A five-headed demon with the body of a giant earwig bears down on me. I leap high into the air and unleash a paralysing spell. The demon stiffens, quivers wildly, then collapses. Its brittle legs shatter beneath the weight of its oversized body. Beranabus and Kernel move in on the helpless bug. I follow halfheartedly, stifling a yawn. Just another dull day at the office.
One of the demons heads looks like a crow, another a vulture, while the rest look like nothing on Earth. It opens its bird-like beak and squirts a thick, green liquid. Beranabus ducks swiftly, but the spit catches Kernels right arm. His flesh bubbles away to the bone. Cursing with more irritation than pain, he uses magic to cleanse his flesh and repair the damage.
We could do with a bit of help here, Kernel growls as I stroll after them.
I doubt it, I grunt, but break into a jog, just in case the demons tougher than we anticipated. Wouldnt want to let the team down.
The earwig unleashes another ball of spit at Beranabus. The elderly magician flicks a hand at the liquid, which rebounds over the demons heads. It screams with shock and then agony. Kernel, back to full health, freezes the acidic spit before it fries the creatures brains. We want this ugly baby alive.
I leap on to the demons back. Its shell is slimy beneath my bare feet. Stinks worse than a thousand sweaty armpits. But in this universe that doesnt even begin to approach the boundaries of disgusting. I confronted a demon made of vomit a few months ago. The only way to subdue it was to suck on the strands of puke and sap it of its strength. Yum!
This wasnt a career move. I didnt read a prospectus and go, Hmm, drinking demon puke I could do that! Life just led me here. Im a magician, and if youre born with a power like mine, you tend to get drawn into the war with the Demonata hordes. I fought my destiny for a long time, but now I grudgingly accept it and get on with the job at hand.
The earwig shudders, overcoming my paralysing spell. It tries to buck me off, but I dig my toes in and drive a fist through the shell. I let magical warmth flood from my fingers. An electric shock crackles through the demon. It squeals, then collapses limply beneath me.
Beranabus and Kernel face the demons vulture-like head and interrogate it. I stay perched on its back, hand immersed in its gooey flesh, green blood staining my forearm, nose crinkled against the stench.
What is it? Beranabus shouts, punching the twisted head, then grabbing the beak. Whats its real name? Wheres it from? How powerful is it? What are its plans? He releases his hold and waits for an answer.
The demon only moans in response. There are thousands of demon languages. I cant speak any, but there are spells you can cast to understand them. I generally dont bother. Im sure this demon knows no more about the mysterious Shadow than any of the hundreds weve tormented over the last however many months that weve been on this wild goose chase.
The Shadow is the name weve given to a demon of immense power. Its a massive, pitch-black beast, seemingly stitched together out of patches of shadow, with hundreds of snake-like tentacles. Beranabus thinks its the greatest threat weve ever faced. Lord Lossan old foe of minesaid the Shadow was going to destroy the world. When a demon master makes a prediction like that, only a fool doesnt take note.
Weve been searching for the monster ever since we first encountered it in a cave, on a night when I lost my brother, but saved the world. Weve been trying to find out more about it by torturing creatures like this giant earwig. We know the Shadow has assembled an army of demons, promising them the destruction of mankind and even the end of death itself. But we dont know who it is, where it comes from, exactly how powerful it is.
This is your last chance, Beranabus growls, taking a step back from the earwig. Tell us what you know or well kill you.
The demon makes a series of spluttering noises. Beranabus and Kernel listen attentively while I scratch my neck and yawn again.
The same old rubbish, Kernel murmurs when the demon finishes.
Unless its lying, Beranabus says without any real hope.
The earwig babbles rapidly, panicked.
Spare you? Beranabus muses, as if its a novel idea. Why should we?
More squeaks and splutters.
Very well, Beranabus says after a short pause. But if you discover something and dont tell us Theres no need for him to finish. The magician is feared in this universe of horrors. The earwig knows the many kinds of hell we could put it through.
I withdraw my hand from the hole in the earwigs shell and jump to the ground. Were in a gloomy realm, no sun in the dark purple sky. The land around us is like a desert. I make my hand hard and jab it into the dry earth, over and over, cleaning the green blood from my skin. Kernel opens a window while Im doing that. When Im ready, we step through into the next zone, in search of more demons to pump for information about the elusive, ominous Shadow.
Six demons later, we rest for a while on a deserted asteroid in the blackest depths of demonic space, each of us sheltered by a magical force field which provides oxygen and warmth. Beranabus creates a few balls of light, directing the rays down, shielding us from any passers-by. In this universe youre never safe, even in areas usually devoid of life.
You dont have to sleep, eat or drink much here, but it helps to rest every so often and recharge your batteries. I havent been to this spot before, so I go on a stroll in case theres anything worth seeing. Weve cut a wild, meandering route through demon territories since I linked up with Beranabus. Hes worried that Lord Loss or others of the Shadows forces are tracking us, so weve kept on the move, hopefully several steps ahead of any pursuers.
The asteroids as uninteresting as I thought it would be, just pitted rock, not even any unusual formations. I thought this universe was amazing when I first came.
The physical laws vary from zone to zone. Ive seen mountains floating overhead. A world made of glass. Ive been inside the bowels of giant demons. Squashed miniature worlds, killing billions of bacterial demons with a well-placed foot.
Im not so easily impressed now. It wears you down, the constant weirdness, torturing, killing. Days and demons blur. You cant stop and marvel at wonders all the time. You start to take them for granted. I see a demon the size of a city, with the face of the Mona Lisa. Big deal. All I care about is how to kill it.
Im not scared anymore either. I was, the first few demons we fought. The old Grubbs Grady yellow streak shone through and I had to battle hard to stand my ground and not flee like a spineless loser. But fear fades over time. I no longer worry about dying. Its going to happen sooner rather than laterIve accepted that. I dont even give thanks anymore when we scrape through a fierce battle.
But close fights are rare. Most of the demons we target are weak and craven. We dont tackle the stronger beasts, focusing instead on the dregs of the universe. I could defeat most of them single-handed. We always work as a unit, but dont often need to. Ive fought thousands of demons, but I could count the number of times my life has been in danger on the fingers of one hand.
Fighting demons and saving the world might sound awesome, but in fact its a bore. I used to have more excitement on a Friday night at home, watching a juicy horror flick with Bill-E or wrestling with my friend Loch.
Kernels playing with invisible lights when I return. His eyes were stabbed out in Carcery Vale. I thought hed be blind for life, but you can work all sorts of miracles in this universe. Using magic, he eventually pieced together a new pair. They look a lot like his original set, only the blues a shade brighter and tiny flickers of different colours play across them all the time.
The flickers are shadows of hidden patches of light. Apparently, the universes are full of them. When a mage or demon opens a window between realms, the mysterious lights cluster together to create the fissure. But only Kernel can see the patches. He can also manipulate them with his hands, allowing him to open windows faster than any other human or demon.
Beranabus was worried that Kernel might not be able to see the lights when he rebuilt his eyes, but actually his vision has improved. He can see patches he never saw before, small, shimmering lights which constantly change shape. He cant control the newly revealed patches. Hes spent a lot of time fiddling with them, without any success.
I sit and watch Kernels hands making shapes in the air. His eyes are focused, his expression intense, like hes under hypnosis. There are goose bumps on his chocolate-coloured skin. Beads of sweat roll down his bald head, but turn to steam as they trickle close to his eyes. He freaks me out when hes like this. He doesnt look human.
Of course hes not entirely human. Nor am I. Were hosts to an ancient weapon known as the Kah-Gash, which sets us apart from others of our species. Together with Beca girl from the past, but returned to life in the presentwe have the power to reverse time and, if the legends are to be believed, destroy an entire universe. Coolio!
Im constantly aware of the Kah-Gash within me. Its a separate part of myself, forever swirling beneath the surface of my skin and thoughts. It used to speak to me but it hasnt said anything since that night in the cave. I often try to question it, to find out more about the weapons powers and intentions. But the Kah-Gash is keeping quiet. No matter what I say, it doesnt respond.
Maybe if Kernel, Bec and I experimented as a team, we could unearth its secrets. But Beranabus is wary of uniting us. We couldnt control the Kah-Gash when we first got together. It took a direction of its own. It worked in our favour on that occasion, but hes afraid it might just as easily work against us next time. The old magician has spent more than a thousand years searching for the scattered pieces of the Kah-Gash, but now that hes reassembled them, hes afraid to test the all-destructive weapon.
I miss the voice of the Kah-Gash. I was never truly alone when it was there, and loneliness is something Im feeling a lot of now. I miss my half-brother, Bill-E, taken from me forever that night in the cave. I miss school, my friends, Lochs sister Reni. I miss the world, the life I knew, TV, musiceven the weather!
But most of all I miss Dervish. My uncle was like a father to me since my real dad died. In an odd way I love him more than I loved my parents. I took them for granted and assumed theyd always be around. I knew theyd die at some point, but I thought it would be years ahead, when they were old. Having learnt my lesson the hard way, I made the most of every day with Dervish, going to bed thankful every night that he was still alive and with me.
I could tell Dervish about the demons, the dullness, the loneliness. Hed listen politely, then make some dry, cutting comment that would make it all seem fine. Time wouldnt drag if I had Dervish to chat with between battles.
I wonder what hes doing, how hes coping without me, how much time has passed in my world. Time operates differently in this universe. Depending on where you are, it can pass slower or quicker than on Earth. Kernel told me that when he first came here with Beranabus, he thought hed only spent a few weeks, but he returned home to find that seven years had passed.
Weve been trying to stick to zones where time passes at the same rate as on Earth, so that we can respond swiftly if theres a large-scale assault or if Bec gets into trouble. But Beranabus is elderly and fuzzy-headed. If not for the emergence of the Shadow, I think hed have shuffled off after the fight in the cave to see out his last few years in peace and quiet. Kernel has absolute faith in him but I wouldnt be shocked if we returned to Earth only to find that a hundred years have passed and everyone we knew is pushing up daisies.
As if reacting to my thoughts, Beranabus groans and rolls on to his back. He blinks at the darkness, then lets his eyelids flutter shut, drifting into sleep. His long, shaggy hair is almost fully grey. His old suit is torn in many places, stained with different shades of demon blood. The flower in the top buttonhole of his jacket, which he wears in memory of Bec, is drooping and has shed most of its petals. His skin is wrinkled and splotchy, caked with filth. His toenails are like dirty, jagged claws. Only his hands are clean and carefully kept, as always.
Kernel mutters a frustrated curse.
No joy? I ask.
I cant get near them, he snaps. They dart away from my touch. I wish I knew what they were. Theyre bugging the hell out of me.
Maybe theyre illusions, I suggest. Imaginary blobs of light. The result of a misconnection between your new eyes and your brain.
No, Kernel growls. Theyre real, Im sure of it. I just dont know what
He starts fiddling again. He needs to lighten up. It cant be healthy, wasting his time on a load of lights that might not even be real. Not that Ive done a lot more than him in my quieter moments. I wish I had a computer, a TV, a CD player. Hell, Id even read a bookthats how low Ive sunk!
Im thinking of asking Kernel to open a window back to Earth, so I can nip through and pick up something to distract me, when Beranabus stirs again.
Was I asleep for long? he asks.
A few minutes, I tell him.
He scowls. I thought Id been out for hours. Thats the trouble with this damn universeyou cant get any decent sleep.
Beranabus stands and stretches. He looks around with his small, blue-grey eyes and yawns. This is about the only time you can see his mouth properly. Mostly its hidden behind a thick, bushy beard. All our hair was burnt away when we travelled through time, but its grown back. I think he looked better without the beard, but he likes it. I grew my ginger hair the same way as before too. I guess you always go with what youre used to.
I suppose wed better Beranabus begins.
Quiet! Kernel hisses, cocking his head. This is a new tic of his. Several times recently hes shushed us. He says he can hear muted whispers, hints of sounds which seem to come from the patches of light.
A few minutes pass. Kernel listens intently while Beranabus and I keep our peace. Finally he relaxes and shakes his head.
Could you make out anything? Beranabus asks.
No, Kernel sighs. Im not even sure its speech. Maybe its just white noise.
Or maybe youre going crazy, I throw in.
Maybe, Kernel agrees.
I was joking, I tell him.
I wasnt, he replies.
Well, whatever it is, it can wait, Beranabus says. Weve had enough rest. Open another window and well go find a few more demons.
Kernel sighs, then concentrates. Roll on the next round of inquisitions and torture.
Were chasing a flock of terrified sheep demons. Each one is covered with hundreds of small, woolly heads. No eyes or ears, just big mouths full of sharp demon teeth. All the better to eat you with, my dear.
Beranabus thinks the sheep might know something about the Shadow. Stronger demons prey on these weak creatures. Hes hoping they might have heard something useful if any of the Shadows army struck their flock recently. Its a long shot, but Beranabus has devoted his life to long shots.
As we close in on the frantic demons, Kernel stops and stares at a spot close by.
Come on! Beranabus shouts. Dont stop now. We
A windows opening, Kernel says, and Beranabus instantly loses interest in everything else.
Start opening one of your own, the magician barks, moving ahead of Kernel to protect him from whatever might come through. I step up beside the ancient magician, heart pounding hard for the first time in ages.
Wait, Kernel says as Beranabus drains magic from the air. Its not a demon. He studies the invisible lights, then smiles. We have company.
A few seconds later, a window of dull orange light forms and the Disciple known as Shark emerges, quickly followed by Dervishs old friend, Meera Flame.
Shark! Kernel shouts happily.
Meera! I yell, even happier than Kernel.
Beranabus glares suspiciously at the pair.
Meera wraps her arms around me and I whirl her off her feet. Were both laughing. She kisses my cheeks. Youve grown, she hoots. You must be two and a half metres tall by now!
Not quite, I chuckle, setting her down and beaming. Meera used to stay with us a lot and helped me look after Dervish when he was incapacitated a few years back. I had a big crush on Meera when I was younger. Hell, looking at her in her tight leather trousers and jacket, I realise I still do. Shes a bit on the old side but doesnt show it. If only she had a thing for younger guys!
Kernel and Shark are shaking hands, both talking at the same time. Ive never seen Kernel this animated. Sharks wearing army fatigues, looking much the same as ever.
Hi, Shark, I greet the ex-soldier.
He frowns at me. Do I know you?
Grubbs Grady. We I stop. Ive met Shark twice before, but the first time was in a dream, and the second was in a future which we diverted. As far as hes concerned, Im a stranger. Its simpler not to explain our previous encounters, especially as I saw him ripped to bits by demons the second time.
Dervish told me about you, I lie. Im Grubbs, his nephew.
Shark nods. I can see a bit of him in you. But youve got more hair. Youre a lot taller toowhats Beranabus been feeding you?
Enough of the prattle, Beranabus snaps. Whats wrong?
As soon as he says that, the mood switches. Shark and Meeras grins disappear.
We were attacked, Meera says. I was at Dervishs. We
Was it Lord Loss? Beranabus barks. Is Bec all right?
Shes fine, Shark says.
But Dervish Meera adds, shooting me a worried glance.
My heart freezes. Not Dervish! Losing my parents, Gret and Bill-E was horrific. Dervish is all I have left. If hes gone too, I dont know if I can continue.
He was alive when we left, Shark says.
But in bad shape, Meera sighs. He had a heart attack.
We have to go back, I gasp, turning for the window.
Shark puts out a hand to stop me. My eyes flash on the letters SHARK tattooed across his knuckles, and the picture of a sharks head set between his thumb and index finger. Hold on, he says. We didnt come here directly. That leads to another demon world.
Besides, Kernel adds, if the demons are still at the house
We werent attacked by demons, Meera says. They were She locks gazes with me and frowns uncertainly. Werewolves.
We gawp at her. Then, without discussing it, Kernel turns away and his hands become a blur as he sets about opening a window back to the human universe.
Beranabus crosses first. Im not far behind. I find myself in a hospital corridor. It looks like the ward where they keep newborn babies. Bec is on the floor close to us. There are two demons. One has the features of an anteater, but sports several snouts. The other is some sort of lizard. Beranabus is addressing them with savage politenesshes ultra protective of his little Bec.
What do the pickings look like now? he asks as Kernel, Shark and Meera step through after us. In response, the demons bolt for safety. Kernel and the Disciples race after them.
Dervish? I snap at Bec, not giving a damn about demons, babies or anything else except my uncle.
Back there, Bec pants, pointing back down the corridor. Hurry. He was fighting a demon. I dont know
I run as fast as I can, long strides, readying myself for the worst. I glance into each room that I pass. Signs of struggle and death in some of them, but no Dervish. I pause at the door of what looks to be an empty room. Im about to push on when something grunts.
Entering, I spot Dervish to my left, half-obscured by an overturned bed. Theres a demon on top of him, shaped like a giant insect with a golden shell. Its snapping at Dervishs face, mandibles grinding open and shut. Im on it in an instant. I make a fist and smash through its protective shell. It shrieks and turns to deal with me, but I fill its guts with fire and it dies screaming. When Im sure its dead, I toss it aside and bend over my startled, bleary-eyed uncle. He slaps at me feebly. Doesnt recognise me. Hes finding it hard to focus.
Hey, baldy, I chuckle. Things must be bad when you cant squish a damn cockroach.
Dervish relaxes and his eyes settle on me. The smile which lights his face is almost enough to bring me to tears.
Grubbs! he cries, throwing his arms around me.
Dont go all blubbery on me, I mutter into his shoulder, fighting back sobs.
Dervish pushes himself away, touches my face with wonder, then says in that wry tone I recall so well, You could have sent me a card while you were away.
No post offices, I grunt, and we beam at each other.
Waiting while the Disciples cleanse the hospital of demons. I should help them, but this will probably be the only private time I get with Dervish. Things have a habit of moving swiftly when Beranabus gets involved. Once they finish off the last demon, talk will turn to the werewolf attack and there might not be any time to sit with my uncle and chat. Ive devoted a huge chunk of my life to Beranabuss cause. Im due a few minutes of down time.
I told you healthy eating wasnt worthwhile, I say, nudging Dervish in the ribs (but gentlyhe looks like blood mixed in with lumpy porridge). You told me I should watch my diet. But who had a heart attack first?
As illogical as ever, Dervish scowls. I thought you might have matured while you were away, but obviously you havent.
Seriously, how have you been? I ask.
Apart from the heart attack?
Yeah.
He shrugs, looking older than Id have thought possible. Im about ready to follow Billy into the wide blue yonder.
My face stiffens. Dont say that, not even joking.
No joke, he sighs. I was given a single task by Beranabusguard the entrance to the caveand I screwed it up. I told Billys mum Id look after himsome job I did of that. I took you in and promised youd be safe with me, then
I was safe with you.
Yeah, I really protected you. Lord Loss and his familiars didnt get anywhere near you on my watch, did they?
That wasnt your fault, I tell him heavily. You did the best you could. For me and Bill-E.
Then why is he dead and why are you lost to me? Dervish moans.
Because we live in a world under siege, I say. Life sucks for mages and magiciansyou taught me that. Bad things happen to those of us who get involved, but if we didnt fight, wed be in an even worse state. None of its your fault, any more than its the fault of the moon or the stars.
Dervish nods slowly, then arches an eyebrow. The moon or the stars?
I always get poetical when Im dealing with self-pitying simpletons.
We laugh. This is what I love best about my relationship with Dervishthe more we insult each other, the happier we are. Im trying to think of something disgusting and hair-curling to say when Beranabus appears. Hes using baby-wipes to clean his hands.
Still alive? he asks Dervish.
Just about.
Were finished here. Time to go.
Its not fair. Weve only had a few minutes together. I want to ask Dervish about Bec and how theyre coping. How he explained Bill-Es disappearance to our neighbours. Whats happening with my friends. I want to complain about my life with Beranabus and boast about all the action Ive seen.
But those are childish, selfish wishes. Were in the middle of a maternity ward. Ive seen several dead and dismembered bodies alreadynurses, mothers, babies. There are probably dozens more scattered throughout the hospital. Id be the shallowest person in the universe if, in the face of all that tragedy, I moaned of not having enough time to spend with my uncle.
Where are we going? I ask.
The roof, Beranabus says. We need to discuss the situation before moving on. Its more complicated than we thought. Bec says the demons who struck were led by Juni Swan. I stare at him incredulously, then start to shout questions. Not now! Beranabus stops me. Well talk about it on the roof.
I dont think I can make it that far, Dervish says.
Beranabus mutters something beneath his breathit sounds like, I hate the damn Gradys!then picks up Dervish.
I can carry him, I say quickly.
No, Beranabus grunts. Keep watch for any demons we might have missed.
Settling Dervish on his back, the magician heads for the stairs. I follow a metre behind, eyes peeled for monsters all the way up the blood-drenched steps to the roof.
The voice of the Kah-Gash whispers to me as were climbing the stairs, stunning me by abruptly breaking its months-long silence. You can join with the others.
I pause, startled by its sudden and unexpected reappearance. Then, not wanting to let Beranabus knowhe might toss Dervish aside in his eagerness to make enquiries of the Kah-GashI carry on as normal, addressing it internally. What do you mean?
Cant you feel the magic inside Bec and Kernel calling to you?
I have been feeling a strange tickling sensation since I stepped through the window. I put it down to chemical irritants in the airone thing you cant say about the demon universe is that its polluted. Ive become accustomed to fume-free atmospheres. But now that the Kah-Gash has clued me in, I realise the tickling is the force within myself straining to unite with Bec and Kernel.
What would happen if we joined? I ask.
Wonders.
Care to be a bit more specific?
No, it answers smugly. Im not sure if the Kah-Gash is a parasite feeding off me, or if its woven into my flesh, a part of me like my heart or brain. But its voice bears echoes of mine. Ive used that smart-alec tone more times than I can remember.
Im worried about letting my piece of the Kah-Gash link with the other parts again. What would it do if I gave it free rein? Could we trust it?
You are the control mechanism, the voice says, the first time its ever told me anything about the nature of itself. With my help, you can unify the pieces and unleash jour full power.
But could we control it, I press, and make the weapon do our bidding?
To an extent, the voice answers cagily.
What does that mean? I grumble, but theres no reply. Hello? Are you still there?
Unite us, it says impatiently. Unleash me. Become the Kah-Gash.
Without knowing what Im letting myself in for? No bloody way! I snort.
Coward, the Kah-Gash sneers, then falls silent. I feel the tickling sensation fade. I continue up the stairs, brooding on what the voice said and wondering what would have happened if Id given in to it.
* * * * *
On the roof. Another Disciple, Sharmila Mukherji, was seriously wounded by Juni. Her legs are missing from the thighs down. Beranabus is working on the stumps, using magic to stop the bleeding and patch her up. Shes unconscious. It doesnt look to me like shell ever recover.
Dervish is resting on a hospital trolley. Meeras sitting beside him. Sharks guarding the door to the roof, to turn back any curious humans. The rest of us are gathered around Bec, listening to her story.
She tells us about Juni Swan, whos somehow come back to life in a cancerous mockery of a body. Bec says Juni is insane, but more powerful than before. Dervish blasted her from the roof, catching her by surprise when he recovered from the coma hed been in since his heart attack. I want to go after her, to finish her off, but Bec is adept at sensing where people and demons are, and she says Juni has already fled. Revenge will have to wait for another night.
I thought it would be awkward being around Bec, that shed remind me of Bill-E, that Id feel resentful. When he died, she took over his corpse, came back to life, then remoulded the flesh in her original image. In effect, she stole his body. But theres nothing of my half-brother apart from the occasional word or gesture. I have no trouble thinking of her as a separate person with the same right to exist as any other.
Bec speaks quickly, detailing how werewolves attacked our home in Carcery Vale, backed up by humans with guns. She tells us she can absorb peoples memories when she touches them. When grappling with a werewolf, she learnt it was a Grady boy whod been handed to the Lambs to be executed. But the Lambsexecutioners set up to dispose of teens with the lycanthropic family cursedidnt kill him. Instead they kept him alive, and found a way to use him and other werewolves as trained killers.
Youre sure the Lambs masterminded the attack in Carcery Vale? I ask.
I cant be certain, Bec says. We didnt see any humans. Sharmila wanted to go after the Lambs once Dervish was safe, but we decided to wait until wed discussed it with you. The werewolves might have been the work of some other group
But they were definitely teenagers whod been given to the Lambs? I press. If shes right about this, we have a known enemy to target. If shes wrong, I dont want to waste time chasing an irritating but harmless gang of humans.
Yes, Bec says. At least the one I touched was. I dont know about the others.
They must have been, I mutter. Ive never heard of anyone outside our family being inflicted with the wolfen curse. But why? I glance at Dervish. Have you been rubbing Prae Athim up the wrong way? Shes the head honcho of the Lambs. Her and Dervish dont see eye to eye on a number of issues.
I havent seen her since she paid us that visit before Slawter, Dervish answers, looking bewildered. Ive got to say, I dont have much time for Prae, but this isnt her style. I could understand it if they were after somethingyou, for instance, to dissect you and try to find a cure for lycanthropybut there was nothing in this for them. Those who set the werewolves loose wanted us dead. The Lambs dont go in for mindless, wholesale slaughter.
But if not the Lambs, who? Kernel asks.
I think Lord Loss was behind the attacks, Bec says. Maybe he realised I was part of the Kah-Gash and wanted to eliminate the threat I pose, or perhaps he just wanted to kill Dervish and me for revenge. The attack tonight by Juni Swan makes me surer than ever that he sent the werewolves. It cant be coincidence.
Juni Swan, Beranabus echoes, with the guilty look that crosses his face whenever talk turns to his ex-assistant. Id never have thought poor Nadia could turn into such a hideous creature. I dont know how she survived. He looks at Bec. Your spirit flourished after death, but youre part of the Kah-Gash. Juni isnt. Lord Loss must have separated her soul from her body some way, just before her death. Thats why he took her corpse when he fled. But I dont understand how he did it.
He mulls it over, then curses. It doesnt matter. We can worry about her later. Youre rightLord Loss sent the werewolves. I cast spells on Carcery Vale to prevent crossings, except for in the secret cellar, where any demon who did cross would be confined. Even if he found a way around those spells, he would have been afraid to risk a direct confrontation. If he opened a window, the air would have been saturated with magic. You and Dervish could have tapped into that. You were powerful in the cave, stronger than Lord Loss in some ways. He probably thought humans and werewolves stood a better chance of killing you. But that doesnt explain why the Lambs agreed to help him. Or, if they werent Lambs, how they got their hands on the werewolves.
Maybe he struck a deal with them, Dervish says. Promised them the cure for lycanthropy if they helped him murder Bec and me.
Would they agree to such a deal? Beranabus asks.
Possibly.
Prae Athims daughter turned into a werewolf, I say softly, recalling my previous meeting with the icy-eyed Lambs leader. Shes still alive. A person will go to all manner of crazy lengths when familys involved. I shoot Dervish a wink.
An intriguing mystery, Beranabus snorts. But we cant waste any more time on it. We have more important matters to deal with, not least the good health of Dervish and Miss Mukherjitheyll both be dead soon if we dont take them to the demon universe. Open a window, Kernel.
Kernel eagerly sets to work on a window. His eyes have held up so far, but they wont last indefinitely. The problem with building body parts in the demon universe is they dont work on this world. If he stays too long, Kernel will end up blind as a bat again, with a pair of gooey sockets instead of eyes.
Im not going, Dervish says.
You cant stay here, Beranabus replies quickly, angrily.
I have to. They attacked me my home my friends. I cant let that pass. I have to pursue them. Find out why. Extract revenge.
Later, Beranabus sniffs.
No, Dervish growls. Now. He gets off the trolley and almost collapses. Meera grabs him and holds him up. He smiles at her, then glares at Beranabus. He might be within a whisker of death, but that hasnt affected my uncles fighting spirit.
It would help if we knew, Meera says quietly in defence of Dervish. The attack on Dervish and Bec might have been a trial run. The werewolves could be set loose on other Disciples.
Thats not my problem, Beranabus says callously Hes never been overly bothered about his supporters, and always stresses the fact that they sought him out and chose to follow himhe didnt recruit them.
Theres been a huge increase in crossings, Meera says, which is troubling news to me. Weve seen five or six times the usual activity in recent months. The Disciples are stretched thinly, struggling to cope. If several were picked off by werewolves and assassins, thousands of innocents would die.
It might be related, Kernel says, pausing and looking back.
Related to what? Bec asks, but Beranabus waves her question away. Hes frowning, waiting for Kernel to continue.
This could be part of the Shadows plan, Kernel elaborates. It could be trying to create scores of windows so that its army of demons can break through at once. Well need the Disciples if thats the casewe cant be everywhere at the same time to stop them all.
Maybe, Beranabus hums. But that doesnt alter the fact that Dervish will last about five minutes if we leave him here.
Ill be fine, Dervish snarls.
No, Beranabus says. Your heart is finished. Youll die within days. Thats not a guess, he adds when Dervish starts to argue. And you wouldnt be able to do much during that time, apart from wheeze and clutch your chest a lot.
Dervish stares at the magician, badly shaken. Im appalled too. Its really that bad? Dervish croaks.
Beranabus nods, and I can see that hes enjoying bringing Dervish down a peg. He doesnt like people who challenge his authority. In the universe of magic, you might survive. Here, youre a dead man walking.
Then get him there quick, I say instantly. Ill stay.
Not you too, Beranabus groans. What did I do to deserve as stubborn and reckless a pair as you?
It makes sense, I insist calmly. If the attacks were Lord Loss trying to get even, theyre irrelevant. But if theyre related to the Shadow, we need to know. I can confront the Lambs, find out if theyre mixed up with the demon master, stop them if they are.
Is the Shadow the creature we saw in the cave? Bec asks.
Aye, Beranabus says. We havent learnt much about it, except that its put together an army of demons and is working hard to launch them across to our world. He stares at me, frowning. He doesnt want to admit that I might have a valid point, but I can tell by his scowl that he knows I do.
Youd operate alone? he asks sceptically.
Id need help. I glance around. Sharks an obvious choice. I can channel a lot of magic here, but there are times when it pays to have a thickly built thug on your side. But Ill need someone sharp tooI dont have the biggest of brainboxes. Shark and Meera, I say, with what I hope sounds like authority. Shark cant hear me, but to my surprise Meera responds negatively.
I want to stay with Dervish, she says.
Hell be fine, I tell her, trying to sound confident, not wanting them to know how nervous I feelIve never taken on a mission like this before. He has Beranabus and Bec to look after him. Unless you want to leave Bec with me? I ask the magician.
No, he mumbles, as I guessed he would. If youre staying, Ill take her to replace you.
Then go, I say. Chase the truth on your side. Ill do the same here. If I discover no link between Lord Loss and the Lambs, Ill return. If they are working for him, Ill cull the whole bloody lot.
Kernel grunts and a green window opens. Time to decide, he tells Beranabus. I look from the magician to Meera. Shes not happy, but she doesnt raise any further objections.
Very well, Beranabus snaps. But listen to Shark and Meera, heed their advice and contact me before you go running up against the likes of Lord Loss or the Shadow. He picks up the unconscious Sharmila. Follow me, Bec, he says curtly and steps through the window.
Bec stares at us, confused. I flash her a quick grin of support, which she misses. Meera steps up to her and asks if shes OK. Before I can hear her reply, Dervish is hugging me, squeezing me tight.
I dont want to leave you, he says, and I can tell hes struggling not to cry. I have a lump in my throat too.
You have to go, I tell him. Youll die if you stay here.
Maybe that would be the easiest thing, he sighs.
I squeeze his ribs until he gasps. Dont you dare give up, I snarl. Mum and Dad Gret and Bill-E theyd give anything to be where you are nowalive. It doesnt matter how much pain youre in or how sorry you feel for yourself. Alive is better than dead. Always.
When did you become the sensible one? Dervish scowls.
When you became a pathetic mess, I tell him lightly.
Oh, he grins. Thanks for clearing that up. He clasps the back of my neck and glares into my eyes. Be careful, Grubbs. If you die before me, Ill be mad as hell.
Dont worry, I laugh. Ill outlive you by decades. Ill be dancing on your grave fifty years from now, just wait and see.
Dervish smiles shakily, then releases me and staggers through the window, massaging his chest with one hand, just about managing not to weep. I hate watching him go. I wish he could stay or that I could leave with him. But wishes dont mean a damn when youve been selected by the universe to spend your life fighting demons.
Sorry we couldnt have more of a chat, I say to Bec, and I genuinely mean it. Id like to sit down with her and listen to her full story, learn what life was like sixteen hundred years ago, what she makes of the world now, if Riverdance is anything like the real deal.
Next time, she smiles.
Yeah, I grunt, not believing for a second that our paths will cross again. In this game you soon learn not to take anything good for granted. The chances are that Bec or Iprobably bothwill perish at the hands of demons long before the universes can throw us back together.
I think about bidding Kernel farewell, but he doesnt look interested in saying goodbye, so I simply wave at him. He half-waves back, already focusing on Bec. Shes his companion now. I mean nothing to him if Im not by his side, so he wont waste time worrying about me. I know how he feels because I feel the same way about him.
Come on, I say to a slightly befuddled-looking Meera. Lets go and break the news to Shark. Do you think hell mind us volunteering him for a life or death mission?
No, Meera sighs as we cross the roof to the doorway. That dumb goon would be offended if we left him out.
Its chaos downstairs. Juni Swan forced down a helicopter during the duel on the roof. The flames are still flickering, though the teams of firefighters who were quick on the scene have the worst of the blaze under control. Shattered glass from the hospital windows lines the surrounding streets like crystal confetti. The dead and wounded are everywhere, covered in blankets or being nursed by bloodied, shaken medics. Police buzz around like angry bees.
Shark has no problem talking his way through. A few words with the commanding officer and were being escorted past the teams of baying news reporters to a spot in the city where were free to go our own way. The Disciples have contacts in some pretty high places.
First things firstwere exhausted and need to sleep. We find the nearest hotel and book three connecting rooms. The receptionist regards us warily and almost refuses us entry, but when Shark produces a platinum credit card and says hell pay up front, and that he wants their best rooms, the man behind the desk undergoes a swift transformation.
Id like to talk through events with Shark and Meera, but both disappear to their beds as soon as weve tipped the bellboy and shut the doors, so Ive no choice but to follow their lead.
The rooms large, but it feels cramped after a year spent sleeping wildif not oftenbeneath vast demonic skies. I open the windows and stick my head out, breathing in fresh air as I replay the scenes from the hospital. Why the hell did I volunteer to stay behind? I could be with Dervish now, catching up, taking care of him. Instead Ive promised to track down Prae Athim and put a stop to whatevers going on between Lord Loss and the Lambs. Just how Im going to do that is a mystery. I spoke before I thought, like an over-eager hero. Ive been hanging around Beranabus too long!
Withdrawing, I decide the plans can wait. I go to the toilet, then undress and slide beneath the soft bedcovers. Im worried I wont be able to sleep, that Ill lie awake all night. But within a minute my eyelids go heavy and seconds later its lights out.
Breakfast in bed is heavenly. I eat like a ravenous savage, bolting down sausages, bacon, eggs, mushrooms. And toast! How can a few burnt bits of bread smeared with churned-up cows milk taste so delicious?
Theres a knock on one of the connecting doors while Im mopping up the juice from my baked beans. Cm in, I grunt.
Meera appears like an angel, in an ivory-white nightdress. Washed, manicured, the works. Youd never guess that twelve hours earlier shed been elbow-deep in demon blood.
Wow! I exclaim, dropping the toast and clapping.
She beams and gives me a twirl, then perches on the edge of my bed and picks up the toast. Do you mind?
Not at all, I grin, though Id have bitten the hand off anybody else who tried to take my last piece.
Ive been up for hours, she says.
You should have woken me.
Why? Did you want a manicure too?
Very funny. But I could have done with a haircut.
Thats for sure, she sniffs. I ordered some clothes for you. I cant wait to see you in them. I love dressing up boys, especially fashion-challenged teens.
Me? Fashion-challenged? I never used to be.
Well, you are now. She takes my tray and tugs at the bedsheets. Come on. Chop-chop!
Whoah! I yelp, only just managing to grab on to the sheets in time. Im naked under here!
Thats OK, she says. You sleepwalked into my room last night and did a dance on my rug. I saw it all then.
I stare at her, more horrified than Ive been in the face of any demon. Then she winks wickedly and races out of the room before I batter her to death with a pillow.
Sharks the last to rise. We hold a conference in his room while he tucks into lunch, wearing a robe which just about covers his privates.
So, he mumbles through a half full mouth. Whats the plan?
I scratch my head and smile sheepishly. I kind of hoped you guys would have one
Shark and Meera share a wry glance.
I thought you were our leader, Meera says.
You set the ball rolling, Shark agrees. We just came along for the ride.
I dont know what to do, I grumble. It was easy in the demon universe. We cornered demons, beat them up and sometimes killed them. Its different here. I dont know where to start. How will we find Prae Athim? It seemed like the simplest thing in the world last night, but now
Not such a big shot in the cold light of day, is he? Shark jeers.
Dont tease him, Meera tuts. It was brave of him to volunteer.
But stupid. Shark points a thick finger at me. What use are you to us? Why shouldnt we leave you here and pick you up when its all over?
Stung, I focus on the bed. The mattress quivers and comes alive. It throws off the startled Shark, then bucks from the bed and lands on his back, driving him down. He lashes out, bellowing with alarm, but the mattress smashes him flat and pounds at him relentlessly.
Enough, Meera says softly, laying a hand on my shoulder.
I scowl at her, then ease up. Im sweating slightly.
A bruised Shark gets to his feet, smoothes his robe and studies me calmly. OK, Im impressed. Youre a magician?
Yes.
How powerful are you?
I shrug. I never really tested myself on this world. That trick with the mattress tired me, but I could do a lot more.
How much more? Shark presses.
No idea, I answer honestly. But in the absence of any windows between universes, Im stronger than any mage well face.
I suppose we might as well bring him along, Shark says grudgingly to Meera.
Where do we start? Meera asks. Do you know where Prae Athims based?
I never even heard of her before last night, Shark says. I knew about the Grady werewolves and the Lambs, but they were never my problem. Still, this wont be the first time Ive gone looking for someone. Well find her.
We could do with some help, Meera notes. They have armed troops, as we saw in Carcery Vale.
The Disciples? Shark asks.
The Disciples, Meera agrees.
The pair produce mobile phones and start dialling.
The mages arent interested in our mission. This is a bad time for humanity. Demons are attempting to cross faster, and in greater numbers, than ever before. The Disciples are rushed off their feet, dashing from one crisis to another. There have been six successful crossings this year and more than a dozen foiled attempts. And those are only the recorded attacksmore probably went unnoticed. Over five hundred people that we know of have died, not including those at the hospital last night. Thats an average decades worth of action.
The Disciples that Shark and Meera chat with over the course of the day dont care about werewolves or the Lambs. They dont even respond when told that Beranabus is involved. Most times, the mere mention of his name is enough to whip them into action. But not now. We can fight our own battles as far as theyre concerned.
Shark and Meera turn to their other allies when the Disciples fall through. They have a network of contactssoldiers, politicians, police officers, doctors, etc. They call on them for support when demons cross and create merry hell. The operatives move in to clear up the mess, bury the dead, comfort the survivors, kill the story before it spreads.
Meeras contacts are mostly media types and corporate directors. She rings around, asking about the Lambs, but the Grady executioners keep a low profile. She learns that they have several worldwide bases, but Prae Athim could be at any of them.
Shark takes a different approach. He phones a guy called Timas Brauss and tells him to come as swiftly as possible. He then contacts people in armies or who were once soldiers. He sets about assembling a small unit of men and women with a variety of skillsexplosives experts, mechanics, pilots, scuba divers and more. He wont need them all, but he puts in place a large force to draw from. Theyre more cooperative than the Disciples. Shark seems to command a lot of respect in military circles.
The calls continue into the night. Its the most frustrating day Ive spent in a long time. Theres nothing I can do except sit, listen and run errands for Shark or Meera, fetching them food and drink.
I try to watch TV, but I cant get comfortable. Im worried that Shark and Meera will think Im slacking. Eventually I crawl into bed, tired and grumpy, thinking I should have stayed in the demon universe. At least I served some bloody good over there!
My phone rings unexpectedly. Jolted awake, I check the time on the bedside clock07.49. Picking up the phone, I yawn, Yes?
Its me, someone says in a strange accent.
Who?
A pause. Youre not Shark.
No, Im Grubbs. Sharks in the next room. Do you want me to
It doesnt matter, he interrupts. Im Timas Brauss. Tell the receptionist to let me up.
A couple of minutes later theres a knock on my door. I open it to find an incredibly tall, thin man in the corridor. He must be seven or eight centimetres taller than me. Skinny as a stick insect, with long, bony fingers. Floppy red hair, an even darker shade than mine. A startled pair of blue eyes, as if hes in a constant state of shock.
He pushes past me without a word. Looks around the room and up at the ceiling. Hes carrying a couple of laptops and a briefcase. He sets them down, then drags the desk by the wall out into the middle of the floor and lays his gear on top of it. Fires up the laptops, takes a few plug-ins out of the briefcase and connects them up.
Wi-Fi is a blessing from the gods, he mutters as I stare at him. It was hell on Earth when I had to hook these up to ordinary phone lines. Who are we looking for?
A woman called I hesitate. Do you want me to wake Shark?
Timas shakes his head. I can work without him. Who are you after?
Prae Athim.
Spell it.
When Ive done that, I tell him she works for an organisation called the Lambs. I start to describe the attacks and why we want to find her, but he holds up a hand. That is enough information for me to be getting on with, he says curtly and bends over his laptops like a pianist. Hes soon tapping away at a fierce speed, oblivious to all else, working on both computers at the same time.
Meera wakes before Shark. Shes surprised to find the odd-looking stranger in my room, but says nothing once Ive told her in whispers of his approach to business. We eat breakfast, then return to watch Timas Brauss. At one stage I ask if hed like anything to eat or drink. He shushes me without looking up.
Shark finally rises close to midday. When he steps in to find Timas hard at work, he doesnt look surprised. Stretching, he nods at Meera and me, then grunts at the man hunched over the laptops. What do you have?
Timas spins neatly to face Shark, letting his fingers rest on his knees. He looks like an overgrown schoolboy. I have a full profile of the woman, Prae Argietta Athim. Do you want to know her background?
Couldnt care less, Shark sniffs. Where is she?
Timas clicks his tongue. I would need more time to answer definitively. But I can tell you where she should be if shes adhering to her regular schedule.
Thatll do, Shark says.
Timas reads out a long address, down to the postal code, finishing off with her floor and office number.
Its a regular building? Shark asks.
Yes. The Lambs own the complex. A mix of offices, laboratories and miscellaneous divisions. Ive downloaded a schematic plan of the structure and environs.
Lets see. Shark pushes Timas aside and studies the right-hand screen. Meera and I edge over to look at it with him. The blueprints mean nothing to memy eyes go blurry from looking at all the linesbut Shark nods happily as he scrolls down. Should be easy enough to crack. Security systems?
Downloading, Timas says, tapping the other laptop.
How much longer?
Maybe an hour. They are very cleverly protected. An invigorating challenge.
Shark stretches again. He looks pleased. Unless theyve packed the corridors with troops, this should be a piece of cake. Well put a small team together, waltz in, grab Prae Athim, shake her up be home in time for supper.
You really think itll be that easy? Meera asks sceptically.
Like hell, Shark grins. But you know meever the optimist.
While Timas continues to play his keyboards, Shark gets back on the phone to those on his shortlist. Meera also makes a few calls, in case any of her contacts have discovered anything about the Lambs. I sit around as impatiently as the day before, twiddling my thumbs.
The first of Sharks team arrives at five, a chunky woman called Pip LeMat, an explosives expert. Shes followed by three men over the course of the eveningJames Farrier, Leo DeSalle and Spenser Holm. Theyre all soldiers but I dont learn much more about them. They retire with Pip and Shark to his room shortly after they arrive, making it clear they dont want to be disturbed. Apart from the clinking of bottles and glasses, and the occasional cheer or bellow, we dont hear from them for the rest of the night.
Shortly before eleven, Timas steps away from his laptops, takes a blue satin handkerchief from a pocket and dabs at his forehead, then folds it neatly and puts it away again. Could I have some milk and a selection of whatever pastries the hotel has in stock? he asks.
Pastries? Meera frowns. This late?
Yes please, Timas says calmly. I would like an ice pack also, for my frontal cranium, and could you please make up a cot for me beside the desk?
Im sure we can find a room for you, Meera says.
No thank you, Timas replies. I would prefer a cot.
Ill see what I can rustle up, Meera says, then whispers to me. Im going back to my room when Im finished. This guy gives me the creeps.
I hide a smile, wait until shes gone, then ask Timas how he knows Shark.
He killed my father, Timas says in a neutral tone, studying the back of the TV and frowning with disapproval.
Timas English is excellent, but its clearly not his first language. I think he must have made a mistake. Do you mean he worked with your father? I ask.
No. He killed him. My father was trying to summon a demon. He meant to sacrifice me and my sister as part of the ritual. Shark saved me.
And your sister?
He was not in time to help her. Timas walks around the rest of the room, making a survey of the remote controls, light fixtures, telephones everything electronic.
Shark felt he was to blame for my sisters death, Timas says. He should have saved her. He didnt react quickly enough. Guilt-ridden, he developed an interest in my future. I was already heavily involved with computers, so he put me in touch with people who knew more than I did. I worked with them for a time, then with some others. When Shark realised I was the best in my field and could be of use to him, he reestablished contact.
I relished the challenge I was set and indicated my desire to work with him on subsequent projects. He summons me every so often. I drop everything to assist him. The people I work for understand. They know how important Sharks work is. Do you work for Shark too?
Not exactly. Were associates. The word doesnt sound right, but I dont want Timas thinking Im Sharks lackey.
Timas thinks about that for a moment, then sighs. I hope they have pain au chocolat. Thats my favourite. Then he falls silent and stares at his laptops, not moving a muscle, barely even blinking.
Four more soldiers arrive the next morning, three men and one woman. Shark introduces them only by their first namesTerry, Liam, Stephen and Marian. They dont show any interest in Meera or me, so we dont bother with them either. Probably better that way. If we have to fight, some of us might die, and its easier to cope with the death of someone youre not friendly with.
Has it clicked yet? Shark asks as we gather in my room around Timas, whos beavering away at his laptops after a short nights sleep.
Huh? I frown.
Do a head count. Twelve of us. The Dirty Dozen. I love that film.
I hope thats not your only reason for deciding on that number, I growl.
Its as good a reason as any, he chuckles. But that wasnt the key factor. I have access to a helicopter and it holds twelve. I could have commissioned a larger craft but Im familiar with this model. I can fly it if I have to, though James will be doing most of the flyinghes the best pilot I know. Handy with a rifle too. If we need a sniper, James Farriers our man.
Whats Timas like with a gun? I ask.
Not bad, Shark says. But it needs to be a high-tech weapon with some kind of computer chip. He doesnt like ordinary guns, but if you hand him something complicated that he can play with, hes in his element.
Timas isnt altogether there, is he? I mutter.
Shark smiles. You think hes a loon. Most people do. But hes passed every test hes ever been set. Hes been probed by experts and theyve all come away saying hes weird, but nothing more. In theory, hes as sane as you and me.
Shark moves into the middle of the room, takes up position beside Timas and claps loudly. We cluster round him in a semi-circle. Timas looks up, but keeps an eye on his laptops.
No long speeches, Shark says. You know I dont call for help unless things are bad. We need to find a woman. She might be mixed up with some seriously dangerous demons. If not, itll be a walk in the park.
But if weve guessed right, itll get nasty. Were talking direct contact with powerful members of the Demonata. We dont want to fight. We only want to establish a link between the woman and the demons. But things could swing out of control and we might find ourselves in over our heads. If we do, youre all dead. You should know that now, before we begin, so you have the chance to back out.
Shark waits. Nobody says anything.
Figured as much, he barks. Timasyou got everything we need? Timas removes USB sticks from both laptops, slips them into his shirt pocket and nods. Then lets go, Shark says, and the hunt begins.
We take a commercial flight. One of Sharks contacts meets us at the airport before we fly out, with tickets and fake passports for those who need them. The photo of me is a few years old. I dont recognise it.
Whered you get this? I ask.
I found it on the web, Timas answers. You were photographed when committed to an institute for the mentally unbalanced. After your parents were killed? he adds, as if I might have forgotten.
No wonder I look like a zombie, I mutter, running my thumb over the face in the passport, remembering those dark days of madness. I used to think life couldnt possibly get any worse. How little I knew.
We sit in pairs on the plane, splitting up so as not to attract attention. Im with Timas. Id rather have sat with Meera, but James moved quickly to snag the seat next to her. Hes chatting her up. I try keeping an eye on them, but as soon as the engines start, my stomach clenches and I grip the armrests tight, flashing back on my most recent experience in a plane.
Do you want to know the statistics for global aeronautical accidents for the last decade? Timas asks as we taxi out on to the runway.
No, I growl.
I only ask because you look uneasy. Many aeroplanes crash every year, but they are usually personal craft. Statistically we are safer in the air than on the ground. I thought familiarity with the facts might help.
The last time I was on a plane, demons attacked, slaughtered everyone aboard and forced it down, I snarl.
Oh. Timas looks thoughtful. To the best of my knowledge, there are no statistics on demon-related accidents in the air. I must investigate this further when time permits. There are blanks to be filled in.
He leans back and stares up at the reading light, lips pursed. After a minute he switches the light on, then off again. On. Off. On. Off. The engines roar. We hurtle down the runway and up into the sky. Timas eyes close after a while and he snores softly. But his finger continues to operate the light switch, turning it on and off every five seconds, irritating the hell out of me.
Another of Sharks crew is waiting for us when we touch down. We drive in a van to a nearby hangar and park outside, close to a large, silver helicopter. Sharks soldiers are laughing and joking with each other, excited by the prospect of adventure. They tumble out of the van and circle the helicopter. James pats it and purrs. This is my baby now. The Farrier Harrier. Bring it on!
Statistically, helicopters are not as reliable as aeroplanes, Timas remarks, but I pretend I didnt hear that.
We take our seats. James invites Meera to sit up front with him, but to my delight she sniffs airily and gives him the cold shoulder.
You can sit beside me, I tell her, and with a warm smile she accepts my offer. James glares at me and I smirk back.
Timas takes the seat beside James. Hes fascinated by the banks of control panels. He asks a couple of questions, then observes silently as James fires up the propellors. I can see Timas reflection in the glass. He switches between frowns and smiles as he watches the pilot at work.
Ive saved the best for last, Shark roars as we rise smoothly. There are headsets with microphones but nobodys bothered to put them on. Shark stands, bending to avoid hitting his head on the ceiling, and jerks his seat up to reveal a hidden compartment crammed with guns.
The cabin fills with excited Ooohs! and Aaahs!, audible even over the noise of the blades. Shark passes the weapons round to the eager soldiers. I shake my head when he offers me one. Ive no experience with guns and I dont want to learn. Magics cleaner and more effective. Meera doesnt bother with a gun either.
What about rifles? Pip shouts, having loaded her gun and jammed it into her waistband.
And grenades? Stephen yells.
Stacks of them, Shark grins. Well break them out during the journey. Itll help pass the time.
Meera and I roll our eyes at one another and turn our attention to the scenery beneath. We watch the ground roll away behind us, airport hangars giving way to open countryside dotted with farms and the occasional house. After a while the houses multiply, becoming small villages and towns, feeding into the suburbs of the city where were headed for our showdown with Prae Athim and her werewolf-armed Lambs.
With Timas navigating, we soon locate the building. It looks like any other, lots of glass and steel, nothing special. Luckily it has a flat roof, and although its not intended for helicopter landings, Timas assures us that its structurally sound and will support our weight.
Headsets! Shark bellows. When were all hooked up, he outlines the plan. James stays with the helicopterhell hover nearby after dropping us off. Once were on the roof, well force our way down the staircase to the eleventh floor. Terry and Spenser will stay on the staircase to keep it clear. Leo will take out the elevator. Theres another staircaseMarian and Liam will head for that. The rest of us will hit Prae Athims office.
What if shes not there? Meera asks.
Then well find out where she is.
Dont you think thats a rather heavy-handed approach? Meera challenges him. If shes elsewhere and gets wind of our attack, well lose the element of surprise.
You have another idea?
Yes, Meera says calmly. We ask them to let us in.
Shark laughs, then scowls. Youre serious?
Absolutely. Politeness often succeeds where brute force fails.
Brute force has always worked pretty well for me, Shark disagrees.
Meera flashes him her sweetest smile. Lets try it my way. If it doesnt work, we can hit them hard, but at least we have options. If we do it your way, theres no plan B.
Its always good to have a plan B, Terry chips in.
It cant hurt to try her approach, James says from the front of the helicopter. Im sure hes only saying it to score points with Meera.
OK, Shark shrugs. Take us in, Farrier. Meera, its your showfor now.
As Meera talks us through her simple plan, we drift in over the building, hover closer to the roof, then set down. James kills the blades and as silence settles over us, we sit in place and wait.
Security guards soon spill on to the roof. Thirty or more. Theyre all armed, but only with handguns.
A few are ex-military, Leo murmurs, studying the guards as they fan out. But most look to have been privately trained. We could take them with our eyes shut.
Leave the taking for a while, Meera says and slides out of the helicopter. She nods for Shark and me to accompany her. As Shark moves forward, she tuts and looks pointedly at his weaponsa couple of revolvers and a small rifle strung across his back.
Do I have to? Shark pouts. Meera raises an eyebrow. Sighing, he drops his weapons and clambers out in a foul mood.
We take several steps away from the helicopter, then wait, hands in plain sight. One of the guardsan officerspeaks into a microphone attached to his shirt, waits for orders, then comes to meet us. His troops train their guns on us but keep them slightly lowered, so if one of them fires by accident he wont draw blood.
The officer stops a metre in front of us. Hes wearing a ring with a large gold L set in the centre. Prae Athim wore a similar ring when I met her.
Can I help you folks? the officer asks with forced politeness.
We have an appointment, Meera replies smoothly.
The officer seemed prepared for any answer except that one. He blinks stupidly. An appointment, he echoes.
With Prae Athim. Could you tell her Meera Flame and co are here?
Were not expecting any visitors, the guard says, his voice taking on a slightly threatening tone.
You might not be, Meera smiles, but Prae is. Let her know were here and Im sure shell authorise our entry.
The guard looks troubled. He tells us to stay where we are. Moving out of earshot, he speaks into his microphone again. After a short conversation he calls to us. Somebodys coming up. Please maintain your positions.
The guard returns to the ranks and waits with the others. As he passes orders along, the guards lower their weapons another fraction. I start to relax. Looks like they dont mean to turn this into a shooting match. At least not yet.
A couple of minutes later, as Shark fidgets, the door to the roof opens and a tall, handsome, tanned man emerges. Hes wearing a suit, but no tie. His hair looks like a film stars, thick and carefully waxed into shape. He smiles smoothly and his teeth are a perfect pearly white. Meeras right hand shoots to her hair and she tries to pat it into place, suddenly irritated by the sharp wind whipping over the rooftop, making her job impossible.
Good afternoon, the man says, stopping half a metre closer to us than the guard did. He has a smooth voice. My names Antoine Horwitzer. How may I be of service?
Were looking for Prae Athim, Shark says as Meera gazes open-mouthed at the man. He nudges her in the ribs and she recovers swiftly.
Yes, she snaps, a red flush of embarrassment spreading from the centre of her cheeks. We have an appointment. Is she here?
One would expect her to be present if one had an appointment and had flown in by helicopter to keep it, Antoine chuckles. But I dont believe you really arranged a meeting, did you, Miss
Flame, Meera says with a nervy laugh. Meera Flame.
She already gave her name to the guard, Shark growls, eyes narrowing.
Indeed, Antoine says with a little nod. I was being disingenuous. I wanted to see if she would give the same name again.
Why shouldnt she? Its her real name.
And you are Antoine asks.
Shark.
No surname?
No.
Antoines smile flickers. Shark can be intense. Hes staring at the man in the suit as if pondering whether or not to cut his heart out and eat it.
If Praes here, shell vouch for us, Meera says. Youre correctwe dont have a scheduled meeting. But shell want to see us.
What about the rest of your group? Antoine asks, smile back in place. He waves at the soldiers in the Farrier Harrier. Im no expert, but those guns dont look like toys. Will Miss Athim welcome armed thugs as well?
Theyre our travelling companions, Meera says. They mean no harm.
What if I asked them to dispose of their weapons and leave the helicopter?
No, Shark barks before Meera can answer.
Antoines brow furrows, giving the impression that hes thinking this over, but I believe he knew exactly what he was going to say before he set foot on the roof. He doesnt look like a man who leaves much to chance.
I cant admit you unless I know why youve come, Antoine says eventually.
We can discuss that with Prae if you tell her were here, Meera replies.
Youre fishing, Antoine chuckles. You want me to reveal whether or not shes in the building. But Im not prepared to tell you unless you answer my questions first.
Its not your place to make a call like that, Meera says icily. Prae Athim is the CEO. I dont know what your position is, but if you
Actually, theres been a recent managerial shift, Antoine interrupts. I am the current chief executive. If you wish to proceed, youll have to deal with me. Otherwise He shrugs.
Youve replaced Prae Athim? Meera asks, startled.
Not in so many words, Antoine answers evasively.
Meera shares a glance with Shark. Hes frowning uncertainly. She doesnt look sure of herself either. I decide its time for me to step in. Ive been standing idly on the sidelines long enough.
Were here to talk about werewolves, I mutter, drawing my shoulders back to create as much of an impression as I can.
Antoine blinks, his smile crumbling. And you are
Grubbs, I tell him, then correct myself. Grubitsch Grady.
Ah. Ive heard of you. Dervish Grady is your uncle.
Yes.
Antoine doesnt scratch his headI doubt hed ever resort to such a common gesturebut his fingers twitch and I think thats what hed like to do.
Werewolves attacked Dervish, I say softly. At his home. In a team. Backed by people with guns. I stare pointedly at the guards.
This is an interesting development, Antoine says after a short pause. He looks down at his highly polished shoes and this time I get the impression he really is thinking about what to say next.
When he looks up, his eyes are clear. I think Id better invite you down to my office. Will you accompany me, please? He stands to one side and extends a hand towards the door.
What about the others? Shark asks, jerking his head at those in the helicopter.
Theyre not necessary.
I want them there, Shark growls. Weapons and all.
Antoine prods at his lower lip with his tongue. Then, with a shrug, he says, Why not? Id hate to be mistaken for a discourteous host.
Sharks surprised. This means we either have nothing to fear, or else Antoine Horwitzer has another team within the building and is confident they can handle ten armed and experienced soldiers.
I think Shark would like to pull out, but weve nowhere else to turn. If we flee now, our investigation will be blown before its properly begun. Grumbling to himself, he summons the others, leaving only James inside the Harrier.
Hes going to start the engine, Shark tells Antoine.
To be ready for a quick getaway, Antoine murmurs wryly. Id do the same thing in your position. He winks at me and I find myself smiling. I distrust this manhes too smooth but at the same time I like him.
Shall we? Antoine asks as the members of Sharks team eye up the guards, who look a lot more nervous now that they have a good view of Sharks Dirty Dozen.
Id like you to answer one of our questions first, Meera says. Is Prae Athim here or not?
Not. Antoine lets his smile fade. Miss Athim has been missing for some time. And our core specimenswhat Master Grady referred to as werewolveshave vanished too.
On that baffling, disturbing note, he leads the way into the building. They might be called Lambs, but as we pass out of the sunlight and into the gloom of the staircase, I think of them more as Lionsand were entering their den.
We walk down a flight of steps, then squeeze into an elevator, just us and Antoine Horwitzer. If hes nervous about sealing himself in with nine soldiers, he doesnt show it. Presses the button for the eleventh floor and smiles pleasantly as we descend.
No one speaks until the doors open. As Pip and Terry nudge out, Antoine says, A moment, please. Hes tapping the control panel of the elevator. Could you tell me some more about the attack you mentioned?
I thought we were going to do that in your office, Shark growls suspiciously.
That was my intention, Antoine replies. But upon reconsideration I think there might be a better place for our discussion. Theres no need to go into the full story here, but if you could provide me with just a few details
Shark looks at Meera. She shrugs, then quickly runs through the attack at Carcery Vale. Antoine listens silently. His smile never slips, but it starts to strain at the edges. When Meera finishes, he nods soberly and presses a button low on the panel. Theres a buzzing noise. Everyone tenses.
Nothing to worry about, Antoine says calmly, pushing a series of buttons. Im taking us to the lower levels. That requires a security code.
How low does this thing go? Shark asks.
There are ten floors beneath the ground, Antoine says. I thought wed check out the lower fourth and fifth. He pauses, his finger hovering over the number 2. This is the final digit. Once I press this, the doors will shut and well drop. If you have any objections, this is the time to raise them.
Shark thinks about it, then sniffs as if he hasnt a care in the world. Antoine presses the button. The buzzer stops. The doors slide shut. We slip further into the bowels of the building.
We step out of the elevator and find ourselves in a corridor much like any other. But when we follow Antoine through an ordinary-looking door, we discover something completely unexpected.
Were in a huge, open room, dotted with cages, banks of machines and steel cabinets. The cages all seem to be several metres square and three or four metres high. Some show evidence of having been inhabited recentlyfaeces and scraps of food litter the floorsbut most look like theyve never been used.
This is a holding area, Antoine says, taking us on a tour. As you can see, we try not to cram too many specimens into one place. Despite this limit, if youd come here a couple of months ago, youd have had to wear ear plugsthe din they create is unbelievable.
Timas stops by one of the machines and studies it with interest.
That locks and unlocks the cage doors, Antoine explains. There are other devices linked to itoverhead cameras, lights, air conditioner, water hoses, implant initiators.
Implants? I ask.
Most of the specimens are implanted with control chips. In the event of a mass escape, we could disable them within seconds. We take as few risks as possible when dealing with creatures as swift, powerful and savage as these.
You dont need such bulky equipment, Timas says disapprovingly.
Its psychological, Antoine counters. Staff feel safer if they have a big, obvious machine to turn to in case of an emergency.
Ah, Timas smiles. The human factor. What silly beings we are.
Antoine looks at Timas oddly, then leads us out of the room, into a smaller laboratory. There are several people at work, some in white coats, others in normal clothes. Glass cases line the walls. I go cold when I see whats in themhands, heads, feet, ears, bits of flesh and bone, all taken from deformed humans from werewolves.
What is this? I croak.
Unsettling, arent they? Antoine remarks, studying a pair of oversized eyes floating in a jar of clear liquid. Im not convinced its necessary for them to be displayed in so lurid a fashion, but our technical geniuses insist
What the hell is this? I shout, losing my temper.
Antoine blinks at me, surprised by my anger. Then his expression clears. How thoughtless of me. These remains come from relatives of yours. I must apologise for my insensitivity. I never meant to cause offence.
Dont worry about that, Shark says, squeezing my shoulder to calm me. But Grubbs is rightwhat is this place? It looks like Frankensteins lab.
To an extent it is. Antoine sighs. This is where we experiment upon many of our unfortunate specimens. As you know, weve been trying to find the genetic source of the Grady disease for decades, searching for a cure. Our experts need a place to dissect and reassemble, to study and collate. Its an unpleasant business, but no worse, I assure you, than any institute devoted to animal experiments.
These arent animals, I snarl. Theyre human.
They were once, Antoine corrects me. Now He pulls a face. As you said, your uncle was attacked by werewolves. You didnt qualify that because you dont think of them as humans with a defect. When the genes mutate, the specimens become something inhumanalthough, if we ever crack the rogue genes, perhaps we can restore their humanity.
Timas has wandered over to a computer console. I assume all of your results and data are backed up here.
Theyre stored on a mainframe, Antoine says, but theyre accessible through most of the computers in the building if you have clearance.
You still use mainframes? Timas tuts. How primitive. He runs a finger over the keys. Id like to study your records. I know nothing of lycanthropy. I find myself intrigued.
Sorry, Antoine says stiffly. Our database is off-limits to all but the most strictly authorised personnel. As Im sure youll agree, this is a sensitive matter. We wouldnt want just anybody to have access to such incendiary material.
This is all very interesting, Meera butts in, but it doesnt explain about Prae Athim or what you said on the roof regarding the missing specimens.
Im coming to that, Antoine says patiently. Trust me, this will be simpler if we proceed step by step. He walks ahead of us and turns, gesturing around the room. As I was saying, weve been extremely busy, cutting specimens up, running tests on live subjects, introducing various chemical substances into the veins of random guinea pigs in the hopes of stumbling upon a cure.
Any luck? Shark asks.
No,Antoine says. Weve ploughed untold millions into this projectand others around the globewith zero success. If not for the continued support of wealthy Gradys, and our dabbling in parallel medical fields, we would have faced bankruptcy long ago.
Parallel medical fields? Meera echoes.
We might not have unravelled the mysteries of the Grady genes, but our research has led to breakthroughs in other areas. As a result, we have become a worldwide pharmaceutical giant. Steroids are our speciality, though were by no means limited to so finite a field.
Antoine looks like hes about to give us a breakdown of the Lambs success stories. But then, remembering why were here, he returns to the relevant facts.
As you can imagine, specimens are difficult to come by. Very few parents wish to hand their children over for medical experimentation, even if theyre no longer recognisably human. Many children have been placed in the care of the Lambs in the past, but only to be decommissioned.
You mean executed, I growl.
Antoine nods slowly. In most circumstances, the parents never enquire after the child once we take it into custody. The less they know about the grisly details, the better. A few ask for ashes to be returned, but almost nobody requests a body for burial. And since ashes are easy to fake
You dont kill them! Im furious. This could have happened to Gret or Bill-E. The thought of them winding up here, caged, experimented on, humiliated, treated like lab rats It makes me want to hit somebody. My hands clench into fists and I glare at Antoine. It takes all my self-control not to attack.
It sounds inhumane, Antoine says quietly. I admit its a betrayal of trust. But its necessary. We do this for the good of the family. Ive seen the grief and anguish in the eyes of parents whove watched their children turn into nightmarish beasts. If we have to lie to prevent that from happening to others, so be it.
Its wrong, I disagree. They wouldnt have given their children to you if they knew what you planned to do with them.
True, Antoine says. But we cant search for a cure without specimens to work on. Isnt it better to experiment than execute? To seek a remedy rather than accept defeat?
Not without permission, I mutter obstinately.
I wish you could see it our way, Antoine sighs. But I understand your point of view. This is a delicate matter. He looks decidedly miserable now. But if you cant find any positives in what Ive shown you so far, please be warnedyoure absolutely going to hate what I reveal next.
Before I can ask what he means, he turns and pushes ahead, leading us to an exit, then down a set of stairs to the next level and the most horrific revelation yet.
A cavernous room, even larger than the holding area above. Hundreds of cages, many obscured by panels which have been set between them, dividing the room into semi-private segments. The stink is nauseating. Antoine offers us masks, but nobody takes one. As we progress further into the room, I feel sorry that I didnt accept.
Some of the cages look like theyve never been used, but many show signs of long-term occupancy, caked with ground-in filth. There are old blood and urine stains, scraps of hair everywhere. I spot the occasional fingernail or tooth. There are people at work in several cages, trying to clean them out. Its a job I wouldnt accept for the highest of wages.
This smells almost as bad as that world of guts we visited, Shark mutters to Meera. She looks at him blankly. Oh, right. You werent there. It was Sharmila.
Nice to know you cant tell the difference between me and an Indian woman twice my age, Meera snaps. Shark winceshes made the sort of error a woman never forgets or forgives.
This is another holding pen, Antoine says. But its more than just a place to hold specimens. Its where we breed our own varieties, to increase our stock.
For a moment I dont catch his meaning. Then I stop dead. Youve been breeding werewolves? I roar.
The reproductive organs alter during transformation, Antoine explains, but most specimens remain fertile. We always knew it was possible for them to breed, but we didnt follow up on that for many years. Its a delicate process. The pair have to be united at precisely the right moment, otherwise they rip each other apart. We tried artificial insemination, but the mothers refused to accept the young, killing them as they emerged from the womb. We could sedate and restrain them during the birthing process, of course, but its much easier to
Losing my head completely, I take a swing at Antoine Horwitzer, intent on squeezing his brains out through his nose and ears, then stomping them into mincemeat.
Shark catches my fist. The suited leader of the Lambs ducks and recoils from me with a startled cry, while Shark restrains my trembling hand, staring at me coldly.
Let go, I cry, angry tears trickling from my eyes.
This isnt the time, he says quietly.
I dont care. Its barbaric. Im going to
Kill him? Shark hisses. What will that achieve? Hes just a pretty face in a suit. Theyd replace him in an instant.
But
Remember our mission. Think about whats at stake. This guys an ant. We can come after him laterand the rest of his foul kind. Right now we have bigger fish to fry. Dont lose track of the rabbit, Grubbs.
I struggle to break free. Then my brain kicks in and I relax. Shark releases me, but watches warily in case I make another break for Antoine, whos squinting at me nervously.
You know your problem? I snap at Shark. You use too many metaphors. Ants, fish and rabbits, all in the same breath. Thats an abuse of the language.
Shark smiles. I never was much good at school. Too busy reading about guns. He steps away, clearing the area between me and Antoine.
Why? I snarl. Did you breed them to sell to circuses? To test your products on? Just to prove that you could?
We did it to experiment and learn, Antoine says. The intake of regular specimens wasnt sufficient. We needed more. Also, by studying their growth from birth, we were able to find out more about them. We hoped the young might differ physically from their parents, that we could use their genes to develop a cure. There were many reasons, all of them honest and pure.
No, I tell him. Nothing about this is honest or pure. Its warped. If theres a hell, youve won yourself a one-way pass, you and all the rest of your bloody Lambs.
Antoine stifles a mocking yawn. I almost go for him again. Meera intervenes before things get out of hand.
You didnt need to show us these pens, she says. So I thank you for your open hospitality. Its hard for us to take in, but you knew wed have difficulties. I imagine you struggled to adjust to the moral grey areas yourself at first.
Absolutely, Antoine beams. Were not monsters. We do these things to make the world a better place. I wasnt sure about the breeding programme to begin with. I still harbour doubts. But weve learnt so much, and the promise of learning more is tantalising. Do we have the right to play God? Maybe not. But are we justified in trying to help people, to do all in our power to repay the faith of those who invest money and hope in our cause? With all my heart, I believe so.
Antoine smiles at me, trying to get me back on side. I dont return the gesture, but I dont glower at him either. Sharks rightthis isnt the time to get into an argument. Antoine Horwitzer is our only link to Prae Athim. We have to keep him sweet or he might shut us out completely.
Where are they? I ask, nodding at the empty cages. You said they vanished. What did you mean?
Antoine nods, happy to be moving on to a less sensitive subject. Prae was head of this unit for twenty-six years. Shes been general director of the Lambs for nineteen of those. She worked on a number of private projects during her time in charge, commandeering staff and funds to conduct various experiments. She had a free rein for the past decade and a half.
Under her guidance, the breeding programme was accelerated. Bred specimens develop much faster than those which were once humana newborn becomes an adult in three or four years, with an expected lifespan of ten to twelve years. Wed always bred in small numbers, but Prae increased the birth rate. Some people wondered why, but nobody challenged her. Prae was an exemplary director. We were sure she had good reasons for implementing the changes.
A few months ago, she began making startling requests. She wanted to close down the programmes and terminate all specimens.
You mean kill all the werewolves? Shark frowns.
Yes. She said a new strain of the disease had developed and spread. We couldnt tell which were infected. If left to mutate and evolve, the strain might be passed to ordinary humans. She wanted to remove them to a secure area of her choosing, where theyd be safely disposed of.
Nobody believed her. Antoines face is grave. There were too many holes in her story, no facts to support her theory. She argued fiercely, threatened to resign, called in every favour. But we werent convinced. We insisted on more time to conduct our own experiments. Prae was allowed to continue in her post, but I was assigned to monitor her and approve her decisions.
Just over six weeks ago, Prae Athim disappeared. She left work on a Thursday and nobody has seen her since. That night, operatives acting on her behalf subdued regular staff, tranquilised the specimens, removed them from their cells and made off with them. Weve no idea where they went. Weve devoted all of our resources to tracking them down but so far nothing.
Antoine smiles shakily. I hoped shed followed through on her plan to destroy the specimens. That would have been a tragic loss, but at least it would have meant we didnt have to worry about them. Now it seems my fearsthat she had an ulterior motivehave been borne out. If some of them were sent to attack Dervish Grady, were dealing with a far greater problem. We have to find the missing specimens as swiftly as possible. The consequences if we dont are staggering.
Im not that worried about the werewolves, Shark sniffs. Theyre secondary to finding Prae Athim. I mean, how many are we talking about? A few dozen?
Antoine laughs sharply. You dont understand. I told you earlierPrae Athim has worked in this unit for twenty-six years. But this is just one unit of many. We have bases on every continent and have been running similar programmes in each. Prae didnt just take the specimens from this complex. She took them from everywhere. Theres not one left.
Sharks expression darkens. How many? he croaks.
I dont have an exact number to hand, Antoine says. Some of the projects were under Praes personal supervision, and records have been deleted from our system. Its impossible to be accurate.
Roughly, Shark growls.
Antoine gulps, then says quietly, so that we have to strain to hear, Somewhere between six and seven hundred, give or take a few. And his smile, this time, is a pale ghost of a grin.
Six or seven hundred werewolves on the loose, in the hands of a maniac most likely in league with Lord Loss. Nice! Demons rarely have time to kill many people because they can only stay on this world for a few minutes, while the window they crossed through remains open. But hundreds of werewolves, divided into groups of ten or twelve, set free in dozens of cities around the globe
If each only killed five people, I make that three and a half thousand fatalities. But its more likely theyd kill ten times that number, maybe more.
Were in Antoines office on the eleventh floor. It used to be Prae Athims. Its a large room, but with twelve of us its a tight fit. Nobodys said anything since we came in. Weve been looking through photos of the specimens which Antoine gave us, studying the data that he has on file.
I know from my own brush with lycanthropy that werewolves are strong and fast. I felt like an Olympic athlete when it was my time of turning. But Im still seriously freaked by what Im reading. I never knew they were this advanced.
I shouldnt let it matter. The Shadow must remain the priority. If it succeeds in uniting the demon masses and breaking through, the world will fall. The damage a pack of escaped werewolves might cause is nothing in comparison.
But how can I ignore the possibility of tens of thousands of deaths? Beranabus could. Hes half-demon and has spent hundreds of years subduing his human impulses. Were statistics to him. Hed take the line that a few thousand lives dont make much difference in the grand scheme of things, that we have to focus on the millions and billionsreal numbers.
I cant do that. Even if we find out that the attack in Carcery Vale has nothing to do with the demon assault at the hospital, that Prae Athim isnt working with Lord Loss, I have to try and stop her. I wont let thousands of people die if I can prevent it. Especially not when the killers are relatives of mine.
Perhaps crazily, I still think of the werewolves as kin, even those bred in cages. Theyre part of the Grady clan. That makes it personal.
We have to find them, I blurt out, without meaning to. All heads in the office bob up and everybody stares at me. Im sitting by one of the large windows, the city spread out behind me. Any of the people on the streets, eleven floors down, could fall victim to the werewolves if Prae Athim unleashes them.
We have to stop this. I get to my feet, discarding the photos Id been mutely studying.
Maybe theres nothing to stop, Meera says unconvincingly. Maybe Prae was telling the truth about a new disease and took them to dispose of safely. Perhaps the few who were sent to attack Dervish were simply being used to settle an old score, and were then executed along with the rest.
Bull! Shark snorts. If shed wanted to kill them, shed have slaughtered them in their cages. It would have been a lot simpler than smuggling them out.
Probably, Meera sighs. I was just saying maybe
What will she do with them? Marian asks.
I guess shell drop them off in a city somewhere, Shark replies. Let them run wild. Maybe collect them at the end and take them on somewhere else.
But why? Marian frowns. Why not build bombs, poison a citys water supply or develop chemical weapons? Hijacking hundreds of werewolves to use as crazed assassins its like something out of a Batman comic!
Crazy people dont think the way we do, Meera says glumly. They have all sorts of warped ideas and plans, and if they gain enough power, they get to inflict their mad schemes on others.
Like Davida Haym in Slawter, I note.
Theres another possibility, Terry says. She might have done this for humane reasons. Maybe she suffered a moral crisis. Decided theyd been mistreating these creatures. Took them somewhere isolated, to set them free.
Unlikely, Antoine says with a cynical smile. Her people killed seventeen of our staff during the breakouts. Many more were seriously injured. Hardly the work of a good Samaritan.
Ive seen fanatics who think animals are nobler than humans, Terry says. Theyd happily kill a human to save a dog or cat from abuse.
Prae Athim isnt an animal rights activist, Antoine says firmly. I refuse to entertain the notion that she did this to free the specimens, that she stood waving them off as they returned to the wilds, happy tears in her eyes.
Hes right, Shark says. We have to assume this was done with the intent of creating maximum havoc.
So lets track her down and stop her, I snarl. We cant just sit here and talk about it. We have to to I throw my hands up, frustrated.
We all know how you feel, Meera says sympathetically. But until she makes a move, theres nothing we can do. The worlds a big place. You could hide seven hundred werewolves just about anywhere. We cant
I could find them, Timas interrupts. If I had access to your mainframe, he adds, smiling at Antoine.
I told youthe records have been wiped, Antoine scowls.
Its virtually impossible to wipe a mainframe completely clean, Timas says. Thats one of the reasons I was surprised you still used one. I can perform at the very least a partial restore.
Weve had experts working on it for the last six weeks, Antoine says sharply.
Im sure youve employed some of the best people in the business, Timas says earnestly. But Im the very best.
Even assuming you could restore it, Shark rumbles, how would that help us? Shes unlikely to have outlined her secret plans on a work computer.
You cant move that many bodies around without leaving a trail, Timas says. If I find out more about the creatures, I can use that information to fish for clues on the web.
What do you mean? Shark asks.
They didnt take the cages, Timas notes. That means they transported them in cages of their own. Once I know what the cages are made from, I can search for companies who specialise in this type of construction and find out if theyve filled any large orders recently. If they have, Ill learn where they delivered the cages to.
If I can determine how the werewolves were tranquilised, I can track the drugs back to where they were manufactured, then trace them through delivery records.
How did they transport the creaturesaeroplanes, articulated trucks, trains, boats? Im assuming they moved at least some of them across international borders. There will be a trail of red tape, no matter how surreptitiously they went about it. Ive followed such trails before and enjoyed a large measure of success.
Do you want me to continue explaining or shall I get started? Timas addresses this question to Antoine Horwitzer.
Antoines torn. Is he really that good? he asks Shark.
Yes.
If he can do what he says he will have access to confidential information. Hell have to sign a privacy clause. We need absolute affirmation that hed never reveal
You present the forms, hell sign them, Shark cuts in.
Antoine struggles with the idea for a couple of seconds, then sighs. Very well. Ill log you in and provide you with the relevant security codes.
No need, Timas says, sliding on to Antoines plush leather chair. I can crack them. The exercise will serve as a useful warm-up.
How long will it take? Shark asks as Timas fingers dance across the keyboard.
A few days, I imagine, Timas replies absently. Quicker if we get a lucky break. Longer if shes hidden her trail artfully. Ill need complete privacy. And my equipment from the helicopter.
Ill have it sent down, Shark says and ushers us out.
Perhaps I should stay and keep an eye on him, Antoine says nervously.
No chance, Shark responds firmly and pushes out the suave chief executive, ignoring his spluttering protests.
Some of the rooms on the uppermost floor have beds, or couches which pull out into sleeping cots. Members of the higher echelon move around a lot between buildings owned by the Lambs. Given the secretive nature of their business, they often prefer to stay onsite rather than check into hotels.
Im sharing a room with Spenser and James. They dont speak to me much. They know Im part of Beranabuss world of magic and demons, but theyve had little first-hand experience of that. They find it hard to think of me as anything other than an especially large but otherwise unremarkable teenager. Im not too bothered. I find most of their conversation pretty boringweapons, planes, helicopters, war, battle tactics. Im happy to be excluded.
I spend my spare time experimenting, testing my powers. I dont know how much Im capable of doing on this world, in the absence of magical energy. I want to find out what my limits are, so as not to exceed them and leave myself exposed.
Im pretty good at moving objects. Size doesnt seem to matterI can slide a heavy oak wardrobe across the floor as easily as a telephone. I spend a couple of hours moving things around. Im pretty beat by the end, and not back to full fitness until the next morning. Its reassuring that I can recharge, but worrying that it takes so long once Ive been drained.
Other manoeuvres are more demanding. I can heighten my sensesto eavesdrop on a conversation, or view a scene from a few kilometres awaybut that takes a lot of effort and quickly eats into my resources. I cant change shape, but I can make myself partially invisible for a very short time. I can create fire and freeze objects, but again those demand a lot of me. I can shoot off several bolts of magical energy, but Im good for nothing for hours afterwards.
There are all sorts of compensating spells which I could make use of if I knew them. But I refused to dabble in magic when I lived with Dervish and I didnt need spells in the Demonata universeif a spell was required there, Beranabus took care of it. He wasnt interested in training Kernel or me, just in using us to bully and kill demons.
I wish Id demanded more of Beranabus and Dervish. Mages can do a lot with a few subtle spells. As a magician I could do even more. I get Meera to teach me some simple incantations, but we dont have time to cover much ground.
I worry about my uncle constantly. Whats he doing? Where is he? Time moves differently in the other universe, usually faster or slower than here. Years might have passed for him, or only minutes. Is he alive or dead? Ive no way of knowing. Beranabus taught me how to open windows, so I could go and find them. But I couldnt guarantee how long that would take.
I have to remain here until our missions over. Im the reason the others are involved, the one who vowed to track down Prae Athim and uncover the truth. I cant cut out early. That would be the selfish act of a child, which Im not. Im a Disciple. We see things through to the end. No matter how scared and alone we feel.
Four days pass. Everyones impatient for news, but Timas refuses to provide us with partial updates. On the few occasions that Shark barges into Antoines office and demands answers, the reply is always the same. Ill summon you promptly when Ive concluded my investigations.
Timas finally reaches that conclusion shortly before dawn of the fifth day. Shark hammers on our door, waking us all, then sticks his head in and shouts, The office! Now!
Five minutes later were all huddled around Timas and his computers. Were bleary-eyed, hair all over the place, typical early morning messes. Except Timas. As far as I know, hes worked almost non-stop since I last saw him, sleeping only two or three hours a night. But he looks as perky as an actor in a TV advert.
Ive found them, he says without any preliminaries. Theyre on an island. It has no official name, but the Lambs nicknamed it Wolf Island. Prae Athim purchased it through a fifth-generation contact several years ago.
Whats a fifth-generation contact? I ask.
A contact of a contact of a contact of a contact of a contact, Timas intones. She conducts most of her business that way, making it almost impossible to trace anything back to her personally. Almost, he repeats with a justifiably smug smile.
Wheres the island? Shark grunts.
Timas passes him a stapled printout of about twenty pages, then hands copies around to the rest of us. The small sheaf is crammed with all sorts of info about the island, its history, dimensions, wildlife, plant life, natural formations. There are several maps, most of the island, but also of the surrounding waters, noting currents, depth, temperatures, sea life.
Theyve built a base, Timas points out. Page nine. They constructed it on the islands largest crag, so they need only face an assault from one direction if the werewolves get out of control. That extra measure wasnt a necessitythe fortifications are sound, with more than six separate security systems in place, powered by a variety of independent generators. The werewolves might have the run of the island, but the people inside the compound are quite
The beasts are running free? Shark interrupts.
Yes. Thats on page four. They were set loose once delivered to the island, though they can be recaptured, singly or in small groups, using a variety of equipment provided for such a purpose.
Maybe Terry was right, Meera says dubiously. Perhaps Prae took them there to let them live naturally.
I think not, Timas purrs, and would refer you to page fourteen, appendix Bii, in support of my opinion.
Antoine and a few of the others flick forward. Shark tosses his copy of the report aside and snaps, Dont play games. Just tell us.
No games, Timas says mildly. The appendix outlines everything concisely. But if you would prefer an oral report
I would, Shark snarls.
No!Antoine gasps, turning a shade paler beneath his tan. He must be a speed-reader because hes already flicking from page fourteen to fifteen, eyes scanning the lines super-fast. This cant be right. I would have known.
The figures are accurate, Timas says. Nothing is speculative. He faces Shark. A third have been genetically, surgically and electronically modified by Prae Athim and her team. She found a way to corrupt their metabolisms. This allowed her to do two things. First, using steroids, implants and a variety of drugs, she created faster, stronger animals. Second, by operating on their brains and using other implants, she was able to train them.
They cant survive at those levels, Antoine says, glancing up from his report. Their bodies cant hold, not subjected to such degrees of abuse.
Their long-term prospects are grim, Timas agrees. But they can last a few years, or so the scientists believe.
What have they been trained to do? Shark asks.
Nothing too complex, Timas says. They can hunt in small groups, in pursuit of predefined targetslike hounds, they can be given a persons scent. Theyre not as reliable as hounds. In a crowded environment they might be distracted and chase others instead. And theyll turn on their handlers afterwards unless subdued. But thats a huge step forward.
Id no idea shed advanced to such a stage, Antoine whispers. Weve been trying to install control mechanisms for decades. We could have done so much good if wed known about this. We still could.
The Lambs are finished, Shark says, at least as far as werewolves are concerned. Do you really think people will trust you with their young once word of this gets out? And it willhave no doubt about that.
Youre right, Antoine sighs. But those on the island are still alive. If we can bring them back under our authority and follow up on these incredible breakthroughs
Youre assuming well leave any of them alive, Shark laughs brutally. Before Antoine can react to that, he says to Timas, Whats the best way to hit them? Do we need more troops?
Timas purses his lips. If the original implants had been left intact, we could have electronically disabled them from the air. But they were all secretly removed or rendered inactive prior to the abduction. The safest way would be to blanket-bomb the island.
No! I cry. You cant just kill them. They were human once.
Theyre not anymore, Shark shrugs.
I wont let you, I growl.
You cant stop me, he says blankly.
Actually, I can. I raise a hand and let little forks of blue lightning crackle between my fingertips. Shark squints at me, taking my measure.
Hed whup you, Meera says to Shark. Hes a magician. You wouldnt stand a chance.
Probably not. Shark grimaces. Besides, I dont trust fly-boys and their damn guided missiles. They could level the compound by accident, and we need Prae alive. Options, Timas?
Go as we are. He holds up his copy of the report, flicks to near the end and taps the page. There are very few guards. Its mostly scientists and medics. If we just hit the compound, we can drop in and make a neat job of it.
Youre sure? Shark asks.
Absolutely, Timas says. I can provide you with a complete breakdown of the odds if you wish.
No need, Shark smiles. Twelve it is.
Thirteen, Antoine corrects him.
Shark laughs. Youre not serious.
Never more so. Im coming.
Youre not, Shark says, his smile disappearing. This is a job for soldiers and Disciples.
I wont pretend to be an action hero, Antoine says with quiet dignity. Im not your equal in matters such as these. But Im coming regardless. I run this operation now. Im not sure what you want with Prae, but if you dont kill her, I plan to bring her to justice. And theres the matter of the specimens. They have to be returned. Or perhaps we can continue our work on the island. I need to undertake a study before I make a proposal to the board.
You can do that later, Meera says. Let us go in, shut down Praes operation and take control of the situation. You can fly in after were finished and
You dont understand! Antoine shouts, losing his temper for the first time. His jaw trembles as he glares at us. This happened on my watch. I was supposed to control her. There have already been calls for my head. Im hanging on to this job by my fingernails. If the board of governors finds out about this island and that I let you waltz in unrestricted and unmonitored
Antoine looks appealingly at Shark. I need to come with you. And it wont be a one-way favour. I can help. I know Prae, her people, the specimens. I can advise and caution if necessary.
Itd be dangerous, Shark says. If you come, youre on your own. Nobody will risk their life to save yours.
In this business, you never expect anyone to be helpful, Antoine smirks, in command of his temper again. Do I have time to pack a few things?
No, Shark snorts and marches out of the office. The rest of us follow him up the stairs to where the helicopter is waiting and off we set for Wolf Island. Aroooooo!
We manage to squeeze into the Farrier Harrier, even though it isnt meant to hold more than twelve. We fly all day, Shark and James taking turns to pilot. We set down a couple of times to refuel, eat and stretch our legs. Stop at dusk for dinner at an army base, then continue through the night. I catch a few hours of sleep, using a sleeping spell to drop off.
We make our final stop shortly after nine in the morning. Breakfast, a walk, exercise. Then Shark talks us through our plans. We scour maps of the compound, Shark highlighting our route and alternatives in case we run into problems. Its pretty simplebreak in, grab Prae Athim, secure the area around her office and interrogate her there, or else abduct her and make a quick getaway.
Meera doesnt suggest a polite approach this time. Prae Athim is way out of control. Subtlety wont work on Wolf Island.
Shark finishes by asking for any last-minute comments or enquiries. Antoine sheepishly raises a hand. Will you try not to cause unnecessary damage? Some of the equipment is very expensive. If we can recycle it later, we can recoup some of the costs of this debacle.
Shark glares at Antoine. If we come through this and I receive an invoice for wreckages, Ill find you, string you upside down and make you eat your own brains before I kill you. Understand?
Antoine flushes. I was only
Be quiet, Meera snaps.
Antoine pouts, but shuts up. Shark casts an eye around. Last chance to back out. Anyone? Seven of the nine soldiers promptly raise their hands. You should be in a sitcom, Shark jeers, then claps his hands together loudly and stands. Lets go!
Back on the helicopter. Within minutes were over open water. No retreating now. Were in this to the bitter, bloody end.
The island is one of many in the area, all deserted, most uninhabitable. This is one of the largest. A lot of grass, wild flowers, trees. We spot the werewolves as we skim the treetops. Spread across the island in small groups, most relaxing, some eating (I dont think much of the natural wildlife exists there anymore), a few fighting. Mutated, vicious, hairy monstrosities, all fangs, claws and muscles. Some howl at us as we pass overhead, though we cant hear them over the roar of the blades.
The wolf within me tries to force its way to the surface, howling silently in reply to its warped brethren. Im one of the cursed Gradys. I should have turned into a werewolf. I only survived because Im a magician. My magic self wrestled with my wolfen side and triumphed. But Ive never rid myself of the wolf, only driven it down deep inside.
I dont have any difficulty keeping my wolfish instincts in check, but Im surprised to find that a part of me doesnt want to remain in control. Im excited by the creatures running free beneath us. Life would be much simpler if I abandoned my humanity and ran wild with them, gave myself over to animalistic pleasures, free of the burdens of duty and responsibility.
Im envious of my twisted relatives, but sad for them too. Because I know their freedom is temporary. If it all goes wrong and Prae Athim turns the tables on us, shell use these specimens for her own sick ends. But life wont be much better for them if we succeed. Antoine Horwitzer will take over, pick the werewolves off one by one, slice them open and carry out all manner of unpleasant experiments.
Im so glad Gret and Bill-E arent down there. In a weird way Im glad theyre dead, rather than captive on this island. Better to be out of life entirely than struggle through it as a tormented, hopeless, inhuman victim.
The others are studying the werewolves with a mixture of curiosity and loathing. They have no ties to these unfortunate mutants. They view them simply as enemies. If our plan works, we should have no dealings with the werewolves. But if complications set in, the soldiers might find themselves up against the killer beasts, and in that case theyll have to be ruthless.
Antoine is the only one not awed by the spectacle. He stole a quick glance at the werewolves when we hit the islands edge, then closed his eyes, dug rosary beads out of a pocket and began to pray. I hadnt pegged him as a religious type, but when I think about it, it makes sense. After all, the Lambs named themselves after a biblical quote.
My stomach clenches and I almost throw up. Its the werewolf, fighting to free itself. I stop staring at Antoine and focus on driving the wolf back inside. It retreats reluctantly and I feel sorry for it. If I could let it loose for a while, somewhere it couldnt cause damage, I would, just to give it a taste of freedom.
The compound walls come into sight. I was expecting a fence, but there isnt one, only a long wall of high, thick, metal panels. Lots of werewolves are gathered by the wall, hurling themselves at it, clawing its smooth grey surface, howling at those inside, the stench of human flesh thick in their nostrils. (The stench is also thick in mine. My lips tremble and I am careful not to drool.)
As we approach the wall I catch my first glimpse of the compound. Its built on the extended tip of the island, surrounded on three sides by cliffs and water. The werewolves have only one route of attack. Even if they could swim (Antoine told us they cant), theyd struggle to climb the sheer cliffs, despite their claws.
The compounds nothing special. A series of grey, drab buildings with flat, aluminium roofs. There are lots of grooves in the ground, which Timas points out, speaking through the microphone on his headset.
They use the grooves to slot the walls into place, he explains. An ingenious system. Just lay the grooves, then slide the panels around and click them together. Makes it easy to shuffle the rooms and alter the layout.
Those walls cant be sturdy, Shark grunts.
They are, Timas insists. Designed to withstand anything nature can throw at them. The architects couldnt take chances, not with hundreds of werewolves lying in wait on the other side.
Theres a landing pad inside the main wall, to the left. A single helicopter stands idle. There are several motorboats stored under tarpaulins at either side of the crag, rope ladders stacked beside them. In the event of an evacuation, thats how the staff would leave, lowering the boats and climbing down into them.
Guards spill out of the nearest building as we touch down, cocking rifles and pistols. One roars through a megaphone, commanding us to come out unarmed.
This is it! Shark yells, brandishing his handguns. Dont kill if you can help it, but dont show too much mercy either. These guys knew what they were signing up for. Theyve already murdered seventeen people. Theyll rip us to shreds if we give them the chance.
He rolls out and across the ground, leaps to his feet and opens fire, supported instantly by his team, even Timas, wielding a high-tech weapon that provides him with all sorts of fascinating feedback.
Meera and I share a worried glance, then slide out after the others on to the bullet-riddled tarmac, leaving James and Marian to guard the helicopter. Antoine stumbles out after us, still praying, crouched low, sweat staining the collar of his otherwise spotless shirt.
The air is ablaze with gunfire. A number of guards are already lying wounded or dead. Others are firing wildly. Its a simple matter for the well-trained members of Sharks squad to pick them off.
The last few, realising the futility of their position, discard their weapons and thrust their hands into the air. The gunfire ceases. Leo darts forward and makes them lie down, then handcuffs their wrists and ankles. While hes doing that, the other soldiers advance to the open door and surround it. When Leo joins them, Shark holds up three fingers and counts down. Liam and Terry burst through, laying down a spray of advance fire. In pairs, the rest of the team follow them in. Meera and I bring up the rear, Antoine and Pip ahead of us. The bloodshed sickens me. I dont mind slaughtering demons, but these are people. Its not right. I know we have no choice, that these guys are murderers, but still
Cool inside. Air-conditioned. Brightly lit. Liam and Terry are already at the end of the room and halfway through the door to the next room or corridor. No sign of anybody else. These are living quarters. Bunks, cabinets, racks for clothes, photos of models and relatives pinned to the walls. Those we hit outside must have been relaxing. They wouldnt have been expecting an attack. I wish they hadnt reacted so swiftly. If wed caught them in here, we wouldnt have had to kill so many.
You OK? Meera asks as we wait for the call to advance.
Not really, I groan.
I know its hard, she says quietly. Try not to think of them as humans but as demonic assistants.
But they probably know nothing about the Demonata, I protest.
They knew about the seventeen Lambs they killed, Meera snaps. These arent innocents.
But theyre still people. I dont feel comfortable killing like this.
Meera smiles wanly. Thats a good thing. Try and hold on to that attitude. The worlds packed with too many trigger-happy goons.
Like Shark? I grin shakily.
Meeras face puckers into something between a scowl and a smirk. Before she can answer, one of the soldiersI think its Spensershouts affirmatively and were moving forward again, further into the heart of the compound.
We dont encounter much resistance. The occasional guard or two. Were able to overpower most of them and leave them handcuffed, alive. We only face one real obstacle, when several guards block a long corridor and fill it with furniture. They have a great vantage point. If we try to rush them, well be cut down before we get halfway. But Shark isnt fazed. He calls Pip forward. She studies the piled-up furniture, makes a few calculations, then takes off her rucksack and roots through it. Produces a small round object. It looks like a thick CD.
Whos good with Frisbees? Pip asks.
Here, Liam says. He takes the disc, aims, then glances at Pip. Do I need to press anything?
No. But if you dont throw it quickly, youll lose an arm.
Liam yelps, then sends the disc skimming down the corridor. It hits the mound of furniture near the base and explodes on contact. The desks, chairs and cabinets fly backwards, obliterating the guards behind them. Were on the scene seconds later, Sharks troops handcuffing any survivors. Stephen bends over a seriously wounded man. Starts to cuff him, then pauses, studies his injuries, sets him down and presses the barrel of his gun to the mans head. I look away but I cant drown out the retort of the muffled shot.
We push on, the air thick with the stench of scorched wood, blood and whatever was in Pips bomb. Antoines still praying. I almost feel like joining in.
The corridors and rooms all look the same to me, but the soldiers know exactly where theyre going. A couple of minutes later, were at the door of Prae Athims office. There are no markings to confirm that, but Timas is certain. He steps ahead of us and raps softly. Knock, knock, he calls. Anybody home?
He pushes the door open and we spill in.
A large room. Grey walls. Harsh fluorescent lights. A single bed. A black, high-backed leather chair in the centre of the floor. Someones sitting in it, facing away from us. I can only see the persons lower legs, but Im sure its Prae Athim.
Hey! Shark barks. No answer. He looks at us. Nods at Pip to advance and check for explosives. She creeps forward, skirting the chair, pistol trained on the person in it. As she angles to the front, she pauses, face crinkling. Shaking her head, she stoops, checks the chair for wires and devices, then puts her hand on one of the arms and swivels it around.
I was right. Its Prae Athim. But, to my bewilderment, shes strapped down, a strip of tape across her mouth, incapable of movement or sound.
We gawp at the sight. Prae Athim glares at us. Shark gulps, then strides forward and grabs hold of one end of the tape over her mouth. Before he can tear it free, somebody shouts a weird word. Whipping round, I spot Antoine Horwitzer, arms wide, grinning crazily. He yells a couple more words and the air shimmers behind him. Too late, I realise the nature of the trap weve walked into. I start to roar a warning, but the window opens before I can.
Its an enormous dark window. As I stare at it, horrified, a deformed, miserable-looking creature slithers through. It has the general shape of a woman, but her flesh is bubbling with sores and boils. Pus and blood seep from wounds all over her body. Theres a rancid stink. The eyes are swimming bowls of madness in a ruined face. The mouth is a jagged gash. I know who this abomination is from Dervishs description, but I would have recognised her anyway.
Hello, Grubbs, the thing that was once Juni Swan gurgles. Have you missed me?
Theres no time to answer. Right behind Juni, dozens of guards file in three abreast, weapons cradled to their chests. Spreading out, they take aim. Before a stunned Shark and his team can react, an officer bellows a command and the air around us is ripped apart by a lethal hail of bullets.
Without magic wed have perished instantly. But magical energy streams through the window, as it always does when a passageway between universes is opened. Tapping into that instinctively, I throw up a barrier between us and the guards. The bullets mushroom against it and drop harmlessly to the floor. As more troops flood into the room, I strengthen the barrier and start thinking about ways to make it a one-way shield, so that we can fire at them.
Before I can do that, Juni barks a short command. The window pulses, then snaps out of existence. The flow of magic stops, and though a strong residue is left in the air, I now have to work off a dwindling supply. Altering the shield would take a lot out of me. Too much.
How long can you hold that? Shark yells.
A couple of minutes, I guess.
Pip! he roars.
On it, she mutters, darting to the rear of the wall to my right. Theres a corridor on the other side which bypasses the section of the building we came through. Shark was keeping it in reserve in case we needed an escape route.
As Meera frees Prae Athim, the guards on the other side of the shield part to allow Juni Swan and a smirking Antoine Horwitzer to advance. They come to within a couple of centimetres of the barrier. Juni smiles crookedly at the shield, then at me.
Nice work, Grubbs, she gurgles, her voice a hoarse mockery of what it once was. But what more can you do in the absence of demonic energy?
As much as you, I snarl.
Possibly, she chuckles. But I dont have to do anything. Not with so many finely armed humans to depend on.
Did you pay them much? Shark sneers.
Antoine recruited them on my behalf, she says.
Most humans have a price, Antoine chuckles. Ive always been adept at calculating such sums.
Ill have your head for this, Horwitzer! Prae Athim screams, ripping the tape from her mouth and thrusting a finger at Antoine. Youre finished!
Dont be silly, he coos. You cant do anything to me. Your reign has come to its natural end. I run the Lambs now.
Why this way? she snarls. You were always power-hungry, but youd have squeezed me out eventually. Why betray us to monstrous fiends like this?
Careful, Juni growls. You dont want to hurt my feelings.
Its the dawn of a new age, smiles Antoine. Our associates can provide us with the cure for lycanthropy, but thats only the tip of the iceberg. I was never much interested in that side of the business. While you were wasting money on werewolves, I was busy making it in other fields. Were already a major force, but when we move into areas of supernatural energy, well be in a class of our own.
Im ready, Pip calls.
Give us a minute, Shark says, then squares up to Juni. I never liked you. When you were Beranabuss assistant, all you ever did was complain. Youre weak and petty, a disgrace to the Disciples.
Juni stares impassively at Shark. Insult me all you like. Youll be dead soon. Well see whos laughing then. She looks around and spots Meera. Her smile blossoms again. You had a lucky escape in Carcery Vale. You wont get away this time.
You were in the Vale? Meera frowns.
Of course, Juni says. I was outside. I was sorely tempted to break into the cellar. I could smell the three of you and I knew Dervish was incapacitated. But my master warned me to be wary of Bec of the Kah-Gash.
So thats what this is about, I snarl, our suspicionsthat the attacks were the work of Lord Loss and the Shadowconfirmed. You want the Kah-Gash.
Obviously, Juni sniffs. Did you think my master would stand by and let you wield the most powerful weapon ever known? That hed wait for you to learn how to use it, so you could destroy our universe?
But why try to kill us? I frown. The werewolves could have ripped Bec to pieces. Surely you need her and mealive.
Not at all, Juni sneers. Our new master deals in death. Im proof of thathe released my soul and let me walk among the living again. Im here to harvest your spirit, just as I would have harvested Becs if shed been killed. Its simpler to let others do our dirty work, then steal your parts of the Kah-Gash as you perish. We werent sure how powerful you might be, so She gasps, clutches her chest and bends over. Takes several breaths, then stands again.
You dont look too healthy, I laugh wickedly.
This body wont last long, she says. A shell for my soul to inhabit. Ill return to death soon, and return gladly. But rest assured, your uncles in far worse shape. I saw him just before I came here.
I stiffen fearfully. Youre lying.
No, she says. He was on a pleasure cruiser, although he didnt seem to be getting much pleasure out of it. My new master decided to deal with Bec personally, and since Dervish and Beranabus were with her, theyre dead now, or will be soon. Just like you when your barrier crumbles.
I start to press her for more information, but Shark grips my arm. Weve learnt all we need to know. Time to get out of here.
But Dervish I cry.
will have to look after himself, Shark finishes. He yells at Pip, Now!
Theres a small explosion. As the dust clears, Pip slips through a hole in the wall and the others push after her. I glance at Juni. Shes smiling.
My team will catch up with you outside, she says. And Ive another surprise lined up. Ill wait here. I dont need to be too close when you die.
Any last words for the board, Prae? Antoine asks. She hits him with some of the foulest insults Ive ever heard, but he doesnt even blink. Hes loving this. It would be easy to blame myself for not seeing through him before, but he conned us all. Besides, theres no time for self-blame. If we reach the helicopter before Junis soldiers, we might get out of here. Were not finished yetif were fast.
Later! I snap at Juni, locking gazes with her, letting her see how serious I am. I mean to kill her the next time we meet, as slowly and painfully as possible.
Juni only laughs with mad delight at the threat, then waves mockingly. Run, run as fast as you can, but Ill catch you, little ginger-haired man.
Grubbs! Shark shouts. Hes standing by the hole in the wall. Everyones gone through except him and Meera.
I hold Junis gaze one last second, then turn my back on the mutant and her troops, and dive for safety. As I squeeze through the hole, I hear the sounds of dozens of feet scuffling out of the room as the soldiers set off to intercept us.
The race is on.
Running as fast as we can, Timas in the lead. Hes playing with the tiny console on his gun as he runs. He looks the least worried of us all.
I cant believe you trusted that charlatan, Prae Athim pants, glancing over her shoulder at me.
He told us you stole the werewolves, I growl. Based on your previous threat to kidnap Bill-E and me, why wouldnt we believe him?
Anyway, he worked for you, Meera chips in. Why didnt you see this coming?
Enough! Shark huffs as Prae bristles. If they catch us before we make it outside, it doesnt matter whos to blamewell all be crapping bullets.
We push on in silence. Im finding it difficult to keep up. Although Im fit, Im used to operating on magic. Its been a long time since I worked up a sweat. Im out of practice.
I can hear Junis guards, their cries to one another. Theyre keeping pace with us but cant break through. We have a slight advantage, but its very slight. And if they make it to the yard before us, or if there are more out there already
The corridor feels much longer than it appeared on the map. I start to think were in a maze, doomed to wander in circles until we run into Junis troops and are mown down. I consider using magic to guide us out. But that would be a waste of energy. I have to hold it back. Use it only when the situation is truly desperate. Which probably wont be long.
Timas bursts through a door and sunlight streams in. Finding an extra burst of speed, we hurry through, out into the yard where we fought with the first group of guards. Its deserted except for James and Marian in the Farrier Harrier. As soon as they see us, James fires the engines up to full, readying the helicopter for a swift getaway.
We race for the chopper. I picture myself clambering to safety along with everybody else. We lift off, zip out over the water, laughing at our narrow escape, leaving Juni behind to curse and rant. But in my heart I know it wont be that easy. And sure enough, before weve taken six strides, Junis troops hit the scene and the gunfire starts.
Pip LeMat is ahead of everyone, having overtaken Timas, so she should have been the safest. But shes the first to catch a spray of bullets. She hits the ground hard and doesnt move, blood already seeping from beneath her still form.
Shark and the others spin 180 degrees, even as Pip is falling, and open up with their own weapons. Run! Shark yells at Meera and me. Get out of here. Well cover you.
I start to protest, but Meera pushes me forward. Dont argue! she shouts.
We cant just leave them, I cry as half of Terrys head disappears. He remains standing a moment, then slumps forward. Leo takes a hit to the shoulder. He roars with pain, but continues to return fire. Prae Athim grabs Terrys gun and pitches in with the others, screaming manically.
You heard what Juni said, Meera snarls. Youre the only one who matters. If she gets her hands on you, were done for.
Like were not already! I shriek.
All the rest of us have to worry about is death, Meera says. From what Juni said, thats only the start for you. If the Shadow gets your piece of the Kah-Gash
I stare at her helplessly. I know shes right, but these soldiers have become our friends. We cant simply abandon them.
A barrier, I wheeze. We can construct a shield and
Meera slaps me hard. Get in that helicopter or theyll have died for nothing.
I stare at her numbly, then lurch forward. Bullets rip up the ground close by my feet, but I dont flinch. My eyes are filling with tears. I dont want to escape if the cost is losing Shark and his team, but Meeras right. We have no choice. The Kah-Gash mustnt fall into the Shadows hands.
Im about halfway to the Farrier Harrier when a klaxon blares, overriding the noise of the helicopter and guns. I shouldnt stop, but I cant help myself. Pausing, I glance back and see Junis men retreating into the building. At least a dozen have been killed or are lying wounded. But everyone else is ducking out of sight.
Shark was crouched low, but now he stands and stares after the departing troops. Hes as confused as I am. Then, as the squeal of the klaxon dies away, we hear something else. A grinding noise coming from the outer wall of the compound.
We whirl as one, just in time to see the wall split in several places. We should have seen this coming. Timas told us, when he was explaining about the grooves in the ground. Everything here is built out of metal panels which can be swiftly slid togetheror just as easily slid apart. As we watch with a sickening sense of helplessness, panels roll back, leaving gaping holes in the wall. Seconds later I spot the first werewolf sniffing at the gap. Then it catches our scent and bounds ahead, followed by dozens more. They converge on us like giant locusts, screeching, howling, free at last to attack and kill.
The helicopter! Shark roars, leading the break for our only hope of survival. We pound after him, but I see within seconds that we havent a snowman in hells chance. The werewolves are closer to the helicopter than we are and they can run faster.
Alert to the danger, James starts to take his Farrier Harrier up, out of the reach of the onrushing werewolves. But hes not quick enough. One of the larger beasts takes a running leap and grabs hold of the skid on the pilots side. Marian levels her gun at it, but the weight of the werewolf causes the helicopter to lurch and shes jolted off target. The werewolf hauls itself up on to the skid and drives its fists and head through the pilots window. It locks its jaws on Jamess terror-stricken face and savages him.
James battles hopelessly against the werewolf, tries to thrash free, fails, then goes limp. The helicopter spins out of control, swishes left then right, then banks and smashes into the compound wall. The rotors snap off with an ear-splitting squeal. The blood-spattered glass shatters and the body of the helicopter buckles inwards. But it doesnt explode like I expect it to.
I spot a shaken, bloodied Marian struggling from the remains of the wreckage. Three werewolves jump her while shes half out of the helicopter. They drive her back inside and finish her off, fighting over the scraps.
The first werewolf is on us before we can feel any pity for James and Marian. Shark takes careful aim and fires a bullet through the centre of its head. Then he changes direction and darts for the helicopter which was already here when we arrived. He bellows at us to follow.
Werewolves quickly fill the area around us. Shark and his remaining soldiers fire at them freely, wounding, maiming, killing. I cant work up any sympathy for my unfortunate relatives. Its them or us now.
Timas stoops over Pips body as we pass, swiftly loosens her rucksack and burrows through it as he runs, whistling casually. He picks out a device, smiles, shakes his head and carefully replaces it. Never drops his pace, keeping up with the rest of us even though hes not concentrating.
Some of the werewolves are distracted by the stranded, wounded survivors of Junis forceseasy pickings. The ground between us and the helicopter partially clears. Shark and his team focus their fire on those who remain in our way, opening a path. Hope flares within me. The despair I felt seconds ago evaporates. Were going to make it!
We reach the helicopter. More and more werewolves are closing on us, but it doesnt matter. Liam, Stephen and the injured Leo cut down those closest to the helicopter and stand guard outside, keeping the area clear while the rest of us clamber in.
Shark and Timas bundle into the cockpit. Shark whoops and tries to start the engine. Theres no response. He frowns, ducks, looks beneath the control panel. Comes up pale-faced. They removed He curses, then stares at Timas with wild hope. Any way you could
Timas takes his nose out of Pips rucksack long enough to peer down. No, he says. This is going nowhere. He continues rummaging through the rucksack.
The boats, Meera gasps. Werewolves cant swim.
It would take at least two minutes to lower a boat, Prae says miserably. We could cut one free and drop it, but wed still have to climb down the ladders. Theyd clamber after us or hurl themselves off the cliff on top of us. Wed never make it.
I could put a shield in place at the top of the ladder, I pant.
Youd need a bigger shield than that, Timas murmurs. Didnt you notice the slits in the cliffside walls of the compound when you were studying the maps? Theyre so the guards can fire at anything attacking from the seaward direction. They can pick us off if we try to descend.
Could you cover us from gunfire and werewolves all the way to the bottom? Shark asks.
I dont know, I groan. I can try.
I dont like it, he growls. Wed be too exposed. Any other suggestions?
Can you get us inside the compound again? Meera asks Prae.
No. I dont know the security codes.
Timas?
I could figure them out, he says calmly, but it would take several minutes.
Theres a scream. Leo goes down, tackled by a pair of small werewolves. Liam and Stephen fire into them, but its too late. When they fall away, Leos eyes are wide and lifeless, a shredded mesh where his throat should be.
Out of time, Shark sighs. Lets try for the boats and just hope for
Caves! I shout, flashing on an image of a map of the island. I grab Praes right arm. Are there caves near here?
I dont know, she scowls. I wasnt involved with this project. I havent
There are a few within reach, Timas cuts in. He looks at me curiously. What sort of cave are you interested in?
One with a single entrance, so we can block it off and seal ourselves in.
What will that achieve? Shark frowns.
If I have a few hours, I can open a window to the Demonata universe.
Shark stares at me, then the boats, then the breached perimeter wall and the hordes of werewolves flooding through. He calculates the odds.
If we dont make it to the cave, we can break for the sea and jump off one of the cliffs, Timas says thoughtfully.
So wed have a plan B, Shark nods. OK. The cave. Go for it!
Spilling out of the helicopter, we face the oncoming ranks of werewolves and press stubbornlysuicidallyforward into the thick of them.
Barbaric madness. Blasting our way through the wild, fast, powerful, stinking, howling creatures. Shark, Timas, Liam, Stephen, Spenser and Prae gather in a tight circle around Meera and me. They stand three on either side, backs pressed in against us. We move like a crab, edging forward awkwardly. The soldiers and Prae shower the werewolves with bullets, but it wont be long before one breaks through, then another, then all.
This is crazy! I yell, changing my mind. Well never make it. Lets try the boats.
No, Timas responds. If we reach the wall, well be over the worst. Notice how the flow of werewolves has lessened? Most of the beasts within quick reach of the compound are already here.
So? Shark shouts, never taking his eyes off the beasts, firing every few seconds, measuring his bullets carefully, not wasting any.
I have a plan, Timas says. It should buy us some time.
What sort of a plan? I ask suspiciously.
Timas jiggles Pips rucksack at me. The sort that goes boom!
One of the larger, incredibly muscular werewolves leaps through the air. Bullets from more than one gun lace his body, but he lands on top of Spenser and yanks him away from us. The werewolf tumbles after the soldier and drops dead a second later. But the damage is done. Spensers cut off. Before he can rejoin the group, half a dozen wolfen savages are covering him. He dies screaming a womans name.
We push on, no time to mourn our fallen friend. Im itching to use magic, but I have to save myself. No point wasting my energy on getting to the cave if I cant open a window to safety once were there.
We creep closer to the wall, the werewolves dogging our every step, snapping and clawing at us, trying to press through the rain of bullets. I notice that most of the larger beasts are hanging back behind the smaller specimens. They must be some of the enhanced creatures, those who were physically and mentally altered, trained to hunt in packs. Theyre letting the weaker creatures hurl themselves at us, to tire us, so they can move in when were more vulnerable.
According to Timas, the Lambs created more than two hundred of these newer, deadlier werewolves. I cant count more than fifty around us. That means the rest must be spread across the islandor waiting for us outside the wall.
I think about sharing this potentially fatal piece of news with the rest of the team, but see no point in freaking them out. If a hundred-plus of the stronger, smarter savages are lying in ambush, were finished. No point worrying the others. If thats our fate, let their last few minutes be filled with hope instead of dread.
We make the wall without any more casualties. Shark and the soldiers look completely drained. But they never slow or waver. True professionals, driving themselves on past the point of exhaustion.
We move into one of the gaps in the wall and pause at a shout from Timas. He, Shark and Liam train their weapons on the mass of werewolves on the compound side of the wall. Stephen and Prae cover the rear, picking off the stray werewolves who havent invaded yet or are just arriving.
Give me a few seconds, Timas says once weve established our precarious position. He slips out of his place, passing Meera his gun.
I dont know how to use this, she screeches.
Point it at a target and pull the trigger, Timas says. Ive set it to its simplest mode. He nudges her forward with an elbow, then digs into Pips rucksack and produces several small devices. He hands a few to me.
Do I just throw them? I ask.
Id rather you simply held them for me, he says, fiddling with those in his own hands. If theyre not lobbed accurately, they might explode in the wrong direction. That would be bad for us.
Timas! Shark shouts. We cant hold much longer. Theyre crowding in.
My plan wouldnt work if they didnt, Timas says, then gently tosses one of his devices forward. It lands a metre ahead of us, less than two metres from the rabid wave of werewolves. Close your eyes, he purrs, lobbing another bomb after the first, then covering his face with an arm.
The first device explodes as I snap my eyes shut. The second explosion follows almost instantly. Screams replace howls. I chance a look. Its like a bulldozer has ploughed through the werewolves ahead of us. Dozens are on the ground, dead or bleeding, whimpering and confused. Those to the sides are barking with anger and fear, backing away from the carnage. Before they can recover their wits, Timas lobs three more devices, one left, one right, one straight ahead.
These are a bit more destructive than the first two, he warns. You might want to cover your ears also.
His warning comes just in time. Ive only barely jammed my hands over my ears when the devices explode. The vibrations shake my brain around inside my skull. When I look again, the devastation is unbelievable, like a field of dead in a war movie. Those not caught by the blasts are scrambling backwards, yowling with pain, ears and noses bleeding. Werewolves have much sharper senses than humans. This must be sheer agony for those not killed.
Timas turns neatly and takes another device from me. Looking back, I see that the creatures on the other side of the wall have come to an uncertain halt. Several are rubbing at their ears and whining. Nowhere near as disorganised as those who bore the brunt of the explosions, but shaken all the same.
When Timas lobs the bomb at them and it explodes, the surviving werewolves bolt like a pack of panic-stricken dogs. Timas tips an imaginary hat to them, twirls like a ballerina, grabs another device from me and throws it at those on the compound side. The werewolves might not be the brightest creatures in the world, but theyve seen enough to know that when the tall, red-headed guy throws something, it means trouble. Roaring abominably, they break and flee, even the enhanced beasts.
We dont waste time congratulating Timas, just bolt for the freedom of the island beyond the wall, determined to take full advantage of the lull, certain it wont last long. Timas is the only one who doesnt run immediately. He remains behind, setting more devices in the ground between the gap in the wall.
Moments later he catches up with us and retrieves the bombs which Ive been holding. His rucksack looks pretty flat now, but he doesnt seem worried. He grins at me as he pockets a couple of the explosives. That was the first practical experience Ive had of controlled detonations, he says.
I gawp at him. Youd never used a bomb before?
No. Id read about them, but this was the first chance I had to put my knowledge to the test. He looks back and frowns at the hole in the wall, the cloud of dust in the air, the dismembered bodies of the butchered werewolves. What do you think? Eight out of ten, or am I being too generous?
Shut up, you genius of an idiot, I laugh. And run!
* * * * *
We race to the top of a small incline, Timas leading the way. We pause to catch our breath and gather our wits. I can already see a few werewolves sniffing around the gap in the wall. As they creep through, one steps on a landmine and sets it off. The others scatter at top speed.
I feel like cheering, but I dont want to tempt fate. Besides, it wont take them long to try one of the other, unmined gaps. Once they discover a safe way out of the compound, theyll pursue us again, only this time theyll be even more determined to hunt us down, to make us pay.
Timas sets another couple of devices at the top of the little hill, covering them with loose earth, like someone planting seeds.
What else do you have in there? Shark asks, nodding at the rucksack.
Not much, Timas sighs. I have a few mines in my pockets and some grenades in case we run into resistance. As for the rest enough to bring down the cave entrance. There wont be much left over.
Did anybody else notice the larger breeds? Prae pants. At the rear?
Yes, I answer softly, but Im the only one.
Horwitzers work, she growls. Theyre even deadlier than the others. They hung back where it was safe, waiting for the ideal moment to strike. If there are more of those, or if they catch up with us before we make it to the cave She shakes her head.
If Timas is right, theres a couple of hundred of them in total, I tell her.
Praes face goes ashen.
None of that, Shark snarls, clicking his scorched fingers in front of her eyes. We wont have pessimism. By any account we should be dead already. But were not. Having come through that, we can survive anything. If you disagree, keep it to yourself.
Prae chuckles weakly, then pushes to her feet and looks over the island. I stand and stare too. We cant see anything except grassland, which gives way to bushes and trees. But I can hear the howls of werewolves. Theyre getting closer.
Shark, I say nervously.
I know. He stretches, then groans. My backs killing me. Never had trouble before. I might have to think about retiring after this one.
We all laugh. Its the free and edgy laughter of people whove come through hell and lived to tell the tale, but have to face the journey at least one more time.
Shark clicks his tongue and everyone rises. Liam and Stephen are covered in blood, filth and scraps of hairy flesh. Meera hasnt returned Timas gun, but is cradling it like a baby. Praes trembling, but holding herself together. Only Timas looks unconcerned, as if were on a leisurely stroll. The rest of us are beaten and worn.
But were alive. And that gives me hope. We might make it off this island yet, damn the odds. If we do, itll rank as one of the greatest escapes ever, up there with Beranabuss finest death-defying shimmies. I almost want to survive just to prove to the magician that hes not the only cat with nine lives.
If hes still alive. Thinking about him reminds me of Junis taunt, that Dervish, Bec and Beranabus have been set upon by the Shadow. Are they in an even worse spot than us? Has Beranabus been catapulted into the afterlife ahead of me, along with Bec and my uncle?
Before I can dwell on that grim possibility, Shark barks a command. As we sprint down the opposite side of the incline, all other fears and thoughts are forgotten. Running werewolves the cave. Theres no room inside my head for anything else.
The howls intensify as we run, coming from all directions, a cacophony of wolfen roars tightening around us like a net. But we dont spot another werewolf until, cutting our way through a small copse, one leaps from a tree without warning and drags Shark to the ground. The pair roll away from us, and though the soldiers in our group swiftly train their weapons on the beast, Im sure theyre too late. I resign myself to the loss of our leader.
But Shark isnt ready for the grave just yet. Staggering to his feet, he shoulders the howling werewolf away. The others cant shoot because hes in their way, and Shark lost his gun in the attack.
Down! Stephen yells, desperate to put a bullet through the werewolfs head.
Shark has other ideas. Jerking a knife from his belt, he leaps on the savage beast and drives the blade into its stomach, chewing on its left ear for extra impact. The werewolf screams and claws at Sharks back, ripping his shirt and much of his flesh to shreds. But Shark jabs at it a second time and a third, and its hands drop away. Moments later he shrugs it off and hobbles free.
Are you OK? Meera asks as he rejoins us, casting a worried look at his injuries.
Ive cut myself worse shaving, Shark grunts. He retrieves his rifle and pushes up beside Timas, ignoring the blood pooling around the waistband of his trousers.
As we clear the copse, we spot an army of werewolves surging towards us from our far left. The beasts at the front look like theyre part of the enhanced breed. We can also hear crashing and snapping sounds in the trees behind usthe pack from the compound has almost caught up.
There! Timas shouts, swivelling right. I cant see anything except a lot of rocks jutting out of the ground, but he seems sure of himself. As we hurl ourselves after Timas, I pray desperately that his map-reading skills were as accurate as he led us to believe.
I dont look back as we run, but I hear the werewolves closing in. The creatures whove been chasing us from the compound have merged with those arriving fresh on the scene to create a chorus of howls and screeches that could drown out the sound of a nuclear detonation. I feel hot breath on the back of my neck. I hope its just my imagination.
Timas reaches a rock, grabs it with his left hand and pivots, lobbing a bomb over our heads as he swings out of sight. The explosion and screams of the werewolves are music to my ears. But as I come in line with the rock and duck around it, I catch sight of the beasts, no more than several metres behind, and my glee shrivels up like the petals of a flower at the heart of a furnace.
Theres no sign of Timas. For a horrified second I think hes been snatched by a werewolf. But then I see his bony arm and narrow fingers jerk out of a hole, beckoning us on.
Shark is next to make it. He dives in and Timas arm disappears. The rest of us come abreast of what looks like just a hole in the rock, less than a metre high. But as I look closer I see that the floor is lower than the ground out here, so you can stand inside. Its more of a tunnel than an actual cave, but Im not going to complain about that.
Shark pops up like a jack-in-the-box. He aims over our heads and fires at the werewolves. Theres a grunt three or four centimetres behind my ear and I realise theyre even closer than I feared.
Screaming madly, I wrap an arm around Meeras waist and hurl her into the hole, like a basketball player making a slam dunk. She smashes against one of the walls inside the entrance and cries out with pain. But at least shes out of the reach of the werewolves.
Prae ducks in after Meera and scurries forward. I almost collide with Stephen as we both try to push in at the same time. We pause and I flash on a ridiculous image of us standing here, politely muttering, No, after you, until were carved up and consumed. But then Stephen slaps my back and I gratefully dive in ahead of him.
Meera and Prae have shuffled deeper into the cave. Timas is hooking up a series of devices to the walls around the entrance. For once he isnt grinning. By his expression, you might even think he was slightly perturbed.
Shark is still standing half out of the cave, roaring as he empties his cartridge into the hordes of werewolves. Stephen falls into the cave backwards, firing as he topples. He takes out a werewolf which was just about to snap Sharks head off.
Back! Timas yells.
Shark immediately withdraws. Liam, who was covering the rest of us from outside, dives into the hole after him. But he comes to a stop mid-air, arms outstretched, legs caught. He screams. Shark curses and grabs for Liams hands. He catches them and tugs hard. Liam screams again.
Hold on! Stephen shouts, wriggling forward, firing around Shark and Liam.
Liam jerks forward a few centimetres. It looks like Shark has him, but then hes wrenched out of the cave.
For a brief moment Im dazzled by sunlight. Then the hole fills with the heads and upper torsos of dozens of werewolves. They snap and lash at each other, fighting to be first in.
Before the werewolves can sort themselves out and slither into the cave, Timas yells, Everybody down! I catch sight of him pushing a button on a tiny detonator as I leap for safety. Then theres the mother of all explosions and the roof around the entrance comes crashing down, muting the howls of the werewolves, plunging us into darkness, entombing us beneath the ground.
Nobody says anything for several minutes. We cantthe airs clogged with dust and bits of debris. We crawl away from the rubble in search of cleaner air, heads low, covering our faces with jackets and T-shirts, breathing shallowly. The roof slopes downwards and after a while we have to bend. When that becomes uncomfortable, we sit and wait for the air to clear. Im exhausted. I could happily fall asleep where Im sitting.
Shark breaks the silence. He coughs, spits out something, then says, Whos still alive?
Me, Timas answers brightly.
Me, Prae Athim gasps.
Me, Stephen says moroselyI think he was good friends with Liam.
Me, I mutter through the fabric of my T-shirt, not ready to chance the air yet.
Me, Meera groans, though I feel like half my ribs are broken. What the hell did you throw me in for, Grubbs?
I was trying to save you, I growl.
I could have saved myself, she snaps.
Ungrateful cow!
Chauvinist pig!
We laugh at the same time.
Cute, Shark huffs. Now somebody tell me they brought a torch. Nobody says anything. Brilliant. So were stuck here in the
Something glows. I tug my T-shirt down and squint at the dim light. Its coming from Timas gun, from the small control panel I noticed earlier. Humming, Timas makes a few adjustments and the glow increases, just enough to illuminate the area around us. He looks up. His grin is firmly back in place, though it looks a bit eerie in the weak green light.
Remind me to kiss you when this is over, Shark says, struggling not to smile.
Me too, Meera adds. Seriously.
Timas shrugs as if its no big thing, then raises his rifle so we can see more. Were in a tight, cramped cave (or spacious tunnel, depending on how you look at it). The roof is much lower than it was at the entrance and dips even more further back. The rocks are jagged and jab into me. The floor is sandy and littered with sharp stones. Its humid and dusty from the explosion. But Im too grateful to be alive and in a werewolf-free zone to feel anything but utter delightlove, almostfor our surroundings.
How far back does this run? Shark asks.
That information wasnt on the charts, Timas says, then sets his rifle down. Wait here. He crawls away from us. We wait, breathing softly, nobody needing to be told that air might be precious. Timas is gone for what feels like two minutes three four.
I see him returning before I hear him. He can move in almost perfect silence when he wishes. He returns to his rifle, picks it up and sets it on his lap. The news is both positive and negative, he says. The cave is approximately thirty metres long, but it doesnt finish with a wall. Theres a small gap between roof and floor. Air is blowing through from the other side. So we neednt fear suffocation.
That sounds good to me, Shark says. Whats the bad news?
The floor isnt solid. Timas scrapes a nail through the layers of sand, grit and small stones beneath us.
So? Shark growls.
This area is riddled with small caves and tunnels. Ive no idea how large the opening on the other side of the hole isit wasnt on any of the mapsbut if its large enough to permit entry, or if it can be enlarged, and the werewolves catch our scent, theyll be able to burrow through.
Shark frowns. If the holes small, we could block it.
Yes, Timas says, but that wont hold them. As I said, the floor isnt solid. With their claws, it wouldnt take them long to dig through. We could shoot the one in front and use its body to jam the entrance. But the soil here is extremely poor. Others would be able to dig under or around it.
But, hey, he adds with a shrug. It might never happen.
Lets assume it will, Shark sniffs, then peers around for me. What about that window you promised?
Ill get to work on it. I lean against the wall and rotate the creaks out of my neck. Id kill for paracetamol.
Do you need us to be silent, get out of your way or anything? Shark asks.
No. I close my eyes, reaching down to the magic within me. As the others start discussing the situation, I drown out their voices. There are all sorts of ways to open windows, depending on the mage or magician. Some need to sacrifice a human or even themselves. Most just use spells. A powerful mage can open a window in half a day, no matter where they are, while others need several days.
Ive only opened windows twice before, once in the cave where Beranabus was based before he started searching for the Shadow. The other was in an area within the demon universe. Both times there was plenty of magic to tap into, and I managed to complete the window within a couple of hours. It will be hard and slow this time. I told Shark I could do it in a few hours but it might take me
Between seven and eight hours, says the voice of the Kah-Gash, startling me.
Where were you when I needed you? I growl silently.
It wont be enough time, the Kah-Gash says, ignoring my criticism.
What do you mean?
The werewolves will work their way through within the next hour. They have your scent and a few of the smarter creatures are already searching for another way in. Theyll find it.
I curse, then ask the Kah-Gash if it can help us.
You can help yourself, it replies with typical vagueness. First, get out of here. Ill explain the rest when I have to. You must trust me and act quickly when I give the order. There wont be much time.
Then why not tell me now? I grumble, but its gone silent again.
Sighing, I open my eyes and debate whether I should try to build a window regardless. Beranabus is wary of the Kah-Gash. Hes not sure if we can use it or if it might attempt to use us instead. Maybe its trying to trick me. Perhaps it wants me to die here, so that Juni can harvest my soul and present it to her new master.
As Im mulling over my decision, I listen to the conversation around me. Prae is outlining her fall from grace, how Antoine Horwitzer outfoxed her.
I knew about some of the experiments, she says, but I didnt know hed taken things this far. I sensed something foul when I found out he was training packs to hunt. That served no curative purpose. I delved deeper, exposed more of the rot and revealed my misgivings to the board.
Let me guess, Meera says dryly. They betrayed you?
I dont think they were all involved, Prae scowls, but most of the members were on Horwitzers side. Next thing I knew, I was being packaged up and posted here, where Ive been stewing for the last month or however long its been.
Dervish thought the Lambs were rotten at the core, Meera says bitterly. Thats why he had so little to do with them. But he never guessed they might be in league with the Demonata.
I knew nothing about that, Prae protests. Dervish never told me anything about demons, even though I pleaded with him to share his information. If hed been more forthcoming, perhaps
Dont you dare, Meera growls. This isnt Dervishs fault. And even if you werent dancing to Antoines tune, you certainly played along when it suited. You already confessed to knowing about some of the experiments. I bet you knew about the breeding programme, right?
Not that theyd been bred in vast numbers or to such an altered state, Prae says quietly.
But you knew the basics. You approved the general aims of the project. Yes?
We needed more specimens, Prae sighs. Where else could we get them?
I bet you didnt let your daughter breed, Meera sneers.
Prae stiffens. What do you know about Perula?
Nothing, Meera says. But she wasnt one of those picked to be experimented on, was she? You wouldnt do that to your own daughter. It wasnt a case of progress at any price. You spared your own.
Prae looks at Meera miserably and, to my surprise, I feel sorry for the deposed Lamb. I sense guilt stirring within her. Prae believed she was following the path of righteous experimentation. Now shes seen the flipside. Antoine Horwitzer could never have made his move if Prae hadnt done so much of the groundwork. Shes responsible for a lot of this, and awareness of that must hurt like hell.
But that doesnt matter. If the werewolves dig through, the innocent will perish just as gruesomely as the guilty. I have to decide whether I can trust the voice of the Kah-Gash. Since I dont have any real alternative, I choose to heed its advice.
I cant build a window.
The others look round at me, startled.
Whats wrong? Meera gasps. Has Juni cast a spell against you?
No. There isnt time. The werewolves will find the other entrance. Theyll be on us inside an hour.
Thats an interesting prediction, Timas says. What are you basing it on?
Magic. I lock gazes with Shark. We have an hour. I cant open a window that quickly.
Try, he snarls.
I shake my head. Id just waste my power. We need to find another way.
There isnt any, he says icily. You were our only hope once we chose this cave over the other options.
I dont think many werewolves are going to gather at the other side, I tell him. Only the smartest ones have thought of looking for another entrance. I doubt if theyll share their find with the resttheyll want us for themselves. If we can get through those few
What? Shark laughs cruelly. Fly out of here? Find another cave?
There isnt one nearby, Timas says.
See? Shark spits.
But were close to water, Timas adds. Maybe a three- or four-minute run. The cliff is much lower there than around the compound. We could jump and probably survive the fall. From this point were out of sight of those in the compound, so we could swim to another island.
Where I could open a window! I cry, excited.
I dont like it, Shark says stubbornly. We should stay here and stick to our original plan. You cant know for sure that theyll find
A vibrating howl stops him. It drifts to us from the narrowest point of the cave. Seconds later we hear the echoes of soft scrabbling sounds, distant, but not distant enough for comfort.
An hour, I repeat glumly.
Shark sighs and raises a weary eyebrow at Timas. You held back some of the explosives?
A few, for an emergency, Timas confirms.
Good. Shark cracks his knuckles. I think were going to need them.
We wait for them to dig through to us. Its horrible, sitting here helplessly, the sounds of the tunnelling werewolves growing louder, coming closer. We can hear them snuffling and whining softly, hungrily. The only positive thing is that there dont seem to be many of them. It looks like I was right about the smarter few opting to keep us for themselves.
The downside is that the smarter beasts are also the stronger, faster, deadlier creatures. But well happily take the fiercer few over the weaker masses. Shark did an ammunition tally earlier. Theyre all down to one rifle each, none of them full, no spare clips. They have handguns which wont last long. They wont be able to keep the werewolves back with sustained fire like before. If we have more than a few dozen beasts to deal with between here and the sea, well run dry in no time and itll be hand-to-hand combat after that.
While were waiting, the glow from Timas gun fades, then dies, leaving us in complete darkness.
Luckily Timas has already set his explosives, so it doesnt affect our plans, just our nerves.
The werewolf within me is excited by the closeness of its twisted kin. It wants to dig from this side of the hole and link up with its soulmates. Im tempted, in a sick way, to unleash it and let it loose on Shark, Meera and the others. Its a bit like the feeling I get when Im standing on a cliff or high building, looking down at a suicidal drop. I start thinking about what would happen if I stepped off, the rush of the fall, the shattering collision, the quiet emptiness of death. Part of me wants to experience the thrill of complete surrender
But Ive always ignored that niggling voice and I ignore it now. Hold tight. Stay focused. Wait.
We can smell them now and hear their laboured panting. Weve moved down the cave, as close to the lowest point as we can crawl. I thought it would have made more sense to stay back from the blast, but Timas insists he knows what hes doing. Time is of the essence, he says. We have to risk getting singed.
The werewolves sound like theyre no more than a metre away. Maybe the first one is already sticking its head through, sliding into our cave. Impossible to tell in the darkness. I want Timas to detonate the bombs immediately, before its too late, but he only hums and whistles, waiting waiting
Finally, when I think my nerves are going to snap, Timas whispers, Shut your eyes, cover your ears and keep your fingers crossed. A second or two later the rocks explode outwards. Im struck by a few chips and stony splinters, but theyre only scratches. Light floods the cave. I open my eyes, but cant see very far through the dust cloud.
Go! Timas coughs and we crawl on our knees until we can stand and run crouched over.
Scraps of flesh, bones, guts and hair line the floor. Bloods everywhere, making it slippery underfoot. My stomach rumbles. Its been a long time since breakfast. The wolfen part of me would happily tuck in and make short work of the offal.
We stumble out of the tunnel, Stephen and Shark in the lead, Meera and me in the middle, Timas and Prae bringing up the rear. The sunlight is glorious after the darkness of the cave, but theres no time to lap it up. A couple of werewolves are staggering around, bloodstained, shaking their heads, dazed. No sign of any others. Weve come through on the far side of the rocky outcrop, out of sight of the multitudes.
Come on, Shark hisses. Lets
A growling sound from my left. I whirl and catch sight of a werewolf leaping through the air. It was hiding behind a rock. Three others emerge from behind similarly sized rocks. The cunning beasts have set an ambush!
The first werewolf lands on Shark and knocks away his rifle. Shark snarls as the werewolf growls. He grabs its head and jerks it left then right, trying to snap the beasts neck before it chews his face off.
Stephen makes the crucial mistake of aiming at the werewolf attacking Shark instead of the other three behind it. Two of them tackle him as he squeezes off his first shot. He yelps, then hes gone, covered by the werewolves, their claws and fangs glinting in the sunlight as they tear into him. He doesnt even have time to scream.
The final werewolf bounds towards Meera, Prae and me. Meera raises her rifle and the beast stops and glares at usit clearly knows what a gun is, the damage it can cause. It looks around. Stephens bullet struck the first werewolf just above its heart, wounding but not killing. Its still struggling with Shark and has driven him back into the tunnel. Hes managed to free his knife and is slicing at the beasts throat.
The werewolf who was coming after us chooses the easier option. It changes direction and dives after Shark, driving him further back. Meera fires at it. Misses. Starts after it, to help Shark.
Get the hell out of here! Shark bellows, smashing the first werewolfs face with an elbow, ducking to grab the second by its waist. He whirls it round and hurls it away. Go! he screams at us furiously as the werewolf regains its feet and leaps at him again.
Come on, Timas says, tapping my shoulder.
But Meera and I start to protest at the same time.
Stay and die, Timas says calmly, or run and live. Your choice. He sets off, Prae Athim just behind him.
Two of the werewolves are still snacking on Stephen. The other two are forcing Shark further back. There are no more in sight, apart from the befuddled few we first spotted. But its surely a matter of seconds rather than minutes before others come running to investigate the explosion and howls.
I find myself moving before I consciously make the decision, my feet one step ahead of my brain. Sharks our leader. He gave us an order to run. Wed be fools if we ignored him, and Shark never tolerated fools gladly.
My last glimpse of the burly ex-soldier is of him wrestling with one werewolf, while keeping the other at bay with his knife, backing up into the shadows of the tunnel, conceding ground reluctantly, stubbornly. Then the dust from the explosion enfolds and obscures him and the werewolves, swallowing them whole.
With a cry of hate and fear, I turn, grab Meera and flee after Timas and Prae. It seems hopeless without Shark. I was sure hed be the last of us to fall. Without him all is surely lost. But he went down fighting and the rest of us owe it to him to give it our best shot. If we fail, we should at least die valiantlylike Shark.
The scent of the sea thickens in my nostrils as we run, drawing me towards it. There are howls behind us. The werewolves have found our trail again. But weve worked up a solid lead. We have half a chance.
This is it, Timas pants as we struggle up a steep rise. When we get to the top its a sixty metre run to the edge give or take a few metres. He sneaks a quick look back. His brow creases and his large eyes narrow. We wont make it. Theyll catch us.
We have to try, I cry, lungs bursting, legs aching.
Someone has to lay down covering fire, he says. Ill stop at the top and make my last stand.
No! Meera shouts. Weve lost too many already.
Well all die if I dont, Timas says simply.
Ill do it, Prae gasps. Shes lagging a few paces behind the rest of us. Im the slowest. Besides, theyre my werewolves.
Im a better shot, Timas says. This is my job. It makes more sense for me to stay.
What the hell, Prae wheezes. Lets both do it and die together.
As you wish. Were almost at the top. Timas slaps my back. One last push and youre there. Dont slow or look back. Run, jump, swim. Meera She looks around. Im sorry I wont be able to claim that kiss you promised.
Dont worry, Meera says. I lied. I wouldnt have kissed you anyway. The tall mans face drops and Meera groans. Im joking!
Timas smile lights up his face again. With a cheerful wave he stops, turns, swings his rifle round and opens fire. Glancing over my shoulder, I see Prae halt, drop to her knees, take aim. The werewolves are damn close, dozens of them, the larger, enhanced members to the front, leading the pack.
I mount the crest of the rise after Meera. The clifftop lies enticingly ahead of us, the sixty-odd metres away that Timas calculated. My heart leaps in my chest. I catch up with Meera. Were going to make it! I dont care if we perish when we dive, if the tides out, or if were driven under by vicious currents. At least we wont die here on this cursed, savage island of
Werewolves. Streaming towards the edge of the cliff from our left and right. Theyve split into two groups and flanked us. The smarter beasts must have guessed our plan. Rather than waste themselves on Timas and Prae, they branched around. As we watch in horror, they dart ahead of us and form a barrier across the top of the cliff, two or three bodies deep. Some remain to the sides, to ensure we dont veer off.
We come to a stop. Meera points her gun at the creatures ahead of us, then does a quick headcount and lets it drop. She looks at me and shrugs. We share a bitter smile. Id like to hug her, but I havent the energy. With incredible weariness we half-crouch and cross our arms on our knees. Were panting like thirsty dogs, surrounded, trapped, waiting for the werewolves to close in and brutally finish us off.
One of the werewolves howls commandingly. A couple to his left and right return the cry, along with a few on the flanks and behind us. But when those howls die away, theres silence, which is more unsettling than the noise. Ive got used to the violent baying of these beasts. Silence seems creepier.
Scrabbling noises behind us. I cock my head and look back. Timas and Prae scramble over the rise, guns raised but not firing. They stop when they spot us and the ranks of werewolves beyond. Prae looks confused. She turns slowly in a circle, studying the ring of twisted creatures, then shuffles towards us. Timas advances beside her, walking backwards, rifle still aimed. Werewolves from the other side follow them as far as the top of the incline, then stop at a howl from the one near the cliff.
This is amazing, Prae says, joining Meera and me. They have a group leader. Even those which havent been modified are obedient. There are other dominant members too. She points out a few of the larger werewolves. Shes excited by the discovery, momentarily forgetting her fear. I never would have believed it if I hadnt seen it. I doubt even Antoine knows about this. His experiments succeeded far beyond his aims. Theyve become a true pack. There are tears of happiness in her eyes.
What happens if we kill the leader? I ask. Will the rest split?
Of course not, she snorts. One of the other dominant members would replace him. Or hermaybe the females are superior. She sighs. I wish I had time to conduct a thorough study.
At a howl from the group leaderone of the largest werewolves, with dark grey hairthe pack starts to close around us. A couple of the smaller werewolves dart forward, but are immediately dragged to the ground and beaten or killed by the dominant members. The rest obediently hold the line.
Well hit those at the centre and try to squeeze through, Timas says. He still hasnt turned. Concentrated fire. If we can make them part a few metres, we stand a chance.
Im game, Meera says, straightening and picking up her discarded weapon.
Its hopeless, Prae mutters, but aims her gun too.
Tell them to stop, the Kah-Gash says abruptly.
Stop! I gasp. As they look at me questioningly, I hold up a hand for silence and concentrate on my mysterious inner voice.
If they fire now, there will be chaos and youll all die. These beasts have become an organised pack. You must use that against them.
How? I ask aloud.
Fight them on their own terms.
I dont know what you mean.
The voice sighs contemptuously. Do I have to do everything for you? Before I can answer, it says curtly, Unleash the wolf.
Which one? I frown.
The one inside you, fool!
I dont
We havent time to argue. I said youd need to obey me without question. Theyre closing in. Unleash the wolf. Give it free rein. Trust me.
I hesitate. The werewolf within my skin is something I fear completely. Ive gone to great efforts to keep it imprisoned. In my nightmares it has often burst free and caused havoc, killing all around me. Im determined not to let those dark dreams become reality. The Kah-Gash understands that. It helped me push the werewolf down deep when I didnt know how to do it myself. So why is it telling me to release the beast now? Is this part of the Shadows plan? Will I play into the hands of the Demonata if I
Last chance, the Kah-Gash warns as the werewolves creep to within six or seven metres of us.
Cursing silently, I reach inside with magic and tear at all the barriers which Ive put in place over the last year, ripping them to shreds, pulling down the wall of safeguards which has protected me from my more beastly, bloodthirsty half. The wolf at my core is startled, suspecting a trap. Then, as I encourage it forward, it realises this is real and leaps to the surface, howling with delight.
My temperature shoots up, my skin tightens, my bones seem to crack, snapping away from each other, thrusting upwards and outwards.
I fall to the ground, crying out with pain. Vaguely aware of Meera shouting, trying to help, and Timas roaring, asking for orders to fire. I shake my head. My eyes are hardening. Theres blood in my mouth. I raise a trembling hand and stare at it. The nails lengthen while I watch, fingers curling inward, hairs sprouting from my knuckles. Then my sight flickers and blurs.
My gums split, my teeth grow, my lips extend. I cough, lungs altering, heart pounding faster than it ever did before. Muscles rip and strain, then knot again. White noise fills my ears, threatens to deafen me, then fades, leaving me with a better sense of hearing than ever.
Hes turning into one of them! Timas cries, open panic in his voice. I sense him levelling his gun at me.
No! Meera shouts, grabbing the barrel of his rifle, jerking it sideways.
Sight returns. Colours are different, not as keenly defined, but my field of vision has expanded and I can see more sharply, as if viewing the world through a magnifying glass. I spot Timas and Meera struggling. Prae Athim is gawping at me. The werewolves have stopped and are staring. Some paw the ground, eager to sink their fangs into us, but held in place out of fear of the dominant pack.
Something howls, a cry of jubilation, triumph and violence. As the muscles in my throat constrict, I realise the howling comes from me. As that understanding sinks in, I get to my feet, arms flexing, and gaze down at my new body.
My clothes are ripped and falling off my limbs. Im naked, but Im not bothered. What need have animals of clothes?
I howl again with savage exultation. Then I look for the group leader. Finding him, I chuckle throatily and step forward. With a challenging grunt, I beckon him on.
The werewolf snarls. I can smell his uncertainty. Hes not sure if Im human or wolfen. I howl again, clearing matters up. His eyes narrow and, with a howl of his own, he charges. Hes huge, arms like trunks, but only slightly bigger than me. I plant my feet, twist and drive my shoulder into the werewolfs chest.
Hes knocked to the floor. Around him, the creatures wail and screech. As he rises, furious, I kick him hard in the side of his head. He falls again. Im on him before he can rise a second time. Setting my teeth on his throat, I bite. Blood fills my mouth and I drink greedily. This is what the werewolf within me has been waiting for all its life. I could squat here and sup until the sun sets.
But the other dominant werewolves have different ideas. Seeing its chance for glory, one darts forward and latches on to my arm. Sinks its fangs deep into my flesh. I break free of the dead werewolf with a muffled cry of pain, then wrench my arm away and head-butt the challenger. Its skull cracks and it drops.
Another attacks, gibbering madly. I grab it by its crotch and throat, lift it up, hold it over my head, then toss it into the pack. Those it lands on go wild and tear it to pieces.
A fourth werewolf steps forward, the largest yet, with the widest shoulders and longest fangs. A female. She looks edgy. If she was a true leader, she would have led from the beginning. I think shes the strongest creature on the island, but she lacks courage. Shes only challenging me now because she thinks she has to, that Ill work my way through the dominant members of the pack, one by one, to ensure complete command.
I leap at the werewolf. She lashes out. I let her fist connect with the side of my head, then laugh. I throw a few punches, gnarled hands flying faster than they did when I was human. The challenger stumbles away from me, dazed. I grab her head, jerk it back, fasten my teeth on her throat then growl.
The werewolf whimpers. I growl again and the whimpering stops. I release her and shove her awayalive. The beast stands, head lowered, subjugated. I glare at the others in the dominant pack, then sweep my gaze over those they command. I roar a question, but not a single one answers.
Returning to the body of the original leader, I lower my head and chew at his throat, leaving myself open to attack. When the werewolves hold their ground, I know there will be no more challenges. Standing again, I look around victoriously, taking it all in the cowed werewolves, those Ive killed, the shocked faces of the three humans. I fill with a sense of power and joy. Raising my head to the sky, I howl long and loud, and all around me the werewolves howl back in obedient, respectful response.
Theyre my pack now.
Grubbs? one of the women gasps, eyes filled with horror. Is that you?
I crook my neck and stare at her. Theres no Grubbs here. Werewolves dont need names. Tags like that are a human weakness. I think about killing her for daring to address me that way.
Grubbs? she says again, taking a hesitant step towards me.
A werewolf howls, warning her off. I roar at it angrilyI can protect myself. It lowers its head and whines. I fix my eyes on the woman. My stomach rumbles. The blood of the previous leader is like honey on my lips. But how much sweeter would the blood of a soft human be?
Meera! the other woman snaps. Dont get too close. He might
Grubbs wont hurt me, the one called Meera says confidently.
I snarl at her arrogance and raise a claw to rip off her face. No one has the right to make decisions for me. This womans made her last mistake. If I let her get away with it, the others will think they have leeway too. I have to kill her, for the good of the pack, to maintain order.
Dont be silly, Meera says, smiling weakly at my upraised hand. You wont hurt me. What would Dervish say if you did? You remember Dervish, dont you?
I growl uncertainly, hand held above me like a hammer. Dervish. The one who guarded me when I needed guarding. Even the wildest beasts have respect for those who rear them. But Dervish isnt here. Hes in trouble. He needs help. Hes
Put down your guns, Meera says, dropping hers and crossing her arms.
Are you sure about this? the tall man asks.
What have we got to lose?
He shrugs and carefully lays down his weapon. The other woman gulps, but follows suit. All three stand shivering, unarmed, at my mercy. I feel the eyes of the pack on me. They have the scent of humans in their nostrils. Their mouths are wet with lust, as is mine. If I deny them their feed, my hold over them will crumble. A leader must do whats right. Part of me wants to spare this trio, but mercy is a luxury I cant afford. Its time to block out the memories of my human past and
Dont be an idiot, a voice says. My eyes flick around with fury, looking for the one who dares speak to me in such a manner. But then I realise the voice is coming from within. Youre a mix of human and werewolf, cemented by magic. You can make new rules.
But theyre hungry, I reply silently. I am too. We have to eat.
Theres plenty of food elsewhere, the voice says slyly and sends an image of the compound flashing through my brain.
I grin wolfishly, then howl at the pack. They look dubious, so I howl again, fiercer than before, promising them the world, knowing theyll turn on me if I fail to deliver. This time they roar excitedly in response. Those at the rear set off for the compound. Seconds later almost every werewolf on the cliff is streaking inland, eager to be among the first to the feast. Only several of the more advanced beasts hold their place at a commanding cry from me. These, the largest and smartest, will be my personal retinue. Theyll travel with me, to dispense my orders. In return, Ill see that they enjoy the lions share of the spoils.
I face the confused humans and growl softly, trying to communicate. Their expressions are blankthey cant understand. Frowning, I remould the cords of my throat, allowing my face to melt back to something more like its original shape. My teeth retract and my lips soften. I have total control over this body. I realise now that I always did. I could have manipulated myself this way since birth if I hadnt been so afraid of what I might turn into. Im more than flesh and bone. Im a spirit, a force, a power. Im not shackled to any single form.
Grubbs? Meera says, searching my eyes for traces of humanity.
You came this close to being eaten, I mumble, eyeing her darkly.
Meeras face fills with relief. Youre you! she cries, throwing her arms around my broader, taller, twisted, hairier body.
What happened? Prae asks, studying me with a mix of fascination and horror. Did the werewolf explode within you?
I unleashed it, I explain shortly.
Are you human or werewolf? Timas enquires politely.
Both. I take a step back from Meera. Her eyes flicker down to my lower body and she raises an eyebrow. I dont blushwerewolves know no shamebut I pick up my discarded trousers and tie them around my waist. We dont have much time, I mutter. We have to move fast.
I take it were not jumping off the cliff now, Meera comments wryly.
No. I focus on Timas. Can you get us back into the compound?
Yes, he says. It will take a while, but
Work quickly, I snap. Were hungry. As the others stare at me, I turn from the sea and break into a trot, eager to feed.
I feel more alive than ever. Im sure I look awful, no better than any of the mutated werewolves I now command. But I dont care. Looks have never mattered to me less. After all the stress of recent years, the struggle between human, wolf and Kah-Gash, Ive finally found a happy balance. This is who Im meant to be, not man, werewolf or magicianbut this. A mix of all three, uniquely disfigured and warped. For the first time in my life I feel complete.
Meera, Timas and Prae are nervous of me, and rightly so. If I turned on them, as Im tempted to, they wouldnt stand a chance. But I choose not to attack. These are my allies, and while I dont feel like I need them anymoreexcept Timas, to get into the compound I honour our friendship. Besides, as the Kah-Gash pointed out, there are lots of others I can kill.
The humans struggle to keep up, but I dont make allowances. If they fall behind, theyll have to fend for themselves. I control the werewolves, but I know instinctively that my hold over them is fragile. If I dont maintain complete dominance, Ill lose them.
I cant wait to get my teeth on Juni Swans throat.
Revenge is what Im focused on. I barely spare a thought for Dervish and the danger he might be in. All I care about is killing the she-fiend who betrayed us. When Ive ripped her flesh from her bones and wallowed in her blood then I can turn to other matters. Maybe. Unless I decide to stay here and become ruler of Wolf Island.
The compound. Timas is hard at work on a security access screen. I smell the fear of the soldiers inside. They know were out here. Several of their finest technicians are united against Timas, playing cat and mouse games with him as if locking horns over a chess board. But hes stripping away their defences, one by one. Hes better than they are. Its just a matter of time before he outfoxes them.
By concentrating on my senses of smell and hearing, I follow the movements of those nearest us. Theyre lining the tight corridors, checking weapons, preparing to blast wildly at anything that comes through. Theyre frustrated. If the designers had built slots into these walls, as they did in those at the sides, they could have mown us down. But an assault like this was never taken into account. The outer wall was meant to hold. The plan, if it fell, was to block off all other entrances to the compound, then escape by boats stored at the rear of the complex. After all, there was no way brainless werewolves could short-circuit the security systems.
The soldiers could flee before we invade, and make a break for freedom. But theyve been ordered to stand and fight. Juni doesnt care about losses. It will probably amuse her to watch them die.
Shes still there. She has a distinctive, rotting stench. Shes waiting for us deep within the compound. I dont know why. Perhaps she thinks she can get the better of me. More fool her if she does.
A couple of werewolves howl and others take up the cry. Theyre growing impatient. They arent ready to mutiny yet, but theyre not far from it. Bending close to Timas, I growl, A few more minutes. Then things get nasty.
You cant rush a job like this, Timas replies calmly. Im going as fast as I can.
Go faster, I snarl. When they turn, I wont be able to hold them. Ill be the first they attack, but you wont be far behind.
Then wed better hope time is on our side, Timas chuckles, never looking up.
Leave him alone, Meera snaps. Youre distracting him.
No he isnt, Timas says. I can multitask.
Do you think they know were here? Prae asks, pressing an ear to the wall.
I frown at such a ludicrous question, then remember that she doesnt have the same sharp senses I do. They know, I tell her. Theyre waiting for us.
Our forces will be cut down, she says quietly, studying the werewolves. It will be a massacre.
Many will die, I agree, but not all. Well overwhelm them.
But at such a cost Prae sighs. Is it worth it? Maybe we should just take the boats and get out of here.
Theyd call in fresh troops, Meera says. Theyd fire on the werewolves from the air and wipe them outthey couldnt afford to leave them alive now that we know about Wolf Island. At least this way the beasts have a fair chance.
I hate this, Prae mutters. It was never meant to end in a bloodbath. I wanted to save lives, not be responsible for wholesale slaughter.
Then you shouldnt have become a Lamb, Meera says.
Before Prae can respond, Timas whistles softly. No more time for bickering. The gates of hell are about to open for business.
He presses a button. Panels slide apart. Werewolves howl and surge forward. A mass of guns discharge at the same time and the air turns red with blood.
Dozens are slaughtered within seconds, torn to ragged, fleshy shreds by the frenzied fire of Juni Swans soldiers. But the stench of blood only drives the rest of us wilder. We push on without pause, leaping over the jerking bodies of the dead and dying, ignoring the peril, the bullets, the fallen. Not a single beast turns and runs.
Im among the pack, unable to restrain myself, risking all just to be one of the first to claim a human heart. Its crazy. I should hold back and let them do my dirty work. But for a few mad moments I lose control. I press forward with the others, howling and bellowing, as much of a target as any other werewolf.
Then were on the terrified soldiers, hacking at them, tearing guns from their hands, chowing down on their sweet, soft flesh and oh-so-chewable bones. Human screams are added to the cacophony of gunfire and howls. The line disintegrates beneath us. Im past it before I know whats happening, staring at an empty corridor. I have to stop, swivel and dive back into the fray to claim my victims and be part of the barbaric, bloody feast.
I dont know how much time passes. It could be seconds or minutes. All Im aware of is the killing and feasting. My world becomes an endless pool of thick, salty blood, springy flesh, brittle bones, juicy inner organs. I butcher heartlessly, wolfishly. I dont know how many. Bodies are tossed around and pulled apart like chicken wings at a party.
When the bloodlust finally passeswhen Ive had my fillmy senses return. I spit out a mouthful of soggy flesh. Im drenched in blood, my ears and head ringing with noise. I stare at my red, twisted hands and wait to feel disgust and shame. But nothing hits me. Im neither appalled nor shocked. In this new form I have no delusions. Im a killer. Whether a killer of demons, werewolves or humans no matter. Ive butchered with magic in the Demonata universe. Now Ive murdered with my hands and teeth here. I feel no more for the people Ive slaughtered than the demons I fried. To a beast like me, theres no real difference.
I look around for Meera, Timas and Prae. I find them standing in a doorway, transfixed, faces pale, eyes awash with horror. Even the usually unflappable Timas Brauss looks disturbed. I sneer at their expressions, wipe a hand across my lips, then lick them clean.
Sorry I didnt offer you anything to eat, I chuckle hoarsely.
Grubbs you this Meera cant find words to express what she feels.
I did what I had to, I grunt. It was a fair fight.
But you enjoyed it! Meera gasps. You laughed as you killed. The way you drank
I was thirsty, I shrug.
Before Meera can say anything else, I call my private retinue of advanced werewolves to my side. Not all of the chosen comesome are dead. But most assemble, grinning ghoulishly, blood dripping from their chins.
Lets go and find Juni, I tell them, and over the mounds of dead bodies we climb.
Not all of the soldiers perished at the perimeter. Some dropped back when they realised their cause was lost. Theyre fleeing through the compound, pursued by ravenous werewolves. I dont know where they think they can hide. Its over. Theyll be tracked down and slit from groin to skull. Running only adds sport to the slaughter. Its hard not to give in to temptation and hunt with the pack. Junis just one person (or whatever the hell it is that shes become). There are so many others to chase and murder. I have to focus to keep my feral nature in check. I tell myself Juni will be worth it, that the joy of killing her will be greater than a dozen human deaths.
But Im not convinced. I think I might be happier if I surrendered to my desires and ran wild. Id like to butcher freely while the butcherings good.
Im aware of Meera, Timas and Prae arming themselves, picking guns from the corpses. I dont bother with weapons. I relied on magic and my wits before. Now I have something even betterclaws and fangs.
Some of the werewolves sniff longingly at the humans, but the members of my personal guard warn them off with soft growls. Give it a few days and they might not be so obedient. But theres plenty for all to eat now, so theyre willing to let these three snack-boxes on legs pass unmolested.
We press further into the building. The stench of Junis sickly sweet sweat fills my nostrils. I hope shes sweating with fear, that shes trapped, nowhere to run, dreading our confrontation. If shes not afraid now, Ill show her fear before I kill her. I dont want her to die without knowing what its like to tremble in the clutches of one more twisted and vicious than yourself.
As Im closing on her location, I feel a sweep of something like air gushing through the compound. Its warm and tingling. It seeps into my pores, filling me with power.
Magic.
I should be grateful for the extra strength, but Im not. The wash of magic through the building can only mean one thinga window has been opened. Im not afraid of what might come throughId fight any number of demonsbut I dont want Juni skipping ahead of me to safety in the foul universe shes chosen to call home.
Quick! I roar, darting ahead of the others, shouldering a door aside, rushing down a corridor, homing in on the scent of Juni Swan.
Grubbs! shouts Meera. Wait. Dont go in there alone.
But nothing can stop me. A couple of seconds later, wild at the thought that I might miss my chance for revenge, I break through another doorway and into the room where we discovered Prae Athim bound and gagged.
The window hovers near the back of the room, a jagged red panel of light. I dart towards it, meaning to follow Juni, even though I know its suicide. Then a bolt of energy knocks me sideways. Searing pain eats into my flesh, forcing a scream from my lips.
I stagger and realise Ive been tricked. Junis still here. She was standing to the left of the door. Easy to spot if Id been paying attention, but I lost my wits for a few vital seconds. Now she has the upper hand.
As I lurch towards her, she mutters a spell and the floor at my feet explodes. Splinters shoot into my stomach, chest and face. I instinctively jerk my head back.
Roaring, I raise a hand to protect my eyes. Ignoring the stinging pain of the splinters buried in my flesh, I set my sights on the pustulant, bloodstained, flesh-dripping Juni Swan. Shes smiling insanely. Beyond her, in the doorway, I see Meera and the others, separated from us by an invisible barrier. The werewolves of my retinue are digging at the barrier with their claws, but it will take more than brute force to penetrate Junis magic shield.
Did you think Id leave without saying goodbye? Juni giggles.
Ill kill you! I roar. Ill rip your head from your neck and
Please dont finish, Juni interrupts. I detest vulgarity. She waves a hand at me and the splinters expand and burrow deeper into my skin. I gasp and collapse to my knees. Another couple of seconds and theyll pierce my heart and brain.
If youll allow me some leeway the voice of the Kah-Gash murmurs. The splinters shoot out of my body and rain down on Juni. That catches her by surprise. With a shriek, she covers her eyes, protecting them as I did. For a moment shes defenceless.
Using the newly developed muscles in my legs, I spring across the room and bowl Juni over. I slam her to the floor and drive a claw into the putrid, oozing flesh of her stomach. She moans, eyes shooting wide, baring her teeth, trembling with agony. I make a fist, grab some of her inner organs and jerk hard. My hand shlups out, trailing guts. Blood splatters the floor. I gurgle with delight.
Juni screams, then covers the hole in her stomach with a hand. Magic flares and the flesh around the hole heals. I dont care. While shes repairing herself, I latch on to her head, jam my fangs into the bone behind her right ear, and start chewing my way through to her brain.
Junis fresh screams fill me with delight. I almost pull away to enjoy her expression. But I know how dangerous she is. I cant give her any freedom. Best to chew quickly and disable her.
Heat flares in my fangs. I try desperately to bite down. Im almost through the hard covering of the skull. So close to her brain. But the heats too much to bear. With a cry of pain and rage, I break free.
Junis at my throat with incredible speed. Newly grown fingernails dig into the flesh beneath my chin, while the fingers of her other hand tighten around my neck. I sense the fingers stretching, looping, meeting at the back and melting into each other, tightening into a noose. I try to roar but my vocal cords are squeezed shut.
I slam an elbow into Junis ribs. Several crack. She grunts, but doesnt release me. Shes cackling. Pokes her face up close to mine. Her left eye was punctured, but it grows back as she taunts me.
Thought you could kill sweet Juni? she screeches. Thought a pup like you could overcome a full-grown mistress of dark magic? Her fingers tighten another notch. What do you think now, Grubitsch?
I wheeze at her, then manage to get hold of the hand around my throat. Filling my fingers with magic, I sever through the flesh and bones of the noose, then yank myself clear. Panting, I make a fist and smash it into her face. Her nose shatters, splattering me with blood, pus and slimy snot.
You look like hell, I snarl.
You can talk, she sneers, running a scornful eye over my deformed features.
For a moment we grin at each other and get our breath back.
Its not too late, Juni purrs. Join us. I sensed you killing those pitiful humans. Youve found your true self. Come with me. Put the last vestiges of your useless human morals behind you. With us, you can kill forever. Theres a whole world of humans to torment and butcher. You can be a glorious, wolfen god.
I bet I could have you too, I chuckle darkly.
Maybe, she smiles. Lord Loss is my master, but you could be my mate. I can change out of this grotesque form, be any woman you wish. In the new world, anything will be possible.
Theres just one problem, I sigh.
What? Juni frowns.
I hate your guts, I hiss and spring on her.
I drive my fist towards the hole where Junis nose used to be. My plan is to jam a few fingers in the gap, widen it, then claw out her brain, scoop by gloopy scoop. But Junis faster. She ducks, then lashes at my stomach with a leg. I wasnt expecting a bloody kung fu move! Im sent hurtling backwards and slam hard into the wall. My head cracks and my neck almost snaps.
Shes on me before I hit the floor, hands a blur, jabbing incessantly. I try to roar, but all that comes out is a startled croak. I get a glimpse of her throat and lunge for it. Juni shimmies and rams a forearm into my mouth, gagging me. As I choke, she sends what feels like a million volts of magic sizzling through my body. I scream mutedly and go limp. Juni hits me with another burst of energy. Another.
Bloods pumping from my nose, mouth and ears. Even from my eyes. Im seeing events through a red mist. I reach deep within myself, looking for the power to strike back, but Im in disarray.
Forgetting about magic, I lash out at Juni. She laughs, removes the arm from my mouth and wraps it around me. Squeezes tight, like a boa constrictor.
Poor Grubbs, she coos, wiping blood from my eyes. You dont have the hang of magic, do you? Youre strong, but experience is everything. My master told me to be wary, but I knew I had the beating of you. When the soldiers and werewolves failed, I decided to finish you off myself.
I spit blood at her. She stops it mid-air, letting the pearly drops float in front of my eyes. Then she leans forward, extends her tongue and delicately slurps the red pearls from the air, as though tasting an exquisite wine.
Now its time to die, she says. Her face is blank. The madness and hatred in her eyes have been replaced by a cold business-like look.
I struggle feebly. This cant be happening. Im the pack leader, a magician, part of the Kah-Gash. Ive fought and defeated stronger demons than this servant of Lord Loss. I should be dancing on her corpse, not fighting for breath, locked within her suffocating embrace.
A kiss, Juni hums, pressing her face to mine. Ill suck your last breath from your body along with your part of the Kah-Gash. Ill take everything and own you completely. You might think its the end, but your agonies are just beginning. I have the power of death. Ill pluck at the strings of your soul until the end of time, and every strum will draw a thousand screams.
She covers my mouth and inhales, drawing the last of my oxygen from my lungs. I go limp, senses crumpling. Its like shes sucking me down a tunnel into herself. I cant fight. Im helpless. Im doomed.
Then, for no apparent reason, she breaks the contact and blinks, staring at me as if stabbed in the back. My heart leaps hopefully. Someone must have found a way past the barrier, snuck up behind her and struck while she was gloating over me. I glance over her shoulder in search of my saviour but I cant see anyone.
Juni releases me and takes a step back. Her expression clears and she smiles. Then she laughs, and the laughter strikes me harder than any of her blows. She screams with crazy delight, jumping up and down on the spot, bits of her diseased flesh dropping off like bloated ticks.
Oh, Grubbs! she cries. You absolute darling. How delicious. How ironic. The saviour of the world protector of mankind Hah!
I slump to the floor, take a painful, rasping breath and stare at Juni. Has she lost herself entirely to madness? Have I been saved by a mental breakdown?
I just had a vision, darling Grubbs, Juni says, backing up to the window. I had them all the time when I was Beranabuss assistant. I catch glimpses of the future. Thats why he valued my services so highly. I served Lord Loss in the same way when I joined him. Thats how we knew the cave in Carcery Vale was going to be reopened, why we acted when we did.
But this vision was the most vivid ever. You were in it, the star of the show. It was the near future very near. You were at your most powerful, tapping into the sort of power that would allow you to crush me like a bug.
Juni sticks a hand through the window. Its pulsing at the edges. It will close soon, but not before she fires off her parting shot.
I saw the world destroyed, she whispers. It was blown to pieces. The seas bubbled away, lava erupted, the land split and crumbled. Everyone died, young and old, good and bad. Then a ball of fire burst from the heart of the planet, incinerated the globe and blasted the ashes off into space, before spreading to consume the universeworlds, suns, galaxies, all.
You were there, she sobs, crying with happiness. But you werent trying to stop it. You made no attempt to save the world. You couldnt you didnt want to because you were controlling the mayhem. The Demonata wont destroy your universe, Grubbs Gradyyou will!
With that she skips through the window, giggling girlishly. Moaning wildly, I drag myself after her, but before Im even halfway the window disintegrates, and all I can do is lower my face to the cold, hard, blood-drenched floor and weep.
As magic drains from the air, the barrier blocking the doorway gives way. Meera, Prae and the werewolves stumble into the room. Timas enters via the hole which Pip blew in one of the side walls earlier. He must have circled round while I was fighting Juni. A dangerous manoeuvrehe could have been attacked by a rogue werewolf but he got away with it. Not that it mattered. Juni had blocked that entrance too.
Grubbs, Meera cries, rushing over. Are you OK?
I moan pitifully, reaching for a window which is no longer there, Junis prediction echoing in my ears. It cant be true. She was mocking me. Its part of some horrible game.
But she had me at her mercy. I was helpless. It would have been a simple matter to finish me off. She spared me because she saw me destroy the world in the future. Nothing else makes sense. Im more valuable to her alive than dead. I can do what she, Lord Loss and the Shadow cant.
Youre wounded, Meera says, fussing over me. You have to heal yourself.
Leave me alone, I cry, hammering the floor and cursing.
The magics fading, Meera hisses. Use it to heal yourself or youll die.
Good, I mutter. Better if I die. I cant wreck the world if Im dead.
Grubbs! she snaps. Dont be an ass. Heal yourself. Now!
I sigh miserably, then focus my power on the bleeding wounds, broken ribs and ruptured inner organs. It would be for the best if I perished, but I cant give up on life. Im not that much of a hero.
What happened? Timas asks.
Didnt you hear? I wheeze, working on my chest and upper stomach.
The sound faded out, Timas says. It was like someone turning down the volume on a television set.
It was the same for us, Meera says.
So Juni didnt want the others to hear her prediction, in case they decided to kill me for the good of mankind. I consider telling them. Im pretty sure one of themmaybe all threewould put a bullet through my head if they knew of the threat I pose. But that would be another form of suicide, so I hold my tongue and shake my head.
Just more of the same rubbish, I grumble. She said she was sparing me for her master, that Lord Loss wanted to kill me himself.
Strange, Timas notes. She was happy to let the werewolves slaughter you.
I guess she knew Id survive. It was all a set-up. She never meant for me to die, only the rest of you, so that she could relish my pain.
Timas makes a sceptical humming noise, but says no more. I continue healing myself, Meera watching closely to make sure I dont miss anything. The powers fading fast, but Ive dealt with most of the life-threatening injuries. Ill live.
The werewolvesthere are five in the room with usare sniffing the floor by one of the walls. Theyre growling. I bark at them to be quiet. Listening carefully, I hear scrabbling sounds. Someones crawling away in a hurry.
The maps you studied earlier, I say to Timas, rising painfully but standing steady on my feet once Im up. Did they show any tunnels or crawlways running off this room?
No, Timas says, edging up beside the werewolves.
Then they werent as complete as you thought, I sniff.
Youre right, he says, tapping the wall. Theres a hidden panel. Im sure I can find the opening mechanism if you give me a few
I snap at the werewolves. The largest smashes a fist into the metal panel. Again. A third time. It crumples under his fourth blow, snapping loose at the upper and left edges. The werewolf gets a few fingers into the gap and wrenches off the panel, revealing a small passage.
The werewolf who removed the panel darts into the crawlway, but stops at a command from me. Shuffling forward, I stoop and stare into the gloominess. I cant see the person scuttling away from us, but I can smell him. Its a familiar, cultured scent. I smile viciously.
After me, I say softly, then lower myself to my hands and knees. I edge forward, moving faster than the man ahead of me, steadily catching up, making heavy snarling noises, letting him know Im coming, savouring the intoxicating smell of his mounting fear.
The crawlway opens out into a large room at the rear of the compound. There are several boats stacked at the sides, but all the hulls have been shattered, holes punched through the shells, making them as seaworthy as sieves. I figure Juni wanted to give her soldiers an extra incentive to stand and fight. She made sure nobody shipped out early.
Antoine Horwitzer is struggling with one of the useless boats, hauling it towards an open section at the far side of the room. I can smell and hear the sea, the crash of the waves, the cries of the gulls. Antoine is sobbing, his jacket tossed to one side, shirt ripped, trousers dirty. He must know he cant get anywhere in the boat, but desperation drives him on.
As the others emerge behind me, I raise a hand, holding them in check. Antoine doesnt know were here. Hes totally focused, head bent, straining painfully, using muscles he probably hasnt tested in years. Im amused by the sight of him dragging the wreck of a boat towards the edge. For a while I forget about Juni Swan and her terrible prophecy, and just enjoy the show.
Finally, when he has about a metre to go, I cough softly.
He freezes. Moans. Gives the boat an especially strong tug. Doesnt look up.
Antoine, I laugh, stepping towards him.
He looks back, gauging how much further he has to go. His arms relax and his shoulders slump when he realises he cant make it. He turns his desolate gaze on me and his eyes widen as he takes in my monstrous form, my blood-soaked body and limbs, my fangs and wolfen face.
What happened to you? he gasps.
Teenage angst, I chuckle. I whistle at the werewolves and they spread out. Meera, Timas and Prae are directly behind me.
Antoine shrieks when he spots the werewolves. Turns and races for the edge, to leap into the sea below. Drawing from the faint traces of magic in the air, I halt him, exerting an invisible hold over the fallen executive. He struggles wildly, then sees that its hopeless. Giving up, he faces me.
Im going to kill you, I growl, advancing menacingly. Juni got away, so Im going to take out all my frustration on you. It will be slow and painful. Suitable payback for the lives youve ruined, the friends of mine youve killed.
I didnt kill anyone! he squeals.
No, your kind never do, I sneer. You leave it to others. You just set things up and give the orders.
Please, Antoine sobs, throwing himself to his knees. Dont do this. It serves no purpose. Put me on trial. Let the proper authorities deal with me. Youre not a killer. Theres no evil in your soul. Dont
Look at me! I roar. Do you think youll be the first Ive killed today? I wasnt a murderer, but you changed me. Im a monster now. And Im hungry.
Meera! Antoine whines. Prae! Please, I beg you. Youre civilised people. Help me.
We cant, Prae says coldly. Even if we wanted toand personally I have no problem with him gutting youwe couldnt. Hes not ours to control. Hes one of your specimens. You helped create himnow you have to deal with him.
Antoine stares at Prae in disbelief. I draw closer, growling softly in anticipation of the kill. Antoines eyes harden. Dont be so hasty, my hairy friend, he murmurs, sounding more like his old self. There are others to consider.
Like who?
Your uncle, he says smoothly, and I come to an abrupt halt.
Antoine rises, brushing dirt from his shirt and trousers. He frowns at his untidy condition, then runs a hand through his hair and shrugs. I suppose this means an expensive trip to my tailor when I get back.
Youve got five seconds to tell me what you know about Dervish, I snarl.
Oh, I have more time than that, Antoine grins. Your uncles in a perilous situation. There are forces moving against him even as we speak. It will take more than five seconds to
Tell me! I shout. Now. Or Ill torture it out of you.
Im sure you could, Antoine says slickly, but how long would it take? Ill hold out as long as I can, just to spite you. After all, youve already vowed to torment me. I dont know how long I can stand the pain, but minutes are precious. Do you dare waste them?
I want to throttle him so badly it hurts. But he knows how important Dervish is to me. I dont want to cut a deal with this treacherous viper, but times against me.
What do you want? I growl.
My life, Antoine replies.
I think about it, then curse. OK. I wont kill you. Now talk.
Not so fast, Antoine says. I want to add a few conditions before I divulge all that I know. Such as a boat without a hole in it, a compass and map, some
Times all you have to bargain with! I snap. If you dont tell me what you know immediately, I might as well torture you.
Antoine licks his lips nervously, then decides he has no choice but to play out the hand and hope for the best.
A trap was laid for your uncle and some others, he says. The girl called Bec was the one they wanted, but your uncle and Beranabus were important to them too. Juni didnt reveal all the details, but from what I gathered, the trap was partially successful. Beranabus was killed, but the
No! Meera cries, taking a step in front of me. Beranabus cant be dead.
According to Juni, he is, Antoine says calmly.
But Meera starts to exclaim.
Leave it, I cut in. If Beranabus is dead, hes dead. Let this worm finish telling us what he knows about Dervish.
Meera doesnt like it, but she pulls back.
Bec and your uncle escaped, Antoine continues. The attack took place at sea, on a giant cruiser. They got off before it sank and are adrift in a lifeboat. Juni was furious. When she calmed down, she told me to send a crew to intercept the lifeboat and finish the job. They have instructions to kill Dervish and bring Bec back alive. Taking no chances, I roused three separate units and dispatched them from different locations. The first should be upon your uncle He checks his watch. in sixteen minutes.
Call them off, I hiss.
I cant from here, he smirks. But if you would kindly accompany me to my temporary office
I tremble with rage and hatred. If only I could rip the tongue from his mouth and swallow it wholethat would wipe the smirk from his face. But he has the upper hand, at least until I know that Dervish is safe. Ill have to allow him his smugness for a while. I start to agree to take him to his office, but Timas speaks before me.
Theres no need to relocate. I can see a radio unit in one of the boats. There are telephones and computer terminals set in the walls. We can communicate with the outside world from here.
No, Antoine snaps. There are things in my office which I need.
Such as? Timas asks with a little smile.
Antoine glowers. I see in his features that he had a plan in mind. The office was an excuse. He thought he could trick us and escape some other way.
Dont play games, I say softly. Your only hope is to prove that Dervish is alive and that we need you to protect him. If I think youre trying to weasel out, all bets are off and all promises are revoked.
Come with me, Timas says commandingly, taking Antoine by the elbow and leading him to one side. Well work on it together. Tell me everything you did and how to undo it. Ill see to the rest.
But my equipment Antoine says weakly.
We have all the equipment we need, Timas says, taking a radio unit from a boat and fiddling with the dials.
With a bitter sigh, Antoine casts aside whatever plan he had in mind, sits beside Timas and talks.
The minutes pass quickly. Part of me is sure well be too late. Antoines Lambs will have caught a strong wind and picked up Bec sooner than anticipated. Gunned Dervish down and dumped him in the sea for the fishes to feast on. Im prepared for the worst and ready to rip Antoine to pieces when he breaks the bad news. My wolfen half is looking forward to that. It doesnt care about Dervish or anything except slaughter and feeding. Dimly aware of Timas and Antoine talking on the radio, Antoine issuing codes and commands. Meera and Prae are listening in, but Im too agitated to follow it all. I have very little patience since I changed.
Thinking about Junis prediction again. I want to dismiss it. Me? Destroy the world? Ridiculous!
Except it isnt. Ive known since that night in the cave outside Carcery Vale that I have the power to annihilate not just a world, but a universe. Beranabus believed the Kah-Gash could be used against the Demonata, but its a demonic weapon. Why should it work for us against those who created it?
I wish the contrary old magician was here. I need advice and guidance. But according to Antoine hes dead, killed on a ship, lost at sea. I should be in shock. I never liked the old buzzard, but hes protected this world for more than a thousand years and hes been my mentor for the last several months. His death should have hit me hard. But I only feel annoyedwhy did he let himself fall into a trap now, of all times, when he was most needed?
There we go, Antoine says, turning away from the radio. He salutes me with a sneer.
Whats the story? I bark at Timas.
We converted the assassination squad into a rescue crew, Timas says. I was going to send Disciples, but it was simpler to use those already close to the scene. Theyve taken the survivors on board and are flying back, but not to the city where Juni had arranged to meet them.
Dervish? I mutter, dreading the response.
Alive, Timas says. In bad shapeall three of them arebut breathing.
Three? Meera echoes.
Dervish, Bec and a Disciple called Kirilli Kovacs. You know him? Meera shakes her head. Apparently he was on board when they went to the ship.
What about Sharmila? Meera asks.
Dead, Timas says simply. Along with Beranabus. Maybe Kernel too, but they werent sure about that. A few thousand passengers and crew were murdered also.
A good days work, Meera snaps at Antoine.
You cant blame me for what happened on the ship, he huffs. I had nothing to do with that. He smiles thinly at me. Those on board the helicopter have orders to release the hostages only in my presence. A little insurance policy.
I stare at Antoine without blinking. Dervish is safe? I ask Timas.
Yes.
Then were finished here.
I still havent blinked. Antoines fidgeting now.
You havent forgotten your promise, have you? he laughs, trying but failing to sound light-hearted.
I shake my head slowly. And grin wolfishly.
I assume youre a man of your word? Antoine says stiffly.
Im not a man, I answer quietly. But yes, I add as he turns an even paler shade of white beneath his tan. I said I wouldnt kill you, and I wont.
Antoine breaks into a smile. All his confidence and arrogance come flooding back. He takes a step forward, eager to establish control of the situation. I raise a gnarled, semi-human hand to stop him.
I said I wouldnt kill you, I repeat slowly. But I said nothing about them. I gesture at the five werewolves.
Antoine laughs feebly. He thinks Im joking. Then he looks deeper into my eyes and realises Im as serious as death.
No! he croaks. You cant. Your uncletheyll kill him if Im not there.
Ill take that chance, I chuckle, then click my tongue. Five pairs of wolfen ears prick to attention and the room fills with growls of grisly delight.
Please, Antoine sobs, backing up. I did what you asked. I cooperated.
I turn my back on him and nod at Meera, Timas and Prae.
Are you certain you want to do this? Meera asks as the werewolves advance and Antoine whimpers and begs for mercy.
Yes, I say flatly.
Its a callous act, she warns. This will stain your soul forever. You might regret it when
When what? I snap. When I turn back into a human? When we defeat the Demonata and skip off into the sunset, holding hands? That isnt going to happen. This is what I am. Get used to it.
I step out of the room, feeling nothing but a dim sense of pleasure that Dervish is alive. I dont think I have a soul any longer, if I ever had to begin with, I tell Meera softly. And my only regret is that there arent more like Antoine to kill.
Then the air fills with Antoines screams. I march ahead without looking back, smiling savagely as the scent of the traitors blood reaches my nostrils. I lift my nose and breathe in deep. My eyes narrow. My mouth waters. My stomach growls.
Delicious.
I want to leave the island immediately, take a boat and sail for civilisation, to be reunited with Dervish. But there are details to sort out first. As anxious as I am to press on, I dont want to leave a job half-done.
First, with Timas leading the way, we sweep the compound in search of any survivors. Im not sure if Id take them captive or kill them, but there arent any, so thats a question which ultimately doesnt require answering. Werewolves howl gratefully as I pass. Their previous leader never treated them to anything like this. They think its going to be like this all the time, dozens of soldiers to feast on every day. Im sorry that Ill have to disappoint them. Maybe I can round up more of Antoines collaborators and send them overhome delivery, Grubbs Grady style!
Once were sure the compounds clean, Prae asks if I can move the werewolves out, so that she can reestablish the perimeter.
Everythings changed, she sighs, running a hand through her grey hair. We cant take them backI wont subject them to slavery and experimentation again, not after thisbut we cant just leave them here. Theyd starve.
Im taking some with me, I tell her and all three of them stare at me. The attacks wont stop. Juni will send others against us. Well have to fight again. And again. Id rather do that with my pack than without them.
But how will you control them? Meera asks. Off this island in a city you cant keep them like hounds.
Yes, I can, I growl. Ill have to treat them to a kill every so often, but that shouldnt be a problem, not with the sort of action Im anticipating. I wont take them all, just the more advanced. Thirty, forty no more than fifty.
I dont think thats a good idea, Meera says.
Too bad, I grunt. Demons cant be killed by normal humans, but these have been tainted by the blood of the Demonata. Theyre creatures of magic. They can kill just about anything Lord Loss sends against us. So theyre coming with me.
What about the rest? Prae asks before Meera can force an argument. Will you move them out of the compound, so that I can restore the wall? Ill remain here and order supplies, do what I can to make their lives as pleasant as possible. This will be my new mission, putting right some of the many things I did wrong.
You really think you can? I frown. Antoine wasnt working alone. The Lambs betrayed you. Are you sure you can make demands of them now?
I know most of those who sided with Antoine, Prae says, cheeks flushing with anger. Im sure I can expose the rest. Ill knock the Lambs back into shape. Remind everyone of our original mandateto help those afflicted with the curse. Well still search for a cure, but we wont breed or lie anymore. We wont even need to execute. We can offer an alternative nowthis island.
A holiday resort for werewolves? I chuckle.
Prae smiles. It sounds crazy, but why not? We couldnt do it beforetheyd have ripped each other to pieces. But theyve been altered. The modified creatures can control the others. Well do the rest, feed them, guard them from the outside world, introduce new members into the fold as we reap them over the years.
I like the idea of a werewolf sanctuary. OK. Ill give the order to retreat. You get to work on the walls. But Prae, I stop her as she turns. If you dont treat them right, Ill come back. Understand?
My daughters one of them, Prae says tightly. Ill treat them right. Then she leaves, Timas in close attendance to help her with the computers, while I howl and direct my pack towards the exits.
As the werewolves depart, I scan them for the strongest and smartest. I grunt at those I like the look of and hold them back. They willingly group behind me. They dont know what I want, but they trust me and wait as patiently as they can.
I gather thirty-seven in total. Large, muscular, spectacularly ugly beasts. The weirdest personal army in history, but they wont let me down. Well kill demons together, as many as Lord Loss and the Shadow pit against us. Bathe in their blood. Grow fat on their flesh. Sharpen our fangs on their bones.
My wolfen troops put Sharks dirty dozen to shame. I smile wryly when I think about the ex-soldier. He would have appreciated the final push, the slaughter and blood-drenched victory. Hed have understood why I had to kill Horwitzer. Antoine was a worm who had to be squashed. Meera thinks Im a monster for ordering his death, but Shark would have done the same. So would Beranabus and Dervish.
A year ago hell, even a few hours ago, I wouldnt have. I was a child, with a naive sense of honour. Not anymore. Were fighting a war. The survival of the human race is at stake. Winning is all that matters. If we have to become kill-crazed beasts to defeat the demons, so be it.
We dont have the luxury of guilt. Those of us who protect the world must place ourselves outside the morals of those we fight for.
When the last sated member of my pack crawls past, dragging a half-chewed leg, I give Prae and Timas the signal. They throw the relevant switches and the panels of the wall rumble back into place, sealing us off from the open spaces of Wolf Island. As the panels clang shut, my heart aches slightly. I want to be outside with the jubilant werewolves, running free. But I have obligations. My place lies away from this island.
Come on, I growl at Meera and Timas. Lets lower the boats and get the hell out of here.
If you need help sorting out the Lambs, give me a call, Meera tells Prae. Ill do whatever I can.
Thank you. Prae smiles weakly. I think Ill be able to handle matters myself, but Ill bear your offer in mind. Good luck with whatever youre heading off to do. I suspect our problems are minor compared to yours. I hope
Wait! I snap, stopping near the edge of the cliff. A few of the boats were torn to pieces by the werewolves while we were waiting for Timas to open the doors of the compound, but most are intact and secured in place. One, however, has been lowered, and a rope ladder dangles next to where it stood. Creeping forward, I glance over the edge and spot a figure below, bobbing about in a boat. Its a man. Hes lying on his back, as if soaking up the sun.
No way! I roar.
Who is it? Meera shouts, but I dont stop to answer. Grabbing hold of the rope ladder, I throw myself from rung to rung. Im dimly aware of Timas and Meera scrabbling after me, but most of my thoughts are focused on the man in the boat.
As I draw close to the last few rungs, I turn to study the figure. A dark mood descends. Im convinced I was mistaken, that I only saw what I wanted to see. Or if its really him, that hes dead. But when he half-raises a hand to salute weakly, I know that hes real and alive.
Shark! I yell, jumping into the boat and grinning with open joy.
You look weird, Shark wheezes, running a dubious eye over me.
How? I gasp. The cave the werewolves
What? the ex-soldier scowls as Meera and Timas climb into the boat and stare at him like hes a ghost. You dont think I can take care of a few werewolves by myself?
But Meera shakes her head, smiling slowly.
Id have been in trouble if you hadnt swept the rest of the pack away, Shark mutters, sitting up, leaning forward and wincing. But when I came out of the cave and found the island deserted, it was simple to hobble over here and lower a boat. I wanted to come and see what was happening inside the compound, but that wouldve been pushing my luck. Besides, I thought you might need to make a quick getaway.
Sharks bleeding all over. His left ear has been bitten off. I can only barely see his right eyeits a miracle he didnt lose it, as most of the flesh around it has been clawed away. Hes missing the tops of all four fingers on his left hand, and the thumb and half his index finger on the right. As he leans further forward, I see a jagged hole in his lower back. Timas sees it too and bends over for a closer look.
Some of your entrails are poking through, Timas says, reaching out to prod them back into place.
Leave my guts alone, Shark growls, slapping the taller mans hand.
Youre a bloody wonder, I chuckle, then grab hold of the ladder. Patch him up, I tell Meera and Timas. Ill sort out extra boats for the werewolves.
Werewolves! Shark squints.
Were taking some with us. Im their leader now.
I cant wait to hear about it, Shark says dryly. Just keep them well the hell away from me.
Youre getting yellow in your old age, I grin, then shimmy up the ladder.
The last thing I hear, as Im climbing out of earshot, is Shark asking Timas and Meera, So, whos good with a needle and thread?
I keep humming a tune to myself, one Dervish used to sing when hed had a bit too much wine. Speed, bonny boat, like a bird on the wing. But in my head I change it to, Speed, bonny wolf.
I dont like boats. Too slow. We could have taken the helicopter that was on the island when we arrivedwed have found the missing parts if wed searchedbut we couldnt have squeezed in all my werewolf buddies. Besides, I dont think Shark is in any fit state to play pilot. Timas and Meera patched up the worst of his wounds, but he looks dozy and keeps drifting in and out of consciousness, slumping over, then snapping awake when a wave hits the side of the boat.
Sharks with me and thirteen werewolves. Hes covered in blood and smells like the juiciest steak in the world. I need to stay beside him to keep the werewolves in line or theyd fall on him and finish the job their brethren started.
Timas and Meera are in separate boats, a dozen werewolves to each. Meeras big-time edgy. Keeps checking over her shoulder to make sure the creatures arent sneaking up. Timas, on the other hand, looks as content as any seafaring captain. He sings jaunty songs to his hairy, bemused passengers, and calls for them to join in the choruses. Apart from a few coincidental howls, hes not having much luck with that. I dont think theres going to be a choir of werewolves any time soon.
I dont like the way theyre looking at me, Shark mutters, a minute or so after regaining consciousness from his latest blackout. Like Im lunch.
Dont worry, I tell him. Theyve already had lunch. Dinner too. Youll be fine until supper.
Funny guy, Shark pants, then passes out again.
I check that Sharks OK, then focus on Timas in the boat ahead of me. He said he knows where hes going, that hes read lots of books about navigation. A while ago I might have been worried, but I trust the oddball now. If we were adrift in a snow storm in Alaska, Id follow Timas Brauss before I followed an Eskimo.
Timas guides us safely to dry land, and though we bump about a lot while docking, we come through unscathed. Unloading the werewolves, Timas looks pleased with himself, as he has every right to. An ambulance is waiting. We buckle Shark on to a trolley and roll him into the back of the vehicle. His eyelids flutter open as were settling him in place. He looks around, scowls and tries to get up.
Easy, I say, pushing him down and tightening the straps around his chest.
Im not going anywhere, he barks. Im coming with you to help Dervish.
Youre in no condition to fight, I chuckle.
I dont care. Im coming whether you like it or not.
I thought you said you were going to retire when we got off Wolf Island, Meera reminds him.
I said I was going to think about it, he growls.
Well, think some more on the way to the hospital, she snaps and slams the door shut. His curses turn the air blue until the driver switches the siren on and hits the accelerator.
Im glad I wont be there when they finish operating on him, I note.
Me too, Meera says, smiling at me. How do you feel?
Hungry, I reply, then wink at her alarmed expression.
You really believe you can control them? Meera asks as we herd the werewolves into the waiting trucks, which will take us to the nearest airport and a specially chartered plane.
Childs play, I smirk.
Timas is waiting for us at the trucks. He says nothing as I usher in the werewolves, standing by in case I need him. When the last door has been locked, he clears his throat. I should keep watch over Shark. Hell want to return to action as soon as hes fitprobably beforeand hes going to need help. I can do more for him than you.
Thats fine. I smile warmly and shake his hand, but lightly, aware that I could crack his fingers like twigs if I squeezed too hard. Thanks, Timas. We wouldnt have made it off the island without you.
I know, he says, then turns to Meera. Time to make good on that promise.
What promise? Meera squints.
Timas grabs her and bends her backwards, supporting her with one arm. A kiss for your sweet prince, he murmurs, smooching up to her.
Meera pretends to struggle, but then grins and treats him to a kiss thats even hotter than Sharks curses. Its an old-style movie kiss, except with more slurping and tongue action.
Break it up, I growl.
The pair come up for air, their faces red.
That was nice, Timas gasps.
Very, Meera agrees, and pecks his nose. To be continued, she purrs, then turns from him with the natural grace of a model and sashays away.
See you soon, I mutter.
Extremely soon, Timas nods and hits the road, clicking his fingers like a hepcat.
Meeras on her mobile for most of the trip to the airport, deep in conversation with some of her fellow Disciples. Her face is creased with worry when she cuts the connection.
Bad news? I ask.
There are reports of three potential crossings, she says. All in major cities. The windows are due to open within the next forty-eight hours unless we can find the mages responsible and stop them.
Three at the same time, I mutter. Hardly coincidence.
No, Meera snorts. Ones in the city where Dervish and Bec are.
So Juni must already know that Antoines troops failed.
I hoped wed have more time, but apparently not. Meera sighs. Ill arrange to have them moved as soon as possible.
No. My face is stone. Let the demons come. Ill deal with them. Itll be a good opportunity to test my pack.
Are you sure? Meera frowns. Juni and her masters want the pieces of the Kah-Gash. If you and Bec are in the same spot, theyll have a double shot at it. Maybe you should stay away from her until
No, I growl. No more running. They want a fight? Ill give them one they wont forget in a hurry.
Juni beat you once, Meera reminds me.
She wont again, I whisper. Not because I believe I can turn the tables on her, but because she doesnt want to. She needs me to destroy the universe.
Grubbs? Meera says softly. Why didnt Juni finish you off?
I dont answer. Thinking about what the mutant monster predicted. Wondering, not if it might be true, but rather how it will happen and when.
Grubbs? Meera says again.
I shake myself. It doesnt matter. Are you coming?
Meera sighs. No. I want to, but Im needed elsewhere. I can be of more use in the other cities, either help find the mages and kill them, or try to drive back the demons if they cross. I think were all going to have to work very hard over the next few days to prevent a massacre that makes the losses on Wolf Island look like a drop in the ocean.
Ill come when I can, I promise. Tell the other Disciples that if they failif demons break throughIll mop up. Once Ive dealt with those coming to attack Dervish and Bec, Ill go wherever Im needed and Ill bring my werewolves. We can fight them now. We dont need to be afraid.
You idiot, Meera chuckles. Of course we do. She hugs me tight, then stands on her toes, hauls my head down and kisses my coarse, hairy cheek, ignoring the bits of human flesh caught between my fangs and the stench of blood on my breath.
She releases me and I draw back to my full height. Part of me wants to plead with her to come with me. We can pick up Dervish and Bec, then fly to a deserted island like the one we just left. An apocalypse is coming. It would be easier to sit it out, enjoy what time we have left and face the end with a resigned laugh.
But Im Grubbs Grady. Magician. Werewolf. Kah-Gash. I dont do retreat.
Give my love to Dervish, Meera sniffs, then leaves me to make my own way to the plane. The last I see of her, shes climbing into the front of an army jeep, talking on her mobile, looking lovelier than ever as she prepares to go to war.
With a self-mocking smile, I offer up a quick prayer to whatever gods might be listening. If reincarnation is real, and I die soon, let me come back as Timas Brausss lips!
Then I head off in search of my half-dead uncle, hoping he doesnt croak before I have a chance to bid him goodbye.
Dervish refused to be admitted to a hospital. If demons attack him and Bec again, he doesnt want to be in a public building, where innocents might catch the crossfire. So the team set in place by the Disciples swiftly established a temporary medical base in a derelict building in a rundown part of the city where he, Bec and the other survivor were taken.
Antoine Horwitzers soldiers are waiting for me when I arrive. They line the corridor, heavily armed, exchanging dark glances with several troops in different uniforms who are working for the Disciples. The air bristles with tension when I walk in. The commanding officer of the Lambs group steps forward and runs a cold eye over me.
Wheres Horwitzer? he growls.
Dead, I say bluntly.
You killed him? the officer snarls.
No. I whistle and the werewolves lurch into view. They did.
The officers face blanches. His men raise their weapons defensively. The other soldiers raise theirs too, even more alarmed than the Lambs.
You have a choice, I say calmly. Fight and die, or lower your arms and walk away. Horwitzers reign is over. The Lambs are back under the thumb of Prae Athim. Surrender now and well call it even.
The officer licks his lips. Id want safe passage for my men, he mutters. And Ill have to confirm it with
No time for confirmations, I bark. Drop your weapons and run, or stand, fight and die.
The officer studies the slavering werewolves and comes to the smart conclusion. He lowers his gun and gives the order for his men to follow suit. I growl at the beasts behind me and they part, affording the humans safe passage. Once theyve filed out of the building, I bring my werewolves in, line them up in the corridor and ask to be escorted to Dervishs room. The soldiers are uneasyI can smell their fearbut they do as I request. One takes me, while the rest remain, eyeing the werewolves anxiously.
I find Dervish relaxing on a bed in a large room, clothed in a T-shirt and jeans, no shoes or socks, hooked up to a drip and monitors, staring reflectively at the ceiling. Becs in a chair nearby, head lowered, snoozing. Shes also hooked up to a drip. In a bed further over, another man, swathed in bandages, is sitting up and entertaining a gaggle of wide-eyed nurses. A couple of fingers on his left hand have been cut or bitten off, reminding me of Shark.
but I wasnt afraid of a few stinking zombies, the manit must be Kirilli Kovacsis saying dismissively. I laid into them with magic and fried them where they stood. If there hadnt been so many, Id have waltzed through unscathed, but there were thousands. They overwhelmed me, and the others too. It looked as if we were doomed but I didnt panic. I gathered Dervish and the girls and ploughed a way through.
You saved their lives, a nurse gasps.
Pretty much, the man says with a falsely modest smile.
I clear my throat. Dervish looks over and beams at me. Becs head bobs up and she studies my twisted body with a frown. Kirilli Kovacs scowls at me for interrupting, casts a sheepish glance at Dervish, then lowers his voice and continues his story.
Sorry I didnt bring any chocolates, I tell Dervish, walking over to the bed and taking my uncles hands. He squeezes tight. I squeeze back gently, not wanting to hurt him. He squints as he studies me.
Theres something different about you, he says.
Ive started styling my hair differently, I laugh.
Oh. I thought it was that you were a metre taller, a hell of a lot broader, look like a werewolf and are naked except for that bit of cloth around your waist. But youre rightits the hair.
Theres something strange about yours too, I murmur, staring at the six punk-like, purple-tipped, silver spikes that have appeared on his head since I last saw him. The tips are a nice touch. Very anarchic.
We grin at each other. Dervish looks like death and I guess I dont look much better. We must make some pair.
Hows the heart? I ask, letting go and taking a step back.
Fine, he says.
Its not, Bec disagrees. She stands, taking care not to dislodge the drip. We heard about your transformation. Meera said youd be bringing others with you.
Theyre waiting outside. What about his heart?
I need a transplant, Dervish says. Care to volunteer?
He needs to return to the demon universe, Bec says, ignoring Dervishs quip. The doctors have done what they can, but if he stays here She shakes her head.
Can you open a window? I ask.
Not right now. Im not operating at full strength. I formulate a quick plan. Juni knows youre here. A windows being opened somewhere in the city. Demons will pour through. The air will fill with magic. I want you to tap into it, open a window of your own and get him out of here.
Dont I have any say in this? Dervish asks.
No.
My uncle chuckles, then lays back and smiles. I wont go, he says.
Take him somewhere safe, I tell Bec. If I survive, Ill come
You didnt hear me, Dervish interrupts. I wont go.
Of course youll go, I snap. You cant stay here. Youll die.
So?
Dont, I snarl. We havent time for this self-sacrifice crap. Youre hauling your rotten carcass out of here and thats that.
Dervishs smile doesnt dim. Ive been thinking about it since we were rescued. Do you know that Beranabus and Sharmila were killed?
Yeah, I mutter.
Were not sure about Kernel, Dervish continues. He disappeared. There was a lot of blood and scraps of flesh, but they mightnt have been his. Maybe hes dead, maybe not. Dervish shrugs, grimaces with pain, then relaxes again. I want to choose my place and manner of death. Beranabus and Sharmila were luckythey died quickly, on our own world. But they could just have easily suffered for centuries at the hands of the Demonata and been butchered in that other universe, far from home and all they loved.
Those are the risks we take, I say stiffly.
Not me, Dervish replies. Im through. I served as best I could, and if this body had a bit more life in it, Id carry on. But Im not good for anything now. Im tired. Ready for death. Ill fight when the demons attack, but if we repel them, I want to find a peaceful spot and give up the ghost in my own, natural time.
Dont be I start to yell.
Grubbs, he interrupts gently. I think Ive earned the right to choose how I die. Dont you?
I stare at him, close to breaking. Dervish is all I have left in the world. I think of him as a father. The thought of losing him
I reckon Ill last a few months if fate looks on me kindly, Dervish says. But thats as much as I dare hope for. My bodys had enough. Times up. The way Ive pushed myself, the demons Ive faced, the battles Ive endured I was lucky to last this long.
But I need you, I half sob.
No, he smiles. The thought that you might was the one thing that could have tempted me to return to the universe of magic and struggle on. But you dont need anyone anymore. I saw it as soon as I looked at you. Youve found your path, and its a path you have to travel alone. Beranabus was the same. Kernel. Bec too.
He looks at Bec and winks. Grubbs isnt the only one Ill be sorry to leave, he says, and the pale-faced, weary girl smiles at him warmly.
I think of things I could say to make him change his mind, but the horrible truth is, hes right. I can see death in his eyes. Every breath is an effort. Hes not meant to continue. The afterlife is calling. It will be a relief for him when he goes.
Sighing, I sit on the bed and glare at the dying man. If you think Im going to start crying, and say things like I love youforget it!
Perish the thought, Dervish murmurs. In your current state, Ill be pleased if you dont start eating me before Im dead.
Id never eat you. I have better taste.
We laugh. Bec stares at us uncertainly, then joins in. She sounds a bit like Bill-E when she laughs, and for a few happy moments its as if me, my brother and uncle are together again, relaxing in Dervishs study, sharing a joke, not a care in the world.
We spend the rest of the time chatting. Dervish and Bec bring me up to date on all thats happened since I left them at the hospital, locating Juni on a ship full of corpses, finding a lodestone in the hold, the Shadow using it to cross, Beranabus destroying the stone and expelling the Shadow but losing his life in the battle.
He went heroically, in the best way, Bec says with a mournful smile. He wouldnt have wanted to go quietly.
Then Bec tells me the Shadows true identity. Its death. Not a chess-playing, suave, sophisticated Death like in an old, subtitled movie Dervish made me watch once. Or the sexy, compassionate, humorous Death in Bill-Es Sandman comics. This is a malevolent force. It hates all the living creatures of our universe and wants to cut us out of existence.
How do we fight Death? I ask. Can we kill it?
I dont think so, Bec says.
But it has a physical shape. If we destroy its body of shadows, maybe its mind will unravel. You said it didnt always have a brain?
From what I absorbed, its consciousness is relatively new, Bec nods.
So if we rip it to pieces, maybe itll go back to being whatever it was before?
Maybe. She doesnt sound convinced.
I can be the inside man, Dervish says, only half joking. Once Death claims me, I can work behind the lines and try to pass info back to you.
Perhaps you could, I mutter. Do you think it preserves everyones soul, that the spiritual remains of all the dead are contained within that cloud of shadows?
No, Bec answers. Its using souls now, but from what I understand, it wasnt always that way. It was simply a force before, like the blade of a guillotineit ended life. Finito.
I scratch my bulging, distorted head. This is too deep for me. I dont think Ill ask any more questions. Ill settle for killing or dismembering it.
You believe that you can? Bec sounds dubious.
Of course. I stare at her. Dont you?
She shrugs, but says nothing. I see defeat in her expression. She thinks weve lost. Shes convinced our numbers up.
Hey, I huff. Dont forget, were the Kah-Gash. We can take on anything. If Death was all-powerful, it wouldnt need the help of Lord Loss and his stooges. We can beat it. Im sure we can.
I look from Bec to Dervish, then back at Bec again. Remember what Beranabus preached? He thought the universe created champions to battle the forces of evil, that we werent freaks of nature, but carefully chosen warriors. I used to think he was loco, but not anymore. Look at me.
I flex my bulging muscles and bare my fangs. You cant tell me this is a fluke. I didnt turn into a werewolf by chance, when the chips were down. I was primed to transform. The universe gave me a power it knew wed need. You probably have dormant powers too. Well change if we have to. Adapt to deal with whatever were up against. The Shadow doesnt stand a chance.
Bec looks at me sceptically. What about Kernel? The universe didnt prepare him. Hes dead.
You dont know that, I contradict her. Maybe he transformed like me and turned into a panel of light.
Bec giggles. I smile but its forced. I feel like a hypocrite, offering her hope when Junis prophecy is ringing in my head.
I start telling them about my experiences, Sharks dirty dozen, Timas Brauss, Antoine Horwitzer, the trip to the island. Im about a third of the way through my story when Dervishs fingers twitch and he lifts his nose. A second later I catch the buzz of magic. A window has opened and the airs filling with magical energy.
Ill tell you the rest later, I groan, getting to my feet and smiling lazily as magic seeps through my pores, charging me up.
If there is a later, Dervish grunts, unhooking himself from the drip and the machines. He stands. A couple of the nurses with Kirilli Kovacs hurry over, scolding Dervish and demanding he get back into bed. Peace! he roars. Demons are coming. Do you want me to lie here and let them slaughter you all?
The nurses share a startled glance, then back off. Dervish wriggles his bare toes, checks that the tips of his spikes are stiff, then cocks an eyebrow at me. Awaiting your orders, captain.
I prepare a cutting reply, then realise hes serious. Hes looking to me to lead. Thats a first. Ive always followed, bouncing from my parents to Dervish to Beranabus to Shark. Now Im being asked to make the decisions, issue the call to arms and lead others to their deaths. I should be unsure of myself, but Im not. Dervish was right. I dont need a guardian anymore. Im ready for leadership. More than thatI want to lead.
Well hit them hard, I growl. Well take the werewolves and soldiers. We dont know what theyre going to send against usdemons, armed guards, maybe the Shadow itself. So well go prepared for anything.
I start for the door. Dervish and Bec trail close behind. In the bed across from Dervishs, one of the nurses says brightly, Good luck! But shes not saying it to us. Shes saying it to Kirilli Kovacs.
I pause and look back. Kovacs is lying with his sheets pulled up to his throat. He looks like hes about to be sick. I think he was hoping wed sweep out without noticing him, so he could pretend he didnt know wed gone.
Well? I grunt, amused. Dervish told me a bit about Kovacs and his less than avid love of fighting, but even if he hadnt, I could have seen with one look that this guys chicken, Disciple or not.
Arent you going, Kirilli? a nurse asks, frowning.
Of course I am, he puffs. I just thought I mean, Im still recovering He waves his injured hand at me, smiling shakily.
I got up from my deathbed, Dervish murmurs. Surely you arent going to let a few missing fingers hold you back?
No! Kovacs cries as the nurses glower accusingly. I just meant His face darkens. He shoots me a look of pure spite, then recovers instantly. With a breezy smile, he turns to the nurses. What I meant was, I have no desire to go to war in a dismal state of attire. I know my suits a touch the worse for wear, but if you good ladies could fetch it for me, so that I might cut a dashing figure as I stride into battle to save the day
The nurses like that. They quickly bring Kovacs his suit, which turns out to be a natty, badly shredded stage magicians costume, with faded gold and silver stars stitched down the sides. But I must admit he wears the rags well. Pats dust away, tuts at the blood, then tips an imaginary hat to the nurses. Later, ladies, he purrs. Then, to a murmur of approving coos, he slides ahead of me, flashes me a reassuring smileas if I needed encouragementand exits like a politician heading off to settle an important affair of state.
I bark at the werewolves in the corridor, leaving Dervish to round up the human troops. With a few simple grunts, I let the beasts know were going to fight. They howl happily in response.
Im excited as we step out of the building. I dont care what the enemy sends against us. According to Juni, Im the worst threat to mankind in any universe. Ive only myself to be afraid of really.
Dervish, Bec and Kirilli edge up behind me, backed by about fifty soldiers. Kirillis teeth are chattering, but he stands his ground and lets magic gather in his hands. I dont plan to rely on him, but he might prove useful.
Bec looks more resigned than afraid. Shes trying hard to believe we can win, not just this fight but all those still to come. But its hard. In her heart she feels were doomed. Shell give it her best, but she doesnt think we can triumph, not in the end, not against Death.
Dervish is smiling. He figures hes going to be dead soon, one way or another, so what does he have to worry about? Hes picked his spot and chosen his fight. If he dies, itll be on home turf. Thats all that matters to him now.
The soldiers are nervous, though some hide it better than others. They know a bit about demons, that they cant kill the monsters, only slow them down. Theyre not in control of this situation, and I know how frustrating that can be. But the Disciples have chosen well. This lot will stand, fight and die if they have to.
And they will.
I look around at my misshapen pack of werewolves and smile jaggedly. Of all those with me, these are the ones Im counting on to cause the greatest upset. If our foes dont know about my lupine retinue, theyre in for a nasty surprise. Demons are used to having it easy on this world. Most humans cant kill them, and they rarely have to face more than a couple of Disciples at a time. Thirty-seven savage werewolves are going to make for a very different experience!
I sniff the air. I hear horrified screams coming from several streets away. Im eager to get stuck in, but I delay the moment of attack, thinking about Junis awful prophecy. Then, wiping it from my thoughts, I roar and let the werewolves break loose. As they race to confront the demons, I pound along in the middle of them. Dervish, Bec, Kirilli and the soldiers lag behind. Im grinning wolfishly, no longer worried about prophecies. Let the world end. Hell, let me be the one to end it! What does it matter? Nobody lives forever. If mankinds destined to bite the bullet, lets bite and be damned.
We turn a corner. I see hordes of demons running wild, humans fleeing the monstrous creatures. With an excited yelp, I lead my misshapen troops into action. As I zone in on the demonic army, I smile and think theres at least one guarantee I can make. If Junis right, and its my fate to destroy this planet, the poet got it wrong. The world wont end with a bang or a whimper. Itll end with the death screams of a thousand demons and a defiant, carefree, savage, wolfen howl.
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