We are each entombed within our skulls, Maria. We never really come to know each other. We do not feel the emotions of others, except superficially. Nor their fears or passions. The reality is that we are alone.
Giambrey was the only professional diplomat among us. He was accustomed to waiting upon the pleasure of whoever was in power. And of course, to him, Kassel was a representative of that power. Alex also understood the need for patience. As, I assume, did Circe. But to me, he was still simply good old Kassel. So, just as we were preparing to enter our suites, I broke protocol and asked when we’d get to see the Chief Minister. “Time is critical,” I added.
The reader will have understood by now that actually speaking in the presence of an Ashiyyurean was not necessary, save to let other people follow the conversation. Nevertheless, those Mutes who understood how to communicate with us were aware that, even in a one-on-one, it was smart to let us actually give voice to our thoughts. “For humans,” Selotta had told me once, “the voice is more significant than the brain. How could it be otherwise?” She’d shown her diplomatic side by observing that I was, of course, an exception.
“We are quite aware of the urgency,” Kassel said, in unusually formal language. “The Chief Minister has arranged for you to speak to the Secretary of Naval Affairs tomorrow morning.” Giambrey seemed satisfied with the answer, though he glanced my way to signal me to stay out of it. Nothing further of consequence was discussed other than where and when we’d handle dinner. “It would be best,” Kassel added, “if I come and collect everyone. You don’t really need an escort. But it might save confusion.”
The city was a collection of spires, spheres, pyramids, and polyhedrons laid out with artistic precision. I don’t want to imply that it was by any means symmetrical, but rather an exercise in architectural harmony. A dominant tower in the north is set off by a pair of globes to the south. Pyramids are laid out in sets of two and three, the whole connected by a tapestry of illuminated polygons and skyways.
We descended through a heavy rainstorm onto a landing pad, took an elevator down a few floors, and were ushered into a private dining room high over the city. Back home, allowing a delegation from a chief executive to dine with only a small-city mayor present, would have been a major insult. And I saw Giambrey’s features harden as we sat down at the table that had been prepared for us, and nobody else showed up.
“It’s not as you think,” said Kassel, softly. “We have no need of ceremony. No use for it, in fact.” He put his menu on the table and tried to smile. “Our communication is more direct.” He kept the voice box volume low.
I caught a flicker of amusement in Circe’s eyes. She leaned over, and whispered to me, “Just as well.”
“Chase, with these people, you’re up there doing a ceremony, and you don’t have any clothes.”
Kassel bowed in her direction. “I believe, Doctor,” he said, “it is one of your own who described the beginning of wisdom as knowing yourself.”
“Ceremonies celebrate achievement,” she said. “But they also conceal things.”
Kassel did his smile. “Exactly,” he said. He’d found a soul mate.
He did a quick translation of the menu. This dish tastes somewhat like fried chicken. That is comparable to a steak salad. Avoid this group here, which your system will find indigestible.
On the whole, the food was edible, and some of it actually had an agreeable flavor. It wasn’t anything I’d serve to houseguests, but I don’t think the Ashiyyur have bread or tomatoes or most of the other delicacies that form an integral part of the human diet.
Kassel tried to apologize. “I understand they’ve known for two weeks that you were coming,” he said. “Unfortunately, they turned it over to me at the last minute. There was no time—”
“It’s okay, Kassel,” said Giambrey. “It’s the company that matters.”
Kassel looked at me with a glint in his eyes. Giambrey had forgotten that his host knew exactly what he was thinking. It was an easy mistake to make.
Afterward, we retired to Giambrey’s suite and turned on the omicron. “Let’s see what’s going on in the world,” he said.
In some aspects, it was not unlike Interworld, carrying newscasts and people—if that term works—discussing current events, and the arts and sciences. We got pictures of panel discussions, saw and heard a hurricane pounding a Mute city, watched what appeared to be a cruise ship putting to sea. One channel carried a swimming competition. Despite their appearance, Mutes love to swim. Undoubtedly because their early ancestors came out of the oceans. The panel discussions, of course, were silent. And the nonverbals that one normally sees in a debate among humans were all but absent.
We found nothing like the comedies and dramas that had been staples of human entertainment all the way back to the classical age. I’m not sure why that is. Maybe because drama and comedy so often depend on misunderstanding or deliberate deception, or an inability to grasp someone else’s intentions, the concept simply doesn’t work among the Ashiyyur. How would you construct a mystery when every character is an open book?
It was an odd experience. Pictures without narration. And especially the panels, where the only sound during the course of a thirty-minute debate might be the scraping of a chair.
I tried to imagine sitting in a studio somewhere while an omicron broadcast my innermost thoughts to the world. My God, every mean, contemptible, cruel, lascivious notion I’d ever had would surface.
“I’ve a question,” said Circe. “Why is there a picture? If this is a mental exercise, why do they need accompanying pictures? Don’t the people in the discussion have a picture in their heads of the blowpipe, or the politician, or whatever it is they’re discussing?”
Kassel took a moment. “If you were on a panel talking about various solar types, and you wanted to discuss, say, Rigel, do you have a firm picture of it in your mind?”
“I think so,” she said.
“Bad example. How about a clear image of how the quantum drive works?”
“Or of a given natural preservative. Or a specific canyon with odd features. You can’t get the details right. Something would always get left out. So they do the visuals.”
Ashiyyurean life provided sounds, of course. Engines starting. Water-falls. Rivers. The banging that accompanies the assembling of a scaffold. They have a passion for music, though most of it hurts my ears. But it all served to underscore the general silence of Ashiyyurean civilization. Crowds of Mutes moved through the pristine cities, carried out assorted construction projects, wandered through malls, sat in the stands at sporting events, courted and reproduced, and did it all, save for the background noise, in utter silence.
“Not so,” said Kassel, quietly, though I’d said nothing. “Noise, yes. There is relatively little of that. But if you define silence to include the absence of input, of incoming ideas and passions and hope. Of conversation with friends. Of exchange of everything in life that matters. Then no. Our lives are anything but silent.”
In the morning a government skimmer arrived at the rooftop pad. Kassel joined us, and we all climbed in. The operator, a female, worked hard not to look appalled at her passengers. Kassel glanced in her direction, and she seemed to relax slightly. “She’s had training in interspecies tolerance,” he said.
“Is that really what they call it?” asked Circe.
“That’s the terminology.” His fangs appeared briefly in that Mute smile. “We have a few problems ourselves.”
All Ashiyyurean names, as used by humans, are more or less made up. They have names, of course. But since Mutes do not speak, we only know them in their written form, and written text, of course, does not translate into sound. Only God and the Mutes know the real name for Borkarat, though I could show you the symbolic representation for it. The Mute capital on that world, the place where we were at that moment, was New Volaria. It was, of course, a human name. At the time I had no idea where it had come from, though I’ve since learned the original Volaria was a barbarian capital on Regnus III during the Time of Troubles. I guess it says something about the way we perceived the Ashiyyur.
Kassel pointed down at a large, silver obelisk. “That is our capitol. The—” He searched for a word. “The parliament is currently in session.”
“What can you tell us of the Secretary of Naval Affairs?” asked Alex.
“He’s reasonable. He does not like our current stance regarding the Confederacy, and is concerned that the threat could explode into all-out war. He’s also not happy with the status quo, which drains resources. Unfortunately, he considers you, humans, the Confederates, to be extremely difficult to deal with. If you pressed him, he would argue that humans have not yet attained civilization. I wish I knew an easier way to say this. But he, like most of us, thinks of you as an inferior type, with an inherent bloodlust that, over fifteen thousand years of organized culture, you have been unable to shed.” He shifted his weight uncomfortably. “I’m sorry, but it’s important you understand what you’re dealing with.”
“Well, that’s encouraging,” said Giambrey, trying to hide his resentment.
Kassel turned to him. “The negotiation will be unlike any you’ve engaged in before, Giambrey. The Secretary will know the minute you walk in the door that you wish him to stand down the fleet so that the Confederate Navy can go to the rescue of Salud Afar. If he has not already come to that conclusion.”
Giambrey cleared his throat. “It’s not easy being a barbarian,” he said.
We drifted down onto a pad.
“Kassel.” Alex was straightening his jacket. “Will you be in the meeting?”
“No. Unfortunately not. This business is far above my pay grade.”
“Keep in mind, everything is an open book. You cannot surprise him. You cannot hold anything back. Take advantage of that. Let him see your feelings for the people trapped on Salud Afar. Let him see them as I have. Let him see your desperation. And your determination, if your world survives”—his gaze turned to Giambrey and Circe—“your determination to devote yourself to calming the more barbaric impulses of your species. To working toward a lasting peace. And I see I have hurt your feelings again.” He looked at each of us in turn. Yes, I thought. Damned right. You guys don’t exactly have a spotless record either, and you have less excuse than we do.
“You’re correct, Chase,” he said. “I know. I wish it could be otherwise. Maybe one day we can all learn to be rational.”
The pilot opened the hatch. Kassel glanced at her, and something passed between them. I wondered about it. How do you manage it? Or, maybe, Glad that’s over.
We were at ground level, looking up at a dome that rose about six stories, supporting a tower. The tower literally soared into the sky, narrowing eventually into a needle. A small entourage of robed officials came out through a set of doors and descended from a portico to greet us. The one who seemed to be in charge, a male, was the smallest of the group. Nevertheless he dwarfed Alex and Giambrey. He wore a voice box on his sleeve. “Giambrey DeVrio?” he asked, looking from one to the other.
Giambrey stepped forward.
The Mute bowed. “Welcome to the Silver Tower. I am Tio.” He swept us all up in his gaze. “If you will please come with me.”
Tio took us back up across the portico and inside, into a broad passageway. I saw no guard posts. And it looked as if anyone could have walked in off the street.
He signaled for Giambrey to follow him down the passageway. One of the officials who had come out with him took charge of the rest of us. He gave us a tour of the building, but cut it short when he realized nobody really cared where the Department of the Environment was located.
“I’ve no way to know how long the meeting will last,” he told Alex and me. “You are welcome to wait in the library, if you wish. And we have a cafeteria.” He looked at us uncertainly.
Kassel suggested we stay. “It makes you look serious about the mission.”
Our escort took us to a large private area, filled with portraits of robed Mutes, a few landscapes, and two or three interstellar warships. There were jacks that provided access to the vast Ashiyyurean literature. It also incorporated a substantial number of human titles, including two of Vicki Greene’s novels. After about an hour, Giambrey returned.
“How’d it go?” Alex asked.
“Not sure,” he said. “I made my pitch, told him how a cessation of hostilities would be to everyone’s benefit. He says the Confederates can’t be trusted. Big news there. But he thinks he has to keep poking them. Keep them off-balance. If they were to declare a unilateral cease-fire, he’s concerned the Confederates will use the breathing space to organize their forces and launch a major strike.”
Giambrey gave me a painful smile. “Not quite.”
“So how’d it end?” I asked.
“There needs to be a mutual announcement. Both sides to say it’s over and agree to talks.”
“We’re working on it. Trying to arrange it.”
“No. He says the Chief Minister has kept his feelings to himself.”
Alex frowned. “Kassel,” he said, “that’s not possible, is it?”
“Sure it is. We can block others off but only for a limited time. More likely, he simply hasn’t been in the same room with the Chief Minister lately.”
THIRTY-SEVEN
Bureaucracies are not like people. They neither love nor hate. They do not suffer, and they have no grasp of compassion. Most of all, they do not make moral judgments, one way or the other. I know that it sometimes seems they do, but believe me, Rose, it’s all politics. Or sheer neglect.
—Midnight and Roses
We went to a place that Kassel liked, and we tried to pretend the meeting had gone well.
Mutes don’t have alcohol. But Kassel was able to suggest a fruit juice that tasted okay and had a mild kick. So we ordered a round and toasted the Secretary of Naval Affairs. Then Giambrey sent encrypted messages to Kilgore and to our team in the Confederacy.
I asked Kassel how long he thought it would take for the Chief Minister to make his call. “No way to know, Chase,” he said. “Maybe in the morning. Maybe never. But they might want to use this to get some leverage over the Confederacy. To put the moral onus on the Director.”
Three days later we got a message from the Secretary: Be advised that the Chief Minister is giving your request every consideration, and that, furthermore, he is aware of the time factor. Every effort is being made to arrive at a satisfactory conclusion. I will advise you as soon as we have a decision.
“What’s he deciding?” I asked Kassel. “Whether to call a cease-fire? Or whether he’ll negotiate with us?”
Kassel didn’t know. “But do you want to know what I think?”
“You’re skeptical that we’ll get any help.”
“That’s correct. I’m sorry.” He seemed to be staring at something in the distance. “We’ve spent years attacking Confederate motives. You remember how we talked about the tendency for people to fool themselves? To talk themselves into things?”
“We’re not alone.”
“That’s right. To do as you ask, they—the administration—would have to reverse course. It would be politically unpopular. The Chief Minister would be seen as exposing Assemblage worlds to attack. Unnecessarily.”
“We’re talking about a world.”
“Yes.”
“And it comes down to this guy’s political career.”
“I didn’t say that it did. I said maybe. Or I thought it might.”
“Kassel, I’m struck that you think it might even be possible. Have you ever been close enough to get a read on this guy?”
“What do you mean?”
“To see into his mind? The way you see into mine?”
He hesitated again. “Yes.”
“Do you think it’s possible he might do that? Reverse course?”
“It’s possible.” He put that big hand on my shoulder. “I’m sorry.”
“You accuse us of being savages.”
Kassel learned unofficially that a decision was still a few days away. Circe connected with a Mute physicist and moved into quarters at a laboratory. Giambrey took to wandering around New Volaria, making as many contacts as he could. He even drew several speaking engagements, not strictly diplomatic in nature, but more scientific and cultural. It was an opportunity to win friends among influential locals.
Alex and I decided it was a good time to visit Selotta and the Museum of Alien Life-forms. So we packed up and headed out.
Humans held a prominent place as the only other known technological species, although our section was guarded by a Neanderthal avatar. He was bearded and muscular, and looked across the museum floor with a steady gaze that was simultaneously hostile and vacuous. When visitors came near him, he activated, shook his spear, growled and grunted, and made other unseemly gestures.
A substantial collection of our literature was available, and I was happy to note that the weapons section had been downsized somewhat since my earlier visit. It wasn’t that the spears and guns and particle beams and disrupters weren’t still there, but they were less prominently displayed than I recalled. I suspected Selotta had gotten to know us somewhat better.
Alex spent all his time in the Hall of the Humans, more or less drooling over some of the exhibits. The museum had acquired statuary, lamps, communication devices, furniture, table settings, diaries, sports equipment, religious texts, and a wide range of other artifacts, dating back as much as fourteen thousand years. “Incredible,” he said. “Where did they get this stuff?” Some of it, he suspected, might have been taken from Earth during its pretechnological eras. Later, he asked Selotta, who consulted the records. “Nothing here to support that,” she said. “But we’re talking about a long time ago. Who knows? We can’t accurately date a lot of this material.”
I was interested in touring the area, but I couldn’t get Alex away from the museum. Selotta couldn’t leave her post, and Kassel was busy doing whatever mayors do.
On the third or fourth day, I got tired of artifacts, gathered my courage, and went to the beach. Mute females wear bathing suits that cover everything from the neck to the knees. Sleeves come halfway down the forearms. I would have complied with local standards, but nobody had a bathing suit anywhere close to my size. My outfit was pretty skimpy by their standards, so much so that I wondered whether the authorities would show up and haul me off. But Selotta assured me nobody would find me sexy. (“I mean that in the best sense,” she said.) So I really had nothing to worry about.
The male suits also concealed pretty much everything from knees to neck. I wondered why a society with such easy access to the most private realities of everyday life would find it appropriate to hide their bodies so completely.
The beach was filled. As at home, there were families, and substantial numbers of young males and females in pursuit of each other. I sat for a few minutes listening to the roar of the sea. I was a few pounds heavier than I would have been at home, and I felt as if it showed. But that’s an illusion. And anyhow, alone on a beach with creatures who watched me with a combination of dismay and disgust, it didn’t seem as if exposure mattered a whole lot.
The sun was brighter than it would have been on Rimway. So I got up and made for the ocean. I could feel their eyes on me. But I was getting better at the game. I was able to smile amicably, say hello in my head, hope you’re having a nice day, good-looking kid you have there. (That last one took some real discipline, but I think I managed it.)
Nobody was in the water. That seemed odd, but I dismissed it. Maybe this was one of those days when everybody just wanted to come down and sit on the beach. I spotted a raft about a hundred meters out. The critical thing at the moment was that it was in the water and away from the Mutes. Which made it just the place for me.
There were lots of shells on the beach. And someone had lost a ball. I strolled into the surf, felt the water tug at my ankles. Come on in. I turned and waved at one female child sitting just beyond the reach of the waves. I think, to some extent, I was enjoying the attention. Kolpath on center stage.
I got into the ocean and kept going, alternately sucked back toward the beach by the surf and dragged out by the current. The water was green and cold and could have been any ocean back home. A piece of seaweed wrapped itself around one leg. I pulled it free and tossed it away. Ahead, an aircraft was passing. A skimmer no more than a few hundred meters above the water. Otherwise, there was only the sea and that hard bright sky.
I got past the surf line and began floating over the waves. Somebody onshore, a young male, started waving at me. That seemed pretty friendly, so I waved back, put my head in the water, and made for the raft.
I’d gone maybe a dozen strokes when I noticed a group of Mutes at the water’s edge. They were waving, too. I casually returned the gesture, thinking how I was making a breakthrough. One of them, a male, abruptly charged into the water and began swimming after me. Or at least in my direction.
I’ll confess that was a scary moment. I wondered whether I’d broken some social convention. In any case, I turned away and set out again for the raft.
I’d almost reached it when I became aware that my pursuer was still with me. He was splashing and kicking the water and trying to get my attention. Now, I’d had time to get accustomed to my Mute hosts, but having that thing coming after me, and better equipped to move in the water than I was, was unsettling. I tried not to turn it into a sprint for the raft, but I guess that’s what I did.
He responded by hitting the water. Hitting it in my direction. Then he was coming again.
He caught me as I got to the ladder and tried to haul myself onto the raft. Grabbed my ankle and pulled me back. It wasn’t a joke anymore. I looked at the beach and saw that if the Mute planned on having some fun with me, I wasn’t going to get any help.
I kicked free and he stared at me. Then he jabbed one of those cold gray fingers at the shoreline.
I hauled myself up. Almost fell back in because the rungs were too far apart. Two more Mutes started into the water. One was a female.
I stood on the raft and looked back at the guy in the water. “What?” I said.
He bobbed up and down, making expressions I couldn’t read. But he didn’t retreat.
He showed me his fangs.
Great. I held up my hands and thought Go away. Leave me alone.
Then, to my horror, he grabbed hold of the ladder and started to climb it.
He stepped onto the raft, pointed at the water, and showed me a mouth full of teeth. He pointed at his bicuspids and pointed again at the water.
I got the message.
It explained why nobody was on the raft or in the ocean. He began making false starts back toward the beach. Let’s go.
I looked around, half-expecting to see a fin. But there was nothing.
Let’s go.
Well, let it never be said a Kolpath can’t take a hint. I dived in and struck out for shore. He came in behind me and stayed with me.
When we got to the beach, the Mutes froze as they are inclined to do on celebratory occasions. They were all looking at us, and I knew they were talking to him.
It was an eerie experience, and it ended simultaneously for everyone. As if someone had fired a gun. They simply dispersed.
I walked over to the Mute who’d come after me and formed the words thank you as clearly as I could. He looked back at me and cringed. By then, I’d been around them long enough that the cringe didn’t surprise me. But I wondered whether he understood the message I was trying to send.
Later that evening, when I saw Selotta, I told her about it. She said yes, there’d been a sighting of a school of vooparoo during the early morning. Of course, she added, I was free to translate the word any way I liked.
A vooparoo was a creature very much like a coelenterate, or jellyfish, with a soft gelatinous structure and long, trailing tentacles. It varied in size from near-microscopic to about ten meters. The ones seen in the vicinity of the beach had been big, and a warning had been issued. Even the very small ones, she explained, delivered a painful sting. The bigger ones were lethal to Mutes. Nobody knew how such a bite would affect a human, but I was pretty sure it wouldn’t have been helpful. “I guess,” she said, “the people on the beach didn’t want you to be the first to find out.”
Selotta’s home was a white-and-gold villa at the edge of town. The walls were dark-stained to a degree that most people would have found oppressive. The furniture was large, the rooms were wide, and the ceilings were high. I found myself constantly climbing up onto armchairs. Even Alex was lost in the vastness of the rooms.
The villa had an enclosed deck, with several chairs and a table. The evening of the vooparoo, I was out there with Selotta while the kitchen made dinner. Alex was, as usual, buried in Mute ancient history.
Kassel hadn’t come home yet. He’d been involved during the last few days in a political squabble over commercial licensing, so he’d been late getting in every evening. “Don’t let him joke with you,” said Selotta. “It’s always like that. He pretends to be annoyed, and keeps saying he won’t stand for election next term, but I’ve heard all that before. He likes being mayor, and the voters seem to like him. So I guess he’ll be at it for a while.”
She’d been preparing special meals for us. Despite her best efforts though, and those of the AI, the food tended to be much the same thing every day. But it was digestible, and that was all that mattered. She had an order in somewhere for food that she said would be more to our liking, but the delivery had been delayed. It was a long way to Khaja Luan, the nearest human world.
We were talking about Kassel when Giambrey called. “I got some good news,” he said. “The Assemblage is going to issue a statement tonight, in a few hours, declaring a cease-fire. Our people in the Confederacy expect them to respond in kind.”
It called for a celebration.
Selotta had neighbors who, believe it or not, wanted to meet us. So they came over that night, six of them, plus a couple of older children. Equipped with voice boxes. Things were somewhat tense at first until we all got used to one another. Mostly we talked politics. How life would be better if we could, as one of them said, “stop the nonsense.” In the end we raised glasses of fruit juice to ourselves, Mutes and people, one for all and all for one.
Mutes, by the way, do not toast happy occasions with liquid beverages the way we do. That may be because they’ve never discovered alcoholic drinks or anything else that distorts awareness. Maybe alcohol wouldn’t work on them. I don’t know. Alex thinks it’s because of their telepathic dimension, that it would be bad form to introduce confusion into someone else’s mind. Selotta had no idea why we would bother with such a pointless exercise. She added that she couldn’t see that I had an explanation for it either. But they all played along.
The neighbors thought the raising of the glasses a quaint custom, and I suspected if they could laugh, they’d have been doing so. So we drank to Ilya Frederick, who was our woman in the Confederacy and who would, we all hoped, be able to talk sense to the politicians.
A female looked my way. She was young, and did not have a voice box. She and Selotta exchanged something. Then Selotta looked at me: “Kasta says it is all right for me to tell you this. She thinks it is a pity that there are not more humans like you and Alex. She thinks you are the exceptions. And that your brothers and sisters cannot be trusted.”
It didn’t matter. They caught on, and we toasted everybody. After we’d drunk to Salud Afar, one of them, the biggest Mute I’d ever seen, offered his hope that something could be done for that unhappy world. “As they have done something for us.”
“And what have they done for us?” Selotta asked, knowing the answer, I’m sure, but wanting it said aloud.
“Why,” he said, “they brought us Chase and Alex.”
He was a giant, and his name came out as Goolie, or something like that. He lived alone in a stone house just off the beach, Selotta explained. He’d been a teacher at one time, but now simply spent his time reading.
Kassel arrived while things were still going strong, and he happily joined the celebration. He’d heard the good news about the announcement from his own sources.
We partied into the night. Dancing was something the Mutes didn’t do well. In fact, they didn’t do it at all. Their music didn’t encourage it, but eventually Alex invited me onto the middle of the deck and we danced under the stars while the Mutes watched with whatever reactions they might have had. Later, in private, Selotta told me they’d grown somewhat alarmed because they’d feared it might be the prelude to a sexual encounter. In plain sight. After all, she added, who knew what humans were capable of?
“But,” I said, “they would have been privy to everything we were feeling. How could they think that?”
“That’s the whole point,” she said. “We did know what you were feeling.”
“Oh.”
“So who knew where it was going to lead? And, by the way, we have nothing against sex, even occasionally in public, but I don’t think anyone would have been quite prepared for a display by two humans.”
“Right.”
“I’m sorry. I see I have offended you.”
“No, Selotta. Not at all.” The neighbors had gone home, and Alex and Kassel were outside on the deck doing man talk.
“It’s good to have you here,” she said.
“Thank you.”
“You will forgive me, but humans are sometimes hard to understand. I know you would not willingly harm anyone.”
“That’s so.”
“Are you a standard type?”
“Beg pardon?”
“Are your attitudes more or less typical of everybody?”
“I think so. You’ve visited Earth. What do you think?”
“It’s too confusing to try to sort out a crowd.”
I looked at her for a long time. “I think most individuals are reasonable. And have no inclination to harm others.”
“Then how do you explain your history of wars? And criminal violence? I don’t understand it—”
“I don’t either. We tend to get together in groups, tribes, and we do things, and support actions, that we would never think of doing if we were alone.” I looked across at her. “It’s a characteristic we’ve never been entirely able to shake off.”
Well,” she said, “now that I think of it, I don’t guess we’re that much different.”
The AI maintained a search of the news channels for word that the Confederacy had reacted. The response came just before we retired for the evening. There wasn’t much of it Alex and I could make out. Just a formally dressed Ashiyyurean seated comfortably in front of a mountain-scape portrait looking across the room at us while music played in the background and Selotta and Kassel picked up whatever message was being relayed. We knew it had become official when they turned and looked directly at us.
“Very good,” said Kassel. “The Confederates will observe the cease-fire, and they express their hope that it will be possible to achieve a more permanent arrangement. They’ve even offered reparations for the Monsorrat incident.”
The current round of fighting had been triggered by the destruction of the Mute cruiser Monsorrat with its escort at Khaja Luan. It had been carrying a diplomatic team when it was destroyed with all hands. Three of the four destroyers serving as its escort had also been damaged or destroyed. The attack appeared to have been inadvertent, the result of a communication breakdown, but that hadn’t mattered very much.
It seemed as if everything militated against a peaceful relationship. I mentioned the tribal theory to Alex that night as we were heading to bed, and he agreed that there was probably a lot of truth to it. “Sometimes I think,” he said, “there has to be an Other, an enemy against whom the tribe can rally. Check Haymakk Colonna,” he said.
Colonna had famously remarked that peace between the Confederacy and the Mutes would come on the day they found a common enemy.
It was a bright hour in what had been an unrelentingly dark few months. Alex elected to forgo his daily visit to the museum. Maybe because Selotta was not scheduled in—or she’d taken the day off, I don’t remember which—but we were all seated out on the deck in weather she described as unseasonably cool. The windows were down, and the heating system was on. Giambrey had arrived just before breakfast, but he was consumed watching for more news and exchanging encrypted messages with his contacts on Rimway. They were, he said, waiting for an announcement from the Confederates that the fleet was being dispatched to help at Salud Afar.
That would be seriously big news.
“They’ve still not committed themselves formally,” he said.
Clouds drifted out of the west, the sky was growing dark, and rain was coming.
“High-level discussions are apparently under way,” he continued, barely able to contain his enthusiasm. “We’re hearing that Dellaconda, Seabright, and Camino are unhappy. They don’t trust the Ashiyyur.”
Alex admitted he understood their concerns. “It’s the same story you told us,” he said to Selotta. “Politicians have been telling them for decades that the Ashiyyur can’t be trusted, that they’re savages. Now the politicians are telling them it’s okay. We were just kidding.” He shook his head. “They’re border worlds. If there were an attack, they’d be first to be hit.”
The stakes were high. Either side was easily capable of taking out entire worlds.
Selotta turned in my direction. “You’re absolutely right, Chase,” she said.
I hadn’t said anything, but I was thinking how irrational it all was.
The rain started and turned quickly into a downpour. A cold wind swept in off the ocean. Kassel called to ask whether we’d heard anything more. His sources wanted to know what the Confederates were going to do. There was talk the Ashiyyur might demand a summit meeting with the Executive Director of the Confederacy, Ariel Whiteside. That would allow them to determine his intentions.
The rumor had apparently reached the Confederacy. Giambrey watched the story come in and closed his eyes. “They won’t permit a summit,” he said. “Whiteside’s given his word it won’t happen.”
“Why not?” I asked. “That seems like a simple solution to the problem. Let the Chief Minister see for himself what Whiteside is thinking.”
“That’s exactly why they won’t do it, Chase. They’re arguing that telepathic skills give the Ashiyyur too much of an advantage.”
“That’s sheer lunacy,” I said.
We watched the storm beat against the windows. Alex leaned forward. “Not really,” he said. “They have a point. At some stage, somebody’s simply going to have to take a chance.”
Giambrey reacted to something he’d just read.
“What is it?” asked Alex.
“Toxicon’s rep walked out. Don’t know why.”
The evening wore on, and the storm showed no sign of abating. Rain got swept against the house. Kassel got home late again and came in drenched.
He arrived with a recommendation that we take a few days and do a tour. “There are all sorts of historical and natural sites within easy reach of Provno. The Kaiman Cliffs look down into the deepest known canyon on any—”
The discussion was cut short by another message to Giambrey. He read it, and smiled. Not an ordinary smile. But a wide grin with his fists in the air and his eyes blazing. “Yes!” he said. And before anyone could ask: “The Confederacy just voted to send assistance to Salud Afar.”
That ignited a celebration. We hugged each other and screeched and generally carried on until the neighbors called over to ask what had happened.
I visualized the fleet setting out, a thousand ships to the rescue, cruisers and destroyers and patrol craft and support vessels of all kinds. Even then it might not be enough, but it would damn sure give Kilgore a fighting chance.
I don’t know that I had ever felt more ecstatic. It was the high point of my life. It was the reason Alex and I had gone to Salud Afar. No, more than the reason: We’d gone to solve a mystery, and maybe save a few lives, if it turned out that anyone was actually in danger. I think we had both suspected that Vicki had developed a mental problem, and that in the end we would go back with only that knowledge for our trouble.
But this—We were watching while people moved to save a world!
Of course there’s a lot to be said for waiting until the money’s in the bank before you start making announcements. The neighbors showed up, and the screaming and hugging started again. There was a fresh round every time somebody new came to the door. They were all wet, most were drenched, but it didn’t matter. We embraced them anyhow.
During the course of all this I asked Selotta why it was happening? “Why are your neighbors so involved?”
“Because,” she said, “they’d like the constant wars to stop. But there’s something more.”
“And what’s that?”
“They’ve shared everything you’ve seen and felt. They’ve been on Salud Afar, too. Through you. They’ve seen the children and the crowds in the streets. And they’ve tasted the fear.”
We were still celebrating when Giambrey caught our attention. But this time he looked shocked.
One of our visitors spoke through his voice box. “What’s wrong, Giambrey?”
“The Confederates are sending eleven ships. Eleven. Cargo and transport vessels. And that’s all. The announcement was just made.”
“Eleven?” I said. “What the hell do they expect Kilgore to do with eleven?”
Alex sank into a chair. Kassel simply stared out at the rain.
“A token force,” Kassel said. He looked at his wife. A silent message passed between them. Even now, they do not trust us.
Maybe especially now.
THIRTY-EIGHT
In the end, everything is politics.
—Nightwalk
There were rumors that, despite the announcement, there was strong disagreement with the decision. That a dozen worlds, led by Toxicon, were strongly opposed. That Whiteside might even be overruled by the Confederate Council. But the following day, the Director spoke from the Hall of the People on Rimway. He sat behind the plain, battered desk that was part of his image. He looked lost in thought, his dark blue eyes peering past us into the distance. Public figures traditionally sit straight during these events, but Whiteside was supporting his jaw on one fist, his elbow planted on the desktop. His mustache, as always, was unkempt in a way that was intended to suggest a man of action, a decision-maker who could be counted on. He shook his head, as if dismayed by events, inhaled, and finally focused on us. The chair creaked as he leaned forward, reminding me that the omicron carried sound.
“Citizens and friends,” he said, “you are all aware by now of the desperate situation that has developed on Salud Afar. Administrator Kilgore is doing everything he can to alleviate the situation, but in fact there is little that can be done. The scale of the approaching disaster is simply too great.
“Too great by far.
“He has appealed to the Confederate Worlds for assistance. I am proud to say we are responding with all the resources at our disposal. Hundreds of ships, many operated by private corporations, and in some cases by individuals, are on their way as I speak to you tonight. Administrator Kilgore has found a world that is being converted into a refuge. It is not by any means close to Salud Afar, but it is the nearest that nature has provided.
“We will be helping to move as many of his people there as we possibly can. We are sending supplies, engineers, and other specialists who will assist in the effort to erect shelters on the new world, which they’ve named Sanctum.
“In addition, we will be sending the Alberta, with its escort of destroyers and support vessels to assist in any way they can. Finally, I’m pleased to report that the Council has voted an aid package totaling six hundred million.”
When he was finished, the imager pulled back, and we saw that four senior Council members were in the room with him. It was a display meant to signal unity.
He thanked us for our attention, reassured us that the Confederacy would continue to do whatever was humanly possible, and delivered his signature “good night,” looking away as he did so, as though other decisions required his immediate attention. That quickly, it was over.
In the morning, we heard the reactions from Assemblage representatives and other prominent Ashiyyureans:
“An opportunity has been missed. And it will not come again.”
“What else can be expected from a race of yappers?”
“The truth is that the Confederacy does not wish to help Salud Afar. That world has, after all, remained outside the human politique. And now they will pay the price. And their politicians, of course, will try to blame it on us.”
“The real reason for the Director’s reluctance is that he intends to move against the Assemblage and hopes this may give him the opportunity.”
The attacks gathered force. We were noisemakers, barbarians, savages, troglodytes, and something that Kassel translated—with an amused glitter in his eye—as Yahoos. We were not to be trusted. We were fanatics. We were hopelessly low on the evolutionary scale. One young female, interviewed at a flight school, commented that eventually it would become necessary to exterminate us. She went on, according to Kassel, to suggest that the coming catastrophe at Salud Afar would be exactly what humans deserved. That Salud Afar had nothing to do with the Confederate decision seemed to have gotten past her.
Late in the afternoon of the third day after Whiteside’s announcement, a group of Kassel’s neighbors showed up outside. These were the same ones who’d celebrated with us earlier in the week. They gathered at the front door and waited patiently for Selotta to answer. (Mutes, of course, don’t need to knock to signal their arrival.)
We were in the living room. Alex and Kassel were playing chess. Kassel, who could see the reason behind every move Alex made, had tried to level the playing field by wearing a blindfold. But it didn’t matter. Alex was still getting hammered. Circe had rejoined us. She, Selotta, and I had been talking about what we thought would come next, when Selotta detected our visitors. I got up with her, and when I saw them at the door, my first thought was that they’d come to run us out of town. Or worse.
Selotta stopped to glance back at me. Her diamond eyes were simultaneously amused and sad. “It’s all right, ladies,” she said. “They’re still friends.”
There were six or seven of them. They came in, and they all stood looking at one another and at Selotta, exchanging something. Then, as if they were a single organism, they turned in our direction. One came forward, with a voice box prominently displayed on his collar. “Circe, and Chase, and Alex,” he said, “we know what you are going through, we have listened to the slurs that are going around, and we want you to know that we are aware you’re not cruel idiots.” He stopped. Looked behind him at the others. Touched his lips with a forefinger. “Perhaps I didn’t phrase that as I should have.”
One by one they reached out and touched us. By human standards there wasn’t much to it, simply pressing fingers against a forearm, or a shoulder. But it was not an Ashiyyurean gesture. “We want you to know,” he continued, “that, if need be, we will stand with you.”
There probably weren’t more than two dozen human beings in that entire world. Alex said he’d seen two, a young couple, during his first day at the Museum. They’d been delighted to introduce themselves and spend a few minutes with him.
Three others showed up at different times on the omicron. They all tried to defend the Confederacy’s action, arguing that surely anyone could understand their caution. They expressed their dismay that hostilities continued between the two species, but they were all certain that a peaceful future lay just over the horizon. They themselves of course found individual Ashiyyureans to be unfailingly polite and, as one said, “good people.” We just have to give it time.
Give it time.
While a tsunami of gamma rays raced toward Salud Afar at light speed.
Giambrey also showed up on the omicron, doing an interview. The one dicey moment came when he was asked to comment on the decision by Whiteside to send only a handful of naval ships to Salud Afar.
“I understand why he did it,” said Giambrey, seeing no advantage in criticizing the Confederate leader. “I’m sure it doesn’t reflect a lack of trust in the Ashiyyurean leadership, but is simply an act of caution. I would have preferred he send more assistance, but I think we have to admit at least that it’s a start in the right direction.”
I couldn’t help wondering how the fractals were playing for the Mutes. It’s a lot harder to deal in nonsense when you’re sitting on a nudist beach.
Alex grinned at me. “Dead on, Chase,” he said.
I hadn’t realized I’d said it aloud, and thought for a moment that Alex too had been poking around in my mind. “The nudist beach?” I said.
“No. Not nudist. They got you off that raft. When the, what was it, the vacabubu, was there. Right?”
“Vooparoo,” I said.
“My point is, they came to your rescue.”
“Of course they did. What would you expect, Alex?”
Alex looked at Kassel. “When you guys are on the omicron, your thoughts are picked up and broadcast, right?”
“That’s correct,” said Kassel.
“How about Giambrey? Did the system pick up his thoughts as well? Or did he have to be translated in some way?”
“The interviewer reads Giambrey. It’s the interviewer’s reading that gets broadcast rather than Giambrey directly.”
“Why?”
Kassel hesitated. “Because,” he said, and trailed off. “Because the system simply doesn’t work with human brains.”
“We’re too dumb?” suggested Alex.
“I wouldn’t put it that way.”
Selotta broke in: “Human brains operate at a different energy level. I don’t know the details, have never been good at fractals, but that’s the reality.”
“Tell me,” said Alex, “do you read humans as easily as you do each other?”
“No.” She shifted her position on the chair. Tried to get comfortable. “No. Humans are more difficult.”
“How about human nonverbals? Are you able to interpret them?”
Her eyes grew luminous. “You mean like how the pitch in your voice changed when you asked whether we think you’re not too bright?”
“That’s what I thought.” He turned back to Kassel. “Why has no one been here to interview us?”
Kassel took that one: “They have Giambrey. When they found out a delegation was here, they’d naturally want to talk primarily to the ambassador.”
Giambrey was still talking. Selotta had lowered the volume, but I caught part of it. “I’m sure,” he said, “we can find common ground to get over this difficulty. We simply need to dialogue more often.”
“Dialogue’s the wrong verb,” I growled. “We need to talk.”
Alex looked far away for a moment. “Kassel,” he said finally, “could an interview be arranged for us?”
“Sure. You’re thinking about Chase on the beach?”
“Yes”
“Ah,” he said. “It might work.”
“Me on the beach? What are we talking about?”
Alex got that look in his eye that I associated with a request to run off to Backwater IV to secure an ancient cooling system. “Chase,” he said, “would you be willing to do an interview?”
“Me? Not on your life, sweetheart. I’ll take on sea monsters, if you want, and ride taxis into the upper altitudes, and I can even deal with ghosts in the woods. But I don’t do interviews.”
“All you have to do is say what you think.”
“Alex, why?”
“Trust me.”
“Why don’t you do it? You do this kind of thing all the time.”
“That’s the problem. I might be a bit jaded. You are the one who was out on the raft. Nobody else can do it. Anyhow, you’re a much more sympathetic person than I am.”
Selotta squeezed my shoulder. “Chase,” she said, “he knows what he’s talking about.”
Kassel made a call. It, too, like so much else on this world, was silent. He simply looked at his link for a minute or two, did no physical reaction of any kind, and closed the device. “We are all set,” he said. “And we have exactly the right person to conduct the interview.”
“Who?”
Kassel stood silently for a moment. Then: “He says we will use the name ‘Ordahl.’ And I should tell you he’s the local equivalent of Walker Ankavo,” said Kassel.
They claim they can only read conscious thoughts, but I don’t believe it. Walter Ankavo was probably the most celebrated journalist on Rimway. But he hadn’t crossed my mind in months.
Alex claimed she didn’t get it from him either. Well, whatever. In any case, he would arrive the next day. “They’re going to record it in the morning and broadcast it tomorrow night,” Kassel said.
“I don’t think this is a good idea,” I said.
“Chase, you’ll be fine. We need to get the general population past the notion we’re savages. Who better to do that than you?”
“I agree,” said Kassel.
“Lord,” I said. “When it blows up, I want everybody to remember it wasn’t my idea.”
“It won’t blow up.”
I climbed onto a chair. Wished my feet could touch the floor. “Will we be going into a studio somewhere?”
“No. They’re going to do it here. They figure you’ll be more comfortable that way.”
“They got that from you.”
“Possibly.” He tilted his head, which was meant to indicate I shouldn’t worry. “You’ll be fine,” he said.
“What am I supposed to tell them? What’s the point of all this?”
“All you have to do is talk to Ordahl,” said Alex. He gave me an encouraging smile. “One of Selotta’s neighbors made the comment that things would be better if they and we could socialize a bit. That we’ve never really had a chance to get to know one another. That’s what we want to do here. We want the public to see the very best we have to offer.”
“So you’re hanging me out there? My God, Alex—”
“Just go along with it,” he said. “Be yourself. And run with your instincts. You’ll be fine.”
“Right.”
“You will,” said Selotta. “If the thought passes through your mind that Mutes are incredibly sexy creatures and much to be sought after”—she glanced at Kassel, who let his head drift onto the back of his chair—“there’s no need to be defensive. Everybody will understand.
“Keep in mind that language is a code. Ordahl, and his audience, won’t be able to read the words you form in your head. Only the images. And the emotions. And whatever other drives you have going on.”
They arrived in a blue-and-gold skimmer and hovered over the villa. “They’re taking pictures,” said Kassel. After a while they landed and brought equipment inside. Directed by a female, a team of three moved the furniture around, set up the recording gear, explained to Selotta and Kassel how, once they got started, everybody other than the principals would have to leave the building. When they’d finished, they climbed back into the skimmer, promising to return shortly, and vanished into the late-morning sky.
“How big an audience does this guy get?” I asked.
Kassel thought about it. “The latest surveys show forty million or so. It’s big. The critical thing, though, is its composition. It includes the”—he paused, searching for a phrase—“the movers and shakers. You want to make a splash, this is the way you do it.” He paused and looked in the direction the skimmer had taken. “I wish I could get them to pay this much attention to me.”
Make a splash. That called the vooparoo to mind again.
It might not have been so bad had Alex not kept telling me I’d do fine. You won’t screw up. After all, what could go wrong? Don’t worry, Chase, you’re a natural. After a while he stopped. Maybe he figured out he wasn’t helping, or maybe our hosts read my state of mind and advised him to knock it off. Whatever, Selotta tried to change the subject to what a good dinner we were going to have. Kassel started talking about the Mute philosopher Tulisofala and the Kaiman Cliffs, and Alex pretended to read.
Two hours later, the skimmer came back. The female climbed out and came inside. She made some adjustments with the omicron. She was still not wearing a voice box. I think she regarded Alex and me as pet chimps. She stiffened, so I knew she had picked that up. I pictured a banana. Really like them. Yum-yum. She kept working while I munched the banana. Selotta suggested that was not the way to win them over.
Meanwhile, a second skimmer arrived, and a guy who was obviously Ordahl stepped out and looked around. He wore a bright gold robe. I watched him take a chain out of a small black package. It was his voice box, which he studied for a moment before looping it around his neck.
He strode imposingly up the walkway.
Kassel met him at the door and showed him inside. He was your standard Mute, almost two heads taller than I was. His skin was not gray, like all the others I’d seen in my limited travels, but almost gold. There was, of course, no expression to read, just the long jaws and the diamond eyes. He did an exchange with Selotta and Kassel. Then, after a few seconds, they all turned to Alex and me. Kassel did the introductions, and Ordahl responded by saying he was pleased to meet us.
One of the many problems inherent in communicating with the Ashiyyur is that whoever manufactures the voice boxes apparently makes only two types: one for each gender. Otherwise, the voices are identical. So at first, while we tried to get set up, I was seldom sure whether Kassel or Ordahl was talking. It would have been okay had either moved his lips. Kassel grasped the situation and moved well away from Ordahl so it became easier to know where the voice was coming from.
Finally, everybody filed outside. They took seats in the skimmers, or on the deck. The female closed the doors, and I was alone with Ordahl. He asked if I was ready to begin. That was purely a formality because he had to know I wasn’t ready, and never would be.
“Yes,” I said, trying to be casual.
“Relax.” He let me see his fangs and pointed at the chairs. A smile or a promise of extermination? “Why don’t we sit, Chase?”
The chairs had been placed facing each other in front of a lavender curtain mounted by the crew specifically as a backdrop. “Sure,” I said. “I’m ready when you are.”
“Good. We won’t start recording for a few minutes. If that’s okay with you.”
“That’s fine.”
“May I make a comment?”
“Sure,” I said.
“You look very good.”
“I beg your pardon?”
“Don’t misunderstand me. You are everything I’d hoped. You’re quite alien. And you’re unsettling. Not someone with whom I’d want to be alone. That’s precisely what we want. I’d been concerned that you would simply look like a different life-form. But you really do have a quality that is”—he stopped, trying to think what he wanted to say—“disquieting.”
“Okay. I’m glad I didn’t disappoint you.” I let him see my incisors, but he didn’t seem to notice.
“Good.” We talked for a few minutes, about my impressions of Borkarat, and how difficult it was to communicate using grunts, snarls, and aspirates. Then he asked again whether I was ready.
“Yes.” Let’s get it over with.
A green lamp blinked on. “Chase Kolpath, I’d like to welcome you to Newsmaker. The show has been running for thirty-two years, and you’re the first human who’s been our guest.”
“It’s a pleasure to be here, Ordahl.”
“May I ask how long you’ve been on Borkarat, Chase?”
“Just a couple of weeks.”
We went back and forth for several minutes. What was my connection with the mission from Salud Afar? How had I come to be on that world? Was it really true that the Administrator’s staff knew of the Callistra event before we reported it to him?
Uh-oh.
“I really have no way of knowing the answer to that, Ordahl. But I’d be shocked to learn that the Administrator had been aware of the problem in advance.”
We went through a series of preliminaries. Would I explain what I did for a living and why I’d come to Borkarat? What did it feel like to be isolated inside my mind? What was my reaction to living among a race that communicated so differently? Did I feel a sense of release to know that I was now open to others, and that everything I knew could be made available to them with no effort on my part?
“No,” I admitted. “It scares the daylights out of me.”
“Why? Why are humans so frightened of truth? So literally terrified that others will find out what they think? What they feel? Are they really that deceptive?”
“Nobody’s frightened of the truth, Ordahl. But we think privacy counts for something, too.”
“Yes. Thus you value your ability to conceal the truth from one another.”
“Sometimes truth is painful. For example, revealing some parts of daily life is tasteless. There are details of physical reality that we all know about, but we don’t want them pushed into our consciousness on a regular basis.”
“Such as?”
“Such as whether my notable interviewer feels a need to go to the bathroom.”
I wondered how a comedian got by on a world in which nobody ever laughed?
“What,” he asked, “is a comedian?”
His tone suggested an adult trying to talk sense to a child. I resisted the impulse to fall back on my charm. My soft gray eyes and long black hair. I had good features and a killer smile. Ordinarily, they were more than enough to cow male opposition. But I had no way to charm that hulk. Whatever allure I possessed was missing in action.
“Surely,” he said, “you must understand that many of the problems between your species and the Ashiyyur spring from the willingness of humans to engage in deceit.”
“Some of the problems are a result of Ashiyyurean hubris.”
“Ah. Could you explain, please?”
“Ashiyyureans think they are superior. I’m not sure why they would believe that, other than that they share a common consciousness. Are you more intelligent than we are? If you were, surely you’d have found a way to make peace with us. I know we can be noisy neighbors, but we don’t want to be fighting incessant border wars. And neither do you. Neither side profits from them. Why are you unable to persuade us to do what is in our own self-interest?”
Eventually we got to the point. “You came hoping to enlist a promise from us that we would call a halt to hostilities so that your combat fleets could go to the rescue at Salud Afar.”
“Yes. That’s correct.”
“And you got that promise. We have agreed to stand down during the emergency.”
“Yes.”
“Let me run your Director’s response.” Whiteside appeared, standing on a podium, surrounded by flags and symbols of the Confederacy. “We will be sending the Alberta, with its escort of destroyers and support vessels to assist in any way they can.” “Eleven ships,” said Ordahl. “Do humans value the lives of their own so cheaply that they cannot bring themselves to get serious about a rescue effort?”
“He doesn’t speak for me,” I said.
“He speaks for the Confederacy. He was elected by you, was he not?”
“Not by me. By the voters.”
“Twice, in fact.”
“Yes.”
“Then how can you imply he does not represent you?”
“Okay, look: In this, he doesn’t represent me, and I suspect he doesn’t represent a majority of the people across the Confederacy. I don’t really know about that, though. I can’t speak for them. But they’ve already started voting with their resources. They’re sending food and supplies. Those who have ships have, in large numbers, begun traveling to Salud Afar to lend what assistance they can.
“For God’s sake, Ordahl, two billion people live out there. There’s a plan to save them. If we can get sufficient ships in place. I’m sure you already know about the shield, but let me go over it anyhow for your viewers.”
I did. I explained, visualized, agonized over, however you want to describe it, the effort that had every potential to succeed, to save a world. I pictured families in parks, and women with children on beaches, and people reading quietly in libraries, and crowds listening to concerts. “Unless the shield can be made to work, all these people will die. You ask me about Whiteside’s decision, and you want to hold me responsible for it. That’s silly. We have a leader who, for political purposes, or ideological ones—Who really knows?—will play on old animosities and old fears, and will hold the fleet back. He does not speak for me. But I understand why they don’t trust the Ashiyyur. And because of that, they’ll stand by while a world dies.”
“Because of us?”
“They don’t trust you. And you’re behaving as if the attacks at Pelioz and Seachange never happened.”
“Those were provoked.”
“From our perspective, that is not so. And they came without warning.”
“Chase—”
“Look, let’s not drag this out of the closet again. All this animosity has gone on for two centuries, and both sides have a lot to answer for. So we’re at a point where neither side trusts the other. And because of that, we’re about to do something that we’ll be answering for as long as there’s a human anywhere. And maybe you will, too.
“The truth is that Whiteside’s decision to keep the fleet at home is pure politics. He knows that the fleet ultimately cannot protect the Confederate worlds. It can only retaliate in the event of attack. The same is true of your force. Defense is not possible against the kind of armament we mount. So it really wouldn’t matter whether the fleet was at home or not. It wouldn’t save a single world. It only means that retaliation would take a bit longer. And I’d ask Director Whiteside, and the people of the Confederacy, whether that delay of a few weeks is worth the sacrifice of a world.
“We and you are the same. Where it matters, there is no essential difference. Plato ranks with Tulisofala. You stage Hamlet. We love our children, as you do. We enjoy the beach in summer, as you do. I was on a beach the other day and swam out to a raft. I wasn’t aware that a vooparoo warning had been issued. What was a vooparoo anyway? I had no idea.
“But one of your children came out to warn me. To get me off. Even though he couldn’t communicate with me. Even though he put himself at risk. Even though he was repulsed by the way I look, he came for me.
“He acted. Despite everything, despite even his instincts, he acted. It’s what we need to do.” I was looking at Ordahl, but I was talking, finally, to Whiteside. “You have an opportunity now to forge a bond between the two species. And you’re blowing it, Mr. Director.
“I’m asking you to do what that young male did the other day. You risk nothing except political advantage. Send the fleet.”
THIRTY-NINE
Sometimes life is like the sea. You are alone at the edge, trying to hold back the tide. You anchor your feet and you scream against it, but it does not matter. It surges around you. The sand sinks beneath your feet. It will have its way despite all your efforts. They are as nothing, and you are easily swept aside.
—Love You to Death
When it was over, I was trembling. Ordahl adjusted his robe, got up, and said thanks. “You got angry. That’s good. I like those who get angry.”
The female came in with the technicians. They began disassembling equipment. Then they were gone.
Alex gave me a hug and told me I’d been brilliant.
It felt good to hear that, but it was more or less what he would have said no matter what.
Circe took my hand. “Good,” she said. “If you’re lucky, they won’t try to arrest you when you get home.”
“They’ll do some editing, of course,” said Kassel. “But I’d say you came across like an eagle.” He savored the word, and he looked at me with open admiration.
“Thank you. Nothing embarrassing got picked up, I hope?”
“I was surprised to discover,” said Alex, “that you think mathematicians are sexy.”
“My God, Alex. That’s not true. I’ve never—” I turned to Selotta. “He’s making it up, right? I mean, he didn’t even get the mental part.”
Selotta looked down at me. “Yes, love. Nothing like that happened.”
“Thank God. Alex, I’m going to shoot you.”
“We did see some things, though,” she continued. “But nothing, I think, that would have embarrassed you. For example, your regret that your father did not live to see what you’ve accomplished. He died before you got your pilot’s license.”
“That’s so,” I said.
“You think Alex is an especially bright man.”
Alex kept his face impassive.
“That’s also true,” I said. “Although males provide a fairly low standard.”
That brought a smile.
“And there’s someone from several years ago that you are still in love with.”
“Jerry Crater!” I was horrified. “That got out?”
“Afraid so. But it is nothing to be ashamed of.”
Alex’s smile widened. “Good old Jerry, huh?”
“Leave it alone, boss.”
“In any case,” he said, “I think we can call it an unqualified success.”
“Good. But next time you want to volunteer me for something, I’d like to be consulted first.”
We watched the show that evening. Twice. First time through I simply listened to my responses. Then we shut down the sound and Selotta translated the telepathic side. It wasn’t as bad as I’d expected. In fact, it tracked the dialogue pretty closely. And yes, there were occasional blips in which I thought how my shoes hurt, and how I’d be glad when it was over, and how the interviewer had all the flexibility of a block of wood. And maybe most damning, how I wished human beings could learn to behave rationally. “I’m not sure of the correct term here,” Selotta explained. “I used human beings, but you were thinking of all of us.”
I was thinking that it sounded close to treason.
I was still trying to get my reaction calmed down when we got word of another confrontation. A Mute cruiser damaged, a Confederate destroyer, the Arbuckle, lost with all hands.
“I’m tired of it,” I said. “I’m ready to leave.”
So was Alex. Giambrey and Circe would stay on to try to work the diplomatic side.
There was never any real question, I suppose, that we’d go back to Salud Afar. They needed the Belle-Marie. Alex pointed out that if the ship was going to spend the next three years hauling refugees from that world to Sanctum, he’d be of no help, and could probably just go back to Rimway.
But something drove him to return. Maybe it was a sense there was still a service he could perform for the Administrator. Or maybe he couldn’t bring himself to leave me in the midst of a global disaster. In any event, he declined my offer to drop him off at home. “Let’s go back,” he said. “Maybe I can help build shelters or something.”
In the morning, there was news that six had died on the Mute cruiser. By midday, while we were packing, the Confederacy issued a protest over the “unprovoked attack.” The star drive on board the Arbuckle, they said, had malfunctioned, and that was why they had unexpectedly arrived in Ashiyyurean space. They demanded an apology.
Anybody who knows anything about interstellar travel knows the odds against such an event. “Doesn’t matter,” Giambrey told us over his link. “You get your story out there, and people will believe it.”
I was getting requests for more interviews, which I politely declined. I also got word that a couple of commentators in the Confederacy had branded me a traitor. “In the enemy capital,” one of them said, “Kolpath talks as if both sides are equally at fault.” They were calling for a boycott of Rainbow Enterprises.
And finally, as we were heading out the front door, saying good-bye to our hosts and to a few of their neighbors who’d come over to see us off, there was word of another incident: An Ashiyyurean cruiser hit and disabled near Casumel. Again, there were casualties.
Kassel announced he would go back to the capital with us and would stay until we were safely on board the Belle-Marie. “Wouldn’t want you to get lost,” he said.
Circe also accompanied us on the flight to New Volaria, where we met Giambrey and had lunch. He was discouraged. “Idiots in charge on both sides,” he said. “They couldn’t even tell you what they’re fighting about. It’s reflexive.”
“I’m sorry to hear it,” said Alex.
“What frustrates me is that if we could pick a few halfway-rational people out of the streets on both sides, and put them in power, they could probably settle it. And it would be over.”
“You may be underestimating the intensity of the problem,” said Alex. But when Giambrey wanted to turn it into a debate, Alex changed the subject.
Circe would stay in New Volaria with the ambassador. We said our good-byes and went up to the rooftop pad to get a taxi. And a strange thing happened: A group of Mutes recognized me and came over to signal their support. They applauded. A human gesture.
We got into our taxi and made for the spaceport. While we were en route, Kassel took a call from somewhere. Then he twisted around in his seat to look at me. “Bon Selvan wants to meet you, Chase.”
“Who’s Bon Selvan?”
“She’s one of the proctors.” His eyes closed. And opened. “You should go.”
“Kassel, what’s a proctor?”
“There are seven of them. They’re the advisors to the executive board. It’s hard to explain. But she’s a very high-level VIP.”
“Okay. Is there a point to it?”
“Yes, there’s a point. She doesn’t approve of the way relations with the Confederates have been handled. You want to take a first step toward creating a settlement, give her something to work with.”
Bon Selvan was seated in a garden, in the shade of a small tree, surrounded by clusters of bright red and yellow flowers. Birds sang, and I saw a snake slithering over the black iron fence that surrounded the enclosure. The proctor was clothed in an orange robe, with a dark brown hood draped over her shoulders. I entered through a glass door. She rose, my escort bared fangs, used his voice box to inform me who she was, and withdrew, closing the door.
Bon Selvan studied me for a long moment. “Chase Kolpath, I take it you are not impressed with our leadership.”
“I don’t wish to be impolite—”
“You cannot be impolite around us, child.” She showed me to a seat.
And, yes: I was thinking that it was hard to understand how, after thousands of years, two species that call themselves intelligent could not manage their affairs without resorting to butchering each other.
“You are absolutely right, Chase. There are reasonable individuals, but they have not yet learned how to form groups, governments, that behave in a rational way. I must admit I do not know why that is.”
While I thought about it, she told me she was pleased to meet me.
“And I am glad to meet you,” I said. I was about to frame my next question: Could she help find a way to ease the rising tensions? Could she conceive of a way to head off the approaching war?
“You think war is coming, Chase?”
“Yes, I do.”
“I’m not so sure. This relatively low level of combat has intensified in recent days, but I think it is an aberration. My real fear is not for a war.”
“What then?”
“It is that we will go on for years as we are now, with the bloodshed and the waste of resources and, yes, the risk of all-out war.”
I’ve said elsewhere that Mutes do not do nonverbals. That they do not have faces, in the human sense. Rather the lack of animation suggests a mask. But there was something in Bon Selvan’s eyes, and in her mask, that was utterly bleak. “I see,” she said, “that you wonder why I asked you to come. I wanted to have you in front of me, to know whether the passion I detected in that interview last evening was real.”
“It was real.”
“I have never known a human up close. I’ve had a lifetime of listening to those who think humans are malevolent, dishonest, savage. That they, you, operate on a lower plane. Even your good friend Selotta thinks you and your friend Benedict are aberrations.”
“I know.”
“I see that you are returning to Salud Afar.”
“Yes.”
“When you get there, please assure Administrator Kilgore that there is a faction here, not only on Borkarat, but across the Assemblage, that is not happy with our current posture. We will do what we can to create a more flexible policy toward the Confederates. He must understand, though, that we cannot be seen as encouraging the Confederacy to go to the rescue of Salud Afar. Such a tactic on our part would surely be misread by them. But let him know we will do what we can.”
“I will.”
“Very good. One more thing you should be aware of: Your comments, which are being distributed throughout the Assemblage will be, for the majority of our citizens, their first opportunity to experience rapport with a human. I don’t know how this will play out, but I think we could not have done better.” She looked around at the flowers. “Are they not lovely?”
It was good to see the Belle-Marie again. We got in, closed the hatch, and she said, “Hello, Chase.” I said hello back, went up onto the bridge, and climbed into my seat. It was a marvelous feeling to sit in a chair designed for my body size.
“Chase,” she said. “I have a text message from station ops.”
I suspected we were going to get an escort out of the system. “Let’s see it,” I said.
She put it on the board: CAPTAIN KOLPATH, THE BELLE-MARIE WILL BE THE THIRD PRIVATE VESSEL TO LEAVE TODAY FOR SALUD AFAR. ONE MORE IS SCHEDULED OUT LATER THIS AFTERNOON, AND THREE TOMORROW. I THOUGHT YOU MIGHT LIKE TO KNOW. SIRIAN KOSLO.
“Koslo,” said Belle, “is the chief of operations.”
A few minutes later we had a text message granting clearance to depart. I acknowledged, and asked that my regards be passed to Mr. Koslo. Then I alerted Alex and waited for him to get into the harness. When the green lamp came on, I released the clamps and we moved away from the dock.
Forty-six minutes later we lined up with Moria and Salud Afar and made our jump.
I didn’t enjoy the flight back. By the time we arrived, Kilgore would know that the talks had gone nowhere. The Confederacy was sending a few warships to help, and a handful of Mutes were coming. That was it.
I made up my mind that I’d upgrade my license when I got to Salud Afar; it was for class-C interstellars. They were the smallest category, usually yachts like the Belle-Marie, and commercial vehicles that hauled a few VIPs around. I’d want to be able to handle some of the larger cargo ships. So, while we charged back through interdimensional space, I spent much of my time studying.
Alex, as usual, pored through archeological records and artifact inventories. I’ve mentioned before that he was not difficult to ride with. And he hadn’t changed. When things went badly, he didn’t descend into morose self-pity as I think I did. I can recall his reminding me that we didn’t yet really know the results of the diplomatic effort, and that it hadn’t been my responsibility in any case. Not that it mattered whose responsibility it was. My part of the mission had been to handle transportation.
In any case, the ride was interminable. The weeks dragged by, and I felt caught within the narrow confines of the ship. I wandered through its spaces, inspecting the cargo area every other day and checking the supplies in the lander. I spent extra time in the workout room. With Alex, I toured ancient palaces and historic structures. We floated down the Kiev canal, and drifted through Jovian skies, on approach to Che Jolla Base, during the days when it housed Markum Pierce, the poet-physicist whose diaries provided a brilliant record of the early colonies.
He took to asking me regularly if I was okay, if there was anything he could do. “Don’t give up,” he said. “It might still work out.”
Hard to see how, I thought, barring divine intervention.
Finally, on the thirty-third day of the flight, it was over.
We came out of jump about forty hours from Salud Afar. It was actually good to see the nearly empty skies again. Varesnikov and Naramitsu were both visible. And the galactic rim. And, off to port, Callistra. Blue and brilliant and happy as if nothing had happened.
Belle’s comm lights came on. “We have traffic.”
“More than one?”
“Still coming in. One from the Administrator. Other than that, no end in sight at the moment.”
I called Alex up front. “Put the Administrator on,” I told Belle reluctantly. “Let’s see what he has to say.”
A Kilgore avatar, of course. He was in his office, and I knew as soon as I saw him that something very good had happened. “Congratulations, Chase,” he said. “We didn’t get anywhere with the Confederacy, but it looks as if every Mute who can beg, buy, or borrow a ship, is on the way. We’re in your debt.” He looked over at Alex. “You, too, Alex.”
“What happened?” he asked.
Again, of course, there was the inevitable delay as the transmission traveled to Salud Afar, and the reply came back. In the meantime, the avatar simply froze.
“We’ve also been informed,” he said, “that several corporations in the Assemblage have suspended other activities and are now in the process of turning out superluminals specially designed to help us.”
“Chase’s interview?” asked Alex. He was beaming.
“Who knows? It certainly didn’t hurt.” His features melted into a grin. It was the first time I’d seen him look happy.
“So,” I asked, “will there be enough? Ships, I mean?”
“We’ll be able to move a substantially larger portion of the population than we expected. Maybe as much as five percent. We’ve gotten some resistance, by the way. A lot of people don’t want to ride with Mutes.”
“Mr. Administrator, I’m sure that part of the problem will sort itself out. But I was talking about the shield. What’s happening with the shield?”
“Ah. The shield. No. Unfortunately, everything we project indicates that we will still come up short. Even if the Confederates were willing to forget about the eleven ships and send their entire fleet instead, which they aren’t, it would still be a hit-or-miss proposition. We’ve had to make a decision. Waste valuable time and resources on a project that is unlikely to come together, or use everything we can get our hands on to move people off-world. Anyhow, I wanted to let you know we appreciate your help.”
We started working our way through the other transmissions. They came from mothers, grandparents, politicians, owners of bars, kids in classrooms, almost all saying thanks. They’d heard the sound version of the interview and were giving me credit for the improvised fleet from Borkarat and the Assemblage, which was already en route. Universities wanted to bestow academic credentials, somebody was going to name a foundation for me, and several towns offered real estate if I would consent to move there. There would be a Chase Kolpath Park in a place called Dover Cliff, and a historical site on Huanko Island, provided I agreed to visit. I was offered endorsement for lines of clothing, perfumes, and games. And I should mention upward of two hundred messages from guys who wanted to take me to dinner.
There were also a few crank messages accusing me of treason, of consorting with the enemy, of encouraging alien lunatics who wanted nothing more than to destroy the human race and carry off our children.
It was usually Alex who got all the attention. This time, though, nobody mentioned him. Nobody extended him any credit in the proceedings. Nobody proposed to him. Nobody even threatened him.
“It’s the way it is with celebrity,” I said, magnanimously. “Up one day, down the next.”
He laughed. “You earned it.”
There was also a newswrap from Fenn Redfield on Rimway. Some administration officials at home were saying I’d been disloyal and were calling for an investigation. “Maybe I should look at some of the local real estate after all,” I said.
Alex laughed. “You’re a hero. Before this is over, it’s Whiteside who’s going to have to get out of town.”
It was three hours after midnight on shipboard when we docked at Samuels. We locked down, opened the hatch, walked out into the egress tube, and were greeted by a small crowd that applauded when they saw us. Among them I counted half a dozen Mutes.
It was a good feeling. Maybe we were making progress. We waved and signed a few autographs. Then, when we were walking away, one of the Ashiyyur came up beside me. A female. I stopped and looked up at her. She said, “Chase—”
It was too loud. “Yes?”
She fiddled with the voice box. “Sorry. I can’t control the volume on this thing.”
“It’s okay. What can I do for you?”
“There was a man back there. Who wants you dead. ‘You’ being both of you, but especially your friend, Alex.”
Behind us, the crowd was dispersing. We didn’t see anybody we recognized. “Who was it?” Alex asked. “Did you get a name?”
“No. Couldn’t read it.” She turned and looked. “He’s gone now. He had a cane. Walked with a limp.”
FORTY
Praying will not help, Ormond. Someone needs to do something.
—Nightwalk
It had to be Wexler.
Alex and I exchanged glances. “I guess he’s still upset,” said Alex.
“You really think he’s out to kill us?”
“I don’t know. What’s the best possible construction you could put on what she told us?”
We started making our way out of the area when I heard someone sobbing. The sounds came from the crowd directly ahead. They were gathered around a boarding tube. We saw a few men and women and a lot of kids, and everybody was hugging everybody else. A couple of operational people were trying to move them up the tube. Move the kids up the tube.
I asked a bystander what was going on. “It’s part of the evacuation program,” she said. “They’re taking the kids to Sanctum.”
“Parents stay here?” I asked.
“Pretty much. Two or three mothers go along, depending on the capacity of the ship.” Some of the younger children were trying to hang on to the adults. They had to be pried loose. We listened to promises about how Mommy and Daddy will see you soon, go along with the nice lady, Jan, and everything will be fine. Some of them descended into hysterics. The struggle was still going on as we left the area.
“What do we do about Wexler?” I asked, grateful to be able to change our focus. “There’s a security office down on the lower level.”
“Not a good idea.”
“Why not?”
“If he’s watching us, and I’d be surprised if he isn’t, he’ll see us go in. If that happens, we’ll lose our advantage.”
“Which is what?”
“He doesn’t know we’ve been warned. We should let the security office know, but do it by link.”
“Okay.”
“Try to look happy, Chase.”
I smiled and started whistling.
“Happy,” he said. “Not goofy.”
“Right. What else do we do?”
“Where’s the restaurant?”
“Sandstone’s is just up ahead.”
“Okay. Let’s go in. We’ll do it from there.”
“Wouldn’t it be a better idea just to get on the shuttle and get away from here?”
“We’re going to have to deal with him at some point. Once we start running, we’ll be doing it permanently.”
“Okay. But I’m not sure it’s a good idea to sit in Sandstone’s, where he can get a clean shot at us. Why not at least get out of sight?”
“Wexler’s a survivor. He’ll want to take us down, then have time to take the shuttle groundside. That means he’ll try to get to us in a private place.”
It made sense. “You think Krestoff is with him?” I was looking around, trying to do it surreptitiously. Not easy.
“We better assume she is.”
We went into Sandstone’s and got a table back in the corner, away from the windows. No booth, because we might need to move quickly. “You still have the scrambler, Chase?” he asked.
It was in the utility bag slung over one shoulder.
“All right. Let’s get a reservation at the hotel.”
“We’ll have to use our real names.” The secondary account had lapsed.
“That’s okay. Maybe it’s just as well to make it easy for the lunatics to find us.” He braced his chin on one hand while he considered the problem. I called the hotel. They had a suite available.
“No,” said Alex. “Two rooms.”
He ordered drinks. Then he called the security office. He identified himself and told them there were two wanted criminals running loose on the station.
“And who are these criminals?” asked a female voice. Its owner sounded skeptical.
“Mikel Wexler.” He spelled it for her. “And Maria Krestoff.”
“Okay. How do you know they’re on the station?”
“I saw them.”
“You’re sure?”
“Yes.”
“All right. One moment, please.”
The restaurant was about half-full. But I saw no familiar faces either inside or out in the concourse.
“Ah, yes. Here’s Wexler. Hmmm. Okay, Mr. Benedict. You have a personal acquaintance with these people, do you?”
“Yes.”
“With both of them?”
“That’s correct.”
“Very good. Are you staying on the station?”
“Yes.”
“You’re at the hotel?”
“That’s correct.”
“All right, thank you. We’ll keep an eye out. And we’ll be in touch.”
We sat looking at each other. “What do you think?” I said.
“Well, they’ll arrest them if they happen to run into them.”
While we tried our drinks and contemplated ordering some real food, I let the service people know that we’d changed our plans and they should route our bags to the hotel.
An hour or so later we strolled into the lobby. This was the point at which my nerves began to work on me. They’d put us on the fourth floor and I remember half-expecting to find Wexler waiting inside the elevator, or around the corner, as we headed for our rooms. I dug the scrambler out in the hallway. We checked my room. With weapon drawn. We were not going to underestimate the good doctor.
When we were satisfied, I put my bags away, turned on the HV, and left the lights on. Tried to make it look as if I was in.
Then we went through a similar procedure in Alex’s room.
If it seems that we were overreacting, please keep in mind that we’d been through a lot. Anyhow, Alex said he had no doubt we’d have visitors within the next few hours.
He said hello to the AI, whose name was Aia. She had a soft female voice. “Aia,” he said, “can you do an impersonation of Administrator Kilgore?”
“You mean,” she said, “can I reproduce his voice?”
“Yes.”
“Of course.” She gave us a sample, claiming that liberty was a boon to all persons everywhere. She delivered it in his rich deep baritone.
“Good,” said Alex. “Perfect. I’m going to want you to do something for me.”
“If it is within my capacity, sir.”
The rooms were smaller than those you’d get in a hotel of a similar class groundside. But they were as attractive. Everything was done in silk and lavender.
We even had a balcony overlooking the concourse. Above us, the overhead was transparent and provided a spectacular view of the outside. At the moment, we were looking out at the rim of the world, illuminated by a setting—or rising—sun. I wasn’t sure which.
I walked out through a glass door and inspected it. The balconies were connected by a narrow ledge. I looked at it for a long time and decided even Krestoff would not have been able to negotiate it. I went back inside, closed the glass door, and drew the curtains.
We talked for a while. Watched a report on the evacuation. Everybody was excited by the help coming in from the Confederacy and the Assemblage. The shield barely made an appearance in the conversations, other than as an example of the desperation of world leaders. “It was never plausible, Jay,” said one commentator. “They’d have had to pull the entire evacuation fleet to work on it, with next to no chance of success. I think the route they’ve chosen, moving as many people off-world as they can, and concentrating on building shelters, is the way to go.”
We didn’t talk much, and when we did, we kept our voices down. We did not want anyone outside the door to realize there was a second person in the room. We didn’t really expect to fool Wexler, but it could do no harm.
I eventually drifted off to sleep in my chair. When I woke, Alex pointed out that it was early morning on the station, but we were in dinner mode.
“Sure,” I said.
He picked up the hotel guide. “Maybe we should have it sent up.”
“Why? I thought we decided we were safer in public places.”
“We have to go out in the corridor and take the elevator. If they’re going to try anything, I want them to have to come to us.”
“Okay.”
“And we might try just ordering one dinner. Mine.”
“Because I’m in my room.”
“Good. Yes.” He called down. Ordered the special, with a glass of white wine, and a cinnamon bun. We waited, heard the sound of the elevator, heard footsteps in the hall. Then a door opened somewhere, and everything was quiet again.
We went through another false alarm before finally getting a gentle tap at the door. Alex signaled me to move to the bathroom. When I was out of sight, he opened the door.
“Good evening, sir.” The voice was not Wexler’s.
Alex moved back out of the way. An attendant carried a tray and a small bottle of wine into the room. He left the door ajar behind him, and I angled myself to watch.
He set the tray on the coffee table, opened the wine bottle, and produced a glass, which he filled. He set down a cloth napkin and the silverware. Alex tipped him, he said thank you, and was gone, closing the door behind him.
Alex sat down in front of it. “Well,” he said, “that didn’t work.”
“No, it didn’t.”
He looked down at the dinner. Steaming fish, a vegetable, and toast. “I’ll split it with you.”
“Or perhaps with me.” The voice came from the far end of the room. Krestoff.
She stood just inside the balcony curtains. Holding a blaster. I’d underestimated her. “Don’t make any sudden moves,” she said. “Kolpath, come out here, where I can see you better. Yes, that’s good. Right there.
“Benedict, get up, do it slowly, and go to the door.”
Alex pushed the tray aside and got to his feet. I was still standing. “This isn’t a good idea,” he said. “You’re just getting yourself in deeper.”
“Do as I say. Just turn the knob so you release the catch. Don’t try to open the door.”
Alex complied.
“Now step back into the center of the room. With your little sex object.” She spared me a brief smile.
Alex came back in. The door opened, and Wexler entered. He was carrying a bottle. Hard liquor of some sort. “Alex,” he said. “And Chase. It’s so good to see you again.” He pushed the door shut and took a scrambler from his pocket. “I was afraid for a while that you might not come back.”
“You’re going to get caught,” said Alex. “Why go through this?”
“I’ll get a measure of satisfaction seeing you pay the price.” He looked at the sofa and the uneaten meal. “Please, both of you, sit. Finish what you were doing.”
We stood looking back at him.
“Sit.”
We sat. Krestoff strolled in, leaving the balcony door ajar. She was grinning at me. “Kolpath,” she said. “You’re the one I’ve been looking for. Mikel, I’d like this one for myself. Can we arrange it?” She kept her eyes locked on me. “How about that, honey? Just you and me?” She put the blaster down on the seat of one of the chairs. “We’ll put the toys away and settle things up close.”
Wexler shook his head. “Maria,” he said, “don’t get careless. You’ll get your chance.”
She recovered her weapon and took a seat on the edge of the chair. Alex paid no attention to her. “What exactly do you want?”
“You were out there when they were loading the Quevalla. You should have a sense by now of the pain you’ve caused.”
“Don’t be absurd, Doctor. Some of those tears expressed relief. People getting their kids out of harm’s way.”
“I didn’t mean them, you imbecile. Those scenes are recorded. Broadcast all over the world. How many people do you think are watching whose kids won’t be moved? Who are still going to be sitting in the cities when the Thunderbolt comes? They have three years of misery in front of them. All because you and your partner wanted to go hunting for glory. Damn you.” His gaze now encompassed me as well. “Damn you both.”
“I think you’re getting a little overwrought.”
“Two billion people will not get off-world no matter how big the fleet. Two billion, Alex. You’ve taken three years of normal living from each of them. Do the math.”
“Keeping this kind of secret was not your call.”
I could hear Wexler breathing. “Alex, are you really so stupid that you think I made that decision on my own?”
“I know there were others. That’s not the point.”
“It’s a democratic government. Or was. I suspect it’ll be coming apart now.”
Alex tried the toast. “You’re implying Kilgore knew all along.”
“Am I really? Maybe you’re not so slow-witted after all.” He sighed. “Well, I suppose we should get on with it.”
Alex lowered his gaze to the scrambler. “You’re not really going to use that thing in here, are you?”
Wexler shook his head. “Of course not. Unless I’m forced to. But you’re going to have an accident.”
“Oh? What did you have in mind?”
“You’re not aware of it at the moment, but you and the young lady here are having a party. At this very moment. Unfortunately, you’re both drinking too much. And, as these things will happen, she’s half out of her clothes.” He turned to me. “Kolpath, take off your blouse.”
I hesitated.
“Now, honey,” said Krestoff.
I opened it. I had nothing beneath it.
Wexler picked up two water glasses from a cabinet, opened the bottle, and filled them with a cocoa-colored liquid. He set them down on the coffee table. “This is korala. It’s rather strong. A glass of it will leave you both a bit more accommodating than you are at the moment.” He looked back at me. “Please, Kolpath, get out of that terrible-looking blouse.” He stood back while Alex reached for the glasses and passed one to me.
“What will happen here is that you two are enjoying yourselves, but unfortunately you will drink too much, and, regrettably, you’ll both fall from the balcony.” He shrugged. “It’s a sad end for two who have done so much for Salud Afar, but you will have the consolation of dying in each other’s arms. And, in addition, I think you will find the korala will ease the trauma.”
“We’re not lovers,” I said.
“Really? Well, more’s the shame. But nobody would believe that. Now, please, my dear, the blouse. I really must insist.”
The blouse was tucked into my slacks. “Do you mind if I get up? I can’t get it off sitting here.”
He considered it. “Of course,” he said. “But do please be careful.”
I wanted to clear my angle on Krestoff. I didn’t want to have to climb over the coffee table to get to her.
Alex also stood. Wexler signaled for him to sit back down, but Alex ignored him. “Whatever happened to the hero of the Revolution?” he said. “How did you become a cheap bureaucrat? How did you get bought off?”
“That’s enough,” said Wexler.
Alex crossed behind me, clearing his own angle on Wexler. “You’ve no compunctions about sacrificing anybody for your bosses, do you? Even Vicki Greene.”
Vicki Greene was the start button for the AI.
Kilgore’s voice broke in: “Wexler, have you no decency at all? How dare you?”
The voice was calm, angry, disappointed. Not bad for an AI.
It distracted them both for the moment we needed. I was across the room before Krestoff could turn her attention back to me. I knocked her off the chair. She tried to bring the blaster around as she hit the floor, but I grabbed the hand and simultaneously got in a punch to the gut. She doubled up, and the weapon blew out the ceiling.
We traded punches, and I smashed the hand with the weapon against the wall. Above us, somebody yelled hey. And an alarm went off.
The blaster came loose. We rolled around on the floor, each of us trying to get hold of it. Finally, she kicked it away. I grabbed the wine bottle and brought it down on her head. She hit me with a lamp. “Bitch,” she said. Even under those circumstances, she kept her voice level.
We got more or less to our feet and traded a few punches. Then she fell over a footstool, and I got to the blaster, scooped it up, and turned to see how Alex was doing. Not so well, it turned out. His fight had stumbled out onto the balcony. Although Wexler was the older and smaller of the two, he looked considerably more experienced in personal combat than Alex was. Meanwhile, Krestoff was getting to her feet again, making comments about my parentage. I leveled the weapon at her. “Stay put,” I said.
She glared at me. “Afraid to take me on?” she asked.
“Hell,” I said, “I’m tired of you.” Wexler’s scrambler had fallen to the floor. I kept her at a distance while I picked it up. I was trying to juggle the two weapons and change the setting on the scrambler to non-lethal. She saw her chance and jumped me. I whacked her with the blaster. She went to her knees, and I hit her again.
It was a good clean shot.
Wexler had Alex bent over the balcony rail. Beyond them I could see the dome and the sky, with Callistra just about to set behind the planet. Somewhere music was playing. The alarm was still wailing, and someone began pounding on the door. I could hear voices in the corridor.
Alex and Wexler banged against the rail, creating the possibility they might both go over. I got the setting I wanted on the scrambler and leveled it at Wexler. “Back off,” I said. “Let him go.”
The guy had a suicide impulse. He made an effort to throw Alex over. I didn’t want to fire because I couldn’t be sure which one I’d hit. So instead I went after him, reversed the weapon, and hit him in the head with it. Anybody who’s used a scrambler knows it’s light, and hitting somebody with it doesn’t do much more than make the target angry. Wexler slammed me with an elbow and sent me reeling. Then he turned back to Alex. The guy was a nut.
But Alex got a punch in and threw him momentarily off-balance. Meantime, I guess I’d had enough. I charged full tilt into Wexler.
I’m not sure whether I intended to push him over the side. I was in a rage by then, and I remember thinking there was a chance he’d land on somebody. Whatever really caused it, he crashed back against the rail and grabbed Alex. I banged into him again and apparently caught him off-balance. Either that or I was stronger than I realized. He went over the top, flailed wildly, grabbed me, and very nearly took me with him.
He had my arm. Clung to it, the whole time screaming at me. I was hanging on to the railing, halfway over, when Alex came to my rescue. He pulled me back. Hung on while Wexler began to slip away. Ignored him when he screamed for help.
Then he was gone, one last dying shriek, suddenly cut off.
I stood there for a few seconds, not saying anything. I looked to see whether Wexler had done any damage below. A crowd was gathering, but nobody else was down.
Somebody was still banging on the door. I went back inside and opened it.
FORTY-ONE
The house was closing in on us. Doors were slamming, windows were shutting. “Get out,” she said. “While you can.”
“But, Ilena,” I cried, “there is no way.”
“Find one. Or make one.”
—Nightwalk
The security people came. Then the CSS. They took Krestoff away, finally subdued. They collected Wexler’s body. Asked some questions. Took notes. Moved Alex to a different room. Set a guard, just in case.
An hour or so after they’d gone away, we got a call from one of Kilgore’s staffers. “We heard about what happened,” she said. “We wanted you to know we appreciate the strain you’ve been under. And we’re glad the danger is past.”
“Thank you,” said Alex.
“When an opportunity presents itself, we’ll find an appropriate way to express our gratitude. Meantime, if there’s anything we can do for you, don’t hesitate to get in touch.” She gave us a private code that would allow us to reach her.
We never did eat dinner that night. Alex’s meal had gotten as cold as his appetite. We went down instead and sat in the Pilots’ Club. It was empty. “They’re all out running refugees to Sanctum,” said the host.
We had a couple of drinks. Two or three people came in. Then, after about an hour, my link sounded. “Ms. Kolpath?”
“Yes.”
“I’m with the Coalition Transport Authority. As I’m sure you’re aware, we’re moving people off-world. I’m sorry to say that, acting in accord with executive order 504911, we’ve impounded your interstellar.”
“You’ve already done that once.”
“Really? Well, however that may be, we’re doing it again.”
“I wish you wouldn’t.”
“I understand completely. In any case, we have no discretion in the matter. We’ll be making some improvements in the ship, and we’d like you to remain as the captain, and help in the evacuation effort. Can we count on you to assist us?”
Alex shook his head. “I wonder what happens to people who don’t have friends in high places.”
“Sure,” I said. “I’ll help.”
“Excellent. Can you leave tonight?”
“Tonight?”
“We’ve no time to waste, Ms. Kolpath.”
Alex was signaling me that he’d call Kilgore’s people. Get it killed.
“Sure,” I said. “Can you give me an hour?”
“We can do better than that. Your passengers are already in the station. We’ve scheduled you out at midnight.”
That finished the drinking, at least for me. We sat in desultory silence, contemplating a bleak future. Three years hauling refugees for me, and God knew what for Alex. While the world slowly tumbled toward oblivion.
When the time came, we said good-bye. I left him alone in the Pilots’ Club, the guy who’d figured it out and warned the world, who’d made the rescue effort possible. He wouldn’t be allowed back in without me to escort him.
I went back to my room and got my gear, much of which, fortunately, I hadn’t unpacked. I sent it down to the loading dock and checked out of the hotel. Then I headed for the operations center. If I was going to be taking people to Sanctum, it seemed like a good idea to find out where the place was.
Fourteen thousand light-years, in the general direction of the galactic rim. It was one of eleven worlds in the system, and its sun was a yellow dwarf. Of course, at that range, it was invisible to the naked eye. I got my vectoring data and headed for the ship, which was waiting at the dock when I arrived. A technician assured me the Belle-Marie was all set to go, that they’d made some adjustments inside, and stored food and water for the flight.
Each boarding area was designed to service two ships. A second vehicle was also preparing for departure. It was small, smaller even than the Belle-Marie, but it bore Ashiyyurean markings. I stood for a minute, watching while four kids were separated from a small group of adults and led on board by a young woman. A female Mute stood off to one side. The captain, I suspected. The last of the five passengers disappeared into the tube, and the Mute hesitated. She and the remaining adults regarded one another with caution. And uncertainty. Then she raised one long arm in farewell. Or good luck. Or God bless. The humans waved back. A scene like that, a few months earlier, would have been unthinkable.
We boarded the Belle-Marie, and the technician showed me six additional acceleration couches, doubling Belle’s carrying capacity. And they’d upgraded life support. “When you get back,” he said, “we’ll put in an extra washroom. In the meantime, you’ll have to get by as best you can. Let us know”—he didn’t crack a smile—“if we can do anything else.” He checked something in his notebook, said Okay, that’s good to no one in particular, and started for the hatch. He put one foot into the tube, stopped, and turned. “By the way, your AI will have the names of your passengers, and the time of their arrival, which I think will be just a few minutes now. It’ll also have contact information for when you reach Sanctum.”
He left and I sat down and said hello to Belle.
“Hi, Chase,” she said.
I was expecting another load of children. I was relieved when a group of technicians and engineers showed up. I know that sounds hard-hearted, but the prospect of riding all the way to Sanctum with kids in a state of near hysteria was just more than I wanted to deal with. I wondered how the Mute in the other ship, who’d be even more tuned in to it than I would, could handle it. It occurred to me for the first time that maybe they had an off switch.
My passengers piled in, and I introduced myself. We could all see that privacy would be at a minimum and we’d have to live with make-do accommodations. Within a few minutes we were on our way. And I discovered this flight would be as painful, in its way, as the shipload of kids I’d anticipated. My passengers were all leaving behind families, lovers, friends, for whom there was no room on the Belle-Marie, or probably on any other ship during the next three years. The kids, and the adults who cared for them, were getting all the priority. Nobody could argue with that, but that didn’t alleviate the pain. So my passengers would go out to Sanctum and do their assignments. Afterward, they’d have a choice: They could stay, and be clear of the Thunderbolt. Or they could go back to Salud Afar with next to no hope of being evacuated later, and take their chances. They were, understandably, being encouraged to stay at Sanctum.
It was a long flight. We had to establish a sleeping schedule to provide accommodations for everyone. Despite the supplementary life-support setup, the air became oppressive. There were always two people sitting on the bridge. The rest—other than those logging sack time—were spread around the common room, a few relegated to using the deck because there wasn’t enough seating. The electronic game systems didn’t work too well under crowded conditions, and I made a mental note to bring some cards next time.
They took it in stride. Everybody understood that the stakes were high, but the narrow bulkheads pressed on us all. We scheduled the entertainment, one show in the afternoon, one in the evening. We ran musicals, comedies, and thrillers. Nothing heavy. Strictly lightweight stuff. We even resurrected bingo, which, Alex tells me, was invented by the Dellacondans more than two thousand years ago. And might even be older than that. (In fact, Rainbow Enterprises had recently sold a bingo set from that era for a small fortune.)
And we talked. Before we were finished, everybody’s life story came out and got put on the table. One woman had been abandoned by her parents, one of the guys had lost a son in an accident at sea. One of the structural foundations techs started having breathing problems halfway across. It was a scary business, but fortunately extra oxygen tanks had been put on board, and we were able to bring him out of it. But he was a concern the rest of the way.
When, on the thirteenth day, we jumped out into Sanctum space, everybody cheered. I could have arranged to have a patrol vehicle pick up the foundations tech, but he insisted he was okay, and he wanted to stay with the Belle-Marie. I went along with it, and he had another spell the next day. We got him into the hands of the medics okay, but it threw a scare into everybody.
While I was in orbit around Sanctum, we picked up a transmission from Number 17 Parkway, in which Kilgore thanked his friends in the Confederacy for the support they’d been sending. He included the fleet, but he was really talking about the private citizens who had swarmed to his aid. I wondered if he’d been smart enough to send a similar message to the Assemblage.
Sanctum was, of course, a work in progress. Even the space station was still under construction. The world didn’t have a moon, so it was unlikely to become a permanent habitat. But it had oceans and open plains and forests. The only look I got at groundside was from orbit, though, so I didn’t see much. Lights were visible on the dark side. And they downloaded a tour of the place for me. Although I never did anything more than take a cursory glance. You’ve seen one forest, you’ve seen them all.
I’d have liked to stay a couple of days. Get out of the ship for a while. But I had become part of the official schedule, and there were passengers waiting for me back at Samuels. So they serviced Belle while I stretched out for a couple of hours on a real bed. Then I was on my way back to Salud Afar.
For the people hauling refugees out to Sanctum, it would be an endless stream. For three years, I expected there would be nothing else in my life, two weeks in a jammed ship, two weeks in an empty one, hauling people who were leaving behind everything, and often everyone, they loved.
I wondered whether Wexler might not have been right.
When I got back to Samuels, there was no trace of Alex. I left a message saying hello, sorry to have missed you, catch you next time. They gave me almost three hours to relax, then I was back at the boarding area to pick up my next set of passengers. They were kids this time. All four years of age or under, plus two mothers. They screamed and cried their farewells, and we finally got them all on board. I took a deep breath, and we launched.
The kids cried round the clock. The mothers did what they could, and showed, I thought, endless patience. I tried to help to the extent I could. But none of us knew how to calm the ongoing hysteria.
By the third day, they both had bloodshot eyes. “Got to be a better way to do this,” I told them. I decided a couple of cats might help, and I made a mental note to put in a request.
The older of the two mothers, an attractive blonde, commented that they only had to put up with it for two weeks. And the other one immediately dissolved into tears.
After I delivered them, I sent a message to the people running the evacuation, ordering my cats, and informing them that, even though I understood the reasoning behind trying to save the kids first, separating children from their mothers was cruel.
I knew that if they responded at all, which was unlikely, they’d ask me for an alternative. And of course I wouldn’t have one. It didn’t matter. They never asked.
I made the jump back into Salud Afar space and was beginning to wonder whether I could really continue like this for three years. I knew they were trying to train more pilots to give us a break in the routine, but it would take a while. I was about two days out, sitting feeling sorry for myself when Belle came to life: “Chase.”
“Yes, ma’am. What’ve you got?”
“I’m not sure. Intruder alert, maybe.”
“Intruder alert?”
“I’m scanning a lot of ships. Warships.”
“Where?”
“Most are near Salud Afar.”
“What kind of ships?”
“All kinds. Cruisers, escorts, destroyers—thousands of them.”
“Hell, that’s good news. Belle, the Confederacy has come to the rescue, after all.”
“Chase, they’re not Confederates. They’re Mutes.”
FORTY-TWO
Whatever happens from this moment on, Holly, remember that I was here when you needed me.
—Nightwalk
“Belle, are they reacting to us?”
“They know we’re here.”
“Okay, give me manual.”
“You have it.”
They were all around us. None that I could see without the scopes. But the kinds of weapons these things carried made that dim consolation. “Let me know if we light up, Belle.”
“Of course.”
“Okay, give me a channel to the station.”
“You’re open.”
“Samuels, this is the Belle-Marie. Approaching from Sanctum. What is status, please?”
“You’ll have to get in line, Belle-Marie. We see you. Hold steady on present course. I’ll give you instructions in a few minutes.”
“Ops, I’m out here surrounded by Mutes.”
“That’s affirmative. Don’t worry about it.”
“Why not?”
“They’re here to help.”
“How do you know?”
“They said so.”
“You believe them?”
“What’s the alternative?” He signed off. Moments later he was back. “You’re Chase Kolpath, right?”
“Yes.”
“Okay. We’re going to move you to the front of the line, Kolpath. You’re being taken off assignment. We’ll have a replacement waiting. When you dock, please report to the ops center.”
“Samuels, can you tell me why?”
“Don’t know why, ma’am. Just come on in.”
The head of the line doesn’t mean a whole lot when you’re two days out. But I proceeded accordingly. On the way in, I picked up reports that the evacuation was going to go a lot more quickly, and that work was moving ahead on a second, larger, space station. Meanwhile, more shuttles were coming online. Spaceports were being designated around the globe, where landers could descend to pick up passengers. Ships coming in from the Assemblage had already arrived at Sanctum, carrying supplies and engineers.
I got in as quickly as I could, burning extra fuel on the way, and reported to the chief of the watch. He said he was proud to meet me, told me a private shuttle was waiting, and handed me two sealed envelopes. One contained the following: Celebration tonight (the 20th) at the Sariyavo Hotel. Your attendance mandatory. Congratulations. Tao Kilgore.
“You Sirian Koslo?” I asked.
He grinned “Yes.”
“Thanks.”
“My pleasure. Go get ’em, Chase.”
The other was from Alex: Chase, they’re telling us that if you make a reasonable jump, you’ll be able to get to the Sariyavo for the party. If not, the Administrator promises me they’ll throw another one tomorrow. Or over the weekend. Or whatever it takes. You’re the lady of the hour.
If the situation had improved, I wouldn’t have known it charging through Samuels. The children were still there, surrounded by dismayed adults, waiting for their rides to arrive. There was still only a handful of Mutes in the concourse. And, considering the way the locals steered clear of them, it was just as well.
I was halfway to the shuttle launch area when two CSS agents scooped me up. “Heard you were on the way, Ms. Kolpath,” one of them said. “If you’ll follow us, please.”
I love playing the VIP. They opened the hatch for me, the pilot asked to shake my hand, and they provided a box of goodies to munch on on the way down. My luggage arrived, and they stowed it in cargo. Was there anything else they could do for me?
“Sure,” I said. “What’s it about?”
“You don’t know?”
“Should I?”
“Chase, you’re the woman who brought the Mutes.”
There were no other passengers. As soon as I was belted down, we were on our way. We passed through some storm clouds and arrived at the Marinopolis spaceport in a driving rainstorm. They transferred me to a government skimmer, and we took off and headed east toward the center of the city. Fifteen minutes later we landed on the roof of what I assumed to be the Sariyavo, where I was handed over to two other agents. They collected my luggage, refused to allow me to touch it, took me inside, down one floor, and opened a door to a luxury suite. Lights were on, candy had been placed on the bed, music was playing softly. “Your room while you’re here, ma’am,” one of them said. She opened a closet to reveal an exquisite black gown. “I think you’ll find it’s the right size.”
“It’s nice,” I said. And I know that was a dumb response, but I wasn’t functioning at full capacity.
“They’re just getting started in the main ballroom. When you’re ready, call us, and we’ll escort you down.” She smiled. “Take your time. The party won’t really start until you get there.”
I could hear the noise before I got out of the elevator. Music. People laughing and cheering. The agents took me to the entrance and turned me over to one of the best-looking guys I’ve ever seen. Mash Kavalovski. He was the son of a treasury secretary from one of the associated states. The music stopped, and the crowd cleared a space for us. He kissed my hand, and said he was honored to meet “the hero of the hour.” A cheer went up. A few Mutes were sprinkled through the crowd. Times were changing quickly.
Mash danced with me while everybody backed away. Then they all joined in. When the music stopped, Mash handed me over to Alex.
“Alex,” I said, “how’ve you been? I missed you.”
He was all smiles. “I missed you, too, love. How was life with the Transit Authority?”
Somebody brought me a purple-colored drink that left me feeling as if I owned the world. There were more introductions to people from around the globe. To more people from the Confederacy. To fleet officers. And to Mutes, some in uniform, some not. Eventually I wound up back in Mash’s arms. “Chase,” he said, “I don’t suppose I could talk you into running off to the Golden Isles, could I?”
I wasn’t very familiar with what passed for dancing in Marinopolis, but I’m fairly flexible. Mash and I were gliding around the floor when the music changed tempo, slowed, and switched to “Time of Glory.” It was the cue for the Administrator to make his entrance.
And there he came, through a side door, still in conversation with someone. He broke it off quickly, mounted a rostrum, and waited for quiet. The music stopped. Everyone turned to watch. “Good evening, ladies and gentlemen,” he said. “I’d like to welcome you all to this special celebration in honor of some very special people. These have been a pretty happy few weeks. And we have more good news tonight.
“The good news first: The Confederacy has announced that the bulk of its fleet is being committed—” It was as far as he got. The crowd applauded loudly, and for several minutes it would not stop. Finally, when it did, he proceeded: “—The bulk of the Confederate fleet, virtually all of it, is coming here to assist us—”
The applause started again.
Kilgore tried to continue, but his voice got drowned out. The crowd was out of control, cheering, clapping, embracing each other. I got hugged and kissed and passed around, and I didn’t mind it a bit.
Eventually he got control: “—There’s more—” he said. “Ladies and gentlemen, it’s my happy duty to inform you that we believe we now have the resources to put a shield in front of the world. Even as we speak, work has begun.”
If the other announcements had gotten everyone excited, that one blew the roof off. The Administrator took a few sheets of notepaper from his pocket, glanced at them, shrugged, and put them back. It was, I thought, not a time for details.
While the hall continued to rock, he shook hands with everyone he could reach, including several of the Mutes. Those who were not in fleet uniforms wore brilliantly colored robes. I knew enough about them now to understand bright colors reflected good times.
Eventually, the audience subsided. “There’s something else,” he said. “The Coalition wants to recognize some of the people who made this night possible.” An aide wheeled a table out, up an incline in the side of the rostrum, and placed it beside him. There were medals on the table. With ribbons.
“The Grand Award of the Coalition is bestowed for outstanding service. It has been given to only four individuals during the entire thirty-year history of the Coalition. We will double that number tonight.
“To Alex Benedict, who was first to grasp what had happened, and whose quick action to bring it to our attention made it possible to confront the problem. Alex, would you come forward, please?”
Alex loved public recognition. Well, in all honesty, who doesn’t? He strode through the crowd and up the three steps of the rostrum. The Administrator examined the medals, selected one, and placed it against his breast. He let go and took a moment to admire the award. “Thank you, Alex,” he said.
Kilgore invited him to speak. Alex looked out over the crowd. “It’s an honor,” he said, “to have been in a position to assist the people of Salud Afar.”
More applause. And the Administrator picked up a second medal. “Is Chase Kolpath in the audience, please? Chase, are you out there?”
My heart stopped.
Now, I’m not going to pretend I didn’t think I’d made a major contribution to what was happening. But I didn’t expect to get any recognition for it. Usually the recognition goes to Alex, Alex says something nice about me while he’s accepting the award, and that’s the end of it. And it struck me as I left Mash on the edge of the dance floor and walked forward that he hadn’t mentioned my role. He’d known.
I mounted the steps. Kilgore gazed happily out at the crowd. “I’m not sure where we’d have been without Chase. She did much to bring the Ashiyyur and the Confederates here tonight. And she was largely responsible for sidestepping efforts by a rogue unit of this government to keep the Callistra event secret.” He smiled at me. “We’ll always think of her as the lady who rode the taxicab into orbit.”
Of course I hadn’t had the acceleration to achieve orbit, but that seemed picky at the moment.
He pressed my medal to my gown and gave me the floor. I tend to get stage fright, so I just said thanks and hustled back down off the podium.
“Next,” said Kilgore, “the Coalition would like to recognize the lady who helped mobilize support for us in the Assemblage: Bon Selvan. Bon, would you come forward, please?”
I hadn’t realized she was there. The crowd quieted as she strode across the dance floor. The three steps up to the podium didn’t fit her very well, so she simply ignored them and climbed up in one stride. It broke what might have been an awkward moment. There was some laughter, then a wave of applause. Kilgore held her medal and looked up at her. The audience laughed again, as did Kilgore. He couldn’t reach an appropriate place on the robe, so she bent down, and he smiled and attached the medal. Then he got serious. “I don’t know what to say, Proctor Selvan, except that we will always be grateful to you and your companions. We know it wasn’t easy to do what you did. And that the Ashiyyur were willing to take a risk in sending their fleet here. I hope this will be the beginning, as someone once said, of a long and beautiful friendship.”
She turned to face the audience. “Thank you, Mr. Administrator. Thank you all. We share your sentiments. Unfortunately, our joint history has not been an admirable one. Let us begin today. Let us make this a first step on the long road to cooperation and harmony.”
“The final award,” said Kilgore, “recognizes the contribution of a young lady from Rimway, who came here seeking inspiration, and who discovered the terrible danger that was rushing toward us. She sacrificed her life and a brilliant career in an effort to warn us. This award will be placed in a special station in the Coalition Hall of Fame. Ladies and gentlemen, we all owe a great debt of thanks to Vicki Greene.”
The celebration lasted well into the night. I danced with Alex and Mash and half the males in the place, including several of the Mutes. I won’t try to describe how that must have looked. You’d have had to see it.
I talked with Proctor Selvan, and received an invitation to visit her whenever I could. “How did all this happen?” I asked her. “How is it possible?”
She gazed serenely down at me. “It was too good an opportunity to miss. We knew that from the moment the situation first developed. But we needed someone to help us pull the trigger. To create the political wave. You did that rather nicely when you spoke to the Chief Minister.” She drew back her lips. “That’s the wrong word. Connected is as close as I can get. When you connected with the Chief Minister.”
“You mean the interview?”
“Of course.”
“But I wasn’t talking to him. I had the Director in mind. Whiteside.”
I got the fangs again. “You were talking to both,” she said. “And it appears both got the message.”
Toward the end of the evening, I found myself back in Alex’s arms. “Brilliant performance, Chase,” he said. “From start to finish.”
“Thanks.”
“I guess you’ll be wanting a raise.”
“I could live with it.”
He grinned. “We’ll figure it out on the way home.”
“Okay.”
Kilgore must have noticed Alex was getting ready to leave. He came over and shook his hand. “Thank you, Alex,” he said. “We’ll never forget what you’ve done.”
Alex looked around. And ushered us—himself, the Administrator, and me—toward a corner. Kilgore signaled his security people, and they formed a wall to keep everyone at a distance.
“What is it, Alex?”
“Mr. Administrator, I was surprised you mentioned the rogue element.”
“The crisis is over, Alex. Anyway, there’s really no way to keep something like that quiet. Best to get out in front with it.”
“Yes, sir. Of course. You know Wexler made an attempt on our lives.”
“Of course.”
“But he wasn’t in it alone. May I ask whether you’ve acted against those who were involved with him?”
“We’ve found some. Perhaps all. To be honest, we can’t prove criminal intent against any of them because we don’t think they knew why they were getting the warnings.”
“Mr. Administrator, you can’t really believe that.”
“No, of course not, Alex. But knowing it and proving it—” He shook his head. “Those who were involved have been terminated from their positions. Sent quietly away.”
“I see.”
He gazed into Alex’s eyes. “Was there something else?”
For a long time, Alex stared back. There was more he wanted to say. Maybe about power and responsibility. Maybe simply about paying attention. “No,” he said finally. “Nothing else.”
“Good. I’m glad you and Chase were there to help set things right.” He shook Alex’s hand and turned on his heel and walked off, but got only a dozen strides away before several of his guests approached him. One held up a drink to him as we watched, and offered a handshake. His smile returned.
FORTY-THREE
People like to say, during a journey, that only the journey matters, and not the destination. Believe me, Lia, the destination matters. Oh, yes, it matters.
—Dying to Know You
Even with the Salvation Fleet, as it became known, combining the naval forces of both sides with a vast number of private and commercial vehicles, escaping the Thunderbolt was still a near thing. It was never clear that the shield could be assembled in time, or, if it were, that it would be possible to synchronize its arrival at Salud Afar at the exact hour it was needed. No task had ever seemed more daunting.
The decision to go ahead with the shield stopped all evacuation attempts. When it became firm, it provoked worldwide criticism. The Administrator was put under extreme pressure, and there were even two assassination attempts. But he stayed with it, and when the critical hour arrived, so did the wall to block off the deadly gamma-ray burst.
Today he stands not only as a towering hero, but he has also become a symbol of the interspecies peace movement. No one, they will tell you, has done more to promote a reasonable rapprochement between the two civilizations.
We did not see him again, in person, after the awards ceremony. When we checked out of the hotel the next morning, we found flowers waiting for us, with a text message that he wished us well, and informing us that we would always be welcome on Salud Afar.
I spent a rousing weekend in Kayoga, the city of romance, with Lance Depardeau. He’d recognized me from the news accounts and told me he would never have believed anyone would be crazy enough to take the chances I had in the taxicab. A few days later he showed up unexpectedly at another celebratory luncheon, and proposed to me. “It’s short notice, and I know it’s not smart to commit myself so quickly, and I’m risking losing you. But I’m also going to lose you if I stand by and watch you go back to Rimway.”
He was right, of course. We’d be too far apart to carry on a serious relationship. So I said thanks, but let’s wait and see. I fell in love with him, and left him. I entertained for a while a dream of eventually going back, or maybe of his coming to Rimway. But it never happened. And he recently let me know he’d met somebody.
I tracked down Jara, who was assigned to the Traffic Control station in East Quentin, outside Marinopolis. Unlike Lance, she hadn’t gotten a good look at who was riding in the taxi. She was too busy trying to hang on to the door.
I arrived as her shift finished, and said hello. She, too, knew me immediately as the woman who was getting all the attention in the media. But she didn’t connect me with the runaway cab. When I told her, her face darkened. “You could have gotten us both killed.”
“I had to keep going,” I said. I told her about the asteroid.
“Why didn’t you just explain?”
“Because the CSS was after me. I couldn’t afford to—”
“Look”—she wanted no nonsense from me—“I haven’t been following the story that close. But I don’t appreciate what you did. Next time, you might try trusting us.” And she turned away.
Reporters found the young Ashiyyurean male who’d followed me out to the raft. The interview that followed was translated into standard and made available all over the Confederacy. He gallantly denied any special claim of heroism, but admitted he’d thought twice about going into the water with both me and the vooparoo running loose. The reporter, also a Mute, asked without a trace of humor which of us had been scarier. I’m happy to report he gave first prize to the vooparoo. But he had to think about it.
Rob Peifer wrote Callistra: The Hunt for the Devil’s Eye, recounting the entire story. It’s won awards and has made Peifer one of the most visible journalists on Salud Afar. At least that’s what he says. He is currently working on a biography of Vicki Greene.
The book made celebrities of Orman and Shiala, who’d rescued us from the crash after our escape from the plateau. They were recognized by a local civic group as the Citizens of the Year. Alex and I attended the ceremony.
We took Ivan and his wife to dinner the night before we left for home. We owed them a major vote of thanks. Alex has since sent him a comm link that was once owned by Karis Timm, the legendary physician.
When I finally got back to Rimway, Ben told me there was no point going any further, and we became an ex-couple. It was a pity. I liked Ben.
Alex brought the Churchill book home with us. He admits that yes, it was a theft of sorts, but Kilgore didn’t know what he had, had no appreciation for it, and, anyhow, he would never have made sense of what Churchill stood for. And technically, we’d found it lying loose.
It sold recently for an amount that would have covered double our expenses for the entire Salud Afar mission.
A new recreation center was recently erected in Moreska, and named for Edward Demery, who lost his life trying to warn the world. His partner in that effort, Jennifer Kelton, is also remembered. Travis University, where she once taught math and physics, has named its science lab for her.
Years after the publication of her last novel, Vicki Greene remains a major figure in the literary world. The people who decide such things maintain that it is too early to know for certain, but most seem to be betting that she will reign with Teslov, Bikai, and Gordon as the giants of the age. And, of course, on Salud Afar, she will always be remembered as the woman who put things together, who figured out why someone thought it didn’t matter whether an obscure wedding ceremony had a religious dimension, and how it connected with a forgotten asteroid.
EPILOGUE
The skimmer began its descent through the late-autumn sky. Below, the town was indistinguishable from a thousand others on the vast prairie that separates the western mountain chains from the eastern forests. It was located on a river, a tributary of the Myakonda, in an area of moderate temperatures. The climate was pleasant. Snowstorms were rare, tornadoes nonexistent.
Cory Greene looked down from the skimmer. He saw the school, two churches, and several hundred houses set along quiet streets, surrounding parks, and ball fields. Several ball games were in progress. “Nice area,” he said.
Obermaier was still sitting with his eyes closed. He wasn’t happy. “You understand, Mr. Greene, I do not approve of this.”
“I understand, Doctor.”
“Ordinarily, I would not even have considered your request. To my knowledge, this has never been done before.”
“I understand.”
“It’s a clear ethical violation.”
“I know.”
“I’d much prefer we simply leave things as they are.”
“That would be unfair to her.”
“So is disrupting her life.”
Greene was weary of the conversation. How many times were they going to go over it? “Doctor, I’ve signed the protocol. I won’t identify myself to her. After today, I will never return to this town. I will tell no one about what we are doing here. And I will, under the most severe torture, not reveal the location.”
Children were jumping rope in the streets. Kids were playing on swings and chasing one another through backyards. Several people glanced up from a bench as they passed overhead.
They started down.
Greene’s heartbeat picked up.
“We’ve informed her we’re coming,” said Obermaier. “She knows we have news, but she has no idea what that might be.”
“Okay.”
“She’ll recognize me. She thinks I’m an uncle. So please let me do the talking. If questioned, you should inform her you’re here strictly as an observer.
They were descending toward a modest single-story home at the end of a tree-lined drive. It had a lawn, a picket fence, and a large flowering bush in front.
“Is that where she lives?” he asked.
“Yes. She’s a music teacher now.”
“That’s hard to believe.”
“I suppose so.”
They drifted down and landed on a pad shared with the house next door. Cory opened the hatch just as church bells began to ring.
Obermaier looked at him. “You’re sure now you want to do this? There’ll be no going back.”
“I’m sure.”
“She’s quite happy with her present existence. She has a family, which we’ve gone to quite a lot of trouble and expense to put together. You’re going to disrupt all that.”
“I know.”
“Okay.” Obermaier took a deep breath and let it out slowly. The church bells stopped and the town seemed very quiet. “You understand this won’t restore her mind. It won’t set everything back as it was.”
“I understand.” He opened the door and admitted a cool breeze. There was a light on in the living room. He gripped the rim of the hatchway, slipped out of his seat, and stood on the pad. “Even if she can’t remember, she deserves to know who she was. Who she is.”
He led Obermaier across the front of the house. A lamp came on in the entrance, and an AI asked who was there.
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