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L i r a e l
Daughter of the clayr
L i r a e l
Daughter of the clayr
G A RT H N
I X
Ginee Seo, my editor at
HarperCollins, is owed many
thanks for her editorial advice,
particularly for encouraging
me to go back and tell more of
Lirael’s story.
This is a work of fiction. Names,
characters, places and
incidents either are the products
of the author’s imagination
or are used fictitiously. Any
resemblance to
actual events, locales,
organizations, or persons, living
or dead, is entirely coincidental
and beyond the intent
of either the author or the
publisher.
LIRAEL: DAUGHTER OF THE CLAYR.
Copyright ©
2001 by Garth Nix. All rights
reserved. No part of this
book may be used or reproduced in
any manner whatsoever
without written permission except
in the case of
brief quotations embodied in
critical articles and
reviews.
ABHORSEN PREVIEW © 2001 by Garth
Nix
AdobeAcrobat E-Book Reader
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ISBN 0-06-000544-0
Print edition first published in
2001 HarperCollins
Publishers
10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1
To Anna, my
family and friends,
and to the
memory of Bytenix (1986–1999),
the original
Disreputable Dog
Contents
Prologue 1
Part One 9
1. An
Ill-Favored Birthday 11
2. A
Future Lost 22
3. Paperwings
32
4. A
Glint in the Snow 41
5. An
Unexpected
6. Third
Assistant Librarian 57
7. Beyond
the Doors of Sun and Moon 67
8. Down
the Fifth Back Stair 77
9. Creatures
by Nagy 85
10. Dog
Day 95
11. Search
for a Suitable Sword 102
12. Into
the Lair of the Chief Librarian 110
13. Of
Stilken and Strange Magic 119
Part Two 131
14. Prince
Sameth Hits a Six 133
15. The
Dead Are Many 144
16. Into
Death 153
17. Nicholas
and the Necromancer 161
18. A
Father’s Healing Hand 170
19. Ellimere’s
Thoughts on the Education
of Princes 180
20. A
Door of Three Signs 190
21. Beyond
the Doors of Wood and Stone 202
22. Power
of Three 218
23. A
Troublesome Season 226
24.
Cold Water, Old Stone 242
25. A
Family Conference 253
26. A
Letter from Nicholas 262
27. Sam
Makes Up His Mind 270
28. Sam
the Traveler 277
29. The
Observatory of the Clayr 288
30. Nicholas
and the Pit 302
31. A
Voice in the Trees 313
32.
“When the Dead Do Walk, Seek
Water’s Run” 328
33.
Flight to the River 344
Part Three 359
34. Finder
361
35. Remembrancer
370
36.
A Denizen of Death 381
37. A
38. The
Book of the Dead 401
39.
40.
Under the Bridge 422
41. Free
Magic and the Flesh of Swine 431
42.
Southerlings and a Necromancer 442
43. Farewell
to Finder 457
44. Abhorsen’s
House 470
Epilogue 481
Appendix:
A Special Work in Progress:
Preview of
the third book in Garth
Nix’s The
About the
Author 500
Credits
501
About the
Publisher 502
Prologue
It was a hot,
steamy summer, and the mosquitoes
swarmed
everywhere, from their breeding grounds in the
rotten, reedy
shores of the
Mount Abed.
Small, bright-eyed birds swooped among the
clouds of
insects, eating their fill. Above them, birds of prey
circled, to
devour the smaller birds in turn.
But there was
one place near the
or bird flew,
and no grass or living thing would grow. A
low hill,
little more than two miles from the eastern shore.
A mound of
close-packed dirt and stones, stark and strange
amidst the
wild grassland that surrounded it, and the green
forest that
climbed the nearby hills.
The mound had
no name. If one had ever appeared on a
map of the
once been
farms nearby, but never closer than a league. Even
when people
had lived there, they would neither look at the
strange hill
nor speak of it. The nearest town now was Edge,
a precarious
settlement that had never seen better days but had
not yet given
up hope of them. The townsfolk of Edge knew it
was wise to
avoid the eastern shore of the
animals of the
forest and the meadow shunned the area around
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the mound, as
they instinctively stayed away from anyone who
seemed to be
going there.
Such as the
man who stood on the fringe of the forest,
where the
hills melted into the lakeshore plain. A thin, balding
man who wore a
suit of leather armor that covered him from
ankle to
wrist, reinforced with plates of red-enameled metal at
his neck and
every joint. He carried a naked sword in his left
hand, the
blade balanced across his shoulder. His right hand
rested against
a leather bandolier worn diagonally across his
chest. Seven
pouches hung from the bandolier, the smallest no
larger than a
pillbox, the largest as big as his clenched fist.
Wooden handles
hung downwards out of the pouches. Black
ebony handles,
which his fingers crawled across like a spider
along a wall.
Anyone who had
been there to see would have known that
the ebony
handles belonged to bells, and that in turn would
identify the
man by kind, if not by name. A necromancer, he
carried the
seven bells of his dark art.
The man looked
down at the mound for some time, noting
that he was
not the first to come there that day. At least two
people stood
on the bare hill, and there was a shimmer of heat
in the air
that suggested that other, less visible beings stood
there, too.
The man
considered waiting till dusk, but he knew he didn’t
have that
choice. This was not his first visit to the mound.
Power lay far
beneath it, imprisoned deep within the earth. It
had called him
across the Kingdom, summoning him to its
presence on
this Midsummer’s Day. It called him now, and he
could not deny
it.
Still, he
retained enough pride and will to resist running the
last half mile
to the mound. It took all his strength, but when
his boots
touched the bare earth at the lip of the hill, it was
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with
deliberation and no sign of haste.
One of the
people there he knew, and expected. The old
man, the last
of the line that had served the thing that lay under
the mound,
acting as a channel for the power that kept it
hidden from
the gaze of the witches who saw everything in their
cave of ice.
The fact that the old man was the last, without some
sniveling
apprentice at his side, was reassuring. The time was
coming when it
need no longer hide beneath the earth.
The other
person was unknown. A woman, or something
that had once
been a woman. She wore a mask of dull bronze,
and the heavy
furs of the Northern barbarians. Unnecessary,
and
uncomfortable, in this weather . . . unless her skin felt
something
other than the sun. She wore several rings of bone
upon her
silk-gloved fingers.
“You are
Hedge,” the stranger declared.
The man was
surprised by the crackle of power in her
speech. She
was a Free Magic sorcerer, as he’d suspected, but
a more
powerful one than he could have guessed. She knew his
name, or one
of them—the least of his names, the one he had
used most
often in recent times. He, too, was a Free Magic sorcerer,
as all
necromancers had to be.
“A Servant of
Kerrigor,” continued the woman. “I see his
brand upon
your forehead, though your disguise is not without
some skill.”
Hedge
shrugged, and touched what appeared to be a
Charter mark
on his forehead. It cracked in two and fell off
like a broken
scab, revealing an ugly scar that crawled and
wriggled on
his skin. “I carry the brand of Kerrigor,” he replied
evenly. “But
Kerrigor is gone, bound by the Abhorsen and
imprisoned
these last fourteen years.”
“You will
serve me now,” said the woman, in tones that
brooked no
argument. “Tell me how I may commune with the
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power that
lies under this mound. It, too, will bend itself to my
will.”
Hedge bowed,
hiding his grin. Was this not reminiscent of
how he had
come to the mound himself, in the days after
Kerrigor’s
fall?
“There is a
stone on the western side,” he said, pointing
with his
sword. “Swing it aside, and you will see a narrow
tunnel,
striking sharply down. Follow the tunnel till the way is
blocked by a
slab of stone. At the foot of the stone, you will
see water
seeping through. Taste of the water, and you will perceive
the power of
which you speak.”
He did not
mention that the tunnel was his, the product of
five years’
toil, nor that the seeping water was the first visible
sign of a
struggle for freedom that had gone on for more than
two thousand
years.
The woman
nodded, the thin line of pallid skin around the
mask giving no
hint of expression, as if the face behind it were
as frozen as
the metal. Then she turned aside and spoke a spell,
white smoke
gushing from the mouthpiece of the mask with
every word.
When she finished, two creatures rose up from
where they’d
lain at her feet, nearly invisible against the earth.
Two impossibly
thin, vaguely human things, with flesh of
swiftly moving
mist and bones of blue-white fire. Free Magic
elementals, of
the kind that humans called Hish.
Hedge watched
them carefully and licked his lips. He could
deal with one,
but two might force him to reveal strengths best
left veiled
for the moment. The old man would be no help.
Even now he
just sat there, mumbling, a living conduit for
some part of
the power under the hill.
“If I do not
return by nightfall,” the woman said, “my servants
will rend you
asunder, flesh and spirit too, should you
seek refuge in
Death.”
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“I will wait
here,” Hedge replied, settling himself down on
the raw earth.
Now that he knew the Hish’s instructions, they
represented no
threat. He laid down his sword and turned one
ear to the
mound, pressing it against the soil. He could hear
the constant
whisper of the power below, through all the layers
of earth and
stone, though his own thoughts and words could
not penetrate
the prison. Later, if it was necessary, he would go
into the
tunnel, drink of the water, and lay his mind open, sending
his thoughts
back along the finger-wide trickle that had
broken through
all seven thrice-spelled wards. Through silver,
gold, and
lead; rowan, ash, and oak; and the seventh ward of
bone.
Hedge didn’t
bother to watch the woman go, or stir when
he heard the
sound of the great stone being rolled away, even
though it was
a feat beyond the strength of any normal man,
or any number
of normal men.
When the woman
returned, Hedge was standing at the very
center of the
mound, looking south. The Hish stood near him,
but made no
move as their mistress climbed back up. The old
man sat where
he always had, still gibbering, though whether
he spoke
spells or nonsense, Hedge couldn’t say. It was no
magic he knew,
though he felt the power of the hill in the old
man’s voice.
“I will
serve,” the woman said.
The arrogance,
though not the power, was gone from her
voice. Hedge
saw the muscles in her neck spasm as she spoke
the words. He
smiled and raised his hand. “There are Charter
Stones that
have been raised too close to the hill. You will
destroy them.”
“I will,”
agreed the woman, lowering her head.
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“You were a necromancer,”
continued Hedge. In years
past, Kerrigor
had drawn all the necromancers of the Kingdom
to him, to
serve as petty underlords. Most had perished, either
in Kerrigor’s
fall or, in the years after, at the hands of the
Abhorsen. Some
survived still, but this woman had never been
a Servant of
Kerrigor.
“Long ago,”
said the woman.
Hedge felt the
faint flicker of Life inside her, buried deep
under the
spell-coated furs and the bronze mask. She was old,
this sorcerer,
very, very old—not an advantage for a necromancer
who must walk
in Death. That cold river had a particular
taste for
those who had evaded its clutches beyond their
given span of
years.
“You will take
up the bells again, for you will need many
Dead for the
work that lies ahead.” Hedge unbuckled his
own bandolier
and handed it over cautiously, careful not to
jar the bells
into sound. For himself he had another set of the
seven, taken
from a lesser necromancer in the chaos following
Kerrigor’s
defeat. There would be some risk retrieving
them, for they
lay in that main part of the Kingdom long since
reclaimed by
the King and his Abhorsen Queen. But he had
no need of the
bells for his immediate plans, and could not
take them
where he intended to go.
The woman took
the bells but did not put on the bandolier.
Instead, she
stretched out her right hand, palm upwards. A tiny
spark glinted
there, a splinter of metal that shone with its own
bright, white
fire. Hedge held out his own hand, and the splinter
leapt across,
burying itself just under the skin, without
drawing blood.
Hedge held it up to his face, feeling the power
in the metal.
Then he slowly closed his fingers, and smiled.
It was not for
him, this sliver of arcane metal. It was a
seed, a seed
that could be planted in many soils. Hedge had a
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particular
purpose for it, a most fertile bed where it could grow
to its full
fruit. But it would likely be many years before he
could plant it
where it would do most harm.
“And you?”
asked the woman. “What do you do?”
“I go south,
Chlorr of the Mask,” said Hedge, revealing
that he knew
her name—and much else besides. “South to
Ancelstierre,
across the Wall. The country of my birth, though
in spirit I am
no child of its powerless soil. I have much to do
there, and
even farther afield. But you will hear from me when
I have need.
Or if I hear news that is not to my liking.”
He turned
then, and walked off without further word. For
a master need
make no farewells to any of his servants.
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Part
One
The
Fourteenth Year of the
Restoration of King
Touchstone I
Chapter one
An Ill-Favored Birthday
Deep within a dream,
Lirael felt someone stroking
her forehead.
A gentle, soft touch, a cool hand upon her own
fevered skin.
She felt herself smile, enjoying the touch. Then
the dream
shifted, and her forehead wrinkled. The touch was
no longer soft
and loving, but rough and rasping. No longer
cool, but hot,
burning her—
She woke up.
It took her a second to realize that she’d
clawed the
sheet away and had been lying facedown on the
coarsely woven
mattress cover. It was wool and very scratchy.
Her pillow lay
on the floor. The pillowcase had been torn off
in the course
of some nightmare and now hung from her chair.
Lirael looked
around the small chamber, but there were no
signs of any
other nocturnal damage. Her simple wardrobe of
dressed pine
was upright, the dull steel latch still closed. The
desk and chair
still occupied the other corner. Her practice
sword hung in
its scabbard on the back of the door.
It must have
been a relatively good night. Sometimes, in
her nightmare-laced
sleep, Lirael walked, talked, and wreaked
havoc. But
always only in her room. Her precious room. She
couldn’t bear
to think what life would be like if she were forced
to go back to
family chambers.
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She closed her
eyes again and listened. All was silent, which
meant that it
must be long before the Waking Bell. The bell
sounded at the
same time every day, calling the Clayr out of
their beds to
join the new morning.
Lirael
scrunched her eyes together more tightly and tried to
go back to
sleep. She wanted to regain the feel of that hand on
her brow. That
touch was the only thing she remembered of
her mother.
Not her face or her voice—just the touch of her
cool hand.
She needed
that touch desperately today. But Lirael’s mother
was long gone,
taking the secret of Lirael’s paternity with her.
She had left
when Lirael was five, without a word, without an
explanation.
There never was any explanation. Just the news
of her death,
a garbled message from the distant North that
had arrived
three days before Lirael’s tenth birthday.
Once she had
thought of that, there was no hope for sleep.
As on every
other morning, Lirael gave up trying to keep her
eyes shut. She
let them spring open and stared up at the ceiling
for a few
minutes. But the stone had not changed overnight.
It was still
grey and cold, with tiny flecks of pink.
A Charter mark
for light glowed there too, warm and
golden in the
stone. It had shone brighter when Lirael had first
awoken and
grew brighter still as she swung her feet out and
felt around
with her toes for her half-shoes. The Clayr’s halls
were heated by
the steam of
stone floor
was always cold.
“Fourteen
today,” whispered Lirael. She had her half-shoes
on, but made
no move to rise. Ever since the message of her
mother’s death
had come so close to her tenth birthday, all her
birthdays had
been harbingers of doom.
“Fourteen!”
Lirael said again, the word laced with anguish.
She was
fourteen, and by the measure of the world outside the
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Clayr’s
Glacier, a woman. But here she must still wear the blue
tunic of a
child, for the Clayr marked the passage to adulthood
not by age,
but by the gift of the Sight.
Once again,
Lirael closed her eyes, screwing them tight as
she willed
herself to See the future. Everyone else her age had
the Sight.
Many younger children already wore the white robe
and the
circlet of moonstones. It was unheard of not to have
the Sight by
fourteen.
Lirael opened
her eyes, but she saw no vision. Just her
simple room,
slightly blurred by tears. She rubbed them away
and got up.
“No mother, no
father, no Sight,” she said as she opened
her wardrobe
and took out a towel. It was a familiar litany.
She said it
often, though it always made her feel a terrible stab
of sorrow in
her stomach. It was like worrying a toothache
with her
tongue. It hurt, but she couldn’t leave it alone. The
wound was part
of her now.
But perhaps
one day soon, she would be summoned by the
Voice of the
Nine Day Watch. Then she would wake and say,
“No mother, no
father, but I have the Sight.”
“I will have
the Sight,” Lirael muttered to herself as she
eased open the
door and tiptoed down the corridor to the
baths. Charter
marks brightened as she passed under them,
bringing day
from twilight. But all the other doors in the Hall
of Youth
remained shut. Once, Lirael would have knocked on
them, laughing
and calling the other orphans who lived there
to an early
bath.
But that was
years ago. Before they had all gained the
Sight.
That was also
when Merell was Guardian of the Young,
one who had
governed her charges with a light hand. Lirael’s
own aunt
Kirrith was Guardian now. If there was any noise,
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she would
emerge from her room in her maroon-and-whitestriped
bathrobe, to
order silence and respect for sleeping
elders. She
would make no special allowance for Lirael, either.
Quite the
reverse. Kirrith was the exact opposite of Lirael’s
mother,
Arielle. She was all for rules and regulations, tradition
and
conformity.
Kirrith would
never leave the Glacier to travel who knew
where, only to
return seven months gone with child. Lirael
scowled at
Kirrith’s door. Not that Kirrith had ever told her
that. Kirrith
wouldn’t talk about her younger sister. The little
Lirael knew
about her mother came from eavesdropping on her
closer
cousins’ conversations. The ones during which they discussed
what to do
about a girl who so obviously didn’t belong.
Lirael scowled
again at that thought. The scowl didn’t go
away, even
when she was scraping her face with pumice stone
in the hot
bath. Only the shock of the cold plunge in the long
pool finally
smoothed the lines away.
The lines came
back, though, as Lirael combed her hair in
the communal
mirror in the changing room next to the cold
pool. The
mirror was a rectangle of silver steel, eight feet high
and twelve feet
wide, rather tarnished around the edges. Later
in the morning
it would be shared by up to eight of the fourteen
orphans
currently in the Hall of Youth.
Lirael hated
sharing the mirror, because it made yet another
difference
more obvious. Most of the Clayr had brown skin
that quickly
tanned to a deep chestnut out on the glacier slopes,
as well as
bright blond hair and light eyes. In contrast Lirael
stood out like
a pallid weed among healthy flowers. Her white
skin burnt
instead of tanning, and she had dark eyes and even
darker hair.
She knew she
probably took after her father, whoever that
had been.
Arielle had never identified him, yet another shame
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for her
suffering daughter to carry. The Clayr often bore children
fathered by
visiting men, but they didn’t usually leave the
Glacier to
find them, and they made no secret of the fathers.
And for some
reason, they almost always had girls. Fair-haired,
nut-brown
girls with pale blue or green eyes.
Except for
Lirael.
Alone in front
of the mirror, Lirael could forget all that.
She
concentrated on combing her hair, forty-nine strokes to
each side. She
was feeling more hopeful. Perhaps this would be
the day. A
fourteenth birthday marked by the best possible present.
The gift of
the Sight.
Even so,
Lirael had no desire to eat breakfast in the Middle
Refectory.
Most of the Clayr ate there, and she would have to
sit at a table
with girls three or even four years younger, sticking
out like a
thistle in a bed of well-tended flowers. A blueclad
thistle.
Everyone else her age would be dressed in white,
sitting at the
tables of the crowned and acknowledged Clayr.
Instead,
Lirael crossed two silent corridors and descended
two stairways
that spiraled in opposite directions, down to the
Lower
Refectory. This was where the traders ate, and the supplicants
who came to
ask the Clayr to look into their futures.
The only Clayr
here would be those on the kitchen or serving
rosters.
Or almost the
only Clayr. There was one other who Lirael
hoped would
come. The Voice of the Nine Day Watch. As she
walked down
the last steps, Lirael imagined the scene. The
Voice striding
down the main stairs, striking the gong, then
stopping to
make her announcement that the Nine Day Watch
had Seen
her—Seen Lirael—being crowned with the circlet of
moonstones,
had Seen her gaining the Sight at last.
The Lower
Refectory wasn’t very busy that morning. Only
three of the
sixty tables were occupied. Lirael went to a fourth,
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as far away
from the others as possible, and drew out the bench.
She preferred
to sit alone, even when she was not among the
Clayr.
Two of the
tables were occupied by merchants, probably
from
Belisaere, talking loudly of the peppercorns, ginger,
nutmeg, and
cinnamon they had imported from the far North
and hoped to
sell to the Clayr. Their conversation about the
quality and
strength of their spices was all too evidently meant
to be heard by
the Clayr working in the kitchens.
Lirael sniffed
the air. Their claims might even be true. The
scent of
cloves and nutmeg from the merchants’ bags was very
strong, but
pleasant. Lirael took it as another good omen.
The third
table was taken up by the merchants’ guards.
Even here,
inside the Clayr’s Glacier, they wore armored coats
of
interlocking scales and kept their scabbarded swords close
by, under the
benches. Obviously, they thought bandits or
worse could
easily follow the narrow path along the river gorge
and force the
gate that led to the Clayr’s vast complex.
Of course,
they would not have been able to see most
of the
defenses. The river path crawled with Charter marks of
hiding and
blinding, and under the flat paving stones there
were sendings
of beasts and warriors that would rise up at the
slightest
threat. The path also crossed the river no less than
seven times,
on slender bridges of ancient construction, apparently
spun from
stone. Easily defended bridges—with the river
Ratterlin
running below, deep enough and fast enough to keep
any Dead from
crossing.
Even here in
the Lower Refectory there was Charter Magic
lying dormant
in the walls, and sendings that slept in the
rough-hewn
stone of floor and ceiling. Lirael could see the
Charter marks,
faint as they were, and puzzle out the spells
they made up.
The sendings were harder, because only the
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marks to
trigger them were clear. Of course, there were clearly
visible marks
as well, the ones that shed light here and everywhere
else within
the Clayr’s underground domain, bored into
the rock of
the mountain, next to the icy mass of the Glacier.
Lirael scanned
the visitors’ faces. Without helmets, their
close-cropped
hair made it easy to see that none had the
Charter mark
upon their foreheads. So they almost certainly
couldn’t see
the magic that surrounded them. Instinctively,
Lirael parted
her own rather too-long hair and felt her mark.
It pulsed
lightly under her touch, and she felt the sense of connection,
the feeling of
belonging to the great Charter that
described the
world. At least she was something of a Charter
Mage, even if
she didn’t have the Sight.
The merchants’
guards should trust more in the Clayr’s
defenses,
Lirael thought, looking at the armored men and
women again.
One of them saw her glance, and met her eyes
for an
instant, till she looked away. In that fleeting moment,
she saw a
young man, his head even more closely shaven than
the others, so
his scalp shone when it caught the light from the
Charter marks
in the ceiling.
Though she
tried to ignore him, Lirael saw the guard get
up and walk
across, his scale coat too big for someone who
would not see
his real growth for several years. Lirael scowled
as he
approached, and turned her head away even more. Just
because the
Clayr did occasionally take lovers from amongst
the visitors,
some people thought that any of the Clayr visiting
the Lower
Refectory would be hunting for a man. This notion
seemed
particularly strong among young men of sixteen or
thereabouts.
“Excuse me,”
said the guard. “May I sit here?”
Lirael nodded
reluctantly, and he sat, a cascade of scales
rattling down
his chest in a slow waterfall of metal.
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“I’m Barra,”
he said cheerfully. “Is this your first time here?”
“What?” asked
Lirael, puzzled and shy. “In the Refectory?”
“No,” said
Barra, laughing and stretching his arms out
to indicate a
much larger vista. “Here. In the Clayr’s Glacier.
This is my
second visit, so if you need someone to show you
around . . .
though I guess your parents might trade here
often?”
Lirael looked
away again, feeling bright spots burn into
her
cheekbones. She tried to think of something to say, some
snappy
rejoinder, but all she could think was that even outsiders
knew she
wasn’t really a Clayr. Even a stupid, undergrown,
rattling clod
like this one.
“What’s your
name?” asked Barra, oblivious to the blush
and the
terrible emptiness that had grown inside her.
Lirael
swallowed and wet her lips, but no answer came.
She felt as if
she didn’t have a name to give, or an identity at
all. She
couldn’t even look at Barra because her eyes were
full of tears,
so she stared at the half-eaten pear on her plate
instead.
“I just wanted
to say hello,” said Barra uneasily, as the
silence
stretched out between them.
Lirael nodded,
and two tears fell on the pear. She didn’t
look up or try
to wipe her eyes. Her arms felt as limp and useless
as her voice.
“I’m sorry,”
Barra added as he clanked to his feet. Lirael
watched him go
back to his table, her eyes partly covered by a
protective
fall of hair. When he was a few feet away, one of the
men said
something, not loud enough to hear. Barra shrugged,
and the
men—and some of the women—burst into laughter.
“It’s my
birthday,” Lirael whispered to her plate, her voice
more full of
tears than her eyes. “I must not cry on my birthday.”
She stood up
and clumsily stepped over the bench, taking
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her plate and
fork to the scullery hatch, being careful not to
catch the eye
of whichever first, second, or third cousin worked
there.
She was still
holding the plate when one of the Clayr came
down the main
stairs and struck with her metal-tipped wand
the first of
the seven gongs that stood on the bottom seven
steps. Lirael
froze, and everyone in the Refectory stopped talking
as the Clayr
descended, striking each gong in turn, the different
notes of the
gongs merging into one before they echoed
away into
silence.
At the bottom
step, the Clayr stopped and held up her
wand. Lirael’s
heart leapt inside her, while her stomach knotted
in anxiety. It
was exactly as she had imagined. So like it
that she felt
sure that it hadn’t been imagination, but the onset
of the Sight.
Sohrae, as her
wand declared, was currently the Voice
of the Nine
Day Watch, the Voice who made the announcements
when the Watch
Saw something of public importance
to the Clayr
or the Kingdom. Most important, the Voice also
announced when
the Watch had Seen the girl who would be
next to gain
the Sight.
“Know one,
know many,” proclaimed Sohrae, her clear
voice carrying
to every corner of the Refectory and the kitchens
and the
scullery beyond. “The Nine Day Watch with great
gladness
announce that the Gift of Sight has Awoken in our
sister . . .”
Sohrae took a
breath to go on, and Lirael shut her eyes,
knowing that
Sohrae was about to say her name. It must, it
must, it must
be me, she thought. Two years later than everyone,
and today my
birthday. It has to—
“Annisele,”
intoned Sohrae. Then she turned and went up
the stairs
again, lightly striking the gongs, their sound a soft
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undercurrent
to the talk that had resumed among the visitors.
Lirael opened
her eyes. The world had not changed. She
did not have
the Sight. Everything would go on as it always
had.
Miserably.
“Can I have
your plate, please?” asked the unseen cousin
behind the
scullery hatch. “Oh, Lirael! I thought you were a
visitor. You’d
better hurry back upstairs, dear. Annisele’s
Awakening will
start inside the hour. This is the Voice’s last
stop, you
know. Whyever did you eat down here?”
Lirael didn’t
answer. She let the plate go and crossed the
Refectory like
a sleepwalker, her fingers listlessly brushing the
table corners
as she passed. All she could think of was Sohrae’s
voice, running
over and over in her head.
“The gift of
Sight has Awoken in our sister Annisele.”
Annisele.
Annisele would be the one to wear the white
robe, to be
crowned with the silver and moonstones, while
Lirael once
again would have to put on her best blue tunic, the
uniform of a
child. The tunic that no longer had a hem because
it had been
let out so many times. The tunic that was still too
short.
Annisele had
just turned eleven ten days ago. But her birthday
would be
nothing compared to this day, the day of her
Awakening.
Birthdays were
nothing, Lirael thought, as she mechanically
put one foot
in front of the other, up the six hundred steps
from the Lower
Refectory to the Westway, along that path for
two hundred
paces, and then up the hundred and two steps to
the backdoor
of the Hall of Youth. She counted every step, and
looked no one
in the eye. All she saw was the sweep of white
robes and the
flash of black-slippered feet, as all the Clayr
rushed to the
Great Hall to honor the latest girl to join the
ranks of those
who Saw the future.
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By the time she
reached her room, Lirael found that any
small joy to
be had from her birthday was gone. Extinguished,
snuffed out
like a candle. It was Annisele’s day now, Lirael
thought. She
had to try to be happy for Annisele. She had to
ignore the
terrible sorrow that was welling up in her own heart.
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Chapter Two
A Future Lost
Lirael threw herself on
her bed and tried to
overcome her
despair. She really should get dressed for Annisele’s
Awakening. But
every time she started to get up, she felt unable
to continue,
and sat back down. For the moment, getting up
was
impossible. All she could do was relive the awful moment
in the Lower
Refectory when she had not heard her name. But
she managed to
wrestle her mind away from that, to think
about the
immediate future, not the past. Lirael made a decision.
She wouldn’t
go to Annisele’s Awakening.
It was
unlikely anyone would really miss her, but there was
a chance
somebody might come to get her. This thought gave
her enough
strength to finally get off the bed and investigate
hiding places.
Under the bed was traditional, but the underside
of Lirael’s
simple trestle bed was both cramped and very dusty,
since she
hadn’t followed the standard cleaning routine properly
for weeks.
She considered
the wardrobe for a little while. But its spare,
box-like shape
and pine-plank construction made her think of
it as an
upended coffin. This was not a new thought for Lirael.
She had always
had what her cousins considered a morbid
imagination.
As a small child she had liked to playact dramatic
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death scenes
from famous stories. She had stopped playacting
years ago, but
had never stopped thinking about death. Her
own, in
particular.
“Death,”
Lirael whispered, shivering to hear the word
aloud. She
said it again, a little louder. A simple word, a simple
way to avoid
all the things that plagued her. She could avoid
Annisele’s
Awakening, but she probably couldn’t avoid all the
ones that
would come after that.
If she killed
herself, Lirael reasoned, she wouldn’t have to
watch girls
increasingly younger than herself gaining the Sight.
She wouldn’t
have to stand with a bunch of children in blue
tunics.
Children who all peeked at her under their lashes during
the Awakening
ceremony. Lirael knew that look and recognized
the fear in
it. They were afraid that they might be like
her, doomed to
lack the only thing that really mattered.
And she
wouldn’t have to put up with the Clayr who looked
at her with
pity. The ones who always stopped and asked how
she was. As if
mere words could describe how she felt. Or as
if even if she
had the words, Lirael could tell them what it was
like to be
fourteen and without the Sight.
“Death,”
Lirael whispered again, tasting the word on her
tongue. What
else was there for her? There had always been
the hope that
one day she would gain the Sight. But now she
was fourteen.
Who had ever heard of a Clayr Sightless at fourteen?
Things had
never seemed quite so desperate as they were
today.
“It’s the best
thing to do,” Lirael pronounced, as if she were
informing a
friend of a vital decision. Her voice sounded confident,
but inside she
wasn’t so sure. Suicide wasn’t something
the Clayr did.
Killing herself would be the final, terrible confirmation
that she just
didn’t belong. It probably was the best
thing. How
would she actually do it? Lirael’s eyes strayed to
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where her
practice sword hung in its scabbard on the back of
the door. It
was blunt, soft steel. She could probably fall on its
point, but
that would lead to a very slow and painful death.
Besides,
someone would almost certainly hear her screaming
and get help.
There was
probably a spell that would still her breath, dry
up her lungs,
and close her throat. But she wouldn’t find that
in the school
texts, her workbook of Charter Magic, or the
Index
of Charter Marks, both of which lay on the desk a few
paces away.
She’d have to search the Great Library for such a
spell, and
that sort of magic would be locked away by charm
and key.
That left two
reasonably accessible means of ending it all:
cold and
height. “The glacier,” whispered Lirael. That would
be it, she
decided. She would climb the Starmount Stair while
everyone else
was at Annisele’s Awakening, and then throw
herself onto
the ice. Eventually, if anyone bothered to look,
they would
find her frozen, broken body—and then they
would all
realize how hard it was to be a Clayr without the
Sight.
Tears filled
her eyes as she imagined a great crowd silently
watching as
her body was carried through the Great Hall, the
blue of her
child’s tunic transformed to white by the ice and
snow encrusted
upon it.
A knock at the
door cut short her morbid daydream, and
Lirael jumped
up, relieved. The Nine Day Watch must have
finally Seen
her, for the first time ever. They’d Seen her climb
out onto the
glacier and go plunging down, so they’d sent
someone to
prevent that future, to tell her that she would gain
the Sight one
day, that everything would be fine.
Then the door
opened, before Lirael could say “Come in.”
That was
enough to tell her that it wasn’t a Nine Day Watcher
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concerned for
her safety. It was Aunt Kirrith, Guardian of the
Young. Or more
the other way round, since she never treated
Lirael any
differently from the others, and particularly didn’t
show her the
affection you might expect from an aunt.
“There you
are!” boomed Kirrith unnecessarily in her
annoying,
falsely jolly voice. “I looked for you at breakfast,
but there was
such a crush I just couldn’t find you. Happy
birthday,
Lirael!”
Lirael stared
at Kirrith and at the present she was holding
out. A large,
square package, wrapped in red and blue paper
dusted with
gold. Very pretty paper, too. Aunt Kirrith had
never given
her a present before. She explained this by saying
that she never
accepted presents either, but Lirael thought that
this missed
the point. It was all about giving, not receiving.
“Go on, open
it,” exclaimed Kirrith. “We haven’t got much
time till the
Awakening. Fancy it being little Annisele!”
Lirael took
the package. It was soft, but quite heavy. For a
moment, all
her thoughts of killing herself were gone, driven
away by
curiosity. What could the present be?
Then, as she
felt the package again, a terrible presentiment
stuck her.
Quickly, she tore a hole in the corner of the paper,
and saw the
telltale blue. “It’s a tunic,” said Lirael, the words
seeming to
come from someone else, and a long way away. “A
child’s
tunic.”
“Yes,” said
Kirrith, resplendent in her own white robe, the
circlet of
silver and moonstones secure on her white-blond
head. “I
noticed your old one was too short, not really seemly,
with the way
you’ve grown. . . .”
She kept on
talking, but Lirael didn’t hear a word. Nothing
seemed real
anymore. Not the new tunic in her hands. Not
Aunt Kirrith
talking away. Nothing.
“Come on then,
get dressed!” Kirrith encouraged her,
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straightening
the folds of her own robe. She was a large and
tall woman,
one of the tallest of the Clayr. Lirael felt very small
in front of
her, and somehow dirty compared to the great
expanse of
white that was Kirrith’s robe. She stared at that
whiteness and
began to think again of ice and snow.
She was lost
in her thoughts when Kirrith tapped her on
the shoulder.
“What?” Lirael
asked, realizing that she’d missed most of
Kirrith’s
words.
“Get dressed!”
repeated Aunt Kirrith. A slight frown folded
the skin on
her forehead, making her circlet move down and
shadow her
eyes. “It would be terribly rude to be late.”
Mechanically,
Lirael pulled off her old tunic and slipped on
the new one.
It was heavy linen, stiff with newness, so she
struggled a
little with it, till Aunt Kirrith pulled it down
smartly. When
her arms were through and the tunic settled on
her shoulders,
it reached just above her ankles.
“Plenty of
room for growth,” remarked Aunt Kirrith with
satisfaction.
“Now we really must get on.”
Lirael looked
down at the sea of blue cloth that swathed
her entire
body, and thought that there was more room than
she could ever
possibly fill. Aunt Kirrith must expect her never
to wear the
white of the Awakening, for this tunic would fit
even if she
kept on growing till she was thirty-five.
“You go on—I’ll
catch up in a minute,” she lied, thinking
of the
Starmount Stair, the cliffs beyond, and the waiting ice.
“I have to go
to the toilet.”
“Very well,”
said Kirrith as she hurried back out into the
corridor. “But
be quick, Lirael! Think of what your mother
would say!”
Lirael
followed her, turning left towards the nearest water
closet.
Kirrith turned right, clapping her hands to hasten on a
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trio of
eight-year-olds who were dressing as they walked, their
tunics half
over their heads, smothering giggles.
Lirael had no
idea what her mother would have said about
anything. She
had been teased about Arielle often enough when
she was
younger, before she became too much of an outsider
to be teased.
It was quite normal for the Clayr to seek casual
lovers from visitors
to the Glacier, and not even that uncommon
to find one
outside. But it was unheard of not to record
the parentage
of children.
Her mother had
compounded her strangeness by leaving
the
Glacier—and a five-year-old Lirael—called by some vision
she had not
shared with the other Clayr. Years later, Aunt
Kirrith had
told Lirael that Arielle was dead, though no details
ever came.
Lirael had heard various theories, including Arielle
being poisoned
by jealous rivals in the court of some barbarian
lordling in the
frozen wastes of the North or killed by
beasts.
Apparently she’d been serving as a seer, something that
no Clayr would
think was a suitable occupation for people of
their Blood.
The pain of
losing her mother was locked away in Lirael’s
heart, but not
so deep it could not be uncovered. Aunt Kirrith
was an expert
at bringing it back.
Once Kirrith
and the three suddenly chastened girls were
gone, Lirael
doubled back to her room and got her outdoor
gear: a coat
of heavy wool, greasy with lanolin; a cap of double
felt with
earflaps; oilskin overshoes; fur-lined gloves; and
leather
goggles with lenses of smoked green glass. Part of her
said it was
stupid to get these things, since she was going to
her death
anyway, but another small voice inside her said that
she might as
well be properly dressed.
Because all
the inhabited parts of the Clayr’s domain were
heated by
steam piped up from the deep springs, Lirael carried
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her outdoor
gear, the smaller items wrapped in the coat. It was
going to be
hot enough climbing the Starmount Stair without
wearing all
that wool. As a last-minute gesture of defiance, she
pulled off the
new tunic and threw it on the floor. Instead, she
chose to put
on the neutral garments worn when the Clayr
were on
kitchen or scullery duty in the Lower Refectory, a long
grey cotton
shirt that came down to the knees, over thin blue
woollen
leggings. There was a canvas apron that went with this
ensemble, but
Lirael left that behind.
It was strange
slinking down the Northway with no one in
sight. Normally,
there would be dozens of the Clayr going
about their
business on this busy thoroughfare, either heading
to or from the
Nine Day Watch or engaged in the myriad more
mundane tasks
of the community. The Clayr’s Glacier was
really a small
town, albeit a very strange one, since its primary
business was
to look into the future. Or, as the Clayr had to
constantly
explain to visitors, the numerous possible futures.
At the point
where the Northway met the Zigzag, Lirael
made sure she
was unobserved. Then she went a few steps
along the
first zig of the Zigzag, looking for a small, dark hole
at waist
height. When she found it, she took out the key she
wore on a
chain around her neck. All the Clayr had such keys,
and they
opened most of the common doors. The Starmount
Door was not
often used, but Lirael didn’t think it needed a
special key.
There was no
sign of a door around the keyhole until Lirael
put in the key
and turned it twice. Then a faint silvery line
spread from
the floor and slowly traced a doorway in the yellowish
stone.
Lirael pushed
the door open. Cold air rushed in, so she
went through
quickly. If there were any other people about,
they would
notice a cold breeze more quickly than anything
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else. The
Clayr might live in a mountain that was half smothered
by a glacier,
but they didn’t revel in the cold.
The door swung
shut behind Lirael, and the silver lines that
marked its
outline slowly faded. Ahead of her, the steps rose
up in a
straight line, the Charter marks above them providing
light that was
dimmer than that in the main halls. The risers
were higher
than usual, something Lirael hadn’t remembered
from a class
excursion many years before, when all steps had
seemed high.
She grimaced as she started to climb, knowing
that her calf
muscles would soon protest the extra sixinch
rise.
There was a
bronze handrail for the first hundred or so
steps, where
the Stair went up in a dead straight line. Lirael
gripped it as
she climbed, the cool of the metal soothing under
her hand. As
was her habit, she started counting steps, the regular
rhythm
temporarily banishing the mental images of herself
falling down
an endless slope of ice.
She hardly
noticed when the handrail stopped and the steps
began to turn
inwards, into the long spiral that would take her
to the top of
the mountain, Starmount. Its sister peak was
Sunfall, and
the two mountains held the glacier between them.
The glacier
had once had its own name, but it was long forgotten.
So for
thousands of years it had been called after the
Clayr who
lived above, beside, and sometimes beneath it. Over
time that name
had come to be extended to the Clayr’s realm
as well, so
both the great mass of ice and the halls of stone were
known as the
Clayr’s Glacier, as if they were all one.
Not that the
Clayr chose rooms too close to the glacier as
a rule. They
had lived in the mountain for millennia, following
the tunneling
of the now almost extinct drill-grubs or carrying
out their own
magical or physical excavations. At the same
time, the
glacier had continued its inexorable march down the
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valley, and
into the mountains that gripped its sides. Ice ground
down and broke
through stone, and the glacier was indifferent
if that also
meant crashing through the tunnels of the Clayr.
Of course, the
Clayr could See where the glacier was going
to have its
unthinking way, but that hadn’t stopped various
ambitious
builders of bygone days. Obviously they had felt
their
extensions would last as long as they did, and probably
for at least
three or four generations after them—time enough
to make the
work worthwhile.
Lirael thought
of all those builders and wondered why the
Stair had been
made with such uncomfortably high steps.
But after a
while, even mechanically counting steps couldn’t
keep her
imagination under rein. She started to imagine how
Annisele would
be looking right at that instant. Perhaps she was
standing at
the children’s end of the Great Hall, a single figure
in white
amidst a field of blue. She would be staring down the
other end, no
doubt, barely aware of the ranks and ranks of
white-clad
Clayr, sitting in the pews that lined both sides of the
Hall for
several hundred yards, twenty-one ranks deep. Pews
made from
ancient dark mahogany, with silk cushions that
were replaced
every fifty years, with considerable ceremony.
At the far end
of the Hall, there would be the Voice of the
Nine Day
Watch, and perhaps some of the Watchers too, their
business
permitting. They would be standing around the
Charter Stone
that rose up from the floor of the Hall, a single
menhir
swarming with all the glowing, changing marks of the
Charter that
described everything in the world, seen or unseen.
And on the
Charter Stone, higher than anyone could reach,
save the Voice
with her metal-tipped wand, there would be the
circlet of the
new Clayr, the silver and moonstones reflecting
the Charter
marks of the Stone.
Lirael forced
her tired legs up another step. Annisele’s walk
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wouldn’t be
tiring at all. Just a few hundred steps, with smiling
faces on all
sides. Then, when the circlet was placed on her
head at last,
the tumult as all the Clayr rose to their feet, followed
by the great
cheer that would echo through the Hall and
beyond. The
Awakening of Annisele, a true Clayr, a mistress
of the Sight.
Acclaimed by one and all.
Unlike Lirael,
who was, as always, alone and unregarded.
She felt like
crying but brushed the tears away. Only another
hundred steps
to go, and she would be at the Starmount Gate.
Once through
the gate and across the wide terrace in front of
it, Lirael
would stand on the edge of the glacier, looking down
into icy
death.
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Chapter Three
Paperwings
At the top of
the Starmount Stair, Lirael rested for a
while, till
the chill coming through the stone got too much to
bear. Then she
donned her outdoor gear, turning the world
green as she slipped
on her goggles. Last, she drew a silk scarf
from the
pocket of her coat, tied it across her nose and mouth,
and folded
down the earflaps of her cap.
Dressed like
that, she might be one of the Clayr. No one
could see her
face, hair, or eyes. She looked exactly like any
other Clayr.
When they found her body, they wouldn’t even
know who it
was till cap, scarf, and goggles were removed.
Lirael would
look like one of the Clayr for the last time.
Even so, she
hesitated before the door that led from the
Stair to the
Paperwing hangar and the Starmount Gate. It probably
wasn’t too
late to go back, to say she’d eaten something
that disagreed
with her so she’d had to stay in her room. If she
hurried, she’d
almost certainly be back before everyone
returned from
the Awakening.
But nothing
would have changed. There was nothing to
look forward
to down there, Lirael decided, so she might as
well go and
look at the cliffs. She could make her final decision
there.
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She took her
key out again, clumsy in her gloves, and
unlocked the
door. A visible one, this time, but magically
guarded as
well. Lirael felt the Charter Magic inside it flow out
through the
key, through the fur of her gloves and into her
hands. She
tensed for a moment, then relaxed as it ebbed away
again. Whatever
it guarded against, the spell wasn’t interested
in her.
It was colder
still past the door, though Lirael was still
inside the
mountain. This large chamber was the Paperwing
hangar, where
the Clayr kept their magical aircraft. Three of
them slept nearby.
They looked rather like slim canoes, with
hawk-wings and
tails. Lirael felt an urge to touch one of them,
to see if it
really did feel like paper, but she knew better than
that.
Physically, the Paperwings were made from thousands of
sheets of
laminated paper. But they were also made with considerable
magic, and
were partially sentient as a result. The
painted eyes
at the front of the closest green and silver craft
might be dull
now, but they would light up if she touched it.
Lirael had no
idea what it might do then. She knew the craft
were
controlled by whistled Charter marks, and she could
whistle, but
she didn’t know the marks or any special technique
that might be
required.
So Lirael
crept past the Paperwings, across to the
Starmount
Gate. It was huge—big enough for thirty people or
two Paperwings
to pass abreast—and easily four times as tall
as Lirael.
Fortunately, she didn’t have to even try to open it,
because there
was a smaller sally port cut into the large Gate’s
left quarter.
A moment’s work with her key, the touch of the
guarding
spell, then the door was open, and Lirael stepped outside.
Cold and
sunshine hit her at the same time, the former
strong enough
to feel even through her heavy clothes, and the
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latter fierce
enough to make her half-close her eyes, even
behind
goggles.
It was a
beautiful summer day. Lower down in the valley,
below the
glacier, it would be hot. Here it was cold, the chill
mainly coming
from the breeze that blew along the glacier and
then up, over,
and around the mountain.
Ahead of
Lirael, a broad, unnaturally flat terrace was
carved into
the mountainside. It was about a hundred yards
long and fifty
yards wide, and snow and chunks of ice were
piled up all
around it in deep drifts. But the terrace itself had
only a light dusting
of snow. Lirael knew it was kept like that
by Charter
sendings—magically created servants who shoveled,
raked, and
repaired all the year round, oblivious to the
weather. There
were none to be seen now, but the Charter
Magic that
would send them into action lurked beneath the
paving stones
of the terrace.
On the far
side of the terrace, the mountain fell away in a
sheer
precipice. Lirael looked across to it but saw nothing but
blue sky and a
few wisps of low cloud. She would have to cross
the terrace
and look down to see the main bulk of the glacier
a thousand
feet below. But she didn’t cross. Instead, she pictured
what might
happen if she jumped. If she threw herself
out far
enough, she would fall free, down to the waiting ice
and a speedy
end. If she fell short, she would hit a spur of rock
maybe only
thirty or forty feet down, then slide and tumble the
rest of the
way, breaking a new bone with every momentary
impact.
Lirael
shivered and looked away. Now that she was actually
here, only a
few minutes’ brisk walk from the precipice, she
wasn’t sure
that making her own death was such a good idea.
But every time
she tried to think of a continuing future for
herself, she
felt weak and blocked, as if all the ways forward
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were closed
off by walls too high to climb.
For now, she
forced herself to move and take a few steps
across the
terrace, to at least look at the drop. But her legs
seemed to have
a life of their own, walking her along the length
of the terrace
instead, without getting any closer to the cliffside.
Half an hour
later, she headed back to the Starmount Gate,
having walked
the length of the terrace four times without once
daring to go
anywhere near the cliff on the far side. The closest
she’d got was
the sudden drop at the end of the terrace,
where the
Paperwings actually took off. But that was a fall of
only a few
hundred feet, down a much less steep face of the
mountain, and
not onto the glacier. Even then she hadn’t gone
within twenty
feet of the edge.
Lirael
wondered how the Paperwings would launch off
that far end.
She had never seen one take off or land, and she
spent some
time trying to imagine how it would look. Obviously,
they would
slip along the ice and then at some point leap
into the sky,
but where exactly? Did they need a long run-up
like the blue
pelicans she’d seen on the Ratterlin, or could they
shoot straight
up like falcons?
All these
questions made Lirael curious about how the
Paperwings
actually worked. She was thinking of risking a
closer look at
one back in the hangar when she realized that
the black
speck she’d noticed high above wasn’t a product of
her
imagination, or a tiny storm cloud. It was a real Paperwing,
and it was
obviously coming in to land.
At the same
time she heard the deep rumble of the Starmount
Gate as it started
to swing open. She looked back at it,
then at the
Paperwing again, her head moving in frantic starts.
What was she
going to do?
She could run
across the terrace and throw herself off, but
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she really
didn’t feel like doing that. The moment of her darkest
despair had
passed, at least for now.
She could just
stand on one side of the terrace and watch
the Paperwing
land, but that would almost certainly lead to a
serious
scolding from Aunt Kirrith, not to mention several
months’ worth
of extra kitchen duties. Or some even worse
punishment she
didn’t know about.
Or she could
hide and watch. After all, she had wanted to
see a
Paperwing land.
All these
options raced through her mind, and it took only
an instant for
the last one to be chosen. Lirael ran to a snowdrift,
sat down in
it, and started to drag snow across herself.
Soon she was
almost completely hidden, save for the line of
footprints
that led across the snow to her hiding place.
Quickly,
Lirael visualized the Charter, then reached into its
eternal flow
to pull out the three marks she needed. One by
one they grew
into brilliance inside her mind, filling it until she
could think of
nothing else. She drew them into her mouth,
then puffed
the marks out towards her tracks in the snow.
The spell left
her as a whirling ball of frosted breath that
grew until it
was an arm’s span wide. It drifted back across her
path, sweeping
her footsteps clean. Then, its work done, the
ball let
itself be taken by the wind, breath and Charter marks
dissolving
into nothing.
Lirael looked
up, hoping whoever was in the Paperwing
hadn’t seen
the strange little cloud. The aircraft was closer now,
the shadow of
its wings passing along the terrace as it circled
once more,
losing height with every pass.
Lirael
squinted, her sight obscured by goggles and the snow
that covered
nearly all her face. She couldn’t quite see who was
in the
Paperwing. It was a different color from the ones used
by the Clayr.
Red and gold, the colors of the Royal House. A
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messenger,
perhaps? There was regular communication between
the King in
Belisaere and the Clayr, and Lirael had often
seen
messengers in the Lower Refectory. But they didn’t normally
arrive by
Paperwing.
Some whistled
notes, redolent with power, drifted down
to Lirael, and
for a nausea-inducing moment she felt as if she
herself were
flying and must turn into the wind. Then she saw
the Paperwing
come swooping down once more, turn into
the wind, and
come to a sliding, snow-spraying stop on the
terrace—much
too close to Lirael’s hiding place for comfort.
Two people
climbed wearily out of the cockpit and
stretched
their arms and legs. Both were so heavily wrapped in
furs that
Lirael couldn’t see whether they were male or female.
They weren’t
Clayr, though, she was certain, not in those
clothes. One
wore a coat of black and silver marten fur, the
other a coat
of some russet-red fur Lirael didn’t recognize. And
their goggles
were blue lensed, not green.
The
russet-furred one reached back into the cockpit and
pulled out two
swords. Lirael thought he—she was reasonably
certain this
one was a he—would hand one over, but he
buckled both
onto his broad leather belt, one on either side of
his waist.
The other
person—the one in black and silver—was a
woman, Lirael
decided. There was something about the way
she took off
her glove and rested her palm on the nose of the
Paperwing,
like a mother checking the temperature of a child’s
forehead.
Then the woman
also reached into the cockpit, and she
pulled out a
leather bandolier. Lirael craned forward to see
better,
ignoring the snow that fell down inside her collar. Then
she almost
gasped and gave herself away, as she recognized
what was in
the pouches on the bandolier. Seven pouches, the
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smallest the
size of a pillbox, the largest as long as Lirael’s
hand. Each
pouch had a mahogany handle sticking out of it.
The handles of
bells, bells whose voices were stilled in the
leather.
Whoever this woman was, she carried the seven bells
of a
necromancer!
The woman put
the bandolier on and reached for her own
sword. Longer
than the ones the Clayr used, and older, too.
Lirael could
feel some sort of power in it, even from where she
was hidden.
Charter Magic, in the sword, and in both the
people.
And in the
bells, Lirael realized, which finally told her who
this person
must be. Necromancy was Free Magic, and forbidden
in the
Kingdom, as were the bells that necromancers
used. Except
for the bells of one woman. The woman who was
charged with
undoing the evil that necromancers wrought. The
woman who put
the Dead to rest. The woman who alone combined
Free Magic
with the Charter.
Lirael
shivered, but not from cold, as she realized that she
was only about
twenty yards away from the Abhorsen. Years
ago, the
legendary Sabriel had rescued the petrified prince
Touchstone and
with him defeated the Greater Dead creature
called
Kerrigor, who had almost destroyed the Kingdom. And
she had
married the Prince when he became King, and together
they had—
Lirael looked
at the man again, noting the two swords and
the way he
stood close to Sabriel. He must be the King, she
realized,
feeling almost sick. King Touchstone and the Abhorsen
Sabriel here!
Close enough to go and talk to—if she was brave
enough.
She wasn’t.
She settled further back into the snow, ignoring
the damp and
the cold, and waited to see what would
happen. Lirael
didn’t know how you were supposed to bow or
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curtsy or
whatever it was, or what you were supposed to call
the King and
the Abhorsen. Most of all, she didn’t know how
to explain
what she was doing there.
Having
equipped themselves, Sabriel and Touchstone
drew close
together and spoke quietly, their muffled faces
almost
touching. Lirael strained her ears but couldn’t hear
anything. The
wind was blowing their words the wrong way.
However, it
was clear that they were waiting for something—
or someone.
They didn’t
have to wait long. Lirael slowly turned her
head towards
the Starmount Gate, careful not to disturb the
snow packed
around her. A small gathering of the Clayr was
issuing out of
the Gate and hurrying across the terrace. They’d
obviously come
straight from the Awakening, because most of
them had
simply thrown cloaks or coats over their white robes,
and nearly all
of them still wore their circlets.
Lirael
recognized the two in front—the twins Sanar and
Ryelle—the
flawless embodiment of the perfect Clayr. Their
Sight was so
strong they were nearly always in the Nine Day
Watch, so
Lirael hardly ever crossed paths with them. They
were both tall
and extremely beautiful, their long blond hair
shining even
more brightly than their silver circlets in the sun.
Behind them
came five other Clayr. Lirael knew them all
vaguely and,
if pressed, could recall their names and their
familial
relationship to her. None was closer than a third
cousin, but
she recognized all of them as being particularly
strong in the
Sight. If they weren’t part of the Nine Day Watch
right now,
they would be tomorrow, and probably had been
last week.
In short, they
were seven of the most important Clayr in
all the
Glacier. They all held significant ordinary posts in addition
to their
Sighted work. Small Jasell, for example, bringing
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up the rear,
was First Bursar, in charge of the Clayr’s internal
finances and
its trading bank.
They were also
the very last people Lirael wanted to meet
somewhere she
wasn’t supposed to be.
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Chapter Four
A Glint in the Snow
As Sanar and Ryelle
led the others forward, Lirael
thought she
would see them do whatever it was you did when
you met the
King and his Queen, who had the added distinction
of being the
Abhorsen.
But Sabriel and
Touchstone didn’t wait for whatever
that was. They
met Sanar and Ryelle with hugs and, after
pushing up
their goggles and removing their scarves, with
kisses on both
cheeks. Once again, Lirael leaned forward to
hear what was
being said. The wind was still blowing the
wrong way, but
it had lessened, so she could catch the conversation.
“Well met,
cousins,” said Sabriel and the King together,
both smiling.
Now that she could see their faces, Lirael thought
they both
looked very tired.
“We Saw you
last night,” said Sanar—or Ryelle—Lirael
wasn’t sure.
“But we had to guess the time from the sun. I trust
you haven’t
been waiting long?”
“A few
minutes,” said Touchstone. “Just long enough to
stretch.”
“He still
doesn’t like flying much,” said Sabriel, with a
smile at her
husband. “No confidence in the pilot.”
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Touchstone
shrugged and laughed. “You get better all the
time,” he
said.
Lirael sensed
that he wasn’t just talking about flying
Paperwings.
There seemed to be a semi-secret line of energy
and feeling
that ran between Touchstone and Sabriel. They
shared
something unseen, something that brought laughter and
the smile in
Sabriel’s eyes.
“We didn’t See
you staying,” continued Sanar. “I take it we
got that
right?”
“You did,”
replied Sabriel, and the smile was gone from
her eyes.
“There is trouble in the West, and we cannot linger.
Only long
enough to take counsel. If you have any to give.”
“The West
again?” asked Sanar, and she shared a troubled
look with
Ryelle, as did the others of the Clayr behind her. “We
See nothing
for too great a part of the West. Some power exists
there that
blocks all but the briefest glimpses. Yet we know that
it is from the
West that trouble will come to pass. So many
futures show
snatches of it, but never enough to be useful.”
“Plenty of
present trouble, too,” said the King, sighing. “I
have raised
six Charter Stones around Edge and the Red Lake
in the last
ten years. Only two remain from year to year, and I
can no longer
spare the time to keep repairing the others. We
go there now
to quell whatever the current trouble is, and to
attempt to
find the source, but I am not confident we will.
Particularly
if it is strong enough to hide from the Clayr’s
Sight.”
“It is not
always strength that can blind our Sight,” said
one of the
Clayr, the oldest there. “Nor even evil. There are
subtle powers
that divert our Sight for reasons we can only
guess, and
there is always simply the fact that we See too many
futures, too
briefly. Perhaps whatever blinds us near the Red
Lake is no
more than this.”
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“If it is,
then it also breaks Charter Stones with the blood
of Charter
Mages,” said Touchstone. “And it draws the Dead
and Free Magic
to it more than anywhere else. Of all the
Kingdom, it is
the region around the Red Lake and the foothills
of Mount Abed
that most resists our rule. Fourteen years ago,
Sabriel and I
promised that the broken Charter Stones would
be made anew,
the villages re-established, the people once
again free to
go about their lives and business, without fear of
the Dead and
Free Magic. We have made it so from the Wall
to the
Northern Desert. But we cannot defeat whatever it is
that opposes
us in the West. Apart from Edge itself, that part
of the West is
still the wilderness that Kerrigor made it over
two hundred
years ago.”
“You grow weary
of your toils,” said the old Clayr suddenly,
and both
Touchstone and Sabriel nodded. But their
shoulders were
straight, and while they admitted the weariness,
they gave no
sign that they refused the burden.
“We get no
rest,” said Touchstone. “There is always some
new trouble,
some danger that can be dealt with only by the
King or the
Abhorsen. Sabriel gets the worst of it, for there are
still too many
Dead abroad, and too many idiots who would
open further
doors to Death.”
“Like the one
who is currently causing havoc near Edge,”
said Sabriel.
“Or so the messages say. A necromancer or Free
Magic
sorcerer, one who wears a bronze mask. She—for it is
reported she
is a woman—has a company of both the Dead
and living
men, and they have been raiding farms and steadings
from Edge to
the east, almost as far as Roble’s Town. Yet we
have heard
nothing from you. Surely you must have Seen some
of this?”
“We rarely See
anything near the Red Lake,” replied Ryelle
with a
troubled frown. “But we usually have no problem farther
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afield. In
this case, I regret that we have given you no warning
for what has
happened, and can no give you no guide as to what
will.”
“A company of
the Guard is riding from Qyrre,” said
Touchstone.
“But they will not arrive for at least three days.
We plan to be
at Roble’s Town ourselves by the morning.”
“Hopefully a
bright morning,” added Sabriel. “If the
reports are
true, this necromancer has many Dead Hands
under her
control. Maybe even enough to attack a town at
night, or
under heavy cloud.”
“I think we
would definitely See an attack upon Roble’s
Town,” said
Ryelle. “And we have not.”
“That’s some
relief,” said Touchstone, but Lirael saw that
he didn’t
entirely believe them. She was herself shocked,
because she
had never heard of the Sight being blocked, or of
there being
some place where the Clayr couldn’t See. Except
beyond the
Wall to Ancelstierre, of course, but that was different.
No magic
worked in Ancelstierre, at least not once you
got well south
of the Wall. Or so the stories said. Lirael didn’t
know anyone
who’d ever been to Ancelstierre, though the
rumor was that
Sabriel had grown up there.
The wind
strengthened as Lirael mulled over what she’d
heard, so she
couldn’t quite catch the next bit of conversation.
But she saw
the Clayr bow, and Sabriel and Touchstone motion
for them to
rise.
“Don’t get
formal on me!” exclaimed Touchstone. “You
can’t See
everything, just as we can’t do everything. Somehow
we’ve managed
so far, and we’ll keep on managing.”
“‘Keeping on’
being the watchword of this year and all the
years behind
it,” said Sabriel, sighing. “Speaking of such, we’d
best turn the
Paperwing around and take flight again. I want
to visit the
House on the way to Roble’s Town.”
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“To take
counsel with—?” asked Ryelle, but the rest of her
words were
lost to Lirael, carried away by a gust of wind. She
leaned forward
a bit more, still trying not to dislodge the snow
from her cap.
Sabriel said
something in return, but Lirael couldn’t make
it out, save
for the last part. “. . . still sleeps most of the year,
under Ranna’s
. . .”
Then there was
more lost talk, as they all clustered around
the Paperwing
and slid it around. Lirael craned forward as
far as she
dared, snow slipping from her face. It was infuriating
to see them
and hear the occasional word but not be able
to understand.
For a moment she even wildly thought of casting
a spell to
improve her hearing. She’d seen references to
such a spell,
but she didn’t know all the marks. Besides, Sabriel
and the others
would almost certainly notice Charter Magic
nearby.
Suddenly, the
wind dropped, and Lirael could hear clearly
again.
“They’re still
at school in Ancelstierre,” Sabriel said, obviously
in answer to a
question asked by Sanar. “They’ll be here
for the
holidays in three, no . . . four weeks. If all works out
with this
current emergency, we might just get to the Wall in
time to meet
them, and we had planned a few weeks together
in Belisaere.
But I expect some new trouble will arise that will
take at least
one of us away until they have to go back.”
She sounded
sad when she said that, Lirael thought.
Touchstone
must have thought so, too, because he took her
hand, lending
support.
“At least
they’re safe there,” he said, and Sabriel nodded,
her weariness
showing through again.
“We have Seen
them crossing the Wall, though it may be
the next time,
or the one after that,” affirmed Ryelle. “Ellimere
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looks . . .
will look . . . very like you, Sabriel.”
“Fortunately,”
said Touchstone, laughing. “Though she
takes after me
in some other respects.”
Lirael realized
that they had been talking about their children.
They had two,
she knew. A Princess who was roughly
her own age,
and a Prince who was younger, she didn’t know
by how much.
Sabriel and Touchstone obviously cared about
them a great
deal, and missed them. That made her think of
her own mother
and father, who must not have cared about
her at all.
Once again she remembered the touch of that soft,
cool hand. But
her mother had still left her, and who knew
whether her
father ever even knew of her birth?
“She will be
Queen,” said a strong voice, dragging Lirael’s
attention back
to the present. “She will not be Queen. She may
be Queen.”
It was one of
the other Clayr, an older woman, speaking in
the voice of
prophecy, her eyes Seeing something other than the
lump of ice
she was staring at. Then she gasped and stumbled
forward, hands
flung out to break her fall into the snow.
Touchstone
lunged and caught her before she could hit the
ground,
setting her back on her feet. She swayed there, still
unsteady, her
eyes wild and dreaming.
“A far
future,” she said, the strange timbre of foreseeing
gone from her
voice. “One in which your daughter, Ellimere,
was older than
you are now, reigning as Queen. But I also Saw
many other
possible futures, side by side, where there is nothing
but smoke and
ashes, the whole world burnt and broken.”
Lirael felt a
shiver pass through her entire body as the old
Clayr spoke.
Her voice carried so much conviction, Lirael
could almost
see the desolate ruins herself. But how could the
whole world be
burnt and broken?
“Possible
futures,” interjected Sanar, trying to sound calm.
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“We often
catch glimpses of futures that will never be. It is part
of the burden
of the Sight.”
“Then I for
one am glad I don’t have it,” replied Touchstone,
as he let the
still shaky Clayr go into the helping hands of Sanar
and Ryelle. He
looked up at the sun, and then across at Sabriel,
who nodded. “I
regret to say that we must be on our way.”
He and Sabriel
shared a smile at this unintentional rhyme,
turning their heads
so that only they and the hidden Lirael saw
it. Touchstone
took off his swords and stowed them in the
cockpit, then
took Sabriel’s sword and put that away as well.
Sabriel took
off the bell bandolier and gently laid it down, careful
to not jar the
bells. Lirael wondered why they had bothered
to get them
out for such a short time. Then she realized that
they lived so
much in danger that it was second nature to keep
weapons close
at hand. Like the merchants’ guards in the
Refectory that
morning. The realization that the Abhorsen and
the King
didn’t trust the Clayr’s protection made Lirael suddenly
think of her
own weaponless state. What would she do
if she were
attacked out here after everyone had gone? She
wasn’t sure if
her key would open the sally port from the outside.
She hadn’t
even thought about it on the way up.
Lirael stopped
watching the Paperwing in order to panic,
imagining a
night out here and a monstrous claw dragging her
out of the
snow. The prospect of an unchosen death didn’t
appeal to her
at all. Then a sudden movement caught her eye.
Sabriel, now
in the Paperwing, was pointing. Pointing straight
at Lirael’s
hiding place in the snow!
“You might
want to investigate that green glint,” said
Sabriel, her
words all too clear for once. “I think whatever lies
beneath it is
harmless, but you never know. Farewell, cousins
of the Clayr.
I hope we can meet again soon, and tarry longer.”
“As we hope
that we can be of greater service,” said Sanar,
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looking where
Sabriel pointed. “And See more clearly, both in
the West and
under our own noses.”
“Farewell,”
added Touchstone, waving from the rear of the
Paperwing.
Sabriel whistled, a pure sound infused with magic.
The whistle
rose up into the wind, turned it, and brought it
down to lift
the Paperwing, sending it sliding along the terrace.
Sabriel and
Touchstone waved; then the red and gold craft shot
off the end
and dropped out of sight.
Lirael held
her breath, then sucked air in with relief as the
Paperwing
suddenly soared back into sight. It circled higher,
then turned to
the south and shot away, faster and faster as
Sabriel called
the wind behind them.
Lirael watched
it go for a second, then tried to burrow
deeper into
the snow. Perhaps they would think she was an ice
otter. But
even as she disappeared into the drift, she knew it
was no use.
All seven of the Clayr were advancing upon her
hiding place,
and they did not look pleased.
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Chapter Five
An Unexpected Opportunity
Lirael wasn’t quite sure
how they got back into
the Paperwing
hangar so quickly. She knew she was grabbed
by more pairs
of hands than seemed possible for seven people
and hustled
across the snow much more uncomfortably than
she could have
managed on her own. For a few seconds she
thought they
were very, very angry with her. Then she realized
they were just
cold, and wanted to get back inside.
Once all were
inside, it was clear that while the Clayr were
not exactly
furious, they weren’t too happy, either. Hands
snatched off
her cap, goggles, and scarf without regard for the
hair that was caught
up in them, and seven somewhat windchilled
faces looked
down at her.
“Arielle’s
daughter,” said Sanar, as if she were identifying
a flower or a
plant, dredging it up from a list. “Lirael. Not on
the roster of
the Watch. Therefore, not yet with the Sight. Is
that correct?”
“Y-yes,”
stammered Lirael. No one had ever peered at her
so intently
before, and she generally avoided talking to other
people,
particularly fully fledged Clayr. Important Clayr
made her
nervous even when she was behaving herself. Now
there were
seven of them giving her their undivided attention.
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She wished she
could somehow sink through the floor and
reappear in
her own room.
“Why were you
hiding out there?” asked the old Clayr,
who Lirael
suddenly remembered was named Mirelle. “Why
aren’t you at
the Awakening?”
There was no
warmth in her voice at all, just cold authority.
Belatedly,
Lirael remembered that this grey-haired, leatherfaced
old woman was
also the commander of the Clayr’s
Rangers, who
hunted and patrolled across Starmount and
Sunfall, the
glacier, and the river valley. They dealt with everything
from lost
travelers to foolish bandits or marauding
beasts, and
were not to be trifled with.
Mirelle asked
her question again, but Lirael couldn’t answer.
Tears came
into her eyes, though she managed to hold them
back. Then,
when it seemed Mirelle was about to shake both
answer and
tears out of her, she said the first thing that came
into her head.
“It’s my
birthday. I’m fourteen.”
For some
reason, this seemed to be the right thing to say.
All the Clayr
relaxed, and Mirelle let go of her shoulders. Lirael
winced. The
woman had gripped her hard enough to leave
bruises.
“So you’re
fourteen,” said Sanar, much more kindly than
Mirelle. “And
you’re worried because the Sight hasn’t woken
in you?”
Lirael nodded,
not trusting herself to speak.
“It comes late
to some of us,” continued Sanar, her eyes
warm and
understanding. “But often the later it is, the more
strongly it
wakes. The Sight did not come to me and Ryelle till
we were
sixteen. Has no one told you that?”
Lirael looked
up, fully meeting the Clayr’s gaze for the first
time, her eyes
wide with shock. Sixteen! That was impossible!
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“No,” she
said, the surprise and relief clear in her voice.
“Not sixteen!”
“Yes,” said
Ryelle, smiling, taking over where Sanar left off.
“Sixteen and a
half, in fact. We thought it would never come.
But it did. I
suppose you couldn’t bear another Awakening. Is
that why you
came up here?”
“Yes,” said
Lirael, a small smile beginning to creep across
her own face.
Sixteen! That meant there was hope for her yet.
She felt like
jumping forward and hugging everybody, even
Mirelle, and
running down the Starmount Stair yelling for joy.
All of a
sudden, her plan to kill herself seemed incredibly
stupid, and
the hatching of it long ago and far away.
“Part of our
problem back then was having too much time
to think about
our lack of the Sight,” said Sanar, who had not
missed the
signs of relief in Lirael’s face and posture, “since we
weren’t part
of the Watch and didn’t have the Sight training.
Of course, we
didn’t want to do extra shifts on the roster
duties,
either.”
“No,” agreed
Lirael hurriedly. Who would want to clean
toilets or
wash dishes any more than she had to?
“It wasn’t
usual for us to be assigned a post before we
turned
eighteen,” continued Ryelle. “But we asked, and the
Watch agreed
that we should be given proper work. So we
joined the
Paperwing Flight and learned to fly. That was in the
time before
the return of the King, when everything was much
more dangerous
and unsettled, so we flew far more patrols,
and farther
afield, than we do now.
“After only a
year of flying, the Sight woke in us. It could
have been an
awful year, as was the one before it, waiting and
hoping for the
gift, but we were too busy to even think about
it much. Do
you think that proper work might help you,
too?”
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“Yes!” replied
Lirael fervently. A post would free her from
the child’s
tunic, let her wear the clothes of a working Clayr. It
would also
give her somewhere to go, away from the younger
children and
Aunt Kirrith. She might even be able to stay away
from
Awakenings, depending on what the work was.
“The question
is, what work would suit you best?” mused
Sanar. “I do
not think we have ever Seen you, so that’s no help.
Is there any posting
you would particularly like? The Rangers?
Paperwing
Flight? The Merchant Office? The Bank? Building
and
Construction? The Infirmary? The Steamworks?”
“I don’t
know,” said Lirael, trying to think of all the many
and various
jobs the Clayr did, in addition to the rostered community
duties.
“What are you
good at?” asked Mirelle. She looked Lirael
up and down,
clearly measuring her up as a potential recruit
for the
Rangers. The slight lift of her nose showed that she
didn’t seem to
think much of Lirael’s potential. “How’s your
swordcraft,
and archery?”
“Not very
good,” replied Lirael guiltily, thinking of all the
practice
sessions she’d missed lately, having chosen to mope
in her room
instead. “I’m best at Charter Magic, I think. And
music.”
“Perhaps the Paperwings,
then,” said Sanar. Then she
frowned and
looked at the others. “Though fourteen is perhaps
a shade too
young. They can be a bad influence.”
Lirael glanced
at the Paperwings and couldn’t hold back a
small shiver.
She liked the idea of flying, but the Paperwings
frightened her
a bit. There was something creepy about their
being alive
and having their own personalities. What would
happen if she
had to talk to one of them all the time? She hated
talking to
people, let alone Paperwings.
“Please,” said
Lirael, pursuing that thought to the logical
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place where
she could avoid people the most. “I think I would
like to work
in the Library.”
“The Library,”
repeated Sanar, looking troubled. “That
can be
dangerous to a girl of fourteen. Or a woman of forty,
for that
matter.”
“Only in
parts,” said Ryelle. “The Old Levels.”
“You can’t
work in the Library without going into the Old
Levels,” said
Mirelle somberly. “At least some of the time.
I wouldn’t be
keen on going to some parts of the Library,
myself.”
Lirael
listened, wondering what they were talking about.
The Great
Library of the Clayr was enormous, but she had
never heard of
the Old Levels.
She knew the
general layout well. The Library was shaped
like a
nautilus shell, a continuous tunnel that wound down
into the
mountain in an ever-tightening spiral. This main spiral
was an
enormously long, twisting ramp that took you from
the high
reaches of the mountain down past the level of the
valley floor,
several thousand feet below.
Off the main
spiral, there were countless other corridors,
rooms, halls,
and strange chambers. Many were full of the
Clayr’s
written records, mainly documenting the prophesies
and visions of
many generations of seers. But they also contained
books and
papers from all over the Kingdom. Books of
magic and
mystery, knowledge both ancient and new. Scrolls,
maps, spells,
recipes, inventories, stories, true tales, and Charter
knew what
else.
In addition to
all these written works, the Great Library
also housed
other things. There were old armories within it,
containing
weapons and armor that had not been used for
centuries but
still stayed bright and new. There were rooms
full of odd
paraphernalia that no one now knew how to use.
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There were
chambers where dressmakers’ dummies stood fully
clothed,
displaying the fashions of bygone Clayr or the wildly
different
costumes of the barbaric North. There were greenhouses
tended by
sendings, with Charter marks for light as
bright as the
sun. There were rooms of total darkness, swallowing
up the light
and anyone foolish enough to enter unprepared.
Lirael had
seen some of the Library, on carefully escorted
excursions
with the rest of her year gathering. She had always
hankered to
enter the doors they passed, to step across the red
rope barriers
that marked corridors or tunnels where only
authorized
librarians might pass.
“Why do you
want to work there?” asked Sanar.
“It—it’s
interesting,” stammered Lirael, uncertain how she
should reply.
She didn’t want to admit that the Library would
be the best
place to hide away from other Clayr. And in the
back of her
mind, she hadn’t forgotten that in the Library she
might find a
spell to painlessly end her life. Not now, of course,
now she knew
that the Sight might come. But later, if she grew
older and
older without the Sight and the black despair welled
up again
inside her, as it had done earlier today.
“It is
interesting,” replied Sanar. “But there are dangerous
things and
dangerous knowledge in the Library, too. Does that
bother you?”
“I don’t
know,” said Lirael, honestly. “It would depend on
what it was.
But I really would like to work there.” She paused
and then said
in a very low voice, “I do want to be busy, as
you said, and
forget about not having the Sight.”
The Clayr
turned away from Lirael then, and gathered together
in a tight
circle that excluded her, speaking in whispers.
Lirael watched
anxiously, aware that something momentous
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was going to
happen to her life. The day had been horrible,
but now she
had hope again.
The Clayr
stopped whispering. Lirael looked at them
through the
fall of her hair, glad that it hid her face. She didn’t
want them to
see how badly she wanted them to let her work.
“Since it is
your birthday,” said Sanar, “and because we
believe it
will be best, we have decided that we will put you to
work as you
ask, in the Great Library. You should report there
tomorrow
morning, to Vancelle, the Chief Librarian. Unless
she finds you
unsuitable for some reason, you will become a
Third
Assistant Librarian.”
“Thank you,”
cried Lirael. It came out as a croak, so she
had to say it
again. “Thank you.”
“There is one
more thing,” said Sanar, and she came and
stood so close
that Lirael had to look up and meet her eyes.
“You heard
talk today that you should not have heard. Indeed,
you have seen
a visit that did not take place. The stability of
a Kingdom is a
fragile thing, Lirael, and easily upset. Sabriel
and Touchstone
would not speak so freely elsewhere, or to a
different
audience.”
“I won’t say
anything to anyone,” said Lirael. “I don’t talk,
really.”
“You won’t
remember,” said Ryelle, who had moved
around behind
her. She gently released the spell she’d held
ready, cupped
in her hand. Before Lirael could even think
about
countering it, a chain of bright Charter marks fell over
her head,
gripping her at the temples.
“At least not
until you need to remember,” continued
Ryelle. “You
will recall everything you have done today, save
the visit of
Sabriel and Touchstone. That memory will be gone,
replaced by a
walk on the terrace, and a chance meeting with
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us here. You
seemed troubled, so we talked of work and the
gaining of the
Sight. That is how you gained your new post,
Lirael. You
will remember that, and no more.”
“Yes,” replied
Lirael, words rolling off her lips so slowly
that she
seemed to be drunk or incredibly tired. “The Library.
Tomorrow I
report to Vancelle.”
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Chapter Six
Third Assistant Librarian
The Chief Librarian had
a large oak-paneled
office, with a
very long desk that was covered in books, papers,
and a large
brass tray with that morning’s breakfast still halfeaten
upon it. There
was also a long, silver-bladed sword on
the desk,
unsheathed, with its hilt close to the Librarian’s hand.
Lirael stood
in front of the desk, her head bowed, as
Vancelle read
the note the girl had brought from Sanar and
Ryelle.
“So,” said the
Librarian, her deep, commanding voice
making Lirael
jump. “You want to be a librarian?”
“Y-yes,”
stammered Lirael.
“But are you
suitable?” asked the Librarian. She touched
the hilt of
her sword, and for a moment Lirael thought Vancelle
was going to
pick it up and wave it around, to see if it frightened
her.
Lirael was
already frightened. The Librarian scared her,
even without
the sword. Her face gave away no feelings, and
she moved with
an economy of force, as if she might at any
moment explode
into violent action.
“Are you
suitable?” asked the Librarian.
“Um, I don’t .
. . I don’t know,” whispered Lirael.
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The Librarian
came out from behind her desk, so swiftly
that Lirael
wasn’t sure if she’d blinked and missed the motion.
Vancelle was
only slightly taller than Lirael, but she seemed
to loom over
the young girl. Her eyes were bright blue, and her
hair was a
soft, shining grey, like the finest ash left from a cooling
fire. She wore
many rings on her fingers, and on her left
wrist there
was a silver bracelet set with seven sparkling emeralds
and nine
rubies. It was impossible to guess her age.
Lirael
trembled as the Librarian reached out and touched
the Charter
mark on her forehead. She felt it flare, warm on
her skin, and
saw the light reflected in the Librarian’s bejeweled
rings and
bracelet.
Whatever the
Librarian felt in Lirael’s Charter mark, no
sign of it
showed upon her face. She withdrew her hand and
walked back
behind her desk. Once again, she touched the hilt
of her sword.
“We have never
taken on a librarian whom we haven’t
already Seen
as being a librarian,” she said, tilting her head,
like someone
puzzling over how to hang a painting. “But no
one has ever
Seen you at all, have they?”
Lirael felt
her mouth dry up. Unable to speak, she nodded.
She felt the
sudden opportunity that had been granted her slipping
away. The
reprieve, the chance of work, of being someone—
“So you are a
mystery,” continued the Librarian. “But
there is no
better place for mystery than the Great Library of
the Clayr—and
it is better to be a librarian than part of the
collection.”
For a moment,
Lirael didn’t understand. Then hope blossomed
in her again,
and she found her voice. “You mean . . .
you mean I am
suitable?”
“Yes,” said
Vancelle, Chief Librarian of the Great Library
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of the Clayr.
“You are suitable, and you may begin at once.
Deputy
Librarian Ness will tell you what to do.”
Lirael left in
a daze of happiness. She had survived the
ordeal. She
had been accepted. She was going to be a librarian!
Deputy
Librarian Ness merely sniffed at Lirael and sent her to
First
Assistant Librarian Roslin, who kissed her absently on the
cheek and sent
her to Second Assistant Librarian Imshi, who
was only
twenty and not long promoted from the yellow silk
waistcoat of a
Third Assistant to the red of a Second.
Imshi took
Lirael to the Robing Room, a huge room full
of all the
equipment, weapons, and miscellaneous items the
librarians
needed, from climbing ropes to boathooks. And
dozens and
dozens of the special Library waistcoats, all in different
sizes and
colors.
“Third
Assistant’s yellow, Second Assistant’s red, First
Assistant’s
blue, Deputy is white, and the Chief wears black,”
explained
Imshi, as she helped Lirael put on a brand-new
yellow
waistcoat over her working clothes. “Heavier than it
looks, isn’t
it? That’s because it’s actually canvas, covered in
silk. Much
tougher that way. Now, this whistle clips on the
lapel loops
here, so you can bend your head and blow into it,
even if
something’s holding your arms. But you should whistle
only if you
really need help. If you hear a whistle, run towards
the sound and
do whatever you can to help.”
Lirael took
the whistle, which was a simple brass pipe, and
put it through
the special lapel loops as instructed. As Imshi had
said, she
could easily blow into it just by lowering her head. But
what did Imshi
mean? What might be holding her arms?
“Of course,
the whistle’s good only when someone can
hear it,”
continued Imshi, handing Lirael something that at
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first glance
looked like a silver ball. She indicated that it should
be placed in
the front left pocket of her new waistcoat. “That’s
why you have
the mouse. It’s part clockwork, so you have to
remember to
wind it once a month, and the spell has to be
renewed every
year at Midsummer.”
Lirael looked
at the small silver object. It was a mouse with
little
mechanical legs, two bright chips of ruby for eyes, and a
small key in
its back. She could feel the warmth of a Charterspell
lying dormant
inside it. She supposed that this would activate
the clockwork
mechanism at the right time and send it
wherever it
was supposed to go.
“What’s it
do?” Lirael asked, surprising Imshi a little. The
younger girl
hadn’t spoken since they’d been introduced, and
had stood
there with her hair hanging over her face the whole
time. Imshi
had already written her off as one of the Chief’s
eccentric
recruitment decisions, but perhaps there was still
hope. She
sounded interested, anyway.
“It gets
help,” replied Imshi. “If you’re in the Old Levels
or somewhere
you don’t think anyone will hear the whistle, put
the mouse on
the ground and speak or draw the activating
mark, which
I’ll show you in a moment. Once it’s activated,
it’ll run to
the Reading Room and sound the alarm.”
Lirael nodded
and flicked back her hair to study the mouse
more closely,
running her finger over its silver back. When
Imshi started
to thumb through an index of Charter marks,
Lirael shook
her head and put the mouse in its special pocket.
“I know the
mark, thanks,” she said quietly. “I felt it in the
spell.”
“Really?”
asked Imshi, surprised again. “You must be
good. I can
hardly manage to light a candle, or warm my toes
out on the
glacier.”
But you have
the Sight, thought Lirael. You are a real Clayr.
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“Anyway, you
have the whistle and the mouse,” said Imshi,
getting back
to her task. “Here’s your belt and scabbard, and
I’ll just see
which dagger is sharpest. Ow! That’ll do, I think.
Now we have to
put the number in the book, and you have to
sign for
everything.”
Lirael buckled
on the broad leather belt and settled the
scabbard
against her hip and thigh. The dagger that went into
it was as long
as her forearm, with a thin, sharp blade. It was
steel but had
been washed in silver, and there were Charter
marks on the
blade. Lirael touched them lightly with her finger,
to see what
they were supposed to do. They warmed under her
touch, and she
recognized them as marks of breaking and unraveling,
especially
useful against Free Magic creatures. They
had been put
there some twenty years ago, replacing older
marks that had
worn out. These too would last only another
ten years or
so, as they had not been placed with any great
power or
skill. Lirael thought she could possibly do better herself,
though she
wasn’t particularly adept at working magic on
inanimate
objects.
Lirael looked
up from the dagger and saw Imshi waiting
expectantly, a
quill in her hand, hovering above the huge
leather-bound
ledger that was chained to the desk at the front
of the Robing
Room.
“The number,”
said Imshi. “On the blade.”
“Oh,” said
Lirael. She angled the blade till the Charter
marks faded
out and she could see the bare metal, and the letter
and number
etched there by conventional means.
“L2713,”
Lirael called out; then she slid the dagger home
into the
scabbard. Imshi wrote the number down, re-inked the
quill, and
passed it to Lirael to sign.
There in the
ledger, in between ruled lines of red ink, was
Lirael’s name,
the date, her position as Third Assistant Librarian,
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and a list of
all the things she’d been given, neatly written by
Imshi. Lirael
scanned the list, but didn’t sign.
“It says a
key, here,” she said cautiously, tipping up the
quill so an
incipient blob of ink didn’t fall on the paper.
“Oh, a key!”
exclaimed Imshi. “I wrote it down and then
I forgot!”
She went over
to one of the cupboards on the wall, opened
it, and
rummaged around inside. Finally, she pulled out a broad
silver
bracelet set with emeralds, the match of the one on her own
wrist.
Unlocking it, she clasped it around Lirael’s right wrist.
“You’ll have
to go back to the Chief to have the spell inside
woken up,”
explained Imshi, showing Lirael how two of
the seven
emeralds on her own bracelet swarmed with bright
Charter marks.
“Depending on your work and post, it will
then open all
the appropriate doors.”
“Thanks,” said
Lirael briefly. She could feel the spell in the
silver,
Charter marks hiding deep within the metal, waiting to
flow into the
emeralds. There were actually seven spells, she
could tell,
one for each emerald. But she didn’t know how they
could be
brought to the surface and made to work. This particular
magic was
beyond her.
Nor was she
much wiser ten minutes later, when Vancelle
took her wrist
and quickly cast a spell that neither was spoken
nor had any
other obvious marks, signed or drawn. Whatever
it was, the
spell lit up only one emerald, leaving the other six
dark. That,
said Vancelle, was enough to open the common
doors, which
was more than enough for a new Third Assistant
Librarian.
It took Lirael
three months to work out how to wake the next
four spells in
her bracelet, though the secret of the sixth and
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seventh
remained beyond her. But she didn’t wake the extra
spells at
once, taking another month to create an illusion of the
bracelet as it
was supposed to be, that would sit over her own
and hide the
glow of the additional emeralds.
It was mainly
curiosity that set her to working out the key
spells.
Originally she didn’t plan to wake them, and intended
to treat her
discovery purely as an intellectual exercise. But
there were so
many interesting doors, hatches, gates, grilles,
and locks that
she couldn’t help but wonder what was behind
them. Once the
spells in the bracelet were active, she found it
very difficult
not to think of using them.
Her daily work
also led her into temptation. While there
were Charter
sendings to do much of the manual labor, ferrying
materials to
and from the Main Reading Room and the
individual
studies of scholars, all the checking, recording, and
indexing was
done by people. Generally, the junior librarians.
There were
also very special or dangerous items that had to be
fetched in
person, or even by large parties of armed librarians.
Not that
Lirael got to go on any of these exciting expeditions
to the Old
Levels. Nor would she, till she attained the red
waistcoat of a
Second Assistant, which usually took at least
three years.
But in the
course of her regular duties, she often passed
interesting-looking
corridors sealed off with red rope, or doors
that beckoned
to her, almost saying, “How can you walk past
me every day
and not want to go in?”
Without
exception, any vaguely interesting portal was
locked, beyond
the original key spell and the sole glowing
emerald of
Lirael’s bracelet.
Aside from the
inaccessibility of the interesting parts, the
Great Library
met most of Lirael’s hopes. She was given a small
study of her
own. Barely wider than her outstretched arms, it
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contained
nothing but a narrow desk, a chair, and several
shelves. But
it was a refuge, somewhere she would be left alone,
secure from
Aunt Kirrith’s intrusions. It was meant for quiet
study, in
Lirael’s case, of the set texts of the beginning librarian:
The
Librarian’s Rules, Basic
Bibliography, and The Large
Yellow
Book: Simple Spells for Third Assistant Librarians.
It
had taken her
only a month to learn everything she needed to
from those
volumes.
So she quietly
“borrowed” any book she could get her
hands on, like
The Black Book of Bibliomancy,
carelessly left
off a
returning list by a Deputy Librarian. And she spent a great
deal of time
analyzing the spells in her bracelet, slowly finding
her way
through the complex chains of Charter marks to find
the activating
symbols.
Lirael had
been driven by curiosity at first, and by the sense
of
satisfaction she gained from working out magic that was
supposed to be
beyond her. But somewhere along the way,
Lirael
realized that she enjoyed learning Charter Magic for its
own sake. And
when she was learning marks and putting them
together into
spells, she completely forgot about her troubles
and forgot about
not having the Sight.
Learning to be
a real Charter Mage also gave her something
to do, when
all the other librarians or her fellows from
the Hall of
Youth were engaged in more social activities.
The other
librarians, particularly the dozen or so Third
Assistants,
had tried to be friendly at first. But they were all older
than Lirael,
and they all had the Sight. Lirael felt she had nothing
to talk about
or share with them, so she stayed silent, hiding
behind her
hair. After a while, they stopped inviting her to sit
with them at
lunch, or to play a game of tabore in the afternoon,
or to gossip
about their elders over sweet wine in the evening.
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So Lirael was
once again alone among company. She told
herself that
she preferred it, but she couldn’t deny the pang in
her heart when
she saw laughing groups of young Clayr, so
effortlessly
talking and enjoying one another’s friendship.
It was even
worse when whole groups were called to join
the Nine Day
Watch, as happened more and more frequently
during
Lirael’s first few months of work. Lirael would be stacking
books in the
Reading Room, or writing in one of the registers,
when a Watch
messenger would come in, bearing the
ivory tokens
that summoned the recipient to the Observatory.
Sometimes
dozens of the Clayr in the huge, domed Reading
Room would
each receive a token. They would smile, curse,
grimace, or
take it stoically; then there would be a flurry of
activity as
they all stopped work, drawing back their chairs,
locking away
books and papers in their desk drawers, or
returning them
to shelves or sorting tables before trooping out
the doors en
masse.
At first
Lirael was surprised that so many were called, and
she was even
more surprised when some of them returned only
hours or days
later, instead of the usual nine days that gave the
Watch its
name. She initially thought it must be some peculiarity
of the
librarians, that so many were called at once and
not for the
full term. But she didn’t feel like asking anyone
about it, so
it was some time before she got some sort of
answer, when
she overheard two Second Assistant Librarians
in the Binding
Room.
“It’s all very
well to have a Ninety-Eight. But to go on to
a Hundred and
Ninety-Six and on up to yesterday’s Seven
Hundred and
Eighty-Four is quite ridiculous,” said one of the
Second
Assistants. “I mean we did all fit in the Observatory.
But now
there’s talk of a Fifteen Sixty-Eight! That’ll be nearly
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everybody, I
should think—and making the Watch bigger
doesn’t seem
to make it work any better than the usual Forty-
Nine. I
couldn’t tell the difference.”
“I don’t mind,
myself,” replied the other Second Assistant
as she
carefully applied glue to the binding of a broken-backed
book. “It
makes a change from here, and at least it’s over
quicker with a
larger Watch. But it is tedious when we have to
try to focus
where we can’t See anything. Why don’t the highups
just admit
that no one can See anything around that stupid
lake and leave
it at that?”
“Because it’s
not so simple,” interrupted a stern-voiced
Deputy,
bearing down on them like a huge white cat on two
plump mice.
“All the possible futures are connected. Not being
able to See
where futures begin is a significant problem. You
should know
that, and you also should know not to talk about
the business
of the Watch!”
The last
sentence was said with a general glare about the
room. But
Lirael, even half-hidden behind a huge press, felt it
was
particularly aimed at her. After all, everybody else in the
room was a
full Clayr and eligible to be a member of the Nine
Day Watch.
Her cheeks
burnt with embarrassment and shame as she
threw all her
strength into turning the great bronze handles of
the screw,
tightening the press. Talk slowly resumed around
her, but she
ignored it, concentrating only on her task.
But that was
the moment when she resolved to wake the
dormant magic
in her bracelet, and use the spell she’d made to
hide the glow
of the additional emeralds.
She might not
be able to join the Watch in the Observatory,
but she would
explore the Library.
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Chapter Seven
Beyond the Doors
Even after she woke
the extra spells in her
bracelet,
Lirael found it hard to explore the areas formerly
closed to her.
There was always too much work, or there were
too many other
librarians around. After the first two heartthumping
moments of near-discovery
in front of forbidden
doors, Lirael
decided to put off her exploration until there were
fewer people
around or she could more easily escape from work.
Her first real
chance came almost five months after she had
donned the
yellow waistcoat of a Third Assistant. She was in
the Reading
Room, sorting books to be returned by the sendings,
who gathered
close around her, their ghostly, Charteretched
hands the only
visible part of their shrouded forms.
They were
quite simple sendings, without any higher functions,
but they loved
their work. Lirael liked them too, because they
didn’t require
her to speak or ask her questions. She simply
gave the
appropriate books to the right sending, and it would
take them away
to its area and the proper shelf or store.
Lirael was
particularly good at recognizing which sending
was which, a
valuable skill since the embroidered signs on their
cowled robes
were often obscured with dust or had become
unpicked and
indecipherable. They didn’t have official names,
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of Sun and moon
only
descriptions of their responsibilities. But most had nicknames,
like Tad, who
was in charge of Traveler’s Tales, A–D,
or Stoney, who
looked after the geology collection.
Lirael was
just giving Tad a particularly large and unwieldy
volume bound
in leather stamped with a three-humped camel
motif when the
Watch messenger arrived. Lirael didn’t pay
much attention
to her at first, because she knew no ivory token
would be given
to her. Then she noticed that the messenger was
stopping at
every desk and speaking to every person, and a
hum of
whispered conversation was rising behind her. Lirael
surreptitiously
tucked her hair behind her ears and tried to
listen. At
first the murmur was indistinct, but as the messenger
grew closer,
Lirael caught the words “Fifteen Sixty-Eight”
being repeated
over and over again.
For a moment
she was puzzled; then she realized that this
must be what
the Second Assistants had been talking about.
The calling of
one thousand five hundred sixty-eight Clayr to
the Watch—an
unprecedented concentration of the Sight.
It would also
take nearly every librarian out the Library,
Lirael
calculated, giving her the perfect chance for a secret
excursion. For
the first time ever, Lirael watched the messenger’s
distribution
of tokens with excitement rather than with
her usual
depression and self-pity. Now she was wishing everyone
else would
get summoned to the Watch. Trying not to look
too obvious,
Lirael even wandered around the other side of the
desk to see if
anyone had been missed.
No one had.
Lirael found it strangely hard to breathe as
she waited to
see if anyone would remember to tell her to do
something—or
not to. But none of the librarians with whom
she usually
worked were here. Imshi was not to be seen. Lirael
guessed the
messenger had met her on the way and had already
given her a
token.
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She willed
them all to go and started to sort her books with
a concentrated
ferocity, as if she didn’t care what happened
around her.
The sendings approved, moving faster themselves
as each one
took its stack of books and another moved into
place.
Finally, the
last bright waistcoat gleamed in the doorway
and was gone.
More than fifty librarians, disposed of in less
than five
minutes. Lirael smiled and put the last book down
with a
definite snap, disappointing the sending who was waiting
for a full
load.
Ten minutes
later, to allow for stragglers, she headed down
the main
spiral. There was a door about a half mile down, well
into the Old
Levels, a particular favorite that she wanted to
investigate
first. It had a bright sunburst emblem upon its
otherwise
unremarkable wooden surface, a golden disc with
rays that
spread from top to bottom. Of course, there was also
a red rope
across it, secured at either end with wax seals bearing
the book and
sword symbol of the Chief Librarian.
Lirael had
long since worked out how to deal with this
particular
annoyance. She drew a short piece of wire with two
wooden handles
from her waistcoat pocket and held it near her
mouth. Then
she spoke three Charter marks, a simple charm
to heat metal.
With the wire momentarily red-hot, she quickly
sliced the
seals away and hid them and the rope in a nearby
hole in the
passage wall, away from the light.
Then came the
real test. Would the door open to her
bracelet, or
would it need the last two spells she couldn’t figure
out?
Holding her
wrist as she’d been taught, she waved her
bracelet in
front of the door. Emeralds flashed, breaking
through the
cloaking-spell she’d put upon them—and the door
swung open
without a sound.
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Lirael stepped
through, and the door slowly shut behind
her. She found
herself in a short corridor and was momentarily
disoriented by
the bright light at the other end. Surely this
passage
couldn’t lead outside? She was in the heart of the
mountain,
thousands of feet underground. Blinking against the
light, she
walked forward, one hand on the hilt of her dagger,
the other one
on the clockwork emergency mouse.
The corridor
didn’t lead outside, but Lirael saw how she
had been
misled. It opened out into a vast chamber, bigger even
than the Great
Hall. Charter marks as bright as the sun shone
in the distant
ceiling, hundreds of feet above. A huge oak tree
filled the
center of the room, in full summer leaf, its spreading
branches
shading a serpentine pool. And everywhere, throughout
the cavern,
there were flowers. Red flowers. Lirael bent
down and
picked one, uncertain if it was some sort of illusion.
But it was
real enough. She felt no magic, just the crisp stalk
under her
fingers. A red daisy, in full bloom.
Lirael sniffed
it, and sneezed as the pollen went up her
nose. Only
then did she realize how quiet it was. This huge
cavern might
mimic the outside world, but the air was too still.
There was no
breeze, and no sound. No birds, no bees happily
at work amid
the pollen. No small animals drinking at the
pool. There
was nothing living, save the flowers and the tree.
And the lights
above gave no warmth, unlike the sun. This
place was the
same temperature as the rest of the Clayr’s inhabited
realm, and had
the same mild humidity, from the moist
heat
distributed via the huge network of pipes that brought
superheated
water from the geysers and steam plumes far, far
below.
Lovely as it
was, it was a bit disappointing. Lirael wondered
if this was
all there was to find on her first expedition.
Then she saw
that there was another door—a latticed gate,
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rather—on the
far side of the cavern.
It took her
ten minutes to walk across, longer than she
would have
thought. But she tried not to tread on too many
flowers, and
she gave the tree and the pool a very wide berth.
Just in case.
The gate
barred the way to another corridor, one that went
into darkness
rather than light. The gate, a simple metal grille,
had the emblem
of a silver moon upon it, rather than a sun. A
crescent moon,
with much sharper and longer points than
could be
considered usual or aesthetically pleasing.
Lirael looked
through the gate to the passage beyond. For
some reason it
made her think about the whistle on her waistcoat,
and things
grabbing her arms. The whistle would be useless
here
anyway—and the mouse, too, Lirael suddenly realized,
since there
was no one currently in the Reading Room to hear
its squeaked
alarm.
But aside from
unknown dangers, there was no obvious
reason not to
try the gate, at least. Lirael waved her arm, and
once again the
emeralds flashed, but the gate didn’t open. She
let her hand
fall, tucked her hair back out of her eyes and
frowned.
Clearly, this was a gate that answered only to the
higher spells.
Then she heard
a click, and the right-hand leaf of the gate
slowly swung
open—barely wide enough for Lirael to squeeze
through. To
make it harder, the crescent moon protruded into
the open
space, the sharp points level with where Lirael’s neck
and groin
would be.
She looked at
the narrow way and thought about it. What
if there were
something horrible beyond? But then again, what
did she have
to lose? Fear and curiosity fought inside her for a
moment.
Curiosity won.
Acting on the
latter impulse, Lirael took the mouse from
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her pocket and
put it down amongst the flowers. If something
did go wrong
beyond the gate, she could scream out the activating
Charter mark
and off it would go, taking its own devious
mouseways to
the Reading Room. Even if it was too late
to save
Lirael, it might be a useful warning to the others.
According to
her superiors and co-workers, it was not uncommon
for librarians
to lay down their lives for the benefit of the
Clayr as a
whole, either in dangerous research, simple overwork,
or action
against previously unknown dangers discovered
in the
Library’s collection. Lirael believed this principle of
self-sacrifice
was particularly appropriate to herself, since the
rest of the
Clayr had the Sight and so needed to be alive much
more than she
did.
After placing
the mouse, Lirael drew her dagger and
slipped
through the partly open gate. It was a very tight fit, and
the moon’s
points were razor sharp, but she got through without
damage to
herself or her clothes. It did not occur to her
that a grown
man or woman would not be able to pass.
The corridor
was very dark, so Lirael spoke a simple
Charter-spell
for light, letting it flow into her dagger. Then she
held the blade
up in front of her like a lantern, only not as
bright. Either
she’d muffed the spell a little or something was
damping it.
Besides being
dark, the corridor, evidently not connected to
the Clayr’s
geothermal pipes, was also cold. Dust rose as Lirael
walked,
swirling around in strange patterns that Lirael thought
might almost
be Charter marks, ones she didn’t know.
Beyond the
corridor, there was a small rectangular room.
Holding her
dagger high, Lirael could see its shadowed corners,
crawling with
faint Charter marks that were so old,
they’d almost
lost their luminescence.
The whole room
was afloat in magic—strange, ancient
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Charter Magic
that she didn’t understand and was almost
afraid of. The
marks were remnants of some incredibly old
spell, now
senile and broken. Whatever the spell had once
been, now it
was no more than hundreds of disconnected
marks, fading
into the dust.
Enough
remained of the spell to make Lirael even more
uneasy. There
were marks of binding and imprisonment floating
there, of
warding and warning. Even in its broken form,
the spell was
trying to fulfill its purpose.
Worse than
that, Lirael realized that though the marks
were very old,
the spell had not simply faded, as she first
thought. It
had been broken only recently, within weeks, or
perhaps
months.
In the middle
of the room, there was a low table of black,
glassy stone,
a single slab, reminiscent of an altar. It, too, was
covered in the
remnants of some mighty charm or spell. Charter
marks washed
across its smooth surface, forever seeking connection
to some master
Charter mark that would draw them
all together.
But that mark was no longer there.
There were
seven small plinths on the table, lined up in a
row. They were
carved of some sort of luminous white bone,
and all were
empty save one. The third from the left had a small
model or
statuette upon it.
Lirael
hesitated. She couldn’t quite make out what it was,
but she didn’t
want to get any closer. Not without knowing
more about the
spells that had been broken here.
She stood
there for some time, watching the marks and listening.
But nothing
changed, and the room was totally silent.
One more step
forward, Lirael reasoned, wouldn’t make a
difference.
She would see what was on the third plinth and then
withdraw.
She stepped
closer and raised her light.
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As soon as her
foot landed, she knew she’d made a mistake.
The floor felt
strange, unsteady under her. Then there was
a terrible
crack, and both feet suddenly went right through the
panel of dark
glass she had mistaken for more of the floor.
Lirael fell
forward, only just keeping hold of her dagger.
Her left hand
fell on the table, instinctively grabbing the statuette.
Her knees hit
the lip where glass met stone, sending a jarring
pain through
to her head. Her feet were stinging, cut by
the glass.
She looked
down and saw something worse than broken
glass and cut
feet, something that had her moving again instantly,
regardless of
any further damage the shards might do.
For the glass
had been the cover of a long, coffin-like
trench, and
there was something lying in it. Something that at
first looked
like a sleeping, naked woman. In the next horrified
instant, Lirael
saw that its forearms were as long as its legs,
and bent
backwards, with great claws on the ends, like those
of a praying
mantis. It opened its eyes, and they were silver
fires,
brighter and more terrible than anything Lirael had ever
seen.
Even worse,
there was the smell. The telltale metallic odor
of Free Magic
that left a sour taste in Lirael’s mouth and throat
and made her
stomach roil and heave.
Both creature
and Lirael moved at the same time. Lirael threw
herself back
towards the corridor as the thing struck out with
its awful,
elongated claws. They missed, and the monster let
out a shriek
of annoyance that was completely inhuman, making
Lirael run
faster than she had ever run before, cut feet or not.
Before the
shriek had subsided, Lirael was squeezing through
the gate,
breathing in with such a panic that there were inches
to spare.
Beyond it, she turned and waved her bracelet, screaming
out, “Shut!
Shut!”
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But the gate
didn’t close, and the creature was suddenly
there, one leg
and hideous arm thrust through. For a moment
Lirael thought
it wouldn’t be able to pass the sharp points of
the moon, but
it suddenly thinned and grew taller, its body as
malleable as
soft clay. Its silver eyes sparkled, and it opened a
mouth full of
silver-spined teeth to lick its lips with a grey
tongue that
was striped yellow, like a leech.
Lirael didn’t
stay to watch it. She forgot the emergency
mouse. She
forgot about staying away from the pool and the
tree. She just
ran in an absolutely straight line, crashing through
the flowers,
daisy petals exploding in a cloud around her.
On and on she
ran, thinking that at any moment a hooked
claw would
bring her down. She didn’t slow at the outer corridor,
and slid to a
stop only just in time to avoid smashing into
the door. There,
she waved her bracelet and slipped through
before it
opened more than a crack, stripping all the buttons
from her
waistcoat.
On the other
side, she waved her bracelet again, watching
the open
doorway with the wide-eyed, sick anticipation of a
calf watching
an approaching wolf.
The door
stopped opening and slowly began to close again.
Lirael sighed
and fell to her knees, feeling as if she were going
to vomit. She
shut her eyes for a moment—and heard a snick
that was not
the shutting of the door.
Her eyes
flashed open, and she saw a curving, insectile
hook, as long
as her hand, thrust through a finger-width gap.
Then another
followed it—and the door began to open.
Lirael’s mouth
went to her whistle, and its shrill cry echoed
up and down
the spiral. But there was no one to hear it, and
when her hand
went to the mouse pocket, it found a strange
statuette of
soft stone, not the familiar silver body of the
mouse.
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The door
shuddered, and the gap increased, the creature
clearly
winning against the spell that tried to keep it shut.
Lirael stared
at it, unable to think of what to do next. She frantically
glanced up and
down the corridor, as if some unlookedfor
help might
come.
But none did
come, and she could only think that whatever
this thing
was, it must not be let out into the main spiral. The
words of the
librarians telling her of self-sacrifice came back
to her, as did
her depressed climb up the Starmount Stairs only
a few months
before. Now that death seemed likely, she realized
how much she
wanted to stay alive.
Even so,
Lirael knew what must be done. She drew herself
up and reached
into the Charter. There, in the endless flow, she
drew out all
the marks she knew for breaking and blasting, for
fire and
destruction, for blocking, barring, and locking. They
came into her
mind in a flood, brighter and more blinding than
any light, so
strong that she could barely weave them into a
spell. But
somehow she ordered them as she wished, and linked
them together
with a single master mark, one of great power,
that she had
never before dared to use.
With the spell
ready, pent up inside her by will alone, Lirael
did the
bravest thing she had ever done. She touched the door
with one hand,
the creature’s hook with the other, and spoke
the master
Charter mark to cast the spell.
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Chapter Eight
Down the Fifth Back Stair
As she spoke, heat
coursed through Lirael’s throat.
White fire
exploded through her right hand into the creature,
and a titanic
force was unleashed from her left, slamming the
door shut. She
was hurled backwards, tumbling over and over
till her head
struck the stone floor with a terrible crack that
sent her
instantly into darkness.
When she came
to, Lirael had no idea where she was. Her
head felt as
if a hot wire had pierced her skull. It was somehow
wet as well,
and her throat ached as if she were in the
throes of a
really bad flu. For a moment she thought she was
sick in bed
and would soon see Aunt Kirrith or one of the other
girls bending
over her with a spoonful of herbal restorative.
Then she
realized that there was cold stone under her, not a
mattress, and
she was fully clothed.
Hesitantly,
she touched her head, and her fingers showed
her what the
wetness was. She looked at the bright blood, and
a wave of cold
and dizziness overcame her, shooting up from
her toes and
through her head. She tried to call for help, but
her throat was
too sore. Nothing came out, only a sort of
breathy buzz.
Now she
remembered what she’d been trying to do, and a
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bolt of pure
panic banished the dizziness. She tried to raise her
head, but that
hurt too much, so she rolled on her side instead,
to see the
door.
It was shut,
and there was no sign of the creature. Lirael
stared at the
door till the grain of the wood grew blurry, uncertain
that it really
was closed, the creature gone. When she
was absolutely
sure it was shut, she turned her head away and
threw up, sour
bile burning her already painful throat.
She lay still
after that, trying to steady her breathing and
her stammering
heart. A further cautious examination of her
head revealed
the blood to be clotting already, so it probably
wasn’t too
serious. Her throat seemed to be worse, damaged
by speaking a
master Charter mark that she didn’t have the
strength or
the experience to use correctly. She tried to say a
few words, but
only a hoarse whisper came out.
Next, she
investigated her feet, but they turned out to be
more scratched
than cut, though her shoes had so many holes
that they had
become like sandals. Compared to her head, her
feet were
fine, so she decided to try standing up.
That took her
several minutes, even using the wall for support.
Then it took
another five minutes to bend down again,
pick up her
dagger, and ease it into the scabbard.
After that
exercise, she stood for a while, till she felt steady
enough to
examine the door. It was shut properly, without
a gap, and she
could feel her own spell, as well as the door’s
magical lock,
holding it closed. No one could get in or out
now without
breaking Lirael’s spell. Even the Chief Librarian
would have to
get her to lift it, or break it.
Thinking of
the Chief made Lirael pick up as many of her
torn-off
buttons as she could find, and replace the red rope and
the seals
across the door—though calling up a spell to warm
the wax was
almost beyond her. When she’d finished, she
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walked a few
steps up the main spiral, but had to sit down, too
weak to go on.
Slumping down,
she lapsed into a semi-conscious daze,
unable to
think about anything or to assess her situation. She
sat for a long
time, maybe even an hour. Then some natural
resilience
rose up in her, and Lirael realized where she was and
the state she
was in. Bloodied, bruised, her waistcoat buttonless
and torn, her
emergency mouse lost. All of which would
need
explanation.
The loss of
the mouse reminded her of the statuette. Her
hands were
much clumsier than usual, frustratingly so, but she
managed to get
the small stone figure out of her pocket and set
it on her lap.
It was a dog,
she saw, carved from a soft grey-blue soapstone
that was
pleasant to touch. It looked like a fairly hardbitten
sort of dog,
with pointy ears and a sharp snout. But it
also had a
friendly grin, and the suggestion of a tongue in the
corner of its
mouth.
“Hello, dog,”
whispered Lirael, her voice so weak and
scratchy, she
could hardly hear it herself. She liked dogs,
though there
were none in the higher reaches of the Glacier.
The Rangers
had a kennel for their working dogs near the
Great Gate,
and visitors sometimes brought their dogs into
the guest
quarters and the Lower Refectory. Lirael always said
hello to the
visiting dogs, even when they were huge brindled
wolfhounds
with studded collars. The dogs were always friendly
to her, often
more so than their owners, who would get upset
when Lirael
spoke only to their dogs and not to them.
Lirael held
the dog statuette and wondered what she was
going to do.
Should she tell Imshi or someone higher up about
the thing that
was loose in the flower-field chamber? And
admit she had
woken the extra key spells in her bracelet?
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She sat there
for ages, turning over ideas, scratching the
stone head of
the dog as if it were a miniature real animal.
Telling the
truth was probably the right thing to do, she concluded,
but then she
would almost certainly lose her job—and
going back to
the children’s classes and the hated blue tunic
would be
unbearable. Once again, she toyed with the idea that
death might
provide an escape, but the reality of nearly being
slain by the
hooks of the creature made killing herself even less
attractive
than it had been before.
No, Lirael
decided. She had got herself into trouble and she
would get
herself out of it. She’d find out what the creature
was, learn how
to defeat it, and then go and do it. It couldn’t
get out till
then, or so she hoped. And no one else could get in,
so it wouldn’t
be a danger to other librarians.
That left
explaining her cut head, scratched feet, bruises,
mislaid mouse,
lost voice, and general disarray. All of which
could probably
be done with a single brilliant plan. Which
Lirael didn’t
have.
“I might as
well walk and think,” she whispered to the dog
statuette. It
was oddly comforting to speak to the dog and hold
it in her
hand. She looked down at the way it sat, with its tail
curled around
its back legs, head up and forelegs straight, as if
waiting for
its mistress.
“I wish I had
a real dog,” Lirael added, groaning as she stood
up and started
slowly walking up the spiral corridor. Then she
stopped and
looked down at the statuette, a sudden wild thought
blossoming in
her mind. She could create a Charter sending of
a dog, a
complex one that could bark and everything. All she’d
need was On
the Making of Sendings, and perhaps The
Making
and
Mastery of Magical Beings. Both were locked up, of
course, but
Lirael knew where they were. She could even make
the sending
look like the lovely dog statuette.
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Lirael smiled
at the thought of having a dog of her own.
A true friend,
someone she could talk to who wouldn’t ask
her questions
or talk back. A loving and lovable companion.
She tucked the
statuette back in her waistcoat pocket and
limped on.
A hundred
yards later she abruptly stopped thinking about
how to create
a sending and started to worry about how she
would find out
what the creature in the flower room was.
There were
bestiaries in the Library, she knew, but finding and
getting access
to them could be a problem.
She kept
thinking about that for another hundred yards
until she
realized she had a far more pressing problem. She
needed to work
out an explanation for her injuries and the lost
mouse, with a
minimum of actual lying. Lirael felt that she
owed the
Library a lot, and didn’t want to tell an outright lie.
Besides, she
didn’t think she could lie, if it came to heavy-duty
questioning
from the Chief Librarian or someone like that.
The mouse was
the tricky part. She stopped moving to try
to think more
clearly, and she was surprised by how much her
body needed
the rest. Normally she ran around the Library all
day, up and
down the spiral, up and down ladders, in and out
of rooms. Now
she could barely move without a major effort
of will.
A fall would
explain her head injury, Lirael thought, once
again feeling
the cut. It had stopped bleeding, but her hair was
matted with
blood, and she could feel a lump coming up.
A long fall,
with a terrified scream, could also explain her
sore throat.
Buttons could be scraped off in that sort of fall,
and a mouse
easily lost from a pocket.
Steps, Lirael
decided. A fall down a flight of steps would
best explain
everything. Particularly if someone found her at the
bottom of the
steps, so she wouldn’t have to say anything much.
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It took her
only a little while to work out that the Fifth
Back Stair
between the main spiral and the Hall of Youth
would be the
most likely spot for her to have an accident. She
could even
pick up a glass of water from the Zally Memorial
Fountain on
the way. You weren’t allowed to take the glasses
away, of
course, but that was probably a bonus. It would give
everybody—particularly
Aunt Kirrith—something to scold her
for, and they
wouldn’t look for more serious crimes. And a
broken glass
would explain her scratched feet.
Now all she
had to do was get there and not meet anyone
on the way. If
the past extra-large Watch gatherings were any
indication,
the Fifteen Sixty-Eight wouldn’t last much longer.
There was a
definite correlation between the size of a particular
Watch and how
long it lasted. The normal Forty-Nine
lasted nine
days, giving the Watch its name. But when there
were more
people involved, the Clayr returned much sooner.
The most
recent Watch had taken the participating Clayr away
for less than
a day.
The closer she
got to the Hall of Youth, the greater the
danger of
meeting youngsters or others not part of the Watch.
Lirael decided
that if she did meet anyone, she’d just fall down
and pass out,
hoping that whoever it was didn’t get too inquisitive.
But she didn’t
meet anyone before she turned off the spiral,
picked up her
glass of water at the Zally Fountain, went
through the
permanently open stone doors of the Fifth Library
Landing, and
reached the Fifth Back Stair. It was a narrow, circular
stair, not
much used since it merely connected the Library
with the
western side of the Hall of Youth.
Wearily,
Lirael climbed the first half dozen steps, to the
point where it
started to turn inwards. Then she threw the glass
down, wincing
as it broke. After that she had to work out
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where to lie
so it looked as if she really had fallen down the
steps. This
made her dizzy, so she had to sit down. And once
she was
sitting, it seemed quite natural to lay her head on an
upper step,
cushioned by an outthrust arm.
She knew she
should be artistically arranging herself on the
landing below,
an obvious victim of a fall, but it all seemed too
hard. The
strength that had sustained her to this point was
gone. She
couldn’t get up. It was so much easier to go to sleep.
Beautiful
sleep, where no troubles could torment her . . .
Lirael awoke
to a voice urgently calling her name, and two
fingers
checking the pulse in her neck. This time, she came to
her senses
fairly quickly, grimacing as the pain returned.
“Lirael! Can
you talk?”
“Yes,”
whispered Lirael, her voice still very weak and
strangely
husky. She was disoriented. Her last memory was of
lying on the
steps, and now she was flat on the ground. She
realized that
she was on the landing, looking much more like
the victim of
a fall than anything she could have arranged herself.
She must have
slipped down the steps after passing out.
A
blue-waistcoated First Assistant Librarian was bending
over her,
peering closely at her face. Lirael blinked and wondered
why this
strange person was moving her hand backwards
and forwards
in front of Lirael’s eyes. But it wasn’t a strange
person after
all. It was Amerane, whom she had worked with
for a few days
last month.
“What
happened?” asked Amerane, concern in her voice.
“Does anything
feel broken?”
“I hit my
head,” whispered Lirael, and she felt tears springing
up in her
eyes. She hadn’t cried before, but now she couldn’t
stop, and her
whole body started to shake as well, no matter
how hard she
tried to stay still.
“Does anything
feel broken?” Amerane repeated. “Does it
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hurt anywhere
else aside from your head?”
“N-no,” sobbed
Lirael. “Nothing’s broken.”
Amerane didn’t
seem to trust Lirael’s opinion, because she
lightly felt
all the way up and down the girl’s arms and legs,
and gently
pressed against her fingers and feet. Since Lirael
didn’t scream
and there seemed to be no grating of bones or
abnormal lumps
or swellings, Amerane helped her get up.
“Come on,” she
said kindly. “I’ll help you get to the
Infirmary.”
“Thanks,”
whispered Lirael, putting her arm around
Amerane’s
shoulders and letting her take most of her weight.
Her other hand
went to her pocket, fingers wrapping around
the little
stone dog, its smooth surface a source of comfort, as
Amerane
carried her away.
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Chapter Nine
Creatures by Nagy
At first, Lirael thought
she would be out of the
Infirmary
within a day. But even three days after her “fall,” she
could barely
speak, and she had lost all her energy, not even
wanting to get
up. While the pain in her head and throat lessened,
fear grew
everywhere else, sapping her strength. Fear of
the
silver-eyed, hook-handed monster that she could almost see
waiting for
her amidst the red daisies. Fear of her trespasses
being found
out, forcing the loss of her job. Fear of the fear
itself, a
vicious circle that exhausted her and filled what little
sleep she got
with nightmares.
On the morning
of the fourth day, the Chief Healer clicked
her teeth
together and frowned at the patient’s lack of progress.
She called in
another healer to look at Lirael, who bore this
patiently.
They both decided, in Lirael’s hearing, that they
would need to
call Filris down from her dreaming room.
Lirael started
nervously at this announcement. Among other
things, Filris
was the Infirmarian, and the oldest of the Clayr still
living. For
all of Lirael’s life, Filris had spent most of her time in
her dreaming
room, and presumably working in the Infirmary
as well,
though Lirael had never seen her on either of the two
occasions she
had been hospitalized with childhood illnesses.
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She had never
seen any of the really old Clayr, the ones old
enough to
retire to dreaming rooms of their own. They needed
such rooms
because the Sight tended to grow progressively
more difficult
with age, sending more and more frequent
visions, but
in smaller splinters, which could not be controlled,
even with the
focusing powers of ice and the Nine Day Watch.
It was not
uncommon for some of the more ancient Clayr to
perceive only
these fragmented futures and not be able to interact
with the
present at all.
However, when
Filris arrived an hour later, she came alone
and clearly
needed no help with the ordinary world. Lirael eyed
her
suspiciously, seeing a short, slight woman with hair as
white as the
snow atop Starmount and skin like aged parchment,
the underlying
veins a delicate tracery upon her face,
counterpoint
to the wrinkles of extreme age.
She inspected
Lirael from head to foot, without speaking,
her paper-dry
hands gently prodding her to move in the directions
she required.
Finally, she looked down Lirael’s throat,
staring at it
for some time, a small bauble of Charter-Magicked
light floating
an inch from Lirael’s stiffening jaw. When Filris
finally
stopped looking, she sent the Healer from the ward and
sat beside
Lirael’s bed. Silence crept over them, for the ward
was empty now.
The other seven beds were vacant.
Eventually,
Lirael made a noise that was halfway between
clearing her
throat and a sob. She moved her hair away from
her face and
nervously looked at Filris—and was caught in the
gaze of her
pale blue eyes.
“So you are
Lirael,” said Filris. “And the healer tells me
you fell down
the stairs. But I do not think your throat was
damaged by a
scream. To be frank, I am surprised you are still
alive. I know
of no other Clayr your age—and few of any age—
who could
speak such a mark without being consumed by it.”
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“How?” croaked
Lirael. “How can you tell?”
“Experience,”
replied Filris dryly. “I have worked in this
Infirmary for
over a hundred years. You are not the first Clayr
I have seen
suffer from the effects of attempting overambitious
magic. Also, I
am curious as to how you came by these other
injuries at
the same time, particularly since the glass dug out
of your feet
is pure crystal, and certainly not the same as that
of the glasses
from the Zally Fountain.”
Lirael
swallowed, but didn’t speak. The silence returned.
Filris waited
patiently.
“I’ll lose my
job,” whispered Lirael at last. “I’ll be sent
back to the
Hall.”
“No,” said
Filris, taking her hand. “What passes between
us here shall
go no further.”
“I’ve been
stupid,” said Lirael huskily. “I’ve let something
out. Something
dangerous—dangerous to everyone. All the
Clayr.”
“Hmph!”
snorted Filris. “It can’t be that bad if it hasn’t
done anything
in the last four days. Besides, ‘all the Clayr’ can
look after its
collective self very well. It’s you I’m concerned
about. You are
letting your fear come between you and getting
better. Now
start from the beginning, and tell me everything.”
“You won’t
tell Kirrith? Or the Chief?” asked Lirael desperately.
If Filris told
anybody, they’d take her away from the
Library, and
then she’d have nothing. Nothing at all.
“If you mean
Vancelle, no I won’t,” replied Filris. She
patted
Lirael’s hand and said, “I won’t tell anybody. Particularly
since I am
coming to the conclusion that I should have
looked in on
you long ago, Lirael. I had no notion you were
more than a
child . . . but tell me. What happened?”
Slowly, her
voice so soft that Filris had to lean close, Lirael
told her.
About her birthday, about going up to the terrace,
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meeting Sanar
and Ryelle, getting her job and how much it had
helped her.
She told Filris about waking the spells in the
bracelet,
about the sunburst and crescent-moon doors. Her
voice grew
softer still as she spoke of the horror in the glassroofed
coffin. The
statuette of the dog. The struggle up the
spiral and the
plans she had made as her mind wandered. Her
faked fall.
They spoke for
more than an hour, Filris questioning,
bringing out
all Lirael’s fears, hopes, and dreams. At the end
of it, Lirael
felt peaceful and no longer afraid, emptied of all
the knotted
pain and anguish that had filled her.
When Lirael
finished talking, Filris asked to see the dog
statuette.
Lirael took the little stone dog from under her pillow
and
reluctantly handed it over. She had grown very attached to
it, for it was
the one thing that bought her some comfort, and
she was afraid
that Filris would take it away or tell her it must
go back to the
Library.
The old woman
took the statuette in both hands, cupping
it so only the
snout was visible, thrusting out between her
withered
fingers. She looked at it for a long time, then gave a
deep sigh and
handed it back. Lirael took it, surprised by the
warmth the
stone had gained from the old woman’s hands.
Still, Filris
didn’t move or speak, till Lirael sat up straighter in
bed,
attracting her attention.
“I’m sorry,
Lirael. I thank you for telling me the truth. And
for showing me
the dog statuette. It has been a long time
coming, so
long that I had thought I would be lost in the future,
too mad to see
it true.”
“What do you
mean?” asked Lirael uneasily.
“I saw your
little dog long ago,” explained Filris. “When
the Sight
still came clearly to me. It was the last vision that
came to me
whole and unbroken. I Saw an old, old woman,
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peering
closely at a small stone dog clasped in her hands. It
took me many
years to realize that the old woman was myself.”
“Did you See
me, too?” asked Lirael.
“I Saw only
myself,” said Filris calmly. “What it means,
I’m afraid, is
that we shall not meet again. I would have liked
to help you
defeat the creature you have released, by counsel
if not by
deed, for I fear that it must be dealt with as soon as
you can.
Things of that ilk do not wake without reason, or
without help
of some kind. I would also like to see your dogsending.
I regret that
I will not. Most of all I regret that I have
not lived
enough in the present these last fifteen years. I should
have met you
sooner, Lirael. It is a failing of the Clayr that
we tend to
forget individuals sometimes, and we ignore their
troubles,
knowing that all such things will pass.”
“What do you
mean?” asked Lirael. For the first time in
her life,
she’d felt comfortable talking to someone about herself,
about her
life. Now it seemed that this was only a tantalizing
taste of the
intimacy other people enjoyed, as if she were
fated to never
have what other Clayr took for granted.
“Every Clayr
is given the gift to See some portent of her
death, though
not the death itself, for no human could bear
that weight.
Almost twenty years ago I Saw myself and your
little dog,
and in time I realized that this was the vision that
foretold my
final days.”
“But I need
you,” said Lirael, weeping, throwing her arms
around the
slight figure. “I need someone! I can’t keep going
on my own!”
“You can and
you will,” said Filris fiercely. “Make your
dog your
companion, to be the friend you need. You must learn
about the
creature you released and defeat it! Explore the
Library.
Remember that while the Clayr can See the future,
others make
it. I feel that you will be a maker, not a seer. You
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must promise
me that it will be so. Promise me that you will
not give in.
Promise me that you will never give up hope. Make
your future,
Lirael!”
“I’ll try,”
whispered Lirael, feeling the fierce energy of Filris
flowing into
her. “I’ll try.”
Filris gripped
her hand, harder than Lirael would have
thought
possible with those thin, ancient fingers. Then she kissed
Lirael on the
forehead, sending a tingle of energy through her
Charter mark,
right though her body and out the soles of her
feet.
“I was never
close to Arielle, or her mother,” Filris said
quietly. “Too
much a Clayr, I suppose, too much in the future.
I am glad I
was not too late to speak to you. Goodbye, my
great-great-granddaughter.
Remember your promise!”
With that, she
walked out of the ward, straight-backed and
proud, so that
someone who didn’t know her age would never
guess that she
had worked in these wards for more than a hundred
years, and
lived half as long again.
Lirael never
saw Filris again. She wept with many others at the
Farewell in
the Hall, forgetting her distaste for the new blue
tunic, hardly
noticing that she stood a full head higher than all
the other
children and many of the white-clad Clayr who had
newly Awoken
to their gift.
She was unsure
how much she cried for Filris and how
much she cried
for herself, left alone again. It seemed to be her
fate that she
would have no close friends. Only countless
cousins, and
one aunt.
But Lirael
didn’t forget Filris’s words and was back at work
the next day,
though her voice was still weak, and she had a
slight limp.
Within a week, she managed to secretly obtain
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copies of On
the Making of Sendings and Superior
Sendings in
Seventy
Days, as The Making
and Mastery of Magical Beings
proved too
difficult to spirit out of its locked case. The bestiaries
proved
troublesome too, as all the ones she could find were
chained to
their shelves. She dipped into them when no one was
around, but
without immediate success. Clearly, it would take
some time to
find out exactly what the creature was.
Whenever she
could, she passed the sunburst door and felt
for her spell,
checking that her magic still remained, binding
door, hinges,
and lock into the surrounding stone. The fear
always rose in
her then, and sometimes she thought she smelled
the corrosive
tang of Free Magic, as if the monster stood on
the other side
of the door, separated from her only by the thin
barrier of
wood and spells.
Then she would
remember Filris’s words, and hurry back
to her study
to work on her dog-sending; or to the latest bestiary
she’d found,
to see if it might describe a woman-like creature
with eyes of
silver fire and the claws of a praying mantis,
a creature of
Free Magic, malice, and awful hunger.
Sometimes she
would wake in the night, a nightmare of the
door opening
fading as she struggled out of sleep. She would
have checked
the door more often, but following the day of the
Watch of
Fifteen Sixty-Eight, the Chief Librarian had ordered
that all
librarians must go into the Old Levels only in pairs, so
it was harder
to sneak there and back. The Watch had not Seen
anything
conclusive, Lirael heard, but the Clayr were obviously
worried about
something close to home. The Library was not
the only
department to take precautionary measures: extra
Rangers
patrolled the glacier and the bridges, the steampipe
crews also now
worked in pairs, and many internal doors and
corridors were
closed and locked for the first time since the
Restoration.
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Lirael checked
the door to the flower-field room forty-two
times over
seventy-three days before she found a bestiary that
told her what
the creature was. In those ten weeks of worry,
study, and
preparation, she had searched through eleven bestiaries
and done most
of the preliminary work needed to create
her
dog-sending.
In fact, it
was the dog-sending that was mostly on her mind
when she
finally did find a mention of the monster. She was
thinking about
when she could cast the next lot of spells even
as her hands opened
the small, red-bound book that was
simply titled Creatures
by Nagy. Flicking through the pages
without
expectation, her eye was caught by an engraving that
showed exactly
what she was looking for. The accompanying
text made it
clear that whoever Nagy was, or had been, he
or she had
encountered the same sort of monster Lirael had
released from
the glass-covered coffin.
It
stands higher than a tall man, generally taking
the
shape of a comely woman, though its form is fluid.
Often
the Stilken will have great hooks or pincers in
the
place of forearms, which it uses with facility to seize
its
prey. Its mouth generally appears human till it
opens,
revealing double rows of teeth, as narrow and
sharp
as needles. These teeth may be of a bright silver,
or
black as night. The Stilken’s eyes are also of silver,
and
burn with a strange fire.
Lirael
shivered as she read this description, making the
chain that
held the book to the shelf rattle and clank. Quickly
she looked
around to see if anyone had heard and would come
looking
between the shelves. But there was no sound save her
own breathing.
This room was rarely used, housing a collection
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of obscure
personal memoirs. Lirael had come here merely
because Creatures
by Nagy was cross-indexed in the Reading
Room as a
bestiary of sorts.
Stilling her
hands, she read on, the words filling only part
of her mind.
The rest was struggling with the fact that, now
that she had
the knowledge she sought, she must face the
Stilken and
defeat it.
The
Stilken is an elemental of Free Magic, and so
it
cannot be harmed by earthly materials, such as
common
steel. Nor can human flesh touch it, for its
substance
is inimical to life. A Stilken cannot be
destroyed,
except by Free Magic, at the hands of a sorcerer
more
powerful than itself.
Lirael stopped
reading, nervously swallowed and read the
last line
again. “Cannot be destroyed, except by Free Magic,”
she read, over
and over again. But she couldn’t do any Free
Magic. It
wasn’t allowed. Free Magic was too dangerous.
Unable to
think of what she could do, Lirael read on—and
breathed a
long sigh of relief as the book continued.
However,
while destruction is the province solely of
Free
Magic, a Stilken may be bound by Charter Magic
and
imprison’d within a vessel or structure, such as a
bottle
of metal or wrought crystal (simple glass being
too
fragile for surety) or down a dry well, covered by
stone.
I
have essayed this task myself, using the spells I list
below.
But I warn that these bindings are of terrible
force,
drawing as they do on no fewer than three of the
master
Charter marks. Only a great adept—which I am
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not—would
dare use them without the assistance of an
ensorceled
sword or a rowan wand, charged with the
first
circle of seven marks for binding the elements, and
in
the case of fire and air, the second circle too, and all
of
them linked with the master mark—
Lirael
swallowed again, her throat suddenly sore. The
notation Nagy
used was for the same master mark that had
burnt her.
Worse than that, she didn’t know the second circle
of marks for
binding fire and air, and she had no idea how they
could all be
put into a sword or a rowan wand. She didn’t even
know where she
could find a rowan tree, for that matter.
Slowly, she
shut the book and placed it back on the shelf,
careful not to
rattle the chain. Part of her was frustrated.
Having finally
found out what the creature was, she still had
to find out
more. Another part of her was relieved that she
would not have
to confront the Stilken. Not yet.
She would have
time to create her dog-sending first. At
least then she
would have something . . . someone to talk to
about all
this. Even if it couldn’t talk back, or help her.
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Chapter Ten
Dog Day
The final spell to
create the dog-sending required
four hours to
cast, so Lirael had to wait for another opportunity
when most of
the librarians would be away. If she were
interrupted
during the casting, all her work of the previous
months would
be wasted, the delicately connected network of
Charter-spells
broken into their component marks, rather than
brought
together by the final spell.
The
opportunity came sooner than Lirael had expected, for
whatever the
Clayr were trying to See obviously still eluded
them. Lirael
heard other librarians muttering about the demands
of the
Observatory, and it was clear that the Nine Day
Watch was
growing in size again, starting with a ninety-eight.
This time, as
each new, larger Watch was called, Lirael carefully
observed the
time of the summons and noted when the Clayr
returned. When
the full Fifteen Sixty-Eight was called—amidst
considerable
grumbling in the Reading Room—she estimated
she had at
least six hours. Time enough to finish her sending.
In her study,
the dog statuette sat benignly, surveying
Lirael’s
preparations from the top of her desk. Lirael spoke to
it as she
locked the door, with a spell since she wasn’t senior
enough to rate
a key or bar.
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“This is it,
little dog,” she said cheerfully, reaching over to
stroke the
dog’s stone snout with one finger. The sound of her
own voice
surprised her, not because of the huskiness that still
remained from
her damaged throat, but because it sounded
strange and
unfamiliar. She realized then that she hadn’t
spoken for two
days. The other librarians had long accepted
her silence,
and she had not recently been taxed with any conversation
that required
more than a nod, a shake of the head,
or simply
instant application to an ordered task.
The beginning
of the dog-sending was under her desk,
hidden by a
draped cloth. Lirael reached in, removed the cloth,
and gently
slid out the framework she had built to start the
spell. She ran
her hands over it, feeling the warmth of the
Charter marks
that swam lazily up and down the twisted silver
wires that
formed the shape of a dog. It was a small dog, about
a foot high,
the size constrained by the amount of silver wire
Lirael could
easily obtain. Besides, she thought a small dogsending
would be more
sensible than a big one. She wanted
a comfortable
friend, not a dog large enough to be a guardsending.
Aside from the
framework of silver wire, the dog shape had
two eyes made
from jet buttons and a nose of black felt, all of
them already
imbued with Charter marks. It also had a tail
made from
braided dog hair, clipped surreptitiously from several
visiting dogs
down in the Lower Refectory. That tail was
already
prepared with Charter marks, marks that defined
something of
what it was to be a dog.
The final part
of the spell required Lirael to reach into the
Charter and
pluck forth several thousand Charter marks, letting
them flow
through her and into the silver-wire armature.
Marks that
fully described a dog, and marks that would give
the semblance
of life, though not the actuality.
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When the spell
was finished, the silver wire, jet buttons,
and braided
dog hair would be gone, replaced by a puppy-sized
dog of
spell-flesh. It would look like a dog till you got close
enough to see
the Charter marks that made it up, but she
wouldn’t be
able to touch it. Touching most sendings was like
touching
water: the skin would yield and then re-form around
whatever
touched it. All the toucher would feel was the buzz
and warmth of
the Charter marks.
Lirael sat
down cross-legged next to the silver-wire model
and started to
empty her mind, taking slow breaths, forcing
them down so
far that her stomach pushed outwards as the air
reached the
very bottoms of her lungs.
She was just
about to reach into the Charter and begin
when her eye
caught sight of the small stone dog, up on the
desk. It
somehow looked lonely up there, as if it felt left out.
Impulsively,
Lirael got up and set it in her lap when she sat
back down. The
small carving tilted slightly but stayed upright,
looking at the
silver-wire copy of itself.
Lirael took a
few more breaths and began again. She had
written out
the marks she required, in the safe shorthand all
Mages used to
record Charter marks. But those papers stayed
by her side,
still in a neat pile. She found that the first marks
came easily,
and those after them seemed to almost choose
themselves.
Mark after mark leapt out of the flow of the
Charter and
into her mind, then as quickly out, crossing to the
silver-wire
dog in an arc of golden lightning.
As more and
more marks rushed through her, Lirael
slipped
further into a trance state, barely aware of anything
except the
Charter and the marks that filled her. The golden
lightning
became a solid bridge of light from her outstretched
hands to the
silver wires, growing brighter by the second.
Lirael closed
her eyes against the glare, and she felt herself slip
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towards the
edge of dream, her conscious mind barely awake.
Images moved
restlessly between the marks in her mind.
Images of
dogs, many dogs, of all shapes, colors, and sizes.
Dogs barking.
Dogs running after thrown sticks. Dogs refusing
to run.
Puppies waddling on uncertain paws. Old dogs
shivering
themselves upright. Happy dogs. Sad dogs. Hungry
dogs. Fat,
sleepy dogs.
More and more
images flashed through, till Lirael felt she
had seen
glimpses of every dog that had ever lived. But still the
Charter marks
roared through her mind. She had long lost
track of where
she was up to, or which marks were next—and
the golden
light was too bright for her to see how much of the
sending was
done.
Yet the marks
flowed on. Lirael realized that not only did
she not know
which mark she was up to—she didn’t even know
the marks that
were passing through her head! Strange, unknown
marks were
pouring out of her into the sending. Powerful
marks that
rocked her body as they left, forcing everything
else out of
her mind with the urgency of their passage.
Desperately,
Lirael tried to open her eyes, to see what the
marks were
doing—but the glow was blinding now, and hot.
She tried to
stand up, to direct the flow of marks into the wall
or ceiling.
But her body seemed disconnected from her brain.
She could feel
everything, but her legs and arms wouldn’t
move, just as
if she were trying to wake herself from the end
of a dream.
Still the
marks came, and then Lirael’s nostrils caught the
terrible,
unmistakable reek of Free Magic, and she knew something
had gone
terribly, horribly wrong.
She tried to
scream, but no sound came out, only Charter
marks that
leapt from her mouth towards the golden radiance.
Charter marks
continued to fly from her fingers, too, and
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swam in her
eyes, spilling down inside her tears, which turned
to steam as
they fell.
More and more
marks flew through Lirael, through her
tears and her
silent screaming. They swarmed through like an
endless flight
of bright butterflies forced through a garden gate.
But even as
the thousands and thousands of marks flung themselves
into the
brightness, the smell of Free Magic rose, and a
crackling
white light formed in the center of the golden glow,
so bright it
shone through Lirael’s shut eyelids, piercing her
brimming eyes.
Held
motionless by the torrent of Charter Magic, Lirael
could do
nothing as the white light grew stronger, subduing the
rich golden
glow of the swirling marks. It was the end, she
knew. Whatever
she’d done now, it was much, much worse
than freeing a
Stilken; so much worse that she couldn’t really
comprehend it.
All she knew was that the marks that passed
through her
now were more ancient and more powerful than
anything she
had ever seen. Even if the Free Magic that grew
in front of
her spared her life, the Charter marks would burn
her to a husk.
Except, she
realized, they didn’t hurt. Either she was in
shock and
already dying, or the marks weren’t harming her.
Any one of
them would have killed her if she’d tried to use
them normally.
But several hundred had already stormed
through, and
she was still breathing. Wasn’t she?
Frightened by
the thought that she might not be breathing,
Lirael focused
all her remaining energy on inhaling—just as the
tremendous
flow of marks suddenly stopped. She felt her connection
to the Charter
sever as the last mark jumped across to
the boiling
mass of gold and white light that had been her
silver-wire
dog. Her breath came with sudden force, and she
overbalanced,
falling backwards. At the last moment, she
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caught the
edge of the bookshelf, almost pulling that on top of
her. But the
shelf didn’t quite go over, and she pulled herself
back up to a
sitting position, ready to use her newly filled lungs
to scream.
The scream
stayed unborn. Where the Free Magic and
Charter marks
had fought in their sparking, swirling brilliance,
there was now
a globe of utter darkness that occupied the
space where
the wire dog and the desk had been. The awful
tang of Free
Magic was gone, too, replaced by a sort of damp
animal odor
that Lirael couldn’t quite identify.
A tiny
pinprick star appeared on the black surface of the
globe, and
then another, and another, till it was no longer dark
but as
star-filled as a clear night sky. Lirael stared at it, mesmerized
by the
multitude of stars. They grew brighter and
brighter, till
she was forced to blink.
In the instant
of that blink, the globe disappeared, leaving
behind a dog.
Not a cute, cuddly Charter sending of a puppy,
but a
waist-high black and tan mongrel that seemed to be
entirely real,
including its impressive teeth. It had none of the
characteristics
of a sending. The only hint of its magical origin
was a thick
collar around its neck that swam with more
Charter marks
that Lirael had never seen before.
The dog looked
exactly like a life-size, breathing version of
the stone
statuette. Lirael stared at the real thing, then down
at her lap.
The statuette
was gone.
She looked
back up. The dog was still there, scratching its
ear with a
back foot, eyes half-closed with concentration. It
was soaking
wet, as if it had just been for a swim.
Suddenly, the
dog stopped scratching, stood up, and shook
itself,
spraying droplets of dirty water all over Lirael and all
over the
study. Then it ambled across and licked the petrified
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girl on the
face with a tongue that most definitely was all real
dog and not
some Charter-made imitation.
When that got
no response, it grinned and announced, “I
am the
Disreputable Dog. Or Disreputable Bitch, if you want
to get
technical. When are we going for a walk?”
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Chapter Eleven
Search for a Suitable
Sword
The walk that Lirael
and the Disreputable Dog took
that day was
the first of many, though Lirael never could
remember
exactly where they went, or what she said, or what
the Dog
answered. All she could recall was being in the same
sort of daze
she’d had when she’d hit her head—only this time
she wasn’t
hurt.
Not that it
mattered, because the Disreputable Dog never
really
answered her questions. Later, Lirael would repeat the
same questions
and get different, still-evasive answers. The
most important
questions—“What are you? Where did you
come
from?”—had a whole range of answers, starting with
“I’m the
Disreputable Dog” and “from elsewhere” and occasionally
becoming as
eloquent as “I’m your Dog” and “You
tell me—it was
your spell.”
The Dog also
refused, or was unable, to answer questions
about her
nature. She seemed in most respects to be exactly like
a real dog,
albeit a speaking one. At least at first.
For the first
two weeks they were together, the Dog slept
in Lirael’s
study, under the replacement desk that Lirael had
been forced to
purloin from an empty study nearby. She had
no idea what
had happened to her own, as not a bit of it
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remained after
the Dog’s sudden appearance.
The Dog ate
the food Lirael stole for her from the Refectory
or the
kitchens. She went walking with Lirael four times
a day in the
most disused corridors and rooms Lirael could
find, a
nerve-wracking exercise, though somehow the Dog
always managed
to hide from approaching Clayr at the last
second. She
was discreet in other ways as well, always choosing
dark and
unused corners to use as a toilet—though she did
like to alert
Lirael to the fact that she had done so, even if her
human friend
declined to sniff at the result.
In fact, apart
from her collar of Charter marks and the fact
that she could
talk, the Disreputable Dog really did seem to be
just a rather
large dog of uncertain parentage and curious
origin.
But of course
she wasn’t. Lirael sneaked back to her study
one evening
after dinner, to find the Dog reading on the floor.
The Dog was
turning the pages of a large grey book that Lirael
didn’t
recognize, with one paw—a paw that had grown longer
and separated
out into three extremely flexible fingers.
The Dog looked
up from the book as her supposed mistress
froze in the
doorway. All Lirael could think of were the
words in
Nagy’s book, about the Stilken’s form being fluid—
and the way
the hook-handed creature had stretched and
thinned to get
through the gate guarded by the crescent moon.
“You are
a Free Magic thing,” she blurted out, reaching
into her waistcoat
pocket for the clockwork mouse, as her lips
felt for the
whistle on her lapel. This time she wouldn’t make
a mistake.
She’d call for help right away.
“No, I’m not,”
protested the Dog, her ears stiffening in
outrage as her
paw shrank back to its normal proportions.
“I’m
definitely not a thing! I’m as much
a part of the Charter
as you are,
albeit with special properties. Look at my collar!
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And I am
definitely not a Stilken or any other of the several
hundred
variations thereof.”
“What do you
know about Stilken?” asked Lirael. She still
didn’t enter
the study, and the clockwork mouse was ready in
her hand. “Why
did you mention them in particular?”
“I read a
lot,” replied the Dog, yawning. Then she sniffed,
and her eyes
lit up with expectation. “Is that a ham bone you
have there?”
Lirael didn’t
answer but moved the paper-wrapped object
in her left
hand behind her back. “How did you know I was
thinking about
a Stilken just then? And I still don’t know you
aren’t one
yourself, or something even worse.”
“Feel my
collar!” protested the Dog as she edged forward,
licking her
chops. Clearly the current conversation wasn’t as
interesting as
the prospect of food.
“How did you
know I was thinking about a Stilken?”
repeated
Lirael, giving each word a slow and considered
emphasis. She
held the ham bone over her head as she spoke,
watching the
Dog’s head tilt back to follow the movement.
Surely a Free
Magic creature wouldn’t be this interested in a
ham bone.
“I guessed,
because you seem to be thinking about Stilken
quite a lot,”
replied the Dog, gesturing with a paw at the books
on the desk.
“You are studying everything required to bind
a Stilken.
Besides, you also wrote ‘Stilken’ fourteen times
yesterday on
that paper you burnt. I read it backwards on the
blotter. And I’ve
smelled your spell on the door down below,
and the
Stilken that waits beyond it.”
“You’ve been
out by yourself!” exclaimed Lirael. Forgetting
that she had
been afraid of whatever the Dog might be,
she stormed
in, slamming the door behind her. In the process,
she dropped
the clockwork mouse, but not the ham bone.
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The mouse
bounced twice and landed at the Dog’s feet.
Lirael held
her breath, all too aware that the door was now
shut at her
back, which would greatly delay the mouse if she
needed help. But
the Dog didn’t seem dangerous, and she was
so much easier
to talk to than people were . . . except for Filris,
who was gone.
The
Disreputable Dog sniffed at the mouse eagerly for an
instant, then
pushed it aside with her nose and transferred her
attention back
to the ham bone.
Lirael sighed,
picked up the mouse, and put it back in her
pocket. She
unwrapped the bone and gave it to the Dog, who
immediately
snatched it up and deposited it in a far corner
under the
desk.
“That’s your
dinner,” said Lirael, wrinkling her nose.
“You’d better
eat it before it starts to smell.”
“I’ll take it
out and bury it later, in the ice,” replied the
Dog. She
hesitated and hung her head a little before adding,
“Besides, I
don’t actually need to eat. I just like to.”
“What!” exclaimed
Lirael, cross again. “You mean I’ve
been stealing
food for nothing! If I were caught I’d—”
“Not for
nothing!” interrupted the Dog, sidling over to
butt her head
against Lirael’s hip and look up at her with wide,
beseeching
eyes. “For me. And much appreciated, too. Now,
you really
should feel my collar. It will show you that I am not
a Stilken,
Margrue, or Hish. You can scratch my neck at the
same time.”
Lirael
hesitated, but the Dog felt so like the friendly dogs
she scratched
when they visited the Refectory that her hand
almost
automatically went to the Dog’s back. She felt warm
dog skin and
the silky, short hair, and she began to scratch
along the
Dog’s spine, up towards the neck. The Dog shivered
and muttered,
“Up a bit. Across to the left. No, back. Aahhh!”
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Then Lirael
touched the collar, just with two fingers—and
was
momentarily thrown out of the world altogether. All she
could see,
hear, and feel were Charter marks, all around, as if
she had
somehow fallen into the Charter. There was no leather
collar under
her hand, no Dog, no study. Nothing but the
Charter.
Then she was
suddenly back in herself again, swaying and
dizzy. Both
her hands were scratching the Dog under the chin,
without her
knowing how they had got there.
“Your collar,”
Lirael said, when she got her balance back.
“Your collar
is like a Charter Stone—a way into the Charter.
Yet I saw Free
Magic in your making. It has to be there somewhere
. . . doesn’t
it?”
She fell
silent, but the Dog didn’t answer, till Lirael stopped
scratching.
Then she turned her head and jumped up, licking
Lirael across
her open mouth.
“You needed a
friend,” said the Dog, as Lirael spluttered
and wiped her
mouth with both sleeves, one after the other. “I
came. Isn’t
that enough to be going on with? You know my
collar is of
the Charter, and whatever else I may be, it would
constrain my
actions, even if I did mean you any harm. And
we do have a
Stilken to deal with, do we not?”
“Yes,” said
Lirael. On an impulse, she bent down and
hugged the Dog
around the neck, feeling both warm dog and
the soft buzz
of the Charter marks in the Dog’s collar through
the thin
material of her shirt.
The
Disreputable Dog bore this patiently for a minute,
then made a
sort of wheezing sound and shuffled her paws.
Lirael
understood this from her time with the visiting dogs,
and let go.
“Now,”
pronounced the Dog. “The Stilken must be dealt
with as soon
as possible, before it gets free and finds even
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worse things
to release, or let in from outside. I presume you
have obtained
the necessary items to bind it?”
“No,” said
Lirael. “Not if you mean the stuff Nagy mentions:
a rowan wand
or a sword, infused with the Charter
marks—”
“Yes, yes,”
said the Dog hastily, before Lirael could recite
the whole
list. “I know. Why haven’t you got one?”
“They don’t
just lie around,” replied Lirael defensively.
“I thought I
could get an ordinary sword and put the—”
“Take too
long. Months!” interrupted the Dog, who had
started pacing
to and fro in a serious manner. “That Stilken
will be
through your door spell in a few days, I would think.”
“What!”
screamed Lirael. Then she said more quietly,
“What? You
mean it’s escaping?”
“It will
soon,” confirmed the Dog. “I thought you knew.
Free Magic can
corrode Charter marks as well as flesh. I suppose
you could
renew the spell.”
Lirael shook
her head. Her throat still hadn’t recovered
from the
master mark she’d used last time. It would be too
risky to
chance speaking it again before she was completely
better. Not
without the added strength of a Charter-spelled
sword—which
brought her back to the original problem.
“You’ll have
to borrow a sword, then,” declared the Dog,
fixing Lirael
with a serious eye. “I don’t suppose anyone will
have the right
sort of wand. Not really a Clayr thing, rowan.”
“I don’t think
swords redolent with binding spells are,
either,”
protested Lirael, slumping into her chair. “Why couldn’t
I just be an
ordinary Clayr? If I’d got the Sight, I wouldn’t be
wandering
around the Library getting into trouble! If I ever do
get the Sight,
I swear by the Charter I am never going to go
exploring,
ever again!”
“Mmmm,” said
the Dog, with an expression Lirael
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couldn’t
fathom, though it seemed to be loaded with hidden
meaning.
“That’s as may be. On the matter of swords, you are
in error.
There are a number of swords of power within these
halls. The
Captain of the Rangers has one, the Observatory
Guard have
three—well, one is an axe, but it holds the same
spells within
its steel. Closer to home, the Chief Librarian has
one, too. A
very old and famous sword, in fact, most appropriately
named Binder.
It will do nicely.”
Lirael looked
at the Dog with such a blank stare that the
hound stopped
pacing, cleared her throat, and said, “Pay attention,
Lirael. I said
that you were in error about—”
“I heard what
you said,” snapped Lirael. “You must be
absolutely
mad! I can’t steal the Chief’s sword! She always has
it with her!
She probably sleeps with it!”
“She does,”
replied the Dog smugly. “I checked.”
“Dog!” wailed
Lirael, trying to keep her breathing down
to less than one
breath a second. “Please, please do not go
looking in the
Chief Librarian’s rooms! Or anywhere else!
What would
happen if someone saw you?”
“They didn’t,”
replied the Dog happily. “Anyway, the
Chief keeps
the sword in her bedroom, but not actually in bed
with her. She
puts it on a stand next to her bed. So you can
borrow it
while she’s asleep.”
“No,” replied
Lirael, shaking her head. “I’m not creeping
into the
Chief’s bedroom. I’d rather fight the Stilken without a
sword.”
“Then you’ll
die,” said the Disreputable Dog, suddenly
very serious.
“The Stilken will drink your blood and grow
stronger from
it. Then it will creep out into the lower reaches
of the
Library, emerging every now and then to capture librarians,
to take them
one by one, feasting on their flesh in some
dark corner
where the bones will never be found. It will find
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allies,
creatures bound even deeper in the Library, and will
open doors for
the evil that lurks outside. You must bind it,
but you cannot
succeed without the sword.”
“What if you
help me?” asked Lirael. There had to be some
way of
avoiding the Chief, some way that didn’t involve
swords at all.
Trying to get Mirelle’s sword, or the ones from
the
Observatory, would not be any easier than the Chief’s. She
didn’t even
know exactly where the Observatory was.
“I’d like to,”
replied the Dog. “But it is your Stilken. You
let it out.
You must deal with the consequences.”
“So you won’t
help,” said Lirael sadly. She had hoped, just
for a moment,
that the Disreputable Dog would step in and fix
everything for
her. She was a magical creature, after all, possibly
of some power.
But not enough to take on a Stilken, it
seemed.
“I will
advise,” said the Dog. “As is only proper. But you
will have to
borrow the sword yourself, and perform the binding.
Tonight is
probably as good a time as any.”
“Tonight?”
asked Lirael, in a very small voice.
“Tonight,”
confirmed the Dog. “At the stroke of midnight,
when all such
adventures should begin, you will enter the Chief
Librarian’s
room. The sword is on the left, past the wardrobe,
which is
strangely full of black waistcoats. If all goes well, you
will be able
to return it before the dawn.”
“If all goes
well,” repeated Lirael somberly, remembering
the silver
fire in the Stilken’s eyes, and those terrible hooks.
“Do you . . .
do you think I should leave a note, in case . . . in
case all does
not go well?”
“Yes,” said
the Dog, removing the last small shred of
Lirael’s
self-confidence. “Yes. That would be a very good
idea.”
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Chapter Twelve
Into the Lair of
When the great water-powered
clock in the Middle
Refectory
showed fifteen minutes to midnight, Lirael left her
hiding spot in
the breakfast servery and climbed up through an
air shaft to
the Narrow Way, which would in turn take her to
the Southscape
and Chief Librarian Vancelle’s rooms.
Lirael had
dressed in her librarian’s uniform in case she met
anyone, and
carried an envelope addressed to the Chief. A
skeleton staff
of librarians did work through the night, though
they didn’t
usually employ Third Assistants like Lirael. If she
was stopped,
Lirael would claim she was taking an urgent message.
In fact, the
envelope contained her “just in case” note,
alerting the
Chief to the presence of the Stilken.
But she didn’t
meet anyone. No one came down the
Narrow Way, which
lived up to its name by being too narrow
for two people
to pass abreast. It was rarely used, because if
you did meet
someone going the other way, the more junior
Clayr would
have to backtrack—sometimes for its entire
length, which
was more than half a mile.
The Southscape
was wider, and much more risky for Lirael
because so
many senior Clayr had rooms off its broad expanse.
Fortunately,
the marks that lit it so brightly during the day had
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the Chief Librarian
faded to a
glimmer at night, producing heavy shadows for her
to hide in.
The door to
the Chief’s rooms, however, was brightly lit by
a ring of
Charter marks around the book-and-sword emblem
that was
carved into the stone next to the doorway.
Lirael looked
at the lights balefully. Not for the first time,
she wondered
what she was doing. It probably would have
been better to
confess months ago when she initially got into
trouble. Then
someone else could deal with the Stilken—
A touch at her
leg made her jump and almost scream. She
stifled the
scream as she recognized the Disreputable Dog.
“I thought you
weren’t going to help,” she whispered, as
the Dog jumped
up and attempted to lick her face. “Get down,
you idiot!”
“I’m not
helping,” said the Dog happily. “I’ve come to
watch.”
“Great,”
replied Lirael, trying to sound sarcastic. Secretly,
she was
pleased. Somehow, the lair of the Chief Librarian
seemed less
threatening with the Dog along.
“When is
something going to happen?” the Dog asked a
minute later,
as Lirael still stood in the shadows, watching the
door.
“Now,” said
Lirael, hoping that saying the word would
give her the
courage to begin. “Now!”
She crossed
the corridor in ten long strides, gripped the
bronze
doorknob, and pushed. No Clayr needed to lock her
door, so
Lirael wasn’t expecting any resistance. The door
opened, and
Lirael stepped in, the Dog whisking past her on
the way.
She shut the
door quietly behind her and turned to survey
the room. It
was mainly a living space, dominated by bookshelves
on three
walls, several comfortable chairs, and a tall,
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thin sculpture
of a sort of squashed-in horse, carved out of
translucent
stone.
But it was the
fourth wall that attracted Lirael’s attention.
It was a
single, vast window from floor to ceiling, made of the
clearest,
cleanest glass Lirael had ever seen.
Through the
window, Lirael could see the entire Ratterlin
valley
stretching southward, the river a wide streak of silver far
below, shining
in the moonlight. It was snowing lightly outside,
and snowflakes
whirled about in wild dances as they fell
down the
mountainside. None stuck to the window, or left any
mark upon it.
Lirael
flinched and stepped back as a dark shape swooped
past, straight
through the falling snow. Then she realized it was
only an owl,
heading down the valley for a midnight snack.
“There’s lots
to do before dawn,” whispered the Dog conversationally,
as Lirael kept
staring out the window, transfixed
by that ribbon
of silver winding off to the far horizon and by
the strange
moonlit vista that stretched as far as she could see.
Beyond the
horizon lay the Kingdom proper: the great city of
Belisaere,
with all its marvels, open to the sky and surrounded
by the sea.
All the world—the world that the other Clayr Saw
in the ice of
the Observatory—was out there, but all she knew
of it was from
books or from travelers’ tales overheard in the
Lower
Refectory.
For the first
time, Lirael wondered what the Clayr were
trying to See
out there with the greatly expanded Watches.
Where was the
place that resisted the Sight? What was the future
that was
beginning there, perhaps even as she looked out?
Something
tickled at the back of her mind, a sense of déjà
vu or a
fleeting memory. But nothing came, and she remained
entranced,
staring at the outside world.
“A lot to do!”
repeated the Dog, a little louder.
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Reluctantly,
Lirael tore herself away and concentrated on
the task at
hand. The Chief’s bedroom had to be beyond this
room. But
where was the door? There were only the window,
the door
leading outside, and the bookshelves. . . .
Lirael smiled
as she saw that the end of one shelf was occupied
by a
door-handle rather than tightly packed books. Trust
the Chief to
have a door that doubled as a bookshelf.
“The sword is
on a stand just to the left,” whispered the
Dog, who
suddenly seemed a bit anxious. “Don’t open the
door too
much.”
“Thanks,”
replied Lirael as she gingerly tested the door
handle, to see
if it had to be pulled, pushed, or turned. “But I
thought you
weren’t helping.”
The Dog didn’t
answer, because as soon as Lirael touched
it, the whole
bookcase swung open. Lirael only just managed
to get a firm
enough grasp on the handle to stop it from opening
completely,
and had to haul it back to leave a gap wide
enough for
herself to slide through.
The bedroom
was dark, lit only by the moonlight in the
outer chamber.
Lirael poked her head in very slowly and let
her eyes
adjust, her ears trying to catch any sound of movement
or sudden
waking.
After a minute
or so, she could see the faint dark mass of
a bed, and the
regular breathing of someone asleep—though
she wasn’t
sure if she could really hear that or was just imagining
it.
As the Dog had
said, there was a stand near the door. A
sort of
cylindrical metal cage that was open only at the top.
Even in the
dim light, Lirael could see that Binder was there,
in its
scabbard. The pommel was only a few inches below the
top of the
stand, in easy reach. But she would have to be right
next to the
stand to lift the sword high enough to clear the cage.
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She ducked
back out and took a deep breath. The air
seemed closer
in the bedroom somehow. Darker, and cloying,
as if it
conspired against thieves like Lirael.
The Dog looked
at her and winked encouragingly. Still,
Lirael’s heart
started to beat faster and faster as she edged back
through the
door, and she suddenly felt strangely cold.
A few, small,
careful steps took her next to the stand. She
touched it
with both hands, then gingerly moved to grab the
sword by the
grip, and the scabbard just below the hilt.
Lirael’s
fingers had barely touched the metal when the sword
suddenly let
out a low whistle, and Charter marks flared into
brilliance
across the hilt. Instantly, Lirael let go and hunched forward,
trying to
muffle both light and sound with her body. She
didn’t dare
turn around. She didn’t want to see the Chief awake
and furious.
But there was
no sudden shout of outrage, no stern voice
demanding to
know what she was doing. The red blur in front
of her eyes
faded as her night vision returned, and she cocked
an ear to try
and hear anything above the steady drum-beat of
her own heart.
Both whistle
and the light had lasted no more than a
second, she
realized. Even so, it was clear that Binder chose
who would—or
would not—wield it.
Lirael thought
about this for a moment, then bent down
and whispered,
so low that she could hardly hear it herself.
“Binder, I
would borrow you for this night, for I need your
help to bind a
Stilken, a creature of Free Magic. I promise that
you will be
returned before the dawn. I swear this by the
Charter, whose
mark I bear.”
She touched
the Charter mark on her forehead, wincing as
its sudden
flare of light lit up the stand. Then she touched the
pommel of
Binder with the same two fingers.
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It didn’t
whistle, and the marks in its hilt merely glowed.
Lirael almost
sighed, but swallowed the sigh at the last moment,
before it
could give her away.
The sword came
free of the stand without a sound, though
Lirael had to
lift it high over her own head for the point to
clear, and it
was heavy. She hadn’t realized how heavy it would
be, or how
long. It felt as if it weighed double her little practice
sword, and it
was easily a third as long again. Too long to
clip the
scabbard to her belt, unless she wore the belt under her
armpits, or
let the point drag along the ground.
This sword was
never made for a fourteen-year-old girl,
Lirael
concluded, as she edged back out and carefully shut the
door. She
resisted thinking any further than that.
There was no
sign of the Disreputable Dog. Lirael looked
around, but
there was nothing big enough for the Dog to hide
behind—unless
she’d somehow shrunk herself and gone under
one of the
chairs.
“Dog! I’ve got
it! Let’s go!” hissed Lirael.
There was no
answer. Lirael waited for at least a minute,
though it
seemed much longer. Then she went to the outer door
and put her
head against it, listening for footsteps in the
corridor
outside. Getting back to the Library with the sword
would be the
trickiest part of the venture. It would be impossible
to explain to
any Clayr she met.
She couldn’t
hear anything, so she slipped outside. As the
door clicked
shut behind her, Lirael saw a shadow suddenly
stretch out of
the dark edge on the other side, and a jolt of
fear went
through her. But once again, it was only the Disreputable
Dog.
“You scared
me!” whispered Lirael, as she hurried into the
shadows
herself, and along to the Second Back Stair that would
take her
directly down to the Library. “Why didn’t you wait?”
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“I don’t like
waiting,” said the Dog, trotting along at her
heels.
“Besides, I wanted to take a look in Mirelle’s rooms.”
“No!”
exclaimed Lirael, louder than she intended. She
dropped to one
knee, put the sword into the crook of one arm,
and gripped
the Dog’s lower jaw. “I told you not to go into
people’s
rooms! What will we do if someone decides you’re a
menace?”
“I am
a menace,” mumbled the Dog. “When I want to be.
Besides, I
knew she wasn’t there. I could smell she wasn’t.”
“Please,
please, don’t go looking anywhere people might
see you,”
begged Lirael. “Promise me you won’t.”
The Dog tried
to look away, but Lirael held her jaw. Eventually
she muttered
something that possibly contained the word
“promise.”
Lirael decided that, given the circumstances, that
would have to
do.
A few minutes
later, slinking down the Second Back Stair,
Lirael
remembered her own promise to Binder. She’d sworn
she’d return
it to Vancelle’s bedroom before dawn. But what if
she couldn’t?
They left the
Stair and headed down the main spiral until
they were
almost at the door to the flower-field room. When
it came in
sight, Lirael suddenly stopped. The Dog, who was
several yards
behind, loped up and looked at her enquiringly.
“Dog,” Lirael
said slowly. “I know you won’t help me fight
the Stilken.
But if I can’t bind it, I want you to get Binder and
take it back
to Vancelle’s. Before the dawn.”
“You will take
it back yourself, Mistress,” said the Dog
confidently,
her voice almost a growl. Then she hesitated, and
said in a
softer tone, “But I will do as you ask, if it proves necessary.
You have my
promise.”
Lirael nodded
her thanks, unable to speak. She walked
the final
thirty feet to the door. There, she checked that the
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clockwork
mouse was in her right waistcoat pocket and the
small silver
bottle in her left. Then she unsheathed Binder and,
for the first
time, held it as a weapon, on guard. The Charter
marks on the
blade burst into brilliant fire as they sensed the
foe, and
Lirael felt the latent strength of the sword’s magic.
Binder had
defeated many strange creatures, she knew, and this
filled her
with hope—until she remembered that this was probably
the first time
it was being wielded by a girl who didn’t
really know
what she was doing.
Before that
thought could paralyze her, Lirael reached out
and broke the
locking-spell on the door. As the Dog had said,
the spell had
been corroded by Free Magic, a corrosion so
fierce that
the spell broke apart merely at her touch and a whispered
command.
Then she waved
her wrist. The emeralds of her bracelet
flashed, and
the door groaned open. Lirael braced herself for
the sudden
rush of the Stilken’s attack—but there was nothing
there.
Hesitantly,
she stepped through the doorway, her nose
twitching,
seeking any scent of Free Magic, her eyes wide for
the slightest
hint of the creature’s presence.
Unlike on her
earlier visit, there was no bright light beyond
the corridor—just
an eerie glow, a Charter Magic imitation of
moonlight that
reduced all colors to shades of grey. Somewhere,
in that
half-darkness, the Stilken lurked. Lirael raised
the sword
higher and stepped out into the chamber, the flowers
rustling under
her feet.
The
Disreputable Dog followed ten paces behind, every
hair on her
back stuck up in a ridge, a low growl rumbling
in her chest.
There were traces of the Stilken here, but no
active scent.
It was hiding somehow, waiting in ambush. For
a moment the
Dog almost spoke. Then she remembered:
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Lirael must
defeat the Stilken alone. She hunkered down on
her belly,
watching as her mistress walked on through the
flowers,
towards the tree and the pool—where the Stilken’s
ambush must
surely lie.
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Chapter Thirteen
Of Stilken and Strange
Magic
Once again, Lirael was
struck by the silence in
the vast
chamber of flowers. Apart from the soft rustle of her
passage
through the daisies, there was no sound at all.
Slowly,
circling every few steps to make sure nothing was
creeping up on
her, Lirael crossed the cavern, right up to the
door with the
crescent moon. It was still partly open, but she
didn’t venture
inside, thinking that the Stilken might be able to
lock her in
somehow, if it was still hiding out in the field.
The tree was
the most likely spot for the creature to be,
Lirael
thought, imagining it twined around a branch like a
snake. Hidden
by the thick green leaves, its silver eyes following
her every
movement . . .
In the strange
light, the oak was only a blot of shadow. The
Stilken could
even be behind the trunk, slowly circling to keep
the tree
between it and Lirael. Lirael kept her eyes on the tree,
opening them
as wide as she could, as if they might capture
extra light.
Still nothing stirred, so she started to walk towards
the tree, her
steps getting shorter and shorter and her stomach
tighter,
twisting with dread.
She was so
intent on the tree that her feet splashed into the
edge of the
pool before she realized it was there. Bright ripples,
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reflecting in
the ersatz moonlight, spread for an instant, then
once again the
water was still and dark.
Lirael stepped
back, shook her feet, and began to skirt
around the
pool. She could see some definition in the oak now,
see separate
clumps of leaves and individual branches. But
there were
also clots of shadow that could be anything. Every
time her eyes
shifted, she thought she saw movement in the
darkness.
It was time
for a light, she decided, even if that meant
giving her own
position away. She reached into the Charter,
and the
requisite marks began to swim into her mind—and
were lost, as
the Stilken erupted out of the pool beside her and
attacked with
its ferocious hooks.
Somehow,
Binder met them in a spray of white sparks and
steam, and a
shock that nearly dislocated Lirael’s shoulder. She
stumbled back,
screaming with sudden battle rage as much as
panic,
instinctively dropping into the guard position. Sparks
flew again and
water hissed as the Stilken attacked again, its
hooks barely
parried in time by Lirael and Binder.
Without
conscious thought, Lirael gave ground, backing
towards the
oak. All her knowledge of the binding-spells had
left her head,
as had her sense of the Charter. Survival was all
that mattered
now, getting her sword in place to block the murderous
assault of the
monster.
It swung
again, low, towards her legs. Lirael parried, and
surprised
herself as her incompletely trained muscles took over.
She riposted
directly at the thing’s torso. Binder’s point hit and
skittered
across its gut, sending up a blaze of sparks that peppered
Lirael’s
waistcoat with tiny holes.
But the
Stilken didn’t seem hurt, only annoyed. It attacked
again, every
sweep of its hooks forcing Lirael back several
paces.
Desperately, she swung Binder, feeling the shock of every
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parry through
to her bones. The weight of the sword was
already
wearing her out. She had never been much of a swordswoman
and had never
regretted it—till now.
She stepped
back again, and her foot met slight resistance
and then went
back a lot more than it should have, into an
unexpected
hole. Lirael lost her balance, tumbling over backwards
as a sharp
hook sliced the air in front of her throat.
Time seemed
frozen as she fell. She saw her parry going
wide as her
arms windmilled in her attempt to regain her balance.
She saw the
hooks of the Stilken scything forward,
towards her,
almost certain to meet around her waist.
Lirael hit the
ground hard, but she didn’t notice the pain.
She was
already rolling aside, dimly registering that it was a
hollow between
two roots that had tripped her, and tree roots
were pummeling
her body as she rolled over them.
Earth—flowers—the
distant ceiling and its Charter lights
like far-off
stars—earth—flowers—the artificial sky—with
every roll,
Lirael expected to see the Stilken’s silver gaze and
feel the
searing pain of its hooks. But she didn’t see it, and no
death blow
came. On the sixth roll, she stopped and threw
herself
forward, stomach muscles stabbing in agony as she
flipped back
onto her feet.
Binder was
still in her hand, and the Stilken was trying to
extricate its
left hook from where it was stuck, deep in one of
the great
taproots of the oak. Instantly, Lirael realized it must
have missed
her as she fell—and struck the root instead.
The Stilken
looked at her, silver eyes blazing, and made
an awful
gobbling noise, deep in its throat. Its body started
to shift,
weight moving from the trapped left arm to the right
side of its
body. It grew squatter, and muscles moved under
the seemingly
human skin like slugs under a leaf, gathering in
the caught
arm. Before the process was finished, it heaved,
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straining to
free itself and come after Lirael.
This was her
chance, Lirael knew—these scant few seconds.
Charter marks
flared on Binder’s blade as she reached
out to them,
joining them to others drawn out of the Charter.
Four master
marks she needed, but to use them she had first
to protect
herself with lesser marks.
Binder helped
her, and the marks slowly formed a chain in
her mind, all
too slowly, as the Stilken gobbled and strained,
pulling its
hook out inch by inch. The oak itself seemed to be
trying to keep
the creature trapped, Lirael realized, with that
small part of
her mind not totally focused on the Charter-spell.
She could hear
the tree rustling and creaking, as if it fought to
keep the cut
in its taproot closed, the hook with it.
The last mark
came, flowing into Lirael with easy grace.
She let the
spell go, feeling its power rush through her blood
and every
bone, fortifying her against the four master marks
she needed to
call.
The first of
these master marks blossomed in her mind as
the Stilken
finally pulled its hook free, with a great groan from
the oak and a
spray of white-green sap. Even with the protective
spell upon
her, Lirael didn’t let the master mark linger
in her mind. She
cast it forth, sending it down Binder’s blade,
where it
spread like shining oil, till it suddenly burst into fire,
surrounding
the blade with golden flames.
The Stilken,
already leaping to attack, tried to twist away.
But it was too
late. Lirael stepped forward, and Binder leapt
out in a
perfect stop thrust, straight through the Stilken’s neck.
Golden fire
raged, white sparks plumed up like a skyrocket’s
trail, and the
creature froze a mere two paces from Lirael, its
hooks almost
touching her on either side.
Lirael called
forth the second master mark, and it, too,
ran down the
blade. But when it reached the Stilken’s neck, it
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disappeared. A
moment later, the creature’s skin began to crack
and shrivel,
blazing white light shining through when the shriveled
skin sloughed
off onto the ground. Within a minute, the
Stilken had
lost its semi-human appearance. Now it was just a
featureless
column of fierce white light, transfixed by a sword.
The third
master mark left Binder and went into the
column.
Instantly, what was left of the Stilken began to shrink,
dwindling away
until it was a blob of light an inch in diameter,
with Binder
now resting point first upon it.
Lirael took
the metal bottle out of her waistcoat pocket,
put it on the
ground, and used the sword to roll the shining
remnant of the
Stilken inside. Only then did she withdraw the
blade, drop
it, and thrust in the cork. A moment later, she
sealed it with
the fourth master mark, which wrapped itself
around both
cork and bottle in a flash of light.
For a moment
the bottle jumped and wriggled in her hand,
then it was
still. Lirael put it back in her pocket, and sat down
next to
Binder, gasping. It was really over. She had bound the
Stilken. All
by herself.
She leaned
back, wincing at the aches and pains that sprang
up along her
back and arms. A brief flash of light caught her
eye, from
somewhere over near the tree. Instantly, she was back
on the alert
again, her hand going to Binder, all her pains forgotten.
Picking up the
sword, she went to investigate. Surely
there couldn’t
be another Stilken? Or could it have got out at
the last
instant? She checked the bottle, which was definitely
sealed. Might
there have been the briefest instant when she
blinked, just
as the fourth mark came?
The light
flashed again, soft and golden as Lirael approached,
and she sighed
with relief. That had to be Charter
Magic, so she
was safe after all. The glow came from the hole
she had
tripped over.
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Warily, Lirael
poked at the hole with Binder, clearing the
soil away. She
saw that the glow came from a book, bound in
what looked
like fur or some sort of hairy hide. Using the
sword as a
lever, she flipped the book out. She’d seen the tree
trying to hang
on to the Stilken—she didn’t want it getting a
grip on her.
Once it was
clear of the roots, she picked the book up. The
Charter marks
on its cover were familiar ones, a spell to keep
the book clean
and free of silverfish and moths. Lirael tucked
the thick
volume under her arm, suddenly conscious that she
was drenched
in sweat, caked in dirt and flower petals, and
completely
exhausted, not to mention bruised. But only her
waistcoat had
suffered permanent damage, drilled through by
sparks in a
hundred places, as if it had been attacked by incendiary
moths.
The Dog rose
up out of the flowers to meet her as she
headed back to
the exit. She had Binder’s scabbard in her
mouth and
didn’t let it go as Lirael slid the sword home.
“I did it,”
said Lirael. “I bound the Stilken.”
“Mmmpph,
mmpph, mmph,” said the Dog, prancing on
her back feet.
Then she carefully laid the sword down and said,
“Yes,
Mistress. I knew you would. Reasonably certainly.”
“Did you?”
Lirael looked at her hands, which were starting
to shake. Then
her whole body was shaking, and she had
to sit down
till it stopped. She hardly noticed the Dog’s warm
bulk against
her back, or the encouraging licks against her ear.
“I’ll take the
sword back,” offered the Dog, when Lirael
finally
stopped shaking. “You rest here till I return. I won’t be
long. You will
be safe.”
Lirael nodded,
unable to speak. She patted the Dog on the
head and lay
back on the flowers, letting their scent waft over
her, the
petals soft against her cheek. Her breathing slowed and
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became more
regular, her eyes blinked slowly once, twice—and
then they
closed.
The Dog waited
until she was sure Lirael was asleep. Then
she let out a
single short bark. A Charter mark came with it,
expelled out
of the Dog’s mouth to hover in the air over the
sleeping girl.
The Dog cocked her head and looked at it with
an experienced
eye. Satisfied, she picked up the sword in her
powerful jaws
and trotted off, out into the main spiral.
When Lirael
awoke, it was morning, or at least the light
was bright
again in the cavern. For a second she had the
impression
that there was a Charter mark above her head, but
clearly that
was only a dream, for there was nothing there
when she came
fully awake and sat up.
She felt very
stiff and sore, but no worse than she usually
did after one
of the annual sword-and-bow exams. The waistcoat
was beyond
repair, but she had spares, and there didn’t
seem to be any
other physical signs of her combat with the
Stilken.
Nothing that would require a trip to the Infirmary. The
Infirmary . .
. Filris. For a moment Lirael was sad she couldn’t
tell her
great-great-grandmother that she had defeated the
Stilken after
all.
Filris would
have liked the Disreputable Dog, too, Lirael
thought,
glancing over to where the hound slept nearby. She
was curled
into a ball, her tail wrapped completely around her
back legs,
almost up to her snout. She was snoring slightly and
twitching
every now and then, as if she dreamed of chasing
rabbits.
Lirael was
about to wake up the Dog when she felt the
book poking
into her. In the light, she realized it wasn’t bound
in fur or
hide, but had some sort of closely knitted cover over
heavy boards,
which was very peculiar indeed.
She picked it
up and flicked it open to the title page, but
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even before
she read the first word, she knew it was a book of
power. Every
part of it was saturated with Charter Magic.
There were
marks in the paper, marks in the ink, marks in the
stitching of
the spine.
The title page
said merely In the Skin of a Lyon.
Lirael
turned it
over, hoping to see a list of contents, but it went
straight into
the first chapter. She started to read beyond the
words “Chapter
One,” but the type suddenly blurred and
shimmered. She
blinked, rubbed her eyes, but when she looked
again the page
had the heading “Preface,” though she was sure
it could not
have turned. She turned back, and there was the
title page
again.
Lirael frowned
and flipped forward. It still said “Preface.”
Before it
could change, she started to read.
“The making of
Charter-skins,” she read,
allows
the Mage to take on more than the mere semblance
or
seeming of a beast or plant. A correctly
woven
Charter-skin, worn in the prescribed fashion,
gives
the Mage the actual desired shape, with all the
peculiarities,
perceptions, limitations, and advantages
of
that shape.
This
book is a theoretical examination of the art of
making
Charter-skins; a practical primer for the beginning
shapewearer;
and a compendium of complete
Charter-skins,
including those for the lyon, the horse,
the
hopping toade, the grey dove, the silver ash, and
divers
other useful shapes.
The
course of study contained herein, if followed
with
fortitude and discipline, will equip the conscientious
Mage
with the knowledge needed to make a first
Charter-skin
within three or four years.
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“A useful
book, that one,” said the newly awake Dog,
interrupting
Lirael’s reading by thrusting her snout across
the pages,
clearly demanding a morning scratch between the
ears.
“Very,” agreed
Lirael, trying to keep reading around the
Dog, without
success. “Apparently if I follow the course of
study in it,
I’ll be able to take on another shape in three or four
years.”
“Eighteen
months,” yawned the Dog sleepily. “Two years
if you’re
lazy. Though you wear a
Charter-skin—you don’t
change your
own shape, as such. Make sure you start on a
Charter-skin
that’ll be useful for exploring. You know, good at
getting
through small holes and so on.”
“Why?” asked
Lirael.
“Why?”
repeated the Dog incredulously, pulling her head
out from under
Lirael’s hand. “There’s so much to see and
smell here!
Whole levels of the Library that no one has been
into for a
hundred, a thousand years! Locked rooms full of
ancient
secrets. Treasure! Knowledge! Fun! Do you want to be
just a Third
Assistant Librarian all your life?”
“Not exactly,”
replied Lirael stiffly. “I want to be a proper
Clayr. I want
to have the Sight.”
“Well, maybe
we’ll find something that can wake it in
you,” declared
the Dog. “I know you have to work, but there’s
so much other
time that shouldn’t go to waste. What could
be better than
walking where no others have walked for a
thousand
years?”
“I suppose I
might as well,” Lirael agreed, her imagination
taking fire
from the Dog’s words. There were plenty of
doors she
wanted to open. There was that strange hole in the
rock, for
instance, down where the main spiral came to an
abrupt end—
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“Besides,” the
Dog added, interrupting her thoughts,
“there are
forces at work here that want you to use the book.
Something
freed the Stilken, and the creature’s presence has
woken other
magics, too. That tree would not have given up
the book if
you weren’t meant to have it.”
“I suppose,”
said Lirael. She didn’t like the idea that the
Stilken had
had help to break free from its prison. That implied
that there was
some greater force of evil down here in the Old
Levels, or
that some power could reach into the Clayr’s Glacier
from afar,
despite all their wards and defenses.
If there was
something like the Stilken—some Free Magic
entity of
great power—in the Library, Lirael felt it was her
duty to find
it. She felt that by defeating the Stilken, she had
unconsciously
taken the first step towards assuming the
responsibility
for destroying anything else like the creature
that might be
a threat to the Clayr.
Exploring
would also fill up the time and distract her.
Lirael
realized she hadn’t thought much at all about Awakenings,
or the Sight,
over these last few months. Creating the Dog
and
discovering how to defeat the Stilken had filled nearly all
her waking
thoughts.
“I will learn
a useful Charter-skin,” she declared. “And we
will explore,
Dog!”
“Good!” said
the Dog, and she gave a celebratory bark that
echoed around
the cavern. “Now you’d better run and get
washed and
changed, before Imshi wonders where you are.”
“What time is
it?” asked Lirael, startled. Away from the
peremptory
whistle-blasts of Kirrith in the Hall of Youth, or
the chiming
clock in the Reading Room, she had no idea what
time of day it
was. She had thought it roughly dawn, for she
felt she
hadn’t had much sleep.
“One half past
the . . . sixth hour of the morning,” replied
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the Dog, after
cocking her ear, as if to some distant chime.
“Give or take
. . .”
Her voice
trailed off, because Lirael had already left, breaking
into a
somewhat limping run. The Dog sighed and launched
herself into a
body-extending lope, easily catching up with
Lirael before
she shut the door.
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Part
two Ancelstierre
1928 a.w.
The Old Kingdom
Eighteenth Year of the
Restoration of King Touchstone I
Chapter Fourteen
Prince Sameth Hits a Six
Seven hundred miles south
of the Clayr’s
Glacier,
twenty-two boys were playing cricket. In the Old
Kingdom,
beyond the Wall that lay thirty miles to the north, it
was late
autumn. Here in Ancelstierre, the last days of summer
were proving
warm and clear, perfect for the concluding match
in the
fiercely contested Senior Schoolboys’ Shield series, the
primary focus
for the sporting sixth formers of eighteen schools.
It was the
last over of the match, with only one ball left to
bowl, and
three runs needed to win the innings, the match, and
the series.
The batsman
who faced that last ball was a month short
of his
seventeenth birthday and half an inch over six feet tall.
He had tightly
curling dark brown hair and distinctive black
eyebrows. He
was not exactly handsome, but pleasing to the
eye, a
striking figure in his white cricket flannels. Not that
they were as
crisp and starched as they had been earlier, since
they were now
drenched with the sweat of making seventyfour
runs in
partnership, sixty of them his own.
A large crowd
was watching in the stands of the Bain
Cricket
Ground—a much larger crowd than normal for a
schoolboy
match, even with one of the teams coming from the
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nearby
Dormalan School. Most of the onlookers had come
to see the
tall young batsman, not because he was any more
talented than
others on the team, but because he was a Prince.
More to the
point, he was a Prince of the Old Kingdom. Bain
was not only
the closest town to the Wall that separated
Ancelstierre
from that land of magic and mystery, it had also
suffered
nineteen years before from an incursion of Dead creatures
that had been
defeated only with the aid of the batsman’s
parents,
particularly his mother.
Prince Sameth
was not unaware of the curiosity the townsfolk
of Bain felt
towards him, but he didn’t let it distract him.
All his
attention was on the bowler at the other end of the
pitch, a
fierce, redheaded boy whose ferociously quick bowling
had taken
three wickets already. But he seemed to be
tiring, and
his last over had been quite erratic, letting Sam and
his batting
partner, Ted Hopkiss, slog the ball all over the field
in the effort
to get those vital last runs. If the bowler didn’t
recover his
strength and former precision, Sameth thought, he
had a chance.
Mind you, the bowler was taking his time,
slowly flexing
his bowling arm and looking at the clouds that
were rolling
in.
The weather
was a bit distracting, though only to Sameth.
A wind had
sprung up a few minutes before. Blowing in
directly from
the North, it carried magic with it, picked up
from the Old
Kingdom and the Wall. It made the Charter mark
on Sameth’s
forehead tingle and heightened his awareness of
Death. Not
that this cold presence was very strong where he
was. Few
people had died on the cricket pitch, at least in recent
times.
At last the
bowler went into his run-up, and the bright red
ball came
howling down the pitch, bouncing up as Sameth
stepped
forward to meet it. Willow met leather with a mighty
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crack, and the
ball soared off over Sameth’s left shoulder.
Higher and
higher, it arced over the running fielders to the
stands, where
it was caught by a middle-aged man, leaping out
of his seat to
display some long-disused cricketing form.
A six! Sameth
felt the smile spread across his face as
applause
erupted in the stands. Ted ran down to shake his
hand, babbling
something, and then he was shaking hands
with the
opposing team and then all sorts of people as he made
his way back
to the changing rooms in the pavilion. In between
handshakes, he
looked up to where the telegraph board was
clicking over.
He had made sixty-six not out, a personal best,
and a fitting
end to his school cricket career. Probably his entire
cricket
career, he thought, thinking of his return to the Old
Kingdom, only
two months away. Cricket was not played
north of the
Wall.
His friend
Nicholas was the first to congratulate him in the
changing
rooms. Nick was a superb spin bowler, but a poor
batsman and an
even worse fielder. He often seemed to go off
in a dream,
studying an insect on the ground or some strange
weather
pattern in the sky.
“Well done,
Sam!” declared Nick, vigorously shaking his
hand. “Another
trophy for good old Somersby.”
“It will
be good old Somersby soon,” replied Sam, easing
himself onto a
bench and unstrapping his pads. “Odd, isn’t it?
Ten years of
moaning about the place, but when it’s time to
leave . . .”
“I know, I
know,” said Nick. “That’s why you should come
up to Corvere
with me, Sam. Pretty much more of the same,
university.
Put off that fear of the future—”
Whatever else
he was going to say was lost as the rest of
the team
pushed through to shake Sameth’s hand. Even Mr.
Cochrane, the
coach and Somersby’s famously irascible Games
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Master,
deigned to clap him on the shoulder and declare,
“Excellent
show, Sameth.”
An hour later,
they were all in the school’s omnibus, all
damp from the
sudden shower that had come with the northern
wind. Patches
of sun and patches of rain were alternating,
sometimes only
for minutes. Unfortunately, the last rainy one
had come when
they crossed the road to the bus.
It was a
three-hour drive, almost due south to Somersby,
along the Bain
High Road. So the passengers on the bus were
surprised when
the driver turned off the High Road just outside
Bain, into a
narrow, single-lane country road.
“Hold on,
driver!” exclaimed Mr. Cochrane. “Where on
earth are you
going?”
“Detour,” said
the man succinctly, hardly moving his
mouth. He was
a replacement for Fred, the school’s regular
driver, who
had broken his arm the day before in a fight over
a disputed
darts contest. “High Road’s flooded at Beardsley.
Heard it from
a postman, back at the Cricketer’s Arms.”
“Very well,”
said Cochrane, his frown indicating the reluctance
of his
approval. “It is most odd. I wouldn’t have thought
there’s been
enough rain. Are you sure you know a way around,
driver?”
“Yes,
guv’nor,” the man affirmed, something that was possibly
meant to be a
smile crossing his rather weasely face.
“Beckton
Bridge.”
“Never heard
of it,” said Cochrane dismissively. “Still, I
suppose you
know best.”
The boys paid
little attention to this discussion, or to the
road. They’d
been up since four o’clock in order to get to Bain
on time, and
had played cricket all day. Most of them, including
Nick, fell
asleep. Sameth stayed awake, still buoyed up by
the excitement
of his winning six. He watched the rain on the
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windows and
the countryside. They passed settled farms, the
warm glow of
electric light in their windows. The telegraph
poles flashed
by the side of the road, as did a red telephone
booth as they
whisked through a village.
He would be
leaving all that behind soon. Modern technology
like telephones
and electricity simply didn’t work on
the other side
of the Wall.
Ten minutes
later, they passed another sight Sameth
wouldn’t see
beyond the Wall. A large field full of hundreds of
tents, with
dripping laundry hung on every available guy rope,
and a general
air of disorder. The bus slowed as it passed, and
Sameth saw
that most of the tents had women and children
clustered in
their doorways, looking out mournfully into the
rain. Nearly
all of them had blue headscarves or hats, identifying
them as Southerling
refugees. More than ten thousand
of them were
being given temporary refuge in what the Corvere
Times
described as “the remote northern regions of the nation,”
which clearly
meant close to the Wall.
This must be
one of the refugee settlements that had sprung
up in the last
three years, Sameth realized, noting that the field
was surrounded
by a triple fence of concertina wire and that
there were
several policemen near the gate, the rain sluicing off
their helmets
and dark-blue slickers.
The Southerlings
were fleeing a war among four states
in the far
South, across the Sunder Sea from Ancelstierre. The
war had
started three years previously, with a seemingly small
rebellion in
the Autarchy of Iskeria proving an unlikely success.
That rebellion
had grown to be a civil war that drew in
the
neighboring countries of Kalarime, Iznenia, and Korrovia,
on different
sides. There were at least six warring factions that
Sameth knew
about, ranging from the Iskerian Autarch’s forces
and the
original Anarchist rebels to the Kalarime-backed
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Traditionalists
and the Korrovian Imperialists.
Traditionally,
Ancelstierre did not interfere with wars on
the Southern
Continent, trusting to its Navy and the Flying
Corps to keep
such trouble on the other side of the Sunder Sea.
But with the
war now spread across most of the continent, the
only safe
place for noncombatants was in Ancelstierre.
So
Ancelstierre was the refugees’ chosen destination. Many
were turned
back on the sea or at the major ports, but for every
large ship returned,
a smaller vessel would make landfall somewhere
on the
Ancelstierran coast and disgorge the two or three
hundred
refugees who had been packed aboard like sardines.
Many more
drowned, or starved, but this did not discourage
the others.
Eventually, they
would be rounded up and put in temporary
camps.
Theoretically, they would then be eligible to become
proper
immigrants to the Commonwealth of Ancelstierre, but
in practice,
only those with money, connections, or useful skills
ever gained
citizenship. The others stayed in the refugee camps
while the
Ancelstierran government tried to work out how
to send them
back to their own countries. But with the war
growing worse
and getting more confused by the day, no one
who had
escaped it would willingly go back. Every time mass
deportment had
been attempted, it had ended in hunger strikes,
riots, and
every form of possible protest.
“Uncle Edward
says that Corolini chap wants to send
the
Southerlings into your neck of the woods,” said Nicholas
sleepily,
wakened by the bus’s decrease in speed. “Across the
Wall. No room
for them here, he says, and lots of room in
the Old
Kingdom.”
“Corolini is a
populist rabble-rouser,” replied Sameth, quoting
an editorial
from the Times. His
mother—who conducted
most of the
Old Kingdom’s diplomacy with Ancelstierre—had
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an even
harsher opinion of this politician, who had risen to
prominence
since the beginning of the Southern War. She
thought he was
a dangerous egotist who would do anything to
gain power.
“He doesn’t know what he’s talking about. They
would all die
in the Borderlands. It’s not safe.”
“What’s the
problem with it?” asked Nick. He knew his
friend didn’t
like talking about the Old Kingdom. Sam always
said that it
was not at all like Ancelstierre and that Nick
wouldn’t understand.
No one else knew anything much about
it, and there
was little information of consequence in any
library Nick
had seen. The Army kept the border closed, and
that was it.
“There are
dangerous . . . dangerous animals and . . .
um . . .
things,” replied Sameth. “It’s like I’ve told you before.
Guns and
electricity and so on don’t work. It’s not like—”
“Ancelstierre,”
interrupted Nicholas, smiling. “You know,
I’ve a good
mind to come and visit you during the vac and see
for myself.”
“I wish you
would,” Sameth said. “I’ll need to see a
friendly face
after six months of Ellimere’s company.”
“How do you
know it’s not your sister I want to visit?”
asked Nick,
with an exaggerated leer. Sam never had a good
word to say
about his older sister. He was about to say more,
but his words
were cut short as he looked out the window. Sam
looked, too.
The refugee
camp was long past and had given way to a
fairly dense
forest. The distant, rain-blurred orb of the sun
hung just
above the trees. Only they were both looking out the
left-hand side
of the bus, and the sun should have been on the
right. They
were going north, and must have been for some
time. North,
towards the Wall.
“I’d better
tell Cockers,” said Sameth, who was in the aisle
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seat. He’d
just got up, and started to make his way to the front
of the bus,
when the engine suddenly spluttered and the bus
jerked, nearly
throwing Sam to the floor. The driver cursed and
crashed down
several gears, but the engine kept spluttering.
The driver
cursed again, revving the engine so hard its whine
woke up anyone
left asleep. Then it suddenly stopped. Both the
interior light
and the headlights went out, and the bus rolled
to a silent
stop.
“Sir!” Sam
called out to Mr. Cochrane, above the sudden
hubbub of
waking boys. “We’ve been going north! I think
we’re near the
Wall.”
Cochrane, who
was peering through his own window,
turned back as
Sam spoke and stood in the aisle, his commanding
bulk enough to
silence the closer boys.
“Settle down!”
he said. “Thank you, Sameth. Now everyone
stay in your
seats, and I’ll soon sort—”
Whatever he
was going to say was interrupted by the sound
of the
driver’s door, as he slammed it shut it behind him. All
the boys
rushed to the windows, despite Cochrane’s roar, and
saw the driver
leap the roadside wall and run off through the
trees as if
pursued by some mortal enemy.
“What on
earth?” exclaimed Cochrane, as he turned to
look out the
windscreen. Whatever had scared the driver
clearly didn’t
seem so terrible to him, since he merely opened
the passenger
door and stepped out into the rain, unfurling his
umbrella as he
did so.
As soon as he
left the bus, everyone rushed to the front.
Sam, from his
position in the aisle, was the first to get there.
Looking out,
he first saw a barrier across the road, and a large
red sign next
to it. He couldn’t quite read it, because of the
rain, but he
knew what it said anyway. He’d seen identical
signs every
holiday, when he went home to the Old Kingdom.
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The red signs
marked the beginning of the Perimeter, the military
zone that the
Ancelstierran Army had established to face
the Wall.
Beyond that sign, the woods on either side of the road
would vanish,
replaced by a half-mile-wide expanse of strong
points,
trenches, and the coils and coils of barbed wire that
stretched from
the east coast to the west.
Sam remembered
exactly what the sign said. Pretending he
had an amazing
ability to see through fogged-up windscreens,
he recited the
familiar warning to the others. It was important
for them to
know.
PERIMETER
COMMAND
NORTHERN ARMY
GROUP
Unauthorized
egress from the Perimeter Zone is strictly
forbidden.
Anyone
attempting to cross the Perimeter Zone
will be shot
without warning.
Authorized
travelers must report to the Perimeter
Command H.Q.
REMEMBER—
NO WARNING
WILL BE MADE
A moment of
silence met this recitation, as the seriousness
of it sank in.
Then a babble of questions broke out, but Sam
didn’t answer.
He had thought the driver had run away because
he was afraid
of being so close to the Wall. But what if he had
brought them
there on purpose? And why had he run away
from the two
red-capped military policemen who were walking
up from their
sentry box?
Sameth’s
family had many enemies in the Old Kingdom.
Some were
human, and might be able to pass as harmless in
Ancelstierre.
Some were not, but they might be powerful
enough to
cross the Wall and get this little distance south.
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Especially on
a day when the wind blew from the north.
Not bothering
to get his raincoat, Sam jumped down from
the bus and
hurried over to where the two military policemen
had just met
Mr. Cochrane. Or rather, to where the MP
sergeant had
started to shout at Cochrane.
“Get everyone
off that bus and get them moving back as
quick as you
can,” the sergeant shouted. “Run as far as you
can, then
walk. Got it?”
“Why?” asked
Mr. Cochrane, bristling. Like most of the
teachers and
staff at Somersby, he wasn’t from the North,
and he had no
idea about the Wall, the Perimeter, or the
Old Kingdom.
He had always treated Sameth as he treated
the school’s
other Prince, who was an albino from far-off
Karshmel—like
an adopted child who wasn’t quite a member
of the family.
“Just do it!”
ordered the sergeant. He seemed nervous,
Sameth noted.
His revolver holster was open, and he kept looking
around at the
trees. Like most soldiers on the Perimeter—
but totally
unlike any other units of the Ancelstierran Army—he
also wore a
long sword-bayonet on his left hip, and a mail coat
over his khaki
battledress, though he’d kept his MP’s red cap,
rather than
wearing the usual neck- and nasal-barred helmet
of the
Perimeter garrison. Sam noted that neither of the two
men had a
Charter mark on his forehead.
“That’s not
good enough,” Cochrane protested. “I insist
on speaking to
an officer. I can’t have my boys running about
in the rain!”
“We’d better
do as the sergeant says,” said Sam, coming
up behind him.
“There is something in the wood—and it’s getting
closer.”
“Who are you?”
demanded the sergeant, drawing his
sword. The
lance-corporal with him instantly followed suit,
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and started to
sidle around behind. Both of them were looking
at Sam’s
forehead, and the Charter mark that was just visible
under his
Cricket XI cap.
“Prince Sameth
of the Old Kingdom,” said Sam. “I suggest
you call Major
Dwyer of the Scouts, or General Tindall’s headquarters,
and tell them
I’m here—and that there are at least
three Dead
Hands in the woods over there.”
“That’s torn
it!” swore the sergeant. “We knew something
was up with
this wind. How did they get— Well, it doesn’t
matter.
Harris, double back to the post and alert HQ. Tell them
we’ve got
Prince Sameth, a bunch of schoolkids, and at least
three
category-A intruders. Use a pigeon and the rocket. The
phone’ll be
out for sure. Move!”
The
lance-corporal was gone before the sergeant’s mouth
shut, and just
as Cochrane began.
“Sameth! What
are you going on about?”
“There’s no
time to explain,” replied Sam urgently. He
could sense
Dead Hands—bodies infused with spirits called
from
Death—moving through the forest, parallel to the road.
They didn’t
seem to have sensed the living yet, but once they
did, they
would be there within minutes. “We have to get everyone
out of here—we
have to get as far away from the Wall as
we can.”
“But . . . But
. . .” blustered Cochrane, red-faced and
astounded at
the impertinence of one of his own boys ordering
him around. He
would have said more, if the sergeant
hadn’t drawn
his revolver and calmly said, “Get them going
now, sir, or
I’ll shoot you where you stand.”
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Chapter Fifteen
The Dead Are Many
Five minutes later,
the entire team was out in
the rain, on
the road, jogging south. At Sameth’s suggestion,
they had armed
themselves with cricket bats, metal-tipped
cricket
stumps, and cricket balls. The MP sergeant ran with
them, his
revolver continuing to silence Cochrane’s protests.
The boys took
it all as a bit of a joke at first, with much
bravado and
carrying-on. But as it got darker and the rain got
heavier, they
grew quieter. The jokes stopped altogether when
four quick
shots were heard behind them, and then a distant,
anguished
scream.
Sameth and the
sergeant exchanged a look that combined
fear and a
dreadful knowledge. The shots and the scream must
have come from
Lance-Corporal Harris, who had gone back
to the post.
“Is there a
stream or other running water near here?” panted
Sameth,
mindful of the warning rhyme he’d known since childhood
about the
Dead. The sergeant shook his head but didn’t
answer. He
kept glancing back over his shoulder, almost losing
his balance as
they ran. A little while after they heard the scream,
he saw what he
was looking for and pointed it out to Sameth:
three red
parachute flares drifting down from a few miles north.
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“Harris must
have got the pigeon off, at least,” he puffed.
“Or maybe the
telephone worked, since his pistol did. They’ll
have the reserve
company and a platoon of Scouts out here
soon, sir.”
“I hope so,”
replied Sameth. He could sense the Dead on
the road
behind them now, coming up quickly. There seemed
to be no hope
of safety anywhere ahead. No stout farmhouse
or barn, or a
stream, whose running water the Dead couldn’t
cross. In
fact, the road went down to become a sunken lane,
even darker
and more closed in, a perfect site for an ambush.
As Sam thought
of that, he felt his sense of Death suddenly
alter. It
disoriented him at first, till he realized what it was. A
Dead spirit
had just risen in front of them, somewhere in the
darkness
around the high-banked road. Worse than that, it was
new, brought
out of Death at that very moment. These were
no self-willed
Dead spirits that had infiltrated through the
Perimeter.
They were Dead Hands, raised by a necromancer on
the
Ancelstierran side of the Wall. Controlled by the necromancer’s
mind, they
were much more dangerous than rogue
spirits.
“Stop!”
screamed Sam, his voice cutting through the beat
of rain and
footsteps on the asphalt. “They’re ahead of us. We
have to leave
the road!”
“Who are
ahead, boy?” shouted Cochrane, furious again.
“This has gone
quite far enough. . . .”
His voice
faltered as a figure stumbled out of the shadows
ahead, out into
the middle of the road. It was human, or
had once been
human, but now its arms were hanging threads
of flesh, and
its head was mostly bare skull, all deep eye hollows
and shining
teeth. It was unquestionably dead, and the
reek of
decomposition rolled off it, over the soft smell of the
rain. Clods of
earth fell from it as it moved, showing that it
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had just dug
itself out of the ground.
“Left!”
shouted Sam, pointing. “Everyone go left!”
His shout
broke the silent tableau into action, boys leaping
over the stone
wall that bordered the road. Cochrane was
one of the
first over, throwing his umbrella aside.
The Dead thing
moved, too, breaking into a shambling run
as it sensed
the Life it craved. The sergeant propped himself
against the
wall and waited till it was ten feet away. Then he
emptied his
heavy .455 revolver into the
creature’s torso, five
shots in quick
succession, accompanied by a gasp of relief that
the weapon
actually worked.
The creature
was knocked back and finally down, but the
sergeant didn’t
wait. He’d been on the Perimeter long enough
to know that
it would get back up again. Bullets could stop
Dead Hands,
but only if the creatures were shredded to pieces.
White
phosphorus grenades worked better, burning them to
ash—when they
worked. Guns and grenades and all such standards
of
Ancelstierran military technology tended to fail the
closer they
got to the Wall and the Old Kingdom.
“Up the hill!”
shouted Sam, pointing to a rise in the ground
ahead, where
the forest thinned out. If they could make it
there, at
least they could see what was coming and have the
slight
advantage of high ground.
A harsh,
inhuman cry rose behind them as they ran, a
sound like a
broken bellows accidentally trodden on, more
squeal than
scream. Sam knew it came from the desiccated
lungs of a
Dead Hand. This one was farther to the right than
the one the
sergeant had shot. At the same time, he sensed
others, moving
around to the right and left, beginning to encircle
the hill.
“There’s a
necromancer back there,” he said as they ran.
“And there
must be a lot of dead bodies, not too far gone.”
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“A truck full
of those Southerlings . . . ran off the road near
here, six
weeks ago,” said the sergeant, speaking rapidly
between
breaths. “Nineteen killed. Bit of a . . . mystery where
they was going
. . . anyway . . . churchwarden at Archell
wouldn’t . . .
have ’em . . . the Army crematorium neither . . .
so they was
buried next to the road.”
“Stupid!”
cried Sameth. “It’s too close to the Wall! They
should have
been burnt!”
“Bloody paper-pushers,”
puffed the sergeant, nimbly
ducking under
a branch. “Regulations say no burying within
the . . .
Perimeter. But this is . . . outside, see?”
Sameth didn’t
answer. They were climbing the hill itself
now, and he
needed all his breath. He sensed there were at least
twelve Dead
Hands behind them now, and three or four on
each side,
going wide. And there was something, some presence
that was
probably the necromancer, back where the
bodies were—or
had been—buried.
The top of the
hill was clear of trees, save for a few windblown
saplings.
Before they reached it, the sergeant called a
halt, just
short of the crest.
“Right! Get in
close. Are we missing anyone? How
many—”
“Sixteen,
including Mr. Cochrane,” said Nick, who was a
lightning
calculator. Cochrane glared at him but was silent,
ducking his
head back down as he tried to get his breath back.
“Everyone’s
here.”
“How long have
we got, sir?” the sergeant asked Sam, as
they both
looked back down into the trees. It was hard to see
anything.
Visibility was reduced by both the increasingly heavy
rain and the
onset of night.
“The first two
or three will be on us in a few minutes,” said
Sameth grimly.
“The rain will slow them a little. We’ll have to
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knock them
down and run stumps through them, to try to keep
them pinned.
Nick, organize everyone into groups of three.
Two batsmen
and someone to hold the stumps ready. No,
Hood—go with
Asmer. When they come, I’ll distract them with
a . . . I’ll
distract them. Then the batsman must hit as hard as
they can straight
off, in the legs, and then hammer a stump
through each
arm and leg.”
Sameth paused
as he saw one of the boys eyeing the twoand-
a-half-foot-long
wooden stump with its metal spike on the
end. From the
expression on the boy’s face, it was clear he
couldn’t
imagine hammering it through anything.
“These are not
people!” Sam shouted. “They’re already
Dead. If you
don’t fight them, they will kill us. Think of them
as wild
animals, and remember, we’re fighting for our lives!”
One of the
boys started crying, without making a noise, the
tears falling
silently down his face. At first Sam thought it was
the rain, till
he noticed the despairing stare that signified complete
and utter
terror.
He was about
to try some more encouraging words when
Nick pointed
downhill and shouted, “Here they come!”
Three Dead
Hands were coming out from the treeline,
shambling like
drunks, their arms and legs clearly not fully
under control.
The bodies had been too broken up in the crash,
Sam thought,
gauging their strength. That was good. It would
make them
slower and more uncoordinated.
“Nick, your
team can take the one on the left,” he commanded,
speaking
quickly. “Ted, yours the middle, and Jack’s
the right. Go
for their knees and hammer the stumps home as
soon as you
get them down. Don’t let them get a grip on you—
they’re much
stronger than they look. Everyone else—including
you, please,
Sergeant, and Mr. Cochrane—hold back and
help any team
that gets in trouble.”
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“Yes, sir!”
replied the sergeant. Cochrane merely nodded
dumbly, staring
at the approaching Dead Hands. For the first
time in Sam’s
memory, the man’s face was not flushed red. It
was white,
almost as white as the sickeningly pallid flesh of the
approaching
Dead.
“Wait for my
order,” shouted Sam. At the same time, he
reached into
the Charter. It was impossible to reach in most of
Ancelstierre,
but this close to the Wall, it was merely difficult,
rather like
trying to swim down to the bottom of a deep river.
Sameth found
the Charter and took a moment’s comfort
from the familiar
touch of it, its permanence and its totality
linking him to
everything in existence. Then he summoned the
marks he
wanted, holding them in his mind while he formed
their names in
his throat. When he had everything ready, he
punched out
his right hand, three fingers splayed, each finger
indicating one
of the approaching Dead creatures.
“Anet! Calew!
Ferhan!” he spat, and the marks flew from
his fingers as
shining silver blades, whistling through the air
quicker than
any eye could follow. Each one struck a Dead
Hand, blowing
a fist-sized hole straight through decaying flesh.
All three
staggered back, and one fell down, waving its arms
and legs like
a beetle thrown on its back.
“Bloody hell!”
exclaimed one of the boys next to Sam.
“Now!” shouted
Sam, and the schoolboys rushed forward
with a roar,
waving their makeshift weapons. Sam and the
sergeant went
with them, but Cochrane struck out on his own,
running down
the hill at a right angle to everyone else.
Then there was
a blur of screaming, bats rising and falling,
the dull thud
of stumps being driven through Dead flesh and
into the
sodden ground.
Sam
experienced it all in a strange frenzy, such a tangled mess
of sound,
images, and emotion that he was never really sure what
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happened. He
seemed to come out of this concentrated fury to
find himself
helping Druitt Minor hammer a stump through the
forearm of a
writhing creature. Even with a stump through each
limb, it still
struggled, breaking one stump and almost getting
free, before
some of the boys in reserve cleverly rolled a boulder
over the loose
arm.
Everyone was
cheering, Sam realized, as he stepped back
and wiped the
rain off his face. Everyone except him, because
he could sense
more Dead, coming up from the road and on
the other side
of the hill. A quick survey showed that there were
only three
stumps left, and two of the five bats were broken.
“Get back,” he
ordered, quelling the cheering. “There’s
more on the
way.”
As they moved
back, Nick and the sergeant came up close
to Sam. Nick
spoke first, quietly asking, “What do we do now,
Sam? Those
things are still moving! They’ll get free within half
an hour.”
“Troops from
the Perimeter will be here before then,” muttered
Sam, glancing
at the sergeant, who nodded in affirmation.
“It’s the new
ones coming up I’m worried about. The only
thing I can
think of doing . . .”
“What?” asked
Nick, as Sam stopped in mid-sentence.
“These are all
Dead Hands, not free-willed Dead,” replied
Sam. “Newly
made ones. The spirits in them are just whatever
the
necromancer could call quickly, so they’re neither powerful
nor smart. If
I could get to the necromancer who’s controlling
them, they
would probably attack each other, or wander
in circles.
Quite a few might even snap back into Death.”
“Well, let’s
get this necromancer chap!” declared Nick
stoutly. His
voice was steady, but he couldn’t help a nervous
look back down
the hill.
“It’s not as
easy as that,” said Sam absently. Most of his
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attention was
on the Dead Hands he could sense around them.
There were ten
down near the road, and six on the other side
of the hill
somewhere. Both groups were getting themselves
into ragged
lines. Obviously, the necromancer planned to have
them all
attack at once, from both sides.
“It’s not so
easy,” Sam repeated. “The necromancer is
down there
somewhere, physically at least. But he’s almost certainly
in Death,
leaving his body protected by a spell or some
sort of
bodyguard. To get at him, I’ll have to go into Death
myself—and I
don’t have a sword, or bells, or anything.”
“Go into
Death?” asked Nick, his voice rising half an
octave. He was
clearly about to say something else but he
looked down at
the staked-out Dead Hands and shut up.
“Not even time
to cast a diamond of protection,” Sam muttered
to himself. He
had never actually been into Death by himself
before. He’d
gone only with his mother, the Abhorsen.
Now he wished
desperately that she were here. But she wasn’t,
and he
couldn’t think of anything else to do. He could almost
certainly get
away himself, but he couldn’t leave the others.
“Nick,” he
said, making up his mind. “I am going to go
into Death.
While I’m there, I won’t be able to see or sense anything
here. My body
will seem to be frozen, so I’ll need you—
and you,
sergeant—to guard me as best you can. I plan to be
back before
the Dead get here, but if I’m not, try to slow them
down. Throw
cricket balls, stones, and anything else you can
find. If you
can’t stop them, grab my shoulder, but don’t touch
me otherwise.”
“Right-oh,”
replied Nick. He was clearly puzzled, and
afraid, but he
put out his hand. Sam took it, and they shook
hands, while
the other boys looked at them curiously, or stared
out into the
rain. Only the sergeant moved, handing Sam his
sword, hilt
first.
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“You’ll need
this more than I do, sir,” he said. Then, echoing
Sam’s own
thoughts, he added, “I wish your mum was here.
Good luck,
sir.”
“Thanks,” said
Sam, but he handed the sword back. “I’m
afraid only a
spelled sword would help me. You keep it.”
The sergeant
nodded and took the sword. Sam dropped
into a boxer’s
defensive stance and closed his eyes. He felt for
the boundary
between Life and Death and found it easily, for
a moment
experiencing the strange sensation of rain falling
down the back
of his neck while his face was hit by the terrible
chill of
Death, where it never rained.
Exerting all
his willpower, Sam pushed towards the cold,
making his
spirit cross into Death. Then, without warning, he
was there, and
the cold was all around him, not just on his face.
His eyes
flashed open, and he saw the flat grey light of Death
and felt the
tug of the river’s current at his legs. In the distance,
he heard the
roar of the First Gate, and shivered.
Back in Life,
Nick and the sergeant saw Sam’s entire body
stiffen
suddenly. A fog came from nowhere, twining up his legs
like a vine.
As they kept staring, frost formed on his face and
hands—an icy
coat that was not washed off by the rain.
“I’m not sure
I can believe what I’m seeing,” whispered
Nick, as he
looked away from Sam and down at the approaching
Dead.
“You’d better
believe it,” said the sergeant grimly. “Because
they’ll kill
you whether you believe in them or not.”
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Chapter Sixteen
Into Death
Apart from the distant
roar of the waterfall that
marked the
First Gate, it was completely silent in Death. Sam
stood still,
staying close to the border with Life, listening and
looking. But
he couldn’t see very far in the peculiar grey light
that seemed to
flatten everything out and warp perspective. All
he could see
was the river around him, the water completely
dark save
where it rushed in white rapids around his knees.
Carefully, Sam
began to walk along the very edge of Death,
fighting the
current that tried to suck him under and carry him
off. He
guessed that the necromancer would also be staying
close to the
border with Life, though there was no guarantee
that Sam was
going in the right direction to find him, or her.
He wasn’t
skilled enough to know where he was in Death in
relation to
Life, except for the point where he would return to
his own body.
He moved much
more warily than he had when last in
Death. That
was a year past, with his mother, the Abhorsen,
at his side.
It felt very different now that he was alone and
unarmed. It
was true he could gain some control over the Dead
by whistling
or clapping his hands, but without the bells he
could neither
command nor banish them. And while he was a
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more than
proficient Charter Mage, this necromancer could
easily be a
Free Magic adept, completely outclassing him.
His only real
chance would be to creep up on the necromancer
and catch him
unawares, and that would be possible
only if the
necromancer were totally focused on finding and
binding Dead
spirits. Even worse, Sam realized, he was making
a lot of noise
by wading at right angles to the current. No
matter how
slowly he tried to wade, he couldn’t help splashing.
It was hard
work, too, physically and mentally, as the river
tugged at him
and filled him with thoughts of weariness and
defeat. It
would be easier to lie down and let the river take him;
he could never
win. . . .
Sameth scowled
and forced himself to keep wading, suppressing
the morbid
pressure on his mind. There was still no
sign of the
necromancer, and Sam began to worry that his
enemy might
not be in Death at all. Perhaps he was out there
in Life even
now, directing the Dead to attack. Nick and the
sergeant would
do their best to protect his body, Sam knew,
but they would
be defenseless against the Free Magic of the
necromancer.
For a moment,
Sam thought about going back—then a
slight sound
returned all his attention to Death. He heard a distant,
pure note that
seemed far away at first but was moving
rapidly
towards him. Then he saw the ripples that accompanied
the sound,
ripples that ran at a right angle to the flow of
the
river—straight towards him!
Sam clapped
his hands to his ears, grinding his palms into
his head. He
knew that long, clear call. It came from Kibeth,
the third of
the seven bells. Kibeth, the Walker.
The single
note slid between Sam’s fingers and into his ears,
filling his
mind with its strength and purity. Then the note
changed and
became a whole series of sounds that were almost
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the same, but
not. Together they formed a rhythm that shot
through Sam’s
limbs, tweaking a muscle here and a muscle
there, rocking
him forward, whether he liked it or not.
Desperately,
Sam tried to purse his lips, to whistle a
counter-spell
or even just a random noise that might disrupt
the bell’s
call. But his cheeks wouldn’t move, and his legs were
already
stumping through the water, carrying him quickly
towards the
source of the sound, towards the wielder of the bell.
Too quickly,
for the river found its chance in Sam’s sudden
clumsiness.
The current surged and wove itself between Sam’s
feet. Caught
on one leg, he teetered for a moment, then went
over like a
bowling pin, crashing into the river. The cold
stabbed into
him like a thousand thin knives, all over his body.
Kibeth’s call
was cut off in that moment, but it still held
him, as if he
were a fish on a line. Kibeth tried to walk him
back, even as
the current tried to keep him in its grip. Sam himself
fought only to
get his head clear, to get a breath of air
before he was
forced to take a breath of water. But the effects
of the bell
and the current were too much, locking him in a
struggle in
which he could not control his body. And while he
could no
longer hear Kibeth, his whole body trembled, shot
through with
the tremendous power of the First Gate, the
waterfall that
was sucking him deeper and closer with every
second.
Desperately,
Sam thrust his face towards the surface, and
for a moment
he broke free to snatch a breath. But at that
instant, he
heard the roar of the Gate rise to a crescendo. He
was too close,
he knew, and at any moment he would be
swept through
the Gate. Without bells, he would be easy prey
for any denizen
of the Second Precinct. Even if he escaped
them, he was
probably already too weak to resist the pull of
the river. It
would take him on, all the way through to the
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Ninth Gate and
the ultimate death that lay beyond.
Then something
grabbed his right wrist and he came to a
sudden stop,
the river raging and frothing impotently about
him. Sam
almost struggled against his rescuer, for fear of what
it might be,
but his fear of the river was greater and he needed
to breathe so
desperately that he could think of nothing else.
So he simply
fought to get a proper footing, and cough up at
least some of
the water that had managed to get into his throat
and lungs.
Then he
realized that steam was billowing from his sleeve,
and his wrist
was burning. He cried out. Fear of his captor rose
in him again,
and he was almost too afraid to look and see
who—or what—it
might be.
Slowly Sam
raised his head. He was being held by the
necromancer
he’d hoped to surprise. A thin, balding man, who
wore leather
armor with red-enameled plates for reinforcement—
and a
bandolier of bells across his chest.
Here in Death,
Free Magic magnified his stature, cloaking
him with a
great shadow of fire and darkness that moved as
he moved,
transforming his presence into something truly terrible
and cruel. The
touch of his hand blistered Sam’s wrist,
and flames
burnt where the whites of his eyes should be.
In his left
hand he held a sword level with Sam’s neck, the
sharp edge a
few inches from his throat. Dark flames ran
slowly down
the blade like mercury and fell to the surface of
the river,
where they continued to burn as the current carried
them away.
Sam coughed
again, not because he needed to, but to cover
an attempt to
reach into the Charter. He had hardly begun
when the sword
swung even closer, the acrid fumes of the
ensorceled
blade making him cough for real.
“No,” said the
necromancer, his voice redolent with Free
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Magic, his
breath carrying the reek of drying blood. Desperately,
Sam tried to
think of what he could do. He couldn’t
reach the
Charter, and he couldn’t fight barehanded against
that sword. He
couldn’t even move, for that matter, as his
sword-arm was
held impossibly still in the necromancer’s burning
grasp.
“You will
return to Life and seek me out,” ordered the
necromancer,
his voice low and hard, supremely confident. It
wasn’t just
words either, Sam realized. He felt a compulsion to
do exactly
what the necromancer said. It was a Free Magic
spell—but one
that Sam knew would not be complete till it was
sealed with
the power of Saraneth, the sixth bell. And there
was his
chance, because the necromancer would have to let go
of Sam or
sheathe his sword in order to wield the bell.
Let me go, Sam
wished fervently, trying not to tense his
muscles too
much and give his intentions away. Let me go.
But the
necromancer chose to sheathe his sword instead,
and draw the
second-largest of the bells with his right hand.
Saraneth, the
Binder. With it he would bind Sam to his will,
though it was
strange that he wanted Sam to return to Life.
Necromancers
did not normally care for living servants.
His grip on
Sam’s wrist did not slacken. The pain there was
intense, so
bad that it had gone beyond bearing, and his mind
had decided to
shut it out. If he hadn’t still been able to see his
fingers he
would have believed that his hand had been burnt
off at the
wrist.
The
necromancer carefully opened the pouch that held
Saraneth. But
before he could transfer his grip to grasp the bell
by its clapper
and pull it out, Sam threw himself backwards
and scissored
his legs around the necromancer’s waist.
Both of them
plunged into the icy water, the necromancer
sending up a
huge plume of steam as he hit. Sam was under-
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neath, the
water instantly filling his mouth and nose, beating
at the last
breath in his lungs. He could feel the flesh of his
thighs
burning, even through the cold, but he did not let go.
He felt the
necromancer twisting and turning to get free, and
through
half-closed eyes he saw that under the river, the necromancer
was a shape of
fire and darkness, more monstrous and
much less
human than he had seemed before.
With his free
hand, Sam desperately clawed at the necromancer’s
bandolier,
trying to get one of the bells. But they felt
strange, the
ebony handles biting to his touch, quite unlike the
smooth,
Charter-spelled mahogany of his mother’s bells. His
fingers
couldn’t close on any handle, his legs were slowly being
unlocked by
the necromancer’s inhuman strength, the grip on
his wrist was
unrelenting—and his breath was almost gone.
Then the
current quickened, picking them both up and
turning them
into a dizzy spin, till Sam couldn’t tell which way
he could
stretch to find a breath. Then they were hurtling
down—down
through the waterfall of the First Gate.
The waterfall
spun them about viciously, and then they
were in the
Second Precinct, and Sam couldn’t hold the
necromancer
anymore. The man got free of Sam’s scissored
legs and
elbowed Sam savagely in the stomach, driving the
last pathetic
remnant of air from his lungs in one choked-off
explosion of
bubbles.
Sam tried to
hit back, but he was already sucking in water
instead of
air, and his strength was almost gone. He felt the
necromancer
let go and slip away from him, moving through
the water like
a snake, and he lost all thought save the desperate
urge for
survival.
A second
later, he broke the surface, coughing madly, getting
as much water
as air. At the same time, he fought to keep
his balance
against the current and locate his enemy. Hope
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sparked in him
as he caught no sign of the necromancer. And
he seemed to
be close to the First Gate. It was hard to tell in
the Second
Precinct, where some quality of the light made it
impossible to
see farther than you could touch.
But Sam could
see the froth of the waterfall, and when he
stumbled
forward, he touched the rushing water of the First
Gate, and all
he had to remember was the spell that would let
him past. It
was from The Book of the Dead,
which he had
begun to study
last year. As he thought of it, pages appeared
in his mind,
the words of the Free Magic spell shining, ready
for him to
say.
He opened his
mouth—and two burning hands came down
on his
shoulders, driving him face-first into the river. This time
he had no
chance of holding his breath, and his scream was
nothing more
than bubbles and froth, barely disturbing the
flow of the
river.
It was pain
that brought him back to consciousness. Pain in his
ankles, and a
strange feeling in his head. It took him a moment
to realize
that he was still in Death—but back at the border
with Life. And
the necromancer was holding him upside down
by the ankles,
water still pouring from his ears and nose.
The
necromancer was speaking again, speaking words of
power that
rose up around Sam like bands of steel. He could
feel them
pressing against him, making him their prisoner, and
he knew that
he should try to resist. But he couldn’t. He could
barely keep
his eyes open, even that small thing taking all the
willpower and
energy he had left.
Still the
necromancer kept on speaking, the words weaving
around and
around him, till Sam finally understood the single
most important
thing: the necromancer was sending him back
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into Life, and
this binding was to make sure that he did what
he was told.
But the
binding didn’t matter. Nothing mattered, save that
he was going
back to Life. He didn’t care that back in Life, he
would have to
follow some terrible purpose of the sorcerer. He
would be back
in Life. . . .
The
necromancer let go of one ankle, and Sam swung like
a pendulum,
his head just brushing the surface of the river. The
necromancer
seemed to have grown much taller, for he wasn’t
holding his
arm very high. Or perhaps, Sam thought muzzily
through the
pain and shock, he was the one who had shrunk.
“You will come
to me in Life, near where the road sinks
and the graves
lie broken,” ordered the necromancer finally,
when the spell
had settled on Sam so tightly that he felt like a
fly trussed up
by a spider. But it had to be sealed by Saraneth.
Sam tried to
struggle as he saw the bell come out, but his body
wouldn’t
respond. He tried to reach the Charter, but instead of
the cool
comfort of the endless flow of marks, he felt a great
whirlpool of
living fire, a maelstrom that threatened to maim
his mind as
much as his body had already been burnt.
Saraneth
sounded, deep and low, and Sam screamed. Some
instinct
helped him hit the one note that would be most at discord
with the bell.
The scream cut through Saraneth’s commanding
tone, and the
bell jarred in the necromancer’s hand,
becoming
suddenly shrill and raucous. Instantly, he let go of
Sam, his free
hand stilling the clapper, for a bell gone awry
could have
disastrous consequences for its wielder.
When the bell
was finally still, the necromancer turned
his attention
back to the boy. But there was no sign of him,
and no chance
the current could have taken him out of sight
so soon.
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Chapter Seventeen
Nicholas and the
Necromancer
Sam returned to Life
to hear the harsh tap-taptap
of machine-gun
fire and to see the landscape turned black
and white by
the stark brilliance of the parachute flares that
were falling
slowly through the rain.
Ice cracked as
he moved, the frost on his clothes crazing
into strange
patterns. He took half a step forward and fell to
his knees,
sobbing with pain and shock as his fingers scrabbled
at the muddy
earth, seeking comfort from the feel of Life.
Slowly he
became aware that there were arms around him,
and people
speaking. But he couldn’t hear properly, because
the
necromancer’s words kept repeating in his head, telling him
what he must
do. He tried to speak himself, through teeth that
chattered with
cold, unconsciously imitating the rhythm of the
gunfire.
“Necromancer .
. . sunken road . . . near graves,” he said
haltingly, not
really knowing what he was saying or whom
he was talking
to. Someone touched his wrist and he screamed,
the pain
blinding him more than the flares that continued to
blossom in the
sky above. Then, after the brightness, there was
sudden
darkness. Sam had fainted.
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“He’s hurt,”
said Nick, staring at the blistered finger-marks
on Sam’s wrist.
“Burnt somehow.”
“What?” asked
the sergeant. He was staring down the
slope,
watching red tracer rounds fly in low arcs from the
neighboring
hill down into and along the road. Every now and
then one would
be accompanied by the sudden bang, whoosh,
and blinding
sunburst of white phosphorus. Clearly the troops
from the
Perimeter were fighting their way towards where the
sergeant and
the boys were. What worried the sergeant was the
way the
machine-gunners were traversing their fire to the left
and right of
the road.
“Sam’s burnt,”
replied Nick, unable to tear his eyes off the
livid marks on
his friend’s wrist. “We have to do something.”
“We sure do,”
said the sergeant, suddenly faceless again as
the last flare
fizzled out. “The boys down there are driving the
Dead towards
us—and they must think we’re already done for,
because
they’re not being real careful. We’ll be taking rounds
any minute now
if we don’t clear off.”
As if to
punctuate his remark, another flare arced up overhead,
and a sudden
flurry of tracer shot over their heads with
a whip and a
crack. Everybody ducked, and the sergeant
shouted,
“Down! Get down!”
In the light
of the new flare, Nick saw dark shapes emerge
from the trees
and start up the hill, their telltale shambling gait
showing what
they were. At the same time, one of the boys farther
around the
hill screamed out, “They’re coming up behind!
Lots of—”
Whatever he
was saying was drowned out by more machinegun
fire, long
bursts of tracer that drew lines of red light right
through the
Dead, clearly hitting them many times. They
twitched and
staggered under the multiple impacts, but still
they came on.
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“Got ’em
enfiladed from that hill,” said the sergeant. “But
they’ll get
here before the guns rip them apart. I’ve seen it
before. And
we’ll get shot to pieces as well.”
He spoke
slowly, almost dumbly, and Nick realized that he
wasn’t able to
think—that his brain had become saturated with
danger and
could not deal with the situation.
“Can’t we
signal the soldiers somehow?” he shouted above
yet another
burst of fire. Both the dark silhouettes of the Dead
and the
momentarily bright shifting lines of tracer were advancing
towards them
at an inexorable rate, like something
slow but
unstoppable, a hypnotic instrument of fate.
One line of
tracer suddenly swung farther up towards
them, and
bullets ricocheted off stone and earth, whistling past
Nick’s head.
He pressed himself further into the mud, and
pulled Sam
closer too, shielding his unconscious friend with his
own body.
“Can’t we
signal?” Nick repeated frantically, his voice
muffled, mouth
tasting dirt.
The sergeant
didn’t answer. Nick looked across and saw
that he was
lying still. His red-banded cap had come off, and
his head was
in a pool of blood, black in the flare light. Nick
couldn’t tell
if he was still breathing.
Hesitantly, he
reached out towards the sergeant, pushing
his arm
through the mud, dreadful visions of bullets smashing
through the
bone making him keep it as low as possible. His
fingers
touched metal, the hilt of the man’s sword. He would
have flinched
and drawn back, but at that moment someone
screamed
behind him, a scream of such terror that his fingers
convulsively
gripped the weapon.
Twisting
around, he saw one of the boys silhouetted, grappling
with a larger
figure. It had him gripped around the neck
and was
shaking him around like a milk shake.
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Without
thinking of getting shot, Nick leapt up to help.
Even as he did
so, other boys jumped up too, hacking at the
Dead Hand with
bats, stumps, and rocks.
Within seconds
they had it down and stumped through, but
not quickly
enough to save its victim. Harry Benlet’s neck was
broken, and he
would never take three wickets in a single afternoon
ever again, or
hurdle every desk in the exam hall at
Somersby just
for the fun of it.
The fight with
the Hand had taken them to the crest of
the hill, and
there Nick saw that there were Dead on both
sides. Only
the ones on the forward slope were being slowed
by gunfire. He
could see where the soldiers were firing from,
and could make
out groups of them. There were several
machine-guns
on the neighboring hill, and at least a hundred
soldiers were
advancing through the trees on either side of
the road.
As Nick
watched, he saw one line of tracer suddenly swing
up towards
them. It got within thirty yards and suddenly
stopped. It
was too far to see clearly with the rain, but Nick
realized that
the gun had only stopped for reloading or to shift
the tripod, as
soldiers moved swiftly around it. Obviously they
had seen a
target of opportunity: figures silhouetted on the
hilltop.
“Move!” he
shouted, rushing down the side of the hill in
a half-crouch.
The others followed in a mad, sliding dash that
ended only
when several boys crashed into each other and fell
over.
A moment
later, tracer shot overhead and the hilltop exploded
in a spray of
water, mud, and ricocheting bullets.
Nick
instinctively ducked, though he was well down the
slope. In that
second, he realized three terrible facts: he had left
Sam behind,
halfway around the hill; they absolutely had to
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signal the
soldiers to avoid getting shot; and even if they kept
moving, the
Dead would catch them before the soldiers finished
off the Dead.
But with those
dreadful realizations came sudden energy,
and a
determination Nick had never known, a clarity of
thought that
he’d never experienced before.
“Ted, get out
your matches,” he ordered, knowing Ted’s
affectation of
smoking a pipe, though he was no good at it.
“Everyone
else, get out anything you’ve got that’s dry and will
burn. Paper,
whatever!”
Everyone clustered
around as he spoke, their fear-filled
faces
revealing their eagerness to be doing something. Letters
were
proffered, dog-eared playing cards, and after a moment’s
hesitation
pages torn from a notebook that had up till then
contained what
its owner imagined was his deathless prose.
Then came the
prize of the lot, a hip flask of brandy from, of
all people,
the very rules-conscious Cooke Minor.
The first
three matches fizzled out in the rain, increasing
everyone’s
anxiety. Then Ted used his cap to shield the fourth.
It lit nicely,
as did the brandy-soaked paper. A bright fire
sprang up, of
orange flames tinged with brandy blue, suddenly
bringing color
back to the monochrome landscape, lit by the
seemingly
endless succession of parachute flares.
“Right,” snapped
Nick. “Ted, will you and Mike crawl
around and
drag Sam back here? Stay off the crest. And do be
careful of his
wrists—he’s burnt.”
“What are you
going to do?” asked Ted, hesitating as
more tracer
rounds flew over the hill, and white phosphorus
grenades
exploded in the distance. Clearly he was afraid to go
but didn’t
want to admit it.
“I’m going to
try to find the necromancer, the man who controls
the things out
there,” said Nick, brandishing the sword.
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“I suggest
everyone else start singing, so the Army knows
there are real
people here, by the fire. You’ll have to keep the
creatures
away, too, though I’m going to try to draw the closer
ones after
me.”
“Sing?” asked
Cooke Minor. He seemed quite calm, possibly
because he’d
drunk half the contents of his hip flask before
handing it
over. “Sing what?”
“The school
song,” replied Nick over his shoulder as he
headed down
the hill. “It’s probably the only thing everybody
knows.”
To keep out of
the way of the machine-guns, Nick ran
around the
hill before he headed down, towards the Dead, who
were now
behind their original position. As he ran, he waved
the sword
above his head and shouted, meaningless words that
were
half-drowned by the constant chatter of the guns.
He was halfway
to the closest Hands when the singing
started, loud
enough to be heard even above the gunfire, the
boys singing
with a volume greater than the Somersby choirmaster
would have
believed possible.
Snatches of
the words followed Nick as he dummied a left
turn in front
of the Hands and then darted right, turning back
towards the
trees and the road.
“Choose
the path that honor takes—”
He slowed to
avoid a tree trunk. It was much darker among
the trees, the
flare light diminished by the foliage overhead.
Nick risked a
glimpse behind and was both pleased and terrified
to see that at
least some of the Dead had turned and were
following him.
Terror was the stronger emotion, making him
run faster
between the trees than common sense called for.
“Play
the game for its own sakes—”
The words of
the school song were suddenly cut off as Nick
left the
trees, smacked into a stone wall, tumbled over it, and
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fell down six
or seven feet into the sunken road. The sword
spun out of
his hand, and his palms skidded across asphalt,
which took off
most of the skin.
He lay on the
road for a moment, gathering his wits, then
started to get
up. He was on his hands and knees when he
became aware
that someone was standing right in front of him.
Leather boots,
with metal plates at the knee, clanked as whoever
it was stepped
forward.
“So, you have
come as ordered, even without Saraneth
to seal the
pledge,” said the man, his voice somehow turning
off all the
other sounds that had filled Nick’s ears. Gunfire,
grenade
explosions, the singing—all of it was gone. All he
could hear was
that terrible voice, a voice that filled him with
indescribable
fear.
Nick had
started to lift his head as the man spoke, but now
he was afraid
to look. Instinctively he knew that this was the
necromancer
he’d so foolishly sought. Now all he could do was
hang his head,
the peak of his cricket cap shielding his face
from what he
knew would be a terrible gaze.
“Lift up your
hand,” ordered the necromancer, the words
as piercing as
hot wires through Nick’s brain. Slowly, the boy
knelt as if in
prayer, his head still bowed—and he held out his
right hand,
bloody from the fall.
The
necromancer’s hand slowly came to meet it, palm outwards.
For a moment,
Nick thought he was going to shake
hands, and he
suddenly thought of the pattern in the terrible
burns on Sam’s
wrists. A pattern of finger-marks! But he
couldn’t move.
His body was locked in place by the power of
the
necromancer’s words.
The
necromancer’s hand stopped several inches away, and
something
quivered under the skin of his palm, like a parasite
trying to get
out. Then it was free, a sliver of silver metal
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that slowly
oriented itself towards Nick’s open hand. It hung
suspended for
another second, then it suddenly leapt across
the gap.
Nick felt it
strike his hand, felt it break through his skin
and enter his
bloodstream. He screamed, his body arched
back in
convulsions, and for the first time the necromancer saw
his face.
“You are not
the Prince!” shouted the necromancer, and
his sword
flashed through the air, straight at Nick’s wrist. But
it stopped
suddenly, less than a finger’s width away, as the convulsions
stopped and
the boy looked up at him calmly, cradling
his hand to
his chest.
Inside that
hand, the sliver of arcane metal swam, negotiating
the complex
pathway of the boy’s veins. It was weak here,
on the wrong
side of the Wall, but not too weak to reach its
ultimate
destination.
It hit
Nicholas Sayre’s heart a minute later, and lodged
there. A
minute later still, puffs of thick, white smoke began to
issue from his
mouth.
Hedge waited,
watching the smoke. But the white smoke
suddenly
dissipated, and Hedge felt the wind swing around to
the east, and
his own power diminish. He heard the sound of
many
hob-nailed boots farther up the road, and the whoosh of
a flare being
fired directly overhead.
Hedge
hesitated for a moment, then leapt up the embankment
with inhuman
dexterity, into the trees. Lurking there, he
watched as
soldiers cautiously approached the unconscious
boy. Some of
them had rifles with bayonets fixed, and there
were two with
Lewin light machine-guns. These were no threat
to Hedge, but
there were others there, those who wielded
proper swords
that bore glowing Charter marks, and shields
that carried
the symbol of the Perimeter Scouts. These men
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had the
Charter mark on their foreheads, and were practiced
Charter Mages,
even if the Army denied that any such thing
existed.
There were
enough of them to hold him off, Hedge knew.
His Dead Hands
were almost all gone too, either immobilized
in some way he
still didn’t understand, or driven back into
Death when
their newly occupied bodies were too damaged to
hold them.
Hedge blinked,
holding his eyes shut for a full second—his
only
acknowledgment that his plan had gone awry. But he had
been in
Ancelstierre for four years, and his other plans were in
full motion.
He would come back for the boy.
As Hedge fled
into the darkness, stretcher bearers picked
up Nick; a
young officer convinced the schoolboys on the hill
that they
really could stop singing; and Ted and Mike tried to
tell the
barely conscious Sam what had happened as an Army
medic looked
at the burns on his wrist and legs and prepared
a surette of
morphine.
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Chapter Eighteen
A Father’s Healing Hand
The hospital in Bain
was relatively new, built six
years before,
when a flurry of hospital reform came sweeping
up from the
South. Even in only six years, many people had
died there,
and it was close enough to the Wall for Sam’s sense
of Death to
remain active. Weakened by pain and by the morphine
they were
giving him for it, Sam was unable to drive
away his sense
of Death. Always it loomed close, filling his
bones with its
bitter chill, making him shiver constantly and
the doctors
increase his medication.
He dreamed of
bodiless creatures that would come from
Death and
finish off what the necromancer had begun, and he
could not wake
himself from the dreams. When he did wake,
he often saw
that same necromancer stalking towards him, and
would scream
and scream until the nurse who it really was
gave him
another injection and started the cycle of nightmares
again.
Sam suffered
four days of this, drifting in and out of consciousness,
without ever
really waking up, and never losing his
sense of Death
and the fear that accompanied it. Sometimes he
was lucid
enough to realize that Nick was there, too, in the
next bed, his
hands bandaged. Sometimes they talked briefly,
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but it wasn’t
ever a real conversation, since Sam could neither
answer
questions nor continue whatever talk Nick began.
On the fifth
day, everything changed. Sam was once again
in the grip of
a nightmare, once again in Death, facing a necromancer
who was many
things all at once, simultaneously in,
under, and
above the water. Sam was running, and falling and
drowning, as
had actually happened, and then came the grip
on his wrist .
. . but this time it wasn’t on his wrist, it was on
his shoulder,
and it was cool and comforting. A grip that somehow
led him out of
the nightmare, lifting him up through a sky
that was all
Charter marks and sunshine.
When Sam
opened his eyes, he could see clearly for the first
time, his
vision clear of the drug haze and vertigo. He felt fingers
resting
lightly on his neck, on the pulse there, and knew
his father’s
hand before he even looked up. Touchstone was
right next to
him, his eyes closed as he directed a healing-spell
into his son’s
body, the marks flashing under his fingers as they
left him and
entered Sam.
Sam looked up
at Touchstone, grateful that his father’s eyes
were closed
and he couldn’t see the pathetic relief on his son’s
face, or the
tears that he hastened to brush away. The Charter
Magic was
making him warm for the first time in days. Sam
could feel the
marks driving the drugs out of his bloodstream,
while they
took over quelling the pain from his burns. But it
was the mere
presence of his father that had driven away the
fear of Death.
He could still sense Death, but it was dim and
far away, and
he was no longer afraid.
King
Touchstone I finished the spell and opened his eyes.
They were
grey, like his son’s, but Touchstone’s were the more
troubled now,
and he was obviously tired. Slowly, he took his
hand away from
Sam’s neck.
They almost
hugged until Sam saw that there were two
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doctors, four
of Touchstone’s guards, and two Ancelstierran
Army officers
in the ward as well as a whole crowd of Ancelstierran
police,
soldiers, and officials gathered out in the corridor,
peering in. So
Sam and Touchstone gripped one another’s
forearms
instead, Sam sitting up in the bed. Only the tightness
of Sam’s grip
and his reluctance to let go indicated just how
glad he was to
see his father.
Both doctors
were amazed that Sam was even conscious,
and one
checked the chart at the foot of the bed to affirm that
the patient
really had been receiving intravenous morphine for
days.
“Really, this
is impossible!” the doctor began, till a cold
glance from
one of Touchstone’s guards convinced him that his
conversation
was currently not required. A slight further movement
convinced him
that his presence was not required either,
and he backed
away to the door. Like the King, the guards were
all wearing
three-piece suits of a sober charcoal grey, so as not
to alarm
delicate Ancelstierran sensibilities. This effect was
only slightly
spoiled by the fact that they also carried swords,
badly
disguised in rolled-up trenchcoats.
“The entourage,”
said Touchstone dryly, seeing Sam look
out at all the
people in the corridor. “I told them I was simply
here as a
private individual to see my son, but apparently even
that requires
an official escort. I hope you’re feeling up to
riding. If we
stay here any longer, I’ll be cornered by some sort
of committee
or politician for sure.”
“Riding?”
asked Sam. He had to say it twice, his throat initially
too weak to
get the word out. “I’m to leave school before
the end of
term?”
“Yes,” said
Touchstone, keeping his voice low. “I want you
home.
Ancelstierre is no longer a safe haven. The police here
caught your
bus driver. He was bribed, and bribed with Old
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Kingdom silver
deniers. So one of our enemies has found a way
to work on
both sides of the Wall. Or has at least found out
how to spend
money in Ancelstierre.”
“I think I’m
well enough to ride,” said Sam, wrinkling his
brow. “I mean,
I don’t know whether I’m really hurt. My wrist
is sore. . .
.”
He paused and
looked at the bandage on his wrist. Charter
marks still
moved around the edge of the bandage, oozing out
of his pores
like golden sweat. Healing him, Sam realized, for
his wrist
really was only sore, where it had been excruciatingly
painful
before, and the pain from the lesser burns on his thighs
and ankles was
completely gone.
“The bandage
can come off now,” said Touchstone, and he
began to untie
it. As he unwound it, he lowered his head still
closer to Sam
and whispered, “You have not been badly hurt
in body, Sam.
But I feel that you have suffered an injury of the
spirit. That
will take time to heal, for it is beyond my power
to repair.”
“What do you
mean?” asked Sam anxiously. He felt very
young all of a
sudden, not at all like the nearly adult Prince he
was supposed
to be. “Can’t Mother fix it up?”
“I don’t think
so,” said Touchstone, resting his hand on
Sam’s
shoulder, the small white scars from years of sword practice
and actual
fighting bright across his knuckles in the hospital
light. “But
then I cannot tell the nature of it, only that it
has happened.
I would guess that as a result of your going into
Death
unprepared and unprotected, some small fragment of
your spirit
has been leeched away. Not much, but enough to
make you feel
weaker, or slower . . . basically less than yourself.
But it will come
back, in time.”
“I shouldn’t
have done it, should I?” whispered Sam, looking
up into his
father’s face, searching for some sternness or
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sign of
disapproval. “Is Mother furious with me?”
“Not at all,”
said Touchstone, surprised. “You did what
you thought
was necessary to save the others, which was both
brave and in
the best traditions of both sides of the family. Your
mother is more
worried about you than anything else.”
“Then where is
she?” asked Sam, before he could stop himself.
It was a
petulant question, and as soon as his mouth
closed, he
wished he hadn’t said it.
“Apparently,
there is a Mordaut riding the ferryman at
Oldmond,”
explained Touchstone patiently, as he had explained
so many of
Sabriel’s necessary absences over the course of
Sam’s childhood.
“We received word of it as we reached the
Wall. She took
the Paperwing and flew off to deal with it.
She’ll meet us
back at Belisaere.”
“If she
doesn’t have to go somewhere else,” said Sam,
knowing he was
being bitter and childish. But he could have
died, and
apparently that still wasn’t enough for his mother to
come and see
him.
“Unless she
has to go somewhere else,” agreed Touchstone,
as calmly as
ever. His father worked hard at staying calm, Sam
knew, for
there was the old berserker blood in him, and
Touchstone
feared its rise. The only time Sam had ever seen
that fury was
when a false ambassador from one of the northern
clans had
tried to stab Sabriel with a serving fork at a
formal dinner
in the Palace. Touchstone, roaring like some sort
of terrible
beast, had picked up the six-foot barbarian and
hurled him the
length of the table, onto a roast swan. This had
scared
everyone much more than the assassination attempt,
particularly
when Touchstone then tried to pick up the double
throne and
throw that after the man. Fortunately, he’d failed
and was
eventually calmed by Sabriel stroking his brow as he
blindly
wrenched at the marble footing of the throne.
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Sam remembered
this as he saw his father’s eyelids close
just a
fraction and a line appear on his forehead.
“Sorry,” Sam
mumbled. “I know she has to do it. Being the
Abhorsen and
everything.”
“Yes,” said
Touchstone, and Sam got a slight hint of his
father’s own
deep feelings about the many and frequent
absences
required by Sabriel’s battles with the Dead.
“I’d better
get dressed, then,” said Sam, and he swung his
legs out of
the bed. Only then did he notice that the opposite
bed was empty
and made up.
“Where’s
Nick?” he asked. “He was there, wasn’t he? Or
did I just
dream that?”
“I don’t
know,” said Touchstone, who had met his son’s
friend on
previous visits to Ancelstierre. “He wasn’t here when
we arrived.
Doctor! Was Nicholas Sayre in this bed?”
The doctor
hurried forward. He didn’t know who this
strange but
obviously important visitor was, or who the patient
was either,
since the Army had insisted on secrecy and the use
of first names
only. Now he wished that he hadn’t heard the
other
patient’s surname, since the name Sayre was not unknown
to him. But
the Chief Minister didn’t have a son of that
age, so the
fellow could only have been a cousin or something,
which was some
relief.
“The patient
Nicholas X,” he said, emphasizing the “X,”
“was released
to one of his parents’ confidential servants yesterday.
He only had
minor shock and some abrasions.”
“Did he leave
me a message?” asked Sam, surprised that
his friend
wouldn’t have tried to communicate in some way.
“I don’t
believe so—” the doctor started to say, when he
was
interrupted by a nurse who pushed her way through the
massed ranks
of blue, khaki, and grey in the corridor. She was
quite young
and pretty, with striking red hair not very well
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concealed
under her starched cap.
“He left a
letter, Your Highnesses,” she said, with the characteristic
accent of the
North. Obviously a native of Bain, she
knew exactly
who both Sam and Touchstone were, much to
the doctor’s
annoyance. The doctor took the letter in her outstretched
hand with a
sniff and handed it to Sam, who immediately
tore it open.
He didn’t
recognize the handwriting at first; then he realized
that it was
Nick’s, only the individual letters were much
larger and the
flourishes less regular. It took a moment for him
to work out
that this must be a consequence of Nick’s writing
with heavily
bandaged hands.
Dear
Sam,
I
hope you are soon well enough to read this. I
seem
to be quite recovered myself, though I admit
that
the events of our unusual evening are somewhat
hazy.
I guess you wouldn’t know that I took it in
my
head to chase down that necromancer fellow
you
went after first, wherever it was you went.
Unfortunately,
what with the dark and the rain and
perhaps
a little too much zing in my step, all I
managed
to do was fall into the sunken road and
knock
myself out. I was lucky not to break any
bones,
the doctors say, though I have some interesting
bruises.
I don’t expect that the debs back in Corvere
will
be as prepared to look at them as Nurse Moulin,
though!
I
understand that the Army got hold of your pater
and
he’s coming down to take you home, so you
won’t
be finishing the term. I daresay I won’t bother
either,
since I already have my place at Sunbere. It
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won’t
be the same without you, or poor Harry
Benlet.
Or even Cochrane. They found him five miles
away
the next morning, apparently, gibbering and
frothing,
and I expect he’s locked up in Smithwen
Special
Hospital by now. Should have been done
years
ago, of course.
In
fact, I was thinking that I might come and visit
you
in your mysterious Old Kingdom before I have
to
go up to college next spring. I admit that my
scientific
interest has been piqued by those apparently
animated
corpses and your own exhibition of
whatever
it was. I’m sure you think of it as magic,
but
I expect it can all be explained by the proper
application
of scientific method. I hope I can be the
one
to do so, of course. Sayre’s Theory of Surreality.
Or
Sayre’s Law of Magical Explication.
It’s
very boring in hospital, particularly if your
wardmate
can’t carry a conversation. So you’ll have
to
excuse me rambling on. Where was I? Oh yes,
experiments
in the Old Kingdom. I expect the reason
no
one has done the proper scientific work before is
due
to the Army.Would you believe that no less than
a
colonel and two captains were here yesterday,
wanting
me to sign the Official Secrets Act and a
declaration
that I wouldn’t ever speak or write of the
recent
odd events near the Perimeter? They forgot
sign
language, so I expect I shall inform a deaf
journalist
when I get back.
I
won’t, of course. At least not until I have
something
better to tell the world—some truly great
discovery.
The
officers wanted you to sign as well, but since
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you
weren’t in a signing mood, they just waited and
got
cross with each other. Then I told them that you
weren’t
even a citizen of Ancelstierre, and they got
thoughtful
and had a big discussion outside with the
lieutenant
in charge of the guards. Something tells me
the
right hand knoweth not what the left hand doeth,
since
they were from Corvere Legal Affairs and the
guards
outside are from the Perimeter Scouts. I was
interested
to note that the latter belong to your
peculiar
religion, with the caste mark or whatever it
is
on their foreheads. Not that sociology is really in
my
field of interest, I hasten to add.
I
must go now. The aged parents have sent some
sort
of private undersecretary to the oversecretary
chamberlain
of the personal privy type of fellow to
collect
me and take me home to Amberne Court.
Apparently
Father is too busy with the Southerling
refugee
problem, questions in the House and all that
sort
of thing, and Uncle Edward needs his support
blah
blah blah as per usual. Mother probably had a
charity
dinner or something equally all-engrossing. I’ll
write
soon so we can arrange my visit. I expect I’ll
have
everything prepared in a couple of months, three
at
the outside.
Chin
up!
Nick,
the mysterious patient X
Sam folded the
letter, smiling. At least Nick had come out
of that awful
night without any real harm, and with his sense
of humor
intact. It was typical of him that the Dead had only
triggered his
scientific interest, rather than a much more sensible
fear.
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“All well?”
asked Touchstone, who had been waiting
patiently. At
least half the onlookers had lost interest, Sam saw,
withdrawing
farther down the corridor and out of sight, where
they felt they
could talk.
“Father,” said
Sam, “did you bring me some clothes? My
school stuff
must have been ruined.”
“Damed, the
bag, please,” said Touchstone. “Everybody
else, outside
if you don’t mind.”
Like two
flocks of sheep that have difficulty mixing, the
people left in
the ward tried to get out while the people in the
corridor tried
to help and actually made it more difficult. Eventually,
they did all
get out, except for Damed—Touchstone’s
principal
bodyguard, a small thin man who moved alarmingly
fast. Damed
handed over a compact suitcase before he left,
shutting the
door.
There were
Ancelstierran clothes in the bag, procured—
like
Touchstone’s and the guards’—from the Bain consulate of
the Old
Kingdom.
“Wear these
for now,” said Touchstone. “We’ll get changed
at the
Perimeter. Back into sensible clothes.”
“Armored coat
and helmet, boots and sword,” said Sameth,
pulling his
hospital gown off over his head.
“Yes,” said
Touchstone. He hesitated, then said, “Does
that bother
you? I suppose you could go south instead. I must
return to the
Kingdom. But you might be safe in Corvere—”
“No!” Sam
said. He wanted to stay with his father. He
wanted the
heavy weight of his armored coat and the pommel
of a sword
under his palm. But most of all, he wanted to be
with his
mother in Belisaere. Because only then would he really
be safe from
Death . . . and the necromancer who he was sure
even now
waited in that cold river, waiting for Sam to return.
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Chapter Nineteen
Ellimere’s Thoughts on
After two weeks of
hard riding, bad weather, indifferent
food, and sore
muscles that were slow to re-adapt
to horseback,
Sam arrived in the great city of Belisaere to find
that his
mother was not there. Sabriel had already been and
gone, called
away again to deal with a reported Free Magic sorcerer
cum bandit
chief, who was attacking travelers along the
northern
extremes of the Nailway.
Within a day,
Touchstone was gone, too, riding to sit at
a High Court
in Estwael, where an ancient, simmering feud
between two
noble families had broken out into murders and
kidnappings.
In
Touchstone’s absence, Sam’s fourteen-month-older sister
Ellimere was
named co-regent, along with Jall Oren, the
Chancellor. It
was a formality really, since Touchstone would
rarely be more
than a few days away by message-hawk, but a
formality that
would greatly affect Sam. Ellimere took her
responsibility
seriously. And she thought that one of her duties
as co-regent
was to address the shortcomings of her younger
brother.
Touchstone had
been gone only an hour when Ellimere
came looking
for Sam. Since Touchstone had left at dawn, Sam
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the Education of Princes
was still
asleep. He had recovered from his physical wounds,
but he still
did not feel quite himself. He grew tired more easily
than before,
and wanted to be alone more. Fourteen days of
rising before
dawn and riding till after dusk, accompanied by
the hearty
humor of the guards, had not helped him feel less
tired or more
gregarious.
Consequently,
he was not amused when Ellimere chose to
wake him on
his first morning in his own bed by ripping back
the curtains,
flinging his window open, and ripping the blankets
off. It was
already several days into winter in the Old
Kingdom, and
decidedly cool. The sea breeze that came roaring
in could even
be accurately described as cold, and all the
feeble
sunshine did was hurt Sam’s eyes.
“Wake up! Wake
up! Wake up!” caroled Ellimere, who had
a surprisingly
deep singing voice for a woman.
“Go away!”
growled Sam, as he attempted to snatch the
blankets back.
A brief tug-of-war ensued, which Sam gave up
when one of
the blankets got ripped in half.
“Now look what
you’ve done,” Sam said bitterly. Ellimere
shrugged. She
was supposed to be pretty—some even considered
her
beautiful—but Sam couldn’t see it. As far as he
was concerned,
Ellimere was a dangerous pest. By making
her co-regent,
his parents had elevated her to the status of a
monster.
“I’ve come to
discuss your schedule,” said Ellimere. She
sat down on
the end of the bed, her back very straight and
her hands
clasped regally in her lap. Sam noted that she wore
a fine,
bell-sleeved tabard of red and spun gold over her
everyday linen
dress, and a sort of demi-regal circlet kept
her long and
immaculately brushed black hair in place. Since
her normal
attire was old hunting leathers with her hair carelessly
tied back out
of the way, her dress did not bode well
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for Sam’s own
desire for informality.
“My what?” Sam
asked.
“Your
schedule,” continued Ellimere. “I’m sure that you
were planning
to spend most of your time tinkering in that
smelly
workshop of yours, but I’m afraid your duty to the Kingdom
comes first.”
“What?” asked
Sam. He felt very tired, and certainly not
up to this
conversation. Particularly since he had indeed
planned to
spend most of his time in his tower workroom. For
the last few
days, as they’d got closer and closer to Belisaere,
he’d been
looking forward to the solitude and peace of sitting
at his
workbench, with all his tools carefully arranged on the
wall, above
the chest of tiny drawers, each filled with some
useful
material, like silver wire or moonstones. He had managed
to survive the
last part of the trip by dreaming up new
toys and
gadgets he would make in his little haven of calm and
recuperation.
“The Kingdom
must come first,” reiterated Ellimere. “The
people’s
morale is very important, and each member of the
family must
play a part in maintaining it. As the only Prince
we’ve got,
you’ll have to—”
“No!”
exclaimed Sam, who suddenly realized where she
was heading.
He jumped out of bed, his nightshirt billowing
around his
legs, and scowled down at his sister, until she stood
up and looked
down her nose at him. She not only was slightly
taller than he
was, but also had the advantage of wearing
shoes.
“Yes,” said
Ellimere sternly. “The Midsummer Festival.
You’re needed
to play the part of the Bird of Dawning. Rehearsals
start
tomorrow.”
“But it’s five
months away!” protested Sam. “Besides, I
don’t want to
be the blasted Bird of Dawning. That suit must
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weigh a ton,
and I’d have to wear it for a week! Didn’t Dad
tell you I’m
sick?”
“He said you
needed to be busy,” said Ellimere. “And since
you’ve never
danced the Bird, you’ll need five months’ practice.
Besides,
there’s the appearance at the end of the Midwinter
Festival,
too—and that’s only six weeks away.”
“I haven’t got
the legs for it,” muttered Sameth, thinking
of the
cross-gartered yellow stockings worn under the goldfeathered
plumage of the
Bird of Dawning. “Get someone with
tree-trunk
legs.”
“Sameth! You
are going to dance the Bird, like it or not,”
declared
Ellimere. “It’s about time you did something useful
around here.
I’ve also scheduled you to sit with Jall at the
Petty Court
every morning between ten and one, and you’ll
have sword
practice twice a day with the Guard, of course,
and you must
come to dinner—no ordering meals to your
grubby
workshop. And for Perspective, I’ve assigned you to
work with the
scullions every second Wednesday.”
Sam groaned
and sank back on the bed. Perspective was
Sabriel’s
idea. For one day every two weeks, Ellimere and
Sam would work
somewhere in the palace, supposedly like
the ordinary
people there. Of course, even when they were
washing dishes
or mopping floors, the servants could rarely
forget that
Sam and Ellimere would be Prince and Princess
again
tomorrow. Most of the servants dealt with the situation
by pretending
Sam and Ellimere weren’t there, with
a few notable
exceptions like Mistress Finney, the falconer,
who shouted at
them like everyone else. So Perspective was
usually a day
of drudgery performed in strange silence and
isolation.
“What are you
doing for Perspective?” Sam asked, suspicious
that Ellimere
would skip it now she was co-regent.
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“Stables.”
Sam grunted.
The stables were hard work, particularly
since it would
probably be a day of mucking out. But Ellimere
loved horses
and all the work around them, so she probably
didn’t mind.
“Mother also
said you were to study this.” Ellimere drew
a package out
of her voluminous sleeve. It wasn’t immediately
recognizable,
being wrapped in oilskin and tied with thick,
hairy twine.
Sam reached
for the package, but as his fingers touched
the wrapping,
he felt a terrible chill and the sudden presence
of Death,
despite the spells and charms that were supposed to
prevent any
traffic with that cold realm, woven into the very
stone around
them.
Sam snatched
his hand back and retreated to the other end
of the bed,
his heart suddenly thumping wildly, sweat beading
his face and
hands.
He knew what
was inside that seemingly innocuous package.
It was The
Book of the Dead. A small volume, bound in
green leather,
with tarnished silver clasps. Leather and silver
laden with
protective magic. Marks to bind and blind, to close
and imprison.
Only someone with an innate talent for Free
Magic and
necromancy could open the book, and only an uncorrupted
Charter Mage
could close it. It contained all the
lore of
necromancy and counter-necromancy that fifty-three
Abhorsens had
gathered over a thousand years—and more
besides, for
its contents never stayed the same, seemingly altering
at the book’s
own whim. Sam had read a little of it, at his
mother’s side.
“What’s wrong
with you?” asked Ellimere curiously, as
Sam went paler
and paler and his teeth began to chatter. She
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put the
package on the end of his bed and came over, touching
the back of
her hand to Sam’s forehead.
“You’re cold,”
she said, surprised. “Really cold!”
“Sick,”
muttered Sam. He could barely speak. Fear gripped
his throat.
Fear of somehow being thrown into Death by the
book, of being
plunged once again under the surface of the cold
river, to go
crashing through the First Gate . . .
“Get back into
bed,” ordered Ellimere, suddenly solicitous.
“I’ll get Dr.
Shemblis.”
“No!” cried
Sam, thinking of the court doctor and his
curious,
inquiring ways. “It’ll pass. Just leave me alone for a
while.”
“All right,”
replied Ellimere, as she closed the window
and helped
re-arrange what was left of the blankets. “But
don’t think
this is going to get you off playing the Bird of
Dawning. Not
unless Dr. Shemblis says you’re really, really
sick.”
“I’m not,”
said Sam. “I’ll be all right in a few hours.”
“What happened
to you, anyway?” asked Ellimere. “Dad
was a bit
vague, and we didn’t have time to talk. Something
about you
going into Death and getting into trouble.”
“Something
like that,” whispered Sam.
“Sooner you
than me.”
Ellimere
picked up the package and hefted it curiously,
then threw it
down next to Sam. “I’m glad I had no aptitude
for it.
Imagine if you were going to be the King, and me the
Abhorsen!
Still, I’m glad you’ve already started popping into
Death, because
Mother certainly needs the help at the
moment, and
you’ll be a lot more use doing that than mucking
about making
toys. Mind you, I was going to ask if you
could make me
two tennis racquets, so I suppose I shouldn’t
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complain. I
can’t get anyone else to understand what I want,
and I haven’t
played a game since I left Wyverley. You could
make some,
couldn’t you?”
“Yes,” replied
Sam. But he wasn’t thinking about tennis.
He was
thinking about the book next to him, and the fact that
he was the
Abhorsen-in-Waiting. Everyone expected him to
succeed
Sabriel. He was going to have to study The Book of
the
Dead. He would have to walk in Death again, and
confront
the
necromancer—or even worse things, if that were
possible.
“Are you sure
I shouldn’t get Shemblis?” Ellimere asked.
“You do look
very pale. I’ll have someone come up with some
chamomile tea,
and I suppose you don’t have to start your
proper
schedule till tomorrow. You will be better tomorrow,
won’t you?”
“I think so,”
said Sam. He was frozen immobile by the
proximity of
the book.
Ellimere looked
at him again, with a look that contained
equal parts of
concern, annoyance, and irritation. Then she
swung around
and swept out, banging the door behind her.
Sam lay in
bed, trying to take regular, slow breaths. He
could feel the
book next to him, almost as if it were a living
thing. A
coiled snake that was waiting to strike when he
moved.
He lay there
for a long time, listening to the sounds of the
Palace that
came wafting up to his tower room, even with
the window
closed. The regular watch-cry of the guards on the
wall; the
sudden conversation of people in the courtyard below,
as they met on
their business; the clash of sword on sword from
the practice
field that lay beyond the inner wall. Behind it all
there was the
constant crash of the sea. Belisaere was almost
an island, and
the Palace was built upon one of its four hills,
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in the
northeast quarter. Sam’s bedchamber was in the Sea Cliff
tower, about
halfway up. During the wildest winter storms, it
was not
unusual for sea spray to splash upon his window,
despite the
tower’s distance from the shore.
A servant
brought chamomile tea, and they spoke briefly,
though Sam had
no idea what he had said. The tea cooled, and
the sun rose
higher, till it had passed beyond his window and
the air grew
colder again.
Finally, Sam
moved. With shaking hands, he forced himself
to pick up the
package. He cut the string with the knife
that lay
sheathed upon his bedhead and quickly unwrapped the
oilskin,
knowing that if he stopped, he’d be unable to go on.
Sure enough,
it was The Book of the Dead,
the green
leather
shining as if it were coated with sweat. The silver clasps
that held it
closed were clouded, their brightness dimmed. They
cleared as Sam
watched, and then frosted again, though he had
not breathed
upon them.
There was a
note too, a single sheet of rough-edged paper
that bore only
a Charter mark and Sam’s own name, written
in Sabriel’s
firm, distinctive hand.
Sam picked up
the note, then used the oilskin wrapper like
a glove to
slip the Book under his bed. He couldn’t bear to look
at it. Not
yet.
Then he
touched the Charter mark on the paper, and
Sabriel’s
voice sounded inside his head. She spoke quickly, and
from the other
noises in the background, Sam guessed she had
made this
message immediately before flying out in her Paperwing.
Flying out to
combat the Dead.
Sam—
I
hope you are well and can forgive me for not
being
there for you now. I know from your father’s
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last
message-hawk that you are fit enough to be
riding
home, but that your encounter in Death has
left
you sorely tried. I know what that can be like—
and
I am proud that you risked entering Death to
save
your friends. I don’t know that I would be brave
enough
myself to go into Death without my bells. Be
assured
that any hurt to your spirit will pass in time.
It
is the nature of Death to take, but the nature of
Life
to give.
Your
brave action has also shown me that you
are
ready to formally begin training as the Abhorsenin-
Waiting.
This makes me both proud and a little
sad,
because it means that you have grown up. The
burdens
of an Abhorsen are many, and one of the
worst
is that we are doomed to miss so much of our
children’s
lives—of your life, Sam.
I
have delayed teaching you to some degree
because
I wanted you to stay the dear little boy I can
so
easily remember. But of course you have not been
a
little boy for many years, and now you are a young
man
and must be treated as such. Part of that is
acknowledging
your heritage, and the essential role
you
have in the future of our Kingdom.
A
great part of that heritage is contained within
The Book of
the Dead, which you now have. You
have
studied a little of it with me, but now it is time
for
you to master its contents, as much as this is
possible
for anyone to do. Certainly, in these present
days,
I have need of your assistance, for there is a
strange
resurgence of trouble from both the Dead and
those
who follow Free Magic, and I cannot find the
source
of either.
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We
will speak more of this on my return, but for
now
I want you to know that I am proud of you,
Sameth.
Your father is, too.Welcome home, my son.
With
all my love,
Mother
Sam let the
paper fall from his grasp and fell back on the
pillow. The
future, so bright when that cricket ball had arced
over the
stands for a six, now seemed very dark indeed.
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Chapter Twenty
A Door of Three Signs
To celebrate her nineteenth
birthday, Lirael and
the Dog
decided to explore somewhere special, to venture
through the
jagged hole in the pale green rock where the main
spiral of the
Great Library came to a sudden end.
The hole was
too small for Lirael to enter, so she had made
a Charter-skin
for the expedition. In the years since finding In
the
Skin of a Lyon, she had learned to make three different
Charter-skins.
Each had been very carefully selected for its natural
advantages.
The ice otter was small and lithe, and enabled
Lirael to move
in narrow ways and across ice and snow with
ease. The
russet bear was larger, and much stronger, than her
natural form,
and its thick fur was protection against both cold
and harm. The
barking owl gave her flight and made darkness
no burden,
though she had yet to fly outside some of the great
chambers of
the Library, which were never truly dark.
But the
Charter-skins had their disadvantages as well. The
ice otter’s
vision was in shades of grey, its perspective was low
to the ground,
and it induced a fondness for fish that lasted for
days after
Lirael shucked the skin. The russet bear’s sight was
weak, and
wearing it made Lirael bad-tempered and gluttonous,
also for some
time after it was taken off. The barking
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owl was of
little use in full daylight, and after wearing it Lirael
would find her
eyes watering under the bright lights of the
Reading Room.
But all in all she was pleased with the Charterskins
and the
choices she had made, and proud that she had
learned three
Charter-skins in less time than In the Skin
of a
Lyon
suggested would be possible.
Their major
drawback was the time they took to prepare
and put on.
Typically, it would take Lirael five hours or more
to prepare a
Charter-skin, another hour to fold it properly so
that it would
last a day or two in a pouch or bag, and then at
least half an
hour to put on. Sometimes it took longer, particularly
the ice-otter
skin, because it was so much smaller than
Lirael’s
normal form. It was like forcing a foot into a sock that
was only big
enough for a toe, with the sock stretching while
the foot
shrank. Balancing the process was quite difficult, and
it always made
Lirael dizzy and a bit nauseated, to feel herself
both changing
and shrinking.
But on her
birthday, since the hole in the rock was less than
two feet wide,
only the ice-otter shape would do. Lirael began
to put it on,
as the Disreputable Dog scrabbled at the hole.
Somehow the
Dog made herself longer and thinner in the
process, till
she looked like one of the sausage dogs that the
Rasseli
shepherd-queens carried around their necks, as illustrated
in Lirael’s
favorite travelogue.
After a few
minutes of furious work with her back legs, the
Dog
disappeared. Lirael sighed, and kept forcing herself into
the
Charter-skin. The Dog had a well-known problem with
waiting, but
Lirael felt a bit aggrieved that the hound couldn’t
even wait on
her birthday, or let her go first.
Not that she
really expected it. Her birthday was Lirael’s
most hated
time of the year, the day she was forced to remember
all the bad
things in her life.
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This year, as
on every past birthday, she had woken without
the Sight. It
was an old hurt now, scarred over and locked
deep within
her heart. Lirael had learnt not to show the pain
it caused her,
not even to the Disreputable Dog, who otherwise
shared all her
thoughts and dreams.
Nor did Lirael
contemplate suicide, as she had done on her
fourteenth
birthday, and briefly on her seventeenth. She had
managed to
forge a life for herself that, if not ideal, was satisfying
in many ways.
She still lived in the Hall of Youth, and
would till she
was twenty-one and assigned her own chambers,
but since she
spent every waking hour in the Library, she was
largely free
of Kirrith’s interference. Lirael had also long since
stopped going
to Awakenings or any other ceremonial functions
that would
require her to wear the blue tunic, that hated,
obvious sign
that she was not a proper Clayr.
She wore her
Librarian’s uniform instead, even at breakfast,
and had taken
to tying a white scarf around her head like
some of the
older Clayr. It hid her black hair, and in her uniform
there was no
doubting who she was, even amongst the
visitors in
the Lower Refectory.
The week
before her birthday, these working clothes had
been greatly
enhanced by the transition from a yellow to a red
waistcoat,
proud symbol of Lirael’s promotion to Second
Assistant
Librarian. The promotion was very welcome but not
without
trouble, as the formal letter announcing it came unexpectedly,
late one
afternoon. In the letter, Vancelle, the Chief
Librarian,
congratulated Lirael and noted that there would be
a brief
ceremony the next morning—at which time an additional
key spell
would be woken in her bracelet and certain
spells taught
her as was “concomitant to the responsibilities
and offices of
a Second Assistant Librarian in the Great Library
of the Clayr.”
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Consequently,
Lirael had stayed up all night in her study
trying to put
the extra key-spells she’d already awoken in her
bracelet back
to sleep, so as not to reveal her unauthorized
wanderings.
But the sleeping proved harder than the waking.
Hours and
hours later, without success, her groans of despair
at four in the
morning had woken the Dog, who breathed on
the bracelet,
which returned the extra spells to their dormant
state and sent
Lirael into a sleep so heavy she almost missed
the ceremony
anyway.
The red
waistcoat was an early birthday present, followed
by others on
the actual day. Imshi and the other young librarians
who worked
most closely with Lirael gave her a new pen,
a slender rod
of silver that was engraved with the faces of owls
and had two
slender claws where a variety of steel nibs could
be screwed in.
It came in a velvet-lined box of sweet-smelling
sandalwood,
with an ancient inkwell of cloudy green glass that
had a golden
rim etched with runes that no one could read.
Both pen and
inkwell were an unspoken commentary on
Lirael’s now
long-established habit of speaking as little as possible.
She wrote
notes whenever she could get away with it. In
the last few
years, she had rarely said more than ten words in
a row, and
often she would not speak to other humans for days
at a time.
Of course, the
other Clayr didn’t know that Lirael’s silence
was more than
made up for in her conversations with the Dog,
with whom she
would talk for hours. Sometimes, her superiors
would ask her
why she didn’t like to talk, but Lirael couldn’t
answer. All
she knew was that talking to the Clayr reminded
her of all the
things she couldn’t talk about. The Clayr’s conversations
would always
return to the Sight, the central focus
of their
lives. By not speaking, Lirael was simply protecting herself
from pain,
even if she wasn’t conscious of the reason.
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At her
birthday tea in the Junior Librarians’ Common
Room, an
informal chamber normally given to lots of talk and
laughter,
Lirael was able only to say “thank you,” and smile,
though it was
a smile accompanied by teary eyes. They were
very kind, her
fellow librarians. But they were still Clayr first
and librarians
second.
Lirael’s last
present was from the Disreputable Dog, who
gave her a big
kiss. As dog kisses seemed to consist of energetic
licks to the
face, Lirael was happy to curtail the well-wishing
by handing
over the leftover cake from her birthday tea.
“That’s all I
get, a dog kiss,” muttered Lirael. She was more
than halfway
into the ice-otter skin, but it would still be ten
minutes before
she could pursue her friend.
Lirael did not
know it, but there were a number of other
people who
would have liked to give her a birthday kiss. Quite
a few of the
young men among the guards and merchants who
regularly
visited the Clayr had looked on her with increasing
interest over
the years. But she made it clear that she wanted
to keep herself
to herself. They also noted that she did not
speak, not
even to the Clayr on kitchen duty. So the young men
simply watched
her, and the more romantic of them dreamed
of the day
when she would suddenly come over and invite them
upstairs.
Other Clayr occasionally did so, but not Lirael. She
continued to
eat alone, and the dreamers continued to dream.
Lirael herself
rarely thought about the fact that at nineteen
she had never
been kissed. She knew all about sex in theory,
from the
compulsory lessons in the Hall of Youth and books
in the
library. But she was too shy to approach any of the visitors,
even the ones
she saw regularly in the Lower Refectory,
and there were
very few male Clayr.
She often
overheard the other young librarians talking
freely of men,
sometimes even in detail. But these liaisons were
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clearly not as
important to the Clayr as the Sight and their
work in the
Observatory, and Lirael judged by their standards.
The Sight was
the most important, and it came first. Once she
had the Sight,
she might think of doing as the other Clayr did,
and bring a
man up to the Upper Refectory for dinner and a
walk in the
Perfumed Garden, and perhaps then . . . to her bed.
In fact,
Lirael couldn’t even imagine that any man would
be interested
in her, compared to a real Clayr. As in everything
else, Lirael
thought a real Clayr would always be more interesting
and attractive
than herself.
Even outside
work, Lirael took a different path from the
other young
Clayr. When they all finished at the Library at four
in the
afternoon, most would go to the Hall of Youth or their
own living
quarters, or to one of the Refectories or the areas
where Clayr
gathered for recreation, like the Perfumed Garden
or the Sun
Steps.
Lirael always
went the other way, down from the Reading
Room to her
study, to wake up the Disreputable Dog. She’d
been given a
new study with her promotion, and now had a
larger room
that had a tiny bathroom off it, complete with
water closet,
sink, and hot and cold water.
Once the Dog
had been woken up and the various items
that had been
knocked over in their exuberant greeting had
been replaced,
Lirael and the Dog usually waited till the nightwatch
assembly, when
all the librarians on duty gathered
briefly in the
Main Reading Room to be given their tasks. Thus
safe from
observation, Lirael and the Dog would creep down
the main
spiral, passing into the Old Levels, where the other
librarians
seldom came.
Over the
years, Lirael had come to know the Old Levels
and many of
their secrets and dangers well. She had even
secretly
helped out other librarians, without their knowing. At
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least three of
them would have died if Lirael and the Dog
hadn’t taken
care of several unpleasant creatures that had
somehow
entered the Library.
“Come on!”
said the Dog, sticking her head back out of
the hole.
Lirael was fully in the otter skin, but there was something
strange about
her stomach. It looked different, but she
couldn’t work
out what it was. She turned around to stare at
it and rolled
across the floor.
“Proud of your
new waistcoat, I see,” said the Dog, sniffing.
“What?” asked
Lirael. She sat up and bent her head down
to look at her
furry stomach. It was a different shade of grey
than normal,
but she didn’t remember making any changes.
“Ice otters
don’t usually have red stomachs, Miss Second
Assistant
Librarian,” said the Dog. “Come on!”
“Oh,” said
Lirael. She’d never changed the color of her fur
before. Still,
it did show at least an unconscious mastery in
making a
Charter-skin. She smiled, and bounded up behind
the Dog. They’d
always meant to find out what was down this
passage, but
something had always interrupted them before.
Now they would
discover what lay beyond the end of the main
spiral.
“The tunnel
has fallen in,” said the Disreputable Dog, wagging
her tail in a
manner that diluted the apparent seriousness of
the news.
“I can see
that!” snapped Lirael. She was feeling irritable,
mainly from
having been in her ice-otter Charter-skin for the
last two
hours. It had started to get very uncomfortable, like
extremely
sweaty clothes that stick in all the wrong places.
There was
nothing to distract her from the discomfort, either,
because the
hole at the end of the main spiral had proved to
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be quite
boring. It had widened out after a while, but otherwise
simply
zigzagged back and forth without coming to any
interesting
intersections, chambers, or doors. Now it had ended
with a wall of
tumbled ice that blocked their way.
“No need to
get snarky, Mistress,” replied the Dog. “Besides,
there is a way
across. The glacier has pushed through,
all right, but
sometime or other a drill-grub has cut through
above. If we
climb up we can probably use the bore to get
across to the
other side.”
“Sorry,” said
Lirael, sighing, shrugging her otter shoulders
in a movement
that flowed right through the rest of her long
white-furred
body. “What are you waiting for, then?”
“It’s almost
dinnertime,” the Dog said primly. “You’ll be
missed.”
“You mean
you’ll miss whatever I can steal for you,”
grumbled
Lirael. “No one will miss me. Besides, you don’t need
to eat.”
“But I like
to,” protested the Dog, pacing backwards and
forwards,
nimbly avoiding the chunks of ice that had fallen
from the spur
of the glacier and were now blocking their further
progress along
the tunnel.
“Just find the
way, please,” instructed Lirael. “Use your
famous nose.”
“Aye, aye,
Captain,” said the Dog with resignation. She
started
climbing up the tumbled ice, claws leaving deep, melting
cuts. “The
drill-grub bore is right at the top.”
Lirael bounded
up after her, enjoying the almost liquid feel
of being an
ice otter in movement. Of course, when she stopped
wearing the
Charter-skin, that memory of liquid movement
would make her
stumble and jerk for a few minutes, till her
mind realized
it was connecting with different muscles.
The Disreputable
Dog was already scrabbling into the
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drill-grub’s
hole—a perfectly cylindrical bore about three feet
in diameter
that cut straight through the ice barrier. That was
only a
medium-sized grub’s bore. The big ones were more than
ten feet
across. The grubs were rare now, in all sizes. Lirael was
probably one
of the few inhabitants of the Clayr’s Glacier who
had ever seen
one.
In fact, she
had seen two, many years apart. Both times the
Dog had smelt
them first, so they had had time to get out of
the way. The
grubs weren’t dangerous, at least intentionally,
but they were
slow to react, and their rotating, multiple jaws
chewed up
anything in their path: ice, rock, or slow-moving
human.
The Dog
slipped for a moment, but didn’t slide back, as a
real dog
probably would have. Lirael noticed that her canine
friend’s claws
had grown to twice their normal length to cope
with the ice.
Definitely not something a real dog could do, but
Lirael had
long since come to terms with the fact that she didn’t
really know
what the Dog was. That she had been born of both
Charter and
Free Magic there was no doubt, but Lirael didn’t
care to dwell
on that. Whatever the Dog was, she was Lirael’s
one true
friend and had proved her loyalty a hundred times and
more in the
past four and a half years.
Despite her
magical origins, the Dog’s smell was all too like
a real dog’s,
Lirael thought, particularly when she was wet.
Like now, when
Lirael’s wrinkling otter-nose was pressed up
against the
Dog’s hind legs and tail as she followed her through
the bore.
Fortunately, the tunnel wasn’t long, and Lirael forgot
the Dog’s odor
as she saw that there wasn’t just more boring
tunnel on the
other side. She could see the glow of a Charter-
Magicked
ceiling, and some sort of tiled wall.
“It’s old,
this room,” announced the Dog, as they slid out of
the bore and
onto the pale blue and yellow tiles of the chamber
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floor. Both
shook off the ice with a wriggle, Lirael copying the
Dog’s
expressive shiver from shoulder to tail.
“Yes,” agreed
Lirael, suppressing an urge to scratch herself
vigorously
around the neck. The Charter-skin was fraying
already, and
she would need it to go back through the bore and
the tunnel.
Forcing her clawed forepaws to be still, she tried to
concentrate on
the room, hampered by her otterish vision, with
its different
field of view and lack of color.
The room was
lit by common Charter marks for light,
glowing in the
ceiling, though Lirael immediately saw that they
were faded,
and much older than most such marks would last.
A desk of some
deep red wood took up one corner, but without
a chair. Empty
bookcases lined one wall, glass doors shut.
Charter marks
for repelling dust moved endlessly across them
like the sheen
of oil on water.
There was a
door on the far wall, of that same reddish
wood, studded
with tiny golden stars, golden towers, and silver
keys. The
golden stars were the seven-pointed variety that were
the emblem of
the Clayr, and the golden tower was the blazon
of the Kingdom
itself. The silver key Lirael did not know,
though it was
not an uncommon sigil. Many cities and towns
used silver
keys in their blazons.
She could feel
considerable magic in the door. Charter
marks of
locking and warding ran with the grain of the wood,
and there were
other marks, too, describing something Lirael
couldn’t quite
grasp.
She started
towards it to see what they were, all her itchiness
forgotten, but
the Dog put herself in the way, as if curbing
an exuberant
puppy.
“Don’t!” she
yelped. “It has a guard-sending on it, who
would only see—and
slay—an ice otter. You must approach in
normal form
and let it sense your blood untainted.”
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“Oh,” said
Lirael, slumping down, slim head resting on her
forepaws,
glittering dark eyes focused on the door. “But if I
change back,
it’ll take me at least half the night to make a new
Charter-skin.
We’ll miss dinner—and the midnight rounds.”
“Some things,”
the Dog said portentously, “are worth
missing dinner
for.”
“And the
rounds?” asked Lirael. “It’ll be the second time
this week.
Even if it is my birthday,
it will be extra kitchen duty
for me—”
“I like you
having extra kitchen duty,” replied the Dog,
licking her
lips, and then licking Lirael’s face for good measure.
“Eeerrggh!”
exclaimed Lirael. She still hesitated, thinking
not only of
the extra kitchen duty but also the lecture that
would
accompany it from Aunt Kirrith.
But just over
there, the door of stars and towers and keys
beckoned. . .
.
Lirael shut
her eyes and began to think of the sequence
of Charter
marks that would unravel the otter-skin, her mind
dipping into
the never-ending flow of the Charter, picking out
a mark here, a
symbol there, weaving them into a spell. In just
a few minutes
she would be plain Lirael again, with her long,
unruly black
hair so unlike that of her blond- and brownhaired
cousins; her
pointy chin so much sharper than their
round faces;
her pale skin that would never tan, not even in the
harsh sunlight
reflecting off the glacial ice; and her brown eyes,
when all the
Clayr had blue or green. . . .
The
Disreputable Dog watched her change, the ice-otter
skin glowing
with crawling Charter marks that spun and wove
till they
became a tornado of light, shining brighter and
brighter and
spinning faster and faster till it vanished. A slight
young woman
stood there, frowning, eyes tightly shut. Before
her eyes
opened, her hands ran over her body, checking that
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the red
waistcoat was there, with dagger, whistle, and clockwork
emergency
mouse. In some of Lirael’s early Charterskins,
all her
clothes had fallen off in pieces when she’d
shucked the
skin, every seam unpicked in an instant.
“Good,” said
the Disreputable Dog. “Now we can try the
door.”
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Chapter Twenty-One
Beyond the Doors
Lirael took two steps
towards the red wood door,
then stopped,
as Charter Magic flared and swirled before her
and a fierce
yellow light shone from the door-frame, forcing
her to duck
her head and blink.
When she
looked up, a Charter-sending stood in front of
the door—a
creature of spell-flesh and magic-bone, conjured
for a specific
purpose. Not one of the passive Library helpers,
but a guard of
human shape, though much taller and broader
than any
living man, clad in silver mail, a closed steel helm
hiding
whatever face the spell had wrought. Its sword was in
its hand,
outthrust, held steady as a statue, the point a few
inches from
Lirael’s bare throat. Unlike their spell-flesh, the
weapons or
tools of sendings were always made to be completely
tangible.
Sometimes, as Lirael suspected was the case
with this
sword, they were even harder, sharper, and more
dangerous than
they would be if wrought of steel rather than
magic.
The sending
held the sword extended for a few seconds without
a waver. Then,
so quickly she didn’t see it move, the point
flicked
against Lirael’s throat—just enough to break the skin,
capturing a
single bead of blood on the very tip of the blade.
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of Wood and Stone
Lirael gulped
down a startled cry but remained frozen,
fearful that
it would strike again if she flinched. She knew
much of the
lore of sendings, having continued her studies even
after
“creating” the Dog. But she could not gauge the true purpose
of this one.
For the first time since she had gone to confront
the Stilken,
she felt afraid, and the chill dread of Charter
Magic gone
wrong welled up inside her bones.
The sending
lifted its sword again, and Lirael did flinch this
time, unable
to control the twitch of fright. But the guard was
simply making
that drop of blood run down the gutter of the
blade in a
slow, stately roll, like a bead of oil, not leaving a
trace on the
Charter-woven steel. After what seemed an age,
the bead
reached the hilt and sank into the crossguard like
butter into
toast.
Behind Lirael,
the Dog let out a long, half-woofed sigh,
even as the
sending saluted with the sword—and broke apart,
the Charter
symbols that had made it momentarily real spinning
out into the
air before fading away into nothingness. In a
few seconds,
no sign of the sending remained.
Lirael
realized she’d been holding her breath, and let it out
with a
relieved whoosh. She touched her neck, expecting to feel
the unpleasant
wetness of blood. But there was nothing, no cut,
not even a
slight unevenness in the skin.
The Dog’s
snout nudged her behind the knee. Then the
hound slipped
past and grinned back at her.
“Well, you
passed that test,” she said. “You can open the
door now.”
“I’m not sure
I want to,” replied Lirael thoughtfully, still
fingering her
neck. “Maybe we should go back.”
“What!”
exclaimed the Dog, her ears sticking up in disbelief.
“Not look?
Since when have you become Miss We
Shouldn’t Be
Here?”
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“It could have
cut my throat,” said Lirael, her voice trembling.
“It nearly
did.”
The
Disreputable Dog rolled her eyes and collapsed onto
her front paws
in exasperation. “It was only testing you,
to make sure
you have the Blood. You’re a Daughter of the
Clayr—no
Charter-made creature would harm you. Though as
the greater
world is full of danger, you’d better start getting
used to the
idea that you can’t give up at the first thing that
scares you!”
“Am I a
Daughter of the Clayr?” whispered Lirael, tears
starting in
her eyes. She had held her sorrow in all year, but it
was always
worst on her birthday. Now it could not be
repressed. She
crouched down and hugged the Dog, ignoring
the damp reek
of dog-smell. “I’m nineteen and I still haven’t
got the Sight.
I don’t look like everyone else. When that sending
put out its
sword, I suddenly realized that it knew. It knew
I’m not a
Clayr, and it was going to kill me.”
“But it
didn’t, because you are a Clayr, idiot,” said the Dog,
quite gently.
“You’ve seen the hunting dogs, how every now
and then one
will be born with floppy ears or have a brown
back instead
of gold. They’re still part of the pack. You’re just
a floppy-ear.”
“But I can’t
See the future!” cried Lirael. “Would the pack
accept a dog
that couldn’t smell?”
“You can
smell,” said the Dog, rather illogically. She licked
Lirael’s
cheek. “Besides, you have other gifts. None of the
others are
half the Charter Mage you are, are they?”
“No,”
whispered Lirael. “But Charter Magic doesn’t
count. It’s the
Sight that makes the Clayr. Without it, I am
nothing.”
“Well, perhaps
there are other things you can learn,”
encouraged the
Dog. “You might find something else—”
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“What? Like an
interest in embroidery?” Lirael said in a
depressed
monotone, cradling her head in her tear-dampened
forearms. “Or
perhaps you think I should take up leatherwork?”
“That,” said
the Dog, her voice losing all sympathy, “is
self-pity, and
there’s only one way to deal with it.”
“What?” asked
Lirael sullenly.
“This,” said
the Dog, lunging forward and nipping her
quite sharply
on the leg.
“Ow!” Lirael
shrieked, leaping up and stumbling against
the door.
“What did you do that for?”
“You were
being pathetic,” said the Dog, as Lirael rubbed
the spot on
her calf where visible tooth-marks indented her soft
wool leggings.
“Now you’re just cross, which is an improvement.”
Lirael eyed
the Dog balefully but didn’t answer, because she
couldn’t think
of anything to say that wouldn’t—quite accurately—
be seen as
sulky or bad-tempered. Besides, she remembered
a particular
dog bite from her seventeenth birthday and
had no desire
to add a nineteenth-birthday scar.
The Dog stared
back, her head tilted to one side, ears
cocked,
waiting for some sort of reply. Lirael knew from experience
that the Dog
could sit like that for hours if necessary,
and gave up
the struggle to maintain her self-pity. Clearly, the
Dog just
didn’t understand how important it was to have the
Sight.
“So—how do I
open this?” asked Lirael.
Without
realizing it, she’d been leaning against the door,
catching her
balance there after the nip-assisted leap. She could
feel the
Charter Magic in it, warm and rhythmic under the
palm of her
hand, moving in slow counterpoint to the pulse in
her wrist and
neck.
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“Give it a
push,” suggested the Dog, moving closer, sniffing
at the crack
where the door met the floor. “The sending
probably
unlocked it for you.”
Lirael
shrugged and placed both palms against the door.
Curiously, the
metal studs seemed to have moved while she
wasn’t
looking. They had been all mixed up but were now
sorted into
three distinct patterns, though there was no obvious
meaning to
them. Lirael wasn’t sure which particular symbols
were under her
palms, though she could feel them leaving an
imprint on her
skin.
Even the metal
studs were impregnated with Charter symbols,
Lirael felt.
She didn’t know precisely what they were, but
it was clear
the door was a major work of magic, the result of
many months of
superior spell-casting and equally masterful
metalwork and
carpentry.
She pushed
once, and the door groaned. She pushed more
forcefully,
and it suddenly slid back like a concertina, separating
into seven
distinct panels. Lirael didn’t notice that as this
happened, one
of the three symbols completely disappeared,
leaving only
two types of studs visible. She was overcome by a
sudden surge
of Charter Magic that flowed out of the door and
somehow into
Lirael herself. She felt it coursing through her,
infusing her
with a heady happiness she had not felt since the
Disreputable
Dog had first come to banish her loneliness. It
swam in her
blood, sparked in her breath—then it was gone,
and she
staggered against the door-frame. At the same time,
the impression
of the studs on her hands faded before she could
see what they
meant.
“Whew!” she
said, shaking her head, one hand unconsciously
feeling for
the comforting bulk of the Dog at her side.
“What was
that?”
“The Door just
said hello,” replied the Dog. Slipping from
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Lirael’s
grasp, she was already questing ahead, paws clicking
as she essayed
the first steps of a flight that spun downwards
into the
mountain.
“What do you
mean?” asked Lirael. The Dog’s upthrust,
wagging tail
whisked down and around the curve of the spiral.
“How can a
door say hello? Wait! Wait for me!”
The
Disreputable Dog wasn’t known for listening to commands,
requests, or
even entreaties, but she was waiting about
twenty steps
lower down. There were fewer Charter marks
providing
light here, and the steps were covered in dark moss.
Clearly no one
had passed this way for a very long time.
She looked up
as Lirael reached her, then immediately took
off down the
steps again, easily re-establishing her twenty-step
lead, and was
once again lost to sight, though Lirael could hear
her paws
steadily clicking down the steps.
Lirael sighed
and followed more slowly, not trusting the
moss-covered
stair. There was something farther down that she
didn’t quite
like, and she felt oppressed by some sense of unease,
below the
level of consciousness. A sort of vaguely unpleasant
pressure that
was increasing with every downwards step.
The Dog
waited, at least momentarily, eight more times before
they reached
the bottom of the deep stairs. Lirael guessed
they were now
more than four hundred yards deeper under
the mountain
than she had ever been before. There were no ice
intrusions
here, either, adding to her feeling of strangeness. It
wasn’t like
any other part of the Clayr’s domain.
It kept
getting darker, too, the lower they went, the old
Charter marks
for light fading till there were only a few
flickering
here and there. Whoever had built this stair had
started from
the bottom, Lirael realized, looking at the marks.
The lower ones
were much older and had not been replaced
for centuries.
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Normally, she
didn’t mind the darkness, but it was different
here, deep in
the mountain. Lirael called up a light herself,
two bright
Charter marks of illumination that she wove into
her hair, to
send a bobbing fall of light ahead of her as she
descended.
At the bottom
of the stairs, the Dog was scratching the
back of her
ear in front of another Charter-bound door. This
one was of
stone, and there were some letters carved into it,
large,
deep-cut letters using the Middle Alphabet, as well as the
Charter
symbols only a Charter Mage could see.
Lirael bent
closer to read them, then recoiled, turned to the
steps, and
tried to run away. Somehow the Dog got between
her legs,
tripping her. Lirael fell and lost control of her light
spell, and the
bright marks went out, twisting back into the
endless flow
of the Charter.
For a moment
of pure panic, she scrabbled in the darkness,
heading for
what she thought were the steps. Then her fingers
met the soft,
wet nose of the Dog, and she saw a faint, spectral
glow outlining
the shape of her canine companion.
“That was
smart,” said the Dog in the darkness, moving
closer to
woofle wetly in Lirael’s ear. “I take it you didn’t suddenly
remember a pie
in the oven?”
“The door,”
whispered Lirael, making no effort to get up.
“It’s a grave
door. To a crypt.”
“Is it?”
“It’s got my
name on it,” muttered Lirael.
There was a
long pause. Then the Dog said, “So you think
someone went
to all the trouble to make you a crypt a thousand
years ago on
the off chance you might turn up one day,
walk in, and
have a convenient heart attack?”
“No . . .”
There was
another long pause, and then the Dog said,
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“Presuming
that this actually is the door to a crypt, may I ask
how rare the
name Lirael is?”
“Well, I think
there was a great-aunt I’m named after, and
there was
another one before her—”
“So if it is a
crypt, it’s probably that of some long-ago
Lirael,” the
Dog suggested kindly. “But what makes you think
it is a crypt
door, anyway? I seem to recall there were two
words on the
door. And the second one didn’t look like ‘grave’
or ‘crypt.’”
“What did it
say, then?” asked Lirael, wearily standing up,
already
mentally reaching for the Charter marks that would
give her
light, hands ready to sketch them in the air. She
couldn’t even
remember reading the second word, but didn’t
want to admit
to the Dog that she’d just had the overwhelming
feeling that
it was a crypt. That feeling, combined with
seeing her own
name, had created a moment of total panic,
when her only
thought was to get out, to get back to the safety
of the
Library.
“Something
quite different,” said the Dog with satisfaction,
as light
bloomed from Lirael’s fingertips, falling cleanly
on the door.
This time,
Lirael looked long at the carved letters, her
hands touching
the deep-etched stone. Her forehead wrinkled
as she read
the words again and again, as if she couldn’t quite
put the
letters together into a sensible word.
“I don’t
understand,” she said finally. “The second word
is ‘path.’ It
says ‘Lirael’s Path’!”
“Guess you
should go through, then,” said the Dog, unperturbed
by the sign.
“Even if you’re not the Lirael whose
path it is,
you are a Lirael, which in my book is a pretty good
excuse—”
“Dog. Shut
up,” said Lirael, thinking. If this gate was the
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beginning of a
path named for her, it had been made at least a
thousand years
ago. Which was not impossible, for the Clayr
sometimes had
visions of such far-distant futures. Or possible
futures, as
they called them, for the future was apparently like
a
many-branching stream, splitting, converging, and splitting
again. Much of
the Clayr’s training, at least as far as Lirael
knew, was in
working out which possible future was the most
likely—or the
most desirable.
But there was
a catch to the notion that the long-ago Clayr
had Seen
Lirael, because the Clayr of the present time couldn’t
See Lirael’s
future at all and had never been able to do so. Sanar
and Ryelle had
told her that even when the Nine Day Watch
tried to See
her, there was nothing. Lirael’s future was impenetrable,
as was her
present. No Clayr had ever Seen her, not
even in a
chance-found minute showing her in the Library, or
asleep in bed
a month hence. Once again she was different, not
able to See
and also Unseen.
If even the
Nine Day Watch couldn’t See her, Lirael
thought, how
could the Clayr of a thousand years past know
she would come
this way? And why would they build not only
this door but
also the stairs? It was far more likely that this
path was named
for one of her ancestors, some other Lirael of
long ago.
That made her
feel better about opening the door. She
leaned
forward, pushing with both hands against the cold
stone. Charter
Magic flowed in this door, too, but it did not
leap into her,
instead just pulsing gently against her skin. It was
like an old
dog by the fire, content to be stroked, knowing it
need not
obviously show delight.
The door moved
slowly inwards, resisting her push, with
a
long-drawn-out screech of stone on stone. Colder air flowed
from the other
side, ruffling Lirael’s hair, making the Charter
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lights dance.
There was a damp smell, too, and the strange,
oppressive feeling
Lirael had encountered on the stairs grew
stronger, like
the beginning buzz of a toothache that heralds
future pain.
A vast chamber
lay beyond the door, space stretching up
and out,
seemingly endless, beyond the pool of light around her.
A cavern, measureless
in the dark, perhaps going on forever.
Lirael stepped
in and looked up, up into darkness, till her
neck ached,
and her eyes slowly grew accustomed to the
gloom. Strange
luminescence, not from Charter Magic lights,
shone in
patches here and there, rising up so high that the farthest
glow was like
a distant swathe of stars in the night. Still
looking up,
Lirael realized that she stood at the bottom of a
deep rift that
stretched up almost to the very pinnacle of
Starmount
itself. She looked across and saw that she stood on
a broad ledge,
and the rift continued past it, down into still
deeper
darkness, perhaps even to the root of the world itself.
With that
sight came recognition, for she knew only one chasm
so narrow and
so deep. Much higher up, it was spanned by
closed
bridges. Lirael had crossed it almost unknowingly many
times, but had
never seen its terrifying depth.
“I know this
place,” said Lirael, her voice small and echoing.
“We’re in the
bottom of the Rift, aren’t we?”
She hesitated,
then added, “The burial place of the Clayr.”
The
Disreputable Dog nodded but didn’t say anything.
“You knew,
didn’t you?” continued Lirael, still looking
up. She
couldn’t see them, but she knew the higher reaches of
the Rift were
pockmarked with small caves, each one holding
the mortal
remains of a past Clayr. Generations of dead, carefully
tucked away in
this vertical cemetery. In a weird way,
she could feel
the presence of the graves, or the dead inside
them . . . or
something.
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Her mother was
not there, for she had died alone in some
foreign land,
far from the Clayr, too far for the body to be
returned. But
Filris rested here, as did others whom Lirael had
known.
“It is
a crypt,” she said, looking sternly at the Dog. “I
knew it.”
“Actually it’s
more of an ossuary,” the Dog began. “I
understand
that when a Clayr Sees her death, she is lowered
down by rope
to a suitable ledge, where she digs her own—”
“They do not!”
interrupted Lirael, shocked. “They only
know when, to
some degree. And Pallimor and the gardeners
usually
prepare the caves. Aunt Kirrith says it’s very ill-bred to
want to dig
your own cave—”
She stopped
suddenly and whispered, “Dog? Am I here
because
they’ve Seen me die and I have to dig my own cave
because I’m
ill-bred?”
“I’m going to
have to bite you properly if you keep up that
nonsense,”
growled the Dog. “Why this sudden preoccupation
with dying,
anyway?”
“Because I can
feel it, feel it all around me,” muttered
Lirael.
“Particularly here.”
“That’s
because the doorways to Death are ajar where
many people
have died, or where many lie buried,” said the
Dog absently.
“The Blood mixes a little, so there are always
Clayr who are
sensitive to Death. That’s what you feel. You
shouldn’t be
afraid of it.”
“I’m not,
really,” replied Lirael, puzzled. “It’s like an ache
or an itch. It
makes me want to do something. Scratch it. Make
it go away.”
“You don’t
know any necromancy, do you?”
“Of course
not! That’s Free Magic. It’s forbidden.”
“Not
necessarily. Clayr have dabbled in Free Magic before,
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and some still
do,” said the Dog in a distracted manner. She’d
caught the
scent of something and was snuffling vigorously
around
Lirael’s feet.
“Who dabbles
in Free Magic?” asked Lirael. The Dog didn’t
answer but
continued to sniff around Lirael’s feet. “What can
you smell?”
“Magic,” said
the Dog, looking up for a second before
resuming her
snuffle, roaming out in an ever-increasing circle.
“Old, old
magic. Hidden here, in the depths of the world. How
very, very . .
. yow!”
Her last words
ended in a yelp as a sudden sheet of flame
sprang up
across the rift, heat and light exploding everywhere.
Lirael,
totally unprepared, staggered back, falling across the
open doorway.
An instant later, the Dog collided with her,
smelling
distinctly singed.
Inside the
fiery wall, forms began to take shape, humanoid
figures that
flexed arms and legs within the flame. Charter
marks roared
and swam in the yellow-blue-red inferno, flowing
too fast for
Lirael to see what they were.
Then the
figures stepped out of the flames, warriors composed
entirely of
fire, their swords white-hot and brilliant.
“Do
something!” barked the Dog.
But Lirael
just kept staring at the advancing warriors, mesmerized
by the flames
that flickered through their bodies. They
were all part
of one great Charter-spell, she saw, one enormously
powerful
sending made up of many parts. A guardiansending,
like the one
on the red wood door . . .
Lirael stood
up, patted the Dog once on the head, and
walked out,
straight towards the ferocious heat and the
guardians with
their swords of flame.
“I am Lirael,”
she said, investing her speech with the
Charter marks
of truth and clarity. “A Daughter of the Clayr.”
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Her words hung
in the air for a moment, cutting through
the buzz and
crackle of the fiery sendings. Then the guardians
raised their
swords as if in salute—and a wave of even more
intense heat
rolled forward, robbing Lirael’s lungs of air. She
choked,
coughed, took one step back . . . and fainted.
When she came
to, the Disreputable Dog’s tongue was just
about to lick
her face. For about the tenth time, judging from
the thick film
of dog saliva on her cheek.
“What
happened?” she asked, quickly looking around.
There were no
fires now, no burning guardians, but small
Charter marks
for light twinkled all around her like tiny stars.
“They burnt up
your air when they saluted. I think that
whoever
created those sendings expected people to identify
themselves
from the door,” said the Dog, attempting another
lick, only to
be fended off. “Or else they were particularly
stupid
sendings. Still, at least one of them had the good grace
to throw out a
handful of these little lights. Some of your hair
has been burnt
off, by the way.”
“Curse it!”
exclaimed Lirael, examining the singed ends
of her hair,
where they stuck out from under her scarf. “Aunt
Kirrith will
notice that for sure! I’ll have to tell her I leant over
a candle or
something. Speaking of Kirrith, we’d better start
back.”
“Not yet!”
protested the Dog. “Not after all this effort.
Besides, the
lights mark a path. Look! That must be it. Lirael’s
Path!”
Lirael sat up
and looked where the Dog was pointing—
in the classic
pose, one foreleg up and snout eagerly forward.
Sure enough,
there was a path of tiny, twinkling Charter lights,
leading
farther along the ledge, to where the Rift narrowed
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into an even
more ominous darkness.
“We really
should go back,” she said, half-heartedly. The
path of lights
was there, beckoning. The sendings had let her
past. There
must be something at the other end worth getting
to. Maybe even
something that would help her gain the gift
of Sight, she
thought, helpless against that longing, the tiny
hope that
still lived inside her heart. All her years of searching
in the Library
had not helped her. Perhaps it would be otherwise,
here in the
ancient heart of the Clayr’s realm.
“Come on,
then,” she said, pushing herself up with a groan.
Burnt hair and
bruises—that was all she’d found so far. “What
are you
waiting for?”
“You go
first,” retorted the Dog. “My nose still hurts from
your stupid
relatives’ blazing doormen.”
The path of
lights led farther along the ledge, and the Rift
narrowed, the
rock walls closing in, till Lirael could reach out
and run her
fingers along the cold, wet stone on either side of
her. She
stopped doing that when she discovered that the luminescence
came from a
damp fungus that made her fingertips
glow and smell
like rotten cabbage.
As the way
grew narrower, it also descended farther into
the mountain,
and a chill dankness banished the last remnants
of heat from
Lirael’s scorched face. There was also a sound, a
deep rumbling
that vibrated up through her feet, getting louder
as they walked
on. At first, Lirael thought she was imagining
it, that
perhaps it was part of what the Dog called her sense of
Death. Then
she realized what it was: the full-throated roar
of rushing
water.
“We must be
near an underground river or something,” she
said,
nervously raising her voice to counter the rising roar of
the water.
Like most of the Clayr, she could barely swim, and
her experience
of rivers was confined to the awesome ice-melt
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torrents that
raged from the glacier every Spring.
“We are almost
upon it,” replied the Dog, who could see
farther in the
glow of the star-lined path. “As the poet had it:
“Swift
river born in deepest night,
Rushing
forth to catch the light.
Deep
ice and dark its swaddling cloth,
The
Kingdom’s foes will feel its wroth.
Till
mighty Ratterlin spends its strength,
In
the Delta at full length.
“Hmmm . . . I
may have forgotten a line there. Let’s see,
‘Swift river—’
”
“The
Ratterlin’s source is here?” interrupted Lirael, pointing
ahead. “I
thought it was just meltwater. I didn’t know it
had a source.”
“There is a
spring,” replied the Dog, after a pause. “A very
old spring. In
the heart of the mountain, in the deepest dark.
Stop!”
Lirael obeyed,
one hand instinctively clutching at the loose
fold of skin
on the Dog’s neck, just behind her collar.
At first she
didn’t understand why the Dog had stopped
her, till the
hound led her on, a few more cautious steps. With
those steps,
the sound of the river suddenly became a thundering
roar, and cold
spray slapped her in the face.
They had come
to the river. The path ahead was a slender,
slippery
bridge of wet stone that stretched out twenty paces or
more, to end
in yet another door. The bridge had no rails, and
was less than
two feet wide. Its narrowness, and the rushing
water below,
were a clear indication that it was designed to be
a barrier to
the Dead. Nothing of that kind could cross here.
Lirael looked
at the bridge, the door, then down at the
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dark, rushing
water, feeling both fear and a terrible fascination.
The constant
motion of the water and the incessant roar
were
mesmerizing, but finally she managed to tear her gaze
away. She
looked at the Dog, and though her words were halfdrowned
by the crash
of the river, exclaimed, “I am not going
to cross
that!”
The Dog
ignored her, and Lirael started to repeat herself.
But the words
stayed on her tongue as Lirael saw that the Dog’s
paws had grown
twice as large as usual, and flattened out. She
also looked
quite smug.
“I bet you’ve
even grown suckers,” shouted Lirael, shuddering
with distaste
at the thought. “Like an octopus.”
“Of course I
have,” the Dog shouted back, lifting one paw
with a
squelching pop that Lirael could hear even over the
river’s roar.
“This looks like a very treacherous bridge.”
“Yes, it
does,” bawled Lirael, looking at the bridge again.
Clearly the
Dog intended to cross, and with her sucker-footed
help, Lirael
guessed, crossing would go from impossible to
merely
dangerous. Sighing, she bent down and took off her
shoes, eyes
blinking against the constant spray. After tying the
laces of her
soft leather ankle-boots through her belt, she wriggled
her toes on
the stone. It was very cold, but Lirael was
relieved to
feel faint cross-hatching that she hadn’t seen in the
dim light.
That would give her some grip.
“I wonder what
this bridge was designed to keep out,” she
said,
carefully slipping her fingers under the Dog’s collar, feeling
the comforting
buzz of the Charter Magic there and the
even more
comforting bulk of a well-balanced dog.
They had only
taken the first step when Lirael voiced her
second
thought, her words inaudible with the river’s bellow all
around them.
“Or what it
was designed to keep in.”
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Chapter Twenty-Two
Power of Three
The door at the
far end of the bridge opened as soon
as Lirael
touched it. Once again, she felt Charter Magic flow
into her, but
it was not the friendly touch of the upper door, or
the quiet
recognition of the stone portal at the entrance to the
Rift. This one
was more like a wary examination, followed by
immediate, but
not necessarily friendly, recognition.
Under her
hand, the Dog shivered as the door swung open.
Lirael felt
the tremor and wondered why, till she caught the
distinctive,
corrosive scent of Free Magic. It was coming from
somewhere
ahead, strangely overlaid with Charter Magic that
bound and
contained it.
“Free Magic,”
whispered Lirael, hesitating. But the Dog
continued to
move forward, dragging her along. Reluctantly,
Lirael
followed her through the doorway.
As soon as
Lirael passed the threshold, the door slammed
shut behind
her. In an instant, the roar of the river was cut off.
So was the
light from the Charter-marked trail. It was dark,
darker than
any darkness Lirael had ever known, a true dark
in which it
was suddenly difficult to even imagine light. The
darkness
pressed upon Lirael, making her doubt her own
senses. Only
the Dog’s warm skin under her hand told her that
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she was still
standing, that the room had not changed, and the
floor had not
tilted.
“Don’t move,”
whispered the Dog, and Lirael felt a canine
snout briefly
press against her leg, as if the spoken warning
weren’t
enough.
The smell of
Free Magic grew stronger. Lirael pinched her
nose with one
hand, trying not to breathe anything in, while
her other hand
went to the clockwork emergency mouse in her
waistcoat
pocket. Not that it was likely that even this clever
device could
find its way from here to the Library.
She could feel
Charter Magic building, too, strong marks
floating in
the air like pollen, their usual internal light dampened.
She could
sense Charter and Free Magic working together,
winding and
twisting about her, weaving some spell she couldn’t
even begin to
identify.
Fear began to
knot in Lirael’s stomach, slowly spreading to
paralyze her
lungs. She wanted to breathe, to force air slowly
in and out, to
calm herself with the steadiness of her own
breath. But
the air was heavy with strange magic, magic she
could
not—would not—breathe in.
Then lights
began to sparkle in the air; tiny, fragile balls of
light made up
of hundreds of hair-thin spines, like luminous
dandelion
clocks, wafting about on some breeze Lirael couldn’t
feel. With the
lights, the taint of Free Magic abated, the Charter
Magic began to
strengthen, and Lirael took a slight, cautious
breath.
In the
strangely mottled, constantly changing light, Lirael
saw that she
was in an octagonal chamber. A large room, but
not of cold,
carved stone as she’d expected, here in the heart
of the
mountain. The walls were tiled in a delicate pattern of
golden stars,
towers, and silver keys. The ceiling was plastered
and painted
with a night sky, full of black, rain-fat clouds
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advancing upon
seven bright and shining stars. And there was
carpet under
her bare feet, Lirael realized. A deep blue carpet,
soft and warm
under her toes after the cold, wet stone of the
bridge.
In the middle
of the room, a redwood table stood in solitary
splendor, its
slender legs ending in silver, three-toed feet.
On its rich,
polished surface there were three items, arranged in
a line: a
small metal case about the size of Lirael’s palm; a set
of what looked
like metal panpipes; and a book, bound in deep
blue leather
with silver clasps. The table, or the items on it, were
clearly the
focal point for the magic, for the dandelion lights
swarmed
thickest there, creating an effect like luminous fog.
“Off you go,
then,” said the Dog, sitting back on her
haunches.
“That looks like what we’ve come for.”
“What do you
mean?” asked Lirael suspiciously, drawing
a series of
deep and calming breaths. She felt reasonably safe
now, but there
was a lot of magic in the room that she didn’t
know, and she
couldn’t even begin to guess what it was for or
where it came
from. And she could still taste Free Magic at the
back of her
mouth and on her tongue, a cold iron tang that just
wouldn’t go
away.
“The doors
opened for you; the path lit up for you; the
guardians here
didn’t destroy you,” said the Dog, nuzzling
Lirael’s open
hand with her cold, damp nose. She looked up at
Lirael
knowingly and added, “Whatever’s on that table must
be meant for
you. Which equally means it’s not meant for me.
So I’m going
to sit down here. Or lie down, actually. Wake me
up when it’s
time to go.”
With that, the
Dog stretched luxuriously, yawned, and lowered
herself to the
carpet. Comfortably settled on her side, she
swished her
tail a few times and then, to all appearances, fell
deeply asleep.
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“Oh, Dog!”
exclaimed Lirael. “You can’t sleep now!
What’ll I do
if something bad happens?”
The Dog opened
one eye and said, with the least possible
jaw movement,
“Wake me up, of course.”
Lirael looked
down at the sleeping Dog, then over at the
table. The
Stilken was the worst thing she’d encountered in
the Library.
But she’d found other dangerous things over the
past few
years—fell creatures, old Charter-spells that had
unraveled or
become unpredictable, mechanical traps, even
poisoned book
bindings. All these were the regular hazards of
a librarian’s
life, but nothing like what she faced now. Whatever
these items
were, they were guarded more heavily, and
with stranger
and more powerful magic, than anything Lirael
had ever seen.
Whatever magic
was concentrated here was very old, too,
Lirael
realized. The walls, the floor, the ceiling, the carpet, the
table—even the
air in the room—were saturated with layer
upon layer of
Charter marks, some of them at least a thousand
years old. She
could feel them moving everywhere, mixing and
changing. When
she closed her eyes for a moment, the room
felt almost
like a Charter Stone, a source of Charter Magic
rather than
just a place upon which many spells had been cast.
But that was
impossible, at least as far as she knew. . . .
Suddenly made
dizzy by the thought, Lirael opened her
eyes again.
Charter marks flowed against her skin, into her
breath, swam
in her blood. Free Magic floated between the
marks. The
dandelion lights spread out towards her like tendrils,
wrapped gently
around her waist, and slowly reeled her
in towards the
table.
The magic and
the lights made her feel light-headed and
dazed, as if
she’d woken from the final moments of a dream.
Lirael fought
the feeling for a moment, but it was a pleasant
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feeling, not
at all threatening. She let the sleeping Dog lie and
walked forward
slowly, swathed in light.
Then she was
suddenly at the table, with no memory of
crossing the
intervening space. Her hands were resting on the
cool, polished
surface of the table. As could be expected of a
Second
Assistant Librarian, she reached for the book first, her
fingers touching
the silver clasp that held it shut as she read the
title embossed
in silver type upon the spine: The Book of
Remembrance
and Forgetting.
Lirael undid
the clasp, feeling Charter Magic there, too,
noting the
marks that chased each other across the silver surface
and deep in
the metal itself. Marks of binding and closing,
burning and
destruction.
But the clasp
was open by the time she realized what the
marks were,
and she stood unharmed. Carefully, she turned
back the cover
and the title page, the crisp, leaf-thin paper
turning
easily. There were Charter marks inside the pages, put
there at the
time of the paper’s making. And Free Magic, constrained
and channeled
into place. Magic of both kinds lay in
the boards and
leather of the cover, and even in the glue and
stitching of
the spine.
Most of all,
there was magic and power in the type. In the
past, Lirael
had seen similar, if less powerful, books, like In
the
Skin
of a Lyon. You could never truly finish reading such a
book, for the
contents changed at need, at the original maker’s
whim, or to
suit the phases of the moon or the patterns of the
weather. Some
of the books had contents you couldn’t even
remember till
certain events might come to pass. Invariably,
this was an
act of kindness from the creator of the book, for
such contents
invariably dealt with things that would be a
burden to
recall with every waking day.
The lights
danced around Lirael’s head as she began to
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read, making
shadow patterns from her hair flicker across the
page. She read
the first page, then the next, then the one after.
Soon Lirael
had finished the first chapter, as her hand reached
out every few
minutes to turn the page. Behind her, the Dog’s
heavy, sleepy
breath seemed to match the slow rhythm of the
turning pages.
Hours later,
or even days—for Lirael had lost all knowledge
of time—she
turned what seemed to be the last page and
closed the
book. It latched itself shut, the silver clasp snapping.
Lirael drew
back at the snap but didn’t leave the table.
Instead, she
picked up the panpipes, seven small tubes of
silver,
ranging in size from the length of her little finger to a
little shorter
than her hand. She held the pipes up to her lips,
but didn’t
blow. They were much more than they appeared.
The book had
told her how the pipes were made, and how
they should be
used, and Lirael now knew that the Charter
marks that
moved in the silver were only a veneer on the Free
Magic that
lurked within.
She touched
each of the pipes in turn, smallest to largest,
and whispered
their names to herself before putting the instrument
back on the
table. Then she picked up the last item,
the small
metal case. This was silver, too, etched with pleasing
decorations as
well as Charter marks. The latter were similar
to those on
the book, all threatening retribution if the box were
opened by
someone not of the True Blood. It didn’t say which
particular
blood, but Lirael thought that if the book opened
for her, the
case would, too.
She lightly
touched the catch, recoiling a little as she felt
the heat of
Free Magic blazing within. The case remained shut.
Briefly, she
thought that the book might be wrong, or she might
have misread
the marks, or not have the right blood. She shut
her eyes and
firmly pressed the catch.
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Nothing
terrible happened, but the case shivered in her
hand. Lirael
opened her eyes. The case had sprung open into
two halves,
hinged in the middle. Like a small mirror, to be balanced
on a shelf or
table.
Lirael opened
it completely and placed it, vee-shaped, on
the table. One
side of it was silver, but the other was something
she couldn’t
describe. Where the bright reflective surface of a
mirror would
be, there was a nonreflective rectangle of . . .
nothing. A
piece of absolute darkness, a shape of something
made from the
total absence of light.
The
Book of Remembrance and Forgetting called it a Dark
Mirror, and
Lirael had read, at least in part, how it might be
used. But the
Dark Mirror would not work in this room, or in
any part of
the world of Life. It could be used only in Death,
and Lirael had
no intention of going there, even if the book
professed to
show her how to come back. Death was the
province of
the Abhorsen, not the Clayr, even though the peculiar
use of the
Dark Mirror could possibly be related to the
Clayr’s gift
of Sight.
Lirael snapped
shut the Dark Mirror and laid it on the
table. But her
fingers still rested upon it. She stood there like
that for a
full minute, thinking. Then she picked it up and
slipped it
into her left waistcoat pocket, to join the company
of a pen nib,
a length of waxed string, and a seriously foreshortened
pencil. After
another moment of hesitation, she
picked up the
panpipes and put them in her right pocket with
the clockwork
mouse. Finally, she picked up the Book of
Remembrance
and Forgetting and tucked it into the front of
her waistcoat.
She walked
back to the Disreputable Dog. It was time for
the two of
them to have a very serious talk about what was
going on. The
Book, the Dark Mirror, and the panpipes had
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lain here for
a thousand years or more, waiting in the dark for
someone the
Clayr of long ago had known would come.
Waiting in the
dark for a woman named Lirael.
Waiting for her.
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Chapter Twenty-Three
A Troublesome Season
Prince Sameth stood shivering
on the narrow
sentry walk of
the Palace’s second tallest tower. He was wearing
his heaviest
fur cloak, but the wind still cut through it, and
he couldn’t be
bothered to cast a Charter-spell for warmth. He
half wanted to
catch a cold, because it would mean escaping
from the
training schedule Ellimere had forced upon him.
He was
standing on the sentry walk for two reasons. The
first reason
was that he wanted to look out in the hope that he
would see
either his father or his mother returning. The second
was that he
wanted to avoid Ellimere and everyone else who
wanted to
organize his life.
Sam missed his
parents, not just because they might free
him from
Ellimere’s tyranny. But Sabriel was constantly in
demand away
from Belisaere, flying her red and gold Paperwing
from one
trouble spot to the next. It was a bad winter,
people
repeatedly said in Sam’s hearing, with so much activity
from the Dead
and from Free Magic creatures. Sam always
shivered
inside as they said it, knowing their eyes were on him
and that he
should be studying The Book of the Dead,
preparing
himself to
help his mother.
He should be
studying now, he thought glumly, but he
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continued to
stare out over the frosted roofs of the city and
through the
rising smoke of thousands of cozy fires.
He hadn’t
opened the book at all since Ellimere had given
it to him. The
green and silver volume remained safely locked
in a cupboard
in his workroom. He thought about it every day,
and looked at
it, but couldn’t bring himself to actually read it.
In fact, he
spent the hours he was supposed to be studying
it trying to
work out how he could tell his mother that he
couldn’t. He
couldn’t read the book, and he couldn’t face going
into Death
again.
Ellimere
allowed him two hours a day for study of the
book, or
“Abhorsen prep” as she called it, but Sam did no
reading. He
wrote instead. Speech after speech in which he
tried to
explain his feelings and his fears. Letters to Sabriel.
Letters to
Touchstone. Letters to both parents. All of them
ended up in
the fire.
“I’ll just
tell her,” announced Sam to the wind. He didn’t
speak too
loudly in case the sentry on the far side of the tower
heard him. The
guards already thought he was a miserable
excuse for a
Prince. He didn’t want them thinking he was a
mad Prince as
well.
“No, I’ll tell
Dad, and then he can tell her,” he added after
a moment’s
thought. But Touchstone had barely returned from
Estwael when
he had had to ride south to the Guard Fort at
Barhedrin
Hill, just north of the Wall. There had been reports
that the
Ancelstierrans were allowing groups of Southerling
refugees to
cross the Wall and settle in the Old Kingdom—or
in actuality,
to be killed by the creatures or wild folk who
roamed the
Borderlands. Touchstone had gone to investigate
these reports,
to see what the Ancelstierrans were up to, and
to save any of
the Southerlings who might have survived.
“Stupid
Ancelstierrans,” muttered Sam, kicking the wall.
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Unfortunately,
his other foot slipped on the icy stone, and he
skidded into
the wall, smacking his funny bone.
“Ow!” he
exclaimed, clutching his elbow. “Blast it!”
“You all
right, sir?” asked the guard, who came at a run,
his hob-nailed
boots providing much better purchase than
Sam’s
rabbit-fur slippers. “You don’t want to break a leg.”
Sam scowled.
He knew that the prospect of his dancing
the Bird of
Dawning provided no end of amusement for the
guards. His
sense of self-worth wasn’t helped by their badly
disguised
snickering or the ease with which Ellimere practiced
her own future
role, acting as co-regent with grace and authority—
at least to
everyone except Sam.
Sam’s
stumbling rehearsals for the Bird of Dawning part
in the
Midwinter and Midsummer Festivals was only one of
the many areas
in which he displayed himself as poorer royal
material than
his sister. He couldn’t pretend enthusiasm
for the
dances, he often fell asleep in Petty Court, and while
he knew he was
a very competent swordsman, he somehow
didn’t feel
like stretching his ability at practice with the
guards.
Nor did he
show up well at Perspective. Ellimere always
threw herself
into the task at hand, working like fury. Sam did
quite the
reverse, staring into space and worrying about his
clouded
future, often becoming so engrossed that he stopped
doing whatever
he was supposed to be doing.
“Sir, are you
all right?” the guard repeated.
Sam blinked.
There, he was doing it again. Staring into
space while he
thought about staring into space.
“Yes, thank
you,” he said, flexing his gloved fingers.
“Slipped. Hit
my funny bone.”
“See anything
interesting out there?” asked the guard. His
name was Brel,
Sam remembered. Quite a friendly guard, not
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one who
stifled a smile every time Sam walked past in his Bird
of Dawning
costume.
“No,” replied
Sam, shaking his head. He looked out again,
down into the
interior of the city. The Midwinter Festival was
to start in a
few days. Construction of the Frost Fair was in
full swing. A
great, bustling tent town on the frozen surface of
Lake Loesare,
the Frost Fair had pageant wagons and players,
jesters and
jugglers, musicians and magicians, exhibitions and
expositions,
and all sorts of games, not to mention food from
every corner
of the Old Kingdom and beyond. Lake Loesare
covered ninety
acres of Belisaere’s central valley, but the Frost
Fair
overflowed it, extending into the public gardens that lined
the lakeshore.
Sam had always
liked the Frost Fair, but he looked down
on it now
without interest. All he could feel was a cold and
black
depression.
“All the fun
of the fair,” said Brel, clapping his hands
together. “It
looks like it’ll be a good festival this year.”
“Does it?”
asked Sam bleakly. He would have to dance on
the final day
of the Festival, as the Bird of Dawning. It was his
job to carry
the green sprig of Spring at the tail end of the
Winter
procession, behind Snow, Hail, Sleet, Fog, Storm, and
Frost. They
were all professional dancers on stilts, so they not
only loomed
threateningly over the Bird but also showed up
Sam’s lack of
expertise.
The Winter
Dance was long and complicated, weaving
through two
miles of the Fair’s winding ways. But it was much
longer than
that, because there was lots of doubling back as
the Six
Spirits of Winter ducked around the Bird and tried to
prolong their
season by stealing the sprig of Spring from under
Sam’s golden
wing, or by tripping him up with their stilts.
There had been
two full rehearsals so far. The Spirits of
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Winter were
supposed to fail at tripping the Bird, but so far
even the skill
of the other dancers couldn’t prevent the Bird
from tripping
himself. By the end of the first rehearsal, the
Bird had
fallen three times and bent its beak twice, and certainly
had extremely
ruffled feathers. The second rehearsal had
been even
worse, when the Bird crashed into Sleet and knocked
her off her
stilts. The new Sleet still wouldn’t talk to him.
“They say a
hard practice means an easy dance,” said Brel.
Sam nodded and
looked away from the guard. There was
no sign of a
Paperwing gliding in against the wind, or a troop
of horsemen
bearing the royal banner on the southern road. It
was a waste of
time looking for his parents.
Brel coughed
into his glove. Sam glanced back as the guard
inclined his
head and resumed his slow march around the
sentry walk,
his trumpet bumping gently on its strap against
his back.
Sam went
downstairs. He was already late for the next
rehearsal.
Brel was wrong
about the bad rehearsals meaning a successful
dance. Sam
bumbled and stumbled all his way through it, and
only the
professionalism and energy of the Six Spirits saved the
dance from
disaster.
Traditionally,
all the dancers from the Festival ate with the
royal family
at the Palace after the dance, but Sam chose to
stay away.
They’d done enough to him, and he’d done enough,
with the
bruises to show for it. He was sure Sleet had deliberately
smacked him
with her stilt near the end. She was the sister
of the one
he’d knocked off her stilts in rehearsal.
Instead of
attending the dinner, Sam retired to his workshop,
trying to
forget his troubles in the construction of a particularly
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intricate and
interesting magical-mechanical toy. Ellimere sent
a page to get
him but could do no more without embarrassing
everyone, so
he was left in peace—for that night at least.
But not the
next day or the days following. Ellimere
couldn’t—or
wouldn’t—see that Sam’s sullenness came from
genuine
trouble. So she simply made up more things for him
to do. Even
worse, she started foisting the younger sisters of
her own
friends on him, clearly thinking that a good woman
could sort out
whatever was wrong with him. Naturally, Sam
took an
instant dislike to anyone Ellimere so obviously seated
next to him at
dinner, or who “just happened” to drop by his
workroom with
a broken bracelet catch to be mended. His
constant worry
about the book and his mother’s return left him
little energy
to pursue friendships, let alone romantic attachments.
So he earned
the reputation of being stiff and distant,
not only among
the young women introduced to him by
Ellimere, but
to everyone of his own age around the Palace.
Even people
who had been his friends in previous years, when
he was home
for the holidays, found that they no longer
enjoyed his
company. Sam, caught up in his own troubles and
busy with his
official duties, hardly noticed that people of his
own age
avoided him.
He did talk to
Brel a bit, since they both tended to be up
the second
tallest tower around the same time. Fortunately, the
guard was not
naturally talkative and also didn’t seem to mind
Sam’s silences
or his tendency to stop and just stare out over
the city and
the sea.
“Your birthday
today,” said Brel, early one clear and very
cold morning.
The moon was still visible, and there was a ring
around it, as
only happened on the coldest nights of winter.
Sam nodded.
Since it occurred two weeks after the Midwinter
Festival, his
birthday was always somewhat eclipsed by
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the greater
event. This year, it was made even less spectacular
by the
continued absence of Sabriel and Touchstone, who
could only
send messages and presents that, while obviously
carefully
chosen, did not cheer Sam. Particularly since one was
a surcoat with
the silver keys of the Abhorsen on a deep blue
field,
quartered with the royal line’s golden castle on a red field,
and the other
was a book entitled Merchane on the Binding of
Free
Magic Elementals.
“Get
any good presents?” asked Brel.
“Surcoat,”
said Sam. “And a book.”
“Ah,” said
Brel. He clapped his hands together, to regain
circulation.
“Not a sword, then? Or a dog?”
Sam shook his
head. He didn’t want a sword or a dog, but
either would
have been more welcome than what he had been
given.
“Expect
Princess Ellimere will get you something good,”
Brel said
after a long, thoughtful pause.
“I doubt it,”
said Sam. “She’ll probably organize some sort
of lesson.”
Brel clapped
his hands together again, stood still, and
slowly scanned
the horizon from south to north.
“Happy birthday,”
he said when his head had finished its
slow movement.
“What is it? Eighteen?”
“Seventeen,”
replied Sam.
“Ah,” said
Brel, and he walked around to the other side of
the tower to
repeat his scan of the horizon.
Sam went back
downstairs.
Ellimere did
organize a birthday feast in the Great Hall, but
it was a
lackluster affair, mainly due to Sam’s depressing influence.
He refused to
dance, because it was the one day when he
could refuse,
and since it was his birthday, that meant no one
else could
dance, either. He refused to open his presents in front
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of everyone
because he didn’t feel like it, and he merely toyed
with the
grilled swordfish with lime and buttered smallwheat
that had once
been his favorite dish. In fact, he acted like a
spoiled and
sulky brat of seven, rather than like a young man
of seventeen.
Sam knew it but felt unable to stop. It was the
first time in
weeks that he’d been able to refuse Ellimere’s
orders or, as
she called them, “strong suggestions.”
The feast
ended early, with everyone cross and shorttempered.
Sam went
straight to his workroom, ignoring the
whispers and
sidelong looks as he left the Hall. He didn’t care
what everyone
thought, though he was uncomfortably aware
of Jall Oren’s
hooded eyes watching his exit. Jall would certainly
report on
Sam’s shortcomings when his parents returned,
if he didn’t
decide before then to deliver one of his justly feared
summations of
exactly what was wrong with Sam’s behavior.
But even one
of Jall’s lectures would pale to insignificance
when his mother
found out the truth about her son. Beyond
that
revelation, Sam daren’t think. He couldn’t imagine what
would happen,
or what his own future would be. The Kingdom
had to have an
Abhorsen-in-Waiting and a royal heir. Ellimere
was
demonstrably the perfect royal heir, so Sam had to be the
Abhorsen-in-Waiting.
Only he couldn’t do it. Not wouldn’t, as
everyone was
bound to think. Couldn’t.
That night, as
he had done scores of times before, Sam
unlocked the
cupboard to the left of his workbench and steeled
himself to
look at The Book of the Dead. It
sat on a shelf, shining
with its own
ominous green light that overshadowed the
soft glow of
the Charter lights in the ceiling.
He reached out
to it, like a hunter trying to pat a wolf in
the vain hope
that it might be only a friendly dog. His fingers
touched the
silver clasp and the Charter marks laid upon it, but
before he
could do more, a violent shaking overtook him, and
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his skin
turned as cold as ice. Sam tried to still the shakes and
ignore the
cold, but he couldn’t. He snatched back his hand
and retreated
to the front of the fireplace, where he crouched
down in
misery, hugging his knees.
A week after
his birthday, Sam received a letter from Nick. Or
rather, the
remains of a letter, because it had been written on
machine-made
paper. Like most products of Ancelstierran
technology,
the paper had begun to fail upon crossing the Wall,
and it was now
crumbling into its component fibers. Sam had
often told
Nick in the past to use hand-made paper, but he
never did.
Still, there
was enough of it left for Sam to deduce that
Nick was
asking him for an Old Kingdom visa for himself and
a servant. He
intended to cross the Wall at Midwinter, and he
would be
grateful if Sam met him at the Crossing Point.
Sam
brightened. Nick could always cheer him up. He
immediately
consulted his almanac to see what Midwinter in
Ancelstierre
would correspond with in the Old Kingdom.
Generally, the
Old Kingdom was a full season ahead of
Ancelstierre,
but there were some strange fluctuations that
required
double-checking in an almanac, particularly around
the solstices
and the turn of the seasons.
Old
Kingdom/Ancelstierre almanacs like Sam’s had been
almost
impossible to obtain once, but ten years ago Sabriel had
lent hers to
the royal printer, who had reset it to incorporate
all the
handwritten comments and marginalia of Sabriel and
previous
Abhorsens. That had been a long and laborious
process. The
end result was aesthetically very pleasing, with
clear,
slightly indented type on crisp linen paper, but was very
expensive.
Sabriel and Touchstone were careful about who was
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allowed to
have these almanacs. Sameth had been very proud
when he was
entrusted with one on his twelfth birthday.
Fortunately,
the almanac had an exact correspondence for
Midwinter,
rather than just an equation for Sam to work out,
requiring moon
sights and other observations. On that day in
Ancelstierre,
it would be the Day of Ships in the Old Kingdom,
in the third
week of spring. It was still many weeks off, but at
least Sam had
something positive to look forward to.
After the
letter from Nick, Sam’s mood improved a little,
and he got on
better with everyone in the Palace except
Ellimere. The
rest of winter passed without either of his parents
coming home,
and without any particularly terrible storms
or the
intense, bone-numbing cold that sometimes rolled in
from the
northeast, accompanied by pods of lost whales who
didn’t
otherwise enter the Sea of Saere.
Weather-wise
it was a particularly mild winter, but in court
and city the
people still spoke of it as a bad one. There had
been more
trouble all over the Kingdom that season than in
any of the
last ten winters, trouble such as hadn’t been seen
since the
early days of Touchstone’s reign. Message-hawks flew
constantly to
and from the Mews Tower, and Mistress Finney
grew red-eyed
and even more irritable than normal, as her
children, the
hawks, were hard-pressed to meet the demand for
communication.
Many of the messages the hawks carried were
reports of the
Dead, and of Free Magic creatures. A large proportion
turned out to
be false, but all too many were real, and
all required
Sabriel’s attention.
There was
other news that troubled Sam. One letter from
his father
reminded him too much of the terrible day on the
Perimeter,
when the Dead Southerlings had attacked his cricket
team and he
had faced the necromancer in Death.
Sam took the
letter up the second-tallest tower to read over
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and think,
while Brel paced around him. One particular section
he read three
times:
The
Ancelstierran Army, presumably under
instructions
from the government, has allowed a
group
of Southerling “volunteers” to enter the Old
Kingdom
at one of the old Crossing Points on the
Wall,
in contravention of all past agreements and
common
sense. Obviously, Corolini has gained
further
support, and this is a test of his plan to send
all
the Southerlings into the Kingdom.
I
have put a stop to further crossings as best I
can,
and reinforced the guards at Barhedrin. But
there
is no guarantee that the Ancelstierrans will not
send
more Southerlings across, though General
Tindall
has said he will delay acting on any such
order
and warn us if he can.
In
any case, more than a thousand Southerlings
have
already crossed, and they are at least four days
ahead
of us. Apparently they were met by “local
guides,”
but as no Perimeter Scouts were allowed to
escort
the refugees, I do not know whether these were
even
true men.
We
will pursue, of course, but there is a smell
about
this I do not like. I am certain at least one Free
Magic
sorcerer is involved on our side of the Wall,
and
the Crossing Point the Southerlings used is the
one
closest to where you were ambushed, Sameth.
The
necromancer, thought Sam as he folded the letter.
He was glad
the sun was out and that he was in the Palace,
protected by
wards and guards and running water.
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“Bad news?”
asked Brel.
“Just news,”
said Sam, but he was unable to suppress a
shiver.
“Nothing the
King and the Abhorsen can’t deal with,” said
Brel, with
total confidence.
“Wherever they
are,” whispered Sam. He put the letter
inside his
coat and went back downstairs. To his workshop, to
lose himself
in making things, in tiny details that required all
his attention
and the total dexterity of his hands.
With every
step, he knew he should be going to open The
Book
of the Dead.
Typically,
Sam’s parents returned on a beautiful spring evening,
long after Sam
had climbed down from the tower and Brel’s
watch had
ended. The wind had turned to the east, the Sea
of Saere was
shifting color from winter black to summery
turquoise, the
sun was still warm even as it sank into the west,
and the
swallows that lived in the cliffs were stealing wool
from Sam’s
torn blanket for their nests.
Sabriel
arrived first, her Paperwing skimming low over the
practice yard
where Sam was sweating through forty-eight
patterns of
attack and defense with Cynel, one of the better
guards. The
shadow of the Paperwing startled them both and
allowed Cynel
to take the final point, since she recovered while
Sam was
momentarily paralyzed.
His day of
doom had finally come, and all his prepared
speeches and
letters leaked out of his brain, as if his opponent
had actually
pierced his head rather than triumphantly clanging
her wooden
sword down on his heavily padded helmet.
He was
hurrying inside to change out of his practice armor
when the
trumpets sounded above the South Gate. At first he
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thought they
were for his mother, till he heard other trumpets
farther away,
up at the West Yard, where her Paperwing would
have landed.
So the trumpets at the South Gate had to be
announcing the
King. No one else got a fanfare.
It was indeed
Touchstone. Sam met him twenty minutes
later in the
family’s private solar—a large room, three stories
above the
Great Hall, with a single long window that looked
down upon the
city rather than the sea. Touchstone was looking
out at his
capital as Sam came in, watching the lights come
on. Bright
Charter lights and soft oil lights, flickering candles
and fires. It
was one of the best times to be in Belisaere, at
lighting-up
time on a warm spring evening.
As usual,
Touchstone looked tired, though he’d managed
to wash and
change out of armor and riding gear. He was wearing
an
Ancelstierran-style bathrobe, his curly hair still wet from
a hasty bath.
He smiled as he saw Sam, and they shook hands.
“You look
better, Sam,” said Touchstone, noting the flush
in his son’s
face from the sword practice. “Though I had hoped
you’d also
develop as a letter writer this winter.”
“Um,” said
Sam. He’d sent only two letters to his father all
winter, and a
few notes at the bottom of some of Ellimere’s
much more
regular correspondence. Neither the letters nor the
notes had
contained anything very interesting and nothing at
all personal.
Sam had actually drafted some that did, but like
the ones to his
mother, they’d ended up in the fire.
“Dad, I . . .”
Sam began hesitantly, and he felt a surge of
relief as he
finally began to broach the subject he’d stewed on
all winter.
“Dad, I can’t—”
Before he
could go on, the door swung open, and Ellimere
breezed in.
Sam’s mouth snapped shut, and he glared at her,
but she
ignored him and rushed straight to Touchstone, hugging
him with
evident relief.
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“Dad! I’m so
glad you’re home,” she said. “And Mother
too!”
“One big happy
family,” muttered Sam under his breath.
“What was
that?” asked Touchstone, a touch of sternness
in his voice.
“Nothing,”
said Sam. “Where’s Mother?”
“Down in the
reservoir,” replied Touchstone slowly. He
kept one arm
around Ellimere and drew Sam in with the other.
“Now, I don’t
want you to get too worried, but she’s had to go
to the Great
Stones, because she’s been wounded—”
“Wounded!”
exclaimed Ellimere and Sam together, turning
in so that all
three of them were in a tight circle.
“Not
seriously,” Touchstone said hastily. “A bite to the leg
from some sort
of Dead thing, but she couldn’t attend to it at
the time, and
it went bad.”
“Is she . . .
is she going to . . .” Ellimere asked anxiously,
staring down
at her own leg in consternation. From the look
on her face,
it was plain that she found it hard to imagine
Sabriel hurt
and not completely in command of herself and
everything
around her.
“No, she is
not going to lose her leg,” Touchstone said firmly.
“She’s had to
go down to the Great Charter Stones because
both of us
were simply too tired to cast the necessary healing
spells. But
we’ll be able to down there. It is also the best place
for all of us
to have a private discussion. A family conference.”
The reservoir
where the six Great Charter Stones stood was
in many ways
the heart of the Old Kingdom. It was possible
to access the
Charter, the very wellspring of magic, anywhere
in the Old
Kingdom, but the presence of ordinary Charter
Stones made it
much easier, as if they were conduits to the
Charter.
However, the Great Charter Stones actually seemed to
be of
the Charter, not just connected to it. While the Charter
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contained and
described all living things and all possibilities,
and existed
everywhere, it was particularly concentrated in the
Great Stones,
the Wall, and the bloodlines of the royal family,
as well as the
Abhorsens and the Clayr. Certainly, when two of
the Great
Stones were broken by Kerrigor, and the royal family
apparently
lost, the Charter itself had seemed to weaken,
allowing
greater freedom to Free Magic and the Dead.
“Wouldn’t it
be better to have the conference up here, after
Mother’s cast
her spell?” asked Sam.
Despite its
importance to the Kingdom, the reservoir had
never been his
favorite place, even before he had become so
afraid of
Death. The Stones themselves were comforting, even
keeping the
water around them warm, but the rest of the reservoir
was cold and
horrible. Touchstone’s mother and sisters
had been slain
there by Kerrigor, and much later, Sabriel’s
father had
died there, too. Sam didn’t want to think about
what it must
have been like when there were two broken
Stones, and
Kerrigor lurked there in the darkness with his
necromantic
beasts and Dead servants.
“No,” replied
Touchstone, who had much more reason
than his son
to fear the place. But he had lost that fear years
ago, in his
long labor to repair the broken Stones with his own
blood and
fragments of barely remembered magic. “It’s the
only place
where we will definitely not be overheard, and there
are too many
things you both must know, and no others
should. Bring
the wine, Sameth. We’ll need it.”
“Are you going
like that?” asked Ellimere, as Touchstone
strode over to
the fireplace and into the left-hand side of the
inglenook. He
turned as she spoke, looked down on his robe
and the twin
swords belted across it, shrugged, and went on.
Ellimere
sighed and followed him, and both disappeared into
the darkness
behind the fire.
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Sam scowled
and picked up the earthenware jug of spiced
wine that had
been mulled and placed near the fire to keep hot.
Then he
followed, pressing his hand up against the rear of the
inglenook,
Charter marks flaring as the guard-spell let him
push open the
secret door. Beyond that, he could already hear
his father and
sister clattering down the one hundred fifty-six
steps that led
to the reservoir, the Great Charter Stones, and
Sabriel.
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Chapter Twenty-Four
Cold Water, Old Stone
The reservoir was a
vast hall of silence, cold
stone, and
even colder water. The Great Stones stood in the
darkness at
its center, invisible from the landing where the
Palace stairs
met the water. Around the rim of the reservoir,
shafts of
sunlight came down from the grilled openings high
above, casting
cross-hatched ripples of light across the mirrorsmooth
surface of the
water. Tall columns of white marble rose
up like mute
sentinels between the patches of light, supporting
the ceiling
sixty feet above.
The water was,
as always, extremely clear. Sam dipped his
hand in it as
he helped his father untie the barge that was
moored at the
end of the Palace steps. As the water trickled
between his
fingers, he saw Charter marks sparkle briefly. All
the water in
the reservoir absorbed magic from the Great
Charter
Stones. Closer to the center, the water was almost
more magic
than anything else, and was no longer cold—or
even wet.
The barge was
not much more than a raft with gilded
knobs on each
corner. There were two of them in the reservoir,
but Sabriel
had obviously taken the other one. She would be
on it, out
there in the center, where no sunlight fell. The Great
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Stones glowed
with all the millions of Charter marks that
moved in and
on them, but most of the time it was only a faint
luminescence,
no rival even to the filtered sunlight. They
wouldn’t see
the glow until they were close, away from the
light-dappled
rim, past the third line of columns.
Touchstone
undid the rope on his side, then placed his
hand upon the
planking and whispered a single word. Ripples
moved across
the still water as he spoke, and the barge began
to edge away
from the landing. There was no current in the
reservoir, but
the barge moved as if there were, or as if unseen
hands pushed
it through the water. Touchstone, Sam, and
Ellimere stood
close together in the middle, occasionally shifting
balance as the
barge swayed and rocked.
This was how
Sam’s long-dead aunts and his grandmother
had traveled
to their deaths, he thought. Standing on a barge—
maybe even
this same one, he thought, dredged up, repaired
and
re-gilded—all unsuspecting, till they were ambushed by
Kerrigor. He
had cut their throats, catching their blood in his
golden cup.
Royal blood. Blood for the breaking of the Great
Charter
Stones.
Blood for the
breaking, blood for the making. The Stones
had been
broken by royal blood, and re-made with royal
blood—his
father’s blood. Sam looked at Touchstone and
wondered how
he had done it. The weeks of laboring here
alone, each
morning taking a silver, Charter-spelled knife and
deliberately
re-opening the cuts in his palms from the day
before. Cuts
that had left white lines of scar tissue from his
little finger
to the ball of the thumb. Cutting his hands, and
casting spells
that he had not been sure of, spells that were terribly
dangerous to
the caster, even without the added risk and
burden of the
broken Stones.
But even more,
Sam wondered about the use of blood, the
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same blood
that ran in his veins. It felt strange to him that his
pounding heart
was in its way akin to the Great Stones ahead.
How ignorant
he was, particularly of the Charter’s greater
secrets. Why
was royal, Abhorsen, and Clayr blood different
from normal
people’s—even that of other Charter Mages,
whose blood
was sufficient to mend or mar only the lesser
Stones? The
three bloodlines were known as Great Charters,
like the Great
Stones ahead, and the Wall. But why? Why did
their blood contain
Charter Magic, magic that could not be
duplicated by
marks drawn from the generally accessible
Charter?
Sam had always
been fascinated by Charter Magic, particularly
making things
with it, but the more he used it, the more
he realized
how little he knew. So much knowledge had been
lost in the
two hundred years of the Interregnum. Touchstone
had passed on
as much as he knew to his son, but his own specialty
was in battle
magic, not in making, or any deeper mysteries.
He had been a
Royal Guard, a bastard Prince, not a
mage, at the
time of the Queen’s death. After that, he had been
imprisoned in
the shape of a ship’s figurehead for two hundred
years, while
the Kingdom sank slowly into disorder.
Touchstone had
been able to mend the Great Stones, he
had said,
because the broken Stones wanted to be re-made. He
had made many
mistakes at first, and only survived by grace
of the Stones’
support and strength, nothing else. Even so, it
had taken many
months, and as many years off his life. There
had been no
silver in Touchstone’s hair before the mending.
The barge
passed between two columns, and Sam’s eyes
slowly
adjusted to the strange twilight. He could see the six
Great Stones
ahead now, tall monoliths of dark grey, their
irregular
shapes quite different from the smooth masonry of
the columns
and only a third of their height. And there was the
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other barge,
floating in the center of the ring of Stones. But
where was
Sabriel?
Fear suddenly
gripped hard at his chest. He couldn’t see his
mother, and
all he could think of was how the Dead Kerrigor
had taken on
his former human shape and lured Sam’s grandmother
the Queen down
to a dark and bloody death. Maybe
Touchstone
wasn’t really Touchstone, but something else that
had assumed
his form. . . .
Something
moved on the barge ahead. Sam, who had
unconsciously
held his breath, gasped and choked, thinking
that all his
fears were realized. Whatever it was had no human
shape, rising
only as high as his waist, without arms or head
or discernible
form. A lump of writhing darkness, where his
mother should
be—
Then
Touchstone slapped him on the back. He took a
sudden breath,
and the thing on the barge cast a small Charter
light that
sparkled in the air above like a tiny star—revealing
that it was
Sabriel after all. She had been lying down, wrapped
in her dark
blue cloak, and had just sat up. The light shone on
her face now,
and her familiar smile met them. But it was not
the full,
uncaring smile of complete happiness, and she looked
more tired and
worn than Sam had ever seen her. Always pale,
her skin
looked almost translucent in the Charter light, and it
was sheened
with the sweat of pain and suffering. For the first
time, Sam saw
white streaks in her hair, and he was struck with
the
realization that she was not ageless but would one day
grow old. She
was not wearing her bells, but the bandolier lay
beside her,
the mahogany handles in easy reach, as did her
sword and
pack.
Sam’s barge
drifted between two of the Stones and into
the ring. All
three passengers started as it crossed, feeling a sudden
surge of
energy and power from the Great Stones. Some
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weariness was
stripped away from them, though not all. In
Sam’s case,
the fear and guilt that he had carried all winter were
lessened. He
felt more confident, more like his old self. It was
a feeling he
hadn’t had since he’d walked out onto the pitch
for that final
cricket match in the Schoolboys’ Shield.
The two barges
met. Sabriel didn’t get up, but she held out
her arms. A
second later, she was hugging Ellimere and Sam,
the barges
rocking dangerously from their sudden rush and
enthusiastic
greetings.
“Ellimere!
Sameth! I am so glad to see you, and so sorry
I have been
too long away,” said Sabriel, after the initial very
tight hug had
given way to a looser one.
“That’s all
right, Mother,” replied Ellimere, who sounded
more as if she
were the mother and Sabriel her daughter. “It’s
you we’re
worried about. Let’s have a look at your leg.”
She started to
lift the cloak, but Sabriel stopped her just as
Sam caught the
faint, horrible smell of decaying flesh.
“It’s still
not pleasant,” Sabriel said quickly. “A wound
from the Dead
rots quickly, I’m afraid. But I have cast healingspells
upon it, with
the aid of the Great Stones, and fixed a
poultice of
feliac there too. All will soon be well.”
“This time,”
said Touchstone. He was standing outside
the close
group of Sabriel, Ellimere, and Sam, looking down at
his wife.
“Your father
is angry with me because he thinks I almost
got myself
killed,” said Sabriel, with a slight grin. “I don’t
understand it
myself, since I think he should be glad that I
didn’t.”
Silence
greeted this remark, till Sam hesitantly asked,
“How badly
were you hurt?”
“Badly,”
replied Sabriel, wincing as she moved her leg.
Charter marks
flared under the cloak, briefly visible even
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through the
tightly woven wool. She hesitated, then quietly
added, “If I
hadn’t met your father on the way back, I might
not have made
it here.”
Sam and
Ellimere exchanged horrified glances. All their
lives they had
heard stories of Sabriel’s battles and hard-won
victories. She
had been wounded before, but they had never
heard her
admit that she might have been killed, and had
never really
considered the possibility themselves. She was the
Abhorsen, who
entered Death only of her own accord!
“But I did
make it, and I am going to be absolutely fine,”
Sabriel said
firmly. “So there is no need for anyone to fuss.”
“Meaning me, I
suppose,” said Touchstone. He sat down
with a sigh,
then stood up irritably to re-arrange his swords
and bathrobe
before sitting again.
“The reason I
am fussing,” he said, “is that I am concerned
that all this
winter someone, or something, has been deliberately
and cleverly
arranging situations to put you most at risk.
Look at the
places you’ve been called to, and how there are
always more
Dead than were reported, and more dangerous
creatures—”
“Touchstone,”
interrupted Sabriel, reaching out to take his
hand. “Calm
down. I agree. You know I agree.”
“Mmph,”
grumbled Touchstone, but he did not say any
more.
“It’s true,”
replied Sabriel, looking squarely at Sam and
Ellimere.
“There is a clear pattern, and not just in the Dead
that have been
raised solely to ambush me. I think that the
increasing
number of Free Magic elementals is also connected,
as is the
trouble that your father has been having with the
Southerling
refugees.”
“It almost
certainly is,” said Touchstone, sighing. “General
Tindall
believes that Corolini and his Our Country Party are
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being funded
with Old Kingdom gold, though he cannot
definitely
prove it. Since Corolini and his party now hold
the balance of
power in the Ancelstierre Moot, they’ve been
able to get
the Southerlings moved farther and farther north.
They have also
made it clear that their ultimate aim is to get
all the
Southerling refugees moved across the Wall, into our
Kingdom.”
“Why?” asked
Sam. “I mean, what for? It’s not as if northern
Ancelstierre
is over-populated.”
“I’m not
sure,” replied Touchstone. “The reasons they
make public in
Ancelstierre are populist rubbish, pandering to
the fears of
the countryfolk. But there has to be a reason why
someone here
is supplying them with gold—enough gold to
buy the twelve
seats they’ve picked up in the Moot. I fear that
reason may
have something to do with the fact that we have
not been able
to find more than a score of the thousand people
who were sent
across a month ago, and none of that score
alive. The
rest have simply vanished—”
“How could
that many people disappear? Surely they
would leave
some trace,” interrupted Ellimere. “Perhaps I
should go—”
“No.” Touchstone
smiled, amused by his daughter’s obvious
belief that
she could do a better job than he could when
it came to
looking for something. The smile faded as he went
on. “This is
not as simple as it appears, Ellimere. Sorcery is involved.
Your mother thinks
that we will find them when we
least want to,
and that they will not be living when we do.”
“This is the
heart of the matter,” said Sabriel gravely.
“Before we
discuss it further, I think we should take further
precautions
against being overheard. Touchstone?”
Touchstone
nodded and stood up. Drawing one of his
swords, he
concentrated for a moment. The Charter marks on
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his sword
began to glow and move, till the whole blade was
wreathed in
golden light. Touchstone flicked the sword up, and
the Charter
marks leapt across to the nearest Great Stone,
splashing on
it like liquid fire.
For a moment
nothing happened. Then other marks caught
the light, and
the golden flames spread to cover the whole
Stone, roaring
up like a crown-caught wildfire. More marks
leapt to the
next Stone till it kindled, too, and then to the next,
until all six
Great Stones were ablaze, and streams of bright
Charter marks
flew up and across to weave a tracery of light
like a dome
above the two barges.
Looking over
the side, Sam saw that the golden fire had
spread
underwater, too, forming a crazy maze of marks that
covered the
reservoir floor. The four were now completely
enclosed by a
magical barrier, one that relied upon the power
of the Great
Stones. He wanted to ask how it was cast, and
enquire about
the nature of the spell, but his mother was
already
speaking.
“We can talk
now without fear of being overheard, by natural
ears or other
means,” said Sabriel. She took Sam’s hand,
and
Ellimere’s, holding them tight, so they felt the calluses on
her fingers
and palms, the result of so many years of wielding
sword and
bells.
“Your father
and I are certain that the Southerlings were
brought across
the Wall to be killed—slain by a necromancer
who has used
the bodies to house Dead spirits who owe him
allegiance.
Only Free Magic sorcery can explain how the
bodies and all
other traces have disappeared, unseen by our
patrols or the
Clayr’s Sight.”
“But I thought
the Clayr could See everything,” said
Ellimere. “I
mean, they often get the time wrong, but they still
See. Don’t
they?”
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“Over the past
four or five years the Clayr have become
aware that
their Sight is clouded, and possibly has always been
clouded, in
the region around the eastern shores of the Red
Lake and Mount
Abed,” said Touchstone grimly. “A large
area, which
not coincidentally is also where our royal writ does
not hold true.
There is some power there that opposes both the
Clayr and our
authority, blocking their Sight and breaking the
Charter Stones
I have set there.”
“Well, shouldn’t
we call out the Trained Bands and take
them and the
Guard and go down there and sort it out once
and for all?”
protested Ellimere, in the same tone that Sam
imagined she
had used when she led the Wyverley College
hockey team
back in Ancelstierre.
“We don’t know
where—or what—it is,” said Sabriel.
“Every time we
undertake to really search the area for the
source of the
trouble, something happens somewhere else. We
did think we
might have found the root of it five years ago, at
the Battle of
Roble’s Town—”
“The
necromancer woman,” interrupted Sam, who
remembered the
story well. He had thought a lot about necromancers
over the past
months. “The one with the bronze
mask.”
“Yes. Chlorr
of the Mask,” replied Sabriel, staring out at
the golden
barrier, obviously recalling unpleasant memories.
“She was very
old, and powerful, so I had presumed she was
the architect
of our difficulties there. But now I am not sure.
It is clear
someone else is still working to befuddle the Clayr
and incite
trouble across the Kingdom. There is also someone
behind
Corolini in Ancelstierre and perhaps even the Southerling
wars as well.
One possibility is the man you encountered
in Death,
Sam.”
“The . . . the
necromancer?” asked Sam. His voice came
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out as a
pathetic squeak, and he unconsciously rubbed his
wrists, his
sleeves briefly riding up to show the skin still scarred
from the
burns.
“He must have
great power to raise so many Dead Hands
on the other
side of the Wall,” replied Sabriel. “And with that
power, I
should have heard of him, but I have not. How has
he kept
himself hidden all these years? How did Chlorr hide
when we
scoured the Kingdom after Kerrigor’s fall, and why
did she reveal
herself to attack Roble’s Town? Now I am wondering
if perhaps I
underestimated Chlorr. She may even have
evaded me at
the last. I made her walk beyond the Sixth Gate,
but I was
sorely tired, and I did not follow her all the way to
the Ninth. I
should have. There was something strange about
her, something
more than the usual taint of Free Magic or
necromancy. .
. .”
She paused,
and her eyes stared out at nothing, unfocused.
Then she
blinked and continued. “Chlorr was old, old enough
for other
Abhorsens to have encountered her in the past, and
I suspect that
this other necromancer is also ancient. But I have
found no
record of either at the House. Too much knowledge
was destroyed
when the Palace burnt, and more has been lost
besides,
simply by the march of time. And the Clayr, while they
keep
everything in that Great Library of theirs, rarely find anything
useful in it.
Their minds are too much bent upon the
future. I
should like to look there myself, but that is a task that
would take
months, if not years. I think Chlorr and this other
necromancer
were in league, and may be still, if Chlorr has survived.
But who leads
and who follows is unclear. I also fear
that we will
find they are not alone. But whoever or whatever
moves against
us, we must make sure their plans come to
naught.”
The light
seemed to darken as Sabriel spoke, and the water
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rippled as if
an unwanted breeze had somehow passed the
protection of
the golden light around the Stones.
“What plans?”
asked Ellimere. “What are they . . . it . . .
whatever . . .
going to do?”
Sabriel looked
at Touchstone, and a brief flash of uncertainty
passed between
them before she continued.
“We think that
they plan to bring all two hundred thousand
Southerling
refugees into the Old Kingdom—and kill
them,”
whispered Sabriel, as if they might be overheard after
all. “Two
hundred thousand deaths in a single poisoned minute,
to make an
avenue out of Death for every spirit that has
lingered there
from the First Precinct to the very precipice of
the Ninth
Gate. To summon a host of the Dead greater than
any that has
ever walked in Life. A host that we could not possibly
defeat, even
if all the Abhorsens who have ever lived were
somehow to
stand against them.”
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A Family Conference
Silence greeted Sabriel’s words,
a silence
that went on
and on, as they all imagined a host of the Dead
two hundred
thousand strong, and Sam struggled not to. A
horde of the
Dead, a great sea of stumbling, Life-starved
corpses that
stretched from horizon to horizon, inexorably
marching
towards him—
“That will not
happen, of course,” said Touchstone, breaking
into Sam’s
terrible imaginings. “We will make sure that it
doesn’t, that
the refugees never even cross the Wall. However,
we can’t stop
them on our side. The Wall is too long, with too
many broken
gates and too many old Crossing Points on the
other side. So
we must ensure that the Ancelstierrans don’t
send them
across in the first place. Consequently your mother
and I have
decided to go to Ancelstierre ourselves—secretly, so
not to arouse
alarm or suspicion. We will go to Corvere and
negotiate with
their government, which will undoubtedly take
several
months. That means we will be relying on you two to
look after the
Kingdom.”
More silence
greeted this revelation. Ellimere looked
deeply
thoughtful but otherwise calm. Sam swallowed several
times, then
said, “What, ah, what exactly do you mean?”
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“As far as
both our friends and enemies need know, I will
be on a
diplomatic mission to the barbarian chiefs at their
Southern Stop,
and Sabriel will be going about her business as
mysteriously
as she always does,” replied Touchstone. “In our
absence,
Ellimere will continue as co-regent with Jall Oren—
everyone seems
to have become accustomed to that. Sameth,
you will
assist her. But most important, you will continue in
your studies
of The Book of the Dead.”
“Speaking of such
things, I have something for you,”
added Sabriel,
before Sam could interject. She pushed her pack
across with
obvious effort. “Look in the top.”
Slowly, Sam
undid the straps. He suddenly felt very sick,
knowing that
he must tell them now or he would not be able
to. Ever.
There was an
oilskin-wrapped package in the pack. Sameth
slid it out
slowly, his fingers gone cold and clumsy. His eyes
seemed to be
strangely blurry, too, and Sabriel sounded as if
she were
talking from another room.
“I found these
at the House—or rather, the sendings had
set them out.
I don’t know where they found them, or why
they’ve got
them out now. They are very, very old. So old that
I have no
record of who bore them first. I would have asked
Mogget, but he
still sleeps—”
“Except for
when I caught that salmon last year,” interjected
Touchstone
crossly. Mogget, the Abhorsen’s cat-shaped
familiar, was
bound by Ranna, the Sleepbringer, first of the
seven bells.
He had woken only five or six times in nearly
twenty years,
on three of those occasions to steal and eat fish
caught by
Touchstone.
“Mogget would
not wake,” continued Sabriel. “But as I
have my own,
these are clearly meant for the Abhorsenin-
Waiting.
Congratulations, Sam.”
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Sam nodded
dumbly, the remaining package unopened in
his lap. He
didn’t need to look to know that wrapped inside
the crinkled
oilskin were the seven Charter-spelled bells of an
Abhorsen.
“Aren’t you
going to open it?” asked Ellimere.
“Later,”
croaked Sam. He tried to smile but only made his
mouth twitch.
He knew Sabriel was looking at him, but he
couldn’t meet
her eyes.
“I’m glad the
bells have come,” said Sabriel. “Most
Abhorsens
before me worked with their successors, sometimes
for many
years, as I hope we will work together. According
to Mogget, my
father trained with his aunt for nearly a decade.
I have often
wished I had had the same opportunity.”
She hesitated
again and then said quickly, “To tell the truth,
I will need
your help, Sam.”
Sam nodded,
unable to speak, as the words of his confession
dried up in
his mouth. He had the birthright, he had
the book, he
had the bells. Obviously, he just had to try harder
to read the
book, he told himself, trying to overcome the panic
that twisted
knots in his stomach. He would become
the
proper
Abhorsen-in-Waiting everyone expected and needed.
He had to.
“I’ll do my
best,” he said, finally looking Sabriel in the
eyes. She
smiled, with a smile that made her whole face bright,
and hugged
him.
“I have to go
to Ancelstierre, for I still know their ways
much better
than your father does,” she said. “And quite a few
of my old
school friends have become influential, or have married
so. But I
didn’t want to leave without knowing there was
an Abhorsen
here to protect the people from the Dead. Thank
you, Sam.”
“But I’m not .
. .” Sam cried out before he could stop
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himself. “I’m
not ready. I haven’t finished the book, I mean,
and—”
“I’m sure you
know more than you think,” Sabriel said.
“In any case,
there should be little trouble now that spring is
in full bloom.
Every stream and river is flowing with snow-melt
and spring
rain. The days are getting longer. There never are
any major
threats from the Dead this late in spring, or through
the summer.
The most you’ll have to deal with is a rogue Hand
or perhaps a
Mordaut. I have every confidence you can manage
that.”
“What about
the missing Southerlings?” asked Ellimere,
with a look
that spoke volumes about her confidence in Sam.
“Nine hundred
Dead are a major threat.”
“They must
have disappeared into the area around the
Red Lake, or
the Clayr would have Seen them,” said Sabriel.
“So they
should be confined there by the spring floods. I would
go and deal
with them first, but the greater danger lies with the
many more
Southerlings in Ancelstierre. We will have to trust
in the flooded
rivers, and in you, Sam.”
“But—” Sam
began.
“Mind you, the
necromancer or necromancers who oppose
us are not to
be trifled with,” continued Sabriel. “If they dare
to confront
you, you must fight them in Life. Do not fight one
of them in
Death again, Sam. You were brave to do so before,
but also
lucky. You must also be very careful with the bells. As
you know, they
can force you into Death, or trick you into it.
Use them only
when you are confident you have learned the
lessons in the
book. Do you promise?”
“Yes,” said
Sam. Somehow or other he barely had breath
for that
single word. But there was relief in it, for he’d been
given a
reprieve of sorts. He could probably sort out most of
the Lesser
Dead with Charter Magic alone. His resolution to
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be a proper
Abhorsen had not banished the fear that still
lurked in his
heart, and his fingers were cold where they
touched the
wrapped-up bells.
“Now,” said
Touchstone, “I wonder if you have any insights
into dealing
with the Ancelstierrans, you two, from your
schooling
there. This Corolini, for instance, the leader of the
Our Country
Party. Could he be from the Old Kingdom himself,
do you think?”
“After my
time,” said Ellimere, who had been a whole year
out of school
and seemed to consider her Ancelstierran days as
ancient
history.
“I don’t
know,” replied Sam. “He was in the newspapers
a lot before I
left, but they never mentioned where he came
from. My
friend Nicholas might know, and he would be able
to help, I
think. His uncle is the Chief Minister, Edward Sayre,
you know. Nick
is coming to visit me next month, but you
should be able
to catch him before he leaves.”
“He’s coming
here?” asked Touchstone. “I’m surprised
they’ll let
him. I don’t think the Army has issued a permit in
years, apart
from that lot of refugees—and that was a political
show. The Army
didn’t have a choice.”
“Nick can be
very persuasive,” said Sam, thinking of various
scrapes Nick
had talked him into at school—and less
often, out of
the blame afterwards. “I asked Ellimere to seal a
visa for him,
for our side.”
“I sent it
ages ago,” said Ellimere, with a snide glance at
Sam. “Some of
us are efficient, you know.”
“Good,” said
Touchstone. “It will be a useful connection,
and important
for one of Ancelstierre’s ruling families to see
that we do not
invent the stories they hear about the Kingdom.
I’ll also make
sure the Barhedrin Guard Post provides
an escort from
the Wall. It wouldn’t help negotiations if we
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lose the Chief
Minister’s nephew.”
“What are we
negotiating with?” asked Ellimere. “I mean,
down in
Corvere they like to pretend we don’t even exist. I was
always having
to convince stuck-up city girls that I wasn’t
making the
Kingdom up.”
“Two things,”
replied Sabriel. “Gold and fear. We have
only a modest
amount of gold, but it might be enough to tip
the balance if
it goes into the right pockets. And there are many
Northerners
who remember when Kerrigor crossed the Wall.
We shall try
to convince them that this will happen again if
they send the
Southerling refugees north.”
“It couldn’t
be Kerrigor, could it?” asked Sam. “I mean,
whoever is
behind all the trouble.”
“No,” said
Sabriel and Touchstone together. They exchanged
a look,
obviously remembering the terrible past and
what Kerrigor
had tried to do, both here in the Old Kingdom
and in Ancelstierre.
“No,” repeated
Sabriel. “I looked in on Kerrigor when I
visited the
House. He sleeps still and forever under Ranna’s
spell, locked
in the deepest cellar, bound with every Mark of
ward and guard
your father and I have ever known. It is not
Kerrigor.”
“Whoever, or
whatever, it is, they shall be dealt with,” said
Touchstone,
his voice powerful and regal. “We four shall see
to that. But
for now, I suggest we all drink some mulled wine
and talk of
better things. How was the Midwinter Festival? Did
I tell you
that I danced the Bird of Dawning when I was your
age, Sam? How
did you do?”
“I forgot the
cups,” said Sam, handing over the stillwarm
jug.
“We can drink
from the jug,” said Sabriel, after a moment
when no one
chose to answer Touchstone’s question. She took
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the jug and
expertly poured a stream of wine into her mouth.
“Ah, that’s
good. Now tell me, how was your birthday, Sam?
A good day?”
Sam answered
mechanically, hardly noticing Ellimere’s
rather more
pointed interjections. Clearly, his parents hadn’t
spoken to Jall
yet, or they would be asking different questions.
He was
relieved when they started questioning Ellimere, gently
teasing her
about her tennis and all the young men who were
trying to
learn this new sport. Obviously, gossip about his
sister had
traveled faster than news of Sam’s shortcomings. He
was brought
briefly back into the conversation when Ellimere
accused him of
refusing to make any more racquets, which
was a shame
because no one else could make them quite so
well, but a
quick promise to produce a dozen dropped him out
again.
The others
continued to talk for a while, but the dark
future weighed
heavily on them all. Sameth, for his part,
couldn’t stop
thinking about the book and the bells. What
would he would
do if he were actually called upon to repel an
incursion by
the Dead? What would he do if it turned out to
be the
necromancer who’d tortured him in Death? Or even
worse, what if
there were some still more powerful enemy, as
Sabriel
feared?
Suddenly he
blurted out, “What if it . . . this Enemy . . .
isn’t behind
Corolini? What if he’s going to do something else
while you’re
both gone?”
The others,
who were in the middle of a conversation about
Heria, who’d
tripped over her own dress and catapulted into
Jall Oren at
an afternoon party in honor of the Mayor of
Sindle, looked
up, startled.
“If that is
so, we will be just a week away, ten days at the
most,” said
Sabriel. “A message-hawk to Barhedrin, a rider to
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the Perimeter,
a telegraph from there or Bain to Corvere, train
back to
Bain—maybe even less than a week. But we think that
whatever this
Enemy—as you have dubbed it so well—plans,
it must
involve a great number of the Dead. The Clayr have
Seen many
possible futures in which our entire Kingdom is
nothing more
than a desert, inhabited only by the Dead. What
else could
bring this about but the sort of massing of the Dead
that we
suspect? And that could be brought about only by
killing all
those poor, unprotected refugees. Our people are too
well guarded.
In any case, apart from Belisaere, there are not
two hundred
thousand people in one place in all the Kingdom.
And certainly
not two hundred thousand without a single
Charter mark
amongst them.”
“I don’t know
what else it could be,” said Sam heavily. “I
just wish you
weren’t going.”
“Being the
Abhorsen is a weighty responsibility,” Sabriel
said quietly.
“One that I understand you are wary of shouldering,
even when it
is shared with me. But it is your destiny,
Sam. Does the
walker choose the path, or the path the walker?
I am sure you
will do very well, and we will soon all be together
again,
speaking of happier things.”
“When do you
go?” asked Sam, unable to hide the hope of
delay from his
voice. Maybe he would be able to talk to Sabriel
tomorrow, to
get her help with The Book of the Dead, to
overcome
his paralyzing
fear.
“Tomorrow, at
dawn,” replied Sabriel reluctantly. “Provided
my leg is
healed enough. Your father will ride with the real
embassy to the
Northern Barbarians, and I will fly west. But I
will double
back to pick him up tomorrow night, and we will
then fly south
to the House, to try to consult again with
Mogget, then
on to Barhedrin and the Wall. Hopefully this
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will confuse
any spies who may be watching.”
“We would stay
longer,” said Touchstone sadly, looking at
his small
family, so rarely all together in one place. “But as
always, duty
calls—and we must answer.”
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Chapter Twenty-Six
A Letter from Nicholas
Sam left the reservoir
that night with an empty wine
jug, a
bandolier of bells, a heavy heart, and much to think upon.
Ellimere went
with him, but Sabriel stayed behind, needing to
spend the
night within the circle of Great Charter Stones to
speed her
healing. Touchstone stayed with her, and it was obvious
to the two
children that their parents wished to be alone.
Probably to
discuss the shortcomings of their son, Sam thought
as he wearily
climbed the stairs, the package of bells in his hand.
Ellimere
wished him an almost friendly good night at
the door to
her chambers, but Sam didn’t go to bed. Instead he
climbed
another twisting stair to his tower workroom and
spoke the word
that brought the Charter lights to life. Then
he put the
bells in a different cupboard from the book, locking
them out of
sight if not out of mind. After that, he halfheartedly
tried to resume
work on a clockwork and Charter
Magic
cricketer, a batsman six inches high. He had some ideas
of making two
teams and setting them to play, but neither the
clockwork nor
the magic yet worked to his satisfaction.
Someone
knocked on the door. Sam ignored it. If it was
a servant,
he’d call or go away. If it was Ellimere, she’d just
barge in.
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The knock was
repeated, there was some sort of muffled
call, and Sam
heard something slide under the door, followed
by footsteps
going back down the stairs. A silver tray was on
the floor,
with a very ragged-looking letter upon it. Judging
from the state
it was in, it had to be from Ancelstierre, and that
meant it was
from Nicholas.
Sam sighed,
put on his white cotton gloves, and picked up
a pair of
tweezers. Receiving one of Nick’s letters was always
more of a
forensic exercise than a matter of reading. He picked
up the tray
and carried it over to his bench, where the Charter
marks were
brightest, and began to peel the paper apart and
piece the
rotten bits together.
Half an hour
later, as the clock in the Grey Tower clanged
out a dozen
strokes for midnight, the letter was laid out clearly
enough to
read. Sam bent over it, his frown deepening the
further he
read.
Dear
Sam,
Thanks
for organizing the Old Kingdom visa for
me.
I don’t know why your Consul at Bain was so
reluctant
to give me one. Lucky you’re a Prince, I
guess,
and can get things done. I didn’t have any
trouble
at this end. Father called Uncle Edward, who
pulled
the appropriate strings. Practically no one in
Corvere
even knew you could get a permit to cross
the
Perimeter. Anyway, I suppose it shows that
Ancelstierre
and the Old Kingdom aren’t that
different.
It all comes down to who you know.
In
any case, I intend to leave Awengate tomorrow,
and
if all the train connections go smoothly, I will be
in
Bain by Saturday and across the Wall by the 15th.
I
know this is earlier than we agreed, so you won’t be
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able
to meet me, but I’m not just rushing in on my
own.
I’ve hired a guide—a former Crossing Point
Scout
I ran into in Bain. Quite literally, in fact. He
was
crossing the road to avoid a demonstration by
these
One Country fellows, stumbled and nearly
knocked
me over. But it was a fortuitous meeting, as
he
knows the Old Kingdom well. He also confirmed
something
I’ve read about a curious phenomenon
called
the Lightning Trap. He has seen it, and it
certainly
sounds worth studying.
So
I think we will go and take a look at this
Lightning
Trap en route to your undoubtedly
charming
capital of Belisaere. My guide didn’t seem
at
all surprised that I knew you, by the way. Perhaps
he
is as unimpressed by royalty as some of our former
schoolfellows!
In
any case, the Lightning Trap is apparently
near
a town called Edge, which I understand is not
too
far out of the direct route north to you. If only
you
people believed in normal maps and not quasimystical
memorization
aided by blank pieces of
paper!
I
look forward to seeing you in your native
habitat—almost
as much as I look forward to
investigating
the curious anomalies of your Old
Kingdom.
There is surprisingly little written about it.
The
College library has only a few old and highly
superstitious
texts and the Radford little more. It
never
gets mentioned in the papers, either, except
obliquely
when Corolini is raving on in the Moot
about
sending “undesirables and Southerlings” to
what
he calls “the extreme North.” I expect that I
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will
be an advance guard of one “undesirable” in his
terms!
Everything
about the Old Kingdom seems to fall
under
a conspiracy of silence, so I am sure there will
be
many things for an ambitious young scientist to
discover
and reveal to the world.
I
hope you are quite recovered, by the way. I have
been
ill myself, on and off, with chest pains that seem
to
be some sort of bronchitis. Strangely enough, they
get
worse the farther south I go, and were terrible in
Corvere,
probably because the air is absolutely filthy.
I’ve
spent the last month in Bain, and have barely
been
troubled. I expect I will be even better in your
Old
Kingdom, where the air should be positively
pristine.
In
any case, I look forward to seeing you soon,
and
remain your loyal friend,
Nicholas
Sayre
P.S.
I don’t believe Ellimere is really six foot six and
weighs
twenty stone. You would have mentioned it
before.
Sameth put the
letter down, careful not to break what
was left of
it.
After he’d
finished, he read the letter again, hoping that the
words had
somehow changed. Surely Nick wouldn’t cross into
the Old
Kingdom with only a single—and possibly untrustworthy—
guide? Didn’t
he realize how dangerous the Borderlands
near the Wall
were? Particularly to an Ancelstierran,
lacking a
Charter mark and any sense of magic. Nick wouldn’t
even be able
to test whether his guide was a real man, a tainted
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Charter
bearer, or even a Free Magic construct, powerful
enough to
cross the Perimeter without detection.
Sam bit his
lip at the thought, teeth tapping at the skin
in unconscious
concern, and consulted his almanac. According
to that, the
fifteenth was three days ago, so Nick must
have already
crossed the Wall. So it was too late to get there,
even by
Paperwing, or to find one of the Palace messagehawks
and send it
with orders to the guards. Nick had a visa
for himself
and a servant, so the Barhedrin Post wouldn’t
detain him. He
would be in the Borderlands now, heading
towards Edge.
Edge! Sam bit
his lip harder. That was far too close to the
Red Lake, and
the region where the necromancer Chlorr had
destroyed the
Stones and even now the Enemy hid and hatched
its plans
against the Kingdom. It was the worst possible place
for Nick to
go!
A knock at the
door interrupted his thoughts and made him
bite his lip
even harder, so he tasted blood. Irritated, he called
out, “Yes! Who
is it!”
“Me!” said
Ellimere, breezing in. “I hope I’m not disturbing
the act of
creation or anything?”
“No,” Sameth
replied warily. He indicated his workbench
with a half
wave and a shrug, implying that his work wasn’t
going well.
Ellimere
looked around with interest, since Sam usually
pushed her out
whenever she tried to come in. The small
tower room had
been given to Sameth on his sixteenth birthday
and had had
much use since then. Currently, the two
workbenches
were covered in the paraphernalia of a jeweler
and many tools
and devices that were obscure to her. There
were also some
small figurines of cricketers, thin bars of gold
and silver,
reels of bronze wire, a scattering of sapphires, and
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a small but
still-smoking forge built into the room’s former
fireplace.
And there was
Charter Magic everywhere. The faded afterimages
of Charter
marks shone in the air, crawled lazily across
the walls and
ceiling, and clustered by the chimney. Clearly
Sameth was not
just creating costume jewelry or the promised
extra tennis
racquets.
“What are you
making?” Ellimere asked curiously. Some
of the Charter
symbols, or rather the fading reflections of
them, were
extremely powerful. They were marks she would
be reluctant
to use herself.
“Things,” said
Sameth. “Nothing you’d be interested in.”
“How do you
know?” asked Ellimere. The familiar tide of
resentment was
rising between them.
“Toys,”
snapped Sam, holding up his little batsman, which
suddenly swung
its tiny bat before freezing back into immobility.
“I’m making
toys. I know it’s not a fit occupation for a
Prince, and I
should be asleep getting ready for a fun new day
of dance
classes and Petty Court, but I . . . can’t sleep,” he concluded
wearily.
“Neither can
I,” said Ellimere in a conciliatory tone. She
sat down in
the one other chair, and added, “I’m worried.
About Mother.”
“She said
she’d be fine. The Great Stones will heal her.”
“This time.
She needs help with her work, Sam, and you’re
the only
person who can do it.”
“I know,” said
Sam. He looked away, down at Nick’s letter.
“I know.”
“Well,”
Ellimere continued uncomfortably, “I just wanted
to say that
studying to be the Abhorsen is the most important
thing, Sam. If
you need more time, you just have to say, and
I’ll
reorganize your schedule.”
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Sam looked at
her, surprised. “You mean take time away
from the Bird
of Dawning, or those afternoon parties with your
friends’
stupid sisters?”
“They’re not—”
Ellimere started to say; then she took a
deep breath
and said, “Yes. Things are different now. Now we
know what’s
going on. I shall be spending more time with the
Guard myself.
Getting ready.”
“Ready?” asked
Sam nervously. “So soon?”
“Yes,” said
Ellimere. “Even if Mother and Dad are successful
in
Ancelstierre, there’s going to be trouble. Whatever is
behind it all
isn’t going to lie still while we stop its plans.
Something will
happen, and we need to be ready. You need
to
be ready, Sam.
That’s all I wanted to say.”
She got up and
left. Sam stared into space. There was
nowhere to
turn. He had to become a proper Abhorsenin-
Waiting. He
had to help fight whatever the Enemy was. The
people
expected it. Everyone depended on him.
And so, he
suddenly realized, did Nicholas. He had to go
and find
Nicholas, to save his friend before he got in trouble,
because no one
else would.
Suddenly Sam
was filled with purpose, a feeling of decision
that he didn’t
examine too closely. His friend was in danger,
and he must go
to save him. He would be away from the Book
of
the Dead and his Princely chores for only a few weeks.
He
would probably
be able to find Nick quite quickly and bring
him to safety,
particularly if he could take half a dozen of the
Royal Guard.
As Sabriel had said, there was little chance of
the Dead doing
anything, what with the spring floods.
Somewhere deep
down a small voice was telling him that
what he was
really doing was running away. But he smothered
the voice with
other more important thoughts, and didn’t even
look at the
cupboards that held the book and the bells.
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Once the
decision was made, Sam thought about how it
could be done.
Ellimere would never let him go, he knew. So
he must ask
his father, and that meant rising before dawn in
order to catch
Touchstone in his wardrobe.
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Chapter Twenty-Seven
Sam Makes Up His Mind
Despite his good intentions,
Sam overslept and
missed
Touchstone’s departure from the Palace. Thinking that
he might catch
him at the South Gate, he ran down Palace Hill
and then along
the broad, tree-lined Avenue of Stars, named
after the tiny
metal suns embedded in its paving stones. Two
guards ran
with him, easily keeping pace despite the weight of
their mail
hauberks, helmets, and boots.
Sam had just
sighted the rear ranks of his father’s escort
when he heard
the cheers of the crowd and the sudden blare
of trumpets.
He jumped up on a cart that was stopped in
the traffic
and looked over the heads of the crowd. He was
just in time
to see his father ride out through the high gate
of Belisaere,
red and gold cloak streaming behind him over
the horse’s
hindquarters, the early sun just catching his
crown-circled
helmet before he passed into the shadow of the
gate.
Royal guards
rode in front of and behind the King, twoscore
tall men and
women, bright mail flashing from the
vertical cuts
in their red and gold surcoats. The guards would
continue north
tomorrow, Sam knew, with someone dressed
as Touchstone.
The King would actually be flying south to
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Ancelstierre
with Sabriel, to try to forestall the death of two
hundred
thousand innocents.
Sameth kept
watching even after the last guard passed the
gate and the
normal traffic resumed; people, horses, wagons,
donkeys,
pushcarts, pullcarts, beggars . . . all flowed past him,
but he didn’t
notice.
He had missed
Touchstone, and now he would have to
make up his
mind all on his own.
Even when he
crossed to the center of the road and turned
against the
tide flowing out of the city, his gaze was absent.
Only the
vacuum created around him by two burly guards prevented
several
pedestrian accidents.
Since Sam had
started to think about going to find Nicholas,
he found that
he couldn’t stop. He was sure that the letter was
real. Sam was
the only one who knew Nick well enough to
track him
down, the only one with a friendship bond that finding
magic could
flow through.
The only one
who could save him from whatever trouble
was brewing
for everyone around the Red Lake.
But that meant
Sam would have to leave Belisaere, abandoning
his duties. He
knew that Ellimere would never give him
permission.
These
thoughts, and multiple variations of them, swirled
through his
mind as he and his guards passed under one of the
huge aqueducts
that fed the city with pure, snow-melt water.
The aqueducts
had proved their worth in other ways too. Their
fast-flowing
waters were a defense against the Dead, particularly
during the two
centuries of the Interregnum.
Sameth thought
of that, too, as he heard the deep bellow
of the aqueduct
above his head. For a moment his conscience
twinged. He
was supposed to be a defense against the Dead
himself.
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He left the
cool shadow of the aqueduct and began heading
along the
Avenue of Stars before the wearying climb up the
switchbacked
King’s Road that led to Palace Hill. Ellimere was
probably
already waiting for him back at the Palace, since both
of them were
to sit in Petty Court this morning. She would be
cool and
composed in her judicial robes of black and white,
holding the
wand of ivory and the wand of jet that were used
in the
truth-testing spell. She would be cross that he was
sweaty, dirty,
inappropriately dressed, and unequipped—his
wands had
disappeared, though he had the vague notion that
they might
have rolled under his bed.
Petty Court.
Belisaere Festival duties. Tennis racquets. The
Book
of the Dead. All of it surged up like a great dark wave
that
threatened to engulf him.
“No,” he
whispered, stopping so suddenly that both his
guards nearly
ran into him. “I’ll go. I’ll go tonight.”
“What was
that, sir?” asked Tonin, the younger of the two
guards. She
was the same age as Ellimere, and they had been
friends since
they had played together as children. She was
nearly always
one of his guards on his rare excursions into the
city, and
Sameth felt sure she reported his every movement to
the Princess.
“Um, nothing,
Tonin,” replied Sameth, shaking his head.
“I was just
thinking aloud. Guess I’m not used to getting up
before dawn.”
Tonin and the
other guard exchanged semi-tolerant glances
behind his
back as they moved on. They got up every day
before dawn.
Sameth didn’t
know what his guards were thinking, as they
finished the
climb up the hill and entered the cool, fountaincentered
court that led
to the west wing of the Palace. But he’d
seen the looks
they’d exchanged, and he had a general idea that
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they did not
consider him the perfect pattern of a Prince. He
suspected most
of the city folk shared their opinion. It was
galling to
someone who had been one of the leading lights of
his school in
Ancelstierre. There he had excelled at everything
that was
important. Cricket in the summer and Rugby in the
winter. And
he’d been first in chemistry class and in the top
classes for
everything else. Here, he couldn’t seem to do anything
right.
The guards
left him outside his room, but Sam didn’t immediately
change into
his judge’s robes or make any motion
to use the
basin and ewer of water that stood in the tiled
alcove that
served him as a bathroom. The Palace, rebuilt with
economy
following its destruction by fire, did not have the
steampipes and
hot-water systems of Abhorsen’s House or the
Clayr’s
Glacier. Sam had plans for such a system, and indeed
some of the
original works remained deep below Palace Hill,
but he had not
had time to investigate the magic and engineering
required to
make it happen.
“I will go,”
he declared again, to the painting on the wall
that showed a
pleasant harvest scene. The reapers did not
react, nor did
the pitchfork crew, as he added, “The only question
is—how?”
He paced
around the room. It was not large, so he had
made twenty
circuits before he made a decision, at the same
time he
arrived in front of the silver mirror that hung on the
wall to the
right of his simple iron-framed bed.
“I’ll be
someone else,” he said. “Prince Sameth can stay
behind. I’ll
be Sam, a Traveler going to rejoin his band after
seeking
treatment for a sickness in Belisaere.”
He smiled at
that, looking at himself in the mirror. Prince
Sameth looked
back at him, resplendent in red and gold jerkin,
somewhat
sweaty white linen shirt, tan doeskin breeches, and
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gilt-heeled
knee boots. And above the court finery a pleasant
face, with the
potential to be striking one day, although Sam
didn’t see
that. Too youthful and open, he decided. His face
lacked the
definition of experience. He needed a scar or a broken
nose or
something like that.
As he looked,
he was also reaching into the endless swim
of the
Charter, picking out a mark here, a symbol there, linking
them into a
chain in his mind. Holding them there, he drew
the final
Charter mark in front of his eyes with his forefinger,
and all the
marks rushed out, to hang in the air, a glowing constellation
of magic
symbols.
Sameth looked
at them carefully, checking the spell before
he stepped
right into the glowing pattern. The marks brightened
as they
touched his skin, sparking against the Charter
mark on his
forehead, flowing in streaks of golden fire across
his face.
He shut his
eyes as the fire reached them, ignoring the tingle
under his
eyelids and a sudden urge to sneeze. He stood that
way for
several minutes, till the tingle vanished. He sneezed
explosively,
inhaled with equal force—and opened his eyes.
In the mirror,
there were still the same clothes, with the
same build of
man inside them. But the face had changed. Sam
the Traveler
stared back, a man reminiscent of Prince Sameth
but clearly
several years older, with a carefully shaven mustache
and goatee.
His hair was a different color too, lighter and
straighter,
and much longer at the back.
Better. Much
better. Sameth—no, Sam—winked at the
reflection and
started to undress. His old hunting leathers
would be best,
and some plain shirts and underdrawers. He
could buy a
cloak in the city. And a horse. And a sword, since
he couldn’t
take the Charter-Magicked blade his mother had
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given him on
his sixteenth birthday. It wouldn’t take a glamour
and was too
recognizable.
But he could
take some of the things he’d made himself,
he realized as
he kicked off his boots and dug out some wellworn
but durable
thigh boots of black calfskin.
Thinking of
his tower workshop inevitably led him to
The
Book of the Dead. Well, he certainly wouldn’t take that.
Just a quick
run up the stairs, pick up a few things, including
his little
store of gold nobles and silver deniers, and then he’d
be off!
Except that he
couldn’t go up to his workshop looking as
he did now.
And he also had to do something that would allay
Ellimere’s
suspicions—otherwise he’d be chased down and
brought back.
Forcibly, he imagined, since the guards would
have no
problem taking Ellimere’s orders over his own.
He sighed and
sat down on the bed, boots in hand. Obviously
this escape—or
rather rescue expedition—was going to
take more
preparation than he thought. He’d have to make a
temporary
Charter sending that was a reasonable duplicate of
himself and
set up some situation so Ellimere couldn’t get too
close a look.
He could
probably say that he had to do something from
The
Book of the Dead that required staying in his workroom
for three days
or so, to give himself a head start on any search.
It wasn’t as
if he were completely giving up studying to be the
Abhorsen. He
just needed a break, he told himself, and three
weeks of
rescuing Nicholas had to be more important than
three weeks of
study that he could easily make up on his return.
Even if
Ellimere asked the Clayr to find out where he was,
a three-day
start should be enough. Presuming she worked out
what had
happened after the third day and sent a message-
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hawk to the
Clayr, it would be at least two days before they
replied. Five
days, in all.
He’d be
halfway to Edge by then. Or a quarter of the way,
he thought,
trying to remember exactly how far away the little
town on the
Red Lake actually was. He’d have to get a map
and look up
the latest Very Useful Guide to
see where to stop
on the way.
Really, there
were more than a dozen things to do before
he could
escape, Sam thought, dropping the boots to stand in
front of the
mirror again. The glamour would have to go for
a start, if he
didn’t want to be arrested by his own guards.
Who would have
thought that starting an adventure was
so difficult?
Glumly, he
began the process of dissolving the Charterspell
that disguised
him, letting the component marks twist
away and fall
back into the Charter. As soon as that was done,
he would go up
to the tower room and begin to get organized.
Provided, of
course, that Ellimere didn’t intercept him and take
him off to
Petty Court.
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Chapter Twenty-Eight
Sam the Traveler
Ellimere did intercept Sam,
so the rest of
his day was
lost to Petty Court: the sentencing of a thief who
tried to lie
despite the truth-spell turning his face bright yellow
with every
falsehood; the arbitration of a property dispute that
defied any
hard and fast truths as all the original parties were
dead; the rapid
processing of a series of petty criminals who
confessed
immediately, hoping that not having to bespell them
would improve
the court’s outlook; and a long and boring
speech from an
advocate, which turned out to be irrelevant, as
it relied on a
point of law overturned by Touchstone’s reforms
more than a
decade ago.
The night,
however, was not taken up by official duties,
though
Ellimere once again produced a younger sister of one
of her
thousands of friends to sit next to Sam at dinner. To her
surprise, Sam
was quite talkative and friendly, and for days
afterwards she
defended him when other girls told tales of his
distance.
After dinner,
Sam told Ellimere that he would be studying
for the next
three days, and had to immerse himself in a spell
that required
total concentration. He would get food and water
from the
kitchens and then would be in his bedchamber and
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must not be
disturbed. Ellimere took the news surprisingly
well, which
made Sam feel bad. But even that could not curb
his growing
excitement, and the long hours creating a very
basic sending
of himself did not diminish his sense of expectation.
When he
finished it at a little past midnight, the sending
looked quite
like him from the door, though it had no depth
from other
angles. And if it was spoken to, it could shout “Go
away!” and
“I’m very busy” in a fair imitation of his voice.
With the
sending done, Sam went to his workroom and
picked up his
ready money and some of the things he had
made, which
might prove useful for the journey. He did not
look at the
cupboards, which stood like disapproving
guardians in
the corners of the room.
But he dreamed
of them when he finally got to bed. He
dreamed that
he climbed the stairs again, and opened the cupboards,
and put on the
bandolier of bells and opened the book,
and read words
that burst into fire, and the words picked him
up and swept
him into Death, plunging him into the cold river,
and he
couldn’t breathe—
He woke,
thrashing in his bed, the sheets tangled around
his neck,
cutting off his air. He fought them in a panic, till he
realized where
he was and his heart began to slow from its frenzied
pumping. Off
in the distance, a clock struck the hour, followed
by the shouts
of the Watch, announcing all was well. It
was four
o’clock. He’d had only three hours’ sleep, but he
knew he could
sleep no more. It was time to cast the glamour
upon himself.
Time for Sam the Traveler to take his leave.
It was still
dark when Sam slipped out of the Palace, in the
cool morning
just before the dawn. Cloaked in Charter-spells
of quiet and
unseeing, he slipped down the stairs, past the
guard post in
the Southwest Courtyard, and along the steeply
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sloping
corridor down to the gardens. He avoided the guards
who tramped
between the roses in the lowest terrace, and went
out through a
sally port that was locked by steel and spell.
Fortunately,
he had stolen the key for the lock, and the door
knew him by
his Charter mark.
Out in the
lane that ran into the King’s Road, he slung his
surprisingly
heavy saddlebags over his shoulder and wondered
whether he
should have gone through them again and taken
things out,
because they were bursting at the seams. But he
couldn’t think
of anything to leave behind, and he was taking
just the bare
essentials: a cloak; spare shirts, trousers, and
underclothes;
a sewing kit; a bag of soaps and toiletries with
a razor he
hardly needed to use; a copy of The Very
Useful
Guide;
some friction matches; slippers; two gold bars; an oilskin
square that
could be used as a makeshift tent; a bottle of
brandy, a
piece of salted beef, a loaf of bread, three ginger
cakes; and a
few devices of his own making. Besides what was
in the
saddlebags, he had only a broad-brimmed hat, a belt
purse, and a
fairly nondescript dagger. His first stop would be
the central
market to buy a sword, and then he would go to
the Horse Fair
at Anstyr’s Field for a mount.
As he left the
lane and stepped out into the King’s Road to
join the
already rapidly building bustle of men, women, children,
dogs, horses,
mules, carts, beggars, and who-knew-what
on the street,
Sam felt a tremendous lift to his spirits, a feeling
he hadn’t had
for years. It was the same sense of joy and expectation
he’d felt as a
child being given an unexpected holiday.
Freed of
responsibility, suddenly given license to have fun, to
run, to
scream, to laugh.
Sam did laugh,
trying a deeper chuckle to fit his new personality.
It came out
rather strained, almost a gurgle, but he
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didn’t mind.
Twirling his new, Charter-Magicked mustache, he
quickened his
pace. Off to adventure—and, of course, to rescue
Nicholas.
Three hours
later, most of his pre-dawn exuberance was
gone. His
guise as a Traveler was very good for not being recognized,
but it didn’t
help him get attention from merchants and
horse-traders.
Travelers were not known as great customers, for
they rarely
had any coins, preferring to barter services or goods.
It was also
unseasonably warm, even for so late in spring,
making the
sword buying in the crowded market sweaty and
unpleasant,
with every second seeming to last an hour.
The
horse-trading was even worse, with great swarms of
flies settling
on the eyes and mouths of man and beast alike.
It was no
wonder, Sameth thought, King Anstyr had ordered
the Horse Fair
set up three miles from the city all those centuries
ago. The Fair
had ceased during the years of the
Interregnum,
but had begun to grow again in Touchstone’s
reign. Now the
permanent stables, corrals, and bidding rings
covered a good
square mile, and there were always more
strings of
horses in the pastures that surrounded the Horse Fair
proper. Of
course, finding a horse that you wanted to buy
among the
multitude took considerable time, and there was
always
competition for the better horses. People from all over
the Kingdom,
and even barbarians from the North, came to
buy at the
Fair, particularly at this time of year.
Despite the
crowds, the flies, and the competition, Sameth
came out of
his two purchasing ordeals quite happily. A plain
but
serviceable longsword hung at his hip, its sharkskin hilt
rough under
his tapping finger. A somewhat nervous bay mare
followed
behind, constrained by a leading rein from giving
in to her
neuroses. Still, she seemed sound enough and was
neither too
noticeable nor expensive. Sam was toying with
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calling her
Tonin after his least favorite guard, but he decided
that this was
both childish and vindictive. Her previous owner
had—somewhat
enigmatically—called her Sprout, and that
would do.
Once out of
the stink and crowding of the Horse Fair, Sam
mounted up,
weaving Sprout through the steady stream of
traffic,
finding his way past carts and peddlers, donkeys with
empty panniers
going away from the city and those with full
ones going in,
gangs of workmen relaying the stone pavers of
the road, and
all the nondescript journeyers in between. Not
far out of the
city he was overtaken by a King’s Messenger on
a black
thoroughbred that would have set the buyers bidding
furiously at
the Fair, and then later by a quartet of guards, setting
a pace that
could be maintained only in the knowledge
that fresh
horses awaited them at every posting house on the
road. Both
times Sam slouched in the saddle and pulled his hat
down to shadow
his face, even though the glamour still held.
With the help
of The Very Useful Guide,
Sam had already
decided on his
first stop. He would take the Narrow Way along
the isthmus
that joined Belisaere to the mainland because there
was no other
way to go. Then he would take the high road
south to
Orchyre. He had considered going west to Sindle and
then to the
Ratterlin, where he could take a boat as far as
Qyrre. But The
Very Useful Guide mentioned a particularly
good inn at
Orchyre that served a famous jellied eel. Sam was
partial to
jellied eel and saw no reason why he shouldn’t take
the most
comfortable way to Edge.
Not that he
was entirely sure what the most comfortable
way would be
after Orchyre. The Great South Road followed
the east coast
most of the way down, but Edge was all the way
across on the
west coast. So he would have to cut west sooner
or later.
Perhaps he could even leave the royal roads, as they
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were called,
and cut cross-country from Orchyre, trusting that
he would be
able to find country roads that would take him in
the right
direction. The danger in that lay in the spring floods.
The royal
roads mostly had decent bridges, but the country
roads did not,
and their usual fords might be impassable now.
In any case,
that was all in the future and not to be worried
about till
after Orchyre. The town was two days’ steady
riding away,
and he could think about his next stage en route,
or that
evening when he planned to put up at some inn.
But planning
the next stage of his journey was the last thing
on Sameth’s
mind when he finally reached a village and a
staging inn
that could be considered far enough away from
Belisaere to
stop. He’d ridden only seven leagues, but the sun
was already
setting, and he was exhausted. He’d had too little
sleep the
night before, and his backside and thighs were
reminding him
that he’d hardly ridden all winter.
By the time he
saw the swinging sign that declared the inn’s
name to be The
Laughing Dog, he could do little more than tip
the ostler to
look after Sprout and collapse on a bed in the best
room in the
house.
He woke
several times in the night, the first to kick off his
boots and the
second to relieve himself in the bedpan (with a
broken lid)
thoughtfully provided by the inn. The third time he
woke, it was
to insistent knocking on the door and the first
rays of
sunlight slipping through the shuttered windows.
“Who is it?” groaned
Sameth, sliding out of the bed and
into his
boots. His joints were stiff, and he felt awful, particularly
in his
slept-in clothes, which smelled dreadfully of horse.
“Is it
breakfast?”
There was no
answer save more knocking. Grumbling,
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Sameth went to
the door, expecting some zany or village fool
to grin up at
him from behind a breakfast tray. Instead, he was
greeted by two
wide-shouldered men wearing the red and gold
sashes of the
Rural Constabulary over their leather cuirasses.
One, clearly
the senior, carried some authority in his stern
face and
silver, short-buzzed hair. He also had a Charter mark
on his
forehead, which his younger assistant did not.
“Sergeant Kuke
and Constable Tep,” announced the silverhaired
man, thrusting
past Sameth quite roughly. His companion
also pushed
in, quickly closing the door after him and
letting the
bar fall back in place.
“What do you
want?” asked Sam, yawning. He didn’t
intend to be
rude, but he had no idea that they had an interest
in him and had
knocked on his door by choice rather than
chance. His
only previous experience with the Rural Constabulary
was seeing
them on parade, or inspecting some post of
theirs with
his father.
“We want a
word,” said Sergeant Kuke, standing close
enough that
Sam could smell the garlic on his breath and see
the marks
where he’d scraped the stubble off his chin not long
before. “Let’s
be beginning with your name and station.”
“I am called
Sam. I’m a Traveler,” replied Sameth, his eye
following the
constable, who had moved to the corner of
the room and
was examining his sword, propped against the
saddlebags.
For the first time, he felt a twinge of apprehension.
These
constables might not be the clodpolls he thought. They
might even
discover who he was.
“Unusual for a
Traveler to stay at a posting inn, let alone
the best room
in the house,” said the constable, turning back
from Sam’s
sword and saddlebags. “Unusual to tip the ostler a
silver denier,
too.”
“Unusual for a
Traveler’s horse not to have a brand, or clan
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tokens in its
mane,” replied the sergeant, talking as if Sam
wasn’t there.
“It’d be pretty strange to see a Traveler without
a clan tattoo.
I wonder if we’d see one on this laddie, if we
looked. But
maybe we should start looking in those bags, Tep.
See if we can
find something to tell us who we’ve got here.”
“You can’t do
that!” exclaimed Sam, outraged. He took a
step towards
the constable, but stopped abruptly as sharp steel
pricked
through his linen shirt, just above his belly. Looking
down, he saw a
poniard held steadily in Sergeant Kuke’s hand.
“You could
tell us who you really are and what you’re up
to,” said the
sergeant.
“It’s none of
your business!” exclaimed Sam, throwing his
head back in
disdain. As he did so, his tousled hair flew back,
revealing the
Charter mark on his forehead.
Instantly Kuke
called out a warning, and the poniard was
at Sam’s neck,
and his right arm pinioned behind him. Of all
things the
constables might fear, the bearer of a false or corrupted
Charter mark
was one of the worst, for he could only
be a Free
Magic sorcerer, a necromancer, or some thing that
had taken
human shape.
Almost at the
same time, Tep opened a saddlebag and
lifted out a
dark leather bandolier, a bandolier of seven tubular
pouches that
ranged in size from a pillbox to a large jar.
Wooden handles
of dark mahogany thrust out of the pouches,
making it
quite clear what the bandolier held. The bells that
Sabriel had
sent to Sameth. The bells that he had locked away
in his
workroom and definitely hadn’t packed.
“Bells!”
exclaimed Tep, dropping them in fright and leaping
back, almost
as if he’d drawn out a nest of writhing
serpents. He
didn’t notice the Charter marks that thronged
upon both
bandolier and handles.
“A
necromancer,” whispered Kuke, and Sam heard the
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sudden fear in
his voice and felt the hold on him slackening,
the poniard
drifting away from his throat, the hand that held
it beset by
sudden shivering.
In that
instant, Sameth pictured two Charter marks in his
mind, drawing
them from the endless flow like a skilled fisherman
selecting his
catch from a glittering shoal. He let the marks
infuse into
his held breath—then he blew them out, at the same
time throwing
himself to the ground.
One mark flew
true, striking Tep with sudden blindness.
But Kuke must
have been some small Charter Mage himself,
for he
countered the spell with a general warding, the air sparking
and flashing
as the two Charter marks met.
Then, before
Sam could even get up, Kuke’s poniard
stabbed out,
sinking deep into his leg, just above the knee.
Sam screamed,
the noise adding to Tep’s shouts of blind
despair as he
groped around the room and Kuke’s even louder
shouts of
“Necromancer!” and “A rescue!” That would bring
every
constable for miles and any guards who might be on the
road. Even
concerned citizens might come, but it would be
brave ones
since the word “necromancer” had been heard.
After the
first split-second shock of pain, when his whole
mind seemed to
crack open, Sam instinctively did what he’d
been taught to
save his life in the event of an assassination
attempt.
Drawing several Charter marks in his mind, he let
them grow in
his throat and roared out a Death-spell to strike
everyone
unprotected in the room.
The marks left
him like an incandescent spark, leaping
to the two
constables with terrible force. In a second, it was
quiet, as Kuke
and Tep tumbled to the floor like brokenstringed
puppets.
Sam pushed
himself to his feet, the realization of what
he’d done
rising through the pain. He’d killed two of his
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father’s men .
. . his own men. They’d simply been doing
their job. The
job that he was afraid to do. Protecting people
from
necromancers and Free Magic and whatever else . . .
He didn’t stop
to think any further. The pain was coming
back, and he
knew he had to get away. In a panic, he picked
up his bags,
thrust the cursed bells back in, buckled the sword
around his
waist, and left.
He didn’t know
how he managed the stairs, but a moment
later he was
in the common room, with people staring at him
as they backed
against the walls. He stared back, wide-eyed
and wild, and
limped through, leaving bloody footprints on the
floor.
Then he was in
the stables, saddling Sprout, the horse
blowing
wide-nostriled, eyes white with fear at the scent of
human blood.
Mechanically, he soothed her, hands moving
without
conscious thought.
A year later,
or in no time at all, or somewhere in between,
Sam was in the
saddle, kicking Sprout into a trot and then a
canter, all
the while feeling his blood washing down his leg like
warm water,
filling up his boot till it overflowed the rolledback
top. Some part
of his mind screamed at him to stop and
tend to the
wound, but the greater part shouted it down, wanting
only to flee,
flee the scene of his crime.
Instinctively,
he headed west, putting the rising sun at his
back. He zigzagged
for a while, to lay a false trail, then took a
straight track
through the fields, towards a dark expanse of
forest, not
too far ahead. He had only to reach it and he could
hide, hide and
tend his hurt.
Finally, Sam
reached the comforting shadow of the trees.
He went in as
far as he could and fell off his horse. Pain
climbed up his
leg, spiking all the way. The green world of
the forest
spun and lurched sickeningly, refusing to hold still.
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The morning
light had gone from yellow to grey, like an
overcooked
egg. He couldn’t focus on the healing spell. The
Charter marks
eluded him, slipping from his mind. They
simply
wouldn’t line up as they should.
It was all too
hard. Easier to let go. To fall asleep, to drift
into Death.
Except that he
knew Death, knew its chill. He was already
falling into
the cold current of the river. If he could have been
sure of being
taken under by that current, rushed through the
cascade of the
First Gate and then onwards, he might have
given in. But
he knew the necromancer who’d burnt him was
waiting for
him in Death, waiting for an Abhorsen-in-Waiting
too
incompetent to manage the manner of his own passing.
The
necromancer would catch him, take his spirit, and bind it
to his will,
use him against his family, his Kingdom. . . .
Fear grew in
Sam, sharper than the pain. He reached for
the Charter
marks of healing once more—and found them.
Golden warmth
grew in his weakly gesturing hands and flowed
into his leg,
through the black and sodden trouser. He felt its
heat rushing
through, all the way to the bone, felt the skin and
blood vessels
knit together, the magic bringing everything back
to the way it
was supposed to be.
But he’d lost
too much blood too quickly for the spell to
render him
completely whole. He tried to get up but couldn’t.
His head fell
back, the leaf litter making him a pillow. He tried
to force his
eyes wide open but couldn’t. The forest spun again,
faster and
faster, and then everything went black.
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Chapter Twenty-Nine
The Observatory of the
Clayr
The Disreputable Dog woke
with great reluctance,
spending a
number of minutes in stiff-legged stretching,
yawning, and
eye rolling. Finally, she shook herself and headed
for the door.
Lirael stood where she was, her arms crossed
sternly across
her chest.
“Dog! I need
to talk to you!”
The Dog acted
surprised, putting her ears back with a
sudden jerk.
“Shouldn’t we be hurrying home? It’s after midnight,
you know.
Third hour of the morning, in fact.”
“No!”
exclaimed Lirael, all thoughts of talks forgotten. “It
can’t be! We’d
better hurry!”
“Still, if you
want to have a talk,” said the Dog, sitting
back on her
haunches and cocking her head in a prime listening
attitude,
“there’s no time like the present, I always say.”
Lirael didn’t
answer. She rushed to the door, pulling on the
Dog’s collar
as she passed, yanking her upright.
“Ow!” yelped
the Dog. “I was only joking! I’ll hurry!”
“Come on, come
on!” snapped Lirael, pushing her hands
against the
door and then trying to pull at it, which was difficult
because it
didn’t have a handle or a knob. “Oh, how does
this open?”
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“Ask it,”
replied the Dog, calmly. “There’s no point pushing.”
Lirael let out
a huff of frustration, took a deep breath, and
then forced
herself to say, “Please open, door.”
The door
seemed to think about it for a moment, then
slowly swung
inwards, giving Lirael enough time to back away.
The roar of
the river rose through the doorway, and a cool
breeze came
with it, lifting Lirael’s sadly singed hair. The wind
also brought
something else, something that attracted the
Dog’s
attention, though Lirael couldn’t tell what it was.
“Hmmm,” said
the Dog, turning one ear towards the door
and the
Charter-lit bridge beyond it. “People. Clayr. Possibly
even an aunt.”
“Aunt
Kirrith!” exclaimed Lirael, jumping nervously. She
looked around
wildly, seeking another way out. But there was
nowhere to go
except back across the slippery, river-washed
bridge. And
now she could see bright Charter lights out in the
Rift, lights
made fuzzy by the mist and spray from the river.
“What’ll we
do?” she asked, but her question echoed in
the room,
taking up the space where there should have been
an answer.
Quickly, Lirael looked back, but there was no sign
of the
Disreputable Dog. She had simply disappeared.
“Dog?”
whispered Lirael, eyes scanning the room as tears
started to
blur her vision. “Dog? Don’t leave me now.”
The Dog had
left before when people might have seen her,
and every time
she did, Lirael harbored the secret fear that her
one and only
friend would never come back. She felt that familiar
fear uncoil in
her stomach, adding to the fear she felt from
what she’d
learned. Fear of the secret knowledge she felt seething
and broiling
in the book she held under her arm. It was knowledge
that she
didn’t want to have, for it was not of the Clayr.
A single tear
ran down her cheek, but she quickly wiped it
away. Aunt
Kirrith wouldn’t have the satisfaction of seeing her
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cry, she
decided, tilting her head back to keep further tears at
bay. Aunt
Kirrith always seemed to expect the worst of Lirael,
seemed to
think that she would commit terrible crimes and
never amount
to anything. Lirael felt that it was all because she
wasn’t a
proper Clayr, though some part of her mind had to
acknowledge
that this was the way Aunt Kirrith treated anybody
who departed
from her stupid standards.
Lirael kept
her head proudly tilted back until she took her
first step on
the bridge, when she had to look down, down into
the roiling
mist and the fast-rushing water. Without the Dog’s
solid,
sucker-footed body at her side, she found the bridge
much, much
scarier. Lirael took one step, faltered, then started
to sway. For a
moment, she felt she would fall, and in a panic
she crouched
down on all fours. The Book of Remembrance
and
Forgetting shifted as she moved, and it almost fell out
of
her shirt as
well. But Lirael shoved it back in and started to
crawl across
the narrow bridge.
Even crawling
took all her concentration, so she didn’t
look up until
she was almost across. She was now also acutely
aware that her
hair was burnt and her clothes totally soaked
by the spray
that kept washing over the bridge. And she was
barefoot.
When she
finally did look up, she let out a stifled scream
and made a
reflexive hop like a frightened rabbit. Only the
quick hands of
the two closest Clayr saved her from a potentially
fatal fall
into the swift, cold waters of the Ratterlin.
They were also
the people who had given her the shock,
the last two
people Lirael would expect to see looking for her:
Sanar and
Ryelle. As always, they looked calm, beautiful, and
sophisticated.
They were in the uniform of the Nine Day
Watch, their
long blond hair elegantly contained in jeweled
nets and their
long white dresses sprinkled with tiny golden
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stars. They
also held wands of steel and ivory, proclaiming that
they were the
joint Voice of the Watch. Neither of them looked
a day older
than when Lirael had first met them properly, out
on the Terrace
on her fourteenth birthday. They were still
everything
Lirael thought the Clayr should be.
Everything she
wasn’t.
There were a
whole lot of the Clayr behind them, as well.
More of the
highest, including Vancelle, the Chief Librarian,
and what
looked like more of the Nine Day Watch. Quickly
counting,
Lirael realized that it probably was all of
the current
Nine Day Watch.
Forty-seven of them, lined up behind Sanar
and Ryelle,
white shapes in the darkness of the Rift.
But the total
absence of Aunt Kirrith was the worst sign.
That meant
that whatever she’d done was punishable by something
far worse than
extra kitchen duties. Lirael couldn’t even
imagine what
sort of punishment required the presence of the
entire Watch.
She’d never even heard of them leaving the
Observatory,
not all together.
“Stand up,
Lirael,” said one of the twins. Lirael realized
that she was
crouching, still supported by the two Clayr.
Gingerly, she
stood up, trying to avoid meeting their gaze, not
to mention all
the other blue and green eyes that she was sure
were noting
just how brown and muddy her own eyes were.
Words rose up
in her mind, but her throat closed when they
tried to pass.
She coughed, and stuttered, then finally managed
to whisper, “I
. . . I didn’t mean to come here. It just . . . happened.
And I know I
missed dinner . . . and the midnight
rounds. I’ll
make it up somehow. . . .”
She stopped as
Sanar and Ryelle glanced at each other and
laughed. But
it was kind, surprised laughter, not the scorn she
feared.
“We seem to
have established a tradition of meeting you in
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strange places
on your birthday,” said Ryelle—or perhaps it
was Sanar—looking
down at the book poking out of Lirael’s
shirt and the
silver panpipes glinting from her waistcoat
pocket. “You
need not worry about the rounds or a missed
dinner. You
seem to have claimed a birthright of sorts tonight,
one that has
waited long for your coming. Everything else is of
little
consequence.”
“What do you
mean by a birthright?” asked Lirael. The
Sight was the
Clayr’s birthright, not a trio of strange magical
devices.
“You know that
alone amongst the Clayr you have never
been Seen in
the visions,” the other twin began. “Never a
glimpse, at
least till now. But an hour ago, we—that is, the
Nine Day
Watch—Saw that you would be here, and in another
place also.
None of us even suspected that this bridge existed,
nor the room
beyond. But it is clear that while the Clayr of
today have not
Seen you in their visions, the Clayr of long ago
Saw enough to
prepare this place and the things you hold. To
prepare you,
in fact.”
“Prepare me
for what?” asked Lirael, panicked by the sudden
attention. “I
don’t want anything! All I want is to be . . .
to be normal.
To have the Sight.”
Sanar—for it
was Sanar who had spoken last—looked
down at the
young woman, seeing the pain in her. Since their
first meeting
five years before, she and her sister had kept a
cautious eye
on Lirael, and they knew more about her life than
their young
cousin suspected.
She chose her
words carefully.
“Lirael, the
Sight may yet come to you in time, and be the
stronger for
the waiting. But for now you have been given
other gifts,
gifts that I am sure will be sorely needed by the
Kingdom. And
as all of us of the Blood are given gifts, we are
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also laden
with the responsibility to use them wisely and well.
You have the
potential for great power, Lirael, but I fear that
you will also
face great tests.”
She paused,
staring into the billowing cloud of mist behind
Lirael, and
her eyes seemed to cloud, too, as her voice grew
deeper and
became less friendly, more impersonal and strange.
“You will meet
many trials on a path that lies unseen, but
you will never
forget that you are a Daughter of the Clayr. You
may not See,
but you will Remember. And in the Remembering,
you will see
the hidden past that holds the secrets of
the future.”
Lirael
shivered at the words, for Sanar had spoken with the
truth of
prophecy, and her eyes were sparkling with a strange,
icy light.
“What do you
mean by great tests?” Lirael asked, when
the last faint
echo of Sanar’s words were lost, drowned in the
roar of the
river.
Sanar shook
her head and smiled, the moment of the vision
lost. Unable
to speak, she looked at her sister, who continued.
“When we Saw
you here this evening, we also Saw you
somewhere
else, somewhere we have labored for many years
to See,
without success,” said Ryelle. “On the Red Lake, in a
boat of woven reeds.
The sun was high and bright, so we know
it will be in
summer. You looked much as you do now, so we
know it is in
the summer coming that you will be there.”
“There will be
a young man with you,” continued Sanar.
“A sick or
wounded man, one we were asked to seek for the
King. We do
not know exactly where he is now, or how or when
he will come
to the Red Lake. He is surrounded by powers that
cloak our
vision, and his future is dark. But we do know that
he lies at the
center of some great and terrible danger. A danger
not just to
him but to all of us, to the Kingdom. And he will
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be there with
you, in the reed boat, at the height of summer.”
“I don’t
understand,” whispered Lirael. “What’s that to
do with me? I
mean, the Red Lake, this man, and everything?
I’m just a
Second Assistant Librarian! What have I got to do
with it?”
“We don’t
know,” answered Sanar. “The visions are fragmented,
and a dark
cloud spreads like spilt ink across the pages
of possible
futures. All we know is that this man is important,
for both good
and ill, and we have Seen you with him. We
think that you
must leave the Glacier. You must go south and
find the reed
boat on the Red Lake, and find him.”
Lirael looked
at Sanar’s lips, still moving, but she could
hear no sound
save the cry of the river. The sound of the water
rushing to be
free of the mountain, flowing away, away to
some distant
and unknown land.
I’m being
thrown out, she thought. I don’t have the Sight,
I’ve grown too
old, and they’re throwing me out—
“We have also
had another vision of the man,” Sanar was
saying as
Lirael’s hearing came back. “Come, we will show
you, so you
will know him at the proper time, and know something
of the danger
he is in. But not here—we must go up to
the
Observatory.”
“The
Observatory!” exclaimed Lirael. “But I’m not . . .
I haven’t
Awoken—”
“I know,” said
Ryelle, taking her hand to lead her. “It is
difficult for
you to gaze upon your heart’s desire when you may
not possess
it. If the danger were any less, or someone else
could shoulder
the burden, we would not press you so. If the
vision were
not of this place that resists us, we could probably
show you
elsewhere, too. But now we need the power of the
Observatory,
and the full strength of the Watch.”
They walked
back along the Rift, with Sanar and Ryelle on
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either side of
an unprotesting Lirael. Lirael briefly felt what the
Dog had called
her sense of the Dead, a sort of pressure from
all the dead
Clayr buried throughout the Rift, but she paid it
no heed. It
was like someone far away calling someone else’s
name. All she
could think of was that they were making her
leave. She
would be alone again, because the Disreputable Dog
might not
come. The Dog might not even be able to exist outside
the Clayr’s
Glacier, like a sending that couldn’t leave its
bounds.
Halfway back
along the Rift towards the door where she’d
come in,
Lirael was surprised to see that a long bridge of ice
had spanned
the depths. The Clayr were walking back across
it and then
into a deep cave-mouth on the other side of the Rift.
Ryelle saw her
look and explained, “There are many ways to
and from the
Observatory, when we have need. This bridge will
melt when we
have all crossed.”
Lirael nodded
dumbly. She’d always wondered where the
Observatory
actually was, and had tried to find it on more than
one occasion.
She’d had many daydreams of finding her way
there, and
finding her Sight within. But all those daydreams
were destroyed
now.
Across the
bridge, the cave-mouth led into a rudely dug
tunnel that
sloped up quite steeply. It was hard going, and
Lirael was hot
and out of breath when the tunnel finally flattened
out. Ryelle
and Sanar stopped then, and Lirael wiped the
sweat from her
eyes before she looked around. They had left
stone behind.
Now there was nothing but ice all around, blue
ice that
reflected the Charter lights the Clayr carried. They had
come to the
heart of the Glacier.
A gate was
carved in the ice, flanked by two guards in full
mail, holding
shields that bore the golden star of the Clayr.
Their faces
were stern under their open helms. One carried an
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axe that
gleamed with Charter marks, the other a sword that
shone brighter
than the lights, casting a thousand tiny reflections
in the ice.
Lirael stared at the guards, for they were clearly
Clayr, but no
one she knew, which she had thought impossible.
There were
less than three thousand Clayr in the Glacier, and
she had lived
here all her life.
“I See you,
Voice of the Nine Day Watch,” said the woman
with the axe,
speaking in a strange, formal tone. “You may
pass. But the
other with you has not Awoken. By the ancient
laws, she must
not be allowed to See the secret ways.”
“Don’t be
silly, Erimael,” said Sanar. “What ancient laws?
It’s Lirael,
Arielle’s daughter.”
“Erimael?”
whispered Lirael, peering at the severe face,
sharply
defined by the edges of her helm. Erimael had joined
the Rangers
six years ago and hadn’t been seen since. Lirael
had thought
Erimael must have been killed in an accident and
that she’d
missed her Farewell, as she had missed so many
other events
that required her to don the blue tunic.
“The laws are
clear,” said Erimael, still in the same stern
voice, though
Lirael saw her gulp nervously. “I am the Axe-
Guard. She
must be blindfolded if you wish her to pass.”
Sanar snorted
and turned to the other woman. “And what
says the
Sword-Guard? Don’t tell me you agree?”
“Yes,
unfortunately,” said the other woman, who Lirael
realized was
much older. “The letter of the law is strict. Guests
must be
blindfolded. Anyone who is not an Awoken Clayr is a
guest.”
Sanar sighed
and turned to Lirael. But Lirael had already
hung her head,
to hide her humiliation. Slowly, she undid her
head scarf,
folded it into a narrow band, and bound it around
her head,
covering her eyes. Behind the soft darkness of the
cloth, she
wept silently, the blindfold soaking up her tears.
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Sanar and
Ryelle took her hands again, and Lirael felt the
sympathy in
their touch. But it did not matter. This was even
worse than
when she was fourteen, standing alone in her blue
tunic,
suffering the public shame of not being a Clayr. Now she
was
irrevocably marked as an outsider. Not a Clayr at all, of
any kind. Only
a guest.
She asked only
two questions as Ryelle and Sanar led her
through what
felt like a complicated, maze-like passage.
“When will I
have to go?”
“Today,”
replied Ryelle, as she stopped Lirael and prepared
her for
another sharp turn by gently pushing her elbow
till she was
facing the right way. “That is to say, as soon as
possible. A
boat is being prepared for you. It will be spelled to
take you down
the Ratterlin to Qyrre. From there you should
be able to get
some constables or even some of the Guard to
escort you to
Edge, on the Red Lake itself. It should be a fast
and uneventful
journey, though we wish we could See some of
it
beforehand.”
“Am I to go
alone?”
Lirael
couldn’t see, but she sensed Sanar and Ryelle exchanging
glances,
silently working out who would speak. At
last Sanar
said, “That is how you have been Seen, so I’m afraid
that is how
you will have to go. I wish it were otherwise. We
would fly you
down by Paperwing, but all the Paperwings have
been Seen
elsewhere, so the river it must be.”
Alone. Without
even her one friend, the Disreputable Dog.
It didn’t
really matter what happened to her now.
“There are
some steps down here,” said Ryelle, stopping
Lirael again.
“About thirty, I think. Then we will be in the
Observatory,
and you can take the blindfold off.”
Lirael
mechanically went with the twins down the steps.
It was
unsettling, not being able to see where her feet were
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going, and
some of the steps seemed lower than the others.
To make it
worse, there was a weird rustling noise all around,
and
occasionally the hint of whispers or smothered conversations.
Finally, they
arrived on level ground and took a half dozen
steps forward.
Sanar helped untie her blindfold.
Light was the
first thing Lirael noticed, and space, and then
the massed
ranks of the Clayr, silently standing in their white,
rustling
robes. She stood in the center of a huge chamber carved
entirely out
of ice, a vast cave easily as large as the Great Hall
she knew and
hated so much. Charter Magic lights shone everywhere,
reflecting
from the many facets of the ice, so that there
was not a hint
of darkness anywhere.
Lirael
instinctively looked down when she saw all the other
Clayr, so she
couldn’t meet anyone’s eyes. But as she cautiously
peered out
from behind her protective fall of singed hair, she
saw that they
were not looking at her. They were all looking
up. She
followed their gaze and saw that the angled ceiling was
perfectly
smooth and flat, one single enormous sheet of clear
ice, almost
like an enormous, opaque window.
“Yes,” said
Sanar, noting Lirael’s stare. “That is where we
focus our
Sight, so all the fragments of the vision can become
one, and
everyone can See.”
“I think we
may begin,” announced Ryelle, looking around
at the massed,
silent ranks of the Clayr. Nearly every Awoken
Clayr was
there, to join a Watch of Fifteen Sixty-Eight. They
stood in a
series of ever-wider circles around the small central
area where
Lirael, Sanar, and Ryelle stood, like some strange
concentric
orchard of white trees that bore silver and moonstone
fruit.
“Let us
begin!” cried Sanar and Ryelle, and they lifted their
wands and
clashed them together like swords. Lirael jumped
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as all the
gathered Clayr shouted back, a great bellow that she
felt through
her bones.
“Let us
begin!”
As one, the
Clayr in the closest circle joined hands, snapping
together as in
a military drill. Then the next circle joined
hands, and the
next, a wave of movement rippling from the
center to the
farthest circle in the Observatory, till all was still
again.
“Let us See!”
cried Sanar and Ryelle, clashing their wands
again. This
time, Lirael was prepared for the shout that came
back, but not
for the magic that followed. Charter marks
seemed to well
up out of the icy floor, flowing up through the
Clayr of the
first circle, till there were so many, they brimmed
over and
flowed into the next circle, and then the one after
that. Charter
marks that flowed like thick golden fog up the
Clayr’s bodies
and along their arms.
Lirael watched
the magic grow as it passed each circle, saw
it wrap itself
around the bodies of her cousins. She could see
the Charter
marks, feel the magic in her pounding heart,
hunger for it.
But it remained alien, somehow beyond her, as
no other
Charter Magic had ever been.
Then the
outermost circle of the Clayr broke their handclasps
and held their
arms up towards the distant, icy ceiling.
Marks flowed
from them into the air, falling upwards like
golden dust
caught in shafts of sunlight. When it hit the ice, it
splashed
there, as if it were glorious paint and the ice a blank
canvas waiting
to come alive.
Each circle
followed in turn, till all the magic they’d summoned
had risen to
fill the whole huge ice ceiling with swirling
Charter marks.
They stared at it, entranced, and Lirael saw
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their eyes
move as if they all watched something there. But she
saw nothing,
nothing save the swirl of magic that she couldn’t
understand.
“Look,” said
Ryelle softly, and the wand she held suddenly
became a
bottle of bright green glass.
“Learn,” said
Sanar, and she waved her wand in a pattern
directly above
Lirael’s head.
Then Ryelle
threw the contents of the bottle, seemingly at
Lirael. But as
the liquid flew over her head, Sanar’s wand transformed
it into ice. A
pane of pure, translucent ice that hung
horizontally
in the air directly above Lirael’s head.
Sanar tapped
this pane with her wand, and it began to glow
a deep,
comfortable blue. She tapped it again, and the blue fled
to the edges.
Lirael stared at it, and then through it, and as she
stared, she
realized that this strange, suspended pane was helping
her See what
the Clayr Saw. The meaningless patterns on
the ice
ceiling above were starting to become clear. Hundreds,
maybe even
thousands of tiny pictures were joining together to
make up a
larger picture, like the puzzle pictures she’d played
with as a
child.
It was a
picture of a man standing with his foot on a rock,
Lirael saw
now. He was looking at something below him.
Curious,
Lirael craned her head back for a better view.
That made her
dizzy for an instant, and then it seemed as if she
were falling
upwards, through the blue pane and all the way
up into the
ceiling, falling into the vision. There was a flash of
blue and a
touch of something that made her shiver—and she
was there!
She was
standing next to the man. She could hear his rasping,
unhealthy-sounding
breath, smell the faintest hint of sweat,
feel the heat
and humidity of a summer day.
And she could
taste the awful taint of Free Magic, stronger
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and more vile
than she could ever have imagined, stronger
even than her
memory of the Stilken. So strong that the bile
rose in her
throat and she had to force it back, and dots danced
before her
eyes.
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Chapter Thirty
Nicholas and the Pit
He was young,
Lirael saw, about her own age.
Nineteen or
twenty. And obviously ill. He was tall, but stooped
over, as if a
nagging pain bit his middle. His blond, unkempt
hair was
clean, but hung together like damp string. His skin
was too pink
in the cheeks and grey around his lips and eyes.
Those eyes
were blue, but dulled. He held a pair of dark spectacles
loosely in one
hand, the arms repaired with twine and
one green lens
cracked and starred.
He was
standing on some sort of artificial hill of rough,
loose earth,
peering shortsightedly down towards a deep pit, a
gaping hole in
the ground. The pit—or whatever was in it—
was the source
of the Free Magic that was making Lirael nauseated,
even through
the vision. She could feel waves of it
pulsating out
of the scarred earth, cold and terrible, eating into
her bones,
biting away deep inside her teeth.
The pit had
obviously been freshly dug. It was at least as
wide across as
the Lower Refectory, which could hold four
hundred people.
A spiral path wound around its edges, disappearing
down into the
dark depths. Lirael couldn’t see how
deep it was,
but there were people carrying baskets of dirt and
rock up and
empty baskets back down. Slow, tired people, who
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seemed quite
strange to Lirael. Their clothes were dirty and
torn, but even
so, Lirael could see that their cut and color was
quite unlike
anything she’d ever seen. And nearly all of them
wore blue hats
or the knotted remnants of blue headscarves.
Lirael
wondered how on earth they could work with the
corrosive
taint of Free Magic all around, and looked at them
more closely.
Then she gasped and tried to move back, but the
vision held
her.
They weren’t
people. They were Dead. She could feel them
now, feel the
chill of Death close by. These workers were Dead
Hands,
enslaved by some necromancer’s will. The blue hats
shaded
sightless eye sockets, the blue scarves held together rotting
heads.
Lirael
suppressed her instinctive desire to vomit and quickly
looked at the
young man next to her, fearful that he might be
the
necromancer and could somehow see her. But he had no
Charter mark
on his brow, either whole or perverted to Free
Magic. His
forehead was clear, save for dirty beads of sweat
that had
caught the dust from the air, and there was no sign
of any bells.
He was looking
up now, looking at the sky, and shaking
some metal
object on his wrist. Perhaps in ritual, Lirael
thought. She
suddenly felt sorry for him, and had a strange
urge to touch
the curve of his neck where it joined his ear, just
with the very
tip of her fingers. She even started to reach out,
and was only
reminded of where—and what—she was when
he spoke.
“Damn it!” he
muttered. “Why does nothing work?”
He lowered his
arm but kept looking up. Lirael looked too,
seeing the
dark thunderclouds that roiled there, low and close.
Lightning
flickered, but there was no cool breeze, no scent of
rain. Just the
heat and the lightning.
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Then, without
warning, a blinding bolt of lightning struck
down into the
pit, lighting the black depths in a bright flash of
incandescence.
In that moment, Lirael saw hundreds of Dead
Hands digging,
digging with tools if they had them and with
their own
rotting hands if not. They paid no attention to the
lightning,
which burnt and blackened several of their number,
nor the
deafening crash of thunder that came at almost the
same time.
Within a few
seconds, another bolt followed the first, seemingly
hitting
exactly the same place. Then another and another,
thunder
booming on and on, shaking the ground at Lirael’s
feet.
“Four in
approximately fifty seconds,” remarked the man
to himself.
“It’s getting more frequent. Hedge!”
Lirael didn’t
understand this last call till a man strode out
of the pit
below and waved. A thin, balding man, clad in leather
armor with
gold-etched red enamel steel plates at his throat,
elbows, and
knees. He had a sword at his side—and a bandolier
of bells
across his chest, black ebony handles poking out of red
leather
pouches. Perversions of Charter marks moved across
both wood and
leather, leaving after-images of fire.
Even from so
far away, he smelt of blood and hot metal.
He must be the
necromancer the Dead Hands served—or one
of the
necromancers, for there were many Dead. But this one
was not the
source of the Free Magic that burnt at Lirael’s lips
and tongue.
Something far worse than he lay hidden in the
depths of the
pit.
“Yes, Master
Nicholas?” called the man. Lirael noted that
he waved the
two Dead Hands that followed him back down
into the
shadows, as if he didn’t want them too clearly seen.
“The lightning
comes more quickly,” said the young man,
so identifying
himself to Lirael as Nicholas. But what manner
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of man—a man
without a Charter mark—would a necromancer
call Master?
“We must be
close,” he added, his voice going hoarse. “Ask
the men if
they will work an extra shift tonight.”
“Oh, they’ll
work!” shouted the necromancer, laughing at
some private
jest. “Do you want to come down?”
Nicholas shook
his head. He had to clear his throat several
times before
he could shout back, “I feel . . . I feel unwell again,
Hedge. I’m
going to lie down in my tent. I will look later. But
you must call
me if you find anything. It will be metal, I think.
Yes, shining
metal,” he continued, eyes staring as if he saw it
in front of
him. “Two shining metal hemispheres, each taller
than a man. We
must find them quickly. Quickly!”
Hedge half
bowed, but he didn’t answer. He climbed out
of the pit,
leaving it to walk up to the hill of tailings where
Nicholas
stood.
“Who is that
with you?” shouted Hedge, pointing.
Nicholas
looked to where he pointed but saw nothing save
the afterglow
of the lightning and the image of the shining
hemispheres—the
image he saw in all his waking moments, as
if it were
imprinted on his brain.
“Nothing,” he
muttered, looking straight at Lirael. “No
one. I am so
tired. But it will be a great discovery—”
“Spy! You’ll
burn at the feet of my Master!”
Flames leapt
from the necromancer’s hands and spilled on
the ground,
red flames cloaked in black, choking smoke. They
raced up the
hill like wildfire, straight towards Lirael.
At the same
time, she saw Nicholas’s eyes suddenly focus
on her. He
reached out one hand in greeting, saying, “Hello!
But I expect
you’re only another hallucination.”
Then hands
gripped her shoulders and she was pulled back
into the
Observatory as the red fire struck where she’d been
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and boiled up
into a narrow column of fiery destruction and
blackest
smoke.
Ice shattered,
and Lirael blinked. When she opened her
eyes, she was
standing between Ryelle and Sanar again, in a
pool of broken
shards, with pieces of blue ice sprinkled across
her head and
shoulders.
“You Saw,”
said Ryelle. It wasn’t a question.
“Yes,” replied
Lirael, sorely troubled, as much by the experience
of the vision
as by what she’d Seen. “Is that what it
is like to
have the Sight?”
“Not exactly,”
replied Sanar. “We mostly See in short
flashes, brief
fragments from many different parts of the future,
all mixed up.
Only together, in the Watch, here in the Observatory,
can we unify
the vision. Even then, only the person
who stands
where you have stood will See it all.”
Lirael thought
about that and craned her head back again,
ice dribbling
down her neck under her shirt. The distant ceiling
was only a
patch of ice again. She looked back down and
saw that all
the Clayr were leaving without a word or a backwards
glance. The
outer ring had gone before she even noticed,
and now the
next was uncurling into a single file, leaving by a
different
door. There seemed to be many exits from the
Observatory,
Lirael thought. Soon she would take one herself,
never to
return again.
“What,” Lirael
began, forcing herself to think about the
vision,“what
am I supposed to do?”
“We don’t
know,” said Ryelle. “We have been trying to See
around the Red
Lake for several years, without success. Then
all of a
sudden we Saw you in the room below, the vision we
have shown
you, and then a glimpse of you and the man in a
boat upon the
lake. All are obviously linked in some way, but
we have not
been able to See more.”
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“The man Nicholas
is the key,” said Sanar. “Once you find
him, we think,
you will know what to do.”
“But he’s with
a necromancer!” exclaimed Lirael. “They’re
digging up
something terrible! Shouldn’t we tell the
Abhorsen?”
“We have sent
messages, but the Abhorsen and the King
are in
Ancelstierre, where they hope to avert a trouble that is
also probably
connected with whatever is in the pit that you
Saw. We have
also alerted Ellimere and her co-regent, and it is
possible they
will also act, perhaps with Prince Sameth, the
Abhorsen-in-Waiting.
But whatever they do, we know that it
is you who
must find Nicholas. It seems a little thing, I know,
a meeting
between two people on a lake. But it is the only
future we can
See now, with all else hidden from us, and it
offers our only
hope to avert disaster.”
Lirael nodded,
white-faced. Too many things were happening,
and she was
too tired and emotionally exhausted to
cope. But it
did seem that she was not just being thrown out.
She really did
have something important to do, not just for the
Clayr, but for
the whole Kingdom.
“Now, we must
prepare you for the journey,” added Sanar,
obviously
noting Lirael’s weariness. “Is there anything personal
you wish to
take, or something special we can provide?”
Lirael shook
her head. She wanted the Disreputable Dog,
but that
didn’t seem possible, if the Clayr hadn’t Seen her.
Perhaps her
friend was gone forever now, the spell that had
brought her
meeting some condition that triggered its end.
“My outdoor
things, I suppose,” she whispered finally.
“And a few
books. I suppose I should take the things I found,
too.”
“You should,”
said Sanar, obviously curious as to what
exactly they
were. But she didn’t ask, and Lirael didn’t feel like
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talking about
them. They were just more complications. Why
had they been
left for her? What use would they be out in the
wide world?
“We must also
outfit you with a bow and sword,” said
Ryelle. “As
befits a Daughter of the Clayr gone a-voyaging.”
“I’m not very
good with a sword,” Lirael said in a small
voice, choking
a little at being called a Daughter of the Clayr.
Those words,
so long sought, sounded empty to her now. “I’m
all right with
a bow.”
She didn’t
explain that she was competent with the laminated
short bow used
by the Clayr only because she shot rats
in the
Library, using blunted arrows so as not to puncture
books. The Dog
liked to retrieve the arrows but wasn’t interested
in eating the
rats, unless Lirael cooked them with herbs
and sauce,
which she naturally refused to do.
“I hope you
will need neither weapon,” said Sanar. Her
words seemed
loud, echoing out into the huge cavern of ice.
Lirael
shivered. That hope seemed likely to be false. Suddenly
it was cold.
Nearly all the Clayr had gone, all fifteen hundred
of them, in a
matter of minutes, as if they had never been there.
Only two
armored guards remained, watching from the end of
the
Observatory. One had a spear and the other a bow. Lirael
didn’t need to
get closer to know that these were also weapons
of power,
imbued with Charter Magic.
They had
stayed, she knew, to make sure she was blindfolded.
She looked
away and took her scarf off, folding it with
slow,
deliberate movements. Then she tied it across her eyes
and stood
stiffly, waiting for Sanar and Ryelle to take her arms.
“I am sorry,”
said Sanar and Ryelle, at the same time, their
voices
blending into one. They sounded to her as if they were
apologizing
not just for the blindfold, but for Lirael’s whole
life.
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By the time
they reached her small chamber off the Hall of
Youth, Lirael
had not slept or eaten for more than eighteen
hours. She was
staggering with fatigue, so Sanar and Ryelle
continued to
support her. She was so tired that she didn’t even
realize Aunt
Kirrith was present until she was taken into a
sudden,
unwelcome, extremely tight embrace.
“Lirael! What
have you done now!” Aunt Kirrith exclaimed,
her voice
booming from somewhere above Lirael’s
head, which
was kept firmly pressed into her aunt’s neck.
“You’re too
young to go off into the world!”
“Aunt!”
protested Lirael, trying to free herself, embarrassed
to be treated
like a little girl in front of Ryelle and Sanar.
It was typical
of Aunt Kirrith to try to hug her when she didn’t
want her to,
and to not hug her when she did want to be
hugged.
“It’ll be just
like your mother all over again,” Kirrith was
saying,
seemingly as much to the twins as to Lirael. “Going off
who knows
where and getting involved in who knows what
with who knows
whom. Why, you might even come back—”
“Kirrith!
Enough!” snapped Sanar, surprising Lirael. She
had never heard
anyone speak to Kirrith like that. It was
clearly a
shock to Kirrith too, because she let go of Lirael and
took a deep,
dignified breath.
“You can’t
talk to me like that, San . . . Ry . . . whichever
one you are,”
Aunt Kirrith finally said after several deep
breaths. “I’m
Guardian of the Young, and I am in authority
here!”
“And we, for
the moment, are the Voice of the Clayr,”
replied Sanar
and Ryelle in unison, lifting the wands they still
held. “We have
been invested with the powers of the Nine Day
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Watch. Do you
challenge our right, Kirrith?”
Kirrith looked
at them, tried to take an even deeper breath,
and failed,
her breath wheezing out of her like that of a toad
that has been
stepped on. It was clearly a recognition of their
authority, if
not a very dignified one.
“Fetch the
things you want to take, Lirael,” said Sanar,
touching her
on the shoulder. “We must soon go down to the
boat. Kirrith,
perhaps if we could speak outside?”
Lirael nodded
wearily and went to the chest that held her
clothes, while
the others went out and shut the door. Without
looking, she
reached in. Her hand hit something hard, and her
fingers were
around it before she looked and gave a little gasp
of
recognition. It was the old soapstone carving of the hardbitten
dog, the one she’d
found in the Stilken’s chamber, the one
that had
vanished when the Disreputable Dog had appeared.
Lirael hugged
it close to her chest for a moment, a faint
hope breaking
through her weariness. It was not the Dog, but
it was a hint
that the Dog could be summoned again. Smiling,
she put the
statuette in the pocket of a clean waistcoat, making
sure its
soapstone snout could not be seen poking out. She put
the Dark
Mirror in the same pocket and the panpipes in the
other one, and
transferred The Book of Remembrance and Forgetting
to a small
shoulder bag that seemed exactly made for
it. The
clockwork emergency mouse she put in a corner of the
chest,
followed by the whistle. Neither of them could help her
where she was
going now.
As she
undressed and quickly washed, thankful for the
larger room
and simple bathroom she’d moved to on her eighteenth
birthday,
Lirael considered changing her clothes completely,
to wear
something that did not identify her as a Clayr.
But when it
came time to dress, she once again donned the
working
clothes of a Second Assistant Librarian. That was
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what she was,
she told herself. She had earned the right to the
red waistcoat.
No one could take that away, even if she wasn’t
a proper
Clayr.
She had just
rolled some spare clothes into her cloak, and
was thinking
about her heavy wool coat and its likely usefulness
in late spring
and summer, when there was a knock on the
door, followed
immediately by Kirrith.
“I didn’t mean
any nastiness about your mother,” Kirrith
said from the
doorway, sounding subdued. “Arielle was my
little sister,
and I loved her well. But she was outlandish, if you
know what I
mean, and prone to trouble. Always getting into
scrapes and .
. . well . . . it’s not been easy, what with being
Guardian and
having to keep everyone in line. Perhaps I
haven’t shown
you . . . well, it’s hard when you can’t See how
others feel or
will feel about you. What I mean to say is that I
loved your
mother—and I love you, too.”
“I know,
Auntie,” replied Lirael, not looking back as she
threw her coat
back in the chest. Even a year ago she would
have given
anything to hear those words, to feel that she
belonged. Now
it was too late. She was leaving the Glacier,
leaving it as
her mother had done years before, when she had
abandoned her
daughter seemingly without a care.
But that was
all history, Lirael thought. I can leave it
behind, start
my story afresh. I don’t need to know why my
mother left,
or who my father was. I don’t need to know, she
repeated to
herself.
I don’t need
to know.
But while she
mumbled those words under her breath, her
mind kept
turning to The Book of Remembrance and Forgetting
in the bag at
her side, and the pipes and Dark Mirror in her
waistcoat
pockets.
She didn’t
need to know what had happened in the past.
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But while she
had always been alone among the Clayr for her
blindness to
the future, now she was alone in another way as
well. In a
perverse reversal of all her hopes and dreams, she
had been
granted the exact opposite of her heart’s desire.
For with the
Dark Mirror, and her new-found knowledge,
she could See
into the past.
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Chapter Thirty-One
A Voice in the Trees
Hidden a merehundred
yards into the fringe of the
forest, Prince
Sameth lay like a dead man, sprawled where he’d
fallen from
his horse. One leg was caked with drying blood,
and black-red
blotches marked the green leaves of the bushes
that shivered
around him in the breeze. Only a close inspection
would have
shown that he was still breathing.
Sprout,
proving less neurotic than expected, grazed quietly
nearby.
Occasionally her ears twitched and her head went up,
but all
through the long day nothing disturbed her contented
munching.
In the late
afternoon, when the shadows began their slow
crawl out from
the trees to stretch and join together, the breeze
picked up and
relieved the heat of the late-spring day. It blew
over Sam,
partly covering him with leaves, twigs, wind-caught
spiderwebs,
beetle carcasses, and feathery grasses.
One thin blade
of grass caught up against his nose and was
trapped there,
tickling his nostril. It rustled this way, then that,
but didn’t
shift. Sameth’s nose twitched in response, twitched
again, then
finally burst out in a sneeze.
Sam woke up.
At first he thought he was drunk, hungover,
and suffering.
His mouth was dry, and he could taste the stench
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of his own
breath. His head ached with a fierce pain, and his
legs hurt even
more. He must have passed out in someone’s
garden, which
was incredibly embarrassing. He had been this
drunk only
once before, and hadn’t wished to repeat the experience.
He started to
call out, but even as the dry, pathetic croak
left his lips,
he remembered what had happened.
He’d killed
two constables. Men who were trying to do
their duty.
Men who had wives, family. Parents, brothers, sisters,
children. They
would have left their homes in the morning
with no
expectation of sudden death. Perhaps their wives were
even now
waiting for them to come home for the evening meal.
No, thought
Sameth, levering himself up to look bleakly at
the red light
of the setting sun filtering through the trees. They
had fought
early in the morning. The wives would know by
now that their
husbands were never coming home.
Slowly, he
pushed himself further upright, brushing the
forest debris
from his clothes. He had to push the guilt down,
too, at least
for the moment. Survival required it.
First of all,
he had best cut away his trouser leg and look
at the wound.
He dimly remembered casting the spell that had
undoubtedly
saved his life, but the wound would still be fragile,
liable to reopen.
He had to bind it up, for he was far too
weak to cast
another healing spell.
After that, he
would somehow stand up. Stand up, catch
the faithful
Sprout, and ride deeper into the forest. He was
somewhat
surprised that he hadn’t already been discovered by
the local
constabulary. Unless he had laid a more confusing
trail than
he’d thought, or they were waiting for reinforcements
to arrive
before they started looking for what they
assumed to be
a murderous necromancer.
If the
constables—or even worse, the Guard—found him
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now, he’d have
to tell them who he was, Sam decided. And that
would mean a
shameful return to Belisaere, there to be tried
by Ellimere
and Jall Oren. Public disgrace and infamy would
be sure to
follow. The only other alternative would be a dishonorable
covering up of
his awful deed.
Either
situation would be intolerable. The disappointment
he could
already imagine on his parents’ faces would be too
much to bear.
No doubt his inability to be the Abhorsenin-
Waiting would
also come out, and they would despair of
him
completely.
Better that he
disappear. Go into the forest and hide out
while he
recovered, then continue to Edge with a newly conjured
visage, for he
was sure Nick still needed help. At least he
would be able
to do that. Not even Nick could get into more
trouble than
Sam had managed to get into himself.
Making the
decisions proved easier than putting them into
practice.
Sprout backed away from him, her nostrils flaring,
as he tried to
grab her reins. She didn’t like the smell of blood,
or the
occasional grunts of pain Sam let out as he accidentally
put weight on
his wounded leg.
Finally, he
managed to push her into a sort of natural cul
de sac, where
three trees prevented any further retreat. Mounting
proved to be
another challenge. Pain flared as he swung his
leg over,
gasping at the hurt.
Now Sam was
faced with another problem. It was rapidly
getting dark,
and he had no idea where to go. Civilization and
all it offered
lay east, north, and south, but he dared not go
until he was
strong enough to cast another spell to change his
and Sprout’s
looks. Westward, there were many forest paths of
doubtful use
and direction. There might be some settlements
or lone houses
somewhere within the forest, but he couldn’t
visit them
with any safety, either.
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Worse, he had
only a single canteen of yesterday’s water, a
hunk of very
stale bread, and a lump of salted beef, his emergency
provision in
case he needed a snack between inns. The
ginger cakes
were long gone, eaten on the road.
It began to
rain, the wind having brought clouds over from
the sea—only a
light spring shower, but it was enough to make
Sam curse and
wrestle with his saddlebags, trying to pull out
his cloak. If
he caught a cold on top of his existing hurts, there
was no knowing
how he’d end up. In a forest grave, most
likely, he
thought bitterly, not dug by human hands. Just a
mound of
wind-borne bits and pieces, linked by the grass
growing up
around his pathetic remains.
He was just
thinking about this dismal future when his fingers,
pulling at the
cloak, felt leather and cold metal instead of
wool.
Instantly, he snatched his hand away, the tips of his fingers
cold and
already turning blue. The knowledge of what
he’d just
touched made him bend over his saddle horn and let
out a great
sob of despair and fright.
The
Book of the Dead. He’d left it behind in his workroom,
but it had
refused to be left. Just like the bells. He would never
be rid of
them, even wounded and alone in this dark forest.
They would
follow him forever, even into Death itself.
He was just
about to let himself break down when a voice
came from the
darkness between the trees.
“A little lost
princeling, weeping in the forest? I would have
thought you
had more steel in your spine, Prince Sameth. Still,
I am often wrong.”
The voice had
an electric effect on Sameth and Sprout. The
Prince shot
bolt upright in the saddle, gasped at the pain, and
tried to draw
his sword. Sprout, equally surprised, leapt forward
into an
instant canter, weaving amid the trees without a
thought for
her rider and low-slung branches.
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Horse and
rider raced along in a cacophony of breaking
branches,
shouts, and whinnies. They continued in this fashion
for at least
fifty yards before Sameth got Sprout under control
and managed to
turn her back in the direction the voice
had come from.
He also
managed to draw his sword. It was half-dark now,
the
tree-trunks pale ashen streaks in the gathering gloom, supporting
branches where
leaves hung like heavy clots of darkness.
Whoever . . .
whatever . . . had spoken could easily creep
up on him now,
but it was better to face it than be knocked off
by a branch in
panicked flight.
The voice had
been unnatural. He’d tasted Free Magic in
it, and
something else. It wasn’t a Dead creature—no, not that.
But it could
be a Stilken or Margrue, Free Magic elementals
that
occasionally hungered for the taste of Life. He wished now
that he had
read the book that he’d been given for his birthday,
the one on
binding, by Merchane.
Something
rustled in the leaves of the closest tree, and Sam
started again,
lifting his sword to the guard position. Sprout
fidgeted, kept
in check only by the pressure of Sam’s knees. The
effort sent
bolts of pain up Sam’s side, but he did not ease off.
There was
something moving all right, moving up the
trunk—there—no,
there. It was jumping from branch to
branch, moving
behind him. Maybe more than one. . . .
Desperately,
Sam tried to reach the Charter to draw out
the marks
needed for a magical attack. But he was too weak,
the pain in
his leg too strong, too fresh. He couldn’t keep the
marks in his
mind. He couldn’t remember the spell he wanted
to form.
Perhaps the
bells, he thought in desperation, as whatever
it was moved
again. But he didn’t know how to use the bells
against the
Dead, let alone Free Magic beings. His hand shook
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at the thought
of using the bells, and he was reminded of
Death. At the
same time a fierce determination rose in him.
Whatever ill
luck had dogged him, he would not just lie down
and die. He
might be afraid, but he was a royal Prince, the son
of Touchstone
and Sabriel, and he would sell his life as dear as
his strength
could make it.
“Who calls
Prince Sameth?” he shouted, words harsh in
the darkling
forest. “Show yourself, before I wreak a spell on
you of great
destruction!”
“Save the
theatrics for those who respond to them,”
replied the
voice, this time accompanied by the flash of two
piercing green
eyes, reflecting the last of the sun on a branch
high above
Sam’s head. “And count yourself lucky that it’s
only me.
You’ve left blood enough around to call a brace of
hormagants.”
With that
speech, a small white cat leapt from the tree,
catapulted off
a lower branch, and landed a cautious distance
from Sprout’s
forefeet.
“Mogget!”
exclaimed Sam, peering down at him with
dizzy incredulity.
“What are you doing here?”
“Looking for
you,” said the cat. “As should be startlingly
obvious to
even the most dull-witted Prince. Loyal servant of
the Abhorsen,
that’s me. Ready to baby-sit at a moment’s
notice.
Anywhere. No trouble at all. Now get off that horse
and make a
fire, just in case there actually are some hormagants
about. I don’t
suppose you’ve been sensible enough to
bring anything
to eat?”
Sameth shook
his head, feeling something not exactly as
positive as
relief pass through him. Mogget was a
servant of
the Abhorsen,
but he was also a Free Magic being of ancient
power. The red
collar he wore, engrained with Charter marks,
and the
miniature bell that hung from it, were the visible signs
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of the power
that bound him. Once it had been Saraneth, the
Binder, that
rang on that collar. Since the defeat of Kerrigor,
the bell that
bound Mogget was a tiny Ranna. Ranna the
Sleepbringer,
the first of the seven bells.
Sameth had
hardly ever spoken to Mogget, for the strange
cat-being had
been awake only once when Sam was at
Abhorsen’s
House, and that had been ten years before. As on
the more
recent occasion, he’d woken just long enough to steal
Touchstone’s
fresh-caught salmon, and had addressed few
words to the
boy of seven who had stared incredulously as the
“always
sleeping” cat removed a fish as large as itself from a
silver
platter.
“I really
don’t understand,” mumbled Sameth as he gingerly
lowered
himself off Sprout’s back. “Did Mother send
you to look
for me? How did she wake you up?”
“The
Abhorsen,” replied Mogget, between bouts of licking
his paw in a
rather stately fashion, “had nothing directly to
do
with it.
Having been associated with the family for so long,
I am simply
aware of when my services are required. For example,
when a new set
of bells appears, suggesting that an
Abhorsen-in-Waiting
is ready to come into his inheritance.
Having woken,
I simply followed the bells.
“But the
return of Cassiel’s bells did not waken me,” continued
Mogget,
switching to his other paw. “I was already
awake.
Something is happening in the Kingdom. Things long
dormant are
stirring, or being woken, and the ripples of their
waking have
spread to Abhorsen’s House, for whatever wakes
threatens the
Abhorsen—”
“Do you know
what it is exactly?” Sam interrupted anxiously.
“Mother said
she feared some ancient evil was planning
terrible
things. I had thought it might be Kerrigor.”
“Your uncle
Rogir?” replied Mogget, as if answering a
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question about
some slightly eccentric relative rather than the
fearful Greater
Dead Adept that Kerrigor had ultimately
become. “Ranna
holds him tighter than she does me. He sleeps
in the deepest
cellar of Abhorsen’s House. And there he will
sleep till the
end of time.”
“Ah,” sighed
Sam, relieved.
“Unless
whatever is stirring wakes him up as well,”
Mogget added
thoughtfully. “Now tell me why my leisurely
journey to
Belisaere and its justly famous fish markets has been
suddenly
interrupted by a side trip to a forest. Where do you
think you’re
going, and why are you going there?”
“I’m going to
find my friend Nicholas,” explained Sam,
though he felt
Mogget’s green eyes boring into him, seeking
out the deeper
reasons that he continued to hide from himself.
Avoiding that
gaze, he pushed together a small pyramid
of twigs and
dried leaves, and lit it with a friction match struck
against his
boot.
“And who is
Nicholas?” asked Mogget.
“He’s an
Ancelstierran, a friend of mine from school. I’m
worried
because he has no idea what it’s really like over here.
He doesn’t
even believe in Charter Magic—or any other magic,
for that
matter,” said Sam, as he added some larger sticks to
the fire. “He
thinks everything can be explained scientifically,
the same way
Ancelstierran things work. Even after the Dead
attacked us
near the Perimeter, he still wouldn’t accept that
there isn’t
some explanation other than magic. He’s very stubborn.
Once he
decides something is just so, he won’t change
his mind
unless you can prove it with mathematics or something
he accepts.
And he’s important in Ancelstierre, because
he’s the Chief
Minister’s nephew. I mean, you probably know
that Mother
and Dad are going to negotiate—”
“Where is this
Nicholas?” interrupted Mogget, hooding his
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eyes. Sameth
could see the flames reflected in them for a moment
before the
lids closed, and he shivered. In the eyes of some
Dead
creatures, those flames would not be a reflection.
“He was
supposed to wait for me to meet him at the Wall,
but he’s
already crossed. At least that’s what he said in his
letter. He
hired a guide, and he’s going to look for some old
legend called
the Lightning Trap on the way to Belisaere,” continued
Sameth,
feeding a larger branch into the fire. “I don’t
know what that
is, or how he heard about it, but apparently
it’s somewhere
near Edge. And of course that’s where Mother
and Dad think
the Enemy is.”
His voice
trailed off as he realized that Mogget didn’t seem
to be
listening.
“The Lightning
Trap, near the Red Lake,” muttered Mogget,
his eyes
closing to narrow slits of darkness. “The King and the
Abhorsen in
Ancelstierre, trying to stop a great multitude going
to their
deaths. A friend of the Abhorsen-in-Waiting, a Prince
of sorts
himself on the other side of the Wall. The Clayr Sightless,
save for
visions of total ruin . . . This does not bode well,
and the
connections cannot be purely coincidence. The Lightning
Trap. I have
not heard that name precisely, but something
stirs. . . .
sleep grips and dulls my memory. . . .”
Mogget’s voice
had grown softer as he spoke, drifting into
something like
a growl. Sam waited for the cat to say something
more, then
realized that the growl had become a snore.
Mogget was
asleep.
Shivering—but
not with cold—Sam put another branch in
the fire and
was comforted by the flare of friendly light. It had
stopped
raining, or never got properly started. Just a bit of spitting
and a slight
drop in temperature. But this was not good
news to Sam,
who would have preferred to be enduring heavy
rain. The last
few days had been unseasonably warm for the
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time of year,
with summer heat in late spring, and teasing rain
that had never
quite developed into a real storm. That meant
the spring
floods would be sinking early. And the Dead would
roam further
afield, not confined by running water.
He looked at
Mogget again and was startled to see one
bright eye
watching him, sparkling in the firelight, while the
other eye was
firmly closed.
“How were you
wounded?” purred the cat, voice low,
words matching
the crackle of the fire. He sounded as if he
already knew
the answer, but wanted to confirm something.
Sam blushed
and hung his head, hands unconsciously linking
in an attitude
of prayer.
“I got in a
fight with two constables. They thought I was
a necromancer.
The bells . . .” His voice trailed off, and he
gulped. Mogget
kept staring at him with that one sardonic eye,
obviously
waiting to hear more.
“I killed
them,” whispered Sam. “A Death-spell.”
There was a
long silence. Mogget opened his other eye and
yawned, pink
mouth revealing sharp, ever-so-white teeth.
“Idiot. Worse
than your father. Guilt, guilt, guilt,” he said,
mid yawn. “You
didn’t kill them.”
“What!”
exclaimed Sam.
“You can’t
have killed them,” replied Mogget, turning
around several
times to knead the leaves into a more comfortable
bed. “They’re
royal servants, sworn to the King. They
carry his protection,
even from one of his wayward children.
Mind you, any
other innocents about would have been slain.
Very clumsy of
you, to use that spell.”
“I didn’t
think,” replied Sam woodenly. He was enormously
relieved that
he wasn’t a murderer. Now he could feel
angry at
Mogget for making him feel like a foolish schoolboy.
“Obviously,”
agreed Mogget. “And you haven’t started
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thinking,
either. If they’d died, you would have felt it. You’re
the
Abhorsen-in-Waiting, Charter help us.”
Sam bit back
an angry reply as he realized that the cat was
correct. He hadn’t
felt the constables die. Mogget kept watching
him, his eyes
still slitted, apparently viewing Sam with deep
suspicion.
“Coils within
coils,” murmured the cat. “Fleas upon fleas,
idiots
begetting idiots—”
“What?”
“Mmm, just
thinking,” whispered Mogget. “You should
try it
sometimes. Wake me in the morning. It may be quite difficult.”
“Yes, Sire,”
said Sam, mustering as much sarcasm as possible.
It had no
effect upon Mogget, who now seemed to be
really asleep.
“I always
wondered why Dad said you were too big for
your boots,”
Sam added, straightening his leg out in front of
him and
checking the bandage. He didn’t add that when he had
been seven
years old and newly at school in Ancelstierre, he
had pointed to
an illustration from “Puss in Boots” and loudly
repeated
something his father had once said to Sabriel: “That
bloody cat of
yours is too big for his boots.”
It had also
been the first time he’d worn the dunce cap and
stood in the
corner. “Bloody” was not in the accepted vocabulary
for the young
gentlemen of Thorne Preparatory School.
Mogget didn’t
reply. Sam poked his tongue out at him, then
dragged a
half-rotted stump onto the fire, hopping on his good
leg. The stump
would burn till dawn, but just in case, he broke
up some
deadfall branches and laid them close by.
Then he lay
down himself, with his sword under his hand
and Sprout’s
saddle under his head. It was a warm night, so
he didn’t need
his cloak or Sprout’s odorous saddle blanket.
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Sprout herself
dozed nearby, hobbled to prevent her starting
off on her own
nervous adventures. Mogget slept at Sam’s side,
more like a
hunting dog than a cat.
For a few
moments Sam thought about staying awake to
keep watch,
but he didn’t have the strength to keep his eyes
open. Besides,
they were in the heartland of the Kingdom, close
to Belisaere.
It had been safe here for the last decade at least.
What could
possibly trouble them?
Many things,
Sam thought, as sleep battled with his awareness
of all the
subtle sounds of the night forest. He was deeply
troubled by
Mogget’s enigmatic words, and was still cataloguing
potential
horrors and matching them to sounds when
exhaustion
overcame him and he fell asleep.
He awoke to
the touch of sunlight on his face, filtered
through the
canopy of trees. The fire continued to smolder,
smoke
meandering about till he sat up, when it changed direction
and blew
across his face.
Mogget was
still sleeping, now curled up into a tight white
ball, almost
buried in the leaves.
Sam yawned and
tried to stand up. He’d forgotten about
his leg, which
had stiffened so much that he promptly fell over,
letting out a
shriek of pain. That startled Sprout, who jumped
as far as her
hobbles allowed her and rolled her eyes. Sam muttered
soothing words
at her while he used a hefty sapling to
haul himself
upright.
Mogget didn’t
wake then or later, sleeping on while Sam
finished
re-dressing his wound and cast a small Charter-spell
to dull the
pain and keep infection at bay. The cat stayed asleep
even when Sam
got out some bread and beef for a not very
satisfactory
breakfast.
After he’d
eaten, Sam brushed Sprout and then saddled up.
With nothing
left to do but cover the remnants of the fire, he
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decided it was
time to endure more of Mogget’s insults.
“Mogget! Wake
up!”
The cat didn’t
stir. Sam leaned down closer and shouted,
“Wake up!”
again, but Mogget didn’t even twitch an ear.
Finally, he
reached out and shook the little cat gently
behind the
collar. Aside from his feeling the buzz and interplay
of Free and
Charter Magic, nothing happened. Mogget
slept on.
“What am I
supposed to do with you?” asked Sam, looking
down at him.
This whole adventure/rescue business was
getting out of
hand. It was only his third day out of Belisaere,
and he was
already off the high road, wounded, and in the
company of a
strange and potentially extremely dangerous Free
Magic
construct. His question dredged up another one he’d
been trying to
avoid: What was he going to do now himself?
He didn’t
expect an answer to either question, but after a
moment, a
muffled reply came from the apparently still sleeping
cat.
“Put me in a
saddlebag. Wake me up when you find some
decent food.
Preferably fish.”
“All right,”
replied Sam with a shrug. Picking up the cat
without moving
his wounded leg proved difficult, but eventually
he managed it.
Cradling Mogget in one forearm, he delicately
transferred
him to the left saddlebag, after checking that
it wasn’t the
one with the bells and The Book of the Dead.
He
didn’t like
the idea of all three being put together, though he
knew no reason
why they shouldn’t be.
Eventually
Mogget was safely installed, with just his head
poking out of
the bag.
“I’m going to
ride west through this small forest, then
across the
open country to the Sindlewood,” explained Sam
as he turned
the stirrup and put his boot through, ready to
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mount. “We’ll
go through the Sindlewood to the Ratterlin,
then follow it
south till we can get a boat to take us to Qyrre.
From there it
shouldn’t take long to get to Edge, and hopefully
we’ll find Nick
straightaway. Does that sound like a good
plan?”
Mogget didn’t
answer.
“So a day or
so in this forest,” continued Sam as he mustered
his strength
to swing up and over. He liked talking about
his plans out
loud—it made them seem more real and sensible.
Particularly
when Mogget was asleep and couldn’t criticize
them. “When we
come out, we’re bound to find a village, or a
charcoal
burner’s camp or something. They’ll sell us whatever
we need before
we cross the Sindlewood. There’re probably
woodcutters or
people like that there, too.”
He stopped
talking as he mounted up, suppressing a cry of
pain. His
injured leg was feeling better than the day before, but
not by much.
And he felt a bit dizzy now, almost lightheaded.
He’d have to
be careful.
“By the way,”
he said, clicking Sprout into a walk, “last
night you
seemed to know something about this Lightning
Trap Nick has
gone to look for. You didn’t like the sound of
it, but you
fell asleep before saying anything else. I was wondering
if it had
anything to do with the necromancer—”
“Necromancer?”
came the immediate, yowled reply.
Mogget erupted
out of the saddlebag and crouched in front of
Sam, looking
in every direction, his fur standing on end.
“Um, not here.
I was just saying that you started to talk
about the Lightning
Trap, and I wondered if it had to do with
Chlorr of the
Mask, or the other necromancer, the one . . . the
one I fought.”
“Humph,”
snorted Mogget darkly, subsiding back into the
saddlebag.
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“Well, tell me
something!” demanded Sam. “You can’t just
sleep all
day!”
“Can’t I?”
asked Mogget. “I could sleep all year. Particularly
since I have
no fish, which I note you have failed to
procure.”
“So what is
the Lightning Trap?” prompted Sam, pulling
lightly on the
reins to direct Sprout towards a more westerly
and
well-traveled path.
“I don’t
know,” Mogget said softly. “But I mislike the
sound of it. A
Lightning Trap. A gatherer of lightning? Surely
it cannot be—”
“What?” asked
Sam.
“It is
probably only a coincidence,” replied Mogget heavily,
his eyes closing
once more. “Perhaps your friend does only
go to see a
place where lightning strikes more commonly than
it should. But
there are powers working here, powers that hate
everything of
the Charter, Blood, and Stone. I smell plots and
long-laid
plans, Sameth. I do not like it at all.”
“So what
should we do?” Sam asked anxiously.
“We must find
your friend Nick,” whispered Mogget as he
drifted back
into sleep. “Before he finds . . . whatever it is that
he seeks.”
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Chapter Thirty-Two
“When the Dead Do Walk,
Goaded on by Mogget’s
alarming presentiment, Sam
pressed
himself and Sprout hard—so they left the small,
unnamed forest
earlier than expected, on the evening of the first
day, and began
to cross the rolling green hills of the farmland
beyond. This
was part of the Middle Lands of the Old Kingdom,
a wide belt of
small villages, farm steadings, and sheep,
stretching
west across the country almost as far as Estwael and
Olmond. Apart
from Sindle to the north, there were no towns
until Yanyl,
twenty leagues past the western shore of the
Ratterlin.
Largely depopulated during the Interregnum, the
area had
recovered quickly during Touchstone’s reign, but there
were still far
fewer people than in the heyday of the Kingdom.
Since his
former disguise was now a liability, Sam removed
the
Charter-spell that disguised him as a Traveler and resumed
his normal
appearance. Sprout was already disguised by the
mud on her
legs and her very ordinary looks. In his sweaty,
dirt-stained
clothes, it was hard to tell what Sam looked like,
anyway. He had
a story ready, should he be asked. He would
say he was the
younger son of a Belisaere merchant’s guard
captain,
traveling from the north to a cousin near Chasel, who
would employ
him as a retainer.
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Seek Water’s Run”
He also
re-bound his wound and managed to slip on his
spare
trousers, so as not to show an obviously wounded,
blood-stained
leg. His limp he could not disguise, unlike his
hat, which
suffered the indignity of having its brim cut in half,
rendering it
both less shady and less distinctive.
Soon after
leaving the forest, they entered a village, or a
hamlet,
really, since it boasted only seven houses. There was
a Charter
Stone nearby, though. Sam could feel it, somewhere
behind the
houses. He was tempted to find it and use it to help
him cast
another, stronger healing spell, but the villagers would
surely notice
him then.
The place
lacked an inn. Though a comfortable bed was
beyond hope,
he did manage to buy some almost-fresh bread,
a freshly
cooked rabbit, and several small, sweet apples from
a woman who
was taking a cartload of fair-day purchases
home to her
farm.
Mogget slept
through this transaction, hidden under the
loosely tied
flap of the saddlebag, which was just as well. Sam
didn’t know
how he would even begin to explain why a white
cat rode with
him. It was better not to tempt interest.
Sam kept on
riding till it was too dark to see and Sprout
wandered into
the mud on either side of what was supposed
to be a road.
He conjured a small Charter light, and they found
an open-sided
hayrick in which to take shelter. Mogget slept
on, oblivious
to the removal of the saddlebags and the scraping
of at least
some of the mud from man and horse.
Sam tried to
wake him, to learn more about the Lightning
Trap. But the
bell that bound Mogget worked too well, its
sleepy chime
sounding whenever the cat moved as if to wake
up. The
miniature Ranna made even Sam weary when he
leaned too
close, so he fell asleep next to the cat in a most
uncomfortable
position.
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The next day
was much the same as the first. Not surprisingly,
considering
his thin bed of leftover straw, Sam found it
easy to rise
before dawn, and once again he pushed Sprout to
a pace beyond
her liking.
He met few
people on the road—which was not much more
than a
track—and spoke little but pleasantries to them, for fear
of discovery.
Just enough to seem normal, when he bought
some food, or
asked about the best way through Sindlewood
to the
Ratterlin.
He had a
fright in one village, when he stopped to buy some
grain for
Sprout and a bag of onions and parsnips for himself.
Two constables
rode straight towards him, but they didn’t slow,
merely nodding
as they passed, riding back eastwards. Apparently,
the word had
not spread either about a dangerous necromancer-
at-large or a
missing Prince, or else he didn’t look as if
he could be
either one. Whatever the cause, Sam was grateful.
In the main,
it was an uneventful if tiring journey. Sam
spent much of
the time thinking about Nick, his parents, and
his own
shortcomings. These thoughts always led back to the
Enemy. The
more he thought about it, the more Sam was convinced
that the
necromancer who had burnt him must be the
architect of
all the current troubles. That necromancer had the
power, and he
had shown his hand by trying to capture and
dominate Sam.
Mostly Sam
agonized over what he should do and what
might happen.
He constructed many quite horrifying scenarios
in his head,
and he generally failed to work out what the best
course of
action would be if they turned out to be true. Each
passing day
made him envision more horrible possibilities.
Every day Sam
was more acutely aware that Nicholas might
have already
found something inimical in the Lightning Trap.
Perhaps his
doom.
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Four days
after his encounter with the constables, Sam
found himself
looking down from a pastured hill into the
shadowy green
borders of the ancient forest known as Sindlewood.
It looked much
larger, darker, and more overgrown
than the small
wood where he’d met Mogget. The trees were
taller, too,
at least the ones he could see on the fringe, and
there was no
obvious path.
Even as Sam
looked at the forest, his thoughts were far
away. Nick’s
situation weighed heavily on him, as did the
presence of The
Book of the Dead and the bells. All these
things were
closely entwined now, for it seemed that Sam’s
best hope of
rescuing Nick—if he was in trouble—lay in
mastering the
skills of an Abhorsen. If Nick was held by the
Enemy, he
would probably be used to blackmail the Chief
Minister in
Ancelstierre and stop Sabriel and Touchstone’s
plan to
prevent the Southerlings’ being massacred, which in
turn would
mean an invasion by the Dead and the end of the
Old Kingdom,
and . . .
Sam sighed and
looked back at the saddlebags. His imagination
was getting
out of control. But whatever was really happening,
he would have
to make a supreme effort to read the
book, in order
to become a rescuer and not just an idiot riding
into disaster,
getting himself killed or enslaved for nothing.
Of course,
there was always the possibility that Mogget
was lying. Sam
was somewhat suspicious of Mogget, having
the dim
recollection that the cat never left Abhorsen’s House
without the
Abhorsen. True, Sabriel couldn’t have taken him
into
Ancelstierre on a diplomatic mission, and it was possible
that she had
granted him freedom to leave the House. But
Sabriel also
had the ring that could control the Free Magic
being that
would result if Mogget were unbound. If the creature
within Mogget
should be freed, it would kill any Abhorsen
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it could.
Which, in this case, meant Sam. Surely Sabriel wouldn’t
have let the
cat out without making sure it also brought Sam
the ring.
Maybe it was
her very absence in Ancelstierre, on the other
side of the
Wall, that had allowed Mogget to do what he liked.
Or perhaps
Mogget had even been suborned by the Enemy
and was
actually guiding Sameth to his doom. . . .
Busy thinking
unpleasant thoughts and trying to direct
Sprout the
best way down the hill, Sam was totally unprepared
for the cold
shiver that suddenly touched his spine. In that
same instant,
he realized he was being watched. Watched by
something
Dead.
The old rhyme,
drilled into him since childhood, leapt into
his head:
When
the Dead do walk, seek water’s run,
For
this the Dead will always shun.
Swift
river’s best or broadest lake
To
ward the Dead and haven make.
If
water fails thee, fire’s thy friend;
If
neither guards, it will be thy end.
Even as the
words were running through his head, Sam
looked at the
sun. There was little more than an hour of daylight
left.
Simultaneously he looked for running water—a stream
or river—and
saw a reflection, silver in the shadows, near the
edge of the
forest. Farther away than he would have liked.
He directed
Sprout towards it, feeling the fear rise in him,
coursing
through his muscles. He couldn’t see the Dead creature,
but it was
close. He felt its spirit like a clammy touch
upon his skin.
It must be strong, too, or it would not risk even
the waning
sun.
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Sam’s knees
twitched, the reflex of an overwhelming urge
to kick Sprout
into a gallop. But they were still going down
the hill, on
broken ground. If Sprout fell on him, he would be
trapped, easy
prey for the Dead. . . .
No. Best not
to think of that. He looked around again,
squinting
against the yellow-red sun, low in the sky. The creature
was somewhere
behind him . . . and no . . . to the right.
His fear grew
as Sam realized there were two creatures,
perhaps more.
They must be Shadow Hands, slinking from the
shade of rock
to rock, almost impossible to see till they reared
up to attack.
Fumbling, he
reached back and opened the saddlebag. If he
couldn’t reach
running water in time, the bells would be his
only defense
against Shadow Hands. A fairly pathetic defense,
since he
didn’t know how to use them properly and they might
easily work
against him.
He felt one of
the Dead move again, and his heart stammered
at the awful
swiftness of the thing. It was right next to
him and he
still couldn’t see it, even in bright sunlight!
Then he looked
up. A black speck hovered above him,
just beyond
arrow-shot. And another, behind the first and farther
up.
Not Shadow
Hands at all. Gore Crows. And where there
were two,
there would be many more. Gore Crows were always
created in
flocks, made from ordinary crows killed with
ritual and
ceremony, then infused with the splintered fragments
of just one
Dead spirit. Guided by this shattered but single
intelligence,
these decaying lumps of rotten flesh and feathers
flew by force
of Free Magic—and killed by force of numbers.
But as Sam
scanned the horizon, he could see no more than
two. Surely no
necromancer would waste his power on just a
pair of Gore
Crows. They were too easy to kill in anything less
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than a flock.
A sword-stroke could smash a single crow, but
even a mighty
warrior could be defeated by a hundred Gore
Crows
attacking at once, sharp beaks striking at the eyes and
neck.
It was also
unusual for them to be out under the sun. The
spell that
drove them was quickly eroded by heat and light,
even as their
physical forms were shredded by the wind.
Unless, Sam suddenly
thought, there really were only two
Gore Crows,
sharing the Dead vitality that would normally
be spent on
hundreds of crow bodies. If this was the case,
they would
last much longer and would be stronger under the
sun. They
could also be used in other ways than to merely
attack.
Like watching,
he thought grimly, as neither Dead bird
sought to come
any closer. They were keeping station above
him, circling
slowly, probably marking him for the assault of
other Dead
come nightfall.
As if to
confirm his thoughts, one of the Gore Crows—the
one farther
away—let out a mocking, scratchy caw and turned
away to the
south, dropping rotten feathers as it flew, propelled
more by magic
than by the occasional beats of its wings.
It looked all
too much like a messenger, with its partner the
shadower,
staying high to follow wherever Sam might go.
For a moment
he contemplated casting a spell of destruction
upon it, but
it was too far away and obviously well
instructed in
caution. Besides, he was still weak from his
wounded leg.
He knew he must save his powers for the night.
Keeping a wary
eye on the black speck above him, Sam
urged Sprout
on. The stream didn’t look like much from here,
but it would
offer some protection. After a moment’s hesitation,
he also drew
out the bell-bandolier and put it on. The
weight of the
bells and their power lay heavily upon his chest,
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and shortened
and shallowed his breath. But if worst came to
worst, he
would try to use the lesser bells, drawing on the
lessons he’d
had from his mother. They were supposed to be
merely a
prelude for the study he’d abandoned. Ranna, at least,
he could
probably wield without fear of being forced unwillingly
into Death.
A nagging
voice at the back of his mind said that even now
it was not too
late to pick up The Book of the Dead,
to learn
more of the
birthright that could save him. But even his fear of
an attack by
the Dead was not enough to conquer Sam’s fear
of the book.
Reading it, he might find himself taken into
Death. Better
to fight the Dead in Life, with what little knowledge
he had, than
to confront them in Death itself.
Behind him,
Sam thought he heard a chuckle, a muffled
laugh that
didn’t sound like Mogget. He turned, hand instinctively
going to his
sword, but there was nothing and no one
there. Just
the sleeping cat in one saddlebag, and The Book of
the
Dead in the other. Sam let go of the hilt, already
sweaty
from his
trembling fingers, and looked down at the stream
again. If the
bed was smooth, he would ride along it as far as
he could. If
he was lucky, it might even take him as far west
as the
Ratterlin, a mighty river even one of the Greater Dead
couldn’t
cross.
And from
there, a secret and cowardly voice said in his
mind, he could
take a boat to Abhorsen’s House. He would be
safe there.
Safe from the Dead, safe from everything. But what,
another voice
asked, would happen to Nick, to his parents, to
the Kingdom?
Then both voices were lost as Sam concentrated
on guiding
Sprout down the hillside, towards the promised
safety of the
stream.
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Sam lost sight
of the Gore Crow when the last of the daylight
was eaten up
by the shadows of the trees and the falling darkness.
But he could
still feel the Dead spirit above him. It was
lower now,
braver with the cloaking night about it.
But not brave
enough to descend too close to the running
water that
burbled on either side of Sam’s temporary camp.
The stream had
proved to be a bit of a disappointment, and a
clear
indication that the spring floods were already receding.
It was only
thirty feet wide, and shallow enough to wade in.
But it would
help, and Sam had found an islet, no more than
a narrow strip
of sand, where the water ran swiftly on either
side.
He had a fire
going already, since there was no point trying
to hide with
the Gore Crow circling above. All he had to do to
make his camp
as secure as possible was to cast a diamond of
protection
large enough for himself, the horse, and the fire.
If he had the
strength to do it, Sam thought, as he made
Sprout stand
still. As an afterthought, he also took off the bandolier
of bells,
which had grown no easier to bear. Then he
limped to take
up a spell-casting stance in front of Sprout,
unsheathed his
sword, and held it outstretched. Keeping this
pose, he took
four slow, deliberate breaths, drawing as much
oxygen into
his tired body as he could.
He reached out
for the four cardinal Charter marks that
would create
the points of the diamond of protection. Symbols
formed in his
mind, plucked out of the flow of the never-ending
Charter.
He held them
in his mind, breath ragged at the effort, and
drew the
outline of the first mark—the Eastmark—in the sand
in front of
him. As he finished, the Eastmark in his head ran
down into the
blade like golden fire. It filled the outline he’d
made in the
sand with light.
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Sam limped
behind Sprout, past the fire, and drew the
Southmark. As
this one flared into life, a line of yellow fire ran
to it from the
Eastmark, forming a barrier impenetrable to both
the Dead and
physical danger. Intent on moving on, Sam didn’t
look. If he
faltered now, the diamond would be incomplete.
Sam had cast
many diamonds of protection before, but
never when he
was wounded and so weary. When the last
mark, the
Northmark, finally flared up, he dropped his sword
and collapsed,
wheezing onto the damp sand.
Sprout,
curious, turned her head back to look at him, but
she didn’t
move. Sam had thought he would have to spell her
into
immobility to keep her from accidentally moving out of
the diamond,
but she didn’t stir. Perhaps she could smell the
Gore Crow.
“I take it
we’re in danger,” said a yawning voice close to
Sam’s ear. He
sat up and saw Mogget extricating himself from
the saddlebag,
which lay next to the fire and a probably insufficient
pile of rather
damp wood.
Sam nodded,
temporarily unable to speak. He pointed up
at the sky,
which was now beginning to show single stars and
the great
white swathe of the Mare’s Tail. There were black
clouds too,
high to the south, crackling with distant lightning,
but no sign of
rain.
The Gore Crow
was invisible, but Mogget seemed to know
what Sam was
pointing at. The cat rose up on his hind legs and
sniffed, one
paw absently batting down an oversized mosquito
that had
probably just dined on Sam.
“A Gore Crow,”
he said. “Only one. Strange.”
“It’s been
following us,” said Sam, slapping several mosquitoes
that were
coming in to land on his forehead. “There
were two, but
the other one flew away. South. Probably to get
orders. Curse
these bugs!”
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“There is a
necromancer at work here,” agreed Mogget,
sniffing the
air again. “I wonder if he . . . or she . . . has been
searching for
you specifically. Or is it just bad luck for a wayward
traveler?”
“It could be
the one who caught me before, couldn’t it?”
asked Sam. “I
mean, he knew where I was with the cricket
team. . . .”
“Perhaps,”
replied Mogget, still staring up at the night sky.
“It is
unlikely that there would be Gore Crows here, or that
any lesser
necromancer would dare to move against you, unless
there is a
guiding force behind them. Certainly these Crows are
more daring
than they have any right to be. Have you caught
me a fish?”
“No,” replied
Sam, surprised by the sudden change of
subject.
“How
inconsiderate of you,” said Mogget, sniffing. “I suppose
I’ll have to
catch one myself.”
“No!”
exclaimed Sam, levering himself up. “You’ll break
the diamond! I
haven’t got the strength to cast it again. Ow!
Charter curse
these mosquitoes!”
“I won’t break
it,” said Mogget, walking over to the Westmark
and carefully
poking out his tongue. The mark flashed
white,
dazzling Sam. When his vision cleared, Mogget was
standing
upright on the other side, intent on the water, one paw
raised, like a
fishing bear.
“Show-off,”
muttered Sam. He wondered how the cat had
done it. The
diamond was unbroken, the lines of magical fire
streaming
without pause between the brightness of the cardinal
marks.
If only the
diamond kept the mosquitoes out as well, he
thought,
slapping several more into bloody oblivion against his
neck. Clearly
their bites did not come into the spell’s definition
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of physical
harm. Suddenly he smiled, remembering something
he’d packed.
He was getting
this object out of the saddlebag when the
Westmark
flashed again, reacting to Mogget’s return. The cat
had two small
trout in his mouth, their scales reflecting rainbows
in the mix of
firelight and Charter glow.
“You can have
this one to cook,” said Mogget, dropping
the smaller
one next to the fire. “What is that?”
“It’s a
present for my mother,” replied Sam proudly, setting
down a
bejeweled clockwork frog that had the interesting
anatomical
addition of wings made of feathery bronze. “A flying
frog.”
Mogget watched
with interest as Sam lightly touched the
frog’s back
and it began to glow with Charter Magic as the
sending inside
the mechanical body waked from sleep. It opened
one turquoise
eye, then the other, lids of paper-thin gold sliding
back. Then it
flapped its wings, brazen feathers clashing.
“Very pretty,”
said Mogget. “Does it do anything?”
The flying
frog answered the question itself, suddenly leaping
into the air,
a long and vibrantly red tongue flashing out to
grab several
startled mosquitoes. Wings beating furiously, it
spiraled after
several more, ate them, and then dived back
down to land
contentedly near Sam’s feet.
“It catches
bugs,” stated Sam with considerable satisfaction.
“I thought it
would be handy for Mother, since she spends
so much time
in swamps hunting the Dead.”
“You made it,”
said Mogget, watching the flying frog leap
again to twirl
and twist after its quarry. “Completely your
invention?”
“Yes,” replied
Sam shortly, expecting some criticism of his
handiwork. But
Mogget was silent, just watching the frog’s
aerobatics,
his green eyes following its every move. Then the
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cat shifted
his gaze to Sam, making him nervous. He tried to
meet that
green stare, but he had to look away—and he suddenly
realized that
there were Dead nearby. Lots of Dead,
drawing closer
with every second.
Mogget
obviously felt them too, for he leapt up and
hissed, the
hair on his back rising to a ridge. Sprout smelt
them, and
shivered. The Flying Frog flew to the saddlebags
and climbed
in.
Sam looked out
into the darkness, shielding his eyes from
the firelight.
The moon was occluded by cloud, but starlight
reflected from
the water. He could feel the Dead, out there in
the forest,
but the darkness lay too heavy under the branches
of the old
tangled trees. He couldn’t see anything.
But he could
hear twigs cracking, and branches snapping
back, and even
the occasional heavy footfall, all against the
constant
burble of the stream. Whatever was coming, some of
them at least
had physical forms. There could be Shadow
Hands out
there as well. Or Ghlims or Mordaut or any of the
many kinds of
Lesser Dead. He could feel nothing more powerful,
at least for
now.
Whatever they
were, there were at least a dozen of them,
on both sides
of the stream. Forgetting his tiredness and his
limp, Sam
moved around the diamond, checking the marks.
The running
water was neither deep nor fast enough to do
more than
discourage the Dead. The diamond would be their
true
protection.
“You may have
to renew the marks before dawn,” said
Mogget,
watching Sam’s inspection. “It hasn’t been cast very
well. You
should get some sleep before you try again.”
“How can I
sleep?” whispered Sam, instinctively keeping his
voice down, as
if it mattered whether the Dead could hear him.
They already
knew where he was. He could even smell them
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now—the
disgusting odor of decaying flesh and gravemold.
“They’re only
Hands,” said Mogget, looking out. “They
probably won’t
attack as long as the diamond lasts.”
“How do you
know that?” asked Sam, wiping the sweat
from his
forehead, along with several crushed mosquitoes.
He thought he
could see the Dead now—tall shapes between
the darker
trunks of the trees. Horrible, broken corpses forced
back into Life
to do a necromancer’s bidding. Their intelligence
and humanity
ripped from them, leaving only inhuman
strength and
an insatiable desire for the life they could no
longer have.
His life.
“You could
walk out there and send them all back to
Death,”
suggested Mogget. He was starting to eat the second
fish,
beginning with the tail. Sam hadn’t seen him eat the
first one.
“Your mother
would,” Mogget added slyly, when Sam
didn’t speak.
“I’m not my
mother,” replied Sam, dry-mouthed. He made
no move to
pick up the bells, though he could feel them there
on the sand,
calling out to him. They wanted to be used against
the Dead. But
they could be dangerous to the wielder, most of
them, or
tricksome at least. He would have to use Kibeth to
make the Dead
walk back into Death, and Kibeth could easily
send him
walking instead.
“Does the
walker choose the path, or the path the walker?”
Mogget asked
suddenly, his eyes once again intent on Sam’s
sweating face.
“What?” asked
the Prince, distracted. He’d heard his
mother say
that before, but it didn’t mean anything to him then
or now. “What
does that mean?”
“It means that
you’ve never finished The Book of the
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Dead,”
said Mogget in a strange tone.
“Well, no, not
yet,” said Sam wretchedly. “I’m going to,
it’s just that
I—”
“It also means
that we really are in trouble,” interrupted
Mogget,
switching his gaze to the outer darkness. “I thought
you would at
least know enough to protect yourself by now!”
“What do you
see?” asked Sam. He could hear movement
upstream, the
sudden splintering of trees and the crash of rocks
into the
water.
“Shadow Hands
have come,” replied Mogget bleakly.
“Two of them,
well back in the trees. They are directing the
Hands to dam
the stream. I expect they will attack when the
water no
longer flows.”
“I wish . . .
I wish I were a proper Abhorsen,” whispered Sam.
“Well you
should be, at your age!” said Mogget. “But I
suppose we
will have to make do with whatever you do know.
By the way,
where is your own sword? An unspelled blade will
not cut the
stuff of Shadow Hands.”
“I left it in
Belisaere,” Sam said, after a moment. “I didn’t
think . . . I
didn’t understand what I was doing. I thought Nick
was probably
in trouble, but not this much.”
“That’s the
problem with growing up as a Prince,” growled
Mogget. “You
always think that everything will get worked
out for you.
Or you turn out like your sister and think nothing
gets done
unless you do it. It’s a wonder any of you are ever
any use at
all.”
“What can I do
now?” asked Sam humbly.
“We will have
a little time before the water slows,” replied
Mogget. “You
should try to place some magic in your blade.
If you can
make that Frog, I’m sure that will not be beyond
you.”
“Yes,” said
Sam dully. “I do know how to do that.”
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Concentrating
on the blade, he delved once more into the
Charter,
reaching for marks of sharpness and unraveling, magic
that would
wreak havoc upon Dead flesh or spirit-stuff.
With an
effort, he forced the marks into the blade, watching
them slowly
move like oil upon the metal, soaking into the
steel.
“You are
skilled,” remarked the cat. “Surprisingly so.
Almost you
remind me of—”
Whatever he
was about to say was lost as a terrible scream
split the
night, accompanied by frenzied splashing.
“What was
that?” exclaimed Sam, going to the Northmark,
his newly
spelled sword held at guard.
“A Hand,”
replied Mogget, chuckling. “It fell in. Whoever
controls these
Dead is far away, my Prince. Even the Shadow
Hands are weak
and stupid.”
“So we may
have a chance,” whispered Sam. The stream
seemed little
affected by the dam building upstream, and the
diamond still
shone brightly. Perhaps nothing would happen
before the
dawn.
“We have a
good chance,” said Mogget. “For tonight. But
there will be
another night tomorrow, and perhaps another
after that,
before we can reach the Ratterlin. What of them?”
Sam was still
trying to think of an answer when the first
of the Dead
Hands came screaming across the water—and ran
full tilt into
the diamond, silver sparks exploding everywhere
into the
night.
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Chapter Thirty-Three
Flight to the River
Dawn came slowly to
the outer fringes of the
Sindlewood,
light trickling over the treetops long before it penetrated
the darker
depths. When it did finally reach the lower
regions, it
was no longer a burning heat, but a greenish, diluted
light that simply
pushed the shadows back rather than extinguished
them.
The sunlight
reached Sameth’s magic-girded islet much
later than he
would have liked. The fire had long since burnt
itself out,
and as Mogget had predicted, Sam had had to renew
the diamond of
protection long before the first hint of dawn,
drawing on
reserves of energy he hadn’t known he possessed.
With the light
came the full evidence of the night’s work.
The streambed
was almost dry, the Dead-made dam upstream
still holding.
Six Charter-blasted corpses lay piled all around
the islet:
husks vacated by the Dead when the protective magic
of the diamond
burnt through too many nerves and sinews,
rendering the
bodies useless.
Sam looked at
them warily, through red-rimmed puffy
eyes, watching
the sunlight crawl across the stinking remnants.
He’d felt the
Dead spirits shucking the bodies as snakes shed
their skins,
but in the confusion of their suicidal attacks, he
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wasn’t sure
whether all of them had gone. One might be lurking
still,
husbanding its strength, enduring the sun, hoping Sam
would be
overconfident and step out of the diamond.
He could still
feel Dead nearby, but that was probably the
Shadow Hands,
taking up daytime refuges in rabbit holes or
otter holts,
slipping down into the dark earth under the rocks,
where they
belonged.
At last full
sunshine lit the whole streambed, and Sam’s
sense of the
Dead faded, save for the ever-present Gore Crow,
circling high
overhead. He sighed with relief, and stretched,
trying to
relieve the cramp in his sword-arm and the pain in
his wounded
leg. He was exhausted, but he was alive. For
another day,
at least.
“We’d better
start moving,” said Mogget, who had slept
most of the
night, ignoring the slam and sizzle of the Dead
Hands’
attempts to break through the diamond. He looked
ready to slip
back into that sleep at a moment’s notice.
“If the Gore
Crow’s stupid enough to get close, kill it,” he
added,
yawning. “That will give us a chance to escape.”
“What will I
kill it with?” asked Sam wearily. Even if the
Gore Crow came
closer, he was too tired to cast a Charterspell,
and he didn’t
have a bow.
There was no
answer from Mogget. He was already asleep
again, curled
up in the saddlebag, ready to be put on Sprout.
Sam sighed and
forced himself to get on with the job of saddling
up. But his
mind, tired as it was, still grappled with the
problem of the
Gore Crow. As Mogget said, as long as it tracked
them, other
Dead would be able to find them easily. Perhaps it
would be one
of the Greater Dead next, or a Mordicant, or even
just larger
numbers of Lesser Dead. Sam would have to spend
at least the
next two nights in the forest, and he would be
weaker and
more tired with every passing hour. He might not
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even be able
to cast a diamond of protection. . . .
But, he
thought, looking down at the dry streambed and
the hundreds
of beautifully round pebbles there, I do have the
strength to
put a mark of accuracy on a stone, and make a sling
from my spare
shirt. He even knew how to use one. Jall Oren
had been keen
on tutoring the royal children in all manner of
weapons.
For the first
time in days, a smile crept upon Sam’s face,
banishing the
weariness. He looked up. Sure enough, the Gore
Crow was
circling lower than yesterday, overconfident from
Sam’s lack of
a bow and obvious inability to do anything. It
would be a
long shot, but a Charter-spelled stone should go
the distance.
Still
grinning, Sam knelt down, surreptitiously picked up
several likely
stones, and ripped the sleeves from his spare shirt.
He’d let the
Gore Crow follow them for a while, he decided,
and grow even
more confident. Then it would pay the price for
spying on a
scion of the Old Kingdom.
Sam led Sprout
westwards along the streambed, till it
joined
another, larger watercourse, and he had a choice of
directions. Upstream
to the northeast or downstream to the
southwest.
At the
junction, he hesitated, using Sprout’s bulk to shield
himself from
view as he cast a mark upon the stone and
settled it
into the makeshift sling. The Gore Crow, seeing his
hesitation,
circled lower to make sure it could see which way
he chose. It
was obviously put off by the running water of the
larger stream
and perhaps hoped he’d turn back.
Sam waited
till its spiral turned it closest to him. Then
he stepped
away from Sprout, the sling whirring above his
head. At just
the right moment, he yelled “Hah!” and let the
stone fly.
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The Gore Crow
had only an instant to react, and being
stupid,
sunstruck, and Dead, it simply flew straight into the
rocketing
stone, meeting it in an explosion of feathers, dry
bones, and
putrid gobbets of meat.
With great
satisfaction and then outright joy, Sam watched
the disgusting
creature fall. The crushed ball of feathers landed
with a splash
in the stream, and the fragment of Dead spirit
inside it was
instantly banished back to whence it came. Better
still, it
would drag all the other fragments of that same spirit
back into
Death. So any Gore Crows that shared it would be
dropping
inexplicably, wherever they might be.
With the fall
of the Gore Crow, he could sense no Dead
nearby. The
Shadow Hands would be long hidden now, as
would any Dead
Hands that remained. The intelligence that
commanded them
from afar might guess that Sam would take
the southwest
stream towards the Ratterlin, but whoever or
whatever it
was would not know for sure, and might split its
forces,
increasing his chance of evasion and escape.
“We have a
chance, faithful horse,” announced Sam cheerfully,
leading Sprout
towards an animal track that ran parallel
to the stream.
“We have a definite chance.”
But hope
seemed to slip from Sam’s grasp as the day progressed
and the going
became slower and more difficult, so
he couldn’t
ride Sprout. The stream had grown considerably
deeper and
faster, but also much narrower, barely three or four
strides
across, so it was impossible to stand in it or make a
camp that
would be protected on both sides.
The track had
grown narrower, too, and overgrown. Sam
had to hack
through low branches, high shrubs, and barbed
coils of
blackberries. His hands became heavily scratched, attracting
hordes of
flies to the lines of drying blood. That would
attract the
Dead later, too. They could smell blood a long way
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away, though
fresh would bring them faster.
By late
afternoon, Sam had begun to despair. He was really
exhausted now.
There would be no question of casting a diamond
of protection
this coming night. He would pass out just
trying to
visualize the marks—and the Dead would find his
defenseless
body stretched out upon the ground.
His weariness
was closing down his senses, too, narrowing
his sight to a
blinkered view and his hearing to little more than
a muffled
awareness of Sprout’s hooves, dull upon the soft, forgiving
forest floor.
In that state,
it took him several seconds to realize that
Sprout’s
hooves were suddenly making a sharper sound, and
the cool green
light of the forest had given way to something
much sharper
and more bright. He looked up, blinking, and
saw that they
had come to a wide clearing. The clearing was
easily a
hundred paces wide, cutting through the forest from
the southeast
to the northwest, continuing in both directions
as far as he
could see. Saplings had grown up on its borders,
but the middle
was stark and bare—and there was a paved
road in the
middle of it.
Sam stared at
the road and then at the sun, which he’d
barely been
able to see under the forest’s shady roof.
“About two,
maybe three hours to dusk,” he mumbled to
Sprout, as he
fiddled with the stirrup and mounted up. “You’ve
had a good
meal of grain today, haven’t you, Sprout? Not to
mention an easy
walk, without carrying me. Now you can pay
me back,
because we are going to ride.”
He chuckled
then, thinking of an expression from the
moving
pictures he’d often seen in the Somersby Orpheum in
Ancelstierre.
“We’re going
to ride, Sprout!” he repeated. “Ride like the
wind!”
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An hour and a
half later, Sprout was no longer running like
the wind, but
back at a walk, legs trembling, sweat drenching
her flanks,
and froth forming at her mouth. Sam wasn’t in
much better
shape, walking again himself, to give Sprout a
chance to
recover. He wasn’t sure now what hurt more—his
leg or his
backside.
Even so, they
had covered six or seven leagues, thanks to
the road. It
was no royal road now, but it had been built and
drained
properly long ago, and so was more than serviceable.
They were
currently climbing up a slight ridge, the road
attacking it
directly rather than winding around. Sam lifted his
head as they
approached the top, hoping for a glimpse of the
Ratterlin
before the day came to an end. By his reckoning, the
ride—and the
road—had saved more than a day of foot travel
through the
forest, so they should be close to the river. They
must
be close to the river. . . .
He stood on
his toes for a moment but still couldn’t see.
It was an
annoying ridge, this one, full of false heights and
annoying dips
along the way. But surely in a moment he would
see the
Ratterlin!
Clip! Clop!
Sprout’s hooves sounded loud on the road,
as loud as
Sam’s own beating heart, but much, much slower.
His heart was
racing, racing with a combination of hope and
fear.
There was the
real crest ahead. Sam pushed forward, trying
to see, but
the sun was setting directly in front of him, a huge
red disc
sinking into the west, blinding him.
He screwed his
eyes almost shut and shielded them with
a hand,
looking again—and there, under the sun, was a thick
ribbon of
blue, reflecting orange-red streaks back into the sky.
“The
Ratterlin! Ow!” exclaimed Sam, stubbing his toe as
he stumbled
over the rise. But he ignored the momentary pain.
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There was the
swift river whose waters would bar any Dead.
The river that
would save him!
Except, he
thought, with sudden dread, it was still half a
league away,
and the night had almost come. And with it, he
realized, so
had the Dead. There were Dead creatures not too
far
away—perhaps even ahead of him. This road—and the
point where it
joined the Ratterlin towpath—would be an
obvious point
to be watched.
Worse than
that, he thought, looking down at the river, he
hadn’t
actually planned what he’d do once he reached it. What
if there was
no boat or raft to be found?
“Hurry,” said
Mogget from the saddlebag behind him,
making Sam
jump in surprise and start leading Sprout on
again. “We
must head for the mill and take shelter there.”
“I can’t see a
mill,” said Sam doubtfully, shielding his eyes
once more. He
couldn’t see any detail near the river at all. His
eyes were
blurry from lack of sleep, and he felt as stupid as a
Dead Hand.
“Of course
there’s a mill,” snapped Mogget, leaping down
from the
saddlebag onto Sam’s shoulder, making him start again.
“The wheel
does not turn—so we can hope it is abandoned.”
“Why?” asked
Sam blearily. “Wouldn’t it better if there’s
people? We can
get food, drink—”
“Would you
bring the Dead upon a miller and his family?”
interrupted
Mogget. “It will not be long before they find us—
if they
haven’t already.”
Sam didn’t
reply, merely encouraging Sprout with a gentle
slap to the
neck. Perhaps he wouldn’t weary her too much
if he hung on
the stirrup, he thought. He hoped she’d make
the distance,
because he didn’t think he could walk that far
unaided.
As usual,
Mogget was right. Sam could feel the Dead closer
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now and,
looking up, saw two black specks spiraling down out
of the night
that swept in from the east. Clearly the particular
necromancer
who drove them had no shortage of Gore Crows.
And where the
Crows flew, there would soon be others,
brought out of
Death to seek their prey.
Mogget saw the
Gore Crows, too, and whispered in
Sam’s ear.
“There can be
little doubt, now. This is the work of a
necromancer
who bears you particular ill will, Prince Sameth.
His servants
will seek you wherever you flee, and he will use
all the
creatures of Death to drive you to your doom.”
Sam swallowed.
The dire pronouncement echoed in his
ears, imbued
with the faint hint of the Free Magic power that
was contained
within the cat form on his shoulder. He slapped
Sprout on the
rump to get her going; then he said the first thing
that came into
his head.
“Mogget. Shut
up.”
Sprout fell a
hundred yards from the mill, worn out by her earlier
gallop and the
dead weight of Sam hanging on a stirrup.
He let go just
in time to avoid being trapped under her. Mogget
leapt off his
shoulder to get even farther out of the way.
“Foundered,”
said Mogget briskly, without looking at her,
his green eyes
peering sharply back into the night. “They’re
getting
closer.”
“I know!” said
Sam, urgently pulling the saddlebags free
and slinging
them over his shoulder. He bent down to stroke
Sprout’s head,
but she didn’t respond. Her eyes showed white
and rolled
almost completely back. He took the reins and tried
to pull her
up, but she made no move to help, and he was too
weak to force
her.
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“Hurry!” urged
Mogget, pacing around him. “You know
what to do.”
Sam nodded and
glanced back at the Dead. There were a
score or more
of them, dim, lumbering shapes in the gathering
darkness.
Their masters had clearly driven them hard from
some distant
cemetery or boneyard, walking them even under
the sun.
Consequently, they were slow, but implacable. If he
lingered even
for a minute longer, they would fall upon him
like rats on a
worn-out dog.
He drew his
dagger and felt Sprout’s neck. The pulse of her
main artery
was weak and erratic under his fingers. He rested
the dagger
there but didn’t push it in.
“I can’t,” he whispered.
“She might recover.”
“The Dead will
drink her blood and feast upon her flesh!”
exclaimed
Mogget. “You owe her better than that. Strike!”
“I can’t take
a life. Even that of a horse, in mercy,” said
Sam, standing
up unsteadily. “I realized that after . . . after the
constables.
We’ll wait together.”
Mogget hissed,
then jumped across Sprout’s neck, one paw
tracing a line
of white fire across the horse’s neck. For an
instant,
nothing happened. Then blood burst out in a terrible
fountain,
splashing Sam’s boots and throwing hot drops across
his face.
Sprout gave a single, convulsive shudder—and died.
Sam felt her
die and turned his head away, unable to look
at the dark
pool that stained the ground beneath her.
Something
nudged at his shins. Mogget, urging him into
motion.
Blindly, he turned away and began to trudge towards
the mill.
Sprout was dead, and he knew Mogget had done the
only possible
thing. But it just didn’t seem right.
“Quickly!”
urged the cat again, dancing around his feet, a
white blur in the
darkness. Sam could hear the Dead behind
him now, hear
the clicking of their bones, the screech of dry
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knees bent at
angles impossible in Life. Fear fought the tiredness
in him, made
him move, but the mill seemed so far away.
He stumbled
and almost fell, but somehow recovered. The
pain in his
leg jabbed at his head again, clearing it a little. His
horse might be
dead, but there was no reason why he should
join her in
Death. Only his weariness had made that seem
attractive—for
a moment.
There was the
mill ahead, built out into the mighty
Ratterlin,
with the mill race, sluice gate, and wheel cut into the
shore. He need
only reach the race and open the sluice gate,
and the mill
would be defended by swift water, diverted from
the river.
He risked a
look over his shoulder and stumbled again, surprised
by the dark
and the nearness and number of the Dead.
There were far
more than a score of them now, moving in lines
from all
directions, the closest little more than forty yards
away. Their
corpse-white faces looked like flocks of bobbing
moths, stark
in the starlight.
Many of the
Dead wore the remnants of blue scarves and
blue hats. Sam
stared at them. They were dead Southerlings!
Probably some
of the ones his father had tried to find.
“Run, you
idiot!” shouted Mogget, streaking ahead himself,
as the Dead
behind seemed to finally realize that their
quarry might
escape them. Dead muscles squealed, suddenly
forced into
speed, and Dead throats cried strange, dessicated
battle cries.
Sam didn’t
look again. He could hear their heavy footfalls,
the squelch of
rotten meat pushed beyond even its magically
supported
limits. He pushed himself, breaking into a run, his
breath burning
in his throat and lungs, muscles sending streaks
of pain
through the length of his body.
He made the
mill race—a deep, narrow channel—barely
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ahead of the
Dead. Four steps and he was over the planks of
the simple
bridge, kicking it down into the race. But the channel
was dry, so
the first Dead Hands simply hurled themselves
down and began
to claw up the other side. Behind them came
more Hands,
line after line of them, a tide of Dead that could
not be turned
back.
Desperately,
Sam rushed to the sluice gate and the wheel
that would
lift it, to send the roaring waters of the Ratterlin
into the race
and across the climbing Dead.
But the wheel
was rusted tight, the sluice gate stuck in
place. Sam put
all his weight on the iron wheel, but it simply
broke, leaving
him clutching a piece of the rusted rim.
Then the first
Dead Hand pulled itself out of the mill race
and turned
towards him. It was dark, true dark now, but Sam
could just
make it out. It had been human once, but the magic
that had
brought it back to Life had twisted the body as if
following a
mad artist’s whim. Its arms trailed below its knees,
its head no
longer sat upon a neck but sank into its shoulders,
and the mouth
had split upwards, usurping the place that had
once held a
nose. There were more behind it, other twisted
shapes, using
the blades of the water-wheel like steps to climb
out of the
mill race.
“Through
here!” commanded Mogget, his tail flicking as
he leapt
through a doorway into the mill itself. Sam tried to
follow, but
the Dead Hand barred his way, skeletal mouth grinning
with too many
teeth, its long hands outstretched with
grasping,
bare-boned fingers.
Sam drew his
sword and hacked at it, all in one swift
motion. The
Charter marks on the blade blazed, silver sparks
spewing into
the night as spelled metal ate into Dead flesh.
The Hand
reeled back, broken but not beaten, one arm
hanging from a
single strip of sinew. Sam punched it farther
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away with the
pommel of his sword, back into two more that
sought to
close in. Then he swung around to strike at one leaping
up behind him,
and backed into the mill.
“The door!”
spat Mogget from somewhere at his feet, and
Sam reached
out and felt wood. Desperately he gripped the
door’s edge
and slammed it in the grinning faces of the Dead.
Mogget jumped
up, fur brushing Sam’s hand, and a heavy
thump told him
the cat had just pushed down the bar. The
door, at least
for the moment, was closed.
He couldn’t
see a thing. It was completely, suffocatingly
dark. He
couldn’t even see the bright white coat of Mogget.
“Mogget!” he
yelped, panic in his voice. The single word
was suddenly
drowned in a violent crash as the Dead Hands
threw
themselves against the door. They were too stupid to find
some timber to
use as a ram.
“Here,” said
the cat, calm as ever. “Reach down.”
Sam reached,
more urgently than he would have liked to
admit, fingers
grasping Mogget by his Charter-spelled collar.
For an awful
moment, he thought he’d inadvertently pulled the
collar off.
Then the cat moved, the miniature Ranna tinkled,
and he knew
the collar had stayed on. Ranna’s sound sent a
wave of
drowsiness against him, but that was nothing compared
to the relief
of feeling the collar still tight against that
feline neck.
With the Dead so close and the door already splintering
under their
attack, it would take more than a miniature
Ranna to send
him into sleep.
“This way,”
said Mogget, a disembodied voice in the darkness.
Sam felt him
move again and quickly hurried after, every
sense alert to
the door behind.
Then Mogget
suddenly turned, but Sam kept going for
a step, his
sword hitting something solid and rebounding, almost
hitting him in
the face. Sam sheathed his sword, nearly
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stabbing
himself, and reached out to touch whatever it was.
His hand
traced another door—a door that must lead to
the river
itself. He could hear the water rushing by, just audible
under the
crash of the Dead Hands hurling themselves
against the
other door. The noise reverberated up into the
higher reaches
of the mill. Despite the noise, they hadn’t got
in, and Sam
offered up silent thanks to the miller who had built
so well.
His trembling
hands found the bar and lifted it, then the
ring that
turned the lock. He twisted it, met resistance, then
twisted again,
fear shooting through him. Surely this door
couldn’t be
locked from the outside?
Behind him, he
heard screaming hinges finally give way,
and the other
door exploded inwards. Dead Hands came
bounding
through, croaking cries that were inhuman echoes of
the triumphant
yells of the Living.
Sam turned the
ring the other way, and the door suddenly
swung open. He
went with it, sprawling outside and down
some steps
that led to a narrow landing stage. He landed there
with a thud
that sent a blinding pain through his wounded leg,
but he didn’t
care. At last he had reached the Ratterlin!
He could see
again, at least somewhat, by the stars above
and their
reflections in the water. There was the river, rushing
past, little
more than an arm’s length away. There was a tin
bathtub, too,
a big one, of the kind used to bathe several children
at once, big
enough for a grown person to lounge in. Sam
saw it and, in
the same instant, picked it up and pushed it into
the river,
holding it against the current with one hand while he
dropped his
sword and the saddlebags in.
“I take it
back,” said Mogget, jumping in. “You’re not as
stupid as you
look.”
Sam tried to
answer, but his face and mouth seemed unable
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to move. He
climbed into the bathtub, clutching at the last step
of the landing
stage. The tub sank alarmingly, but even when
he was fully
in, it still had several inches of freeboard.
He pushed off
as the Dead poured out of the door. The first
one recoiled
at the proximity of so much running water. But
the others
pushed behind it, and the Hand fell—straight at
Sam’s
makeshift boat.
The Dead
creature screamed as it bounced on the steps,
sounding
almost alive for a brief second. Its hands scrabbled
as it fell,
trying to hold on to something, but it succeeded only
in changing
the direction of its fall. A second later, it entered
the Ratterlin,
and its scream was lost in a fountain of silver
sparks and
golden fire.
It had missed
the boat by only a few feet. The wave from
its impact
almost swamped the bathtub. Sam watched the creature’s
last moments,
as did the Dead halted in the doorway
above, and
felt enormous relief well up inside him.
“Amazing,”
said Mogget. “We actually got away. What are
you doing?”
Sam stopped
squirming and silently held out the cake of
dried,
sun-shriveled soap he’d just sat on. Then he put his head
back and
draped his hands over the sides to rest in the sweet
river that had
rescued them.
“In fact,”
said Mogget, “I think I can even say ‘Well
done.’”
Sam didn’t
answer, because he’d just passed out.
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Part
three
The Old Kingdom
Eighteenth Year of the
Restoration of King Touchstone I
Chapter Thirty-Four
Finder
The boat was tied
up at a subterranean dock that
Lirael knew
about but had visited only once, years before. It
was built all
along one end of a vast cavern, with sunlight pouring
in at the
other end where it opened out onto the world, the
Ratterlin
welling up with frothing vigor below the dock. A line
of icicles
across the cavern-mouth testified to the presence of
the glacier
above, as did the occasional fall of ice and snow.
There were
several boats tied up, but Lirael instinctively
knew that the
slim, curving vessel with the single mast was
hers. She had
a carved fantail at her stern and an arching figurehead
at the bow—a
woman with wide-awake eyes. Those
eyes seemed to
be looking straight at Lirael, as if the boat knew
who her next
passenger would be. For a moment Lirael
thought the
figurehead might even have winked at her.
Sanar pointed
and said, “That is Finder. She will
take you
safely down to
Qyrre. It is a journey she has made a thousand
times or more,
there and back, with or against the current. She
knows the
river well.”
“I don’t know
how to sail,” said Lirael nervously, noting
the Charter
marks that moved quietly over the hull, mast, and
rigging of the
boat. She felt very small and stupid. The sight of
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the outside
world beyond the cavern-mouth combined with her
weariness and
made her want to hide somewhere and go to
sleep. “What
will I have to do?”
“There is
little you need attend to,” replied Sanar. “Finder
will do most
of it herself. But you will have to raise and lower
the sail, and
steer a little. I will show you how.”
“Thank you,”
said Lirael. She followed Sanar into the boat,
grabbing at
the gunwale as Finder rocked beneath
her. Ryelle
passed
Lirael’s pack, bow, and sword across, and Sanar showed
her where to
stow the pack in the oilskin-lined box at the
vessel’s
forepeak. The sword and bow went into special waterproof
cases on
either side of the mast, to be more accessible.
Then Sanar
showed Lirael how to raise and lower Finder’s
single
triangular mainsail, and how the boom would move.
Finder
would trim the sail herself, Sanar explained, and would
guide Lirael’s
hand on the tiller. Lirael could even let the boat
steer herself
in an emergency, but the vessel preferred to feel a
human touch.
“We hope that
there will be no danger on the way,” said
Ryelle, when
they had finished showing Lirael over the boat.
“Normally the
river-road is quite safe to Qyrre. But we cannot
now be sure of
anything. We do not know the nature of whatever
lies in the
pit you Saw, or its powers. Just in case, it would
be best to
anchor in the river at night, rather than going
ashore—or to
tie up at an island. There are many of those
downstream. At
Qyrre and onwards, you should seek whatever
help you can
get from the Royal Constables. Here is a
letter from us
as the Voice of the Watch, for that purpose. If
we are lucky,
there will also be guards present, and the
Abhorsen may
have returned from Ancelstierre. Whatever you
do, you must
make sure that you travel with a large and wellarmed
party from
Qyrre to Edge. From there, I fear, we cannot
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advise you.
The future is clouded, and we can See you only on
the Red Lake,
with nothing before or beyond that.”
“All summed
up, that means ‘Be very careful,’” said Sanar.
She smiled,
but there was the hint of a frown in her forehead
and at the
corners of her eyes. “Remember that this is only one
possible
future we See.”
“I will be
careful,” promised Lirael. Now that she was
actually in
the boat and about to depart, she felt very nervous.
For the first
time, she would be going out into a world that was
not bounded by
stone or ice, and she would have to see and
speak to many
strangers. More than that, she was going into
danger,
against a foe she knew nothing about and was ill prepared
to face. Even
her mission was vague. To find a young
man, somewhere
on a lake, sometime this summer. What if she
did find this
Nicholas and somehow survived all the looming
dangers? Would
the Clayr let her back into the Glacier? What
if she was
never allowed to return?
But at the
same time Lirael also felt a blooming sense of
excitement,
even of escape, from a life that she couldn’t admit
was stifling
her. There was Finder, and the
sunshine beyond,
and the
Ratterlin streaming away to lands she knew only from
the pages of
books. She had the dog statuette, and the hope
her canine
companion would return. And she was going on
official
business, doing something important. Almost like a real
Daughter of
the Clayr.
“You may need
this, too,” said Ryelle, handing over a
leather purse,
bulging with coins. “The Bursar would have you
get receipts,
but I think you will have enough to worry about
without that.”
“Now, let us
see you raise the sail yourself, and we will bid
you farewell,”
continued Sanar. Her blue eyes seemed to see
into Lirael,
perceiving the fears that she had not voiced. “The
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Sight does not
tell me so, but I am sure we will meet again. And
you must
remember that, Sighted or not, you are a
Daughter
of the Clayr.
Remember! May fortune favor you, Lirael.”
Lirael nodded,
unable to speak, and hauled on the halyard
to raise the
sail. It hung slackly, the cavern dock being too sheltered
for any wind.
Ryelle and
Sanar bowed to her, then cast off the ropes that
held Finder
fast. The Ratterlin’s swift current gripped the boat,
and the tiller
moved under Lirael’s hand, nudging her to direct
the eager
vessel out towards the sunlit world of the open river.
Lirael looked
back once as they passed from the shade of
the cavern to
the sun, with the icicles tinkling far above her
head. Sanar
and Ryelle were still standing on the dock. They
waved as the
wind came to fill Finder’s sail and
ruffle Lirael’s
hair.
I have left,
thought Lirael. There could be no turning back
now, not
against the current. The current of the river held the
boat, and the
current of her destiny held her. Both were taking
her to places
that she did not know.
The river was
already wide where the underground source
came to join
it, fed by the lakes of snow-melt higher up, and
the hundred
small streams that wound their way like capillaries
through and
around the Clayr’s Glacier. But here, only the central
channel—perhaps
fifty yards across—was deep enough to
be navigable.
To either side of the channel, the Ratterlin shallowed,
content to
sheet thinly across millions of clean-washed
pebbles.
Lirael
breathed in the warm, river-scented air and smiled
at the heat of
the sun on her skin. As promised, Finder was
moving herself
into the swiftest race of the river, while the
mainsheet
imperceptibly slackened till they were running
before the
wind from the north. Lirael’s nervousness about
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sailing
lessened as she realized that Finder really
did look after
herself. It
was even fun, speeding along with the breeze behind
them, the bow
sending up a fine spray as it sliced through the
small waves
caused by wind and current. All Lirael needed to
make the
moment perfect was the presence of her best friend,
the
Disreputable Dog.
She reached
into her waistcoat pocket for the soapstone
statuette. It
would be a comfort just to hold it, even if it would
not be
practicable to try the summoning spell until she got to
Qyrre and could
get the silver wire and other materials.
But instead of
cool, smooth stone, she felt warm dog skin—
and what she
pulled out was a very recognizable pointy ear,
followed by an
arc of round skull and then another ear. That
was
immediately followed by the Disreputable Dog’s entire
head, which
was much too big by itself to fit in the pocket—
let alone the
rest of her.
“Ouch! Tight
fit!” growled the Dog, pushing out a foreleg
and wiggling
madly. Another foreleg impossibly followed, and
then the whole
dog leapt out, shook hair all over Lirael’s leggings,
and turned to
give her an enthusiastic lick.
“So we’re off
at last!” she barked happily, mouth open to
catch the
breeze, tongue lolling. “About time, too. Where are
we going?”
Lirael didn’t
answer at first. She just hugged the Dog very
tightly and
took several quick, jarring breaths to stop herself
crying. The
Dog waited patiently, not even licking Lirael’s ear,
which was a
handy target. When Lirael’s breathing seemed to
get back to
normal, the Dog repeated her question.
“More like why
are we going,” said Lirael, checking her
waistcoat
pocket to make sure the Dog’s exit hadn’t taken the
Dark Mirror
with it. Strangely enough, the pocket wasn’t even
stretched.
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“Does it
matter?” asked the Dog. “New smells, new sounds,
new places to
piss on . . . begging your pardon, Captain.”
“Dog! Stop
being so excited,” ordered Lirael. The Dog
partly obeyed,
sitting down at her feet, but her tail kept wagging,
and every few
seconds she snapped at the air.
“We’re not
just going on one of our normal expeditions, like
in the
Glacier,” Lirael explained. “I have to find a man—”
“Good!”
interrupted the Dog, leaping up to lick her exuberantly.
“Time you were
bred.”
“Dog!” Lirael,
protested, forcing her back down. “It’s
not about that!
This man is from Ancelstierre and he’s trying
to . . . dig
up, I think . . . some ancient thing. Near the Red
Lake. A Free
Magic thing, so powerful it made me sick even
when Ryelle
and Sanar only showed it to me through a vision.
And there was
a necromancer who saw me, and lightning kept
hitting the
hole in the ground—”
“I don’t like
the sound of that,” said the Dog, suddenly
serious. Her
tail stopped waving, and she looked straight at
Lirael, no
longer snuffling the air. “You’d better tell me more.
Start at the
beginning, from when the Clayr came to find you
down below.”
Lirael nodded
and went over everything that the twins had
said, and
described the vision that they’d shared with her.
By the time
she’d finished, the Ratterlin had widened into
the mighty
river that most of the Kingdom knew. It was over
half a mile
wide, and very deep. Here in the middle, the water
was dark and
clear and blue, and many fish could be seen,
silver in the
depths.
The Dog lay
with her head upon her forelegs and thought
deeply. Lirael
watched her, looking at the brown eyes that
seemed to
focus on far distant things.
“I don’t like
it,” the Dog said finally. “You’re being sent
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into danger,
and no one really knows what’s going on. The
Clayr unable
to See clearly, the King and the Abhorsen not even
in the
Kingdom. This hole in the ground that eats up lightning
reminds me of
something very bad indeed . . . and then there’s
this
necromancer, as well.”
“Well, I
suppose we could go somewhere else,” Lirael said
doubtfully,
upset by the strength of the Dog’s reaction.
The Dog looked
at her in surprise. “No, we can’t! You have
a duty. I
don’t like it, but we’ve got it. I never said anything
about giving
up.”
“No,” agreed
Lirael. She was about to say that she hadn’t
suggested it,
either. She was just stating a possibility. But it
would clearly
be better to let the point lie.
The Dog was
silent for a while. Then she said, “Those
things that
were left for you in the room. Do you know how
to use them?”
“They might
not even be meant for me,” Lirael said. “I just
happened to
find them. I don’t want them, anyway.”
“Choosers will
be beggars if the begging’s not their choosing,”
said the Dog.
“What does
that mean?”
“I have no
idea,” said the Dog. “Now, do you know how
to use the
things that were left for you?”
“Well, I have
read The Book of Remembrance and Forgetting,”
Lirael replied
half-heartedly. “So I guess I know the
theory—”
“You should
practice,” declared the Dog. “You may need
actual
expertise later on.”
“But I’ll have
to go into Death,” Lirael protested. “I’ve
never done
that before. I’m not even sure I should. I’m a Clayr.
I should be
Seeing the future, not the past.”
“You should
use the gifts you have been given,” said the
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Dog. “Imagine
how you’d feel if you gave me a bone and I
didn’t eat
it.”
“Surprised,”
replied Lirael. “But you do bury bones sometimes.
In the ice.”
“I always eat
them eventually,” said the Dog. “At the right
time.”
“How do you
know this is the right time for me?” asked
Lirael
suspiciously. “I mean, how do you even know what my
gifts are for?
I haven’t told you, have I?”
“I read a lot.
It comes from living in a library,” said the
Dog, answering
the second question first. “And there’s lots
of islands
ahead. An island would be a perfect place to stop.
You can use
the Dark Mirror on one of them. If anything follows
you back from
Death, we can get on the boat and just sail
away.”
“You mean if
something Dead attacks me,” said Lirael.
That was the
real danger. She actually did want to look into
the past. But
she didn’t want to go into Death to do it. The
Book
of
Remembrance and Forgetting told her how, and assured her
she could come
back. But what if it was wrong?
And the
panpipes were all very well, in their way, as a
weapon and
protection against the Dead. Seven pipes, named
after the
seven bells used by a necromancer. Only they weren’t
as powerful as
the bells, and one part of the book said that
“though
generally the instrument of a Remembrancer, the
pipes are not
infrequently used by Abhorsens-in-Waiting, till
they succeed to
their bells.” Which didn’t make the pipes sound
all that
fantastic.
But even if
the pipes were not as strong as the bells, the
book seemed to
think they were powerful enough to assure her
safety.
Provided she could use them properly, of course, having
only
book-learning to go on. Still, there was something she
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particularly
wanted to see. . . . “We do need to get to Edge
as soon as
possible,” she said with deliberation. “But I suppose
we could take
a few hours off. Only I need to nap for a while
first. When I
wake up, we’ll stop at an island, if there’s one near.
Then . . .
then I will go into Death, and look into the past.”
“Good,” said
the Dog. “I could do with a walk.”
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Chapter Thirty-Five
Remembrancer
Lirael stood with the
Dog in the center of a small
island,
surrounded by stunted trees and bushes that couldn’t
grow higher in
the rocky ground. Finder’s mast
towered behind
them, no more
than thirty paces away, showing where safety
lay if they
had to flee from something coming out of Death.
In preparation
for entering that cold realm, Lirael buckled
on the sword
the Clayr had given her. The weight felt strange
on her hip.
The broad leather belt was tight against her lower
stomach, and
the sword, while longer and heavier than her
practice
sword, somehow felt familiar, though she had never
seen it
before. She would have remembered its distinctive
silver-wired
hilt and pommel with a single green stone set in
bronze.
Lirael held
the panpipes in her left hand, watching the
Charter marks
move across the silver tubes, weaving in with
the Free Magic
that lurked there. She looked at each pipe,
remembering
what the book had said about them. Her life
could well
depend on knowing which pipe to use. She said the
names aloud,
under her breath, to secure them in her mind and
to delay
actually going into Death.
“First, and
least, is Ranna,” recited Lirael, the relevant
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page from The
Book of Remembrance and Forgetting clear in
her head.
“Ranna, the Sleepbringer, will take all those who
hear it into
slumber.
“Second is
Mosrael, the Waker. One of the most dangerous
bells, and
still so in any form. Its sound is a seesaw that
will throw the
piper further into Death, even as it brings the
listener into
Life.
“Third is
Kibeth, the Walker. Kibeth gives freedom of
movement to
the Dead, or forces the Dead to walk at the
piper’s will.
But Kibeth is contrary and can make the piper
walk where she
would not choose to go.
“Fourth is
Dyrim, the Speaker, of melodious tone. Dyrim
may grant
speech to the dumb, tongue-lost Dead, or give forgotten
words their
meaning. Dyrim may also still a tongue that
moves too
freely.
“Fifth is
Belgaer, the Thinker, which can restore independent
thought, and
memory, and all the patterns of what was
once in Life.
Or, in a careless hand, erase them. Belgaer is
troublesome
too, always seeking to sound of its own accord.
“Sixth comes
Saraneth, also known as the Binder. Saraneth
speaks with
the deep voice of power, shackling the Dead to the
wielder’s
will.”
Lirael paused
before she recited the name of the seventh
and last pipe,
the longest, its silver surface forever cold and
frightening
under her touch.
“Astarael, the
Sorrowful,” whispered Lirael. “Properly
sounded,
Astarael will cast all who hear it deep into Death.
Including the
piper. Do not call upon Astarael unless all else is
lost.”
“Sleeper,
Waker, Walker, Speaker, Thinker, Binder, and
Weeper,” said
the Dog, taking a break from a heavy-duty
scratching of
her ear. “Bells would be better, though. Those
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pipes are
really only for children to practice with.”
“Ssshhh,” said
Lirael. “I’m concentrating.”
She knew
better than to ask the Dog how she knew the
names of the
pipes. The impossible hound had probably read
The
Book of Remembrance and Forgetting herself, while Lirael
slept.
Having
mentally prepared herself to use the panpipes—or
to use only
some of them—Lirael drew her sword, noting the
play of
Charter marks along its silvered blade. There was an
inscription,
too, she saw. She held the blade to the light and
read it aloud.
“The Clayr Saw
me, the Wallmakers made me, my enemies
Remember me.”
“A sister
sword to Binder,” remarked the Dog, nosing it
with interest.
“I didn’t know they had that one. What’s it
called?”
Lirael twisted
the blade to see if there was something written
on the other
side, but as she did so, the first inscription
changed, the
letters shimmering into a new arrangement.
“‘Nehima,’”
read Lirael. “What does that mean?”
“It’s a name,”
said the Dog blandly. Seeing Lirael’s expression,
she cocked her
head to one side and continued, “I
suppose you
could say it means ‘forget-me-not.’ Though the
irony is that
Nehima herself is long forgotten. Still, better a
sword than a
block of stone, I suppose. It’s certainly an heirloom
of the house,
if ever I saw one,” the Dog added. “I’m surprised
they gave it
to you.”
Lirael nodded,
unable to speak, her thoughts once again
turning back
to the Glacier and the Clayr. Ryelle and Sanar had
just casually
handed the sword to her. Made by the Wallmakers
themselves, it
must be one of the greatest treasures the Clayr
possessed.
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A nudge at her
leg reminded her of the business at hand,
so she blinked
away an incipient tear and focused all her
thought, as The
Book of Remembrance and Forgetting had
told her to.
Apparently she should feel Death and then sort of
reach out to
it. It was easier in places where lots of people had
died, or were
buried, but theoretically it was possible anywhere.
Lirael closed
her eyes to concentrate harder, furrows
forming across
her forehead. She could feel Death now, like
a cold
pressure against her face. She pushed against it, feeling
its chill sink
into her cheekbones and lips, soaking into
her
outstretched hands. It was strange with the sun still hot
against her
bare neck.
It grew colder
still, and colder, as the chill moved up her
feet and legs.
She felt a tug against her knees, a tug that wasn’t
one of the
Dog’s gentle reminders. It was like being gripped by
a current, a
strong current that wanted to take her away and
force her
under.
She opened her
eyes. A river flowed against her legs, but it
was not the
Ratterlin. It was black and opaque, and there was
no sign of the
island, the blue sky, or the sun. The light was
grey, grey and
dull as far as she could see, out to a totally flat
horizon.
Lirael
shuddered, not just from the cold, for she had successfully
entered Death.
She could hear a waterfall somewhere
in the
distance. The First Gate, she supposed, from the description
in the book.
The river
tugged at her again, and without thinking, she
went with it
for a few steps. It tugged again, even harder, the
cold spreading
into her very bones. It would be easy to let that
chill spread
through her entire body, to lie down and let the
current take
her where it willed—
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“No!” she
snapped, forcing herself back a step. This was
what the book
had warned her about. The river’s strength
wasn’t just in
the current. She had also to resist its compulsion
to walk
farther into Death, or to lie down and let it carry her
away.
Fortunately,
the book was also right about something more
favorable. She
could feel the way back to Life, and instinctively
knew exactly
where to go and how to get back there, which
was a relief.
Apart from the
distant roar of the First Gate, Lirael could
hear nothing
else moving in the river. Lirael listened carefully,
nerves drawn
tight, muscles ready for immediate flight. Still
there was
nothing, not even a ripple.
Then her Death
sense twitched, and she quickly scanned
the river to
either side of her again. For a moment, she thought
she saw
something move on the surface, a thin line of darkness
under the
water, moving farther back into Death. But then it
was gone, and
she could neither see nor sense anything. After
a minute, she
wasn’t even sure if there had been anything there
in the first
place.
Sighing, she
carefully sheathed her sword, put the panpipes
back in her
waistcoat pocket, and drew out the Dark Mirror.
Here, in the
First Precinct of Death, she could look just a little
way into the
past. To look further back, she would have to
travel deeper
in, past the First Gate or even far beyond it. But
today she only
planned to look back a matter of twenty years
or so.
The click that
accompanied the opening of the Mirror
seemed far too
loud, echoing across the dark waters. Lirael
flinched at
the sound—then screamed as it was followed by a
loud splash
directly behind her!
Reflexively,
she jumped—farther into Death—swapped the
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Mirror into
her left hand, and drew her sword, all before she
even knew what
was happening.
“It’s only
me,” said the Dog, her tail slapping the water as
it wagged. “I
got bored waiting.”
“How did you
get here?” whispered Lirael, sheathing her
sword with a
shaking hand. “You scared me to death!”
“I followed
you,” said the Dog. “It’s just a different sort of
walk.”
Not for the
first time, Lirael wondered what the Dog really
was, and the
extent of her powers. But there was no time for
speculation
now. The Book of Remembrance and Forgetting
had warned her
not to stay too long in any one place in Death,
because things
would come looking. Things she didn’t want to
meet.
“Who’s going
to guard my body if you’re here?” she asked
reproachfully.
If anything happened to her body back in Life,
she would have
no choice but to follow the river onwards, or
to become some
sort of Dead spirit herself, eternally trying to
get back into
Life, by stealing someone else’s body. Or to
become a
shadow, drinking blood and Life to keep itself out of
Death.
“I’ll know if
anyone comes close,” said the Dog, sniffing
the river.
“Can we go farther in?”
“No!” snapped
Lirael. “I’m going to use the Dark Mirror
here. But
you’re going back straight away! This is Death, Dog,
not the
Glacier!”
“True,”
mumbled the Dog. She looked up pleadingly at
Lirael and
added, “But it’s only the very edge of Death—”
“Back! Now!”
commanded Lirael, pointing. The Dog
stopped her
pleading look, showed the whites of her eyes in
disapproval,
and slunk away with her tail down. A second
later, she
vanished—back into Life.
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Lirael ignored
her and opened the Mirror, holding it close
to her right
eye. “Focus on the Mirror with one eye,” the book
had said, “and
look into Death with the other, lest harm befall
you there.”
Good advice,
but hardly practical, Lirael thought, as she
struggled to
focus on two different things at once. But after a
minute, the
Mirror’s opaque surface began to clear, its darkness
lifting.
Instead of looking at her reflection, Lirael found
that she was
somehow looking through the mirror, and it was
not the cold
river of Death she saw beyond. She saw swirling
lights, lights
that she soon realized were actually the passage
of the sun
across the sky, so fast it was a blur. The sun was
going
backwards.
Excitement
grew in her as she realized this was the beginning
of the magic.
Now she had to think of what she wanted
to see. She
began to form an image of her mother in her mind,
borrowing more
from the charcoal drawing Aunt Kirrith had
given her
years ago than from her own recollection, which was
the mixed-up
memory of a child, all feelings and soft-edged
images.
Holding the
picture of her mother in her head, she spoke
aloud,
infusing her voice with the Charter marks she’d learned
from the book,
symbols of power and command that would
make the Dark
Mirror show her what she wanted to see.
“My mother I
knew, a little,” Lirael said, her words loud
against the
murmur of the river. “My father I knew not, and
would see
through the veil of time. So let it be.”
The swift
passage of backwards suns began to slow as she
spoke, and
Lirael felt herself drawn closer to the image in the
Mirror, till a
single sun filled all her vision, blinding her with
its light.
Then it was gone, and there was darkness.
Slowly, the
darkness ebbed, and Lirael saw a room,
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strangely
superimposed upon the river of Death she saw
through her
other eye. Both images were blurry, as if her eyes
were full of
tears, but they were not. Lirael blinked several
times, but the
vision grew no clearer.
She saw a
large room—a hall, in fact—dominated at one
end by a large
window, which was a blur of different colors
rather than
clear glass. Lirael sensed there was some sort of
magic in the
window, for the colors and patterns changed,
though she
couldn’t see it clearly enough to make it out.
A long,
brilliantly polished table of some light and lustrous
wood stretched
the full length of the hall. It was loaded with
silver of many
kinds: candelabra with beeswax candles burning
clean yellow
flames, salt cellars and pepper grinders, sauce
boats and
tureens, and many ornaments Lirael had never seen.
A roast goose,
half-carved, sat on a platter, encircled by plates
of lesser
foods.
There were
only two people at the table, sitting at the other
end, so Lirael
had to squint to try to see them more clearly.
One, a man,
sat at the head of the table in a high-backed chair,
almost a
throne. Despite his simple white shirt and lack of
jewelry, he
had the bearing of a man of rank and power. Lirael
frowned and
shifted the Dark Mirror a little, to see if she could
make the
vision sharper. Rainbows briefly rippled through the
room, but
nothing else seemed to change.
There were
spells to use to refine the vision, but Lirael
didn’t want to
try them just yet, in case they made the vision
go away
completely. Instead she concentrated on the other
person. She
could see her more clearly than the man.
It was her
mother. Arielle, Kirrith’s little sister. She looked
beautiful in
the soft candlelight, her long blond hair hanging
in a brilliant
waterfall down the back of her dress, an elegant
creation of
ice-blue adorned with golden stars. It was cut low
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across the
neck and back, and she wore a necklace of sapphires
and diamonds.
As Lirael
concentrated, the vision of the past grew sharper
around the two
people, but even muddier everywhere else, as
if all the
color and light were gathering around the point of her
focus. At the
same time, her view of the river of Death clouded.
Sounds began
to come to her, as if she were listening to two
people
conversing as they walked towards her. They were
speaking in
the courtly fashion, which was rarely used in the
Glacier.
Obviously they didn’t know each other very well.
“I have heard
many strange things under this roof, Mistress,”
the man was
saying as he poured himself more wine,
waving back a
sending servant that had begun to attend to him.
“But none so
strange as this.”
“It is not
something I sought,” replied the woman, her
voice
strangely familiar to Lirael’s ears. Surely she didn’t remember
it? She had
been only five when Arielle had abandoned
her. Then she
realized that it was Kirrith’s voice it reminded her
of. Though it
was sweeter than Kirrith’s had ever been.
“And none of
your Vision-Sisters have Seen what you wish
of me?” asked
the man. “None of the Nine Day Watch?”
“None,” said
Arielle, bending her head, a blush spreading
across her
neck. Lirael watched in amazement. Her own
mother
embarrassed! But then the Arielle she saw here wasn’t
much older
than herself. She seemed very young.
The man seemed
to be thinking along similar lines, because
he said, “My
wife has been dead these eighteen years, but I
have a
daughter grown who would be near your age. I am not
unfamiliar
with the . . . the . . .”
“Imaginings of
young women? Or the infatuations of
youth?”
interrupted Arielle, looking back up at him, her face
angry now. “I
am five and twenty, sir, and no girlish virgin
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dreaming of
her mate. I am a Daughter of the Clayr, and nothing
but my Sight
would have brought me here to lie with a man
I have never
met who is old enough to be my father!”
The man put
his cup down and smiled ruefully, but his eyes
were tired and
untouched by the smile.
“I beg your
pardon, Mistress. In truth, I heard the sound
of prophecy
when you first spoke to me today, but I put it from
my mind. I
must leave here tomorrow, to face many perils. I
have no time
for thoughts of love, and I have been proven a
less than
perfect parent. Even if I were not away tomorrow,
and could
linger here with you, any child you bear would likely
see little of
its father.”
“This is not a
matter of love,” said Arielle quietly, meeting
his gaze. “And
a single night may beget a child as well as a year
of striving.
As it will, for I have Seen her. As to the lack of a
father, I fear
she will have neither parent for very long.”
“You speak of
a certainty,” said the man. “Yet the Clayr
often See many
threads, which the future may weave this way
or that.”
“I See only a
single thread in this, sir,” said Arielle, reaching
across to take
the man’s pale hand in her own brown
fingers. “I am
here, called by the visions granted by my Blood,
as you are
governed by yours. It is meant to be, cousin. But
perhaps we can
at least enjoy our single night, forgetting higher
reasons. Let
us to bed.”
The man
hesitated, his fingers open. Then he laughed, and
raised
Arielle’s hand to his lips for a gentle kiss.
“We shall have
our night,” he said, rising from the chair.
“I know not
what it means, or what future we will here secure.
But for once I
am tired of responsibility and care! As you say,
my dear
cousin, let us to bed!”
The two
embraced, and Lirael shut her right eye, stricken
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with
embarrassment and a slight, uneasy feeling of shame. If
she kept
watching, she might even see the moment of her own
conception,
and that was too embarrassing to even contemplate.
But even with
her eye shut, the vision lingered, till Lirael
blinked it
away, this time with an actual tear.
She had
secretly expected more from the vision, some indication
of her
parents’ having a forbidden love or some great
bond that
would be revealed to their daughter. But it seemed
she was the
result of a single evening’s coupling, which was
either
predestined or the result of her mother’s mad imagination.
Lirael didn’t
know which would be worse. And she still
had no clear
idea who her father was, though some of the
things she had
seen and heard were certainly suggestive and
would require
further thought.
Snapping the
mirror shut, she put it back into her belt
pouch. Only
then did she realize that the sound of the First
Gate had
stopped. Something was coming through the waterfall—
something from
the deeper reaches of Death.
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Chapter Thirty-Six
A Denizen of Death
A few seconds after
Lirael noticed the silence of the
First Gate,
the sound of the crashing water resumed. Whatever
had stilled it
had passed through, and was now in the First
Precinct of
Death. With Lirael.
Lirael peered
into the distance, unable to see anything
moving. The
grey light and flatness of the river made it hard
to work out
distances, and she had no idea whether the First
Gate was as
close as it sounded. She knew it was marked by a
veil of mist,
and she couldn’t see it.
To be on the
safe side, Lirael drew both sword and pipes
and took
several steps towards Life, till she was close enough
to feel its
warmth at her back. She should cross now, she knew,
but a
daredevil curiosity gripped her and kept her there—the
urge to see,
albeit briefly, a denizen of Death.
When she did
see the first signs of it, all her curiosity was
gone in an
instant, replaced by fear. For something was approaching
under the
river, not upon it, a vee of ripples heading
straight for
her, moving swiftly against the current.
Something
large and hidden, able to cloak itself against her
senses. She
hadn’t felt its presence at all, and saw the ripples
purely by
chance, as a result of her own caution.
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Instantly, she
felt for Life again, but at the same time, the
vee exploded
into a leaping figure, a shape of fire and darkness.
It held a
bell, a bell that rang with power, fixing her on
the very
border of Life and Death.
The bell was
Saraneth, Lirael somehow knew, recognizing
it deep in her
bones as the bell’s fierce power fought against
her straining
muscles. But a raw Saraneth, one that was not
partnered with
Charter Magic, as in her pipes or an Abhorsen’s
bells. There
was more power here, and less art. It had to be the
bell of a Free
Magic sorcerer. A necromancer!
She could feel
the wielder’s will behind the bell, seeking
domination of
her spirit, an implacable force of hatred beating
down her own
pathetic resistance. Now Lirael saw the wielder
clearly,
despite the steam that eddied around his body as if he
were a hot
iron plunged into the river.
It was Hedge,
the necromancer from the vision the twins
had shown her.
She could feel the fires of Free Magic that burnt
in him,
defeating even the chill of Death.
“Kneel before
your master!” commanded Hedge, striding
towards her,
the bell in one hand, a sword burning with dark,
liquid flames
in the other. His voice was harsh and cruel, the
words infused
with fire and smoke.
The
necromancer’s command struck at Lirael like a blow,
and she felt
her knees unlock, her legs beginning to crumple.
Hedge already
had her in his power, the deep commanding
tone of
Saraneth still ringing in her ears, echoing inside her
head, a sound
she couldn’t dislodge from her mind.
He came still
closer, the sword raised above his head, and
she knew that
it would soon fall upon her unprotected neck.
Her own sword
was in her hand, the Charter marks burning
like golden
suns as Nehima reacted angrily to the Free Magic
menace that
approached. But her sword arm was locked at the
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elbow by her
enemy’s will, held in place by the terrible power
of the bell.
Desperately
she tried to pour strength into her arm, to no
avail. Then
she tried to reach into the Charter, to draw forth a
spell to blast
the necromancer with silver darts or red-gold fire.
“Kneel!” the
necromancer commanded again, and she knelt,
the cold river
clutching at her stomach and breasts, welcoming
her in its
soon-to-be-permanent embrace. The muscles in
her neck
twitched and stood out in cords as she fought the
compulsion to
bend her head.
Then she
realized that by giving in, just a little, she could
bend her head
down, enough so her lips could touch the panpipes
held in her
frozen left hand. So she submitted, too
quickly, lips
meeting silver with bloody force, not even knowing
which pipe
would sound. At the worst, it would be
Astarael, and
then she would take the necromancer with her
into the
deeper realms of Death.
She blew as
hard as she could, forcing all that remained of
her will into
directing the clear note that cut through the echoing
remnants of
the necromancer’s bell.
The pipe was
Kibeth. The sound struck Hedge as he swung
for a
beheading blow. It caught his feet with joyful trickery,
spinning him
around completely. His sword-stroke swung wide,
high above
Lirael, and then Kibeth was walking and dancing
him like a drunken
fool, sending him cavorting towards the
First Gate.
But even
surprised by Kibeth, his will and Saraneth fought
to hold Lirael
as she tried to throw herself back into Life. Her
arms and legs
felt like clumsy sacks of earth, the river like
quicksand, trying
to suck her under. Desperately, she pushed
to free
herself, reaching towards Life, reaching for the day, for
the Dog, for
everything she loved.
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Finally, as if
a rope that held her snapped, Lirael pitched
forward into
sunlight and cool breezes, but not before the
necromancer
had shouted out his farewell, in words as cold
and
threatening as the river of Death itself.
“I know you!
You cannot hide! I will—”
His last words
were cut off as Lirael completely reoccupied
her body,
senses re-arranging themselves for the
living world.
As the Book had warned, there was ice and frost
all over her,
lining every fold of her clothing. There was even
an icicle
hanging from her nose. She broke it off, which hurt,
and sneezed.
“What! What
was that!” barked the Dog, who was practically
under her
feet. Clearly, she had sensed that Lirael had
been attacked.
“A
n-necromancer,” said Lirael, shivering. “The one . . . the
vision . . .
that the Clayr showed me. Hedge. He . . . he . . .
almost killed
me!”
The Dog
growled, low in her throat, and Lirael suddenly
noticed that
she had grown as tall as her own shoulder and
now sported
much larger and sharper teeth. “I knew I should
have stayed
with you, Mistress!”
“Yes, yes,”
mumbled Lirael. She still could hardly speak,
her breath coming
in little panicked pants. She knew the necromancer
couldn’t
follow her back here—he would have to
return to his
own body in Life. Unfortunately, her little Kibeth
pipe wouldn’t
have walked him far. He was easily powerful
enough to come
back and send Dead spirits through to pursue
her. The
bodiless ones.
“He’ll send
something after me. We’ve got to get out of
here!”
The Dog
growled again but didn’t object as Lirael stumbled
back across
the stony island, intent on getting aboard Finder
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as quickly as
possible. She circled behind Lirael, so every time
the girl
looked back nervously, there was the Dog, standing
between her
and danger.
A few minutes
later, safe in the swift waters of the
Ratterlin,
Lirael collapsed from the shock, lying down in the
boat with just
one hand lightly touching the rudder. Finder
could be
trusted to steer her own course.
“I would have
bitten that necromancer’s throat out,” said
the Dog, after
letting Lirael gasp and shake for several minutes.
“He’d have had
cause to remember my teeth!”
“I don’t think
he would notice if you did rip
his throat
out,” said
Lirael, shivering. “He felt more Dead than alive. He
said, ‘I know
you,’” she continued slowly, looking up at the
sky, angling
her face back to catch more of the sun, delighting
in its blessed
heat upon her still frosted lips and nose. “How
could he know
me?”
“Free Magic
eats up necromancers,” said the Dog, shrinking
herself down
to a less belligerent and more conversational
size. “The
power they seek to wield—the Free Magic they profess
to
master—ultimately devours them. That power recognizes
your Blood.
That’s probably what he meant by ‘I know you.’”
“I don’t like
the thought of anyone outside the Glacier
knowing me,”
said Lirael, shuddering. “Knowing who I am.
And that
necromancer’s probably with Nicholas now, in Life.
So when I find
Nicholas, I’ll find the necromancer. Like a bug
going to a
spider to find a fly.”
“Tomorrow’s
trouble,” said the Dog, soothing her, not very
convincingly.
“At least we’re done with today’s. We’re safe on
the river.”
Lirael nodded,
thinking. Then she sat up and scratched the
Dog under the
chin and all around her ears.
“Dog,” she
said hesitantly, “there’s Free Magic in you,
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maybe even
more than the Charter Magic in your collar. Why
don’t you . .
. why aren’t you . . . why aren’t you like the necromancer?”
The Dog
sighed, with a meaty “oof” that made Lirael
wrinkle her
nose. The hound tilted her head to one side, thinking
before she
answered.
“In the
Beginning, all magic was Free Magic—unconstrained,
raw,
unchanneled. Then the Charter was created, which took
most of the
Free Magic and made it ordered, subject to structure,
constrained by
symbols. The Free Magic that remained
separate from
the Charter is the Free Magic of necromancy, of
Stilken,
Margrue, and Hish, of Analem and Gorger, and all the
other fell
creatures, constructs, and familiars. It is the random
magic that
persists outside the Charter.
“There is also
the Free Magic that helped make the Charter
but was not
consumed by it,” continued the Dog. “That is
quite
different from the Free Magic that would not join in the
creation of
the Charter.”
“You speak of
the Beginning,” said Lirael, who wasn’t at
all sure she
understood. “But could that be before the Charter?
It doesn’t
have a Beginning—or an End.”
“Everything
has a Beginning,” replied the Dog. “Including
the Charter. I
should know, since I was there at the birth of it,
when the Seven
chose to make the Charter and the Five gave
themselves to
the making. In a sense, you were there too, Mistress.
You are
descended from the Five.”
“The Five
Great Charters?” asked Lirael, fascinated by this
information.
“I remember the rhyme about that. It must have
been one of
the first things we memorized as children.”
She sat up
even straighter, and clasped her hands behind
her back,
unconsciously assuming the recital position she’d
learned as a
child.
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“Five
Great Charters knit the land,
Together
linked, hand in hand.
One
in the people who wear the crown,
Two
in the folk who keep the Dead down,
Three
and Five became stone and mortar,
Four
sees all in frozen water.”
“Yes,” said
the Dog. “A good rhyme for pups to learn. The
Great Charters
are the keystones of the Charter. The bloodlines,
the Wall, and
the Charter Stones all come from the original
sacrifice of
the Five, who poured their power into the men
and women who
were your ancestors. Some of those, in turn,
passed that
power into stone and mortar, when blood alone
was judged to
be too easily diluted or led astray.”
“So if the
Five were sort of . . . dissolved into the Charter,
what happened
to the other two?” asked Lirael, digesting this
information
with a frown. Everything she had read said the
Charter had
always existed and always would. “You said there
were Seven who
chose to make the Charter.”
“It began with
the Nine,” replied the Dog quietly. “Nine
who were most
powerful, who possessed the conscious thought
and foresight
that raised them above all the tens of thousands
of Free Magic
beings that clamored and strove to exist upon
the earth. Yet
of the Nine, only Seven agreed to make the
Charter. One
chose to ignore the Seven’s work but was finally
bound to serve
the Charter. The Ninth fought and was barely
defeated.”
“That’s number
eight and nine,” said Lirael, counting on
her fingers.
“This would be much easier to understand if they
had names
instead of numbers. Anyway, you still haven’t explained
what happened
to . . . um . . . six and seven. Why didn’t
they become
part of the Great Charters?”
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“They put a
great deal of their power into the bloodlines,
but not all
their being,” replied the Dog. “But I suspect they
were perhaps
less tired of conscious, individual existence. They
wished to go
on, in some form or another. I think they wanted
to see what
happened. And the Seven did have names. They are
remembered in
the bells and in the pipes you have in your belt.
Each of those
bells has something of the original power of the
Seven, the
power that existed before the Charter.”
“You’re not .
. . you’re not one of the Seven, are you?”
asked Lirael,
after a moment of anxiety-laden silence. She
couldn’t
imagine that one of the creators of the Charter, no
matter how
much power it had given away, would condescend
to be her
friend. Or would continue to do so once its true loftiness
had been
established.
“I’m the
Disreputable Dog,” replied the Dog, licking
Lirael’s face.
“Just a leftover from the Beginning, freely given
to the
Charter. And I’ll always be your friend, Lirael. You know
that.”
“I guess I
do,” replied Lirael doubtfully. She hugged the
Dog tight, her
face pressed into the hound’s warm neck. “I’ll
always be your
friend, too.”
The Dog let
Lirael keep on hugging, but her ears were
pricked,
listening to the world around them. Her nose kept
sniffing the
air, trying to get more of the scent that had come
back from Death
with Lirael. A disturbing scent, one the Dog
hoped was
purely from her own imagination and long memory,
because it was
not the smell of just one human necromancer,
no matter how
powerful. It was much, much older, and much
more
frightening.
Lirael stopped
hugging when the Dog’s wet smell began to
overcome her,
and she moved back to take the tiller. Finder kept
steering
herself, but Lirael felt a surge of welcome recognition
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as Charter
marks blossomed under her hand, warm and comforting
after the chill
of Death.
“We’ll
probably see the Sindle Ferry later today,” remarked
Lirael, her
brow furrowing as she recalled the maps she had
rolled,
unrolled, catalogued, and repaired in the Library. “We’re
making good
time—we must have come twenty leagues already!”
“Towards
danger,” said the Dog, moving aft to flop down
at Lirael’s
feet. “We mustn’t forget that, Mistress.”
Lirael nodded,
thinking back to the necromancer and
Death. It
seemed unreal now, out in the sunshine, with the boat
sailing so
cheerfully down the river. But it had been all too real
then. And if
the necromancer’s words were true, not only did
he know her,
he might know where she was going. Once she
left the
Ratterlin, she would be relatively easy prey for the
necromancer’s
Dead servants.
“Perhaps I
should make a Charter-skin soon,” she said.
“The barking
owl. Just in case.”
“Good idea,”
said the Dog, slurring. Her chin was propped
on Lirael’s
foot, and she was drooling profusely. “By the way,
did you see
anything in the Dark Mirror?”
Lirael hesitated.
She’d momentarily forgotten. The vision
of the past
had been put out of her mind by the necromancer’s
attack.
“Yes.” The Dog
waited for her to go on, but Lirael was
silent.
Finally, the hound raised her head and said, “So you are
a Remembrancer
now. The first in these last five hundred years,
unless I am
mistaken.”
“I suppose I
am,” said Lirael, not meeting the Dog’s eyes.
She didn’t
want to be a Remembrancer, as the book called
someone who
Saw into the past. She wanted to See into the
future.
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“And what did
you See?” prompted the Dog.
“My parents.”
Lirael blushed as she thought again of how
close she had
come to seeing her parents making love. “My
father.”
“Who was he?”
“I don’t
know,” replied Lirael, frowning. “I would recognize
a portrait, I
think. Or the room that I saw. It doesn’t really
matter,
anyway.”
The Dog
snorted, indicating that Lirael hadn’t fooled her
one bit.
Obviously, it mattered a lot, but Lirael didn’t want to
talk about it.
“You’re
my family,” said Lirael quickly, giving the Dog a
quick hug.
Then she stared deliberately ahead at the shining
waters of the
Ratterlin. The Dog really was her only family,
even more than
the Clayr she had lived with all her life.
They had shown
she would never be truly one of them, she
thought as she
tightened her headscarf, remembering how the
silk had felt
against her eyes. Families did not blindfold their
own children.
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Chapter Thirty-Seven
A Bath in the River
Following Sanar and Ryelle’s
advice, Lirael
spent her
first night away from the Clayr’s Glacier anchored in
the lee of a
long, thin island in the very middle of the Ratterlin,
with more than
four hundred yards of swift, deep water on
either side.
Soon after
dawn, following a breakfast of oatmeal, an apple,
a rather tough
cinnamon cake, and several mouthfuls of clear
river water,
Lirael drew in the anchor, stowed it, and whistled
for the Dog.
She came swimming across from the island, where
she’d
performed her canine duty for the other dogs who might
one day visit
it.
They had just
raised the sail and were beginning to reach
before the
wind when the Dog suddenly went stiff-legged and
pointed across
the bow, letting out a warning yip.
Lirael ducked
her head down so she could see under the
boom, her gaze
following the line pointed by the Dog’s forelimb
at some object
two or three hundred yards downstream.
At first, she
couldn’t make out what it was—something metal
on the surface
of the river, reflecting the morning sun. When
she did
recognize it, she had to peer more carefully to re-affirm
her initial
judgment.
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“That looks
like a metal bathtub,” she said slowly. “With
a man in it.”
“It is
a bathtub,” said the Dog. “And a man. There’s something
else too . . .
you’d best nock an arrow, Mistress.”
“He looks
unconscious. Or dead,” replied Lirael.
“Shouldn’t we
just sail around?”
But she left
the tiller to Finder, took out the
bow, and
quickly strung
it. Then she loosened Nehima in its sheath and
took an arrow
from the quiver.
Finder
seemed to share the Dog’s desire for caution, for she
turned away
from a direct intercept. The bathtub was traveling
much more
slowly than they were, propelled only by the
current. With
the wind on her beam, Finder was
considerably
faster and
could curve around in an arc to pass the bathtub and
keep going.
Keeping going
was what Lirael wanted to do. She didn’t
want to have
anything to do with strangers before she absolutely
had to. But
then, she would have to deal with people
sooner or
later, and he did look as if he was in trouble. Surely
he wouldn’t
have chosen to be out in the Ratterlin in a craft as
unreliable as
a metal bathtub?
Lirael frowned
and tugged her scarf down lower over her
forehead, so
it shaded her face. When they were only fifty yards
away, and
about to pass the tub, she also nocked an arrow, but
did not draw.
The man was definitely unaware of Finder’s
approach,
since he hadn’t so much as twitched. He was on his
back in the
bath, with his arms hanging over the sides and his
knees drawn
up. Lirael could see the hilt of a sword at his side,
and there was
something across his chest—
“Bells! A
necromancer!” exclaimed Lirael, drawing her bow.
He didn’t look
like Hedge, but any necromancer was dangerous.
Putting an
arrow in him would simply be insurance.
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Unlike their
Dead servants, necromancers had no trouble with
running water.
This one was probably pretending to be hurt,
to lure her
into an ambush.
She was just
about to loose the arrow when the Dog suddenly
barked, “Wait!
he doesn’t smell like a necromancer!”
Surprised,
Lirael jerked, let go—and the arrow sped
through the
air, passing less than a foot above the man’s head.
If he’d sat
up, it would have pierced his throat or eye, killing
him instantly.
As the arrow
arced downward to plop into the water well
past the tub,
a small white cat emerged from under the man’s
legs, climbed
onto his chest, and yawned.
This provoked
an immediate response from the Dog, who
barked
furiously and lunged at the water. Lirael only just managed
to drop her
bow and grab the hound’s tail before the Dog
went over the
side.
The Dog’s tail
was waving happily, at such a speed Lirael
had difficulty
hanging on to it. Whether this was actual friendliness
or excitement
at the prospect of chasing a cat, Lirael
didn’t know.
All the noise
finally woke the man in the tub. He sat up
slowly,
obviously dazed, the cat moving up to perch precariously
on his
shoulder. At first, he looked the wrong way for
the source of
the barking; then he turned, saw the boat—and
instantly went
for his sword.
Swiftly,
Lirael picked up her bow and nocked another
arrow. Finder
turned into the wind so they slowed, giving
Lirael a
reasonably stable platform from which to shoot.
The cat spoke,
words coming out amidst another yawn.
“What are you
doing here?”
Lirael jumped
in surprise but managed not to drop her
arrow.
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She was about
to answer when she realized the cat was
speaking to
the Dog.
“Humph,”
replied the Dog. “I thought someone as slippery
as you
would know the answer to that. What are you called
now? And who
is that sorry ragamuffin with you?”
“I am called
Mogget,” said the cat. “Most of the time.
What name do
you—”
“This sorry
ragamuffin can speak for himself,” interrupted
the man
angrily. “Who or what are you? And you too, mistress!
That’s one of
the Clayr’s boats, isn’t it? Did you steal it?”
Finder
yawed at this insult, and Lirael tightened her grip
on the bow,
right hand creeping to the string. He was obviously
a very
arrogant ragamuffin, and younger than she was,
to boot. And
he was wearing a necromancer’s bells! Apart from
that, he was
quite handsome, which was another black mark
as far as she
was concerned. The good-looking men were
always the
ones who came up to her in the Refectory, certain
that she would
never refuse their attentions.
“I am the
Disreputable Dog,” said the Dog, quite calmly.
“Companion to
Lirael, Daughter of the Clayr.”
“So you got
stolen as well,” said Sam grumpily, hardly
thinking about
what he was saying. He hurt all over, and
Mogget’s
presence on his shoulder was both extremely uncomfortable
and annoying.
“I am Lirael,
Daughter of the Clayr,” pronounced Lirael,
her anger
overriding her familiar feeling of being an imposter.
“Who or what
are you? Besides insufferably rude?”
The man—boy,
really—stared back at her, till the blush
spread further
across her face and Lirael bent her head, hiding
under her hair
and scarf. She knew well what he was thinking.
She couldn’t
possibly be a Daughter of the Clayr. The Clayr
were all tall
and blond and elegant. This girl . . . woman . . .
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was
dark-haired and wore odd clothes. Her bright-red waistcoat
was not at all
like the star-dusted white robes of the Clayr
he’d seen in
Belisaere. And she lacked the aloof confidence of
the seeresses,
who had always made him nervous when he had
met them by
chance in the corridors of the Palace.
“You don’t
look like a Daughter of the Clayr,” he said,
paddling the
bathtub a bit closer. The current was already
taking him
past Finder, and he had
to battle just to keep in
place. “But I
guess I can take your word for it.”
“Stop!”
commanded Lirael, half drawing her bow. “Who
are you? And
why are you wearing the bells of a necromancer?”
Sam looked
down at his chest. He’d forgotten he was wearing
the bandolier.
Now he was aware of how cold it was, how
it pressed
against his chest and made breathing difficult.
He unbuckled
the bandolier as he tried to work out something
inconclusive
to say, but Mogget beat him to it.
“Well met,
Mistress Lirael. This ragamuffin, as your servant
so aptly
described him, is His Highness Prince Sameth, the
Abhorsen-in-Waiting.
Hence the bells. But on to more serious
matters. Could
you please rescue us? Prince Sameth’s personal
vessel is not
quite what I am used to, and he is eager to catch
me a fish
before my morning nap.”
Lirael looked
at the Dog questioningly. She knew who
Prince Sameth
was. But why on earth would the second child
of King
Touchstone and the Abhorsen Sabriel be floating in
a bathtub in
the middle of the Ratterlin, leagues from anywhere?
“He’s a royal
Prince, all right,” said the Dog, quietly sniffing.
“I can smell
his Blood. He’s wounded, too—it is making
him irritable.
Not much more than a pup, really. You’d best be
careful of the
other. The Mogget. I know him of old. He’s the
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Abhorsen’s
servant all right, but he’s Free Magic, of the bound
variety. He
doesn’t serve of his own free will, and you must
never loose
his collar.”
“I suppose we
have to pick them up,” said Lirael slowly,
hoping the Dog
would contradict her. But the Dog simply
stared back,
looking amused. Finder finally
settled the matter
by moving her
tiller a little, and the boat started to head slowly
towards the
bathtub.
Lirael sighed
and put away the bow, but took care to
draw her sword
instead, in case the Dog was mistaken. What
if this Prince
Sameth was actually a necromancer, and not the
Abhorsen-in-Waiting
at all?
“Leave your
sword by your side,” Lirael called. “And you,
Mogget, sit
under the Prince’s legs. When you’re alongside,
don’t move
until I tell you.”
Sam didn’t
answer immediately. Lirael saw him whisper to
the cat and
realized that he was having a conversation similar
to the one
she’d had with the Dog.
“All right!”
Sam shouted after listening to the cat, and he
pushed his
sword cautiously down to the bottom of the tub,
with the
bells. He looked feverish, Lirael thought as they drew
closer; he was
very flushed on the cheeks and around the eyes.
Mogget climbed
down gracefully, disappearing below the
rim of the
bathtub. The makeshift vessel continued on its way,
spinning in
the current. Finder moved, too,
tacking across the
wind to come
broadside.
Boat and
bathtub met with a loud clang. Lirael was surprised
by how low in
the water the tub was—it hadn’t seemed
so submerged
from a distance. The Prince scowled up at her,
but true to
his word, he didn’t move.
Quickly,
Lirael reached across with her left hand and
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touched the
Charter mark on his forehead, her sword held
ready to
strike if the mark was false or corrupted. But her
finger felt
the familiar warmth of the true Charter, bright and
strong.
Despite what the Dog had told her, the Charter certainly
seemed to go on
forever, without Beginning or End.
Hesitantly,
Sam stretched out his hand, too, obviously
waiting for
permission, with the sharp point of her sword so
near. She
nodded, and he touched her forehead with two fingers,
the Charter
mark there flashing brilliantly, brighter even
than the sun
on the river.
“Well, I guess
you can get out of the bathtub,” said Lirael,
breaking the
silence. She felt suddenly nervous again, having
to share the
boat with a stranger. What would she do if he
wanted to talk
all the time, or tried to kiss her or something?
Not that he
seemed to be in any shape to do much of anything.
She put her
sword down and reached out to help him
up, wrinkling
her nose. He smelt of blood and dirt and fear,
and obviously
hadn’t washed for days.
“Thank you,”
muttered Sam, slithering over the gunwale,
his legs
cramped and useless. Lirael saw him bite his lip against
the pain, but
he didn’t cry out. When his legs were swung over,
he took a
breath and said shakily, “Could . . . could you get
my sword, and the
bells and the saddlebags? I’m afraid I can
hardly move.”
Lirael quickly
complied. She lifted the saddlebags out last.
As they came
free, the balance of the bathtub shifted, and one
end went
briefly underwater. For a second it righted itself,
riding still
lower in the river. Then a slight wave filled one end
beyond
recovery, and it flipped over, sinking like a strange
silver fish
into the clear water below.
“Farewell,
brave vessel,” whispered Sam, watching as it
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sank below the
upper band of light into the darkness of the
deep. He sat
back and let out a sigh that was half pain and half
relief.
Mogget had
jumped as the tub filled and was now facing
the Dog, so
close their noses almost touched. Both just sat
there,
staring, but Lirael suspected they were communicating
in some way
unknown to their human “masters.” It didn’t look
entirely
friendly. Both of them had their backs up, and the Dog
was growling,
low and soft, the sound rolling out from deep
in her chest.
Lirael busied
herself turning Finder back downriver,
ducking
under the boom
as it swung across. The boat hardly needed
her help, but
it was easier than talking. Once that was done,
the silence
grew oppressive. The two animals still stood noseto-
nose.
Eventually, Lirael felt she had to say something. She
wished she
were back in the Library and could just write a
note.
“What . . . um
. . . happened to you?” she asked Sam, who
had settled
himself at full length in the bottom of the boat.
“Why were you
in a bathtub?”
“It’s a long
story,” said Sam weakly. He tried to sit up to
see her
better, but his head dropped back and bumped on a
thwart. “Ow!
In the simple version, I guess you could say I was
escaping from
the attentions of the Dead, and the tub happened
to be the best
boat available.”
“The Dead? Near
here?” asked Lirael, shivering as she
thought of her
own encounter with Death. With the necromancer
Hedge. She’d
presumed that in Life he would be near
the Red Lake,
as he was in the vision. But that might not have
actually
happened yet. Perhaps Hedge was somewhere close,
right now—
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“Several
leagues upstream, last night,” said Sam, prodding
the flesh
around his wound with a finger. It was tender and felt
tight against
the trouser leg, a sure sign that the spell to contain
infection had
failed in the face of his weariness and overexertion.
“That looks
bad,” said Lirael, who could see the dark stain
of old blood
showing through the cloth. “Did the necromancer
do it?”
“Mmm?” asked
Sam, who felt like he might pass out again.
Pressing on
the wound had been a big mistake. “There was no
necromancer
there, fortunately. The Dead were following set
orders, and
not being too smart about it. I got stabbed earlier.”
Lirael thought
for a moment, unsure what to tell him. But
he was a royal
Prince and the Abhorsen-in-Waiting.
“It’s just
that I fought a necromancer yesterday,” she said.
“What!”
exclaimed Sam, sitting up, despite a sudden wave
of nausea. “A
necromancer? Here?”
“Not exactly,”
said Lirael. “We were in Death. I don’t
know where he
was physically.”
Sam groaned
and fell backwards again. This time Lirael
saw it coming
and just managed to catch his head.
“Thanks,”
muttered Sam. “Was . . . was he sort of thin and
bald, with red
armor plates at his elbows?”
“Yes,”
whispered Lirael. “His name is Hedge. He tried to
cut my head
off.”
Sam made a
sort of coughing noise and turned towards the
gunwale, the
muscles in his neck straining. Lirael just managed
to get her
hands free before he threw up over the side. He hung
there for a
few minutes after that, then feebly splashed his face
with cold
river water.
“Sorry,” he
said. “Nervous reaction, I suppose. Did you
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say you fought
this necromancer in Death? But you’re a Clayr.
Clayr don’t go
into Death. I mean, nobody does, except necromancers
and my
mother.”
“I do,” mumbled
Lirael back. She blushed again. “I’m . . .
I’m a
Remembrancer. I had to find out something there, something
in the past.”
“What’s a
Remembrancer? What’s the past got to do with
Death?” asked
Sam. He felt delirious. Either Lirael was raving
or he was somehow
not able to understand what she was
saying.
“I think,”
said the Dog, turning from her nose-to-nose
communication
with the cat, “that my mistress should tend to
your wound,
young Prince. Then we might all start at the
beginning.”
“That could
take a while,” said Mogget gloomily, searching
for fish over
the side. Whatever he’d been communicating
with the Dog,
their body language indicated that he’d come out
second best.
“The
necromancer,” whispered Sam. “Did he burn you,
too?”
“No,” replied
Lirael, puzzled. “Who did he burn?”
Now she was
confused. But Sam didn’t answer. His eyelids
fluttered
once, then closed.
“You’d best
tend to his wound, Mistress,” said the Dog.
Lirael sighed
in exasperation, got out her knife, and began
to cut Sam’s
trouser leg away. At the same time, she reached
out to the
Charter, pulling out the marks for a spell that would
cleanse the
wound and knit the tissue back together.
Explanations
would obviously have to wait.
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Chapter Thirty-Eight
The Book of the Dead
The explanations had to
wait almost the
whole day,
because Sam didn’t wake up until Finder gently
beached
herself on a sandy spit, and Lirael began to set up
camp on the
adjoining island. Over a dinner of grilled fish,
dried
tomatoes, and biscuit, they told each other their stories.
Lirael was
surprised by how easy it was to talk to him. It was
almost like
talking to the Dog. Perhaps it was because he
wasn’t a
Clayr, she thought.
“So you’ve
Seen Nicholas,” said Sam heavily. “And he’s
definitely
with this necromancer, Hedge. Digging up some terrible
Free Magic
thing. I guess that must be the Lightning Trap
he wrote to me
about. I was hoping—stupidly, I suppose—that
it was all a
coincidence. That Nick wouldn’t have anything to
do with the
Enemy, that he was really going to the Red Lake
because he’d
heard about something interesting.”
“I didn’t See
it myself,” Lirael said reluctantly, to forestall
any requests
that she use her supposed Sight to find out more.
“I mean they
showed it to me. It took a Watch of more than
fifteen
hundred Clayr to See near the pit. But they didn’t know
when it was .
. . or will be. It might not have happened yet.”
“I guess he
hasn’t been in the Kingdom for that long,” said
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Sam
doubtingly. “But I would think he would have made it to
the Red Lake
by now. And the digging you Saw might have
started
without him. The Dead in the blue caps and scarves
must be
Southerling refugees, the ones who came across the
Wall more than
a month ago.”
“Well,
according to the Clayr’s other vision, I will find
Nicholas at
the Red Lake sometime soon,” said Lirael. “But I
don’t want to
go there unprepared. Not if Hedge is with him.”
“This is
getting worse by the day,” said Sam, groaning and
cradling his
head in his hands. “We’ll have to send a message to
Ellimere. And,
I don’t know . . . get my parents back from
Ancelstierre.
Only then there’re the Southerlings to worry about.
Maybe Mother
could come back and Dad could stay there—”
“I think the
Clayr have already sent messages,” said Lirael.
“But they
don’t know as much as we do, so we should send
some, too.
Only we’ll have to do something ourselves, won’t
we? It’ll take
too long for the King and the Abhorsen to even
hear about
this, let alone come back.”
“I suppose
so,” said Sam, without enthusiasm. “I just wish
Nick had
waited for me at the Wall.”
“He probably
didn’t have a choice,” said the Dog, who was
curled up at
Lirael’s feet, listening. Mogget lay nearby, his paws
extended
towards the dying remnants of the cooking fire, clean
fishbones near
his face. As soon as he’d eaten dinner, he’d
fallen asleep,
ignoring Sam and Lirael’s conversation.
“I suppose
so,” agreed Sam as he absently looked at the
scars on his
wrists. “That necromancer, Hedge, must have . . .
must have got
hold of him when we were at the Perimeter. I
never actually
saw Nick after that. We just exchanged letters.
I guess I’ll
just have to keep trying to find the dumb bastard.”
“He looked
sick,” said Lirael, surprised by the feeling of
concern that
rose in her from the memory. He’d reached out
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his hand to
her and said hello. . . . “Sick and confused. I think
the Free Magic
was affecting him, but he didn’t realize what
it was.”
“Nick never
really understood what it was like here, or
accepted the
idea that magic works,” said Sam, staring into the
embers. Nick
had only got worse as he got older, always asking
why. He’d
never accepted anything that seemed to
contradict his
understanding of the forces of nature and the
mechanics of
how the world worked.
“I don’t
understand Ancelstierre,” said Lirael. “I mean I’ve
heard about
it, but it might as well be another world.”
“It is,” said
the Dog. “Or it’s best to think of it that way.”
“It always
seemed somehow less real than here,” said Sam,
still staring
at the fire, not really listening. He was watching
the sparks fly
up now, trying to count the number of them in
each little
flurry. “A really detailed dream, but sort of washed
out, like a
thin watercolor. Softer, somehow, even with their
electric light
and engines and everything. I guess it was because
there was
hardly any magic at school, because we were too far
from the Wall.
I could weave shadows and do tricks with light
sometimes, but
only when the wind blew from the north.
Sometimes I
felt like part of me was asleep, not being able to
reach the
Charter.”
He fell silent,
still staring at the embers. After a few minutes,
Lirael spoke
again. “Getting back to what we’re going to
do,” she said
hesitantly. “I was going to Qyrre, to get the constables
or the Royal
Guard there to escort me to Edge. But it
seems that
Hedge already knows about me—about us—so that
can’t be a
very sensible thing to do. I mean I still have to get
to the Red
Lake, but not so openly. It would be stupid to just
tie up at the
Qyrre jetty and get out, wouldn’t it?”
“Yes,” agreed
the Dog, looking up at her, proud that she
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had worked
this out for herself. “There was a smell about
Hedge, a smell
of power strong enough for me to catch when
Lirael escaped
him. I think he is more than a necromancer. But
whatever he
is, he is clever, and has long prepared to move
against the
Kingdom. He will have servants among the living
as well as the
Dead.”
Sameth didn’t
answer for a moment. He tore his gaze away
from the fire,
frowning as he saw Mogget’s sleeping form. Now
that Nicholas
was definitely known to be in the clutches of the
Enemy, Sam
didn’t know what to do. Rescuing Nicholas had
seemed like a
good idea back in the safety of his tower room—
simpler,
uncomplicated.
“We can’t go
to Qyrre,” he said. “I was thinking we should
go to the
House—Abhorsen’s House, I mean. I can send messagehawks
from there,
and we can . . . uh . . . get stuff for the
journey. Mail
hauberks. A better sword for me.”
“And it would
be safe,” said the Dog, with a penetrating
look at Sam.
Sam looked
away, unable to meet the Dog’s eyes. Somehow
she knew his
secret thoughts. Half of him said he would have
to go on. Half
of him said that he couldn’t. He felt sick with
the tension of
it. Wherever he went, he could not escape being
the
Abhorsen-in-Waiting, and all too soon he would be shown
to be an imposter.
“I think
that’s a good idea,” said Lirael. “It’s on the Long
Cliffs, isn’t
it? We can strike west from there, staying off the
roads. Are
there any horses at the House? I can’t ride, but I
could wear a
Charter-skin while you—”
“My horse is
dead,” interrupted Sam, suddenly whitefaced.
“I don’t want
another one!”
He got up
abruptly and limped out into the darkness, staring
at the
Ratterlin, watching the silver ripples in its dark
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expanse. He
could hear Lirael and that Dog creature—which
was too much
like Mogget for comfort—talking behind him,
too low to
make out the words. But he knew they were talking
about him, and
he felt ashamed.
“He’s a spoilt
brat!” whispered Lirael crossly. She wasn’t
used to this
sort of behavior. On her explorations she had done
what she
wanted, and in the Library there was strict discipline
and a chain of
command. Sam had provided useful information,
but otherwise
he seemed to be a nuisance. “I was just
trying to make
some sort of plan. Maybe we should leave him
behind.”
“He is
troubled,” acknowledged the Dog. “But he has also
been through
much that tested him beyond all expectation—
and he is hurt
and afraid. He will be better tomorrow, and in
the days to
come.”
“I hope so,”
said Lirael. Now that she knew more about
Nicholas, the
Lightning Trap, and the attacks of the Dead
upon Sam, she
realized she would probably need all the help
she could get.
The entire Kingdom would need all the help it
could get.
“It is his
job, after all,” she added. “Being the Abhorsenin-
Waiting. I
should be safely back at the Glacier while he deals
with Hedge and
whatever else is out there!”
“If the
Abhorsen and the King are correct about Hedge’s
plans, nowhere
will be safe,” said the Dog. “And all who bear
the Blood must
defend the Charter.”
“Oh, Dog!”
Lirael said plaintively, giving the hound a hug.
“Why is
everything so difficult?”
“It just is,”
said the Dog, woofling in her ear. “But sleep
will make it
seem easier. A new day will bring new sights and
smells.”
“How will that
help?” grumbled Lirael. But she lay down
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on the ground,
dragging her pack over to use as a pillow. It
was too hot
for a blanket, even with the slight breeze off the
river. Hot and
awfully humid, with mosquitoes and sandflies
into the
bargain. Summer had not yet begun as far as the
Kingdom’s
calendar was concerned, but the weather had paid
no attention
to human reckoning. And there was no sign of a
cooling
rainstorm.
Lirael swatted
a mosquito, then turned her head as Sam
came back and
rummaged in his saddlebag. He was getting
something
out—a bright, sparkling object. Lirael sat up as she
saw it was a
jeweled frog. A frog with wings.
“I’m sorry I
behaved badly before,” Sam mumbled, setting
down the
flying frog. “This will help with the mosquitoes.”
Lirael didn’t
need to ask how. It became clear immediately
as the frog
executed a backwards somersault and used its
tongue to
collect two particularly large and blood-laden mosquitoes.
“Ingenious,”
said the Dog sleepily, lifting her head for a moment
from the
comfortable hole she’d scratched out to sleep in.
“I made it for
my mother,” said Sam, self-pity evident in
his voice.
“That’s about the only thing I’m really good at.
Making
things.”
Lirael nodded,
watching the frog wreak havoc on the local
insect
population. It moved effortlessly, bronze wings beating
as fast as a
hummingbird’s, making a soft sound like tightly
closed
shutters moving slightly in the wind.
“Mogget had to
kill her,” Sam said suddenly, looking back
into the fire.
“My horse, Sprout. I pushed her too hard. She
foundered. I
couldn’t do the mercy stroke. Mogget had to cut
her throat, to
make sure the Dead didn’t kill her and grow
stronger.”
“It doesn’t
sound like there was much choice,” said Lirael
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uncomfortably.
“I mean, there was nothing else you could have
done.”
Sam was
silent, staring at the few red coals that remained,
seeing the
shapes and patterns of orange, black, and red. He
could hear the
Ratterlin’s subdued roar all around, the wheezing
breath of the
sleeping Dog. He could practically feel Lirael
sitting there,
three or four steps away, waiting for him to say
something.
“I should have
done it,” he whispered. “But I was afraid.
Afraid of
Death. I always have been.”
Lirael didn’t
say anything, feeling even more uncomfortable
now. No one
had ever shared something so personal with her
before, least
of all something like this! He was the Abhorsen’s
son, the
Abhorsen-in-Waiting. It simply wasn’t possible that he
could be
afraid of Death. That would be like a Clayr who was
afraid of the
Sight. That was beyond imagining.
“You’re tired
and wounded,” she said finally. “You should
rest. You’ll
feel better in the morning.”
Sam turned to
look at her but kept his head down, not
meeting her
gaze.
“You went into
Death,” muttered Sam. “Were you afraid?”
“Yes,”
acknowledged Lirael. “But I followed what it said
in the book.”
“The book?”
asked Sam, shivering despite the heat. “The
Book
of the Dead?”
“No,” replied
Lirael. She’d never even heard of The Book
of
the Dead. “The Book of
Remembrance and Forgetting. It
deals with
Death only because that’s where a Remembrancer
has to go to
look into the past.”
“Never heard
of it,” muttered Sam. He looked at his saddlebags
as if they
were bulging poison sacs. “I’m supposed to be
studying The
Book of the Dead, but I can’t stand looking at it.
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I tried to
leave it behind, but it followed me, with the bells.
I . . . I
can’t get away from it, but I can’t look at it, either. And
now I’ll
probably need them both to save Nick. It’s so bloody
unfair. I
never asked to be the Abhorsen-in-Waiting!”
I never asked
for my mother to walk away from me when
I was five, or
to be a Clayr without the Sight, thought Lirael.
He was young
for his age, this Prince Sameth, and, as the Dog
said, he was
tired and wounded. Let him have his bout of selfpity.
If he didn’t
snap out of it tomorrow, the Dog could bite
him. That had
always worked on her.
So instead of
saying what she thought, Lirael reached out
to touch the
bandolier lying at Sam’s side.
“Do you mind
if I look at the bells?” she asked. She could
feel their
power, even as they lay there quiescent. “How do you
use them?”
“The
Book of the Dead explains their use,” he said reluctantly.
“But you can’t
really practice with them. They can only
be used in
earnest. No! Don’t . . . please don’t take them out.”
“I’ll be
careful,” said Lirael, surprised at his reaction. He
had gone pale,
quite white in the darkness, and was shivering.
“I do know a
bit about them already, because they’re like my
pipes.”
Sam shuffled
back a few steps, the panic rising in him. If
she dropped a
bell or accidentally rang one, they might both be
hurled into
Death. He was afraid of that, desperately afraid. At
the same time,
he felt a sudden urge to let her take the bells, as
if that might
somehow break their connection with him.
“I suppose you
can look at them,” he said hesitantly. “If
you really
want to.”
Lirael nodded
thoughtfully, running her fingers over the
smooth
mahogany handles and the rich, beeswax-treated leather.
She had a
sudden urge to put on the bandolier and walk into
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Death to try
the bells. Her little panpipes were a toy in comparison.
Sam watched
her touch the bells and shivered, remembering
how cold and
heavy they had felt upon his chest. Lirael’s
scarf had
fallen back, letting her long black hair tumble out.
There was something
about her face in the firelight, something
about the way
her eyes reflected the light, that made Sam feel
odd. He had
the sense that he’d seen her before. But that was
impossible, as
he’d never been to the Glacier, and she’d never
left it until
now.
“Could I also
have a look at The Book of the Dead?”
asked
Lirael, unable
to disguise the eagerness in her voice.
Sam stared at
her, his mind paralyzed for a moment. “The
Book
of the Dead could d-d-destroy you,” he said, his voice
betraying him
with a stutter. “It’s not to be trifled with.”
“I know,” said
Lirael. “I can’t explain, but I feel that I must
read it.”
Sam
considered. The Clayr were cousins of the royal line
and the
Abhorsen, so he supposed Lirael had the Bloodright.
Enough not to
get destroyed straightaway. She had also studied
The
Book of Remembrance and Forgetting, whatever that
was, which
seemed to have made her something of a necromancer,
at least as
far as traveling in Death was concerned.
And her
Charter mark was true and clear.
“It’s there,”
he said roughly, pointing at the appropriate
saddlebag. He
hesitated, then backed away, till he was a good
ten paces from
the fire, closer to the river, with both the Dog
and Mogget
between him and Lirael—and the book. He lay
down,
purposefully looking away from Lirael. He didn’t want
to even see
the book. His flying frog jumped after him and
rapidly
cleared the mosquitoes away from his makeshift bed.
Sam heard the
straps of the saddlebags being opened
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behind his
back. Then came the soft brilliance of a Charter
light, the
snap of silver clasps—and the ruffling of pages. There
was no
explosion, no sudden fire of destruction.
Sam let out
his breath, closed his eyes, and willed himself
to sleep. He
would be at Abhorsen’s House within a few days.
Safe. He could
stay there. Lirael could go on alone.
Except, his
conscience said as he drifted off, Nicholas is
your
friend. It’s your job
to deal with necromancers. And it’s
your
parents who would expect you to face the Enemy.
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Chapter Thirty-Nine
High Bridge
Sam felt much better
the next morning, physically,
at least. His
leg was greatly improved by Lirael’s healing magic.
But mentally
he felt very nervous about the responsibilities that
once again
weighed upon him.
Lirael, on the
other hand, was physically exhausted but
mentally very
invigorated. She’d stayed up all night reading
The
Book of the Dead, finishing the last page just as the sun
rose, its heat
quickly banishing the last few cool hours of the
night.
Much of the
book was already lost to her. Lirael knew
she’d read the
whole thing, or had at least read every page she’d
turned. But
she had no sense of the totality of the text. The
Book
of the Dead would require many re-readings, she realized,
as it could
offer something new each time. In many ways,
she felt it
recognized her lack of knowledge, and had given
her the bare
minimum she was capable of understanding. The
book had also
raised more questions for her about Death, and
the Dead, than
it had answered. Or perhaps it had answered,
but she would
not remember until she needed to know.
Only the last
page stayed fixed in her mind, the last page
with its
single line.
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Does
the walker choose the path, or the path
choose
the walker?
She thought
about that question as she stuck her head in
the river to
try to wake herself up, and was still thinking about
it as she
retied her scarf and straightened her waistcoat. She
was reluctant
to part with the bells and The Book of the Dead,
but she
finally returned them to Sam’s saddlebags as he finished
his own
morning ablutions farther downstream, behind some
of the
island’s sparse foliage.
They didn’t
talk as they loaded the boat, not so much as
a word about
the book or the bells, or Sam’s confession of
the previous
night. As Lirael raised Finder’s
sail and they set
off downriver
again, the only sound was the flapping of the
canvas as she
slowly hauled in the mainsheet, accompanied by
the rush of
water under the keel. Everyone seemed to agree
that it was
too early for conversation. Especially Mogget. He
hadn’t even
bothered to wake up and had had to be carried
aboard by Sam.
It wasn’t
until they were well under way that Lirael passed
around some of
her plate-sized cinnamon cakes, breaking them
into
manageable hunks. The Dog ate hers in one and a half
gulps, but Sam
looked at his askance.
“Do I risk my
teeth on it or just suck it to death?” he
asked, with an
attempt at a smile. Clearly he felt better, Lirael
thought. It
was better than the dismal self-pity of the night
before.
“You could
give it to me,” suggested the Dog, without
moving her
gaze from the hand that held the cake.
“I don’t think
so,” said Sam, taking a bite and making an
effort to
chew. Then he held out the uneaten half and said, with
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his mouth
full, “But I’ll trade you this half for a close look at
your collar.”
Before he
finished speaking, the Dog lunged forward,
gulped the
cake, and put her chin on Sam’s thigh, her neck in
easy reach.
“Why do you
want to look at the Dog’s collar?” asked
Lirael.
“It has
Charter marks I’ve never seen,” replied Sam, reaching
down to touch
it. It looked like leather with Charter marks
set upon it.
But as his fingers met the surface, Sam realized it
wasn’t leather
at all. It was nothing but Charter marks, a great
sea of marks,
stretching into forever. He felt as if he could push
his whole hand
into the collar, or dive in himself. And within
that great
pool of magic, there were very few Charter marks
that he
actually knew.
Reluctantly,
he pulled his hand away, and then, on a whim,
scratched the
Dog’s head between the ears. She felt exactly as
a normal dog
should, just as Mogget felt like a cat. But both
were intensely
magical beings. Only Mogget’s collar was a
binding-spell
of great force, and the Dog’s collar was something
very
different, almost like a part of the Charter itself. It
had something
of the same feel as a Charter Stone.
“Excellent,”
sighed the Dog, responding to the scratching.
“But do my
back as well, please.”
Sam complied,
and the Dog stretched out under his fingers,
luxuriating in
the treatment. Lirael watched, suddenly struck
by the
realization that she’d never before seen the Dog with
another
person. The hound had always disappeared when any
other people
were around.
“Some of the
Charter marks in your collar are familiar,”
said Sam idly,
as he scratched and watched the morning sun
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play across
the water. It was going to be another very hot day,
and he’d lost
his hat. It must have come off when he fell down
the steps of
the mill’s landing stage.
The Dog didn’t
answer, merely wriggling to direct Sam’s
scratching
hand farther down her back.
“Only I can’t
think where I’ve seen them,” continued Sam,
pausing to
concentrate. He didn’t know what the Charter marks
were for, but
he had seen them somewhere else. Not in a grimoire
or a Charter
Stone, but on some object or something
solid. “Not in
Mogget’s collar—those are quite different.”
“You think too
much,” growled the Dog, though not
angrily. “Just
keep scratching. You can do under my chin as
well.”
“You’re a very
demanding Dog for a supposed servant of
the Clayr,”
said Sam. He looked at Lirael and added, “Is she
always like
this?”
“Pardon?”
asked Lirael, who had started thinking about
The
Book of the Dead again. It took an effort for her to pay
attention to
Sam, and for a moment she wished she were back
in the Great
Library, where no one spoke to her unless they
had to.
Sam repeated
his question, and Lirael looked at the Dog.
“She’s usually
worse,” she replied. “If it’s not food she’s after,
it’s
scratching. She’s incorrigible.”
“That’s why
I’m the Disreputable Dog,”
said the Dog
smugly,
wagging her tail. “Not just the Dog. But you’d better
stop
scratching now, Prince Sameth.”
“Why?”
“Because I can
smell people,” replied the Dog, forcing herself
up. “Beyond
the next bend.”
Sam and Lirael
looked, but couldn’t see any sign of habitation
or another
vessel on the river. The Ratterlin had turned
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into a wide
bend, and the riverbanks were rising into high
bluffs of
pinkish stone, obscuring the view ahead.
“I can hear
roaring, too,” added the Dog, who was now
perched on the
bow, her ears erect and quivering.
“Like rapids?”
asked Lirael nervously. She trusted Finder,
but didn’t
fancy shooting any waterfalls in her—or in any boat,
for that
matter.
Sam stood up
next to her, keeping one hand on the boom
for balance,
and tried to see ahead. But whatever was there lay
beyond the
bend. He took another look at the riverbanks,
noting that
they’d risen up to become real cliffs, and that the
river was
getting narrower, and was perhaps only a few hundred
yards wide
ahead.
“It’s okay,”
he said, and then, seeing her puzzlement at the
Ancelstierran
expression, he added, “I mean it’s all right. We’re
coming to the
High Bridge Gorge. The river gets a lot narrower,
and faster,
but not so bad that boats can’t get through. And the
river is lower
than it should be at this time of year, so I bet it
won’t be too
fast.”
“Oh, High
Bridge,” said Lirael, with considerable relief.
She’d read
about High Bridge, and had even seen a handcolored
etching of it.
“We actually sail under the town, don’t
we?”
Sam nodded,
thinking. He’d been to the town of High
Bridge only
once, over a decade ago, with his parents. They’d
reached it
overland, not on the Ratterlin, but he did remember
Touchstone
pointing out the guardboats that patrolled upstream
of the town,
and in the pool beyond High Bridge, where
the river
widened again. They not only kept at least that part
of the
Ratterlin free of river pirates but also exacted tolls from
traders.
Ellimere had probably already given the river-guards
orders to
“escort” him ashore and return him to Belisaere.
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Which would be
one way of reaching safety, he thought,
and it would
make Ellimere responsible for whatever happened
next. But he
would have to face up to his fight with the constables,
and it would
mean a delay in any attempt to rescue
Nick. And he
had no doubt Lirael would choose to go on without
him.
“We do, don’t
we?” repeated Lirael. “Sail under it?”
“What?” asked
Sam, who was still wondering what would
be the best
thing for him to do. “Yes . . . yes, we do. Um, I’d
better lie
down under a blanket or something before we’re in
sight of the
town.”
“Why?” asked
Lirael and the Dog at the same time.
“Because he’s
a truant Prince,” yawned Mogget, walking
up and
stretching on his back paws to look ahead. “He ran
away, and his
sister wants him back for the Belisaere Festival,
to play the
Summer Fool or some such.”
“The Bird of
Dawning,” corrected Sam with embarrassment
as he got down
into the scuppers, ready to hide.
“When you said
you’d left Belisaere to look for Nicholas,
I thought you
meant you’d been sent by your parents!” exclaimed
Lirael,
unconsciously taking on the tone she used to
scold the Dog.
“The way I’ve been sent by the Clayr. You mean
they don’t
even know what you’re doing?”
“Er . . . no,”
replied Sam sheepishly. “Though Dad might
have guessed
that I’ve gone to meet Nick. If they know I’ve
gone, that is.
It depends where they are in Ancelstierre. But I’ll
explain when
we send messages. The only problem is that
Ellimere has
probably ordered all the Guard and the
Constabulary
to send me back to Belisaere if they can.”
“Great,” said
Lirael. “I was counting on your being useful
if we did need
to get help along the way. A royal Prince, I
thought—”
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“Well, I could
still be useful—” Sam began to say, but
at that moment
they rounded the bend, and the Dog let out
a warning
bark. Sure enough, a guardboat was moored to a
large buoy mid
river—a long, slim galley of thirty-two oars in
addition to
its square-rigged sail. As Finder appeared
round the
bend, a sailor
cast off from the buoy, and others raised the red
sail, the
golden tower of the royal service gleaming upon it.
Sam hunkered
down still lower, pulling the blanket across
his face.
Something touched his cheek as he settled down, and
he started,
thinking it was a rat. Then he realized Mogget was
slinking under
the blanket, too.
“No sense in
their wondering why an aristocratic cat would
share deck
space with a mangy dog,” whispered Mogget, close
to Sam’s ear
under the stifling blanket. “I wonder if they’ll do
that old trick
city guards do with hay wagons, when they suspect
smuggling.”
“What’s that?”
Sam whispered back, though he had the
feeling he
didn’t want to know.
“They stick
everything with spears to make sure there’s
nothing—or no
one—hidden there,” said Mogget absently.
“Mind if I
move under your arm?”
“They won’t do
that,” said Sam, firmly. “They’ll see this is
one of the
Clayr’s boats.”
“Will they?
They might—but Lirael doesn’t look like a
Clayr, does
she? You yourself suspected her of stealing this
boat.”
“Quiet down there,”
woofed the Dog, close by Sam’s other
ear. Then he
felt her bulk settle in at his side—on top of the
blanket. It
moved again after that, as Lirael tugged on it so it
looked like
covered baggage rather than a body.
Nothing
happened for at least ten minutes. Mogget seemed
to go back to
sleep, and the Dog rested more of her weight
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against Sam’s
side. Sam found that while all he could see was
the underside
of the blanket, he could hear all sorts of sounds
he hadn’t
noticed before: the creak of the clinker-built hull, the
splash of the
bow wave, the faint hum of the rigging, and the
clatter of the
boom as they turned into the wind and stopped.
Then he heard
another sound—the heavy splash of many
oars moving in
unison, and a voice calling the time. “With
a will, and a
way, that’s a stroke and a lay, with a will, and
way . . . oars
up and in!”
There came a
shout, so loud and close it almost made Sam
flinch.
“What vessel,
and where are you bound?”
“The Clayr’s
boat Finder,” Lirael
said, but her voice was
lost in the
rush of the river. She forced herself to shout, surprised
by the
strength of her own voice. “The Clayr’s boat
Finder.
Bound for Qyrre.”
“Oh, aye, I
know Finder,” replied the
voice, less formal
now. “And she
obviously knows your hand, Mistress—so you
may pass. Will
you be stopping to climb up to town?”
“No,” said
Lirael. “I travel on urgent business for the
Clayr.”
“No doubt, no
doubt,” replied the guardboat commander,
nodding at
Lirael across the forty feet of water that separated
the two
vessels. “There’s trouble brewing, for sure. You’d best
beware of the
riverbanks, for there have been reports of Dead
creatures.
Just like the old days, before the return of the King.”
“I’ll be
careful,” shouted Lirael. “Thank you for the warning,
Captain. May I
go on now?”
“Pass,
friend,” shouted the guard, waving his hand. At that
motion, the
oars dropped in again, the men straining at their
benches. The
steerswoman put the rudder over, and the guardboat
drove hard
away, bow slicing through the current. Lirael
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saw something
metallic glisten under the water as the galley
rose up, and
she realized it was a long steel ram. The guardboat
clearly had
the means to sink any craft that didn’t stop at
its hail.
As they
passed, one of the guards looked at Lirael strangely,
and she saw
his hand creeping to the string of his bow. But none
of the others
so much as looked at her, and after a moment, the
strange guard
turned away, leaving Lirael with a feeling of
unease. For a
moment, she felt she had smelled the metallic tang
of Free Magic.
She looked at the Dog, and saw that she was
staring back
at the same guard, all the hair on her back on end.
Sam listened
to the steady swish of the oars as the galley
drew away, and
the receding voice of the cantor. “Are they
gone?”
“Yes,” said
Lirael slowly. “But you’d better stay hidden.
They’re still
in sight, and we’re coming up to High Bridge
now. And there
was something not quite right about one of
them. I caught
the hint of Free Magic, as if it might not have
been a man at
all.”
“It can’t have
been Free Magic,” said Sam. “The river is
flowing too
strongly.”
“Unlike the
Dead, not all things of Free Magic turn back
from running
water,” said Mogget. “Only those with common
sense.”
“The cat
speaks truly,” added the Disreputable Dog. “Running
water is no
bar to those of the Third Kindred, or anything
infused with
the essence of the Nine. I would not expect such
things here,
but I did smell something of that ilk aboard the
guardboat,
Prince Sameth. Something that had only the semblance
of a man.
Fortunately, it did not dare reveal its presence
among so many.
But we must be on our guard.”
Sam sighed and
fought back the temptation to peel the
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blanket aside
just a little bit. It was very hard to lie in darkness
going into
possible danger. And he’d never seen High Bridge
from the
water, and it was supposed to be one of the most spectacular
sights in the
Kingdom.
Lirael
certainly thought so. Despite the increasing current,
she was
content to let Finder steer,
choosing to gape, instead.
High Bridge
had originally been an enormous natural
bridge of
stone, resting upon the cliffs of the gorge, with the
Ratterlin
rushing under it four hundred forty feet below. Over
the centuries,
the natural grandeur of the bridge had been augmented
by the human
buildings upon it. The first of the buildings
constructed
there was a castle, built to take advantage of
the protection
offered by so much deep running water beneath
it. No Dead
creatures could come against its walls, for they
must also pass
above the river’s swift waters.
This had
proved to be an enormous attraction during the
years of the
Interregnum, when the great majority of Charter
Stones in the
Kingdom were broken and the villages that
depended upon
them for safety destroyed, leaving the Dead
and those in
league with them free to do as they chose. Within
a few years,
the original castle had been surrounded by houses,
inns,
warehouses, windmills, forges, manufactories, stables,
taverns, and
all manner of other buildings. Many were actually
dug down into the
bridge itself, for the stone was several
hundred feet
thick. The bridge was more than a mile broad,
too, though
not very long, the distance between the eastern and
western cliffs
once being famously covered in a single bowshot
by the archer
Aylward Blackhair.
Lirael was
staring up at this strange metropolis when she
heard a
woman’s shout, seemingly from the figurehead at the
front of the
boat. At the same time Finder’s
tiller shot out of
her hand,
pushing hard over to the left. Instantly, the boom
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swung
violently across and the boat heeled over to the right,
her starboard
quarter almost in the river, spray and water
foaming in
across the side.
Sam found
himself piled up against the starboard rail.
Somehow both
Mogget and the Dog had ended up on top of
him, along
with what felt like everything else. And water was
pouring in on
him in bucketloads.
Sam thrust his
hands out of the blanket and clawed along
the side of
the boat, reaching out for the rail. But his hands
went straight
into rushing water, and Sam realized that Finder
was heeled
over so far she must be about to capsize. Desperately
he struggled
to free himself of Mogget, Dog, baggage,
and blanket,
at the same time as he shouted, “Lirael! Lirael!
What’s
happening?”
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Under the Bridge
Lirael was too busy
pulling herself back into the boat
to answer. The
boom had caught her on the shoulder, knocking
her overboard
before she even knew what was happening. Fortunately,
she’d managed
to grab the rail and hang on, looking up
fearfully as Finder’s
hull towered above her, so far over it seemed
certain the
boat would capsize—with Lirael underneath.
Then, as
quickly as she’d heeled over, Finder righted
herself,
the sudden
lurch helping Lirael fling herself back in, to end
up in a
terrible tangle of blanket, Sam, Dog, Mogget, lots of
odds and ends,
and sloshing water.
At the same
time, Finder passed under
High Bridge, moving
out of
sunlight into the strange, cool twilight, as the Ratterlin
streamed into
the vast tunnel made by the bridge of stone high
overhead.
“What
happened?” spluttered Sam when he finally got free
of the wet
blanket. Lirael was already by the tiller, completely
drenched, her
hand gripped around something projecting from
the stern.
“I thought Finder
had gone mad,” said Lirael. “Till I saw
this.”
Sam shuffled
back, cursing the blanket that was still tangled
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around his
legs. It wasn’t exactly dark under High Bridge,
because light
did come in from either end, but it was a strange
light, like
sun slowly breaking through fog, soft and diffused
by the water.
The Dog rushed over to look too, but Mogget
sniffed and
padded to the bow, to begin the long process of
licking
himself dry.
The Dog saw
what Lirael held before Sam did, and growled.
There was a
splintered hole through the port side of the stern,
under the
gunwale, where Lirael had been sitting before Finder
had knocked
her over with the boom. In her hand Lirael held
the crossbow
bolt that had made the hole. Its shaft was painted
white, and it
was fletched with raven feathers.
“It must have
just missed you!” exclaimed Sam, as he put
three of his
fingers through the hole.
“Only thanks
to Finder,” said
Lirael, stroking the tiller
gently. “Look
at what it did to my poor boat.”
“It would have
gone straight through you, even if you’d had
armor on,”
said Sam grimly. “That’s a war bolt—not a hunting
quarrel. And a
very good shot. Too good to be natural.”
“They’ll
probably try again on the other side—or before,”
said Lirael,
looking up with alarm at the stone high above
them. “Are
there any openings above us, do you know?”
“No idea,”
said Sam. He followed her gaze and could see
only unbroken
yellow stone. But the bridge was several hundred
feet above
them, and the light bad. There could be any
number of dark
openings he just couldn’t see.
“I can’t see
any, Mistress,” growled the Dog as she craned
her head back,
too. “But we’ll be through in a few minutes,
with this
current.”
“Do you know
how to cast an arrow ward?” Sam asked
Lirael. The
current was indeed taking them along at a rapid
rate, and the
bright, sunlit arch that marked the other side of
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the bridge was
getting closer all too quickly.
“No,” said
Lirael nervously. “I was probably supposed to.
I skipped
fighting arts quite a lot.”
“All right,”
Sam said. “Why don’t we swap places? I’ll sit
here and
steer, but with an arrow ward at my back. You get
ready with
your bow, prepared to shoot back. Mogget—you’ve
got the best
eyes—you spot for Lirael.”
“The Horrible
Hound, or whatever she calls herself, can
do that,”
declared Mogget, from the bow. “I’m going back to
sleep.”
“But what if
the ward doesn’t work?” protested Lirael.
“You’re
already wounded—”
“It’ll work,”
said Sam, moving up, so Lirael had little choice
but to get out
of the way. “I used to practice with the Guard
every day.
Only a spelled arrow or bolt can get through.”
“But it might
be spelled,” said Lirael, quickly re-stringing
her bow with a
dry string from a waxed packet. The black and
white bolt had
not carried any scent of magic, but that did not
mean the next
would be unspelled.
“It still has
to be stronger than the ward,” said Sam confidently—
much more
confidently than he actually felt. He had
cast arrow
wards many times, but never in an actual fight.
Touchstone had
taught him the spell when Sam was only six
years old, and
the arrows fired to test it were mere toys with
cushioned
heads made from the rags of old pajamas. Later, he
had graduated
to blunted arrows. He had never been tested
against a war
bolt that could punch through an inch of plate
steel.
Sam sat by the
tiller and turned to face the stern. Then he
began to reach
for the Charter marks he needed. He usually used
his sword to
trace the ward in the air, but he had been taught
to use only
his hands if need be, and that worked just as well.
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Lirael saw his
hands and fingers move swiftly and surely,
Charter marks
beginning to glow in the air. They hung there,
shining, just
beyond the arc his fingertips were describing.
Whatever else
he might be, she thought, Sam was a very powerful
Charter Mage.
And he might be afraid of Death and the
Dead, but he
wasn’t a coward. She wouldn’t want to be sitting
there with
only a spell between her and the razored edges of
a crossbow
bolt traveling with killing speed. She shivered. If
it were not
for Finder, she would
probably already be dead, or
bleeding to
death in the scuppers.
Lirael’s
stomach muscles tightened at that thought, and
she paid
careful attention to nocking her arrow. Whoever the
hidden killer
was, Lirael would try her best to make sure he
didn’t get
more than one shot.
Sam finished
describing the full circle of the arrow ward
but remained
crouched at the stern. His hands continued to
move, drawing
Charter marks that fled his fingers to join the
glowing circle
above and behind him.
“Have to keep
it going,” he said, panting. “Bit of a drawback.
Get ready!
We’ll be out in a sec—”
They suddenly
burst out into sunshine, and Sam instinctively
shrank to
present a smaller target.
Lirael,
kneeling by the mast and looking up, was momentarily
blinded. In
that second, the assassin fired. The bolt flew
true. Lirael
screamed a warning, but the sound was still in her
throat when
the black-feathered quarrel hit the arrow ward—
and vanished.
“Quick!”
gasped Sam, the strain of maintaining the spell
showing in his
face and straining chest.
Lirael was
already searching for the crossbowman. But
there were
many windows and openings up there, either in the
stone of the
Bridge itself or in the buildings that were built
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upon it. And
there were people all over the place, too, in windows,
on balconies,
leaning over railings, swinging on platforms
roped to
plaster walls. . . . She couldn’t even begin to
find the
shooter.
Then the Dog
moved up next to Lirael, raised her head—
and howled. It
was an eerie, high tone that seemed to echo
across the water,
up the sides of the river gorge, and everywhere
across the
town itself. It sounded as if scores of wolves
had suddenly
appeared on the river, in the town, and all
around.
Everywhere,
people stopped moving and stared. Except in
one window,
about halfway up. Lirael saw someone there suddenly
fling the
shutters wide open, one hand still clutching a
crossbow.
She drew and
shot as he stood there, but her arrow was
caught by an
errant breeze and went wide, striking the wall
above his
head. As Lirael nocked another arrow, the assassin
stood up in
the window frame, precariously balanced on the sill.
The Dog drew
breath and howled again. The assassin
dropped his
crossbow so he could jam his fingers in his ears.
But even then
he couldn’t block out the terrible sound, and
his legs moved
of their own accord, stepping out into space.
Desperately,
he tried to hurl his upper body backwards into the
room, but he
seemed to have no control at all below the waist.
A moment
later, he fell, following the crossbow down four
hundred feet
into the water. He kept his fingers in his ears all
the way down,
and his legs kept moving even though there was
nothing to
tread but air.
The Dog
stopped howling as the assassin’s body hit the
water, and
both Sam and Lirael flinched as they felt him die.
They watched
the ripples spread till they met Finder’s
wash
and
disappeared.
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“What did you
do?” asked Lirael, carefully replacing her
bow. She’d
never seen or felt anyone actually die before. She
had only
attended Farewells, with the death made distant, all
wrapped up
with ceremony and tradition.
“I made him
walk,” growled the Dog, sitting back on her
haunches, a
ridge of hair along her back stiff and angry. “He
would have
killed you if he could, Mistress.”
Lirael nodded
and gave the Dog a quick hug. Sam watched
them warily.
That howl was pure Free Magic, with no Charter
Magic in it at
all. The Dog seemed friendly and appeared to be
devoted to
Lirael, but he could not forget how dangerous she
was. There was
also something about the howl that reminded
him of
something, some magic he had experienced that he
couldn’t quite
place.
At least
Mogget’s case was straightforward. He was a Free
Magic
creature, bound and safe while he wore the collar. The
Dog appeared
to be a free-willed blend of the two magics,
which was
completely beyond anything Sam had ever heard
about. Not for
the first time, he wished that his mother were
here. Sabriel
would know what the Dog was, he felt sure.
“We’d better
swap places again,” said Lirael urgently.
“There’s
another guardboat ahead.”
Sam quickly
scrunched down, on the opposite side from the
Dog, who
looked at him and grinned, showing a very sharp,
very white,
and very large set of teeth. Sam forced himself to
smile back,
remembering the advice he’d been given about dogs
when he was a
boy. Never let them know you’re afraid. . . .
“Ugh! There’s
a lot of water here,” he complained as he lay
down,
squelching, and drew the sodden blanket towards him.
“I should have
bailed it out in the tunnel.”
He was just
about to draw the blanket over his face when
he saw Mogget,
still sunning and grooming himself on the bow.
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“Mogget!” he
commanded. “You should hide, too.”
Mogget looked
pointedly at the water swishing around
Sam’s legs and
stuck out his small pink tongue.
“Too wet for me,”
he said. “Besides, the guardboat will
stop us for
sure. They will have been signaled from the town
after this
canine show-off’s demonstration of vocal talents—
though
hopefully no one will recognize what that actually was.
So you might
as well sit up.”
Sam groaned
and sloshed upright. “You might have told
me before I
lay down,” he said bitterly, picking up a tin cup
and beginning
to bail.
“It would be
best if we can get past without being stopped,”
the Dog
commented, sniffing the air. “There may be more enemies
concealed
aboard this guardboat, too.”
“There’s more
room to maneuver up ahead,” said Lirael.
“But I don’t
know if it’s enough to evade the guardboat.”
The eastern
side of the river was the main river-port for
High Bridge.
Twelve jetties of various lengths thrust out into
the river,
most of them cluttered with trading boats, whose
masts made a
forest of bare poles. Behind the jetties, there was
a quay carved
into the stone of the gorge, a long terrace cluttered
with cargoes
being readied to go aboard the boats or
up to the
town. Beyond the quay, there were several steep stairways
that ran up
the cliff-face to the town, in between the derrick
cables that
lifted up the multitude of boxes and chests,
barrels and
bales.
But the
western side of the river was open, save for a few
trading boats
ahead of them downstream, and the one guardboat,
which was
already slipping its mooring. If they could get
past the
guardboat and keep ahead, there was nothing to stop
them.
“They’ve got
at least twenty archers on that boat,” said
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Sam
doubtfully. “Do you think we can just sail past?”
“I suppose it
depends how many—if any—of them are
agents of the
Enemy,” said Lirael as she hauled the mainsheet
tighter,
trimming the sail for more speed. “If they’re real
guards, they
won’t shoot at a royal Prince and a Daughter of
the Clayr.
Will they?”
“I suppose
it’s worth a try,” muttered Sam, who couldn’t
think of an
alternative plan. If the guards were real guards, the
worst that
would happen was that he would be returned to
Belisaere. If
they weren’t, it would be best to stay as far away
as possible.
“What if the wind drops?”
“We’ll whistle
one up,” said Lirael. “Are you much of a
weather-worker?”
“Not by my
mother’s standards,” replied Sam. Weather
magic was
mostly performed with whistled Charter marks, and
he was no
great whistler. “But I can probably raise a wind.”
“This is not a
brilliant plan, even by your mother’s standards,”
commented
Mogget, who was watching the guardboat
raise its
sail, obviously intent on an intercept. “Lirael doesn’t
look like a
Daughter of the Clayr. Sameth looks like a scarecrow,
not a royal
Prince. And the commander of this guardboat
may not
recognize Finder. So even if
they are all real
guards, they
probably will just feather us with arrows if we try
to sail past.
Personally, I don’t want to be made into a pincushion.”
“I don’t think
we have a choice,” said Sam slowly. “If even
two or three
of them belong to the Enemy, they will attack. If
we can conjure
up enough of a wind, we might be able to stay
out of bowshot
anyway.”
“Fine!”
muttered Mogget. “Wet, cold, and full of holes.
Another fun
day on the river.”
Lirael and Sam
looked at each other. Lirael took a deep
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breath.
Charter marks flowered in her mind, and she let them
flow into her
lungs and throat, circling there. Then she whistled,
and the pure
notes leapt up into the sky.
Answering the
whistle, the river behind them darkened.
Ripples and
white peaks sprang up across the water and streaked
across towards
Finder and her waiting sail.
A few seconds
later, the wind hit. The boat heeled over and
picked up
speed, the rigging adding its own whistle at the sudden
pressure.
Mogget hissed his lack of appreciation and hastily
sprang back
from the bow as spray flew over where he’d been
a moment
before.
Still Lirael
whistled, and Sam joined in, their combined
weather spell
weaving the wind behind Finder’s
quarter, at the
same time
stripping it away from the guardboat, whose sail lay
limp and
airless.
But the
guardboat had oars, and expert rowers. The cantor
sped his call,
and the oars dipped in faster rhythm as the galley
rushed forward
to intercept Finder, water
suddenly foaming
around its
bow, the bright metal of the ram gleaming in
the sun.
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Free Magic and
“They’ll
be within bowshot in a few minutes,”
warned Mogget
gloomily, gauging with a jaundiced eye the distance
to the galley,
and then the proximity of the western shore.
“I suppose
we’ll end up having to swim for our miserable lives.”
Lirael and Sam
exchanged glances of concern, reluctant
to agree aloud
with the cat. Despite their spell-woven wind and
their current
scudding run across the water, the galley was still
too fast. They
were as close as they dared to the shore, and
were rapidly
running out of river to maneuver in.
“I guess we’d
better heave to and risk the presence of
enemies among
the guards,” said Sam, who was acutely aware
that he had
already injured two constables. “I don’t want any
of us to get
shot because they think we’re smugglers or something,
and I
definitely don’t want to hurt any guards. Once they
find out I am
who I am, I’ll order them to let you go. And who
knows? I might
be lucky. Maybe Ellimere hasn’t ordered my
arrest after
all.”
“I don’t
know—” Lirael started to say, her voice anxious.
There was
still a slight chance they might get past. But she’d
hardly said a
word when the Dog barked in interruption.
“No! There are
at least three or four Free Magic creatures
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the Flesh of Swine
aboard that
boat! We mustn’t stop!”
“Smells all
right to me,” said Mogget, shuddering as more
spray spumed
in over the bow. “But then I don’t have your
famous nose.
However, as I can see a half dozen archers getting
ready to
shoot, perhaps you actually can smell something.”
Sam saw that
Mogget was quite correct. The guardboat
was angling to
cross their path, but six archers were already
formed up on
the forward deck, arrows nocked. Obviously
they intended
to shoot first and make polite enquiries later.
“Are the
archers human?” asked Sam quickly.
The Dog
sniffed the air again before replying. “I cannot
tell. I think
most of them are. But the captain—the one with
the plumed
hat—has only the semblance of a man. It is a construct,
made from Free
Magic and the flesh of swine. That odor
I cannot
mistake.”
“We have to
show the human archers who they’re shooting
at!” Sam
exclaimed. “I should have brought a shield with
the royal
blazon or something. They’d never dare shoot at us
then, even if
they’re ordered to.”
“Of course!”
said Lirael, suddenly slapping herself on the
forehead.
“Here, take this!”
“What!”
shouted Sam, throwing himself back to clutch at the
tiller as
Lirael let go. “What do I do? I don’t know how to sail!”
“Don’t worry,
she steers herself,” Lirael shouted back as
she crawled
forward to the storage box in the forepeak. It was
a matter of
only twelve feet, but Lirael found it hard going,
since Finder
was heeled over at a sharp angle and the boat kept
leaping up and
then coming down with a bone-jarring smack
every few
yards.
“Are you
sure?” Sam shouted again. He could feel the pressure
on the tiller,
and he felt that only his white-knuckled grip
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was keeping
them from veering sharply into the riverbank.
Experimentally,
he opened his fingers for a second, ready to
grab hold
again immediately. But nothing happened. Finder
kept her
course, the tiller barely moving. Sam sighed in relief,
but his sigh
became a choking cough as he saw a flight of
arrows snap
away from the guardboat—straight at him.
“Too far yet,”
said the Dog, casting a professional eye on
the arrows’
flight, and sure enough, the arrows plunged into
the water a
good fifty yards away.
“Not for
long,” grumbled Mogget. He jumped yet again
to try to find
a drier spot. He seemed to have found it near
the mast when
a slight twitch of the tiller—without Sam’s cooperation—
caught a small
wave and neatly sloshed it in and
over his back.
“I hate you!”
hissed Mogget in the general direction of the
boat’s
figurehead as the water drained away from his feet. “At
least that
rowboat looks dry. Why don’t we just let ourselves
be captured?
We’ve got only the Dog’s nose to say the captain
is a
construct.”
“They’re
shooting at us, Mogget!” said Sam, who wasn’t
entirely sure
whether Mogget was joking.
“There are two
other constructs on board besides the
captain,”
growled the Dog, whose nose was still vigorously
sampling the
air. She was getting bigger, Sam noticed, and
fiercer-looking.
Clearly she expected a fight, discounting whatever
Lirael thought
she was doing up at the bow.
“Got it!”
exclaimed Lirael, as another flight of arrows sped
towards them.
This time, they splashed into the river no more
than two arms’
lengths away. Sam could probably have
touched the
closest one.
“What?”
shouted Sam. He simultaneously reached into
the Charter to
begin making an arrow ward. Not that it would
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be much use
against six archers at once. Not when he wasn’t
up to his full
strength.
Lirael held up
a large square of black cloth and let it flap
into the
breeze, revealing a brilliant silver star shining in the
middle of it.
The wind almost tore it from her grasp, but she
clutched it to
her chest and began to crawl back to the mast.
“Finder’s
flag,” she shouted as she pulled out a halyard and
started to
unscrew the pin in a shackle so it could be put
through an
eyelet in the banner. “I’ll have it up in a minute.”
“We don’t have
a minute!” screamed Sam, who could see
the archers
about to loose again. “Just hold it out!”
Lirael ignored
him. Quickly she fitted the shackles at each
end, screwing
in the pins with what looked like deliberate
slowness to
Sam. He was about to lunge forward and grab
the damned
flag when Lirael suddenly let it go and pulled on
the halyard—as
five more arrows leapt towards them from the
guardboat.
Finder
reacted first, nudging the tiller over to turn the bow
into the wind.
Instantly, she lost speed, the sail flapping and
clapping like
maniacal applause. Sam ducked as she did it, and
the tiller
smacked him in the jaw, hard enough to make him
think he’d
been shot—at least for a moment. Then it swung
back again,
just missing him, as the boat returned to her original
course.
But those few
seconds of lost speed had been vital, Sam
realized, as
the arrows that should have struck them plunged
into the water
only a few feet ahead.
Then the great
silver star of the Clayr billowed out from
the mast,
shining in the sun. Now there could be no doubt
about whose
boat this was, for the flag was not just a thing of
cloth but,
like Finder herself, was
imbued with Charter Magic.
Even in the
darkest night, the starry banner of the Clayr would
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shine. In the
bright day, it was almost blinding in its brilliance.
“They’ve
stopped rowing,” announced the Dog cheerily, as
the guardboat
suddenly lost way in a confusing pick-up-sticks
jumble of
oars. Sam relaxed and let the beginnings of the arrow
ward fade away,
so he could start checking whether he’d lost
any teeth.
“But two
archers are still going to shoot,” the Dog continued,
making Sam
groan and hurriedly try to reach for the
Charter marks
he’d just let go.
“Yes . . . no
. . . the other four are overpowering them. The
captain is
shouting . . . it has revealed itself!”
Sam and Lirael
looked back at the guardboat. It was a mess
of struggling
figures, accompanied by shouting, screaming, and
the clash of
weapons. In the middle of it, a column of white
fire suddenly
appeared, with a whoosh loud enough to make
the Dog’s ears
crinkle back and to make the others flinch. The
column roared
up twelve feet or more, then slid sideways and
arced over the
side.
For a moment,
Sam and Lirael thought it would sink and
disappear, but
it actually bounced off the river as if the water
were springy
grass. Then the column started to move towards
them, and it
began to transform itself into something else. Soon
it was no
longer a tall streak of white fire but a gigantic burning
boar, complete
with tusks. It ran after Finder in
great
splashing
leaps, squealing as it ran, a sound that sent a wave
of nausea
through everyone who heard it.
Sam was the
first to react. He picked up Lirael’s bow and
sent four
arrows in quick succession into the thing that was
fast catching
up to them. All struck it head on, but they had
no effect save
for a sudden flurry of sparks. The arrows turned
instantly into
molten metal and ash.
Sam was
reaching for another arrow when Lirael thrust her
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hand past him,
and she screamed a spell over the wind. A
golden net
flew from her fingers, spreading wider and wider as
it crossed the
intervening water. It met the boar-thing as it
jumped,
wrapping it in ropes of yellow red fire that dampened
the thing’s
white-hot brilliance. Boar and net came plunging
down, and both
disappeared under the surface of the river, cutting
off the
terrible squealing. As the waters of the Ratterlin
closed over
the boar, an enormous plume of steam shot up for
at least a
hundred feet. When it subsided, there was no sign of
either net or
Free Magic creature, save for many small pieces
of what looked
like long-decayed meat, morsels that even the
ravenous
seagulls overhead chose to avoid.
“Thank you,”
said Sam, after it became clear that nothing
more was going
to come from the guardboat or out of
the depths. He
knew the net-spell Lirael had used but hadn’t
thought it
would work against something that looked so
powerful.
“Mogget
suggested it,” said Lirael, who was clearly surprised
both by that
and by the fact that the spell had worked
so well.
“While that
kind of construct can move across running
water, it is
destroyed by total immersion,” explained Mogget.
“Slowing it
for even a moment was enough.”
He looked
slyly at the Dog, and added, “So you see that
this hound is
not the only one who knows of such things. Now
I really must
have a little nap. I trust that some fish will be
forthcoming
when I wake?”
Sam nodded
wearily, though he had no idea how he was
going to catch
any. He almost patted Mogget, as Lirael so often
did the Dog.
But something in the cat’s green eyes made him
pull his hand
back before the motion was really begun.
“Sorry I
didn’t think of the flag earlier,” said Lirael as they
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sped on. The
spell-wind had lessened, but it still blew quite
strongly at
their backs. “There’s a whole pile of stuff there I
looked at for
only a second when we first left the Glacier.”
“I’m glad you
remembered it when you did,” said Sam, his
words slightly
muffled as he tested the operation of his jaw. It
seemed to be
only bruised, and he still had all his teeth. “And
this wind will
come in handy. We should get to the House by
tomorrow
morning.”
“Abhorsen’s
House,” Lirael said thoughtfully. “It’s built on
an island,
isn’t it? Just before the waterfall where the Ratterlin
goes over the
Long Cliffs?”
“Yes,” replied
Sam, thinking of that raging cascade and
how grateful
he was going to be to have its protection. Then
it occurred to
him that far from thinking of the waterfall as
safety, Lirael
was probably wondering how they would reach
the House
without going over the mighty falls and down to
certain
destruction.
“Don’t worry
about the waterfall,” he explained. “There’s
a sort of
channel behind the island, where the current isn’t as
strong. It
goes back almost a league, so as long as you enter it
at the right
point and stay in it, there’s no problem. The
Wallmakers
made it. They built the House, too. It’s brilliant
work—the
channel, I mean. I tried to make a model of it once,
using the
waterfall and pools on the second terrace at home.
The Palace.
But I couldn’t spell the current to split. . . .”
He stopped
talking as he realized Lirael wasn’t listening.
She had an
abstract expression on her face, and her eyes were
focused over
his shoulder, into the distance.
“I didn’t
realize I was that boring,” he said with an annoyed
smile. Sam
wasn’t used to pretty girls ignoring him. And Lirael
was pretty, he
suddenly realized, potentially even beautiful. He
hadn’t noticed
before.
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Lirael
started, blinked, and said, “Sorry. I’m not used
to . . .
People don’t talk to me much back home.”
“You know,
you’d look a lot better without that scarf,”
said Sam. She
really was attractive, though something about
her face
unsettled him. Where had he seen her? Perhaps she
looked like
one of the girls Ellimere had forced on him back
in Belisaere.
“You know, you remind me of someone. I don’t
suppose I
could have met one of your sisters or something,
could I? I
don’t remember ever seeing any dark-haired Clayr,
though.”
“I don’t have
any sisters,” replied Lirael absently. “Only
cousins. Lots
and lots of cousins. And an aunt.”
“You could
change into one of my sister’s dresses at the
House. It’d
give you a chance to get out of that waistcoat,”
said Sam. “Do
you mind if I ask how old you are, Lirael?”
Lirael looked
at him, puzzled at the question, till she saw
the glint in
his eye. She knew that look from the Lower
Refectory. She
looked away and pulled up her scarf, trying to
think of
something to say. If only Sam could have just stayed
like the Dog,
she thought. A comforting friend, without the
complication
of romantic interest. There had to be something
she could do
to completely discourage him, short of throwing
up or
otherwise making herself totally unattractive.
“I’m
thirty-five,” she said at last.
“Thirty-five!”
exclaimed Sam, “I mean, I beg your pardon.
You don’t look
. . . you seem much younger—”
“Ointments,”
said the Dog, sporting a wicked, one-sided
grin that only
Lirael could see. “Unguents. Oils from the
North. Spells
of seeming. My mistress works hard to keep her
youth,
Prince.”
“Oh,” said
Sam, leaning back against the stern rail. Surreptitiously
he looked at
Lirael again, trying to see some lines
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he’d missed or
something. But she really didn’t look a day older
than Ellimere.
And she certainly didn’t act like a much older
woman. She
wasn’t all that confident or outgoing, for a start.
Perhaps it was
because she was a librarian, Sam thought, as he
tried to make
out what he thought was probably a very shapely
form under the
baggy waistcoat.
“Enough of
that talk, Dog!” commanded Lirael, turning
her head to
hide her own smile from Sam. “Make yourself
useful and
keep an eye out for danger. I’m going to make myself
useful by
weaving a Charter-skin.”
“Aye, aye,
Mistress,” growled the Dog. “I will keep watch.”
The hound
stretched and yawned, then jumped to the bow,
sitting down
right in the path of the spray, her mouth wide
open and
tongue lolling. How she stayed upright and steady
was a mystery,
Lirael thought, though she had the unpleasant
notion that
the Dog might have grown suckers on her bottom.
“Mad.
Absolutely mad,” said Mogget, as he watched the
Dog get
drenched. The cat had resumed his post near the mast
and was once
again licking himself dry. “But then, she always
was.”
“I heard
that!” barked the Dog, without looking back.
“Of course you
did,” said Mogget, sighing, and he licked
away at his
collar. He looked up at Lirael, his green eyes
twinkling with
wickedness, and added, “I don’t suppose I could
trouble you to
take off my collar so I can get properly dry?”
Lirael shook
her head.
“Well, I
suppose if the village idiot here wouldn’t do it,
there was no
chance you would,” grumbled Mogget, inclining
his head at
Sameth. “It’s enough to make me wish I’d volunteered
in the first
place. Then I wouldn’t be forced out all the
time on these
barbaric boat trips.”
“What didn’t
you volunteer for?” asked Lirael curiously.
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But the little
cat only smiled. A smile that had rather too much
of the
carnivorous hunter in it, Lirael thought. Then he twitched
his head,
Ranna tinkled, and he was asleep, sprawled out in the
noonday sun.
“Be careful
with Mogget,” Sam warned, as Lirael succumbed
to the
temptation to scratch the cat’s furry white belly. “He’s
nearly killed
my mother in his unbound form. Three times, in
fact, during
the time she’s been the Abhorsen.”
Lirael pulled
her hand back just as Mogget opened one
eye and made
an—apparently playful—swipe with one clawextended
paw.
“Go back to
sleep,” said the Dog from the bow, without
looking
around. She certainly seemed confident that Mogget
would obey.
Mogget winked
at Lirael, holding her gaze for a moment.
Then that one
sharp green eye closed, and he really did seem
to fall
asleep, Ranna tinkling at his neck.
“Well,” Lirael
said. “Time to make a Charter-skin.”
“Do you mind
if I watch?” asked Sam eagerly. “I’ve read
about
Charter-skins, but I thought the art was lost. Even
Mother doesn’t
know how to make one. What shapes do you
know?”
“I can make an
ice otter, a russet bear, or a barking owl,”
replied
Lirael, relieved to see that the spasm of romantic interest
that had
gripped Sam had passed. “You can watch if you
like, but I
don’t know what you’ll see. They’re basically just
very long and
complex chains of Charter marks and joiningspells—
and you have
to hold them in your head all at the same
time. So I
won’t be able to talk or explain or anything. And
it will
probably take me until sunset. Then I have to fold it
exactly right
so it can be used later.”
“Fascinating,”
said Sam. “Have you tried putting the
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completed
spell into an object? So that the whole chain of
Marks is
there, ready to be pulled out when you need it, but
it hasn’t
actually been cast?”
“No,” replied
Lirael. “I didn’t know that it was possible.”
“Well, it’s
difficult,” explained Sam eagerly. “It’s sort of
like repairing
a Charter Stone. I mean, you have to use some
of your own
blood to prepare whatever is going to hold the
spell. Royal
blood, that is, though Clayr or Abhorsen blood
should work
equally well. You need to be very careful, of
course, because
if you get it wrong . . . Anyway, let’s see your
Charter-skin
first. What is it going to be?”
“A barking
owl,” replied Lirael, with a sense of foreboding.
She didn’t
need the Sight to know that Sameth would like
to ask an
awful lot of questions. “And it’ll take about four
hours.
Without,” she added firmly, “any interruptions.”
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Chapter Forty-Two
Southerlings and a
Necromancer
The sun was setting,
sending a red light across the
broad river.
Despite Sam and Lirael’s earlier weather spell, the
wind had
turned and was blowing strongly from the south. Even
against the
wind, Finder continued to
make good time, tacking
in long
diagonals between the eastern and western shores.
As Lirael had
expected, Sam hadn’t been able to stop himself
asking
questions. But even with the interruptions she had
managed to
create the Charter-skin of a barking owl and fold
it up properly
for later use.
“That was
fascinating,” said Sam. “I’d like to learn how to
make one
myself.”
“I’ve left In
the Skin of a Lyon back at the Glacier,” replied
Lirael. “But
you can have it if you ever go there. It belongs to
the Library,
but I expect you’d be allowed to borrow it.”
Sam nodded.
The prospect of him visiting the Clayr’s
Glacier seemed
exceedingly remote. It was just another piece
of a future
that he couldn’t imagine. All he could think of was
reaching the
safe haven of the House.
“Can we sail
through the night?” he asked.
“Yes,” replied
Lirael. “If the Dog is prepared to stay up as
lookout, to
help Finder.”
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“I will,”
barked the Disreputable Dog. She had not shifted
from her
position at the bow. “The sooner we’re there, the
better. There
is a foul scent on this wind, and the river is too
deserted to be
normal.”
Sam and Lirael
both looked around. They had been so
intent on the
Charter-skin that they hadn’t noticed the complete
absence of any
other boats, though there were a number
anchored close
to the eastern shore.
“No one’s
followed us down from High Bridge, and we
have passed
only four craft coming from the south,” said the
Dog. “This
cannot be normal for the Ratterlin.”
“No,” Sam
agreed. “Whenever I’ve been on the river,
there’ve
always been lots of boats. Even in winter. We should
have seen some
of the wood barges at least, heading north.”
“I haven’t
seen a single craft all day,” said the Dog. “Which
means that
they have stopped somewhere, to take shelter. And
the boats I’ve
seen tied up have all been out on the jetties or
moored to
buoys. As far as they can get from the land. ”
“There must be
more of the Dead, or those Free Magic constructs,
all along the
river,” said Lirael.
“I knew Mother
and Dad shouldn’t have gone,” said Sam.
“If they’d
known—”
“They would
still have gone,” interrupted Mogget with a
yawn. He
stretched, and tasted the air with his delicate pink
tongue. “As
per usual, trouble comes in several directions at
once. I think
some is coming our way, for I am afraid to say
that the hound
is correct. There is a reek on this
breeze. Wake
me if
something unpleasant seems likely to occur.”
With that, he
settled back down again, curling into a tight
white ball.
“I wonder what
Mogget would call ‘something unpleasant,’”
muttered Sam
nervously. He picked up his sword and drew it
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partially out
of the scabbard, checking that the Charter marks
he’d put there
still flourished.
The Dog
sniffed the air again as the boat came about, onto
a port tack.
Her nose quivered, and she raised her snout higher
as the scent
grew stronger.
“Free Magic,”
she said finally. “On the western shore.”
“Where,
exactly?” asked Lirael, shading her eyes with her
hand. It was
hard to see anything to the west, against the setting
sun. All she
could make out was tangled groves of willows
between empty
fields, a few makeshift jetties, and the semisubmerged
stone walls of
a large fish trap.
“I can’t see,”
replied the Dog. “I can only smell. Somewhere
downstream.”
“I can’t see
anything, either,” added Sam. “But if the Free
Magic isn’t on
the river, we can just sail past.”
“I can smell
people, too,” reported the Dog. “Frightened
people.”
Sam didn’t say
anything. Lirael glanced at him and saw
that he was
biting his lip.
“Could it be
the necromancer?” Lirael asked. “Hedge?”
The Dog
shrugged. “I cannot tell from here. The scent of
Free Magic is
strong, so it could be a necromancer. Or perhaps
a Stilken or
Hish.”
Lirael
swallowed nervously. She could bind a Stilken, since
she had Nehima
to help. And Sam, the Dog, and Mogget. But
she didn’t
want to have to.
“I knew I
should have read that book,” muttered Sam. He
didn’t say
which book.
They sat in
silence for a minute, as Finder continued
on her
way towards
the western shore. The sun was sinking fast now,
more than half
of its ruddy disc below the horizon. The stars
were starting
to become brighter as darkness fell.
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“I suppose
we’d better . . . we’d better take a look,” Sam
said at last,
with obvious effort. He buckled on his sword,
but made no
move to pick up the bandolier of bells. Lirael
looked at them
and wished she could take them up, but they
were not hers.
It was up to Sam to decide what to do with
them.
“If we tie up
at that next jetty, will we be close?” Lirael
asked the Dog.
The hound nodded her head. Without needing
orders, Finder
turned towards the jetty.
“Wake up,
Mogget!” said Sam, but he spoke softly. It had
grown quiet on
the river with the fall of night. He did not want
his voice to
carry over the soft burble of the current.
Mogget did not
stir. Sam spoke again and scratched the
cat’s head,
but Mogget continued to sleep.
“He’ll wake
when he needs to,” said the Dog. She also
spoke softly.
“Prepare yourselves!”
Finder
expertly slid up to the jetty as Lirael lowered the
sail. Sam
jumped ashore, his sword drawn, closely followed by
the Dog.
Lirael joined
them a moment later, Nehima bare, the Charter
marks on the
blade glowing in the twilight.
The Dog
sniffed the air again and cocked one ear. All three
stood still.
Listening. Waiting.
Even the
hungry gulls had stopped calling. There was no
sound, save
their own breathing and the rush of the river under
the jetty.
Off in the
distance, the silence was suddenly broken by a
long-drawn-out
scream. Then, as if that were a signal for noise
to begin, it
was followed by muffled shouts and more screams.
At the same
time, Lirael and Sam both felt several people
die. Though it
was far away, they flinched at the shock of the
deaths and
then again as it was quickly repeated. There was
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something else
there, too, that they could sense. Some power
over Death.
“A
necromancer!” blurted Sam. He took a step back.
“The bells,”
said Lirael, and she looked down at the boat.
Mogget was
awake now, his green eyes gleaming in the dark.
He was perched
upon the bell-bandolier.
“They’re
coming this way,” announced the Dog calmly.
The shouts and
screams grew closer. But Lirael and Sam
still couldn’t
see anything beyond the line of willows. Then,
fifty yards
downstream, a man burst out of the trees and fell
into the
water. He went under at once but bobbed to the surface
some distance
out. He swam for a few strokes, then turned
on his back to
float, too weary or too hurt to keep swimming.
Behind him, a
burnt and blackened corpse shambled to the
water’s edge
and let out a horrible, gobbling cry as it saw its
prey escape.
Repelled by the swift flow of the river, the Dead
Hand staggered
back into the trees.
“Come on,”
said Lirael, though she could barely get out
the words. She
drew her panpipes and marched off. The Dog
followed her.
Sam hesitated, staring out into the darkness.
More people
screamed and shouted beyond the trees. No
words were
clear, but Sam knew they were desperately afraid,
and the shouts
were for help.
He looked back
at the bells. Mogget met his gaze, unblinking.
“What are you
waiting for?” asked the cat. “My permission?”
Sam shook his
head. He felt paralyzed, unable to reach for
the bells or
to follow Lirael. She and the Dog were almost at
the end of the
jetty. He could sense the Dead nearby, less than
a hundred
yards away, and the necromancer with them.
He had to do
something. He had to act. He had to prove
to himself he
wasn’t a coward.
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“I don’t need
the bells!” he shouted, and he ran down the
jetty, his
boots echoing on the wooden planks. He burst past
the surprised
Lirael and the Dog, and sprinted through the gap
where the
willows had been pruned back.
He was past
the trees in an instant and out in a twilit paddock.
A Dead Hand
rushed at him. He cut its legs away and
kicked it
over, all in one fluid motion. Before it could rise, he
jumped over it
and ran on.
The
necromancer. He had to kill the necromancer, before
he could drag
him into Death. He had to kill him as quickly
as he could.
A hot rage
rose in him, banishing the fear. Sam growled
and ran on.
Lirael and the
Dog emerged from the willows to see Sam
charge. The
Dead Hand he’d cut down scrabbled towards
them, but
Lirael had the panpipes ready at her lips. She chose
Saraneth and
blew a strong, pure note, its commanding tones
stopping the
Hand in its tracks. Without a pause, Lirael changed
to Kibeth, and
a trill of dancing notes sent the corpse somersaulting
backwards even
as the Spirit inhabiting it was forced
to walk back
into Death.
“It’s gone,”
said the Dog, loping forward. Lirael ran, too,
but not with
Sam’s reckless abandon.
It was still
light enough to see that thirty or forty Dead
Hands had
surrounded a group of men, women, and children.
Obviously,
they’d tried to reach the safety of the river, only to
fail at the
very last. Now they had formed a ring with the children
at the center,
a last desperate defense.
Lirael could
sense the Dead Hands . . . and something else,
something
strange and much more powerful. It was only when
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she saw Sam
charge past the Hands and scream a challenge
that she
realized that it had to be the necromancer.
The people
were screaming, too, and shouting, and crying.
The Dead
roared and screeched back, as they pulled their victims
down and ripped
their throats out or rent them limb from
limb.
Makeshift clubs and sharpened branches struck at the
Dead, but
their wielders did not know how to use them to best
effect, and
they were heavily outnumbered.
Lirael looked
across and saw the necromancer turn to face
Sam. He raised
his hands, and the hot metal smell of Free Magic
suddenly
filled the air. A moment later, a blinding, blue white
spark exploded
out, leaping across to strike the charging boy.
At the same
time, the Dead Hands howled in triumph as
they burst
through the ranks of struggling men and women and
into the inner
circle of children.
Lirael turned
her easy run into an all-out sprint. Whoever
she tried to
help, it looked like she would be too late.
Sam saw the
necromancer raise his hands and saw the bronze
of his face.
Even as he threw himself to the side, his mind raced.
A bronze face!
Then this wasn’t Hedge, but Chlorr of the
Mask, the
creature his mother had fought years ago!
The bolt
sizzled past him, missing him by a few inches.
Heat from its
passage struck him, and the grass behind him
burst into
flame.
Sam slowed
down as he reached into the Charter and pulled
out four
marks. He drew them with his free hand, fingers flashing
too quickly to
follow. A triangular silver blade suddenly
materialized
in his grip. Before it was even fully formed, Sam
threw it.
The blade spun
as it shot through the air. Chlorr easily
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ducked it, but
the spinning blade turned a few paces beyond
her and came
shooting back.
Sam rushed
forward as the blade struck the necromancer
in the arm. He
expected it to almost sever that limb, but there
were only a
burst of golden flame, a gout of white sparks, and
a smoldering
sleeve.
“Fool,” said
Chlorr, raising her sword. Her voice crawled
across his
skin like a thousand tiny insects. Her breath stank
of death and
Free Magic. “You have no bells.”
In that
instant, Sam realized that Chlorr didn’t have any
bells, either.
Nor were there any human eyes behind the mask.
Pools of fire
burnt there, and white smoke puffed from the
mouth-hole.
Chlorr was no
longer a necromancer. She was one of the
Greater Dead.
Sabriel had finished her
as a living being.
But someone
had brought her back.
“Run!” shouted
Lirael. “Run!”
She stood
between the last four survivors and those Dead
Hands who had
resisted the panpipes. Lirael had blown on
Saraneth till
her face was blue, but there had just been too
many of them
for her to deal with, the power of the pipes too
slight. The
Dead who were left didn’t seem affected at all.
Worse still,
the children wouldn’t run. They were too
shocked,
incapable of doing anything, let alone understand
what Lirael
was shouting at them.
A Dead Hand
lunged, and Lirael thrust at it. The Dog leapt
at another,
knocking it down. But a third, a low, loping thing
with elongated
jaws, got past them. It rushed at a small boy
who could not
stop screaming. The jaws closed, and the scream
was instantly
cut off.
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Sobbing with
fury and revulsion, Lirael spun around and
hewed off the
thing’s head, Nehima showering silver sparks as
it cut
through. But even then the Dead Hand functioned, the
spirit inside
indifferent to any physical harm. She cut at it again
and again, but
Dead fingers still clutched its victim, and the
head still
gnashed its teeth.
Sam parried
another blow from the thing that had once been
Chlorr. Her
strength was incredible, and once again he nearly
lost his
sword. His hand and wrist were numb, and the Charter
marks he’d
spelled so laboriously into the blade were slowly
being
destroyed by Chlorr’s power. When they were gone, the
blade would
shatter—
He staggered
back and glanced quickly around the field.
He could just
make out Lirael and the Dog, fighting with at
least a half
dozen Dead Hands. He’d heard the pipes before,
the voices of
Saraneth and Kibeth, though strangely different
from the bells
he knew. They had sent most of the spirits animating
the Hands back
into Death, but had had no effect upon
Chlorr.
Chlorr struck
again, hissing. Sam dodged. Desperately, he
tried to think
of what he could do. There had to be some spell,
something that
would at least hold her back long enough for
him to get
away. . . .
Lirael and the
Dog struck together, smashing the last Dead
Hand to the
ground. Before it could get up, the Dog barked in
its face.
Instantly, it went limp, no more than a ghastly, misshapen
corpse, the
spirit banished.
“Thanks,”
gasped Lirael. She looked around her, at the
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grotesque
forms of Dead Hands and the pathetic bodies of
their victims.
Desperately, she hoped to see even just one of the
children. But
there was no one standing except her and the
Dog. There
were bodies everywhere, sprawled on the bloodsoaked
ground. The
cast-off remnants of the Dead Hands piled
up with the
slaughtered people.
Lirael closed
her eyes, her sense of Death almost overpowering
her. That
sense confirmed what her eyes had already
told her.
No one had
survived.
She felt sick,
the gorge rising in her throat. But as she bent
forward to
throw up, she suddenly heard Sam shouting. She
straightened
up, opened her eyes, and looked around. She
couldn’t see
Sam, but off in the distance there was a blaze of
golden fire,
interspersed with huge showers of white sparks. It
might have
been a fireworks display, but Lirael knew better.
Even so, it
took her a few seconds to work out what Sam
was shouting.
When it
finally percolated into her stunned, shocked mind,
all thought of
throwing up disappeared. She jumped over the
bodies of the
Dead Hands and their victims and started to run.
Sam was
shouting, “Help! Lirael! Dog! Mogget! Anyone!
Help!”
Sam’s sword had
broken on the last exchange of blows. It had
snapped off
near the hilt, leaving him with a useless dead
weight, devoid
of magic.
Chlorr
laughed. A laugh strange and distant behind her
mask, as if it
echoed from inside some far-off hall.
She had grown
taller as she had stalked after Sam, visibly
a thing of
darkness under the rotting, splitting furs. Now she
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stood head and
shoulders above him, white smoke drifting
from her mouth
as she raised her sword again. Red fire flowed
along the
blade, and flaming drops fell to the grass.
Sam threw the
hilt at her face and jumped back, shouting,
“Help! Lirael!
Dog!”
The sword came
down. Chlorr leapt forward as well, faster
and farther
than Sam had expected. The blade whisked past
his nose.
Shocked, he shouted again, “Mogget! Anyone!
Help!”
Lirael saw the
necromancer’s sword of red fire come blazing
down. Sam fell
under the blow, and the red fire obscured
Lirael’s
vision.
“Sam!” she
screamed.
As she
screamed, the Disreputable Dog sprang ahead, leaping
in great bounds
towards Sam and the necromancer.
For a panicked
second, Lirael thought Sam had been killed.
Then she saw
him roll aside, untouched. The necromancer
raised her
sword again, and Lirael burst her lungs trying to get
there in time
to do something. But she could not. She was still
forty or fifty
yards away, and her mind was empty of all the
spells that
might have crossed the distance and distracted the
enemy.
“Die!”
whispered Chlorr, raising her sword two-handed above
her head, the
blade pointing straight down. Sam looked up at
it and knew he
could not get out of the way in time. She was
too fast, too
strong. He half raised his hand and tried to speak
a Charter
mark, but the only one that came to mind was something
useless, some
mark used in making his toys.
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The blade came
down.
Sam screamed.
The
Disreputable Dog barked.
There was
Charter Magic in the bark. It hit Chlorr as she
struck. Her
arms flashed gold and sizzled, white smoke gouting
out of a
thousand tiny holes. The blow that should have
impaled Sam went
awry, the sword sinking deep into the earth,
so close that
his hip was burnt by the flame.
All Chlorr’s
unnatural strength had gone into the blow.
Now she
struggled to free the weapon as the Dog advanced
upon her,
growling. The hound had grown and was now the
size of a
desert lion, with teeth and claws to match. Her collar
shone with
golden fire, the Charter marks shifting and joining
in a wild
dance.
The Dead
creature let the sword go and backed away.
Sam struggled
to his feet as Chlorr drew back. He clenched
his fists as
he tried to calm himself, in preparation for casting
a spell.
Lirael arrived
a second later, completely out of breath. Gasping,
she slowed to
a walk and moved up behind the Dog.
Chlorr raised
one shadowy fist, her fingernails elongating
into thin
blades of darkness. White smoke still eddied around
her, but the
holes in her arm had already closed.
She took one
step forward, and the Dog barked again.
There was Free
Magic power in this bark, reinforced with
Charter-spells.
Her collar shone even brighter, and Sam and
Lirael had to
half-close their eyes.
Chlorr
flinched and raised her hands to shield her face.
More white
smoke poured out from behind her mask, and her
body changed
shape under the furs. She began to collapse in
on herself,
her clothes crumpling as the shadowflesh within
leaked away.
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“Curse you!”
she shrieked.
The furs fell
to the ground, and the bronze mask bounced
on top of
them. A shadow as dark and thick as ink flowed
away from the
Dog and Lirael, moving faster than any liquid
ever spilled.
Lirael started
to follow, but the Dog blocked her way.
“No,” said the
Dog. “Let it go. I have only forced it out of
its shape. It
is too powerful for me to send back into Death
alone, or
destroy.”
“It was
Chlorr,” said Sam, white-faced and shivering.
“Chlorr of the
Mask. A necromancer my mother fought years
ago.”
“It is one of
the Greater Dead now,” said Mogget. “Back
from beyond
the Seventh or Eighth Gate.”
Sam jumped
several feet into the air. When he looked
down, Mogget
was sitting quite calmly near Chlorr’s sword, as
if he’d been
there all the time.
“Where were
you?” Sam asked.
“I’ve been
looking around while you took care of things
here,”
explained Mogget. “Chlorr has fled but will return.
There are more
Dead Hands less than two leagues to the west.
A hundred of
them at least, with Shadow Hands to lead them.”
“A hundred!”
exclaimed Sam as Lirael said, “Shadow
Hands!”
“We’d better
get back to the boat,” said Sam. He looked
at Chlorr’s
sword, quivering in the earth. No flames ran down
it now, but
the steel was as dark as ebony and etched with
strange runes
that wriggled and convulsed and made him feel
nauseated.
“We should
destroy this,” he said. His head felt strangely
fuzzy, and he
found it difficult to think. “But . . . but I don’t
know how to do
it quickly.”
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“What about
all these people?” asked Lirael. She couldn’t
call them
bodies. She still couldn’t believe they were all dead.
It had
happened so quickly, in just a few frenzied minutes.
Sam looked
across the field. There were more stars out
now, and a
slim crescent of a moon had risen. In the cool light
he saw that
many of the slain people wore blue hats or scarves.
A scrap of
blue material was caught in the claws of one of the
Dead that
Lirael had banished with her pipes.
“They’re
Southerlings,” he said, surprised.
He walked over
for a closer look at the nearest body, a fairhaired
boy who
couldn’t have been more than sixteen. Sam’s
eyes showed
more puzzlement than fear, as if he couldn’t believe
what was
happening. “Southerling refugees. I guess they
were trying to
escape.”
“Escape from
what?” asked Lirael.
Before anyone
could answer, a Dead creature howled in
the distance.
A moment later the howl was taken up by many
dessicated,
decaying throats.
“Chlorr has
reached the Hands,” said Mogget urgently.
“We must leave
now!”
The cat
hurried away. Sam started to follow, but Lirael
grabbed him by
the arm.
“We can’t just
leave!” protested Lirael. “If we leave them,
their bodies
will get used—”
“We can’t
stay!” protested Sam. “You heard Mogget.
There are too
many to fight, and Chlorr will come back too!”
“We have to do
something!” Lirael said. She looked at the
Dog. Surely
the Dog would help her! They had to perform
the cleansing
rite on the bodies or bind them so they couldn’t
be used to house
spirits brought from Death.
But the Dog
shook her head. “There’s no time,” she said
sadly.
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“Sam can get
the bells!” protested Lirael. “We have to—”
The hound
nudged Lirael behind the knee, pushing her on.
The girl
stumbled forward, tears welling up in her eyes. Sam
and Mogget
were already well ahead, hurrying towards the
willows.
“Hurry!” said
the Dog anxiously, after a glance over her
shoulder. She
could hear the clicking of many bones and smell
decaying
flesh. The Dead were closing fast.
Lirael wept as
she broke into a shambling jog. If only she
could run
faster, or knew how to use the panpipes better. She
might have
been able to save even one of the refugees.
One of the
refugees. One had got away from
the Dead.
“The man!” she
exclaimed, breaking into a run. “The man
in the river!
We have to rescue him!”
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Chapter Forty-Three
Farewell to Finder
Even with the Dog’s
highly developed sense of smell
and Mogget’s
unrivaled night vision, it took almost an hour to
find the
Southerling who’d managed to reach the river.
He was still
floating on his back, but his face was barely
above the
surface, and he didn’t seem to be breathing. But as
Sam and Lirael
pulled him in closer to the boat, he opened his
eyes and
groaned with pain.
“No, no,” he
whispered. “No.”
“Hold him,”
whispered Lirael to Sam. She quickly reached
into the
Charter, drawing out several marks of healing. She
spoke their
names and cupped them in her hand. They glowed
there, warm
and comforting, as she sought any obvious wounds
to place them
for best effect. Once the spell was active, they
could pull him
out of the water.
There was a
huge dark stain of dried blood on the man’s
neck. But when
she moved her hand to it, he cried out and tried
to escape from
Sam’s grasp.
“No! The
evil!”
Lirael pulled her
hand back, puzzled. It was obviously
Charter Magic
she was about to cast. The golden light was
clear and
bright, and there was no stench of Free Magic.
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“He’s a
Southerling,” whispered Sam. “They don’t believe
in magic, even
the superstitions the Ancelstierrans believe in,
let alone our
magic. It must have been terrible for them when
they crossed
the Wall.”
“Land across
the Wall,” sobbed the man. “He promised us
land again.
Farms to build, a place of our own . . .”
Lirael tried
again to place the spell, but the man shrieked
and fought
against Sam’s hold. The waves he made ducked his
head under
several times, till Lirael had to take her hand away
and let the
spell go, away into the night.
“He’s dying,”
said Sam. He could feel the man’s life ebbing
away, feel the
cold touch of Death reaching out to him.
“What can we
do?” asked Lirael. “What—”
“All dead,”
said the man, coughing. Blood came out with
the
river-water, bright in the moonlight. “At the pit. They were
dead, but
still they did his bidding. Then the poison . . . I told
Hral and
Mortin not to drink . . . four families—”
“It’s all
right,” said Sam soothingly, though his voice was
nearly
breaking. “They . . . they got away.”
“We ran, and
the Dead followed,” whispered the Southerling.
His eyes were
bright, but they saw something other
than Sam and
Lirael. “Night and day we ran. They dislike the
sun. Torbel
hurt his ankle, and I couldn’t . . . couldn’t carry
him.”
Lirael reached
across and stroked the man’s head. He
flinched at
first, but relaxed as he saw no strange light in her
hands.
“The farmer
said the river,” continued the dying man. “The
river.”
“You made it,”
said Sam. “This is the river. The Dead
cannot cross
running water.”
“Ahh,” sighed
the man, and then he was gone, slipping
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away to that other
river, the one that would carry him to the
Ninth Gate and
beyond.
Sam slowly let
go. Lirael raised her hand. The water closed
over the man’s
face, and Finder steered away.
“We couldn’t
save even one,” whispered Lirael. “Not even
one.”
Sam didn’t
answer. He sat staring past her, out at the moonlit
river.
“Come here,
Lirael,” said the Dog gently, from her post at
the bow. “Help
me keep watch.”
Lirael nodded,
her lower lip trembling as she tried to keep
herself from
sobbing. She clambered over the thwarts and
threw herself
down next to the Dog, and hugged her as hard
as she could.
The Dog bore this without a word, and said nothing
about the
tears that spilled off onto her coat.
Eventually,
Lirael’s grip loosened, and she slid down. Sleep
had claimed
her, the kind of sleep that comes only after all
strength is
exhausted and battles won or lost.
The Dog
shifted a little to make Lirael more comfortable
and twisted
her head to look behind her in a way no normal
dog could
twist. Sam was asleep, too, curled up in the stern,
the tiller
moving slightly above his head.
Mogget seemed
to be asleep, at his customary post near the
mast. But he
opened one bright green eye as the Dog looked
back.
“I saw it,
too,” said Mogget. “On the Greater Dead, that
Chlorr.”
“Yes,” said
the Dog, her voice troubled. “I trust you will
have no
trouble remembering where your loyalties lie?”
Mogget didn’t
answer. He slowly closed his eye, and a
small and
secret smile spread across his mouth.
All through
the night, the Disreputable Dog sat at the bow,
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while Lirael
tossed and turned beside her. They passed Qyrre
in the early,
silent hours of the morning, merely a white sail in
the distance.
Though it had been her original destination,
Finder
did not try to put in to the dock.
Lirael experienced
a mild attack of panic when she awoke
to the sound
of a waterfall ahead. At this distance, it sounded
like the buzz
of many insects, and it took her a moment to
figure out
what it was. Once she did, she had a few anxious
moments till
she realized that Finder was traveling
quite slowly
compared to
the tree branches, leaves, and other flotsam racing
past on either
side of them.
“We’re in the
channel, approaching Abhorsen’s House,”
explained the
Dog, as Lirael rubbed the sleep out of her eyes
and stretched,
in a futile effort to relieve her aches and kinks.
All the deaths
of the night before seemed long ago. But not
at all like a
dream. Lirael knew that the face of the last
Southerling,
his look of relief as he finally knew he had escaped
the Dead,
would stay with her forever.
As she
stretched, she looked at the huge mass of spray
thrown up by
the Ratterlin’s fall over the Long Cliffs ahead.
The river
seemed to disappear into a great cloud that smothered
the cliffs and
the land beyond in a giant, undulating quilt
of white.
Then, just for a moment, the mist parted, and she saw
a bright
tower, its red-tiled, conical roof catching the sun. It
looked like a
mirage, shimmering in the cloud, but Lirael knew
that she had
come to Abhorsen’s House at last.
As they drew
closer, Lirael saw more red-tiled roofs emerge
from the
cloud, hinting at other buildings grouped around the
tower. But she
couldn’t see more, because the whole island the
House was
built on was surrounded by a whitewashed stone
wall that was
at least forty feet high. Only the red tiles and
some treetops
were visible.
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She heard Sam
come forward from the stern, and he was
soon next to
her, looking ahead. By unspoken consent, they
didn’t talk
about what had happened, though the silence was
heavy between
them.
Finally,
desperate to say something, Sam took on the role
of a tour
guide.
“It doesn’t
look it, but the island is larger than a football
field. Um,
that’s a game I used to play at school, in Ancelstierre.
Anyway, the
island is about three hundred yards long and a
hundred yards
wide. There’s a garden and an orchard as well
as the House
itself—you can just see the blossoms on the peach
trees, over on
the right. Too early for fruit, though, unfortunately.
The peaches
here are fantastic, Charter knows why. The
House isn’t
much compared to the Palace in size, but it is bigger
than it looks,
and there’s a lot packed into it. Quite a bit different
from your
Glacier, I guess.”
“I like it
already,” said Lirael, smiling, still looking ahead.
There was the
faint hint of a rainbow in the cloud, arching over
the white
walls, framing the House with a border of many
colors.
“Just as
well,” muttered Mogget, as he appeared suddenly
at Lirael’s
elbow. “Though you should be warned about the
cooking.”
“Cooking?”
asked the Dog, licking her lips. “What’s
wrong with
it?”
“Nothing,”
said Sam sternly. “The sendings are very good
cooks.”
“Do you have
sendings for servants?” asked Lirael, who
was curious
about the difference between the Abhorsen’s life
and the
Clayr’s. “We do most of the work ourselves at the
Glacier.
Everyone has to take turns, especially with the cooking,
though there
are some people who specialize.”
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“No one apart
from the family ever comes here,” replied
Sam. “I mean
the extended family—those of the Blood, like the
Clayr. And no
one has to do anything, really, because there are
so many
sendings, all eager to help. I think they get bored when
the place is
empty. Every Abhorsen makes a few sendings, so
they kind of
multiply. Some are hundreds of years old.”
“Thousands,”
said Mogget. “And senile, most of them.”
“Where do we
land?” asked Lirael, ignoring Mogget’s
mutterings.
She couldn’t see any gate or landing spot in the
northern wall.
“On the
western side,” said Sam, raising his voice to
counter the
increasing roar of the falls. “We skirt around the
island, almost
to the waterfall. There’s a landing stage there for
the House, and
the stepping-stones across to the western
tunnel. Look,
you can see where the tunnel entrance is, up on
the bank.”
He pointed at
a narrow ledge halfway up the western riverbank,
a grey stone
outcrop almost as high as the House. If there
was a tunnel
entrance there, Lirael couldn’t see it through the
mist, and it
seemed perilously close to the waterfall.
“You mean
there are stepping-stones across that?”
exclaimed
Lirael, pointing to the edges where the waters
rushed over in
a torrent that was at least two hundred yards
wide,
extremely deep and going at a speed Lirael couldn’t even
guess at.
Worse than that, Sam had told her that the waterfall
was more than
a thousand feet high. If they were somehow
drawn out of
the channel, Finder would go over
in seconds,
and it was a
very long way to fall.
“On both
sides,” shouted Sam. “They go to the riverbanks,
and then there
are tunnels that lead down to the bottom of the
cliffs. Or you
can keep going over the banks and stay on the
plateau, if
you want.”
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Lirael nodded
and gulped, looking at the point where the
stepping-stones
must cross from the House to the western
shore. She
couldn’t even see them under all the spray and the
churning of
the water. She hoped she wouldn’t need to, and
remembered the
Charter-skin that was now safely rolled up in
the bag that
held The Book of Remembrance and Forgetting,
ready to be
put on. She could just fly across in the shape of a
barking owl,
screeching all the way.
A few minutes
later, Finder was next to
the whitewashed
walls. Lirael
looked up at them, drawing an imaginary line
from the
boat’s mast to the top of the walls. Somehow, the
walls looked
even higher close up, and they had curious marks
that even
fresh whitewash couldn’t conceal. The sort of stains
left by a
flood that had reached almost to the top.
Then they were
at the wooden landing stage. Finder gently
bumped against
the heavy canvas fenders that hung there, but
any sound from
the bump was totally lost in the stomachvibrating
crash of the
waterfall. Sam and Lirael quickly
unloaded
everything, gesturing to make themselves understood.
The waterfall
was too loud for them to hear even a
shout,
unless—as Sam demonstrated to Lirael—he was right
against her
ear, and then it hurt.
When
everything was piled up on the landing stage, with
Mogget perched
on Lirael’s pack and the Dog happily catching
spray in her
mouth, Lirael kissed Finder’s figurehead
on the
cheek and
pushed the boat off the jetty. She thought she saw
the carved
face of the woman wink, and her lips curve up in a
smile.
“Thank you,”
she mouthed, while Sam bowed at her side,
showing his
respect. Finder flapped her
sail in answer, then
swung about
and began to move upstream. Sam, watching
carefully,
noted that the current in the channel had reversed
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and was moving
north, against the flow of the river. Once
again, he
wondered how it was done and tried to think of how
he could get
to look at the Charter Stones that were sunk deep
in the
riverbed below. Perhaps Lirael would teach him how to
make an
ice-otter Charter-skin—
A touch at his
arm broke his reverie, and he turned to
pick up his
saddlebags and sword. Then he led the way to the
gate and
pushed it open. As soon as they passed through, the
noise of the
waterfall practically ceased, so Lirael had to
listen
carefully to hear even a distant roar. She could hear
birds in the
trees instead, and many bees buzzing past on their
way to the
peach blossoms. The mist also parted above and
around
Abhorsen’s House, for Lirael stood in sunshine,
which quickly
dried the spray that had fallen on her face and
clothes.
There was a
red-brick path ahead, bordered by a lawn
and a line of
shrubs with clumps of odd, stick-shaped yellow
flowers. The
path led to the front door of the House, which
was painted a
cheerful sky blue, bright against the whitewashed
stone on
either side of it. The House itself seemed
normal enough.
It was mainly one large building of three or
four stories,
in addition to the tower. It also had some sort of
inner
courtyard, too, because Lirael could see birds flying in
and out. There
were many windows, all quite large, and it
exuded comfort
and welcome. Clearly Abhorsen’s House was
not a
fortification, relying on means other than architecture
for its
defense.
Lirael raised
her arms to the sun and drank in the clear air,
and the faint
perfume from the gardens, of flowers and fertile
soil and green
growing things. She suddenly felt peaceful, and
strangely at
home, though it was so different from the enclosed
tunnels and
chambers of the Glacier. Even the gardens in the
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vast chambers
there, with their painted ceilings and Chartermark
suns, could
not begin to duplicate the vastness of the blue
sky and the
true sun.
She exhaled
slowly and was about to drop her arms when
she saw a
small speck high above her. A moment later it was
joined by a
dark cloud of many somewhat larger things. It took
Lirael a few
seconds to realize that the smaller speck was a bird
that seemed to
be diving straight at her, and the larger specks
were also
birds—or things that flew like birds. At the same time
her Death
sense twinged, and Sam cried out next to her.
“Gore Crows!
They’re after a message-hawk!”
“They’re
actually below it,” said the Dog, her head craned
back. “It’s
trying to dive through!”
They watched
anxiously as the message-hawk fell, zigzagging
slightly to
try to avoid the Gore Crows. But there were
hundreds of
them, and they spread across a wide area, so the
hawk had no
choice but to try to smash through where they
were fewest.
It selected its point and closed its wings, dropping
even faster,
as if it were a stone thrown straight down.
“If it makes
it through, they won’t dare pursue,” said Sam.
“Too close to
the river, and the House.”
“Go!”
whispered Lirael, staring up at the hawk, willing it
to go even
faster. It seemed to fall for ages, and she realized
it must have
been very high indeed. Then all of a sudden it hit
the black
cloud, and there was an explosion of feathers and
Gore Crows
hurtling in all directions, while still more flew in.
Lirael held
her breath. The hawk didn’t re-appear. Still the
Gore Crows
flew in, till there were so many in a small area that
they began to
collide, and black, broken bodies began to fall.
“They got it,”
said Sam slowly. Then he shouted. A small
brown bird
suddenly dropped out of the swirling mass of Gore
Crows. This
time it fell seemingly out of control, lacking the
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fierce
direction and purpose they’d seen before. A few Gore
Crows broke
off to pursue it, but they had gone only a little
way before
they pulled up and sheered off, repelled by the force
of the river
and the protective magics of the House.
The hawk fell
further, as if it were dead or stunned. But
only forty or
fifty feet above the garden, it suddenly spread its
wings,
breaking its fall just enough to swoop in and land at
Lirael’s feet.
It lay there, feathered breast panting, and the
marks of the
Gore Crows’ attacks obvious in its tattered
plumage and
bleeding head. But its yellow eyes were still lively,
and it hopped
easily enough onto Sam’s wrist when he bent
down and
offered it a place on the cuff of his shirt.
“Message for
Prince Sameth,” it said, in a voice that was
not any
bird’s. “Message.”
“Yes, yes,”
said Sam soothingly, gently stroking its feathers
back into
place. “I am Prince Sameth. Tell me.”
The bird
cocked its head to one side and opened its beak.
Lirael saw the
hint of Charter marks there, and she suddenly
understood
that the bird carried a spell inside it, a spell that
was probably
cast upon it while it was still in its egg, to grow
as it grew.
“Sameth, you
idiot, I hope this finds you at the House,”
said the
message-hawk, its voice changing again. Now it seemed
to be a woman.
From the tone of voice and the expression on
Sam’s face,
Lirael guessed that it was his sister, Ellimere.
“Father and
Mother are still in Ancelstierre. There is
greater
trouble there than they feared. Corolini is definitely
under the
influence of someone from the Old Kingdom, and
his Our
Country Party grows more influential in the Moot.
More and more
refugees are being moved nearer the Wall.
There are also
reports of Dead creatures all along the
Ratterlin’s
western shores. I am calling up the Trained Bands
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and will be
marching south to Barhedrin with them and the
Guard within
two weeks, to try to prevent any crossings. I
don’t know
where you are, but Father says it is essential that
you find
Nicholas Sayre and return him to Ancelstierre at once,
as Corolini
claims we have kidnapped him to use as a hostage
to influence
the Chief Minister. Mother sends her love. I hope
you can do
something really useful for a change—”
The voice
suddenly stopped, having reached the limit of the
message-hawk’s
rather tiny mind. The bird made a peeping
sound and
started to preen itself.
“Well, let’s
go in and get cleaned up,” said Sam slowly,
though he kept
staring at the hawk as if it might speak again.
“The sendings
will look after you, Lirael. I guess we should
talk about
everything at dinner tonight?”
“Dinner!”
exclaimed Lirael. “We’d better talk about it
before then.
It sounds like we should be off again straightaway.”
“But we only
just got here—”
“Yes,” agreed
Lirael. “But there’re the Southerlings, and
your friend
Nicholas is in danger. It may be that every hour
counts.”
“Particularly
since whoever controls Chlorr and the other
Dead knows
we’re here,” growled the Dog. “We must move
quickly before
we are besieged.”
Sam didn’t
answer for a moment. “Okay,” he said quickly.
“I’ll meet you
for lunch in an hour, and we can . . . uh . . . work
out what to do
next.”
He stalked off
ahead, his limp suddenly becoming noticeably
worse, and
pushed the front door open. Lirael followed
more slowly,
her hand loosely draped over the Dog’s back.
Mogget walked
next to them for a few paces, then used the
Dog’s back to
springboard himself onto Lirael’s shoulder. She
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jumped as he
landed, but relaxed as she realized he had
sheathed his
claws. The little cat carefully draped himself
around her
neck and then seemed to go to sleep.
“I’m so
tired,” Lirael said as they stepped over the threshold.
“But we really
can’t wait, can we?”
“No,” growled
the Dog as she looked around the entrance
hall,
sniffing. There was no sign of Sam, but a sending was
retreating
with the message-hawk on its gloved hand, and two
other sendings
were waiting at the foot of the main staircase.
They wore long
habits of light cream, with deep cowls covering
their heads,
hiding their lack of faces. Only their hands
were visible,
pale ghostly hands made of Charter marks, which
occasionally
sparkled as they moved.
One came
forward and bowed deeply to Lirael, then beckoned
to her to
follow. The other went straight to the Disreputable
Dog and took
her by the collar. No words were
spoken, but
both the Dog and Mogget seemed to guess the
sending’s
intentions. Mogget, despite appearing to be asleep,
was the first
to react. He leapt from Lirael’s neck and ran
through a cat
door under the stairs, displaying a speed and liveliness
Lirael hadn’t
seen before. The Dog was either less quick
on the uptake
or was less practiced in evading the attentions
of the
sendings of Abhorsen’s House.
“A bath!” she
yelped in indignation. “I’m not having a
bath! I swam
in the river only yesterday. I don’t need a bath!”
“Yes you do,”
said Lirael, wrinkling her nose. She looked
at the sending
and added, “Please make sure she has one. With
soap. And
scrubbing.”
“Can I at
least have a bone afterwards?” asked the downcast
Dog, looking
back with pleading eyes as the sending led
her away.
Anyone would think she was going to prison, or
worse, Lirael
thought. But she couldn’t help herself running
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over to kiss
the hound on the nose.
“Of course you
can have a bone, and a big lunch as well.
I’m going to
have a bath, too.”
“It’s
different for dogs,” said the Dog mournfully, as the
sending opened
a door to the inside courtyard. “We just don’t
like
baths!”
“I do,
though,” whispered Lirael, looking down at her
sweat-stained
clothing and running her fingers through her
dirty hair.
For the first time she noticed that there was blood
on her as
well. The blood of innocents. “A bath and clean
clothes.
That’s what I need.”
The sending
bowed again and led her to the stairs. Lirael
followed
obediently, enjoying the different creaks in each step
as they
climbed. For the next hour, she thought, I will forget
about
everything.
But even as
she followed the sending, she was thinking of
the
Southerlings who had tried so hard to escape. Escape the
pit where
their fellows had been killed and forced into servitude.
The pit she
had seen, with Nicholas standing alone on a
hill of spoil,
while a necromancer and his lightning-blackened
corpses
labored to dig up something that Lirael was sure
should never
again see the light of day.
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Chapter Forty-Four
Abhorsen’s House
When Lirael came back
downstairs, she was very
clean indeed.
The sending had proved to be a true believer in
scrubbing and
plenty of hot water—the latter supplied by hot
springs,
Lirael guessed, for the first few basins had been accompanied
by a nasty
sulphurous whiff, exactly as sometimes happened
back in the
Glacier.
The sending
had put out rather fancy clothes for her, but
Lirael had
refused them. She put on her spare Librarian’s outfit
instead. She
had worn the uniform for so long that she felt
strange
without it. At least in her red waistcoat she could feel
something like
a proper Clayr.
The sending
was still trailing after her with a surcoat folded
over its arm.
It had been quite insistent that she try it on, and
Lirael had
been hard pressed to explain that waistcoats and
surcoats
simply didn’t go together.
Another
sending opened the double doors to the right of
the stairs as
she came down. The bronze knobs were turned by
pale
spell-hands, hands that stood out in stark relief against
the dark oak
as the sending pushed the door open. Then the
sending moved
aside and bowed its cowled head—and Lirael
caught her
first glimpse of the main hall. It took up at least half
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the ground
floor, but it was not the size that immediately struck
Lirael. She
was seized with an intense feeling of déjà vu as she
looked down
the length of the hall to the great stained-glass
window that
showed the building of the Wall. And there was
the long,
brilliantly polished table laden with silver, and the
high-backed
chair.
Lirael had
seen all of this before, in the Dark Mirror. Only
then the chair
had been occupied by the man who was her father.
“There you
are,” said Sam from behind her. “I’m sorry I’m
late. I
couldn’t get the sendings to give me the right surcoat—
they’ve dug up
something odd. Must be getting senile, like
Mogget said.”
Lirael turned
around and looked at his surcoat. It had the
golden towers
of the royal line, but they were quartered with
a strange
device she had never seen—some sort of trowel or
spade, in
silver.
“It’s the Wallmakers’
trowel,” explained Sam. “But they’ve
all been gone
for centuries. A thousand years at least. . . . I say,
I like your
hair,” he added as Lirael continued to stare at him.
She wasn’t
wearing her headscarf. Her black hair was brushed
and shining,
and the waistcoat didn’t really hide her slender
form. She
really was very attractive, but something about her
now struck him
as rather forbidding. Whom did she remind
him of?
Sam pushed
past the sending that was holding the door
open, and was
halfway to the table when he realized that Lirael
hadn’t moved.
She was still standing in the doorway, staring at
the table.
“What?” he
asked.
Lirael
couldn’t speak. She beckoned to the sending that
carried her
surcoat. Lirael took it and unfolded it so she could
see the
blazon.
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Then she
folded the surcoat again, shut her eyes for a silent
count of ten,
unfolded it, and stared at it again.
“What is it?”
asked Sam. “Are you all right?”
“I . . . I
don’t know how to say this,” Lirael began, as she
undid her
waistcoat and handed it to the sending that appeared
at her elbow.
Sam started at her sudden undressing, but he was
even more
shocked when she put on her surcoat and slowly
smoothed it
out.
On the coat
were the golden stars of the Clayr quartered
with the
silver keys of the Abhorsen.
“I must be
half Abhorsen,” said Lirael, in a tone that indicated
she hardly
believed it herself. “In fact, I think I’m your
mother’s
half-sister. Your grandfather was my father. I mean,
I’m your aunt.
Half-aunt. Sorry.”
Sam shut his
eyes for several seconds. Then he opened
them, trod
like a sleepwalker over to a chair, and sat down.
After a
moment, Lirael sat down opposite him. Finally he
spoke.
“My aunt? My
mother’s half-sister?” He paused. “Does
she know?”
“I don’t think
so,” muttered Lirael, suddenly anxious
again. She
hadn’t really thought about the full ramifications of
her birth. How
would the famous Sabriel feel about the sudden
appearance of
a sister? “Surely not—or she would have found
me long ago. I
only worked it out myself by using the Dark
Mirror. I
wanted to see who my father was. I looked back and
saw my parents
in this very room. My father was sitting in that
chair. They
had only one night together, before he had to go
away. I
suppose that was the year he died.”
“Can’t have
been,” said Sam, shaking his head. “That was
twenty years
ago.”
“Oh,” said
Lirael, blushing. “I lied. I’m only nineteen.”
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Sam looked at
her as if any more revelations would turn
his brain.
“How did the sendings know to give you that surcoat?”
he asked.
“I told them,”
said Mogget, his head popping up from a
chair nearby.
It was obvious that he’d been snoozing, because
his fur was
sticking up all on one side.
“How did you
know?” asked Sam.
“I have served
the Abhorsens for many centuries,” said
Mogget, preening.
“So I tend to know what’s what. Once I
realized that
Sam was not the Abhorsen-in-Waiting, I kept my
eyes open for
the real one to turn up, because the bells wouldn’t
have appeared
unless her arrival was imminent. And I was here
when Lirael’s
mother came to see Terciel—that is, the former
Abhorsen. So
it was rather elementary. Lirael was clearly both
the former
Abhorsen’s daughter and the Abhorsen-in-Waiting
the bells were
meant for.”
“You mean I’m
not the Abhorsen-in-Waiting? She is?”
asked Sam.
“But I can’t
be!” exclaimed Lirael. “I mean, I don’t want
to be. I’m a
Clayr. I suppose I am a Remembrancer as well, but
I am . . . I
am a Daughter of the Clayr!”
She had
shouted the last words, and they echoed through
the hall.
“Complain all
you like, but the Blood will out,” said Mogget
when the
echoes faded. “You are the Abhorsen-in-Waiting, and
you must take
up the bells.”
“Thank the
Charter!” sighed Sam, and Lirael saw that there
were tears in
his eyes. “I mean, I was never going to be any
good with
them, anyway. You’ll be a much better Abhorsenin-
Waiting,
Lirael. Look at the way you went into Death with
only those
little pipes. And you fought Hedge and got away.
All I managed
to do was get burnt, and let him get to Nicholas.”
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“I am a
Daughter of the Clayr,” insisted Lirael, but her
voice sounded
weak even to her. She had wanted to know who
her father
was. But being the Abhorsen-in-Waiting, and one
day—hopefully
long distant—the Abhorsen, was a much more
difficult
thing to accept. Her life would be dedicated to hunting
down and
destroying or banishing the Dead. She would
travel all
over the Kingdom, instead of living the life of a Clayr
within the
confines of the Glacier.
“‘Does the
walker choose the path, or the path the
walker?’” she
whispered, as the final page from The Book of
the
Dead came shining into her mind. Then another
thought
struck her,
and she went white.
“I’ll never
have the Sight, will I?” she said slowly. She was
half Clayr,
but it was the Abhorsen’s blood that ran strongest
in her veins.
The gift she had longed for her entire life was
finally and
absolutely to be denied to her.
“No, you
won’t, Mistress,” said the Dog calmly, as she
came in behind
Lirael and put her snout on Lirael’s lap. “But
it is your
Clayr heritage that gives you the gift of Remembrance,
for only a
child of Abhorsen and Clayr can look into
the past. You
must grow in your own powers—for yourself,
for the
Kingdom, and for the Charter.”
“I will never
have the Sight,” Lirael whispered again, very
slowly. “I
will never have the Sight. . . .” She clasped her arms
around the
neck of the strangely clean Dog, not even noticing
that the hound
smelled sweetly of soap, for the first and probably
last time. But
she did not cry. Her eyes were dry. She just
felt very
cold, unable to warm herself with the Dog’s comforting
heat.
Sam watched
her shiver but did not shift from his chair. He
felt as if he
should go over and comfort her somehow, but
didn’t quite
know how. It wasn’t as if she were a young woman
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or a girl. She
was an aunt, and he didn’t know how to behave.
Would she be
offended if he tried to hug her?
“Is it . . .
is the Sight really that important to you?” he
asked
hesitantly. “You see,” he continued, twisting his linen
napkin, “I
feel . . . I feel amazingly relieved that I don’t have
to be the
Abhorsen-in-Waiting. I never wanted the sense of
Death, or to
go into Death or any of it. And when I did, that
time, when the
necromancer . . . when he caught me . . . I
wanted to die,
because then it would be over. But I somehow
got out, and I
knew that I couldn’t ever go into Death again.
It was just
everyone else expecting me to follow in Mother’s
footsteps,
because Ellimere was so obviously going to be the
Queen. I
thought maybe it was the same for you. You know,
all the other
Clayr have the Sight, so that’s the only thing
that matters,
even if you don’t want it. It would be the only
way to meet
their expectations, like me being the Abhorsenin-
Waiting. Only
I didn’t want to be what they wanted, and
you did. . . .
I’m babbling, aren’t I? Sorry.”
“More than a
hundred words in a row,” remarked Mogget.
“And most of
them made sense. There is hope for you yet,
Prince Sameth.
Particularly since you are quite right. Lirael is
so obviously
an Abhorsen that wanting the Sight must be solely
a peculiarity
of her upbringing in that ridiculously cold mountain
of theirs.”
“I wanted to
belong,” said Lirael quietly, sitting up. It was
only the shock
of losing a childhood dream, she told herself.
In a way,
she’d known ever since she had been blindfolded
before being
allowed into the Observatory, or perhaps since
Sanar and
Ryelle had waved her farewell. She had known that
her life would
change, that she would never have the Sight,
never be truly
one of the Clayr. At least she had something else
now, she told
herself, trying to still the terrible sense of loss.
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Much better to
be the Abhorsen-in-Waiting than a Sightless
Clayr, a
freak. If only her head could make her heart believe
that was true.
“You belong
here,” said Mogget simply, waving one white
and pink paw
around the Hall. “I am the oldest servant of
the Abhorsens,
and I feel it in my very marrow. The sendings
likewise. Look
at the way they cluster there, just to see you.
Look at the
Charter lights that burn brighter above you than
anywhere else.
This whole House—and its servants—welcome
you, Lirael.
So will the Abhorsen, and the King, and even your
niece,
Ellimere.”
Lirael looked
around, and sure enough, there was a great
throng of
sendings clustered around the door to the kitchen,
filling the room
beyond. At least a hundred of them, some so
old and faded
that their hands were barely visible—just suggestions
of light and
shadow. As she looked, they all bowed.
Lirael bowed
in return, feeling the tears she had held back flow
freely down
her cheeks.
“Mogget is
correct,” woofled the Dog, her chin securely
resting on
Lirael’s thigh. “Your Blood has made you what you
are, but you
should remember that it is not just the high office
of
Abhorsen-in-Waiting you have gained. It is a family you
have found,
and all will welcome you.”
“Absolutely!”
exclaimed Sam, jumping up with sudden
excitement. “I
can’t wait to see Ellimere’s face when she hears
I’ve found our
aunt! Mother will love it, too. I think she’s always
been a bit
disappointed with me as Abhorsen-in-Waiting.
And Dad
doesn’t have any living relatives, because he was
imprisoned for
so long as a figurehead down in Hole Hallow.
It’ll be
great! We can have a welcoming party for you—”
“Aren’t you
forgetting something?” interrupted Mogget,
with a very
sarcastic meow. He continued, “There is the little
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matter of your
friend Nicholas, and the Southerling refugees,
and the
necromancer Hedge, and whatever they’re digging up
near the Red
Lake.”
Sam stopped
speaking as if he had been physically gagged,
and sat back
down, all his enthusiasm erased by a few short
words.
“Yes,” said
Lirael heavily. “That is what we should be concerning
ourselves
with. We have to work out what to do. That’s
more important
than anything else.”
“Except lunch,
because no one can plan on an empty stomach,”
interrupted
Mogget, loudly seconded by a hungry bark
from the Dog.
“I suppose we
do have to eat,” agreed Sam, signaling to
the sendings
to begin serving the luncheon.
“Shouldn’t we
send the messages first, to your parents and
Ellimere?”
asked Lirael, though now that she could smell the
tasty aromas
coming from the kitchen, food did seem to be of
prime
importance.
“Yes, we
should,” agreed Sam. “Only I’m not sure exactly
what to say.”
“Everything we
have to, I suppose,” said Lirael. It was an
effort to get
her thoughts together. She kept looking down at
the silver
keys on her surcoat and feeling dizzy and sort of
sick. “We need
to make sure that Princess Ellimere and your
parents know
what we know, particularly that Hedge is digging
up something
best left buried, something of Free Magic,
and that Nick
is his captive, and Chlorr has been brought back
as a Greater
Dead spirit. And we should tell them that we’re
going to find
and rescue Nick and stop whatever the Enemy
plans to do.”
“I suppose so,”
agreed Sam half-heartedly. He looked
down at the
plate the sending had just put in front of him, but
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his attention
was clearly not on the poached salmon. “It’s
only . . . if
I’m not the Abhorsen-in-Waiting, I’m not really
going to be
able to do much. I was thinking of staying here.”
Silence
greeted his words. Lirael stared at him, but he
wouldn’t meet
her gaze. Mogget kept eating calmly, while the
Dog let out a
soft growl that vibrated through Lirael’s leg.
Lirael looked
at Sam, wondering what she could say. Even now
she wished she
could write a note, push it across the table, and
go away to her
room. But she was no longer a Second Assistant
Librarian of
the Great Library of the Clayr. Those days were
gone, vanished
with everything else that had defined her previous
existence and
identity. Even her librarian’s waistcoat had
been spirited
away by the sendings.
She was the
Abhorsen-in-Waiting. That was her job now,
Lirael
thought, and she must do it properly. She would not fail
in the future,
as she had failed the Southerlings on the banks
of the
Ratterlin.
“You can’t,
Sameth. It isn’t just rescuing your friend
Nicholas.
Think about what Hedge is trying to do. He’s planning
to kill two
hundred thousand people and unleash every
spirit in
Death upon the Kingdom! Whatever he’s digging up
must be part
of that. I can’t even begin to face it all alone,
Sam. I need
your help. The Kingdom needs your help. You
may not be the
Abhorsen-in-Waiting anymore, but you are
still a Prince
of the Kingdom. You cannot just sit here and do
nothing.”
“I’m . . . I’m
afraid of Death,” sobbed Sam, holding up his
burnt wrists
so Lirael could see the scars there, scarlet burns
against the
lighter skin. “I’m afraid of Hedge. I . . . I can’t face
him again.”
“I’m afraid
too,” Lirael said quietly. “Of Death and Hedge
and probably a
thousand other things. But I’d rather be afraid
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and do
something than just sit and wait for terrible things to
happen.”
“Hear, hear,”
said the Dog, raising her head. “It’s always
better to be
doing, Prince. Besides, you don’t smell like a
coward—so you
can’t be one.”
“You didn’t
hide from the crossbowman at High Bridge,”
added Lirael.
“Or the construct when it came across the water.
That was
brave. And I’m sure that whatever we face won’t be
as bad as you think.”
“It will
probably be worse,” said Mogget cheerfully. He
seemed to be
enjoying Sam’s humiliation. “But think of how
much worse it
would be to sit here, not knowing. Until the
Dead choke the
Ratterlin and Hedge walks across the dry bed
of the river to
batter down the door.”
Sam shook his
head and muttered something about his
parents.
Obviously he didn’t want to believe Mogget’s predictions
of doom and
was still clutching at straws.
“The Enemy has
set many pieces in motion,” Mogget said.
“The King and the
Abhorsen seek to counter whatever brews
in
Ancelstierre. They must succeed in stopping the Southerlings
from crossing
the Wall, but surely that is only part of the
Enemy’s
plans—and because it is the most obvious, perhaps
the least of
them.”
Sam stared
down at the table. All his hunger was gone.
Finally he
looked up. “Lirael,” he said, “do you think I’m a
coward?”
“No.”
“Then I guess
I’m not,” said Sam, his voice growing
stronger.
“Though I am still afraid.”
“So you’ll
come with me? To find Nicholas, and Hedge?”
Sam nodded. He
didn’t trust himself to speak.
Silence fell
in the hall, as they all thought of what lay
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ahead.
Everything had changed, transformed by history and
fate and
truth. Neither Sam nor Lirael were who they had been,
only a little
while before. Now they both wondered what all
this meant,
and where their new lives would lead them.
And where—and
how soon—those new lives might end.
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Epilogue
Dear
Sam,
I
am writing to you local-style, with a quill pen
and
some wretchedly thick paper that soaks up the
ink
like a sponge. My fountain pen has clogged
irreparably,
and the paper I brought with me has
succumbed
to some sort of rot. A fungus, I think.
Your
Old Kingdom is certainly inimicable to the
products
of Ancelstierre. Clearly the level of moisture
in
the air and the proliferation of local fungi is as
abrasive
as conditions in the tropics, though I would
not
have expected it from the latitude.
I
have had to cancel most of my planned
experiments,
due to problems with equipment and
some
quite alarming experimental errors on my part,
invalidating
the results. I put this down to the illness
I
have suffered from ever since I crossed the Wall.
Some
sort of fever that greatly weakens me and has
encouraged
hallucinatory episodes.
Hedge,
the man I hired in Bain, has proved to be
a
great asset. Not only did he help me pinpoint the
location
of the Lightning Trap from all the local
rumors
and superstitious ramblings, but he has
overseen
the excavation with commendable zeal.
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We
had quite a lot of trouble hiring local workers
at
first, till Hedge hit upon the idea of recruiting from
what
I understand to be a lazaret or leper colony of
sorts.
The workers from there are quite able-bodied
but
shockingly disfigured, and they smell atrocious.
In
daylight, they go about completely muffled in
cloaks
and swaddling rags, and they seem much more
comfortable
after dark. Hedge calls them the Night
Crew,
and I must agree this is an appropriate name.
He
assures me the disease is not readily contagious,
but
I avoid all physical contact, to be on the safe side.
It
is interesting that they share the same preference
for
blue hats and scarves as the Southerlings.
The
Lightning Trap is as fascinating as I expected.
When
we first found it, I observed lightning striking a
small
hillock or mound more than twice every hour
for
several hours, with thunderstorms overhead on an
almost
daily basis. Now, as we get closer to the true
object
that is buried underneath, the lightning comes
even
more frequently, and there is a constant storm
overhead.
From
what I have read and—you will laugh at me
for
this, because it is most uncharacteristic—from
what
I have dreamt, I believe that the Lightning Trap
itself
is composed of two hemispheres of a previously
unknown
metal, buried some twenty or thirty
fathoms
below the mound, which we found to be
completely
artificial and very difficult to break into,
with
all sorts of odd building materials. Including
bone,
if you can believe it. Now the excavation goes
much
faster, and I expect we shall make our discovery
within
a few days.
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I
had planned to go on to Belisaere at that point,
to
meet you, leaving the experiment in abeyance for a
few
weeks. But the state of my health is such that a
return
to Ancelstierre seems prudent, away from this
inclement
air.
I
will take the hemispheres with me, having
procured
suitable import licenses from Uncle
Edward.
I believe they are unusually dense and heavy,
but
I expect to be able to ship them from the Red
Lake
downriver to the sea, and from there to a little
place
north of Nolhaven on the west coast. There is a
deserted
timber mill there, which I have procured for
use
as an experimental station. Timothy Wallach—
one
of my fellow students at Sunbere, though he is in
Fourth
Year—should already be there, setting up the
Lightning
Farm I have designed to feed power into
the
hemispheres.
It
is indeed pleasant to have private means and
powerful
relatives, isn’t it? It would be very hard to
get
things done without them. Mind you, I expect my
father
will be quite cross when he discovers I have
spent
a whole quarter’s allowance on hundreds of
lightning
rods and miles of extra-heavy copper wire!
But
it will all be worth it when I get the
Lightning
Trap to my experimental station. I am sure
that
I will be quickly able to prove that the
hemispheres
can store incalculable amounts of
electrical
energy, all drawn from storms. Once I have
solved
the riddle of extracting that power again, I
shall
need only to replicate them on a smaller scale,
and
we shall have a new source of limitless,
inexpensive
power! Sayre’s Super Batteries will power
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the
cities and industries of the future!
As
you can see, my dreams are as large as my
seriously
enlarged head. I need you to come and
shrink
it, Sam, with some criticism of my person or
abilities!
In
fact, I hope you will be able to come and see
my
Lightning Farm in all its glory. Do try, if it is at
all
possible, though I know you dislike crossing the
Wall.
I understand from my last conversation with
Uncle
Edward that your parents are already in
Ancelstierre,
discussing Corolini’s plans to settle the
Southerling
refugees in your deserted lands near the
Wall.
Perhaps you could tie in a visit to them with a
side
trip to see my work?
In
any case, I look forward to seeing you before
too
long, and I remain your loyal friend,
Nicholas
Sayre
Nick put the
pen down and blew on the paper. Not that it
needed it, he
thought, looking at the blurred lines where the
ink had
spread, making a mockery of his penmanship.
“Hedge!” he
called, sitting back to quell a wave of dizziness
and nausea.
These fits often came over him now, especially
after
concentrating on something. His hair was falling out too,
and his gums
were sore. But it couldn’t be scurvy, for his diet
was varied and
he drank a glass of fresh lime juice every day.
He was about
to call for Hedge again when the man
appeared at
the tent door. Barbarously clad, as usual, but the
man was very
efficient. As you would expect from a former
sergeant in
the Crossing Point Scouts.
“I have a
letter to go to my friend Prince Sameth,” said
Nick, folding
the paper several times and sealing it with a blob
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of wax
straight from the candle and a thumbprint. “Can you
see it gets
sent by messenger or whatever they have here? Send
someone to
Edge, if necessary.”
“Don’t worry,
Master,” replied Hedge, smiling his enigmatic
smile. “I’ll
see it’s taken care of.”
“Good,”
mumbled Nick. It was too hot again, and the
lotion he’d
brought to repel insects was not working. He’d
have to ask
Hedge again to do whatever it was he did to keep
them at bay .
. . but first there was the ever-present question—
the status of
the pit.
“How goes the
digging?” Nick asked. “How deep?”
“Twenty-two
fathoms by my measure,” replied Hedge,
with great
enthusiasm. “We will soon be there.”
“And the barge
is ready?” asked Nick, forcing himself to
keep upright.
He really wanted to lie down, as the room started
to spin and
the light began to gain a strange redness that he
knew was only
in his own eyes.
“I need to
recruit some sailors,” said Hedge. “The Night
Crew fear
water, because of their . . . affliction. But I expect
my new
recruits to arrive any day. Everything is taken care of,
Master,” he
added, as Nick didn’t reply. But he was looking at
the young
man’s chest, not at his eyes. Nick stared back at him,
unseeing, his
breath coming in ragged gasps. Somewhere deep
inside, he
knew that he was fainting, as he so often did in front
of Hedge. A
damnable weakness he could not control.
Hedge waited,
licking his lips nervously. Nick’s head
swayed forward
and back. He groaned, his eyelids flickering.
Then he sat
up, bolt straight in his chair.
Nick had
indeed fainted, and there was something else
behind his
eyes, some other intelligence that had lain dormant.
It suddenly
sang now, accompanied by fumes of acrid white
smoke that
coiled out of Nick’s nose and throat.
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“I’ll
sing you a song of the long ago—
Seven
shine the shiners, oh!
What
did the Seven do way back when?
Why,
they wove the Charter then!
Five
for the warp, from beginning to end.
Two
for the woof, to make and mend.
That’s
the Seven, but what of the Nine—
What
of the two who chose not to shine?
The
Eighth did hide, hide all away,
But
the Seven caught him and made him pay.
The
Ninth was strong and fought with might,
But
lone Orannis was put out of the light,
Broken
in two and buried under hill,
Forever
to lie there, wishing us ill.”
There was
silence for a moment after the song, then the
voice
whispered the last two lines again.
“‘Broken
in two and buried under hill, Forever to lie there,
wishing
us ill. . . . But it is not my song, Hedge. The world spins
on without my
song. Life that knows not my lash crawls unbidden
wherever it
will go. Creation runs amok, without the balance
of
destruction—and my dreams of fire are only dreams.
But soon the
world will fall asleep, and it will be my dream
that all will
dream, my song that will fill every ear. Is it not so,
my faithful
Hedge?”
Whatever spoke
did not wait for Hedge to answer. It went
on
immediately, in a different, harsher tone, no longer singing.
“Destroy the letter.
Send more Dead to Chlorr and make sure
that they slay
the Prince, for he must not come here. Walk in
Death
yourself, and keep watch for the spying Daughter of
the Clayr, and
kill her if she is seen again. Dig faster, for I . . .
must . . . be
. . . whole . . . again!”
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The last words
were shouted with a force that threw Hedge
against the
rotting canvas of the tent, to burst out into the
night. He
looked back through the rent, fearful of worse, but
whatever had
spoken through Nick was gone. Only an unconscious,
sick young man
remained, blood slowly trickling
from both
nostrils.
“I hear you,
Lord,” whispered Hedge. “And as always, I
obey.”
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Abhorsen
Prologue
Fog rose from the river, great
billows of white weaving
into the soot and smoke of the
city of Corvere, to
become the hybrid thing that the
more popular newspapers
called “smog” and the Times “miasmic fog.”
Cold,
dank, and foul-smelling, it was
dangerous by any name.
At its thickest, it could
smother, and it could transform
the faintest hint of a cough into
raging pneumonia.
But the unhealthiness of the fog
was not its
chief danger. That came from its
other primary feature.
The Corvere fog was a concealer,
a veil that shrouded
the city’s vaunted gaslights and
confused both eyes and
ears. When the fog lay on the
city, all streets were dark,
all echoes strange, and
everywhere set for murder and
mayhem.
“The fog shows no signs of
lifting,” reported
Damed, principal bodyguard to
King Touchstone. His
voice betrayed his dislike of the
fog. Back in their home,
the Old Kingdom, such fogs were
often created by Free
Magic sorcerers. “Also, the . . .
telephone . . . is not
working, and the escort is both
under-strength and new.
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There is not one of the officers
we usually have among
them. I don’t think you should
go, sire.”
Touchstone was standing by the
window, peering
out through the shutters. They’d
had to shutter all
the windows some days ago, when
the demonstrators
had adopted slingshots. They
hadn’t been able to throw
half bricks far enough before, as
the mansion that
housed the Old Kingdom Embassy
was set in a walled
park, and a good hundred yards
back from the street.
Not for the first time Touchstone
wished that
he could reach the Charter, draw
upon it for strength
and magical assistance. But they
were five hundred
miles south of the Wall, and the
air was still and cold.
Only when the wind blew very
strongly from the North
could he feel the slightest touch
of his magical heritage.
Sabriel felt the lack of the
Charter even more,
Touchstone knew. He glanced at
his wife. She was at
her desk, as usual, writing one
last letter to an old
schoolfriend, a prominent
businessman or a member of
the Ancelstierran Moot. Promising
gold, or support, or
introductions, or perhaps making
thinly veiled threats
of what would happen if they were
stupid enough to
back Corolini’s attempts to
settle hundreds of thousands
of Southerling refugees over the
Wall, in the Old
Kingdom.
Touchstone still found it odd to
see Sabriel
dressed in Ancelstierran clothes,
particularly their court
clothes, as she was wearing
today. She should be in her
blue and silver tabard, with the
bells of the Abhorsen
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across her chest, her sword at
her side. Not in a silver
dress with a hussar’s pelisse
worn on one shoulder, and
a strange little pillbox hat
pinned to her deep black hair.
And the small automatic pistol in
her silver mesh purse
was still no substitute for a
sword.
Not that Touchstone felt at ease
in his clothes
either. Ancelstierran shirts with
their stiff collar and tie
were so constricting, and their
suits offered no protection
at all. A sharp blade would slide
through his
double-breasted coat of superfine
wool as easily as it
would through butter, and as for
a bullet . . .
“Shall I convey your regrets,
sire?” asked
Damed.
“No,” said Sabriel.
Touchstone frowned and looked at
Sabriel. She
had been to school in
Ancelstierre, she understood the
people and their ruling classes
far better than he did.
She led their diplomatic efforts,
as she had always done.
Sabriel stood up and sealed the
last letter with
a sharp tap. “The Moot sits
tonight and it is possible
Corolini will present his Forced
Emigration Bill.
Dawforth’s bloc may just give us
the votes to defeat the
motion. We must attend his garden
party.”
“In this fog?” asked Touchstone.
“How can he
have a garden party?”
“They will ignore the weather,”
said Sabriel.
“We will all stand around
drinking green absinthe and
eating carrots cut into elegant
shapes and pretend we’re
having a marvellous time.”
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“Carrots?”
“A fad of Dawforth’s, introduced
by his
swami,” replied Sabriel.
“According to Sulyn.”
“She would know,” said
Touchstone, making a
face, but for the prospect of raw
carrots and green
absinthe, not Sulyn. She was one
of the old schoolfriends
who had been so much help to
them. Sulyn, like
the others at Wyverley College
twenty years ago, had
seen what happened when Free
Magic was stirred up
and grew strong enough to cross
the Wall and run
amok in Ancelstierre.
“We will go, Damed,” said
Sabriel. “But it
would be sensible to put in place
the plan we discussed.”
“I do beg your pardon, Milady Abhorsen,”
replied Damed. “But I’m not sure
that it will increase
your safety. In fact, it may make
matters worse.”
“But it will be more fun,”
pronounced Sabriel.
“Are the cars ready? I shall just
put on my coat and
some boots.”
Damed nodded reluctantly and left
the room.
Touchstone picked out a dark
overcoat from a number
that were draped across the back
of a chaise longue and
shrugged it on. Sabriel put on
another — a man’s coat
— and sat down to exchange her
shoes for boots.
“Damed isn’t usually this concerned
without
reason,” Touchstone said as he
offered his hand to
Sabriel. “And the fog is very
thick. If we were at home,
I wouldn’t doubt it was made with
malice afore-
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thought.”
“The fog is natural enough,”
replied Sabriel.
They stood close together and
knotted each others’
scarves, finishing with a soft,
brushing kiss. “But I agree
it may well be used against us.
Yet I am so close to
forming an alliance against
Corolini. If Dawforth comes
in, and the Sayres stay out of
the matter—“
“Little chance of that unless we
can show them
we haven’t made off with their
precious son and
nephew,” growled Touchstone, but
his attention was on
his pistols. He checked that both
were loaded and there
was a round in the chamber,
hammer down and safety
on. “I wish we knew more about
this guide Nicholas
hired. I am sure I have heard the
name Hedge before,
and not in any positive light. I
wish we’d met them on
the Great South Road.”
“I am sure we will hear from
Ellimere soon,”
said Sabriel, as she checked her
own pistol. “Or perhaps
even from Sam. We must leave that
matter at least to
the good sense of our children,
and deal with what is
before us.”
Touchstone grimaced at the notion
of his children’s
good sense, and handed Sabriel a
grey felt hat
with a black band, twin to his
own, and helped her
remove the pillbox and pin up her
hair underneath the
replacement.
“Ready?” he asked, as she belted
her coat. With
their hats on, collars up, and
scarves wound high, they
looked indistinguishable from
Damed and their other
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guards. Which was precisely the
idea.
There were ten bodyguards waiting
outside, not
including the drivers of the two
heavily armoured
Hedden-Hare automobiles. Sabriel
and Touchstone
joined them, and the twelve
huddled together for a
moment. If anyone was watching
beyond the walls, they
would be hard put to make out who
was who through
the fog.
Two people went into the back of
each car, with
the remaining eight standing on
the running-boards.
The drivers had kept the engines
idling for some time,
the exhausts sending a steady
stream of warm, lighter
emissions into the fog.
At a signal from Damed, the cars
started down
the drive, sounding their
klaxons. This was the signal
for the guards at the gate to
throw it open, and for the
Ancelstierran police outside to
push the crowd apart.
There was always a crowd these
days, mostly of
Corolini’s supporters, paid thugs
and agitators wearing
the red armbands of the One
Country party.
Despite Damed’s worries, the
police did their
job well, separating the throng
so that the two cars
could speed through. A few bricks
and stones were
hurled after them, but they
missed the riding guards or
bounced off the hardened glass
and armour plate.
Within a minute the crowd was
left behind, just a dark,
shouting mass in the fog.
“The escort is not following,”
said Damed, who
was riding the running board next
to the front car’s
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driver. A detachment of mounted
police had been
assigned to accompany King
Touchstone and his
Abhorsen Queen wherever they went
in the city, and up
till now they had performed their
duty to the expected
standards of the Corvere Police
Corps. This time the
troopers were still standing by
their horses.
“Maybe they got their orders
mixed up,” said
the driver through his open
quarter window. But there
was no conviction in his voice.
“Take Harald Street,” ordered
Damed. “Left up
ahead.”
The cars sped past two slower
automobiles, a
heavily-loaded truck and a horse
and wagon, braked
sharply and curved left into the
broad stretch of Harald
Street. This was one of the more
modern promenades,
and better lit, with gas lamps on
both sides of the street,
at regular intervals. Even so,
the fog made it unsafe to
drive faster than fifteen miles
per hour.
“Something up ahead!” reported
the driver.
Damed looked up and swore. As
their headlights
pierced the fog, he saw a great
mass of people drawn up
all across the street. He
couldn’t make out what was on
the banners they held, but it was
easy enough to recognise
it as a One Country
demonstration. To make it
worse, there were no police to keep
them in check. Not
one blue-helmeted officer in
sight.
“Stop! Back up!” said Damed. He
waved at the
car behind, a double signal that
meant ‘Trouble!’ and
‘Retreat!”
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Both cars started to back up. As
they did, the
crowd ahead surged forward.
They’d been silent till
then. Now they started shouting
“Foreigners Out!” and
“Our Country!,” the shouts
accompanied by bricks and
stones, which for the moment fell
short.
“Back up!” shouted Damed again.
He drew his
pistol, holding it down by his
leg. “Faster!”
The rear car was almost back at
the corner
when the truck and the wagon
they’d passed pulled
across, blocking the way. Masked
men dropped out of
the back of both, sending the fog
shivering as they ran.
Men with guns.
Damed had known even before he
saw the guns
that this was what he had feared
all along.
An ambush.
“Out! Out!” he shouted, pointing
at the armed
men. “Shoot!”
Around him the other guards were
opening car
doors for cover. A second later
they opened fire, the
deeper boom of their pistols
accompanied by the sharp
tap-tap-tap of the new , compact
machine rifles that
were so much handier than the
Army’s old Lewins.
None of the guards liked guns,
but they had practiced
with them constantly since coming
south of the Wall.
“Not the crowd!” roared Touchstone’s
voice.
“Only armed targets!”
Their attackers were not so
careful. They had
gone under their vehicles and
behind a post box and the
wall of a flower-bed, and were
firing wildly.
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Bullets ricocheted off the street
and the
armoured cars in mad, zinging
screeches. There was
noise everywhere, harsh, confused
sound, a mixture of
screaming and shouting combined
with the constant
crack and chatter of gunfire. The
crowd, so eager to
rush forward only seconds before,
had become a terrible,
tumbling crush of people trying
to flee.
Damed rushed to a knot of guards
who were
crouched between the two cars.
“The river,” he shouted. “Go
through the
square and down the Warden Steps.
We have two boats
there. You’ll lose any pursuit in
the fog.”
“We can fight our way back to the
Embassy!”
retorted Touchstone.
“This is too well planned! The
police have
turned, or enough of them! You
must get out of
Corvere. Out of Ancelstierre!”
“No!” shouted Sabriel. “We
haven’t finished—”
She was cut off as Damed
violently pushed her
and Touchstone over and dived on
to the street. With
his legendary quickness, he
intercepted a large black
cylinder that was tumbling
through the air, trailing
smoke behind it.
A bomb.
Damed caught and threw it in one
swift motion,
but even he was not fast enough.
The bomb exploded while it was
still in the air.
Packed with high explosive and
pieces of metal, it killed
Damed instantly. The blast broke
every window for two
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miles, and momentarily deafened
and blinded everyone
within a hundred yards. But it
was the thousands of
metal fragments that did the real
damage, ripping and
screaming through the air, to
bounce off stone or metal,
or all too often, to cut through
flesh.
Silence followed the explosion,
save for the roar
of the burning gas from the shattered
lamps. Even the
fog had been thrown back by the
force of the blast,
which had cleared a great circle
open to the sky. Rays of
weak sunshine filtered through,
to illuminate the scene
of destruction.
There were bodies strewn all
around the cars,
not one overcoated guard still
standing. Even the car’s
armoured windows were broken, and
the occupants
were slumped in death.
The assassins waited for a few
minutes before
they started forward, laughing
and congratulating each
other, their weapons cradled
casually under their arms,
or across a shoulder with what
they imagined was
debonair style.
Their talk and laughter was too
loud, but they
didn’t notice. Their senses were
battered, their minds in
shock. Not only from the gunfire,
the explosion, the terrible
sights that drew closer and more
real with every
step, or even the relief at being
alive.
It was three hundred years since
a King and a
Queen had been slain on the
streets of Corvere. Now it
had happened again — and they had
done the deed.
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About the Author
Garth Nix was born in 1963 and
grew up in Canberra,
Australia. After taking his
degree in professional writing
from the University of Canberra,
he slowly sank into
the morass of the publishing
industry, steadily devolving
from sales rep through publicist,
until in 1991 he
became a senior editor with a
major multinational publisher.
After a period traveling in
Eastern Europe, the
Middle East, and Asia in 1993, he
left publishing to
work as a marketing
communications consultant. In
1999, he was lured back to the
publishing world to
become a part-time literary
agent. He now lives in
Sydney, a five-minute walk from
Coogee Beach, with his
wife, Anna, and lots of books.
Garth is the author of, among
other books, Sabriel,
Lirael, and Shade’s
Chldren.
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