again; his stops for rest were becoming frequent. He did not sit
down.
Never get up again, he
realized.
He
planted his feet wide apart and stood there, panting and letting his hands
hang limply at his sides. His face felt stiff as he bared
his teeth against the throb of the cut behind his knee. By now, he was so used
to the wetness of the leg that he could not be sure the blood trickled down any
faster.
He saw that he was standing on higher ground
lighter than usual, and tinted pale yellow. Remembering passing several areas,
he slowly realized that they must be rays from Aristillus,
traces of vaporized minerals blown out across the surrounding territory when
the crater had been formed. It meant, for what it might be worth, that he was
getting near Archimedes. Some of the rays of Aristillus
reached the larger crater.
He gritted his teeth and took the first step
forward. A glance to his right assured him that the jagged peaks of the Kirch Mountains were where they should be. Once, as he
walked along half awake, he had discovered himself turning away on a course
that would have sent him circling back into the Mare Imbrium.
"Sea
of Showers," he thought. "I wish there were some. I wish I even had a
glass of water to pour over my head. Just a glass of water to
rinse out these eyes. I wouldn't even care about a shave."
He
began to notice his footsteps, besides the hiss of the air-circulator and the
laboring of the suit's motors. Through his boots, they had a distant, swishing
sound that insidiously lowered his puffed eyelids little by little. His head
bumped against the faceplate again.
Hansen jerked upright with a start. Clumsily,
he turned to look back. His tracks were long, dragging gashes in the sandy
surface.
"Helll
Going to sleep again," he croaked.
With
the effort of speaking aloud—it was getting difficult to think clearly
otherwise—the corner of his lower lip cracked. He opened his dry mouth, making
a face at the morning-after taste, and gently touched the tip of his tongue to
the spot. It stung.
No harm in taking a little water, he decided,
though he knew it would offer only a fleeting relief. But he needed that.
He turned his head to the left and got the
thin rubber tube between his teeth. The cracked lip stung as he sucked on the
tube.
The water was cool. His tired eyes closed
with the sheer pleasure of the sensation.
On the third swallow, it stopped flowing.
"Oh,
no!" Hansen groaned.
He drew harder on the hose and eked out
another mouthful. That was all. The tank was empty. It was supposed to be
partly replenished by moisture removed from the air in the suit, but he had
apparently reached the limit. The suit was not designed to be worn for twenty
hours. It was a wonder that nothing had yet broken down.
He
held the last mouthful without swallowing, letting it roll slowly about his
mouth.
"Come
on!" he thought. "That's all there is. What are you waiting
for?"
He knew it was silly to feel angry at this
latest pinprick. His growing rage was a sign of exhaustion, and some part of
his mind recognized that fact; but he deliberately let his temper go . . . and
drew extra strength from it.
The
swallow of water gradually slipped down as he surged forward. With the stiff
right knee, he staggered once and came so near falling flat that he skidded on
all fours under him again.
"Godammitl' he raged. "What
are they doing at Base? Waiting for a weather report? Anybody with an ounce of
brain would know by now things went sour!"
H£
lurched down a gentle slope and charged the next rise.
"I'll show the
bastards!" he grunted. "I don't need them, if they're too chicken to
come out for me. I'll get there ... I
don't know how I'll get up the goddamned wall ...
but I'll get to itl I'll get there!"
Mike sat before his radio and looked at the
other three in the room.
Pierce looked thoughtful, Joey was frankly
excited, and Louise Hansen paced nervously back and forth.
"The
crew from Tractor One say they saw no tracks of any
kind," he said, "but that doesn't prove a thing. They came nowheres near the line between Plato and Archimedes."
"Then
you think we're justified in not waiting for the same crew?" asked Louise.
"Sure,"
said Mike. "I don't like to sound like I'm egging you on to something I
wouldn't do myself, but—"
"Of
course, Mike, of course," interrupted Johnny. "One of you has to stay
on the radio, or we couldn't call back. We could get Bucky to take Joey's place, I guess but why wake him up?"
"He did his
share," Joey put in quickly.
Mike looked from face to
face.
"Well,
Joey can say I gave him permission," he said. "I don't know what you
will say, but it'd be better if you got going and figured that out on the way
back."
The shadowed ringwall
loomed up before the yellow speck on the plain. Just enough earthlight reached
this face to show where the seven mile wide outer slope was terraced by gentle
inclines. Several of these led upward toward the pass used by the scouting
expedition. Against the black sky, Hansen could not see the radio tower that
had been erected, but he was no longer interested in that. He had jettisoned
his radio batteries back on the plain to be rid of their weight as he tackled
the long slope leading to Archimedes.
"There
you are . . . there you are!" he mumbled. "Eureka,
eureka! Damn' near three hundred miles . . . maybe more the way I came.
That's navigating, ain't it?"
The ringwall
stood passively before him.
"Well,
ain't it?" snarled Hansen thickly. "All
right, here we go!"
He lurched forward. Despite having abandoned
every bit of excess gear—the empty oxygen cylinder lay back beside the last craterlet he had passed—he could walk no faster than if he
had been on Earth. It probably meant that on Earth he would have long since
collapsed, but he was beyond thinking that.
He found he could not climb the first
seven-foot ledge he came to, and had to walk along it to a lower spot.
"No time, no time," he muttered
against the delay. "You're on your last tankful
now ... in fact, well into it. You
get up there . . . now ... or not
ever."
He found a long lateral slope and followed it
up several hundred yards. He was cold and sluggish, and it seemed that his
heating batteries were close to exhausted.
The
ache across his back seemed normal. Even the dull misery of his legs, chafed,
cut, rubbed raw, and the sogginess of his bleeding feet had come to be merely
part of his general limpness.
He found himself finishing the last few yards
of the slope on hands and knees.
"Funny," he
croaked. "Don' remember fallin'."
He reached out for an outcropping of rock to
pull himself up. The broken spring twisted in the mangled spot on the back of
his thigh as he tried to rise. Getting both hands on the rock, he inched upward
little by little.
It took him all of five minutes before he was
on his feet again. At first, he thought he was dreaming again. The rock seemed
to move under him.
Then
he saw, peering blearily upward, that it was part of an old landslide. One slip
on his part now might set it off again, and send him crashing down to the
bottom of the ringwall again. Hansen groaned and
stepped away as carefully as he could.
He was faced by a forty-five degree slope. If
he could negotiate it for about thirty feet, he would reach another ramp. He
looked down, and wondered if it would be easier to slide down to a lower
terrace which would eventually lead higher than his present position.
"No time," he
said dazedly.
He
began to scrabble his way up the incline, not one too difficult to climb on
Luna. The sun-powered rock flaked off beneath his hands, elbows, knees and
feet. He slid back about as fast as he climbed.
With a sob, he lunged for a projection the
size of a man's head and got one mitten on it. The rock cracked off and he slid
to the foot of the incline.
"Oh, God! It's too muchF'
His face twisted up and he expected to feel
tears running down his face. Apparently, however, he was too Hried out for that.
He sat there dully, staring
at the lower ramp and trying to tell himself he could always try that. He knew
better.
"This
is the end of the line," he told himself. "Last stop . . . you're
done."
Even his conscience did not twitch at his
surrender. He only wished he could see Earth and look at North America again
where it was centered on the globe once more.
It was too much effort to
turn around.
"Wonder if they'll find me," he
mumbled. "Dunno if I want to get buried or not .
. ."
Something moved to his
left. A light.
"I'm seeing
things," he muttered. "Not long now."
But the light swung up and down, it lit the
slope below him, and it kept moving.
Nothing looked like that
but a tractor.
But it would pass a hundred yards below him.
The driver would have his eyes glued to the ground ahead, watching for holes or
cracks.
Hansen started to laugh and managed to catch
himself.
"The
chance after the last chancel" he thought he
said aloud, although his hps barely moved.
The
effort of pulling himself to his knees brought out sweat he did not know he had
left.
He waited for the tractor to reach a point
below him. Waited . . . lifting the head-sized rock in both hands.
The
tiny weight tired him, and he lowered the stone to his knees. The tractor
lumbered along, heading down the slope into the plain.
Hansen swayed where he knelt, but
concentrated everything upon estimating the distance.
With
a grunt, he raised the rock and thrust it away from his chest, outward over the
slope on which he sprawled with the motion.
He
raised himself on his elbows and looked to see what happened. The tractor had
slid to an abrupt halt.
Dimly,
he could see the shattered pieces of his missile bouncing in and out of patches
of earthlight below the vehicle. The driver could not have missed it crossing
his path.
"Gotta get up . . . up!" Hansen thought desperately. He
did not realize that his air was turning foul, but the simple feat of getting
his feet under him left his heart pounding wildly.
He
planted his feet somehow until the light swept up the slope as those in the
tractor searched for a possible slide.
Brightness filled his helmet. He was dazzled,
and felt himself falling.
"Paul, try to
help!"
"Paul,
can't you get some grip when I shove you in? I can't keep you from sliding out
the airlock. Paul!"
The voice was young and
desperate.
When
the other man backed away, parting the contact of their helmets, Hansen saw the
features of Joey, the radio operator, through the other faceplate.
He stirred feebly.
"That's
it, Paul," said the faraway voice as Joey bent to lift him again.
"Just a little bit of help till I get you inside the airlock."
Something clanged, leaving him in blackness.
The
next thing he knew, he was gulping in sobbing breaths of fresh, oxygen-rich
air. His head ached, but he felt better.
Someone was mopping his sweaty face with a
wet handkerchief. The handkerchief dripped, and the drops were salty.
He could not see Louise, because she held his
head cradled against her breast, but Joey was looking at him wide-eyed over the
back of another seat.
"How long ago did you start?" asked
someone else, and Hansen saw that Johnny Pierce was driving.
"Right
after we got to Plato," said Hansen. "Everything but me and a tank of oxygen went down in a slide."
"Musta been nearly twenty-four hours ago!" exclaimed
Joey.
"Gol-darn!" said Pierce primly. "Three hundred
miles, give or take a few!"
"You ain't
human, Paul!" said Joey.
"Do
you want your suit off now?" asked Louise. "We could only get your
helmet loose in this space."
Without
seeing her face, he could tell that she had been crying.
"Just
leave it on," said Hansen. "Wait till we're in, and I can go right
from the suit to a bath."
"We're coming over the crest,"
announced Johnny. "Louise, you better hold him in case I hit a few
bumps."
Hansen
relaxed with a sigh as he felt her hands tighten against him.
"Hold
tight, Honey!" he whispered as he closed his eyes against the lights in
the tractor. T . . . I'm a little tired."
KEYHOLE
By Murray Leirister
there's a
story about a psychologist who was studying the intelligence of a chimpanzee.
He led the chimp into a room full of toys, went out, closed the door and put
his eye to the keyhole to see what the chimp was doing. He found himself gazing
into a glittering interested brown eye only inches from his own. The chimp was
looking through the keyhole to see what the psychologist was doing.
When they brought Butch into the station in Tycho crater he seemed to shrivel as the gravity-coils in
the airlock went on. He was impossible to begin with. He was all big eyes and
skinny arms and legs and he was very young and he didn't need air to breathe.
Worden saw him as a limp bundle of bristly fur and terrified eyes as his
captors handed him over.
"Are
you crazy?" demanded Worden angrily. "Bringing him in like this?
Would you take a human baby into eight gravities? Get out of the way!"
He rushed for the nursery that had been made
ready for somebody like Butch. There was a rebuilt dwelling-cave on one side.
The other side was a human schoolroom. And under the nursery the gravity-coils
had been turned off so that in that room things had only the weight that was
proper to them on the Moon.
The rest of the station had coils to bring
everything up to normal weight for earth. Otherwise the staff of the station
would be seasick most of the time. Butch was in
the
earth-gravity part of the station when he was delivered and he couldn't lift a
furry spindly paw.
In the nursery though it was different. Worden put him on the floor. Worden was the
uncomfortable one there—his weight only twenty pounds instead of a normal
hundred and sixty. He swayed and reeled as a man does on the moon without
gravity-coils to steady him.
But that was the normal thing to Butch. He
uncurled himself and suddenly flashed across the nursery to the reconstructed
dwelling-cave. It was a pretty good job, that cave.
There were the five-foot chipped rocks shaped like dunce-caps, found in all
residences of Butch's race. There was the rockingstone on its base of other flattened rocks. But the
spear-stones were fastened down with wire in case Butch got ideas.
Butch
streaked it to these familiar objects. He swarmed up one of the dunce-cap
stones and locked his arms and legs about its top, clinging close. Then he was
still. Worden regarded him. Butch was motionless for minutes, seeming to take
in as much as possible of his surroundings without moving even his eyes.
Suddenly
his head moved. He took in more of his environment. Then he stirred a third
time and seemed to look at Worden with an extraordinary intensity— whether of
fear or pleading Worden could not tell.
"Hmm,"
said Worden, "so that's what those stones are fori
Perches or beds or roosts, eh? I'm your nurse, fella.
We're playing a dirty trick on you but we can't help it."
He knew Butch couldn't understand, but he
talked to him as a man does talk to a dog or a baby. It isn't sensible, but
it's necessary.
"We're
going to raise you up to be a traitor to your kinfolk," he said with some
grimness. "I don't like it but it has to be done. So I'm going to be very
land to you as part of the conspiracy. Real kindness would suggest that I kill
you instead—but I can't do that."
Butch
stared at him, unblinking and motionless. He looked something like an Earth
monkey but not too much so. He was completely impossible but he looked
pathetic.
Worden
said bitterly, "You're in your nursery, Butch. Make yourself at
home!"
He went out and closed the door behind him.
Outside he glanced at the video screens that showed the interior of the nursery
from four different angles. Butch remained still for a long time. Then he
slipped down to the floor. This time he ignored the dwelling-cave of the
nursery.
He
went interestedly to the human-culture part. He examined everything there with
his oversized soft eyes. He touched everything with his incredibly handlike tiny paws. But his touches were tentative. Nothing
was actually disturbed when he finished his examination.
He
went swiftly back to the dunce-cap rock, swarmed up it, locked his arms and
legs about it again, blinked rapidly and seemed to go to sleep. He remained motionless
with closed eyes until Worden grew tired of watching him and moved away.
The
whole affair was preposterous and infuriating. The first men to land on the
Moon knew that it was a dead world. The astronomers had been saying so for a
hundred years and the first and second expeditions to reach Luna from Earth
found nothing to contradict the theory.
But
a man from the third expedition saw something moving among the upflung rocks of the Moon's landscape and he shot it and
the existence of Butch's land was discovered. It was
inconceivable of course that there should be living creatures where there was
neither air nor water. But Butch's folk did live
under exactly those conditions.
The
dead body of the first living creature killed on the Moon was carried back to
Earth and biologists grew indignant. Even with a specimen to dissect and study
they were inclined to insist that there simply wasn't any such creature. So the
fourth and fifth and sixth Lunar Expeditions hunted Butch's
relatives very earnestly for further specimens for the advancement of science.
The
sixth expedition lost two men whose space-suits were punctured by what seemed
to be weapons while they were hunting. The seventh expedition was wiped out to
the last man. Butch's relatives evidently didn't like
being shot as biological specimens.
It wasn't until the tenth expedition of four
ships established a base in Tycho crater that men
had any assurance of being able to land on the Moon and get away again. Even
then the staff of the station felt as if it were under permanent siege.
Worden made his report to Earth. A baby Lunar creature had been captured by a tractor-party and
brought into Tycho station. A nursery was ready and
the infant was there now, alive. He seemed to be uninjured. He seemed not to
mind an environment of breathable air for which he had no use. He was active
and apparently curious and his intelligence was marked.
There was so far no clue to what he ate—if he
ate at all—though he had a mouth like the other collected specimens and the toothlike concretions which might serve as teeth. Worden
would of course continue to report in detail. At the moment he was allowing
Butch to accustom himself to his new surroundings.
He
settled down in the recreation-room to scowl at his companion scientists and
try to think, despite the program beamed on radar-frequency from Earth. He
definitely didn't like his job, but he knew that it had to be done. Butch had
to be domesticated. He had to be persuaded that he was a human being, so human
beings could find out how to exterminate his kind.
It
had been observed before, on Earth, that a kitten raised with a litter of
puppies came to consider itself a dog and that even
pet ducks came to prefer human society to that of their own species. Some
talking birds of high intelligence appeared to be convinced that they were
people and acted that way. If Butch reacted similarly he would become a
traitor to his kind for the benefit of man. And it was necessary!
Men
had to have the Moon and that was all there was to it. Gravity on the Moon was
one-eighth of gravity on Earth. A rocket-ship could make the Moon-voyage and
carry a cargo but no ship yet built could carry fuel for a trip to Mars or
Venus if it started out from Earth.
With a fueling-stop on the Moon though the matter was simple. Eight drums of rocket-fuel on the Moon
weighed no more than one on Earth. A ship itself weighed only one-eighth as
much on Luna. So a rocket that took off from Earth with ten drums of fuel could
stop at a fuel-base on the Moon and soar away again with two hundred, and
sometimes more.
With the Moon as a fueling-base men could
conquer the Solar System. Without the Moon Mankind was Earthbound. Men had to
have the Moonl
But Butch's
relatives prevented it. By normal experience there could not be life on an
airless desert with such monstrous extremes of heat and cold as the Moon's
surface experienced. But there was life there. Butch's
kinfolk did not breathe oxygen. Apparently they ate it in some mineral
combination and it interacted with other minerals in their bodies to yield heat
and energy.
Men thought squids peculiar because their
blood stream used copper in the place of iron but Butch and his kindred seemed
to have complex carbon compounds in place of both. They were intelligent in
some fashion, it was clear. They used tools, they chipped stone and they had
long, needlelike stone crystals which they threw as weapons.
No metals, of course, for lack of fire to
smelt them. There couldn't be fire without air. But Worden reflected that in
ancient days some experimenters had melted metals and set wood ablaze with
mirrors concentrating the heat of the sun. With the naked sunlight of the
Moon's surface, not tempered by air and clouds, Butch's
folk could have metals if they only contrived mirrors and curved them properly
like the mirrors of telescopes on Earth.
Worden had an odd sensation just then. He
looked around sharply as if- somebody had made a sudden movement.
But the video screen merely displayed a comedian back on Earth, wearing a funny
hat. Everybody watched the screen.
As Worden glanced the comedian was smothered
in a mass of soapsuds and the studio audience two hundred thirty thousand miles
away squealed and applauded the exquisite humor of the scene. In the
Moon-station in Tycho crater somehow it was less than
comical.
Worden got up and shook himself. He went to
look again at the screen that showed the interior of the nursery. Butch was
motionless on the absurd cone-shaped stone. His eyes were closed. He was simply
a furry pathetic little bundle, stolen from the airless wastes outside to be
bred into a traitor to his race.
Worden
went to his cabin and turned in. Before he slept though he reflected that there
was still some hope for Butch. Nobody understood his metabolism. Nobody could
guess at what he ate. Butch might starve to death. If he did he would be lucky.
But it was Worden's job to prevent it.
Butch's relatives were at war with men. The tractors
that crawled away from the station—they went amazingly fast on the Moon—were
watched by big-eyed furry creatures from rock-crevices and from behind the
boulders that dotted the Lunar landscape.
Needle-sharp
throwing-stones flicked through emptiness. They splintered on the
tractor-bodies and on the tractor-ports but sometimes they jammed or broke a
tread and then the tractor had to stop. Somebody had to go out and clear things
or make repairs. And then a storm of throwing-stones poured upon him.
A
needle-pointed stone, traveling a hundred feet a second, hit just as hard on
Luna as it did on Earth—and it traveled farther. Space-suits were punctured.
Men died. Now tractor-treads were being armored and special repair-suits were
under construction, made of hardened steel plates.
Men who reached the Moon in rocket-ships were having to wear armor like medieval knights and
men-at-arms! There was a war on. A traitor was needed. And Butch was elected to
be that traitor.
When
Worden went into the nursery again—the days and nights on the Moon are two
weeks long apiece, so men ignored such matters inside the station—Butch leaped
for the dunce-cap stone and clung to its top. He had been fumbling around the roclang-stone. It still swayed back and forth on its plate.
Now he seemed to try to squeeze himself to unity with the stone spire, his eyes
staring enigmatically at Worden.
"I
don't know whether we'll get anywhere or not," said Worden
conversationally. "Maybe you'll put up a fight if I touch you. But we'll
see."
He
reached out his hand. The small furry body—neither hot nor cold but the temperature
of the air in the station—resisted desperately. But Butch was very young.
Worden peeled him loose and carried him across the room to the human schoolroom
equipment. Butch curled up, staring fearfully.
"I'm
playing dirty," said Worden, "by being nice to you, Butch. Here's a
toy."
Butch stirred in his grasp. His eyes blinked
rapidly. Worden put him down and wound up a tiny mechanical top. It moved.
Butch watched intently. When it stopped he looked back at Worden. Worden wound
it up again. Again Butch watched. When it ran down a second time the tiny handlike paw reached out.
With an odd tentativeness, Butch tried to
turn the winding-key. He was not strong enough. After an instant he went loping
across to the dwelling-cave. The winding-key was a metal ring. Butch fitted
that over a throw-stone point, and twisted the toy about. He wound it up. He
put the toy on the floor and watched it work. Worden's jaw dropped.
"Brains!" he said wryly. "Too bad, Butch! You know the principle of the lever.
At a guess you've an eight-year-old human brain! I'm sorry for you, fella!"
At the regular communication-hour he made his
report to Earth. Butch was teachable. He only had to see a thing done once—or
at most twice—to be able -to repeat the motions involved.
"And," said Worden, carefuly detached, "he isn't afraid of me now. He understands that I intend to be friendly.
While I was carrying him I talked to him. He felt the vibration of my chest
from .my voice.
"Just
before I left him I picked him up and talked to him again. He looked at my
mouth as it moved and put his paw on my chest to feel the vibrations. I put his
paw at my throat. The vibrations are clearer there. He seemed fascinated. I
don't know how you'd rate his intelligence but it's above that of a human baby."
Then
he said with even greater detachment, "I am disturbed. If you must know I
don't like the idea of exterminating his kind. They have tools—they have
intelligence. I think we should try to communicate with them in some way—try
to make friends—stop killing them for dissection."
The communicator was silent as his voice
traveled a second and a half to Earth and for the answer to come a second and a
half back. Then the recording clerk's voice said briskly, "Very good, Mr. Wordenl Your voice was very clear!"
Worden
shrugged his shoulders. The Luna Station in Tycho was
a highly official enterprise. The staff on the Moon had to be competent—and
besides political appointees did not want to risk their precious lives—but the
Earth end of the business of the Space-Exploration Bureau was run by the sort
of people who do get on official payrolls. Worden felt sorry for Butch—and for Butch's relatives.
In a later lesson-session Worden took an
empty coffee-tin into the nursery. He showed Butch that its bottom vibrated
when he spoke into it, just as his throat did. Butch experimented busily. He
discovered for himself that it had to be pointed at Worden to catch the vibrations.
Worden was unhappy. He would have preferred
Butch to be a little less rational. But for the next lesson he presented Butch
with a really thin metal diaphragm stretched across a hoop. Butch caught the
idea at once.
When
Worden made his next report to Earth he felt angry.
"Butch has no experience of sounds as we
have of course," he said curtly. "There's no air on the Moon. But
sound travels through rocks. He's sensitive to vibrations in solid objects just
as a deaf person can feel the vibration of a dance-floor if the music is loud
enough.
"Maybe Butch's
kind has a language or a code of sounds sent through the rock underfoot. They
do communicate somehow! And if they've brains and a means of communication
they aren't animals and shouldn't be exterminated for our convenience!"
He stopped. The Chief Biologist of the
Space-Exploration Bureau was at the other end of the communication-beam then.
After the necessary pause for distance his voice came blandly.
"Splendid, Worden! Splendid reasoning! But we have to take the
longer view. Exploration of Mars and Venus is a very popular idea with the
public. If we are to have funds—and the appropriations come up for a vote
shortly—we have to make progress toward the nearer planets. The public demands
it. Unless we can begin work on a refueling-base on the Moon public interest
will cease!"
Worden said urgently, "Suppose I send
some pictures of Butch? He's very human, sir! He's extraordinarily appealing!
He has personality! A reel or two of Butch at his lessons ought to be
popular!"
Again that irritating wait while his voice
traveled a quarter-million miles at the speed of light and the wait for the
reply.
"The—ah—Lunar creatures, Worden," said the Chief Biologist
regretfully, "have killed a number of men who have been publicized as
martyrs to science. We cannot give favorable publicity to creatures that have
killed men!" Then he added blandly, "But you are progressing
splendidly, Worden—Splendidly! Carry on!"
His image faded from the video-screen. Worden
said naughty words as he turned away. He'd come to like Butch. Butch trusted
him. Butch now slid down from that crazy perch of his and came rushing to his
arms every time he entered the nursery.
Butch
was ridiculously small—no more than eighteen inches high. He was preposterously
light and fragile in his nursery, where only Moon-gravity obtained. And Butch
was such an earnest little creature, so soberly absorbed in everything that
Worden showed him!
He
was still fascinated by the phenomena of sound. Humming or singing—even
Worden's humming and singing—entranced him. When Worden's hps
moved now Butch struck an attitude and held up the hoop-diaphragm with a tiny
finger pressed to it to catch the vibrations Worden's voice made.
Now
too when he grasped an idea Worden tried to convey he tended to swagger. He
became more human in his actions with every session of human contact. Once
indeed Worden looked at the video-screens which spied on Butch and saw him—all
alone—solemnly going through every gesture and every movement Worden had made.
He was pretending to give a lesson to an imaginary still-tinier companion. He
was pretending to be Worden, apparently for his own satisfaction!
Worden
felt a lump in his throat. He was enormously fond of the little mite. It was
painful that he had just left Butch to help in the construction of a
vibrator-microphone device which would transfer his voice to rock-vibrations
and simultaneously pick up any other vibrations that might be made in return.
If
the members of Butch's race did communicate by
tapping on rocks or the like men could eavesdrop on them—could locate them,
could detect ambushes in preparation and apply mankind's deadly military
counter-measures.
Worden
hoped the gadget wouldn't work. But it did. When he put it on the floor of the
nursery and spoke into the microphone, Butch did feel the vibrations underfoot.
He recognized their identity with the vibrations he'd learned to detect in air.
He
made a skipping exultant hop and jump. It was plainly the uttermost expression
of satisfaction. And then his tiny foot pattered and scratched furiously on the
floor. It made a peculiar scratchy tapping noise which the microphone picked
up. Butch watched Worden's face, making the sounds which were like highly elaborated
footfalls.
"No
dice, Butch," said Worden unhappily. "I can't understand it. But it looks as if
you've started your treason already. This'll help wipe out some of your
folks."
He reported it reluctantly to the Head of the
station. Microphones were immediately set into the rocky crater-floor outside
the station and others were made ready for exploring parties to use for the
detection of Moon-creatures near them. Oddly enough the microphones by the
station yielded results right away.
It was near sunset. Butch had been captured
near the middle of the three-hundred-and-thirty-four hour Lunar
day. In all the hours between—a week by Earth-time— he had had no nourishment
of any sort. Worden had conscientiously offered him every edible and inedible
substance in the station. Then at least one sample of every
mineral in the station collection.
Butch regarded them all with interest but
without appetite. Worden—liking Butch—expected him to die of starvation and
thought it a good idea. Better than encompassing the death of all his race anyhow. And it did seem to him that Butch was
beginning to show a certain sluggishness, a certain
lack of bounce and energy. He thought it was weakness from hunger.
Sunset progressed. Yard by yard, fathom by
fathom, half-mile by half-mile, the shadows of the miles-high western walls of Tycho crept across the crater floor. There came a time when
only the central hump had sunlight. Then the shadow began to creep up the
eastern walls. Presently the last thin jagged line of light would vanish and
the colossal cup of the crater would be filled to overflowing with the night.
Worden
watched the incandescent sunlight growing even narrower on the cliffs. He would
see no other sunlight for two weeks Earth-time. Then abruptly an alarm-bell
rang. It clanged stridently, furiously. Doors hissed shut, dividing the Station
into airtight sections.
Loudspeakers snapped, "Noises in the rock outside! Sounds like
moon-creatures talking, nearby! They may plan an attack! Everybody
into space-suits and get guns ready!"
At just that instant the last thin sliver of
sunshine disappeared. Worden thought instantly of Butch. There was no
space-suit to fit him. Then he grimaced a little. Butch didn't need a
space-suit.
Worden got into the clumsy outfit. The lights
dimmed. The harsh airless space outside the station was suddenly bathed in
light. The multimillion-lumen beam, made to guide rocketships
to a landing even at night, was turned on to expose any creatures with designs
on its owners. It was startling to see how little space was really lighted by
the beam and how much of stark blackness spread on beyond.
The loudspeaker snapped again. Two moon-creatures! Running away! They're
zigzagging! Anybody who wants to take a shot—" The voice paused. It didn't matter.
Nobody
is a crack shot in a space-suit. "They left something behind!" said the voice in the loudspeaker. It was
sharp and uneasy.
"I'll
take a look at that," said Worden. His own voice startled him but he was
depressed. "I've got a hunch what it is."
Minutes later he went out through the
airlock. He moved lightly despite the cumbrous suit he wore. There were two
other staff-members with him. All three were armed and the searchlight beam
stabbed here and there erratically to expose any relative of Butch who might
try to approach them in the darkness.
With the light at his back Worden could see
that trillions of stars looked down upon Luna. The zenith was filled with
infinitesimal specks of light of every conceivable color. The familiar
constellations burned ten times as brightly as on Earth. And the Earth itself
hung nearly overhead. It was three-quarters full—a monstrous bluish giant in
the sky, four times the Moon's diameter, its icecaps and continents mistily to
be seen.
Worden
went forebodingly to the object left behind by Butch's
kin. He wasn't much surprised when he saw what it was. It was a rocking-stone
on its plate with a fine impalpable dust on the plate as if something had been
crushed under the egg-shaped upper stone acting as a mill.
Worden said sourly into his helmet
microphone, "It's a present for Butch. His kinfolks know he was captured
alive. They suspect he's hungry. They've left some grub for him of the kind he
wants or needs most."
That was plainly what it was. It did not make
Worden feel proud. A baby—Butch—had been kidnapped by the enemies of its race.
That baby was a prisoner and its captors would have nothing with which to feed
it. So someone, greatly daring—Worden wondered somberly if it was Butch's father and mother—had risked their lives to leave
food for him with a rocking-stone to tag it for recognition as food.
"It's a dirty shame," said Worden
bitterly. "All right! Let's carry it back. Careful not to spill the powdered stuff!"
His lack of pride was emphasized when Butch
fell to upon the unidentified powder with marked enthusiasm. Tiny pinch by tiny
pinch Butch consumed it with an air of vast satisfaction. Worden felt ashamed.
"You're getting treated pretty rough,
Butch," said Worden. "What I've already learned from you will cost a
good many hundred of your folks' lives. And they're taking chances to feed you!
I'm making you a traitor and myself a scoundrel."
Butch thoughtfully held up the hoop-diaphragm
to catch the voice vibrations in the air. He was small and furry and absorbed.
He decided that he could pick up sounds better from the rock underfoot. He
pressed the communicator-microphone on Worden. He waited.
"No!" said Worden roughly. "Your people are
too human. Don't let me find out any more, Butch. Be smart and play
dumb!"
But Butch didn't. It wasn't very long before
Worden was teaching him to read. Oddly, though, the rock microphones that had
given the alarm at the station didn't help the tractor-parties at all. Butch's kinfolk seemed to vanish from the neighborhood of
the station altogether. Of course if that kept up the construction of a
fuel-base could be begun and the actual extermination of the species carried
out later. But the reports on Butch were suggesting other possibilities.
"If
your folks stay vanished," Worden told Butch, "it'll be all right for
awhile—and only for awhile. I'm being
Urged to try to get you used to Earth-gravity. If I succeed they'll want you on Earth in a
zoo. And if that works—why—they'll be sending other expeditions to get more of
your kinfolks to put in other zoos."
Butch watched Worden, motionless.
"And also"—Worden's tone was very
grim—"there's some miniature mining-machinery coming up by the next
rocket. I'm supposed to see if you can learn to run it."
Butch made scratching sounds on the floor. It
was unintelligible of course but it was an expression of interest at least.
Butch seemed to enjoy the vibrations of Worden's voice, just as a dog likes to
have his master talk to him. Worden grunted.
"We
humans class you as an animal, Butch. We tell ourselves that all
the animal world should be subject to us. Animals should work for us. If
you act too smart well hunt down all your relatives and set them to work digging
minerals for us. You'll be with them. But I don't want you to work your heart
out in a mine, Butchl It's
wrong!"
Butch remained quite still. Worden thought sickishly of small furry creatures like Butch driven to
labor in airless mines in the Moon's frigid depths. With guards in space-suits
watching lest any try to escape to the freedom they'd known before the coming
of men. With guns mounted against revolt. With punishments
for rebellion or weariness.
It wouldn't be unprecedented. The Indians in
Cuba when the Spanish came—Negro slavery in both Americas —concentration-camps
. . .
Butch moved. He put a small furry paw on
Worden's knee. Worden .scowled at him.
"Bad business," he said harshly.
'Td rather not get fond of you. You're a likeable
little cuss but your race is doomed. The trouble is that you didn't bother to
develop a civilization. And if you had, I suspect we'd have smashed it. We
humans aren't what you'd call admirable."
Butch went over to the blackboard. He took a
piece of pastel-chalk—ordinary chalk was too hard for his Moon-gravity muscles
to use—and soberly began to make marks on the slate. The marks formed letters.
The letters made words. The words made sense.
YOU, wrote Butch quite incredibly in neat
pica lettering, GOOD FRIEND.
He turned his head to stare at Worden. Worden
went white. T haven't taught you those words,
Butch!" he said very quietly. "What's up?"
He'd forgotten that his words, to Butch, were
merely vibrations in the air or in the floor. He'd forgotten they had no
meaning. But Butch seemed to have forgotten it too. He marked soberly:
MY FRIEND GET SPACE SUIT. He looked at Worden and marked once more.
TAKE ME OUT. I COME BACK WITH YOU.
He looked at Worden with large incongruously
soft and appealing eyes. And Worden's brain seemed to spin inside his skull.
After a long time Butch printed again— YES.
Then
Worden sat very still indeed. There was only Moon-gravity in the nursery and he
weighed only one-eighth as much as on Earth. But he felt very weak. Then he
felt grim.
"Not
much else to do, I suppose," he said slowly. "But I'll have to carry
you through Earth-gravity to the airlock."
He got to his feet. Butch made a little leap
up into his arms. He curled up there, staring at Worden's face. Just before
Worden stepped through the door Butch reached up a skinny paw and caressed
Worden's cheek tentatively.
"Here we go!" said Worden.
"The idea was for you to be a traitor. I wonder—"
But
with Butch a furry ball, suffering in the multiplied weight Earth-gravity
imposed upon him, Worden made his way to the airlock. He donned a space-suit.
He went out.
It was near sunrise then. A long time had
passed and Earth was now in its last quarter and the very highest peak of all
that made up the crater-wall glowed incandescent in the sunshine. But the
stars were still quite visible and very bright. Worden walked away from the
station, guided by the Earth-shine on the ground underfoot.
Three hours later he came back. Butch skipped
and hopped beside his space-suited figure. Behind them came two other figures.
They were smaller than Worden but much larger than Butch. They were skinny and
furry and they carried a burden. A mile from the station he switched on his
suit-radio. He called. A startled voice answered in his earphones.
"It's Worden," he said drily.
"I've been out for a walk with Butch. We visited his family and I've a
couple of his cousins with me. They want to pay a visit and present some gifts.
Will you let us in without shooting?"
There were exclamations. There was confusion.
But Worden went on steadily toward the station while another high peak glowed
in sunrise light and a third seemed to burst into incandescence and dawn was
definitely on the way.
The
airlock door opened. The party from the airless Moon went in. When the airlock
filled, though, and the gravity-coils went on,- Butch
and his relatives became helpless. They had to be carried to the nursery. There
they uncurled themselves and blinked enigmatically at the men who crowded into
the room where gravity was normal for the Moon and at the other men who stared in the door.
"I've got a sort of message," said
Worden. "Butch and his relatives want to make a deal with us. You'll
notice that they've put themselves at our mercy. We can kill all three of them.
But they want to make a deal."
The
Head of the station said uncomfortably, "You've managed two-way
communication, Worden?"
"I haven't," Worden told him. "They have. They've proved to me that they've
brains equal to ours. They've been treated as animals and shot as specimens.
They've fought back—naturallyl But
they want to make friends. They say that we can never use the Moon except in
space-suits and in stations like this and they could never take Earth's
gravity. So there's no need for us to be enemies. We can help each
other."
The Head of the station said drily,
"Plausible enough but we have to act under orders. Worden.
Did you explain that?"
"They
know," said Worden. "So they've got set to defend themselves if
necessary. They've set up smelters to handle metals. They get the heat by
sun-mirrors, concentrating sunlight. They've even begun to work with gases
held in containers. They're not far along with electronics yet but they've got
the theoretic knowledge and they don't need vacuum tubes. They live in a
vacuum. They can defend themselves from now on."
The
Head said mildly, "I've watched Butch, you know, Worden. And you don't
look crazy. But if this sort of thing is sprung on the armed forces on Earth
there'll be trouble. They've been arguing for armed rocket-ships.
If your friends start a real war for defense—if
they can —maybe rocket warships will be the answer." Worden nodded.
"Right. But our rockets aren't so good that they can
fight this far from a fuel-store and there couldn't be one on the Moon with all
of Butch's kinfolk civilized—as they nearly are
now—and as they certainly will be within the next few weeks. Smart
people, these cousins and such of Butch!"
"I'm afraid they'll have to prove
it," said the Head. "Where'd they get this sudden surge in
culture?"
"From
us," said Worden. "Smelting from me, I think. Metallurgy
and mechanical engineering from the tractor-mechanics. Geology—call it Lunology here—mostly from
you."
"How's that?" demanded the Head.
"Think
of something you'd like Butch to do," said Worden grimly, "and then
watch him."
The Head stared and then looked at Butch.
Butch-small and furry and swaggering—stood up and bowed profoundly from the
waist. One paw was placed where his heart could be. The other made a grandiose
sweeping gesture. He straightened up and strutted, then climbed swiftly into
Worden's lap and put a skinny furry arm about bis neck.
"That bow," said the Head, very
pale, "is what I had in mind. You mean—"
"Just so," said Worden. "Butch's ancestors had no air to make noises in for speech.
So they developed telepathy. In time, be sure, they worked out something like
music—sounds carried through rock. But like our music it doesn't carry meaning.
They communicate directly from mind to mind. Only we can't pick up communications
from them and they can from us."
"They read our minds!" said the
Head. He licked his lips. "And when we first shot them for specimens they
were trying to communicate. Now they fight."
"Naturally,"
said Worden. "Wouldn't we? They've been picking our brains. They can put
up a terrific battle now. They could wipe out this station without trouble.
They let us stay so they could learn from us. Now they want to trade."
"We have to report to Earth," said
the Head slowly, "but-"
"They brought along some samples,"
said Worden. "They'll swap diamonds, weight for weight, for records. They
like our music. They'll trade emeralds for textbooks —they can read, now! And
they'll set up an atomic pile and swap plutonium for other things they'll think
of later. Trading on that basis should be cheaper than a war!"
"Yes,"
said the Head. "It should. That's the sort of argument men will listen to.
But how—"
"Butch,"
said Worden ironically. "Just Butch! We didn't
capture him—they planted him on us! He stayed in the station and picked our
brains and relayed the stuff to his relatives. We wanted to learn about them,
remember? It's like the story of the psychologist . . ."
There's
a story about a psychologist who was studying the intelligence of a chimpanzee.
He led the chimp into a room full of
toys, went out, closed the door and put his eye to the keyhole to see what the
chimp was doing. He found himself
gazing into a glittering interested brown eye only inches from his own. The
chimp was looking through the keyhole to see what the psychologist was doing.