Simon Clark Stranger


  Stranger


  Stranger

NOTICES REQUIRED FOR COPYRIGHT WORKS DISTRIBUTED IN THE UNITED STATES
UNDER 17 U.S.C. § 121

The information which follows is important since it describes the
copyright ownership and legal restrictions on the use of this
Bookshare.org digital material which govern your lawful use of it.

Copyright Notices

The owner of the copyright on this digital material is Simon Clark and
this edition was published during 2003. The title of this material is
'Stranger', and the author is 'Simon Clark'.

This material may only be lawfully used and possessed in this form by
Bookshare.org individual or institutional members who have previously
signed a Member Agreement and provided Bookshare.org with satisfactory
written proof of a print disability, within the meaning of 17 U.S.C. §
121, and who qualify to receive books and other publications produced in
specialized formats in compliance with the relevant copyright laws of
the United States. If you are not in this class of persons, you are not
authorized to access or use this material and should destroy this copy
at once since possession or use of it is a violation of copyright law.
Copyright owners agreed to this special exception to assist the blind
and reading disabled, and their rights should be respected in return for
this important exception.

This material is made available under 17 U.S.C. § 121, which provides
that: "it is not an infringement of copyright for an authorized entity
to reproduce or to distribute copies of a previously published,
nondramatic literary work if such copies are reproduced or distributed
in specialized formats exclusively for use by blind or other persons
with disabilities."

Bookshare.org is an authorized entity under this law. This exception
applies only to distribution within the United States, whether over the
Internet or otherwise.

Your use of this special digital form of the material is subject to the
Member Agreement you previously signed. For the full text of the current
version of this Member Agreement, please visit
www.bookshare.org/Agreements. This information does not in any way
change the terms of your Agreement with Bookshare.org; it is placed here
to remind you of your obligations and those of persons who might
subsequently obtain a copy of this digital form of the material.

Limitation of Liability; Indemnity by User

By downloading and using this material, you agree that neither
Bookshare.org nor the authors or original publishers of the materials
shall be financially responsible for any loss or damage to you or any
third parties caused by the failure or malfunction of the Bookshare.org
Web Site (www.bookshare.org) or because of any inaccuracy or lack of
completeness of any content that you download from the Web Site,
including this material. Similarly, neither Bookshare.org nor the
authors and publishers of the content make any representations as to the
accuracy, completeness, etc., of the materials available on the Web
Site. The authors and publishers have no editorial control over this Web
Site.

BOOKSHARE.ORG, AND THE AUTHORS, PUBLISHERS AND COPYRIGHT OWNERS OF THE
MATERIALS, SHALL NOT IN ANY CASE BE LIABLE FOR DIRECT, INDIRECT,
SPECIAL, INCIDENTAL OR CONSEQUENTIAL DAMAGES, WHETHER BASED ON CONTRACT,
TORT OR ANY OTHER LEGAL THEORY, IN CONNECTION WITH OR ARISING OUT OF THE
FURNISHING OF CONTENT, THE FUNCTIONING OF THE WEB SITE, OR ANY OTHER
ASPECT OF YOUR USE OF THE WEB SITE AND THE CONTENTS PROVIDED HEREUNDER.

You agree to indemnify and hold Bookshare.org and Benetech, the Web Site
provider, harmless from any liability, loss, cost, damage or expense,
including reasonable attorney's fees, that result from any claim made by
any author, publisher or copyright owner that you, or any one acquiring
copies of copyrighted materials downloaded from the Web Site through
you, is not visually impaired, disabled or otherwise entitled to
download and use the digital materials from the Bookshare.org Web Site
under the provisions of 17 U.S.C. §121 and related laws. This indemnity
includes any claims arising out of any breach of your obligations under
your Member Agreement, whether by reason of misuse, negligence or otherwise.

Permitted Use; Limited Waiver of Privacy Principles and Laws

You are permitted under the "Fair Use" principles of the copyright laws
to use this digital copy for your own personal use. However, any further
reproduction, distribution, or any commercial usage requires the
express, prior consent of the copyright holder.

This material contains digital watermarks and fingerprints designed to
identify this material as a Bookshare.org digital material that was
specifically downloaded by you. It is illegal to delete or modify these
watermarks and fingerprints under the terms of the Digital Millennium
Copyright Act. Bookshare.org has an active monitoring system in place to
protect against this, which includes maintaining records of the identity
of the persons downloading books and materials from the Web Site. We do
so to protect this valuable exception in the copyright law that permits
the Bookshare.org and similar services. Your Member Agreement expressly
authorizes us to include these security devices, solely for this use, as
an express exception to current and future privacy laws relating to
protection of personal information data. Should any future privacy law
or regulation preclude the use of this personal data for purposes of
tracking the downloading and use of these materials and enforcing the
limitations of 17 U.S.C. § 121, your right to use these materials will
terminate on the effective date of any such law or regulation.

The Bookshare.org id of this book is Bookshare-29457-1-1. This material
was downloaded by Robert Riddle (captinlogic@hotmail.com) and is
digitally fingerprinted in the manner described above.

Begin Content

STRANGER

BY

SIMON CLARK

i The Critics Rave about Simon Clark!

?I'm going to seek out and read everything Clark writes. He's a true
talent.?

-Bentley Little, Hellnotes

?Not since I discovered Clive Barker have I enjoyed horror so much.?

-Nightfall

?A master of eerie thrills.?

-Richard Laymon, author of To Wake the Dead

?Clark has the ability to keep the reader looking over his shoulder to
make sure that sudden noise is just the summer night breeze rattling the
window.?

- CNN.com

?Simon Clark is one of the most exciting British horror writers around.?

-SFX

?Clark may be the single most important writer to emerge on the British
horror scene in the '90s.?

-The Dark Side

?Watch this man climb to Horror Heaven!?

-Deathrealm ii SOMETHING IN THE WATER

Fish jumped in the shallows. Birds sang in the woods. The sun climbed
toward midday. The temperature soared with it, too.

?It's getting too hot to do this much longer,?I told Ben.

He smiled. ?Well, I know a place where we can find some cold beers.?

?Show me that place, Ben.?I grinned. ?It sounds like a good place to be.?

Ben reached down into the water's edge to grab a hefty branch that
divided itself off into a mass of twigs.

?Leave it,?I told him. ?We've got enough for today.?

?Kindling,?he panted as he hauled it in. It must have been heavier than
it looked. ?It'll make good kindling.?

I laid the hooked pole down on the beach, ready to give him a hand, when
he let out this cry of shock.

?What's wrong??I saw that he was staring into the mass of twigs. His
eyes had turned big and round in his face. His body had fixed into the
same position, as if he couldn't bring himself to move.

?Oh, my God . ..? iii fflONom

NEW YORK CITY iv For Janet

A LEISURE BOOK ®

October 2003

Published by

Dorchester Publishing Co., Inc.

200 Madison Avenue New York, NY 10016

If you purchased this book without a cover you should be aware that this
book is stolen property. It was reported as ?unsold and destroyed?to the
publisher and neither the author nor the publisher has received any
payment for this ?stripped book.?

Copyright ©2003 by Simon Clark

All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced or
transmitted in any form or by any electronic or mechanical means,
including photocopying, recording or by any information storage and
retrieval system, without the written permission of the publisher,
except where permitted by law.

ISBN 0-8439-5076-5

The name ?Leisure Books?and the stylized ?L?with design are trademarks
of Dorchester Publishing Co., Inc.

Printed in the United States of America.

Visit us on the web at www.dorchesterpub.com. v To the man on the train

To the girl in the library

To the family on the beach

To lovers asleep in their beds

For strangers everywhere vi s'*m> vii L -J. A 1 One

?Where did you find him??

?Down in Lime Bay, right at the water's edge. He'd made it across in one
of those fiberglass canoes.?

?All that way??

?He's a lucky man. There's a good westerly blowing today. He said it
carried him across in less than three hours.?

?How is he??

?Tired. Got a little burned by the sun, but-?

?No, has he spoken??

?Don't worry, he's a blue-eyed boy. He's one of us.?

?Are you sure??

?Right down to the accent. He says he used to attend school in Lewis
before the shit piled into the fan.?

?Your people are looking after him??

?They're feeding him coffee and sandwiches. He looks as healthy as a
horse to me.?

I'd tagged along with the crowds who were eager to see what that big,
dirty old lake had washed up on our shores. The old boys and girls tried
to look as if they 2

were in control and taking this in their stride. But you could tell
different. You see, a stranger was in town. A stranger was big news.
They were excited. They wanted to feast their eyes on a fresh face.

Ben looked at me. ?Greg, there's no need for you to come.?He grinned,
happy as a kid on his birthday. ?He's one of us.?

?There's no harm in me checking then, is there??

?Suit yourself. But he's local. They say he's from across the water in
Lewis.?

?Lewis is deserted.?

?Maybe he was already out of town,?crowed an old dear who I can never
fix a name to.

?Or maybe he got away before it happened??

?Maybe,?I agreed.

?Yeah.?A kid scowled at me. ?So you leave him alone, right??

?OK.?I shrugged. ?No problem.?

Come to that, they all looked like a bunch of kids on their birthdays.
Eyes bright, all eager-beaver smiles, rushing down the road that led to
the beach. Where no doubt more smiling residents of this sweet little
town of Sullivan were giving that hungry-and once hunted-kid nice fresh
sandwiches and hot coffee.

If you ask me, the people of Sullivan were rehearsing for the day when a
convoy of national guard, or regular army, or even the residents of
fucking Disneyland turned up on the edge of town to tell them that
everything was back to normal. That America was exactly how it was ten
months ago. Yeah. Some hope. Some fucking hope.

Don't get me wrong. These weren't people who'd spent the last year
crying over spilt milk. No, to me, they were all pretending the milk had
never actually spilt in the first place.

It had, of course. It had spilt big time, big time.

I watched the crowd go jigging and arm-waving and 3

talking and smiling at one another. They thought this was the first sign
of a return to normality. Me? I went to perch myself on the hood of a
Mercedes that sat gathering dust in the shade. The sun burned good and
hard that morning in May. It was a day to catch you out. A stiff one
blew off the lake making it feel cool. But the sun would broil six
inches of skin off your face if you stayed out in it too long.

I sat there as blobs of sunlight slithered like drunken spiders across
the ground. Ben calls it ?dappling?when light falls through the
branches. Crap on that. To me, it's drunken spiders made of light
dancing all over the place. I drew doodles in the dust. Mainly gallows
with hanging men. But more than anything I burned to stand on the car
and shout at that bunch of happy townspeople.

idiots!

Most of them were old. At least the tomb side of fifty.

idiots!

That sheer goofy optimism did it for me. They were too damn optimistic.
Even though they'd seen most of their children leave town to head for
cities where they believed in their heart of hearts that everything
would be as it once was. With bright lights, busy stores, theater shows,
and men, women and children crowding the sidewalks. Those territories
out there beyond the hills had sucked those young people in, of course.
Only it hadn't spat them back out again. They were (in the words of the
song) gone, gone, gone. . . .

And without a spit of doubt, hearts chock-full of hope beat in those
chests of men and women scuttling down to the beach as they asked
themselves: Has my Petey come back?

Or:

Please God, make it my dear son, Ben. Please make it be him that you've
brought safely back to me after all this time. ... 4

Keep praying. Because it won't be him. None that left after the big bad
June the freaking first ever came back. All we got in the last few
months were strangers. And you can paint that word bold and you can
paint it black: strangers.

Speak of the devil.

I watched as the crowd returned. They walked with a guy of around
seventeen. And, yeah, he was a blue-eyed boy. With neat blond hair, too,
like he'd just turned up for his sister's wedding. Clothes tidy. Shoes
clean . . . fairly clean, that is. Maybe he'd broken into a store on the
other side of the lake to help himself to a new pair. He walked,
drinking from a paper cup full of coffee. He seemed tired. But his blue
eyes were bright enough. He chatted with the townies who guided him
toward the house at the edge of Sullivan where strangers lodged until we
placed them with a family. He looked catalogue friendly. The kind who'd
ng bamodel clothes your mom would like. The kind you wouldn't be seen
wearing on a morgue slab. As they passed, the kid who'd warned me off
earlier stared at me. A few townies glared as well. Hell, you could read
the warning loud and clear. Leave him, Valdiva. He's one of us. He's OK,
Valdiva. Leave him be. . .

I watched him pass surrounded by this bodyguard of sorts. As he sipped
his coffee he said something complimentary about the town church. The
old folk smiled. They were pleased and proud that this nice young man
said something nice about their town.

Then the guy looked at me. I sat drawing hanged men in the dust on the
car and looked him back in the eye. Bright blue eyes, remember. The kind
that made you think of Jesus eyes in stained glass. People glared at me,
daring me to speak out as they headed for the lodging house. Ben smiled
at me, then shrugged. Don't let them bug you, he seemed to be saying.
They're excited, that's all. They're like excited kids with a new 5

playmate. They want to keep him all to themselves.

I waited an hour before walking up to the lodging house. I had to wait a
little while longer. The sun burned hard enough against my neck to push
me into the shade of the trees. There, I listened to the sounds of
Sullivan. Someway off the sound of a piano. Light sparkling notes that
matched a day full of sunshine. I heard a dog barking farther in the
distance. Children called to each other as they tossed a ball into the
sky. Bees buzzing in blossom. Birds calling to each other. An old man
sawing wood in his yard. They were the normal sounds I heard every day.

And I stood there, looking up at the face of the lodging house. Its
windows stared right back at me.

At last the stranger came out. He wasn't alone. More than a dozen men
and women were with him. Maybe they were going to show him something of
the town and to meet the civic leaders-maybe even the chamber of
freaking commerce-before they'd leave him to rest in his room. I watched
him come down the steps onto the white concrete path that led to the
sidewalk. The guy looked relaxed. He smiled the friendly smile.

I looked hard at him. I looked until my eyes watered from the effort. At
first it didn't come. In fact, I was ready to walk away. But then that
little knot came inside me. I don't know how to describe it. A knot of
anxiety? A knot of tension? Almost the kind of feeling you get before
jumping off the highest board at the pool for the first time. It gets
tighter and tighter inside me. Muscles in my neck and legs become hard
as they tense so fiercely you'd think they'd rip apart. Even the muscles
in my back writhe like they're infested with a life all their own and
are trying to worm out of my skin.

The townsfolk walking with the stranger stopped. Stopped dead. Just as
if I'd pointed a gun at their heads. But there was this single
expression on all their faces. It was sheer disappointment. They could
have 6

been kids who'd got up on Christmas Day to find that Santa Claus hadn't
called after all.

As I'd waited there I'd leaned the big ax against the tree. Even though
I'd chopped wood for months to earn my keep the ax still made my arms
ache if I carried it too long. Huge son of a bitch it was. With a
half-moon blade that glittered like silver. And a long, thick shaft
stained dark from my sweat. I know I haven't mentioned the ax until now.
Maybe I hoped I could skip this bit. But I won't do that. I've promised
myself to tell you everything-warts, blood blisters and all. Right? You
follow?

So.

I picked up the ax.

Stepped out into the sunlight.

Then I hit the stranger.

First blow. To the head. Knock him to the ground. I struck so hard that
it sliced off his bottom jaw. The chin full of perfect white teeth
plopped onto the path.

Second blow. To the center of the back as he falls. Cut the spinal cord.
Arms might flail; head might flip; but without two working legs he's
going nowhere.

Third blow. Fourth blow. Fifth blow. As he lies there, strike chest,
belly and groin. Open up the rib cage like a bunch of celery. Split the
belly to free his intestine. Bloody snakes all over the floor. See how
they run, my man. Oh, see how they run!

OK. How did he take it? He may have screamed. He may have tried to run.
Or did he know what I'd do? Did he just stand there and wait for the ax
to bite into him?

I don't know. Something comes over me. Afterward there are only
freeze-frame images. Ribs protruding from raw meat. Blood, certainly.
Lots of blood painting the path this brilliant, brilliant red.

As the stranger lay dead at my feet I remember 7

shouting at the stupid stone faces of the men and women.

?You fucking knew it! You knew he wasn't one of us. Why didn't you kill
him? Why did you wait for me to do your own fucking dirty work??

When I first arrived in Sullivan nine months ago someone gave me
chocolate cake. I was so hungry I told them chocolate cake was my
favorite. That's the kind of code you use when you want more. If they'd
fed me an ass's head I'd have told them that was my favorite food. I was
that hungry.

As I sat later that day on the bench that overlooks the lake to what's
left of Lewis, Mr. and Mrs. Angstrom brought me chocolate cake. They
said nothing. They just set the cake down. Then quiet, even stealthy, as
if leaving a sleeping baby, they went.

Chocolate cake. I wasn't its biggest fan really. I couldn't eat that
piece turning all glossy in the sun beside me any more than I could
sprout big feathery wings and fly up to heaven.

They always give me chocolate cake afterward.

I wonder: Is it supposed to be an offering? A way of saying, Sorry, son.
Sorry you had to go through that. comfort food? Or just the
executioner's fee?

If it is, I come pretty cheap.

No one else came near me for the rest of the day. My face started to
blister in the heat, but I didn't notice. I just sat until the sun went
down and the stars came out one by one. 8 Two

Like it was diseased vermin, they burned the blue-eyed stranger on the
shore, then buried the ashes with the others. Later there was this big
meeting in the hotel. I didn't go, but I knew what they were talking
about. This was no south-of-the-border bread bandit who had washed up in
Sullivan this morning. This was a regular blue-eyed guy from the next
town. Somehow he'd got the Jumpy. That meant everything was changing.
And changing for the worse. How long before the men and women of
Sullivan would be watching me with their big frightened eyes just in
case I got the telltale twinge when I looked at them?

I walked out of town around Lime Bay. There on the headland is a pile of
white rocks. Every night I added another dozen to it. It's now perhaps
the size of a truck; a near-perfect square that glows milky white when
the moon comes up. Rocks there are all shapes and sizes, but if I stand
and look at them for a while I can start to see them as pieces of a
puzzle. Originally I'd only meant to build a platform maybe the size of a

8 9 ' Jfc mmm*

STRANGER

bedsheet and about knee high. But the thing had just grown bigger and
bigger.

Once when Ben got drunk and was sore at me for some reason he called it
my ?goddam obsession.?He apologized afterward.

But yeah, obsession. I guess that's what it was. Now I build it a little
higher every night. I take pieces of that white rock that might be the
size of a cigarette carton or as big as a shoebox, that are either
square or broad and flat like a book. Then I stand and stare at what
I've built so far. It might take a while, but eventually I see where the
piece fits, just like when you're doing a jigsaw puzzle. Somehow my
brain manages to perfectly match the shape of a rock in my hand to the
same shaped space in my neat heap of stones.

I work either at night when there's a moon that's bright enough for me
to see my obsession. Or I work at dawn or at dusk. Here, it's far enough
from the town for me not to be stared at like a freak in a cage. There
are no houses on the headland. Precious few trees either. It's just a
bald finger of land poking out into the lake. So, as the clock in the
town hall chimed midnight, I worked. My rhythmic ritual. Select stone.
Stand. Stare at my ?goddam obsession.?Stare at the stone in my hand.
Then slot it into place on the pile. Repeat the procedure. Stand and
stare. Listen to the rhythm of my breathing. The chirp of crickets. The
night birds calling across the water. Do it all over again. That night I
split my finger sliding a rock into its socket. But that wasn't going to
spoil the rhythm. Blood got onto the stones. Juicy red paw prints. But
it didn't look out of place. It looked right.

?You shouldn't be doing this tonight, Greg.?

I looked up to see Lynne standing there. She fingered the flare of her
cotton skirt. This was the first time I'd seen her really nervous. As if
I frightened her. Nine months ago she'd worn the skirt and I'd told her 10

that it was my favorite. Tonight she was wearing the same skirt to
please me. More chocolate cake syndrome, huh?

She repeated the line as near as dammit. ?Don't do this tonight, Greg.
You don't have to.?

?It gives me something to do.?Yeah, it's my goddam obsession. ?Where's
William??

?Asleep.?

?How are the kids??

?They're fine. The dogs are fine, too, just in case you ask.?Lynne
laughed. I hadn't heard her laugh like that before. It was nervy. ..
tight-sounding. Sure, she was frightened. She was frightened of me. But
here she was, only she wasn't paying me in chocolate cake.

?Greg,?she said. ?Why don't we walk down to the beach??

?I can't yet.?I picked up a rock that was the size of a skull. It even
had dark shading where the eyes would be. ?I haven't done my regulation
twelve stones.?

'You don't have to do this anymore, you know??Her eyes glinted at me in
the moonlight. ?They're ...?She hunted for the word. ?They're safe now.?

My throat tightened the way it does when you know you can't speak. I
found the perfect slot for my skull shaped rock and slid it into place.
Blood smeared the skull stone where the mouth would be.

It took a while before I freed the words from the back of my throat.
?You should go home to William. He'll wonder where you are if he wakes
up and finds you're not in bed.?

?He'll know where I'll be.?

?You haven't been here to see me for a while. What brought you??

?I've been busy with Adam and Marsha. Marsha's been difficult for weeks,
not sleeping and messing the house. The doctor says it's the terrible twos.?

?I've seen William taking them down to the beach.

11 I

STRANGER

You know, you've a good husband there, Lynne??

?I know.?

?Then why come up here to see me??

?I was thinking that-?

'You were thinking? Or did the Caucus call on you tonight and suggest
it's time everyone worked a little harder to keep Greg Valdiva sweet??

?Greg, no, they didn't.?She looked hurt. ?I know full well what happened
today. I thought you needed someone you could talk to.?

?Or someone to fuck??

She smiled. ?If that's what you want. I'll be more than happy to-?

?To turn tricks like a whore??

?Anything you want, Greg. I'll do-?

?Anything??My voice had risen louder. My heart beat furious against my
chest like an angry fist. Yes, she would do anything. I could be brutal.
I could hurt her. Beat her with my fist as I filled her with my cum. And
she'd smile and say, ?Thank you, Greg, I'm delighted to be of
service.?She'd say the words in that polite hotel receptionist voice of
hers. Her smile wouldn't falter. I could insult her, foul mouth her
husband, trash her kids to hell and back. That's why I felt myself
getting angry with her. Because she was willing to sacrifice so much of
herself to keep me sweet. As if I was some fucking hairy-assed god or
something. The whole of Sullivan would bust their spleen to keep me
sweet. Because I'd recognized a stranger for what he really was. I'd
saved their skins again. Only I didn't feel good about it. I didn't feel
good about being offered the chocolate cake. I didn't feel great about
being offered a good man's wife.

Let me tell you this: It ain't pretty. I ain't proud. Once, soon after I
arrived here, when I felt lonely as hell, I'd fucked Lynne. The great
and good of the town recognized the value of me forming an emotional

11 12

attachment to Lynne. That fucking her every once in a while would keep
me sweet. Maybe I would even fall ass-over-tit in love with her; then
she'd have a hold over me and, in turn, Sullivan would have me in its
grip. Then I wouldn't leave. I would be the town's guardian angel forever.

But their plan didn't work. Not exactly. Yes, Lynne is beautiful. She
has the willowy body of a supermodel. She's a gold medal-winning lover.
But I'd fucked her because I was lonely and I wanted to sleep with my
arms around a woman. Only it wasn't an addiction. Because I felt a great
heap of guilt burning inside me. Her husband was a nice guy. Very softly
spoken and always shot me a friendly smile, like I was doing him a huge
favor by humping his woman.

So, as Lynne began to speak sweetly, as she began to move toward me with
that hip-swaying walk of hers, and shoot me those love-me-tonight looks
I found myself wanting to make me, Greg Valdiva, ugly from the soul
outward to the tip of my sunburnt nose.

But I couldn't be deliberately cruel. She was a sweet natured person.
Instead I kept saying to her in a voice that came to my ears as a hoarse
whisper, ?Go home, Lynne; it's late.?

?But I want to stay here with you, Greg.?

?You belong at home, Lynne. Your kids and your husband are asleep. Go
back to them, Lynne.?

?Greg-?

?Lynne. Please. What I really want now.. . what would make me really
happy... is to be left alone.?I looked at her, knowing right then how
good it would be to see her naked and to be able to kiss her breasts,
stroke her legs. But guilt tore through me like a burning stake. ?Lynne,
go home.?

She sighed. ?OK, Greg.?She spoke lovingly. Her voice just so sweet I
felt the blood tingle in my veins.

13

?But if you need anything, you know where I'll be.?She smiled. ?Call me,
right??

?Right. Thanks, Lynne.?I said it as if I meant it What's more I realized
I did mean it.

For a second she paused. I thought she'd kiss me. A sweet, good-night
kind of kiss. But if she did that, I don't think I could stop myself
from kissing her right back on her soft mouth. Once I was on that track
I'd be on the old animal roller-coaster ride. I'd have her for sure. But
not there. Not where I built the block of stones that I'd keep building
I guess until they touched the sky. Or I died first. One of the two.

But she smiled a bright smile, wished me good night. Then lightly she
walked back along the headland path in the direction of home and family.
After that I stood looking out across the lake. At the way the moon
filled it with lights that seemed to swell then shrink like a million
beating hearts. With Lynne gone she no longer filled the night air with
her perfume. I smelled lake water. Eventually the thump of my heart
receded and I could hear the crickets again, riding with the ghostly
call of a night bird.

At last I finished placing the final stone of my regulation dozen. It
gleamed there in the moonlight. A block of white stone close on six
tons. Just for a moment my mind raced through the rock, down into the
soil. There was an irrational kind of eagerness to see what nine months
lying in the ground had done to them.

It required physical effort on my part. A real wrenching back to stop
myself picturing them.

Even so, one memory came back clearly enough. The week after I'd buried
my mother and twelve-year old sister here up on the headland I'd visited
them. Some wild animal had opened up the single grave they shared.
Strands of Chelle's lovely dark hair lay pasted around the sides of the
hole. Somehow it looked like

14

the way seaweed looks on the beach. The paws of the animal had clawed it
all in the same direction. The thing's teeth had messed their faces, but
it was the hair I remember so strongly. Dear God, that memory's a hard
unforgiving shape inside my head. Chelle liked playing with that hair.
Not in an aren't-I-so-pretty kind of way. She'd fool around with it. Of
course my mother would go nuts when she saw the way Chelle would gel it
in spikes or braid it with fuse wire. What really detonated the Mom bomb
was when Chelle shampooed this paste they use at school to glue paper
(it's kid friendly glue; not the kind you'd inhale to get so high you
jump off the school roof or torch the principal's car-a kind of flour
and water mixture); anyway, she mixed this gloop into her hair, then
molded it so it stood on end like a unicorn's horn. It made her a good
foot taller. What's more, the thing set concrete hard.

Mom exploded. But she saw the funny side of it later. A good six weeks
later, that is.

So, it was seeing her lovely hair smeared like seaweed in the dirt by
some slobbering raccoon that really sent me over the edge. That was the
birth of my goddam obsession. I refilled the hole. Then I placed a layer
of rocks over it so nothing could disturb the grave. As I worked I saw
that you could interlock the different shaped rocks like a jigsaw
puzzle. I kept going. Outward and upward. I keep adding to it. You see,
I don't think I could stop myself if I tried.

It's a monument to my mother and sister. A good one, I think. In a
hundred years' time people will stop on the headland, look at that big
cube of stone, and even though they might not know who lies there
they'll tell each other that those people were important. They weren't
forgotten.

The day the stranger died-the one with the Jesus eyes-I decided to build
another kind of monument. It would be to the people I've met. To the
people I

14 15

found myself killing. Hell, it might even be some kind of monument to
me. One that people can look at a hundred years from now and know what
life was like the year the entire world went wrong. That monument, I
decided, would be the story of what happened to our world and about what
happened to me. And this is it.

1

15 16 Three

Do you understand people? Can you guess what's going through their
minds? I used to date a girl who would be nice as pie with me all day,
then turn 'round in the evening and say the day had been total crap. If
she was nice to me one week she'd be one hell of a bitch the week after.
As if she'd overspent from her good-nature account and needed some back.

Three days after I killed the blue-eyed stranger pretty much the whole
of Sullivan was like that. That mood pendulum swung from gratitude to
one of hatred. OK, so it was concealed hatred. But they hated me when
they said their Good morning, Gregs. When I delivered firewood it pained
them to be so ingratiatingly nice. Though nothing would be said to my
face, I knew from the stiff bits of conversation that they were only
being nice because they thought it mandatory. Well, that was the usual
routine after I'd gone and done their bloody work for them.

This time it wasn't going to be exactly the same.

I drove the truck along the same old route, dropping

16 17

off bundles of sticks and baskets of logs at those pleasant suburban
houses with their double garages and swimming pools out back.

?Thank you, Greg.?

?Have a nice day, Greg.?

?See you Friday, Greg.?

?Here, help yourself to a cold soda, Greg.?

Yeah, that was the same old song they sang ... they sang it all day as I
hefted the firewood to the woodburning stoves they used for cooking now
that the electricity supply was down to six hours a day. And I was civil
in return. I wished them good day. Thanked them when they offered food
or a drink. But you could read the minds of those townspeople, all right.

You're a weird one, Greg Valdiva. What makes you tick ? How do you know
when a stranger has bad blood? Do you get some kind of porn thrill
hacking out someone's brains with an ax? Weren't you disgusted with
yourself when you hit the bread bandit so hard he shit blood all over
the sidewalk?

You're a disgusting son of a bitch, Valdiva.

For two pins we'd make you leave town.

Hell for one pin, Valdiva, we'd shoot you dead, you monster. . .

Yeah, that's what they were thinking.

But isn't that what you are deciding?

Maybe. But then I am some kind of monster. But I was Sullivan's own pet
monster. I kept the more dangerous monsters from the outside world at bay.

Today, then, it was the old routine. Nice salutations. Disgusted stares.
Except for when I reached a house at the end of the street with cherry
trees overhanging a kind of cute rustic picnic table and chairs. Eight
or maybe nine teenagers clustered 'round it smoking cigarettes and
drinking beer out of these big, oversize plastic bottles. Most of them
I'd pass the time of day with now and then, except for a snotty-nosed
guy who always looked at me as if I was something hot and filthy

18 Clark

he'd just stepped in. His name was Crowther. His family had something to
do with the battery factory over in Lewis. Crowther was pissed. Pissed
as in angry. And maybe pissed as in being drunk. One day he'd have
inherited Crowther Electrical and become a millionaire 'round about a
hundred times over. Only ten months ago the battery factory, along with
most of Lewis, became nothing but a pile of burnt brick. That gave the
guy a well-I've-got-nothing-else-to-lose kind of quality.

?How're you doing, Valdiva??Crowther shouted this in a friendly way. But
the way he was looking down his nose at me, you could tell he was
getting all juicy with contempt.

?Fine, thanks,?I replied.

?I see you've got wood??Crowther grinned at his people. ?Have you got
wood for me, Valdiva??

?I've got wood for anyone who wants it,?I replied.

The others laughed in a good-natured way. They saw I'd got the joke and
was easygoing enough to run with it.

?How much wood have you got for me, Greg??

I looked at the girl who'd spoken. She was pretty. And she was smiling a
nice smile.

That got up Crowther's nose. It killed the superior grin on his face.
?Valdiva, why d'ya do that crap job??

?Delivering firewood??

?Sure. Why do you moonlight, delivering sticks, when you know you're the
main man 'round here??

?I don't know about that.?I pulled bundles of wood from the back of the
truck and set them down in the drive.

?Sure you are, Valdiva. You've got a real profession. Being the firewood
guy, well... it must be so demeaning for you.?

?Got to pay the rent somehow.?

?They'd give you a fucking mansion if you asked.?

18 19

He jerked his thumb back at the house behind him. ?They'd give you my
fucking house, come to that. And they'd throw me out and I'd wind up
living in your old hut down by the lake. What do you think of that??

I kept it light as I began stacking the logs beside the stick bundles.
?I don't need a big house, Crowther. Not one as big as yours, anyway.?

?It's a nice house for entertaining company.?Crowther stroked the bare
knee of the girl sitting beside him.

?I imagine it is,?I said. ?By the way, I got a note from your father
asking for an extra gallon of kerosene. Where shall I put it??

?Let's see .. .?He playacted thinking about the question. ?I know . . .
how about somewhere where the sun doesn't shine??

He laughed at his own joke, but this time his cronies didn't. They
looked shocked and glanced at one another in a way that oozed pure
discomfort.

Maybe the beer had lubed Crowther's tongue. ?Say, Valdiva, how does it
feel to-to, you know . .. do it to one of those bread bandits? You
know...?He made chopping motions with his free hand. 'You know, slice
and dice??

?Crowther.?The girl at his side hissed his name like he was making a big
social gaffe at a cocktail party.

He didn't listen. ?You know, I've seen what you did to them. Man, those
guys were mincemeat. I mean, you don't hold back, do you? You really
fucking cream them. Wham! Off go their faces. Wham! Off go their hands.
You really mess those wops up, don't you??

His drinking buddies were getting agitated by Crowther's spiel now. They
pulled at his arms, hissed his name. I heard one whisper pleadingly to
him, ?Hey, come on, man. Cool it; you're going to get him annoyed.?

?Why shouldn't I get him fucking annoyed??That was

19 20

the indignant drunk's voice. The one that gets louder and more
penetrating with every word. ?Why shouldn't I get the bastard annoyed?
Who the hell does Valdiva think he is? He walks in here last year and
suddenly he becomes the town hero. But all he does is turn some filthy
bread bandit into jelly every few weeks.? He was on one now. Crowther
was moved by the spirit, as they say. The spirit of what, God alone
knows, but he lurched to his feet, then rolled up to me before throwing
himself down to his knees. Hands together like he was praying, he made
his eyes go all big and adoring like he was talking to Jesus. He started
crying out. ?Oh, my Lord God Valdiva. Forgive me if I spoke out of turn.
Do not smite me. Do not turn thy back upon my miserable face. Do not
withhold your bountiful gift of wood.?He started laughing as he
remembered the joke. ?Please, please, oh mighty Valdiva. Please give me
your wood. For thy wood is a beautiful thing to behold. Give me wood,
master. Give me great wood!?

Crowther's friends made as if they intended to scurry across to drag him
away, but they only came a few feet, then they stood there in a huddle,
looking nervous and unhappy. They shot little glances at one another as
if to ask, Oh, shit, what do we do now?

Drunk, but with a glittery kind of anger, Crowther still knelt on the
floor pretending to plead for forgiveness.

I froze my expression into a neutral mask. ?I'll put the can of kerosene
right here next to the wood,?I told him. ?The next delivery's Friday.
But if your father needs more kerosene I can drop a gallon off tomorrow
afternoon.?

like he'd been pulled up by the hair, Crowther snapped up onto his feet.
?Yeah, and we're expected to be grateful for that, are we??

?Look, I don't want any trouble. I only-?

?You don't want any trouble. You are trouble. Did

20

STRANGER

you know that? Everyone's shit scared of you, Valdiva.?

?Remember what I said about the kerosene.?I shut the flap of the truck.

?But I'm not scared of you, Valdiva!?His face had been red. Now the
color drained, leaving it waxy white. ?I'm not scared, d'ya hear??

?Crowther.?I compensated for his yelling by talking in a whisper. ?Take
it easy, all right??

He stopped shooting his mouth off now. His eyes bulged at me from that
white face. As I turned away to climb into the truck he grabbed one of
the cut logs from the pile and swung it at me. A numbness spread down
the side of my face. At that moment there was no pain. I just said to
myself, OK, turn back and stop him from doing it again. Only the blow
had been harder than I thought. I found myself rocking back on my heels.
When he raised the log again I didn't defend myself. . .. Christ, I
couldn't defend myself. I just remember seeing Crowther's face blaze
with fury. The eyes blazed pure fury, too. Maybe this was the same
expression I wore on my face when I killed.

21 21 I 22 Four

outsider. At school that was me. That's what I felt, anyway. Somehow I
never seemed part of a group. No gang invited me to join. Don't get me
wrong, I had friends. But there was always this sense of being apart
from the rest of the kids in school. Sometimes I'd catch them looking at
me in a certain way, as if they were thinking, Hey, that Greg Valdiva,
he's different somehow.

Somehow?

How?

Search me.

I don't know what it was then. Or what it is now. I had no weird hobbies
like collecting a million candy bar wrappers or had a thing about
learning comic strips by heart. I didn't form romantic attachments to
farmyard animals. Nothing like that. No one would even describe me as
nerdy. Although I'd never get into fights. When other kids fought I'd
never get excited like the rest who'd gather 'round chanting ?Fight,
fight, fight!?And who'd cheer when the first lick of blood appeared on a
guy's nose. Instead I'd get a sick feeling

23

in my stomach. So some other guys did take to calling me yellow. For a
while I got a reputation for being a coward. Some would push me around.
Nothing heavy. It was just a bit of swagger to show off in front of
their friends. Go give Valdiva a push when he's carrying his lunch tray.
Trip him up in the hallway. In class take his book and scribble ?Valdiva
faggot ass?on the front.

I didn't react to this. I just let them do it. I just kind of blanked it
out. It seemed to be happening to someone else, not me. They never hurt
me physically much. If at all.

Then it all changed.

I remember heading home from school one day. I'd have been fourteen. I
cut through the park, carrying files and books under my arm. As I passed
by the swings Chunk and his posse were there. Chunk earned his name by
the quantity of muscle that enfolded his arms and thighs. Muscles even
seemed to bulge out of his shaved head. He was a big cheese on the
school football team. He boxed, too. And his reputation as a nosebreaker
spread far and wide. Once he thumped a bunch of kids who'd turned up at
his door trick-or-treating on Halloween. School legend had it he busted
their noses while shouting, ?Is Halloween scary enough for you now? Is
it??Yeah, lovable guy, isn't he? Now it was my turn.

?If it isn't Miss Valdiva,?he called.

There were a few girls with him, as well as his old roughhouse buddies.
They laughed this giddy laugh, egging him on.

?What ya got there, faggot boy??

I carried on walking. The thing is, keep your head down when kids toss
out a few experimental insults. If your local neighborhood bully
realizes he's getting under your skin and sees you reacting to his
torments, then it only gives him that taste in his mouth for hurt-

24

ing you a little more. Be impassive as a block of wood. Don't react.
Don't show pain.

It works sometimes.

Maybe not that day in December, though. Seeing the girls giggle and sort
of get turned on by his insults, Chunk turned up the menace. ?Don't
ignore me, Valdiva. Come here.?

This time I stopped. He slipped easily into bad boy mode. He came up
behind me and pulled my head back by my hair. ?In a hurry to scrub your
mommy's back in the bathtub, queer boy??

?I'm going out tonight, Chunk.?

?Ooohh ...?Smirking, he looked back at his posse, who laughed and
hooted, encouraging him to crank up the bad boy persona. ?Oooh. You're
coming out, are you? It's about time, faggot boy.?

?I'm going out.?

?No, you're not. You're coming out of the closet, aren't you, Valdiva?
Admit it. Say: 'I'm a pervert and I'm coming prancing out of the closet
tonight.' Say it!?

I didn't let my impassive expression slip. ?I'm going out. It's my
sister's birthday. I've got-?

?Did you hear that??Chunk laughed. ?Mr. Queer of the year loves his
sister, too. Man, you're a bigger fucking pervert than I thought.?

He pulled my hair harder. I could hear a crackling sound as hair started
to snap from my scalp.

?Valdiva's got to get home in time to share the tub with his sister.?

I saw the girls giggling more. Their eyes glittered. Man, those juices
were really starting to flow. They were getting high on Chunk roughing
me up. Chunk swung me 'round to face a wall that came up to my chest,
pushing me toward it so I'd be pinned face forward. He was
hyperventilating. Psyching himself up to wade into my face with his
fists. This was better than sex for him. A real gutsy one-on-one
beating. All the

25 time he was panting insults at me. Really getting himself steamed up.
?Little freak; little worm ...?

He pushed his face right against the side of mine, telling me how he was
going to hurt me so badly my own mother would have to donate DNA so they
could identify me. He was so close I could smell fried onions on his
breath. From the corner of my eye I could see the black, clogged pores
in his nose. A sheen of sweat glistened on his eyelids. He grunted like
he was getting turned on. Then he really shoved me against the brick,
pushing harder and harder, all the time grunting insults with that
stinking onion breath of his that damn near choked me.

It's happened enough times since. But there was no sense of me having
done anything. One second Chunk was crushing my belly against the wall
so hard I couldn't breathe.

The next I heard the girls screaming, ?Leave him, he's had enough! Leave
him, you bastard, you're killing him!?

I swear I don't remember what I did. But the next thing I know, I've got
Chunk's shaved head in my hands and I'm bouncing it down against the
wall. There's blood everywhere. Chunk's eyes were open, but they were
dead-looking. And the strange thing is I felt no anger, no rage, no
emotion, no nothing. And there was no physical effort on my part. None
that I could sense. It was like bouncing a big beach ball onto the bricks.

The guys in Chunk's posse just stared in horror. It was the girls who
were trying to do something. Screaming at me to stop. Trying to pull me
back. And the strangest thing: I still had the books and files tucked
neatly under one armpit. Like I was doing nothing more than bouncing a
ball on a cold afternoon in December.

Only this beach ball pumped living blood all over

26 Clark

me and all over the wall in thick, juicy red squirts.

Chunk had a head of solid bone. He was back at school after Christmas.
The upside was he didn't touch me, or even make eye contact again. The
down side? There has to be one, doesn't there? His mother and father
were big shits in a lawyer's practice. They might as well have nailed
that assault charge to my head. They couldn't have made it stick there
any more tightly.

I got probation as well as newspaper headlines with my photograph
hollering loud and clear is this the most evil teenager in town? Well,
words to that effect. In a formal way, all nicely legal, I was thrown
out of school. Neighbors and co-workers crucified my mother in that
nice, civilized way responsible adults employ on former friends. They
stopped talking to her. She was no longer invited for coffee. Some kids
beat up my sister. She was seven years old. Other stuff, too. Dog turd
smeared in the mailbox. The kid across the road fired his air gun at the
kitchen window. Someone ran a screwdriver down the side of our car to
achieve that nice customized scratched-to-hell look.

You know the sort of thing, don't you? Really neighborly stuff. Christ.

And then there was the Halloween that followed the ruckus with Chunk. It
wound up trick-or-treat night for us, all right, with out, out out!
aerosoled across the garage door. Mom wept. I mean really wept: Her
tears left big damp splotches on her sweater and her eyes were puffy and
sore for days afterward.

You think I'm angry? You bet I'm angry. She didn't deserve that. Or the
fact that the guy she was seeing dumped her because of all this. Yeah,
but what's new about this kind of crap? This stuff happens in every
street. Every neighborhood. Every town. Happens damn well everywhere.

I wound up writing about Chunk and all that shit because I was angry
about what happened the day I

27

delivered wood in the truck and Crowther tried to crack open my skull
with a log I'd just taken the trouble to saw the day before.

No. I'd set out to write everything properly. Everything with a
beginning, a middle and an end. Instead, I found myself jumping 'round,
describing stuff when I was fourteen, then going back to when Crowther
battered me with the log. Like that pile of rocks I was building as a
memorial to my mom and my sister, I intended this as a kind of memorial.
A great pile of words in a book that would, somehow, all neatly fit
together to tell you what happened and what it was like to live in a
world that had gone head over tip.

But to write a book? How do you start? When I sat down that night of the
Crowther attack I began. There I was, in the cabin by the lake, trying
to write the first line. The right-hand side of my face was a mess of
reds and purples where the log had gone about making a big impression. A
scab the size of a quarter clung to my forehead. One eye was closed. My
neck ached like sin itself. But I was determined to crack this thing open.

No words would come. Instead there were these brilliant images. They
didn't just sidle into my head, they crashed, exploded, BOOMED like
bombs inside my mind. There was no order to them. I saw them as clearly
as the day we saw it all on TV. When they took the White House and
burned it to the ground. There were thousands of bread bandits running
over the lawn. A guy with hair that somehow made me think of ice cream,
all white and wavy, came out to talk to them. The reporter said he was
some senator who once helped those guys who were now trashing the place.
He stood there with his hands outstretched like he was trying to halt a
tidal wave. But the bread bandits just dove on him. They had no weapons,
so they ripped him apart with their bare hands. One even tore off the

28

senator's scalp and tossed it into a tree. His white hair hung there
from a branch in one piece. That image returns to me a lot.

Here comes another memory bomb. Pow! It's completely out of
chronological order. Boom! Here's the image exploding inside my head
right now. I remember killing the first stranger. He turned up in town,
totally normal-looking. But instinctively I knew he was lousy with
Jumpy. I grabbed a wrench and, well, there I go again. Hitting you with
this helter-skelter of images. Yes, I killed him. A guy with a thick
black mustache. He had a mole on his left cheek like a brown thumb
print. And he wore a leather belt with a dog's head buckle. On his feet,
neat shoes with a Cuban heel. And he had this red-checked shirt with a
button badge that said smile, I'm a friend. Yeah, it all comes back.
Every detail.

So I sat there with my beat-up face, just gazing out the window not
really knowing how to begin. Across the lake squatted the remains of
Lewis. They say when you're writing a book you shouldn't use flashbacks.
But what the hell? Here's a flashback for you, because I can't get it
out of my head. I remember the first time I walked into Lewis. I saw
burnt buildings; wrecked cars littering the streets; a dog starved down
to its ribs turning over a human skull with its paw, searching for a
mouthful of brain fresh enough to keep body and soul together. Like some
ghost, I saw myself gliding through the shattered window of a KFC, where
I found a box of ketchup packets. Was I hungry? Jesus Christ, I'd run
out of belt holes. I had the waist of a starved wasp. That's how hungry
I was. Sitting there on a fallen cash register, I oooohhhed and
aaaaaahed as I tore away the foil corner and squirted blob after blob of
spicy red ketchup into my mouth. Shit. In my mind's eye I can travel in
time, too. I can see myself roaming the town, breaking into any garage
that was still in one piece. At

29 last I'd found a car with air in its tires and enough gas in the tank
to drive back the fifty miles or so to pick up my mom and sister where
they'd hidden in a church. Both were sick then, only I didn't know how sick.

With my forehead buzzing, the grazes stiffening my face into a mask, I
pictured myself gliding back across the water to Lewis again. Past the
cinema with its heap of human bones in the foyer. With spiders in the
popcorn maker. Bats have colonized the projection room. Woolworth's is
burnt to the foundations. Wal-Mart survived as a structure, but it's
been cleaned of everything. Not a single can of beans, not a bottle of
beer remains.

I can glide through the deserted houses. There's a mess of something in
the bathtub where Grandma fell and broke her hip when the rumpus began.
And no one came to pull her out. Some dogs ate babies before they
starved. Swimming pools are slick with pond slime. And as for the local
high school? Boy, oh, boy, there are tombs noisier than those classrooms
now.

I reeled my mind's eye back in. I saw myself gliding past the ruined
stores, across the road, through the ruined ferry station, down along
the quay .. . faster, faster, faster.. . then I'm flying out across the
water to Sullivan. It's evening; townspeople quietly going about their
business like they've always done. Mrs. Hatchard is giving a piano
recital at Brown's Hotel in the square. A bunch of kids are hurrying
down Central Way to where the Millennium cinema sits in the center of town.

Whoa! And there I am sitting in the cabin (well out of town, I should
stress. Well away from the good people of Sullivan). Still sitting there
with a pencil in your hand, Valdiva? Still figuring out how to say it?
Where to begin?

Well. . . where do you begin, Valdiva?

At the beginning, chirps the clever tyke that lives in

29

I 30

the back of your head. The one always ready with the smart cracks that
never help you one little bit. OK, wise guy. I'll try at the beginning.
Right at the beginning of what I remember. So, what is my earliest
memory? Well, that one's easy.

My mom driving me to get my hair cut. I must have been three years old.
And the last place I wanted to go was the barbershop. I hated it so much
I'd scream the place down. I hated the way the barber would push my head
forward, then backward, then sideways as he cut my hair. I hated the way
he'd stare at my hair like there was a circus show taking place among
the follicles More than anything, I hated the hair clippings that would
creep down inside my shirt and prickle my skin, making me itch like crazy.

?You're going to get your hair cut whether you like it or not, young
man.?That's what my mother said for the tenth time. Normally, she was
relaxed and fairly cheerful. Now her lips had pressed together into a
hard line. She tugged the steering wheel hard. I was being a brat.
Believe me, that irritated the hell out of her.

Then I had one of those lessons in life that surprise you as a child.
Adults don't always get their own way. For no real reason the back wheel
of the car fell off.

Now that's my first memory. Sitting behind my mother as she drove the
car. We're both watching this wheel go rolling down the road. And it's
going faster than us and keeps on rolling into the distance. My mother
looked shocked at first, but then, as she stopped the car (which must
have been throwing up sparks and smoke from the rear axle as it plowed
the blacktop), she started to laugh. She laughed like a loon. I laughed,
too, as that wheel carried serenely on. Rolling clean across the state
as far as I knew.

There! That was my first memory. Now it's easier to

31 STRANGER

write what comes next. And how everything fell apart. And how I come to
be sitting here with the blood of strangers still dried to the laces of
my shoes. You couldn't tell knots from blood clots.

31 32 Five

There was a Valdiva in the theater the night Abraham Lincoln got shot.
My grandparents tell the story that Morton Valdiva helped carry the
blood-soaked president out of the theater box. It seems Morton Valdiva
had served as a ship's surgeon. So he tears off a great chunk of his own
shirt as a dressing and tries to stop the president bleeding out there
and then onto the theater rug. But Lincoln's people didn't know old Mort
Valdiva and dragged him away, thinking this stranger might cause Lincoln
more harm. My grandparents insist that my ancestor could have saved
Lincoln's life if only they'd let him do his job.

OK, so it's a family legend. But once, a long time ago, I was shown a
cotton shirt that had been framed like a picture under glass. If it had
once been white it had now turned deep gray. Sure enough, there's a
strip torn out that Morton Valdiva had planned to use to plug the bullet
wound and maybe save the great man's life. What's more, there's a stain
down the shirtfront that Grandpa said (in the awed tones of a believer

33

showing me a piece of the True Cross) was the blood of Lincoln.

Every family has its own legends. You'll have your own. That your
ancestors were on the Mayflower, that they're blood descendants of
Pocahontas or that they shook Neil Armstrong by the hand the day before
he blasted off into space, or that they were dancing in the streets of
Berlin the night the Wall came down.

To bring the Valdiva story more up-to-date, my mother and father met at
college. He neglected his studies in favor of DJ-ing on student radio.
He got good at it, too. A local station hired him for the late-night
slot, playing soft rock ballads. But he made that show his own. Like a
prospector he panned the import bins at local record stores, or made
on-air pleas for kids to send in tapes of their own music. Soon he was
what they called a cult figure. Soft rock oldies went out the window.
Within weeks he had the raunchiest, most cutting edge music show in the
state. Teenagers stayed home just to hear him play this great new music.
A bigger station poached him. He married my mom. A year later MTV
called. Great things awaited my dad. But then he died. I'd have been
eighteen months old.

You know, nature can play tricks. For no real reason people are born
with harelips, or a finger short of the regulation ten pack, or with
birthmarks like a strawberry on their chin. Nature monkeyed around with
the electrical signals that regulated the rhythm of my father's heart.
One evening my father went to bed, a healthy twenty-four-year-old man.
Sometime in the night a blob of neurons sent a message to the nerves
that control the heartbeat. OK, guys, time to pull the plug on this one.

As simple as that. His heart stopped. He never woke up in the morning.
This may sound cold on my part, but I can't get sentimental about my
dad. He sounded like a great guy and all. Only I never knew him. Later,

34

when I was around eight or so, I started thinking about him a lot. I
couldn't remember a face or the sound of his voice. I was a baby when he
died, for Chrissakes. If I did try hard to remember him I heard music in
my head; a powerful music that went soaring upward; in my imagination
I'd see a shadow that sort of filled the room. For a while I'd imagine
this was my father returning as my guardian angel.

Well, things moved on. My mother went on to enjoy other relationships
with men, but nothing lasting. One of these resulted in the birth of my
sister. I never associated her as the daughter of another man. He'd
moved on, never to be seen again. Nor did I kid myself that this was a
virgin birth.

Chelle was noisy as hell. I have to say that. For a long time I wasn't
bowled over with sharing a house with a sister. But within a few years
we learnt to get on well together. And so we grew up-Mom, Chelle and me
in a small house in a small New Jersey town. Mom worked long, loooong
hours for a marketing company. Cash tended to be on the scant side. The
cars we owned always had a nice rust bloom running 'round the wheel
arches. Life ran to normal enough schedules-school, vacations,
Christmas, birthdays. Nothing earthquaking. Apart from the Chunk episode
that I mentioned a while back.

In fact the whole world ran to its normal schedule. Of course it wasn't
a fairy tale of peace and prosperity. Worldwide there were the usual
wars, famines, floods, hurricanes, droughts, stock market implosions,
political assassinations, revolutions, treaty signings-you name it.
You've seen all that stuff on TV. It wasn't pretty, but for Planet Earth
and humankind it was business as usual.

As all that stuff happened I quit school, flipped a finger at college
and found work at the local airport (yes, brothers and sisters, I was
the guy who tossed your

35

suitcases onto the conveyor belt that fed the carousels). As movie stars
partied on Oscar night, as farmers worked their land, as politicians cut
their deals and as people like me and you ordered pizza in time for our
favorite medical drama, or shopped, or ground away at homework or at our
day jobs, or slept in our beds, something unusual was happening.
Something so unusual, something so out of the ordinary, nobody noticed
at the time. Or at least if they did they shut it out of their minds.

My job here in Sullivan is to make sure everyone's got enough firewood
for the cooking stoves they've now got sitting out in their backyards.
Part of that job is to collect all the old newspapers I can find, so
they can light their fires in the first place. During the winter nights
I found myself reading them. At first it was just something to do; then
for no real reason I started hunting down news stories that described
the early stages of. . . hell! Let's make no bones about it, the
disaster. And I should spell the word in great, menacing black letters:

DISASTER

So I clipped reports from newspapers as blizzards turned the world white
outside.

I've only started putting them into some kind of order. At the time they
didn't point to any kind of global disaster or apocalypse (yeah,
apocalypse is a good word). They were the kind of thing you glanced at,
thought, ?Well that's pretty strange,?then turned to the TV pages and
forgot all about them. But it's there, all right. Like the little drops
of blood in your handkerchief. That's nothing, you tell yourself. A few
drops of blood. I only blew my goddam nose too hard, didn't I? But if
only it was true. Those few specks of red in your

36

tissue are the start of something BIG. A something that could be a
freshly budding tumor in your lungs that will eat you alive.

These clippings were whispers of events just around the corner. As the
man said: ?Coming events cast their shadows before.?

Take this one. It has a nice, cheesy title: genesis of calamity. Another
Bible-sounding title could have been here comes the flood. There are
plenty like this that hint at what was on its way.

I'll copy out here in full:

Miguel Santarrez followed the well-worn path down the mountain to the
little Colombian town of Carallaya. The young man had made this journey
on foot every month since he was a boy when his family brought the sheep
down to market. He knew every switchback turn, where to ford the river
now in flood from the spring rains. Always he'd made the journey by day,
only now he followed the dangerous path at night in the teeth of a gale
that howled with pitiless savagery along the ravine. In his arms he
carried his infant son. The fever that wracked the little body had
reduced the baby's cries to a whimper. Miguel knew the only chance for
the boy's survival lay with the doctor in town.

Two hours later Miguel walked along the windswept streets of Carallaya.
He passed through the deserted market square by shuttered stores and
cantinas. With the time long past midnight he no longer expected to find
the doctor awake, but the sight that met his eyes was enough to stop him
dead in the street. A house lay with its front door swinging back and
forth in the storm. Lights still burned, but there was no one home.
Miguel saw it was the same with the neighboring house, and the next, and
the next. The once bustling town of twenty thousand lay deserted. Not a
living soul remained. And when the desperate Miguel Santarrez telephoned
the city hospital in

37 BarranquiUa, his call went unanswered. When he switched on a radio in
an abandoned home all he heard was static. . . .

Get the picture? The article tells it like a mystery story, or a weird
piece of Forteana-an abandoned town hidden in the mountains of South
America. All exotic-sounding, all faraway and, when all's said and done,
not a blind thing to do with us.

Only it started to get closer to home. Creeping north through South
America men and women began to abandon their towns and cities. Nation
governments down there worked like fury to contain the news and stop the
panic. But it was a case of ?Here comes the Flood.?Once it started there
was no way of turning back the flow.

You'll know about rabies. You know dogs, bats, even people foam at the
mouth and die. But did you know a symptom of the disease is hydrophobia?
A victim of rabies becomes terrified of water. There's no way you can
sit the person down and say, ?Look, this is only a glass of water. It
can't harm you.?No, show a rabid man a glass of water and he'll go crazy
with fear. He'd jump through a tenth-story window rather than have that
glass near him. Throw the glass of water in his face and pure fear would
kill him stone dead.

Something like that got into the air or water system in South America.
No one knows exactly how it was transmitted. But that bug moved fast.
From what they could tell it began with symptoms like gastric flu,
triggering bouts of stomachache, diarrhea and low-grade fever. Nothing
life-threatening. At least not what they thought was dangerous. But
scientists reckon the virus ... if it was a virus ... moved into the
brain after the initial bout of the craps. Like hydrophobia in rabies or
aversion to light in meningitis, people developed a morbid fear of
illness. And I mean real fear. A fear so

38

large and so overwhelming and so God almighty powerful that people were
terrified to visit a relative in the hospital in case they inhaled
bacteria and became sick themselves. There's footage of sufferers being
carried into hospitals for treatment, but they're so terrified they hold
their breath to stop inhaling disease bugs and just pass out right on
the floor. Some stopped breathing altogether. Terror jerked their throat
muscles into spasm, sealing the airway, and good-bye, Earth.

You can read later news reports, when medical experts started to
understand this plague. It seemed there was something like a 90 percent
infection rate. And those patients completely recovered from the
physical effects of stomachache and diarrhea {exploding underpants
syndrome was how Bart described it in a ?Simpsons? episode that spoofed
the whole epidemic). The colony of bugs in the brain was the real
problem. I mean, you only have to think it through. A town is hit by the
plague (called Gantose Syndrome after the smug asshole that first
identified it-if you saw his photograph you'd know why I used those
words); as people recover from the physical illness they're gripped by
the phobia. Your neighbors are still going down with it. They have
fevers; they're clutching their bellies. And in the meantime you are
going out of your mind with fear. Like the man with hydrophobia killing
himself to escape the glass of water, you can't just tell yourself, ?OK,
my terror of illness is all in the mind. I'll just ignore it.?You can't.
What's more, all your family are the same. So your fear feeds their
fear. So you tell yourself, ?I'm getting the hell out of here. I'm going
where I'll be safe.? But where will you be safe? Go north, your
instincts tell you. ?America will help me. They've got the best
medicines. The best health care. Go north.?

And did they go north?

You bet.

What must have been three quarters of the fucking

39

entire South American continent walked out of their houses and headed
north. You can imagine millions choking roads in cars, buses and
tractors as they drive northward. Jesus, just look through your mind's
eye. People who are desperate with terror get hungry and thirsty and
tired. Cars break down. They beg lifts. They steal cars. They kill the
people in the next car for a bag of apples because they're so hungry.
Highways turn into stinking mortuaries with thousands of corpses rotting
at the roadside. Flies swarm so thick in the air they become a black fog
through which car lights can't penetrate.

Flies. Shit-filled ditches. Corpses going rotten in the sun. What does
that spread?

Disease.

What do the people infected with Gantose fear?

Disease!

So in terror they move faster. They infect country after country as
these refugees pour north.

As I said earlier, Nature likes to play tricks. Remember years ago, when
there was that panic about a flesheating tropical disease? And how
scientists said it would rampage across the world? Then (red faces all
around) they realized it couldn't spread naturally outside the tropics.
Well, the Gantose bug wound up being cut from the same cloth.

The plague ran northward like a tidal wave. Then north of the Panama
Canal when you hit the drier territories of Mexico suddenly there were
no new cases. OK, so a few people came down with it, but these had
contracted the disease in places like Brazil and Peru. They'd incubated
the disease as they'd grabbed a flight north. What's more, they didn't
infect Mexicans. Those South Americans who reached the States, even
though they went down with the screaming meanies whenever they saw a
hospital or an ambulance, didn't pass the bug on to a single American.

40

There was a race issue here. One prominent medical expert announced that
it was all a question of blood. That most of the South American
population had a little native Indian blood in them; maybe a dash of
Inca or Aztec, I don't know. This professor guy was frozen out of his
university post pretty quickly. But there were many who believed him.
They used it as an excuse to exclude anyone with a Hispanic face from
restaurants and bars. Even those whose grandparents were born here.

The bottom line was that all those months ago the disease appeared to
have run out of gas. Those infected with Gantose even stopped going into
a mindless panic when someone sneezed across the street. But you can't
dump hell knows how many million people into Mexico without the place
exploding at the seams. Massive global aid programs worked for a while,
but there were still too many people to feed. Distribution networks
collapsed. Even though grain piled mountain high at ports it didn't
reach the refugees deeper inland. Hunger drove them farther north, as
far as the U.S. border with its walls and fences to keep illegal
immigrants out. There, as the saying goes, the irresistible force met
the immovable object.

Here's another cutting. It contains an interview with one of the
American patrol guards on the Mexican border the day of the Breakout.

?It's all gone to hell. But how can you stop them? There must have been
a million men, women and children. And there were kids holding babies in
their arms.?The harrowing memories were enough to render the man's face
ugly, and he'd just lit his third cigarette in the ten minutes I'd been
speaking with him. ?They tore the border fence apart with their bare
hands. . . . I mean, what am I supposed to do? Shoot them? Shoot kids
and babies, for

41

Chrissakes. All we could do was climb on top of our cruiser as they came
by. They weren't people; they were a whole flood. So we just hung on to
the roof light and watched them pour by.?

The flood that engulfed America began that dry-as-a-bone May morning.
?Refugees sometimes turn into invading armies,?prophesied one
commentator, but millions of Americans contributed food parcels and
volunteered to help avert a humanitarian disaster. We, as a nation,
labored to do the right thing.

Soon every state accepted a given number of refugees. And that flood
kept coming. Empty hostels, hotels, army camps, redundant cruise liners
were crammed to capacity. You could visit your local supermarket one
day, everything normal. The next day you drove into the parking lot and
there'd be five hundred Brazilians living in a shanty town of cardboard
boxes. It got like that in the city parks. Tents made of sticks and
carrier bags became home to millions nationwide. Of course they were all
hungry. They all needed clean water. Medicines. Clothes. Shoes. And,
goddam, we did do the right thing. We did our best to feed them. But
there were too many. These half-starved bastards-and I don't mean that
in an insulting way, believe me-filled the streets begging for food.
They weren't violent or intimidating or anything. Of course, hardly any
spoke English, and it seemed the only word they did learn was bread. So
you'd walk downtown and there would be beautiful young Brazilian women
or Mexican women (helluva lot of Mexicans seemed to get carried with the
northward flow) and they're all holding out their hands; they've got
beautiful brown eyes that overflow with pleading, and they're all saying
one word as you pass:

?Bread.?

?Bread.?

41 42

?Bread.?

You might give them every penny in your pocket and still know you hadn't
done enough. Because between you and Blockbuster, or Barnes & Noble, or
mcDonald's, or wherever the fuck you were going, is another ten thousand
people all saying this one stupid word as you pass. Bread, bread, bread,
bread .. .

And you find you start getting angry with them, because deep down you're
angry with yourself. It's human nature to help a person who comes to you
for help. Only you can't do it. You can't help them all. And this one
word comes in a soft pulsing chant as you walk on by.

Bread

Bread

Bread

Bread-bread-bread-bread-bread-bread. . .

As one refugee stops saying it the next starts. Bread, bread, bread . ..

Shit. After that you couldn't swallow a piece of bread without it
sticking in your throat like a stone.

It wasn't long before the people from South of the Border who became our
sudden guests got a new name. Forget refugees. Or the ?displaced.?Or
even ?victims.?They became bread bandits. I don't think the name started
on TV or radio. It was probably some word-of-mouth thing. A kid called a
refugee a ?bread bandit?one day. Within a week or so the name had
spread. It wasn't intended to be cruel, but it seemed apt. So it stuck.
We still use it today. I've killed bread bandits.

Diseases often develop in cycles. Good old syphilis is the classic
example. It takes years to run its course. Mostly it might disappear for
ten years or more and the infected person has no symptoms, nothing. Then
back it comes out of the great blue yonder. The sufferer suddenly finds
pus squirting from his ears. His

43

hair falls out. His skin gets all blistered and a dirty great crust of
scabs forms on his face. Madness gathers up his wits and hurls them from
the window.

The funkily named Gantose Syndrome was something like that. When experts
told us the condition had run its course what seemed to have happened
was that the Gantose bug merely submerged itself into the bones and
muscle tissues of the victims, where it mutated into something even more
sinister. After the first real heat wave of the year that was enough to
knock an elephant off its feet Gantose 2 flared up again.

Here's another headline:

tet! USA

This explains everything in the word. Like the surprise attack by the
communists in Vietnam, in what were supposed to be safe cities hundreds
of miles away from the front line, so America was torched. I mean
literally torched. On Sunday, June 1, refugees ran amok in towns and
cities across the whole of the U.S.

Afterward, there were all kinds of theories. That it had been a
coordinated attack. That the bread bandits all had little radios with
them, that the order was broadcast in code and wham! They rioted in
their millions, turning over cars, looting stores, burning houses,
killing American men, women and children with their bare hands.

It wasn't quite like that. Everyone agrees now it was that bug in their
blood. It burrowed into their brains and made them do that. Just like a
man with rabies'll jump from a window rather than permit a glass of
water to come near him. But why did it all happen on that Sunday? The
doctor here in Sullivan will tell you it was

44

the heat wave that fired up the dormant bug, pushing it into its next
phase of the condition.

Still things don't add up. A mystery the size of Texas's still hanging
over our heads. Sure there were millions of bread bandits here. To carry
on the disease image, they'd infiltrated and infected the entire body of
our country from one end to the other. But there still weren't enough of
them to make the whole nation implode. But that's what happened. Our
society, which seemed solid as the rock you stand on, just disintegrated.

One problem was the lack of food. Huge, HUGE problem. Bread bandits
looted everything down to the last candy bar from supermarkets. They
torched cars on the highways. Roads blocked everywhere, and the image
blazing in my mind right now is that big antique vase in a cartoon. The
one that gets just a gentle tap and a little crack appears .. . that
crack in the china leads to another one, then another, and another,
until with a low crick-crack sound the vase becomes a mass of fractures
before the whole thing collapses into dust. Our country was like that
vase. Suddenly there was no food. Thousands of families were burned from
their homes. Bread bandits torched food warehouses. Food couldn't be
delivered to where it was needed through gridlocked roads.

American citizens became refugees, too. Only they headed for cities that
had no food either. What takes your breath away was the speed it all
happened. I'm not talking weeks, but four, maybe five, days. Panic
buying at service stations meant gasoline vanished. No new stocks could
be brought in because roads were a mess of burnt-out trucks. The guys
who were to clear the routes into town with bulldozers didn't show up to
man the vehicles because they were working their guts out to find food
for their families. Can you blame them? Any more than you can blame the
cops for

45

choosing to guard their own homes, rather then standing guard at city
hall to stop some bread bandit trashing the Xerox machine? It's human
instinct. Family first.

Freakish things happened. Marines protected an IRS office while bread
bandits butchered kids in kindergarten half a mile away. One state
governor fled to Hawaii, then flew back again and hanged himself in his
office. Another died rescuing patients from a hospital. Bravery,
cowardice, confusion, terror, panic-we saw a lifetime's worth inside a week.

The other Freak Event was Sullivan. Somehow the wild flood that engulfed
the nation missed this chunk of suburban life as it sat there on the
lake. Life went on as normal. In fact, it became so normal it became a
freakshow in its own right.

So there I sat as dusk fell. I wrote down everything I knew on this
block of paper. I pushed myself so hard to explain what happened I
stopped feeling the pain in my face. The water was still now after the
breeze of the day. Bats dipped to take insects from just above the lake.
Uphill, electricity still fed the town. People burned more lights than
were necessary. But then, nighttime had taken on a more sinister edge of
late.

It wasn't quite dark when I saw the procession of people heading toward
my cabin. There must have been twenty of them. I didn't like what I saw.
Because the first person I recognized was the guy who tried to break
that log over my head earlier in the day. Crowther's face wore a grim
expression. Anger burned in his eyes.

There was nowhere to run. So I put down my paper and my pencil and went
outside to see what they wanted from me.

45 46 Six

If looks could kill. . . That's a phrase you'll know well enough. When
someone who hates you can't physically touch you but the look in his eye
screams, I'm going to rip your fucking head off!

Crowther's hate-shot eyes burned right into mine. The crowd that walked
with him were mainly middle-aged or older. This was no lynch mob. They
were the ruling committee of Sullivan, who were known as the Caucus. The
youngest there was Lynne's husband. He was thirty-one. I recognized
Crowther's father, looking the picture of misery.

I came down the steps from the cabin's veranda and waited for them to
speak. They'd walked purposefully enough. Now, however, they slowed to a
kind of shuffling approach, as if suddenly they no longer wanted to be
here. Rose Bertholly had been a corporate lawyer before the fall. She
glanced back at the others, took a breath that seemed to say, Ok, I
guess it's up to me, then: ?Greg. How are you??

Stupid question. I'd been slammed by a hunk of maple wood.

47 ?How's your face??she asked when I didn't answer.

?OK. Considering.?I looked at Crowther junior. Meanwhile, Crowther
senior shuffled his feet in the dirt like he wanted those feet to carry
him away.

?I won't beat about the bush, Greg.?

Nice choice of words, lady lawyer.

?The Caucus met tonight. We discussed Mr. Crowther's assault on you. We
consider it unwarranted. . ..?

That mean he didn't have a good enough excuse to crack my skull bone?

?It was cowardly, and we deem it a serious infringement of the rule of
law in this time of national emergency.?

Well, said, Miss Bertholly. You must have been sharp as a blade in court.

?Greg.?She gave me a look that was seriously lawyerlike. ?The Caucus has
agreed unanimously that Mr. Crowther is guilty of the crime of actual
bodily harm against you. We feel very strongly, also, that he shouldn't
go unpunished.? She paused. ?How do you respond to that, Greg??

?My response would be, why do you call me Greg and the guy who tried
killing me, Mr. Crowther??I looked from Crowther junior to Crowther
senior. ?It seems strange to me. Or is it because I crawled in here on
my hands and knees just a few months ago? While the two Mr. Crowthers
here are old Sullivan blood and the local neighborhood millionaires?? I
jerked my head in the direction of the burnt piece of crap that Lewis
had become. ?See how much you can buy for a dollar across there.?

?Greg ... Mr. Valdiva. I apologize.?Her voice was polite, but the words
came out with a glint of ice on them now. ?This isn't a court of law.?

?Isn't it??

?I was merely trying to be informal.?

48

?Oh.?

?I can't blame you for being angry.?

?Me? Angry??

'You suffered a physical assault today. It was unprovoked.?

?Assault? If you took the hard end of the wood like I did you'd call it
attempted murder.?

?Mr. Valdiva. Mr. Crowther had maybe a few more drinks than he ought. He
didn't mean to-?

I couldn't stop the snort of pure disbelief shooting out of my nostrils.
?Oh, I see. You're closing ranks. It was just a bit of fun that got out
of hand. See?? I tilted my head to the light shining from the cabin so
she could see the crazy paving of grazes and bruising. ?That's
Crowther's little bit of fun.?

?Hey, Valdiva.?Now it was old man Crowther's turn. Disgust came oozing
through his voice as he spoke. ?Valdiva. My boy would not harm anyone
without just cause. He must have been-?

?Jim.?An old man beside Crowther senior held up a hand. ?Jim, the Caucus
has made its decision. Your son is guilty of assault. There's no debate
about that.?

?The question is,?Miss Bertholly said crisply, ?what will the punishment
be??

I shrugged. ?OK. So why have you come down here to discuss that??

There was a pause long enough to hear the cry of night birds shimmering
across the water. Those men and women shifted uneasily, as if they heard
the sound of ghost children calling to them from the ruins of Lewis.

?Why have the Caucus meet here outside my house? You'll have made up
your damned minds about Crowther anyway. You going to stop ten dollars
from his allowance, Mr. Crowther? Are you going to ground him for a
week?? This slice of crappola had become a joke. I turned to go inside.

48 49

?Mr. Valdiva,?Miss Bertholly said. ?We-the Caucus, that is-have also
decided that as you are the victim you must decide the punishment?

?Get away ...?I shook my head. ?You want me to fix a punishment for
Crowther? Why??

?Because if we chose a punishment you'd only say. . .?She took a breath
and selected more diplomatic words, ?If you chose the punishment you
would know that an adequate redress had been made.?

?OK.?I nodded. ?OK. That sounds fair enough.?I reached back to the
veranda rail to grab a coil of rope that hung from a nail there.
Underarm, I tossed it at old man Crowther. He caught it as it slapped
into his chest.

?I've decided the punishment,?I told them. ?Hang him.?

There was a silence you could have carved with a blade. Even the call of
the night birds died. All I could hear was the lap of water out there in
the darkness.

?There's a lighting rig down at the jetty. It's a good ten feet tall.
You can string him up from that.?

Jesus, their faces. They looked as if I'd thrown a hand grenade at them.
Crowther junior had arrived with a look of defiance pasted across his
face. Now his eyes seemed to race from one person to another, finishing
with a pleading look at his father. I looked into the eyes of the others
there, especially into the eyes of Miss Bertholly the lawyer.

?What did he say? Dad, what did Valdiva say??Crowther's voice came
stammering out of his mouth. ?Dad??His eyes had morphed into big rolling
white balls that locked tight onto the rope in his father's hands. ?Dad?
D-der-does he want to hang me??

Gritting my teeth, I lunged forward to snatch the rope from the old
man's hands. ?Go home,?I told them, angry. ?Go home; it's late.?

With the rope in my hand I went back to the cabin,

50

punched open the door, then crashed it shut behind me.

I stood there with the door pressed shut by my back. Jesus ... my hands
were trembling. Sweat poured down my face, its salt getting onto my
tongue. I balled my hand and rubbed it across my mouth with the back of
my fist.

?Christ. Idiots ... You crazy idiots ...?I looked at the rope as if it
had burst into a mass of bloody tumors, then threw it from me. Because
I'd read that look in their eyes. They'd have gone along with what I'd
asked for. They were going to hang Crowther junior, the poor bastard.

Sweet Jesus Christ.

What was happening with these people?

50 51

i

'You're kidding me, Valdiva.?

?No, I'm not.?

?Straight up??

?Straight up.?

?You told them to hang the Crowther kid and they were actually going to
do it??

I nodded as I hooked the log before pulling it out of the lake onto the
beach.

?But you say his own father was there??Ben's eyes were huge. He couldn't
get his head 'round this slice of news. ?He was just going to stand by
and watch his own son be killed??

?He'd have put the noose 'round his own son's neck if I'd demanded it.?

?Jesus.?

?I tell you, they looked weird. If you ask me the . . . what do you call
it? Trauma . .. the trauma of what's happened to these people over the
last few months has gotten to them. They're getting desperate.?

?Why? We're safe enough here.?

52

?For the time being.?

?We're damn lucky, Greg, The Caucus is publishing a report next week.
They say we've got enough gasoline in those big storage tanks in the
interchange to last ten years.?

?Yeah, I know, and enough juice for the power plant for twenty years if
they ration the electricity supply to six hours a day.?

?And five warehouses crammed with canned foodstuff.?

?And close on a hundred thousand gallons of beer, truckloads of whiskey
and about ten million cigarettes.?I hooked another hunk of wood and
started hauling in. 'Yeah, everything's peachy.?

?Not peachy, Greg. But everything's OK. What with the dairy herds and
the poultry farms, fish from the lake and fruit from the orchards.?He
sounded enthused now; words came tumbling out. ?And the crops on the
south end of the island, we're self-sufficient. We can sit here for a
decade and still not have to break sweat to feed ourselves. That's going
to be more than enough time for the country to get back to ... oh, hell.?

The ?oh, hell?indicated that the piece of timber I'd been hauling wasn't
a piece of timber after all. Instead of a three-foot hunk of firewood I
saw a fraying head linked to a torso. The face and eyes had gone.
Whether it was a man or woman I couldn't say. All I could say for sure
was that fifty pounds of human flesh had seen better days. I pushed it
back out into the lake with the pole. Gas from inside the body bubbled
out, making it sink slowly out of sight.

?Now you know why the fish get so fat these days,?I told Ben. ?So you're
telling me the Caucus master plan is that we all sit tight here waiting
for the government to announce that society is back to normal??

?There's no point in doing anything rash.?

52 53 I nodded across the lake at the distant hills. ?You mean nothing
rash like going out there and finding out for ourselves whether the
country's getting back on its feet again??

?You know it's too dangerous to leave the island.?

'You mean guys have left, but they never came back??

?Sure, so why risk it??

?Why risk it??I hooked more wood-this time it was a window frame-and
pulled it out of the water. ?I figure we should satisfy ourselves that
America, probably the whole world, has bellied up good and hard; then we
can stop this pretense that one day the radio and TV stations will come
back on air, and that the president's going to announce everything's
hunky dory.?

'You don't think it's going to happen, Greg??

?Do I hell. There is no president anymore. There is no government.
They're all dead.?

So we carried on. Ben being bright-eyed and optimistic. Me? Well, I was
cynical as hell. Our nation, and every other nation, without doubt, was
well and truly busted. Only the men and women of Sullivan, population
4800, were still locked down with a tungstenhard case of denial. USA's
A-OK? No way, amigo. USA's DOA.

I liked Ben. He was one of the few guys in the town I could talk with.
He was a year older than me at twenty. He liked the same music. He had
the same sense of humor. When I first met him he seemed one of those
super-intelligent people who towered over you and made you feel prickly,
as if he were going to put you down the first time you opened your mouth
and let slip you're no Einstein. The first time we met was when the
Caucus ordered him to show me 'round the island. I'd have been in
Sullivan just a week at that point.

53

-k 54

?Of course 'island' is a misnomer,?he'd told me as he drove through town
in a Ford.

Misnomer? Christ, what kind of guy uses the word misnomer? I decided
this bright-eyed student type with arms and a neck as thin as wires
would only be my best buddy when hell developed icicles. And did you see
that? I told myself as he fiddled with the car's CD player. His hands
shook like someone was running a couple of hundred volts through him. He
could hardly push the buttons. His jerky fingers were all over the damn
place. If he aimed to pick his nose he'd wind up with his finger in an
eye. Probably not even his own.

?Calling Sullivan an island is a misnomer,?he was saying while prodding
the buttons. 'You probably saw as you came in, it's connected by a
narrow strip of land to the mainland. The only road into Sullivan runs
along that. If anything, Sullivan is shaped like a frying pan, with the
handle forming the isthmus connecting us to the mainland. Across there
is the Crowther distribution center. All those warehouses used to supply
Lewis-that's the big town, over the lake. You see, in years gone by it
was easier to transport food, gasoline and general goods into Sullivan
by railroad, than ship them across the lake. The terrain around here's
pretty bad for a decent road system. . . across there is the power
plant. There, the building with the tall silver chimney. We're so
isolated we've got our own generators.?

?They still work??

?Absolutely. Years ago they found pockets of orimulsion under the island.?

?Orimulsion??That was a new one on me; sounded like something to do with
house paint.

?Orimulsion.?He tried flicking a bug away from his face. Those trembling
fingers fluttered with the speed of batwings. ?Orimulsion is a naturally
occurring gas that's highly inflammable. It's no good for domestic

54 55 -J

STRANGER

use. Too corrosive. It'd rot your stove to crud inside twelve months.
But it's great for industrial use. What they did was bore down into the
orimulsion pocket, then simply build the power plant over the top of it.
That gas is good for twenty years yet.? The bug buzzed back and his damn
fluttery fingers jerked up. He was steering with one hand now, and boy,
those shakes. The car started flipping side-to-side on the street. A
couple of kids on bicycles were pedaling the other way. ?The Caucus ...
that's the committee that governs Sullivan . .. they ruled that in order
to eke out the orimulsion stock we shouldn't squander electricity, so
...?He tried flicking the insect from his face, only those trembling
fingers were going all over the place. He even knocked the rearview
mirror. And, Christ, those kids. They were going to be road meat in ten
seconds flat. I flicked the bug against the windshield, where I crushed
it under my knuckle.

?Good shot,?he said, then carried on, happily talking about what a
brilliant job his hometown was making of what must have been the biggest
disaster this side of Noah's flood. ?So they decided to ration
electricity to six hours a day, running from six in the evening until
midnight. You see, dark evenings are bad for morale, so if we keep the
power going for lighting and home entertainment people can watch movies
on tape and disk and so on.?

At last his trembling finger hit the play button. At that moment
electric guitar sounds soared from the speakers. A driving bass pumped
loud enough to shake the car.

?Hendrix!?He nodded to the rhythm as he drove. ?This is gold .. . pure
gold.?

We drove out of town and past fields where cows chewed their cud. He
waved to a woman walking her dog. A rat-sized thing on the end of a
leash that wore a tartan coat.

55 56

?That's Miss Bertholly. She's a big cheese on the Caucus.?He looked at
me. ?She's a real iceberg in pants; don't let her order you 'round.?

Then he flashed me a wide friendly grin. Something gave way inside me. I
don't know what. Because for the last few days I'd been wearing a face
engraved out of granite, or as good as. I'd not cracked a single smile
since I'd buried my sister and mom out on the bluff. Suddenly I felt
this big object moving through me and didn't know what the hell it was.
Then it came out, and I was making this weird braying sound.

Jesus. I looked at myself in the rearview mirror that Ben's jerky hand
had knocked to face me. There I was with my black hair sticking up in
wild spikes, my dark eyes glistening, and I realized I was laughing. It
wasn't as if Ben had said the wittiest line in the world. But it
uncorked a hell of a lot of emotion pent up inside me. Now I was
laughing so hard I thought my guts would rip out through my skin.

Ben looked at me with a grin. Before you knew it, he was laughing, too.

So roaring like a pair of madmen we cruised around the island that
wasn't really an island, while all the time Hendrix's guitar blazed from
the speakers like the cosmos itself had found its own voice and begun to
sing.

After that I'd go out for a beer or two with Ben, or we'd hang out with
a few like-minded souls.

Ben had one of these brains that people describe as lively and
inquiring. He'd been hot as biology student. For months he speculated
about the real cause of the ?disease?that infected the bread bandits.

Often he'd air his ideas as I made my daily round, using a hook on the
end of a twenty-foot pole to haul driftwood from the lake. I'd leave it
there on the shore in piles, then either me or old Mr. Locksley would
roll up in the truck and haul it back to my cabin, where I'd cut it up
for firewood.

56 57 ?Greg,?Ben once said to me, ?you know that scientists never did
find bacteria or a virus that could be attributed to the disease??

?What??I said, half listening as I hauled branches out of the water.
'You mean old Jumpy??

?Jumpy.?He grinned. ?That's it, give a terrible disease a comical name
and it doesn't seem half so bad, does it??

?Well, Jumpy seemed to sum it up well enough. Once those bread bandits
had a full-blown case they nearly jumped out of their skin. They got so
they were terrified of their own shadows.?

?Sure, the disease was named. Officially it was Gantose Syndrome, then
it became corrupted to Jumpy. But they don't know what caused it, or
what it actually is, never mind the question of how it could be cured.?

?Does it matter now? No . .. it's OK, Ben. I'll pull it out of the
water.?Good-natured Ben would sometimes try and help, but his hands
would shake so much he'd shake the wet wood and spray water into our
faces. He was good company, though, when I was out fishing for wood, so
I always encouraged him to walk with me 'round the shoreline.

And so he'd tell me his latest theory. ?If you ask me, Greg, even if
Jumpy is a disease it's not caused by bacteria or a virus.?

?It has to be one or the other, Ben. Even I know that you don't get sick
without some kind of infection.?

?That's not true. Your body can be invaded by something called a prion.?

?A prion. What the hell's that when it's at home??

?A prion can't even be described as being alive as such. Usually it's
referred to as an agent, but it seems to be capable of reproduction.
What's more, it's far smaller than a virus. Even worse, it's virtually
indestructible and can't be destroyed by heat. Prions have been
transmitted using scalpels that have been sterilized.?

57 58

?Then why haven't these prions killed everyone off in the past??

?Because the diseases they cause are rare. And prions tend not to be
harmful as a rule. We've all got them swimming about inside us, but as I
said, they're rarely dangerous. They just lie dormant all our lives.?

?What's the problem then? Don't we all have benign bugs inside us??

?That's true. Normally prions don't bother us. But if they do turn nasty
...?

?I could see that big but coming.?

?But if they do turn nasty,?he said, getting enthusiastic again, ?they
produce a substance called amyloid, which always forms in brain tissue,
not in any other part of the body.?

?Ah.?I saw where he was going with this. ?If it attacks the brain, then
it's going to affect behavior.?

?Bull's eye. And prions are transmissible.?

?You mean that these prions may be responsible for Jumpy??

?I do. And that it caused millions of people in South America to act in
such a bizarre and unusual way.?

?But simultaneously??

?Some diseases spread fast. You've ridden a bus in winter when half the
passengers are sneezing and coughing.?

?Have prion diseases spread as fast as this before??

?Not to anyone's knowledge.?He gave a grim smile. ?A tad worrying, isn't
it??

We talked on the beach as I collected wood that lake currents delivered
to us with all the regularity of the old-time mailman. That had been my
job of work for the last few months. For that I lived rent-free and took
a weekly wage. Dollar bills in the outside world might only be good for
starting campfires, but here in Sullivan they were still legal tender.

58 59

Never going out farther than their statutory two hundred yards were half
a dozen rowboats, each with two or maybe three guys fishing. They'd
never go beyond the orange buoys that marked the two-hundred-yard
boundary offshore. If you ask me, they'd die of a heart attack if you
even suggested they fire up the outboard motors and ride the four miles
or so across the lake to Lewis, which now sat there like a crusty black
scab. Those old guys'd tell you they didn't believe in ghosts. But get
this: They were still scared of them.

Fish jumped from the shallows. Birds sang in the woods. The sun climbed
toward midday. The temperature soared with it, too.

?It's getting too hot to do this much longer,?I told Ben.

He smiled. ?Well, I know a place where we can find some cold beers.?

?Show me that place, Ben.?I grinned. ?It sounds like a good place to be.?

Ben reached down into the water's edge to grab a hefty branch that
divided itself off into a mass of twigs.

?Leave it,?I told him. ?We've got enough for today.?

?Kindling,?he panted as he hauled it in. It must have been heavier than
it looked. ?It'll make good kindling.?

I laid the hooked pole down onto the beach, ready to give him a hand,
when he let out this cry of shock.

?What's wrong??I saw that he was staring into the mass of twigs. His
eyes had turned big and round in his face. His body had fixed into the
same position, as if he couldn't bring himself to move.

?Oh, my God ...?he gasped, then lost his balance to fall back onto his
butt on the shingle.

?Ben??I bent down to look into the tangle of sticks that still dripped
water. ?What's the matter, it's only a head. So what's the problem,
buddy? You've seen three of those today.?

59 60

?Not like this one I haven't.?

?Why, what's so different about it??

?Take a look for yourself.?He swallowed hard, as if his breakfast
threatened to come storming back. ?And while you're about it: Count the
eyes.?

61

******************

THIS IS A

***WARNING*** *****************************

Following a meeting May 15, the

Caucus has implemented the

following emergency ruling with

immediate effect:

STRANGERS No more strangers are to be

admitted into Sullivan.

Report any outsiders you see

approaching the island by road or

by boat.

61 62

If you see anyone on the island you suspect might be a stranger

REPORT IT!

Be aware that anyone giving food or shelter to a stranger will be

punished. Any such punishment will be severe.

Be warned.

OFF ISLAND TRAVEL All travel off island is strictly

forbidden. TAKE THESE MEASURES

SERIOUSLY

THEY HAVE BEEN MADE TO KEEP OUR COMMUNITY SAFE,

Caucus Order 174, May 15

We read the notice stapled to the post by the jetty. I saw more of those
yellow sheets of paper fixed to trees on the road that lead up to the town.

?The Caucus is getting jittery,?I told Ben.

?They're not the only ones.?He still looked pale after seeing the
severed head caught up in the branch he'd pulled from the water. ?The
whole world's in meltdown.?

I'd only seen the head for a moment before it slithered from the fork in
the branch and sank out of sight. Hell, it looked weird. Sickeningly
weird. I was happy to see it vanish again, believe me, but Ben had
shouted to me to pull it out with the hook (but on no account

63

to touch it with my bare hands; something I wouldn't have done for all
the tea in China anyway). Showing as a gray ball through the clear
water, the head came to a rest on pebbles on the lake bed. I must have
disturbed it as I splashed into the shallows because in a moment it
rolled away. Soon I couldn't even see it, never mind hooking the thing
out. Ben had called me back, telling me that the lake bed plunged down a
good fifty feet there into an underwater ravine. The head was gone.
Sweet Jesus, I was pleased to no end it had gone, too.

Even so, I still had a sharp mental image of it as it lay there wedged
into the fork of the branch. A man's head, it had only just started to
decompose; that meant it had to have come from someone who'd been alive
and well until a few days ago.

I use the word well loosely . .. very, very loosely. Because there was
something about the head that just wasn't right. The hair had been long,
the face heavily bearded. A bread bandit, I figured. The eyes were
closed. You could have fooled yourself that the guy was only sleeping
(if it hadn't been for the strings of raw meat hanging down where the
neck should be). But what took your breath away, and what horrified Ben
so much that he cried out, was that a sickening bulge of brown flesh
came out of the side of the face where the cheek should be. Set in that
were two wide blue eyes. And those eyes seemed somehow alive. They
stared right into mine. Then a second later the head slipped from the
branch and back into the water, where it now lay fifty feet beneath the
surface. Thank God.

Usually Ben would be full of ideas about anything new or unusual. This
time he kept silent. As we walked back all he did was swallow in a
queasy way.

This piece of yellow paper at least took his mind off what he'd just seen.

?It's because of the stranger. ...?I thought for a mo-

63

r 64

ment he was going to say that stranger you killed. Instead he said,
?It's because of the stranger who arrived recently.? He wiped his mouth,
as if the taste of his own vomit was still on his tongue. ?The Caucus
decided that because he wasn't a bread bandit and he was from this part
of the country, the disease must have infected North Americans.?

?They believe he really was infected??

?You know?he said firmly. ?You saw it in him. God knows how you do it,
but you knew he'd got it in him.?

I sensed a creeping cold in my blood. ?I might have been wrong.?

'You've not been wrong yet.?

?Yet.?

?The town's put their faith in you. You've got some instinct that tells
you when a person's infected.?

?And so they turn a blind eye when I hack some poor bastard to pieces. I
don't want to kill, Ben. I just find myself doing it, but it's like I'm
watching it all happen from across the street. Why don't they just put
anyone arriving in town in quarantine until they're sure? They don't
have to wait until I've passed fucking judgment on some poor fucking
stranger.?I began to feel angry again. That anger always lurked below
the surface . .. as soon as I started to think or talk about what I'd
done it came shooting out of me in flames of bloody red.

Ben was quick to try and calm me. ?Greg. We're lucky to have you. You've
saved our necks.?

?Lucky??I gave a sour-sounding laugh.

?Sure. Before you turned up we'd let anyone in who came to town, bread
bandits as well as our own countrymen. But we didn't know what was in
the blood of the bread bandits or what was in their brains. We'd give
those people food and lodging. They'd be completely normal, completely
sane. But then .. .?He clicked his fingers. ?One day, they'd snap. One
Chilean guy said he was a doctor. He was polite, charming even. But one

65

night he went downstairs, grabbed a carving knife and cut the throats of
the family he was lodging with. Now you're here, Greg. You've got a nose
for who's infected. Somehow you can see it in them, but we can't. You're
our best early warning system.?

?Yeah, right.. . but now I've killed a guy who's an American. Who might
have been born just down the road.?

?And that means the disease has spread. We know it can infect our
people.?Ben nodded back at the yellow notice. ?That means the town has
got to be more security conscious. From now on nobody comes onto the
island. No one leaves.?

?And that means suddenly our world has gotten a whole lot smaller.?I
looked 'round. ?We've turned the place into a prison.?

He shook his head. ?Not a prison. A fortress.?

?Either way, nobody's going anywhere, are they??

We headed off to Ben's apartment, where he'd left some beers in the
icebox of the refrigerator. Even though the electricity had been cut at
midnight they were still cold enough to raise the hairs on the back of
your neck. He also maintained a store of rechargeable batteries. So we
sat there listening to Hendrix hurl those amazing guitar sounds out into
the cosmic hereafter while we poured the beautifully cold beer down our
hot and thirsty throats.

For a long time we didn't say much. Suddenly a whole army of question
marks had come marching over our mental horizons. They were dark,
menacing. And I found myself thinking: Why had the disease suddenly
spread to our own countrymen? Had it infected us here in Sullivan? If it
had, when would we see the first symptoms? Or would it be only me who
recognized the disease in people? If that was the case, how long would
it be before I used the ax on a neighbor? Or

65 66 Clark

even Ben, sitting there on the sofa, listening to Hendrix's guitar
calling out to eternity?

I swallowed the beer in big, hard gulps.

There was another question, too. A weird, twisty one. One that lurked in
the background but seemed every bit as sinister as the rest. What had
gone wrong with that human head we found tangled up in the branch? How
could it bud an extra pair of eyes? Questions, Valdiva. Questions.
Questions.

We'd been in Ben's apartment barely an hour before the siren started.
Its phantom wail cut into the room like the bad news it was.

When the siren called, able-bodied men and women were expected to
collect weapons, to assemble at certain points in the town, to be ready
for Trouble with a capital T. On account of his shaky hands, Ben wasn't
in the guard-the idea of him handling a rifle with those twitchy fingers
put the fear of God into the guard sergeants. Even so, he came along. He
often wrote articles for Sullivan's (increasingly) slender newspaper;
with a change of hats he moved from stock clerk to reporter. In ten
minutes I was sitting in the back of the pickup barreling with half a
dozen others in the direction of the wall. Which was a ?misnomer,? as
Ben would have said, for a twenty-foot mass of steel fencing and barbed
wire running the entire width of the isthmus and cutting the island off
from the outside world.

A guy in an engineer's hard hat shouted to the half dozen or so of us in
the back of the pickup that outsiders were aiming to break in.

Hanging on to the sides, slipstream zithering his hair, Ben looked at
me. ?It looks as if we've got our first invasion,?he called.

67

Nine

Some invasion. The trucks skidded to a stop fifty yards from the gate in
clouds of dust. We climbed out with the guard sergeants telling us to
take it nice and easy; to stay back until the ?threat had been
quantified.? Jeez. Why don't those guys speak so you can understand them?

There, under a cloudless blue sky, the wall ran from left to right,
cutting across the highway and single railroad track. Both ends of that
mountain range of barbed wire ended in the water at either side of the
land bridge. The guards' officers-in real life a butcher, a cinema
manager and a retired police chief- moved toward the gate. Someone
handed me a shotgun and a handful of shells that I stuffed into my shirt
pockets. I squinted against the glare of the sun. Through the monster of
a steel gate I saw the invasion force.

Hell. Misnomers were thick as dog shit in a municipal park. Well, let me
tell you, the invasion force consisted of a family in a sedan. The car
was glossily clean.

68

It couldn't have come far. Two of the car's occupants climbed out,
leaving a young woman in the passenger seat. She stared out at us, her
eyes pumped full of anxiety.

The two who came forward to the gate were a man in his thirties and a
boy of around eleven. Like the car they were clean; the man had shaved
recently. Both were unarmed.

The stranger talked to the officers at the gate, though I noticed the
three officers hung well back- you don't know what filthy little
microbes are peeling themselves from the strangers, do you, boys ? I
even saw one of them take a glance at the flag to see which way the
breeze was blowing. The truth of the matter was, there was no breeze
today. The lake was as flat as a mirror.

Curiosity got the better of us. We moved forward to hear the conversation.

'You've got to,?the stranger was saying . .. hell, not saying, pleading.
He wanted something so bad it hurt.

?I'm sorry.?The cinema manager indicated a sign painted on a
five-by-five board. ?No one's allowed in.?

?But my wife's pregnant. She needs to be where she can get medical
attention.?

?What's wrong with the place you've just come from??

?We've been living in a cabin up in the hills.?

?Go back there. You'll be safe.?

The man shook his head. ?There's no one else there. She needs a doctor
to look at her. Besides, we're running short of food.?

?Got a rifle??

?Yes, but-?

?Hunt, then. Catch food. The woods are full of wild game.?

?But don't you understand??The man sounded angry now. ?My wife is seven
months pregnant. She's not been well lately. She needs a doctor.?

68 69

At that moment the woman pulled herself from the car, using the door to
lever herself upright. ?Jim, tell him about my brother.?

?OK, Tina, just you take it easy.?He looked at the boy. ?Mark, go look
after your Mom while I talk.?

?I'm sorry, sir,?the retired police chief spoke now in that polite but
firm voice he must have used a million times before in his career.
?You're going to have to turn your car around and leave the island.?

?What goddam fucking island??The stranger's patience had reached burn
out. ?It's not an island. It's a fucking town at the edge of a fucking
lake.. ..?

?Jim,?the woman pleaded, ?Don't get mad at them. They're just being
cautious.?

?Tina, OK. Sit back in the car.?

?They don't know us, Jim. For all they know we might be-?

?Bread bandits? Hey, guys. Do we look like bread bandits??

?No,?replied the old police chief, ?but you can't-?

?Then let us in. Please.?

?Sorry.?

?But you can see my wife isn't well.?

?We're taking no chances.?

?But do we look South American? We're from a place that's three hours'
north of here.?

?What place??asked the ex-chief.

?Golant, just off Route 3. Look, I've got a driver's license that-?

The ex-chief gave a regretful sigh. ?Sorry. No can do. We've reached a
decision to seal this town off from the outside. We can't risk
contamination.?

?Contamination! Do you think my wife and my son and my unborn child can
contaminate you??

?Jim,?called the woman from the car. ?Tell them about my brother.?

70

Jim turned back to us. ?My wife's brother owns a vacation home here.?

?He's living here now??

?No. He was in New York with his family when the crash came. We haven't
heard from him since.?His voice softened into those pleading tones
again. ?Don't you see? We wouldn't beg a place to stay, we could move
into my brother-in-law's cabin. I know how to weld . . . look!?Suddenly
eager, he gripped the gate bars with his two hands and gave it a shake.
?I could make this even stronger. I could make it so strong it would
keep an army out. You need to weld reinforcing bars diagonally across the-?

?Sorry.?The ex-chief spoke gently. He sounded genuinely regretful. ?I
truly am sorry. I can't permit you to enter the town. You look like good
people, but we just don't know if you're carrying the disease.?

?So you're going to turn us away, and leave us to starve??

The officers looked at each other; then the ex-chief spoke again. ?We
can give you food and medicine if you know what your wife needs.?

?I don't know what drugs she needs. I need a doctor to see her. Hey,
listen ... listen!?

But the three officers moved back to our group. I glanced at Ben. His
expression revealed that the incident sickened him. He had a good heart.
If you ask me, he'd have allowed the family in.

The stranger returned to the car, spoke in an agitated way to his wife,
then came back to the gate to yell, ?We're not moving, do you hear?
We're going to sit outside these gates until we starve to death or you
let us in. Did you hear me? Did you??

The ex-chief spoke to a couple of guards. ?Bring them some food, boys.
Pack it in fish crates so we can shove it through the gap under the gate.?

Sergeants dismissed us from guard duty; the idea was

71

we'd return to our own jobs, but most of us hung 'round, not enjoying
what we were seeing but feeling as if we somehow had to see it out.

Returning to his car, the stranger sat on the hood. Inside his family
must have cooked in the heat of the car's interior, but they weren't
quitting the standoff yet. Clearly, the guy thought we'd cave. That we
wouldn't stand here and watch the pregnant woman suffer.

After a while a truck returned with the wooden fish crates into which
dried foodstuff and cans had been packed. Using broom handles so as not
to get too close to the strangers and so risk possible infection, a
couple of guards slid the crates through the gap under the fence in the
direction of the strangers' car.

We sweated it out for hours. At one point the guy tried to climb the
gate, but there was so much barbed wire coiling 'round the bars, he
didn't make it halfway to the top before he had to slither down again.
The boy came up to the gate to call at us, ?Let us in. Let us in. My
mom's sick. Let us in!? And so on for a good twenty minutes. The woman
looked tired and a kind of quiet resignation rotted the expression on
her face. Later the guy cried. They sat in front of the car hugging each
other. It was about that time the woman started saying something to the
guy. For a while he shook his head, then he started to nod.

When next he climbed out of the car he never even looked at us. Nor did
we look directly at him. There was something embarrassing about the
situation now. No one made eye contact. No one spoke. For the next ten
minutes the boy and the man loaded the car with food, then quickly they
climbed back in, and the engine fired into life. Without even so much as
a reproachful glance the family drove off into the distance to whatever
hazardous future waited for them out there.

A shame-filled silence hung over us. It took a while,

71 72

but eventually we returned to the trucks for the drive back to town.
Some invasion.

That night after the heat of the day it felt good to work on my mother
and sister's tomb. Cool air. Cool stone against my palms. It was good to
be alone, too. As I worked on my three-dimensional jigsaw puzzle-my
goddam obsession, as Ben had dubbed it-I couldn't help but think about
the family we'd turned away. I guess the woman might wind up losing the
baby. She might even lose her own life with it. There'd be the man and
the boy with the screaming woman in a lonely cabin in the woods. I
slotted a cube of rock into the tomb structure. It fitted as neatly as a
plug into its socket. I patted it down the final inch or so with the
palm of my hand.

I immediately picked up another chunk of rock. This had a more
complicated shape, with seven sides. With luck it would stop me thinking
about the family.

But it wasn't easy. What if we'd relented? Let them in. What if a few
hours later that knot of tension came into my belly? That alarm signal
at some deep, deep animal level that said: Beware, Valdiva, you've got
yourself a batch of jumpies here. Kill them before it's too late. . . .

So what's worse, Valdiva? Turning the family away to maybe die a
lingering death out in the woods? Or finishing them all with a few
savage blows with the ax?

Some cousin of that instinct that gave me the ability to divine when a
person was infected with Jumpy also identified the perfect-shaped void
in the wall for the lump of rock I rolled 'round in my hands. In it
went. Snick. Perfect fit.

I stood back to look at the tomb. There it was, the size of a truck, a
perfect square, gleaming like cream in the starlight.

An old woman once walked down here as I worked.

73

She complimented me on my labors and said the structure reminded her of
an ancient Egyptian tomb called a Mastaba. Mastabas, she said, were used
to entomb Egyptian dead long before they built the Pyramids. I don't
know anything about that. Instinct told me to build it that way. Like
instinct told me when a person was hot with Jumpy. I didn't think or
plan what to do. I only acted on instinct. And if God or the Devil
shaped that instinct, I don't know. That's just the way it was.

Stars shone brighter than diamonds. I sat with my back to the tomb,
feeling the cool stone through my shirt back. Even though it was close
on two in the morning I didn't feel like sleeping. That cabin of mine
could be a lonely place; somehow it felt less lonely up here on the
bluff by the graves of Chelle and Mom. Here, I counted shooting stars.
?Wow, Chelle, did you see the size of that one??

I bit my lip. It was so easy to believe they were sitting beside me,
alive and breathing and singing out ?Oooh?and ?Aaah?when a fiery blue
meteor came crackling through the atmosphere sixty miles above our heads.

Still biting my lip hard, I looked out across the lake. It had a silvery
look tonight, yet somehow mixed with a lot of darkness. Glints of
starlight reflected on the water before slowly vanishing, to be replaced
by a great gulf of blackness that looked as dark as death itself. I
imagined myself running to the end of the bluff and diving the twenty
feet down into the water. Down, down, down .. . swimming through clouds
of bubbles, through swarms of fish that would move with a metallic
glitter. In my mind's eye I saw myself swimming across the rocks, around
clumps of weeds, over the rotting bones of sunken boats. I imagined
swimming right away across the lake underwater on one gulp of air. There
I'd climb out onto the harbor wall at Lewis.

Suddenly it seemed the most desirable thing in the

74

world to get away from this claustrophobic town. The stores and cinemas
and supermarkets across the lake might be smashed to crud, but it would
be a real taste of freedom. There was an aura about Sullivan these days
that pushed my mood down into a dark place. It was the same kind of
feeling you got when you walked into an old folks' home. You sensed it
was a place where life hung by a thread. That, there, all the people
looked backward to the past. That they had no future. No fun. Nothing
but the slippered creep, creep of death getting closer and closer.

Maybe I wasn't far from the truth. Most of Sullivan's population was
elderly. They'd only survived because they'd stayed put in this
out-of-the-way place. And stay put they did. The poster warning people
not to leave the island was a joke because no one had been away from it
in the last six months. Fishermen never went past the orange buoys that
marked the two-hundredyard line from shore. No one went hunting in the
forest that stretched out into the mainland proper beyond the isthmus.
Hell, no one had looked over the nearest hill for months. Someone could
have built a new Disneyland there and we'd be none the wiser.

I'd been half asleep as I allowed those thoughts to run through my head.
The grass was soft there; the night air could have been an
all-enveloping comforter. So when I saw the light it didn't register.

I watched it in that disconnected mental state. Not even asking myself
who the hell was shining a light across the lake in that ghost town.

The yellow light showed as nothing more than a spark. It could have been
a star that had somehow tumbled from the sky to rest in one of the
ruined buildings.

It moved.

This did bring my head up. I stared, feeling a tingle spread across my skin.

Someone was across there in Sullivan. He was shin-

75 ing a light; a small lamp or even a candle, I don't know. But it was
steady enough. It didn't look like starlight reflected by a window. It
moved again. Now it disappeared, then reappeared, as if someone unseen
carried the light through what remained of one of the buildings.

Sure. There were people out there. We'd seen strangers today. But this
was the first time I'd seen a light in Lewis. Normally even strangers
stayed away from the ruined town. It was as if people had a gut feeling
that told them the place was contaminated, or even that it was lousy
with ghosts.

The light moved higher. Disappeared.

Gone.

It's not coming back, I told myself. They've left.

But then the light reappeared. This time it was at a higher level. I
pictured the ruined waterfront buildings I'd seen through a 'scope.
They'd stood up to six stories tall. Now it looked as if someone had set
a light in one of the shattered windows to burn there as a signal to us
across the lake. Not that anyone from Sullivan would take a damn shred
of notice of it, never mind dare making the trip across to the ghost town.

Then I thought something insane. I decided to take a boat over there
myself. It didn't make sense. All I might find was a pack of bread
bandits who'd break my skull. Or maybe I'd find someone who'd infect me
with Jumpy. But that insane notion blazed inside my head. Go there,
Valdiva. Anything to get out of this hole for a few hours.

At this time of night there'd be no one to see me slip one of the
cruisers from its mooring. I'd be in Lewis in twenty minutes. By
starlight I followed the path down from the bluff, through the trees to
the jetty. There, the boats sat so still on the water you'd swear that
the lake had become as hard as onyx. There were cruisers with big hunky
motors that could fly me

75 76

across the lake in minutes. But the noise they'd make at this time of
night would wake a skeleton.

I opted for the smaller tourist cruisers. These harked back to the time
that the town council started taking green issues seriously and
encouraged boat rental businesses to bring in boats with electric motors
rather than the old internal combustion engines. They weren't fast, but
they were whisper quiet. I knew the batteries would be charged because
Peter Gerletz and his daughters used them as fishing boats. I even
borrowed one every now and again to collect driftwood where it beached
on a sandbar a hundred yards offshore.

Taking careful steps, I moved down the jetty, hearing the mousy squeak
of timbers shifting under my feet.

?That you, Gerletz? It's OK, I'm not stealing your precious boats.? It
was the voice of the old police chief coming from the shadows. I stepped
forward to see him sitting on the jetty boards with his back to a
mooring post. He looked relaxed. No wonder; I saw a bottle of whiskey on
the boards beside him. Well, a third of a bottle, to be more precise. A
shot glass sat neatly beside the bottle.

?Gerletz, don't worry. Go back to sleep. I'm guarding your damn boats
tonight.?

?It's not Peter Gerletz,?I said.

?Who then? Not one of my ghosts come to haunt me??I heard a soft laugh
as he poured a splash of whiskey into the shot glass.

?It's Greg Valdiva.?

?Oh, the outsider??He swallowed the shot in one. ?But it's not fair to
call you an outsider now, is it? You've been here . . . what? Six months??

?Eight.?

?Eight? As long as that??

He groaned a bone-weary groan as he made himself

77

more comfortable against the post. ?So, what brings you down here? A
midnight swim??

?No.?I could hardly say I intended to break one of the Caucus's
shiny-new laws. Instead I shrugged. ?Couldn't sleep.?

?Ah, Valdiva, you're one of the guard, aren't you??

?Yes.?

?So you saw that sorry spectacle today??

I nodded.

'You know, that really works against my grain, Valdiva. I swore to
uphold law and order and protect the innocent. I've still got my badge
and I still clean it with complete and sincere pride.?

?We had no choice. We had to refuse them entry.?

?Especially after last week. When that blue-eyed American boy.. .?He
merely gestured with the glass instead of finishing the sentence. ?It
seems that damn bug can get into our blood, too. No one's immune, isn't
that so??

?I guess.?

?You guess right, my friend. But even so. What happened today just
didn't seem right. That pregnant lady? She needed our help. But we just
told them to shove off. That sticks in my craw. I say if we're going to
go down with a case of Jumpy we might as well get it over with, because
we're only postponing the inevitable by hiding away here.?

?You're going to tell the Caucus that??

He looked up as if seeing me properly for the first time. ?Valdiva. You
speak your mind, don't you? As well as being our town executioner.. . .
Pardon me, you didn't need reminding of that. Jack Daniel's always did
loosen my tongue past the point where my diplomatic side becomes a mere
speck on the horizon ...?He seemed to lose the thread for a while. He
charged his glass again, then downed it in one. ?Here I am like some old
wino. I busted plenty of those when I first

78

joined the force. Hell, the smell of their pee followed you home. It got
so Mary made me change out of my uniform in the garage. We even had a
shower installed in the utility room there. 'Get out of those clothes,'
she'd say, 'you've been hauling in drunks again. I can smell the pee on
your jacket',?He chuckled. ?That's why I refuse to drink this whiskey
out of the bottle like a bum. I'm drinking it out of a glass like an
officer and a gentleman.?He poured another shot. ?The answer to your
question, Valdiva, is no. I won't be telling the Caucus that Sullivan
here is a hopeless case ... a terminal patient waiting for the
inevitable. That we're all going to contract that damn disease one day.
We are, but I won't tell them that. I have what you might call such a
strong sense of duty it's pathological. So I'll do my hardest to do the
right thing for our community. Even if I sometimes think-privately,
mind-it stinks . . . stinks of something brown and wet. Now, sir, can I
interest you in a glass of this??

?No thanks. I just needed some air. I'm going to turn in.?

?Good night, Valdiva. I hope you sleep better than I will.?

?Good night, Mr. Finch.?

I'd started walking back along the jetty when he called out again.
?Valdiva, do yourself a favor.?I looked back at him sitting there,
pouring himself another whiskey. ?Get away from here. It's useless
advice, I know. But this town is going to start getting unhealthy. And
I'm not talking about any disease here. I don't know what it is, that's
the funny thing. But when I walk 'round and look in my neighbors' faces
I start getting a bad taste in my mouth.?

?What do you think might be wrong??

?I don't know. Something just isn't right. So if I were you, I'd get
right away from here ... as far as you can. Call it cop instinct.?He
picked up the bottle as if to

79

read the label. ?Aw, what do I know??He smiled and seemed to step up the
amiable old drunk act, as if he'd suddenly had second thoughts and
didn't want me to take what he'd said at all seriously. ?Forget it,
Valdiva. It's just the whiskey talking. You get yourself a good night's
sleep. There's nothing to worry about.?

There's nothing to worry about. I tended to believe everything the old
cop told me. But I didn't believe that last comment. There's nothing to
worry about.

With the man's lie echoing inside my skull I walked home.

79 80 Ten

The smell of bacon woke me. Lynne had slipped in early to cook
breakfast. She did this every week or so. When I pictured her husband
making breakfast for their two children at the same time I pulled the
sheet higher over my head.

As I heard her singing lightly to herself I imagined her moving 'round
the kitchen to pour orange juice, or spoon coffee into cups. That lovely
swaying walk of hers that made me think of Hawaiian dancers in grass
skirts. After cutting bread she'd push her long hair back away from her
face, or maybe move it with a flick of her head.

I knew if I called down to her to forget breakfast she'd come upstairs,
peeling off her T-shirt as she came, exposing those firm, perfectly
shaped breasts. She'd slip down the tiny skirt she wore. I'd admire
those long golden legs, then pull back the sheet so she could slide into
bed beside me.

That ache of longing twisted me up inside. All I had to do was take a
breath, then say her name out loud. Lynne.

80 81

Instead I lay there not moving as the ritual continued. It was one of
those sweeteners. Hot tasty breakfast for the town executioner. An idea
cooked up by the Caucus months ago. Of course, they'd suggested it would
be Lynne's civic duty to provide anything else that I might want along
with bacon, scrambled eggs and golden pancakes.

Just had to click my fingers. She'd be there naked in the doorway.
Smiling sexily, she'd ask, ?How do you want me? It's your choice,
Greg-anything. Just command it.?

A couple of hours later she'd walk up the hill to town, maybe a little
on the sore side, so she'd discreetly carry her panties in a bag.

As I warred with my own conflicting emotions-part of me craving to call
her upstairs, the other part ready to order her back to her husband-I
suddenly realized that things might be set for change. Now that the town
had slapped a prohibition on strangers entering the island, where did
that leave me? Before they let me screen newcomers in (as the man said)
my own inimitable fashion. When that monkey instinct inside a dark
corner of my mind made me kill they'd accepted that it was a necessary
evil. They cleared away the bloody aftermath and rewarded me with
chocolate cake and sex.

But it was different now, wasn't it? Now that they'd sealed themselves
from the outside world they didn't need my services anymore. What's
more, they'd always been suspicious of me. They tolerated me because I
was essential to their own survival, that's all. The old ex-cop's
warning came back to me from the night before. Valdiva, do yourself a
favor. Get away from here . . . as far away as you can. . . .

Maybe right now they were discussing the proposal on the agenda: Get rid
of Valdiva .. . oust the monster. I could see all those gray heads
nodding 'round the

81 82

table as Miss Bertholly agreed: ?Valdiva's surplus to requirements now.
Can anyone nominate a hunter who's good with a rifle??

?Get him before he figures out he's redundant,?old man Crowther would
say. ?Make his whore girl go down to cook him breakfast. I know a guy
who'll blow him to pieces with a twelve-gauge while he's still in bed.
Better still, why waste good bullets? Wait until he's screwing her and
kill the pair of them with one shell.?

That mental movie of my blood hitting the bedroom wall was clear enough,
I can tell you. At the sound of the door opening downstairs I bounced
out of bed and went to the top of the stairs. Lynne looked startled as
she opened the screen to the veranda.

?You gave me a scare, Greg,?she said, seeing the expression on my face.
?What's wrong??

I looked at the plate full of breakfast on the table. ?Where are you
going, Lynne??

?Nowhere. Well... I was just throwing out this bread for the birds. You
should get in the habit of checking it. It's so stale you could crack
rocks with it.?She threw the crust out onto the grass, then came back
into the kitchen, smiling. ?There's chilled juice, and I made fresh
pancakes. Coffee??

?Yeah.?I looked through the window at the top of the stairs. Outside
there was no one about. No Crowther narc anyway, with a shotgun. Maybe
my imagination had gotten overripe. Even so ...

?Greg. Relax. You look as if you've seen a ghost.?

Yeah, my own.

She played with her hair a little in that sexy way of hers. ?Say ... do
you want breakfast in bed this morning??

I thanked her but declined. I said I needed to make an early start
cutting wood out back. She was thoroughly pleasant, even flirty, but all
we did was make small talk.

82 83

The old cop swilling whiskey on the jetty had prevented me from taking
the boat across the lake to Lewis to find out who it was burning the
lamp up in the ruins. But now I was more than ever determined to take
that trip. What's more, this town seemed even more
claustrophobic-dangerous, even-now that I realized its people didn't
need me anymore. When I walked down Main Street I knew I'd get an itch
between my shoulder blades just where a rifle bullet might find a home.

Lynne nibbled toast with me as I ate her breakfast. It was good, and the
temptation to suggest half an hour up on the bed took some time to quit.
But eventually she said her good-byes before heading back up the hill in
the direction of home. I hauled the chainsaw from the shed, topped up
the tank, then fired her up. The logger's chainsaw was muscular enough
to loosen the fillings in your teeth, but it made short work of the
heftier pieces of driftwood. I cut the timber into disks maybe eight
inches long. Soon a blizzard of sawdust filled the air, turning the
sunlight misty and golden.

I worked through the pile of timber the lake had given up (along with
its more grisly fruit). I thought of the severed head with its extra set
of eyes. Suddenly I could taste the scrambled egg in my mouth again with
that extra spice of bile.

Revving the chainsaw motor, I forced the image out of my skull. Instead
I concentrated on the blurring teeth that bit through the timber. The
world was getting stranger by the day. No doubt about that. Hell, I just
wondered what strange turn lay around the corner to take us all by surprise.

Later I made my deliveries in the hot sun. With the pickup piled with
firewood I drove through town. Everything looked rock-solid normal.
People waved at me. If anything their mood seemed lighter now that a

84

goodly number of days had passed since I killed the outsider. Normal
rhythms reasserted themselves. The supermarket had its usual quota of
customers pushing shopping carts of groceries to their cars. The
mcDonald's just across from the cinema boasted a few people chewing the
fat over coffees and cake (the old Ronald McDonald menu had varied
through necessity over the last few months). Cars cruised by. A cop on a
motorbike gave me a thumbs-up as I made a left into the residential
area. Here I found the few children who remained in Sullivan playing on
skateboards, riding bikes. A couple of toddlers were running in and out
of a lawn sprinkler shrieking like crazy. Even when I at last reached
Crowther's house all he did was shoot me a sullen look before sloping
indoors. I piled wood on the drive for him to collect at his own sweet
leisure, then pointed the nose of the pickup back into town.

I'd just helped myself to a Swiss cheese sandwich and a jug of iced
water in the supermarket coffeehouse when Ben saw me and hurried in
through the door. ?Help yourself,?I said nodding at the iced water.
?It's hot as hell outside today.?

?Yeah, it's getting more like hell every day.?He pulled a grim smile.
?Take a look at that.?He pushed a book across the table at me.

I checked the title. ?Secrets of the Arcane. Whatever lights your lamp,
Ben.?

?After we saw that head yesterday I did some reading.?

I gave a heartfelt groan. ?That head? Do you have to remind me? I'm
still eating.?

?But what the hell was it, Greg??This was more like the old Ben. The
proto-scientist Ben who enthusiastically searched for answers. ?Every
now and again you hear of four-legged chickens and two-headed lambs. But
have you seen a human being with an extra set of eyes??

84 85 -i mm

mm

STRANGER

I groaned again and pushed the uneaten sandwich to one side. ?I asked
you not to mention it. I can feel eyeballs in the cheese with my tongue
now.?

'You find people with genetic defects and mutations, but have you ever
see anything as ... as severe as that??

?Listen, Ben . .. here, let me get that for you.?He made as if to pour
water from the jug into a glass, but with those shaky hands he splashed
liquid over the tabletop (and my now unloved sandwich).

?Thanks.?He took a thirsty swallow.

?Ben. You see weird mutant stuff in the Fortean Times and Ripley's. Men
covered with hair like apes. Women with three nostrils. Kids with paws
instead of fingers.?

?But that head was nothing like I've ever seen before in a book.?

?It was probably some poor devil who'd spent his life locked in the
attic being fed a pail of fish heads every Thursday. He escaped after
the crash, then wondered 'round until he wound up in the lake. End of
sad story.?

?I don't know. Maybe. Maybe not.?

'You really think it might be something else??

?Who knows? You might have noticed, but the world's taken a weird jump
out left of field these days.?He smiled. ?Now listen to this.?And he
started to read from the book. ?'Long ago the alchemist Thomas Vaughn
wrote the hermetic treatise Lumen de Lumine. He described a process
where animal and human bodies can be made to descend into primal matter,
the tenebrae activae, as he termed it.' No, Greg, don't shake your head,
just listen, will you? It says here that Vaughn believed this was a kind
of melting pot into which you can feed human beings and from which new
life could be created.?

?You're saying that's what happened to old Johnny Cluster Eyes you found
in the lake??

?Maybe.?

86

I leaned forward. ?Ben, listen to your buddy. You need to find yourself
a girlfriend, you really do.?

He shot me a kind of startled look, then he read something in my face.
For a second I thought he'd be insulted, but he started laughing with
that breathless bray of his. Right from the first time we met I'd found
the laugh infectious, and now I started laughing, too. The other
customers in the coffeehouse looked at us as if we might have gone half
crazy.

Come to think of it, they might have been half right at that.

87 «

Eleven

Days slipped by in that breathless heat. In the cool of early morning I
hooked driftwood from the lake. Sometimes I'd find human corpses in the
shallows. Most were so far gone that you couldn't tell if they were male
or female. Young or old. Bread bandit or Yankee. They were mushy things
resembling old leather satchels with ragged holes where the fish had
picked away the soft tissues. They always went for the eyes, too. Fish
must find eye meat the sweetest. Every so often Lake Coben would offer
up a fresh specimen that proved to me that there were still people out
there in the forests and hills beyond Sullivan. For reasons unknown to
me they sometimes wound up dead in the lake. Maybe bread bandits hunted
them down like wild dogs out there, beat them to death, then tossed them
into a stream that fed the lake where they eventually floated here.

As the days passed there were no more outsiders showing up either.
What's more, I didn't see any more of that light in the ruins of Lewis,
so the urge to take

88

Simon Clark

a boat across there sort of went off the boil.

The rest of my workday was taken up with cutting the wood and delivering
it in the pickup. With electricity rationed to those six hours in the
evening, anyone wanting a hot drink or a cooked meal used wood stoves,
which were nothing grander than barbecues out in their backyards.

Every night I fitted more stones to the tomb and made it that much larger.

Hey, it wasn't all work. We went to the cinema to see a movie that we
might have seen a dozen times before. After all, with the world in
pieces there'd be no new features coming to town. It wasn't as bad as it
sounded. There was something magical about seeing the world as it once
was, before the crash. Most nights the cinema was a good half full. Then
there were the bars, the pool hall, bowling, or maybe just a tub full of
beers swimming in a gallon of water and ice. A few of us would gather on
a porch to sip beer while chewing the fat beneath starry skies.

To say the whole world had gone shit-faced sounds idyllic, doesn't it? I
remember the beach barbecue when we must have eaten a whole hog, grunt
and all. There weren't a lot of young people in Sullivan, but we made a
real party of it at night. We emptied a few cases of wine while the
empty beer bottles rose in a glittering pyramid on the sand. A kid with
a Jeep that boasted the mother and father of all sound systems drove it
down to the shore. The music boomed across the lake. If the 50,000
ghosts that must surely haunt Lewis had ears they'd have had a feast of
music that night.

But there I go, remembering the good times. A kind of golden six weeks
after the arrival of the pregnant woman and her family. There was no
trouble. Unless you can count the underpants bunting that some drunken
kids strung across the town hall. Or the Cau-

88 89 I

m

STRANGER

cus complaining that certain work quotas weren't being met. Like who
cares that ten thousand tins of baked beans in warehouse A should have
been moved two hundred yards to warehouse B? Or that some of the
residents grumbled that the music was getting too loud? Or-horror of
horrors-those young people were actually enjoying themselves and
laughing in the streets at night? If you ask me, I say to hell with the
whiny complaints. Those young people were taking a vacation from the
cold, brutal reality surrounding us.

And yeah, you've guessed right. It was too good to last.

One Sunday in July a storm came down on the town like a landslide.
Thunder. Lightning. Torrential rain. The lake turned to cream. Surf
broke over the jetties. One of the fishing boats tore loose and went
rolling away through the waves, never to be seen again.

The Gerletz family were the boat experts. They raced through the storm
tying extra lines to the lake cruisers and fishing craft to stop them
being carried away. They had their hands more than full taking care of
all the island's boats as well as their own fleet. Soon they called in
more help. I found myself with Ben and one of the Gerletzs' daughters, a
big-boned twenty-one-yearold, along with half a dozen townspeople. We
hauled small boats out of the water high up onto the beach, away from
the pounding surf. Everyone was soaking wet. The temperature plummeted
so much our bodies steamed as we worked our way along the shore, tying
more lines to the big lake cruisers in the hope they wouldn't be torn
out into the lake where they'd be lost for sure.

And all the time we stumbled through lightning flashes, deafened by
thunder that threatened to bring the entire sky crashing down.

That was the afternoon the whole world turned rotten again. It happened
fast.

89

\ 90

This is how fast.

We moved away from the main harbor area to a stretch of coast where
free-floating cruisers were moored. These were simply roped to concrete
anchors in the shallows or to three or four rickety jetties that clearly
weren't going to withstand this storm-force punishment.

Ben and a couple of middle-aged guys waded into the water to haul at a
rowboat that had water sloshing 'round up to the seat planks.

?Leave that one,?Gerletz called over the thunder. ?Get the big lake
cruisers secure first. This wind's going to rip them from the moorings.?

Quitting the rowboat, they waded to where a big white cruiser bounced on
the surf. Miss Gerletz must have had muscles in her spit. She plunged
into the water, reached up and grabbed the big boat by the guardrail
post and dragged its prow to face the beach. ?Tie that line to the
cleat, then run it up to the concrete block on the beach.?

This we did, but the boat bucked crazy-horse style. Even with three of
us holding onto the rope it buzzed through our fingers, dealing out
friction burns right, left and center.

The boat was a real millionaire's toy. I could see white leather
upholstery in the cabin and gin and whiskey decanters rattling in their
holders. You might wonder why we worked so hard to save these vessels.
The truth of the matter is, they made useful workboats now. More than
one millionaire's cruiser was used to ship gasoline barrels 'round the
island to the part of Lime Bay that was inaccessible by truck. Even so I
couldn't resist a grim smile. The boat I wrestled to save that gleamed
as white as a cheerleader's grin had the name Crowther painted on the
stern in gold. No doubt

90 91 mmm

STRANGER

Crowther junior would thank me for saving his family's boat.

Yeah, right: some time never!

There wasn't time to dwell on it. The Gerletz girl finished tying off
the mooring to the concrete slab firmly anchored into the beach.
?Next,?she panted, then hurried to another boat.

With waterspouts rearing up like goosenecks out in the lake and rain
slamming into our faces, we moved forward. Inside forty-five minutes
we'd secured extra mooring lines on a dozen lake cruisers. Some of these
were hefty twenty-tonners that boasted galleys, cabins and bars. So far
we hadn't lost a single one on our stretch of coast. Some of the
rowboats were a different matter. Several had sunk; one had been smashed
into two clean halves across a rock. But they weren't a real concern.
There must be a good couple of hundred rowboats on Sullivan; plenty of
those were pulled high and dry on the beach.

A real cause for concern was a big cruiser tethered to the jetty at the
far end of the beach. This was the farthest from town, the least used,
certainly the most poorly maintained. Even from a hundred yards away I
could see the whole structure rock under the pressure of the huge
cruiser that had broken loose at the stern. The winds caught the boat,
swinging it out first into the lake then back and-CRASH!-against the
jetty. By the time we'd reached the thing the jetty's planks had started
to pop off the timber frame with every knock of the boat.

?Hurry up, you guys!?the Gerletz girl yelled through the storm. ?We're
going to lose this one if we don't work fast.?

?Someone's all ready up there,?Ben shouted.

?See who it is.?

I looked at the figure that wrestled with a rope, trying to tie it to
the iron ring set in the jetty.

91 92

?It's Charlie Finch,?one of the men said, using his hand to shield his
eyes from the stinging rain. ?He's got the front line tied.?

Gerletz moved up the plank. ?We need to get the aft line secure,
otherwise she's going to smash the jetty to pieces.?The boat underlined
what she'd just said by swinging back into the jetty again with enough
force to make the whole thing shudder. Ahead another plank popped off
the frame. ?It's coming apart at the seams.?

We were halfway along the jetty, all set to help the old cop tie down
the boat, when he saw us. Then he did a weird thing.

He waved us back. ?It's OK,?he shouted. ?I can handle it.?

?Don't worry, Mr. Finch,?Ben called. ?We'll give you a hand.?

?I'm fine!?

But he didn't look fine.

?I can handle it,?he repeated. ?Go see to the other boats.?

?They're all tied down,?Gerletz said. ?This is the last one.?

The last one. But it was the big daddy of them all. This was a
multimillionaire's yacht with what must have been half a dozen cabins
and a couple of bathrooms. In the near darkness the thing looked like a
big, angry bear that swung from side to side to butt the jetty with
those crashing blows.

?Go back,?Finch bellowed. ?I'll have it tied in a minute.?

?You'll never manage it by yourself.?Gerletz shook her head in
disbelief. ?I'll climb onto the boat and throw another line.?

?This is good enough.?The ex-cop looked furious that we were trying to
help him. His eyes blazed at us through the spray.

92 93

?The line's not strong enough,?she said. ?You need thicker rope.?

?It's not safe out here,?Finch insisted. ?The surf will wash someone
into the lake.?

?Don't worry, I'll make it.?With that, Gerletz bounded from the jetty
onto the boat. The girl must have been scrambling across boats in all
weathers since she could walk. Even though the boat bucked under her,
she ran from one end of the deck to the other without touching the
guardrail once. In seconds she'd pulled a hefty orange rope from a
locker, uncoiled it, tied it to the deck cleat, then hurled it at us.
The thing nearly got away from us into the surging water, but Ben got a
grip, and soon we were all hauling the rope. It was like trying to pull
a house from its foundations. For a while I didn't think we'd bring the
pitching boat under control, but at last it moved. Soon it lay hard
against the jetty. It still rose and fell with the waves, but at least
it no longer battered the wooden structure like a gigantic hammer.

?It should hold,?Gerletz shouted from the deck. ?But I wouldn't put my
shirt on it.?

She returned partway down the deck, but instead of returning to the
jetty she opened a cabin door.

Finch shouted at her. ?Where are you going??The alarm in the man's voice
startled her.

She looked back at him. ?The boat's too low in the water. She might have
a leak.?

?It doesn't matter,?Finch cried. ?Leave it until the storm's dropped.?

?But it might-?

?It's not safe on there. The damn boat might sink with you on it.?

?Don't worry,?she said, puzzled by his manner. ?It won't sink yet.?

?Get off the boat; you can't be certain.?Lightning lit up his face.
There was something terrible about his

93

I

M 94

expression. Like he'd seen a room full of corpses. ?Just get off the
damned boat, OK??

?No.?This time she sounded annoyed. ?I'm not leaving it like this. You
can wait on the beach, but I'm going to pump out the bilges.?

She'd ducked her head to go into the boat. Thunder crashed across the
lake so loud that I saw Ben wince at the sheer volume. I also saw Finch.
He was tense and staring at the boat. The man's reaction to Gerletz
entering the boat just didn't make sense.

Or at least it didn't make sense then.

Because five seconds later Gerletz came scrambling out of the boat onto
the deck like she'd been thrown there. She looked through the dark maw
of the cabin door, then called back to us. This time her voice was high,
anxious-sounding.

?Greg. Come up here quick. ?

With the boat securely tied I had no difficulty in climbing up onto its
broad deck. I shot a questioning look at Gerletz.

'You better take a look at what's in the cabin,?she said.

With the electric storm lighting the boat like a strobe I took a single
cautious step through the doorway.

I stopped dead and whispered, ?Oh, Christ.?

Outside Finch was groaning, ?No, no, no, no . . .?

There in the gloom, lit only now and then by the flicker of lightning,
were a group of faces. As I looked at them, they looked back at me,
their eyes seeming to glow in the storm light.

?Valdiva,?called one of the men back on the jetty. ?What the hell's
going on??

I stepped back onto the deck. ?There's a bunch of kids in there.?I took
a breath. ?They're outsiders.?

94 95 Twelve

This is when the impossible happened. When the town of Sullivan learned
that the old ex-cop, Finch, had been hiding outsiders on the boat, it
exploded. There's no other word for it. As far as the public was
concerned Finch became enemy number one. Not content with arresting him
and locking him in the town's four-cell jail, they wrecked his house and
smashed up his car. Someone even went down to the bottom of his yard,
where he kept his dog. They burnt the kennel, then shot his animal as it
cried for its master. Man, you could have taken a knife and carved the
mood of savagery that hung over the town.

Just twenty-four hours after the outsiders had been found, Finch stood
trial in the courthouse. It sickened me. OK, Finch had risked infecting
himself and thereby others on the island, but it was that volcanic
eruption of public fury that got me. I know the people were scared, but
it was how they dealt with it that turned my gut. As I sat on a patch of
grass outside the courthouse that Monday afternoon I told myself

95 96

there'd be a lynching. Hundreds of people seethed like a boiling lake
outside the doors. Already some children had thrown stones. One cop
wound up with a busted cheekbone. The fury had infected everyone from
ninety-year-olds down to toddlers.

Ben sat beside me. He looked restless, uneasy. ?They want Finch's blood,
don't they??

I nodded. ?I think they're going to get it, too.?

?So what's the point of a trial? They're going to find him guilty anyway.?

?They already have,?I told Ben. ?Now they're deciding the punishment.?

?Jeez ... he was only trying to help the poor devils.?

I knew Ben had been down to the boat where the outsiders had been
secretly hiding out and that had now become their prison that morning. I
asked him what was going to happen to them.

?It's already happened,?he replied. ?The Caucus didn't waste any time.?

I shot him a questioning look. The mood the townspeople were in, I
wouldn't put it past them to shoot the strangers dead just like they
killed Finch's dog.

Ben noticed the expression on my face. ?Don't worry, they haven't been
harmed. At least not yet. Old man Gerletz took the boat to the far end
of the lake. They've been put down on the shore there.?

?Where they'll be left to starve, no doubt.?

?Gerletz dumped some food with them. So they're OK for now.?

?For now being the key phrase. Jesus, there might be bread bandits out
there.?

Ben shrugged. ?Orders from the Caucus.?

'Yeah, orders from the Caucus. What will they end up deciding next??

?They've already ordered that the boat they were using be burnt out in
the lake so as not to risk contamination.?

96 97

?But Finch could be contaminated. What's the point in going to all that
trouble when it might already be too late??

Ben just shrugged again. ?People are frightened; they've got so
desperate they'll do anything if they think it will save them.?

?From what I saw of the outsiders, they just looked like a couple of
ordinary families. They had kids with them.?

?But you don't know that. What would happen if you got that sixth sense
of yours going? And you knew they were infected? You'd have waded into
them with an ax, wouldn't you??

I looked at him, burning with anger for a moment; then it passed. ?I
guess you're right, Ben.?

?This way the town has at last done its own dirty work instead of
leaving it up to you.?

He was right again. Even so, it seemed so unfair. Those outsiders might
have been free of the virus or whatever. They might have lived here and
never developed Jumpy in twenty years. Just then, over at the
courthouse, shouting rose into a roar. The doors opened and a bunch of
cops and Caucus members left the building. They climbed into cars and
screeched away.

?I guess they've made their decision,?Ben said, looking as if an
unpleasant taste had found its way onto his tongue. ?My guess is they've
passed a death sentence.?

It turned out they had. But not in the way you might have thought.

I said to Ben, ?Are you covering this story for the paper??

?No, the editor's handling this one himself.?

It was one of those times when you're curious to find out what's
happening, but deep down you just don't want to know. Finch had been
found guilty. Whatever

98 -'if a* .

Simon Clark

punishment they were going to impose on the guy, you knew it was going
to be bad. Ben had used the word draconian. I wasn't all that sure what
draconian meant, but it sounded like a hard, evil word.

The crowd's agitation infected Ben. He stood up, began to pace 'round,
running his hands through his hair.

The crowd .. . no, for crowd read MOB .. . was beginning to yell. ?Bring
him out! Bring out Finch!?

I guessed they'd made up their own minds to tear him to crud there and then.

Then something started happening. A something that made me uneasy. I
stood up to watch. Outside the courthouse is an open area. It's called
the Peace Garden. There are sculptures of children holding hands, a
fountain, fenced areas of grass with flowering cherry trees. There's
also a kind of raised stage made from brick that probably is around
waist high. In the past it's been used for music recitals. Last
Christmas the local children performed a carol service there. Standing
in a tight pack, perhaps it would accommodate a choir of around twenty.
There were concrete steps leading up to the stage at both ends where
processions, or orchestras, or bands, could enter and leave without
having to clamber up onto the thing.

Until a few minutes ago some kids had been there shouting abuse at the
courthouse; now the cops came out of the building and cleared the stage.
Then they formed a cordon around it to keep people off.

Ben swallowed. His hands were shaking worse than ever. ?Jesus, I guess
they're going to bring out Finch and shoot him there.?

?Maybe we should go somewhere else,?I suggested. ?This isn't going to be
pretty.?

?No.?His voice had a trembling quality to it, but he'd made up his mind.
?No. I'm going to see this out.

98 99

STRANGER

Then I'm going to write a story for the newspaper. I'm going to shame
Sullivan for this.?

But the people of Sullivan had no symptoms of shame, or even second
thoughts. A cheer went up. The crowd began to applaud another group of
guys who'd emerged from the courthouse. For some reason they carried a
table. By the time they reached the raised stage in the Peace Garden I
could see it was a hefty antique piece of furniture. A good eight feet
long, it had six legs that looked nearly as thick as tree trunks. With
some sweating and cussing they managed to lift it up onto the stage.
Moments later a couple of other guys appeared with a board, or what
appeared to be a board, but then I realized it must have been a door
that had been removed from of one of the offices inside the building.

?What on earth are they doing??Ben shook his head.

?I don't know, but my guess is they've got something unpleasant planned.?

The crowd milled, shouted. There was a sense of excitement now. A sense
of revenge.

Over the next half hour the eager crowd saw plenty more activity. All of
it mysterious, if not downright weird. A truck arrived piled with house
bricks. After that an ambulance pulled up right by the stage where the
table now stood.

OK. I'd got the picture now. Finch would be marched up onto the stage. A
firing squad would assemble. Bang, he's dead. His corpse gets dumped
into the ambulance. Show's over folks. There's nothing more to see.

But they'd got something far worse planned.

Miss Bertholly neatly climbed up the steps onto the stage. She went to
stand by the table. As if ready for the funeral that would take place
any time now, she was already dressed in black. Another member of the
Caucus (who I recognized as Crowther senior) handed

99 100

her a microphone that was attached to the bullhorn he carried.

There was still a buzz of voices in the crowd. It fell silent the second
she began to talk.

?Listen to me, please . . . may I have everyone's attention? Thank you.
Today is a black day for Sullivan. It's going to become darker still.
But this afternoon we must perform an act that will be burnt into our
memories forever. Because we must have no repeat of the crime Charles
Finch has committed. If it happens again, if strangers are admitted into
this, our place of safety, it will probably spell the end for us all. We
can't allow this to happen. No one wants to see their wives, their
husbands or children die. Let this be recorded, then. Finch has been
found guilty of endangering our lives by bringing threat of the disease
into our community. Those strangers might have been infected; there was
a clear risk they might have infected us. Fortunately they never left
the boat, so the chance that the disease will manifest itself here is
slight. At a meeting of the Caucus in which the presiding officer,
Justice Abrahams, was present, it was decided that the penalty for this
terrible crime against our people could only be the most severe at our
disposal. Death.? She paused to scan the crowd with her cold eyes,
perhaps looking for any dissenters. There were none. People nodded. A
man shouted, ?Hear, hear.?

?However,?she continued, her amplified voice echoing from the buildings,
?for Finch to be executed has been deemed insufficient punishment. After
all, if Finch dies this afternoon he has in effect escaped the remorse
he should feel for his crime.?

Ben and I looked at one another. What the hell was she talking about?
Had she gone crazy?

?Therefore-?Her voice rang out loud enough to scare the doves from the
rooftops. ?Therefore, the pen-

100 101

alty of death will be applied to the daughter of Charles Finch, one
Lynne Margaret Wagner.?

The madness had started. I moved toward the stage, my heart pumping like
fury, my fists clenched.

?It is the will of the Caucus that the penalty be executed now.?

I was hearing the words ... I heard them loud and clear, but somehow
they no longer made sense. I felt as if I'd broken loose from the real
world. That this was some vicious nightmare that had erupted into
wide-awake daytime.

The woman continued to speak in that ice-cool lawyer voice. ?It is also
the will of the Caucus that each person here will be a party to the
execution.?She looked down at one of the police officers within the
cordon. ?Sergeant Marsh, please discharge your duty.?

The crowd packed in toward the stage. I felt myself hemmed in by men and
women who strained to see what was happening there. The heat from their
bodies came through their clothes; they panted, their eyes blazed. The
smell of their perspiration spiked my nostrils-hell, they were so close
I could smell unwashed hair. There was something feverish about them.
Like they'd been gripped by sheer passion. Something they had no control
over.

Something like the passion that gripped me when I killed. But I was
immune to this. Their hot bodies pressed hard against me from every
direction, but all I felt was this cold, cold vacuum inside me.

?Lynne ...?

I saw Lynne brought from the back of the ambulance to be led up the
steps. For the first time I thought of her as ?my Lynne,?the beautiful
woman who'd slip into my cabin to make breakfast once in a while. The
same woman with the hip-swaying walk who I'd once held in my arms.

Blinking at the sudden sunlight, she shielded her

101 102

eyes. Then she looked 'round as if confused, or maybe wondering if this
was anything more than a weird practical joke. A moment later she saw
her father. He'd been brought from the courthouse to watch.

The cops sat her on the table. Then, before she even seemed aware of it,
they pushed her down; there was something gentle about the action . ..
they pushed her until she lay flat on her back, like it was some kind of
weird outdoor operating table.

More men moved forward with the door, which they placed across her
chest. From above it must have looked like the figure of a cross, like
so: + Lynne's head and throat lay clear of the door, as did her legs.
Two guys held each end of the door so it formed a seesaw across her
chest, with her torso as the pivot.

?No ...?I heard her voice plainly enough. Like she was waking up from a
dream, she started to struggle. ?No, let me go. What do you think you're
doing??She turned her head to see her father, who stood cuffed to two
security guards. The man's face had an engraved look to it. As if his
head and face had been carved from granite that had the word horror
written all the way through it.

Cool as ice, Bertholly explained. ?Each adult man and woman will be
handed a house brick. Once you have the brick you will form a line at
this end of the raised dais, where Mr. Crowther junior is standing. When
instructed to do so, you will walk up here and place the brick on the
door. This will continue until the door cannot contain any more bricks.?

An electricity of excitement crackled through the crowd. They surged
forward, eager to be first. No way did I want to go, but I was carried
along with them. As the tidal wave of people shoved me forward I saw
Lynne begin to struggle, her head twisting from left to right, her legs
kicking. In a second men and women pounced on her to hold her still.

102 103

I yelled. In some way I thought I'd yell myself awake. This had to be a
nightmare.

But with remorseless momentum events rolled forward. Men and women were
handed bricks, they stood in line, they climbed the steps, they walked
up to where Lynne lay on the table, her long hair hanging down. There,
they placed the bricks on the door that the two men balanced on her chest.

To me, in that shocked state, the procedure didn't make sense. Why were
they doing that? Why weigh the door down on Lynne's breast?

By the time the tenth brick had been placed there I heard her scream.
?Take it off! It's heavy. You're hurting me. Do you hear? It's hurting!?

So, that was it.

Brick by brick, the door lying across her chest would become heavier.
Neighbor after neighbor would play his part in her death.

My God, yes. Miss Bertholly the lawyer would be right. Everyone would
remember this. They'd remember when bit by bit they crushed the life out
of the mother of two children. The beautiful woman whose crime it was to
be the daughter of Charles Finch.

Shouting in fury, I forced my way through the crowd to the stage.
Lynne's face had flushed red. Her eyes narrowed with pain. Her head
turned, slowly now, from left to right as the crushing pain made her
squirm. She was no longer screaming; she was whispering. ?No . .. please
... stop it. Stop it.? Already she found it hard to inhale. Her lips
appeared to swell with the pressure. I saw her tongue emerge to lick the
dry skin.

?Stop it!?I yelled. ?Let her go!?

By this time the bricks had formed a neat stack a foot high and occupied
a good half of the door area. The downward pressure must have been immense.

Finch stood between the two guards looking down

103

>i h 104

on his daughter's face. His expression tore something in my heart.

?Let her go,?I yelled. ?You don't know what you're doing!?I shouted this
at the people laying those threepound bricks on the door balanced on her
chest-and now balanced with difficulty by the two guys who had to sweat
to keep the door level.

But of course the people did know what they were doing. They lusted for
revenge. Here was revenge in a huge meaty heap. And, Christ, were they
going to gorge themselves stupid. The good folk of Sullivan eagerly
collected their bricks, climbed onto the stage, then placed them on the
woman who lay squirming and panting on the table. Her face had a dark,
congested look to it. Her facial muscles contorted beneath the skin. Her
limbs writhed so much it took all her captors' strength to stop them
thrashing against the table.

Suddenly I was free of the crowd. One of the cops in the cordon reached
out to grab me, but I swung a punch hard enough to knock him clean off
his feet. Another cop lunged at me. I got ready to slam him, too, but I
saw the canister in his hand. A second later a stream of pepper spray
hit me full in the face.

Instantly the sensation that two white-hot spikes were being plunged
into my eyes slammed through me. I went down choking. Blinded. My hands
were pinned roughly behind my back. I felt steel tightly encircle my
wrists. Hell, my eyes burned so much I wanted to claw them out with my
fingernails but, now handcuffed, I couldn't even touch them.

More hands pushed me. I felt myself shoved up onto the stage where I
stood gasping, blinded, my hands manacled behind my back.

?Lynne,?I shouted. ?Lynne, I can't see you!?

Then I heard her voice through the swarming voices of the mob.

105

?Greg, I'm here. Help me.? The weight must have been crushing down on
her chest. Constricting her lungs and heart. But I heard her all right.
Spinning blindly, eyes burning, I began this sheer idiotic search of the
platform to somehow find her.

?Greg. Please, help me, I'm-?

Simultaneously I heard a popping sound. Muffled yet frighteningly loud.
?Greg, please, it's hurting so much, I don't think I can ...?A loud
crunch. Really loud. The sound of some delicate structure giving way
under pressure.

?GREG!?

The force of that final shout of hers exploded inside my head. I stopped
spinning 'round, blindly laboring to find her. I dropped down onto my
knees, my head bowed. I was shaking through and through.

I knew Lynne was dead. The good people of Sullivan had their sweet justice.

105 106

My turn. The weight pressed down on my chest so hard I couldn't breathe.
My heart began to crush, forcing the dark blood that pools there out
through ruptured arteries. When my ribs collapsed with the sound of
snapping sticks that's when I woke.

The dream left me dripping with sweat and panting so hard that it had
dried my tongue like an old leaf. For a moment I wondered why my bed had
become so hard, but as I reached out for the blankets I felt wooden sides.

Coffin walls.

They've buried you alive, Valdiva. Those smiling men and women of
Sullivan with their polite manners, their big houses and swimming pools,
have drugged you, stuffed you in a coffin and buried you six feet down.
They wanted you out of their lives, Valdiva. Now you're going to choke
on your own dirty air in this box. Choking in a lungful of air, I
punched up into the darkness at the coffin lid.

Only air, Valdiva. You're punching air, my man. I

108

turned my head, and the whiskey bottle rattled against my forehead. When
I sat up the earth tilted under me.

Christ. That whiskey had tasted like water. It seemed as alcoholic as
water, too. Shit... My mouth tasted like I'd been licking a dead ass for
the last twenty-four hours.

My world tilted again. Then turned slowly. But this was no funky special
effect courtesy of a hangover. I remembered now. I'd done what I'd be
promising myself for days. I'd taken one of the battery-powered cruisers
across the lake.

Even with a gutful of whiskey I'd not been so dumb as to make the trip
in daylight. I'd untied the boat in the dead of night; then, with the
electric motor humming softly as a purring cat, I'd slipped across here
in secret. I'd be back before dawn. No one'd ever know. Of course I'd
never even climbed out of the damn boat. I must have slithered down to
lie on the duckboards, where I'd slept like a dead thing for God knows
how many hours.

This was the first time I'd slept since Sullivan's smiling bastards had
killed Lynne. Good grief, was the whole town crazy? That had been two
days ago. After macing me, then piling the bricks onto Lynne until her
ribs caved in, they'd cleared every sign of the execution. .. . No, it
was no execution; they'd simply murdered the woman out of sheer revenge
because her father had taken in a bunch of refugees.

The day after the killing had been like a dream; everything seemed
unreal. Even my cabin, where they'd dumped me, seemed a place of odd
angles and weird dimensions. The kitchen looked bigger than it had
before. There were more stairs, a whole mountain of them to climb. All
the color had leeched from the walls and rugs and drapes. Maybe that was
the effect of the chemicals that had been sprayed into my eyes (sprayed
with vicious pleasure, no doubt). I figure, also,

107 109

it was the shock of not only knowing Lynne was dead, but the aftermath
as well.

Now that was weird.

Like I said, they cleared the Peace Garden where they'd killed her. I
took a walk up there as soon as my stinging eyes would allow. And with
my eyeballs burning like a couple of baked rocks in my head I saw that
all the bricks had gone, as had the table on which they'd laid her. And
they'd put tubs of flowering plants on the raised platform. The entire
area smelled of disinfectant, too. They must have sloshed gallons of the
stuff all over the damned place. And get this: No one would talk about
what happened. No one.

Even when I spoke to Ben about it he changed the subject. When I tried
to mention it again he kept saying, ?Put it behind you, Greg. You've got
to forget it.?

I began to wonder if the Caucus would make another of their sinister
announcements, ordering that no one must utter Lynne's name or even
allude to her murder in any shape or form.

But it didn't stop there. Townsfolk didn't actually ignore me, but they
wouldn't make eye contact, or they'd suddenly be interested in a tree or
study their watches when I passed by. Any excuse so they didn't have to
look at me, never mind actually passing the time of day. When they had
to speak to me for any reason there'd be this cool kind of politeness,
as if it was me who'd done something I should be ashamed of-not them,
the bastards. They'd killed Lynne, not me. But they were treating me
like they did after I'd done their dirty work for them and hacked up
some stranger.

Even when I started delivering firewood again, people would go indoors
when they saw my truck pull into the neighborhood. In one street a gang
of children threw eggs at the truck. Hardly the crime of the century,
but when I had to get out to clear the windshield

108 110 ^J

STRANGER

of yolk that the wipers couldn't shift I saw the kids' parents in a
garden turn their backs. If you read body language you knew full well
that they'd encouraged their nice, well-mannered boys and girls to hurl
those eggs.

For the next few hours I moved in a kind of vacuum. The violence against
the woman that they had pressured into sleeping with me shook me badly.
So much so that the trees and houses and stores looked distorted
somehow, which I guess must be an aftereffect of the trauma. I even lost
my sense of taste and smell. Another sure sign of shock. It didn't help,
either, that people treated me like I was rotten with leprosy. They slid
away from me whenever I was near.

You want to see how quickly you can empty a diner? Just picture me
walking through the door. And it was all done so politely. No one said
anything; somehow they just slipped discreetly away. Leaving the
waitress there with a fixed smile that was warm as ice.

No wonder I had to get away.

First: I tried to hide away in the whiskey.

Second: When that didn't work I took the boat for a midnight trip.

That brought me to the good old ghost town of Lewis.

It took a little while to get all my senses back one by one as I sat
there in the boat in total darkness. There were no sounds except for the
kissing noises of waves lapping against the ferry terminal quay where
I'd tied the boat.

Only I don't remember mooring it there, of course. That whiskey had been
more powerful than it had seemed at the time. For a good ten minutes I
sat motionless while my brain reacquainted itself with the cold reality
of being awake. Presently my eyes adjusted a little to the dark. I could
see the empty bottle in the bottom of the boat, the jacket I'd draped
over the seat.

109 111

After that my eyes followed the pale line of the mooring rope, then ran
up the concrete steps to the harbor wall.

Now was as good a time as any. Time for a little walk. I climbed out of
the boat and made it up the steps without stumbling in the dark. At the
top I looked across in the direction of Sullivan, now sleeping as
innocent as a baby. With it being after midnight the electricity would
have been cut. No streetlights or house lights indicated that the
fucking lunatic town even existed.

Hell, that's what it had become, an insane town. But it masked that
insanity with a terrible, glittering sanity. It was like a drunk who
does everything with absolute precision in the hope no one thinks he's
juiced out of his stinking mind. Sullivan was like that. Everyone
pretended to be so perfectly sane it sent a great blazing message into
the sky. The words might have crackled above the rooftops: we're insane,
we know we're insane. ONLY WE'RE PRETENDING WE AREN'T.

So tomorrow life would continue normally in Sullivan. People would make
believe that the world outside continued as normal (even though all they
need do was switch on a radio or a TV to find nothing but dead
channels). Residents would wash cars, have lunch by their pools, take in
a movie, dine out, play tennis, walk the dog, chat to their neighbors
about little Joey or little Mary's school show.

So you see, I had to get away from the place. It would send me crazy, too.

Now I walked along the harbor into the ghost town.

Or what was left of it. Most of the downtown area had been burnt to the
foundations. Elsewhere buildings had become skeletons. And everywhere it
was dark. The more I walked through that silence, smelling the rot and
the still sharp reek of burnt wood and plastic and human skin, the more
1 sensed that this wasn't

110 112

the kind of darkness you'd experience at night. This wasn't so much a
case of there being no light. This was dark, dark, dark. Dark... as if a
black fog had crept out of the lake. Darkness that poured in through
doors and windows, or swept like floodwater along a street. Black dark.
Wet dark. As they say, ?a darkness to be felt.? You could reach out and
run your fingers across that cold, damp darkness like you could run your
fingers over the cold, still face of your dead grandfather.

Outside a Burger King that was now as dead and cold as any corpse ever
was, I found a wooden bench. I sat there to breathe in the darkness.
This is what it was like to be in a ghost town alone in the middle of
the night. SILENCE and DARKNESS. They were twin phantoms that haunted
the lonely roads.

Junk littered the streets. Cars thick with rust. Broken glass. Dollar
bills mushed by rain. A broken rifle. Lumps of concrete. Cardboard
boxes. I even saw a diamond necklace trailing over a woman's shoe. There
were human skulls, too. Hundreds of them. And long thighbones, some with
strands of boy and girl meat stuck to them. Maybe the rats didn't have
enough appetite for all that carrion.

I sat there feeling the darkness of the town wash over me. It came in
crushing waves. I found myself being pressed down by the weight of it.
Images bloomed out of the dark of Lynne lying there, breathless. The
bricks piling up on her breasts. The crushing weight.

My own heartbeat thudded inside me. The darkness seemed to be changing,
becoming even more intense, even darker. I breathed it in. I sensed that
velvet dark filling my lungs like black lake water. It oozed through
lung tissue into my blood. I sensed it mingle with my blood to coil
through my veins. A dark purple tide that poured into my heart.

These were the ghosts, I told myself. These were the ghosts of all those
men, women and children who were

111 113

slaughtered when our nation crashed and burned last year. They were
envious of me being alive. Here they were to suffocate me with that
liquid darkness.

Thud, thud, thud ... my heartbeat grew heavier and slower.

I gazed up at the dead bones of buildings. Empty windows like eye
sockets stared back at me. Darkness swirled and coiled inside them.
Pulsing with purple blooms. All around me pockets of an even deeper
darkness exploded.

Black lightning. I repeated the phrase inside my brain as darkness
pooled there, too, thickening like congealing blood. This is black
lightning.

Black lightning's going to kill you. Black lightning's going to strike.

Darkness pouring out of the ruins. The ghost town looming over me. It's
gonna swallow me whole.

Ghosts emerging from the buildings. They're coming for me at last.
They're here to take me down to hell, where I will go on suffocating in
darkness forever.

Shadows move slowly out of the doorways. They have tumors for heads.
Stones for eyes. Toadstools for tongues. They have long dark arms to
wrap around me. Mouths that are wet wounds to suck on my lips.

Time's spinning like a falling plane. . . turning in slow motion forever
and ever. . . never reaching the ground. . . never crashing. . . never
exploding. . . but always-ALWAYS--feeling that terrible sense of
falling. . . .

Black lightning is erupting all around me. How long before it detonates
inside my head! How long, Valdiva . . . how long?

I opened my eyes.

The ghost of a boy stood there just in front of me. He looked about ten
years old. His face had the white waxy look of a candle. His eyes burned
with a luminous glow, a bluish light that made you think of phantoms.

112

STRANGER

He reached out a long bone of an arm, his fingers stretching out toward
my face.

I moved my head back to stop the ghost boy from touching me with his
tomb-chilled fingers.

His mouth snapped open, exposing the hard white glint of teeth. I
recognized the expression. That was the look of shock. The boy turned
away, tripped over the broken rifle, then recovered his balance and ran.

I snapped to my feet and shouted after the running figure. Stop!?

He didn't stop. If anything he ran faster, his arms windmilling like he
was running in terror.

Or to warn his own kind that a stranger was in town.

At that moment I knew I couldn't let him escape. I raced after him
through the darkness. One thought pumped through my mind: Catch him.
Catch him. Catch him . . .

113 114

Ghost be damnned. That kid was meat and bone.

?Wait!?I called as I ran after him. ?Stop. I won't hurt you!?

Wouldn't I, now? That kid might be dirty with the Jumpy virus or
whatever the hell it was.

?Wait!?

The kid didn't wait. He ran hard, kicking aside human skulls, scrambling
'round torched cars, raising dust with his flashing feet.

He was in a hurry all right. Maybe in a hurry to tell his own people
that he'd found a weird-looking stranger who'd sat on the bench staring
into space. His own kind might be just a bunch of survivors who'd
wandered into town. Or they might be bread bandits. If that were the
case they'd do their darnedest to rip me to pieces. Either way, my gut
instinct told me to catch the kid.

So we ran through the dead streets. Our footsteps came thudding back to
us from the ruins like a heartbeat. The walls had a gray bone look to
them now as dawn began to leech up over the city. I

115 For a ten-year-old he was a fast runner and had gotten a good start,
but I was gaining on him now. Another twenty seconds and I'd catch him.

What then, Valdiva?

I felt my stomach muscles get a little twitchy. Now, if I did get that
knotting sensation in my guts; if instinct yelled loud and clear that
the kid had Jumpy, then I knew what I'd have to do.

The kid was slowing. He'd got a hand pressed into his side where the
stitch jabbed him good and hard. He couldn't run for much longer. I
closed in fast. Now I was maybe thirty yards away.

He took a sharp left. A wrecked school bus stood nose to nose with a
truck. I saw the kid pull up sharp when he saw he couldn't run any
farther. He glanced back at me. I had a vivid impression of a white face
framed with a shock of wild, dark hair. When he saw me barreling toward
him he began to climb through the bus's ripped-out flank. There was a
chance he could scramble out the other side. Then he'd have the advantage.

I checked to see if I could squeeze 'round the end of the bus, but, no,
it had been rammed up tight against the wall of an apartment building.
Maybe people here had used it as a last line of defense before the bread
bandits overran them months ago.

With the kid out of sight I began to suspect I'd lost him. Then he'd be
free to tell his people that they'd got a stranger in their midst. I
piled into the bus after the kid, scattering the bones of a skeleton
still wearing a silver sheriffs badge. This had been a fortress, all
right. The windows on the far side of the bus had metal plates welded
across them. That meant the kid couldn't get out that way.

Just when I thought I'd got him cornered I saw him climbing out the
front where the windshield had been.

116

What's more, the way led straight through a window of the apartment
building.

Damn. That kid's a slippery fish.

?Wait. . .just wait; I only want to talk to you . ..?

But all I saw were the soles of the kid's sneakers disappearing into the
building as he scrambled out of the bus.

I paused, thinking. That might be the bread bandits' lair ... He might
have led me into an ambush. There might be twenty guys waiting in there.
I listened, trying to pick up any sounds that weren't drowned out by my
own panting as I caught my breath.

As I stood there my muscles gave a twitch in my stomach. It might be
nothing but the sudden exertion. Or it might be instinct kicking in,
twisting my stomach into knots. That's the way it always started. A
moment later the shutter would come down inside my head. Then that
overwhelming, overpowering urge to kill would come. I killed strangers
with that evil little bug in their veins. As simple as that. And believe
me, it got bloody. Bloody as hell. But that was the way it was. Amen.
There was nothing I could do about it.

As I moved down the bus, pushing aside empty ammo crates, I felt my own
blood turn cold. The muscles in my stomach twitched, twisted. My back
muscles clenched. That feeling came into me, coiling with a reptilian
slowness inside my stomach.

The boy was in the building. I sensed him running up the stairs. In my
mind's eye I could see those pale sneakers flickering up the darkened
stairwell. I flung empty boxes aside as I ran to the front of the bus.
Automatically I scanned the vehicle for a weapon. A pair of revolvers
and an Uzi lay on a table behind the driver's seat. They were rusty as
hell. They weren't even any use as a club. Instead I reached down to the
skeleton of a guy who must have had the build of a heavyweight boxer. I
shook the army uniform he'd been

116 117

wearing until one of his thighbones fell out. I tested its weight in my
hand. This made a formidable baton. If need be I could break heads with
this knuckley, bulbous joint.

I climbed through the gaping front of the bus into the building.
Furniture had been arranged to make a canteen. Tables covered with
plates and stone-hard slices of bread dominated the room. Again I
realized this must have formed part of a defensive position. The people
of Lewis had built a fortress here to keep out their attackers.

They'd failed, of course. Skeletons covering the floor with smashed
skulls proved that.

With the huge thighbone in my right hand I moved into the hallway. And,
yeah, sure enough, I could hear the whispery echo of the kid's feet as
he climbed the stairs.

I began to climb, too, taking stairs two or even three at a time. I
glanced up to see the kid's hands hauling him up by the stair rail. He
was exhausted. And Christ, yes, I'd got the Twitch. My stomach muscles
coiled themselves into knots. Back and neck muscles turned into
rock-hard slabs. My fist tightened around the bone club so hard veins
strained out through the flesh like a bunch of purple-skinned worms.

?Wait!?I shouted. I knew why I needed him to wait now. Sweet Jesus
Christ, that blood lust had come roaring down on me in an avalanche of
sheer fury.

?WAIT!?I bellowed the word. The kid gave a frightened gasp. Then he
slipped onto his hands and knees on the stairs just fifteen feet above
my head. He looked down through the stair rail at me. His brown eyes
locked onto mine. Whether they burned in fear or hatred I don't know.

I heard my own voice come sliding through my lips with an ice-cold
power. ?Wait there.?

Not running now, I climbed the stairs one deliberate

117 118 Clark

step at a time. My fist tightened around the bone club, forcing muscle
to bulge against the skin of my forearm.

?Don't move,?I told the boy. ?Don't you move.?

With a sudden cry he scrambled away on all fours. Instead of climbing
the stairs he made off down a hallway. I paused to hear the scuffling
sound of his hands and knees against the floor. I heard his whimper,
too. He was scared. Because now he knew my plan.

Suddenly, with shocking clarity, I saw myself as he must have seen me. A
huge shadowy stranger; ugly and beastlike. A monster from a nightmare
was chasing him. There was cold fury in this terrifying man's eye.

By the time I reached the next floor I heard a door slam shut. He'd
hidden himself in one of the deserted apartments. I moved slowly now. It
still might be a trap. Who knows-his own kind waiting for me in those
gloomy rooms? A door opened partway. I pushed it farther open with the
end of the thighbone. A curtain sealed off the rest of the hallway.
Using the club I slashed at it, bringing it down in a cloud of dust.

My muscles had tangled themselves into a million knots. My whole torso
ached. He was close. What's more, I could near as dammit smell Jumpy in
the air. The boy must have it bad. I burned to use the club now. I could
feel the tension building inside me like a bomb.

I walked back into the hallway, moving fast, allowing my own instincts
to track the boy. I needed to kill. I needed to kill fast and bloody;
smash this diseased carcass from the face of the planet.

Hell, I'd never felt it as strong as this. It seemed the walls
themselves were alive with the disease. I kicked a door open. Unmarked
dust on the apartment floor sang out that he hadn't scurried in there. I
moved onto the next, my teeth grinding with rage. God, I was in the grip
of this thing now. Instinct rode me like a howl-

118 119

ing demon. Child or no child-nothing could stop me now. Nothing on this
fucking planet.

A door moved an inch across the hallway. In three paces I reached it.
With a snarl in my throat, I kicked it open. Footprints now. I saw the
chevron pattern left by the sneaker soles, moving deeper into the
apartment. I followed them into a living room. A TV had been toppled
from its stand. Long-dried blood stained a couch. Pictures hung at crazy
angles on the wall. People had fought and died here.

One more, I told myself.. . there'd be one more. Dirty bastard ... dirty
little diseased bastard. Getting a firm grip on the club, I followed the
footprints in the dust to the far side of the room.

Waves of revulsion flowed at me. This was strong. I'd not felt it like
this before.

I reached a door and put my hand on the handle. Because without a shadow
of a doubt the Jumpy riddled carcass of the boy must be cowering inside.
I'd break that skull open. I'd paint the wall with his brains ... I'd
wear his blood on my face as a glistening red mask. I couldn't stop
myself now. I was in the grip of this thing now. I'd-

Then I froze. Slowly ... slowly ... I looked back down to my right. The
boy crouched on the floor behind an armchair. His chin was tucked down
into his knees, his arms around his shins as he tried to compress
himself into a tiny ball. Only his eyes looked huge and terrified as
they stared up into mine.

?I told you to wait.?I breathed. Although that wasn't important now. I
took a step forward and raised the heavy bone over my head.

The kid made an easy target. That skull would scrunch easily as
eggshell. Go on, Valdiva, break open the head; plunge that bone like
it's a big old wooden spoon . . . Stir his brains to cream. Do it,
Valdiva. Do it. Do it!

Easy, easy target. He was too scared to run, only...

119 120 Clark

Only something wasn't right.

Something about the kid, but I couldn't identify it.

I told myself to get the job done. But somehow it didn't feel right.
Instead, that hairy old instinct of mine turned my head back to the door
that I'd been drawn to. Just an ordinary apartment door made of wood. No
window. It might lead to the kitchen.

Ambush?

I looked down at the dust on the carpet. Possibly an ambush, I told
myself, only there were no footprints leading to the door. As we were on
an upper floor, it seemed unlikely there'd be another way in.

The kid sat there frozen. He merely watched me with those big glistening
eyes that were scared as hell.

?What's in there??

He just stared at me, saying nothing.

I repeated the question, my voice harder. ?What's in there??

This time he just gave a shake of the head. Either that was an I don't
know. Or an I do know, but I'm not telling.

Slowly I reached out to touch the door. The moment my fingertips touched
the wood the twitches came back into my stomach so strong I nearly
doubled up. A poisonous loathing oozed through the door panel into my
fingers. Jesus, what was with this place?

For a second I stood there with every muscle in my body quivering like
electricity ran through them. Then I moved. I raised the club and
snatched open the door.

I'd expected an explosion of movement from inside the room, but there
was no movement. Instead, someone had done something strange to the
room. A strange, strange something that made me stand and stare.

There, hard up against the door, was a wall of what I can only describe
as Jell-O. A pinkish wall of the stuff that stood quivering from the
floor to the ceiling.

No... this didn't make sense. I touched it gently

121

with the end of the thighbone. It wobbled, just like a bowl full of
Jell-O would wobble if you lightly pressed your finger against it.
Whatever the stuff was, it formed a smooth membrane that bulged out
slightly now the door that had supported it had been removed. Stunned, I
couldn't drag my eyes off that pinkish wall.

I looked more closely. Like a big bowl of Jell-O, you could see through
it. I saw objects suspended in the stuff like pieces of fruit in a
dessert. Irregular in shape, they ranged from the size of a strawberry
to as big as a basketball.

Behind me the kid whimpered. I shot a look back to see him give a
frightened shake of his head as he stared at me ... or stared at that
pink block that filled the room as completely as water in a fish tank.

It wasn't pleasant to see. It made me think of blood that had set into a
translucent gel. And yet it was compelling. I found myself looking not
just at it but into it, like I was searching for something I knew would
be there. Something hidden... and for some reason it was important that
I find it And the smell of it? Boy, did it stink! Jesus H Christ, it
did. A kind of raw blood smell that's disgusting and kind of interesting
all at the same time. The pink stuff was hot, too, like touching
someone's face when they're running a fever.

I peered at the objects suspended there. Damn. This stuff had a glossy
surface; I could even see my own face reflected there. Only distorted,
until the mouth looked too big for the head and-

Hell, that wasn't my reflection.

One second I registered a severed head floating there.

The next a pair of eyes suddenly blazed from the head as the eyelids
snapped open.

The next second the head lunged forward at me. The face pressed hard
against the membrane, splitting the skin, exposing a slime-covered nose
and eyes and a wide-open mouth that lunged at my exposed throat.

122

The boy stood at my side as we watched the apartment building. Whatever
that thing in the room had been I don't know. But it was gone now.
Flames jetted from the windows of the apartment on the seventh floor.
Black smoke coiled against the sky, painting a grim smear there.

I waited for a good hour, half wondering-hell! halffearing-that somehow
the pink mass would escape. But it stayed there, to be cremated by the
fire I'd started. What's more, it was hard to dislodge the image of the
face lunging from that godawful red muck at my throat. A sheer reflex
action had spared me from its champing jaws.

All I could say for sure was that the head had once belonged to someone
human. What it was now, God alone knew. The head looked as if it had
belonged to a man of around forty. The features were distorted. The
mouth had somehow grown out of proportion to the face. Its eyes were
swollen things that bulged

123

grotesquely from the sockets. Yet the skin had a slick newborn look to
it, covered with a pink gel.

From the fire came popping noises as timbers caught hold; windows
cracked with a sudden snap! Later came another sound. It might have been
simply air escaping from a confined space, but I swear I could hear a
thin sounding cry. You could believe it came from someone burning up
with pain. The cry grew louder. More agonized. Higher in pitch. Then as
quickly faded.

Once I was sure the fire would consume the building-and what it
contained-I turned and walked away. The boy followed.

?Are you alone??I asked him.

Not replying, he trudged along the street with his fists pushed down
into the pockets of his jeans.

?Do you speak English??

Still no reply. His face expressionless. He merely stared straight ahead.

?Quite a fire we made back there,?I said. ?It's going to turn the whole
building into a pile of ash.?

He suddenly stopped walking; then, as if remembering something
unpleasant, he said, ?Hive.?

?Hive??I looked at him. ?What do you mean by hive??

?Can't you hear me??His face flushed an angry red. ?I've told you ... hive!?

?I'm sorry, I don't know what you-?

But I was talking to thin air. He'd gone. Once more he'd run like Satan
himself was after his ass.

Only this time I saw that he ran toward a group of people who stood at
the junction of the street. They weren't moving, but they were taking a
close interest in me. I noticed, as well, that they were armed.

The kid ran straight at them to stand alongside a guy who carried a
pump-action shotgun. My instincts had nearly steered me wrong with the
kid earlier, and

123 124 Simon Clark

maybe I was a fool to put my trust in gut instinct again, but I put my
hands out at either side of me to show that I wasn't carrying a gun.
Then I moved slowly forward. I figured the time had come to speak to
someone.

124 125

?We can't give you food.?

The girl with black eyes told me this as we sat by the fire that
crackled away like crazy in the yard of a house. When I say she had
black eyes I don't mean that she'd been in a fight. No ... it was the
color of the irises. They were this pure onyx black. A lustrous, glossy
black. Believe me, I'd not seen eyes like those before. I found myself
staring as she talked to me. But then, there was something pretty
compelling about her. She had a thin waif face and a body to match. Her
clothes were clean, considering, while her long hair was as glossy and
as dark as her beautiful eyes. I put her age at around eighteen.

?We lost what was left of our food two days ago. The last place we were
staying got jumped by a bunch of hornets. We were lucky to escape with
our skins.?

?Hornets??I shook my head, not understanding.

?Hornets. You know??

I shrugged.

?Bread bandits??

125 126

?Oh, right.?I nodded.

Now she shook her head. ?Have you been in hibernation? No one's called
the bad guys bread bandits in months.? Her face there in the firelight
never broke into a smile once. In fact the whole party wore grim
expressions. She continued with a nod at the boy. ?He got so shaken up
that he ran off the moment we got here. We'd been looking for him for
hours when we saw the pair of you in the street.?

?Has he told you what happened??

?He said you found a hive in an apartment. That you torched the
place.?Her lips gave a little twist, the closest to a smile I'd seen on
her face. ?Good work. The filthy bastard deserved it.?

A guy of around twenty in a cowboy hat picked up on the conversation.
?What we don't understand is why there weren't any hornets guarding it.
They don't usually desert a hive.?

I frowned. ?You're losing me again. Hive? What is this hive? The kid
used the word after we set fire to it.?

?Sweet Jesus, you have been out of circulation.?The girl pushed another
piece of wood into the flames. ?Where did you say this town was where
you lived? On the moon??

Yeah, she was joking. But still not smiling.

I shrugged. ?We keep to ourselves.?

?You can say that again.?

?But it sounds like a nice place to be,?chipped in one of the others.
?You say you've got electricity? Clean water? Food??

?We must have gotten lucky.?

?I'll say.?

?I'm going to get a hold of a handful of dirt from your town and keep it
in my pocket.?The kid gave a grim smile. ?Maybe some of your luck will
rub off on me.?

?A decent meal would be pretty good right now.?

126 127 I

STRANGER

?Pretty good? We'd be in damn heaven.?

I'd got questions that could do with buddying up with some answers, but
suddenly this dog-eared group of people around the fire started shooting
one-liners at each other.

?Give me beefsteak with mayonnaise.?

?Mayonnaise??

?I don't know why. I just want to eat mayonnaise. I haven't tasted it in
months.?

?Give me the beefsteak. A couple of pounds medium rare would work some
magic for me.?

?With a dozen beers.?

?And an order of fries.?

?Golden fries.?

?Give me a loaf of bread. That's all I need right now.?

?Coffee and a cigarette. It's weeks since I had a cigarette.?

'You don't smoke.?

?I did once. Until the crap hit the fan.?

?See? Every apocalypse has a silver lining. If you don't smoke you'll
live to be a hundred.?

'Yeah. Live to a hundred in some shack with nothing to eat but dirt and
leaves, and nothing to drink but ditch water.?

?Wait,?I said, breaking into their fantasy food orgy. ?Tell me more
about these hives.?

?Do you mind, man??The guy sounded annoyed. ?We were talking about food.?

?Seeing as we don't have the real thing,?added the black-eyed girl.

?I'm sorry,?I said. ?But there's something been happening in the outside
world. Something important that I don't know anything about. Listen, I
find a room full of pink goo that has body parts floating in it that are
still alive like .. . like fish in a damn fish tank! In my book, that's
important!?

128

?And so is mayonnaise.?The guy in the cowboy hat growled, angry now. ?Or
do you think we're all going to get fat dining on fucking fresh air??

?No, I'm sorry, but-?

?Sorry my ass, you-?

Another broke in, ?We take you off the street, give you protection, give
you a place by the fire we made, and you get ticked off when we talk
about something we want to talk about.?

The boy spat on the ground. ?Yeah, we never have enough to eat. You
don't know what it's like to be so hungry you feel as if your brains are
on fire.?

I spoke as patiently as I could. ?All I want to know is, what are these
hives you're talking about? Should I be warning the people in the town
where I live??Some might have said I should warn my people. But Sullivan
wasn't my people. I didn't like nine tenths of them. I bore it no
allegiance. Yet I knew young children still lived in the town. And then
were was Ben and a few others who were decent, including Lynne's husband
and daughters. As for the rest, well, damn them. I didn't give so much
as a flying fuck.

?You really want to know about the hives??The girl looked at me with
those eyes that were like black jewels.

?Of course I do. Are they dangerous? Are there lots of them? Should we
be searching for them and burning them to crap? I mean, if we're-?

?Wait.?She held up her hand to stop me. ?You want answers from us??

?If these things are dangerous, we need to-?

?Just one moment there.?Again she interrupted. ?You know the old saying,
you don't get anythin' for nothin'??

I nodded.

?Then,?she said, standing, ?get us food and we'll tell you what we know.?

I looked at those thin, half-starved faces. ?OK,?I

128 129 -*a

agreed after a moment. ?It's going to take a little time.?

?We don't have planes to catch, buddy,?growled the guy in the cowboy
hat. ?Take your time.?

?But bring some mayonnaise,?chipped in his buddy. ?Big, big jar.?

?And beer.?

?And bring steak. We can barbecue it right here.?The cowboy stamped his
boot into the fire, pushing in a chunk of unburned wood. Sparks gushed
into the night sky.

?I'll do my best.?

?Your best my ass. No food, no hive talk. You follow??

?It'll be a couple of hours.?

?We'll be here.?

'You can't go alone,?the girl told me. ?By rights there should be
hornets crawling all over the place.?She picked up the pump-action shotgun.

?I'll be just fine,?I told her. ?Just lend me a gun.?

The cowboy laughed. ?Lend my ass.?

The girl shook her head. ?If you knew how many of us we lost getting
hold of these babies you'd realize why we don't go handing them out to
strangers.?She nodded at a break in the fence. ?Come on, make it quick.
We're hungry.?

We walked through the downtown area of Lewis, heading to where I'd
moored the boat at the ferry terminal. The first rays of the rising sun
cast a blood-red light on rusted cars and scattered masonry.

After ten minutes of walking in silence she suddenly said, ?You hate our
guts, don't you???Hardly. I don't even know you people.??We must look
like a rough bunch. But we didn't start out that way. Tony comes from a
family of well-todo tennis pros on Long Island, while Zak-he was the guy
in the black Stetson-was studying at a Hebrew school in Manhattan when
the world rolled over and

129

130

died. Originally he was from Vancouver in Canada. He had those curly
black side locks, you know??She made a twirling motion with her fingers
just below her ears. ?But he lost all his hair in a fire when we camped
in a kindergarten-some idiot kicked over a stove in his sleep. His hair
never grew back. Not even his eyebrows or on his arms. He wasn't badly
burned, but I figure it must be the shock . .. wait.?She stopped, then
looked up at me. ?We've done this all wrong, haven't we??

?Done what all wrong??

?We're becoming so brutalized we're even forgetting the social
basics.?She held out her hand. ?How do you do? I'm Michaela Ford.?

I shook her hand. ?I'm Greg Valdiva.?

?Pleased to meet you, Greg.?

?Likewise, Michaela.?

That was rich. Standing there in a burned-out city full of skulls,
shaking hands like we were meeting for the first time at a dinner party.

She continued walking. Now she looked a little more relaxed.

?So where do you come from, Michaela??I asked.

?Me? New York. My mother was in magazine publishing. We'd just moved
into an apartment in Greenwich Village. I loved it there, especially the
street markets on Sundays. I even wound up helping out on a stall there
that sold African jewelry.?

?Sounds swanky.?

?Swanky??She smiled. ?What kind of old-time colloquial is that??

?It was a word my mother used. Swanky clothes, swanky cars, swanky houses.?

?She's dead??

?She's dead.?I nodded.

?Mine, too. I was staying with my father up at his place in the
Catskills when the hornets went on the rampage. Like everyone else we
thought it would be

130 131 short-lived, but it just went on and on. They torched schools,
houses, then whole towns and cities. My mother and father had been
separated more than five years, but he was still anxious about her being
in New York, especially after we heard that all those people had been
killed in the streets on the first day.?

As we walked along the street, where naked skulls seemed to grow out of
the dirt like weird white mushrooms, she talked. It seemed as if she and
her father had dove into the car, then simply blazed south toward New
York. Already the countryside had gone to shit. Bread bandits, or
hornets, as she called them, had trashed everything. They drove past
houses and churches in flames. She couldn't believe her eyes the first
time she started seeing corpses lying in the road. She even told her
father she was hallucinating when she saw a dozen men hanging by their
necks from a bridge running over the road. Then he'd had to drive the
car under the hanging bodies. The feet of the dead men had scraped along
the car roof. It's still a sound she had nightmares about. Of course,
the closer to New York they got the worse the roads became. Soon they
were clogged with refugees flooding from the city. And every hour or so
the bread bandits would attack like packs of marauding wolves. There was
no one to protect the refugees. Hardly anyone had a gun. Michaela's eyes
went faraway as she described how maybe a hundred or so bread bandits
would run along a gridlocked road tearing people out of their cars,
dashing babies against the blacktop, torching vehicles, tearing eyes out
with their bare hands.

Nevertheless, Michaela's father still forced a way through the jammed
highways, horn blaring, lights flashing. They were still a good twenty
miles from New York when she got the call on her mobile. It came from a
friend of her mother's. She was screaming into the telephone that her
mother's apartment had been ran-

132

sacked and that her mother lay in the bathtub. ?They drowned her in her
own bathroom, can you believe that? Can you believe they'd do such a
terrible thing? Michaela, your mother helped these people. She worked in
the canteens at the park. She did everything she could. Now they've
broken in and drowned her in her own bathtub.?

There was nothing to do but turn back. Now they joined the flow of cars
away from New York into the countryside. It took three hours to cover
four miles. Then the driver's door was torn open. Hands and arms burst
into the car. Her father struggled with the attackers for maybe less
than a minute before he'd gone. The mob carried him away, still struggling.

Michaela waited there for them to come back for her. She'd accepted they
would carry her away. But no one came. The other refugees did nothing to
help her. They'd seen it happen time and time before. They merely
sounded their horns before inching past her. After an hour of this she
knew there was nothing she could do for her father.

She slid across into the driver's seat, started the engine, joined the
exodus.

Within a week she'd joined up with a bunch of other refugees who were
camping out at an abandoned farmhouse. For months they'd drifted from
place to place, looking for food and a place of safety. Usually the
hornets found them and drove them out. Sometimes they stayed put and
made a fight of it, but there were too many hornets. Some of Michaela's
group died, so they'd eventually cut and run anyway. Now all that
remained was the ten-strong group that sat 'round the campfire waiting
for food.

Poor bastards.

Come to think of it, I'd had it pretty easy in Sullivan. The people
sucked. But I had a home and plenty of food.

132 133 We'd nearly reached the ferry terminal when she asked what had
happened to me that first day of June.

?The first I knew was the smell of burning. When I woke up the houses
across the street were on fire . .. my mother called them swanky houses
. .. you're right, she was envious. We lived in ...?I grimaced. ?Humble
accommodations. Anyway, we saw that the bread bandits, or the hornets,
as you call them, were lining our neighbors up in the road. And . . .
you know, there was something in those refugees' faces that didn't seem
human anymore. After the hornets lined up our neighbors they just walked
along from man to man, woman to woman ... they had hammers, and they
just... well, you don't need me to paint a picture, do you??I shrugged.
?What could we do? We locked the door and watched all that shit
happening on TV, how the cities were burning, the refugees flooding the
streets. We even watched CNN when the bastards broke into the studios
and beat the anchorman to death live on air. By that time we knew we had
to find somewhere well away from the action, so to speak. We couldn't
just sit tight in the house and hope that we'd be left alone, so we
started to pack groceries into bags, because we knew food would be
scarce. But as we cleared out the cupboards a guy just walked into the
kitchen. We didn't even hear the goddam door open. He just stood there
with this expression on his face. It was just so weird. Like he wasn't
looking at the surface of our faces but somewhere at the back of our
skulls. My mom grabbed Chelle to pull her away from him. That's when he
attacked. He just flailed at her with his fists. My mom sort of hugged
Chelle into her stomach, then she bent over her to take the guy's
punches in her back so Chelle was protected.?

I looked at Michaela. She gazed at me steadily. She must have heard this
kind of story dozens of times before from survivors. But she listened
with a serious ex-

133 134

pression. I even felt she was encouraging me to get it off my chest.

?Well, I launched myself at the guy who was trying to kill my mom....?My
voice died away.

?And??she prompted gently.

?And I lost my mind ... at least for a while. When I came to I was lying
in this mass of broken pottery. I thought the guy had knocked me
unconscious, but it turned out I'd had some kind of blackout. But I had
fought the guy. He'd opened a gash on my forehead and bloodied my nose.
I don't remember anything about it, but my mother told me I'd struggled
with the guy, then grabbed him by the throat and smashed his head
against the kitchen wall so hard it had cracked all the wall tiles....?I
shook my head. ?My mother called those tiles her swanky tiles. She loved
them.?

?You saved their lives.?

?Yeah, for what good it did.?

?What then??

?The guy was out cold or dead, I don't know. We picked up what groceries
we could carry, then drove away. It was just luck, I suppose, but we
found a house way up on a hillside, like it had been dug into a hole
there. And that's where we sat it out for month after month.?

?The hornets didn't find you??

?No. Not that I remember much about it. I'd drunk water from a stream
that must have been contaminated by a dead animal or something. I was
sick for weeks. Most of the time I was in such a high fever and
delirious, I didn't know day from night. I was out of it. I can't
remember a thing.?

?Your mother and sister were able to care for you alone??

?Somehow they scavenged food from abandoned houses and stores. But like
I said I didn't know anything about it.?

134 135 We reached the steps that lead to the boat.

?Then for some reason we hit the road again,?I told her. ?I don't
remember much. We wound up in a little town in the hills ... or the
remains of one. I still couldn't eat and was still pretty much out of
it. I don't even know properly how it happened, but my sister and mother
became sick. I was looking for help when a hunting party from Sullivan
found me-Sullivan's the place across the lake, there. They got us to a
doctor, but my mother and Chelle died within hours of each other. The
doctor said it was some kind of blood poisoning. But I'm not sure if he
really knew what it was. What are you doing??

?Getting into the boat.?

?No, you have to wait here. I'll bring the food back across to you.?

?How do I know that? You might change your mind and stay across there on
paradise island and forget all about us.?

?I'll bring food,?I told her as she slipped the shotgun off her
shoulder. ?Or are you going to blow a hole in me if I don't do what you
tell me??

?And where'd that get me? You being dead won't bring us the food.?She
lay the gun on one of the bench seats.

?Look, Michaela, I'm not allowed to bring strangers onto the island.
Hell, I'm not even supposed to leave the island myself.?

?I'm coming with you.?

?No. If I'm found with you, they'll kill us both. Believe me.?

Her voice stayed firm. ?Greg, I'm coming.?

135 136 Seventeen

Short of punching her unconscious and dumping her back on the harbor
wall, what could I do? As I tied the boat to the jetty nearest my cabin,
I whispered to her, ?People tend not to wander down here in the early
hours, so we shouldn't meet anyone, but keep as quiet as you can. OK??

Shouldering the gun, she nodded. There was more than enough light to
reveal us to anyone who happened to be taking a dawn stroll, so instead
of using the track for the three-minute walk to my place I took a
slightly longer route through the woods, where we'd be concealed by
trees. I just thanked my lucky stars there'd been enough mist on the
lake to conceal our crossing from Lewis to Sullivan.

This was no ideal situation for sure, but I remember Michaela's hungry
friends. They deserved a chance, too. Besides, those nice, smiling
bastards of Sullivan could spare some food. With luck I could run the
supplies across to Lewis in the battery-powered launch and still be back
before the dawn mist melted away.

136 137

When we reached the cabin Michaela was amazed. In awe, she stared at the
cans and jars I'd dumped on the table and worktops and never gotten
'round to putting into the cupboards.

I'd already pulled the blinds down so I said, ?You can relax now.?

Still overawed, she just nodded. She didn't look any more relaxed.

?Michaela, you can talk normally as well. We're a quarter of a mile from
the nearest house.?

?OK,?she said in a tiny whisper.

?Sit down. I'll fix you something to eat.?

?I'm all right. Let's get the food to the boat.?

'You don't look all right.?Maybe it was the sight of all that food after
living on raw potatoes for a couple of days that did it, but she'd
started to sway; her dark eyes suddenly unfocused.

?It'll take me a few minutes to get the stuff together. Sit down at the
table. Here.?I put bowls in front of her. There were tomatoes, grown
locally in greenhouses. Heaped in a basket were plums and mushrooms. A
real dog's dinner of a mixture, but she began to eat. I'd still got a
good-sized chunk of bread that wasn't overly dry and a can of corned
beef. She watched me open that like I was producing diamonds from the
can, not a block of boiled beef that was close to its ?best by?date.
Even though she must have been hungry as hell she didn't eat like a hog.
She sliced the corned beef with a knife, then slipped it between her
lips. Then it hit me that I hadn't eaten for more than twenty-four hours
either. I filled a jug from the faucet and grabbed a couple of glasses.

?You've water mains, too??She sipped it like fine wine. ?I wasn't wrong:
This is paradise.?

?Water's pumped from a well nearby. More??

?Please.?

I refilled her glass, then ate, too.

138

?I can't believe you've got all this food. Haven't hornets hassled you
at all??

?No. Well... there've been a few, but they came in just ones or twos.
They didn't even attack. They just turned up asking for food and shelter.?

?They were still in the early stages of it, then. What happened to them??

?I killed them.?I spoke matter-of-factly, but she shot me a startled look.

?You killed them before they went full-blown and started attacking people??

?Yes. ... Try these pickles. They're good.?I aimed to change the line of
talk, but she was having none of it.

?You mean you kill every stranger that walks into this town??

?No. I think I've got some cheese somewhere if you want to try-?

?Greg, I don't understand. You mean to say you've got some way of
running medical screening? That you can tell if people are infected with
Jumpy??

?No ... nothing like that.?

?What then??

?You tell me about these hives, then. That thing I found in the
apartment was weird, you know??

?They are weird as hell, Greg. But I'm not saying anything about the
hive until my people get the food you promised them.?

I looked at her. She recognized something so serious in my expression
that she stopped eating.

?Michaela, I won't make a game of it,?I told her. ?The truth is I might
kill you.?

A tremor ran through her face. Her dark eyes widened in shock.

?Listen.?I clasped my hands together tightly in front of me, just in
case they flew at her to crush her throat. ?I don't know what happened
to me last year, or if it's something I've always had ... I know I'm not
explain-

138 139 ing this well. But if someone has got that thing in their blood
I know. It's instinctive. They might not have any symptoms. They might
be sitting like you're sitting there now, but I get this twitching in my
stomach, the muscles in my back writhe like a whole heap of snakes, then
before I know it I've killed them-man or woman. It's like lightning
inside my head. Pow, bang, then by the time I've got my control... my
self-control back I'm standing over a body that's hacked to pieces.?I
took a breath, sickened by the memories that started to flood me. ?It's
like a bomb hitting me. It's that sudden.?

?You don't feel this ... this twitching with me now??

?No.?

?Did you feel it when you were back with my people??

?No. I thought I felt it when I followed the boy into the apartment. I
know now it was because I was so close to that thing you call a hive.
But there's no guarantee it won't happen.?Then I told her about the
local guy who'd arrived in town a few days ago, that I knew he'd got
Jumpy running in his veins and how I'd killed him in the street. ?So
this epidemic has changed,?I told her. ?We thought it could only affect
people from South America. Now it looks as if no one's immune.?

She nodded. ?That's our experience. It looks as if that funky old Jumpy
bug just took a little longer to get into the Yankee bloodstream.?She
tried to talk in a lighthearted way, but I could see from her face that
she was deadly serious. ?The question we've been asking ourselves is,
why haven't we been infected yet??

?Maybe some natural resistance.?

?Maybe. Or maybe we just managed to keep out of infected areas by
chance. Just as you've put yourself in quarantine on this island.?

?Then we're living on borrowed time? It's going to come here whatever we
do??

139 140

She sipped her water. ?Which is a depressing thought, you have to admit.?

?You know, I have a friend who can't stop asking questions. For months
he wondered why the whole country fell apart so quickly. How millions of
people with the best armed forces and the best medical care in the world
could just go.? I snapped my fingers. ?Implode in a matter of days. Not
even weeks.?

?You reckon the question he'd be asking right now would be: Were
Americans in the early phase of the disease when the hornets launched
this-what did the press call it?-Tet offensive and rioted all over the
damn place??

?Makes you wonder, doesn't it, Michaela??

?It does make you wonder, Greg. It makes you wonder what's gonna happen
next. And that question terrifies me. Oh, God.?

?What's wrong??

?Nothing.? She shrugged, tired-looking. ?I feel like hell, that's
all.?She shot me a faint smile. ?Those days on the road are catching up
with me. I don't think we've slept more than two hours straight in the
last week.?

?Wait there, I'll run you a bath.?

?A what??

?I'll go fill the tub. While you have a soak in some hot water I'll load
food into the boat?

Again that incredulous look. ?You mean to say you've got hot water as well??

?Sure. There's an electric immersion heater. The electricity will have
been cut at midnight, but it stays hot in the tank for hours.?

?Jeez. You're the kind of guy who girls like me want to marry.?She
suddenly blushed. ?Take that as a figure of speech ... but I wouldn't
say no to a bath.?

I stood up, ready to go run the water for her, but she waved her hand.
?No, just point me at your bath-

141

room and I'll do the rest. You best get those supplies loaded.?

?It's at the top of the stairs. First door on the right.??Thank you,
Greg. I mean it... but just don't go killing me before I've had at least
ten minutes up to my chin in hot water, will you?? Wearily, she shook
her head. ?Sorry. Bad-taste joke. I'm terrible for that. I always joke
about inappropriate subjects. But then, didn't Freud write a paper about
that??She smiled again. ?Sorry, Greg. I'm so tired I'm rambling.?

Within moments of her going upstairs I heard the water running into the
tub. I grabbed a pair of heavy-duty hold alls and packed as much canned
and dried food as I could carry. After three trips down to the boat I'd
emptied the kitchen of every last bag of rice, pasta and bottle of beer.
For a moment I considered taking the truck up to Ben's to collect more
food. I knew he'd got access to a cold store that was fed by electricity
all the time. There'd be cheeses and sides of beef there, but to do that
I might as well drive with the horn blaring and a sign on the truck roof
that read JUST getting

FOOD FOR STRANGERS, YOU MORONS.

Then what?

The townspeople would either lynch us there and then, or maybe they'd do
it nice and slow, like they did with Lynne, and pile rocks on our chests
until we suffocated. Those nice smiling bastards of Sullivan really knew
how to squeeze the revenge juice out of a victim.

It took me less than an hour to make those trips to get all the food
onto the boat. It wasn't a great supply, as you can imagine. But it
should keep Michaela's group fed for a few days at least. With luck they
might be able to find a house tucked away in the woods that hadn't been
picked clean.

I returned to the cabin to find the lamp had burned out and the place in
near darkness, with all the blinds shut. Closing the screen door behind
me, I listened. It

141 142

had that special kind of silence, the tomb silence that seems more than
there being no sound. There was a sense of the building holding its
breath. Secret, secret, secret. there's something hiding here you
shouldn't see, Valdiva.

Immediately the thought came to me that Michaela had been discovered.
That maybe Crowther and his buddies were waiting in a darkened room with
rifles cocked.

Shit. Where was Michaela? Why was the place so damned quiet? I'd only
been down at the jetty less than ten minutes. Surely I'd have heard if
some guys had pounced on her. Not risking relighting the lamp, I allowed
my eyes to adjust to the thin wash of daylight filtering through the
blinds. Then, walking as quietly as I could, I went upstairs. A candle
still burned in the bathroom. The tub had been emptied. Trying to move
like I was nothing more solid than a wisp of smoke, I crossed the
landing to my bedroom.

In the gloom I saw a figure lying on my bed. Slowly, slowly, slowly, I
eased myself into the bedroom. Michaela lay on the bed. She must have
decided to lie down for a moment (while no doubt promising herself, No,
I won't let myself fall asleep), but there she lay, dead to the world,
wearing nothing but my big bath towel, her long hair spread out against
the white sheet in gleaming dark strands. Her breathing was slow,
rhythmic. The poor kid couldn't have slept in a clean bed for weeks, if
not months.

At that moment, as I looked down at her, my stomach muscles twitched.

She'd turned over in her sleep, the movement making the towel come
adrift where she'd fastened it high on her chest. The twitch came again.
Following that came a tingle in my fingertips.

This was another kind of twitch. Not that fatal twitch

142 143 -I

that signaled I would attack. No, no, my man, this was very different.

For the first time I saw how beautiful she was. The dark arches of her
eyebrows. The relaxed face that was a near perfect heart shape. She
possessed a waiflike beauty that made her look so vulnerable asleep
there on my bed. The towel had slipped down, exposing a smooth mound of
breast. She breathed deeply in her sleep, raising her chest, making the
towel slip down farther to expose skin almost as far as her nipple.

I moved quickly, closing the door behind me before going downstairs.
Seconds later I'd lit the spare lamp in the kitchen and got busy making
a jug of hot coffee on the camping stove. Let her sleep, I told myself.
We can spare another hour here.

Boy, was I wrong. Was I wrong by a wide, country mile.

143 144

?Oh, hell's bells.?I used the phrase Mom would use when Chelle spilled
her milk on the couch or the crotchety old car wouldn't start.

?What's wrong??Michaela whispered from behind me in the boat.

?Damn battery's dead.?I let out an annoyed hiss between my teeth as I
checked the battery meter. Yup, the needle was in the red. Deep, deep in
the red. ?Damn thing... it runs off truck batteries, but from the look
of them they're older than my grandmother. They're just not up to
holding a charge for long.?

Michaela glanced anxiously at the thinning mist out on the water. ?We'll
be in clear view soon. Can you find a replacement??

?Not here.?

?How about recharging them??

?I can only do that tonight when the juice starts flowing,?I said,
nodding at the power cable that ran along the jetty. ?But it will take
around five hours to get enough charge in the batteries for a round trip
across the lake.?

144 145

?Then we're stuck.?

?At least until dark.?

?Shit. My friends need that food.?

?Will they wait for you??

She shrugged. ?They will unless some hornets find them. Then they'll
have to run for it?

?Damn.?I slammed the boat's steering wheel with my fist. ?I should have
checked that those batteries weren't goddam antiques before I took the
boat. Look at the crust on them.?

?Don't blame yourself. After all, you weren't planning this kind of
operation when you took the trip across there, were you??

?No. The truth was, I'd just downed a bottle of whiskey and needed to
get out of Paradiseville here for a change of air.?

She tilted her head as if to ask why.

?Long story. I'll tell you another time, but we need to get these
supplies covered up. Can you give me a hand with the tarp??

?What now??she asked as she helped me pull the sheet over the bags of
canned food and packets that I'd dumped into the bottom of the boat.

?You need to keep out of sight until dark. Then I'll run you across the
water.?I stepped off the boat onto the jetty and held out my hand.

She shook her head. ?I'll lay low here.?

?You can't stay in the boat all day.?

?But from what you've said, Greg, if the townspeople find out that
you're helping me you'll be in big trouble.?

?Don't worry, they won't find you. All you need to do is sit tight in
the spare bedroom in the cabin. Then we'll leave after dark.?

?OK... if you're sure??

?Sure I'm sure; now give me your hand.?

I grasped her slender hand and helped her off the

146 Clark

boat. After that I pulled the cable that ran from the boat's batteries
and plugged it into the jetty power point. OK, the batteries weren't
tip-top. But with a full charge they'd make the return trip easily
enough tonight.

With the mist now melting fast we walked quickly back to the cabin.
There, I showed Michaela the spare bedroom. At least she'd have the day
to rest up.

?Don't raise the blinds,?I told her. ?Or use the electric light when the
power comes on this evening. I don't get many people down here, but
there's always a chance one or two will drop by.?

Yeah, it's sods law, as the saying goes. No. One or two didn't drop by;
there was a steady flow. As if the whole freaking island had sniffed my
little secret on the breeze and wanted to come and see the stranger for
themselves.

First by was Ben. He stood there on the porch with his hands shaking
worse than ever. He said he'd been down the day before, couldn't raise
me and guessed I was sleeping. Clearly he was concerned that I had done
something stupid after Lynne had been murdered by the townspeople (no,
he didn't use those words exactly). But I told him my eyes had hurt like
hell after getting a face full of Mace, and that I'd stayed in bed for
the day with a companion by the name of Jack Daniel's.

?I don't blame you,?he said, his fingers fluttering like butterflies.
Poor kid really was worried about me. ?I just didn't want you to-to go
and do anything stupid.?

?I stayed home,?I repeated the lie (repeat a lie three times and it
starts to sound like the truth-even to the person who mouthed the lie)
but of course I did do something stupid. I took a nighttime cruise
across to the ghost town. I got mixed up with something weird

146 147

called a hive and a bunch of people late of New York City. Now there was
an eighteen-year-old stranger hiding up in a bedroom in my cabin. But I
couldn't tell Ben that. He wouldn't snitch, I knew that much; but he
might give something away with that nervous, jumpy (note: small j jumpy)
manner of his. Besides, it wouldn't be fair to burden him with my little
secrets, would it?

He wanted me to roll up to his apartment in town for breakfast and maybe
burn off a few hours listening to some music. I thanked him but said I
needed to saw up a mountain of logs for the firewood deliveries
(although I had no intention of doing the rounds that day).

I decided it would look good to any outsiders passing by if, for me, it
was business as normal. So I fired up Big Bertha the chainsaw, then
started chewing up logs. Yeah, business as usual, but in my mind I
walked upstairs to see Michaela lying there on the bed, no doubt
listening to the buzz of the saw. Even though I tried to keep the image
from my mind I recalled how she looked last night, lying on my bed naked
but for the towel, her hair fanned out onto the sheet, her eyelids
closed, those dark eyebrows that formed a pair of neat twin arches, the
smooth rounded shape of her breasts and the way they-

Hell. The chainsaw bucked up at my face as it hit a nail in the wood.
You 're going to loose your nose if you don't concentrate, Valdiva. But
then, it was hard to concentrate with Michaela lying on the bed
upstairs, maybe gazing at the ceiling with her eyes that were as glossy
and as black as onyx.

What's more, if I managed to shut off images of her I replaced them with
images of the thing that filled the apartment room as completely as
water in a fish tank. The organic smell of the thing came back to me,
the heat of it when I touched it. How that face came lung-

148

ing out at it me. That was weird, believe me. Weird in a dark and
dangerous way.

But somehow a familiar way-that was something that made no sense at all.
There should be nothing familiar about it. I'd seen nothing like it
before, had I?

Maybe I'd subconsciously linked it to the head Ben found in the
driftwood a few days back. That was weird and inexplicable as well.
There it was, lodged in the branches. A human head with a spare set of
eyes bursting out through the skin of the cheek like a pair of tumors.
Shit weird, if you ask me. Maybe that block of pink gel had got-

?Greg. . . Greg, Turn off the. . .?

I suddenly realized that someone was shouting my name. Killing the saw's
motor, I pulled up my goggles.

?Hello, Mel. What can I do for you??

Mel was an easygoing redhead of around twenty-five who ran the fresh
produce round. Milk, butter, bread, that kind of thing. She grew
marijuana with her tomatoes on the other side of Sullivan. Although she
wasn't one of the town bastards she'd got old family going way back. You
know the sort; she might be one of us today, but she could as easily
switch to one of them tomorrow. It might seem a harsh judgment, but at a
Christmas party she nearly sucked my damn face off, only the following
day she pretended nothing had happened.

Today she seemed her friendly self. ?I tried to leave your milk and
bread in the kitchen, but you've locked your door.?

?Have I??I shrugged, aiming to look casual. ?I must have done it out of
habit.?

?So I haven't been able to put your milk in the refrigerator. I put it
under the table. It's not in the sun at the moment, but it might spoil
if it's left there too long.?

148 149

?Thanks. I'll go move it.?I laid down the chainsaw, dusted my hands on
the seat of my pants and headed off to the cabin. I was surprised to see
that she'd followed me.

?How are you for fruit and tomatoes? I've got loads with me if you need
more.?

?I've got plenty, thanks. The milk and bread will do me fine. I might go
up to Ben's later. He mentioned that someone was holding a barbecue.?

Shut up, Valdiva. I realized I was talking too much. I was cooking up
excuses I didn't need.

Mel still didn't leave.

She's seen Michaela somehow.

The smile on my face felt more unreal by the second. ?Can I get you
anything, Mel??

She glanced back at the truck. I saw a young guy there. I didn't know
him, but I'd seen him and Mel hand-in-hand a week or two back. Her
latest flame, I guessed. He was also a pal of Crowther junior-the man
who tried to rearrange my features with a hunk of firewood. Sweat
trickled between my shoulder blades.

What's more, Mel wore a sudden secret smile. ?Mel??I prompted, wondering
what was coming next.

?Greg.?Her voice dropped. ?This is something you don't want to go
spreading around . ..?

She knows about the outsider in my cabin.

?Just between us, Greg, I've grown a beautiful crop of grass. Do you
want some? I've got a little of the first cut in the truck.?

Jesus. I thought she knew everything about Michaela, and all she was
doing was pushing some homegrown narcotic. I shook my head, smiling with
relief. She probably thought I was grinning like a loon.

?No, thanks, Mel,?I said.

?Go on, just take a little as a gift.?She leaned toward me, her eyes
glittering. ?You need something to help

149 150

you to relax... you know, after what happened to Lynne.?

?I'm fine,?I told her in an honest-to-goodness friendly way. ?Thanks,
but I'm just going to get stuck into my work. That'll help best of all.?

?Are you sure??

?I'm sure, Mel. Thanks again. I appreciate it.?

At last she went back to the truck. I watched her boyfriend fire up the
engine and drive her away. She sounded the soul of compassion, the
embodiment of neighborliness. But I recall she was one of the first to
put a brick on Lynne's chest. Funny old world, huh?

That afternoon a few more people dropped by. Old man Crowther with a
request for more firewood. I'd drop it off, I said. No, he said, he'd be
obliged if he could take some right then, as he'd run clean out; his
brother had caught a batch of fish; they were going to eat them while
they were fresh. Blah, blah, blah. So I carried bundles of wood to his
shiny Lexus and put them in the trunk. Miss Bertholly called. We regret
what happened on Monday, was the gist of what she said, but we live in
extraordinary times that call for extraordinary measures to maintain our
security and our safety. So, please, Mr. Valdiva. No hard feelings. We
want to embrace you into our community.... Blah, blah, blah.

Then Mr. Gerletz trundled by to make sure his boats were all present and
correct. I thought he'd check the lone battery cruiser tied to the jetty
just down from my cabin, but he lumbered by in that old pickup of his.
Almost immediately after that came my twice-weekly delivery of
two-stroke for Big Bertha. Gordi Harper always wore a checkered shirt
like a jacket over his regular shirt, even on the hottest of days. And
this was a warm one. He rolled the drum of two-stroke into the toolshed,
took out the empty, then rolled it back to his truck. He waved. I waved
back.

As each visitor left I shot a look up at the bedroom

150 151

window, hoping so hard it hurt inside that I wouldn't see Michaela's
face in the frame. But she had a powerful streak of survival. The blinds
stayed shut. She must have lain there all day, not moving, just in case
a movement of air disturbed a blind or a telltale-tit creak of a
floorboard might give her away.

I cut more wood. Sweating, I glared up at the sun. Set, damn you, set.

Tick followed by tock followed by tick. Time dragged on. Snails moved
faster than those hands of my watch. All I wanted was for it to get
dark. Then I could sneak Michaela into the boat, then head for Lewis.
Within the hour I'd be back home in bed. God knows I was ready to sleep
twelve hours straight.

At six in the evening the juice started to flow through the wires again.
Now I could fix a meal without having to light the little camping stove.
Not that I had anything else but the eggs, bread and milk Mel had
brought earlier in the day. I saw she'd also left a bag of fresh
mushrooms. That would be enough for omelets with the bread and coffee.

I made a meal, took Michaela hers which she ate in her room. There was
still a chance of callers, with it being so early in the evening.

Mine, I ate on the porch, washed down with ice cold water. I still aimed
to present a picture of normality. Even though the tension compressed my
stomach so much I didn't want to eat much, I forced down a couple of
omelets and almost half the loaf. It might be a while before I got the
chance to eat again. I'd also have to find a way of replacing around two
weeks' worth of food (for me, anyway) in the kitchen without drawing
attention.

At close on eight I decided to check that the batteries were charging
properly on the boat. All that afternoon the thought of them nagged at
me. I didn't trust them. They were old. Maybe water had got into the

151 152

electrics. Perhaps that's why the juice had drained from them so
quickly. And why the hell hadn't I switched the boat for another? But
then, that would mean hoisting the food into the replacement boat. In
daylight that would be risky.

I'd reached the cabin door when I saw Ben pull up on that old 250cc dirt
bike of his. He smiled when he saw me. He was still smiling when he
walked up onto the porch; then the smile turned into an angry mask as he
hissed. ?Greg, you idiot. They know what you're doing. The damn Guard
are on their way!?

152 153

?Michaela . . . Michaela!?

Heightened survival instincts made her move like a cat. In a flicker of
movement she appeared on the stairs, aiming the shotgun at Ben's chest.

?Easy,?I said as I grabbed a hold all. ?This's Ben. He's OK.?

?They know I'm here??she asked.

?And they'll be here in around thirty seconds flat,?Ben said, his hand
trembling like crazy. ?I was in the editor's office and saw the alert
come up on the PD screen. I tore down through those woods like a demon.?

?Dammit to hell.?I shook my head as I grabbed the rifle from the rack.
?How did they find out so fast??

?Mel Tourney reported to old man Crowther that she thought you were
acting strange.?

?Figures.?

?Christ, Greg.?Ben watched as I scooped boxes of ammo from a drawer.
?What y'gonna do, shoot your way out??

153 154

?Not if I can help it. We've got to run for it. Ready, Michaela??

?When you are.?She moved to the doorway. ?No sign of anybody yet.?

?I reckon it will take them a good ten minutes to assemble and drive
down here.?The only road down here was a switchback track that took
vehicles away from this part of the shoreline before it doubled back on
itself to run alongside the lake. We might make it. Just. But there was
another problem now.

?Ben, what are your plans??

?Plans??

?They're going to find out that you tipped me off, buddy. That's got to
be a capital offense these days.?

?He can come with us,?Michaela said.

Quick as the old greased lightning I stuffed my file of notes and
cuttings into the bag, pulled on my leather jacket, then shouldered the
rifle. ?Looks as if you've no choice, Ben.?

Michaela called out, ?I see a cloud of dust. . . yup ... around a dozen
cars coming this way.?

?That'll be the Guard; make for the boat, Ben.?

Ben stood there, his fingers seeming to vibrate. He'd seized up solid.
'You mean leave??

?You can't stay here, Ben, not now.?

?You fucking idiot, Valdiva! You've killed us, that's what you've done!
Why couldn't you leave her wherever you found her??

I heard the roar of approaching motors. ?Ben, there isn't time for this.
Run. Just fucking run, will you??

Michaela already tore down the path to the jetty.

?Oh, man, you're an insane-?Ben started saying it, but I finished it by
shoving him through the screen onto the porch. ?Run!?

The sight of those cars barreling down the road did it for him. He
followed Michaela, running so hard his arms became a blur. Me? I didn't
give my home of ten

154 155

months a backward glance. With the hold all and the rifle bouncing like
wild animals on my shoulder, I pounded across the dirt.

By the time I'd reached the jetty Michaela had already pulled the plug
on the power cable that had been juicing the batteries. ?Ben! Get the
rope at the stern ... No, don't untie it, pull it up over the post.?

The Guard were maybe half a mile away, clearly visible in the low sun
that glinted like gun flashes from their windshields. They swept by
bushes so fast they ripped off leaves and raised dust devils that
swirled around them. I knew there'd be guys standing in the backs of the
pickups, rifles cocked and ready. Jesus, this was going to be tight.

I made it to the boat's control panel in one jump that sent the whole
thing tilting madly to one side.

?Careful,?Ben yelled. ?You'll tip us in.?

?Keep your heads down!?I roared at them. ?They'll blast us with
everything they've got.?

Sweet Jesus, I hoped those batteries had taken the charge. With the sun
shining on the gauge I couldn't see whether the needle was in the red or
not. One thing in our favor-you didn't have to fire up the motor like
you would a diesel or gas engine. You switched the thing on like a
goddam Hoover. The downside? There's always a downside, isn't there? The
thing had the horsepower to match.

With the electric motor rising to a hum the boat moved away from the
jetty. Slow, too damn slow. These things were built for tourists to
amble around the lake while sipping Chardonnay or lazily peeling an orange.

I looked back to see the jetty moving away, the water white from the
boat's propeller. Cars, pickups, a police truck with lights flashing and
siren whooping raced up to the quay. Michaela and Ben squatted on their
haunches watching the Guard jumping down from the pickups, then running
along the jetty.

155 156

Michaela chambered a round into the shotgun and aimed.

?Keep your heads down,?I shouted at the pair. ?I'll take it out of sight
'round the headland.?

I swung the wheel over, opened the throttle as far as it would go. On
the jetty those guys were in a rage. In their eyes I was a traitor, I
guess. I'd disobeyed the Caucus. I'd brought a stranger onto the island
just like the old cop, Finch. But I had reasons that were good reasons.
So I believed, anyway.

Then the Guard blasted us. Man, whatever they had they let fly. Even
though we were more than two hundred yards out in the lake I heard a
frenzy of cracks and thumps.

I threw myself into the bottom of the boat, allowing the thing to steer
itself. The plastic windshield turned white as milk as buckshot tore
into it. Bullets hit the hull as if a lunatic with a hammer beat it with
a mad rhythm. Flakes of paint swirled all around us like snow. Michaela
knelt up with the shotgun.

?Aim over their heads,?Ben yelled. ?I know those people.?

?So why are they trying their damnedest to kill us then?? She squeezed
the trigger, sending a bunch of shot back at the jetty. I saw she had
aimed high. But still low enough to make the Guard duck their heads and
spoil their aim. She ducked down herself behind the gunwale. ?They
weren't ready for this kind of shooting,?she called at me. ?They're
armed with shotguns and handguns. They're not going to sink us with those.?

Yeah, maybe. Even so, there were enough hits to bite chunks of plastic
out of the case that housed the control panel. If a bullet sliced a
cable we'd wind up drifting like a leaf on the water. It wouldn't be
long before the Guard grabbed a boat and came out to find us.

The firing from the jetty began to falter as they

156 157

emptied their guns. Now was the time to see where we were headed. I
risked a look and saw we were heading straight for the rocks of the
headland. I swung the boat's nose 'round and took her 'round the reef.
Seconds later the tip of the headland slipped between the Guard and us.

'You can put your heads up now. They can't see us.?I glanced back to see
heads raised. Flecks of white paint salted Michaela's dark hair. They
both looked dazed. ?Are you two all right??

They said they hadn't been hit. But I noticed Ben running trembling
hands over his limbs and chest like he couldn't believe that a slug
hadn't found its way through the hull to pierce a lung or arm.

The boat had taken a mauling. Thin jets of water squirted in through the
hull where bullets had punctured us below the waterline. All being well,
the pumps in the bilges should cope with that for the short trip to
Lewis, that godforsaken ghost town.

Come to think of it, the place was no fair exchange for Sullivan, with
its bars, diners, stores and warehouses bulging with food. But I'd made
my bed, as my mother would have said. Time to go lie in it.

The only sting of regret? Yeah, there was one: looking back at the
headland to see the mound of milkwhite stones that marked the graves of
Chelle and Mom, I knew I'd never be able to visit them again.

After a while I swung the boat so its nose pointed across the lake to
Lewis. Even though the sun shone I saw what a forbidding place it was.
Skeletons of blackened buildings. Ghostly dark voids behind shattered
windows. Streets lousy with human skulls where a peeled human face might
roll by in the breeze like a tumbleweed. Boy, oh boy. It looked like the
'burbs of hell.

157 158 Twenty

Ben hated it; you could see that. He helped pass the supplies to where I
stood at the bottom of the harbor steps, but he hated it. The idea of
being in Lewis terrified him. Being in the company of a stranger sweated
him with fear. He kept shooting looks back across at Sullivan with its
tennis courts, neatly trimmed lawns, comfortable homes, supermarkets and
ordered lives.

I nodded across the water. ?You can't go back there, Ben, you know that??

Again he shot a longing look at the tidy little town on the far side of
the lake. I suddenly had a mental image of him taking the wheel of the
boat and powering home. But he shook his head, his expression worried as
hell. ?I know,?he said. ?Here, don't forget your rifle.?

?Thanks.?Then I looked at Michaela. ?We won't be able to carry all this
food at once.?

?I'll go ahead with Ben, then bring back help.?

Ben nodded, that expression of uncertainty pasted all over his face.
Walking through a burned-out city

158 159

ruin with a stranger for company must have been as appealing to him as
stepping out through hell with Satan on his arm. Like a man going to his
execution he walked up the steps (taking them one unhappy riser at a
time). ?It's the first time I've been off the island in more than six
months,?he admitted. ?It feels weird.?

?You'll get used to it,?Michaela told him crisply. ?You got a gun??

?No.?

A gun in Ben's hands with those twitchy fingers?

?We'll have a spare you can have.?

?Well, I don't use guns. I don't think I'd-?

'You've got to, buddy. If you want to last more than a day out here.?

His look of uncertainty darkened into one I'd call depression. He
appeared to me a man on a suicide mission. Before he picked up a sack of
cans he shot me a glare that as good as said Valdiva, you moron. How
could you do this to me?

Michaela paid no attention. Turning to me, she jerked her head in the
direction of Sullivan. ?You think those guys will follow us across here??

?I doubt it,?Ben said with feeling.

I shook my head. ?Unlikely. They're terrified of contamination. And like
Ben, they've lost the knack of leaving the place.?

?Yeah, I lost the knack,?he muttered under his breath. ?Lost it big time
when everyone started dying.?

?Greg,?she said, ?you best sit tight here and guard the food.?

Ben looked 'round at the dead tomb of a town. ?Guard the food? You think
there are actually people here who'd try and take it.?

?I don't think,?she told him. ?I know.?

?Jesus.?

?Stick close to me.? Shouldering a hold all that

159 160

clanked with cans, she rested the shotgun barrel on her other shoulder.
Safety off, I noticed.

?We'll be back in twenty minutes,?she told me; then, with Ben following,
his head turning this way and that as he anxiously scanned the wrecked
buildings, they walked away.

So I sat there in the ghost town with the sun going down. Shadows crept
along the street like the buildings themselves bled darkness. It oozed
over sidewalks, joined with more pools of shade and crept toward me.
Cool air moved in from the lake. When the shadows crawled over me at
last the chill of the evening slithered over my skin. Silence oozed in
with the coming gloom. Even the birds stopped their chirping. I began to
notice the smell, too. That compost smell that made you think of
mushrooms, damp basements and decay.

Twenty minutes became half an hour. Still no sign of Michaela or her
people to collect the supplies. They're not coming back, Valdiva. . . .
Face it, you're alone.

To close off the thought I checked that the rifle was loaded (even
though I knew it was), then counted how many cartons of shells I'd
stuffed into the bag. Nine cartons. That should be ample for a while.

I stared along the street, expecting to see Michaela or Ben turn the
corner at any second. As I stared I suddenly had this sensation of cool
air playing on the back of my neck.

Someone's behind you.

I twisted fast to see who was there. Maybe Crowther junior couldn't
resist making the trip across the water to blow off my head when I
wasn't looking. Instead of Crowther leering down a rifle at me I saw a
rat slinking through all that crud on the ground. It must have gotten
the scent of the food I'd brought. Its claws rustled shreds of paper.
When I stood up it disappeared under a burnt-out truck.

Forty minutes had crawled by since Michaela and

160 161

Ben had left. Maybe she'd need to find her people if they'd relocated in
the last twenty-four hours. That yard where they were camping was hardly
the lap of luxury. They might have found a house somewhere that hadn't
been trashed.

Darkness was coming down a storm now. Clouds ballooned over the horizon
to bury the sun as it rested on the hills. Soon nothing remained but a
bloody smear of red across the western quarter of the sky. It grew
cooler. I zipped up my leather jacket, then shivered to the roots of my
bones. Now I found I couldn't sit still. I paced the stretch of road
where we'd stacked the food supplies. A police car rotted by the ferry
terminal. Another rat sat in the back seat cleaning its whiskers. Across
in Sullivan the town lights burned bright. Even though it wasn't much
more than three miles away, now it could have been on Neptune. Ben and I
wouldn't be welcomed back there with open arms for sure. In fact, it was
my guess that the Caucus would issue an order that we be shot on sight
if we even came within spitting distance of the place.

With the barrel of the rifle resting on my shoulder I nosed into the
abandoned ticket hall of the ferry office (bread bandits had even torn
the carpets up), then I crossed the street to look into what remained of
a general store (nothing but empty boxes and baby bones). Next to it was
a hotel that seemed pretty much intact. A canvas awning projected over
the sidewalk. It looked dirty but otherwise undamaged. I began to ask
myself if this would serve as a place to stay until we decided what we
should do next.

I backstepped into the road, looking up at the sixstoried building. Its
facade could have been a tearstained face. Rain teamed with soot from
the fires that destroyed most of Lewis to create the illusion. Black
bands ran down from each window. A pretty little bitch she wasn't, but
she might do for we poor waifs and

161 162

strays who had no roof over our heads. Hell, even the glass in the
windows was intact. And get this; this was the odd thing. All the glass
in the windows must have been set at a certain precise angle because as
I looked up into the dark face of the building I could see my reflection
in a dozen or more windows.

I gazed up, and my reflection gazed down with a wide-eyed intensity that-

Shit. Those aren't reflections, Valdiva.

There, looking down at me, with a silent, brooding intensity, were men's
faces. There was something alien about the way they didn't move. Only
their eyes moved to follow me as I, not taking my eyes off them, edged
slowly away.

Only when I had moved out of their line of sight did I turn my back on
them. Then I moved quickly-but not running, not looking scared-because
if I ran, a little bird with terrible frightened eyes told me, that
would provoke those guys in the hotel into chasing me.

Ahead of me a group of men blocked my way. Pulling back the rifle bolt,
I raised the muzzle, aimed.

?Greg. Whoa ... it's us. Don't shoot. Don't shoot.?

I wiped the perspiration from my eyes to see Ben waving his hands above
his head. With him were the people I'd seen yesterday, including
Michaela. The others were more interested in the food bags. They hurried
forward to drop down onto their knees, where they rooted through the
supplies like excited kids at Christmas rifling through their stockings.

?Corned beef . . . hey, tinned chili.?

?Bread! Beautiful white bread!?

?Creamed chicken.?

?Get a load of this, tinned peaches. Wow!?

Heart thumping, I ran up to Michaela. ?Get your people to pick up this
stuff, then get out of here.?

?Greg, give them a minute or two to enjoy this, can't you? They haven't
seen food like-?

162 163 ?Michaela, get these people away from here!?

Instinct kicked in. She glanced 'round, her senses suddenly razor sharp.
?What's wrong??

?There's a bunch of people in a building back there.?

?They look like hornets??

Ben frowned. ?What the hell are hornets??

?Bread bandits.?

?Oh, shit.?

Michaela slipped the shotgun from her shoulder. ?They see you??

I nodded. ?But they didn't seem to be in any rush to follow me.?

?If they stayed put we should have time to get away. They're probably
guarding a hive.?

The memory of that thing I found in the apartment came back to me like a
bad taste in my mouth. ?You mean there are more of those things 'round
here??

?Hives? Yes, probably dozens in a place this size.?

?Hornets? Hives??Ben looked bewildered. ?What are you guys talking about??

I said, ?Hell on Earth. That's what we're talking about, Ben. Hell on
Earth.?

164

We carried the supplies through darkened streets. Zak led the way,
almost smelling the air for trouble. I counted ten in Michaela's gang.
They were all young and I couldn't place anyone over the age of twenty.
The youngest was the kid I'd first clapped eyes on when I arrived in
Sullivan after my drinking binge (and who I nearly killed). He'd have
been around ten years old.

As I walked I held this whispered conversation with Michaela. Ben tried
to follow what we were talking about, although his expression, one that
bonded fear and bewilderment, told me he understood precious little.

?Those hornets in the hotel,?I said, ?they were guarding a hive??

?I don't want to see for myself, but my guess is that they are.?

?They won't follow us??

?Some of them might.?

?While the rest guard the hive??

?That's about the size of it.?

164 165 ?But hornets don't as a rule carry firearms, so we should be all
right.?

?I'm glad you're confident.?

?Meaning??

?Meaning if twenty or thirty jump us we won't have the firepower to kill
them all fast enough. Some might get through. They'll have machetes,
clubs, wrenches, knives.?

?You've lost people before like this??

?Greg, when we started out our group numbered more than thirty. We're
down to ten. See??

I nodded. ?But the hive I found ... I didn't see any hornets. Why wasn't
it guarded like that one back there??

Even under the burden of bags she shrugged. ?A tainted hive.?

?You mean they go bad somehow? Or become corrupted??

?Your guess is as good as mine, Greg. We've found hives with a couple of
hundred hornets guarding them. They must be the really important ones.
Usually the guards number between twenty and thirty. Then again ...?She
shrugged. ?Sometimes there are none. It's as if the hive's gone wrong
and they abandon it.?

?What actually is a hive, then? What's its purpose??

She smiled. ?Questions, questions. I don't know, Greg. We don't have any
professors of biology here, or even a two-bit test-tube jock. We're just
a bunch of kids trying to keep on the warm side of the grave. You follow??

?But it's just this hive. The smell of it, and how it looked...?

?You're right. They're weird. They're also a God almighty mystery.
...?She looked at me with a sudden sharpness, as if she'd read something
in my expression. ?What else is there, Greg??

A strange churning sensation had started in my

165 166

head. ?I can't explain it.... I know it's impossible, but these hives
... I think I've seen one before.?

Back at the yard that served as the makeshift camp Michaela had a
hurried conversation with Zak and Tony. Then she came across to where
Ben and I sat by the fire. ?We'll move on at first light,?she told us.
?You best get some sleep now.?

Ben cast some pretty scared-looking glances out into the darkness. ?What
about the bread bandits, I-I mean hornets? Won't they come looking for us??

?It's unlikely at night. But we'll be taking turns to keep watch. Yours
will be between two and three. So get some sleep now.?

He looked startled that he'd be expected to keep watch.

?Don't worry,?she told him, ?just keep your wits about you, then shout
as loud as you can if you see anything. Think you can handle that??

?Don't worry.?He looked scared sick. ?If I see anything you'll hear me
yell, all right.?

She added, ?We've already loaded the bikes now so we can be away fast.?

?You've got bikes??

?A nice pack of Harley Ds. We found them in a dealer's showroom a couple
of months ago.?She shot me a grin. ?You didn't think we walked
everywhere, did you??With that she pushed back her hair and lay down on
a blanket. ?By the way, Greg, take the watch after Ben's.?She grinned
again. ?Sweet dreams.?

Yeah. As if.

167

?One thing we don't have,?Michaela said the next morning (after a quiet
night, thank God), ?is a spare machine. You and Ben will have to ride
double.?

The bikes looked in good shape, despite the burden of supplies they
carried either strapped over fuel tanks, or in a trailer pulled by one
monster of a Harley D that Zak rode. I saw the ten-year-old hop onto the
trailer like he was riding on the back of a camel.

Ben went up to sit behind Tony. Michaela tied back her hair. ?You can
ride with me.?

I slipped the rifle across my shoulder. ?Where are we headed??

?Away from here's the main priority.?She patted the bike's fuel tank.
?But we're getting low on gas. We need to nose out a new supply. Luckily
these things are pretty ... shit, Greg, what are you doing??

I did it in one movement. Slid the rifle from my shoulder, pulled the
bolt, aimed, fired. Boy, the sound cracked back from the walls.

Grunting like a wild pig, the man charged from the

167 168 Clark

bushes at the side of the yard. I chambered another round-tried to
chamber another round-but the little fuck jammed. Zak and Tony moved
fast, pulling guns from holsters. Only they couldn't shoot because
Michaela and I were in the firing line. The grunting guy moved
faster-helluva lot faster-eyes blazing with pure ferocity. He bore down
on where Michaela sat astride the Harley.

I cursed, jerking the rifle bolt, trying to clear the bastard so I could
fire again.

With a grunt that became a full-blooded groan the guy flopped forward,
smacking his face into the dirt. He didn't get up. Come to that, he
didn't move; he didn't breathe.

I saw the exit wound between his shoulder blades where my bullet had
tumbled out at the speed of sound.

?Nice shot,?she said to me in such a matter-of-fact way she could have
been complimenting me on my taste in coffee. ?But don't stand there all
day. We need to be moving.?

There was no fuss or excitement with these guys. They'd seen it all
before. For Ben and me this was something different. Bread bandit,
hornet or just a poor goddam refugee with a bad case of the Jumpy- stick
him with any name you want, this was the guy I'd just shot through the
lungs the second he rushed from the bushes. I hoped my instincts always
stayed as keen as that. Hell... in the back of my mind I couldn't help
but wonder what I'd do if any of these people who had somehow adopted
Ben and me came down with a case of the Jumpy. Especially Michaela. What
would I do if I found myself looking at her down the barrel of a gun?

?See??Michaela called back over her shoulder as we rode through the
forest. ?We didn't choose the bikes for their looks. Short of using a
battle tank, they're the

168 169 only thing that'll get you through this crap.?

She wasn't wrong. The roads were totally crapped out. Every few yards
there'd be a car or a truck or a bus lying rotting to hell. Many were at
the roadside; others spanned the entire highway like they'd been
deliberately employed as roadblocks, something that might not be far
from the truth. Then there was the usual mess of broken bottles, boxes,
fallen trees, human remains. What seemed odd was that skeletons could
rot clean of meat and skin, but the clothes didn't decompose as fast, so
you'd find endless sets of articulated human bone still dressed in
pants, jackets and shoes, complete with battery-powered watches on bone
wrists that had quietly ticked off the seconds all these months. Anyway
there was our band weaving 'round the obstacles on the bikes, heading
south through the wooded hills in a loose convoy to God alone knew where.

God alone knew where wound up being a barn on a hillside that overlooked
a cluster of lakes. The barn looked untouched since the day of the Fall.
At one end bales of straw nearly reached the eaves, while a red tractor
stood under a coat of dust at the other end.

?I'll do the usual,?Tony said before opening the throttle on the bike
and tearing off across the field.

Michaela unbuckled the straps that held the supplies on the back of the
trailer. ?We've got this like clockwork,?she told me. ?Tony's checking
to make sure that there are no hornets in the neighborhood. We make the
camp, build a fire, cook up a meal if we've food for the pot. You can
help Boy collect firewood. Make sure you take your gun. We still don't
know if we've got company out here.?

Everyone knew their job. Everyone worked quickly. They brought the bikes
into the barn (out of sight of any hornets who might amble by). Zak got
to work with

169 170

a can opener, opening tins of corned beef fresh from my cabin larder,
dumping the blocks of pink meat into a big cooking pot. I saw him for
the first time without that cowboy hat. Even though he'd just turned
eighteen there wasn't a hair on his head. He didn't even possess
eyebrows. Shock does weird things to people. Like Boy, who I'd been
assigned to help collect firewood (yeah, I was the firewood guy again;
there must be something in the way I walked that always got me that
particular chore). Boy must have gone through plenty of bad stuff after
the Fall. Bad enough to make him ditch his name and kill his old
identity as if that might be enough to rid him of all the bad memories, too.

The noonday sun had burned through the cloud and it was really starting
to heat up. I slipped on my sunglasses. The barn was well and truly in
the middle of nowhere, with nothing but grass fields all around that had
grown straggly and weed infested all these months without farmer
intervention. There were no houses I could see. There wasn't much in the
way of trees to conceal any hornets. Even so, I checked that the rifle's
magazine carried a full load of shells.

Boy walked fast, with his jaw jutted forward. He scanned the ground with
what your schoolteacher would have called a ?practiced eye.??Pick sticks
for kindling and thicker stuff for a slow burn,? he told me. Told me?
Ordered me, more like. But he seemed like a good kid to me. He was just
doing the job that kept him and his bunch of buddies alive. ?No, don't
bother with green wood,?he said as I picked up a branch. ?Go for dry
stuff. It doesn't make as much smoke. That fence over there: Go rip out
some palings; they'll burn good. You hungry??

?Yes.?

?Always eat as much as you can at meal times. You never know when your
next meal's gonna be.?He

170 171

picked dry sticks out of the grass. ?I like chocolate. But you don't
find chocolate these days. When it was my eighth birthday I got a
chocolate car. As big as that.?He held his hands more than a foot apart.
?It was a Formula One racing car. I ate chocolate every day for two weeks.?

?Who gave you it? Your parents??

?Did they, hell. Have you got any chocolate??

?No, I had to bring the boring stuff like dried pasta, flour, rice,
canned meat, salt and-?

?You didn't have chocolate in that place you lived? Michaela said you'd
got food coming out ya ass.?

?I guess she was right, but I didn't have time to bring any chocolate.?

?But you had chocolate in that place??

?Yes. But I guess that will run out some day, along with coffee and
other stuff they can't produce locally. They'll have to make do with-?

?I'm going there.?

?You want to go to Sullivan??

'Yeah, if they've got chocolate.?

?I wouldn't recommend it.?

?Why not??

?They're frightened of strangers.?

?I'm just a kid. I'm ten.?

?They still won't let you in.?

?Yeah, the bastards. They don't want to give away the chocolate. Do they
have huge shakes? I used to have a shake maker. You put milk in the top
and chocolate powder, then pressed a button and chocolate shake came out
through a pipe. It buzzed so loud you thought your teeth would come out
They'll have chocolate shakes in Sullivan, won't they?? In the grass lay
a skeleton wearing striped pajamas. Angrily, he kicked the skull from
the shoulder bones. Suddenly, in my mind's eye, I saw the farmer coming
out here to check his precious cows. It's late. He's still in his
pajamas. But

171 172

he's heard that hornets are on the rampage nearby. His wife begs him not
to do it, but he's desperate to make sure his animals are safe. In this
field some hornets jump him and batter the shit out of him, leaving him
to die in his blood-soaked PJS with funky stripes.

Then ten months later an angry kid with a candy craving kicks the poor
bastard's skull clean off. Funny old world, huh?

Like a darting insect Boy snatched sticks from the ground.

?Don't forget the fence,?he said without looking at me. ?Get as many
palings as you can carry.?

I kicked off the palings, then gathered them up as best I could with the
rifle slipping forward off my shoulder. Sweating in the sun, we made our
way back to the barn. ?Remember the thing we found in the apartment??

He didn't answer. He walked sullenly with his arms stretched 'round a
huge bundle of sticks.

?It was an ugly bitch, wasn't it??I said, trying to get him to speak.

Boy still kept clammed tight.

'You said it was a hive. Have you seen them before??

'Yeah, lots.?He spoke as if he didn't want to go into detail.

?Do you know what they are??

'Yeah.?

?What are they??

?They're trouble. Capital T Trouble. You just want to stay clear of
them. Once ... once I saw them suck a girl dry. Sue and me went into
this house and opened a bathroom door, just like you did in the
apartment.?His eyes became glistening and wet-looking. From not wanting
to talk at all the words started to shoot out like he was spitting them
because they tasted bad in his

173

mouth. ?We'd just gone in there because we thought there'd be food in
the kitchen. We hadn't eaten for days. 'Course the bastards had cleaned
out the cupboards, but we found this little piece of chocolate in the
back of the refrigerator. Just one little square. Sue cut it in half and
we licked it so we could make it last a long time. God, it tasted
lovely. Really lovely.?He licked his lips. ?I can taste it now. Then we
went upstairs to see if there was anything worth taking, or if someone
had hidden any food. Sue was twenty. She only kept one thing from home.
It was gold medal she'd won for running. She told me it was because she
could run so fast that she was still alive. She could run faster than
the hornets. Then she opened the bathroom door. And there was all this
pink stuff like in the apartment. She wasn't afraid; she looked into
it... you know? Really into it, like she was looking into a pool of
water. She said she could see hands and arms and legs and things. But
then she screamed. She was shouting that it had got hold of her face. I
don't know how, but her face was stuck to it. I tried to get her away,
but it held on to her; it glued her there or something. I couldn't run
away. I don't know why, but I just stood there. ... I thought it would
let her go after a while. But then I saw these things come through that
jelly, like they were swimming through it. They came right up to her. I
was there for hours. I watched as they sucked everything out of her. She
wrinkled up and just kept getting smaller, like she was a balloon that
was going down bit by bit. That thing sucked her dry! That's what hives
do. They'll suck me dry if they get me.?

?You mean the hive sucked the blood out of her??He looked at me in fury.
?Why did you have to go talking about it? I didn't want to remember! You
dirty

173 174

rotten bastard! I'm going to tell Michaela about what you've gone and
done to me!?

With that he ran back to the barn. But he kept clinging to that bundle
of sticks like a lost child clinging to a teddy bear.

174

I 175

?What did you have to go upsetting the kid for??Zak's bald head turned
pink. He glared at me. And with those eyes that had no eyebrows, no
eyelashes, there was a snakelike quality to his looks. To top it all
off, the angry way he locked his eyes onto me made me think of a
rattlesnake getting ready to strike.

?I didn't intend to upset Boy. I was only talking to him.?

?About what??

?I asked him if he knew anything about these hives.?

?What did you have to cross-examine the kid about it for? Why didn't you
ask me or Tony or Michaela? Why interrogate a little kid??

We were standing arguing in the barn. Michaela stood with her arms
'round Boy while he hid his face in her chest. He might have been
crying, but I couldn't tell.

?I'm sorry,?I said, but my tone was angry rather than remorseful.

?You should be sorry.?Michaela's expression was

175 176

pretty ferocious, too. ?Dear God, Valdiva, don't you think we've all
been pushed to the edge here? We're hanging on by our fingernails above
an almighty crevasse. We don't need you blundering 'round pounding
questions at us.?

?But you said that if I got you the food, you'd tell me-?

?Tell you about the hive? Yes, I will, but when we're ready.?Then she
added in a way that was stiff and formal-sounding, ?And thank you for
the food. Just in case you think we haven't been grateful enough.?

I shook my head. ?I didn't know I was gonna upset the kid. Like I said,
I was just talking to him.?

Zak shot me a suddenly shrewd look. ?Why're you so fascinated with the
hive??

I shrugged. ?Just curious, I suppose. I've never seen anything like it
before.?The moment I spoke the words I felt those cold spider feet
across my back. I've never seen anything like it before. Why did that
sentence feel like a lie in my mouth? And why was I so curious about the
hive? OK, it was bizarre. Something completely alien. But when I thought
about the hive it worked its way under my skin. It became an itch I
wanted to scratch. I don't know why, but I wanted to find out more.
Maybe deep down I was getting obsessive about it. Unhealthily obsessive
at that.

Ben stood by the tractor while this fiery scene played itself out. His
hands trembled, his face the picture of unhappiness. You could tell he
didn't want to be here with a gang of strangers. He didn't like their
straggly hair. He detested their worn-out clothes. He despised the gaunt
faces hardened by hunger and daily battles for survival. Old Ben, my
buddy of nine months, hated everything; was scared of everything. All he
craved right now was to be home in Sullivan.

Michaela looked at me. She seemed calmer. ?We'll talk about the Hive
when we've finished establishing

176 177

the camp. People need to eat and rest first. You get to learn what your
priorities-Greg? Where are you going??

I was pissed. But was I pissed at them? Or at the little kid who ran
back blabbing like he was going to tell his mom because I'd played rough
with him? Or was I pissed at myself for maybe lacking tact? Maybe I
thought that when I delivered food to this bunch they'd sit down to
explain what the hive was. So was I pissed at not getting the answers I
expected? Because there was something about the hive. It was more than
the shock-and disgust-of seeing that repulsive thing. There was
something else I just couldn't put my finger on. Like seeing a face in a
crowd that you're sure you've seen before. You find yourself ransacking
your memory for a name. It bugs you. You keep thinking about it. Oh,
hell, Valdiva, go do something useful.

I walked uphill from the barn through blazing sunlight. Passed the
striped pajamas that skeleton boy was wearing. Then I kicked the crap
out of the fence. I was telling myself I was procuring a little more
firewood. The truth? I poured my anger and frustrations into that fence
through the steel toe cap of my boot. Pow! A paling burst into
splinters. Crash! A post snapped in two. Crack! A railing busted to hell.

Anger roared through my blood. Why did the nice bastards of Sullivan
murder Lynne? Why did they have to be so fucking brutal they crushed the
life out of her? Why did the whole town participate? Why did they keep
their smiling heads stuck in the goddam sand? Why did they pretend that
they could keep their little isolated society running like it always had
forever? Didn't they know that somewhere down the line, in ten or twenty
years, the gasoline would run out? And sure as hell they'd run out of
canned food long before then, or it would eventually spoil in the tins.
They were like Adolf Hitler in his bunker way back, when he sent

177 178

orders to armies that no longer existed and the Russians were
overrunning Berlin. Sullivan shut out the inevitable. They were like
people suffering from terminal cancer who were saving for a retirement
condo they'd never live to see.

I kicked the fence so hard sparks flew from my boot where it struck a nail.

And I knew I was angry because I'd gotten Ben into this. He should be at
home writing stories for the newspaper while listening to his Jimi
Hendrix albums.

?Are you planning on knocking every fence down, or do you intend to stop
when you reach Wyoming??

I looked up to see Zak watching me. He wore a pistol pushed into the
belt of his pants.

?Valdiva, it's not a good idea to go off by yourself without a gun.?

?It's not a good idea to shove the gun into your pants like that. You
might blow your dick off.?

?It hasn't happened yet.?

?Yet.?

He watched me, his hairless head looking as shiny as a pool ball in the
sun. ?You must be angrier at us than we thought.?

?I'm not angry. I'm collecting more firewood.?

?What are you going to do? Roast a cow??

?Might as well get a good supply.?

?Rule number one: prioritize. Don't do work that isn't absolutely
necessary.?

?Don't worry, I'm learning fast.?

His unwavering stare fixed on me. ?Valdiva, you've got plenty to learn.
This world out here's completely different from that island. This world
is never safe. There's never enough food. There are no certainties.?He
shrugged. ?With the exception of hunger and death. If we see one hornet
there's sure to be more of them. So we move on.?

?It looks quiet enough 'round here.?

178 179

?Take my word for it, they'll come. It's like they can smell us.?

I began gathering the wood into a neat pile I could carry. 'You should
find yourself an island. There are plenty in the lakes 'round here.?

?But they don't have big stores of food. We've got to keep moving from
place to place to find supplies.?

?Nomads, eh??

?We're not nomads for fun, you know? We're dogtired, but we've got to
keep moving. Finding food. Finding fuel. Looking for fresh water.
Running from the crazy guys.?He smiled. ?So there's no wonder we're
grouchy. It must feel like you're walking on eggshells when you're with us.?

I didn't answer but collected the wood, then used the skeleton's stripy
PJ pants to tie the wood into a bundle. Zak watched me for a while, then
said, ?We might look like a bunch of misfits, but we're close. Probably
closer than most families get in a whole lifetime. So if one of us is
hurt we all feel hurt. Boy's endured tough stuff. We get protective over
him. We really care about each other, but that might seem dopey to you.
But to risk repeating myself, I'm closer to these people than my own
family. And as a family we Samuels were pretty close. Even if I did give
my mother and father a hard time. My father ran a health insurance
business in Canada, so we lived in Toronto most of the year. Thing is,
my parents wanted me so much to become a rabbi, so they sent me to
Hebrew school in New York. From the age of eleven I was flying back and
forth on my own. I did well academically, but I wanted to be a stand-up
comic. That's what I loved doing. I loved to make people laugh. When I
was sixteen I'd sneak off to a little comedy bar just off Broadway where
you could put your name down for a five-minute spot on stage. They
called it the Kamikaze because you had to be suicidal to stand there in
front

180 I

Simon Clark

of a bunch of New Yorkers and try to make them laugh. Boy, they could
give you heat if you sucked. So what I'd do is this.?He bunched his
fist, then put it into his pocket. ?I'd say, 'Ladies and gentlemen, I
have very funny jokes for you tonight. You must laugh because I have a
cute little puppy in my coat pocket. If you don't laugh I will squeeze
its throat with my hand. Right, this is joke number one. Yesterday, I
went to see my doctor. I told him I keep thinking I'm a moth. The doctor
said, So why did you come to see me, then? I replied, I couldn't help
myself. I saw your light in the window.' Then I'd glare at the audience
with a real look of irritation. 'I don't hear you laughing,' I'd say.
'Listen, I warned you, didn't I?' Then I'd pretend to squeeze the
imaginary puppy in my pocket and make these crying puppy sounds, you
know like a ventriloquist? Without moving my lips? Well, the puppy in
the pocket routine worked like a charm. I got loads of laughs and
bookings, but then it all went bad. Some construction workers came in
for a beer but left their sense of humor back home. They got really
angry and started yelling that I shouldn't be hurting the puppy in my
pocket. That's when I got cute and told them that if they didn't stop
heckling me I'd squeeze the goddam puppy until its eyes popped.?

I found myself smiling. ?What then??

?They ran up on the stage to free the puppy... my beautiful, fluffy,
imaginary puppy. 'It's not real, it's not real,' I screamed at them.
Really screamed, because they were big guys, with stronger muscles in
their eyelids than I'd got in my entire body. And they're yelling,
'You've got a puppy in your coat because we hear it yelping in pain.' I
decided it was a good time to leave. As they grabbed me by the coat I
slipped out of it and ran as hard as I could. It was a month before I
went back. I never used the puppy routine again.?He grinned. ?No, sir. I
used an imaginary kitten instead.?

180 181

I found myself laughing. Zak joined in with the kind of chuckle that
makes you want to laugh even more.

Then, wiping his eyes, he said, ?Let me give you a hand with that
firewood. The food should be ready anyway and I'm starving. So, Greg?
Are you going to come quietly??He bunched his fist in his pocket. ?Or do
I have to torture this cute little puppy??Without moving his lips he
made pained, whiney sounds in the back of his throat.

I couldn't keep the grin from my face. ?OK, OK, I'm coming.?

Chatting easily now, we carried the firewood down to the barn. Things
had lightened up down there. Tony had lit a fire. The sun shone in a
perfect sky. Michaela and Boy threw a Frisbee to one another, and I saw
Michaela call to Ben to join in. He caught the Frisbee and spun it back
to Boy. When Boy easily plucked it out of the air his laughter carried
across the field.

Michaela must have worked her magic to cheer up the kid. That image of a
few carefree moments stayed with me. It wasn't always going to be like
that. You know as well as I do, when life starts to look nice and easy
that's the time you really should start to worry.

181 182

?Watch and learn, Valdiva... I'm going to show you how to make bread.
Our kind of bread, that is, so it won't come in a fancy wrapper.?Tony
called across to Ben, ?You best watch, too. You'll be on bread duty in a
day or so.?

Ben joined us at the fire that burned just outside the doorway of the
barn. Sitting in the fire was an oven that looked to be made out of a
steel toolbox. Soot encrusted the thing to hell and back-pretty it
wasn't. I'd seen Tony unloading the contraption from the bike trailer
earlier. The others in the group were busy with their own chores:
checking bikes, pumping tires, cleaning spark plugs, oiling firearms.
Some sat in the shade fixing worn or torn clothes with needle and
thread. A fifteen-year-old with bleached dreadlocks hammered tiny nails
into the heel of his boot where it flapped loose. Only Zak took it easy.
He'd climbed up onto the bales of hay where he'd fallen into a
corpselike sleep with the black Stetson over his face. We could hear his
snores from here.

182 183

Tony used a box lid to fan the flames until the embers burned white
beneath the makeshift oven. ?Stand the oven on stones or bricks or
whatever's at hand so there's a gap between the bottom of it and the
ground. The heat needs to be drawn through there to get it good and hot.
You see? OK. Now you scoop a jug full of this flour from the red tub
into the mixing bowl. Then replace the tub lid straightaway, because
someone always winds up putting their foot in it and knocking it over.
And flour is like gold dust these days.?He picked up a tin mug. ?Now use
this to add two mugs of water. Add a good pinch of salt. Mix the flour,
water and salt together. When it's the consistency of mud start kneading
it with your hands.?

Ben frowned. ?When do you add the yeast??

?We've got no yeast. We've never had yeast.?

?What makes it rise, then??

?It doesn't. This is the kind of bread they'd make in the old, old days.
You know, Bible days? Ancient Egypt days? That's right, guys, we're
living in the past. OK, it's flat as your grandma's pancakes, it tastes
bland as toilet paper, but it fills that hole in your stomach.?

Ben caught my eye. I knew what he was thinking. That to survive we were
going to endure some Stone Age living conditions.

Tony continued. ?When you've kneaded the dough, break it up into small
patties about the size and shape of a hamburger-economy-size hamburger,
that is. After that, put them on this tray and into the oven for thirty
minutes. There,? he said like a TV cook, sliding the tray with its cargo
of dough lumps into the oven. ?Nothing to it, is there??He shot us a
grin. ?Of course the first half dozen or so times you do this you'll
make a king-sized mess of it. You'll burn the bread one day. The next
it'll come out raw. You'll drop the dough into the dirt and everyone
will get mad at you.?Smiling, he

183 184 Clark

shook his head. ?I should know, it happened to me plenty, but you'll get
used to it.?

?I don't think I want to get used to it,?Ben said.

?It's that or go hungry.?

These people had got a little industry running like a finely tuned
motor. Of course, what that industry produced was survival-survival one
day at a time. Here they all were, busily keeping their bikes running,
their clothes mended, making enough food to fill their bellies. It was
an industry hanging by a thread. Call me pessimistic, but I wondered
what happened when they ran out of gas for the bikes or flour for the bread.

Tony left me in charge of watching over the bread in the oven (it needed
careful feeding with thin sticks of firewood, then fanning with the
speed of a lunatic to keep the heat up). He took Ben across to the
bikes, where he showed him how to ride the big Harley. A few of the
others gathered 'round, amused when it appeared that Ben would fall off.
Little did they know he was an expert on that old dirt bike of his, and
he soon mastered the machine.

I broke sticks, eased them into the embers. I blew on the fire to get it
blazing, then fanned it with my hand, which was pretty hopeless really.
Soon my fingers felt as if they'd fly off from the knuckles, I was
fanning that frantically.

?What are you doing, Valdiva? You look as if you're spanking the
invisible man.?

?I might as well be, for all the good I'm doing.?I squinted up into the
sun to see Michaela standing there, watching me with obvious amusement.

?Here, this might be better.?She offered me a piece of stiff card.

?Thanks.?

?Are you getting the hang of it??

?Making bread??I shrugged. ?So far so good. How's Boy??

184 185

?He's fine now. But as you see it doesn't take much to upset him. His
nerves are still raw after what happened to his sister.?

?The girl was his sister? I didn't know.?

Michaela sat on the ground beside me. She nibbled a shoot of grass, the
tip of her tongue every now and again touching the stem as she tasted
sweet sap. ?He'd been living rough with his sister for a while. We don't
know how long exactly because he refuses to say anything about his past
or where he was from, or even to admit what he's really called. We found
him in the house where his sister had been killed by the hive.?

'You mean he was living there??

Her expression was grim. ?Not living there. He'd just laid down at the
top of the stairs. He'd have died if we hadn't found him when we did. In
fact, he was so dehydrated we thought we were going to lose him anyway.?

?Poor kid.?

?It was the shock, I guess. Seeing what that thing did to his own flesh
and blood.?

?What did it do to her??

She fixed me with those eyes that were so dark I'd swear they were black
as coal. 'You'll keep asking me about the hive, won't you? You're never
going to give up.?

'You said you'd tell me everything.?

?In exchange for the food.?

?Things have moved on since then. The way I look at it now, Ben and I
are going to be dependent on you for survival, aren't we??

?More wood??

?Huh??

She nodded at the fire. 'You've got to keep feeding the fire with
sticks, otherwise the bread won't bake properly.?

I broke more sticks and pushed them into the

185 186

embers while she fanned the flame with the card. ?I will tell you about
the hive, but I've got something to confess.?

?Oh??

?I know precious little. I knew you were keen... well, almost lusting
after information about the hive would be more accurate. I'm afraid I
exploited your curiosity to get food.?She gave an apologetic smile. ?I
figured you might not deliver the food if I didn't have some lever on you.?

?But you know something??

?A little. Not much.?She gave me a sideways look. ?At least not enough
to satisfy your curiosity.?

?OK, cough up what you do know.?

?You've got a charming turn of phrase, Valdiva. You know that??

I shrugged at the same moment that I heard cheers and applause. Ben rode
'round the barn, his face blazing with the sheer joy of mastering the
monster bike. When he returned to the others they slapped him on the
back and rubbed his hair. He grinned back at the mass of grinning faces
as he killed the motor.

I turned back to Michaela and smiled. ?OK. The hive. What is it??

?We're going to wind up calling you Mr. Persistence.?Despite affecting a
weary sigh, she nodded. ?OK. About three months after the Fall, our
group picked up a warning on a CB radio. Someone-we don't know
who-warned everyone who'd listen to him to beware of something he called
a hive. When he described a hive-that it looked like a mass of goo
filled with human body parts hanging suspended like pieces of fruit in
strawberry Jell-O-we pretty much wrote him off as drunk or crazy.?She
gazed into the fire as she fanned the flames, but I could see she was
seeing something terrible in her mind's eye. ?The first time we saw a
hive was when we found Boy. We were searching

186 187

houses for food. Of course they were all abandoned by that time. And the
hornets had started their destructive rampage. You see, after they
killed everyone that didn't have Jumpy they went back and destroyed all
their possessions. You might have missed it if you were holed up on that
island. The hornets would go into a house, take all the food for
themselves and then they'd just smash everything, tear clothes to
pieces, or they'd just torch the place. I think military people call it
'scorched earth policy.' You destroy anything and everything that might
be of use to your enemy.?She took a breath. ?So we went into the house
where we found Boy. That's when we saw the hive and what it had done to
his sister.?

?What had it done??

?Sucked her dry, Greg. If you ask me those things are like vampires.
They batten onto people, only I don't know how they do it. Maybe with
some kind of teeth in the gel or disgusting tubes that burrow into the
people it catches. Then it draws the blood right out of them. We've seen
it again since. Victims look like pieces of dried fruit. Their faces
become wrinkled and ridged like raisins, which sounds like a funny
description, funny ha ha, but it's not. If you saw for yourself you know
how sickening it is. You want to puke when you look into those dried-up
faces. Even their eyes shrivel.?

?What is a hive??

?I don't know,?she said, fanning the flames faster, as if trying to waft
those mental images away. ?Some disgusting parasite, maybe.?

?But you said that bread bandits-I mean hornets- guard them.?

?Mostly ... not always.?Despite the heat I saw goosebumps pucker the
skin of her arms. ?We decided we had to destroy them. The one that
killed Boy's sister we burned with gasoline. Where they were guarded by

187 188

hornets we picked off the guards with our rifles, then torched the hive.?

?What stopped you killing more??

?Because there were so many of them. We only had limited amounts of
ammo. If there were twenty hornets guarding them it would still take
more than twenty cartridges to kill them, even if our shooting was
pretty good.?

?You've no idea at all what they might be??

She sighed. ?I think they're connected with the Jumpy somehow. Zak
believes Jumpy isn't so much a disease but a metamorphosis. The early
symptoms, the overwhelming panic, then this mindless urge for them to
kill people that aren't infected, were the first stages of that
metamorphosis.?

?You mean that people infected with Jumpy will end up becoming hives??

?That's what we've figured out. If there's a team of scientists still
alive out there they might tell us it's all crap. Until then, that's our
theory. What do you think??

I nodded. ?It seems as good as any to me.?

?There's some other stuff as well.?She spoke as if the subject sickened
her; she wanted to get off it fast. ?So far we've only found hives in
buildings, and they're always either in a bathroom or a kitchen. Zak
figures they need to be near a water supply. They also tend to be
guarded, as I've said. And it seems as if they need food.?

?That's why they pull the vampire trick??

?That seems to be the case. They trap unwary people like Sue.?

?And the one back in Lewis nearly got me the same way.?I remembered the
head lunging through the gel with the wide-open mouth.

?Or?-she stood up-?or the hornets who guard them procure victims for the
hive to feed on. Any more than that I don't know.?

188 189

A thought occurred to me. I stood up and reached out to catch her arm to
stop her walking away. ?But if this is some kind of metamorphosis, this
hive must be the larval stage. So there must be a final stage.?

She looked up at me, then shrugged in a way that suggested she agreed.
?You may be right, Greg. For all we know there may be something like a
big, beautiful butterfly waiting to hatch out.?Her eyes hardened. ?But
until then we do know some facts. And the main fact is that if you get
too close to one of those things you die.?She held eye contact with me
for a while. Then she glanced down at the fire. ?Greg, you've burned
your bread.?

I looked down to see wisps of blue smoke coming from the top of the oven.

Crouching down, I opened the oven door, used the pliers to pull out the
oven tray and saw a dozen bun shaped cinders.

?Damn.?

?See,?she said. ?Making our daily bread is tougher than you think.?

?Back to square one.?I set out the mixing bowl and tub of flour.

She smiled. This time there was warmth in it. ?I'll give you a hand,?she
said. ?Don't worry, there's no rush. This is for the meal tonight and
breakfast tomorrow.?

The thing is that bread was going to burn, too. Because twenty minutes
later Zak came running out of the barn with straw still stuck to his
clothes from his makeshift bed. Panting, he shouted, ?There are bad guys
coming down through the valley.? He pulled the pistol from his belt.
?There are hundreds of the bastards.?

189 190

Zak sounded cool... in control. But he wasn't dragging his feet. ?There
are hundreds of hornets down in the valley,?he called as he loped toward us.

Michaela shielded her eyes as she looked down toward the lakes. ?Are
they coming this way??

?They don't seem to be, but you can never tell with those sly bastards.
They might be doing that on purpose; then they could double back over
the hill to encircle us.?

Ben jogged up, scared-looking. ?I guess this is where we leave pronto.?

?Not yet,?Michaela said. ?There's no point in running until we know
their intentions.?

Zak nodded. ?This is a good place to stay for a few days. They might
just pass straight by.?

Tony appeared with a pair of binoculars. He climbed a fence to stand
astride the rail. For a good thirty seconds or so he studied the men and
women flowing by in the valley bottom. From what I could see against the
sun's glare they moved in groups of twenty or so. They

190 191

were walking purposefully enough away from us, but as Zak had said, it
might be a trick. After passing out of sight they might return when we
least expected it.

With the binoculars to his eyes, Tony spoke. ?Oh, crap...?

?Have they seen us??

?No. They're on a hunt.?

Ben's hands shook. ?That's bad, right??

?Right.?Tony lowered the binoculars. ?They're hunting people like us.
There's a group of around twenty down there, carrying backpacks. They're
still well ahead of the hornets, but do you see what I see??

He handed Michaela the binoculars.

?There's a second group moving parallel to them higher up the hill,?she
said. ?As far as I can tell a river joins the lake right in front of
them.?She handed the binoculars to me. ?They're heading into a trap.
Only the poor devils don't know it.?

Raising the binoculars to my eyes, I viewed the figures in sudden brutal
close-up. 'You've seen this before??

?Oh, yes. Lots.?She sounded grim. ?Remember what we were just talking
about??

?They're hunting those people for a hive??

?I can't swear to it, but let's say I'm ninety percent sure.?

?What are we waiting for, then??

?Greg, what do you mean 'What are we waiting for'??

?Those people need our help.?

?Ben, there are twelve of us. There are hundreds of bad guys.?

?But we-?

?We can do nothing but watch and make sure they don't attack us.?She
stared at me. ?It sounds uncaring, but what can we do? You'd need a
couple of helicopter gunships to take out those: They're a whole army.?
She tossed her head back to where a clutch of rifles leaned

191 192 Clark

against the barn wall. ?We've got a few peashooters.?

I studied the group of survivors. They were all burdened by bundles of
blankets, backpacks; most carried sacks that I guessed were stuffed with
food. They were a desperate bunch. They knew they were being pursued,
but they weren't going to ditch their precious foodstuff just yet. Maybe
they thought they could outrun the hornets. Only they didn't know they
were being driven into a narrow point of land that would be bound by a
lake at one side and a fast-flowing river at the other. I panned to the
right. A half mile behind were the hornets, moving in groups of around
twenty. I couldn't count them all, but I saw the murdering bastards
numbered in their hundreds. The binoculars were powerful enough to show
individual faces. The men all had thick tangled beards, with a thick
tangle of hair. The women had tumbling manes of curls. Most wore rags.
Some were naked. It was their eyes that really punched you in the gut.
They were so goddam vicious. They blazed from those wild clocks of hair
like fucking laser beams. And each pair of eyes had locked onto the men,
women and children in front who were trying to outrun them.

Zak shielded his eyes with the cowboy hat as we watched. ?We need to
send a couple of people down to keep an eye on them.?

?I'll go,?I said.

?I don't think that's a good idea, do you??Michaela said.

Tony shook his head. ?We get the feeling you might do something
heroic.?He nodded down at the hornets swarming along the valley. ?The
kind of heroic that will get all of us killed.?

Zak said, ?Michaela, Tony, take the bikes down the track across there.
That'll bring you close enough, but you'll still be uphill from them ...
Keep behind that line of trees. They won't see you there.?

192 193

?What about the sound of the bikes??

?Don't start the motors,?I said. ?Freewheel down. Only fire them up if
you're seen.?

Zak gave a grim smile. ?He's starting to think like one of us.?

Ben looked uneasy. ?But if they see you we'll all have to run for it,
won't we??

?We will,?Zak agreed. ?But we'll have a head start and we'll be on
bikes. They'll be on foot.?

Michaela began to walk back to the bikes. ?Zak, you best be ready to
move out fast just in case. OK??

He nodded. ?Don't worry, we'll be ready.?

Within moments, Michaela and Tony were coasting down the hill, using
gravity alone, not the big Harley motors, to power their descent. Even
from just a few yards away I could hear nothing but the whisper of tires
on soft dirt that had accumulated on the track. Seconds later I heard
nothing at all as I watched them leave.

Zak immediately got the others to gather up their belongings just in
case we had to quit this place like greased lightning. That left me at
die fence watching through the binoculars. The bunch of survivors were
still well ahead of the hornets. They looked confident they were going
to make it. Most had rifles ready in case they were attacked, but they
still weren't going to ditch their belongings so they could move faster.
Those pitiful supplies were all that kept them from starvation.

I checked the groups of hornets, who didn't move in a great hurry
either. But then, the cunning monsters knew that the people just ahead
would run out of dry ground within the next ten minutes. At the foot of
the hill Michaela and Tony had coasted down to the line of trees that
hid them from the bad guys. OK. So far, so good.

But wait... all those hornets in the valley moving in plain view across
the meadows were eye-catching. You

194

couldn't miss seeing them for sure. I felt a twitch, just a flicker of a
twitch in my stomach. That instinct was reaching out of the depths of my
bones. It wasn't quite the Twitch I'd experienced before. But it was
something like.

I scanned the line of trees farther to the right that followed the line
of the track. I damn well knew it... I damn well knew it. The hornets
were still a good quarter of a mile away from Michaela and Tony, now at
a standstill on their bikes as they watched the bad guys pass by farther
down the valley, but sure as hell and high water there were a group of
around twenty of the monsters moving along the same track. But that
shouldn't be too much to worry about, should it? They were a good
distance away. And they weren't walking fast.

No. There had to be something else.

Again I used the binoculars to sweep the line of trees. This time I made
the pan much slower. Seeing each bush in turn. There had to be something
else that-whoa. Got it.

Maybe a hundred yards from Michaela and Tony, just around a curve in the
track, I saw a group of five, maybe six people huddled against a tree.
They weren't hornets, I was positive of that. They seemed to be in a
tight clump, with one guy carrying a shotgun moving backward and forward
across the track. Even from this distance I could tell he was nervous as
hell. He knew the hornets were following them. What he didn't know was
how far away the monsters were. I swept the binoculars back to the knot
of people. A young woman sat on the ground. Her legs were somehow
awkward under her, as if she wanted to stand only her legs were too
weak. Others clustered 'round, trying to help. A girl of j around
thirteen wrapped an object in a large towel or piece of sheet.

She handled the object gingerly, like it was incredibly

194 195

fragile. All I could tell was that it was red. Not at all big.

Hell... a goddam baby. That's what it was. A newborn baby! The woman
must have just given birth. I stared so fiercely through those lenses it
felt as if my eyes would dry out. But I saw clearly enough now. The girl
was wrapping a newborn baby still smeared with blood in a towel. The
other people were trying to help the mother to her feet. Christ, she
gave birth running from those monsters, now she had to get up and run
again before they caught her and tore her face off.

Once more I scanned the line of track. I saw another figure. This one
had gray hair. He was-he was ... damn. I forced my eyes to focus. That's
it. An old man. He was standing guard between the group with the newborn
baby and the hornets bearing down on them. I watched a full five minutes
as the old guy waited. A brave old guy at that. There must have been
twenty bad guys and they were young and homicidally crazy. At least he
appeared to carry a gun of some sort. It was too short and stubby for a
rifle. A submachine gun, maybe. The guy would need formidable firepower
against an enemy like that.

It ended faster than I expected. The hornets came 'round the corner of
the track. Not running, but moving quickly. They saw the old guy, made
straight for him. Then this stupid thing happened. It was like watching
an old comedy movie ... only there was nothing funny about it... not one
fucking bit funny ... but it was fucking stupid. He aimed the submachine
gun. I waited for the crackle of exploding cartridges and the jet of
smoke from the muzzle.

Nothing. Fucking nothing.

The old guy looked at the gun. He jerked at the bolt, then the trigger.
I saw him shake his gray head in disbelief.

And then ...

195 196

Over.

That was it. Finished.

One of the hornets pushed him, sending him dropping down onto his
behind. He turned 'round on the ground, trying to stand. Only his old
bones didn't work as fast as they used to.

Then the hornets were on him. I thought they'd pounce like mad dogs, but
they just flowed 'round the old guy as he sat there on his backside in
the dirt looking up at them as they walked by, ignoring him.

Only the last one in the pack didn't. He carried a heavy steel bar that
must have been the length of his arm. He raised it above his head in a
way that seemed almost casual. The old guy sat there in the dirt. He
supported his top half with one hand against the track while with the
other he tried to block the blow.

The hornet swung the bar easily, missing the guy's arm. The end of the
iron bar whipped down, hitting into the old guy's skull square in the
top. The old boy looked as if he'd suddenly gotten way too tired. Slowly
he lowered himself facedown into the dirt and lay still. The hornet
struck him once more in the head with the bar. Then moved on without
looking back.

I found myself staring at the old guy lying there with his open mouth
pressed against the road, willing him to get up, grab the gun and blow
those bastards to shit. But he didn't move and his gray hair turned the
color of cranberry juice.

While this happened I'd been locked into my own world, staring through
the binoculars. I turned and ran back to where Zak readied the people
near the bikes.

I grabbed one by the handlebars and rocked it forward from the stand.

?Hey!?Zak shouted. ?What do you think you're doing??

?There are hornets down there we didn't see before. They're going to
find Michaela and Tony.?

196 197 i

STRANGER

I was ready to punch my way through Zak if he argued. Instead: ?OK.
Catch.?He threw me a rifle. ?It's loaded with ten rounds. And it's a
semiauto. Just point and squeeze.?

He swung a pump-action shotgun over his shoulder, then made as if to
start the bike's engine.

?Zak. Freewheel down there.?

I didn't want to signal those hornets with the sound of motors that
their blood enemies were on the way. And I hadn't told Zak everything,
of course. I hadn't mentioned the woman who'd just given birth on the
road. Or the old man's murder. Or that right now I planned to give those
murdering sons of bitches a little taste of something they'd never forget.

197 198

d

Dammit if the track didn't have enough bumps to nearly throw us clean
off the saddles. What's more, it was steep enough to bring us close up
to forty without having to fire up the Harley engines. Gripping the
handlebars tight, the grass banks rising high and overgrown at either
side of us soon made it look as if we were whistling through a green
tunnel that blurred as we moved faster and faster.

I glanced at Zak. He concentrated on the track ahead, avoiding ruts and
holes in the ground. The thing is, it was so quiet. All I could hear
were the whisper of air by my ears and the hiss of tires on dirt.

At the bottom of the track Zak braked to bring himself to a stop where
Michaela and Tony now shot us surprised looks. Only I didn't stop. No
way was I going to even touch the brake. I passed them in a blur,
keeping the momentum going.

Now the track had leveled out. Bit by bit the bike began to slow, but I
was still doing thirty when I passed the bunch of men and women with the
newborn baby.

198 199

The guy with the shotgun looked as if he was making up his mind whether
to shoot me or not when I called out, ?Keep moving! You're being followed!?

Temptation started to bite now. I wanted to fire up the motorcycle and
power up to that bunch of killers that must still be heading along the
track. But I fought it down. When I arrived I wanted surprise on my side.

The bike slowed as the track began to run uphill.

Twenty miles an hour... fifteen.

I saw a curve ahead.

Ten.

I put my feet down, my soles brushing the soil.

Five miles an hour.

I stopped. Then, with my feet balancing me I slipped the rifle off my
shoulder and aimed along the track.

For a while I sat there. The sun shone down. I heard birds in the trees.
Butterflies flitted among yellow flowers in the meadow. Honeybees buzzed
through the long grass. Sweat trickled down my face; my heart pounded
with a dark funereal rhythm.

The track ahead lay deserted. Maybe they'd gone back? Or cut through the
trees into the field?

But then I got it. The Twitch. Not for the first time I wondered if
bread bandits, hornets or whatever you called them carried some smell so
faint I didn't consciously sense it. But the old dinosaur brain locked
deep inside the folds of primate brain still sniffed it bright and clear
on the hot summer air. My stomach muscles twitched. In my neck and back
more muscles snapped tight. So tight the contracting neck muscles pulled
my head back and forced my chin up.

The bastards were here. They were right around the...

Then they walked 'round the bend. I pulled back the bolt. I'd only have
to do that once because this little beauty had a self-cocking mechanism.
OK, Valdiva. All

199

I 200

you need do is aim ... squeeze the trigger ... aim and squeeze ... aim
and squeeze ...

Muscles twitched like they danced in my gut. Blood sparkled through my
veins. My whole being squeezed into that cubic inch behind my right eye.
The one that looked through the sight and along that gleaming barrel. I
concentrated on nothing else now.

There they were. A group of guys in their twenties and thirties, I
figured. They moved purposefully toward me. Not running. Their eyes
locked on me.

But they wouldn't spook me.

I waited until they were maybe fifty yards away before squeezing the
trigger.

The first shot punched clean through the chest of the one in the lead.
The bullet tumbled out through his back to smash into the mouth of the
guy behind him. His teeth vanished in a cloud of red glory and enamel
splinters.

Both dropped down into the dirt. Two with one bullet! There was an angel
on my shoulder today.

Forty-five yards away I dropped the next guy with a chest shot, too. He
went down kicking his legs, vomiting blood. That bastard was dead meat.

I'd expected them to charge. There were still seventeen of them. I had
eight rounds left in the clip. Do the math; I'd have to cut and run in
the next ten seconds.

Forty yards and closing.

Bang ... dropped the next with a head shot. A bald guy. The top of his
scabby dome lifted off in one piece like you'd slice the top off a
boiled egg. His comrades didn't flinch when the guy's brains spattered
their faces.

Thirty yards. Bang, bang. I dropped two more with head shots through
their eyes. One round exited the back of the sick fuck's skull to slice
off the guy's ear behind him. The one who lost the ear bled like a pig

201

but it didn't stop him. I had to drop him with a shot through his lungs.
He sat down on God's earth to cough blood into his cupped hands.

Four rounds left. Thirteen mad fucks remaining.

They were twenty yards away. If they ran now they'd reach me in maybe
ten seconds.

I fired again. Lousy shot, Valdiva. The bullet gouged out the hornet's
eye, but it exited through the side of his forehead, just below the
temple. Most would have gone down with the sheer trauma of an injury
like that. But his expression hardly flinched. His good eye still burned
at me. And even though blood turned the righthand side of his face into
a red mask he kept moving.

Where have you gone, sweet angel of mine? Now I had to use another
precious bullet on Senor Solo Eye. It caught him in the throat. He went
down gurgling to claw at the ground like it was the earth itself that
hurt him.

Fifteen yards.

Then the goddam sly bastards went and did it. They cut and ran.

The twelve that remained burst through the bushes at the side of the
road to disappear into the trees. They left the tail-end guy, though.
The one who'd killed the old man back along the track. He still had that
steel bar, too. He ran straight at me with the bar raised above his
head. Old man brains still stuck on the end. Christ, he was so close I
could see the moles on his face that bristled with black hairs.

I aimed at the center of his chest.

But I didn't fire the gun. Not then. What got into me, I don't know.
Maybe the angel on my shoulder moved over for a devil to settle there to
whisper in my ear.

Instead of blowing a hole in the killer's chest I dropped the muzzle.
When I fired the metal-jacketed

202

slug smashed his balls. It might have chewed off his dick, too, I don't
know.

With that high-pitched squeal you only hear when you accidentally stand
on a dog's paw, he dropped down into the soil at my feet. There he
rolled from side to side, both hands clutching the blood-soaked mess
between his legs.

I didn't have time to put a second slug in his head.

I knew what remained of the hornet gang would be running as hard as they
could to reach the people with the newborn baby. Now was the time ... I
started the Harley's motor, revved it until it howled like a phantom war
cry, then blasted down the track, the back wheel throwing up a geyser of
dirt as high as the treetops and coating the fallen man in filth as he
writhed in agony.

It took seconds to reach the group. They hurried along the track. Some
helped the mother, whose thighs were still slick with blood. A girl of
around thirteen carried the baby. And there, cutting them off from going
farther, hornets ran out of the wood. The young guy dropped a couple of
them with the shotgun. Then he started fumbling with the thing, trying
to reload.

Slowing the bike, I fired my last shot. The hornet went down with a hole
in the back of his head you could have shoved your fist through.

There were still more than half a dozen left. I had to slow the bike,
but I cut past the little band of survivors. I had nothing but air in
the ammo clip now. Instead I accelerated toward the surviving bunch of
killers. They were still intent on claiming their original prey and
sidestepped me. One wasn't fast enough. I caught him across the forehead
with the rifle butt. He went down onto his back. Down but not out, he
started to sit up. Whipping the bike 'round, wheels throwing out dirt
like a smoke screen, I rode toward him. The front wheel bounced up over
his chest, pinning him down to the ground. Slowly, hardly touching the
throttle,

203

I eased the bike forward until the rear tire pressed down deep into his
belly. Frantically, he beat at my legs. His eyes bulged wide; spit
bubbled through his lips in fast, glistening gobs. Bye, bye, freak boy.
I opened up the throttle until the engine screamed; the back wheel
blurred, spun and ripped out his intestine as efficiently as a chainsaw.

That left me with the other hornets who closed in on the group. The guy
still fumbled shells into the shotgun breech, dropping them on the
ground in the process, picking them up, dropping them again, picking
them up again, panic distorting his face into a mask from which jutted
two terror-stricken eyes

But then it was over.

In a blur motorcycles buzzed past me. Zak, Michaela and Tony rode
alongside the surviving hornets. Balancing their shotguns in the crooks
of their elbows, they fired. And, man, you knew they'd done this before.
In less than ten seconds the half-dozen-strong bunch of bad guys lay
dead in a growing pool of their own blood.

Down in the valley the other hornets would have heard the bikes and the
shooting. They'd come looking for us now. It was time to get that tired
bunch of people with the newborn baby up the hill, then the hell out of
there.

204

On the road again. There was ample saddle space for the group we'd
rescued. The mother (who couldn't have been more than sixteen herself)
was another matter. No way could she ride double after giving birth just
hours before. There was the newborn baby, too. Despite Zak's joke, you
couldn't let it ride in the pannier. Finally Michaela and Ben worked out
a way to seat her on the two-wheeled trailer that Tony pulled behind his
Harley. They created a kind of armchair from boxes of food, spare gas
cans and blankets. She sat looking backward with the baby in her arms.
The girl seemed dazed by it all and didn't comment on the strange
traveling arrangements. She just sat with the baby wrapped in towels,
staring into its face. Incredibly, there was an aura of calm about her.
I don't think she even realized a battle had been fought down on the
dirt track.

There were six of them, if you counted the baby. There was the mother,
the thirteen-year-old girl (the most self-assured of the group), twin
Malaysian women in their twenties who'd been vacationing in New York

205

when the Fall happened along and smashed civilization to crud and
Ronald, a guy of around thirty, with a goatee that looked more like
brown froth than hair. Constantly, he looked 'round with these scared
blue eyes that you'd swear were close to bursting clean out of his
skull. All the time, as we loaded the bikes at the barn, he'd repeat
over and over, ?We've got to get away. Those things down there are
killers. We've got to get away.?

The hornets had heard the gunshots and the roar of the engines. Around
forty of them began prowling their way up the hill like a pack of dogs
looking for a rabbit. But they were on foot; we had the bikes. We got
away with time to spare. By late afternoon we were miles from the valley
with its lakes. We didn't see what happened to the group of ordinary
Joes the hornets were pursuing. Only it took no genius to surmise what
did happen to them when they found their way blocked by the river
merging with the lake. A few shots fired, then hundreds of hornets would
overwhelm the little band of survivors. End of story.

We figured the best route would be simply to head away from the valley
where the hornets had clustered. By late evening we reached a garage.
One of those backwoods outfits with a couple of gas pumps, a tiny store
that sold everything from toothpaste to ammo and fish bait. It had been
picked clean, of course. Although Ben did find a single pack of gum
behind the trashed counter. Alongside the store was a repair shop. Here
a few cars sat gathering dust in varying stages of repair. A big old
Chevy in strawberry red with a cream stripe down its side and whitewall
tires stood on blocks. Someone had been lovingly restoring the old girl
when civilization rolled over and died. The vast back seat made an ideal
bed. Michaela guided the new mother to it and settled her and the baby
down there. As Michaela got busy arranging blankets, fixing her a hot

205

WBWI 206

drink, finding clean towels for the baby to keep it warm, I found myself
watching. Hell, I admired Michaela. She was so together. She always
moved in a purposeful way, as if even the smallest chore was an
important link in the survival chain. Which I guess it was. She cared
for people, you could see that. A warm sensation flushed through me as I
watched her slip a pillow she'd found in one of the cars beneath the new
mom's head. Despite Michaela's external toughness she had a tender heart.

She caught me staring at her. She said nothing. Her
let's-get-down-to-business expression didn't falter, but I found myself
blushing when she made eye contact with me. So I did what I was good at:
I found firewood.

By this time the sun had all but set. Zak arrived back from his search
of the neighborhood. ?Quiet as a grave,?he told me as he climbed off the
bike. ?No sign of hornets or any ordinary Joes like us. But the houses
nearby have either been picked clean or torched.?He slapped the dust
from his pants with the cowboy hat. ?With luck there might still be some
gas in those cars, or in the underground tanks.?

Then it was business as usual. Tony rigged up the bread oven where the
fire would be. The others did chores-making supper or mending clothes.
Ben dug out the tub of flour ready to make more of the pancake bread.

With plenty of trees nearby firewood was easy to find. Soon I had it
piled in the yard (well away from the gas pumps, just in case). Once it
was lit people gravitated toward it as darkness crept like a hungry
ghost through the forest. Ben baked bread as Zak fanned the flames with
his Stetson. The new arrivals got to know their rescuers. People made a
fuss over the mom and her baby. Michaela made use of the rearview mirror
in another car; she sat brushing her hair. I found myself staring again.
But then, there was something compel-

207

ling about the slow, rhythmic way she ran the brush through her long
dark hair.

?Supper's ready,?Ben sang out while he set the flat loaves to cool.
Before, mine had come out black; his were pale gold. They smelled good, too.

Zak crouched down to look at them. ?What have you done to these??

Ben looked anxious. ?Is there something wrong with them??

?No, they smell great... hmmm. How you do that with bread and water??

Ben's face switched to a boyish grin. ?I found some garlic growing wild
in the hedge bottom.?

?Garlic! Hey this guy's a genius. Garlic! Sweet Jesus! Oh, boy, did you
hear that??He laughed as he clutched his stomach. ?My belly's
rumbling.?He called out to the others. ?Come on, let's eat.?

I'd packed enough beer for a stubby apiece. Michaela said it was a good
time to pass these out and celebrate the birth of the child and the
expansion of our group by six-if the new people wanted to join, that is?

Yes. They were all keen to hook up with us. Rowan, the
thirteen-year-old, said that the hornets had been following them for
more than six hours before the showdown in the lane. They'd run short of
supplies. Most of the guns had been lost in a boat accident. The old guy
had been a Marine and despite crippling arthritis had dived into the
lake to retrieve what he could. One of the guns he found underwater in
the mud had been the machine gun. That pretty much explained why it
hadn't fired as the hornets bore down on him. Added to those troubles
Kira had gone into labor. Most of the others in the group had been for
dumping her, as she slowed them down. But the old guy and these few had
refused to leave her to die at the hands of the hornets and had done
their best to help her.

208

Like all survivors these days, this was a resilient bunch. Despite the
trauma of what had happened earlier they soon relaxed (helped by the
beer, I reckon) into the sense of security the fire offered. And the
fact that we sat there cradling guns on our laps.

As we sat 'round the crackling fire I took the opportunity to oil a
pump-action shotgun Zak had told me was getting sticky. The cocking
mechanism had become stiff, but I spent ten minutes or so dry firing it
until the action became smooth. All the time the people 'round the fire
swapped stories about what had happened to them over the last twelve
months. Despite the fact that the nation had been laid to waste, it was
surprising the funny stories people had to tell. Zak even made a joke of
how his hair had fallen out after he'd been burned in the fire. ?I went
to sleep one night only to wake up in the morning to find all this hair
covering the ground. I couldn't believe what had happened. I looked in a
mirror and saw my head was as smooth as a pool ball. The thing was, when
I went back to my sleeping bag I found birds were taking my hair up into
the trees to make nests. I remember running after them to try to get my
hair back.?Zak rubbed his nude scalp. ?As if it would have done me any
good if I could.?He grinned. ?It would take some pretty strong glue to
hold all that in place.?

The newcomers laughed. I could see that one of the Malaysian girls
especially was warming up to him. I loaded the shotgun, then finished my
bread ration. Ben had worked miracles. Flavoring the bread with crushed
wild garlic had to be a stroke of genius. I hadn't tasted anything as
good in a long while.

The thirteen-year-old girl darted to the repair shop and came back with
news that baby and mother were fast asleep in the back of the Chevy. Boy
showed off a card trick that impressed everyone. The new guy with the
goatee beard sat opposite me on the far side of the

208 209

fire. Smiling, he said he could make a stick turn to rubber. He did the
old trick you'd do with a pencil, only this time he held the end of a
piece of firewood in his fingertips and flicked it up and down so it
gave the illusion of becoming rubbery. God, yes, a cheesy old trick,
older than Noah's goddamn Ark. But it raised a laugh from everyone. Boy
grinned so hard I'd swear you could see every single tooth in his head.

Ben nudged me. ?Don't tell me that I've gone and poisoned you.?

I looked at him, puzzled. ?What do you mean??

?You've just eaten the bread.?He smiled. ?Now you're rubbing your
stomach like it's given you a bellyache.?

?And here's another neat trick,?Ronald said, stroking his goatee.

That's when I fired the shotgun blast that tore his head from the roots
of his neck.

210

?Whoa, keep your hands up against the wall, Greg. Both hands ... feet
apart. I said feet apart!?

Like the old-time cops, they had me spread-eagled against the repair
shop wall.

?Jesus, Greg,?Tony said as he jammed the rifle muzzle into the side of
my neck, ?what did you have to blow off the guy's head for? What'd he
ever do to you??

?I had to. He was-?

?Keep facing the wall or I'll blow a hole in you.?

'You don't understand, I-?

?You bastard. You murdering bastard!?This came as a shriek from the
mother, who advanced toward me with the baby in her arms. Her shoulders
had hunched up to her ears. She looked like a wild cat ready to jump and
claw my eyes out of my head. ?You bastard! Why did you kill my husband?
Ronald hadn't done anything to you. He didn't even have a gun and you
fucking murdered him.? She crackled with hysteria. It sounds crazy, but
purple lights seemed to detonate in that wild shrieking sound she made.
?Wha' ya plan to do with

210 211

us? Ya going to kill all of us? It that it? Ya going to kill my baby?
You going to kill her??She looked 'round in terror at the others in
Michaela's gang. She thought they were going to leap on her and mutilate
her. Michaela spoke soothingly to her. With the help of the Malaysian
girls she got her back to the Chevy, where she sat in the front seat
rocking backward and forward, eyes staring like light bulbs, the baby
grunting in her arms.

?See what you've fucking done, Valdiva??You could hear the horror
juicing through Tony's voice. He couldn't believe what'd just happened
out by the campfire.

I said, ?Listen to me. I had to kill him; he-?

?What's wrong? Didn't like the shape of his face??

?No, it's not that. I had to kill him. Listen to me, I couldn't stop
myself.?

?Listen to that,?Zak said, behind me. ?The guy's psycho.?

Tony added, ?Lucky we found out before he killed any more of us.?I heard
a gun cock, and another muzzle pressed into the back of my neck. They
were going to kill me there and then. In twenty seconds there'd be a
splash of my blood right up that cinder block wall in front of me. The
muzzle bit so deep into my neck it pushed my open mouth against the
wall, grating my teeth against the blocks.

Then Michaela's voice came close by. Disbelief turned it to a whisper.
?What on Earth possessed you, Greg? Are you crazy? Is that why those
people kept you out of town in the cabin??

?No . . .?

?The poor guy was innocent. You just-?

?No,?I snarled into the cinder block. ?Listen to me. I killed him
because he was infected.?

Zak spat. ?Valdiva's out of his mind.?

212

?No, he's not.?It took a second to place the softly spoken words.

?Ben, you better tell them.?I panted as the muzzles pressed harder
against my skin. I could almost hear fingers tightening 'round triggers.

?Greg's right when he says he couldn't stop himself.?Ben spoke in a calm
voice. ?He's been like that ever since I met him last year.?

Zak's voice: ?What do you mean??

?Greg can tell when someone's infected with Jumpy. I don't know how he
does it, but he knows before they start to display even the earliest
symptoms.?

?That guy looked like an ordinary Joe to me,?Zak snapped.

?Didn't he look edgy to you??I said. ?And isn't irrational panic one of
the first signs??

?Shit. You'd be panicking if you were in his shoes today, with a bunch
of hornets making for you.?

?It was more than that. He was panicked. He was losing control.?

?So he was scared.?

?Believe me,?I said, ?I can tell when someone has Jumpy. It doesn't
always happen straightaway, but when I sat in front of him by the fire
it hit me. I knew it. He was riddled with Jumpy. In a few days he would
have tried to kill us.? They were quiet now, so I rammed home the point.
?You know how it works. You've seen it before.?

?But we've only got your word for it,?Michaela said. ?Ben might be
providing an alibi.?

'You could always take a trip across the water to Sullivan and ask the
people there,?I told her. ?Only I don't recommend it. They're likely to
shoot any stranger the moment they clap eyes on him these days.?

Zak pressed the muzzle of the gun into my jaw. ?We only have your word
for it.?

?He's telling the truth.?This time it was Rowan, the

212 213

thirteen-year-old, who'd had the presence of mind to wrap the baby in a
towel when it was born.

Tony said, ?What makes you so sure??

?It was how Ronald acted. He'd been brave in the past. Once he'd climbed
right into the top of a tree when I hid from some men who were trying to
catch me. He got me out and he was always calm. But in the last few days
he started getting frightened ... like he was frightened of his own
shadow. I didn't think anything about it right up until now, but I'd
never seen him getting panicky like that before, even when the hornets
nearly caught us a few weeks ago and they killed Lana and Dean.?

?There's your proof,?Ben told them. ?Let Greg go. He's more likely to
save your necks than harm you.?

?Whoa. No, wait a moment here.?Zak didn't remove the gun from my neck.
?This is how I see it, tell me if I'm wrong, OK??

?OK?

?Greg Valdiva here has got some natural, in-built early warning system.
He knows ... or divines, somehow, when a person has Jumpy. And he knows
before anyone else recognizes the symptoms, right??

?That's right,?Ben said.

?Then some kind of red mist comes down inside his head. Before he knows
what's happened he's killed the infected person.?

?Yes, it's as involuntary as ...?I pictured Ben shrugging as he searched
for a suitable illustration. ?... as involuntary as hitting your knee
and triggering the classic knee-jerk reaction. It's instinctive.?

?Yes, yes, that sounds great. Greg here will screen any strangers we
meet. If his instinct tells him that they're infected then he executes
them. If not, then we're free to team up with them if that's what
everyone wants.?

?So,?Michaela said, ?what's the problem with that, Zak??

213 214

?The problem is, what if that little alarm bell inside his skull starts
ringing when he sits down next to one of us one day? What if he starts
killing us one by one??

Sighing, I shook my head. ?I don't feel it when I'm with you. With any
of you, and that includes the people we found today with the exception
of Ronald. He's the only one infected.?

?For now.?Zak sounded like a lawyer nailing his man in court. ?But what
if you sniff those symptoms on us? Or what if you have a foul-up day and
think one of us is lousy with Jumpy??

?Zak, it doesn't-?

?Do you blow my head off? Then say, 'Oops, sorry, my mistake, Zak.'
Yeah, right, that will make me feel pretty damn joyful when you leave a
personal note of apology on my grave.?

Ben said, ?It doesn't work like that.?

?Says you. But don't you see??Zak was like the lawyer addressing the
judge and jury again. ?If we allow Greg to stay with us, won't it be
like sitting on a ticking bomb? OK, we might be fine this week and next
week, and next month, but there might come a day when Greg gets the
feeling on him... . Do you know what I'm saying? We're not going to know
when we sit down to eat breakfast with him whether he's going to say,
'Pass the salt, please' or, 'Meet your maker. Boom.' Can we handle that
kind of uncertainty??

Michaela said, ?Ben's got a point, too. Greg here could be the best
weapon we have. If he can detect Jumpy in people before they can harm
us, that gives us another hatful of chances to survive.?

Zak's voice turned cool. ?Until he sees Jumpy in you, Michaela, or you,
Tony, or you, Ben.?

Michaela stayed firm. ?My vote is that Greg Valdiva stays.?

?I say he goes,?Zak said. ?Tony??

214 215

?Couldn't we just disarm him??Tony answered. ?If he doesn't have a gun
he can't hurt us.?

I sighed. ?If this thing comes down on me the way it does, I'd kill you
with my bare hands.?

?Shit.?

?I can't help it, Tony. It's something inside me. It just won't stop.?

?OK,?Michaela said. ?Greg's unarmed now. Let go of him.?

The mood of the people in the repair shop did seem calmer. Tony and Zak
took the guns out of my neck and stood back. I turned 'round to look at
those faces in the lamplight. Their eyes were as intense as lightbulbs.
They stared back at me. I'd seen that expression in faces back in
Sullivan. These people were frightened of that thing I had inside me
that had the power to look into people and see the infection. They were
fearful I'd see it in them. Now this bunch of accidental nomads had to
decide what they did with me. Or to me.

They thought it best that I wait outside while they put it to a vote.
Whether I stayed. Or went. Or whatever ...

Michaela and Tony looked apologetic when I returned to the campfire to
pile on more wood. Zak had been shrewd, thinking through the
implications of what I'd got inside me. I believe he really was
reluctant to take the hard line he had. But part of me agreed he was
right: I was dangerous. If I detected any sign of Jumpy in man or woman
I'd kill. Hell, come to that, I couldn't stop myself killing. I'd be
like a dog after a rat.

A guard had been posted outside to watch out for any hornets happening
by. But I did ask myself if they weren't also keeping an eye on me while
they continued their discussions behind the closed doors of the repair shop.

I prodded the fire with a stick that sent a gush of

216

sparks into the night sky, where they lost themselves among the stars.
The air was warm; moths darted in toward the firelight. Some set their
wings alight and spiraled, fluttering, to the ground. They were governed
by instincts, too, something so deeply embedded in their insect bodies
that they couldn't stop flying toward a light. If it resulted in their
being damaged or dying, that mattered absolute zero to them. Most
creatures were governed by instinct. Birds migrated. Bears hibernated.
At given times of the year different species mated. I was no better and
no worse than they were. Instinct ruled me.

A couple of hours later, close on midnight, the repair shop door swung
open. Backlit by the lamps inside, I saw Michaela in silhouette. She
stood, looking out at me, with a rifle in her hand. I guessed the band
had reached a decision.

216 217

Valdiva, kneel before the ditch. Bang ... rifle bullet chews my brain.
Zak pushes me into the ditch with the toe of his boot ... Now you're rat
meat ...

That scenario played out bright and clear, I can tell you, the moment
Michaela stepped out of the repair shop. The others came, too, to form a
line behind her. Wood in the fire snapped like pistol shots. Sparks
climbed into the night sky. And it seemed all the stars in creation
gazed down to see what would happen next.

?What's it to be then??I asked her. ?You going to give me to the count
of ten before you start shooting??

?Greg ...?She sounded pained. ?No, nothing like that.?

?Oh??

?But we do have to decide what's best for the survival of our group.?

?I've been sitting out here thinking through your options.?I spoke to
the group as much as to Michaela. ?I figure you've got three ways to go
with this. One: Let me continue staying with you. But I don't consider

217

*&kj 218

that viable. Two: Kick me out. Three: Put a bullet in my head.?

?Greg-?

?After all, if you do exile me I might come back looking for you.?

?Now just you wait one minute, Greg.?Michaela's eyes flared with anger
in the firelight. ?This hasn't been easy for us. But we've got to decide
what's right. We've had strangers who've joined us in the past who have
been infected. We've woken up in the night with them trying to hack out
our brains. See!?

I didn't anticipate what she'd do next. She lunged forward, grabbed my
fingers and pushed them into her hair on top of her head. ?Feel that
ridge of skin? That's scar tissue where a sweet little fourteen-year-old
girl tried to open up my skull with a wrench. Of course, first of all
she was chatty, friendly and perfectly normal looking, so we had to sit
down and talk it through among ourselves. Yes, she was a stranger. Yes,
she might be infected. But, no, there were no symptoms. And we weren't
so brutal, Greg, that we decided to turn her away to die of starvation
out there. We took her in, fed her, but a week later she went crazy and
attacked. Tony, here, had to put three bullets through her back to get
her off me. She was like a wildcat.? Michaela spoke fast, angry and hurt
all at the same time. A huge glittering tear swelled in her eye before
rolling down her cheek. ?So, you see, Greg, we didn't make this decision
lightly.?

I took a breath to speak, but Ben held up his hand. ?Listen to what they
have to say, Greg.?

I nodded. ?OK. What's the verdict??

Tony said, ?We like you as a person-?

?Oh, please ...?Sarcasm ran deep in my voice.

Again Ben spoke up. ?Greg, hear them out.?

?But if you continue living here among us it's going to tear our group
apart. Some of us won't be able to

218 219 accept the uncertainty. That one day you're going to be our pal-?

?The next our executioner.?This came from Zak. ?But we realize that
you'd be an asset to us. You'd be able to screen strangers for Jumpy.?

?That's why we don't want you to leave.?Michaela looked at me. Her eyes,
compassionate and yet...

?You mean,?I said, ?I'm like the old-time nuclear deterrent. Can't live
with me, can't live without me. Well, that fills me with a warm, rosy
glow, I can tell you. Many thanks. I feel like a leper ... a leper with
a sack full of marijuana at a dope fiends reunion party.?OK, so that
comparison didn't make a hat full of sense, but I was too angry to speak
with any clarity, or logic, come to that.

?So what we've decided is,?Michaela pressed on despite my scornful
remark, ?is that we're going to stay here for a while. We've food to
last a week, there's a fresh water well in the back yard, we've got a
roof over our heads and there aren't any hornets close by.?

?Sounds sweet. Go on.?

She continued, 'You might not go along with what I'm going to suggest
next. You might tell us to go to hell, but we think it's as fair as it
possibly can be under the circumstances.?

?Well??

?There's a house about five miles down the road. It's been burned out,
but the garage is still in one piece.?

?You want me to move in there??

?If you agree ... then we can still be of use to each other, but you'd
be far enough away to remove this sense of danger that some of us feel
when you're with us.?She paused. ?What's your answer, Greg??

I looked at the dozen or so faces watching me expectantly in the firelight.

?It stinks,?I told them. ?It stinks like a mountain of

219 220

Simon Clark

crap.?Then, sighing, I shook my head. ?But until we can figure out
something better I'll go along with it. For now.?

Home is a garage with one window, a lawn mower and an open-topped Jeep
so old that the dirt crusting the bottom could be pure Danang delta mud.
Zak, Ben and Michaela delivered me to the place the morning after I blew
off the stranger's head. They left me with supplies, my rifle, plenty of
ammo and instructions that they would call on me-not the other way
'round, you'll note.

Zak shook my hand. ?Sorry it has to be this way, Greg. But you have to
be a walking time bomb.?He smiled in a good-natured way. ?We'll see you
soon.?

?Yeah,?I said. ?Don't be a stranger.?I meant it, too.

In the back of my mind I still harbored a suspicion they'd quietly leave
without telling old Greg Valdiva, the guy with the Twitch that might
just turn out fatal- for you.

Ben's hands shook. I half wondered if he'd offer to camp out here with
me, but this was the wrong side of paradise. The house, which had been
burned to its foundations, lay at the edge of dark forest that looked
sinister enough to be the lair of any number of murderous demons. In a
dried-out swimming pool human bones lay in tangled heaps. A place of
breathtaking beauty it wasn't.

After they'd carried my gear into the garage, said some complimentary
things about my new home (in the way I suspect parents spoke when
depositing their kids in new rooms at college) they climbed onto the
bikes and fired them up.

Michaela called me closer to speak to me. She rested her hand on my
forearm as she spoke in a low voice so the others wouldn't hear above
the sounds of the Harley motors. ?Greg, they're frightened of you. And

221

this is all new to them. Give them some time to come 'round to the idea
of what's inside you.?She squeezed my arm. ?Listen to me; they're going
to realize soon that you're special, and that they're going to need you.?

I gave that you-might-be-right-you-might-be-wrong kind of shrug. ?Drive
carefully, Michaela.?Then I called out to the others, ?See you soon, boys.?

Ben saluted and Zak waved his cowboy hat.

As they rode away into the misty morning light I found myself wondering
if I'd ever see them again.

221 222

?Twat!?

The ancient profanity erupted from my mouth as the wrench I was using to
slacken the nuts on the Jeep slipped and my knuckles slammed into the
wheel arch. ?You sonovabitch. You twat!?

After three days of waiting for hornets to find me (not one showed) I'd
finally gotten bored enough to start work on the Jeep. I figured if I
could get the machine roadworthy it might come in useful. Also, it gave
me something to do. Those summer evenings alone had started to stretch
out to something little short of infinity.

So, welcome to the Valdiva home. The garage was clean, dry and rat and
bug free. I rigged up a bed in the corner. Rummaging through boxes at
the back, I uncovered a barbecue and charcoal that served as a stove. I
also found a hammock that I strung between a couple of trees not far
from the bone-rich swimming pool. A box full of paperbacks provided
light entertainment. They were mainly old thrillers, but what the hell?

223

When I became too restless to work on the Jeep or lie reading in the
hammock I walked miles through the woods. There were no sign of any
hornets, or anyone else come to that. In fact there was something eerie
about the forest. I guessed it was ancient woodland where there'd been
no tree felling to speak of. They just seemed to go on forever. Densely
packed trees, thick canopies of branches overhead that roofed you in so
completely you wouldn't even catch a glimpse of sky. I walked deeper and
deeper into them. It was almost dark beneath that ocean of leaves.
Silent, too. A silence so strong you half believed you could reach out
and sink your fingers into it.

Every so often the breeze would catch the leaves. Then there'd be
hissing sounds. A thousand snakes sliding out of the earth all around
you. At least that's the image the hissss put into my mind.

The strange thing is, there was something compelling about the forest.
It hypnotized you. Pulled you in. You longed to walk deeper and deeper
and lose yourself there. Never come back. Never see the outside world.
But keep walking among those trees, with that whispery hissss all around
you ... everything still ... peaceful. I recalled that some Native
Americans said the Wendigo haunted forests. That was the spirit of the
forest. The Wendigo had the power to creep into your brain. Slowly it
possessed you. Once it had control you suddenly ran away into the
wilderness. Never to be seen again.

That forest did it to me. Maybe there was something in the old Wendigo
legend after all.

Anyway, after taking a strip of skin from my knuckles as I tried to
loosen the wheel nut rusted to damnation, I decided to take a lungful of
fresh air. The late afternoon sun slanted down across the wood. Again it
was silent except for the call of a lone bird in a tree. Despite the
demon wheel nut, I'd put some good work

224

into the Jeep. I'd cleaned the plugs, filters, topped up the oil from a
sealed can I'd found in the garage. Once I'd replaced one badly worn
tire with the spare all I'd need would be the gasoline. Then I saw
myself roaring along those country roads in the rugged little Jeep, the
breeze blasting through my hair. Sounded good.

After shouting ?Twat!?at the corroded nut a good half dozen times I was
ready for a break anyway. There'd be little chance of Michaela, Ben or
any of the others turning up now. They'd called by early morning to say
that they were out on a gas search that would take all day. Of course, I
offered to go along and help. They thanked me but passed on my offer.
Some in the group were still uneasy about me. But then, witnessing the
goatee guy having his head exploded by buckshot must still be as fresh
in their minds as his mess of brains sticking to the fence.

I circled the barn two or three times like a restless dog. In my mind's
eye I found myself picturing Michaela's face. She hadn't spoken about
relationships, but had she formed an attachment to ... attachment? No,
this was a visceral world now. Had she mated with Zak or Tony? Yeah,
mated; that's the word. I counted skulls in the swimming pool. Got bored
by the time I reached eighteen ... and I'd seen the telltale holes in
the tops of the skulls where fractures radiated in a sunburst
affect-that was a sure sign that hornets had rounded up everyone in the
neighborhood, then killed them with a blow to the head. I guess a
pathologist would describe the injury that killed those poor bastards as
a ?grievous insult to the brain.? In other words the hammer blow would
crunch right through the skull to rip the victim's brain like wet toilet
tissue. Then they'd been dropped into the swimming pool to rot.

So, to stop picturing those scenes of mass murder ... complete with the
screaming, the shitting of pants, the begging, the tears, the blood (see
what I mean? It's

225

insidious, isn't it?). To stop those mind movies I collected my rifle
before heading off into the forest. And, perhaps, I even needed to get
Michaela with those beautiful dark eyes out of my mind, too, for a
while. Because right then I didn't want her mated to anyone. The truth
was, old Greg Valdiva experienced a tingling stir of interest.

For God's sake stick to the path, Valdiva, I told myself. If you wander
off it you'll never find your way back. You'll be lost our here until
hell gets ice.

The moment I stepped into the shade of the trees it was like stepping
into a cathedral. One of those big old Gothic ones, where even on a
summer's afternoon it's cool inside. And here, too, the fat columns of
tree trunks rose up into a gloom-filled roof.

The path in front of me might have been made by ramblers. Then again, it
might have been a million years old and formed by long-extinct animals
with evil pig eyes and tusks that could rip you right through to the
backbone. I walked deeper into the wood, the rhythm of my footsteps
somehow matching the rhythm of my heart. Joining that was the rhythmic
shush ... shush ... shush sound as a breath of wind whispered through
the leaves.

Underfoot, there wasn't much grass to speak of. Long fallen leaves, dead
branches and moss formed a velvet shroud the same color as that dark,
moist green that creeps over the faces of corpses within a month of
burial. Grave moss. That's what it looked like. Cool green grave moss.

That sensation took over again. Walk deeper, Valdiva. Keep walking. Lose
yourself in this place. Lose yourself forever. ...

Leaves whispered all around me. ...

Those snakes are slipping out of the grave moss, buddy. They 're
following you. They're licking your heels with forked tongues. I moved
steadily on. Crazy as it sounds a promise

225 226

of oblivion haunted this place. I wanted that cool, moist air of the
forest to embrace me. To pull me in deeper. I smelled damp moss,
decaying leaves, the rich scents of a million years of dead timber that
formed the earth beneath my feet.

This is good, Valdiva. You can dissolve in here. You can forget about
your mother and your sister lying beneath the stone tomb. You can forget
that the world has toppled and broken into a million pieces. You can
forget that thing in your blood that makes you kill infected men and
women. You can forget, you can forget, you can forget. ...

The rhythm of words padding through my head merged with my footstep;
they merged with the beat of my dark and bloody heart, my respiration
and the hissshissss of leaves. In a trance I walked. The columns of
trees appeared as a dense wall in front of me. I began to feel like a
microbe passing through the skin of a beast into its muscles and nerves.

I lost track of time as I walked. It might have been blistering sunlight
above the tree canopy; then again, it might have been dusk. I couldn't
tell down in that cool, unchanging gloom. Here, the air was still, with
the odor of mushroom stirred richly into it. A dead bird that had been
picked by ants down to bones and feathers lay on the path in front of
me. I stepped over it, moved on, walking deeper into the forest.

Once, the path took me by a woodland pond. Round and deep, it looked
like a bomb crater filled with water. That water was green as moss, too.

As I passed through the filter of trees my mind roved ahead,
instinctively searching for any danger hiding out there. A gang of
hornets maybe. Lurking behind trees, watching Greg Valdiva walk by. Easy
meat, they'd think to themselves. We can crack his head like an egg,
then watch him as he lies on the ground kicking and puking as his brains
run out through the hole in his skull.

227 A sound came from my right. A sort of crunching sound like a foot
pressing down on a long-dead branch with the heartwood rotted right out
of it. The leaves hissed their warnings. Bad things in this place,
Valdiva. Only no one knows what they are. No one ever sees them. Until
it's too late.

Wolves might still roam out here. There'd be bears as well. Grizzlies
with bristling fur, savage eyes. With a jaw full of teeth that can bite
you clean through. There'll be snakes bloated with venom. Maybe there
are other things, too. A million years ago beasts without names hunted
here. Things that were part pig, part bear, maybe even part demon. They
had cloven hooves, thick haunches, pelts of shaggy, rust-colored hair.
Heads that were as big as a bull's with teeth like knives.

Who's to say that they're extinct? That snuffling sound now coming way
off to your left might be one. Its wet snout might be picking up the
smell of your skin.

This time I did pause to slide the rifle from my shoulder. With the
faintest of clicks I eased the bolt back. When I walked again I kept the
rifle ready in my two hands. I scanned the forest, searching for a pair
of eyes burning at me from the gloom. I didn't get the Twitch now, but I
sensed something out there watching me.

When I looked down at my feet a jolt like an electric shock ran from my
balls to my throat. Goddammit. I'd left the path and never even noticed.
I looked back into the wood, searching for that dark band of earth that
feet, or paws, or cloven hooves had pressed into a hard track over the
last million years or so. But nothing. Nothing but grave moss in a dull
green blanket.

Shit, that's your wake up call, Valdiva. You've gone and done it now.
You're lost. You've gone and lost yourself in the fucking dark wood.

227 228

I took a deep breath. OK, keep moving. You'll pick up the path again.
Hell, you might walk another ten minutes and find the end of the forest
with a highway and a town complete with fast-food joints and
supermarkets. But then again, another voice whispered, dark and low in
the back of my brain: You might find that the forest never ends; that it
gets darker and denser and more tangled, and you end your life crawling
on your belly, dying of hunger.

Gripping the rifle, I walked forward, determined to find a path. Only as
I walked I found the trees in front of me were disappearing into shadow.
The moss on the ground looked black as a lake at midnight. ?It's getting
dark, you idiot,?I hissed. 'You've been walking so long you haven't
realized how late it is. Now the sun's gone. It's dark. And you've lost
yourself in a goddam forest.?

Keep moving, keep moving... I repeated this as I walked. But, hell, it
got so it was like walking through a cave deep underground. I could
barely see individual trees now. A mist filtered through the wood to
glide around me. Maybe these were the old ghosts of the forest coming to
claim me. Darkness oozed up out of the ground. In a few minutes I'd be
as good as blind. Then all I could do was lie down on the ground to wait
until morning.

But hell... to spend a night here curled up on cold earth. Not being
able to see what might be an arm's length from me. That reptile hiss
started as the leaves moved in the night air. How long would I lay there
in the grave moss before I felt something reach out to touch me in the
dark? A snake slipping up over my stomach? A wet mouth closing over my
face? A cold hand clasping mine? The point of a knife penetrating my eye?

Those mental images of being touched in the darkness kept me walking
fast. Although now I had to walk with one hand in front of me. In the
gloom tree trunks

229 appeared as suddenly as phantoms bursting out of the shadows.

Five minutes, ten minutes, I hurried through the wood with the weight of
all that darkness and gravelike silence pressing into the back of my
neck like a corpse's hand.

Then the forest ended. As simple as that.

Once there were trees encircling me like a cage; now there were no
trees. I stood blinking, looking into a clearing. Above me, I saw sky.
Still blue, yet tinged with red; I realized the sun had just begun to
set. Straightaway the air felt warmer. Flying insects moved in that
slow, rotating dance of theirs.

In front of me stood a large house with a smaller building alongside it.
The roofs were covered with dark shingles and the walls had been clad
with boards that had been painted white. A road ran neatly up to the
front door. The lawn was tidy. It gave the appearance of a rich person's
house that had been left untouched by the madness that had erupted in
the outside world.

Only there was something unusual about the place.

I looked at the lawn again.

Then I said to myself: ?Who's been cutting the grass??

My eyes returned to the house for a second, closer look. This time I saw
what it really was. And I remember whispering to myself with a whole
lungful of air, ?Jesus Christ.?

229 230

?Quick,?Michaela shouted as she stopped the bike outside the garage
door. ?Grab your things and jump on; we're moving out.?

?Whoa, just a minute,?I said holding up my hand. ?There's something in
the woods across there that's worth taking a look at first.?

?We're short of time, Greg. Zak saw some hornets three miles from our
place. They're heading our way.?

?Trust me, Michaela. This is worth seeing.?

?Maybe. But we don't have time. Just grab your stuff and climb on.?

?Hell, no,?I said. ?You've got to see this. This might be the most
important find of the year.?

Michaela sat astride the Harley revving the motor so it surged in
throaty barks. She seemed in no mood to wait for me to tell her about my
walk in the woods, or what I'd found. Or that I finally got back to
Maison Valdiva at two in the morning by moonlight. Christ, I was
bursting to tell her about my amazing find. I'd pictured her look of
amazement, even admiration, as I

231

told her. But no. She was shaking her head, talking about getting out of
the area as fast as we could. Something like a dirt devil came roaring
up the road. It turned out to be Ben on a dirt bike and Zak on the big
Harley. His hat swirled behind him by the strap in the slipstream.

?What's the holdup??Zak called. His bald head gleamed like a steel ball
in the morning sunlight. ?There's around a thousand hornets back there.?

Michaela looked back. ?I'm trying to get Greg moving, but he doesn't
want to leave.?

?Christ, Greg.?Ben sounded shocked. ?You should see the bad guys in the
valley. There's a whole army of them.?

I began, ?Ben, you're not going to believe what-?

?Hurry up, man. They're going to tear us apart if we don't move out now.?

Zak said, ?I don't want to do it, Greg, but we'll leave you here if you
don't come now.?

?Wait!?I felt anger flush through me. ?Wait thirty seconds while I tell
you this.?

?And that thirty seconds could cost us our lives.?Ben looked scared.
?Come on, Greg, don't piss us off.?

?Jesus. I'm trying to tell you about something that might save our
necks.?I glared at them. ?Look ... how far away from here is the place
you're staying? Five miles? Six miles??

?About that.?

?Then bring everyone here,?I told them. ?If the hornets move this way it
will take hours for them to get here.?

Michaela suddenly appeared to take what I'd said seriously. ?Just what
have you found in there??She nodded at the forest.

?To be honest I'm not exactly sure. But I've got a feeling it might be-?

?Oh, you schmuck, Valdiva.?Zak slapped his fore-

231 232

head. ?Why're you wasting our time with this??

Michaela flashed Zak a shut-up look. ?Give him a chance to explain, Zak.?

?We don't have time for explanations.?

?OK,?I said, ?It'll be quicker to show you.?I slung the rifle over my
shoulder. ?Michaela, slip back onto the pillion.?

?Greg.?She sounded reluctant. ?We really don't have time.?

Zak folded his arms. ?And I'm not going on wild goose chases.?

?Neither am I.?Ben could hardly keep his hands still. They fluttered
like edgy doves on the handlebars of the dirt bike. ?We don't stand a
chance if the hornets catch us.?

?Then don't let them catch you.?My patience had all but burned dry.
?Listen. You've got to bring everyone along this road anyway, otherwise
you'll run slap into the arms of the hornets, right??

Michaela nodded.

?So go back to the gas station and bring them up here.?I shrugged. ?One,
you don't lose any time moving people out. Two, Michaela and I will be
back by then.?

?OK, OK?Michaela gave in. ?If Greg says it's so important it's worth
checking out.?

Zak grumbled, ?Sounds like a waste of time to me, but what the hell do I
know??He took a deep breath. ?OK. I'll go back and bring the others
here. We can do it in one trip anyway; we found a truck yesterday that's
still in running order.?Opening the throttle, he swung the rear wheel
around in a blur of dust. ?We'll be here in under an hour.?He shot
Michaela a significant look. ?I'll wait here. But if those hornets
arrive we move on without you. OK??

?OK?As Michaela nodded she slid back onto the pillion, allowing me to
climb onto the seat. I felt her

233

hand slide 'round my waist to hold on. The palm of

her hand felt warm through my shirt. Ben's expression had changed now
that I seemed to

have resolved the immediate problem. ?Greg,? he

called over the clatter of Zak's Harley as the man

roared away, ?just what have you found in the woods

that's so interesting??

?Why don't you come along and see for yourself???You're on.?He shot me a
grin. ?But only because

you've made such a damn mystery of it.?

What had taken a couple of hours on foot in the dark took just minutes
on the bikes in broad daylight. The night before, after grabbing a
closer look at the house and that neatly trimmed lawn that just
couldn't... or shouldn't exist... in this ruined country of ours, I'd
followed a road as it wove through the wood away from the house. Hell,
it got dark. A darkness that you could carve with a knife. But I stuck
to the blacktop. Eventually the road connected with a highway that I'd
recognized from a walk earlier that day. Well, I recognized the
burned-out school bus at the junction anyway, with a skull embedded in
the melted windshield. After that it was a straightforward enough walk
back to the garage I called home.

Now I rode down the center of the road with Michaela holding on to me,
her long hair blowing out, all fluttering black like raven's feathers.
Ben rode just a little behind, shooting anxious glances into the forest.
Maybe he sensed something sinister in there, too.

Barely ten minutes after leaving the garage I pulled up at the entry to
what I'd first taken to be a house.

Ben stopped alongside me. He shook his head at the trimmed lawn. ?My
God, will you look at that,?he said. ?Who the hell's cutting the grass
out here??

?Wow,?Michaela said in something close to awe.

234

?Now that's what I call gold medal standard gardening.?

?Take a closer look. It's not what it seems.?I nodded at the brilliant
green lawn. ?It's synthetic. Probably astro turf.?

Michaela looked at the neat collection of white painted buildings. ?So
that's no ordinary house??

?Got it in one. Hold on.?I opened the throttle to take the bike skimming
through the gates onto the driveway. Seconds later I stopped outside the
front door. ?See??I said. ?It's all as phony as the grass. The windows
aren't real. They're painted onto the walls. Even the door's painted.?

?Jeez!?Ben looked incredulous. ?It looks like a movie set.?

Michaela spoke. ?Not a movie set. Look ... solid concrete.

'You got the Cold War to thank for that little beauty,?I told them,
switching off the motor. ?That and a multibillion-dollar defense budget.?

Michaela slipped off the bike to stand there gazing up at the imposing
face of the fake house. ?It's a nuclear bunker, isn't it??

?A grade-A pedigree one at that,?Ben said. He climbed off the bike to
walk quickly to it, where he ran his hands fluttering over the painted
door. ?Heck. They've even painted the handle in gold paint.? With a
sudden playful grin he rapped on the make-believe door. ?Knock, knock,
anybody home??

For a second we paused. Maybe even waiting for an answer to come from
within that blast-proof building. But there was only silence. And if
silence can be amplified, that silence was great enough to make your
eardrums tingle.

?Well, gentlemen.?Michaela touched the wall. ?I guess there's no one home.?

?There must be some other way in.?Ben began walk-

235

ing along the path that run around the building, his eyes scanning the
walls for some hidden entrance.

?These people certainly went to a lot of trouble to make this place look
like a house. There's even a swimming pool. Or what looks like a
swimming pool, but it's just a layer of blue tiles with sheets of glass
over the top of it for water.?

Michaela ran her fingers over the window with its painted blue drapes.
?From a spy satellite, or if you saw this from a distance, it's good
enough to fool anyone. Look, they've even painted a cat in the upstairs
window.?

?Now you know why I wanted to show you this. If we can find an entrance ...?

?There should be supplies inside. Food, gasoline.?

?There's probably enough canned and dried food in there to keep us alive
and well for-ufff .. .?

?Greg.?She looked at me in alarm. ?What's the matter??

I rubbed my stomach. ?Get back on the bike, Michaela.?

?You're getting that thing again, aren't you??

?Yeah.?I shot her a grim look. ?My God-almighty Twitch. I think the boys
are back in the neighborhood.?

As Michaela eased the pump-action shotgun from its holster strapped to
the side of the bike, I slipped the rifle from my shoulder and looked
'round. The Twitch came again. Like a pair of tiny fists gripping chords
of stomach muscle, then twisting.

?Ben??I didn't shout his name; I spoke it softly. ?Ben. You there, buddy??

At that moment he rounded the corner. ?Hey, Greg. I couldn't find an
entrance, but I think-?He stopped when he saw me with the rifle. The
look that flashed across his face told me he thought I'd got the Twitch

235

i^^^HHHP 236

when I saw him. ?Greg... Greg, I'm all right. Believe me, I'm clean.?

?Ben, I know. Just get back on the bike.?

?But you've got the Twitch.?

?Got it sharp, too. Hornets must be close by.?

?Dear God ...?

?Don't start the engine yet.?

?Shit, Greg. We need to get outta here.?

?Believe me, old buddy, we're going. Like greased lightning.?I slipped
onto the seat of the Harley while Ben climbed astride the dirt bike with
its big front wheel and tires as knobby as an alligator's back. ?Start
the engine on the count of three. OK??Michaela tightened her grip 'round
my waist.

?OK?

?One-?

?Here they come,?Michaela whispered. ?See them??

?Yup.?I glanced at Ben. ?They're still in the woods but right behind you.?

Color fled Ben's face. It bleached white as milk.

?Ben. Concentrate, buddy. One, two, three. Now!?

I thumbed the start button. First time; the Harley's engine purred like
a big cat. Ben put his foot on the kick start, then bore down on it. I
heard nothing, but the expression on Ben's face said it all.

No go.

236

BBP 237

Ben stamped hard on the kick start. Still nothing. I drew the bolt on
the rifle.

Shit. There was no point in popping at the hornets. There were maybe
thirty of them. I had five rounds in the rifle. If they charged we'd be
mauled. Michaela, still sitting tight behind me, chambered a round into
the shotgun.

?Hold your fire,?I breathed. ?They're not in a hurry yet.?

Hornets filtered through the trees at nothing more than a stroll. So,
OK, their eyes locked onto us with a burning intensity that made you
shudder to the roots of your bones. But they were taking it slow. They
were cunning creatures. While those had let themselves be seen there
might be more working their way 'round the other side of that fake house.

They grew nearer. Now I could see the features of our would-be killers.
Their hair fell in straggling locks, looking more like a head full of
snakes than real hair. Probably crawling with lice, too. One guy had been in

238

a fight with a wild dog or even a bear. His face looked like a ripped
backside. A gash had opened up the side of his face, exposing both rows
of teeth almost as far as his ear. One eye had gone, too. The empty
socket looked like a bullet hole. But it hadn't bothered him. The wound
gave his face a distorted grin. The single eye glared at me so
ferociously I recalled the phrase Mom was so fond of using: If looks
could kill. ...

I glanced back at Ben, who still worked the kick start. His face had a
shiny glaze of perspiration on the skin now. ?Have you flooded it, Ben??

?No! I... I don't know.?

?If it's flooded you can't start it like that.?

?Hell, Greg! What do you suggest??Panic bit into his voice.

?Wait ... give it a few seconds.?

'You've gotta be kidding me!?

?No. Leave it alone. Let the gas evaporate.?

?Greg.?Michaela's voice came calm but forceful. ?Greg. We've got to get
away from here.?

?I know; just give it a few seconds.?

?Well, I reckon we've got around twenty seconds before they reach us.?

She lifted the shotgun, aiming it at the one-eyed guy as he slowly
emerged as Mr. Nightmare Man himself from the forest. Then in a flat
voice she said, ?Fifteen seconds, fourteen, thirteen ...?

I looked at Ben; he'd put his foot onto the kick-start pedal. He was
going for it again.

?Not yet, Ben. Wait.?

?Jesus, it's easy for you to say.?He jerked his head 'round to stare in
horror at the evil-looking bunch oozing from the forest. I aimed the
rifle, too.

And, yeah, if it was you or me seeing someone point a gun at your heart,
it would either stop you dead or send you running in the opposite
direction. Not these damn guys. They didn't even see the guns. At least it

239

seemed that way. You could fire bullets so near their heads it shaved
hair from their skulls but it didn't faze them. They'd keep on coming
toward you. You needed to put a shell in their head or their gut before
they'd take notice.

And if they came that bit closer that's what we'd need to do.

?Ben,?Michaela said, ?if the bike doesn't fire next time, jump up here
behind me. This thing can carry three.?

White-faced, he nodded. I saw sweat drip from the end of his chin.

Michaela counted down as the hornets approached. ?Ten seconds, nine
seconds. They're getting close, Greg.?

I saw most of them gripped iron bars or hunks of tree branch in their
fists. They raised them.

?Eight seconds.?

?OK, Ben. Now!?

He lifted himself up, then bore down with his foot on the kick start.

Glory days!

The motor uttered a mushy-sounding cough. Unburned gas sprayed from the
muffler to wet the path.

But thank Christ and all His shining angels, there was goddam blue
smoke, too. Ben throttled up, and the mushy cough morphed into a
crackling roar. He rocked the bike off the stand to blast away across
the astroturf and onto the drive. A shower of fake grass settled on my
arms. Hell, even the devil couldn't catch up with Ben now. There was
nothing but blue haze on the driveway where he'd been.

Michaela's arm encircled my waist, holding tight. In the rearview mirror
I saw she was looking back, aiming the shotgun one-handed. Hell, she
must have had some toned muscle in that left arm of hers.

?Greg, they're here!?

240

I heard her shouting the words over the roar of the engine as I opened
up. In the rearview I saw the one-eyed man begin to run toward us. His
ripped face filled the mirror. At any second I thought he'd grab
Michaela and tear her from the back of the bike. G-force dragged at my
body as the bike accelerated. I followed the concrete path, not trusting
a shortcut across what might be slippery plastic grass. Then I swung
onto the driveway. The bike leapt like a wild animal under me, carrying
us away from the bunker and into the forest. I glanced left and right,
expecting hornets to lunge at us from the trees. I even cradled the
rifle across the gas tank, expecting to have to shoot our way out.

But all I could see in the forest were those tree trunks that lost
themselves in dark swirling shadow. I sensed the bad guys were there,
though. They were watching us pass for sure.

?Any sign of Ben??Michaela called.

I shook my head. ?The speed he was hitting, he's probably in Manhattan
by now.?

It was a damn poor joke. Even poorer when I saw Ben next.

The forest hemmed the road in until it seemed as if I rode the bike
through a deep gully. Above me burned a strip of blue sky. And all the
time the cold shadow beneath trees oozed out onto the road, as if
threatening to engulf us. I sensed eyes watching as we passed. I eased
off the gas, allowing the bike to slow to around forty-five. Crows
glided from the trees, nearly keeping pace with me.

I heard Michaela's voice close to me. ?See those damn things??She must
have been referring to the crows. ?They seem to know when there'll be
fresh carrion.?

Yeah. I looked at them, calling to their brothers and sisters. They
could have been singing out, Supper's up.

241

Go for the girl with the dark eyes. Those will be sweetest. ...

If I didn't get us out of here then we really would be crow meat.

She suddenly shouted, ?Greg, look out! There's Ben ... oh, dear God in
heaven.?

I braked just in time. There in the center of the road was Ben. Grouped
in a tight bunch perhaps fifty yards beyond him were hornets. Anything
from eighty to a hundred would be my guess. They stood glaring. Cunning
bastards. They'd laid an ambush for us all along. Those guys back at the
phony house were only the beaters to flush out the prey.

I eased the bike alongside Ben. He stood astride the dirt bike, the
motor knocking out balls of blue smoke from the muffler. He'd been
staring at the hornets blocking his way with such intensity, he never
even noticed me draw alongside him.

After a pause I said, ?They've got us penned, haven't they??

Startled, he turned his head to me. ?Hell, Greg. I was beginning to
think the pair of you hadn't made it.?

Michaela shifted on the pillion behind me to get a better look. ?We
could try shooting our way through.?

?You think we could drop enough of them??

?There's a chance.?

I shook my head. ?We'll run at them. See if we can make them scatter.?

?You think they will??Ben asked.

?We've got to try. You ready, Ben??

He nodded, his facial muscles so tight they formed a mask. A death mask
at that.

Sticking side by side, we opened up the throttles, sending the two bikes
screaming toward the men and women standing in the road. They fixed
their eyes on us, the stare so cold, so fucking brutal it was like
trying to break through a force field. But hell...

241 242

I signaled to Ben to stop. ?They're not going to move,?I shouted. ?We'd
need a truck to break through there.?

Shoot our way through? Bust our way through? What now, Valdiva? Damn,
those options were running out fast. I glanced to my right. In the wood
more hornets on the move. They were going to try to get behind us. Then
we'd be trapped between two walls of human flesh. Then the walls would
roll in on us.

Michaela called to Ben, ?Leave the road. We'll cut back through the forest.?

?Hell.?He looked like someone had told him to jump out of a plane
without a parachute. ?In there??Uneasily, he looked into the pool of
creeping shadow.

?There's no other way. Don't worry. You've got the dirt bike; you'll
make it.?

Ben could really ride a dirt bike. He'd gotten plenty of practice on
Sullivan. The big Harley wasn't in the same category. A great road bike,
but off-road?

Ben didn't wait. He swung the front wheel of the bike 'round, opened up
the throttle and coasted into the woods. The rubber teeth of the tread
coped easily with the woodland floor. I followed. Then it all went to shit.

The second I touched the throttle the rear wheel fishtailed on that
never-ending rug of moss. I slowed a little, then accelerated as gently
as I could. Damn ... the rear end of the heavyweight bike flicked left
and right so savagely I had to lower both feet to steady her. Then bad
got worse.

To prevent the bike from skidding out from beneath us I had to stop. The
second I did so the heavy bike, bearing the weight of two people, sank
through the moss into the mantle of mush and rotting leaves beneath.
Michaela slid off the seat; together we pulled the bike clear. Without
us riding the machine we could

243

push it forward. However, the second we climbed on it would sink again.

Ben rode back, the rear tire shredding moss into a psychedelic green
fountain behind.

?No good,?I called to him. ?We'll never make it on the bike.?

'You have to.?He nodded behind us.

Michaela groaned. ?Oh, God, Greg. They're here.?

Hornets moved like wolves through the woods toward us. Ben drew a
pistol, steadied the shaking hand by gripping his wrist with the other,
then let fly a couple of rounds. One guy clutched his face and stumbled
sideways to lean against a tree. He didn't fall, but I figured he wasn't
coming any closer either. Blood streamed through his fingers down into
the rags he wore. Michaela let fly with the shotgun, dropping a woman
carrying an ax.

?There are too many.?I pushed the bike forward. ?We can't shoot our way
out.?

?Drop the bike, Greg.?Ben's voice rose to something close to a screech.
?It's no good to you.?

?We can't outrun them on foot, buddy.?

?Greg-?

?Ben, get back to the others. Tell them what happened.?

?I can't leave you here.?

?Do it, Ben! I'm going to find another way out!?

Ben looked torn. Not wanting to leave, but not wanting to stay to
confront the hornets closing in. At last he shouted, ?OK I'll meet you
back at the garage.?Then he was gone, the bike's rear wheel spinning
like a circular saw, hurling up leaf mold and shit into the faces of the
people now closing in.

With Michaela guarding my back I shoved the bike back through the woods
to the roadway. I'd hoped the hornets that had blocked the way would
have followed us, giving me a free run out of there. But they were

244 r

Simon Clark

smart enough to leave around fifty or so blocking the road.

What now?

Come on, Valdiva, think. Think!

But there was no time for thinking through any rational or even any sane
plan. All Michaela and I could do was scramble on that bike, then ride
the hell away from immediate danger. But what's that saying, out of the
frying pan, into the fire? There was only one way open now. Back to the
phony house, where we'd no doubt encounter the one-eyed man and his clan.

So, that's what I did. With Michaela hanging on tight, I roared the bike
along the road, leaving the bunch of hornets behind. I didn't feel it,
but I tried to sound optimistic as I called back over my shoulder,
?There's got to be a second access to the defense site ... The military
wouldn't restrict themselves to one road in and out.?

Oh boy, oh boy, but they had. Maybe they'd spent so many IRS dollars on
building the thing with its painted windows, make-believe swimming pool
and cutto-measure astroturf that they couldn't afford the second vehicle
access.

Twice, three times, I roared along the path that skirted the house.

Michaela's arm gripped so tight around my waist that it felt like a
steel band. The girl was frightened. She'd seen for herself there was no
way out. She'd also seen that one-eyed Joe and his buddies were back.
They walked across the plastic lawn, their eyes burning with all the
fury of hellfire at us. They wanted our blood. They wanted it now.

No way out, Valdiva. No way out.

I stopped the bike outside the painted door of the bunker, then killed
the motor. Silence rolled in on us in a wave. Hornets moved silently
across the lawn. They didn't shout They made no fuss. They didn't have to.

245

We were going to be easy meat for them. Sure, we'd kill some before they
got us. But there were dozens of them now. Michaela climbed off the
bike. As I slid off the seat I felt her hand close over mine.

?Don't shoot,?she said in a calm voice.

?It's the only way, Michaela.?

?No. Look at me, Greg. Don't shoot them. Shoot me.?

I looked her in the face. Shoot her? But I knew it would be better to
die cleanly than fall into their hands.

?No,?I told her. ?Not yet. We're going to take some of them out first.?

I aimed the rifle.

?Save one of those bullets for me, Greg. Please.?Her dark eyes seemed
huge in her head. ?They don't always kill. We might be intended for a
hive. I don't want that. Not after what I've seen. . . . Please, Greg??

I turned back to the hornets. One-eye had just walked by the swimming
pool, his bare toes whispering through the fake grass. That single eye
of his fixed on Michaela. And, boy, was there a hungry light burning there.

I aimed the rifle at the center of his forehead.

I never even touched the trigger, but the explosion felt like a punch in
the ear. One-eye disappeared in a gush of smoke.

I stared dumbly, not understanding what the hell was happening. One-eye
Joe now lay on the astroturf. A neat circular hole had appeared where
he'd once stood. It didn't look much larger than a soup bowl and it was
still smoking. Michaela pressed herself close to me. She was stiff with
fright, but she watched, too, as One-eye stood up and began to walk.
Only he wasn't as tall as before and he walked weirdly, with a kind of
hop-and-limp stride. Then I saw why. His feet had been blown clean off
above the ankles. He walked on two

246

stumps that squirted blood and trailed strings of meat and tendon and
dripping goo.

This didn't stop the others. They closed in toward us. But a second
later another explosion shattered the still air. A tall, thin guy
tumbled upward before falling flat to the ground. This one didn't get
up. The force of the explosion had torn his legs apart like a wishbone
right up to the collarbone.

What was it? Hand grenades? I looked 'round in a daze, expecting to see
Zak or Tony lobbing grenades at the hornets. But all I could see were
trees, the clearing and the two concrete buildings.

To my right another hornet stepped forward. This time I saw the rush of
smoke and flame shoot from the ground. The man fell, with one leg torn
clean off at the hip. Like a flipped crab he struggled to roll off his
back. But only for a moment. A severed artery shot his lifeblood ten
feet into the air. Moments later he flopped back, lifeless as a rock.

But still the relentless advance on us. Those explosions wouldn't stop
all of them. Aiming, I blasted the face off a hornet who walked along
the path toward us. Michaela dropped another on the driveway.

Then came a voice. Male? Female? Young? Old? I couldn't tell. My ears
rang from the explosions. I was still dazed by images of exploding
people rollercoasting through my head.

?Move to your right,?the voice ordered. ?Move to your right to the small
building.?

One-eye had now reached the path. Still he walked, balancing on those
bloody, shredded stumps. He reached out toward me, hate burning in his
eyes. I fired from the hip, the bullet popping his heart. With a grunt
he fell forward. I heard his face slap the concrete path.

?Move to your right. To the small building. ... Follow

247 ^

STRANGER

the path. Do not step onto the lawn. I repeat, do not step on the lawn.?

Michaela got her head into gear first. ?Come on.?She grabbed my arm.

I ran with her, not knowing where we were going or where the phantom
voice came from. Spilling out of the woods, I saw more hornets. They
moved faster now. This time we didn't waste time shooting any more of
the bastards. For one, there were too many of them. And, two, Michaela
pointed at the smaller building that could have been taken for a stable
block. ?Look, a door!?

There in the gable end of the building lay an opening. In fact it looked
more like a slit rather than a genuine door. But with hornets running at
us from left and right there wasn't a whole lot of time to chew over
what we might be getting into.

Michaela ran inside first. I followed, turning sideways to slip through
the gap into an interior that had all the velvet darkness of a tomb.

Turning, I looked back out onto the sunlit lawn. Hornets moved at a
full-blooded run toward the entrance. A guy built like a wrestler had
all but reached the opening when I heard a hiss. The sound of air brakes
on a truck, and then the thick slab of a door crashed shut. The boom of
its closing went echoing deep into the earth to God knows where. The
sound of a tomb closing.

247 248 I

Thirty-three

With the door closing there was darkness. I mean absolute, total,
incontrovertible

BLACK.

No light came around the seals of the door. No artificial light in the
room. Only blackness that pressed against your face like a pillow. I
heard Michaela give a shuddering whisper that might have been, ?Oh, my
God.? Then louder: ?It's so cold in here... freezing. Feel the walls.
They're like ice.?

I reached out in the dark. My fingers met soft flesh.

Hornets! They're in here with us.

That spat into my head. Somehow the mob had gotten in, too. A second
later I felt Michaela's hand grip mine and she said, ?Sheesh, we're like
two kids lost in the dark, aren't we??

Good God, I'd reached out and touched her, not a hornet

?Can you feel the wall??I asked.

249

?My other hand's touching it now.?

?See if you can follow it. There must be another door or a light switch.?

For a second all I could hear was our breathing echoing back from the
walls. Then, faintly, as if coming from far, far away, another sound:
like fingernails tapping lightly on glass. An image came to me of
hornets battering the other side of that slab of a door. The thing was
so thick-thick enough to withstand a nuclear blast-that only a ghost of
the sound of their enraged battering made it through.

?Don't move.?

That voice again. I sensed a confidence and professionalism there, but
darn it, I still couldn't tell whether it was male or female, young or old.

?Please stay where you are.?

Michaela's voice rose in the darkness. ?We can't see. Can you ...
Christ, what's happening??

It began without a sound. I flinched, as if a cold hand had reached out
and clutched at my face. Darkness disorientated me so much I wasn't sure
what was happening at first, but as the noise rose to a roar I
understood. A cold blast of air appeared from nowhere to blast us
backward on our heels. The power of it could have been nothing less than
gale force.

?Stand where you are. Don't be alarmed.?That calm voice again.

?What are you doing??Michaela called out.

I felt her stagger against me before the pressure of the winds tearing
through the room.

?Standard decontamination procedure. There's no cause for concern. The
air is being drawn out to be replaced with sterile atmosphere.?

The wind tugged at my hair. ?We're going to be able to breathe, right??

?Perfectly. Please do not move about the unit.?

250 Clark

I heard Michaela hiss, ?How can I stop moving? I'm damn well being blown
away.?

The away sounded abruptly loud as the flow of air stopped equally
suddenly. There we were again, standing staring into the darkness, just
wondering what goddam surprise was coming next. I sniffed the air; it
had an artificial air-conditioned scent to it... sort of electrical,
with just a suggestion of disinfectant.

With a buzz a line of fluorescent lights flickered on. We looked at each
other, blinking in the sudden brilliance. I saw we stood in a passageway
with featureless walls of stainless steel. The white-tiled floor made me
think of hospital emergency treatment rooms ... so much easier to hose
away the blood ...

Michaela's eyes were wide as she looked at me as if to ask, What now? I
shrugged. Hell, yes, we were safe from hornets. But did the owner of the
professional voice expect us to stand there for the rest of the day?

For a while we did stand there. A voice in the back of my head warned me
not to antagonize The Voice needlessly. Our lives were in his or her hands.

Then: ?Remove your clothes, please.?

?Pardon me??Michaela looked 'round for the source of the voice. There
were no visible speakers.

?Remove your clothes. You'll find a metal flap to your right. Press
that. Inside there is a plastic sack dispenser. Put your clothes into
the sack. If you wish to retain your clothes for-?

?Hey, wait a minute.?Michaela sounded annoyed. ?I'm not getting naked
for you, buddy.?

?Yeah,?I said. ?Just what is this??

?Remove your clothes and bag them. It is standard decontamination
procedure.?

?It might be your standard decontamination procedure, but it's not ours.?

There was a pause, as if The Voice considered Michaela's refusal but
then continued as calmly as before.

251

?Those are the fucking house rules. If you don't comply I will open the
outer door and let you go.?The Voice added softly, ?Remove your clothes
now. All of them.?

?Let us go??I whispered to Michaela. ?What they really mean is that
they're gonna open the door and let the hornets rip us to pieces.?

Michaela looked at me, then said in a no-nonsense way, ?Greg, turn your
back.?Then she slipped off the jacket and began to unbutton her shirt.
?It looks as if we've got no choice.?

I turned my back and began to undress. I hadn't expected her to be so
coy. But then, deep down, what did I expect from her? As I undressed I
heard the rustle as she peeled off her clothes. When I heard the zipper
go down on her jeans I saw her in my mind's eye. Her slender body toned
by months of fighting to survive until it was graceful, catlike, and God
yes, I found myself staring at her blurred reflection in the steel wall.
I could make out the sweep of her dark hair on her bare shoulders as she
peeled off her clothes with her back to me. I made out the narrow waist
and the swelling curve of hip.

Maybe it wasn't the right time ... but I thought to myself, Turn 'round,
Michaela, turn 'round. Blood tingled in my veins; my heart beat harder-

?The metal flap is at waist height.?The Voice again. ?Press the edge.
That's it.?

I'd found it. The metal flap popped like a cupboard door. Inside a roll
of heavy-duty sacks in a drab army green sat on a spindle. I pulled off two.

The Voice continued: ?Either put the sack full of clothes in the
disposal chute you can now see under the sack dispenser or leave them by
the door for when you leave. Your choice. Leave your weapons and
ammunition by the door, too. Unauthorized firearms are not permitted
inside the residential units.?

Now naked, we did as The Voice asked. It was a 252 Clark

clumsy operation, as Michaela insisted we remain back-to-back. Our butts
brushed one another as we bent over to stuff the clothes into the sack.
Michaela said more than once, ?I'm not a cheap peep show, Valdiva. Keep
your eyes away from me.?She didn't sound hostile at all, just
matter-of-fact.

But it was hard to avoid catching a tantalizing glimpse of bare skin as
I stowed the sacks and guns by the door.

?Now move forward along the hallway,?The Voice told us.

?You go in front,?Michaela said, facing the wall, so she wouldn't reveal
her body to me. Good God, she was shy. Funny how social niceties remain
embedded even when civilization's gone out the fucking window.

Anyway, I did as she asked. Then I heard a loud hiss. Instantly a fine
aerosol spray hit us. I felt cold droplets hitting me from head to toe.

?Cover your eyes. Hold your breath. This is the decontamination procedure.?

Good warning, only five seconds too late. My eyes burned like fury the
moment the spray hit.

?Shit, what is this stuff??Michaela hissed. ?It burns like poison ivy.
Hell, it's all over my body... shit, I'm stinging. Hey, why did-?

Her voice cut short as a blast of water struck us. From showerheads
embedded in the walls, ceiling and floor jets of cold water hit every
square inch of my body. I heard Michaela gasp and figured that those
cold fingers of water had thrust themselves deep into even the most
intimate quarters of her body.

I was gasping, too. The water was nothing short of liquid ice. What's
more, the force and sheer number of water jets made it hard to breathe.
I turned away from a stinging torrent to take a breath. The moment I
opened my mouth more water exploded against my face. Blindly, Michaela
blundered into me, then staggered

252 253

away, losing her balance. I reached out, grabbing her in my arms to
steady her.

That's when the torrents stopped. She pushed me away. Her head hung down
over her chest as if she was embarrassed. Water ran from her hair to
course down her body in rivulets.

?Ahead of you at the end of the hallway you'll find another metal flap.
Open it. Inside there is a paper towel dispenser. Taking as much care as
possible to cover all your body, wipe your skin firmly, then dispose of
the used paper towels in the chute.?

My patience snapped. ?Hey! Listen, I know this is house rules and all,
but did you have to subject us to that? Jesus Christ, do you know how
degrading and unpleasant this is??

?Please listen. You are about to enter a sterile quarantine unit. You
must enter that clean of any possible contamination from the outside
world. What you have done is pass through a government-approved
decontamination procedure.?

?And we're supposed to walk 'round naked??

?Under the circumstances, I think you might have thanked me for saving
your lives. All I am doing is asking you to respect the house rules in
order to prevent contamination of the other occupants.?

Behind me, Michaela shivered. From the corner of my eye I saw her wet
mat of hair. She looked miserable and cold.

?OK, OK?I sighed. ?Thank you. It's been a tough day. I apologize for
getting-?

?Just get to work with the towels, sir.?

The towels were about as pleasant as using newspaper to dry yourself;
they scraped you dry rather than absorbed water. After I'd used one
towel I dropped it into the chute, where a hiss of air sucked it away to
the incinerator ... wherever that was. Michaela didn't say

253 254

anything. She merely worked to dry herself with the scratchy oblongs of
paper. I guess her being naked made her feel vulnerable. She didn't
speak during the entire process.

?Here,?I said as gently as I could. ?Women can never dry their backs
properly. They always miss between their shoulder blades.?

She gave me a small smile as she turned her back and lifted her still
dripping hair. I dabbed her back with a fresh piece of towel. ?Sorry if
it feels rough,?I said. ?It looks like the kind of stuff you'd use to
take rust off metal.?

?Don't worry, Greg. I'm tougher than I look.?

?This might not be luxurious, but at least we're safe from the-uh.?

The Voice cut in over me. ?The procedure is complete. Proceed through
the open doorway.?

I hadn't even noticed it open. I guess some pneumatic system had done
the trick, but a steel panel had swung inward. I stepped through,
followed by Michaela. As brightly lit as the hallway shower room lay
another room with a tiled floor.

... easier to hose away the blood, Valdiva ...

On a smaller scale I saw we'd entered what could have been a gym's
locker room. Benches ran along one wall. Clothes hooks were screwed to
walls. Shelves contained shoes. There were metal lockers, wall-mounted
hair driers, mirrors.

The Voice followed us in here, too. ?In the lockers you'll find
everything you need. Choose a pair of sandals from the shelf. Once you
have everything, pass through the red door into the residential area.
Have something to eat; make yourselves comfortable.?

Michaela still stood there, her hair dripping, her bare skin red from
the pummeling of the high-pressure shower. She looked up. ?Listen,
thanks for letting us in here.?

254 255

?Don't mention it. Some of us haven't abandoned all traits of civilized
society.?

?Will you be in the residential area??

?No. You'll be alone for now.?

?We'd like to be able to thank you in person. This intercom stuff's a
bit impersonal, you know??

?We'll be able to talk later. But it can't be face-to-face yet,
unfortunately. You are being housed in the quarantine annex. For obvious
reasons, as the name implies. You understand??

'Yes. Of course.?She rubbed her hands. I noticed her fingertips were
blue with cold. ?Thank you. It's really good of you.?

?I must go.?The Voice quickened, as if in a hurry. ?Good-bye.?

?Greg.?She shot me a warning look. ?I told you, I'm not a goddam peep show.?

?OK, you first.?I turned my face to the wall. Soon I heard locker doors
opening as she hunted through them. Meanwhile I noticed that the door to
the decontamination unit had closed. There was no door handle. I didn't
try it, but I'd guess it would be locked tight.

?OK, you can turn 'round now.?

I turned to see her standing facing the open lockers. She'd wrapped a
large white bath towel 'round herself that reached from above her
breasts to her knees. She'd found a smaller towel that she now fastened
turban-style 'round her head.

?By the way, Valdiva, on your butt you've got a bruise the size of
Idaho. You might have to eat standing up.?

For the next ten minutes we finished drying ourselves with soft cotton
towels. In the lockers were hard, mysterious objects encased in plastic.
I looked at them for a moment before exclaiming, ?Hey, shrink-wrapped
clothes.? Using my thumb, I tore a hole in the plastic. With a hiss the
packaging softened, expanded, like a shiny lung inhaling. Inside were a
sweatshirt and pants

255 256 ^^HMBHMH

Simon Clark

in a cool shade of green. Neatly folded there were also a white T-shirt
and two pairs of underpants. ?Hey, they think of everything.?

?Check the label first,?Michaela said. ?You've opened a child's size.
See? Small, regular, large, extra large.?

Soon we were dressed in matching green outfits. For our feet there were
something like rubber beach sandals in hospital white. Another locker
had been stacked high with individual toiletry sets marked either Male
or Female. When I opened a Male I found disposable razors, shaving foam,
a toothbrush, toothpaste, soap, talcum powder and a comb. I grinned,
feeling, absurd to say, like a kid at Christmas. ?Look. Just what every
nuclear calamity survivor needs.?

Michaela didn't share my absurd sense of fun. She sighed. ?I'm
hungry.?Then she picked up a Female toilet pack before heading for the
red door that The Voice had indicated.

256 257

Maybe I should have been asking questions about our immediate future in
that place, but to step through the red door was to step into a
different world.

Whereas the first two rooms we'd passed through had been utilitarian and
colder than a zombie's goodnight kiss, this suite of rooms was warm,
comfortable, even luxurious. Like a pair of vacationers in a new hotel
room we explored. On the first level was a kitchen painted in warm
oranges with a modern stove, refrigerator, sink and countertops in
stainless steel. Bolted to one wall were a whole bank of microwave ovens.

?Looking at these?-Michaela opened a microwave door-?you can guess what
will be on the menu.?

She guessed right. A walk-in pantry had been stacked floor-to-ceiling
with every microwave-ready meal you could think of. While the
refrigerator had been packed with what I first thought were racks of
toothpaste. Only a closer look revealed that these were labeled NASA
patent pending. I saw they were marked either cheese, mayonnaise, cream
or butter. ?Butter from a tube??

257 258

?Good God.?Michaela's eyes widened in sheer wonder. ?They have butter?
I've forgotten what butter tastes like.?

I picked up more tubes. ?But which one of these contains the bread??

?Idiot.?She smiled. And it was such a breathtakingly beautiful smile
that I found myself grinning back at her. She broke away to open a
cupboard full of knobby vacuum packs. ?There's the bread.? Taking out
the tennis ball-sized lump, she read the label. ?'Remove all packaging.
Place on oven tray and bake for twenty minutes'... partly baked bread.
We're certainly not going to starve here. I wonder if they've got any
coffee.?

?It's in the drum by the kettle.?

She turned on the faucets. ?Hot and cold. It looks pure.?

?It'll be pumped from a sealed well, I guess.?I looked up at the lights.
?They must have a good set of generators, too, and a heck of a lot of
fuel. They're not worried about rationing.?

Stroking a clean countertop, she gave a sigh of pleasure. ?We might as
well enjoy it while it lasts. It's unlikely the government'll keep us
here as guests for long.?

?I guess not.?

A living room came next, with comfortable sofas, deep armchairs, fluffy
rugs, a wall-mounted TV screen that was bigger than your bedroom door.
Again the place was pleasantly warm and decorated in luscious orange
with a pale yellow ceiling. ?Some nuke shelter,?I said, running my hand
over a lush velvet drape beside a false window that showed a painted
view of a stag drinking from a stream.

?I read somewhere that these bunkers were all decorated in bright colors
and furnished like this after psychologists said that people who spent
long periods of

258 259

time in them would go crazy or start killing themselves.?

'You're hardly likely to suffer cabin fever here,?I said. ?Look at those
potted plants. They're real. They've even got their own automatic
watering system.?

?If you're going to keep people in a concrete box for months you've got
to look after their creature comforts.? She picked up a remote from a
coffee table. When she pressed a button soft music padded into the room
from concealed speakers. ?Ambient music.?

?No doubt chosen by psychologists, too. There are probably subliminal
messages of hope and optimism buried down in the mix.?

?Don't knock it, Greg. I think we've just stumbled into heaven on earth.?

?Let's hope so.?

She smiled. ?Cynic. Come on, let's explore.?

Carpeted stairs led down below ground level to a hallway, again painted
bright yellow, with a frieze of dolphins and palms. One door led to a
corridor lined with yet more doors. These were the bedrooms (although
they resembled ship's cabins). These were a little plainer but had
comfortable beds, closet space, tables, mirrors, washbasins: the usual
stuff. There were also a couple of bathrooms, too, for shared use.

Back at the other side of the stairs, a wide door opened up into a plain
white painted corridor. There weren't as many doors-and these were all
hard steel- and locked. Beside each door was a keypad where the bunker
people would tap in their open sesame code. The doors bore stenciled
notices that said things like Back-up Ops or Sick Bay or Service Center
or Q.A. Boardroom. In the middle of one wall were a set of large twin
doors (but no keypad, I noted). Those doors were labeled Comm-Route,
whatever that was.

?That looks to be the extent of it,?she said. ?Come on, let's make the
most of paradise.?

260

The Voice didn't visit until that evening around ten hours later. I say
evening because I only had my watch to go on. Of course, there were no
windows in what was, when all's said and done, a grande deluxe bomb
shelter. Part novelty and part hunger, we both ate half a dozen
microwave meals apiece. Mexican, Chinese, Italian, French cuisine. They
tasted wonderful considering they came out of vacuum packs. And when
we'd baked the fresh bread (again from a little bag) it smelled so
mouthwatering we tore off lumps and squirted NASA butter all over it in
a gooey, golden stream.

After pigging out, I checked the TV in the living room area. Three of
the channels showed the equivalent of ambient music. Channel One carried
a single view of the ocean washing over rocks. Two showed a view of
trees in the fall; flocks of birds came and went but not much else.
Three played a static shot of a farm with cows grazing in green
pastures. More psychologist-inspired programming, I guessed. Other
channels were more promising. A comedy channel showing old TV sitcoms.
Music channels for every possible taste. Sports, replaying classic
football games. The last channel appeared devoted to lightweight action
movies.

By midnight I slouched low in an armchair watching an old cop movie. By
that time I was too drowsy to follow the plot. While sitting with her
bare feet up on the sofa, Michaela flicked through a magazine that must
have been the last one to roll off the press before society turned over
and coughed out its heart.

Then came the return of The Voice. ?My apologies for taking so long to
come back to you. We've had a busy time down here today. You wouldn't
believe the paperwork government departments still need. Good evening to
you both.? I looked at Michaela, who smiled. She felt the same; talking
to a disembodied

261

voice was weird. Nevertheless, we chorused, ?Good evening,?back at the
walls.

?Did you both find everything you needed??

?Yes, thank you.?

?When you shower run the hot water for a while. It takes time to warm
up. But, believe me, it gets there in the end.?

Michaela said, ?My name is Michaela and I'm here with Greg.?

?Of course, how ill mannered of me.?The Voice sounded as softly spoken
as ever. ?I never introduced myself.?

?Things were hectic,?I said. ?At the time we were just glad to get
inside here in one piece.?

?Of course. We're happy to help. Well, to begin at the beginning, my
name is Phoenix ...?

Phoenix? That didn't help. I still couldn't tell whether Phoenix was a
he or a she. Then again, there was something she-male about the voice.

?... my role here is the emergency services coordinator.?Her (His?)
voice padded from the speaker. ?The center's commander is Rachel Peake,
but if you need anything just press one of the green buttons that you'll
find set in the wall. That pings me.?Phoenix paused before saying pings,
as if it had some double meaning for her (or him). ?Help yourself to
food, drinks, entertainment. It sounds stuffy of me to have to say this,
but I need to mention house rules. Please remember, switch off lights
when you're not in a room so we can conserve fuel; please keep the place
tidy and dispose of all refuse in the chutes. Doors that are locked are
secure areas for authorized personnel only; please respect that and
don't try to force them open ...? As the Voice continued the do's and
don't's I rolled my eyes at Michaela. She stifled a laugh behind her
hands, then wagged her finger with a pretend stern

261 262

look on her face. She mouthed: ?Don't make me laugh. Please!?

?... no windows, for obvious reasons. External doors are hermetically
sealed. The atmosphere is recycled. To all intents and purposes you can
imagine we're living in a submarine at the bottom of the sea. We are
completely self-contained. Food and fuel stores are amply sufficient.
Any questions, Michaela? Greg??

?Again, we can't thank you enough for saving our lives,?I said to the
four walls. ?But what now? After all, we can't remain here forever, can we??

?That's absolutely correct. In the past visitors like yourselves have
stayed here for anything up to three days before moving on.?

?Then we could leave now??I didn't particularly want to leave at night,
but I wanted to test the water.

?Not advisable, Greg. Look at the TV screen.?

We looked at the screen, which showed a police car bouncing up and down
the hills of San Francisco. With a flash the scene changed.

?I think you recognize the location. There's no color because it's dark
outside-the camera is in infrared mode.?

Hell, yes, I recognized it. The TV revealed a view of the astroturf area
where we'd been trapped earlier. I saw the Harley, or what was left of
the machine. The hornets must have hacked it to pieces in their
frustration after we escaped into the bunker. Out on the lawn lay the
bodies mangled by the explosions. As we watched a brown bear ambled out
of the forest with a pair of cubs. Mama Bear began tearing at one of the
corpses with its jaws, ripping out glistening strings of gut. The cubs
joined the feast.

I said, ?Phoenix? They were landmines that blew the bad guys sky high,
right??

?That's correct.?

?Then why doesn't the bear detonate them??

263

?Good question.?I sensed Phoenix smiled as he/she spoke. ?Antipersonnel
mines are embedded in the lawn. For safety reasons I can arm them
electronically from a keyboard here. In theory you could have a football
team stomping up and down there without tripping one ... but personally
I wouldn't put it to the test. So when you do leave here stick to the
pathways and the drive.?

?Don't worry, we will.?

Michaela looked closely at the screen. ?But it's clear of hornets now.?

?Hornets??

?Yes. Bees? Bread bandits??

?Oh, the refugees? It appears clear here, but let me hit Cam Two. Just
wait a second while I... there. Not so friendly out there, is it??

The screen flashed, replacing the scene with another shot at a lower
angle. This must have been the view from our bunker. There, standing
unmoving in the darkness, their faces expressionless, was a group of
hornets. I counted ten of them. But there could have been more off camera.

?It looks as if we need to stay put a little longer,?I said.

'You're more than welcome.?Phoenix's voice whispered around the room.
?We know life is hard out there now. Treat this as a rest break.?

Michaela turned away from the impassive, somehow alien faces of the
hornets and said to me, ?Don't you feel them, Greg??

I rubbed my stomach. The Twitch had stayed away. Even seeing the
monsters on screen hadn't done anything to provoke my gut muscle.

?Nothing,?I said.

?But I thought you felt this Twitch when you were close to them.?She
nodded at the people on screen, waiting for us as patiently as vultures
beside a dying

264

calf. ?You don't even have to see them, do you??

?No. But as Phoenix pointed out, this building is airtight.?

?So you don't think this is some kind of sixth sense? That you know when
someone's a hornet by telepathy??

?Telepathy? No.?Irritation spilled into my voice. This Twitch made me a
freak. I never enjoyed talking about it. I didn't want to discuss it
now. ?I smell them, that's all. Cows can smell water in a desert twenty
miles away. It's like that. Unconsciously or subconsciously, or whatever
the crap it is I can smell their pheromones, or hormones, or even their
fucking hornet shit. I don't know how the hell it works, Michaela.?

Her eyes widened. She looked hurt by the anger in my voice. ?I'm sorry,
Greg. I thought this might be an interesting-?

?Experiment??

?But you-?

?OK, OK.?I softened my voice. ?Let's just leave it, shall we??

After a heavy silence Phoenix spoke. ?I'm sorry; if this is a bad time,
I can speak to you later, only I guessed you might have some questions
for me.?Another pause. ?Greg? You don't feel well? A stomachache??

?No,?I said, keeping my voice under control. ?I'm fine, I really am.?

Pause-leaving that kind of silence you feel obligated to fill.

?It's, well... when I'm close to a hornet or someone who's infected and
incubating the condition I can tell.?

?But how, Greg? Our medical teams are still working on developing a
blood test, but nothing shows in blood or tissue samples.?

Boy, oh, boy, Phoenix is fishing for information. That

265

made me uneasy. ?It's instinct. My stomach muscles get twitchy. That's
all I know.?

Again a silence. I sensed Phoenix-wherever he was, snugged away in the
bunker complex-was digesting the information. Yeah, that made me goddam
uneasy. Now I didn't feel like a refugee from the madness of the outside
world. I felt like a lab rat just about to be sliced and diced before
going under the scope.

Just as I'd decided to be evasive when Phoenix asked the next question
the whispery voice said, ?I won't be able to cover everything in detail,
but I guess you're curious about this place. And about its staff.? Brisk
now, Phoenix spoke like the guide on a tour bus. ?You know there are
bunkers like this all over the States, not to mention all the missile
silos. They were built in the Cold War in case of attack with nuclear
weapons, nerve gas or biological agents, hence the elaborate
decontamination procedures you experienced. The bunkers' purpose was to
provide a refuge for medical and administrative staff and a store of
food, fuel, hospital supplies and so on in the event towns and cities
were destroyed by nuclear weapons. It sounds like a tall order, but our
job is to safeguard the civilian and military command structure ... and
to try and pick up the pieces after the radioactive shit hits the fan.?

Michaela said, ?I thought these places were built entirely underground.?

?Not all. If we're disguised as we are and as long as we're not at
ground zero-that's why these places are situated in wilderness
areas-then these can take nuclear blasts without excessive damage.?

?Phoenix, let me get this straight,?I said. ?When those guys went crazy
last year and started ripping people and whole cities apart your bunker
team came out here and locked yourself in??

?That's about it. We're supposed to have a complement of thirty-four.
When all hell let loose, twenty

266 ir

Simon Clark

made it through. Some of us were brought in by police helicopter. Man,
those roads were clogged with cars. I can still smell the smoke of towns
burning as we flew over them. Right then, I remember thinking, 'My God.
This is hell. Pure hell.' ?

Michaela shook her head. ?So your people are going to sit here until
hell freezes back over??

?No.?I imagined Phoenix shaking his/her head. ?No, we're in touch with
the government at all levels. Plans are being devised to bring this
under control. It won't happen overnight, but when it does this facility
will coordinate the restoration of law and order in this district. Then
comes the long job of rebuilding our towns.?

?They are that confident??I heard skepticism in Michaela's voice. ?You
know, it's a mess out there. Apart from the hornets that pretty much
control the state, maybe even the whole country or even the world for
all I know, all I've come across are small groups of people who are
scavenging an existence from the wreckage.?

?Michaela, I didn't intend to paint a rosy picture, but things will be
back under governmental control soon.?

?So you're in regular contact with these other bunkers??

?Yes, there are several hundred of them. We all-?

?And the hornets have overrun the entire United States??

?A temporary state of affairs.?

Michaela stood up to talk to that phantom voice. Suddenly she looked
cold, as if she'd begun to see the whole picture-devastation, death,
dissolution. ?Phoenix, what about the rest of the world? Is it like this
in Europe, Asia and Africa??

?Greg, Michaela, I won't lie to you. At present, yes, it's bad. This
infection has been like an influenza epidemic that's gone global.?

266 267

?Jesus.?

?After all, we lived in a world of international travel. You could step
on a plane and be anywhere on the planet in twenty-four hours. Imagine a
typical day at JFK. All those tens of thousands of people flooding
through Customs into the country. They're coming from China, Japan,
India, Argentina, Mexico, Kenya, Germany, Russia, you name it. Customs
can screen them for cocaine and guns but can't screen them for what they
carry in their blood ...?

There was a pause. I could hear the sound of Phoenix breathing. It
whispered from the speakers. It could have been the sound ghosts make,
soft but sort of shimmering and unreal in the air. I shivered.

?We will beat this.?Phoenix's voice was hushed. ?We will do it. Believe
in us.?When the voice came again it was louder, more direct. ?Now, I
don't want to keep you up all night. You've been through hell today. But
first I want to show you something. Although you'll understand that this
is a top-secret establishment, my boss has given me clearance to show
you our recreation area. She and I thought you might find it reassuring
that although this might appear an unusual place to you, life goes on
normally enough. See for yourselves. This is some of our crew at play.?

The TV screen flashed. A banner appeared at the bottom of the screen
stating cam 6:recreation. We saw a brightly lit room with potted ferns
and a big wall TV screen something like the one we now watched. Some
middle-aged guys were watching an old Buster Keaton movie while sipping
beers. At the far end of the room a couple of young women played pool.
Like this room, there were comfortable armchairs and sofas. Men and
women lounged about talking, reading books; an older guy sat at a table
writing. As we watched a man in a military uniform walked in with a
clipboard under his

268

arm. He shared a joke with the pool girls. They laughed.

Phoenix spoke. ?That's about half the team. The others are at their
workstations or sleeping. The white-haired gentleman at the table is Dr.
Roestller. Before you go he'll want to inoculate you.?

?Oh, what against??Michaela spoke casually, almost as if making
conversation, but when I looked at her she made eye contact with me. She
seemed suspicious of something.

Equally casual Phoenix said, ?We have a multiple vaccine shot. It was
developed as a cover-all after a nuclear strike, when sanitation and
normal healthcare would be disrupted. Some joker called it the Morning
After Armageddon Pill. A single injection protects you against cholera,
hepatitis, meningitis, influenza, septicemia, typhoid, malaria,
intestinal parasites ... all the visitors who've passed through here
have had the shot. You might be drowsy and run a low fever for a couple
of days, but that's the extent of the side effects.?Phoenix didn't wait
for any answer or further questions. Instead: ?Well, I've reached the
end of my shift. I'm allocated six hours' sleep now, so I best make the
most of it.?

Michaela yawned. ?OK, Phoenix, good night.?

?And thank you for taking the time to talk to us.?

?Don't mention it, Greg. My pleasure. Good night, you two.?

?Good night.?

Silence settled on the room again. Michaela shrugged. ?Well, I guess I'm
going to turn in.?She gave a tired smile. ?It's going to be novel
sleeping in a bed again. I hope I remember how.?

268 269

It was one in the morning when I closed the door of my room. For the
next five minutes I got the bed ready. There wasn't much to do. A
sleeping bag in that shrink wrap sat on a bare plastic mattress. I tore
open the packing and something like a concrete block in hardness and
size expanded and softened as the air rushed in. I unrolled the sleeping
bag onto the mattress, then kicked off my sandals. Bolted on the wall
next to the bed was a radio that couldn't have been much larger than a
pack of cigarettes. The controls consisted of a single push button. I
pushed it. All I got was more of that ambient elevator music. I switched
off.

?Greg??

?Come in, Michaela. It's not locked.?

She opened the door and looked in. Her hair fell loosely 'round her
shoulders. It was damp from a recent shower. She wore a T-shirt for a
nightdress. Shyly, she smoothed it 'round her hips to keep the hem down
over her thighs.

?This might sound silly to you ...?She smiled, look-

269 270

ing awkward. ?But do you mind if you leave your door open a little? I'm
leaving mine open.?She blushed. ?I've got so used to sleeping 'round a
campfire with a crowd of people that it's going to be strange sleeping
alone in my own room.?

I smiled back, trying to be reassuring. ?Of course. And relax-we're safe
in here. This place is built like a fortress.?

?That's going to take getting used to as well. I'm used to sleeping with
someone standing watch.?

?I could sit with you until you go to sleep if you like.?

?I'm sure I'll manage.?She yawned. ?I can't wait to lay down on a soft
mattress. It's going to seem like heaven. Thanks anyway.?

?Make the most of it. Sleep late tomorrow. I'll fix breakfast.?

She grinned. ?Now you're spoiling me.?

?You deserve it.?

?Good night.?

?Good night, Michaela. Just shout if you need anything.?

When she'd gone I sat on the bed. Through the thin partition wall I
could here her moving 'round for a moment or so, then came the click of
the light switch. After that there was only silence. I guessed she'd
fallen asleep straightaway.

Switching off the light, I slipped into the sleeping bag and lay there
on my back with my fingers knitted behind my head. Despite the time
being well south of midnight I didn't feel ready to sleep yet. A lot of
what Phoenix had told us was rattling through my head like a
never-ending train. I suddenly thought of dozens of questions I wanted
to ask. But that's always the way, isn't it? You only think of the smart
questions long after the opportunity has passed you by. What was life
really like in these bunkers for the twenty or so men and women who
crewed the place? Did they suffer from

271

cabin fever? Did it get so you wanted to rip off the guy's head who
snores in his sleep? These partition walls between the bedrooms were
little more than boards skinned with plaster. Were romantic
entanglements banned? Or were there red-hot orgies every night? Did
these people ever leave the bunker to take the air and see real
daylight? But I guessed not. These people were so afraid of
contamination they wouldn't risk poking their head outdoors in case they
inhaled an airborne Jumpy bug. Like nuclear subs that remained submerged
under the Arctic ice cap for six months at a time, these people stayed
sealed away in their concrete lair.

I lay in the sleeping bag with those questions going 'round my head.
Johnny Christ. How come your thoughts seem loud enough to keep you awake
at night? It's nighttime when all those anxieties and fears that you
keep locked down all through the day come stomping out. They keep you
lying there wide awake looking at the ceiling. You've as much chance of
sleeping as levitating yourself off the bed and flying 'round the room.
Even as I managed to stop thinking about what Phoenix had told us I
immediately found myself wondering if Ben had made it. He was good on
that dirt bike. He'd be able to leave the hornets chewing on nothing but
moss thrown up by the back tire as he powered away. In my heart I knew
he was safe. All I had to concern myself with now was sleeping. But that
wasn't easy.

Count sheep?

Yeah, I tried that.

But all the sheep turned into hornets. Then my imagination had them
creeping through a back door of the bunker. I listened. With no TV or
conversations with Michaela to distract me I could hear clicks and
whirring sounds behind the walls. They were just the bunker plumbing and
air-conditioning units. Of course

272

my imagination turned those sounds into some barefooted, murdering
bastard shuffling down the corridor outside. Jesus, I wish I'd kept my
rifle. I wish I'd... crap to this. I switched on the light.

Come on, Valdiva, settle down. It's only your imagination winding you
up. Relax. You're safe. Michaela's safe. No hornets can get through
those walls. Yeah, as if your imagination ever listens to you when it
turns itself into a tormenting devil. It just quacks on and on, leaving
you more wide awake than ever. I climbed out of bed, went to the
bathroom, drank some water, then returned to my room. Of course the
corridor was deserted. No murdering hornets. Nothing could enter here
from the outside. Hell, not even a mosquito.

I paused outside Michaela's room. Through the door I could hear the
regular sound of her breathing. Take her lead, Valdiva, old buddy, sleep.

When I was back in my room I pushed the door three quarters shut. For
the first time I noticed a plastic envelope pinned to the back of the
door. It must have been there all along, but this was the first time I'd
noticed it. Not that there was much to notice. Through the plastic I
could see the words, civil defense auxiliary INSTALLATION. EMERGENCY
PROCEDURES. PLEASE

DO NOT REMOVE FROM ROOM.

Great, a little bedtime reading.

Memorize these alarm sounds.

1. Continuous siren: Incoming missile alert.

2. Alarm in pulse mode: Nuclear detonation in Bunker vicinity.

3. Alarm in horn mode: Internal fire.

And so on. I'd have given the notice no further attention if it hadn't
been for a penciled addition to the list that ran: In case of direct
nuclear strike kiss your fanny good-bye.

273

Someone with a sense of humor had stayed here. On the paper I could make
out impressions that made me think that whoever had slept in that bed
before me had written some witty comments on the other side of the
doom-'n-gloom notice. The plastic envelope was open-ended, so it was
simple enough to slip out the sheets. I took them across to the bed and
sat down.

Valdiva, I scolded: sitting on your bed at 2 am reading someone else's
bored-out-of-their-skull doodles is the act of a desperate man. A
desperately bored one, that is. I turned over the sheets of paper to the
blank side. Sure enough there were pencil doodles including a man
entering a woman from behind with the caption: Dr. RoestUer's preferred
injection procedure. A speech balloon came out of his mouth: ?This won't
hurt, my dear. You'll just feel a little prick. ?The scribbler's humor
reserve seemed to run dry after that. Everything else jotted down there
seemed to relate to meal times, work rotations and the warning to run
the shower on hot until warm water made it through the pipes from the
main bunker. Yeah, we'd had that warning from Phoenix, too. In my mind's
eye I saw one of the civil defense bunker team who was new to the job
sitting here and jotting down these notes to remind himself or herself
what time supper was and when they were expected to start a shift. In
the bottom righthand corner of the sheet were also columns of numbers.

6731

4411

8730

9010

They were too short for telephone numbers. And some had a couple of
letters tagged on: 7608-SB,

4799-Qand so on. At the bottom of the page in shouting capitals was the
word memorize! An arrow pointed

274

to heavily underscored words that didn't make a bunch of sense:
maple-eagle-green.

I checked the other sheets. Apart from the printed emergency procedures
and do's and don'ts-No smoking in bathroom. Dispose of sanitary products
in chute provided NOT in the toilet-there weren't any more handwritten
notes. With the notice's entertainment value well and truly exhausted I
turned out the light to try to sleep.

Five minutes later I sat up in bed. A minor revelation had just crackled
across my brain. Suddenly some of those inexplicable handwritten notes
made sense. Also gut instinct told me to be on my guard. Faking
restlessness, I walked through every room in the bunker from the locker
room, with its shrink-wrapped clothes, back to the kitchen to drink some
orange juice, then into the lounge to flick through the TV channels,
then back to the corridor with the sealed steel doors, then back to bed.

When, at last, I turned out the light I knew I had something to tell
Michaela in the morning.

274 275

?Hey, Michaela, come and take a look at what I've found.?

Stifling a yawn, she walked into the kitchen, her eyes still sleepy.
?Some fine vintage wines, I hope ... pardon me.?She yawned again.
?Thanks for breakfast, by the way. Breakfast in bed has to be a first
since God knows how long.? She pushed back her hair. ?What have you got
there, Greg??

?Popcorn.?

?Popcorn? Thought of everything, didn't they??

?See? It's the kind you cook in a pan.?I put the pan on the stove and
began to tear open the foil wrapper to expose a block of golden corn
fused together by butter. ?Great stuff, this. When I was ten I nearly
lost an eye making it. A piece of corn shot from the pan and hit me.
Red-hot it was, too. I had to sit for an hour with a wet sponge pressed
to my eye.?

Michaela laughed, bemused. ?But popcorn at this time of the morning, Greg??

?We're on vacation, aren't we? C'mon, break some

275 276 Clark

rules. Let's make popcorn and watch a movie.?

?Are you sure you aren't crazy??

I grinned and yattered away in a lighthearted way. But there was method
to my madness. ?Look at this, Michaela.?I showed her that the pan had a
glass lid. ?Now we can see the corn popping before our very eyes.?

She grinned. ?You are mad, Valdiva. Now I'm going back to bed.?

?You can't miss this. Marvel at how these little seeds become puffs of
snowy white corn. Be amazed at how a block the size of a cigarette
carton grows miraculously to fill the pan.?

?You're nuts. I'm going back to sleep.?

?You'll miss the popcorn!?

?Well, my loss.?

?Wonderful popcorn.?

?I don't even like popcorn.?

?Of course you do. Everyone loves popcorn.?

?There are always pieces of corn that don't get popped and you wind up
cracking a tooth on it.?

?Michaela, my love-?

?You been drinking, Greg??

?You lay on the couch, my darling. I'll pop one piece through your
red-rose lips one delicious morsel at a time.?

Her grin faded. ?Greg, you're starting to make me nervous.?

?Help me make popcorn, my love.?

?No, really ... stop this, Greg.?

?I'll stop on one condition??

?What's that??She looked uneasy.

?Help me make the popcorn.?

?Greg-?

She looked ready to storm out of the kitchen. Could I blame her? I was
acting weird.

?Michaela, listen, it used to be a big thing at home.

277

Saturday evenings Mom would put up her feet after working all day.
Chelle-that's my sister-and I would wash up the supper things, then make
popcorn together. It was a... a ritual, I guess you'd call it. We made
the popcorn year in, year out. I must have made hundreds of pansful. ...
Of course, I was always so curious to see the corn popping I'd take a
little peak into the pan and bang! Hot corn would come flying out like
machine-gun bullets.?

?Your mom must have loved popcorn.?

?As a matter of fact she didn't. She always complained that there'd be
an unpopped piece of corn that would chip a tooth.?I smiled. ?But it was
our ritual.?

?So making the stuff was the best part of it.?

?Absolutely.?

She gave a good-natured sigh. ?OK, then. Let's make popcorn.?She dug me
in the ribs with her finger. ?But no more weird stuff, right??

?Right.?

?OK, start cooking.?

?Come close ... closer, right up close to me.?

?Greg, I warned you.?

?You want to see the corn pop, don't you??

?No funny stuff, OK??

I turned up the heat, then dropped the block of buttered corn into the pan.

?Don't forget the lid, Greg. I've got two eyes and I want to keep it
that way.?

She did stand close to me, but she kept shooting me looks that said loud
and clear that she was suspicious of me. Maybe wondering what I'd do
next. ?See, the butter's starting to melt.?

?Thrilling.?

?It's bubbling now.?

?Exciting.?

?Are you humoring me, Michaela Ford??

278

?I am, Valdiva. I could be in bed sleeping instead of watching-?

?Whoa, I think we have lift off. No ... false alarm.?

?You have been drinking.?

?Hear it, hissing? Should be any second now that we ... No. It needs to
be hotter. I'll give it more gas.?The first piece of corn popped.
Through the glass I saw fluffy white erupt from the shell of the corn.
?Don't miss any of this, Michaela.?

?Greg??

I put my arm around her waist and pulled her close to me so she could
look into the pan through the glass lid.

?Greg, maybe we should talk about personal boundaries. I don't think-?

?Whoa, here it comes. Sounds like firecrackers, doesn't it??

?You are nuts. And you're making me nervous, so-?

?Wow, here it comes.?As the clatter of popping corn swelled I still kept
the fascinated look on my face as I gazed through the lid, but I
whispered low enough to keep my voice beneath the sound of frying corn,
?Michaela, humor me. Do you get the feeling Phoenix is listening to
every word we say??

To her credit she didn't react. She fixed her eyes on the popcorn pan.
?You thought it, too??

?And watches us.?

?I don't see any cameras.?

?Neither do I,?I whispered, still standing with my arm 'round her while
grinning like a loon at the popping corn. ?But think back to the
decontamination procedure. The way he told us to move from one part of
the room to the other suggested he could see us. Hey, there go a whole
bunch of corn. How do they expand like that??

?Search me.?

The popping of corn came in sporadic bursts like

279

machine gun fire. We had to synch our conversation to the clatter of
exploding corn to make sure Phoenix didn't hear us over microphones that
must be concealed nearby.

As the bang of corn grew louder again I said, ?When we went through
decontamination Phoenix was watching us.?

?And probably juicing himself watching our reactions as we stood there,
scared half to death.?

?He didn't warn us about the disinfectant spray or the cold water shower
... There should be some more corn in there to pop.?

?There always is. Remember what I said about our teeth??Once more the
clatter of exploding kernels filled the kitchen. ?Something isn't right
here, is it??

?I feel like a peep show.?

?Those guys have been isolated in here for months. We might be their
favorite TV show.?

?Possibly ... You want salt on the popcorn ... or they want something
else from us.?

?Like what??

?Who knows, but I'll tell you something...?The popping paused for a
second before restarting. ?We're unarmed; we depend on these bunker
people for food and protection. I'm starting to feel we're at their mercy.?

?So what do you propose??

?Last night I found something written on a sheet of paper that could be
useful.?

?Useful? How??

The popping paused. Without the loud popping to mask my voice I reverted
to chitchat. ?Do you want coffee with this? Or there's soda in the
refrigerator.?I gave the pan a shake. The corn must be all but used up.
Popcorn had reached the lid. ?Hey, here we go again.?The bangs and pops
started up, nice and loud. I whispered, ?There were sets of numbers on
some pa-

280

per. Code numbers for the locked doors. What do you say to some
late-night exploring??

?Michaela, Greg. Good morning.?The voice of Phoenix broke in quickly.
?Did you both sleep well??

We broke the clinch and turned to reply to that disembodied voice.

?Fine, thanks,?Michaela said pleasantly. ?We helped ourselves to breakfast.?

?Of course, be our guests.?Phoenix's velvet voice padded from the
speaker. ?After all, your tax dollars paid for it. Be sure to make
yourself at home and enjoy the rest of your day.?

?Thanks, we will,?I said.

?Any plans??

?We thought we'd stay home today.?

Phoenix laughed. 'You might as well. It's raining out.?

?Any sign of hornets??

?Oh, the infected people? Yes, they're still waiting outside the door.
They won't quit for a day or so yet.?

?Do you know what became of your previous guests, Phoenix? People like
us you invited in to stay for a while??

?They moved on. Of course we-the bunker crew, that is-don't know where
they went. Naturally we pray they found some safe haven. What's that sound??

?A sound??Michaela asked the question innocently.

?Yes. It sounded like gunshots.?

?Oh.?She smiled. ?It's just popcorn.?

?Popcorn? It sounded so loud.?Phoenix paused.

I said, ?The pan must be close to a mike.?

?Maybe,?Phoenix agreed. ?Now don't go burning yourselves, will you, guys??

?We won't.?Michaela laughed. ?Why don't you come across and join us??

?I wish I could, Michaela. Only the rules don't allow

it/

280

iP 281

?Rules are made to be broken.?

?An intriguing thought. Now, if you'll excuse me, I have to go. We've
got a little incident happening at one of our sister installations.?

?An incident, Phoenix? What kind of incident??

But there was no reply. We stood looking at the kitchen walls for a
moment, waiting for the voice of Phoenix to return.

?I guess the man's busy,?I said. ?Let's watch some TV.?

?What are you doing, Michaela??

?Nothing.?

?You're sketching.?

?Uh-huh.?

?Are you sketching me??

?Nothing else to sketch.?

?I'm flattered.?

?Don't be.?

?Are you ticklish??

?Do you bleed??

?I bleed, but I'm going to tickle you.?

We were in the lounge area. I'd sat eating popcorn while watching a
batch of sitcoms. I only just noticed that Michaela had curled herself
into a big, plump armchair, where she worked with a pencil on some
scraps of paper.

I hooked my hands like claws, then shambled across to her; my knees
bowed like a gorilla's. ?Gonna get pretty lady. Gonna tickle her good
and hard.?

?You do and I'll bust your lip.?She laughed and threw a cushion at me.

?That's don't hurt Mungo,?I grunted. ?Mungo tickle pretty lady.?

?Here, let me draw Mungo. Hold still while I sketch that big bulbous
forehead of yours.?

281 282

?Like this.?I struck a pose with my arms reaching out over her
monster-style.

?Yeah, like that.?

?Mungo like pretty lady??

?Mungo very pretty.?Smiling, she worked the pencil. ?I'm drawing Mungo's
big round nostrils, the big wart on his nose. His staring eyes, shaggy
eyebrows; his bug-ugly yellow teeth.?

?Mungo see now.?

?Mungo can wait.?

?Mungo impatient.?I grunted like a gorilla, but oh, Jesus, keeping up
this playacting was making me crazy. I wanted-hell, no-I craved to have
a proper conversation about Phoenix and my suspicions, but by this time
I'd convinced myself that not only were there microphones dotted about
the bunker but hidden cameras, too. Those things were probably implanted
in the walls, and of course the lenses would be little bigger than
pinheads. To all intents and purposes they were invisible.

?Right, show me the picture or I tickle good and hard,?I told her.

?Oh, all right. Here. Sit down beside me.?She patted the cushion. I sat
beside her. Then she pointed at the drawing. ?I think I've got the lips
just perfect, don't you?? She pointed at what I took to be a drawing of
a face with a long smiling mouth. Instead of lips I realized she'd run
words together: Good-Idea. The-Popcorn Scam-Worked. Then she pointed to
the chin, which was formed by the words: Didn't-Hear-Us-Did-He?

?What do you think??she asked, fixing me with her eye.

?My God, Michaela, you've really caught my chin, but where are my eyebrows??

?It's a work in progress.?

?Here, give me the pencil.?Above the eyes I wrote: 283

Careful, he'll be watching. ?There; eat your heart out, da Vinci.?

We sat 'round some more. All the time I felt conscious of camera lenses
burning into the pair of us. I guessed that Michaela felt the same way.
She continued to sketch, but she looked a little on edge. Try as I
might, it was hard to concentrate on the TV. My eyes kept sliding off
screen to try to find those hidden camera lenses.

?Say, people, good news!?Phoenix spoke so abruptly that Michaela
started. ?Listen, I've been given security clearance from the highest
level to show you something.?

Michaela and I looked at each other. Phoenix sounded excited.

?So, Greg, Michaela, if you could move into the lounge so you can see
the TV screen ...?

I said, ?We're already in the lounge, Phoenix.?But then, he knew that,
I'd wager. He'd been sitting in his lair watching us all along.

Michaela put down the sketches. ?What you got to show us, Phoenix??

?I hope you guys are going to be as thrilled as I am about this. We're
implementing something called Reach Out. At last we're allowed to start
doing what we've been put here to do.?

?How does that work, Phoenix??

?As the program title states we're going to Reach Out to bands of
survivors like yourselves to provide you with food, ammunition and
medicines.?

'You mean you're going to help us??Michaela's eyes were wide.

?That's right.?

?That's going to be a tough one, Phoenix,?I said. ?You haven't seen the
mess the cities are in, or how few there are of us who survived in the
outside world.?

?Oh, but there are.?The velvet voice gushed now.

284

?There are more than you think, Greg. Of course, this epidemic hit the
country hard, but there are hundreds and hundreds of facilities like
this. Most are far bigger, housing a hundred or more people.?

?You make it sound like Noah's ark.?

?Think of it as hundreds of arks. Each with stores of food, seeds for
planting new crops, fuel. There are agricultural experts as well as
engineers, mechanics and scientists, ready to help rebuild.?The
enthusiasm made his voice soar. ?This is a new beginning. You, Michaela
and Greg, can be part of it.?

?How do we fit in??Nice and easy does it, said the cautious voice in the
back of my head. Something's brewing here. Someone's been making plans.

Phoenix gushed, ?We need people on the outside to bring survivors like
yourself to the bunkers.?

?Why??

?We can provide food, clothing, everything you need. You can make a
start by bringing your own people here. Like yourselves, they can rest,
enjoy some of our hospitality while we help you get organized into a
secure society. You will be able-?

?Whoa, Phoenix. Hold on.?Michaela stood up. ?You know we're still
outnumbered out there by thousands to one. The hornets are everywhere.
We've tried to settle in one place, but they keep driving us on.?

?We can help you.?Phoenix paused. The excitement exerted him. I could
hear his breathing rasp from the speakers. ?We will be dispatching
military units in armored vehicles. There'll be helicopter gunships.
They will use all the firepower at their disposal-and believe me, it is
formidable firepower-to create safe homelands for our people.?

I shook my head. ?You mean you're going to clear cities of hornets. Then
what? Build a big wall around Chicago or Atlanta??

?I understand you might be skeptical after what

284 285

you've encountered in the outside world. But there are areas of America
that are largely free of affected people, the hornets as you call them.?

?Excuse my skepticism,?I said. ?Really, I want this to work as much as
anyone, but it's going to be a tall order.?

Michaela nodded. ?It's a wasteland out there. You're lucky to find a
single house that hasn't been smashed to pieces or burned.?

?We can build new houses. We can repair those that aren't badly damaged.?

?You're asking us to put our faith in you??

?Yeah.?Michaela sounded angry. ?Where were all you people when our
nation was being torn apart and citizens being killed by the thousand?
You were hiding here in your bunkers watching Friends or snacking on
microwave weeners.?

?Michaela.?Phoenix's voice oozed with calm sincerity. ?Michaela. We were
taken by surprise. We've needed months to regroup and reorder ourselves.
Many of our armed forces were destroyed along with civilians. Besides,
we couldn't bomb our own towns and cities, could we??

?OK,?she said, not backing down. ?Tell me what you and your bunker
buddies are going to do to help the likes of us.?

?I don't have to tell you, I can show you. Please watch the TV screen.?

285 286

Somewhere in the bunker Phoenix operated the big TV on the wall. One
second a sitcom I didn't even know the name of had been playing, the
next the canned laughter vanished, to be replaced by a view of a desert
with a dust road and hundreds of Joshua trees. The morning sun blazed
down from a cloudless sky.

?This,?Phoenix said, ?is the scene from a big military bunker complex in
Texas. Exactly where I can't say for security reasons. You're seeing
this live as it happens. Any moment now you'll see why I'm so optimistic
about things working out. Right-o. We're going to switch to another
camera. Here we go.?At the bottom of the screen ran a code that didn't
make much sense at first: TX 03/23. EXT. CAM 3.

When Phoenix said, ?Here we go,?the scene shifted. Now we looked from a
camera mounted on some high point perhaps thirty feet above the ground
and showing the edge of a large concrete structure that had been painted
a dappling of browns and dull yellows to camouflage it against the
desert. Now part of the code

286 287

changed. The first part remained the same, TX 03. I figured that was the
location, Texas followed by some identification number. The next code
had changed to EXT. CAM 5. That was easy enough to figure: Exterior
camera number five.

Phoenix's voice was breathy with excitement. ?Do you see what's
happening now? We're moving out. We're taking back what's rightfully ours.?

I looked out across the desert scene. Among the Joshua trees were
hundreds of figures. From their ragged clothes and wild hair you could
tell they were hornets easily enough.

?There they go!?Phoenix's voice rose to a shout as from an opening in
the bunker rolled tanks, APCs and maybe another dozen armored vehicles.
They immediately plunged into the desert, crushing the Joshua trees to
pulp. Seconds later they'd reached the hornets, too. Men and women by
the dozen went under the caterpillar tracks or fell victim to guns of
many different calibers. Tracers spat fiery sparks across the terrain to
drop the hornets into the dust by the dozen. Then came the bigger guns,
lobbing high explosive shells into clumps of hornets. They vanished in a
flash of flame.

?That's right,?Phoenix panted. ?We're fighting back. It's like this all
over the country.?

We watched the screen as lines of troops appeared to walk toward the
surviving hornets. Of course hornets never run. You can't even make them
flinch. They stood there with their God almighty hammers and clubs at
the ready, but the GIs simply picked them off one by one with their
automatic rifles. At last the bad guys had met their match. We were
fighting back. We were winning.

We sat there for maybe an hour, watching the one-sided battle. When the
troops had finished with the hornets armored bulldozers moved out to
scrape the

288 -/

%

Simon Clark

desert clean of all that butchered flesh. After the corpses were piled
into heaps they were soaked in gasoline and burned. By lunchtime funeral
pyres shot smoke into clear blue skies.

We watched as if we'd been welded to the seats. This was nothing less
than a miracle. We were seeing the rebirth of a nation. Our nation.

?I've clearance to show you some more scenes,?Phoenix told us. ?Sit tight.?

The banner at the bottom of the screen contained the text: WYMG
(Wyoming?) 04/18. EXT. CAM 2. This time helicopter gunships passed
overhead to pour down bone-shattering rocket fire on a cluster of
hornets running toward the camera. The same pattern followed. Armored
bulldozers shoved the corpses into mounds. Then came the gasoline. Burn,
baby, burn. I felt the blood roaring through my veins. Yes! We were
doing it! We were wiping out the goddam monsters!

?Next scene,?Phoenix said. He sounded pleased. ?You might find this a
little different. Again I'm not permitted to give you a specific
location other than that it's an island in Hawaii.?

I saw a tract of grass dotted with palm trees, ending with rocks, then
sea. In the distance surf rolled in creamy waves across the beach. The
midday sun shone down, making the place look like paradise.

?This can't be live,?Michaela said. ?It'll still be night in Hawaii.?

?You're right; this was recorded yesterday. And I think this might be
the best news yet.?

Not a lot happened in this scene. Half a dozen guys were lazily playing
baseball on the grass. Strolling into the picture came a couple of young
women in army fatigues.

?What are you showing us, Phoenix??

?What do you see??

?People enjoying the sunshine.?

289

?Exactly. What you don't see are any hornets. The crew have left the
bunker.?

?You're saying there aren't any hornets on the island??

?There aren't anymore. We destroyed the last one a week ago. Those
people are safe to stroll 'round the place unarmed, take in the sun, go
for a swim. Looks great, doesn't it??

?It does look great,?I agreed with feeling. ?What time does the next
flight leave??

Phoenix gave a soft, breathy laugh. ?I'm afraid you're going to have to
be patient, Greg. But one day ... who knows??

I looked at the text at the bottom of the screen. Along with the camera
number were the letters: MKI. That had to be the Hawaiian island of Molokai.

Phoenix spoke: ?So you can bring your people here to the bunker. See for
yourself; we've begun the battle to liberate America.?

I looked at Michaela. There was such a look of enchantment on her face
as she watched those happy people in the island sunshine. They were in
paradise.

That night everything changed again.

289 290

Michaela sat up in bed when I switched on the light. She looked uneasy.
?They're going to be sore if we start snooping 'round those bunker rooms.?

?You really think they're going to throw us out to the hornets??

?I wouldn't like to chance it.?

?They'll never know. They'll all be asleep at this time of night.?

?OK. Just give me a minute to get dressed.?

I backed out through the doorway of her bedroom and waited in the
corridor as she slipped on the green sweatshirt and pants. The time was
creeping up to two in the morning. I'd waited until I guessed the bunker
crews in the main part of the installation were asleep, and I was
wagering that the sealed rooms in our annex weren't wired to an alarm. I
know there really wasn't a good, logical reason to poke 'round in places
that were off limits. But I still had a sneaking suspicion something
wasn't right. I remembered how Phoenix had put us through the degrading
decontamination procedure 291

while no doubt ogling himself rigid (and, yeah, I had a gut feeling that
Phoenix was a HE, not a SHE). We knew, also, that he spied on us and
eavesdropped on our conversations.

'You got the numbers??Michaela asked as she stepped into the corridor.

?Right here.?I touched my pocket.

?You know, if sirens start screaming because we've tripped some alarm
we're going to be in the crap waist deep.?

?Don't worry.?

?These military types don't like people disobeying orders.?

?Phoenix said he was on the civilian side of things.?

?But there are army personnel here.?

?I'll tell them I was sleepwalking.?

?Yeah, right, and you just happened to dream access code numbers to
locked doors.?

?There's probably nothing behind them anyway.?

?Then why bother risking our necks to poke in some storerooms full of
pails and brooms??

?Phoenix isn't telling us everything.?

?And what makes you think he's not listening to us right now? There
could be bugs hidden in the walls.?

?There might,?I agreed. ?But the guy's got to sleep sometime.?

She sighed. ?Let's get this over with then.?

We walked along the corridor, past the stairway that led up to the
living room level, through the double doors and into the bleak-looking
concrete passageway beyond with the sealed doors that had a brooding
quality about them. It was colder here, too. Michaela shivered,
gooseflesh raising her arms into bumps. She folded her arms.

?No, Greg. Whichever way you look at this I don't like it.?Her shoulders
gave another shiver. ?These doors are locked for a reason.?

292

I pulled the sheet of paper that contained the porn doodle of Dr.
Roestller and the columns of numbers from my pocket. ?See this??I said,
and read out the four-digit number. ?Seven-six-o-eight. The letters by
this one are SB.?I nodded at the door labeled sick bay. ?I guess this
one matches with that number.?

Michaela's unease grew. ?You're not looking in there, are you? All
you'll find are Band-Aids and bedpans.?

Glancing down at the list of numbers, I matched doors to code numbers.
Beside each steel door was an illuminated keypad, inviting me to tap a
number and- open sesame!-I'm in. ?One of the doors doesn't have a
keypad.? I nodded toward a set of twin steel doors. I read the word
stenciled there. ?Comm-Route. What do you think that means??

?I don't know, Greg. Come to that, I don't really care. Listen.?She
touched my arm. ?I don't think we should be doing this.?

?You think I'm being goddam nosy??

?Yes. Phoenix has invited us to bring the rest of our people here. Don't
louse it up for Zak and the others.?

?But there's something he's not telling us.?

?Such as??

?Didn't you think that sudden invitation to Phoenix's house party seemed
convenient??

?You saw what I did on TV. The military have launched an offensive
against the hornets.?

?I know. I'm as pleased as the next man.?

?But??

?I don't know, Michaela. I just don't know....?I murmured the words as I
ran my hands over the twin doors marked comm-route. These were more
solid than the doors to the sick bay and boardroom. What's more, a lip
of steel ran 'round the doorway to seal them tight. They made me think
of bulkhead doors in a submarine. I ran my fingers 'round the edge of the

292 293

doorway. ?Rubber seals,?I said. ?It's meant to be airtight. But look at
this at the bottom.?I crumbled a piece of rubber between my finger and
thumb. ?It's rotted.?

Meanwhile Michaela looked 'round, as if she expected a voice to boom
out, ordering us to return to our rooms.

?Hell,?I said, ?this stuff is coming away by the yard.?A length of
rubber looking like black spaghetti came away in my hand.

?Greg, leave it, please. They'll go ape if they think you're wrecking
the place.?

?It's rotted to crud.?

?Greg, I'm going back to my room. You do the same ... please.?

?Michaela-?

?I don't know what you're expecting to find, apart from a whole heap of
trouble. But we've got a chance to bring our people into a place of
safety. Don't you understand what that means? They can eat and sleep and
take it easy just like we have. Listen, Greg, Phoenix is giving us a
chance to live normal lives again. We can't just... Greg, what's wrong??

I squatted by the door. Another strip of rubber seal came away. Wet and
cold. Condensation had been working on the rubber for years. The rubber
lay limp as a dead snake in my hand. The moment it fell from between the
door and the steel frame I felt a jet of air play against my lips and
nose. Cold as ice, it carried the smell of damp, confined spaces. When
you lever back the slab of a tomb it must feel and smell like this.
Faint toadstool odors. Moss. Damp. Decay. Chilled air that sends a
shiver down your spine and fills your head with images of shriveled eyes
and long-dead bones.

?Greg? You don't look well.?She sounded anxious. ?What's wrong??

The jet of air struck my face ... something liquid

293 294

about it... a sense of poisons floating there ...

?Greg, are you-Greg, don't!?

I slammed against the door. My fist punched at the steel. I punched
again. My skin ripped across the knuckle, sending blood streaming across
gray paintwork, smearing comm-route.

I snarled through gritted teeth, ?They're in there ... they're in there!?

?Hornets??

I nodded, my muscles snapping so tight in my stomach and back that I
wanted to roar with pain. ?CommRoute ... it means Communicating Route,
doesn't it?? I pushed myself back from the door to stop myself trying to
tear it down with my bare hands. ?That's the tunnel link between this
annex and the main bunker.?

?Easy, Greg...?

I clenched my fists as my stomach muscles spasmed like they were trying
to rip out through my skin. ?They're in there. They're inside ...?

?That can't be right. We've talked to Phoenix. We've seen the bunker
crew. This place is secure; it's like a fortress; hornets can't be-?

I backed away from the door, shaking my head, perspiration running down
my face, my heart pounding. ?They're here ...?My voice came in a rasp.
?They're here ... I don't know how ... but they're here ...?

Her eyes were frightened, huge-looking. ?Greg, come away from the doors
... no, right away.?She pulled me back. ?Let me see your hand; you've
cut it.?

?No. I'm going to find out what's happening here.?

I yanked the sheet of paper from my pocket. Scanning it, I compared the
words on the doors to the numbers I'd copied down. ?Sick Bay. Boardroom
... they don't seem important. What's this one??I looked at a steel
door. ?Quartermaster store. There should be firearms in there.?

?I'll feel more confident with a gun in my hand.?

294 295

Michaela suddenly became businesslike. ?Tell me the code.?

?Four-seven-nine-nine.?

?Got it.?She tapped the number into the keypad. The electronic lock
buzzed, then clicked. Michaela pushed the door. It opened easily. A
light flickered on inside. ?Oh, hell.?

?What's wrong??

?Empty. Someone cleaned it out.?

I glanced into the storeroom. Bare shelves. Empty racks that must have
once held rifles. ?There were guns here,?I said. ?But Phoenix's people
didn't want guests helping themselves. Try the next one.? To do this I
had to pass the big double doors with my blood smeared across
comm-route. Instantly the Twitch came back to me. God, yes, those sons
of bitches were in there. But how did you get through those twin doors?
No keypad, so no electronic lock. No handles. It must be locked from the
other side.

?Greg ... Greg? Are you sure you want to do this??

I looked at Michaela, my stomach muscles jumping.

?Greg, you don't look well.?

You look crazy. That's what she wanted to say. I knew my nostrils were
flared. I was panting. My eyes would be blazing like the fires of hell.
But then, this was a bad one. I could believe there were a thousand
hornets lined up there, waiting to burst in and pound us to bloody
hamburger meat.

I took a deep breath to try to steady my racing heart, but, hell,
nothing would stop the muscles in my stomach writhing like a bunch of
snakes. ?There's nothing written against the next numbers,? I said.
Jesus, I felt surprised at how calm I sounded. ?Try all of them.?

?OK. First one.?

?Six-seven-three-one.?

She tapped the number into the keypad beside the

296

door marked backup ops. She waited for a moment. No buzz. No click.

?Next,?she said.

?Four-four-one-one.?

She punched in the code. Nothing.

?OK. Next.?

?Eight-seven-three-o.?

Buzz. Click.

?Bull's-eye, we're in.?She pushed open the door. Inside, the room had
the feel of a dark cavern.

?Take it easy,?I said. ?I don't know if we've got company in here.? I
leaned in, feeling the inside wall for a light switch. My fingers
located a plastic pad. I pushed it. Instantly, fluorescence came with a
fluttering brilliance. ?Looks as if we've struck the jackpot.?

Michaela stepped in, her eyes wide with awe. ?Just look at this place.
Look at all the equipment! It's like a TV newsroom.?

Good description. The room was maybe thirty-by-forty feet. In two rows,
one behind the other, were workstations complete with keyboards and
monitors, while filling just about the entire end wall was a vast
booster screen. At the side of it were a bank of electronic clocks.

I glanced at my watch. ?They're showing the time coast to coast.?

?This must be the backup command center in case the one in the main
bunker gets knocked out.?

?If this is a duplicate of what's in the main building, then we could do
all the stuff that Phoenix does, accessing other bunkers.?

?I guess.?Now thoughtful, she ran her fingers along the desktop, drawing
furrows in the dust. ?If we knew how to work it.?

?Try.?

?Greg? I don't know where to begin.? 297

?You had a computer at home, didn't you? You used one at college??

?Sure, but-?

?Then the principle must be the same.?I pressed a button on one of the
computer terminals. Nothing happened. ?Huh. Maybe there's some central
control you need to switch on first. A circuit breaker or-?

?Greg.?I felt her hand on my arm. ?Look at the big screen. Something's
happening.?

The booster screen that filled the wall had developed a snowstorm. A
second later that flickered out, to be replaced by a color bar test
pattern with the words hit any key through the center. Michaela reached
forward, her slender finger running beneath the computer monitor. She
rotated a control beneath it and the screen brightened, to reveal a
screen identical to the one plastered across the wall.

?Hit any key,?I said. ?Here goes.?I tapped a key at random on the keyboard.

?Better make it fast,?Michaela said. ?Somewhere I'm sure the alarm bells
are ringing.?

?OK, five minutes, then we're out of here. What now??

?Wait, it looks to be booting up.?

?Here.?I pulled up a swivel chair. ?You're going to be better at this
than me.?

She shot me a grim smile. ?Thanks for your confidence ... uh, that
doesn't look good.?

I read the words on the screen. ?'Enter password.' ?

?Any ideas??

?Is there a way to bypass it??

?Sure there is, only I haven't a clue how to begin.?She looked at the
now bloodstained paper in my hand where my wound had leaked onto it.
?Anything on there??

I scanned the note. Straightaway my eyes went to the meaningless phrase
that had been heavily underscored

297 298

beside the word: MEMORIZE! I murmured, ?Thank the Lord for our forgetful
friend. Type in maple eagle green.?

She did so, slender fingers racing across the keys. God, she was good.

But: ?'Incorrect password.' Try again??She sighed. ?It looks like a dead
end. We should get out of here before-?

?No ... it's me. I'm a blockhead. I didn't give it to you properly. In
lower case type maple dash eagle dash green.?

?OK. Enter.?She pressed the key. We both stared at the screen, as if
waiting for marvelous things. What came next might not have been
marvelous, but it was something. The huge booster screen suddenly filled
with lists of words.

?We've got menus,?she said. ?What they mean, God knows.?

I scanned them, reading at random. ?Inventory. Fuel stock. Quartermaster
regime. Comms mail. Comms voice. Comms vid. Archive. Personnel Register.
Personnel Directory.?I shook my head. ?It's not looking very helpful, is
it??

?Not a great deal. The computer's inviting us to choose whether we want
to e-mail people or communicate by voice or, I guess, by video
conferencing system. Yup, look up on the wall.?

I followed her line of vision. Bolted to the wall was a closed circuit
TV camera.

?Let's hope they're not watching us now.?I searched the menu list on the
screen again. ?Try this.?I pointed at a box. ?The one marked
Installation Directory.?

Using the arrow keys she brought the cursor down to the box then hit enter.

?We might have something,?I said as the screen changed. ?See this column
of letters ALA, ARK and so on right down to WYNG??

?Abbreviations of state names?? 299

?They appeared at the bottom of the screen when Phoenix was showing us
what was going down at those other bunkers.?

?You want to see more??

?It couldn't hurt.?

?Which one??

?Try TXS. Phoenix showed us the Texas bunker launching an attack on the
hornets.?

?OK?She selected TXS. 'You've got a choice of around fifteen.?

?Each TXS letter code is followed by a number code. It must represent
different bunkers in Texas. I can't remember the number code.?

?I'm pretty sure it was TX-o-three.?

?OK, go for it.?

?Computers.?She hissed the word in frustration. ?It's giving me a whole
list of camera locations. Interior and exterior.?

I rubbed the back of my neck. ?We can't have much time left. Take pot luck.?

She brought the cursor down at random before clicking on one marked 11.
INT. The screen had an appetite for frustration. It flashed up another
menu of options. Select: Night Scope. Daylight. Sound On/Off. She didn't
select any; she merely rapped enter with her thumb.

I looked up at the booster screen. The identification popped up in white
print along the bottom, but otherwise the screen was dark.

?It's bust,?I snapped.

?It's also dark. We might be seeing the canteen or some warehouse in
darkness.?

?Or a bedroom. Hear that??

?I hear something. It sounds odd.?

?Someone breathing??

?Could be.?

?I'll try another.?

300

?Go for another interior camera. It'll still be nighttime in Texas.?

She returned to the camera menu and plucked out

01. INT. ?Might as well go for numero uno,?she said. She grunted. ?Oh,
no ... that doesn't look right.?

The image was black and white. ?It's in nightscope mode,?I said. ?But I
don't understand what we're seeing. Have we got the same bunker as we
saw yesterday??

?According to the reference it's the same. But look at that... oh, crap
... oh fucking, fucking crap ...?

She sighed. I heard disappointment as much as anything in the sound.
Thing is, when I looked up at that massive screen I felt it, too. There,
from wall to wall, was an image that could have been subtitled Abandon
Hope. We were looking at what could have been some garage in the bunker.
The nightscope showed everything either in inky blacks or blazing
fluorescent whites. In the center of the bay sat a tank; beyond that
were two massive steel doors. They lay part open. Spilling in through
the opening came desert sand. It had flowed across the garage floor to
bury the tank's tracks. Tumbleweeds had rolled in. Bleakest of all were
the number of bodies-or what were left of bodies. Skeletons, some with
dried husks of faces attached to skulls, lay all over the place. Some
were partially covered by sand. A corpse mummified by the dry air sat in
the tank's turret.

?Wait, do you see that??Her voice was a hiss. ?Something's moving.?

Through the doorway glided twin points of light, like two little stars
that moved together across the garage floor. For a second I stared at
the two lights, trying to figure out what I was seeing. Then it moved
away from the camera.

?A rat,?she said. We'd been seeing the meager light reflected from its
eyes, which had been amplified into twin burning points by the
nightscope lens.

301

?I have a feeling I know what we're going to see, but try the other
cameras, Michaela.?

'Yeah, what you see might be of a disturbing nature ... to use the old
TV phrase. So, ladies and gentlemen, look away now if you're of a
nervous disposition.?Quickly she worked through the camera menu. This
time she knew what to do and activated the nightscope lens on each
camera. The first camera we tried when we heard the rasping sound
revealed a coyote asleep in the corner of a room that could have been a
clone of this one, complete with TV screens. Other cameras revealed
rooms that had been trashed out of all recognition. Mummified corpses
lay in army uniforms all over the damn place.

Michaela spoke with a flat voice. ?Something went wrong during the
attack. The hornets overran them in the end.?

I shook my head. ?This makes no sense. Phoenix showed us live images of
the attack yesterday. This bunker was overrun weeks, if not months ago.?

?He lied to us. He showed us archive footage. See the archive icon
there??She tapped the screen. ?If we were to access that I'd wager we'd
find what Phoenix claimed happened yesterday.?

?But why? Why go to all that trouble to deceive us??

?Maybe he wanted to give us hope. That everything wasn't as bleak as it
seemed.?

?Jesus, I think he's just made everything seem a good deal worse. Try
the other bunker installations. The one in Wyoming.?

?Do you remember the identification code for the bunker??

I shook my head, sighing. ?I don't think it matters now, do you??

Face grim, she worked through the bunker codes. Within ten minutes we
must have looked at a good dozen or so. All showed the same thing. Every
bunker

301 302

had been overrun at some point. Bunker teams lay dead in kitchens, in
bathrooms, in lounges, at workstations. Total devastation. Absolute
annihilation. Even the one on the Hawaiian island lay with its doors
gaping open; skeletons picked clean by seagulls gleamed in the sun.

?So there you go,?I whispered. ?Not one left intact. So much for Phoenix
telling us that the government was still in control.? I nodded at the
screen, which carried the words bunker command one with a room that
duplicated the Oval Office in the White House. Smoke stained the walls.
Rats gnawed at a figure wearing a business suit that sat in a slumping
position beneath a portrait of George Washington. ?I doubt if you'll
find as much as a single senator or army general still alive.?

Michaela shook her head. ?But we're able to access the cameras by remote
control, so who's maintaining the bunkers??

?My guess is they have automatic self-maintenance systems. Computers
will run what's left of them for months before the generators' fuel runs
out.?

Michaela's eyes glistened as she stared at the screen. ?So it really is
over. All of it.?

I put my arm 'round her shoulders. ?We're still hanging in there, buddy.
There's Zak and Tony and the rest. There's bound to be more like us out
there.?

?But for how long ... those hornets ... they're like a disease we can't
cure. They're going to kill us all one day. Every last one.?

?No, they won't, Michaela. We're going to make it, just you wait and see.?

?For what purpose??Tears bulged over the rim of skin beneath her eyes,
then trickled in glistening balls down her cheek. ?For what purpose,
Greg? Answer me that. To live in rags, drinking ditch water. Slowly
starving to death. Getting so old and so tired that you can't 303

run from the monsters anymore. So you sit down in the dirt and wait to die.?

?Listen, you're going to live. And you're going to do it in style.?

?What the hell for??

I crouched down beside her and stroked her face lightly with my
fingertips. ?Who else is going to have my babies??

The sound that came out like a hiccup from her lips was a cross between
a sob and a laugh. ?Idiot, Greg. Babies? If I thought you could spirit
us away to a tropical island I might take you up on it.?

Then she did start to sob. She put her arms 'round my neck and drew
herself in tight against me. The sobs shuddered through her thin
shoulders. I felt her tears wet my throat. It was like a dam had given
way, releasing months of pent-up grief in a tidal wave of weeping that
paralyzed her. I felt her body sag against mine as the convulsions of
emotion ran through it. I stroked her hair and whispered over and over
that I'd do everything I could to make it right for her. That I wouldn't
let her come to any harm. Just when I thought she'd never stop weeping,
she did stop. That iron will of hers that had carried her through the
madness and murder reasserted itself. She caught the sobs in mid-flow
and stopped it just like you or I would switch off a TV.

?I'm sorry, Greg. I shouldn't have let myself go like that.?

?You had every reason to. You can't carry that kind of grief; it'll eat
into you like-?

?No. I'm OK now.?She loosened herself from my arms to turn back to the
keyboard.

?Michaela, leave it now. We've seen everything we need to.?

She spoke crisply. ?No, we haven't. There's one bunker installation we
haven't looked inside.?The cursor sped down the screen. ?This one.?

304

Surviving isn't just avoiding being swamped by events. It's about
avoiding being swamped by your own emotions to the extent that you can't
function. I watched Michaela snap her runaway emotions into line and
return to work at the computer keyboard as if nothing had happened.

?Let's see what's really happening in the main bunker.?

?How do you know which one it is out of all those??I nodded at the
bunker directory that listed three hundred facilities like the one we
now stood in, either as guests or as prisoners.

?Easy. The bunker reference is printed on everything. It's even
stenciled on the chairs, in case any go missing at stock taking.?

?Thank God for government bureaucracy.?

She tapped in the code, her fingers blurring with speed. ?I'm in.?

?Stick to the interior cameras.?

?Here goes.?She picked one at random from the

305

computer screen. Immediately the big booster screen showed the image of
a gloomy concrete corridor that could have been anywhere.

?Next,?she said, hitting a key.

?Ah, the torture chamber,?I said as the screen showed the room where we
underwent decontamination.

?And just as we thought. Phoenix watched us as we stood there in the dark.?

?Then got his perverse cookies seeing us undress and getting sprayed
with disinfectant. I'm really starting to have my doubts about that guy.?

?Me, too.?She accessed the next camera. It showed the kitchen where we'd
cooked popcorn. One of the faucets dripped into the sink.

?Can you up the sound??

?I'll try ... yes. Oh ... there's a volume control, too.?She pointed to
a slider switch that popped up on screen.

?Turn it up full.?I watched the dripping faucet in the kitchen as a
glistening pearl of water fell into the sink. Using the cursor, Michaela
increased the volume. Instantly the drip of water on stainless steel
filled the room. It sounded like ball bearings dropping into a metal
pail. ?So old Phoenix boy could watch and listen to us whenever he
wanted. It makes you wonder if he even watched us taking a shower.?

?I guess that's the least of our problems now. Take a look at that.?

Michaela had accessed another camera. This showed a room that was a
duplicate of this one. ?That must be the command center across in the
main bunker. See the red lights flashing on the screen??

?An alarm??

?I guess so.?She shook her head. ?The bunker computer's trying to tell
people across there that someone's trespassing in their backup center in
the annex.?

305 306 ?m

Simon Clark

?But where is everyone??

?I'll keep trying the cameras. ... Wait ... that looks like their
kitchen. Jeez, what a mess.?

The kitchen in the main bunker, just fifty yards or so away from the
annex we now stood in, shared the same layout as ours, only it was
around twice the size. Used microwave cartons had been carelessly
stacked on worktops, chili sauce and dried rice smeared the plastic
containers. Around twenty dirty cups littered the table.

Michaela wrinkled her nose. ?Ugh. They're not house proud across there,
are they??

?Maybe you don't notice after you've been sealed away here for months
... but wait ... can you zoom into the table ... those things in the
middle? I thought they were plastic spoons. Can you make out what they are??

?Wait a minute. I have to go back to the main camera menu. Ah, got it.
I'll enlarge the image a hundred percent. Wow.?

I looked at what littered the table. ?Those people aren't relying on
caffeine for a high. How many hypodermics do you see??

?Hell, around a dozen or so. You can even see blood on the needles. I
hope those guys haven't been falling into bad habits and started sharing.?

?So, it has sent them kooky in there. They must have raided the sick bay
for the happy potions. Check out all those empty Demerol cartons.?

?Well, I haven't seen anyone yet.?

?They're probably sleeping off their narcotics party.?

?And that might explain why no one across there has picked up the
intruder alarm.?

?Vigilant bunch, aren't they??

Michaela ran through shots from the closed-circuit cameras. Image after
image burst on the booster screen. I saw storerooms, bathrooms,
corridors, a sickbay (with some naked-looking drug cabinets).

307

?Say cheese.?Michaela nodded up at the big screen.

There were the two of us, looking at images of ourselves on screen. The
next image revealed the recreation room Phoenix had shown us soon after
we arrived. Then there had been people playing pool or sitting reading
or watching TV. I expected to see at least a couple of dope heads
sleeping on couches.

?Hell ... they've let the place go in the last twenty-four hours.?I
looked up at the screen that showed the big room in a generally crappy
state. Spent microwave cartons all over the floor. Empty wine bottles
strewn across the pool table. There were more hypodermics, along with
empty phials on the coffee table. It looked as if someone had thrown a
handful of shit at the walls, then smeared it into big looping circles.

I shook my head. ?Phoenix has been fooling us again. That place never
got into such a state over the last few hours.?

?He must have showed us archive shots from months ago.?

?So what's his game? Why is he deluding us??

?Maybe there is no reason. Other than what's in those phials he's been
injecting into his veins.?

'You mean he's delusional??

?Maybe even downright insane.?She shook her head. ?Greg, I'm starting to
get the feeling that there is no specialized bunker team here.?

?So the guy's here alone.?

?And probably has been for months. No wonder he has to sweeten his life
with all those chemicals. He probably hasn't talked to another human
being since society took a flip. Come to that, he probably hasn't seen
daylight since last year.?

?Jesus.?I felt a prickle of unease. ?I think our priority should be to
get out of here. If he's one sick kiddo then he might try playing some
of his pervert tricks on us.?

308

?Get out? How??She looked 'round. ?We're in a building with walls three
feet thick and steel doors without handles.?

?There must be some other way of-?

?Shit.?

?What's wrong??

?I think those alarms have got through to someone.?

It was hard to see where the figure came from. Maybe it had been
sleeping in an armchair turned away from a camera, but suddenly it came
lumbering into view.

?Christ almighty.?The figure-a man, I guess-had a huge mane of black
curling hair; its face was painted white and the eyes had been lined
with thick black kohl. The whole effect was of some Gothic Egyptian
pharaoh who had suddenly quivered back to life. Its eyes were glazed but
puzzled-looking, as if that someone had been woken from a deep sleep by
an unfamiliar noise.

Michaela nodded at the screen. ?If that's Phoenix he's going to know
where we are soon enough.?

As the figure passed out of sight I said, ?Try to get back to the camera
in the main operations room. That's where he'll be headed.?

?What now??

?We try to talk to him.?

?From the look of him I don't think he's going to be in a sweet mood.?

?We might be able to reason with him.?

?Might is the key word. He looks pissed to me ... got it.?She hit a key.
Once more the image of the room that was a duplicate of this one flooded
the screen. There were the banks of TV monitors, computers. A vast
booster screen filled the end wall.

Michaela let out a breath of air. ?Here he comes.?

We watched as the burly bear of a man with the Goth pharaoh face and
tumbling black locks lumbered into

308 309

the room. For a second he stood watching a dozen computer screens all
flashing the same red disk. Michaela turned up the volume, and a
repetitive pinging sound filled the room. The man ran his hands through
his hair in a way that suggested what he was thinking right now was So
what the hell's happening?

He shook his head, no doubt trying to shift a drug induced purple haze
from his head. Then he froze.

?I think that's the moment of realization,?Michaela murmured.

Suddenly the man turned to look up at where the camera must be fixed to
the wall. That white face appeared as a vast skull floating there, with
its kohled Egyptian eyes surrounded by a mane of Goth hair. The drowsy
expression flashed to one of fury. Clenching his fist, he slammed it
down onto a computer monitor. The man's animal snarl rumbled from the
speakers.

The next moment his fingers stabbed keys at one of the computers. That
was when the screen behind him flashed into life. It showed Michaela and
myself there in the center of the room.

When the man shouted I knew it was Phoenix. Only the soft-spoken burr
had gone now; rage blasted the voice at us. 'You were told not to enter
rooms that were off limits! You have trespassed on restricted areas!?He
glared up at the camera, his huge eyes blazing out at us from the
booster screen. 'You know what the penalty is for willful destruction of
government property? This is a state of national emergency!?

?Phoenix-?

?If you do not return to your rooms immediately I will order in the
guard. You will be shot, do you hear that? You will be executed by
firing squad for-?

?Phoenix!?Michaela's clear voice cut across his rant. ?Phoenix. There is
no guard. You're alone in there, aren't you??

?The bunker personnel are asleep in their quarters.

309 310

If you don't leave that room immediately I will wake up the guards. Man,
will they be pissed. They're gonna bayonet you two in the guts. I tell
you guys, you are fucking dead. Fucking dead, fucking buried, fucking
history, fucking ...?His voice rose to a scream.

?Phoenix!?I shouted. ?There's no one else in the bunker with you. You
are alone. There are no marines, there are no engineers, no doctors.?

?How do you know that? Hey, how do YOU know!?He paused, suddenly looking
edgy, as if a thought had occurred to him. A thought he didn't like one
little bit.

?Hey. Have you two hacked into the computer??

?We found a code. We've been able to access the closed-circuit TV
cameras at the other bunkers.?

?Shit!?

?We know that you've been feeding us old footage. We know that hornets
have overrun the bunkers somehow.?

?Bastards ... you interfering bastards ...?

?Phoenix, we know that all the personnel in those bunkers are dead. That
there is no government any more, or even any kind of emergency military
command. It's all been smashed.?

For a moment he paused, staring up at the camera. A look of horror
distorted that weird-looking face. He seemed to be thinking through what
I'd just told him.

?Admit it, Phoenix,?I said. ?You're alone in the bunker, aren't you??

He chewed his thick red lip, considering. Then: ?OK, OK... I wanted to
make things look good for you ... hell, guys, I just wanted to be nice,
OK? This is a shit world now. I just wanted ... hell... it makes me feel
good to see people enjoying themselves again.?

?What now??

?Now??He shrugged. ?Stay longer if you want, guys. Enjoy the facilities.
Eat as much food as you want. Hey, you can even walk around naked, I
don't mind.?

310 311

?I bet he doesn't,?Michaela muttered under her breath.

?And what I said still goes. Bring your friends into the bunker. We can
party, huh? Your tax dollars bought nice things here. You can forget all
that crap outside those walls. In here it's safe, you can relax-?

?Get high on stuff from the drug cupboard??

He looked stung. ?Hey, you've been across here? How did you get in??He
looked 'round, as if to see if anything had been disturbed.

I played it cagey. ?We've seen enough, Phoenix.?

?What have you seen? Did you access the cameras??

I shrugged, and saw my image shrug on the booster screen behind Phoenix.

?Phew...?He playacted a big OK-so-you've-found-me-out shrug. ?So what's
your reaction??

?We're hardly going to sit here in judgment,?I said. ?What you do across
there is your own business.?

?Yeah, got to pass these long hours somehow, haven't I??He smiled now,
relaxing. ?So just leave those rooms alone. That's my only condition.
Then bring your people here and we can really ...?He made a show of
flicking his hair back with those white, spidery hands of his. ?We can
really let our hair down- right, guys??

Michaela nudged me with her elbow. Then hissed so he wouldn't hear.
?It's not the drugs he was worried about. He's hiding something
else.?Then, in a louder voice, she spoke to Phoenix. ?Things must have
been tough on your own.?

?Oh, I spent a lot of time alone as a kid.?

?Oh??

?I stayed in my room and listened to music. Other kids always thought I
looked weird. ...?He flicked back his hair again and jutted out his face
so it filled the screen. ?I can't imagine why, can you?? He laughed at
his own sense of humor. ?I mean, what's wrong with

312

a guy wanting to look different from the rest of the herd??

?Nothing, Phoenix.?

?You've heard that old Kinks song with the lyric that goes: 'I'm not
like everybody else.' ?

?I've heard it, Phoenix. Neat song.?

?That's my anthem ... the soundtrack to my life, if you will.?

?Individuality is fine.?Michaela smiled, then talked to him in a
friendly, chatty way. ?What kind of party have you planned when we bring
our friends here??

?Hey, whatever you want. I've got some stuff in here that makes you feel
as if you're vacationing in the Milky Way. If you want to get horny I've
got pills that get you as horny as a timber wolf in the rutting season.
You get me??

?Sure.?

?All I require from you guys is to keep out of that room. There's
sensitive equipment in there. It's easily damaged.?

?Why worry about that, Phoenix? From what we saw, it's redundant now.
There's no government to sue us for trespass.?

?I know, guys, but... well, you know how it is? I kind of feel
responsible after all this time.?

She hissed again. ?He is hiding something ... watch him, watch him,?she
warned in that low whisper so he wouldn't hear. ?He's trying something.?

I looked up at the screen. Phoenix had backed toward a desk, where he
sat down beside a computer. Almost idly, as if toying with the keyboard,
he slowly tapped the keys with one finger.

Michaela sang out: ?He's shutting us down!?

?Phoenix,?I shouted, ?what are you doing??

?Oh, nothing really, guys. But running two communications centers really
shoots away the juice. I'm just conserving fuel. Don't worry, it's cool.
Go back to the

312 313

lounge and we'll chat there. Help yourselves to some-?

?Oh, no, you don't.?Michaela punched keys. ?What are you hiding across
there??

?Shit, nothing. Now get out of that room!?Panicky, he turned 'round to
begin hitting the computer keys, his face locked onto the screen,
watching the cursor fly through the menus.

Michaela's fingers sped faster across the keyboard, hitting camera code
after camera code. Once more images flew across the booster screen.

?It's only going to take him a few seconds,?she said. ?He'll be able to
shut down this backup system from across there.?

?Can we do the same to him first??

?If I knew how, maybe.?

?What are you doing??

?Trying to access as many of the closed-circuit cameras as I can before
he switches us off...?Her eyes flicked across the images now racing
across the booster screen. ?Didn't you sense it? When he realized we
were talking about his drug habit he was relieved. There's something
else across there that he doesn't want us- there! I'm into a new batch
of cameras. Keep your eyes on the booster screen.?

Images tumbled one after another. I saw shots of corridors, stairwells,
doorways, locker rooms, laundry rooms, bedrooms, a boardroom, the sick
bay again, with the empty drug cartons, a shot of Phoenix hitting
computer keys with all the force of a maniac. He roared, ?Get outta
there! Get out! Get out!?

Another image flooded the screen. This showed a corridor lit with weak
ceiling lights. Michaela struck another key. Now the booster screen
showed a room that seemed to be underwater. Through the murk I could
make out the line of a closed door, then a bathtub.

313 314 §*

Simon Clark

?This doesn't make sense,?I said at last. 'You must have two camera
shots overlapping each other.?

?No, that's not possible.?

I stared at the bathroom, wondering if it had filled with mist or smoke.
The whole thing had a pinkish tint. And were those objects hanging
there, as if suspended by invisible wires from the ceiling?

?I'll zoom in.?Michaela hit a key.

The lens homed in on one of the hanging objects. Something dark and
roughly round in shape filled the booster screen. It could have been a
sick-looking planet hanging in space with frayed material floating from
it disgustingly, while the surface had been deformed by lumps and swellings.

Then the object rotated upward.

?Oh, my God!?

Michaela's scream jabbed my ear. I started back, too, my throat muscles
contracting because there, filling the screen seven feet high, hung a
vast misshapen face. Rattails of hair swirled in the liquid that
supported the head.

Then the eyes opened. Two colossal circular eyes that were disks of
sticky whiteness. From them two pupils stared out fiercely. The mouth
yawned open with all the ferocity of a shark's. And from the mouth came
a sound that was part moan, part roar, part warning.

This was the secret Phoenix had been hiding.

?My God, it's in the bunker.?I backed away from the screen as if tumors
erupted from it. ?It's a hive.?

314 315 Forty

It's a hive. . .

The words rolled 'round that concrete room then back at me with the
ferocity of a punch. It's a hive.

?It's in the main bunker.?Michaela's seemed to shrink before that
monstrous stare.

?Jesus, he's living with that thing. Why??

Shaking her head with disgust, she returned to the keyboard. ?I'm trying
something different.?She worked the keys hard, perspiration glazing her
face. ?I'm going to try to see what he's doing before he pulls the plug
on us. ... Keep watching the screen, Greg.?

The booster screen still contained the image of that great, bloated head
floating in pink gel, the eyes burning with hatred fixed on the CCTV
lens ... but my God, they seemed to be looking right at us. As if it
knew we were there. Now Michaela opened up more camera shots, but
instead of replacing the image of the head they flashed up around the
edge of the screen to form a border.

?I'm trying to keep as many views of the bunker on

315 316

screen as possible,?she explained. ?We need to have a complete view of
what's going on across there.?

?If Phoenix will let us.?I glanced back at the door. 'You never know-he
might walk in here any minute with a gun.?

She shook her head. ?He's frightened of contamination ... genuinely
frightened. We went through decontamination, remember??

?Yeah, but if he's living with a hive in the main bunker ... he's
already run the risk of infection.?

?Not him. It. He's protecting it.?

?You've got the main communications center back.?I nodded at one of the
smaller images on the edge of the booster screen. It revealed Phoenix,
working like a madman at the computer. Either the program's complexity
slowed him down or maybe he knew as much about the operating system as
we did.

Phoenix's voice bellowed over the speaker. ?You're gonna regret this ...
you guys are dust ... fucking dust!?

Then Michaela accessed a camera that showed something entirely different.

?Take a look, Greg. Now we know.?Her eyes narrowed. She wiped her mouth
with the back of her hand, as if something repulsively slimy had just
wormed its way in through her lips and over her tongue.

?Hell, the bastard ... the filthy, murdering bastard ...?

The inset screen seemed to hang beside that floating head with its
venomous, staring eyes. Rattails of human hair coiled in the fluid. A
black tongue worked with a hungry kind of gloating across blistered
lips. But for once it was the smaller image revealed by another camera
that had my attention nailed. It showed a pair of double doors that
stood wide open. Beyond those a pink wall of gel pulsated. The membrane
was just like the one I'd found back in the apartment in Sullivan.

316

W?* 317

Objects were stuck to the wall ... no, it's cruel to say objects.
People. That was what they were. Or what had been people once. But now
the damn thing called a hive had taken them, then turned them into
objects of ruin. I saw shriveled bodies that had been sucked dry. They
were nothing but bones with a covering of skin that looked like dry paper.

?That's why Phoenix was so hospitable,?Michaela whispered.

I swallowed. ?He fed his visitors to it.?

Some of the shriveled corpses still wore clothes. I recognized the green
sweatshirts and pants. The corpse of a young child with holes in its
face where the eyes had been still wore those absurd white rubber
sandals. Those goddam rubber joke sandals that would have people
laughing at you in the street.

There was something pathetic and cruel about those dead people all at
the same time. Phoenix had lured them across there. I saw it in my
mind's eye. How he'd sprayed them with disinfectant, then drugged his
victims, then forced them face forward to that pulsating, membranous
sac. And then what? Maybe it had grown wormlike tubes that had reached
out of the pink Jell-O and pierced the victim's' skin. The monster had
drained them of their blood like some filthy vampire.

?I warned you,?Phoenix shouted. ?But you wanted this ... you were greedy
to know things that were secrets ... my secrets ...?His voice trembled
with anger. ?This is payback time, guys... I don't get mad, I get even!?

?You're a monster, Phoenix!?I yelled back. ?In fact you are the fucking
monster. Not that thing! You fed children to it. You're a-?

Phoenix turned and gave a little wave with his fingers. ?Bye-bye, losers.?

I watched the screen as he made an exaggerated show of lifting his hand
above his head, showing his

317 318

middle finger with a fuck-you flip. Then with the same finger he pressed
a computer key. Instantly the giant booster screen blanked. I looked
down at the computer. Its screen crashed to black, too.

?That's it.?Michaela sat back, her hands lifted up in resignation. ?He
shut us down.?

?It's time we got out of here. We don't know what stunt he'll pull next.?

?I won't argue with that.?

As she stood up I heard a loud echoing click from the speakers. Then,
with a crashing roar, thunder tore through the room.

An explosion, I told myself. The mad fuck had detonated a bomb. I saw
Michaela reel back with her hands over her ears. Only this was no
explosion. This was the voice of Phoenix amplified to a head-splitting
decibel.

Out ... out! Michaela couldn't hear me above the thunder of that
amplified voice. I mouthed the words. Her dark eyes fixed on mine. She
nodded. I followed her out the door, slamming it behind me. But the
voice of Phoenix smashed through the air from speakers in the corridor.

He ranted at us like a demon. ?MORONS. THAT'S IT, RUN. RUN! RUN AS MUCH
AS YOU WANT. BUT THERE'S NOWHERE TO RUN. AND NOWHERE TO HIDE! YOU'RE
LOCKED IN A CONCRETE BOX WITH NO WINDOWS. LISTEN TO ME, GUYS. I OWN YOU
NOW. I FED YOU UP NICE AND PLUMP.?The voice became gloating. 'YOUR VEINS
ARE FULL OF SWEET RED BLOOD ... FULL OF VITAMIN GOODNESS, OOZING WITH
YUMMY NUTRITION.? He laughed. ?HEY, YOU KNOW SOMETHING, GUYS? I SEE YOU
RUNNING. THAT'S IT, UP THE STAIRS INTO THE LIVING ROOM. YOU CAN'T SEE
ME, BUT YOU STILL HEAR ME, DON'T YOU??

I thought Phoenix already had the volume cranked

'wgm* 319

high. But he turned it higher still. We ran with the palms of our hands
crushed to our ears, but that sound seemed to take a shortcut right
through our skulls.

Where we were running I don't know. Right at that moment I knew I had a
burning need to escape the thundering voice. It felt like a crazy man
hammered hot nails through my eardrums. I glanced at Michaela. The sound
hurt her so much her eyes bled tears.

YOU ARE IGNORANT FOOLS, AREN'T YOU?' Phoenix spoke, pitying us now. As
if we were stupid kids who'd burnt our fingers in a campfire. ?DON'T YOU
KNOW WHAT I AM DOING HERE? I AM NURTURING THIS ORGANISM YOU CALL A HIVE.
THAT'S INSULTING. IT'S NOT A HIVE. THIS IS HUMAN EVOLUTION. THIS IS NEW
LIFE IN A LARVAL STATE. SHE WILL GROW INTO SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL. THE
FINAL STAGE OF A METAMORPHOSIS IS THE IMAGO. BUT YOU DON'T KNOW THE
MEANING OF THE WORD, DO YOU? IMAGO? A BUTTERFLY IS THE IMAGO OF THE UGLY
LITTLE GRUB THAT EATS LEAVES.?

We ran from room to room. Now I was looking for a way out. It didn't
take a genius to figure out that Phoenix had plans for us. And those
plans centered on feeding us to that monster in the bathroom.

?THIS IS THE END OF THE HUMAN RACE AS WE KNOW IT. AND DON'T YOU FEEL
FINE? MEN AND WOMEN WERE THE MONSTERS. YEAH, YOU HAD ALL THOSE WARS AND
MAN'S INHUMANITY TO MAN. YARDYYARDY-YA ... BUT WHERE DOES IT START? I'LL
TELL YOU, PEOPLE. IT STARTS IN THE SCHOOLYARD, WHEN KIDS WITH CRAP FOR
BRAINS PICK ON DECENT KIDS. WHEN YOU'RE BULLIED FOR BEING DIFFERENT.
WHEN YOU GET PUSHED 'ROUND THE LOCKER ROOM BECAUSE THEY SAY YOU TALK
DIFFERENT. OR YOU SHOW AN INTEREST IN THINGS OUTSIDE THEIR

320

CRUDDY LITTLE WORLD. RING ANY BELLS, GUYS? WERE YOU DIFFERENT TO THE
OTHER KIDS? DID THEY TRIP YOU UP IN THE LUNCH ROOM SO YOU SPILLED YOUR
LUNCH TRAY ALL OVER THE DAMN FLOOR? DID THEY TWIST YOUR ARM OR SPIT IN
YOUR EYE AND LAUGH IN YOUR FACE? DID THEY, GUYS, HEY, DID THEY??

I ran through into the kitchen. Still the voice followed. It shook the
plates in the rack and when Phoenix boomed: ?LISTEN!?a glass on the
table shattered.

Grabbing Michaela by the shoulders, I swung her 'round so my body was
between her and shards of flying glass. A burning sting flared in my
cheek. When I touched my face I saw blood.

?We've got to get out of here!?I shouted. ?He's going to do something.?

The voice roared: ?LISTEN. THIS IS THE END FOR YOU BARBARIANS. THERE'S A
NEW MAN COMING. ONE YOU WOULDN'T BE FIT TO LICK THE CRAP FROM HIS
FEET... THAT'S IT! RUN! RUN! BUT YOU ARE GOING NOWHERE!?

I kicked open the door to the locker room. There was a way through the
decontamination chamber to the outside. But those doors were pneumatic.
There were no handles. Nothing even to grip on to to try to rip it open.
Phoenix controlled those doors from his command center.

?OK, GUYS. YOU'VE HAD YOUR FUN. NOW PHOENIX IS TAKING CHARGE.?

I stopped dead in the room. Michaela grabbed my arm, a scared look on
her face. The guy was going to start playing his Mr. Sadist tricks. The
sound of his respiration came over the speaker. It sounded like storm
winds ... in ... out... in ... There was excitement there now that
carried into his breathing. Hell, the amplification was so loud I could
even here the deep bass sound of his heartbeat. The mushy beat pounded

320

Mi 321

through the tiled room, and all the time it was overlaid by the sound of
him sucking air through his wet mouth.

My ears still rang from the sheer volume of his voice. But I sensed the
sounds in the bunker were different now.

Michaela got there first. ?I can't hear the air-conditioning.?

I held out my hand to one of the ventilation grills. Nothing. ?He's
switched it off. ... This place is airtight. He's trying to suffocate us.?

?There's enough air in here for days. What's the point in-?

?I'M A PATIENT MAN, GREG. I CAN SIT HERE FOR A MONTH AND WATCH YOU AND
YOUR BITCH SLOWLY RUN OUT OF AIR. I CAN WATCH YOU PANT AND SEE HOW YOUR
EYES BULGE AS YOU SLOWLY... SLOWWWW. .. LEEEE SUFFOCATE.?

?Aw, go fuck yourself, you jerk.?

Michaela added, 'Yeah, that's what he probably does anyway.?

?GO ON, MOCK ... MOCK! BELIEVE ME, I GREW UP WITH THAT. I'M USED TO IT.
I'M ARMORPLATED NOW. NOTHING CAN HURT ME ... BUT I'M GOING TO HURT YOU.
I'M GOING TO HAVE YOU CRAWLING ON YOUR HANDS AND KNEES BEGGING ME FOR
YOUR LIVES.?He laughed. ?BUT STICK AROUND, KIDDIES. I'VE GOT SOME
SURPRISES FOR YOU. AND THEY'RE COMING REAL SOON.?

321 322

?LISTEN ... GREG? MICHAELA? LISTEN TO ME. WE CAN HAVE SOME FUN HERE. YOU
TRY TO GUESS WHAT I'LL DO NEXT. I'VE GOT ALL THESE OPTIONS UP ON THE
SCREEN IN FRONT OF ME. COME ON, GUYS, TAKE PART. ... GUESS WHICH BUTTON
I'M GOING TO PRESS. HEY, TALK TO ME.?

As the voice pounded my ears I looked 'round the locker room. No way was
I going to surrender to Phoenix. Something told me he'd mess with our
minds before he fed us to the hive. That guy craved some nice juicy
kicks. If he had his way, we were going to be his toys. No way, crazy
man. No way.

But what the hell could I do? I couldn't open the door to the decontam
chamber. It was fucking steel. And if I got through that there was
another steel door as thick as your mattress to the outside world.
Michaela and I were about as safe as two bugs caught in some loopy kid's
glass jar. How long before he decided to pull off our wings? Michaela
looked 'round, too. But

322

snmmi 323

what the hell was there? It was a locker room. So there were tiled
walls-no windows. There were wooden benches. There were lockers. There
were shelves piled with vacuum-packed clothes and rubber sandals. The
ceiling was nothing more than a huge concrete slab fitted with strip
lighting.

?AW ... PLAY WITH ME, GUYS.?Michaela shouted, ?Go play with
yourself!?Phoenix's voice came back. He was panting. The guy was getting
all hot and excited. I could picture him there, sitting at the computer
terminal, rocking backward and forward, his face red, his hands getting
all sticky. And there on the booster screen would be us in the locker
room. Searching for some way out. Hell, we really were just like bugs
caught in that glass jar. Scurrying to one end of the room. Feeling the
walls for a hidden exit, looking under the bench, looking into the
air-conditioning duct for a passageway to freedom. But we were stuck. We
were caught in this madman's odious paws.

'YOU KNOW I COULD DO SOMETHING TO YOU THAT'S REALLY COOL!?He snickered.
I could hear the saliva squelching in his mouth. 'YEAH, SOMETHING REALLY
COOL. DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS??

Michaela yelled back. ?Go take a flying fuck, OK???I MIGHT TAKE A FLYING
FUCK AT YOU, YOU HORNY LITTLE BITCH. DO YOU KNOW SOMETHING? I'VE SEEN
YOU NAKED IN THE SHOWER. WE'VE GOT CAMERAS EVERYWHERE. YOU'VE GOT A NICE
CHERRY BUTT. I COULD PUT SOME WORK INTO THAT. GET YOU ALL HOT AND
SQUIRMY ... MAYBE MAKE YOU SCREAM A LITTLE ... YOU'D LIKE THAT, WOULDN'T
YOU, GIRL??

?OK,?I said. ?Phoenix? What's this cool idea of yours? What y' going to do??

324

?OH? SO YOU WANT TO PLAY THE GAME AT LAST??

I stood in the middle of the locker room and nodded. ?Surprise us.?

?WELL, I WAS JUST SITTING AND LOOKING AT THE TEMPERATURE CONTROLS. YOU
KNOW THIS THERMOSTAT CONTROL GOES ALL THE WAY DOWN TO BELOW FREEZING? I
COULD TURN YOUR ROOMS ACROSS THERE INTO AN ICEBOX. THE JOHN WOULD FREEZE
OVER. ICE WOULD FORM ON THE WALLS. I COULD SIT HERE AND WATCH YOUR FACES
TURN BLUE. COOL, HUH??He laughed at his own joke.

?You wouldn't do that, Phoenix, would you??Michaela looked up at the
walls as she spoke. ?We've done nothing to hurt you.?

?YEAH, RIGHT!?He paused, the sound of his respiration rasping around the
room. ?MICHAELA. YOU KNOW, I MIGHT WARM TO YOU IF YOU DO SOMETHING FOR ME.?

?Yeah??

?ONE BY ONE AND NICE AND SLOW... TAKE OFF YOUR CLOTHES. START WITH THE
SWEATSHIRT. YOU KNOW, MAKE IT FUN. TEASE ME A LITTLE. IF YOU'RE GOOD
I'LL LEAVE THAT OLD THERMOSTAT ALONE. MMM? WHAT DO YOU SAY??

Yeah, but when you get bored with that, what next? I didn't trust
Phoenix one little bit. I looked 'round the room again. And this time
look, I told myself. Really look! There's got to be something here.

?THAT'S IT, MICHAELA ... LIFT IT UP OVER YOUR WAIST NICE AND SLOW ...
SLOWER ... THAT'S IT, YEAH ...?

The breathing rasped louder. Michaela had got hold of the bottom of the
sweatshirt and lifted it in one slow movement, exposing her flat
stomach. I knew she was

325

playing for time, but this wouldn't give us long.

I looked at the lockers again. They stood against the wall from floor to
ceiling. They were in three sections, each containing a dozen individual
lockers with combination locks, standing side by side along the wall.
Then I glanced down at the floor. A line marked the floor, leaving
chipped and scratched tiles. Someone had dragged an object-a heavy and
hard one at that- across the floor. My eyes returned to the lockers. The
curving line scored into the floor ended at the bottom of the farthest
cabinet. It was just the kind of mark you'd make dragging a heavy piece
of furniture by yourself across the floor. Now I barely heard Phoenix's
breathy noises of approval as Michaela lifted the sweatshirt up over her
breasts. My eyes traced the scratches in the floor to the locker
cabinets. The one at the end stood maybe an inch forward of the other
two. Someone had been single-handedly shifting that heavy piece of
steelwork around. Someone maybe like Phoenix ... now why should he go to
all that trouble?

?TAKE IT OFF ... TAKE IT OFF NOW!?

As Michaela slipped the sweatshirt up over her shoulders I told her,
?Move back to the wall.?

Surprised, she stepped back, pulling the sweatshirt back down over her
chest.

?HEY, MICHAELA, DON'T GET SHY ON ME NOW. TAKE IT OFF!?

?Stay right back,?I shouted to her, then I reached up, grabbed the
locker cabinet and toppled it forward. It fell with a tremendous crash.
Tiles cracked, splintered. Michaela looked at me, stunned, as if I'd
lost my mind.

?HEY! STOP IT! GET OUT OF THERE!?

?Too late, Phoenix. I've found what you've been hiding.?I nodded toward
a heavy-duty door that had been concealed by the lockers. I whispered to
Michaela, ?Pray that this is an exit.?

325

*HA-rt>,2, 326

?Hell, it might lead to Phoenix.?

?If it does, I'm going to rip his big ugly head off.?The door didn't
have a handle but rather a steel wheel in its center. I spun it. Behind
the door I heard some mechanism turning with a clicking sound.

?LEAVE IT ALONE. YOU CAN'T GET OUT OF HERE!?

I shut out the voice. Instead I threw everything into turning that
wheel. Just when I thought I'd have to turn the thing forever a click
sounded, followed by a hiss of air. ?Stay close, Michaela.? I pushed.
The door swung open, revealing something no bigger than a closet.

Hell. It couldn't be a dead end. There had to be something that-

Yes. The closet-sized room had no ceiling. I hit a switch and the void
filled with light. There, running above my head, was something like a
large chimney flue. In one wall metal ladder rungs ran up fifteen feet
to a hatch.

I felt Michaela's hand on my arm. I pointed upward and mouthed: Follow me.

By this time Phoenix thundered like some old god of the barbarians. His
rage-filled voice blasted the room.

'YOU BASTARDS! I TOLD YOU I'D GET YOU. ... I PROMISED YOU REVENGE. I
PROMISED I'D HURT YOU. ...NOW... YOU DIDN'T EXPECT THIS, DID YOU??

I braced myself for an explosion or flood of poison

Gas. Instead the lights went out. As simple as that. And without windows
the darkness was total. I mean it was just like being sealed into a
coffin ten feet underground.

Behind me, Michaela whispered, ?Oh, Christ... I can't see a thing. Greg??

327

?Hold out your hand. There ... got it.?

?He's switched off the power.?

?Never mind that now. Just follow me. Walk forward. That's it. Feel those??

?Yes.?

?Those are the rungs of a ladder.?

?Jesus Christ ... what's he going to do next??

?He can't do a thing. He's over there in his hideyhole.?

?But-?

?But what we're going to do, Michaela, is climb. I'll go first, you follow.?

?But what if the hatch is locked??

?There's a steel wheel like the door we came through. It must be a
manual lock. Phoenix can't do anything to that.?I began to climb.
?That's why he hid the doorway in the first place, to stop others he
trapped here from escaping. Are you behind me??

'Yes.?

?Go slowly. Don't rush.?

Hell, the mental image of falling and breaking a leg came only too
sharply. If we did that we might as well be dead and buried. So ... nice
and slow ... one rung at a time. I climbed the ladder up the shaft in
total darkness. God, what a darkness. It coiled 'round you like black
smoke. You opened your eyes so wide they hurt, just to see a glimmer of
light. But there was no light. And your eyes played tricks on you until
purple death's heads blossomed out of thin air right in front of you.

Now Phoenix had stopped ranting like a mad old god of yore. He was
pissed, I knew that much. But he kept quiet. Maybe there weren't any of
those night vision cameras in this shaft. Maybe he was listening hard
through those concealed microphones, trying to hear our hands and feet
whispering on the rungs. Or maybe for a sudden yell if one of us slipped
back down into

328

the black void to smash our bones on the concrete floor below.

?Nearly there,?I whispered. Yeah, nearly there. How the hell could I
know that, but I wanted to encourage Michaela. She was somewhere below
me. Sometimes I felt her hands brush my ankles in the dark as she felt
for the next rung. Once I put my foot down on her fingers, but she
didn't cry out.

I guessed also that every second that went by she expected a hand to
close 'round her own ankle to yank her downward. My heart beat louder
and louder. The silence made me edgy now. Phoenix had something else
planned. Maybe he could lock that hatchway above my head. Then we would
be stuck here, waiting to suffocate or freeze at his leisure. But that
didn't add up. No, he wanted us full of blood and healthy for his big
pink vampire across the way. Maybe he could flood the place with some
kind of narcotic gas that would knock us out. The next time we woke we
could be kissing that pink gel, feeling tubes burrowing into our skin as
a prelude to it sucking us goddam dry. Jesus, would this ladder ever end?

I kept climbing. One rung at a time. Nice and easy does it. One rung at
a time. Don't hurry. Don't rush. One slip and you'll break your bones at
the bottom. You'll bring Michaela down, too.

Then the voice came roaring back up the shaft like an erupting volcano.
?HEY, GET THIS: THERE'S A TV SCREEN NEAR THE BATHROOM DOOR. LATELY I'VE
BEEN SHOWING WHAT YOU CALL THE HIVE FOOTAGE OF YOU, AND GUESS
WHAT??Phoenix's voice rose with excitement.

I didn't reply. Just concentrated on climbing that ladder through the
darkness.

?THE MOMENT SHE SAW YOU, VALDIVA, YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN HER REACTION.?

329

My head bumped against the hatch. ?Don't move, Michaela. We're at the top.?

?DON'T YOU WANT TO KNOW HOW SHE REACTED, THAT BEAUTIFUL BABY OF MINE??

?OK, Phoenix.?I braced myself, feet against the rung, shoulder pressed
up hard against the hatch so I could turn the steel wheel with both
hands. ?Tell me what you saw.?

?I'VE NEVER SEEN HER DO THAT BEFORE. YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN THE EXPRESSION
ON HER FACE. SHE WAS PLEASED-REALLY PLEASED, YOU KNOW??

Turn, baby, turn. The steel wheel screeched. ?Why was she pleased, Phoenix??

?BECAUSE YOU'VE BEEN KEEPING A LITTLE SECRET ALL YOUR OWN, HAVEN'T YOU,
VALDIVA??

?What little secret's that??

?SHE RECOGNIZED HER OWN KIND. YOU'RE THE PRODUCT OF THIS THING YOU CALL
A HIVE, VALDIVA.?

?Well, I'll be, Phoenix.?

'YOU'RE NOT EVEN HUMAN, ARE YOU??

?You don't say??I humored the madman as I gave the wheel an extra
quarter turn. There was a click. ?So what do you expect me to do about it??

?COME OVER HERE AND SAY HELLO TO YOUR SISTER.?

?I've got other places to go, Phoenix.?

?VALDIVA, YOU MUST STAY. DON'T YOU REALIZE? SOMETHING WONDERFUL HAS
HAPPENED TO YOU.?

?Yeah, right, Phoenix.?I pushed up against the hatch. Like you open a
can of soda, it hissed. Air swirled up 'round us as the pressure between
inside the bunker and the outside equalized. ?As if we'd believe
anything you say.?

330

?LISTEN TO ME, VALDIVA, YOU ARE THE FIRST OF A NEW BREED.?

?Good-bye, Phoenix.?

?DON'T TAKE MY WORD FOR IT. REMEMBER? IT'S YOU WHO CAN SENSE WHO IS
UNDERGOING THE TRANSFORMATION.?

I pushed upward, opening the hatch until it swung back to crash back
against the concrete roof. Moonlight flooded the shaft. Fresh, cool
night air swirled 'round my face, chilling the perspiration on my
forehead. In triumph I hissed down to Michaela, ?We're out!?I scrambled
onto the roof.

'YOU ARE HIVE, VALDIVA. YOU ARE HIVE!?Phoenix's voice rose to a roar.
?AND THE HIVE SHALL INHERIT THE EARTH!?

?Give me your hand.?I reached out to Michaela. In the moonlight I could
see her shrink back, clinging so tightly to the rungs that her knuckles
turned white. ?Michaela, hurry.?

?Greg. What if he's right? What if you are one of those things??

?Listen to him, he's crazy.?

?WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO WITH YOUR KINGDOM, VALDIVA? WHAT ARE YOU GOING
TO DO WITH MICHAELA? SHE'S ONE OF THE OLD SPECIES, YOU KNOW? THE ONE
THAT'S DIVING DOWN TOWARD EXTINCTION.?

?He's lying,?I panted. ?He's trying to trick us into staying. Come on,
take my hand.?

?VALDIVA, YOU KNOW AS WELL AS I DO YOU'LL KILL MICHAELA ONE DAY.?

She looked at me for a moment, her eyes gleaming like black diamonds.
Doubt twinned with fear flitted across her face. She couldn't go back
into the bunker. But did she want to leave with me?

At last she made up her mind. She reached up. I caught her hand in mine
and helped her up.

331

'YOU'LL BE BACK, VALDIVA. YOU'VE GOT FAMILY HERE NOW. YOU'LL NEED TO SEE
YOUR BLOOD RELATIVE HERE, WON'T YOU? YOU SHOULD SEE HER. SHE'S OPENING
HER MOUTH. SHE'S CALLING YOU. CAN YOU HEAR HER??

Distorted by the concrete shaft. Echoing. Muffled. I heard it. A long,
wordless cry, like a child pleading not to be left alone. The eerie
sound raised the hair on my scalp. As I stood there on the bunker roof
listening, a shiver started in the root of my spine to creep up over my
back like a million insects had burst out of my back from a-

HIVE.

The word snuck into my head before I could stop it. Hive. I looked at my
hands. Man hands? Or monster hands?

My body began to shake in a series of tremors as I heard that mournful,
pleading cry come swirling in a rush from the shaft.

?Greg.?Michaela took my hand. In a suddenly gentle voice she said, ?Come
on. We're getting out of here.?

I crossed the flat concrete roof to the edge. The drop to the ground was
perhaps fifteen feet. In the moonlight the area 'round the bunker looked
peaceful. Astroturf gleamed an unnatural green. The place looked
deserted. There were no hornets. Even the remains of hornet dead had
been cleared by bears and wild dogs.

After a moment's search I saw a way down. The branches of a tree had
grown close to the bunker. They seemed sturdy enough. I glanced at
Michaela. She shot me a smile, her white teeth catching the moonlight.

?Don't worry,?she said. ?I can do it.?With that she launched herself
from the top of the bunker to land on the branch with the agility of a
cat. In seconds she'd reached the trunk and climbed down to the ground.
I followed. The branch creaked under my weight but

331 332

held. Soon I dropped down to stand beside Michaela.

'Round us the forest stretched away into the moonlight. A vast and
silent place. Not even a breath of wind disturbed the trees. We didn't
have to speak. Michaela inclined her head toward the forest. I nodded.

Side by side we ran. 333

Moonlight speared the branches, shooting down thin beams of silver to
the ground. All 'round us tree trunks formed eerie, Gothic columns.
Beside me, Michaela ran, the white rubber sandals flicking soundlessly
across the moss. We ran fast. And for some reason we didn't become
breathless. The exhilaration of leaving that concrete tomb where dwelt
the madman and the monster gave us wings. For half an hour we raced
through the forest, picking up the path, then following it to the road.
A little later we found the garage where the Jeep that I'd cursed over
all those days before stood there as if waiting for us.

?Crazy.?Smiling, Michaela shook her head. ?Crazy. Did I dream all that?
Were we really trapped in the bunker??

?We were.?I took a deep breath. ?And my God, it's good to breathe fresh
air again.?

She leaned back against the hood of the Jeep, fanning her face. ?Hell,
this sweatshirt's hot. ...?She lifted a sleeve to her nose. ?It smells
of that damn place, too.?

334

In one smooth movement she pulled the sweatshirt up over her head and
hurled it to the corner of the garage. Then she stood there looking at
me. Moonlight caressed her bare shoulders. She flicked back her hair and
I saw her bare breasts. The tips darkened as cool air stroked them.

Her eyes locked on mine. ?Greg. Prove to me you're human.?She reached
out to gently touch my jaw. ?Can you do that??

I pulled off my sweatshirt. ?There's my heart. That's a human heart.?I
took her hand and pressed the palm to my chest. ?Feel the rhythm??

?Prove you're human.?

I slid my hands over her shoulders until they met behind her back.
That's when I pulled her in against my chest. Her cool breasts pressed
against my skin, which burned like hot metal. I pressed my mouth against
hers. Her lips came back at mine doubling the pressure, her tongue
working against my tongue.

The whole world, the whole universe imploded into that kiss. She
caressed the muscles of my back while I crushed her tight against my
body. The air from her lungs rushed into my ear. ?Greg, Greg,?she
whispered, breathless. ?Prove it. Go on, prove it to me.?

My fingers slid down her back to reach her pants. My thumbs hooked the
waistband and drew them down. Panting, she pulled down mine. Then went
down, kissing my chest and stomach.

It came roaring down at me, spitting flame, hurling out sparks. A great
volcanic eruption of passion that was a burning fire inside me. It was
some cousin of the instinct that drove me to kill. Now that instinct
exploded inside me, driving me to do what I did next. And I could no
more have stopped myself than stop myself busting skulls with the ax.

I lifted her bodily from the floor; her cool hair tumbling down over my
naked arms. She gave a surprised

335

gasp as I swung her 'round so her feet were clear of the floor. Then I
sat her on the hood of the Jeep. In the moonlight I saw the crazy veil
of hair across her face. I saw the hungry glint of her eyes. The flash
of teeth as her mouth opened with a sudden spasm. Her naked legs lifted
until her feet hooked behind me into the small of my back. Her arms
wrapped tightly 'round me, as if she braced herself for some sudden stab
of pain. Even her eyes closed tightly as she anticipated what would
happen next.

Pushing my hips forward, I slid into her. Her gasp came in a rush in my
ear. Her body enfolded me tightly. She whispered words breathlessly. Not
that I understood them. Not that I needed to. Instinctively I knew what
she wanted. Gripping her waist as she sat there on the car's hood I
buried myself deep into her.

?Oh!?Her sudden gasping cry echoed back from the walls. ?Don't stop now,
please don't stop now,?she panted.

I couldn't if I wanted to. As my body moved in rhythm with hers I found
myself watching her mouth. Her lips pressed together hard with the
effort of pushing her hips forward. Then the lips slid back revealing
those beautiful white teeth as she smiled. Then they as quickly pursed
together to kiss me. There was something fascinating about watching her
mouth up close. It moved constantly. The lips reddened and grew enlarged
as her breathing came harder. Her tongue ran across them. Then as I
pounded into her, shuddering the car from axle to axle, her lips
fluttered as a cry started in her throat, growing louder and louder. Her
teeth bit her lip as if she couldn't stand that tidal wave of sensation
anymore.

?Harder ... please harder ... yes!?

That's when the wave of sensation overwhelmed her, submerged her; she
thrashed her head from side to side, her dark hair whipping the hood of
the car then

335 336

Simon Clark

whipping back across my shoulder. Her cries filled my ears. Her body
arched up to mine, pushing my whole body upright as I bore down hard
against her. That's when even the atoms in my bones seemed to explode
all at once.

The next thing I remember we were holding each other so tightly I
thought we'd fuse into a single being. And that's how we stayed for a
long time, holding each other, not moving but listening to the sound of
each other's breathing gradually slowing. Allowing the world to slip
back into focus once more.

337

Birds called in the forest. Their cries ran through the trees to die out
there in the wilderness. Still tingling from making love to Michaela, I
sat on the fence to gaze dreamily into the morning mist. Images of her
beautiful body seemed to overlay the view of the surrounding trees and
the meadow that ran down from the garage.

My bag had still been where I'd left it in the garage. I'd dressed using
the spare clothes I'd brought with me from Sullivan, only they didn't
amount to more than a pair of jeans and a shirt. My boots and leather
jacket remained beyond reach in Phoenix's bunker. Michaela still lay
dead to the world in the sleeping bag. And for the first time I began to
wonder about the future. Had the lovemaking been a spur of the moment
thing after our escape? Or would something longer lasting come from it?

I hoped so. Believe me, I didn't want to face the future alone.

Sunlight burned through the mist. Soon I felt its

338

heat on my hands and face, and, boy, was it good to see real daylight
after being locked away in Phoenix's concrete fun house. No sooner had I
felt sheer relief at being in the open air again then I remembered what
Phoenix had said. He claimed I was the product of a hive. That the
monstrosity he was harboring had somehow recognized me.

No way, Phoenix, you insane son of a bitch. You invented that to keep us
in the bunker. Your only motive was to feed us to the hive. If we'd
stayed, we'd have wound up as sacks of dry skin and bone, sucked dry of
blood, then left to hang there like clothes on a line.

You're a murdering fuck, too, Phoenix. Anger burned under my skin. He'd
lured people in there, given them food and shelter, then fed them to the
monster. If I could find enough dynamite I'd stack it against the
building and blow it all to hell.

?I guess we're going to have to find our own breakfast this morning.?

I looked back to see Michaela standing by the garage door. Without any
spare clothes she'd chosen one of my T-shirts. The hem reached the top
of her thighs like a miniskirt. Arms folded, her dark hair tumbling down
over her shoulders, she walked up to me.

Suddenly we both seemed lost for words. I found myself thinking: Is this
where we pretend nothing happened last night? Yeah, we're just good
friends, a kiss on the cheek, a slap on the back ... that's as far as it
goes, OK?

But I didn't want that. I realized we were good for one another. We
connected. Not just physically either.

?Greg ...?she began, as if to say something significant. Then she
glanced down at my bare feet. ?No shoes??

?No. But I'm not wearing those rubber sandals again.?

?Me neither. I wouldn't be seen dead in them.?She

339

gave a tight smile. ?Bad choice of words. We saw people who were.?

?Last night...?I began.

?Yes??

?Well, I liked what happened. It seemed as if it was ...?I struggled for
the right word, then chose the wrong one. ?Natural.?

She shook her head, smiling. ?It was natural, Greg. Very natural.?

?Sorry, I'm not good at this, but ... hell ... run away screaming if you
want ... but, dammit, I liked what- no, not liked: loved. I loved what
we did, and I don't want it to be just a one-off... a one-night stand, I
think-?

She lightly touched my lips. ?Shh. I loved it, too.?She smiled, her eyes
glinting. ?I've been waiting to find someone special for a long time.?

I began to speak.

She touched my lips again. 'You run away screaming if you want, but I
think I've found him.?

Sliding her hands deliciously 'round my neck, she pulled me down to kiss
her lips. Her breath tickled my ear as she spoke. ?Come back inside.
Prove to me last night wasn't a fluke.?

After we made love we fell asleep. I woke to see the shadows of two
figures thrown against the wall. I scrambled up from the sleeping bag,
shielding my eyes against the sunlight streaming through the open door.
Two men stood in the entrance, and one held what seemed to be a club.

?Jesus, I beg your pardon, Greg. I'm sorry. I didn't realize you
were-well, you know??

?Ben? Zak? Didn't anyone teach you guys to knock before you walk
in??Despite their sudden appearance I found myself grinning so much my
cheeks ached.

Ben's hands fluttered as he raised his hands in apology

340

?Jeez. We didn't expect to find anyone here. And we thought-huh,
Michaela? Oh, man, sorry, I didn't realize you two were-?

?Ben,?Zak broke in. ?I think we should give them some privacy, don't you??

Laughing, I shook my head. ?Give me a minute to get on some clothes.?

They backed out through the door, Zak resting the shotgun I'd mistaken
for a club over his shoulder. Once the door closed, Michaela reached
across to stroke my leg. ?Well, if we intended to keep this relationship
a secret I guess we've gone and blown it.?

I smiled. ?I'm pretty relaxed about that.?

?Me, too.?She kissed me. ?Don't keep the guys waiting. I guess they want
to hear what happened to us.?She looked down at my feet. ?Looks as if
you're going to wind up wearing those pretty white sandals again.?

?Aw, crap.?

After Zak and Ben had heard about our experiences in the bunker, and
after telling us that they were convinced we were raccoon meat (even
though they had regularly checked the garage for our return), they
carried us on the pillons of their bikes to the ruins of a strip mall.
Then they set about fixing us up with replacement clothes from the
stockpile they had tucked away in an old water tank (now dry as a bone.)
Michaela kept my T-shirt but dumped the bunker green sweat pants in
favor of shorts and sneakers. She found a denim jacket, but the
temperature had climbed high enough for her to tie it 'round her waist.
After going through a packing case full of shoes, boots and sneakers I
hauled out a pair of brown work boots that fit perfectly. Zak went
through plastic sacks crammed tight with coats, jackets and parkas.

?Here,?he said, throwing a bundle to me. ?It smells a bit ripe, but it
should fit a big guy like you.?

341

The leather jacket must have belonged to some biker who, I'd wager, had
gone to the big Harley roundup in the sky by now. It smelled of gasoline
and had become musty as hell from sitting in the bag for months on end,
but it appeared in good shape, apart from some pale scuffs at the elbow
where the long-gone biker had enjoyed a rumble or two in the past, or
maybe just taken a roll on his bike. Painted on the back, surrounded by
a starburst of studs, a Norse dragon's head breathed fire.

?It's OK,?Zak told me. ?I didn't peel it off a fat-bellied corpse. Boy
found it hanging on a peg in a chapel around six months ago. If you
throw it over a fence for a couple of hours it'll soon freshen up.?

For an hour or so the time was taken up preparing a meal from a few cans
Zak carried in the pannier of the big Harley. Ben took the usual run on
the dirt bike 'round the neighborhood to check to see whether any
hornets were nearby. He came back to report the allclear, then we set
about eating.

They told us that Tony had moved the clan to a cluster of vacation
cabins they'd found out in the hills. The place looked untouched by
hornets. With luck they could spend the summer there before moving south
for the winter. Once more the dark reality of life out here away from
Sullivan struck me. Supplies were scarce. Hornets kept them moving from
place to place. How many years could you keep living the life of a
rootless refugee? What happened when the fuel ran out? What did they do
when they couldn't find spark plugs and tires for the bikes? There was
only a limited amount of canned food to be picked out of the ruined
buildings. When that went, what then?

As I sat there watching them spoon food into their mouths my mind flew
forward five or six years. I saw how it would be. There we were,
half-walking, halfcrawling through the snow. We were clad in rags. We

341 342

were so starved our cheekbones cut their way out from inside our faces.
One by one we were dropping into snow drifts. Our fingers were blackened
from frostbite. Toes snapped off inside boots. One by one we were dying.
And I saw this as clearly as I saw Zak scratch his bald head with the
end of his spoon. As clearly as I watched Ben unlace his boots with
those jittery fingers. I saw Michaela glance across at me and smile. And
I saw her in five years' time; she was staggering through that blizzard
with a baby in her arms that was too cold and too hungry to even cry. I
saw all that like it was a goddam vision from the Bible. That wasn't
imagination. That is what will happen. OK, OK, I wasn't claiming
supernatural second sight. Nothing like that. But if those people didn't
die in a snowstorm it would be something else. They'd be so worn down by
exhaustion they'd die of infections. Or they'd drink contaminated water.
Or they'd be caught by the bad guys. One way or another, the people
sitting here with me had the clock ticking against them. Counting down
the seconds until bad luck tore the life force out of them.

I had to slam the plate of food down because suddenly it was choking me.
A surge of blistering fury climbed up through my throat. I stood up,
began pacing 'round the clearing, grinding my fist into my palm.

Michaela looked up at me. ?Greg, what's wrong??

I looked at Zak and Ben. ?These cabins you've taken everyone to: There's
clean water there??

?Sure.?Zak looked puzzled, wondering what had gotten into me.

?There's a deep well,?Ben said. ?A big old one with a crank and bucket.
It's not going to dry up for years.?

?Did you check whether it was clean??

?Clean??Zak's puzzled expression grew more perplexed.

?What are you getting at, Greg??Michaela looked puzzled, too.

342

*NMi 343

I looked into my cup. ?Where did this water come from??

?A bottle we brought with us.?Zak nodded at empty plastic bottles lined
up by a wall. ?I was going to fill them here.?

?But there's no water main close by.?

?No, but the last time we were here we found a well.?

Michaela explained, ?Most homes out here drew water from their own
wells; that's why we stayed. After all, the water mains in towns and
cities failed months ago. And one thing we do need if we're going to
survive is a good supply of clean drinking water, otherwise- Greg?
What's wrong??

?Zak, show me the well.?

?Now??

?Sure now; come on.?

?OK, OK, but I don't see the hurry.?

'You will in a minute. Ben, you got a flashlight??

'Yeah, sure.?

?Bring it to the well.?

Zak led the way to the backyard of a trashed motel, then along a path
downhill. We'd only been walking a few seconds when he pointed to a
steel hatch set beside the path. ?Before the Fall the motel drew their
water supply from there. There's an electric pump under the hatch. Of
course, that's no good now.?

?What do you use to get the water??

Zak shrugged, as if I was asking a bunch of stupid questions for the
goddam stupid fun of it. ?A bucket and a line. Lower it down-splash-haul
it up with the water.?

?When did you use this well last??

Michaela frowned. ?What are you driving at, Greg??

?Got that flashlight, Ben??

?Here you go.?He handed it to me. ?Zak, can you open the well cover??

Again he gave a mystified shrug. ?Sure.?He reached

344

down to the steel ring and easily hauled open the metal cover that was
perhaps the size of a house door. ?There, knock yourself out.?He grinned
at the others, as if I'd got myself wrapped up in some idiotic obsession
about well water.

I flicked on the flashlight and shone it down the well shaft. About
twenty feet down the water glinted in the light. I clicked my tongue.
?See what I see??

They all looked. Ben recoiled, like something had burned his face.
Michaela stepped back, swallowing. Zak looked a little longer, then
sighed. ?God ... what a mess.?

I looked down again. A man floated in the water. Decomposition gases had
bloated arms and legs and face into a cartoonish figure with little
piggy eyes and a black, puckered mouth. I checked for the characteristic
death blow to the head. Yup; I could just see the head wound through
molting corpse hair.

?He's been knocked on the head and thrown down the well,?I said, looking
down at the corpse that bled its poisons into the water.

?The murdering bastards.?

?Yeah ... but they murdered one of their own kind.?

?Hell, why on earth did they do that??

?Think about it. How do they get rid of our kind??I snapped off the
flashlight and nodded to Zak to drop the metal cover back down. ?They
can hunt us down and kill us. But that takes time, energy and manpower.
Or they can starve us by taking all the food they can find. What they
can't carry they destroy. But...?I nodded down at the well. ?The subtle
way is to poison the water supply.?

Michaela nodded. ?They wrecked the main supply months ago. So now
they're poisoning the wells.?

?Damn right.?Ben looked as if he'd just bitten into something rotten.
?The quick way is to kill one of their own kind and drop him into the
water.?

345

?So they either finish us with cholera or typhoid ... or they get lucky
and infect us with the bug that's swimming 'round in their own blood and
we all turn Jumpy.?I shook my head. ?They're pushing us closer to
extinction, guys.?

?So we check the wells first,?Zak said. ?They can't find every well and
spring, can they??

?Maybe not,?I agreed. ?But they'll find most in a year or so.?I tapped
the metal hatch with the toe of my boot. ?And I guess one adult corpse
will crap out the drinking water for a good five years or more.?

?We could boil it.?

?'Course you could. But you'd have to boil every drop of water you used
for drinking, cooking and washing.?

?We'd manage.?Zak sounded defiant.

?And you'd really want to drink something with chunks of rotting face
and genitals floating in it??I shrugged. ?Be my guest.?

Michaela folded her arms, her face tense. ?So that's why you asked about
the well at the cabins??

?If our people drink water with one of those rot boys down the hole then
they're going to wind up sick, if not dead.?

Michaela started to walk back to the bikes. ?How far away to the cabins??

?About an hour's ride.?

I threw the flashlight back to Ben. ?Ride up there and warn them about
the well.?

?There's a chance it might still be all right. The place hadn't been
touched by hornets.?

?It might be sweet as a nut,?I agreed. ?But the hornets could be getting
cute. They might be content with dropping a corpse down the well and
leaving it to do their dirty work.?

They started to walk back to the bikes but paused when they saw I'd
squatted down by the fire.

345 346

Ben looked back. ?Greg? You're coming, too??

?I'll wait for you here.?

?Why? We'll be staying at the cabins.?

I shook my head. ?You can't guarantee the water will be fresh. You've
hardly any food. You're low on ammunition.?

Ben looked bemused. 'Yeah, I know ... but what do you suggest??

I shot him a smile that he must have read as crazed. ?Well, old buddy,
I've decided it's high time we went back home to Sullivan.?

347

They were back within three hours. And when they saw I'd found one of
their precious stores of gasoline-a niggardly thirty gallons stored in
cans beneath a mound of motel debris-they were pissed-really pissed.

Tony roared up first on the Harley in a cloud of swirling dust. He
glared at the fuel cans lined up against the remains of the motel wall.
There was no, ?Hey great to see you, buddy ... glad you made it back
alive. ?Instead: ?What the fuck are you doing, man? Michaela told me
you're going back to Sullivan.?

?That's right??

?So, you're running out on us, huh? Going back to a nice soft bed ...
man, you are a pile of shit, you know that??

?I need to go back.?

?Yeah ... need. You need to save your yellow neck.?Climbing off the
bike, he rocked it back onto the stand. ?And how the hell did you find
that gas? That's ours.?

?I followed my nose. Look.?I pointed at one of the Jerry cans. ?It's
leaking. I could smell it twenty paces away.?

348 I

Simon Clark

?What do you need all that gas for? There's thirty gallons there.?

?Twenty-five now. You stored it in cans that leaked.?

?Hey, but we need that.?

?But I need it more.?

Tony's hand went to the butt of his pistol. ?There's no way on earth
we're going to let you take what's left of our gas so you can go running
back to your soft, pussycat town.?

I looked at him. ?'What's left of our gas'??I repeated his exact words.
?You mean this is all you've got??

Tony looked uneasy, as if he'd let some secret slip. ?Sure, we've got
more gas. We've got a store up at the cabins.?He slapped the tank of the
bike. ?What do you think we run these on-morning mist??

?How much gas? Ten gallons? Fifteen??

?Enough, Valdiva.?

By this time the others had killed their motors and had climbed off the
bikes. Ben looked puzzled. Michaela and Zak were angry. They immediately
replayed the conversation I'd just had with Tony. Why did I need the
gas? It wasn't my gas. It was theirs. Why was I scuttling back to
Sullivan like a whipped puppy?

Ben chipped in. ?You're crazy, Greg. You know what happened last time.
They'll lynch you if you go back there.?

Michaela shook her head. ?You rat. After last night ... I mean, I
thought we had something together. Now you're leaving??

Tony spat. ?He's got a yellow streak up his back ... this wide.?He held
his hands apart.

Disgusted, Zak swept his hat from his head to strike it against his
thigh. ?Go back to Sullivan, homeboy. But don't expect a lift from us.
And don't think you can take that gas, because we-?

?'Because we need it,' ?I mimicked. ?I know.?

349

?So what are-?

?Just listen to me for one minute, OK??

Grudgingly they looked at each other, then Zak nodded. Michaela still
glowered.

?First answer some questions.?

Zak sounded suspicious. ?What kind of questions??

?How much gasoline do you have??

Michaela shrugged. ?With what you've found around fifty gallons.?

Tony added defiantly, ?But we'll find more.?

?OK. Where??

?We're good at finding supplies.?

?Yeah.?Zak nodded. ?See for yourself. We've done all right so far.?

?How much ammo have you got left??

They shrugged.

?OK, don't give me an audit down to the last shotgun shell,?I said.
?Give me an approximate figure.?

?OK, OK.?Michaela held up her hands. ?We have around a hundred shotgun
shells. Maybe three hundred rifle rounds and a few dozen rounds for
handguns.?

?That's not much, is it? Not if you're going to keep twenty people alive
over the next few months.?

?Like I said?-Tony rested his hand on the pistol butt where he'd pushed
it into his belt-?we can find more.?

?But where? The towns are picked clean.?

?We'll do it.?

I moved in close to meet him eye to eye. ?Tell me: When was the last
time you found some gas? Some ammunition??

Tony glared back. ?Two weeks ago. A stack of rifle shells.?

Michaela sighed. There was a defeated look in her eye. ?Greg, it was
three weeks ago, and we found three rifle shells in the trunk of a
wrecked car.?

350

?Three shells won't win a war, will they??

?Michaela.?Tony glared at her as if telling her to keep her mouth shut.

?What have we got to hide, Tony? It's looking like crap. We haven't
found any gas in a month. In a couple of weeks we'll have to dump the
bikes and go on foot.?

?We can manage, Michaela. We got by in the past.?

?'We got by in the past'??I echoed. Boy, oh boy, this time I let them
have it. Words came out like machinegun bullets. ?What good is that?
Don't you see? You can't live like this, grubbing for cans of beans in
ruins and running from place to place. Listen to me; it's time to stop
living like hobos. It's time to start living like Vikings!?

?Like Vikings??Tony gave a dismissive laugh. 'Yeah. What do you suggest,
Valdiva??

I took a deep breath. ?Do you have any dynamite??

?Dynamite! Hell no.?

?What do we need explosives for, Greg??Michaela asked, astonished. ?We
carry what's essential. Food. Ammunition.?

?I didn't think so.?

?And what's this talk of Vikings??Ben asked, bemused. ?What do Vikings
have to do with anything??

?Because, Ben, we're going to start taking what we need to survive.?

Zak scratched his bald head. ?Well, Valdiva, you talk the talk, I'll
grant you that. But how we going to take what we need??

I looked 'round at the faces that were either puzzled or downright
hostile. Only Michaela's had softened. I sensed she trusted me to offer
some kind of hope. Jesus, I prayed I could. ?Listen: This is the plan.
There's a Jeep back at the garage I've been staying in. All it needs is
gas. Once I have a full tank I drive to Sullivan. There, I'm going to
pick up explosives. I'm sure they've got dynamite and detonators,
haven't they, Ben??

350 351

?Sure, there's a place that supplied the quarries, but-?

?Once I've got the dynamite we open up that nuclear bunker. There's a
crazy guy there who's sitting on enough gasoline to float a ship.
There'll be military hardware. Mortars. Rocket launchers. Grenades.
Machine guns. And probably a million rounds of ammunition. See? We're
going to start living like Vikings. We're transforming ourselves from
losers to winners. We're taking control of our lives again.?

Michaela's face lit up. Zak nodded, a grin breaking across his face.
Even Tony's expression changed to one of excitement.

Only Ben looked worried. ?Greg, that's a great idea. But everyone in
Sullivan will hate our guts. How do you propose to get them to hand over
dynamite? All you're gonna get is a bullet between the eyes.?

I shot him the devil of a grin. ?Trust me, Ben. We're Vikings now. We
can do anything.?

351

I I 352

When people-or the goddam world in general-push you around it makes you
unhappy. When you lose control of your own life you feel powerless. You
feel dead from the neck up. Believe me, that's one thing guaranteed to
saturate your life in complete and utter misery.

Live like Vikings! So far that was all I'd been able to tell them, but
as they funneled gas into the Jeep back at the garage their faces shone;
they laughed, cracked jokes. They were happier ... they were taking
control of their lives again. Suddenly they were optimistic about the
future.

After the confrontation over those paltry gallons of gas, they'd really
locked themselves into the dream I'd sold them. By now it was evening.
Zak had already ridden back to the cabins with the news: We were going
to crack open the Aladdin's cave stocked with more food than we could
ever eat. Those half-starved devils had cheered him. With an almighty
grin pasted across his face he'd returned with more guns and ammo. For

352 353

a while we worked on the Jeep, pumping air into the tires. I greased up
the cable linkages in the engine. Michaela and Ben checked the guns.

Tony still tended to question everything I suggested. But it seemed now
more from habit than any real desire to wreck my scheme. ?Why don't we
use the bikes? They're more maneuverable than the Jeep. They'll use less
fuel as well.?

I slapped the hood of the Jeep. ?Because I'm going to need dynamite-lots
and lots of dynamite. More than the bikes can carry.?

?How're you going to blast a way into the bunker, Greg??Michaela's dark
eyes looked searchingly into my face. ?The walls are thick enough to
withstand nukes.?

?There's a way, trust me.?

The question bug catching, Ben looked up from where he loaded a rifle.
?And I still don't see how you're going to just turn up in Sullivan and
ask for dynamite. Those people aren't going to hand over their stuff
because they'll be too busy ripping your head off.?

I smiled. ?You're thinking like a nice middle-class boy, Ben. You've got
to think like a warrior who drinks his enemy's blood from his shattered
skull.?

'Yeah.?Ben grinned. ?Silly me, I never thought of that.?

Michaela chipped in. ?So who is the enemy, Greg??

?That's easy. Everyone.?I wiped my hands on a cloth. ?Everyone who
stands between us and survival ... Now, let's see if this little
beauty's going to deliver.? With the battery long dead I slotted the
starting handle into the engine socket that exited through the radiator
grill.

'You think it's really going to start??Ben asked.

?It's going to have to,?Zak said, looking through the open door. ?Here
come the bad guys.?

353 354 I

Simon Clark

Got to make this work, Greg, I told myself. We're using the last of our
precious supplies on this venture. At best we go hungry if it fails. At
worst ... well, fill in the blanks.

There they were. Hornets. Lots of fucking ugly hornets. Big, bad and
monstrous, just like they'd come lurching out of your worst nightmare.

?Jesus,?Ben breathed. ?There are hundreds.?

Zak looked at me, then at the Jeep. ?Is that old junk pile ready to run??

?It'll work. These babies were built for battlefields.?

?Let's hope you're right.?

?Don't worry about me. You get the bikes.?I ran to the front of the
Jeep. Glancing out through the doors, I saw the road that ran up through
the forest. It was thick with hornets. They shuffled forward in the
evening sun. If the wind had been in the right direction you could
probably have smelled their greasy hair alone. In a little while the
Twitch would set my stomach muscles jumping. Ben, Zak and Tony fired up
the bikes and eased them through the doorway onto the driveway that led
to the road. Michaela hopped into the open-topped Jeep in the driver's seat.

?Make it quick,?Tony shouted. ?They've seen us!?

I glanced back through the doorway. They were still two hundred yards
away, but all those feet were raising a dust cloud nearly as high as the
trees. They'd spotted us, all right. They were coming this way. And as
the saying goes, they were walking like they meant it.

I swung the starting handle. It made a puttering sound.

?Lightly press the gas pedal,?I called. ?The carb's dry.?

I tried again. This time it made a sharp coughing sound. Only it didn't
fire properly. Instead, the misfire yanked the starting handle from my
hand and whipped it backward so the iron handle cracked against my fore-

354

I 355

arm. Pain blistered white hot through the bone. Shit. I whispered a
little prayer to my guardian angel that the blow hadn't snapped a bone.

?Are you OK??

I glanced up to see Michaela anxiously looking through the windshield. I
shook my hand. My fingers tingled like crazy.

?Fine. She misfired, that's all.?

I wish.

Once again I took a grip of the starting handle. My arm didn't hurt any
more intensely. Come to that, it didn't hurt any less, either, so I
figured I hadn't broken a bone.

?I reckon you've got fifteen seconds to get moving,?Zak called. He
cocked the shotgun.

?Fifteen seconds is plenty, buddy.?Gritting my teeth against the pain, I
swung the handle again. This time the engine roared. With a thumbs-up to
Zak, who sat astride the Harley, I jumped into the passenger seat.
Michaela hit the gas and the little 'Nam vet Jeep bulleted out the
doorway like it was rocket-powered. The three bikes kept just a little
ahead as we swung onto the main road, then powered away. I glanced back
to see a dozen or so hornets break away from the pack to run after us.
The rear wheels of the Jeep flung dirt into their faces and we were gone.

As soon as we were well clear of the hornets we settled down to around
forty. Now I had a chance to sit in the open-topped vehicle and enjoy
the breeze shooting through my hair, and to feel a good meaty slice of
satisfaction. I'd done good work on that old engine. OK, so it ran with
a throaty roar, but everything functioned a hundred percent. Every so
often Zak or Tony or Ben would glance back to give a thumbs-up sign. The
roads were clear. What debris the Jeep couldn't ride over it nimbly
sidestepped. Beside me, Michaela's dark eyes locked onto the road. She
had the concentration

355 356

of a hawk. There wasn't a stone or a bottle on the road she missed. I
found myself gazing at the waves of dark hair rippling in the
slipstream. In fact it was so wonderful it was hard for me to look away.
And here's the craziest thing: I felt this big, goofy smile on my face.
Michaela was something else.

When she realized she was being watched she turned and shot me a warm
smile. Once she even reached out to rest her hand on my knee.

For a while I allowed myself my reward: to ride in an open-topped Jeep
through a forest wilderness. Beside me, a beautiful woman with raven
feather hair and eyes black as onyx. Now that's a good enough reward for
any man. I took that hour's ride as the sun set and cut it free of a
lousy past and a dangerous future. I just wanted to live in that moment.

But here's the brutal part: I couldn't for long. Because I knew I'd
lured these people into something called hope. At the best of times hope
is as fragile as a butterfly's wings. Sure, I knew we were headed to
Sullivan to collect the dynamite. Sure, I knew I planned to bust my way
into Phoenix's concrete fairy castle, with its treasure house of food
stocks that would keep our bellies full for years. But by doing that I'd
forced this little bunch of hunted teenagers to gamble what little
resources they had. They'd use up their gas and their ammo on this
scheme of mine. If it failed, at best they'd go hungry. At worst ...
well, you'll recall what I said about filling in those blanks ...

We camped out on a hill overlooking Sullivan. The town was probably no
more than ten minutes' ride away. There were no hornets in the
neighborhood to give us a sleepless night. And no way would we get any
surprise callers from Sullivan. That little community was locked down
tight. No one went in, no one came out; those were the rules. They were
broken on pain

356 357

of death. After we'd made camp beneath the trees I noticed Ben standing
on the edge of a bluff, looking down over the lake toward the town. With
the time before midnight, Sullivan's lights still burned out of that
vast sea of darkness. Hell, that darkness had encompassed the whole
country. Because make no bones about it, every other town and city that
had ever existed had been shattered to their foundations. Only Sullivan
had streetlights that lit the roads. Across the black lake water there'd
still be some kids in the diner. Or maybe some held a party by a pool,
complete with a barbecue and a tubful of cold beers. Maybe a little of
Mel's weed was being smoked, too. Just for a moment I thought I heard
music. Any night could be party night in Sullivan. Hypnotized, we stood
there in the warm night air and watched

At last I saw Ben shiver like something cold had just crept over his
grave. ?You wish you were still back there, Ben??

?Of course I do. I wish I was sipping a beer and listening to Hendrix.
That would be enough right now.?

?Sounds like paradise!?

?You can say that again.?

?But you know the place was going rotten, Ben.?

?Maybe it would have held together.?

I shook my head. ?The people are so paranoid they'll wind up burning
each other in the streets. Remember what happened to Lynne??

?They were just scared, Greg.?

?Yeah, so scared they were prepared to murder their own neighbors.?

He still stared out across at the town's lights.

'You can't go back there. You know that, don't you??

His Adam's apple bobbed in his throat. ?I can dream, buddy. I can dream.?

Lightly, I slapped him on the back. ?Come on, buddy. Time to turn in.
We've got a big day tomorrow.?

357 358

?You're out of your mind, Valdiva! You're getting nothing!?

?I need two hundred pounds of dynamite. Detonators. Fuse wire.?

?Valdiva, if you don't get the hell out of here all you will get is
shot. OK??

?Mike, we need that dynamite. Believe me, we need it to keep people
alive out here.?

?Get away from here, Greg. You're not welcome in Sullivan. Neither are
your friends.?

Ben squatted beside me in the ditch that ran within a hundred yards of
the high fence that separated Sullivan from the outside world. ?See? I
told you they wouldn't give you any dynamite.? His hands shook as he
clasped the rifle to his chest. ?Did you really think they'd say 'Oh,
welcome back, boys. Here's what you need'??

?No, but they'll give it to us in the end.?

?For crying out loud, how, Greg??

We squatted low in the ditch with the dirt wall ending just above our
heads. Sullivan must have had

IM» 359

hornet trouble, because around a dozen hornet corpses with bullet holes
in their chests rotted down here with us. The stink felt strong enough
to peel the top off your skull.

?Jesus, Greg, I'm gonna throw up if I stay here any longer.?

?Come on, Ben, I need you, buddy. We'll get the stuff.?

?Some time, never. Aw, Jesus, I've been kneeling on a head ... what a
smell! Christ, it's full of maggots.?

I let Ben alone as he complained. He had some cause to. This wasn't
going to be easy. OK, so the first part had been simple enough. At
sunrise Ben and I had come down here on foot. No way was I going to give
any trigger-happy guard on the gate an easy target, so we'd crept as
close to the gate as we could along the drainage ditch. I didn't count
on rotting dead men for company, though. I'd recognized the guard on the
gate as Mike Richmond. I didn't figure he'd shoot if he saw us: we were
his old beer buddies, after all. But he was vicious enough when he saw
our faces. And when I'd asked for the dynamite he turned us down flat.
What's more, he must have called out the Guard. Coming up the road
rolled a fleet of trucks and police cars, sirens whooping.

Ben looked over the top of the ditch. ?Oh, fuck, Greg, he's invited a
shooting party.?

?Perfect. It gives us chance to talk to the boss.?

?They won't talk, they'll fire. ... Jesus, this stinks. I can't breathe.?

When the dust raised by the tires had blown aside I eased my head up
above the ditch top. The townspeople weren't tossing caution to the wind
either. I saw a line of heads just above the vehicles. In the morning
sun I could see the glint of gun metal, too.

?I want to speak to someone in charge!?My voice echoed back at me.

359 360

A bullhorn crackled. ?I'm in charge, Valdiva. Speak to me.?

?Recognize the voice, Ben??

He gulped. ?Crowther junior. You know he hates your guts. You'll get
nothing from him.?

?Crowther,?I shouted. ?We need two hundred pounds of dynamite, fuse wire
and detonators.?

There was a pause. Then in a friendly voice, Crowther said, ?Come right
up to the gates, Greg. We'll see what we can do.?

That was enough to make me duck my head back down into the ditch, out of
sight. ?Crowther! I'm not falling for that one! Your people will blast
me to kingdom come the second they get a clear shot.?

The bullhorn boomed back. ?Suit yourself. Either get away from here
right now or we'll come out there and blow you to shit.?

'You won't do that, Crowther. One: You're too chicken shit scared of
infection. Two: We've got guns. You won't get through the gate in one
piece.?

?OK, Valdiva. Stalemate. But you're not getting what you want.?

I risked a glance over the ditch. Damn ... the dust kicked up by the
wheels had reached us. I got an eyeful of dust and ducked back down
again. And Christ, that smell of rotting meat was worse than ever. My
stomach heaved.

?Greg,?Ben hissed, ?let's get out of here.?

He'd seen this stink was working its black magic on my guts, too. I
waved him away. Then, without lifting my head, I yelled, ?I'm here with
Ben!?

?That geek? You're welcome to him.?

I wiped the grit out of my eyes, but more blew across as I heard
vehicles pull up on the far side of the fence. Sullivan was mustering an
army. They came in such numbers, I could even smell aftershave on the Guard.

With a deep breath I shouted, ?Here's the deal, 361

Crowther. We leave you alone in return for the dynamite.?

?You've got to be kidding, Valdiva. You can sit out there in the ditch
until Thanksgiving for all we care.?

?Crowther, there are ten of us out here. We're armed with military
sniper rifles. If you don't give us the dynamite we will sit out here
until Thanksgiving. And whenever any of you or your neighbors walk out
into the open we're going to blow their heads clean off their shoulders.
We'll keep doing that until you give us the stuff. OK??

'You're bluffing, Valdiva.?

?Try me.?

Beside me, Ben, edged away from a corpse with a hole in its head you
could have waggled your fist in. He kept swallowing, his eyes watering.
I rubbed my stomach as it gave a queasy squirm.

I'd expected some response from Crowther, but it became quiet. I guess
the guys were in conference all of a sudden. Time to make my
contribution to the debate. Carefully I eased my head up above the
ditch. More dust carried downwind, creating a golden mist. With luck the
guardsmen who were keeping watch might not see me through that swirling
filth.

My stomach muscles bucked. Christ, that smell of rot had gotten itself
deep down into the pit of my belly. I held out my hand. ?Ben, pass the
rifle.?

Wiping the back of his mouth, he handed it to me. I chambered a round.
Raised it to my shoulder. Looked through the telescopic sight. Sullivan
had grown soft and careless. Magnification bloated the heads like beach
balls. Sitting in the center of the crosshairs I saw Mike Richmond
looking up over the top of a car. There were others I recognized, too.
Finch, the old cop whose daughter Lynne had been murdered by the
townsfolk. There was Mel, who grew the marijuana, toting an Uzi. Every
so often she lifted her head above

361 362

the back of a truck, an easy target. A tempting target as well, bearing
in mind that she'd snitched on me that I was hiding a stranger in my
cabin. But life's short anyway. I allowed the crosshairs of the
telescopic sight to slide over one target after another. I counted six
heads I could get a clear shot at. And even though I'd lied about the
number of marksmen we had I knew we could leave a couple of our people
here who'd turn this side of town into sniper's alley. Lifting the rifle
a little, I could even get a clear shot of the main street. I could pick
off townsfolk as they went to the mall or the courthouse.

I lowered the rifle. The veil of dust was thinning. Gold specks settled
on my bare arms. Make this quick, Valdiva, I told myself. They're going
to see you any moment now.

Once more I traced the line of vehicles. When I reached a truck I
stopped. Although I couldn't see him I saw the bullhorn protruding from
behind the front fender. Crowther had shielded himself. Even so, the
bullhorn poked out like a bird's tail from behind a bush. I panned the
rifle until the crosshairs sat squarely on the bullhorn; then I gently
squeezed the trigger.

The sound of the bullet striking the bullhorn was amplified by the
thing's mike into a shriek of feedback. The bullhorn flew out of
Crowther's hand to the ground.

This time a hail of lead came back in our direction, but we were well
hidden by the time it did. Once the dirt stopped erupting from the lip
of the ditch there was silence again.

When Crowther spoke next it was without the aid of the bullhorn. But to
be honest I didn't recognize the voice. Fear squeezed it into a high squeal.

?Valdiva! OK! You've got what you want! But you've got to promise that
you won't come back here.?The voice rose even higher. ?Do you hear that,
Valdiva??

362

Ma* 363

I smiled at Ben. I could picture Crowther all sweaty and scared and
still rubbing his tingling ringers from when the rifle bullet had
smashed the bullhorn from his hand.

?Valdiva! Did you hear me!?

?Yes, I heard. Remember, I want three hundred pounds of dynamite.
Detonators. Fuse wire.?

?Valdiva, you asked for two hundred.?

?The price just went up.?

?OK, you bastard, you've got it.?

?Leave it outside the gate. Two people in an army Jeep will collect it.
Don't harm them ... otherwise I'll sit out here and pick you all off one
by one. Right??

?OK! OK! Give us half an hour.?

Ben smiled and held out his hand. ?You're the miracle man.?

Smiling, I slapped his palm. ?It was easier than I thought.?

?That's because you scared them good and hard, old buddy.?

My smile turned grim. ?I had help from other quarters.?

?Oh??

I rubbed my stomach as it spasmed. ?Ben, they're scared because they're
in the early stages of infection.?

His eyes went wide.

?That's right, old buddy; Sullivan's lousy with Jumpy. They just don't
know it yet.?

With Ben staring at me like I'd just punched him, I began to make my way
back along the ditch to where Michaela waited with the others.

363 364

?How long do you give them??Michaela asked from the passenger seat as we
drove away from Sullivan.

?A few days before the symptoms become obvious.?I shifted the gearshift.
?Then they'll cull the ones they know are infected. Only the ones doing
the killing will be infected themselves.?

She pushed her hair back from her eyes. ?So why aren't we infected??

I shrugged. ?Natural immunity.?

?I wish you could be so sure.?

'You've been exposed to the bug enough, and you haven't been infected
yet. Those people back in Sullivan managed by sheer chance to avoid
contamination for so long because they were isolated from the rest of
the world.?

?Do you think I introduced the bug to them??she asked. ?I may not be
infected, but I might be a carrier.?

?I'm sure you didn't. In fact, I'm certain they infected themselves.?

365

?How??

?One thing the people of Sullivan ate plenty of were fresh fish. For
months fish had been feeding on bodies that had been washed into the
lake.?I looked at her. ?It adds up, doesn't it??

?Agreed. But not everyone will be infected with Jumpy.?

?No, a few will survive. They'll wander from place to place, scavenging
food. But the town's as good as dead now.?

?Greg??

?Michaela??I smiled.

?Slow down, boyfriend. Remember what we've got in the back.?

I glanced at the cases of dynamite stacked in the back of the Jeep. I
eased off the gas. On this rutted road the boxes were hopping about in a
way that was too lively for us to be comfortable with.

?So,?she said, ?how do you use dynamite??

?Search me, I haven't a clue.?I shot her a smile. ?We'll figure out how
one way or another.?

Her face broke into a slow grin. ?Yeah, we're Vikings now. We can do
anything, right??

?Right.?

We drove back the way we came, along roads that cut deep gullies through
the forests. In the distance we caught glimpses of rivers and lakes. The
afternoon sun had been buried behind a big, dark funeral mound of cloud.
A flock of white birds glided along the valley to our right, over
shattered houses and villages that lay bitched and broken with their
living hearts torn out. Yeah, Valdiva. We're Vikings now. Warriors of
the wasteland. Lords of Chaos. We'd inherited a ruined planet.

Ahead of us by a few yards rode Tony, Ben and Zak, in a line of three,
the bikes eating up mile after mile of road. I guessed they were taken
by surprise by how easily we'd gotten hold of the dynamite in the end.

365 366

Within thirty minutes of me shooting the bullhorn from Crowther's hand
the townspeople piled the cases of explosives outside the gate. Tony and
Ben rode up in the Jeep and loaded it; then we were away in a swirl of
dust with the Jumpy-raddled people of Sullivan watching us go. Only when
I was five miles from the place did the muscle spasms ease in my stomach.

When I thought about it later, it all added up. I'd been downwind of
them in the ditch. I'd smelled their aftershave. I'd smelled the
infection, too.

Zak rode with the cowboy hat on his head, the brim flapping in the
breeze. He grinned back at us. We'd be back at the cabins within the hour.

What happened next must have been fast. Only it seemed to roll in at me
in slow motion. One minute there was open road, the banks of trees on
either side of us. Then figures swarmed onto the road. Braking, I
swerved to avoid them. I saw one aim a swing at me with a baseball bat.
It smacked against the windshield. A white star appeared in the glass.
Michaela shouted a warning. I swerved again, this time not to avoid the
hornet but to use the car to smash his legs to crud.

I looked to my right to see Ben's dirt bike in the grass at the side of
the road, the wheels still spinning like fury. I braked hard. Zak and
Tony wheeled the Harleys 'round and raced back toward the hornets. There
were maybe twenty of them. Not a huge pack, but there might be more
nearby. What's more, they'd managed to topple Ben off the bike.

Zak and Tony, like old-time knights on horseback, charged the mob, the
pair of them firing their sawed-off shotguns from the hip. The
scattering buckshot dropped three or more of the bastards with every
shell. I saw them go down kicking on the blacktop. Blood spurted from
wounds in their faces.

I reversed hard. Smashing the legs of any that got in

367

the way. One old girl went down with a screech beneath the back wheels.

?Greg, the dynamite!?Michaela shouted.

I looked 'round. More hornets piled into the road from the forest. With
sticks and iron bars they struck at the car. Some beat at the boxes of
dynamite, sending a flurry of splinters into the air. I lurched the car
forward. A stick caught me on the shoulder, but I kept powering away
from the mob. I looked back again. Zak and Tony rode in a circle 'round
Ben, back tires ripping up the sod into a green blizzard that filled the
air. They were keeping the hornets at bay as Ben hoisted the bike
upright. Thank God the engine still fired. I could see the exhaust
hazing the air behind the muffler. Hornets tried to rush him, but the
evercircling Zak and Tony kept them back with a few well aimed shotgun
blasts. A moment later Ben climbed back on the dirt bike. With a twist
of the throttle he wheelied right out of there, Zak and Tony following.
Zak fired back as the hornets ran after them, turning one guy's face
into a mess the color of crushed strawberries.

?Damn, that was a close one,?I said to Michaela as I accelerated away.
Then I glanced at her. Her head rolled to the rhythm of the wheels. Her
eyes were shut. Streaming from the gash in the top of her head came what
seemed to be a whole river of blood. Not a trickle, but a gush of blood
that ran into the soft hollows of her eyes, down her cheeks like crimson
tears, then down her throat to soak her T-shirt.

?Michaela??I shook her shoulder as I drove. ?Michaela, can you hear me?
Michaela!?

A rush of air tore the words from my mouth. ?Michaela??I kept calling
her name. But as the red stained her chest my voice slowly died.

368

?Is she dead? Zak ... is she dead??

?Just clear back there; let me see.?

On the drive back to the cabins on the mountainside Michaela had shown
no sign of life. Where her skin showed through smears of blood it had
been the color of milk ... a deathly gleaming white that chilled me to
the bone. I'd carried her into a cabin to lay her on a bed. Immediately
the others had gathered 'round, their eyes huge with shock when they'd
seen the wound on top of her head. Boy sat on the floor with his back to
the wall, his knees hugged to his chest, watching people rushing 'round
with bowls of water, towels, surgical dressings. I crouched beside the
bed as Zak carefully moved Michaela's long hair aside so he could
inspect the wound.

I repeated the question. ?Zak? Is she dead??

?Ben, pass me that mirror.?

Ben handed Zak the small mirror from the dresser. Zak held it beneath
Michaela's nose. It seemed to take forever before I saw the glass mist.

369

?Thank God for that.?Zak sighed with relief. ?She's breathing. ... It's
shallow, but it's there.?

?What now??I asked.

?We've no medical training. All we can do is patch up her wound, then
wait and see.?

?Jesus.?

Zak gently parted her hair. ?But look at the size of the scalp wound.
It's a big one ... there's a lot of blood, too.?

He must have seen my sickened expression.

?Greg, that's a good sign, believe me.?

?Good? You call that good? The bastard nearly tore off her entire scalp.?

?It shows it was a glancing blow. Instead of coming down hard into her
skull, the club struck at a shallow angle, tearing her scalp.? Zak
peered down at the head wound. It was a three-cornered tear like when
you rip clothing on a nail. Through the pool of blood there gleamed the
pink curve of the skull. Zak knelt with his hands open, fingers splayed.
They barely trembled, yet I noticed they were smeared red from fingertip
to knuckle.

?OK, OK. I know I can do this. I can. I can.?He clenched his jaw. He was
psyching himself up to do something. ?Tony, find me that first aid kit.
Not the domestic one. The big one we found in the ambulance.?

?What are you going to do??

?This is a bad tear in her scalp ... really bad. I'm going to have to
sew it back together.?

I looked at him. 'You've done this before??

?No, but trust me.?His eyes were fixed on the bleeding wound. ?I know I
can do it. One thing, though.?He looked 'round. ?Clear the room. I need
to be able to concentrate.?

369 370

m

With Zak working on Michaela in the cabin I had to keep myself busy.
Dark clouds overlaid the sky like a purple bruise. With Tony's help I
shifted the dynamite to a spare cabin some distance from the others.
This stuff should be stable, but I wasn't going to take any damn-fool
chances. For a while we worked without talking. Only when I moved the
Jeep to a garage alongside one of the cabins did Tony break the silence.

Wrapping a rag around his hand, he reached into the back of the Jeep to
pull out a hunk of what looked like steel rod. As thick as my thumb, it
was maybe two feet in length.

I stared at it for a moment.

?The hornet's weapon of choice,?Tony said at last. ?Evil-looking thing,
isn't it??

I nodded. ?Do you think that's what hit her??

?Could be. But there's no blood.?He shook his head, sickened. ?Maybe one
threw it as you passed, or he lost his grip on it when they attacked.?He
looked more closely at it. ?The problem is, they smear these things with
their own shit. Whether it's a crazy ritual or whether it's to spread
infection I don't know.?

I found myself glancing back at the cabin where Michaela lay. ?What are
you saying, Tony??

?Michaela should really have a shot of antibiotics and a tetanus
inoculation.?

?You mean if she recovers from the head wound she still might go down
with blood poisoning??

?It's happened to us in the past. We've lost people.?

?But you've got first aid kits and medicines, right??

?But we haven't any antibiotics or inoculation shots. They're long gone.?

?Hell.?I rubbed my jaw. ?But I know where there are some.?

?The bunker??

?First thing tomorrow we're going back there.?I shot

371

him a grim look. ?We're going to take whatever we need from that place.?

?But you said it was built like a fortress.?

?It is ... so this is where we start making the impossible possible.
It's a habit we're going to have to learn; otherwise we won't survive.?

?Greg ... Greg!?

I turned to see Boy come running across the grass. His eyes were big as
boiled eggs; the whites flashed in a way that sent shivers prickling
across my back.

Boy shouted, ?Greg ... Tony! Zak says to come back to the cabin!?

The bedroom where Michaela lay was in near darkness. Zak had drawn the
blinds and turned down the kerosene lamp until only a smudge of light
burned in the glass tube.

She lay flat on her back, her black hair fanned out across the pillow.
Zak nodded for me to go closer. As I crouched beside the bed her eyes
opened. For a second they gazed up at the ceiling, as if puzzled by her
surroundings; then she turned her head slightly to look at me.

?Michaela,?I whispered, ?it's Greg. You're going to be all right.?

Her lips moved noiselessly for a second, then she breathed out the
words: ?Sorry, Greg... I messed up ... should have been sharper... a
whole lot sharper ... uh.?She grimaced.

?Don't apologize.?I moved closer and squeezed her hand.

?Let my guard down ... that was stupid of me ...?

?Take it easy. You didn't do anything wrong.?

?I did, Greg. ... I should have kept my wits ... these days you get lazy
you're gonna die ... oh ...?

?Sshh ... Easy, Michaela.?

Swallowing, as if she had something stuck in her

371 372

throat, she lifted both fists to her temples. She began to press her
head so hard her knuckles turned white.

?Michaela, what's wrong??

She sighed. ?It hurts ... ssa' bitch ... uh.?

Zak ran his hands across his head, angry with himself that he couldn't
do more for her. ?I don't think she's suffered any brain damage. I did a
good job stitching her scalp, but it's going to be sore for a while.?

?Isn't there anything we can give her??

?All we've got now is Excedrin.?

?They're not even going to take the edge off pain like that.?

?I know, Greg. Good God, I wish I could do more for her. She doesn't
deserve this. ... She pulled us outta more crap than I don't know what.
She kept us together, like ...?He shrugged as words failed him. ?Hell,
she doesn't deserve this, Greg,?was all he could repeat.

She didn't deserve it. I gritted my own teeth as I watched her shudder
as waves of pain ran through her. Her knuckles whitened again as she
pushed her hands against the side of her head.

What's that old saying? Life's a bitch and then you die ...

It came ringing back at me as I crouched there holding her hand. It came
like a huge tolling bell that thundered the words 'round my head. Be a
Viking, I said. Work miracles, I said. Do the impossible, I said. And,
Jesus Christ, all I could do was watch the face of the woman I loved
spasm as the agony tore through her like a goddam razor.

1

373

I watched Boy through the binoculars. Disguised in rags, carrying a
backpack on his shoulders that reached all the way down to the back of
his knees, he limped 'round the fake house that comprised the bunker. I
could see that he wore one shoe. His head hung down, exhausted.

?The kid's acting the part well,?I said.

?He loves Michaela like a sister.?Tony crouched beside me. ?He'd give
his life to help her.?

Zak crawled through the leaf mold, keeping below the bushes. ?Anything
happening yet??

?Nothing.?

?Boy's been hanging 'round there for two hours now. Are you sure this
bunker guy can see him??

?He can see him, all right,?I whispered. ?He can hear, too. My guess is,
he's sitting there watching Boy to make sure this isn't some kind of
stunt. So keep your voices down.?I glanced at Zak. ?Is Ben ready??

?He's about a mile down the road with the Jeep.?

?Any sign of hornets??

374

?None that we've found, but that's a big forest out there. You could
hide a whole army; no one'd ever know.?

We crouched there beneath the bushes just inside the forest fringe. I
watched Boy sit at the main entrance to the bunker. He'd done as I'd
instructed. He'd made an act of finding what you'd suppose was simply a
big country house in the forest. He'd examined the fake doors painted on
concrete walls, looked at the astroturf grass. Then he'd sat down, his
head hanging down as if he was too tired to take another step. Every now
and again a squall of rain came from dark skies. Trees groaned and
hissed before the coming storm like restless animals. It was as if they
sensed something big was breaking.

I kept my eyes fixed to the binoculars, seeing Boy's dirt-smeared face.
In my mind's eye I was seeing Michaela, too. When I left the cabin that
morning her face had a white, unnatural look, as if it were made from
the same waxy stuff as candles. She breathed steadily, but she still
hadn't fully regained consciousness from the attack the day before. In
fact, she seemed to sleep more deeply now. I found myself asking myself
how you know when someone has slipped from natural sleep into a lethal
coma. It scared me more than I dared to admit. Zak had done a good job
of the suturing, however. After cutting a little of her hair away from
the scalp he'd neatly stitched the flap of torn skin back. That had
stopped the bleeding. The rest now, as they say, was in the lap of the gods.

Minutes crawled to midday. I began to wonder again about the steel trap
door on the annex roof through which Michaela and I had escaped. That
would be the easiest way into the bunker, but I was certain Phoenix
would have gone across to manually close it. What's more, it was locked
from the inside. If I did risk climbing up onto the annex roof that
would alert Phoenix

375

that we were up to something. And that trap door was a substantial piece
of metal; I'd never be able to open the thing.

Tony pushed aside a backpack to make himself more comfortable.

Zak fanned himself with the Stetson. ?Treat the bag with some respect,
bud. We don't know how stable that stuff is.?

Like he was moving a sack of eggs, Tony gently shifted it farther from
him. ?Greg, you sure you know how to use it??

I didn't take my eyes from the binoculars. ?I've bundled half a dozen
sticks together with a detonator and ten feet of fuse. When I tested it
earlier the fuse burned at two seconds per foot?

?That'll be enough??

?Once you light it you've got twenty seconds to get clear.?

?Give or take a few seconds,?Tony added. ?So make sure you move fast
once it's burning.?

Zak gave a grim smile. ?Don't worry, I'll move fast enough. They don't
call me Mr. Greased Lightning for nothing, you know.?

Tony chuckled. ?When did they ever call you that? We have to hold
lighted cigarettes to your toes to get you out of bed in the morning.?

?Oh, yeah??

?Yeah.?

I knew they were letting off steam to ease the tension. The truth was,
all this hung on Boy getting it right the first time. If he fluffed it
we got no second chances. And I knew we didn't have enough dynamite to
blow a hole through those three-foot concrete walls.

?Man, you're so slow you've got moss growing on the soles of your boots.?

?You've got moss on your dick. The only time you use it is to prick the
pastry.?

375 376

Both crumbled into snorting laughter. Tension was eating them. They were
letting it out the only way they knew how.

Tony flicked Zak's bald head with his finger. ?Yeah, remind me to buy
you a brush and comb set for Christmas.?

Zak grinned. 'You won't do that twice.?

?Oh, yeah??

'Yeah ... I've got a cute little kitten in my coat pocket. Try that
again and I'll squeeze its throat until its eyes go pop.?

?That so??

'Yeah, and what-?

?Guys,?I breathed. ?It's happening.?

Suddenly they were alert again, staring forward through the bushes. Boy
had climbed to his feet. He tilted his head to one side as he hoisted
the backpack onto his back.

Zak whispered, ?I hope those weld joints hold, Tony.?

?They will.?

I watched Boy. He seemed to be listening to a voice. I angled my head,
too, but couldn't catch anything. Then I saw Boy nod.

?He's heading toward the annex,?I whispered. ?That's what Phoenix told
us to do last time.?

?So it's working??

?Pray that it is.?I stared through the binoculars at the annex building
that was disguised as a large garage. ?There's a door operated by
pneumatics, I guess. Boy will have around twenty seconds to do his thing.?

Boy made a good act of plodding exhaustedly toward the annex. The
backpack looked like a dead weight on his back. I guessed he wasn't
playacting that part of it. The bag contained nothing but a welded steel
frame that fitted tightly into it like a hand in a glove. Tony

377

had spent half the night making the thing. Now, pray God it was strong
enough.

?There it goes,?I whispered. ?See the bunker door opening??

?Hell, it must be a foot thick,?Zak breathed.

?As soon as he wedges the bag in the doorway, move. And for God's sake
keep off the lawn. There are landmines under the grass.?I glanced at
Zak. ?You happy carrying the dynamite??

?I'll do it. Don't worry about me.?

I nodded. ?Once we're in, Phoenix will do whatever he can to make life
hard for us. There'll be no light, so use the flashlights. He'll
probably hit us with water. Even a lot of noise.?

?If those are his only weapons we're laughing.?

?Just say a little prayer he's got nothing else. Wait; Boy's almost
there. Get ready. But keep down until we know the door's jammed. OK??

Without rising from the cover of the bushes I pulled the strap of the
rifle over my shoulder and checked that the .45 automatic was still
strapped to my hip. At either side of me Zak and Tony checked their
weapons. Tony sported a submachine gun with spare ammo clips taped
together, while Zak carried a pair of sawed-off shotguns. He also
hoisted the backpack containing the bundles of dynamite over his shoulders.

Hell, there was so much to check. Flashlights, ammo. I patted my
pockets, feeling a rising panic. I'd forgotten the goddam cigarette
lighter to ignite the fuses. Shit, you idiot, Valdiva, you fucking class
A idiot, you should-Thank Christ. I felt hard tube shapes in my shirt
pocket. I'd placed a pair of lighters there earlier. But pulling this
off was like the plate-spinning trick you see at the circus. You have to
make every little element of the plan work. Anything forgotten, anything
mistimed, it all went crap.

?Any second now,?Zak whispered.

378

Still playing the weary refugee, Boy made it to the bunker. I saw him
stop to listen again to a voice we couldn't hear. No doubt Phoenix was
giving the same instructions Michaela and I'd received in the same soft,
whispering voice. Boy nodded again, then limped to the open doorway. As
he entered he slipped the heavy bag from his shoulders. This time
lightning-quick he spun 'round and jammed the bag lengthways into the
entranceway. A second later the big armored door slid forward, as if to
seal the aperture. It made it a third of the way, then stopped. It slid
back. Shut again. But it couldn't slide more than a third of the way
across. An alarm began to sound from the bunker.

?He's done it.?I scrambled to my feet and repeated the earlier warning:
?For God's sake keep off the grass. Touch that and you'll go fucking sky
high.?

The two followed me along the path to the bunker entrance. 379

This was it. Adrenaline blasted me into overdrive. The world blurred as
I ran hard at the bunker.

Boy danced outside the bunker door. ?I did it, I did it!?

?Great work. Now get behind the bunker. And keep off the goddam grass.?I
looked down at the doorway. The metal frame inside the bag still held
against the pressure of the door. Even so, it had closed now maybe
halfway, leaving a two-foot opening. I heard pneumatics hiss. The steel
frame groaned; there was the sound of metal on metal grinding somewhere
inside.

?It's holding,?I shouted. ?But it might not hold for long.?

Then Phoenix's voice rolled from the speakers. ?Valdiva! Get out of
here! You're a dead man! I'll crush you!?

?Yeah, you and whose army??

?You are dead, Valdiva. Get away from here! Get away!?

The voice thundered across the plastic lawns away into the forest.

379 380

?You've got bunker boy all riled,?Tony said as he switched on his
flashlight.

?I'll go first,?I said. ?He's going to turn this place into a fun house
the moment we go in there.?

Phoenix boomed like the voice of God: ?YOU'RE DEAD MEN WALKING. DYA
HEAR? GET AWAY FROM HERE LEAVE AND YOU'LL LIVE!?

?Sounds as if you've spooked him, too.?

Zak lumbered up with the heavy pack of dynamite on his back. He turned
'round so I could pull open the zipper on the backpack. I reached in,
tugged out a bundle of dynamite, then started to unreel the fuse that
I'd carefully wound 'round it.

?Tony, hold the end of the fuse. Zak, stick close to the bunker wall ...
no-farther back from the doorway.?Suddenly this seemed crazy; to be
standing there with five sticks of dynamite in my hand. Hell, I'd never
used the stuff before. OK, I'd shoved the gleaming steel-shelled
detonator into the center. But is that where it went? Jesus, sweet Jesus
... ?All right.?I took a deep breath. ?Stay back. The trick is to use
just enough to blow the doors ... not bring the whole house down.?

Maybe Zak saw me hesitating, as if I doubted I could pull this off.
?He's got a lot of goodies in there, Greg. Do it.?

?Keep a grip on that fuse, Tony. If I yell 'Light it!' just light it
anyway, OK??

He nodded, his face grim.

The door was still trying to crush the steel frame. I heard metal
groaning as I stepped over it. The outer door wasn't my target. It would
take a whole truckload of explosive to even dent that. My only hope was
that it didn't manage to force itself shut. If I was trapped in there
... hell, I didn't want to paint any mind pictures about that one. ...

As I suspected, Phoenix didn't help me by switching

381

on the lights. Instead I moved along that same decontamination chamber I
had entered before, this time a flashlight in my hand. The light danced
on the tiled floor; the fuse trailed behind me. I repeatedly looked back
to see if it had snagged against the door that slid backward and forward
as Phoenix tried to batter the obstruction to crud.

At that moment spray hit me in the face. Hell, he was using the
decontamination procedure as a weapon. The disinfectant caught me
squarely, shooting into my mouth and eyes. The stuff burned like fire.

Half blinded, I stumbled forward, still holding the dynamite in one
hand, the flashlight in the other, and trying to steady my balance with
my elbow. Then he hit me with the cold water spray.

?Getting desperate, are we, bunker boy??I murmured. I had anticipated
his suddenly appearing in the doorway with a machine gun to blast us. He
must have hundreds of weapons at his disposal. But something told me now
he wouldn't have the guts to venture out of his safe house to face us.

?We're coming in, Phoenix!?I yelled over the hiss of water. ?We'll find
you.?

?You bastards. You won't get close to me. You're dead men ... dead men!?

I reached the door to the locker room. Although hardly flimsy, it was
only a fraction as thick as the outer door. Carefully, I set the
dynamite down so it was touching the door.

Too much explosive? Too little? Dammit, I just didn't know. Behind me
metal shrieked as if in pain. I glanced back to see the outer door had
all but crushed its way shut.

Taking a deep breath, I bellowed: ?Tony! Light the fuse!?

The outer door had become a great champing mouth. It slid back, then
rumbled forward to crush the

381 382

steel frame. The fuse snaked across the mangled backpack.

?You've made yourself a tomb!?Phoenix ranted. ?D' ya hear me, Valdiva?
I'm going to sit here. I'm going to enjoy watching you rot!?

Come on, Tony, do it ... light it... if the door slides all the way shut
it's gonna kill the fuse. I looked 'round for something else to wedge in
the door, but this passageway consisted of nothing but naked walls. I
ran back to the outer door, tried to hold it back with my bare hands.
Shit. I might as well have tried to stop the sun rising with nothing but
my own two arms. With a hiss it rolled along the groove again to slam
against the mangled frame, nearly pulping me in the process.

I glanced down as the flame ate the fuse, spitting sparks and fizzing.
Then it ran through the doorway back toward the dynamite. Even the
deluge of water from the showerheads didn't slow it. Jesus, the fuse
burned faster than I had anticipated.

Tony and Zak appeared to help me with the door.

?No, it's too late,?I shouted. ?Get back. The dynamite's going to blow.?

They moved back sharply, waving Boy to get down. Inquisitive as kids
are, he'd leaned out from behind the bunker to get a closer look.

My eyes hunted across the ground. There, in the plastic grass, I saw it:
a crowbar a hornet had used to break heads. But the ground was mined
beneath the lawn. I looked at it, searching for any telltale marks in
the grass. Dammit. Nothing to tell where the bombs were. Hell, what else
could I do? I stepped onto the astro turf, hoping I didn't trigger a mine.

Thank you, Lord. I reached the iron bar, grabbed it, then ran back to
the bunker door that had now closed the gap to around six inches. It
slid back before returning to batter the obstruction. Cut into the floor

383

was an inch-deep groove fitted with a steel slot where the door wheels
ran. I slammed the iron bar into the groove just as the door came
hissing back. It glided over the iron bar like it wasn't there. But just
as I was thinking, Shit, it didn't work, the wheel that supported the
half-ton door must have run into the iron bar. With a jolt the door
stopped dead.

Zak yelled at me: ?Greg! Get back! It's going to blow!?

Jesus, I'd forgotten about the fuse. I slammed myself against the bunker
wall. The thunderous bang shortcut my ears. I felt a tremendous
concussion in the center of my head. Instantly the bunker wall jumped at
me, knocking me square in the face and flinging me back to the ground.

I pulled myself to my feet, my ears ringing, blood dripping from my nose.

'You all right??The voice seemed to be part of the ringing. I looked
'round to see Zak and Tony helping me to stand.

?I'm fine,?I lied. ?Go see if we're in.?

With flashlights blazing they squeezed past the crippled door and
entered the hallway. I followed, shaking the dizzy sensation from my
head. In the glow of the flashlights I saw water oozing from a fractured
pipe. The explosion had blackened the walls, and every tile had
shattered. I checked out the door inside the chamber. Fantastically, it
still held tight in one piece, but it was the wall beside it that had
staved in. I followed Zak and Tony through crumpled metal panels into
the locker room. The explosion had picked up the vacuum packs of
clothes, then scattered them 'round the place. Those white rubber
sandals covered the floor as if a blizzard had hit it, covering it with
blobs of snow.

So ... I'd made it back again. I was back in the bunker,

384

only it was different this time. No longer the prisoner but the invader.

When I reached Phoenix, and met him face to face, I wondered what he
would say. Come to that, I wondered what he would do.

I

384 385

We went through the place like a hurricane. Zak and Tony followed me,
gun muzzles pointing outward like spines on a porcupine, ready to blast
anything that moved. They shone the flashlights left, right and center,
scanning the rooms for danger. Once we were through the pneumatic doors
that Phoenix could operate remotely, the other lightweight internal
doors weren't a problem. I kicked through one after another.

After screaming at us Phoenix fell silent. But he was watching; I knew
that. From those concealed cameras he'd been seeing everything we did.
He'd have seen us pass through the kitchen where I'd made popcorn with
Michaela, through the living room, down the stairs to the operations
rooms with their keypads that glowed like yellow eyes in the darkness.
But I wasn't interested in those anymore.

?OK, Zak,?I said. He turned 'round. I unzipped the backpack to pull out
another bundle of dynamite, then I began unraveling the fuse. ?There are
bedrooms back through the double doors and along the corridor. Get

385 386 «HL

Simon Clark

in one of those with the door shut behind you.?I checked that the
detonator was in place. ?Ten sticks in this one. It's going to kick like
the devil. Ready??

They nodded, their eyes on those white sticks. Now they'd seen what the
stuff could do close up, they regarded it with infinite respect.

Phoenix's voice came rushing back. ?I'm warning you, get out now. You
don't know what you're getting into. Run, Valdiva, run!?

Get this: Phoenix didn't sound so much threatening as terrified.
Something frightened him. He didn't even seem scared of us. ... I felt
that flicker of instinct in my gut ... the little red warning light
began to flash behind my eyes. The man genuinely warned us of some
danger ... only it wasn't him. He wasn't the threat. Something else
lurked there ... he was trying to save

us ...

I shook the thought from my head, but still a sense of unease wormed its
way along my nervous system. Something isn't right, Valdiva.

'You OK, Greg??

I nodded. ?Rarin' to go, Tony.?I laid the dynamite at the foot of the
twin doors that were labeled comm route. If my hunch served me right,
these two meaty iron doors blocked the way to a tunnel that connected
with the main bunker. There, Phoenix waited. Along with whatever
surprises lay in store.

I played out the fuse behind me, checking that it didn't snag. ?OK?I
flipped the cigarette lighter, touched the flame to the fuse end. Sparks
flew. ?Take cover-here she goes!?

OK, so maybe I did use too much. The explosion knocked in bedroom doors,
filling the whole complex with smoke. Even the beds we crouched on
jumped halfway to the ceiling. Closets flew open, sleeping bags,
pillowcases, towels flapped 'round like crazy birds. For

386 387

a second we lay there on the floor, trying to retrieve the air that had
had been slammed from our lungs.

?Jeez,?Zak breathed. ?Valdiva, you never do anything by halves, do you,
man??

I picked up the rifle from where the concussion had flung it across the
room. ?Come on, let's finish this now.?

The corridor to the other rooms had been mutilated; you could use no
other word for it. Mutilated to hell and back. Walls had been gouged by
the explosion. Part of the concrete ceiling had broken away to come
crashing to the floor. Every single door had been blasted inward. For
the first time I saw the sick bay and the boardroom. There, tables and
chairs had been upended. Exposed wiring in the walls sent out cascades
of sparks. A punctured fire extinguisher sprayed a blizzard of foam.

I nodded at the twin doors that led to the connecting tunnel. ?We've
done it. We're in.? The massive doors had been crumpled the way you can
scrunch up a sheet of paper in your hand. Smoke billowed, thick as fog.
It reflected the beams of the flashlights right back at us.

I approached the smashed doors. The tunnel entrance yawned like a hungry
mouth, eager to swallow us into its concrete gut.

?Greg! Get back!?

Tony pushed me aside to fire the machine gun into the fog of smoke. A
figure blundered out through the mutilated doors, then fell to the floor
and lay still.

I looked through the smoke, expecting to see Phoenix lying there.
Instead I saw a witch head of wild gray hair. A bloody mass bubbled
where the face should have been.

Zak nodded down at the figure. ?We got bunker boy??

388 I 389

?That's not him.?My stomach muscles clenched. ?That's a hornet. ...?I
moved closer to the tunnel's raw mouth. ?Jesus, he must have let them in
to guard the hive.?

Swarming through the gloom of the tunnel, like they were a plague of
hungry rats I saw them. Dozens of them. Men, women. Young, old. Their
faces blazed hatred.

?Hornets!?I yelled. ?They're coming this way.?

Tony stepped into the doorway to fire the machine gun at them. Flame a
yard long erupted from the muzzle. I could even see bullets roar into
the gloom like balls of light to ricochet off walls, or to rip into bodies.

?Too many,?I shouted. ?Zak, hold still.?I reached into the backpack on
his back and pulled out a bundle of dynamite. ?Get back into the
stairwell.?I pulled the lighter from my pocket.

A tall man with sores on his throat stumbled through the doorway. As if
he'd suddenly decided to relax there for a while, he leaned against the
wall. He looked down at his chest with a puzzled expression. A dark
stain spread through the material of the torn-to-crap shirt he wore. He
pulled it open to see a bullet hole above his breastbone that pumped big
fat drops of crimson down his chest. Still puzzled, he fingered the
wound. I found myself unable to tear my eyes away as he touched the
bullet hole with his fingertip, then pressed harder. His finger slipped
into the gory hole, his fingernail disappearing. With a look of
astonishment, he watched his finger smoothly slip inside his chest as
far as his knuckle. He began to rock his hand, and I realized what he
was doing: He was trying to locate the bullet with his finger. Even as I
watched he worked the finger inside the hole, rotating his hand from
side to side, as if he'd found an object there that he couldn't quite-
suddenly he coughed.

A stream of blood spurted from his mouth. His knees

388

STRANGER

gave way, dropping him dead to the floor.

Tony shook me. ?Snap out of it, Valdiva. Come on!?

I touched the flame to the fuse. The moment it caught I lobbed the
dynamite into the middle of tunnel. Hornets packed the place so tightly,
they walked with their hands on the shoulders of the ones in front of
them, grunting with bloodlust, their eyes locked on ours. A hungry kind
of look that fairly hollered their craving to get hold of us and tear
the skin from our bones. The dynamite bounced on the head of a bald man,
then slapped into the face of a woman with boils clustering 'round her
eyes. ... Hell, these people were goddam monsters ... you couldn't
describe them any other way. Ugly creatures driven by an overwhelming
urge to kill.

I waved Tony and Zak away from the entrance. I followed, ducking into
the open doorway of the sick bay as my homemade bomb erupted with a roar.

We didn't waste any time. After the tunnel entrance sneezed out a huge
ball of black smoke we ran back to the shattered doors. Through the
smoke I could see that the explosion had toppled the hornets like a
crowd of mannequins. They lay flat, covering every inch of the floor.

I didn't wait; I ran into the corridor. With no floor showing through
the fallen bodies, some lying on top of the others, I ran across that
mat of once human flesh. Most were dead, with hideous facial wounds
where the blast had ripped at them. Some held up bloody stumps to stop
me passing, but they weren't going to slow me down. No way!

As I ran, my boots crunched down on faces, chests, stomachs, throats.
And as we raced across the torn bodies some of them began to recover
consciousness. Immediately the air filled with a deep groaning. A great
fat bass sound like a choir of madmen singing. The sound grew louder.
Moans, groans... a deep, DEEP

390

sound that made the teeth in your head vibrate.

A guy with a beard that reached his chest sat up, his hands outstretched
to grab me. I snapped the muzzle of the rifle down and fired, exploding
the top of his head. I ran over his still-twitching body and felt his
hot blood spray against my bare arms. Tony and Zak, too, fired as they
ran. Now the deep bass moan bore a mixture of rising shrieks as bullets
ripped into bodies.

Then, ten seconds later, we were out of that gloom filled tunnel. Ahead
lay the main bunker. A huge door attempted to slide shut to seal us into
the tunnel. But men and women had been hurled back by the blast to fall
in the doorway. The heavy door made a mess of their bodies, but still it
couldn't close fully. I slipped through the gap, screening out a sound
like cracking eggshells as the steel door crushed hard against torsos,
cracking bones, rupturing lungs and bursting stomachs.

I stood for a moment, blinking beneath the bright lights of the bunker.
So this was it-Phoenix's den. My stomach muscles spasmed. This was where
he nurtured the hive, feeding it with human captives.

The corridor ran away in front of me. Doors led off on either side.
Where now, Valdiva? Where now?

390 391

The main bunker looked far bigger than the little brother annex where
Michaela and I had stayed. Room after room lined the corridor.
Storerooms. Pump rooms. Bedrooms. Mess rooms. Rooms with
air-conditioning plants. Rooms full of computer terminals. The place was
the size of a battleship. Corridors ran off at tangents. Stairwells led
to higher levels. Elevators plunged to unknown depths.

?Where'd we go??Tony called as he snapped a fresh magazine into the
machine gun.

?I don't know ... We'll have to go through all the rooms one by one.?I
kicked open a door to reveal a sick bay. Spent hypos covered the floor.
This must be one of Phoenix's little joy cabins, where he sent himself
on cosmic journeys at the point of a needle. With narc habits like that
it's a wonder the guy survived.

A hornet ran screeching from a corridor, waving an iron bar with such
ferocity it flashed with blue sparks every time it struck the wall. I
dropped him with a single rifle shot to the gut.

391 392 Clark

More hornets spilled from a side corridor. Tony's gun clattered. Men and
women went tumbling to the ground.

?Greg, there are hundreds of rooms here. I don't think we're gonna have
time to search them all.?Zak blasted a pair of hornets with a single
shotgun shell.

Tony pumped a tracer into the swarming bodies. ?Hey, the bad guys are
coming thick and fast.?

No sooner had he said that than Phoenix's voice boomed in the confined
space. ?Move into the corridor to your right.?

'Yeah,?I yelled. ?As if we should trust you!?

The voice echoed. ?You can't shoot them all, Valdiva. There are hundreds
down here!?

?And who's to say you're not inviting us to run into their open arms??

?Trust me, Valdiva.?

'Yeah, like hell I will.?

From a doorway a heavyset man flung himself on Tony. He fell with the
man straddling him. The monster put a pair of huge hands around Tony's
throat and began to squeeze. I used the rifle butt to crush the guy's
skull. He crumpled like an empty sack.

?Come on,?I said. ?We've got to get out of here. There are too many.?

No understatement. Around fifty hornets surged along the corridor we'd
just run through. Ahead, three corridors ran away into the distance.

?Come on, Tony. Get up.?Zak pointed the twelve gauge in the direction of
the surging mob. 'You can't lay there all day.?

Tony grimaced. ?Looks as if I will. The big ape's gone and busted my leg.?

I glanced down to see Tony gripping his shin. His face was tight with pain.

?Come on, buddy. You've got to stand up.?

Tony shook his head. ?It's broken. ...?He pulled

393

the machine gun toward him. ?I'll stay here and cover you.?

?No fucking way ... Zak, grab him by the collar and drag him.?

?Which way??

?I don't think it matters; just move as fast as you can. Go!?

The mob started to run. There were so many hornets, the sound of their
feet came like pounding drums. I fired the rifle until the magazine was
empty, dropping the leading bad guys. Some behind tripped over the
fallen bodies. But I wasn't stopping them all. I glanced back to see
that Zak had grabbed Tony by the collar and dragged him into a sitting
position farther along the corridor. I followed. ?Not that way. That's
where Phoenix told us to go. If I know him it'll be a trap.?

?Where, then??A desperate note sounded in Zak's voice. ?Where the hell
do we go??

The pounding grew louder as the hornets ran at us. Now they were maybe
thirty yards away. I drew a handgun. In a strangely dislocated way I
aimed and fired. I felt calm. I knew I'd simply aim and fire one round
after another until the hornets overran us.

I aimed at a guy with a red beard. Bang. He went down with a hole
through his cheekbone. Then I focused on a wiry-haired man with a hooked
nose. Bang. Clutching his stomach as the bullet tore his liver, he did a
kind of forward somersault roll. Immediately the mob charged over him.
If the bullet doesn't kill him those crushing feet will, I told myself
in a cool way that seemed as remote from this as if I was watching TV.
Bang. A woman with black jagged teeth was next. The bullet popped her
eye like a soap bubble. Bang. Another guy went down with blood pouring
from his mouth.

Scrreee!

I stood and stared at what happened next without

393 394

I

any real understanding. I was going to die. That's all I knew. But
suddenly a steel gate slid across the passageway, blocking it from floor
to ceiling. A second later the mob slammed into it, hands thrusting
through the bars, trying to reach me. I stood for a moment before the
truth wormed its way into my head. They'd been stopped dead. For now we
were safe. I glanced back to see Tony lying there, supporting himself on
one elbow, and Zak standing with his mouth hanging open. It took a
moment for them to realize, too, that the mob couldn't reach us.

I turned to them. ?I don't know how long that's gonna last. Tony, grit
your teeth.?

After handing Zak the rifle I picked up Tony and hoisted him across my
shoulder. I heard him gasp with pain. Now I could see the kink in his
shin where the bone had snapped. ?Zak, keep moving. If you see anything
blast it.?

?Don't worry, I will.?

I walked hard with Zak covering me. Tony's weight nearly broke my goddam
back, but I wasn't putting him down yet. I wouldn't leave him to those
monsters. We'd walked perhaps twenty seconds when we passed through a
set of swinging doors. I looked down because something funny had
happened to the floor. I panted hard, trying to get the oxygen to my
lungs, as I stared at the floor ... That was it-carpet. We'd entered the
residential area. I made my way straight toward a door marked no. 3
lounge. This was a bigger version of the one in the annex, with a dozen
comfortable armchairs and couches. Sweat rolling down my face, I lowered
Tony as gently as I could onto a couch. He grunted as I eased him onto
soft cushions. Dazed by pain, he looked 'round at the soft furnishings.
?Christ, I've died and gone to heaven.?

?Not yet,?Zak murmured, looking 'round in awe. ?But close, old
buddy-damn close.?

394 395

?Zak, help me get the table against the door.?As we barricaded the
doorway the voice of Phoenix came padding into the room. ?No need for
that, guys.?

?So what have you got planned for us, you freak??

?That's not nice.?

?Nice it ain't... but true.?

?Valdiva, that's the second time I've saved your neck.?

?Saved me for what? For that thing's lunch??

?Listen, you people. You are safe from them in here. They cannot pass
the gate.?

?Unless you open it for them.?

?You think I'd do that??Phoenix still sounded scared for some reason.

?So we're not going to come to any harm??I reloaded the rifle.

?I can't promise that.?

I murmured, ?Great, here comes the next mood swing.?

The TV screen on the wall suddenly sparked into life. I found myself
looking at a close-up of Phoenix.

I nodded. ?Tony, Zak, meet our host.?

They gazed in awe at the white-painted face and pharaoh-style eyes,
surrounded by thick painted black lines, and framing the face itself
flowered a mass of black hair.

Tony grimaced, still clutching his leg. ?Hell, he's not a pretty sight.?

Zak let out a whistle. ?Would anyone, if they locked themselves down
here on a diet of narcotics for months on end??

I looked up at the screen. ?What now, Phoenix??

?I want you to see something.?He looked away from the camera lens. I
could hear a keyboard being tapped. ?Remember this??

The TV flickered. Instead of Phoenix we were suddenly seeing a bathroom.
The walls were stained with

395 396

a tarry substance. More of it slicked the floor like strawberry Jell-O.
Beyond the doorway I could see the poor bastards who'd been drained of
their blood. They lay there, as dry as Egyptian mummies, still wearing
the fucking stupid rubber shoes.

?We've seen this before, Phoenix. We don't want to see any more of your
sick camera work.?

The scene cut to Phoenix in ultra close-up. His bloated face filled the
TV screen, his bloodshot eyes burning out at us. ?But don't you see,
Valdiva??he hissed. ?The room is empty.?

?You're telling me the thing has hatched out??

?Not hatched... it has completed its metamorphosis. Look!?He stepped out
of the shot to reveal a figure standing behind him. Desperately he
whispered into the mike, ?Help me, Valdiva. Please help me.?

396 397

Wherever Phoenix was in the bunker he worked the camera control. On TV I
saw the image expand to fill the screen. I heard Zak and Tony breathe in
sharply, as if taken by surprise. I found myself staring hard, feeling
an electric shiver run up my backbone as my eyes took in a figure behind
Phoenix. A girl of around twenty sat with her back to the wall. Dark
hair with odd apple-red tints poured down over one shoulder. Her skin
had an amber glistening appearance, as if she'd poured olive oil all
over herself. Her eyes were lightly closed. She seemed to be dozing with
her back to the wall, her knees raised upward. One open hand rested
lightly on her knee, palm upward, fingers slightly curled. She was
entirely naked.

Phoenix's voice came over the speakers in a breathy whisper. ?The hive
changed when you left. Its color deepened to crimson. It began pulsating
as if it became agitated. Then a couple of days later I woke to find
that the membrane had ruptured, releasing the fluid onto the floor.?

397 398

'You're making it sound like a birth, Phoenix.?

?That's exactly what it was. ... Later I found her wandering 'round the
corridors.?

'You sure she came out of the hive? I mean, she isn't someone from the
outside??

?Sure she's from the hive. This place is locked down tight. Not even a
bug could creep in here without me knowing.?

I looked at the close-up of the girl's sleeping face. You could even see
individual lashes resting on her cheeks, while her black eyebrows formed
two slender arches above her eyes. A lock of dark hair hung down over
her forehead.

?So you've got yourself company, Phoenix,?I said at last. ?What do you
want me to do about it??

?You've got to help me, Valdiva. She won't let me out of here.?

?Come on, Phoenix; she can't weigh more than a hundred pounds.?

?I-I can't explain it, but she's got into my head somehow. She makes me
do things ...?

Tony caught my eye and touched his temple. Nuts.

'Yeah, don't forget I see you, too, guys. I'm not insane. This is for
real. She can get inside my head. It's like sleepwalking.?Phoenix
sounded agitated. ?I black out and find I've sealed all the doors to the
command center. Then I find I've opened the outer door to let those
crazy bastards in. I mean, what the goddam fuck's going on? I can't stop
myself ... I feel like my head's gonna explode. And all she does is sit
there for hours and hours. She doesn't move. She doesn't even look at
me. Jesus Christ, I'm-?

?Phoenix! Has she said anything to you??

?No ...?He took a breath to steady himself. ?No. Not one word. Like I
said, she can reach into my skull. ... Please, it's freaking me out,
man. I want out of here.?

398 399

?Phoenix-?

?She's really scaring me. I know that makes me sound yellow, but she
gets inside my head, and I see what she sees. Then I remember what it's
like to be in the hive. I see myself in all that pink shit. ... It feels
like I'm drowning ... and-and I'm hungry all the time. I'm so fucking
hungry I feel as if my guts are going to explode. Jesus, guys, it's a
nightmare ... a fucking nightmare.?Phoenix's face suddenly ballooned
onto the screen, the eyes huge and pleading. ?You've got to do
something! Please, Valdiva. I saved your neck twice. You owe me. A blood
debt, you understand? You've got to stop her doing this to me.?

I watched the screen as he backed away, his face shrinking back into
focus. Behind him the naked woman sat on the floor. During the man's
panicky rant she never moved a finger. The hand still remained there
limply palm up, like someone waiting for the first drop of rain on a
summer's day.

Meanwhile Phoenix whispered over and over to himself, ?I gotta get out
of here. I gotta. I can't take it any more. Please, man, I can't take
any more ... please, please ...?

?Phoenix, just open the doors and walk out of there.?

?I can't, I can't, she won't let me.?

?Why not??

?Don't you hear me right, Valdiva? She's screwed 'round with my head.
I've tried ... I get up to walk to the keypad. But then ...?He clicked
his fingers. ?I'm sitting back here again. It's like being trapped in a
dream.?

Zak spoke in a cold voice. ?Kill her.?

'You don't think I haven't tried? Jesus H. Christ, I must have tried a
thousand times. But the moment I move toward her I black out and find
myself back here in this fucking chair again. Listen to me, she's inside

399 400

my head. She works me like I work this damn computer.?

?Why do you think she's allowing you to speak to us now??

?I don't know ... I don't think she-it!-is fully formed. It needs to
stay here until it's ready to leave.?

?So why did she allow you to save us from the hornets? Surely she knows
we must be a threat.?

?Sure she knows all about you.?Phoenix gave a grim laugh. ?I'd wager
she's hearing and seeing you right now. Either through my ears and eyes
or in some way I know shit about... What do you say to that, guys??

?So why save us from her bodyguard??

?Valdiva, you still don't get it, do you, man? Are you deliberately
being stupid or what??Phoenix lurched forward to fill the shot again.
His eyes blazed out from the TV screen. ?Valdiva, you and she are the
same. You are both the product of the hive ... Am I getting through? You
... are ... both ... from ... the ... fucking ... hive.?

?That again, Phoenix? You are insane.?

?List the facts, Valdiva. You've been in close contact with hornets, so
that means you were probably infected months ago. You're the only person
we know of that instinctively knows when a person is infected ... your
two pals there can back me up on that one, hey, guys??He steamed on,
speaking faster. ?When you were on the run from the things you say you
fell sick. Only you didn't remember what happened exactly because you
were unconscious for weeks. Now, how can anyone survive in a coma for
weeks without expert medical care??

?My mother and sister took care of me.?

?You bet they did.?Phoenix glared through the TV screen, so close one
eye filled it. Red veins crazed the glistening white. ?You were hive,
Valdiva. And Mom and sis procured men and women and children for you

401

to feed on, just like I did with this one.?He jerked his head back at
the girl.

?You're out of your mind.?

?Am I? Look at the hair, the color of her skin. They're just the same as
yours.?He gave a triumphant snort. ?Now that's what I call a family
likeness.?

I closed my eyes, trying to shut out the voice. ?Phoenix, it's not true.
I was sick, that's all.?I glanced at Tony and Zak; they returned my
gaze, but there was something uneasy about it.

Phoenix ranted on. ?You were just like this thing in here, Valdiva. And
when your Mom and sister outlived their usefulness you just wished them
dead ... and they died ... That's what these monsters can do, Valdiva.?
He stopped, but his breathing continued loudly over the speaker. ?But I
don't care about that now. I don't care if you two become the new Adam
and Eve and repopulate the world with a master race ... because all I
want is out.? His voice broke. ?I've had enough of this stinking, rotten
nightmare. ... I can't take it anymore. Really, I can't.?

There was a pause. No one spoke as his breathing echoed in the lounge. I
gestured to Zak to pass me the backpack. Pulling back the zipper, I saw
two sticks of dynamite taped together with a length of fuse. For a
moment I planned blasting through the doors into Phoenix's
communications center. But the doors were too thick. This little bundle
of explosive wouldn't do it.

Phoenix's voice rasped dryly, ?So how you going to help me, Valdiva? Or
are we going to sit here and watch each other until doomsday??

I closed the backpack so he wouldn't see the dynamite through his spy
cameras.

?Phoenix, how are we going to get in there to help you??

402

?I told you, I can't open the doors. She won't let me.?

?There's got to be a way in. Ventilation ducts??

?Too small. Unless you can shrink yourself to the size of a mouse.?

?Any hatches? Emergency exits??

?None. If this burns I'd fry.?

He sounded weary now. On screen I saw him shoot anxious looks at the
naked girl. ?You have to hurry, Valdiva. I think she's waking up.?

'You've got to give me some help here, Phoenix. Think, old buddy; is
there any other access to that room??

?None at all. No ... wait ... there's one of those little elevators ...
what d'ya call them? Dumbwaiters; that's it. There's a dumbwaiter over
there in the wall.?

?What's it for??

?What do you think? People working down here'd still have to eat even
during a nuclear war. If they were too busy to leave, someone would send
them down food to eat while they watched the US of A flame out on the
screens.?

?Where does the dumbwaiter come down from??

?The kitchen. Right next to the room you're in ... but wait ... you
don't think you're somehow gonna sneak down in that and come out guns
blazing. The thing's that big.?He held out his hands about a foot wide.
?Like I said, it's big enough for a plate of hotdogs, not for a platoon
of marines ...?He laughed. An edge of hysteria cranked it higher. ?But
while we're talking about it, maybe you could send me down a steak and
fries. I haven't eaten in days.?He laughed again. ?Fucking days. Man, I
can feel my ribs through my shirt.?

Calmly, I said, ?OK, Phoenix. Listen carefully. I'm going to send
something down to you. Something nice.?

He shot me a look. ?What do you mean??

403

?I'm going to help you.?

?Forget about sending a gun down in the elevator. She'll know, guys.
She'll see it in my eyes. And you can bet your life she won't let me use
it on her.

?Phoenix, trust me. I'm sending something down that's going to solve all
your problems.?

I watched him on the screen. You could see the wheels turn inside his
head as he thought about it. Suddenly he looked up at the camera, his
face filling the screen. That was the moment when I realized he
understood what I'd been driving at.

?OK, Valdiva. Send down that steak. I like them bloody, so make it a
rare one. Plenty of fries. Potato salad. And don't be niggardly with
that mayonnaise- you hear??

?I hear, Phoenix.?

?I'm waiting, Valdiva.?

'You just keep that mental image of a huge juicy steak. Think about
golden fries. Onion rings. Do ya like apple pie??

?Good God, yes. Send me a whole apple pie.?

?Keep that image in your mind, Phoenix.?

Picking up the backpack, I went quickly into the adjoining kitchen.
Phoenix hadn't been house proud. Wrappers, cans, cartons covered the
table, along with around a hundred spent syringes. Boy, the guy knew how
to party.

Set in the wall was a small steel door. Beside it were two illuminated
buttons. One was marked up, the other down. I pressed the up button. Far
away, I heard a click, then a faint humming.

I pulled a plastic tray from the crud on the table, then set a plate on
it. A buzzer sounded behind me. I gripped the handle on the door and
pulled it down. It slid open to reveal a small steel box little bigger
than the interior of a microwave oven.

404

Phoenix's voice came over the speaker. ?How ya doing, Greg? Don't burn
that steak.?

?I won't. I'm cooking the fries now.?

Zak came to the doorway and looked in. He gave an expressive gesture as
if to ask what the hell I was doing. I put my fingers to my lips for him
to stay quiet. Quickly I pulled the last two sticks of dynamite from the
bag. Then he understood. He helped me unravel the fuse.

?I'm just frying those onion rings,?I called. ?Do you need mustard??

?Send down a whole jar. I'll go nuts.?

?Steak's nearly ready.?

?Nice and juicy, is it, Greg??

?It's beautiful. You're going to love what's on this tray. Steak, fries,
the trimmings. A whole pie. A jug of cold sweet cream. Keep that image
in your mind, Phoenix.?

The voice came back calm and genuinely grateful. ?I knew I could rely on
you to help me, Greg. Thanks, buddy. You're a good man.?

?Here it comes.?I nodded to Zak, who placed the tray containing the
dynamite into the midget elevator. Loosely, I coiled the fuse inside.

?I think you ought to speed things up. My roommate's waking up. I think
she's gnnn ...?

Tony shouted from the other room. ?Hey, come and look at this-quickly,
guys.?

?The food's coming down, Phoenix,?I shouted and lit the fuse. As the
sparks flew I slammed the door shut and hit the down button. With a
click it began to hum its way down to the sealed room below.

?Greg!?Tony's voice rose. ?Hurry!?

I ran into the adjoining room. On screen Phoenix rose from his chair.
One look told me that thing had him in its grip. His eyes glazed. He
moved like a sleepwalker. Behind him, the girl still sat as she had
before, not moving so much as a finger, as if asleep.

405

Tony grunted. ?Looks like sleeping beauty woke.?

I focused on the screen. Her eyes had opened. There was something cool
and distant about them. They looked up at the camera that filmed her.
... It seemed as if she gazed through the TV screen directly at us.

Over the speaker I heard the buzz as the dumbwaiter descended into the
Communications Center. In a dreamlike way Phoenix went to it, opened the
elevator door. For a second he stood there without reacting, even though
he must have seen the two sticks of dynamite and the burning fuse.

In one fluid movement he scooped the dynamite from the dumbwaiter, then
as if he was shielding a newborn baby from the rain, he hugged it to his
chest before moving away from the girl. He walked to the farthest corner
of the room; there he pressed himself to where the two walls joined.

In an unearthly way things seemed to stay like that for whole moments,
Phoenix pushing himself face first to the wall, the fuse burning toward
the explosive he clutched to his stomach.

The girl gazed at the camera. Her eyes were languid, even sleepy. I knew
she understood what was happening. Only she didn't seem afraid. She
tilted her head to one side, as if studying the expression on my face.
Her dark hair spilled down over one naked breast. Her lips parted like
she was just about to speak.

Then the flame reached the detonator. With a cracking thump a blossom of
flame erupted in the corner of the room where Phoenix stood. A second
later something wet and red struck the lens, smearing it so thickly we
could no longer see the interior of the room.

For a moment no one spoke. The thick concrete floor that separated the
lounge from the room beneath our feet shielded us. Even so, it knocked
enough dust out of the carpet to mist the air. Electric lights
flickered, then steadied again. The computer faithfully

405 406

compensated for any damage; the backup systems kicked in, the air
conditioner hummed steadily as before. Even with its human controller
dead, the bunker's electronic brain would automatically maintain
everything as before. Probably for months, if not years.

Zak looked 'round the room. ?I guess all this is ours now.?

Tony grimaced. ?We still have to evict the bad guys, remember??

I knocked the dust off my arms. ?They can't spoil anything now. Besides,
Phoenix will have made sure all the storerooms were locked up tight.
First we need to get hold of those antibiotics for Michaela. And we need
to fix Tony's leg.? I smiled. ?Then we can all come back here, clean the
house and maybe enjoy a vacation.?

?First, how do we find a way out of here??

?We'll find a way.?

Zak put his hand on my forearm. ?There was something else, too, Greg.?

?Oh??

?What Phoenix said about you being from a hive. That you were the same
as the girl.?

I shook my head. ?You saw the state that guy was in. It was all a delusion.?

?Was it??

?Keep believing it was.?I gave a grim smile. ?Because that's what I
intend to do. OK, Tony, old buddy? If you can manage it, it's time to
take a little walk.?

407 Christmas

On the day I carried Tony out of the bunker on my back, trying not to
knock his busted leg against the walls, it all changed. Only you never
seem to know that you've reached one of those pivotal times in your life
until much later, do you? Ben drove Tony back in the Jeep. The bottom of
the vehicle almost dragged through the dirt, we'd piled so many supplies
into the thing. All I knew then as I followed the Jeep was that I was
grateful to be alive, that my buddies were alive and that the afternoon
sunlight never seemed more beautiful to me than right then.

I rode alongside Zak on the Harley. For a while he'd talked about
Phoenix and the girl in the bunker and asked me if she had some kind of
telepathic powers. Would she have been able to reach inside our heads
and control us, too? At last I smiled at him and called out over the
noise of the motors, ?Forget them, Zak. They're dead. We're not. That's
all that matters.?

So we rode on, seeing birds flying overhead. A deer ran alongside us for
a while, as if wanting to join the

408

pack, before peeling off to disappear into the heart of the forest. It
still seemed then as if we'd carry on fighting for survival every single
day of our lives. But that was the day we turned it all around.

Zak gave Michaela her antibiotic shots. It seemed in no time she was
back to her old self, with those darkly erotic eyes and a smile so full
of good humor you could almost light up a room with her. Tony's leg
healed. Before long he was hobbling 'round with a stick. Now it doesn't
bother him at all unless it rains; then he grumbles that it aches and he
winds up growling like a bear with a sore rear end.

We know we would have starved if it weren't for the bunker. First we had
to clear out what was left of the hornets ... dead ones, too, so they
wouldn't stink up the place. After that every few weeks we'd return with
the Jeep (that now pulled a huge trailer); then we'd go crazy piling it
high with fuel, food and ammunition before returning to the cabins on
the hillside. What about Phoenix? Well, we never tried to break down the
locked door that sealed Phoenix and the girl into what had become their
tomb. ?Let sleeping dogs lie,?was Michaela's advice. Good advice, too.
That episode was over. It was time to forget and start to live the rest
of our lives.

And get this: The second half of the summer was a long and peaceful one.
No hornets came our way. The biggest warm-blooded creature I saw was an
elk that snuffled 'round the cabins one morning in the fall just as the
leaves were turning red and the dawn mist bore an unmistakable chill. It
was times like that I half believed I could climb on the Harley and roar
all the way back home, where I'd push open the door to see Mom busy in
the kitchen, and she'd smile up at me and say, ?Hi, Greg. I made pizza
for supper. Would you be a honey and go help Chelle with her homework??

That was when ghosts came as stealthily as the dawn

408 409

mist. But when all's said and done ghosts are only memories. And
memories are nothing more than movie clips from the past, right? They
can't-or shouldn't-take control of your life. Even so every now and
again old phantom memory would rise up. Once I dreamed of Phoenix. He
was sitting on the end of the bed as Michaela slept beside me.

?I never thanked you for what you did, Valdiva,?he said. ?Thanks, buddy;
you set me free. ... You know she had me like a puppet ... pull the
string, pull the string ...?Smiling, he pulled an invisible string.

?Phoenix??

?Yes, old buddy??

?I never asked you... why did you paint your face like an Egyptian pharaoh??

He grinned. ?Intimations of immortality ... intimations of
immortality...? He kept repeating this as he began to sprinkle rose
petals from his fingertips. They covered the bed in red splotches. Just
like the red splotches that covered the camera lens after the dynamite
had exploded against his stomach. In the morning I recalled the dream.
There were no red rose petals on the bed, though. Not that I expected
there to be any. Phoenix, along with the thing that had squirmed from
the hive, was dead.

Of course the time had to come when I dreamed about the girl. It was a
day in October. One of those last warm, sunny days when you make the
most of the heat. Boy and Tony had gone fishing. I walked with them by
the river; then, when they chose a good place to cast their lines, I
decided to walk on, following the flow of the stream. After a few
minutes I found a sunlit spot on a bank protected from the cool breeze.
It seemed a great place to relax for half an hour or so. I sat on the
deep, soft grass at the edge of the river. Fish jumped for insects
hovering above the surface. It was so peaceful my eyes closed.

410

?Greg Valdiva.?

I opened my eyes to see a woman standing on the far bank. She had long
dark hair and big almond-shaped eyes that fixed on me from across the
water. It was the girl from the bunker, the one Phoenix claimed had
hatched from the hive. More phantom memories.

?You took some finding,?she said.

I yawned. ?Well, you've found me now.?My dream self was calm, cool and
very collected. ?What do you want??

She studied me like an expert appraising an antique. I noticed she was
no longer naked. The prude in my unconscious had slipped her into a
white dress. Water splashed against the rocks; another fish jumped to
snap a fly from the air.

At last she said, ?You are the same as me, Greg Valdiva.?

?I don't think so. You've got the wrong guy. You must be mistaking me
for someone else.?

?No, Greg. There's no one else to mistake you with.?

?Is that a fact??

?That's a fact, Greg. You see, we're the only ones who made it through
the hive state.?

?You don't say??My dream persona was like chilled silk-cool, smooth.

?None of the other hives were viable. They became dessert for rats and
snakes.?

?That's a shame.?

?But it leaves you and me, Greg.?

?So you say.?

She looked at me steadily across the rush of water, her almond-shaped
eyes huge luminous lights. 'You're not ready to join me yet, are you, Greg??

?Nor will I ever be.?

'You will. One day. When you truly wake up and realize what you are.?She
began to walk away, her bare feet pressing lightly against the sandy
shore. She

410 411

paused beneath the trees, a single beam of light picking her out,
surrounding her in an unearthly radiance. ?We'll meet again in the
future, Greg.?

The bushes seemed to fold 'round her and she was gone. Her feet made no
sound as she glided away into the forest. After a while the eerie
silence ended as the birds began to sing.

?Hey, Valdiva, are you going to sleep there all day??

?Yeah, look at what we caught.?

I opened my eyes to see Boy and Tony standing over me. I squinted up
against the light as Boy held a bunch of fish that dripped all over my
face. Laughing, I waved him away. ?Come on; we'll make a barbecue of
it.?I wiped water from my chin. ?The way that wind's shifting, I figure
it's going to be the last cookout this year.?

That should have been it. But as they roasted fish on the barbecue I
went down to the river again, crossed it by the stepping stones, then
followed it downstream to where I'd been sleeping on the far river bank.
And there, where the girl in my dream had been standing, I saw a bare
footprint in the sand. I scrubbed it out with the heel of my boot,
returned to the barbecue and never mentioned it to another living soul.

There were seventeen of us in those log cabins. I shared a big room
overlooking the river with Michaela. When nights dropped cooler as fall
crumbled into winter we learned new tricks to keep each other warm.

Life continued its peaceful progress deep into the winter. North winds
brought deep snow. Christmas came. We kept the parties going: we were a
family; we were having fun. Christmas morning I crept out of the warm
bed, leaving Michaela sleeping there with her hair spilling out onto the
pillow. There'd been a fresh fall of snow. Now the world seemed to be
made up of horizontal black and white lines. First came the white
covered lawn, then the black line of the fence. Beyond

411 412

that a snow-covered meadow ran smoothly down to the thick black river.
Beyond that were snow-covered fields and lines of black forest, until a
dark horizon yielded to white, snow laden skies. Christmas Day. Soon
everything would change.

The turkey might have come from bunker tins, but it still tasted good.
Boy went to bring more wood for the fire that blazed in the hearth. A
second later he was back.

?Get your guns! They're coming up the hill!?

Hornets. Thousands of them. Tens of thousands. They surrounded the hill
on every side. A gray tide surrounding an island. They moved like human
slugs. Slowly getting closer and closer. Zak and Tony ran for their
guns. Michaela reached out, grabbed my hand, held it tight. ?We're not
running ... and we're not fighting, Greg,?she said gently. ?There are
too many of them.?

That was when a kind of calm crept down on us as gently as the snow
falling from the sky. We stood there out on the lawn. We watched them
advance slowly across the snowdrifts, turning the landscape from white
to filthy gray.

Boy walked a few paces down the hill as if to meet them halfway. He was
unarmed. Not that it mattered now. I knew there were too many. And for
once the muscles in my stomach didn't react. My breathing was steady. My
heart had the good grace to beat with a slow, steady rhythm. No one
spoke. No one even moved. We just waited, knowing that everything was
moving to a close. Whatever we'd planned or dreamed about, this huge
cycle of events had reached its end. But we'd done the impossible. We'd
formed bonds in our community that had never broken. We wouldn't be the
ones to break them now.

Michaela's hand gripped mine. I watched as the

413

mass of gray resolved itself into thousands of individuals moving toward
us through the snow. I saw the gray faces, the snowflakes speckling
beards and hair. Their eyes fixed hard on us. Moments later the first
ones moved away from the crowd that stretched for mile upon mile before
us. The big man moved toward Boy, a hand outstretched. Boy never
flinched. He stood, watching. Waiting for the final act.

In human beings the strongest instinct is to survive. In these creatures
now moving across the snowdrifts toward us I realized that their
overriding instinct was to kill. That is, to kill their enemy-us. They
weren't going to stop to eat, to find shelter; they'd walk a hundred
miles through the snow to snuff out a single member of the human race.
And that, I saw, was where Mother Nature had made her big mistake.

The man was a near giant. He waded through the snow toward Boy. His eyes
locked onto the child's face; he stretched out his arms as if to
encircle the small neck with his huge hands. Then the man faltered. He
struggled to raise his arms higher and failed. The blue lips twitched.
That's when Boy himself reached out and, without any fuss, without any
exertion, pushed the giant in the chest. The man crashed down on his
back. He didn't even attempt to struggle to his feet. He lay there
panting. I looked at his feet. Every single toe had vanished, eaten away
by frostbite. Through the creature's rags I saw a chest that was barely
covered by gray skin. Cheekbones protruded through the man's face. His
blue lips were split and bleeding, destroyed by sheer cold. For a second
his eyes locked on mine, the jaw working like he wanted to speak. But
then with a sigh his head rolled back against the snow.

?He's dead.?Boy gazed down at the lifeless face in awe. ?He's dead,
Michaela.?

Michaela looked at the crowd toiling up the hill through the biting
wind. Then she looked up at me,

413 414

her eyes glistening. ?They're all dying, aren't they??

For a while we watched them struggle toward us. One after another fell
exhausted into the snow where they died, arms outstretched toward us.

?Nature got it wrong this time,?I said, hearing the hush in my voice.

I looked at the others as smiles transformed their faces. Zak slapped
Tony on the back. Ben ran forward through the dying multitudes, whooping
wildly and shouting, ?Extinction! All right! All fucking right!?

How long can you stand there on a freezing Christmas Day and watch men
and women-or things that had once been men and women-drop down dead from
starvation and frostbite? An hour, two hours? But then, we carried an
instinct to survive. Before the cold damaged us we returned to the
cabin. There, we sat, drinking beers and talking about what we'd seen
and what it meant for us. We expected that there'd be at least one knock
on the door. But there wasn't. Not one.

414 415 Fourth of July

?Call me crazy,?I told them. They did call me crazy. They tried to
persuade me not to do it. Only I am crazy. Or at least half crazy, I
guess. Only when they saw that I'd go alone if need be did they come,
too. On the morning of the Fourth of July I loaded the Jeep with
fireworks. I'd found them in a warehouse in the weeks after the hornets
had died by the thousand outside our cabins.

Now we lived in a different place, of course. In houses by a lake. We're
alone. No hornets bother us now. We all agreed that they'd simply
starved or frozen to death during the winter. We didn't see any human
beings either. Most of us believed we were the last people on the planet.

Me? I thought different. That was the reason I drove out that morning
with fireworks piled in the open-top Jeep. Ben, Zak, Tony and Michaela
came, too. Partly to see what I did, partly to stop me doing anything
too crazy. I drove all day, heading for the highest mountain on the map
possessing a road to the top. The

416

little Jeep that was a veteran of Vietnam climbed steadily all the way
to the top. From there I could see a hundred miles of forest in every
direction. Michaela and the rest watched me as if maybe even more
craziness was running through my blood. But it was something I had to
do. If this didn't work I'd go back down the mountainside with Michaela.
I'd agree that we were alone in the world. And we'd live the rest of our
lives as well as we could with that understanding. But I had to give it
one last shot.

First we had to wait for the sun to go down. I sat on the hood of the
Jeep gazing out over a hundred miles of America. She'd gone through hell
during the last eighteen months, but she still looked as beautiful as
she'd always done. Beneath perfect blue July skies I allowed my eyes to
roam over forests, rivers and lakes. From here I could even see Lake
Coben, with Sullivan showing as a pale speck on the shoreline. Of course
the town was finished now. I'd been back there to walk through the
deserted streets. The courthouse lay in ashes. Even my old cabin had
been burned to the ground. Everyone had gone. Or were dead. I'd seen old
man Crowther and that son of his decomposing on their own driveway.
Their bodies were lying with their hands 'round each other's throats.
What drove them to kill each other I'll never know. Nor do I care. They
deserved each other.

After that I left the ghost town to visit the white block of stones
where I'd buried Mom and Chelle. Maybe I'd buried secrets with them,
too. More than I dare speculate about. I picked up a football-sized
piece of rock and stood it on the mound of stones. ?There,?I told them
as they lay together in the ground. ?It's finished now.?

Then I drove out of the place without looking back.

416 417

Now I sat and I waited. No one said anything as the sun slipped out of
the sky to sink into the horizon. As the stars came out I fired the
first rocket. It climbed, leaving a trail of fire. A thousand feet above
the mountaintop it burst, sending out red and silver balls of light.

In a near whisper Tony said, ?Happy Fourth of July.?

I fired another. A huge chrysanthemum of purple sparks expanded to cover
half the sky. The explosion rolled down the mountainside and out across
the face of a darkened America. I gazed outward, too, searching for the
light of a house or even a campfire in the distance.

There was nothing.

I fired another rocket. It roared upward to break open, spilling streams
of gold and silver. For the next two hours I fired a rocket every
fifteen minutes. By midnight I'd reached the last one.

Michaela slipped her arms 'round me. ?Don't let it bother you, Greg.
Even if we are alone we can make this work.?

The last rocket rose upward. It seemed to ascend right into the canopy
of stars. Even when the powder had burned out it still floated upward,
as if gravity could no longer restrain it. Then, at last, it burst
without a sound. A waterfall of colored lights cascaded gently
earthward-vivid blues, reds, silvers, yellows, greens-that seemed for a
moment to become part of the night sky.

?That's the last one, Greg.?Zak spoke gently. ?There's beer in the Jeep.
I know I could do with one right now.?

The road where the Jeep sat lay just a few yards down the slope. In a
moment I'd have to return to it, then head home, knowing I'd failed.

Ben slapped me on the back. ?You gave it a good shot, Greg. Even if
there's no one else out there we're going to stick together. We can live
on the food in the

418

bunker for years. There's enough gas there to ...?

His voice faded. Way, way to the north, just on the edge of visibility,
a spark flickered on the horizon, then slowly faded.

Ben breathed out. ?Oh, my ...?

Zak turned to the south. ?Greg, Michaela, look.?

Tony grabbed my arm. ?And over there, behind you.?

Slowly, without fuss, without sound, skyrockets burst one after another
on the far horizons. The nearest couldn't have been any less than fifty
miles away. But that didn't matter. They were there. They were fired by
human hands. And as dozens of rockets rose upward to burst in the sky on
that Fourth of July night I knew without question that I was witnessing
one of the most beautiful sights I'd ever seen.

And that can't be a bad way to bring this account of what happened to me
to an end, can it?

So just keep smiling. Keep hanging on in there. Because together we're
going to make it. 419

Leppington is a small town, quiet and unassuming. Yet beneath its
streets terrifying creatures stir. Driven by an ancient need, united in
their burning hunger, they share an unending craving. They are vampires.
They lurk in the dark, in tunnels and sewers ... but they come out to
feed. For untold years they have remained hidden, seen only by their
unfortunate victims. Now the truth of their vile existence is about to
be revealed-but will anyone believe it? Or is it already too late?

Dorchester Publishing Co., Inc. P.O. Box 6640 Wayne, PA t9087-8640

_5031-5 $5.99 US/$7.99 CAN

Please add $2.50 for shipping and handling for the first book and $.75
for each additional book. NY and PA residents, add appropriate sales
tax. No cash, stamps, or CODs. Canadian orders require $5.00 for
shipping and handling and must be paid in U.S. dollars. Prices and
availability subject to change. Payment must accompany all orders.

Name:

Address: City:

State-

Zip:.

E-mail:

I have enclosed $

. in payment for the checked book(s).

For more information on these books, check out our website at
www.dordiesterpub.com. 420

DARKER

Richard Young is looking forward to a quiet week with his wife and their
little daughter. Firing up the barbecue should be the most stressful
task he'll face. He has no idea of the hell that awaits him, the
nightmare that will begin with an insistent pounding at his door.

Tne stranger begging to be let in is being hunted. Not by a man or an
animal, but by something mat cannot be seen or heard, yet which has the
power to crush and destroy anything in its path. It is a relentless,
pounding force that has existed for centuries and has now been unleashed
to terrify, to ravage ... to kill.

Dorchester Publishing Co., Inc. P.O. Box 6640 Wayne, PA 19087-8640

4962-7

$5.99 US/$7.99 CAN

Please odd $2.50 for shipping and handling for the first book and $.75
for eodi additional book. NY and PA residents, add appropriate soles
tax. No cash, stomps, or CODs. Canadian orders require $5.00 for
shipping and handling and must be paid in U.S. dollars. Prices ond
availability subject to change. PaynwRt awst accompany All orders.

Nome:

Address:

G»y:_ E-mail:

State:

Zip:.

I have enclosed $

in payment for the checked book(s). 421

Blood Crazy

Saturday is a normal day. People go shopping. To the movies. Everything
is just as it should be. But not for long. By Sunday, civilization is in
ruins. Adults have become murderously insane. One by one they become
infected with a crazed, uncontrollable urge to slaughter the young-even
their own children. Especially their own children.

Will this be the way the world ends, in waves of madness and carnage?
What will be left of our world as we know it? And who, if anyone, will
survive? Terror follows terror in this apocalyptic nightmare vision by
one of the most powerful talents in modern horror fiction. Prepare
yourself for mankind's final days of fear. _4825-6 $5.99 US/$6.99 CAN

Dorchester Publishing Co., Inc.

P.O. Box 6640

Wayne, PA 19087-8640

Please add $2.50 for shipping and handling for ilie first hook and $.75
for each hook thereafter. NY, NYC, and PA residents, please add
appropriate sales tax. No cash, stamps, or C.O.D.s. All orders shipped
within 6 weeks via postal service book rate. Canadian orders require
$2.50 extra postage and must be paid in U.S. dollars through a U.S.
banking facility.

Name - Address City.

- State-

Zip-

I have enclosed $ in payment for the checked book(s).

Payment must accompany all orders,^} Please send a free catalog. CHECK
OUT OUR WEBSITE! www.dorchesterpub.com 422 . Attention . book lovers!

Can't get enough of your favorite HORROR?

Call 1-80O481-9191 to:

- order books -

- receive a FREE catalog -

join our book clubs to SAVE 20%!

Open Mon,-Fri. 10 AM-9 pm bi

Visit

wwwtdorchesterpnbtcom

for special offers and inside information on the authors you love,

^ accept \fca, MasterCard or Discover®. 423

Simon Clark is the author of such highly regarded horror novels as Blood
Crazy, Darker, Vampyrrhic and The Fall, while his short stories have
been collected in Blood & Grit and Salt Snake & Other Bloody Cuts. He
has also written prose material for the internationally famous rock band U2.

Raised in a family of storytellers-family legend told of a stolen human
skull buried beneath the Clark garage-he sold his first ghost story to a
radio station in his teens. Before becoming a fulltime writer he held a
variety of day jobs that have involved strawberry picking, supermarket
shelf stocking, office work, and scripting video promos.

He lives on the edge of Robin Hood country in England with his wife and
two children.

You can visit his website at: www.bbr-online.com/nailed.