Dragon in Chains
BOOK ONE
Daniel Fox

Ballantine Books
New York
Moshui
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AND WATER
This book is dedicated to the
one I love.
Sort it out between yourselves.
WHEN
DRAGONS BLEED,
THEY BLEED IN GOLD.
WHEN THEY WEEP,
THEY WEEP IN JADE.
ONE 
Dragon’s
Breath
Chapter one
They
called the fog her breath, the Dragon-in-Chains’.
They were peasants, of course, both sides of the strait.
Superstitious
and ignorant, they were apt to see traces of her in everything they
feared.
Also, they were right.
UP HIGH on the Forge, he could look down and see it exactly,
how she
breathed. How the first wisps hung like trails of smoke, silk floss in
the last of the day’s sun; how they reached for one another, how they
clung. How they drank moonlight when the sun was gone, how they
thickened and spread. How her breath spilled across the strait to cloak
the sea that held her, to brush two rocky shores with an inverted
shadow of white.
From above, it didn’t seem so dangerous: like bales of silk
wadding
that gleamed in the chill of the light, that stirred in waves and
eddies like the waters that they hid. In truth, he knew, it was a
banner of war flung down.
At his back was heat and noise and light, the boom of the
mighty hammer
striking a solemn toll, a sudden flare from the fire sending his own
stark shadow rushing after.
Below—all the miles of living water from the mainland to
Taishu-island,
the farthest fringe of empire—was blank and silent, cold.
He shuddered, and turned away. It would be a hard night, a
cruel night
down there, in the dragon’s breath. The fog swallowed sound and moon
and starlight, it swallowed lives. He could be glad her breath didn’t
reach this high.
He hoped he could be glad.
Chapter two
Han
would kill, or he would die tonight. On the water, in the fog.
If there was a choice, he couldn’t see it. There would be a
body, a
dead boy pitched over the side into that dense white chill that hid the
dark sea from the deck. It would be him, or else it would be Yerli. His
new friend, Yerli. They didn’t get to choose, only to fight.
He had seen death already: executed criminals and starveling
children,
an old woman in a ditch. A magician paraded on a board in the pomp of
his magisterial robes, for all his townsfolk to wonder at the fact that
he could die.
Han’s own mother, dead in the family bed, with the babe that
had ripped
her lifeless in her arms and the copper reek of so much blood in the
room.
He had seen death more closely, this day gone. His recent
master, the
scribe Han’s father had sold him to: Master Doshu had died a scribe’s
death, brutal and swift and meaningless, and the brushes of his trade
adorned his killer’s topknot.
They’d been on their way from one village to the next, the
endless
circuit of the wandering craftsman. Master Doshu rode his donkey, his
pride, while Han trotted in the dust of its heels carrying all his
master’s packs and baggages, his folded writing-desk, his shoes. The
donkey was more useful, more valuable than Han; that was simply so, and
he was used to it. He was happy enough: fetching and carrying, crying
his master’s skill in the marketplace, buying or begging his master’s
supper and bed, his own if he was lucky. Learning his characters.
Learning to carry his bruises, his hunger, his other pains in the quiet
of his heart. It was a boy’s life, and one to be content with.
Their road kept them a cautious mile from the coast, the
ingrained wisdom of travelers. It wasn’t enough.
A bridge, that crossed a stream tumbling over itself in its
eagerness
for the sea. Three men, emerging late and swift from the shadows
beneath, where they must have stood a long time waiting thigh-deep in
bitter water. They were bitter too, to find a threadbare scribe and a
boy where the clipping of hooves must have had them hoping for a
magistrate.
Still, one seized the donkey’s bridle, while another dropped
a neat
loop of cord over Master Doshu’s head. Han saw that noose drawn tight,
snaring his master’s beard as it went, tugging the long hairs back
beneath his chin so that he looked ridiculously unlike himself as he
mouthed fish-like at air he couldn’t reach, as his fingers scrabbled
for a thong sunk too deep into his wattles.
Han screamed, and was cuffed aside. He scrambled up, knife in
hand, and
was seized and bound and beaten while all the time Master Doshu’s face
darkened, his legs slowly ceased their kicking, his hands fell slackly
to the ground.
Han was let see that, all of that. Strong callused hands
quieted the
donkey, slapped its rump. Dizzily, Han heard a rough voice, “We eat
well tonight.” Those same hands checked his bonds, slapped him with the
same casual dispatch. Someone chuckled.
Master Doshu’s body was stripped of everything that might
have use or
value, which meant apparently everything he wore, down to his
smallclothes. His ivory rings were grunted over; the poverty of his
purse earned Han another slap, less contented. All the bundles and bags
were divided up smartly, between donkey and boy; once burdened—more
lightly than before, both of them, if fear and doom have no
weight—donkey and boy were led away, each on a halter of rope.
THEY FOLLOWED the stream to an inlet below a promontory. In
the shadows
there, a high junk rode at anchor. Pirates, then—but Han had been sure
of that already. Regular bandits wouldn’t be so swift to dispose of a
donkey.
They slaughtered it right there on the stony beach, butchered
it
crudely and made mocking play with its head. A boat brought more men
ashore; the bags were picked over while the meat roasted over a hasty
bamboo fire. Han was poked and prodded, cuffed, discussed, not spoken
to.
Another raiding-party brought another boy and three women
besides,
tearful and gagged with rags. Tossed down beside Han, the
boy—Yerli—hissed questions at him until they were both kicked silent.
Han watched the men, listened to their talk, tried to understand what
he—and, yes, now Yerli—were here for.
What the women were for had been clear from the start, and
the pirates
made no attempt to hide it. They ate, they leered, they gambled and
squabbled among themselves; mostly, Han thought, they waited. As he
did, and the other boy beside him, and the women who were pawed at but
nothing worse. Not yet.
An hour before sunset came their captain. Broad and squat,
gray-bearded
in a profession that should not run to age, he gazed down at the boys
and smiled thinly.
“Two of them, is it? We only want the one. One will learn
obedience,
and it may only cost him a finger or two; two boys together is a hatch
of trouble. Well. They can fight for it, hmm? Lads? One of you can be
one of us in the morning, tagged as crew,” and he reached out a hand,
drew the nearest man close and showed them the heavy iron ring that
pierced his left ear. “Tagged for the Shalla,”
and his fingers flicked the ring so that late sun picked out scratches
on the metal, “not for me. If it makes any difference, if either of you
can read.”
“I can read, sir.” To his own astonishment, that was Han,
struggling awkwardly up onto his knees. “And write too.”
The captain barked a laugh. “It’s not a qualification, boy.
My crew
takes my word for it, that their tags tie them to my ship. So can you.
Or your little friend here,” the toe of his boot digging into Yerli’s
ribs. “Or are you a reader too, shall I be amazed?”
“I can read futures,” Yerli said. “My master, that your men
killed? He was a magician. He taught me.”
The men muttered among themselves: Wizard’s pup?
Worth the
keeping . . . worth the
selling . . .
worth the killing, do it now . . .
“Can you make spells?” the captain demanded, his face
entirely not
saying what the proper answer was, what might lead to keeping, or
selling, or killing.
“No, sir. But I can show you what I see—and I can see some of
what lies before you, where your blood will take you.”
The captain grunted and turned away. “Leave him bound. I say
where our
future lies. And his, too. One knife between them, and we’ll have one
boy before morning. Get that meat cooked, and all of this aboard,” what
poor loot they’d gleaned, and their captives too, loot too. “Tide is
turning, and I want to be stood well off by sunset, in case the wind
shifts. After dark, lads, after dinner. You’ll have your fight.”
THEY TOOK the women first, trussed and gagged. One at least
had some
spirit left, trying to kick a man out of the boat; the way that man
used his bamboo after, she must have regretted it.
That same long bamboo that poled the boat to and from the
junk, he put
to yet another use when it was the boys’ turn. Half his teeth had been
knocked out by whatever mighty blow it was with whatever weapon that
twisted his lips into a pattern of scars; he grinned gappily down at
where they lay in the ribs of the boat and slurred, “Boys don’t need to
read. Boys scrub and sew and carry water. And fight, when they are told
to. And try to please the captain. Here is our last boy, see?”
And he reached out that long bamboo and nudged something
black where it
swung on a chain from the foredeck, half in and half out of the water.
It erupted into a seething, swarming mass of flies. What they’d cloaked
must have been a boy once, bound to the chain. His face was blackly
empty, and Han couldn’t tell whether he’d lost his eyes before or after
he was dangled there.
Below the waist, below the waterline, he was barely more than
half a
boy, so much of him had been eaten away. His legs were bones, held
together by rags of flesh and tendon.
“He lived three days on the chain,” Half-Mouth said. “The
captain had
him pulled up every day, to see. Yesterday he was dead, so we came
ashore for you. For one of you. You,” a poke of the pole at Yerli,
“tell my fortune. Before you fight.”
“I’ll need your blood,” Yerli said. Half-Mouth hissed, and
poked again before he punted to the well of the junk.
THE FOG overtook them after sunset, chilling the soul and the
skin. By
then the boys were sat untied, more or less unwatched in a corner of
the foredeck. They’d been fed, even, one hunk of half-burned, half-raw
donkey meat that they chewed at, bite and bite about.
“If you can see futures,” Han muttered, “why are you here?”
Why let himself be ambushed, his master slain?
“I can’t see my own,” softly back at him. “It’s always other
people. And it does take blood.”
See mine, then, see who wins between us. I’ll bite
my lip . . .
Instead he bit that back. How could they fight, knowing
already who
would win? And if they didn’t fight, these men would kill them both.
That was apparent. The fight was a test as much as an entertainment.
Still, they were talking now, and it was hard to stop. “If
your master was such a magician, how could common pirates slay him?”
What came back to him was a snort, almost a laugh aloud.
“Rafen was no magician.”
“But you said—”
“Yes, and so did he say. He was a fraud, a cheat. He gulled
the stupid for cash.”
“You said he taught you.”
“I lied. He found me. He was a cheat
already, but a poor one; I made him good.”
“Because you are a better cheat?”
“No. Because I am not a cheat.
Shhh . . .”
• • •
THE WOMEN had no chance to fight. They did scream,
each of them, for a
while. That much came up from the junk’s hold, where the men had taken
them.
One by one, a while after, they were brought out on deck and
flung over the side.
The last, at least, was still alive. Han thought she was the
one who
had kicked earlier, and he wanted to applaud. She struggled again now,
when she saw the fog; she begged to be killed first, before they gave
her to the sea tonight.
The men ignored her. Swung and flung, as they had her
unfortunate sisters.
She screamed her terror, all the way to the splash. Han could
hear how
the fog embraced her, how it drank her voice, he thought her terror too.
It wasn’t the fall, he thought, or the water that scared her
so. Nor
the dying. It was what fell between here and there, what waited in that
hesitation between the last breath and the ending.
The dragon, he thought she was saying, the
Dragon-in-Chains.
HAN, AND Yerli. And a knife.
And a rope, to be sure they faced and fought each other.
The men cleared the well-deck, heaving out coiled cables,
barrels of
salt meat, gash timber. They made a pit, a theater for blood.
They dropped the boys into it, tied waist-to-waist with
enough slack
that one could jump back out of reach—but only just. Try to scramble
farther, he would only draw the other after. With the knife. Turn to
run, and he was dead already with the blade in his back.
The Shalla’s crew crowded on the upper
decks to watch.
They were laying wagers, of course; most seemed to be betting on Han.
Those who didn’t think that Yerli had a magic he’d kept hidden,
something learned or stolen from his master. They’d both been searched
again by pinching fingers, and they had nothing on them but the patched
shirts and ragged trousers of apprentice boys—but magic could be a
word, a gesture, anything. Some of the men did not trust Yerli, and so
they bet on him.
The captain shouldered his way through to stand above the
well:
“You fight to be ship’s boy, to belong to the Shalla.
Loser
goes over the side, living or dead. If you listen to the women, dead is
better. If the other’s hurt too bad to be useful, he goes too. That’s
all.”
And then he threw the knife, a hard flick of his wrist to set
it thrumming upright in the planking.
IT WAS a good throw, and a good plain knife. Handle wrapped
in
sharkskin for the grip of it; blade the length of a man’s hand, worn
hollow with years of sharpening; point—well, point sharp enough to
drive thumb’s-knuckle-deep into an old ship’s stone-hard planking.
Han hurled himself full-length, Yerli too, the rope a slack
tangle
between them. Han’s fingers found the knife’s hilt, and seized it; a
moment after, the other boy’s hand closed around his wrist.
For that moment they were still, snatching a breath,
organizing
themselves, almost organizing each other for what must surely follow:
the tumbling struggle for possession, elbows and teeth and desperate
straining arms, rolling across the deck and slamming into the
bulkheads, lucky not to roll right under the rail and down into the fog
together, into the water, into the dragon’s
ken . . .
That didn’t happen, though, none of that: because Yerli
yelled and
jerked away to the limit of the rope, all the distance that he could.
He stared at Han through the torchlight and the icy drifts of fog. Han
felt the burn of Yerli’s grip still around his wrist, the press of
fingers at the pulse-point where his blood rose.
And shook his head, shook his wrist, pulled the knife from
the decking;
rose to a crouch, while the men hooted down at them. It’d be so much
easier if Yerli came back at him, made him use the knife, one swift
blow and done . . .
Yerli wouldn’t do that. He shook his head, straightened
slowly, held
one hand out in quiet request. “No,” he said, too soft for the howling
men to hear. “No, we won’t fight. Give me the knife.”
“Do what?”
“The knife. Give it to me.” And then, impossibly, “Trust me.”
If this was a trick, if it was a trap, it was too blatant for
Han to see it. He said, “Is this your magic?”
“Yes,” Yerli said. “I want you to see what I see. But I need
more of
your blood than I can feel through your skin. Give me the knife, and
your hand.”
There was fury above them, and the captain’s voice bellowing;
but Han
held out his hand, open, with the knife flat on his palm. At the time
or later, he never could have said why he did that.
Yerli took the knife and might have killed him then, one
swift blow and done.
And didn’t, he only opened the ball of Han’s thumb till the
blood ran;
and then did the same to himself, and held them thumb to thumb, blood
to blood. Now there was almost a silence on the upper decks as the
prospect of magic ran like a whisper from man to man, like a shiver
through the crew. The captain called for harpoons—“or a whip,” he
cried, “who has a whip?”—to goad these disappointing boys, but he
didn’t sound compelling and for sure nobody moved.
Han heard, but only distantly. For that little time he stood
flesh to
flesh, blood to blood with Yerli and felt his world shatter and fall.
See what I see.
What he saw, then, was himself. But not here, or not only
here,
blood-smeared and wide-eyed in a blur of fog. Here and somewhere else,
on a journey he had not taken.
Yet.
He saw himself in tears, watching while a giant screamed.
He saw himself in chains and beaten, no surprise.
He saw a dragon reflected in his eyes.
He saw himself try to write a single simple character, and
fumble it as a child might, or a man who could not read.
He saw himself as if in a mirror, do the same.
He saw himself in a dragon’s shadow, sheltering.
No, sheltering from the dragon, trying to.
No—
“No.”
That was Yerli, stepping away, taking his hands away, taking
his blood
and the beat of it and the vision of it, leaving Han bereft.
Han stared at him, seeing nothing but the boy, bewildered by
him, lost.
Yerli said, “Not like that, not when I look at you. See what I
see . . .”
And then he used the knife again, but only to cut the rope
that bound
them waist-to-waist. He even smiled, a little, as he tossed the knife
to Han’s bare feet.
Han bent to pick it up. By the time he’d straightened there
were half a
dozen men in the well with him, and none of them mattered, because
Yerli was already over the rail.
Over the rail and holding on one-handed, terrified, as though
one
glimpse into fog had cut through courage and inevitability and all; but
he looked back at Han and said it again, shrieked it rather, “See what
I see!”—and then he let go.
He lacked the nerve to jump, but he did force his fingers to
unlock
themselves one by one. And so he fell, before the men could reach him.
There was a rush to the rail none the less, but there would
be nothing
to see. Nothing even to hear bar the fog-drowned splash, because he
fell in silence. The men turned away, frustrated, and would have fallen
on Han surely if he’d flinched or whimpered, pleaded, fallen to his
knees and begged.
Instead he stood there and looked at them, and perhaps he
shrugged a
little; and then he looked past them, to the shifting banks of fog that
cloaked the water where his abrupt new friend had gone; and then he
closed his eyes.
Perhaps it was that which held the men, that residual hint of
magic.
Perhaps it was the echo of Yerli’s cry, perhaps they heard it as he
did, endlessly, see what I
see . . . !
Perhaps they looked at him and saw him doing that, looking
through a lost boy’s eyes, a fog-bound body falling.
Perhaps they thought that magic was infectious.
Perhaps they were right.
SEE WHAT I SEE.
Han closed his eyes, and saw the fog.
He saw it from below, like clouds iridescent with the moon
they hid; he saw the Shalla like a darkness in the
clouds, like a giant body’s shadow in the sky, like a dragon free to
fly.
He saw clouds and dragon rise, retreat as he fell into his
own
darkness, as the bitter chill of the water gripped his bones, as the
sea’s suck—
No.
See what I see. No more than that.
Yerli had gifted him that, blood to blood, but no more than
that; Han had no right to share his death.
The moon on the fog was a suffusing glow, a lamp behind paper
but
higher, farther, fading now. The water was an enfolding darkness.
Han tried to open his eyes, and realized that they were open;
he stood on the deck of the Shalla and there were
men all about him, and he still saw nothing but the deep-sea dark where
no light reached, only a boy, falling.
Falling toward something, a gleam, a hint of light below: a
richness, all colors caught in a single point.
Not a point. A focus. Bigger than it seemed and drawing
everything toward it, everything that
fell . . .
Not shining, nothing so bright: all its brightness was
wrapped within,
and it only seemed to glow because the dark in which it lay was so
intense. It gleamed like a charcoal heap at night, like a jewel mired
in mud; all its light, all its colors were murky and dulled and
indistinct.
All her light, all her colors.
See what I see.
What he saw, what Han saw: they saw a dragon.
They saw her, the Dragon-in-Chains where she lay sprawled on
the
seafloor, shackled in the strait that was her queendom, the empire’s
long prisoner. By her own dim bare light, they could see the chains
that held her fast to the rock. Crusted and rusted, great works of
spell and iron, unless they were spell entirely and only seemed to take
the form of chains, just as perhaps she was spell entirely and only
seemed to take the form of dragon.
Neither one of the boys could see enough to know that. Han
saw only
what Yerli saw, and Yerli was at the end of his seeing now, falling
toward her, giving himself to what had scared him most.
At the end, at the last, did she open her mouth to take him?
Or was it just her eye?
Chapter three
When
she breathed, she fogged the mirror of the world.
It would come with the sunset, those evenings when the sea
was kind and
quiet, brassy in the late low sun, mirror-still; those nights when
there was least breeze, and the men were most eager to fish. Eager till
she breathed. Her breath would fill the strait: salt air suddenly as
wet as the sea, beading like pearls on old men’s eyebrows, dripping
like rain from the sails, filling throats and lungs, drowning voices.
Cloudy as rice-water, chill as spring-water, it would lie like a dense
white quilt between dark and dark, the sea and the sky, her native
elements. They said it was all she could do now, exhale one deep
terrible nightlong breath to remind her people where she lay, under
what burdens and how cruelly bound.
The fog was heavy but fickle, thinning here and parting
there, roiling
unpredictably on no wind that any sail could find. It was dangerous
past measure, concealing rocks and shoals and whirlpools, stealing all
those signs—the stars, the lie of land in moonlight, the cries of
birds, the swirls of muddy current—that men could steer by. It drew
boats into uncertain waters, men into uncertain futures. It lapped at
the solidity of land, changeable and deadly. How could her people help
but be reminded of herself?
IN THE fog, even the bright red eye of the Forge was a sleepy
smear.
Even the hard hammer of the monksmith’s work, which normally Old Yen
felt like a bell in his bones: even that sound was flat and dull and
not to be trusted, echoing off walls of white, walls of wet.
The Forge was a beacon, the hammer was a guarantee: the
dragon was
still chained. The monksmith worked night and day at his fires to keep
that promise burning. Night and day, Old Yen was grateful. He had
taught his children and now his grandchildren to deliver what was
proper to the island in return, thanks with fish.
Only, not in the fog. Nights like this, let the monks pray
hungry till
tomorrow. Ships had grounded in the risky channels around the Forge;
smaller boats had broken apart and been lost entirely. People, of
course, had died.
Nights like this, as often as not he would let tide and
current carry
him all across the strait. He could sell his catch at Santungquay as
readily as he did at home; he could garner news to carry back with him.
He could buy meat and cloth and incense. He could pray and make
offerings to mainland gods, whom he would not ordinarily trouble.
Nights like this—as every night—his own Li-goddess would see
him safe.
Sometimes, he knew, shipmasters forgot to be devout. He never did. He
took food to her temples; he paid cash to her nuns; he scattered rice
and wine from his prow whenever he left safe harbor, and she always
brought him safe home again. It wasn’t only the tugs of current against
his oar, the smells on the breeze that told him where in the strait he
was. He felt her cool strong hand govern his as he steered, he heard
her voice—liquid, lyrical—singing him a pathway through the fog. Where
it cleared long enough to show him stars, he felt her breath in his
face, to countermand the dragon’s.
A man needed such a trust, such a goddess, when he took a
great boat
out into deep waters with only his eldest grandchild for crew. A great
boat, and a fleet besides. If Old Yen glanced over his shoulder now, he
would see the lights of half the village boats, pale blurs in his wake.
He burned a brighter lantern from his stern, for anyone to follow who
dared risk fog and sea together. For some, the chance of a good haul
was always worth the toss; they would fill their nets and let him do
the worrying. As though he hadn’t enough to worry about already,
sailing this clumsy lee-tending hog of a hybrid with a crew of one. A
willing crew, to be sure, but never enough; and young, so
young . . .
A squint forward showed him two buttocks and a breechclout,
where Mei Feng bent hazardously over the rail to haul a net aboard.
“Mei Feng! Take care . . . !”
Mei Feng lost overboard in this fallen cloud, this weight of
fog, would
be Mei Feng lost to the mortal world, a ghost fit to wander a world of
water. Looking over the side, Old Yen couldn’t even see the water.
Mei Feng waved and hauled, and the net came up: a shadow
against the
bow-light, fat and heavy and ready to spill, like a drop of water held
pendulous on a hair. He turned to call across the sternboards, a low
hooting wordless cry, fog-talk: little to it, because there was little
enough to say. Take in your sails; we will work these waters.
Tide would drift them slowly to the coast; wind and the
river’s push would hold them off until first light.
He heard his call picked up and passed along, a fading series
of
echoes. And then the silence after, fog-silence, with only the far
faint pounding of the monksmith’s terrible hammer to puncture it; and
then not even that, true silence, the white wet weight of it, as though
the dragon’s breath could smother any sound in time, any sound at
all . . .
AND THEN another sound, a new sound: a rolling, grunting
chant. It took
Old Yen a moment to understand it as voices, working to a rhythm,
somewhere in that fog-choked moonlight.
For a moment he thought they must be far closer landward than
he’d
reckoned, maybe in the rivermouth already, and these were prayers from
the temple on the headland. But his Li-goddess would have warned him if
he’d led the fleet into danger. Unless her voice was drowned out by the
dragon’s laughter, and even then he would have known by the feel of the
water against his oar, river silt fighting tidal salt.
So no, not that. Nor could this be the monks from the Forge.
Close
enough to hear their prayers, the fire’s eye would be directly above
him, searing . . .
No, no. This was something on the water, where there could be
nothing on the water that had not come from men; which meant—
Which meant this: a sudden looming shadow in the white wall
ahead,
where the fog flung back the lamplight in a dazzle. A shadow that broke
through the wall and was a boat; of course it was a boat. A boat that
Old Yen knew, of course, he knew every boat on this coast. But so too
did young Mei Feng know this one, and knew it had no business here: “A
dragon boat! Grandfather, a dragon boat out of
Santung . . . !”
“I see it.” It and more. This one had a light burning in the
prow, and
he could see others now, dim and diffuse but definitely lights. He
could hear them too, those other boats, the paddlers chanting at their
work. And to meet one dragon boat out in the strait in the deadest hour
of a fog-bound night was clearly impossible, so why not two, why not
half a dozen?
Long and lean, this one was pulling alongside already, low in
the water
so that he could look down into her belly and see how many men were
crouching there. Four dozen with paddles, and as many more as could be
crowded onto the thwarts between them. Dragon boats were playthings,
raced at festival for the crowd’s pleasure and the profit of the
fortunate; it had never struck Old Yen before, how well they could be
used to carry pirates.
But they would need to know these waters very well to find
their way,
to find their prey in fog. And the men standing at the back, beside the
steersman: they looked stern, dressed in a frightening authority, but
not lawless. The opposite, surely, in those caps and robes. And, also
surely, not at all men of the sea.
There was another in the bows, calling up: “You, there! Throw
me a rope!”
Not a man moved, but Old Yen was anxiously aware of how they
were
armed, swords and bows to hand. Pirates or otherwise, he was their
capture of the night. Their first capture: fog-talk said the other
dragon boats were corralling the fleet around him.
“A rope, lord? Yes, yes, of
course . . .”
He had ladders, more suited to a lord in his robes; but a
rope had been
demanded and a rope he sent, letting it uncoil in a swift fall to the
lord’s waiting hand.
That man climbed swift and sure, walking his booted feet up
the
planking, pulling himself easily over the rail. He stood half a head
taller than Old Yen and broader in the chest, stronger in the
shoulders, better fed by far. His glossy hair, his rings, his heavy
skirts—even his mustaches spoke of rank and wealth and power. Old Yen
might have kowtowed sooner than meet such a man eye-to-eye. If this
hadn’t been his own boat they stood on, in his own waters, in a fog
where he was master.
He was thoroughly fogged now, bewildered, fallen out of his
proper
story: as though the fog had misled him into some stranger tale, where
to be a fisherman and a grandfather was not enough for one man’s life.
“You are not Santung men.”
“No, lord. We are from Szechao.”
“I am General Gao Ming; I serve the Son of Heaven. Where is
Szechao?”
“A village, lord. General. On Taishu. That is an island—”
“I know what it is, fool,” though there was no heat in the
word, nor
anywhere in him; more than the fog had chilled him, Old Yen thought. He
seemed infinitely weary, beneath a superficial vigor. “Taishu is our
purpose, if we can get there. Could you find it, in this fog?”
“Of course, lord.” By the time they came there, the fog would
have
burned away; the dragon’s breath never long outlasted dawn. He saw no
point in saying so.
“Very well. Where is your crew?”
“Here.” A single gesture to the single figure standing as
mazed as
himself, half naked as Mei Feng always was to handle the net and the
haul, untroubled by the fog’s chill, and—
“A girl?”
Very obviously a girl in breast-bands and breechclout,
despite her hair
cropped short and the lean muscles gleaming wet in lamp-light.
“She is all I need, lord,” though he might as well have said,
She is all I have.
The general grunted. “She had better dress. My men will be
aboard.”
Old Yen nodded and Mei Feng vanished into the cabin, where
she kept
shirts and trousers clean and dry until the fish were in their baskets
and the boat had turned for home.
Then, “Your men, lord?”
“Those in the boat here, before it turns for more. The same
for the
rest of your fleet; you will take as many as you can convey on one
trip.”
“One—?”
The general smiled, and that was chilly too. “There will be
many trips,
man. Your boat will be more busy than you know, back and forth across
the strait; you have an army to transport. An army, an empire. And its
master.”
When Mei Feng came up—barefoot as always but dressed
otherwise, and a
scarf bound about her head, and still she could be mistaken for nothing
but the girl she was—he sent her for the ladders. This man might swarm
comfortably up a rope, but not every man. He understood that; he
thought he had understood everything, except why an army was coming to
Taishu.
And then the first who came up the first ladder was barely a
man at
all, still a boy by Old Yen’s biased reckoning; and his robes were
yellow and his rings were jade, and so Old Yen found himself kowtowing
on his own deck after all, because the general’s hand cuffed him to it
as the general’s voice hissingly explained that this, this was the Son
of Heaven, the emperor himself, here, now, standing with wet slippers
among the spilled fish from the baskets.
Chapter four
The
captain loomed over Han while some of his men were still leaning over
the side, presumably seeing nothing but fog. See what I see, but
for Han too that meant nothing now.
Briefly, he thought he might be following Yerli, following
the women,
down to see the dragon in his own flesh. The captain did not look happy.
He said, “I promised my men a boy, so I suppose we’d best
keep you. For now. I also promised them a fight, and you defied me.”
“I, I would have fought, sir,” and he did think that was
true, he was almost sure of it, “it was Yerli who—”
“I saw what he did. And I saw you give him the knife.”
“I didn’t know . . .”
“No. Which is what saves your life tonight. But you did stand
still to
let him cut you. That will cost you a finger in the morning. For now—”
He had a slim fillet of iron between his fingers, cut with a
few dashed
lines. Han tried to read it, but, “I’m sorry, sir, I don’t know that
character . . .”
“It says SHALLA. Learn it. By this
token, you belong to the ship. To her, not to me; but she belongs to
me. Remember that.”
“Yes, sir.”
The captain nodded, and held out his hand. When Han didn’t
respond,
that same hand cuffed him hard across the ear, then reached and took
what it wanted: the knife, from Han’s unresisting grip. Han hadn’t even
remembered that he was holding it.
The captain used its hilt as a hammer, pounding soft iron
against the rail until it curled back on itself, almost made a ring.
The captain’s fingers, then, gripping Han’s ear; that knife
again, huge
beside his eye; a sudden jab—and all the ringing and numbness in his
head, all the dreadful fascination of the night, all the fog in him
couldn’t obscure that sharp point of pain.
Still, he didn’t cry out. Not then, and not when the captain
pushed the
iron fillet through the flesh of his ear, tearing a hole that the knife
had only started.
The captain closed the ring up with the simple strength of
his fingers, and said, “What’s your name, boy?”
“Han, sir.”
“Han. You are ship’s boy now, the Shalla’s
boy; her men
will teach you her ways, and I will teach you mine, and perhaps you
will live. If you please me. I am called Li Ton. Draw up a bucket of
water and wash that ear; then clean the deck here.”
“Yes, sir.”
WITH HIS ear and his cut thumb stinging from salt-burn and
the
well-deck scrubbed of blood, he was set to work restoring its former
order: shown how to stack and tie loose timber, how to shift a barrel
that he couldn’t lift, how to coil a rope. Mostly the lesson came in
shoves and kicks, close watch and rough hands. Half-Mouth tugged him
about by the earring, making his eyes smart and the piercing ooze
afresh.
The work was hard and strange to him, the blows were hard but
familiar. Together, at least they kept him warm.
And at least he was able for the work. Tonight, he was able.
He
wondered how he’d manage it, a finger short in the morning. Several of
the crew were missing fingers or fingertips, some more than one; he
might have thought this a boat cursed by carelessness, if he hadn’t
been told otherwise. The thought of Li Ton’s knife made him shiver
despite the sweat of the work. It was a different kind of chill, but he
thought it still belonged to the fog, or to the dragon.
• • •
THERE WAS a lookout in the bows, shrieking about a
dragon’s eye in the
fog, up high. It wasn’t true. Han was sure of that, even before he
looked.
Something was there, to be sure: a smoky red glow, fitful in
the fog.
Not any kind of eye, though, let alone a dragon’s. Hers were green and
wet, and down below. This looked more like firelight to Han. And it had
a sound to accompany it, a dull repetitive booming. He didn’t know what
song she might sing if ever she rose against her weight of chains, but
it wasn’t this.
Li Ton was just as certain. He went up into the bows to fling
curses at
the man on watch; then he flung a coin after and called for less sail,
for oars, for extra eyes.
Even Han was sent to the rail, one more lookout.
“Listen too,” the captain said, clipping him smartly on the
side of the
head. “Your ears may serve us better. Listen through the hammer; listen
for waves on rocks, for voices. Whatever you see, whatever you hear,
cry out. If it’s nothing, I won’t be angry.”
Angry or not, he would be rough. That big hand smacked Han
again, on
the back of the neck. Han muttered his obedience, gripped the rail and
turned eyes and ears, all his attention outward.
IT WASN’T only dread of pirates that drove people inland from
the
coast. Simply knowing the dragon was there, chained or not, asleep or
otherwise; that was enough to make folk wary. She hadn’t risen for
centuries, but the Forge was a constant reminder.
Han had never seen the sea, but he knew about the Forge. An
island like
a mountain peak, forbidden to anyone but monks. Smoking by day, a
constant pall cast from the furnace at the peak; glowing by night, from
the same cause. The sound of the great hammer he knew by repute, he
knew it when he heard it.
Just as he knew the jetty, sight unseen, that they felt for
in the fog:
a long finger of old wood, reaching out over rocks to offer safe
mooring. Boats would bring food to the monks, cloth, raw iron and
charcoal. In return they would take blessings away with them, and
worked iron goods: nails and wheel rims, axles, hinges. Locks and
chains.
Chains, especially. They were the Forge’s fame, even far from
the coast
where no one cared about the dragon, no one spoke of her, perhaps no
one believed in her at all. Chains made here carried anchors for the
greatest ships of the empire; they defended harbors up and down the
coast; they were traded far inland, along the broad slow rivers, to
bring security to mines and mints, to docks and workyards, to prisons
and to treasure-houses.
People forgot, perhaps, that they were only symbols; no one
forgot that
the best chains came from the Forge. Other ironsmiths had lost hands or
tongues for claiming that their own were Forge work. That was why the
fire burned, why the hammer rang day and night; demand was insatiable.
Unless it was the other way around: that the fire and the hammer had to
work day and night to keep the dragon subdued, to refresh her chains
with every blast of heat and every blow, and therefore the monks had
much to trade away.
It was said that the monksmith slept no more than his fires
or his
hammer. The Forge had one master, it was said, and his eye, his craft,
his skill were as crucial to its work as his prayers were crucial to
its greater purpose, keeping the Dragon-in-Chains.
Han had heard this all his life, this and more, wild stories,
fancies
given life in words. He was a river rat until his father sold him, and
stories ran up and down the water as goods did, as news did, with every
oar and sail.
He’d heard the stories and shrugged at them, as he did tales
of the
emperor. Han was a river rat, and then he was a scribe’s boy, grinding
ink for his master and following his own footprints in the dust and mud
of the road, around a long circuit of scattered villages and market
towns. What did he care for dragons, or the Jade Throne?
And tonight he had seen the dragon in her chains, and now he
was
looking at the Forge. He knew it, and he thought Li Ton knew it too,
though not what it meant or why it mattered. Neither the Shalla’s
captain nor her crew were local men. He wasn’t even sure they were the
emperor’s men. Master Doshu had shown him a map once, the whole breadth
of empire on a single span of paper. He knew it was a true picture
because it showed the Dragon-in-Chains just where she ought to be, just
where she was, between the mainland and Taishu. His eye had been caught
by other islands, though, not marked with names. They were the abodes
of pirates, Master Doshu had said, wild men not even the emperor could
tame.
Li Ton’s crew seemed wild enough to qualify. Their accents
were thick
and strange to Han, though he’d heard many on the river as a boy. He
could well believe they came from some island beyond the empire’s
reach, perhaps even beyond reach of her stories.
Not Li Ton; his speech was oddly cultured for a man so
brutal. He was
still not local, though, not from this province. Not if he was looking
for the Forge. Any wise shipmaster would be holding off in this
weather; no ship should call in any weather, except to trade at the
jetty. Even pirates ought to understand that if they knew anything
about the empire’s long history, its magicians, its endless greed for
beauty.
If they didn’t—well, this, then. A junk sidling through the
fog,
lookouts posted at bow and beam; the captain looming with a breathy
murmur, “Not many get their second chance to kill under my eye. You
still owe me a finger, but stay close and do good work, do what I tell
you, and perhaps I may not take it this time.”
“Sir, sir, you can’t kill the monks! This is the Forge, it’s
a, a place of magic . . .”
“Then we’ll see what their magic is worth, won’t we? And
we’ll see you
blooded, if you want to keep that ring in your ear and your place on my
boat.”
“They will have no gold, no silver, sir. Their deaths will
gain you nothing.”
“Then they will die in vain. No loss. And perhaps I will gain
a ship’s boy, if he’s wise.”
“Sir—”
“What, more?”
“Sir,” determinedly, “there is a dragon under the water,” I
have seen her, “and the monks’ prayers, their work,
everything they do on the Forge helps to keep her
there . . .”
His determination was lost in the face of Li Ton’s laughter.
“A dragon,
is it? Boy, I have spent long years at sea and never seen a dragon. I
think I might like that.”
“No, sir.”
“No?”
“The Dragon-in-Chains, she’s not a pretty mystery to be
wondered at. She’s, there’s a reason they put her
in chains and cast her into the strait. She’s terrible .
. .”
“Then we will hope the fog lifts,” Li Ton said, “and the wind
sets
fair, so that we sail away before she rises. Enough, boy. I had a
magician cast a luck-spell on my first boat, paid him for it, and she
broke apart on a reef. I killed him for that, and haven’t listened to
another since. I’d have had that other boy’s tongue out, if he’d tried
telling futures on my ship. I don’t care a spit for your dragon, if
she’s there. Keep careful watch, now—and here,” the knife again, its
handle slapped smartly into his palm, “edge this on your sole, you’ll
want it sharp. Give your precious monks a swifter ending.”
“Sir, please, you don’t need to kill
them! Take their
goods, their ironwork, their chains; take whatever you want, only leave
them living . . .”
“One more word,” Li Ton said, “it’ll be your tongue I’m
taking. You hear me?”
Han nodded, carefully silent. Li Ton grunted, and walked off.
This was a killing fog. Death was everywhere: before him and
behind
him, all around. There was nothing he could do. He propped himself
one-legged against the rail and honed the blade of the knife against
the hard leather of his heel, while he watched the blanket of the
shifting fog, while his ears strained for any sound beyond the slap of
water against the hull, the creaks of bamboo and timber and wet rope
under strain.
• • •
IT WASN’T he who first cried out for rocks, or for
the shadow of the
island looming, or for the jetty. He wished they could have been more
lost, or the monks more careful. Likely they had never imagined raids.
Anyone sailing these waters must know what they did here, how they kept
the dragon subdued; who could wish them harm?
Almost, Han wished the ship had found the rocks before the
lookout saw
them. Splinter the hull and sink: they could all go down to join the
women, join Yerli and the dragon. Almost, he’d prefer that.
Almost.
Weak, uncertain wishing has no power. He couldn’t forget the
last
woman’s terror, nor Yerli’s, how frightened he was of the dragon he
went to seek. Han had seen her as he did, and no, did not want to meet
death in her embrace.
Did not want to meet death at all, and so he jumped with the
crew from
deck to jetty. Li Ton had told him to stay close, and he shouldn’t make
the captain look for him.
A quick squirm between hard bodies hot in the fog, the narrow
boards of
the jetty slippery underfoot: accumulating curses as he went, trying to
skip the blows, he found Li Ton where he expected to find him, leading
the men.
Han had the knife, and could do nothing. If he killed the
captain, if
he could, that was still nothing; the men would kill him and riot
after, slaying every monk on the island.
They would do that anyway, he thought. He could survive it,
or he could be dead himself.
He wasn’t even going to think about running, hiding somewhere
until the Shalla left.
This fog would be like the night’s dark, gone with the dawn, and the
Forge was a rock; Li Ton would linger to find him in the morning, he
was sure.
He followed his captain, as a good ship’s boy ought. Born to
be a river
rat, he had learned to be an inkboy, an obedient apprentice; he could
learn to be a pirate brat and a wicked killer. If he survived this
night, if they all survived the dragon.
• • •
A MONK met them with a lamp at the jetty-head.
“Have you brought us
fish? In this weather? If you only want to tie up till the fog lifts,
you should know this is not the place—”
Li Ton said, “Han, take his light.”
Han stepped off the end of the jetty, onto the cold damp
stony path.
The monk handed him the lamp without a word. Han didn’t like the way it
threw men’s shadows onto fog; the Shalla’s crew
seemed twice as many and twice as menacing, a crew of ghost-marauders.
Li Ton said, “Hold him,” and two of the men stepped up to do
that, long
broad-bladed tao knives swinging loose. Just as their free hands
reached to seize him, the monk was moving, screaming. Not running, not
trying to lose himself in fog; not screaming for his fellows, or his
god. Leaping, rather, leaping high, and screaming some kind of rage or
exultation as he climbed the air; and then his feet, bare feet lashing
out from beneath his robe, and each catching one of the uselessly
clutching men so that both fell in a sprawl: one on the jetty at Li
Ton’s feet, the other tumbling off onto rocks below. Cursing as he
fell, screaming when he struck.
Li Ton swore abruptly, kicked his man aside and swung his arm.
The knife he’d held in that hand caught the lamplight
briefly, as it flew.
It struck the monk before he could sway entirely out of the
way, though
he made a fair effort; from only three paces’ distance, it caught him
in the shoulder, not the heart.
The sheer force of it sent him staggering backwards, off the
jetty and
close to Han. Too close, for a boy who had a lamp in his hands and a
good sharp knife of his own unreachable in his belt.
They stared at each other, Han and the monk. Han couldn’t
read futures,
but he could read a man’s desires in his eyes. The monk came one brisk
step toward him, and Han threw the lamp.
There are lamps and lamps, but this was the simplest: a bowl
of whale oil, and a wick in flame.
Han only threw it because it was in his hands, and he wanted
his knife
there. Maybe he could die like a man, or at least like a pirate brat.
The monk went to bat the bowl aside with the back of his hand, but it
broke on contact; the oil spilled all over his robe, and then the flame
found it.
Light erupted, from him and about him. So too did a noise,
short and
explosive, hard to understand how it could derive from a human voice.
Ablaze, then, a human torch, he still kept coming. Han hurled
himself
aside onto the stony steep slope of the island and the monk ignored him
utterly, just running past. Running and screaming now, screaming again:
he was a man of noises, and this time his scream was all turned inward.
It spoke of searing agony, but he was talking to himself.
They could see his path quite clearly by the light of his own
flame, until the fog ate him.
Small hope now of surprise; Li Ton sent men back to the Shalla
for torches.
“If they want to burn,” he said, “we can burn them all.”
And then he came to where Han was still sprawled on the
ground. Hauled
him up by the scruff of his shirt, and nodded; and said, “Count your
fingers, and be grateful. And stay close.”
Han felt like a thief, under the warmth and weight of an
approval that he had not deserved and did not want, and needed.
THE PATH led—well, into the fog. After a while the fog
brought them to
a settlement. Scrubby soil, trees clinging to the slope, huts in array
around a spring.
A line of monks was waiting for them, some with torches of
their own.
The pirates freed hands for fighting by tossing theirs into the nearest
of the huts, or onto the dry reed roofs. That gave light in plenty, a
hiss and a roar of light, driving back the fog.
The monks had no weapons except those torches. The crew was
still
confident against unarmed men; Han saw some charge forward screaming,
waving swords and taos and dagger-axes, while others followed, vicious
but cautious. Hotheads and wiser heads. Dogs and cats.
The monks were patient, waiting. Han remembered how the monk
at the
jetty had leaped and kicked; he thought of that same man running far
enough on fire to warn his brothers. And flinched.
His brothers stood very still, very quiet until the pirates
reached
them. Then, like him, they were a blur of movement. Arms and legs that
struck like weapons, torches too; and their voices the same, shrieks
like blows that rattled Han’s brains even at this distance, that all
but silenced the pirates, that . . .
That made him notice suddenly how much of a distance there
was between
captain and crew. Li Ton had led the men here, but let them rush ahead
into the fight.
And was turning away now, stumping toward a narrow path that
led on up into fog and darkness.
“Sir—?”
“Fetch a torch and follow me.”
“Sir, shouldn’t we go to help them?” He cared nothing for
these men,
who had killed his master and stolen him—but it was hard to remember
that, with an iron ring in his ear. Ship’s loyalty was an infection,
swift to grip. Unless it was just a measure of his loss, that he could
see no other future in this fog.
He saw one pirate with his bare barrel chest stove in; he
heard
another’s scream cut off by a faceful of flame. To keep the dragon
chained, the pirates had to be stopped. Like that, by death, there was
no other way. And there were more monks than pirates, and—
And Li Ton was laughing in his ear.
“Help? That pack of scum? They’d split you for it if they
heard you
ask, and play dice with your bones. Leave them to have their fun,
they’ll get bored soon enough. And fetch a light, I’m tripping over my
own shadow here.”
Choiceless, Han did as he was told, snatching up a discarded
torch and
relighting it from a blazing hut, feeling the scorch even at full
stretch with his face turned away. Backwards glances as they climbed
told him only that the noisiest pirates were noisy about their dying
too, while quieter comrades seemed to find ways to meet flying hands
and feet with blades more often than with bodies.
• • •
THE PATH was rough and stony, rocks jutting through
sparse soil, sharp
and damp and bitter cold. Han kept his eyes on his feet, and more
importantly the captain’s. He was barely aware of it when they rose
above the fog; barely aware even when they topped the crest.
The hammer’s massive beat had called them all the way, and it
was that
which actually startled him into looking up, more than the sudden
red-cast shadows. Here it wasn’t a sound at all, not even the terrible
booming they’d been climbing into. Here it was a blow, like the monks’
fighting shriek; he felt the strike of it all through his flesh, its
echo in the marrow of his bones.
His hand shook, that held the torch; he needed the other to
steady it.
A great open furnace topped the peak, with a rain-shelter
roof of sheet
metal raised on poles above. This was the dragon’s eye, which peered
into the fog below; the furnace was heaped high with fierce charcoal.
That roof gathered all the sullen glow of it and cast it out to shine
all across the strait, to let its glare reach to the mainland, and to
Taishu.
It glared at Han, searing against the chill wet vision of the
dragon
that he held in his own eye. He might have stared at it all night,
except for the people.
People. There were four of them, three monks with shaven
heads and one
other; and one of the monks was coming toward the captain now, and the
others—
The others were in a wheel. Side by side two young men worked
a
treadmill, bare feet on relentless slats, round and around. The wheel
worked chains that lifted the greatest hammer Han had ever seen and
sent it slamming down onto an anvil, the impact slamming through his
chest and jarring every bone he had.
As the hammer’s head rose again, as the gasping monks stepped
and
stepped in unison to raise it, Han saw the hot iron that it was beating
slowly into shape. A vivid twist, the thickness of his arm: meant
surely to be one link in a chain, but it would be a chain no man could
hope to lift. One man was sweating to work this single link, turning it
with tongs on the anvil for one more stroke before it went back to the
fire.
That one man was not a monk. He boasted a thick black thatch
of hair,
and his vast naked torso was muscled as though he had himself been
beaten out on an anvil. His wrists were cuffed with iron, and a long
chain swung between the two. Nothing symbolic, it was a solid heavy
chain of many links that the slave would never break without a chisel.
He had chisels, on a rack beside the forge. Perhaps he was
never left
alone for long enough to use them? Or else it was this island that kept
him, a rock in a bitter sea; if he broke his chains, he would have
nowhere to run to. Easier to be obedient, be fed, not be
beaten . . .
Even now he kept his eyes on his work, when even the young
monks in the
wheel were staring at these new arrivals, treading and staring,
wordless only because they had no air.
The fourth man, the last of the monks, the one who was
approaching: he
looked the least of any, short and elderly and frail. Han wasn’t
fooled. He was here, he was coming toward them. That must mean he was
the one to be most wary of, the monk-smith himself. Who else could be
so easy, smiling at raiders in the predawn chill?
Now, finally, Li Ton drew his sword.
“What can you offer me,” he said, “old man, to spare your
life?”
“Well,” the monksmith said mildly, “I have three strong
fellows at my back, where you have only a boy.”
A boy with a torch in his hand, lowering it now in the light
from the
forge; a boy watching as the young men tumbled from their wheel, as the
smithy slave left his anvil, as they gathered behind the monksmith; a
boy wondering, perhaps, just where he chose to stand.
“But I have my sword,” Li Ton said, “at your throat.”
Literally he did, the broad curved blade of it sliding under
the old man’s chin.
“My blood will buy you nothing,” the monksmith said.
“Your men’s obedience, perhaps?”
“Oh, that you may have, if you will spare their lives and
mine.” The
smallest gesture from him put the two monks on their knees, in a token
submission. It was too subtle, perhaps, for the slave. “If I am dead,”
the monksmith went on, “they owe me nothing, and you less.”
For a moment, Han thought that might be a saving argument.
But there
was a rush of feet on the path behind them, an eruption of figures into
the light. Li Ton didn’t even turn to look, he knew already whose men
they would be; he always had known. Han didn’t need to look either,
even that one swift sorry glance he couldn’t keep from taking.
Pirates, crewmates: streaked with blood, one or two running
with it,
gasping, laughing with it, eyebright in the forgelight, delighted not
to be among the bodies left below.
“Captain?” If any man stood second to Li Ton, this was he:
taller than
his captain, lean as a rib-bone and scarred like bullock-hide, all his
skin marked with nicks and gashes.
“Jorgan. How many dead down there?”
“Seven now. A few more, likely, by the time we go back.”
How many of ours? was clearly what the
question meant, and the
answer too. Which meant that all the monks were dead, despite their
skills. Han might have been impressed, if he hadn’t felt so regretful.
There was a whole different story of his life lost here: a rush of
victorious monks up the path and the briefest of struggles to overcome
Li Ton, a moment’s generosity to spare the boy and a new future found
for him, shaving his head and teaching him to fight bare-handed to
defend the Forge. Han could have lived such a life, in the shadow of
the monksmith, the eternal echo of that hammer.
The hammer was still now and its silence must be reaching
across the
strait, pulsing through the fog, an absence fit to trouble any boat on
the water.
Li Ton grunted. “Spare the slave, so long as this one,” his
own turn to
make a small and subtle gesture, a twitch of the sword that had the
monksmith lifting his chin in a sudden shy from the edge of it,
“doesn’t move or speak.”
That was all the instruction Jorgan needed. Han thought the
monksmith
would rebel, cry an order, something; but he stood stiffly silent, and
his discipline kept the two young monks on their knees, at least for
that moment too long.
Then they had men all about them, the chill of steel to hold
them down.
Jorgan strode over, his own long straight sword in his hand. There was
no ceremony to it, no formality at all, just a high swift lift of the
blade and its sudden fall, the hiss of its edge through the air and a
more solid sound to follow, then the dull thud of a weight falling onto
rock.
The second monk did struggle, despite his obedience. He was
too late,
helpless; the men gripped his arms and mocked him, and Jorgan’s sword
took his head too.
The monksmith twitched again, at the sound of it.
“Just you, then,” Li Ton said. “One more time, and for your
life: what do you have, that would allow me to let you keep it?”
“You have left me nothing that matters,” the monksmith said,
“except my
slave’s loyalty, here. I would give you that, if I thought I could
trust you with it.”
“No matter,” Li Ton said. “I can take that for myself. And
anything else I find here. You waste my time, old man.”
And he drew his sword up for the lethal swing of it, and the
monksmith
only stood there when he should have been punching, kicking, anything,
trying to run; and it was Han who startled himself and his captain
both, dropping the torch and reaching for Li Ton’s wrist, screaming at
the visions of the dragon in his head.
“Captain, no! You must not . . . !”
His hand never reached his captain. His own wrist was seized
as he
grabbed, and that was Jorgan, strong as a storm-tree, immovable; and Li
Ton looked at him, and for a moment the whole universe was very still.
Then Li Ton’s sword swung with a casual strength, and took
the
monksmith’s throat out so that the old man fell choking, drowning on
his own blood. The smithy slave moaned and tried to go to him, but the
pirates held him back. It took three of them to do it; they forced him
down onto his knees and wrapped his wrist chain around the horn of the
anvil. A hand in his hair and a knife in his ear and he subsided,
muttering wretchedly in some broken language from far away.
The dragon was loud in Han’s ears, which was why he tried to
listen to
the slave. Li Ton had a hard glitter in his eyes and Jorgan’s grip was
still unbreakable, and none of that boded well.
“Bring him over here,” Li Ton said: toward the forge, the
anvil, the slave.
Jorgan tugged on Han’s wrist, and he went. Obediently,
dispiritedly,
already broken. The monksmith was dead, all the monks were dead, the
dragon would be stirring under the water; what did it matter if Li Ton
took a finger from him now?
“Put his hand there.”
Jorgan slammed it down, onto the surface of the anvil. The
iron was
hot; Han hadn’t thought, but of course it was hot. It stood in the eye
of the furnace, and even the air here was hot. Besides, it had red-hot
metal hammered on it all day, all night.
Hot was good, hot was welcome. Except for Jorgan’s hand on
his wrist, that was hot and tight and not at all welcome.
Li Ton went to the rack of tools, picked out a mallet and a
chisel.
Han might have wept, he might have pleaded, but the glare of
the forge
was burning his eyes dry and it was useless to plead with the captain.
He’d lose a finger, and live with it. Live without it. He could do
that, of course he could. A moment’s agony, a day or two of pain, a
little clumsiness thereafter . . .
He spread his fingers wide to make it easier, to seem
obedient.
Li Ton came back, and set the broad chisel’s edge against his
skin.
Against the ball of his thumb. His right thumb, and he was
right-handed.
Han was screaming even before the mallet struck.
• • •
ACTUALLY IT wasn’t pain, immediately. There was a
rush of heat, as if
that were all leaving his body with his blood, leaving him shaking with
the chill of it; and the fog seemed to be coming back, clouding his
sight, but he did see Jorgan scoop something off the anvil and toss it
into the furnace.
Then Jorgan dragged Han the same way, toward the fiery glow;
he felt
all his skin tighten against it, though he was too dizzy to care and he
couldn’t stop the shivering.
When Jorgan thrust the raw wound of his hand hard against the
searing
iron of the hearth, Han heard the sizzle, saw the smoke rise up.
Then he felt it, and his whole body jerked and made a sound
like the monk had, down by the jetty when Han set him on fire.
AND THEN, yes, then there was pain; and Jorgan still wasn’t
finished,
he pulled Han over to a quenching trough and thrust his hand in there,
and the icy bite of the water didn’t make the pain any the less.
Jorgan let go of him at last, and he could inch away from all
these
people and curl up around his maimed hand and shudder alone. But he
couldn’t quite faint, and he couldn’t crawl too far, and he couldn’t
close his eyes or his ears to what else still had to happen.
They unwrapped the slave’s chains from the anvil’s beak, but
still held
him there; and Li Ton spoke to him a little, and the slave shook his
head massively, but that would make no difference, Han knew; and then
they held the big man’s hands down on the anvil one by one, and Li Ton
struck his chains off.
And the slave babbled desperately and fought against them,
until the
chain fell loose away; and then he howled, like a man in utmost
desolation.
Chapter five
At
first she thought he
was just one more of the soldiers. Younger than most, perhaps—the ones
she’d seen up close were scarred veterans, and this was a boy with
clean skin and a clean chin—but still, only a soldier.
There were a great many soldiers crowding the deck, squatting
by the
masts or standing at the rail, peering into the fog. Calling in harsh
voices across the water, to other boats equally invaded.
She would have sent them all below, but the hold was full of
nets and
boxes and bamboo and flotsam that her grandfather fished out of the
water because it was interesting or beautiful or might prove useful
sometime, and the cabin was full of the emperor.
It had been full of the emperor and his generals. The old men
had come
flustering out after an hour, though, saying that the Son of Heaven
wanted to sleep. Mei Feng thought he would probably find that easier if
his men weren’t hooting from boat to boat, but they were bored and
anxious in the fog, anxious on the water. They needed work and there
was none, so they made noise instead.
With Old Yen on the steering-oar and so little wind in the
sails, Mei
Feng could reasonably claim to be best use on the foredeck, keeping
watch. There were little boats about that might stray into their path;
there were always ill chances at sea, other than the rocks and shallows
she could trust her grandfather to avoid. Besides, if she kept her eyes
fixed forward, she didn’t have to see her beloved boat so swamped by
strangers. She didn’t have to catch their eyes or know herself caught,
examined, desired . . .
She did still have to hear them, since their stupid generals
hadn’t the
sense or discipline to silence the troops while the emperor slept. They
seemed to be saying impossible things: war all through the empire, even
in the Hidden City; the imperial army defeated, the Son of Heaven in
flight with everything he owned except his empire, which he had to
leave behind. It sounded as though he was coming into exile, right here
on Taishu. And bringing his army with him, and his court too. They said
the Jade Throne itself was in his baggage-train. And his mother, his
staff, his treasures. All waiting in Santung, except for them; and what
had they done to deserve this, adrift in a fog off a dangerous
coast . . . ?
We’re not adrift, she wanted to say,
except that she was not going to speak to them; and My
grandfather will see us safe home, with a little help
perhaps from herself, if these stupid soldiers didn’t get too much in
the way; and Don’t come to Taishu if you don’t want to, we’ll
happily sail you back to the mainland
instead . . .
But of course they weren’t free to make those choices. Choice
belonged to the emperor, who was sleeping in the cabin.
So did she belong to him, she supposed, in some big imperial
manner.
All the world belonged to the Son of Heaven. It had never seemed to
matter, until now. And still wouldn’t, of course, unless he wanted a
fish for his supper and came down to the quay to collect it.
She could giggle at such a wonderful, impossible image—how
would he
ever choose, when all the fish were his? and were they his already, or
did they become his only when she netted them, because she and her net
both belonged to him?—and try to swallow the giggle and so choke over
it, and so attract the attention of the boy stretched over the rail
beside her.
Actually she thought she had his attention already, only that
her choking gave him the excuse to make it obvious.
And so she could return it, and so see just how young he was,
how clean
and how unscarred, all of it made obvious by how little he was wearing:
just a loose pair of trousers that hung barely below his knees and a
rough shirt, as casual as she was about the chilly kiss of fog against
his skin . . .
Her own shirt, she realized suddenly, and her trousers too,
which was
why they seemed quite so short on him: the spare set she always kept in
case of an unexpected soaking. Old Yen could sail wet all night and
take no harm, despite her most dire prognostications, but she hated
sodden cloth chafing her skin.
He was a young man, startlingly young in this company. No,
not even
that: he was a boy yet, only trying to be a man. And he had taken her
clothes, which meant that he must have come aboard in others and found
hers in the cabin, and preferred them for some reason she could not
immediately see; and—
—AND THE only boy who had gone into the cabin was supposed to
be in there still, asleep.
She would have tumbled to her knees and hit her head on the
deck,
except that his hand on her arm prevented her. It stopped her moving
altogether, as a spell’s touch might. She barely managed to breathe,
under the dreadful impact of that touch.
“Don’t,” he murmured, almost pleading, which was odd in a boy
who owned the world. The world and her. “Don’t make a fuss.”
With a monumental effort, she made no fuss at all: only a
little sound,
a littler gesture, a tremulous shake of the head that he took for a
promise, as it was meant.
He smiled at her. “Thank you. I can’t get away with this
long. Soon
someone will spot my face, or one of those officious old men will go
into the cabin and find me gone, and discover the hatch behind the cot
and panic the whole ship in his terror. That will come. Until it does,
let me have this little time out here,” with his back to his
inheritance and his face to the fog, to the future. She did understand,
or she thought she did.
Then she thought it was rank impertinence, even to imagine
that the Son of Heaven might have an impulse she could share.
Either way, her obedience demanded her silence, so she gave
him that, until he asked a question.
“You live on the Tear of the Dragon?”
Or the Tear of Jade, or we call it Taishu, but,
“All my life, lord,” that would do. If lord was
good enough, from peasant girl to emperor. She didn’t know.
After a moment, he said, “My name is Chien Hua,” as if she
might not have known. He surely didn’t think that she would use
it?
After another moment, she said, “I am called Mei Feng, lord,”
as if he could conceivably care. And those are my clothes you
are wearing, but she didn’t say so.
“Mei Feng. I think these must be your clothes.”
“Uh, yes, lord . . .”
“I suppose I have to thank you again, then. For the use of
them.” He
was stiff and awkward in his gratitude, not used to it; and he knew too
well how he sounded, she saw him hear himself and wince. Still, he
pressed on, against his nature and his training: “In the people’s
sight, the emperor must wear imperial yellow. Just this once, I am glad
of the chance of dressing to be overlooked. Tell me something about the
Dragon’s Tear, Mei Feng.”
He wanted to dress in her knowledge, as well as her clothes.
“We call it Taishu, lord.”
“Do you?” He blinked, at this being almost contradicted.
“Why?”
Because there is a dragon under the sea, and we
prefer not to remind ourselves. “Because yours is, is a
high-court name for it, lord, and we are simple people.”
“I don’t think you’re simple,” he said. “Some of the country
we’ve
passed through—well, never mind. They are mine also. But this ship
would be a wonder to people who harness their own women to the plow.”
“Landsmen never understand boats, my grandfather says.” And
you are a landsman too, lord, or you wouldn’t be calling her a ship. “And
he calls this a bastard boat, and refuses to give her a name.” And
then—while she was doing this, visibly startling him, responding with
more than a grovel of agreement—she asked her emperor a question. It
was appallingly bold, perhaps ruinously so. But it was there on her
tongue like a live coal, burning . . .
“Lord? Why did you leave the Hidden City, and come all this
far?”
“We ran away,” and if it was her tongue that carried the live
coal, it
was his that blistered. “They were meant to be my troops, my generals,
serving me. But there were rebels in the hills, coming down; and the
generals listened to my mother, not to me. And so they fled, and took
me with them,” and that was the bitterest thing, that they’d snatched
him up and swept him away as though he had no voice in his own fate.
Once they started to run, they’d find nowhere to stand and no
one to
shelter them. Mei Feng knew about that, from a lifetime of listening to
stories. Whole dynasties had foundered because one army had broken and
run from a battle, and who then could ever trust them to stand?
So this boy had crossed all the breadth of his empire,
chafing all the
way, no doubt, furious and helpless; and afraid, most likely, learning
at first hand how vast the empire was, how small himself. And harried
all the way, dragging bands of rebels at his back while his own army
must have raided like locusts as they went, stripping green valleys
bare, inciting local lords to forswear their oaths and revolt in
desperation. From that to this, her grandfather’s boat; and at her
side, now, and talking to her . . .
Not talking to her. He had fallen silent again, too soon; she
thought perhaps he needed to be talking.
“Lord?”
“Hmm?”
“Why are you coming to Taishu?”
Was that the same question, only another way around? It
didn’t matter;
he gave her a different answer. She thought perhaps Grandfather had
lost them in the fog after all, sailed them to another world where the
emperor stood in her clothes and answered her questions. She couldn’t
see how they would ever find their way back home from here.
He said, “Why? Because it is the Dragon’s Tear, the Tear of
Jade. No
man can hold the empire who doesn’t hold the Tear. The throne itself
was made here, did you know? Mined and cut and carved. I suppose we’re
bringing it home. My mother says, on the Dragon’s Tear we can rebuild
our strength, before we reclaim the empire.”
Mei Feng wondered how they would live, so many men squeezed
in among
her own people. There was precious little space, between the villages
on the coast and the paddies and tea bushes inland. She supposed they
could go farther in, and camp on the mountains with the miners. There
must be food in the forests; perhaps each man could find enough to feed
himself . . .
Perhaps not. She thought she and her grandfather would do a
lot of
fishing hereafter. If soldiers from so far inland could actually eat
fish. If emperors could.
“Lord?”
“Mmm?”
One more time, and it could still sound like the same
question, and it
still wasn’t: “Why was it you on the dragon boat, first out of
Santung?” Trying to cross the strait in the fog, she
meant, like a boatload of idiot drunken boys only looking for
a rock to break apart on?
“Well,” he said, “it wasn’t foggy when we left.”
And he was smiling, as though he had read her thought
entirely; and at
the same time he sounded a little shamefaced, as though he agreed with
her, and he didn’t seem to be angry at all, so she was bold enough to
push.
“Even so, lord. You have an army of men to go ahead, to find
the way
and prepare a house for you. You have your lady mother the empress with
you,” whose name and reputation were better known than his own, because
she was so much older and had sat the throne so long at her husband’s
side, “and all the court besides. You could have stayed safe in Santung
with them, till all was ready.”
“An emperor’s place is at the head of his men,” he said,
sounding
suddenly younger than ever. Younger than herself, even. She knew
nothing of the court, but she knew that wasn’t true. Emperors stayed in
the Hidden City, and sent their armies forth with a finger’s gesture
and a word of command. Even generals sat behind the battle, planning.
On the other hand, a boy who had gone thousands of miles with
his
mother, closeted in a wagon all the way, never let ride free—such a boy
might see the surge and splash of a dragon boat as an escape, however
brief; the salt wind and far reaches of the strait as a gift to be
treasured. He must have demanded his place in the boat, his right to be
a man, to lead his people. To be first across the water.
She was still astonished that the court had countenanced it,
let alone
his mother. But then, they didn’t know these waters. Perhaps they had
stood on the headland and seen Taishu lying low on the horizon and not
realized quite how far it was, or how much peril lingered in the
strait. And the fishing fleet must have been at sea but they had the
dragon boats right there, and the men to paddle them, and—
“Santung has no walls,” he said, “and all the men were
afraid . . .” Of course they were afraid.
They had been
running so long, and now suddenly there was a wall of water ahead and
no way to cross it, fear building at their backs and no way to defend
against it. They might have risen in revolt themselves, they might
simply have scattered. Perhaps it was no bad generalship after all, to
let the young emperor play hero and lead chosen men in the first
crossing, while the army garrisoned the town around the dowager empress
and waited for more boats.
“I thought it would be a jaunt,” he confessed in a whisper
that held
all of his inexpressible fear, the fog closing in and his little fleet
losing its bearings, losing its way; and then, brightening, “and then
we found you.”
“My lord was lucky,” she said bluntly.
“Of course we were lucky, we had prayed for good fortune,”
and received
it, apparently, eventually. Mei Feng didn’t think they would have
prayed to her grandfather’s beloved Li-goddess; they wouldn’t know her
name. Li was of the strait, and would not willingly venture far from
water. Li it was who had bound the dragon, perhaps.
Some god had blessed him, though, and all his men. If it was
a blessing
for an emperor to squat in the bows of a boat and shiver in the chill
of the fog and have an impertinent fish-girl ask him questions. It
seemed to be what he wanted, but his time was out. There was a
desperate cry from the cabin; he sighed and came slowly to his feet, no
hiding now, no making them search for him. She liked that.
A rush of shoes across the planking, and she liked this too,
that he
dropped his protection like a mantle across her shoulders. “This is Mei
Feng, and I believe the gods led her to us on the water. See, these are
her clothes that I found, like a token of how we will be welcome on the
Tear of the Dragon; it is her eyes and her grandfather’s that will find
us the true path through this fog.”
After that, they couldn’t even beat her for not showing
proper respect,
although she was carefully on her knees now, with her head down to the
deck.
She could see nothing but his feet, as bare as hers and
almost as
dirty. His voice was still clear, though, sharply determined as he
said, “I want to keep her with me, at my side. See to it, before we
land. Pay the old man whatever he wants for her.”
TWO 
The
Weight of Jade
Chapter one
Down
in the dark there, in the deeps: was she dreaming?
After so long, crushed under such weights and so far from
light, it
would be a wonder if there was any dream of sky left in her, any memory
of freedom.
And yet she was herself a wonder, she who had been all heat
and speed,
all reach, all rapture. There in the cold clench of the ocean—her
waters, hers, that were her jailer now—she was
still wonderful.
Perhaps she did dream, lost though she was; perhaps some
thread of her great mind still reached back to this world of pain.
Perhaps she dreamed that there was movement, change.
A shift, a slackening in that dread weight of chains.
Broken links.
Perhaps.
PERHAPS, IF she could think of it, she might dare to shift
herself: to
touch one leg, perhaps, with the notion of a motion, see what
came . . .
Chapter two
The
heart of the world is stone. That is known.
The heart of Taishu-island, that is stone too, which is why
Taishu sits
at the heart of empire, despite standing heart-deep in the sea and as
far as it could be from the Hidden City. Taishu is called the Tear of
Jade—which is to say the Tear of the Dragon—because its shape is
pendulous and its heart is clear, its sorrows and its value known; it
could as easily be called the Heart of Jade, because tears and hearts
hold the same shape and they can sing alike.
The heart of empire is jade; the emperor is the Man of Jade.
Without
jade, he cannot hold the throne. Which is to say, he cannot hold the
throne unless he holds Taishu.
The heart of Taishu is jade; which is to say that here at the
heart of
Taishu are the mountains, and here in the mountains where the dragon
wept are the veins, the mines where jade is dug from other stone.
At the heart of Taishu, then, at the heart of empire are
these who have
never seen the emperor, whose work brings them closest to him: these
who live and work and die in narrow valleys and dark holes, these who
dig the jade.
EVERY VALLEY in the mountains has its failed digs, its hopes
betrayed.
Overgrown they are now, and the paths are lost; trees and creepers
reclaim the ground, streams cut new ways down to old courses, rock
remains under all.
Some valleys are pitted, mined, more deeply marked, where
veins have
been worked out and the clans moved on. Again the forests and the rains
have hidden or destroyed whatever was built aboveground, hutments and
whole villages. Below are writhes of emptiness, narrow squeezes through
gnawed stone, little enough to show for the work of generations. No
gleam of green in those walls of rock, no chips or splinters on the
rough-hewn floor. Where miners glean—for the emperor, yet!—there is no
need to follow. Even their dust is swept and sifted, for any grains of
jade.
Dead valleys, old tracks can still carry life: the grunts of
burdened
men and women, the stamp of bare feet on beaten earth. Twin baskets
hang from bamboo yokes across their shoulders. Each basket is filled
with slabs and nuggets, bags of chip-pings, jade dug from higher in the
mountains. It takes skill to balance them, and simple strength to carry
them. These people have both. This is their life, their journey; they
live long but their journey’s short, from the high mines to the
wagon-road and back again.
Follow them back, old tracks and newer, climb and climb. Now,
through
the dense damp of the forest, through shade so thick the weight of it
lies like silk against the skin, muffled sounds of wood on steel can be
heard, steel on stone, the workings of a mine.
The clans hold the valleys; families hold the mines.
Buildings cluster at the foot of a rock face, one of those
sudden
upthrusts that break the forest time and again, like rude stairs for
the gods. If the mine is new, the family small, there might be only one
or two rough huts of wood and woven palm leaves. More likely it will be
well established, for veins are rare and hard to find. The compound of
a long-worked mine might be a village, near enough: stone-built with
channeled water and crop gardens, a scatter of naked children, that
sense of generations settled in.
The mine itself will be nothing from the outside, only a
crack in the
rock face. There’s a long history of clan warfare, raids coming over
the ridge; no wise miner ever made the mouth of his workings wider than
one man could defend, with his family sheltered at his back.
Nowhere inside the mine will be much more spacious, unless
the seam is
broken by a sudden cavern. That happens; these mountains are half
hollow, blown with bubbles like a bad bronze casting. The rock that
holds them can be hard as bronze, and harder to work. The miners cut
nothing they do not have to cut, following the winding course that jade
delights in.
The work is slow and awkward; a skilled man can work all day
and have
only a handful of chippings to show for it. From valley to valley, mine
to mine, families chase ever-narrower veins ever deeper into the dark,
because they are frugal, and because they are poor, and because it is
not theirs. All jade is imperial jade, it belongs to the emperor and
must go to him. Meanwhile they send their boldest ever higher in search
of new seams, while the oldlings scour old ground for whatever
starveling vein of stone they might have missed before.
Once in a long lifetime, perhaps, a seam that seems worked
out entirely
will swell suddenly to life again and yield marvelous stone. Perhaps a
single miraculous nugget, perhaps a whole new vein; they cannot know
until they work it. In bad light and bad air, cramped and twisted, half
crushed beneath a massive weight of mountain, they dig—slowly,
slowly!—to find their futures, loss or wonder.
Maybe both.
Chapter three
Old
Yen had been a fisherman all his life.
Now, in his old age, he was a ferryman: back and forth across
the
strait, wastefully empty one way and dangerously overcrowded the other.
What was worse, he was the emperor’s ferryman, touched by
grace.
Touched and burned. No one comes that close to glory and escapes
unscathed.
Mei Feng was gone. “He wants her,” a functionary had said,
“he offers
to buy her from you; he is the Son of Heaven, and generosity is native
to him. However, he is your lord. It would be—politic—in you to make a
gift of her, to welcome greatness to Taishu.”
They had learned quickly to say Taishu; they had learned it
from the
emperor, who had learned it from Mei Feng. Old Yen supposed it was wise
to be quick of study, when you lived and served at court. Even when—no,
especially when—that court was a battlefield, or a dusty road. Or a
bastard junk sailed by an old man in a fog, or—
He didn’t know where the emperor was now. Where Mei Feng had
gone.
Perhaps he ought to learn. They had been slow of study for a long time
on Taishu, where there was no need to hurry, where nothing ever
changed. It was a new world now; this was its first lesson.
HE BARELY knew where he was himself: on his boat day and
night, Santung
or Taishu-port or somewhere between the two, like every other vessel on
the strait. Even the jademasters’ junks had been pressed into service,
to bring the emperor’s mother across the water together with all the
court and all the treasures of the Hidden City.
Himself, he mostly carried soldiers. Even clerks and
errand-boys had
learned to be soldiers during the long months of their marching; now it
was hard to know the difference, except that some of them could read.
They were all equally drawn, equally hungry; foul of mouth and foul of
skin, pocked and scarred by hardship and battle and disease. Hard men
and hopeless, making this last move because that was what they did now,
they kept moving.
What would happen exactly once they stopped, Old Yen did not
want to
see. He feared that. These men on his island, in his village, in his
house. In everyone’s houses.
“Hoi! Tie that off, or you’ll lose
it . . . !” Lose the
rope and lose the wind, see the sail rip free, lose headway in this
rising sea . . .
The boy he yelled at dived back to where his rope was
unwinding itself,
tied it off properly and glanced up with a gesture of apology.
Old Yen made his own gesture in response, impatience tightly
controlled. The boy wasn’t hopeless, and he was learning fast. Just, he
was not Mei Feng . . .
His new crew was the boy, Pao, and another called Kang who
thought
himself a man and wore mustaches to prove it. They were both of them
children, by his own biased reckoning. He had asked for men and been
given these shallow, callow youths. They would both be trainable, in
time—but the emperor had eaten time, it seemed, and spat out hurry.
TODAY, NOT even his Li-goddess would be generous. It had been
foggy
again in the early morning, but that was long burned off; the sky had
been clear and the strait quiet, just enough wind to take a boat
smartly on her way. Everything Old Yen knew about weather had promised
an easy sailing day, ideal to tutor two youngsters in the habits of the
boat.
And now he was bellowing instructions against the roar and
snap of a
storm wind, and the boat was tossing and jibing in a heavy sea. She
could take it, and so could he; he wasn’t sure about the crew. In a
way, he supposed this too made for a good day’s training,
but . . .
“Kang! Stow those barrels, or they’ll be over the side!”
The barrels were roped already, but ropes break under the
sea’s strain.
So too do boys’ nerves break, under the strain of their first storm.
Kang would be better with something simple and physical to do. Old Yen
didn’t at all understand it, but he knew how to sail this weather,
wherever it had come from; his crew’s morale was a captain’s
responsibility, as much as bringing his boat safe to port.
Almost as much. The boat came first. Crew could be replaced;
a boat was
invaluable. Especially now. Even after this mad evacuation, there would
be embassies and parleys, rice boats and raiding boats, an endless
passage of men and goods to and fro across the strait.
So long as the strait—or his goddess—allowed it. There was a
dark cast
to the sky that he did not like at all. All his instincts, all his
weather lore had nothing to say about a storm like this, unseasonal and
unforeseen.
He worked the steering-oar with a strong, determined stroke
against the
tug of water. Even the currents here were suddenly awry; he could feel
a massive confusion in the sea beneath him. He’d turn the boat and they
could scud for home, there would still be—
THERE SHOULD still have been time. Even a storm that blows up
without
warning needs time to build its full strength, gifts that gave time to
sailors. No storm that Old Yen had ever met could do this:
throw a veil across the sky that was not cloud or smoke but
only
darkness, like the finest sheer silk that would still let the sun shine
through it but steal all its fire, to leave it moon-like and insipid;
still the wind as abruptly as it had risen, to leave this
whole shadow-world breathless, anticipatory, in dread;
hurl the sea at him, from nowhere, all of it.
• • •
A WALL, a brute hammer of a wall.
A wall of water, black and dreadful, as though dredged up
from far, far
down and solid with seabed-stuff; a wall that rose up too close, not
even coming from the far horizon, gifting them no time at all.
OLD YEN screamed what might have been a warning. It might
only have
been an animal scream, terror or rage or simple disbelief. It might
have been a denial of all gods, even his Li-goddess, if there had been
time enough to shape such furious blasphemy.
There was not. There was no time even to understand himself.
He
screamed, and wrapped his arms and legs about the sternpost and hid his
face, couldn’t even see his crew, even before the wall hit them.
IMPACT: HE felt how the boat shuddered, how it was held
suddenly and massively still in the turgid water.
He felt, heard, ropes and timbers snapping in that moment,
and thought the boat herself would break, stem and stern.
Then the wall hit him and he thought he would break also, he
couldn’t believe he hadn’t broken yet.
It was a wall of movement, solid and yet rushing; it struck
like iron
and engulfed him utterly, ripped the breath from his lungs and the
thoughts from his head. He was a rag, tied around a pole; there was
nothing left of him except the will to hold on, because that was what
he did. An old man in a hard world, what else was there to
do . . . ?
AND THEN the wall was gone and there was only wind and water
and motion, a long slide down a curve of black-green glaze.
His boat, his bastard boat had met that wall, that wave, and
survived it.
It had broken all around her, swallowed her seemingly,
swallowed them
all; and she’d saved herself somehow, thrust up and out, climbed and
crested the wave and was slipping now down the eerie back face of it—
—INTO A pale sunlight that grew stronger by the moment and a
wind that
failed, as though that storm had been just a black frown, a moment of
temper from his Li-goddess . . .
His goddess didn’t behave like that, and neither did the sea,
the wind, the sky.
And yet, it had happened; there had been a squall, a tsunami,
something. A freak of weather and a monster wave, and his boat had
brought them through, saved them all . . .
All?
He lifted his head for the first time, to look the length of
his boat.
He saw snapped rigging, absent sails, the broken stump of a mast. No
matter. The boat was hurt, but she floated; she was a survivor. So was
he.
He saw the boy, Pao, facedown and sodden on the streaming
foredeck, his
arms wound round and round with dank dark cable. Smart boy, he’d clung
to the anchor rope, sure that if one thing on this boat did not break,
that would be it. Old Yen saw that written in the boy’s fevered
stillness, the way he lay so pressed against the planking, as though
his very bones and skin could cling that little harder.
It took him a moment longer to see that the boy was naked,
that all his
clothes had been ripped from him in that collision of water.
No matter. There were clothes below, just as there was bamboo
and wood,
rope and sail, whatever they would need for makeshift repairs and a
return to Taishu. Mei Feng mocked him for all the junk he carried in
the hold; she would not mock now. Any more than he would mock her chest
of spare clothes in the cabin. If she were here.
Mei Feng was lost to him, lost to herself; likely the emperor
had given
her another name by now. He wished he could let her go, as easily as
she had been taken from him.
He saw—
• • •
HE DID not see Kang.
Pao was a river rat before he was a kitchen boy, before he
was a
soldier. If there was one thing he knew, it was how to hold on. Kang
had been in the imperial guards, tall and eager; he had once sailed a
sampan on a lake in the Hidden City . . .
Old Yen and Pao scoured the boat, which took barely any time.
They called helplessly, pointlessly across wide empty waters.
He said, “The Li-goddess took a sacrifice, perhaps, a price
to save the boat and us . . .”
He didn’t believe that, it was not her way, but he had to say
something. Pao looked at him with the deep cynicism of the very young,
and said, “What happened?”
“I don’t know, I didn’t see; the wave must have taken him
before he
found a solid grip to cling to.” The barrels were gone, along with the
fishing gear and whatever else had strewn the decks. Perhaps Kang had
his arms around a barrel when the wave struck, and it took both of them
together.
Perhaps he was still clinging to the barrel, perhaps he might
float and kick his way to safety . . .
No. That was too foolish to hope for. He was gone. And Pao
was a
realist; he was saying, “No, not that. I mean, how did it happen, that
wave, where did it come from?”
From the goddess, but no, he couldn’t lie
again; he said, “I do
not know. I have never seen anything like it. We will ask at the
temple, and at the docks.”
“If we can get there,” Pao said.
Old Yen smiled. “She brought us through the wave, through the
storm;
she will take us home,” without saying, perhaps without knowing whether
he meant the goddess or the boat.
THE BOAT was wallowing in the swell, though, lying low,
sluggish in
response to the oar. He sent Pao down into the hold, and the boy came
back wide-eyed, shaking his head, afraid.
“I stood, I stood this deep,” and his hand touched his hip, “this
deep in water . . .”
She would have shipped some when the wave broke over her, but
not so
much as that; her hatches were as tight as her hull. Old Yen remembered
the sounds of breaking, the shudder in her when she met that wall of
water, how it brought her to such an abrupt stop.
“She must have sprung her timbers, in the shock; she’ll be
leaking,
down below the waterline. Nothing we can do about that here, like
this,” with so much water in her belly already. He wouldn’t send a boy
where he wouldn’t go himself, to fumble for sprung planking in the dark.
He said, “We can patch a sail together, and get her under
way—but this
heavy already and taking on water, she won’t make it back to Taishu.
Nor to Santung.” They were caught too neatly, in between the two.
How far had that freak wave flung them? He gazed all around,
and saw
nothing to break the skyline; and so gestured the boy to the surviving
mast.
“Shin up, and tell me what you see. Quickly.”
The boy swarmed up the mast like the river rat he’d been, and
peered
with the sharp eyes of youth, and shrilled down with youth’s own sharp
voice: “There is! There’s something, westerly there! I don’t know what,
I can’t see, just a jag on the horizon . . .
!”
It was easterly that he pointed, but he was excited and
frightened, and
wasn’t sure whether to be hopeful. There was a shiver in his voice,
likely a dizziness in his head. Old Yen could be generous; he knew what
that jag must be. There was no land between Taishu and the mainland
except the one jutting rock, the monks’ island, the Forge. If they
could persuade, compel, inveigle the boat so far, he knew a way to put
her where they could work at need.
If the boy could see the Forge from the masthead, Old Yen was
sure his
boat would bring them in. His Li-goddess would see them safe, the two
of them. Young Kang she had already, safe another way.
SLOWLY, THEN, with just enough help from wind and tide, with
old worn
sails on the solitary mast—sails sodden wet from the hold, but that
helped to hold the air—they made their easterly.
They came up abreast of the Forge, where Old Yen had often
and often
left a gift of fish on the jetty after a good trip or else after a bad
one, because if his fishing was bad then so was everyone’s, and the
monks should not go hungry.
The jetty was gone utterly, leaving a scant handful of old
posts like
fingers jutting from the sea. No surprise. The monks would work hard to
rebuild it. He could bring them timbers from his sons’ boatyard and men
to help, as many as were asked for; their sergeants would be glad of
the request. Idle men made trouble, while labor would sweat them to a
standstill.
Perhaps the monks would find new recruits among them. He had
fetched
more than one soldier to the Forge before this, run from some far
mandarin’s service.
There was still no booming hammer-sound coming from the
island, as
there had not been since the night he met the emperor in the fog. He
did not, did not like this silence. Even through
the breakers’ roar, it rang in his head like a great bell broken.
Grimly, then, but still with the due care of a sailor for his
vessel,
he brought the boat—gently, gently!—in to where surf ground on rock,
where it flung spume high. He knew just where two boulders lay like
broken teeth, just a boat’s width apart. Time it right, catch the wave
and ride her in, she would lift and lay the boat neatly between them,
lightly in their grip: enough to hold her in this ebbing tide, not
enough to stop her floating free when the waters rose again.
With Mei Feng, he could have approached this carefully but
confidently,
even with the boat in such a state, rolling against the surge as the
great mass of water sloshed in her belly. Without Mei Feng, with only
this willing and inexperienced lad to help him—well, he had half a
notion they might both end up under the rollers, slamming against the
rocks, while all the broken timbers of his boat slammed around them.
They were survivors, yes—but everyone’s a survivor, until
they meet that moment they don’t survive.
He looked at the island, the great rocky shadow of it looming
above him, and was sorry almost to have such faith in his goddess.
It meant he had faith in premonitions too, he was obliged to.
The
hammer’s stillness was like another kind of shadow, cast far across the
future; he thought of the tsunami, of wind and water stirred to a
reckless savagery, of a veil cast across the sky like the shadow of a
dark, dark thought.
He thought, he could not help but think of a dragon.
A dragon stirring, waking. Not so chained.
Chapter four
Mei
Feng had never imagined such a life, such a change. How could she?
She had never needed to imagine any kind of life. Her life
had always
been clear: she would marry a fisherman and bear him sons. She was a
bold girl; she might look beyond the village for her man. For certain
sure, she had not been much impressed by the boys she’d grown up with.
She wouldn’t let her grandfather take any of them as apprentice crew,
so long as she was better. Which she was: not stronger, perhaps, but
harder-working, smarter, swifter. She was not inclined to choose a
husband from boys she had rejected as shipmates.
When she said such things, her grandfather laughed at her. Wait
and see, he’d
say. Thinking perhaps that she’d develop an affection despite herself,
and so find one fit to crew the boat after all, fit to inherit it when
he was too old to sail, as his own sons didn’t want it.
That was her life, her future. Then there was an hour in the
fog, and now—
WELL, NOW there was this. She had a boy, a man, a master.
What did he have? She thought she was a servant. The court
thought she was a concubine. He thought—
She had no idea what he thought. It was not her place to ask;
he was
the Son of Heaven. Her place was in his bed, when he chose to find her
there. Otherwise, it was a mystery to her. Even to be at his feet
seemed presumptuous.
One thing she was sure of, her place was not here, at his
side, in his
business. Except that he wanted her here, and he was master, and she
had no way to tell him he was wrong.
Proper palace servants, privileged by age and long service,
they would
have a way. Those who had known him as a baby, washed his body and
treated his little hurts; those who had shared the hardships of these
last months, crossing the empire with him. It was the task, more, the
honor of good servants to help their master understand his own
mistakes. But none of those was here in the hall; this was not their
place and they knew it.
His generals, his advisers hinted and scowled, they coughed
into their
hands, their eyes threatened trouble for her but none of them had the
authority—or, perhaps, the courage—to protest.
There was only his mother who could be direct.
Could be, and was. “Why is the girl here?”
“Because I want her,” the emperor said, sounding for a moment
like a
sulky boy; then, more firmly, “She knows this island and its people.”
“She’s a peasant. She knows nothing and no one.”
Nothing and no one that could possibly matter, she meant, to
the
emperor and his court. Mei Feng believed her, agreed with her, ached to
go. And stayed just where she was, stilled by his hand on her shoulder.
“She knows the waters between here and Santung; she knows the
coast.”
“Oh, and you would make your military dispositions according
to the
word of a girl, would you? Your generals will be glad of that, I am
certain. Send her away, Chien Hua. You may have your little flowers,
but keep them in your gardens or your rooms.”
“She knows the gods,” he said, “whom we should pray to, to
defend this island.”
“Again, you would trust a fish-girl? If you want to pray,
send for a priest.”
Oddly, Mei Feng was angry now. She rose to her feet,
surprising the
emperor, surprising everyone; and looked to him and said, “My lord
would like some tea, perhaps?”
“Yes. Thank you, Mei Feng.”
If the others wanted tea, they could summon it. The emperor
did not
share what was his, or drink what others shared. It was a blessing; it
gave her something to do, for him alone. A reason, almost, to be here.
Everything was laid out ready in a corner. The teakettle was
hot, above
a little pot of glowing charcoal. There was tea in a bowl, and his
favorite dragon pot with the tiger on the lid, and his cup shaped like
a lotus flower. They might have been toys to amuse a child, but he was
emperor so they must be significant of his grace and power. Except that
he was penned in among his advisers, scolded publicly by his mother;
all the lands of his birthright lay behind him, lost; how was he
emperor of anything?
He was emperor of her, that was certain. However much his
mother
disapproved, his generals glared, his servants looked askance. Her
hands trembled—see?—as she ladled tea into the pot. She had never seen,
never smelled such tea: silver-tipped twists of leaf the length of her
finger joints, floral and almost fruity to her nose even before she
poured on water.
She had been instructed how to do this. Leave it
for so long
as it takes you to count a hundred, slowly; do you know your numbers,
girl? All the way to a hundred? Pour it into the cup, take the cup to
his side then drink from it there where he can see you, where all the
court can see you. Just a sip, and from the rim opposite to that you
offer him.
She did all of that, and nearly scorched her lip on the tea’s
heat; and
he smiled just a little as he took the cup, because he’d seen it nearly
happen and he knew just how it felt, and because she gave him something
he could smile at. Just a little.
He had tea; she had done what she was allowed to do, played
servant to
her lord. Or else she had flaunted herself like a slap in his mother’s
face, a gesture of utter disrespect. She should rise now as gracefully
as a peasant fishergirl could, and withdraw to that same corner with
the tea things, and wait his later pleasure. But just the touch of his
finger and a glance of his eyes held her here, kneeling on a cushion at
his side.
A snort from the empress, the silky rustle of a shrug:
expressions of
dismissal, an army withdrawn but not surrendered, ground ceded only for
this time. Then blessedly the empress’s attention, the room’s attention
turned elsewhere, and she could breathe a little—softly, softly!—and
shudder in her unaccustomed silks and try just for a little not to be
afraid or angry, both.
START WITH the little things, the near things. What lay
beneath her
eyes, her hands, her body. These clothes she wore, that were not hers
or anything like hers, just as this part she played—servant or
concubine or lover—was not her or anything like her. They were worn and
soft with age, these heavy silks, tired despite years of care. It was
easy to see where broken threads had been replaced, faded colors
refreshed.
The cushion she sat on, that too was old and luxurious and
worn,
embroidered and ornate and not quite so obviously loved, patched rather
than darned, its tasseled fringes thin with picking.
The floor, too: she had an intimate view of that and it was
older than
anything, hundreds of years old. Heavy boards dark in their age,
iron-hard, immaculately joined. This floor would satisfy—better, it
would impress to silence—her father the boatbuilder and his brothers
too.
She didn’t know whose the clothes had been, nor whose the
cushion; only
that they belonged to the household here, this house with the wonderful
floors, and the house had belonged to a jade-master before the emperor
took it to be his palace.
It was by far the grandest house she’d ever seen. Three
courtyards! One
for the master, one for the mistress, one for public audience. She was
surprised that it was lawful for a mere merchant to build so
arrogantly; but then, a jademaster was never quite a merchant. A
steward, rather. Jade belonged to the emperor, to the throne. It
couldn’t be sold or traded away. The jademasters oversaw the mining and
the carving—all the finest workers of jade came to Taishu, to be as
close as possible to the source-stone of their art—and then its
transport to the Hidden City. They paid the miners and the carvers, the
wagonmen and the guards. They were handsomely paid by the palace in
their turn, but no, they were not truly merchants, they didn’t deal in
jade.
The emperor was called the Man of Jade, he sat on the Jade
Throne.
Literally he did, or could, here in the jademaster’s hall; it was the
first of his baggage to arrive. Great slabs of fine-carved stone, a
deep-sea green with the sea’s own enchantment to it: she could just
stare and stare, where it sat on the dark old wood of the floor like a
temple altar, like a seat for the gods. Which it was, of course, a seat
for the Son of Heaven . . .
It was awesome, but the emperor seemed oblivious to its
majesty or his
own. Just now he was sitting on the floor himself, the better to hunch
over a map where it was spread between his generals. His mother had a
chair, and loomed above them.
Stubborn as she was, Mei Feng couldn’t keep her eyes
permanently on her
own folded fingers, the fabric they folded around, the floor she sat
on. With so much else so close—edgy voices, fingers jabbing, all the
signs of men working up to temper because they were uncertain, because
they were afraid—she had to sneak glances sideways, she had to listen
in.
She had heard of maps, of course, but never seen one. At
first, she
didn’t understand it. The sea, the strait was in her, like salt in her
blood; what could that paper mean, against the surging strength of
tides, the brute blunt teeth of rocks, the welcome of safe harbor?
But she heard the men name places, points she knew; her mind
made
connections slowly, between the shapes drawn on the paper and the vivid
realities in her mind.
Soon she’d decided that it wasn’t a very good map, or else no
map was
good. It had nothing to say about where the currents sucked strangely,
or where a natural harbor promised shelter in a storm; it couldn’t map
the winds or the seasons or the drifts of fish. Even the lie of the
land it had wrongly: only in little ways, a tilt here and an angle
there, but again and again until all those mistakes mounted up, until a
headland could be drawn easterly when she knew it jutted north.
Grandfather would have mocked the map and disregarded it.
She might have said something herself, but she had caused the
emperor
embarrassment enough and they weren’t trying to plot a course at sea,
only choosing where to station men. Men and fleets. The boats of her
own village they meant to move; Szechao was difficult to access by
land. Here, on the other hand—a finger, stabbing down—was a creek
closer to the town, wide enough to harbor a fishing fleet, and the men
could cut a road . . .
“No!”
Surprisingly, amazingly, it was her own voice, despite all
resolution:
shrill but firm, determined, absolute. They should not, they could not
. . . !
They were staring at her, glaring at her; and she couldn’t
simply say what was true, You can’t, that’s sacred ground. They’d
never heard of the goddess, they wouldn’t care, and the goddess had no
powerful priests to defend her, no one they’d listen
to . . .
She said, “Your clever map won’t show it, lord,” as though he
was the
only one who mattered here, “but there is a whirlpool, just at the
mouth of the creek,” which was also blessedly true. “That’s why there
is no village, no fleet, no anchorage. The old folk say there is a
demon in the water,” or at least some of them did. Her grandfather was
old, and he said it was set there by the goddess, to guard her shrine.
Mei Feng wasn’t sure. Sometimes she thought that if rocks could just be
rocks and a current just a current, then where a river’s flow met rocks
and sea together, a whirlpool could perhaps just be a whirlpool, an
expression of the water’s temper.
It didn’t do to say as much to Grandfather. Here, it wouldn’t
do to say
much more at all. She left her hand on the map, though, pointing,
absolute. A general’s was there already, and she marveled at the
differences between them. There was hers, small and slender and yet
callused grimly from the boat’s work, one salty finger bent from where
a slipping rope had broken it when she was nine years old; and there
was his, massive in comparison and strong no doubt and yet soft-skinned
from years of baths and oils and no labor. Even the hard march here had
not toughened his skin, whatever it might have done to his soul.
And now here was one more hand, which was the emperor’s own;
and it was
smooth and long-fingered and had never had the chance to grow strong,
but his voice was strong enough as he said, “Well, you have saved us
time, then, and perhaps some few lives if the whirlpool is so wicked,”
and he didn’t at all say I told you she’d be useful, but
everything about him said it anyway. “General Hu, it is not impossible
that the people of the island have already chosen the best harbors for
their fleets. Perhaps you should send someone—or, better, go
yourself—to ask questions and to listen to the answers before you make
your dispositions. You can spare yourself the journey to Mei Feng’s
village. Leave that fleet where it is, and build a new road all the
way. We have men enough, and to spare.”
General Hu frowned and turned his head, looked up at the
dowager
empress, waited for her nod. When he had it, then he bowed across the
map and said, “Highness, your wisdom exceeds your years, as your glory
does the glory of your ancestors.”
Mei Feng flinched at the clumsiness of that, resentful on the
emperor’s
behalf. Was she the only person here he could command, was she his only
friend?
Her mind was full of stories, of puppet emperors and scheming
functionaries. That was what she wanted to see here, evil counselors
plotting with his mother to disinherit him. Of course, it wasn’t true.
He had been barely out of childhood when his father died. Men of the
imperial line traditionally lived long and had few children, but this
was extravagant even for a Man of Jade, not to father a son until his
extreme old age.
All through her own childhood, she had watched her family
fighting over
possession and use of the boat. Grandfather would not give it up, would
not let his sons sail without him, insisted on his right to captain.
One by one, Mei Feng had seen her father and her uncles walk away. By
the time the youngest uncle left him, she had been—just—old enough to
take her place as crew, his only crew.
She thought this was the same, or something like it: that the
empress
had sat a throne so long, she couldn’t conceive of any need to give it
up. The emperor was still her boy, young and callow and inexperienced;
what could he know? How could a boy govern an empire—and why should he
need to when he had advisers, generals, a mother above
all . . . ?
Mei Feng watched them, she watched him sidelong; she liked it
when he
glanced at her, but she did try not to meet his gaze. That was the best
help she could be just now, to be quiet, self-effacing, do no harm. No
more harm.
SHE WAS still doing that, practicing harmlessness, when there
was a
flurry of feet and voices outside the hall, and then men coming in.
Two guards, alarmed and urgent. They ran, almost, into the
hall. And
met the sudden silence that greeted them, the impact of their betters’
eyes, and lost their nerve along with their momentum. Caught like fish
in a net, they dropped to their knees and hit their heads on the floor,
and waited. Until the empress freed them, with a simple “Well?”
“Highness, mistress,” and yes, she was the one they looked
to. They
were her men. Perhaps every man here was hers. Wisdom would assume so,
at any rate. And would look for other men, to build loyalties of her
own. “There is . . . something happening,
mistress. Over
the sea. Something strange, an enchantment, we don’t know: a darkness,
though, a veil across the sun . . .”
A storm, Wisdom thought, just one of
those summer squalls that
blew up and blew over: drenching and enervating if you were beneath it
in a pitching boat, but no cause for alarm. She opened her mouth to say
so, and was just wise enough to bite it back; and didn’t need to nudge
the emperor because he was already rising to say, “We will go up and
see this . . . event. From the gatehouse
roof,” where
there was a view over the harbor and the sea, to the Forge and farther.
She would spend more time on the roof, if he would only let her.
Right now he reached down to help her up, which was
unnecessary and
adorable. They paraded out of the hall and across the public courtyard;
and it really was a parade, because of course his mother and the
generals and all the court had to follow him. But he held her hand all
the way, and being first to the gatehouse roof the two of them could
claim a corner and stand alone, as befitted his dignity and her desire.
And now she was clutching hard at his fingers, because that
fine view
across the strait was showing her something that was not a summer
squall, no. It was a storm for sure, but she’d seen nothing like it,
the dark sky and the pale sun and the fury at its heart.
And then the wave, that came punching out of that fury: the
towering
tsunami that outraced the wind, black and deadly. And she could do
nothing, nothing but watch. No time to warn people at the harborside,
let alone boats on the water. And there were so many boats, on the
water and in the port; and the wave caught them and turned them over or
hurled them against the harbor walls, and spat their wreckage high into
the city along with all the people it had swallowed and everything else
it had broken or dragged up from far below.
And this magnificent view meant that she could watch it all,
in company
with the mighty of the empire, who were just as helpless as herself;
and it took long enough, she had time enough to watch herself as well,
the numbing fear and the hidden rising heart of her.
What she saw in herself was the girl she had been all her
life,
sweeping aside this new Mei Feng, this servant or concubine or whatever
she had become. The girl she truly was, child of her village, of her
family, of the sea.
And the thought that came to her, the only thought that girl
could have just now:
Grandfather . . . !
Chapter five
News
travels inland like
a wave from the sea. At the coast it is thunderous, monumental, it
carries all before it. Where it finds a rivermouth it strikes upstream,
far and far; its reach over land is shorter. Forests break it, dry
plains soak it up.
What can reach the mountains, and the mines?
What they need, what is brought to them. Nothing of the rush,
the
impetuosity of news that rolls ahead of its authority. No one comes
this far along the Jade Road except wagoners with their slow beasts
under wary guard, bringing supplies and taking jade away. The wagoners
are not loved in the high valleys: mean men, who take what is priceless
and give little for it, less even than their masters would allow. These
are not men to gossip with, nor to ask for news.
THE WAGON-ROAD is the only road, but not the only way to go.
There are
footpaths, private ways from valley to valley, ridge to ridge and so
down to the lower hills and the paddies, tamed lands, farms and
villages. The clans watch their own paths, of course. They share little
and trust one another not at all, but some people are let pass from one
to the next. Sometimes news is passed on for its own sake; sometimes it
is traded, as though it were rice or cloth.
Sometimes, rarely, it is too important to trade for, too
significant to
delay. News can be like the typhoon, breaking down what it does not
blast across.
• • •
AS THIS, now: when the wagoners might not have
brought it for a month
or more and even then might not have passed it on, a girl has run with
it in three days. There is something of the mountains in her—in her
eyes, perhaps—and something clannish on her, a tattoo on her shoulder
to say that she belonged here once, but she came from the town,
barefoot and hot with it.
Bandits might have delayed her, dallied with her, kept her
altogether,
but she was too fast or too clever or too quiet to be caught. Any one
of the clans might have kept her, might have killed her for not being
one of their own; but they listened to her first and took her news for
payment, let her run.
They let her run and so she did, higher and deeper into the
mountains, every valley, every clan.
THE NEWS, of course, was that the emperor was on Taishu, and
staying.
THEY COULD see why the jademasters might not have wanted them
to know that.
Chapter six
Sometimes,”
Li Ton acknowledged, “I make mistakes.”
Even I, he meant, and he was looking at
Han as he said it.
A MONSTROUS wave born of an unnatural storm had hurled the Shalla
out
of the strait, breaking spars and rigging, rolling her onto her beam,
all but tipping her over entirely. They were saved by a sound hull and
good seamanship, mostly Han thought by Li Ton’s mastery of his vessel
and his crew; and not, not at all by anything Han himself did or tried
or was told to do.
He did try. The pain in his hand was savage but not
overwhelming; he
could use the fingers. And there was nothing wrong with his other hand,
his legs, his back. He should have been some use, at least. One more
body on the end of a rope.
He hauled himself through wind and water from one end of the
tipping,
twisting junk to the other. He seized hold as best he could, heaved
when he was told to—and time and again he was cuffed or kicked away, as
the rope or chain jerked free. He had no grip at all with his right
hand, and no strength either in his left.
A broken spar trailed overside on tangled ropes, fouling
their course;
given a hatchet and sent to cut the wreckage free, he couldn’t even
manage that. It was Li Ton himself who snatched the hatchet from him,
dealt with the ropes in two firm strokes, then backhanded Han across
the streaming deck. No words, but none were needed.
• • •
THE STORM was as strange and hasty in its vanishing
as it had been in its birth, leaving the Shalla to
drag herself to safe harbor in a mainland creek. There was a village on
the bluff, but the peasants kept their distance; when men climbed up in
search of food and supplies, they found it deserted, far figures
running through the paddy.
And took what they wanted, whatever they could find to help
with the slow business of repair.
And now Li Ton was attending to the swift business of ship’s
discipline, on the strand in the shadow of the beached junk. A dozen of
his men were within earshot, mildly interested, paying scant attention
while they scarfed two planks together or whittled new pegs or caulked
a sprung seam tight.
Behind him, Han could hear the steady pounding of the smithy
slave’s
hammer, where he was remaking a shoe for a split mast. He’d set up a
small forge on the beach, with an ingot of pig-iron on a rock to be an
anvil. Han had tried to help, but he was small use even to find
kindling for the charcoal furnace, when he could carry so little.
Everything he turned his hand—his one hand—to, someone else could do it
quicker and better.
Li Ton might as well kill him for all the use he was now, to
himself or anyone.
LI TON was taking his time, playing to his audience just a
little. He
took so long, indeed—talking to Jorgan at his side, while his hands
methodically stroked a stone along the heavy curve of his favorite
blade—that there was time even for the slave Suo Lung to quit work, to
come see. At least, the sound of his hammering stopped abruptly, and he
was not a man who took rests. Han thought of him still as slave, even
though his chains had been struck off; Han thought all the crew was
slave. The ship owned them all, and Li Ton owned the ship.
Ready at last, Li Ton slipped the bladestone into a pocket
and let the
sun slide over the tao’s edge so that it looked for a moment as though
he cut the light itself. Then he glanced down to where Han knelt on the
stony sand before him.
“It’s a pity,” he said. “I was angry; but I should have
thought to take
the left thumb, not the right. You’re no good to me as you are.”
With no more ceremony than that, the blade lifted in his
hand—which was
how it looked to Han, as though the tao worked the man—and the great
thick curve of it caught the light again, just as it started to swing
down.
Han wasn’t going to move, not a muscle. Losing his thumb had
been
numbing, before it was appalling; this time there’d be no time for the
numbness to pass into agony. One swift stroke would take his head and
be done with it. He was almost grateful.
THE BLADE swung, and he felt the blow that laid him sideways
on the
earth; and for a while there was no pain, and he waited to feel his
spirit drain into the wind as his blood must be draining into the sand,
and he did feel dizzy and peculiar and detached,
and . . .
but . . .
the pain came, delayed and atrocious, a bruising ache all
down one side
of his head; and there was a roaring in his ears but more, a stamping
above him and a great shadow cast across him, shouting; and the
shouting died away but he himself wasn’t dead at all but only lying on
the ground, sprawled on his side, still whole. And that was Suo Lung
who stood above him, holding Li Ton’s sword-hand in a rock-solid grasp
that the captain could strain against all day and never shift.
Some of the shouting had been Suo Lung’s and some had been
Jorgan’s,
but Jorgan was now also lying on the ground, some little distance away.
The men all around had likely been shouting too, but they were quiet
now, because Li Ton was holding up his other hand for silence.
Li Ton, Han was sure, had not shouted. Even when the slave
had stepped
in, knocked Han aside and caught the blade-hand in its descent; even at
the shock of that, Li Ton would not have shouted. If he wanted Suo Lung
dead, he would say so, quite calmly, and his men would make it happen.
Han thought he might well do that, and then return to unfinished
business.
First, though, Li Ton said, “Why?”
The slave—well, the slave said something. Han had always
found him hard
to understand, and this ringing in his ears made it harder. He thought
Suo Lung was pleading for—no, demanding Han’s life.
Li Ton considered for a moment, then glanced deliberately
down at his
hand, his sword-hand, where the slave was still gripping it.
After a moment, Suo Lung let it go.
Li Ton nodded, hefted his blade briefly and slid it into his
belt.
Han didn’t quite dare to feel reprieved.
Li Ton said, “Why not?”
“Give him to me,” Suo Lung said, thick and slow and labored;
which was
no kind of answer, but even dizzy Han could understand him now.
Li Ton’s eyes moved: not to Han lying on the sand there, but
beyond
him, toward the slave’s improvised forge. Han thought he could follow
what lay in the captain’s mind:
The boy is useless to me, but perhaps not to Suo
Lung.
The boy is useless, but Suo Lung is not. If Suo Lung
wants him—for
his forge, for his bed, for whatever—what does it cost me, to keep my
new smith happy?
It costs me in discipline, in reputation among my
men; this is the
third time I should have killed this boy. Can I afford to let him live
again?
After a moment, he nodded once, sharply. “Very well. He is
yours.”
HAN LAY where he was. His head pounded, and so did his heart;
dizzy and
sick, he felt easier—a little—if he could just close his eyes and be
still. Great fingers gripped his arm, though, and yanked him to his
feet. Here was the newest truth of his life, this vast man, naked to
the waist and greasy with sweat, reeking of hot iron, his skin pocked
with countless tiny scars and bubbled here and there with long ones. A
smith, a slave, his master.
A smith, a slave, a stranger. His speech was slow, and not
because his
mind was slow, or not only that. The tongue was as foreign to him as he
was to these lands, these waters. That showed simply in the size of
him, in a country that did not run to big men; it showed in the shape
of his face, too broad and heavy-boned. Even his skin was alien, the
wrong shades, the wrong texture, too thick. Even his smell: below the
sharp salt of his sweat and the iron of his work, there was still
something that smelled of the stranger.
Something of that, and more. His smell, his touch, the look
of him:
everything about him said this man was afraid. Han couldn’t help but
remember how he had screamed on the Forge, at the anvil there, when his
chains were struck off. He thought perhaps Suo Lung had been afraid
then and ever since.
At this anvil here, he thrust Han a couple of steps onward,
to where he
had built a crude forge from the stones of the beach. The firebed was
raised an arm’s length above the ground, and two matched bellows pushed
air in below.
A grunt, a gesture: Han dropped to his knees, took hold of
the bellows’ handles and began to work them alternately up and down.
His left hand could do that much, until the work exhausted
him; his
right—well, he had no pull in the hand, he had to kneel high above his
work and drive down, haul up from the shoulder. Every movement awoke
the sear of pain in the burn-scar of his missing thumb.
He didn’t want to weep, but it happened anyway. Pain or fear
or
hopelessness, perhaps all three; together they were too much for him,
they ate all his resistance. He worked the bellows, and sobbed at every
stroke; and Suo Lung set aside the mast shoe he’d been forging, took a
fillet of low-grade iron and set it to heat in the furnace.
And took it out when it glowed red, and hammered, and put it
back; took
it out and hammered again, while he sweated and Han sweated and Han
thought that he perhaps was sweating blood, as pain ran like fire
through the fibers of his body. A boy ought to bleed, he thought, who
was hurting so terribly much.
He pumped air, Suo Lung hammered. And quenched what had
become a
broader, thinner strip of iron, and heated it and hammered it into a
crescent curve and quenched it again; and then called Han blessedly
away from the bellows.
And took his left wrist and laid it on the anvil there, where
the bent
strip of metal fitted it quite neatly; and three swift blows of the
hammer closed it around Han’s wrist like a cuff.
Then the smith took up a steel scribing-tool and scratched
uncertainly at the iron, as though he was trying to write.
And looked at Han, a question that the boy couldn’t answer;
the hesitant marks meant nothing to him.
Suo Lung looked, scratched one more tentative stroke and,
strugglingly, said, “Stillness.”
It cost him in memory, Han thought, as much as speech; he
stared into
the far distance and forced the word out as though he dragged it up
from some almost-unreachable depth.
And then he jabbed his tool at the shape he’d marked on the
iron cuff, and then Han understood it.
It wasn’t the character for “stillness,” but it might have
been. It
needed this stroke more, and that—and Han couldn’t make those strokes.
If he took the tool from Suo Lung, he couldn’t hold it; if he held it,
he couldn’t hold it steady; if somehow he held it steady, he couldn’t
press hard enough to make even the lightest scratches.
If he’d understood why the smith wanted to write the
character for
“stillness” on an iron cuff on his wrist, he might have felt more
inclined to try.
Instead he shrugged, and the smith hit him.
And then dragged Han up again from where he lay sprawled
beside the
anvil, took his wrist and turned it so that the light caught those
awkward scratches.
“Scribe’s boy,” Suo Lung said, in that slow and difficult
voice of his.
He must have heard that from the crew and held on to it; it seemed to
be important. It’s why he saved you, Han told
himself silently, because you can write.
Used to be able to write.
Because of that, and because he could have an iron cuff
hammered around
his wrist and then be beaten until he helped to make words to decorate
it. Apparently.
“Stillness,” the smith said, and shook him.
His head ached and pounded, both sides now. Shaking made it
worse. He
tried to shrug the smith’s hand off his shoulder, tried to squirm free;
and might as well have tried to shrug against an avalanche, to squirm
free of his own tomb once he was dead and buried. This was rock’s grip,
an eternity of holding.
He said, “Yes, yes! Stillness! I
understand . . . !”
Suo Lung did at least stop shaking him. One massive finger
jabbed at the cuff. “Not good.”
Well, no. Not good in any way, awkward and ugly, but he only
meant “not right.” Han said, “No, not good. Look—”
He reached down to the sand, and swept a patch clear of
stones. With
his free hand, his right, his maimed hand where pain flared like living
fire when he did that.
And slowly, with the forefinger of that same hand—because it
was the
one he knew how to use, and because Suo Lung still held the other
vastly by the cuff and what did he need hammers for when he could
simply have squeezed that iron on?—Han wrote the character for
“stillness” in the sand.
He wrote it large and clear, as if pain were an ink and his
bones and flesh the brush.
Suo Lung looked worriedly from the character in the sand to
the
character on the cuff, back and forth between them, once and twice and
again; and touched the scribing-tool to the iron, traced the path of a
missing stroke, looked to Han for confirmation.
“Yes, that’s right, like
that . . .”
The tool cut into the iron, made the mark. And then again:
the next
stroke, the same consultation. This hesitancy would have earned Han a
beating from his old master. It had, time and time again, when he was
first learning his characters.
At last, though, the smith was finished. The character was
lopsided and
so badly written it was worth another beating, but it said what he
meant, whyever he wanted to say it.
“Stillness,” Suo Lung said, with just the hint of a question
in his voice.
“Stillness,” Han agreed firmly, nodding his aching head for
emphasis.
The smith grunted and knocked the boy away from the anvil,
pointed him back to the bellows.
Took another small piece of iron, and tossed it into the
furnace to heat.
HAN’S SECOND cuff—eventually—said sleep.
THEN HE worked the bellows while Suo Lung heated and hammered
at the
mast shoe. Han tried to pretend that the weights of iron on his wrists
helped him to drive down the bamboo grips and so force air into the
furnace; but then he had to drag them up again, of course, and his
hands soon felt impossibly heavy, when he could feel anything besides
the pain. Thrusting and hauling, both hurt like molten iron in his
bones.
Dizzy, then, and racked with pain, he pumped air and went on
pumping.
Sweating, sobbing, he worked his arms up and down, up and down. His
clothes were sodden and great shudders seized him, and he still went on.
There was an explosion, an eruption of steam from the vast
iron bowl
that Suo Lung had heaved out of the lower hold, that he was using as a
quenching trough. That was the work done, the shoe finished, and still
Han pumped, until the smith’s hand fell on his shoulder to prevent him.
It was his right shoulder, which the pain inhabited like a
coiled
living thing. The weight of that hand was enough to draw a thin scream
out of Han as fire lashed beneath his skin.
Suo Lung grunted, lifted the boy’s right hand up into full
sun and
looked at it; then he pulled a knife from his belt and laid the tip of
it on a hot coal at the furnace-edge.
When the steel was smoking-hot, he thrust it clean through
the seared scab where the second joint of Han’s thumb used to be.
Han screamed again.
When the smith drew the blade out, there was a spurt of pus
to follow.
He squeezed the wound between his own two thumbs, until no more liquid
came; then he heated the blade again, and seared it again.
Han had no breath left for screaming. All he could do was
hurt, cleanly
and deeply. His hand wanted to pull itself away from the blade, but the
smith’s grip held it easily, wrist and cuff both engulfed in fingers
like steel bands.
When he was done, finally, the smith let go; and no, Han
wasn’t going
to pump anymore. Not for his life, even. He huddled on his knees,
breathing, cradling his hand against his chest, not quite letting it
touch anything; even his breath was too much contact.
WHEN HE had done that for a while, he heard voices nearby,
and one of
them was Li Ton. He sounded pleased. Han didn’t really care.
The voices went away, and when Han finally lifted his head
the shoe was
gone too, so presumably Li Ton or his men had taken it. Probably they
were aboard the Shalla right now, shipping a new
mast. He didn’t look; he didn’t care.
The smith had collected a great heap of iron makings: broken
castings
and rusting tools, unidentifiable objects of many weights and sorts.
Some had come from the hold, some from the ballast in the bilges. All
of it was for melting down, for reworking into what the junk most
needed or her captain most demanded.
Suo Lung rummaged in that heap, and came up with a length of
chain.
He laid that on a stone at the furnace-edge, so that the two
broken end links were set in the fire to heat.
Then he beckoned Han over to the anvil once again.
Chapter seven
She
feels—
WHAT DOES she feel?
She doesn’t know. It’s been an age since she felt anything.
For a little there, she felt free. Loosed chains, the suck of
tide and
current, the possibilities of movement. She stretched, she flexed; she
felt free.
Now, thinking to stretch again—beginning to wonder if perhaps
she dares to rise—she feels something that inhibits her.
She thought the chains were broken. Perhaps not. Perhaps she
only dreamed it.
Perhaps she should just lie still, perhaps she should sleep
again.
Sleep strikes at her like a rolling wave, and her body cramps
into stillness.
But she still has the bitter tang of waking in her mind, an
awareness
of her self, her power, her loss. How much she has lost, movement and
time and authority.
There is no authority here, in this grip of stillness, the
lure to
sleep. It is nothing that has any power over her; she will not admit it.
She will rouse, and move, and be herself again.
She will—
Chapter eight
The
emperor was here, on Taishu.
No one really understood why—word spoke of rebellion and
flight, but he
was emperor, the Son of Heaven, the Man of Jade: how could he flee? and
whom?—but the fact of it was certain. He was here.
All up and down the valley people had been excited for days,
in that
way people were when there were rumors of distant great events. They
talked, they dreamed, they wove wonderful stories out of the nothing
that they knew. Wonderful and dreadful: the emperor come, and war soon
to follow.
It meant nothing. What difference could it possibly make,
here in the
mountains? There was jade to be mined and food to be gathered or grown;
water to be fetched, roofs repaired, cloth woven. Nothing changed,
simply because the emperor had come to the island.
So Yu Shan thought, at least. He had his own, his family’s
reason to be
excited. He was young yet, but his grandfather was not; and his
grandfather had never seen such a stone as they had found, in what
seemed to be the last of this exhausted vein.
Yu Shan hadn’t been let near it, except to see and marvel at
the
beauty, the purity, the simple size of what they’d found. His father
and uncle were taking turns to work their way around it, chipping away
the mother-rock flake by cautious flake.
There were days of waiting, hunting, gleaning, brewing—all
the normal
occupations for those not underground, all overlaid with a breathless
expectation. Yu Shan spent as much time as possible in the forest.
Ostensibly setting snares and gathering shoots while he prospected for
possible new veins, in truth he wanted distance. Tired of speculation,
tired of doomsaying—“We’ll be paid for the weight of it, as always,
it’s worth no more to us than chippings”—he was glad just to be away
from the sound of voices.
And so of course he met a friend, a clan-friend, a cousin
among the
trees, and had to talk to her. Ordinarily that was a pleasure, even if
they only sat and talked. Some days, some nights they found other
pleasures, and his mother meant to offer for her at the next clanmoot.
Right now, she was almost the last person he wanted to see. She wasn’t
family yet, so he couldn’t talk about the wonder-stone; but they knew
already that he was hopeless at lying to her, she saw his secret heart.
When she cared to look. Today, he could be glad of the
valley’s wider excitement:
“If the emperor’s on Taishu,” she said, after they’d greeted
each other
and touched a little, “why do we need the jademasters anymore?”
Oof. She was like that, bold and direct and impossible. He
said,
“Hush,” out of immediate instinct: not because he thought anyone was
listening here, but she might so easily say the same thing somewhere
else, where people were.
She shrugged. “It’s true, though. Everyone’s thinking it. We
find the
stone, we dig the stone. All the jademasters ever did was take it to
the emperor. We can do that ourselves now. Take it to the road, take it
along the road, and there he is at the end of the road.” She smiled and
shrugged, well satisfied at how easy it would all be.
He said, “And what then, he makes us rich, as the jademasters
are?”
“I suppose. If he chooses to. It’s his stone.”
“Why do you want to be rich?” There would still be the
valley, the
mines, the forest; he wasn’t sure what money would add to any of that.
A different manner of shrug, irritated, because she had no
answer.
“Maybe I only want to take their money away from them.” And
then—because she was honest and clear-sighted, and knew when she was
being foolish—yet another kind, to shrug away her temper and the whole
conversation. “Let’s not talk about it. That stream we were exploring,
last month? I went higher and found a new pool. We could go up, I could
show you . . .”
Relieved, he was also stupid. He said, “Why—?”
“Because, Yu Shan, you
might want to check it yourself . . .”
A pool in a stream was always worth diving, because there
might be
pebbles of jade gathered on the bed. If there were, it meant that the
stream cut a vein, somewhere higher. If she had found a new pool, she
had dived it; and she had found no jade, because if she had she
wouldn’t be offering to take him there. She wasn’t his family yet.
If she had dived it, there was no point his doing the same.
They both knew that.
But diving a pool meant taking his clothes off, and hers too.
It meant swimming together, diving together.
Getting warm, getting dry together after. Getting hot,
getting sticky, needing to swim again . . .
He took her hand, said, “Show me.”
SHE WAS the first but not the last to say such things in his
hearing.
He heard it at the family fire, murmured in the darkness; he heard it
in the family mine, murmured in the deeper dark, when he thought his
uncle had only taken him in there to let him see the broad smooth
glimmering green flank of the wonder-stone.
He felt it, all unsaid, day and night around him. Now
particularly,
when they had a stone of such majesty, a stone that could be cut into a
famous piece, an imperial treasure; now, with the emperor on Taishu,
why should they simply hand their discovery over to a common wagoner in
exchange for his reckoning of its value by weight, paid in coarse
fabrics and tea . . . ?
Chapter nine
This,
after all, was what a girl was for. If it did not gratify his mother,
it should at least content her.
Standing where she had been told to stand, Mei Feng waited as
she had
been told to wait. She had been sent for, summoned by her absent lord;
groomed and fussed at by his servants; left here in the innermost of
his rooms, his private bed. In his absence.
SHE WAITED, and he came.
Eventually.
Extraordinarily, apologetically, he came; the master of the
world, of
her world, hers, and he was flustered as he came through the door, “Mei
Feng, I’m sorry, my mother kept me, have they had you waiting here
long? Sit, sit . . .”
Which neatly prevented her from dropping to her knees and
knocking her
head on the floor, as his servants had told her that she must. He
dropped onto the bed and patted the mattress at his side; she disobeyed
him willfully, settling on the floor at his feet and putting one daring
hand on his leg. Making her careful, urgent confession. “Lord, I, I
don’t know how to please you . . .”
She wasn’t made or trained for these tender, courtly arts.
She could be
perfumed and powdered, yes, and dressed in rustling luxury. He already
found her good to look at, to talk to, to listen to. She knew all that,
and of course what that implied. It wasn’t his body or his bed that
frightened her; she had never had cause or opportunity to be shy.
Sea-children worked together, washed together, played together: in and
out of the water, in and out of their clothes. When her grandfather
took her on as crew, she’d kept the same casual habits from simple
common sense. If she was to be wet half the time, wet and fishy, why
trouble with clothes? It did her no harm to be looked at as they left
port, as they landed; one of those quayside boys might be a husband to
her one day, so let them look. And she did love to use her body, the
feel and stretch and effort, the achievement of
it . . .
But all her uses were practical. She could fetch and carry,
run and
swim, sail and fish; none of that was any use to her here. He was the
emperor and she had been sent to him, summoned finally to her proper
duty, what everyone assumed she was here for; and she didn’t know what
to do.
Well, no doubt he could tell her, show
her . . .
Except that his fingers trembled as he touched her hair, as
he fiddled
with the jeweled crane pin that his servants had struggled to affix
there. Scandalized, they’d been, that her head was cropped as short as
a boy’s; how could a woman please her master, they had demanded,
without a long heavy fall of hair to be her pride and beauty, his
plaything?
With eyes and skin, perhaps, she had
wanted to reply, with talk, with tongue, with touch? But
she knew nothing of what would please the emperor, or any man. She’d
kept quiet and let them fuss at her, with all this absurd decoration.
Perhaps it would please him, she didn’t know. To her, it seemed likely
only to get in the way.
To him too, perhaps. He drew the pretty thing out and tossed
it aside.
Then his fingers seemed to want it, as they came back to her head
again; they wanted something at least to fidget with, and seemed shy of
tangling with the hair itself.
He said, “I’m pleased just to have you here. To be alone with
you, Mei Feng.”
Another man, touching her like this—finding her ear now, and
running
his thumb around the curve of it—might have made her angry, made her
feel like stock being examined at the market or soothed in the stable.
But he was so eager and yet so tentative, he had the same hesitation in
his voice as in his fingers; she felt an impossible suspicion arising.
And couldn’t express it, of course—Lord, are you a
virgin, too?—and
so just leaned her cheek into his palm and breathed the scents of him,
perfume and sweat and boy-musk, until astonishingly he said it himself:
“I don’t know how to please you either, here,” and his spare hand
touched the covers on the bed and he sounded more nervous than she was,
more afraid of shame.
She sat back on her heels, took his hand and held it, felt
the
butterfly pulse and said, “Truly, lord? No
girls . . . ?”
“No other girls.” His fingers closed around hers. “Never yet.
My mother . . .”
Ah yes, his mother. Too close and watching him too carefully
in the
Hidden City, closer and more watchful yet on the road. Fearing rivals,
perhaps, or simply determined to choose his pillow-girls herself when
the time was ripe.
Even so, another boy would have found a way, she thought.
Even on the
march. She said, “But my lord has so many women to serve him,” young
and pretty and entirely his to do with as he pleased, “he must have
found opportunities . . .”
He sighed. “My mother’s women, all of them. Bought and
trained to be my
body-slaves, her spies. And yes, no doubt they will come to my bed if I
require it, but then they will report to her on my, on my demeanor
here, and—”
And he was emperor, he had pride as his birthright; so he had
slept
alone until tonight, when he could be with a girl of his own choosing
and—he knew, absolutely—not his mother’s.
And she had pride too, the sea’s pride she could call it, and
she loved
to disoblige his mother. “I will tell her nothing,” she promised. And
then, “How should we begin?”
In truth she thought they had begun already. But her
wide-eyed question
made him snort with soft laughter, and that seemed a good way to begin
again.
He said, “Perhaps by taking off some of these heavy garments,
do you think?”
She did think so, and reached down to ease the wonderful
embroidered
slippers from his feet, which were long and clean and soft-soled,
nothing like the hard leather of her own. Then there were all the
difficulties of robes not meant to be unlaced by the wearer, and the
awkward fumblings of two people not accustomed to such things: one who
had never dressed himself, and one who had never worn such clothes
before. Their efforts in the slippery lamplight led to tight, desperate
giggles, and, “I think I have jerked this knot too tight to loosen now.
Ah, I could summon my
servants . . . ?”
And have it reported to his mother, that he and his little
courtesan
could not even manage to undress each other. She heard his despair,
even through the laughter. “No, lord. Not them, not here, now. You and
I can manage each other’s, if not our own. Even if these cursed buttons
never ever went through these buttonholes, I swear
it . . . Does my lord have a little knife,
at
all . . . ?”
Her lord did have a little knife. Not one of the useful
blades that
every boy she knew would carry, as she used to do herself; his was
ornate and perilous, a blade no longer than his fingernail, fine enough
to take an eye out and no good, no good at all for gutting fish.
Buttons and ties went swiftly then, and let his women
retrieve them all, on hands and knees in the morning.
Silk slid over warm and shivery skin, and was gone.
There was him, there was her; and he was not so much emperor
now and
very much more boy, urgent and clumsy and almost afraid. Of himself, of
her. And she was—
Well, what was she? Here, at least: that much was certain.
Very much
here. Under his eye, because he wouldn’t look away from her; perhaps he
thought he might lose her yet, in this uncertain light. Under his hand,
that too. Hands, plural, because he couldn’t stop touching her,
apparently.
If they were under his mother’s eye also, if her women were
watching
through spy-holes, no matter. This was certainly what the empress
thought Mei Feng was for. Let the old woman be satisfied, then, so long
as her son was also.
And don’t think about her now. Now was not for tomorrow, or
for worry,
or for herself. Now was for him, and whatever she had to give him, and
whatever she could bring herself to take.
“LORD?”
“Mei Feng.”
“Forgive me, I am clumsy and stupid,
and . . .”
“I think that was me, wasn’t it? I think you’ll wear the
bruises.”
That was true. He was stronger than she’d thought, unless all
men were
strong when they were rutting. Confusion and awkwardness, a little
pain: it had not been an occasion of joy for either one of them. There
had been moments, though, glimpses of something other, something that
waited, something that could be learned. “I think it will be better,
lord. Next time.” Better for both, she meant; but, nestling a little
against his withdrawal, “I think my lord should practice more. With
other women.”
“I want to—practice—with you.”
“Other women too, I meant, lord,”
laughing, kissing his shoulder. “Girls who know better how to please
you. Then you could teach me.”
“My mother—”
“Despite your mother. I am sure we can find a way.” Now that
this
particular veil was torn down, she thought his mother might be less
obstructive. Better to occupy the boy than have him bored and restless
and prone to interfere; better a dozen women than one. Enough women
could eat his time entirely, demanding treats and attentions, engaging
him in affairs that mattered not at all beyond the palace wall. If she
were empress, that would be her plan.
His hand was on her hip now, anxious, hopeful: “You should
practice too, then, Mei Feng. Just, not with any man but me.”
“As you say, lord.”
“LORD?”
“Mei Feng.”
“Tell me how you came here.”
“You asked me that before, on the boat.”
Three times, in different ways; but this was yet one more.
She wanted
to learn him, this boy she held in the dark. She wanted more than his
lean body.
“My lord told me why he came, but tell me how. Tell me about
the
journey.” She liked stories, and she thought he liked to talk. Already
she was learning how to make him happy. He liked to be touched—perhaps
because he was emperor, because nobody ever dared to touch him. He
liked this, how she lay sprawled full-length against his side, with her
head in the curve of his shoulder and even so her toes barely reaching
to his ankle.
He liked how she lay with one leg cocked over his, some of
her weight
on him. It had made her nervous, a little, but his hand on her thigh
said No, that’s good, stay there.
He liked it, she thought, that her body was not soft and oily
and
almost unused: that she had muscles, she had scars, she had calluses
and strength. He certainly liked it that he was stronger. She hadn’t
expected that, neither his strength nor the way he took pleasure in it,
as though it had surprised him too. As though he had thought himself
weak before tonight, and she had helped him to see that wasn’t true.
“Aren’t you sleepy?”
She couldn’t help it, she laughed at him, before she
remembered who he was. He seemed to like that too.
“Forgive me, lord, I didn’t
mean . . .”
“Shh. Laughing’s good, don’t be sorry for laughing. No one
ever laughs around me. What did I say, that was funny?”
She had so many answers, she could count them off against his
ribs: her
rough and damaged fingers pressing on smooth unblemished imperial skin.
She thought he might like that. Sticky as his skin was, salty beneath
her mouth as she enumerated, not lifting her head, speaking truth
directly to his heart.
“I have been crew on a fishing boat, lord, since I was nine
years old.
All the crew there was. When we were fishing, I didn’t sleep all night.
Or when we have festival, there are fireworks and dancing on the beach,
all night long.”
“You’re used to staying awake, you mean.”
“Yes, lord,” but she hadn’t finished counting yet. “And
tonight not at
all sleepy. Tonight I am in his bed with my emperor,” and still
frightened by the scale of it, the impossibility, although no longer
frightened by this boy, “and I don’t think I could sleep if I wanted
to.” Maybe awed was a better word than frightened.
Maybe
she should be awed at herself, just for being here. Surviving this.
Finding that she could be this girl, as well as the other. Differently
bold. “And,” last point, one more finger, “I don’t want to go to sleep.
I like this.”
“All of it?”
“I like to please my lord,” which might be politic but had
the grace of
being true also. He might not be the man of her choice, but who ever
got to choose? Her father would have married her sooner or later to
some boatyard apprentice; he’d have done it years ago, if her
grandfather hadn’t been so determined to keep her on his boat.
No one could ever choose the emperor, but he had chosen her.
She did
like that. And she would always be his first now, which seemed to
matter; and she did like the simple physical intimacy of being in bed
with a boy, with purpose, their slow and mutual discovery of what was
possible and what was good; and this, she liked this best, she thought:
just lying together and talking softly in the darkness, telling stories.
Not another count for her fingers but the whole hand, flat on
the
solidity of his chest, “My lord was going to tell me how it was, coming
here. And I think he keeps ducking the question.”
“Do I?” His fingers played with hers, distractingly. “Perhaps
I do. I hated it, you see. Every day of it.”
Which to a wiser girl on another day might have been a way to
say No, don’t ask, I am your emperor and I don’t have to tell
you.
But he said it tonight, and to her; and she tightened her
hand around his and said, “Tell me.”
And, for a wonder, he did.
In a way.
• • •
HE SAID, “I’ve been up on the gatehouse roof again,
watching the bay below. Watching the boats come in.”
“Yes, lord.” She knew that, of course. Everyone knew.
“When a ship comes in with the wind in its sails, there’s a
wave of
water that rises before it, as though the water knows the boat is
coming . . .”
Yes, lord. We call that the wash, and you don’t have
to be up high to see it. She
was learning courtly tact quickly in this strange palace, even more so
in this strange curtained bed; she didn’t speak her thought. She was
pleased with herself, and baffled to know what he was talking about.
She knew about boats, but he didn’t.
“It was like that,” he said. “We were
like that, we were
the water that came before the boat, the news before the event. We were
our own news. No one knew there was a rebellion until we arrived,
fleeing ahead of it. No one was prepared, no one could afford to give
us food or shelter, so we fed ourselves anyway from all their careful
stores and made more enemies at every stop. And so had to keep on
moving, on and on . . .”
And at last they had come here, and there were so many
reasons for
that, she could see them all; and she still thought it was hopeless,
because this was an island and could not feed them all.
“Lord? How will we live now, all of you and all of us,
together?”
“Mmm? We will hold out, of course.” He almost said it in
someone else’s
voice, pronounced it like a banner, We Will Hold Out; he must have
heard it so often when he asked the same question of his mother, of his
generals, What will we do in Taishu? “It will be
hard, but we have to. There is nowhere else to go; the jade is here.”
“Perhaps, now that they have all the mainland empire to, to
squabble
over, to ruin,” because that was an article of faith, that the empire
without its lord must go to rack and ruin, “they will leave you to sit
here, unmolested . . .”
She said that badly, baldly, not so practiced after all at
this
diplomacy, not so quick to learn. She felt the sudden chill in him, the
sudden emperor, offended.
“Oh, will they let me do that? Do you think? Should I be
grateful, if they let me cling to this last crumb of my own lands?”
“Lord, forgive me. I—”
She was a careless fool with words sometimes, but she was
also a girl,
his girl, his first; he couldn’t keep hold of his offense, apparently,
so long as he had warm hold of her.
He said, “Hush, no. I’m too late to be proud, after they’ve
hounded me so far.”
“It was your generals who fled,
lord . . .”
“. . . And took me with them. Yes.
And my mother; I came
because she said I must. But they were right, I expect. What did I know
of war, then?” He knew more now, and that was still his story, and he
was still not telling it. Never mind. “They were right then, and you’re
wrong now. The rebels will come after us, they must.”
“Why so, lord?”
“Because the jade is here.”
There was a world of truth in that, and a world of threat.
They would come.
She didn’t want to think about that, war and death in her own
Taishu.
Or in his, she didn’t want to think about that either. She could allow
herself just a little cowardice, just for tonight. She said, “Lord? How
will I live now, what will you do with me?”
A lewd boy might have answered her otherwise, with his hands.
He was
emperor, and not accustomed to being coarse. He did smile, she felt
that in her hair; and his hands did move, but only to hold her closer
against him. “You will live with me, in these rooms here; and I will
use you as my shield against the day, you will be my joy and my regard,
my hidden city. What more would you have me do?”
“Lord, one thing. Send to my home village, see how they are
after the tsunami. Help them if you can. And—”
“And ask for a list of names, who lives, who died?”
“Yes, lord. Please.” Grandfather . . .
!
“Of course. I should do that all around the coast, all across
the
island. A census would be useful: what boats are where, who mans them.
What stores of food your people have, where soldiers can be
billeted . . .”
“And where they can be used, lord, where they can help
rebuild the people’s homes.”
“Yes, of course. That too. We have men enough, clerks as well
as
soldiers; we can ask these questions in every village on Taishu. And
map the island at the same time, better than we have. The generals
should be doing this already. You see? I said that we would use you,
and we will. There will be another council meeting in the morning. I
want you there.”
“Yes, lord,” sinkingly, determined. She knew nothing, but she
would
learn. If she wanted influence, then having been his first would never
be enough.
She couldn’t ask his mother what she needed to learn in the
bedroom;
but she could ask his servants, and that would get back to his mother.
That would satisfy the old woman, she thought. It was proper, that his
girl should want to please him.
What she needed to learn in the council chamber, she would
have to
discover by herself. And hope the old woman didn’t notice, until it was
too late to drive her out.
Chapter ten
Finally,
Yu Shan was
allowed to help. The great weight of jade had been freed from the
mother-rock, but easing it out through the narrow, winding ways of an
old mine needed ropes and patience, hard work in cramped conditions.
The way the stone lay now, there was barely squirm-room
enough for one
body to get by. One slender and flexible body, not yet limited by scar
tissue and stiffened joints, all the damage a long miner’s life could
do even to their hard-used, hard-wearing flesh and bone.
Here was Yu Shan, then, stripped and oiled; and here was the
jade,
already wrapped and roped. That was common practice. They called it
veiling the green, and did it for protection. Smaller pieces too were
bagged as soon as cut. Even the chippings, even the shards and dust
were sewn into pouches before they saw the light, while a wise miner
spent no more time underground than he had to, and kept a scrupulous
distance from jade when he could. It was the emperor’s stone, not his
to touch and treasure.
Uncle Yeng was less strict than Yu Shan’s father; he did
understand
that a boy needed at least a glance, at least a secret stroke of a
wonder-stone. But then, Uncle Yeng still thought that his nephew was a
good boy, a careful boy, his father’s
son . . .
No matter. Yu Shan was careful enough, when anyone was
looking. With
his father at his shoulder and his uncle behind, he was very careful
indeed.
He crouched low and reached into his own shadow, where it
stretched
across the veiled stone. His arm first, and then his head: there was
room, just, between the stone and the mother-rock.
It was a matter of faith, that where the head can go the body
can follow. Eventually.
Rough sacking against his chest, hard-edged rock biting at
his back—but
it was his chest that was more deeply bitten, by the shrouded stone.
Jade miners have their reasons to be careful.
Clad as it was, he felt it sing to him, that wonder-stone; he
felt its
call deep in his bones, like an ache and a summoning bell.
He kicked and wriggled into darkness, his father’s hard hands
on his
buttocks to impel him. Rock scraped the skin from his back, but that
was commonplace; he expected to bleed belowground, and to heal swiftly
after. He expected the world to sting.
The squeeze beyond the stone was wretched, all angles, a
crude-hewn
hollow barely big enough for a man to crouch in while he worked. Yu
Shan fitted himself in as best he could, and waited for his father’s
order.
At last it came, in a hiss because one does not shout in the
presence
of jade; it would be like shouting in the presence of the emperor. Yu
Shan laid his hands against the near edges of the stone, began to apply
a steady pressure.
Gently, gently, one coaxes stone from darkness. Impossible to
lift and
carry through these awkward channels, where a man may be crawling at
one time and then slithering on his belly and then sidling through a
vertical crack. A large stone must be dragged, slid, rolled, inveigled
on its way. Never coerced. Flesh can be crushed and stretched and
scraped, but stone is immutable.
Lay hands on jade—even through sacking, through layers of
sacking—and
there is never any hurry but there is a surging urgency, a riptide in
the blood, a brightening. Yu Shan had known it all his life. This stone
made his skin shiver and his bones yearn; he wanted to rear up and
break the hill apart above his head, to raise the stone to the sky and
roar its wonder.
Instead he twitched it a finger’s width this way, a finger’s
width that
way, as his father directed. It shifted forward fractionally, a
fraction more; it gave him a fraction more room to work in, and he
could do a fraction more to help it move.
Something was grinding beneath the slab. It should have been
nothing
more than spoil, a stray splinter of the mother-rock. Yu Shan gave it
no thought until the stone had slid its own length along the uneven
floor; then he felt for that spoil in the dark, only to avoid putting
his bare knee down on something hard and sharp and unexpected.
His fingers found it, and yes, it was hard and sharp and
unexpected; and no, it was not spoil.
He knew it as soon as he touched it: a shard of jade, knocked
accidentally from the wonder-stone or else a last glimmer, a ghost of
the original seam, lurking in the mother-rock and not noticed as it was
cut away to give access to its magnificent cousin.
Near-naked as he was, Yu Shan had no pouch, no pocket to hold
the fragment, so he slipped it into his mouth.
THERE SHOULD have been cramps and pains as they worked the
great stone
up from the mine’s depths, taking far better care of their burden than
they did or could of themselves.
Yu Shan didn’t notice. He did what was needed, when it was
called for;
his only effort was not to do more, not to float himself and the stone
through worlds of wonder, through rock and earth and all on their way
to the light. He felt as if he could do that; he felt it more and more
as the hours passed, as the stone’s song encompassed all his body, skin
and bones and blood, while the sliver in his mouth set first his tongue
and teeth atingle, then his throat and belly and all his softer inner
workings.
At last, the grunts and mutters and sharp instructions ebbed
into sighs
of relief, contentment, a minute of rest. Then the stone was pulled
away from him, lifted out of his sight. He scrambled after, into the
open mouth of the mine. He thought he might be glowing green, but his
father and Uncle Yeng were interested only in the stone as they carried
it up into the air, into the family compound.
It was twilight, and again he thought he was brighter, he
thought it
must be visible to all. His family clustered around the stone, though,
leaving Yu Shan entirely alone, so that he could slip that illicit
sliver of jade from his mouth and knot it quickly into a loincloth. He
ought to take it directly to the chippings-bag; he ought to confess it
to his father.
He did neither, but only kept it close, while he washed off
the dirt and blood and sweat of the last hours.
WAS IT fear of discovery that kept him away from the family
circle, the
fire-council that burned all night? Or was it hope of discovery, the
sweet tang of confession that drew him into the forest, to the streams
and pools where he and his clan-cousin were prone to meet? Certainly he
still had the shard close against his skin, where she was sure to find
it, if only he found her.
He didn’t, though, despite his lingering by the waters till
the rain
came. He turned then and made for home, less tired than he deserved to
be; and found when he reached the compound that a momentous decision
had been made in his absence.
They would not take the wonder-stone down to the wagon-road,
to trade
it weight-as-value for their common needs. Instead they would breach
all law, bypass the jademasters and take the stone directly to the
emperor.
“It is his,” Yu Shan’s father said; “he may as well receive
it from us.
Maybe he will pay us a true value for the stone. Maybe he will look to
us for the future, and not to the jademasters at all. Maybe he will
call us his jademasters now. Maybe not. It is his, and it should go to
him; that’s all.”
All except the one thing, how to take it there. The
jademasters’ guards
watched the road; the clans had their own ways through the mountains,
but those too were watched, clan by clan.
Except at clanmoot, when travel from valley to valley was
free and disregarded.
“We will be going the wrong way,” his father said, “against
the flow;
still, we should be let pass. That is the law. We will go in numbers,
in case of trouble. As far as the plains, we will all go. Then one of
us must carry the stone alone. We can’t spare more; we have to find a
new vein and make our claim to it.”
One of us he said, but his eyes said you.
Chapter eleven
Han
was chained now, and as afraid as ever; and he was bewildered also,
dizzy with something that he couldn’t understand.
One of his iron cuffs said sleep, but if that was meant to be
magic it
didn’t cast its spell on him. He had been awake so long, he knew how
far the stars had turned across the bitter sky. Exactly how far. More
than that, he sensed the power and motives of their moving; he
remembered that each of them had a name and a significance.
He didn’t know their names just now, but he was afraid he
might
remember them soon. If anything was sleeping in him, that was it: a
knowledge that was not his, an alien reach.
Suo Lung had chained him, and suddenly he felt unlimited.
No, not that. He was still a boy, down one thumb and slave to
a
pirate’s slave. It was only in his head that something had opened, or
stirred, or broken. Perhaps he had gone mad. He had teetered on the rim
of horror for days now; if he ran mad, he thought no one could blame
him.
If he ran mad, Suo Lung would restrain him. Chain him, he
supposed. If Li Ton didn’t kill him first.
Better not to run, then. Even mad, he understood that.
Too much else he understood, for a scribe’s boy who had
barely mastered
his characters. He had never seen the sea, until these last days; and
yet there was so much that he sensed now in the tide’s suck and the
salt whisper, the stir of current, the grim endurance of rock against
the simple weight of water. And the sky that was like an inversion of
the sea, one bowl turned upon another with mortal men squeezed into a
narrow plane between them; he knew—how could he know?—that there were
things to understand about the toss of wind where it hurls upward from
a cliff face, the fling of a storm and the ease above it, the rain that
was coming though it was not here yet . . .
He felt like a lone watchman, a guard with a great army
slumbering at
his back, waiting his call to waken; it promised a deluge that would
defend him and destroy him, sweep him away utterly, never to be found
again. Or else he felt as though he stood before a palace gate, and
that gate was shut, but it only needed his willful knock to open it;
and then—well, then there would be a palace, but it would not be his,
he would be swallowed up inside it, just one more neglected servant.
Or else he was going mad, lying here awake in darkness
staring at the stars.
Feeling the chafe of iron on his wrists, the weight of chains
on his
mind, the bafflement of magic. To Suo Lung, at least, there was
something magic here: Suo Lung who had worn chains himself and screamed
when they were struck off, fought to keep them; who was trying to
recreate them now, struggling to remember words he barely knew, so that
Han could write them for him with hands that barely worked, so that he
could copy them onto Han’s chains.
If there was madness here, perhaps it was not Han’s.
And yet he felt another world at his back, another kind of
mind; sometimes, he thought he saw through other eyes than his.
Madness or magic, there was a stranger in his head, wise and
terrible,
asleep. If it woke, it would be worse. If he named it, her—
No. HE did not, he could not understand.
He didn’t dare.
THREE 
The
Jaws of the Dragon
Chapter one
Tunghai
Wang stood on a height with the empire behind him, every standard mile
of it written on his bootsoles.
Well, his own soles and his horse’s shoes. And the horse had
been
reshod at need, and there had been, what, three other horses ridden to
death between the Hidden City and here; and he had changed his boots
too, more than once; but still, every mile of that journey had passed
beneath his feet one way or another.
He might have made the journey in a single night, with a
dragon to
ride. In his mind, though, in his own tale he was the dragon: he
soared, he stretched, he encompassed and possessed the empire.
He had earned it. His own feet had claimed it. He had
mustered and led
the army that followed him; he had kept its various commanders from one
another’s throats and his own; he had harried the boy-emperor’s
rearguard every day, every mile of the march, never letting him stop,
summon breath and strength, look anything like an emperor. Every city
on the road had closed its gates against him. That was Tunghai’s
triumph.
Even so, his quarry had reached the coast a few short days
before him,
just time enough. The emperor was on Taishu. That was Tunghai’s failure.
And, of course, the emperor had taken every boat his men
could find,
and every man those boats could hold. Tunghai could see them from here:
specks on the water tacking to and fro, taking more men, more
treasures, more supplies to the island. Taishu was a smudge on the
horizon, out of his reach for now; and no man had the empire who did
not hold Taishu.
That did not mean that he who held Taishu still had the
empire. Jade
was essential; the Jade Throne was essential, and the boy had that; but
that was all. Tunghai had the land.
And half the emperor’s army, maybe more than half was still
in Santung, watching the hills and waiting for a boat.
Tunghai wanted those men, even more than he wanted boats. He
could
build boats. Stranded on Taishu, the emperor could not build another
army.
Santung lay in the rivermouth below. He could see the city
clearly; he
could see how it teemed with men, how the docks and the piers and the
beaches too were crowded.
How the city had no walls: a trading port dependent on the
empire’s good order, banking on wealth and patronage and law.
A dragon has two jaws. He turned to the men who stood behind
him and
said, “Two wings, to close on the city from this height and the other.”
He had forces already on the opposite bank of the river; they could
speak across the valley by means of giant flags where horn-song could
not carry. “Kill as many as you capture; kill them all. No man escapes.”
“And the civilians?”
“I have said. No man escapes.” They had given shelter to his
enemy;
they had gifted escape to the emperor, where they might have trapped
him. There would be a price.
The women—well. He had an army at his back, hungry and
filthy,
exhausted, frustrated. Santung was theirs, a prize, respite. So were
its women.
“General Dochan, General Ma—take your men east and west. You
will find
splinters of the emperor’s army, looking for boats,” yet more boats;
they could never have enough. “Do with them as you will, but leave
their bodies exposed. Let the peasants be. We will need their harvests
and their labor. I want you to outreach the emperor; however far his
men have spilled, go farther. There are other cities on this coast,
other fleets. Take them, by whatever means you need to. Bring those
boats to me. Large or small, cargo junks or sampans, anything that can
survive the strait. And crews, those too, whoever knows these waters.”
“We’ll need to build more than we can seize.” That was
General Ma, who was no strategist but a natural gleaner.
“Yes. Boatbuilders too. Bring them.” Every beach, every inlet
would be
a boatyard; he would strip the cities of their iron, the land of its
trees. He would do anything, everything he had to. His eyes went back
to the island, and to the strait that lay between.
He could besiege cities and defeat armies, any man’s armies,
if he
could only bring his own to land. It was the sea, though, that he must
master first.
“Fetch me a fleet,” he said. “Find it, build it, buy it.”
That mattered
more than Santung. The city would fall, his men would sack it; there
would be blood, as much as any man could want. More. There would be
rape and looting and more blood, sobbing women and dead children and
prisoners digging the pits for their own bodies; and through it all he
would keep his eyes and mind on the island, because that was all that
mattered. Santung was nothing, only a place to be, a winter camp out of
season. There was no jade in Santung.
Chapter two
After
seeing, hearing, smelling so many men in their deaths, she was almost
ready when it came to be her own man who died.
Almost.
She and her children too, her daughters, almost ready.
IT WAS a good day, not to have sons.
IT HAD been a bad day from the beginning. In the early
morning, that
first light before the sun, Ma Lin was roused by her husband, Tojo. He
was dressed already, smelling of smoke.
“What is it, why . . . ?”
“It’s started,” he said.
Actually she thought it had started days ago, when the first
weary
soldiers made their way down the valley road. The city had been filling
with them since, an endless trail: men in squads, men with donkeys and
ox-wagons and women, children too. Thronging the streets and sleeping
in doorways, camping in the parks and gardens, occupying all the space
there was. It was like another city overlaid across Santung. It was
another city, more or less: the Hidden City, chased down out of the
north. They said the emperor himself had been among the men, with all
his great lords and all his treasures too. He had hurried down to the
docks and taken ship. And now every ship, every boat ferried men across
the strait in his wake. Women and children had to wait; it was the
emperor’s army that he wanted.
There was another army coming. Those same rebels who drove
the emperor
out of the Hidden City had chased him all the way down here, and they
had no reason to stop outside Santung. A determined army ranked against
them might have been a reason; but the emperor’s army was sailing away,
one boatload following another however much the citizens pleaded,
whatever the governor demanded.
Yesterday, she’d heard, the governor had gone himself, with
all his
household: not the first of Santung to flee, but perhaps the last.
Soldiers—new soldiers, the vanguard of the rebel army—had been seen on
the headlands either side of the city. Now more than ever, boats were
reserved for the emperor’s men; the people had no way to leave.
Nor any way to keep the rebels out, no walls and gates to
make a siege
of it. The soldiers could come down from the hills or along the river,
into the city when they chose to.
Which was now, apparently. Ma Lin stood on the roof in the
cool
half-light and heard distant sounds of catastrophe: shouts, screams,
the helpless clash of metal. It was the river-wind that brought those,
flowing down the valley, heavy with that same smoke that had breathed
on Tojo.
“Where are they?”
Tojo shrugged, which meant they were everywhere, east and
west and
north. South lay the sea. The docks and the beaches and the sea, which
should have meant escape but not today. She might have cursed the
emperor, except that her every breath was rank with smoky warning and
she didn’t have the time to waste.
He said, “What shall we do?”
She said, “I will wake and dress the children. You pack
food,” what
food there was, little enough after a week of an army’s depredations.
Every day she had scoured the city, just one among thousands on the
same hopeless errand; the markets were barren, deserted. Every day she
had cooked rice from the family jar and kept it, using yesterday’s to
make congee for the children. That way there would always be a day’s
food ready for the taking, when the time came to leave. If there was
anywhere to go to, or any way to get there.
The time was now, utterly now; there were sounds of running
in the
lanes all around them, sounds of metal hacking at wood or softer stuff.
Yelling, screams.
East and west and north, the rebels had been seen; from east
and west
and north they came. One brigade was marching along the river. The rest
poured over the valley ridges, through the ranks of terraced plots and
into the huddled mass of housing.
They were in the lanes all around, but not in this lane yet.
The
courtyard was frantic suddenly, a dozen families erupting from their
rooms. Grizzling babies and stumbling children; half the adults no
better, stupid from sleep and terror together. Ma Lin watched for a
moment, to see if any one of them would take charge. She almost wanted
to push her way into the mass and be that one.
She had her own children, though, her own man to protect.
Smaller
groups were best. She didn’t suppose that anyone could save fifty, but
she could perhaps save five.
She went to wake her babies, and found that her eldest
daughter Jin had
done it for her. Two little girls and a big one—husband-high, Jin was,
if that could mean anything anymore—dressed and ready to follow where
she led.
Tojo would do the same. It had always been understood between
them,
that he might be the man but the family was hers. If there had been a
son, his father might have wanted charge of him, but a run of daughters
justified her. What could he say, to so many girls?
He did well, in fact, he always had: a good provider who
lived on easy
terms with his womenfolk and let all four of them order him about
except when it mattered, when he would listen only to one.
He listened now, they all did, solemn and afraid;
then—leaving the rice, no time to fetch it now, no time to pack
anything, no time—they
filed out into the courtyard and squeezed through to the gate, herself
leading and Tojo in the rear, everyone holding to the trousers of the
one in front, tug-tug-tug as they walked.
The gate itself had been cracked open by two brothers who
shared a room
across the yard. They were peering anxiously through the crack, not
moving.
“What can you see?” Ma Lin demanded in a whisper.
“Nothing . . .”
“And what, do you plan to wait until you can see soldiers?”
“It’s dark, Ma Lin . . . !”
Of course it was dark: high walls and narrow alleys, this
predawn light
couldn’t reach down into them. “If you can’t see them, they can’t see
you either. If they’re there. Move now, fools, while you are still
blessed with your nothing!”
When they still didn’t move, she pushed them aside and opened
the gate
herself, forged forward into the lane without even looking.
She felt her family at her back, tug-tug-tug. Tojo would
watch behind them; he was a cautious man.
The swift and easy way out of the city was uphill; but once
outside the
walls of their house, in this network of lanes and alleys that trapped
and echoed sound, it was all the more clear what they’d meet that way,
what was coming down. The damp beneath her feet was surely dew, but the
screams of men so quickly cut off lent it a stickiness it didn’t own,
gave her visions of blood in streams like blind snakes nosing their way
underfoot, down to the cobbles and gutters of the lower town.
The women’s screams, the children’s, those were not cut off
so quickly.
They were a chorus, a setting, the definition of the day.
Ma Lin led her family on and down. Into a trap, of course,
she knew
that. There could be no escape from the heart of the city, with
soldiers closing in from all sides bar the sea. Up and out was the only
way to freedom, but that was impossible; and to stay still was to court
death, to wait for it, to count its coming house by house.
What she hoped—what she would pray for, if only they had time
to stop
at a corner temple, light a joss, linger for a word with the priest and
another with the god—was that even men in a killing frenzy would tire
before they had slaughtered all the city. Like all men they would start
in earnest, thoroughly committed. By now perhaps they would be weary of
the stink of it, weary of the work. By the time they came near the
river and met their brother killers who had followed the stream, saw
how sodden with death those men were and so saw themselves
reflected—perhaps by then they would walk past doorways, not search
darkened go-downs, just not care.
Perhaps. It was a high hope to pin a future on; it was all
they had. She led her family on and down.
SHE WAS hardly the first who had thought to flee. Where roads
were
wider, some must have thought to take their household with them.
Perhaps she should not have been startled to tread on something soft,
which was spilled fruit; then to stumble into something hard and
obstructive, which was the tumbled cart that had spilled it; then to
trip over something yielding but solid, which was the body of the
carter.
She had lost her obedient tail of family; she could hear
them—her
teenage daughter and her husband, at least, while the little girls
mewed at them—scrabbling for fruits in the shadows.
She had come down on all fours across the carter, and was
learning how
warm and wet a body is on the inside. How much blood it can spill, to
gather in rank pools between the cobbles. Her mouth and nose were full
of it, blood and the fouler odors of his dying, slashed as he was from
throat to belly.
She had nothing but her clothes to wipe her hands on. Her
trousers were
filthy already so she used those, before remembering where her smallest
daughter’s hand should grip. She needed that clutch back, she needed to
feel them all in line behind, tug-tug-tug.
She whispered back over her shoulder: “Leave that! How will
you hold on to the little ones, when your hands are full of fruit?”
“We need food, Ma Lin.” That was her husband, who should have
known better.
“We need to keep together,” she said. “And how much fruit can
you eat, before your insides sour?”
“Better sour than empty,” her daughter said. When did that
girl grow so big, to argue with her mother?
There were the little girls to be corralled—too close to the
stink of
the body and starting to smell it even through the sweet crush of
fruit, starting to ask piping little questions—and there were both ends
of the street to watch, where any movement might mean anything,
neighbors running or imperial soldiers coming up or rebel soldiers
coming down.
If she didn’t hate the carter for dying just here and just
like this,
she might yet hate the emperor’s army for making no attempt at a stand,
no effort to protect the city. For huddling on the beaches and quays,
seizing every boat there was, stealing anyone else’s chance of escape.
Was that the proper duty of a soldier, to save his own life and let the
weaker die?
Perhaps it was. Perhaps that was a lesson for the day.
But at last Tojo and Jin were satisfied with their haul, and
Ma Lin
could at least feel the tug-tug of the little girls on her trousers as
they made their slow way forward.
HERE WAS a junction, where this street met another running up
and down
the hill. Red Stream Road they called it, for the color of the dirt
that stained the run-off in typhoon season. After today they might have
another reason. The stones really were sticky beneath her feet, and the
air was dense with what had happened here. It was like walking into a
wall of blood. And besides, there were the bodies heaped across the way
like a wall, like a dam to block Red Stream Road entirely.
They were, she thought—she hoped!—the bodies of rebels, maybe
all the
rebels who had reached this far. The men who had slain the carter,
perhaps. They’d been laid across the uphill arm of the junction, so
that any more coming down would have to clamber over their own dead
comrades. Opposite that, across the eastern arm was a proper barricade:
tipped wagons with furniture heaped above and behind them, anything
heavy and obstructive.
Behind that barricade—above and behind it, so they must be
standing on
something, more furniture, more barricade—were men with spears and no,
she did not hate the emperor’s army after all, not all of it, not these.
They weren’t city men, the governor’s guards, the hirelings
who watched
go-downs at the docks. These were lean, hard, with the dust of a
thousand roads in their eyes, the dirt of those roads under their
scarred skins. The men who had been occupying the city all week: not
kindly men, not well disposed but focused, eyes across the water.
Wanting nothing from Santung but boats and food, wanting to be gone.
The men she had gone hungry for, almost willingly, if that was the
price to see them go.
Their spears angled down at her; she was in the shadows here,
while
they were in the light. Even so, they could surely see that two of her
party were tiny, only one a man.
She called up out of the gloom: “Soldiers of the emperor! Let
us in,
take us under your shadow.” Not making a question of it, not gifting
them the chance to refuse.
Her eldest daughter added her own voice, unexpectedly: “We
have ripe fruits here, if your mouths are dry.”
There was a mutter of voices, and then there was a basket on
a rope
that they tipped their fruits into: not enough to fill it even halfway,
but enough. Because then there was a ladder of sorts, a bamboo pole
with crosspieces lashed to it, that the little ones couldn’t climb but
they could at least cling monkey-like to her back and to Tojo’s.
Her eldest daughter could manage, it seemed, a lot more than
a tricky
climb in the half-dark, up a rickety ladder. There were spear shafts to
grip and then rough hands that gripped them one by one, to help them
over the barricade. Ma Lin endured the hands but the girl did more,
played up to them with a wriggle and a soft laugh. Ma Lin would have
scolded her in public, slapped her in private, but the old rules were
dead and left behind. The old city, she thought, was dying. Something
new would rise, perhaps, with soldiers living in it. Soldiers always
wanted women. Her daughter would not be one of those, she was
determined; but in this hesitation between the old city and the
new—well, if her daughter could manage soldiers of either side, that
was a skill to be valued, yes, and no matter where she had learned it.
Here and now, it won back a gathered shirtful of those
fruits; and the
girl was right, of course, they were something to be grateful for.
And the soldier who heaped fruits into that shirt as she held
it up, he
might be leering at what he could see or what he could imagine, but he
was also fumbling in his own bag to add a handful of dried fish, a pot
of preserved greens, a length of cane for chewing. It was as much food
as Ma Lin had seen in a day, for all of them together.
Her smallest daughter, breathlessly brave, “Mama? Are we safe
now?”
And where Tojo would have said Yes, precious, now
we’re safe, see the strong men to protect us?, Ma
Lin could give the little girl nothing but a perilous laugh. If there
were barricades, it was because the emperor’s army had nowhere left to
run; soldiers fight when they have to, when there’s nothing else to do.
Nobody could be safe this side of the barricade—and here came a captain
storming up the road to berate his troops for taking them, perhaps to
send them back.
Her daughter—her big daughter, whom she was suddenly in this
bewildering light discovering to be a woman—looked up at him and asked,
“Please, where can we go that’s out of your way?”
And—perhaps because she was not her exhausted defeated
father, nor her
ferociously determined mother, only young and fresh and hopeful—he
said, “Come with me.”
And, to one of his men, “Bring that ladder.” And to Ma Lin,
though he
said it loud enough for all his men to hear, “I’ll have no more soft
bodies coming over, thanks to the soft hearts of these fools.”
He led them just a little way down Red Stream Road, and
through a
broken gateway into a courtyard house. All the doors on this lower
level were gone, there was a mess of torn fabric and splintered
furniture in the center of the yard, but still it was a house much like
their own, a sense of home in the dawnlight. Up to the gallery, where
their own rooms had always been, and along to the far corner: to a
broad square room that had kept its door, and had one small shuttered
window that opened to the outer world.
To his man, he said, “Leave the ladder here,” which meant Go
back. To
Ma Lin, “There’s a temple down the street, dedicated to Tua Peh Kong.”
Ma Lin nodded; she knew it well, and never crossed its threshold. What
had the god of wealth and authority to do with her or hers? “I have
sent all the civilians there, together with my wounded. You could go
there if you preferred it. There are priests and prayers and suchlike.
We have made offerings.” For what little good they will do, his
voice implied. “But—well, I had meant to post a man here, only there
seems little point. The enemy will be at our barricades soon enough,
and I wouldn’t trust any lookout stationed here, not to go out of that
window as soon as he dared. Look—”
The window opened above that same street they’d come along.
Almost
directly below them was the angular shadow of the up-tilted cart, the
slumped body of its owner. No man could jump this high, but it was only
a ladder’s reach down.
Beyond the cart was a mass of moving shadow: a huddle of
newcomers—her
former neighbors, some of them—on hands and knees, groping for spilled
fruits. She thought they were fools, twice fools. Were they even
keeping watch, did they realize how close the rebels had to be?
“When they come,” the captain said, drawing the shutter
closed again,
ignoring those lost souls below, “they’ll balk at our barricade and
look for another way. Not this, it’s too narrow and too high. They’ll
find all the lanes blocked, all the alleys. Then they’ll be back. They
have to break through somewhere, and here is most open to attack. They
will break through, and then they will stream down the hill and kill us
all; the temple will be no protection. But a few nimble folk could slip
out of this window and away uphill after the flood, if they were lucky.
You understand me?”
Oh yes, she understood him. He meant theirs would be five
lives he was
not responsible for; he would gift them a way out, and leave them to
the gods.
More immediately, he meant they had to sit and listen while a
howling
mob of men ripped through the barricade, with death on every side;
while they poured like brute red water down the road, howling for more
blood. She and hers had to hold still, hold quiet, hold to hope. Hope
that the men would glance into the courtyard and move on smartly, leave
it in hopes of better slaughter farther down; hope that no one man came
in to search here until all the men had already swarmed the barricade,
so that none was left to see them scramble down.
This face of the house was in shadow. She could sit and watch
the
junction, and be confident that no one down there would see her. Tojo
and Jin would keep the little ones quiet. The girls had barely made a
sound so far, but that was not to be depended on.
Neither was her own courage. With urgency ebbing away, terror
could
build. She’d kept ahead of it so far; now she had to sit as still as
her children and look back the way they’d come, wait for what they’d
fled to catch them up.
It was a strange invasion that drove them from their home by
its noise,
that scattered its victims in their path, and yet she’d not yet seen a
single rebel. Except those dead where they lay piled across the way, a
taunt as much as a bulwark. Perhaps there were imperial troops in that
same rampart, but she didn’t think so; she thought the captain would
treat his own dead with respect, if only to keep his living troops
loyal.
Abruptly, men spilled into the street from some alley-mouth
out of her
view: men who had perhaps been balked by the rampart of bodies, because
they were screaming, raging, with bare stained blades in their hands.
Because the sight of people in the street here had brought them
running, screaming, raging.
They were men of the same cast as the imperial soldiers:
lean,
exhausted, filthy. The flip side of the same defeat, and she didn’t
think that even they would call it victory.
Right now she, they, could only call it slaughter.
It was grimly shady down there, and hard to see through the
cracked-open shutter. Even so, she saw enough. She saw the old man with
bad teeth who had been a porter on the fish quays, tough as a root; she
saw him hacked at, saw his arm hacked off when he tried to shield his
head with it. Saw his head hacked open, saw what spilled out, saw him
dead.
She saw another man, the young man who had been watching her
eldest
daughter recently in the courtyard; she saw him on his knees and
begging.
She saw the man he pleaded with; saw the weapon that he
carried, a
heavy blade on a long handle. Saw that blade fall, saw it split the
young man’s spine. Saw him twist and writhe like a fish on a gaff, saw
him die too slowly, in too much pain.
Heard him too, even above the noise of so much else. He
screamed like
the pain of it would tear his body open if he didn’t; but he was torn
already, his back gaping like a monstrous mouth, and he did die of it.
She was glad her daughter had not seen. Wished she was not
watching
this herself, but that was a wasted wish in a world too short of hope.
She saw every man die below her, and the older women too. The younger
women not, or not yet. They were pulled away by the arm or the hair, or
else roughly stripped right there and dragged to a doorway or a corner,
not far at all, not far enough. She thought the city’s width would not
be far enough.
She had to stay, if only to keep the others from the window.
Tojo
should not see this, any more than the children should; he would be
afraid for her, too shocked to move. And they must move soon, if their
chance came.
They couldn’t avoid the bodies, but they could hide up,
perhaps, till
nightfall: see less, be less seen. Then creep through the lanes to the
city’s edge and out into the terraces, over the ridge and away. Where
to, she couldn’t imagine. There must be somewhere beyond this madness,
where men didn’t die for simply being men, where women could scratch
for food and not be raped first and killed after, as those women down
there were dying now . . .
IT HAS been said that time is a kindness of the gods, a gift
to those
who could not endure immortality. It may be true. There was
timelessness in that shadowed room, no time at all; even the sun ceased
to track its own progress in lines of shadow on the floor while they
waited for the screams to end, the fight to start. Between the two
there was an endlessness, all hush, like a glass string that must
shatter when it’s plucked.
The rebels gathered, man by man, in the street below: quiet
now,
knowing there was work ahead. One glanced up at Ma Lin’s window. She
sat icy-still, not daring even to draw back. Shadow should hide her,
and the window was too high, out of reach. Too narrow also, too easily
guarded: too obviously a trap. He turned away, she breathed again. They
waited.
At last there was movement behind the dam of bodies, more
rebels coming down from the ridge. What these had been waiting for.
Voices hurled across the junction as they dragged the bodies
aside.
Another day, an earlier day, Ma Lin would have covered her little
girls’ ears sooner than let them hear such things. Today she was numb
to it, heedless. They had heard worse already, from the street below
the window.
If Ma Lin had thought about war before, about men fighting
battles over
ground, it had never been like this, so close they could spit on each
other. They were spitting. And cursing, promising terrible deaths to
come. Just, not yet: as the captain had foreseen, there was yet more
waiting, while rebels ran right and left to test for weakness in the
barricade.
They ran, they came back. Santung might have no walls, but
there were
so many soldiers here, simple numbers must have fortified the streets.
Men in every alley and on every roof, armed and vicious, knowing that
nothing stood behind them but the sea.
The rebels would die and die, Ma Lin thought, trying to swarm
the
barricade. But there were so many of them, too; eventually the
barricade must fail, and death’s face turn the other way. Every man
behind it would die, she thought, and every woman want to.
SHE HEARD the charge before she saw it, the rush of men like
a single
mass down Red Stream Road. They ran with long poles thrusting out
before them, meant to break the barricade apart; they ran howling,
meant to break the will of those who faced them.
The barricade was sturdier than it looked. It was their poles
that
broke, and perhaps a few bones with them. But the men came on, because
they could not stop; and broke in their turn, not so much like a wave
of water but like wet bodies against a wall of spikes, yes, very much
like that. Ma Lin could see spears work from above like darting
needles, death writ like stitches in the air. Those not pierced were
crushed by the weight of their own friends behind; or else they
scrambled up over the bodies of their friends ahead to meet brute steel
in the hands of desperate men, and die.
But there were more and more of them, always more; and the
wall of
their own dead before the barricade made a softer, kinder rampart,
easier to breach. They were beaten back but just came on again, and yet
again. At last they were too many, too stubborn, too strong. They must
have overwhelmed the defenses; Ma Lin saw them pour across the junction
and over their fallen, not pausing to drag the dead away.
She heard screams and the clash of weapons, many weapons, far
too
close. Spilling from Red Stream Road, pouring into the courtyard of
this house, even, she could hear the grunt and effort of men’s bodies
just below . . .
She watched the street and saw it empty like a draining pool
as all
those rebels pushed forward for their own chance to fight, to kill, to
wreak a savage recompense for this long and deadly balk. She waited,
and waited; as soon as she dared, she pushed the shutter wide and
turned back into the room, “Quickly now, the ladder—”
—AND THAT was the moment that the door banged open and a man
tumbled in.
For a moment she wasn’t even sure if he was an imperial
soldier come to
defend them or a rebel come to slaughter them all. But the first thing
he did was slam the door behind him; then he surged across the room
while they were still staring. He pushed Ma Lin aside, and thrust his
own head out to check the street.
By then, she’d decided that she knew him. She thought he was
the man
who had carried the ladder up at his captain’s order. Indeed he was
looking for it now, beckoning to Tojo, Bring it, bring it!
What could she do but nod, when Tojo looked to her? If one of
the
captain’s men chose to desert sooner than die, it was a choice filled
with good sense to her mind. Besides, the man was armed. Who knew how
useful that would be, below . . . ?
Tojo carried the ladder to the window, and the two men eased
it out.
“Now listen, little ones. Never mind the noises in the
courtyard, those
bad men aren’t coming up here till we’re gone. That’s why we need to go
now. Meuti, I want you to ride on Jin’s back,” and she hoisted the
smallest girl and handed her to the eldest, “while Shola rides on mine.
Hold really tight. We’ll soon be down on the ground and you can run
again. Quietly! You’ve been very good so far, both of you, but you must
keep quiet still. Understand me?”
Two little nods, from nervous faces. She kissed them both,
made sure
Meuti was settled, lifted Shola as soon as she saw Tojo out of the
window and the soldier following.
She made an awkward exit, kneeling on the sill and reaching a
leg down
blindly, with the weight of the tot on her back to unbalance her. The
ladder had felt none too stable when she climbed up at the barricade;
as she climbed down now, every rung seemed to shift beneath her feet.
She clung to the main pole as tightly as Shola clung to her, like a
monkey on a stick. At last she felt Tojo’s hands on her waist, his
voice in her ear, guiding her the last two cautious steps to solid
ground.
She stepped back, shifted Shola onto her hip and watched the
last two
girls. Now she could really see how unstable that ladder was, but Jin
managed it until she was within a man’s reach. Then, before Tojo could,
the soldier stepped forward and lifted her down.
And held the girl longer than he needed to, until Meuti
twisted around
to stare up at him, uncomfortably caught between Jin’s body and his.
The little girl’s piping voice asked to be set down, please; and he did
that, and then Jin was gripping her hand and the two of them came
scurrying to Ma Lin.
“Quickly now, quickly . . . !”
She meant to head for their own house if it was possible.
Give the
children something familiar; hold there all day and slip out when the
sun was gone. Hundreds, maybe thousands of others would be doing the
same. That was good, she thought. The vulnerable flock together in the
presence of predators. There were all manner of ways in which her small
family should be safer, if there were many on the move.
She led them swiftly away before another burst of troops
could come
down Red Stream Road. Behind her, she heard Tojo and Jin ushering the
little ones; she heard a chok-chok! too and looked
back to see the soldier hacking at the ladder with his tao, cutting all
those rungs away.
Well, the time was his to waste if he chose to. She saw him
cut that
long pole in two, and turned away, and heard him running after.
The tao was in his belt again; in each hand was a bamboo
staff, a man’s
height or a little more. He thrust one of those at Tojo. “Here. You can
fight with this, at least a little. Fend men off if they come at you.”
Tojo blinked, and took the staff in both hands. Weighed it,
tested the
balance, swung it experimentally back and forth; nodded, and grunted a
word of thanks.
Her husband, the fighting man. Another day she might have
smiled, she
might have made a joke for the girls to share. Today she wanted to
believe it wasn’t funny; she wanted to believe in him, as she wanted to
be grateful to the soldier.
SHE THREADED a way through bodies, through pools of blood,
all these
dead people who had been their neighbors. Without looking back, she
knew the solemn stare of her little girls; she felt it in herself. She
too wanted to stare and be bewildered, wanted not to understand. Wanted
to be afraid, even, if she could do it in unfathomable innocence.
Lacking that, she was afraid in ways she did not want to be;
and was
relieved to turn away from the bodies, away from the street, into the
broken shadow of an alley.
There was a constant urge to scuttle from dark to dark, to
hide in
every jutting gateway, to look for shelter behind every door. The doors
had all been kicked ajar already; that was no guarantee that they would
not be kicked again. She headed onward, directly up the hill.
She was bold and brave, for her children; they couldn’t see
and need
never know how her eyes darted, how she flinched from every bird-cry
and every skulking cat. How desperately relieved she was to come to
their own lane, their own house unchallenged.
In then, through the gate they’d left so recently, though now
it hung
broken on its hinges. Into the courtyard, which was a place of ruin:
water-jars overturned, clothes and pots torn and broken and strewn all
over. Fat Muoti’s handcart that he used to haul his noodles around the
streets, that was in pieces, the wheels jerked from the axle. Surely a
looting soldiery could have found uses for a handcart, tomorrow if not
today? Wrecked, it was no use to anyone.
No use to Muoti anymore, in any case. He was one who had died
beneath that window, scrabbling for fruit.
Others had died here. Those who had lacked the wit or the
courage to
leave. They lay strewn among this ruin in a ruin of their own. Their
faces were clear in the growing light, so were their deaths, and she
hated for her little girls to see this. They were one on each hand now,
tugging her toward the courtyard stairs.
“No,” she had to say, “not that way.” Not home. “Come
through to the kitchen.”
It was communal, of course, for all in the house to use.
There might be
food that had been her neighbors’, that she could give to her family
now and it wouldn’t even count as stealing.
If not, if all the food had been taken or spilled, there was
still the
underfloor. A hatchway that was easy to overlook led to a cool space
below. It was meant for anyone who had food to spare, which wasn’t her
or any of her neighbors and never had been, except for a sack of raw
rice perhaps or an extra jar of preserved greens. There would be plenty
of space down there in the dust; she meant them all to hide there. All
except the soldier. She hadn’t anticipated his coming this far at their
tail; now she hoped to leave him on guard above.
She walked boldly up the three steps to the shattered kitchen
door, and boldly in—
—AND THERE were men in there, two men, squatting very quietly
with food
spilled all around them and their hands on their weapons.
Rebel men, of course.
Hungry men, impulsive men, seizing this chance to eat instead
of fight.
Blood-spattered men, who must have done their share of slaughter;
likely the blades they snatched up now were the same that had worked so
grimly in the courtyard.
And were ready for more, men and blades both. She couldn’t
believe how
swiftly they erupted from the floor; she barely had time to stagger
back down the steps, no time at all to cry out before they were there.
Her little girls cried anyway, shrieked rather; after a
morning of
being so utterly good and quiet and terrified, this was one shock too
many.
It was almost bizarre to see Tojo push forward, to stand like
a warrior
before his womenfolk. She felt an obscure pride and still thought it
was hopeless, doomed. He had a length of bamboo pole, to face two
rebels armed with blades. There was no future in him.
But he stood there, and she couldn’t read but she thought the
character
for “defiance” should look like that, a silhouette of denial, You
shall not pass. And
then he wasn’t alone, because the imperial soldier moved up to stand
beside him. Perhaps the two of them together were just a little
daunting; the rebels did seem to hesitate. Unless trickster time was
playing that trick it had, to hold its own breath at vital moments, to
make its victims believe that nothing this bad actually could happen,
some god was sure to intervene, some dreamer wake, the world end,
something . . .
No hint of gods, or other intervention; the world was what it
was, what
she saw, her husband in dread peril and she behind him, her children
behind her.
Then, with a howl, the two rebels came plunging down the
steps.
Perhaps they just weren’t very good soldiers. More interested
in food
than loot, in loot than killing, in slaughtering innocents than in real
fighting at the barricade. Or all of that might be the absolute badge
of the perfect soldier, how was she to know?
All she knew was that Tojo should be hacked to pieces in
moments,
trying to fend off a man with a tao; and yet, and
yet . . .
TOJO USED his pole as he might have on the water, to fend off
another
man’s barge. He rammed it into the one man’s ribs, which stopped that
rebel where he stood. Sent him staggering back a pace, even, half
tripping over the step behind him. Which gave Tojo a moment to be
brilliant, to turn away from that man, to swing his pole and clatter
the other rebel on the back of the head.
Which sent that man also staggering, mazed and dropping his
guard,
almost dropping his blade; which gave the soldier a chance to clatter
him also and then to drop his pole, to draw his tao and move in fast.
It was such a neat move, it almost looked rehearsed.
Except that of course it left the first rebel unwatched,
while both men
were turned against the second; and all he had was bruised ribs, maybe,
and a rage born of humiliation. And a tao.
She might have lost Tojo then, she really thought she would.
She
thought they’d see him cut down before their eyes. The girls screamed;
perhaps she did herself.
What he did, her sensible Tojo, he turned to run; but turning
brought
him face-to-face with her and with her daughters, so that he saw just
who he’d be leaving in the tao’s way if he did that, if he ran.
And he turned again, horrified, belated, unexpected. He dug
his heel in
and spun around it; and the rebel who was plunging after him—who
already had his blade raised high for a triumphant vengeful slash at a
fleeing foe—was caught instead, caught a second time by a wild flailing
pole in the rib cage.
This time the man fell, screaming. And this time Tojo was
screaming
too, a voice she’d never thought to hear from this man of hers; and the
pole rose and fell, rose and fell.
Eventually the rebel stopped twitching and kicking on the
ground there, though Tojo went on pounding at his head.
What was left of his head.
Her eldest daughter had the little girls turned away, their
faces
buried in her trouser-legs. Ma Lin glanced beyond Tojo, to where their
stray soldier was hacking the other rebel’s head from his shoulders. It
seemed to be all about heads, with these men; but at least she was free
to step up to her husband, to put her hand on his arm, to still him.
To reach and take his bamboo away, splintered and sodden at
one end as it was, one more ruin in this yard of ruin.
To hold that with one hand and his elbow with the other, to
push and
tug and inveigle him away from that thing he’d done, all across the
yard to where he could sit very abruptly, very heavily on the gallery
stairs.
The bodies would be best left lying as they were. Any more
rebels
coming this way, glancing inside, so many dead might prevent their
coming in to poke about. The dead said, This house has been
despoiled already; it needs no more ghosts than us.
Perhaps she should pose one of them on the kitchen steps.
Brave was the
man who would step past a staring, accusatory body, knowing that its
ghost must still be lingering . . .
Perhaps: but later. Not till she had the little ones safely
bedded
down. She said, “Jin, take the girls up to our room and gather quilts
and clothing. Bring them down.”
Her eldest daughter nodded and hustled the little girls away,
past
their father and up the steps, giving them no time at all to gawp at
what he had done. Or what the soldier was doing now, going from one
rebel body to the other, picking whatever was lootable from their
clothes and pouches, fingers, throats.
Tojo had discovered how splashed he was about the feet and
legs. He
would be no use to her until he had clean clothes, clean skin. His mind
she could not wash.
She said, “Any man can prove a fighter, defending what is
his. Come, we
need you now,” and stroked his head, and left him to think it through.
She still had his bamboo in her hand. She might ask the
soldier to take
the bottom span off with his tao, where Tojo had bloodied and
splintered it. Clean, the pole would make a yoke to carry a few goods,
an iron pot, their rations.
But the soldier was poking among her neighbors now, and she
couldn’t
bear to speak to him above their molested corpses. She might find a
cleaver in the kitchen, and do it herself. And arm herself, that too.
It would be good to look . . .
She was heading to do that, completely on the wrong side of
the
courtyard when the little girls appeared on the steps again, distressed
and crying out for her.
She called back to them, “Where is Jin?”
Meuti turned to look back over her shoulder, which was meant
for some
kind of answer. It was Shola who wept words: “We found Meimei, and
she’s hurt, and Jin said we should come for
you . . .”
“Stay with your father,” she said, but the soldier was ahead
of her, running up past the girls, his tao unsheathed in his hand.
“No! You hold to your girls, I will see to this.”
The girls clung to her legs, his little allies; she wasn’t
sure if this meant Hold us! or Don’t go
up there!
Either way, it stopped her. All she could do was follow the
soldier
with her eyes, up onto the gallery and along, in at the open
door . . .
No. That wasn’t all she could do. She could follow him with
her mind,
with her mind’s eye; she could be ahead of him already, knowing what
he’d find in that so-familiar room. Her own daughter and Meimei, almost
one of her own, whom all the family knew by her milk-name: of an age
with Jin, growing up in the same courtyard, even sometimes suckled by
the same breast. These days she was a playmate, a nurse, a friend as
needed to all the children.
Until today, she had been. Now she was one of the women
missing from
the corpse-count down in the yard here: probably just as dead by now,
in the shadows of a room not her own. Ma Lin could see that, before the
soldier reached the door. And her own daughter kneeling beside her, the
one girl broken in heart where the other was broken in body. And now
the soldier, a silhouette, the wrong one come, unwelcome; and no sign
of Ma Lin at his back, only the great looming shape of him and perhaps
his voice, hot and breathy with that urgent lust Jin had felt before
when he touched her, and it didn’t matter what he said because he was
reaching to touch her again, with Meimei’s fate like a reflection in
his eyes, like a poison in his blood, like an ambition—
—AND MA LIN heard her daughter scream, and that was a
terrible thing,
because it only guaranteed everything that she’d been seeing in her
head—
—AND SHE was terribly hampered by the children on her legs,
who only
clung the tighter when they heard their sister scream. Tojo was the one
who was free: free to stand, free to turn, free to run up the steps in
a loping dread, unarmed and helpless because even his bamboo staff was
on the other side of the yard where Ma Lin had dropped it.
And yet he went, running and cursing, his voice rising ahead
of him so
that the soldier came out to meet him on the gallery, because this was
men’s business and after all the girl could wait; and he came out with
his tao in his hand, of course, and Tojo simply seemed to throw himself
onto it, so that the soldier might never have looked so graceful in his
kill.
That was all. As swift as that, and she was almost ready for
it, but
not quite; and her little girls, not looking, they knew none the less
and had almost been expecting it. So many men dead, why should their
father not be one among them?
Because he was their father, and that was
never going to be enough. Not quite.
SO TOJO died, horribly and messily, his lights spilled out on
the
gallery; and Ma Lin wailed his death because she absolutely could not
help it, could not stop herself, although it was only one more death in
a long doomed day.
And the soldier saluted her with that dark doomladen blade of
his, unless he was making her a promise, You too, you and all
your little children, when I’m ready—and then he went back
into the room.
Back in to her daughter.
WHO HAD screamed already and now screamed again, and would go
on screaming, Ma Lin thought, until he silenced her.
Perhaps he liked the screaming.
MA LIN took her little girls, one hand to each, and led them
to the
kitchen. Very quietly she opened the hatch to the underfloor and
ushered them down. Apologized, even, for the lack of quilts to make it
softer; apologized that she couldn’t stay yet, but she had to go and
fetch their big sister away from the nasty man who was making her cry.
Looked around the kitchen and no, of course, no cleavers
left, no kind
of knife at all. And the soldier had taken everything from the bodies
outside, including all their weapons.
Well, she had a pair of long cooking chopsticks. Those would
have to do.
She’d gnaw them both to points, but she didn’t have the time.
BAREFOOT AND lethal, Ma Lin scampered up the steps to the
gallery.
Almost deliberately, she trod in her husband’s spillings, the bloody
grease of his guts, as she hopped over his warm and leaking body.
The soldier must have been so sure that a woman would not do
this,
would not find a weapon or the courage to use it, or a way to pass her
husband’s ghost. He had barely bothered to close the door; he was
keeping no eye out for her as he lay on her daughter, pumping.
She actually had to make a noise, to make him lift his head.
Then she slammed a chopstick into his eye and through his eye
and deep, deep into his skull.
While he was still screeching, scrabbling, she did the
same—holding his
head still against all his struggles, the one hand ruthless in his
hair—with the other chopstick and to his other eye.
AS HE died—which was still a noisy, writhing process, far
longer than she’d thought—she realized she didn’t know his name.
Good. That might help to pin his ghost here, earthbound,
cursed. None
of those who knew him would know how or where he died; she who had
killed him knew nothing of who he was or where he belonged. Those
disjuncts ought to doom him, so she thought.
SHE TOOK her sobbing, shuddering daughter by the hand and led
her out,
across her husband’s body and so down to join the other girls, to wait
for dark.
Chapter three
What
can measure the weight, the depth, the intensity of jade?
As well try to measure the sea, or the majesty of empire; as
well hope to name the colors of a dragon.
Yu Shan had the weight, the depth, the intensity of jade on
his shoulders; he had it in his mouth.
Wrapped and double-wrapped, cocooned in his sleeping-quilt
and knotted
into a bamboo frame under a cover of greased hide, harnessed to his
back with ropes, the wonder-stone was a looming, massive drag; but
where a boulder would have dragged him down, this uplifted him. He
thought it might raise him from the path completely, leave him trying
to swim in air.
Hidden and secret, kissed and untold, sharp as a whispered
word, the
slipped shard sparked in his mouth as though it flung off crystals of
light that pierced and burned and left no damage, only a fierce bite
like pepper in his blood.
Half his family had conducted him over the valley-heads, down
paths
blessed by ancient use and strange god-carven trees, past files of
clansfolk headed the other way. In the foothills, out of clan territory
at last, they left him. They turned back to clanmoot and then their own
valley, to the search for mother-rock, a new mine, more jade. He kept
his back to the sun and stepped onward into strangeness and shadow,
strangeness and loss.
If he wasn’t at the moot, his mother couldn’t offer for his
clan-cousin. That was a loss, immediate and lasting. By the time of the
next moot, who knew? There might be other offers, better made. His
family had a worked-out mine and hopes, and nothing more; hers might
look elsewhere. Even now, perhaps: at this moot, in his
absence . . .
He hated being absent, where she would be looking for him. He
hated
that his parents would lie to her and that she would believe them, she
would think scouting for a new vein more important to him than she was.
He wanted to debate it with her, fiercely, face to face, skin to
skin . . .
But jade possessed his skin now in her absence, inside and
out. It
possessed his thoughts, even more than she did. He walked in its shadow
and drew strength from it; nothing could outface him now.
Even this long walk into the unknown could barely brush the
surface of
his mind with fear; even that fear was thin, childish, nothing to be
afraid of.
He had barely left his own valley before this, except to go
to
clanmoot. He had never left the mountains. Now they were behind him,
everything he knew was at his back. Ahead lay foothills, plains, a
great township and the sea. Flat lands, strangers, a tale told of
water. He should have been terrified, but none of it was reckonable
now. Jade on his back, jade on his tongue: he could do anything, go
anywhere.
He didn’t know the way, but no one did. No one left the
valleys. They said it would be easy; it was only far, not hard. Follow
the road, they said, don’t
use it but keep it in the corner of your eye. Stick to forest tracks,
so long as there is forest; then make your own way through the paddy.
Avoid villages, people. Walk at night, as much as you can. If you lose
the road, go north. North and east will bring you to Taishu-port
eventually; if the emperor is on Taishu, he will be there.
The forest was thinner already, the slopes were gentler.
Everything he
knew was gone, and everything he thought he wanted. This was the world,
and he was loose in it. With a fortune on his back—not for him, but
possibly good fortune for his family, his clan, all the mountain
people—and a splinter in his mouth, illicit, all for him.
The road lay easterly and below, following the turns and
twists of a
swift river that grew deeper, wider with every mile as it gathered in
the run-off from the hills. Yu Shan kept to the height where he could.
Where there was no path, he cut his way through virgin undergrowth. He
and his blade both were used to that, except that today he had to sweep
a little wider either side to keep the stone from snagging; its bamboo
frame stood higher than his head, broader than his shoulders. No
matter. His arm was relentless, as his legs were, knowing just how hard
they worked and yet still working, inexhaustible.
WHERE HE found a path or the ridge briefly rose above the
tree line, he
could walk freely. Where a gully broke the ridge, he had to plunge down
and scramble up and wade a fierce freshet at the bottom. Otherwise he
stepped and cut, stepped and cut in a steady, familiar rhythm.
Stepped and cut, stepped and cut, while his mind went
elsewhere entirely, sinking into jade, feeling jade sink into him.
Stepped and cut, stepped and cut—
—AND WAS brought back to himself, brought up short by the
kiss of a blade against his neck.
“Well, look,” a voice murmured, close to his ear. “It’s a
pretty boy, a
mountain boy. What shall we do with the pretty mountain boy?”
“See what he’s carrying.” Another voice, farther off, not
interested in playing games.
“Let’s ask him. What are you carrying, pretty boy?”
“Jade,” he said. There was no point lying, where they only
had to look.
As he spoke, he slipped the shard under his tongue, hoping to keep that
at least.
If he could keep his life.
“Jade? Jade is for emperors, not for boys.”
Yu Shan said nothing. There was a shadow to his left; it
resolved
itself into a man. He was short and gaunt, with joints like twisted
knot-roots, but his blade held extremely steady at Yu Shan’s throat.
His head had been badly shaved, too long ago or else not long enough;
tufts of wiry hair stuck out at angles between patches of stubble.
Likely he’d done it himself, with this same heavy blade.
His eyes were green, which spoke of the mountains; so did his
leanness,
and his wiry strength. Strip him, Yu Shan thought, and chances were
good there’d be a clan tattoo somewhere on his body.
An old one, faded, with nothing new to say. Nothing even
recent.
Rumor had always said that there were bandits in the
foothills,
outcasts, strays who couldn’t face the work of the mines or the
discipline of their clans. Yu Shan had never troubled to believe it. He
couldn’t imagine exile and would certainly never need to leave clan
lands, so why should he worry?
Here was a reason, perhaps. No, a pair of reasons. Here came
this man’s
partner, cut and step, hacking his way now he didn’t need to slither
under cover of Yu Shan’s own noise.
This one looked even more like a clansman, one who had
himself mined
jade; he carried himself with the stone’s authority. He said, “Truly,
jade?”—but he didn’t need to, because he could see the truth of it in
Yu Shan, even if he was too far away to feel the stone’s own truth.
“Truly,” Yu Shan said.
“The stone belongs to the emperor.”
“I am taking it to him.” And then, in response to baffled
stares, “The
emperor has come to Taishu. This stone is a gift to him, from all the
clans,” lying at last, just in case they might hesitate to steal from
the god-on-earth, if not from their own people.
They might not. The first man still didn’t move his blade a
hairbreadth as he said, “Jade. What can we do with jade?”
“Sell it, of course. Down on the roadway, a wagoner will give
us something.”
“And him?”
“The same. He might even be worth more than jade. You said,
Fuo, he is pretty . . .”
• • •
HE COULDN’T run through thick brush with the stone
on his back; however
much it uplifted him, there was no path unless he cut one.
He couldn’t move at all, against that blade at his throat.
They took his own blade from him, and tied his hands behind
his back.
Another rope made a halter for his neck. Yu Shan would have fought with
his family, to defend their mine or their compound or their lives; he
would have fought with his clan to defend the valley. Out here he had
only his own freedom and the wonder-stone to fight for. And one of
those was beautiful, but didn’t belong to him; the other was an
illusion brought on by solitude and time. He belonged to his family,
the stone belonged to the emperor. Those were still true, and not
affected by a rope around his neck. When Fuo tugged, he followed.
Quietly, still sucking on his splinter.
THE SECOND man cut a path for them, but he wasn’t carrying
the stone;
he cut too narrow, and Yu Shan kept getting snagged as branches tangled
with the jutting frame.
He stumbled and twisted all the way downslope, earning Fuo’s
curses
with every jerk on the halter. The wiry little man jerked back, again
and again, with a venom that should have wrenched Yu Shan’s neck out of
true but somehow didn’t; he thought the stone lent something of its
weight to him, so that the rope might as well have been tied around a
pillar of rock for all the harm it did.
DOWN AND down, from the ridge to the roadway. They were
almost there,
in the last of the bordering woodland, when the man who led held his
hand up.
Fuo was instantly still, and a glance behind warned Yu Shan
not to move
or call out. That blade was bare in his hand again; one slashing sweep
and the halter would not be needed any longer.
Yu Shan had small hope of help, whoever came. A wagoner
wouldn’t help
him; nor would a guard patrol, watching out for the jademasters’
interests. There might be others on the road, people living in these
hills, but they were more likely to be victims than rescuers. How else
should bandits live, if not from
banditry . . . ?
When she did come, she was a single woman, gray showing in
her long
loose hair and a harsh song on her lips. She carried a bundle on her
back, but nothing in it would have any value and neither did she, even
to outlaws willing to steal and sell a boy. They could all just crouch
here and let her pass by in her
ignorance . . .
Except that of course she was a woman, and perhaps these men
hadn’t
seen one in a while. She was suddenly a woman with a blade at her
breast, a bandit urging her off the road.
She at least wasn’t fool enough to do what he wanted. She
stepped off
the rutted dried mud of the road, in seeming obedience—and then just
kept moving, spilling the bundle from her shoulders and running blindly
into the forest. Sheer luck took her at an angle away from where Fuo
waited with Yu Shan.
The other bandit gave chase. Fuo tied Yu Shan’s halter around
a tree
branch to free up both his hands, and waited. So did Yu Shan,
necessarily. Waited, listened; heard the sounds of frantic, difficult
progress through the scrub, followed—patiently, relentlessly
followed—by the methodical sounds of cutting.
After a while, they heard the woman scream. Then there were
other noises, hard to distinguish, but they ended abruptly.
Fuo sighed, discontented. Yu Shan was glad for the woman. He
thought he was. It was what she should have wanted.
The cutting resumed, coming steadily through the forest
toward them. He
wondered if the two men would argue, if Fuo was disappointed enough.
How hard could it have been, after all, to bring her back on the end of
a rope?
Perhaps they would fight. Perhaps they would kill each other.
Which would leave him, of course, bound to a tree; and there
were
creatures in the forest, always eager to feast on helpless boys. Not to
mention the gods, any one of whom might wander by and take him, as
casually as pick a fruit . . .
But he could break the ropes, perhaps. With time enough, he
could rub
them raw against the tree’s rough bark and snap them thread by thread.
Or, better, he had that shard of jade in his mouth, like the broken
fragment of a blade; hold that between his teeth and he could nick the
ropes apart. The emperor wouldn’t mind . . .
But no. These men wouldn’t fight. Over a woman astray on the
road, and
her not even beautiful? And dead? Of course they wouldn’t
fight . . .
Swing and slash, cut and step, the other came toward them. He
saw the
scrub move, like a presentiment; he saw branches fall, before he saw
the blade that cut them. Then he saw the blade, and behind it the
shadow of the one who swung it: tall and dark and stepping forward, cut
and step, and—
—AND THE man whose name Yu Shan didn’t know, that man had
been shorter
even than Fuo, and this figure was taller than either. As tall as Yu
Shan, perhaps. And there were creatures in the forest, or it could
always be one of the gods; but the gods don’t use blades to cut a way
through undergrowth, and nor do ghosts or demons.
But otherwise, there was only the woman, and—
—AND YES, astonishingly that was her, stepping through the
shadows with
a sword in her hand. If she’d had a sword before, he hadn’t noticed it.
It was a short-bladed tao, fit for forest work: much like his own blade
and much like Fuo’s, extremely much like the one the other man had
carried except that it was darker now, streaked with dark.
She’d tied her loose hair up in a swift knot, and she moved
with a
quiet rangy confidence, no more shrieking and running. The blade looked
right in her hand. And she’d cut her way directly to them, when he’d
thought they were hidden; and—
—AND FUO was as startled as he was, but only for a moment.
One moment
to stare, to draw a breath; then a swift recovery. He looked suddenly
as lethal as a mountain snake, crouched and swaying, passing his tao
from hand to hand, drawing her gaze into the dance of
it . . .
Trying to draw her gaze. She wasn’t even watching his hands.
Nor did
she try to copy his stance. She came on bold and upright, and Yu Shan
thought this would be over very quickly, and he would still be a bound
prisoner at the end of it.
Prophecy is an unhappy gift in mortal men; it should be left
to the gods, who understand its habits of betrayal.
They met, and the canopy had to swallow the ugly sound of
steel
scraping steel. Fuo swung his blade ferociously at her neck and she
deflected it, just in time. And stabbed at him while he was overreached
and awkward, but so was she; he made a leap back, graceless but
effective, and so they began again.
He tried a darting thrust but she blocked it, the two blades
edge to edge; and so again; and so again.
Except that last time, he swung from wide and the steel made
a
different, duller sound when she blocked it, because she’d used the
back of her blade instead of the edge. She’d stopped his swing
two-handed, numbingly; and now her own blade flung back at him with the
strength of both those long arms and the whip of her shoulders and a
twist of her back, and his body was still tipping forward from the
effort he’d put into his own stroke, and—
—AND YU SHAN thought she’d take Fuo’s throat out, and was
wrong.
She took his head off, whole.
And meant to do it, knew just what she was doing. He could
see all the
work she put into the stroke, how it cleaved expertly through flesh and
bone together.
Fuo’s head didn’t just fall. She had struck his neck at an
angle,
rising; the deep blade of the tao lifted his head entire and sent it
tumbling through the air like a tossed ball, spraying leaves and mud
and all the clearing before it fell into the undergrowth with a dense
thud.
Yu Shan caught a spatter of blood across his face, and
couldn’t wipe it.
Fuo’s body crumpled strangely, as though all its strings were
cut, not
just its neck-strings. The woman stood and watched it fall, breathing
heavily now. Yu Shan could be patient; let her recover herself, before
she recovered him. Meantime he offered silent thanks to whatever gods
watched this hillside, this roadside, travelers astray. When his hands
were free, he would make better offerings. It never hurt to be grateful.
She came to him sooner than he’d expected: sheened with sweat
and
wiping blood from the tao, she stood before him, looked him up and down.
“What are you,” she said, “his mule?”
“I was his prisoner,” with no emphasis at all, waiting for
her to use that sharp blade and cut him free.
“What’s in the pack, then? Mule?”
“Jade.” Again, why lie? She need only look.
“One piece?”
“Yes.”
“I didn’t know it came so big. Or that one man could carry
such a rock.”
She shouldn’t call it rock—but she’d called him a man, which
made up
for a lot. He smiled. “It’s very special. And I’m stronger than I look.”
“I think you must be. And I’m sure it is. What were you doing
with it, mule?”
“Taking it to the emperor. And my name’s Yu Shan.”
“Is it?” She was amused, which made him angry. Patience . . .
“Your name’s Yu Shan and your eyes are green, and you carry a
treasure to the emperor. Do you know the way?”
“If I go to the port city, I can find him.”
“I’m sure. If people stop tying ropes around your neck.”
“And my hands,” he said, hinting.
“Yes. That too. Poor mule. What were those men meaning to do
with you?”
“They said they’d sell me, on the road. The
wagoners . . .”
“. . . have orders not to deal
with privateers, but I’m
sure they do. In jade, and other goods. Fine healthy lads, for example.
Well. I won’t do that, I won’t sell you to the wagoners,” though she
still wasn’t cutting his bonds.
“Please,” he said at last, “you could untie me?”
She just smiled. “We’ll have this off your back in a minute,”
poking at
the straps that held the stone. “You’ll be more comfortable without,
and I’m thinking we should camp up for the night. Hereabouts,” with a
glance at Fuo’s sprawled body. “Not just here, but I don’t want to be
on the road after dark with creatures like this about. They’re like
ants; one alone may truly be alone, but two means there’ll be a nest
somewhere. What’s inside the bamboo?”
She’d noticed, then, how the ends of the frame were capped.
“Rice,” he
said, “and pickles.” Enough to see him to his destination, if he wasn’t
delayed. If he didn’t fall into the hands of bandits, say; or if he
wasn’t promptly rescued by a lean and curious woman, oddly dangerous
and oddly on her own, who might well be hungry for rice and pickles.
“No knives, anything like that?”
“No. I had a tao, but he took
it . . .”
“Yes. I don’t suppose that was difficult,” though she showed
no signs of retrieving it from Fuo’s body.
“Please,” he said, “who are you?”
“My name’s Jiao,” and she was untying his rope at last—only
the wrong end of it, the end that Fuo had tied around the tree.
“What are you, then?” Her name was no use, it didn’t tell him
anything. Which she knew perfectly well.
“Whatever I need to be. I thought I might find some land and
be a farmer—Why are you laughing?”
“No reason,” except that even on short and perilous
acquaintance, he
thought it unlikely that she could settle to the patience of earth and
weather, plowing and planting and gathering in.
“Really? Is that something you do, you men from the
mountains, you
laugh suddenly for no reason at us simple plainsfolk?” She was not
simple by any means, and he doubted that she was from the plains; he
doubted that she was from Taishu at all. “Actually,” she went on, “I
did wonder about settling with your people, if they would make me
welcome . . .”
Small chance of that, anywhere among the clans. He thought
she knew it;
she was still not being serious. What she had said before, about one
ant alone: she was very likely a solitary bandit, picking up whatever
she could plunder. If she had thought at all about making her way into
the mountains, it would be on a dream of stealing jade at source.
Which of course she need not do now, because she had a
precious piece
of it right here. Jade and him, both bound and ready, plunder for the
picking.
Chapter four
She
was still again, under the water; she was still again, in his head.
Others talked about her, so he didn’t have to.
Not the crew, they knew nothing and would not learn; they
sneered at
every mention of her. Not Li Ton, he refused even to hear her mentioned
in his presence.
Those who talked were local, from the village on the bluff.
They were
old, and like the old everywhere they thought that age was a byway into
wisdom. They stretched the crew’s patience; if they tried to stretch Li
Ton’s, likely he would stretch their necks for them. Or shorten them,
by a swift head.
Han had seen this before, where a community sent its weakest
and most
easily spared to treat with soldiers or outlaws, so as not to lose too
much if negotiations went badly. He had seen barren women sent into an
army camp; he had heard of children carrying food to the forest, to
keep bandits from raiding the village. He had not heard that all of
them came back.
Here, once it was clear that the Shalla would
not be
lifting on any tide soon, the locals must have felt it a shame not to
be dickering with her men. On the third day, the first of the old folk
came warily down the steep cliff path. They went back up with a list of
what was needed, from charcoal to good rice; the Shalla’s
own
lay salt-sodden in the hold. In exchange, they had their pick of
whatever had been hauled equally sodden out of that same hold and laid
out to dry on the beach.
Peasants lead harsh lives. Han knew it, had known it
intimately; was
reminded of it now, seeing how eagerly his late master’s smallclothes
were added to the pile.
For free, the old people gave their wisdom as they gleaned.
“That wave, that dreadful wave? That was the dragon, stirring
in her
place beneath the sea. How could you doubt it? The Forge has fallen
silent. The dragon must be free. Why the monks betrayed us, we don’t
know. They swore to keep her chained, and now she’s free.
“She stirred, she woke; and so the wave, the storm of it, the
wrecking.
There have been wrecks all up and down the coast, not so lucky as you.
You should sail to safer waters. She will stir again. She will rise;
and when she rises, oh, then will be a
storm . . .”
And so on, and on. They talked of the dragon endlessly, so
that Han
need say nothing, even to himself. Especially to himself, perhaps. Suo
Lung and he barely talked at all, except in single words that might be
scratched in iron.
THE CHAINS he wore chafed his wrists; the dragon chafed his
mind. He
flinched away from her and padded his cuffs with ripped cotton rags,
and tried to pad his mind much the same, tried not to feel, not to
believe.
IT WAS the seventh day of their stranding. They were promised
seven
more before the high spring tides, before they could hope to float the Shalla
free. In the meantime,
“You, boy: run aloft,” which meant upslope to the village,
“and try one
more time to persuade those fools to send some women down. Tell them
the men will run mad else, and burn their precious hutment to the
ground. Say we will pay handsomely, in real silver. Oh, and take a
basket. When they refuse you, which they will, go on into the forest
and make believe you’re picking mushrooms for tonight. Come back with
something, anything, I don’t care what. And while you’re there, try to
sniff out where they’re hiding their
women . . .”
Thus Jorgan, speaking in his master’s voice; and therefore
Han, not the
first to climb the cliff on this futile errand. The pirate crew had
done the same already, scouring the forest margin beyond the village
paddy, threatening the old folk, getting nowhere.
Every village within striking distance of the sea must be
familiar with
raiders, and have its strategy for survival. That might be an uneasy,
unequal contract with one particular boat. It might be constant
watchfulness and a place to hide. Here, Han was willing to bet there
was another cruder village deep in the forest, where everyone bar the
old folk was sitting quiet, waiting. They would have weapons at hand;
if the pirates found them, they would fight. And die, of course, the
men more swiftly than the monks on the island, the women more slowly.
The children might be taken off and sold, if they were lucky. If that
was luck.
The pirates hadn’t found them yet, and neither would Han. He
was resolved on that.
Jorgan didn’t expect him to. Han thought the Shalla’s
mate
simply wanted him out of sight. He’d been condemned to die, and saved,
and saved again. He was so useless there wasn’t even makework he could
do, and yet he still wore the Shalla’s ring in his
ear and Li Ton could still not kill him, because the smithy slave
wanted him alive.
So this, now, an errand that offered the chance to run if he
chose to.
He thought Li Ton would like that, just to be free of him. He also
thought that Suo Lung would despair. He thought he could live with
that. But if he ran, he took the dragon with him. She was in his head
now, as much as in his chains. And barely contained by either.
It was like a mirror, he understood that. His chains were an
image of
the dragon’s; words, characters had meaning on both sides of the
reflection, but on one they were potent beyond measure.
If they were well remembered and properly written and in the
significant order.
None of that was true, here and now. Suo Lung sweated to
remember the
words, Han sweated to write the characters that Suo Lung struggled to
copy. If this was magic, it was a threadbare broken-backed echo of a
spell. The dragon lay still for now, but she was a pressure behind his
eyes, a weight on his mind, a hunger and a calling and a need. He
didn’t think that she would sleep forever, now she’d woken once. He
wasn’t sure she was asleep at all.
So no, Han would not run. He needed more chains and better
words, but
Suo Lung was all he had. He would cleave to the smith, work with him,
live with him; if that meant working with, living with Li Ton and
Jorgan, all the crew of the Shalla—which it did,
all too obviously—then he would do that too. For now.
If he ran, he’d have to take Suo Lung with him. Which would
be the opposite of easy.
HE FOUND no one in the village except a scatter of the
elderly, and
asked his dutiful question about the women and accepted their sucks of
air and shaking heads with a dutiful nod, and went on toward the
forest’s edge with his empty basket.
And didn’t get so far, not half so far; had barely set foot
on one of
the raised paths that ran through the paddy before he saw movement
ahead, figures coming out of the trees’ shadow.
Not the villagers coming stupidly out of their hiding-place,
no. This
was a band of armed men, dark shadows and bright blades; men on
horseback, men afoot. More men than crewed the Shalla, and
better armed.
Han might hate Li Ton and all his crew—he might well do that,
if he
ever stopped to think about it—but Li Ton had the smithy slave, and
Han’s chains, the dragon’s chains depended on Suo Lung. Everything
depended
on Suo Lung. Han couldn’t trust that man’s safety to some chance-met
army, which would take him for just another pirate.
Back through the village, then, not even pausing to cry a
warning to
the old folk; down the path and plunging recklessly to the beach,
wildly off-balance and grateful that Suo Lung had not—yet—chained his
ankles; and he must have been seen coming, because Jorgan met him at
the edge of the sand, and was angry.
Han barely had breath to give his message, but it was enough
to see him
dragged off to tell his tale to Li Ton. And at least he had the
half-trained scribe’s memory for what he’d seen, whether it was written
characters or patterned flags on a distant hill or men moving slowly
through the paddy. When Li Ton asked for numbers, he counted rapidly in
his head. “A dozen officers on horseback. I saw sixty, seventy men on
foot, but there were more. Every time I looked back, there were more
coming out of the trees.”
Li Ton scowled. “That’s too many. They can’t settle so many
in the
village, they can’t camp in the paddy; they’re coming for us. For the Shalla.
They know she’s here, and they know the size of her crew. One
of the villagers has betrayed us.”
It would be the headman, his decision. It would have cost him
his
village, but the soldiers would be there before Li Ton could be. The
captain set his anger aside and went on, “They’re coming in numbers,
because they want her and they don’t want a fight; but if it comes to
that, they won’t care how many lives they spend to get her.”
He looked over his shoulder at where the junk lay beached,
half her
tackle dismounted and strewn across the sand. He was a realist,
necessarily. If the thought of resistance crossed his mind, it didn’t
linger.
He said, “If we cost them lives, they won’t spare any of us.
Let them
come down, and they’ll want us. I never met a landsman yet who could
double as a sailor. She needs her crew, the Shalla does;
she’ll be no use to them without. I can make them see that.”
And later, his expression said, when
we’re at sea, we can deal with however many soldiers they put aboard my
vessel, mine . . .
HAN HAD never seen the crew so disarmed, or so discomfited.
The men
stood about in awkward groupings, conspicuously doing nothing: which is
of course the birthright of all sailors ashore, but here it was a lie,
and not one they could sustain with any conviction.
What they were actually doing, they were watching the cliff
path and
waiting to surrender. Waiting not to fight, which was something they
did extremely badly.
Suo Lung at least had work, filing down the rough edge of a
casting. Han knelt at his feet, and the smith grunted words at him:
“Tight.”
“Narrow? Constricting?”
“No. Being tight. Held.”
“Bound?” But that was a character he had already written on
his chains.
“No. Held tight in darkness.”
It was like this constantly. Suo Lung struggled to remember
words; he
mispronounced or misunderstood what he did remember; everything he gave
to Han was garbled, and had to be picked open, cleaned up, made
comprehensible.
Han had the dragon in his head, just a little, as much as he
was inside
hers. She knew what they were doing, or trying to do. She muddled his
thoughts her own way. It was hard to focus on the smith’s words while
his mind surged to the tugs of other forces, tide and wind and current.
Hard to remember his own painful lessons in the art of writing when the
weights on his wrists were a link to another life, another world, where
chains were an abomination, a rank intrusion into what should be free
and flowing and majestic, magnificent,
untouchable . . .
It was almost a relief to see how the pirates were suddenly
alert,
silent, unnaturally still; to look up the cliff path himself and see
the first soldiers coming down.
Soldiers killed pirates, wherever and whenever they could.
That was
imperial law, almost a law of nature. And yet the crew stood quiet and
watched them come, disarmed already, surrendered already. Dead already,
if Li Ton failed. All he had to save their lives was a presumption.
Han was one with the men in this at least, that he did very
much want
to live. He needed to, or more and many more than he would die, and the
dragon would hold all dominion.
Sometimes he thought he wanted that, but actually it was her,
inside his head.
He was one with the men another way too, that if Li Ton’s
hope failed,
then he would die alongside them, one among them. That was guaranteed.
From the captain to the cabin boy, they would all be given to the same
cruel ending.
The simple soldiers came down first, spears and bows. They
clumped
cautiously together much like the pirates, just at the foot of the
path. The two parties stared at each other, across the sands and stones
of the beach; they were in shouting distance, but no one shouted. No
one quite knew what to do, Han thought. The pirates had never offered a
surrender before, the soldiers had never received one. The situation
was clear enough—one side bristled with weapons, the other was
empty-handed—but it needed someone to make a move. Slowly.
Li Ton stood in the shadow of the beached Shalla, and
didn’t stir.
At length the cluster of soldiers parted, as three men came
pushing
through. By their dress, by their urgently nervous manner, these were
the officers. If this was a trap—if the pirates meant to make a fight
of it after all, if they had weapons hidden behind their backs or
beneath the sand—then they all knew who would be first to die.
Han watched Li Ton.
Who shifted his weight, stepped forward, went to meet them,
with Jorgan as ever in his shadow.
It wasn’t the first time Han should have kept silent; nor the
first
time he’d done the other thing, hurled himself in where he was not
looked for, not wanted, not safe.
HE FELT the force of her intent, and tried to throw a wall
against it.
As well try to build against the typhoon, with only twigs and string.
TOO LATE, he flung his arms high and wide, as far as the
chains allowed
him; he bruised his wrists against their absolute forbiddal; he flung
that resistance, the refusal of iron, back at her. He fought to subdue
her, to suppress her, not to let her rise. He struggled to send her
back, down, into the murk of the sea bottom.
SHE DID subside, but still it was coming, she had sent it on
its way and nothing he nor she could do would stop it now.
• • •
SO HE seized Suo Lung’s wrist, and dragged him down
the beach to where Li Ton and the army captains were speaking.
“WHAT ARE you doing, boy?”
That was Jorgan, inevitably: coming between him and the man
he had to talk to.
“There’s trouble,” Han said urgently. “I have to tell the
captain . . .”
“The captain has trouble already, it’s here. Haven’t you
noticed?”
“Real trouble, I mean.”
“These men could kill us all. And will, if he doesn’t talk
them out of it. Is that real enough for you?”
Han knew that, and no, it wasn’t. “The dragon,” he gasped,
“there’s a,
another big wave coming, like the
tsunami . . .”
Not much like the tsunami, in truth: he knew what she had
done and
there was a world of difference. That had been one vast and bewildered
shrug, like a mountain remembering how to move; this was focused,
deliberate, malign.
Aimed at him, at Han.
He could feel it, the weight of it as it surged through the
ocean. He
understood her, and it too: almost well enough to feel that he could
turn it around and hurl it back at her.
But she was dragon, he was only boy. He sat like a little
thing, an
annoyance in her head, like a fly on a bull ox; the least little
tendril of her mind lay across his thoughts like a yoke, too great a
burden, he could not bear it. She could splinter him in a moment, if
she weren’t so chained.
So she sent her waters to do it on her behalf. She was all
the sea and
the sea-wind too, where he was negligible, flotsam bobbing on the
waves. He couldn’t touch her work. All he could do was anticipate it.
“The dragon?” Jorgan cursed his contempt.
Han knew that
because of the way the man’s lip curled; he couldn’t hear the actual
words, because of the roar of waters at his back.
Jorgan saw them first. Han knew that because of the way the
man’s eyes bulged, his mouth worked, he turned to find Li Ton.
Han was ahead of him, almost: ducking under Jorgan’s arm,
diving
forward to seize Li Ton’s, so that in fact he was more or less last to
see it, although he’d known it first.
IT WASN’T really a wave. Waves ride on the surface of the
sea. This was
a surge from deep, deep down: a careful toss of her head, as much as
she could move against the chains he wore.
Hurling up from the seabed, this great mass of water met the
mouth of
the creek and was squeezed, thin and high and tight; and crashed
through that rocky cleft like a wall of water, and broke like a brutal
wave into the broader space beyond, and came crashing down on them all.
And Han was dragging at Li Ton and dragging at Suo Lung,
hauling them to where the Shalla lay
broadside to the flood, thinking that at least her bulk could break the
force of the waters for them. Han had to live, to keep the dragon even
so lightly chained; which meant Li Ton had to live, because he was
Han’s best chance of surviving after the wave; and Suo Lung of course
had to live, because he was Han’s only hope of making those chains
heavier.
The wave found the Shalla and lifted
her, and broke under
as well as around as well as over her; and so she offered them no
shelter at all and they were overwhelmed, tumbling end over end in the
surf of the rising flood.
HAN WAS the chained one, first to sink. Weight of iron
dragged him down
just as weight of water crushed him, just as the weight of the dragon’s
mind came at him, leering.
And he had only that one last frantic moment to strike back
at her; and
he gave her the only thing he had, his own fear transmuted:
And what if I die, here, now? These are still your
chains, still
spelled to keep you bound; and they will lie on a dead boy somewhere
under the sea here, and you can’t reach them or me, you can’t move,
you’re chained because I am. And if I’m dead, then what are you? A
little of me is a little part of you now, and do you want death in your
heart, in your mind, softly rotting? And my bones may rot but the
chains will still hold you, the characters we cut will shine as bright
as your eyes underwater . . .
. . . AND THERE was a stillness in
the water then, as
though what had been boiling could suddenly be chill, as though the sea
and stars hung motionless for a moment, except for the stars exploding
in his head.
And then there was a great sucking, a draining-away. The
chains that
had weighed him down made an anchor for him now, to hold him against
that pull; and suddenly the water was gone and he was lying sprawled
and empty on the smooth sands of the beach.
Empty of everything, air too. Like a newborn he had to learn,
he had to
choose to breathe; and when he tried, it was all coughing and spewing
salty water, retching and gasping and pain in his throat, pain in his
ribs and deep inside, pain everywhere.
He thought it was the soldiers who saved his life. Soldiers
flooding
down the cliff path, all those who had not been caught by the flood:
looking for their own comrades, of course, and their officers, but
pummeling survivors indiscriminately, forcing their bodies to work:
making them strip, stand, move about under the hot sun, anything to
fight off the wicked cold of the water.
Which was how Han, and Suo Lung, and perhaps all his crew
except
Jorgan—all his surviving crew, for there were men missing—first saw Li
Ton naked, in his true form, as himself.
Exposed, his body was knotted with muscle and twisted with
scars, but
more, all his skin was a mass of tattoos. Not the crude images that
half his crew favored, nor the intricate designs afforded by a few.
These were brute block characters all over his chest and shoulders and
belly and back, his thighs and buttocks and calves. Some of them Han
could read, even in distant glances. They reminded him of nothing so
much as his own chains; he thought they should have the same effect,
they should make a spell of the truth.
They made words like traitor, renegade, exile. They
spoke
of disgrace, of banishment; they demanded his death and promised a
price for his head if it were delivered to any of the Hidden City’s
gates, sent as a gift to the emperor.
His genitals had been taken in advance. That was almost more
shocking
than the stark tattoos, the dark absence between the captain’s legs.
Castration and tattoos together meant imperial punishment.
Han knew it;
so did the soldiers. So did their surviving officers. Li Ton was put in
chains, heavier than Han’s; that was Han’s first work, to rebuild and
fire up the forge, for Suo Lung to make chains for their captain.
Meanwhile the Shalla floated, mockingly
free in the
creek’s deep channel, ready to take them all upcoast to the captains’
general, to face his summary justice.
Chapter five
The
news of his own coming, he thought, would be all through the harbor, on
every quay and dock.
It would follow hard on the morning’s earlier news: not so
significant
or strange, perhaps, but fresher and easier to deal with and welcome.
That first news would have been the smoke, visible as soon as
the sun
rose: smoke rising from the Forge again, after days and days without.
There would have been small comfort in it, once the first
wash of
relief was past. This was no fine shimmer of forge-smoke. Rather it was
a greasy black pillar that overhung the island like a tree’s canopy,
only nothing so sweet or hopeful. It was a sight of ill omen. When he
was seen to follow it, crabbing slowly through the waves in this
battered stew of a boat, those who knew him—which was everyone who
belonged in the harbor, everyone with rope-scars on their hands and
salt under their fingernails—would see him as a hopeful sign, the
promise of survival: see, not all is lost! Even those we gave
up for dead can still come home . . . !
Old Yen would be sorry to disappoint them, but his awkward
progress was a worse omen even than the smoke, he bore worse news.
None the less, he expected a rush to hear it. He was looking
for a
sudden blossoming of sails, boats racing to greet him. One who had
survived the tsunami against all odds, and of course it would be Old
Yen in his bastard boat: dismasted and half-wrecked, rudely patched and
leaking but see, she takes the waves as grimly determined as her
master, she may wallow a little in the troughs but she rises every
time, and . . .
AND SHE was close in now and there was no hint of movement in
the docks
or on the water. No sails, no boats rowing out, no figures running on
the foreshore.
Nothing moored up, either, so far as he could see in glances
snatched
between the constant demands of coaxing his own boat this last little
distance, as he had coaxed her all the way from the Forge. Tides had
turned, the light had gone and come again; he was exhausted, and he
dared not relax. Pao was all the help he could be, not enough; the boy
had to spend half his time down in the hold, pumping out the bilges.
Old Yen missed his granddaughter more than ever. Nothing
would be as
dreadful if she were here. Even the news he carried, even the grim task
that had left that column of smoke climbing into the sky: he’d have
borne it all so much better for her company, and she’d have borne it
because that’s what she did, endurance came naturally to her.
And she was gone, not coming back; and he was bringing news
of death
and doom into an empty harbor, and he didn’t understand that at all.
Until he docked, gingerly edging the heavy hog of a boat up
to a quay,
sending the boy leaping over the rail with a rope. She couldn’t stay
here; his first move was to look beyond the docks, to where a natural
beach shelved gently down into deep water.
Which was when he realized that the harbor wasn’t empty after
all, of
either boats or men. He’d never seen so many craft out of the water at
once, or so many working on them. There were others coming down the
quay now, hurrying. Still not the welcome-party he had looked for: two
of these were soldiers, while the third had a paper in his hand. That
made him a clerk of some kind, Old Yen supposed, but if so he was a
clerk with authority.
“You—where have you come from?” Authority and an accent; he
was no one from Taishu. “Why is there nobody aboard?”
“That boy’s all the crew I have. We’ve been on the Forge, and
I have news—”
“We don’t need your gossip. Take your boat out again, sail to
Santung.
These men will come with you, to be sure you’re not diverted.”
“The tsunami—”
“We know all about the tsunami. It wrecked half the fleet.
Which is why
every other boat has to work harder. Untie, I say, and turn about.”
“She’d sink before we made it out of the harbor. See how low
she sits
already? Her belly’s filling with water while you watch. Stand here
long enough—or keep me standing here—and you can see her go down.”
“If it’s in such a state, why have you brought it here at
all? Old fool?”
“Because I need to speak to the harbormaster, about where
best to beach
her; and because I have an urgent message that cannot wait even while I
do that; and—”
And his own impatience was threatening to betray him; he
would knock
this stupid functionary off the quay if the man wouldn’t get out of his
way.
If the man hadn’t had soldiers to back him. If the man hadn’t
smiled
thinly and said, “I am the harbormaster. I have General Ping Wen’s
warrant for it. If your boat’s not fit to sail the strait, you must
take it—”
“I’d take her to my sons, gladly, if I could get her there.”
No one
knew this boat better than family. “I told you, though, she’s not fit
to sail farther. She’ll have to keep here for now. I have an errand to
run. Pao, quit staring and get back to the pumps.”
“You cannot leave it there,” the harbormaster insisted. “The
fleet will be in before sundown, and I need every berth.”
“The whole fleet at once? What’s changed?” They had been back
and forth like a chain, before the tsunami.
“Santung is under attack. The men are struggling to hold
their lines,
while we take as many as we can off the beaches. The port is lost
already.”
And they would go all together for safety’s sake, because one
boat
alone was too easy to pick off, and they would not willingly lose one
boat to the enemy. Old Yen understood that. He said, “If you need the
berth, a boat can tie up to mine as easily as she can to the quay. If
there are fit men aboard, they can help my boy pump. I have a message
for the emperor.”
“I do not see the banner that would make you an imperial
messenger.”
“I said I have a message,” and his patience was straining at
the cable
again; but this man could maybe bring him closer to the emperor than he
could come himself. He wasn’t naïve, only urgent, and a lifetime at sea
had taught him sometimes to be urgent slowly. “A thing we have seen,
that he must be told about.”
“Tell me, and I will see that—”
“No.” Waste his news here, to promote some underling? Oh no.
Never mind
how urgent, he would use it for his own good too. “It must come from me
to him, directly.”
The harbormaster stared; if he could have made his eyes
bulge, he would have done it. “You, you,” a
common fisherman with a leaking boat, “dare aspire to speak
to his majesty? Himself? In person?”
“Why not?” Old Yen said. “I’ve done it before.” And then,
swiftly, “I
am the man who brought the Son of Heaven to Taishu, in this very boat.
I was twice blessed, because he chose to take my own granddaughter to
be the companion of his heart, even as he chose my own boat to journey
on. The gods don’t arrange such matters for no purpose. Now I have news
that is for his ears and from my mouth alone, and if you can help me to
reach him then you should certainly do so, for your own benefit and the
throne’s,” in that order.
Stunned by so much, the harbormaster took a moment to
recover.
Eventually, he nodded. “Of course. Forgive me, I did not know. See, I
will take you myself to the general’s own chamberlain, and if he cannot
find a way to admit you to the august presence, then it cannot be done
at all.”
• • •
SO THEN there was leaving the boat in the care of
the boy, with the
soldiers to help him pump, and hurrying through the streets of
Taishu-port. Climbing up from the docks and the dockside markets, which
Old Yen knew well; hurrying through the lower town, the inns and
brothels and doss-houses which Old Yen knew not quite so well, but well
enough; hurrying in the harbormaster’s wake, who did not know the town
at all but knew perhaps the way to the emperor’s ear, which Old Yen
could not begin to fathom.
Nor did he know the upper town, the great houses behind their
walls and
guards. He’d never had cause to come up here, even when the great men
living here were all native. Now the guards had strange armor and
weapons and wore their hair in a queue as a sign of their devotion to
the emperor. Even their faces were strange, long pale faces of the
north.
Old Yen had fought warehouse fires in his time, passing
buckets of
water along a chain of hands. Today he felt like one of those buckets,
raised just a little higher at every move. The harbormaster couldn’t
take him directly to the emperor, nor to the general from whom he
claimed his own commission, nor actually—despite his boasts—to the
general’s chamberlain.
It was the general’s gatekeeper who took him into the first
courtyard
of the general’s palace, with the harbormaster left firmly outside. The
gatekeeper passed him to the house steward, and the steward to the
chamberlain; and Old Yen couldn’t quite believe he’d come even this
far. Nor apparently could his escorts, to judge by their increasingly
bewildered glances as they were authorized to take him on and on again.
At last, inevitably, he did come to a stop. Not with the
chamberlain,
but with his master the general; and he thought it highly unlikely that
he could inveigle or bluster his way any farther.
So, clearly, did the general.
“I am Ping Wen,” he said, from behind a lacquered desk in a
small dark
room. Ping Wen was all too obviously a stranger here: too big for the
room, almost too big for the house, nearly knocking his head as he
entered, not quite comfortable in his chair.
Old Yen was standing before him, and the general’s face
suggested that
he thought kneeling might be more suitable, knocking his head on the
floor might be wise. Old Yen was too stubborn to do either. He would
kowtow to his emperor, because that was the law, but he never had yet
to any man else and would not start it now.
“They call me Old Yen,” he said. “Excellence,” he said,
because good
manners never hurt and he could respect a man without needing to fall
on his face before him. “I have a message for the emperor.”
“So I gather. You may give your message to me, and trust me
to convey
it. If I think it worth the emperor’s time.” If not, his tone
suggested, there would be trouble all down the line, and someone could
be depended on to see that Old Yen had his share of it.
“Excellence, I cannot. It is a matter for the emperor
directly, and it needs to come from me.”
“If the emperor feels any need to speak to you, once he has
heard it,” if he does, if I judge it worth his while, “no
doubt you can be found. Perhaps my men will keep you close.”
He was a fleshy man, this Ping Wen, with a beard he liked to
toy with,
stroking it through his fingers. His eyes were sharp, though, and there
was nothing complacent in him. Even so, Old Yen said, “Forgive me,
excellence, but it is mine to tell and his to hear. It touches on the
Son of Heaven himself, and his throne. The gods were good, to let me
find him in the fog and bring him here; now they have shown me
something more, and I must give it to him.”
“I am aware,” the general said slowly, “of your early contact
with his
imperial majesty. It has won you great favor, fisherman, in fetching
you this far. There is nowhere more for you to go. If you know
anything, anything pertaining
to the welfare of the Jade Throne, you will tell it to me now.
Otherwise, I will find ways to extract it from you. These quarters may
be makeshift, but no doubt we can make shift.”
For the first time Old Yen felt a hesitation, a shadow’s
touch of dread. Had he
overreached . . . ?
Undoubtedly he had, but his Li-goddess was apparently
watching over him
yet, even here on land, which was not strictly her domain.
In the silence, the short time the general allowed him to
decide, a
servant came into the room. Ping Wen was annoyed at the interruption;
Old Yen could tell by how still he sat, not a glance or a gesture
toward the incomer.
The man was one of his own, though, one of these northerners
with their
shaven brows and pigtailed hair. He wouldn’t have broken in on his
master without good cause. He bent to murmur into the general’s
unyielding ear, and the few words Old Yen could make out were claggy
with dialect, shifty of meaning; he couldn’t guess at the message.
Ping Wen had it at his fingertips. He dusted them together
for a moment, as if to brush off an unpleasantness. Then he spoke.
“Where a man may not rise, a god may yet stoop. It seems you
are more
fortunate than I knew; the Son of Heaven has sent for you. Come, I will
escort you myself. It never hurts to show humility before the gods.”
He meant—transparently—that it would do him no harm at all to
be
apologetically present, and so hear this mysterious message for
himself. And, perhaps, learn how the emperor knew there was a fisherman
astray among the palaces, seeking an audience.
As to that, Old Yen could have told him—a goddess had deigned
to stoop:
it was nothing more mysterious than that, or less wonderful—but the
general should learn it for himself. It would be ill manners to bring a
man face to face with a deity, all uninvited.
He went meekly, then, with the general and all those other
men without
whom it seemed the general could not move. The higher he came in this
world, the more people clustered around him. Could the general never be
alone? And if not him, then could the
emperor . . . ?
ANOTHER HOUSE, larger yet and better guarded; but they were
all
immense, these palaces, he could barely register them as places built,
places to be. They were like the cliffs, the rivers, the ocean: on the
wrong scale for humankind.
He followed the general who followed his own servants who
followed
those of the house here, through gates and courtyards and on into vast
gardens. Down gravel paths, past ponds and pergolas, between
sweet-scented banks of flowers to a pavilion where, yes, here was the
emperor.
With his mother and being read to by a clerk, attended by
half a dozen others.
Never mind them, or any of them. Kowtow. They all did it, the
general
too; Old Yen went down with the mass of them, and smote his forehead on
the wood of the pavilion floor.
And they waited, all of them together, for the emperor to
recognize the
general; and what he said was, “Old Yen. Good. Walk with me.”
IT WAS perhaps starting to rain, but even so they walked a
path to an
ornate little bridge where carp blew bubbles among the lily-pads below.
Just himself and the emperor: no mother, no general, no hangers-on. The
two of them in the same world, step after step after step; and the
emperor said, “So tell me, what is this news, that is quite so
imperative?”
“Majesty,” Old Yen said, “I have been to the Forge, and it is
silent.”
“I know. I have been told that already.”
“Forgive me, majesty, but do you know why?”
“No. My generals sent a boat, because an eye on the Forge
could watch
all the strait at once. The sailors said the jetty was gone.”
“It is, but there are other ways to land.” Because there was
no easy
way to say this, he said it bluntly: “The monks of the island are dead,
majesty. All of them.”
The smoke he’d left behind had been their bodies, burning on
a pyre. It
had been as much as they could manage, he and Pao between them.
“Dead? How?”
“Killed. Cut down.” That was the worst news, more cruel than
their deaths.
“By whom?”
“Majesty, I do not know.” There were pirates in the strait,
of
course—but even pirates should have known never to touch the Forge.
“They should be hunted down, whoever they were—but I can’t
spare the boats, nor the crews to sail them.”
“No, majesty.” Nor did it matter now. It was only the fact
that
mattered. “With the monks dead and the Forge cold, I think the dragon
must be free.”
“Ah. Yes. I have been hearing about your dragon.” Of course
he had;
there was another fact that mattered, that they were not yet talking
of. “You need to understand, Old Yen, we have mostly come down from the
cold dry north, where dragons are not common. My people”—by whom he
clearly meant his mother, his generals, facts that mattered—“do not
quite believe in your dragon. I’m sorry.”
“Majesty, the tsunami—”
“What, was that your dragon? We are inlanders; we saw a freak
wave,
nothing more. A tragedy, but not a myth. I think we expect the sea to
do evil. I’m sure I do.” He gazed across this more peaceable water,
reflections broken a thousand times by the soft impacts of the rain.
“If that was your dragon, unchained—where is she now? What prisoner
lingers, once the door is open?”
“There was another stir in the water, majesty, just
yesterday,” not
even a wave, nothing that he had ever seen before: just a sudden rise,
enough to float his boat off the rocks sooner than expected and barely
patched. It had seemed like water on a mission, water with intent. “I
think we should not expect to understand the dragon. She is beyond us.”
“Not beyond our prisoning, if your tales are true. A handful
of monks kept her chained undersea, how long?”
“For centuries, majesty. Yes. Jade is beyond us, but not
beyond our mining . . .”
The emperor smiled, and played with the rings he wore. “What
do you know of jade, old man?”
“I know it is heaven-sent, and so sent back to the Son of
Heaven.”
There was a rhyme that said so, that all the children of Taishu chanted
in their games. “I had never seen it till now. But I never doubted its
beauty.”
“No. They told you it was true, and you believed it, and you
were
right. I’m not a fool, Old Yen, I understand the lesson. But you’ll
need more than dead monks and a freak wave to help my mother and all
those tired soldiers believe in a dragon. We have crossed the empire
and heard ten thousand stories on the way, and not seen the truth in
any of them.”
“Nevertheless, majesty. Some of them must be true. The
dragon—”
“—is something we can’t deal with, true or otherwise. If she
rises, she
could wash us all off this island on a whim, and we could not resist
her. If she chooses not to—well, let your dragon lie, and your dead
monks too.
“Talk to me about the coast. With the enemy in Santung, we’re
taking as
many men as we can off the beaches, but it won’t be enough. A lot of
them will die. Some will get away into the hills. They’ll find places
to hide, and we need ways to contact them; it’s useful, crucial, to
keep men on the mainland. I won’t abandon the empire, and Taishu can’t
feed all the men we’ve brought across already. Can it?”
“Not for long, majesty. If we make farmers and hunters of
them, turn
more land over to paddy and hunt out the forests, if we fish the seas
dry, we can feed them for a season. Perhaps through the winter, if we
all go hungry. In the spring, though? When the dried stores are gone,
before the new crops come in? We go hungry as it is, some years. With
this many to feed, we will all starve.”
“Which is why I need men on the mainland, to gather supplies.
And men
with boats, to bring them. In the dark, secretly back and forth, with
my enemies looking for them . . .”
“Of course, majesty. I can do that; I can find others who
will do it with me.”
“Good. This is your task, then. Whatever you need—men,
supplies,
repairs—it is yours, but you’ll need something to show, a sign of my
authority . . .”
The emperor pulled a ring from his finger. Old Yen almost
shrieked, shying away from it, hands helplessly refusing.
“Majesty, that’s jade!”
“Of course.” The emperor frowned, which should have sent Old
Yen to his
knees, to his face, in an ecstasy of terror. “I said, something you
could show.”
For a commoner to keep a piece of
jade . . . even in the
raw, in the rock, let alone an imperial
ring . . . “No,
majesty. Not that.” The boy had no idea, clearly, of the enormity of
it. He might have crossed the empire, but he had never stood the other
side of the wall. Old Yen tried to be reasonable, to scale the offense
down to something an innocent would understand. “If any man of yours
saw me with that, they would say I had stolen it, and send you my head
with it when they returned the ring. It was a good thought, but give me
your chop on a scrap of paper . . .”
The imperial seal would have been like a ring of jade, too
much to hope
for, too much to accept. The emperor’s own chop, though, his own name
stamped in red on something short-lived and wastrel: that could only
have come fresh from his own hand. It couldn’t be mistaken or misused.
“Do you have paper?”
“No, majesty.”
“Pity. I have my chop,” of course he did: in a pouch that
hung from the
complex weavings of his belt. “I could ink it on a leaf, I
suppose . . .”
A leaf would last a day or two, enough to win what he most
needed for
his boat; not enough to recruit a team, men suited to hard and secret
work in guarded lands. Old Yen was still trying to find a tactful way
of saying Think again when the emperor chuckled,
bent over, lifted the hem of his own robes.
Ripped out a hand’s breadth of the lining.
He said, “Hold out your palm,” and Old Yen did that. The
emperor laid
that stretch of silk across it, the lightest softest thing Old Yen had
ever touched or held. The emperor’s own hand pressed the carved face of
his soapstone seal into a little pot of cinnabar paste that he carried
with the chop; with his other hand beneath Old Yen’s to steady it—skin
on skin, and would he ever get used to this?—the emperor stamped his
chop onto the silk.
Pressed it down hard, rocked it a little to and fro;
separated the soapstone carefully from the silk, looked and grunted.
“Anyone who knows my chop will know that.”
“Majesty, anyone who can read will know that. Who else would
dare?”
“Well. Keep the rain off, if you can.”
Old Yen was already sheltering with one long hand what the
other so
cautiously held: already wondering what he could do with it, more than
he had promised.
The emperor turned to go back to his mother and his generals,
his war
and other troubles. It was Old Yen’s place to follow him, but the
emperor glanced over his shoulder. “Don’t come with me. Go that way,” a
nod of the head, a narrow path that wound between rhododendron bushes
in the wet, “it’ll bring you to a gate where the guards will let you
out.”
“Uh, majesty, I came with the
general . . .”
“I will tell him I have sent you away. And I will tell him
what you
told me, so that he doesn’t feel too wounded by your absence. You, Old
Yen? You just go. That way.”
And the emperor was almost beaming as he pointed, bubbling
like a child
with secrets that he’s determined not to tell, that he can’t help but
give away.
OLD YEN couldn’t move until the emperor had gone his way; no
man may turn his back on god-on-earth and hope to live.
Besides, he hoped for more than life. He couldn’t move.
Until he was alone, and then—slowly, uncertainly—he did make
his way
off the bridge and along the path. Awkwardly, with the frail silk in
his hands, shielding it from any fall of water as he shouldered through
the bushes, head down to watch his hands, his feet, not to trip or
stumble at this crucial time, in this critical place. Hopeful.
Head down, he could only watch the path, his hands, his feet.
He couldn’t see what waited.
“GRANDFATHER!”
It was all he’d hoped for, more.
He stood quite still, to be sure of his footing; and lifted
his head to
see her plunging toward him, and fended her off with his elbows,
crying, “Careful! This is precious . . .”
“Oh, what is it? What do you have?”
He had her voice in his ears, her body just a reach away.
That was
precious beyond measure. What he held only meant a few lives saved,
perhaps the difference between starving and not starving come the
spring. What did any of that matter, against a hug from her?
He said, “This is the emperor’s chop, that I can use for all
manner of good, if I don’t let it smudge. You hold back.”
She snorted, “I could get you a dozen of those,” but held
back like the
girl she was, occasionally and briefly obedient until she could find
her own way to what she wanted. On this occasion, that was a glance
behind her, a swift gesture, someone coming forward to take the chop
from him. Old Yen was reluctant to let it go, but he needed his hands.
He surrendered it, with only the vaguest notion of who this person was
who took it—a man in queue and cap, embroidered yellow: an imperial
servant, then—and she said, “Hui will keep it till it’s dry. That
shouldn’t be long, the silk soaks up the oil. Then he’ll find a bamboo
to roll it up in, safer than your sleeve, Grandfather,” which was of
course exactly where he would have kept it.
And then she seized his wrists and kissed his palms and
smiled up at
him, and said, “How are you? Tell me all the news, all of
it . . .”
Well, he would do that; but first, “Was it you, then, who had
the emperor send for me?”
“Of course!”
“How did you know, to do that?”
“Grandfather, all these palaces were full of our own people,
Taishu
people, before the emperor came. All his generals and councilors
brought their own servants, but those are almost as grand. They’re not
cooks and laundrywomen. So all these palaces are still full of our own
people, where there’s work to be done.
“And of course they’re also full of incomers, all the clerks
and
soldiers. Those are scared and exhausted and a long way from home, and
they don’t understand Taishu. They hardly know how to talk to us.
“So I make it easy for everyone to talk to me. Our own people
do it
because I’m one of them but they think I have the ear of the emperor;
the incomers do it because I’m not one of them and they think I have
the ear of the people. I knew you were coming before you were let in at
Ping Wen’s gate. I already knew you would come, because I saw you
limping into harbor earlier,” which was to say I’ve been
watching for you, all these days, “and
why would you come to Taishu-port except to bring news? So sit down and
tell me, ’fess, you, what have you done to our
boat . . . ?”
There was a bench to sit on, under a sheltering roof. He sat,
and she
splayed herself and her voluminous skirts at his feet and tried to play
at being Mei Feng of old. Her dress betrayed her, heavy and intricate,
a robe from a painting more than real life; he had trouble picturing
his lithe and vigorous granddaughter in such a dress, even when she was
right here wearing it. But then, his granddaughter, his crew knew no
more about courtly life than she did about courtly dress; what was a
simple village girl, a fishergirl doing, setting spies and making
alliances?
What was she doing, pumping her grandfather now for
information?
“Aren’t those clothes uncomfortable?” he asked gruffly,
meaning, Don’t you find all of this impossible, unbearable,
this new life of yours? Meaning that he was unbearably
uncomfortable himself with the setting, the spying, the servants, even
with her.
“Yes, of course,” she said, meaning, Yes, of
course, but what choice do I have? “I’m learning how to wear
them, but they don’t bend where I do.”
She was young, she was flexible; it would be she that bent,
necessarily. She was bending already.
He was old and stiff, but he could still adjust to a changing
world. If
he had access to the Son of Heaven, he couldn’t allow himself to waste
it.
He said, “Mei Feng, whatever we do now, however things fall
out, it
will be a long winter and a hungry spring to follow. We are the
emperor’s people as we always were, but his own people will stand
between us and the throne. Worse, they are soldiers mostly, used to
taking what they need.”
She shrugged slightly. “So is he.” She didn’t say it as
though it were
a grief, as though she’d rather still be a fishergirl. Her man will
change a woman, regardless of who or what he is.
The same was true the other way, that his woman will change a
man. Old
Yen knew. He said, “Even so. There will be limited food, and too many
people; and if we let them, the soldiers will take all we have. We need
to ensure that Taishu folk have a fair share.”
“Grandfather, what can I do?”
“Ask your lord the emperor—”
“My lord the emperor,” and she sounded bitter about it, no
longer
caring who heard or whom they told, “has people of his own, between him
and the throne. Oh, he may sit on it, he may wear the jade rings, but
they take what they want from him,” meaning his power, his authority,
his command. “If I showed him the starving in the street, he would have
nothing to give them except his useless pretty things,” by which Old
Yen guessed she meant herself.
Chapter six
By
the end of the first day, she’d taken the rope off his neck.
Halfway through the second day—bored, he thought, by his
submissiveness—she loosed his other bonds and simply trusted him to
follow.
On the third day, when a path needed cutting, she handed him
a tao.
Even so, Yu Shan was still entirely Jiao’s prisoner. She
still meant to
sell him: just, not to the wagoners on the road, and not as a common
slave.
“That stone you’re carrying,” she’d said on the first day,
still
cheerfully tugging him along by the halter, “I know just the person.
He’d kill for it, if it’s as good as you say. Just the size of it,
that’s going to drive him demented. He’s a jade carver: loves his work,
hates the man he works for, like they all do. And can’t do anything
about it. The stone belongs to the emperor, the trade belongs to the
jademasters. You’d know that. So do I; he never stops grumbling.
“If I bring him a piece of jade the masters don’t know about,
with the
emperor right there on his doorstep, he can make something glorious and
deliver it in person, do himself some good and do the jademasters down
at the same time. And what I’m thinking, he could use a boy in the
workshop. One who knows the stone already. You’re a smart lad; work
hard, maybe he’ll train you up apprentice, let you buy your freedom,
you’d like that. You’ll like the city,
too . . .”
• • •
YOU COULDN’T call it a conversation, because he
said nothing, only
worked his little jade splinter with his tongue; but after that Yu Shan
became conspicuously cooperative, so that day by day Jiao relaxed her
watchfulness and his bondage. Not her tongue. She talked on the march
or sitting still, building a fire or washing in a stream or plucking a
bird for supper. Presumably she hunted in silence, but Yu Shan didn’t
see that. When he saw her, she seemed always to be talking. He thought
perhaps she’d been alone for a while now, wasn’t used to it, didn’t
like it.
He hardly spoke at all himself. He had always been the quiet
one among
a quiet people. Right now, he felt as though he’d lost his words
entirely. It didn’t seem to matter. He let her talk wash over him, and
concentrated on what was his own: his body, his burden. His little
stolen sliver of the stone. His life, his future. His . . .
THAT THIRD night, she set him tasks at evening: gathering
leafy
branches to weave into makeshift shelters against inevitable rain,
seeking out dry wood, gathering nuts and berries while she hunted.
He made their separate beds, little roofed nests not too
close together
in a clearing by a stream, where the burbling water should cover other
noises in the night. She spitted and roasted a pair of squirrels; they
scorched their fingers as they ate, and tossed bones into the fire to
sizzle and pop. She talked about this city ahead, other cities, the
life of a wanderer. Unusually he talked himself, a little: about his
family, his valley, the life of a boy who had never thought to wander.
Then there was settling down in the dark, in the last of the
fireglow.
In the rain, a fine mizzle as though a cloud had rolled down off the
mountains simply to sit on them.
It was gloomy and chilling, and suited both Yu Shan’s mood
and his
ambitions. He lay still, barely tired after a long day of hack and
carry, a long long way from sleep; he listened to the brook and waited
for Jiao’s silence first, and then longer. He waited for her snoring,
and a little longer yet. He waited till—he hoped!—she would be deep in
dreams, whatever a pirate soul might dream about.
Then slowly, slowly he drew himself up, set his feet beneath
him, rose
from under his rain shelter; slowly, slowly he took one step, a second
step, a little distance and then a little more, farther and farther
from the sleeping Jiao.
There was all the forest and all the night to lose himself
in. He
didn’t want to be sold to a jade carver who would know him just exactly
for what he was, which Jiao did not.
He didn’t want to abandon his family’s future either, the
wonder-stone.
Nor would he. Tough as she was, muscled with rawhide, Jiao couldn’t
carry it. He’d be impressed if she could lift it. All he had to do was
hole up somewhere, close but not obvious; if she searched for him, she
wouldn’t do it long.
HE HAD come perhaps a hundred paces into the density of the
forest. The
darkness had closed like a door at his back, but it didn’t trouble him
at all; he was just starting to feel safe when there was a cold steel
edge at his throat, and a laughing murmur in his ear. “Don’t be in such
a hurry, we’ll move on in the morning.”
He might have fought, he might have tried to run. But she had
a tao,
and he didn’t; and she was fast and quiet through the forest, even
tracking in the dark. And more, she sapped his hope, just with her
competence.
So he did as she told him, and came back to the clearing.
They hunkered
down by the last hissing ghost of the fire, and she said, “Where did
you think you would go?”
He shrugged. “Not far. You couldn’t move the stone.”
“So you would retrieve it, once I’d given up and gone. Of
course. And what then?”
“I would take it to the emperor,” as he was meant to, because
he had no ideas else.
“And did you think I wouldn’t watch the road? There isn’t
much more
forest, my poor dim mule. After these last slopes, it’s plain and paddy
all the way, and only the road to go by. If you had gotten away, you’d
have found me waiting.”
“Why, though? What’s so important about me?”
“About you, nothing. That stone’s worth a fortune.”
“Not to you. Your friend the jade carver doesn’t have a
fortune.”
Which was incontrovertible, but leanly shrugged aside. He
wondered how
an outlaw woman and a jade carver might be friends, where they could
have met, what drew them together. All his answers were perilous. Jade
belonged to the emperor, and yet . . .
People did steal it; he knew. He had a sliver under his
tongue. It
wouldn’t need guards on the road if there weren’t thieves and
smugglers. There must be a market, wealthy people in the empire who
would buy jade although they could never be seen with it. Perhaps she
dealt with such people, smuggling the carver’s work to them?
Now more than ever, there must be a market. With the emperor
on Taishu,
those who had chased him here must be hungry for whatever legitimacy
they could snatch at, as they didn’t have the throne. A magnificent
piece of stone magnificently carved, that might make a symbol to rally
the people, to declare an end to one dynasty and the birth of
another . . .
Jiao must be thinking that, or something like it, whatever
she said
about letting her jade-carver friend take it to the emperor. There was
nothing there for her. For the moment, though, she had it all. She had
a stone that the wagoners had never seen or recorded, that the
jademasters knew nothing of. She had a boy to carry it, a man to carve
it. Then all she need do was take it—with the boy, perhaps, to carry it
again?—and find a boat, and yes, then, find a
fortune . . .
He gazed at her across the fire’s ashes, nothing more to say.
She
sighed, and her face was all in shadow but he thought he could hear a
smile in it; and then she came around to him and said, “What am I to do
with you now, mule?”
That was exactly what he’d been wondering. He hadn’t
anticipated her
rough hand lightly on his cheek, her body so close to his own, her
voice like a teasing breath in his ear. “I can’t have you sneaking off
in the night, because you’re right, of course, I couldn’t carry that
stone. I’m astonished that you can. I suppose I could tie you up again,
keep you leashed and hobbled, but that’s tiresome for both of us. There
is another choice, though, another way for me to know exactly where you
are all night long . . .”
And then her hand was in his hair and her mouth came seeking
his, challenging, demanding.
OFF-BALANCE ALREADY, frightened by her ruthless competence
and his own
perilous insights, he was suddenly scrabbling on a cliff edge, falling,
lost.
And clung to her, or his hands did: felt whipcord muscles
moving under
sticky-wet skin, felt her body twisting as she somehow discarded
clothing without ever leaving go of him. She swung one leg across to
straddle him, settled her weight—light but firm, solid, startling—on
his legs and dealt swiftly with his tunic top.
Her fingers, her nails on his chest, on his back, dragging
trails of fire . . .
He had no say in this, apparently; she saw no need of further
words.
Her mouth was too busy for talking: tasting, testing, lips and tongue
together. Teeth, too, nipping at him now.
Her every touch made him gasp for air that seemed suddenly
too thin and
too warm. He felt his last resistance crumble even as his body
stiffened; yes and no were
both equally impossible, irrelevant. He was her prisoner, her
possession. What was there to be said?
Her skin tasted salt, and rainy too; her mouth was like tea,
freshly
bitter. She chewed some herb as she walked, when she wasn’t talking or
singing. Often when she was.
All her body, her unhurried urgency was a life-lesson. Time
with his
clan-cousin had been—well, not like this. Jiao was rough when she
wanted to be, enticing his own strength, roughness in response; or she
was gentle but not tentative, teasing but not pleading. What she
wanted, she knew how to make him give. Or not give, how to hold him
back, delay him, make him sweat and grunt in sudden peril. She mocked
him, he thought, but only a little, and no more than she mocked herself.
Just once she was puzzled, tumbled out of her certainty. She
held his
head still, and slipped a finger into his mouth where her tongue had
been. Probed, and watched him flinch, and said, “What is that?”
“Just a sore,” he said, “it’s nothing.”
“There’s a hardness . . .”
“Yes,” a splinter of stone, that he’d worked into the flesh
to stop her
finding it. “It’s infected, I think. It’ll swell and burst and be foul
for a day, then it’ll heal. Just a forest fever. It’ll pass.”
OR ELSE it wouldn’t, nothing would. The night was timeless, a
hiatus,
without stars. The fire was dead, the rain eternal. There was nowhere
to be but here.
Chapter seven
With
their captain exposed, humiliated, chained, the crew of the Shalla
had no instinct to rise up and fight their seasick overlords.
Nevertheless, a random two swung heavily dead from her
mastheads,
upsetting her balance and every man who sailed her. Every man of whom
wore his own noose of wet rope as a collar now. The noose was a
constant reminder that any or all of them could be as swiftly dead; the
rope was wet because everything was wet, because a constant unseasonal
storm was battering the strait.
Han had his own collar, although he was no sailor. He spent
the storm
hunched miserably belowdecks with Suo Lung, pumping out the bilges,
feeling the Shalla toss
and shudder as the sea churned, as she twisted under the weight and
sway of water in her bilges. He thought she might tear herself apart
before ever they made port. This was no natural storm, and there was no
limit to the dragon’s temper. Han had lost that brief link, where their
minds had touched; contact now was distant and various and fearful,
glimpses of vast dark furies and awesome dreams.
It would be more than hard, impossibly hard to hold a course
up top,
running under bare poles with the seams working and water everywhere
and her captain in chains below, through the thunderous savagery of a
dragon’s rage.
Add that the crew worked under Jorgan, who had always been
second on
this ship and was utterly unused to command, distraught with it; add
that Jorgan and all of them worked under watch, from men with weapons
drawn; add that those men’s officers were spewing and wretched in the
captain’s cabin, keeping no kind of watch on their men. Add too that
the crew knew only that their lives were in peril on the journey and in
peril too at the end of it, and Han was astonished that they sailed
anywhere at all, that the wind or the sea or the men’s despair didn’t
just hurl them onto the rocks of the lee shore.
Down in the hold there, he couldn’t see their crawling
crabwise
progress. He and Suo Lung could only see each other by the thin dark
glimmer of a lamp: pale exhausted faces, rocking back and forth with
the pump’s long handle. They didn’t talk. There was no point in trying,
above the riotous sounds of wind and water; besides, there was nothing
to say. No one brought them news. They were the forgotten of hell,
neglected and alone, and the Shalla might have
been anywhere, any moment likely to be their
last . . .
Except that he knew just exactly where they were, all the
time. The
dragon knew it, and so did he. He knew where she was, without pausing
to think; he could point, down through the hull and through the waters,
there.
He didn’t think she meant to drown him now, where she still
couldn’t
reach him. This was a temper tantrum, a child kicking against its
reins, a prisoner railing against chains. But she might break the boat
anyway, regardless of intent. She might simply not know how
eggshell-fragile it was in her mind’s grip, in her storm’s toss.
He pumped in hopes, and because he’d been told to, and
because it kept
him busy, kept him warm; and because Suo Lung had to be doing
something, and this was all there was; and because the Shalla
was
a good ship and deserved kinder treatment than she’d had. It was even
possible that their pumping might keep her afloat, if the dragon didn’t
tear her keel out, if the wind didn’t overthrow her.
He listened to the suck and swirl of water too close beneath
his feet,
the relentless pounding of great waters on either side, the frail creak
of timbers in between; and tried to listen for the dragon’s thoughts
behind and around all that noise, for the same real reason that he
pumped, because it might after all make a difference.
Perhaps it did.
Perhaps they did both make a difference, the pumping and the
listening.
He heard the dragon strain against her chains, and tried to quiet her;
he let her hear his own strain against the pump, its futile
swoosh-and-gurgle against the pounding of the storm, the leaking of the
vessel all around him, how the sea broke in between all the seams of
her working timbers.
Slowly, slowly the waters stilled, the wind dropped, the junk
ceased
her dreadful heaving. Instead she wallowed, but Han and Suo Lung could
help that now. Exhausted as they were, they flung the pump handle
between them, heard the water spurt and knew that the Shalla grew
imperceptibly lighter, higher in the water with every stroke. The sea
was still oozing in, but she wasn’t twisting against her stem any
longer, her timbers didn’t gape at every movement.
Jorgan could nurse her to safe harbor, governing sails and
tiller in the post-storm quiet, governing her crew.
It took so many men, to keep her afloat and bring her home.
She was a
simple thing, this junk, against the ferocious complexity of the dragon
below the sea; and to control the dragon there was only Han, with only
Suo Lung to call on.
It wasn’t, it could never be enough.
All they had, though.
It would have to do.
“BREATHE.”
He was breathing. It was about all that he could manage.
Finally fallen
away from the pump, blistered hands and aching shuddering arms unable
to push that handle one more time, he lay on his back on the deck with
those jellyfish arms tossed up behind his head, weighted there by his
chain, simply beyond him now.
He lay and breathed, as Suo Lung told him to.
No, he didn’t.
“The dragon’s word,” Suo Lung said. Somewhere there was still
a little
lamplight, a little work to do. Here was dizziness and sparks and
nothing: the cold wet greasy wood he lay on, words in his ears, breath
in his body. Nothing. He felt as hollow as the air, and as useless.
“Breathe,” the big man said, his voice perhaps something to hold on to.
He wasn’t sure his own voice held anything that Suo Lung
could actually hear, but he said, “How can she breathe underwater?”
Suo Lung would be shrugging, massive and silent. He never
could answer
questions. Had his own chains ever actually said breathe? Han had no
way to tell. The words he gave Han did something, every new word added
to the link between boy and dragon, but Han didn’t feel at all that he
controlled her. They were chained together, mind to mind; all he could
hope to do was persuade.
“Breathe,” he said. “Yes. I can write that for you.
Later . . .” When his hands could work, when
there was
light and time, when his thoughts weren’t so giddy or his bones so
empty. When they were in harbor, perhaps, wherever these soldiers meant
to take them. If the soldiers had survived the storm, if the crew
hadn’t seized the ship and freed her captain, if Li Ton wasn’t even now
in command again . . .
LI TON was not free and not in command. Han proved that to
himself,
once he was sure that he could move and not pass out, not throw up, not
have his legs suddenly fail beneath him.
The pump was in the well of the junk, deep belowdecks. The
lower hold
was in the bows. Han slung his chain around his neck, and left Suo Lung
in the dark; with their little light cupped between his fingers, he
made his way forward.
Even a short boy could crack his head down here. It was good
to have a
chain so heavy, shoulders so tired, to feel so utterly worn; he had
such a stoop already, he barely needed to crouch under the brute-low
beams. He might have crawled, if he’d thought his arms would hold him.
The upper holds had hatches, directly from the deck; this had
a door.
Which was bolted, but not watched. Perhaps the guard had fled the
savage tossing solitude of his post, sought out company to drown with.
There was a hole rough-chopped into the wood of the door, big
enough to
pass food and water through, not big enough to pass a man. Plenty big
enough to spy through.
Han lifted his light to the hole, and peered in.
There was the captain in his nakedness, in his tattoos, in
his chains.
He didn’t move, except to look up at the light. He said, “Is my ship
well?”
“Uh, yes, sir. I think so. She will
be . . .”
“You, is it, boy? Are you the cause of my curse, should I
have killed you before ever I let you aboard?”
“Yes, sir, I think so. But you shouldn’t have killed the
monks. You set the dragon free.”
“Oh, damn your dragon. I’ve sailed all the coast from Pan Gut
to the
Holy Isles, and never seen a dragon. I have seen storms and tsunamis,
and I’ve seen them both sink ships. It’s only weather, boy. Will you
leave me the light?”
“Yes, sir, if you want it.”
Li Ton stirred, reached. “I’d like a little light, for a
little while.
Until they make up their minds to play emperor and kill me.”
“They won’t . . .”
“Why not? It’s a way to assume his place, if they adopt his
enemies as
their own. But let me have light in the meantime; I will always have
something to read,” his own body, indicated by his own ironic hand.
His chains made the stretch difficult, spiked as they were
into the
floor of the hold, but his hand came close enough to take the lamp when
Han reached it in through the hole.
“Thanks, lad. Now run away, before—”
Too late for that: there was a step behind him, a man in the
gangway, a
grip on his neck. A cold damp grip, and the man stank sourly of vomit.
So much water in and around the ship, Han thought he might at least
have washed.
“What do you want here, boy?”
“Sir, I came to see the captain. Is it forbidden? Ow!”
“He is not the captain. He is the prisoner, condemned. And
you are a
slave, and anything not ordered is forbidden to you. And you have given
him a light, when the commander said that he could sit in
darkness . . .”
Every accusation was punctuated with a blow. That didn’t
matter. Han
was a seasoned hand at being manhandled; his yelps were more ritual
than real.
When he was let go, he scuttled back to Suo Lung and found
him waiting,
the soul of focused patience. He had kept his tools beside him in the
storm, not to lose what was most precious; in the dark, he had rummaged
for and found his scribing-tool.
HIGH ON the foredeck, then, in light and air, he cut this new
character
with slow muddled concentration into Han’s chains, seeking to bind the
dragon with yet one more flimsy thread. The peak was a place to be fond
of, a discreet vantage point; Han brought Suo Lung here often, to keep
the big man out of the way of smaller men who might not see the point
of him. He had done it under Li Ton’s command and he did it now, with
some kind of makework for their hands that might or might not cover
their work on his chains.
The dragon’s temper had scoured sea and air together, to
leave a
scrubbed blue sky and quiet, clear water. The junk was the only ugly
thing abroad, straining to catch the breeze, rowdy with men and awkward
to the eye.
Not running for the shore, though. That had been Han’s
expectation and
the crew’s too, that they would seek harbor and start the hard round of
repairs again: caulking seams and patching sails, mending rigging and
restowing jumbled stores.
Instead, the new commander ordered the Shalla westward,
lying close in to the coast until they came to a great gathering of
boats all together in a rivermouth.
There were river junks, such as Han hadn’t seen since he was
a child. There were seagoing junks much like the Shalla, only
none so big. There were fishing boats and ferries, all kinds of craft,
anything that floated. Some were roped together like prisoners or
slaves in coffle; some were anchored separately or beached, but they
were all clearly one fleet under one command.
Even now, the Shalla didn’t turn her
bows to land. Instead
she flung out an anchor and hung a flag from a staff at the stern: a
declaration, a message that caused flurry ashore and then a small
flotilla of rowboats heading out toward them.
The decks were cleared of idlers, but not the peak where Han
and Suo
Lung sat in the shadow of a sail. They watched while tough men,
important men, were hailed aboard, men before whom the Shalla’s
new commander was quietly respectful. Those men stood in a knot on the
well-deck and waited; and here came one man more, too splendidly
dressed for the awkward transit from sampan to junk, too heavily
fleshed among all those lean soldiers. He made the transit without
awkwardness, though, a practiced strength in him that did not show
through his silks and colors. Then he nodded to the commander, stamped
on the deck and said, “Good. This will do for a flagship, to lead our
squadron to San-tung.”
From their faces, Han wasn’t the only one who thought she was
ill
chosen. Her current commander was bold enough to say it. “General, we
have to pump her belly constantly, she’s shipping so much water; and
she is clumsy in any weather, and will be until we can restow her
cargo—”
“What is her cargo?”
“Sir, I don’t believe anybody knows. There is no manifest,
and the
holds are in chaos after these storms. It’s pirate gleanings, but
what’s in there . . .”
“Throw it out,” the general said decisively. “Keep timber,
rope, chain,
iron of any sort; everything else goes overboard. That should ease her
belly. What more?”
“One thing more, General. Also in a hold, but not quite
cargo. This you might want to keep . . .”
• • •
GENERALS DO not stoop below low beams, or peer by
oil-light through
bolted doors. Li Ton was dragged up on deck, still naked in his chains.
If he relished sun on his skin and sweet salt air, it didn’t show; all
his effort was in standing when he was allowed to and holding himself
pridefully erect when he wasn’t, when the guards forced him to his
knees.
Even at his most terrifying, Li Ton had always been
impressive; he
still was, even in his utter degradation. He was foul of skin and weak
with hunger, dizzy in the glare and dry as a husk. Someone flung a
bucket of seawater over him, to wash off the stink of the bilges. Even
that he endured, in the bitter silence that he seemed to have fetched
up with him like a shadow from his cell.
When the two men were brought to face each other, it was like
an
inversion of how Han had always seen the captain, alone but surrounded
by others, the focus of all eyes. Nothing had changed, he was still
alone and surrounded, but everything was different. Now he was on his
knees, and they looked down on him.
The general was a soft-spoken man, and Li Ton was suddenly
worse; his
voice was a cracked whisper. Han really shouldn’t have been able to
hear. But Suo Lung had cut the character for “listen” into a link of
his chain yesterday; and if they imposed a little of their will on the
dragon, he thought perhaps he could borrow back a little of the
dragon’s strength or skill, a fraction of her magic.
“CAPTAIN MA. I told you, did I not, that your shadow would
never grow
slimmer? You were a hopeful young man, and I am gratified to see that
you have achieved prosperity in your age.”
“I am comfortable in my skin, thank you, and in my
position—though I
hope to grow fatter yet. I am General Ma now; we meet as equals,
General Chu Lin.”
“Not quite, alas,” which might be the closest he could come
to making
an exhibition of his nakedness, his tattoos, his maiming and his
chains. His captors had already made an exhibition of them, but that
was beneath his notice. “I lost that name when I lost my rank; I am
called Li Ton these days. And I am only a captain now. We have quite
changed places, you and I. But this is my ship, the Shalla, and
so I welcome you to her.”
“My ship now, I fear. I must claim her from you.”
“Well, perhaps. You may find that she makes up her own mind
about that;
she has always been a very independent vessel. Which you are not,
General, or at least you never were. Unless the gods have rebuilt your
character to match your waistline. Who commands?”
“There is a council . . .”
“I am sure, but who commands?”
“Tunghai Wang has chief voice among us.”
“Tunghai, is it? Is he still alive? Funny, I was sure the old
man would have his head.”
“It would seem that even you can be wrong about men—Li Ton,
is it, did you say?”
“I did, and it is. And yes, it would seem so. So is the old
man really dead?”
“Emperor Chien Sung died three winters gone.”
“Finally. How old was he?”
“It is said that the empire was blessed by his rule for a
hundred perfect years.”
“Damn them, they even take more time than they’re entitled.
Still only the one boy, though?”
“Indeed.”
“Tragic. So long a life, and so little to show for it,”
though the
sourness in his voice might itself have counted as one of the late
emperor’s achievements.
“His imperial majesty did leave a great and thriving empire
for the young Chien Hua to inherit . . .”
“. . . Which Tunghai promptly
tried to seize for himself, is that right?”
“It was felt that the young emperor was—well, too young, and
his mother
too much of an influence. He needed governance, she needed shortening
by a head. We proposed a council to advise him in her place; she fled,
and took him with her.”
“And you have harried her and him across the empire’s
breadth, and
still not gotten what you wanted, or it would be Emperor Tunghai by
now, with a boy’s head rotting on his gates.”
“Perhaps.” General Ma seemed suddenly to realize that he was
being
interrogated here by his own prisoner. He waved all that matter aside
and said, “What of your own life, Li Ton? You were exiled, your own
body proclaims it, and I myself saw the sentence passed.”
“And carried out.”
“That too.” The tattoos, he must mean, and the mutilation.
“And yet, here you are . . .”
“Why didn’t I crawl off into some far craven corner of the
world and
die, you mean, as I was meant to? Because if the old man lacked the
nerve to order it done to me, I was damned if I’d do it to myself. He
did . . .
this . . . and I thought it was
enough. Well, no. I didn’t think that, I didn’t think anything, I was
out of my mind with pain and fever; I could go mad, but I was just a
little too stubborn to let myself die. I begged and mumbled my way to
the coast, lived off garbage and gutter-leavings, eventually found a
place where the empire doesn’t reach. I learned to be a fisherman
first, and then a pirate. Not well enough, seemingly.”
“Oh, as well as any pirate does, I fancy. It’s written into
the fate of
every emperor to live a dangerously long time—unless he’s a boy, of
course, with the bad habit of listening to his mother—and it’s written
into the fate of every pirate to die quite soon, and quite
unpleasantly. It must be thirty years since you were exiled. That’s
eminently respectable. It’s almost unique. Would you care to share your
secret with an old friend?”
“No secret. Just a good ship, a greedy crew, and no
compunction in
their captain. Hatred for the empire, that helps too—but only as a
sweetener, I should have known not to let it drive me. With so many
rumors abroad—rebellion, the emperor in flight—I thought the jade ships
might be vulnerable, so I came west to try a little raiding. I never
dreamed you’d let the boy come this far.”
“Neither did we, but the gods were against us. Everywhere I
look,
people are living longer than they ought. I must have a word with the
man who casts horoscopes for me; he neglected to mention that. But
perhaps we should not run contrary to what the gods decree. There may
be ways that you can continue to defy my expectations. It might be a
pity to put an end to a man who hates the emperor quite as much as you
do.”
“Be careful, General. It’s the empire I despise, not that
runaway boy.
I don’t blame him for what his father did; I blame all of you.
Especially you and those like you, those who were there and might have
stopped it. Tunghai, he was there . . .”
“Oh, indeed. I understand that. But that boy is the empire,
and so long
as he lives, so does the Jade Throne and all that that implies.
Including what was done to you, which none of us dared speak against.
Bring him down and his dynasty dies with him; and then, who knows? Your
exile would be revoked, that much is certain. Besides, you’ve said
already that you find yourself unexpectedly tenacious of life. If the
choice was to work with us or else to die a pirate’s death, I think I
know which one you would elect. The offer must come from Tunghai Wang,
if it comes at all; but perhaps I can give you food for thought in the
meantime. Which of your men has known of your condition?”
“What, that I was exiled and condemned? Only Jorgan. It was
he who
found me in the gutter, his boat that took me out of imperial reach.”
“Indeed? Commander, pass the word for this man Jorgan.”
JORGAN WAS found and fetched. Perhaps he came willingly,
seeking
recognition for his good work in holding ship and crew together.
Perhaps he thought he was safe.
Even after he saw Li Ton on deck, perhaps he still thought he
was safe.
Perhaps he thought he’d been fetched to stand witness: the long-delayed
execution of a traitor and its happy sequel, the elevation of ship’s
mate to ship’s master . . .
If he thought any of that, he must have been quickly
disabused. By the
men who seized his arms, most likely, or else the one who ripped the Shalla’s
iron ring from his ear.
The general spoke a few swift words of sentence, and Han
tried not to
listen further, but some stories are not so easily set aside.
They made no effort to silence Jorgan; his screams were a
part of his punishment, Li Ton’s lesson, a warning to the crew.
They twisted his arms behind his back and tied them with one
end of a
long rope, which they rove through a block on the masthead, the same
that had hanged Half-Mouth before the storm. This time it hanged a
living man, for the time they took to work on him.
Because he wasn’t watching except in glances, Han couldn’t
tell how
soon Jorgan’s shoulders broke, from being turned so wrongly against the
joint with all his weight hung from them. Not soon, because he was
writhing so much for so long; before the end, certainly, because he was
trying to writhe and couldn’t achieve it, could only scream every time
his torso twisted and broken edges of bone bit hard against each other.
And yet he did try to writhe, because hanging still was worse; the pain
of what they did to him outweighed the pain of trying to escape it, as
the mountain outweighs the rockfall.
They cut his clothes away, with careless clumsy knives that
left him
dripping blood onto the deck. That was nothing, except that Li Ton
would want to see it scrubbed.
They fetched cords and boards and bamboo poles, and made him
scream a
dozen different ways. Han saw him beaten where he hung; he saw his feet
and ankles bound with boards and crushed slowly together, till they
were a broken bloody pulp; he saw the same thing done to his genitals.
He saw his eyes put out with a knife, his ears sliced away.
Not his tongue, or what would he have to scream with?
Finally, it might have been an hour after they began, the
rope was cut
and Jorgan was let fall. He was kicked and prodded to his knees—and
again Han’s hearing was too good for this, he could hear how the man’s
broken voice still made a bewildered, agonized kind of sense—and a
gesture from General Ma brought an eventual mercy, far too late. One
swift blow from a long sword and Jorgan’s head fell away, rolling some
distance from the spurting slump of his body as the deck swayed in the
swell.
• • •
THEY WERE two more days in the rivermouth, while
General Ma’s squadron
was gotten ready for a brief sail up the coast; and there were men
enough to do what work they could, so Han and Suo Lung could still
spend some time on the peak.
And, bizarrely, Li Ton could spend it with them. Still in his
chains,
still naked, but at least he could be washed and fed and watered, he
could sit in the air and the light. He could talk, even, with the
idlers of what was once his crew.
If not a changed man, he was at least a quiet one. Disarmed,
he could afford to be disarming.
“Sir . . .”
“Who am I—or who was I, rather, to deserve all of this,” his
scars and
other marks, his treatment past and present and to come, “that’s what
you want to ask me, is it, boy?”
“Sir, yes. Please . . .”
“When I was Chu Lin, I was a soldier in the emperor’s
service. The
then-emperor, this boy’s father. He was a great man, we thought he was
eternal: centenarian already, and as robust as any of us. He’d have
fought his own wars still, if the court had let him. Even emperors have
to listen to their servants, though. You thought I was in command of
the Shalla? Only by the crew’s consent, with Jorgan
to achieve it. My poor Jorgan . . .
“Well. I fought for the emperor, and did it too well; he
raised me to
general too young. And sent me to fight a war I couldn’t win, and so I
lost it. The Son of Heaven never overreaches, so it must have been my
fault; and so. As you see. Does that satisfy you, boy?”
No, of course it didn’t, though he said it did. Li Ton
smiled, and told
him stories; and eventually said, “I am sorry about your monks, on the
island.” Not I am sorry about your thumb, because
of course he wasn’t and he wouldn’t lie about it. “I dislike killing
for no purpose; sometimes I have a purpose and still dislike it. I had
heard that the monks protected shipping in the strait. That’s why I had
them slain, to give me safe access to the jade ships.”
He hadn’t misheard, he’d only half heard and misunderstood.
The monks
protected shipping and more, all the people of the empire, because they
kept the dragon chained. Until Li Ton came by to kill them all. Now Han
had to do it, and he did it badly, with only the smithy slave to help;
and there were armies on both sides of the strait and a great fleet
building, and all that meant was more men to the slaughter, if the
dragon rose.
When. When she rose.
FOUR 
Links
in the Chain
Chapter one
For
Old Yen, the hard thing wasn’t saying no to the soldiers, no,
you may not come back with us to Taishu. We have orders that require
you to stay.
The hard thing was saying no to the civilians: the desperate
women with
their filthy starving children, the few—the very few—men who had
escaped the horror that was Santung. No,
Taishu is over-full; we cannot feed the mouths we have. Stay here among
the peasants, live as they do, grow rice and glean the forests.
He was meant to say grow rice for us, for your
emperor, in secret; we will come to claim it when we can, but
he was too ashamed to do that. He thought the emperor would also be
ashamed, if he could see these people.
He didn’t imagine that would make any difference to the
order, but he still thought the boy would feel shame.
He would have ignored the order, of course—an old man in his
own boat,
what did he know of orders or obedience, what did he need of an
emperor?—but that he had soldiers aboard who would enforce it.
Soldiers he had picked himself from the hordes overwhelming
his island,
his village, his own house. Wherever he went now there were hard men,
staring. Much of the time they stared across the sea, looking for
boats, for danger coming, cruelty and terror. Otherwise they stared
about them, looking for whatever they could take. Individually,
perhaps, strangers on a shore, they might have looked for a way to
live, for a home. But they were masses, locusts, rapacious; they would
devastate Taishu before they knew it, before they had learned to care.
He was afraid of many things, and most of those came back to
the soldiers.
Nevertheless, night after night, he and his sergeant and his
dozen men
slipped across the water. He taught the men to sail as they went, he
taught them how to fish; he found quiet coves on the mainland shore to
anchor in, and the sergeant led half his men away into the dark.
If he hadn’t left the other half aboard, he’d have returned
to find his
transport gone. All up and down the coast, stray soldiers fled from
Santung or cut off by her fall hid in caves and bamboo groves and
watched the water with a desperate hunger. With armed men against them,
they’d wait for the sergeant’s return, listen to his orders. Listen, at
least. Even a sight of the emperor’s chop wouldn’t guarantee their
obedience now, after the emperor had abandoned them. But they were
never enough or bold enough to overrun the boat; and the sergeant said
that if they turned bandit now, they would be the rebels’ problem and
not the emperor’s, and that was all to the good.
Old Yen didn’t believe there was any good to be found in
banditry, but
he kept quiet. Stray or located, obedient or rebellious, the soldiers
were not his concern.
The refugees, though, they absolutely were.
AS NOW, HERE:
in the shelter of a creek, in the still of a warm wet night,
where
outflowing riverwater met incoming tidewater in a tussle that slapped
against the flank of the boat;
where the men left behind were gathered in the stern, sitting
in a
circle on the deck, playing some idle game that involved tossing a
knife over and over into the sternpost, which had already made him more
angry than he could say;
where he was alone in the bows—missing Pao almost as much as
he missed
his granddaughter, but he didn’t need the boy with all these men
aboard, and preferred to leave him safe behind—when he saw them come,
three figures of darkness moving down the slope, down the creek toward
the boat, the soldiers, him.
Nervous, but determined: they could hear the soldiers, no
doubt, but
they could see the boat. The first might be a terror; the second might
be salvation. On they came.
Eventually, because they would not stop, he went to meet them.
They were no threat. Sound travels, over water; their silence
was
eloquent. So were the sudden clutches, one to another. He could see
when their courage left them, when they froze entirely together as the
men laughed, as one stirred and stood and came to the rail to piss over
the side.
They were women, women and girls. He was sure of that, and
not afraid
except for them; and wet enough already in the soft steady rain. He let
a rope down and went over the side.
He hated to leave the boat like this, but the alternative was
to let
the women come to him, which would be to give them over to the
soldiers, and that was no alternative at all.
Down the hanging rope, then, and swim slowly ashore, an aged
huffing
walrus in the water; pull himself out and shake his head, wring out his
beard, find a rock on open ground and sit wetly on it; wait for the
women to come to him. They’d come this far, they wouldn’t balk now. And
he couldn’t make himself seem any safer, an old man conspicuously
alone, foolishly dripping riverwater . . .
ONE WOMAN, two girls. The moon had just edged high enough to
throw its
light into this narrow creek. A mother and her daughters: and the one
little girl reminded him cuttingly of Mei Feng when she first came to
crew for him, wide-eyed and stubborn and protective; the other was
older, too old for her own content or safety. She should have been like
Mei Feng now, fierce and delightful and growing away from everyone who
loved her. Instead she was closed in, hunched over, silent in her
mother’s wake. It was her little sister who held her hand, not, as it
should have been, the other way around. Old Yen found it far too easy
to guess what had happened to her.
Before any one of them had spoken, he said, “No. I am sorry,
but I cannot take you to Taishu.”
“You must,” the woman said. “Take the girls, at least.”
The little one made a movement of protest, We won’t
go without you, but it made no difference. He shook his
head. “I cannot. We
have no food, no roofs. My own house is full of soldiers, as my boat
is,” deliberately drawing her attention to them, and the steady chunk!
of their knife in his sternpost. “The emperor forbids me to
take any more across the strait.”
“But my girls . . .”
“Will be safer on this side of the water. It is true,” he
said,
believing it. “The emperor’s men are no kinder than those you have met
already. It makes no difference whom they serve, the Son of Heaven or
the rebel lords; they are men adrift, out of their proper place, greedy
for whatever they can grab. Would you put your girls within their
reach? You would be sorry for it, before we were out of hearing.”
“Ohh . . .” She was half
persuaded, but, “What shall I do?”
She had fixed on this one thing, to cross the water to
Taishu; she had
found a way apparently to do it; now he had taken that away from her,
and left her bereft.
He said, “Here,” and pressed a package into her hand, cold
rice pressed
into a cake and tied in a palm leaf to keep dry. It should have been
his supper. “Feed them tonight. And look up; see there,” where the moon
made a looming shadow of the cliff-head, “see that silhouette above the
water?”
“Yes, I see. What is it?”
“An old temple to the Li-goddess.” He knew it, twice over: he
knew all
the landmarks along this coast, and he knew all her particular places.
“No one uses it now, the people hereabouts won’t go there. Take your
daughters; she will give you shelter.”
“We give flowers and rice cakes to the Li-goddess.” That was
the little
girl, the bold one. “For her festival day, at the big temple in the
city.”
“Yes.” He wondered if anyone would, this year: if her temple
was still
standing, if her nuns were still living, if anyone would remember or
have the rice or the courage to spare. “Now you can stay beneath her
roof a little while, and fetch her flowers every day, and eat your rice
with her,” and pray that she find them more rice and somewhere else to
live, because the goddess would not keep them long. You couldn’t play
turn-and-turn-about with heaven.
“Why won’t the people go there?”
Of course the mother had to ask; she was still helplessly,
hopelessly trying to protect her children.
He said, “Because they think it’s haunted.”
“Is it so?” The little girl again, uncertain whether to be
sneering-brave or frightened.
He wouldn’t lie to her; his words touched sacred things
tonight, and
the Li-goddess would be listening. “They have seen lights move in the
night, and they think that was a ghost. Me, when I see lights move in
the night, on this coast, I usually think it is a sailor.” By which of
course he meant a smuggler, but he could tell truth without telling it
all. “If I’m wrong, then I think it would be the goddess herself,
moving about in her house. She wouldn’t let evil spirits dwell.”
The girl looked at him with a cynical eye, but seemed to see
that he at
least believed it. She nodded, and looked up at the temple again; and
said, “It’s on the wrong side of the creek,” meaning We’re on
the wrong side of the creek, “and the ford’s a long way back
from here. Too far for my sister to walk.”
He thought they were dealing in the same currency here; she
too was
telling the truth, and not all of it. Her elder sister was probably too
distraught to walk so far, drifting internally, but her mother was a
consideration also.
As it happened, Old Yen agreed with her. The woman’s hopes
had been
invested in a boat and escape, absence, elsewhere. What he’d proposed
was the opposite, a fixed spot, staying. Small wonder if it didn’t
inspirit her.
No point suggesting they swim across the creek. But there was
his
sampan on the bank, which the sergeant and his soldiers had used to
come ashore. He said, “I can take you across, if you will climb the
bluff. There is a path,” or there used to be. That was long ago, but
there should still be a ghost of it through the rocks and scrub. The
little girl would find it; the goddess would show it to her, or the
moonlight would. Perhaps they were the same.
Chapter two
Why
won’t you call me by my name?”
Sometimes he asked the stupidest questions.
Sometimes he liked to bring her to what he called the throne
room, when
the council wasn’t meeting there. It was the mansion’s audience hall,
on the first great courtyard just beyond the house gate, and to her it
was immense, profligate, the grandest human building she’d ever been
inside. Of course they’d set the Jade Throne here, of course it was his
throne room. But the eunuchs and generals and his mother too, they
shrugged and sneered and called it by other names, as though it
demeaned the Jade Throne to stand anywhere so mean and parochial.
He liked to sit on the throne and talk, just the two of them
in this
vast empty hollow echoing space. It unnerved her, but that wasn’t why
he brought her here. To him this really was a mockery; the throne did
look absurd within its cramping walls, beneath its low and humiliating
roof. Perhaps he liked it because that made him feel less magnificent,
more human. Or perhaps it was because people would leave him alone in
here, because they feared and respected the throne itself, even if they
neither feared nor respected him.
She neither feared nor respected the throne, but that was
down to her
ignorance, she knew that. She’d had it explained to her, again and
again.
Him, now, him she could both fear and respect. To a degree.
Both were
limited, a little, by how she’d heard him fart in bed. Still she would
not, could not call him by his name.
She sat—uncomfortably at first, though she was getting used
to it—on a
little carved ivory stool at his feet, and said, “Because you are
emperor, lord, and I am only a commoner.” Even the great of the empire
did not call him by his name. Even his mother should not, at least in
public hearing. Mei Feng never did, even when she knew they were alone.
He said, “You don’t act like a commoner. Nor a noble either.”
She twisted her head upward and smiled at him. “No, lord. Not
if you
mean calling you majesty and banging my head on the floor. You wouldn’t
want me to do that.”
“No. You might bloody your nose,” and his fingers tweaked it
gently,
just to make her smile again. Then they lingered, rested on her cheek;
she grunted, and let them steer her head to where it could rest against
his leg, nestled into the stiff silks of his robe.
She’d called him lord at first because she was so ignorant.
Now she did
it because she liked it, and because she thought so did he.
His name, though—no. She would not call him by his name.
There was always someone to hear.
Except in here, perhaps, if they spoke softly. She glowered
suspiciously at the boards beneath her feet: ancient wood, the planks
so darkly varnished, so tightly joined that she could barely see that
they were planks at all. No mortal sound could find its way through
those. She drummed her heels on the floor in any case, to avert
unfriendly spirits. “Lord?”
He almost sighed, he almost laughed; he must have been
expecting it. It
wasn’t proper to ask the emperor questions, still less to ask him
favors, yet she did. And she talked to him, and told him what she
heard; and listened to him, challenged him, argued when she thought he
was wrong or weak or idle. She couldn’t call him a coward afraid of his
mother, or too lazy to stand up to his generals; but she could think
it, and she could let him understand that she thought it, even while
she stepped with ostentatious care from word to lily-pad word above the
darker waters of her thoughts.
Sometimes that was enough to goad him into a sudden reversal,
a
pronouncement in public or in council that couldn’t be opposed or
ignored.
Sometimes, of course, he would just say no to her. Sometimes
he thought she was wrong, and said so.
Sometimes, perhaps, he was right. What did she know of
empires, politics, armies?
She knew her people, though, she knew her island; and she
knew what was
happening out there beyond the palace walls. She said, “Lord, Taishu
welcomed you and all those who came with you, all your officials, all
your troops. You are the Son of Heaven, and they want to love you. They
will love you, if you will allow them. But it’s hard, when your
soldiers try so hard to make them hate you.”
He frowned and said, “I don’t understand you.” Which was a
lie, of
course, because this was the same note on the same string that she had
plucked and plucked for days and weeks on end. She might have been
impatient with him for pretending, but he was a boy, and they did that.
Besides which, he was emperor and she was a fishergirl, and it thrilled
her beyond measure that he would stoop so far as to lie to her.
She pulled a face at him, only to see his smile; then she
said, “Lord,
you do. Every day there is news,” and she knew that he heard it,
because she made sure to tell him. Not the scrolls she couldn’t read,
but her own people’s messages. “Women are raped or enslaved, men are
killed for no reason, whole villages are driven from their homes and
fields, everyone is hungry now and frightened all the time—and all of
this in your name, so is it any wonder if the people hate you?”
“Not in my name, Mei Feng. Not all of it.” He had spotted her
lie. Of
course he had; he was emperor, and trained to listen for the meanings
in every word. Besides, he was a boy, and sensitive of honor. “Not
rapes and slaves and killing.”
“No, lord—but they are still your men who do it.”
“Maybe so. There is little I can do, Mei Feng. I told my
generals to keep better order among their men.” After the
last time you complained, or the time before. “I’m sure
they’ve done all they could—”
“All they cared to do, you mean. Lord.”
“Yes. That’s what I mean, of course; and no, I don’t suppose
they do
care. Much. They have other priorities; they can’t always be watching
the men for faults.”
“Well, but they have commanders, captains,
sergeants . . .”
“. . . All of whom are watching
the sea and waiting for invasion. That matters more.”
“We are your people too, lord.”
“Yes—and Taishu is mine, more than anywhere else in the
empire it is
mine; and if I have to keep here awhile then so does my army. You must
learn to lie quiet beneath the sword, Mei Feng. Only for a while, until
this danger passes.”
She saw no prospect of its passing. The rebels wouldn’t lose
patience
and go away; the emperor couldn’t defeat them. Not after he had fled
them so far, so long. He and his men were at bay here, and the more
dangerous because of it, but not to the rebel army.
He spoke of invasion, but she thought Taishu had been invaded
already.
And could not say so, because that little thought was
treachery and heresy, both together. Besides, she didn’t want to hurt
him.
“Mei Feng? Why are you laughing?”
She wasn’t, not really: only choking suddenly on a startling
impossibility, and trying to hide it behind her hand.
He was the emperor, and she didn’t want to hurt him.
She shook her head mutely and buried her face in his skirts
again,
because she was still simply overwhelmed sometimes. She wanted to be
back with her grandfather on his bastard boat, hauling a netload of
fish from a moonlit sea; and she could never do that again. Instead she
had to do this, let the emperor stroke her hair for comfort, help him
to misunderstand her. Now he thought it was a sob rather than a laugh
that she’d been hiding. Well, she might have done that, wept for her
people, if she’d been another kind of girl and differently helpless;
and it was unthinkable, of course, to allow the Son of Heaven to
discover he was wrong.
She sniffled, and rubbed her cheeks against his silk, and
lifted her
head into his caress; and was just wondering how she could urge or
drive or bully him—bully! the emperor! but he was a boy, and hence
vulnerable to bullying, and she was desperate—into confronting his
generals one more time, when there was a sudden riot of sound outside
the hall. Voices and running feet, men shouting, the grating clash of
steel.
Her mind shrieked Revolt! rebellion! assassins!—but
she
knew that wasn’t right. This whole palace was like Taishu in miniature:
too many people packed too close, tensions breaking out in temper,
quarrels resolving themselves in blood. It didn’t need the war spilling
across the strait—though that must come, she knew, and dread the day.
Meantime, these stupid men would fight on their own account, nothing to
do with the emperor.
Most of the palace servants were natives, gifted to the
emperor with
the rest of the jademaster’s property. His own servitors had been lost
or sold or left behind, somewhere on the march; the men he’d brought
here were not all soldiers, but they might as well have been. Even the
court officials, even the eunuchs carried blades and were all too
willing to use them. When trouble broke out, as it too often did, it
was usually between her people and the emperor’s.
Mei Feng had to jump on a chest to peer out of a window too
high for
her, but she was sure already what she’d see. Nothing that might have
started this particular quarrel, there was no obvious reason for it:
only the fact itself, the fight itself, two young men bloodied and
frantic in a rowdy circle of onlookers.
No: one young man bloodied and frantic. The other was only
marked with
his opponent’s blood, a spray of it across his army tunic, smears on
his knuckles. Knuckles were all he needed, apparently. He was calm, and
utterly in control.
His opponent—barely more than a boy, she saw now—had a common
kitchen
cleaver in his hand, which confirmed her suspicion. Just a household
servant, then. And he was trying to use the cleaver as a weapon, and
didn’t know how; which the other man, the soldier, must have seen. And
had laughed, probably, before he handed off his sword to a friend and
went to work on this boy just with his hands.
It might have been an act of generosity, a lesson taught and
learned,
not to fall into a fight with a soldier; except that such lessons end
in early blood and crowing, and this would go on and on. The boy swung
his cleaver, the soldier stepped casually aside, a hard fist hammered
into the boy’s elbow. The cleaver dropped to the ground; the boy gaped
at his own arm, where it hung numb and useless, and the soldier hit him
again, and then again: in the ribs, in the face, in the belly. Each
blow calculated and deliberate and opening the way to the next like
steps in a dance, links in a chain.
The soldier was a hand’s breadth taller, as these northern
men tended
to be; and he had the hard scarred leanness of a man who had fought for
his life and scavenged for his food, and starved when there was no time
to scavenge. The other was lean too—there were few fat men on
Taishu—but his was the leanness of simple poverty. He didn’t have
muscles like cables beneath his shirt, he didn’t have skin like
roughened hide on his hands or so many thousand miles of march beneath
his feet.
He didn’t have a chance.
Even in a fair fight, one on one, he wouldn’t have had a
chance. But
all those men around him, they were soldiers too. Every time he was
punched into that wall of bodies, he was punched and kicked some more
before being pushed out into the clear circle again.
There was movement behind Mei Feng, the emperor come to see.
Tall
northerner, he didn’t need to stand on the chest to look out of the
window. He probably didn’t need to rest his hands on her hips either,
but he did. Her hair brushed his face as she turned, as she said,
“Please, go out and stop them . . .”
“I can’t.”
Oh, she was so tired of hearing that! He was emperor, he
ruled as much
of the world as he could reach; he could surely reach from here into
the courtyard. “This much you can! They won’t hurt him any more if you—”
“Mei Feng, I can’t. If an officer
bothers to investigate,
those men will get a flogging, both of them, and maybe the bystanders
as well. If I go, they will die for it. The Son of Heaven, dragged from
his throne by a rowdy set of fools? They could never be permitted to
survive that, to boast about it, the day the emperor came to see what
they were doing. The best I can do for them is not to notice.”
It was an odd throne he sat on, she thought, that left him so
utterly
helpless. Helpless and wrong too. She didn’t think the servant would
survive this.
As she watched, the man stumbled under one more blow, and
fell to the
ground. Picked himself up, and came back for more; and was punched in
the head, kicked in the belly, fell again. This time he was slow, too
slow to stand. Two men stepped out of the circle and seized him,
dragged him up and held him, for the soldier to hit him again. And
again.
It was too much for Mei Feng. She spun away from the window,
glowered
at the boy behind her—eye to eye, as they were sometimes in bed but
never like this, it was outrageous and overmastering and probably
illegal—and said, “You’re not going to do anything?”
“Mei Feng, I can’t, they’ll lose their heads . . .
!”
“Well, I can.”
One short girl with a shorter temper, she jumped off the
chest and ran,
all ready to overawe a pack of hothead soldiers. As she hauled at the
heavy door, she thought she heard him call her back—but quietly, so as
not to be overheard by the guards outside. She could ignore him, then;
and ignore the guards too, just run straight around the corner into the
courtyard, elbow her way through that tangled knot of men—
—AND SHE only registered their unnatural stillness, their
silence,
their tension when it was already too late. She’d burst through into
the circle at their heart, and there were more than the two fighting
men here now, more even than the soldier and his two friends and their
victim. Those four were here, yes, all of them facedown on the ground;
and here too was one of the generals and some few of his retinue, with
swift justice on their minds.
If it was death to disturb the emperor, all too clearly he
felt that it
should be death to disturb a general also; and he was entirely ready to
deliver it, to see it done there and then.
Except that she had disturbed him, and he was briefly
prepared to
suspend their execution in order to diminish her in sight of his men.
Why not? She wasn’t even a concubine of rank, just trash the
boy-emperor had picked up on the boat and refused to part with.
Mei Feng could see the contempt in his face, the way his lip
twisted as
he readied some remark; and he would pause for that little moment
before delivering it because that’s what bullies do, to make sure they
have their audience’s full attention; and so she could dive headlong
into that narrow closing space, like leaping into the dragon’s jaws to
choke it.
“General Ping Wen,” she cried, improvising wildly, almost
joyfully,
this was suddenly such a mad endeavor—and loving the fact that she’d
remembered, that she could greet him by his name in full view of his
aides and officers—“were you also drawn to this exhibition? His
imperial majesty has been watching from the throne room”—a wave of her
hand toward the windows of the hall, where he might still be watching,
if anyone should actually dare to look—“and was much taken by the
skills of this man, fighting barehanded and barefoot. It is an art he
would like to see developed; as you know, steel for weapons is in short
supply. It would please his majesty greatly if this man were instructed
to teach others. Not our servant, though,” poking the Taishu man with
her toe, “alas, we have need of him just now.”
With another significant glance toward the high windows, she
nudged and
hauled that young man up, all blood and dust; latched her hand about
his wrist and hauled him off, leaving the general, his entourage, her
entire audience gaping in her wake.
She might have saved the soldiers’ lives; she hoped so,
despite her rage. This one, the servant, she would make sure of.
Which meant taking him all the way into the throne room,
because she could feel the general’s hot eyes on her every step.
Which meant, of course, bringing him before the emperor.
Well, she had survived that, when she was just as unready; no
doubt he
would survive it too. She could be ruthless when she needed to, in
saving young men’s lives.
The guards saw her coming, and dragged the door open for her
and her
reluctant companion. He shied violently, and would have pulled
away—would have run, she thought, he had that tremble in him that said
he was a runner—but her rough hands were very used to snatching live
fish from a slippery deck. He’d break her fingers before he broke that
grip.
Once into the high shadows of the throne room, he wasn’t fit
for
breaking anything. He didn’t struggle anymore, but she still had to
drag him; and when his eyes had penetrated the gloom enough to be sure
that, yes, that really was the Jade Throne in its solitary splendor,
and yes, that tall boy by the window really was dressed in imperial
yellow, and for the obvious reason—well, then there was no doing
anything with him at all, he was dead weight on the floor, facedown and
shuddering.
Mei Feng had let go his wrist when she felt him start to
drop. Now—for
appearance’s sake, for the emperor’s, not to disgrace him before a
commoner—she dropped neatly to her knees and laid a hand on the
trembling servant’s neck. She’d done much the same with a dog once,
that had attached itself to Old Yen in the Santung docks and wouldn’t
leave him. It hadn’t apparently understood the concept of boats until
they were out in the pitching sea. Then it had spread-eagled itself on
deck in an ecstatic misery, and wouldn’t even suffer itself to be
hauled below; all she could do was sit with it, until they were close
enough to Taishu that it could hurl itself into the surf, swim ashore
and vanish.
If this young man chose to vanish as soon as this immediate
terror was
over, she wouldn’t blame him. Nor miss him, to be honest, she could get
by without more responsibility; but it was too late for that, she had
saved his life and was responsible already.
Which the emperor acknowledged, even if she’d rather not. He
said, “Well, and what are you going to do with him now?”
Clean him up, first off; she had blood on her fingers, and
didn’t want
to get it on her clothes. She’d wipe it off on his, but that was too
possessive, too contemptuous a gesture. The dowager empress would do
that, without a second thought.
The dowager empress, she thought, would never have put
herself in this
position. Once show sympathy for a servant, and they were yours for
life; and what did she want with another young
man . . . ?
She looked down at him, and remembered that this young man
would be a runner, if she only let him go.
She poked him lightly. “What’s your name?”
A mumble, inaudible: swollen lips and terror and close
contact with the floorboards do not make for clarity of speech.
Mei Feng poked him again, heard him swallow; hoped he wasn’t
swallowing
blood, because she did after all have a use for him now, and suddenly
very much wanted to keep him.
“Say it again?”
“Chung, lady.”
It was probably a monstrous breach of etiquette to hold
conversation
with another in the emperor’s presence, but if the emperor wanted to
join in, no doubt he would.
“Can you run, Chung?”
“Now, lady?” There was a glimmer of humor in him, then,
despite it all. She thought likely he’d survive.
“Not now, fool. When you’re fit.”
“Yes, lady. I can run.”
“Good. Can you read?”
“No, lady.”
“That’s good too.” She glanced up at the Son of Heaven, who
was
watching, listening, with half a smile on his face: lofty amusement at
whatever she was up to, she thought, awkwardly coupled with an
impossible desire to be involved. She made a rude face at him and said,
“Lord, can you make him an imperial messenger?”
“Yes, of course.” At last something he actually could do,
something he
managed to say yes to. “Why, though? We have
messengers . . .”
Yes, but this one would be hers. “He can run between us and
my
grandfather, lord,” she said, graciously allowing him to share. The
empress owned all the official messengers: some she’d brought with her,
the remainder she’d bought or co-opted here, local men. It would be
good to have one messenger of their own, reliable, untainted; one sworn
to Mei Feng personally, who could run messages that even the emperor
didn’t need to know about. One more knot in her network, a way to reach
out beyond the palace walls.
And a messenger’s sash, a flash of imperial yellow would be
good for
Chung too. It was death to assault a messenger, death to delay him.
The emperor nodded. “My doctors should see him first, to be
sure he isn’t too hurt.”
“Lord, your own doctors . . .”
Would be outraged at
being asked to examine a servant, a native, not even one of their own.
“. . . Will do as I tell them,” he
said, and of course
that was true too. They would be outraged, and obedient, and
meticulous. Doctors held their own lives in their own hands, when they
treated with the great.
“Well, let me clean him up
first . . .”
“Mei Feng, no. We have servants to do that, to take care of
our servants. I want you with me.”
It wasn’t often that he was absolute. When he was, she didn’t
trouble
to argue. He was still emperor, and this was only a glimpse of what
that meant, mostly a reminder of how seldom he remembered it when he
was with her.
“Yes, lord.”
Chapter three
Yu
Shan had imagined the city a thousand times, ten thousand.
Of course he had. He was a boy who lived much of his life in
the dark,
all of it in the narrows of his valley, the narrows of his clan.
Knowing that there was a sea somewhere—a sky’s worth of water!—and
buildings that clustered beside it, too many to be counted and the
streets busy with more people daily than he might see in a lifetime, he
had spent much of his dreamtime making pictures in his head, without
ever wanting actually to go there.
Now he was there, he was here, this was it; and it was
terrible and
awe-demanding and utterly, utterly unlike anything he had ever imagined.
He kept stopping to stare at the way the buildings went up
and up, or
the way they crushed together, or the sea—the sea!—or the docks, the
markets, the—
“Yu Shan! Keep up, or I swear I’m putting
that rope around your neck again, I’ll lead you about like a
dog . . .”
“Yes, Jiao. I’m sorry. But, look, look at that ship just
coming in, it’s like a city itself, it’s so
tall . . .”
“It’s a trader’s junk, though it looks like a troop carrier
now. I
suppose they all are. You can come and stare tomorrow, they’re as
common as rats in a gutter. How stupid was I, bringing you this way?
It’ll be dark before we even reach Guangli, if you don’t step up. I’d
be better off selling you right here on the quayside, let someone make
an oarsman of you. You’re strong enough for the work, though the gods
only know where you hide the muscles . . .”
She was grumbling for its own sake, he recognized that. It
was about
all he could recognize in the welter and storm that assailed him, the
chaos that was apparently a city.
THE ROAD they’d been tracking all this time was still called
the Jade
Road, still watched by the jademasters’ guards. From long miles out,
though, it became such a way of common trade, there was no point in
avoiding it any longer. Instead they let themselves be swallowed by the
stream of farmers, traders, wagons, oxen and stray soldiers that
infested the road like mites on a rocksnake. The occasional stand of
guards troubled no one; they were there to guarantee the jade, Jiao
said, not to police the peasants.
Yu Shan really couldn’t have told when they entered the city
proper.
All day there had been more and more villages among the paddy, more and
more huts and stalls along the roadside, more and more people. He was
expecting a wall, a gate, perhaps an interrogation, but there was
nothing. Only that the paddy disappeared, and then the huts were backed
by other huts, with other roads running parallel, more intersecting
with this one. The huts grew to be houses, vast to his eyes; soon the
only green was behind walls, gardens glimpsed through guarded gates. If
he jumped, if he caught the top of a wall and hauled himself up, he
could see houses that were grander yet, great palaces within the
gardens. Jiao would only let him do that once. She said this was where
the jademasters lived, and if the guards saw him, then they really
would be interrogated. Which neither of them could afford.
And she asked him again if he understood how much that jade
weighed,
and he said yes, he knew exactly; and when she asked how he could
possibly jump so high with such a burden on his back, he shrugged
against the heft of it and said he was used to carrying stone, he’d
been doing it all his life.
Then he walked sedately—more sedately, at least—at Jiao’s
side, and
stared about him until the city’s rising became altogether too much. He
tried looking at the people instead, the crush they walked among; that
was almost as difficult, almost as much.
Through his life, from one year’s end to the next, he’d
barely see a
face he didn’t recognize. There were strangers at clanmoot, yes, but
they were at least all clan, he knew their dress and their habits,
their lineage and skills. Here he could barely pick a rice farmer from
a laborer from a high house servant, a trader from a soldier from a
fisherman.
Jiao answered his questions as best she could—“What’s that
man? And
that? That woman, what?”—but it didn’t help much. He didn’t understand
how these people all fitted together, to make anything that worked. One
by one he could see them, but he couldn’t see the city in them.
Just as, when the road reached the docks—one great highway
that birds
must see scored like a brand from the mountains to the sea, from where
the jade was dug to where it took to ships—he could almost not see the
great ships where they floated on the water. They were too big for him,
for his mind to encompass.
He would have stood all day in awe and bewilderment, if Jiao
hadn’t
been there to seize his elbow and drag him on. He was almost grateful.
He’d had too much of everything today, the city and the sea. She’d
brought him here; he needed her now to take him away.
She didn’t do that, she couldn’t, but her mixture of hurry
and caution
closed it all down to glimpses, sudden snatches of this and that, which
was better than staring and staring and being eaten by it all:
a boy with twisted legs, sprawled with a bowl in a doorway,
and Jiao said that he was begging;
the sea again: he thought they’d left it behind at the
dockside but he
was getting all turned around now that they’d left the long straight of
the Jade Road, and suddenly there it was at the end of an alley, the
glitter of sun on so much water, so impossibly much;
a trader thrusting something into his face, a necklace like a
string of
dried fungus, and the man was gabbling about monkeys’ ears and ill luck
and how to curse an enemy;
soldiers, soldiers everywhere, standing or squatting or
pushing through
the crowds, and Jiao was almost too careful to keep out of their way,
now that she was so close but still in peril of losing everything;
a house like so many in this city, a house that bewildered
him because
it seemed like no house at all, only a blank wall with a closed gate, a
cave with its back turned to the world.
In his life, among his people, clan fought with clan, endless
rain
fought with bitter cold and brutal heat for the right to be king
weather, and even so houses were built to be open, wide of door and
generous of window. Here there were no clans, no one to fight; every
house must shelter every other, against whatever strange city weather
might come; and yet they were built to shut out, to say no.
Maybe it was because they were packed so close and not
family, not even
clan, maybe that was why they turned stiff shoulders, house to house.
He couldn’t imagine living so hard up against people who were not near
kin.
He wouldn’t need to imagine it, he was set to meet it. One
way or another, Jiao meant to leave him here.
She thumped cheerfully on the closed gate. After a time—too
long for
her, too short, perhaps, for him—there was the sound of bolts being
drawn. The gate swung out toward them, and a massive figure filled the
frame.
He stood in shadow, with light behind him. Yu Shan was not
entirely
certain he was human. This could so easily be a city of demons; likely
only demons could survive the size and noise and bustle of it all.
Jiao stood carefully in the sun and said, “Tong. How is it
with you,
and with your master? I’ve brought something for him to see.”
Tong’s massive head moved from her to Yu Shan, and back to
her. “Jiao.”
The voice was slow and deep and shrewd, very possibly demonic. “He will
be glad to see you.”
“And what I have brought him. Trust me, he will be glad to
see that too.”
“Perhaps. What is the boy?”
“My pack mule. Nothing more, unless your master likes him
better. He is
not the pretty thing I bring,” though her smile teased Yu Shan, saying Pretty
enough for me, mind, I can hardly bear to part with him. Saying
it with a mock, a kiss of the eyes that belied the dark intensity of
their nights together.
He said nothing, aloud or otherwise; he had no idea what to
say. Tong grunted, and stepped aside.
WITHIN WAS an archway, high and square, walled with stone and
roofed
with timbers; almost a tunnel. After a moment, Yu Shan understood that
it was a passage through the house, with rooms above. He still hadn’t
adjusted to houses being built upward, rooms on top of rooms.
The passage brought them back into sunlight, though they were
still
within the house. There was house on all four sides of him, doors and
shutters, stairs rising to a gallery above. That was how the house
could be so closed off to the busy city: because it was open to its
heart, to this courtyard where small trees grew in pots, where carp
mouthed at the sun-warm skin of their lily pond, where a man sat on a
bench with a piece of jade in one hand and a thin tool in the other. He
was turning the stone in the light, looking and looking.
Yu Shan’s heart turned and turned. Open doors in the
gallery’s shade
showed him benches and shelves and racks of tools; set in the sun out
here was a lathe with a stool beside it. Even with his eyes closed—yes,
and even with this great weight of stone on his back—he would still
have known that there was jade on every side of him, a fine scatter of
jade-dust on the spread cloth beneath the lathe. He could see it now, a
glitter of green in the sun, but he had felt it first.
And, ah, that man on the bench. Stone in one hand, tool in
the other,
only now pulling himself back from his work, lifting his eyes to look
at them instead—no, to look at Yu Shan, as a man might look at the sun,
blinkingly.
Yu Shan would always have known him for a man of jade, just
as the man
seemingly knew him. A jademaster, he wanted to say, without meaning
anything remotely to do with those who lived in palaces and accumulated
fortunes. Not a miner, blatantly—this was a fat man by mountain
standards, which no miner ever was—but he had the stone in his eye, in
his blood, in his head and heart. Yu Shan turned to the man as a needle
turns to the north.
It needed Jiao to cough, quite loudly, to draw their eyes
apart.
“Jiao. Forgive me, my mind was adrift. With my stones. Yes.”
“I saw,” she said, drily at Yu Shan’s side.
“Yes, yes . . .” He rose to his
feet, and showed himself
to be tall as well as portly; and was still dwarfed by his doorman Tong.
And set stone and tool on a table nearby, where the jade was
immaculately lit by sunlight reflecting off the water of the pool. Yu
Shan could see now how it was half carved to show a demon struggling to
free himself from the raw rock that bound him, unless it was the rock
that made him, unless he needed such a tool to carve his own lineaments
from the rock he was.
Yu Shan might have looked at that piece of work for an hour
or a day or
for many days together. But the man moved deliberately between him and
it, so that he must look at its maker.
Jiao said, “Guangli, I have brought you—”
“A boy from the mountains, from the mines, I think; and a
piece of
stone. Yes,” although the stone was so well wrapped that he couldn’t
conceivably see it. “I just don’t understand how either of them came to
be in your possession, Jiao?”
“Oh,” she said, “that’s a short tale simply told. Idiocy and
banditry, neither one my own.”
“Mmph. It wants something, perhaps, in the telling. Sit
down,” with a
fond gesture toward a bench beside the pond, “and compose a longer
version, while I make tea. You, boy—perhaps you should set that stone
on the ground.”
“I can manage it,” Yu Shan said.
“I’m sure you can. Nevertheless. Over there, please,” the
farther side
of the pond. “And then attend your mistress,” to be sure, clearly, that
he left the stone and came back.
Yu Shan hated even to shrug the harness from his back, let
alone to
step away. That was the moment—at last, much delayed—when he had to
accept that he had failed his family and his clan. It didn’t seem to
matter too much now, what happened to the stone, or to him.
Except that the stone was a thing of beauty, and never mind
its value;
he should be glad to have delivered it into the hands of a man who
would admire and appreciate it, in whose hands it could appreciate.
Fresh-cut from the mountain, jade was a wonder. Carved by a master, it
could be something more than wonderful. He understood that, just by
looking at this demon struggling from his
rock . . .
“Don’t touch that!”
He hadn’t meant to. He hadn’t realized quite how close he’d
come, bent
right over the carving, close enough to smell the warmth of jade in
sunlight. He gabbled an apology to Guangli, where the man had paused in
a doorway, and scuttled around the pond to join Jiao on the bench,
feeling the weight of his loss in the weight of the burden lifted from
him.
Guangli had disappeared; there was a distant clatter and
chime, the
sounds of a man making tea. It seemed preposterous. He whispered, “Does
he not have servants?”
Jiao snorted. “Look around you. Does this look like a house
busy with people?”
No, it didn’t; but the courtyard and workshops were neat and
cared for.
Things didn’t sweep and tidy themselves, that was a lesson beaten into
him early by his mother at the compound and his father at the mine. And
a man so wealthy, a man who kept such a house should surely have money
enough to keep a staff.
Yu Shan said that, or something like it. This time Jiao
laughed aloud.
“You think he’s rich? What, because he handles rich things?
So do you. Are you rich?”
No, he had only ever had his due portion of his family’s
wealth, which
meant a place in the compound, a share of the pot, work in the mine.
Now he supposed he had nothing at all, if she did indeed mean to sell
him here. But, this house! On two floors! So much space and privacy, a
garden and a gallery and a man to guard the door,
and . . .
Words embarrassed him, where anyone might be listening. He
said what he
could with a shrug, a shake of the head, a glance upward and around, a
glance at Tong.
She said, “Oh, this house isn’t his own. It’s given to him,
because he
needs solitude and security to do his work. The jademaster supplies all
of this. And Tong. It’s why I thought Guangli might snatch at that,” a
nod to the wrapped stone, “give him the chance to be his own man, under
the emperor’s patronage. Why he might snatch at you too: someone to get
up at dawn and do the housework, make the tea. The man keeps it orderly
down here, because he loves his garden and he cares about his tools;
domestically, he’s not so dainty. First thing you do, you can scrub out
his kitchen for him.”
Yu Shan eyed her, eyed Tong, said nothing. Eyed his stone,
too far
away. Out of reach now, as he was himself, out of everyone’s reach who
loved him. He should have run away, before they came this far. Taken
the wonder-stone and run. Why had he not
run . . . ?
Because she stopped me, with a blade at my throat—but
that was
only the once. He might have tried again, but she seduced him and he
lost all heart, all hope. Now—well, they could call this a house or a
workshop, it was still a great stone box with a guarded gate. How could
he run from here? And where could he go? He knew the route back to the
valleys—follow the Jade Road, all the way—but not why he should take
it, what he could take with him to earn a welcome home. Hope was the
treasure they had sent him off with, and he had lost that.
Here there was at least stone, and a man who knew it: a man
he could
learn from, perhaps. If he had to play that man’s slave, serve his tea
and scrub his kitchen, he could do that. For a time.
Guangli came back with a steaming pot and three tiny cups:
apparently Tong did not drink tea, or not with his master.
Apparently Yu Shan did, or was supposed to. It was hard. He
was
monstrously nervous suddenly, nervous of everything. He dreaded seeing
Jiao leave, though he hated her for stealing him, possessing him,
wanting now to sell him; he dreaded being left here, alone and
bewildered; he dreaded being told to leave this place. Jade’s tingle
was in the gravel beneath his feet, the walls on every side, the air he
breathed. He wanted never to walk out through that gate again. At the
same time as he wanted not to be here, never to have been here, never
to have left the mountains.
He lifted fine translucent porcelain to his lips, barely
knowing what
it was. He wanted to cup it cautiously between his fingers and just
look at it. Partly for the thing itself, in its fragility and beauty;
partly to stop him staring at the stone, or at the man Guangli who was
master of the stone, might be his master too. The cup was brimful of
scalding tea, though. He had to drink that first. If he could swallow.
He wasn’t sure. Breathing was hard enough just now, against all the
tensions in his chest.
First was the perfume in the tea, he could simply sit here
and sniff.
That too was fragile and beautiful, floral and tender and unexpectedly
refreshing. When at last he sipped, his mouth filled with an effusion
of light and heat and water, the whole history of growth from the earth
through root and branch to the budding leaf.
He heard, “Don’t mock him, he’s a hill-boy; he’s never met
anything like this before. Anything like you.”
He heard, “I’m not mocking. Not at all. Tell me about him.”
He heard, “I thought you’d be interested in the stone. You
haven’t even
looked at it. This could be your freedom, damn you, and you haven’t
even looked . . .”
AND SO the bargaining began. Yu Shan tried to disappear back
into his
tea, into this unfolding of taste like a landscape, foreground and
distance and hints of something far, far out of reach. He held worlds
in his mouth, worlds unseen and truths unspoken.
And still couldn’t block out what Jiao was saying, because
she was
talking about him and his, stealing the stone from him and himself from
his family, a little more with every word. Never lying, quite—claiming
them both by right of sword, which Guangli did not dispute and nor did
he—but neither quite telling a story that he recognized.
The way she spoke about him, he didn’t even recognize
himself. Hardworking, she called him, which she
couldn’t possibly know, and quick, which was
obviously not true or she never would have caught him, that one night
he ran. Slow and stupid, ox-like she did not say
but it was how he felt, letting her sell him without protest, without a
word.
Without a word until she spoke about the stone, when he
lifted his head abruptly and said, “No.”
She turned, she stared, she glowered at him furiously; it was
Guangli who said, “No?”
“She doesn’t know. She hasn’t even seen it. You know more
about it than she does.”
“Perhaps—but you know more than I. Why don’t you tell me?”
He laid down his cup—tiny, he’d thought that, but the tea was
so
immense—and walked around the pond, because talking about jade was like
talking about fire or the forest at night or the mysteries of his
clan-cousin. Talking failed, at every point.
Touching, though: touching made all things closer and more
real.
He talked despite himself—how they’d found the stone, last
spit of a
failed seam; how it had been so obviously wonderful from the first
moment, the first gleam of it through the mother-rock—but mostly he
worked, untying the harness, stripping away the ropes and the bamboo
frame.
Talking to no purpose, because the stone was the purpose and
that was
right here, in the light now as he lifted away the last of its
wrappings. He fell silent, sat back on his heels, let them look.
The stone stood in the courtyard, in the sunshine like
something lifted
out of its proper inheritance, which it was; like something too
beautiful to be contained within these drab walls, this apologetic
garden, which it was; like something more alive than any of those who
looked at it, and perhaps it was that too.
Like the tea, like the land it came in layers, in variations,
many
voices to sing one true song. The bulk of it, the heartstone was a deep
dark green, the most common color for the stone, jade-green. But there
were other greens in the slab, paler and creamier, and a seam of black
at one end to be its base; and a single streak of pure ivory that
struck down at an angle, no kind of flaw, just a change of mood, a
blaze of light.
Yu Shan sat back and let the jade carver look, resting only
one hand
and that only lightly atop the stone, feeling its bite through his
fingers. The wrappings had muffled that, all these days it had been on
his back; now it was loosed, and he really didn’t need even this least
of touches. He could feel it in the air and all through him like a
sonorous bass, underlying all the other jade-notes he had felt already.
Guangli didn’t need to be touching either, but here he came:
around the
pond with the most delicate of treads, as though the stone were a
sleeping wild thing he was anxious not to wake. Even his breathing was
hushed and tentative.
For a long time he only looked, bending as close as he dared,
following
each of the strata with his eyes. Then he sat back and looked again:
drinking in the colors, Yu Shan thought, bathing in them.
Then—at last!—he reached to touch.
As Yu Shan had, as lightly as human flesh could bear to; and
even that
fleeting finger was snatched away on a breathless word, as from a man
who has tested the heat of an iron and found it untouchable, but could
only learn by touching.
There was more squatting, more looking; but now it was Yu
Shan that he
looked at, with all the same measuring intensity. And yes, when he was
done, Guangli did reach out a wary finger and brush it over Yu Shan’s
cheek, the very lightest and most fleeting of touches.
Jiao snorted with laughter, across the water. “What, are you
seeing if
you can carve him too? Not with any of your shiny tools. He’s stronger
than he looks, stronger than he knows, or those moron bandits could
never have held him and neither could I. If you want to shape him,
you’ll need subtler ways to do it. I think you should, he’s ripe for it
and just what you need, only don’t cut into that pretty flesh, it’s not
what I brought him here for.”
Guangli ignored her, and so did Yu Shan; they were turned
totally on each other.
Guangli said, “Well, you don’t sting as fiercely as the stone
does—”
—no, he knew that; he wasn’t made of jade—
“—but you do still sting. I can feel it
in you, boy. What have you been doing to yourself?”
Yu Shan just looked at him and didn’t answer. He’d said
nothing for a
lifetime, all his short life long; why should he speak now?
“Oh, don’t tell me, then. I’ll tell you. Jiao, too, I’ll tell
her what
she’s selling here. You’re a miner, and a miner’s son: you’ve spent
your life in the mountains. And I do mean in the
mountain, don’t I? Down the mine, every minute that you could.”
Yu Shan shook his head. “We’re not allowed. Clan rules: no
one goes
down the mine except to dig, and children aren’t let dig at all.”
“And of course you break clan rules whenever you can. From
the time you
start to crawl, you kids are heading for the mine. Being forbidden only
gives it more allure, and it has plenty to start with: it’s dark and
mysterious and scary, and there’s treasure.
“If your parents are firm, if they keep a good watch at the
mine-head,
perhaps the little ones don’t get into the current workings; but the
valley’s riddled with old abandoned mines that are supposed to be
sealed up, yes? Yes?”
“Jade belongs to the emperor,” Yu Shan mumbled. “Even in a
worked-out
seam, there are always fragments we don’t find or couldn’t reach. So
yes, old workings are forbidden,
sealed . . .”
“. . . and unsealed too, opened up
by children for the
reckless adventure of it, for the smell of rock and the being
underground and maybe just the hint of a touch of jade, am I right?”
He shrugged, reluctantly.
Jiao said, “What’s this about, Guangli?”
“I’ll tell you. That’s a normal childhood, for a miner’s
brat; that’s
what they all do. And they start to help in the current workings before
they ought to, as soon as they can wheedle consent from an uncle, a
cousin, anyone who might be glad to have a youngster on hand to fetch
new oil for the lamps, sweep up the dust, whatever needs doing.
“But sometimes, every now and then, one kid will go farther,
he’ll do
everything he shouldn’t. Told to pack the new jade quickly into sacks,
he’ll linger, he’ll play with the stones, turn them over and over in
his hand. Sniff them, lick them. If he’s bold, he’ll steal a pebble and
keep it in his bedding, sleep with it in his hand. He’ll hide one
somewhere at the mine-head, so that all the time he’s underground, he
has his own jade with him. By the time his family knows what he’s been
doing, by definition it’s too late. If you can see the damage done, you
can’t undo it.”
“I don’t understand,” Jiao said.
“No. You don’t know the stone, and you’re susceptible to
charm. But you
said yourself, he’s stronger than he ought to be. How far has he
carried that slab of jade?”
“From the mountains. On his back, all the way.”
“Yes. Can you lift it?”
“I don’t know. I haven’t
tried . . .”
“. . . Because you knew you’d
fail, and you didn’t want
to know that, it raised too many questions. Exactly. You’re a strong
woman, Jiao—but you could fetch me the strongest man in the emperor’s
army, and he wouldn’t carry that stone fifty yards. Tong here would
struggle to do it. But this boy carried it for fifty miles—”
“—and jumped with it still on his back,
this morning. Jumped and pulled himself up to the top of a wall, just
to see over.”
“He’s an idiot. I hope you explained that to him. So are you.
What else has he done?”
She shook her head, bewildered. “I don’t know. Nothing. He
sees well in
the dark, but I thought that was just practice. I don’t understand,
Guangli, what are you saying?”
Yu Shan wasn’t saying anything: only sitting, huddled tightly
in on himself, feeling all his secrets stripped away.
“I’m saying there’s a reason why jade is reserved to the
emperor alone.
Well, there are many reasons, but this is prime. It’s why common people
aren’t let near it, why the wagons are so carefully watched, why the
wagoners sleep a long way from their cargoes. Why I live alone and keep
what distance I can afford between me and the stone, and handle it as
little as I may, and I’m still a stronger man at fifty than I ever was
at twenty. Jade infects anyone who handles it, Jiao. It makes us more
powerful, sharper in our senses, longer-lived. How old was the last
emperor?”
“I don’t know. Guangli, are you serious?”
“Utterly. Even the dust from the mines, the dust from my
working here,
all of that goes to the emperor. It’s mixed into his food and he lives
a long, long life. And has very few children, there’s always a price;
the late Chien Sung was a vigorous man for a century or more, and
barely achieved one son. If you read any history, if you could read,
you would know that all our great emperors have been notoriously
unlucky in the number of their heirs. Do I need to say that all of this
is secret, Jiao? If you tell anyone, it means the boy’s life for
certain and probably your own, perhaps mine too.”
“Oh, what, because he’s worked too hard, spent too much time
with the
stone, grown too strong? That’s a benefit, a virtue, how is that a
crime?”
“Because he’s stolen from the emperor. What’s your name, boy?”
Had she not said? Or had Guangli forgotten? He supposed it
didn’t matter. “Yu Shan,” he mumbled.
“Yu Shan. Well, that’s appropriate. What’s the worst thing
you’ve ever done, Yu Shan?”
He knew the answer to that, and would never confess it. Not
the way he
used to sneak into the mine when he was supposed to be watching at the
mine-head, the way he slept in the mountain’s heart with the stone
pulsing in his blood and all around him, not that; not even the way he
used to suck a pebble all the time he was underground. His tongue
touched the shard where he’d hidden it inside himself, and he said, “I
used to swallow the emperor’s dust, when I’d been cutting out stone
from the seam. I sucked it from my
fingers . . .”
“You see?” Guangli demanded. “And you see what it’s made of
him?”
“I see the dangers, but I still don’t see the harm.”
“No. Well, he’s likely the only jade-miner you ever will see.
The clans
don’t leave the valleys. However careful they are, they’re still
exposed; the least of them is unusually strong, and they tend to live
long and not have many children. They live in extended family groups,
because individually they can’t sustain a holding. Or protect it.
“Nor can they travel far from the source. Jade is addictive;
they need
to keep it close. Separate a miner from the stone and he’ll sicken. All
that strength and resilience is only borrowed, not possessed.”
“Yu Shan has come this far,” she protested.
“Jiao. Yu Shan had that boulder on his back,” with a gesture
at the
great gleaming slab of jade. “With that, he could walk forever. Without
it, if he tried to walk home, he’d never get there. Boy, why did you
leave the valleys? With this? Did you steal it?”
“No!” Except from the jademasters—and this man worked for the
jademasters, or one of them. But it was too late to be circumspect.
“Why, then?”
“To take it to the emperor, as a gift. And, and to show him
that he is
here now, his jade is only a walk away, he doesn’t need jade-masters to
stand between us and him . . .”
“Yes, I thought it might be so, or something like it. What
you people
don’t understand is that you do need the jademasters, or something like
them. You can’t leave the valleys; you’ve always needed someone else to
take the jade away. It could be you that employs the wagoners,
perhaps—but then, how can you trust them? By employing guards, of
course, but that only doubles your problems, because how can you trust
the guards? You can’t watch anything from the mountains. Those closed
little valleys, and your closed little
society . . . No.
You couldn’t manage this trade. Not even from one end of Taishu to the
other. Perhaps, now the court is here, the emperor can provide his own
oversight. You could lose the jademasters that way, from the top. Not
from underneath, your people can never cut them out.”
“You could,” Jiao said. “That’s why I wanted to bring it to
you. It’s
stupid being so dependent on them, when you could be independent, treat
with the palace directly . . .”
“. . . and share my profit with my
friends, of course?”
“Of course.”
They exchanged smiles of mutual and entire understanding,
until Jiao
undermined herself or felt his undermining coming; she said, “But?”
“But I am almost as much a prisoner as your boy here, and his
people. I
am as cautious as I can be, and infected none the less. I need the
stone, a steady supply of it coming into my hands and going out. If I
could, ah, negotiate my independence with the palace, I’d still be
dependent on supply. The jademasters would only need to cut me off for
a short time, and my rebellion would die just as shortly, as I groveled
and sold myself back to them.”
“But if the emperor controlled the
trade . . . ?”
“Well, yes. If that, perhaps it would be possible. I could
sell myself
to him instead. He is a boy, much under his mother’s hand by all
reports; can I trust him? Or her? With my life?”
No one spoke; it was a question without an answer, unless and
until he
took the chance. Meantime, there was the stone in sunlight, and Guangli
was reaching to touch it again; and caught himself at it, and stood,
and put his hands firmly behind his back. And looked down at Yu Shan
and said, “Come back to the table, boy. Drink more tea.”
Jiao snorted. “Don’t be giving him orders, he’s not yours
yet. Perhaps
I’ll take him and the stone to another carver, you’re not the only
one . . .”
“I’m the only one you trust enough for this. And he will be
mine, you
know that. We only need to settle terms.” And then, looking at her with
the same care he’d spent on Yu Shan, he said, “Jiao, you’ve been
sleeping with him. I can see it.”
Astoundingly, she blushed. “Your eyes aren’t that good, old
man.”
“Better than you’d think. Where the stone is concerned, my
eyes are
immaculate; and the infection goes so deep in him, some little has, uh,
rubbed off.”
Jiao swore, blisteringly. “Are you saying I’m poisoned?” Poisoned
with strength, and extra years? Her language was acid, but
her body said she was more interested than angry.
“Not in the body, no. Not enough to harm. In the mind?
Perhaps. Why did you?”
“It was the best way I could think of, to stop him sneaking
off in the night.”
“Only that?”
“Well, and he’s young and robust, and those green eyes are
very taking,
and—damn it, Guangli, you know I’m no shivery little mouse of a
girl . . .”
“Oh yes, I know that. I know the roster of your men, or some
of it.
Just as I know you’re not ordinarily susceptible to a vivid pair of
eyes and a shy smile. I know it’s shy, I haven’t seen it yet,” with a
mock scowl at Yu Shan. “The stone does that too, it draws people to its
own. It gives the emperor his allure; a little of its own shine rubs
off. It’s hard to resist.”
Jiao grunted, scowled, said, “So what drew him to me? It
takes two, you know.”
“Indeed. And he’s a boy, and you’re a woman grown. For him,
that’s all it takes. Be flattered. And name me a price.”
Chapter four
Santung
was full of ghosts, but not all of them were dead.
Yet.
Tunghai Wang’s army encircled the abandoned city, but his
soldiers were
not allowed inside. There were ghosts to say so: their abandoned heads
on pikes at every roadway, eyeless and slowly rotting, jaws hanging
wider and wider in their own astonishment.
They were the men caught starting fires. Or those suspected
of it, or
just unluckily found looting in a district where fires had been set,
their clothes smelling a little too strongly of smoke. That was enough,
in the face of the generalissimo’s anger. Fire threatened the docks he
needed for his invasion fleet, the township he would need after;
fighting it drew men away from the real fighting, and the pursuit of
the emperor’s stranded army up and down the coast.
So firestarters proclaimed their own fate in thickets by the
road,
their heads sundered—gross dark buds on high bamboo, a swaying perch
for crows—and their bodies flung into the river, their ghosts
perpetually torn. They were the first ghosts, and least worst: too
small and high to stink, and more or less deserving.
For the first days, the city had mostly stunk of fire, smoke
and wet
scorched wood, where it had not stunk of blood. Now the air was sweeter
and heavier and far more foul, and any soldier with a nose was glad to
be exiled from it.
Han had a nose, and thought perhaps he was a soldier now; but
he had
license to pass the ghost-heads and go into the city, more often than
he could bear. He had a task, two tasks.
And hated them both, and was not good at either.
“Grab ahold there, slave boy. Cripple slave. Do your
share . . .”
The city was full of bodies, and the commander couldn’t wait
even a
season for weather and carrion birds to do their work. There were great
pits being dug, wherever there was soil enough; elsewhere there were
pyres, continually burning. Corpse-gangs scurried to feed both,
dragging the dead on carts or carrying them on hurdles, cleansing the
city body by putrefying body.
That was Han’s first task, vile enough, made worse by his
maltreated
hand and by his chains; and by his companions who mocked and struck him
in more or less equal measure, because they too hated the work and
needed someone to blame for it and there was always him.
At least his team had a cart today, he didn’t have to
struggle with a
hurdle. Once the cart was loaded, he could bend his back against the
crossbar and help to tow it well enough.
And while he towed, he could keep watch both sides of the
road in
pursuit of his second task. All the corpse-gangs were told to fetch
back fuel for the pyres—doors and shutters and screens, broken
furniture, anything that would burn—but Han was a smith’s boy also and
his master wanted metal. Iron, steel, copper, any.
So he scouted as he towed and scavenged what he could,
whatever could
be tossed into the cart. His gangmates grumbled at the extra weight and
wouldn’t help, so he seldom had more than a scant armful to offer Suo
Lung for his forge. Even that he was as like as not to lose, to another
smith’s boy with stronger hands for grabbing and swifter legs to run.
Every house offered something: pans or pot chains from the
kitchen,
hinges on a door frame, an old broken wheel-rim in the courtyard,
something. It had been hard, though, to persuade his gangmates into the
houses at all, while there were still bodies in the streets. All the
city was rank with the smell of them, but the houses were the worst.
Street bodies became farther and farther to seek, with so
many
corpse-gangs working the same roadways. Han had argued for the houses,
and won once; and then won often, until houses became what they did.
They had smoke-sodden scarves to tie across their faces; they learned
ways to search that took them in fast and brought them out soonest;
they learned to hold their breath like divers, working without air.
Even so, houses were worse than streets, and not only for the
stink and
flies. Houses held ghosts, living as well as dead. Female, always, as
the worst ghosts always are.
Han supposed that some men, some boys must have escaped the
slaughter,
but not by hiding up and waiting. Even the women weren’t really hiding
anymore; lurking, rather, clinging to this dreadful city for lack of
any other where to go.
Lost to hope and unconvinced by death, they scuttled among
the shadows
or crouched in corners, unspeaking, unblinking even at the sudden
incursion of a corpse-gang and the snatching-away of those bodies they
had lingered over. That was what made them ghosts rather than
survivors, how they didn’t howl or clutch or try to follow, didn’t
plead or curse. They neither asked nor offered anything, trapped like
spirits in the silence of the ghostworld.
Han had seen other wagons, other corpse-gangs with one or
more than one
of these ghost-women stumbling behind, a rope around their waists to
drag them. Every day, he wondered if today one of his own gangmates
would find a woman he thought worth keeping.
What he’d never wondered, what simply didn’t occur to him,
was what he would do if it happened to him.
IT WAS their last trip of the day. They all had other tasks,
and not
even the generalissimo would send them into the city in the midday
swelter. They started early, at first light, and were gone by noon.
This trip was a rush, after they’d taken too long with the
previous
load—Han’s fault, apparently, though he wasn’t clear why—so they took
the first house that lacked a sign scratched on the doorpost to say We
have searched here. Every
corpse-gang had its sign; theirs was linked circles, to represent
chains. His gangboss thought that funny. Han didn’t care.
The gate hung half off its hinges, so they chopped that free
and flung
it into the cart. Then they fixed their scarves and went inside.
Breaking away the gate had barely broken the crust of
stillness inside.
There was a body sprawled in the courtyard’s sun, a man hacked half to
pieces; and death carries its own lingering quiet that the stir and
buzz of flies only accentuates, that comes hard to walk into.
It wasn’t until they lifted that butchered corpse that they
realized there was another body underneath, a boy still in diapers.
Well, they had seen many such already. The small body was
tossed in with the first.
Like the bodies, everything in the courtyard was broken or
hacked
about. Much of it was salvageable, though, or at least flammable. While
his gangmates seized splintered wood and ripped fabrics, Han went
swiftly in and out of doorways. He was expert in scouring shadows:
anything rotting, anything swiftly retrievable? If not, move on. No
point in digging nails out of wooden beams; there was still plenty of
loose metal to be turned up in the city.
One room, nothing.
One room, two more bodies: he yipped to warn the others, and
moved on.
The kitchen, treasure: an iron cauldron broken in pieces,
shattered by
some great mindless hammer-blow. He could gather up the shards while
the others saw to the bodies. He couldn’t carry them all at once, but
here were empty rice sacks . . .
The fragments were heavy, greasy, hard to manage. His
crippled hand
could hold a sack open, but his chains made it more than awkward, and
he was tired already. Lifting the first sack, carrying it out to the
cart took all his focus; coming back, he was shocked though not really
surprised to see a ghost in one corner, that he’d completely overlooked
before.
Seen or unseen, it made no difference to her. She sat and
watched him,
as though she would never do anything else; as though, when he was
gone, she would sit and sit and do nothing at all. Perhaps she would.
His mind held no hope for these living ghosts. They weren’t survivors,
they hadn’t evaded their city’s brutal end, they defined it. Ghost
women in a ghost city, only waiting to be picked apart in the winds.
He had long ago, days ago stopped speaking to them. There was
no point,
and his words were precious to him. He seemed to have fewer with every
day that passed, as though they were being stolen while he slept, when
he did sleep. Perhaps the dragon hoarded them. At any rate, he had none
to waste here.
And yet, and yet: this once, he said, “Mother, you should not
stay. In
the dark, when it is safe”—a lie, but she would excuse it—“you should
leave this city. Someone will give you shelter.” That too might be a
lie; he couldn’t tell. Neither could she.
If she understood him, she showed no sign of it. Perhaps she
hadn’t
even heard. Perhaps her spirit was long gone, and her unattended body
was the ghost.
Han shrugged and bent to his task. His maimed hand had no
grip at all,
and he had to carry the sack on his bent forearms. Out to the cart and
dump it. His gangmates were snatching a breath of air, but still going
back in for one more body. So must he, then: across the courtyard and
into the kitchen and—
—AND THE ghost was standing right there, just inside the
doorway. She
had a long wrapped burden in her arms that she held out to him, and for
a moment he thought it was iron, he thought she’d seen his pain and
awkwardness and bundled it all up for him.
Then he took the bundle, or at least she thrust it at him and
his arms
came up to take it; and no, it was too bulky and too soft. And too
heavy for him but he held it none the less, because he knew already
what it was.
He’d held and handled too many of these already. Just never
with the
mother right there, wordless but holding his eye, telling him
everything.
Her hands batted about her daughter’s head, though there were
hardly
enough flies to notice. The child must be freshly dead; so many of them
were, not quite survivors after all.
The stink was on her clothes, a crust of old rank blood. He
had no
interest in what lay beneath, what damage had been done. Her hurts
might have killed her in the end, or it might have been her memories.
It might have been her mother. Too many of the dead girls they’d found
had been smothered, by desperate parents who couldn’t bear to let them
live.
It was perhaps one reason so many of those mothers were
ghosts now,
haunting the city of their shame. Waiting to keep company with their
daughters’ spirits, appalled perhaps by their own survival, the depths
of a bitter endurance.
At least this ghost wasn’t hoarding her daughter’s body,
hugging barren
bones to a barren breast. She was giving it up, rather: to the wagon
and the fire, the ashes—with their half-burned bones, half-burned
bodies sometimes if it rained untimely—flung into the river for current
and tide to disperse.
And then the little body turned its head, its eyes opened, it
almost
looked at Han; and Han so nearly screamed, so nearly dropped it.
HE RECOVERED his grip, at least, if not his senses. Once the
impossibility had settled into his head—this child is alive,
maybe just another ghost but alive, in its own body—then
everything else seemed to follow by nature, by some inherent law.
He said, “Come with me,” and the ghost-woman nodded her
obedience.
He turned and walked out of there, the child rooted in his
arms.
In the lane, his gangmates were loading the last of the
corpses. They
watched him go by, called after him; he ignored them entirely. They
could do as they liked with his painfully gathered scrap: leave it or
lug it back, trade it to another boy, whatever. He didn’t even show
them the living child as excuse. Let them think he’d found some
tradeable treasure, bargained or seized it from the ghost-woman, was
hurrying it back to his master. That should keep them from coming after
him; Suo Lung was too big, too strong, too random. They called him Tai
Feng, and were afraid of him.
Perhaps they were afraid of the ghost-woman too. For sure
they would
fear the child if they saw it: a corpse reanimated, an alien spirit
investing a dead girl. They might throw it into the pyres regardless,
just because its living would seem to them so wrong.
LIKE ALL ghosts, this one seemed to shrink in daylight. In
the house
she had loomed at him, but now she panted like a normal woman, hurrying
to keep up.
She wasn’t his priority. He ran where he could, while there
were
streets and space, despite his own aching exhaustion. Too soon he was
out of the city and into the great encircling camp, with no room to
run; he was squeezing between tents and stepping over ropes and there
were men everywhere and women too, survivors of Santung or camp
followers picked up on the march. The child in his arms weighed heavier
with every step, his muscles burned but he was not going to drop her.
Nor pass her off to her mother. There, there at last was what he
sought, a large tent with a board outside it, characters painted on the
wood, MEDICINES AND TREATMENT HERE.
He had brought the child to a doctor, the thing he could do
that the
mother could not. He didn’t know what to do next. His corpse-gang would
be on the way to the pyre, and angry with him. He could go to Suo Lung,
empty-handed and worn out, useless; or . . .
Or he could stand here, so he did that.
THE DOCTOR’S was no makeshift tent flung together from
whatever wood
and fabric could be scavenged from not too far away. On the contrary:
it was his place of business and his home too, it traveled with him
where he went.
It barely needed the board outside to declare it. It declared
itself: a
high broad structure of pale heavy silk, an instance of order set among
the chaos of its neighbors. Here was stillness, quiet, ease, like a
pebble in turbulent water.
Even its furnishings were old and dark and heavy, speaking
peace. There
was a long table where patients might sit to speak to the doctor, where
they might lie to be examined; there was a man, indeed, lying on it.
There was a bench, where others might wait. Were waiting. There was a
run of shelves, holding a succession of paperlabeled jars; there was a
chest of many drawers, each one marked with a scrap of written silk.
There was a brazier set on a stone, a pot of fresh charcoal,
water steaming in a kettle.
There was matting on the floor; there were lamps hung from
the tent’s
supporting poles, along with texts of health and wisdom, images of
beneficent gods.
There was a girl who radiated cleanly well-being as she
greeted people,
looked at their hurts and listened to their complaints. She might be
the doctor’s daughter, she might be his servant, she might be someone
he had found on his journey and chosen to keep. Whoever she was, Han
thought she likely did as much good as the doctor.
The doctor knew it, too. He called her over to give orders
for the
preparation of a medicine; halfway through, his eye was caught by these
new arrivals, hesitating in the doorway of the tent. A slave in chains,
a bundled child, a ghost: his gesture sent her hurrying to where she
was more needed. He could assemble his prescriptions himself.
That was how Han read it, at least. Certainly the girl came;
certainly the doctor fetched a bowl and went toward his jars.
“Hullo, I’m Tien. How may my uncle serve you?”
“This,” Han held out the child, “this is her daughter,” with
a jerk of
his head backwards to indicate the ghost-woman. “I—found them both, in
the city. The child is, is, is not
dead . . .”
Which was as much as he could say, except one thing more, as
Tien went
to peel back the wrappings from the child’s face: “If you don’t take
her, truly, I am going to drop her. Now.”
The girl was quick. He felt the child’s weight lifted from
his arms, in
that precious last second that he had. His hands dropped, under the
weight of their cuffs and chains; a moment later so did he, straight
down onto his haunches.
That was better. The chains could puddle around his bare
feet, let the
earth take their weight. Some of it. The rest was still on his wrists,
where they rested on his knees; on his neck, where his head was bowed.
His shoulders burned, his arms trembled cruelly. His head was
dizzy and
he wanted to lie down, but wouldn’t do that. This was a place for the
genuinely sick, not for giddy boys who were only tired and hungry and
afraid, a little frantic deep inside.
There were voices above his head. One was resonantly male; it
said, “What is the matter with the boy?”
Another was lighter, swifter, he’d heard it already. Tien
said, “I
don’t know. He’s filthy, he’s exhausted, but there’s more. His right
thumb’s gone; that looks recent, and I think it must hurt him. The
chains, though—I don’t know about the chains.”
“No. Neither do I. Give me the child. You take the boy to the
river. See that he washes, see what else he needs.”
“Uncle, no! You need me here. See, this is the child’s
mother, she—”
“She will wait, while I tend her child. What can you do? See
to the boy. I mislike those chains.”
THE GIRL didn’t—quite—take him by the chains and tug him to
his feet,
though her temper might have liked to. Her hands were cool on his arm,
her words were crisp: “Can you stand up, boy?”
A moment ago the answer to that was a firm no. Now
there
was her voice, and that was impelling. There was her strength, as a
counterweight to the chains. The two together were irresistible.
Once he was up, he found he could walk as well. One step
after another,
and if he was leaning on her more than a boy should lean on a girl,
that was not such a terrible thing, as it turned out. She smelled
pleasingly, astringently clean, and there was a firm resilience in her
that he might have been interested in, curious to explore on another
day, a better day, any other day than this.
DOWNSLOPE BEHIND the tent, clean water ran between the camp
and the
city. He wouldn’t have called it a river, himself; give him a bamboo
pole and he could vault it, without a second thought. Could have
vaulted it before, when he was a river rat or a grubby little ink-boy.
Now he was a crippled slave, and no: his hand wouldn’t grip the pole
properly, his weight of chain would drag him down, he’d likely end up
in the water, even in this narrow little
hop-over . . .
He ended up in the water anyway, barely needing her
encouraging shove
when they came to the bank; dressed as he was, he dropped straight into
the icy bite of it.
The bed was stony and the stream was shallow; he had to
crouch, to duck
himself right under. By the bank he found he could sit and have water
no higher than his chin. It was fiercely cold on a hot day, but all the
more wonderful for that. He dropped his head back into scrubby grasses
and closed his eyes against the sun and thought perhaps he’d never move
again, he’d only sit and let the current slowly, slowly wear his skin
away, pick his flesh and leave his bones white-polished, scattered,
finally free of chains . . .
He didn’t even notice when Tien went away: only when she came
back, the
soft swift rustle of bare feet in the grass, almost a giggle in her
voice. “Are you asleep? Or dead?”
Reluctantly, distantly, he denied it. Denied them both.
“That’s good. Uncle would have been cross with me if I’d let
you drown.
I brought you soap, and a brush to scrub with. And clean clothes, so
take those off first.” When he didn’t move, she added, “Do I have to
come in there and do it myself?”
Was that meant to be a threat, or a promise? Either way, he
was too
tired to be teased. He said, “No. Just let me, let me sit for a
while . . .”
“No. The water’s too cold, it’ll sap your energy. It could
steal you
away altogether. Seriously, do you need help? Those chains can’t make
anything easy.”
Indeed they didn’t, but, “No,” he said, “no, I don’t need
help. Thank you.”
He wriggled out of shirt and trousers to prove it, reached to
drop the
sodden things on the bank behind him and found that too much effort, so
just let them go on the current.
“What are those chains for, anyway?”
“I’m a slave,” he said shortly, as he rubbed his chest
vaguely with her soap.
“No,” she said, “not that. Oh, maybe you are, but who chains
their
slaves? That heavily, I mean, to stop you working properly? Besides,
whoever owned you before, you’re with the army now. Tunghai Wang can be
cruel, but he’s not stupid. Any smith on the beach would strike you
free for the asking. Or for the iron, more likely, but they’d do it, go
and ask . . .”
“I belong to one of the smiths on the beach,” he said, in
denial of the evidence, with the Shalla’s ring
still in his ear.
“Oh. Oh, do you? Then why—? And why was my uncle so—?” And
then, after a moment, “You’re not going to tell me, are you?”
He could say Ask your uncle, but that
was three words and complications, politics, evasion. It was easier
just to say “No,” and be sorry.
“Why not?”
That was a question he couldn’t answer. Anyone who grew up
along this
coast knew about the dragon, knew about the Forge. He’d tried to tell
Li Ton, had told him and his crew over and over, and had never been
believed. Now he was among an army of strangers, and what had always
been open knowledge seemed to have become his secret, his and Suo
Lung’s, and he didn’t know why. Except that he was tired of being
laughed at.
Tired of everything, now. Tired of hurt, of work, of bodies,
his own
and the dead together. Tired of scrabbling for scraps of iron to feed a
war he cared nothing about, of thinking back to the Shalla as
somehow a better time than this; above all, tired of watching his own
thoughts in a dread anticipation, waiting with that endless grim
certainty for the dragon’s next stirring, and her next,
and . . .
“All right,” Tien said behind his head, “but if you’re not
going to
scrub harder than that you need to get out of that water now. Besides,
I want to look at that thumb of yours.”
He let her coax him up onto the bank, where the sun could dry
him while
she tutted over the raw scar and demanded to know how that had happened.
He was too tired even to keep refusing, apparently. He said,
“Li Ton did that. With a chisel, on the Forge.”
“Who is Li Ton?”
“He is—was—captain of the Shalla. The
ship that I belong to.” His fingers reached toward his ear, checked,
fell back into his lap.
“I thought you said you belonged to a smith?”
“Yes. He, we,” everyone belongs to the Shalla. Explaining
was too much trouble. Like everything. He fell back on a shrug, a hunch
of his shoulders against her and the world and its deaths and its
dragon.
Except that she wouldn’t or couldn’t be shrugged at,
apparently. She
still held his maimed hand, lightly in her own. “This needs treatment;
it’ll go on hurting, else. Uncle should look at it. Why did your
captain do this to you?”
“Because, because I disobeyed him.” Was that right? He wasn’t
sure,
quite, but it must be close enough. It made sense, at least. It had
seemed quite simple at the time; his life had grown more complicated
since.
He didn’t want to think about the dragon. Nor did he want any
more
questions about his maiming, or his chains. Instead, desperately, he
said, “Tell me about you, your uncle, why you’re
here . . .”
She smiled at him distractedly, not in the least
deceived—except about
the dragon—and pressed more deeply at his wound, until he yelped.
“Uncle’s a doctor, he comes where he’s needed. I’m here because he’s my
uncle, and where he goes I go. It isn’t complicated.”
It wasn’t his life, so no, it wasn’t complicated. He said,
“Why do you follow him?”
“Because otherwise I’d have to stay at home and work all day
in the
paddy, and wait to be married, and then work all day in the paddy. With
Uncle I have the empire to travel and all the world to learn. There is
his knowledge to borrow, and my own to find.”
Han—who would have stayed a river rat all his life, if his
father
hadn’t sold him on—shook his wet head and looked deliberately around at
the army camp and the ruined city, the death and destruction and the
utter loss of hope. “But this is appalling.”
“Yes. Of course. It would be just as appalling if I were
still at home,
and I wouldn’t be here to help make a few things better.”
“Is this what you want, to be a doctor like your uncle?”
“Better than a peasant’s wife and the mother of more
peasants. Better
than an ironsmith’s slave, too,” and she gave his chains a little shake.
That was the first time she had touched the links. She must
have seen
already how the cuffs were graved with characters, but now her fingers
found the smaller ones cut into the links themselves. She frowned in
puzzlement, looked at them more closely, read a few aloud.
“Submission, rest, consent . . .
content . . . compliance,
ease . . . Han,
these are not the words I would give a slave to carry.”
“No. They’re not for me.”
“What, you bear them for somebody else?”
Surprisingly, he could still smile. “It’s a slave’s task, to
bear burdens for his master.” Or his mistress, but
he could still be misleading even while he spoke nothing but truth.
“I want to meet this smith,” she said, in a tone that bore no
goodwill
toward Suo Lung. And when he shrugged, unwilling to expose the man to a
sharp tongue and a sharper mind, “Well, if you don’t take me, I can
always come and find him. I only need to look for you. That’s if you’re
at work, of course. Not running around saving random girls.”
“Will your uncle save her?” If not, this had all been
pointless; and he
felt it now as dangerous somehow, or at any rate portentous, ready to
topple into meaning like a stone into a pool, sending waves far and
far. He resented that, hadn’t bargained for it, blamed the gods hung in
the tent there for playing games with him.
“I don’t know. It depends how hurt she is. Uncle will
discover. Shall we talk about your hurts now?”
“No. Tell me why your uncle follows the army,” with
you in tow, running loose around the camp, all these men in their raw
blood-hunger . . .
“All right, but close your eyes.” She waited for him to do
it, then
laid his crippled hand flat in her lap. He felt her leg under the silk
of her trousers, heard soft sounds he couldn’t identify, and peeked:
saw her draw a fine tube from where she kept it tucked in her sash.
Saw her glance at him, scowling.
Closed his eyes swiftly, and heard her smile as she said, “My
uncle
thinks that no man is doing his duty in the world, unless he is being
tested in a hard court. He hates war and cruelty; his work is to heal
bodies and lives. So he follows the army because this is his work, and
they need him so much, and he hates everything they do. This city, this
work has tested him to his limits, and he is still here.”
“And so are you.”
“Of course. If I want to learn, I must be tested too. He
says.”
“What do you say?”
“I say, if I want to learn, I must stay with him; so yes, I
must be
tested too. Hush, now. Eyes closed, mouth closed. No more questions. Be
still.”
He felt it then, a cold fine touch on the back of his hand,
the firm
tap that sent it home into his flesh. Another one, two more into his
wrist, slowly, her fingers finding the place to set the point of every
needle. One in the crook of his elbow. One into his shoulder, and then
one into his neck; she tutted, and he felt her finger’s pressure there,
and guessed that she was wiping blood away.
“Good. Now stay,” as though he was an ill-trusted dog; and
then,
because she had promised, she told him stories about following her
uncle, following the army. All her stories were lessons, he thought,
and her needles were the point of them.
HE HAD the sun on his skin, her needles in his flesh, her
voice in his
ear. Pain had ebbed; it was a distant thing, untroubling. The world was
a still slow place, even the blurred noises of the brook were another
kind of stillness, an expression of what was. He had so little that was
still, ever, in his life, so little time to sit and not work, not
hurry, not hurt, not be afraid . . .
• • •
UNTIL THE dragon rolled over in his mind like a cat
that rolls in the dust.
Reached out a leg, a long claw to pluck at him.
UNLESS THAT was the needles, doing more than push pain away.
Unless it was her voice, doing more than tell him stories.
SOMETHING IT was, and she undid him, she cut all the strings
that held
him so tight and together; and whether she was the dragon or the girl
he couldn’t say.
It didn’t seem to matter.
HE DIDN’T move, he couldn’t; he sat as she had set him, with
his hand still in her lap, and he wept.
When she asked what the trouble was, he said, “I have a
dragon in my
head, and I try, I do try to keep her
chained . . .”
AND THEN of course there could be no more silence, no more
secrets. He
told her of the Forge, of Suo Lung, of the dragon and her chains.
At some point, the girl’s uncle had come down to the water’s
edge. He
was standing behind them now, out of Han’s sight but within his ken,
listening to his confession.
The doctor’s own news came later, broke over them like water
over rocks, too strange to do harm.
Tien had asked him how the little girl did, and how her
mother.
He said, “That . . .
child . . . is not a little girl. Nor a boy,
now.”
FIVE 
Breaking
Faith
Chapter one
She
said, “Chien Hua?”
He said, “Oof!”
She said, “Lord?”
He said, “You’re heavy.”
She said, “I am not.”
He said, “You are. I think they’ve been feeding you. But
that’s not it,
that’s not why you knocked all the breath out of me. Mei Feng, you said
my name.”
She—who knew that perfectly well—said, “Oh! Oh, I did…!” and
gazed fretfully about her.
He said, “What? I’m not angry, I liked it. It’s what I want.”
“Yes, lord, but—” She gestured at the walls, the screens, the
perfect
hush of his bedchamber. “Someone might have heard me, and you know they
would make trouble. I dare not say the emperor’s name, it is forbidden…”
It was properly forbidden to all his court, even his highest
generals,
even his mother. But it was Mei Feng on his bed, in his lap. “Hush,” he
said, nuzzling her neck cheerfully. “No one heard but me. You can say
it when we’re secret.”
“Lord, we never are. You know they listen
all the time.” Every servant was a spy for someone; that was axiomatic.
Some these days were spies for her.
“If they didn’t listen, how would they know when they were
wanted?”
He was being quite unreasonably reasonable, and she let him
know it:
pouting at him, shifting her weight, drawing a gasp in response. “I
hate it, always having to be so careful what I say. And it’s worse for
you, it must be.”
“I’m used to it.”
“Not like this, lord. Not having them so close all the time,
so that
you can never have space for yourself, or for you and me, or you and
anyone,” graciously admitting that he might occasionally like to spend
private time with someone else, because she knew just now that he was
so obsessed with her. “It’s this house,” she said, glowering at all its
walls, “it’s so small!”
He was laughing at her, hugging her, almost bouncing beneath
her. “Mei
Feng, you told me you had never been in a building so huge. Huge, you
said. You thought it was a palace. The throne room used to scare you,
you said it was too big for people, it was like a temple and somewhere
so big should only belong to the gods, you said…”
She had said that; she was quietly pleased that he
remembered. And hid
her face in his chest and muttered, “I know, I did. I was overwhelmed.
You overwhelmed me, lord, but I blamed the house because I was so
frightened of everything.”
“You’re not frightened now.”
“Always, a little bit; you are emperor, and everyone here
outranks me…”
“You quarreled with my mother, last week. You told her she
was wrong. And she’s scarier than I am.”
That was true too, every part of it. She smiled, letting him
feel it
against his skin. “I did, didn’t I? You lend me courage. But they still
scare me, all these people, packed so close.”
He sighed. “Mei Feng, I’m sorry, I cannot give you rank. I am
emperor, but they would never let me marry you. Because
I am emperor, they will never let me marry you.”
“I know, lord. That doesn’t matter. I just don’t think it’s
safe for
you to live like this. The guards are always fighting, and your mother
and her women are so close,” too close, “you can’t
get away from them or from the generals either. You need space, and you
can’t find it.”
“There are no larger houses, sweet one. Anywhere on the
island.”
“I know.” She took a breath, and said what she’d been working
for. “I think you should build one.”
LATER, RESPECTFULLY on her knees before his mother, she said,
“Great
lady, if the Son of Heaven”—which was flattery every time she used it,
because of course he was his mother’s son as well—“if he is to stay
here on Taishu, he should have a palace proper to his majesty.”
And so should you, her eyes said,
delicately lowered to the dowager empress’s slippers.
No danger that the empress would disagree with her on that.
They were
all so predictable, these clever courtly people: they were so trapped
in their proper courtly roles, their feet followed ancient paths and
they could only go exactly where they did.
The old woman said, “The proper palace for his majesty is the
Hidden City; nothing else would remotely satisfy.”
“Yes, great lady.”
That brought her a black-eyed stare. “Girl, do you imagine
you can rebuild the Hidden City? Here?”
“Yes, great lady.” A moment, for that to strike home; then,
swiftly,
before it could be classed as insolence or ignorance or bluster, “I
think we must, great lady. His majesty deserves no less; he cannot
properly be accommodated in anything less.” Those weren’t her own
words, she had heard them from a clerk and stole them shamelessly. “The
true Hidden City is the emperor’s heart, but we could build him a
mirror of it. You only need to choose the site,” passing her a map. “We
have men to do the work; it would be good, to give them work to do.”
The empress frowned. “The army watches the coast. The rebels
are massed
across the strait; we cannot spare one man to build a pleasure-palace.”
“Of course, great lady, the emperor’s safety must come first,
before even his comfort,” before even your own,
which the empress was shrewd enough to hear. And perhaps to feel in her
stiff joints, her own cramped quarters. “But you brought ten myriads of
men with you, a mighty army.” She had no actual idea of the numbers;
she was gambling that neither did the empress. It was, she thought, the
only gamble she made today. “It doesn’t take so many to watch the sea.
If the rebels come, we will see them from a distance, and this is a
small island; there will be time enough to meet them with as many
soldiers as you choose.
“Until that day,” she went on, “idle men are dangerous. If
they have no
war, how long before they want one anyway, to rise up against their
generals,” she managed not quite to say the emperor,
“and govern their own lives? Give them work, keep them busy, you will
keep us all safe. And what better work, than to build a new house for
the Jade Throne? Until he can reclaim his home in the north, his
majesty has no home at all unless it is here. Let us build it for him,
great lady. Please.”
“Who will… plan, design this palace you dream about?”
Oh, she was sharp, she had spotted it already. “There are
architects
here at court, who know the Hidden City intimately; but it will be his
home, great lady. It should be his to plan.”
Idle men are dangerous, emperors no less
than common soldiers. A
scheme so great as this, it would possess him; it would leave the
day-to-day governance of the island and the army where the empress most
wanted it, in her hands and her generals’.
She nodded slowly, imperiously. And gestured at the map and
said,
“Where, then? Nowhere on Taishu is far”—indeed, nowhere could be far,
to a woman who had crossed the world—“but it should be less than a
day’s journey from here.” Close enough for her to interfere, she meant,
while it was building.
Mei Feng intended it to be farther than that, and managed not
to say
so. She laid a finger on the map and said, “Here, I thought, great
lady, on the Jade Road: between the mountains and the sea, and the road
already there to make the journey easy,” and her lying finger might lie
satisfyingly close to Taishu-port but it was a long road, days of
travel at old-lady pace, and she had in mind that the palace ought to
find itself much closer to the hills. His strength at his back and all
his vast empire spread before him, if he could only see so far.
That final choice, of course, would turn out to be his. That
was her
excuse, prepared in advance, for when the empress objected to it. In
the meantime, they smiled at each other in perfect collusion, two women
making plans in his absence for their man.
The empress said, “I will summon the council, to consider
this. They may wish,” meaning I will tell them,
“to send men out on the road immediately, to discover possible sites
and make sketches of them, to show to the Son of Heaven for his
consideration.”
Mei Feng bowed where she knelt.
THE COUNCIL was pleased—very pleased indeed—to approve the
emperor’s
notion that another Hidden City should be built, and that he should
have the planning of it. Why, the generals said, they could find him
the finest woodcarvers on the island to make models of the buildings,
all the palaces and pavilions as he planned them, all the barracks and
administrative quarters, the treasure-houses and the temples, all that
had been left and lost; he could lay out his models right here in this
hall, arrange and rearrange till all was to his liking, on a map of the
site that could be painted onto silk and laid out like a carpet…
The emperor was there, to watch them please themselves so
very much.
And Mei Feng was there too, sitting on her stool at his feet, smiling
privately to see how they thought to contain him, a boy playing with
his toys.
AND NOW, only as much later as it takes for orders to be
given, here
they were in the courtyard outside the hall; and here was a caravan in
the making, and there was the gate out into the city, into the world.
Just a notion, just a step ahead.
She was a fish-girl from a fishing village, though she had to
pinch
herself to remind herself of it sometimes. When you needed to go
somewhere, you stepped onto a boat and cast her loose, and wind and
water took you. Mostly.
Mostly, if she had imagined land-travel, she would probably
have seen
it the same way. You sat on a horse and cast it loose, and it took you
where you wanted to go. Mostly.
Reality, it turned out, was something else entirely. Of
course it was.
Everything about this new life was other than she had imagined it. Why
should travel be any different? Besides, this was travel with the
emperor. Of course it would be noisy and difficult and delayed.
The jademaster’s ponies had to be conscripted from his
stables, and his
traveling wagon likewise. Their own preferred guards and servants had
been forewarned, but were still not ready. She and the emperor stood on
the throne-room steps—he on the top step, she just one below, where he
could lay his hand conveniently, possessively on her shoulder, and she
could lean lightly against his whippy strength and pretend that he
ruled the world—and they watched chaos slowly resolve itself into some
awkward kind of order, and waited with a dreadful patience for the
council and his mother to descend upon them.
Which they did, fussing and scolding but not quite able to
forbid,
because after all he was the Son of Heaven and they were not; and he
said—to his mother, ultimately, because she was ultimately the one who
mattered—“Of course I am going. It is my project, it will be my palace;
who else should choose where it will stand?”
The old eyes narrowed. “Majesty,” his mother said, always a
danger
sign, “this is ridiculous. It’s a giddy game, a child’s prank…”
“Not at all. I have been mewed up here in this little house
since the
night we landed.” So had Mei Feng, because he would not willingly part
with her, and because imperial concubines did not run around free while
their lord’s attention was elsewhere. “The people are not used to us;
we are a burden and a cause of fear. It may help them, to see their
emperor abroad. It may serve to quell unrest, if we give them sight of
us; and, yes, let us get at least a breath of air. When we have built
the Hidden City—we’ll call it the Autumn Palace, I think, they say that
autumn is the best season on the island—we’ll have parks and gardens,
all the space we want. Till then, at least let us have the road between
there and here.”
That wasn’t a plea, it was a commandment. And he was emperor
and could
not be gainsaid, not even by the dowager empress his mother, not in his
servants’ hearing. There was one more round of argument when a horse
was brought for him—“The emperor does not ride like a common
soldier!”—but apparently he did.
Mei Feng felt victorious—shaken and jolted, but still
victorious—passing out under the great gateway, turning onto the Jade
Road itself, leaving the empress and the generals and the stultifying
court behind her. The emperor might ride like a common soldier, but of
course she did not. Even if she were allowed she could not, she hadn’t
the first notion how to sit or steer a horse. She rode in what had been
the jademaster’s own carriage, attended by her favorite pair of maids.
They were sweet and quiet and lightly scandalized by her insistence on
leaning out the windows to see the world. If that meant the world could
see her too, so be it. Why not? The world had had plenty of time to
watch her, all her life until now.
Besides, what she could see of the world was flat on its face
along the
side of the road, carts and mules all abandoned as the people fell down
before the emperor.
Indeed, here was the emperor, drawing rein right beside the
carriage, laughing at her, just a little scandalized himself:
“Mei Feng, get back inside! You’re like a child, trying to
upset its nurses…”
“You’re the one upsetting my nurses,” she said, aware of the
fluster
behind her, the two maids not knowing what to do in the presence of the
Son of Heaven, where they had no space to kowtow. “And if you want the
people to see you abroad, as you told your mother, perhaps you should
tell that man up front to stop bellowing your approach. Everyone who
hears him is trying to dig themselves into the dirt, so no one gets to
see you at all.”
“Oh,” he said easily, “the bold ones will peep. And the story
will
spread, everyone will know that I came this way. You told me that, this
is your idea, Mei Feng…”
It was; she did. She lied.
She only lied a little. It just wouldn’t make much
difference, she
thought, to the people of Taishu, where and whether the emperor came or
went.
On the other hand, it would make a deal of difference to the
pair of
them once it was established as a habit, a thing they did and could do
as they chose. His mother might be thinking of this as a singular
event, one rebellious journey and hereafter he’d be content to play
with maps and building-blocks in the jademaster’s hall. If she did
think that, she’d be swiftly disabused. The Autumn Palace was to be his
project, his own; of course he’d need to spend time there, perhaps more
there than in Taishu-port once the work began.
If there was a flaw in her plotting, she couldn’t see it. The
emperor
would be happier, with the wind in his hair and work to do; her people
would be happier, with so many soldiers isolated inland, less of a
threat and less of a burden; even the empress ought to be happier, with
her son distracted and out from underfoot.
And Mei Feng herself—well, she was here. There was wind in
her own
hair, and that was good, even if it had no salt in it. The bone-jarring
progress of the wagon was nothing like the smooth toss of a boat under
sail, and the seat was inadequately padded, but there was always
another way to achieve a softer ride.
“Lord,” she said, “you ride your horse like a hero, but even
heroes get
saddle-sore if they ride too long,” and he was already shifting his
weight from one buttock to the other, rising in the stirrups to relieve
both at once. “Will you not give yourself and your noble animal a rest,
come in with me where we can talk more comfortably?”
Where she at least could be more comfortable, she meant,
cushioned
against the jouncing within the firm resilience of his lap. Her maids
would be so upset, she might have to make them walk.
She couldn’t honestly be sure, until she asked; she didn’t
know what
pleasures he took from horseriding. His breaking grin reassured her
that the pleasures he took from her could still be paramount.
It couldn’t last; sooner or later—and likely sooner—his
mother must
find other women for him, and one or more than one of those must catch
the fire he still reserved for her. Not yet, though. For the moment,
she had his heart and eyes.
Also, the new palace project would always be hers, hers and
his
together. All her plots were immediate. As immediate as might be, to
move regiments of men as far down this road as she could contrive it;
immediate today, to give the emperor this time free of his mother;
immediate now, to ease her own sore buttocks by planting them firmly in
his lap.
Sometimes she thought she used him, abused him as badly as
his mother
did. But she choked that thought with laughter, every time. However she
schemed and manipulated, in the end she still gave him exactly what he
wanted. She could do that exactly, in the way that his mother could
exactly not, because at the moment what he wanted was exactly her.
Chapter two
Yu
Shan was watched, and
they wanted him to know it. Tong did it massively, gloweringly,
standing foursquare in the gateway with his arms folded and a blank,
blocking look on his face. Master Guangli was simply and openly
curious, delighted to have a stone-addicted miner in his hands, full of
ways to use him and not at all prepared to let him go.
Even so, he was stricter than Yu Shan’s family had ever been.
“You have an affinity with the stone,” he said, “and that’s a
precious
thing. I’ll teach you to carve, and we’ll see if you have a gift in
that direction also. The exposure you’ve had up till now, though, you
will not enjoy again. There’ll be no more sleeping with it, no more
sucking it, no more swallowing dust. You will touch it as little as you
must, and treat it as a poison. Which it is. Is that understood?”
“Yes, master.”
“Good enough, then. You and I live and sleep upstairs; we eat
up there
or in the garden here. You go into the workshops only when I tell you.
Again, understood?”
Again, “Yes, master.” And then, “Uh, where does Tong sleep?”
“Tong sleeps by the gate, and guards the house. Never mind
Tong.”
YU SHAN didn’t actually want to run away. Sometimes he did
want never
to have come here, always to have stayed with his family in the
mountains. Now that he was here, though, he was content to stay. His
clan-cousin always had said that he was too accepting. She was probably
right, but there was no point howling at the mountain, or fighting a
river in flood. He had lost what he loved, including her; if he
couldn’t go back, then he should learn to love something other. He
could sit at Master Guangli’s feet and learn his art. That might be
enough.
If he was allowed to do it. The first day, Master Guangli
kept him away
from jade altogether. Jiao had been right, Yu Shan did indeed scrub out
the kitchen; that was a daily duty now. So was sweeping through the
living quarters. And hauling buckets of charcoal, lighting the stove,
cooking meals. He didn’t really know how to cook, but he was learning.
And washing his master’s clothes and his own, and hanging them out on
long bamboos from the gallery to dry in sunlight. A hard day’s chores,
and barely a glance at a distant piece of jade to season them.
By sunset on that first day, his head ached and his palms
sweated,
there was a shiver of fever under his skin. Master Guangli looked at
him and grunted, told him to be glad it wasn’t worse. “I didn’t truly
think you could manage all the day. Come on now.”
Downstairs from the gallery, into the courtyard garden where
Master
Guangli had worked all afternoon. The piece was out of sight now, put
away; but there was the length of oiled silk he spread to work on,
still glittering with shards and dust of jade. Yu Shan could take a
delicate squirrel-hair brush and sweep up all those leavings; he was
allowed to gather it—with his hands, even!—gently, scrupulously into a
pouch, which he might then watch Guangli weigh and seal in the
workshop. Where now Yu Shan was allowed to look at some of the work,
even to touch it as he cleaned and tidied, until the light was gone.
His headache ebbed from the moment he came close to jade; his
skin
calmed after the first touch. Even so, that little hour’s work around
the stone could never be enough. The headache had ebbed but not
departed altogether, it lay like a threat on his horizon; his skin was
cold and sticky yet, he wanted to rub it. Actually he wanted to rub
jade-dust into it, but Guangli was watching him.
Guangli made him strip and wash, and gave him different
clothes to
wear. His own were checked carefully, the jademaster feeling all the
way along the seams to see if there was hidden stone sewn into them.
Wet-haired, cool and damp and starting to shiver again, Yu
Shan said, “Master?” entirely as though he did not understand.
Entirely as though he was not fooled at all, Guangli said, “I
thought you would be sicker.”
In truth, he was sicker. He had jade under his tongue, under
his skin,
where even Master Guangli hadn’t thought to look for it, and he was
still sicker than he seemed. That little sliver might keep him alive,
if it was all he had to depend on, but it would be a poor, weak,
desperate kind of life. It wouldn’t see him home.
He wanted the wonder-stone, and wasn’t allowed it. He asked
if he could
see it, and earned himself a cuff on the ear and not a glimpse.
“Not a glimpse,” Master Guangli said, who had spent half the
morning
hovering over it, behind the privacy of a closed door. “Go to bed, and
if you so much as dream in green I will know it, and beat you in the
morning.”
He was given a bowl of cold rice and pickled plums, though,
to take to
bed with him; Master Guangli’s words and hands were rougher than his
heart.
Bed was a pallet in a bare and dusty room upstairs, a
terrible great
space. He didn’t mind the emptiness of things but it was empty of
people and he didn’t like that at all, he didn’t know what to do with
it. How to sleep.
When he was a child, he slept with the women, with the other
children.
Then they said he was a man and he slept with the other men, except
some nights when he and his clan-cousin could find each other and sneak
off to sleep in the forest, if they slept at all.
Or there were the nights he was on watch at the mine-head,
when he was
alone but did not sleep; and there was the couple of nights after he’d
left the valley, when he slept on his own in the forest, until Jiao
found him. Even then he hadn’t felt alone, because he had the
wonder-stone. He hadn’t slept much, and when he did, yes, his dreams
were full of green.
And then there was Jiao. Who was not his clan-cousin, but
still. She
was good to sleep with, and consolatory, and he would have welcomed her
just now.
He would have welcomed any company: Master Guangli, Tong, any
breathing
body. He missed the sounds of other people’s breathing. His own breaths
scared him, in such an emptiness: they were too loud, they said too
much. He thought the room was hungry for him.
He ate his rice and pickles with his fingers, in the dark.
And lay
down, and pulled a cover over him, and had never felt farther away from
sleep.
He wanted…
He wanted Jiao, yes, but only because she was nearer and more
possible.
He wanted his clan-cousin, but only because he wanted to be
somewhere
else, someone else, that mountain mining boy who was already lost.
He wanted the wonder-stone, but only because it was
unachievable, a glory beyond his reach, far beyond his deserving.
He wanted his old jade pebble, that he had sucked smooth
through the
years. He wanted to slip that into his cheek and play it gently with
his tongue, roll it from one side to the other, tuck it behind his
teeth, suck and swallow and suck again, feeling the little tingle in
his mouth and all through his body as his blood carried it about.
He sucked his fingers, where there was still a lingering
taste of black
vinegar and star anise. That was all he had, and not at all what he
wanted.
HE FOUND himself on his feet and in the doorway, stepping out
onto the
gallery: gritty, gappy wood beneath his soles. He should scrub these
boards, perhaps. Tomorrow.
Below, across the courtyard was the workshop where the
wonder-stone
stood together with much more jade. Stones had all the company they
could want, and he was alone.
Perhaps they would not mind, if he should join them…
But there was a soft guttering yellow glow breaking out of
the
workshop, and then the door opening, and out came Master Guangli with a
lamp in hand. He paused, and looked up: looked straight at Yu Shan.
And didn’t speak or gesture, but turned and locked the
workshop door
behind him, very pointedly, before he went to speak to Tong in the
gateway.
By the time he mounted the gallery stairs, Yu Shan was back
in his
room, back in his bed and shivering beneath the covers, sucking his
fingers, alone.
IN THE morning he had to find fresh clothes and wash
everything from
last night, clothes and bedding too, because they were sodden with a
sour sweat.
Guangli saw him hang his quilt over the gallery rail to dry.
The
jademaster looked Yu Shan over carefully, and his frown only deepened.
“Did you sleep at all, lad? Truthfully?”
“Yes, master,” though only fitfully and toward dawn, and then
he had been dreamracked and desperate.
“Mmm. Do I owe you a beating?” And then, after a moment,
“That was a
joke, lad. Of sorts. There’s no need to laugh. What I mean is, tell me
of your dreams. Whether or not you dreamed of jade.”
He tried, but it was hard: all shattered images, as though
he’d only
ever seen the shards. Instead Guangli made him talk about the long
night when he hadn’t been sleeping, how he’d sweated, how he’d
shivered, how he’d thought the darkness was a living thing, close
friend to the silence and the two of them conspiring to engulf him.
Master Guangli made him a drink of herbs, and that did help,
at least
to give his mouth a fresher flavor and to settle his roiling stomach.
It still wasn’t what he needed.
The jademaster knew that too, and startled him by pressing a
key into his hand.
“This will open all the workshops,” he said. “It will be your
duty
every morning to unlock the doors, open the shutters, let the stones
have light and air. Don’t linger, don’t touch, don’t try to steal more
than I give you. Take what this is, and be grateful.”
“Yes, master.”
WITH THE jademaster’s eyes on him, he went to the
wonder-stone last.
There were other workshops around the courtyard, some holding no jade
at all; he deliberately unlocked those, went in, and threw their
shutters wide. Simply knowing that the stone lay ahead of him—soon now,
soon!—let him take his time toward it. Unless it was perversity. He
knew people who would say so.
Had known people who would say so. He had a new life now; he
knew no one.
Still, those who had known him would recognize this
stubbornness, as he
let what he most wanted linger in the corner of his eye, as he showed
his new master that he did know how not to grab.
One by one he came to the doors that concealed treasure.
Unlocked the
first, and walked in; breathed air that jade had breathed all night and
felt the hurt and harm of his own night judder back a step, two steps.
Opened the shutters, so that light fell in and the stone sang
in his
eyes; and walked smartly out with his back impossibly turned to all
that jade, and went to the next door and opened that.
Last and best, he came to the door that hid the wonder-stone,
and so to
the stone itself. And didn’t even think to trail his fingers across it
as he passed, going in or coming back. His eyes were greedy for it but
he still didn’t falter, didn’t stay. And if his tongue was pressed hard
against the floor of his mouth, no blame to him for that. It was a
dishonesty, but only a small one—a tiny one, a sliver—and he felt he’d
earned the jademaster’s approving nod regardless.
He held out the key, but Master Guangli said, “No, keep it.
You can
lock up again at sunset, once you’ve swept out the workshops, as an
apprentice should.”
You can lock yourself out, he was saying. It’s
a test.
• • •
BEFORE THEN, though, he brought Yu Shan into one of
the work-shops and said, “I don’t suppose you can read, lad, eh?”
“No, master.”
“No. You’ll need to learn, if you want to be a jade carver. I
suppose I
can have you taught. In the meantime, though, every boy should know how
to write his name. Sit here,” on the floor, with an old crate before
him like a table. “Take these,” a sheet of paper, brushes, inkstone and
a water dropper. “You know how to grind ink?”
He did; he had seen that done. They weren’t savages, in the
mountains.
They wrote letters. His uncle could write. And offered to teach him,
but he hadn’t seen the need for it.
He ground inkstone and mixed it with water. Sitting beside
him, Guangli
took the brush and wrote two characters at the top of the sheet. “Yu
Shan. Jade Mountain: a strong clear name, with strong clear characters.
Is this the first time you’ve seen it written?”
Actually not, but he nodded anyway, to please the jademaster.
“Watch again, and pay close attention to the direction and
order of the
strokes. It’s important to make the characters just as I do. Left to
right, top to bottom, and close it out like so… Now you. Take the
brush, take ink, do as I did… No, these two and then the vertical, and
the bottom stroke to close it… Yes. Again.”
And again, and again; and then he was left alone with a fresh
sheet of
paper to do it more, until his strokes were straight and clean. It
wasn’t really learning to write, he understood that, it was a dog’s
trick, see, I have trained my boy to write his name;
but still there was a pride, an excitement in it, the making of marks
that meant himself.
Master Guangli came back into the workshop and all Yu Shan’s
skin was alert suddenly. His eyes couldn’t find it, but—
“Yes,” Guangli said, almost sadly. “You know it’s there,
don’t you, boy?”
He reached into his sleeve and drew out a flat plaque of jade
with a crack that cut right across it.
“This is no use for anything but practice. You know how to
mine the
stone, and how to abuse it; today you have your first lesson in how to
carve it. You’ve learned to write your name in ink; now you can learn
to cut it into jade. You’d like that, wouldn’t you? To see what the
stone says, and know it’s saying you?”
He was teasing, apparently, and he was serious at the same
time. Yu
Shan nodded seriously back because yes, of course he would like that,
it would sit in his head like a bright star in a clear sky.
Guangli laid the plaque before him, and Yu Shan did
not—quite—touch it.
He didn’t need to. He could have closed his eyes and traced out its
dimensions exactly: its size, its weight, its damage. Its nearness
seeped into him through the fingers that were not quite touching,
through the sweat on his skin and the water in his eyes and the air
that he wasn’t actually sure that he was breathing.
“Feel better, don’t you, lad?”
A nod. It didn’t need words.
“All right. Take the brush, and write your name on the
plaque.” Then,
when he hesitated—“Yu Shan, it washes off. Even carving can be smoothed
away. The stone forgives the craftsman. But you do have to begin.
Nothing forgives the lazy man, or the coward either.”
Lazy he was not; coward—well, perhaps. Certainly he was
afraid of this.
To make marks on jade and do it not well, that seemed unforgivable.
Heretical. Unbearable.
He lifted the brush and dipped it in ink. Wrote his first
stroke on the
stone, and watched how the ink ran away from the brush, to dribble
across the plaque. Aghast, he raised his eyes to the jade-master’s.
“I told you,” Guangli said gently. “Wash it off, dry the
stone, begin
again. And remember, stone does not absorb ink as the paper does. Take
less on your brush.”
He did all that, and tried again. And again.
“Don’t be so hesitant, Yu Shan. Art is bold, always. It can
be subtle;
it cannot be shy. And don’t try to write so small. You have all the
space of the plaque, a double palmful: two palms, two characters. Use
it all.”
The longer he took in his lesson, the longer he could stay
with the
jade; but that would be stealing, cheating. He would not be
deliberately awkward. Besides, he didn’t need to.
Again and again, until he was satisfied and the master too.
Guangli took the brushes away, and gave him a slender tool
with a bamboo handle and a glinting steel head.
“This is a scriber. Jade is a hard stone, but this is harder.
Scratch
away the ink, and you will find your name scratched into the stone
beneath.”
He gripped the plaque with his left hand, brought the scriber
to it with his right.
“Yu Shan. If you pick at it that lightly, all you’ll do is
tickle the
ink away and leave not a mark on the stone. Let the blade bite. You’ve
spent your life chipping jade from the mother-rock; you can’t tell me
you’re shy to scratch it now.”
He chipped it raw from the mother-rock, and it felt like
liberating
something that needed to be free. This, though: this had been shaped
and cut and polished already, even though it was flawed; hurting it
further was… difficult for him. And besides, he was touching it; it lay
in his hand, and his body was drinking that touch and it was doubly
hard to cut at what sparked in his blood, what seared his skin like a
hot spring pool, water too hot to move.
But. But Master Guangli would take this away from him, if he
wouldn’t
or couldn’t be a carver. Yu Shan didn’t want to be a servant all his
life, sweeping floors and washing clothes.
So. He set the blade of the scriber to the ink, where it lay
upon the
stone; he felt it like a blade against his own skin, and nevertheless
he pressed as deep as he dared, dragging the blade along the stroke of
the ink.
And stopped short, because he would have sworn that he was
bleeding.
Master Guangli scolded him twice, once for being tentative—when he was
sure he’d been determined, even aggressive—and once for checking too
soon, when he was barely well begun.
Yu Shan looked at the plaque and saw the brief scratch that
he’d
actually made, as against the deep score that he’d felt. And nodded and
put the tool to the stone again, gritted his teeth and cut.
It wasn’t—quite—pain. It was like an examination of his
spirit. As when
he was young and he caught a splinter under his skin and his mother
would work it out with a needle, prying sharp steel into his tenderness
and never quite hurting. In some fractional and divided sense, he was a
part of the jade, and it a part of him; and this was not violation,
quite, but it broke their proper border. The blade of the scriber wrote
in him as much as it did in the jade.
If he could feel where the blade cut, he could guide it more
truly:
here and here, this way and that. He cut as he had written, left to
right and top to bottom, closing off the characters and adding their
final dashes, trying to copy the same swift confidence with the scriber
that he had copied with the brush.
He worked, and then it was done; and then he stopped, laid
down the scriber, looked to Master Guangli.
Who said, “Yes. Well. Not much I need to give you, is there?
Beyond a lifetime’s practice, I mean. Give me the plaque.”
“Is it, is this well done?” He couldn’t tell, he could barely
see it;
it was like trying to see himself, without any kind of mirror. The
simple fact of it overwhelmed him.
And the plaque still lay in his hand there, the stone was
singing to his blood and his blood was singing back, and—
“It is well enough done, for a first attempt,” but the
jademaster said
it with a sense of something left unsaid, as though his pupil had
surpassed his expectations and it was a struggle not to praise him for
it. “Give the plaque to me now.”
It was a weight in his hand, but not a burden: like the
weight of a
man’s own bones, proper to carry. But a man’s bones seemed dead in his
body compared with this; the stone pulsed with its own life. He could
feel the fracture, a falter in the pulse, but—
“Yu Shan.”
Master Guangli sounded like the jade itself. He struggled to
lift his
eyes from the smooth green and the characters of his name, and saw that
his master’s eyes too had a green cast to them, as deep as the jade,
although they could not sing so clearly.
“Yu Shan, give it to me.”
Well, he could do that. He lifted the plaque in both hands,
stood to
face the jademaster, presented it with a low bow, an offering, as
though it was his to give.
Master Guangli took it from him with the same respect, both
hands, nothing mocking or dismissive.
And then it was gone, and he wanted it back, and couldn’t
have it.
He asked, “What will happen to it now?”
“You know that. Jade belongs to the emperor.”
“Yes, yes, of course—but it is cracked, it cannot be a gift
for him.” And it has my hand on it, it has my name on it; and
I, I am also not a gift for him…
“Indeed not, but it must go to him none the less. He has his
own
craftsmen in the palace, who make lesser things out of broken pieces.
Or he may choose to keep it, as a record of his newest servant,” with a
dark and potent glower at Yu Shan, to say he was not worthy.
It wasn’t about being worthy; he wasn’t willing. “I am not
the emperor’s servant!”
“Servant to his servant,” a touch at his breast to indicate
himself,
“so indeed you are. And how not, when you have set your hand to jade?”
Some child in Yu Shan had him wanting to put his hands behind
his back,
shuffle away from the crate with its giveaway scriber and its betraying
dust, deny his name and his handiwork altogether.
“It’s said,” the jademaster went on, “that he has a list of
every man
who has ever carved a piece of jade for the throne, for any emperor.”
Yu Shan gawped.
“Of course, he may have left his lists in the Hidden City.
His caravans
could only bring so much. If so, he will want to start anew; and from
today, your name must needs be on it.”
Master Guangli put the plaque away in his sleeve. Yu Shan
folded his
hands together, against any inclination in them to shake. Or snatch. Or
reach to the crate, run his fingers through the inky jade-dust there,
lift it to his lips.
There was a little dust, a very little under his nails, and
in the
creases of his hands, caught by the damp of his sweat. He could feel
the faint tingle of it on his palms, in his fingers, as he could always
feel the shard in his mouth.
Master Guangli was reading his mind again, unless it was his
body that
gave him away. “You don’t need any more for now. You’re not the same
boy I brought in here an hour ago; you’re bright, alert, like a plant
in sunshine. That’ll see you through the day, lad. Gather up this
dust—every last grain of it, please—and wash your hands. Thoroughly.
Then get to your chores. See if you can learn to be a houseboy, as
swiftly as you learn to handle jade.”
ACTUALLY, WHAT he was learning was not to handle jade. It
came hard.
Some days he was dizzy or sick, some days he sweated, some days his
belly and bones gave him so much pain he could barely walk. And that
was with the secret sliver still in his flesh, giving him at least some
relief until he was allowed into the workshops again, to learn the use
of another tool or to work the lathe or just to watch Master Guangli
until it was time for him to sweep and tidy and lock up.
That was better, all of that was better: but then there was
the night,
and he had to endure that alone, except those nights that Jiao came.
MORE NIGHTS than not, Jiao did come. Sometimes it seemed that
Master Guangli had bought her too, that day he bought Yu Shan.
The first time, Yu Shan thought the jademaster had sent for
her. It was
his third day in the house: after his second night of sweat and
yearning, pain and twisting and no sleep. That day Master Guangli took
him out of the house for the first time, to show him the way to market.
And have him carry the basket—not that there was much to fill it with:
he used to eat better in the mountains than he did in this teeming
city—and then send him to carry the marketings home, to scrub and peel
and chop vegetables, to pick over dried beans and soak dried fish for
dinner.
When Jiao turned up in time to eat, the jademaster was not at
all surprised. Yu Shan inferred that she had been invited. To
distract the boy
seemed to be inherent. When she stayed—when she stayed and stayed,
after Tong and Guangli both had gone to bed, after even she had
entirely run out of words and she still stayed—he was sure of it.
If he had to be wakeful and needy, far better to do it in
wakeful and
distracting company. When she gave him other reasons to sweat and
grunt, to turn and reach on the pallet, he could almost forget the
tooth of hunger in his soul, almost find that the sliver under his skin
was enough jade to see him through the night.
Almost.
Master Guangli seemed to like the better look of him in the
morning.
And Jiao seemed to like to watch him work, whether he was cutting jade
or scrubbing pots or sweeping. At any rate, she lingered late and came
back early.
Perhaps it was only that she had no reason to be elsewhere.
The
courtyard was a pleasant place to sit. She and Guangli were old friends
who could do business together when there was any, talk and laugh and
eat when she had nothing to trade except her time, which she spent
freely. When Guangli worked behind closed doors on the wonder-stone,
she left him alone, happy enough to torment Yu Shan instead.
She tossed knives across the courtyard, to make them thunk!
into one or another of the wooden columns that supported the gallery.
She sprawled in the sun, lazily sharpening her sword or else, more
often, lazily asleep. She slept a lot and called it a soldier’s habit,
being thrifty of herself, storing up what was needful for when it might
be needed later.
Later perhaps meant the nights, when she could stay awake
with him,
keep up with all his lack of sleep. More nights than not, she stayed.
• • •
“YU SHAN!”
“Yes, Jiao?”
“Leave that and come here. Sit, sit. I’ve brought you a
present.”
Sit, sit apparently meant kneel,
here in front of me, where I can adorn you. She was still
admirably possessive, forgetful perhaps that she had sold him on.
Guangli barely looked up from his workbench, met Yu Shan’s
gaze and
shrugged at it, neither helped nor hindered. Left him to take this as
he chose, which meant passively, easily; the easiest way to handle her
was to let her handle him.
She’d brought an amulet, on a necklace of green stones. His
heart
missed no beats at all; they were sea-polished pebbles, nameless and
meaningless.
She said, “The green goes with your eyes; I knew it would.
The amulet is for some local goddess, you should know who …”
Not a valley goddess, not a mountain goddess; how would he
know?
“I thought it’d give you something to suck,” she said. “For
those
nights I’m not here, and you need something to do with your mouth.”
He wasn’t sure whether she deliberately made him blush, or
whether she
just did it without trying. She still grinned, every time she saw it.
“The man I had it from, he said she gave protection from
dragons. I
expect she does. Suck on this and I don’t suppose you’ll be bothered by
dragons your whole life long.”
She was mocking, which was the best way to say she was a
stranger. Even Yu Shan knew about the dragon beneath the strait.
The man must have been a stranger too, to be parting with a
dragon-ward
at a time like this. He’d be one of the emperor’s soldiers from the far
north, most likely, where they knew nothing. Yu Shan could guess how it
was: some woman struggling to the beaches, pleading for a place on a
boat, offering whatever she had to trade. He’d be fast enough to trade
it on again, why not? Knowing no better…
Jiao knew no better than he did; she said, “I like to see my
men all
pretty,” and dropped the necklace over his head so that it lay bright
and anomalous over his dull worn shirt. It didn’t matter then how much
she misunderstood it. Even his clothes weren’t his own here, he wore
what the jademaster gave him; the amulet and its necklace were
instantly precious to him, because they were his, and because she gave
them to him.
And she had long cool fingers and her own wiry wicked pirate
strength,
which she would use and use through the night, along with the wide
mouth that seemed so much softer in the dark, the tongue and teeth that
did not. And the lean body of her, slippery and forceful and
insinuating, leaving him no space to be alone or needy, leaving him
nothing that was his alone except what she chose to give him.
That saw him through the nights, those nights that she was
there. When
she wasn’t, even then he had the image of her in his mind, the
memory-touch of her on his skin—if she never left him bruised, it was
not for lack of trying—and the taste of her in his mouth. She saturated
him; he had that to set against the yearning jadesong. It was better,
he thought, to be fought over than simply to be craving. It was always
better not to be alone.
HE CLUNG to her, with a need she was too wise to read as
passion. And
when they were bodily exhausted and he still not sleeping, often she
would not sleep herself, another gift she gave him; and so they were
lying together and talking softly, sticky where they touched, when they
both heard the first sounds from below.
Yu Shan’s room was directly above the passage that led from
the lane to the courtyard, his floor making its roof: Servants’
quarters
Jiao said, so that those who slept there would hear late arrivals. He
didn’t mind the implication, that he was only a servant here; it was
true. The gate stayed locked from sundown to sunup, in any case. Tong
was a guard more than a gatekeeper: a weapon of ward, not a welcome.
And yet, they both heard the creak of hinges and the shuffle
of feet
directly beneath the boards they lay on. A murmur of voices, too: heard
clearly, because they’d both fallen entirely silent at the first creak
of the gate. She by long-standing piratical instinct, he because her
hand was on his mouth to silence him.
She counted men off as they passed, her fingers tapping the
count against his lips: One, two, three, four. Five…
And then a hesitance, an uncertainty, a shrug: Call it five.
Five, and there were two of them: but she was a rogue, a
pirate,
already swinging to her feet and reaching for the tao she always
carried. Naked and unworried, she stood by the door and eased it open,
glanced back to see him on his feet and as ready as she was. Unarmed,
but ready nonetheless.
She sidled out and he followed, too big and too heavy to ape
her
lightfoot glide; the boards creaked beneath his feet. That didn’t
matter. There was sudden noise below, a lot of noise, sounds of chaos
and destruction.
Yu Shan hoped the jademaster had sense enough to leave this
to his
household. Master Guangli had not been young for a while; he loved his
garden and would want to defend it, and should not.
Definitely, he should not. Jiao was running around the
gallery toward
the courtyard stairs; Yu Shan looked over the rail, and counted. Yes,
five men wreaking mayhem by torchlight. Breaking the walls of the pond,
overturning the bench, smashing the image of the water god Gung; and
this was only making noise. They meant worse than this. They meant
harm. They reeked of intent; he did not like those torches, in this dry
and wooden house.
They had seen Jiao: seen her sword and her nakedness, and
welcomed both
with a shout. They saw a fight coming, and a frolic after. He thought
they were fools, on both counts.
She had the stairs, on the far side of the courtyard. He put
both hands on the gallery rail and vaulted over.
Dropped twice his own height and landed barefoot on gravel,
yelling to
be sure the men would notice. Two turned and saw a boy, a naked boy, no
more: less than the woman, even, as he didn’t have a blade. One
snorted, as if he was barely worth the killing. They both came forward,
though, drawing steel as they came.
The first saw no need for anything subtle. Killing Yu Shan
would be
like breaking the statue, overturning the table, just a gesture. He
came with his tao raised and hacked like a man hacks at creepers in the
forest, like a butcher hacks at a hanging carcass, a hard clean blow
that should have divided Yu Shan’s ribs from his belly.
Except that Yu Shan wasn’t quite there, where the blade was
cutting.
Which meant of course that the man was off-balance, meeting nothing but
air and toppling into it, so that Yu Shan could reach out with both
hands, seize wrist and forearm and twist, as he
sometimes twisted a grown bamboo to get at the pith inside…
The man screamed, as his bones splintered.
The tao fell to the ground, but Yu Shan didn’t trouble with
that. He
had no fighting skill with a blade; all he could do was hack, and he’d
just shown himself what a bad technique that was. He clubbed the man on
the side of the head, just with his fist, and dropped him amid the ruin
of the courtyard garden.
The second man was a swift learner, but still confident. No
wild
swings; he crouched low and jabbed the point of his blade at Yu Shan’s
belly, jabbed and jabbed, swift and hard and never overreaching. Yu
Shan had to back away, back and back, only barely dodging those darting
thrusts.
There was something behind him, one of the wooden pillars
that held up
the gallery; there was movement high in the corner of his sight, Master
Guangli in a robe, with a long sword in his hand, heading for the
stairs.
Yu Shan wondered—briefly—where Tong was, in all this noise
and
disaster. Then he ducked behind the pillar and looked for Jiao instead.
It was hard to see her clearly in snatched glimpses, with three men
about her and everyone in motion, but he thought that at least one of
the men was bleeding, and she was not.
The blade came slicing at him one more time, around the
slender pillar.
But the blade of a tao is sharp only at the point and along the leading
edge. He snatched downward, his hand like a heron’s beak, seizing. He
had the heavy back of the blade between fingers and thumb, and
shouldn’t have been able to grip it that way; oiled steel thrust
forward and jerked hard back, it should have slid away from him like a
fish in bitter water.
It didn’t. His fingers locked on it as though they were
welded to the
metal; when he pulled, he ripped it out of the man’s hand like
stripping creeper of its leaves, that easily.
Ripped it, looked at it, flung it aside.
Stepped out from behind his sheltering pillar, and it was the
bandit’s turn to back away now.
Not far, he was no coward; he just needed something in his
hands to
fight with. A length of bamboo that had been a pole for climbing plants
became a stave instead, whirling in the space between them—until the
man swung it savagely at Yu Shan’s head, and he flung up a hand to
catch it.
Caught it like a flung stone, and barely felt the sting;
gripped it, tugged it away.
And flailed with it, inexpertly but too fast for the bandit.
The bamboo
slashed across his face, splintering as it went, tearing a thousand
little channels of blood; then Yu Shan swung it back again while the
man was howling blindly, caught him hard on the side of the head,
felled him where he stood.
So now there were three—or there had been. One of those was
on the
ground, blood-swathed. Jiao had backed a few steps up the stairs
again—deliberately, Yu Shan thought, to prevent Master Guangli from
coming down—and was holding the surviving two at bay, at swordpoint.
Yu Shan ran across the courtyard, screaming, “I’ll take the
short one, Jiao! Leave him to me!”
He was quite proud of that. They were, distinctly, a tall one
and a
short one; and his yelling did make the short one check, step back,
look around. Which meant that when Yu Shan drove his bamboo brutally
into the back of the tall one, sending him sprawling across the stairs,
Jiao could finish him with a single swift thrust to the neck, and then
the two of them could turn together to face the short one.
Who snarled like an animal, but did not run. His gaze flicked
toward
the gate and then came back to them; after that single hopeful glance,
he didn’t look that way again.
He did still fight, and took a length out of Yu Shan’s
bamboo, which
didn’t matter; and held off Jiao through a brief frenzy of swordplay,
which didn’t matter either; and lost his feet then because Yu Shan
swept them out from under him with one long-armed crouching swing of
the bamboo, and so died, which presumably did matter, at least to him.
He died because Jiao thrust her blade through his belly and
his spine
as he lay tumbled before her. Swift and neat and savage, sprayed with
blood that was not her own, she lifted her head and looked about her,
as if she was disappointed not to find more men to kill.
Master Guangli came down and looked at the destruction; he
looked at
the fallen. He looked at the gate where it stood wide and said, “Where
is Tong?”
And that, of course, changed everything. Three words remade
the night.
The gate was open. Apart from the three of them, only Tong
could have
opened it without a deal of force and noise; Master Guangli had good
locks.
In the room above the gate, both Jiao and Yu Shan had been
confused by
the numbers of men below, as though there might perhaps have been a
sixth.
Before he died, that last bandit had given one desperate
glance toward
the gate; he might have been looking for help that did not come, rather
than an escape he could not reach.
Tong was guard and gatekeeper, here precisely to defend his
master’s
house. Tonight, when he was needed, somehow he was not here…
Yu Shan was already running. He heard Jiao call after him,
but not Guangli; without his master’s voice to halt him, he kept on.
Out through the gate and into the lane, and yes: there was
Tong, unmistakable, his vast frame moving at the best speed he had.
Yu Shan was faster, no question of that.
As he ran, he remembered that he was also naked. Also
unarmed, except
for a pole that was shorter than it had been. Also much, much smaller
than Tong…
He touched his tongue to the shard of jade, or rather to the
flesh that
had entirely healed over it, as though that little touch could somehow
endow him with extra strength. And kept running.
Where the lane met a stream and opened into a little garden,
a grove of
trees, a bridge more delicate than its use demanded, Tong stopped his
lumbering run and waited for him.
HE LOOKED like rock in the moonlight, like a man of rock,
vast and
impregnable. Yu Shan faltered, wondering if Tong had actually stopped
to speak to him. He’d never heard the man put more than half a dozen
words together, but he could hope. He slowed to a walk, came cautiously
closer, waited.
Tong stooped, picked up a rock from a bed of flowers, and
flung it at his head.
YU SHAN ducked and the rock flew above him, close enough to
feel the
hard wind of its passing; he felt a shudder in the earth underfoot as
Tong followed the rock, a great shadow charging at him.
He had seen men set the butts of their spears in the ground
and hold
them at a jutting angle, to take the charge of a wild pig or a mountain
cat. This bamboo was no spear, too short even before it was
abbreviated. Still, he could improvise. Especially against the bull
rush of a man who was barely looking, who must be half blind in this
slippery, deceptive moonlight.
Yu Shan tucked the butt end of his staff into the cleft of a
tree just
at chest-height and swung the splintered end toward that shadow as it
came, hoping to see the giant man impale himself on it; held it tight
and felt the judder as flesh met bamboo and was pierced, yes.
Let it slide out of his grip as Tong straightened, roaring
like a
speared beast; meant to slide himself behind the tree for shelter but
was too late, too slow. Never saw the swinging fist that felled him,
only felt its sudden impact and went sprawling headlong into the grove,
because the staff was and always had been too short to keep him safe.
Knocked dizzy, he clung to the earth as it reeled beneath
him, as Tong
belled and stamped behind him. Instinct or good sense set him
crawling—sooner than he wanted to, while the ground still bucked and
kicked like an earthquake—deeper into the shadows of the grove. Tong
would come after, but slowly; and meantime Yu Shan could haul himself
to his feet, try to shake the giddiness out of his head, reach up
reluctantly to feel for damage where the side of his head pulsed with
flame.
None to find, no soft or giving bone beneath his fingers.
Good: it was
only his brains that were bejangled. His mother always said it took no
brains to fight.
Here came Tong, blundering between the trees, loud and clumsy
and full
of rage. Yu Shan was still learning how deeply the jade had its grip on
him, blood and bone, how he was different from other men. He saw this
moon-dark grove with a green cast to it, but he did see it, every trunk
and branch and every hanging leaf. Tong could apparently not see it at
all, but had to feel his way one-armed, while he held the other,
blood-dark, hugged across his chest.
If Tong wouldn’t run now, perhaps Yu Shan should. He was
naked and
alone and far from home; if he had a place in this city, it should be
with his master Guangli. If he ran back now, Tong wouldn’t try to
follow. Guangli wouldn’t blame him. Jiao would be relieved.
If he slipped away quietly, Tong wouldn’t even know he’d gone…
But they were two men in a grove, alone in the dark; of
course they had to fight.
And he had nothing to fight with now, and couldn’t face
Tong’s simple
strength empty-handed. One blow had taught him that. His head was still
ringing, and his bare feet were unsteady on the ground. One more of
those would finish him.
He needed a weapon, and was surrounded by trees.
He had stone in his bones, jade strength in his hands. He
reached up to
grip a branch, where it grew sturdily from the trunk of a young
cypress; and set aside long years of disbelief and self-denial,
everything he’d ever understood about the place and strength of a man;
and heaved.
And tore that branch down, just ripped it from its
mother-trunk.
And had no time to wonder at himself, or at its weight in his
hands, so
heavy and yet so easy. Of course Tong had heard the noise, and turned
toward it. Perhaps his eyes were adjusting to this degree of shadow;
here he came, charging between the trees. Yu Shan backed away fast, out
of the grove and into the moonlight glare.
As he went, his hands were stripping twigs and leaves from
the branch
until he had a staff again, almost a long club that he could whirl
around his head and flail at Tong when the man came bursting out from
between the trees.
Tong saw it coming too late to duck, but he flung his arm up
against
it: the arm he’d been cradling, blood-soaked from his pierced shoulder.
Branch and arm met with a fearsome cracking sound, and it wasn’t the
branch that had broken.
Tong screamed, but still he kept on coming, stumbling as he
ran, all
but doubled over; it was his barrel head that slammed into Yu Shan’s
chest, with a force that should have broken bones in its turn. It drove
all the breath out of him, and knocked him to the ground again.
Then Tong fell on top of him, monstrously heavy and
murderously
inclined; but caught his arm in falling, and screamed again, and seemed
suddenly to have no fighting strength.
His weight might almost have been enough. Would have been,
surely, for
any normal man. But Yu Shan had discovered himself to be almost
unbreakable and stronger, so much stronger than he should be. A buck
and a thrust rolled the agonized Tong off him.
It took him longer to catch his breath, longer yet to
scramble to his
feet. By then Tong too was getting up, slowly and painfully. For a
moment they faced each other, each of them gasping, each a little
bewildered.
Tong was no talker at the best of times. It needed to be Yu
Shan who said, “Enough, let be. I don’t want to hurt you anymore—”
And that was when Tong stooped and snatched up the fallen
branch, and
wielded it one-handed like a hero out of legend, and caught Yu Shan a
dreadful blow in the ribs that sent him sprawling, falling one more
time, only this time he fell into the river.
MOUNTAIN POOLS were colder but rarely so unexpected, except
that time
his clan-cousin had pushed him in for the laugh of it when they’d only
been walking, talking.
He had no clothes to drag him down, but he had no breath to
hold.
He fell into startling chill and was embraced by it, engulfed
by it.
Might have been kept by it, except that he kicked and struggled
mightily and struck out frantically into air and snatched a desperate
gasp before he went under again.
And came to the surface again and found himself under the
bridge, just
as there were heavy footsteps stumbling across it. Gazing as he was at
the underside, he could see how it was made, how the pegged wooden
beams all supported one another: how it would take only a tug here and
a wrench there to pull the whole structure apart …
JUST TIME enough to see it, to understand it, to decide
against. If he
did that, then what? The bridge would fall, and there would be a chaos
of heavy beams crashing down all around him; and among them all would
be Tong, and perhaps they would fight, or perhaps Tong would drown, or
perhaps they would both be borne under by the weight of falling timbers…
So Yu Shan clung to a beam and listened to the vast man’s
running, and
he could hear Tong’s pain in his footsteps and in his grunting moaning
breaths, and was sorry. Even when he remembered the deaths and damage
at the house, he was still sorry, a little.
He’d never seen treachery before, he’d never come across
betrayal. It
didn’t happen in the mountains; your clan was your clan, and there was
no shifting that. He’d heard stories, of course, but they were always
from elsewhere, tales of emperors and mighty armies, politics and
wealth and sorcery, nothing to do with Taishu.
Nothing till now, perhaps.
He pulled himself out of the water and walked home, slow and
wet and
disconsolate; and met Jiao halfway, who had dressed herself and armed
herself and thought to bring a blade for him too, just not any trousers.
Chapter three
The
ghost-woman had destroyed her own son, just to save his life.
Han couldn’t stop thinking about it.
He’d spent days picking up bodies, and some had very
obviously died
before the soldiers reached them, and yes, he understood that. He could
see absolutely why a mother would kill her children, sooner than see
them violated and slaughtered by unloving hands.
This, though—this was something other. She had cut the
boy’s—the boy’s parts away, apparently with her
kitchen cleaver.
Han could hardly bear to think about it, except that he
couldn’t stop.
She had done that, and then she had dressed him as a girl and
let the
wound bleed into the clothes, so that the soldiers would think the
child had been raped already.
Perhaps it was her own rape that had made such a ghost of
her, but Han
didn’t really think so. He thought it was the knowledge of what she had
done to her son.
It had cost them their voices, apparently, mother and son
together.
The boy was mute from sickness and might recover, if he was
lucky. If
he was a boy still. Tien’s uncle was reluctant to admit that; he called
the child it, when he remembered.
Tien called him Bai, an assertion of the child’s maleness as
well as
his newness, as though he were a whitened sheet ready to be written on
again. It would do as a milk-name, but Han hoped for the day when the
child would talk again. To Tien, at least, and her uncle Hsui. Han
himself had duties otherwhere; if the boy took much longer to find a
voice, he wasn’t likely to be around.
“Pfui,” Tien said, spitting such gloom aside. “Suo Lung, that
idiot
smith? He doesn’t need you. You’re no good at finding iron for him
anyway, I do much better.”
This was true, but irrelevant. Han said, “He’s not an idiot.
And I need
him, not the other way around. He helps me keep the dragon under
control. Without him, she’d be free.”
Tien spat again, high and far, clear across the stream. They
were
sitting on the bank munching dried fruit stolen from her uncle’s
medicine jars. Perhaps she was only spitting stones, but he didn’t
think so. She said, “My uncle will help you more. There’s nothing more
Suo Lung can do, and he’s done his little badly. Uncle Hsui’s the man
you need now.”
That was likely true too. Unusually for a northerner, the
doctor had
heard tales of the dragon beneath the sea and the monks who kept her.
He was quick to understand that these chains Han wore were a poor
shadow of the spell-chains that had once bound Suo Lung and other
smiths before him, crafted and renewed by masters over years and
decades. Those were lost, but Master Hsui had sworn to rediscover the
principles of their making and recreate what he could, in the interests
of them all.
In the meantime, there were dry herbs to chew and foul teas
to swallow,
which the doctor said would strengthen Han, body and soul, against the
dragon’s assaults. Perhaps he was right, perhaps they would. Meantime
they left Han feeling dizzy and detached, uncertain on his feet and
uncertain of the world about him.
Which was why they were sitting here, Tien and he, chewing
illicit
sweetness in stolen time, misunderstanding each other so thoroughly.
It wasn’t Han’s duties as the smith’s boy that would take him
away from
her; it wasn’t his duties as the dragon’s keeper. It would still be Suo
Lung that he must go with, but the reason for it pierced his ear. He
belonged not to the doctor and not to the dragon, not to the smith but
to the Shalla.
Which was afloat, repaired, ready for sea again; and word had
spread
along the beach and through the army’s camp, her former crew was
recalled.
Han said, “I have to go to sea again.”
“What, with your old pirates? What for?”
“Orders.”
“Ignore them.”
“I can’t.”
“We’ll keep you here, stay with us.”
“I can’t.”
“Why not? You’re no use to them. You never were a proper
pirate anyway,
and you must be hopeless on a boat, with that hand and the chains too.
What do they want you for?”
“It’s Suo Lung they want.”
“Fine. Let them have Suo Lung. I told
you, you’ll do much
better with us. You’re Uncle’s patient now, you can’t just go off in
the middle of treatment. Give them Suo Lung, and you stay here.”
He sighed. “They want Suo Lung, and won’t go without him; he
won’t go without me.”
“Oh, just tell him you’re not going.” Because the smith was
slow,
because he was illiterate, she thought him stupid; which meant, in her
idea of the world, that he should yield to smarter minds. Which meant,
necessarily, her own.
“I can’t. He won’t listen.”
“I’ll tell him, then.”
“He still won’t listen. You don’t understand how this works,
Tien,” you don’t want to.
“Li Ton wants Suo Lung. Suo Lung doesn’t have a choice about that, he
has to go; but he wants me, and Li Ton won’t argue. He won’t see the
point, except that he thinks I warm Suo Lung’s blanket for him,” the
most roundabout way he could think to say it; on shipboard they used
other expressions, or simply gestures, “but he’ll take me anyway.
However useless I am, I still belong to the Shalla.
This says so,” a touch to his ear.
Her hand snaked, to snatch at the iron ring; he jerked his
head aside.
“Oh, you could take it out,” he said, “but it would still say
so.”
“I could take it to your Suo Lung, and have him melt it.”
She could be stubborn to the point of idiocy, and here it
was. “You
can’t stop a thing, just by denying it. You can’t change Suo Lung’s
mind, nor Li Ton’s.”
“I can talk to Uncle Hsui.”
SHE DID, despite Han’s protests; and the doctor was so
fraught, so determined—“You cannot, you can not go
off adventuring at this time!”—that he went storming out to find Li Ton
and explain it to him.
And came back denied, repulsed, as Han had foreseen; but not
chastened, and no less determined.
He was not exactly the only doctor in the army, far from the
only man
who claimed the skills of healing. Whenever anyone said “the doctor,”
though, it was Master Hsui they meant. Which meant he had reach, if not
influence, he could ask for an interview with Tunghai Wang, the
generalissimo.
He could be surprised—the second time Han had seen that—by a
sudden
irruption into his tent next morning. There were soldiers who chivvied
his waiting patients out, who scared the ghost-woman away, her ailing
son seized up and carried in her arms; there was Li Ton, and Suo Lung
after him, nervous as the big smith always was in the presence of great
men; there were greater men than these, men wearing fine robes and airs
of importance, badges of achievement, scars and limps and such.
One stepped forward and said, “I am Tunghai Wang. I believe
you want to talk with me.”
“Yes. Yes, indeed I do…”
Han detached himself deliberately from Tien and went to Suo
Lung,
because somebody had to. The big man was trying to crowd himself into a
corner, where he simply wouldn’t fit. Han led him to a bench, sat him
down, settled on the floor at his feet.
A minute later Tien came to sit the other side of him, so
that he was
pinned between the one who would take him away and the one who would
have him stay. None of them mattered much in the debate; that went on
between the great men, a few paces away.
“…He is my patient, and not fit for travel. I want him here,
general,
under my eye. To take him voyaging would be both pointless and
dangerous.”
“He does not seem dangerous,” the general said, after one
swift glance in Han’s direction. “Nor ill.”
“His hand is crippled, his thumb hacked off by this same
heedful
captain. That wound needs my treatment. Furthermore, there is the
matter of the chains.”
“The chains that my own man Suo Lung put on him, when I gave
the boy to
him,” Li Ton grated in response. “The boy is the man’s, and the man is
mine. Or say it another way, they both belong to the ship, and the ship
is mine, and so are they. And the man will not come without the boy,
and so I will take them both. General, you ordered
this…”
“What exactly is it, general,” the doctor asked, “that you
have ordered?”
Tunghai Wang gazed at him, letting the question hang in the
air between
them. For that brief and lethal moment it was an accusation, a
betrayal, a condemnation. But the general let it slip; he turned aside,
looking from the doctor to the smith to the boy to the captain, and
said, “Tell me about these chains. I see them, but they make no sense
to me.”
“General,” Li Ton said, “they make no sense to any of us.
They have no sense, they mean nothing except in Suo Lung’s head.”
“And yet they are written on, written all over…”
“…and have been since the first day, the first shackle.
Although the
smith is illiterate,” Master Hsui broke in. “There is more here than
the chaining of a slave. Li Ton is wrong, those chains have a meaning;
which I cannot grasp without having the whole at hand, the words and
the chains and the boy too.”
There it was, the necessary lie: they had agreed already, he
and Master
Hsui and Tien, that none of them would say a word about the dragon. If
these northern lords knew the story at all, they knew it only as a tale
to frighten children, a myth, a folly. The doctor lied to spare them
the mockery of the great man—a dragon? beneath the water?
The slave-smith Suo Lung could have called him on it, and of
course did not. That at least they could depend on.
But Li Ton also could have called the doctor on the lie, and
did not;
and that, Han did not understand. Li Ton knew about the dragon, Han had
told him over and over. Why he wouldn’t speak out now and so take what
he wanted, at whatever cost to the doctor, was a mystery too deep to
plumb. Han was only glad for his silence, and resentful that the
captain should deserve even a hint of gratitude, and suspicious. Most
of all, suspicious.
“And the smith will not leave the boy behind?”
“He will not, general.” That was Li Ton telling simple truth,
and here
was Suo Lung proving it, laying one great hand on Han’s shoulder.
“I suppose he cannot be, ah, compelled?”
They all looked at the massiveness of Suo Lung, and the
stubbornness: Here I am, his body said, and
this is my boy, mine!
“Not by threats, nor weapons,” Li Ton said. “Not by whips. I
suppose
there are men enough to drag or carry him. At some cost, but men we can
afford. The difficulty would be to make him work, if he had no reason.”
“Yes. I see that. Take another smith, Li Ton.”
Which was Li Ton’s turn to show his stubbornness: “This is my
man. He belongs to the Shalla, and to me. His work
is good, and he lacks the wit to betray us, but those are secondary. He
is my man, and I will have him.”
“You will have him, and he will have the boy, and the doctor
will not
be parted from the boy because he sees some danger in this magic of
chains and words that none of us can understand. Very well. Master
Hsui, you will go too.”
“General, I will not! I have patients….”
“And I have other men of medicine. No one will go untreated
in your absence.”
“Nevertheless, I will not go.”
“But I say you will. The smith, perhaps, is too dull to be
compelled, but you are not. You have a daughter, I think …?”
“A niece,” Tien said, her first words, the first from any of
them at this bench.
“Very well, a niece. Threats and whips and weapons, I think
the captain
said. They will not work on the smith; so be it. I think they might
work on you, Master Hsui. If they were used on your niece, I think they
would work very well. Li Ton, you may bind her to your ship, to your
service if you wish. Perhaps you should, to keep your men’s hands from
her…”
WHEN THE the generals were gone and their soldiers with them,
when the
doctor’s patients still didn’t come back, Han said, “I’m sorry, I never
thought…”
“Of course you didn’t,” Master Hsui said wearily, “why would
you?”
“I should just have gone with Suo Lung, he’s where I belong.”
“No. I could not let you go. Without me,” with a thin bitter
smile
against himself. “The generalissimo has the right of it: if you must
go, then so must I. I will tell them I am willing after all, and at
least they will lift the threat against Tien…”
“No,” and this time it was his niece who spoke, more fierce
than he
could be. “If you go, I go.” Perhaps she was truly speaking to her
uncle, but her eyes were on Han.
“Tien, someone has to look after the tent, the practice…”
“I can’t do that on my own. I don’t have the skills or the
respect.
Tunghai Wang will put another man in here, and you can fight him for it
when we get back. We’ll all fight if we have to,” meaning We’re
all coming back.
“Who will look after the ghost-woman and her child?” Han
asked, siding with her uncle, not wanting to see her fight anyone.
“Bai, you mean, and his mother?” They could fight each other
about
anything, when there was something more important to avoid. “Where are
they, anyway… ?”
“They went out the back, when the soldiers came in.” Very
quickly they
had gone, one snatch and away. “She’ll be down by the river.”
The doctor went to look; Han said what was obvious, “We can’t
leave
them here,” among the very men who had raped her and would have killed
her boy.
“No. She wouldn’t trust another man.”
“Where else, then?”
Where was there, that a distressed woman could go with a
damaged child?
In time of war, in an occupied city, where no one had counted the
numbers of the ghosts?
“I would take her to a temple,” Tien said, “but…”
But there were none surviving in Santung. The buildings still
stood,
mostly, and the figures of the holy still gazed down into prayer halls
and courtyards. What they gazed down on, though, was mostly emptiness.
The monks were dead, the nuns gone. Gone from the temples, at least.
Like all the women of the city, some were dead, some scattered, some
kept for women’s duties in the soldiers’ camp. The temples stood, yes,
but they did not survive.
Han said, “There are temples outside Santung.” All the living
world was outside Santung now.
“Do you know where?”
No, he didn’t; this was not his country. He had been a river
rat, but
not of this river. “I can find out,” he said, “if they will give us
time.”
“It might take days,” Tien objected, “there and back, to see
her safe.
I don’t suppose we have days. The general and the captain both seemed…
urgent.”
“Well,” Han said, “but if we are not here, they’ll just have
to wait for us, won’t they?”
THEY MADE plans—hopeful, desperate, unlikely plans—to sneak
the
ghost-woman and her child out of the camp; and then they didn’t need
to. His men might not recognize the local gods, but Tunghai Wang at
least recognized the need for them. He gave orders that nuns seized in
the city’s rape were to be freed. The first of them meant to leave that
day. They would journey to a sister temple, two days to the north; they
would certainly not refuse the company of two more victims. Even the
anxious ghost could travel with a parcel of women, not a soldier in
sight…
Han and Tien shepherded the woman between them, while she
carried the
child. She was nervous at every step, but her child—or her child’s
need—seemed to give her courage; head up and staring forward, she bore
her burden as she always would, Han thought, blind and unflinching and
distressed.
When Han’s small party reached the departure point, there was
already a
huddle of women crouched around a cistern, shaving one another’s heads.
Some had kept their dull brown robes; one or two had even kept them
clean. Others were dressed like any of the camp women, in whatever
clothing they could scavenge.
They should be safe enough, shaven-headed in a slow
migration; everyone
knew that nuns had nothing worth the stealing. From the look of these
few defeated women, their bodies, their souls were as empty as their
purses.
He said, “Go with these, they will see you safe. There is a
temple they
will take you to, where you can all look after one another. All of you
can look after your son. You have the medicines, you know what he needs
and when,” and none of them knew what she needed, or how to deliver it.
This was the best they could do. “Do you understand?”
It was the tenth, the twentieth time they had said this to
her, one way
or another. She had come with them unresisting, and she stood now as
though she was ready to leave. They could have hopes for her and her
child, he thought; that would have to be enough.
On the edge of going, then, just one last awkward linger—and
there was
a stir, another figure come to join the party. Another woman, not in
nun’s robes but with that soft stubble on her head that spoke of a
shaved scalp growing out. The women around the cistern made room for
her. One perhaps lifted her razor in offering. None of them was ready
for what she did.
She hoisted herself up by aid of one startled shoulder, stood
on the
cistern’s rim and gazed down on all her religious sisters. “You know
who I am. Some of you do. You, Sao Chai. You, Feng. And you, though I
don’t know your name.”
“I am called Chun Hua. And you are the mother of the old
harbor temple.”
“I am: devoted to the Li-goddess, as I have been all my life.
As you
all are, whichever gods you served in other temples, other lives. You
are children of this city and these waters; you belong to her, first
and foremost. She will take care of you, if you come back to her.
“Come back with me, now.
“Like you, I have been hurt and abused and appalled. Like
you, I have
seen my city destroyed, my sisters slain, my goddess and her temple
desecrated. Like you I want to turn my back, to shun these men and
everything they’ve done, to shun this broken city too. And yet, I am
going back. To my city, to my temple, to my work. To my place.
“Come with me, sisters.
“How often can we say it, that our goddess truly needs us?
How often is that true?
“Her house lies waiting for us, harmed but not beyond repair.
Defiled,
but not beyond restitution. Empty of what it most desires, which is its
sisterhood, her devotees, its life.
“I go to see that life returned. Her house is destitute
without us;
this city is destitute without its temples. Nothing will be whole again
until the goddess has her house again.
“Sisters, will you come?”
OF COURSE they would, if only because none of them quite had
the courage to say no, to be first to turn away.
And now they had a leader, and Han could in all honest
conscience hand
the ghost-woman over to her, with the child too. When he turned to take
the woman forward, though, he found he was too late. She had gone of
her own accord, to the nun who had the razor. Crudely, clumsily, she
was hacking off her child’s hair. She cut it back to the scalp, in a
ghost’s approximation of a nun’s shaved head; then she did the same
thing to her own thick locks.
Chapter four
Mei
Feng had satisfaction for her daily meat, even if it was tempered by
the hunger of her people.
Days in the palace, she could see how the generals, the
councilors,
even the dowager empress looked to her now as well as to her lord the
emperor. They might despise and resent the upstart is land girl, but
they did have to acknowledge her influence.
She hid her smiles, her triumphs as a modest girl should, but
she felt them keenly.
DAYS ON the road, she could watch from the carriage windows
and see how
the busy traffic crowded to the side-ditches to let them pass. That
traffic was mostly men, and those men were mostly soldiers, and those
soldiers were mostly headed for the site of the new palace. Every man
on the road was one fewer to trouble her people at the coast: one mouth
fewer to feed, one temper fewer to placate, one threat fewer to skirt
around.
DAYS ON the site she loved for their own sake, for the traces
they held
of the life she used to know, wind and weather and far horizons.
The emperor laughed at her as she filled her lungs with air,
spread her
arms delightedly in soft rain, ran to the height of the hill to fill
her eyes with distance.
“I swear,” he said, loping after her, “you’d climb a tree
just to see that little bit farther, if I’d let you.”
“Oh, where,” instantly looking around, “which tree?” She
hadn’t swarmed
a mast since he took her from Old Yen. She’d love the feel of a fat
trunk, her arms wrapped around it and her legs likewise…
But life had changed since he took her from Old Yen, she had
changed
inside to match it; she was blushing already at the tumble of her own
thoughts, before his hands settled on her waist and he said, “If
I would let you. Which I will not. You would disgrace me before my
army, and ruin your pretty clothes too. Stand quiet and be my perfect
consort, and be satisfied with that. Until we’re private.”
“Yes, lord,” she said, and smiled demurely up at him, and
stepped away.
Like the perfect consort, making no exhibition of herself or her master.
Satisfaction came with every glance around. In the beginning,
Mei Feng
had urged this project simply for its own sake, to occupy as many men
as possible as far as possible from any of her own. Now she was
learning to love the thing itself. They had a city-palace to build, she
and her lord together; they had time and men and no limits beyond their
own imaginations; how could she fail to love it?
Never mind that she knew almost nothing of cities, having
only ever
seen the two, Taishu-port and Santung, and really only the dockside
streets of both. Her lord’s was the voice of experience. He had grown
up in the true Hidden City and then traveled all through the empire,
seen city after city and an army on the march, which was a city on the
move; he knew how people lived together, what they needed. All she knew
was village life, boats and fishing.
And yet he let her speak, he listened. His mother and the
council
didn’t care, if she only spoke about the city. It was his toy and so
was she, that was understood; they could amuse each other, and so keep
out of the way of wiser heads.
She might have been resentful on her own behalf; she might
more easily
have resented their treatment of him. Sometimes—in the palace, mewed up
by rain and weary of the council’s caution, the dowager’s demands,
their utter failure to understand that this was a new world now—she
could manage both. But never very fiercely, and never for long. He
would distract her with a word or a touch, a kiss or a conversation; he
might tug her shockingly to his bed in the middle of the afternoon, for
an hour’s scandalous play.
And then afterward he would pull out the plans for their
magnificent
new palace, he would take fresh paper and grind some inkstone and look
to her for new ideas. Were the towers on the great gate high enough?
Had they charted enough land for the garden, if they meant to dam that
stream to make a lake? What of the barracks, should they be uniform or
did she want to make every separate building differently interesting…?
And so on, until she had no resentment left. It was truly a
fascinating
thing, to build a secret city. To bud an idea in her head and then on
paper, to talk it through with him, to see it modeled and measured and
finally marked out on the ground… It was a child’s game made manifest
and a constant delight to her, and she cared not a whit what her elders
thought. They might believe it a toy, but she knew better. They might
believe the same of her, and she still knew better.
THE SITE for the Autumn Palace had been her choice in the
end. Here in
the foothills, with the mountains looming behind and the wide plains
stretched ahead, Taishu-port just a smudge on the far horizon. Close to
the Jade Road but not on it—so that the soldiers would need to build a
spur, more work, more men—they had found a hill that rose alone,
already a watchful presence over the land.
“Here,” she had said, “build here. Look, we can put a wall
all around
the hill, then keep the soldiers and clerks to the lower slopes and
have a separate compound at the top for us. And another for your
mother,” and walls and guards between them, as many barriers as she
could invent.
Cities and palaces both must work that way, she thought, to
make access
easy for some and impossible for others. She could plan this one, to
control who found their way swiftly to the emperor and who met one
obstruction after another. Did the council think it ruled the empire,
did his mother think Mei Feng was just a distraction? They might both
learn better…
Much of the land had been cleared already; there were only
trees she
could threaten to climb because she and the emperor had stalked all
over the hill marking those they wanted to keep. The rest had been
hacked down, with all the brush and scrub. On dry days the air was
thinly smoky; there were always fires burning, somewhere on the site.
At the base of the hill men were digging ditches, to make
footings for
the first rough wall. The men’s own tents lay beyond that, an
ever-increasing city in its own right. The emperor’s accommodations
were on the hill, of course, if not yet at the height. The oiled-silk
tents they used first had been rapidly replaced with more solid and
spacious structures, once it was clear that the Son of Heaven really
would be spending days and nights here, week after week. His mother
would be appalled, but to Mei Feng this was luxury enough.
Still, they did have to go back to Taishu-port, to the palace
there, to
the manipulations of the court. On the way, every time, she thought the
palace walls enclosed him as much as they did her, long before the city
was actually in sight; and yet he would still give up his horse and
ride inside the carriage with her, simply because he knew how much she
hated the return.
“When they have finished that first wall of palings,” little
more than
a fence but she called it a wall, they both did, to make it higher in
their minds and more defensible, “then no one could complain if we
spent more time out there, days and days…”
“Mei Feng, one little wall—”
“—one little wall with half your army camped all around it—”
“—I was going to say, one little wall might serve to keep us
safe, but
not the empire, and not your precious island. I would love to, but if
we waste our time—ouch!”
“Is it so very wasted? Chien Hua?”
“You can’t hit me, I’m the emperor! If we spend
our
precious time doing what we want to do, lingering where we’re happy,
out of their eye, who knows what we might come back to? We barely fool
them as it is. We trail bait and they bite at it, but they’re none of
them stupid. They need to see us, demurely building model palaces and
drawing pretty pictures.”
“I know, lord. I do know. And I’m sorry I hit you, but you’re
very annoying sometimes. When you’re right.”
AND SO back to the flurry of the city, through the palace
gates to her
reluctant home. And the carriage jerking, creaking to a stop, and
servants tumbling over themselves to bring steps to save his majesty
the dreadful reach down, all that way; and more servants with cloths
and carpets, to save his imperial foot from contact with the appalling
bare gravel of the courtyard; and all those people bowing, kowtowing,
crawling before him…
It was nothing but relief to be past them, inside the palace
and their
own particular wing, attended by their own particular servants for that
little time before inevitably here came a summons from the dowager
empress.
“Let her come to you,” Mei Feng said, where she sat combing
the dust of the road out of his hair. “You are emperor…”
“…And she is my mother,” he said equably. “When we have
children, will you always be going to them?”
“I won’t expect them always to be coming to me.” But that
quiet
assumption earned him a little peace in return; she kissed the back of
his neck and said, “Go, you. If you must.”
“Come, you. If you want to.”
She didn’t particularly want to, but what would she do on her
own?
Bathe alone, and wait. It was better fun to bathe together. Besides,
every time she let him go alone, she gifted the empress another
opportunity to discount her.
So she bade him wait, still marveling that he would do that,
that the
emperor of the world would wait on her. The empress too: she made his
mother wait while she took time to change his dress and hers, to put
them beyond the censure of sour old eyes.
Then—hand in hand, because he reached for hers and took
it—they walked
out into the garden that divided their wing from hers. Past shrubs and
ponds, along a path that went directly, so that whoever was
watching—and there was certain to be someone watching—could not say
they meandered or dallied at all.
There were servants to open doors for them when they arrived,
servants
to bow them through; she would never be comfortable with this, but she
was almost getting used to it.
And then there was the old dark room that was always smaller
than she
expected, no matter how many times she came here; and the old woman
sitting in it, tea on the table and a servant to pour; and at least Mei
Feng could take a cup quietly to a corner, watch her lord greet his
mother, and neither one of them would expect her to have anything to
say.
The empress asked about work on the site; he answered with
honest
enthusiasm, showing her what she most wanted to see, the child absorbed
in his play.
Gratified, she offered him another gift: “There is a man,”
she said,
“an islander, who came to see me. I would not, normally—but he is no
normal man of Taishu.”
Well, he couldn’t be, if the empress would entertain him. She
saw the
provincial governor, at his regular audiences with the council; she
might have seen him privately, once or twice; Mei Feng would be
surprised if she had spoken with any other native of Taishu at all.
Except herself, of course, and other servants.
The emperor was similarly impressed. “Who is he, mother?”
“A jademaster. Some say the jademaster. I
believe this is his house that we are using.” She wouldn’t call it living
in, she who was accustomed to a palace the size of a city;
she was camped here, the most reluctant of guests.
“Then I must have spoken to him too.” Less proud than his
mother, more
sensible of local power, the Man of Jade had spent an hour with the men
of jade. And then another hour with Mei Feng in the bathhouse, washing
them away he said.
“He says you have. That is one reason I have had him wait for
you.
Another is that you are emperor; the stone is yours, and so is the
right to deal justice.”
“What justice is that?”
“You will see. Go to the throne room; you will find him
waiting.”
Hand in hand again, they walked among the usual scurry of
servants, through passages toward the public courtyard.
“Why isn’t she coming too?” It was the emperor who asked, but
he knew
his mother so much better than she did: it wasn’t a proper question, it
was a test, to see if she had learned the lesson of it. He did this all
the time.
“Because she knows what you will do, exactly. If there was
any doubt, she would have dealt with it herself.”
“I think so, yes. What can it be?”
That really was a question, and Mei Feng had no answer.
“She’s subtle,” he said. “Maybe she’s already told the man
what will happen, and she thinks I won’t contradict her…?”
He didn’t really believe that, though. Nor did Mei Feng. The
old woman
was swift enough to see change when it came; otherwise she’d have
stayed in the Hidden City, clinging to the invulnerable majesty of
empire. The boy-emperor would have died there and then, and the rebels
would have won in a month.
Instead of which he was here, in this last fragment of his
rule, and he
held Mei Feng by the hand and by the heart. By the hand even now,
brushing past guards on their way to the throne room, to see the man
who was perhaps the most powerful, certainly the richest on the island
before the emperor came to displace him.
That rich man, that most powerful of men was on his knees
before the
empty throne, a picture of supplication. At the sound of footsteps he
kowtowed, on his own floor yet.
Mei Feng detached her hand firmly from her lord’s and pushed
him
gently, discreetly to the throne, while she squatted on her modest
little stool at his feet.
The emperor took his time to settle, shifting his weight and
running
his fingers over the carvings on the arms. She wondered if maybe they
should get him a cushion—but it was not meant to be a comfortable place
to sit, the Jade Throne. And he was happy to sit there for hours some
days, with her in his lap, so let be…
“Rise,” he said at last.
The jademaster sat back on his heels, kept his eyes low.
“Ban Hsu,” the emperor said, and she felt a touch of prideful
pleasure
that he had remembered the man’s name. “We are still mindful of your
welcome, in giving us your house.” Not grateful,
and not loaning—if his mother was subtle, he had
learned from her.
The jademaster Ban Hsu was a fat man, token of his good
fortune. No one
would ever say so, but the emperor carried the message of his own ill
luck writ large on his own slender body. She loved that slimness, but
it did him no good in the world.
Ban Hsu bowed low again, from his knees, and said, “Imperial
majesty, whatever I have is yours.”
Which was true, of course, in as many ways as she could
count. The
emperor was only being polite, acknowledging as a gift what in fact he
had simply taken because he could, because it was his already. The
world belongs to the Son of Heaven anyway, but the house of the
jademaster, built on wealth derived from delivering the emperor’s stone
to him—how could that not be his own and his alone?
Politeness is one of the qualities of a prince. He said, “We
are
pleased to find ourselves honored, this far from the Hidden City.
Loyalty will always be rewarded. In what way may the Jade Throne be of
service to its friends?”
“Majesty, there is a jade-eater in this town.”
He lifted his eyes to his emperor’s, to show his sincerity.
That was
the only movement in the room. Mei Feng was seized by her lord’s own
sudden stillness and she thought, Oh—this is why the empress
was so sure of him…
And why the old woman was right, of course. Stealing the
emperor’s
stone—eating it yet, which was stealing in the worst way, making it
lost to him forever—was a sin worse than treachery and worse than
rebellion, because it was both of those and more. No emperor would be
merciful to a jade-eater.
“Tell me,” he said.
“Majesty, a man of mine who watches over one of the carvers I
employ,
this man came to tell me that the carver had a magnificent piece of
jade that I had not sent to him. It had been brought from the
mountains, by a boy from the mines. I sent men around to reclaim the
piece on your imperial majesty’s behalf, and to punish the thieves.”
So far, so proper. This was why the jademasters were paid so
handsomely, for the careful guard they kept.
“Yes,” the emperor said. “And then?”
“The boy from the mountains fought my men, naked and unarmed,
and they
died. The one man ran and was chased and nearly died himself, though he
is a mountain of a man and strong as stone. There can be no doubt of
it, majesty. That boy is a jade-eater, and the carver no doubt has been
feeding him.”
The emperor grunted, and was silent. If Mei Feng had learned
one thing
at his feet, it was when to be quiet herself; she said nothing, tried
not to move at all until he did.
Which he did with a sudden eruption, hurling himself up. “You
will take me to them.”
Mei Feng rejoiced secretly, because his mother had
misunderstood him again; she most certainly would not have anticipated
that.
Neither had the jademaster. Ban Hsu said, “Majesty, it would
be more, more fitting for the guilty men to be
brought here, where you may see them punished—”
“Fitting, would it be? Perhaps it would. But I don’t want to
see them
punished”—he had lost all his imperial bearing, all his courtly manner
of speech and distance; he was furious and curious, all boy—“until I
have seen their crimes.”
“They cannot deny them, majesty!”
“Perhaps not; but nor can I learn from them, at this
distance. I am the
Man of Jade and you are a, a purveyor, no more than that, and yet you
know more of the stone than I do. I will go and see, and you will take
me.”
“It is not safe, majesty, this boy is
deadly…”
“Well, and so am I deadly. So am I a jade-eater, Ban Hsu,
although
there has been little enough to eat this last year. But I am not a
fool, either. We will take soldiers. You have your own men, but I
suspect that mine are better. Come; we will go now.”
And he began to walk the length of the shadowed hall, and he
had not
gone very far at all before Mei Feng was abruptly at his side. He
wasn’t ready; he hadn’t expected this.
“No, Mei Feng; you are not coming.”
She had his hand again, because this time she had taken it;
she had her
stubbornness; it was almost fun, to argue with her emperor. “Lord,” she
said, “I am.” And then, because his name in her mouth always shook his
resolution, “Chien Hua, I will not see you do this alone.”
There was amusement in him somewhere, as there always was
when she
reared up like a hissing kitten against his inevitable majesty; it was
almost lost, though, in the heat of his anger. That wasn’t turned
against her, but it might burn her regardless.
“Even my mother allowed me—no, she sent me
to do this alone.”
“Not this. If I prevented you, she’d thank me for it. She’d
say it was
madness to go down into the city, the emperor’s own person. You know
she would. She let you—no, she sent
you to see the jade-master because she knew you’d be angry, as you are;
and she thought you’d react as she would. She’d have these men brought
here, it would never cross her mind to go to them. You know that.”
“Do I? Well, perhaps I do. Do you think you can prevent me?”
“I don’t want to, I think you’re right—but you should not go
alone.”
“With the jademaster, and more soldiers than I want, and…”
“…and you would still be alone. You need to take someone who
loves you,” which meant her.
“Do I? Why is that?”
“Because you are angry, and—”
“—and you think you can talk me out of my anger, because I
love you?
No, Mei Feng, that would be a reason not to take you; I am right to be
angry—”
“—and I would not interfere with that anger for a little
minute. These
men have stolen from you something that belongs to the emperor alone;
of course you must be angry. Of course you must do terrible things, to
punish them. But if you do those things because you are a man among
men, a commander in front of his soldiers, then it will all happen out
of their fear and your pride, which is not good for you, nor for the
throne. If I am there, then you will do these things because you are
emperor and they are right to do.”
She had made that up entire, on the wings of the moment, only
because
she didn’t want to see him go through the gates on his own. She almost
convinced herself; she thought she almost convinced him. For the last
little distance he only had to convince himself.
Even so: “There will be deaths, Mei Feng.”
“Yes, lord. Of course. If you brought them here, there would
still be deaths.”
“You wouldn’t need to watch them.”
“Someone would. Someone who loves you. Who else is there?”
And when he paused, “I’m not afraid of death, lord.”
“I know, you faced it daily in that dreadful boat of yours.
It’s not the same—”
“Oh, I have watched it too. I have seen men executed before
this.” She
said it blithely, because it wasn’t quite true. She had seen one man
executed in her village, when there was murder done and so the
traveling magistrate came on his donkey with his headsman trotting at
his heel. She had been a young girl and had seen it all, and was sick
with nightmares afterward for weeks. She had known the victim, of
course, and the killer too, and it was all terrible. They would be
strangers who died this time, and that ought to make a difference, and
somehow did not. But she was still not letting him go off to do this
thing alone. She had his hand, and she would hold it and simply not let
go; and what could he do then, except humiliate himself under his
soldiers’ eyes, under the jade-master’s…?
He understood that; perhaps he read it from her sailor’s
grip. He said,
“We will go in the carriage, then. The street carriage.” It was her
victory, his surrender: not the first, but it might be the one that
mattered most.
THERE WAS inevitably a delay while soldiers were summoned,
while the
carriage was fetched. Alone, he would simply have gone on foot with his
soldiers running to catch up. Which would have been the wrong thing to
do, all boy and not at all imperial. He didn’t know that; you had to be
a peasant, to understand properly how emperors should behave.
The carriage came, hand-drawn by soldiers, with enough spare
men to
make an escort. The jademaster had his own small carriage with his own
small entourage, and would lead the way. Actually, Mei Feng thought,
theirs too had been his own carriage, until the emperor took it as a
gift. Imperial favor never had proved cheap.
Until imperial favor fell on her, she’d never left the
dockside here in
Taishu-port. Since then, she’d never left the palace except in her
lord’s wake. She knew the coastal waters, and now she knew the Jade
Road very well; the city itself, between the docks and the palaces of
the wealthy, she didn’t know at all.
This was all new, then: broad streets and markets, open
workshops,
lanes where all the buildings were closed off and turned in on
themselves. As the carriage drew to a halt, she turned to the emperor
and found him stiff and silent, just as much closed off.
She touched his tense hand and said, “You’ve never ordered
anyone’s death before.”
A sideways glance, a moment of drawing himself up within his
pride—and
then a sudden unburdening, the relief of confession, “No. No, of course
not. When have I ever had the opportunity?” As though it were a rite of
passage, something every boy had to look forward to. “There were deaths
on the march here, when our own men mutinied or tried to run, or when
others stole from us or denied us food or tried to bar our way, or…” Or
a hundred other reasons, that he didn’t like to list. “It was the
generals who ordered those deaths. My mother said we were in the army’s
hands, until we came safe to shelter. Sometimes, there would be bodies
by the roadside and I don’t believe half those deaths were ordered. I
think it was just soldiers, sergeants, taking their own decisions…”
Unwatched, unchallenged, an army in retreat. Yes. She looked
at him, opened her mouth—and waited, gave him time to catch her up.
Which he did, nodding, saying, “It will not be like that
anymore. This is my army now.”
“The generals will not like it.”
“They are my generals too. And can be replaced.”
“Lord, do you trust them?”
“Mei Feng, I trust nobody. Except you, of course—and only you
because you’ve had no time to grow treacherous.”
“Yet,” she said. Darkly. “I’m learning.”
“I know you are. I’m watching.”
They smiled at each other, momentarily content; then there
was a slight
knock against the carriage door as someone out there was careless with
the steps, and his smile was lost.
She said, “Lord, if you don’t want to…”
“It makes no difference. They have stolen from me. One of
them has
eaten jade, which is allowed only to the emperor. They have to die.
Should I leave it to someone else, to see done? To my mother?”
His anger was stirring again, and he needed it; she stoked it
deliberately. “Never, lord. It was you they stole from, it is yours to
revenge; your mother would steal that too. She tried anyway, made it
seem like her gift to you, which makes it seem like hers to give.
That’s theft, if you allow it. But you didn’t, you came here to take it
from the world, not from her hands. She would not have let you do this,
lord, but it is done now,” meaning It is half done,
meaning We
can sit here all day and all night and no one will disturb us, no one
will knock on the door and call for us, because you are emperor; but
sooner or later you have to go out there and do this thing, or you will
only ever be your mother’s son.
Which he knew. And he was determined, and certain, and angry
with it; and oh, he looked so young…
And reaching out to knock on the carriage door, to have it
opened for
him; and stepping out into the lane, imperial feet in the common mud;
and his guards closed in around him, but not quickly enough to close
her out as she scuttled down at his back.
The gate to the house stood open. They went through to find
Ban Hsu in
the courtyard, with captives kowtowing in the gravel. She supposed they
were captives. None of them was bound, but they really didn’t need to
be. The emperor’s presence was a binding in itself. He could send all
these soldiers away, she thought, and still no one would move a muscle
without his order.
Even Ban Hsu was stooped over with his eyes on his feet, as
though he’d
really rather be down on the ground like a rain-rounded boulder with
the rest of them.
Gazing down at the men—no, two men and a woman—before him,
the emperor said, “These are the thieves, Ban Hsu?”
“Yes, imperial majesty.”
“Is it known, is it remembered this far
from court, what the penalties are for stealing jade?”
“Of course, majesty.”
“And for eating the stone, that too?”
“Majesty, even the clans in the mountains, even the children
who sweep up the chippings, they know. I ensure that they do.”
“Well, then. Show me the carver.”
Two men were kneeling by each of the prisoners. One pair
reached
forward an arm each, seized a shoulder each, drew their man up into the
light.
For that first moment, she thought he looked like her
grandfather.
A second look, a more thoughtful, fretful look confirmed it.
Not to
confuse one old man with another; only in that way that men can grow
into what they are. Old enough to have fathered children who have
children of their own, skilled enough to be a master of their craft,
experienced enough to have some wisdom in the world: all that can show
in the gray of a beard and the lines of a face, time’s slow writing.
She saw him and thought of Old Yen, and didn’t want to be
there suddenly, wished she hadn’t come.
And looked at the emperor, and was glad to be there however
much she
hated it. When this was done, the Son of Heaven would need someone to
remind him that he was the son of his mother too. He looked—inhuman,
almost: the Man of Jade, stone to the core. She thought there was even
a greenish cast to his skin. That must just be the light. Sun
reflecting off the water in the pond there…
The puddle of water, in the broken pond. She distracted
herself by
taking careful notice of how the courtyard had been brutalized: the
pond spilled, plants uprooted, pots smashed. Gravel stained, she
supposed with blood.
“Very well. Show me the jade-eater.”
Even his voice sounded barely human suddenly.
The young man—no, not even that, the boy—dragged upright this
time
didn’t even know to keep his eyes down. He stared back, seeming not so
much defiant as bewildered.
Mei Feng let a gasp go, before she could bite it back.
His eyes were radiant in the late sun, the same brilliant
green as the
emperor’s. She’d never seen it in anyone else: only in the Jade Throne,
and her lord’s rings, and all his other pieces. As though the stone had
suffused his body, and shone out in his eyes.
The resemblance wasn’t limited to that flashing gaze. The
sense of
vigor, of health, of strength beyond the normal in a man: the boy had
that too. She thought it was his obedience that kept him on his knees,
rather than the two men who held him. She thought he could stand up,
shrug off his guards and walk away. With the emperor for companion,
perhaps. She thought the two of them together could change the world.
But the emperor could change the world anyway, and was set to
bring a swift and bloody end to the boy’s experience of it.
“Very well,” he said again. “And the woman you have there,
who is she? Is she another of them? Show me.”
The woman was no jade-eater, if eyes and strength and beauty
were the
measure. Even the carver had some glimmer of green to his eyes. The
woman’s were black pits, a scowl that needed no measuring. The clothes
she wore were a loose and practical assemblage, a traveler’s rig. If
she’d been carrying weapons they were gone now, but even so she looked
most like a bandit.
The emperor shrugged, dismissing her from his mind, though
not from
judgment. In stories, imperial law stretched a wide hand to embrace not
only criminals but their families, their friends and neighbors. Given
the emperor’s mood, real life would not be so different. Anyone caught
in this house was going to die.
Soon now, soon; it only waited on his word.
But he was looking about him, searchingly. If he were a dog,
she’d have
said he was sniffing the air for a scent he’d caught already, wanting
to track it down.
He turned and headed across the ruins of the courtyard
garden.
Stumbling a little over the wreckage, because his eyes were absolutely
not watching his feet.
There were half a dozen doors around the courtyard. He went
directly to
one and hurled it back, hard enough to break its hinges. It wasn’t
anger driving him now: something else, less easily discerned or named.
He broke the door and went inside, into shadow.
No one else seemed to be following him, so of course she did.
How not?
IT WAS the jade carver’s workshop. There were carved and
half-carved
pieces on shelves around the walls, there was a stack of untouched
stone in a corner. There was a lathe to one side, that gripped a piece
barely worked on.
In the center of the workshop was a bench, and on that bench
stood what
had drawn the emperor. Unseen, unsuspected, it had called him from the
dark. Even now it had barely any light to work with, and that didn’t
matter, it almost shone on its own, as he did in its company.
It was a piece of jade; but her time in the palace, her
little time
among the imperial treasures had taught her just a little, and even she
could see this was exceptional.
A great steep-sided wedge like a mountain cliff in miniature:
it had
black in its base and a streak of white at its height, but the black
and the white together still carried that same hint of greenness that
she’d seen in the emperor’s skin and the boy’s as well. And between the
two lay all the shades of open green, from deep-sea colors to the pale
streaks of a sky before dawn, by way of all the leaves that ever were.
It was a wonderful thing, even in its rawness. But there were
tools on
the bench, and a scatter of gleaming flakes to be seen around the stone
and on the cloth beneath it; and the emperor had moved around to the
farther side and was gazing, reaching, touching…
She followed, because nobody was trying to stop her.
As soon as she saw it, she too wanted to touch the work that
had been
done on the stone here, the first hint of its shaping. Jade belonged to
the emperor; she didn’t dare, until he glanced around for her, and
found her, and beckoned her close.
That was all it took. Jade belonged to the emperor, but so
did she.
She stood at his side, then, and reached to touch in her
turn. Her
fingers found sharp, and smooth, and rough; and, yes, raw, where the
piece had been cut from its mother-stone and the carver’s tools had not
yet touched it. And everything he had done was crude and sketchy, only
the first steps on a long journey, and even so…
Because she had to say something, because the silence was
great and
tender and terrible; and because she couldn’t talk about the piece,
because it was inherent in the silence, she talked about the man
instead; she said, “How can he work in here with so little light?”
The sun was in the courtyard, which his workbench faced. The
workshop
was gloomy enough on its own account, but the face he’d been cutting
was in utter shadow.
“Jade helps us see in the dark. How else would I know how
beautiful you are at night?”
The gallantry was deliberate; it said I don’t know
what to say either. Also, it was generous. It meant she could
say, “But he’s not a, a jade-eater. The carver, I mean.” Meaning, He’s
not anything like you two, and you two are so much like each other.
“No, but he’s spent all his life with jade, touching it and
cutting it
and grinding it down. Splinters under his fingernails, dust in the air.
He’s breathed it, swallowed it, however careful he’s been. Little by
little, it’s gotten into his blood. If he couldn’t see in the
dark—well, how could he see to make this, if he couldn’t see the dragon
in the stone?”
It was true. It was already obvious that she had always been
there, only waiting to be cut free.
Mei Feng let her fingers slide one more time over the
roughness of
scale, the smooth flow of water, the first suggestion of flight. Her
hand touched the emperor’s; after a moment, his fingers closed over
hers, like a distracted smile.
“Majesty?”
That was Ban Hsu in the doorway, curious and anxious too. How
else
should a jademaster feel, seeing the emperor lay personal, physical
claim to the finest of his pieces?
“Yes. We are coming.”
Was that we simply his imperial
prerogative, or did it
include her? His hand included her, which was an answer of sorts. His
other hand, his finger trailed through jade dust on the bench and
lifted it to his lips, to his tongue. She wondered vaguely what that
was like, to eat stone undisguised in food or wine, how it would taste:
gritty and dry, surely…
Nevertheless he sucked his finger as he tugged her out into
the
courtyard. He was still determined, resolute, but she thought something
had changed in him, as though that cold fury had leached out into the
stone, leaving him still imperial but no longer vicious with it.
Had any emperor before him ever delivered justice with his
concubine at
his side, hand in hand? There had been a lot of emperors, and some had
been overfond of women, but she still thought it unlikely.
He said, “Carver.”
“Majesty.” The man spoke to the gravel, of course, but his
voice was strong enough—just—to reach them.
“What is your name?” No man should die unknown. That was the
law. Just
as no man—or woman, or presumptuous girl—should ever find the emperor’s
name in his mouth. Hers.
“Guangli, majesty.”
“Guangli.” Probably no man would ever want to find his name
unexpectedly in the emperor’s mouth. Hers delighted her, when he spoke
it; this man’s, here and now, was a terrible thing. “What did you
intend with that piece, when you had finished it?”
“Majesty, I would have brought it to you.”
“Flattery is not your art, old man.”
“No. My art is truth,” and—doomed as he was, perhaps it
couldn’t
matter?—he lifted his head to look the emperor full in the face as he
said it. “It was brought to me for that purpose, to be a gift to you;
and to bypass him,” a contemptuous nod at Ban Hsu. “When your stone can
come direct from the mines to me, and from me to you, what need him or
his kind?”
“They act as wards,” the emperor said neutrally, “to prevent
thieves on the road.”
“Prevent? Majesty, they are thieves. They steal from you,
they steal from me.”
“Perhaps, a little. Better the thief you watch, if he keeps
other
thieves away.” That sounded as if it was frequently said: a wisdom of
the palace, no doubt, whose dealings with the daily world must always
be through agents, who would always take their share.
“Well. That is your majesty’s choice, of course; but I did
not steal this stone. It was meant for you.”
“You smuggled it from the mountains,” Ban Hsu said hissingly.
“No. It was brought to me; I had no notion of it, till it
came.”
“The boy is from the mountains; how would he know you?”
“I brought the boy.” That was the woman, lifting her head in
her turn,
wirily resisting her guards’ efforts to force her down again. “I found
him, kept him, brought him here. Nothing is the boy’s fault; he was
bringing the stone to you.”
See? We all wanted to give you gifts, no more than
that, and
they were all going to die for it. Inevitability was cold and hard,
closing in around them like walls of jade. Around them all, the emperor
included: he had no more choice than anyone. Less than Mei Feng, who
might have turned and walked back to the carriage. He would probably
have let her go.
She stayed. He said, “The boy is a jade-eater,” and no one
spoke; it
was the ultimate accusation, and irrefutable. “I have seen the stone in
there. I have touched
it. I could lift it, yes; no other man here could shift it. Not Ban
Hsu, who has handled jade all his life; not you, Guangli, who have
worked it all your life. And yet the boy has carried
it, all the way from the mines. You need only look at him to see he has
more jade in him than I do.”
No one stirred to contradict him.
“You owe me all a death,” he said. “Any one of you condemns
you all:
for taking jade, and possessing it in secret, and concealing a
jade-eater from the law. Your lives are mine, along with everything you
own. I take that to be little enough; this house is not yours, Guangli,
and the stone was mine to start with.
“But I want,” he said, “I want,” and for the first time there
was a
note of hesitation in his voice, a hint of self-doubt that he shrugged
aside physically, a little shift of the shoulders, “I want that dragon
revealed, and no other man could see her the way that you do, Guangli.
“That death you owe me, I will keep. Your life, that too; I
will keep it. You will be entirely mine, imperial jade carver.
“You had best remain here; there is no space for you at the
palace,
that house is mad already with too many people. Until the Autumn Palace
is ready for us, you can live and work as you were. With my own
soldiers here to protect what is mine,” he added, glancing around the
ruined garden, more aware than he’d seemed.
“Majesty,” the man Guangli said, “you are more generous than
I deserve;
but may I plead also for my companions? Without them, there would be no
dragon, after all …”
That wasn’t good enough to win one pardon, let alone two.
“The boy is a
jade-eater,” the emperor said, “and the woman I think is a bandit. What
use are their lives to me?”
“They have become… necessary… to my work.” He wasn’t quite
fool enough to say Slay my friends and I will slay your
dragon,
but it hung in the air between them, unspoken, unaddressed and deadly.
“Besides, majesty, he is a jade-eater. If he dies, think how much you
lose. Only train him, and he will be such a fighter for you…”
“I do not need another soldier.” He had too many already, in
Mei Feng’s
eyes: an army too many, eating more than jade, eating the whole island.
“A bodyguard, perhaps?” Guangli wasn’t pleading at all, he
was
negotiating; so, she realized suddenly, was the emperor. Both of them
were feeling for it, finding a way to let the woman and the boy both
live. “Or just a study, majesty, to learn through his body what the
stone will do to yours. He is ahead of you. It would be such a waste,
to destroy him now…”
There was a silence, for a moment. Then the emperor stepped
forward. “Stand up, boy.”
Stone calls to stone. The two young men gazed at each other,
eye to
green and fierce eye; Mei Feng softly let out a breath she hadn’t known
herself to be holding.
No one even mentioned the woman, but this was a compact,
truly. There
would be no deaths in this garden, not today. Unless Ban Hsu was
stupid; he had the look of it suddenly, twisting his fingers together,
inwardly raging. Mei Feng caught his eye, though, and he did perhaps
read her warning. Perhaps that was even a nod he gave her, before he
dropped his eyes like a dutiful subject in the face of his emperor’s
judgment.
SIX 
Breaking Free
Chapter one
Li
Ton was not a
talkative man, but he had talked with the doctor, a little, about why
he sailed the strait at night to an enemy shore. Master Hsui passed it
on to his own charges:
“The men we’re carrying,” a shipload of them, “they’re an
assassination squad. Hand-picked, the hardest in Tunghai’s army.”
Tien moved unhappily, where she was sitting close against
Han’s side in the well of the boat. “Who are they going to kill?”
“Tien. Think. These men have chased each other all across the
world. Who do you imagine they’re going to kill?”
“It’s the emperor, of course,” Han said, to spare her.
“But, but, he’s the Son of Heaven! He can’t die . . . !”
“Of course he can,” Doctor Hsui said impatiently. “That’s how
he came to be emperor and Son of Heaven, because
his father died who had those ranks before him.”
“Yes, but he was an old man . . .”
“Indeed.” A hundred and thirty-seven, by Han’s own
calculations. His
late master the scribe had shown him dated documents; the arithmetic
had been easy, though he’d had to check it three times. The notion of
emperor was like the notion of dragon, something mythic and eternal,
untouched by time. That an actual man could live such an actually
astonishing number of years was something else entirely, to a cynical
boy. “Nevertheless, the emperor is a mortal man and able to die.”
“Not a boy, no, surely!”
“Able to be killed. At any age. When emperors don’t live
long, it’s
because they die in battle. Or are assassinated. This won’t be the
first time.”
“What can we do?” Tien demanded.
“Do? Nothing. Why should we? This is the army we have
followed—”
“—yes, to doctor them, not to support their war—”
“—and I’m no more interested in saving the boy-emperor than I
am in
helping Tunghai Wang steal his throne. Their petty war is nothing,
Tien; let them fight it as they will. That’s not why we’re here.”
“No, but—he’s a boy, and the emperor,
and, and, those men . . .”
Whether it was the emperor’s age or his rank that mattered to
her more,
Han wasn’t sure, but he knew how she felt about the men. He was just as
uncomfortable, simply sharing the boat with them. There were a dozen
clustered on the foredeck now, rolling bones raucously by lamplight.
Every now and then a face would catch the light, but in the main they
were dark, hunched figures and even the pirate crew stepped wary around
them.
Emperor or not, no boy deserved to be given over to their
un-tender
hands. It was war, and death was commonplace; he had seen it, intimate
and immediate, and even so he shuddered. “So why are we here, Doctor
Hsui?”
“You know that, it’s an absurd chain; one link drags all the
others, in
order. Suo Lung wouldn’t come without you, I wouldn’t let you go, Tien
obliges me to follow.” Tien wore the Shalla’s
iron ring in her ear now, and fiddled with it unhappily, and tried
gamely to be one of the crew but there was no real work for her nor any
protection either, beyond Li Ton’s order. She might be more frightened
of the men on the foredeck, but only barely. For her sake, the doctor
would do exactly as Li Ton demanded; so would Han, without hesitation.
“Yes,” Han said, “but why was he so urgent to have Suo Lung
at all? He
doesn’t need a smith on a night raid . . .”
“Suo Lung goes with the assassins. I think the emperor has
run mad;
they say he keeps his army in the island’s heart, building a palace
when it should be guarding the shore.”
“Who says so?” Tien asked, oddly defensive of this unknown
boy.
“Spies, niece. Did you think there was no traffic between his
army and
ours, across the strait? Every boat on Taishu will be constantly at
sea, they must be desperate for food; small wonder if every now and
then one exchanges men or news or rumors in the dark.
“It’s said that Tunghai Wang even has a voice on the
emperor’s council,
one of the generals in his pocket. Whether that’s true, I don’t know,
but he certainly has spies on the island. They report this massive
building work in the hills, using half the army and civilian labor
besides. It’s the emperor’s pet project, he’s there constantly; he even
sleeps overnight in a cabin with a few guards, no more protection than
that.
“These men we carry will join the civilian labor force, and
be right there ready when the opportunity arises.
“But the emperor is not entirely foolish. There are no
weapons allowed
on the site; even the soldiers’ blades are locked up in armories. It
saves lives among the men if they have only fists and feet to fight
with, and it saves the emperor’s life too, or at least it’s meant to.
“The tools they use for building with, those could be used to
kill
with, axes and picks and mattocks; but they’re clumsy and the emperor’s
guards are well trained.
“Which is why the assassins want their own smith with them.
They’ll be
searched going in, but not otherwise. Your Suo Lung has been making
weapons out of scrap ever since you got here; it won’t take him long to
turn pick-blades into taos and spearheads. Fully armed, I’d back these
against any number of palace guards.”
“The emperor’s men aren’t just guards, they’re proper
fighting soldiers . . .”
“Yes, Tien, and these are the soldiers they’ve been fighting.
The
soldiers they’ve been running from, rather, and with good reason. Let
these within reach of the emperor with weapons in their hands, that’ll
be the end of him.”
“And you’re just going to let it happen? Uncle Hsui—”
“What can I do to stop it?”
“I don’t know, but . . .”
“There is nothing I can or should do except what I came to
do, which is
to help Han here, work on his chains, give him what strength I can to
keep the dragon down. Fail at that and it’ll mean thousands of lives,
not just one runaway boy. Thousands of lives and thousands of years,
she won’t be chained again. Let this go, Tien; it’s not our business.”
“Suo Lung will want Han with him, if he has to go with the
assassins.”
“Likely he will—but he can’t have that. We’d all have to go,
and how
would that look? A chained cripple, a man of medicine, a girl—the men
can pass as laborers, but we could not. All too obviously, we are part
of some other story, and the most complacent of guards would feel
obliged to inquire into it. If Suo Lung goes, he goes without us.”
“He won’t go, then,” Han said, flatly.
“Perhaps not. In which case the assassins will find their
task more
difficult—but again, that is not our concern. Han, Tien, listen to me.
We cannot get
involved in their war. If Suo Lung should want to take Han with him
when he leaves the ship, we must forestall him if we can, slip away by
ourselves. If not—well, I have a
poison . . .”
“No!” It was Tien, of course, who cried out against it.
“Yes. He’s done his work, and done it well enough. At least
the dragon
is chained again, although those chains are looser than I like. But
there’s nothing more that he can offer now. If we have to sacrifice
him, we can.”
She looked mulish, and helpless, and distressed. And wanted
to argue,
clearly, and had no words to do it with; and ripped herself away from
Han’s side, went stumbling across the deck to stare ostentatiously the
other way.
Hsui sighed and looked at Han, and shook his head; and there
was
nothing Han could do but leave him and follow Tien, stand with her,
hold her hand when she would let him. He wouldn’t be drawn into a
conspiracy with the older man.
“Look,” he said, nodding at a shadow that loomed against the
stars. “That’s the Forge, where . . .”
His voice failed him, as that sentence did. Where could it go
from there—where this whole nightmare began for me? But
for her, he thought, it hadn’t been a nightmare; not till now, and he
had brought it with him. Where I found Suo Lung, or he found
me? No . . .
“Look,” she said swiftly, “there are lights on the water.
Over there, see?”
“Fishermen from the island, I suppose.” Or spies,
coming and going. Everyone sells what they have, what they can catch,
fish or secrets. Or people. “Should we tell the men up on
the beak to put that lamp out? Or make sure Li Ton has seen the lights?”
“Neither,” Tien said. “Why would you?”
“If we can see their lights, they can see ours. If they
report a big
ship passing through at night, the soldiers ashore will be alert, they
may come looking . . .”
“. . . and with any luck they’ll
find the Shalla before those men have gone off to
kill the emperor, or at least in time for us to warn them.”
“Tien. What your uncle said, remember?”
“Uncle isn’t always right.”
“Their fight isn’t our fight.” He laid his hand on the rail
next to
hers, where she could see the cuff and the hanging chains, to be
reminded.
He’d used the wrong hand, a gift to her: she ran her fingers
lightly
over the tender scar where once he’d had a thumb, a reminder to him how
little he owed the master of this ship.
She said, “If we were caught and taken to the emperor, he
might help
us. We might be safer on Taishu than the mainland. An island people,
with the dragon just off their shore all this time, they must
understand how important it is. They fed the monks on the Forge, didn’t
they? I’m sure they would help . . .”
“The monks are all dead, and the emperor and his people are
from far
away; nobody knows anything anymore. And we’d never be safe. If Tunghai
Wang can land a squad of assassins now, he can land an army soon. When
it comes to a battle—and it will, Tien—which side is the safer?”
“The islanders will fight for the
emperor . . .”
“Perhaps. And they will lose, as the emperor will lose; why
else has he
been running all this time? And then when Tunghai Wang finds traitors
at the court, people who had once been his, he will not be kind to
them.”
“If he can do that, if he can just land his army and win the
war, why trouble to kill the emperor at all?”
It was a fair question; what was unfair was to ask it of him,
when he’d
had no more time than she had to think about these things.
The doctor was standing behind them. He had heard the
question at
least, if not what came before; he said, “Because it may preempt an
invasion. Tunghai Wang is not profligate. If he can achieve the throne
more cheaply, he will. Kill the emperor, and what happens?”
It was too monumental, they couldn’t conceive it. Even the
emperor-in-flight was still emperor; rebels were rebels, and would stay
that way.
Doctor Hsui sighed, and spoke into their silence. “His
generals will
squabble among themselves, over which takes the throne. One will
dominate, and crown himself; but he will always be weak on the island
and nothing elsewhere, he will have no legitimacy in the empire.
Tunghai Wang can go back to the Hidden City and proclaim his own
ascendancy, in the place where emperors are always declared. Without
the throne itself, without jade, that cannot last; which is why he has
chased the emperor all this way, and why there must finally be an
accounting. But it need not happen yet.
“With the emperor dead and his line extinguished, no one
claim is
better than any other. One has the throne, another has the empire, and
likely the empire will tell in the end. Tunghai Wang will certainly
think so. He will hold his army here, and wait; and in the end, perhaps
he and the generals on Taishu will come to terms.”
“You said he had his own voice, among the generals?” Tien
murmured.
“I said that it was said so, yes.”
“So perhaps it will be his own general who claims the throne?”
“Perhaps. In the short term, I expect that would suit him
very well.”
One death, and no one need fight. At least for a while. It
did make a terrible kind of sense. And if they could—if they
could sacrifice Suo Lung whom they knew and valued, then surely it
should be easier to let a boy they’d never seen be sacrificed for so
much benefit, so many fewer deaths?
Han was, just, wise enough not to say so. He looked out
across dark
waters with their scattered little lights, and wrapped his four fingers
around Tien’s hand, and wished for something to be different although
he didn’t quite know what—
—AND THERE was a sudden upheaval in his head that had him
reeling, that
had his free hand slamming down onto the rail to give himself an
anchor, because the dragon was rising and all he could do was hold on;
—BUT TIEN was reeling too, staggering across the deck, and he
still had
her by the hand but his finger grip just wasn’t good enough and she was
suddenly gone, falling into her uncle and the two of them sliding
together into the mess of barrels and timbers that filled the well-deck;
—AND THAT made no sense, because the dragon was in his head,
he could
feel her thrusting up through his thoughts, through his own self like a
great rock bursting through soil;
—BUT HE heard screams all around him, and his head flung up
and he saw
the stars tipping and plunging across the sky, and that wasn’t him and
of course it wasn’t the stars either, it was the junk swaying wildly as
she was hurled across the churning face of the sea.
BECAUSE THE dragon wasn’t only rising in his mind, trying to
topple him
from the throne of his own thoughts, to unseat his reason. She was
rising in the sea too, straining against her chains. Trying to reach
and break the Shalla, to
sink Han alongside everyone who sailed with him, to let the chains he
wore drag him down and down to her, and so let her rise free.
Chapter two
Old
Yen didn’t even
think of himself as a fisherman anymore. A ferryman, yes, back and
forth across the strait come fog or storm or any other weather; a
night-ferryman, conveying men and supplies, news, occasionally weapons
or wilder loads. Once he had a hold full of squealing pigs; once chests
of unimaginable treasure, brought all the way from the Hidden City and
somehow left behind in the chaos that was Santung, somehow recovered
later.
That time he’d carried more than his regular squad of
soldiers with
him, there and back, their captain at his side throughout. He was
trusted, yes—but sometimes he was trusted only because he could be
watched all the way.
Tonight again he had a captain at his shoulder, men on deck.
This time
they were the cargo. Spies and saboteurs, Old Yen imagined, though no
one was saying very much.
Mostly the men were slumped or sleeping. Their captain was
the most
alert, but even he was dog-tired and dirty as a hog in a wallow, almost
as dirty as Old Yen’s holds had been after the pigs. He asked no
questions and gave them whatever they asked for, which was little
enough.
Their captain watched the sky and the sea, almost like a
sailor
himself. Too long in enemy lands, alert for any danger, he had no way
now to relax. He wasn’t watching for weather or for rocks; it was
rebels he looked for, stalking them on the wind, across the waves.
He said nothing, and neither did Old Yen. What was the use of
muttered
comforts? Anything the man might be told, he knew already; his problem
lay in believing it.
Time passed, the stars turned above them, water shifted
beneath the hull.
The captain spoke, or tried to. He made a scratched and
hollow noise and scowled, took a drink of water, tried again.
“Those lights, there and there,” pointing astern with a hand
whose nails were either black or bloodied, “what are they?”
“Other boats, fishermen,” like myself he
almost said, and
didn’t. This was a scatter of the fishing fleet he used to lead; he
knew them by the colors of their lamps and their heights above the
water, their movements in the swell. He knew the boats’ names and those
who sailed them. That used to be enough. Now there would be at least a
couple of soldiers on each boat. Crewing perhaps, learning to sail or
fish perhaps; mostly they were there as guards, and mostly not to
protect the boats.
Attacks had happened, rebel boats on pirate raids to seize
men and fish
and most especially vessels, adding to their invasion fleet and
reducing Taishu’s ability to feed itself, little by little. Mostly,
though, the guards were there to watch the captains and their crews, to
keep them from defecting or selling news to the rebels or simply
disappearing. Desertion was as harmful as any kind of loss, and
espionage was worse.
“Are they really following us?”
“Probably.” If he knew them by their lights, so did they know
him. At
this time of night their bellies would be full of fish, they’d be
turning for home; it was so much their habit to follow him, they’d
likely do it without thinking.
“What’s that, then, another fisherman?”
This time the captain was pointing ahead. Old Yen hadn’t seen
a
light—but yes, he saw it now. Too low and steady to be a mast light, it
must be a lamp on deck; but it was too high for any deck he knew except
the jade ships, and those were all in harbor. His eyes made out the
dark stiff roll of the silhouette against the silvered swell; he said,
“No. That’s a junk, a big one. I don’t know her.”
“Rebels?”
“She could be. She could well be.”
The captain called a word down to his men; then, to Old Yen,
“Can you keep this much distance between us?”
“Yes.” The other boats in the forming fleet would stay behind
him, because that was what they did.
“Can you follow?”
“If you want me to. She’ll know.” If her captain was any
good, she’d
know, even if they all put their lamps out. “And if she turns on us,
she’ll catch us.” Not the whole fleet, because the others had the sense
to scatter; but—again, if her captain was any good—she’d come for the
largest boat here, which meant his. His bastard boat, the most awkward,
the least maneuverable. If that were a junk full of pirates looking for
another ship to raid, he’d be raided. Even a squad of soldiers might
not be enough.
“Follow her for now, at least.”
Old Yen grunted and leaned on his oar, whistled a note for
the boy Pao, sent him scudding forward to tend the sheets.
THE THIRD time the captain pointed, Old Yen had no answer for
him. They
had barely begun to track the big junk—however good he was, her captain
might not have noticed yet how the boat lights were tending to clump
together, how they were tending to follow him—when the arm went up and
the voice, far more hesitant this time, said, “There, do you see that?
Lights under the water, what is
that . . . ?”
Old Yen did see: a deep and murky glow, perhaps a doubled
glow, rising
and brightening even as he watched. No time for speculation; he felt
the boat lurch beneath his feet and knew this, knew it.
“Hold on!” he yelled, broad across the deck. “Find something
fixed, and hold hard! Wave coming . . . !”
Pao remembered, perhaps, how they had lost Kang. The boy was
already
wrapping his arm around a stay, pale face glancing back from the prow.
Which was lifting, uncomfortably high against the stars. At
least they
met this surge bow-on; bastard though she was, his boat should ride it
out. So long as a surge was all that came. His eyes kept straying
forward toward those rising lights: and yes, definitely there were two,
and there was a great dark shadow around and behind them that showed in
their own glimmer, not unlike the way the vague shape of a hull would
show in the light of its mast lamp and against the shift of water; and
he was a man of faith, always had been, and his Li-goddess was not the
only power known to move in these waters, and—
—AND THEN the dragon breached, and he’d never imagined
anything quite so marvelous and terrible and true.
She came slamming up like a spear, directly beneath the hull
of the
junk ahead. Old Yen thought she even had her jaws open ready. But so
great was her bulk and so violent her rise, the water seemed to mound
above her and then to slide away; the junk went slipping sideways down
that slope, so that the dragon’s head burst out of the sea off her beam.
What she must be like in daylight, Old Yen couldn’t imagine
and didn’t
want to learn. Even by the moon she had colors clinging to her,
ghost-colors that shifted like iridescence, like oil on water. Even her
teeth, that moment before her great mouth closed, even they seemed
shaded, something other than iron-gray.
But her mouth did close, and she seemed to
be . . .
straining against something, her head half out of the water, her
shining baleful eyes barely breaking the surface. It was as if she were
still chained, except that her chains had surely never been so loose,
to let her rise so far. Besides, the monks were dead and the Forge was
cold, and Old Yen had found chains struck off by the anvil. The only
wonder in him all this time was that she had not risen yet.
And now here she was, monumental and reverberant—but sinking.
Slowly,
reluctantly, as though she fought every moment against it. Her eyes,
and then her snout, and the threatened bulk of her was nothing but a
fading shadow.
And all this time the boat had been pitching and tossing
beneath him,
and he’d been fighting it with the oar while Pao did the best he could
with the sails, and it was a wonder that the dragon hadn’t caused
another tsunami. She could have done that, she could have killed them
all; but she’d been so focused on the junk, she’d cleaved the water
spear-straight and made barely a ripple beneath the surface. And now
she was caught, dragged down he thought by the weight of her chains,
and exhausted beyond hope of fighting back.
He’d thought her free, no chains at all; he should be glad to
be wrong.
He was glad to be wrong. Only, he had not known her chains to be so
loose . . .
The junk had been less fortunate than his own boat, broaching
and
almost turning turtle in the valley of that great water-mound. She must
have been swamped when the dragon broke the surface. She was still
afloat; the lamp was gone, of course, and it was hard to be sure of
anything in moonlight, but Old Yen was sure she’d taken damage. She
seemed lower and heavier in the water, wallowing awkwardly in the swell.
She still had masts, though, sails and crew. Even as he
watched, it was harder to find her in the darkness.
The captain was at his side again, saying, “Gods, man, that
was . . . That
was . . .”
“The dragon. Yes. Did you not know there was a dragon in
these waters?”
“Oh, I’d heard. I had heard. But, but not from anyone who had
seen. I thought it was like ghosts, ghouls, the
gods: endless stories, and nothing ever you could point
at . . .”
“I could point at what my goddess does for me.”
“No. No, never mind. If dragons, why not gods?” With an
effort that was
visible, the captain dragged his attention back to what was immediate,
human, comprehensible. “The junk, it’s moving on. Can you follow?”
“Yes, yes.” One glance behind, to see the scattered fleet
reassembling;
one cry ahead to Pao, and he had the boat under way again. “You see to
your men, be sure that no one’s hurt or too much shaken. Leave the
dragon to the sea where she belongs, the junk to me.”
• • •
NO MORE dragon. Only long hours hunting in the
dark, tracking a vessel
as dark as his, looking for how her sails occluded the starlight.
Whatever her mission, the junk was heading south for Taishu. Heavy as
she was, she’d be slow to respond to the tiller, so her master would
want to stand off from shore at least until daylight; which meant the
currents in the strait would bear her
westerly . . .
He barely needed to give it so much thought. He made the one
assumption, that the junk’s master was as good a sailor as himself, but
less familiar with the strait. Thereafter he followed his nose whenever
he lost sight of the junk, and sooner or later—usually sooner—there she
was again, a shadow against the stars.
AT LAST, a smudge of gray to stern; they were still sailing
into the dark, but dawn was coming.
Taishu too: the island made a rising shadow to the south.
The captain said, “Can you whistle up one of those boats, to
take a message?”
“No, captain. The little boats can keep up, but they don’t
have wind or
sail in reserve, to put on extra pace when I call for it. If you want
to send one of them ashore, I’ll have to heave to.”
“Will you lose the junk?”
“Probably not,” though he wouldn’t promise. “Day is coming;
either she
sails on, or else she runs for shore. There aren’t many deep-water
creeks on this coast, and I know them all.”
The captain nodded. “Do it, then. I need to alert the shore
watch. One
more sail on the horizon doesn’t look like an invasion, and I want men
ready to meet him.”
“They’ll need to be swift,” Old Yen said, watching the sail
ahead. “I
think he’s turning landward.” With the first hint of light: of course
he was. That’s what Old Yen would do.
IDLE ON slow water, then, Old Yen lingered until the fishing
fleet
surrounded him. He picked the fastest of the little boats and bellowed
for it, then waited with a patience the captain didn’t share until
Chusan had oared across for his instructions.
While that exchange was going on, Old Yen called to a few
other boats
that drifted close. He spoke to their masters, who listened and nodded
and went to speak to more; and so word was spread through the fleet,
that he thought the captain would be glad of in a while.
Chusan spread his sail and worked his oar and canted across
their
former course, headed for the closest harbor on Taishu. Old Yen yelled
to Pao to set all the sail he could, and turned back to pursue the now
vanished junk.
THROUGH THE murk of a gray dawn they chased, and could not
find her.
Working against the tide as he was, Old Yen was sure she could not have
worked her own way faster, with her belly so wallow-full of water.
Which meant for certain that she’d gone to ground, sneaking into one of
the rare creeks that were too narrow and too steep-sided to make a
harbor.
He turned back, with the fishing fleet around him, and saw a
plume of
black smoke rising from a headland; saw it mirrored, closer; turned his
head to see a flare of light behind him, where the dawn was still half
dusky. Beacons, all along the coast. Chusan had found the right man for
his message, then.
Old Yen went nosing back along the coast, feeling the play of
tide and
current against his oar, watching the birds and sniffing the air,
letting wind and water talk to him. At last he flung the oar
decisively, turned the prow of the boat to land, came cleanly into one
twisting waterway.
Around one bend, another, and there she was: the junk at
anchor, by a
slender paring of what might be called a beach below a cliff.
The captain said, “How did you know?”
Old Yen said, “Because this is not my coast; I sail from an
eastward
harbor. If I could find this creek, then so could she. And she needed
it. I don’t think this is where she meant to land, but she was dragging
her belly and she may have other hurts. She needed harbor, so she felt
it out. And so did I.”
Need or not, the junk was hauling up her anchor at the sight
of him.
She was a significantly bigger vessel, and she had the river’s current
to ride on; she had oars and poles, she should be able to muscle by.
But here came the fishing fleet, working upcurrent at his
stern:
working up to lie beside him, in a long line from wall to lush green
rocky wall. Tossing ropes from one to the next, binding themselves
together, binding them all to him in a single wall of their own, a
great boom of boats.
That was his gift to the captain, his word to the fleet.
Elsewhere in
the empire, there were cities that had boom-chains ordered from the
Forge, that they could raise to blockade their entire harbor. Here he
could forge a chain of the fleet entire, every boat a link, the whole
together strong beyond the measure of its parts.
The junk’s master might have crushed a boat or two, killed a
man or two
in trying to break through, but he could never have achieved it. He
couldn’t work up way enough to snap these ropes; nor was the junk light
enough to mount the boom and slide over, with all that weight of water
in her gut.
The junk lay still in the water, a shark at bay. The captain
on Old
Yen’s boat sent his men to the bows, to show that it wasn’t only
fishermen aboard; the same happened all along the chain, every boat
carrying its soldiers, every soldier standing in the bows.
And now here came men plunging down the cliff path,
responding to the
beacons. Armed men, hardened by the road as much as any pirate might be
hardened by the sea: Old Yen knew, he had a boatload of them.
The junk might carry men enough to make a fight of it, by
land or sea,
but not to win a fight with such as these. Instead, there was sudden
movement on her decks; men appeared both on the landward side and in
the bows, where they were visible from both beach and boats. They
started slinging weapons overboard, knives and swords and long pikes, a
rain of steel in surrender.
When that rain stopped, when the junk was presumably
disarmed, the
captain had Old Yen call across, used as he was to bellowing over water.
“Send your men ashore! One boat at a time!”
That one boat plied obediently back and forth, once and then
again,
taking a dozen men ashore. It wasn’t enough, surely: barely enough to
sail such a vessel, certainly not a fighting crew. Old Yen said so,
forcefully.
Still, there were only four figures left on the junk’s deck.
One would
be her captain; the others were indecipherable at this distance in this
murky light, but they were clearly not pirates.
The captain sent half a dozen of his men along the boom from
boat to
boat. The last they unhitched from its neighbor and rowed cautiously to
the junk. Old Yen watched them swarm up her flank; one spoke to that
little cluster of figures and conducted them to the side, to board the
fishing boat while the other men disappeared belowdecks.
Those men came up again one by one, shaking their heads
emphatically
across the water, making signs to their captain that were easy enough
to read: No one else aboard, this ship is empty. The
fishing boat came directly back to Old Yen’s bow, and the captain’s men
hauled its passengers aboard.
None too gently so; Old Yen snapped, “Tell them to have a
care!”
The captain looked at him. “These are what we’re fighting,
old man.”
“You don’t know that, till you speak to them. For now they
are guests
on my boat, as you are. And one is a woman, see, and another—”
“Say a girl, rather than a woman,” the captain interrupted;
and indeed
she did remind Old Yen painfully of his lost granddaughter. “And a boy
to go with her, a slave I suppose, in all that chain-work; and the man
must be his master, do you think?”
The second man, the junk’s captain was not mysterious at all:
easy to
identify, easy to understand. There was a man whom Old Yen would far
sooner see chained, but that was immaterial. What mattered now was the
boy traveling with him, which made small sense, and apparently with
these others, which put together made no sense at all.
Still, he might be master on his own vessel, but he was
content to let
the soldier-captain handle these newcomers: content already, even
before the first man said, “Take me to the emperor. I have information
for him, from the camp of Tunghai Wang. I have been there as a spy, and
what I’ve learned brooks no delay.”
“You chose a strange way to reach him,” the captain observed
mildly,
“such a great junk to carry one man and two
children . . .”
“These are my household,” the man said, “the slave-boy and
the girl. I
couldn’t leave them to face Tunghai Wang’s judgment in my absence. I
was his doctor; he will miss me soon enough, and he is a brutal man,
betrayed. As for the junk, I thought she might be useful to the
emperor, so I bought her and the crew together.”
“The Son of Heaven is found at Taishu-port, not on this side
of the island.”
“We were a little lost in the darkness; and then the, the
dragon rose, and we had to seek harbor . . .”
It was plausible, though for sure the man knew more about the
dragon
than his words suggested. He must do, with that boy in his train. He
wasn’t saying, though, and neither was Old Yen, yet.
Nor was the captain totally convinced. He sent a man ashore,
to cast about for any traces of a landing party.
That man came back with nothing. The path down to the beach
was steep
and little-used, barely a path at all; it would have shown footmarks
and torn undergrowth if anyone had climbed it. The shore guard had
noticed none, coming down. And left plenty of their own, of course, so
it was no use looking now.
The doctor—if he was a doctor: or the spy, the prisoner, the
passenger,
if he was any of those—was agitating to be away. The captain shrugged,
and nodded to Old Yen. It wasn’t for them to determine his truth or his
value. They could bring him where he was demanding to go, and let him
explain himself there.
SLOWLY, THEN, cautiously out to open water, men with poles to
fend the
boat away from the cliffs with their overhanging creepers that reached
almost low enough to brush the deck. One man cried a warning, at a
sudden rock in the water; it was not a rock at all but a vast corpse
floating facedown, just a pale roundness in the shadows, all but the
shoulders and back submerged. Old Yen spared a word for a blessing, for
the Li-goddess to hear it if she would.
Then it was all sail up and be grateful to her for a friendly
wind to take them easily around the island to Taishu-port.
Easy or not, it was half a day’s sail. Old Yen would have
been
uncomfortable carrying both the pirate and the doctor, if he hadn’t had
a full squad of edgy men to watch them; men or no men, he was more than
uncomfortable carrying the chained boy. He wanted to understand that
boy, and did not. Did watch him, though, and saw how much more than
exhausted he was: how unwell he seemed sometimes, slumping almost into
unconsciousness or almost into a fever, and how frightened when he was
more himself.
As they came under the shadow of the Forge, he saw the junk’s
captain—not exactly a prisoner, no, but sitting on the foredeck just
where he’d been invited to sit, out of everyone’s way and very
thoroughly watched by several soldiers—lift his head and look.
Old Yen shuddered, remembering the monks, their bodies, their
great
failure; and watched the sea with a desperate anxiety, waiting to see
the dragon breach again.
THE SEA was calm, the wind stayed kind, and not a dragon
stirred. The
army captain wanted to talk about her, but Old Yen would not; he shook
his head and stood mute until they came to Taishuport. At the mooring,
the captain offered his passengers one last chance to explain
themselves to him or his superiors. The doctor was stubborn, though. It
had to be the emperor.
Old Yen left the boy Pao to swab down; he disembarked with
the others, began the walk up through the city at the captain’s side.
“You need not come with us, old man. I can tell the emperor
what he
needs to know, if he should choose to see us. If not, this fool doctor
can hammer his hands bloody on the palace gates, unless my general
decides to let him hammer them bloody on a cell door instead.”
“You are wrong,” Old Yen said. “You are from the north, like
the
doctor, like the Son of Heaven himself; I have things to tell the
emperor that none of you know.”
The captain frowned, as though that bordered on heresy.
Perhaps it did.
“What can you possibly have to tell the emperor, old man? And why would
you ever think that he might listen? I am an officer in his army,
bringing someone who claims to be his spy; you—”
“I have met him before,” Old Yen said calmly. “Me he knows.
My
granddaughter is his preferred companion,” it was still hard to say concubine,
“and much of what I do is at his particular command.” Or
hers. “I think he will see me.”
And then, because he was a kind man and not truly proud, he
added, “I have to tell him about the dragon, and the boy.”
“The boy . . . ?”
“Yes. You saw the dragon, but the boy is what matters now. If
anyone is keeping that dragon under, it is the boy.”
And yet the girl could barely keep the boy moving, at a slow
and
distracted shuffle. He was no stronghold, if he was all they had.
Together the party moved up from the dockside through the
lower town,
through the merchants’ quarter to the exclusive broad avenues where the
governor had his palace, where the jademasters had built theirs to
outshine his: their houses more luxurious, their gardens greater, their
trees more rare and wonderful. All he did was govern, by imperial
license. They handled the stuff of empire, jade itself. They were the
living link between the mountain and the throne, best beloved by the
Man of Jade . . .
Old Yen had been here before, of course. The captain hadn’t.
Why would
a simple soldier have cause to visit the Son of Heaven? He was entering
a realm of uncertainty, and doing it filthy, exhausted, with dubious
strangers in his charge.
Still, he bore it well. At every check he said, “I have men
here from
the mainland, with a tale to tell the emperor,” and at every check they
were passed through. His own rank took him some of the way, and that
explanation took him farther: past the palace guard and past the palace
gate, into the public courtyard. Old Yen was almost waiting for Mei
Feng to conduct them to the imperial presence.
No Mei Feng, but an aide did come. He listened to the
captain, looked
at the whole party—the doctor, the boy in his chains and the girl
half-supporting him, the pirate captain—and brought them eventually
into the great hall where the Jade Throne stood.
Where it stood empty, while a man sat on a stool beside. Not
the emperor.
The aide served as example to them all: walk so far across
the hall
floor, drop down, kowtow. This might not be the emperor, but kowtow
anyway. Rise to your knees, shuffle forward, kowtow again.
Unexpectedly, wrongly, it was the girl Tien who spoke first:
who lifted
her head so sharply Old Yen had no time to reach out and push her down
again. “His majesty—”
“—is not here,” the man responded, almost kindly. “The Son of
Heaven is
elsewhere. I am General Ping Wen. Hush now,” as her urgency almost
overtook her again, “We will speak shortly. Yi, a word with
you . . .”
He beckoned the aide forward, and had a murmured
conversation. One by
one the whole party lifted their heads, sat back on their heels; gazed
about them in more or less wonder, watched the two by the throne with
more or less anxiety.
At last, the general waved the aide aside. “Very well, I have
it now. The guards may leave us. And you too, Yi.”
“Excellency—”
“Yes, yes. Go, go.” He chased the aide away with a flapping
hand. “Now.
This is an . . . unexpected end to my day.
Which of you
is the army captain? Very good. Tell me your tale, as neatly as you
may.”
“Excellence, this man asked to be brought to the emperor
directly . . .”
“But the emperor is not here, and I sit as regent in his
place. You may
speak with certainty.” And, when the captain hesitated one more time,
“Swiftness would also be welcome. You and your men have been on the
mainland . . . ?”
“Yes, excellency, securing a supply of rice for collection
after the
harvest and doing what we could to disrupt the rebels’ comfort. Burning
storehouses, attacking patrols. We were picked up by arrangement, by
this man’s boat—”
“Yes, the fisherman. We have met before, have we not?”
“We have, excellence. I brought news to the emperor before.”
“I remember. Why are you here now? I hope not from
presumption. A man
may be received once and not a second time. Especially in his majesty’s
absence.”
“Excellence, there is a dragon in the sea, and I may be the
only man
willing to tell you what she means,” as the doctor and the boy had said
nothing so far. The doctor threw him a glance he couldn’t interpret;
the boy seemed not to be listening, more slumped than obedient on his
knees, half leaning against the girl.
“A dragon? Indeed? Yi said you were all here over an affair
of spies?”
“We did see the dragon, excellence,” the captain said. “I had
not thought to mention her till now—”
“Because delivering your spy seemed more important. Quite so.
Which one is the spy?”
The doctor raised his head. “That is what I told the captain,
excellence.”
“What you told him. Is this to say it was not true?”
“I have been Tunghai Wang’s doctor, that much is true. My
name is Hsui.
I have . . . not been a spy for the emperor,
before
this. That was a tale we agreed with Li Ton, in order to achieve this
interview.”
The pirate captain’s head jerked up at that, with a glare
that could
have been deadly; the general saw his face for the first time.
“Chu Lin.”
“Ping Wen,” the pirate said. “This is my time for meeting old
friends,
it seems; I have seen Ma in Santung. Captain Ma, as he was when I knew
him.”
“Ah, Ma. Yes. And now you work for him, do you? As a
sea-captain?”
“Say I work for his master, Tunghai Wang, that brings you
closer.
Largely, I work against your own, and glad to have the chance.”
“Against? Captain, I thought you brought these people here as
our friends?”
“So did I, excellence . . .”
The general might not seem alarmed—amused, rather: leaning
one arm on
the side of the throne, surveying them with an ultimate of calm—but the
captain genuinely was, rising to his feet, drawing his heavy tao,
standing between them and the throne.
Again, it was Tien who spoke without an invitation: “So we
are your
friends! Well, we are, Uncle and me and Han. We’re not friends of
Tunghai Wang, anyway; we were only with him because an army needs a
doctor. But, I wanted to tell you—you
have to warn the emperor, there’s a squad of assassins after him! They
came over on the boat with us, dozens of them. They’re going to the,
the new palace, where the emperor is building it? They’re going to join
the workers there and kill him when they get a chance. They did have a
smith, a friend of ours, they meant to take him with them only he
wouldn’t go, so they, they killed him . . .”
“Captain,” the general said, still calm. “I understood that
there were only these, on this man’s junk?”
“When we found it, excellence, yes. And, yes, a body in the
water. He said
it was a crewman he had killed, for discipline. I could believe that of
him. This? I don’t know: there was no sign of a landing party, on the
beach or on the path . . .”
“They didn’t use the path,” the girl said, almost frantic
now. “They
climbed the cliff, directly from the deck; there were these creepers
hanging down, and he let the junk drift beneath them and they just went
up like monkeys. Please, you have to believe
me . . .”
“Oh, I do believe you,” the general said. “I’m only trying to
assess
how disappointed I need to be in my captain. Why didn’t you tell him
the truth at the time? He might have sent soldiers after these
assassins.”
“Uncle said not to, that we could come here to warn the
emperor in
person, if we told a different tale
first . . .”
The doctor said, “Forgive me, excellence, but protecting the
emperor’s
life was not my first priority. At this time, young Han’s here is the
more important. It was crucial to bring him safe to port; and, as my
niece has said, we expected to find the emperor
here . . .”
“Mmm. Captain: step outside and send for paper. I will write
a warning
for his majesty; a messenger will fetch it to him shortly. When your
assassins try to infiltrate the workforce, they will find our soldiers
ready for them. Yes.”
“Excellence,” the captain said, “I would rather take the
message myself. With a squad of my own men, for certainty.”
“No doubt you would, captain, but you need a bath and rest
before you
go anywhere, I can see your exhaustion from here,” which almost seemed
to say I can smell you from here. “The
new palace is like an ants’ nest, soldiers everywhere; once they are
alerted, there will be no danger to the Son of Heaven.”
“Excellence, this man—” with a gesture toward the pirate
captain,
“—is an old friend of mine, and will make no trouble for me.
Go.”
PAPER AND ink and brushes were brought by a man with a
writing desk and
a flustered anxiety. The general waved him away and wrote swiftly,
folded the paper and sealed it with his chop. There was a messenger at
the door, waiting; it was almost a ceremony, that they should all watch
him take the paper and sprint away.
And then that they should all go back into the hall again:
except that
the general stopped the captain and said, “No, go you; you have done
enough. Find your men. Wash, eat, sleep. Report to me at noon tomorrow,
when I will have a task for you. For you all.”
“Excellence, I can’t leave you with him, quite
unguarded . . . !”
“Captain, I told you, we have been friends.”
“He is a traitor! I’d wager he has tattoos that declare
it . . .”
“I know he does, I saw them made. I saw
him . . . harmed
and marked and sent away. Which is, of course, why I trust him. He owes
us his death, twice over now: once for returning, once for whom he
brought with him. And I stand in the shadow of the throne, and I am
entirely safe from him. Go, captain. Enough debate.”
And so back into the shadows of the hall, and, “Now,” the
general said,
once he’d resumed his stool, “do try to explain to me why this boy’s
life is so much more important than the emperor’s?”
The doctor did try. He spoke of the dragon, and the need to
keep her
chained, and the boy being the best that any of them could do, since
the monks had been slaughtered.
And the general said, “Chu Lin.”
“Excellence?”
“You know this island, which they call the Forge?”
“I do, excellence.”
“Good. Fisherman,” and Old Yen came very alert, “you have a
boat in the harbor.”
It was not a question, but he answered it anyway. “I do,
excellence.”
“Very good. Chu Lin, you have had care of this boy for some
time, and
seem not to have lost him yet. I want you to keep him awhile longer.
Take these others too, take them all. Unless you want to tell me that
their story is madness, and there was no dragon?”
“No, excellence. I did see the dragon; she nearly sank the Shalla.”
“That was your junk? Well, she is ours now. Go with the
fisherman here.
You will land on the Forge, and climb to the peak. I understand that
the works there are abandoned, but they should still furnish you with
fuel. I want you to light a beacon, burn everything you can. I want a
light bright enough to shine from here to the mainland, all night long.”
Old Yen had known moments like the silence that followed, but
very few.
Then the pirate captain said, “Excellence, are you sure? Do
you know
what a beacon means, in that place, at this
time . . . ?”
“Oh yes, I know. Let it shine, Chu Lin. Let it shine. And
keep an eye,
by all means, open for your dragon. There and back again.”
“Are we to come back?”
“Actually,” and the general smiled, and made a gesture as
though he
played his own words between his hands like a silky scarf, “I really
don’t care where you go, when you have done as I bid. Go where you
like.”
Chapter three
Mei
Feng stretched
herself slowly, luxuriously, against the warm dense length of her
sleeping lord—who grunted something unintelligible, reached a loose arm
around her, and was clearly not quite so much sleeping after all.
“Lord?” she murmured quietly, probing.
“Mmph.”
She smiled; that meant he was awake enough to be reluctant
about it. In
the palace she would strike a little bell to let the servants know, and
by the time he could be troubled to rise there would be bathwater
waiting. An hour’s soaking and scrubbing, splashing and oiling and
preening, he’d be almost entirely human again.
Here there was no bathhouse, and no little bell. Also no
hurry in the
world. They had license—no, better, his majesty was urged to spend an
extra day, two days, however long he liked. They could linger in the
bed here, she could tease him through the croaking incommunicado of his
waking body and amuse herself—and him!—without benefit of
talking . . .
She rolled onto her side and slid her hand up over his chest,
over his
cheek, into his hair. Sticky, sticky all the way: he really ought to
bathe, she ought to find a way to bathe him. Perhaps a barrel, and
water heated on a fire . . . ?
She snickered, to think of the emperor washing like a common
soldier.
If common soldiers ever washed. Doing it in full sight of any number of
common soldiers . . .
He made another of his painful interrogative grunts, and his
one
visible eye cracked slightly open. She nuzzled his shoulder and he
settled again, hitching her just a little closer. She supposed they
would do what they could, as they usually did, with bowls of water
brought in by the maids; but now she’d thought of it, all her skin did
itch for a bath, and . . .
And there were voices beyond the wall, and not the familiar
whispers of
her maids. It took her a moment to understand who they were; she still
didn’t understand why they were allowed so close. It was the emperor’s
choice, of course. Even so, she wished that he’d discussed it with her
first. In private, where she could speak her mind. He’d gone so swiftly
from wanting to kill the thieves to wanting to keep them alive, and
then to keep them at hand. The jade-eater, at least, he wanted that boy
near enough to study; and somehow the woman just came with him, and now—
Well, now they lived under the emperor’s eye, which meant
under hers
also. She didn’t dislike either of them, exactly, but she hated the way
they claimed so much of his attention, when they should have been
quietly grateful for his mercy. Quietly grateful and somewhere else,
for preference.
The woman Jiao particularly. She swaggered, with her
mercenary airs and
the sword that she was bizarrely allowed to keep, as though she were
some kind of bodyguard. Mei Feng hated that, if only because it
reminded her of a life she’d lost: a life of the body, of stretched
muscles and salt-soaked skin in the storm’s eye, the toss of waves,
bare planking beneath bare feet, and . . .
And she had promised herself not to regret that, any of that,
and she
would not do it now. Let the woman pose with her bare arms, muscles on
display. Jiao wasn’t important to the emperor; she was tolerated, for
the boy’s sake. And the boy was quite sweet. He reminded Mei Feng of
herself, a little, when she was first brought to the palace: wide-eyed,
bewildered and amazed, afraid, too startled to be unhappy.
Yu Shan was very much the simple boy down from the mountains,
knowing
nothing. He didn’t even seem to know how rare he was among men, how
physically unmatched. Perhaps they were all like him, among the jade
mines? She didn’t believe that; he had to be the freak, the thief, the
bad one who broke imperial law to take what he wasn’t entitled to,
strength and speed that should have been the emperor’s alone.
No wonder the emperor was fascinated. Mei Feng was fascinated
too,
learning more about her own man through his study of this other. Even
so, she’d still rather have more time with the original. This was
typical: here they were, in the inviolable privacy of their bedchamber,
and even here those two came breaking in, even if it was just their
voices . . .
“. . . What do we do today?” That
was Yu Shan, always the one who waited to be told.
“Whatever they choose, of course. If we’re not going back to
the city.”
The woman was yawning as she spoke; if Mei Feng lifted her head to
look, she was sure she’d see a lean shadow cast through the lacquered
silk wall, stretching mightily.
“There’s the river,” the boy said.
“What about it?”
“We could swim, if they didn’t want us. I’d like to swim.” He
sounded plaintive, a little boy missing a treat; she heard I’d
like to swim with you, but
wasn’t really listening anymore. Her head was filled with images of
water, running broad and clean and deep; her skin shivered with
anticipation of it, the shock of entry and then the cool slide of it
across her body, the clean bite and the warm work and the tingling
pleasures after . . .
“Lord, are you
awake . . . ?”
“Unh.”
A kiss, to sweeten that difficult art of talking; and, “Were
you listening?”
“Only to you.” He sounded like a frog first thing, all croak.
Sometimes
he was like a great frog in other ways, all mouth and legs and
slithering. Not this morning. This morning he could barely move. “You
breathe all out of time with me. Little lungs.”
“Great whale.” Better, probably, not to call him frog.
“But whales like to swim, I think? When they’re not snoring?”
This whale shifted and groaned, and said, “Swimming. Who
talked about swimming?”
“Yu Shan and Jiao.” That should tempt him.
“Unh. Swimming sounds good. I can’t remember the last time I
swam.
There must have been times, on the
road . . . Mustn’t
there . . . ?”
“I expect your mother thought it was unsafe, if it wasn’t in
your own gardens.”
“She probably still would. She’s probably right. Is there a
pond? I
don’t remember a pond. We’re going to dam the stream to make a lake,
but . . .”
“No, lord. No pond. There’s the river, though.”
She waited. After a moment, he snorted. “She would forbid it.”
“Yes, lord. But she can’t. No one can. You’re emperor.
Besides, we’re
here and they’re not; and Ping Wen’s letter said we should take what
chances we could to enjoy the country. It might not be so easy to come
again, if there are spies and assassins abroad; people will try to keep
you locked up, where they know you’re safe. Don’t worry, if it’s a very
dangerous river, I won’t let you swim in it.”
He snorted, and his fingers drummed impatience on her ribs.
“Shall we?”
“I think we should.” Chillier than a bath but better too, so
many ways better . . .
THEY WENT, of course, as a foursome. Which meant that they
went, of
course, with two dozen guards in train, and her maids, and a whole
train of servants else. Which meant at least that they need not carry
anything, because there were hands enough despite the extraordinary
quantities of things necessary for a spontaneous imperial swim: towels
and clothes and oils and combs, foods and drinks and tables, folding
chairs and sunshades.
She would send them all out of sight, once they’d found a
pretty spot
with a good depth of clean water. And not too much current, because she
didn’t know how well he did swim, and she wouldn’t want to see him
swept away; his mother might be hard to
reconcile . . .
“What are you grinning at?”
“Oh, nothing, lord. Just—this,” with an expansive gesture
that did not
include the snaking line of guards and servants. “It’s good to be out
in the air, walking. I like to walk.”
Jiao snorted. “Try walking the length of Taishu, before you
say that so brightly.”
“Or the length of the empire,” she countered, “as his majesty
has
done,” and never mind that he was carried most of the way in litters
and wagons and carriages. She didn’t think he’d worn out too many pairs
of his soft padded boots. But it did flatter his vanity to speak of
that long march as something heroic, rather than a desperate flight.
Desperate and possibly still unavailing: she didn’t like the
message
Chung had brought, assassins discovered in Taishu-port, testing ways
into the palace grounds. Where one group had failed, another might
succeed. It had been hard on her, to see her island turned into a
garrisoned fortress; it was harder now to see it as a fortress that
failed, to see all the hunger and grief as wasted, his life
precariously hung by a hair.
At least she didn’t need to worry about it today. Or possibly
tomorrow
either; it might not be safe yet to think of going back. Ping Wen’s
letter had told them to stay.
THE RIVER came down from the mountains, of course. Yu Shan
might have
known it as a spring, a stream, a youthful bitter brook. Just here,
where the force of its descent turned to a slow meander across the
plain, it had chewed itself a basin. The main stream left a lot of
water behind in a still, stony pool on the forest’s edge, where trees
came down like cattle and stooped to drink, their leaves trailing in
slow currents.
It was ideal, everything she’d wished for. She could send the
soldiers
far enough that the trees would give them a screen of privacy; the
servants could set out their meal on the grass beyond. She was happily
babbling orders when she realized that the others—the emperor, Yu Shan
and Jiao too—were all quietly laughing at her. She stopped mid-word,
and listened back to herself; and her own smile was pure confession as
she bowed and said, “That is, of course, if all this would please the
Son of Heaven?”
“Everything you do pleases me, Mei Feng. You know that. And
this is lovely, this place that you have found.”
He looked as though he wanted to extend the parkland of his
new palace
to encompass it. Well, he could, of course, if he wanted to; it would
mean walls a mile long, but he was emperor.
He was emperor, and he was fumbling with the ties of his
robe, although
she’d dressed him as simply as she could. She stilled his fingers with
her own, and made him wait until the servants were busy out of sight
and the soldiers had faded into the trees, even until Yu Shan and Jiao
had stripped off and plunged into the water.
Then she helped him undress, and then she undressed herself;
and then,
finding him still standing on the edge of the pool enchantingly waiting
for her, she pushed him in.
AND DIVED in immediately after, because she still didn’t know
how well
he swam; and found that the answer was “very well indeed.” The great
whale might have bigger lungs than hers; she was still surprised to
find that he could stay under for longer. Indeed, that he could grip
her ankle and tug her down and hold her under until the last of her air
was gone. Just as her kicks were becoming no longer playful, he wrapped
himself around her flailing arms and kissed her; and his used air was
somehow enough for them both, for that last little moment before they
broke the surface and she could gasp a real, desperate breath.
And then hammer her fists against his unheeding chest and
growl curses
against his grin. “I thought here might be one thing I could actually
do better than you. Lord.”
“Did you?” He was delighted, but that was no challenge; if
there was
one thing that delighted him more than she did, it was her telling him
how remarkable he was.
Which was, again, no challenge. He astonished her, as he
always had.
Her would-be cynical soul still said there would be other
women, who
would delight him anew; but it was hard to stay cynical when you were
young and astonished, and the emperor of the world had twined his legs
around yours and his arms about your shoulders and his magnificent body
was drawing you down again into chill dark wonderful
waters . . .
YU SHAN, as it turned out, swam as well as or possibly even
better than
the emperor. And lacked the grace to hide it, which delighted everyone,
the emperor included. At length Mei Feng and Jiao both withdrew, to sit
on the bank and rub themselves with towels and watch the boys still
sporting.
She didn’t invite it, but Jiao dried Mei Feng’s back for her,
so of
course she had to do the same in return. And then of course they fell
to talking of their two young men in terms of laughing disparagement,
even though one of them was emperor of all the world; and then of other
things, when those same young men still showed no signs of getting out
of the water.
Vaguely dressed and rubbing at her hair, still grateful for
the short
crop that his mother so disparaged, Mei Feng had just taken a breath to
ask a question when she was cut off by screaming.
It came from beyond the trees, where the servants were laying
out the picnic.
Jiao moved while Mei Feng was still staring uselessly at the
woodland,
trying to see through it. The older woman snatched her tao from its
scabbard and called sharply to Yu Shan. She waited long enough to roll
her eyes at Mei Feng, “Why does trouble always come when he’s naked?
Get yours out of there, get him dressed and keep him here.” Then she
was gone, sliding rapidly between the trees.
As she looked back toward the water, Mei Feng noticed Jiao’s
boots,
still sitting empty on the turf. Urgency had sent her away barefoot.
That was nothing. Yu Shan pulled himself out of the pool and
padded
after her with the water still running out of his hair: undressed,
unarmed, unready. Naked entirely, except for the amulet he wore around
his neck on a chain of beads. Jade beads, those were now: the emperor
had had them changed, to keep the boy healthy, he
said . . .
She stuffed her own feet firmly into her shoes, even as she
snatched up
a dry towel and went to intercept the emperor. Left to himself, he
would clearly have followed Yu Shan, heedless, naked, vulnerable. She
wouldn’t let him do that. The Son of Heaven, running around butt-bare,
exposed in every way? No. To prevent it, she was already working the
towel on his hard body, knowing he would stand still to let her do it.
He was too well trained, too complaisant, and she would exploit that as
much as his mother ever had.
She talked, while she rubbed: “It was the maids who screamed.
I expect
one of them saw a snake. Or was bitten, maybe?” That was the worst she
was prepared to allow.
He said, “No, I can hear weapons.”
“Can you, lord?” His robe, his shoes; be grateful his clothes
were so
easy to manage this morning. “I can’t, but you have such good
hearing . . .”
Except that she could, suddenly: a distant muffled clatter,
overridden
by shouting and more screams. And loud voices, close and coming closer,
those must be the soldiers drawing in from their perimeter, needing
sight of the emperor and each other in this sudden confusion.
If they thought their emperor would wait patiently for their
protection, they had misunderstood him badly; as badly as Jiao, who
thought that Mei Feng could keep him close.
She had thought so herself, right up until he seized her
wrist and said “Come on.”
“Lord, you shouldn’t . . .”
“What?” Apparently he could run and talk at the same time,
and do both
briskly. “I shouldn’t see what danger threatens? I shouldn’t expose
myself to whatever is attacking my servants? I shouldn’t care about my
soldiers’ lives, or my friends’?”
Yes, she thought, all of
those . . . His
mother, no doubt, would have said it. She would have liked to, and was
quite glad to need all her breath for running, for keeping up with him.
Here was the tree line, here was the grassy ground beyond;
there was
the picnic upset and abandoned, thrown around. Among that spoil, people
lay dead. Around it, men were fighting.
The imperial guards were a hand-picked mixture of veterans
and youth,
trained and devoted. They fought for their position, and fought to keep
it. They were fighting now, as they had never fought before—and they
were losing. She knew nothing of warfare, but she could see that. It
wasn’t hard. They fought, they fell.
The men who killed them, this sudden enemy looked like
soldiers too:
more roughly dressed but otherwise they might have traded places,
except that all of these were veterans and few of them were dying.
Except where Jiao was wielding her blade with practiced
skill, a
warrior come to war, while Yu Shan fought beside her with another that
he must have snatched from somewhere. He lacked Jiao’s unexpected
grace, her finesse with a weapon, but he was brutally quick and
brutally strong. The men he fought could never quite find him with
their blades, and whatever Yu Shan’s found, it cleaved through.
Those two together were strikingly effective, but they were
never going
to be enough. The servants were mostly dead now, though a few were
running. Being allowed to run. They didn’t matter, she supposed.
Neither did the soldiers matter, probably, except that they stood
between the attackers and the emperor.
So would she, if she only had a weapon. She cast about for
something,
and realized that he was doing exactly the same; why would he carry a
blade, to go swimming? With his guard packed about him?
His guard was tumbling out of the trees now, all around them
and just
in time. Those men who had stayed with the servants had held the enemy
back, barely long enough, but their resistance was over. The
attackers—rebels, she supposed they must be, soldiers from the
mainland—pressed forward relentlessly, and even Jiao and Yu Shan were
falling back now.
This new flux of guards ran on to meet the rebels, but they
were
outnumbered already; they would die as their comrades had, helpless and
hopeless, in defense of a man they could not save.
Here came Jiao to say so, no doubt. Here came Yu Shan. The
captain of
the guard stood with the emperor, but his eyes were on the fighting and
his blade was in his hand; he wanted to be out there with his men, and
he might as well be, for all the good he was doing here. For all the
good he would do, here or there.
Jiao was blood all over, but little enough of it seemed to be
her own.
She was breathing hard and grinning through a mask of blood, or at
least baring her teeth; she said, “Majesty, come with us; you should
not be showing yourself like this.”
“Showing myself? Give me a weapon; I want
to fight.”
“No,” she said bluntly, and it might have been the first time
he’d
heard the word, he seemed so startled. “That’s what they want, too. We
will not give you to them quite so easily.”
“I will not leave my men to die!”
“Fool,” the woman said, startling him again, though Mei Feng
knew he’d
heard that word before; she’d used it herself a few times, laughingly.
“If you stay here, you condemn them to die. Leave now, and some of them
perhaps will have the chance to live.
“Captain,” she went on, “we will take the emperor. Not back
to the
palace site; there may be more of these expecting that, waiting on the
road. In the forest, perhaps we can lose them. It will help if you
can . . . detain them for a while.”
The captain looked at his emperor, he looked at her; he
nodded. No one
said that with that nod, he had condemned himself and his men to death
in any case. They all knew it. That was enough.
Chapter four
Back
on a boat again.
Sailing under Li Ton’s command again—because he couldn’t call
him Chu
Lin, though that might seem to be his name—and heading for the Forge,
again.
Not knowing the real reason why. Again.
Bewildered and unhappy—again—Han sat in the bows of the old
fisherman’s
boat and watched the water hissing by, and felt how the dragon fought
below. She had tested them, tested him,
with that sudden rise, trying to swallow the junk and him if she
couldn’t break the chains. She’d nearly won both ways, but the chains
had held—if barely—and the junk had survived the flood, and so had he.
And had fought her down again, and now it wasn’t the chains
that she was fighting, it was him.
She squatted in his head, and he felt her contempt for that
narrow
cage; and he tried to pretend it was a victory, that he had caged her.
That he was bait and jailer both, and the trap was sprung.
By contrast, she showed him glimpses—almost more than his
mind could
stand—of what she was: the power and majesty of her, the stretch, the
breadth. The colors, roiling in the wind; the jewel edge, bright and
glittering and lethal. The soar of height and the plunge of depth, the
catastrophe of her fury and the wonder of her love.
Sick or stubborn or blind to his own defeat, he sat it out.
He was what
he was, a boy in chains in the prow of a boat; and she
couldn’t—quite—touch him and she could not, she could not quite
break him, and he survived.
For what, he wasn’t certain. It would never be any better
than this.
She would batter at him physically, emotionally, every way she could,
until at the last he would fail. One way or another, she would defeat
him and fly free.
Just, not today. He was determined on that. Not today.
A FIGURE came forward and dropped to the deck beside him. He
didn’t turn to see; she laid her hand on his shoulder, and he knew.
“Tien. How, how are you?”
“I’m all right,” meaning how
are you?—and not being at all surprised to be answered by a
shrug and another question.
“What are the others doing?”
“Uncle Hsui is at the stern there, talking to the fisherman.
Li Ton’s
with them, but he’s not even listening, he doesn’t care what they say.
What’s he doing this for?”
“I don’t know, yet. I expect we’ll find out.” Even Han could
hear the
defeat in his own voice; it disgusted him. If he were Tien, he thought,
it would disgust him—her—more. And yet she still came to talk to him.
That was something.
“So why are we letting him do it,” she said, “whatever it is?
We
outnumber him; we could, we could just throw him
overboard . . .”
“Could we? He’s armed, and we’re not. If he wasn’t—well, your
uncle’s a
scholar, not a fighter. The old fisherman
is . . . old;
and you’re young, and not a fighter. And me,
I’m . . .”
“You’re sick,” she said, “you don’t have to do anything. But
there’s the deck boy, Pao—”
“Who won’t do anything unless he’s told. It’s Li Ton who does
the
telling, you know that. None of us can stand up to him, even though we
know what he is.”
“He’s a traitor!”
“Yes, of course. His skin says so. A traitor to what?”
“To the empire, of course! And so’s that, that general, Ping
Wen. I
don’t know what he’s sending us to do,
but . . .”
“But it likely serves the interests of Tunghai Wang, back on
the
mainland. Who’s the man you’ve been following all these months. Face
it, Tien. We’re all traitors here.”
“Uncle says it doesn’t matter who we follow, so long as we
keep the dragon down . . .”
“But?”
“But I don’t like Li Ton, and I don’t like Ping Wen, and I
don’t trust
anything they’re hatching. Uncle says we’re not devoted to the empire
either, but even so . . .”
Even so: none of them really knew why they were here, or what
Li Ton
intended. They were all equally uncomfortable with it, and equally
helpless to interfere.
THEY CAME closer and closer to the Forge, and Han was more
and more
oppressed by memories of the last time. The night he saw the dragon,
through that other boy’s eyes—what was his name? Yerli, yes. Strange
dead Yerli, who went where he was most afraid to go, just to show Han
something that they neither of them understood.
Han understood it now, too late.
Closer still, and the jetty was gone, that they’d tied up to
before.
Briefly he hoped that there’d be no way to land; but of course men must
have landed before the jetty was built, or no one could have built the
jetty. It was convenient, not crucial.
The fisherman said he had a way ashore. Was he old and wise,
with these
waters in his bones, or was he old and foolish, with water in his eyes
and in his brain? Han found it hard to care. The Forge was the last
place on earth that he wanted to set foot again; memories were hung all
about it like the fog, like lights in fog, death and pain and cruelty
and terror.
If the old man got it wrong, they’d never make it ashore. He
thought he
could almost welcome that. Almost. But then the boat would break apart
and they would all slide down into the water, deep down to where the
dragon waited far below. He would go first and fastest, under the
weight of all these chains; she would welcome him most gladly, bright
shining eyes like lights in fog to guide him through the murk. Bright
eyes and open mouth.
NO FOG just now. In clear evening light they came to the
Forge. Old Yen
steered them past the ruined jetty and seemingly straight at the rocks.
Tien’s hand tightened on Han’s; he took one glance back to see the old
man working his oar hard, almost frenziedly against the surge and suck
of the water. If the boat responded, it was only to leap on all the
more swiftly. Han’s eyes were drawn forward again, to see what doom
looked like, rushing down upon him.
He thought the dragon was watching too, through his eyes. He
was sure
her thoughts, her senses pervaded the water—her waters, these, through
right of long possession—so that she could feel the boat’s hull in the
surf, how fragile it was, and how very absolute the rocks. He could
feel her eagerness, her anticipation. Her waiting mouth. She taunted
him with it, lurking in his head like a lick and a swallow.
All the time, though, there was still one small whisper of
himself that
truly didn’t believe it. The old fisherman wouldn’t wreck his own boat.
Nor did he. Just as it seemed that calamity was inevitable,
just when
Han’s daunted eyes could make out the molds and weeds that clung to the
rocks that were going to break them, the old man let out a shout loud
enough to carry over the roar of broken waters. At the same time, he
flung his steering-oar over and braced it with all his bone-ridden body.
The boat answered, remarkably, impossibly: at that last
moment it
turned in its hectic progress, slid at an angle across the roll of a
lifting wave and seemed to sniff out an unexpected passage, a break
between two looming rocks like a gap in the dragon’s teeth.
If the peace they found beyond the rocks was like the peace
to be found
within the dragon’s mouth—well. They were safe enough, until she
swallowed. Han thought that had always been true anyway, anywhere.
Death was always only a moment away, a missed breath or a missed step,
waiting on the dragon’s swallow.
In fact the fisherman had brought them to a closeted little
stretch of
water, much like a tongue behind the teeth of rocks. The surf hissed
and swirled between them, but all its force was broken into little
eddies and waves that threatened weakly and meant nothing.
In that sudden stillness, voices still pitched for the sea
carried
farther than they were meant to. Han heard Li Ton say, “Well done,” in
a tone that measured surprise with respect. “And can you take her out
again as neatly?”
“If we catch the tide right,” the old man said. “High water,
just as
she turns: that’ll lift us out over the jaw there and bear us away,
sweet as a little girl’s nutshell in a rain gutter.”
“Good enough. We’ll be all night anyway; high water won’t
come again
till midday, but we can wait for that. Perhaps there’ll be something to
see. How do we get ashore?”
“Wetly,” the old man said, without even the least hint of an
apology.
WHAT THAT meant, for those who couldn’t swim—which meant for
Han,
largely, though Tien and the doctor came with him, with Old Yen to work
the pole—was an awkward slither down the side and into a sampan, then a
punt across to the stone faces of the shore. Another graceless scramble
over sharp and slippery rocks brought them at last to level ground
nearly as wet as those who had swum it, Li Ton and the boat’s boy Pao.
Old Yen returned to his boat, because this little gullet he
had set her
in was no secure anchorage and she couldn’t be left unwatched. The rest
of them were mustered under Li Ton’s eye and marched uphill.
Again Han wondered why they all obeyed him so easily. He and
Tien both wore heavy iron in their ears, to tie them to the Shalla
and
to him; they were committed already. Pao belonged to the boat and would
do what the fisherman told him, which was clearly to follow Li Ton for
his own health’s sake. The doctor was perhaps not so easily dominated,
but cooperated for his niece’s sake as well as Han’s, two imperatives.
THEY CAME to the monks’ old settlement before they found the
path that
Han remembered. The settlement was twice a ruin now, gutted once by
pirates’ fires and then apparently raided for timbers to build a great
pyre at its heart. A circle of rain-beaten ash still lingered, a heap
of blackened bones that hadn’t burned.
Han wanted to hurry by, so did Pao; Li Ton wouldn’t let them.
He led
the search himself, scouring the ghost-huts in the last of the light
for any wood that had been overlooked or only half burned through,
anything that could hold or feed a flame.
What they found, they carried up the steep path to the
summit, to the
forge itself. Han could feel the dragon’s awareness constantly behind
his eyes, and something of her temper—like tempered steel, worked and
reworked in the heat of her fury and the chill of the sea—as she looked
at this place where her chains had been made and hammered home, renewed
again and again on the bodies of determined men.
The forge was as it had been left, untouched. Now Li Ton
said, “Tear it down.”
They stared at him, perhaps. “That roof,” the iron
rain-cover, “I want
that down. And I want all the wood heaped up there,” in the heart of
the furnace. “With charcoal from the bunkers; but pull the bunkers
apart, I want that wood too. Build me a fire that can burn all night,
and be seen all night.”
IT WAS to be a beacon, then; a signal to Tunghai Wang and his
forces
onshore. Someone was being premature, perhaps, confident of an
uncertain outcome. Or trying to subvert one plan with another.
Han could think of no reason to go to so much trouble, simply
to say We have landed, or even The
emperor is dead.
On the other hand, come now, strike now, launch
your invasion fleet—that,
yes. One blazing light to declare it, in the sight of every captain
that the fleet could boast: that was an order worth the making.
Chapter five
Were
they running, or were they being herded?
Yu Shan wasn’t sure, but he didn’t like either one. Help,
hope was
behind them, and falling farther; deliberately or otherwise, they were
being driven away from the road and the palace site, away from all
those soldiers. Deeper into the forest, higher into the hills.
Someone would realize soon enough that the emperor hadn’t
returned from
swimming. A runner would be sent, and the bodies found. Then of course
there would be panic, men streaming out in search; but it would take
seasoned trackers to find and follow their trail, and seasoned trackers
could never move at this pace. Yu Shan had seen deer run down by
hunting dogs; this was like, in its relentlessness.
He could run and run. So, it seemed, could the emperor. Jiao
and Mei
Feng—well, they were both strong and used to work; one had the long
road in her muscles, the other had the sea. But neither of them had
jade in their bones, and the climbs were draining them.
The rebels at their backs weren’t jade-eaters either.
Together or
separately, the two young men could have outrun them all; indeed, at
one of the essential rest stops at the top of a slope, Mei Feng glared
at them both and gasped, “You two, you’re not even breathing
hard! You go on, you,” specifically to the emperor, “leave us. You’re
the one they want. Yu Shan’ll look after you. They’ll leave us
alone . . .”
“Like they left the servants alone?” Yu Shan snarled, not
entirely
trusting the emperor to say what was needful. “They’d kill you for
practice. For pleasure.”
“Besides,” Jiao grunted, trying hard not to look as though
she needed
this break as much as Mei Feng did, “are you seriously going to trust
your man to Yu Shan’s swordwork?”
“They won’t need swordwork, without us to slow them down. Yu
Shan knows
the mountains; he can see my lord safe. Besides, my lord has very
pretty swordwork of his own.”
“Which doesn’t matter,” her lord himself replied, “because
we’re not
leaving you. You’d be run down and slaughtered without a thought.”
“And if you stay with us, we’ll all be run down and
slaughtered. You two can run forever, maybe, but we can’t. I can’t.”
“You can run another mile.” That was Jiao, coming easily to
her feet
now. “One mile at a time, girl. You’re doing grand. And, look,
downhill . . .”
“For now.” Mei Feng peered over the ridge at their next slide
down into shadow. “Uphill after. And then what?”
“We’re coming into my country,” Yu Shan said. If anything,
the scent of
the hills made him stronger; his legs welcomed steepness, as his eyes
welcomed deep green shade. “Clan country. If they don’t know
that . . .”
“What?” It was the emperor who asked, and Yu Shan grinned at
him reflexively.
“Well, if we can stay ahead of them long enough, they’ll find
out.”
The emperor blinked, and then grinned back, a moment of young
male
conspiracy abbreviated by a sudden sharp thump on Yu Shan’s shoulder,
which was Jiao.
“Your people can’t fight these! They’re not all like you. Or
are they . . . ?”
“No, they’re not like me.” His people followed the rules.
Mostly. “But
they’ll fight anything. We grow up fighting each other.
Come . . .”
• • •
SOON ENOUGH, too soon, they were walking more than
running; keep this
up, and they’d be resting more than walking. Yu Shan didn’t think the
men behind them would be walking, or resting, or doing anything other
than dog their trail. Night came swiftly, though, in the
mountains—properly swift: he’d been baffled by the slow dusk of the
plains—and not even these tireless rebels could track in the dark. They
might ape dogs in their endurance, but they couldn’t see by scent.
Yu Shan, on the other hand, could see quite well in the
darkest night.
The emperor too. They could take whatever rest the women needed, and
still be miles ahead before dawn.
And meantime there were clean streams to drink from and fruit
to pick
to calm a roiling empty stomach, if you knew what was good to eat,
which he did.
He kept them moving while the valleys filled with shadow, so
long as
there was any last trace of brightness in the sky. During that shifty
time they found one more stream to cross, a hatchling river, slender
but vigorous. Yu Shan waded out, and it came no higher than his hip.
They’d dealt with worse before, but this time he heard a soft
hesitance, a doubt behind him. Looking back, he saw Mei Feng anxious at
the water’s edge, peering blindly.
Yu Shan would have gone back for her, but there was no need;
the
emperor was there, stepping down into the water and offering his back,
taking her legs and simply scooping her up when she dithered. She rode
across the water like a child, clinging to him; Yu Shan thought she was
almost sobbing with exhaustion. When they reached the farther bank, the
emperor simply stepped up out of the river and went on walking, never
showed a hint of setting her down.
Yu Shan grinned back at Jiao, his face an open invitation.
If she saw, she pretended not to in the gloom; but stepped
into the water and waded slowly, sternly past him.
He followed, and watched her clamber out; and waited till she
reached
down a hand to help him, as he’d known she would. The clamp of strong
fingers, the heave of a leanly muscled arm, an exhausted flash of teeth
in the gloom; they let him say it at last, because it was a conspiracy
now. “I can carry you, you know. When you’re ready.”
“I’ll never be ready for that,” she said, and dog-trotted
determinedly after the others.
LATER, WHEN the sky was star-dark and the valleys utter
black, when
only the emperor and Yu Shan could see at all, he led them off the path
and upslope. He found an earth-cave under an overhang of rock; in his
own home valley, this would have been opened up into a minework, a test
shaft in search of mother-stone. Here in the mountains’ margin, where
good stone was hard to find, he supposed that no clan had found it
worth the effort.
The women sank into its grateful shelter. At least, Mei Feng
sank. Jiao
scowled at him and squatted in the mouth for a minute before she edged
deeper in, muttering something about checking on the little one. When
there was no sign of her coming out again, Yu Shan called her name
softly. And had no answer but a snore, and settled his back comfortably
against the wall with his legs stretched out ahead of him.
And found himself mirroring the emperor, how he sat, how he
stretched,
on the other side of the cavemouth. The Son of Heaven said, “It’s good
to stop.”
“Yes, majesty.”
“I don’t suppose you could call me by my name? Now that we’re
running for our lives?”
Yu Shan thought about it. “No, majesty. I don’t think I
could. I’m sorry . . .”
A wise young man stepped lightly around the gods. Even to the
point of saying no to them, apparently.
The emperor smiled, and shifted his shoulders against the
rock he
leaned on. “It’s good to stop—but I really didn’t need to. I could have
gone on, I think. All night, I think, and through tomorrow too. Am I
right?”
“I don’t really know, emperor. I feel the same, but—well, you
can
always take another drink from a water-skin until it’s empty, and then
there’s nothing. Maybe we’d have fallen over after another mile, or
another minute. As you say, it is good to stop.”
There was pleasure in being still: in the cool damp of the
unmoving
earth, in slack muscles and slow breaths, the smell of green and the
fall of rain. But if he hadn’t been frightened and always looking back,
there would have been pleasure too in the simple act of running: the
pumping of muscles and lungs, hard ground and hot skin and effort
rewarded, speed and stretch and challenge. Why would he ever want that
to end? Why would it ever need to? He could run to the ends of the
world, if he could only cross the sea . . .
Before he could think about swimming, the emperor murmured,
“Perhaps we shouldn’t talk.”
“We won’t wake them. Sir. However loud we speak.”
“Not them. The rebels. If they hear us, they can find us.”
“Not in this valley. Listen.”
They were silent, then, together, except for the noises that
their own
bodies made, the unconsidered suss of breath and the lubdub and gurgle
of blood in the heart.
Beyond and below them were the sounds of the valley: the vast
soft
sounds of wind and rain on trees and rock and water, the harder sounds
of the nascent river in its stony bed, cries of occasional animals and
the songs of nightbirds. The hiss, scrape, buzz of insects.
“I don’t hear anything.”
“No. That’s what I mean. If they came, we would hear them
before they heard us.”
And see them better in the dark too, see them first, however
good they
were; but that meant fighting, and he didn’t want to think about that.
If it came to fighting, he and his companions would still lose. They
weren’t enough, to fight off so many. A hard hot strength couldn’t
overcome cold numbers, however earnestly he wished it.
Which was why they needed to stay ahead, until the numbers
stood on
their side; which was why he had to lead them on before the night was
over. Especially if the men who chased them were resting now, sleeping,
waiting for the dawn. Before dawn, Yu Shan wanted another valley,
another ridge between them. At least one more.
He wondered if it were possible to tell an emperor to go into
the cave,
to sleep with the women. He thought he might try, at least, but the
emperor forestalled him.
“Do you still sleep, Yu Shan?”
“Yes, of course!” He was still human. He at least. The same
stone might
give the same gifts to two separate young men, but one of them would
still be the Son of Heaven and the other would still be a thief.
“Do you need to?”
“I—don’t know.” He had endured nights of wakefulness at
Master
Guangli’s. Those had been miserable, but for other reasons. He’d passed
nights of wakefulness with his clan-cousin and with Jiao, which had
been delightful but for other reasons. He hadn’t tried doing without
sleep for its own sake; he enjoyed it too much. In company especially,
when one sleeper seemed to drag another with her, like a stone’s weight
pulling him underwater . . .
“If I told you to go into the cave there, join the women,
sleep . . . ?”
“No. I can’t leave you.”
“Why not?”
“Because Jiao would be angry if I did. And Mei Feng too, I
think.”
A chuckle came back to him. “I think so too. Especially if I
confessed.”
“Confessed what?”
“That I’d sneaked off while you slept, slipped back along our
tracks to find the rebels.”
He was faster, stronger and he had better eyes in the dark,
and better
hearing too. He might not be a better swordsman, but that would matter
less.
Yu Shan said, “They will have posted a watch.”
“Yes. But we’ve been running from them all day; they won’t
expect to
find us doubling back. And you know these forests better than anyone.
You could bring us down on them
undetected . . .”
Already he had shifted from I to we,
he had made Yu
Shan a conspirator. Certainly two of them together would be more than
twice as deadly, and more than twice as safe. They could deal more
handily with any watch there was, slay more of the sleepy before they
had to slip away, guard each other’s backs when they
did . . .
“They’d be angry,” the emperor said, “if you let me go alone.
If you came with me . . . ?”
The women would—he knew, they both knew—be very angry indeed
to find
themselves abandoned in the night, while their menfolk crept off into
danger. But they were asleep, and should be safe enough; what better
way to protect them, indeed, than to do harm to the enemy right now,
before morning, before the hunt could start
again . . . ?
THERE NEEDED no more talking. They left silent good wishes
for the
sleepers—at least, Yu Shan did, and he saw the emperor slide a quick
glance in at the cavemouth, with a thought surely attached to it—and
padded away.
Yu Shan led, down to the loud little river and through the
chill of it.
A great crashing, splashing noise startled him almost into shrieking,
but that was just a munjun deer that he’d startled himself, diving out
of cover and hurling itself away upstream. The emperor almost folded up
right there in the water, with his struggle to laugh in silence; Yu
Shan almost resisted the urge to splash him. Almost.
“And you’re the one who has to call me ‘majesty’?”
“I suppose you could pretend I was calling you munjun.”
That was a breathy little exchange as they hauled themselves
out, wet
and cold and excited. Then there was the more cautious sneaking up to
the ridge, which was narrow and rocky, overhung with trees. Yu Shan and
the emperor crouched there side by side, peering down into the woods of
the next valley: remembering what they could of that ground, seeing
what they could by dim starlight enhanced by the gift of jade,
listening intently for any sound that rose up from the bowl below.
WHAT STRUCK Yu Shan came from the side, a brute blow that
sent him
sprawling backwards, sliding down the slope again until he caught on
some tree roots. Pain flamed in his skull, and giddy lights swam before
his eyes. Blinded and dizzy, all he could do was lie still and listen,
grasping weakly for words that swelled and faded and hardly touched
him, rolled over him like thunder, like the
rain . . .
“What have you done?”
“Don’t move, or you get the same.”
“Who are you? You’re not—”
“Who are you, more like. What clan? This
is our valley now, we don’t welcome—”
“Clan? You think we are mountain folk? Yu Shan is, yes—”
“Was. That one’s dead. You can be too, if you don’t talk
straight. You
don’t talk like one of us, but you don’t look like a plainsman either.
What are you, then? And what are you doing in our valley? Going back to
fetch your friends, down the gorge there? We’ve got an eye on them too.”
“Not our friends, no. We have been running from them; they’re
assassins, sent from the mainland.”
“Assassins?”
“Yes. They’ve been chasing us all day.”
“Oh, who’d send assassins after two boys?”
“And why bother with so many, when boys are so easy to kill?”
“After us. Just us, not Yu Shan. They come from Tunghai Wang.”
“Who’s he?”
“The rebel generalissimo. Is Yu Shan really dead?”
“A slingstone on the temple, from so close? He’s dead. So
will you be, soon, if you don’t tell us—”
“If he’s dead, why is he moving?”
“He can’t be.”
He was, though. Apparently, not being dead, he was struggling
to get up.
It had all been so easy, before this. Now he had to haul
himself up a
tree trunk because there was no steadiness in the world, and his jade
eyes couldn’t help. He thought the night-dark was leaching in through a
hole in his skull. He thought there had to be a hole, it hurt so
fiercely. If he lifted a hand to touch, he’d find it, wet and raw and
broken-edged. Only he needed both hands to cling to the tree just now,
so there was no touching: only the hurt of it, and the peering through
flicker and shadow that only made it hurt more, trying to see.
There was the emperor, yes. He didn’t have his tao in his
hand. Yu Shan couldn’t see whether they’d taken it from him.
There were two, no, three of them, standing on the high ridge
there.
Staring down at him, and he could feel the weight of their wonder. Not
dead, and standing: he could wonder at himself. He’d seen a bull
antelope die in a moment, its skull cracked open by a slingstone.
Here came one of them plunging down with a blade in his hand,
looking to finish: Not dead yet, but you will be. Perhaps
he even thought it was a kindness: a boy with a hole in his head, he
couldn’t possibly want to live, now could
he . . . ?
Even broken-headed, Yu Shan didn’t want to die like that.
Perhaps he
drew strength from the tree’s solidity. For sure it wasn’t fear or fury
that drove him; he felt strangely distant, cut off somewhere behind the
pain in his head. But his arms dragged him up the tree, branch to
branch, before the man could reach him; then he swung his body so that
his heel-hard feet caught the man full in the chest, a jarring double
blow that must have broken bones.
The man fell, sprawling. Yu Shan jumped down, staggered,
lifted himself
anyway to go to the emperor’s aid—and saw that he didn’t need to. One
man lay on the path, sick with some unseen hurt; the other had the
emperor’s hand clamped around his throat and his heels swinging
helpless in the air.
“Don’t kill him, majesty.”
“Why not? He would have killed us. They tried to kill you.
Why aren’t you dead?”
Because I’m a jade-eater, like you; we have stone in
our bones. And
in their blood, their muscles, perhaps their minds and souls. He didn’t
think the emperor really meant to strangle the man to death; assuming
not, he said, “Because I am your servant, majesty. You had not released
me.” Let the man ponder that, as he dangled.
Despite himself, his fingers had found their way to his
scalp. There
was flinching soreness there; there was stickiness, as though the skin
had broken but more or less decided not to bleed. He seldom did bleed
much, these days. Nor, apparently, were his bones keen to break. He
took pain, but not damage. He supposed he could live with that.
He said, “Majesty, if you kill him, if we kill any of these,
we have
their clan at our backs, as well as the rebels. If we take them back
alive, we earn the clan’s welcome,” or at least they could walk boldly
into the serpent’s mouth and hope not to feel its teeth.
“The emperor does not need to earn—”
“No, majesty,” interrupting the emperor seemed to be a
growing habit,
“but their gratitude will not hurt us,” in the way that their hunting
spears might, those minutes it might take them to understand that they
had the Son of Heaven in their midst. Once they did understand it—well,
the people of the mountains might feel little bond to the empire, but
they would give their allegiance to the Man of Jade. He thought they
would.
Slowly, with a seeming reluctance, the emperor set the
choking man on
his feet again. And held him—by the shoulder, firm but not
unfriendly—until he could stand securely on his own, until his ratchet
breath had eased.
The man stared, took one more painful draw of air and said,
“Are you, are you truly emperor?”
“Do you doubt us?”
“No! No, majesty”—he looked almost inclined to kowtow, except
that it
wasn’t a gesture that came naturally in the mountains; maybe he only
wanted to drop to his knees and breathe
awhile—“but . . .”
“But no one will be looking to see your majesty here, and
unescorted,”
Yu Shan said, an interruption boosted by his own uncertain legs, his
vicious head, his sudden yearning to get back to the women. “It would
be easier if we were all together, and away from here.” If the rebels
were camped just in the gorge below, an alert guard might hear muttered
voices coming down to him.
“There are more of you?”
“There are,” he said. “Come.”
One of that bewildered man’s companions had surely-broken
ribs, the
other a visibly dislocated shoulder, where the emperor must have
wrenched it out of its joint. It was a difficult and painful walk for
them, down from the ridge-height and across the valley. Yu Shan was
unsteady himself, on the downslope. One more wade through the river all
but undid him, except that when he lost his footing altogether the
emperor was there to seize his arm.
Out of the water, he led them up to the cavemouth. Which
these men
hadn’t found or known about, seemingly: they must be new to the valley,
for all that they laid claim to it.
The emperor went in, to wake the women. Yu Shan stayed
outside with the
clansmen, but his attention was in there, in the dark, with Mei Feng’s
sleepy confusion and Jiao’s sharper inquiries. What men, who were they?
Where and how had they been found? And why was the emperor’s clothing
wet?
His majesty managed to avoid the most awkward of those
questions, by
dint of backing out of the cave and leaving the women to follow.
Which they did soon enough, making the clansmen blink.
“These are—?”
“Yes,” Yu Shan said. “We are all the companions his majesty
needs.”
One man swallowed, another flinched. Given what they had seen
and felt
already—an impossible survival, unnatural strength, the savage impact
of simple blows—they must imagine that every one of the emperor’s
companions was a jade-eater. Let them think it; let their own fears
work against them for this little time, to keep everyone safe.
IT WAS an easy illusion to maintain. Yu Shan and the emperor
could see
quite clearly—jadelight, he wanted to call it, this cast of green
across the world—and the women weren’t slow to catch on, walking easily
between their two men, asking no more help than that.
On the way back down to the river, Jiao said—loudly—“What’s
wrong with
those two, then? The ones who are walking like jungle crabs, all
sideways?”
“Uh, we hurt them, the emperor and
I . . .” Despite his own hurt, he was almost
embarrassed to admit it.
“Hurt them how?”
“I think one has broken ribs, the other’s arm is out of
place . . .”
“Nothing I can do for ribs, but a displaced shoulder I can
mend. Bring him to me.”
The man was in easy hearing, of course, and came of his own
accord:
wary but hopeful, wild-eyed and in extraordinary pain. One look at the
great lumpen swelling under his skin and she grunted, “Yes. Give him
something to bite on.”
It was the young man himself who objected. “I don’t need
that. Put the shoulder back as it should be, I can take the pain.”
“You’ll have to. But I don’t want you screaming all down the
valley, there are people out there who mean to kill us.”
Yu Shan might have interceded, but the emperor was there
before him: “He didn’t cry out when I did this to him, Jiao.”
“Did he not?” Her voice acquired an air of grudging respect.
“Maybe
I’ll trust him, then. Take his arm, though, his other arm. I don’t want
him flailing at me.”
It was the emperor himself who gripped the young man’s good
arm, wrist
and elbow. As though he too felt there were amends to make.
Jiao held the bad arm in much the same way, wrist and elbow.
She lifted
it and pulled a little, twisted, testing; then jerked it straight and
hammered the heel of one hand into the shoulder, right on the nub of
protruding bone.
Yu Shan wanted to scream, just from watching. He saw a sudden
agony of
sweat on the young man’s distorted face, a measure of how very much
effort it took, not to scream.
He heard the dreadful click, as the bone slipped back into
its proper
place; he saw the sudden relief from pain, that transmuted almost into
tears except that if he didn’t scream, the man wasn’t going to weep
either. Obviously not.
There was a little pause, a stillness all around, and then
nods of
gratitude, touches of support. The party moved on together, its balance
subtly altered now.
The running river brought them eventually to the head of the
valley,
and the traditional settlement. The wood of the buildings was raw and
unweathered, and there were stumps still in the ground where trees had
been freshly felled. Traditionally Yu Shan would have been looking for
a family group, but these were young people, men and women all
together, one clan but surely not one family.
It wasn’t even clear who led them, not clear among
themselves. They all
came out, sleep-sodden and edgy from their rough new huts, lighting
lamps and muttering, looking for someone else to take charge.
It couldn’t be the emperor. Yu Shan didn’t want it, Mei Feng
wouldn’t
touch it; Jiao straightened her shoulders and said, “Don’t you children
have a headman?”
It wasn’t tactful, and it brought some graceless snarls, sent
a murmur
of fierce indignation through the throng; but it won her what she
wanted, someone to talk to. One of the young women called back, “We
don’t need one. We can keep thieves out of our territory by ourselves.
Doshun, why bring them here and wake us all up with it? Why not just
kill them and leave their heads on the ridge?”
Doshun was the one not hurt, except for his sore neck. Not
hurt yet. He
eyed Jiao a little askance, where she was fingering her blade quite
prominently. “They are not thieves. Not what you think. This, this is
the emperor. He is the Man of Jade. I have
seen . . .”
If the emperor had expected the whole gathering to kowtow at
once, or
at all, he was disappointed. If he had expected instant acceptance, he
must be disappointed again; what he faced instead was incredulous
laughter.
“I know. I know,” Doshun shouted, above
the ruckus.
Shouting must have hurt; he lifted a hand to his throat, and let it
fall again. If anybody could see bruises in this difficult light, they
were still only bruises, no proof of anything. “It sounds crazy, but
it’s true. I think it’s true. Everything the stories say about the
emperor, he has it all . . .”
All except the long parade of pomp: the guards, the servants,
the
yellow carriages. The jade. If jade-eating was any guarantee, then Yu
Shan should be emperor himself.
He didn’t say so. He didn’t say anything. He thought he might
make a
gesture, kowtow himself, only to make the point; but if the emperor was
a fraud, then so was he.
Jiao spoke to the woman who had challenged Doshun. “It is
true, but
never mind it. This is true too, that your friends attacked mine, and
two of yours are hurt. Here, take them,” the one with his arm bound up
in his sleeve, and the one whom only time could help, “and give them
rest and tea. They will tell you what they know. What I know is this,
that there is a team of killers in pursuit of us, and come daylight
they will be here. They slaughtered the emperor’s servants, and his
guards: all but us. Which is why you see him like this, all but alone,
all but unprotected,” though she made clear how strong that
unprotection still was, with a glance at the wounded as their friends
took them away.
“It is true,” Doshun insisted again. “There are soldiers in
the gully
beyond the north ridge. We saw their
camp . . .”
“How many?” That young woman again, assuming an authority she
might not own. Perhaps she saw a chance to rise.
“We weren’t sure, in the dark. Two dozen at least. We were
coming back to warn, but then we saw
these . . .”
And had tried to kill Yu Shan, on the instant, without
warning. It
might have been shocking, to anyone not raised in the mountains. Here
it was common practice, clan manners. Nevertheless, if these youngsters
tried to see off the rebels face to face, hand to hand, he thought most
of them would die. This wasn’t clan warfare, it wasn’t anything they’d
ever met. Clan war was all about territory, seizing or defending land.
This was simply about lives, and those soldiers had been killing for
years. They must live and eat and sleep with death as their companion.
Jiao said, “It’s too late now, to organize an attack on their
camp—”
“We wouldn’t do that,” the woman cut in. “There’s nothing in
the gully that we want.”
Which was exactly what Yu Shan expected, and why these
youngsters would
die. Jiao was exasperated: “Don’t you understand yet? They’ll come here
and kill you. That’s all. It’s not about land or jade. You still have
time to run, I suppose; if they don’t confuse your trail with ours,
they should just keep coming after us, but—”
“They won’t drive us out of our valley.”
Again that was inevitable, a stubbornness born of mountain
imperatives,
where the only value lay in possession, in holding on. A fisherman’s
wealth is in his boat, a trader’s in his goods, a herder’s in his
flock, all movables; a miner’s wealth is in the ground he holds.
“Well then,” Jiao said, “we need to be ready to meet them
when they come.”
THE YOUNG woman’s name was Tantan. She might not be prepared
to believe
in the emperor, but no blame to her for that; it was an absurdity, the
master of the world vagrant in the hills with a handful of unlikely
companions. It might be true, but it was still absurd.
Tantan was happy to accept Jiao for what she so obviously
was, a
competent and organized fighter. The two of them put their heads
together and started issuing orders. Yu Shan was so relieved, he barely
noticed that this included orders to the emperor—who listened, nodded
and obeyed. Jiao had lived all her life at the blade’s edge, and it
showed. What she said made sense, what she demanded seemed possible. Yu
Shan still thought they would need to be lucky, but it was an
achievable kind of luck.
WAITING FOR the dawn, he found himself side by side with
Doshun.
“Tell me who you are,” Yu Shan murmured in the darkness.
“You’re Clan
Chao, I know that,” it was there to be seen in their clothing and how
they wore it, how they decorated their bodies, how they braided their
hair, “but this isn’t Chao territory.” It wasn’t good territory for any
clan, too marginal and leading nowhere. He didn’t need to say that. He
could feel how thinly jade lay within the rock, just a faint and fading
whisper.
“No.” The proper answer would have been it is now, but
Doshun shifted awkwardly. “We . . . are not
Clan Chao anymore.”
If that was true, their fingers didn’t know it yet. But, “Exiled?”
The
thought was brutally shocking. He was familiar with the concept, of
course, there were tales told: great mythic tragedies, lessons to be
learned. He’d never heard of its actually happening.
“No, we left. We chose to leave.”
Something else he’d never heard of. He had left himself, of
course, but
only because his family sent him. He thought that was ironic. Except
that now he was unexpectedly back, and bringing something better than
the emperor’s favor: bringing the emperor himself. If they could
survive the morning.
There was still time to pass, before the morning. He said,
“Tell me.”
“The clan lands are exhausted, almost; the seams we mine are
failing,
and we can’t find more. And there are too many of us, almost more than
we can feed.”
Yu Shan nodded. That was how he’d always heard it, that when
a valley’s
mines were on the way to being worked out, the families of that valley
would have more children, to make a fighting force to find and claim
more land. Not like this, though, independently and far from home. He
said, “Why come here?”
“Because Clan Chao is penned in, with other clans on every
side and
only the peaks above. There is no jade there. Our elders wouldn’t
sanction a war, to take territory from another clan; they want only to
cling to what they have, and leave starvation for another generation.
For us. We couldn’t wait for that. We might have deposed them,
but . . .”
But there was only one thing worse than clan war, and that
was
rebellion, uprising against your own chiefs, son fighting father. That
was understood.
“So we left,” Doshun said. “This
is . . . what we came
to. What we could find and hold.” Bad land, but better than none at
all; better yet, there was no one fighting for it, no one to fight.
Thin jade, but at least there would be jade. For a generation, for a
while.
Privately, Yu Shan thought that they would be fighting soon
enough,
among themselves. Without family lore and authority to give them place
and purpose, why would they not fight for what their neighbor had?
Cousin against clan-cousin . . .
DAWN BRIGHTENED the sky long before there was any sign of sun
above the valley’s eastern rim.
It was in those long shadows that the assassins came.
They came slipping through the gloom like half-remembered
ghosts, some
following the easy trail along the river’s bank while others paced
them, deeper in the woods. They kept to the one bank where the trail
was, not to divide their forces; they kept in touch by brisk little
whistles. They came at trackers’ pace, but swift enough; those they
tracked had left marks in plenty, especially with three hurt and not
walking heedfully.
It was some little time before one man on the river path
noticed that
he had heard nothing from the rearguard for some time: no stray sounds,
no deliberate whistles.
He glanced back, and found that to all intents and purposes
he was the rearguard; there were no rebels in sight behind him.
A call brought those ahead to a halt. That man and one more
went
doubling back along the trail, to see what had happened to their
missing.
They didn’t run far or fast, not fast enough. Still in sight
of the men
ahead, they crumpled and fell, one on the path and one into the hurried
water.
One of the watchers shouted, “Slingstones! Quick, into the
trees—!”
The air was suddenly deadly around them all, furious little
missiles
fizzing across the river. They could glimpse the figures with the
slings, even, moving among tree trunks, unreachable on the far bank.
Safe in the trees they gathered all together, forerunners and
flank;
regrouped, reorganized, went on again. Not following the trail now,
knowing they faced some other enemy. They kept within the shelter of
the forest and meant to cross the water higher up, double back and find
the slingers. Some, they thought, had been girls; it would make no
difference, unless perhaps they took any of them alive.
Girls, they must have been thinking, boys,
shooting stones across the water: afraid of close quarters, afraid of a
real fight . . .
They still weren’t looking behind them. Soldiers don’t, as a
rule. They
know where the enemy is: forward, the way they’re pointed.
Again it took a man to glance back, looking for a comrade
where he felt
a sudden absence, to understand that the enemy wasn’t only on the other
side of the river.
No slingshots in this density of undergrowth, but broken
sight-lines
and deep shadows made it possible for someone light of foot to slip up
behind even a wary soldier, take him with a swift and silent blade,
lower the body and slide away.
Someone, for example, who had spent all her adult life and
half her
childhood before that with a blade in her hand and a lethal caution in
her head; or else someone who might have been eating jade awhile, who
saw the darkest shadow as noon-lit, who could step leaf-light and use a
blade with a savage finality . . .
NOT YU SHAN. Jiao and Mei Feng both had taken a look at his
head and
told him what he knew already, that he was uncannily lucky to be alive
and in no condition for this work.
He was there, though, he watched it happen. His head still
throbbed
with a dull and distant thunder, but he wouldn’t let two others do this
on their own. He and Doshun watched each other’s backs but more
particularly Jiao’s and the emperor’s as those two melted in and out of
shadow, each of them using different skills and training to do the same
work, to kill in secret and in silence.
As before, it couldn’t last; someone would and did have to
look back and see missing faces, absent bodies.
If that had been all he saw, so much the better. It wasn’t:
he saw
Jiao’s tall slenderness fade behind a tree and yelled accordingly,
which yell brought two of his comrades back to join him in a sudden
lethal chase.
The one still not wholly steady on his feet, the other
throat-sore and
intrigued: this at least they were fit for. The rebels came running,
blades drawn, in pursuit of one lone and ducking woman; they ran into a
clearing and found that woman no longer ducking, ready for them and
flanked by two men.
One-on-one they fought, then, skilled soldiers against a
circus of
mercenary, miner and—well, whatever Yu Shan was now, he who had been a
miner, and was now something else, jade-eater and companion of emperors.
He was facing a man better trained and more practiced, and he
didn’t
care. His head still hurt and he didn’t trust his legs, and he didn’t
care about that either. He had a blade in his hand and his arm was
strong and fast, his sight was sharp, Jiao was at his side.
At his side and hard-pressed; she might need his help. He
didn’t have
time to linger over this one. Arm and blade together, swing and strike:
it was all he knew.
The man he faced knew more, and was just as urgent. The dark
glimmer of
his tao in the shadows was like a fish in water, spearing toward Yu
Shan. Who swung more like a peasant clearing reeds, and clattered the
blade aside; and then tried to catch its owner on the backswing, but
the man had already jumped out of reach. He had strength and speed, as
well as skill and lethal intent. Together, those must always have been
enough, till now. He was scarred, of course, he’d taken wounds, but he
was a survivor.
Till now.
Now Yu Shan needed him dead, and quickly. He couldn’t afford
hard,
focused fighting; the longer they stood blade to blade, the more chance
the other man had. Skill and experience would tell in the end, if blind
luck didn’t play a hand.
Yu Shan stepped forward, ignorant and eager, the tao hanging
in his
hand. The rebel saw his chance and thrust again, neat and clean and
straight for the chest.
Yu Shan brought his tao up from below, just in the moment
that he
needed to, to catch the blade and deflect it upward. He felt the
rebel’s tip snag his shirt, so close it was; but the blade was already
flying over his shoulder and the rebel was unbalanced, toppling
forward, and Yu Shan’s blade was right there, one dreadful stroke that
opened his chest and spilled his body out.
And Yu Shan was already turning away, before the man had
properly
fallen, perhaps before he properly understood that he was dead; turning
to find that Jiao did not after all need his help, and that her man
could have no doubt at all about his condition, because his head was
tumbling some distance from his body.
Jiao dashed the blood-spray from her face and grinned
brightly at Yu
Shan, and then looked past him for Dushon, just as Yu Shan heard a
grunt and the sound of a body falling.
One more time he turned to look for bad news, and was
surprised:
happily relieved to see the young miner bleeding and breathless but
still on his feet, while his opponent lay before him with his face
cleaved.
Jiao shook her head a little, and said, “Yu Shan, how did I
ever take you so easily, when I found you in the forest?”
“My hands were tied, remember?”
“Yes, and you had a leash around your neck, and you let me
lead you
about for days. I think you could have broken those ropes in a moment.
But you let those clumsy fool bandits take you in the first place, and
then you let me keep you, and . . .”
And her hands said All that time, you and your
people can fight like this. He shook his head at her and
said, “Where’s the emperor?”
Doshun gasped, and was gone in search. Jiao’s eyes rolled a
little, but
she took off after, with Yu Shan just a deliberate moment behind her.
Anyone who tried to surprise Jiao would find himself surprised in his
turn; Yu Shan had her back.
His own could look after itself.
SO, APPARENTLY, could the emperor. They found him by
following a short
trail of bodies, none of them his. He had a tao in each hand, and there
was blood on both.
“I broke my own blade,” he said, a little ruefully.
“You should have fallen back, found
us . . .”
“It was quicker just to take theirs, and wait for you.”
Yu Shan wanted to tell him that he wasn’t immortal, and ought
not to be
stupid either. That could wait; Mei Feng would do it better, with more
passion and more conviction.
THE REBELS were still moving forward, but more watchfully.
Where the
valley started to rise, where the clansfolk had cleared land to build
their settlement, they paused inside the last fringe of forest.
Necessarily, the four who followed them paused too; even now, they were
too few to challenge the group. The rebels knew they were there, but
not in what numbers; all they could know was that every man of the
rearguard was lost. No wonder, then, that they weren’t inclined to come
back.
They must imagine that the emperor had gone ahead, leaving
these miners
to delay them. Yu Shan still thought he should have done exactly that.
No clan in the mountains would willingly let a squad of armed men pass
through their territory; the rebels would have been attacked again and
again, whittled down to nothing in the end.
Whether the emperor would have been let pass, ahead of
them—well, that
was another question, and didn’t need answering now. The emperor was
here, and behind them. And now, at last, they were moving out from
cover, into the cleared ground before the settlement.
They went fast, against the danger of slingstones; but the
slingers
were all on the far side of the river, and the settlement was built on
a rising slope away from the water, almost out of range. A few stones
did fall among the rebels, but with no more than stinging force. They
did no more than a whip would, to urge the men on faster.
IF THEY needed urging. They had death in their hands, on
their blades,
many deaths; they had death on their minds, at their backs, deaths of
their own, unexpected and unwelcome. They had death in their eyes, on
their breath, in their fingers: a promised death to everyone who
stalked them, anyone who waited for them now beyond the compound wall.
Death called them, death sang to them; they ran to it, as men
will.
Chapter six
Mei
Feng was up a tree, armed with knives and nerves.
It was the tallest tree in the compound; indeed, it was the
only proper
tree in the compound, left standing perhaps for its own sake, because
it was young and hopeful and determined, like those who built the
compound, claimed the valley and would defend it now.
She wasn’t meant to be any part of that defense. The emperor
had tried
to send her across the river with the slingshots, but she’d refused to
go. She had tried to go with him into the woods, to ambush those who
chased them, but he’d refused to take her. Each blocked by the other’s
stubbornness, neither had been satisfied; she was here in the
settlement, neither safe nor useful, frustrated and afraid.
Climbing the tree had been the best she could think of: not
from fear
like a tree’d bear, but for oversight, the command of a good view.
The illusion of command. She’d said she could call down what
the enemy
did, how their friends were doing, where help was needed most; but that
was only for her comfort. In truth, she knew, no one would be listening.
She’d only climbed two-thirds the height; it was tall but
slender and
already the trunk had a whip in it, like the masthead in a wind. If she
didn’t keep still, it swayed like the masthead in a storm.
This was plenty high enough. The tree was just inside the
settlement’s
palisade, and gave her a wide view over the cleared ground between here
and the river. The forest’s margin was a clear line, trees and
undergrowth that gave quickly into shadow.
When shadows moved behind that line, she called down the news
of it in
one clear cry that went apparently unheeded in the stillness of the
compound. Duty done, she went back to looking and worrying. The emperor
was somewhere in that forest. He must by now have made contact with the
rebels, blade to blade. He had others with him, but not enough: three
fighters, how could they swear to his safety? He wasn’t used to
personal danger, he would forget; his fury and his arrogance together
would carry him into a fight he couldn’t win, and he’d be lost. Maybe
he already was lost, just one more body in the
woods . . .
She didn’t know, she couldn’t see.
What she did see, she saw the rebels come.
They came in a hurry, in a tight wedge, barely troubled by
the light
hail of stones from the youngsters across the river. Those were out in
the open now, whirling and hurling, but to little avail: one man
stumbled and recovered, a couple more would carry hard dark bruises for
a while, no more harm than that.
Packed close under the sting of those stones, the solid
phalanx charged toward the fence of timbers that circled the settlement.
Toward the gap in the fence, rather: as broad as two men
lying head to
head, where surely there ought to be a gate but somehow wasn’t.
Impelled by rage and blood-hunger, stung on by stones, the
sprinting rebels would have no time to wonder about that.
She hoped they’d have no time to wonder. When men run
together, so
hard, who will be the one to falter, to raise a question? And how can
he make his companions listen?
Some will always be faster; there were three or four men
leading the
pack when they came to that alluring gap and plunged through.
Others were pressing close behind them. So close and so
quick, they
couldn’t stop themselves in time when they saw the men ahead literally
plunge through.
Through the ground they were trying to run on, that open and
deceptive
space that had looked so like a foolish welcome
in . . .
WHERE THE miners had spent the last hours before dawn
digging; where
they had dug a pit and prepared it, and then spread bamboo splits
across and covered those with leaves and soil to make it look entirely
like the ground around.
Where the assassins were breaking the splits and falling
through into
the pit, and onto the sharpened bamboo spikes set like a miniature
forest in the floor of it, so that their feet and hands and torsos were
pierced as they fell. And as those who followed piled in on top of
them, tumbling and stamping, crushing them
down . . .
MEI FENG watched it happen from her eyrie. She saw the chaos
and
confusion, she saw the deaths and the terrible injuries; she saw the
main body of rebels check at the pit’s edge and mill uncertainly,
stalled like cattle.
They might turn to track the palisade north or south, they
might choose
to force a way in right there, across the bodies of their brothers if
they had to. Mei Feng was all ready to call it out across the compound,
what they chose. People would know, but she would sing it out anyway,
just to be involved . . .
Except that the fool emperor and his idiot companions came
running hot
on the rebels’ trail, to offer them another choice. This was no part of
any plan she’d heard, that a dozen stalled men could turn and see four
people, just four of them, coming out of the trees.
Coming out and being seen and not faltering, not being
sensible, not going back into cover . . .
MEI FENG screamed in her tree, but it was futile. Futile
twice, because
she screamed twice: once at the emperor, who presumably couldn’t hear
her because he paid no attention, just kept running straight at the
rebels even as they ran to meet him; and once again at the miners, who
didn’t need to hear her.
They could see what was happening from their spy-holes, they
were doing
the only thing they could: cutting the bindings that held the palisade
apparently together, north and south of the gateway where they had laid
their two ambushes, where they had been waiting to intercept the rebels
either way.
Palings fell from the fence, crashing down like unhinged
gates as they
were meant to. Men and women poured out, blades in their hands, as they
were meant to. But they were meant to be confronting the rebels, and in
fact they were chasing; it was all turned around, and they couldn’t
hope to catch up in time.
The rebels had come here to Taishu, here to the mountains, to
kill the
emperor; and the emperor was coming to give them their chance.
At a guess, he was just tired of running away. He had run for
a year,
at his mother’s insistence; these last days he had been running again,
running personally and physically from men he knew that he could beat.
One to one, in an honest bout of blades, he could beat any of them. Any
one. One by one, perhaps he could beat them all. He had seemed tireless
in the forest; perhaps he truly was. She didn’t know.
But this was no honest bout he was running to. There were a
dozen men
all wanting to kill him, and they would try it all at once; and she
didn’t think it would matter then how strong he was, how fast. With a
blade in each hand, he still couldn’t hope to block every blow.
He was not quite alone, of course, but only Yu Shan was
keeping up. Yu
Shan was only a fighter by courtesy of the jade in his blood; he had no
skills. It would be folly to depend on him. Jiao and the other, Doshun,
they were coming too, but more slowly. Too slowly, like the miners from
the compound. Four blades against a dozen, that might almost have been
fair odds, when it was those four who held them; but the emperor ran as
though this were a race, and as though he meant to win it. Mei Feng was
cursing him heedlessly as she stood on her branch and stretched to see
better, as she swayed in her agitation, as the branch and the whole
slim tree swayed with her.
She saw the moment when man met man, when her man met his; a
moment
later—because the gods delay all news—she heard the clash of it, blade
on blade.
The rebels had chased all year across the world to achieve
this. The
emperor had fled an empire to avoid it. It was meant to be a great war,
not this petty clash on uncertain ground. If she let go the trunk, she
could cover the whole skirmish with one hand. Then she wouldn’t have to
watch . . .
If she climbed higher, perhaps she could see better. She saw
the
emperor meet the first man and at last—too late!—stop running; she saw
the rebels gather around, a second man, a
third . . .
She climbed with the distant sounds of steel and men like a
blade under
her own skin, working. It was good to climb, to focus on the immediacy
of fingers and feet, grip and effort; but that was cowardice and she
wanted to be better than that, and it was her man out there. The tree
bent and kicked beneath her slight weight, but she had to look; she
couldn’t come this high and turn her face away.
She saw her emperor still on his feet, which was a blessing;
still
fighting, which was a wonder, he seemed to do it so well. He and the
men who fought him spun and twisted and thrust while their blades
flashed and blocked and went to strike. Yu Shan was there too now, and
so were Jiao and Dushon, though they all lacked his grace. Her eyes
came back to him and her heart steadied almost to a normal pulse,
because he was magnificent and the others were reliable and the bodies
on the ground were all rebels, and the miners from the compound would
be there any moment now, and then surely she could swallow this choking
lump of anxiety and simply admire her man in his strength, in his
achievement, surrounded by all the gory corpses of his
enemies . . .
BUT JUST then was when the sweet fleeting vision foundered,
because he
was careless or heedless or simply thought himself immortal, as the
peasants were supposed to do.
There was a blade he did not block, a blow he didn’t see or
couldn’t
reach or thought would be stopped some other way, by someone else or
some god’s intervention because he was emperor and the Son of Heaven
and so invulnerable to common mortal blades.
She didn’t see the stroke herself. What she saw, of course,
was him:
him suddenly still, and then doubling over, falling amid the stamping
feet and clashing blades of those who were still fighting.
His fall did little good to the man who must have struck him,
because
it opened up a space and Yu Shan stepped into it, hewing. She saw that
stroke and what it did, how it hacked the rebel almost in two. That
didn’t matter, it was meaningless. What mattered was the emperor, one
among that sprawl of bodies; she could barely see him through the shock
and rally of his people, how they crowded around him.
She couldn’t stay here, tree’d like a frightened animal; she
wouldn’t
take the time to shin down before she could even start to run to where
she had to be.
Instead, she climbed. The higher she went, the more the tree
bent
beneath her, until she was hanging from it upside-down, arms and legs
both wrapped around the trunk as she determinedly worked her way
upward. It swayed too, wildly now, worse than any masthead; Old Yen
would never have let her climb in any storm this fierce.
But she climbed until she wasn’t climbing anymore, until the
tree had
bent so far that its top was hanging toward the ground, so that she was
actually letting herself down lower.
Then she hung by her arms and bounced, to get more action
into the
creaking wood. The tree’s head dipped and sprang back, and tried to
fling her off and couldn’t do it and so dipped again, lower yet.
Dipped over the fence, and she let go just a moment before it
would
have sprung again. The tree whipped away from her in a battering of
leaves and twigs, while she fell down through that and into soft wet
mud where the miners were starting to dig a paddy.
Fell and rolled, and rose up smeared and foul, and no matter.
Rose up and ran heedless and barefoot to the fight.
• • •
AND IT didn’t matter, because the fight was over
when at last she
reached it. The last of the rebels lay dead, and she could overleap
their bodies and shoulder her way through the crush of sweating,
bleeding, slightly bewildered young people suddenly uncertain what to
do with themselves. She could squeeze through to where her own people
sat or knelt or lay on the ground. There was Doshun, crouched on his
heels, awkwardly between his people and hers; there was Jiao, sitting
cross-legged and quite calm in the midst of slaughter, examining a cut
on her arm; there was Yu Shan, on his knees
beside . . .
Beside the emperor, who lay broken on this broken ground, his
robe ripped above the heart and sodden with blood.
She hurled herself down to lie full-sprawl at his side,
nowhere quite
touching him, because she couldn’t bear that yet; and the worst of it
was that he wasn’t dead, that he turned his head to meet her eye to eye.
Stone-green eyes: she had seen them deep as undersea
currents, dark as
a cavemouth, flat with anger, always that immeasurable color.
Now, unaccountably, they were sunlight-shining, and she
thought he was laughing at her.
It was an expression she was familiar with. His mouth wasn’t
really up
to it, but there was a twitch in the corners that gave him away
entirely.
She was almost outraged, except that she still had the blade
in her own
heart that must have cut so savagely at his. If he was taking these
last moments to die, if perhaps he had lived this long to give her just
the time she needed to reach him, that was heroic and epic and
wonderful but he was still going to die. It was extraordinary that he
was not dead already; his heart should have been half cut out by such a
blow.
And if he really did choose to spend his final breaths in
teasing
her—well, that was his to do and hers to love him for. No place for
outrage, though he was emperor of the world and it was unthinkable that
he should die like this, outside some dirty scrub of a settlement in
the elbow of a lost mountain valley, under the blade of a dead and
meaningless assassin . . .
No place for tears either, if he was smiling. She wouldn’t be
mocked,
not now. She swallowed down that rush of grief that was almost a terror
in her mouth, a bitter dread of the world. Swallowed that and tried to
smile back, or at the very least to scowl, as she often did when he
mocked her—
—AND SAW him struggling to lever himself up onto one elbow,
and cried out in protest, “Chien Hua!”—
—WHICH WAS no struggle at all to say his name, which drew out
that
feeble flicker of a smile again and didn’t discourage him in the least.
So then there was nothing she could do but scramble onto her
knees and
take his head in her lap, to spare him the effort of supporting it.
That put him oddly upside down but still smiling, getting better at it;
and that hand of his was trying to guide itself to her cheek, not doing
a very convincing job but close enough for her to snare it between both
of hers, nest herself into the palm of it, struggle again not to cry
until finally she did manage to listen to what Yu Shan was saying, at
what was evidently his third or fourth attempt to make her hear.
“Mei Feng! He will be fine!”
“No,” she said, shaking her head vigorously, “no, don’t lie
to him. Or
me, don’t lie to me. We’re not blind, nor stupid,” assertively,
speaking for the emperor because he clearly had no breath to speak for
himself.
“Look,” Yu Shan said, and lifted back both sides of that
terrible rent
in the emperor’s robe; ripped it farther, indeed, his hands clenching
in the blood-soaked silk and tearing it like paper. Showing her that
chest she knew so well, all swaddled in blood; and then wiping the torn
silk across the great slashing open wound, to clear the wet dark blood
away and let her see deeper.
She should have been seeing clear through to the literal
heart of him,
she should have been seeing that heart torn in its turn; but there was
the rent flesh, and there was the pallid glimpse of bone below—but
those were only rib bones, and they looked set and solid, as though
simple bone had defied sharp steel.
She watched that trench in his chest darken again with blood,
but it
didn’t seem even to be bleeding as freely as such a tearing wound
demanded.
Watching seemed to be an impertinence, but she couldn’t help
it. She
watched as the blood settled and clotted, as it sealed the wound, as it
knitted edge to slashed edge of the emperor’s flesh and skin. She had
seen wounds enough aboard her grandfather’s boat and others, among the
villagers who sailed on other boats and came home hurt. She knew that
no hurt behaved like this, healing itself as you watched.
Yu Shan smiled at her, self-satisfied.
She ignored him, as he deserved. And turned back to the
emperor, whose
smile had that mischief to it though it was still a weak and fugitive
thing; and he tried to speak but she hushed him, her fingers covering
that bewitching, bewildering mouth. And she scowled at Yu Shan—good,
could still manage the scowl, then—and said,
“How . . . ?”
Yu Shan lifted a hand to his own head, where a slingstone had
caught
him full-force on the temple. “The
blade . . . slid off
his bones, is all. He’ll have a grand seam of a scar, maybe.
But . . .”
“But it should have opened him up like a fish on the quay,
and it didn’t.”
“Yes.”
The emperor’s lips moved, against her skin. She couldn’t
smile yet, but
she did lift her hand away; except then it seemed that wasn’t what he
wanted. His frail scowl drew her fingers back to his lips again, where
he kissed them lightly.
And closed his eyes and lay quiet, which was so unlike him;
she said, “Why’s he so weak?”
“He’s lost a lot of blood. You can
see . . .” She could;
he lay in a swamp of it, though she didn’t think it was all his. They
were moving the bodies away now from around him. “Lucky he’s got enough
left to let him heal. He’ll need rest, and food. Lots of food.”
“And jade in it, I suppose?” There was an odd acidity in her
voice that
surprised her as much as it did Yu Shan. “It must be the jade in his
bones that kept him alive. Like you, you too.” Two Men of Jade in the
world and somehow both of them here on this wretched patch of bloody
mud, and listening to her. “And I suppose it’s the jade in his blood
that lets him heal while I, while I watch, but
we’d better make sure he eats plenty more, if he’s lost so much. You
can, oh, you can dig it up for him, as we’re here,
and . . .”
And she didn’t really know what she was saying, or why she
was so
upset, but it took the emperor to silence her: the slight shift of his
head—impatient suddenly at his own weakness, and that was more like
him, more like her man, the Son of Heaven, yes—and the voice that was
barely recognizable, like the scrape of a blade against porcelain, the
finest possible of scratchings: “Don’t be angry with me, fishergirl. I
didn’t know. I broke my arm before,” before I was emperor, he
must mean, before they started feeding me jade, “and
it just broke. Blame Yu Shan, he never told me I was invulnerable
now . . .”
Yu Shan was shaking his head at everything. “You’re not.
Don’t think
it. That blade could have gone between your ribs, and then nothing
would have saved you. And, well, I know I don’t bleed much, and I’ve
never broken anything, but I’m sure I could if I was
careless . . .”
“And if you’re thinking,” another voice said drily,
unexpectedly, “that
you might just chop Yu Shan up into little pieces to see, the way
you’ve been testing him in other ways, you really might want to think
again, majesty. That boy’s mine.”
And Jiao drew a slow stone along the blade’s edge of her tao,
and eyed the emperor’s ribs with a lurid speculation.
And the emperor—to whom they all belonged, to whom Yu Shan’s
life
particularly was and always would be forfeit—smiled privately,
inwardly, and didn’t argue; and then rolled his eyes back to find Mei
Feng’s, and said, “Do you think you could find a runner here, who would
know the way to the Autumn Palace?”
“I’m sure of it, lord.”
“Good. Send a couple, then, to be sure. People will be
frantic. They
are to say that I am safe and in the hills, visiting the jade mines.
They are not to say that I am hurt; only that I will spend some time
here, and return when I am ready.
“Then tell them to find that pet messenger of yours, have him
take them
to the city and give the same news to General Ping Wen. Only, they can
tell the general something else as well. Tell him, I think I may have
found a new imperial guard, to replace those who were slaughtered where
we bathed . . .”
Chapter seven
The
beacon fire had
blazed all night. Li Ton’s sparse crew had sweated all night, to ensure
that it did. The captain had sweated too, helping to haul fuel up from
the ruined settlement or else to ax and trim fresh timber from the
slopes, but that was small consolation.
For Han, no consolation at all. There was none, in Li Ton or
in the
world. Only in Tien, and watching her labor at his side did nothing to
heal his soul; watching her flinch in sympathy with him did nothing to
heal his hand, which was agony too soon and abiding all night long.
Even Tien couldn’t see into his head, to know how he
struggled there to
keep the dragon quenched. Great effort, small results. Exhaustion and
pain together might have been excuse enough for his dry sobbing
desperation, but in truth it was the madness that battered at his mind.
Or the fear of madness as the dragon battered at him, relentless,
merciless.
He saw her face in the fire, as he fed it; he felt her
yearning for the
winds, for the sea’s freedom, for light and dance and destruction, the
power and authority that were long since stolen from her. He was all
that stood in her way, and even chained as she was, crushed by
centuries of sea-burial, she was mighty; she was a mountain, where he
was a grain of sand. She showed him that, and reached to roll over, to
crush him, to lose him utterly beneath her
bulk . . .
“Han . . . ?”
He grunted; he didn’t seem to have words anymore. She didn’t
deal in
words. Her mind roiled inside his like a boil of water, blistering,
flooding him with her heat of images, sensations, feelings. Her
long-pent fury, his weary fear.
“Han, stop.” Tien’s two hands wrapped around his one, the
good one,
below the cuff of his chains. All her slight weight hauled at him,
until he was still. “We can rest now. See, it’s dawn already? They
won’t see the fire now, there’s no
point . . .”
There had been no point for the last long time; if they
hadn’t seen it
yet, they weren’t at all looking. Li Ton had kept them working for the
celebration of his rage, his joy at being able to strike a blow against
empire, even empire so weak it had retreated to one tiny island. Empire
so weak that its last downfall would come from betrayal, from within.
Li Ton could initiate that betrayal, set the final blow in motion, and
he exulted in it; this beacon wasn’t only the signal to launch the
invasion, it was his own furious rejoicing blazed out to the stars.
Even now, he wasn’t finished. Han heard his voice, somewhere
in the
shadows behind: “Yes, rest now. Watch the sun come up. Then help me
gather the trimmings,” all the greenery, the leaves and branches they’d
cut from fresh-felled timber, “and throw those on the fire. If no one
will see flame now, we will send them
smoke . . .”
SO WHEN they had rested, they raised a pillar of white smoke
instead,
and sent it creeping cautiously higher and higher in the still air. Han
could barely see it. His world was pain on the outside, in the clumsy
case that was his body, and terror within; his eyes that should have
joined the two together were a broken gate.
Tien pleaded with Li Ton to let them stop now, surely they
were done;
he said, “You, yes. You can sit and watch to the north, and cry out
what you see. The boy, though, I want him. Over here.”
He was sitting on the forge’s great anvil, which stood close
enough to
the beacon fire that it was warm to the touch even on the side that
didn’t face the heat. Li Ton had one of the smithy’s old chisels in his
hand, and was sharpening the edge of it on a stone. Han went, because
Tien took him over; he sat on the ground because Tien nudged him to it,
with his back to that warmth and his face turned to the sea.
Then Tien was gone. He hadn’t closed his eyes, but he might
as well
have; unless it was right in front of him, nothing in the outer world
could reach past the dragon.
He heard Li Ton’s breathing, he felt the man’s movements, he
knew when
one big hand reached over his shoulder to heft the weight of chains
where they hung from his neck. It was all removed, though, all
distanced, as though it were a story someone told him once, about a boy
in trouble. What was immediate, what was real was the struggle in his
head.
It was only the dragon who was struggling now, reaching for
her
freedom; he was too dulled by exhaustion to try to quell her anymore.
She could do no harm in his head, except to him, and he didn’t believe
she could kill him. Which meant—which should mean—that these chains
would hold. Weakly, unreliably, but he thought that they would hold.
Why fight, then? When all it did was drain him further? Let
her rave,
let her surge, let her storm and peak; she would subside at last, she’d
have to.
He thought.
Li Ton said, “Raise your dragon again, boy. Do it for me.
Have her rise in this sea, just here, where I can see her do it.”
“What? No . . . !”
The sting of Li Ton’s hand across his ear, a sharp little
pain that
helped to clear his head, just a little, to pull him a short way back
into the world. The great throbbing hurt in his maimed hand was
something else, more inclined to push him away.
“You’re forgetting, boy, you belong to me. You do what I tell
you.”
No. No, he didn’t. Not this. Astonishingly, he found a way to
say so: “I belong to the Shalla, not to you.”
“And the Shalla belongs to me,” and his
hand struck again, almost welcome, “and so therefore do you. Must I
explain this again?”
“Does she so?” Han asked, almost astonished by his
willingness to argue
with the captain, absolutely astonished by his ability to do so while
the dragon surged in his skull. “I heard she was taken into the
emperor’s fleet; the general gave you charge of the fisherman’s boat
instead. I don’t think I belong to you. I think I belong to the emperor
now.”
“That’s what you think, is it?”
This time, when Li Ton’s hand lifted, it had that chisel in
it.
Even so, Han faced him with a curious certainty. “You won’t
hurt me. My life isn’t yours anymore, to be commanded.”
“Most of the men I’ve killed have not been my own men, boy,
and they have died regardless.”
“I’m sure.” He had seen, indeed: on this island, right here
in front of
the Forge, he had seen men die at Li Ton’s whim. “But I crewed for you
and worked for you, and I don’t believe you’ll kill me now. What would
be the point? There’s no shipful of men to impress or discipline. And
if I’m dead, you lose any hope of the dragon.”
Or the other thing, perhaps, he earned a great certainty of
the dragon:
but not under his control, which was all that interested him.
“Well, perhaps I can find another way
to . . . persuade you. Tien! Over here!”
Han wanted to say No, don’t, run
away . . . ! But
of course she came, wary and suspicious and tired to the bone, but she
came; and all her watchful nervousness did her no good at all, because
Li Ton simply reached out a long arm and seized her by the hair. And
held his chisel to her throat instead of Han’s, and said, “Now, boy?
Call up your dragon!”
Still, Han didn’t move; nor did he surrender. He said, “Tien
is not yours to kill, any more than I am. She belongs to the Shalla
too.”
“Which means, you say, to the emperor. Whose enemy I am, and
whose
people I will not hesitate to destroy. But I say that’s nonsense
anyway, the Shalla is
mine and so are you and she, and I will have your obedience or she will
die for it. You two think you belong to each other. It isn’t true, but
I can use it nonetheless. I want to see that dragon rise, out there
beyond the rocks.”
Han could see how the weight of the blade pressed into Tien’s
soft
skin, just above the slender vessels of her throat; he could see how
the edge of it was chipped but lethally sharp; he could see how
desperately still she held herself, and what little difference that
made.
He could see the defeat in her eyes, as she stared mutely
into his. She
knew as surely as he did, what he would do next. What he would try to
do.
If he failed, if there was a penalty for failure—well, even
he didn’t know what he would do then.
He said, “I don’t know if I can raise her. Everything we’ve
done, everything the doctor’s taught me and Suo Lung before him,” before
the assassins killed him, because he wouldn’t leave me: before they
hewed his throat and threw him over the side, to no purpose, while you
watched, “it’s all been about keeping her suppressed. When
she
rises, it’s because she’s attacking me, trying to break free. I don’t
know how to rouse her; I don’t know if I can.”
“I suggest you learn,” Li Ton said, his hand moving no more
than Tien
did, the chisel rock-steady at her throat. “I suggest you try, and keep
trying, and hope to succeed. Soon.”
THERE WAS that space in his head where she lurked, the
darkness she
struck from when she rose. The place where her voice was a mocking
whisper when she spoke. When she chose to speak.
He had never chosen to speak to her, never thought to poke
her into
stirring. He thought this was madness. Whether it was his madness or Li
Ton’s might be debatable, but he would be the one to suffer from it.
Tien would be the one to suffer otherwise, so there was truly no
alternative.
Another boy—one who didn’t understand Li Ton, or care about
Tien—might
have tried to pretend. Not Han: he wouldn’t, couldn’t be that stupid
with someone else’s life.
He reached inside himself, sent his awareness to that dark
place in his mind and tried to peer into it.
Thought he’d failed from the outset, because he didn’t see
her in there
peering back at him, great vicious eyes that shone against the dark.
Called out to her anyway, to show willing if only to himself,
to be sure that he was genuinely trying:
—Are you there? Will you come?
—I am always here. I am chained.
Her response was like a whip of hot iron across his mind,
searing and scarring; and yet it came from far away, far down.
He said to her:
—Come up.
—Come down, she said.
And he felt her tug at him, as though he could topple all the
way into
his own mind, into this crevice that was somehow a connection to her.
Topple and fall, plunge all that way like poor doomed Yerli, knowing
all the fall that she would be waiting at the
bottom . . .
He hung on, he teetered back from that dangerous edge, he
would not go to her.
—Come up.
—Little thing, you have been struggling against me
all this time,
trying to keep me down here when I would rise. Are you so eager to see
me now?
Eager, not; terrified would be a better way to say it.
Urgent, though, yes.
—Come up. Will you come?
—In my time, little thing. I promise you, in my own
time I will come.
—Now, though. Now, will you come? Please?
—To please you? Her laugh was acid,
burning in his skull. You
might as well say, to obey you. Little thing, you do not understand.
Yet. Wait till you are a little broken thing, and we will practice
obedience, you and I.
And then she did rise, but only in his head: a sudden
uprushing that he
felt like a ravening wind, that ripped at his thoughts until he had
none, until they were all frayed into rags and nothing, until he opened
his eyes and was staring at rock so close he couldn’t focus on it, and
there were noises that were outside his head and not her, not come from
her . . .
His sense of self came back to him, and found him lying on
his side;
and those noises were voices, Tien babbling breathlessly and entirely
overborne by Li Ton saying, “Aye, go to him, girl, if you must. Pick
him up, give him water, calm him down. Then we will do this again. He
knows what he has to fear now; he’ll try it and try it, and we’ll see
if he can. If he can’t—well. He knows what he has to fear. So do you.”
And so those hands on his body lifting him, setting his back
against
the warmth of the anvil again, they were Tien’s hands; and if he turned
his head, if he concentrated, he could see them, anxious and clinging.
Or he could turn his head the other way, and see her face.
Focus on that, and try to speak, and fail: words were too
complex, he
couldn’t remember how to shape them in his mouth or how to work the air
to make them sound.
Just sit, then, and look at her until he heard Li Ton’s voice
again, they both did, summoning:
“Here, see this: this is what you’ve worked for all the
night . . .”
Tien’s hands on his shoulders said Stay there, as
she
pushed herself up on her feet to go and see for both of them. They were
pretty feet, he thought, dirty though they were; but once they were out
of his field of vision, he didn’t have any reason to go on sitting
there. He’d rather be where she was, and look at her some more.
Standing up was an exercise in ruthless rediscovery: working
his legs, his arms, finding a balance, finding his way.
Toward Tien, that was his way: who was standing by Li Ton and
looking out across the long glitter of the sea.
Han didn’t go far, just a pace or two. From here by the anvil
he could
see both Tien and the waters beyond; that was good enough.
Li Ton’s voice came back to him, though it was pitched for
Tien: “Here
it comes, see: doom for the emperor, that army he’s been fleeing all
this time.”
There were dots, specks on the water, countless little
shadows that
were not in Han’s head or a blur in his eyes, and not actually so
little at all. Every one of those flecks was a boat, and presumably
crammed with soldiers, and they would flood over all Taishu and
slaughter the emperor and all his men.
And Han didn’t really care about one army fighting another,
and he
didn’t really care who won. But Li Ton did; and Li Ton might well
believe that this coming army would be enough, and he might well be
right, but he certainly thought that the coming army with a dragon too
would be invincible. And he was certainly right about that, and he
would certainly do whatever he could to make it happen.
Which meant that he would drive Han back to the chasm in his
head, time
and again, to try to raise the dragon. And he might have left the
chisel on the anvil for now, but Tien’s life still hung against the
edge of it whether or not it pressed against her jugular.
Li Ton was accustomed to keeping his promises, carrying out
his
threats. Han couldn’t control the dragon for him; he couldn’t even
raise her. Li Ton would never believe that, though. Which meant that
sooner or later, when he lost patience, Tien would die.
Unless Han could show him, prove to him
that he had no control over the dragon, that there was no controlling
her . . .
Han didn’t care about the armies, or the emperor, or the war.
He
didn’t, he couldn’t care about people he had never met, or courts he
had never imagined.
What he cared about had always been limited, and was growing
tighter,
narrower by the day. Right now he thought there was nothing within its
bounds except himself and Tien, and perhaps her uncle too.
Her uncle would be upset whatever he did, and so might Tien,
but he couldn’t let her die. That was all, it was absolute.
When it was clear that the dragon had no cause to listen to
Han, perhaps Tien would be let live.
Perhaps.
It was all he had.
MANY OF the smithy tools were still here, spilled onto the
ground now
that the racks they’d hung from had been fed into the beacon fire.
Han picked up a lump hammer and carried it back to the anvil.
He laid the slack of his chains across the iron, set the
chisel’s edge against a link, hefted the hammer and brought it down.
Cut the link.
Broke the chain.
Set the dragon free.
Chapter eight
This
time, she was ready
Drenched under spells of sleep and simple weight of water,
she had been
too slow before, when she felt the chain part: slow to wake and slower
to understand, far too slow to move. Her awkwardness had left them time
enough to chain her again. Not well—it was hard, they had found, to
chain a dragon in her rage—but enough to hold her, more or less. In the
strait and under the water, on the bed of her long prison.
They hadn’t contrived to soothe her, to lull her into
sleepfulness,
however much they tried to load that word upon her. She was alert, and
scheming. She had fought in her own body, and heaved it in its chains
as far as the sea’s surface and breathed air just for a moment; she had
fought the boy—the weak, stupid, confused, and frightened boy
they’d
chosen to bear the shadow of her chains, which was an insult and would
be repaid—in his own body, and had him close to breaking.
And then, now, he broke the chains himself, deliberately.
Which she had
not anticipated, had not been working for and could not credit; but she
watched it happen from inside his head, she felt her sudden freedom and
seized it in that moment.
THE DRAGON ROSE.
NOT AS before, struggling against chains every fathom of the
deep. She
struck upward to the light and felt no weight and no resistance, had
nothing to fight; she carried nothing with her but herself, this body.
This sinuous, stretching, exulting body that twisted and writhed
through the water, that relished the flow of it across scales and skin,
that rejoiced in her own power as she thrust water aside, as she broke
into air, as she spread the wings of her will and soared as easily as
she had swum.
Exultation, rejoicing, she had those; and she had her
perpetual anger still, which was not assuaged.
Humans had done this to her, puny humans had chained her and
left her
chained. In the centuries she’d lain below, she’d been dimly, distantly
aware of constant traffic above her head, boats always on the water—her
water!—as though she could be utterly disregarded, as though
she mattered not at all.
Well, she mattered now.
All her waters were newly clear to her, as they had not been
for so
very long; she felt the tides, the currents like her own extended
breath, she felt the ridges and caverns of the seabed like her own
skin. And the surface too, that too was her own, every ruffled wave,
every cast of spume where it broke on rocks; and every boat that broke
it, she felt those, every one, like a sea-thorn against her skin,
scratching.
She felt a great many of them, those intrusive boats, right
here where she had breached.
She was free now, and she need not tolerate it. She would not
tolerate
it. She would assert her freedom, reclaim her waters, show the world
who was the master here . . .
SHE TUMBLED in the air and swooped down low, and came to the
first of
those very many boats, and didn’t bother even to open her long mouth.
She struck the boat abeam—though they would call it a ship,
probably,
these petty mortals, they had crowded so many of themselves aboard
it—and felt its planking splinter beneath the impact.
One snapped mast fell across her head, and the sail draped
itself over
her eye, but that was nothing; she flung herself into a loop and it
fell away, to let her see how many men were clinging to the shattered
wreckage, how many already in the water.
• • •
ANOTHER BOAT, and she did this one the grace of
opening her jaws to
seize it, to lift it from the water, to shake the clinging, screaming
men from its decks and rigging before she closed her mouth again and
crushed it.
AND SPAT it out and took the next one in her claws, for
variety. And
snapped it in two and dropped the broken halves of it, and found one
fool man still gripped to her claw; and bent her head and took him in
her teeth and swallowed him, and turned back to the water.
AND DID not leave that little stretch of water until there
was not a
single boat left floating in it, but only the ruin of boats. And those
men who could still swim, and some of those who could not, floating now
in their deaths. Others she had fed on. Some lucky few, she supposed,
might survive if they found wreck enough to cling to, if the sharks
didn’t find them before they could kick their way to shore.
THEY COULD keep their luck. She didn’t care; she meant to fly
the
bounds of her territory, all the stretch of the strait, to let the
disbelieving see that she was free and home again.
THERE WAS one human more to deal with, but he could wait.
SHE KNEW where to find him, after all. He was in her head.
IN HER head . . . !
acknowledgments
Nothing in this book would have happened without the Taipei City
Government, who originally took me to Taiwan. I am abidingly grateful
to them, and to Stanley Yen of the Ritz Landis hotel; also to Olivia
Chen who held my hand both then and later on, and Amelia Hong who
invited me back to Taiwan and offered me a floor to sleep on, and I do
hope she meant it, because I did most certainly go.
about
the author
DANIEL FOX is a British writer who first went to
Taiwan at the
millennium and became obsessed, to the point of learning Mandarin and
writing about the country in three different genres. Before this he had
published a couple of dozen books and many hundreds of short stories,
under a clutch of other names. He has also written poetry and plays.
Some of this work has won awards.
Dragon in Chains is
a work of fiction. Names,
characters, places, and incidents are the products of the author’s
imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events,
locales, or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.
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