Dykstra's War 

by Jeffery D. Kooistra 

Copyright (c) 2000



Dedication 

For my wife Dorothy, 
my children Haley Taiko, 
Ashley Michiko, and 
Joshua Christian Kooistra, 
and my friend Hawkins. 



Part 1 

Young Again 

I 

Genius 

"Well, Professor Dykstra, I recommend that you try using a cane." 

"A cane?" the old man said. "The dawn of the twenty-second century, and
the best that medicine can offer me is a cane?" He said it not with
bitterness, or distress, but only ironic amusement. 

"I'm sorry, Professor, but you are one hundred twenty-six years old.
There's a limit to what we can do with muscle and nerve past the century
mark," the doctor said. 

"That's quite all right. I expected as much. Now, where might one acquire
a cane?" Dykstra stood, steadying himself against the chair until sure of
his balance. 

"I had one brought up for you." The doctor produced a shiny, titanium
walking stick, with a soft but firm handle and a cushion on the tip. "The
stud here on the side adjusts the length." He handed it over. 

James Christian Dykstra, the archetypal genius of the age, looked over the
walking stick, weighed it in his hand, thrust it firmly into the floor,
and said, "Serviceable, but short on character, I think, Doctor." 

"You don't like it? But it's the best on the market." 

"I have something else in mind," Dykstra said. "But I'll use this one for
the time being." 

And how much time will that be? he thought as he left the university
medical center. He was ancient, well beyond the average age of dying in
even this era of extended life, with all his roads traveled and behind
him, save one that went on but a short distance ahead. 

He decided to walk through the quad rather than summon his car to come get
him. It was a beautiful day, after all, cane or no cane. 

He saw a student at a picnic table, face buried in a textbook of familiar
red, stylus in hand, its tip resting on his computer pad. "May I see what
you're working at, young man?" Dykstra asked, walking up to the boy. 

The student looked at him. Dykstra wondered what he saw. "If you want . .
. sir. It's 4-space physics, the Dykstra field equations," the youth said.
My physics, Dykstra thought, and it was clear the boy didn't recognize
him. 

"I recall it well," Dykstra said, examining the book, "from way back in my
early days. Is there some particular difficulty you're having? Maybe I can
help you." 

Skepticism clouded the student's face, then a resigned "it's worth a try"
look. "Problem twenty-two. I'm clueless." 

Dykstra read the problem, then looked away, letting his mind work, seeing
if he still had it in him to solve such problems. He had it. "From the
symmetry of the situation, what you should consider is the projection of
the 4-space field, its 3-space shadow if you will. Then integrate from
zero to pi. The answer is 45.2 joules per meter to the fourth." He smiled,
eyes twinkling. 

The boy stared at him, his face jumping from pure disbelief to respect
bordering on awe. "That's the answer in the back! How did you know?" 

"I see it in my mind," Dykstra said. "I see the shape of the field." 

"But the only person I've ever heard of who can visualize 4-space is James
Christian Dykstra himself." 

Dykstra smiled. 

"Can I have your autograph?" 

Dykstra obliged, though he was embarrassed that his signature was but a
shaky shadow of its former self. 

He left the boy and continued across the lush lawn to the parking area
where his car waited. "Open," he said. The door slid aside. The seat moved
outward. He dropped into it and was pulled inside. "Home." Gently the car
lifted on its Dykstra repulsors, the fields interacting with the matter of
the ground to raise the car into the sky and deliver the inventor of
Dykstra field physics to his home in the mountains. 

Home was a house in a meadow two kilometers up the western side of the
Sierra Nevada range. The car grounded and Dykstra went inside, putting the
cane aside since another of his inventions-his world-changing
inventions-reduced the interior gravity to half standard. "Ahhh, home
sweet home." 

James Christian Dykstra, acclaimed by the whole Solar System as the
smartest man in the world, was feeling his age. He accepted it
philosophically, that he was old, that his days were numbered. But he had
made more than his share of marks on human civilization . . . when he was
younger. 

He sat down in his favorite chair, looking out the window past the meadow
and into the distance where the sun was creeping toward the horizon, and
reminisced-the old man's entertainment. 

He remembered those wild days in college, before the Collapse early in the
21st century, with his friends Jamie and Jenny. Ah, Jenny-she'd written
his biography. In a way, she'd loved him, and he, her, though it had gone
unconsummated. And then the Collapse years, the desperation, and the Moon
Rush following, when he'd been instrumental in getting people to return to
space to stay. He recalled his meeting with Paul McAndrew, the first
Protestant saint. The man had shaken his hand, then looked at him funny,
and said, "You are James Christian Dykstra, and through you God will give
Man the stars." The memory still sent shivers through him. 

The prophecy had come true, after a fashion. Dykstra field physics had
made possible so many dreams of science fiction. Force shields, artificial
gravity, repulsor beams, cheap fusion-all of these had resulted from his
genius. With his inventions and his physics had come new weapons, weapons
that the Belt was now using against the Solar Union. He felt bad about
that. But humans will be humans. 

Still, if mankind reached the stars, it would be by leaping off his giant
shoulders, even if he wouldn't be around to see it. 

He sighed. 

Rousing himself from his memories, and from his chair, he went into the
kitchen. 

A package sat on the table, a System Patrol courier container. There was a
spot for a thumbprint on the top. If the spot was coded for his print, the
package would open at his touch. If not, high explosives would detonate,
taking out him and the house, too. 

He placed his thumb on the pad without hesitation. 

The hemispherical endcaps of the container slowly separated, then the
middle section split at the top and folded out. Inside was a data cube and
a decidedly odd-looking implement, which reminded Dykstra of a hand
weapon, though it wouldn't fit a hand properly. A tube projected from one
end of the thing, out of the main bulk of two ten-centimeter diameter
spheres and a heavy, padded loop-a handle, perhaps. 

Dykstra left the implement in the container and took the data cube to his
terminal. The cube booted and he redirected the output to his TV screen,
which covered half the north wall. A man in a major's uniform appeared.
"Hello, Professor Dykstra. I am Major Gerald Moore of System Patrol
Intelligence. Within this cube you will find all the data we've been able
to wrestle out of the device in the courier container. It's extremely
dangerous, so I'd recommend that you follow the operating instructions our
scientists were able to come up with before handling it. We lost a man
finding out how to work the thing. 

"The device is a weapon of extraterrestrial manufacture. That's right,
we've encountered aliens. That fact is not for public consumption. You
know what that means. The story of how we came into possession of the
device is also in this cube. 

"Intelligence has been able to find out how to work the weapon, but not
how it works. We know how to fire it, how to adjust the length of the
beam, and how to adjust the beam intensity. We also know that the beam
itself is an X-ray laser. But how the beam is generated is beyond us. The
weapon uses Dykstra fields in a way we've never seen before. 

"Beyond that, its power source is a mystery-it doesn't seem to use
anything; not batteries, not capacitors, not nuclear micropiles, not mini
fusion generators, and not chips of antimatter. 

"We hope you can help us out, Professor. 

"One other thing-the aliens are hostile. They opened fire on the first
human ship they met, out in the Oort cloud. Their technology is beyond
ours. God help us if they take us to war. 

"As of viewing this message, you are recalled to active status, Professor
Dykstra, under the Wartime Civilian Service Act. We have a place all ready
for you at the Patrol High Command on Luna. But for now we'll leave you
alone for one week. My courier will contact you on the twenty-first. 

"Good day, Professor." 

They need me. The thought made him happy. He hadn't worked for the
military since he was in his nineties, but not for lack of offering on his
part. The System Patrol had always treated him politely when he suggested
that he might still be of help to them on some technical matter, but
always with refusals. Only last year, the Belt, just before the start of
the war, had demonstrated the ability to produce antimatter in vast
quantities, tons at a time it looked like. Dykstra had received the news
through some old friends on the inside. The knowledge that such a thing
could be done had set his mind to racing, playing over the possibilities,
and in a short time he was ready to make his pitch to the Patrol. He
needed intelligence data and the proper facilities, but he was certain he
could duplicate the Belt process. 

They stiffed him, told him no, said they had their own people working on
it, with the underlying implication that he should be content to be a
legend and quit bothering them. 

"And now you need me, Major Moore." He wasted no time on bitterness over
the past, nor gloated that they came to him now. But success, and thus
vindication, would taste sweet indeed. He smiled. 

"So let us see what else is in this cube." He raced through the contents.
Later he would go back for a more thorough investigation, but for now he
simply wanted to see what they'd delivered to him. 

The speed with which Dykstra perused the information was astonishing, not
just for an old man, but for any man. His IQ had never been adequately
measured-he never missed any questions on the tests, never reached his
limits. One tester, in frustration, had simply written "IQ over 300"
across the top of Dykstra's score sheet and let it go at that. There had
simply never been anyone in the age of mental testing with his raw
intellectual ability. 

"Ah, very interesting." Dykstra was watching visual scenes of the weapon
being tested. There were its parts, disassembled-it looked remarkably
simple. There were three men out in a field, test-firing, manipulating the
settings to make the beam change length from less than a meter to
unlimited. There were scenes of the weapon being fired at targets-a
fifteen-centimeter-thick steel beam, sliced in two effortlessly; a
three-meter-wide crater blasted into a granite mountainside; a
one-hundred-thousand-liter tank of water brought to the boiling point, and
entirely evaporated, and the gun still not short of energy. 

He looked away from the screen to his table. He picked up the weapon. "You
will not defeat me," he said, but he smiled at it with admiration. 

He caught a glint of light out of the corner of his eye. It was the shiny
titanium walking stick, leaning securely in the corner by the door.
Characterless. 

With a twinkle in his sharp eyes, Dykstra carried the gun with him, took
the cane in his right hand, and went outside. "Now is as good a time as
any to start my tests," he said to the squirrels playing tag around the
trunk of an ancient oak. 

The cane was a help, he had to admit, walking out here in a full g field.
Crossing his yard he approached the edge of the woods. He had a particular
branch on a particular young oak in mind. Ah-there it was. 

He leaned his cane against a neighboring tree and examined the weapon. If
the instructions were correct, then moving this lever to here, and
touching this stud just . . . so . . . Fisssss! Out came the beam, glowing
brightly, too bright to look at for more than an instant. Dykstra's
careful eye estimated the length at eighty-five centimeters. 

Somewhere behind his eyes, though almost visible to him, his mind started
the process of figuring out how the weapon controlled the length of the
beam. He couldn't help it-his mind had always worked that way. 

He brought the beam against the base of the limb, quickly, and with a
brief burst of flame and a blast of superheated smoke, the branch fell to
the ground. 

"Marvelous!" 

Dykstra took his walking stick from the tree and laid it down alongside
the branch, measuring. With another flick of the beam he cut the branch to
the desired length. As if born to it, Dykstra played the beam against the
branch, severing the remaining branchlets, baking off the bark, delicately
charring the surface. 

The twinkle still in his eyes, he turned off the beam, then reached down
for his creation. It was warm to the touch, but not too hot to hold. It
left black marks on his palms, but he didn't care. "I'll have to clean you
off, and sand you a bit, and give you a coat of wax," he said to the
stick. 

But carved from a living oak with an alien weapon-the world's first alien
weapon-and shaped by his own hands. . . . Now there was a walking stick
with character. 

Very late at night, in his shop, with a half-consumed and long forgotten
cup of coffee sitting within reach, Dykstra was stymied. In two days,
Moore's courier would contact him, and he'd be on his way to the Moon. But
he'd done no packing yet, hadn't even thought about it. The weapon
consumed him. 

It had yielded up its secrets with difficulty, and some still escaped him,
but yielded up secrets it had. He knew how the beam length was controlled
now, knew how the energy of the X-ray photons arriving at the terminating
point was returned to the source. The application of Dykstra fields (he
wondered what the aliens called them) was ingenious and unique, but on
Earth they were his baby after all. No matter what new wrinkles the aliens
may have thought up for them, he was sure he could smooth those wrinkles
into understanding. 

The power source-that was a tricky one. The weapon used mass conversion,
turned matter directly into energy, without any of the fuss and bother of
fusion, or nucleus splitting, or combining particles and antiparticles.
Any kind of matter would do, but in an atmosphere the weapon just used air
molecules. How it converted the matter into energy his mind hadn't
finished sorting out yet, but he had clues. 

What stymied him now, what had gotten him out of bed after three desperate
attempts to shut his brain off and go to sleep, was Dykstra's complete
inability to understand why the weapon didn't do something. 

The X-ray laser beam had a diameter of 4.238 millimeters. Its projection
length could be adjusted from 72.586 centimeters to infinity. The beam
intensity could be adjusted from night light to fusion bomb. "So why in
the world didn't they make it so you could adjust the beam diameter and
the collimation?" Dykstra muttered for the hundredth time. "It would be
trivial to add those characteristics. Why didn't they? Didn't they think
there would ever arise a time when a microfine beam might be desirable?
Could they never foresee a reason to make the beam disperse? 

"Did they just plain miss it, or am I missing something?" 

By his estimate, the alien technology was seventy-five to one hundred
years ahead of human achievement. Why not a thousand? He couldn't answer
that question. But why didn't they add those features? 

The coffee remained, pointlessly, well within reach. 

"Good morning, Professor Dykstra. I'm Lieutenant Robert Nachtegall." 

"Yes. Major Moore's courier. I've been expecting you. And I prefer
'Doctor.' " The young man stood outside the front door. Dykstra had
watched the lieutenant come down onto his mountain, watched the sleek
military courier vessel as it dropped below hypersonic speeds way out over
the valley and then gently floated down to the meadow that was Dykstra's
yard. He had curly blond hair and clear blue eyes, and looked like a nice
enough sort. "I'm ready to go." 

"What?" Nachtegall said, surprised. "I thought-" 

"No, young man. I'm ready to go now. I presume I can find additional
clothing on Luna, so everything in that suitcase over there is all I
intend to take. Oh, and this cane, too." 

"Very well," the lieutenant smiled. "Also, the device . . . ?" 

"All packed up in its container. It's on my table. Would you mind getting
it while I collect up my suitcase?" 

"Not at all." 

Presently they were back on the front porch. "House, seal up command
Alpha. Standard stand down procedure." Locks gave out audible clicks as
they snapped into place. "That should hold her until I return," Dykstra
said. "That is, if I return." He smiled at Nachtegall. "At my age you
never know." 

"I'm sure you'll be returning, Doctor." 

"We shall see." 

Proceeding across the meadow, halfway to the boat Nachtegall finally
insisted on carrying Dykstra's suitcase for him. The old scientist raised
no protest. They boarded the craft. 

"Care to ride up front, Doctor? There's an extra seat." 

Delighted, Dykstra said, "I'd like that very much. But isn't it against
regulations? It was the last time I did military work." 

"Welll . . . yes it is. But if I tell them you insisted . . . ?" The
question was in his eyes as well as his tone. 

"Sonny, I insist you allow me to ride up front." 

"Very well, Doctor, but it's against regulations." They both laughed. 

Dykstra snugged himself into the chair and looked out the windscreen.
Earth up close, he thought. It may be a long time before I see her this
close again. 

"I'm setting the internal gravity to half standard, Dr. Dykstra-" 

"I've changed my mind about that. Would you mind calling me Chris? I'm
going to get 'Dr. Dykstra'd' to death soon." 

"Okay, Chris. Anyway, this boat has full compensation fields so you won't
feel a bit of acceleration-" Nachtegall stopped. "Uh, you know all this,
don't you?" 

"I invented the system fifty years ago, Lieutenant." 

"Bob. Call me Bob." 

The craft lifted gently from the meadow on her Dykstra repulsors, then
climbed rapidly riding the atmosphere jets until it reached thirty
kilometers' altitude. Once there, Nachtegall was legally permitted to
activate the drive, and hot plasma blasted out of the tubes, heated by a
speck of antimatter. 

"We'll do this trip at three gees, Chris," Nachtegall said after they'd
cleared the atmosphere and Dykstra was enjoying the stars splayed out
before him. "A couple of hours from now we'll be dirtside again at the
High Command." 

"Good." 

They filled the time with conversation. Though more than a hundred years
older than the lieutenant, Dykstra found it easy to talk to the young man,
who was refreshingly free from the sort of intimidation that most people
felt whenever they talked to "the smartest man in the world." 

They talked about the war. Nachtegall resented being stuck as a courier
while there was a war on, even though he felt that this war with the Belt
was unfortunate. 

Though animosity had existed between the Solar Union, consisting of the
four inner planets and the major moons of the outer planets, and the Belt
since the latter had won its independence a half century before, it had
rarely escalated beyond minor skirmishes. 

But this time things had gotten out of hand. 

The gas giants have complex satellite systems. Along with the large moons
over 300 kilometers in diameter, the big planets also have a plethora of
smaller moonlets and rocks. Jupiter has practically its own asteroid belt
consisting of rocks less than a kilometer across. The Solar Union claimed
those rocks belonged to it. But when large heavy metal strikes were made
in the Jovian belt, the Belt decided to challenge that claim. 

Negotiations went nowhere, shots were fired, and the war was on. 

"Now, don't get me wrong. I'm as patriotic as they come. But this 'war of
the little rocks' is damn silly. Who cares if the Belt skims a little from
the Jovian belt? There's plenty to go around. Besides that, Ganymede's a
cesspool. Still, I've got my request in for a position closer to the
actual hostilities. If there's going to be a war anyway, I'd rather be
fighting than ferrying. No offense, Chris. It's not your fault I have this
duty." 

They went on to discussing the aliens. Dykstra found Nachtegall less
inclined to speak his mind on that topic. "I've met Richard Michaels,"
Nachtegall said. "You know, the guy that actually ran up against the
aliens out in the Oort cloud. They spook me, Chris. I was always taught
that there probably weren't many technological civilizations out in the
Universe, maybe none besides us. If there were, we'd see some kind of
evidence-Dyson spheres, radio signals, something. But we never found
anything like that, not in more than a century of looking. 

"And then just when the Universe looks empty they show up on Michaels's
doorstep and blast their way inside. They don't seem interested in
communicating, they don't-aw, hell, you'll just have to talk to Michaels
about it. He says they didn't do anything that made any sense." 

After that Dykstra told the lieutenant about the old days: the Collapse,
the excitement of the Moon Rush days, the Belt War of Independence. 

But not what it was like to be 126 years old. Dykstra didn't bring it up,
and Nachtegall was tactful enough not to ask. 

"Luna City just off to the left, Chris." 

"She's so much bigger now. Four more surface domes, dozens of connecting
tunnels-the landing field is three times bigger than the last time I was
there. I've watched her grow through my telescope back home." Dykstra
smiled serenely. In some ways, this was "back home," too. 

"We'll be grounding in ten minutes." 

Smoothly the boat descended. They flew into the mouth of the artificial
cave that was the berthing area for the System Patrol small craft.
Nachtegall set them down without a bump. 

"All ashore that's going ashore," Nachtegall said. 

They left the boat. Dykstra remembered to put his cane out first, using it
to help him stand. "I see they still keep System Patrol installations at
one gee," he said. 

"It keeps the troops in fighting form. You invented artificial gravity,
too, right?" Nachtegall said. 

"Yes. Paying for it now, though, aren't I?" 

The man from the message was waiting. Dykstra recognized the major
immediately. 

"Professor Dykstra, greetings. I'm Major Moore. Welcome to the Moon." 

"Thank you, Major. It's good to be here. But call me 'Doctor.' " 

Moore noticed the cane. "What's that?" 

"My cane, Major. I have difficulty getting around in full gee fields
without assistance. My doctor suggested a cane." 

"But it's-a stick. Your doctor gave you a stick?" 

"I made this stick, Major. I prefer it to a sterile titanium rod." Dykstra
watched Moore closely, noting his expressions. Moore hesitated after
Dykstra's comment, perhaps afraid he'd irritated the old professor. He's
uncomfortable with me, Dykstra thought. He only knows me by reputation,
but now that he's seen me, he doesn't know if I've still got it. Or maybe
he's afraid I'm a crazy old coot. We shall see, Major, whether or not I've
still got it. We both shall see. 

"We should get you situated in your room, Dr. Dykstra. Take him to his
quarters, Lieutenant." 

"Yes, sir." Nachtegall carried Dykstra's suitcase and the two proceeded
through the vast labyrinth of the High Command complex until they came up
to an ordinary door well down the eighth distinct corridor (Dykstra
counted) they'd traveled. 

"Put your palm on the ID plate, Chris." Dykstra did so. The door opened.
"It's keyed to your handprint only," Nachtegall said. "That's not at all
common for rooms here. They want you to feel special." 

They went inside. 

Room. Lots of room. Dykstra's experienced eye picked out the luxury items:
the first-class workstation with more computing power than he had at the
University; the first-class autochef, capable of preparing any kind of
food that an old, delicate constitution might require; and the gravity
dial. 

Nachtegall went to the control and turned the internal gravity down to
half standard. "Is that good enough? If you want, I can kill all the
pseudo gravity and you can have Luna standard. But they didn't rig this
room for null gee-it'd cause too many problems with the floors above." 

"Quite all right, Bob," Dykstra said. "These are unusually nice
quarters-how many others are there like it?" 

"None. Well, maybe the commander's. I don't know. I've never seen his
place. Like I said, they want you to feel special." 

"Why?" 

"Because the Phinon Project isn't getting anywhere, Chris. Calling you in
was the last good idea anyone has had in a month." 

"What is the Phinon Project? The aliens? I'm not familiar with the origin
of the name." 

"It's a cobbled together name. The 'phi' part is just the Greek letter.
The 'non' part is short for 'nonsense.' The first nonsense project was
called Alpha Nonsense, and so on." 

"Why 'nonsense' project?" 

"System Patrol Intelligence started some speculative projects about twenty
years ago. If something comes along that fits with the project, it already
has a program to cover it. The nonsense designation came because some of
the ideas are pretty far out. The Gamma Nonsense Project was for
investigating unlikely advances in energy technologies. The Belt
antimatter successes are dealt with under that one. The Phi Nonsense
Project was for alien contact. When things heated up, the name got
shortened, hence Phinon. Some of the guys are already referring to the
aliens as 'Phinons.' I suppose it will stick." 

"And you say the project is getting nowhere?" Dykstra continued as he took
a seat in the comfy chair. The lieutenant sat down opposite him on the
couch. 

"That's right. I'm not a scientist, but working this close to Major Moore
I picked up a lot of things, mainly from having frustrated Ph.D.'s use me
as a sounding board. They've had successes, sure. They understand to a
dozen decimal places what the alien technology-the weapon and some other
things we got back from the Oort cloud-can do. But figuring out how they
accomplish these things has remained beyond them." 

"I have my work cut out for me," Dykstra said. 

"I'd say so." Nachtegall stood, checked the time, and said, "I have to
leave now. I'll be back tomorrow morning, say, 0900 hours? I'm supposed to
be at your beck and call for the next two days. So if you need me for
anything . . ." 

"Very well, Bob." 

Nachtegall left and Dykstra set the autochef to prepare a meal. While
waiting, he checked out the workstation. A few commands assured him he had
full access to the Phinon Project files. He found a section on the biology
of the aliens that hadn't been included in the cube Moore had sent him.
The aliens had steel skeletons, and in place of muscles, they used a
system of hydraulics. Dykstra, fascinated, lost himself in the
information. 

Lunch was forgotten and grew cold. 

* * * 

"May I come in, Doctor?" 

"Certainly, Major Moore." Dykstra led the man to a seat. 

"I understand you have something to discuss with me?" 

"Names, Major. Among your duties is the recruitment of special talent for
the Intelligence branch?" 

"Yes. Do you have someone in mind?" 

"I have many people in mind. I've been here a week now and I've made a
list." Dykstra handed over a printout. 

"I don't recognize any of these names," Moore said after scanning the
list. 

"I didn't expect you to. All of these people are very young, practically
just out of graduate school. They haven't had time to make their big marks
yet. But I've read their research papers. 

"Those names are of individuals who are brilliant." Moore couldn't doubt
him. "You should recruit them for the Phinon Project. We'll need them." 

"Well, I respect your opinion, Doctor. But some of these disciplines don't
fit into what we're doing. This first one, Samantha MacTavish, genano
engineer. How could a genetics and nanotech specialist help us?" 

"MacTavish is the biggest prize, Major. The aliens have steel skeletons.
Doctor MacTavish is currently involved in genano research aimed at
separating iron oxide into its constituent elements using
bacteria/virus/nanomachine hybrids. Besides that, she has an exceedingly
rare form of intuitive genius. She'll think of lots of things we can't." 

Major Moore looked skeptical. Finally, he said, "I'll see what the budget
can handle, Doctor. But I won't make any promises." 

"Go after Dr. MacTavish first." 

Looking annoyed, Moore said, "Right." 

Missing the signals, Dykstra pressed on. "If you have any difficulties
with the requests, Major, I'm sure I can convince the holders of the purse
strings just how badly we need these individuals." 

"How's that, Doctor? Is that a veiled suggestion that you'll go over my
head if I don't talk to these people?" 

He's angry . . . thinks I'm trying to run his show. "Now, Major, that's
hardly fair. I've said nothing of the sort. But I did get the impression
that you were brushing off my suggestions. That would be terribly unwise,"
Dykstra said, unconsciously leaving open the question of what he meant by
"unwise." 

"I'm sorry for the misunderstanding, Doctor." Moore smiled. Barely. 

"No harm done. Will you be at my seminar tomorrow, Major? I've made some
valuable progress in my week here." 

"I'll be there, Doctor." 

Lieutenant Nachtegall was running late, which was evident from the way he
tore down the corridors of the High Command on his way to Dykstra's
seminar. 

"Where's the fire, Lieutenant?" an ensign called after him. He was
ignored. 

He'd planned to make the seminar in plenty of time. Chris hadn't said what
he intended to present, but had made it plain that at least one bombshell
was in the offing. Nachtegall wouldn't have missed it for anything. 

He'd thought. 

The call had come just before he was going to leave, direct from General
Hadella, the Czar of Special Operations. He'd gotten a mission! Top
secret, very hush-hush. He'd be leaving for the Belt in a week as pilot
for a behind-the-lines raid. 

He was finally going to get in the war big time. 

The seminar was just starting. He slipped through the back door and
quietly took a seat. Dykstra, cane in hand as a pointer, was gesturing at
some items on the presentation screen that were meaningless to the
lieutenant-all mystical symbols and misshapen letters, and here and there
an equals sign. Dykstra needed the cane anyway since the gravity in the
room wasn't adjustable, but the old scientist was so animated that
Nachtegall never saw it touch the floor, except when Dykstra set it aside
to deal with some equipment on the table before him. 

"Did you follow any of that?" Nachtegall heard one scientist whisper to
another. 

"Maybe half. Every other letter, I think," came the reply. 

"Here we have the alien weapon," Dykstra was saying. The device was
mounted on a stand. "You've seen it many times already, and I have many of
you to thank for determining a safe method for operating it." He moved
down the table to another device, this one unfamiliar to Nachtegall, and
considering the murmurings he heard, apparently unfamiliar to all. 

"I know some of you wonder about my solitary working methods. I never
meant to leave any of you out, but I had a lot of catching up to do, and I
do better on my own in such instances." Nachtegall smiled at that. What
Chris meant was that he didn't need a lot of dimwits in his way
distracting him while he sorted things out. "But I will be working closely
with you from now on. I'd like to show you some of the things I've found
out." 

Dykstra flipped a switch, and a light lit on the unfamiliar apparatus.
"This is my attempt to copy the alien weapon." Nachtegall studied the
reaction in the room. No one said anything, but there was a change in the
atmosphere. A few faces were scowling, perhaps in disbelief that anyone,
Dykstra included, could have duplicated the weapon. None of them had been
able to do so. Others waited with anticipation, wondering at what the
legend had done. 

"First, the original," Dykstra said. He tripped the trigger and it bored a
neat hole through a three-centimeter-thick block of ceramsteel before
terminating in its no longer mysterious way. He returned to his own
device. It bored a neat hole also. "Now this in itself is no big
deal-X-ray lasers are old hat. But my beam is generated the same way the
alien weapon does it." 

"You've figured out how it works?!" The exclamation came from down front.
"How?" 

"How it does it, or how I figured it out?" Dykstra asked. 

"Uh . . . both." 

"The first question is answered in the report you will be given at the
conclusion of the seminar. As for the second . . . well, I invented
Dykstra field physics. The aliens have developed some interesting tricks
that I never noticed before, but once I saw what they'd done, the pieces
fell into place." 

"I'm in awe," the scientist by Nachtegall whispered to his neighbor. 

"Me, too," the woman replied. 

Nachtegall didn't know what to think. He knew he wasn't capable of judging
just how incredible a thing it was Dykstra had achieved. He had to settle
for judging the reactions of others, people who had a real understanding
of what was involved. 

So far they seemed amazed, though some faces looked positively dour. 

"Doctor Dykstra?" A young engineer stood up. 

"Yes, Dr. Vander Kam?" 

The man looked surprised. "You know who I am? But we've never met." 

"You're Rick Vander Kam, heir to the Capitol Products fortune. I worked
for your great-grandfather, your grandfather, and even your father. I've
also studied your work-you're very talented." 

Vander Kam brightened three shades of red. 

"You had a question?" 

"Yes. I'm almost afraid to ask, but how are you powering your device? I
don't see a power conduit or a fusion pack or anything." 

Dykstra smiled. Nachtegall could see the triumphant twinkle in his eyes
from all the way in back. "Total mass conversion, Dr. Vander Kam. I
duplicated that process, too." 

"What?" "I don't believe it!" "Most holy shit!" Shocked disbelief.
Questions were fired at Dykstra; he answered them simply, still with that
twinkle in his eye-he was thoroughly enjoying himself. After five minutes
Nachtegall sorted out the gist of what Dykstra had accomplished: 

1)	He had leapfrogged all the work of the Gamma Nonsense Project, for
cheap antimatter production was a trivial spin-off of Dykstra's
development, and also now obsolete. 

2)	He had not only deciphered the alien technology, but had duplicated it
with terrestrial means right at hand, and all by himself. That really
galled some of the gathering. 

Nachtegall looked at Major Moore, seated off to the side. The major was
not smiling. Now what's his problem? Nachtegall wondered. He knew Moore
hadn't wanted Dykstra to be given the star treatment, had felt that it
might interfere with his authority, and had been overruled. Now Dykstra
had managed to outshine even the brightest of the early hopes for what he
might accomplish. 

Dykstra was tapping his cane on the table. "Quiet, please. Quiet. This
seminar is not over yet. I have some other matters to discuss. I need to
point out a problem I'm having in understanding the alien design
philosophy. It may shed light on the alien thought processes themselves." 

The room came to order, though Nachtegall could still see half a dozen
conversations continuing in whispers. 

Dykstra stood again by his device. "I want to show you one other thing
that my copy does." A few changes were made to settings, then the beam
reappeared, truncating at eighty centimeters. But instead of a thin
cylinder, the beam was now a tight cone, the apex at the point of
emergence. Dykstra slid the ceramsteel block against the base of the cone,
then backed it away to show the large hole bored through the block. "You
see-by allowing the beam to spread, I am now able to make a bigger hole in
the block. There are other possible uses for a variable collimation of the
beam. I'm sure many of you could think up particularly nasty applications.

"Now here's the rub-the alien weapon can't do this." 

There was silence while Dykstra scanned the room, and Nachtegall could
almost hear the collective thought of "So, what's your point?" 

Vander Kam spoke up. "But even your first duplication attempt has that
feature. I gather it isn't difficult to do?" 

Dykstra smiled. "Very much correct, Dr. Vander Kam. Adding adjustable beam
collimation is altogether trivial. The question is why the aliens didn't
do it." 

Another older scientist stood up, Dr. Manlinkov, looking like the original
Russian bear. He'd begun the seminar with a neutral look that had soured
into anger as Dykstra's success became apparent. "Now one damn minute!
What the hell does this have to do with anything? Aliens chose not to
collimate beam. So what? We're not in position to question what seems to
them reasonable-we know nothing about them. To speculate will be utter
waste of time!" 

"I see no chains confining you to your seat, Dr. Manlinkov. Perhaps you
would like to get back to your investigations of the alien technology?" 

Nachtegall struggled to keep from laughing. Dykstra had said the words so
sincerely, but everyone knew that Manlinkov had been working on the alien
power supply, and getting nowhere, for months. He was just being petty. 

"Hmph!" Manlinkov said, and sat down. 

Dykstra continued. "I think what Dr. Manlinkov is concerned about is that
the aliens' failure to add adjustable collimation may be like our reasons
for not making every shotgun double-barreled. 

"I am convinced that there's more to it than that. 

"Suppose you were wandering the old West and you found what you thought
was a six-shooter. Upon closer inspection, you discover that the cylinder
has only one chamber drilled in it. Now, the cylinder is able to rotate,
and there is ample room for five more chambers, and everything works
exactly as a six-shooter should, except for that deficit in the number of
chambers. 

"Clearly, adding five more chambers would make the gun a better weapon. So
why didn't the maker do it? Did he have some powerful reason for boring
only one chamber? Or did it simply never occur to him to bore five more?" 

"That doesn't make sense," Major Moore called out. "How could anyone who
could make the gun in the first place be so stupid as to miss something
like that?" 

"I don't know," Dykstra said. "But consider this: Dr. Manlinkov mentioned
that the aliens chose not to add the variable collimation feature. Perhaps
there was no choice involved at all." 

* * * 

"I don't know where I'm going, Chris," Nachtegall said. "They gave me the
coordinates to some anonymous rock no one's ever heard of-but no
indication about what we're supposed to do there." They were sitting in
Dykstra's living room a day after the seminar. 

"Did you meet any of your team yet?" 

"Yes. Four are cybernetically enhanced commandos. The commander, Captain
Reynolds, is made of some very fine steel indeed. The two other team
members are medical doctors." 

"Really?" Dykstra said, curious. "Do you recall their names?" 

"Oh, boy, let me think. One had curly blonde hair . . . Mary Beth Doelder,
a surgeon. The other one, Diane something . . . Joseph? No, Joswick. Diane
Joswick." 

"She's not a surgeon," Dykstra said. 

"No. A psychiatrist. You've heard of her?" 

"Yes. She's the name in autism research." 

"Then what's she doing in the Patrol?" 

Dykstra shrugged. 

"The whole thing is goofy," Nachtegall said. "But at least it's a real
mission." 

"Courier days finished, Bob?" 

"Nope. I'll be back with Moore in a few weeks." 

Dykstra smiled. He looked good, Nachtegall thought. Relaxed, at peace,
enjoying himself. And more. He looked like a man at the peak of his
powers, and wise enough to know and relish it. 

Dykstra was gesturing with his cane. "This mission is a puzzle. Let's
figure it out. You were chosen as pilot because you're already familiar
with both the Phinon Project and the Belt antimatter investigations?" 

"Yeah. And I'm a damn good pilot, too." 

"I wasn't implying otherwise. And I'm beginning to get an idea. Have you
seen your ship yet?" 

"A Capitol Products Streakbomber. Oversized engines, but no bomb payload.
It looks like we'll be going in fast and coming out fast. But without
bombs we're not going on a secret demolition mission." 

"You also wouldn't be bringing along Joswick," Dykstra said. 

"So? What? We're going to steal something? Or someone?" 

"That's my guess," Dykstra said. "You're going in to kidnap someone from
the Belt. Someone who is very valuable to them, or to us, or perhaps to
both." 

The lieutenant went to fix himself a drink, also drawing a coffee refill
for Dykstra. "Any idea who?" Nachtegall asked, resuming his seat. 

"The man responsible for the Belt antimatter successes. I can think of
only one person who could have sorted it out. He lives in the Belt." 

"Who?" 

"Arie Hague." 

"Hey! I've heard of him. He's the guy that found that-" 

Dykstra cut him off. "Found that mistake in the Dykstra gravity equations.
I've been hearing about that for twenty years. The fact that it wasn't a
mistake he found doesn't change the perception on the part of the public .
. . or my colleagues, for that matter." 

"You disagree?" 

Dykstra took a deep breath. "No point in letting myself get worked up
about it all over again," he said. "What Hague found was a discontinuity
in the full five-dimensional expression of my gravity equations. I knew it
was there. I ignored it because it was physically irrelevant. It still
seems that way-Hague never has demonstrated any reason why the
discontinuity shouldn't just be ignored." His tone lightened. "Still, to
have even found it . . . 

"Oh, well, this is beside the point. In my judgment, Arie Hague is the one
person beside myself who I'm certain understands the physics involved well
enough to have invented the Belt antimatter process." 

"So, we're going to kidnap Arie Hague?" 

"Yes, but what's the justification? Why are you kidnapping him?" 

"Hell, that's easy. If he's all you say he is, then just taking him away
from the Belt is enough reason. Besides, once he's here, we might be able
to bribe or coerce him into working for us. We've already seen what one
super genius can do," Nachtegall added, grinning. 

"There's one other reason you probably haven't heard about yet. If it's
Hague, I think I know what he'll be working on here, provided we can get
him to do it." 

"What?" 

"The alien faster-than-light drive. If it exists, that is." 

Nachtegall's eyes went wide. "I have heard some things. But most of the
other technogeeks, I mean, scientists, don't believe the aliens have one."

"And not without good reason," Dykstra said. "A few months ago I would
have agreed that FTL drives are an impossibility." 

"And now?" 

Dykstra sat solemnly, his cane still waving unconsciously in front of him.
"Lately I've seen too many new tricks in my physics. Maybe it can be done.
One thing I do know, if the discontinuity Hague rediscovered does have
physical significance, then the possibility of FTL travel is assured.
That's one reason why I ignored it in the first place." 

"Oh, geez, look at the time," Nachtegall said, rising abruptly. "Sorry,
Chris, but I gotta get out of here. I have to be somewhere in ten
minutes." 

Dykstra rose also. "Another meeting?" 

"A date," the lieutenant said. "It isn't every day a brave man goes off on
a secret mission he may never return from." 

Dykstra laughed. 

"I guess we figured it all out," Nachtegall said. 

"Not all of it," Dykstra said. "What's the psychiatrist for?" 

The week following the lieutenant's departure brought no direct word on
the success of his mission. Dykstra, concerned for the safety of his
friend, kept his ear to the ground for any news out of the "spook camp,"
that subdivision of Patrol Intelligence devoted to using any means
possible to gather information on the enemy. He caught excited whispers
about a successful Patrol raiding mission. The smug smile on the face of
General Hadella confirmed that something had gone very well recently in
Special Operations. 

Dykstra's professional work moved along. He was handed the task of
designing a power system and spacecraft drive centered on his mass
conversion technology. In the process he gained a helper and disciple-Rick
Vander Kam. 

"Any additional news on the lieutenant, Chris?" Dykstra heard immediately
upon entering the lab. 

"Not yet, Rick. Bob's only been gone a week. But I did overhear General
Hadella mention something about a big surprise and good news for the
'alien technology boys.' I assume Nachtegall's return will coincide with
the release of that other information." 

"So Bob will be back in a day or two?" 

"I hope so." 

Designing a power system based on mass conversion technology was easy.
Designing one that was useful for the military was a different matter.
Though Dykstra was both a brilliant theorist and experimentalist, he had
seldom had to do the sort of intensive detail work that turned a brilliant
demonstration experiment into a great product. But that was Vander Kam's
forte. Dykstra was routinely impressed by the younger scientist's deftness
at both finding necessary equipment already on the market and designing
things that would meet their unique needs. 

The morning proceeded without unusual incident, but while they were at
lunch, general quarters sounded. 

"Whoa! Wonder what's up?" Rick exclaimed. 

"I'm sure we'll soon know. But let's go to the tracking room," Dykstra
said. 

The tracking room was a broken anthill of activity, with orders being
shouted and relayed, and the data display being continuously updated. The
big screen told most of the story, with the chatter providing the sound
track. 

"One raider. That's all I see!" "I check that." "Velocity three thousand
twenty-six kilometers per second." "Course?" "Flyover of the North
American west coast. I'd say California." "He'll be there in ninety-five
seconds." "Still no other tracks?" "Negative. He's running this thing
alone." 

Dykstra and Vander Kam watched with rapt attention from the railing.
Dykstra had not missed the reference to California, but revealed his
concern only in a soft, unconscious tapping of his cane against the floor.

"Demon Chaser missiles away!" "They won't catch him." "Sure they will-in
an hour or so." "Earth's laser batteries will fry him before then."
"Maybe." 

"Does any of this make sense to you, Chris?" Rick asked. 

"My guess is that this is a limited raid with narrow objectives. But I
don't know what those might be." 

"Uh oh. He's dropped three missiles." "Got it. Twenty seconds to impact.
Initial track puts all of them in California." "The raider is blasting
off-vector. Evasive maneuvers." "He's finished what he came here to do." 

Dykstra and Vander Kam were watching the screen when it displayed
California and three circles representing the missile impact sites.
Dykstra let out a gasp. 

"What's the matter, Chris?" 

"I'm from California, Rick." 

"Are you familiar with the areas hit?" 

"Intimately. My home is on the west side of the Sierra Nevada." 

"Near the impacts?" 

"Under them." 

They stayed a while longer. The view of California expanded to show the
impact areas in detail. The warheads had leveled and incinerated hundreds
of square kilometers of lakes and streams, fields and forests, and at
least one house-Dykstra's house. 

"Dr. James Christian Dykstra, report to Major Moore," came over the PA. 

Dykstra set off with heavy footsteps, leaning greatly on his cane. 

Alone in his suite, lights dimmed, Dykstra brooded. 

He'd lived in the house one year short of a century. He remembered the
parties, the late nights spent talking to the brightest lights of the 21st
century-scientists, authors, entertainers, and politicians. He relived
that last chess game with his best friend, Jamie. He shed a tear over the
image of Jennifer, saying good-bye to him from her deathbed. 

His collection of rare chess sets was gone forever, all three hundred. His
music collection now just random atoms. 

Priceless works of art, gifts from admirers and friends, now just vapor. 

Their monetary value was meaningless. Their sentimental value,
incalculable. 

But what he most regretted losing were the letters-hundreds of letters
written to him over a period of seven decades-from Jennifer. 

They'd been together since before the Collapse. She'd loved him. At first
it was a love he wouldn't return, not the way she wanted. After a while,
that had ceased to matter. 

Their souls had been linked. Jennifer had told him he'd been placed on the
Earth for a purpose, and that she had been placed there to be beside him,
and that's all that mattered. 

Her letters had been a comfort whenever she was away. After her death,
he'd often pulled them out just to look at them, and relive precious
moments. 

Gone. All gone. 

He cried. 

Dykstra was awake by four in the morning. He didn't get up, though. He
felt old. He rolled over and pulled the pillow under his face. Too warm,
he pushed the covers away. Too cold, he drew them back. 

Nothing helped-he was just a tired old man, unable to sleep. 

Images still played through his mind, as they had earlier-scenes from the
tracking room, the meeting with Moore, and even of himself, crying
pathetically. 

He slipped away again. 

He was jolted awake by the door buzzer. 

"Huh? What? Oh, good lord, Richard Michaels was coming this morning." The
clock said 8:01. Despite the turmoil of the previous day, he kept the man
waiting only an additional two minutes. 

"Enter," Dykstra said as he left the bedroom. 

The door slid open and a boyish young man entered, and stumbled, but
caught himself before going over altogether. "Oh, I'm sorry, Mr. Michaels.
The gravity is half standard in my rooms. I should have warned you." 

"That's all right," Michaels said, gathering his composure. "I've been
through a lot worse recently." 

"Where have they been keeping you, Mr. Michaels?" Dykstra asked. 

"I've been down Earthside, visiting VIPs at the regional capitols. They
all want to hear about the aliens firsthand." 

"I see," Dykstra said. "I wanted to meet with you because I need to
understand the aliens better. Some aspects of their technology mystify me.
Perhaps you can give me some insights into their personalities." 

"I'll do my best," Michaels said. 

"But first, one of the things we've been doing is trying to determine
whether or not the aliens have FTL travel-" 

"They must," Michaels interrupted. "First there wasn't anything on the
scanners, including the Dykdar, and then there was. The ship just popped
in out of nowhere. What else could it be?" 

"It could be FTL, true. But it could also be advanced stealth technology,
even against Dykstra wave scanning." 

"I thought that was impossible." 

"So is FTL. Or so I thought. I've seen enough 'impossible' things in the
past month to make me leery of that word. But apart from stealth, they
might also have come in at very near to lightspeed, say ninety-nine point
nine percent, then done the equivalent of a quantum transition to a lower
velocity state. It would look much the same as a magical transition from
FTL to sublight." 

"Quantum velocity states?" Michaels looked bewildered. 

"A speculative technology that didn't pan out in the details. But the
point is, there are lots of possibilities to explain what you saw that
don't require FTL drive. Unfortunately, your memory is the only record we
have of the event-we never could get the data out of your ship's log." 

"Tell me, Dr. Dykstra, do you think they really have FTL drive, or will it
turn out to be one of the less exciting possibilities?" 

"Before I answer, first tell me if you're familiar with the work of Arie
Hague." 

"Hague? Isn't he the one who rediscovered the discontinuity in the full
expression of your gravity equations?" 

Dykstra laughed at the man's diplomacy. "You phrased that just right.
Well, for our sun, the gravity equations theoretically break down on a
shell roughly fifty-seven point four astronomical units in radius. It's
called the Hague Limit. I've always believed that the limit has no
physical meaning, mainly because it implies the possibility of FTL travel
and thus the usual causality paradoxes. 

"So to answer your question, if the aliens do have FTL travel, then Hague
is right and I was wrong to ignore the discontinuity. For reasons of
professional pride, I'd like to say that I don't believe in an alien FTL
drive." 

"I sense a 'but' in there," Michaels said. 

"But . . ." Dykstra said, "to use an expression one of my old college
friends was fond of, FTL travel would be 'nifty as tits.' " 

They both laughed. "So . . ." Michaels finally said, "your bottom line is
that you just don't know." 

"Correct. However, I am sure of one thing, and I don't know if even Hague
has figured this out yet. But if the aliens do have FTL drive, then they
can't use it inside the Hague Limit. The physics of why that must be so is
a little hairy, but I'm certain of it." 

Dykstra asked Michaels what he wanted to drink, then discovered the man
hadn't had breakfast, and set the autochef to preparing a suitable repast.
After a swig of orange juice to wash down his last bit of toast, Dykstra
said, "But how did you feel when you first encountered the aliens? I mean,
what was your impression of them, apart from the situation?" 

"I happen to be one of those people who can't abide spiders. Ants,
beetles, other bugs don't bother me," Michaels said. "But spiders . . . I
think Satan himself invented spiders." 

Dykstra listened. He'd had a pet tarantula that must be crispy critters
now, but he didn't mention it. Michaels obviously hadn't been told of his
recent loss. 

Michaels continued. "After the aliens blasted their way in, I got a good
look at them when they came into the corridor. The backward bending elbows
and knees were funky enough, but what struck me wasn't the way they
looked. It was that I felt like I was up against big spiders, things that
were so utterly different . . . ." He trailed off. 

"You're stuck because you were going to say they were so utterly alien,
and that's a bit redundant," Dykstra said. 

"Right. I mean, put me in a corral with a horse, or a cow, or even in a
zoo with an elephant, and there's still this sense of common ground. I can
empathize with an animal. Even dolphins, and they come from an entirely
different environment. 

"But the aliens were like spiders-who can empathize with a spider? They
walked on two feet, they had technology, they flew spaceships. But as they
stalked my ship, when I was killing that one, even when the other one ran
away like a bat out of hell, it just didn't feel like humans have anything
in common with them at all. 

"I know this is subjective-" 

"That's all right," Dykstra said. "I'm finding this very valuable. There
are aspects to their technology that make me feel much the same way that
you're describing." 

Michaels sat quietly for a minute, just staring at the wall. "Dr. Dykstra,
you're a religious man, right? I seem to remember something from your
biography about you and the Calvinist Reformed Church." 

More memories flooded Dykstra's mind, most pleasant, some unwelcome. Whole
chapters of his life had been devoted to that church. The story of his
life made a very long book. "Yes, I'm a religious man." 

"I'm not," Michaels said. "I'm a lazy agnostic. I was always just live and
let live on the subject." 

"Have the aliens affected your thinking?" 

"Maybe. Because the best way I can think of to describe them involves a
religious idea." 

"That being?" 

"The soul, Dr. Dykstra. I'm not much of a philosopher, let alone a
theologian. But as the only man who's actually met the aliens face to
face, I think I have a right to an opinion. And I don't think the aliens
have souls." 

Nachtegall's left hand was bandaged, and tubes ran into the dressing from
a portable med unit strapped around his arm. "What happened to your hand?"
Dykstra asked. The lieutenant, sitting on Dykstra's couch, had gotten in
late yesterday. 

"The original is somewhere in the Belt. This one," he raised the globe of
bandage, "is a cloned replacement they attached last night. I'll be good
as new in a few days." 

"How did you lose it?" 

"Getting Hague out of that dungeon they had him in. All right, so it
wasn't a dungeon, but I don't think he could come and go as he pleased."
Nachtegall got a strange look on his face. "Not that he ever would have
wanted to. Have you met him yet?" 

"Major Moore said Hague would be in my lab early this afternoon. The med
teams aren't finished with him yet." Then: "It was rough, wasn't it?" 

Nachtegall's shoulders sank. He cradled his new hand in his lap. "Yeah,
Chris. It was rough. We lost almost everybody. That's all I can tell you.
But if Hague really is their best brain, they'll be readying some kind of
retaliation. And they're going to be pissed about what I did to that
laboratory station." 

Dykstra gave Nachtegall a sardonic smile. "They've already retaliated," he
said. "Lex talionis. A few days ago they hit California with fusion bombs.
My house was under them." 

"What?" 

"They don't know I'm on the Moon, I guess. We deprived them of their mad
scientist. They wanted to deprive us of ours." 

"I'm sorry, Chris. You loved that place." 

Dykstra stood up. "There's a war on. We don't have time for
sentimentality. At least I don't-not at my age. Now, tell me about Hague."

Nachtegall frowned. "Moore won't let me. He was specific." 

"Oh?" 

Dykstra arrived at his lab to find Vander Kam already there with Major
Moore and another man. He assumed it was Hague, but he'd never seen any
pictures of the man. Judging by the man's appearance, he now knew why. 

"Dr. Dykstra," Moore said. "I'd like you to meet your new colleague, Dr.
Arie Hague. Dr. Hague, this is Dr. James Christian Dykstra." 

"Pleased to meet you," Dykstra said, extending his hand. 

Hague took Dykstra's hand limply. "Yes, Dr. Dykstra, Dr. Dykstra, yes,
yes, Dr. Dykstra." Hague was short and chubby, with soft muscles and a
pinched face surrounding an undersized, pointy nose. "Yes, wonderful lab,
wonderful lab, Dr. Dykstra, yes." He was nodding his head and smiling and
seemed to have forgotten that he was still clasping Dykstra's hand. 

Dykstra looked him over. So this was his rival, the man responsible for
the only controversy to arise from his work. An autistic savant.
Incredibly deep talents but so narrowly focused. Now I know how he could
plunge so far into my physics, and still remain so unknown outside the
discipline. They kept him under wraps. "Have you shown Dr. Hague our
facilities yet, Rick?" 

"Just briefly," Vander Kam said. "He'd really like to look over our mass
converter, I think." Vander Kam had already referred to Hague in the third
person, as if he weren't there. It was easy to do. Hague didn't notice. 

Dykstra disengaged his hand. "Shall we have a look at our current project,
Dr. Hague?" he said, leading the squat prodigy over to the table on which
the gear was spread. 

Major Moore waved from the door and made his exit, smiling, as if pleased
with himself. 

"Oh yes, Dr. Dykstra. The equipment, the equipment, yes, the work. Let us
examine the work, Dr. Dykstra, yes." 

Dykstra explained the theoretical details of the mass conversion process
and Vander Kam covered specific items dealing with the device itself.
Hague was a good listener except for his maddening habit of muttering,
"Yes, oh yes, Dr. Dykstra, very good, yes," after every other sentence. 

It was when Rick was discussing the specifics of the power control unit
that Hague showed the first real glimpse of his uncanny talent. "Not
right, no, not right, Dr. Vander Kam, no. Not right. Not good. Not this
one." 

"Why?" Dykstra asked. "What's wrong with that power control?" 

"Not right. Not best," Hague said. "Magnoflux Electrics catalog, page 453,
entry five, model SQG-100230983-A. Need that one. Yes, need that one, is
best, yes, need that one." 

Vander Kam looked at Dykstra, shrugged, and called up the entry from the
catalog. Dykstra looked at the screen, read the specs, turned to Vander
Kam and said, "He's right." 

Vander Kam nodded assent. "I know. Damn! I looked through catalogs for
three hours just trying to find the one we've got now." 

Hague was still at the table. While the other two had been distracted,
he'd decided to fiddle with the device. "Hey!" Rick shouted as Hague
pulled out a field guide. 

"Wrong shape, wrong, all wrong. More curve, yes, curve. Radius of
curvature 4.55982 centimeters, 4.55982 needed." 

Rick rushed to the table and took the field guide away, then turned to
Dykstra and looked at him helplessly. 

Hague was jumping up at Vander Kam's hand, trying to retrieve the piece.
"Give back, let me fix. I can fix. Please, I can fix, yes, I can fix:
4.55982 centimeters, yes." 

"Give it back to him, Rick. Let's see what our new colleague can do." As
he said it, he felt the sudden onset of a chill, as if the Sun had gone
into eclipse. 

"Dr. Dykstra?" Moore's face filled the screen. Dykstra was in bed, but the
red blinking light by the screen had indicated an urgent priority, so he
accepted the call. 

"Yes, Major? What is it?" 

"I'm sorry to awaken you, Doctor. But there's a new file on the system
tonight, Slingshot. Look at it immediately. You'll understand what's
involved from the technical end and I think you'll want to start dealing
with this new information right away." 

"Oh, c'mon Major, give me just a little hint," Dykstra said, annoyed. 

Moore frowned, looked serious, and said, "The aliens have made another
appearance. We learned some new things from this encounter. You of all
people should look into it right away." Then with an expression Dykstra
could best describe as "savage delight," Moore added, "And Dr. Hague,
too." He broke off the connection. 

Dragging himself from bed, Dykstra instructed the autochef to make him
coffee, lightened to a fifty percent concentration of cream, and brought
up his workstation. He retrieved the Slingshot file. 

Reading rapidly, he discovered the basic facts. Slingshot was the code
name for a System Patrol base some sixty astronomical units out. The work
there involved investigating methods of delivery for kinetic kill
projectiles against Dykstra shielded installations. Dykstra knew better
than anyone that the best way to crack a shield was to smack it with
something heavy, moving fast. Most of the work involved the use of close
orbits past airless moons and asteroids by warheads that were essentially
"rocks" equipped with high gradient pseudograv generators. The rocks were
to be introduced into the Belt along carefully determined trajectories,
where they'd perform close flybys of asteroids to undetectably pick up
speed and alter their vectors, then smash into, as the text put it, "Belt
military assets." 

Dykstra admired the work, recognizing some of it as inspired, even
brilliant; he'd have to check out the Slingshot base roster to see who was
responsible. 

Details were sketchy, and more information was promised for later, but the
base had been hit by two alien spacecraft. They'd come in fast, without
warning, and opened fire. The base had taken a beating, but somehow they'd
managed to wreck one of the alien ships, and the other had immediately
raced away. 

Okay, this is all very interesting, but why couldn't it have waited until
morning? 

He found a cache of raw data from the tracking instruments that had first
acquired the incoming alien ships. There was no visual data yet. The base
was a wreck. The only information Intelligence had as yet was the text of
the messages the acting base commander had sent, and whatever raw
instrument data was in shape to transmit. 

It took Dykstra only moments to orient himself to the numbers in the data
cache. Here were the readings from the spatial position where the alien
ships would shortly appear. There: Doppler radar and Dykdar scans
indicating two craft, two hundred thousand kilometers out, closing
rapidly. The tracking data followed the two vessels up until the moment
they destroyed the scanning instruments. 

What he saw disturbed him. 

"Okay," he muttered. "Let's take a closer look at the time sequence." Time
was resolved to the millisecond. At 14:31:46.003 the scans showed nothing.
At 14:31:46.004, indications of one object appeared. At 14:31:46.013, a
second object appeared, while the first was now a clear image. 

But the scanning radius for the Dykdar alone was over five million
kilometers. Even incoming at almost lightspeed would have put the ships in
the Dykdar scan volume for sixteen seconds prior to their emergence. 

But one moment, nothing, one hundredth of a second later, two ships, and
both only two hundred thousand klicks out. 

"Dear Lord!" Dykstra exclaimed. "They have it. Faster-than-light drive.
Hyperdrive, overdrive, ultradrive, warp drive, and everything else the
science fiction people have named it. The aliens have it." 

But how does it work? I have no idea how it works. It was clear why Moore
had called. The major was right; Dykstra was glad to have this information
immediately. But something else: Major Moore knew it would not be wasted
on Dykstra that Hague had been right about the discontinuity. And he,
wrong. Spite, Major? Was your call also motivated out of spite? 

No point in being small about it. His second call found Hague in the lab.
"Yes, oh yes, Dr. Dykstra, oh yes?" Dykstra told him the news. "Yes, oh
yes, Dr. Dykstra, oh yes!" 

II 

Sunshine 

Samantha MacTavish, as usual after work these days, raced home to her
apartment and checked her terminal for mail. The Luna City mail system was
excellent, and anything from a serviceman that had reached Luna any time
up until a half hour ago should have made it through the military censor
machines by now. War or no war, MoonMail guaranteed prompt delivery.
Scanning through the listings, she found her latest copy of The Journal of
Genano Engineering, and a letter from her mom. 

But nothing from her husband Steve, out there, somewhere beyond Uranus, or
maybe Neptune, serving on a battleship probably, fighting this damnable
war against the Belt. "Dammit!" she said aloud. Then softly: "Oh, honey, I
miss you." 

The last letter had come a week ago, full of feelings, but short on
specifics about where he was or what he was doing or when he'd get a
chance to come home. She wistfully remembered how they'd gotten together;
that stupid stunt he'd pulled as the preeminent suicide orbiteer of Luna
City. Steve had bet a System Patrol officer that he could plot a suicide
orbit close enough to the lunar surface to allow him to leave a mark on
the ground. He'd almost gotten himself killed, had lost the bet in the
process, and had thought he'd failed in his greater purpose, which was to
impress Samantha enough to notice him. But she already had by then! 

But shortly after they'd married, Steve was drafted and sent away. 

"Damn war," she said. 

Women were not drafted, but she could have enlisted. Her skills in genano
engineering were first-rate, good enough to get a top research position on
the Martian atmosphere project. She would have been made an officer and
been put in charge of a billion-credit research facility, with no end of
lucrative opportunities after the war. But she could never get past the
fact that war meant people killing other people. She understood about
clashing ideologies, and competing economies, and just causes, but none of
that excused the evil of an institution that removed souls from their
bodies. 

In theory she could admit that sometimes circumstances may conspire to
make killing an excusable sin. But this war with the Belt didn't make the
cut. 

And besides, the Patrol had separated her from her husband; she wanted no
part of it. 

Since she had no letter from Steve, Samantha read the one from her mother.
It contained the usual trivial news and pleas to be cheerful, but didn't
substantially improve her blue mood. She scanned the table of contents of
the professional journal, found a couple of interesting papers and looked
up their abstracts, but her heart just wasn't in her profession right now.

That settled it. She went to the environment controls for her apartment
and turned down the Dykstra pseudograv field from the healthy one g field
to a relaxing one-half g. Then she went into the kitchen and made herself
a hot fudge sundae, extra nuts and whipped cream, and settled herself in
front of the TV. When her sundae was half gone and her mood had shifted up
the spectrum to yellow, still short of rosy red, the call signal sounded. 

"Accept," she said to the TV, and the daytime drama she'd been watching
disappeared to be replaced by a man in a military uniform. A momentary
rush of excitement flooded her, thinking it must be Steve, but a split
second later her eyes rested on the middle-aged face, and her mood
plummeted. She didn't know military insignia worth a damn, but she thought
he was a major. 

"Yes?" she said, not quite hiding her disappointment. 

"Hello. I am Major Gerald Moore of System Patrol Intelligence. Am I
speaking with Samantha MacTavish?" the man asked. 

"You have her." 

"Would you mind activating your viewer so I can see you?" 

Oops, she thought. She hadn't intended to be rude. She turned on the
viewer. 

What the major saw was a strikingly cute woman in her late twenties.
Although not a classic beauty, Samantha had a twinkle in her eye and a
bright, cheerful smile that had earned her the nickname of "Sunshine" long
before. But the woman wasn't smiling now. 

"Much better, Ms. MacTavish, thank you. I have a matter of some importance
I'd like to speak with you about." 

"Is it about my husband?" 

"Not at all, Ms. MacTavish. Your husband is Ensign Steven Smith, correct?"

"No. It's Steven MacTavish. He changed to my last name when we married,
just before he shipped out." From the look on the major's face, Samantha
knew he was wondering why Steve had wanted to do that. But it was none of
the major's business that Steve loved everything having to do with
Scotland, so she didn't continue, but just waited for the major to explain
his business. 

He went on. "Well, anyway, this matter concerns you and your talents-not
your husband's." 

"My talents lie in the field of genano engineering. Is that what you're
interested in?" 

"Yes, Ms. MacTavish." 

Her face became hard. "Well, maybe we can get through this pretty quickly.
Do you want me to work for the military?" 

"We do think you'd be able to help us." 

"Major, I might be able to-but I won't. I have no interest in helping you
go on with this war. My family is already helping enough." 

She reached to end the call when the major said, "Your opposition to the
war is well known to me-" 

"It is? Why?" 

"Ms. MacTavish, I'm afraid I'm the one who got your husband drafted.
Finding talent is what I do. I know quite a bit about you. That's why I
called." 

Samantha took that in stride, said, "Then you know I won't help you with
this war." 

"I don't want you to help us with the war, Ms. MacTavish. You'd be working
for Intelligence, true, but your work won't be at all connected with the
war effort." 

Now she was puzzled. "I don't understand." 

The major continued: "I'd like to help you understand." 

He really means it, Samantha thought. Caught between her own curiosity and
her disgust with the military, disgust won out. "No. Just forget it. I
don't want to work for the military in any capacity." Again she moved to
end the call. 

"Wait!" Major Moore said. "Let me make a deal with you." 

"I'm listening." 

"Let me send over a file from the project you'd be involved in. If, after
reading the file, you're still not interested, I'll never pester you
again." Now he wasn't being a major, just a man trying to keep her
attention. 

Well, I guess that can't hurt, she thought. "Okay, send the file over. I'm
ready to receive." 

"I can't do that, Ms. MacTavish. I'll have to have it hand delivered, and
we'll have to set up some time where you can guarantee that you will be
the only person to accept the delivery." 

Samantha couldn't resist. "Oooh, sounds like some really big military
secret stuff, huh? Very well. Tomorrow evening at, oh, 1837 hours exactly,
no sooner, no later, my apartment. I'll be here then." 

He ignored her sarcasm entirely. "My courier will be there at precisely
1837 hours tomorrow evening. Have a nice day." He broke the connection. 

She spent the rest of the evening both convincing herself that, no matter
what, she wouldn't work for the military, and also wondering just what the
hell this file was going to contain. 

She hadn't slept well. It had been one of those nights where you toss and
turn and drift from deep sleep to just barely conscious, always pursued by
dreams that seem to make perfect sense even as they play the impossible
out before your eyes. 

In one particular dream, Samantha saw a System Patrol battleship land just
outside Luna City, and she thought that was interesting because such ships
didn't land, but it didn't bother her. Then the side of the ship opened up
and Steve walked out, in shirtsleeves, as the crescent Earth shone over
his shoulder, and he said, "Hey, my own sweet Sunshine, when are you going
to come and join me?" And as she ran out to join him, Major Moore stuck
his head out the door and dragged Steve back, and she was left standing
alone as the ship lifted once again for the heavens. 

The dream was on her mind as she left for work that morning. She played it
back through her head while taking the overland corridor to the science
dome. Most of Luna City was underground, but five domes sat on the
surface, the caps to very large cylinders that went down a hundred meters,
and contained most of the living space. She could have gone the whole way
to work via the subsurface transit system, but this morning Samantha
preferred to walk through the surface corridor since from it she could see
outside. She stopped at one of the windows and gazed out at the sharp,
bright surface, the magnificent desolation, and felt a small stab of
disappointment; there wasn't a battleship sitting out there. 

Once at work, she stopped in her cubicle briefly to turn on her
workstation, and then went right into the lab to check on her cultures.
Even if her personal life was in disarray, her work for the Martian
atmosphere project had been going remarkably well for the past few months.

She peered into the sealed chamber that contained her culture. Inside was
a dish filled halfway with Martian surface soil, scooped very carefully
right off the Martian desert and returned to Luna undisturbed. Inhabiting
the soil, now, was a very carefully (and ingeniously, her boss would add)
tailored virus/bacteria symbiont, designed by Samantha. Observing the
monitor, she noted that the free oxygen had gone up since yesterday. She
knew that a scan of the soil would show an excess of pure iron. Yes, this
bug looked like another success. 

The field of genano engineering was only twenty-five years old, but looked
like it would finally make good on some of the promises made by the
prophets of nanoengineering at the close of the last century.
Nanoengineering, dealing with machines measured on scales of a billionth
of a meter, had long been hailed as the technological solution to all
ills. Diseases would be healed, pollution eliminated, and wealth beyond
imagination available to everyone, all provided on the backs of trillions
of self-replicating, virus-sized slaves. The promises were still there
eighty years later, but the problems of both controlling and powering
nanoscopic machinery had proved to be almost ridiculously difficult.
Advances were made, but never the critical breakthroughs. 

And then in 2071 a genius named Chang genetically reengineered a virus to
"operate" a nanoscale tool, and thus the full marriage of genetic
engineering and nanoengineering took place. 

Samantha was remarkably adept at the new art. Originally, she'd gone to
school to be a doctor, but her biology courses had exposed her to the
world of research science, a world she found she didn't want to leave. Her
excellence got her a full ride to Tokyo University and Chang himself as
her advisor. She earned her doctorate by making genano bugs that assembled
for her a perfect cube of diamond, ten centimeters on a side. That got her
both attention and a job in Luna City at the best laboratory for applied
genano engineering in the Solar System, working in the atmosphere division
of the Martian Terraforming Project. 

And now another of her bugs had come through. This particular strain was
designed to separate iron oxide into its constituent elements since the
sands of Mars were full of the stuff. Bugs that broke down compounds into
elements were nothing special, but this breed would also be able to live,
reproduce, and work in the Martian environment with no need for additional
care. In her symbiont, the bacteria lived in the Martian soil, and the
virus lived on the bacteria, and while so doing, each manufactured and
operated nanotools to accomplish its task. And if the iron oxide bug
worked, others would follow to break down other molecules, and thicken the
Martian atmosphere. 

She smiled in delight, the first time this morning that her famous smile
showed itself. 

"I see you over there, pleased with yourself again, no doubt!" The voice
came from behind. It was Martha, fellow researcher, friend, and mother
surrogate. 

"What?" Samantha said. "I'm just happy for the project." 

Martha brought her cushiony self over to the chamber and looked in. "I
checked your culture this morning myself. I couldn't wait to see that
smile when you showed up." She gave Samantha a hug. 

"Thanks, Martha." 

"Did you get a letter from Steve yesterday?" 

That brought clouds across the sunshine. "No . . . no, I didn't," Samantha
said. 

"Oh Sammi, I'm sorry. I was so sure you'd hear from him yesterday . . . ."

"It's okay, Martha. I'll probably get a letter from him today. It's just
that it's been so long." 

Martha gave her another hug, compassionate and motherly this time. "I
know, honey. I know." She brightened. "Why don't you come over to my place
for dinner tonight? Ted always likes it when you visit, and then maybe the
three of us can go down to Entertainment Central afterwards." 

Samantha thought about it, then remembered her call yesterday. "I'd love
to, Martha, but I can't. I got a call from Major somebody yesterday and I
promised I'd be at my place tonight when his courier drops a file for me
to look at." 

"A file on what?" 

"I don't know. This major, I think he said his name is Moore, wants me to
work for him. I told him I wasn't interested in military work, but he was
persistent, so I agreed to look at this file just to get him off my back."

"Didn't you tell him how you feel about the war?" 

"That didn't faze him a bit. He even told me he was the one responsible
for getting Steve drafted." 

"I'm surprised you didn't just cut him off," Martha said. 

"I am too. But I admit that I'm kind of curious to know what's in that
file he's sending over. Say, why don't I call you after the file gets
dropped off, around 1900 or so? If it turns out to be nothing we could
still get together." 

This was agreed to, and they both got down to work. 

Dinner in front of the TV, alone, with no letter from Steve to cheer her,
was a considerably depressing business. A post-dinner sundae failed to
help, and Samantha was just about to attempt the last ditch effort of a
hot bath when the door buzzer went off. "Damn . . . that messenger." With
a sigh she went to answer the door. A glance at the clock told her it was
exactly 1837 hours. She kind of liked having the military kowtow to her
orders like that. 

At the door stood a handsome young man in a military uniform. She thought
he was a lieutenant. She looked again; a really handsome young man. That
in itself cheered her a little, but she wasn't the sort to find comfort in
the arms of another man, so she fought off her desire to flirt and said
coldly: "Yes?" 

"Ms. MacTavish?" 

"The one and only." 

"May I come in?" 

"No." 

"I see. I'm Lieutenant Robert Nachtegall, Major Moore's courier. I have a
file for you." Samantha couldn't help but notice Nachtegall's own
coldness. Well, she deserved that. She was surprised to see the proffered
file was a hard copy. She took the folder from his hands. 

"Hard copy? Is the military still in the last century, Lieutenant?" And
why am I being such a bitch? She wondered. It's not this guy's fault that
Steve didn't write. 

"Hardly, Ms. MacTavish. Major Moore directed me to tell you that this file
is for your eyes only, and you are not to discuss the contents with
anyone. Ever. Do you understand this?" 

The lieutenant's manner, and his statement, knocked all the sarcasm out of
her. "It really is that important, huh?" 

"It is, Ms. MacTavish." 

"All right. I understand the restrictions. When do I need to get this back
to you?" 

"You don't. That's the reason for the hard copy. Tonight before you go to
bed, leave the entire file in your sink. Tomorrow morning you can rinse
the residue away. Major Moore will contact you tomorrow. Good evening, Ms.
MacTavish." He turned smartly and strode off down the corridor, not
waiting for her to acknowledge the end of the conversation. 

Samantha took the file to the couch, shut off the TV, which was annoying
her with war news, and opened it up. 

And she didn't quite get it. The file contained a potpourri of different
reports. In addition to twenty pages of close-print text were dozens of
photos, many of which looked like cell cross-sections seen under a
microscope. There were also lists of composition materials, calculations,
and equations that looked like something out of her freshman physics class
or her husband's journals, and a brief subsection that referred to three
hundred different references ranging over the last century and a half. 

The only thing she could immediately recognize as normal in the entire
file was a photo of some guy named Richard Michaels, whoever he was. 

After her brief survey of the contents, she decided to concentrate on the
photos. The first was of a corpse, badly desiccated, of some kind of
animal. She read the caption: ALIEN BODY AS FOUND UPON INITIAL BOARDING OF
OEV 1. "What is this stuff? Something out of a bad movie?" she muttered.
She went through more of the photos. She realized that they showed the
"alien" body in various stages of dissection. 

She didn't get it. No one believed in aliens anymore. If they existed,
they should have been here by now, was how the old argument went. Steve
had never believed in BEMs as he called them: bug-eyed monsters. He'd
never explained how the term had originated either. Until now she hadn't
been interested. 

But unless this was some kind of elaborate hoax, what the major had given
her was a file on humanity's first contact with an alien species. 

She dug into the section on the alien biology. 

The call signal went off. It chimed half a dozen times before Samantha
recognized it and answered. It was Martha. 

"Sammi? What's going on, honey? I was expecting you to call half an hour
ago." 

"Oh, Martha, I'm sorry. It completely slipped my mind. That file I told
you about-the one the major was going to send over. Well, it turned out to
be a much bigger deal than I expected, and . . . I guess you shouldn't
expect me tonight. I'm going to be busy for quite some time." 

"What's in the file, Sammi?" 

"I can't tell you that. I'm sworn to secrecy." 

Martha was old enough to have been a little girl during the last big war,
the Belt War of Independence. Her father had taught her well that
sometimes you accept that a secret is a secret and don't pry. She said,
"Okay, I understand." Then: "Do you think you might work for the major
now?" There was concern in her voice. 

Samantha hadn't gotten that far in her thinking yet. She was too
fascinated by the file's contents to have considered what she was going to
tell Major Moore tomorrow. "I don't know, Martha," she finally answered.
"I just don't know." 

The biological data was both fascinating and puzzling. Most of what she
found was utterly unlike anything she'd encountered before. Since this was
an alien, that made sense. But there were also tantalizing similarities.
The amino acids and the protein structures were oddly similar to
terrestrial life. And the genetic structure of the alien cells was a
double helix. "Good Lord," Samantha whispered. "All God's children got the
helical stairway." She also noted similarities in the relative chemical
abundances of the alien's whole body with that of mammalian bodies, except
for the amount of iron; the alien body had a huge amount of iron. 

She found the answer to that puzzle in the section on anatomy. The aliens'
bones were made of tubular steel, cross-hatched on the inside for great
strength. "A steel skeleton. And it's natural. Instead of calcium they
build bone out of iron." She couldn't help but realize that her work on
the Martian atmosphere project and the abundance of iron in the alien body
must have been what had put Major Moore onto the idea of recruiting her.
She didn't know why yet, though. There were plenty of other scientists who
could work on this, and obviously a great many already had; the reports
she was looking at were first-rate. 

Other anatomical facts were equally fascinating, but didn't seem to fall
into her area of expertise like the iron bit did. The alien didn't have
muscles, but a system of hollow tubes and pistons, and several heartlike
pumps; the steel skeleton was driven by hydraulics. She also noticed that
the elbows and knees bent backwards, unlike a human's. 

And the people who had worked on it had failed to come to a consensus on
what the alien used for a brain. 

Additional reports in the file dealt with alien technology and the whole
story of how Intelligence had come into possession of the alien body.
Samantha only had time to skim these sections; it had been hours since
she'd opened the report, and the paper was starting to disintegrate. She
remembered that Nachtegall had told her to put the file in the sink, and
very reluctantly she did so, but not before the pages had discolored
themselves to the point where she could no longer read them. 

That night she lay awake for some time. "Tomorrow I'm going to have to
make a big decision," she said to the ceiling. "I don't want to work for
the military. But, dammit, I want in on this thing, too." 

The following day in the lab did not go quickly. Her cultures were still
doing just fine, and Samantha busied herself most of the day with writing
up results and working on a paper. But she found it hard to concentrate as
her mind kept drifting to the contents of the secret file. 

At one point Martha came over from her work to talk. Wrapped up in her own
thoughts, Samantha hadn't even noticed that Martha had failed to greet her
earlier, as was her custom. Last night she'd had a stray idea or two that
Martha would be angry with her about not coming over, but then decided
that was silly. 

"So how is our resident genius doing today?" Martha asked. She sounded
cheerful enough, but Samantha thought she detected an undercurrent of
tension in Martha's manner. 

"I'm no genius, Martha. I just work hard and I get lucky." 

"Did that file keep you busy all night?" 

"Yes, it did. I'm sorry again, Martha. I would have liked to have gone out
last night, but . . ." She had been just about to say that the file was
timed to disintegrate, so she had to look at it last night, but then
Samantha wasn't sure if Major Moore would want her to release that
particular fact. I'm not even working for the military and already I'm
censoring what I say, even to my friends, she thought. She didn't like
that one bit. Instead, she said, "I just couldn't pull myself away. And
the major wanted me to read all of it last night." That wasn't quite a
lie, but it was hardly the truth either. 

"That's all right, Sammi," Martha said. "I know what it's like when the
military wants you and there's a war on. My dad used to spend half his
time telling us kids what kind of questions we couldn't ask him. I won't
pry into your secrets." She walked away. 

They're not my secrets, Samantha wanted to say. But if she did work for
the military, they would be. 

By the time she got home she had pretty much made up her mind to tell
Moore to go stuff his alien where the Sun didn't shine, but then was
disappointed when she found the major hadn't left her any messages during
the day. She recognized that she wanted it both ways-to work on the alien,
but not be working for the military. What's the big deal? she thought. So
it's the military. I wouldn't actually be doing war work. This alien is
bigger than my personal feelings. 

She was half done with eating when she realized that she hadn't even
noticed that she still hadn't gotten a letter from Steve. By the time she
finished eating, she still hadn't gotten a call from the major, either. 

At exactly 1837, the call signal went off. She answered. 

"Well, I see you have a sense of humor, Major, calling at 1837 hours. Or
was it just a coincidence?" 

"Why, Ms. MacTavish, I'm sure you know that we in Intelligence don't
believe in coincidences." A smile broke out across his face. 

"Point made, Major. And I'm sorry for giving you a rough time the last
time you called. So where do we go from here?" 

"Have you made up your mind to work with us on this project, Ms.
MacTavish?" 

"Please, call me Samantha," she said. For now, "Sammi" or "Sunshine" were
out. "No, I haven't decided yet. I'll admit I'm intrigued. Excited even.
But I'm still likely to say no. However, I have decided to let you have a
little more time trying to convince me." 

"Very well Ms., er, Samantha. Did you make it through the whole file?" 

"Actually, no. I got pretty deeply into the technical parts, and I was
going to read the synopsis of how you got your hands on the alien, but the
report disintegrated before I could do that." 

"Sorry about that, Samantha. But most people read the synopsis first-" 

"I'm not most people," she said bluntly, interrupting. 

"No, that you're not. How much of the story would you like?" 

"Just the highlights. I don't want to have too much to forget if I decide
not to work for you," she said. 

"Okay. About four years ago, the USSSG, that's United Solar System Study
Group, sent a probe out deep into the cometary halo . . ." Moore told her
the story of Richard Michaels' encounter with the aliens with practiced
efficiency. 

Samantha was wondering whether or not Michaels had believed in BEMs before
his encounter when Moore got to the part where the alien was killed. "He
killed it just like that! He didn't try to communicate with it?" She was
disgusted. 

"The aliens had opened fire on his ship, Samantha. Without warning. Mr.
Michaels was afraid for his life. Furthermore, when the aliens boarded,
they didn't ask permission-they just blasted their way in, and they didn't
give a damn whether or not they killed anyone when they did that! Yes, he
killed one of them. He tried to kill the other one, too, but it got away!"
The coolness of the major's manner had disappeared in the heat of his
answer. "I think it would be a good idea if you met him and heard his
story firsthand." 

"I didn't mean to upset you, Major. I'm sorry. I wasn't there, so I
shouldn't question what he did," Samantha said. And that's as humble as
I'm going to get, so you'd better take it, she thought. 

"Right." Down a couple of degrees, but far from cool. "To continue, after
that Michaels managed to send a message back to Earth. The USSSG contacted
Intelligence right away-" she knew that was a half truth "-and we hushed
up the story immediately. Mr. Michaels thought he'd have to wait a few
years at least for any possible rescue, but, well, the military has ships
that could get him and the alien body back a good deal sooner than that." 

Clearly finished, Moore waited for Samantha to comment, or ask another
question. She wasn't sure what to say. The story fascinated her. She
feared that if she listened to Moore much longer, she really would throw
caution, as well as her principles, to the wind and join up. Finally, she
said, "Major Moore, I know at least a hundred other biologists who are
more competent than I am to work on this . . . what do you call this
project anyway?" 

"We call it the Phinon Project." 

"Odd name." 

"Odd project," Moore said. 

She figured out that he wasn't going to explain the origin of the name any
more than that, so she went on. "What sort of work do you think I might be
able to do for Project Phonon that these others can't?" 

"That's the Phinon Project," Major Moore corrected, irritated. 

"Sorry." 

"To answer your question, I don't know what sort of work or what sort of
results I expect to get from you. That's not the point. You just happen to
be one of the brightest and most talented individuals in the field of
genano engineering, and you may be the person we're looking for." 

"Looking for for what purpose, Major?" 

"To kill the aliens in the event it becomes necessary," he answered
bluntly. 

"That's what I thought. It isn't enough that we slaughter each other-you
want us to take our freak show on the road and slaughter everything else
in the Universe, too." She said it as frostily as possible, and expected
Moore to recoil. 

He went on the offensive instead. "Spare me the melodramatic pacifist
nonsense, Ms. MacTavish. The aliens attacked a human ship first, that's a
fact. They pose a threat, the full nature of which is not yet certain. But
dammit, if we have to fight them we'd better be ready! You're just one of
a hundred I've contacted, one of a hundred hypertalented people who might,
just might, provide the key to defeating these aliens if they become our
enemies. I don't want to go to war with the aliens, Ms. MacTavish. But if
we have to, I'd rather we had a chance to win. And if they were to attack
tomorrow, we wouldn't!" 

Pushed a button there, Samantha thought. "That's a bit melodramatic too,
isn't it, Major?" she said. 

"Anything having to do with war always is, Samantha." He was actually
smiling again. 

"Okay, Major Moore," Samantha said, making up her mind. "You haven't
gotten me into your little project yet, but I'm willing to admit I see the
logic of it. But I still don't know if I want to work for you. Do you have
any more things you want to do to try to convince me to join? I'm open to
attempts." 

Moore paused. He frowned and seemed to be considering what options he had
left. And whether or not I'm worth it, Samantha thought. "To be honest,
Samantha, I'd hoped this call would be enough. If you were anyone other
than yourself I'd give up at this point. But someone who has studied your
work-he is working for us already-told me to go all out to get you." 

Forced you, I bet, she thought. "I thought you said you knew about me
through my husband?" 

"I did. But that isn't what got your name brought up for this project." 

Curious, Samantha asked, "Who was it?" 

"Dykstra." 

"I don't know any Dykstras," Samantha said. 

"Dr. James Christian Dykstra, the hypergenius responsible for artificial
gravity, defense shields . . . the Dykstra that Dykstra field theory is
named after." 

Oh-that Dykstra. 

"Heard of him?" 

"Duh." 

"I'd like you to meet him, Samantha. He's on the Moon these days." 

She was flabbergasted. Moore wanted her to meet the foremost genius of the
21st century, the man who'd replaced Einstein as the archetypal genius.
And he knew about her work. All she could think of to say was, "I thought
he was dead." 

"He's one hundred twenty-six years old, Samantha. But he hasn't lost
anything." 

"When?" 

"I take that to mean you want to meet him?" Moore confirmed. 

"Absolutely. Who wouldn't?" 

"Very well. I'll have you brought to our headquarters tomorrow. Can you be
ready to go at 1000 hours?" 

"Yes." 

"I'll have Lieutenant Nachtegall pick you up. I'd also like you to meet
with Richard Michaels." 

"Okay." 

"Have a nice evening, Ms. MacTavish." He signed off. 

She knew this would be another night of tossing and turning. But she was
also afraid that, after tomorrow, there would be no turning back. 

Since the confirmation of the aliens' FTL capability, Dykstra had thrown
himself at the problem of understanding how it must work. The past week
and a half had found him sequestered in his apartment, chained to his
workstation, reverting to his old form of working alone. 

He tried to keep Hague apprised. Now and then he'd call the lab where
Hague was continuing the work, with great success, on the mass converter,
and discuss various theoretical approaches. 

"Ah, yes, yes, Dr. Dykstra, yes, I'll think about that, yes, oh yes," was
the typical reply. Once Hague returned a call and reeled off a long string
of mathematical expressions. Dykstra was almost certain Hague had made a
mistake. 

Almost. 

He'd torn apart his own preconceptions, restructured his gravity theory
all over again, tracked down ingenious, esoteric, and sometimes even goofy
ideas in the literature, and tried to synthesize the possibilities into
one rigorous whole. 

He was still trying when someone showed up at his door. A glance at the
clock showed it to be 1930 hours. "Come in," Dykstra said, arising stiffly
from his chair. He twisted his neck to work out a kink. 

Major Moore entered, uttered preliminary niceties, and got down to
business. "This Samantha MacTavish you wanted me to recruit, Doctor-" 

"The genano engineer. Have you talked to her?" 

"Yes. You're right-she's something special. She's also a tough nut to
crack. She doesn't like the military one damn bit." 

"A pacifist?" 

"It has more to do with her husband being drafted shortly after their
marriage." 

"I see." 

"And I was indirectly responsible for her husband's draft notice. He's an
astrophysicist. He was also the best suicide orbiteer on Luna." 

"Ah, yes," Dykstra said. "Those fellows who plot close approach
trajectories to the surface and then follow them in space suits. A wild
hobby." Something occurred to Dykstra. "Close approach orbits, hmm? Did he
wind up at Slingshot?" 

"That's where we put him. Samantha thinks he's on a battleship," Moore
said. "And she'd better not find out different from you." 

"How's that, Major?" 

Moore frowned. "Let me lay it on the line, Dr. Dykstra. I've been bending
over backwards trying to land this woman for us. If it were up to me, I
would have given up long ago. But my superiors, because you requested her,
want me to play the persistent suitor. To do that, I've had to let her in
on the existence of the aliens, but she is not cleared for anything else,
and that includes where we put her husband-" 

"How is he, by the way?" Dykstra interrupted. Moore was getting wound up,
and Dykstra didn't like it. 

"What? Oh yeah, the base. He's probably fine. We don't have a casualty
list yet, but I'd guess most of the fatalities came among the regulars.
Ensign MacTavish would have been buttoned up deep inside during the raid,
or else zipped away in a lifeboat. Why?" 

"Just curious," Dykstra said innocently, but he'd derailed the Major's
train of thought. 

"Right. Well . . . Ms. MacTavish is going to visit you tomorrow, and
you're supposed to convince her of the merits of joining us in our work.
She's visiting Richard Michaels in the morning, and she'll be over here
after lunch." 

"But I wasn't informed-" Dykstra began to protest. 

"I'm informing you now," Moore said, regaining the initiative. "You wanted
her, you can help us get her. I'd suggest you look at her file before
tomorrow. Good evening, Doctor." He turned abruptly and strode out. 

"Okay," Dykstra said to his back. 

After the encounter with Moore's obvious hostility, Dykstra found it
impossible to return to work. He got dinner; he'd forgotten to eat
earlier. Lieutenant Nachtegall came by at 2100 and woke Dykstra up as he
dozed listening to music. 

Over coffee, Dykstra asked the lieutenant what the major's problem was. 

"Major Moore would slice me open from throat to groin and pour in hot
coals if he knew I'd told you this. The major didn't want you here. He
fought bringing you in right up until he was formally ordered to try." 

"But why? Doesn't he think I'm capable? I think I've proved myself,"
Dykstra said. 

"You have. Beyond anyone's wildest dreams. But that only makes it worse.
You see, the major is responsible for the scientific personnel here, a
whole bunch of guys who are a hell of a lot brighter than he is. Moore is
no dummy, even though he was just a peacetime bureaucrat officer, but he
knows he doesn't have the brains to go toe to toe with any of the people
under him. But he does have authority over them, and he can push them
around, and he can always get rid of someone because there're more young
geniuses out there to pick from. 

"But you're James Christian Dykstra. You're the best. Who can he replace
you with? He wanted you to fall flat on your face when you came here. You
didn't. He knows there isn't a damn thing he can do about you if you
decide to have things your own way, and he doesn't like it." 

"Like with Samantha?" 

"Yeah. She's a babe-and-a-half, by the way. I met her when I dropped off
the data on the alien at her apartment. Anyway, he's sick of trying to
lure her in to work for Intelligence, but there you are, you wanted her,
and what the Genius wants, the Genius gets." 

"But I haven't been unreasonable, have I?" 

"No. But you could be if you wanted to. Major Moore is a military man. He
looks at capabilities, not intentions." 

"I assume then that he'd like to have a way to neutralize my supposed
advantage. And that explains-" Dykstra began. 

"Hague," Nachtegall said. "If Hague works out here-" 

"He is working out," Dykstra said. 

"Right. If Hague works out, then Moore can look for excuses to send you
home. And Hague isn't likely to give him any trouble." 

After Nachtegall left, Dykstra called up Samantha MacTavish's file. There
were academic records and comments from instructors, some even reaching
back to elementary school. I'll say one thing for Moore-he can be
thorough. 

In the personal section, he saw that she preferred to be addressed as Ms.
MacTavish rather than Dr. MacTavish. Even though she'd earned her Ph.D.
She also most often went by "Sammi," but some of her close friends called
her "Sunshine." He looked at her picture, noted the dancing eyes and the
shining smile, and understood why. 

There was also an extensive section concerning Moore's own personal
observations of the candidate, which ranged from neutral to overtly
hostile. He could have limited my access to this stuff. He wanted me to
see it. 

The rest of the document contained the evidence of what Dykstra already
knew-that Samantha MacTavish was a rare genius indeed. 

Closing her file, on a whim, he opened another. Just what kind of a man
would have been confident enough to marry a supernova like you, he
thought. He looked into the Slingshot file under Ensign MacTavish, Steven
J. All he found there was a link to another file, that of Ensign Smith,
Steven J. Samantha's husband had taken her maiden name as his own. There
was no explanation why, though Dykstra guessed that perhaps Steve had
wanted a name less common than "Smith." At any rate, it revealed a secure
man. 

The rest of the document revealed much more. 

Steve was the solar champion suicide orbiteer, having once taken a plunge
that zipped him past the lunar surface close enough to leave a mark. He
was the man responsible for the brilliant work Dykstra had noticed in the
Slingshot file. I see you married an equal, Samantha. I'm impressed. 

Lieutenant Nachtegall arrived at Samantha MacTavish's door at exactly 1000
Saturday morning. He recalled their first meeting. She'd been cold and
wouldn't even invite him in. Too bad, too. She was something to look at. 

The door opened. Samantha was stylishly dressed, wearing a loose blouse
and mid-thigh skirt. Nachtegall took in the pleasing curves of her body
without once letting his eyes drop from her face. "Hello, Lieutenant." She
smiled, a sunrise on a frosty morning. "You're right on time." 

"Major Moore insists on it," he said. He led her up topside to the landing
berths and they set out across Mare Crisium in the military courier boat.
There wasn't a trace of her earlier hostility, though she seemed edgy,
drumming her fingers on the armrest. 

"Are you nervous, Ms. MacTavish?" 

"Yes I am," she said without hesitation. "Have you ever met Dr. Dykstra?" 

"Yes." 

"What's he like? I mean, does he seem like a legend when you're with him?"

"So that's it," Nachtegall laughed. "You have nothing to worry about. His
genius does live up to its legendary billing, but when you're with him
you'll just think he's a sweet old man." 

Nachtegall's words seemed to settle her. After a bit she said,
"Lieutenant, can I ask you a question?" 

"Call me Bob, please, Ms. MacTavish." 

"Okay. Call me Samantha." 

"Done. And yes, you can ask me a question if I get to have one in return."

"Fair enough. I don't know quite how to ask this, but . . . did you think
I was a bitch that first time you stopped by?" 

Yes I did, Nachtegall thought. "I thought you were rather cold, Samantha.
But I didn't take it personally. Major Moore had warned me that you
weren't fond of the military." 

"I'm not. But that doesn't excuse my behavior. I'm sorry I didn't even let
you in the door." 

"Apology accepted," Nachtegall said. "Now my question: Why don't you like
to be called 'Doctor'?" 

"It makes me feel old." 

"That's it?" 

"Lieutenant, do I look like a Dr. MacTavish?" 

They landed at the High Command and the lieutenant led Samantha through
the labyrinth. 

He left her alone in an office, but waited outside the door for Moore.
Moore arrived and went in to talk with Samantha, emerging soon thereafter
with a disgusted look on his face. Richard Michaels came, and Nachtegall
was directed to wait outside until Michaels and MacTavish were finished. 

"Damn guard duty," Nachtegall muttered. He dozed in a chair until his
subconscious notified him that an hour had passed and it was time to take
Samantha to lunch. 

"So what did you think of Richard Michaels?" Nachtegall asked Samantha as
they sat eating. 

"He's a nice guy," she said. "Haunted, though. I guess being forced to
kill will do that to a person. And considering what the first thing was he
killed . . ." 

"Yeah. That'll sober a guy up." 

"One thing he said really sticks with me," she continued. 

"What's that?" 

"He said, 'I don't think that morally, ethically, maybe philosophically,
that we have anything in common with them.' Weird." 

They went to Dykstra's apartment. Samantha was nervous again. Nachtegall
felt sorry for leaving her there at the door. But she'd be okay-Chris
would take good care of her. 

Standing outside Dykstra's door, Samantha gathered her courage. What do
you say to a legend anyway? 

She'd read Dykstra's biography in school, and she tried to remember some
of it. She'd never forgotten the opening line: "There are geniuses, and
then there are geniuses, and then there's Dykstra." But she was bothered
that Dykstra had agreed to work for Major Moore, had agreed to work on a
project that had as its objective the designing of means to kill the
aliens. Could that ever be right? It just didn't jibe with her view of
what a great, kind genius should be involved in. It wasn't the Dykstra she
knew from the book. 

But maybe he was seduced in, just like they're trying to do with me. 

I guess I'd better buzz or knock, she thought. Waiting wouldn't make
things any easier. She assured herself there was nothing to be afraid of. 

Nevertheless, he was a legend. 

She pressed the buzzer. The door opened. A pleasant voice said, "Come in,
Mrs. MacTavish. Watch your step-the gravity is lower in here." 

Samantha entered, and the pseudograv field left her feeling only half as
heavy as a footstep ago. We share a minor indulgence, she thought. Sitting
in the middle of the room in the comfy chair was the old man himself,
looking like a well preserved seventy. For a moment, she doubted he could
be Dykstra at all. But he arose and said, "Hello. I'm James Christian
Dykstra. My friends call me Chris. You may call me whatever you feel most
comfortable with." 

"I'd probably be most comfortable with Dr. Dykstra," she said. 

He smiled at that, a soft smile. He looked at her, eyes twinkling, crystal
clear, and infinitely penetrating. "As you wish," he said. 

"But you can call me Samantha." 

And after that Samantha didn't have a clue as to how to begin.
Fortunately, Dykstra did. 

"We will have to fight them, you know," he began. "Now that we're able to
get out to the Oort cloud we've become a threat to them." 

"But I don't understand why it has to be that way," Samantha replied.
"Space is so big. Why can't we just leave each other alone?" She stopped;
she was arguing with the foremost genius of the age. 

He was grinning. "Very good, Samantha! I thought if I made a blunt
statement you'd forget about being intimidated by my reputation and just
say what you thought. I'm counting on you to continue to do so." There was
a gentleness to his manner, and yet a certainty in the way he spoke, that
both put her at ease and increased her already immense respect for the
man. It was obvious that, despite his unique genius, he had no shred of
egomania. 

"So you don't think we'll have to fight them after all?" 

"No. We will have to fight them, I believe. I said that I was blunt, not
that I was kidding." 

"Your reasons?" 

"First, why don't you take a seat, Samantha. I hope you don't mind the
gravity, but my doctor insists that at my age, well, I think you
understand." She sat on the couch and he back in his comfy chair. "Now, as
for my reasons, I'm sure Mr. Michaels told you that he thinks the aliens
are all through the cometary halo. It's hardly likely that there was only
one ship, or that he'd find them almost immediately upon arriving in the
cloud." 

"He told me that," Samantha said. "But even if they do occupy the halo,
what difference do we make to them? We like it close in to the Sun, and
for all practical purposes, they're living in interstellar space. Do we
even have anything they want? And if we do, why haven't they attacked us a
long time ago?" 

"Your points are well taken, Samantha. It's not at all unlikely that the
cometary halos of nearby stars overlap each other. The aliens could very
well be a true interstellar race, living only between the stars. At least
now." He paused for effect. "But what did they used to be?" 

Samantha thought about it for a second, said, "They must have evolved on a
planet-their physical structure allows no other conclusion. But that
doesn't mean they're interested in stars now." 

"But they might be. The prudent military man must consider that," Dykstra
said. 

"I almost forgot you're working for them, Doctor." 

"You need not fear me trying to verbally coerce you into joining,
Samantha. I'm genuinely interested in your opinions." 

"Why? I'm barely out of school," Samantha said, protesting, yet glowing
inside. And she knew he was being honest. 

"I'll get to that. But let me remind you that I was still in school when I
first formulated the Dykstra field equations." 

"I recall reading that." 

"Another factor I've considered is the way they behaved when they first
came upon OEV 1. We have two things to consider. The aliens have either
encountered other intelligent life before us, or they have not. Assuming
the two who met Michaels were representative of the race as a whole-" 

"Then in either case," Samantha interrupted, "it would make them
xenophobes." 

"You've got it. And there is one other thing. I'm sure Richard Michaels
conveyed to you his visceral impression of them?" 

Samantha recalled what Michaels had said. "He did, yes. He was quite
disturbed by it, I thought." 

"Are you a religious woman, Samantha?" Dykstra asked. 

Puzzled, she said, "Sure. I believe in God and heaven, and I go to church.
Er, now and then. Steve, my husband, is the more religious of the two of
us, though. Why do you ask?" 

"You believe you have a soul?" 

"Yes. And Michaels thinks he didn't sense any common ground because the
aliens don't." 

"Yes. You are delightfully quick, Samantha," Dykstra said, smiling. 

"Call me Sammi now," she said. She liked this old, brilliant man. 

"May I be so bold as to throw in an occasional 'Sunshine'? I see how you
got the nickname." 

"I'd be honored . . . Chris." 

"To answer your questions, I think it's possible that the aliens have no
souls. But I have no idea how you go about proving something like that.
The whole thing scares me." Dykstra got up then and brought them
refreshments from the kitchen. 

Looking at the clock, Dykstra said, "I see we're almost out of time. I
have a meeting in ten minutes. Let me tell you a couple of other things. 

"It's entirely possible that the aliens' faster-than-light drive-we're
certain that they do have one-won't work deep in a gravity well. Perhaps
they've left us alone up until now because they can't keep the advantage
of FTL travel near the Sun. A scientist named Arie Hague pointed out that
for any spherical gravitating body there's one unique distance from the
center where my field equations don't seem to work at all. A
discontinuity. It's called the Hague Limit. For years people have
wondered, myself included, if the discontinuity had any physical
implications. It's my intuition that the alien FTL drive doesn't work
inside the Hague radius, which for our Sun is about 57.4 astronomical
units." 

"But Chris, aren't they so far ahead of us technologically that it
wouldn't matter whether or not they could use their FTL drive? I mean,
aren't they way ahead of us?" 

"You know, you're only the second person who has spotted that objection
without having it pointed out. And it makes perfect sense, except that I
have examined some of their devices-" 

"Like what?" 

"You'll have to sign up before I'll tell you that," Dykstra said. 

"I see." 

"Anyway, they are not that far ahead of us." To her, he looked a little
puzzled by that, even as he spoke, and he seemed distracted. "In fact, I
saw a couple of obvious inefficiencies in one of the devices . . ." But
then he trailed off and wouldn't continue. 

He didn't seem like he was going to start the conversation again, so
Samantha said, "Before I go you said you'd tell me why you wanted the
major to get me on the project?" 

Dykstra came back from wherever his mind was trekking. "Oh, I'm sorry,
Sunshine. Forgive an old man for absentmindedness. The reason I want you
for the project is that, of the other genano engineers I've seen, you have
the most obvious intuitive genius." 

"I'm not a genius," Samantha protested. "I'm good, but Chang is-" 

"You're better than Chang, Sammi. Even he says so." 

"But-" 

"Trust me on this one, Samantha. I'm the smartest man in the world,
remember? I recognize the exceptional genius when I see it." 

"Well . . . thank you," was all she could say. And though she denied it,
she knew what Dykstra meant. She had always had a good feel for how to
solve a problem, for which approaches made sense and which didn't, and
hadn't realized until grad school that the level of her talent was
virtually unique. 

There was a buzz at the door. Nachtegall had arrived to take her home. She
said good-bye to Dykstra, but she knew she'd had more than just a unique
encounter with a legend-she'd found a new friend. 

And . . . something more. But she couldn't quite put her finger on it. 

If the Sunshine Bob had left at the door had suffered from cloudy skies,
the girl he flew back to Luna City was as bright as a crisp, clear, Rocky
Mountain afternoon. 

"Oh, Bob! He was everything you said he was, and more. He was so kind, and
down to earth, and brilliant! And there I was, talking to the legend, and
. . . and . . ." 

"Holding your own?" 

"Yes! He treated me like an equal. And I think he liked me, apart from my
abilities, I think he liked me as a person." Her smile lit the interior of
the shuttle, and dispelled the shadows outside. 

"I get the picture," Nachtegall said. Dykstra was something else. Even at
his age, he could still charm the young ladies. The lieutenant wished
Samantha would gush about him that way. 

Later, Nachtegall reported to Moore the bare details of Samantha's visit.
The major wasn't interested in hearing more. Then Bob went to Dykstra's to
see what the old professor's view was of Sunshine. 

"What a thoroughly delightful woman," Dykstra said. "And what an
appropriate nickname. 'Sunshine'-it's obvious how she got it." 

"She was thoroughly impressed with you, too, Chris. She gushed all the way
back to Luna City, pleased as hell that you treated her like an equal." 

"She deserves that kind of respect. She has the gift, or the spark, call
it what you will. She's better than or equal to any of the others Moore
has gathered here. But I couldn't convince her to join us yet. I hope she
decides in our favor. She would add a dimension to our work that we
haven't even touched yet." 

Nachtegall sensed d‚j… vu. Hadn't he heard this sort of bewitched
infatuation earlier today? "You feel more than just respect for her
intelligence, don't you, Chris?" 

"Is it that obvious?" 

Nachtegall nodded. 

"She reminds me of someone, Bob. Someone who was very special to me.
Jennifer didn't look anything like Samantha, but somehow I think they
share the same spirit." Dykstra smiled faintly, wistfully. 

Jealousy nipped at Nachtegall's heart. "You're not in danger of falling in
love with her, are you?" 

"What?" Dykstra laughed. "Are you worried about my heart, lieutenant? Or
is it your own that you should be minding?" Dykstra's look went in ten
centimeters deep. 

"She does have that effect on men, doesn't she?" 

"She's a married woman," Dykstra said. 

"And you're five times her age," Nachtegall said. 

"There's no reason to bring that up." 

????????????? 

After the afternoon meeting with Dykstra, Samantha knew she had some
serious thinking to do. 

She was fixing herself a snack when she remembered she hadn't checked her
mail yet today. 

There was a letter from Steve. 

Eagerly she brought the letter up, redirected the output to the big screen
of her TV, and sat down just as the image of her husband formed. "Honey,
you look so good," she said out loud. "I wish you were with me." She also
noticed that he needed a haircut, and he'd lost weight. 

Steve said: "Hello, my darling Sunshine. I'm sorry this is a few days
late, but our . . . operations . . . had me tied up pretty thoroughly. 

"I miss you, sweetheart. I want to be with you more than anything else in
the Universe. Sometimes some of the other guys catch me staring out the
port into space, and they say, 'Look, the Moon's come out again,' because
they know I'm mooning over you. But I don't care. I love you, Sammi, and I
always will. 

"You know I can't tell you about what I'm doing, but this military service
actually turned out to be kind of interesting. My talents are being well
used . . . ." Her eyes were fixed on the screen, just looking at him,
drinking him in. The pain of their separation tore at her even as she
melted inside while he spoke of the infinitely important mundane,
important because it was all about him. 

She wanted him back so badly. 

Damn war, she thought anew. 

" . . . should be back on leave month after next, Sammi. They're giving me
a whole week! Oh hon, the things we'll do!" 

"You got that right, lover," Samantha said. 

"I have to finish this letter up now. I wish I were there with you,
darling. I know you tell me what's up in your letters to me, but I want to
know what you're doing every minute, what's making you laugh, if anything
is making you cry, what you're worrying about . . . just everything. I
want to wrap my arms around you and hold you so tight I can feel your
heart beating next to mine, rub my hands up and down your back, and kiss
you . . . oh, and kiss you. . . ." 

"Me too, hon. Me too," she whispered, tears welling. 

"Good-bye, Sunshine. Until next time." And the letter was over. 

She had a good cry after that. She replayed the letter five times before
going to bed, and for the first time in what seemed ages, her last
thoughts before drifting off to sleep had nothing whatsoever to do with
Major Moore, and everything to do with Steve. 

But that night she had another dream. 

It was somewhat of a nightmare, but not the scary kind-more of the
"something gone wrong" type. She found herself on the surface of Mars,
without a suit, and she was watching her symbionts at work, an easy thing
to do since they were the size of bulldozers. But something wasn't
right-the symbionts were going down to the river, which itself was the
result of a different project, and splitting the water molecules up, and
then bringing the oxygen atoms to the desert and making iron oxide. "What
are you doing?" she cried. "You're doing everything backwards!" And a
bulldozer symbiont came up to her, and somehow it reminded her of the
aliens, and it said, "But it's so much easier to do it this way. It's
almost as if the iron wants to rust." And the words echoed through the
last vestiges of the dream: Wants to rust; wants to rust; wants to rust;
iron wants to rust . . . 

She awoke with a start. The meaning of the dream flooded into her. 

It was Sunday morning. Since her conversation with Dykstra the previous
day, she had made up her mind to attend church this morning, something
she'd lapsed in since Steve's departure. But she had to sort this out. She
went to her workstation and immersed herself in the work of the genano
engineer. She looked at the structure of her new symbionts, played with
some different assumptions, had the computer test theoretical
modifications, and by 1500 hours she had the answer her intuition had told
her was there during the dream. 

She had a weapon against the aliens-she could make their bones rust. 

It wasn't really difficult. A few changes would allow her virus nanotool
users and their hosts to live in the aliens themselves. I haven't even
agreed to work on the Phinon Project yet, and already I know exactly what
I'd be doing, she thought. I'd better make up my mind about what I'm going
to tell Moore. 

Saying no would be harder now. The temptation to prove herself yet again
was overwhelming, particularly now that she knew how to do it. 

III 

Rust 

Samantha went to work on Monday with a bounce in her step, and wearing her
most sunshiny smile. She'd played Steve's letter two more times before
retiring last night, and let the thrill of his upcoming leave drive out
any fears or concerns about how she was going to answer Major Moore. She
would put those concerns on the back burner for a few days and think just
about her husband, and about her successes with the Martian atmosphere
project. 

But while she was taking readings on her cultures, Martha came up and
started in on her about her weekend. 

"Hi, Martha," Samantha said. "Guess what? I finally got a letter from
Steve, and he's going to get leave in a few months!" 

"That's wonderful, Sammi," Martha said, but there was no hint in her voice
that she wanted to talk about Steve right now. If anything, she seemed
nervous about something, tense, as if something was preying on her mind
and she didn't quite know how to bring the subject up, yet had to. 

"What's the matter, Martha? Something's troubling you." 

"Can you tell me what you decided this weekend, Samantha?" Martha got out
haltingly. "I mean, did you decide to work for the military?" 

"Well, Major Moore introduced me to some people who felt strongly that I
should join, but I haven't made up my mind yet. I know the work would be
interesting, but I don't know if it would be, uh, right for me to work on
it. You know, military projects are always about killing, and I just don't
know if I want to be connected with that." Samantha looked Martha over
carefully, and knew the older woman had something she wanted to tell her
about . . . very badly. "You have some strong feelings on this, don't
you?" 

"I don't want you to join, Sammi. I don't want to lose you to them, too."
She put her arms around Samantha, held her very tightly, was crying.
Samantha hadn't had any idea that Martha was carrying around some hidden
pain, but she let the woman cry herself out on her shoulder, and helped
her to a chair when she was ready to talk again. 

"I'm sorry for that, Sammi," she said, dabbing tear streaks from her
cheeks with a tissue. "It's just that, my dad was in the Patrol, years
ago. I think I told you that. He loved it, he really did. But that was
during the Belt War of Independence. I was only ten when he was killed at
the battle of Ceres. I was only ten, and I didn't understand, but my mom
said he'd died for something important, something he believed in . . .
solar unity. I didn't know what that was, and I didn't care. But then two
months later they signed the Vesta peace treaty and the Belt got
independence anyway. 

"He died for nothing, Sammi. Nothing." A whisper. 

"I'm so sorry, Martha. I didn't know," Samantha said softly. 

"That's not all of it. My daughter joined the Patrol, too, when she was
just nineteen. She would have been abut your age now, Sammi. The military
killed her, too. She was in one of those police actions you hear about,
but never know the details of. She died on Ganymede." Martha was openly
sobbing again. "They didn't even have a body to send back to me," she
choked out. 

Samantha cried, too. 

"And you're, you're like her. So bright, so shiny, so sweet. When you
first came here it was almost like having my Shelly back. That's why I've
practically adopted you." And Samantha remembered what Martha had done:
the gift on her birthday; the long talks, like she'd had with no one else
except her own mother; the invitation to Christmas dinner so soon after
she'd arrived on the Moon. "I don't want you to go and be lost, too." 

Samantha made up her mind. "I won't go, Martha. I won't. I'll tell them
no. I'll call Major Moore tomorrow and tell him no. I promise." 

"Thank you, Sammi. I love you, little girl." 

It was another hour before they actually got back to work. 

Samantha felt wonderful when she returned home that evening. She felt
comfortable with her decision, too, and now that she'd made up her mind,
it was like a weight had been lifted from her shoulders. She was still
fascinated with the aliens, of course, and she would have loved to work on
understanding the alien biology, but she consoled herself with the
knowledge that sooner or later, without the entanglements of the military,
she'd get her chance. Eventually the existence of the aliens would be made
public, and then she could study them in the comfort of an academic
atmosphere. 

And in the meantime, there was all of Mars to turn habitable, billions of
tons of oxygen to liberate, and she was just the woman to see to it since
her symbionts were clearly living up to expectations. She would be so
happy to show Steve her work. 

Shortly after another dinner in front of the TV, she was watching Steve's
letter again when there came a buzz at her door. She left the letter
running as she answered it. Outside stood a captain in the Patrol, or at
least she thought that's what the insignia meant. She didn't recognize the
badge the man wore on his left breast, though; the broken spaceship with
black ribbon. 

"Yes?" 

"Ms. MacTavish?" 

"That's right. If you're from Major Moore's office, you can tell him that
I'll call him tomorrow, but my answer is no." She was eager to get the
words out, to make her decision real. 

"I'm afraid I don't know any Major Moore, Ms. MacTavish." The voice was
solemn, and the man looked uncomfortable. "My name is Captain John Kleck.
I'm from the Department of Civilian Relations, spouse division. May I come
in?" 

"Certainly. I'm sorry for not saying so earlier." Perplexed, she led him
into her apartment. He declined refreshments, but asked her to sit down.
Samantha muted the sound from Steve's letter, but left the visual on. 

"Ms. MacTavish, I'm afraid that it's my official duty to notify you of
some unfortunate news." 

Samantha stiffened, felt cold all of a sudden. 

"This isn't about Steve, is it?" she asked, but she couldn't keep the fear
out of her voice. 

"Yes. I'm afraid it is. I'm sorry, Ms. MacTavish. Your husband is dead." 

"No," she said, but no sound came out. 

"He died in the line of duty, Ms. MacTavish. He served in the finest
tradition of the Fleet." The hammer blow had fallen. A million questions
flashed through her mind: How? Why? Where? When? Could there be some
mistake? 

"You killed him," she said. "You military bastards killed him!" she
screamed. "You let him die in your stupid, mindless, idiotic farce of a
war!" 

"Ms. MacTavish, please-" 

"Get out! Get out now! Go! Go!" she screamed at the man, and he left as
she dropped to the floor, sobbing helplessly. She looked over at the TV
screen, saw Steve silently mouthing, " . . . but I want to know what
you're doing every minute, what's making you laugh, if anything is making
you cry, what you're worrying about . . ." 

Eventually she composed herself enough to call Martha, who came over and
stayed with her the rest of the long, hopeless night. 

The next days were a blur of undifferentiated activities, undifferentiated
in that they were all just things that happened in that long, sickening
period "after Steve died." Friends visited. Along with Martha and her
husband came Mike and Terry, longtime friends of Steve and fellow suicide
orbiteers. Her mother came up from Earth to be with her, aunts sent
sympathy cards, and her in-laws also came. There was a good deal of
crying, and a sharing of stories about Steve, and surprisingly, there was
some laughter, too. Major Moore sent his condolences, and at the memorial
service, she saw Chris Dykstra sitting discreetly in the back. When the
ceremony neared its end, the black veil was dropped over the cross of
black lunar glass that would stand out in the military cemetery at the
edge of the Sea of Tranquility. 

There was no body to bury. 

Sunday morning Dykstra went to chapel. The sermon was old hat. His mind
wandered. While Chaplain Townsend preached about the calling of Abram,
Dykstra wondered about the place of the Phinons-the project name was now a
synonym for the aliens-in the cosmological order, particularly if they
were intelligent yet lacked souls. 

He got nowhere, but at least the sermon ended before his snores became
audible. 

Feeling renewed both from the morning service and yesterday's visit by
Samantha, he sat at his workstation filled with exceptional vigor, eager
to again dive into his theoretical work on the Phinon FTL drive. It proved
frustrating. Almost he was there. But some pieces were missing. 

They were still missing on Monday. 

Tuesday he went to the lab. "Yes, yes, Dr. Dykstra, welcome, yes, yes. You
must see the mass converter now, yes, oh yes. It works so much better now,
yes." 

"Dr. Hague isn't kidding," Vander Kam said. "We just measured our
conversion efficiency at over ninety-five percent." 

"That's incredible! The Phinon's own device was only at ninety-two
percent," Dykstra exclaimed. "How did you do it?" 

"It was all Dr. Hague. I hate to admit it, but he pretty much just told me
what to do. The result is over there." He gestured toward the machine
where Hague was lovingly going over the instruments. "We think this model
is the one we'll scale up to half size. Of course, we'll have to relocate
to Farside Station." 

"Oh? When?" Dykstra asked, surprised. His project was slipping-no, had
slipped-away from him. 

"I've talked to Major Moore. We'll probably be leaving within the month.
The facilities in Paracelsus crater should serve. That's where the
antimatter power plants are tested. But when we leave depends on when that
alien drive unit gets here. Moore wants Hague to see it." 

Since the Phinon attack on Slingshot, information about the raid had come
out slowly, but regularly. The wrecked alien vessel had been done in when
a lifeboat rammed it. Dykstra found that appropriate since Slingshot had
existed to find novel ways to use kinetic kill methods against Dykstra
shields. The lifeboat had rammed in just the right way to cause the shield
to collapse catastrophically over the front section of the alien ship.
Dykstra wondered if the pilot had planned it that way. The drive section,
and the FTL engine, were left intact, and these were now on their way to
Luna. 

"What did he think about the other alien artifacts?" 

"He hasn't seen any yet," Vander Kam replied. "You solved the intractable
technological problems, and I think all those items are with the anthropo
and socio and psycho types. Probably the artists, too." 

"Tell me, Rick-what's it like to work with Hague day after day?" 

"He's not much for conversation. He drives me nuts with his speech
mannerisms. And heaven forbid the routine gets changed-" 

"The autistic typically require the routine and familiar," Dykstra said. 

"But what can I say? He looks at something, says it isn't right, we make
some changes, and they're always an improvement. It's amazing." 

"He's better at this sort of thing than I am," Dykstra sighed, watching
the diminutive scientist scurrying about. 

"I don't know about that." 

"Oh, bosh! You just told me he does things that I know I can't do,"
Dykstra retorted. 

"You invented modern physics, Chris." 

"That was a long time ago. When I was young." 

"Oh, c'mon, Chris," Vander Kam said. "You duplicated the aliens' mass
conversion method. No one else was able to do that. Only you could do it."

"I'm not so sure," he shrugged. "I've been working with Dykstra fields for
over a century. So along comes an alien device that does a new trick. I
didn't think up how to do the trick. I only figured it out once I knew it
could be done and had an example in front of me." He raised his cane and
pointed it in the direction of Hague, who turned and smiled, said "Yes,
yes," and went back to work. "And it took another man to make the device
practical." 

"You're not being fair to yourself, Chris. You've been working on FTL
drive studies. You could have improved it yourself if you'd been here." 

"Not to ninety-five percent, Rick. Not in two weeks. Not at my age." 

Wednesday morning Dykstra took the fast elevator up to the small
observation bubble on the top of the High Command mountain. To the north
he could see the crags and rugged undulations of the highland topography.
To the south, the bare plain of Mare Crisium, broken by a myriad of small
craters, spreading away to the horizon. 

Sharp shadows carved the landscape. 

Dykstra looked up at the stars, bright, keen, sparkling beacons outlining
the road to destiny. 

He'd decided this morning that he'd gotten as far as he was going to with
the FTL theory until he could look inside that engine. It's cheating, he
thought. But I'm an old man. 

He relived the hour with Samantha MacTavish-Sunshine. She was so quick, so
bright, so young. So like Jennifer. The future belonged to such as she. It
would be the Sunshines of the world who would travel the road to the
stars. 

Dykstra descended. Emerging from the elevator, Major Moore plowed into
him. 

"I'm sorry, Dr. Dykstra. Excuse me. I wasn't watching where I was going."
Helping Dykstra back to his feet, Moore seemed jovial. 

"Quite all right, Major. Say, has Ms. MacTavish agreed to join us yet?" 

Dykstra thought Moore's smile broadened a hint. 

"No, Doctor. It turns out that her husband did die in the alien attack.
She didn't take the news too well. She went ballistic; threw the notifying
officer right out of her apartment. She was down on the military
before-you can imagine how she feels now." 

Dykstra felt a dull burning inside, wrapped around hollowness. He'd lost
many himself-he knew what she was going through. "When did you find out?" 

"Yesterday." 

"And you didn't tell me?" 

Moore's expression hardened. "Obviously not, Doctor. You have no official
interest in this matter." 

The major was right, but Dykstra hated the petty delight Moore was taking
in spelling that out to him now. 

Moore lightened up. "Lieutenant Nachtegall did inform me that you and Ms.
MacTavish 'hit it off' as he put it. I suppose you'll want to go to the
funeral. It's tomorrow morning." 

"Thanks for telling me." 

"Not at all. But Samantha still doesn't know how or where her husband
died. Perhaps after the war we can tell her. Right now we can't risk
letting the Belt know about either the aliens or Slingshot. You mustn't
discuss those subjects." 

Dykstra didn't like it. "Major, I must protest. She already knows about
the aliens, and Slingshot is moot now. She has a right to know how her
husband died. She has a right to know how his last minutes were lived." 

"Bullshit, Doctor. Bullshit! Even if I grant the existence of such a
sentimental right, I'm damn sure that it is neither your duty nor your
right to tell her. Do I make myself clear?" 

"Clearer than you know, Major," Dykstra sighed. 

"I'm sorry for leaning on you, Doctor. But security is important to me. Go
ahead, take tomorrow off, go to the funeral if you wish, or just enjoy
what Luna City has to offer." Moore chuckled lightly and patted him on the
back. 

The insincerity was galling. Dykstra said nothing, and set out slowly down
the hall. He hated needing the cane. 

He went to the funeral. Nachtegall flew him into Luna City and led him to
the church, but the lieutenant had other official business and so
regretfully had to leave Dykstra there by himself. 

From the back, he could see Samantha, in black, shuddering, crying. The
minister went on at length about Steve, most of it generic kind words, of
giving up his life for some greater, though unspecified, good. 

His eyes were drawn to the cross of black lunar glass, Spartan, but
dignified in its simplicity. It would stand with thousands of others out
in the Sea of Tranquility. 

Samantha slipped out quickly after the ceremony. He had no chance to speak
to her, even to let her know he was there, though he thought she might
have seen him once. 

Friday afternoon Moore called. 

"I was wondering how your work is going, Dr. Dykstra. I noticed you
haven't filed any progress reports in-boy, it looks like over two weeks
now." 

"I haven't had much to report, Major. I'm temporarily stalled." 

"I see. Do you suppose-" 

Dykstra didn't let him finish. "I do not understand how their drive works.
Everything I try leads to contradictions or singularities or
discontinuities. And sometimes just plain stupid results." 

"You're quitting, Dr. Dykstra? Is that what you mean?" He sounded hopeful.

"No, Major. I'm waiting until the drive unit comes in. I'm hoping it will
provide the missing puzzle pieces. In the meantime, I'll see what other
project I can help out on." 

"Hmmm," Moore said. "It's not as simple as that, Doctor. The other work is
all going quite well, much of it because of your success with the alien
weapon. But . . . well, to be blunt, the other scientists would not
welcome having you on their teams. You know, professional jealousy. And
fear that you'll outshine them." 

"So I'm just supposed to twiddle my old thumbs until the drive unit
arrives?" 

"Actually, Dr. Hague will do the studies on the drive. He's quite
remarkable with technology, isn't he, Doctor?" 

You're not shutting me out, Major! "In that case, I'll continue my
theoretical studies. I thought it would be best to set them aside for a
while and do something else, but it looks like that won't be practical." 

Moore pasted on an empty smile and said, "Okay, Dr. Dykstra. But don't get
discouraged. I'm sure you'll come up with something." 

"Thank you, Major." 

"But I need to see progress reports." 

For each of the next eight days Moore received an impenetrably math-laden
report he could never hope to understand. Finally, he rebelled. 

"Doctor, as far as I can tell, you've accomplished nothing except sharply
defining your ignorance." 

"I told you a week ago I was stalled, Major." Dykstra was sitting on his
couch. The major had refused a seat. 

"Let's cut the bullshit. You're going to be on the next boat home if you
don't justify your worth to this organization. I can't afford to have
prima donna geniuses flouting my authority, particularly when they aren't
needed anymore." 

"Now wait one minute, Major-" 

"No! You wait," Moore said angrily. "No one has probably ever said this to
the Great Genius Dykstra, but I will. We don't need you, Doctor. You've
done good work for us, certainly, but we have Hague now, and he can carry
the same load. Besides that, he doesn't threaten to go over my head to get
his way." 

"When did I ever do that?" 

"When you forced me to go after MacTavish, Doctor. Or had you forgotten?" 

No, he hadn't forgotten the conversation. But it was clear to Dykstra now
that when he'd said he could get more funding, Moore had only heard the
part about going to the superiors. 

The major continued to fume and sputter, finally saying, "Should we send
you home, Doctor?" 

"I no longer have a home, Major!" 

Moore left, hot as hell, but not yet ready to fire the foremost genius of
the age. 

Sunday, the men arrived from Slingshot with the alien drive. 

A corner of the huge docking bay had been converted into a laboratory for
work on the drive section. Dykstra had watched as the tail of the
half-crushed alien ship was maneuvered into the lab from the bay proper. 

It had taken the Patrol a month to bring it in from Slingshot, a month
spent in near total communication silence lest the Belt discover them. 

A month in which he'd been unable to understand how it worked. 

Now he stood before it, alone. 

They'd cut open the hull to expose the engine; four meters long, three
across at the widest, looking like a tin can that had been crumpled and
stretched back out. 

Dykstra was not allowed to touch it. 

Arie Hague would be along soon; he and Rick were en route from Paracelsus
crater where they'd been looking over the facilities. Major Moore had not
specifically forbidden Dykstra to work on the engine, but he'd made it
clear that Hague would be in charge of studying the thing, so it would
only be proper courtesy that the "other genius" of the Phinon Project get
to open it up first. 

Of course, putting the pliable Hague in charge meant that Moore would call
all the shots. 

And take the credit. 

"You've foiled me, fiendish engine of alien sorcery," Dykstra said.
Perhaps it was best that he couldn't open up the drive unit himself. Yes .
. . it would be better to let someone else work on it. Someone who can get
along without a cane, he thought as he tapped it against the hull of the
ship. 

"Hey! I hauled that sucker nine billion kilometers to get it here. Why are
you hitting it with that stick?" 

Dykstra turned to see a black man, perhaps in his seventies, wearing
coveralls, coming from the doorway. Despite what the man had just said, he
looked amused. 

"This thing has caused me a month of sleepless nights," Dykstra said.
"Just be glad I'm only giving it love taps. By the way, I'm James
Christian Dykstra." 

"As if I don't know. I'm Roger Tykes. People call me 'Pops.' " 

"You look older than the average Patrol officer," Dykstra noted. 

"Hah! As if you should talk, Doctor." 

Dykstra liked him. "Please, call me Chris." 

"I am older, Chris. But piloting spaceships is what I like to do. Anyway,
I'm too old for the front lines, so I was stationed at Slingshot. That's
why my crew and I were the ones who brought that baby in," Pops said. 

Dykstra lit up. "You were at the base when the aliens attacked? I know
most of the story, but the details were hazy on how we got this drive
section. Something about a lifeboat crashing into one of the attacking
ships." 

Pops became solemn. "Chris," he said, "you find the real heroes among the
damnedest people. It was one of the scientists who did it . . . just a kid
ensign drafted for his brains. He'd been ordered to get away in a
lifeboat. Then all of a sudden the lifeboat comes screaming back, and the
aliens must not have been paying attention because they never touched him.
He rammed this one," Pops said, patting the remains of the ship with his
hand, "on the nose of the shield, and the front crumpled to nothing. The
other ship turned tail and ran after that. And I mean ran. Wait until you
see the pictures on that." 

On a strong hunch, Dykstra asked, "What was the ensign's name?" 

"MacTavish. Steven MacTavish. We called him 'Mackie.' Quiet kid. Newlywed.
Did brilliant work but wanted nothing more than to get back to his wife." 

"I knew it," Dykstra whispered. 

"Eh? You knew him?" 

"No. But I know his wife. He had every reason to want to come home." 

"Tell her she should be proud," Pops said. "It won't help her much right
now, but he saved us. A lot of others aren't feeling the pain she is now
because of what he did." 

Dykstra frowned. "I can't tell her. Security. She thinks he died on a
battleship." 

"That's bullshit. She has a right to know. Screw the regulations!" Pops
said. 

After Pops left, Major Moore arrived with Vander Kam and Hague. 

"Here it is, Dr. Hague. The Phinon FTL drive engine. It's all yours to
tinker with." Like a father to a half-witted son. 

But Hague did not look delighted at the prospect of opening up the engine.
He looked scared. 

"Go ahead," Moore said. "Go look at it, Dr. Hague." 

The diminutive scientist approached it slowly, revulsion evident upon his
face. He reached out tentatively to touch it. 

"He's afraid of it," Vander Kam whispered to Dykstra. 

Dykstra just watched. 

"No!" Hague said, backing away. "No, no, Major Moore. No! It's not right.
It's not a right thing! It's not a right thing." 

"But Dr. Hague, you've got to look at it. . . ." Moore said, confused. 

"No! No, I won't! I won't! No, no, no. It's wrong." He started to cry. He
turned to the major, grasping his sleeve. "Don't make me touch, Major. No,
please, don't make me," he pleaded. 

"But, Doctor-" 

"No!" Hague screamed. "No! It's wrong! It's a wrong thing! No!" He bolted
out of the lab, a fast scurry with his short legs. 

"Oh, damn it!" Moore said. 

"Dr. Hague is not a normal scientist, Major," Dykstra said. "He's an
autistic savant. As high functioning as he is, it may be that he literally
cannot deal with something as strange and alien as that drive." 

"You'd like that, wouldn't you, Doctor?" Moore said hotly. "Well don't
count on it. We'll get Hague psychiatric help, or sedatives, or whatever
the hell it takes. But he'll work on that engine, goddamnit!" He stormed
out. 

"I don't think so," Rick said, watching the major leave. "He doesn't know
Hague like I do. Do you know Hague has to have his tea every day at
exactly 1600 hours? If it's late in coming, he gets really upset, kind of
like he just did. If he doesn't want to work on it, he won't work on it.
End of discussion." He punched Dykstra lightly on the shoulder.
"Congratulations. She's going to be your baby." 

That evening Dykstra scanned the new material in the Slingshot file. Pops
and his crew had brought in the actual data cubes from the Slingshot
computers. 

He found the records dealing with Steve's heroics, but not the second ship
escaping. Those records would be available tomorrow, and he'd see them,
with everyone else, at the afternoon briefing. 

Among the records was a transcript from the voice log of Steve's lifeboat:

SM: "I'm out, speeding up fast . . . there's the ships . . . oh! There
goes the perimeter battery. . . ." 

Voice identified as Lieutenant Nick Malloy: "Steve, is that you running?" 

SM: "It's me, Nicky. Turning tail and bolting for the blue." 

NM: "Godspeed, Steve. Tell them what's happening." 

SM: "Where are you?" 

NM: "Right where you left me-the tracking room. We've lost half the
personnel. Tell my wife I love her. Shit! He's making another pass!" 

SM: "Where is Pops?" 

NM: "Out in the Ranger, trying to fight them. He doesn't have the
firepower, though. Brave son-of-a-bitch. I can see him now. You should be
able to see him, too." 

SM: "Got him. He's vectoring . . . rocket away. A hit!" 

NM: "They didn't even move. Oops! You see that? The bastards winged him!" 

SM: "Pops, are you out there? Do you need help?" 

Voice identified as Commander Roger Tykes: "Of course I'm here, Mackie.
Get the hell lost! That's why they put you in that lifeboat." 

SM: "But-" 

RT: "No, goddamnit! Your duty is to get clear. You may be the only record
that gets out of here!" 

NM: "They're releasing another rocket. Oh my God . . ." 

SM: "Nick!" 

NM: "Good-bye." Heavy static. 

SM: "God. Oh, God!" 

RT: "Another micronuke. Don't know why they don't just blast us to
smithereens . . ." hiss and crackle ". . . damn signal is breaking up." 

SM: "I've got an idea, Pops. I'm turning around." 

RT: Unrecognizable . . . "No, your . . ." static. 

SM: "I can't run out, Pops. I think I can get one ship. Their shields are
like ours. I can ram, use the lifeboat like a KKV, collapse the shield." 

A tear trickled down Dykstra's cheek as he read the account. 

SM: "Getting close now. Suppose I should have some final words . . . I
love you, Sammi . . . but I have to do this . . . remember John 15:13 . .
. 

"Time to tweak the course. My target is still dawdling around. The other
is hanging with him, just popping off shots. There-that should do it.
Let's see what we can leave for Christmas. . . . 

"Eight seconds. Good-bye, Sammi. I love you. Take me now, Jesus. Take this
you son-of-a-!" 

The account ended. Dykstra stared at the screen. 

He knew. He knew he could leave the tail intact. "It wasn't enough for him
to just save his friends. He had to give us a shot at having their
faster-than-light drive, too." Whispers. 

He gave up his life for that. And his widow doesn't even know. 

But I do. He thought of Sammi, the smile, the twinkle in her eyes. He
thought of the shattered woman at the funeral. He thought of the alien
drive, and Hague horrified. Opening it was his last chance to understand
it. 

The options were clear. 

"Keep quiet, and stay. Tell her, and be sent away." 

When I was young it wouldn't have even been a choice. 

Lieutenant Nachtegall was worried about his friend. As he walked to the
briefing in the tracking room, he thought about what Chris had been
through, what had turned him old. 

He'd noticed the change after he'd returned with Hague, though it had
started before, with the destruction of Dykstra's home. Then Hague had
become the new wunderkind, Dykstra's project had slipped away from him,
and even the Hague Limit had turned out to exist. Following that, weeks of
failure at trying to build a theory of FTL drives. 

And sandwiched among them, a meeting with a delightful Samantha followed
by a funeral for her husband. 

Nachtegall had read Dykstra's biography-he knew what sort of memories that
must have brought back to the old man. 

And last night, a new concern had been assaulting his friend, though he
wouldn't tell Nachtegall what it was. 

The lieutenant turned a corner, took a dropshaft down two floors, entered
another long corridor. Almost there. 

After leaving Dykstra last night, Bob had ferried some of the technogeeks
out to Luna City, and joined them at a popular club. 

At one point the conversation had turned to Dykstra. The others had also
noticed his rough mood. One young scientist remarked that anybody would be
depressed at not getting anywhere on a problem for a month. Dr. Manlinkov
snorted. "Ah, that's the problem with being such a mind as he is. All his
life it has been easy for him. Now he fails to overturn the foundations of
physics in only one month, and this troubles him. Hmph! I should have such
troubles." 

Then the conversation had turned to Moore. The scientists didn't like him
at all. "He feels threatened by Dykstra," one said. "We're all threatened
by Dykstra," another laughed. "It's not fair, though. Dykstra earned all
of his respect. He shouldn't have to take guff from a pinhead like Moore,"
the first retorted. 

Nachtegall stood before the door to the tracking room. He'd tell Chris
about last night, that the others liked and respected him. Maybe it would
help. Sometime after the briefing, though. He entered. 

All the Phinon Project scientists were there. Chris Dykstra stood leaning
on his cane, eyes tired, looking like he felt every one of his years.
Major Moore was smugly directing the man at the viewer controls to call up
the Slingshot material; their first look at the alien spacecraft
activating its drive as it fled the base. There was Rick Vander Kam,
standing next to Dr. Hague, fidgety and agitated, staring only at the
floor. 

Dykstra tried to speak to Moore. "Major, you wouldn't see me earlier, but
before I view this-" 

"Wait until after the briefing, Doctor," Moore said, irritated. 

"You may not want me present at this briefing." 

"Lieutenant Jones, continue with your work," Moore said to the man at the
console. He faced Dykstra. "This briefing will continue on schedule." 

Dykstra persisted. "Very well, Major." He took a resigned breath. "I'm
going to tell Samantha MacTavish how her husband died. As soon as this
briefing is over." 

Moore was livid. "That's insubordination, Doctor! And this is wartime-" 

"Lighten up, Major," a voice called from among the scientists. 

Nachtegall stepped in. "Hang on, Chris. Sir." 

On the big screen, the stars burst into view, then swung sideways until
the camera locked onto the alien ship, a vessel of odd twists and turns. 

"What seems to be the problem?" Nachtegall asked. 

"The major won't tell Samantha that her husband died at Slingshot. That he
is the one responsible for both saving the base and getting us the alien
drive unit," Dykstra said. 

"She has no need to know," Moore said. "Now sit down." He looked at the
screen and addressed the gathering. "Here is the remaining alien ship.
Notice carefully . . ." 

"Is that true?" Nachtegall whispered. 

"Yes." 

". . . patterned in a twisted torus," Moore continued. 

"That's wrong, Major!" Nachtegall interrupted. "Samantha has a right to
know. She's no security risk! Hell, she already knows more about the
aliens than-" 

"That is enough, Lieutenant! You are dismissed. Confine yourself to
quarters. And you, Dr. Dykstra-" he began, but Dykstra wasn't listening. 

Dykstra stood transfixed by the screen, his eyes focused on infinity, his
mind a million light-years away. 

On the viewscreen, the alien ship turned rapidly. The tail section began
to waver, then the ship was gone, just a streak into the deep heavens. The
data readout in the upper right corner of the screen indicated an
acceleration of two hundred million gravities. 

A scream came from the back. "No! No! It's not right! A wrong thing!"
Hague was crying, shuddering, trying to hide inside himself. "No, no, no,
no-no-no-no-no-no." He slid to the floor. Vander Kam stooped to help him. 

Dykstra couldn't take his eyes off the screen. There was the ship, the
tail wavering, like he was viewing it from a hundred meters away over hot
pavement. Then, zoom, gone, at an acceleration of two hundred million
gravities. No, it had to be an apparent acceleration. Yes, and that would
mean . . . 

Nachtegall was watching Dykstra. "Staring off into infinity, seeing things
no others can see, nor even imagine." That's how the biography had put it.
Bob was seeing it now. 

It was there, all of it, laying itself out. Faster than he could
consciously think, his wonderful, peerless mind assembled the answers
before him. 

Of course the causality paradoxes would go away if . . . 

Yes, the transition to hypervelocities had to take place at minimum . . . 

Trying to cross the Hague Limit in FTL drive would . . . 

It was coming to him, unfolding, like the hand of God unrolling a scroll
before him. 

You are James Christian Dykstra, and through you, God will give Man the
stars. 

"Look at him, Major!" Vander Kam was pointing at Hague. "Look what you've
done to him!" 

"He'll be okay-" 

"He will not!" Vander Kam shouted. "He's not your little tin soldier to
push around and command. He can't handle this! He's not emotionally
equipped for it, you idiot!" 

THWAK. Dykstra slammed his cane on the table. "Enough!" he said, and
everyone listened. 

"He's back," Nachtegall said, awed. "He knows." 

"Rick, take Dr. Hague home, please," Dykstra said. 

"Now wait one damn minute, Doctor!" Moore spat. 

"Silence!" the old man said, eyes ablaze, again slamming his cane on the
table. No one moved. The scientists bearing witness hushed. Moore, always
more paper pusher than soldier, shut up. 

Dykstra continued. "I now know how the FTL drive works, Major. Do you
understand what that means? For the war effort, for the human race, for
the future, Major? Do you understand what it means for me, Major? Do you
understand what it means for you?" 

Nachtegall saw the passion, the sparkle, the fire in Dykstra's eyes. This
was the man he'd read about, the foremost genius of the age, as he must
have been in his prime. 

As he was now. 

Major Moore backed down. "Dr. Dykstra, I'm sure we can work something out.
Let's not remain angry." 

Dykstra laughed. "Your reasonable attitude delights me. Major, I will
continue to work for the Phinon Project. And I will give us a
faster-than-light drive." 

Dykstra started for the door. "But before I actually write anything down,
I have another chore to attend to. Lieutenant Nachtegall, will you give me
a lift to Luna City? There's a certain young widow I must visit tonight." 

Samantha had returned to work a week after the funeral, but her sense of
purpose had vanished. Friends told her it would take time, but she
wondered if there was any truth to what they said. In the evenings,
Samantha returned to an empty apartment, to see Steve's things, to have
every room remind her of times when they laughed together, ate together,
or loved together. And there was nothing for her to do except to
helplessly tolerate it. 

Samantha was staring at the walls, not crying, not laughing, not feeling
anything but a numb hollowness inside, when Dykstra came to visit. 

She answered the door and found the old man standing outside with his
cane. "Hello, Sammi," he said. "Let an old man with a walking stick in?" 

"Of course, Dr. Dykstra." She motioned him in. "Pardon the mess. I haven't
been much into cleaning lately." 

"I am as sorry as I can be, Sammi. At my age, I've lost a lot of people
who were dear to me. They still are. Practice makes it no easier." 

"Thank you. And thanks for coming to the funeral-it meant a lot to me."
She looked at Dykstra, standing there with his walking stick, and even
though he was in the hated military, she could hold no blame against him.
"Take a seat, please," she said. "Would you like me to turn down the
gravity?" 

"I would be more comfortable. Thank you." She did, and in a moment was
sitting across from him. 

"So, Doctor, were you just out visiting widows tonight, or did you have
some other reason for coming?" She hadn't wanted to sound bitter, or
suspicious, but she couldn't help it. 

"No, Sammi. I know you're wondering if I'm here at the request of Major
Moore. I'm not. I came for personal reasons. The major has given up on
you." 

"Thankfully, I'll bet. That's fine. I won't work for the goddamn
military-bunch of little boys slaughtering each other, and for what?" She
had an answer, but she stopped herself, not wanting to get worked up. 

"Samantha, please. I only want to tell you how Steve died, what really
happened." 

"I thought his ship was destroyed. They didn't have a body to return to
me." 

"Sammi, Steve didn't die in the war-the aliens killed him." 

"What?!" 

Dykstra laid his cane across his legs and continued. "I'm not supposed to
tell you what I'm about to tell you. But one of the advantages of being me
is that I'm going to be able to get away with it. People with Steve's
talents aren't put on battleships, Sammi. He was working on something
called Slingshot; another secret project based on a sliver of rock sixty
astronomical units out." 

"That's beyond the Hague Limit, right?" 

Dykstra's eyes lit up and he smiled. "You see it already. As I was saying,
Slingshot involved sending kinetic kill projectiles on
ultra-close-approach orbits past airless bodies: Steve's unique field of
expertise. Massive, fast-moving bodies are still the best way to crack
through a Dykstra shield. It was hoped this method could be used to attack
the Belt. 

"But that work is moot, now." Dykstra paused and just shook his head. 

"Was Steve good?" 

"His work was brilliant, Sammi." Dykstra's eyes glistened, holding back
tears. 

He continued. "The Slingshot base was attacked by two alien ships,
apparently identical to the one that hit OEV 1. Slingshot isn't heavily
armed. When general quarters sounded, Steve was ordered to leave in a
lifeboat. He was able to watch the attack as he fled. Slingshot was
getting hammered. Steve . . ." Dykstra stopped, choked up. Samantha came
and sat next to him. 

"What, Chris? What did he do?" She knew, but she had to hear it. 

"He was clear, Sammi. He could have escaped. But he turned around. He knew
. . . he knew he could . . . he could take out one of them. . . ." He was
too overcome to go on for a moment. 

"He rammed their ship, didn't he?" 

"Yes. Their shields are almost identical to ours. He knew what to do. He
rammed their ship. That's why there wasn't any body to send back." 

They held each other and cried. 

Later, both wiping away their tears, Dykstra said, "I apologize for the
emotional display, Samantha. I have a weak spot for heroes." 

"It was like him. His favorite verse was always John 15:13." 

Dykstra nodded, understanding. "There's a bit more," he said. "After Steve
rammed the one ship, the other fled immediately. We have some very good
data on that. It took off with an apparent acceleration of two hundred
million gravities. That's to be expected in a transition to
hypervelocities . . . ." The old genius was looking off at nothing again,
lost in thought. 

"How do you know that's to be expected, Chris?" 

He came back. "I see it," Dykstra said, passion blazing in his eyes, young
again. "I see how it works in my mind. The principles are laying
themselves out for me." 

"You're going to give us a faster-than-light drive, aren't you, Chris?" 

"Both Steve and I will, Sammi. I'm certain. Steve knew all there was to
know about how a Dykstra shield collapses when struck with sufficient
energy, and at different points. His impact tore off the front of the
alien ship, but it left the drive section intact. He would have known how
to make that happen. 

"That drive unit is on the Moon. I have it. Steve's friend brought it in.
He told me the story." 

They were quiet for a while, each with their own thoughts. Then Samantha,
staring into the blank TV screen, asked, "Did you think I'd decide to join
the Phinon Project when I heard the story?" 

"That wasn't my reason for coming, Samantha. You had a right to know how
your husband died. That's all." 

"But you accomplished the other." She faced Dykstra. "I don't like war.
And I don't like the military. But I've let all of you try to convince me
to sign on because the aliens are the most exciting thing to come along
since . . . maybe forever. I wanted you all to give me an excuse to salve
my conscience, make it so that I could work for you but not soil myself." 

"But we failed." 

"No. I don't know if Major Moore is right, or if Richard Michaels is right
. . . or even if you're right, Chris. Does it have to be war? Are all the
aliens the same, or are these just the bad guys? All I know is that Steve
. . ." She reached for a tissue. " . . . is that Steve . . . could have
gotten away, come back to me. But there was something more important he
had to do." 

Dykstra waited until she could talk again. "There's more, isn't there,
Sammi?" 

"Steve made his decision. When he turned back, he joined your side. I'm
going to finish what he started. But I'm scared, Chris. I . . ." 

"Why?" Gently. 

"Because right now I want to kill them. I know how; I know how to rust
their bones right out of their bodies. But what if I'm fooling myself?
What if I really only just want revenge?" 

She looked into Dykstra's eyes; those old, sparkling, wise eyes, and saw
something behind them, perhaps something that Dykstra remembered. 

"You don't, Sammi," he said. "I know." 

Dykstra got up and drove his cane smartly into the floor. "So what do I
tell the Major? Sunshine goes to war?" 

She'd have to explain to Martha, she knew, explain the reality that
Martha's father and daughter had known. It would hurt, but she would do
it. 

"Sunshine goes to war," she said. 

Part 2 

Sunshine Goes 

to War 

Prologue 

The Belt called the comet "Glacierville" and they needed it for water.
There were twelve ships hanging around the comet. Two were cutters, there
to carve off iceberg-sized chunks of ice. Three were drive ships, designed
to attach themselves to the ice chunk and serve as thrust units to propel
it to the Belt. Two more, which sat on the surface at the Glacierville
bubblebase, were ordinary transports for people and cargo. The remaining
five, two large and of wicked configuration, three others sleek and agile,
were military craft. 

Glacierville orbited the Sun at a mean distance of 83 A.U., inclined 54
degrees to the ecliptic, and was currently as far from the sun as it would
ever get. The comet was almost entirely water ice, a 140-kilometer-wide
reservoir. It had been discovered around the time of the Belt War of
Independence, and had helped the Belt survive that war when the Solar
Union had denied them access to the water facilities in the moons of
Jupiter. Glacierville had gone out of service during the calm period from
2070 to 2090 when the Belt was once again allowed through treaty to mine
the Jovian minor satellites for water. 

But now there was another war on, and the Belt had been forced to return
to deep space to ensure its water supply. Though it wasn't politically
acceptable among the members of the Solar Union to deny the women and
children of the enemy their precious water, whether or not it would remain
that way depended entirely on the course of the war. If the Solar Union
started to lose, the System Patrol ships would come. 

Hence, the presence of the Belt military ships. 

Jason Hanson was looking at those ships on the main viewscreen. He
particularly enjoyed watching the sleek fighters, even though at the
moment they weren't doing anything except station keeping. He had tried to
become a fighter pilot ten years ago, but he didn't have the reflexes for
it. Instead, he'd done his stint in the Belt Defense Forces as a transport
pilot, a position insufficiently romantic to make him want to reenlist
after his first hitch. Now he was a cutter pilot, proficient in
maneuvering his ship as it bored the holes and dropped the charges that
broke off kilometer-wide pieces of Glacierville. 

But he still liked looking at the fighters. "Cutter One to Cutter Two,"
came over the radio. "What are you up to, Jase?" It was Mitch, the pilot
of the other cutter. The cutters were large, every bit as big as a
midsized luxury spaceliner, but almost all of their bulk was given over to
the boring lasers and the charge hold. The pilot's cockpit jutted out from
the front of the cutter like an afterthought, and the typical crew
complement of such a ship was one. 

"I'm just looking at the warbirds, Mitch." 

"Again? But they're not doing anything. If we're lucky, they'll never do
anything out here. You still wishing it was you in that pilot's seat?" 

"Of course," Jason answered. "I still love the old Lulubelle, but she's no
hot fighter." Having found the official designation of his ship short on
imagination, Jason often referred to her as Lulubelle. "Haven't you ever
wanted to ride something that can kick you in the ass to sixty gees?" 

"I did," Mitch replied. "Her name was Candi Kane. And yes, that was her
name. No shit." They laughed. 

Jason reoriented the viewscreen away from the warships to watch the
activities near the comet. He and Mitch had separated a "berg" a couple of
hours before, and the thrust ships were still attaching themselves to it.
Once they were finished, Mitch and Jason would have to go back in to slice
off cumbersome projections to give the berg a convenient thrust axis. It
looked like the third thruster had almost finished securing itself, and
Jason awaited the first test-firing that would tell the berg crew where
Jason and Mitch needed to do the trimming. 

Suddenly a fighter streaked through Jason's view, accelerating at full. 

"What the hell?" Jason said. "Hey, Mitch-where's that fighter going? Can
you see it?" 

"It's not just one fighter," came back. "They're all moving out. They must
have spotted something way out on their scanners because I sure as hell
can't find anything on mine." 

"Which way did they go?" Jason asked, adjusting the viewscreen in a
so-far-fruitless attempt to find the ships. 

"Right into Orion." 

Jason tweaked the viewscreen and caught the intense glow of the military
drives. "Found them, Mitch. I still can't see what it is they're after,
though." 

"I'm trying to pick up their cross-talk," Mitch said. "But nothing doing.
They're hushed." 

A nova appeared briefly, whiting out the viewscreen, then settled down
quickly into a fourth star in Orion's belt, only to fade rapidly to
nothing. 

"Holy shit! What was that, Jase?" 

Jason watched the screen grimly. "That was one of the fighters. Whoever is
out there just destroyed one of the fighters." 

The four remaining drive flames diverged in random directions. The two
biggest flames, those of the light cruisers, winked several times, and
Jason's trained eye told him they were on their way back to Glacierville.
He still couldn't see what they were fighting-the drive flames from the
Belt ships were the only ones out there. 

Something appeared on Jason's scanners. He noted the position and adjusted
the viewscreen to those coordinates. Spotting it, he magnified the image. 

He wasn't sure what he was looking at. 

It was a spaceship, at least that much he was sure about, but the
configuration was unheard of. It seemed composed all of odd twists and
turns, with snaky projections from the front and the sides. It had an
oddly organic look, yet was clearly made of metal. A bronze statue of an
octopus Jason had once seen at a zoo came to mind. 

The ship just hung there with its front pointing at Glacierville. Jason
backed off on the magnification and the body of the comet came into view. 

"Are you looking at what I'm looking at?" Mitch said, his voice startling
Jason. 

"Yeah. That's no System Patrol ship, is it Mitch?" 

"No." Then: "Do you suppose they're little and green?" 

At that moment, the tip of the frontmost projection on the alien ship lit
up brightly. Down on Glacierville the bubblebase erupted in a fierce
explosion. 

"They're opening fire! Mitch, we have to do something!" 

"I am doing something," Mitch said. "Engines to full, Jason. I'm going to
try to run. Whoever they are, they're going to have to worry about the
warships first." 

"Good luck," Jason said. And Mitch would need it-a cutter couldn't pull
more than a gee. "But I'm not going to run," he said to himself. There was
something else he wanted to try. 

The strange vessel suddenly streaked away, a dazzling white line, then
nothing. 

Jason expanded the viewscreen image, backing off until he could see almost
a full hemisphere of sky. He spotted Mitch's cutter right away, picking up
velocity pathetically slowly. 

"What do you think you're going to do, Jason?" Mitch asked with more than
a trace of sarcasm. 

"I'll let you know. Besides, how far do you think you're going to get if
that ship comes back? Did you see it take off?" 

"Dammit, Jase! What else can we do? We don't even have Dykstra shields for
God's sake. You saw what happened to that fighter." 

Jason was distracted from answering that question by what was happening
outside. "Look in the southern half of Orion, Mitch." 

Jason could see the drives of the light cruisers. They were several
degrees apart. Suddenly one of the ships turned briefly into a glowing
pearl-a bomb had spent itself against the ship's Dykstra shield. Another
pearl appeared down and to the right. 

There had been no drive flame there, and Jason assumed one of the Belt
ships had gotten off a missile of its own. 

A fireball flared on the extreme left of the view. "Damn, that was another
one of our fighters," Mitch said. 

"I couldn't tell," Jason replied. "We have three ships left, then." 

"At the moment." 

A set of three pairs of white streaks converged in the region of the light
cruisers. Pearls appeared around each ship, but instead of fading, grew
brighter and brighter. Almost simultaneously, the pearls collapsed to be
replaced by incredible explosions that again momentarily overloaded the
viewscreen. The screen came back up just in time for Jason to witness the
last fighter going up, which again knocked the viewscreen out for a
welcome three-second-long respite. 

"That's that," Mitch said. "Maybe they'll leave now." 

Jason was watching Mitch's cutter again. A white streak terminated near
him. Cranking up the magnification, Jason could see the alien ship.
"There's one behind you, Mitch!" he yelled. 

The alien fired and Cutter One turned into a thousand pieces with no
shortage of hellfire and smoke. 

"Oh damn." 

Jason noticed the berg he and Mitch had carved out. Another of the aliens
was by it. One by one it drilled the thruster ships, and the explosion of
the last was hammerblow enough to cause the berg to shatter. Then the ship
turned and started accelerating toward Lulubelle. 

But Jason had been waiting for this. He was already lining up his ship
properly. The lasers used in cutting comets apart, though not tuned to the
optimum frequency for attacking shields, were nevertheless among the most
powerful ever constructed by the Belt. 

Jason picked his moment. He let the alien have it with the full fury of
the cutting beam. A pearl, followed by a most gratifying glimpse into
hell, and the ship was no more. 

Jason expected the others to come get him. Instead, he witnessed seven
white streaks that disappeared into the vastness of interstellar space. 

He turned up the radio transmitter to full. "Is anybody out there?" 

I 

The alien femur lay clamped in its cradle within the sealed chamber, not
showing much of anything yet. Primarily a tube of steel, the interior
crosshatched with countless interwoven struts, the bone was extremely
strong. It was the sort of thing one might expect to find in a piece of
heavy equipment, like a bulldozer or crane, which befitted creatures who
relied on hydraulics-pistons, cylinders, and pumps-to make their bodies
go. 

The bone looked slimy. 

It was covered with a thin nutrient solution, a close copy to the wet
environment inside of a living Phinon. Or so Samantha MacTavish hoped.
Right now, her genanobugs were flitting through that slime. They had work
to do. 

Sammi watched the monitors with intensity. In addition to the camera
viewing the bone from the side, another was situated to look down the long
axis through the interior of the tube. She wanted to observe the activity
of the genanites from both angles. 

Though it was through her toil that this set of bugs had come to be, she
wasn't certain how they'd behave in the real environment. Would their
attack on the surface of the bone appear first, or would the interior
structure suffer the initial ravages of the bug invasion? 

Blond, beautiful, with a smile so bright it had earned her the nickname of
"Sunshine," Sammi had of late borne witness to none of the usual
adjectives her friends would use to describe her. Lately she'd been tired,
drawn, and it was obvious that she'd lost weight, and most certainly not
in a good way. 

An internal sensor indicated that the bone's temperature was rising
slowly. Sammi continued to watch. 

She'd been toiling in the lowest regions of the System Patrol High Command
complex for weeks now, working hellishly long hours, sleeping only when
she had to. The work kept her mind busy, kept it off the recent loss of
her husband Steve. Sleep had too often brought dreams, which had too often
brought desperate, lonely awakenings. And tears; a profusion of tears. 

She hadn't been back to Luna City in over a month. Martha had tried to
contact her several times by phone, as had some of Steve's buddies. She
had read their messages, but hadn't answered them. What was there to say?
Her friends at the High Command were concerned about her, too. Lieutenant
Nachtegall checked up on her whenever he was at the base. She was glad for
that, even though she knew his concern was out of more than friendship.
Dr. Vander Kam and his sidekick Dr. Hague dropped by her lab on occasion,
always pretending to be interested in her professional progress, bless
their kind, dishonest hearts. 

The temperature was climbing steadily now. Sammi increased the
magnification on the exterior view monitor and noticed the first
beginnings of discoloration. A pale red was emerging out of the
featureless gray of the bone surface. She did the same trick with the
axial view. Some of the thinner struts had already frizzed and separated. 

The corners of her lips began to curl up. 

Lately, it was only with Dykstra that she'd been willing to open up. Since
that night the old genius had shown up at her apartment with his cane and
his story of how Steve had really died, they'd formed a bond. Though he
was a full century older than she, there was a connection between them
that knew nothing of clocks and calendars. There was nothing sexual about
it. There was none of that father-figure nonsense about it either. 

Minutes passed. The reaction continued. Now things were really moving.
Reddish-black ragged patterns were appearing all over the outside of the
femur. Flakes were forming and precipitating to the bottom of the chamber.
The interior view revealed that all of the crosshatching bars had
disintegrated, wrecking the structural integrity of the bone. 

With grim delight Sammi formed a picture in her mind of an infected
Phinon, a clear image of a biped, with arms and legs that bent backwards
and came out of the body at funny angles, every joint knobby with a
connected, rigid tendon tied to an organic piston. Then slowly, as her
bugs worked, she imagined the body starting to crumple as the skeleton
weakened, internal stress causing the limbs to bend where there were no
joints. 

Inside the chamber, the bone was only a blackened shell of flakes,
something that would shatter at the flick of a finger. 

Samantha's husband had died fighting these aliens. She wanted to get even.
She had just seen the successful completion of step one. It brought to her
face a fierce version of the thousand-kilowatt smile that had earned her
the nickname of "Sunshine." 

* * * 

"Colonel, the data from the Belt Defense Forces is available now," the
aide said. 

The quick, crisp man behind the desk said nothing, just swiveled around in
his chair and hit the control stud to the main holoscreen on the office
wall. This information from the BDF was the colonel's first tangible
benefit from the hastily negotiated cease-fire, now all of a day old. The
aide departed without a dismissal while Colonel Thomas Knoedler took in
the visuals from the display. 

The scene was from somewhere out in deep space. The exact coordinates were
available, though at the moment not of interest to the colonel. What was
important was that the spot was located dozens of astronomical units
beyond the Hague Limit. 

What were even more important were the white streaks converging on the
spot, several every minute. Of an intense, brilliant white, the streaks
were the deceleration signatures of Phinon spaceships dropping out of
hyperdrive. Dropping out, but for days none of them had been reentering. 

And there isn't a damn thing out there for them to be interested in.
Nothing of ours. Nothing of the Belt's. Even the outer asteroid belt
doesn't extend that far. So what are those bastards up to? 

As head of System Patrol Intelligence (in practical terms, though he
answered to the Joint Staff), Knoedler had found trying to outthink the
Belt entertaining. Trying to figure out the Phinons was a torment. 

They were clustering out there for some reason. Massing for an attack? The
possibility had to be planned for; preparations would have to be made to
meet the threat if it materialized. But by now tens of thousands of
spacecraft would be out there. 

There was another possibility. The Phinon ships might be speeding off with
their sublight drives. But why do that? There was a lot of territory out
there. Intelligence had learned a lot from the wreckage of the Phinon ship
returned from the attack on Slingshot. Dykstra had even figured out their
hyperdrive. Their sublight drive used the same engine, but it could not be
used inside the Hague Limit any more than their ships could enter
hyperspace inside the Limit. 

The display ended. It had been nothing more than ten minutes' worth of
streaks converging on one part of space. 

The colonel hit the button to play it again. 

What are those bastards up to? 

Dykstra was enjoying a happy state of confusion. This was
pleasant-happiness had been in scant supply of late. Having solved the
secret of how the alien FTL drive must work (in theory), he had been
engrossed in his work of duplicating the alien engine hardware into
equivalent human machinery. The damaged Phinon engine sitting in the lab
had yielded up countless secrets; yielded them up to perhaps the only
person in the entire Solar System with the ability to understand them. 

The work had been a delight so far, so vastly different from the low
period where he'd had to fight with his younger self, the inventor of
Dykstra field physics. His physics had said that faster-than-light travel
was impossible. Had said. The aliens' FTL drive had forced him to tear
down his old ideas, and build them anew, getting nowhere in the process. 

In his mind, he again relished the instant when, like the hand of God
unrolling a scroll before him, like when he was young, the answer came. 

Chris Dykstra knew how the Phinon FTL drive worked. He was well on his way
to designing the human version. 

And it had just now occurred to him that he was going to be able to go the
Phinons one better. 

Dykstra continued his walk inside System Patrol High Command, using his
cane infrequently. Just how big the complex had grown was anybody's guess.
Rumor had it that some tunnels snaked their way for fifty kilometers
underneath the regolith, with a labyrinthine array of interconnections and
spiraling turns, as if each corridor was an individual strand in a vast
spider web. From this vast web the orders had originated to conduct the
war between the Solar Union and the Belt. Had originated. The war was now
under a cease-fire; the Belt's recent experience with the Phinons at
Glacierville had caused the combatants to pause. 

But Dykstra's concern was with the possibility of war with the Phinons. He
mulled over the circumstances that had brought him to this place. Even as
memories of the recent past coursed through his brain, another part
continued to sort out the tricks of the FTL drive. He knew he was on to
one humdinger of a new wrinkle. 

Ah, this was how it used to be for him. When he was a young man, he'd
often take walks, just leave the workstation and the lab behind, heading
out into the woods or strolling along the beach, wherever, and watch as
his mind would solve problems for him, delving into the deep mysteries of
physics and coming up with astonishing surprises. (At least, that's how
his biographer had put it. Jenny was the dearest of his old and long
departed friends, but he'd always felt she'd gushed a bit too much in that
biography.) 

Here, he didn't have a beach or a wooded path, so he'd made his way to the
elevator to the observation bubble. It took him up to the top of the
mountains and he stepped out to survey the beauty of desolate Luna. It was
local night, but the half Earth hung bright and beautiful. He picked out
California. Up until a few months ago he'd had a house there. A Belt
raiding mission had destroyed it. Once again he fought down the sickening
feeling that the memory brought on, rationalizing that hollow place inside
him off to the side. He looked lovingly at his walking stick. It was all
that remained of home. 

But there was another place, and he moved his eyes to the Great Lakes
region. It was under clouds, except for most of Lake Superior. Dykstra had
been born in Michigan. 

If things went well, he'd be going back there soon, to continue the fight
against the aliens. 

The Phinons, so mysterious, so implacable, so evil. Or was "evil" even a
word that had any meaning with them? 

Dykstra recalled the moment when he opened up the alien drive unit for the
first time. By then, he'd already had a pretty good idea of what sorts of
things he should find. He was right. Now he was designing equivalent
machinery out of garden variety Solar Union technology. 

But as Dykstra stood looking at the Earth, he was certain that, like with
much of the other examples of Phinon technology he'd examined, the Phinons
had missed something obvious. 

Their ship had only had one engine. 

And if you turned on a hyperdrive engine inside the Limit . . . ? 

Dykstra continued to look at the Earth, trying to note her slow rotation
into the diffuse terminator lying across the North Atlantic and the bulk
of South America. Evening was approaching in Michigan, and would arrive in
a few hours. Dykstra recalled lazy, sticky summer evenings, and watching
the waves break against the shores of Lake Michigan. He thought of old
times, and old friends, and the heady excitement of youth in those years
before the Collapse. 

He had rarely found his way back there in the past century-it was time to
go home again even though there would still be work to do. 

Steadily, the subconscious part of his mind projected visions into the
front. Even as he watched the Earth with his eyes, other eyes on the
inside were showing him 4-space waveforms, deformations curving into
hyperspace, oscillating, tuning to resonance. The scene faded into
another, and Dykstra knew it was the shape of the field generated by the
Phinon hyperdrive. He watched its evolution in time, noting how the
hypervelocity vector emerged. Then he played the vision through again,
this time assuming the engine was activated within the Hague Limit. The
waveform vibrated erratically before disintegrating. There was no stable
form for initial velocities above zero. 

But . . . 

Dykstra turned away to the stars, those glorious embers, sparks dusting
the heavens. People would be going to them. Soon. 

Unless the Phinons prevented it. That was the big question. What were
these hostile aliens anyway? Were they scattered throughout the Oort
cloud? If so, were they scattered throughout other Oort clouds? Was the
Universe populated with the beings, or was "infested" a better term? 

One problem at a time, please. 

Suppose you turned on two engines? The waveforms evolved differently then.
Outside the Hague Limit, if you tuned those engines to each other just
right-a tremendous increase in efficiency. And it looks like an obvious
thing to do. So why didn't the Phinons do it? 

But never mind that. Try those two engines again within a Hague Limit. . .
. 

The waveform evolved, a "ridge" appeared, a velocity vector emerged normal
to the ridge. 

"I'll have to consult Dr. Hague about this," Dykstra said aloud to the
stars. "I'll let him do the hard calculations. Once I explain what to look
for he'll spit out the numbers in no time." 

"Yes, yes, Lieutenant, oh yes. The work goes along well, oh yes, the work,
the research, it's all going along so well." 

"Glad to hear it, Arie," Lieutenant Robert Nachtegall said. "But where's
Rick? And are you two ready? I've got to have you back to the High Command
by 1600 hours." They were at the System Patrol research facility in
Paracelsus crater on lunar farside. Doctors Hague and Vander Kam had been
working there for weeks. 

Before Dr. Arie Hague could answer, Bob heard: "Hey, you're here already,"
and Dr. Rick Vander Kam entered the lab. 

"Yeah. Arie just filled me in on things," Bob said. 

"Did he show you the finished unit?" 

"Oh, yes, the final product," Hague said. "A wonderful device, just a
wonderful device!" He was beaming and rocking with excitement. 

Rick led them over to a corner of the lab where a solid-looking packing
crate sat on the floor. Its cover leaned against the wall. Inside was a
cylindrical device. It didn't look like the kind of thing that would
change the world forever. 

"That's our puppy," Rick said. "Dykstra figured out how to build it; Arie
and I perfected it. The mass converter." Rick leaned in and pointed to a
projecting tube. "Run any kind of gas into this tube; molecular hydrogen,
air-hell, farts if you want to-and electricity comes out of that end with
the power coupling on it. The conversion efficiency is above ninety-nine
percent, too!" Now Rick was also beaming, forming a close binary with
Hague. 

Dr. Vander Kam was in his twenties, a brilliant electrical engineer
snapped up by the System Patrol to serve a term in the research arm of
Intelligence. When the aliens had been discovered, he'd been shifted onto
the project to work on understanding the Phinon technology. Of lean but
sturdy build, he had dull brown hair and eyes that took in everything. He
was also one heir to the vast Capitol Products fortune. He could have
grown up a playboy, spent his youth rocketing from planet to planet in
perpetual pursuit of carnal pleasures. But Rick's pleasures came in
science; his passion was for technology. 

As for Dr. Arie Hague, it wasn't even clear if he was a scientist in the
formal way at all. As best the System Patrol could figure out, Arie Hague
had been born in the Belt, but no one knew exactly where. Autistic and
utterly inept socially, it was a complete mystery as to when his
incredible talents had been discovered. Some autistic, or "idiot," savants
have been known to memorize and play back perfectly literally thousands of
pieces of music. Others have been able to do phenomenal feats of mental
calculation. Many are inordinately gifted in the visual arts. 

Hague's special domain was Dykstra Field Theory and any of the technology
based on it. At some point in his life, someone had taken Hague under his
wing and gotten a paper published in his name, the infamous "Mistake in
Dykstra Field Theory" paper. Shortly after that, the Belt military had
gotten its hands on him and he nearly disappeared from the scene entirely,
for the Belt had been using him to improve its weapons. Technology evolves
incrementally from generation to generation. Hague was able to skip a few
generations when he made his improvements. 

Just a little guy was Dr. Hague. No more than a meter and a half tall,
chubby, flabby, with a pointy nose and weasel eyes, a pinched face and
nearly nonexistent lips. And a speech habit that could drive a man insane
if he had to listen to it long enough. But apparently not in Rick's case,
Bob thought. Rick got along with Hague just fine, not seeming to notice
any longer the repetitive speech habits, probably in a state of continuous
awe at the little man's talents. 

"Chris is going to be thrilled when he sees this," Bob said. "Are you
shipping it back to the High Command, too? This crate isn't that big. We
can probably fit it into my courier boat." 

Rick looked surprised. "Haven't you heard? This is being shipped down to
Earth. Didn't Chris tell you?" 

"I haven't talked to him in a week. Since Major Moore got the boot the
brass has had me running all over the place." Bob was no longer the
personal courier for Major Moore. The major had
been-unwillingly-transferred back to Earth after his mishandling of
Dykstra. Bob hadn't. "When I saw there was an assignment open to haul you
two back to Command, I jumped at it just so I could see some familiar
faces again." 

"Oh. So you haven't seen Sunshine lately, either?" 

Bob had to suppress a laugh at the way Rick had tried to make that
question sound innocent. Sammi had cast her spell over most of the men
she'd lately come into contact with. Bob doubted that she'd noticed.
Clearly Rick too felt the attraction, and Bob could sympathize, being no
more immune to her charms than anyone else. 

"I ran into her just before I left," Bob said. "She's still grimly
pursuing her work, trying to forget she's a widow, I guess." 

"She's had it tougher than any of us," Rick said. "For me, the Phinons
have just been interesting technological trinkets, and monsters from
stories set in faraway places. But every day she wakes up, alone, and
knows she lost her husband because of them. They're a hideous reality to
her. I try to understand what she must feel, but it's just an intellectual
exercise." 

"I think before everything is done there won't be a one of us who doesn't
feel the reality of the Phinons the way Sammi does," Bob said
sardonically. 

Hague had wandered away to one of the benches. "Hey, Arie, c'mon. Time to
get going," Rick said. 

"Where's your stuff," Bob asked. "Back in your apartments?" 

"No. I brought it all down to the docking bay. That's where I came from
when I found you here." 

Bob shrugged. "Let's go." 

On the way to the courier boat, Bob asked Rick to fill him in on the move
down to Earth. 

"We'll be heading down to the Capitol Products black docks. That's where
we're going to put together the first FTL spaceship," Rick said. 

"Yes, yes, Earth. The green hills, the fleecy skies, water, water
everywhere, as far as the eye can see. Yes, oh yes," Hague said. 

"You're excited about going, Arie?" 

"Oh yes, Lieutenant. Oh yes. Sand dunes and lakes too big to see across
and campfires and wind and trees and waves . . ." 

"Anyway," Rick continued, "Capitol Products has a secret construction
facility located under Lake Michigan. It was built during the Belt War of
Independence." 

"Why did they put a spaceship facility under water?" 

"Not under water-under the lake. There's at least a hundred meters of rock
between the docks and the bottom of the lake. I'm not clear on all the
reasons for putting one there. But all the water wiped out infrared scans
and it also provided a cheap heat sink. And they didn't want to put it off
the coast into the ocean because in those days the North Americans were
having trouble with other countries on Earth, and they didn't want to have
to keep the navy around to protect the place." 

"So you, Chris, and Arie are going to be working on Earth for a while. How
long?" 

"That depends on how long it takes to build a hyperdriven spaceship. Chris
thinks we should use a streakbomber to start with, and just add
modifications as need be. Believe you me, that facility has every advanced
gizmo we're likely to need." 

"Chris is looking forward to this, too?" 

"He's originally from the Great Lakes region like me. All right, so he
moved to California a hundred years ago, but I bet he still thinks of the
area as home." 

"It's the only home he has left, then," Bob said. "He's been happy since
he figured out the Phinon hyperdrive, but I've caught him brooding over
the loss of his house a few times." 

The three walked out into the long, transparent tube that led directly to
the docking bays from the main dome. Bob noticed the remains of a crashed
something out near the crater wall toward the west, and another manmade
crater scarring the floor of Paracelsus to the north, the only evidence of
a power system that hadn't quite worked out. 

Which reminded him: 

"I hope this isn't a dumb question, Rick, but how are you guys going to
test the hyperdrive engine on Earth, if it only works out beyond the Hague
Limit?" 

"That's not so dumb, Bob. We're going to do it by proxy. Capitol Products
has its own research facility about 59 A.U. due solar south. We'll be
designing and building components on Earth, and the team out in deep space
will build duplicates and test them for us. Ideally, we should all be out
beyond the Hague Limit. But then, the construction facilities aren't out
there, and the Phinons have been known to attack bases out that way of
late." 

"I see what you mean." 

They walked into the docking bay, and Bob and Rick went to retrieve the
luggage from the storage lockers. On the way back, they saw that Hague,
whom they'd left by the boat, had been joined by an enlisted man, who was
handing the little savant a letter. 

"What's up?" Bob asked. 

The man saluted. "Just delivering a message Dr. Dykstra sent for Dr.
Hague, Lieutenant." 

Hague finished with the letter and just stood there by the entry to the
boat, staring at nothing, divorced from the outside world. Rick took the
note out of his hand and read it. 

"What's it say?" Bob asked. 

"Not much. Chris wants Arie to consider what would happen if two
hyperdrive engines were operated close to each other." 

"Why?" 

"Doesn't say. But it's put Hague onto something. Look at him. He'll be
like that all the way back to the High Command." 

Rick led Hague into the boat, encountering no resistance, but no
acknowledgment either, and Bob followed. Hague was placed in a seat and
buckled in, and Rick joined Bob up front in the cockpit. 

"That's what Arie's like when he's thinking real hard about something.
Dead to the world, but, boy oh boy, just wait till he comes back to life."

They lifted from Paracelsus and the ship followed a low ballistic
trajectory over the lunar surface. They were in sight of Mare Crisium when
Hague uttered his first words of the trip. "Oh yes! Oh yes! Oh yes! Two,
two, two. Yes, two, two, two! It works better with two. It does. It does!
Yes! Oh yes! Inside the discontinuity even, it-" But he cut himself off at
that point, again staring blankly. 

"Looks like he's got even more to think about," Rick said. 

Interlude I 

"Blasted it to hell, didn't they?" Ensign Luke Johnson said, surveying the
damage. 

Ensign Nikki Le, the one in the petite power suit, found herself agreeing.
She couldn't help sadly imagining how the station used to look-bright
lights illuminating the cold, deep space iceberg, scores of parabolic
scanning dishes all pointing toward the inner system, people in spacesuits
flitting like fireflies around the central dome and among the bubble
habitats-an island of life in a sea of frigid gloom. "Yeah. X-ray laser
cannon for sure. Some of the buildings have been bombed, too." 

They were hovering low over the 50-kilometer-wide potato of ice and rock,
indistinguishable from the other thousands of wannabe comets and asteroids
out in the frozen reaches 20 or so A.U. beyond the orbit of Pluto, except
that this one had held the Deepguard Station. 

"Let's poke around in the command center," Luke said. 

Nikki steered the EVA skiff toward the base and kicked in the plasma jets.

The Deepguard base was an utter wreck-not a landing deck left uncracked,
not a habitation bubble left unburst, not a scanning dish left untoppled.
What had once been a deep space intelligence gathering base for the System
Patrol, no bigger than a half kilometer from end to end, was now wreckage
spread over an area ten times as wide. And the bodies, scattered all
about, some still inside broken suits, others just broken-there'd be over
a hundred of them to find. 

"What a mess. They never even had a chance. See the laser batteries?
They're untouched. The aliens must not have targeted them because the base
probably never got off a shot," Luke said. 

Arriving at the dome, Nikki flew them over the top. Dome shards surrounded
a crater inside. While they were looking, their ship called.
"Brachiosaurus to skiff. Do you read, Ensign Le? Ensign Johnson?" 

"We're here, Captain," Nikki acknowledged. 

"Good. Sit tight you two. We have a bogey approaching at high velocity. It
just popped on the screen from nowhere. It looks like one of them. What's
that?" Captain LaBonte was listening to someone Nikki couldn't hear. Then:
"Holy shit! We have another! It came out only 450 kilometers-" The link
went dead. 

High above the rough, bleak surface, a hundred kilometers away, the
Brachiosaurus exploded, going up like a fusillade of Solar Union Day
fireworks. 

Luke and Nikki watched the death of their ship. Numb, they continued to
stare at the spot of the explosion, long after the streamers of fire and
incandescent dust had faded away into the eternal stars. 

"We're dead," Luke finally said. "We won't be rescued out here. No one in
the Patrol knows we're down here." 

Nikki felt anger welling up, both at the aliens for their act, and at
Luke, for stating the obvious. "I'm not giving up," she said defiantly.
"Not yet. We haven't checked out all of this base yet. We might find a few
places still habitable. One working food processor will feed us for two
years." 

They left the command center and headed for the burst habitation bubbles.
Neither of them knew the layout of the base, but it was possible that the
bubbles had sat atop volumes of living space buried beneath the surface. 

The base was at the edge of a large, flat spot on the comet. Suddenly Luke
pointed ahead, toward the far side of the plain. "Did you see that?
Something just came down out there, range about 8,000 meters." 

"Probably just a piece of the ship," Nikki said. 

"No. It landed. It didn't fall." Luke was fumbling with the skiff's
telescope controls, locking onto the position. He got the image on the
screen. 

Nikki glanced over. "Damn." 

"It's the aliens. What did the captain call them? Phinons," Luke said,
staring at the convoluted shape of the alien vessel. All odd curves and
curious angles, it looked like nothing a human would design, not even
Picasso on acid. As they watched, two figures emerged, moving on all
fours. They stood up, reminding Nikki of rearing spiders. Their knees bent
backwards like ostrich legs, and their arms looked like the legs, except
that they stuck out straight up from the shoulders. Their suits were
superficially like a human's, though the air tubes ran to a spot in the
middle of the chest. The aliens touched controls on their midsections,
then lifted gently off the surface. Small rockets fired and they started
floating toward the base, a pair of arachnid wraiths. 

"They have repulsor technology. Think they know we're here?" Luke asked. 

"Let's not stick around to find out. They're coming to the station. We'd
better be elsewhere." Nikki spun into her seat and turned them around. She
had an idea. There was a deep crack ten or twelve klicks west of them that
she'd seen when they made their descent to the surface. 

The crack went deep, a canyon kilometers long, penetrating the lumpy mass
of the comet to 1500 meters or more. Nikki brought them in just over the
edge, taking them down 50 meters, grounding on an ice ledge that jutted
into the abyss. 

"They won't be able to see us here," Nikki said. "Those shelves above are
good cover." 

"Great," Luke said. "Now we'll just wait. And wait, and wait, and wait." 

"Spare me the sarcasm, poster boy. We have air for a week, and the
emergency rations will last just as long. We can cool our heels for a day
until they leave. If they come poking around, you can play with your gun
all you want. I promise." Luke had opened up the weapons chest on their
way to the crack, and had been brandishing a laser rifle most of the way. 

"If the aliens find us, we've got to do our best to kill them," Luke said.
"We can't just run away again." 

"Our duty is to survive, Luke. Not to give you a chance to be a hero." 

"That's enough of that shit, Nikki. I'm serious. If they find us, we can't
let them get back to their own people to tell them about us. They've had
almost no contact with humans face-to-face. The one time they did, one of
them was killed. It's very important that the aliens know we're
dangerous." 

"You're forgetting that we know almost nothing about them, either.
Deepguard was a monitoring station. Given time we can fix up a
transmitter. It's more important that we survive to get what we know of
them back to our superiors, whether the aliens think we're cowards or
not." 

Despite the light amplifiers in their faceplates, their surroundings
consisted of gloomy masses, dark gray blobs against a background of black.
"I wish we could turn on the lights," Luke said. "This ice canyon would be
beautiful in Rocky Mountain sunshine." 

As if on cue, the canyon flashed into brilliance, dazzling them in the
fraction of a second before the light amplifiers kicked out and the
faceplates polarized and darkened. 

"Sit tight!" Nikki ordered. "I may have to move us out of here fast." 

"It's a flare," Luke said as the actinic blaze dropped into view on a slow
motion plummet to the depths below. 

"They must have spotted us when we left the base. And I was right," Luke
whispered. "This ice is gorgeous when you shine a light on it. I doubt
they've seen us yet, though. You parked us in a good spot." 

"Accolade accepted, but quit admiring the view and grab the guns." Luke
hefted his weapon, retrieved one for Nikki, checked the charges, handed
one to her. 

"Have you ever used one of these, Nikki?" 

"I've had the same training as everyone else." 

"That's not what I meant. Have you ever used one-fired at something when
it counted?" 

Reluctantly, she admitted she hadn't. 

"Then set it to continuous beam," Luke told her. "And wave it around at
your target. You'll eat up energy, but you're more likely to hit something
than if you use pulse mode." 

Nikki made the adjustment. "What about you?" 

"I've hit things when it counted," he said. 

Nikki looked up, trying to see if anything was hiding against the
background of shadow and dazzle. There! "Something moved!" 

"Where?" Luke raised his weapon looking for something to aim at. 

"Up high on the far side, by the wall. See? It moved. It's one of them,
coming down." Nikki turned on the repulsors, felt the slight tremor in her
butt as the field lines were twisted into lift mode. 

"I see it." His rifle up, Luke drew a bead. But before he could fire the
alien pushed away from the wall with all four limbs like a jumping spider.
It sailed rapidly across the gorge, twisted around, and fired a weapon. 

In silence the ledge disintegrated under them, shards of ice shattering
into space. Luke was almost torn off the skiff, managing at the last
instant to grab the side with his hand, needing all of the power
amplification to hold on. 

They were falling, ever so slowly. 

"We'll be okay," Nikki said. "The repulsors are on." Jets fired. "I'm
taking us deeper." 

"Right," Luke said, regaining his seat. They descended for long moments,
then their flight path leveled out. 

Nikki said, "I'm taking us a couple of klicks along the bottom before we
climb out." 

"And go where?" 

"I don't know. The base maybe? You got any bright ideas?" 

"Truthfully, I thought this crack was a good idea, at least if we were
going to hide. We're probably going to have to fight them after all. But
we might as well beat them to the base and see if we can hold out there." 

But after a quick search of the base, they had found no additional food or
weapons. "Doesn't look so good, does it?" Luke said. 

"No," Nikki agreed. "I guess waiting for rescue is moot." She sighed,
dejected. She hadn't wanted to believe that their option barrel was this
empty. Their prospects looked more than just bleak. 

"You can take the skiff up and crash if you want," Luke said. 

"It would be quick that way." 

"Yes, it would. Be my guest. But I have work to do before I check out," he
said grimly. 

"What are you going to do?" 

"There are two aliens out there I'm going to kill." 

Nikki said, "Count me in." 

"Good," Luke said. "I really do need you for the plan I have in mind." 

"Plan?" 

Luke had gone up to the fractured rim of the command dome to watch the
horizon for the approach of the aliens. In a dark tunnel below the
surface, Nikki picked her way through the toppled bunks and furniture,
shining her suit beam into hollows and dim spaces. She had gone down below
since they still had a few minutes before they expected the aliens to
arrive. She wanted to search here, one of the few places left they hadn't
looked into. The carnage was hideous. Nikki had already found a dozen more
mangled corpses. Two, a man and a woman, were clenched in a dead embrace.
She tried not to think about their story. 

"Get up here, quick!" Luke said over the comm. "I see them. They're
gliding over the surface, coming this way." 

Nikki started back, relieved to be leaving the death behind her, yet
afraid of what lay ahead. "Did they spot you?" 

"How do I know? But I doubt it. Anyway, it's showtime." 

Nikki emerged from below, hopped over a pile of rubble, and stood beside
Luke. 

"Ready?" Luke asked. 

"Ready." 

They went into the center of the dome, just to the edge of the bomb
crater. The plan was simple. Nikki, being the smaller, Luke camouflaged
underneath the rubble, laying shards of wall material over her, with just
enough of an opening left to see and shoot through. After, he concealed
himself behind a wall and waited. They wanted the aliens to spot his
position first and concentrate their fire there. Then Nikki could pick
them off. 

Luke scanned the jagged top of the dome wall. 

"Okay, kiddo. The second they clear the wall, let 'em have it," he said.
"And let's hope they come over this side." 

One did, one didn't. 

Nikki heard, "Oh, dammit!" over her comm as one alien floated into view.
She fired, the laser on continuous beam, just as Luke had told her. She
waved the beam through the target. The Phinon, caught in the beam, flipped
over, returning fire wide of Nikki's position. Then its repulsor was hit
and it fell slowly to the surface. 

"Bastard got me," Nikki heard. 

Nikki flung off her camouflaging debris, jumped up, looking, tense. She
didn't understand how Luke could have been hit. Her Phinon was lying in
the rubble, flopping and writhing, bouncing in the low gravity. 

She spotted the second Phinon. It was hovering over the dome. Luke stood
by the wall holding his left shoulder. 

His arm was gone. His rifle lay on the ground. 

"Luke!" 

"We're dead, Nikki," he gasped. 

The Phinon had the drop on them. It seemed to be calmly taking in the
scene. Or was it? How come I keep thinking of a deer frozen in the road,
dazzled by headlights? Nikki thought. 

Suddenly, with a flash of suit jets, the Phinon bolted toward its ship. 

Nikki rushed to Luke. "Son of a bitch came from the other way. Damn, this
hurts!" Luke said. Nikki stood by him, looking at his injury. The suit's
trauma units had neatly sealed off the shoulder. Diagnostic lights on the
medical display glowed green. 

"The painkillers should kick in soon. You're going to live," Nikki said. 

"For how long? You've got to stop him, Nikki. You can't let him return to
his people." 

"You're hurt." 

"Don't worry about me, dammit! He's getting away." 

"Why didn't he kill us?" 

"That's how they behave. Remember the briefing? First in the Oort cloud.
And that second ship fleeing from Slingshot." 

The remaining alien was still tossing and flopping. "He didn't even help
his friend." 

"Maybe they don't know what friends are," Luke said, retrieving his laser.
Viciously he played it over the downed Phinon. It gave a final convulsion
and lay still. Luke whipped back to Nikki. "The joy juice is kicking in.
I'll be fine. Take the skiff and go after him!" 

Nikki hopped the wall and jumped into the skiff. In seconds she was racing
toward the alien ship. The Phinon was easy to find. It wasn't making any
attempt to cover its flight, just flying straight and true. In the far
faster skiff Nikki drew to within 50 meters. She set the skiff to
autopilot. She stood with her laser and took aim. 

The Phinon noticed. It dodged, started flying a drunkard's walk zigzag,
though still getting closer to its ship. Nikki fired, missed, fired again,
to no avail. "It's no use. I'm no marksman. I'm a pilot. So pilot!" 

She resumed control of the skiff and punched it. The Phinon never fired,
never looked back, as she picked her moment and rammed. 

It took the flight out of both of them. The Phinon lost repulsor control,
started helixing, flying wild loops. Its weapon went flipping away. It
shut off its flight unit and hit the surface, ricocheted, bounced, and
skidded to a halt. 

Nikki had problems of her own. The collision had wrecked a stabilizer. She
fought the skiff for a minute, but it started tumbling. Gear fell
out-ration packs, water, and even her laser were scattered away. She
finally got the skiff down in one dented piece. 

She was between the Phinon and its ship. It was coming toward her, moving
fast in long, flat hops, using all four limbs. 

Nikki stood her ground. 

The Phinon came closer, bearing down, was almost upon her when it took a
high hop and tried to hurdle her. 

"Oh no you don't!" Nikki said and launched herself in the low gee, the
power suit making her a potent missile. She crashed into the Phinon and
held on, gripping him around both legs. The power of her jump sent the
pair in a high arc above the surface. 

The alien struggled violently. Though her suit gave her the raw strength
of five men, for her it wasn't enough. The alien's steel skeleton driven
by organic hydraulic pistons made it incredibly strong. Protrusions on the
limbs where tendon rods connected gave it a huge mechanical advantage. It
pried and twisted itself out of her grasp. 

It's like wrestling a piece of road equipment! Nikki thought. 

The Phinon finally kicked itself free and the laws of low gravity
ballistics brought them slowly but inexorably to the surface. The alien
landed in stride 20 meters ahead of Nikki and resumed the race to its
ship. Nikki picked herself up to follow, tried to take a step, fell. Her
right leg wouldn't work. 

"Shit! Damaged the power couplings." Unpowered, moving her leg was like
walking with a concrete block tied to her foot. She couldn't pursue; her
gun was gone. Nikki watched helplessly as the alien reached its ship and
entered. 

"I'm sorry, Luke," she whispered. "I couldn't stop him." 

The tail of the alien craft lit up in a creamy glow. It started to rise on
repulsors. 

Then her faceplate polarized as a blazing green spot appeared on the side
of the ship, remaining there even as the ship accelerated. Two hundred
meters up, it exploded. Nikki ducked and covered as shrapnel and debris
pelted down around her. 

"Got him! Nikki? Nikki? Are you okay? I made it to the laser batteries." 

"I noticed," Nikki said. "Good thing. I couldn't stop him, Luke." 

"But you slowed him up. That was enough." 

"How are you feeling?" 

"At the moment, fantastic," he said. 

Nikki began her gimpy return to the skiff, taking long, poorly coordinated
hops with her functional leg. "I'm coming back to the base," she said.
"But it's going to take a while." 

"We have the time," Luke said. Then: "Y'know, we could send a message with
this laser. We might be rescued after all." 

Something high above the surface caught Nikki's eye. A movement. A
shimmering line of white appeared for an instant, then was gone. A second
Phinon ship going FTL? Running away, the cowards, Nikki thought
triumphantly. 

It was then that she saw the flickering line of a projectile speeding
toward the surface, and intersecting the horizon at the Deepguard base
with a cold explosion. 

"Luke! Luke!" she screamed into the comm. 

To no avail. 

II 

Dykstra enjoyed his visits to Sammi's lab. The bulk of his own life had
been spent in the areas of physics and high technology, and in those
fields it was difficult to find anyone who could teach him something
really new. More than once he'd attended seminars by bright, up-and-coming
physicists where they'd been trying to describe their latest theoretical
approach to some old problem, with all the confident self assurance of
youth, only to find that the bright young person had merely rediscovered
an idea that Dykstra had heard before, when some other bright young
scientist had arrived at the same idea-maybe forty years before. 

But outside his own fields he could routinely come into contact with other
new stars with genuinely fresh ideas, or at least with ideas that were
fresh to him. 

Sammi was one of those stars working in the new world of genano
engineering. Her name was not known outside her field, not yet anyway. But
Dykstra was certain that she'd be heard from, that given time she would
inevitably be recognized as one of the top practitioners in the field.
He'd seen her type before. 

No, not exactly her type, he corrected his thought as he entered the lab,
cane gently tapping on the floor. There was something else about Sammi
that made her special, something ineffable, but possibly sublime. He
didn't know what it was though. Certainly, she had the same shininess of
spirit that his dearest friend Jenny had also possessed, and with Sammi he
felt that same kinship of similar souls. But there was more, too. 

Perhaps much more. 

The lab was the same as always, cluttered with high tech nano-manipulating
equipment, and every device decorated with fingerprints and odd, sticky
residues from spills of those sort of biogoops the biology types dealt
with. Dykstra tried to make it down to the lab every few days,
particularly since Sammi had a habit of burying herself there. 

In the back alcove where Sammi kept her workstation, Dykstra noticed a
flickering light coming out of the room's dimness. That would be her
computer screen. He walked over and saw the recording of Sammi's
experiment with the Phinon femur being played. The scientist herself he
found with her face flat on the desk, sound asleep. 

Her golden hair lay scattered over the desktop, entangled with a stylus,
offering a nesting place to the mouse. Her lips were parted slightly, and
even though she was sleeping, Dykstra could see the laugh lines that her
smile had long ago engraved upon her face. But there were other lines,
recent acquisitions, around her eyes. Lines born of stress and overwork.
And grief. 

He almost turned around to leave. She needed sleep more than she needed to
make conversation with him. He lifted his cane, would walk without it out
of the lab. In so doing he momentarily lost his balance, reached out a
hand to the table to steady himself, and knocked over a small specimen
rack. 

"Huh? What?" 

"Good morning, Sunshine. Although actually it's evening. Sorry I woke
you," Dykstra said. 

"Oh, man," Sammi said. "I can't believe I fell asleep. I have so much I
need to do yet." She stretched, reaching high above her head and arching
her back, which made obvious feminine features which even Dykstra was not
too old to notice. "And with big brother watching, too." She gestured
toward one of the ubiquitous security monitors. "I've got to get back to
work." 

"What's that you have playing on the screen?" Dykstra asked. 

"That," she said, "is the video record of my latest, circa last week,
remarkable success. I hope. Actually, I'm running into some problems I
can't see my way around." She explained to him the details of the
experiment with the femur, pointing out that she was pleased with the
speed at which the bone had disintegrated. "But I can't seem to get the
bugs to reproduce properly," she added. 

"What characterizes the problem?" Dykstra asked. 

"Where do I begin?" she said. "My original bugs were supposed to live in
the Martian soil. I've gotten this particular strain of bacteria to live
in Phinon tissue, so the viruses can use them to reproduce. Given time and
a supply of live Phinons I could probably tailor a virus that will
reproduce within Phinon cells, but why not just wish for the Moon?" 

"I gather the problem isn't with the virus side of the symbiont?" 

"Yes and no," Sammi replied. "I can get ideal reproduction rates of the
viruses, but I can't get them to duplicate their tools properly. In a
proper setup, the bacteria should live in the Phinon, and the viruses
should reproduce in the bacteria, but not just themselves-their tools
also. But they won't. To do the femur experiment I supplied them with
premanufactured nanotools. The results were gratifying. But they'll have
to make their own when they're out there infecting aliens. And I can't see
how to get them to do it right now." 

Dykstra laid a gentle hand on her shoulder. "What's getting in your way?"
he asked. 

"I don't know. Stress. Overwork. But mostly it's just that I don't have a
live alien to work with. I keep guessing and counterguessing the
parameters of the environment the genanites will have to thrive in, and
then I rapidly get overwhelmed by the possibilities. The other biologists
have their own problems to work on, and I'm still the only genano engineer
here." She mock-collapsed back onto the desk. "What am I going to do,
Chris?" 

He looked at her, and deadpan, said, "I would recommend a party." 

"What?" 

"Sunshine, you've been hitting it way too hard. It's time you got a break
from this. I'm having a small get-together in my suite tomorrow night.
Lieutenant Nachtegall will be there, as will Drs. Vander Kam and Arie
Hague-" 

Sammi shook her head, protesting. "I'm just too busy." 

"You're spinning your wheels." 

She'd been staring at the screen again, then she turned to him and there
were tears in her eyes. "I'm . . . I'm not ready yet, Chris. I'm just not
ready." 

"I'm sorry, Sammi," Dykstra said. "But I really have to ask you to force
yourself. I need you to come. We have some things to discuss. Some very
important things. But I don't wish to discuss them now." 

"So you need me?" She didn't really believe it. 

"And I also wanted to say good-bye." 

"You're leaving?!" Her eyes betrayed the look of a child about to be
abandoned. 

"For a while, Sammi. Only for a while. I'm going back to Earth. Probably
for only several months, if all goes well. Rick and Arie will be going
with me. The lieutenant will have to spend some time with us, too, but
he'll be able to travel back and forth." 

With exaggerated determination, she shut off the replay, turned off her
workstation, and got out of her chair. With resignation she said, "I need
to get some sleep. Who am I trying to kid, anyway? I'm not getting
anything done here." 

"A wise decision, Sunshine." 

"When are you leaving for Earth?" 

"The day after tomorrow. Early." 

"I'll be at the party," she said. 

Whenever Colonel Knoedler needed to think real hard, he found it necessary
to put himself in the proper mood, and this was most easily accomplished
by reading the right book. Since most of the things his position demanded
he think about involved strategy and tactics, the two books he most often
turned to were Herman Kahn's On Thermonuclear War, a classic from the
middle of the last century, and Potapov's Kasparov vs. the Computers: The
Complete Games. 

At the moment he was seated in his favorite reading chair, a leather
recliner, sturdy, functional, in a style that would never be flashy but
would never go out of fashion either. There was Tchaikovsky in the air.
The worn, red covers of the Kahn book were between his fingers, but his
eyes were not focused on the pages. The book had already done its work-the
colonel was thinking. Hard. 

The Phinon attack in the Oort cloud had come over two years ago, but the
OEV 1 had actually gone out to them. Now in only the last few months the
Phinons had come closer to home and struck three times: Slingshot,
Glacierville, and a few days ago, Deepguard. 

Deepguard. That one was extra troubling. How had the Phinons even found
that base? It was a passive viewing and listening post from which the
entire Solar System could be spied upon, and not an easy thing to detect.
He'd seen a photo of the girl they'd rescued from there. Nikki Le. Very
pretty oriental lady. Knoedler had always liked oriental women. She was on
her way to Luna right now. 

Too bad he'd always had so little time for women. 

His train of thought was in danger of derailing into images of himself,
Nikki, and white picket fences when he wrenched it back to the situation
at hand. 

Dykstra had dropped his bombshell today to the Joint Staff. He'd told them
he knew how to build a reactionless sublight drive that would work inside
the Hague Limit, and that the Phinons had never invented it themselves. 

Oh really now? 

Knoedler put down the Kahn book and picked up the chess one. 

The colonel's rooms at the High Command were efficiently furnished;
several chairs, a couch, bookshelves, a table at which to eat or work, the
usual computer workstation. But there were few pictures and no plants, and
not even a single one of the numerous plaques and awards he'd received in
his career adorned his walls. The only genuine decorations he had were his
chess sets. Three out of his collection of more than a hundred were on
display: one of gold and silver on a shelf; one of precious stones on a
side table; one of pewter spaceship pieces on a gaming table, the only one
that he'd actually play games with. Dykstra had had a collection of chess
sets, until the Belt blew up his house. 

The Phinons had him in one hell of a chess match right now. The raids
happening on the trans-Hague Limit assets were little pawn thrusts. The
ships congregating out in deep space, leaving hyperspace but not
reentering-that had to be where the real strategy was shaping up. 

And Dykstra's going the Phinons one better? Was the old genius really that
good, or were the Phinons employing a gambit? 

It had taken Dykstra only two months to go from thinking FTL travel was
impossible to duplicating the Phinon drive. Less than two months after
that he'd come up with tremendous improvements. 

Had the Phinons maybe wanted it to be this easy? 

Although he'd cracked open the chess book, Knoedler had yet to read a line
from it. The Tchaikovsky had ceased playing. 

What kind of a chess game is this? They can see my pieces, but theirs are
invisible. They can see my possible moves, but theirs I can't consider
until after they've made them. 

Colonel Knoedler was a marvelous chess player. Against weaker opponents,
he'd readily exchange pieces, simplifying things until he could put
together an elegant checkmate. The few times he played someone of equal
caliber, or more likely, had gotten careless and fallen into a perilous
situation, he'd play for complications, trusting that his wit and skill
would ultimately carry him through if he just had time enough to pick away
at his competition. 

In this situation, I most definitely need to play for complications. 

Dykstra had already argued to the staff that once the first FTL ship was
ready, they should take it deep into the Oort cloud and gather information
on the aliens. But would any information gathered be more valuable to the
Patrol than the knowledge that humanity had developed its own FTL
capability would be to the Phinons? And God forbid that Dykstra was right,
and the Phinons did not know how to build sublight drives that worked
within Hague Limits, and they captured our first ship and reverse
engineered their way to that technology. 

There would be another meeting with the staff tomorrow. Knoedler knew he
would argue vociferously to keep the new ship close to home. 

But something else was nagging him about that new drive Dykstra had
invented. It could become a major piece in an earlier puzzle the colonel
had been working on. But, oh, "our new buddies," the Belt, won't like this
at all. Although the BDF and the System Patrol had agreed to a cease-fire
while the Phinon problem was assessed, the Patrol had not revealed the
existence of any of the new technology they'd already developed. 

Knoedler put down the chess book finally and went to his bookshelf. He
took an old Bible out and returned to his chair. He opened it to I Kings,
then flipped pages backwards all the way into II Samuel before he found
what he was looking for. 

And then, several times, he read the story of David and Goliath. 

Mare Tranquilitatis, the Sea of Tranquility, was perhaps the most
appropriate place in the Solar System to put a cemetery. Here lay
thousands upon thousands of men and women who'd died in space in the
service of the System Patrol. Black crosses, stars of David, symbols from
other faiths, and plain rectangular markers for those who'd had no
religious convictions, spread out in perfect alignment all the way to the
horizon no matter which way one looked from the landing field in the
center of the cemetery. Among those buried here were genuine heroes of the
21st century, men and women whose names were household words, but their
markers were no different from those of the lowly belowdecks cannon fodder
that had met their ends in their bunks. 

Which was why Sammi would have needed a map to find again the spot where
Steve's marker was placed. There wasn't any body buried there in his case,
of course-there hadn't been one to return to her. 

She'd thought about what Dykstra had said to her the day before, and knew
he was right-she was working much too hard, and she hadn't allowed herself
a genuine catharsis since that night he'd shown up at her apartment to
tell her what had really happened to Steve. So she'd taken this morning
off to visit the cemetery, her only time back since she'd watched his
marker being emplaced. 

She was riding in a little open scooter that the cemetery provided for
visitors to use among the markers. The repulsors on the scooters only
allowed them to rise ten centimeters off the surface, and there was
absolutely no way one could get them to kick up dust short of killing the
power and letting them crash. Sammi was mildly surprised at how
comfortable the scooters were even for a person in a spacesuit. And the
scooter knew how to find section GL-8088. 

There was almost no one out there this morning. Sammi had seen only two
caretakers at the landing field and the man who'd given her the scooter.
As she rode along, she'd seen only one other scooter along the way she had
come, and another some ways ahead of her, so far away she could barely see
the person standing next to the marker that the scooter had stopped
beside. 

I don't know why I came out here, Sammi suddenly thought. What do I think
I'm going to find, anyway? Emotional release? I've done all my crying.
Renewed conviction that working for the Patrol is the right thing to do?
That would be nice. She looked over the acres and acres of markers. But I
won't find that here, either. 

Her scooter was getting closer and closer to the one she'd seen up ahead,
and then she realized that it was grounded at Steve's marker. At first she
thought maybe one of Steve's suicide orbiteer buddies had stopped to
visit, but she didn't recognize the insignia on the suit. 

The scooter stopped and she got off. The man noticed her, smiled at her
through his faceplate, and she returned the smile. 

"That smile," he said. "You're Sunshine. Steve's wife, I mean. My God, he
wasn't lying about how you got that nickname." 

"Yes. I'm Samantha MacTavish. I didn't get your name." 

"Forgive me. I'm sorry. Been out in space too long," the man said. He was
a mature-looking black man she could see from his face, but his posture
revealed a man of strength and vigor. "My name is Roger Tykes. People call
me 'Pops.' Steve called me 'Pops.' " 

"I could have guessed," Sammi said. "He told me about you in his letters.
He was in awe of you." 

"Shucks," Pops said. "I've never done anything to match what your husband
did. Hell, I'd be dead now if it wasn't for him. I figured I'd better pay
my respects while I'm on Luna. I don't usually come to the inner system.
Don't know when or if I'll be back." 

Something doesn't seem right about Pops, Sammi thought. He was talking too
much, which wasn't what she'd expected from Steve's description of the
strong, taciturn, father figure that Pops had been to the men under his
command. She looked at him more closely, and through the faceplate saw the
streaks of tears on his cheeks that the proud commander had been unable to
wipe away. 

And Pops knew his secret was out. "All right, dammit. I admit it-I was
crying. Practically like a baby before you got here. I owed him that.
There aren't that many people I've met who deserve to have tears shed over
them when they're gone, but, by God, he was one of them! Those alien
bastards . . . those alien bastards . . ." Then he turned away from her
and shut off his mike for a few moments. 

Sammi stood there silently, taking in the cross marker, the harsh shadow
it cast upon the surface, and the figure of the old soldier standing
straight and silent nearby, paying his respects not just to a man, but to
a kind of man. 

And for the first time in months, she felt her emptiness filling up with
something warm. She didn't want to analyze it-she just wanted to feel it. 

Finally Pops turned again to face her. "I've got to be going, ma'am. I'm
very pleased to have met you." There was iron in his voice now. 

"Me, too," Sammi said. 

Bob met her at the door and led her in. The gravity in the room was set at
half standard, just the way Dykstra liked it. 

They were all there as promised. Over by the autochef, helping with the
drinks, stood Dykstra and Rick Vander Kam. By himself, but savoring a hot
chocolate flavored with just a splash of scotch, sat Hague. And by her
left arm, close, but not too close, hovered the lieutenant. 

He wasn't going to get anywhere with her, not tonight, probably not ever.
She was sure of that. She did sneak a side glance at him, noting once
again that he was gorgeous, with a solid body displaying the classic V
from waist to shoulders, and his close-cropped curly gold hair. But the
part of her heart that could love was still solidly surrounded with an
ache that wouldn't go away, no matter how hard she worked, no matter how
hard she tried to get on with her life. 

She remembered the first time she'd come to Dykstra's apartment. Then,
she'd been awed in the presence of the Genius of the Age, but only at
first. His cool demeanor and friendly manner had set her at ease, and
apart from his legend, he was, at core, a lovable old man. 

She snapped back into the present when Dykstra came over. 

"Sammi, I'm glad you came. Now our circle is complete," he said. 

"But soon to be broken. Why didn't you tell me until yesterday that you're
all going off and leaving me behind?" she asked. 

"I'll still be around," Bob said. "Some of the time, anyway." 

It wasn't much as parties go. There was an exchange of small talk, and
Rick gave her a hug she didn't expect, but also didn't really mind. Even
Hague joined in, though with all his usual surplus of "Oh, yeses." After
ten minutes of this Dykstra had them all take a seat, and he started to
tell them what this "party" was really all about. 

He sat before them in his comfy chair. He held his walking stick in his
right hand, almost like a scepter. But no, kingly images didn't fit
Dykstra, Sammi thought. It was more like she and the others were sitting
on one end of a log, and Dykstra was playing Socrates on the other. 

"I'm going to tell you what the future holds," he said. "Or what it can
hold. All of you are necessary to make it happen. 

"Tomorrow, Dr. Hague, Dr. Vander Kam, and I are going to Earth, there to
work at the Capitol Products spaceship yards. When we are finished there,
we will have produced humanity's first faster-than-light spacecraft. But
here's the thing-our first try is going to be superior to anything the
Phinons have." 

"That's news to me," Rick said. "What makes you think so?" 

"Two engines, yes, two, so much better, so much," Hague piped up.
"Reactionless sublight effects, too. Oh yes, oh yes." 

Rick just smiled. "You guys have been holding out on me." 

"I only figured it out a short time ago," Dykstra said. "And I wanted to
bounce the ideas off Dr. Hague, have him do his magic at calculations on
the equations. What we figured out is that using two of the FTL engines,
properly tuned to each other, allows a doubling in the efficiency of
making the transition to hyperspace. Why this should be the case is
obvious when you understand the physics. Why the Phinons never seem to
have figured it out is a mystery." 

Sammi asked: "Does that mean our ship will be able to travel twice as fast
as theirs do?" 

"No. Hyperspace doesn't work that way. It means that it will only take us
half as much energy to get into hyperspace. Two engines, or more properly,
two drive elements, means half the energy consumption. And before you ask,
no, it is not the case that three would be even better." 

"No, no. Two is best, is just right. It has to be two, yes, it has to be
two, oh yes. But, oh, the reactionless effect. Oh, yes!" Hague put in. 

"That's the kicker," Dykstra continued. "If you use these two elements in
normal space-inside or outside the Hague Limit, it doesn't matter-just the
right way, you can get a direct conversion of mass into kinetic energy,
and you get to choose your velocity vector. It's uncanny. But I haven't
seen any evidence in the Phinon engine that they know anything about this
effect." 

At the mention of the Phinon engine, Hague gave a visible shudder. The
savant was a whiz with human technology, had stored in his brain the
entire contents of scores of parts and equipment catalogs, could repair
and improve almost anything ever invented. As long as it was human. His
revulsion for all things Phinon, the sense of innate wrongness about them,
drove him into a frenzy whenever he was forced to be near any of the alien
artifacts. But Dykstra had recast the alien technology in human terms, and
with that Hague was perfectly content. 

"So let me describe what's going to happen, maybe as soon as three months
from now," Dykstra continued. "Our modified streakbomber is going to
depart from Earth without even the hint of an exhaust jet, and speed on
its way to the Capitol Products base outside the Hague Limit. From there,
the ship and her crew will become the first from this race to vault into
hyperspace. What happens after that is up to us, and by us I mean just we
few in this room, and one other whom I won't name yet." 

"You're making this mysterious, Chris," Bob said. "Just what is it you
have in mind? What's supposed to happen is that once our ship gets outside
the Hague Limit, it's to undergo a series of tests, and they'll probably
take months. You don't like that, do you?" 

"Not one bit," Dykstra confirmed. "By the time our ship first jumps into
hyperspace, the last thing we'll need will be more tests on the craft.
What we will need is information on the Phinons. 

"And maybe a specimen or two. Preferably living, right Sammi?" 

"So now I find out why I'm here," she said. "You want to go capture some
aliens, and you don't think the Patrol is going to go about it fast
enough, do you?" 

"You told me earlier that you really need a living specimen to confirm the
value of your work. Does it bother you that I also came to that conclusion
some time ago?" 

"No. It makes sense. But I wonder why the Patrol hasn't made it a
priority. I mean, given that we're going to have a ship actually capable
of going after the Phinons any time we want to, I'd have thought capturing
specimens-or hostages, whatever-would be an obvious thing to do." 

Dykstra sighed. "It is, but there are other considerations. Since Major
Moore was sent back to Earth, I've essentially become the head of the
alien technology and studies group. But I don't carry any exceptional
clout in the rooms where strategy is discussed. And there are essentially
two competing views about how to deal with the Phinon threat. 

"My view is that, though we know very little about the aliens
themselves-their motives, their plans, this ongoing question of their
'souls'-we do know enough about their technology to conclude that they are
only a short distance ahead of us in some technical fields, and probably
behind us in others. For instance, we've yet to find any evidence that
they have nanotechnology or genano capabilities. If it is the case that
they are as I've painted them, then our strategy is straightforward. We
fight them ship-to-ship, bomb their bases, find out where they are and go
after them, and design nasty weapons like Sammi's rust bugs." 

"I thought that pretty much was the only view," Bob said. "What else are
people thinking of doing-cease-fire talks?" 

The group laughed, except for Hague, who had wandered back to the autochef
and was getting himself another drink. Dykstra said, "The Patrol doesn't
have any diplomats, so that suggestion hasn't come up. But have you heard
of a Colonel Knoedler, Bob?" 

"Colonel Tommy? Sure. He pulled himself up through the ranks from enlisted
man. They hold him out as a model for new recruits during boot camp.
What's his view?" 

Sammi watched the old genius as he stood up and began pacing before he
answered. She got the impression that he found the opposing view not just
wrong, but personally troubling as well. Nevertheless, he resumed the
discussion. 

"I don't want to unfairly characterize Knoedler's position," he began.
"I've met the man. He does seem to merit the honor he's paid among the
recruits. But his ideas are not particularly flattering to me, and the
influence he wields in the strategy group is leading to delays and what I
think is a foolish level of pseudo-caution that I feel could be dangerous
to, well, humanity." 

"As bad as that?" Rick asked, rhetorically. 

"In a nutshell, the colonel thinks that we're the victims of an ingenious
ruse on the part of the Phinons. He feels that this alien technology we
acquired from their ship and their implements, and our subsequent mastery,
has all come too easily. He thinks the Phinons wanted us to develop our
own FTL technology, to the point where we become overly dependent upon it,
and then perhaps they'll trot out some sort of super weapon that will, to
use his words, 'take us out in one blow.' " 

"Oh, right!" Bob hooted in derision. "Like you'd give aircraft technology
to savages just so you could shoot them down later with surface-to-air
missiles. If you have that kind of technology and they don't, then why
bother?" 

Dykstra smiled, obviously gratified by Bob's outburst. But he said, "It's
not quite as simple as that. It is possible to conjure up a scenario that
would work for them. Suppose they have a weapon that, say, causes
spacecraft in hyperspace to disintegrate. And suppose the technology of
that weapon is not readily derived from the FTL technology. We could then
assemble an armada of FTL spacecraft and send it on its way, only to have
the Phinons destroy it easily. Not only would we lose the fleet, but all
of that time and effort and money that went into creating it." 

"Do you think that's likely, Chris?" Samantha asked. 

"No. For one thing, I wouldn't trust us not to figure out the secret of
the other weapon and develop a counter. And there are other considerations
. . ." he said, but he trailed off, and seemed to be thinking about
something. 

"I have a dispute with the idea that we acquired the technology too
easily," Rick piped up. "He's selling you short, Chris. I was working on
the Phinon stuff before we called you in. We were hopelessly befuddled. I
know we wouldn't have figured out the mass conversion trick. And as for
the theory of FTL travel . . . Well, I've read your reports, and I don't
think I'll ever understand them. I know you taught Arie how to do the
math, but I don't think he really understands the physical principles
involved. And besides you two I doubt if there's anyone else in the whole
Solar System who could begin to understand hyperphysics." 

"Thank you, Rick," Dykstra said. 

"I'm not saying it just to be nice. For Knoedler to be right, it would
require the Phinons to know that we had a James Christian Dykstra on the
scene to figure things out for us. I don't see how that's possible." 

"There's something else though, isn't there, Chris?" Samantha asked. "You
think you've figured out something about the Phinons that no one else has,
and that's why you're willing to have us-what? Violate orders and steal
the first FTL spaceship to do things your way." 

They all looked at Dykstra then, even Hague, and waited. 

"Yes," he said. "I have been pondering their technology, burying myself in
it. I've tried to think like they think, tried to reconstruct the pathways
by which they arrived at their level of physical understanding, because
presumably they didn't have the technology fall into their laps like we
did. I've marveled at their astuteness in some instances, and been
dumbfounded at their blindness in others. 

"I don't know for certain, but I'm fairly sure that I do know what they
are. But I can't very well walk into the strategy room and explain to the
generals that the Phinons have no souls and so Knoedler's concerns are
simply anthropomorphic paranoia." 

"No, I guess not," Sammi said ironically. "But are you going to explain it
to us?" 

"In time I will," Dykstra said. "But you're right, Sammi. I'm asking all
of you to commit what will be called treason by some if things turn out
badly. It's not by convincing you of the logic of my view about the
Phinons that's going to get you to agree to do this. After all, I might be
wrong. It's . . ." he stammered, unsure of what to say next. 

This is hard for him, Sammi thought. He's used to explaining everything in
full. And he's too kind to say we won't understand his explanation. He
doesn't know how to ask us if we'll just do it out of faith. She made it
easy on him. "I'm with you, Chris. Just tell me what you want me to do.
You told me about Steve even when it could have gotten you sent back to
Earth in disgrace. I owe you." 

"I was there when you faced down the major," Rick said. "I've seen what
you can do. I'm in." 

"Me, too," Bob said. "I don't think I owe you anything, and I'm not bright
enough to appreciate your intelligence. But you're a rarity in another
way, Chris. You're a genuinely good man. I've met very few." 

"Thank you, my friends," Dykstra said. "But there is one voice we have yet
to hear from. Dr. Hague?" 

Hague was still at the autochef. He was lying on his back on the counter,
surrounded by a dozen glasses of hot chocolate, which ran the range of
color from a nearly black, high concentration chocolate, to an almost
white, fifty-fifty marshmallow/chocolate mix. He had the cover off the
guts of the machine and was tinkering with it. The others had noticed what
he was doing earlier, but they'd long ago learned to let Hague be Hague. 

At Dykstra's call he stopped his work momentarily, looked at them all, and
without a redundancy of phrase or a surplus yes, said, "You are my
friends. I'm in, too." In that instant Sammi thought he looked solemn,
thought she caught a glimpse of the Arie Hague that could have been had he
not been caged by the cross-circuitry of autism. Then his ready smile
returned and he gleefully turned back to the autochef. 

Sammi was the last to leave. Dykstra had told her he had a few additional
things to discuss. 

"Once the others leave in the ship, Dr. Hague and I will return to the
Moon. But while we're gone, there's something I'd like you to see if you
can work on. We'll probably need a way to keep a Phinon unconscious if
we're to bring any back alive." 

"That shouldn't be a problem, Chris. Have you been keeping up with the
biological work?" He shook his head no. "Well, they've figured out where
the brain is. It's distributed throughout the body. Little knots of brain
tissue are locked away inside cavities in the bones, and they're all tied
together by specialized nerve cells. But apart from the odd geometry, the
brain material itself isn't much different from terrestrial types." 

"I see. So you think we may already have a serviceable knockout drop?" 

"Promenidepromaine. PMDP. The stuff will put out anything from an elephant
to a jellyfish. My guess is it will work on Phinons, too, but I'm going to
have to think over what the dosage should be. I'll have to tell you about
that later somehow-some way that we won't be found out." 

"That problem is solved. Lieutenant Nachtegall will visit periodically.
You can convey your findings to me through him." 

"Okay," Sammi said. But she wasn't ready to leave yet. "I have something
else I want to ask you." 

Dykstra looked at her, seemed to be looking into her, and said: "I
expected you would." 

"Why?" 

"You remind me of someone. Her name was Jenny. She would have had some
things to ask me, too." 

Sammi smiled at that. "Do you know what the question is?" 

"I'm not that good," Dykstra said, smiling. 

"Did you really worry that any of us wouldn't go along with you?" Sammi
asked. 

"It's a big risk," Dykstra replied. "The Patrol will come down hard on us
if they find out what we're going to do. Our only hope of avoiding jail
time or perhaps even execution is if the men return with something
valuable. I would understand if someone didn't want to go along with
that." 

"But you knew all of us would, didn't you? We all gave you our reasons, I
know, but you really don't think that's the whole of it, do you?" 

"No." This time he looked at her with soft and approving eyes. "You and
the others are feeling something, and I feel it, too." 

"Is it supposed to include feeling that Steve died when he was supposed
to?" Sammi asked, and a tear rolled down her cheek. She didn't wait for an
answer. "As much as I loved Steve, as much as I miss him terribly, I . . .
I . . . can't get the thought out of my head that his death . . . that in
some way it was important to the Universe that he die exactly when he
did." 

Dykstra put an arm around her shoulder. "I understand," he said.
"Christians are fond of saying that no matter what happens, somehow it's
in God's plan. We just don't expect it to seem obvious to us. 

"Yes, Sunshine, Steve died exactly when he was supposed to. And right now,
you, and the others, and I are all feeling that we're at a turning point.
That the world we knew is soon going to be replaced with another. And
more. We are all feeling that we are the ones playing the pivotal roles." 

"I feel like I'm being dragged in," Sammi said. "Against my will. I don't
want the fate of the world to rest with me." 

"Nor I," Dykstra said. "But would you rather it rested with someone else?
A long time ago a country called the Soviet Union fell apart practically
overnight. When many of the leaders gathered together to see what they
could make out of the pieces, an archbishop admonished them to be wise,
because what they were about to do would be remembered before God and
history. 

"It is the same with us." 

Though it had still been morning when the ship left the System Patrol High
Command on Luna, the sun was near setting over Lake Michigan as the sleek
military courier boat sliced through the high clouds on its way to a
landing at West Michigan Spaceport. It killed its speed over a landing
pad, then gently drifted down on repulsors. 

Dykstra came out first, waving his characteristic cane in front of him. He
stood up straight at the bottom of the step and took in his surroundings.
He looked up at the sky which was pale blue and sporting archipelagoes of
clouds. "My boyhood home. It's been a long time." 

Rick stepped out of the boat, only backwards. He was trying to coax Hague
along. "C'mon, Arie. Trust me. You don't need a helmet." 

In the door of the boat appeared the short, pudgy figure of Dr. Hague. The
little man looked out, tentative, unsure. He looked from side to side to
side, took a sniff, waved his hand through the air as if convincing
himself that it really wasn't vacuum. Then a broad smile broke across his
face like a wave impacting the shore and he gleefully hopped down the two
steps to the ground. 

"Yes, yes, Earth, Earth. Yes, Earth! Blue skies! Oh yes. Trees." Something
caught his eye and he followed it as it swooped slowly past, close to him
then up and over the courier ship. It was one of the sea gulls so
prevalent around the inland seas of Michigan. "A bird! Oh, yes! A bird!
How does it work?" 

"It's alive, Arie," said Lieutenant Nachtegall, finally debarking himself.
Hague seemed about to pursue his studies of Earth immediately, but Rick
caught him by the arm and the three came over to join Dykstra. 

"Smell the air, Chris," Rick said. "Brings back memories, eh? I used to
camp out on the beach not five miles from here." 

"P.J. Hofmaster State Park?" Dykstra asked. 

"Of course!" Rick said, laughing. 

"You guys can compare notes on the way to the black docks," Nachtegall
said. "I think that's our transportation coming." 

The ground car drove up and they set out for the Capitol Products
building, under which was the subway system that would take them to the
shipyard. 

There was a sense of rightness about it all, Dykstra thought. He looked at
his fellow travelers. These were the right players; they were on the right
stage. 

He watched the sun set like the curtain at the end of act one. 

III 

Pops had flown better spaceships than this one. He had just turned 73, and
for more than 50 of those years he had been a pilot for the System Patrol.
He'd begun flying during the Belt War of Independence, first in the small
Mosquito-class fighters, then up to Balrog-class bombers. 

Most recently during the current war with the Belt, he'd been jockeying
top-of-the-line Capitol Products streakbombers. The ship he was now in was
also of Capitol Products manufacture, but it had come out of the civilian
shipyards, for the Patricia was a freighter. Two short, thick cylinders
tied together with struts and open framework, a cockpit in the front and a
fusion motor in the back: she was a sturdy, solid performer. 

Paula Eriksen came up front from her sleeping cubicle. "Where are we,
Pops?" she said around a yawn. 

Pops confirmed their position from the console. "We're just over a billion
klicks out from Fort Conger Station, which means we should hear from them
anytime now about beginning the tests. How was your beauty sleep?" 

"If you weren't such a harmless old man, I'd hit you for a comment like
that," Paula said. "But I slept just fine, thank you very much." 

Pops laughed. 

It was funny, Pops thought, how events so outside your own life have such
immediate effects. For years people had speculated about how changed the
world would be once alien intelligences were contacted, had proclaimed the
massive paradigm shift to how humans thought of themselves that the
discovery would engender. 

But seldom did anyone focus on how the monumental discovery would affect
individuals in anything but the most general way. For Pops never would
have thought that the discovery of the aliens would lead to his being in a
freighter with a stunning civilian propulsion tech nine astronomical units
outside of the Hague Limit. 

A light started blinking on the control board. "That's our message
incoming," Pops said. The message was not visual or audio. It had come
over tight laser beam, encrypted, and when the communication computer
displayed the decoded message, it said exactly what Pops had been told it
would: Position confirmed. Commence test at 1400. 

"Kind of a blah message considering what it is we're about to test," Paula
said. 

"Blah it may be, but the test starts in thirty minutes. I'd better get
into my power suit and down into the cargo bay," Pops replied. 

Pops went into the back section and the closet-sized cubicle that was his
room. He stripped, revealing a tough, wiry body that called into question
his chronological age. Quickly he climbed into his power suit, checked all
the monitors, kicked in the full juice to the power servos, and set out
for the cargo bay. For this mission, his suit weaponry had been removed.
He felt naked without it. 

The airlock cycled and Pops walked into the cavern, lit only by a row of
lights along each wall. The bay was under vacuum since it was easier to
keep the cargo clean that way. No one wanted this experiment fussed up by
any stray dust particles, not that such was likely. The cargo hold was
empty except for two pallets that sat in the middle of the floor, held
there gently by the one-tenth g field that was typical for this class of
freighter. On the port side pallet was a collection of boxes and cylinders
running tentacles of wire and optical fibers up to a dozen places on the
hull. Those wires were attached to tracking and monitoring devices
attached outside the ship for this unique mission. 

The other pallet held the experiment itself. It looked something like a
coffin with two cylinders, each attached by its own boom, projecting from
the end. Pops knew that inside the "coffin" was a first-rate minifusion
generator and no shortage of mysterious scientific gadgetry. And Dykstra's
crowning achievement, too. 

"Ten more minutes, Pops," Paula said over the comm. "I'm opening the bay
doors. Go ahead and push our baby out." 

The doors above him slowly slid apart revealing a nicely framed sea of
stars with a ribbon of Milky Way splitting it diagonally. Pops recalled a
time when an experiment of this magnitude would have demanded the
construction of a million-credit device to move the experiment the ten
meters from the floor of the cargo bay out through the door. Fortunately,
he was living in a time when a man in a power suit was recognized for his
worth. 

Pops gently lifted the box off the pallet. It massed over 2,000 kilos, an
appreciable weight even in a tenth of a gravity. Taking aim, Pops jumped,
and the leg servos provided all the thrust necessary to take him and his
burden through the doors. He had sailed a hundred meters out from the
Patricia when he let go of the box and stopped himself with the suit jets.
"I'm clear, Paula. How much time now?" 

"Five minutes. You'd better get inside if you want to watch." 

"Why inside? I think I'll just watch it from out here." 

"Suit yourself," Paula replied. "Now shut up while I orient the thing."
Pops saw little jets fire briefly on the corners of the box. Paula was
lining up the experiment's momentum vector so that it was pointing
radially away from the sun. Pops' jump from the ship had been pretty much
in the right direction to begin with, but Paula was laying it into just
the right groove. 

Pops took his eyes off the box even as it continued its lazy journey away
and looked around him at the endless night. The notion of alien beings
"out there" had long ago been discredited, though he knew that in the past
there had been periods when their eventual discovery was thought to be a
certainty. But the Universe didn't seem to care much about human notions,
and so while the "we are alone" paradigm reigned in exobiological circles,
aliens, hostile ones, showed up. 

They were out there now, in the Oort cloud. Waiting. 

When the Patricia had left Fort Conger Station-itself already 59 A.U. from
the sun-Pops had piloted the ship for several days to put another billion
kilometers behind her. They were out there to test the first human FTL
drive, and it wasn't known if the aliens would be able to find out what
they were doing or not. For all anyone knew, turning on the drive might be
like setting off a flare to some alien sensor array. It was possible that
those aliens would come seeking the source of the test. Hopefully, they
wouldn't find Fort Conger Station, not with her a billion klicks sunward,
but they'd almost certainly find the Patricia. 

Pops knew what would happen then. He was at Slingshot when their raid had
hit there, had lost friends, and had seen a hero made. But there would be
no heroics from his ship-the Patricia was unarmed. No, at the first sign
of the aliens, Pops was under orders to issue a single command to the
ship's computer, and it would set off the warhead hidden under the deck
plates of the cargo bay. 

Paula didn't know about that. Pops hoped she wouldn't have to find out. 

"Thirty seconds, old man, to the sublight test," Paula said. "Can you even
still see the box? It's already over three hundred meters away." 

"Military power suits have image enhancers and magnification, Paula. I
thought you knew that?" 

"Well, excuse me," she said. Then: "On my mark. Five, four, three, two,
one . . . There she goes!" 

"Wow! A hundred gravities. And not a hint of exhaust." As Dykstra had
foreseen, as his and Hague's tinkering had produced, the experimental
drive twisted and contorted, thinned and thickened space-time in such a
way that the coffin box fled the sun at 100 gees. After a few moments,
Pops said, "It's out of sight, now. I'm coming aboard to watch the
hyperflight test." 

"Roger, Roger," Paula said. Pops winced-she'd used that joke about ten
times too often already, and he'd probably heard it a million times in his
career. As he headed back, Paula kept him informed. "Telemetry looks good.
We're getting all the data, and everything seems to be within the
expectation values. This friend of yours Dykstra really knows his stuff."
Pops had gotten to know the legendary Dr. Dykstra briefly on the Moon,
when he'd brought in the alien hyperdrive motor from Slingshot. Briefly,
but not too briefly that the man hadn't felt free to ask him for a very
important favor. 

A favor that he would soon know whether or not he'd be honoring. 

Pops reentered the ship through the cargo bay doors, and jetted to the
airlock rather than waiting to hit the floor and walking. He was out of
the lock, out of his power suit, and back in the cockpit in less than
three minutes. 

"You didn't waste any time," Paula said. "I didn't think an old man could
move that fast." 

"That's probably not the only time you didn't think," Pops retorted. 

Paula chewed that over, muttered, "Touch‚," and returned her attention to
the monitors. "One hundred seconds to hyperflight. Give me just a second
and-" Her fingers danced across the control board. On the center
viewscreen the image expanded immensely, and right in the center they
could see the box. 

"There. Got it. We rigged a feed in from the optical recorders on the
instrument pallet right into the cockpit. Now we can watch." 

In seconds, history would be made. Or not. Pops had personally witnessed
several now famous historical moments in his long career, but he'd never
been able to wait for one with a countdown. 

The optical trackers kept the image centered and continuously adjusted
magnification to keep the box a constant size. One second before zero the
space behind the box began to shimmer, a milky ring of mirage stuff
formed, and then with a blinding blue-white streak the box whipped away at
200 million gravities. 

"Holy smoke!" Paula exclaimed. 

"So far, so good," Pops said, but he was every bit as impressed.
"Quick-how long has it been?" 

"That's ten seconds right . . . now. It should be back in normal space and
transmitting." 

It had been planned for the probe to remain in hyperspace for ten seconds,
then drop out and activate a homing beacon. The instruments on the
Patricia were looking for that signal now. Dykstra had calculated the
velocity the box should have attained in hyperspace. As soon as the signal
arrived, they'd have experimental confirmation. 

While Paula remained intent on the monitors, Pops turned his attention to
the ship's own scanners. He had no idea if the aliens would show up, but
he was ready just in case. The destruct code phrase echoed through his
head. He prayed he wouldn't have to use it. 

Just a tad over four minutes from when the box went hyper, the beacon
signal was acquired. "That's bang on," Paula said. "The box was moving at
twenty-four times the speed of light!" Other data poured in during the
next hour as the box continued to test the Dykstra-Hague hyperdrive-data
on energy use, stresses in the engine, Dykstra field instabilities. The
box returned to the ship finally, and Pops went out again to bring it
inside and return it to the pallet. 

There was no sign of the aliens. 

This time, Pops thought. 

Sammi had spent the previous evening at her apartment in Luna City. It had
been the first time she was home since going to work for the System
Patrol, and she'd had to look up some of her old friends. Though she'd
loved being able to turn down the gravity in her apartment, and finally
sleep in low g again, she had not intended to stay there last night. But
she had gotten in late from her friend Martha's and had not felt like
taking the military shuttle back to the High Command so late. 

Once the shuttle arrived at the base, Sammi didn't bother going to her
room since she was as ready as ever for work. She headed straight for her
lab. 

She walked in and was greeted with, "Well, you're back, Sunshine. I
couldn't find you yesterday. I was afraid I was going to miss you this
trip." 

"Oh, Bob. Hi. If I'd known you were going to come by I wouldn't have taken
the day off." 

"What did you do?" 

"I went back to Luna City for the day. It's been a while. My friends had
begun to think the Patrol had spirited me away." 

"I see." 

"Any news?" Sammi asked. 

"More attacks out beyond the Hague Limit. It's gotten the brass stirred
up. There's a big argument going on about whether or not to tell the Belt
about what Dykstra's accomplished. One side wants to keep quiet so the
Solar Union can hoard the alien technology for itself. The other side,
Knoedler's group, doesn't think this is any time for humanity to be
fighting itself, and wants the Belt to gear up with us and get ready to
take on the Phinons if they invade." 

"Hmph," Sammi said. "They're arguing in the dark. We don't know enough to
know what we should do." 

"Yeah. But that's fairly typical in war, Sammi." Since they both knew they
would be talking about Dykstra and the plot, Sammi suggested they go to
her apartment where they wouldn't be overheard. There, she got Bob coffee
and settled down herself with a cup of tea. "You haven't told me how the
others are doing," Sammi said. "How is Chris?" 

Bob finished swallowing his coffee and set down his cup. "He's like a man
possessed," Bob said. "But he's happy. You should see the old guy. He only
takes his cane along when we go for walks aboveground. He grew up in the
area and he's particularly fond of the lake. When he's working he's down
on the floor and greasy up to his elbows just like all the younger techs.
Every time I walk into the dry dock I find the trinity of Chris, Arie and
Rick clustered around something and talking in that technical lingo of
theirs." 

"Last time you visited you weren't so cheery about things," Sammi
observed. Chris, Bob, and the others had been gone almost two months now,
and this was only Bob's second visit. 

"Last time I was in a funk because I'd spent too much time inside. It's
stupid, just a psychological thing. But I had trouble getting used to the
idea that just over my head was a lake, and if the roof gave way, there
would be water forcing its way in. I'd much rather live with vacuum
outside." 

"But you're used to it now?" 

"Yeah. And besides, I haven't been stuck there as much lately. I've made a
trip to Mars since last time, and taken a couple spins around Earth-Luna."
The lieutenant asked if he could get some more coffee, was already
standing to get it, but Sammi told him to sit down and went to take care
of it herself. 

As she drew the coffee, she looked Bob over. He was a good-looking man, no
doubt about that. He was also the first man she'd had in her apartment
other than Dykstra since she'd come here. She searched her feelings and
thoughts to see if there were any incipient desires inside her. Both with
relief and reluctance, she told herself there weren't. 

"I gather the work has been going well," she said, handing Bob his coffee.

"So the guys tell me. The first tests out beyond the Hague Limit worked to
perfection, right down to the last decimal place. Chris was delighted and
Hague went off in an ecstasy of 'yeses.' " 

"What about Rick Vander Kam?" Sammi thought she saw a trace of a frown
cross Bob's face, but then it disappeared. "He was happy, too, of course.
But working with Hague and Dykstra is a mixed blessing for him. He always
was one of the best and brightest, otherwise he wouldn't have been working
on the Phinon Project in the first place. But now he's teamed with the two
best minds in the whole Solar System, and he's pretty much reminded every
day of what he can't do." 

"That's too bad," Sammi said. "He always seems like such a nice guy."
There was that frown again. Sammi was starting to figure it out. 

Bob changed the subject. "The one who has really taken to Earth is Dr.
Hague. He just loves it there. I swear he takes the same delight in
building sandcastles at the beach as he does in working on the hyperdrive.
That, and feeding the squirrels. He's really got a fixation on his
squirrels." 

"What's going to become of him after this is all done?" 

"How's that?" 

"Hague. Where will he go after this war business is settled and the Phinon
Project is no more?" 

"I don't know," Bob said. "I never thought about it." 

"I sometimes wonder about what's going to happen to all of us," Sammi
said. She was thinking about what would fill the hollowness inside that
Steve's death had left once the temporary and partial filling of working
on the Project was over. But she wasn't going to discuss it with Bob, so
she said, "Getting excited about the trip, Bob?" 

The lieutenant looked wistful. "Oh, yes," he said. "I want to get to it."
Then he went on. "But that's enough about me and the others. How about
your own work, Sammi?" 

"I'm making progress," she said. "Tell Chris it's slow but sure. They've
hired another genano engineer, but he's not a Ph.D. yet. Oh, and you can
also tell him I have the ampules of Promenidepromaine already prepared in
what should be the right dosage." 

"The what?" 

"Promenidepromaine. PMDP. Just call them knockout drops for Phinons." She
went to her workstation and returned with several clear containers of
small spheres, each sphere having a hair-thin stinger sticking out. "These
things. They're like ordinary injection ampules, except that I had these
fabricated with honeycombed buckytube needles. They should be strong
enough to penetrate the Phinon skin, assuming you can get close enough to
use one." 

Bob picked out a sphere and looked it over. "It's an iffy mission," he
said. "We'll be lucky if we come back at all. But I don't want to dwell on
that question now; I have another one. I was wondering what percentage of
the aliens your genanites are going to kill. I mean, just how lethal are
those things?" 

"They'll kill every one they contact," Sammi said. "Why?" 

"I didn't quite mean that. Every deadly virus I've ever heard of never
kills everybody. Even some of the nasty things let loose in the wars of
the Collapse didn't kill everybody. There are always survivors. I wondered
what percentage of the Phinon species you expect your bugs to kill?" 

Samantha looked very grim for a minute, then began slowly. "True, no known
viral strain kills every host. It's actually a bit of a mystery as to why
one never developed. Granted, if one did kill every possible host, it
wouldn't survive long as a viral species itself. But there's no way the
virus could know that." She looked Bob in the eye. "My genanites will not
suffer from that deficiency, Lieutenant. It will kill every damn one of
them." 

"How?" 

"Because I want them to!" she hissed viciously, revealingly, in reply. 

That cooled the climate in the room considerably. Sammi knew it-she could
feel the coldness inside of her. Bob was beginning to look uncomfortable. 

He put down his coffee cup and rose to go. "I guess I'd better be heading
out," he said. "Besides, if I hang around too long, I'll have to put up
with an interrogation from Vander Kam about you." He smiled. 

"About me? Why?" 

"He's got a crush on you. You can see the jealousy in his eyes every time
he knows I'm leaving for Luna." 

Sammi knew Bob was waiting for some kind of reaction from her, no doubt
looking for either a sign of interest or one of displeasure. And hoping
for the latter, eh, Lieutenant? she thought. It wasn't quite fair of
her-Bob had been a perfect gentleman. Still, she wasn't interested in
humoring him. "I see," was all she said, and Lieutenant Nachtegall headed
back to Earth no wiser. 

IV 

During the course of his long life, Dykstra had many times been in the
spotlight before audiences of VIPs: the movers and shakers, presidents,
kings, and dictators, generals, admirals, members of the joint chiefs of
staff. And so it was again this time, except now he was on the Moon in the
restricted lecture hall of the System Patrol High Command. 

And the stakes had never been this high. 

He'd already discussed the events that had led up to his discovering the
secret of the Phinon hyperdrive, and he had just ordered the projectionist
to display the image of the System Patrol's first hyperdriven spacecraft. 

"Gentlemen, I give you the Hyperlight. You System Patrol people will
recognize the main structure as that of a standard streakbomber. We've
left the core of the ship almost unmodified except for an extra mass
conversion unit to power the shields and some power conduit additions from
the hyperdrive engine power supply into the bomber's standard power array.
Oh, and of course, it was necessary to modify the compensation fields as
well." The last was a tremendous understatement. Standard compensation
fields in a streakbomber could handle no more than 45 gravities of
acceleration in a straight line. The Hyperlight was capable of eight times
that. 

Dykstra wondered if anyone would ask about that 200 million gee apparent
acceleration that the ship would have when it went into hyperdrive. He'd
explained it before that the acceleration and the streak of light were
relics of the time interval it took the ship to transition from normal
space to hyperspace. Since the craft would be going from essentially zero
to twenty-four times lightspeed in a fraction of a second, to the ordinary
Universe this looked like the craft was accelerating. Real fast. It was
the recognition of the magnitude of the transition interval that had
provided the final piece of the puzzle for Dykstra to solve the mystery of
the Phinon hyperdrive. 

"The most striking feature you will likely note is the addition of the two
drive nacelles running from just before the center to beyond the stern
underneath the main body of the ship," Dykstra continued. 

"Why two engines, Doctor? The Phinon ships don't have two." The question
came from an admiral several rows back. At least this was a question he
hadn't answered for this group before. 

"Think of them as two engine elements. By using these two elements working
in resonance, the Hyperlight will be able to vastly outperform anything of
the Phinons' that we've seen so far. Not only does the use of two elements
greatly lower the energy requirements for transitioning to hyperspace, but
they provide a reactionless space drive that will work within the Hague
volume. As far as we can tell, the Phinons don't have that. We don't know
why. But the engine brought in from Slingshot was only suitable to provide
reactionless propulsion outside the Hague Limit, and then only with
significantly less efficiency than the Hyperlight has." While Dykstra was
answering the question, the view had changed to one of the Hyperlight
going through her paces in near Earth space. They watched as the ship
performed an impressive series of maneuvers, then gasped when they saw the
wild acrobatics to which Lieutenant Nachtegall had next subjected the
craft-twists, turns, and right angle vector changes impossible for
anything that had to throw mass to move. Dykstra tried to hide the pride
he felt swelling inside. 

"So what you're saying is that our first attempt, or should I say, your
first attempt at developing a faster-than-light drive, is superior to what
the aliens have despite the fact that they've obviously been an
interstellar species for a long time?" The question came after the oohs
and aahs had died down, from the slender but tough-looking form of Colonel
Knoedler. 

His question was expected. The script was familiar. Knoedler and he had
continued to butt heads over the ideal use of the Hyperlight during
teleconferences with the strategy group while Dykstra was on Earth.
Sometime in the past months Dykstra had become convinced that Knoedler had
other reasons for pushing his position so strenuously in addition to his
stated fear of the Phinons finding out too much or of their running a
ruse. In any case, the colonel was up to his same rhetorical tricks, this
time trying to win support for his position among this collection of
brass. 

Dykstra met the question head on. "That is exactly what I am saying,
Colonel." He noticed that Bob had entered at the back of the room. 

"Doesn't that strike you as odd, Doctor? Wouldn't you expect that our
first attempt should seem primitive compared to theirs?" Knoedler
continued. 

Dykstra decided to seize the initiative. In some ways, he liked the
colonel, since the man was one of the few actually willing to question the
judgment of the "smartest man in the world." But the stakes were just too
high now, what with the Hyperlight preparing to leave soon. He needed
every ounce of veneration he could get. 

"Perhaps, Colonel. But that is an entirely anthropocentric view. Having
never encountered aliens before, it is presumptuous to assume we'd have
any understanding whatsoever of how they behave, or of what passes for a
design and development philosophy among them. All I can tell you for sure
is that the Hyperlight will vastly outperform anything of theirs that
we've seen so far." 

"I think that's a bit presumptuous, Doctor." 

"How can you tell, Colonel? How many hyperdrives have you invented lately?
How much grime from alien machinery have you had to wash off your hands?"
Laughter rippled through the chamber. Dykstra knew how terribly unfair
he'd just been. He also knew how satisfying it felt. 

The Phinon problem was one of reconciling the mystery of their technology
with a rational plan of attack. During his investigations of the alien
artifacts, Dykstra had noticed curious omissions in the designs of their
implements. One in particular, the hand weapon, had really set him off
into wondering just what kinds of beings these were. 

To hear Knoedler tell it, these omissions marked a clear devious intent.
Convinced that the Union's acquisition of FTL capability had come without
sufficient blood, sweat, and tears, he'd been arguing that it was part of
an alien plot to make humanity dependent upon a technology new to it (but
probably obsolete to them) for which they knew the Achilles' heel. For
him, that the Phinon hyperengines used only one element was clear evidence
that they were feeding the Union the minimum amount of technological
know-how to achieve their purposes. 

Dykstra thought asking a Phinon why his hyperdrive didn't use two elements
was like asking a human why his hand didn't have two thumbs. 

The meeting broke up and after taking some additional questions from
assorted generals, Dykstra set out to join Bob in the back. On the way,
Colonel Knoedler passed him, but he was smiling when he shook his finger
at him and said, "That was playing dirty, Doctor. But that round went to
you." He then went on his way, whistling. At least with Colonel "Tommy,"
this was nothing personal. 

"What did the colonel say to you?" Bob asked as they set off for Dykstra's
quarters. 

"He conceded that I'd bested him today at the meeting." 

"You made him look like a fool, Chris. I saw." 

"I'll do penance after the Phinons are taken care of. Have you finished
settling your affairs on Luna?" There was no point in being roundabout.
They both knew Bob might never come back. 

"Sure thing. I even said good-bye to Sammi. Was that ever chilly. She just
punched me on the shoulder and said, 'Good luck.' " 

"Hmm," Dykstra said. "Perhaps we shouldn't find that too surprising. Are
you leaving soon?" 

"I'm saying good-bye to you, then I'm out of here." 

They had reached Dykstra's door, and the lieutenant declined to come in.
"Will a handshake and a 'Godspeed' do?" 

"I guess it will have to," Bob said, and took Dykstra's hand firmly, but
being careful not to crush old fingers, Dykstra noted. 

"Godspeed, Bob." 

Rick hadn't been in the corporate headquarters building of Capitol
Products in five years, though when he walked through the front doors not
a one of the security people questioned him, even guys that had been hired
recently, and every secretary or executive who passed him in the hall
greeted him with a cheery "Good day," and then either a "Mister" or a
"Doctor" Vander Kam. So it was for the owner's son, even though said owner
was still angry with him for not following in the family footsteps. 

Rick could hear the conversation in his head without even trying, note the
emphasis his father would put on each word in the fixed speech: "Your
great-grandfather started this company, and your grandfather built this
company with his own hands, and his own sweat, and his own genius, and
your father is struggling to keep it growing, and the least you can do,
son, is to help him do it." 

But that's not me, Dad, Rick thought as he stepped off the elevator on the
eightieth floor, which opened up directly across from the door to the
executive suite. 

This was the only place Rick felt he had to visit before he left with Bob
on what they'd been calling "the great adventure." He'd taken a ground car
to the building since it was in Grand Rapids, only fifty kilometers away
from the entrance to the black dock facilities, and he wanted to see the
West Michigan countryside of his youth-one more time? That was the
question that went unspoken but acknowledged by them all. 

But he hadn't come to just say good-bye to his father, or to make up, or
to suggest some kind of restitution. Despite the lectures, his father was
man enough to know that his son couldn't be pushed around, since he
himself had raised Rick that way. 

Rick had a favor to ask. 

The door to the suite opened as he approached, and his father's secretary
Anne smiled at him and said, "He's waiting for you," then she studiously
turned away to whatever work she had been doing. Although Rick was not
exactly estranged from his father, loud, verbal battles had not been
uncommon in the past, nor had stormy exits from the building by Rick been
either. The entire building-indeed, the entire vast empire that was
Capitol Products-knew of the tension between Rick and his dad. But they
also knew how much the father loved the son. 

His father was sitting behind the surprisingly inornate (for a man of his
station) oak desk that Rick's grandfather had bought the day that
venerated Vander Kam had signed the contract that ultimately changed
Capitol Products from a small factory making aluminum doors and windows
into the vast conglomerate that now made the best of everything. His dad
looked tired. And scared? He said, "Hello, son." 

"Hello, Dad. How is Mom?" 

"Good. And you?" 

"Couldn't be better." 

"I don't know how to say good-bye, Rick. I messed it up when you went to
join the Patrol. The stakes are higher now. I don't want to blow it
again," his dad blurted out. 

Rick didn't know what to say. He'd expected to find the usual gruff,
hyperconfident man that his father had always been. He did not expect to
see his dad's heart on his sleeve. 

"But Dad, we're only taking the Hyperlight for her first FTL tests. It's
not that dangerous." And his father couldn't possibly know what they were
really going to do. Of course, the man would know about the Phinons-the
president of Capitol Products ranked higher than some heads of state in
the Solar Union. But the real nature of the mission was known only to
Dykstra's inner sanctum. 

"Rick, do you know what the highest security clearance in the Solar System
is right now? It's to have known James Christian Dykstra for going on
sixty years. When I was a child the man used to read to me while I sat on
his lap. Chris came to me right after he figured out the hyperdrive and
told me what he had in mind. And do you know why he did that?" 

"No," Rick said. None of this was like his father. Rick liked it. He
wished he'd seen more of this when he was growing up. 

"He came to ask my permission to let you go." 

"He what? But I'm an adult, and . . . What did you tell him?" 

"I said 'Okay.' " There were tears in his father's eyes, and the man
actually came from around his desk and embraced Rick. Rick was
embarrassed, but also, somehow, humbled. Rick returned the hug. 

Finally Rick disengaged himself and said, "I need to ask you a favor, Dad.
You know Dr. Hague? I don't want him to stay with the Patrol after this is
all done. I want Capitol Products to take care of him. I don't want there
to be any chance that he'll be thrown away when he's no longer useful." 

"You've grown fond of the little guy, haven't you?" 

"Yes, Father, I have. And there's also a question of justice. But one more
thing. Arie had an older sister. Her name was Sarobi. Somehow or other
they were separated when he was only six. He stayed in the Belt and she
was supposed to have been on her way to Earth. Do you think we might be
able to find out what happened to her?" 

"I'll do my best, Son. But in return I want you to do something." 

"What?" 

"Come back." 

After that, father and son said things without really saying anything, and
Rick left the building and returned to the little beach house where he and
the others had been staying when not working at the docks. Rick found
Hague in the backyard feeding the squirrels. 

"Yes, yes, Margaret, here's some for you. No, no, Fred, that piece is for
Thompson. Yes, here is some cracker for you, Fred, oh yes." At the moment
there were seven or eight squirrels crowding around Hague as he knelt on
the ground. He had names for at least thirty squirrels now, and insisted
that he could tell them all apart. 

Arie Hague had taken to Earth with the same delight he had previously
reserved for machines. 

The phone buzzed and Rick left Hague with his squirrels to answer. It was
Bob. 

"I'm a half hour out, Rick. I just wanted to let someone know. And did you
talk to your dad yet?" 

"Yeah." 

"Yeah . . . ? Well, what did he say about Arie?" 

"You've grown fond of the little guy, haven't you?" Rick accused, echoing
his father, then told Bob what his dad had said. 

That evening they were sitting out on the back porch of the beach house,
except for Hague, who was doing his seven P.M. feeding of the squirrels.
"No, no, Matilda, that one is for Francis, yes, for Francis. Here's one
for you. Good, Matilda. Good, good, good." 

"The man has fallen in love with animals, I think," Bob said, gesturing to
Hague down in the grass on all fours, handing out nuts to upwards of
twenty squirrels, all scurrying around him, but sometimes going off in a
game of tag. 

"I hope it's not too hard for him to give them up for a while when he
returns to the Moon," Rick said. "Chris is coming down tomorrow morning to
be with him on the trip back. Of course, we'll be gone by then." 

"He'll do okay. Arie isn't the same guy I pulled out of that
asteroid-hell, it was only a few months ago. Time sure flies when you're
having a war. Anyway, he's grown a lot. You can tell. He might have turned
out almost normal if it hadn't been so valuable to allow him to completely
indulge his talents. But I think there's hope for him yet." 

Another squirrel scampered out of the woods and up to Arie Hague. This one
was noticeably yellower than the others, a blond in the midst of
brunettes. "Welcome, Sarobi, welcome. Yes, yes, twice as much for you for
all the times you fed me, yes, oh yes, oh yes." 

"Sarobi?" Bob wondered. " 'All the times you fed me'?" he repeated,
puzzled. 

"His sister," Rick said. "The first time he mentioned her I questioned him
about her, but they were separated when he was six. Apparently something
killed their parents and she took care of him for a while, then she set
off for Earth. His story gets fuzzy after that. I got my dad to promise to
try to find out what happened to her." 

Bob got up from his chair and stood looking at the trees, listening to the
soft breeze rustle the leaves. Having been born on the Moon, Earth was
almost as novel for him as it was for Hague. Bob went down the two steps
to the ground and kneeled down next to him, took some nuts out of the bag,
and stuck his hand out toward the nearest squirrel, who promptly accepted
the reward with no regard to the owner of the hand. Four more squirrels
came over to the lieutenant, plainly expecting similar treatment. 

"You little beggars," Bob said, but he got some more out. Then he stood up
and turned to Rick still sitting on the porch. "I was just thinking of
something. I remember Chris telling me how much he liked to watch the
squirrels play at his house. Did you ever see his place?" 

"Just pictures in his biography," Rick said. 

"It was a beautiful home, up there on the side of that mountain. I picked
Chris up from there when I took him up to the Moon to join the Phinon
Project. I was just recalling what he said after he ordered the house to
lock itself up. 'That should hold her until I return,' " Nachtegall said
in a fair impersonation of Dykstra's voice. " 'That is, if I return. At my
age you never know.' And I said I was sure he'd be returning." The
lieutenant paused for a moment as if thinking real hard. 

"Why did you think about that?" Rick asked finally. 

"Up until now I've just taken it for granted that we'll be coming back
from this mission. I just hope I'm righter about that than I was about
Chris going back to his house." 

There was silence around them, except for the chattering of squirrels and
the distant wash of waves up on the shore, then Rick said softly: "So do
I, Bob. So do I." 

They left Hague sleeping as they got into the ground car at three in the
morning. A guard would wait with the little scientist until Dykstra
arrived. A driver took them to the entrance to the black docks, and after
a short tube trip they arrived at the bay where the Hyperlight was
awaiting her maiden voyage. 

There was no fanfare at all, and the only recording of the departure of
humanity's first FTL craft would come from the security monitors. Bob and
Rick boarded the ship and the lieutenant sealed the doors from the pilot's
bubble. 

"Have any fancy words to say?" Bob asked. 

"Not I," Rick said. "I'm too sleepy. But I'll have plenty of fancy words
to say once we get back." 

Bob cleared their departure with the lone technician and they felt the
gentle bump as the pad the Hyperlight rested on was lifted up into the
hangar dome, which was on the bottom of Lake Michigan, under 170 meters of
water. 

"Shields on," Bob said, then the dome split and water poured in. With the
shields up, they formed a buoyant bubble which rapidly rose to the
surface, and in a transition so smooth Rick didn't feel it, Bob hit the
repulsors the instant they broke the surface and the Hyperlight climbed
rapidly into the dark sky, breaking through the cloud deck in less than a
minute, then climbing toward the stars on her atmosphere jets. Once at 30
kilometers' altitude, Bob cut in the converted streakbomber's original
reaction drive and they thrust out of the atmosphere. 

"What would happen if I used the reactionless drive in the atmosphere?"
Bob asked. "I was just told not to, but not why. Did you guys ever try it
during the tests?" 

"Sure did," Rick said. "On a test bed aboard a barge out in the middle of
the lake. It works, but it sounded like bagpipe music being played at
three times the normal speed and 150 decibels. We haven't had time to
figure out exactly why that is, but it seemed better just not to use the
drive in the atmosphere." 

Bob was both pilot and navigator, and Rick was of necessity the engineer.
What their titles would mean once they were beyond the confines of the
Solar System, however, was anybody's guess. 

"Okay, we're almost at the blind spot," Bob said. He was referring to a
position within Earth's shadow from where their switching to the
reactionless drive was least likely to be noticed by probes and scanners
from the Belt. "On my mark, five seconds to drive engagement. Mark. Five,
four, three, two . . ." 

"One" and "now" went unspoken as Bob flipped the switches, shutting off
the regular engines and activating the new drive. The response was
instant, and heartening in its smoothness, as Bob ramped the acceleration
up past forty, fifty, even sixty gees. 

"I don't feel a thing," Bob said. "Good compensation fields, guy." 

"The best," Rick said. "They have to be or we couldn't begin to approach
the maximum potential of this drive. Up around 92 gees or so we lose
perfect compensation. The next ten-gee increase will result in us feeling
about one-and-a-quarter gees of acceleration. After 120 gees every one gee
increase will be felt as one gee, but you'd pass out before we got that
high. And this ship would start to fall apart beyond 140 gravities." He
was particularly proud of the compensation fields. He'd done his doctoral
work on the theory of their construction, and it was the one thing he'd
worked on in the outfitting of the Hyperlight that Dr. Hague had not
improved upon. Much. 

"Okay, we're heading south to Fort Conger Station and our flight plan
calls for us to be there in four days. Let's make ourselves comfortable." 

Despite the uniqueness of their craft, the journey out to Fort Conger
Station was uneventful. They had to maintain communications silence so
they had no messages to send, and there wasn't much of anything permeating
the ether out so far south of the sun worth listening to. Rick and Bob
spent a good deal of time continuing the chess match they'd begun in the
beach house, and after 58 games, Rick was up by two. They also spent much
of their time reading up on the Phinons. Chris had downloaded the entire
Phinon file to the ship's library-which by itself could have gotten the
old genius thrown in the brig-because he wasn't certain of which
information the men would find useful. 

One day out from the station, Rick came forward and interrupted Bob. "So,
are you finally going to tell me who this third person is who's supposed
to join us? Chris didn't tell me, so you have to know." 

"I think you've already met him. He's that old commander, the black guy,
who brought the Phinon FTL engine to the Moon from Slingshot. His name is
Roger Tykes. Chris says he served with Sammi's husband out there. I don't
know how Chris talked him into joining us, but he wanted as few to know
about it as need be until we actually got off Earth." 

"I did meet him briefly. Boy, secrets like this make me feel like a spy,"
Rick said. 

"Think 'traitor.' That's exactly what some in the Patrol are going to
think if they catch on to what we're doing." 

The Hyperlight crossed the Hague Limit with barely a ripple in space-time,
though Rick claimed that his instruments showed exactly when the
transition took place, and decelerated into a parking orbit around the
wisp of an artificial world that was Fort Conger Station. After one
revolution tractor beams pulled them into the hangar and placed them in
the special berth that had been built for the ship. So far, they hadn't
deviated one iota from the official mission plan. 

They debarked from the ship and were met by the station commander; he wore
no insignia since the station was civilian owned. "Welcome," the man said.
"I am Mr. Benton Booker. Dr. Vander Kam, I assured your father that we'd
provide you two with the best rooms the station has to offer.
Unfortunately, the best are barely better than the worst." 

"Good thing it's only for one night, then," Rick said. 

Just then Pops, who was wearing his insignia of a System Patrol commander,
entered the hangar followed closely by a very attractive woman in a
jumpsuit that did nothing to hide the outlines of the fine form inside.
"Let me introduce you to Commander Roger Tykes and technician Paula
Eriksen. They are the ones who've been doing most of the proxy field
testing out here." 

"Try all of the field testing, Booker," Paula said, not shy about setting
the record straight. 

"Okay, you can have Sammi," Bob whispered to Rick. "I'll take her
instead." 

"I don't know what the hell you're talking about," Rick shot back. 

They both shut up when Booker had them all go through the usual
hand-shaking. Much to Bob's annoyance, Paula barely gave him a glance and
seemed somewhat fixated on Rick. "I've been eagerly waiting for you to get
here, Dr. Vander Kam. I've wanted to discuss the ins and outs of the
hyperdrive engine with you. Even though I've been intimately involved with
constructing the test unit out here, I don't really know anything about
the theory behind it." 

"I'll do my best," Rick said, obviously bewildered, and delighted, by the
attention. 

"She's doing her best," Bob muttered under his breath. "Gold digger." 

"What was that, Lieutenant?" Pops asked, suddenly standing right in front
of Bob. 

"Just clearing my throat, Commander. We're in for quite a treat for
pilots, aren't we? But I have dibs on the pilot's seat when we first do
hyperdrive." 

"That's fine with me, Lieutenant Nachtegall. Just jockeying a ship driven
by Dykstra-Hague impellers is about all my tired old heart can take," Pops
said. 

"Don't mind him and that tired old soldier bit, Bob. He'd cut your throat
out from his death bed if you didn't salute him when you entered the
room," Paula interjected. 

"You say the nicest things," Pops said, rolling his eyes. 

"What was that you called the new drive?" Bob asked. 

"We all call it the 'Dykstra-Hague impeller.' What have you been calling
it?" 

" 'The new drive.' " 

After a bit it was time to be shown to their quarters. Booker and the
others took Bob and Rick in tow. 

So these are the three who will make history, Bob thought on the way,
surveying the group. Rick, the young but brilliant engineer; Pops, the
wizened old soldier; and himself, the hotshot pilot out to prove his
worth. Tomorrow they would do something that had never been done before. 

He knew Dykstra would want him to bear in mind how history would judge
them. 

The same group had dinner together that night, then afterwards Pops took
Bob into the labs because he had something interesting to show him. He'd
wanted Rick to come along, too, but Paula had already spirited him away to
discuss "the physical, er, physics." 

"This is it," Pops said, as he pulled the tarp off a tangled, smashed
cylinder of metal and peculiar electronics and stretched and kinked coils.

"So, you're an artist. Late twentieth century style, right?" Bob said as
he looked over the mess before him. 

Pops smiled at the joke. "That's right. I call this one, 'Single Unit
Hyperdrive Engine After Impacting Hague Limit While Activated.' " 

"Holy shit," Bob said. "Looks like it's been turned inside out." 

"Oh, it was. But through a hyperdimension," Pops said. "Just remember,
Lieutenant. When we return we'll be the only two humans in the Solar
System who know how to fly through hyperspace, so let's not try to come
out too close to the Limit." 

Bob looked over the wreckage again. "We're on the same screen on that," he
said. 

Meanwhile, in the small observation/lounge/bar on the top level of the
station, Rick was discussing hyperphysics with Paula while trying not to
notice the fine example of a non-Euclidean geometric surface on Paula's
chest that she seemed not remotely shy about displaying. Instead, he tried
to keep his eyes looking outward, through the dome and at the myriad of
stars bejeweling the black satin, and at the splash of diamond dust that
was the Milky Way. 

"Anyway," he said, "once you activate the hyperdrive, there is a finite
amount of time that it takes for the ship to make the transition from our
space to hyperspace, and this appears as a two hundred million gee
acceleration. The streak of light that we record is caused by photons
actually created by the deforming of space-time. It's our biggest energy
waster, but using two drive units reduces the losses tremendously." 

He glanced Paula's way again, briefly, and saw that she still seemed to be
listening in rapt attention. Rick was not unused to having women pretend
to listen to him since it was no secret who his father was. The problem
with Paula was that even if she was only with him now because of his
family background, she might still be interested in the conversation
because of her own. 

"Of course, after the transition interval is over, the ship winds up in
hyperspace moving along at almost exactly twenty-four times lightspeed,
depending on your momentum vector." 

"Why is that, Rick?" Paula asked through a dazzling smile. Or had he been
drinking too much? Which drink was this one, anyway? 

"Well, hyperspace is a continuum like normal space is. Our space has a
velocity width of around three hundred million meters per second.
Hyperspace one has a width of about fifteen million mps, except that
'zero' is 24c. If you turned on your reaction engines in hyperspace, you
could actually increase your velocity, and you'd notice the change in
kinetic energy once you transitioned back down. But when you're going a
light-year in fifteen days, it just wouldn't be worth the fuel." 

"I get it," Paula said. "But what did you mean by 'hyperspace one'?" 

"There are many levels of hyperspace it turns out. Once we have the
technology to hit level two, we can move something like a light-year an
hour. That's about warp eight in Star Trek talk. You familiar with the
show?" 

"I took a class on it in college," Paula said. 

"At level three we're talking Skylark of Space." 

This time when Rick looked at Paula he noticed that look in her eyes, and
that she must have just moistened her lips. There had been music playing
in the background in the lounge the whole time, but now an instrumental
version of "Waltzing on the Mountains of the Moon" began, one of the most
infectious dance melodies of the last fifty years. 

"I'd love it if you'd dance with me," Paula said. 

The Hyperlight isn't the only thing capable of hyperdrive out here, Rick
thought as he rose, took her hand, and led her out on the dance floor.
They had just started when he noticed Bob and Pops enter. He nodded to
them, noted Bob's leer in return and that Pops had rolled his eyes, then
relaxed as Paula melted closer to him. 

Bob and Pops took seats at a table near the back, well away from the bar,
and ordered drinks. Bob decided on Irish coffee but was surprised when
Pops ordered scotch-straight and neat. "You can drink that stuff at room
temperature?" Bob asked. 

"Can ye not also, laddie? I divvn't think I wish to gan oot amangst the
stors wi' no nancies," Pops replied. 

Bob dropped that topic and nodded toward Paula and Rick. "What about her,
Pops? She hitting on him for his money or what?" 

"It drives you right up the wall that she's with him and not you, doesn't
it? Face it, Lieutenant-you're just a pilot in the Patrol. He's not only
rich, he's brilliant. She could go after him for his money or his brains.
Then again, maybe she just likes the cut of his jib." 

"His what?" 

"Never mind. Paula's a little mouthy, and maybe she would enjoy a little
fling with the Capitol Products heir, but if he doesn't capture her heart,
she'd drop it," Pops said, then polished off his drink in one swift
motion. 

Just then Mr. Booker came into the lounge. He had an urgent look in his
eye. He looked around, nodded to Pops and Bob, then gestured to Rick still
out on the dance floor. "Dr. Vander Kam, I need you to come with me right
now." Bob saw Rick look at Paula, shrug, then watched, jealously, as Paula
pulled Rick to her and kissed him before letting him come to join them.
Booker was already at the table by the time Rick got there. 

"What's all this about, Benton?" Pops asked. 

"Your mission schedule is changed. You're leaving as soon as I can get you
all on your ship. Now let's get out of here and I'll explain on the way to
the hangar." 

Bob rose then made a move to finish his drink. Booker stopped his hand and
forced the glass back onto the table. Bob was surprised-Booker had not
seemed like he had that much steel in his spine. 

Pops said: "He used to be General Booker, Lieutenant." 

The group hurried down the hall to the hangar bay. "Our trackers picked up
a Dinosaur-class battleship on its way here and we weren't expecting one,
particularly since no one except a few folks in System Patrol Intelligence
are even supposed to know we're out here." 

"What do they want?" Rick asked. 

"We're pretending we don't hear their hails, but I assume they've figured
out what you gentlemen are planning to do." 

"You know, too?" Pops asked. 

"I think the good Doctor Dykstra has called in most of the favors he's
accumulated in his long life. I'll still owe him a few after this," Booker
said. 

They arrived in the bay and the Hyperlight was ready, bright, shiny, and
beautiful. "Get going, men," Booker said. "Godspeed and all that. Bring us
back some Phinons." 

Pops' gear was sitting at the foot of the ramp, Booker having had it
brought from the commander's quarters. His power suit had been stashed
away earlier. Pops grabbed his gear on the way into the ship. The others
followed. 

Bob dropped into the pilot's seat and Pops took the seat beside him.
"Strap in, boys," Bob said. "We're off in ten seconds." 

The hangar doors opened and they lifted and zipped through the air dam.
"Compensation fields balanced. Drive engaged," Bob said, and they shot off
at 40 gees. 

"There's the battleship on the Dykdar," Pops said, then: "What the hell?
Looks like they're going to try to chase us. They're firing up the drive.
It also looks like they're trying to raise us." 

"Bet you a million credits Knoedler is behind this. Son-of-a-bitch got
where he is by being suspicious. Well, we're supposed to be a hundred
million klicks away from the station before we go into hyperdrive. Let's
see how many we can rack up while we outrun that battleship," Bob said. 

"Enjoying yourself, Lieutenant, sir?" Pops asked. 

"You damn betcha." 

Bob pushed the acceleration up to 90 gravities and the race was on. Of
course, there was no way a battleship could do even half that. 

"They're firing missiles at us. Those bastards!" Pops exclaimed, grinning.

"What's going on up there?" Rick called from the middeck. 

"We're under attack," Bob said. "But I don't think it's going to amount to
much." 

In a straight line, the missiles fired at the Hyperlight could do upwards
of 150 gravities. For a little while. They could not do near instant right
angle turns. Bob let the missiles close to within a few dozen kilometers,
then veered off sharply. The missiles lacked the fuel to even come close a
second time. 

But now the real test was before them. 

They spent the next hours cruising out to a hundred million kilometers
from the station and then there was nothing to be done except to become
the first humans to go faster than light. 

"On my mark, ten seconds. Mark," Bob said. Then: "Will we feel anything
when we enter hyperspace? Sick? Disoriented? Anyone know?" 

"We sent rats out on one of our tests," Pops said, again seated in the
copilot's position. 

"How'd they do?" 

"They lived." 

"That's comforting. Say good-bye to the Sun, guys," Bob said. 

The hyperdrive engaged and the Hyperlight leapt toward the stars at an
apparent acceleration of 200 million gees, leaving a long blue streak of
immense beauty, unfortunately witnessed by no one. 

V 

Sammi had been thinking about Bob a lot lately. Though Bob would have
preferred that those thoughts concern him in a more personal (and sexual)
way, it was actually something that he had asked her that had kept her
subconscious going for a week now. 

How many Phinons would her genanites kill? 

She recalled the melodramatic way she'd told him that her bugs would kill
all of them, but that was a reply more out of a thirst for vengeance than
out of scientific reason. 

In the era of genano technology, it was mandatory to insert within either
the virus or the bacterium host a death gene that would cause the bugs to
cease their activity after a specified number of replications. In some
specialized cases where this was not feasible, the nanotools themselves
might be designed so that they could shut the genano virus down when
necessary. 

This was to have been the case with her bugs during their original
mission. They were to be released into the Martian soil, there to go
merrily about releasing oxygen from the rust of the sea of sands that
constituted so much of the planet's surface. After one hundred days of
activity, the bugs would start manufacturing nanotools that wouldn't quite
fit the bill for their task, and this would also lead to a failure to make
food for the bacteria upon which the virus depended, and the process would
grind to a halt. After the terraforming teams had evaluated the work done
by the genanites, a new batch could be released to continue the work. 

In the case of the anti-Phinon bug, however, since there was no way to
know the size of the threat, and since there might not be any way to
reinfect the Phinons (assuming they could infect them the first time!) it
seemed clear to Sammi that she couldn't program in a death sequence. 

She'd been sitting at her workstation for three hours straight, so she
rose and went to get herself a cup of tea. Her hair was up in a severe
bun, a style which she had never worn before Steve's death. She caught a
glimpse of herself in the polished chrome canister that held eight gallons
of hot tea for the entire laboratory section, and thought: I even look
like a bitch. She reached up and pulled out the pins and let her long hair
tumble freely down, then she tried to generate one of her famous smiles.
She managed a weak grin. But it's a start. The start of what, though? 

"Dr. Samantha?" It was Andy, the "other" genano engineer, though he was
more of a regular biologist who'd taken a few graduate level classes in
Samantha's specialty; a genano tech at best. 

"Yes, Andy?" 

"I'm having some trouble with those cultures you wanted me to make. Can
you come look at them sometime this afternoon?" 

Andy was clean-cut, shy, and he lacked confidence. It was easy for
Samantha to walk over him. Sometimes she did. Though he was apparently an
excellent biologist-the Patrol didn't put dummies at the High Command-he
was far from being her scientific peer. Yet someone had to work with her
to know exactly what she was doing in the sad event that . . . ugh. 

Recalling that she was trying not to be a bitch, she said, "Okay. I'll fit
you in." 

She looked at the clock on her way back to her station, and realized that
the Hyperlight was due to hit hyperspace in less than an hour. She had no
way of knowing that the crew had departed ahead of schedule. And now she
thought about Bob in a way that would have pleased him more. 

Why did I have to be so cold to him before he left? Poor man. He knew he'd
never get the sort of traditional send-off would-be heroes think they
deserve. A hug would have been fine. And he deserved that. He's been a
good friend ever since I got involved in this damn mess. And what did I
do? He comes to say good-bye and I panic. I punched him on the shoulder,
for God's sake! I never do that. 

Now it was too late. He was out there with the others, and if all went
well, he'd be returning with a Phinon or two, subjects that she needed,
that they all needed, to find out if her genanites would work after all. 

How will history view me? Samantha MacTavish-the fate of humanity rested
upon her shoulders. But if it rests on any shoulders, it rests on a lot of
them. Without Chris we'd have no hyperdrive, without me no Phinon killer
bugs, but without Bob and the others we won't have those anyway. No-the
fate of humanity rests with all of us. 

Now, about killing Phinons. 

She returned to her workstation and continued her research. Assuming she
developed a working genanobug, how were they supposed to expose the
Phinons? Chris had suggested that somehow they had to take on a fighting
pair, either of ships or individuals, infecting one then killing the other
so that the infected member would flee back to Phinon territory and
hopefully infect the main group. 

But unless they knew how the Phinons were distributed out there, this
wasn't an easy thing to ensure. For instance, how long would the genanites
have to lay dormant before activating? If they turned on too soon, the
carrier might die before it even reached other aliens. And how dense was
their population out there? This question too played into the equation of
how to design the bugs. 

Sammi continued to plow through file after file of unfamiliar material,
all of it dealing with the distribution of matter in the Kuiper Belt and
the Oort cloud. She hoped that by finding an average separation, and by
knowing the hypervelocity of 24c, she could somehow get a handle on how
rapidly she could expect her bugs to spread given a single carrier. 

Despite astronomy not being her field, she found much of it interesting,
and some of it fascinating. She also discovered almost immediately upon
accessing the files that many of the papers she needed had been authored
or coauthored by Richard Michaels. The study of near extrasolar matter had
been his particular niche. 

It wasn't enough for her to just consult one textbook on the subject, for
she knew too clearly from her own field that what was accepted as gospel
in one text was sometimes considered outdated dogma in another, and she
needed to know what everyone had to say. At least there seemed to be a
consensus that the Oort cloud was not so much a cloud as a series of broad
belts or bands. Good information to have-it meant right off that the
average separation distance she had to consider would be much less. 

But there was no consensus on the extent of the cometary halo, and thus,
on the scale of the Phinon dispersion through space. It was clear that the
Phinons had evolved on a planet somewhere-their physical structure was
designed with a gravity well in mind. But what were they now? Were they
strictly inhabitants of cometary haloes? And did it matter? Given the
amount of transient material traversing interstellar space, cometary
haloes as good as overlapped each other. With this the case, then the
Phinons might occupy the space between the stars, and how many stars was
anybody's guess. There wasn't any sound reason to suggest that they
couldn't occupy the space between all of the stars in the galaxy. That
would only depend upon how long they'd been around. 

So just what was her virus going to do? Kill the Phinons around the Sun?
Or kill Phinons spread across the entire galaxy, for century after century
until all of them were dead? 

She hadn't thought of it that way before. 

Maybe it's time I did. 

Massive, powerful, sublime-that was the effect that the architect of the
Capitol Products corporate headquarters building had been commissioned to
achieve. Patterned after the greatest of the old cathedrals and the shaft
leading to the King's Chamber in the Great Pyramid, the architect had won
a bonus with his design. 

Even I feel intimidated, Knoedler thought as he entered the front doors.
He had been forced to rent a ground car and drive himself from the
spaceport since his aide had (apparently) messed up his transportation
(again) and there had been no car and driver to meet him. This put him in
a bad mood, and in some ways that was good, given the nature of his
mission here. 

Of course, the aide would have to go. How many was that in the last six
months? 

He did his best to ignore the psychological effects of the front entry and
atrium, and reported to the main desk. Unlike Rick Vander Kam only the
week before, the head of System Patrol Intelligence did not have a free
pass even to the public restrooms. But Knoedler was sure that everyone
working in the room knew who he was. He looked around and noted that ten
security people were pacing the floor, when the standard complement was
five. He also knew what sort of enhancements the security detail had been
given to their bodies-most of them had been commandos in the Patrol
Special Forces. 

The receptionist took his name and waved to a security officer. Knoedler
was led to a special elevator (and under a special arch for a weapons
check), and then whisked up to the summit of the building and into the
President's office, and seated a full five meters away from the massive
oak desk of Wayne Vander Kam. 

Vander Kam's chair was empty. Knoedler had to wait eighteen minutes and
twenty-two seconds-he timed it-before Vander Kam emerged from a side
entrance and sat down. 

"Been a while, Colonel," Vander Kam said. "How's the new transport working
out for you?" 

The second ship equipped with the new drive was assigned to the head of
System Patrol Intelligence. "It's everything the good Dr. Dykstra promised
such ships would be," he answered. "Now, is your office safe from
listening devices?" He knew it would irritate Vander Kam even to ask. This
office was safer than most other such offices in the entire Solar Union.
Capitol Products had greater financial assets than the entire planet of
Mars. 

"Of course, dammit! You know that." 

"Good. The Patrol wants a favor. I want a favor." 

"Voluntary or forced favor?" 

"We can argue over definitions later." 

"I see," Vander Kam said. "Colonel, I know how this works. Just what
percentage of the Joint Staff even knows you're here?" 

"I'll be honest. A small one. And it's my ass that gets hung out to dry if
I screw this up. If I get caught, then I'm a renegade, a traitor,"
Knoedler said. Then: "Sort of like your son." 

"What?" 

"Thought that would get your attention. I know what Dykstra had planned. I
know the Hyperlight isn't coming back on schedule. I know your son was in
on it from the start." Knoedler decided to push the envelope. He held out
his hand palm up. "I have his balls right here," he said, making a fist. 

Vander Kam sat very still. Knoedler could see the rage growing behind his
eyes. Powerful men usually kept themselves under very tight control. But
they were always dangerous. Finally Vander Kam spoke. "And I have eighty
floors between you and the pavement." 

"Nice retort," Knoedler said. "I also have this," he said and removed an
exceedingly flat but decidedly wicked looking energy pistol from within
his shirt and leveled it at Vander Kam. 

"How did you get that through security?" Vander Kam demanded. "Shoot me
and you're dead before you reach the office door." 

At least he looks scared, Knoedler thought. 

The colonel said, "No doubt by the same security folk who missed this,"
while sliding the weapon back under his shirt. "Mr. Vander Kam, I am not
looking for Pyrrhic victories. I need you to listen and I need you to know
how serious this is." 

"I'm listening." 

"Good. How many ships will Capitol Products be able to convert over to the
new drive in, say, the next month?" 

"We're already getting the retrofit kits together for every version of
military craft we manufacture. In a couple of weeks we'll be able to ship
hundreds, maybe a thousand units a day," Vander Kam said. The man knew his
company. 

"That's what we projected in Intelligence also," Knoedler said. "But that
isn't what's going to happen." 

"Why the hell not?" Vander Kam exploded. 

Knoedler told him. In detail. It took forty-five minutes. 

"Bottom line, Mr. President, is this," Knoedler said near the end of the
conversation. "I'm not asking you to do any more than your son is
doing-risk being held up as a traitor if things don't work out." 

Vander Kam leaned back in his chair. "I'll help you, Colonel," he said.
"You and those shadows above you. I'll obfuscate the issue of why ships
aren't being converted over much more quickly. But not because of your
threats, dammit, to my son or to me. I'm doing it because I think you're
right. Now get the hell out of here. I don't like you and I don't like
your methods. I never have." 

Knoedler rose. "Shake on it?" he asked, but he didn't bother extending his
hand. 

"My word is good without it." 

"At least let me give you this then," Knoedler said, reaching under his
shirt and removing the weapon, in one motion tossing it onto the desk. It
clattered and came to rest. Vander Kam picked it up gingerly. 

"It's a fake," Knoedler said. "It's made out of a solid piece of the same
stuff they make gel caps from. Your security sniffer thought I was
carrying cold pills. I'm a sneaky son-of-a-bitch, Mr. Vander Kam. Never
forget that." 

"We're in hyperspace, men. Did anybody feel anything?" Bob asked. He was
looking out into a sky gray with smears of darker or lighter color, and
whorls and pulses. This was the tachyon sky Chris had told him he was
likely to see, but he hadn't been prepared for the monochrome beauty of
chaotic magnificence that the hyperspatial panorama turned out to be. Pops
also seemed transfixed by the view. 

Unfortunately, there was no way to navigate through it. For that, they'd
have to drop out and look around. 

"I didn't feel anything strange," Rick replied. "But I didn't know the
engines would hum in that frequency range. Or maybe 'drum' is a better
word." 

"Sounded like soft kettledrums to me," Pops said. 

"Okay, we've got just a bit over a day until we reach the site of OEV 1,
but we're going to have to drop out to take our bearings a couple times,
and it probably wouldn't hurt to shed some velocity, too," Bob informed
them. "We were going at a pretty good clip when we transitioned." 

They settled in for the flight and after a while Rick exchanged seats in
the cockpit with Pops so he could enjoy a good view of hyperspace for a
time. Later, they gathered around the table to eat, and the first meal
humans had in hyperspace consisted of hot dogs and french fries. 

"Y'know, filet mignon wouldn't have been out of place for our first meal,"
Rick said with another handful of fries on the way to his mouth. 

"I'll buy you the best steak in the Solar System once we get back," Pops
said. "Now, will someone tell me why it is we're going to OEV 1? And while
we're at it, will you tell me what OEV 1 is?" 

"OEV 1 stands for Oort Exploration Vessel 1. It was a probe designed to
head deep into the Oort cloud and figure out what the structure of the
cometary halo actually is, in addition to picking up samples of pristine
comet matter which conceivably hasn't been warmer than a few Kelvins since
the day it was made. That's the ship Richard Michaels was on when the
Phinons found him," Bob said, sounding like he was quoting from somewhere.

"Why was he on that probe?" Pops asked. "I mean, he was going to be gone
for years. Why did they want a person out there anyway? Didn't the probe
have the best expert systems available?" 

"Computers don't go 'aha,' " Rick answered. "It's been understood for a
long time that, as expert or intelligent as you want to make a computer,
they still don't match up to us in imagination. Some people doubt they
ever will. So just in case something turned up out there that required an
intellect capable of going 'aha,' they sent him." 

"You two sound like you know all about this," Pops said. 

"We've both met Michaels," Bob told him. "He's not hesitant to tell you
all about what happened. Getting him to shut up about it is something of a
problem. 

"Anyway, the reason we're going to OEV 1 is because Intelligence has had
more time to think about the Phinons since Michaels was recovered, and
also to reduce some of the data that OEV 1 gathered. That comet where he
found the Phinon 'refinery,' and where they attacked him, is right on the
edge of a ring, or band, of comets. The Oort cloud isn't so much a cloud
as it is a series of belts, and the distribution of matter isn't remotely
homogenous. The hope is that from there we can begin to get a good idea of
just how many Phinons are out here that we may have to deal with." 

"I never heard the whole story of his encounter with them," Pops said.
"Other than a few bits and pieces to give a general idea of what happened.
Since you've both heard the account right from the horse's mouth, why
don't you get me up to speed?" 

Rick began. "The ship spotted something on one of the comets that
shouldn't have been there, something that looked like a refinery.
Obviously it couldn't have been anything people had put there. While he
was wondering what it might be, a Phinon ship popped out of hyperspace and
blasted the drive section of the ship. Then they landed on the ship and
blasted their way in." 

"That part I know about," Pops said. "And the airlock didn't even lock.
They could have just cycled it." 

"Almost. It was open on the outside. Once they entered, it closed and
pressurized. Then they cut through the inner door, and once inside, could
have just opened each of the doors down the corridor they were
investigating. But they didn't even try. Michaels says he got the distinct
impression that it never occurred to them to see if a door would just open
first." 

"When did he kill one with a spear?" Pops prompted. 

Bob picked up the story. "Not a spear-a piece of wire conduit heated in
the mess oven. He hid in the kitchen and when one entered he rammed it
right through the breathing hole in the chest. After that it struggled and
almost got him even though it was skewered, but he got its weapon and
cooked its head right in its helmet. That killed it even though Phinons
don't keep their brains up there." 

"And then he threw up," Rick put in. "He always brings that up. Michaels
is pretty much a pacifist. He wants everyone to know he didn't have a
choice." 

"He left the corpse in the hall to be found by the other," Bob continued,
"and was hoping it would pause or something and then he could kill it. But
the second one ran away the instant it saw the first one dead. He chased
it but it got away to its ship and took off, never to be seen again. 

"After that he lasered a message to the Patrol and within a few months the
ultraspeed delivery ship the Patrol shot out of the cannon used the mass
of the comet to slow down, then they gathered up Michaels and some
artifacts and used the comet to fling them back into the Solar System." 

"I still don't know what kind of ship that was," Rick said. "I never heard
of this cannon thing before Michaels brought it up." 

"The cannon is on Mercury," Bob said, "and the Patrol uses it to throw
supplies and personnel out to the deep stations beyond Pluto's orbit. It
costs a hell of a lot of money to use." 

"It's scary, too," Pops put in. "I've ridden it a few times. Someone
screws up on the field gradient by even a fraction of a percent, and
you're either suddenly sausage or a pancake." 

"You two have no idea about what kind of uproar his message created in the
High Command when we intercepted it," Bob told them. "There Intelligence
was, right in the middle of getting a war off the ground, and here comes
this report of hostile aliens in the Oort cloud with advanced technology
and maybe FTL technology. They wanted that alien 'stuff' in the worst way,
and they threw together that cannon shot in one hell of a hurry. And once
that stuff came back, the Phi Nonsense group got a burst of funds and went
from four guys to four hundred overnight-" 

" 'Phi Nonsense'?" Pops asked. 

"That was the name of the subgroup dedicated to studying alien contact
scenarios. No one ever thought the group would actually be needed. That's
where the name for the Phinon Project came from." 

The meal was almost over when Rick asked, "Are you hoping the Phinons show
up at the comet while we're there, Bob? And you too, Pops? You're anxious
to try fighting them ship-to-ship, aren't you?" 

"I'm a wee bit anxious," Bob replied with a grin. 

"You bet I'm hoping for it!" Pops answered, almost leering with delight.
"I have a score to settle with those bastards. And besides, the Patrol
needs to know how the Hyperlight would fare in an engagement. It's not
every day you get to indulge in revenge for the good of the nation." 

"How about you, Rick? You want to see what Arie's 'improved' weaponry can
do, don't you? Aren't the laser cannons powered from their own mass
converter now?" 

It was Rick's turn for a guilty grin. "Guilty as charged. I'm a man. My
brain's hard-wired for it." 

The next day Bob directed everyone's attention to the screens. They'd
dropped out of hyperdrive and were in the vicinity of the comet. "See
that? If I'm not mistaken, that's OEV 1. We'll be in visual range in about
fifteen minutes." 

"Where's the comet?" Pops asked. 

"The ship that picked up Michaels would have given the cometary mass a
hell of a kick," Bob said. "It's probably-" He paused to check his scanner
display. "The nearest large body is 42,000 kilometers away. That should be
it." 

This was their first time since leaving the Solar System that they'd had
to try to match velocities with anything, and despite the ultra-high
capabilities of the ship, this took time. But shortly Bob had the
Hyperlight doing a slow pass alongside the huge bulk of OEV 1. 

"I'm surprised she's not tumbling," Rick said. 

"She has a power core separate from the main drive," Bob told them. "The
Phinons didn't hit that. The attitude thrusters will probably maintain her
orientation for decades." He was watching the screens intently. "In a
couple seconds we'll be able to see where they blasted the ship." 

OEV 1 had been fueled by antimatter and could have made it to the stars
and back if anyone had wanted to spend decades aboard her. The drive tubes
were 300 meters long, and the whole drive section was separated from the
data gathering and life section by a boom another 200 meters in length.
"Right there," Bob said, pointing. "See that slice right through the
reaction chamber? Michaels says they did that from one hundred thousand
kilometers away. The emergency systems dumped all the antimatter to space
after the breach and the ship was dead in the water." 

"That's damn good shooting," Rick said. 

"Now we're going to do a pass on the life section," Bob said. "I saw
Michaels just before we left, Rick. He told me about something I'd like to
show you guys if I can find it." 

Moments later, Bob pointed again. "Okay, freeze the screen. Right in the
middle. I'm going to magnify it ten times." 

"What is that?" Pops asked when the magnified image appeared. 

"That's a Phinon's leg," Bob replied. "When Michaels was chasing the
second one, once it got back to the airlock it had to blast through the
outer door since it wasn't going to open with the inner one destroyed
already. The decompression carried the Phinon out and it impaled its leg
on that jagged piece of hull metal." 

"Wait a minute. How did Michaels survive the decompression?" Pops asked. 

"He said that the minute he saw them using beam weapons inside a spaceship
he went and put his spacesuit on." 

"A prudent move," Pops observed. 

"He said he was just in time to watch the Phinon cut its leg off with its
weapon and race off faster than hell back to its ship," Bob finished. 

"Hold on, again. The Phinon still had its weapon while Michaels was
chasing it, and it didn't shoot at him, and after it was impaled, it cut
its leg off but still didn't shoot Michaels while he was watching it?"
Pops asked. 

"It's fight or flight," Bob said. "Not and/or. But that's enough
sightseeing, here. The Patrol took everything of value from the ship when
they picked up Michaels. Now let's see what's on that comet. They only
popped down to look at the refinery and collect a few artifacts. There
might be more to learn down there." 

"Let's hope so," Rick said. "So far, we haven't found out anything new
about the Phinons." 

"Sure we have," Pops said. "We found out that we can fly through
hyperspace for a day without having a flock of Phinons come after us.
We'll be at the comet in a few minutes. I'm going to get my power suit on.
Which of you two are coming with me down to the surface?" 

"Bob, we're not landing on the comet, are we?" Rick asked. "If the Phinons
show up we shouldn't-" 

"Relax, Rick. We're not landing. Pops is going to jump down." 

"I'll go down this time," Rick said. "But I don't have a power suit." 

"You'll be safe as a baby in my arms," Pops told him. 

"How long before Bob sets off the neutrino bomb?" Pops asked. 

Rick checked the time in his heads up display. "Another five minutes," he
said. 

Rick had found the drop down to the surface of the comet as uneventful as
Pops had promised, and was impressed by the old man's skill at maneuvering
his power suit. Pops had canceled their slight velocity within twenty
meters of the surface, then brought them down as smooth as could be hoped.
Now, gripfields in their boots held them reasonably tightly to the ground
in the trivial gravity. 

They'd already looked over the "refinery" that Michaels had discovered.
But after a brief inspection, they concluded there wasn't anything new
that they could learn from it. Now they were waiting for Bob to detonate a
neutrino bomb nearby. He'd placed the bomb out in space on one side of the
comet, and was now positioning the Hyperlight on the other side, a hundred
klicks away, to see what the blast would illuminate inside the comet. 

Rick looked into the sky, noticing the bright star that was the Sun. He
held up his thumb and covered it, and realized he'd also covered up the
entire domain of human civilization. Then he turned to look at the rest of
the stars in the sky, spread his arms wide and couldn't encompass it, and
thought about destiny. 

It suddenly came home to him just how much was at stake. 

"What the hell are you doing?" Pops asked. He'd obviously been watching
Rick's gestures. 

"Just thinking about something," Rick said. 

"Twenty seconds to detonation," Bob suddenly said over their comms. "Just
to be safe I'd say you should look at the ground. You in particular, Rick.
Pops' power suit can probably take the flash, but I don't know about
yours." 

"Okay," Pops acknowledged. They both looked at the ground, which suddenly
brightened as if the comet had been moved to Earth orbit, then darkened
again rapidly. Although the neutrino bomb expended 95 percent of its
energy in neutrinos, that 5 percent given up as photons was not to be
ignored. 

Neutrino investigation of small masses was old technology, and within
minutes the Hyperlight's computer flashed down a processed image of the
interior of the comet which Rick and Pops watched on the inside of the
faceplates of their suits. "The expert system is going over the data now,"
Bob told them. "I told it to look for unusual cavities." Then: "Damn. Wait
until you see this," and he flashed down an updated image. 

The shadow image that was the interior of the comet looked like it had
layers of spider webs superimposed on it. "Ever see anything like that,
boys?" 

"No." 

"Nope." 

"I've never read one of these before," Pops said. "But I gather each
strand represents a tunnel or cave?" 

"Bingo," Bob said. 

"Artificial?" Rick asked. 

"Has to be," Bob replied. "Guess we know what that means." 

"Yeah," Pops said. "Where's the nearest spot to us where the network
breaks the surface, Bob?" 

There was a pause during which Rick discovered his palms were sweating.
"You ever go caving, Rick?" he heard Pops ask, but didn't reply. He was
still staring at the image of the comet. 

He felt a tug on his arm and dissolved the image to look out directly into
the face of Pops staring into his helmet. "You okay, kid? If it helps, I'm
scared, too." 

"About eighty-five meters northeast of the refinery it looks like a tunnel
comes out," Bob reported. 

"Let's go," Rick said, but his voice nearly cracked on "go." 

"That's the spirit," Pops said. "But I'll go first." 

"Damn right you will! You're wearing the power suit." 

They'd defined a coordinate system before landing on the comet so they
knew just which way to head, and soon they were standing next to a dark
shaft about twelve meters across and no way to tell how deep. Lying right
next to the shaft was a circular piece of something, also twelve meters in
diameter. It looked like it had the remains of a hinge on the side nearest
the hole. 

"I guess that was the door to the airlock," Rick said. 

Pops shined his light down into the shaft. "I can't see any interior door.
This tunnel is open to vacuum. Maybe they all are." 

"Abandoned? I hope so. But why would the Phinons abandon this comet?" Rick
wondered. 

"Why do they attack us?" Pops replied. "It's anyone's guess right now. Are
you ready?" 

Rick looked into the shaft, wishing there was some way to pierce the gloom
below the limit of Pops' light. "Yes." 

Pops picked Rick up and jumped directly into the center of the hole. They
hovered there a moment while Pops oriented the suit, then he cut the jets
and they dropped slowly into the unknown. 

The elevator doors opened and Sammi was caught by the-there wasn't any
other word to use than "romance"-of the image she saw. There was Chris
Dykstra, supporting himself slightly with his cane, looking out at the
vast array of stars, almost as if it were his domain. 

Sammi had come to the observation bubble at Dykstra's request, though he
hadn't said why he wanted to meet her here. She had seen him so little
since the party, and had missed their talks, much more than she'd been
admitting to herself, she now realized. 

He still hadn't noticed her arrival. "Chris?" 

He turned and smiled. "So good to see you again, Sunshine," he said. 

"I tried to see you last week when you were supposed to come back, but I
was told you were delayed a day," Sammi confessed as she joined him where
he was standing. 

"Yes. Dr. Hague refused to return to the Moon without taking along his
squirrels, and no amount of discussion was going to change his mind. So we
had to make plans to transport thirty-two squirrels up to Luna." 

"How did you catch them?" 

"Arie has been feeding them for months. He pretty much just told them to
hop into his cage, and they did. What took time was setting up a place for
them to stay when we got here. Arie has them in his lab, now, and he's
constructed, er, is constructing continuously, quite a home for them.
'Elaborate' hardly describes it. 

"But tell me about you. How has your work been going?" 

"Slow but steady," Sammi replied. "I'm pretty sure I can get the bugs to
do everything we want, and I've been able to get them to manufacture their
own tools now. But I've been wondering about the latency period. Do we
want the Phinons to notice the infection quickly, or should it take weeks
before the infection becomes apparent?" She did not mention her qualms
about how many Phinons should ultimately die. 

"Hmm. That's going to depend on how we intend to go about getting them
infected, and how we want them to spread the disease to others," Dykstra
said. 

"That's what I think, too. I guess I should work on both a fast and slow
version," Sammi said. 

"I think that would be wisest." 

"But I don't think you asked me here to talk about my work, did you?" 

"No," Dykstra said, and then a troubled look came over his features, and
he turned away from her to stare out into space, almost as if he was
looking for something, perhaps the men in the Hyperlight. Finally, he
turned back to her and said, "Tomorrow they'll be officially overdue. 

"We purposely kept you in the dark as to most of the details, Sammi. There
was no point in involving you more than necessary during the construction
of the ship. One of the compromises I finally worked out with Knoedler was
to let the men spend two days out of contact while putting the Hyperlight
through her paces. They can't radio out of hyperspace, and we haven't
developed the hyperspatial equivalent yet, though it's certainly possible
to do. At any rate, tomorrow morning the Hyperlight will not return to
Fort Conger Station, and Colonel Knoedler will have cause to start asking
questions. He's been suspicious of me all along, but he'll need the delay
of the ship to give him leverage to start making my life difficult. I want
you to be ready in case he asks you any questions." 

"What do you want me to tell him?" 

"Mostly the truth. You knew I wanted a more involved first trip, and I
asked you if having a live Phinon would help you in your work. But all
that was months ago and you don't know any of the details. But if you're
pinned down, I want you to lie about your understanding of the gravity of
the matter. You're just a civilian who got caught up in this and to you
the whole business just looked like policy squabbling among the
higher-ups." 

Sammi understood the logic of this, but she felt a little offended.
"Chris, I know you want me to save my ass, but really, that's kind of-" 

"Stop!" he snapped. She hadn't seen those flames in his eyes directed her
way before, and she was taken aback. "This has nothing to do with saving
your ass. When this is all over you'll testify as to the truth with
everyone else. But we need you to be able to keep working unimpeded. Now
that the Hyperlight is finished, others can build more. Men with better
tactical minds than mine, like Knoedler himself, can plot defense
strategies. But you're the only genano engineer we have. It would take
months for others to get up to your speed, and then I doubt that they'll
ever be as effective as you. This is your war in more ways than just
because you happened to be born when you were . . . ." 

Well, there is Andy, she thought, but it didn't seem like the right time
to bring him up. And for that matter, Dykstra's assessment was right. 

His voice trailed off and he took steps from her and turned away again.
Then he continued softly. "Knoedler might not even question you anyway.
He's different, very clever. He had a ship out at Fort Conger Station
waiting for the Hyperlight, ready to stop it. He might have succeeded,
too, except that they left early so he wasn't in position. He hasn't come
to see me about that, yet. But he's no fool. He's too sly to be
second-guessed. And he commands a lot more power than his rank would lead
you to believe." 

"Is that why you're brooding up here?" Sammi asked. "Are you afraid of
Colonel Knoedler? Is that why you snapped at me?" Lots of different
feelings were coursing through her over that. 

"I'm sorry about that, Sammi. Uncharacteristic, wasn't it? I haven't
snapped at a friend like that since Jenny passed away." 

"Your biographer friend Jenny?" 

"Yes. I guess it makes sense. You remind me of her so much. I've told you
that before. But actually, I'm not afraid of Knoedler. I'm probably more
just worried about our friends. What did I send them into?" 

"I've got a load of guilt about that, too. At least with Bob. I was really
cold to him before he left, Chris. I acted like he was just going off on
something trivial. I could have at least given him a hug. A stranger could
have done that given the risk he's taking." 

"Why didn't you?" Dykstra asked softly. 

"I think because I felt like I'd be betraying Steve. Like if I let myself
show any affection to someone else, then I'm somehow letting him go, like
I'm getting over him. I don't ever want to get over him, Chris. Never."
She did her best to keep from crying, and the fact that she was successful
was itself disconcerting, more evidence that she was "getting on with her
life." 

"I know what that's like," Dykstra said. "There was a time when telling
you that you remind me of Jenny would have felt like I was betraying her
memory, too. But I'm not. You begin to get a better sense of perspective
as time goes by, Sammi. When I compare you to her, I'm both complimenting
you and celebrating her memory." 

"I've always wondered. Did you love Jenny, Chris? Why didn't you ever
marry her?" 

"I certainly loved her, Sammi. But it was as a dear friend. She, on the
other hand, very much wanted more at one time. But then my friend Jamie
won her over and she married him instead. After he disappeared-we never
did find out what happened to him-she decided that her place was beside
me, as friends, and things stayed that way for the rest of her life. I
sometimes wondered what would have happened, but then, I don't have any
memories that I want to give up to find out." 

"I'm still surprised you never married her." 

"Do you recall that scene in my biography when she, Jamie, and I met the
first Protestant saint, St. Paul McAndrew?" 

"Of course. He shook your hand and said, 'Through you, God will give Man
the stars.' " 

"That is correct, Sammi. But what Jenny did not record, couldn't bring
herself to even though years had gone by since Jamie had disappeared by
the time she wrote the book, was what the Saint had said to Jamie." 

"Which was?" 

"Right after he told me what God would do through me, he turned to Jamie
and said, 'Which is as nothing compared to your destiny.' " Dykstra turned
back to the sky. "Till the day Jenny died, we wondered if he'd ever come
back. Considering recent events, I can't help but wonder about the Saint's
prophecy again." 

Sammi moved up alongside the old scientist and put her arm around his
waist. He put his arm around her shoulder, and they watched the stars
together for a time. 

VI 

The lights of the power suit were adequate to illuminate the sides of the
shaft as Pops and Rick continued their descent. The hole remained twelve
meters in diameter, more or less, as far down as they could see, and the
walls were rough-hewn out of the cometary ices. 

They had only gone down five meters when they encountered the first side
tunnel. By the time they had gone down a hundred meters, they had seen
dozens, going off in all directions, ranging in size from three meters
across to less than one. 

The two hovered in front of one cross-tunnel and Pops directed a spotlight
inside. 

"I think that's a door," Rick said. There was a hinge mechanism visible on
the side. 

"It's probably the outer door to an airlock," Pops said. "Since there
isn't an interior door to go along with the one laying on the surface,
that means that this tunnel had to be open to vacuum when the outer door
was opened. So unless these critters are really off the wall, they must
have airlocks in each of these cross-tunnels. We do that ourselves in
asteroid installations, but it's for emergencies. We always have one big
one at the top of the tunnel. I wonder why they don't?" 

The two continued down. More than 150 meters below the surface they came
to a cross-tunnel much wider than the shaft they'd come down in, and set
down on a closed door much like the one on the surface. 

"Well, we can go in deeper by opening this door, or we can see where this
big corridor leads," Pops said. 

"Open the door? How?" Rick asked. "It's probably locked and the mechanism
isn't powered." 

"No, but my suit is," Pops replied. 

"Oh." 

"But I don't see any reason for going deeper. We're ignorant of the damn
comet so we might just as well try the easy route. So-this way or that
way?" he asked, pointing to their two options. 

"To the right," Rick said. 

It was easier for Pops to use his suit jets and carry Rick than to walk in
the trivial gravity with gripfields. They had just started off when they
got a call from the ship. 

"What are you guys doing?" Bob asked. "I gather you haven't seen any
Phinons." 

"Not yet," Rick said. "These tunnels give me the feeling that I'm in some
kind of abandoned mine." 

"Reminds me of looking through a microcamera while it threads through an
ant colony," Pops added. "A dead ant colony, though. I don't think
anyone's been living here in a good long time." 

As they proceeded through the big tunnel, they noted that the sides were
dotted with many doors, identical except for diameter. They were ready to
pick one at random when the tunnel ended in a hemisphere, also dotted with
doors, all of them closed except for one, standing open like an
invitation. 

Without comment, they went through. 

Just inside was a second door, opened inward. "Told you they were
airlocks," Pops said. 

The door led into a large chamber, one side roughly a hemisphere, and the
other flattened, but entirely covered with peculiar shallow depressions,
clearly paired, each pair outlining an elongated figure eight. 

"What do you make of that, Rick?" Pops asked. 

"Beats me," Rick said. "But have you noticed that since we've entered the
comet, other than the doors, we haven't seen anything like what you'd find
in, say, an abandoned human asteroid colony?" 

"Like what?" 

"Like the Phinon equivalent of walnut paneling on the walls, or cheap
carpeting, or broken furniture in the corner not worth salvaging. We might
just as well be in that ant hill you mentioned." 

"There are light fixtures on the ceiling," Pops said. "At least, that's
what I assume those tubes are for." Rick looked in the direction Pops was
pointing. 

"Okay, an ant hill with electric light," Rick said. 

At the end of the chamber was a single door. It was closed. Like with all
the doors they'd seen, on one side was a triangular knob. Pops turned it
clockwise and it wouldn't budge. A counterclockwise twist and slight tug
and the door opened. Unlike the entry to the chamber, this door was not
part of an airlock. They went through, on foot this time since the door
was too narrow to fly through together, and Pops shone the searchlight
around. 

"Ah. Technology," he said. 

"Judas Priest," Rick whispered softly. 

As Pops moved the beam around, now and then a brilliant reflection of blue
or green or diamond white would come back from the huge and baffling array
of oddly twisted and contorted instrument panels. "Indicator lights," Rick
surmised about the reflections. 

To the two humans, it was all a confused mess. 

"Lieutenant?" Pops said, calling the ship. There was no answer.
"Lieutenant? Where are you, Bob?" 

"Bob?" Rick called himself. 

"Right here," came back, and Rick found that he'd been holding his breath.
"Sorry. I was in back running a statistical package on the structure of
the tunnels. I'm up in the bubble again," Bob said. 

"Just wanted to make sure you're recording this on the ship, too," Pops
said. "We've found something interesting." 

"Flash me what you're seeing through your cameras." 

"Okay," Pops said. "I'm panning around this room. Now, you're our expert
on Phinon technology, Rick. What do you make of all this crap?" 

"I'd guess it's some kind of control center. But God only knows what it's
supposed to control. Zoom in on one of the panels." Pops complied, and
Rick continued. "That's pretty typical. Indicator lights, always circular,
dials and knobs, but nothing ever calibrated. Or at least not in any way
that we could figure out. I guess whichever Phinons operate these panels
are just supposed to know how much to turn the knobs given whatever
situation. And none of the lights are red. We think the Phinons might see
in a spectrum that extends farther into the UV than ours, but not as low
into the red. But that's just speculation." 

"But every single control uncalibrated?" Pops asked. "Ye gods, there're
millions of them in here. Bob, I'm going to pan around this room and get
it all recorded. Hey, there's a table over there with some, uh, things on
it." Pops went to the table. "Any ideas on this stuff, Rick?" 

"None of it looks familiar. Looks like plumber's cultch," Rick told him. 

" 'Cultch'?" Pops repeated, the question obvious. 

" 'Good junk,' " Rick translated. 

"We'll take some of these pieces with us on our way back out," Pops said.
"I'm done recording by the way. There's another door at the end of this
room, Bob. Closed, but maybe not locked." 

The door came open with no trouble at all, and Pops and Rick found
themselves in another long tunnel, openings without doors lining its
length, oriented in all possible directions. The tunnel curved away at the
limit of their searchlight. They went down the tunnel and stuck their
heads into each room. All the rooms were small chambers, empty, roughly of
sixty cubic meters' volume, though the actual linear dimensions differed
for each. 

"What do you make of this tunnel, Pops?" Rick asked. 

"Storage areas? Phinon apartments? Beats the hell out of me. But we seem
to be heading in a less and less interesting direction." 

Pops turned his searchlight directly ahead again and now they'd come far
enough to see the end. "Another door," he said. "Let's try that one, and
if it turns out to be a loser, we'll try another direction." 

"Okay." 

Pops opened the door, they went through, and stood there in stunned
silence, just looking around. Finally, Pops said, "Well, we wanted
interesting. This fits the bill." 

"I saw a picture like this once," Rick said. "It was of the dead they
found in the Nazi death camps after the Second World War. Bodies stacked
like cordwood. Of course, they weren't Phinon bodies." 

Stacked all around them in nearly every possible place were bound bundles
of dead Phinons. The bodies were entirely desiccated, but it was unclear
to them whether or not they had gotten that way from their exposure to
vacuum, or if they'd been dried out before being stacked and strapped
together. 

"So, you've found the Phinon graveyard." It was Bob. Pops and Rick had
almost forgotten that he was watching through the video link. "I'd love to
try to figure out what their views are of the afterlife from this
display." 

"You'd think you'd get a creepier feeling from looking at something like
this," Rick said. "But, hell, Phinons use hydraulics. If you didn't know
they'd been alive you'd think you were looking at bundles of used parts
from an earth-moving-machine junkyard. It's all knobs on the ends of steel
struts and pistons and tubes." 

"That may be, but their physiology is fascinating. I've been studying that
stuff Chris gave us from the bio group. The steel of their bones isn't
particularly high grade, but it's still steel. Some of their tendons are
actually like strands of steel cable, and others are just plain steel
rods. But that hydraulic fluid they use is really interesting stuff. It's
a little more viscous than pancake syrup usually, but it looks like the
Phinons can release some kind of hormone into it and it suddenly turns
rock solid. That would pretty much give it an unbreakable grip." 

"This is all very interesting," Pops said. "But what do you want us to do?
I'm beginning to think we're not going to find much more on this comet
than this." 

"I agree with Pops," Rick said. "This comet is as riddled with tunnels as
it could be. It's probably been mined out, so to speak. The refinery on
the surface is probably just extracting what volatiles are left that are
worth using." 

"Okay," Bob said. "But we'll have to see some more comets to know if this
one is remotely unique or not. Guys, cut a couple of those dead bodies
loose and bring them back to the ship. Oh, and get the bodies from
different stacks, preferably two stacks way far apart. It might make a
difference. Then come on back up. I'll be station keeping right above the
hole." 

Rick stepped aside from the display and showed the results of the most
recent neutrino scan to the others. "Same sort of thing," he said. "That
makes an even dozen." 

Pops inspected the screen and asked, "Any variation in the network of
tunnels?" 

"Yes, but very slight. At every comet we've visited, the web of tunnels
always has exactly eight main tunnels that come out at the surface, and
each tunnel supports a web work that intersects with the others at exactly
one point deep in the interior, and that one connects to the hangar hole."
The "hangar hole" was a sixty-five-meter-wide shaft they'd found at each
comet bored deep into the core. Their best guess was that the Phinon ships
landed inside since there wasn't any evidence of landing facilities on the
surface of the bodies. "And all of these comets are abandoned except for
those little refineries." 

In the past three days the Hyperlight had visited twelve cometary bodies
through this local cluster, crossing several light-hours in the process.
They had yet to find any Phinons other than the stacks of dead ones. 

"I say we try a different cluster," Bob said. "Maybe we'll have better
luck there." 

"I've been thinking," Pops said, "about why we haven't had any Phinons
come to find us yet. Maybe they can't track ships in hyperspace at all. At
least, not over any great distance." 

"That doesn't make sense," Rick said. "Even though we can't do it, we do
have a pretty good theory for how to build a hyper-radar. We just haven't
had time to do one. So they must have- Oh, I see what you mean. It might
be another one of those things they missed." 

"Could be," Bob said. "But I'm not going to count on it. Any idea how they
found Michaels the first time in OEV 1?" 

"Well, they had a year or so to watch a high energy jet heading out from
Sol for the halo. They could have seen it coming with a decent telescope,"
Pops replied. 

"We might as well get going," Bob said, heading forward to the pilot's
bubble. He hated to admit this to himself, but he was actively bored. Rick
could enjoy looking at negative results from investigating the comets, and
even though he'd descended with Pops to some of the comets, all the
suspense had been gone after the first drop. For most of this trip, Bob
had been steering the ship and commanding two other men to do that which
those same men had to tell him was the best thing to do. 

He took his seat, checked the navigation data, then said, "Hyperdrive in
one minute. ETA a little under two hours." He lined the Hyperlight up and
watched the rainbow dazzle of the stars during the now routine transition.

An hour later the general quarters klaxon sounded. 

"Holy shit!" Bob exclaimed, coming instantly out of a light doze in the
pilot's seat. 

Ordinary Dykdar works in hyperspace, as long as it's only looking for
something else that's in hyperspace. Two of those somethings were suddenly
to starboard of the Hyperlight, two million kilometers away but closing
the distance rapidly. 

Bob immediately dropped them to sublight. 

"What the hell is going on?" Pops said as he joined Bob up front. 

"Two ships, in hyperspace. They gotta be Phinons. I went sublight. Now I'm
scanning with Dykdar to see if they're going to come out with me." If one
ship drops out of hyperspace one second before another, when both are
sublight they'll be at least 24 light-seconds apart. Thus, Bob and Pops
waited for Dykdar echoes to return to the ship. 

"I'll get the weapons ready," Pops said. "Shields are at full." 

Bob called back to the middeck. "Hey, Rick! Strap in. I may have to push
this bitch to the limit!" He didn't wait for an acknowledgment, and
realized he was running at a million RPM right now. 

He felt a hand on his shoulder. "Settle down, soldier," Pops said. "This
is supposed to be fun. And I have some scores to settle." 

Bob smiled at the comment. "There. We have a return." 

"Yeah. And they're scanning us, too. Once they have us fixed they're going
to go hyper and pop out right next to us, I bet. That's what I'd do."
Dogfighting strategy with hyperdrive capability had been the prime topic
of conversation among "in the know" military pilots ever since the Phinons
showed up. 

Sure enough, two blazing streaks appeared ahead of the Hyperlight, at the
end of which were Phinon spaceships. Now sublight, they were coming in
fast. Bob turned the Hyperlight to starboard and down at 90 gees. 

"Those ships are identical to the ones that pounded Slingshot," Pops said.

"Yeah. The 'eight man' model. They've turned to follow us," Bob said. "And
one of them is coming right smack up our ass. One hundred klicks and
closing." 

Pops looked at him. "You're kidding? Are they that stupid?" 

Bob shrugged. "We'll know in a second." Bob turned on the reaction drive.
If they hadn't already been using the Dykstra-Hague impellers, the ship
would have shot off at 45 gravities. As it was, the relativistic particles
from the drive slammed into the shields of the pursuing Phinon, turning
the ship into a glowing pearl that died within seconds. 

"Okay. As dogfighters, Phinons are assholes," Pops said. 

"I guess it's been a little while since they last used reaction drives,"
Bob added. "And there goes the other one." The tail of the remaining
Phinon ship began to glow and waver, the signature of the coming
transition to hyperspace. "But this time it ain't getting away!" Bob said,
and as the Phinon ship streaked away, the Hyperlight made a streak of her
own. 

After transition, Pops read the scanners. "Great timing! He's only
thirty-two kiloklicks ahead of us." 

"Okay. I've got him in line. Reaction engines up and blasting, Pops. We're
closing. Their ship isn't going to be able to add delta v under
hyperdrive," Bob said. "But we're going to have to shed ours before we try
our next rendezvous with a comet." 

"Either of you guys care to tell me what the hell is going on?" Rick
called from the middeck. Pops told him. "What's to keep it from dropping
out of hyperspace so you overshoot?" Rick wondered. 

"Nothing," Bob replied. "But I don't think they'll do that. Doesn't seem
to be in their natures." 

"I think you're right," Rick said. "Remember Michaels' experience. Even
though he pursued one that could have fired at him, it didn't bother.
Fight or flight." 

"And that girl at the Deepguard base, Nikki Le. She pursued a Phinon, too,
and all it cared about was getting away," Pops put in. 

The Hyperlight was closing rapidly. They were less than five thousand
kilometers behind when the shields went milky. "Holy shit!" Bob exclaimed
while the ship performed an automatic corkscrewing-to-port evasive
maneuver. "God damn! What was that?" 

The shields cleared but then clouded over again as a fusillade of
explosions went off across the sky, like a bomb barrage in a fireworks
display, though none of them was close enough to cause real harm. Then the
scanners returned to showing a fleeing Phinon ship and the Hyperlight
resumed the pursuit. 

"Got it," Pops said, reading from the tactical display. "First he nailed
us with an X-ray laser. Helluva powerful one, too! If he'd waited another
few seconds until we were closer he might have fried us. After that it
looks like he dropped his whole bomb load and set it off. He threw the
kitchen sink at us, more or less. I guess its fight and flight when
they're in a ship. At least if they're pursued." 

"How many bombs?" Bob asked. 

"Sixteen," Pops said. 

"If the other wrecked ships Intelligence has examined are typical, then he
doesn't have any bombs left," Rick said. "Do you have a figure for me on
that X-ray blast?" Pops gave him a number. "I'd doubt he could let us have
it with another shot like the first. That one should have consumed his
laser." 

"Good. We're within range, Pops. You have the most personal stake in this.
KKV or laser or particle beam?" Bob asked. 

"Particle beam," Pops said. "It's the closest thing we have to a sword." 

"Kill him at your discretion, old man." 

"Thank you, Commander." Pops reached over to hit the fire button of the
particle cannon. Before his finger could touch it, the Phinon ship
self-destructed. 

Pops looked at the expanding cloud on the screen. "Shit. Vengeance
denied," he said softly. 

"Guess I'll kill some kinetic energy," Bob said, shrugging. Then: "Y'know,
what we just did was worth violating orders all by itself. Now we know how
inept Phinons are at ship-to-ship combat. Take away their hyperdrive and
reactionless engines, and even with their better weapons, the Patrol could
have taken them on without Dykstra's help." 

Those words Bob would remember, and be embarrassed by, for the rest of his
life. 

"We still don't know if they found us by design or by accident," Rick
said. They had dropped out of hyperspace half a million kilometers away
from their next comet and were looking for Phinon activity. "Those ships
might just have been heading in our direction." 

Pops, who was the one doing the watching at the moment while the other two
sat at the table, suddenly said, "We have a live one!" The others wasted
no time in joining him in front of the screen. 

"See? Right there. Two ships came out about nine kiloklicks away from the
cometary body. They're almost to it now." Pops cranked up the
magnification even higher and picked up the dark circle of the hangar
hole. As they watched, the two Phinon ships flew inside. 

Now it's going to get interesting, Bob thought. 

VII 

Standing in Hague's lab was remarkably like being inside the summer crown
of a five-hundred-year-old oak. With the sort of single-minded devotion of
which the diminutive savant was the unique practitioner, Hague had set out
to turn his laboratory into the perfect lunar home for his squirrel
friends from Earth. He'd had wire mesh branches fashioned in the metal
shop, had holders and tables and hangers fabricated upon which to put live
oak saplings imported from Michigan. He himself had put in the plastic
tubing to carry nourishment to the trees, as well as the equipment to keep
the squirrels fed and happy during his inevitable absences. 

Dykstra liked coming here. He liked the smell-of nothing but fresh
nature-Hague's system for removing squirrel feces had already brought a
visit from Admiral Towner, whose family owned a private zoo on Earth-he
liked the artificial breeze, and he liked the constant chatter of the
squirrels. 

Dykstra leaned heavily on his cane. He'd just come from an uncomfortable
interview with three of his superiors. They'd had a lot of questions to
ask him about the Hyperlight and what ideas he might have as to why her
return had been delayed. Though they hadn't directly come out and accused
him, they'd left little doubt that they suspected him of duplicity, of
engineering his own plan for the first mission of the FTL ship. 

In short, the truth. 

A squirrel with a patch of black on her right shoulder stopped to look him
over. Dykstra took an acorn from his pocket and handed it over. "Here you
go, Bixy," he said. Bixy was one of the few that he recognized. The
squirrel took the offering and bounded off. 

Dykstra had parried their questions. He reminded them of the unique
character and unique dangers of the mission, confessed (falsely) to
uncertainties he still felt about some of his physical assumptions
concerning hyperdimensional structure, and admitted (honestly) that he had
no idea why the men had yet to return even though they were almost a week
overdue. 

In short, he snowed them. 

But he didn't like doing things this way. In fact, he hated it. But at
least Knoedler hadn't been at the interview. The colonel would have been
able to ask much more difficult questions. No doubt, though, that the
colonel would still get his chance at him. 

"Welcome, Dr. Dykstra. Oh yes, welcome, welcome," Hague said, interrupting
Dykstra's thoughts. Hague had just come out of his adjoining quarters,
carrying a bag of food for his friends. 

"Thank you, Arie. Are you just about to feed the family?" 

"Oh yes, Dr. Dykstra. Yes, yes. They get hungry, oh yes. And they need
me." Hague proceeded to a "limb" nearly a meter wide, and the whole
chattering congregation soon assembled. 

One squirrel, by far the most yellow of the whole group, got the first
bite. "Here you go, Sunshine. Oh, yes, yes. This is for you, Sunshine. Oh
yes." Sammi's namesake scampered off to a nearby branch with her treasure
and Hague went on to the others. The woman herself would be arriving any
time now. 

"Here you go, Sarobi, oh yes. You always gave me your food, oh yes you
did. Yes." 

Hague's sister. The mystery girl out of the little man's past. "When was
the last time you saw your sister, Arie?" Dykstra asked. 

Arie looked at the clock briefly, then answered, "Forty-two minutes, eight
hours, seventy-two days, and thirty-nine years ago, yes." 

"Why did she have to take care of you? Where were your parents?" 

Suddenly Hague stopped moving. The squirrels chattered impatiently,
waiting for the next handout, but Hague stood immobile, then suddenly
spoke in a voice not his own. 

" 'We have to do it, June. We gotta put the kids in the lifeboat!' " It
was a man's voice, oddly raspy, like he was very sick and weak. 

" 'We can't, Ted. I can't do it. How will they take care of themselves?' "
This was a woman's voice issuing from Hague. Dykstra had no doubt that he
was doing a perfect impression. The woman's voice sounded even sicker and
hollower than the man's. 

" 'The boat will take them to Ceres by itself. We gotta, June. The radio
ain't going to be fixed. We can't wait for help. We ain't gonna make it
another day.' " 

" 'Mommy! Mommy! I don't want to go. I want to stay with you and Daddy!
Don't make us go. Don't, please!' " This time it was a little girl's
voice. 

" 'We don't have any choice, Sarobi. Your mom and me-we, we ain't ever
going to get better. You and Arie have to go in the lifeboat. It will take
you to Ceres. People will help you there. And you have to look after your
brother. He's special, Sarobi. Jesus wants you to look after Arie. You
tell folks you want to get him to Earth.' " The talk was interrupted by
periodic bouts of coughing, Hague being faithful to his recollection. 

" 'Good-bye, Mommy. Good-bye, Daddy. I love you. I love you,' " said the
little girl's voice, choking with tears and sobs. 

The image Hague's recitation brought to Dykstra's mind came close to
choking him up, and perhaps would have had Hague not then suddenly come
out of his state and resumed feeding his squirrels as if nothing had
happened at all. "Yes, Peter, this is for you, oh yes." 

"May I feed them, too, Arie?" Dykstra asked. 

"Oh, yes, Dr. Dykstra. Oh yes." 

The door opened and Sammi took a step in, then stopped and looked around.
Dykstra saw her sunshine smile emerge as she took in the room. This was
her first exposure to Hague's newly furnished laboratory. 

"Wow! This is really something. Oh, Arie, you've outdone yourself," Sammi
said, coming toward them. 

"Oh, thank you, Samantha, oh yes, oh yes, thank you, thank you!" 

Samantha started feeding the squirrels, too, and Dykstra filled her in on
the meeting he'd had with the superiors. 

"So you're convinced they suspect you went ahead with your own plan
against orders?" Sammi asked. 

"I have no doubt. But I'm also sure they have yet to put together
sufficient proof to come out and accuse me of it. After all, this mission
was always recognized as being dangerous-that's why the conservative plan
was originally adopted in the first place. I had to fight like the dickens
just to get them to agree to two days instead of one for that very
reason." 

"Did they ask about me?" 

"Not a peep, Sammi. You just keep quiet about things. If they do ask you
any questions, deny everything like we said. I hate having to have to tell
you to lie, but the stakes are way too high to go wobbly now," Dykstra
said. "But your own work-has it been going well?" 

"Now that's a piece of good news," Sammi said. "I've had some good luck. I
can give the genanites any kind of latency period that I want. At least,
in simulation. I won't know for sure unless-I mean, until the guys get
back." 

Dykstra noticed the slip. "I'm starting to get a little worried, too," he
said. 

"Want to come to my lab and look at what I've been doing, Chris?" Sammi
asked. 

"I would love to, but I cannot," Dykstra said. "I'm wanted on Farside.
Paracelsus crater. I need to pack a few things. I'm leaving in two hours."
He sighed. "Do you know that since my return to Luna, I haven't had the
time to do a single worthwhile thing either in the lab or at my
workstation? Just politicking and subterfuge and giving evasive answers to
questions. And there's so much to do." 

"I'm sorry to hear that," Sammi said. "So I'm almost afraid to say this,
but be sure to come by after you get back." 

"Certainly, Sammi. Seeing you is always a pleasure in its own right,"
Dykstra said, smiling gently. 

He did not mention to Sammi that although he'd been asked to go to
Farside, there wasn't anything like a rational reason for it that he could
see. 

It was while he was on the special shuttle waiting for the pilot who would
take him to Farside that Dykstra got the notion that perhaps he'd find out
about things even before the shuttle got to its destination. He knew he
was right when Colonel Knoedler came aboard, sat down at the pilot's
controls, and said, "I expect we'll have an interesting flight, Dr.
Dykstra." 

"No doubt," Dykstra said, taking the arrival of the colonel in stride.
"May I ask if there is a genuine reason for going to Farside?" 

"Why certainly there is, Doctor. But we'll be at the top of our ballistic
when we'll be notified that our scheduled meeting has been canceled, and
I'll abort to a single orbit return to base." 

The two said no more while Knoedler took the shuttle out of the docks and
sent them thrusting on their way. Within seconds of leaving the surface,
Dykstra noticed that the colonel had activated the defense screens. "I
gather you don't want to risk any chance of our conversation being
overheard," Dykstra said. 

The colonel turned to look at him. He had soft brown hair and tight, brown
wrinkles around eyes that lased in the ultraviolet. Tendons in his neck
stuck out like cables and his jaw muscles were prominent. "You have that
right. But I wouldn't have had to bother if you'd just tell me how it is
you've managed to make your quarters bugproof. I finally told my men to
give up last week." 

Dykstra smiled. He'd known men like Colonel "Tommy" before. This was a man
of honor and honesty, even though he had been diametrically opposed to
Dykstra's plans. "When this whole shebang is over, Colonel, I'll let you
in on a few of my other secrets." 

The message that the Farside meeting had been canceled came at the
expected time, Knoedler tweaked the thrusters, and they entered the groove
of an unpowered orbit that would take them around the Moon and back to the
High Command. 

"Let me tell you about myself, Dr. Dykstra," Knoedler began. "As a boy,
you were my idol. I had a high IQ and knew I wanted to study theoretical
physics by the time I was seven. Given my personality, I wanted to both
emulate you and overthrow your work. But it didn't take long for me to
realize that you were in a class by yourself. 

"Ultimately, I wound up in the service, and in my current position, and I
like it here. I also have a confession to make. It was I, and not Major
Moore, who tried to keep you out of the Phinon Project in the beginning.
It was only when it became clear that mortal minds were no match for
advanced alien technology that the Joint Staff ordered us to take you." 

"But why did you keep me out?" Dykstra asked. "Even when you knew I could
help." 

"Because I knew you'd be doing exactly the sort of things that you have
been doing. Those men in the Hyperlight are doing the mission you wanted
them to do, not the one that was agreed to. All by itself your bearing
inspires that sort of devotion. I've had my men chasing all over the Solar
Union trying to ferret out the system you have under you-" 

"What system? You think I'm at the top of a conspiracy?" 

"No. That I could handle. It's the system of friendships you've cultivated
over the course of the last century. I can't compete with that. You've
made good friends and they all think they owe you something. What sort of
pressure could I bring to bear against the president of the most powerful
company in the Union when he has fond memories of you reading to him when
he was a child?" 

Dykstra did not betray his curiosity at Knoedler's indirect mention of
Wayne Vander Kam. What kind of pressure, indeed? Dykstra thought. Somehow
he was sure that the colonel had thought of something. 

"The problem I have with you, Doctor, is that you're not bound by anyone
or anything temporal," Knoedler continued. "You're a man of Destiny, with
a big 'D.' You'll always do what you think is best, and who the hell can
argue with you that you're wrong?" 

"I can see your problem, Colonel. But I can't say I'm sorry. I gather you
knew I wouldn't be?" 

"Yeah." 

Dykstra made himself more comfortable in his seat, then Knoedler noticed
his movements and promptly dropped the internal gravity down to Luna
standard. "Forgive me. I should have done that first thing," he said, and
Dykstra knew that, about this matter, he was sincere. 

"That's okay. Now, there must be some other reason for your wanting to
talk to me under these hushed conditions than just to make confessions.
What is it?" 

"Haaa," the colonel sighed. "I need your help." 

"How can I serve?" Dykstra asked ironically. 

"There are some on the Joint Staff who are calling for your hide, and for
the hides of your men once they return. About what you'd expect. But
despite my earlier vociferous objections to your views, it's all moot now
as far as I'm concerned. Besides, we have more hyperdrive ships under
construction as I speak. What I have to offer is protection for your
people. When your men return they'll be accused of nothing, and we won't
even question that beautiful genano engineer friend of yours." He looked
Dykstra in the eye. "Don't say anything, Doctor. You haven't admitted
anything and I didn't expect you to. You just run your show and I'll run
mine." 

"But what's your problem, Colonel?" 

"The Belt. Some on the Joint Staff also want to use the new technology to
slaughter the Belt. Despite the cease-fire and our sharing of knowledge
about the Phinons, no one has felt particularly inclined to tell the Belt
about what you've been able to accomplish, Doctor. They feel that the new
impeller technology alone gives the System Patrol an unbeatable edge. 

"I read a report you once wrote about our level of technology and fighting
the Belt-what do you think now?" 

Dykstra looked away, out the window and at the scarred surface of the
Moon. Years ago he had turned his mind to running through war scenarios
against the Belt, and his had been one of the voices instrumental in
ending the Belt War of Independence in favor of the Belt by demonstrating
that victory by the Solar Union (victory defined as resubjugation of the
Belt worlds) would come at a prohibitive cost even if luck was on their
side. But now he added the new drive and the mass converter into the
calculus of war and said: "They're right. It would." 

"I don't want that," Knoedler said. "We can't afford to fight the Belt
ever again while the aliens are out there. Any aliens, for that matter.
Who knows what's out there besides the Phinons? And besides, we have a
freaking FTL drive now. Who the hell is going to care about Solar real
estate in a few years? The Belter types will be the first to head for the
stars!" Knoedler was almost shouting now, then he caught himself and
settled down. 

"What's your bottom line, Colonel?" Dykstra asked softly. 

"I want to share the Phinon technology with the Belt. But the only person
they're going to trust in a meeting with us is you . . ." 

"Hold it right there, Colonel," Dykstra said. "Before you continue the
hard sell, I want the whole truth. I'm having trouble believing you're
magnanimous enough to just hand everything to the Belt when you don't need
to. To be accused of treason to show the goodness in your heart? Please." 

"We have data that strongly indicates that the Phinons may be massing
ships outside the Hague Limit, possibly for an invasion," Knoedler said.
Dykstra was pleased that the man hadn't bothered to protest his innocence.
Knoedler filled him in on the information supplied by the Belt. 

"If an invasion comes, I want the BDF to be at the same technological
level that the Patrol is," Knoedler concluded. 

"That's better," Dykstra said, though he wasn't entirely convinced that
Knoedler had told him everything. 

"It's got to be you, Dr. Dykstra," Knoedler continued. "You're the only
one with the system-wide veneration who could pull this off. You have to
write Einstein's letter, only this time we're giving the bomb away." 

"The Belt tried to have me killed a few months back," Dykstra pointed out.

"And only you," Knoedler said. "Look at it as a gesture of great respect."

Dykstra thought about it a moment. "I'd rather have my house back," he
said. "Nevertheless, I will help you, Colonel." 

VIII 

Pops was not happy with the options he had in front of him. Despite the
days spent on planning the raid, he was painfully aware that they would be
going in with almost nothing more going for them than wishful thinking and
a prayer. 

Well, what did you expect on a renegade mission, anyway? 

Had this been an official expedition, there would have been more
spacecraft involved, and a lot more guys, and a shitload of equipment and
weaponry. As it was, they had: himself, Bob, and Rick; Pops'
top-of-the-line power suit, Bob's lesser power suit, some hand weapons;
and guts. 

Sometimes guts were enough. They'd served him in the past. 

Pops had first seen active service in the military back in the Forties, in
the Central American jungles. Having decided that jungle rot was not his
cup of tea, he'd transferred off planet to join the fight against the
revolting Belt. He'd never gone back to Earth to live since. 

Now he wondered if he'd ever see the Solar System again. 

"Granted, this is a damnfool expedition. We're going to need more than a
little luck to pull this off, too. But this is the scenario I've come up
with given what we've been able to find out about the Phinons in the past
few days." Pops was addressing Bob and Rick in the middeck. He had a
display up in the holotank, and it showed that section of a typical Phinon
comet that they'd physically explored. 

"This entry shaft is open to vacuum on this comet, just like in all the
abandoned ones. We'll ground the ship nearby, then Bob and I will enter
the shaft. If there happen to be some Phinons there in suits, then we're
going to try to disable a couple, hit them with PMDP, load them into the
rescue bags, and come right back." 

"Do you really think you'll be able to disable them, Pops?" Rick asked. 

Pops restrained the urge to snap back with, "If I didn't think we'd be
able to I wouldn't have brought it up," and instead said: "What we know
from the encounter at Deepguard is that a person in a power suit is a
match for a Phinon. And I'm more than good, and my suit is the best,
complete with the deluxe weapons platform. Besides that, I intend to cut a
couple limbs off the bastards right up front. Sammi doesn't need a whole
Phinon for her work-just a living one. If there are any in that shaft, Bob
and I are going to nab the first two who cross our path and then we're out
of there." 

"And if the shaft is empty?" Rick asked. 

Pops sighed. Didn't Rick know enough to just sit and listen first during a
briefing? "I'm coming to that, Rick." 

Pops enlarged a section of the holo. "Down here are those rooms we
explored. The most conservative thing to do, assuming that the entire
unpressurized shaft is empty, is to go someplace where we've been before.
In this case, when we get to this door, assuming there's pressure behind
it, I'm going to blow it open. We'll grab whatever Phinons come drifting
out, stuff them in the rescue bags, and then, again, we're outta there. 

"We're not going to finesse a damn thing. We go in, we blast or cut or
kill as need be, take what we came for and split." 

Several hours later Bob was ready to put the Hyperlight down on the
surface of the comet. "I don't see anything on the deepscans-nothing
incoming whatsoever. So unless they pop out of hyperspace right next to us
we should have time to get down without any Phinon ships spotting us. Rick
says he still hasn't seen any evidence that this comet has any tracking or
scanning beams emanating from it at all," Bob informed Pops. 

Pops was on the middeck, going through the checkout on his power suit one
more time. "And so, sailor?" he said. 

"And so I'll have us down in two minutes, right next to the refinery," Bob
answered. Given the capabilities of the ship, it made more sense for them
in this case to put down on the surface and hide out than it did to remain
hovering over the surface. The ship would be much harder to spot on the
ground, and the Hyperlight could be back in space in a split second if
need be. Which was about all Rick would be able to do with the ship
anyway-no one expected any fancy flying out of a non-pilot, not in a
military craft. 

Pops flexed his arms. The suit felt good around him. It had sometimes been
his home for days at a time and it felt as comfortable on him as nicely
worn shoes. He held up the pistol in his hand. It was a scary looking
thing, with pointed beam guides and trim cooling fins along the barrel. It
was Pops' favorite, a '62 model FEL UV laser gun. Though his suit had lots
more goodies built into it, this weapon had fond memories attached to it. 

Pops felt a slight bump as the ship grounded. A moment later Bob joined
him on the middeck and put on his own power suit. 

Pops did the jaw move that made his faceplate lock into place. Although
the inside of Pops' helmet was ordinarily a virtual vision environment, a
transparent panel remained over the face, both in case the VR equipment
failed, and because it was nice for your comrades to be able to look
inside and see you sometimes. 

They entered the airlock, the door closed behind them. Pops could hear the
high hissing of air pumping out of the chamber. No sooner had the hissing
stopped when Rick said over the comm: "Any time you're ready. Good luck.
Come back, please. I can't fly this damn thing, y'know." 

Pops looked at Bob who nodded. The lieutenant was smiling at Rick's
remark. Pops opened the lock. They stepped out and their gripfields held
them to the surface. Pops turned on a very dim light and allowed his image
intensifiers to illuminate the way. They walked through the monochrome
world to where the shaft opened on the surface. Once there, they hesitated
a moment, but there was really nothing else to do except look over the
lip. 

Pops did. The shaft was empty. 

But this time it was illuminated all the way to the bottom. "Damn," Pops
said. "I really was hoping there'd be a couple Phinons flitting by right
near the top of the shaft. Then we could get the hell out of here in short
order." 

"No such luck," Bob said. "Besides, didn't you want to do this the hard
way?" The comment was followed by a strained laugh. 

"Just try to keep laughing as we head down," Pops said. They both jetted
to the center of the shaft then let the slight gravity pull them down into
the depths of the comet. Again there was the myriad of doors along the
way, only this time each was lighted at the entrance, though still none
were open. Pops kept his attention on the view below, and Bob watched
above them. Any one of those doors could open after they'd passed. And if
any of them did and some Phinons came out, Pops would be perfectly content
to end the descent and revert to his original plan. 

No such luck. They landed at the bottom of the shaft on the huge door,
still without seeing a Phinon. 

"Okay, to the right," Pops said. To their eyes this comet was laid out
exactly like the others they had visited, and they would not have been
able to tell the difference if it weren't for the case that this time the
lights were on. They proceeded slowly, Pops watching the front and Bob the
rear, but still no Phinons emerged to make life more interesting. 

"There's the hemisphere," Pops said finally. "Same door is open in this
one." 

"Guess it's our destiny," Bob said. "Maybe we'll at least find out what
the hell those paired depressions are for." 

They went into the airlock tube. As expected, the door at the other end
was closed. Pops said, "I'm going to try to open this door. I assume
there's pressure on the other side. If it won't open I'm going to rip it
out. You'll have to clear out if I do that." 

"Roger, Roger," Bob said. 

"Don't do that." 

"Sorry. Nerves," Bob admitted. 

Pops reached for the triangle on the door. The instant his hand touched
it, the first door closed and they heard the thunderclap of rapid
repressurization. 

"We're in air," Bob said. 

"Tell Rick," Pops ordered. 

They had kept checking in with Rick all along, and Rick had been
constantly monitoring them, so he was ready with an analysis the instant
Bob hailed him. 

"Looks like the air is seventy-one percent nitrogen, twenty-seven percent
oxygen, and a little bit of almost everything else. Pressure is 1.22
standard. Pretty rich stuff but you could breathe it," Rick said. 

"We'll just stay in our suits, thank you," Bob replied. 

Pops opened the door which swung easily inward. He stuck his head through
the door. The room was dimly lit and his image intensifiers adjusted
automatically. 

This should have been the room of the twin depressions if this comet was
exactly like the abandoned ones they'd visited, and Pops was fairly
certain that it was. But he had trouble orienting himself to the view.
Despite the image intensification, in the dim light it was still hard to
discern edges and ridges, and even though after a few seconds he convinced
himself that he could discern the double depressions throughout the room,
the task was complicated by the fact that there was something that looked
mechanical within each of the depressions. He altered his visual system to
infrared imagery and had steep temperature gradients rendered as lines. 

Pops suppressed a gasp-suddenly he knew exactly what he was looking at. 

"This room is full of Phinons, Bob. Over a hundred. But they're not
moving. I'm going to step inside. Be ready if I start firing, but I have a
hunch they aren't going to even notice me." Pops moved into the room.
Nothing stirred. Bob followed behind him. 

Almost every depression held a Phinon, facedown, arms thrust straight out
in front of the head to clasp hands with another Phinon in the neighboring
depression. Each pair was immobile, though Pops was able to see with his
view setting that the bodies were warm and that some kind of Phinon
"heart" was beating within each. 

"Well, now just what the hell do you think this is all about?" 

The words startled them and Bob gave a visible start. The two had been
making their observations in silence. It was Rick, who had been monitoring
Pops' visuals, making a comment. Pops said, "I was going to say, 'God only
knows,' but I'm not so sure even about that." 

It was Bob who noticed the first movement among one pair of alien bodies.
But it was not the bodies themselves that were moving, but something on
them. 

"Can you see that, Pops?" Bob whispered, pointing. 

Pops could. 

On the back of the right shoulder of both of the Phinons something was
detaching itself. As his vision system improved the view, Pops' first
impression was that an eight-legged starfish was lifting itself off the
shoulders and trying to stand up. As he watched he substituted "mechanical
spider" for "starfish" in his mind, and was fascinated as the little
entity actively pulled itself up out of the Phinon's flesh, shedding bits
of skin and strings of wet flesh. Once entirely free, the tiny hydraulic
spider set off down the right arm of the Phinon body. 

The spider on the paired body, freeing itself at almost exactly the same
moment, did likewise. 

"Fascinating," Pops and Bob heard through the comm. Rick sounded
entranced. 

"You know, I believe there's a section on these things in the Phinon
material," Bob said. "They found this thing on the dried out Phinon
Michaels killed, but they couldn't figure out what the hell it was." 

Each spider continued down the arms, crossed over respectively to the
other Phinon of the pair, and then situated itself again by the right
shoulder. Once there, they seemed to be going about trying to rebury
themselves. 

"This is a mating chamber," Pops said. "By God, they're mating. They go
into a complete stupor so those spider things can get loose and crawl to
where they need to go. That's how they exchange DNA." 

"I think you're right," Rick said. "Somehow I don't think Phinon porno
shows are likely to be a hit, though." 

Pops noticed that many of the other pairs now showed spiders making their
short pilgrimages and decided it was time to get going. 

"This looks a little too easy, but I think we should gather up one of
those frozen pairs and haul ass," Pops said. "If they start moving we'll
try the PMDP." 

The Phinon pair closest to them was nearly finished mating, if that's what
it was, so Bob and Pops waited until the two spiders seemed to be dug in.
"I just thought of something," Bob said. "What if the spiders don't stay
put, but drop sperm or something and then return to their original
bodies?" 

"Do you want to wait and see?" Pops retorted. "Could take days for all we
know." 

"I'll take the closest one," Bob said. "We might have to pull them apart,
though. Looks like they're holding on to each other pretty tightly." 

"Of course," Pops observed. "Haven't you ever been in love?" 

"Do Phinons love?" Bob asked. 

"I don't know. Their sex looks pretty mechanical to me," Rick said,
laughing at his own joke. 

Bob stepped next to the Phinon pair and tried to separate the hands.
"Geez, it's like trying to pull apart a heavy chain," he said, and cranked
up his suit power. At several tons of force the hands came apart, actually
shattering and exploding at the release of energy rather than ungrasping,
and sending a loud ripping noise echoing through the chamber. 

The other pair of locked hands unclasped then, and the lights came on. 

Armed Phinons were pouring in from the door on the far side of the room,
spreading out over the floor, walls, and ceiling, moving on three limbs,
holding a weapon in the remaining one, which with some of them was a foot.

"Oh holy damn!" Pops said. He turned and sent a grenade into the far door.
The concussion of the explosion sent Phinons flying and even bounced Bob,
who was not ready for it, off the closest wall, but he recovered quickly. 

The separated Phinons were still in a stupor. "Get them in the bags, Bob.
Fast! I'm going to blow out that airlock once we have 'em secured." Bob
got to it and Pops watched the other Phinons in the chamber. They were
picking themselves up from the explosion, and Pops nailed them one by one
with his laser. Only one got off a shot of its own, and then only at the
instant that Pops hit it with his own burst, and the shot hit the wall
above their heads, exploding the rock and pelting them with gravel
shrapnel. 

Bob had the two Phinons loaded into the rescue bags. Pops saw that more
Phinons were again coming through the destroyed door, and he sent another
grenade in that direction. This time Bob braced himself before the
concussion hit. 

"Stand clear," Pops ordered, and he fired down the short airlock tube. He
watched as the door on the end glowed red then bubbled outward and burst.
This caused the inner door to immediately reclose as the pressure dropped,
but Pops grabbed it and tore it right off its hinge and the air whooshed
through the tube. 

The resulting wind pulled Phinon breeding pairs out of their depressions,
and though they were tossed about the chamber, they showed no sign of
waking up, remaining as stiff as planks in a tornado. The few living
Phinons from the far door were too busy trying to breathe to fire at them.

"Through the tube!" Pops ordered, and Bob took one of the rescue bags with
him. Pops followed with the other. 

Once in the major tunnel, the two hit their jets and tore off back toward
the main shaft that led to the surface. 

Once there, Pops looked up. He could see no stars. 

"They closed the outer door," he said. "Shit!" 

They he noticed that dozens of doors along the tunnel were opening. 

"We can blast through the outer door," Bob said. He was still looking up. 

"If we get a chance," Pops said. "But they're after us." 

"Oh shit," Bob said, himself now seeing the doors opening. 

Pops checked his suit indicator. They were still in vacuum. That was too
bad. He'd hoped the Phinons would start filling up the space with air,
then another good grenade would blow away the outer door and he and Bob
would be all set. But this time the Phinons that began emerging were
wearing suits, and carrying arms. 

"You head upward with the bags, Bob," Pops said. "And blast your way out.
I'll hover down here just inside the shaft and hold them off. Otherwise
they'll cut us to pieces on the way up." 

Bob hesitated. "No, I'll hold them off. You take the Phinons back to the
ship." 

"My suit is better than yours, Lieutenant. And you can't abandon the ship.
She's yours. Have some faith. I'll follow along as soon as you're clear,"
Pops said. Pops handed over his Phinon. 

In return, Bob detached his ammunition cache and handed it to Pops.
"You'll need this more than I will," he said. Then Bob clapped him on the
shoulder and set off, holding both Phinons in one hand, his other hand
free to shoot. 

Pops hovered near the wall of the shaft. A spacesuited Phinon with a
weapon appeared. It was the classic Phinon hand weapon-an X-ray laser with
a beam of adjustable length. The beam was glowing a bright white, waste
energy trickling out, looking like a three-meter-long, white-hot lance.
Pops picked off the Phinon with his laser. 

Then another came into view. And another. 

Pops anchored himself to the wall. He fired a grenade that exploded
against the big door directly at the bottom of the shaft, but without
atmosphere down there only bits of shrapnel were left to whiz through the
vacuum and strike a Phinon or two. 

He settled for picking them off with the laser as they came into view.
This time none of them were fleeing when one of them fell. Guess there's
no flight when they're in their own hive, Pops thought. He knew he was
likely to soon be overwhelmed. Of course, there was one other thing Pops
had left that he could do, but he'd have to wait until Bob was clear
before he tried it. 

So the Phinons kept coming and dying and coming. 

And coming. 

Back aboard the Hyperlight, Rick had not noticed immediately when the
Phinons appeared. He had been watching Bob's attempt to separate the
hands, and when they came apart, he'd exclaimed: "Holy smoke. I got to see
that again." 

Without delay Rick had switched the screen to a slow motion replay, and
watched as the intertwined fingers refused to disentangle, and finally
they all simply sheared away at once. 

When he switched back to real time, he saw that the lights had come on and
Pops and Bob were in the middle of a fight. 

Don't call them. They're pros. They don't need to be interrupted, he
thought. 

Rick watched through Pops' suit the Phinon onslaught and the subsequent
slaughter being meted out by Pops. He had to restrain himself from calling
out to the commander when he noticed an alien that he was sure Pops had
missed, only to watch said alien die an instant later. 

Rick watched their flight down the main tunnel. He watched as more Phinons
began to emerge. He overheard the discussion Pops and Bob had about who
should stay. He watched Bob fly up the shaft with the two Phinons, then
switched screens and watched Pops shooting at off-screen Phinons when Bob
turned back to look. 

Bob called. "Get into the pilot's bubble, Rick, and cover me with the
antipersonnel laser once I clear the shaft. Shoot anything that moves that
isn't either me or Pops." 

"Yes . . . Lieutenant," Rick replied. This was actually the first moment
of the trip where Rick had felt the weight of command upon the shoulders
of his friend. "And be careful, Bob. I can't pilot the ship home alone." 

"If something happens to both me and Pops, you know how to set the
self-destruct, right?" Bob asked. 

"I rigged it, remember? The mass converter will overload. We'll take the
whole comet with us and they'll even see the fireworks back home." 

Bob slowed rapidly as he approached the door covering the shaft. He jetted
along beneath it, inspecting the locking mechanism on one side, and the
hinges on the other, and came to a decision. 

He looked at the Phinons through the transparent quadrant in each rescue
bag. They still looked soundly comatose. 

Near each of the myriad tunnels intersecting the shaft were small
projections. Bob picked out two at random about ten meters below the door
on the side away from the hinges and hooked a Phinon to each. Then he
jetted back up to the hinges and set a charge under each one. He forced
himself to take extra time positioning the explosives to guarantee that
the first blast would be the only one. 

Bob looked down the shaft once more. Pops was still firing, but far more
often now. "You holding your own, Pops? I'm about to blow the door. Watch
out for shrapnel coming down." 

"That's the . . . least of my worries . . . right now," Pops replied. 

Though concerned for his friend, the best thing Bob could do for Pops
right now was to get the door open. "Here goes," he said. 

Bob had dropped back down to where he'd left the Phinons. He detonated the
charges. The silent explosion threw chunks of ice and rock out into space.
He looked up and was pleased to see the dented circle of the shaft door
tumbling rapidly in the direction of Ursa Major, right in the middle of
the star-filled circle. 

"Success, Pops! You, too, Rick. I'm on my way." 

Bob collected up the rescue bags, then thought he felt something move
inside one of them. For a moment he froze, then slowly brought the bags
closer to look inside. He saw only a comatose Phinon in the first bag. In
the second, the Phinon stared back at him. 

Startled, Bob reflexively held the bag as far away from his face as he
could, but he continued to look inside and watched as the Phinon lifted
its damaged left hand in front of its face and looked it over. It did not
seem to be in pain and after a few seconds ignored its hand and started
testing the strength of the rescue bag, as if it had simply noted the fact
of its hand's demise, but didn't actually care. 

It didn't seem to have noticed Bob at all. 

It pushed out hard on the rescue bag. "Shit. It's trying to break out,"
Bob whispered to himself. Briefly he considered shooting it, then realized
that if it broke out, it would simply die. The rescue bag was the only
thing between it and vacuum. 

What an idiot I am! He remembered the ampules of PMDP, retrieved one, and
drove the stinger through the material of the bag. The bag would reseal
itself from such a small hole. 

The Phinon ceased moving. 

You were right, Sammi. He drove another ampule into the other Phinon even
though it had yet to show any signs of waking up. 

Bob found it more than a little ironic that he had just saved a Phinon's
life. He never thought he'd ever be inclined to do that. 

The firefight below was still going on. Bob didn't want to distract Pops
again by calling, but he was afraid for the old man. Pops was firing
continuously now, yet there seemed to be no shortage of Phinons to refill
the ranks. 

He called anyway. "Pops, can you rocket up here?" 

Pops was short of breath. "No. Sorry, Lieutenant. There's too many.
They'll . . . cut me down from below if I give them . . . half a second to
aim." 

"I'm coming back down," Bob said. "The door is gone, now. I'll help and
we'll both get out of this." 

"No, God damn it! You're the only other pilot. I don't need the . . .
freaking cavalry! Get those Phinons to the ship. That's what we came out
here to do. I've been in . . . deeper shit than this." 

There were plenty of Phinons to shoot at. 

Pops had lost track of how long he'd been shooting. His FEL UV laser had
long since lost its charge. He was also out of grenades and had fewer than
a score of bullets for his slug thrower. He was using the suit laser now,
and with its power pack, he could keep firing forever, or at least until
it overheated. 

Rick called him. "I've been watching Pops, and doing a count. They're
definitely thinning out. You're going to get out of this, old man." 

"Thanks for the . . . vote of confidence," he said. But then after another
minute he decided that Rick was right, and thirty seconds after that
decided he could make a dash for it. 

Pops took three more shots at the closest Phinons then pushed off into the
center of the shaft. 

But when Pops looked up he did not ignite his jets. 

Above him, seemingly every door to every tunnel that intersected the shaft
was open, and suited Phinons were pouring out of every one. 

Pops estimated that somewhere between fifty and a trillion aliens were
dropping towards him. They entirely blotted out the stars above. 

"Aw, shit," Pops said. "Bob, where are you?" For some reason, the
lieutenant didn't answer. He should be back to the ship by now, he
thought. Or damn close. "Rick, do you know where Bob is?" 

"I can't raise him either," Rick replied. 

"Keep trying. And forgive me, Rick," Pops said. "But I'm going to have to
kill myself." 

"What? No!" 

"Do you see what I'm looking at?" 

"Oh." 

The detonation of the power core in Pops' suit sent a sword of flame, and
hundreds of glowing Phinons, kilometers into space. 

IX 

Sammi did not like trying to sleep in normal gravity. Despite having grown
up on Earth, where she had always slept in a one-gee field and never even
thought about it, since her arrival on the Moon, and particularly, since
the apartment she and Steve had shared had variable gravity controls and
could nullify the artificial one-gee field extant throughout Luna City,
she found sleeping in her bed at the High Command to more often be a chore
than a refreshing respite. Her dreams in particular were often a daunting
difficulty to be endured. 

Like many exceptionally creative people, Sammi had an active dream life.
Oftentimes it was in dreams that she would solve technical problems that
had proved intractable during waking hours. One of her biggest delights
when she went to live on the Moon was discovering, with Steve, that sex in
one-sixth gee was much like sex in dreams in that the people involved had
nearly no weight. But now that she was sleeping in one-gee fields again,
even the weightlessness of sexual dreams had departed, and the vague
eroticism of what dreams remained seemed to involve lovemaking with
faceless slabs of meat. 

At this moment she was again dreaming, and though the images that played
through her mind would not have looked sexual to an outside observer,
within the dreamscape of her mind there was an underlying charge of desire
waiting to burst forth. Strangely, what Sammi was seeing was a military
base perched on a cold, lonely rock somewhere out in deep space. Her mind
told her that this was Slingshot, but what she saw didn't look anything at
all like the original had. But no matter-there were other lessons her mind
had to teach her in this dream. 

As she lay there, she started to toss in her bed, because the views were
starting to hit her in sensitive emotional areas. She saw great System
Patrol battleships cruising out of the darkness, and then there appeared
from the blackest depths the characteristic bizarre shapes of Phinon
spaceships, just like those that had attacked Slingshot, only in this case
there were hundreds instead of two. Soon the alien ships were blasting
away at the base, and in a strange twist out of the ordinary, she felt she
was one of the battleships, but that her "legs" were caught in the muck of
dreamsleep, where nothing she could do would result in anything other than
slow motion. Try as she might, she could do nothing to stop the Phinons
from wreaking havoc on the base. 

She saw a lifeboat emerge and fly into the stars. 

In the dream she was suddenly released from her incarnation as a
battleship, and now she was a free spirit flying loose in space, observing
the appalling tableau. She chased the lifeboat, caught up with it, was
about to enter it when it turned around, in her dream violating the laws
of momentum, but no matter. It was heading back toward the base, and again
she chased it, trying to catch up, but having more trouble this time. 

She had to tell Steve not to do it. She had to tell him to flee this time,
to not try to take out the alien ship. 

To come back to her and make her happy again. 

She could see the Phinon ship, firing away at the base. She could see the
lifeboat ahead of her, continuing to accelerate. She redoubled her efforts
and slowly she closed on the lifeboat. As a dream ghost she was able to
enter through the drive tubes. The plasma coursing through her felt
tingly. She emerged from the engine into the central room, and looked up
front to see a figure standing at the pilot's station, peering out the
window, delicately touching the controls. 

"No, Steve! Turn aside! Don't do this!" she screamed, but there was no
sound. She tried to rush to him, but now she had legs, and they were
caught in the slow motion muck, and she had to trudge forward. 

Slowly she got closer. If only she could look in his face she could get
him to stop. She could see the approaching form of the Phinon ship growing
in the window. 

Finally she reached him. She put her hand on his shoulder and jerked him
around. She stared into his face. 

It was the face of Lieutenant Robert Nachtegall. 

"Aauugh!" she screamed and jumped up in her bed, the dream dissolving into
her gloomy room. 

"Oh, shit," she said quietly. "Oh . . . Oh . . ." The clock said 0547.
That was close enough to morning for her, and she got out of bed and went
for a cup of coffee. Unfortunately, the autochef had yet to make it since
Sammi ordinarily didn't get up for another hour, so she overrode the
controls to get the coffee started, and tried desperately to forget the
dream by thinking about her work while she waited. 

Now that brought a smile to her face. She had made tremendous progress on
her genanites, had pushed the envelope of the whole genano field well
beyond what she would have thought was possible within the next ten years
only a few scant months ago. Too bad she couldn't publish any of her
results until after the Phinon situation was settled. The best she could
do was to tell Andy, but try as he might, he was not genano engineer
enough to keep up with her. She recalled her civilian view of military
scientists, how she used to look down her nose at them as being less than
competent. But now she knew what it was like from the other side, and
understood the kind of frustration so many of them must have felt at doing
tremendous things in science but being denied the emotional satisfaction
of publication, and having thus to have to put up with the bigoted-yes,
that was the word-views of the academics. 

She wondered now why she'd ever felt that way. The minute she walked into
the labs at the High Command, she saw the type of equipment that she was
to be turned loose on, and knew that the top-of-the-line stuff she'd been
using on the Martian Terraforming Project was primitive in comparison.
Indeed, the military could afford to buy the best-and hire the best, for
that matter. No, what had separated the academics from the military
scientists had never been competence, only ideology. Even poor Andy Fine
was no slouch as a biologist. 

Since Sammi had no access to live Phinons, she'd had to work on making
"wide-spectrum" genanites that could get along in any of the possible
Phinon environments that she could imagine. She'd managed to eliminate the
need for a bacteriological host. Once she had live Phinons on hand, then
only some tailoring would be necessary to optimize her genanites for their
task. 

She was convinced that she'd been entirely successful. 

Now, if only the guys would get back. 

The coffee was almost finished, so while she waited the final minute, she
went to her workstation and tried to call Dykstra, just to ask if he'd
heard any more about where their friends were. But there was no answer. 

She shrugged and got herself that cup of coffee. 

Where could Bob and the others be? What did any of them know about
hyperspatial journeys? As she sipped her coffee, she reflected on the
miracle that had taken them from nothing to FTL drives in only months. And
not just theory, but an actual spaceship. Of course, the ongoing miracle
of technology had helped a lot. Despite Dykstra's genius, and also that of
Hague, modern computers and computer-controlled manufacturing had much to
do with their success. Had Oppenheimer had modern equipment, he might have
built the atomic bomb by himself in a few months. 

Technology had made it easier to jump from the known to the unknown, and
make it known, in record time, and she could conjure up a thousand
scenarios to explain why the guys were late in returning. Or even why
they'd never return at all . . . 

Enough of that. She left her room and went to the lab. 

She checked up on her cultures, a routine matter in which she noted the
levels and variations in various metabolic processes, and as expected, all
was well. She sat down at her laboratory workstation and went to work on
her PKSs. Phinon Kill Scenarios. Yeah! she thought, but barely noticed
that she did. The work on scenarios could have been done just as well on
her home workstation, except that the Patrol would not let any of the
information on the computer out of the lab, period. Her lab workstation
had no outside connections at all. But this was fairly typical in the
ultrasecret labs. 

There was still a question as to just how the Phinons could best be
exposed to her genanites. Her assumption was that sooner or later a
missile carrying her bugs would intercept a Phinon ship and deliver its
payload inside. Then what? 

Her best scheme at present was to use the two different strains of
genanites that she'd thought of earlier, though now she called them the
"virulent pausers" and the "acute infectors." However, she'd lately
figured out a way to make one strain serve both purposes. 

Once the genanites were inside, upon first generation divisions, roughly
half of the next generation would become the pausers, and the other half
the infectors. Thus, some of the Phinons within the ship would show the
symptoms of infection immediately and begin dying promptly. The remainder
would be infected, but the genanites wouldn't activate their "rusting
machinery" until a certain amount of time, an amount yet to be determined,
counted off by tiny, incorporated biological atomic "clocks," had elapsed.
This would give them time to return to their homes-assuming they had
homes-and infect more Phinons there. 

The mechanics of this scheme, though simple to explain, were fiendishly
difficult to accomplish. Sammi had to design the genanites so that once a
Phinon was infected with one type, the other strain would leave that
individual alone. Otherwise, all of the Phinons would die from the
immediate form. One thing that worried Sammi was that the Phinons left
alive wouldn't flee. Now that would be a problem. Perhaps when the
Hyperlight got back they'd have enough information about the Phinons'
distribution throughout the Oort cloud so that another infection scheme
might present itself. 

Today she wanted to work out what would happen after the Phinons in the
Oort cloud were infected. She supposed that they'd all either die out
there or flee trying to get away. 

And go where? 

Nobody knew where the Phinons had come from. It was obvious that they had
evolved on a planet, because their bodies were clearly designed with
gravity in mind. In fact, they still lived with artificial gravity fields
in their ships, despite occupying a living space where fractional gee
surface gravities were the norm, and thus must have had artificial gravity
almost right from the beginning of their leaving their home planet. 

She'd had conversations with Dykstra on this point. He was certain that
the Phinons had never developed a sublight drive that worked within the
Hague Limit, and so over time probably gave up living in or even utilizing
the Hague volumes around stars at all. They probably occupied cometary
haloes spread throughout interstellar space-with their hyperdrive they'd
never notice the difference when they crossed the subtle gravitational
divide that separated far-flung comets into those that belonged to one
star or another. And that brought up the question of the extent of Phinon
occupation. Given time, they could occupy the entire interstellar volume
of the galaxy. 

Sammi called up a view of the galaxy, and a beautiful three-dimensional
image, slowly rotating for effect, appeared in the holotank. Okay, let's
just suppose you guys do own the whole galaxy. How long will it take to
get rid of you all? She could ignore the fact that Hague volumes contained
no Phinons-on this scale Hague volumes were insignificant. She thought
about the conditions that were supposed to apply at the galactic core,
tried to figure out how close the Phinons could live to that hellish
gravitational/electromagnetic maelstrom, and guessed at a correction. 

The rest was easy. The Phinon hyperdrive allowed a speed of 24c. The
galaxy was just over one hundred thousand light-years in diameter. Factor
in the added time required by the uninhabitability of the galactic core,
and other technical considerations known only to me, she thought, and out
came a figure very close to five thousand years. 

Just for fun, Sammi directed the Milky Way image to play out the scenario,
with infected sectors going black. She linked the time element to the
galactic rotation rate. Five minutes equals two hundred million years.
Ready, set, go. The whole galaxy went black almost instantly. 

With immense satisfaction Sammi ran the scenario again and again. That's
it. You can all die for killing Bob- Oh! 

She shut off the display. The holotank went dark and she was able to see
her reflection in the side of the tank. Who are you? Just who the hell are
you? What happened to that idealist who wouldn't let Major Moore recruit
her to kill aliens? 

In a fog, she walked back to her room. She tried to call Dykstra again,
but still there was no reply, and no autoindicator of when he'd return.
She then checked her own messages and there found a short one from Dykstra
indicating that he had business off Luna and that he'd call her when he
got back. 

Dykstra was the only real friend she had at the High Command. And right
now she desperately needed to talk to a friend. 

She made another call. It was answered promptly. "Martha," Sammi said. "I
want to visit for a few days. I mean, I need to visit." 

Nikki Le watched through the window as the Belt ship lifted off from the
surface of the tiny Earth-crossing asteroid where she, Knoedler, and
Dykstra had just finished their meeting with the representatives from the
Belt. For her, much of the meeting was a mystery since she wasn't privy to
it. She was along simply because she was the only person handy who had
actually had an encounter with the Phinons and Colonel Knoedler had
decided she should be there to regale the Belters with tales of her
adventures, such as they were. But once she finished telling her side,
she'd been sent to her room to cool her heels until the rest of the-what?
negotiations?-had been completed. 

There was nothing special about the Belt ship that had brought the two
representatives. It was just a simple inner system transport, standard
transportation for jaunting around space from Mercury to the Belt. The
ship she was in wasn't much better, just a military light transport,
though defanged for this meeting (although there were some peculiar pods
attached to the stern that she didn't know the reason for). And the rock
they were on, just a run-of-the-mill stone in an elongated orbit coming in
closer to the Sun than the Earth at perihelion, intersecting the Belt at
its farthest extent, right now handily between the orbits of Earth and
Mars. 

But she had been astonished at how fast they were able to get there. 

She was sure that she had just been at a meeting that would be discussed
at length and ad nauseam in the history books for years to come. Provided
the human race had a future-the Phinons might have something to say about
that. 

The Belt ship thrusted away on repulsors, then lit its torch and soon was
lost among the stars. 

Lost among the stars, that's how she had felt on Deepguard after Luke was
killed. There had been nothing left but a crater when she reached the site
of the laser batteries, and she'd gone into the remains of the base, cried
for what seemed hours, prayed, and slept. The next day she put on her
professional self and tried to find a way to send a laser message, but it
was simply impossible. The day after that she was rescued. She and Luke
hadn't known that the System Patrol had nearly a fleet of military and
scientific vessels on the way to Deepguard to study the aliens. She'd had
no idea that the Phinon Project existed. 

She'd been whisked straight back to Luna, was reassigned to the Phinon
Project, and spent all her time being debriefed. But lately she'd been
doing nothing. She knew too much to go back to an active duty assignment
on a battleship, but not enough to help the geniuses that made up the cast
of the Project. Then Knoedler had requested her services and told her that
he had a plan for her to ultimately visit every spaceship crew in the
System Patrol to brief them on the Phinon threat. 

But first . . . 

Someone knocked on her door. 

"Yes? Come in." 

Dykstra opened the door. "You may rejoin us, Nikki. I'm sorry we couldn't
let you stay with us. But believe me when I say it really was in your best
interest as well as in ours." 

"That's okay, Doctor. I'm just a measly little ensign, after all. The
colonel can order me to swab the deck now if he'd like." 

"Well, the deck is kind of dingy," she heard Knoedler say from behind
Dykstra, then the colonel came into view. 

"No disrespect intended, sir," Nikki hastily said, but to be honest, she
didn't really care what he thought. Recent experiences had given her a
more realistic view on what counted, and what didn't. 

"Oh, sure there was," the colonel said, smiling. "I used to make those
kinds of comments, too. Still do, as a matter of fact." He smiled again. 

"So, am I guilty of treason now, too," Nikki blurted out. "Or is my being
kept in the dark going to save me prosecution in the event you two get
caught?" 

Dykstra turned to the colonel. "She's quicker than most of the people on
your staff, Colonel Knoedler." Then he looked at her. "And certainly a
good deal more honest. Perhaps we'd better 'fess up to the ensign, don't
you think?" 

"Perhaps. What is it you suspect, Nikki?" Knoedler asked. 

Suddenly it's "Nikki" now, eh Colonel? But she found she didn't mind
Knoedler's sudden foray into familiarity. "What I suspect is that the High
Command doesn't know we're here, and would be damned upset if they found
out that you two had been meeting with those representatives from the
Belt, cease-fire notwithstanding. Am I on the right track?" 

"You'll know eventually," Knoedler said, not looking happy. 

Dykstra laughed. "Oh, Colonel. She's got us lock, stock, and barrel.
Nikki, you just want to know the whole story, don't you?" 

"Yes." 

"Why?" Dykstra asked. 

"Vengeance. The Phinons killed someone dear to me. I want to be at the
front of the phalanx that does them in." 

"Okay," Knoedler said. "I'll give you the crisp little version. Although
I'm not acting entirely on my own, I'll take the fall for those above me
that sanctioned this meeting if things don't go right. The bottom line is
that some of us think that the Phinon threat is the real danger to the
Solar Union, not the Belt, and we want their help in dealing with the
aliens. All of the issues separating the Union and the Belt will be moot
once we can go to the stars. We have a cease-fire now and we've been
sharing data, but we haven't told the Belt about several new technological
advances that we've figured out from our collection of alien artifacts.
And unfortunately, there are plenty of folks who want to use the new
alien-derived technology to annihilate the Belt government once and for
all. Dr. Dykstra and I are not among the latter group." 

"The new technology? Like the drive for this ship?" Nikki asked. 

"The colonel surprised me with that, too," Dykstra added. 

"How did you know . . . ?" Knoedler began. 

"I looked out the window, Colonel. I can see Mars. I can see Earth. I know
about where we must be. To get here as fast as we did would have required
one hell of a drive flame. And yet this is a secret mission . . ." 

"Shit," the colonel said. 

"Anything else you want to know, Nikki?" Dykstra asked. 

"Yes. What's the conflict between the two of you? I've picked up a word or
two here and there during the flight. You both agree about how to deal
with the Belt, but there's something else about which you disagree, um . .
. I'd say violently, but you're both too professional for it to come to
that." 

"You're right, Doctor," Knoedler said. "She belongs on my personal staff.
Ensign Le, you're promoted to, er, Lieutenant Commander, and we'll flush
through the paperwork once we get back. And you're not going to waste time
visiting ships in the fleet. You're going to be with me for the rest of
the war." 

"Which one, Colonel?" Nikki asked, doing her best to take the changes in
stride. 

"The one with the Phinons, Commander." 

They had wandered out of Nikki's room and into the middeck. "Now that the
commander is your personal assistant, are we free to disclose the nature
of our disagreement?" Dykstra asked. "I would be very interested in her
opinion. I've already heard from the only other human who fought a Phinon
face-to-face. I'd like to hear about it from Nikki." 

"I believe a briefing is in order," Knoedler said. "Me first. 

"Let's look at some recent history, Nikki. A little over two years ago our
first manned probe to the Oort cloud is met by hostile aliens who cripple
the ship, board, then go about searching the ship in what can only be
called a provocative manner. The one person on board manages to kill one
of these aliens-one of these aliens with a technology one genius I know,"
Knoedler said, nodding at Dykstra, "describes as being no more than a
century ahead of ours-with a spear, no less. The remaining alien flees
without ever firing another shot, and doesn't even bother to destroy the
probe as he's leaving. A bit later we retrieve the man and some alien
artifacts from which we eventually obtain the secret of total mass
conversion. 

"Two years go by without another peep out of the aliens, and then they hit
a secret base out sixty astronomical units from the Sun. That they even
found the damn place is astonishing, but it was one of the few spots out
that far-beyond the Hague Limit, a physical barrier no one but physicists
knew anything about until recently-where accurate measurements of their
ships arriving might have been taken. The two ships proceed to blast the
base, but then, oh joy, one of our lifeboats manages to ram one of the
alien fighters, manages to hit it just right so that the ship is destroyed
except for the drive unit, and then the other, true to form, flees, again
without finishing off the base, which it certainly could have done by
then. And after that encounter, we come away with an alien hyperdrive
motor and within-what was it, two months, Doctor?-we have a theory of FTL
travel, and very shortly after that, an actual working hyperdrive. 

"And then, as if all this wasn't miracle enough, Dr. Dykstra informs us
that not only do we have a hyperdrive, we have one that's better than that
of the aliens, and a nifty sublight reactionless drive for use within the
Hague Limit that the aliens seem to know nothing about. 

"Gee, aren't we lucky?" 

"Congratulations, Colonel. That was an admirably suspicious way of
recounting the past," Dykstra said. "You almost have me convinced." 

"And your conclusion, sir?" Nikki asked. 

"The Phinons gave us the hyperdrive. I don't know why, but suspicious
bastard that I am, I think they have some nasty way to destroy
hyperdrives. The invention is so damn useful that we'd have to employ it
if we want to get beyond the Solar System, and we'd absolutely need it if
we wanted to fight the Phinons. I fear that if we come to rely on their
hyperdrive, and invest totally in building spacecraft employing it, then
we're ripe for an attack that could take us out in the proverbial 'one
blow.' " 

"But how did they know our lifeboat would ram their ship?" Nikki asked,
looking for a hole in the colonel's reasoning. 

"They didn't. But a ship didn't have to ram. That's just what happened in
this case. For all we know, had MacTavish not turned around, in another
minute one of our missiles would have gotten their ship in a different
miraculous strike, again leaving that hypermotor intact." 

"How about that reactionless drive? Dr. Dykstra says they don't have it." 

"He doesn't know that for sure, Nikki. Besides, I'm willing to concede
that they hadn't intended to give that to us. That's why the ships that
hit Slingshot didn't use it. But they really didn't have any way of
knowing that we had a scientist of Dykstra's caliber on the scene who
could figure it out for us even from the deceptive equipment they let us
recover." 

"Thank you for the kind acknowledgment, Colonel," Dykstra said. 

"Yeah, right. Well, it's your turn, Doctor." 

Dykstra turned to Nikki, and it was almost like he was looking right into
her. She hadn't noticed that look from him before-she wondered if it was
something he could turn on and off at will. 

"I agree with the colonel's recitation of the facts, but believe his view
is overly tainted by contact with the nefarious minds of other enemy human
intelligence organizations, and also from a complete ignorance of what the
Phinons are like. That is, from what is revealed about them by their
technology, and from the impressions of them formed by those who have
actually been in contact with them," Dykstra began. 

"I'm not ignorant of those things-" Knoedler began. 

"You're not ignorant of what it says in the reports, Colonel. That is not
to be confused with a genuine understanding," Dykstra snapped,
interrupting. Nikki was impressed by Dykstra's sharpness, both in tone and
of wit. But for some reason she felt sorry for Colonel Knoedler. Here was
a man entrusted with some of the deepest secrets of the System Patrol, and
burdened with some of the greatest responsibilities, but to a man like
Dykstra, these were as nothing. And Dykstra could make you feel that way
about yourself, too. 

"In any case, it would be pointless to reinterpret the colonel's history
lesson. Suffice it to say that where he sees devious duplicity, I see
genuine data deeply revealing of the Phinon mind." 

"I see," Nikki said. "But those differences don't account for what your
fight is about, do they?" 

"Um, that was a policy thing," Knoedler said. "Once we had a
hyperdrive-equipped ship ready, I argued that we should only test it for
one day, that being my compromise between us gathering information on the
drive and minimizing the chances that the Phinons would find out we've
built one. Dr. Dykstra argued that we should send that ship on an
intelligence-gathering operation to the Oort cloud, including the
possibility that our soldiers would collect Phinon POWs. We were supposed
to have reached a compromise on a two-day shakedown cruise. But the good
doctor sent the men to do it his way." 

"To that I have not admitted," Dykstra said. "The Hyperlight is more than
three weeks overdue. We have no idea why. The colonel forgets that even if
I had sent the crew on 'my' mission, they would have returned by now. But
in actuality, both Colonel Knoedler and I were advocating what we
perceived to be a conservative course of action. I felt it was more
important for us to find out about them than it was for us to prevent them
from finding out about us. Besides that, I don't believe that the Phinons
are sufficiently like us for them to even consider the sort of plot that
the colonel fears." 

"Yes, and every damn time I ask you about that you go fuzzy on me and
won't explain yourself clearly," Knoedler interjected. "I only have
experience with humans, Doctor. That's all any of us mortals have." 

"Not so, Colonel. Nikki has a fuller perspective than that. So, Nikki, I'd
like you to tell us what it felt like to fight that Phinon. What were your
perceptions of it, of its mind, of its feelings?" 

Nikki saw the image of a Phinon, transfixed, like a deer dazzled by
headlights. She turned to face Knoedler. "I'm sorry, Colonel," she began.
"But I think Dr. Dykstra is right." 

Sammi used to tell her friends that Martha's home would feel warm even if
the thermostat was turned down to absolute zero. The interior of the
apartment Martha shared with her husband was done in earth tones, the
furniture was cushiony and country (sporting print patterns dominated by
farm animals and harvest scenes), and wood predominated (fake wood, of
course, but damn hard to tell the difference from the real thing). On one
wall was a large fireplace capable of holographically duplicating anything
from a roaring blaze to a mellow intermittent single flickering flame, or
even a bed of glowing coals if one was in the mood. 

Even the "windows" of the apartment contributed to the warmth, playing a
yearlong loop of scenes showing an outdoors typical of the Republic of
Currier and Ives, changing somewhat in sync with the seasons as
experienced near the 45th parallel of the North American continent. At the
moment, the trees "outside" were ablaze with color, and leaves were
leaping to freedom with every breath of wind. 

Sammi was sitting on the couch, looking "out" the window, but her mind was
a million miles away. 

Martha emerged from the kitchen with two crystal mugs of hot cider and
brandy. Martha herself looked much like her furniture, or a comfortable
pillow, soft and cushiony. Steve used to describe her as Sammi's "older
and wider" friend. Despite her looks, she was a topnotch chemist with the
Martian Terraforming Project, and Martha had adopted Sammi as a surrogate
daughter when they first met at the Project's labs. 

"Here we are, Sunshine," Martha said cheerfully, handing one mug handle
first to Sammi then seating herself beside her young friend on the couch.
She took a sip of her drink. "Ah, delicious. So much depends on getting
just the right cinnamon stick. Now, tell Momma Martha what this is all
about. And you really should make a better effort to come see me more
often. I think it would help you a lot." 

"I know," Sammi sighed. "But my work is so . . . hectic. Y'know?" 

Martha hated the System Patrol because she'd lost both her father and her
daughter to Patrol missions that had gone awry. She had been tremendously
hurt when Sammi had also agreed to work for them, and it hadn't helped
that she could not be told the details of what had convinced Sammi to
leave the Project and go to work for the military. So they never talked
about what sort of work Sammi was doing, nor did they discuss the Patrol.
But it was okay to talk about personal things and feelings. 

And men. 

"So why did you need to see me so badly?" 

"I'm having dreams about . . . another man." As she spoke Sammi tried to
bring herself into the here and now, but even with Martha sitting next to
her there was an air of unreality about things. She knew her mind was
trying to keep her detached from the reservoir of emotional pain that had
pooled in the depths of her soul. 

"Tell me about the dream," Martha prompted. 

She recounted an edited and factually false but emotionally accurate
version of last night's dream that conveyed what Sammi had felt but left
Martha in the dark about the classified existence of the Phinons. Keeping
secrets was a tremendous nuisance and Sammi resented the necessity with
every half-truth she uttered. "Somehow I feel like I'm betraying my
husband," she concluded. 

Martha said, "So tell me about this 'Bob' person. What's he like?" 

Sammi thought about Lieutenant Nachtegall; his hair, his face, the way the
tendons in his neck arranged themselves when he turned his head, his eyes,
his hands. She thought about things he'd said to her, his attentiveness
after Dykstra had gone down to Earth. Then with a coyness and a smile that
surprised herself she said, "Everything about him says, 'This is a man.' "

Martha laughed. "I see." 

"It's funny. I thought Steve was a man, too, obviously. But Steve was so
attractive to my mind, so brilliant and intricate. Bob's bright enough,
but my attraction to him is, is-" 

"Centered lower?" Martha asked helpfully. 

"I was going to say 'visceral,' " Sammi said. 

"Samantha," Martha began, and suddenly there was a sadness in her eyes,
Sammi noted. "How long has it been since you last made love?" 

"Well, it was when . . . when . . ." 

The tears gushed out in a flood, unexpectedly, as she remembered her last
time with Steve. Suddenly there was no escaping her feelings, and her lame
attempts to close the floodgates failed utterly. Sobs were torn from her
and Sammi cried like she had not cried since that night Dykstra had come
to tell her the truth about her husband's death. 

Presently the flow of tears subsided and Sammi found herself with her head
on Martha's breast, the older woman gently stroking her hair like all moms
have done with daughters through the ages. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry," Sammi
choked out, ashamed at herself for losing control, yet not lifting her
head nor releasing her embrace of her friend. 

"It's okay, Sunshine. It's okay. When you went to work for the Patrol you
left your friends behind, you left all your support behind, and you
thought work would fill the empty places. It couldn't, little girl. Only
other people could do that." 

"I need to blow my nose," Sammi said. 

After five minutes in the bathroom Sammi felt better, certainly looked
better, and was chagrined to admit to herself how badly she'd needed a
good cry. The rest of her afternoon with Martha was spent pleasantly.
Martha's hobby was baking from scratch and Sammi enjoyed helping her
conjure up a coffee cake, and later relished the difference between the
real thing and the synthesized one as she and Martha consumed the result
while looking out the window at the late afternoon autumn. 

Ultimately, just before Sammi was to leave, their conversation came back
to Sammi's reason for her visit. 

"It is silly of me to think that being attracted to Bob is some sort of
violation of my wedding vows. Maybe I'm just so afraid of feeling for
someone and then being . . . damaged again," Sammi said. 

"Sammi, you're grieving, you're lonely, you're cut off from your friends.
That leaves you with needs that someone has to meet. You might stop having
feelings for Bob once your life is back to normal. On the other hand, the
notion that Steve would expect the rest of your life to be a celebration
of celibate singleness is nonsense. I think all he'd care about is that
you found yourself a genuinely good man." 

"I'm afraid to be hurt again, Martha." 

"Trying to avoid that by hiding yourself in your work and keeping everyone
away is its own form of damage, honey. And it isn't living," Martha said. 

Sammi got ready to leave and Martha wrapped up the rest of the coffee cake
for her to take along. "You might invite Bob over and share this with
him," Martha encouraged, handing Sammi the package. "Will you be able to
see him again, soon?" 

Shazam. Back to reality, Sammi thought sadly. Where are you, Bob? You and
the rest. 

"Yes, soon," Sammi lied. 

X 

Bob noticed a brief flash in his peripheral vision, then his radio died.
"Uh oh." He was jetting ten meters above the surface, a bagful of Phinons
in each hand. Immediately he hit the jets and blasted straight down to the
surface, there to take whatever cover he could amongst the lumps and
ridges of ice. 

After clearing the shaft and arguing with Pops, Bob had mumbled an
inexpert prayer that the old man would somehow be following him soon. But
getting back to the ship with the Phinons was his first priority, yet
carrying two Phinons along with him would tax his jet-maneuvering computer
to the limit unless he found a reasonably balanced way to carry them.
(Pops' power suit, having been designed to accommodate even unwieldy sorts
of weapons platforms, did not have that limitation. Bob swore that he'd
upgrade the minute he was back on Luna.) 

Unfortunately, he also wanted to be able to keep his weapons at the ready,
but after a short period of experimentation, it became clear to the
lieutenant that he couldn't have it both ways. Not unless he wanted to
walk. He didn't. 

He'd had to put down right outside the shaft opening and minutes had
elapsed before Bob actually took hold of the handles again, one in each
hand, and holding the rescue bags extended, jumped off the surface and
headed toward the Hyperlight. He'd had to go gently to avoid tumbling, and
had made it about a third of the way back to where the ship lay grounded,
listening to Pops and Rick commenting about how the ranks of Phinons were
thinning, when his radio died. 

On the way down Bob let go of the bags. They'd likely bounce a bit but
would pretty much stay where they fell despite the trivial surface
gravity. He had a weapon out of its holder and in hand by the time his
feet hit the ground and his gripfields held him fast. 

Bob didn't know what had taken out his radio. He called up his suit
diagnostics and queried, and was shown a readout indicating that the radio
node on his right shoulder had reached a peak temperature of 2043 Kelvins,
but had rapidly cooled to nondangerous levels. 

"Rick? Pops?" he called and silence came back. "Dammit. One of those
bastards must have nicked me." Nicked was right-a straight-on shot from a
Phinon X-ray laser would have flash vaporized Bob's suit material and the
resulting explosion would have been the equivalent of having a grenade go
off one millimeter away. 

Bob had come down into a notch where two thin ridges about three meters
high intersected. He had a clear view of the terrain in the direction of
the ship, but there could be any number of Phinons on the other side of
the ridges by now. 

A full minute passed and nothing happened. 

Since he wasn't about to try flying to the ship again, Bob collected up
the two Phinons, but this time holding both handles in his left hand. He
began the trek back to the ship. After four steps he turned around to see
if anyone was back there. 

Five Phinon faces were looking at him. 

The aliens were hovering just above the ridges, and all had weapons
pointed at him. Bob felt two conflicting instincts; one to start shooting
and the other to hold the rescue bags in front of him like a shield. The
latter impulse, with a push from intuition, won out. 

Unbelievably long, uneventful, seconds passed. 

They don't know what the hell to do, Bob thought. They can see that I have
two of them, but they don't know why, or what it means. Judas Priest! They
don't look angry or mad. They just look confused. Still, Bob was certain
that they'd figure out what to do if he started shooting. Or walking
again. 

Then like a single unit, the Phinons slowly descended to the surface. They
maintained their confused stares at Bob, and after they were all down,
they just stood there, watching, as the lieutenant remained immobile. 

Shit, shit, shit! Now what? Throw my captives at them and bolt? They'll
cut me to shreds the second I'm clear of the bodies. And I can't get all
five of them with my gun. I don't even have a Goddamn grenade on me! I
gave them all to Pops. 

Without warning, the ground hit him on the feet like an enormous hammer
and threw Bob and the Phinons right off the surface and into space, and he
was briefly blinded by the flare of the blast from the detonation of Pops'
suit. He was tumbling, and he could feel the gentle, sequential bursts
from the jets as his suit, having sensed its situation, was trying to
bring him into a stable orientation. It seemed to be taking an unusually
long time. Bob was still holding on to the Phinons. He put his gun away
and blindly shifted one of the aliens to his right hand. He was stable
again within seconds, and abruptly his suit vision returned. 

It was an awesome scene. The randomly chosen orientation the suit had
stopped him in placed him with the mass of the comet looming on his left,
and less than a hundred meters away, the still brightly luminous shaft of
incandescent gas pouring out of the hole where, Bob now knew, Pops had
died. Everywhere partial, glowing Phinons were scattering into the velvet
abyss, and after a few seconds of observation Bob noted that he was also a
part of this scattering, his proper motion having in only seconds
separated him more than two hundred additional meters from the surface of
the icy world. Looking more carefully, Bob saw that some of the Phinons
around him were still whole, noticed that maneuvering jets were flaring
from their suits, and realized that these were the same ones who had
intercepted him on the way back to the ship. 

As the only human out there, Bob was sure they'd notice him soon. 

Bob scanned the sky around him and it took only moments to locate all five
of the Phinons who had been thrown off the comet with him, for all had to
employ suit jets to orient themselves, and the tiny flares were easy to
differentiate from the pinpoint stars despite some of them being over a
kilometer away by now. 

"Where the hell is the ship!" Bob shouted into the hollow of his helmet.
Without his communications, he had no idea what had happened to Rick and
the Hyperlight. Had she been shaken off the surface, too? Her gripfields
were much stronger than those in Bob's suit. On the other hand, staying on
the surface might have been more damaging to the ship than being tossed
off. "Where are you, Rick?" He searched the surface of the comet, but by
now the explosion had played out and Bob found he had no idea of where to
look for the ship. 

He gave up the search for a second and looked once again for the Phinons.
Now he could see that all had suit jets flaring, and that they were all
coming toward him. And worse, even more were now pouring up into the sky
from other tunnels from other areas on the surface. 

Suddenly the head of one of the Phinons of the gang of five exploded, and
its remains vectored off towards Bob's feet. Bob smiled. He recognized the
signature of an anti-personnel laser set on full. 

He looked, with respect to his orientation, up, and there above him was
the (glorious!) silhouette of the Hyperlight, APL cluster fully extended,
and the airlock door open, waiting for him. Again the APL erupted, and Bob
turned in time to see another Phinon die. 

And also in time to see two Phinon fighters rise into space from beyond
the curve of the comet. 

Bob hit his jets, blasting at full, aiming for the airlock. 

Rick Vander Kam was not having a good time. Left alone in the ship, there
was nothing he could do to help his friends and was forced to simply
monitor and record what Pops and Bob were doing. He found that trying to
pay attention to both sets of action since they split up was extremely
difficult. 

Although at first monitoring the views coming from both men, since Bob's
return initially consisted of nothing but images of the shaft, Rick was
able to focus on the fight Pops was having. Once Bob got to the door, Rick
again tried to pay equal attention to both. Rick listened to the exchanges
between the two men but decided not to interrupt, even after Bob had blown
the door but seemed ready to drop into the shaft to help Pops. 

When Bob finally jetted off the surface after tangling with the two
Phinon-filled rescue bags, Rick again focused on the battle within the
comet, and offered encouragement when he saw that Pops was close to
killing all comers. 

He wasn't paying attention when Bob's return went dead, and only turned in
time to watch the screen flicker once and go black. 

"Oh, shit. What happened to Bob?" Rick muttered. Immediately Rick set up a
replay of the last few seconds of signal from Bob and called up a
telemetry analysis program. One of the rules learned early in the days of
space exploration was "Never turn off the radio!" How a signal dies can
tell one a lot about what happened to the transmitter. Rick reached the
instant of failure and the analysis routines expanded the signal trace,
showing a maze of squiggly lines on the screen that all suddenly went
flat. That was actually the best news that Rick could have hoped for. It
meant that the problem probably originated with the transmitter.
Otherwise, telemetry signals from other parts of Bob's suit would have
shown distortions just before the transmitter failure. 

While concentrating on the loss of signal from Bob's suit, Rick still was
listening with a fraction of his attention to the audio coming back from
Pops. He heard Pops say: "Aw shit. Bob, where are you?" 

Rick knew he'd never forget his last few words with Pops, nor the sick
feeling he'd had inside when he saw the descending cloud of Phinons that
Pops was looking at, and knew what the old commander was about to do. 

The explosion still surprised him. 

A thousand things went through Rick's mind all at once, but the most
important was the intuitional technical sidebar relating the explosive
force of a suit self-destruct to the probable magnitude of cometary
surface movement at the radial distance of the Hyperlight from ground
zero. Instantly Rick was out of his seat and into the pilot's, with one
hand motion killing the gripfields and activating the Hyperlight's
repulsors. 

The ship bounced off the surface simultaneously with the glare from the
suit explosion suddenly illuminating the control bubble. Rick glanced back
to his monitoring station. All the screens were blank. 

There was no reason to examine the LOS trace from Pops' suit. 

Rick stayed in the bubble and started searching for Bob. He had all of the
scanners going and had redirected the visuals from the APL system to the
nav screen because it allowed for better magnification. 

There was so much to search, Rick found, as he watched the scattering
Phinon bodies. With a few adjustments Rick was able to focus only on
bodies that seemed to be keeping station and a fixed orientation. He
expected to find one-or none, if Bob was dead. He found six. 

A soft chime sounded calling Rick's attention to the Dykdar scanners.
"Rats," was all Rick could say as the display indicated that two Phinon
ships were on their way out of the comet. 

Okay, how much time before those ships arrive? Not much. Let's see if I
can find Bob. Not that one. Another Phinon. Phinon. Phinon. There he is!
Thank God he's alive! Damn, he's not looking toward the ship-probably
doesn't know I'm above him. Those Phinons are after him. Rick hit the
switch that opened up the exterior airlock door. I'll kill the Phinons,
Bob. You just get your ass up here. The APL fired. Rick watched the Phinon
die. 

Bob watched, too. Rick could actually see the lieutenant look in his
direction, and silently rejoiced when his jets fired even as the APL
killed another alien. Then Rick saw the Phinon ships, too. This is going
to be close! 

Rick burst out of the control bubble to wait for Bob at the airlock. The
wait was interminable even though he could calculate the number of seconds
that must elapse before Bob would hit the lock. 

Five, four, three, two- CLANG. You're early, Bob. Rick hit the switch to
close the lock, saving Bob the precious seconds to do so himself, then
activated the slam repressurization and the lock came up to full
atmosphere in two seconds. 

The inner lock door opened and Bob thrust out the Phinons to Rick. "Throw
these in the stateroom," he ordered. 

"Two ships are coming," Rick said. 

"Saw 'em," Bob replied. His suit split like a clamshell and Bob was on his
way to the pilot's bubble before its pieces hit the floor. 

Rick hauled the two Phinons to the aft stateroom and threw one on each
bunk. What would Pops think? Rick wondered. This had been his room. For an
instant Rick wondered if he should jolt the Phinons with another dose of
Sammi's drug. He looked at his watch and was shocked to realize that less
than twenty minutes had elapsed since Bob had first knocked them out. He
left them in the rescue bags for now-that was the safest place for them. 

Rick went forward and dropped into the copilot's seat. He noticed that the
shields were up but the ship was still near the comet. "I'm keeping the
comet between us and the Phinon ships until I have our vector for home
laid in," Bob said, not looking up from what he was doing. 

Rick monitored all of the scanners. With the Dykdar he could see the trace
of the Phinon ships. They'd split up and were suddenly coming at them from
opposite directions from around the comet. 

"Okay, got it," Bob said. "Time to fight or time to run or some reasonable
combination thereof." The Hyperlight accelerated away from the comet and
the Phinon ships were instantly after them. 

The Phinons fired missiles, wicked little darts moving out at incredible
accelerations. Bob avoided two of them easily, but a third hit the
shields. "No sweat," Rick said, watching the indicators. "We took that one
okay." 

"Great. We'll be in hyperspace in thirty seconds," Bob said. "Just hold
them off." 

Rick trained the Hyperlight's weapons on the marginally closer of the two
Phinon ships. He fired the laser and two "smart rocks," kinetic kill
vehicles driven by small sequential matter-antimatter explosions. The
first smart rock overloaded the Phinon's shields and it collapsed to
nothing but a smile of satisfaction on Rick's face. 

There was a bright flash through the bubble, like a flare igniting. The
Hyperlight shuddered, then settled down. "God dammit! What was that?" Bob
yelled. 

"X-ray laser. Power density way, way, up there! Holy shit!" Rick said. 

"Yeah. Holy shit and the drive is gone," Bob replied. 

Rick was already checking the diagnostics. "We had a squib burn-through of
the shields. Right above the port hyperdrive nacelle. That one's wrecked."

"Gonna be a long walk home," Bob said. 

"Hell no!" Rick shouted, but he was looking at the weapons display. He'd
sent the remaining complement of smart rocks at the Phinon fighter. 

It did the trick. 

"Hell, no!" Rick said again, springing up from the chair. "The sublight
drive is gone, Bob. But we only need one nacelle for hyperdrive. Just give
me a half hour in the engine compartment." 

Rick grabbed his tools and diagnostics equipment from the locker and was
soon sprawled on the aft deck, working like a maniac. 

"Bad news," Bob said over the comm a short time later. "The Dykdar shows a
couple more ships on their way. I'm going to run up the reaction drive.
Might as well buy what time we can." 

Lying on the deck, Rick could feel the rumble as the reaction drive flared
to life, but it was the last thing he noticed outside himself and the
hyperdrive motor. 

The Hyperlight only needed one unit, but the remaining one had been
balanced to work with another, and the adjustments necessary to get it to
function by itself were many and complicated. Still, Rick rose to the
occasion and in exactly 29 minutes turned over and shouted, "Hyperdrive,
now!" 

And they were on their way back home. 

Bob lost track of how long he had been staring out the window at the
monochrome phantasmagoria of hyperspace. Lacking anything else to do after
getting the drive online, Rick had gone off to take a shower ten,
twenty-maybe sixty minutes ago. Bob didn't know. 

He kept part of his attention on the scanners, and no Phinons had followed
them into hyperspace. That was good. 

Still, it didn't change the fact that he'd lost a man. 

Rick finally came forward and slumped into the copilot's chair. His hair
was still wet. Ah, ten minutes ago, Bob thought. 

"I guess I should thank you for saving my life," Bob said. 

"Saved mine, too. But you're welcome. To repay me you can pilot us back
home." 

"The best I can do is the Solar System," Bob answered. "We have almost no
reaction mass left. Our velocity relative to the Sun once we drop out of
drive is going to be around eight hundred kps. But we're going to have to
drop out early because I don't want to get too close to the Hague Limit. I
still remember that artwork Pops showed us of a hyperdrive motor hitting
it while activated." 

"What artwork?" 

"Oh. Sorry. I forgot. You were dancing with Paula when he showed me.
Anyway, thirty-five hours from now we're dropping out and then we'll just
coast through the Solar System. But shit, it's going to take us over forty
days just to get to the orbit of Pluto, and we're not going to get any
farther in than the orbit of Uranus." 

"Space is big," Rick said. "Damn." 

Bob ran his hand through his hair, then put his hands behind his head and
leaned back. He sighed. "Rick, what the hell happened to Pops? Did you see
it?" 

Perceptively, Rick said, "He didn't have a choice, Bob. And there was
nothing we could do." Rick briefly described what he'd seen on the
monitors. "I didn't even get a decent chance to say good-bye." 

"I owe my life to Pops, too," Bob said. "If he hadn't done what he did,
the Phinons would have killed me soon. Some leader I am. First Pops saves
my ass, then you save it again, and even after I'm back aboard you have to
save it a third time or we'd be toast back there at the comet." 

"You're forgetting what's in the back stateroom," Rick said. "You brought
the live Phinons back to the ship. That's what's important. That's what
Chris sent us out here to do. Pops knew what price might have to be paid.
So did my dad. So did you." 

"Dammit, I know that!" Bob said. "It just doesn't feel that simple." 

After that there wasn't much to say-or do, except to wait until breakout.
Bob took his own shower, then returned to the control bubble and refined
his estimates for breakout time, and calculated just how close to the
inner system he'd be able to bring his crippled ship. 

Of course, once they left hyperdrive, they could always radio for help,
but that would mean the Belt would find out about them. And the
hyperdrive. 

Rick came forward again. "I was just checking on the aliens. I took them
out of the bags. They're not stirring yet, but I don't know what the hell
we're going to do with them the whole time we're coasting back into the
system. I don't think we have enough ampoules to keep them sedated that
long, and even if we did it would probably kill them, I'd think." 

"Yeah. I think we're going to have to send out an SOS, but I'd rather the
Belt didn't find us first." 

"We're coming back awfully late, anyway," Rick said. "Maybe Chris will
have the Patrol monitoring deep space for us continuously." 

"Good point," Bob said. "Only I think it will be Knoedler who will be
looking for us." 

"I don't suppose it matters. The jig is up once we show up with the
Phinons anyway. I just hope Sammi can actually perfect her bugs once she
has those guys." 

Bob was looking at Rick when he mentioned Sammi, but this time he thought
he detected a change in Rick from how he usually talked whenever her name
came up. He decided to keep the topic going. 

"I'm sure she will," Bob said. "She's an awfully smart girl. A genius.
That intimidates the hell out of me. Of course, so do you on that score,
Rick. You can keep up with her." 

"Somehow I don't think IQ is the first thing on Samantha's list when she
thinks about men. I've never found that to be true of any other women,"
Rick said. "Hell, it's not true of me when I think about women," he added
with a grin. 

"You don't think she finds your intelligence attractive?" Bob asked,
continuing the subtle inquisition. 

"Attractive? Certainly. But not sufficient. And quit trying to be sneaky.
You're no good at it. You know I like her, and I know you like her. But
one thing I know that you don't is that she likes you, too." 

"What? Bullshit," Bob said. He'd lost control of this conversation. 

"No, it's not bullshit. Once the sorrow is gone, she'll admit that you get
her all steamy. You think that you're the first uniformed stud that a
technogeek like me has lost out to? Buddy, I know the signs." 

"Okay, then, what's Paula's angle?" Bob asked. "She didn't even see me
when we were introduced." 

"My family has a lot of money," Rick reminded him. 

"So you're saying she's just a gold-digging bitch?" 

"Don't call her that!" Rick said, suddenly angry. 

"Aha!" Bob replied, but then Rick stomped out. 

Rick finished administering another dose of PMDP to each of the Phinons.
Although he recalled that the dosages he was giving would have kept a bull
elephant under for three days, he'd found it necessary to sock the aliens
with another dose every twelve hours or they began to show evidence of
waking up. 

He looked again at the hands, the ones that had been damaged when Pops had
pulled them apart. They were getting better. It looked like the Phinons
had incredible powers of regeneration. Perhaps that was also why the drug
didn't work so well-the alien physiology might simply have regenerated
whatever binding sites were deactivated by the PMDP, rather than waiting
for the drug to clear out on its own. 

Rick found the questions interesting, but not compelling. There were
people on the Moon who could answer those questions. What was of much more
concern to him was that he and Bob didn't have enough ampoules to keep the
Phinons out for the entire duration of their return to Earth-Luna. Or till
their rescue, rather, since no matter what they did, they'd have to call
for help. 

Bob entered the stateroom. "Same thing?" he asked. 

"Yeah. They start stirring after twelve hours. We have enough of the drug
to keep them out for a week or so, but after that we'd either better have
a cage ready or be rescued," Rick replied. 

"It's another consideration," Bob said. 

"Look at the hands," Rick said, pointing. "They're growing back. That hand
there is the one that was shattered. You'd never know it now." 

Bob held up his own hand. "This is the hand I lost when I stole Hague away
from the Belt. This one they put on still doesn't feel right." 

"Breakout is in a few minutes?" Rick asked, changing the subject. 

"Right. That's why I came back here. I want you up front to help me find
out exactly where we are ASAP. That will help us narrow down our options."

"Okay." 

They went up to the control bubble and took their seats. Only seconds
later the Hyperlight emerged from hyperspace right on the mark, and the
reappearance of the stars out of the monochrome was spectacular. 

Really spectacular. 

"Those aren't all stars," Rick said after a few seconds of staring. 

"Damn right they're not," Bob said. "Where in the hell are we? And what do
the scanners show?" 

What the scanners showed was hundreds of thousands, perhaps millions, of
spaceships. What their eyes revealed was the brilliant dazzle of nothing
any more exciting than a powerful reaction drive, multiplied thousands of
times, scattered as far as the eye could see so it was nearly impossible
to separate them from the distant stars. 

"Oh my God," the lieutenant said. "The Phinons put reaction drives on
their spaceships." 

"Which means they want to come inside the Hague Limit. That proves that
Chris was right. The Phinons really didn't have a two-element drive," Rick
said. 

"Look at how many there are," Bob said. "They could be using chemical
rockets and it wouldn't make a hell of a lot of difference. Humans haven't
built that many spaceships in our entire history." 

For the next ten minutes the two shut up and tried to sort out their
situation. They had emerged, surprisingly, less than one astronomical unit
from the Hague Limit. This drew a sharp look from Rick. "We were less than
twenty seconds away from tearing the ship to pieces," he said. 

"Sorry," Bob said. "I was shooting for ten seconds, but I wanted to be
cautious," he added, although he was even more shocked than Rick that
they'd come out so close. 

In addition, they'd come out inside a Phinon fleet. Bob determined that
the fleet was moving on a vector 22 degrees different from their own, and
the average fleet velocity was, at this moment, though the ships were
accelerating, about 200 kps relative to the Sun. Surprisingly, the ships
didn't seem at all interested in the Hyperlight, for none were turning in
her direction, nor activating their sublight engines to catch them even
though they were still (barely) outside the Limit. 

"I've got some spectral data from their drives," Rick said. "Looks like
ordinary matter-antimatter stuff within an open Dykstra field bubble, at a
fractional percentage ratio. I suppose it could be partial mass conversion
instead. It's a little hard to tell but I think the drive in your courier
boat is more efficient than these are. 

"Have you figured out where these ships are going?" 

"Let's have a look," Bob said, and he threw up their position on a screen
graphic of the Solar System. "See, we're headed up from Solar south, and
so are they. But they're heading in deeper than we are, and-" Bob expanded
the scale at the center of the screen. "Oh, shit. Jupiter. They're going
to Jupiter." 

"Biggest planet first, I guess," Rick said. "There are over four million
people in the Jupiter satellite system." 

"Won't be long and there won't be any," Bob said. "Not unless we can stop
them." 

They looked again at the vast array of brilliant pinpoints. By now they
were certain that their velocity had taken them outside the confines of
the fleet, but that was hardly a comfort. 

"Well, skipper?" Rick asked after a moment. 

"Let's rig up a power boost for the transmitter, Rick. We have nothing to
be coy about anymore. We're going to blanket the entire Solar System with
our mayday and SOS, both widespread laser and good old E and M. The Phinon
Project is no longer a secret." 

"I'll get right on it," Rick said. "I agree, we have to tell everyone. I
just hope to hell it will make a difference." 

"Ultimately, it will," Bob said. He looked again at the Phinon fleet. "But
not to the people at Jupiter." 

XI 

"Colonel, you're going to want to see this immediately," Lieutenant
Commander Le said, bursting through the door into his office. Knoedler
barely had time to turn around in his chair before she was tapping codes
into his keyboard and bringing in the latest (encrypted) information from
one of the deep space listening posts. 

Knoedler watched in rapt attention. "They're finally back," he said. "And
sending an SOS, too. Try to get Dykstra for me, Commander." She returned
to her desk. Then he looked at the coordinates of the Hyperlight. The ship
was in the same direction as the Phinon hyperspace breakout point. He
didn't have any time to wonder about that before the visuals of the Phinon
fleet came through. 

Shit! Shit! Shit! "Nikki!" he shouted, forgetting to call her by her rank
and not even noticing. 

"I have Dykstra," she said. "Now what?" 

"There should be-" 

"Wait!" she cried. "We're getting a data dump from deeptracking. That's
what you want, right?" 

"Yes. And tell Dykstra to meet us here immediately." 

A few minutes later the situation had become clear to the colonel and the
commander. "Those are the traces of the alien reaction drives that the
distress call talks about," Knoedler said, more to himself than to Nikki
since she could see them herself. "So far we've found six hundred
thirty-four thousand individual signatures." 

"This is scary," Nikki said. "How do you fight that many ships?" 

"I don't know," Knoedler said. "I just don't know. But we're going to have
to go out there and get the Hyperlight ourselves. My ship is the fastest
available." 

"And I don't suppose you want the Belt getting there first," Nikki added. 

"Nope. Have you noticed we haven't heard anything from them yet about the
distress call? At any rate, it's going to be another late night for us.
Better have food sent in, enough for us and Dykstra." 

"Your usual, Colonel?" Nikki asked. 

"Yes," he said. Then: "Y'know, I'm sorry you haven't had much of a life
outside of work lately, Commander." 

"Have I complained? Sir." 

"You don't need to add the 'sir,' " Knoedler said. "I told you that." 

"And I have a name besides 'Commander,' " Nikki replied. "You used it just
a few minutes ago." 

"I did?" Knoedler honestly didn't recall. "I've been trying to remain
professional," he said. 

"What would happen if you stopped trying?" 

Those words set off a train of erotic images that Knoedler had been
incorporating into some very recent fantasies, but he was too controlled
to show it. "Do you want me to tell you, Nikki?" 

The door chime sounded and the autoannouncer intoned, "Dr. Dykstra is
waiting." Knoedler frowned. 

"I want you to show me, Tommy . . . sir," Nikki said, and with a sly smile
went to answer the door. 

????????????? 

"Wow. Less than two-and-a-half hours. That was fast," Bob said when Rick
informed him that their distress call had already been answered. The
lieutenant had been taking a much needed nap. "Yeah. Some Belt ship called
the Queen Lucy. They say they're on a scientific mission to some rocks out
near the Kuiper Belt. You buy that?" 

"Hell no." 

"They didn't say much else," Rick continued. "They gave their position and
an ETA, but didn't mention anything about the Phinon fleet." 

"Maybe they think we're space happy," Bob said, not seriously. "We didn't
exactly come clean on everything either. What do you suppose they'll say
once they find the Phinons in the stateroom?" 

Five days went by. Bob and Rick continued to exchange brief messages with
the Queen Lucy, but the lightspeed delay was annoying and made regular
conversation impossible, and besides that, their rescuers seemed to be
playing their cards close to the vest. The Phinons were still sleeping,
but with each day the PMDP dosage had to be administered fifteen minutes
earlier, so by now the aliens were getting shots less than eleven hours
apart. Bob and Rick took turns feeding nutrient solution to their
captives. The solution had been concocted based on an examination of the
stomach contents of Phinons killed at Slingshot. They just inserted a tube
into the mouth orifice on the "head" and poured in a liter each time. The
aliens didn't seem to be losing weight. 

Strangely, the Hyperlight had yet to receive a transmission from the
System Patrol. This was something that Bob could not understand since
there had been plenty of time for their signal to reach the inner system
and for a reply to have come back, even if their superiors had wanted to
think about what to say for a few days. 

Finally Rick saw the drive flame of the Queen Lucy as it was slowing down
to match velocities with them. "Our rescuer is a luxury liner," Rick said.
"But it has a battleship's engine. This ship belongs to the Belt Defense
Force. I'm sure of it." 

"Okay, so it has the legs of a warship. Does it have the arms?" 

"No way to tell, Bob. Sorry." 

"No wonder they didn't want to talk about themselves," Bob said. "
'Course, I'm kind of stuck now. We committed treason when we took the ship
out into the Oort cloud. We'll be doing it again if we let the Belt have
this ship instead of blowing it up. This is becoming a habit." 

"We could defect," Rick said. "I hear the weather is nice on Ceres." 

The other ship matched velocities. Bob was impressed by the skill of the
ship's pilot. He brought the Queen Lucy right alongside the Hyperlight on
the first pass and into the groove so tight that relative drift velocities
could be measured in centimeters per minute. 

"They're hailing us," Rick said, and he put the voice on the loudspeaker. 

"This is Captain Brinn of the Queen Lucy. Please roll your ship fourteen
degrees so we may extend our docking tube to lock onto your door." 

"Not so fast, Captain," Bob said "We know you're BDF. We want to talk a
minute." 

"Okay, this is Captain Brinn of the BDF. Do you guys freaking want to be
rescued or not?" 

I like this man, Bob thought. "We're not breathing our last wisps of air
yet, Captain. We're just out of reaction mass. But this little ship can
still blow your ass out of the sky and I'm willing to wait for a more
polite BDF officer to come along," the lieutenant said. 

There was a pause; then the reply came back: "I suppose the proper
response to that is 'Oh yeah!' or 'Sez you!' but I think I'd rather just
talk. What do you want to know?" 

"What were you really doing way the hell out here?" Bob asked. 

"As you no doubt know, Glacierville was hit by an alien raid. We were
coming out here to see what else we could discover. Our mission is-or
rather, was-as secret as yours." 

"I doubt that," Rick said softly enough so that the comm pickup would miss
it. 

Bob and Brinn continued to sound each other out, and finally Bob, as a
form of confession, asked the most important question: "Do you have a
supply of PMDP on board, and how long would it take you to get us back to
the inner system? And if you don't have any PMDP, do you have a really
strong room with a good lock on the door?" 

There was a long pause, then Brinn said: "You have alien POWs along, don't
you, Lieutenant?" 

"You're quick, Captain. I like that," Bob said. "That's what we went out
there for." 

Bob felt a tug on his sleeve. Rick was trying to get his attention-was
pointing to the scanner display. Bob looked more closely, frowned, then
looked at Rick who just shrugged. "Who?" Bob whispered. 

"Don't know," Rick whispered back. "But they have Dykstra-Hague impellers
and they're slowing down at a hundred gees. They'll be here in less than
an hour. I'll listen for a hail." 

"Where were we, Captain Brinn?" Bob said, but he was met with silence. 

"They stopped transmitting," Rick said. "Guess they've seen that incoming
boat, too." 

Bob and Rick did not have to wait long before the approaching ship called.
"Welcome back, gentlemen. This is Colonel Knoedler of System Patrol
Intelligence. We've been expecting you . . . for quite some time. Dr.
Dykstra has a question he wanted me to ask. 'Did you get the present you
were shopping for?' " 

Rick and Bob looked at each other, then almost sadly, which was even a
surprise to him, Bob replied, "I guess it's time we passed the fate of the
Universe on to you. Yes, Colonel, we found it, and now it's Christmas
morning." 

Bob had to admit that the guys from the Belt had picked a comfortable
means of travel. A luxury liner filled with scientific gear. What a great
idea. The opulent meeting room that he, Rick, and the others were now
gathered in was not only gorgeous, but comfortable. He leaned back in the
nicely cushioned chair and continued to listen to Colonel Knoedler. 

Knoedler had been telling them about the current state of affairs between
the Belt and the Solar Union. The discovery of the Phinon fleet heading
inside the Hague Limit had turned the cease-fire into peace, and now
scientists from the Phinon Project and the Capitol Products docks were
already on the way to the Belt to explain the new technology. 

Of course, it hadn't hurt to have people like Knoedler behind the scenes
pulling strings. 

Rick was seated to Bob's immediate right, and then around beyond him sat
Captain Brinn, the colonel, the colonel's (beautiful) assistant Lieutenant
Commander Le, and a Belt general whose name Bob had failed to catch
immediately to his left. It had been clear from the outset, despite having
a Belt general along, that this meeting out here in deep space was Colonel
Knoedler's show. 

"Okay, that's the background," Knoedler continued. "We took an extra day
outfitting my boat to hold the captured aliens, assuming there were any,
and then it ate up some time when Commander Le and I had to stop on Ceres
to pick up General Adams," ah, Adams, Bob thought, "but we couldn't avoid
that since the Queen Lucy is a Belt ship. 

"Which brings us to now. Lieutenant Nachtegall and Dr. Vander Kam will be
returning on my ship to the Moon, as will our captives." 

"But what about the Hyperlight, Colonel?" Bob asked. "We can't just leave
her out here." 

"And why not, Lieutenant? Let me be blunt about this. We need those
Phinons on Luna. Everything else I could leave out here, myself included,
just as long as we get the Phinons back to the High Command. Maybe some
day someone will come out here and salvage the Hyperlight for a museum,
but her race is run. 

"As for the Queen Lucy, General Adams will be remaining on her with you,
Captain Brinn. Given the equipment aboard her, she's needed out here to
monitor the Phinon fleet. 

"We leave immediately after the Phinons are transferred. By your leave,
General?" Adams nodded. "Dismissed." 

And that's that, Bob thought as he returned to the Hyperlight with Rick.
Rick didn't have anything to say, so with a minimum of verbal exchanges
they put the Phinons in rescue bags again for transport and carried them
to the main lock. Others from the Queen Lucy took the aliens from there,
and Bob and Rick went to gather up the boxes containing the dead Phinons
and the implements they'd collected on their trip. Once those were
transferred, they both stood for a moment at the lock. 

"I can't find any appropriate words," Rick finally said. "The most
important months of my life were spent with this ship." 

"Mine too," Bob said. "I promise, once the war is over, you and I will
come out here and bring her back home. We can plot her trajectory for the
next million years, so I don't think we'll have trouble finding her." 

With that, they left, and a few minutes later Bob watched from the window
of Knoedler's boat as the Queen Lucy severed her connection to the
Hyperlight. Then it was their turn, and Nikki Le separated her craft from
the luxury liner, rotated, then threw the drive to full. 

At over 100 gees, the Queen Lucy and the Hyperlight disappeared in their
wake in a frustratingly short instant. 

Even for someone who doesn't like long good-byes, Bob thought. 

I don't think I've run like this in the last thirty years, Dykstra thought
as he hurried down the corridor to Sammi's lab. The message from Colonel
Knoedler that he was on the way back with the crew of the Hyperlight had
come only minutes before, and he was anxious to tell Sammi right away. He
had agreed to the colonel's request (not order) to not tell the woman
about the reception of the distress call when it had come days before, and
now he was eager to make up for keeping her in the dark about the fate of
her friends. 

And he couldn't just call, not when he'd have to tell her that one of the
men hadn't returned. 

Dykstra turned a corner, almost tripped, had to catch himself with a hand
to the wall. How could I have forgotten my cane? He caught his breath a
moment, winced as he set off again. Extra aches and pains for at least a
week, he thought. 

Finally he was at her lab, but he was almost out of breath. I won't even
be able to talk to her until I catch my breath. He found himself
staggering through the door, saw her hair as she turned in his direction,
but she seemed to be seated in a fog. "Sammi . . ." he said, but then
thrust his palm against the wall in a desperate attempt to hold himself
up, and still found himself sinking to the floor. Out of the fog he saw
Sammi rushing to him, her chair toppled over in her haste to reach him. 

"Chris! Chris! Medical team, stat!" he heard, but it came from a far
distant place. 

And then all was crystal clear, and James Christian Dykstra found himself
in a tunnel, with a bright light at the end, and he was moving toward it. 

A near death experience. At least I hope it's just "near." His mind felt
incredibly sharp, and he couldn't help but examine the walls of the tunnel
and attempt to discern their composition, but he was moving too fast. So
he examined the nature of his motion, duly noted the absence of inertial
effects and the lack of wind, then patiently awaited his arrival at the
light source. 

Presently he found himself standing on some sort of open plain, and there
were human figures in front of him, but they were backlit and the white
light was too intense for him to be able to make out any of their faces. 

Except for one, and she came forward to greet him. 

"Hello, Jenny," he said. 

Oh, the beauty she had at twenty, yet the nobility she'd acquired by
sixty, he thought. 

"Welcome, Chris. But you are not staying. There is still a little bit for
you to accomplish," she said. 

There was so much he wanted to say to her, even if this was only some kind
of dream or his brain discharging chemicals in death. But what he did
finally say was: "Why can't I see the others behind you?" 

Jenny sighed. People sigh in heaven? "Always the scientist, aren't you? Do
you think He doesn't understand your abilities? You have just come, but
now it is already time for you to go." This time he did feel a wind, but
it was blowing him back. 

"Then why did I have to come at all?" 

"You will know," Jenny said, and she smiled, a smile much like Sunshine's.

"Is Jamie here?" he called out even as he found himself falling away. 

She just smiled at him as if amused by the question, and her smile faded
into the distance as he found himself back in the tunnel, tumbling, and
his chest hurt. 

Dykstra awoke with a start, felt the tubes in his chest jerk, and realized
he was in the High Command hospital. Almost immediately a doctor entered.
"I'm Dr. Claire. How are you feeling, Dr. Dykstra?" she asked. 

"Like I'm a hundred and twenty-six years old," he rasped out. "But then, I
am." 

"Well your heart isn't. Not anymore. We had to put in a mechanical unit.
That was on orders from the top. They want the available medical
telemetry. You're just too valuable to lose. Besides, at your age,
regenerating your old one wouldn't have been a good idea anyway." She
looked over the readouts on his med scanner. "You're looking good. But I
want to keep you here for a few days, maybe even a week-" 

"I don't have a week-" 

"You most certainly do," she shot back sternly, and that was the end of
his protest. "You also have a visitor. No more than a half hour, though.
After that you're going to sleep again for a while." At that Dr. Claire
left, passing Sammi who was on her way in. 

"Chris! Thank God you're going to be all right. I was so terrified we had
lost you." 

For a moment Chris thought he saw the heavenly image of Jenny superimposed
over Sammi, and he smiled. He decided not to mention his "trip" to her.
Still, it had been nice to see Jenny again. "I can't leave until my work
is done. Maybe when I'm two hundred or so." 

"You were coming to tell me that the guys are on their way back, weren't
you? You've been out for twenty-four hours. I know about that now. Why
didn't you just call?" she asked. 

"Did you find out that Pops isn't with them?" Dykstra had told Sammi the
identity of the third crew member as soon as the Hyperlight was safely on
her way. He could tell from her response that she had not heard the news.
"That's why," he said. 

Tears welled in her eyes, but she didn't start to cry. Finally she said,
"He's with Steve now. I'm sure they have a lot to talk about." 

"There are two Phinons coming back, too," Dykstra told her. "I'm sure you
didn't hear about that, either. But the men were successful. Now it's up
to you." 

"You mean 'us,' " Sammi said automatically. 

"No. You." 

"I don't understand." 

"There's a Phinon fleet coming in, Samantha. They've converted their ships
to reaction drives so they can get around inside the Hague Limit. But
there are hundreds of thousands, perhaps millions, of ships on their way.
Right now they're all heading towards Jupiter, but it would be stupid to
assume that they won't get to the rest of the Solar System in due time." 

"Millions of ships? My God," she said. "You're not kidding." 

"We can't fight that many ships, Sammi. To his credit, Colonel Knoedler
apologized profusely for doubting me, and then thanked me for committing
treason, because we needed those Phinons. Genano infection is the only
idea we have right now that might ultimately be able to defeat them." 

"But . . . um . . . I don't know what to say." 

"You're allowed to feel overwhelmed," Dykstra said. "I do myself. And
there's more. In the last few days, every human outpost, Union or Belt,
out beyond the Hague Limit has been attacked by the Phinons. At least by
now most of ours have been on the lookout, so it hasn't been the kind of
rout that we took at Slingshot. The Phinons have only been attacking with
a few ships at a time. Still, the High Command has ordered a full-scale
fall back into the Hague volume, and every single pilot in the Solar
System who has ever flown a military ship is on his way to either the Moon
or Ceres. For what it's worth, we're putting together an armada of our own
to see what they can do against that fleet. Since the Phinons are limited
to reaction drives now at least we're not totally outclassed." 

Dykstra wasn't sure about how much Sammi was actually listening to him. In
fact, he wouldn't have been surprised if she'd missed most of what he was
saying, and instead had only thoughts of "It's all up to me" running
though her brain. 

"At any rate, Rick and Bob should be back the day after tomorrow. I guess
you'd better get whatever series of experiments that you need to perform
in line. We're not going to want to wait any longer than we have to for
the results." 

"I'll, um, get right on it," Sammi said, then drifted away, not even
remembering to utter the customary "get well soon" remarks one makes when
leaving a sick friend. 

Dykstra didn't notice the omission anyway. 

Alone now, he glanced around his room, noted the monitoring
instrumentation, watched the line on the screen that told him how
optimally his new heart was operating. But these were just peripheral
images to occupy his eyes while his mind continued to work. 

He was somewhat ashamed of the minimal amount of work he'd been able to
accomplish since returning to the Moon after the Hyperlight's departure,
but there'd been all that political rigmarole to deal with, what with the
situation with the Belt. At least that was over for now. In an ironic way,
it was fortunate for the human family that they'd once again been fighting
with each other-their industries were already on a war footing-when the
Phinons had come. 

We'll have ships rolling off the lines continuously, he thought. And these
will have the new drive. Come to think of it, by now we could have lots of
ships equipped with it, and should have. I'd better ask Knoedler about
that. Apart from the Hyperlight and his boat, I can think of only nine
others that are out there. We should have more. Ergo, we do. The Colonel
has something up his sleeve. He would have had to keep it hidden from the
Belt to keep his own superiors happy. And secret from me, too. 

Dykstra thought about the Phinon ships. Reaction drives using partial mass
conversion. And out of the million or so in the fleet, only two kinds of
ships had been found-the "big" ones, the kind that hit Slingshot and
seemed to hold a crew of eight, and the "little" ones like the one that
Michaels met up with on OEV 1. He envisioned his penultimate worst
scenario (the worst was simple annihilation of humanity). The Phinons
would hit the environs around Jupiter, then come through again and hit
each of the planets and concentrations of civilization in turn. Humans
would be forced to hide out: among the rocks of the Belt, buried deep
under the surfaces of the planets, perhaps at the bottoms of the oceans.
The Phinons have been out in cometary space so long, they might not even
remember what an ocean is. Then again, I don't think remembering has
anything to do with it. But as long as some technical part of society
could hold out, eventually we'd get them through genano diseases attacking
their bodies or nanotech killbots attacking their machines. To date, there
was no evidence whatsoever that the Phinons had nanoscale technology. For
of one thing I am certain. The Phinons cannot match us in innovation.
Their intelligence is not like ours. Their use of reaction drives for this
fleet is all the proof I need of that. 

But it would be a shame if it went that far. Much better it would be to
defeat the Phinons early. And that thought led the preeminent genius of
the 21st century to unlock those doors in his mind behind which he had
hidden the ideas for the most potentially frightening weaponry conceived
by anyone. Ever. James Christian Dykstra had given the human race
technological miracles that had unlocked the Solar System. Along the way
he had deliberately not delved into every possible aspect of those
technologies, had deliberately not proven to himself that some of the
weapons of which he could conceive he could ultimately build. Let the
blood be on someone else's hands. 

But now was the time to reconsider. 

He hadn't had much time to think about it when the doctor had him put
under again, and shortly after he awoke the next morning he was told that
he had visitors and asked if he wanted to see them. 

"Of course I want to see them!" he said, annoyed at the nursebot for even
thinking it was an open question. 

Within minutes Sammi, Hague, and three squirrels entered. 

The squirrels were not roaming free. At least, not on the floor. On Hague,
now that was a different matter. The little man was wearing what looked
like a heavy leather work coat, and around this, as if they were playing
on the trunk of a tree, scampered the squirrels. 

"Hello, Chris," Sammi said. "Dr. Hague wanted to come and bring his . . .
friends. He was quite adamant about it, too." 

"Oh, yes, Dr. Dykstra. Yes. My friends wanted to come, too. Oh yes. Yes.
You are feeling well, yes?" 

"I'm improving, Arie. Thank you. I'll be out in another few days and I'll
be able to visit you and the squirrels in the lab again." It had
essentially been a daily thing for Dykstra in the past few weeks to pay
Arie and his pets a visit. The diminutive scientist had a way of cheering
him up, and the chatter of the squirrels reminded him of his home in the
mountains-in the days before the war, that is. 

"Good. Oh good. They missed you, yes, yes, Dr. Dykstra. They missed you.
Sarobi the most, oh yes, oh yes. But also the others. Yes." One squirrel
suddenly perched on Hague's shoulder and started to chatter. It was, in
fact, Sarobi, which Dykstra could tell now that she'd stopped racing
around. Hague seemed to wait until the squirrel was finished then said,
"She is expressing delight. Oh yes. Yes. She is happy to see you. Poor
squirrels. Small brains, oh yes. No storage space for words. No." 

"Tell her I'm happy to see her, too," Dykstra said, and Hague commenced to
chatter and squeal, as if a fourth squirrel had joined the other three. 

Sammi was smiling at all this. "I have a hard copy of Arie's paper on
squirrel communications," she said. She handed Dykstra a sheaf of pages.
"He wrote it himself, then the computer edited it. This is actually a
download of the published version from the Journal of Mammalian Science.
The editor was quite impressed." In just a few months Hague had learned
more about squirrel "society" than had ever even been suspected. 

Hague seemed to be involved in a "conversation" with Sarobi. Dykstra said,
"Here we are worrying about the future of humanity, and Arie finds time to
see what the squirrels are up to. Maybe that will ultimately prove to be
more important." 

Bob will be back in a few minutes, Sammi was thinking. Then what? She was
down at the High Command docks, waiting near the berth where Knoedler's
ship would soon be. The ship was only a few minutes out. There were plenty
of other people around, technicians she'd never met, a few other
scientists from the biology section that she did recognize, assorted
brass. The technicians were all clustered around a high-tech cage, the
temporary future home of the two Phinon prisoners. No-specimens, Sammi
thought with satisfaction. 

Dykstra was also there, waiting nearby, this time with his cane firmly in
hand as he leaned against the wall. They'd brought a chair for him, but he
was stubbornly refusing to use it. He looked drawn and tired. At least he
was out of the hospital. For now. That's the problem. Chris has been
scared. We need him so badly, and he knows it, too. He doesn't want to die
on us. But I bet he isn't afraid of death-he's just afraid of letting us
all down. 

Present also was Hague, although the squirrels didn't make the trip. Sammi
was unsure of what Hague had been told about Knoedler's return. He was
clearly excited that Rick would soon be back, but she didn't know if he'd
been told about the Phinons. Hague would go absolutely berserk when in the
presence of Phinon technology-there was a wrongness to it that the savant
just couldn't handle. What would he do when he saw a member of the species
that created that technology? That was a question that also concerned the
System Patrol-Hague was enveloped by two escorts, no doubt with sedatives
at the ready. 

And how would she feel when she saw a living member of the species that
killed her husband? Specimens, dammit! Specimens. 

A klaxon sounded and Sammi turned to look out through the airdam into the
sky beyond. Knoedler's ship was in view now, coming in smoothly, and then
with silent grace it slipped through the dam and settled gently into its
slot. Within moments the side door opened, but first the techs entered,
emerging a minute later carrying out the still comatose aliens. 

They look like lizards made out of pipes, Sammi thought, but her view of
them was so short that she didn't even have time to examine her feelings.
She glanced over at Hague, but he seemed simply curious. "Ah, the Phinons,
the Phinons, the alien breed, oh yes, yes," he was saying. 

Then she did have a chance to examine her feelings, though not about the
aliens. Bob walked out of the ship accompanied by Lieutenant Commander
Nikki Le. 

She'd met Nikki once before, but hadn't actually talked to her. She was
just the new aide to Colonel Knoedler, and though Sammi noticed the
woman's physical attractiveness, she hadn't thought about it much. 

But she was thinking about it now. 

Why is he walking with her? What were they doing out there? Who does she
think she is, anyway? The questions came unbidden and the more rational
part of Sammi's mind recognized how silly they were. But there was a
hollow developing in her stomach that she couldn't get rid of, and a slow
sinking feeling, different in magnitude, but not in kind, from that which
she felt when she was notified of Steve's death. 

Dammit, pull yourself together! After the send-off you gave him, what did
you expect? You don't have any claims on him. Be careful now-here he
comes. Bob had spotted her, and with Nikki, was walking over. Give him a
hug . . . She embraced him. Good, one second, two, let go. 

"We're all so glad you're back, Bob. But it was sad to hear about Pops,"
she said as she let the embrace lapse. 

"We were successful, Sammi. Wouldn't have been without him, though," Bob
said. "Have you met Lieutenant Commander Le?" 

"Once before. Hi," Sammi said. 

"Hello again," Nikki replied. 

"I'm going to go get cleaned up before the debriefing," Bob said. "I'll
look you up later, Sammi." And then he was gone. But Sammi was satisfied
to note that he went to the right, and Nikki to the left, when they hit
the corridor outside the docking bay. 

By the time Sammi turned back around, she saw that the others had also
left the ship. Knoedler had gone straight to Dykstra, and Rick had gone
straight to Hague, and though she could hear only snatches of that
conversation, it was clear that Hague was animatedly filling Rick in on
the latest research with the squirrels. He would have had to start from
the beginning since the squirrels weren't on the Moon when Rick had
departed. Then she heard a call of "Rick! Rick!" coming from behind her
and she turned to see a gorgeous young woman running in. And who is this .
. . bouncy-wouncy person? 

"Paula?" Rick said. "What are you doing here?" 

"The station was evacuated. All the pilots were brought here." She caught
up to him then and gave him a decidedly affectionate embrace, then kissed
him full on the lips. Well, I guess I can write him off, too. What the
hell was going on out there? "Oh, I'm so glad to see you." The girl looked
around. "But where is Pops?" 

Before Rick could tell Paula, Sammi left. That would be reliving too
painful a memory for her, seeing someone else being given that kind of bad
news. She wondered, however, what Rick would say. But she was certain he
would be gentle-she had caught that look in his eye when he'd recognized
that it was Paula calling to him. Whatever romantic interest the brilliant
EE had ever had in her had since gone on to an obviously more fertile
field. 

Fortunately for her feelings, the next few days were so filled with work
for Sammi that she had little time to think about them. Instead of burying
herself in her work, this time she was in danger of having her work bury
her. 

The Phinons were being held in a cage on the very lowest level of the High
Command. It was a special sort of cage, designed with gravity control, the
atmosphere "mix" that the men had found in the Phinon comet, and internal
ultra-high-fidelity holograms so that it would look to the aliens like
they were inside one of their own spaceships. No one expected them to be
fooled by this-after all, the food would still be the same all-purpose
goop. But at least they would be unable to plot a course of action. 

There was a viewing area for people who wanted to watch the aliens. The
first day this was occupied at one time or another by everyone working on
the Phinon Project. Sammi had gone to look, briefly. The viewing screen
was oriented so that it looked like one whole wall of the Phinon cage was
missing. But there were too many others there, and the fact was that she
had too much work to do. After a couple of days the theater would often
stand empty, but Sammi had yet to find time to get down there. 

Bob and Rick had returned with riches beyond compare for the biology team
of the Project. Just sampling all of the video data from the trip to get
an idea of what was in the cache had taken her a full day. The views of
the Phinons mating had been the most popular; you could bet those places
on their shoulders would get extra attention once- 

Once we kill them, Sammi thought. 

One of the other things that Sammi had found especially interesting was
that some of the Phinons had fired guns with their "feet." An opinion was
emerging that perhaps the Phinons' "head reversal" was equivalent to human
right- or left-handedness. Andy held this view. Since both of the Phinon
prisoners were "top-headed," further examination of the physiological
difference between the two types would have to wait. 

Of more importance to her was the nature of the Phinon regenerative
capabilities. With a nasty grin she had been working on understanding how
that system must perform. She was certain that she could turn it to the
advantage of her genanites. 

She'd had no chance to talk with Bob since his return other than as they
passed once in a corridor. He was as busy as she. It was right after
Dykstra had notified her of the time of the funeral service for Pops. She
had neutrally greeted Bob when she saw him and asked, "Will I see you at
the funeral?" 

"No," he'd said. "I'll be out of here again by then. Commander Le and I
are being sent to Jupiter with a big ferry boat to try to get out most of
the VIPs before the Phinon wave breaks." 

Her again, Sammi had thought, but then it was back to work for both of
them. 

Late at night two days after that Sammi looked up from her screen with
bloodshot eyes and decided to take a break. She couldn't go to sleep-not
yet, not with so much work to do. It occurred to her that now might be a
good time to go down and look at the Phinons in their cage. In fact, it
was her last chance to see both together since one was scheduled to be
carved up tomorrow. Specimens. That's all they are. She was interested in
hearing how the Phinons talked since they did communicate vocally, though
perhaps not exclusively that way. She'd been told that it was a
"clicky-clacky" sort of language, whatever that meant. She hadn't had time
to listen to any of the recordings that had been made. 

Sammi took the elevator down then walked slowly along the rough corridor.
At this level, the walls were just bare rock. If Chris's bad scenario
comes about, I might be seeing a lot more of these kinds of hallways. It's
just a cave really. Be a helluva way to live. 

Just before she entered the viewing room, she heard voices, and strange,
well, clicky-clacky sounds. She walked in to find no one there except for
Hague. "Hi, Arie," she said. 

"Yes, oh yes," he said, then: "Clickety-click, click, clack clack clack,
kickle-kick, t'ch, t'ch, t'ch." He was staring at the two Phinons. It was
clear he wasn't responding to her, had never even noticed her enter. 

Sammi stayed for ten minutes, tried to search her feelings, but found
nothing inside her right now except for a stone coldness. Or is it
numbness? She didn't know what she'd expected to find. Some kind of
epiphany? Specimens. Just specimens, was all she could say about the
Phinons. She left with that thought on her mind. 

Hague, intent on the Phinons in a way only he could be, never even knew
she'd been there. 

XII 

"Colonel, pardon my French, but just what the hell have you been up to?"
Dykstra snapped. He was alone with Knoedler in the colonel's office.
Dykstra had not bothered to let the colonel get a word out of his mouth
before launching into him. "Why don't we have more ships with the new
impellers? We should have hundreds of ships converted over by now. You
strongly implied to me that that is exactly what you intended to have
happen. I know you-you would have started even before the Hyperlight set
off. Yet I can find only fourteen in all of the Solar Union, and that
includes the Hyperlight and your personal ship. And, oh yes, that
spaceliner you had converted over that Lieutenant Nachtegall and
Lieutenant Commander Le will be taking to Jupiter." 

Instantly defensive, Knoedler attempted to explain himself. "Converting
ships over takes time, Doctor. We have to build new facilities. I had a
hell of a time even trying to sell my superiors on the idea at first. And
besides . . ." Knoedler trailed off. 

Dykstra just stared at him, boring in with his eyes, conveying that
impatient and annoyed sense that said "Would you please remember who it is
you're talking to." 

"Okay, you're not buying it. Fine. I won't tell you yet, Chris. The
situation with the Belt is still too precarious. If they find out what
I've been up to, they'll get skittish. I ran roughshod over everyone I had
to. I lied, mischaracterized, and bullshitted in quantities a cattle ranch
couldn't match. I've been playing more than hard ball. It's baseball with
grenades. This time you're just going to have to trust me!" Knoedler
finished with a pounding fist on his desktop. 

"So be it," Dykstra said. "Now what is it you wanted to talk to me about?"

Just then Nikki Le entered with coffee for both of them. This was not a
duty Knoedler typically asked her to perform. If he ever told her it was
expected, Nikki was more than willing and able to tell him where he could
go and how to get there, with a kick in the butt to get him started on his
way. And Colonel Tommy would just take it from her, too. He's smitten,
Dykstra thought. 

"Thank you, Commander," Knoedler said when she set the silver cups before
them. 

"Will that be all, Colonel?" 

"Yes. Thank you," Knoedler said, eyes unknowingly alight. 

The eyes forever betray the longings of the soul, Dykstra thought, but he
kept it to himself. 

"You knew about the military expedition to the Phinon fleet?" Knoedler
began. Dykstra nodded. "Fifty ships, thirty-five System Patrol, the rest
Belt. They intercepted the tail end of the fleet yesterday. We needed to
see how we could do against them ship-to-ship when you take FTL away from
them." 

"You're obviously not happy," Dykstra said. "We didn't do so well?" 

"Oh, we did great. Had a kill ratio of over three-to-one. Their ships
wouldn't even turn around to engage. And they wouldn't fire until fired
upon. But then they'd throw everything at us that they had until they were
spent, then self-destruct. We lost thirty-eight war boats out there,
Doctor. That's a significant percentage of our combined fleets of military
craft. They lost over a hundred. That's nothing to them." Knoedler had
gotten up and was pacing his office. He continued: "Given a year and an
infinite number of credits, we could convert over every suitable barge,
tug, and pleasure boat in the Solar System into some kind of warship, and
we might have twenty thousand or so. At a three-to-one kill ratio that
still leaves them over a million ships to mop us up with." 

"The situation does look grim," Dykstra said. "Doesn't surprise me." 

"That's right, God damn it!" Knoedler shouted at him. "It doesn't freaking
surprise you. Why the hell not! It surprises the shit out of me. What the
hell are they, Chris? You've kept it to yourself-what you think about
them, what kind of beings you think they are. You risked being executed
for treason so your people could collect those two we have locked up in
the basement. I need to know now what kinds of things we're up against."
Sometime during his tirade Knoedler had resumed his seat and was leaning
toward Dykstra with his hands out, begging. 

"Okay. I believe we're up against a billion years of evolution of a purely
operant intelligence," Dykstra said. When he didn't continue, Knoedler got
annoyed. 

"Great. Now what does that mean?" 

"It is the functional equivalent of saying we are up against creatures
without souls, but that doesn't sound very scientific." 

"Well, of course not. No one knows what the soul is, or even if it is-" 

"Well, we're about to find out," Dykstra snapped, interrupting, "because
we are at war with an equivalently intelligenced species that doesn't have
one. Are you going to argue with me at every point, Colonel? That I will
not tolerate." 

Knoedler looked like his head was about to explode. Dykstra allowed
himself to sink just a little more limply into his chair, shamelessly
playing the frail-old-man bit visually. 

At that, Knoedler laughed. "Aw, shit, Chris," he finally said. "Okay,
consider me abashed. Lecture at will." 

"The Phinons do not think the way we do," Dykstra began. "They do not
invent technology-they evolve it. Phinons do not make intuitive leaps.
Given sufficient time their technology eventually evolves the same way a
biological organism does, through fits and starts. Sometimes they miss the
obvious-the non-variable collimation of their X-ray laser hand weapons is
a good example. Sometimes they scale Promethean heights. The beam
truncation ability of the same weapon is a good example of that-even I'd
never thought of that wrinkle in my physics." 

"So you're saying that Phinons don't think?" 

"They think, Colonel. Like a machine thinks. And that can look quite
clever, indeed. But we need not look for any Phinon political structures,
no military command, no formal structure at all that we would think of as
one. The Phinons as a whole, or at least the ones in this part of the
galaxy, are responding to the stimulus that is the human species. What we
are seeing now would be absolutely predictable to someone who has had
perhaps ten thousand years to observe them." 

"And we haven't had the time. But where does the soul fit in?" 

"Have you ever heard of B.F. Skinner?" Dykstra asked. 

"Twentieth century psychologist, right?" 

"Correct. He viewed all organisms, people included, as being nothing more
than the sum of their learned responses to the multitudinous stimuli one
encounters in life. Some of his techniques are still in use and are a
godsend to folks suffering from some disorders, particularly phobias. But
as a psychological theory his views were pure reductionist twaddle, not
unlike the same sort of stupidity that held biology back at the turn of
this century, and psychohistory back four decades ago. But I digress.
Nobody lived like they were only the sum of their responses, and other
than Skinner's assertion that they were, there was never any evidence of
it. 

"But the Phinons are the sum of their experience and evolutionary history.

"Now I need to present you with two sets of facts that we have confirmed
since the men returned with their data. One, the Phinons have just the
technology sufficient to fully exploit the ecological niche that is-or
rather, are-the cometary halos. That, plus enough extras to handle
whatever other life forms were out there that they had to wipe out. Two,
the dead Phinons from the first comet the men visited died around a
hundred million years ago. The two bodies alone differ in age by over two
million years. And yet there is virtually no difference at all in their
physical structure from that of the hostages we are holding below." 

Knoedler looked stunned. "You mean they've been occupying our Oort cloud
for at least a hundred million years?" 

"Not necessarily. Recall that comets, in addition to being left over from
planetary system formation, are also formed by exploding planets, an
additional by-product of asteroid belt formation. Van Flandern
demonstrated this over a century ago. That first comet the men visited may
have been occupied by the Phinons when it was light-years away from us. We
found no evidence that Phinons move their comets, so it drifted into its
current location near our star. The point is that the Phinons have
remained virtually unchanged for at least a hundred million years because
overlapping Oort clouds constitute a truly huge ecological niche. 

"That is why their technological level is so close to ours-they've been at
the same level for millions of years, with a hyperdrive just adequate to
exploit the comets within the galaxy. Over the duration of their
existence, the Phinons must have routinely run into species that met them
when at a technological level just below their own." 

"What do you suppose happened to those other races?" Knoedler asked. 

"I think we're watching a replay right now," Dykstra said. 

The conversation had been going on for hours. Nikki Le had been listening
in the adjacent room, and had twice more brought in coffee and sandwiches
while the two continued the discussion. 

Nikki couldn't follow most of it, of course. Dykstra was the genius of the
age, and Knoedler (My Tommy, she thought, smiling to herself) had an IQ in
the ordinary genius range. Whenever the colonel asked for a clarification,
though he seemed satisfied with what he got, Nikki remained deeply in the
dark. 

Finally it was over. As Dykstra was leaving, Nikki was amazed that rather
than seeming worn out, he looked invigorated, and left carrying rather
than using his cane. 

With the door closed, Knoedler took her in his arms and kissed her, hard.
He was the one that was exhausted, and Nikki made him go back into his
office and lie down on the couch where she joined him and began giving him
a back rub. 

"Oh, that feels good," Knoedler said. "How am I going to get along without
you?" 

"You're the one ordering me to go to Jupiter," she said. 

Knoedler sighed. "Have to. I need someone I can trust. You'll be picking
up VIPs from both the Jovian moons and the little rocks. Those are the two
groups who got us into our recent little war. Nachtegall is a good man,
but I want a mission commander who can also be a diplomat." 

"I'm not sure if I should feel proud or insulted by that," Nikki said,
continuing the massage. "I was listening to the whole talk with Dykstra.
Didn't follow it though. Did you find out what you wanted to know?" 

"Nikki, make a dozen copies of the recording of that conversation.
Dykstra's view on the last century is iconoclastic, but . . . Geez, he
tied together old science fiction; punctuated equilibrium; the work of
Kuhn, Van Flandern, Hawkins, and Graneau; Calvinism; the Chronicles of
Narnia; and the behavior of trees in a pest-infested forest, just to name
a few. That was the most astonishing intellectual tour de force I've ever
heard of in any way, shape, or form. Dykstra is probably the only
scientist responsible for two paradigm shifts in the same
discipline-Dykstra Hyperphysics is going to replace Dykstra Field Theory
as the ruling paradigm of the twenty-second century. 

"The future is going to want to remember what Dykstra just told me. It's
going to want to see what the best brain of any dozen ages is capable of
given a century of experience. 

"That is, if we have a future." 

Even though Hague had been watching the Phinons for three hours before
Samantha came, he was still observing them more than ten hours later when
two armed guards and a doctor from the biology section of the Phinon
Project arrived to take away Te'chk. 

Of course, he was the only one who knew that was the Phinon's name. Though
name was probably too strong a term, Hague realized. Designation was a
better fit. 

It was true that Hague had failed completely to notice Sammi's presence
earlier, but that was actually a very rare thing for the savant. Sammi and
all the others whom Hague now thought of as his friends would be
astonished to know just how aware he was of his surroundings. They were
used to thinking of him as being pretty much, if not oblivious, then
uninterested by the goings-on around him. This was not at all the case. In
fact, the only other time since arriving on the Moon that Hague had been
unaware of his surroundings was when he'd received the note from Dykstra
to consider what would happen if two hyperdrives were operated next to
each other. Every single other event was firmly locked inside his brain,
and instantly accessible. For Hague, there was no such thing as a faded
memory-events of decades before were as clear as yesterday, or even
yesterminute. 

The other three men did not object to Hague's presence as they went about
removing the Phinon. First they adjusted the holographic controls while
the Phinons were standing some distance apart, and suddenly a wall
appeared between them. A sudden blaze of clickety-clacking raged between
them until a real wall dropped down within the hologram and cut off the
conversation. Then gaseous PMDP was pumped into Te'chk's side and the
Phinon went limp. 

"Off to dissection, oh yes," Hague thought. "Oh, yes." 

If all humans could be described as bodies of water, then some would be no
deeper than a mud puddle, while others would be veritable oceans. No one
would argue that Dykstra amounted to anything less than the Pacific in
this analogy. What almost no one understood was that Hague would be the
Arctic Ocean, covered over entirely by ice, except for one small hole from
which emerged those glimpses of his genius and an unending supply of "oh
yeses." 

Hague was sure he understood the Phinons. He'd learned their language, and
been frankly bored by it. It was a very logical means for conveying
information, but much of the conversation between the two aliens had
consisted of "guard duty speak"-"See anything?" "Nope. You?" "Nope."-and
they displayed nothing remotely like human curiosity about their
surroundings. They knew they were in some kind of cage, that they'd been
drugged, that the Chk-chk-clickle (their term for humans) had brought them
here. They reaffirmed those facts to each other dozens of times while
Hague had been listening. But there was something missing from these
beings that was not missing from people, and even Hague's squirrels seemed
to have an interior illumination that the Phinons lacked. 

"Like the spiders, oh yes. Very much like the spiders." Unknown to anyone
except himself, when Hague was seven he'd watched spiders for weeks. The
little denizens of the corners had followed humans into space, and the
asteroidal corridors Hague was used to had been a nice home for them. He'd
admired the web building skills of the spiders-the aerial wizardry
displayed in the weaving of the little biological machines. 

The Phinons were like them, only they had technology. Hague involuntarily
shuddered whenever he thought about that technology. It was so wrong. None
of it could be found in the catalogs he knew so well. None of it was
derived from earlier primitive forms that he was familiar with. It was a
bizarre collection of exotic capabilities and missed opportunities and
Hague hated it, reacting to it with the deepest of revulsion. 

Not unlike the way an ordinary person might react to a living Phinon if he
met up with one in a dark alley somewhere. 

That the Phinons were ugly was completely wasted on Hague. 

Once Te'chk was hauled away, the holographic wall was removed along with
the real separation. Hague continued to watch as Ti'kak looked around for
its former companion. The rods and pistons that moved the Phinon's head
around twisted that sensory node in an efficient search pattern. It said:
"Te'chk(?) Te'chk(?)." Several minutes later it gave up the search and
said: "Kittle-click chack-chack Ti'kak." 

"Yes, oh yes," Hague said. "You are alone, oh yes." And then he also
departed. 

Rick couldn't sleep. 

He tried for over an hour, but the fact that he was supposed to speak at
the funeral for Pops tomorrow, and that he still didn't know what he was
going to say, made it impossible. Now he was sitting at his terminal
staring at a blank screen. 

Why did I volunteer to say a few words? Rick thought. But then, he was the
last one to see Pops alive, and Bob was off Luna again. He really did owe
it to those who'd known him to say some things. 

But what? 

This is stupid. I just got back from fighting Phinons and now I'm nervous
about a couple of minutes of public speaking. But being logical didn't
even bring a single yawn. 

He looked toward the bed. Paula was only half-draped by the covers and
seeing the outline of her naked breasts in the dim illumination brought a
flood of delightful recent memories. Paula hadn't moved in with him, but
by his second night back she'd sort of stopped returning to her quarters
at night. 

Rick still wasn't sure what to make of this relationship. There was so
much more he would have liked to have known about her before sleeping with
her so routinely. At least my mind thinks that. But she's so damn
beautiful. Even if she told me she only wanted me for my money she still
could get me into bed. Whatever. He couldn't say that he had any
complaints about the situation. He looked at her again. Nope, not a
complaint at all. 

That first night of his return she'd come over and they'd shared stories
about Pops. She made him tell her every detail of the old guy's last
minutes. When he'd elaborated on just how brave Pops had been, Paula had
started to cry, and then one thing had led to another . . . Several times
that night, Rick recalled, smiling. 

But that brought him back to the task at hand. I'll just tell them about
those last few minutes of Pops' life. How he stood to fight. How he sent
Bob along. I don't have to say anything else. And suddenly words started
to fill up the screen, though even as he typed them Rick knew he wouldn't
be looking at his printout tomorrow. He wouldn't need to. 

He felt a hand on his shoulder. He hadn't noticed Paula waking up. She
hadn't bothered to put on her robe. "Are you almost done, honey? I'm
getting cold back there." 

He stood up and her nude body melted against his. "Save and print," he
said to the terminal. Then their hands found now familiar but pleasurable
places, and with Rick navigating, they made it back to the bed. 

They made love and it was good. Very, very good. Paula took him like he
was the last man in the world, and these were the last days. 

????????????? 

Two hours before the funeral, Rick met his father in the visitor's suite.
Wayne Vander Kam had come up for the funeral since Pops had technically
been in his employ at the time of his death, and also because he had
business on the Moon. Although Rick and his father had talked several
times since his return, this was the first time they'd met face-to-face.
His father shook his hand. 

No hug this time, Rick thought. 

"I'm glad you could come, Dad," Rick said. 

"So am I. Even came up in a streakbomber retrofitted with the D & H drive.
Killed two birds with one stone-the ship was coming here anyway. But right
now, we have an appointment in Colonel Knoedler's office. We have to go
get Dr. Hague first, though." 

They left the suite and set off for Hague's lab. On the way, Rick brought
up Paula. "Dad, there's someone I'm going to want you to meet. You'll see
her with me at the funeral. Her name is Paula. She's one of your
propulsion techs-" 

"A propulsion tech? You sleeping with her? How well do you-" 

Rick stopped right there, took his father by the shoulder, and pulled him
up short. His dad hadn't even noticed what he was saying, Rick was sure.
He was just back in his automatic pattern. "That is enough, dammit! I just
got back from the Oort cloud. I was fighting the Phinons. You think I give
a shit about what you think of the woman I want to be with? What happened
to that soft-hearted father who couldn't bear to see me go, huh? Junior's
back so now you can go back to being an asshole, is that what you think?" 

Rick watched the fire flare in his father's eyes, but then like a match
snuffed by a pair of wet fingers, the flame went out. Then he said,
"You're my youngest boy. You're probably going to have to keep reminding
me that you're a man for a while yet. I'm sorry." 

In relative silence they proceeded to Hague's lab, and Rick neglected to
tell his dad about the squirrels. When they opened the door, there was the
oak tree with Hague standing in his vest, five squirrels running around
his trunk, saying, "Here you go, Sarobi," handing her a nut. 

"What in the hell is this place?" Vander Kam Sr. whispered. 

"Arie, this is my dad," Rick said, enjoying his father's reaction. 

"Oh yes, the elder Vander Kam. Oh yes. Very pleased to meet you, oh yes,"
Hague said. 

After a few minutes Rick got Hague out of his vest and somewhat
presentable and the three set off for the colonel's office. "I forgot to
ask-why are we meeting with Knoedler?" 

"You'll see." 

Knoedler's temporary assistant ushered them right into the office. The
colonel was standing beside a woman, fiftyish, Rick decided, wispy
looking, and yet . . . This woman has edges, he thought. 

Hague looked at the woman and said, "Hello, Sarobi, oh yes, hello." 

Sarobi's edges went away and she rushed to her brother. Tears were
streaming down her face, rolling off cheeks that Rick was somehow sure had
been allowed to feel precious few in her lifetime. 

"I found her, Rick," his dad said. "Wasn't easy. This is one very
resourceful woman." 

"But years ago when that 'mistake in Dykstra's work' paper came out,
Sarobi started paying attention to what was going on in the Belt,"
Knoedler said. "She traveled there but couldn't find Arie. She got a
message to my office a few years ago about her brother and what he was
able to do. That set me on the track to find him, and initiate the raid to
get him. But I'd never met her until today." 

"You can talk," Sarobi said to Hague. "You learned how to talk." 

"Yes, oh yes," Hague said. "I talk very well, oh yes." 

"And like the old professor, I notice," Sarobi said. 

"Oh yes." 

"Professor?" Rick asked. 

"Our parents were dying," Sarobi said. "They shoved us in a life pod and
we made it to Ceres. But in those days, just after the war, help wasn't
easy to find. Packs of children were on their own in those tunnels. To
make money I'd find people with broken tools and offer to get them fixed
better than new for a price, then I'd bring the tools back to where Arie
and I were holed up, he'd fix them, and then we'd be okay for a while. But
finally one guy found us, and ultimately Arie was left with old Professor
Kirk and I went on to Earth. Kirk said 'oh yes' a lot. Arie wasn't
speaking yet when I left. I guess when he decided to, he copied the
Professor." 

Then Sarobi turned back to Hague, and in their own ways, they got caught
up. 

"Thanks for finding her, Dad," Rick said softly. 

"You won't ever have to worry about Arie, son. Capitol Products is taking
them both in. Sarobi is going to work for me. Arie isn't the only one in
that family with remarkable abilities." 

Sammi was standing outside the door of the chapel when Rick arrived. I'm
surprised she came. Funerals remind her of Steve so much, and this one is
like his-no body. "Hi, Sammi. How are things?" 

"Oh, I'm deluged," she said. "The Phinon dissection data is astonishing.
And you guys bringing back those two in the middle of mating is telling us
more about the range of their physiology than we could have hoped for . .
." and she prattled on. 

This is hard for her, Rick thought. She's talking shop to keep her mind
off where she is. "Bob will be glad to hear about what great specimens we
brought back. Too bad he's gone with Nikki and . . ." 

Rick continued talking but he was looking at the way Sammi's expression
darkened at the mention of Nikki. After he finished she politely but
abruptly ended their conversation and took a seat in the back at the end
of a row. 

A few moments later Paula arrived, dressed tastefully and demurely in
black. Rick could tell around her eyes that she'd tried makeup, probably
cried, then given up the idea of anything elaborate with mascara. They sat
down in the second pew from the front. 

Soon the ceremony began. The religious part was generically Christian.
Pops' records listed him as a Baptist. But no one could find any relatives
of the old soldier. No family for Pops. No wonder he never went back to
Earth. 

The service went as well as could be expected, given a chaplain who'd
never known Pops, but soon it was Rick's turn to speak. He held his sheaf
of notes as he walked up to the podium, still certain he wouldn't need
them. Then he looked out into the sea of faces. 

The sea of faces. In addition to Paula and Sammi and Chris; his father;
Knoedler, Sarobi, and Hague; and other expected guests, were scores of
military men. They were all in their best dress uniforms, of all ages, of
ranks spanning the range from general to private, admiral to midshipman.
Rick even saw more than a dozen Belt uniforms, but somehow there was no
such thing as System Patrol and BDF here. 

I should have known, Rick thought. I see you did have family, Pops. 

"Let me tell you about my friend," Rick began, and then he saw Sammi stand
up and walk out. 

How long has it been since I last gave a seminar? Sammi thought to herself
as she stood at the front of the theater giving her opening remarks. The
Phinon in the cage behind her was simply standing, seemingly looking right
out at the crowd even though it couldn't see anything but "wall" in that
direction. 

Dykstra was there, as was Knoedler and Hague. Rick was not, but then, he
hadn't been invited. This demonstration did not fall within his
need-to-know according to the rules. Of course, it didn't fall within
Hague's either, but now everyone knew that he could understand Phinon
"talk," so he had been included. The crowd was rounded out by Andy Fine,
some additional workers in the biology section, and the usual interested
brass. 

"My original genano symbiotic organism had been designed to separate iron
oxide molecules into their constituent elements. Since the Phinons have
steel skeletons, it was Dr. Dykstra who thought my expertise might be
applicable to the Phinon problem. It was fairly easy to redesign the
genanites to promote rust instead of undoing it. After all, that's pretty
much what iron and steel want to do when in the presence of oxygen." Oh
how that paragraph glossed over what really happened, Sammi knew. But she
had been asked to be brief, and she'd wanted exactly that herself. 

"Working with dead Phinon tissue, I was able to tailor a genano organism
that could do away with the bacteriological component and live within the
Phinon itself. However, living wasn't enough-it also had to be able to
manufacture its tools and meet our established mission criteria. This was
accomplished even before the arrival of the living specimens. However,
recent work with live tissue allowed me to fully quadruple the
effectiveness of my previous best attempt." In truth, the phenomenal
Phinon regenerative capabilities would have rendered her original bug
nearly useless. Andy noticed it before she did. Fortunately, she was well
on her way to making modifications to take advantage of the regenerative
systems before they discovered that fact, and thus saved herself from a
bout of depression and feeling like a failure. If Bob and Rick hadn't come
back with live Phinons, we'd be dead for sure. 

"This genanite is tailored to settle initially in the Phinon 'lungs' and
begin rapid reproduction. It will then enter the circulatory system or be
exhaled into the environment. With the amount of genanites we expect to
inject into the Phinon ships, the infections will be massive, adequate
even without reproduction to kill the Phinons on board." 

Sammi continued for a few minutes more. She went into the details of how
her one organism would "split" into two types, so that on average only
half of the Phinons infected would show prompt symptoms while the others
would hopefully last long enough to infect others back at their home
comets. But apart from Dykstra, Andy (now), and a few of the biology
Ph.D.s, she knew she was speaking over their heads. 

"And now, there is nothing left to do but begin the demonstration," Sammi
concluded. She was looking right at Dykstra when she said it. He looked
proud of her and gave her a discreet thumbs-up with the hand he had
resting on his cane. Hague was looking intently at the Phinon. Once
Knoedler had found out what Arie had been doing, he'd had the savant
listening to every piece of possible Phinon ship-to-ship chatter that the
Patrol had been able to gather. Knoedler himself looked positively grim. 

The crowd heard a brief hiss as the genano agent was introduced into the
cage. "Effects should be noticeable within minutes," Sammi said, taking
her seat. 

More like seconds. 

Immediately the Phinon let loose with a series of sharp chuffing and
whuffing sounds, their equivalent of coughing and sneezing, from the
breathing hole in its chest. 

Chuff. Chuff. Chuff-chuff-chuff. Whuff, whuff. "Click-clackle'chk,
clk'ick?" 

"Oh yes, Ti'kak does not know what is wrong. Yes," Hague said. The rest
just watched. Sammi could not have had her gaze torn away by anything less
than a hook and winch. 

Another staccato burst of chuffs and whuffs was ripped from the Phinon,
followed by a hideous series of convulsions. The arms and legs with their
backwards joints jerked everywhere-straight out, curled up, and then in
sickening gyrations. The Phinon was tossed about the chamber by the
violence of a body dying, and going hopelessly out of its control.
Briefly, the alien would regain a measure of control, only to fall into
deep shudders and convulsions again. 

It let out with a long, mournful wail-or so it sounded to Sammi. "Ti'kak
is frightened, yes," Hague informed them. 

Then, starting with the smallest, the four rod tendons of the Phinon's
arms snapped, one by one. Its arms fell to its sides, though were still
thrown into motion by convulsions, though they these were rapidly
weakening. Lesions began to form on the Phinon's skin. Although Sammi's
bugs were intended to attack the skeleton, steel filaments were threaded
throughout the alien's body-the ugly sores were testament to that. 

The Phinon tried to stand; its leg snapped in the thigh, bending like a
second knee, perpendicular to the original. 

"Nasty stuff," Sammi heard Knoedler say. 

Sammi still couldn't pull her eyes away even though she was getting sick
to her stomach. The Phinon was beginning to resemble an octopus stranded
by low tide. Its facial structure had crumpled; the head flopped over like
an underfilled water balloon. All of its limbs were compactifying now, the
tissue contracting as the steel skeleton flaked away inside. The lesions
had bubbled up into boils which began to pop and leak slimy fluids. 

Somehow the alien wound up on its back, its breathing orifice pointing
straight up, like a bean bag with a blowhole. Slowly it started to ooze
over. It released one last weak wail. "Oo-oo-oo-oo ch'k! Ti'kak?" followed
by an obscene gurgling sound. 

My God, it still isn't dead! Sammi thought, horrified. 

"Ti'kak knows he is dying, oh yes," Hague said. 

She'd ignored the warning signs too long. When the urge to vomit struck,
Sammi had no time to rush out of the room. She bent over and lost it on
the floor. 

She was sure she'd been retching for a good five minutes. Still bent over,
she felt a hand on her shoulder, and another on her forehead. Memories of
her father helping her during a childhood bout with the flu came to her.
It was Dykstra. He'd gone out and returned with a glass of water for her.
She sat down, took a sip, swished it around in her mouth, shrugged and
spat it out on the floor. She swallowed the next sip. It was then that she
noticed how few people remained in the room. 

"You weren't the only one to blow your groceries," Dykstra said. "You
weren't even the first one to lose it. Andy beat you to it." 

"Where is he?" 

"Restroom." 

"I thought I had some idea . . ." Sammi began. "Oh God, Chris. I never
imagined it would be like that-" 

"Impressive work, Ms. MacTavish," Knoedler said, unknowingly interrupting
but already on his way out. 

"It was so disgusting, Chris. Can we really do that to them? It was so . .
. so . . . inhuman." 

Dykstra just looked kind of sad. " 'Inhuman'?" he mused. "Odd word for a
class of behaviors so typical of our species." 

Hague was still standing in front of the viewer, looking in. "Yes, Ti'kak
is dead. Oh yes." 

XIII 

The Vegas Star was a huge luxury liner, fully 300 meters long, filled with
22 casinos, 41 bars, 8 lounges, and 442 well appointed staterooms. Just
recently she had been equipped with several thousand cots, tons of extra
food, and the Dykstra-Hague impellers. On the way to the Jovian system,
despite the room, she currently had only two occupants. 

I've been on more luxury boats since this war started than any other time
in my life, Bob thought as he walked through the corridors. Dykstra had
not confided to the lieutenant his concern about the relative scarcity of
spaceships equipped with the new drive. Bob was simply content to have the
opportunity to pilot another ship with the drive so soon after losing the
Hyperlight. 

Bob turned a corner and entered the Starlight Lounge. Soft music was
playing there, and Nikki was sitting at a table in the middle of the room,
her dinner plates pushed aside, her computer pad aglow. She'd come down
here to work and grab a bite to eat. 

Nikki was dressed simply, in a jumpsuit with no special adornment, an
outfit seldom seen in such an elegant setting as the lounge. Still, she
was a beautiful woman, a tad bit tiny for Bob's taste, but you know what
they say about small packages. 

Bob had been a complete gentleman the entire trip. He knew that she and
Knoedler were an item-she'd clarified that immediately even before the
Hyperlight had been abandoned. And besides, she was a lieutenant
commander. 

"Itinerary update," Bob said, taking a seat at the table. 

Nikki looked up. "Oh, goody. What new disaster this time?" 

Bob handed her a memory cube. "Nothing that qualifies as a disaster. Just
a couple more names of people we have to try to get off Ananke." Ananke,
though one of the twelve classical Jovian satellites, was a trivial moon
only seventeen kilometers in diameter, orbiting on average over twenty
million kilometers away from her primary. Most people from the inner
system had no idea just how damn big the Jovian system was. 

"Anything new on the Phinons?" 

"The High Command has been monitoring them steadily. They still show no
signs of slowing down, nor even of turning. But since they accelerated at
six gees for seventeen hours once they got going, everyone assumes they'll
do the same thing in reverse once they get to Jupiter. We just don't know
how the Phinons define 'get to Jupiter.' " 

The Phinon armada had accelerated up to a velocity relative to Jupiter of
nearly 3500 kps. They'd been coasting ever since for sixteen days, and if
they did nothing they'd reach the Jovian system in another ten. Bob
expected to be gone from Jupiter with at least one day to spare. But there
were so many people of varying degrees of importance that just had to be
evacuated, or so said the governments of both the Solar Union and the
Belt. 

The Great Jovian Exodus had happened almost immediately upon the news of
the Phinon fleet reaching Jupiter. There was no way to keep the knowledge
under wraps, and once four people found out, it wasn't long before the
entire population of four million plus found out, too. At that point,
anyone with access to a ship loaded up his family and fled. Dozens of the
super rich suddenly discovered that money didn't buy enough loyalty to
keep their pilots from stealing their yachts and heading for the inner
system. The same was true of governmental figures. Even the governor of
Ganymede had been left behind in his mansion. 

Bob and Nikki were constantly receiving information updates to assist them
in plotting the most efficient schedule to maximize the number of VIPs
they could evacuate. Bob didn't see how it mattered. They were going to
visit three of the Galilean moons first, then Himalia in the intermediate
group about eleven million klicks from the giant planet, and finally
Ananke and Sinope in the distant outer group. It was also at these last
two satellites that the Belter dignitaries with their tiny rock hopper
spaceboats (ships too small to set out into the Solar System proper) were
supposed to congregate. There was no way the Vegas Star could visit any of
the myriad "little rocks" that the Belt and Solar Union had been
squabbling over. 

"I'm sure the colonel will keep us updated if the Phinons do anything we
need to know about," Nikki said. 

"If for no other reason than that he's in love with you?" Bob asked,
smiling. 

"The only reason, Bob," she answered. "By the way, I'm supposed to
jettison you before we leave Jupiter to make room for one more dignitary."

Bob laughed. "I wish I had someone waiting for me when I get back. But no.
Just a cold, empty room and cold meal to eat alone-" 

"But you do have someone," Nikki interrupted, cutting off Bob's silly
soliloquy. 

"Huh? Who?" 

"Samantha, you dummy." 

"Oh, right. Rick told me that same bullshit when we were on the
Hyperlight. Got me believing it, too. Then we get back and its still
shiver city from her." 

"Bob, you told me you met Sammi when Steve was still alive. You took her
to meet Dykstra." 

"Actually, I met her before that when I dropped off some files," Bob
corrected. Nikki gave him a stern look. 

"Anyway, I know what she saw when she first opened that door for you-one
prime male specimen. Stop blushing! Her husband had been away for quite a
while, and she most certainly felt a physical attraction for you. Many
women would just shrug that off as something natural. Sammi would feel
guilty about it. And then Steve died. That's what's so desperately hideous
about having a spouse die. Just when you need comforting the most, your
main source of comfort is gone. And still there would be attraction for
you, and in the fog of hurt somehow she'd think those moments of
attraction were the cause of Steve's death, that she was being punished .
. ." Nikki trailed off. 

"Drawing on some personal experience, there, Commander?" Bob asked softly.

"I told you about Luke," Nikki said. "My impression is that war adds a
sense of urgency to everything. I'd never be with Tommy this soon if I
hadn't lost Luke in a heartbeat. I doubt if Luke and I ever would have
been more than friends. But my first impression of the colonel was
different and I was not going to waste time. Good thing he felt the same
way. 

"But, we were discussing Sammi. She just needs time, Bob. In fact, I'm
sure by now she's had enough." 

"I haven't seen any evidence of that." 

"You have to know where to look. When you told me about how you felt about
her on our way back from the Hyperlight, I wanted to see her face when she
saw you again. Do you remember? We walked off the boat together. Her face
flickered through rage, jealousy, disappointment, and resolve, all in two
seconds. She saw you coming off the boat with moi, and figured she'd lost
her chance." 

Bob thought about that. "Think I should talk to her?" 

"No. Let her come to you. She knows about Tommy and me now, and you're not
supposed to know about how she felt when she saw us together. Just keep
your mouth shut and be patient." 

But patience turned out to be something Bob needed in spades after they
arrived at Jupiter. 

Picking up their passengers from the inner satellites, all members in good
standing of the Solar Union, was accomplished with a minimum of fuss. The
governments still maintained discipline, and the local infonets were
loaded with commentary, no small part of it suggesting that maybe the
arrival of the Phinon fleet wouldn't be so bad. After all, the Galilean
satellites were bigger than some planets, and the cities went down pretty
deep, and every last citizen would be armed by the time the Phinons
arrived. One optimistic voice even suggested that the Phinons were
probably only going to use the mass of mighty Jupiter herself to effect
some kind of orbital maneuver. Since that idea defied logic, Bob and Nikki
assumed it was just happy talk to keep up the spirits of those who had no
chance of escape. 

After stops at the inner moons, the Vegas Star was quite comfortably
populated. It had been planned in advance that Ganymede would provide the
ship with a support staff to maintain order on board, and the trip from
Callisto to the four midway moons was hardly different from a typical
vacation cruise. Even the casinos got up and running by evacuees with
vacation resort training in their backgrounds. 

The Jovian system can be thought of as consisting of three separate, and
by no means equal, subsystems. In close to Jupiter are the Galilean
giants, all orbiting within two million kilometers of the planet, smack in
the equatorial plane. A second group orbits at a mean distance of eleven
million kilometers, but inclined to the equatorial plane by nearly 30
degrees. Of these four, Himalia is by far the largest, and even it is less
than two hundred kilometers in diameter. Farthest out is another group of
four, the retrograde miniature moons and most certainly captured
asteroids. These exist in eccentric orbits of mean distance greater than
twenty million kilometers from Jupiter, and at inclinations of over 150
degrees. Along with the moons are enough other captured rocks and boulders
to provide Jupiter with her own miniature asteroid belt. 

At the time of the settlement of the giant inner moons, the outer groups
were left alone to be gotten to later, for it was understood that anything
that orbited Jupiter belonged to the citizens of the Galilean satellites.
The Belt, however, was less particular about whether or not obvious
asteroids orbited both the Sun and Jupiter, and began to occupy the
retrograde group in due course. There was nothing planned about it; the
Belters just followed their fiercely independent whims. 

But the "little rocks" were far richer in metals than the Galilean moons,
and so it was inevitable that conflict would eventually arise. 

But hopefully not on the Vegas Star. 

With the ship populated, Bob and Nikki spent less and less time off the
bridge, and even began taking meals there. They wasted an entire precious
day at Himalia when an accident at the spaceport made it impossible for
their passengers to leave the surface until repairs could be made. 

"Oh great. Fine time for this to happen!" Bob had said, storming about the
bridge. 

Nikki, who had not been on watch but was trying to compose a personal
letter to Knoedler, said, "Simmer down, Lieutenant. You knew our luck
couldn't last. We planned ahead for forty-eight wasted hours. We'll still
have twenty-four left by the time we leave." 

"Yes, but I expected to lose all forty-eight at Ananke and Sinope. At
heart I'm as independent as any Belter. But dammit, not when there's an
impending disaster!" 

They lost sixteen of the remainder at Ananke, and the last eight at
Sinope. And they were still there. 

After the stop at Himalia, the Vegas Star had become cramped; after
Ananke, packed. Some of the acting stewards from below had made it known
that most of the passengers felt it was time to go, and Bob was of a mind
to grant them their wish. But Nikki was in command. 

"One more hour, Bob. We'll give them one more hour. I'll call the mayor
myself," Nikki said, trying to placate the lieutenant one more time. 

"Nikki, um, Commander, the Phinon ships haven't turned around yet. HC is
beginning to think they're not going to slow down at all, just come
buckshotting through the system at thirty-five hundred kps. God knows what
they'll do on the way through. I don't want to stay to find out. If they
don't decelerate, the first ship will be here in three hours." 

"Then we'll still have two hours to leave Jupiter before they arrive." 

"At twenty gees? That's only five million klicks away by then," Bob
protested. 

"And a million more every seven seconds," Nikki shot back in pilot speak
of her own. 

"Fine," Bob said. "But let's leave at twenty-two gees. The compensation
fields won't quite handle the extra two gees, but I don't think our
passengers will complain too much about the discomfort." 

Nikki nodded and Bob assumed that was a yes. She called down to the
surface. Bob watched her affected smile turn almost instantly to a frown,
then she glanced at the Dykdar screen and looked ready to chew nails.
Angrily, she broke the connection. 

"What?" Bob asked. 

"The mayor of Sinope just informed me that the tiny skiff that's been
orbiting near us is armed. Not with much, mind you. Just a couple of
little missiles. But we don't have a damn thing to counter them with!" 

"Shit." 

"He says we'll be free to leave when his people are all on board. He hoped
another day would be sufficient to gather them all together." 

"Great time to find a little tin god," Bob observed, then: "He'll have us
blasted for sure if we try to leave. What does he have to lose? But I
wonder what he'll do if we stay put? Really stay put." 

"Oh?" Nikki asked expectantly. 

"The Phinons are coming in from solar south. Since we're going to be here
at the time they arrive, I wouldn't mind having the mass of Sinope between
us and them. In another half hour or so we'll be in just about the right
position. I'd like your permission to take us out of orbit and assume
station keeping with Sinope instead. We can do that forever with our
drive." 

"And the skiff can't. Clever, Lieutenant. The pilot will be out of fuel in
a few hours if he tries to stay with us. Permission granted," Nikki said. 

It didn't take the mayor long to figure out what they were doing. He
called, spluttering and threatening, but he needed the Vegas Star if he
was going anyplace, and Bob was certain that the mayor wouldn't be able to
bring himself to have them attacked while he could still look out his
office window and see them hanging above the horizon. 

They were still at a stalemate when the Phinons arrived. 

As Bob had feared, the aliens did not slow down. And the first indication
of what the Phinons would do came in the form of an explosion on the
surface of Callisto, a flare visible from 20 million kilometers away. 

"Holy Mother of God," Bob whispered. "Did you see that, Nikki? Did you?" 

She hadn't been looking. "What?" 

"Callisto. An explosion. One holy hell of an explosion. Gigatons, easy." 

"No, I missed-" She was cut off by Bob pointing at another explosion on
Callisto, then suddenly dozens, and then scores on Ganymede and Europa,
too. 

"Mass conversion bombs. They're strafing the whole system with mass
conversion bombs. With over a million ships." The words trickled out, and
even as they emerged from his mouth, Bob couldn't believe what he was
seeing. He'd just left Ganymede a few days ago. Now, huge bombs were
striking with such frequency that the surface of the world was lost in the
glare. "Everyone there is dead already. Over a million-" 

"Bob!" Nikki was shaking him. "Snap out of it, dammit! We have to get out
of here." 

"Shit. Yeah. Sorry," Bob said. He expanded the view on the Dykdar screen.
Being a top-of-the-line luxury liner, the Vegas Star had a marvelous
sensor array. After a few minutes it soon had an appalling display, time
lags corrected, of the Phinon onslaught. "We're safe in the shadow of
Sinope until they decide to hit it. But we'll have to look for an opening
in this wave or we won't get out at all." 

"Where's that monitoring ship now?" Nikki asked. The Patrol and the BDF
both had ships positioned ten to fifteen million kilometers outside the
Jovian system to gather data. 

"I'll raise them," Bob said. "But lightspeed delay for a back and forth
will be around two minutes." 

"Just ask them to look for a gap. Hey, who the hell is that?" A light
blinked on the board-there was another incoming message. 

"-asking permission to dock. Vegas Star, this is Reggie Dukes. I'm the
skiff pilot. Dammit, let me dock. Then we can all get the hell out of
here!" 

"What? Listen you stupid little shit! You're-" 

"Nikki, Nikki, let him board," Bob interrupted. "It's the quickest way to
get rid of his missiles. And we need all the pilots we can get. Boy, is
the mayor going to be mad!" 

Bob turned his attention back to the communications console. He didn't
want to look at the monitors, didn't want to look out the windows. The
three giant moons visible from their position would all be glowing now. No
doubt Io would look the same once she emerged from behind Jupiter. 

If there was anything left to emerge. Just how many bombs in the giga- or
teraton range would it take to destroy a moon of Jupiter? One, if they use
it on Sinope, Bob thought. 

"I've called the guys down below. They're letting Reggie come aboard,"
Nikki said. "How are things on your end?" 

"I've made contact. They were in thorough disarray over there, too. Just
looking out the windows, I guess. We should have something in a couple of
minutes." 

They both had to look outside again. But the enormity of what they were
watching had no scale to compare it against. Four million souls and a
whole moon system, dead and gone. And this attack would go on for two
days, seven ships a second to wreak destruction. 

They were both looking at Himalia when it shattered. 

A telltale went off on the comm board. "Data dump coming in," Bob said.
With relief he left the view and sorted through the information. 

There was good news and bad news. 

"Nikki, there's a gap coming. In, er, 302 seconds, mark. If we go then,
there won't be a Phinon ship close enough to blast us. One problem. We
have to boost at twenty-nine gravities for eight minutes." 

"But we can only compensate to twenty. After that-" 

"Twenty-nine real gees will feel like seven-and-a-half." 

"We have thousands of people on board, Bob. Hundreds of children. No
acceleration couches. Most of them could die." Nikki closed her mouth into
a thin, determined frown. 

"It's your call, Commander. The alternatives are to stay or to leave at
twenty gees and hope they don't fire at spaceships," Bob said. It didn't
feel any better not to have the weight of command on his shoulders-not in
this situation. 

With resignation, Nikki said, "We can't risk either. Do it. I'll call
below. I'll tell them to secure for seven point five gees in . . . damn .
. . four minutes." 

"Nikki, your hands are shaking," Bob said. 

"I know." 

Bob sat at the ready while Nikki made her call, staring at his nav
display. Suddenly the sphere that represented Ananke disappeared from the
screen. So this is what it means to be between the devil and the deep blue
sea. 

The ship was properly oriented for drive. Nikki, with thirty seconds to
go, finally sat down in the Captain's chair. The chairs on the bridge were
no more designed for high gee travel than any other chairs on board, but
they were better than what their passengers had. 

On the mark, the Vegas Star leapt from behind Sinope. The ship ramped up
from twenty gees to twenty-nine in less than a minute, but it was the
absolute maximum amount of time Bob could allow. 

Bob and Nikki were crushed into their chairs, like astronauts from that
nearly forgotten era before the Moon Rush days. The seats gimbaled so that
the floor became a wall. Like all great ships in the era of artificial
gravity, the Vegas Star's thrust axis was perpendicular to her internal
gravity. Nikki's hands weren't shaking now. They couldn't, not with the
crushing weight of acceleration upon them. They both knew what hell this
must be for their passengers. Fortunately, just trying to ride out the
high gee minutes themselves kept their minds off it. After forever, the
internal acceleration dropped to zero on the mark, and all that remained
was the standard one gee of the artificial gravity. 

They got up. Bob hurt all over. With several groans of pain he went and
looked at his nav display. "Just in time," he said. "Now Sinope is gone." 

"We have to go below," Nikki said. "We have to see how bad it is." 

They went down the stairs from the bridge to the main corridor. They could
hear the wails on the other side of the door coming through the bulkheads.
Kids were crying. Babies were screaming. Bob opened the door. 

It was worse than watching Jupiter die. 

The passengers and the staff had lined the walls with cots in a pitiful
attempt to provide some relief from the acceleration. The flimsy cots had
caved in within moments of the onset of high gee. There was swearing and
screaming, they saw the crying children, and limbs bent in funny ways, and
blood and vomit fouling every floor and every wall. 

"Oh, God! It's like underground at Deepguard," Nikki said. "Oh, God!" 

Bob was afraid she was going to collapse. He felt like throwing up
himself, but he put his arm around her and held her up. 

"I ordered this," she said. "I ordered this," she cried. 

A man stood up in the hallway. He was holding a tiny, broken rag doll,
cradling it to his chest. He spotted Nikki. "You! You're the captain!" He
pointed at her in accusation. He turned the rag doll so Nikki could see.
The doll had been a beautiful little girl-Nikki even recognized her, had
noticed her when she came aboard, carrying a ragged blanket and a new
teddy bear. "She was my girl," he screamed at Nikki. "She was my baby. Do
you know what you stole from me! Do you know what you did!" 

Bob got Nikki back to the bridge. He relieved her of command. She didn't
notice. 

Dykstra had been in this particular conference room many times. It was a
favorite among the Intelligence staff. Three of the four walls were given
over to display units. At the moment, the Jovian carnage was playing on
two of them. To Dykstra's right glowed the remains of Ganymede. On the
back wall, a cluster of Callistean fragments. But to the left, a diagram
of the Solar System showing a continuous update on the status of the
Phinon fleet was running. 

It was like the handwriting on the wall. The fleet was turning. The
Phinons were heading for Earth. 

The conference table had ten chairs around it. Two of them were empty. One
should not have been. That's where Pops would have been, Dykstra thought. 

He looked around at his fellow conferees. Samantha MacTavish-she'd lost
her husband to the war. Sammi had been pensive since the genano test on
the live Phinon. Her moods reminded Dykstra of Jenny's. Beside Sammi sat
Nikki. She had been sad and perpetually distracted since returning from
Jupiter two days ago. Bob had told him what had happened on the Vegas
Star. Sad thing. Nikki thought she'd been tested to the limit when Luke
got killed. And then to have killed so many of the innocent herself. It's
never going to matter to her that she had no choice. 

There was Rick Vander Kam. He had a new love in his life. Dykstra smiled
inside. Or maybe not. These things flare up in wartime, and like a flare,
can go out just as quickly. And Lieutenant Nachtegall-Bob was in line for
a promotion and a chest full of medals. He's the modern equivalent of a
Knight of the Round Table. Arie Hague-an unprecedented man for an
unprecedented time. Wayne Vander Kam, president of the most powerful
corporation in the Solar System. He could never get enough of Dr. Seuss,
Dykstra recalled fondly. Finally, Colonel Knoedler-there was a man with
the weight of the world upon him. 

And I, Chris Dykstra. How stupid of me to have cried over losing my house.
Look at those images. Sigh. I lived just long enough to see the Saint's
prophecy fulfilled. Will I also see it made moot? 

Knoedler stood and began the meeting. "This is all of us," he said. "Along
many different paths and by many different routes, Destiny has awarded to
us the responsibility for the conclusion of this war. I've come to rely on
all of you for your knowledge and your insight, and whatever we decide in
this room will be the strategy that I recommend to the Joint Command of
the Belt and System Patrol that we pursue with respect to the Phinons. And
that's the same as saying that's what we're going to do, because the Joint
Command isn't going to have any other plan." 

He turned and gestured around the room. "You're all aware of what the
Phinons did to the Jovian system. No need to elaborate on that, although
sometime after the six hundred thousandth ship went through, they stopped
bombing. Wasn't enough left by then. Our analysis of the attack shows that
each ship released only one bomb on its pass through. Each ship could
easily hold another fifteen to twenty bombs. We don't know. We also have
video of spaceships caught out during the Phinon attack. The first Phinon
ship within range destroyed them. Anything in orbit was also fired upon.
For any of you wondering whether or not Lieutenant Commander Le and
Lieutenant Nachtegall had any choice in subjecting their passengers to
crushing gee forces, the answer is that they did not." Dykstra noticed
that Knoedler was deliberately not looking at Nikki when he said that.
Dykstra did look. Nikki was staring into her lap. 

The colonel continued. "Dr. Hague has been able to interpret a good deal
of the Phinon ship-to-ship communications. Their chatter is uncommonly
prosaic. But it's clear that on their way to Jupiter they picked out their
second target, the most heavily populated place in the Solar
System-Earth-Luna. 

"We have long planned on using genano warfare against the Phinons if
necessary. To that end, Dr. MacTavish has developed a genanite that will
kill the aliens quite efficiently. But it's no longer clear, given the
Phinons' attack philosophy, that the genano agent will prevent the Solar
System from being destroyed no matter what we do with it." Knoedler
resumed his seat. "The floor is now open for comment, though I would
recommend that we allow Dr. Dykstra to speak first." 

"Thank you, Colonel. What I wish to point out is that the Phinons are a
purely operant intelligence. That is, despite the technological
sophistication, they are creatures of habit and instinct and learned
responses. They are tool users, but then, some species of crows make tools
out of stones and twigs. Give the crows a billion years, and . . ." He
shrugged. "But evolution is an undirected process, completely lacking in
foresight. The way the Phinons are attacking us-it's grossly inefficient,
terribly wasteful of resources, and entirely unnecessary since we would
have been willing to live with the Phinons, even to simply ignore them.
Now that we have hyperdrive, our species will care only about the volumes
within Hague Limits. The space between the stars would belong to the
Phinons forever. But they didn't ask us what our intentions are. 

"Thus, to save ourselves, we are going to have to find some way to promote
the Phinon flight reflex. If we can trigger it, their departure will be
instant and unreasoned. But can we do it?" 

"They didn't flee inside the asteroid," Rick piped up. "They just kept
coming and coming." 

"But they were defending their home," Sammi said, with emphasis Dykstra
found surprising. "Where else were they going to go? I mean, haven't we
been assuming that the Phinons flee to assure that the knowledge that
'something is out there that can kill a Phinon' gets back to the rest of
them? They didn't need to run and tell anyone once you were there." 

"I see Sammi's point," Bob said. "But might they not also flee out of
self-preservation? In Nikki's case, the other Phinon split when it saw its
partner was dead. It might also have been thinking, 'fifty percent
casualty rate sustained.' That would be a good time for a retreat." 

"What I want to know is why did they attack now?" Wayne asked. "They've
been out there for God only knows how long. What did we do to set them
off?" 

"We demonstrated that we were at a technological level that could start to
utilize the Oort cloud," Dykstra answered. "To them, we're just an
infestation that started to happen, and the Phinons reached down deep into
their stimulus-response bucket and pulled out their old 'build reaction
drive ships and go in there and kill them' solution. Were you aware that
these ships don't even have artificial gravity? They're not retrofits
after all. The pattern for building them may go back to the earliest years
of Phinon development." 

"But they look like the eight-man ships," Bob said. "And the comet we
infiltrated didn't have gravity, either." 

"Yes it did. Down on the lower levels," Sammi told him. "The biology group
was certain it had to be there since the Phinons you brought back showed
no signs of sustained low-gee living. We found the emission signatures in
data the Hyperlight brought back." 

Wayne Vander Kam, who had been looking progressively more and more annoyed
since Knoedler had opened up the discussion, asked, "Why are all of you so
damn certain that the Phinons can't be reasoned with? Pardon me for coming
late to the party, but it looks to me that if we can't talk them out of
destroying us, then we're all toast. We can't fight a million ships, nor
can we infect that many with Dr. MacTavish's miracle genano Phinon
killer." 

And then, for only the second time in Dykstra's memory of him, Hague spoke
lucidly. "Because it would be like talking to spiders," he said. Seconds
went by with everyone else silently looking at him, then he added, "Oh
yes. Spiders." 

Spiders, Dykstra thought. That's how Richard Michaels first described
them. As unfathomable as spiders. 

The discussion continued for some time, all put in their two cents worth,
but it was clear soon enough that the only thing they could think of to do
was to introduce Sammi's genanites into as many of the lead ships as
possible and hope that word of the hideous effects got back to the other
ships, and they turned tail. 

"The genano agent is ready," Sammi said. "As ready as Andy and I could
make it." Andy had actually managed to become quite helpful of late. "But
how do we introduce it into their ships?" 

Very softly, but before any of the other military men present could
respond, Nikki said, "Wirasinghe Maneuver." 

"Which is?" 

Bob filled Sammi in. "Shortly after Dykstra shields were developed, a
pilot named Sulari Wirasinghe figured out that if she let her shield
overlap her adversary's, the shields would nullify at the interface and
she could fire through the resulting gap. Our airdams work on the same
principle-that's why a ship can pass through without any air escaping." 

"Of course, once word got out, shields were redesigned to either hop
frequency or strobe. Anyone trying it today would be committing suicide,"
Knoedler added. 

"Except that Phinon shield units are not capable of frequency shifting,"
Dykstra said. "Another of those obvious things they never developed." 

"Shields but not artificial gravity?" Wayne asked. "But they're just
variations of the same thing." 

Dykstra shrugged. 

"But won't the Phinons be able to shoot back through the same opening?"
Sammi pursued. 

"Probably," Knoedler said. "We'll need a ship to engage each targeted
Phinon craft, and a piggyback skiff to perform the Wirasinghe Maneuver and
pop a biomine loaded with your bugs through the hole. For most of the
skiff pilots, it likely will be a suicide mission." 

After very little more discussion, it was agreed with sickening finality
that this was to be their plan. 

"Thank you, everyone," Knoedler said. "I'll inform my superiors of our
decision, and put out a call for volunteers to pilot the skiffs." 

"Who's going to volunteer for that?" Sammi mused out loud. 

"I am," Nikki said. 

Dykstra heard, then glanced over at Knoedler. The colonel didn't seem to
have been listening. 

So, you're going to tell the Joint Command of our plan, Colonel. But are
they aware of yours? Dykstra wondered. 

The meeting broke up and Dykstra made his way over to Wayne Vander Kam,
gestured that he wanted to talk to the man alone, and silently the
president of Capitol Products followed him into an adjoining room. 

"Wayne, what happened at the black docks after I left?" Dykstra asked.
"Why weren't more ships converted over to the new drive?" 

Despite the long history between the two men, Vander Kam refused to tell
him all he knew. "Chris, I'm only going to tell you three things. First,
Knoedler stopped the ship conversions practically the minute you returned
to the Moon. Second, an awful lot of stuff is leaving our facilities, all
of them, and going sunward to Mercury." 

He hesitated after that and Dykstra prompted, "That's only two." 

"And third . . . Chris, trust Knoedler on this one. He knows what he's
doing." 

Interlude II 

The baby Phinon sure seemed like it was curious as it aggressively
wandered around the glass tank to which the biology section had confined
it. Flitting from side to side and over obstacles of pipes and blocks, the
tiny quadruped learned its environment, but the rods and pistons of the
limbs made the thing look for all the world like something out of the toy
"build a robot insect" kit Sammi had played with as a child. 

During the dissection of the first Phinon, as soon as it had died, the
researchers had noticed that the "baby" was fighting to escape from the
body, primarily by eating its way out. Flesh or steel bone made no
difference-its mouth parts secreted a powerful fluid that dissolved
anything in the way. Although certain that the escape had been prompted by
the death of the "parent," it had been unclear to the witnesses whether or
not the baby didn't normally try to leave the adult body this way when it
was born. Given the prodigious regenerative powers of the Phinon
physiology, they might have been witnessing a typical Phinon joyous
moment. 

If the Phinons know what joy is. Sometimes I wonder if I even know
anymore. Sammi continued to watch the baby Phinon, but she was mentally
adrift, not quite knowing what to think, not quite knowing what to do with
herself. She was a bit disgusted with herself for finding the baby alien
"cute," given what its species was about to do to her own race, but it
could hardly be blamed for that. 

The meeting had only been that morning, but somehow she couldn't accept
the idea that her work was all done. She had promised Knoedler that she'd
"whip up her best batch" of genanites by tomorrow for loading into the
biomines, but even that was really nothing more than a few keystrokes on
her keyboard. There was no further tweaking to be done, although she could
do some if she wanted to. Make the Phinons turn blue before they die? That
was a trivial DNA side attachment. Make the Phinons die even faster? Could
be done, but not worth the effort. 

Put in a self-destruct code so the genanites don't go on killing forever? 

That was the question plaguing her, and it had been for months, though she
wouldn't admit it to herself. It had been fun playing revenge fantasies
through her mind in the months since Steve had died, but she'd been
avoiding the real question, and now she couldn't anymore. 

Sammi left the baby Phinon to its investigations. Had she been free to
leave the High Command, she might have gone back to Luna City. Or maybe to
the cemetery. But she couldn't go. She was too valuable for Knoedler to
risk her leaving the safety of the complex, at least until the attack
fleet was away. She went to the one place where she always went to think
at the High Command-the observation bubble. 

This time the view looked threatening. Out there somewhere was the Phinon
fleet, turning toward the Earth-Luna system. If her bugs didn't prompt
them to flee, then the Earth was lost. But even if the Phinons destroyed
the Earth, the Phinons were dead in the ultimate Pyrrhic victory. 

The Earth was so beautiful hanging there in the diamond-dusted velvet of
the sky, but Sammi couldn't help but overlap the view with images from the
destruction of the Jovian worlds. Live in tunnels until we could defeat
the Phinons? Fat chance. There weren't going to be any tunnels left
anywhere down there if the Phinons had their way about it. But win or
lose, the Phinons would die anyway, and she recalled the holotank image of
the galaxy going dark that she'd set up to amuse herself. 

Somehow, it doesn't seem as satisfying now. Five thousand years from now,
on some planet . . . or rather, in some comet . . . on the other side of
the galaxy, the last Phinon is going to collapse as its bones rust away.
And it will never know why. And it will never know that I did it, nor that
it was the last victim of a long-ago war, nor what the outcome was. 

It was all so desperate and romantic and tragic. And real-don't forget
that! Again she looked out at the stars, and wondered which if any of
those she could see was Alpha Centauri, which Tau Ceti, which Epsilon
Eridani. Three passenger ships equipped with the hyperdrive would be
heading for those stars before the Phinon wave arrived. It would take over
two months for the first ship to arrive at Alpha Centauri, and it was
certain that the Phinons would occupy the Oort cloud of that star. Given
Dykstra's understanding of the Phinon evolution, the time scale almost
mandated that they had the entire galaxy filled up by now. 

No place to run but to isolated islands inside Hague Limits, hoping the
Phinons won't notice them so they can keep humanity going. And maybe even
come back to rebuild here. That too was romantic and tragic. 

Sammi heard the door slide open behind her. She was certain it had to be
Chris. Who else would come up here at a time like this? But when she
turned to look she was surprised to see that it was Paula who was entering
the observation bubble. 

Oh no, not Miss Bouncy-wouncy, Sammi thought. Even as she thought it she
knew she was being unfair for she didn't know anything about the girl and,
although they'd been introduced, had never even had a conversation with
her. The flow of Paula's figure was the only thing Sammi was basing her
opinion of the woman on, and she rather liked assuming that Paula was
better defined by her body than her brains. 

"Oh, hi," Paula said, noticing her. "Rick said I should come up here some
time. I hope I'm not disturbing you." 

"You're not," Sammi assured her. "I just came up here to look at the stars
and sort some things out." 

"That's why I came, too," Paula said. She walked to the side of the dome
and peered out into the deep. "Hard to believe this may be one of the last
times any of us ever see Earth." 

"Yeah," Sammi said. 

"Rick sometimes calls you 'Sunshine.' May I ask how you got the nickname?"

Isn't it obvious, you . . . Sammi thought, then stopped herself. Is it
obvious? Do I even smile anymore? I used to be fun. I used to be
spontaneous. What happened to the person who had that nickname, anyway?
Even Chris hardly calls me "Sunshine" anymore. "I got it for my smile. But
I haven't been smiling much lately." 

"I can understand that," Paula said. "I should be deliriously happy
myself. I love Rick Vander Kam. Did you know that? He's everything I've
ever wanted in man, and I knew it instantly. I know, some people think I'm
only after him for his money. I can understand why they would. But I don't
care. I really don't." 

"Is that what you came here to think about?" Sammi asked. She also had
wondered about Paula's motives with respect to Rick, but for now she
figured listening to Paula would take her mind off her own thoughts. 

"That and other things. He told me a little while ago about what was
decided at that meeting you were all at. And about the call for volunteers
. . ." Paula turned away from her and resumed looking at the sky. 

"You're going to volunteer to pilot a skiff? What did Rick say?" 

"I haven't told him yet. But what else am I supposed to do? I'm a good
pilot. Am I just supposed to sit on my hands while the Phinons try to kill
us? Either your genanites turn them aside or they don't. I've never been
one to just sit around and wait to see what happens-Rick could tell you
that. The least I can do is try to deliver them to target." 

And now we're back to my bugs, Sammi thought sadly. So much for a change
of subject. What am I doing up here? Looking for the girl who used to be?
Looking for Sunshine MacTavish? Sunshine never had the fate of humanity
resting on her shoulders. 

"So how does it feel to have the fate of the Phinons resting on your
shoulders?" Paula asked, interrupting Sammi's thought. "The way Rick told
me, if we can infect them, even if they don't flee, they're dead." 

The fate of the Phinons? 

"Didn't you mean to say the fate of humanity?" 

"I'd say that's on a lot of shoulders. Even mine once I volunteer," Paula
answered. "Where would we be without you or Dykstra or Arie or my Rick? 

"Oh, how am I going to tell him?" 

It was clear to Sammi that Paula had not thought too deeply about the
implications of what she'd said, but just saying it had been enough. What
had Chris said, practically at the beginning? That our actions will be
judged before God and history. I know what I've been planning to do. But
what would Sunshine do? 

Sammi left Paula to bounce her thoughts off the stars and took the
elevator down. She wandered the halls a while, then found herself drawn to
the lowest floors, all the way down to the Phinon cage. Although the floor
of the theater had been scrubbed, she was sure she could still detect the
sour smell of vomit. 

She shuddered as she recalled the Phinon dying. She wondered what it had
been thinking about just before it died. Its mate had been taken away.
Maybe it had been wondering about him. Steve had been thinking about her
just before he . . . 

Without any warning at all, she felt the tears flow into her eyes, then
somehow she was sitting on the floor, leaning against the wall and sobbing
uncontrollably. At Martha's she had expected to do some crying, and now as
she wailed into the empty tunnel, a part of her mocked her for fooling
herself. That had been no catharsis-she'd lied to Martha even as she was
leaving her place. 

Sunshine would not have done that. 

But this time Sammi had not been ready. This time the numbed soul inside
her would not stay numbed. This time the throat of the black hole she'd
been funneling her feelings down choked on the overload of emotions too
long ignored, and the resulting explosion of grief left behind a naked
singularity. 

From which could emerge whichever Samantha MacTavish she allowed. 

She picked herself up off the floor, found her way to the restroom and
cleaned herself up, and took the elevator back up. The door opened and she
almost collided with someone as she stepped out. "Oh, sorry-" She felt a
hand on her shoulder. "Bob. I didn't know it was you." 

"That's okay, Sammi. By the way, are you okay?" he asked, smiling at his
little rhyme. 

Why don't you call me "Sunshine" anymore? "I guess," Sammi said. "I still
have to go process a fresh batch of genanites for the mines. I don't want
Andy to have to do it alone. And he's got to pack. He's going on the ship
to Alpha Centauri with copies of the records of our work. 

"It's impossible, but I wish I could forget about the whole damn Phinon
business for even just one moment." 

"Maybe there's something I can do about that," Nachtegall said. 

"Maybe there is, Bob." She stared at him for a few seconds, taking in his
noble face and golden hair, then put her arms around him and kissed him in
a way she had kissed no one since Steve had left for the Patrol. 

Upon resurfacing, Bob said, "I was actually thinking more of dinner and a
show . . . ." 

"No. That's okay," Sammi said. "That was the moment I needed. Thank you.
But I have things I have to do now." 

She left him standing there, flabbergasted, and walked away thinking,
Sunshine is back. 

XIV 

Lieutenant Robert Nachtegall looked out across the underground acres of
the High Command space docks and, though he'd seen the vast array of ships
many times in the last several days, he still marveled at the number.
There were streakbombers and fighters from the System Patrol, equivalent
craft from the Belt, and also from the Belt, ancient but upgraded Hawk-
and Mosquito-class ships that no doubt dated from the days of the War of
Independence. In all there were over 200 ships occupying space in the
docks, and of those, 134 that would actually engage the Phinon fleet, half
of them mated skiffs. 

Bob would pilot a streakbomber, yet again. He'd been given the lead ship.
But it wasn't clear that meant anything more than that his ship would be
the first to leave. And flying along with him would be Paula to pilot the
skiff. He knew that she'd had a tremendous fight with Rick over her
volunteering for such hazardous duty. Of course, given the situation,
staying home in bed is just about as hazardous, he thought. 

The ships would be leaving in less than two hours. Bob was already wearing
his flight suit, but plenty of people had turned out to see them all off,
and it was time to say his good-byes. 

He spotted a group of oddly outfitted men, and decided they must be pilots
from the Belt. Then he noticed that one of them was Reggie Dukes. Their
nemesis from Jupiter had turned out to be an all-right kind of guy after
all, and Bob was proud that his instinct to let the man board had worked
out well-Reggie had volunteered for skiff duty. 

Someone clapped him on the shoulder from behind. Bob turned. The face was
familiar, but . . . oh! "Captain Brinn. Of course. I heard you were on
Luna." 

"Not long now, Lieutenant," Brinn said. "Good luck." 

"It's not long for you either I hear. Your liner breaks orbit only a few
hours after the fleet leaves," Bob said. 

"That's right. I'll survive this thing regardless. Somehow that isn't all
that comforting," Brinn said. "But I hear Tau Ceti is nice this time of
year." 

Of the three spaceliners that had been outfitted with hyperdrives, Captain
Brinn had been selected to command the ship headed for Tau Ceti. The liner
would take along her usual crew, but filling the passenger slots would be
scientists from both the Mars Terraforming Project and the Phinon Project,
their families, and then others selected by lottery from Luna City. 

If Bob's group was successful, then Brinn and his crew would still perform
a valuable survey. If Bob's group failed. . . . At any rate, they'd be
trans-Hague Limit and in hyperspace before the engagement with the Phinons
took place. If no one from Earth showed up within a week of their arrival
at Tau Ceti, they'd know there was no point in going back. 

Bob noticed Sammi talking to an older couple near the dock entry doors.
The woman was rather large and soft looking, and Bob decided she must be
Sammi's friend Martha. Brinn moved on, but Bob was hesitant to go over and
talk to Sammi. Despite the kiss in the hallway, that very evening he'd
tried to contact her, but failed. This was the first he'd seen her since
then. But then the decision was taken away from him for Sammi spotted him
herself, flashed her famous smile-How long has it been since I've seen
that?-and waved for him to join them. 

Sammi looked beautiful, as finely finished as he hadn't seen her since the
day he had taken her to meet Chris for the first time. Something had
changed inside her recently, he decided, and she was becoming her old self
again. "Martha and Ted, this is Lieutenant Robert Nachtegall," she said as
he joined them. "I've told you about Martha, Bob. We worked together on
the Mars Terraforming Project. Ted is her husband," Sammi said, making
introductions. 

Ted just nodded but Martha said, "It's nice to finally meet you,
Lieutenant. Sunshine has told me a lot about you. Too bad the
circumstances couldn't be brighter." 

Bob just shrugged and smiled. "But that's out of our hands, I'm afraid.
But Sammi, why don't you go along on the liner? You still can, you know.
You belonged to both Projects." 

"You're not getting rid of me that easily," Sammi said, but if she had
anything to add after that she didn't get a chance to say it because two
other men suddenly called to her. 

"Samantha! Hey, it's us, Mike and Terry." The two came over and each gave
her a warm hug. After some chatter Sammi finally got around to introducing
Bob. 

"Mike and Terry were Steve's best friends," she said. "They were all
suicide orbiteers together." 

"That's right," Mike said. "And by the way, Sammi, thanks for sending that
post along about how Steve really died. I'm glad we finally got to know
the truth." Sammi had written down the account and sent it to all whom she
thought would want to know once the secrecy about the Phinons was lifted. 

"I wanted everyone to know," she said. "But what are you guys doing here
anyway?" 

"Lotto winners," Terry said. "Both of us. Must be fate." 

A klaxon sounded and Ted gave Martha a nudge. "That's for us, dear. The
shuttle up to our liner. We'd better get moving." There were some more
hurried good-byes and farewells, more hugs and some kisses, and then after
a few moments, just Bob and Sammi standing together. 

"Where are the others?" Sammi asked. "Chris? Rick? Nikki? And how has she
been lately?" 

"Chris and Rick should be along soon. Nikki was still depressed last I saw
her. She wanted to volunteer for skiff duty. But Knoedler wouldn't let her
and said he needed her to come with him to Mercury. God only knows why.
Even Chris doesn't know. But the colonel apparently has at least one other
card up his sleeve. Either that or he suddenly turned coward." 

"You don't believe that?" 

"Nah. Not the colonel. Anyway, Nikki was spitting flames when they left
yesterday. That by itself may have been the best thing for her," Bob said.
Then he spotted their friends across the dock and waved. "There's Rick and
Paula," he said. 

The two watched as Rick and Paula, holding hands, made their way around
and over the cables and equipment snaking through and cluttering the
docks. "How did Rick take it when Paula said she was going to volunteer as
skiff pilot?" 

"You knew about that? Rick went through the roof but he didn't have an
adequate argument to change her mind. Then I suppose she batted her eyes
and a few other things and he shut up about it." 

"I'm sorry I ever called her 'Miss Bouncy-wouncy,' " Sammi said. "I don't
think I could have volunteered for that job." 

"Sammi. Hi!" Rick said. "I'm glad you're staying at the High Command." 

"I had some good-byes to say. And even though my work is done, where else
was I going to watch from? I hear you did volunteer, Paula." 

"Nothing like looking at the stars to clear your thinking," Paula replied.
Bob didn't know what the two women were referring to, and he didn't ask. 

Then Rick asked earnestly, "She's going with you, right, Bob? Paula is
riding out in your ship?" 

Sammi raised an eyebrow at that, Bob noticed, and he smiled inside.
"That's right. I owe you, Rick. You saved my ass. I'll do my best to keep
Paula's out of trouble." 

"Well, what a fine couple of cavemen you two are," Paula observed.
"Samantha, will you make sure Rick doesn't hurt himself while I'm gone?" 

"Why certainly," Sammi said, picking up the jest. "And I'll make sure he
eats well and dresses himself properly, too." 

"I've never found gallows humor funny," Rick said, but then he put his arm
around Paula and held her to him tight. 

They were all quiet for a moment, not knowing what else to say, when Sammi
spotted the one man most dear to them all. "There's Chris," she said. 

Dykstra was standing by the entrance to the docks, walking stick held
firmly, solidly planted on the floor just in front of him. Bob remembered
how Dykstra had looked in his apartment all those months ago when he'd
sent them off on their illegal mission to capture some Phinons. Like a
king at court, he'd looked then, confident that his cause was just and his
views the right ones. Bob wondered what the old genius was thinking at
this moment, for the activity at the docks would not be taking place right
now had it not been for him. Nor would there have been any hope for
survival from the approaching onslaught had the great man not been with
them. 

And Bob remembered the morning when he'd picked Dykstra up at his home in
the mountains and whisked him here to the High Command, recalled the
struggles they'd gone through together against the small-mindedness of
Major Moore, the triumph of Dykstra when he'd puzzled out the workings of
the Phinon hyperdrive, the joy in the man as he'd helped assemble the
Hyperlight at the Capitol Products black docks. 

This is Dykstra's war, Bob thought. Without him, there would have been no
war, just a few months of extermination. 

Dykstra spotted Sammi's wave and strode over to them. "My friends," he
said. "We've come a long way these past months, haven't we?" 

"A long way we could not have come without you," Rick said. "You're the
whole reason we're all here now," he continued, Rick's words paralleling
Bob's thoughts. "Without the hyperdrive, and the new drive, and your
understanding of the Phinons, we'd just be ducks in a pond, waiting for
the buckshot." 

"But we still don't know if it's enough, Rick. Don't forget that," Dykstra
said. 

"He's right though, Chris. Without you, we'd be witnessing the end of
humanity right now," Sammi chimed in. 

"You're all embarrassing me," he said. "Without all of you, without your
faith and courage, despite anything I could do we'd still all be dead.
Strip away all the technology, all the fancy gadgets and brilliant
strategies. In the end what will save us are our best qualities, our
self-sacrificing, our love for each other. These are things about which
the Phinons know nothing. I want you all to remember that these next few
days. 

"Now, may I see your ship, Lieutenant?" 

"Certainly," Bob said, and they all started walking toward the berth where
the ship that Bob and Paula would take to their battle stood waiting. 

"By the way, where's Arie?" Sammi asked. 

"Ah, our little friend has had his own little enclave built for him in the
tracking room, courtesy of the colonel. He'll be able to listen to the
Phinon chatter quite comfortably there. I just left him there a few
minutes ago. He was, er, customizing his environment." 

" 'Customizing'?" Bob asked. 

"Installing a squirrel cage, oh yes," Dykstra said. 

They arrived at the berth. Emblazoned across the bow of the streakbomber
was the name Hyperlight II. "I figured I'd better stick with a winner,"
Bob told them. 

"I can't tell from here," Dykstra said, looking up at the skiff attached
to the top of the bigger ship. "Did you also get to name your ship,
Paula?" 

"Pops," she said. 

"He'd like that," Bob said. 

Another klaxon sounded, this one keener and shriller, and it was the
signal for the pilots to report to their ships. As if taking it as his
cue, Dykstra said, "This time the only words I have for any of you is,
'See you later.' " With that he walked away. 

Rick and Paula wandered around to the other side of the ship to say
good-bye, and Bob was left with Sammi beside him. Bob found himself at a
loss for anything to say, and was actually wondering if this time he was
going to get another kiss or maybe just a punch on the shoulder. At least
she's here, he thought. 

"I have not been fair to you, Robert," Sammi said, and she put her arms
loosely upon his shoulders, lightly clasping her hands behind his neck.
Reflexively he put his hands around her waist. "We have a lot to talk
about when you return." 

"Sammi, you don't owe me any explanations, any apologies," Bob said. 

"I may owe the entire human race an apology when you get back," she said. 

"I'm sure your genanites will work." 

"So am I." 

"Then I don't understand-" he began, but she put her finger to his lips.
Then she pulled him closer and kissed him in a way that put even the
hallway encounter to shame. 

Rick and Paula had been waiting for them to finish, Bob realized, as his
lips broke from Sammi's. Then there were a few hugs and some handshakes,
and Sammi and Rick walked out of the docks, and he and Paula watched them
go. 

"Poke yourself in the eye, Bob?" Paula asked. "They're looking a little
moist." 

He didn't answer, just turned and walked up the ramp into the Hyperlight
II. 

Twelve hours after the last of the fleet had departed the docks, Dykstra
returned there, and walked slowly across the empty floor. Cane in hand, he
headed for the laboratory they'd constructed for him in a corner of the
expanse when the alien drive unit had been brought to Luna from the battle
at Slingshot. It was still there, or at least parts of it, still clinging
to the inside of the crumpled shell. The unit had no more secrets to offer
up, but Dykstra wanted to see it again for it reminded him of a time only
months yet forever ago when he knew his work meant something. 

He knew it was silly, but he still felt guilty about how little "real"
work he'd done since returning from Earth. He'd made some progress on the
problem of transmitting radio signals FTL from a stationary source outside
the Hague Limit, and could probably have had a working model ready to test
by now if he'd only been free of the constant interruptions that had come
after his return. 

But then, they were important interruptions. 

And then there was the entire theory of hyperdrive and hyperphysics to
work out rigorously. So much of what had so far been accomplished still
existed only in his head. He really had to get it down into some more
permanent, yet intelligible to ordinary minds, form. For hyperphysics had
turned out to be more than just a "few new wrinkles" in Dykstra Field
Theory-he could see that now. At the turn of the 20th century, relativity
and quantum mechanics had overturned the views of the 19th century, and
even Maxwell's work had been modified. To be noted, though, were the
objections of that incomprehensible genius Tesla, who thought everyone had
gone off on the wrong track. By the turn of the 21st century, Tesla's
concerns had been borne out. The work of Kirk, Spencer, and Phipps had
turned up anomalies in both electromagnetism and gravitational theory, and
it had been left to Dykstra to sort it all out and introduce the new
paradigm that would rule physics through the century. 

But I never thought I'd have to do it all again at the dawn of the 22nd
century, Dykstra thought. Yes, so much work to do. Or that could be done,
if there was a point to it. 

Upon entering the lab, his gaze turned to the crumpled can that was the
shell of the Phinon hyperdrive motor; a motor he now knew was not the
product of genius, but of a billion years of evolution. "Lucky for us I
figured out your secrets in a few months," he told the motor, but it
seemed unimpressed. The lab had been stripped of equipment months ago, a
shell now as hollow as the motor itself, and Dykstra stayed there only a
few minutes. 

Back out on the floor of the docks, he looked across past the rows of
empty berths to the few craft that still remained, though they were only
shuttles and hoppers for point-to-point trips on the Moon. All of the
ships were gone, the closest evidence of the great Exodus from Earth that
had taken place much the same way as the desertion of Jupiter had. But
this time it was clear that fleeing to other planets was hardly a
guarantee of safety. Most ships headed for the Belt, the one place it
would take the Phinons a long time to clean out, but also a place where
few of the refugees would be able to hold out. It took the right kind of
equipment to sustain life on a rock. 

As he walked toward the shuttles (for no reason other than that they were
there), Dykstra's mind again turned toward work. Since his stay in the
hospital, he had confirmed in his mind that his best idea for a super
weapon-more like a Doomsday weapon-would work. This was something best
characterized as a "Dykstra field Tesla coil" sort of thing which could be
made large enough to cause the Hague Limit to expand and contract in
resonance with it. 

He could make the sun explode that way. 

That would hardly help us now though, would it? Still, he could envision
some future where detonating stars might be useful for cleaning Phinons
out of the surrounding Oort clouds. 

Or other humans out of star systems. 

Even if we survive the Phinons, can we survive human nature? Still,
surviving means that Samantha's genanites will have done their job, so we
may never have to face Phinons ever again. Come to think of it, as long as
we infect them, even if humanity dies out, at least their "reign of
terror" in the galaxy will come to an end. Maybe then some other race will
have a chance to inherit the stars. He thought about all those conjectured
civilizations (when he was a boy it had been assumed there were millions
of them) that might have made it to the stars, only to be cut to pieces
just as they were taking their first steps. 

The nature of the Phinons had finally explained the Fermi Paradox. 

"Paula, it's showtime," Bob said. Without a word she got up from the
copilot's seat and went into the middeck. She suited up and then climbed
through the special docking ring that allowed passage into the mated
skiff. Only after she was in place did she say anything. 

"Ready, Lieutenant. Bring us up close." 

It had been a quiet flight for the two of them, and probably for most of
the pairs in the other streakbombers. The ships had taken a day and a half
to fly out and turn back so that they could come up on the lead ships of
the Phinon fleet from behind. During the trip, both Bob and Paula had been
lost in their own thoughts except for those times when they had to look
over the data feeds they were getting from Luna and the observation and
tracking ships. 

After Jupiter, the Phinon fleet had gradually turned around in a large arc
and the ships were now headed toward Earth from high above the ecliptic.
Bob and Paula were encountering them less than an astronomical unit from
Earth. Bob's streakbomber was one of those ships equipped with the new
drive immediately following Dykstra's confrontational meeting with
Knoedler. Paula's skiff was powered only by a standard fusion drive-there
had not been time to convert the skiffs over. Still, if all went according
to plan, her fusion engine would be enough. 

"We'll be right alongside our target in three minutes," Bob said. He was
looking at the Phinon ship out the bubble, her image shimmering slightly
from the effects of the Dykstra shield surrounding the Hyperlight II. The
ship was an ugly, evil-looking thing, bulbous with odd curves and sharp
projections sticking out. The expeditionary force that had encountered the
fleet before it went to Jupiter had found that the Phinons did not fire
until fired upon, and would not break ranks no matter what. As Bob pulled
alongside, matching velocity only a few hundred meters away from the alien
ship, he could almost feel a reflex in his hand trying to reach for the
fire button on the weapons array. Yeah, I could kill this one. His shields
aren't even up yet. Then what? Only another million plus to go. 

"You're on, Paula." 

He felt a slight nudge and heard a faint clang as the skiff separated from
the Hyperlight II. Slowly, Paula closed with the Phinon ship. She was less
than a hundred meters away before the alien vessel turned on its shields.
"Well, I really didn't think they'd leave them off the whole time," Paula
radioed back. "That would have been too easy." 

The Pops continued toward the ship. 

Bob switched radio channels for a moment, listening to the Phinon
ship-to-ship. They were talking up a storm. I wonder what they're saying,
he thought. Too bad the only translator is light-minutes away. She'll be
back before Arie could tell me what they're talking about. 

"Fine-tuning to Phinon shield frequency now," Paula said, her voice
breaking through the Phinon chatter since her frequency had priority. 

Bob watched. This was the worst part. There was a shimmering ring around
the interface of the two shields as Paula eased the Pops through. 

"I'm in!" she said. "How are we coordinated with the others?" 

It took Bob thirty seconds to find out. It was important that all the
ships perform the Wirasinghe Maneuver near simultaneously lest the Phinons
talk to each other. Though the Phinon ships had yet to respond to them, no
one, Bob included, thought this would continue once the first biomine was
detonated. "Eighty percent of us are in position," Bob told her. "I'm
waiting for the coordinating signal. There! Twelve seconds, mark." 

Twelve seconds later, like a wasp streaking in for a sting, the Pops dove
for the Phinon ship, engine flaring, tractor beams on. It took only
seconds to attach, place the mine, then spring back off, engine flaring
again. 

"Did it, dammit!" Paula cried. 

Bob saw three flashes. The first was the blaze from Paula's drive. The
second was the explosion of the biomine on the hull of the Phinon ship. 

The third was the brilliant glare from the X-ray laser that suddenly
lanced up from the Phinon craft and hit the Pops. 

"They know our ships are there, oh yes," Hague said. His listening post
was getting direct feeds from an observation craft less than a
light-minute from the attack, but it still required more than four more
minutes for the information to make it to the Moon. With all the Phinon
ships communicating at once, it was necessary for the observation craft to
pick and choose which to listen to. 

Hague was just reporting the gist. 

"Well, if there was such a thing as absolute time, I could say our skiffs
should be attaching their mines right about now," said some officer
Dykstra couldn't pick out down on the floor of the tracking center. He,
Rick, and Sammi were watching near Hague's station, from the elevated deck
that half circled the room. 

But we do have absolute time, now, Dykstra thought. He really did have to
get started on a hyperphysics text. Well, maybe I can wait another few
hours, when we find out if the Earth is still going to be here. 

"I hate this," Sammi said. "I hate this waiting." She was holding onto the
rail, hard. Dykstra noticed her white knuckles. 

"Me, too," Rick said. "Arie, are any of them talking about using weapons?"
Because of his relationship with the savant, Rick was the one designated
to interface between Hague and the High Command officers. 

"Oh no," he answered. "No, no, not at all. No one has fired on them.
They're unconcerned. Yes, unconcerned, oh yes." 

"Bet they won't be when the first mine goes off," Rick said. 

"Paula! Paula! Paula!" Bob screamed into the comm. His hands played over
the weapons board. He had the lasers at full and the weapons array ready
to deal destruction. He could see the Pops. She was tumbling but still in
one piece-the skiff's Dykstra shields had held against the laser strike. 

Mostly held. 

"Still breathing," Paula said, though it sounded to Bob like she was out
of breath. "Shields held. Still tuned . . . slipped right through their .
. . sonavabitchen . . . shields. Engine's dead . . . though." 

"I'll get them!" Bob said and his hand reached to fire. And stopped. 

I can't. Dammit! I can't. They need to be infected and . . . Shit! Instead
he maneuvered the Hyperlight II between the skiff and the Phinon ship.
They hadn't fired again, not since the one shot at Paula. But this way,
Bob's ship would shadow Paula's in case they did resume firing. 

Even then, he couldn't shoot back. 

"Paula, what kind of shape are you in?" 

"Rick never . . . had any . . . complaints." 

"Shit. What's your physical condition, I mean." Still, he couldn't help
smiling at her grit. 

"I just took a . . . blow to my tummy when . . . the laser hit. Knocked
the . . . wind out." 

"Okay. I'm going to lock the skiff to my bow with the docking tractor.
Think you can stand two gees for a while?" 

"Yes." 

Slowly, slowly, Bob brought the Hyperlight II close to the tumbling skiff.
He kept one eye on his rear monitor, praying that the Phinon ship behind
him would continue its docile ways. "Turn off your shields, Paula." She
did. The docking tractor consisted of two collimated but independent
beams. Bob's ship's computer rapidly figured out how to use them to slow
the tumbling of the Pops. 

"Great. You're stabilized. Put your shields back up and tune to mine." 

There was a delay. "Paula?" 

"Damn things won't go back on." 

"The mines have gone off, oh yes," Hague reported. 

"Confirmed. Thirty-eight of the skiffs were able to get their mines in
place and detonated," came another announcement over the PA. 

"Oh no, oh no. The spiders are mad, oh yes. Going to attack now, oh yes.
Oh no." 

"Reports of X-ray laser fire coming from multiple sites." 

"I hate this," Sammi said. 

????????????? 

"I'm getting a report that some of the other Phinon ships are firing," Bob
told Paula. "But if I'm going to save you, I have to drop my shields for a
few seconds and let you in. Stand by." 

"Can I be valiant and suggest you leave me behind?" 

"Sure. Ain't going to do it, though. I'm closing at one meter per second.
Ready. Set. Shields down!" It would take six seconds. He counted them in
his head. He was up to four the second time when the ship turned the
shields back on at the proper instant. 

BAM! A Phinon missile slammed into the Hyperlight II on the port side. 

"Shee-it! Where did that come from? Paula, you okay?" 

"Yes. And damn lucky. Let's cut a trail, Bob. Now." 

"Have to get the skiff secured first. Looks like that missile came from
one of the ships back in the pack. Don't see any more incoming. Our Phinon
still hasn't done anything. Okay, we're mated. Two gees till we're safe,"
he said, running the drive up even as he was speaking. "We'll get you back
aboard once we're a safe distance away." 

"Are there any reports yet about Phinon ships turning aside?" Paula asked,
an extra hint of strain in her voice. Two gees after being hurt was no
picnic. 

"Not yet," Bob told her. 

"Then there is no safe distance away." 

"Arie, are the bugs working? Are they talking about it? What's going on?"
Sammi finally burst out. 

Dykstra put his hand on her shoulder. "They may not say anything,
Samantha," he said. "The unaffected ones in each ship might simply stand
frozen while they watch the others die. We didn't have another Phinon
handy to watch at your demonstration." 

"I know, Chris. I'm sorry. It's just . . ." 

"I know," he said. 

"Bob? I lied. I'm not in good shape at all." They'd only been pulling two
gees for a matter of minutes. 

"What?" Bob responded. "Dammit, Paula, you're already a goddamn hero. Are
you trying for martyr, too?" Bob reduced the acceleration to one gravity.
"How is that? Can you hold out?" 

"Much better. Thanks. And only time will tell. But just how far away from
the fleet do we have to be before you'll feel safe?" 

The other side of the galaxy comes to mind, he thought. "The cross-section
of the armada is about the same as the diameter of Luna's orbit. They seem
to adjust it based on the size of the system they're attacking. I was
hoping we could be a full diameter away, but if you're in that bad shape,
we could risk an EVA now. And are you going to be able to come over, or do
I have to go and get you? Be honest this time!" 

"You'll have to come get me," she said a few moments later. "But I can
stand a gee for a couple hours. I think. Any more reports you can fill me
in on?" 

"There was sporadic laser fire and missile release when the mines were set
off. We lost at least ten ships, the monitoring crew says. Hasn't been-" 

"Screw that shit!" Paula snapped back. "I set that mine off more than
fifteen minutes ago. Half that crew should be bean bag chairs by now. Have
any of the ships turned away?" 

"Message for you from Colonel Knoedler, Dr. Dykstra," the courier said,
thrusting a private viewer cube into his hand. "He left instructions that
you should scan it immediately." 

"Oh. Thank you," Dykstra said. The courier left. 

Neither Rick nor Sammi seemed to have noticed that the young man had even
been there. They were intent on the main screen, as was everyone else in
the room, for any sign that the affected Phinon ships were going to flee.
Hague had reported an initial flurry of chatter flying among the attacked
ships in the first moments of the release of the genanites, but that spike
had decayed to no chatter at all in only moments. "Oh yes, they know
they're sick, yes," was what Hague had reported, but nothing else in the
last ten minutes. 

Dykstra lifted the viewer to his eyes and brushed the "on" stud with his
finger, then remembered to put the earpiece in place. A holodisplay of the
inner Solar System appeared. An arrow pointed to Mercury. Another pointed
to a panoply of bright specks that was the Belt. A thick cream line
represented the Phinon attack. An arrow at the bottom pointed in the
direction of where Earth-Luna, not shown, would be. 

There were a lot of silver lines going from Mercury to the Belt, then
making sharp turns and intersecting the Phinon line along much of its
length. 

Dykstra was distracted by Sammi. "I failed," she said. "It's been long
enough. They should be turning. They're still coming. I failed." Rick
moved over to her and put his arm around her. 

"Ensign, what are all those fast little specks moving up the screen?"
Dykstra caught an admiral down on the main floor asking. "Some problem
with the screen?" 

"No sir," the ensign answered. "The screen is fine. But I don't know what
the specks are." 

Dykstra returned to the viewer. Knoedler's voice had started a narration.
"Chris, remember Slingshot?" he said. 

Dykstra tore the viewer away from his eyes and looked at the screen again,
then he went to the rail and called down. "Hey! The specks. Ensign, how
fast are the specks moving?" 

The man looked up, recognized his questioner, turned to the admiral, got a
nod and answered. "They're all moving at very high fractions of the speed
of light. If they're real, I mean." 

Oh, they're real all right. "How many are there?" 

"Looks like thousands, no, tens . . . hundreds of thousands," the confused
ensign finally answered. 

Dykstra reached out a hand and steadied himself against the rail.
"Colonel, you brilliant son-of-a-bitch," he said. 

Everyone heard. 

"Tommy, looks like ninety-eight percent of the KKVs came through the Belt
right on trajectory," Nikki Knoedler said to her new husband. It had been
a rush wedding at the only close-to-Christian chapel near the Mercurian
north pole, but the colonel had insisted and, depressed or not, Nikki had
not forgotten that that was what she had wanted, too. At the moment they
were aboard Knoedler's boat, which Nikki had renamed the Honeymoon before
the craft had been shot out of the cannon at .42c. 

That was twenty minutes ago. 

The kinetic kill vehicles had gone on before them, thousands at a time,
shot out of the cannon in multiple salvos on trajectories that would take
them into a huge swath of the Belt. There, close approach orbits past
asteroids with high powered tractor beam assists, coupled with the
Dykstra-Hague impellers on each vehicle, had boosted their velocities up
to over .8c, and bent their courses to intersect the column of the Phinon
fleet. 

Due to Knoedler's plan, the System Patrol had a scarcity of ships equipped
with the new drive, but over 600,000 intelligent rocks to hurl at the
alien attackers. 

And hurl they had. The Honeymoon had followed last, but on a different,
direct course to the fleet encounter. There with Nikki piloting, Knoedler
himself was doing whatever fine-tuning was needed to maximize their
assault. 

"Good! Damn good as a matter of fact. God must be on our side," Colonel
Tommy replied to his new wife. "Any evidence yet that they're turning
aside? If Sammi's genanites don't do it, maybe losing half their fleet
will." 

"Been over fifteen minutes. Doesn't look like any of the lead ships have
changed course," Nikki answered while staring at the scanner. 

"Then I guess we have to save the day," Knoedler said. "You may apologize
to me again for all the things you said to me when I ordered you to come
with me to Mercury, wife." 

"I'm sorry, Tommy. Call the High Command now?" 

"Chris will have had his advance notice by now," Knoedler said. "It's time
to tell the whole System what's about to happen. I mean, 'happening.'
They'll be seeing the first impacts before our message reaches them." 

"Bob?" 

Now what? the lieutenant thought. They'd only been at one gee for five
minutes. "Yes?" 

"I guess I'm bleeding worse than I thought," Paula said. 

"God damn you, Paula!" he roared at her, but he cut the drive to zero.
"We'll just coast with the shields up and hope we don't get any
concentrated fire. I'm coming to get you. I'm suiting up, now." 

A soft, "I'm sorry," issued from the speaker, but by then Bob was on the
middeck putting on his power suit (upgraded to a deluxe model like Pops
had worn). Bob was out the airlock and standing on the bow with his
gripfields in less than a minute, and looking into Paula's skiff in less
than two. 

She looked like hell. 

Somehow her seat had gotten crushed up against the control console, with
her sandwiched in between. "You can't even get your suit helmet on, can
you?" he observed. 

"Maybe if I could feel my arms," she said. 

That she hadn't died from the blast that disabled the skiff was a major
miracle. That she hadn't died when they were under two gees was another
minor one. 

"Shit. I'm going to have to carry the skiff back to the docking ring so we
can keep you under atmosphere, then cut you out once I'm back inside. We
won't be able to use the drive though because you'll still be outside the
compensation fields." 

Through his comm he ordered the ship to deactivate the tractor beams, then
grabbed the skiff and started the slow walk over the top of the Hyperlight
II to the docking ring. 

Bob thought he saw a brief spark of light out the corner of his eye off
the port side. He looked that way and saw another. And another. "Paula,
can you see out, toward where the Phinons are?" 

"Yes. What are those flashes?" 

"Beats me. But . . . shit. Looks like their ships are self-destructing.
Maybe they're doing that instead of turning. Paula! I think we did it!"
Too many sparkles and flashes were going off by now to even hope to count.

Looks like the end of a burning fuse, Bob thought. 

XV 

"Chris, what's the colonel trying to pull?" Rick asked. He'd left Hague to
continue monitoring the Phinons alone-not a word had come out of the
genanite-exposed ships for some minutes now; those were the ones that
Hague was focusing on. Hague continued to listen, headset on, cable
getting tangled as he walked around his squirrel cage slipping nuts to
Sarobi, Sammi, and Bixy. 

"Colonel Knoedler took the basic design perfected at Slingshot by"-Dykstra
nodded to Sammi-"Steve MacTavish and his crew, and added small versions of
the new drive to each kinetic kill vehicle. With mass converters for
power, they're orders of magnitude better than they would have been." 

"But why all the secrecy?" Sammi wanted to know. "I thought my bugs were
our only hope, and here Knoedler's had this in the works all along." 

"Several reasons," Dykstra replied. "Recall the original purpose for the
KKVs-to destroy military assets in the Belt. Had they discovered what he
was doing, some elements in power there would not have been willing to lay
down arms and make common cause against the Phinons. They wouldn't trust
us, because these really are now a weapon that the Union could use to
clean out the Belt for good. Also, look at the trajectories. The KKVs were
shot out of the cannon on Mercury." At this Sammi drew a blank, but Rick
understood. "But they're coming from a wide arc of the Belt. This way they
can double their velocity doing close approaches, and it also has the
advantage of the KKVs not initially heading straight for the fleet just in
case the Phinons could spot them. But how do you think the BDF would have
responded if they'd seen several hundred thousand projectiles coming at
them at forty percent of light speed? They would have thought we were
attacking them. They probably don't even know yet what just went through
the Belt to disrupt all those asteroid orbits they're likely noticing
about now." 

The specks on the screen were nearly to the Phinon column; they all fixed
their attentions on the scene. The KKVs ignored the first hundred or so
Phinon craft. Many of these were the infected ones, and Knoedler had not
wanted them to be targeted. But immediately following, Phinon ships were
starting to die. 

They winked out, one after another, in a pattern reminiscent of popping
popcorn-first a few kernels pop, then more and more until there's just one
continual sound. Within seconds the occupants of the tracking room were
witnessing the same "burning fuse" of sparks that Bob had described, only
he'd seen it minutes earlier. 

"Message incoming from Colonel Thomas Knoedler," suddenly blared out on
the PA, unusual that, but no doubt planned by Knoedler and his superiors.
His message also followed, except it was Nikki who was talking. 

"This is Lieutenant Commander Nikki Knoedler of the System Patrol ship
Honeymoon," they heard. "So, she landed him," Rick and Dykstra heard Sammi
comment under her breath. "You are witnessing the interception of the
Phinon fleet by a salvo of 630 thousand kinetic kill vehicles. We
anticipate and expect the destruction of fully half of the enemy fleet. .
. ." 

The rest of the message went on to discuss what Dykstra had already told
the others, and Nikki included a formal apology to the Belt for keeping
them in the dark. 

"Half their fleet," Rick said. "Pretty damn good. But we're still going to
have to hope they decide to flee." 

It had taken less than half the fleet to destroy the Jovian system. 

"Wow, look at 'em go!" Bob exclaimed as the sparkler of dying Phinon ships
continued. 

"Yes. Very . . . pret . . . ty," Paula agreed. It sounded like she was
talking through clenched teeth, so Bob tore his eyes away from the scene
and redoubled his efforts to move the skiff back to the docking ring. 

He had to go slow. Power suit or not, the skiff was very massive and he
couldn't risk losing control of it and damaging the Hyperlight II. It also
wouldn't do to jerk it around too much and add to Paula's discomfort,
though at the moment Bob was so angry at her for holding out on him about
her condition that he wouldn't have minded eliciting a few grunts and
groans of additional pain. 

He carried the skiff along the top spine of the ship, then gently moved it
into docking position. 

It wouldn't fit. 

"Dammit!" he said. "Looks like the ring's been damaged, the female unit on
the skiff. I'm going to have to lift you up again and see if I can hammer
it back into shape enough to fit." 

"What . . . ever," Paula said. 

Lifting the skiff again, Bob inspected the ring, and to his relief saw
that it had only been dented in on the side, and a few pushes and twists
with his powered hand set it back into fairly round shape. He put the
skiff back into place. "I'm going back inside now," he told Paula. "I'm
going to have to scrounge up some emergency sealant to pack around the
docking ring from the inside though, before I can get in there and pull
you out. It'll leak otherwise." 

This time she just grunted a sort of "uh-huh" and let it go at that. 

Before reentering, Bob turned again to look in the direction of the Phinon
fleet. The fuse had gone out, he noted, and since he didn't know what the
cause had been, he didn't know that the last of the KKVs had done its job.
But he had only been looking for a few seconds when he did see something
he recognized. 

"Oh shit. Oh, man! Thank God Almighty, we did it! Paula, we did it!" 

Though from a greater distance away, it was a scene Bob had observed once
before, with Rick, out near the Hague Limit. 

That of hundreds of thousands of drive flames, all burning brightly at
once. 

"Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, oh yes, oh yes, oh yes!" Hague said, bouncing in
his seat, almost unable to contain himself. "Yes, oh yes, oh yes!" 

"Arie, what is it? What did you hear?" Rick asked, concern but perhaps a
note of hope in his tone. No one had been paying attention to Hague
because they were all watching the screen. The last KKV had killed its
ship and everyone wondered what would happen next. 

"They're going to flee, oh yes, oh yes! Run away, run away! Oh yes, yes,
yes!" 

Rick turned to the others. "Arie says the Phinons are going to-" he began,
but then his eye caught the view on the screen and he just pointed.
"Look!" 

Sammi and Dykstra turned just as the ensign at the control board leapt out
of his seat. "Drive flames! God dammit, those are drive flames!" 

The admiral kept a cooler head. "What are their vectors, Ensign? That does
make a difference." 

"Sorry, sir," Rick heard the ensign say. "I'm on it." 

By now everyone on the main floor had moved to prime viewing position of
the main screen. Rick, Sammi, and Dykstra were all clutching the rail and
leaning over. Dykstra's cane suddenly slipped from where it was leaning
against the rail and clattered to the floor. Nobody noticed. 

A minute went by where the general buzz of people whispering and hoping
and praying was nearly deafening all by itself. Then the ensign said, "Got
it, sir. Confirmed. They're accelerating at over nine gees. They're going
to miss us!" 

And now it was a time for cheers. Sammi threw her arms around Dykstra and
kissed him soundly on the lips. Rick threw his arms around the both of
them and was surprised, but then amused, to find himself crying. The hell
with it. They were all crying, or laughing, or both. Even the admiral down
below was saying, "Man! Oh, man! Oh, man!" 

"Chris, oh God, I can't believe it! I can't believe it!" Sammi cried. "The
nightmare is over. We're going to make it!" 

"We owe it all to you, Chris!" Rick said. "Good job! Great job!" He knew
how inane that sounded-Dykstra's singular brilliance had just been
responsible for saving the planet. But what other words were going to be
adequate? 

"Has anyone thought to send a thank-you to the colonel?" Dykstra suddenly
asked. Forgotten in the excitement was that Nikki was still sending them
information from the Honeymoon. She had been taken off the PA, but Rick
was able to switch her message through a separate headset from Hague's
station. He was surprised to find that the little genius, though he'd been
the first to discover and register delight at the good news, was now
intently listening to Phinon chatter again. 

Rick held one side of the headset to his ear. Nikki was saying, " . . .
will have data on density and expansion characteristics of the debris
cloud." Rick smiled at that. Yeah, there'd be one hell of a lot of mangled
Phinon hardware falling to Earth for the next few days. Fireball city for
watchers in the Northern Hemisphere. She was continuing. "We have
confirmed kills on five point five hundred K ships and counting. Many of
them never had time to raise their shields. This was a real-" There was a
brief burst of static and the link went dead. 

"What the hell?" Rick muttered. He looked at the channel indicator:
DOWNLINK LOST glowed at him in red letters. "Uh oh," he said. "Chris, I-" 

"No, no, no, no, no, oh nooo!" Hague burst out. "Oh, no! They're not all
going, not leaving, oh no!" 

Dykstra and Sammi heard that and promptly came over. Rick's other news had
to wait as they tried to calm down the diminutive scientist enough to
explain. 

"Yes, some ships with the bugs never relinked, yes, never started talking
again, no, oh no," he said, and now he was sobbing. 

It did not take long for the news to filter through the crowd, and the
tracking center crew went to work to confirm Hague's claim. 

Four Phinon ships had not changed course. Four of the ones at the front of
the column. Four of the ones that had suffered the ravages of Sammi's
genanites. One of those ships would pass close to the Moon. The other
three would likely drop their bombs on Earth. 

Earth-Luna had been saved from annihilation. But multigigaton bombs are
hell on biospheres. Though saved from annihilation, the Earth still faced
a global catastrophe. 

The skiff wasn't likely to disconnect from the Hyperlight II, Bob decided,
but he was certain the docking ring would leak like hell once he opened
the inner hatch. For that, he got a can of leak-stopping foam, sprayed up
a sphere of the aerogel goop roughly a meter across, then pulled open the
hatch. There was a violent hissing but the floating glob moved up to the
leaks and soon had filled all the gaps, solidifying into a seal nearly as
tough as the hull metal itself. Now they'd have to remove the skiff in a
dockyard, but that was okay-the ship had accomplished her mission. 

"Have you out in a few minutes," Bob told Paula as he opened the hatch and
stuck his head inside. 

"Thank God," she said. "I'm feeling . . . really, really woozy." Bob could
see a tear in her flight suit and dried blood crusted along the edges of
the rip. What her leg looked like inside the suit he didn't want to think
about. 

He looked around at the interior damage, then dropped back into the ship
to retrieve the tool kit. After that it was, fortunately, only a matter of
minutes until he had Paula cut free and delivered into the aft stateroom.
He rolled the traumabot out of its closet, stripped Paula naked, then
stepped back to let the machine's hands and expert system sort out what to
do about the girl. 

He could hear the radio chiming like crazy in the control bubble. "I'm
going to go up front to get that," he told Paula. 

"I understand," she said. "It's my looks. But I usually look much better
than this when I'm naked. Ask Rick," she said weakly, attempting a smile. 

Bob took that as a good sign and went up front. 

The call was coming from the High Command. 

The Hyperlight II was light-minutes away from Luna, so there was no way
for Bob to have a back-and-forth conversation. What came over the screen
and through the voice channel was the entire account of what had happened
since the KKVs hit the Phinons. Bob found himself grinning through most of
it, right up until the end when he saw the images and trajectory plots of
the four remaining ships. 

"Damn. Dammit!" he cursed. 

The anonymous narration continued. "Though no communication has been
detected from these ships, minor course correction bursts have been
observed. It is assumed the crews are alive and intend to carry out their
original mission. 

"Your ship is the only one in a position to attempt an intercept." 

"Son-of-a-bitch," Bob said. 

Along with the exodus from Earth of the citizenry with the means to do so
came, later, the exodus of the System Patrol fleet. Those ships needed to
attack the Phinons had been the last to depart Earth-Luna. If they failed,
there seemed little point in having the remains of the fleet hanging
around to be decimated along with the planets. Instead, all ships were
sent into the myriad of tiny worldlets that was the Belt, most of them
carrying vast quantities of equipment to set up spacedocks to convert over
every available ship to mass conversion power and Dykstra-Hague impellers.
This included the planetary defenses of the Earth. In an era of cheap
artificial gravity, there was no reason to build huge orbital battle
stations and not add a powerful propulsion system "just in case." The case
had come, and these stations, too, had departed for the Belt. That meant
that the only defensive systems left in the Earth-Luna system were the
ground installations on the Moon. 

Had things gone as planned, Bob would have been whisking his ship out to
the Belt right now, too, along with all the others that had attacked the
fleet. Paula's plight had slowed them up. 

The Moon might be able to take out one or two ships. But not all four, Bob
thought. I don't think I can get all of them either. They don't know back
there that I have a skiff stuck on the back of my ship. 

Bob ran the coordinates and trajectory data of the ships through his
navigational computer, then did a scan through the structural data on the
construction of the Hyperlight II. He had to know what kind of
acceleration he could do before the skiff would rip off-it lay outside the
effects of his ship's compensation fields. One thing was certain-he didn't
have time to cut the skiff away. The Phinon ships would be past the Earth
long before he could get there if he took the time to do that. 

He ran the data three times, each time giving himself more optimistic
assumptions. 

There was no way. 

"Shit, son-of-a-bitch! The skiff rips off above twenty gees no matter how
much wishful thinking I throw at the problem." But there had to be a way.
He couldn't believe that they'd turned the Phinon fleet aside, only to
have a few ships with huge bombs still manage to kill-what? millions?
billions?-on Earth. That's the problem with atmospheres-they're so damn
easy to screw up. 

Bob was running out of time. Over twenty gees, the skiff rips off . . .
Then what? It will open the ship to vacuum. Wait! 

Did it have to open the whole ship to vacuum? 

He had an idea. He also had another passenger. He raced from the control
bubble to the aft stateroom. 

Paula still looked like hell, but at least now bandages were covering some
of the lower circles of the inferno. She had tubes sticking into her in
five different places, and Bob knew from personal experience that at least
three of those places hurt no matter what the doctors might say. 

"Paula, we got a call from the High Command. Some of the Phinon ships
didn't turn away. We're the only ship that can intercept," he told her. 

She smiled up at him weakly. "But my skiff is glued on, right?" Even in
pain and all banged up, Paula was sharp. 

Miss Bouncy-wouncy indeed! Sammi, when I get back I'm going to make you
buy this girl dinner. "That's right. But I have an idea. Damn risky,
though. I want to seal up your stateroom and my control bubble, then open
up the middeck to vacuum. Then when the skiff tears away we may hardly
notice." 

"Don't make me laugh," Paula said. "You don't know what the failure modes
are in this situation. We could come to pieces, too." 

"That's why I need you to agree that we should try it." 

"You didn't honestly think I'd say 'no,' did you?" 

He closed her door on his way through and hit the button that sealed it
against vacuum. Again he ran to the control bubble, sealed himself in, and
opened up the airlock to the middeck. He could hear the air whistle out
for a few moments before silence descended. 

He turned the ship toward Earth, could see the twin planet Earth-Luna
system looking like a pair of exquisite gemstones lying on black velvet
sprinkled with diamond dust. He ramped up the acceleration. Ten gees.
Fifteen. Eighteen. At 19.5 there came a shredding sound and the ship
shuddered, then a horrendous shriek transmitted through the hull and the
ship was still again. 

"Paula, we seem to have survived," he told her through the comm. 

The Hyperlight II was still hours from Earth, but now that he was sure
he'd get there, he acknowledged the call from the High Command. 

"This is Lieutenant Robert Nachtegall of the streakbomber Hyperlight II.
Message received and acknowledged. I'm on my way." 

The Phinons were fleeing. This should have been a time of jubilation. The
parties should have started. They should have all been shit-faced by now.
They're fleeing except for four. And that makes all the difference, Rick
thought. 

No one had left the tracking room that Rick could see. At least, not
permanently. Sammi and Dykstra had gone back to their rooms and returned a
couple of times. No doubt others had, too. But now Sammi was pacing back
and forth along the rail. Dykstra had finally decided to have a chair
brought for him and was sitting with his arms resting on the rail, his
chin on his arms, just staring at the main screen. Hague was still
monitoring Phinon chatter, but there was nothing new to report. The men
down below were busy observing the Phinon fleet, confirming that the main
body of ships was still leaving, and also tracking the four incoming
vessels and sending the data to Bob. 

Thank God Bob and Paula made it. What would I do without her? Or even him?

To pass the hours before the final encounter, Rick had set for himself the
task of analyzing the abrupt ending of the transmission from the
Honeymoon. The others had been saddened to learn about that. Reviews of
tracking data showed that at the time of LOS, the colonel's ship was still
traveling at .42c, seemingly intact. But that doesn't mean they're not
dead. And everyone knew it. 

But even after the long hours of analysis, all Rick still could say for
certain was that their signal had stopped, but he had no idea why. 

"Chris, how many of the Phinon ships could Bob possibly destroy?" Sammi
asked. 

"I've been following the tracking data," Dykstra answered, looking at her
and catching Rick's eye, too. "Bob is only some few light-seconds away
now. No matter what he does, he's only going to be able to get two of the
Phinon ships. Obviously, the second ship will be one of those on its way
to Earth. The first could have been either the one headed for us, or
another of those going to Earth. But he'll have to pursue the Earth-bound
one. The Moon is an airless world-what's another big crater? And even if
everyone on her dies, it's only a trivial fraction of those who would die
if the other ship makes it to Earth." 

Dykstra had turned back toward the screen. "Ah, look," he said, pointing.
There was a small kink in the line on the display that showed the
trajectory trace of the Hyperlight II. "If the question wasn't moot to
begin with, it would be now." 

The Moon had to fend for itself. 

The Hyperlight II was closing to within range. Flashbacks to his
encounters out in the Oort cloud flickered through Bob's mind, but now the
stakes, unbelievably high, were readily apparent. 

The Phinon ship knew he was coming, too. Bob had already ridden through
two blasts of X-ray laser fire. Despite the hole in his ship, the shields
were holding just fine. 

He kept up a running commentary to the High Command. "Closing. I want to
be close. I want to disintegrate the bastard so none of his bomb load is
left intact." His superiors at the High Command knew all this, of course.
But he had no one else to talk to. Not even Paula-the traumabot had put
her into a deep sleep. 

Nothing left behind, Bob thought as he activated both the particle beam
weaponry and the lasers. He also armed the missiles in the weapons array
in case there were any pieces left big enough to warrant destruction. 

The Phinon ship was under full thrust, and Bob was closing from above. He
remembered the Phinon ship out in the Oort cloud that had self-destructed.
Of course, that one had spent itself and didn't have any bigger fish to
fry, either. 

Bob fired. The Phinon's shields lit up, glowing brightly, an incandescent
pearl, her color climbing up the spectrum. Then catastrophic failure and a
most satisfying explosion. 

"Nothing left bigger than a marble," Bob radioed to the High Command. 

"They're acting differently than they did at Jupiter," Dykstra said,
concerned. "But they didn't meet any opposition there. The ship Bob just
destroyed was under drive. Let's hope there aren't too many more surprises
from them this late in the game." 

"We don't understand the Phinons as well as we thought we did, do we?"
Sammi commented. She had wearied of pacing and Dykstra had summoned
another chair for her so she could sit beside him as they watched the
unfolding final Phinon encounters on the screen. She pointed at the
screen. "Looks like Bob is close to catching up with the second one now.
But when are we going to do something?" 

Rick came over. "Arie still hasn't heard anything from the remaining three
ships. But all the other ones really are fleeing, including a bunch of
those we infected. Looks like we scared the hell out of them," he told
them. He looked over the rail. "I see they have guys at the battle console
now. Won't be long and they'll go after the lead Earth-bound ship." 

This wouldn't be easy. The ground batteries of the High Command were both
particle beam weapons and lasers. The particle beams could lance out at
nearly the speed of light, but not quite. To have both the lasers and the
PBWs hit the swiftly moving target at the same instant from a distance of
almost a light-second required a degree of coordination seldom attempted.
Nothing the Belt had ever thrown at Luna had required both beams to hit
the same target simultaneously. The High Command wanted to kill the ship
with one shot. They didn't want to risk needing two. 

"They're preparing to fire," Rick said, and then all three just watched
the screen, again. The war with the Phinons was in the hands of others
now. 

A white and a green line appeared on the screen, the white, representing
the particle beams, beginning a split second sooner. In one second the two
beams converged on the red blip that was the Phinon ship, following it. A
few seconds later the tracking data returned and the screen reported the
Phinon ship destroyed. 

A cheer went up from below. 

"That's another one killed!" Rick exclaimed. "All right!" 

"But what are those three new little red spots?" Sammi asked. The spots
were diverging, but still heading for Earth. 

"Oh, shit." 

The chatter from the floor brought them the bad news. 

"Three bombs survived our attack," Dykstra said. "And these bombs are
shielded. We didn't see that at Jupiter, either." 

"What do we do now?" Sammi asked, watching the screen in horror. 

"They're doing it," Rick said in resignation. "They're aiming our beams at
the Moon-bound ship." 

There was nothing anyone could do to prevent the Earth from still getting
a taste of the destruction the Phinons had intended. 

Nothing at all. 

This geometry sucks! Bob thought as he checked the scanner display. He,
too, could see the bombs released by the destroyed ship, but there was no
way he could intercept them. Dammit! 

He continued his pursuit of the second ship, again closing rapidly. The
Hyperlight II was nearly two light-seconds from Earth. At her velocity,
the Phinon ship would cover that distance in about three minutes. The
Moon-bound Phinon was about the same distance from her target. Bob knew
that the High Command would be redirecting its firepower at that one, now.

"Ready to fire on target two," Bob radioed to the High Command. Just a
little closer. Just like last time. 

A beam shot out from the Phinon ship. Bob could see it as it destroyed the
sparse dust of interplanetary vacuum. 

All the way down to the High Command. 

What the hell? "What the hell!" he yelled. "Tracking center, what the hell
just got hit!" 

In the several second interval before the reply, Bob let loose with his
own weapons. But this ship fought back with all the fury it had left in
it. 

After it dropped its bombs. 

"Oh, God dammit! Bastard! Shit!" Bob screamed to the space outside his
bubble as he saw that the bombs were under their own power, shielded, and
on diverging courses. We underestimated these devils. 

All Bob could do was to return fire on the ship, using lasers and PBWs of
his own. He had no doubt that he would take it, and in fact opened up some
distance between the two craft now that its bomb load was gone. He fired a
salvo of four missiles which converged on the ship. But the ship
self-destructed before they got there and their detonations were nearly
unnoticeable. 

"High Command to Hyperlight II. The beam hit the PBW batteries, and the
explosion took out half of the laser cannons as well," the reply from Luna
came in. 

Just like with OEV 1. They saw Luna fire and they nailed the spot from
over a light-second away. But they ignored me during that time. Why? 

There was no time to think about it. He went after the closest of the
bombs. 

It was structured chaos in the tracking room. Men and women were hustling
from station to station. Orders were being yelled across the main floor.
The big screen had been split-the right side showed the oncoming Phinon
ship, the left, the image of Earth as the first of the three bombs
approached. 

"No, Arie says the two ships were not communicating with each other. They
still haven't said anything since the genanites hit them," Rick told
Sammi. 

"But that had to be coordinated, didn't it? It had to be," she said.
"Chris-didn't it?" 

Dykstra was slowly tapping his cane on the floor, no doubt obliviously. He
couldn't take his eyes off the screen. Still, he heard Sammi's question.
"Maybe it was coordinated millions of years ago," he said. "Or maybe
'soul' is a more subtle concept than even I ever thought." And then to the
Universe in general it seemed, he added, "We were expecting Jupiter all
over again. Oops." 

"We have a couple laser cannons left," Rick said. "They should still be
able to get the incoming ship, now that Bob took out the other one." 

"That one's bombs got away, too," Dykstra noted. 

"We'll have to hold off firing to see if the ship drops its bombs. Hit the
bombs instead," Rick added. "They'll be coming right down our throat. We
can probably hit most of them." 

"Hold off for how long?" Sammi asked. 

Seconds passed. 

They watched the left side of the screen as the three bombs impacted the
Earth. Two came down in the heart of the Pacific Ocean and one off the
coast of China-little actinic arc-welding sparks for an instant, then a
spreading wall of cloud, obviously angry even when seen from the surface
of the Moon. 

"I don't think our ship is going to drop its bombs at all," Sammi finally
said. "It's coming right in with them." 

Green laser lines on the screen flashed up suddenly to meet the ship. The
ship survived the attack. 

"They are talking, oh yes, oh yes. They are talking," Hague suddenly
exclaimed. 

"What?" Rick shouted and raced to be at Hague's side. "What are they
saying?" 

Hague paused for a moment, listening. "Repeating, yes, yes, repeating." He
listened some more, then looked up. " 'Good-bye,' yes, oh yes. They are
saying 'good-bye.' " 

"Secure for full shielding," came over the PA. It was clear that even if
the Phinon ship was destroyed, bombs would likely make it to the surface.
The High Command would be underneath the biggest Dykstra shield in the
Solar System when that happened. As long as a bomb didn't land right on
them, they'd all likely survive. 

" 'Good-bye,' " Dykstra repeated. 

"Full shields in five seconds, mark," said the anonymous PA voice. 

"Maybe the Phinons know about John 15:13, too," Dykstra said, and then the
shields went up. 

XVI 

Sammi had borrowed a hopper from the docks at the High Command to make the
trip to the Sea of Tranquility. She hadn't flown one in ages, and then
only a few times after Steve had taught her how. But she didn't want Bob
to bring her out to the cemetery, and now that Luna City was gone, she
couldn't get public transportation either. 

But at least the cemetery was still there. As she was dropping altitude
over it, she could see the ripples in the no longer geometrically precise
alignments of the headstones. The surface shockwaves from the Phinon bombs
had recorded their passage in the markers of the dead, as well as in the
minds of the living. 

The shields protecting the High Command had been shut off after the
seismic activity from the bomb blasts had abated. The bombs had impacted
300 kilometers away, and the High Command escaped relatively unscathed,
though the observation bubble that Sammi and Dykstra had been so fond of
had been torn off the mountain, it lying just outside the sphere of the
shields. 

But Luna City was no more. The section of surface where it had been was
now inside the perimeter of the new crater created by the blast. Most of
the rest of the Lunar assets-the cities, the bases, the astronomical
arrays-had suffered extensive damage and fully three-quarters of
everything would have to be rebuilt. 

Earth didn't get off so easy. Violent storms would rage for years before
the climate settled back down. Tsunamis had redesigned coastlines the
planet over, geological faults had released their pent-up stored energies,
and the Ring of Fire volcanoes, some dormant for millennia, were erupting
once again. 

There were 160 million confirmed dead. There wasn't even an estimate about
how many were missing. The survivors had too many other things to do to
continue keeping up with that numbers game. Sammi and Bob had been helping
them for months, flying in new portable mass conversion units all over the
globe. 

The loss of life could have been much worse, she realized. Bob had been
able to knock out one of the bombs his last Phinon ship had released. Of
the remaining two, one had failed to explode, and the other had landed in
Siberia, ironically not a hundred kilometers from Tunguska. And there had
been time for the coastal cities to clear out. Still, as they'd traveled
around the world, she'd been astonished at how many people didn't know
what had happened to them. There were places in Central Asia, Africa, and
South America where the folk had never heard of the Phinons, were perhaps
dimly aware at best that there was even a Solar System out there on the
other side of the clouds. 

But from deep space came some good news. Expeditions to the Phinon comets
confirmed that the aliens had fled the Oort cloud. Visitors to their
worlds had found numerous "bean bag chairs" of dead Phinons scattered
around, but not a single live one, and not a single ship in working order.
They'd left in a hurry. In most of the comets, they hadn't even turned out
the lights. 

Sammi's genanites had had their day after all. 

Captain Brinn and his retinue of talented refugees reported from the Tau
Ceti system that one of the planets, although a tad bit hot, was likely
only a few years of terraforming away from being shirtsleeve habitable. 

Sammi would be joining them soon. But she needed to say good-bye to Steve
one last time. 

She brought the hopper down at the visitor center. This time there was no
attendant to meet her, though two scooters were still sitting in their
stalls. Good thing. She couldn't find Steve's marker without one. 

The scooter worked. Sammi programmed it for Steve's spot and it set out as
if nothing had even happened to disturb the surroundings. 

From ground level the place didn't look too bad. Some markers were
overturned completely, but most were only leaning, and a very few seemed
to have been oblivious to the attack altogether. 

After a few minutes, she spotted another figure out among the markers. She
didn't even have to confirm that the cross the person was beside was
Steve's to know that it was Dykstra. 

Dykstra had turned to watch her approach, and Sammi hopped off the scooter
and came to stand beside him. "Did Bob tell you I'd be here?" 

"No," Dykstra replied. "But this is your last day on Luna. Jenny would
have waited until the last day before visiting Jamie's monument if she
were headed to the stars. I knew you'd do the same." 

"You were right," she said. "First to Ceres for a week. I guess a lot of
Belters are going, too. Brinn reported there's a sizable asteroid belt
around Tau Ceti. Then six months in hyperspace. Then . . . my old friends
again." 

"How did Bob take the news?" 

"I think he knew our time was almost up," Sammi said. "He's a wonderful
man, Chris. But I was starting to resent the parts of him that weren't
like Steve. I'm not ready yet. The war confused that. The war confused a
lot of things." 

Sammi looked up at the Earth, the beauty of her pearly clouds indicating
the presence but hiding the impact of the climatic upheavals that would
make living there a dangerous game for years to come. "I need a clean
break, Chris. And I'm lucky-I can have one. Not like the people up there.
Their break with the past is as dirty as they come." 

"But at least they are still there to remember a past," Dykstra said, also
gazing at the Earth, that cradle of humanity. 

"There is that," she said. "But there are seven billion people on Earth.
Why didn't we let them in on the secret when the Phinons first showed up?
Maybe one of them would have had a better idea than what we came up with,
something better than Doomsday genanites." Her tone was getting bitter.
She didn't care. "If we'd lost the Earth, would we even care that five
thousand years from now the last Phinon in the galaxy will be choking on
its own body fluids and not knowing why?" 

"It's a little late for guilt, Samantha-" 

"Late? It's the perfect time for guilt. The dirty deed is done. When else
were we supposed to feel guilty? You can't look at that," she said,
pointing at the Earth, "and say you're proud of our rousing success." 

"Proud? No. Happy? No. But that we're still here to mull it over is
important, Sammi. It's the most important thing to ever happen to the
galaxy, and I think history will judge us that way." 

"God, too?" 

"He'll say, 'Well done.' " 

Sammi was quiet for a moment, then softly she said, "Not me." 

It was time to confess. God already knew. History would find out. But
Dykstra had to know. 

"How long do we have, Sammi?" Dykstra asked to her surprise. 

"You knew?" 

"I suspected. I came here to find out for sure." 

"One thousand years, Chris. In one thousand years, the genanites will
cease to work. They won't be able to manufacture their nanotools anymore,"
she answered. 

"How did you decide upon a thousand years?" 

"The Phinons gambled that they could take us on and win. I gambled that a
thousand years of decimation still won't kill them all. How did you know
I'd do it?" 

"Because it's what Jenny would have done. When I had my heart attack, I
had what they call a 'near death experience.' " Dykstra related the
episode to her. "It could have been real. It could have been a dream. But
I was sure there was a reason for it, and for why Jenny figured in it so
prominently. 

"Limiting the destructive scope of the genanites was always a possibility.
I would have argued against it. Safer that way. But something happened to
you when you watched that Phinon die. It was then that I suspected you
might alter the genanites just that twinge to let them off the ultimate
hook. But remembering Jenny, I deliberately didn't look, nor tell anyone
my suspicion." 

"Thank you. But why did remembering Jenny . . . ?" 

"Because Jenny had a way of being more right about some things than I was.
For whatever reasons, Destiny put the fate of the Phinons into the hands
of Samantha MacTavish. And I can't help but think Destiny-God-would have
made the right decision." 

"I think He did," Sammi said. "I hoped Knoedler wouldn't catch me until it
was too late. I didn't know he had other things on his mind, though. But
I'm surprised Security still hasn't come looking for me. Divine
intervention there, too? Or maybe something closer to home?" She looked at
Dykstra. 

He winked. 

"Now you tell me something, Sunshine. Can the human race be trusted with a
weapon that can blow up a star?" 

Sammi had no idea what to say to that. 

"That's okay. It was a rhetorical question. I used to think I knew the
answer to it. But the Earth, the whole human race, just received a massive
wake-up call. We've been so stupid. I've been stupid. The Universe is
bigger than the prejudices we bring to it, and will humble us the second
we think we have it pegged," Dykstra said, but now he was musing. 

He trailed off after a minute and Sammi felt free to change the subject.
"How are the others? Arie? Rick and Paula?" 

"Dr. Hague and his sister are back on Earth. Wayne made good on his
promise to take them in. For a supply of squirrel food, Arie's already
improved the mass converter twice. And right now Rick and Paula are both
out in deep space, still honeymooning, I think." 

Sammi looked again at Steve's marker. It was one of those still standing
straight up. " 'Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down
his life for his friends. John 15:13,' " Sammi read from the inscription
plate. "Steve always liked the way the King James version said it the
best." Then she turned to Dykstra again. "You mentioned something about
John 15:13 just before the bombs hit." 

"Yes," Dykstra said. "Those Phinons said 'good-bye.' I was wondering if
maybe they understood that verse, too, despite all my blather about them
lacking souls." 

"We'll never know," Sammi said. 

"Sure we will. You let them live, remember? That's more than they ever did
for all the other races that they must have encountered. Well, at least
Fermi's question is answered, though now we have a new one," Dykstra said.

"What's 'Fermi's question'?" 

"Enrico Fermi. Built the first nuclear reactor last century. He said that,
given what we knew of the Universe-the number of stars, the likelihood of
planets, etc.-and what we knew about technology, that there should be
millions of races out there, and that some should be able to cross the
gulf between the stars. So, 'Where are they?' he asked. 

"Now we know. The Phinons were killing them. And the Phinons themselves
don't otherwise come inside Hague volumes, so we didn't know about them,
either." 

"I understand," Sammi said. "What's your new question?" 

"I told you that what we did was the most important thing that ever
happened to the galaxy," Dykstra said. "Think about it-for over a billion
years, every race that the Phinons have encountered they've destroyed.
Until now." 

"So what does that make us?" Sammi said. 

"Indeed." 

Though they were wearing suits, Sammi put her arm across his shoulders,
and they watched the stars together for a time. 

"We'll be at Fort Conger Station in a few minutes, Chris," Commander
Robert Nachtegall said from the pilot's bubble of the Hyperlight II,
repaired and good as new. 

Dykstra looked up from his terminal and acknowledged. "Okay, I'm coming up
front to watch." He turned back to the terminal, considering whether or
not he'd return to it soon enough to leave it on, or if it'd be just as
well to turn it off. He'd been reading files about the aftermath of the
Phinon attack; the state of the Earth, the reconstruction of Luna City,
the flight of the Phinons from the Oort cloud, and even the latest from
Brinn concerning the planet Tropic, in her comfortable orbit around Tau
Ceti. 

He decided he needed an extended break and turned it off. 

"Beautiful station," Dykstra said, arriving in the bubble and taking the
copilot's seat. "But, are those drive nacelles I see?" 

"That's right," Bob said. "Booker's station was the only trans-Hague Limit
place that survived the Phinon attack completely intact. After they'd sent
the last of the impeller units to Knoedler's Mercury crew, Booker had what
skeleton crew remained outfit some tugs with the new drive and automated
controls, and also had a unit attached to the station. When the Phinons
arrived he moved the station and sent the tugs after their ships. And . .
. Well, he's still here and they're not." 

The trip to the station had been suggested by Bob since, as he said, the
inventor of the hyperdrive should certainly have the chance to see
hyperspace. It had been eight months since the battle with the Phinons;
Dykstra was sure that Bob had been fretting that, at 127 years of age,
he'd better get the old coot out beyond the Hague Limit as soon as
possible. 

The Hyperlight II docked with the station. "It will be good to see Rick
and Paula again," Dykstra said. The two had married as soon as Paula was
well enough to stand on her own in the little High Command chapel, and
they'd immediately left for the station after that to "take care of some
business" as the new Mrs. Vander Kam had put it. 

Rick and Paula were there to greet them as they walked off the ship, as
was Mr. Booker. Paula was all set to rush in and give Dykstra a hug, but
Booker beat her to it. "Chris! My God man, it's good to see you again. We
took 'em! By God, we took 'em!" 

Dykstra returned the embrace as solidly as he could. "Yes, we took them,"
he said. Then he sighed. "But at a great cost." 

"I think history will record that it was a debt worth paying," Booker
said. 

Then Rick shook his hand and Paula got her turn to hug him, which revealed
a surprise. "You're pregnant," Dykstra said. 

"After months of rather vigorous practice, yes I am," Paula confirmed, and
this news required yet another hug. 

"Dad says there can never be too many Vander Kams," Rick put in. 

"Did you hear the news from Brinn, Rick?" Bob asked. "They found a near
habitable planet out at Tau Ceti. Sammi's all excited about heading out
there and joining up with her friends." 

"No, we hadn't heard," Rick said. "That's great news! But wait a minute.
It would have taken them six months to get there. There hasn't been enough
time for a ship to come back and tell us what they found. How . . . ?" 

"Dr. Hague and I finally constructed an FTL radio," Dykstra told him. "It
only works outside the Hague Limit, but it transmits through hyperspace
two. We sent a ship with a unit out after all the fleeing liners once we
had it finished. Brinn's news came in just a few weeks ago." 

"Bob, will you be going with Sammi?" Paula asked. 

"Um," Bob said, obviously uncomfortable. Then, "We came to an agreement on
that and I lost. No, I'll be staying with the System Patrol." 

"Sizzled and fizzled?" Rick asked. 

Bob shrugged. 

Booker stepped in with a question to change the subject. "Colonel
Knoedler? Nikki Le? Any news?" 

"Still listed as missing," Bob said. "Everyone hopes they're not dead and
that their radio is just permanently out. At .4c they would have been past
Pluto in twelve hours. We sent a ship to follow along their last known
trajectory. Didn't find anything, not even debris. We hope no news is good
news." 

Booker started them all walking toward the other side of the dock
facility. Dykstra noticed a tarp-covered ship that way. A tarp? In a space
dock? he wondered. 

"Chris," Paula said. "Rick and I have another surprise for you. We think
you'll be pleased." 

"Oh?" 

They reached the covered ship and Paula said, "Mr. Booker, would you do
the honors?" 

"My pleasure," he said, and at the touch of a button the tarp was lifted
off the ship. 

It was the Hyperlight, all bright and shiny. 

"Paula and I tracked her down and brought her back," Rick said. "And Dad
bought her from the Patrol. She's yours, Chris. We had to take the weapons
out, but we put in a standard control board so you can fly her like any
other ship. Giving her to you is the least we can do." 

Dykstra, ever-present cane in hand, walked slowly up to the ship. He
patted her with his hand. There's always something special about the first
of anything. And I worked on this one with my own hands. He walked around
her, slowly, doing one full orbit. He tapped her side with his cane, then
turned to them all. "The Hyperlight is mine?" 

"That's right," Booker said. 

"And I can fly her whenever I wish?" he asked, a twinkle of youth in his
eye. 

"That's right," they all answered, laughing. 

"Let's rock and roll," Dykstra said, and entered the ship. 

The others followed, though unsure of what the old genius meant by "rock
and roll." 

He showed them. 

The End