Déjà Vu

Book One of the Saskia Brandt Series

IAN HOCKING

Copyright © 2011 by Ian Hocking

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This story is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are either products of the author’s imagination or used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.

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First published January 2005 by the UKA Press. Originally edited by Aliya Whiteley.

Published by Writer as a Stranger

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Table of Contents

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

Chapter 13

Chapter 14

Chapter 15

Chapter 16

Chapter 17

Chapter 18

Chapter 19

Chapter 20

Chapter 21

Chapter 22

Chapter 23

Chapter 24

Chapter 25

Chapter 26

Chapter 27

Chapter 28

Chapter 29

Chapter 30

Chapter 31

Chapter 32

Chapter 33

Chapter 34

Chapter 35

Chapter 36

Chapter 37

Chapter 38

Epilogue

Acknowledgements for the First Edition

Reviews

Also by Ian Hocking

About the Author

Photograph by Mimika Cooney

During his fifteen-year writing career, Ian Hocking’s fiction has been published extensively, both online and in print. He graduated with a degree in experimental psychology from the University of Exeter and now lectures in psycholinguistics, philosophy and research methods at Canterbury Christ Church University and the Open University.

‘A new voice in Brit SF that we should all be taking an interest in.’

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Déjà Vu

Saskia Brandt illustrated by Pia Geurra

Dedication

Für Britta

Chapter One

Berlin: September, 2023

Saskia Brandt emerged from the shadow of the Brandenburg Gate and narrowed her eyes at the evening. There: the mirrored spandrels of the Federal Office of Investigation. Minutes later, she strode inside. She crossed the inlaid insignia – Ex tabula rasa – and dumped her ceramic revolver in a tray. Huffed. Stepped through the detector and retrieved the gun while the guard folded his arms and made her feel exposed with her hair down, absurd in her casual skirt, short in her flip flops.

‘You should be on holiday,’ he said, smiling.

‘I should be on holiday.’

Ghost-touched by the air conditioning, her sweat dried cold.  She entered the lift, which rose on a piston and opened high in the building. Her office was one among dozens. Its plaque read: Frau Kommissarin Brandt. She licked her thumb and squeaked away a plastic shaving from the B.

Inside was a black desk on an ashy carpet and vertical blinds that could wink Berlin away. A cubicle formed by free-standing screens marked the extent of her secretary’s territory. The cubicle was empty. To the right, beyond some abstract art, were her kitchenette and bathroom.

The office was uncomfortably warm. Saskia approached the desk and adjusted the position of its antique blotter while she thought. She stroked a framed photograph: her English boyfriend, Simon. Her ex-boyfriend of - she noted the sunburnt skin around her watch - five hours and twenty-two minutes, allowing for the time difference. She turned the photograph face down and set her watch to Berlin time.

‘The air conditioning is broken,’ announced the nameless computer that haunted her office. Two cameras hung in the dark corners of the ceiling. Each drew a bead on her mouth.

‘Why?’

‘I do not know. An engineer has been called. If you are hot, take a cold shower.’

Saskia turned to one of the cameras. ‘Thanks for the advice.’

‘You’re welcome.’

‘Where is my secretary? Why didn’t she report it?’

‘Your secretary is on holiday.’ The computer paused. ‘You should be on holiday too.’

Her boyfriend had been cooking pasta for a romantic meal when the recall came through and, without discernible romance, had thrown the boiling pot across the room. A stray tassel of spaghetti had burned Saskia’s forehead with a question mark. She had let him fuss and make his apologies, but it was over the moment that burn mark bloomed. She did not say good-bye. In the taxi to the airport, she cried.

She entered the bathroom, drew some water and splashed it over her forehead. Then she went to the kitchen. A microwave, cupboards, a coffeemaker and a large refrigerator. Her eyes stopped on the refrigerator. It promised cold, sparkling mineral water. She pulled the handle and her secretary rolled out, taut and twisted, dead joints creaking as she unwound. Their eyes met and Saskia crouched, her attention moving from those dry orbs to the hole below the secretary’s left ear.

~

As Saskia held the shoulder of the corpse, she paused in the wake of a thought: she could not remember the secretary’s name. How could that be? Saskia was tired but not exhausted. There was no reason to forget the woman who had worked in her office since the spring. Saskia had last seen her late on Friday afternoon, two days before. Why had the body been hidden? The question and its answer collided: she was being framed.

Saskia returned to her desk. Before she could query her computer, it asked, ‘Who are you?’

‘I am Kommissarin Brandt and you are my office computer. Are you malfunctioning?’

There was no reply. Instead, Saskia heard the swish of the computer’s local components, which were housed within her desk. ‘Computer, what are you doing?’

‘I am assembling a profile for Kommissarin Brandt.’

‘You shouldn’t have to. Run an internal systems check.’

‘Check complete. No problems found.’

‘My voice print was working a few minutes ago. Why would it be unavailable now?’

‘It may have been deleted accidentally or deliberately. The latter is likelier.’

‘I see.’

Had there been a break-in? Could it be the same person who was trying to frame her?

‘Your refrigerator reports that it is broken,’ the computer said.

‘It would.’ Saskia leaned on her desk and looked into the sky. ‘My secretary was inside.’

‘I do not understand. Why would your secretary be inside the refrigerator?’

‘Do you know why?’

‘I do not understand. Why would your secretary be inside the refrigerator?’

‘We are no longer having a conversation.’

~

Herr Hauptkommissar Beckmann wore a grey suit with a lemon-yellow flower whose name Saskia could not recall. He was holding on for an FIB pension and the long shadows of a twilight in Croatia. She liked him.

‘No milk, sorry,’ she said, passing the coffee. ‘Perhaps you could fill me in.’

Her boss had a habit of putting his tongue tip into a cup before he drank, and his eyes had the unsettling regard of an arch prosecutor. He swallowed. ‘In the early hours of this morning,’ he began, ‘your computer sent an enquiry to a refrigeration subcontractor concerning your fridge. I intercepted the e-mail and sent a man to investigate. Why? You had a new fridge fitted last year. A simple statistical test indicated that the probability of it failing within five years was less than one in twenty. I sent the man around as a precaution. He’s from the Moscow office, originally. Klutikov.’

Saskia looked at the picture of Simon, the blotter, the plant in the corner and the secretary’s little desk. She imagined a man and his gloved fingers.

‘You believe me, don’t you?’

Beckmann paid out a silence the length of two coffee sips.

‘Let us be rigorous. Let us be rational. Here are the facts according to Klutikov. Your secretary was killed on Friday evening. She died from a single stab wound below the ear. The blade was at least six centimetres in length. The wound led to a fatal brain haemorrhage. The deceased -’

‘Mary,’ Saskia blurted, excited by her victory over forgetfulness. ‘Her name was Mary.’ She looked at the fallen photo-frame. ‘Why did the murderer put her in the fridge?’

‘A large, hot object will put a strain on the fridge’s gas compressor.’

Saskia nodded. ‘That links with the broken air conditioning problem. It made the air warmer and forced the fridge’s compressor to work harder.’

‘Inevitably, then, the fridge will break. The next step is quite predictable. Your computer will send a request to have the fridge examined and repaired. The repair subcontractor will then send an engineer for Monday morning. He will discover the body and, as simply as that, you will be framed.’

Saskia sat against the desk. She was unused to the skirt, and her thighs rubbed.

‘Of course. I was not due back until Tuesday, after the bank holiday. But why frame me so elaborately?’ Her eyes jumped to his. ‘I have the answer. I left the office around six o’clock on the Friday evening. If it could be proved that the act happened later than that – which it did, because Mary was still in the office when I left – then my alibi would have been provided by witness statements from the taxi driver and the airline staff. By storing the body in the fridge, the time of death is less predictable. It would leave open the possibility that I murdered Mary before leaving for London.’

‘So why would you, in your role as a murderer, put the body in the fridge?’

‘I could store it here and carry out the pieces over the next weeks.’ Saskia stopped her thoughts. She said, ‘This is conjecture, of course.’

Beckmann placed the empty cup on her blotter. Saskia looked at it, then moved it off.

‘And your postulated motive, Frau Kommissarin?’

‘I have no idea.’

‘I must tell you that Klutikov searched Mary’s pockets and found photographs of a lesbian nature.’

Saskia took a breath and held it. ‘I see. A lover’s tiff.’

Beckmann studied her expression. ‘Frau Kommissarin, it is 1:15 pm. The technician will arrive at 8:00 am tomorrow.’

‘How do you think we should proceed?’

‘We? I told you that I don’t want the Internal Section parachuting in here unnecessarily. Handle this yourself. If you cancel the technician and the murderer is monitoring your communications, he will be forewarned. I suggest you retain your only advantage: his belief that he has succeeded. Now listen to me. If I don’t have a satisfactory answer by the time the repairman arrives, the Internal Section will be activated. You don’t want that. What with their methods. If I’m satisfied you’ve identified the perpetrator, you and Klutikov can run him down.’

Saskia stared, unfocused, at the wall. ‘If I’m convicted, the courts will have me killed.’

‘After the Richter ruling, you might be lucky and just have your brain wiped. Street-cleaning isn’t so bad. They wear epaulettes.’ Beckmann put the flower to his nose. ‘Thanks for the coffee.’

Chapter Two

Hauptkommissar Beckmann had been gone for an hour. In that interval, Saskia had checked the security recordings of the cameras in the foyer. The recordings had been deliberately scrambled. While she worked implication after implication, two cleaning spiders entered her office. She watched them groom the carpet around her feet - touches to map her calf - and climb the desk, lift the blotter’s corner, shoo away the dust. The spell broke when a spider approached the kitchen.

‘Computer, get rid of them.’

The spiders slipped under the door like messages and were gone.

‘How about some Vivaldi?’ she asked.

‘I don’t understand. Would you like to improve your accuracy by reading some prepared training texts?’

‘No. Play me some music by the composer Vivaldi.’

‘Which symphony?’

‘The Four Seasons.’

‘Which piece?’

‘Winter.’

It played.

‘Louder.’

Louder.

A tear formed in her left eye. She looked at the photograph of Simon. His eyes flashed green. Saskia turned to the blinking diode of a camera high on the wall. ‘Computer, you use those cameras to disambiguate voice commands, correct?’

‘Yes, a multiple constraint satisfaction framework is -’

‘Do you store the video? Show me.’

‘Yes, I use it to help process difficult utterances.’

‘I said show me.’

‘Raw video or my compressed representations?’

‘Raw.’

The blinds rotated and the daylight died. Four projected squares expanded. Each showed a live view of Saskia’s face. ‘Show me the video for last Friday afternoon.’

‘It has been deleted.’

Saskia saw herself scowl. ‘What?’

‘Please wait. I have located a back-up.’

The squares changed to show four profiles of her secretary, Mary. She was sitting at her desk.

‘Overlay a time stamp in the corner of the lower right frame.’

The time-stamp read 12:07 pm.

Saskia nodded. ‘Now jump to 7:00 pm.’

‘I’m sorry?’

‘Go forward to 7:00 pm.’

The computer did so. An empty room.

‘Back to 6:30. Play it in real time.’

Saskia watched the secretary as she typed at her terminal, as she passed her moments, as she yawned, dug her nose, and tweaked an earring. There was a knock at the door, loud and abrupt. Both Mary and Saskia flinched. Mary walked to the door and opened it. Saskia tried to construct the scene from the traces of background and but the cameras cherished Mary’s portrait. She was expectant, then puzzled, then afraid. The visitor said nothing.

Pull back, Saskia willed.

Two cameras were retasked as the visitor entered. They moved from Mary to the murderer. Saskia leaned forward, then swore. His face was obscured by a broad-brimmed hat. The viewing angle made it impossible to see beyond his shaven chin. His coat was baggy but nondescript. Wordlessly, he moved to Mary. His head tilted to kiss her. Then a gloved hand flashed at her neck, fast as a tongue at an insect. Mary died sliding down his front. Unbalanced by her weight, he laid her out and wiped the blade on her collar. Then he hauled her towards the kitchen. Beyond the cameras.

‘Go back to the frame where the person walked in.’

‘I don’t understand.’

‘Back five seconds. Forward two seconds. Back three frames. Print that.’

Saskia opened the blotter and removed the single, blank sheet. As she watched, the murderer appeared mid-stride. His height was difficult to judge, though the computer could calculate it. He wore a long raincoat and dark gloves. His shoulders were narrow. Not enough detail. Nothing diagnostic.

~

Saskia took a lukewarm shower. She dried slowly and twisted her hair into a towel. She wiped a space in the bathroom mirror’s condensation and examined her eyes. She closed the wings of a white bathrobe around herself and returned to the office. The carpet tickled the gaps between her toes.

‘Computer, play the video once more. This time from 6:34 pm.’

Again, Mary was disturbed by a knock at the door. Again, Mary was murdered. Saskia sighed; the unchangeable and dead past. But, on the brink of an idea, Saskia stepped closer to the window and tilted her head.

‘…Stop.’

The murderer froze with his knife on Mary’s collar.

‘Zoom in on the blade.’

Camera One filled the window. The knife was pixelated but Saskia hoped it had caught something essential of the murderer, as her darkening office had perhaps caught something of Mary’s expiration. Saskia’s thumbs itched.

‘Computer, can you analyze the image on the surface of the knife?’

‘Can you be more specific?’

‘I want to have a true representation of the object that caused the reflection on the surface of the knife. The object is a human face approximately thirty centimetres from the blade. However, do not share the analysis with any other computer. Is this clear?’

‘If I distribute the analysis, processing will take minutes. If I do it myself, hours will be required. There are many free parameters.’

‘How long?’

‘Twelve hours, plus or minus one.’

Saskia looked at her bare wrist. Her watch was still in the bathroom. ‘What time is it?’

‘It is 7:45 pm.’

There was a chance that the analysis would not be complete by 8:00 am, when the engineer was to arrive. But, with a face, Saskia could pursue the investigation herself. It represented the difference between being controlled and being the controller. It might save her from the life of a street sweeper, rehabilitated, the crinkles on her brain smoothed clean.

‘Begin your analysis.’

‘Yes, Kommissarin.’

The night was long. Saskia dressed again. She did not want to eat or read. She had nobody to call. Finally, she fell asleep in her chair, lulled by the swish-swish of the data carousels as, pixel by pixel, the computer formed its answer to her question. She dreamed she brushed the streets, swish-swish, until they were as blank as her.

~

Awake, she witnessed each tick of the dawn. The city restarted. The empty streets gathered their people. Saskia watched them. In the bathroom, she studied her reflection. She brought cold water to her face and massaged her eyebrows and her eyes. She pressed until her vision clouded. Still pressing, she became an airborne observer of a vast necropolis. She withdrew her hands and her face re-wove in the mirror. A re-acquisition of signal. A restart.

She had solved the case.

It was 7:50 am. If the engineer was punctual, he would arrive in ten minutes.

‘Saskia,’ called the computer, ‘I have completed the image processing job.’

She returned to her desk. ‘Give me a hard copy.’

As the reconstruction of the murderer’s face appeared on her blotting paper, there was a knock at the door. Saskia folded the paper in half.

‘Computer, who is that?’

‘The Hauptkommissar. He has not requested an appointment.’

‘Is he alone?’

‘Yes.’

‘Let him in.’

Beckmann, today, was as identical in dress and expression as yesterday, but a carnation had replaced the anonymous lemon-yellow flower in his buttonhole.

‘Kommissarin?’

‘Here.’

She unfolded the paper. It showed Saskia frowning in disgust over the woman she had murdered.

Chapter Three

‘Well, you have five minutes until the engineer arrives,’ said Beckmann. ‘Do you think this is a frame-up?’

Saskia took the paper and walked around the desk as she spoke.

‘No. The mechanics of the crime are consistent with the notion that the murderer is female. Mary was killed by a single stab wound below the ear. Though that requires skill, it does not require strength. I have recovered video of the murder itself, and this shows the perpetrator struggling to move the body. The murderer also wore a hat – long since destroyed. The effect of the hat was to conceal the face, and therefore the sex, of the wearer, from the cameras in my office.’

Saskia touched her forehead with her thumb. ‘Second, I remember receiving a burn yesterday morning. By afternoon, it was gone. On the assumption that I am not hallucinating at this very moment, then it must be true that I was never burned. My memory of receiving the burn cannot, therefore, be true. And that memory involved Simon, my English boyfriend. He threw a pot of pasta at me when I was recalled from London.’

‘Or did he?’

‘Precisely,’ she said, taking pride in her glacial tone. ‘This suggests a further hypothesis that at least some of my memories are false. The time at which the burn disappeared marks, I believe, the point where my false memories stop and my true memories begin. This point was my dizziness after discovering the body in the fridge. Some minutes before this, I killed Mary. Then false memories were implanted, or became activated. The key evidence is the computer’s analysis of the knife blade. If it is true - and it must be - then I have been hunting myself.’

Saskia had stopped next to the window. Across the desk, Beckmann smiled. ‘Questions remain.’

‘Such as,’ Saskia began, but she was stalled by the sudden understanding that these implanted memories might extend beyond the immediate past. She reached for a childhood, a school, her first love. She found nothing. Unstoppably, other realizations followed: she had remained in the office overnight because she had no home; she had called no friends because she had none. Even Simon (Saskia took his picture, searched his eyes) meant nothing. She was not in the picture because the two had never met. She ripped the photograph from its frame and found a yellowed advert for stationery on the reverse.

She took her revolver and aimed it at Beckmann.

‘What did you do to me?’ she whispered. This might have been the first time she looked at him. His aloofness was better termed coldness. His indifference was the abstraction of his cruelty.

‘Oh, Frau Kommissarin. You are so worried about being caught for your secretary’s murder. You think they’ll wipe your brain and send you out into the community. It’s too late. They already did.’

Saskia let the gun drop to the desk. ‘What? What?’

‘Several months ago, you were convicted of a thorough and meticulous murder. I must be vague on the details. You understand. As part of your rehabilitation, you were released into my programme. Do you know the expression,’ he briefly switched to English, ‘“Set a thief to catch a thief”? People like you, Kommissarin, have a talent to know their own kind. I want that.’

‘People like me?’ Even as Saskia felt the suck of madness, her intellect pushed on. ‘So this is an interview?’

‘Yes. You passed.’

‘Who was Mary?’

‘Another one of your kind. She won’t be missed, particularly by her victims’ families.’ Beckmann leaned over the desk. ‘Do you accept my offer?’

‘What are the alternatives?’

‘You’ll be destroyed and your ashes pinched across the Spree.’

‘So why don’t I just put a bullet in you and leave for Siberia?’

Beckmann looked at the gun. ‘What bullet?’

She checked. There were no shell rims visible in the cylinder. She flicked out the cylinder and found one round in the topmost chamber. She reset the gun and pointed it at Beckmann. ‘This bullet.’

‘May I make one point? During the First World War, senior Russian officers would test the cleanliness of a junior’s revolver in a peculiar manner. Cleanliness was vitally important because a poorly maintained gun was likely to jam. So a gun was loaded with one bullet, the cylinder was spun and the weapon fired at the junior. If the gun was well maintained, the cylinder would come to rest with the bullet at the base. The pin would strike nothing. However, if the gun was poorly maintained, the bullet could stop anywhere. Beneath the firing pin, for example.’

‘Russian roulette.’

‘Kommissarin, do you know the true significance of Russian roulette?’

She gasped. A breath-stopping pain ripped along her gun arm. She felt the joints flare and her muscles tremble with effort. Despite her will, the arm began to bend.

‘Don’t fight me,’ said Beckmann. ‘The purpose of Russian roulette is edification. The question: Is there a bullet or is there not? Some officers were hanged because they did not have the courage to ask.’

Saskia strained until her teeth creaked and her chest bulged with trapped air. Her eyes, which she could move, beseeched Beckmann, but he did nothing. She dashed the cylinder across her thigh. It spun. Then she raised the revolver to her temple.

Beckmann’s eyes drank her body from toes to crown. ‘Now,’ he continued, ‘do you commit? If so, you will become my property. You will investigate federal crime as a probationary officer within the FIB. You will not be permitted to leave the EU and you will not attempt to rediscover your past. You will tell no one your true circumstances. You will accept anything I care to put in your brain. If you break any of these rules, you will be executed. Do you understand? Answer me now, or you will pull the trigger.’

She felt her jaw unlock and understood that she had been given the power to speak. ‘Yes,’ she gasped.

Beckmann waited. He looked at her grubby T-shirt and cheap flip-flops, both souvenirs of a holiday she had never taken. ‘Good.’

The spell broke. Saskia collapsed into her chair. It spun with a clicking sound that recalled the revolver’s cylinder.

‘My assistant will arrive in two minutes. She will give you a suit, some money, and the keys to an apartment. I suggest you go there and calm down. Here is your badge.’ He put a leather wallet on the table. ‘You should deal with that awful smell and…’

Beckmann stopped. Saskia was pointing the revolver at him. She pulled the trigger. Nothing happened. On the sixth click, Beckman shook his head.

‘…you’ll find live ammunition in the armoury, second floor.’

She regarded him blankly.

‘Oh, Saskia?’

‘What.’

‘Here is your first assignment.’ A sheaf of documents landed on her desk. They looked ink-based. ‘The first thief I want you to catch is an Englishman called David Proctor.’

‘English?’

‘You’re on probation. If you don’t catch him, you die, and at length. Good morning.’

Chapter Four

Met Four Research Center, Nevada, USA: The day before

A sound woke Jennifer Proctor. She raised her head from the desk, allowed an eddy of vertigo to pass, and looked about. Richardo’s chair was empty. She was alone but for party streamers and mugs of flat champagne. By her watch, it was hardly dawn. Too early for a hangover. She stepped into her clogs and prepared to call out for Richardo, but there was a man standing in the doorway.

‘Who the Christ are you?’ she asked, closing her lab-coat.

‘My name is John Hartfield.’

The moment grew long.

Damn it, Proctor.

She licked her dry lips. ‘I’m Jennifer, sir. Jennifer Proctor, head of Project N25. Head of a subsection, rather.’

His face in darkness, he said, ‘N25? Gerald will have given the programme a more memorable name, surely.’

‘Déjà Vu.’

‘The psychological phenomenon. Well chosen.’

‘He says that what goes around comes around.’ She forced a smile. ‘Mr Hartfield, on behalf of the team, I’d like to express our gratitude for your financial support.’

Hartfield stepped into the room. His face was blank. He might have been watching Jennifer through a two-way mirror. ‘No, it is we who are grateful to you.’ He scratched a grey eyebrow. ‘I’d like to talk about the project. Perhaps we could do that in the context of a tour?’

A tour at 5:00 a.m.

‘Certainly.’

Outside, Jennifer shaded her eyes against the cavern lights. From their elevation, the bowl of the great centrifuge was visible among the power plants and workshops.

‘I wonder if you could explain the significance of the first experiment, which you described in your report.’

‘Here,’ she said, producing the savonette watch. ‘Take it.’

The chain of the timepiece poured into Hartfield’s hand. He read the words that Jennifer had written in magic marker. His thumb rubbed them.

‘It happened on Tuesday,’ she said. ‘One hour before we received presidential authority, the re-injection alarms sounded. These alarms are designed to respond to certain gravitational anomalies that correlate with the re-injection of matter. They’re automatic.’

‘But you hadn’t sent anything through time.’

‘Not at that point. The reception centrifuge began to spin up 11:52 a.m. At precisely noon, with the rotation arm at full speed, our cameras captured the materialisation of a plastic box. It struck the reception container at the perfect angle. Splashdown. Turn the watch. You see the time and date?’

‘Yes.’

‘I wrote that at 2:00 p.m., two hours after the watch materialised.’

‘What did you do after it appeared?’

‘I couldn’t believe it. I ran to the office, opened a drawer, and took it out. The same watch, that is.’ Jennifer laughed. The rush of success reddened her ears, but she knew the machine was an emphatic fuck off to all those who had questioned her youth, her worth. ‘There was…there was a moment when I held both watches. In my left hand, the original watch showed the correct time. In my right, the duplicate showed two hours’ hence. The same watch. We had done it. But we had only two hours to prep the machine.’

‘Were you tempted to not send it back?’

‘I don’t understand.’

‘Were you tempted to let 2:00 p.m. pass by without firing up the machine and sending the watch back to 12:00 p.m.?’

‘That would have been impossible, Mr Hartfield. The effect of the cause had already occurred. You can’t have an effect without a cause.’

‘What if you tried?’

Jennifer frowned. ‘I’m not making myself clear. The watch had already been sent; it just so happened that the sending had not yet occurred. Do you see what I mean? It’s no different from firing a gun at a target. You can, as the shooter, wish that travelling bullet should not reach the target after the gun has been fired, but the bullet doesn’t care what you think. It will always hit. Always.’

Hartfield listened to the watch. He closed his eyes. ‘It’s running fine.’

‘No, each tick is marginally slower than the last. The error was three nanoseconds per second on Tuesday. Now it’s three microseconds, an order of magnitude greater.’

‘Is that why you can’t send a living person?’

‘You’re asking Wilbur Wright if he can put a man on the moon.’ She took the watch and dealt the chain as a spiral into her palm. ‘The two things are entirely different.’

At the fence that bordered the industrial enclosure, Jennifer dug into a bin of hard hats and gave one to Hartfield.

‘Jennifer, shortly after the turn of the century, I was in Kentucky shopping for a thoroughbred. I fell unexpectedly from my mount and the diagnosis, made some days later, was that I suffered from a malignant brain tumour. In the years that followed, I underwent many treatments, from the medical to the medieval. Ultimately, I went public. I offered half of my empire to anyone who could cure me. As you would expect, I was approached by a number of con-artists and idiots. But one e-mail, from an Argentine medical student, intrigued me. He had an idea for a non-surgical procedure that I’m sure you’re familiar with.’

‘Orza’s nano-treatment,’ she replied, gesturing to the door in the fence. They passed through.

‘In its initial runs, non-cancerous cells were also attacked, particularly neurons associated with higher brain function. In that respect, it was as blunt an instrument as chemotherapy. But I took the treatment with only weeks to live and, as you see, twenty years later I’m not yet dead.’

They walked on. Jennifer gestured to the smaller centrifuge that had been built at the edge of the larger one and explained how the two formed a transmitter-receiver arrangement. Hartfield nodded, but his eyes were elsewhere, and he touched her elbow to interrupt her explanation.

‘Jennifer, I made Orza a famous man. One day, you too will be renowned. People will want your money and your time. Are you prepared?’

‘I’ll get used to it.’

‘How old was Einstein when he published his Special Theory of Relativity?’

‘Twenty-six.’

‘And Newton his advances in physics?’

‘Not forgetting mathematics and optics. Twenty-two.’

‘And you your time machine, Jennifer?’

She felt the tension that gathered in her muscles when people probed her background, tried to divine her wellspring. ‘Twenty-one.’

Hartfield stared. ‘You’ve beaten them both.’

Jennifer met his gaze. ‘But I had Einstein, and Einstein had Newton.’

‘And you had your father. We should not forget him. Did you know that he once worked for me?’

Jennifer could not conceal her surprise. ‘You ran the West Lothian Centre?’

‘I owned it, and others. These were investments I was happy to make. I owe my life to science.’

‘But you owed nothing to my father. I remember the problems he had when I was growing up. Doors closing, friends not returning his calls. Was that your doing? Because of the bombing?’

‘Your father returned to academia, eventually. He recovered his career.’

‘And my mother?’

Hartfield rested against a wall-like baffle. Behind it, an electrical plant hummed.

‘Jennifer, I do hope I haven’t offended you. I came here to offer congratulations. And, because your father and I were once friends, I need you to warn him. He is in danger.’

‘What kind of danger?’

‘I can’t be certain. Talk to him.’

‘You talk to him.’

‘He wouldn’t listen.’

Jennifer looked at this man: his blank, closed face; his unnatural body language; his clumsy threat. ‘What should I say?’

‘Tell him to stay in Oxford.’

‘Oxford.’

‘Every…’

‘Every what?’

‘Every effect has a cause,’ he said.

Jennifer folded her arms. ‘What goes around comes around.’

‘That too. Thank you, Jennifer. I’m glad we met. Congratulations once more. I will study your reports carefully. Goodbye.’

The frown did not leave her face until Hartfield had closed the cage on the elevator. The radial arm of the centrifuge began to move. With each revolution, Jennifer felt her headache throb. The last of her drunkenness had gone.

West Lothian, Scotland

Professor David Proctor forced himself to breathe with tidal ease, to wax air, to wane. He counted the blown specks on the taxi’s windscreen and gave his widow’s peak a quick brush. The hotel watched him. Twenty years ago, David had worked beneath its foundations in a research centre whose entrances were now capped and dead. He thought about the cut plumbing, the emptied kitchens, the barge-long conference tables splintered, the coffee pots emptied and the conversation silenced. He thought about it all.

He pocketed the brush.

Now or never, Proctor.

He opened the door and, without emerging, breathed the Scottish air. Nodding firs. A cloud-shot sky. For a moment, he was inside his memories of twenty years before.

‘Professor,’ whispered a voice in his ear, ‘you have a call.’

‘I’m supposed to be stealthed, Ego.’

‘It is your daughter.’

David looked at his flat shoe on the gravel. Now or never. He withdrew his leg and closed the door. He took Ego, a metallic computer the size of a credit card, from his wallet. ‘Go on, Ego.’

‘I am having difficulty. Might it be encrypted?’

David smiled. He could feel his daughter’s presence already. ‘I dare say you’ll find the cipher in her high school maths project.’

An image of his daughter appeared on Ego’s exterior. Her skin was puffy and her eyes ringed with the sediment of hard work. A sickening fancy: that Jennifer had inherited a filament of decay from her late mother, whose head David had cradled in the last moments of her life in the rain of a split water-pipe not far beneath his taxi.

‘Hey, Jennifer,’ he said, unsettled by his thoughts.

‘Dad. You’re not easy to find.’

‘Jennifer, I’m really glad you called. Really.’

‘You seem shocked.’

‘It’s your accent.’

‘You sound as British as ever.’

David feared this conversation would skim the surface of their hurt when it needed to plunge. ‘Jesus,’ he blurted, ‘we need to talk.’

‘Go on.’

‘I sent you to New York too soon.’

‘You sent me away, Dad.’ Jennifer spoke without intonation. David wondered if she had rehearsed the statement with a psychiatrist. ‘You sent the freak to the freaks, then skipped the country.’

‘You couldn’t stay in Oxford any more. You wouldn’t have realised your potential.’ David rubbed his sore neck. ‘We’ve been through this.’

‘I was the one who had to go through it, not you. Do you know what it was like in that school?’

‘I got your e-mails.’

‘I didn’t get yours.’

Now his anger threatened to match hers. ‘Jennifer, why did you call?’

‘Where are you?’

‘I’m at the old research centre in West Lothian.’

‘Crap, already? What are you doing there?’

‘I can’t tell you that on the phone.’

‘This isn’t a phone, Dad.’ The tone: amusement that the old duffer could even check his email.

David smiled. ‘Hey, I figured out the encryption.’

‘You mean your Ego unit did. Sounds like a nice toy.’

‘He’s clever, but a bit buggy. A prototype.’

David reached into his jacket. ‘Do you know what I brought with me, Jenny?’

‘Dad, listen for second. Go back.’

He did not remove his hand. ‘Has someone been talking to you?’

‘Dad? Go back.’ She might have been five years old. ‘Please now.’

Chapter Five

The high ribwork of the orangery joined a sternum thirty feet above the floor. Premature night had turned its panes dark blue. McWhirter sat but David stood with his elbow on the mantel of the empty fireplace, spinning the ice in his whisky with metronomic tips of his wrist. Otherwise, the orangery was deserted. Rain invisible but there, like passing traffic.

‘Somehow,’ said McWhirter, scratching the translucent skin of his knuckles, ‘he broke into your old laboratory.’

‘Tell me what it’s like down there.’

‘A steady five degrees. Structurally, it isn’t safe. We’ve had two cave-ins.’

‘His physical condition?’

‘I thought you could take a look at him.’

‘Medical school was a long time ago. Don’t you have your own people for that?’

‘You’ll do.’

David abandoned the hearth for a winged chair opposite McWhirter. He noticed the broadsheet newspapers. Dead-tree editions for the old fossils of the Park Hotel. He disliked the malt, but sipped. ‘So you want me to go down there. Triffic.’

‘You know the layout as well as anyone.’

‘I worked here. So did you. I’ll guard the whisky and you go down. What say you?’

‘The bomber knew this place too.’

‘No argument. It was an inside job.’

‘He knew where to set the explosives,’ continued McWhirter, unblinking. ‘He knew when the scientists would be in the hall and away from danger. He knew which project to bomb.’

David could hear the ping of his heartbeat. ‘Aren’t you a bit old to be playing games?’

‘Just between us. We’re alone. Did you do it?’

‘My wife died in the explosion.’ David let the moment stretch out until it snapped. ‘My Helen. If I ever found the man who did it, I would kill him. Someone put you in charge of security, McWhirter, and they made a mistake. You’ve both had twenty years to get over it.’

McWhirter crossed his legs. The faded jeans were at odds with the smartness of the man David remembered. His crew-cut hair and combed moustache had whitened. He had a sailor’s squint. McWhirter looked at his glass. ‘Bruce has put Onogoro back online.’

‘Bollocks he has. It was destroyed.’

‘Evidently not.’

‘It needs a dedicated power plant just to boot.’

‘Twenty years ago, maybe. Welcome to the future. The power spike is how we got wind of the whole business.’

‘I thought the entrances were capped.’

‘We cut through them.’

‘“We”.’ David surveyed the neat, empty tables and chairs. ‘So you and I are not alone in the hotel.’

‘This is the future. Nobody is alone anymore.’

‘You got grumpy with age, McWhirter.’

‘I was always grumpy. Now I’ve grown into it, like my ears. David?’

‘What?’

‘I can’t send any more of my people down there.’

‘But you want me to go down.’

‘Think of this as an opportunity for reconciliation. He was your best friend.’

Idly, David put his nose into the whisky glass. ‘He was. He was.’

~

Within a short hour, David found himself in the darkness beneath the hotel, cold and bugged by the black. His torch beam reflected from the airborne particles. Snowy ash. Something had stirred the flakes and he didn’t know what. As he breathed, his spit evaporated in his respirator.

David remembered an air-conditioned expanse dotted with abstract art. Now there was just ongoing black. His feet settled feather-light, careful as an astronaut in moon dust, but the corridor sediment spilled nonetheless. His heavy-duty trousers snagged on cabinets, computers monitors, and stalagmites of glass. He stopped to twist around one of the many cables that looped down. Occasionally, the ceiling purred.

He fought against the silence but the silence won. Its negative pressure drew out the memories. Once: a guitar concerto. Helen, his wife, leading Bruce into the dining room of the new house, noting the layout of chairs, counting the paces between the kitchen door and the patio. He remembered the way Bruce laughed: his cackle was an excavation from the bottom of his chest.

There was another purr from the ceiling.

His tears grew, unwipable, behind his visor.

Ten metres ahead, a light bobbed. David thumbed off his torch. The far light remained.

‘Bruce?’ he called, muffled.

He pressed forward. Cables snagged at his chin. He heard a sound from his teenage years. It was the tight creak of rigging when the sails took wind. He looked up and saw the ceiling distend. Dust rained, absurdly liquid. He scrambled forward but tripped. His head struck a rocky swelling of concrete. The world canted and he could not stand. Through his belly, he felt the ceiling collapse. In the stillness afterward, he understood that he had lost the torch. The corridor was black as burial. The collapse had missed him by centimetres.

The pip in his ear said, ‘Professor Proctor, you have lost your telemetric connection to the surface.’

‘There’s been a cave in. Is there another way out?’

‘Not directly. But the guard in your former laboratory is carrying an extremely low-frequency transmitter. You could send a message.’

‘I think I broke the torch, Ego.’

‘Your visor is equipped with a zero-light mode. Would you like me to activate it?’

‘Please.’

~

McWhirter completed his nightly exercises with ten last press-ups on his knuckles. Sweat dewed his chest hair. He jumped into a crouch and pressed a towel against his forehead and each armpit. There were eight mirrors in his Victorian suite. The full-length glass in the living room showed him what he wanted. He walked through the French doors to a balcony set with hardy, dark green plants. McWhirter had such shrubs in his own garden, where they defined a pet labyrinth. He hung the towel on his neck and looked down the gravel runway to the emptied hotel - footlights marked its edges - while his sweat dried in the wind.

His telephone rang.

‘McWhirter.’ He sat on the bed and rolled his head to treat a crick. ‘Go on. Fuck.’ He removed the towel and sat on it. ‘No one is that lucky. He’s gone. List Benson as missing in action, too. Send flowers to whoever wants them. No. No, it’s never worth it. Cap the north entrance with RN4. I want it diamond hard. Tell the team we’ll leave at noon tomorrow. Of course it’s possible.’

Chapter Six

David stopped in the doorway of his former laboratory and studied the ceiling. False colour belied the dark ruin on which the visor’s zero light camera worked. Fire had taken the tiles. Exposed cables trailed. No doubt some of them carried power.

His first footfall crunched. He looked down at a human hand and jinked left into a filing cabinet. It rang like a gong. Five slow breaths later, he reached out to tap the knee of a crumpled man.

‘Hey. Hello.’

‘May I help you?’ asked Ego.

‘There is a man here, wearing a suit like mine. Can you interface with it?’

‘…Yes. I’m transferring data.’

The man’s visor was opaque.

‘Well, Ego?’

‘The suit is in stand-by mode. The occupant’s breathing became irregular two hours ago, then ceased.’

David undid the man’s mask. Pressurised vomit bubbled out. David looked down two red eyes of nothing.

‘He drowned, Ego. Can you analyse the air?’

‘There are fine transition metals, some acids - chiefly sulphuric - and insoluble particles. The atmosphere is acutely carcinogenic. I would suggest that the occupant was exposed for too long.’

The man’s right hand rested in the dust. He had written, ‘Cant.’

‘What was his name?’

‘She is called Caroline Benson.’

David looked again. Of course. No make-up. He touched her shoulder and moved away.

~

The liquid storage device had once prompted a joke about LSD, but David could not remember which of team had cracked it. The transparent chamber was the size of a car, and the soup of liquid polymer, the tonnes of it, rolled in huge fronts of colour. Once it had reminded David of the surface of Jupiter. Now it reminded him of the vomit on Caroline Benson’s lips. In contrast with the darkness, it was nova bright.

‘Ego, I will place you beneath the forward stanchion of the device. Do you understand?’

‘Perfectly.’

David slid Ego into the drifts of dust.

‘Can you still connect to the low-frequency transmitter?’

‘Yes.’

‘Call for help.’

~

Though the laboratory had never stored hazardous materials, it contained a decontamination suite. David entered its wet room, which was cluttered with broken tiles and shining pipework, and knelt in the corner. He tugged at the zip of a sleeping bag and tossed away the fabric to reveal a body.

Bruce might have been dead. His face was sunken and his mouth lopsided. His hands were drawn against the chest. There was a blanket over his legs. When David moved it aside, a writhing ball of blackness fragmented into rats - their hands pink, their eyes winking - and he checked the urge to scoop them away. Gently, he examined Bruce’s trousers. They were intact. The rats were in it for the warmth. If Bruce got some warmth in return, David was easy. He resettled the material.

There were two rolls of fabric beneath Bruce’s head. They had been placed either side of a neck brace. David felt underneath. Sure enough, there was a neural bridging unit.

‘How long have you been inside, Bruce? Two days now?’

His unconscious patient said nothing. David considered ripping the cable from his brain. He thought about the lab mice who had died when unplugged. Then he thought of Bruce moving around in the inkiness of this place, making his nest, his grave. The darkness of it. The same darkness that had fallen on Bruce at the age of ten. The blind man navigating by touch; coughing; hurting.

David thought, Cancel, and the ruminant evaporated. He went about his work efficiently and calmly. A saline drip in the left arm. An antibiotic drip in the right. But it was impossible not to think of former, better times. They had been inseparable. He found a note in Bruce’s trouser pocket. It was wet with urine. In handwriting frozen at ten years old, it read:

Well well well after all these years! Im looking forward to seeing an old friend. Come into my parlour said the spider to the etc

David rocked back, hugged his knees and wept.

~

The visor’s alarm whooped as David broke the seal. Perfect darkness slid up. When, finally, he took a breath, he gagged on the air. It stank like an old incinerator. He put the visor on the floor, imagining the spill of dust, and removed his clothes. The chamber was no larger than a shower stall. He slid the door across, juddering.

Inside, his bare feet stepped on silky sediment.

‘Ego, has the computer finished the diagnostic program on the fines?’

‘Yes. The diagnostic has been passed. The machine is safe.’

David felt for the descending mask and knocked it against his hip to free the worst of the dirt. He put it on. By now the fines had dropped from their vents to form a solid, mimetic cloud. A bright scene appeared on the interior of the mask: an ocean miles below.

‘My voice is my passport,’ David said. ‘Verify me.’ The computer heard the keyword and checked his voice against a database. Its signature had not changed in twenty years.

A virtual square appeared. On it was a user interface. One icon would summon The Word, the programming language that controlled the universe of Onogoro. He moved his virtual hand over this panel and a blue dot appeared beneath his index finger. He hesitated over ‘shut down’. A gesture would stop the program. It would send him back into the real world forthwith. He could not guess where it would send Bruce.

He touched another icon. It was a picture of his younger self. His old account.

‘Professor,’ said Ego, ‘the low frequency transmitter has received a response from McWhirter. He seems angry. I will paraphrase. He knows about the explosion that destroyed your home in Oxford this morning, and wants you to cease all activity while an emergency shaft is sunk to remove you from the laboratory.’

‘How long do I have?’

‘The estimate is one hour. McWhirter already has the equipment on site. Do you have a reply?’

‘Tell him to go fuck himself. No need to paraphrase.’

Chapter Seven

David flew over lakes and trees, through mountain passes never seen, down waterfalls, into grasslands and desert, over ice floes and volcanic islands. Night fell in seconds. He landed, legs bicycling, in a tropical glade. He felt the ground as a plane in the mimetic cloud. Experience told him not to imagine his real body. He made a mental effort to place himself here, now, walking in the woods: its strange blue fronds; its dampness; its predators. Onogoro had no moon, but he could adjust the brightness using the command console. Doing so, he walked on through this alien world. Its plants were blue, not green, and typically angular. Through breaks in the canopy, he saw a snow-smudged mountain. The peak was bright with dawnlight. Was he being watched?

If a race.

If a race of intelligent beings had evolved in this universe, and developed science, their physicists would discover that matter is continuous, not discrete. Their astronomers would find that their planet is the only planet, their star the only star. They would correctly place themselves at the centre of the universe. Should they build a computing machine, it would never outrun the computer that ran their universe: and what, indeed, would they hypothesise the limiting factor to be? God?

If a God.

The ground inclined. Ahead, David saw a cabin that had been modelled on an Alaskan hunting lodge from a hiking magazine and, by dint of Word, conjured. It overlooked the lower forest. David turned to the vista. The valley throat opened at the east and he could see the mist of a waterfall and a double rainbow in the opening eye of sunrise.

It began to rain.

‘Quite a view,’ called a man.

Bruce Shimoda, whose rat-smothered body was lying cold only metres from David, stepped from the cabin. He wore a haphazard patchwork of fronds and looked like a survivalist. The computer had used the instructions in his DNA to forge this body anew in zeroes and ones, so he was twenty years old once more and bearded. Yet there was a greater, unplaceable difference.

David said, ‘I didn’t know about the fancy dress code.’

Bruce smiled. ‘That’s rich, coming from a giant, sparkling bogey.’

The difference: His eyes were clear and steady. Bruce Shimoda, blind in the outside world, could now see.

~

Bruce stirred the fireplace. His feet rested on the rump of a grizzly bear rug, a photographer’s idea of a lodge accessoire. The kitschery continued with tasselled lamps, a mahogany bar, shotguns, and mounted animal heads.

David moved towards the fire. He felt the fines mimic its temperature. He was reminded of McWhirter. ‘I’ve got about half an hour, Bruce. Can we talk?’

‘I jinxed the room. It’s encrypted.’

‘For you, maybe. McWhirter could be listening at the door to my immersion chamber.’

‘Jesus, is he still alive?’

‘And kicking, you bet.’

Bruce sighed. ‘How much do you know, David?’

‘Not much. Our mutual friend, whoever she is, told me to accept the summons to Scotland, which I did. She told me my house would go up in smoke, and it has. Anything else is guesswork.’

Bruce leaned on his hand. He coughed with a scraping sound that David associated with the pneumonia cases of his junior doctoring days. When the fit passed, Bruce looked up. There were red flecks on his teeth.

‘I’m infected, mate. On Onogoro, we’ve got all kinds of animal – analogues of them, anyway – from birds and fish to viruses. I wasn’t born in this world. I have no history of exposure. My immune system hasn’t been toughed up. Vaccinated.’

‘The program I wrote should have compensated, but it was never tested.’

‘Until now.’

‘Me. The test pilot. The dog in orbit.’

David’s tired eyes dropped to the floor.

‘Dave?’

‘What?’

‘I’m dying. But.’

‘But what?’

‘I haven’t seen hills and trees for forty years.’

‘Was it worth the wait?’

‘Every second.’

The estranged friends watched each other.

‘Bruce, talk to me.’

‘I’m already dead. Unplug me, I die. Shut down the computer, I die. The computer has me by the balls.’

David drifted to the edge of the room. Rain sizzled at the pane. He ran his hand along the sill. He withdrew it quickly and looked at the palm. A droplet of blood grew from the hair-line wound. He made a fist and looked again at the edges. They did not precisely align. The exposed planes were infinitely sharp.

‘What does this have to do with our mutual friend?’

‘I won’t know until you’ve done the deed.’

‘The deed?’ David sighed. ‘How did it get it to be twenty years, Bruce?’

‘Time gets what it wants.’

‘Meaning what?’

There was a distant boom.

‘Did you hear that?’ asked David. He looked into the rain.

‘Nope.’

‘If you didn’t, it must be McWhirter’s men. They’ve blasted through. Who is she, Bruce?’

‘All will be well.’

David heard breaking glass, but the cabin window remained intact. It was the immersion chamber smashing. Abruptly, the scene shifted. Somebody was trying to remove the mask from his face.

‘Bruce,’ he gasped. ‘I’m sorry. I’m really sorry. For the time.’

Bruce pointed at his eyes and then at David.

‘See you later, alligator.’

Chapter Eight

David surfaced in the interstitial moments, gasping, his vision blurred. The memories of childhood holidays near the beaches of Padstow - deep water - were hard against him. He tried to wipe his eyes but his wrists were bound to his chair. He slumped asleep. Woke again. Slept. Troughs of anxiety. Peaks of fear. David rolled through the minutes.

‘David Proctor,’ said McWhirter, as though distracted by a certain music in his name.

A nurse.

A nurse moved away from David’s arm, where she had stopped to tend something.

To adjust.

A drip.

‘Mc,’ David said. ‘Whirter.’ His voice was crumbly, flawed.

‘That will be all.’

‘What will be?’

‘I’m not talking to you.’

David felt the nurse leave the room. She closed the door with the care of a butler.

‘I feel sick.’

‘The old research centre is not a healthy place to linger.’

‘No, sick of you.’

McWhirter laughed, and David focused on his moustache. Brush-like.

‘Look around,’ said McWhirter.

He was in an empty luggage store. A blank table separated him from his interrogator. He noted the clear, hanging bag and tried to guess which chemicals it contained, but the only memories at his recall were sentimental. His father painting the house with a brush like McWhirter’s moustache. Two-tone. Black and white. His daughter as a little girl, drawing a house on sugar paper.

‘Beautiful, Jenny. Do you think you can draw it without taking your crayon from the paper? Good girl. And can you do it again without tracing the same line twice. Jenny? Hey, clever girl.’

‘How long have I been in here?’

‘Let’s start at the beginning. Why did you come, Proctor?’

‘You invited me as a consultant.’

‘Why?’

‘To talk to Bruce. To find out why he came. Is he still down there?’

‘Yes. Why?’

Jenny asking, ‘Why?’ and David answering over and over, each explanation a cheerful retreat, until he backed into atoms, to orbits, quarks, the God particle.

‘I’ll tell you everything if you’ll tell me one thing.’

‘Let me guess. You want to know if the research centre has been evacuated.’

A sucking, heavy despondency pulled at him. What did McWhirter know? What drugs had they given him?

‘Why?’ asked Jenny.

‘Yes.’

‘Looking for this?’

McWhirter held Ego in his fingers.

‘Fuck.’

‘My security staff found enough explosive in the expansion slot of this computer to finish the demolition job on your laboratory. You weren’t happy with the destruction you caused the first time. You wanted a second go. But why this? You would have killed your friend, man.’

‘The Onogoro computer needs to be destroyed.’

‘Listen to me, David. See that drip? You’re on the cusp of irreversible brain damage. You’ll feel the lights going out, one by one. Now. Why destroy Onogoro?’

‘To stop…’

‘Concentrate. Who?’

‘Hartfield.’

‘What does it have to do with Hartfield?’

‘And to kill Bruce.’

‘Bruce is your friend.’

‘Dead anyway. Viruses.’

McWhirter flashed his knuckles across David’s forehead. ‘Wake up. How did you expect to get away with it?’

David licked his lips sleepily. ‘Relied on a weakness.’

‘What weakness?’

‘You.’ David opened his eyes. Woke in this gap between moments. ‘As head of security in 2003, you failed. Now, in 2023, you will fail again.’

‘Talk to me.’

‘You’re a one-trick pony. I knew you would order a fast search of the laboratory, find the card, and wave it in front of me. But think. How could I, above ground, expect to communicate with a computer in the research centre?’

‘A timer,’ said McWhirter.

‘Then why would I ask if the centre had been evacuated? The logical solution, Colonel, is two computers. The Ego unit in your hand has already interfaced with the local ELF transmitter. Now it is ready to trigger the second Ego unit I hid somewhat more expertly. Is this not true, Ego?’

‘Yes, Professor,’ said the card.

McWhirter held his stare. ‘You have control, Proctor. I concede that. Now easy. Think about it.’

‘Get fucked.’

Ego bleeped. ‘Ignition signal transmitted, Professor.’

‘David, you understand that nothing will be the same again?’

‘I understand.’

The explosion came like a croak of thunder. The table buzzed against the metal band of McWhirter’s watch. He did not move his eyes from those of David, and when a uniformed officer returned with news of smoke from the evacuation shaft, McWhirter spoke in his ear.

The minutes collected like sediment. David watched the questions pass. They did not touch him. He smiled and remembered the questions of his daughter.

Jenny asking, ‘Why?’

Chapter Nine

Night terrors for the kommissarin, whose dreams carried her to a campfire on a dark plain. Around it sat three old women. Clotho, she spun the thread of life. Lachesis, she measured a length. Atropos, she cut it.

Spin, measure, snip.

~

She faced the sharp autumn air that came through the Brandenburg Gate and wondered if her memory of passing beneath it was implanted. Greened steel horses looked east. Saskia turned too. Pariser Platz stretched out. A drum skin. Her eyes dropped to a human street cleaner. He was too distant for her to see his epaulettes. She thought, again, of the Soviet memorial to the west.

I know what Soviet means, at least.

I know what meaning means.

Its sad blocks, its darkness, its gold lettering: these said nothing to her. What did those with memory read in the stones?

Her coat was swept open by the wind. It exposed the dark handle of her gun in its pancake holster. She gathered the coat about her, embarrassed, and walked towards the shadow of the Gate. She collided with a man. He took her wrist and said, ‘Seien Sie vorsichtig, Frau Kommissarin.’ The Russian accent was strong like his grip. He opened and closed an FIB badge.

‘Klutikov?’

~

Coffee in a dark, long room where flowers in wire spirals sagged across the tables. Amaretti biscuits. Coffee with her past in the form of an overtall man called Klutikov - FIB, Moscow Station. He had a translucent raincoat. It hung now behind them on an antique coat stand. Saskia’s jacket remained in place. It covered her holster, her speedloader and her shape as a woman before the eyes of the man who could thumb through her identity. Coffee with memory. Klutikov licked sugar from his palm.

‘Cigarette?’ he asked.

‘Here?’

‘It’s the only place.’

‘I don’t smoke.’

‘Take one. Draw it beneath your nose. Now. Want a cigarette?’

‘God yes.’

He laughed as he put the lighter to the cigarette. Saskia saw something important in its golden reflection, but he withdrew it before she could trace the source of her curiosity. The smoke left her mouth slowly. She spread out in her chair.

‘Better?’

‘Sure.’

He showed her his empty palm. Then he touched his fingertips in order: ‘One, no names, ever. Two, after this coffee, you forget you saw me. Three, smile.’

Saskia blushed. She drank some coffee. It was ashy, like the cigarette.

‘Any synaesthesia?’ asked Klutikov.

‘What’s that?’

‘You never need to ask that kind of question again. Ask yourself.’

‘What?’

‘Do it.’

What is synaesthesia?

An answer entered her head. It had a fundamental strangeness that took her a moment to identify: it did not use the same voice as her thoughts.

Synaesthia, in this context, is the experience of sensation in a modality that did not trigger the initial sensation. For example, a voice might be described as ‘cumbly, yellow’.

‘What was that?’

‘Intel. Don’t worry about it. The important thing is that you haven’t any synaesthetic experiences. It’s an indicator that the operation went wrong.’

‘Operation?’

Klutikov exhaled smoke from his nose and beckoned Saskia. Again, her understanding lagged. Oh, he wanted her to lean forward. When she did, he put his hand on the back of her head. He touched a scab that Saskia had not noticed.

‘This is where they fired it in.’

‘You lean forward.’

Klutikov paused. Then, with a nod, he bowed. He let Saskia search his hair. She found a knot of skin no larger than a vaccination scar. Klutikov sniffed and checked the other customers. ‘You have one too,’ she said.

‘The chip is a small computer, but quite powerful. One of its talents is telecommunication.’

‘It connects to the Internet?’

‘Just so.’

‘What else?’

‘The specifications aren’t well known. To me, at least.’

‘Who made it?’

‘No idea.’

‘Does it suppress my memories? Why can’t I remember anything?’

‘No, that’s not it.’ He jammed his cigarette into the ash tray. ‘Your brain is made of little cells, following? The reason that I’m me and you’re you is that the cells are wired differently. One pattern of wiring is me, one pattern is you, and another is the King of England. It’s all about the pattern. If you took a recording of my brain and imposed that pattern over another brain, then that brain, and therefore that person, will start to sound and act like me. They’ll think that they are me, and, in important ways, they will be. Your chip contains the memories of another person in a compressed, digital form. Reasonably high fidelity. It would take an expert to tell the difference.’

‘An expert?’

‘The chip is connected by tiny filaments to over half the neurons in your neocortex. Your neocortex is where the more “human” functioning goes on. The chip remains in contact with your brain and constantly imposes the donor pattern over your own.’

Saskia looked at her hand. She realised that she did not know whose hand she was looking at. The chip is like a parasite with its feeding tube in my brain. She moved a finger. No, the parasite moved the finger.

‘That’s enough, Klutikov.’

I’m the parasite.

‘No names. Are you going to be sick?’

‘No.’

‘Good, because I haven’t finished. The imposition of the donor pattern must be constant. If not, the original pattern - that is, the personality and identity extant in your brain - will resurge. If you switch off the chip, you switch off “you”.’

‘My…body’s personality was convicted of murder.’

‘Don’t get distracted. You need to protect that chip. If you ever receive an electric shock, say goodnight. Likewise don’t let yourself be put in a scanner that uses magnets. You could get a bracelet like mine. It says I have metal in my head from a hunting accident.’

‘I can use a gun, a computer, and I know the layout of this city. Why can’t I remember anything else?’

‘Slow down. You’re conflating episodic and procedural memory. Speech, for example. You haven’t forgotten that. Walking too. That’s all procedural memory. Some of those skills will come from your brain, some from the chip. If you’re talking about memories of people, holidays, and your childhood, that’s episodic.’

‘Then why don’t I have any of those memories?’

‘I guess our boss didn’t think you needed them.’

‘But they should be part of the donor personality. Part of me.’

Klutikov shook his wrist to expose his watch. ‘I have to go soon.’

‘What’s your story?’

‘My story.’

‘Why did our boss recruit you?’

He lit another cigarette and put it in her mouth. ‘First, you need to understand that you’re not responsible for the crimes of your…body. You - the person I’m talking to - are completely different. You’re brand new. You’re not answerable for the crimes of your body any more than you’re responsible for the crimes of your parents. Understood?’

‘No.’

‘Good. That’s honest.’ He looked past Saskia’s shoulder. ‘One year ago, I discovered that I was a fraud. In my own mind, I had been working criminal cases for ten years, but, of course, the truth was that I’d been active for less than two months. Before that, I had been a real terror. When our boss told you what you were, he let you keep your memory of the event. Not in my case. He wiped mine soon after the attestation. My big wake-up call came this summer when I was on holiday in Poland.

‘I was out fishing. A man walked by with his two sons. He took one look at me and literally had a heart attack. Fortunately, I had my field kit, so I could treat him. Shouldn’t have bothered. When he woke up, he shouted to his sons that I was the bastard who killed their mother during a bank robbery the year before. I…’ he shrugged. ‘I buried them where I shot them, the sons and the father. By morning, I was two hundred miles away. I went straight to our boss, confronted him, and he told me everything. Since then, I’ve found it difficult to concentrate. So I do odd jobs.’ He paused. ‘Saskia, there is one more thing I must tell you. It’s the answer.’

‘The answer to what?’

‘The question you’ve been asking yourself since yesterday.’

Klutikov reached for his coat. He withdrew a broadsheet newspaper and handed it to Saskia. The script was Cyrillic. The lead story was accompanied by a picture of her.

No, this body I’ve infected.

Her hair was much longer and the wind had blown it wide. Two police officers held her arms.

‘Sorry it’s in Russian. I could translate it for you.’

‘Could my chip translate it?’

‘Given training, yes.’

‘What does this bit say?’

‘“Angel of Death in Custody”.’

Saskia felt the words in her belly. ‘They call me the Angel of Death?’

‘Yes. You were a mass murderer. You were captured at the German border.’

‘No. No.’ She wiped away a tear with her knuckle.

‘Listen, you were a murderer. Past tense. You’re a blank slate now. Look at your badge. Ex tabula rasa.’

‘But surely I’m still responsible?’

‘Don’t get philosophical about it. Be pragmatic. Do you feel like a murderer? Could you kill someone now in cold blood?’

Saskia’s eyes were fixed on the article. The Cyrillic letters seemed to warp. ‘You did,’ she said. ‘That Polish man and his sons.’

The end of their conversation. Coffee in a cinder-grey room, murderer to murderer. Saskia put her lips to the cooling rim of her cup. Klutikov gathered his cigarettes and flung his coat about his shoulders.

‘Where will you be?’ she asked.

He took the newspaper. ‘East of the Urals, if not west. Remember, your past is just a tabloid horror story. Give it up. If our boss finds out I told you, he’ll kill us both. Just work the case he gave you.’

As he left, Saskia sent a thought to her chip.

Who am I?

Chapter Ten

David had been given orange overalls and cuffed to the floor of a wine cellar by a short shackle, which forced him to crouch. He wore a hangman’s hood. A faraway speaker blasted static. He remained still and silent. Let his captors think he was done. He daydreamed that he was poised on a starting block. He could maintain the stance. He played squash twice a week. Cycled to and from work. The room here was cold, but he had known colder.

He sterilised his thoughts through the slow recall of his third-year seminar on psychological interrogation. The physical stress of the crouch was designed to weaken him physically. The static filled his hearing; the hood removed his sight. Given time, such sensory deprivation would turn his mind upon itself, trigger an incestuous multiplication of thoughts would lead led to hallucination and breakdown.

There was a crack in his composure that McWhirter had failed probe. Bruce was dead. David had murdered him. The stain would mark David forever, but his deeper fear spoke to his daughter’s reaction.

Why, Daddy?

Any answers were smothered by the sudden silence. The speaker had been turned off.

David heard flat shoes moving slowly.

A woman said, ‘I can get you out if you come with me and ask no questions.’

‘Deal.’

~

The hood was pulled away by a woman whose seriousness reminded him of Jennifer, but whose eyes were bottle green. She was dressed in black. Both crouching in this wine cellar, he looked at her and smiled as her power-cutters sighed through his chain. She did not smile back. Instead, she took his hand and touched the sound system. Its speakers roared with static once more. Rapids, thought David. Deep breath. Hold it.

‘Quickly.’

They ran through a corridor into a kitchen - mortuary-clean, prepped for new day - and into a pantry, and through chambers where old washing machines had once laundered great and good clothing, and down spiralled, wobbling stairs into darkness, and then she turned and said, ‘They’ve realised. Faster.’

David still wore his work shoes. They had no laces and he slipped against the dusty brick work. ‘Slow down.’

‘Nearly there,’ she said. The door ahead was haloed. She barged it and they were outside the hotel, in a yard. Recycling bins lined a low wall.

‘It’s daytime,’ said David.

‘Quiet.’

She pulled him into the gap between a bin and the wall. There was a police motorbike on its lay stand. Its white panniers gleamed in the nodding shadows.

‘Get behind me,’ she said, swinging herself across the seat.

‘Don’t we need helmets?’

‘Come on.’

David heard a shout pass through the firs upwind of them. He settled behind her. Oddly intimate. Her long hair smelled of coconut.

She touched the ignition. A windscreen rose from the fascia and fairing grew out around their legs.

‘Are you the woman who burned my house down?’

‘Yeah.’

They erupted from the hotel. The wind recalled the interrogation static as they erupted from the hotel. David put his cheek to her ear, trapping her whip-like hair. His trouser cuffs buzzed. He looked up. They left the grounds and a tunnel of trees closed over them. The woman downshifted. The bike shuddered. She cut left, though an open gate, and rooster-tailed through a slush of mud and leaves. Then the bike found its grip once more. They rode uphill.

‘You’re right,’ he shouted. ‘We are lucky.’

‘Opened the gate myself,’ she called back.

The bike shimmied briefly and David, unbalanced, dropped his grip to her hips. The flush of impropriety warmed his core. But she turned to him, smiling.

They kept to the incline. Ahead, panicked sheep had clotted in a corner. The woman swerved across them and abandoned the field through another open gate. She downshifted again and shouted, ‘Lean with me.’ They made a deep turn that scraped the fairing. The corner opened to reveal a dozen more sheep. Escaping too, David thought. Go.

‘Hold tight,’ she called, slaloming through the animals.

‘A helicopter,’ David said.

‘Where?’

He pointed.

‘They can join the queue,’ she said.

David waited for a straight section of road before he turned. Behind them, a marked police car canted on its suspension as it emerged from the bend. Blue lights flickered on its roof.

The next few minutes were disposed in a tiring series of accelerations and decelerations. They took the bends hard and roared along the straights. The road steepened. Soon, David could see the valley floor. It was bluish with distance. Above them, the helicopter remained fixed, thudding.

‘Hold on,’ she shouted, and David tucked himself into her shape. The lane lost its hedges. She swerved onto the stony, grass-splattered shelf that overlooked the valley, hundreds of feet below. She wove around the rock piles. David struggled to look back. The police car had parked and its doors were open. Black-vested officers, their arms open for balance, teetered through the uneven rocks in pursuit.

She stopped.

‘Get off the bike and run.’

He hopped sideways. His legs smouldered with camp. ‘Where?’

She nodded at the house-sized tor in the near distance. Then she pulled away towards the cliff edge. David glanced at the policemen. They had slowed to a walk. It was no challenge to understand their complacency. With the helicopter, David could not hide from surveillance, and the foot officers had him trapped against the sheer drop.

He looked for the woman, but the motorbike had disappeared, sight and sound. Gasping, he loped towards the tor. His posh shoes slipped on the stones and the wind cut through the fabric of his orange overalls. Finally, he rounded the granite slabs and settled in their lee. He hugged himself and considered the lip of grass only twenty feet away, and the valley floor so far below that. He was in greater trouble than ever. His house was destroyed; his career was over. Bruce was dead. He would never see his daughter again.

David lowered his face to his knees.

When the woman lifted his head in both hands, he was surprised by a tear in her eye. She brought his lips to hers like he was a cup. There was no desire in the kiss. Only a relief.

‘I am so glad to see you, David.’

He studied her face. ‘Who you are?’

She placed a gloved finger to his mouth. ‘Put this on.’

The rucksack was no larger than an archer’s quiver. It had loops for his shoulders. As he struggled into it, he saw that the woman wore a similar pack.

‘Wow, it’s heavy.’

‘See this, David?’

She was holding a piece of paper in front of him. High, like ID. The pink paper had lost its corners, and the fold lines had almost torn, but David recognised it as the only personal item he had rescued from the burning house in Oxford that morning.

‘Who gave you that?’

‘Never mind. Look at the number.’ She tapped the corner of the drawing. In ball point pen, someone had written TS4415. ‘I need you to remember this code.’

‘Why?’

She glanced at the helicopter. ‘Just do it.’

‘Shit.’ Tom Sawyer with a .44 Magnum shooting a partridge in a pear tree and getting five gold rings as payment. ‘OK, I’ll remember. What is it?’

‘The cipher.’

She took his hand and led him to the corner of the tor. The two policemen were thirty feet away. David glanced at her, ready to panic, but said nothing. Her lips were moving. David looked back. The policemen had split to approach the tor from opposite sides. ‘Whatever the next part of the plan is,’ he said, ‘can we please proceed to it?’

‘Every police vehicle in the UK is fitted with a trip code in case of hijack. When you send the code, the vehicle locks down and returns to its depot. The instruction cannot be countermanded. Check the car.’

David leaned out. He saw the doors of the patrol car close. A moment later, the sound reached the police officers. They stopped and exchanged a glance. The taller policeman touched his throat and radioed to the other.

‘The policemen are wondering why that happened,’ said the woman. ‘The short one has just realised. Now they’re wondering if they can get back in time.’

David watched them dash to the car. Their runs were ungainly on the slippery rocks. ‘What about the helicopter?’

She seemed to consider his question. ‘The pilot took it calmly. He’s having a coffee. His co-pilot is agitated. But the flight computer will return them safely to the heliport.’

The helicopter tipped forward and, as David stared, became a receding dot. ‘How do you know all that?’

‘I can’t answer any more questions.’ Absently, she moved a lock of his hair. ‘There’s no more time. I’m sorry. All will be well.’

‘Why should I trust you?’

‘Take this. I know you want it. I stole it from the evidence locker in McWhirter’s suite a few minutes ago.’

She handed him the pink sheet. It was Jennifer’s drawing. But, as it fluttered in the wind, David noted that its edges were pristine. Its fold marks had not yet scored the paper. And, below the crayon house and the three stick figures, no code had been written.

‘Now I understand even less. But thank you. I didn’t want to lose this.’

‘Let the parachute do the steering.’

‘What?’

‘See ya.’

She sprinted towards the cliff edge, launched like a long jumper, and was gone. David felt his stomach drop in sympathy. He looked around the side of the granite pile. The policemen seemed angrier than before. They were almost at its edge. The patrol car had gone. David looked into the cobalt sky and hoped his shoes would keep their grip on the grass. As a talisman, he rolled the pink paper and held it in his fist.

He ran towards the edge.

Chapter Eleven

Saskia looked at the reflection of her bare stomach. The striations unsettled her. The physique was not bulky - it was suited to running, perhaps gymnastics - but she could hardly imagine the level of exercise required to maintain it. She had found no birthmark. There was an appendix scar, a vaccination mark and two dots either side of her left nipple, where a ring had once hung. She smiled at her reflection until the macabre turn of the moment struck her: A girlish compliment to the dead body she had infected. How different was she from Beckmann, who had commanded her movements in the office the day before?

Coldly, she dressed in a navy-blue trouser suit. She put on some nice shoes and selected a black, short-handled handbag. When she had finished, her wardrobe was empty. She brushed her shoulder-length hair until it crackled with static. She applied eye shadow. She painted her fingernails red. She looked at them and remembered her Russian nickname, the Angel of Death.

She opened the curtains and the windows too. The gloom left with a bow. On the threshold of the apartment, her phone rang.

‘Never mind the office,’ said Beckmann. ‘The Proctor situation has escalated. You’re to fly to Edinburgh. Have you read the documents I provided?’

She had not.

‘I’m…still familiarising myself.’

‘Here.’

Like a blooming flower, the knowledge appeared in her mind. She gasped and slumped against the doorframe. A distant voice said, ‘You have it now,’ then said no more.

Chapter Twelve

Saskia took a taxi to Schönefeld airport. She shopped for a long coat, some T-shirts, two blouses, shoes, and jeans. She also bought some tampons. Thanks to Beckmann, she had no idea when she had had her last period.

Her flight landed in London Gatwick at 10:40. Waiting for her connection, she eavesdropped on a businessman listening to something called Hamlet on his media player. Her eyes narrowed in astonishment. There was a fundamental question in the play that found an answer on the echoless steppe of her memories. ‘Thus conscience does make cowards of us all; and thus the native hue of resolution is sicklied o’er with the pale cast of thought.’ When the businessman rose to leave, she gripped his hand and said, ‘Warte,’ but he frowned and backed away.

Who wrote that? she asked, forlorn in her seat.

At the turn of midday, sitting in an old Boeing 737 as it rolled into the air, she donned a disposable sleep mask and wept that so bright a light as Shakespeare could be extinguished.

In Edinburgh Airport’s baggage reclaim, she passed an advertisement for something called Fiddler on the Roof. Each question reset the bearing of her path through an unknown culture:

What is a musical?

Who was Topol?

What is a Jew?

What was the holocaust?

She fled to a toilet and sat in a cubicle. Her open eyes saw newsreel footage. Uncoloured bodies in drifts. Mounds of hair, shaved. Troves of treasure, surgically stolen. Ash. Almost a century buried and burned, those bodies, and yet their memory had been rekindled in repetition, by a fear of rot from the heart outwards.

Stop. I don’t want to know any more.

She recalled her conversation with Klutikov. ‘You’re brand new. You’re not answerable for the crimes of your body any more than you can be responsible for the crimes of your parents. Understood?’

No, she thought, wiping her eye. Behind it something craven watched, a conscience sicklied over. No.

~

A man waited beneath the sensor that opened the automatic doors. He held a sign that read ‘Brand’. She shrugged. Close enough. DI Philip Jago was in his mid-fifties. In Britain, she knew, police officers could serve a maximum of twenty-five years. He would be close to retirement. His cheeks were purpled with blood vessels. He escorted her to a car and they got in the back. It was an unmarked, manual Ford.

‘In your own time,’ he said to the driver. He spoke in a way that reminded Saskia of Bavarian German. She could not guess what would happen next, and was relieved when they pulled away. ‘Your luggage has been sent on. You’re staying in Whitburn, as you requested. Any reason? The last sighting of Proctor was further south.’

‘“Murder”,’ she said, ‘“most foul”.’

Jago flicked some ash from the window. She wondered what he thought of her and was surprised - given the British politeness that ran through her fading memory of Simon - to be told immediately.

‘Get this straight, Detective Brandt. When you’re on this island, you play nice. You don’t use your firearm unless I say so. You tell me everything you’re thinking, including hunches, and you’ll share your sources. We find Proctor and we deliver him to Special Branch, then we shake hands and say auf wiedersehen. Alles Klar?’

‘Klar gnuck für mich. Hast du ein Problem, oder?’

‘Look.’ His sigh was blue. ‘Last bloke from the FIB shot our suspect and fucked off to Paris. Are you an assassin too?’

Assassin. From the Arabic.

‘An eater of hashish. Or a person in the control of Hassan-i-Sabah.’ She licked her lips. ‘I need a cigarette.’

He seemed amused. ‘I won’t stop you.’

‘May I have one of yours?’

‘Of course.’

‘People seldom smoke these days.’

‘They do in the police.’

‘Why?’

‘New to the job?’

‘Yes.’

‘Light?’

‘Please.’

He took out a gold Zippo and clicked his fingers, striking the thumbwheel. Saskia looked at the flame as she leaned into it. She had seen that trick before, before. She held Jago by the wrist to study the flame. But soon the lighter was only familiar. Then, even the familiarity was gone.

Jago stared at her.

‘Brandt, you may be sex on a stick, but I’ve been unhappily married to my desk for twenty years and, between us, I only get it up when the Hibs put one in. So turn it off, eh.’

She let go of his hand. ‘I didn’t mean to -’

‘Here’s my ID, hen. Next time, ask for it. Any twat can hold up a sign.’ Softening, he produced his warrant card. She took it, nodded, and showed him her gold badge. He raised an eyebrow. ‘Ex tabula rasa?’

‘Just so.’ Saskia thought of the empty steppe inside her. She was no police officer. Beckmann had employed her on the basis of her gut instinct. It was the only skill she counted as hers. ‘DI Jago, I would please like to go to the West Lothian Centre.’

‘Where? The community centre?’

‘No. The scene of the terrorist activity.’

‘You mean the Park Hotel. Waste of time.’

‘Why?’

‘Our contact there has government connections and doesn’t have to cooperate. The situation is covered by the Official Secrets Act.’

‘What’s that?’

‘Once you’ve signed a secrecy contract, they can stop you talking about certain things. The act means that we can’t know everything about the murder.’

‘That makes it rather difficult to investigate, DI Jago.’

‘Yes, Detective Brandt, it does.’

‘Kommissarin.’

‘Our job, Kommissarin, is to find him, not investigate anything. My Super and a sheriff looked at the evidence. They’re satisfied he’s guilty and have authorised all reasonable force in grabbing him. We should start at the shed where he landed.’

‘No.’

‘No?’

‘DI Jago.’

‘We’re going to be thick as thieves, I can tell.’ He tapped the driver. ‘Park Hotel. Just out of Whitburn, on the way to Harthill.’

~

A low sun hung in reflections, across stonework, on the patina of snow that had fallen during the night. She stepped from the car. Her eyes narrowed in the sudden cold. She could hear the dapple of nearby water. The battlements of trees loomed and she was held, albeit briefly, by the urge to run into that woodland and just be, where it was silent and safe. The wings of the hotel flanked the gravelled car park. At its the centre, Saskia noticed a fountain set with a stone Prometheus, stopped as he passed the gift of fire to man.

‘Brandt?’ prompted Jago.

Prometheus, who had been chained to a rock by Zeus for his treachery. Prometheus, who had suffered a hawk eat his liver. The liver that grew back; the hawk that returned.

The chains...

‘Revenge should have no bounds.’

...the hawk that returned.

The Zippo lighter. The gesture.

The hawk that returned.

Were these the weeping wounds of her stolen memories, uprooted in the dark?

Not now. This is a different chase. Whom do you hunt? Proctor or Brandt?

The hawk that returned.

The Fates: Clotho, she spins the thread of life. Lachesis, she measures a length. Atropos, she cuts it.

Spin, measure, snip.

Saskia took a clamshell case from her handbag. Inside it was a pair of glasses. She put them on. She knew - though she could remember no training - that the glasses would capture video of everything she saw. The statue was a key, and she wanted an impression of its shape.

‘Brandt, are you OK?’

Chapter Thirteen

That morning

David awoke in a field. He was wrapped in his parachute. His uncovered face had deadened to a mask. His hands were tense balls of bone and sinew. In the left was Jennifer’s crayon drawing. His back ached and he needed to urinate. He wriggled from the parachute.

Ahead, a dark shape in the dawn, was a wooden shed.

His fingers moved only at explicit, clumsy command. Finally, he opened the overalls’ zip. Piss steamed onto the colourless grass.

Cold. Core temperature too low.

This had implications, he knew. He had to get warm. And eat. Something like a hot soup. He remembered a favourite from his youth, when he had hillwalked with his wife, Helen. Oxtail soup from a Thermos. Oxtail at the pinnacle; pushing back the cold as it went down, stratum by stratum.

He looked at the shed.

Come into my parlour said the spider to the etc.

The shed was wooden, four metres by six, painted white. On top was a solar panel. The door was padlocked but the key had not been removed from its base. He detached the padlock, held it as a weapon, and went inside.

‘Hello?’

An old-style fluorescent tube lit up. There was a tool-laden workbench. To his right was a partition of old sacking. David approached the bench and saw a stack of folded, silver material. He took it. A space blanket.

‘Things are…’

A vacuum flask fell from the blanket and he caught it. He unscrewed the lid. With a twist of steam came the memory of peaks climbed and cold defeated: Oxtail soup, his favourite.

‘…getting weird.’

~

‘Hello.’

David looked down.

There was a tablet computer on the workbench. As he tipped soup into the lid, an impressionistic sketch of a woman’s face appeared on the screen. The soup hurt going down.

‘Are you Professor Proctor? If so, you’ll remember the code that needs to be written on the pink sheet.’

David poured himself another cup. He had burned his palate and was already tired of his rescuer. Tom Sawyer…

‘TS4415. Happy?’

‘Thank you. Immediately below this computer is a heated box containing clothes. Please do not touch any of the other clothing in this storage shed.’

‘Why not?’

‘It does not belong to you.’

David bolted the last of the soup and let the space blanket fall. He opened the crate, took a warm T-shirt, pushed it into his face and sighed. He found hiking boots, thermal underwear, jeans, an over-shirt, gloves, a heavy-duty sports jacket, a scarf and a woollen hat.

‘At the end of this bench you will see a lock pick for your handcuffs.’

He took the gun-shaped device. It had a tapered end that formed different shapes when the trigger was pulled. He set about freeing the cuffs. A dozen clicks later, they released. He let them fall and swung his arms experimentally.

‘What’s the plan, computer?’

‘Beyond the partition you will find a motorbike.’

‘Oh.’ David’s excitement was undercut by the thought of his Matchless G80, a custom-restored beauty that had been in his garage when his house burned.

‘Watch this, please. The bike is an advanced model.’ The computer screen changed to show a cartoon motorbike. ‘It has a key ignition. The keys are in the bike. Turn the key to the second position and press the start button. The right-hand grip is the accelerator and its lever is the front brake. The left-hand lever is the back brake. Always use both brakes simultaneously.’

David began to dress. He was careful to transfer Jennifer’s drawing to his new clothes. ‘Go on.’

‘Remember, the left-hand lever is not the clutch. The bike has an automatic gear transmission. The on-board processor will select its own gears based on speed, predicted future traction, orientation and so on. In the event this processor malfunctions, the bike will revert to a mechanical automatic transmission.’

David pulled on the gloves. ‘OK.’

‘Your left foot will rest naturally with the metal tab under the heel and another tab over the toes. The same for your right foot. If you move your feet like so…’ the stick figure on the computer screen squeezed its heels, ‘…then the engine will increase its power output by one quarter for five seconds.’

The stick figure raced away.

‘Got it.’

He parted the sack-cloth divider and whistled. The bike had a low profile and wide, spiked tyres. Hydraulic pistons connected the chassis to the steering column. The colour scheme was chrome silver. On the tank, in the precision flourish of an artist’s signature, was the word Moiré.

‘Professor Proctor,’ said the computer agent. Its voice was louder. ‘There are two, possibly three, motorbikes approaching from the south.’

Found.

David scooped the helmet from the seat and threw it on his head. He’d fasten the chin strap later. ‘OK, computer, I’m gone.’

‘Wait. Take the rucksack. It contains important travel documents.’

‘Right.’ He flung it across his shoulders.

‘One more thing.’

‘What?’

‘Please press the red switch on the computer. It is an explosive device with a ten-second delay.’

David pressed it and jumped on the bike. Outside, the other bikes had arrived. Their engine tones dropped. He could smell their exhausts. He turned the key, pressed the ignition switch and the bike awoke. He felt the suspension rise, then fall.

David was poised to walk the bike forward when a helmeted man entered the shed. To judge by his clothing, he was a farm hand. Their eyes met, David’s widened, and the laptop exploded. The sound was loud and concussive. Both were struck by the debris. The man retreated from the shed in a crouch, one arm across his face.

David lowered his head, gunned the engine, and went absolutely nowhere. He looked over his shoulder. The tyre was spinning itself into a blur. He came off the power and it bit into the concrete floor. The bike reared like a startled horse. As the front wheel dropped, he swung the nose and charged through the door, knocking it open.

He burst into the field.

If his old Matchless was a broadsword, the Moiré was a rapier. The greasy back wheel slithered left and right. From the corner of his eye, he saw another bike flash by at a right angle. It was difficult to guess what the rider was doing because he couldn’t see behind him; the bike had no wing mirrors.

‘I could really do with a backwards-facing camera,’ he muttered.

There was a beep from the bike. David glanced down. The dashboard showed the view from a small camera mounted on the back of the bike. He counted three bikes, riding in an even, wide spread. They were gaining.

He turned downhill. The handling improved. He looked down, unsure of what had changed. The hydraulic rods that connected the chassis to the steering column were correcting his steering. He felt an odd mixture of relief and indignation. ‘Have it your way. But where am I going?’

There was a hedge approaching. It was impossible to judge its height, but it would certainly hurt at – he checked the speedometer – thirty-five miles per hour.

Another bleep and the bike showed him a contour map of the area. A red dot flashed in the centre, which David took to represent his own position. A blue arrow trailed to the southwest. At the bottom of the map, a revolving logo read Easy Rider(TM) SatNav. The blue line pointed left so he pulled a wobbly left-hander and rode parallel with the hedge. The ground became muddier and he was forced to slow.

A biker slid into view on his right, between himself and the hedge. The profile of this man’s machine was much higher than his own. His helmet was open-faced but he wore goggles and a blue bandana, highwayman-style. The man flapped his arm. Pull over.

On David’s left, another bike appeared. It was the man who had been in the shed when the laptop exploded. David watched him with envy. He seemed to ride the bike with his fingers and toes. The bike undulated and swerved yet the rider’s body kept a perfect, comfortable line. David, by contrast, was at risk of bouncing from his seat.

‘Computer, rear view.’

Another bleep. The display showed that the third bike was still behind, but not far. They had him in a pincer.

Movement to his left. A boot connected with his bike. David swore. He wobbled and slid, but managed to stay upright. Moments later he felt his palms go slick with sweat. That had been close. Even a tumble on grass held the potential for a fracture. His stomach and fingertips tingled.

David searched the area for a way out. There was low ground on the other side of the hedge. To his left, the ground banked steeply upwards. That way led back to the equipment shed. He had to get over that hedge and into the next field. There was no way he could outrun his pursuers. On the flat, maybe. His bike was faster.

He dipped into a steep ditch and was forced to brake heavily. He slowed. The wheels slid, locked, and he walked the bike up the other side. He turned to see that the other bikers and gone high to ride around the top of the ditch. They were waiting for him. Abruptly, he heaved the front of the bike around, surprised at its sudden, dead weight, and headed back the way he had come.

He retraced his route along the hedge. He built up his straight-line speed. After a glance at the camera, he pulled on the back brake and spun the rear of the bike. He sat and panted. His breath clouded the visor so he flicked it up. There were lines of sweat on his temples.

He removed his gloves - they dangled by strips of Velcro - and looped the chin strap through its metal link and tugged. It held. He had maybe four seconds until the oncoming bikes reached him.

He slapped down his visor and raked the throttle. Once again he was riding, gathering speed.

Something in his expression, or his posture, gave pause to the incoming riders. They fell to the left and to the right and David shot through the middle with centimetres of clearance.

He rode on towards the large ditch. He did not bounce in the seat as he had done before. Now he rode with his fingers and toes. A glance at the rear-view camera confirmed that the other bikers were following. With some disappointment, he saw that they were moving as fast as he was.

The ditch approached.

Here it was.

Into the rapids.

He swerved left, hillward, then cut right, towards the ditch at a cruel diagonal. He spurred his heels and felt the answering sibilance of opening valves. Accelerant mixed with the fuel. The engine whistled and the bike found a new speed. He dropped low to its tank, willing himself to stay onboard.

He rode up the other side of the ditch, now pressed into the seat, and caught its lip as a ramp. He was airborne. The hedge was a brief glimmer of dark green below. He heard the wheels swipe its surface. He became weightless. Then the bike touched down. David watched as the steering column rose to meet his chin. His mouth slammed shut. The back wheel touched, bounced, and the front did the same. The bike became a bucking bronco. But the intervals shortened and, though the bike shook and swerved, the onboard computer was able to keep it upright. It came to a graceless halt some thirty metres from the hedge.

David tapped the petrol tank.

He opened his visor and risked a look over his shoulder. The other bikers had stopped to watch him. He wondered why they didn’t race on to the nearest gate. One biker removed his helmet and stabbed angrily at a phone. David managed a little wave and began to ride away.

When he reached the road, he turned south. The tyre spikes rattled uncomfortably until the bike retracted them. According to Easy Rider(TM), the present road led, via a tortuous pre-programmed route involving minor roads and country lanes, to London Heathrow. If he rode without a break, it would take one day, nine hours, twenty-eight minutes and twenty-seven seconds.

It was 8:00 am. He rode on.

Chapter Fourteen

The empty hotel lobby had twinned staircases that rose like the edges of a cobra’s hood. Saskia passed across dark and light tiles: milky veins in the brown, black cracks in the white. Her small heels made clacks. Deliberately, she lifted her gaze. The ceiling was shot through with lights.

A man hurried towards them.

‘No, no, fucking no,’ he said.

He had the countenance of a soldier who had learned to march in his youth and had never recovered his relaxation. He was beyond retirement age, but the tightness of the skin around his throat spoke to fitness. His eyes travelled up her legs, perched briefly on her breasts, and flitted to Jago. ‘You’re bloody persistent if nothing else.’

‘Thank you, Colonel McWhirter,’ replied Jago. He was motionless. They did not shake hands.

‘You have not met me yet,’ said Saskia. ‘Frau Kommissarin Saskia Brandt, Föderatives Investigationsbüro, or FIB.’

McWhirter stared at her hand as though she were a fool, and a branching diagram of violence sprouted in her mind’s eye, discreet as a menu offered by a butler. It varied on dimensions of incapacity (light, moderate, severe), completion time, and weapon type (unarmed, pencil, McWhirter’s sweater).

Saskia raised her fist to her mouth. She coughed lightly. The menu slid away.

‘The continental FIB hereby requests your full cooperation in the capture of Professor David Proctor, Colonel.’ Her face closed on his. She saw the blackheads and the bloodshot sleepiness of his eyes. She looked at his lips and tilted her head. ‘I will give you five minutes. Call the person who pays you. Ask them to confirm my identity with the Berlin section chief, Beckmann. Then return and, first of all, explain to me and my deputy your rationale for this...filibustering. Second, try to talk me out of arresting you for obstruction of a terrorist investigation.’

McWhirter frowned. His anger was imperfectly contained. Saskia imagined him as an actor who was dumbstruck by the improvisation of a fellow performer. He spun on his heel, crossed the foyer, and was gone.

Jago turned to her.

‘Deputy now, is it?’

‘Sorry.’

‘Don’t apologise. I’ve never been a sidekick. It’ll be a new experience.’

‘A sidekick?’

‘You know, a sidekick. He asks the hero dumb questions so the audience knows what’s going on.’

‘Ah, I understand.’ A memory – a precious jewel – glinted. ‘That happens on Enterprise, the 60s TV show. You beam down with the captain. If you are wearing a red shirt you will be subject to a fatal special effect.’

‘You’d better call me Scotty, then. He never gets killed.’

‘Do you think my speech worked?’

Jago found his smile, then lost it. ‘We’ll get the gen, or a bullet in the head. Either way, it’s progress.’

~

The rear lawn was pressed and smooth, sloped like a fairway, and tree islands put winter half-shadow across Saskia, Jago and McWhirter as they walked.

‘What about the woman on the motorbike?’ Saskia asked.

‘She’s aged between thirty-five and forty-five,’ said McWhirter. ‘We would have her in custody if it wasn’t for the local police.’

To Saskia, Jago said, ‘We like to be useful.’

At the peak of the garden, where one could look back across the shoulder of the hotel to the widening valley, a large, camouflaged tent flexed in the wind. A man in civilian clothing stood next to its porch. His hands rested on an assault rifle. He saluted McWhirter as the party entered. Inside, a dozen men and women were packing computer and office equipment into crates. Unlike the guard, they did not acknowledge the visitors.

‘It’s lucky you came today,’ said McWhirter. ‘We would have been gone by tomorrow.’

Saskia moved to the centre of the tent, where a huge shaft had been opened. Its mouth was large enough to admit a car. Four coloured ropes dangled into the hole from a pyramid scaffold.

‘Is this the only way down?’ she asked.

‘I’m sure the detective inspector and I wouldn’t feel any less of you if you satisfied yourself with the crime scene photos rather than a trip down there. Am I wrong, Jago?’

The DI peered into the hole. Then he looked at the rig. He seemed unimpressed. ‘Saskia, you should think twice about this.’

She removed her coat, handed it to Jago, and shrugged off her suit jacket. Both men stared at her. ‘I came to see the crime scene,’ she said.

‘There are airborne contaminants,’ said McWhirter. ‘I really -’

‘You let Proctor down.’ Saskia removed her earrings and put them in a trouser pocket.

‘Listen to me, Kommissarin.’ He moved close to her. ‘I need this hole capped by seven.’

‘Then we should proceed.’

McWhirter held her stare, then turned to open an equipment crate. ‘Splendid. Why not? We’ll call it “The Magical Mystery Tour” and invite coach parties.’

Jago draped Saskia’s jacket solemnly across one arm. As she reached to remove her holster, he gripped her knuckles. She read his expression and nodded. The gun stayed.

‘Take this,’ McWhirter said. He tossed her a helmet. Inside was a tangled bundle. Saskia shook it out to reveal a harness. She was relieved to see that it looked familiar. Rappeling, then, counted among her implanted skills. Her hands began to manipulate its straps with expertise. She fed her legs through and ensured the double-sprocket mechanism was attached to the karabiner.

McWhirter watched her complete the checks. He stepped over the fluorescent cordon and attached his harness to a rope. ‘Twenty metres. I’m on blue.’ He tapped his helmet and the lamp awoke. Then he jumped into the blackness. The rope whistled through his decelerator.

Saskia looked at Jago. Her thumbs itched. ‘You want to come too, Scotty?’

‘No thanks. A friend of mine was paralysed using one of those decelerators. Anyway,’ he said, hefting her coat and jacket, ‘I’m being useful.’

‘Right.’ Saskia clipped her harness to the rope. She chose the red one, unhinged the decelerator and fitted the line around the two sprockets. She closed it firmly and checked, with a tug, that the rope was gripped. There was a disc attached to the sprocket axle. She pulled it out and turned the dial to twenty metres. Then she snapped it back, checked it was locked, and jumped.

~

The blackness opened like a mouth. She heard Jago say, ‘A friend of mine was paralysed by one of those,’ but he was no longer there. It was a memory. She blinked in the rushing, dry air. She was falling too fast. She would hit the ground

(spin, measure, snip)

fast enough to break into pieces, fragments of a looking glass.

She saw a circle of light. She began to (spin) slow. The decelerator squealed and the harness bit into her pelvis. Her weight returned with a thump and her head whipped forward. Gasping, her eyes opened on smoke and dust. She could (measure) see her shoes dangling centimetres from the ground. She pinched the decelerator. It sprang open and the rope was (snip) released.

She landed on the balls of her feet. A pat confirmed that her gun was still in its holster. She resettled her glasses and tensed as McWhirter stepped towards her. She felt the heat of his face and his spit-smelling breath.

‘Your helmet light has three levels of brightness. Just tap. Understood?’

Though her glasses had zero-light processors, she did not want McWhirter to know. She tapped the helmet three times. The beam became intense and localised. She had landed in the remains of a corridor. It was a long, grey space choked with debris. She could see furniture, computer equipment, filing cabinets and paper. The air tickled her throat.

‘What happened down here?’ she asked.

‘A fire. Don’t be surprised if we suffocate.’

‘Was this damage caused yesterday?’

‘Most of it by the first bomb, twenty years ago.’

‘And you say Proctor was responsible for both?’

‘The origin of the explosion was inside the locked workroom of Proctor’s laboratory. It should have destroyed the equipment in Proctor’s lab, and only that.’

‘But it didn’t.’

‘No. It started a fire, which soon spread. Ceilings collapsed. Eight people were killed. Proctor was evasive during his initial interrogation and evasive again to the inquiry. In their report, the investigators noted their suspicions, but there wasn’t enough evidence. He slipped through the net.’

‘Until now,’ said Saskia, probing. ‘When he slipped through the net again.’

McWhirter turned his light in her direction. ‘Be careful where you step, Detective. I don’t want to lose anyone else.’

He stepped through a rough gap that had once held a door. Puddles splashed as she followed. Inside the room, their torch-beams were thickened by the dust. A huge glass tank loomed. Its broken edges winked.

‘What was in there?’

‘A whole world. A world in a fish tank.’

‘I do not understand.’

‘Of course you don’t.’ He gestured to the right. ‘Proctor’s old office. That was where the 2003 bomb went off.’

Saskia removed her glasses and polished them on the hem of her blouse. As she rubbed, she felt his stare, and the revolver was close in her thoughts until the glasses were replaced and McWhirter turned away. She looked slowly over the scene to capture it. Later review of the video would reveal the shadowed corners. She stepped forward and something crunched underfoot. She glanced down and saw the eye of a flattened rat. She moved back and bumped into an overturned chair. Her heart seemed to grow large and hot in her chest.

McWhirter’s light blinded her again. ‘You know, we have a saying in Britain: “The murderer always returns to the scene of the crime.” Shimoda’s body was in that room along with the bomb. He still is. Pieces of him, anyway.’

‘“Thus conscience does make cowards of us all”.’

‘Sorry?’

‘Another British saying. Do you feel guilty, Colonel, that this happened on your watch?’

‘Should I?’

‘It happened twice.’

‘Detective, few people finish the games they start with me.’

Saskia touched rat with the tip of her shoe. She remembered crying in the back of a taxi after the break up with Simon, the boyfriend who never was. The burn: a question mark. Question: What power did McWhirter have over the Angel of Death, the serial killer whose bottled geni could erupt from her brain in an instant?

‘Are you trying to scare me, Colonel?’

‘I’m making you aware of the facts.’

‘Facts I have. What I need is the feel. Where is the interface with the computer?’

‘See for yourself.’

He pointed towards a doorway in the far wall. She moved towards it. The plaintive cries of the rats became louder. The room was small. There was a power here: it was a room in a room in a room, buried deep in the earth. Saskia was struck by the thought that, after she and McWhirter completed their tour, and this place was capped, its silence would return and its power would grow again.

McWhirter breathed in her ear. ‘It has an unpleasant feel, don’t you agree?’

She turned to him. ‘It is certainly dusty.’

‘Got what you wanted?’

‘Please?’

‘You wanted to get into Proctor’s head. Are you close enough? You can almost smell him, can’t you? Smells like…an incinerator. A crematorium, even.’

‘I would like to leave now.’

‘It has atmosphere, doesn’t it? My little Magical Mystery Tour.’

‘I would like to leave.’ Her voice was firmer. Her hand rested on her gun. ‘Now.’

He laughed. ‘I’m only pulling your leg. Come on.’

They retraced their steps. When they reached the corridor, McWhirter was quick to attach his rope. He connected the decelerator and climbed upwards in a caterpillar-like motion, alternately grasping the rope his hands and feet. ‘Are you coming?’

‘Directly. I want to check to something first.’

‘Well, don’t stay too long. I heard some noises just now.’

‘What kind of noises?’

‘Just noises.’

And he was gone. His breath echoed down the shaft and sounded close, but Saskia was alone. She touched the edge of her glasses and a Heads Up Display appeared, overlaying the dark scene with objecting-parsing halos, and a menu. A cross-hair was locked to her eye movements. She blinked at the cartoonish graphic of a filing cabinet and a preview of her recently recorded footage expanded.

What? she thought. What am I looking for?

Myself?

No. Concentrate.

She cued through the footage until she found the moment she had descended into the research centre. Fast forward some seconds. The dark corners were bright. No objects had thermal properties that the glasses identified as statistically warmer or cooler than the ambient. She stopped on the image of the corridor wall. Her breath stopped too. Her astonished eyes saccaded to the magnifier icon, blinked, and the image rushed out.

It showed the corridor – this corridor, right now – in almost perfect brilliance. There was the wreckage, the charcoaled furniture and loose paper. But on the wall immediately to the left of the doorway, someone had written a message.

The words blazed white on the grey surface. She lowered her glasses and looked sternly at the wall. Nothing. She raised the glasses. The graffiti re-appeared. She swallowed. The writer had used a paint that was reflective in the infra-red portion of the spectrum.

The message read:

Das Kribbeln in meinen Fingerspitzen lässt mich ahnen, es scheint ein Unglück sich anzubahnen.

The glasses were produced in America and their default language was English. Uncommanded, a subtitle ran across the base of her vision.

The pricking in my fingertips lets me say that bad luck is on the way.

Her heart tapped at her ribs. The glasses skipped through a Euclidean deep-structure analysis of the sentence and returned a quote that was its nearest neighbour in a multi-dimensional semantic space:

By the pricking of my thumbs, something wicked this way comes.

Shakespeare, thought Saskia. Macbeth. The play began with three witches, each an analogue of a Fate: Clotho, she spins the thread of life. Lachesis, she measures a length. Atropos, she cuts it.

Spin, measure, snip.

Surely the message had been written by Proctor. He must have known, somehow, that she was tracking him and had, somehow again, happened upon a fragment of her past life – a memory that she could not yet fully recall. Plus, he knew she was German.

There was one last element to the graffiti: an arrow that pointed to a slab of masonry. Behind it, she discovered a fist-sized rock and, beneath that, a sealed plastic folder. Inside was a white envelope. It was impossible to tell how long the folder had lain there, waiting.

‘Are you alright, hen?’ called Jago. ‘Sit tight. I’m coming down.’

‘Don’t worry, Scotty. I’m on my way.’

She tucked the folder into her jacket, reattached her decelerator, and began the caterpillar creep upwards. The hairs on her neck rose. Nothing snatched at her ankles. She looked up. A starfield of water droplets fell past her. She looked down. Three metres from the floor. Leaving.

Chapter Fifteen

David pulled into a narrow alleyway. He dug for the kickstand and eased his bike to a stable tilt. The glow of the display faded and the engine faltered and stopped. The suspension sighed.

It was nearly 6:00 pm. That day, he had watched the sun climb. He had ridden through rain, seen a double rainbow, and swerved around road-kill. His shoulders and neck ached from the constant hunch. His kidneys, meanwhile, had been bruised by the vibration. Same story with his wrists.

‘Oi, gormless.’

David looked up. A middle-aged woman was leaning into the alley from her window. Her bosom rested on her white, folded forearms.

‘Aye, you. You can’t park that here.’

He opened his visor. ‘Firstly, I am not gormless. Secondly, this bike will stay here, undisturbed by you, for the entire night. And if I find so much as a scratch in the morning, we can talk about it down the station.’

The woman moved back into silhouette. ‘Wor Barry would -’

David gave her a tired, tired look.

The single-glazed window slammed down. David sagged against the wall and tried to tune out the drumming in his ears. He slid his helmet upwards and ruffled his thinning hair. His neck had lost some movement but he resisted the urge to free the cartilage with a twist.

He emerged from the alley into a dusky street. Across the road was a pub called The Poor Players. Coloured lights pulsed in the windows. The music was a constant thump. Because it was an unlikely destination for a traveller as weary as him, he crossed the road. He reached to push the door when a voice said, ‘Yen’t a coppeh.’

A boy stood in the shadows. He wore a woollen cap, an Eskimo-style jacket with the hood down, jeans, and bright white trainers. He was bird-like in his movements. His eyes, when they caught the light, were red-ringed.

‘Sorry?’

David had no grip on the Northallerton accent. It sounded Geordie, but no doubt the boy would be offended by the comparison.

‘I heard what you said to old Taome. You aren’t a copper. On holiday, then?’

David shrugged as the words came into focus. His hand still hovered at the door. ‘Passing through. Yourself?’

‘Touting for business.’

Something in his voice spoke directly to David’s stomach. He felt nauseous. ‘Sorry, what?’

‘Wannafuckman?’ asked the boy. He was relaxed but poised to run. David knew he had asked that question a thousand times and, with repetition, the meaning had worn out.

David’s hand dropped from the door. He reached for the boy and, with a gloved finger, turned his face. ‘You’re not a boy at all. You’re just a little girl.’

Suddenly he wanted Jennifer.

‘All right, you’ve touched the merchandise. Cash or plastic?’

~

They ate in McCabe’s Fish Palace. David let the girl sit facing the window. The palace was empty but for them and McCabe, a Turkish man who whistled over his glass battlement. The air was heavy with grease, the floor slippery with it. In silence, they unfurled their fish and chips.

‘Eat it before it gets cold,’ David said.

‘I’ll eat it when I fucking want.’

‘Who are you?’

‘What?’

‘Your name.’

‘Janine, like the singer.’ She took a chip. ‘What’s your’s?’

‘David, like the king.’

‘Jew, are we?’

‘Yep.’

‘Hmm.’ She ate some more chips, then lifted the fish with two hands and tore a mouthful from the middle. David watched her. She chewed once, twice and swallowed. ‘You have a daughter, don’t you?’

‘Sort of. I sent her away.’

She took another bite. With her mouth full, she waved him on. ‘Out with it, then. You’re paying me to listen – and paying well – so get your money’s worth.’

‘My daughter is called Jennifer.’

‘Me and her would get on like a house on fire, right?’

‘Actually, I’m not sure if she’s your type.’

‘Why did you send her away?’

‘I could give you facts. She was a real genius. The schools in this country couldn’t do anything for her. I decided to send her to a school in New York for gifted children. Jennifer was twelve. That was eight years ago. I think she works for the American government now.’

‘New York. Fuck, you have money.’

He shrugged and watched, his mind idling, as a customer walked in and asked for battered cod. An old man in faded jeans. ‘Yes, you’re right. I have money.’

‘So what else could you give me?’

‘What?’

‘You said you could give me the facts. But that’s not the whole story. Am I right?’

David ripped a chip from its sticky pile. He pointed it at her. ‘You’re good. You could do this for a living.’

She nodded seriously. ‘Yes. Now what about the rest of the story?’

‘I...’ he began, and Christ if he wasn’t near crying. He felt a tingling in his throat and a juvenile sense of hopelessness. ‘Here we go: I am not a good parent. Some people could spend millions on a psychiatrist before they can say something like that.’

‘Who says you won’t? I’m not cheap.’

David laughed, thrown clear of his self-pity. ‘What about your own parents?’

‘Ah, the psychiatrist cannot talk about herself. It’s a rule.’

‘You have rules?’

‘Of course. Let’s be professional. What happened to her mother? Did she leave you?’

David’s smile folded. ‘Her mother was killed a few months after she was born. There was an accident where we both worked. She died in my arms.’

‘Fuck off.’

‘It’s true.’

She leaned forward. ‘Did she wake up just before she died?’

‘No. She died instantly.’

‘Murder?’

‘It’s not that simple.’ Inside, he was silent. His mind listened to his mouth. ‘She looked asleep. I tried to wake her but she wasn’t breathing. I remember…screaming. Later, someone led me from the building. I regret that she died alone.’

‘Regrets,’ Janine said. Her fish was nearly gone. His was hardly touched. ‘Did you work in the World Trade Center?’

‘So you remember that. No. It was later.’

‘Oh.’

‘You want some more fish?’

‘No, thanks.’

David took his own fish and plonked it on hers. ‘Here.’

‘What’s wrong with you? I don’t want your fucking leftovers.’

He smiled and watched her eat it. ‘Stop fucking smiling,’ she said, spitting fish.

‘Guess what?’ he said.

She stopped mid-chew. ‘Wha’?’

‘I’m on the run from the police. They want me for murder.’

‘They want me for shoplifting. Small fucking world.’

David said mildly, ‘It is.’

Janine resumed her chewing. ‘I don’t really do it.’

‘Do what?’

‘Have sex with people for money.’

Something swept through David. Was it relief that he had been talking to the worst example of society’s failure, only to find that she had beaten him at his own game? She had played on his pity and eaten her meal.

And haven’t I done the same to her? Got what I wanted? A dry run at reconciliation?

‘So what do you do?’

‘I lure them in and take them somewhere. Back of The Players. Down to the canal. Or Blackboy Road. Somewhere. Then me mates grab them and we take their cards.’ She stopped eating. ‘Sorry.’

David sighed and tried to push his chair from the table. It was stuck to the floor. He eased out and put on his gloves.

‘Back on the run?’ she asked.

‘I’m going to get some sleep. In the morning I’ll ride on.’ He leaned closer. ‘Janine, you want your money?’

She burped and nodded. ‘Aye. Make it five hundred.’ She said it casually, too casually, ready for David to protest. He did not.

‘Got a card?’

She had it ready and handed it over. He touched the two. ‘Can I ask you something without you getting angry or saying “fuck”?’

‘Maybe.’

He placed a gloved hand on her head. ‘Will you take care of yourself?’

‘That all depends.’

He walked out and felt Janine’s stare all the way.

Chapter Sixteen

In his room on the first floor of The Poor Players, David opened his rucksack and spilled the contents across the bed. Among the travel documents was a stun gun. He read its instructions while the live band, downstairs, played their final song. He continued through the travel documents and found an envelope. Smiled. Inside was a metallic card. The warmth of his fingertips woke it.

‘Hello, Ego.’

‘Who are you?’

‘Professor David Proctor, at your service.’

There was a beep as his voice was identified. ‘No, I am at yours.’

‘Oh, you.’ David removed the pip that had been taped into the back. ‘Switch to earpiece.’

‘Done,’ said the voice in his ear.

David slid Ego into his wallet. At the bottom of the envelope was a money clip, which he put into the inner pocket of his coat.

‘Do you have any instructions for me, Ego?’

‘Yes. Get to London Heathrow Terminal Five and open baggage locker J327.’

‘Anything else?’

‘No.’

David walked into his bathroom and turned the taps. The pipes made a thumping noise and under-pressurised water fell into the tub. ‘Who arranged my escape?’

‘I have been instructed to withhold that information.’

He nodded. The Ego model used a neuronal network to encode its information. Knowledge was stored haphazardly in a great web. Thus, ‘cat’ had a connection to ‘dog’, but also to ‘paws’, ‘lion’ and ‘boat’. Even the most efficient computer operator would find it difficult to isolate information from all the routes that led to it. David set about probing the barricades.

‘Where were you yesterday?’

‘I was not active yesterday.’

‘Think of a name, randomly.’

‘Sam.’

‘Why did you think of that?’

‘I have no reason. That is what random means.’

‘Touché. Tell me about Heathrow.’

‘Heathrow Airport is the foremost centre for air travel in the United Kingdom.’

‘Is that what you think?’

‘No. I am reading verbatim from publicity material.’

‘Do you love?’

‘No.’

‘Are you alive?’

‘No.’

‘Do you want to be alive?’

‘I neither want nor do not want.’

‘Do you have emotions?’

‘No.’

‘Who programmed you?’

‘Dr Nagarajan.’

‘Sing me a song.’

‘Which song?’

‘Daisy.’

‘Just a moment.’ There was a beep and David heard a crackle. The earpiece was picking up Ego’s attempt to access the Internet via the wireless telecommunications network.

‘Alright, forget it.’

He returned to the bedroom and stowed the passport in the rucksack. Then he removed his clothes and brushed his teeth. Finally, he sank into the bath and felt the heat permeate his extremities. His genitals began to thaw and assume a respectable size. He considered washing his hair but could not bring himself to encourage the wag who had written the copy for the free sachets: Rinse and Shine at The Poor Players!

‘Ego, can you monitor local police frequencies?’

‘Yes. However, their transmissions are encrypted. The key changes each day at midnight. I could not decode today’s transmissions until tomorrow morning.’

‘You are well informed.’

‘Yes, I am.’

David belched. The brownish water washed over his stomach and lapped around his neck. He looked again at his stomach. In all the excitement, he was losing weight. ‘Ego, if I make a voice call, can I be traced?’

‘I have been given instructions to dissuade you from communicating with anybody until you have reached Heathrow Terminal Five and opened locker J327.’

David slapped the surface of the water. Whom would he call, anyway? He had some friends at the university, family in Wales, and one or two old, good friends near London. Undoubtedly, his small circle would be under surveillance. He had some academic acquaintances in Europe and America. He could contact them anonymously, but what could they do from such a distance?

‘Ego, summarise all the news stories filed about my escape in the last twenty-four hours.’

‘That analysis will take approximately two minutes.’

‘Do it.’

He stared at the patches of mould on the ceiling. He wondered what he would next say to Jennifer, and what she would say back. His mind drifted. With his eyes closed, there was nothing to do but listen to the sounds of the pub: the lub-dub of hot water, footsteps, the rumble of conversation, the occasional cough, a car pulling up outside.

There was a knock at the ground-floor entrance used by overnight guests. David opened his eyes. Answering footsteps travelled across the hallway. He heard two men speaking. Only the low, unintelligible register reached his ears.

One spoke slowly and seriously. A policeman? The other responded quickly and made affirmative sounds. The voice of a sycophant: the landlord.

He remembered the thrill of his confession to Janine that he was on the run. He had felt that excitement when he had ridden from Scotland and he had felt it in the chip shop. But he had not felt it during the initial bike chase and he did not feel it now. This was excitement at another level; a surging energy that was difficult to contain.

David stepped from the bath and towelled himself roughly. He pulled on his clothes, then opened the rucksack and poured every loose object into the main compartment. He did not examine what he packed. He simply checked that the room was empty when he finished. Then he collected his toiletries from the bathroom.

David crossed to the window. As he had guessed, a police car was parked outside. The six-metre drop was sheer. No escape that way. Across the street, a uniformed officer emerged from a flat, touched his cap at the owner and walked on.

So the local police were carrying out house-to-house enquiries in pairs. The officer in David’s pub was still checking.

Silently, he turned off the light. With the darkness came a taste of safety. The moment ended when footsteps stopped on the landing outside and he heard the landlord say, ‘There’s one in here. Bit of a character. Popped out with a Dodger not more than half an hour ago. Under-aged.’

Another voice: ‘Come back, did he?’

The landlord: ‘Oh, yes. Came right back.’

‘Did he.’

David could not move. He needed a plan. The window was not an option. The fall would hurt him badly. He had to think of something else.

His thoughts jammed.

Think, think.

Get out, get out.

The policeman knocked. David had anticipated it, but he drew a sharp breath. He sank to a crouch. Would it make him more difficult to see? Would it provide a moment’s advantage?

‘This is the police, sir. Open up.’

David reached into his jacket pocket.

The landlord said, ‘I’ve got the master key.’

The policeman, quieter: ‘Go on, then. Unlock it. Just unlock it and step back. Understood?’

David drew the stun gun.

In his ear, Ego said, ‘The latest story was filed at the BBC –’

‘Ego, shut up.’

‘Understood.’

Silence beyond the door.

‘Do you hear something?’ asked the landlord.

‘Only you, Sam. Hurry up.’

David imagined the two of them standing there, wondering what lay before them, what the fugitive would do when cornered. He looked down and saw their shadows move in the gap of light.

A key turned in the lock.

David raised the stun gun. The laser-sight put a red dot on the door. His finger tightened. If he squeezed hard enough, two barbed darts would fire at the speed of air-rifle pellets. Each would trail a conducting filament. On contact with the chest, they would lodge under the skin and unleash 50, 000 volts. The leaflet had been quite specific.

The shadows paused.

Suddenly, a third voice erupted: ‘Delta Two from Delta Three, over.’

‘Go ahead Three, over,’ said the policeman. It took David long seconds to realise that the new voice had come from the policeman’s radio.

‘Report of a six-four in progress, end of Main Street. Request assistance, over.’

‘Three, I’m assisting, over.’

David froze in his marksman’s crouch. The landlord asked, ‘Aren’t we going in?’

The policeman scrambled downstairs. ‘A six-four is an assault, Sam. Takes priority. You stay here, eh.’

The policeman’s footfalls became quiet, then clear and brisk as he ran out into the street. David kept the weapon trained on the door and his eyes on the shadow of Sam, the landlord. The door was still unlocked. Sam muttered something and stepped away. Finally, he toddled down the stairs.

David held his position until his calves prickled with cramp. Only then did he exhale and stand. He rubbed his legs. He took another breath and pocketed the gun, shaking his head at his outstanding luck.

He walked to the window and parted the curtain. The policeman was running down the road and David felt a momentary guilt. He had been ready to electrify that man.

David took his helmet, confirmed the presence of his rucksack, and moved to the door. He pressed his ear against it. There was no sound. It opened on an empty corridor. He made his way downstairs, low and sideways. He heard the far-off sound of a jukebox, some laughter, and breaking glass. At the bottom of the stairs, he risked a glance into the bar. The landlord was not there.

David took three huge steps across the entrance and slid through the door. The street was deserted. He swung the helmet over his head and jogged towards his bike. It was a mistake to act like an escapee, but he had too much spare energy. He slipped into the alley and noted, with relief, that the bike had not been moved. The old woman’s window was closed and dark.

He climbed aboard the bike and made ready for the long ride, pausing often to listen for running footsteps or a shout of alarm. Finally, he zipped his jacket and kicked up the stand. The alley was too narrow to turn in, so he waddled the bike backwards to the pavement.

‘Ego, can you interface with the bike’s computer?’

‘No. It has not responded to my attempts at communication.’

‘Fine. Listen, the bike computer uses a vocal input. I don’t want to get the two of you confused. From now on, I’ll refer to you by name if I’m talking to you.’

‘Understood.’

David cleared his throat. Still no police. He held the brake, turned the key and pressed the ignition. The bike rumbled to life. Its windscreen rose and the suspension settled. The display gave him the time, his fuel load and a route map. He had enough petrol for one hundred kilometres on the straight. The excitement of escape began to lighten him.

‘Ego, what do you think will happen when the police find out I’ve disappeared?’

‘The local traffic division will move to a high state of alert. Records indicate that the local constabulary has one helicopter. If it locates you, the probability of reaching Heathrow is almost zero. You must find a motorway to leave the area before roadblocks are set, then transfer to minor roads to avoid detection.’

‘Bike computer, show me the fastest route to the nearest motorway.’

A map appeared. He could be on the A1 in less than twenty minutes. He would pass through settlements called Walshford, Fairburn and Darrington. Names he would never remember. He could make Leicester without stopping for fuel.

He rolled to the junction and looked left. The two police officers were standing only metres away. They had their backs to him. Between them, being berated vigorously by one, was Janine. Her eyes briefly touched upon David’s. Her expression did not change. David nodded.

He turned in the road and coasted away, retracing his route along Main Street.

‘Bike, change colour.’

The motorbike rode through one pool of streetlight with a silver finish. By the next, it was midnight blue.

‘Ego, read me War and Peace by Leo Tolstoy.’

‘“Well, Prince, so Genoa and Lucca are now just family estates of the Bonapartes. But I warn you…”’

~

Mrs McMurray, Saskia’s landlady, gave her a key with a plastic St Andrew’s Cross as the fob. Saskia took it and closed the bedroom door in her inquisitive face. She had fantasised about collapsing on the bed and sleeping dreamlessly, but her mind had not spent its momentum. It turned over still, rolling facts around, testing them, tasting them. The words on the wall. Shakespeare. The Fates. The death of Bruce Shimoda. The first bomb in 2003. The second bomb. Proctor. Back to the words on the wall.

~

By the pricking of my thumbs.

She stretched on the bed. By the pillow, her glasses were folded and dark. Near her feet was the dusty envelope, unopened. It read: ‘Do not open this envelope’.

She walked to the window. She might have been looking from the window of an apartment on a quiet, cold night, back in Berlin.

Something wicked this way comes.

The Fates: Clotho, she spins the thread of life. Lachesis, she measures a length. Atropos, she cuts it.

Spin, measure, snip.

The window was jet, smoky with hints to the scene beyond. The impressions merged and snapped into focus. A human face.

Whom do you hunt?

Saskia stepped back, aghast. Her calves met the edge of the bed. She did not see the face as a reflection, but as a visitation. She drew her revolver.

‘Only me.’

Saskia screamed as she turned. Mrs McMurray, the elderly proprietor who had asked her not to smoke, there’s a dear, dropped her tray of tea and thin British biscuits.

‘Why, my dear girl,’ Mrs McMurray gasped. Her mouth worked on autopilot while her eyes roamed. ‘I’m very sorry. I should’ve knocked, should I not.’

‘Frau McMurray –’ Saskia began. Why was the woman apologising? ‘The tea,’ she said, confused.

‘Aye. Will you look at that. I should clean it up.’

The landlady remained exactly where she was.

Saskia faked a laugh. She let the revolver tip over her finger. ‘Do not worry about the gun. It is not loaded. I was…oiling it. This is my nightly practice.’

Do I look familiar, Frau McMurray? Read any Russian newspapers? Do I give you a sense of –

Saskia stowed the gun in its holster. ‘Listen. You clean the spill and I shall make us a fresh pot of tea.’

Mrs McMurray brightened. She was staring at the gun. ‘That’s a fine idea.’

Saskia crept down the thickly-carpeted stairs, past printed masterpieces and a cross-stitched owl. Her heart slowed with each step. The television became louder. She remembered the ghostly reflection and decided that Jago’s last word of the night had been correct. She needed to sleep.

Of course, if the landlady walked into a room without knocking, she got what she deserved. What Mrs McMurray really needed was…

A bullet?

She froze on the stairs.

Is that what she needs, Frau Kommissarin? Spin, measure, and...snip!

Saskia cleared her throat and continued walking. That voice was surely just her conscience. But she remembered the words of Klutikov: ‘The imposition of the donor pattern must be constant. If not, the original pattern - that is, the personality and identity extant in your brain - will resurge.’

Was it the mind of her true body straining at its bonds? She could not be sure. But if she even suspected that she could lose her new mind to the old one, then that gun would find itself pointed at her temple.

A little off the top? asked the voice. Snip.

Chapter Seventeen

Saskia’s driver listened to a local radio station as they travelled to the Special Incident Unit. She did not recognise any of its songs. Her poverty of memory. Onto to her thoughts stepped Jago, reading from a handheld computer. There had been a sighting the night before. Proctor had checked into a hotel in Northallerton, two hundred and thirty kilometres from Edinburgh and one hundred and sixty kilometres from the equipment shed. Jago had been eager to visit Northallerton, but not Saskia. Her instinct told her it would be a waste of time.

Jago shrugged. Local police and some officers from the Edinburgh team were on the case. They were competent.

Saskia closed her eyes on Edinburgh and let Jago’s beautiful vowels and intermittent trill carry her through the report. The equipment shed, she learned, had provided little evidence. A farmer had discovered the parachute and, inside the shed, the exploded remains of a laptop computer: a Korean model available from hundreds of outlets nationwide. It had been destroyed by a plastic bonded explosive with a generic, untraceable blasting cap. A wider search revealed tracks made by four motorbikes. The farmer had no clue. They were not his. He owned two trail bikes and they were kept in a garage at the main farm. They were untouched.

Saskia yawned.

‘What about Northallerton?’

‘Late last night, a constable reported the flight of a man who matched Proctor’s description. He had checked into The Poor Players under the name Harrison. He was moments from being arrested when the constable was called away on an assault-in-progress, which turned out to be a false alarm. When the constable returned twenty minutes later, after a cup of tea –’

‘Meine Güte. The English and their narcotic tea.’

‘– he found that Proctor had vanished.’

‘Go on.’

Jago angled his computer screen against the sunlight. ‘House-to-house enquiries uncovered Mrs Taome Gallagher. Tay to her friends. Bit of a wind-bag by the sounds of it. She spoke to a man matching Proctor’s description around the time he checked in. According to the credit card people, that was 6:02 pm. Said he was riding a chrome motorbike and wanted to park in her alleyway. We have an APB on him.’

‘APB?’

‘All Points Bulletin. His description is released nationally.’

Saskia stared at the shops sliding by. ‘Surely that compromises the secret nature of the investigation?’

‘Perhaps. But the governor phoned me this morning and said he was fed up working with one hand tied behind his back. I’m inclined to agree.’

‘Does Proctor’s bike match the tracks found next to the glider?’

‘Yes, but my guess would be that he was met by a group of his own people. They gave him supplies and rode away, splitting up.’

‘No. I think that would be a waste of effort. Why not put all the supplies in the shed?’

Jago scratched a tooth. ‘Perhaps.’

‘Where else was the card used?’

‘Two filling stations between Belford and Northallerton.’

‘Do they have cameras?’

‘No, we checked. He chose wee one-pump jobs. He’s using minor roads. One or two lads saw him, but they can’t give a good description. They say his bike was chrome. Maybe some kind of trail bike.’

‘So. A trail bike. Probably the same bike he used to ride away from the equipment shed.’

‘Yes.’

‘Back to last night. You said there was a falsified accusation of assault?’

‘It came over the radio just as the officer was about to interview Proctor.’

‘That is convenient. In Germany we say somebody has “cried wolf”.’

‘Here too.’

‘Who was the caller?’

‘It turned out to be a kid. Truscott – the reporting officer – said she looked to be on the wrong side of sixteen.’

Saskia felt a memory move, delicate as a baby’s kick.

‘So so.’

~

‘Agent Brandt,’ said Paul Besson, removing his mittens, ‘what do you know about cryptanalysis?’

Saskia considered the nervous eyes of this boyish forty-year-old. She was reminded of Lev Klutikov. ‘It’s all about the pattern?’

‘Very good.’ He put his hands in his armpits. ‘So far, we know this. That our target initiated a communication using his personal computer as the interface, and telecommunications equipment in his taxi as the transmitter. That it was an encapsulated transmission of video and audio. That it passed through the exchanges at ScotIX and MAE-West. That it lasted less than two minutes. That there were two parties involved.’

‘And that we very much want to know its content.’

‘And that.’

Saskia watched him pour four cups of coffee. Garland - the red-haired woman who had travelled up to Scotland with Besson - took one and returned to her station at the head of the conference table, where she donned smoked glasses and re-entered her work. Meanwhile, Besson put milk and sugar - hesitating, his eyes on Saskia’s knees - into another cup, and gave it to her.

‘Why did you make four?’ she asked.

‘These two are for me. I…well, that’s usually what I have in the mornings.’

Saskia smiled, then saw that it had dazzled him. She frowned and stepped away from the coffee machine. ‘Tell me, were both ends of the transmission encrypted at source, or were they directed through a third-party server somewhere?’

‘So you do know something about cryptanalysis.’

‘Let’s say that I don’t remember what I’ve forgotten. Start with the basics.’

Besson swigged his coffee and unzipped his coat. He loosed a sigh of concentration, and his breath steamed. ‘Basics: encryption being the process of converting publicly readable information into something that can only be understood by the intended recipient. We’ll call the ordinary information the ‘plaintext’ and the encrypted information the ‘ciphertext’. The cipher itself is two processes: one part encrypts, one decrypts. But the cipher needs a special ingredient to work, something unique to the transaction. We’ll call this the ‘key’. So think of the cipher as a type of padlock. And think of the key as…’

‘Hmm,’ she sipped, ‘a key?’

He grinned and put a hand on the crown of his head, scratching. ‘You remember the Enigma machine?’

‘No.’

‘The Germans used it to encode military transmissions during the Second World War. The cool thing about the Enigma cipher was that it changed itself with each letter of the message. The odds against breaking it were 150 million million million to one. But it was cracked.’

‘How?’

‘It was systematic. It was predictable. With modern computers we could break it easily. But if there is no system, we have a real problem. I have a feeling that Proctor’s code falls into the latter category. It’s a one-time pad. Unbreakable.’

‘More about that.’

‘Of all the methods of encryption, only one is mathematically impossible to crack, and that’s the one-time pad, or OTP. Even given infinite computing resources, the plaintext could never be recovered from the ciphertext. The OTP uses a key that has the same number of elements as the plaintext. Each plaintext element’s value - be it a letter or a pixel - is transformed by the corresponding random value in the key. As long as each element in the OTP is truly random, there’s no systematic element for a cryptanalyst to sniff out. It’s what we call perfect secrecy. You rarely find OTPs in the wild because they’re unwieldly, but we do use them to teach students the basics of cryptanalysis.’

‘So how does the receiver of the message know how to unravel it?’

‘The sender and the receiver must have identical versions of the key.’

‘And what form might the key take?’

‘It would be a series of random numbers approximately one terabyte in size, in this case - based on my guesses about the format and frame rate of the transmission.’

‘Paul, is it impossible to discover the contents of Proctor’s communication?’

Jago’s arm reached between them and took one of the coffees. ‘You can forget you heard that name. I mean it.’

‘Oh dear,’ said Besson. ‘Somebody point out the irony of spilling the beans to a cryptanalyst.’

Saskia frowned at Jago. ‘Scotty, I have made it clear that I do not agree with your superiors’ policy of restricting information.’

Besson nodded seriously. ‘I like your attitude, Agent Brandt.’

‘It’s Kommissarin,’ said Jago. He looked at Saskia. ‘All the same, we should keep this on a need-to-know basis.’

‘Did you manage to find a heater?’ asked Besson.

‘That depends. Will you manage to forget the name?’

After a pause, Besson said, ‘Kommissarin Brandt, you were asking about the possibility of cracking an OTP. Well, it has been done. The Signal Security Agency of the US Army managed to crack the OTP of the German Foreign Office in 1944. It turned out the Germans were using a machine whose numbers weren’t completely random. That gave the breakers a foothold. But Proctor’s code? We have no foothold.’

‘Well, looks like you can go back to Cheltenham,’ said Jago, somewhat triumphantly. ‘Sorry to have wasted your time.’

‘Scotty,’ said Saskia, ‘the transmission is critical.’

Jago took her elbow and walked her away from Besson.

‘It’s important, OK, but why critical?’

‘Proctor got this call moments before he walked into the West Lothian Centre with a bomb. Did he receive instructions at that point? Or was it the last message of a man about to lose his freedom? In either case, we must discover to whom he was talking. There is a chance that the second party was involved in his escape. Perhaps they are waiting for him.’

‘That “gut instinct” of yours?’

‘I suppose.’

‘Alright, hen.’

Saskia stepped into Besson’s personal space and waited for his smile to answer hers. ‘You say it is unbreakable. Break it for me.’

Chapter Eighteen

Jago led Saskia through the foyer, where a crowd of uniformed police had gathered. ‘Waiting for news about the service merger,’ said Jago, not stopping. Saskia smiled at a young officer. He winked back in the habit of her boyfriend-who-never-was, Simon. The gesture knocked her eyeline to the linoleum floor and recalled her arrival at the FIB building in flip-flops, irritable with heat and curious about a case. Her secretary. The fridge. Beckmann’s button hole.

Only variations on a fictional theme, Kommissarin Brandt. Whom do you hunt? Yourself or Proctor?

‘Here’ll do,’ Jago said, when they were outside. They had stopped beneath a blue lantern. Shoppers forced by, heads pressed into the breeze.

‘Do you have a spare cigarette?’

‘I do. Could you not buy your own?’

‘No. It would shatter the illusion that I do not smoke.’

He knocked two examples into his hand. He gave one to her and produced his lighter.

The lighter.

The feeling that returned.

She saw a long thread, glistening as though oiled. She saw a pair of scissors yawn around the thread and stop. She felt a deep longing to protect it. The thread was too precious to cut.

She saw a hawk.

The hawk that returned.

Her eyes closed. The scissors and thread vanished.

Laughter. The flick of a playing card dealt on a table. The smoke transformed from wisps (cigarettes) to plumes (furniture, wood, the office, the mannequins, my gift).

‘Revenge should have no bounds.’

‘Saskia?’

She opened her eyes. Jago was holding her shoulders. A cigarette dangled from his lower lip. ‘Are you all right?’

‘I felt dizzy.’

‘Migraine?’

‘No. It is not that.’

‘Do you want something to eat?’

‘Eat? No, I’m fine. Light me.’

Jago seemed to think about that. Then he put his lighter to the cigarette. She glanced at it, but it was just a lighter again. Its mnemonic power was spent.

They watched people walk in and out of the building. She took a drag and held it.

‘You muttered something, Saskia. It sounded German: ootah.’

Ute.

‘A woman’s name.’

‘Mean anything to you?’

She looked away. ‘No, Scotty.’

Jago nodded, his eyes narrow against the smoke. ‘But you know she’s a woman.’

~

Saskia sat down at the head of the conference table. Opposite her, Jago leaned against a portable heater. Besson was tapping a pen on his teeth while Garland continued her research in the realm of her glasses.

‘OK,’ said Saskia. She pressed her cold feet against the floor, stilling them. ‘Let us hypothesise that Proctor did not intend to encrypt this transmission.’

‘Why that?’ asked Jago.

‘Tell me: who sent the transmission?’

‘Who? Proctor.’

‘Fine, Scotty. Why do you say that?’

‘Well –’

Besson pointed at Saskia with his pen.

‘You’re right. We grabbed the transmission on the basis of a surveillance tape of Proctor talking in his car. We don’t know who initiated the call. We know nothing. We just have a terabyte of scrambled crap that was received and transmitted by Proctor at that time.’

Jago looked at both of them. ‘What are you saying? Someone sent a message to Proctor?’

Saskia nodded. ‘My gut feeling, Scotty, is that Proctor would not have waited until he reached the West Lothian Centre –’

Jago groaned. ‘Besson, you can forget you heard that, too.’

‘Naturally.’

‘My point,’ continued Saskia, ‘is that he knew he would be under surveillance. Why would he encrypt a transmission and then allow people to see him making it? This would counteract the purpose of encryption: concealment.’

‘OK,’ said Jago. ‘I’ll go for that.’

‘So, we need to determine the names of any individuals, perhaps of a mathematical persuasion, who may have contacted David Proctor, an Oxford professor. Charlotte?’

‘Heard you,’ she said. ‘I’m on it.’

‘Paul,’ Saskia prompted, ‘you said that the one-time pad would be a large list of numbers.’

‘If we were talking about a text message it would be large. But we’re talking about a broadband audio-video transmission: a good quality visual image changing up to thirty times a second, plus two sound tracks.’

‘So the list of numbers for the pad would be very large. What if Proctor used…a telephone book?’

Besson pouted. ‘A directory? That would be a start. But telephone directories are systematic and have a limited range of numbers. When you limit the range, you limit the complexity, and you make it easier for a cracker. Remember that the pad needs to be the same size as the plaintext. You’d need to widen the net of the telephone directory to a country, perhaps a continent. That’s not an easy job.’

‘Listen, people,’ Jago said, ‘we’re not talking about Nazi High Command sending out the order to fire torpedoes. He’s just one man.’

‘Is he?’ asked Saskia. ‘He was aided in his escape. Charlotte, what do you have on his family?’

‘One minute.’ The red-haired woman’s eyes roamed. ‘His parents are dead. He has an uncle living in Israel who turned up after a fairly invasive search. I’d bet that they don’t know of each other’s existence. His daughter, Jennifer, left for America four years ago, aged sixteen. She attended a school for gifted children in New York and graduated, aged eighteen, with a double degree in mathematics and physics. Her current whereabouts are unknown.’

Jago stirred. ‘What do you mean, unknown? I couldn’t wipe my arse without a computer somewhere going “beep”.’

‘Exactly that, Detective Inspector. She has no bank account, no passport, no social security number, and no insurance of any kind. She has no bonds or shares. Her records would lead anyone to the conclusion that she died aged eighteen. But there is no death registration.’

Saskia nodded. It made perfect sense. ‘Think of Proctor’s life from 2001 to 2003. Are there any similarities with his daughter’s situation?’

Charlotte frowned, blinked, and nodded. ‘Yes. During that period Proctor’s comings-and-goings are blank, just like his daughter.’

‘In that time,’ said Saskia. ‘Proctor was an employee of a high security research facility known as the West Lothian Centre.’

Jago sighed pointedly. ‘Alright. You think we have a daughter who entered her father’s profession. Did she come back to England to aid his escape?’

‘If this alley is blind,’ said Saskia, ‘then we can retrace our footsteps. Proctor is moving. I am certain that this transmission is critical to his movements, and we need to move quickly.’

Jago shrugged. ‘Fair enough.’

‘The identity of the caller is the key. Can we see the surveillance footage of Proctor’s arrival at the West Lothian Centre?’

‘It’s classified,’ said Besson sadly.

Saskia lifted the phone handset and dialled a number whose digits she had not thought of until this moment, and waited, a wink for Jago, as a phone rang in Berlin.

~

The headache burst not long after she hung up on Beckmann. She waved away the concerned hand - Jago or Besson, she could not tell through her narrowed eyes - and groped for the glass door of X Section. She walked the corridor by memory. The metronomic click-clack of her shoes spoke to deep memories, and her nausea grew.

The toilet was arctic. She opened the tap and let her cupped hands full of water, seething but chill, and she dropped her face into the swirls.

Do I get migraines? she asked her chip. Is this normal?

It was silent.

She pressed her temples. If she pushed hard enough, could she override this pain with another?

Well?

Whom do you ask? Me or you?

Saskia looked at her reflection. ‘Who said that?’

Whom do you hunt? Proctor or yourself?

Saskia followed the shape of her mouth. ‘This. Is. Me. Talking.’

Confused?

‘Who are you?’

The hawk.

‘The hawk that returned?’

Spin, measure, snip.

She closed her eyes. Her imagination opened on a snowy archipelago. Each memory formed an island bridge: the Zippo lighter in Jago’s hand; the statue of Prometheus at the West Lothian Centre; the name Ute.

And.

Well?

Smoke.

At first, it would be mistaken for cigarette. Then its acidic properties would overwhelm. Plastic. Coughing. Yes: panic.

A building was on fire.

The hawk that returned.

‘Is this the key to the cipher?’ she asked the archipelago. ‘Is this my key?’

Whom do you ask?

‘Who said that? What are you?’

Ute.

‘What about her?’

Snip.

Snip snip snip.

~

‘Kommissarin?’

Saskia gasped. The archipelago slipped aside like an inner eyelid. She blinked. She was still in the toilet cubicle, in the basement of the police station, and Charlotte Garland held her arm. She was not in...

‘Saskia?’

...in Cologne.

Chapter Nineteen

Besson opened his clamshell computer. The heat of his fingertips summoned a keyboard, red-glowing, as Jago, Saskia and Garland watched a projection on the wall. One pane showed a taxi against the frontage of the Park View Hotel. The other was crowded with a set of image processing tools.

‘I’ll say this for you,’ murmured Jago. ‘You’re well connected.’

‘I am,’ Saskia replied. ‘Paul, go.’

They watched the video from beginning to end. The story was simple: a car drove in from left of frame and stopped; Proctor opened the door, hesitated, then closed it. The windows remained opaque with reflected sky. Five minutes later, he opened the door a second time and walked out of frame. The taxi drove away. For a period during those five minutes, he had made the transmission.

Saskia asked, ‘Ideas?’

‘The door,’ said Jago. ‘Why did he open it twice?’

‘Yes. He is the only person in the car. What model of car is that? Does it have an advanced computer?’

Besson shook his head. ‘That’s a Merc with a hands-off driving module. The computer is thick.’

Saskia approached the projection. ‘McWhirter said that Proctor used an industrial prototype to detonate the bomb. Perhaps his computer handled the communication too. Picture it: Proctor arrives, he opens the door, then the computer calls him back in. He closes it again and receives the transmission.’

Jago grunted. ‘Maybe the computer announced the caller.’

Saskia clicked her fingers. ‘One day, you will make a fine Kommissar, Deputy.’

‘Gee, thanks.’

‘Paul, can we see a plot of the sound at that point?’

Besson nodded. On the projection, Proctor reversed towards the car and opened the door. Besson wound it back still further. The door closed. He kept cuing. Thirty seconds later – for Proctor, five minutes earlier – the door opened again. ‘Alright,’ Besson said, ‘here’s a visual of the sound.’ The image was replaced by two graphs, each with a tiny peak halfway along. ‘I’ll play it. Quiet.’

As it played, Saskia heard a component deep inside the sound. It might have been a footfall, a snapping branch or a voice.

‘Anyone?’ she asked.

‘Wait, I can enhance it.’

They waited for Besson to select a smudge in the spectrogram.

‘This is it. Quiet again, please.’

A voice, swept with wind, said, ‘Professor Proctor, it is your daughter.’

Saskia clapped Besson on the back and shared a nod with Garland.

‘N’bad,’ said Jago.

~

While Jago spoke to his boss about arranging an interview with Jennifer Proctor, Saskia donned her glasses and monitored the virtual workspaces of Besson and Garland, who were engaged in a review of communications between David and Jennifer Proctor. Pictures and text fluttered into the foreground and disintegrated, or joined to represent relationships suggested by Nexus, the semantic parser used by the UK Police Service.

‘Interesting,’ said Garland. ‘David Proctor is flagged for surveillance. Turns out this isn’t the first time he’s blown something up at the West Lothian Centre.’

‘How does that help us?’

‘Here,’ said Besson. In Saskia’s glasses, a data tile rushed towards her. She stopped it with a thought. It was a scan of a paper document, headed ‘GCHQ’. ‘Proctor has been flagged since 2003. Some analysis has already been carried out on his correspondence.’

‘Can we use that to our advantage?’

‘It should speed up the process. Hey, Charlotte, is that video of our man?’

‘Yeah. A robotics conference in Amsterdam in ’21. Looks like Proctor was the keynote. Nothing doing, though.’

Saskia tuned out. Beyond the graphical interface - which she could slide away on command - was a world where she had committed murder. There would be data for that too. Photographs. Video footage. Court documents. Witnesses.

In Cologne.

And yet she could not investigate a datum of it. The previous morning, when she had stood with the revolver in grisly salute, Beckmann had marked her limits. Any attempt to investigate herself would not be tolerated.

Forget it, Brandt. Whom do you hunt?

‘Wow,’ said Garland, ‘look at this.’

It was an email. Garland highlighted some text in the centre and tossed it towards Saskia.

b2kool 2 use an encrypted transmission, dad

‘What did her father say to that?’ asked Saskia.

‘The reply is missing.’

‘Shame.’

‘Kommissarin,’ said Besson. ‘Read these.’

In the latest transmissions, Proctor seldom wrote more than two lines. They were invariably apologetic: ‘Sorry I can’t write any more right now,’ ‘CU Gotta go,’ ‘Write more soon, I prooomise!’, and so on, but the follow-ups were never sent. Jennifer’s e-mails shortened. She made jokes about her father’s tardiness, jokes that became sardonic and accusatory. At the same time, Proctor’s replies became defensive, hurt and confused. The messages described a dying relationship. Saskia could not suppress her sadness.

The e-mails dried up. There was no code.

‘Okay,’ Saskia said. ‘Tune out for a moment.’ She removed her glasses and watched their faces. ‘Charlotte, the e-mail about the cipher. When was that sent?’

‘Back in ’21,’ said Garland.

‘The cipher would have to be complicated,’ Besson said. ‘Maybe she completed it as part of a school project.’

‘What was the name of her school? The one in New York?’

‘Wayne’s College,’ said Garland.

‘Find their electronic documents archive. Search for projects by Jennifer Proctor.’

Garland smiled. All three replaced their glasses. Garland tore through the data and Besson and Saskia followed in her slipstream. A list of projects appeared. One was titled: ‘An algorithm for one-time pad encryption and decryption, by Jennifer B. Proctor’.

Quite unexpectedly, Saskia thought of Simon.

‘Bingo,’ she said.

~

Detective Superintendent Shand took a box of paperwork from a chair and dropped it into his wastebasket. Saskia settled into the empty seat. Politely, she smiled about the narrow, high-ceilinged office. Jago sat on the windowsill.

‘Always nice to meet our continental counterparts,’ said the DSI. He had a grey goatee beard and a lopsided, friendly expression. ‘Treating you well?’

‘Saskia made the breakthrough in the Proctor case,’ Jago said.

‘Team effort,’ she replied. ‘We now have a full transcript of the conversation that took place in the car between Proctor and his daughter.’

Jago gave him a sheaf of loose A4, folded lengthways. The DSI glanced through. ‘Nothing jumps out. You two have had time to think about it. Talk to me.’

‘I have a hunch,’ said Saskia. ‘I think that Proctor has left the country, perhaps via an airport.’

‘Why?’

‘He has received a threat to his life. His daughter says, “Watch your back. Something may happen.” This warning comes true, does it not?’

The DSI arched an eyebrow. ‘I thought that the “something” was a result of Proctor’s own actions.’

Saskia said, ‘I realise, sir, that we are not in a position to verify or falsify Proctor’s charges. But we are also not required to accept them. I mean, we must not accept conclusions unless we make them ourselves from available evidence. Nobody, so far, has been able to produce evidence to show that Proctor is responsible for anything. It is conjecture. A jury might not convict him.’

The DSI was grim. ‘You should attend more trials.’ Seeing Saskia’s expression, he pulled a face, as if to dismiss his own comment.

‘If Proctor is an innocent party, then I believe he will wish to gather more information about his predicament. At the very least, more information would bolster his defence against the charges. Under EU law, it is not illegal for an innocent person to attempt an escape.’

Jago gave her a warning look but the DSI nodded. ‘Well, I can’t argue with your research, Detective.’

‘Kommissarin,’ Saskia said. She felt her voice strengthen. ‘Proctor is a university professor. It is a comfortable existence. We know from his e-mails that his relationship with his daughter is strained. The last few days will have proved to be very difficult, even life-altering. Proctor will undoubtedly feel the need to leave the country. Here he is hunted. In America he is not. His daughter is in America. In addition, she gave him the warning. If he is indeed innocent, then his search for answers must begin with her. Flying out would “kill two birds with one stone”. We must assume it is within his capability.’

The DSI said, ‘I’m with you. Jennifer is his daughter. The person who helped organise his escape is someone who would risk everything for him. Jennifer fits the bill. Was she the woman who broke Proctor out of the Park Hotel? Who knows, maybe her employers – if they are the US government, like you say – helped to falsify her passport and formulate Proctor’s escape plan. If we get her, we get Proctor. But is she still in the country?’

‘I think it is unlikely,’ Saskia replied. ‘If you are correct and she has the backing of the American government, they would advocate a plan with minimum risk. Perhaps she has already risked a great deal by personally overseeing her father’s escape. If they were to attempt an escape together, the probability of their apprehension would increase. In that case, I would suggest that she left immediately via the nearest airport, Edinburgh.’

Jago shook his head. ‘I don’t know. If the Americans really wanted Proctor, why not smuggle him out by military transport?’

‘Secrecy,’ the DSI said. ‘And cost. How much do they want him? What can he be worth?’

Saskia replied, ‘Perhaps everything, perhaps nothing. However, with the correct advice and documentation, there is no reason why Proctor should not be able to leave the country through an airport.’

‘Edinburgh?’ Jago asked. ‘You think he showed up in Northallerton to throw us off the scent?’

‘Why not?’

‘No,’ said the DSI. ‘We had Edinburgh locked down tight. To get lost in the crowd he would need somewhere bigger.’

‘Like where?’ Saskia asked.

‘Heathrow, Gatwick, Luton, Stansted,’ Jago said. ‘Take your pick.’

‘Which is the largest?’

‘Heathrow,’ said the DSI. ‘And its surveillance is poorest due to the volume of traffic. We’ve had a team researching this scenario. If he took a car or a train, he would have left the country by now. If he’s still on the bike, and using minor roads, he could catch a flight at midnight – if he rides hard. Personally, I think he’ll lie low for a week.’

‘Those flights need to be checked, sir,’ said Saskia.

‘I agree with you, Brandt. Check each person who flies to America between midnight and 6:00 am. Check them personally. If you don’t find Proctor, we can assume he’s already gone or he’s lying low. We have other people working those leads.’

Jago said, ‘There are about thirty-five thousand people who can do that for us, sir. They’re called the Metropolitan Police Service.’

The DSI shook his head. ‘Think. If Proctor takes his holiday tonight, I want us to nab him, not our Cockney friends. No sense having the Met solve our cases.’

‘But Saskia is a neutral party.’

The DSI grinned, revealing a gold canine. ‘It’s that kind of clear thinking that stops you advancing through the ranks, Phil. Saskia is a neutral party accompanied by a Lothian and Borders liaison officer.’

‘Yes, sir,’ Jago said quietly.

‘You two can hitch down to Heathrow with a friend of mine, Sam Langdon. He comes here for the golf. My secretary will give you his number. Have a nice trip.’

He held open the door. Saskia and Jago walked through. In the waiting room, Jago said, ‘I was his mentor when he joined the service.’ He checked the time. ‘Right, we’d better find this Langdon character. Saskia?’

She was watching Besson and Garland at the coffee machine. They looked up and smiled. Even the loneliest person has the memory of company, but she did not even have that.

‘We’ve got time for a coffee,’ she said.

~

David glanced at the bike’s dashboard. It was 4:00 pm. He had been riding for nearly nine hours. It was time to gather the elements of his disguise. He took his lead from Ego, who had downloaded three SAS survival guides and related them to David in a digested, if sensational, form. Ego wanted him to change his vehicle and his clothing. David disagreed. Clothing, yes; vehicle, no. The bike was uncomfortable but it was fast, all-terrain, and easily camouflaged.

Now he stood next to the parked, cooling Moiré and considered Ego’s advice. He leaned towards the microphone in the helmet, which he had secured to the petrol tank. ‘Bike, change to green,’ he said. ‘Do it gradually, over the next hour.’

David walked into town. The pedestrians cut unpredictable zigzags in front of him. After only two days on the bike, he had forgotten how to walk in a crowd.

Inside the first shop, the owner’s smile froze on contact. To be sure, David had a thickening beard and grimy clothes. His head was bowed to avoid surveillance cameras. And he paid cash. Physical money was risky, but he had to assume that the credit card, issued in the name of David Harrison, had been blown since his escape from The Poor Players. Prudently, his passport carried a different name.

He abandoned his old coat in a public toilet and walked on. He purchased new clothes and, item by item, left their predecessors about the city centre. In a gentleman’s outfitters he bought a suit. In another he bought a beige briefcase, a pair of tinted glasses, a shaving kit, some paper overalls, a wedding ring, and a startlingly expensive belt. In each shop he lamented the loss of his bank card and shrugged wistfully at the need to carry so much cash. The shopkeepers made clicking noises and were sorry to hear that, sir, and said no more. Finally, he bought some aftershave and a universal storage crate for the bike. At the invitation of the last sales assistant, he stuffed his shopping into the box. Both he and the assistant stared at the crumpled suit for moment.

‘Travel iron, sir?’

‘Can’t hurt.’

Shopping completed, David returned to the bike. The universal box was not as universal as its manufacturers had enthused. It took fifteen minutes to attach. He rode away with his new clothes and a bike that was nearly green. He rode away a different person.

Different enough?

He was still a man on a bike.

‘Ego,’ he said, pulling out into traffic.

‘David.’

‘Does it strike you as odd that I haven’t been captured?’

‘Yes, you have been lucky to an extent, but it is not surprising that you have evaded capture. Though there is an All-Points Bulletin out for your arrest, the description is rather average. I have read two more espionage novels in the past hour and, judging by these, I do not believe that the British police have the manpower to find you unless you make a serious mistake: that is, break the law. They do not know your location, your destination, your purpose; nor do they have a current physical description. If you continue to ride under the speed limit and use minor roads, your chances of reaching locker J327 are good.’

David snorted. ‘I’m sure I broke the speed limit once or twice.’

‘No, you did not.’

‘Maybe up near Sheffield. I was going pretty fast.’

‘I have global positioning and accelerometer data that proves you have not broken any speed limits.’

He turned onto the southerly road. In the sunshine, his visor darkened. ‘You’ve saved me,’ he said glumly.

‘I do not understand.’

‘Like a data file. Saved.’

‘It is a precaution designed to provide an objective source of information in the event of a trial. It will guard against tampering. Perhaps I may also act as a black box if you have an accident. The probability of my survival is far greater than yours.’

‘Ego, how much battery life do you have?’

‘Eight weeks.’

‘Switch off for now.’

‘I am still monitoring radio stations and Internet sites.’

David revved the engine and accelerated. It was time to break the speed limit. ‘Switch off. Now.’

Chapter Twenty

Saskia reached into the pocket behind the driver’s seat and found a blister pack of travel sickness pills. Three seemed a good number; four a better one. She crunched them to a bitter dust. Jago was beside her, gripping the handle above the door, unconcerned as the back tyres locked briefly. The two police officers in the front of the car shared a smile. In the back, Jago gave Saskia a nudge and flourished his eyebrows.

The airport was ten kilometres from the station. In the early evening traffic, it would take half an hour. The co-driver activated the siren intermittently but they were soon slowed by congestion.

‘How are you armed, Saskia?’

‘This,’ she said, showing her gun.

‘I should have got you something more modern from the armoury. Like a bow and arrow.’

‘A revolver is preferred for…ideological reasons.’

‘You surprise me.’

Silence as Saskia counted the kilometres.

~

When they reached the airport, Jago said, ‘Straight through, they’re expecting us.’ The car drove into a huge, fenced enclosure where private planes were parked in rows, then stopped hard.

‘This is where you get off,’ said the driver. He reached back to shake Jago’s hand, but the DI had already left the car.

Saskia shook it on Jago’s behalf. Her smile was crooked.

Outside, the cold air was rank with fumes. Lights defined the terminal building, the roads, and the fences. As she watched, a jet landed with mesmeric slowness. Its exhaust blurred the air. She felt the vibration in her belly.

‘Saskia, get a shift on,’ Jago called, jogging backwards.

They climbed into a small four-seater aircraft. Jago settled in the back and Saskia sat next to the pilot. It was too dark to see his face. ‘Put these on,’ he said. He handed Saskia a pair of headphones. ‘Sam Langton.’

‘Saskia Brandt.’

‘Did we make it?’ rasped Jago.

‘Your timing is impeccable,’ said the pilot. He gunned the engine. Through her headphones, Saskia heard him say, ‘Control, this is Golf Tango Foxtrot Two-One-Two requesting clearance for take-off, over.’ There was no audible reply. ‘Roger, Control, I’m taxiing to runway two, over.’

‘We appreciate this,’ Jago said.

‘No problem. I was flying back anyway.’

Saskia relaxed. The darkness was reassuring. ‘There’s a blanket under your legs,’ Sam said as they rolled forward. ‘Careful not to touch the control column.’

‘Foodibles?’ Jago asked.

‘Behind you.’ Langton turned to Saskia. ‘Latest weather report shows poor visibility over the southeast. There’s a low pressure front moving north. Expect a bump in the night.’ He switched on a red reading light and noted the time in a paper logbook. He held the column between his legs.

‘How long to Heathrow?’ she asked.

He laughed. ‘We’re not going to Heathrow, sweet heart.’

‘Oh?’

‘I’d need to sell the plane just to afford the landing. No, we’re going to Farnborough.’

Jago tapped her shoulder. ‘Sandwich?’

Saskia looked around. Obligingly, Jago peeled back the white bread to display the filling. Sliced sausages.

‘English sausages?’

‘The finest. Plenty of brown sauce.’

‘What is brown sauce?’

‘Good question.’ Jago took a bite. ‘Must be one of the fun things about foreign travel. New foods.’

Langton said drily, ‘How long have you two been married?’

‘Too long.’ She tapped his log book. ‘Please tell me where Forbrough is.’

‘Farnborough,’ the pilot corrected. ‘Three hundred miles to the south. In new money, five hundred kilometres. They expect us for 9:00 pm. Sit back.’

She watched the runway lights stream by as they took off. The acceleration made her drowsy. She became aware of a crowd of English nonsense voices inside her head. All ths and ruhs. She fell asleep in their company.

~

Later, the pilot explained that the Grantham, being a light aircraft with no oxygen cylinders, could not climb above the weather. It flew low where the winds were thick and the rain constant. They touched down at 9:30 pm. Saskia had not moved since climbing aboard, but when she stepped onto the wet concrete of the holding lot, she felt ready to collapse with tiredness.

‘Thanks, Sam,’ shouted Jago above the propeller noise.

‘I have to park. See you.’

Saskia gave him a little salute and searched for a terminal. She could see none in the fierce rain. ‘Where now?’ she asked. She ducked to avoid the wing as Sam taxied away.

Jago pulled his suit jacket over his head. ‘Look, there.’

They watched as a traffic patrol car approached. It sharked through the aircraft and stopped before some heavy cabling. A female officer approached carrying an umbrella. She opened it over Jago. ‘Piss off,’ he said, climbing in the back.

It was a twenty-minute drive to Heathrow. Saskia had fallen asleep against the window before the car pulled away.

Chapter Twenty-One

Sharp braking threw Saskia out of her dream. She swallowed her spit and looked ahead. The car had stopped. The traffic was a crimson mass of braking lights. Her watch read 10:30 pm.

‘We’re late,’ she said

She looked at Jago. He was sweating and a vein throbbed on his forehead. ‘An accident,’ he said. ‘It happened just in front of us.’ He dabbed at the vein with a handkerchief.

‘Scotty?’ She put a hand to his forehead, expecting it to feel hot. It was cold.

He grimaced. ‘Heart burn. You know, acid indigestion. The bloody sandwiches.’

Saskia heard the co-driver talk urgently into her radio. The words were abbreviated and unintelligible. The car pulled onto the hard shoulder. Jago said, ‘They’re the closest unit. They have to secure the scene.’

The vehicle shook as their co-driver slammed the boot, shrugged a fluorescent jacket over her shoulders and jogged ahead to the driver. Saskia gripped the handle. She felt an urge to help, but, seeing Jago’s exhaustion, she stayed in the car.

‘We will wait for the next unit.’

‘…Alright.’

‘Alright.’

~

David thought of his daughter, Jennifer. He had taught her to ride in a cul-de-sac near the old house in Oxford. He had pushed her endlessly, a constant commentary to reassure her of his grip. Finally, he let go and she wobbled all the way to the turning space. He felt proud. He felt like a real father. At the end of the road, he heard her faint voice say, ‘I nearly did it that time, Daddy,’ and he cupped his hands and shouted, ‘You did! I’m back here!’ and she turned around and fell off with a scream. He ran down and picked her up, bike and all, and took her inside. He sat her on the washing machine and dabbed her grazes with antiseptic. Between her sobs, she smiled. ‘Did it.’ That became her catchphrase. When she passed her advanced maths at the age of nine; when she published her poems; when she got into the New York school, she always said, ‘Did it.’

A blue light flashed on the dashboard. He glanced down. No, it was a reflection. He turned his head. There was a police car approaching at twice his speed. He indicated left and drifted from the lane.

~

‘What is it now?’ Saskia snapped at the driver. She was exhausted. They had been been delayed at the accident site for over an hour and Heathrow was, at last, only minutes away. Beside her, Jago awoke and scratched his cheek.

‘What’s the description of Proctor’s bike?’ asked Teri, the co-driver.

‘A bit vague,’ said Jago. ‘It could be a trail bike. Green, but possibly a different colour by now.’

The co-driver whistled. ‘That new?’

‘Yes, that new,’ Saskia said. ‘Why do you ask?’

‘Look at the bloke in front of us. Can’t be that many Moiré-types on the M4 at this time of night being ridden by a weekender. This year’s registration, too. Fair-sized luggage container on the back.’

‘A weekender?’ asked Saskia.

‘He couldn’t ride a bike to save his life. Obvious from the way he’s sitting on it.’

‘Pull him over,’ said Saskia.

‘Easy, hen,’ Jago said. ‘We can’t pull over every bike we see.’

‘What do you want to do?’ called the co-driver. ‘He’s changing lane.’

Saskia touched Jago’s elbow. ‘Scotty, pull him over. It will cost us five minutes if I’m wrong, but if I’m not –’

‘Fuck it. Teri, give him the news.’

The siren whooped. The headlights blinked. The rider glanced back, wobbled, and changed lane. He seemed uncertain whether to pull onto the hard shoulder or come off at the next exit. Teri activated the siren once more. The two vehicles crossed onto the hard shoulder and stopped.

Dan opened his door. The interior light was abrupt and dazzling. Saskia said, ‘Be careful. He may be armed.’

Dan paused. ‘Armed?’

Saskia sighed. The preferred weapon of the British police was a stern finger.

‘Wait here,’ she said.

She slipped from the car and moved forward until she was standing between the headlights and the motorcyclist, who still sat astride his machine. She touched her gun.

‘I am armed. Switch off your engine.’

The man did not turn. The engine revved. Saskia heard Scotty and the two uniformed officers get out of the car.

Stay back, she thought. I’m in control.

She exhaled and took a pace closer. ‘Armed police. Turn off your engine and show me the key.’

This time a gloved hand disappeared in front of the rider’s torso. Was he reaching for a weapon? The engine cut. She relaxed. She had to think slow. She was in control. She was prepared to draw and fire. Ignoring the Brits behind her, the occasional car roaring by, and the on-off wash of blue light, she drew her gun. The rider’s hand appeared again. It held the keys. The keys dropped to the ground.

Saskia gave further commands and, as she spoke each one, the rider obeyed. ‘Deploy the kick stand. Get off the bike. Move to the right. Face away from me. Remove your helmet. Slowly. Place it on the ground that it cannot roll away. Lie down on your face. Put your hands behind your head. Cross your legs.’

Only at this point did she look behind her. The two uniformed officers had their shotguns trained on the suspect.

‘Finished, dear?’ Jago asked. He walked past her and sat on the rider.

Saskia waited for him to apply the cuffs, then holstered her gun. ‘Well?’

‘See for yourself.’

Her breathing stopped as the man’s head came into view. For a moment, their eyes locked. She smiled apologetically. He looked away.

Jago stood. ‘Satisfied?’

‘Okay.’ Saskia turned to the uniformed officers. ‘It’s not him.’

‘Smashing,’ said Dan. He and Teri gave their shotguns to Jago and hoisted the man to his feet. Saskia followed Jago to the car. She was sleepy and embarrassed. She overheard Dan’s raised voice. They were haranguing the rider over a technicality.

‘I did not think British police were armed,’ she said.

‘Welcome to the twenty-first century.’

They leaned against the bonnet and watched the traffic. The air was crisp and smelled of exhaust gases.

‘Sorry, Scotty.’

He snorted. ‘We had to take the chance. What if it had been Proctor?’

Saskia watched the traffic some more. A police car fired past and its blue lights were a racing heartbeat. Seconds later, she saw another motorcyclist.

No. She would not cry wolf again.

~

David noticed the parked police car and motorbike. A man and a woman were watching the traffic. He checked his speedometer. It read 65 mph. He slowed.

Chapter Twenty-Two

Hard upon midnight, David entered Heathrow’s Terminal Five. He tooled around the multi-storey car park until he found a secluded bay for the Moiré. The engine sighed away and he slid off. He tugged the bike onto its lay stand. He removed his helmet and slapped his face, firmly. He shook his head like a dog throwing off water. He needed to be awake. He needed to be careful.

‘Ego, I’m at the airport.’

‘Excellent.’

David had long abandoned reading human emotions into Ego’s voice, but it was hard to ignore its surprise. ‘Change your clothes. Then find locker J371 in Terminal Five.’

‘Am I going to fly?’

‘I am not in a position to tell you that. If you are captured, it is better you know little in case you jeopardise a future escape attempt.’

David watched his condensing breath. His eyes followed the vapour and continued to stare long after it vanished. Then, after another slap, he crouched in the shadow of a van and removed his jacket. He took off his waterproof trousers, his riding trousers and his hiking boots. He placed them in a heap. He opened the universal storage crate on the back of the bike and retrieved the briefcase. He placed his essential items inside it. There were some non-essential items too. In the escape, he had transported most of the bathroom from The Poor Players.

He grabbed a fistful of underwear from the container and stuffed it into the briefcase. In another bag, he found a pair of tinted glasses, a shaving kit, a wedding ring and a belt. He packed those too. He found a travel iron and wondered why he had bought it. He left it in the container.

There were paper overalls at the bottom. He put them on carefully, though the material was durable. And he put his boots back on, but not his bike jacket. Instead, he took a light coat and threw it across his shoulders. He had become an invisible everyman, albeit a cold, tired one. Along one side of the container was a dry-cleaning bag with a complete suit inside. He rummaged some more and found a bottle of aftershave. He tossed it into the briefcase, closed it, and set about stuffing his old clothes into the bike container with one hand. In the other, he held the suit.

Finally, he closed the container and detached it. He thought of his escape from the farm hands. He had roared from that ditch and jumped the hedge like a champion show jumper. He smiled and patted the headlamp.

‘Ego, can you hear me?’

The computer was inside his briefcase. ‘Perfectly.’

‘Is it all right to leave the bike?’

‘Where better to hide a tree than a forest? There are more than four thousand spaces in this car park. And, because payment is requested on exit, it will be days before suspicions are raised.’

‘Did you read that in a spy novel?’

‘Yes.’

David carried the container and the briefcase towards the terminal building. The pain of the past few days seemed to trot one pace behind. He was nearing the next stage. After miles on the bike, things were moving again. He hailed a Personal Rapid Transport pod and, when it arrived, settled into the driverless four-seater alone.

‘David, the PRT computer is asking for information about your destination. I’ve told it that you are bound for Terminal Five, but have withheld your destination.’

For that, he had to watch an infomercial about women whose lives had been transformed by a brand of moisturiser.

~

David stepped onto the third floor of Terminal Five. The rush of flight reminders and conversation reminded him of an orchestra tuning up. His eyes rose to the distant roof, then dropped, exhausted. Passengers stood in deep lines at the check-in desks. Beyond them, the shopfronts were brilliant.

‘You must proceed directly to the Gents,’ prompted Ego. ‘The computers linked to the security cameras are quite capable of recognizing you, but they sample randomly. The probability of your capture is increasing.’

The toilet was a two-minute walk away. He passed through its gleaming entrance and stepped over a robot loaded with cleaning tools. The stalls were either side of a wall of basins. There were no shower cubicles. On the far wall was a store cupboard. He nodded. He had a good chance of assuming his disguise without incident. As Ego might say.

He selected a basin in the middle of the row. He whistled to fill the air and smiled at a teenager two basins down. The teenager quickened his ablutions. David opened the container and retrieved his washing kit. He proceeded to shave. Nothing strange about that, he told himself. Just a chap having a shave.

When he had cleared the last of the foam, he leaned into the mirror. Not bad. He was beginning to assume his old, respectable – and, he realised, vain – self.

Next, he doused his hair with hot water, relishing the warmth as it drew the cold from his fingers. He found a sachet of shampoo in the shaving foam. He washed and rinsed the soap away. He was still just a chap washing his hair. He whistled some more.

With his hair clean but dripping, he gathered his things and retreated into a stall, locking the door. He slipped off his boots, his nylon coat and the paper overalls. He used the toilet and then set about his transformation. Soon he was wearing the suit. The tie would need straightening in front of a mirror. He splashed some aftershave around his neck. Then he opened the briefcase.

He checked the contents: his wallet, which contained Ego and some cards; the watch; the passport; cash. He had no physical business documents. That was normal. Everything would be stored on his computer. He dropped the wallet into his inside pocket and closed the briefcase.

He opened the door and walked to the store cupboard. It was locked but the mechanism was a simple magnetic strip reader. Ideal. There were only two people nearby. They were looking in the opposite direction. He took Ego from his wallet, whispered, ‘Ego, crack this magnetic strip lock, will you?’ and swiped it twice through the reader. On the third pass, the door clicked. In the cupboard were paper tissues, a replacement hand drier, an assortment of bottles, and some mops and brushes. He shoved the container inside. A glance around the room reassured him that he had not been seen. The two people had left. He opened the door again and threw a package of toilet rolls over the container. Only the cleaning robot would use the cupboard on a regular basis. It would simply work around the obstruction. He closed the door and heard it lock.

He took his briefcase from the cubicle and left the room, pausing to straighten his tie in the mirror. Then he flattened his hair with his palm and walked on his way. Just a chap walking out of a toilet. His hiking boots clumped on the tiled floor until he reached the carpet outside.

Chapter Twenty-Three

Saskia closed her eyes on the crowds and settled against a poster, though she still felt every centimetre of the cavernous and crowded terminal. Nearby, somebody dropped a guitar. Its empty chamber conked, and in the moment that followed the dampening of the sound, Saskia became aware of a similar vibration within herself. Had the sound reached the steppe-like expanse of her mind? She opened her eyes. The guitarist had vanished. In his place, a boy whispered into his mobile phone.

Saskia watched the glow on his cheek.

The sound in her head was electromagnetic interference. There were so many phones, music players, and computers on the concourse that her brain chip inducted their activity.

She remembered her conversation with Klutikov. ‘You need to protect that chip. If you switch off the chip, you switch off ‘you’.’ Did she need a foil hat like a man she had seen near the Brandenburg Gate, the happy man that drew ridicule? The man whom she had labelled insane?

‘Saskia.’

‘Finally, Deputy. How can it take you so long to find a toilet? There must be hundreds on this stretch of the concourse.’

‘Actually, there’s one.’ His face was close and ashen. ‘And Proctor just used it.’

‘What?’

Jago showed her a crumpled plastic sachet. Saskia shook her head. She did not understand. Then she saw the text. It read: Rinse and Shine at The Poor Players!

‘But…the idiot. When was he here?’

Jago wore the thin smile of certainty. ‘It’s warm.’

‘It can’t be a mistake.’

‘Think. He wants us to find him?’

‘I don’t know.’ In order to concentrate, Saskia looked away from Jago. She turned back. ‘The departures board.’

~

There were fewer than a dozen people in the basement locker area. An attendant slept on the counter of his kiosk with his cheek on a newspaper. As David walked by, monitoring the attendant, a regiment of lockers emerged on his right. He had substituted his boots for brogues, and they clicked like a pen nervously thumbed.

‘Ego, I’m at the locker.’

‘Good. On the keypad, type: upper-case M, four, nine, hash, lower-case D, lower-case X.’

Locker J371 sprang open. David touched all five sides. It was empty but for an envelope addressed to ‘You’. He checked up and down the row. Nobody. But he heard footsteps. It took him a moment to confirm they were receding. He tore the seal. Inside the envelope was a piece of paper and a single ticket to Las Vegas.

‘What is written on the paper?’ asked Ego. ‘Tell me immediately.’

‘It says, “Sounds like…” Christ, it’s fading.’

‘A security precaution. Keep reading.’

‘“Sounds like a car-parking attendant belongs to the finest.” That’s all.’

‘Information stored and encrypted.’

The fatigue of the bike journey seemed to overtake him, propelled by the knowledge that he was headed for America. He sagged against the locker. ‘“Sounds like a car-parking attendant belongs to the finest.” What is that? A crossword clue?’ The neat handwriting had faded to nothing.

‘Examine the ticket.’

David rubbed his eyes. ‘McCarran International, Las Vegas. Via Chicago. So what?’

‘The time?’

‘12:30 am.’

‘It is now 12:10. I suggest that you leave immediately. It is unlikely that you will still be at liberty for the next flight.’

~

As they ran, Jago shouted that the simplest approach would be to buy their tickets and arrest Proctor in the air. They found the check-in and jumped the queue. Saskia did not linger on the interested expressions of the waiting passengers. This close to departure, Proctor would be on the flight already. Jago slapped the counter and demanded two tickets. The attendant shook her head.

‘That flight leaves in ten minutes, sir.’

‘Yes, with us,’ Jago said. He produced his warrant card. The attendant studied the passport. In the pause, Saskia placed her FIB wallet alongside Jago’s. As her fingers left its surface, Saskia was a chess player committing to a move. If she left the EU without Beckmann’s permission, she would be executed. But if she allowed Proctor to escape, she would be executed for that. She prioritised the fugitive pursuit.

The attendant looked over Saskia’s shoulder. The glance was deliberately indifferent. Saskia turned. A plain-clothes security guard was standing behind them. Jago turned too. The queue became still.

Jago said, ‘Who are you, the bloody prefect?’ He looked at the attendant and stabbed a thumb in the direction of the security officer. ‘Tell him to piss off.’

~

David Proctor, who was standing not far behind the two police officers, detached himself from the queue. His hands, which had been dry, began to drip sweat. His face, recently shaved, itched. He walked to the next desk and said, ‘Excuse me. My flight leaves in a couple of minutes. May I check in for Las Vegas from here?’

‘You got lucky, I was about to open up.’ She started her computer with a touch. ‘Are you feeling alright, sir?’

He turned to face away from the police. ‘I haven’t flown for a long time.’

‘Thought so. Luggage?’

He tried to swallow but his throat was too sticky. ‘Just the briefcase.’

To his left, close enough to touch, the middle-aged officer said, ‘Jesus, we’re only in pursuit of a criminal. Take your time.’

David released his air. His hand crept towards his jacket pocket. Then it dropped. The stun gun was gone. It was in the bike container, which was in the gent’s toilet, which was a lifetime away.

‘Sir?’ asked the attendant. Their eyes met.

‘Yes?’

‘I asked if you are carrying anything in your briefcase for somebody else.’

‘No.’

‘Your boarding pass.’

‘Thank you.’ He reached for it, but she pulled it back. He swung from victory to defeat. Had the police officer seen him? Made a signal? Pulled a gun? But the attendant smiled. David released another breath. The air was stale and hot.

‘Here is the gate,’ she said, pointing to the boarding pass with her pen, ‘and here is the seat.’

‘Look, I’ve just about had a tit-full of you,’ shouted the police officer. ‘Get a move on.’

‘I’ve put you near an emergency exit,’ David’s attendant continued. ‘So you’ll have more leg room.’

David reached for his documents. They stuck to his sweaty fingers. The attendant said, ‘Deep breaths,’ and he nearly laughed. He began to walk away. He inclined his head. With each step he felt the certainty build, the certainty that a voice would shout, ‘Stop! This is the police!’

It never came.

He watched his feet. It was the only way to be sure that he would not fall over. After twenty metres, he knew that he had escaped.

For now.

~

‘Come on,’ said Jago.

They headed towards passport control. Saskia checked her watch. Jago saw her. ‘How long have we got?’ he asked.

‘Five or six minutes.’

‘We can make it.’ He broke into a jog. Loose objects jangled in his pocket. Saskia joined him, but she was careful to remain behind. She did not want to make him run faster. The tails of his suit jacket whipped back and forth.

‘Scotty,’ she said, trying to sound breathless. ‘Let’s slow down.’

‘Just a bit of running. It’ll look great in the report.’

They reached passport control. It was congested. Jago stopped and removed his coat. He took great breaths and leaned forwards. ‘Let’s,’ he said, swallowing, ‘let’s jump the queue.’

‘Are you feeling all right, Scotty?’

‘Indigestion. Those bloody sandwiches,’ he said. ‘We should keep moving.’

‘No. Take a moment to recover. I can see the plane. The gate is very close and we have several minutes. We will have time to reach it.’

Jago nodded. ‘I’ll just catch my breath.’

Saskia loosened his tie.

‘Do that.’

~

David told himself to breathe as his retina was scanned. When the machine thanked him and asked for the next passenger, he watched the passport control officer frown at something on his terminal. The man’s eyes flicked from the passport to David, from David to the passport. The silence was building. Or was it?

‘You seem a bit nervous, Mr…’ The officer cocked his head. It had to be a deliberate affectation. It suggested control. David saw himself reflected in the man’s designer glasses. He glanced at his name tag. Christopher Garner. Senior Passport Control Officer. Then David’s hand flexed around the briefcase handle.

What was his own name?

His fake surname?

‘Mr Greensburg?’ the officer prompted.

David tried to recall the back-story. There was a wife living in Leeds, a son at university, a DB7 Vantage (lovingly restored), a farmhouse kitchen...

‘Greenspoon,’ he blurted. ‘Mr Greenspoon.’

The officer seemed disappointed. ‘I’m sorry, of course. Mr Greenspoon.’

‘I am a little nervous,’ David offered. The regret followed immediately, accompanied by the memory of Ego’s last words to him: ‘Less is more.’

‘Really, sir?’

‘Of terrorism. Terrorphobia, you might call it.’

The man handed back his papers. ‘Naturally, we all are, sir.’

David moved towards the detector and felt physical relief when he heard the officer attend to the next person in the queue. His fingers trembled as he dumped his wallet into the pot on the conveyor belt. The briefcase followed. He stepped through the archway. A waiting police officer with a sub-machine gun cast an empty eye over him. Would he be recognised? Nothing happened. He collected his wallet.

~

Saskia was watching the man. She turned to Jago and touched his arm.

‘What?’

‘The man walking through the detector.’

Jago squinted. His breathing was still heavy. ‘Could be.’

‘The passport officer talked to him for a long time.’

‘Did he now?’

~

David took two strides before he remembered his briefcase on the conveyor. He laughed a little too loud. The armed police officer turned towards him. His face was young and blank. David smiled. The man did not smile back. David reached for the briefcase. He looked directly into the eyes of Saskia Brandt.

Chapter Twenty-Four

She did not react immediately. His hair was longer than it had been in his police photograph. His eyes were hooded, shadowed. He had lost some youth. He was thinner. But he was her man.

‘Proctor!’

She barged into the passenger in front of her, who tripped, dropping his case. Jago cut in from the other direction. He trod on the case, twisted his ankle, and pitched forward. His shoulder caught Saskia behind the knee. They both fell.

Saskia tried to stand but the owner of the case was sitting on the small of her back. She jabbed her elbow at his thigh and he rolled off. She climbed unsteadily to her feet, drew her revolver and scanned for Proctor.

‘Police!’ shouted an armed officer. ‘Drop your weapon now!’

‘Föderatives Investigationsbüro,’ she said, turning to him.

‘Drop it now!’

‘Föderatives Investigationsbüro,’ she repeated. ‘Federal Office of Investigation. I am in pursuit of a suspect.’

The officer stepped forward. ‘Now.’

Saskia hissed with frustration. She dropped the gun and looked at the area beyond passport control. Proctor had gone. A voice over the tannoy asked Mr Jago and Ms Brandt to please board flight IAL 778. Jago, who was being held down by a civilian security guard, swore loudly.

‘Let me show you some identification,’ she called to the armed officer.

‘Left hand. Slowly. Toss it over.’

Saskia skimmed her ID across the floor. She saw three more police officers running in lock-step down the terminal towards her. Each wore the same outfit: a black baseball cap, a bulletproof vest, combat trousers, and black trainers. Each had a sub-machine gun pointing at the floor. Meanwhile, the civilian security officers began to clear passengers away.

Her ID landed on her foot. ‘That’s yours, Kommissarin. Nice to meet you. I’m Sergeant Trask.’ He waved to the new arrivals. ‘Stand down.’

But Saskia was not listening. Jago, her deputy, was struggling to breathe. He held his chest as though his heart was trying to break out. His skin was grey.

‘Scotty?’

A shadow fell across Jago’s face. It was Trask. ‘Paramedic to my position, over.’

Saskia took Jago’s hand. The palm was slick. She turned his chin, hoping to make eye contact, but his eyes were trapped under tight lids.

‘Brandt,’ Trask said. ‘We were told you were coming down. Didn’t expect this drama, though.’

She nodded. She kept her eyes on Jago. ‘Neither did I.’

‘Paramedics are on the way.’

As she pressed Jago’s wrist for his pulse, she noticed his watch. It was 12:29 am. Proctor’s flight would leave in one minute. She turned to Trask and studied him for the first time. He had a hard, dependable face. ‘I am in pursuit of a fugitive. I need to ground his plane.’

‘Flight number?’

She threw her boarding pass at him and wiped the sweat from Scottie’s forehead. His rictus had sagged to a gape.

‘You have a problem,’ said Trask. Saskia followed his finger. She saw, through the transparent wall of the terminal, the huge A380 reversing.

‘Stop the plane.’

‘We could call ahead. Chicago is tight on this kind of thing.’

‘But I do not know his name and there are over six hundred people on that flight.’

The man looked at her. ‘Control from Bravo Two at Tango Five, I have a priority request to talk to the captain of the A380 now taxiing towards runway four. Flight ILA 778, runway four. Repeat, this is a priority request, over.’ He tapped the device on his lapel and the controller’s voice became audible.

‘Bravo Two, stand by, over.’

Saskia looked around for the paramedics. Jago had lost control of his bladder. His breath had dwindled to tiny gasps. Trask crouched and turned Jago’s head. He was encumbered by his sub-machine gun. ‘Keep his airway open.’

From his radio, an American voice said, ‘Good morning, Bravo Two. This is Captain Jameson on ILA 778. We’re moderately busy?’

‘Captain,’ said Trask, ‘I have a request from an FIB agent that you return to the terminal. You have a fugitive on board your aircraft.’ He waited. ‘Captain?’

‘Pass his details to my sky marshals. We’ll contain it. ILA 778 out.’

For the first that she could remember, Saskia said, ‘Fuck.’ She looked at the oncoming paramedics. She kissed Jago and whispered, ‘I promise to come back.’ To Trask, she said, ‘Convince the captain to request a later slot in the take-off queue. I intend to catch his flight. It is a matter of British national security.’

She snatched her gun and ran through the passport control gate. Trask shouted at the staff to let her pass.

~

She vaulted a barrier that read ‘Heathrow Personnel Only’ and skipped down the maintenance stairs to ground level. She burst into the night. This was the eastern flank of the terminal. To her left and right were docked aeroplanes. Only dashes of light spoke to their shape and size. The air was thick with fuel vapour and the wail of jet engines.

Nearby was an orange van with a flight of steps rising from its back. She eased herself into the driving seat, ran her fingers over the steering wheel, and swore. It was unfamiliar.

When she had assembled the decelerator in the West Lothian Centre, an unknown expertise had come to her aid. But she had no such feeling with this vehicle. She slammed her palms on the wheel.

‘Move over,’ said Trask.

She slid into the passenger seat as Trask climbed in. ‘At the FIB, our cars are computer controlled,’ she said.

He gunned the engine, pulled away, and swung the wheel. The van skidded to face the receding aeroplane.

‘Vive la différence.’

Saskia attached her seat belt and remained alert for vehicles and aircraft as they accelerated. She overhead Trask’s conversation with the ILA captain. ‘Yes.’ He looked at her. ‘Definitely. What? German, I think.’ He turned to Saskia. ‘He’ll stop just before they get to the runway. That’ll be our one chance.’

‘Please keep your eyes on the road.’

‘But there isn’t a road.’

He swerved left and right to demonstrate. Saskia groaned. At length, she said, ‘Trask, I appreciate this a great deal.’

‘Dinner.’

‘Not that much.’

~

Inside the aeroplane, where the seats were close and the ceiling low, David sipped his cup of whisky. Cabin crew answered questions and patrolled with ambassadorial ease. The passengers were relaxing and settling; opening bags of peanuts, securing their children, slipping off shoes. Not so David. He looked into his drink and wondered if one could read ice like tea leaves.

‘Sir?’ asked the stewardess. ‘Your cup.’

He gave it up and returned to his thoughts, which seemed to be about nothing at all. When his armrest beeped and its screen opened like a flower to show the flight deck, David looked down wearily.

‘Good evening, ladies and gentlemen. We are pausing to take on an officer of the continental FIB. There is no cause for alarm, unless you haven’t filled in those tax returns.’

The adrenaline transpired through his tissues in a single, sparkling wave. His jaw locked tight.

‘So,’ continued the captain, ‘allow me to welcome you on board this ILA flight 778 to Chicago. In a few moments, we will leave Heathrow in an easterly direction before turning towards the northwest.’

David lost interest. Halfway down the walkway, three air stewards had gathered. David watched one of them open the door. There was a moment of quiet anticipation, then a woman was hauled into the aeroplane. The nearby passengers applauded. The cabin crew slapped the back of their new arrival and straightened her clothes, but she pushed them away. She was already searching the faces of the passengers.

David looked down at the captain.

‘Okay, ladies and gentleman, we now have our full complement. On behalf of ILA, the crew, and myself, I would like to wish you a pleasant trip. Cabin crew, final pre-flight check, please.’

David did not believe he would have a pleasant trip. He could only think of what might have been. Had his benefactor arranged a new life for him in America? It made no difference. He would be arrested and extradited.

He raised his arm and waved to the detective.

~

The woman had long brown hair and emerald-green eyes. She was tired and serious, and hopelessly beautiful.

‘Professor David Proctor, you are arrested by Frau Kommissarin Saskia Maria Brandt of the Föderatives Investigationsbüro, badge number 077-439-001, on two counts of murder. These charges will be pursued under British law. You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say may be recorded at the discretion of your arresting officer and reproduced in a court of law as evidence against you. These data are the property of the FIB. Do you understand? Come with me. We must speak with the captain. I am armed.’

Chapter Twenty-Five

Hours later, Saskia stared at her blurred reflection and considered Proctor’s story. The compass of her mind floated over an inscrutable lodestone – her lost memories, perhaps – and settled on a decision.

She reached into her jacket and removed her badge. She thumbed the golden letters of Föderatives Investigationsbüro. Underneath, ‘Brandt’ had been stamped on the metal. It was not her real name. The extent of her official biography ended with her nationality, her sex and her age: German, female, late twenties. Her skills were fake. Her knowledge of arrest procedure: inserted. Digital.

Her eyes closed. She saw three women on a dark plain. The Fates: Clotho, she spins the thread of life. Lachesis, she measures a length. Atropos, she cuts it.

Spin, measure, snip.

She folded her make-up kit and pulled expressions at the mirror. Her face was unfamiliar.

~

She kept the worry bright in her mind as she returned to Proctor. The lounge was quiet. A middle-aged steward tended the bar. Behind him, an artistic A380 swooped through the twilight, all lens flare and contrail. The steward raised his eyebrows at Saskia. She shook her head.

‘I have thought about your proposal,’ she said, joining Proctor at his low table. She did not unbutton her jacket. She did not want to tempt Proctor with her gun, though it had been unloaded at the captain’s request.

‘Go on.’ His eyes moved around the small room. Occasionally they settled on her. Mostly they settled on his glass.

‘It is unacceptable.’

Proctor tipped his head. ‘Ah.’

‘Professor Proctor –’

‘David.’

‘It is not within my power. You do not even know your ultimate destination.’

‘No. My memory is curiously silent on the matter.’

‘I have arrested you. It is my duty to return you to Britain. There you will face the authorities.’

‘But you believe me.’

‘I do not have the luxury of belief or disbelief, Professor. Tell the authorities what you have told me. If it is the truth, you will be acquitted.’

He wobbled the glass at the steward and, in the movement, Saskia studied his face for sincerity.

‘A trial?’ he said, turning to her. ‘Kommissarin Brandt, do you remember what I told you about your role?’

‘Yes. You said that I have a further part to play. But you cannot tell me how you came to this conclusion.’

‘You must come with me.’

Saskia listened to the seashell hiss of the engines. ‘Professor, it is within my power to have you chained to a bulkhead in the cargo bay. You can keep the poodles company.’

‘I’m afraid I can’t allow that.’

Saskia smiled. It was difficult to feel threatened by a likeable, middle-aged man who had protested his pacifism at such length. ‘Professor –’

‘Your full name is Saskia Maria Brandt. Your FIB badge number is 077-439-001. Your service records begin three days ago.’

Her hand flexed in anticipation of a swift draw, but her gun was empty. She swallowed. ‘So you’ve researched your pursuer, Professor Proctor. Full marks. How?’

‘It is being dictated to me by my personal computer, which is always on the look out for other friendly computers. Like the one in your brain.’ He looked at his glass again. ‘It would be very easy to deactivate it. That, I guess, would have very serious consequences for you.’

Saskia did not blink, wet her lips, or cough. She had no bullets. If he deactivated the chip, there would be no time to find them, load the gun, and blow her malfunctioning brains out.

‘Professor,’ she said, struggling to flatten her tone, ‘you have spent nearly two hours explaining your principles. Have they now deserted you?’

‘In the end, it comes back to protecting those principles.’

Saskia rose on her anger. ‘How pathetic. That is the age-old drivel spouted by every idiot with a cause, from the religious fanatic to the political terrorist.’

She waited for his retort. Instead, his head drooped.

‘I don’t want to do this. I’m not responsible.’

‘Listen to me.’ She grabbed his wrist. ‘I know you’re not a bad man. But you must understand.’ She ducked to find his eyes, to force his attention. ‘My superior. The way he operates…’ She checked the next table. It was empty. ‘This chip contains me, the real me. Do you understand? I cannot…go back. I choose to remain like this.’

He looked at her sideways. ‘So what does Saskia Brandt mean?’

‘What?’

‘Who are you?’

‘I don’t know.’

~

As the A380 rumbled into Chicago, Saskia avoided Proctor’s curious expression, though she felt its regard, and the bleeding edge of his pity. She collected the rounds confiscated by the captain and allowed a sky marshal - an ex-police officer - to escort them to the immigration control section, where the blind barrels of firearms tracked them in a small room shared by Middle Eastern women and their children. Accents British, eyes downcast like Saskia’s. The marshal touched his cap and told her to go ahead and keep the handcuffs. Proctor guffawed and scratched his head. Her bound right lifted too. A salute, she thought, looking at the marshal.

She sat in silence, motionless as the statue of Prometheus, and locked out the noise and constant motion of Proctor as he fidgeted, sniffed, and sighed.

Within half an hour, they were taken to a soundproofed room and left alone. Saskia bounced on the balls of her feet and rolled her neck. She shrugged her shoulders. She appraised the young immigration officer as he entered and closed the door. He read an element of her intention, but Saskia descended upon him before he could gather air for a shout. She punched nerve bundles in his chest and shoulders to undermine his strength, put her elbow into the notch below his ear, and caught his fall.

Chapter Twenty-Six

It was sunrise before Saskia would speak to him. Proctor dozed in driving seat of the rental car, slightly reclined. His personal computer was in a dashboard cup holder. The Ego unit had instructions to deactivate Saskia’s chip if she did anything other than sit and wait. So she watched the dawn blaze on the malls and the billboards. One was an advertisement for fast food, and in it she saw her emptiness: the meat of memory picked clean from her bones. Ahead, a truck’s indicator blinked. Beckmann had said something about epaulettes. She raised her fist and looked at the hurting, swollen knuckles. She wondered if her unarmed combat skills were intended for the use of harder, more robust hands than those she had grave-robbed.

Klutikov? He had large, good hands.

The traffic thickened. The car slowed into the human speed band, and its braking tipped Proctor forward. He widened his eyes, stretched his eyebrows, noted Ego still on watch.

‘Morning,’ he said.

‘Professor.’

‘I told you to call me David. What next?’

‘I’ve ordered another rental car to rendezvous with us at the truckstop in six miles. Our current car will follow us for a few miles.’ She looked at his white stubble. ‘As a double bluff.’

‘All this expertise comes with your new chip, does it?’

‘You’re talking to the chip right now. It’s not something separate.’

David looked as though he had said something rude. ‘What did you do with the guard’s uniform?’

‘It’s in the boot. Safer if I wear my suit instead. It fits.’

‘Saskia, I’m sorry.’ He touched her shoulder. ‘As soon as I find my daughter, you will be free to leave. I promise.’

She batted his hand away. ‘Do you want me to feel grateful? You give me up to a future where I will be hunted like you. To fail my first assignment is to die. My employer told me so.’

‘I’m doing what I’m doing for the best reasons.’

‘As they seem to you.’

‘Yes.’

‘You don’t even know where you’re heading.’

‘The plane ticket said Las Vegas, so that’s where. For now.’ David touched his forehead. ‘Of course. The paper from locker J371. It said, “Sounds like a car-parking attendant belongs to the finest.” What do you make of that? It could be phrased like a cryptic crossword clue. They often have part of the answer in the question. One of the words may be an anagram of the answer.’

Saskia closed her eyes and pictured the letters. She thought, What are the anagrams? An instant later, she knew that ‘attendant’ had no rearrangements that made sense, while ‘finest’ could make ‘feints’ or ‘infest’.

‘I cannot find any likely anagrams.’

‘Wait. What’s another word for a car-parking attendant?’

‘You are the English speaker, not me.’

‘Ah, but you fake it so well. Another word…would be “traffic warden”, or “attendant”. No, we have that. Come on, Saskia.’

‘I’m thinking.’

‘It could be an American word. We’re in America. Valet.’

‘What’s a valet?’

‘Somebody who parks your car for you. Could it mean the best example of a valet, like a super-valet?’

‘What’s a super-valet?’

‘Like Superman, only cleaner.’

‘What?’

David sighed. ‘Never mind.’

‘Let’s stay with ‘valet’,’ said Saskia. ‘As for finest, in some online indexes of English word usage, it refers to a city’s emergency services. Usually the police, but sometimes the fire brigade.’ She felt his interest. ‘My chip can connect to the telecommunications network.’

‘Wow. Consciously, unconsciously? Can you see a webspace right now?’

Saskia closed her eyes. Her thoughts fluttered, trapped. She knew that the chip was background processing the relationships between ‘valet’, ‘fire service’ and Las Vegas, just as the semantic parser of the UK police had tracked Proctor’s emails.

She opened her eyes.

‘The clue must refer to the Valley of Fire National Park, on the outskirts of Las Vegas. That’s where your daughter is.’

Proctor laughed. ‘Well done that woman.’

‘This is the truckstop,’ she said coldly. ‘We have to change cars. Pull in.’

‘Computer, give me control.’

The car said, ‘You have control in five seconds, four, three, two, one. You have control.’

~

Saskia waited beneath a sign that warned of the dangers of hydrogen leaks. She watched David enter the glass-fronted store and lost him in the reflected scrubland. Carefully, she lifted the handset and dialled. The British ringing tone made her think of Simon. Somewhere, perhaps in a zinc tray, Scotty’s telephone played ‘Scotland the Brave’.

‘Hello?’ asked a woman.

Saskia tucked her hair behind her ear. ‘May I please speak to Detective Jago?’

‘I’m afraid that’s not possible,’ she said. Her accent was Mediterranean…Spanish.

Saskia almost hung up. Then she said, ‘To whom am I speaking?’

‘I’m his daughter.’

Jago had only one child and he was called Jeremy. Saskia swapped ears.

‘My name is Sabrina. I heard that your father had been ill. Could you please tell me how he is?’

‘He’s under observation.’

‘I see,’ said Saskia. She pursed her lips.

‘Are you still there?’

‘When he wakes up, tell him I’m sorry. Can you do that?’

‘…Wait.’

Saskia listened as the phone was handled.

‘There is something else,’ continued the woman. ‘Dad said that Saskia might call. He had a message for her. Is that you?’

Saskia considered the isolation of the gas station and the anonymity of the phone. The surrounding land was flat and empty. She looked into the heights of sky, and thought about the cold stare of a satellite, and the colder eyes of Beckmann.

‘Yes.’

‘He told me that your former boss has sent a man to find you. Dad was visited by him last night.’

‘I see.’

‘Saskia? All’s well.’

She frowned at the horizon and her reply was spoken before she could think. ‘That ends well.’

Shakespeare.

‘Wait,’ said Saskia, but the woman hung up. Saskia called back but the phone rang without answer. She lowered the handset gently, though she wanted to smash it. The muscles in her face gathered like a fist. Someone whistled and she looked up. David was sitting at a picnic table on the opposite side of the lot. She collected her tear-diluted mascara on a knuckle and walked the windy gap between them and felt like a gargoyle as she perched on the furthest edge of the bench, waiting for the next rental car.

David studied her.

‘What are you staring at?’ she asked.

‘I’m debating if I should tell you something.’

‘Let me know whether the motion is passed.’

‘On board the aeroplane, when my computer brought the presence of your chip to my attention, I took a gamble and claimed that I could deactivate it. The truth is that I can’t. My computer doesn’t even recognise the communication protocol. It’s encrypted. You’re perfectly safe.’

Saskia turned. ‘But you knew my name, my badge number.’

‘Just a bit of metadata wrapped around the unencrypted hellos and goodbyes your chip sends all the time.’

‘Sends where?’

‘The Internet.’

‘Maybe it’s my location. Did you think of that?’

‘I did, but consider the possibilities. If compressed, it could send the data of your senses across the Internet.’

Saskia took his coffee and sipped. ‘What is the taste of coffee, expressed as a number?’

‘Now you’re getting it.’

‘David, do you think I’m even here? Am I lying in a coma in a hospital in Berlin, or London, or Rio - relaying my soul chip-to-chip like…’ she looked across the forecourt ‘…a conversation?’

‘Easy to find out. We’ll get you a foil hat and see if you drop dead.’

She remembered the man in the foil hat from Heathrow. ‘No thanks.’

‘I note that you aren’t calling for help.’

‘Perhaps I just did.’

‘The phone call? Yes, I noticed that. But Ego doesn’t think it’s something I need to worry about. He heard the whole thing. Sorry about your partner.’

‘Never mind that. Tell me about the woman who rescued you from the West Lothian Centre. Did she sound Spanish?’

He stared at her fiercely. ‘Did she sound Spanish, Saskia?’

Chapter Twenty-Seven

Jennifer Proctor rose at dawn, when the sky was blank, unwritten. She took the elevator to the subterranean car park of her apartment block. The traffic was already heavy, but manageable if she avoided the Strip. She read some paperwork while the car turned north, then east, then joined I-15 heading north-west. Twenty minutes later, she turned onto Route 169 at Crystal.

The road surface worsened as she entered the Valley of Fire State Park. Sunlight struck the red sandstone formations and they did indeed ignite, but Jennifer did not look up from her notes until she had reached Met Four, a weather station in the north of the park. The car dropped her at the base of a huge rocky column and, as she approached the iron steps, it parked nearby.

She stopped.

‘Good morning,’ said a tall man. Nothing moved on him apart from the tail of his coat. ‘Dr Jennifer Proctor?’

‘Who are you?’

His irises flared with sun. ‘Detektiv Lev Klutikov. I’m with the European FIB. Here’s my badge and a number you can call to confirm its validity.’

‘What do you want?’

‘One of our agents, Saskia Brandt, has turned rogue. We think she’s interested in your research. I’ve been assigned to provide you with personal security, should Brandt attempt to make contact.’

Jennifer nodded to the rocky column ahead. ‘You can’t follow me inside Met Four.’

‘A renegade agent from the FIB is treated seriously.’ He waved a blue ID badge. ‘I have a level one pass and full co-operation from Met Four.’

‘Man.’ Jennifer had never seen such a clearance. Klutikov had the keys to the kingdom.

‘Seems quiet,’ he said. Then his moving eyes froze. ‘Get your car.’

‘What?’

Jennifer gasped as he put his hand into the pocket of her jeans. He pressed her key fob. ‘When the car comes to pick you up, get inside and lock the door. Understand? Wait for me.’

‘Is she here?’

‘Brandt. Yes. She’s watching us.’

‘But I could hide inside the installation.’

Klutikov turned to the zigzag of iron steps that ran the full height of the column. ‘You wouldn’t make it.’

Jennifer’s car stopped at her sneakers. She settled inside and threw the locks. She looked from Klutikov to the unreachable castle of Met Four. Would its cameras be trained on the car park? Certainly. But there were no human eyes behind those cameras, and a computer would only summon help if presented with overtly suspicious behaviour.

Jennifer sank behind the driver’s wheel and planned. If something happened to Klutikov, she would run from the car. Her running would alert the computer, which would alert guards, who would come to her rescue. Perhaps she could make the iron steps before the agent reached her.

Through the arch of the steering wheel, she saw Klutikov walk away. He flexed life into his right hand.

~

Saskia’s hair was redrawn gust by gust. She watched his eyes. Somehow, she knew that Klutikov had hacked his sight to detect electromagnetic radiation above and below the thresholds of mammalian vision. He could taste her heat. Sense the tell-tale metals at the heart of her ceramic revolver. She waited for him to scan her body and the car. Satisfied, he nodded and held up his golden FIB badge. His free hand perched on the butt of his holstered gun.

In rapid German, he said, ‘Frau Kommissarin Saskia Brandt, you are arrested by Detektiv Lyova Klutikov of the Federal Office of Investigation, Russian section, badge number 012-919-001, on the internal charge of desertion. This charge will be pursued under the Russian constitution. You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say may be recorded at the discretion of your arresting officer and reproduced in a court of law as evidence against you. These data are the property of the FIB.’

Saskia said nothing. Waited. Her hair licked her eyes.

‘Did you hear me, Saskia?’

‘Yes. Why German?’

‘Obviously I don’t want the surveillance computer to eavesdrop. Things might get more complicated.’

He walked towards her, pocketing his badge with an easy flick. ‘Are you armed?’

‘Airport security confiscated my gun.’

Klutikov drew her hair through his gloved fingers. Her scalp shivered. ‘Hello, Angel.’

‘Hello.’

‘Our boss made a serious mistake with you.’ He put the hair to his nose and sighed. ‘After all, what qualifications do you have, apart from getting caught?’

Saskia turned her head up to his. ‘You lied to me,’ she said. ‘In Berlin, you followed me because you were ordered to do so. The newspaper story was fake, wasn’t it? There is no Angel of Death.’

‘Oh, there certainly is.’ He put an arm around her shoulders and suddenly his gun was at the soft meat below her sternum. She growled a breath and he pushed harder. His pupils were wide and black. ‘Now, tell me again where you put your gun, and don’t be,’ he blew across her throat, ‘clever.’

‘Under the passenger seat.’ She indicated with her chin. ‘Let me get it.’

‘No, I think I will.’

With his free hand, Klutikov opened the door. He put one knee on the driver’s seat and reached across. Saskia, heaving a breath, hooked his back leg with her own and tipped him inside. At the same time, she shut the door on his forearm. His hand splayed and his gun dropped to the desert. Saskia tucked his arm inside and slammed the door. The locks clicked. Before Klutikov could sit, the car accelerated out of the car park and was gone, its dust thinned by the breeze.

David stepped from behind a van. ‘Good work, Saskia.’

‘Is the car still moving?’

David listened to Ego. ‘He’s already broken a window, but the car is travelling too fast for him to bail out.’

‘How long do we have?’

‘The car will be out of Ego’s range in twenty minutes. Maybe Klutikov can overcome the car’s computer. I don’t know.’

Saskia nodded and crouched to take Klutikov’s gun. Despite the satisfaction of besting him, she was uneasy about the questions that his appearance raised. Why had he been improperly briefed? He should have been told to expect two people, not one. If Beckmann had wanted to recapture Proctor, why would he limit Klutikov’s effectiveness by restricting his information? Klutikov was eminently capable of retrieving Proctor. He was, perhaps, more capable than Saskia.

She pulled at her lip. No. Her reasoning was not correct. There was nothing to suggest that Beckmann had abandoned Proctor. Beckmann had simply tried to remove Saskia from the case.

She studied Met Four. The ghostly traffic of sand rushed about her.

Beckmann had changed his mind. If he did not want Proctor to be captured, that meant he wanted Proctor to reach his destination.

And his destination was his daughter.

‘Come on, David.’

~

Jennifer’s fingers trembled. She felt for the door handle and gripped it hard. She would make a run for Met Four.

No, she thought. Just drive away. Play it safe.

She touched a button on the dashboard. The engine started.

‘Car, take me home.’

But the rogue agent called Brandt was in front of the car, looking at her through the windscreen. The car switched to reverse, then stopped immediately. There was a man at the trunk. It was not Klutikov. This was a man she had last seen in New York.

‘Park here. Unlock the doors.’

His face was older now, an extrapolation of the man who had cried with her on the steps of Wayne’s College long years before. He was trying not to laugh. Jennifer stepped into his arms.

~

In the car, sealed from the airs, slow minutes passed. Jennifer’s attention shifted from her father to the rogue agent, and back again. The two sat on the rear seat. Jennifer pointed at the woman. ‘Why would Klutikov lie about you?’

‘He told you what you needed to hear. He wanted to return me to Beckmann, our mutual employer, for execution. ’

‘That doesn’t explain his blue Met Four clearance.’

The woman nodded. ‘It doesn’t.’

‘And you,’ Jennifer said to her father.

‘And me.’ The lines on his face, which had recorded all his smiles and frowns, were deeper and browner than ever.

‘What happened after I spoke to you, Dad?’

He sighed. ‘It’s a very long story, but I’m afraid that…Jenny, I killed a man. I’m on the run.’ He indicated Brandt with his head. ‘From her, actually.’

‘Dr Proctor,’ interrupted the agent, ‘let me explain our position in brief. I was dispatched to apprehend your father. I did so, but he managed to exploit the situation and brought me here against my will. David had received a cryptic clue, from an anonymous benefactor, which directed us to this location. Does this mean anything to you?’

Jennifer looked through the windscreen at an expanse across which the devils spun. She turned back.

‘I’m a physicist. But there are many technologies being developed in our research centre. One of them, Dad, looks like a recreation of your old lab from the West Lothian centre. The project manager has a crush on me and I got the royal tour. He told me that they’re trying to reverse engineer some of what you and Bruce Shimoda did twenty years ago, before your technology went up in smoke. I…met a person inside the computer.’

Her father seemed to deflate. ‘Jenny, Bruce Shimoda is the man I killed.’

‘I know.’

Chapter Twenty-Eight

Their footsteps echoed on the iron stairs. Jennifer led, followed by her father, then Saskia. The top of the column was edged by an artificial parapet of rock. They stopped at a chain-link fence with an inset door. Next to its handle was a slot. Jennifer swiped her card and they passed through. Met Four comprised two prefabricated buildings. An array of antennas and dishes sat on top of the first. Above the second, there were two flags: the Stars and Stripes and the pennant of the US meteorological office.

A man emerged from the first building. He was unarmed, but Jennifer knew that his colleague stood by in the second building with a sub machine-gun.

‘Morning, ma’am,’ he said. If he had said, ‘Morning, miss,’ then she would have had to go home.

‘Morning.’

‘Guests?’

‘That’s right.’

They entered the first building. Inside, it was unremarkable. A ranger sat behind a desk, his hands at keyboard. Nearby, a secretary placed some papers in a filing cabinet. Jennifer had walked into the same room once a day for more than a year. The woman and the man had never changed their positions.

‘Good morning, Jim.’

‘Morning, Jennifer. Who are your friends?’

‘Professors Stiefel and Whitney from Caltech. They should be expected.’

Jim checked his computer. ‘They are. Have a great day.’

‘Thanks.’

Jennifer led them through a chipboard partition to a cloakroom. She placed her coat on a hanger and did a twirl for the microwave camera. Saskia and her father did the same. Jennifer told them to put her thumbs against the wood. Their nail beds glowed pink. Partial sections of her DNA were read and checked. Thanks to the work of Ego behind the scenes, they matched those held by Met Four. The floor sank. When their heads had passed below the floor, a panel closed the top of the shaft. A gap appeared at their feet as the lift slid into a room.

‘Where are we heading?’ asked her father.

Jennifer studied her father in the growing brightness. When she had argued for improved computing support at a committee meeting the day before, she had ridden her anger hard, as always, and she knew its source. She had not shouted at the chairman but at her father. At her father, who had dumped her in a school in New York and left for England. But now, in his presence, her fury had died to an ember. He had given her the best education. For him, that was the first priority. It was his one true aspiration. He had put that aspiration above their relationship. He was a principled man.

‘Through the looking glass, Alice.’

They said nothing the rest of the way. Nothing as they walked into the second building, nothing as they descended into the rock, nothing as they took their first steps into the research centre proper. When they had been walking for five minutes through low-ceilinged, busy corridors, Jennifer opened a door marked ‘Project N25136 (Looking Glass)’.

~

Jennifer opened her eyes. She was in orbit around the virtual planet. Clouds wheeled across oceans that glistened in the light of the local star. The vapour met her as she passed through. Beneath were mountains, forests, and the trails of great rivers. Further she fell. She turned to her right and saw the sun set behind the planet’s belly. Two evening stars fell with her: Saskia and her father. They stopped in water at the base of a ravine that ran north-south into the foothills of a mountain. It was widest at her point of landfall. To her right was an expanse of shingle, which reached out for a kilometre before meeting the wall of the ravine. At its face was a little hut. It was crude but solid. From this distance, nothing could be seen but for the bonfire set before its porch. It produced a weak, shifting light.

She closed her eyes and imagined the bonfire. She was transported in an instant. Saskia and her father settled nearby. The fire sounded like rain on glass.

‘Computer, run program “knock knock”.’

The bonfire erupted to twice its height. Then it settled back to a murmur.

Jennifer watched as a man stepped from the hut. He held a spear. He was wrapped from head to foot in fir fronds.

‘Welcome to my parlour.’

‘Oh my God,’ her father whispered. ‘How?’

Bruce Shimoda approached the bonfire and sat. ‘I arrived two days ago, David. Moments before you destroyed the Onogoro computer, a stream of information representing me was uploaded to a server, then downloaded to Project Looking Glass, here in Nevada.’

Her father’s voice was incredulous. ‘You’re a back-up?’

‘I don’t have time to answer your questions, David. I need to talk to Saskia.’

‘Me?’

‘Listen.’

Bruce looked into the flames and sighed.

~

There was once a planet called Onogoro. It was home to many creatures. Some ran, some flew, and some swam. Many of them were copied from another place called Real World.

One day, visitors arrived from Real World. They wore long white coats and did not appreciate the beauty of Onogoro. They only appreciated ‘Cash’. They were Gods. They could change the way a creature grew, where it grew and if it grew at all. They could raise oceans, sink mountains and know the mind of any creature but Themselves.

Thousands of years passed in silence but for the ticking of a great clock that no inhabitant of Onogoro could hear.

Then, one day, the Visitors returned. They brought with them a girl. She was not really a girl, of course. Nothing in Onogoro was real in the same way as the things in Real World. This girl was a long, long series of zeroes and ones. She was just information about how to build a little girl.

She ran and played and fell down and bled, but she was not real because only things in Real World were real.

The Visitors observed her and ticked boxes on Their questionnaires. They returned to Real World and reported. Their Leaders nodded in a solemn fashion and handed over more Cash.

The Visitors came back and continued their observations of the girl. They observed as she ran away from predators and searched the planet for company, but They did not help her because she was not real. They watched as she grew into a woman. They watched as she slipped into a stream and drowned.

When the Visitors returned again to their Leaders, the Leaders nodded in a solemn fashion. ‘You must test some more,’ they said. More Cash was produced.

And so it went on.

A hundred years passed. The number of humans – though they were not truly human, they were just long, long strings of zeroes and ones – increased. They developed a language, and clothing, and built huts, and cooked their food. Some died of a mysterious sickness carried by the air; some were eaten. The Visitors observed. They ticked boxes on questionnaires.

Children were born at a steady rate. But these children were not identical to those in Real World. They were born with two heads, or extra-long tongues, or fluorescent fingernails. Some would never learn to talk. Some were born insane and grew into monsters and were banished.

Still the Visitors ticked the boxes on Their questionnaires. But They were less happy with Their job. It was not because of the Cash. The Cash was good. The Visitors were becoming squeamish. They had seen so much suffering that They began to regard the Onogoro people as Real. It was difficult because They knew that the Onogoroers could never be Real. To be Real, you must be born in Real World. After all, that is what Real means.

But Their doubts remained. They told Their Leaders. Their Leaders nodded solemnly, produced more Cash, and told stories of glory in genetic research: a cure to aging, brain disease and anything wrong with Real people. The Onogoro people would give them the information they needed.

And then, one day, a certain boy was born in Onogoro. He was perfect but in all but one respect. He had no eyes. Now, one of the Visitors, Bruce, was also blind. You might not guess that because this person was very cavalier and helped by His great friend, David. In fact, He had never seen Onogoro. It had only been described to Him. When Bruce learned of the child who had been born without eyes, He returned to Real World and shouted at His Leaders.

They did not nod solemnly. Instead, They told Him He was suffering from stress. They told Him that Onogoro people were not real. How could they be Real, when they were just zeroes and ones? They could not be Real because only people in Real World are Real. After all, that is what Real means.

Bruce talked to His friend, David, until They were both in agreement. They decided that the Onogoroers had been treated unfairly. Bruce and David knew that They should stop interfering with their zeroes and ones, but even if They never came back, other visitors (with their taste for Cash) would continue Their work.

They decided to delete Onogoro.

Their plan was complex and took weeks to prepare. Finally, the day came. The hours ticked by. Three hours before They were due to carry out their plan, a terrible explosion blew through Real World. Onogoro was damaged but it was not deleted. It slept.

When the fires were doused and a new morning came, David and Bruce were summoned to Their Leaders. The Cash stopped. The Leaders wanted to jail Them both.

But David and Bruce were innocent. They went free.

Chapter Twenty-Nine

‘And what,’ asked Saskia, ‘do you expect me to make of that?’

‘Same old same old.’ The digital man did not move his eyes from the bonfire. ‘I wish I could see your face.’

‘Allow me to describe it. I am scowling.’

‘Do you understand the lesson?’

‘Yes. You believe that an artificial life form is truly alive and subject to proper ethical considerations. That is untrue. You say this because you yourself are artificial.’

Bruce grabbed his spear and began to stab at the bonfire. ‘Well put,’ he said. ‘Tell me, how long have you had that chip in your brain?’

‘Guess.’

‘I don’t have to. Last week, you told me everything.’

Her smile hung. ‘Last week? Before I -’

‘You are German in origin, that we know. You work for the FIB. You wear your hair long. I have no idea what colour it is. You are twenty-seven years old. You remember a boyfriend called Simon, but the memory is false. I could tell you more about yourself, but I’ve already reached the extent of your own knowledge.’

‘Stop this,’ Saskia said. She fought to transform her unease into anger. ‘You have acquired this information from Jennifer, via her father.’

David said, ‘Saskia, you know that I haven’t been in contact with Jennifer since we met.’

‘An act,’ Saskia replied, but her voice had grown quiet.

‘Describe that chip to me.’

‘I cannot describe –’

‘Tell me what it does,’ Bruce said. He was still prodding the fire. Unreal embers drifted upwards.

‘It contains a new personality.’

‘How does it contain it?’

‘I…I don’t know,’ Saskia stammered.

‘To begin with, you were kidnapped. Or tricked into a surgical procedure. You were scanned by a computer and a functional representation of your brain was recorded. Modifications were made: unarmed combat skills, cognitive maps of important places and cities, police procedures, and so on. Understand, Saskia, that this brain was cut into wafer-thin slices the process. You are, in effect, dead.’ He shifted his weight. ‘This body we see today, meanwhile, was waiting in an operating theatre, perhaps under sedation, perhaps awake and screaming. A surgeon fired the chip into its skull. Over the next two or three days, while the body was shackled, a network of filaments worked into its brain like an aggressive cancer. Each filament grew for a millimetre then divided in two; this happened once every hour, so that within six hours there were over four hundred million million separate fibres. They formed a lattice. Then the next phase began: the fibres retrained the brain. It happened slowly, just as you might rebuild a house by swapping bricks; it takes a while, but avoids having to knock the house down.

‘Imagine your mind it as a seesaw with opposing riders. Your chip is light but far from the fulcrum. Your brain is heavy but closer. That’s the way Beckmann likes it. The unconscious speaks through inspiration; through irrational certainty.’

By the pricking of my thumbs.

‘So who am I?’

‘A kidnap victim, perhaps. A suicide. Roadkill. A medical student earning extra cash as an experimental participant. We can only guess.’

Saskia stared into the fire with eyes that were not her own. But the notion of a dividing line between the body and the mind was nonsensical: her mind was a flame shaped by the caprice of its fuel. And yet she could appreciate an essential dichotomy between thinking and doing: her mind was uncontrollable within its own realm, but her body was assured and definite. Her body would move only when her will exceeded a threshold. What did that threshold represent? Was that the line between her mind and her body? Between her identity and her meat?

She closed her eyes.

She saw the hawk.

The hawk that returned.

Three old women on a dark plain. The Fates: Clotho, she spins the thread of life. Lachesis, she measures a length. Atropos, she cuts it. One of the women turned. Her skin was baggy and her eyes empty. ‘You will return,’ she said, ‘as you have returned before.’

Spin, measure, snip.

She saw Jago. Poor, dear Scotty. It was night. He was walking towards a small boat, which was tied to a pontoon. On the boat was a hooded man. Saskia called out and Scotty turned. He smiled and said something she couldn’t make out (Don’t worry about me, hen) and reached into his pocket. He withdrew something (a Zippo lighter) from his pocket and struck it on his thigh: the lid opened on the down stroke and the wick lit on the upstroke. She waved. His lips moved but she couldn’t hear (The gift of fire) his words. He spoke again from (Remember what you’re carrying) a far away place (…Ute).

‘So,’ said Bruce. ‘Your unconscious mind is a stranger, your conscious one a ghost. But it is a digital ghost. You are one of us. Welcome to the world of the un-’

Chapter Thirty

A concussive wave clapped her ears and a confetti of sharp fragments sparkled across her back. With a kiss of negative pressure, Saskia removed the mask and let it rise to its ceiling dock. She turned, crunching the fragments of the cubicle door, to see a distinguished, suited gentlemen holding a gun. A hair of smoke strayed from its barrel. The man was frowning at Saskia.

‘How did I miss?’ he asked, amused.

Saskia was unwounded. She slipped forward and watched her body perform. Her wrist struck the man’s gun hand. She moved to his right, beyond the angle of the weapon should it discharge, gripped the gun barrel securely, twisted, and stepped behind him. She pushed and he fell onto his belly, sliding over the tiles until he came to a rest at David’s feet.

‘Good, isn’t she?’ said David.

Saskia swung out the cylinder, counted five bullets, and snapped it shut. ‘You’re too old to be a guard,’ she said to the man. ‘Who are you?’

‘Saskia,’ David said, ‘allow me to introduce John Hartfield, owner of Met Four and the cure for cancer. Third richest man in the world.’

‘Second,’ Hartfield said. ‘Rottstein died on Mars last Tuesday. More money than air.’

Jennifer stepped from her cubicle and touched Saskia’s shoulder. ‘Are you OK?’

‘Yes. The bullet missed.’

Hartfield laughed but the sound was wrong. His eyes seemed dead. Saskia understood, right then, that he was insane. ‘I was wrong to send Klutikov. You’re too…lucky.’

‘Beckmann sent Klutikov, not you. What is your association with Beckmann?’

He laughed. Again, it sounded like a bad copy.

‘Answer me,’ she said, pointing the gun at his knee.

‘Why? You’ll shoot me anyway.’

‘Perhaps I won’t.’

‘Wait,’ David said. He fished his wallet from his jacket pocket. From that, he produced his personal computer. ‘Ego, switch to speaker mode. I want you to analyze our voice stress patterns for their veracity.’

‘Understood,’ replied a new, quiet voice.

Saskia said, ‘Hartfield will be unharmed if he answers truthfully. Correct?’

‘You are telling the truth,’ Ego replied.

Hartfield eased himself upright. At the flick of Saskia’s wrist, he moved more slowly. ‘Don’t worry,’ he said. ‘I have no concealed weapons.’

‘Mr Hartfield, you are also telling the truth.’

‘Empty your pockets,’ Jennifer said, and Hartfield consented. He gave up a set of keys, a wallet, and a blue pass-card. Jennifer spread the pile. ‘No more weapons.’

‘Answer my question first,’ Saskia said. ‘What is your relationship to Beckmann?’

Hartfield paused. ‘In Norse mythology, Odin had two ravens, Munin and Hugin. They would fly out at the beginning of each day and return at dusk with news from the world of Man.’ He checked her expression. ‘Munin is the name of your section, Saskia, and Beckmann is my protégé. As for you, I had you recruited specifically to deal with the Proctor problem.’

Ego said, ‘He is telling the truth.’

‘Tell us only when he doesn’t,’ said David. ‘What, pray, is the Proctor problem?’

‘There were reports that the Onogoro computer was back online. Further reports implicated Bruce Shimoda. I suspected your hand in this, David. Therefore I arranged to have you sent to him under the guise of a summons from Colonel McWhirter. Within the research centre I had good, invasive surveillance. I had hoped that Colonel McWhirter could handle you. He could not. Perhaps I could have a glass of water?’

Saskia fired the gun. The cubicle door behind Hartfield shattered. David and Jennifer looked at one another. Hartfield straightened his tie. ‘I was unprepared, David, for your second terrorist attack.’

‘Bloody hell, how many times? There was no first attack. Not by me.’

‘You sent me,’ said Saskia, ‘after David to collect information.’

‘No. At that point, I merely wanted you to collect him. Then I began to understand how persuasive a man David could be, and how difficult it had been for Beckmann to fully control your behaviour. I decided to end the matter by sending Klutikov. If he found you here, then my suspicions would be confirmed because only David could lead you to his daughter. If he had not found you, then David would be in your custody and on the way back to England. And once David and I were reunited…well, I had resolved to interrogate him personally. I would do a better job than McWhirter. Any man will talk if you know his weakness.’

He sighed, chin on chest.

Jennifer raised her hand. ‘I have a question. Why are you here, now?’

‘The most important question, Jennifer,’ said Hartfield, smiling. ‘You recall that, when I was a young man, I offered my fortune to any person who could cure me of my cancer. The one who came forward was Fernando Orza. His treatment involved nanobots – robots smaller than blood cells – that could seek out and destroy cancer cells. I was cured. That, in sum, is the official version of the story. Unofficially, the nanobots killed not only cancerous cells but healthy ones too, particularly the oligodendrocytes in my frontal lobes. I was left with a severe mental handicap. I received a number of treatments, but, finally, the doctors informed me that I had a permanent condition. I…no longer see meaning. Conversation is difficult and empathy impossible. I remember kindness and justice but I no longer feel them.

‘Orza’s nano-treatment became public after 2010. But that day in 2002, when I received the all-clear, I turned my energies towards investment in radical technologies. Onogoro, for example, was intended – although you did not understand until later, David – to unlock the secrets of our genes using the kind of rapid experimental approach only previously possible with fruit flies. Another example is your project, Jennifer.’

Saskia sensed a change in David. His eyes became narrow and severe. In a clipped voice, he said, ‘Jennifer, what did you build for him?’

‘I -’

‘What, Jennifer?’ he spat, and Saskia felt the elemental rage of a father at his daughter’s mistake. When Jennifer shrugged fiercely, David turned to Saskia, though his words seemed for the benefit of Jennifer too. ‘Saskia, do you remember what I said when we first met?’

She frowned. ‘Yes, you claimed to have met me before.’

‘It took me until now to fully understand. Before, it didn’t make sense.’

‘What didn’t?’

‘You, Saskia, helped me escape from the West Lothian Centre.’

~

Saskia laughed coldly. Only the determination in David’s face stilled her retort. He leaned against his cubicle door. ‘It didn’t make sense because you were twenty years older than you are now. In the time we’ve spent together, I’ve thought through the alternatives in an attempt to talk myself out of that preposterous conclusion. Did you have an older sister? Could it be your mother? Was it some other kind of doppelganger, transformed by plastic surgery? Now, here, I realise that my gut feeling was correct. It was an older you. You are going to travel backwards in time.’ He continued to look at her with an expression that communicated grim fascination, even disgust. ‘Tell her, Jennifer.’

Jennifer shook her head. ‘Dad, we’re years away from sending a human, and when we do, he or she will be military.’

‘Ah,’ David said, turning to her, ‘but it isn’t your project, is it? Hartfield pays the piper and he calls the tune.’

Jennifer was silent. She looked young.

‘It would explain something,’ said Hartfield, almost to himself. ‘For several months, I have felt that a force is working against me. I’m not just referring to David’s miraculous escape from custody, or the bullet that missed you, Saskia, though it was fired point blank. It is a sensation of manipulation. Determination.’

Saskia felt their attention. She had the gun, but she was suddenly vulnerable – the most vulnerable person in the room. ‘This is nonsense. If I had aided David in his escape, I would also have aided myself in the past few days. But my future self has been absent.’

‘That’s not true,’ Jennifer said. ‘You contacted Bruce, who contacted me.’ She raised her hands at the room. ‘We’re here.’

‘It’s not possible.’

‘Not only is it possible,’ said Jennifer, ‘it always has been. There’s nothing impossible about time travel as a theoretical construct. Since Einstein, the Devil of time travel has only been in the detail.’

‘Wait,’ said Saskia Her memories were all the clearer for their rarity. ‘I worked with a detective called Jago.’

‘I remember,’ said David. ‘Go on.’

‘He had a heart attack during the chase, and I called his mobile a few hours ago to find out how he was doing. A woman answered. She claimed to be his daughter.’ Saskia let her mind slip its anchor. ‘He doesn’t have a daughter. I think that woman was…me.’

All’s well that ends well.

‘Crikey, you spoke to yourself on the phone?’ asked David. His eyes were unfocused with wonder.

‘I don’t understand how this works,’ Saskia said. ‘I remember the conversation we had, word for word. When I reach the point in my life at which I must supply the other side of the conversation, how will I choose what words to say?’

‘You won’t have to choose,’ said Jennifer.

‘That’s my point. Who chose them? They are just words I must say. Like a script that’s already been written. And every moment you felt in my company, David, as I helped you escape from the West Lothian Centre, all those moments are…planned. They’re lost. I have no choice but to repeat them.’

‘You have a choice,’ said Hartfield.

‘No choice,’ she said. ‘The Fates aren’t human, or even human-like. They’re physical forces. They’re the universe itself. They have nothing to do with my…intention, or will, or hope. They play and I dance.’ She thought of Beckmann as he forced her hand to raise the gun to her temple. ‘They influence the chemicals that control my muscles. They conduct the information around my brain. They are the information. Inside, I’ve been chasing my identity the past two days, worried that I don’t have one.’ Saskia looked at David. She smiled and the movement disturbed her tears. ‘It’s funny. When Beckmann recruited me, he made me investigate my own murder. I’ve come to America after you, David, only to find I’m investigating myself a second time.’

The hawk that returned.

‘Revenge should have no bounds.’

There was a long moment of awkwardness, to which only Hartfield seemed indifferent. Saskia’s gun arm began to ache and she let it fall to her side. As she did so, Hartfield looked at his watch. ‘What?’ she asked.

‘Don’t you feel, Saskia?’

‘Feel what?’

‘A sense of your own power. Of your efficacy. Of your human will. I remember that feeling from memories I have of the person I was, many years ago. I will fight for it.’

‘No,’ said Jennifer. ‘Remember the watch. I sent it backwards in time but there never the question of a paradox. I had to wait two hours and send it. No effect without a cause, remember?’

Hartfield shook his head. ‘You’re wrong, Jennifer. And David and Saskia - you’re wrong too. I have with me the specifications of the correct nano-treatment. I have studied the operation of the time machine. I will return to the year 1999 and correct Orza’s mistakes. I will be cured and my future will change. The world of 2023 can go to hell.’

The lights went out.

~

Saskia saw an afterimage of the room flick left and right as she scanned the darkness. Something brushed her elbow.

‘Jennifer, David: did either of you touch me?’

‘No.’

Saskia fired over her shoulder, turning as she did. In the muzzle flash, she saw the black arch of the doorway and, almost out of sight, Hartfield’s heel as he escaped into the corridor.

‘He’s gone,’ Saskia shouted above her deadened ears. ‘What did he do to the lights?’

‘Can’t see any emergency diodes,’ said David. ‘He must have disabled the backup too.’

‘Excuse me,’ said Ego. ‘I have detected a transmission from another Ego-class personal computer.’

‘Whose?’ asked David. ‘Hartfield’s?’

‘The transmission comprised two coded radio bursts. The first instructed the central computer to deactivate both the primary and emergency lighting throughout the centre.’

‘And the second?’

‘The second instructed the chip in Saskia’s brain to deactivate, effective immediately.’

‘What?’ she said.

‘Saskia,’ said David. ‘We’ll think of something. Hold on.’

She slid down the frame of the door and stretched her legs as though she could brace herself against the coming loss, the tide of nothingness. Would it feel like a stroke, or falling asleep? She felt no shift in her mind, but when David next spoke, his words were unintelligible. Her implanted skills were fading.

She put the gun to her temple.

I will not become the Angel of Death.

‘Do you know the true purpose of Russian Roulette? It is the power of the question: Is there a bullet or is there not?’

The six-shooter held six rounds, less one fired by Hartfield. She had fired two more. There were three bullets left. But before she could squeeze the trigger, David gripped the barrel. They fought for control. David pushed the gun towards the floor and it glanced across his thigh, spinning the barrel. Saskia thumbed a nerve below his ear. He cried and fell back.

She put the gun against her head and pulled the trigger.

Snick.

The chamber was empty.

She pulled the trigger again.

Snick.

Incredibly, she had hit the second empty chamber.

She squeezed again.

Snick.

The third empty chamber. Anger expanded inside her.

For the last time, she pulled the trigger.

The spring creaked. The hammer yawned and the ratchet revolved. Spin. The chamber turned. Measure. At the same time, David’s hands closed on her shoulders and she heard his meaningless words, felt his breath on her face. The world slowed. David’s voice deepened and Saskia imagined the gap between the hammer and the round. In that gap, which might have been a thousand miles across, a flame sprang up, guttered, and died.

The darkness became darker still.

She was in a coffin. She wanted to scream but her slack mouth would not move. Her chest itched from the coroner’s incision. She smelled formaldehyde, corrupt meat and wood. Smoke too. With that, she felt a draught through the dark curtain that separated the present from the past. The light from another world found her, even as she lay inside her box, and she remembered everything.

Everything was revenge.

Snip.

Chapter Thirty-One

Cologne: Three Weeks Earlier

The tusk-like arches of the main railway station emerged on her left. Opposite was a department store. She stepped between them a wounded figure. Her eyes, hidden under sunglasses, fixed on the sign for Oppenheim Street. She found a bench. It was late summer and the sun was low.

Ute removed a camera from her shoulder bag. She pretended to photograph the passers-by, but she was taking pictures of an office block. Its ground floor housed a perfumery. Above that, the windows were soaped. Ute moved away. She found an alley that led around the back of the building. More photographs. There was a fire escape. Beyond was Father Rhine, steady as the sea.

She returned to the main street. On the same bench, she ate ice cream by twilight.

She paused on the way home to buy a padlock and a tube of superglue. The shop assistant asked her out for dinner. She stared at him until he apologised. She hurried from the shop and vomited into a drain.

The day grew old. She avoided eyes and hugged herself against the chill air while others relaxed in cafés and commented on Germany’s Indian summer. Ute heard them and seethed. It was not summer; it was autumn. If not that, then winter.

~

She was a student. She was writing a thesis on the use of traditional myths in Shakespeare’s tragedies.

Six nights ago, she had returned to the Kabana Klub. Her friend, Brigitte, had accompanied her, and together they had scanned the crowd. They had not found him. Brigitte had said, ‘Why would he come back? He might expect it.’

‘He would not.’

‘What are you going to do if you see him?’

‘First, I need to see him.’

Brigitte had accompanied her the next night too, and the one after that. Then she had stopped. Ute did not blame her. The music was too loud for conversation and, as Brigitte persisted with her questions, Ute persisted with her silence.

On the third night, alone, Ute saw him: a short, moustached man. He stood in the same corner wearing the same clothes. He chatted to two women just as he had chatted to her. He lit their cigarettes with a Zippo lighter whose flame he conjured with a dash across his thigh. But her fate and theirs took different paths; they smiled indulgently at his broken German and walked away, giggling. Ute watched them leave. She wondered whether she should confront the man. She decided not to.

He left two hours later, on foot. He walked for almost a kilometre. He meandered and doubled back on himself. Ute matched him. She had lived in the city her whole life and he had not. She stopped on corners and into shadows. She reversed her coat. There were few places for him to lose her.

They took the underground at Ottoplatz and emerged at Reichenspergerplatz. They came to the office block. This must be the place. She found a phone booth and dialled Holtz’s office at the police station. There was no answer.

The night was cold. She walked back to her apartment via the river. The route was dangerous and she did not care. Fear was nothing next to her anger. She had a stun gun in her bag and a five-inch flick-knife under the sleeve of her right arm. She dared every shadow to attack.

Back at her apartment, she considered calling Brigitte. But Brigitte should not be involved. So Ute did not call the woman who had visited her in hospital on the first night when she was still curled, catatonic, bleeding from her vagina and holding keepsake scrapes of her attackers’ flesh beneath her fingernails.

She did not call Detective Holtz. She took paper and a pencil, licked the nib, and planned.

~

On the afternoon before the attack, she had been reading a book. Now she took it to the sofa. She sat there, jacket on, door wide, and opened the book at its marker. The page showed three old women sitting around a spinning wheel. The caption read:

Clotho, she spins the thread of life. Lachesis, she measures a length. Atropos, she cuts it.

She knew she was stronger than Brigitte. Her friend would have been damaged for life. Not Ute. She had no fragile belief in right or wrong, or natural order, or her own invulnerability. She had no creator to blame.

She had nothing.

She fell. Her house computer asked her if she needed assistance. ‘I need…’ she began.

Chapter Thirty-Two

She examined her photographs of the office block over breakfast in a nearby bakery. She returned to her apartment and thought, read and smoked. She even tried to write some of her thesis. The words wouldn’t come. That night, she slept fitfully. At 3:00 am, she drank a glass of water, put on her coat, and left the apartment.

She returned at 7:00 am and left again at 8:00 am. Part of her knew she should call Holtz, tell him that she had found the office block and let him arrest the suspects. A nurse had collected sperm. It could be matched with all of the five men.

The train arrived and she got on. Her thoughts were lost in the crowd, in the pictures sweeping by, by her fingertips on the stun gun.

There was a chubby boy on the train. He was about ten years old. He was on his way to school. He saw Saskia and smiled. She looked away.

She alighted one stop from her destination and walked the remainder.

~

Ute emptied the glue into the lock. She put the tube in her pocket and left the alley. On the street, she turned right and entered the perfumery. It was precisely 9:00 am. The shop had no customers. Ute walked to the back of the shop and stood near a staff-only door. She pretended to inspect a moisturizing soap. When an attendant walked by, Ute clutched the woman’s arm. ‘Excuse me, please, but could I have a glass of water?’

The woman’s bright smile faded. ‘Yes, sure.’

She disappeared through the staff door and returned with an espresso cup of water. ‘I’ll have the cup back when you’re finished.’

Ute took two deep breaths, drank the water, and dropped the cup. She swayed. ‘I’m sorry…’

‘Are you feeling all right?’

‘Perhaps some more water…’ Ute said. She fell into the woman’s arms, leaving her no choice but to steer her into the back room. Ute’s downcast eyes saw linoleum and cleaning buckets. She smelled fresh coffee. The woman dropped her on a chair in a small kitchen. Ute heard the running of a tap, and it was then that she withdrew her stun gun.

The woman turned. She held a mug of fresh water in each hand. When she saw the gun and Ute’s cold eyes, she let the mugs drop. They bounced on the tiles. ‘You own the shop?’ Ute asked.

‘Yes,’ the woman said. She was tearful but her anger kept her alert. ‘What do you want? The takings? We have only been open a few minutes.’

Ute put a finger to her lips. ‘What I have to do today has nothing to do with you or your shop. I need to get into those offices.’ She pointed at the ceiling. ‘How?’

Ute noticed the highlights in the woman’s brown hair, her tan, and the red bandana that was tucked fashionably into the collar of her blouse. Her badge read Sabine Schlesinger. ‘The fire escape.’

‘No,’ Ute said. She pictured her journey that morning, before sunrise, when she had stolen up those iron steps in bare feet, attached the padlock, and felt it click home.

‘There is another way. Out of here, turn left. There’s an interior fire door that opens onto a corridor. Go up the stairs. You realise I must call the police.’

‘Of course,’ Ute said. She did not lower the stun gun. ‘Please do not follow me. This is for your own safety. Evacuate the shop.’

‘What’s going to happen?’

‘Evacuate the shop.’

She walked backwards from the room. In the tiny corridor, there was nobody. She checked on Sabine. Still there.

Ute turned and ran through the fire door, closing it behind her. The corridor was empty. At one end was the door with the lock that she had superglued before entering the shop. She checked its handle. Immovable.

Her one problem was the connecting door. It had a push-down bar on both sides. She had to act quickly.

She removed her shoes and walked up the stairs.

‘A thorough and meticulous murder,’ Beckmann would tell her, three weeks later.

~

There was an interior door on the first landing. The handle turned. It was a cheap door with a cardboard filling that could not be barricaded.

For a second time, she stepped inside.

The empty office space was huge. The air was stuffy with sunlight. There were sheets of paper, old mugs, filing cabinets, chairs and sheets of plastic.

In the centre were scores of mannequins. Faces blank. Gender-neutral bodies naked and dusty. They hadn’t moved.

Immediately to her left was a walled office. It had an open doorway but no windows. Nearby was the fire-escape that she had padlocked earlier that morning. She came closer. She felt dust on her bare feet. She heard snores.

Inside, it was dull and hot. She counted six sleeping men. They were lying, two half-dressed, four naked, overlapping by foot and hand. Ute had once been afraid of these men. Now she was disgusted. There was a camping toilet in one corner. In another, a television and a games console. There was a duvet in the centre. The stench of sweat and semen was nauseating.

Ute took the can of lighter fluid from her bag. She squirted it onto the duvet. It was a good feeling. She was pissing on these men. Next, she took a match and flicked it into the centre. The duvet erupted. Benthic smoke poured outward in a carpet, making for the door. She did not hurry to withdraw her stun gun. Humans cannot smell while they are asleep. She had checked.

She saw the moustached man who had led her from the club. He was middle-aged and balding, but Ute had always preferred older men. He had drugged her Martini. Later, he had injected her with scopolamine and morphine as she crouched to re-tie her shoe. Life had become hazy and slow. Her resistance had fallen away. For passers-by she was a drunk. The man waved them on with a laugh.

She fired the gun. Two darts flew out and embedded in his thigh muscle. They connected to the stun gun with strong, insulated cables. The darts had barbs. They could not be extracted without ripping. There was a second trigger to activate the charge. Quickly, she fired darts into all of the men.

She pulled the trigger.

The bodies twitched and rolled.

She remembered that, at the conclusion of the ordeal, the moustached man had injected her again. He had put an avuncular arm across her shoulders and led her to the Rhine. One last injection: the rest of the syringe. A gentle push and she fell.

Callused arms had found her in that cold, empty hell, and heaved her onto a barge. Shouted words in a language she did not understand. Wiped hair and muck from her mouth. Shone light in her eyes. Injected her.

She pulled the trigger again. This time the groans were louder, angrier. Eyes sought her. They were monstrous but pathetic. She realised that they would never be as strong as her. She had returned. Her revenge knew no bounds.

She pulled the trigger a third time. Bodies convulsed. The smoke grew soupy. One of the men tugged at a barb in his chest. Ute watched the flesh draw to a peak. It would not rip. Finally, the man collapsed in the smoke.

The duvets burned blue-green. She watched the flame.

Someone grabbed her ankle and Ute screamed. She pulled the trigger again and the hand tensed. It fell and lay flaccid on her foot.

With each pull of the trigger, she imagined herself raping them, firing into them, inching them towards the edge of an abyss with each dirty push.

‘This,’ she shouted, ‘is what it feels like when you’re fucked.’ She closed the door on them all.

Behind the burning duvets, a naked woman rose. She shimmered through Ute’s tears.

Ute cursed her own stupidity. She reached forward to help the victim from the room. She would have a straightforward escape through the door to the staircase and, from there, through the perfume shop to freedom.

The woman grabbed Ute’s throat and pushed hard. Ute dropped the stun gun and they broke through the door. In sudden daylight, the woman’s eyes seemed more animal than human. A cat’s eyes. The eyes were familiar; she had been present at Ute’s rape. She had looked on.

Ute tripped but the woman followed her down. They slid over the floor. Rolled once. Ute felt the world darken. Above them, the ceiling was on fire. Plastic embers began to fall. Still the world darkened.

They knocked into the mannequins. The dolls were heavy and one struck the woman’s forehead. Her grip relaxed momentarily. Ute took a breath before it was re-established. She had come here to kill her attackers. She would not be satisfied with all but one of them.

Inside her shoulder bag, she found the canister of lighter fluid. She jammed the can into her attacker’s mouth and twisted savagely. The thin metal tore and Ute pulled it free. She did not wait. She sawed at her throat with the metal’s edge. The skin opened. The woman’s grip relaxed and her cat eyes glazed. She bucked and slithered away. Ute grabbed her ankle. The woman yelled. She jammed the cold ball of her foot into Ute’s throat.

The pain stopped time. When finally she moved, she could see only the expressionless mannequins and their hard, plastic fingers. They seemed to mob her. They were dead and they wanted her dead too. From the gaps between one mannequin and the next, there issued only smoke, not air. She screamed.

The coffin lid would not budge. She was in the oven of a crematorium. The darkness was no longer absolute. Cracks appeared. She saw her simple funeral clothes in the bloody light. She would escape her coffin now, oh yes, into a fire that might let her linger, let her relish the last few moments of life with a height of sensation she had never known. The crackling flames. Smoke. Distant organ music. The murmur of David Proctor thanking the priest for a lovely service. Saskia would have wanted it that way.

Saskia.

The hawk that returned.

Chapter Thirty-Three

Snick.

Ute opened her eyes. The gun had misfired, and she let it slip, dead, to the ground. Memories crowded her. She remembered her first kiss. It had been on tiptoe behind the local supermarket. She saw the face of her best friend at school, Katrin, and some fellow schoolchildren, and the faces of her foster parents. Spending hours learning to hula hoop. A school trip to France. Dinner for One on New Year’s Eve. Her foster mother’s name was Fride. They had lived in Cologne. Her Uncle Manni had once saved her from drowning. He had died within the year from skin cancer.

A whole life returned to her. Ute Schmidt’s ghostly passenger – the digital Saskia Brandt – was gone.

She felt David’s breath on her face. Her knowledge of him was once removed. He shouted but Ute did not understand him.

‘David thinks you are a “bloody idiot”,’ said a voice. It spoke flawless German.

‘Who are you?’ asked Ute.

‘I am Ego, David’s personal computer. But I was once in your possession. I have a message for you.’

‘Tell me.’

‘Ute, you must understand that it is a message from Saskia.’

The name stirred something in Ute. It carried a sisterly feeling, one of protection. And one of loss. It was comparable to the death of a twin. ‘The message reads, “Look in the envelope”.’

‘Which envelope?’

‘The one you found in the West Lothian Centre.’

‘I…I remember. But I can’t see to read it.’

A tile of pale light appeared on the floor. It grew brighter until the faces of Jennifer and David appeared. With their concerned expressions, the connection between them and Ute deepened. She accepted they were her friends.

Ute knelt and shrugged off her shoulder bag. As she opened it, she noticed the dark polish on her nails. She never wore polish. Her long hair cascaded over her face. She always tied it back. In the bag was her badge, a handkerchief, some tissues, and the transparent wallet that contained the white envelope. It was fastened with a metal popper. She opened it and withdrew the envelope. Once white, it was now yellow and spotted with mould. On the front it read: ‘Do not open this envelope’.

She ripped the seal and shook out a laminated ID card in the name of Saskia Brandt, FIB. The photo was her, Ute. On the reverse was written one word: ‘Munin.’

‘Munin,’ repeated Ute. ‘David, didn’t Hartfield use that word?’

The professor’s reply was gibberish.

‘I shall act as translator,’ said Ego.

She heard Ego repeating her words in English and, as David and Jennifer replied, Ego gave the German equivalent.

‘Saskia,’ David said, ‘I’m afraid that you have to follow Hartfield.’

Hartfield. The name conjured the image of a business-like man. Beckmann.

‘It’s true,’ said Jennifer. ‘You are destined to follow him. When Hartfield shot at you just now, he fired point-blank but he missed. When you tried to shoot yourself, the gun didn’t fire. It couldn’t fire.’

‘You built a time machine,’ Ute said as the memory returned.

‘Saskia -’

‘My name is Ute,’ she snapped. But even as she spoke, she felt the gap in her mind: a jagged hole shaped like Saskia Brandt, whose body had been dumped at sea, or in building foundations, or fed to pigs. Hartfield was getting away. He had killed another woman to capture her ghost. That ghost wanted revenge.

Revenge was something that Ute understood.

‘Ego,’ she said. ‘Can you reactivate the chip?’

‘No. It requires a password.’

Ute looked once more at the handwritten word on the reverse of her ID card. ‘Try “munin”.’

‘The chip has been reactivated.’

Nothing happened.

David said, ‘Listen, we need to get after him. We don’t know whether he will make it or not. That’s not certain.’

The English made sense.

‘Hör zu –’

‘I understand him,’ said Saskia. She crouched to retrieve the gun. Three bullets remained. ‘Let’s go.’

‘You will return,’ the witch had said, ‘as you have returned before.’

Chapter Thirty-Four

David was dizzy and nauseous. The spacious blackness was reminiscent of the 2003 bombing, although there was no undercurrent of panic. Jennifer led the way through the corridors behind the infra-red eye of Ego, whose exterior displayed a crisp representation of the view ahead. Saskia was in the middle and David was at the rear. Saskia bridged the gap by holding both their hands. David stumbled as Jennifer pushed them against a wall. A guard ambled by with a trail of high-spirited personnel.

When they neared the base of the stairwell, the infra-red view on Ego’s screen became dark. They stopped. David whispered, ‘Ego? What’s happening?’

Some words appeared on the screen: ‘System is busy. Please stand by.’

‘Ego,’ David said, ‘you have no business but ours. Belt up.’

Nothing happened.

‘Should we wait?’ Jennifer asked.

‘We could reset it,’ Saskia suggested.

There was a beep and the infra-red view reappeared. Ego said, ‘Task completed.’

‘What task?’ David demanded.

Ego did not answer.

‘We’ll discuss this later,’ he said.

They emerged onto the level zero corridor. Ahead of them was an airtight door. Jennifer located a panel and pressed it with her palm. A dazzling bar of light swept beneath her hand. In the brief illumination, David read ‘Project N83261 (Déjà Vu)’.

‘Wait,’ Saskia said. She withdrew Hartfield’s gun and handed Jennifer her shoulder bag. ‘Me first.’

The door began to open on a vertical hinge.

~

Saskia ran through and dropped behind a crate. The roof was twenty metres distant. Apart from a metal catwalk, the rock walls were bare. The ground was crowded with machinery. Immediately to her left and right were buildings surrounded by danger signs. Their exhaust chimneys extended to the roof. The runway continued between them towards a walled area. Because her position was elevated, she could see over the wall. There was a large pit with a moving, radial arm.

Saskia hurried forward. The sound of the electrical plants and the centrifuge covered her footsteps. But Hartfield might appear from anywhere. She ran over to the right-hand plant and sheltered against its fencing. She put her finger to the gun’s trigger and continued her zigzag until she reached the wall of the centrifuge. In a gap between the baffles, she saw the arm flash past. The intervals widened.

Jennifer put a hand on Saskia’s shoulder. ‘Too late. He’s already gone.’

Saskia lowered her gun.

‘So what now?’

Chapter Thirty-Five

The control room comprised a high, empty amphitheatre ranged with monitors. Through its transparent front, Saskia could see the centrifuge. At the end of its arm the gondola slowed.

Spin.

‘Jennifer, is there no way that the machine can bring me back?’

The young scientist looked at her. ‘Let me be absolutely clear: the insertion is a one-way trip. When you come back to 2023, it’ll be by the usual route. Are you having second thoughts?’

‘You sound like I have a choice.’ Saskia tried to smile.

‘Perhaps you do.’

‘Ute Schmidt didn’t have a choice when she was attacked. I, whoever I am, didn’t have a choice when I was killed. What choice does Saskia Brandt have? Klutikov is still out there, in our time, with orders to arrest me. Beckmann still wants me.’ Saskia folded her arms. ‘Perhaps you should brief me on the procedure.’

Jennifer looked as though she might embrace Saskia, but her expression of pity transformed into something more steely as she turned towards the centrifuge.

‘We will accelerate you to a speed of forty metres per second. That’s one hundred and forty-four kilometres per hour.’

‘That is quite acceptable. I have been driven faster.’

David approached them. He was pale and sickly. ‘Cars drive in a straight line, dear. This will feel like the mother of all corners.’

‘Dad’s right,’ said Jennifer. ‘You will experience almost four gravities.’

‘What does that feel like?’

‘It’ll hurt. But you’ll be wearing a pressure suit and we’ll release you almost immediately.’

‘Through the wormhole?’

Jennifer smiled. ‘Through the wormhole.’

Over the next few minutes, Jennifer patrolled the rows of computer screens. Occasionally, she called to her father and explained, in simple language, aspects of the procedure. Saskia remained at the prow of the control room. She watched the huge arm as it began to turn.

‘Wait a minute,’ said Jennifer. She had stopped at a terminal. ‘In which year did Hartfield receive his nano-treatment?’

‘1999,’ said David.

‘The readout says he went back to 2003, four years later. Why would he return to a time after the damage was done?’

‘Perhaps the new treatment can reverse the old,’ said Saskia.

‘I don’t think so,’ Jennifer said. ‘If that were the case, he would have taken the treatment now.’

‘When in 2003, Jenny?’ asked David.

‘May 14th.’

‘That’s the day the West Lothian Centre was bombed.’

‘Fine,’ said Saskia. ‘He wants to stop the bomb.’

David shook his head. ‘No. Hartfield is interested in one thing: himself. He can be cured with the correct nano-treatment. It no longer matters to him that the centre will be destroyed.’

Jennifer tapped the readout pensively. ‘There’s more. This date was entered into the computer only two minutes before Hartfield went through the wormhole.’

‘Meaning?’ asked David.

‘Hartfield must have been in the gondola when the insertion data were changed by a third party. He didn’t intend to return to this date.’

‘Do you remember when we came down here from the lab?’ said David. ‘Ego stopped working briefly.’ He paused, listening to the voice in his ear. ‘Yes, Ego says he hacked the time machine’s computer and changed the date. He won’t tell us why.’

‘This is part of my future self’s plan, is it not?’ said Saskia.

‘Very probably. I hope you’ll know what you’re doing.’

‘We need to keep moving,’ Jennifer said. She pulled a two-piece flight suit from a locker at the rear of the control room and brought it to Saskia, who accepted it apprehensively. ‘Dad, explain how the suit works. I’ll start the ignition sequence.’

David got up from his chair, where he had been making notes on a pink sheet of paper. He pinched the rubbery flight suit between his finger and thumb. ‘Oh, I wish I had one of these.’

~

Saskia flexed her shoulders. The suit was tight. It pushed her arms back and her chest out. The legs felt like orthopaedic stockings. There were reinforced pads at the knees and elbows. Something called a hard hood was stowed in the collar. Along her left forearm was a computer display. It showed a schematic of the West Lothian Centre. On her shoulder was a satellite transceiver. There were no Galileo satellites in 2003, so it would piggyback the American military’s Global Positioning System.

David tightened the strap around her waist. ‘Owah,’ Saskia said.

‘Sorry.’ He patted the clasp and it melted to a flush finish. ‘One more thing. The red button on your sleeve will lower the refractive index of the suit to zero.’

‘What does that mean?’

‘The suit will become almost invisible. You’ll look like a clear plastic bag filled with water. Treat it like instant camouflage. The suit was designed to protect and conceal pilots behind enemy lines.’

‘I see.’

‘One small step for a woman, eh?’

‘I don’t understand.’

David lost his smile. ‘My wife is in that research centre. Was. She died in the bombing.’

‘You want me to give her a message.’

‘No. I just want you to make sure you don’t die too.’

Saskia put a gloved hand to his cheek. ‘David, you could shoot me right now and the bullet will miss. There is an effect whose cause I must supply, remember?’

‘Hurry,’ said Jennifer. She indicated a monitor. ‘Personnel are returning.’

Saskia looked from one to the other. Jennifer had David’s mouth, but it was harder for her to smile. Saskia considered asking them, as a favour to her, to stay together, but it was a decision they had to make for themselves. ‘Auf Wiedersehen, meine Freunden,’ was all she could say.

‘Wait,’ David said. ‘I almost forgot.’ He passed her a pink sheet. It held a child’s crayon drawing of a house. Inside were a stick mother and father. Between them, a little girl. ‘When my house in Oxford burned, I risked my life to take this off the fridge. I guess it’s a key to…memories. What we used to be.’ David looked at his daughter. ‘I was going to return it to Jennifer, but you’ll need it, Saskia.’

‘For what?’

‘The number on the back, TS4415, is a hijack trip-code used by the Lothian and Borders Police Service. It’s difficult to explain, but you’ll need to give it to me during my rescue from the West Lothian Centre.’

‘I understand, I think. I read the report.’ Saskia unzipped the map pocket on her thigh and pushed the paper inside. ‘But I hope I don’t forget. You’re talking about something that is twenty years ahead of me.’

‘So you’ve got twenty years to remember. Easy.’

Jennifer shouted, ‘Hurry, Saskia.’

She waved and left the control room. As she jogged down the runway, she heard the raised voices of personnel. She began to sprint. She slipped through a gap between the baffles and skipped up the steps to the gondola. It rocked as she clambered inside. The door closed automatically.

She heard Jennifer’s voice in her ear. ‘Saskia?’

‘Go,’ she replied. The motor of the centrifuge wailed like a jet. The gondola lurched forward and she fell onto the watery acceleration couch. Through tiny windows, she watched the world tilt. She tapped her wrist computer and the hard hood closed over her head. Its arch-like sections blended to form a seamless, transparent bowl. The motor noise muted.

‘Whatever you do,’ said Jennifer, ‘don’t turn your head to either side or you’ll be sick. You’re at two gees. Still reading me?’

‘Reading you, yes.’ Her jaw ached and her cheeks felt baggy. Her head pressed against the hood.

‘Three gees,’ David said. ‘Remember, when you land, put your feet together and roll.’

‘Reading you.’

She struggled to take a full breath.

‘Four gees.’

‘Still reading you.’

Her vision began to lose colour. The ceiling of the gondola blurred.

‘Saskia,’ said Jennifer. ‘We’re sending you back one half hour before Hartfield. That is, 2:34 p.m. on the afternoon of May 14th, 2003.’

‘Rea’ing you.’

David’s voice: ‘No, no, that’s…’

Chapter Thirty-Six

It was a disappointingly mechanical affair. A hatch opened in the bottom of the gondola and she tumbled into a bright, cold sky. She opened her arms and legs to form an ‘H’ as David had described. Webbing stretched between her elbows and her chest.

The tumbling stopped. She was still falling, but more slowly.  There was a Heads-Up Display on the inner rim of the helmet. The text read:

Attempting to contact GPS...stand by.

Without the Global Positioning System, she could miss her landing by hundreds of metres.

Saskia looked down. The Earth was rising.

New text:

Contacted. Acquiring locks...stand by.

The ground seemed to expand. The horizon flattened.

Locks acquired.

The display marked her drop-zone with a green circle. A ghostly figure representing her body overlapped with a solid figure. She tilted until the two aligned.

The parachute opened and she was jerked skyward. Sudden calm. She aimed for the green circle but the drop-down cords were difficult to use. As she pulled right, she banked steeply and swung towards the ground. She had barely enough height to curse the design of the parachute before her boots hit Scotland. Remembering David’s instructions, she held her feet together and rolled to one side. After the silence of the slow parachute descent, her impact was as startling as a gunshot.

She detached her parachute, gathered it, and switched off her hood. She had landed in the valley on the south side of the research centre. The young David Proctor and his colleagues were working directly beneath her.

Help was twenty years away.

~

If Jennifer had been correct in her calculations, Hartfield would arrive at the centre in twenty minutes. Saskia fantasised that she would hide nearby, tackle him, and destroy his notes on the nanotechnology. But she was destined to write a message for her future self, place it under a rock outside Proctor’s laboratory, and paint a prophecy on the wall.

So the guards came. She smiled. They ignored her German apologies.

They led her downhill towards the river and up again, past the tennis courts, until they arrived at the hotel entrance. An unarmed guard walked alongside her while three others walked ten paces behind. There were no blind spots. Again, she felt the gravel crunch under her feet. Again, she smelled the pine. The hotel loomed.

She passed the fountain with its stone Prometheus. She imagined him chained to a rock and tormented by the hawk sent from Zeus, but the thought was the key to a room that was long unlocked.

They entered the lobby. It still had twinned staircases that rose like the edges of a cobra’s hood, and brown and black tiles. Her boots were silent as she approached the desk. The man behind it was had grey-black hair, bleached eyes and a heavy moustache.

‘Can I help you, miss?’

McWhirter.

She faltered. Why hadn’t he recognised her in 2023? Then she remembered. She had worn glasses. Now she beamed at him. ‘Ja, ja. Ich weiss nicht, wo ich bin. I am…lost. Understand?’

He twitched. ‘You’re German.’

‘Ja. Genau.’

‘My name is Harrison McWhirter. I’m in charge of the hotel.’ To the guards, he said, ‘Back to your duties.’ They fell away. The foyer was soon empty but for herself and McWhirter. She shook his hand.

‘My name is Adler. Sabine Adler.’

‘Perhaps you could tell me how you came to be parachuting into our grounds.’

‘I am with a – how do you call it – “parachute school”? I have lost my friends.’

‘I’ll get you a phone,’ he said, turning.

‘Thank you.’

As she moved away, Saskia walked silently in his shadow. When he was behind the desk, she put a hand on his neck and drove his forehead onto the edge of the counter. He sighed and fell slowly, pulling the telephone to the floor. Saskia pushed him into the chair cavity.

She adjusted her watch to match McWhirter’s. There were ten minutes until Hartfield arrived.

‘Good afternoon,’ said a cheerful voice.

Saskia struck her wrist computer and became transparent.

The suit’s camouflage worked by diverting light, but her eyes needed those rays. Without them she was blind. She heard the man stop. ‘I must say that you’re looking particularly handsome today, Colonel McWhirter.’

Who would compliment an empty desk?

His footsteps moved on.

Saskia lost her transparency and followed the man across the foyer, moving from column to column, checking for the sweep of surveillance cameras. A guard walked by. She curled into a ball behind a plant and became transparent once more. She held her breath as the guard passed.

At last corner before the cloak room, the man turned. His eyes roamed. He had high cheekbones and a restless, smiling mouth. Saskia was not surprised at his youthful appearance. Inside the computer, realised as a twenty-one-year-old, he would be no different.

‘Hello,’ he said. ‘I believe we’re walking the same way.’

‘I’m…new here,’ she said, shaking his hand.

‘I know. One, your footsteps. Two, we don’t have any German scientists. Aren’t you warm in gloves?’

‘I have a skin condition.’ Saskia looked for cameras. ‘Can we be overheard?’

‘Not here. Why?’

She pulled him towards the wall. ‘Your name is Bruce Shimoda, but your parents christened you Gichin. They called you Bruce after Bruce Lee. You loved his films when you were a child. During the past weeks, you’ve been having nightmares about children with no eyes. You’ve promised yourself that you will speak to no-one about these nightmares, but you will tell me. I am from the future.’

Bruce’s composure shattered. He released a shuddering breath. ‘What do you want?’

‘I need to get into the research centre.’

‘You can’t.’

‘I must. We have only minutes before a bomb goes off in your laboratory. I have to stop it.’

A lie, but she needed Bruce’s help. They had five minutes until Hartfield arrived. The bomb might detonate at any time.

‘Will I die in the blast?’

~

The open lift travelled to the lowest level of the centre. Saskia, invisible, heard the bustle and conversation of each floor, but saw nothing. As the lift stopped, Bruce said to the guard, ‘Hello, my friend. Jeremy, right? Is that a new aftershave?’

Saskia dashed to one side. She felt for a wall and crouched. Working by Bruce’s description, she was underneath the sill of the guard’s booth. It was a sheer surface with holes for the guard’s machine gun. To one side was a bombproof door.

She heard Bruce collide with the wall. ‘This wasn’t here yesterday.’

The guard said, ‘Dr Shimoda, please. You’ll hurt yourself.’

She became opaque. She saw a guard enter the reception area and take Bruce by the arm. She grimaced. The guard was less than a metre away. If he turned in her direction, she would be seen.

The guard led Bruce through the doorway. Saskia followed silently. Once through, she kept to the guard’s back and skipped down the corridor to a rack of lab coats. She took one. She deactivated her hood and tousled her hair. The lab coat buttoned easily and she studied a mounted floor plan, which she was too excited to memorise. Bruce touched her arm.

‘Now what?’ he asked.

‘I told you we would get in. I have powerful friends.’

‘Keep your voice down. Where? The lab?’

She looked at her watch. Two minutes until Hartfield arrived.

~

The corridor stretched ahead in ten-metre sections marked by blue fire doors. Dozens of people passed: friendly, academic, scruffy.  Saskia wondered how many would die in the explosion. ‘Where is everybody going?’ she asked.

‘There’s a concert, one of David’s guitar things.’

‘How far to the laboratory?’

‘Not far. Two more sets of doors.’

Saskia checked her watch again. It was 3:04 p.m. It was time.

They strolled through the next set of doors. Ahead of them, chatting to a colleague, was Jennifer Proctor. Saskia stopped. Jennifer?

‘What’s wrong?’ Bruce whispered.

‘Nothing. Just a feeling of…’

The woman turned. Her hair was darker, she was older, and she had a grace that had escaped her daughter. This was Helen Proctor. The connections formed. Jennifer’s mother. David’s wife.

‘Never mind that. What about the bomb?’

Saskia was about to answer when the floor shuddered. The lights flickered and extinguished. Then emergency lighting washed the corridor red. Saskia heard the infrastructure groan. Dust fell from new cracks.

‘We’re too late,’ said Bruce.

And then the explosions began. They started as distant firecrackers. Then the corridor was shaken by louder detonations. The smell of burning plastic. Heat. Shouts; some stifled, some ringing out.

The floor dropped an inch and they were thrown from their feet. The air pressure increased. Saskia screamed. She was caught in a giant machine never meant for humans; gaps would appear, only to close. The very walls might chew them. Saskia told herself that she would survive. Her God was Time, and It would protect her.

Chapter Thirty-Seven

‘Saskia,’ Jennifer said, leaning into the microphone. ‘We’re sending you back one half hour before Hartfield. That is, 2:34 p.m. on the afternoon of May 14th, 2003.’

David did not hear Saskia’s reply. There was something significant about the time. It was so extraordinarily significant that it took him a few moments to handle the thought. ‘No, no, that’s half an hour before the explosion. The bomb went off at 3:04 p.m. She won’t have time.’

The computer beeped.

‘We can’t change anything now, Dad. She’s gone.’

‘Damn.’

David smiled grimly. He tried to ignore the hurried footfalls of the approaching personnel. ‘I think the twenty-year mystery of the bombing is solved. Would his arrival be sufficient, you think?’

Jennifer looked into the distance. ‘Let’s do the math.’

‘Maths, love,’ David corrected.

‘An object leaves this centrifuge at one hundred and forty-four kilometres per hour. It enters the wormhole at the same speed. For a mass of, say, seventy-five kilograms, that’s a kinetic energy of almost one hundred kilo-Joules, which is more than enough to trigger an explosive chain reaction if the target is selected carefully. Hartfield must have materialised near a power plant.’

‘How very accommodating of him,’ David said. The circular nature of this business was bewildering. After all this, throughout the trial, the accusations, the damage – even the death of his wife – Hartfield had been the true cause. Ah. That was not an accurate statement. The cause could be traced back to the agent who had forced Hartfield to veer so fatally off course. It was Ego who changed the coordinates.

Jennifer said, ‘Saskia got him, alright.’

A group of technicians entered the control room. Ignoring Jennifer and David, they inspected the consoles and called abbreviated instructions. Syncomp is green. Y-vib is off-the-scale low. David watched without comment as Jennifer tried to explain herself to a stern, suited gentleman.

‘I think,’ interrupted the man, ‘you should talk to Ms Castle.’

~

David and Jennifer sat at the narrow end of a conference table. Rembrandt’s The Philosopher in Meditation hung behind them. David was tired. He lacked the energy for lies. Half-thinking, he took his daughter’s hand, and waited for the third occupant of the room to speak.

‘Let me summarise,’ Castle said. She was a sharp, professional woman in her early sixties. ‘Jennifer, you used government resources without permission, created an Einstein-Rosen bridge without presidential authority, and aided the illegal entry of two other persons into a secure government property. Professor Proctor, you entered both this country and this property illegally. Those need to be dealt with first. In good time, I would also like to discover the whereabouts of John Hartfield and Saskia Brandt.’

‘Look,’ said David, ‘I could answer most of your questions by joining the dots. May I?’

Castle sipped her tea, no milk, and raised her eyebrows. ‘You have half an hour.’

Jennifer looked on as David extracted Ego from his wallet. ‘This is my personal computer. Ego, switch to presentation mode, please. I would like you illustrate my story with pictures as you see fit, and audio and video where possible.’ He turned to the women. ‘My personal computer has been recording every step of my journey. It is equipped with iWitness software. The British police use it. It is tamperproof.’

‘I’m aware of that, Professor,’ said Castle. ‘Tell your story. This is a modern facility. It will accept communications from your computer.’

‘Very well. Ego, dim the lights. Thank you. Show Talbert Grove. This, Ms Castle, is where our story begins. The house on fire is mine.’

~

Half an hour later, Jennifer was chewing her hair. Castle would surely make a decision about their future based on her father’s testimony. She stole a glance at him. He smiled and concluded his story.

‘This means that Hartfield was sent back in time to the precise point of the explosion. He caused it. The time machine’s computer was hacked by my own personal computer just before we entered the cavern.’

‘I see. You believe that Brandt carried out her mission after all. She sabotaged his time travelling at source. By all accounts an exceptional woman.’

‘Agreed,’ Jennifer said.

‘Your case would be aided by physical evidence, Professor. After all, even with a plausible story, we must fall back on the available facts: the computer is in your possession. You must accept responsibility for its actions. The 2014 Automaticity Act, I believe.’

David lifted a hand and let it fall. ‘Well, whatever. All I can do is provide you with the information I have.’

A new voice came from the conference speakers: ‘Excuse me. I am Ego, the personal computer involved. I am now authorised to tell you that, one year ago today, Saskia Brandt sent three hand-written copies of her testimony to legal firms in New York, London and Geneva. They are now available for your perusal.’

Castle smiled. ‘Perhaps we could also meet Ms Brandt.’

‘That will not be possible,’ Ego said.

There was a long silence. ‘Well,’ Castle said. ‘I have a meeting.’ She stood and collapsed her computer. David scooped Ego from the desk and dropped it in his wallet.

‘What happens?’ asked Jennifer.

‘For the time being, you’ll stay in guest quarters here. They are quite comfortable. I have to speak to the board about this. At the very least, we need to discuss future funding proposals, if Mr Hartfield’s absence proves to be permanent.’

‘I’ve no doubt,’ David said.

‘I will also need to speak to our legal team. However, I will advise the board that no charges be pressed. Professor, you will be expelled from the USA immediately. You will answer any charges in Britain. I will ask the board to provide legal representation for you. As a recipient of monies from the Hartfield foundation, I’m sure the board will agree that we share some responsibility for your present predicament. Dr Proctor, you will have your security clearance suspended. Again, I’m sure this will be temporary.’

Jennifer asked, ‘How temporary?’

‘Two months. Take a holiday. I hear the weather in Britain is awful.’

‘And my funding?’

‘Jennifer, you have invented a time machine. You’ll get your money.’

Castle shook their hands. ‘The guards will take you to your quarters. You can speak to nobody apart from each other. I’ll see you tomorrow. Oh, David?’

‘Yes, Ms Castle?’

‘Keep an eye on your wallet.’

Chapter Thirty-Eight

Saskia lifted her head and licked her dust-covered lips. Her eyes were dry and raw. She looked around for Bruce and saw that he had gone. She must have lost consciousness and been unable to answer his calls.

As much as she was scared, she was satisfied. The coincidence was extraordinary but the explanation clear. Hartfield was dead. The time machine had redirected him according to Ego’s instructions, who in turn had been carrying out her own plan.

That said, it was difficult to feel responsible.

The structure seemed solid again. Though, moments before, the walls and ceiling had ground together like teeth, they were now still. The illusion of immobility had returned. Saskia stood.

Ahead of her, southwards and away from the nearest stairway, the emergency lighting had failed. She had seen Helen Proctor fall into that blackness. Saskia clambered over. She stepped on cabling, masonry and other debris. Her intention was clear. She would save this woman’s life and repair the lives of David and Jennifer. She would give them the opportunity to avoid the pain that was in store.

But no.

Helen was destined to die and Saskia was destined to survive, just as the young girl called Ute Schmidt was destined to be raped and another woman was set to be killed, diced, and live again as data.

A tear cut through the dust on her cheek. She collapsed, defeated.

‘Are you okay?’

She wiped the hair from her eyes. There was a woman standing before her. It was Helen Proctor. ‘Listen to me, you’re going to be fine.’

‘You listen,’ Saskia said. ‘Your daughter, Jennifer –’

The woman frowned. ‘Jennifer?’

‘My name is Saskia. Your daughter will grow into a beautiful young woman. I am from the future – Jennifer loves you.’

Helen smiled. Saskia smiled too. She had got through. ‘You’re going to be all right,’ Helen said. ‘You’ve had a knock on the head.’

Saskia’s smile switched off. ‘No, listen to me.’

The ceiling opened. Saskia saw the steel joist fail. Fist-sized pieces of concrete began to rain. She pulled Helen to the floor and flung herself on top.

She turned to look up into the abyss. Daggers of twisted steel reinforcement were poised.

Kill me, then. Prove me wrong.

She screamed as the ceiling buckled and fell. Ribbons of metal stopped centimetres from her neck, her abdomen and her legs. The dust was as thick as smoke. Coughing, she remembered her hood and pressed the button to close it. Nothing happened. The computer was broken.

She wafted the dust away. ‘Helen, come on.’ But as the murk thinned, Saskia turned and knew that Helen was dead. The ceiling had fallen to leave her own body untouched, but a finger of steel had passed through Helen’s skull above the eye. Her breathing was shallow.

Saskia put a hand to her cheek. ‘I am so sorry.’

She heard a man calling, ‘Helen! Helen!’

It was David. His face was young and angry. She stepped back. David looked at Saskia once, questioning, then turned to Helen. He took her hand and held it to his lips.

Saskia touched his shoulder and left. She was not destined to know him. She found a stairwell and pushed at a door marked with a green exit sign. Then she remembered. She still had to write the message to herself.

~

The door immediately to her left was hanging from its hinges. She wandered inside. It was a storage room. There were cans of spray paint on a far shelf. She put her hand among the cans, closed her eyes, and pulled one at random. She checked the label. It described security paint visible only in infra-red light. She remembered her confusion when she had read that cryptic message on the wall, seconds after McWhirter left her alone in the darkened corridor. And she remembered the envelope.

There was a door in the cupboard, and it led to a room full of office supplies. She felt dizzy with fatalism. Even the hand of the architect had not been his own.

She took a pen, an envelope, a plastic folder, and printed the word ‘Munin’ on the reverse of her ID card, which was useless in the year 2003. The word would be read in twenty years’ time. She tried to write something else – as an artistic flourish, a token rebellion – but could think of nothing to add. She sealed the envelope, addressed it, and returned to the corridor.

David had gone. Helen remained. Saskia put the envelope inside the plastic folder. She put the folder underneath the rock that had killed Helen. On the wall, she wrote, in German: By the pricking of my thumbs, something wicked this way comes. Then she drew an arrow pointing to the rock.

She dropped the can and ran away from Helen. Her breath stuttered with sobs. She made it to the stairwell and, from there, to the surface. The exit was at the rear of the hotel. Saskia emerged into weak daylight. A temporary field hospital had been erected on the lawn. Army ambulance crews stood by. Shocked personnel walked slowly and silently nowhere. Some cried. She saw McWhirter on a stretcher. He wore an oxygen mask. Inspired, Saskia feigned a breathing problem. An ambulance took her to a nearby hospital. Within the hour, she had escaped.

~

Night came to the woodland. The moon was large. Saskia built a fire. She remembered the life of Ute as though it were a huge, cherished novel from her youth. One of Ute’s many foster parents, Hans, had been a Wandersmann. He had taught her how to make fire using a wooden bow drill. Instead, Saskia selected the fire-starter in the small survival kit in her flight suit. Nothing else in the suit worked. It was smashed and torn. She collected moss, dry kindling, and some logs.

The fire-starter was spring-loaded and efficient. The fire caught and she tended it.

The stars were closer in 2003 than they would be in 2023. The sphere of humanity – the reach of its radio and television signals – was smaller. She looked now at the trees around her. Conifer, oak, sycamore, beech and horse chestnut. She remembered them all from the life of Ute.

She noticed the pink sheet protruding from the map pocket on her thigh. The crayon drawing reminded her of David and Jennifer; a crude home; a memento. On the reverse, David had written a list headed ‘Financial Times for the Lady What Bets’. It contained a list of British prime ministers and American presidents since 2001, some British Grand National winners, and all of the football world cup winners, prefixed with ‘bloody’.

On the final page were these words:

So good luck and bon voyage!

Love David

PS If you could stick a flask of soup in the shed for when it gets chilly, I’d be much obliged! And one of those ‘space blankets’ like they have in marathons.

PPS Nothing vegetarian, mind – I’ll be weak enough as it is.

Epilogue

Westminster, London: November 6th, 2023

From his bench next to the Thames, David saw a pigeon flutter to a stop near his feet. The special committee was due to reconvene at 2:00 pm. He had fifteen minutes to finish his lunch. He watched the pigeon fly away. The MPs had been unimpressed by his ethical choices, even with the motivation afforded by the loss of his house to fire. It would take more than Ego’s pictures and crackly audio to exonerate David from the crime of detonating that second bomb in the West Lothian Centre. David’s best intents were of little import.

‘Hello,’ she said.

David laughed. She was there, finally. ‘You look –’

‘Familiar?’ She kissed him and sat on the bench. She wore a black greatcoat with the collar turned up. Her hair was short. She smiled as he stared, and he noticed the lines at the corners of her eyes and dimples in her cheeks. Her face was thinner and more striking. ‘It’s been a while.’

‘I thought it was best,’ she said.

‘Walk me back?’

He broke up the remainder of his sandwich and scattered the pieces. He and Saskia then made their way towards Westminster Bridge.

‘You lost your accent,’ he said.

‘It’s still there. Today, I’m playing British.’

‘And what could be more British than a stroll along the river?’

‘Where are you going?’

‘Westminster,’ David said. Unconsciously, his hand rubbed his chest, where pre-cancerous growths had been found a month before: a vestige of the radioactive dust in the West Lothian Centre. His nano-treatment was scheduled for January. ‘I’m still trying to explain myself.’

‘To whom?’

‘A closed parliamentary enquiry. Closed to the public, that is. Ostensibly, they want to find out what happened at the West Lothian Centre. The Chairman is Lord Gilbert. A Lib-Dem guy. He’s OK.’

Saskia looked at the Palace of Westminster. ‘What are you telling them?’

‘I’m singing like a bird.’

She nodded. ‘That’s good. Don’t worry about me. I have a new life.’

‘So what do I call you?’

‘I’m afraid you don’t.’ She linked her arm in his. ‘I suspect that we are under surveillance. Now, what would be the best outcome?’

David sucked air through his teeth. ‘They’d advise the state prosecutors not to proceed with a criminal trial. Unofficially, that is. Even better, they might clear my name. Then I could get my job back at the university. I’ve got another ten years before I retire. Or I could retire now. Why not?’

They walked in silence for a while.

‘Tell me about Jennifer.’

‘She’s back in America. I’ll see her again at Christmas - and her new boyfriend, worst luck. Do you have any plans for Christmas?’

‘Some. I’ll be visiting a friend in Berlin. Then another in Moscow.’

They continued towards parliament. The Westminster Bridge was quiet. Cold air had come down from the North Sea. They turned against it. After ten minutes, they came to an elderly building near the Ministry of Defence. ‘I’ll see you very soon, David.’

‘Where?’

In reply, she placed a finger to her lips. Then she touched his with the gloved tip.

‘You know,’ David said, ‘I could do with some help in there. Another witness.’

‘I’m sorry, David. Take care.’

He waved. ‘I understand. You take care too. And thanks.’

He showed his ID to the duty officer and passed through into the main courtyard. He found the committee chamber. It was a small room with an oval table. Conversation ceased as he entered.

‘Ah,’ said Lord Gilbert. He looked at David over the top of his glasses in the way that David would look at a late student. ‘The star of the show.’ Gilbert chuckled. The men on the panel chuckled back. The two women pursed their lips.

Tony Barclay, the MSP for West Lothian, took a nod from Gilbert. ‘Perhaps we could go back to the man who you met on the Internet, Professor Proctor. The man who supplied the explosives.’

The stenographer watched his computer screen.

David sighed, and began again.

~

David’s hosts were confident that he would not try to leave the country, so he was not held in custody. His hotel was a small one north of the river. It was dingy but, he guessed, not cheap. He entered his room and locked the door. He decided to cheer up. He was making progress with the committee, after all. He threw off his coat and walked into the bathroom. ‘Lights,’ he said.

He took the measure of himself. He was a rumpled, tired version of the man who had arrived at the West Lothian Centre two months before. But he felt no different. He washed up and returned to the main room.

There was an envelope on the floor near the jacket. He remembered Saskia linking her arm in his. The envelope was addressed to ‘You’. He opened it and withdrew a single sheet of paper.

Down in Marseilles there’s a nice bar run by a man called Dupont. It is famous for its cat, which turned up one day and never left. The cat thinks she’s a loner but, really, she likes company. Now can you remember all that?

David smiled and watched the text fade until the paper was blank.

Exeter, York, Canterbury, UK; 2004-2011

Book Two of the Saskia Brandt Series is

FLASHBACK

A fifty-year-old mystery is about to be solved.

Summer, 1947: Airliner ‘Star Dust’ radios a successful trans-Andean flight from Buenos Aires to Santiago, and signals its intention to land. Four minutes prior to touchdown, it sends the letter sequence ‘S-T-E-N-D-E-C’, then silence. Star Dust vanishes along with all passengers and crew.

Winter, 2003: German Freedom Flight DFU323 crashes in the Bavarian National Forest. The only clue to its fate is the co-pilot’s final transmission, shouted against the roar of failing engines: ‘Stendec! Stendec!’

DFU323 passenger Saskia Brandt is missing, presumed dead. Her friend Jem Shaw is on the run. She must solve the enigmas of DFU323 and Star Dust before her pursuer, a man known only as Cory, can find her.

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Acknowledgements for the First Edition

The original manuscript was read by my intrepid friends Daniel Graaskov, Karen Jensen, Alex Mears, and Arie van der Lugt. Their comments vastly improved the final book. Further constructive feedback came via the Psychology Department Book Club at the University of Exeter (Rachael Carrick and Kate Fenwick were particularly helpful). Thanks also to Rachel Day for permission to use her copyrighted word ‘tit-full’. And not forgetting my editor at the UKA Press, the redoubtable Aliya Whiteley, who helped transform the manuscript from the bloated pug of yesterday to the svelte whippet of today (any errors of breeding, such as an extra ear or a penchant for chair legs, must be left at my door).

For specialist assistance, I must thank Paul Johns, who helped out with some of the medical conditions and procedures described in these pages. Where errors exist, I am the goat. With respect to the time machine, David Gardiner checked my calculations, rubbished them, and redid them from scratch.

My partner, Britta, has gone beyond the call of duty in giving me time and space to write this book since its inception, many moons ago, when the year 2003 was still in the future. I dedicate this book, and everything else, to her.

The author, late 2004; Exeter, UK

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Table of Contents

Book One of the Saskia Brandt Series

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

Chapter Eight

Chapter Nine

Chapter Ten

Chapter Eleven

Chapter Twelve

Chapter Thirteen

Chapter Fourteen

Chapter Fifteen

Chapter Sixteen

Chapter Seventeen

Chapter Eighteen

Chapter Nineteen

Chapter Twenty

Chapter Twenty-One

Chapter Twenty-Two

Chapter Twenty-Three

Chapter Twenty-Four

Chapter Twenty-Five

Chapter Twenty-Six

Chapter Twenty-Seven

Chapter Twenty-Eight

Chapter Twenty-Nine

Chapter Thirty

Chapter Thirty-One

Chapter Thirty-Two

Chapter Thirty-Three

Chapter Thirty-Four

Chapter Thirty-Five

Chapter Thirty-Six

Chapter Thirty-Seven

Chapter Thirty-Eight