OUT OF THE SHADOWS
Kay Hooper
Copyright © 2000 by Kay Hooper
ISBN 0-S53-57695-X
For
my sister Linda
and her brave new ventures
both personal and professional
PROLOGUE
Wednesday, January 5, 2000
Lynet Grainger had no real reason to feel afraid. Gladstone was a safe
town, had always been a
safe town. The rest of the world might be going nuts, with students
shooting up their schools and
disgruntled employees shooting up their workplaces, with cars being
jacked and children being
stolen, but in Gladstone none of that stuff ever happened.
Ever.
Of course, nothing much else happened either, at least not until
recently.
Even before they'd built the new highway bypass last year—which had
quite effectively bypassed Gladstone—the little town had been no more
than a place where people stopped for gas and an
occasional weary night at the Bluebird Lodge out on Main Street,
pausing as briefly as possible in
their journey through to Nashville. Otherwise, it was just a wide place
in the road, not high enough
in the mountains to offer skiing as a tourist attraction—though the
Bluebird Lodge defiantly had as
its logo a pair of crossed skis—and not far enough out of the mountains
to boast much decent farming
or pastureland.
It was just a little valley. The bedrock core of the local economy was
a smelly paper mill out on the river where a healthy majority of the
town's blue-collar workers toiled. And in town, there were a few small
businesses, the sort of car dealerships and real estate offices and
stores that dotted all small towns.
Thankfully, Gladstone wasn't so small that absolutely everybody knew
the business of their neighbors—but nearly so. Gossip was second only
to the video store downtown as a source of entertainment.
So when Kerry Ingram, barely fourteen, seemingly ran away from home a
couple of months ago, it
was big news. Lots of people were heard to say they'd expected as much,
since Kerry's older brother
had done the same thing several years before to try his luck as a
singer in Nashville (and ended up
trying to support a wife and two little kids on a mechanic's pay). It
was that sort of family, the
gossips said, not the kind to raise up kids loyal to the town.
But there had been uneasiness beneath the confidence even then, even
before they found out what
had really happened to Kerry, because at about the same time she
disappeared there had been
something creepy going on hardly more than a hundred miles away, in
Concord. Lynet wasn't
entirely sure of the details, but it was whispered that a horrible man
had been stalking and raping
women, and it had only been when a special FBI task force had been
called in that he was caught.
Lynet would like to have seen a special FBI task force in action. She
was interested in law enforcement, and since the sheriff had patiently
answered her questions on Career Day back last spring, that interest
had only grown. At least until Kerry Ingram's body had been found, and
some of the details had gotten around.
Lynet had felt more than a little sick upon hearing those details.
She'd told herself it was only because
she had actually known Kerry
that the whole thing had upset her, not because she had a weak stomach
unsuited for the work of a police officer or, better yet, an FBI agent
just like Scully.
No, it was only because she'd known Kerry, been just a year ahead of
her in school and ridden on the same school bus. Because she remembered
so vividly how Kerry had worn a bright ribbon in her hair every day,
and smiled shyly whenever one of the boys tried to talk to her, and had
been so proud of making the honor roll because math was difficult for
her and she had to try really, really hard in that
class. . . .
Lynet shook off the memories and glanced around warily as she walked
briskly along the sidewalk.
Just about all the stores downtown had closed early as usual on this
Wednesday, and now at nine
o'clock at night there was almost no traffic and virtually no one about.
Still, Lynet had no real reason to be afraid. The sheriff had said it
was likely poor Kerry had slipped
and fallen into that nasty ravine where people used to dump their trash
and where her bruised body
had been found. But Lynet had heard a few whispers about what might
have been done to Kerry
before she'd died, and even if it was just speculation, it was the kind
to make a girl worried about
being alone on the streets after dark.
She paused on the corner of Main and Trade streets and briefly
considered taking the usual shortcut through the park. Very briefly.
Much better, she thought, to stay on the sidewalk under the
streetlights, even if it would take an extra fifteen minutes to get
home.
So she walked on, wishing she hadn't lingered at the library so late,
wishing her sixteenth birthday
would come so she could drive her mom's battered Honda instead of
having to hoof it everywhere.
"Lynet, what on earth are you doing out so late?"
She nearly jumped out of her skin, and actually put a hand to her
breast in an unconsciously
dramatic gesture of near heart failure. "Oh, it's you! God, don't scare
me like that!"
"I'm sorry—but you shouldn't be out here so late. Why aren't you at
home?"
"I had to use the computer at the library—you know I don't have one of
my own yet."
"Well, next time have somebody drive you."
"I will." Lynet smiled winningly. "We can walk together as far as the
next corner. You're going that
way, aren't you?"
"Yes."
"Great. Nobody would bother the two of us."
"No, nobody would bother the two of us."
"I'm surprised you're out here," Lynet said chattily. "Are you just
walking? I know some people do, around town to get exercise, but I
thought that was just in the summer."
"It's not cold tonight."
"You aren't cold? Oh, I am. Walking fast helps, though. If we hurry—"
Lynet took another step,
then stopped as she recognized what was being held out toward her.
"Oh," she said numbly.
"Oh, no. You—"
"You know what this is. And what it can do."
"Yes," Lynet whispered.
"Then you'll come along with me and not make trouble, won't you, Lynet?"
"Don't hurt me. Please, don't—"
"I'm sorry, Lynet. I really am."
ONE
Thursday, January 6
The body had been exposed to the elements for at least two or three
days. And before last night's heavy rain had washed them away, the
tracks of dozens of paws and claws must have crisscrossed the clearing.
It was shaping up to be a long, cold winter, and the animals were
hungry.
Deputy Alex Mayse shivered as he picked his way gingerly past the
town's single forensics "expert,"
a young doctor who'd been elected coroner because nobody else had
wanted the job. The doctor
was crawling around the clearing on his hands and knees, his nose
inches from the wet ground as
he found and flagged the scattered bones and other bits the animals had
left.
"You don't have to hum to yourself, Doc," Alex muttered sourly. "We all
know how happy you are."
Remaining in his crouched position, Dr. Peter Shepherd said cheerfully,
"If a murdered teenager made
me happy, Alex, I'd be worse than a ghoul. I'm just fascinated by the
puzzle, that's all."
Waiting patiently just a few steps behind the doctor, camera in hand as
he waited to take pictures of
each flagged spot, Deputy Brady Shaw rolled his eyes at Alex.
Alex grimaced in sympathy, but all he said to Shepherd was, "Yeah,
yeah. Just find something helpful
this time, will you?"
"Do my best," the doctor replied, studying what appeared to be a
bleached twig.
Alex walked to the area where most of the body had been found, noticing
with a certain amount of sympathy that Sandy Lynch was over behind a
tree puking her guts out. She was having a lousy introduction to the
job, poor kid. Not that the old hands were handling it any better,
really. Carl
Tierney had had the misfortune to find Adam Ramsay's mortal remains,
and the ten-year veteran
of the Sheriff's Department had promptly lost his morning Egg McMuffin.
Alex himself had suffered through a few teeth-grittingly queasy moments
during the last couple of hours.
In fact, the only member of the Cox County Sheriff's Department who had
shown no signs of being sickened by the gory sight was the sheriff.
There was an irony there somewhere, Alex thought as he joined the
sheriff, who was hunkered down several feet from what was left of Adam
Ramsay, elbows on knees and fingers steepled. In its entire history,
the small town of Gladstone had seldom been troubled by murder. A long
line of sheriffs had grown old in their jobs, dealing with petty crime
and little else of consequence, needing no more police training than
how to to load a gun, which would in all likelihood never be fired
except at targets or the occasional unlucky rabbit. It was a local
saying that all the Cox County sheriff had to be good at was filling
out the Santa suit for the annual Christmas parade down Main Street.
Until last year, anyway. The town finally elected a sheriff with an
actual law degree and a minor in
criminology—and what happened? Damned if they didn't start having real
crimes.
But they were blessed in that this particular sheriff had very quickly
displayed an almost uncanny
ability to get to the bottom of things with a minimum of time wasted.
At least until recently.
"This makes two," Alex said, judging that the silence had gone on long
enough.
"Yeah."
"Same killer, d'you think?"
Startling blue eyes slanted him a look. "Hard to tell from the bones."
Alex started to reply that there was a bit of rotting flesh here and
there, but kept his mouth shut. There was little remaining on the
skeleton of Adam Ramsay, that was true enough, and what was there
didn't immediately offer up any evidence as to who had killed him and
how. Impossible to tell if the boy's
body had borne the same bruises and cuts as they had found on Kerry
Ingram. Still, it was a fair guess that two bodies turning up in less
than a month had to be connected in some way.
With a sigh, Alex said, "We won't be able to quiet the gossip by
suggesting this death was an accident.
We might not know how he died yet, but it's a cinch a victim of an
accident wouldn't have buried his
own body. And you can bet that little fact won't stay out of
circulation for long."
"I know."
"So we have a problem. A big problem."
"Shit," the sheriff said quietly after a moment.
Alex wondered if that was guilt he heard. "Announcing that Kerry Ingram
had been murdered wouldn't have saved this one," he reminded. "I may
not be an expert, but my guess is that Adam died more than
a couple of weeks ago."
"Yeah, probably."
"And his own mother didn't report him missing until just before
Halloween, even though he'd already been gone for weeks by then."
"Because they'd had a big fight and he'd run off to live with his
father in Florida just like he'd done at least twice before—or so she
thought."
"My point," Alex said, "is that there's nothing we could have done to
save Adam Ramsay."
"Maybe," the sheriff said, still quiet. "But maybe we could have saved
Kerry Ingram."
Breaking the ensuing silence, Alex said, "Good thing he was wearing his
class ring. And that he had
that gold tooth. Otherwise we'd never have been able to identify him.
But what kid his age has a gold tooth? I meant to ask before now, but—"
"Not a tooth, just a cap. He had a ring of his father's melted down,
and a dentist in the city did
the work."
"Why, for God's sake?"
"His mother didn't know or wouldn't say. And we can't ask him now."
Still hunkered down, the sheriff added, "I doubt it's important, at
least to the question of who killed him and why."
"Yeah, I guess. You have any ideas about that, by the way?"
"No."
Alex sighed. "Me either. The mayor isn't going to like this, Randy."
"Nobody's going to like it, Alex. Especially not Adam Ramsay's mother."
"You know what I mean."
"Yeah. I know." Sheriff Miranda Knight sighed and rose from the
crouched position, absently stretching cramped muscles. "Shit," she
said again, softly.
Deputy Sandy Lynch, still very pale, ventured a step toward them but
kept her gaze studiously away
from the remains. "I'm sorry, Sheriff," she said nervously, new enough
at the job that she feared
losing it.
Miranda looked at her. "Don't worry about it, Sandy. There's nothing
you can do here anyway. Go
on back to the office and help Grace deal with all the phone calls."
"Okay, Sheriff." She paused. "What should we tell people?"
"Tell them we have no information at this time."
"Yes, ma'am."
As the young deputy retreated to her car in visible relief, Alex said,
"That won't hold 'em for long."
"Long enough, with a little luck. I'd like a few more answers before I
have to face John with a recommendation."
"Since that flap over in Concord spooked him, you know he'll overreact
and declare we have a serial
killer on our hands."
"Two murders don't make a serial killer."
"You know that and I know that. His Honor will prefer to err on the
side of caution. He likes his job
and he wants to keep it. Concord's mayor was practically run out of
town for not insisting that task
force be called in sooner. John MacBride is not going to make the same
mistake."
Miranda nodded, frowning. "I know, I know."
"So get the jump on him. Tell him your recommendation is to call in the
task force now."
Her frown deepened. "You read the bulletin, same as I did. The task
force was set up to handle
unusual crimes with inexplicable elements, crimes ordinary police work
can't solve. For all we know,
what we have here are two teenage victims of grudges or impulsive
violence. Both of them were
probably killed by someone they knew, and for depressingly mundane
reasons. We don't know
there's anything unusual."
"Randy, nobody'd blame you for calling in the feds whether these
murders are unusual or not.
We're a small-town sheriff's department with little manpower and almost
no high-tech toys. Before
we found the Ingram girl, the last murder any Cox County sheriff had to
investigate was twenty years ago—when a cuckolded husband shot his
wife's lover while the man was trying to escape out the bedroom window.
Hardly a tricky investigation. The cases you've handled so far were
demanding, and God knows you dealt with them well, but what they
required was skill, intelligence, and instinct, all of which you
certainly have. What you don't have are state-of-the-art crime scene
investigation tools, a computer system that isn't five years out of
date, enough deputies to effectively cover the county
you're responsible for, and a medical examiner whose specialty—not his
hobby—is forensics."
"I heard that," Doc Shepherd called out.
Unrepentant, Alex called back, "I meant you to hear it." He returned
his attention to Miranda and
went on in a lower voice. "Call in the feds, Randy. Nobody'll think
less of you. And, goddammit,
we need the help."
"They don't help, they take over."
"Then I say let 'em have it."
She shook her head. "I can't say that, Alex. I can't just hand this
problem over to somebody else
because I'm afraid it might be too difficult for me."
"MacBride can pull rank—and you know he will. Randy, there were just
enough doubts about electing
a woman sheriff to make him very, very nervous of any criticism from
the voters. First sign this department can't handle the investigation,
and he'll be yelling for help as loud as he can."
"No," she said. "He won't do that, not publicly."
"Then he'll pressure you to do it."
"Maybe."
"Randy—"
"We don't know there's
anything unusual here," Miranda repeated stubbornly. "And just because
we've gotten nowhere investigating Kerry Ingram's murder doesn't mean
we won't have better luck
with this case. One thing I'm sure of is that I'm damned well planning
to give it my best shot. I'm not calling in outsiders unless we have no
other choice." She lifted one hand and rubbed the nape of her
neck, where tension had undoubtedly gathered, and scowled at the
remains of Adam Ramsay.
Alex watched her, not bothering to be subtle about it because he had
long ago realized that Miranda
was never conscious of masculine scrutiny. Not on the job, at any rate.
She tended to wear sweaters
and jeans, kept her black hair pulled back severely from her face, her
nails short and unpolished, and
her makeup to a minimum. And none of it mattered one little bit.
Miranda Knight was one of those rare women who would have been
beautiful even if you wrapped
her in a burlap feed sack and dipped her in mud.
She wasn't in uniform even on duty, a perk she had more or less
demanded before taking on the job,
and the snug jeans and bulky sweater she wore today did little to hide
either the gun on her hip or measurements of true centerfold
proportions.
Alex had never been sure which attracted Gladstone's mayor more, the
gun or the body, but it was an open secret that John MacBride had had
his eye on Miranda long before they'd both been voted into office over
a year before.
What Miranda thought of the mayor, on the other hand, was a secret
known only to her. She might
refer to him casually when speaking to Alex, but in public she was
invariably formal, polite, and
respectful to His Honor, and if she had so much as allowed him to buy
her a cup of coffee she'd
managed to drink it where nobody in this very curious town had been
able to observe.
Still, Alex couldn't help but wonder if MacBride's determined pursuit
of the last few months would
change if Miranda refused to ensure the mayor's political safety by
handing the investigation over to
the feds with all speed.
"We don't know there's anything unusual here," she said again, the
emphasis making Alex look at
her in sudden awareness.
"Have you noticed something?" he asked.
Obviously conscious of his stare, Miranda nonetheless didn't meet his
eyes. "I just said—"
"I know what you said. I also heard how you said it. And I know that
sometimes you see things everybody else misses. What do you see that I
don't, Randy?"
"Nothing. I see nothing."
Alex thought she was lying to him. But before he could press her, Doc
Shepherd came up to them.
"I have a preliminary report," he told Miranda. "I'll write it up as
soon as I get back to the office, of course, but if you want to hear
what'll be on it while Brady's getting shots of everything—"
"Let's hear it."
"No way to tell if the boy was strangled like the Ingram girl, but
there is evidence that a few bones
were broken prior to death."
"Could they have been broken in an accidental fall?" Miranda asked.
"Not likely. I'd say his arms were twisted hard enough to snap, which
would require considerable, deliberate force. And two bones in his left
hand were crushed, probably by a hammer or similar tool."
Alex offered a reluctant question. "Are you saying he was tortured?"
"I wouldn't rule it out, but there isn't enough evidence for me to be
absolutely sure."
"What are you sure of?" Miranda asked.
"I'm sure he's been dead at least three or four weeks, possibly longer.
I'm sure he was killed
somewhere else, then brought here and buried in a shallow grave that
didn't protect the body very
long from scavenging animals. " Peter Shepherd paused briefly. "Now let
me ask you something:
Are you sure these are the remains of Adam Ramsay?"
Alex was surprised by the question, but when he looked at Miranda he
realized she wasn't.
"We found his class ring here," she said neutrally. "And the gold crown
on that front tooth matches
our information. Height and estimated weight in the right range. And
the patch of scalp still attached
to the skull has red hair like Adam Ramsay. We have every reason to
believe the I.D. is accurate."
It was her turn to pause, and when she went on, she asked what sounded
like an unwilling question.
"You think it isn't him?"
Clearly enjoying his role, Shepherd said, "I think if it is him, his
mother must be a hell of a lot older
than she looks. I'll know more after I conduct a few tests, but I'll be
surprised if I find out those
bones belonged to any man less than forty years old."
Again, Miranda didn't seem surprised, but all she said, in the same
dispassionate tone of before,
was, "We have complete dental records, so verifying identity—if it is
Adam—shouldn't take long."
Bewildered, Alex said, "Adam was seventeen."
"Those bones are older," Shepherd answered with a shrug.
"There's barely enough of him left to put in a shoe-box," Alex
objected. "How can you possibly
know—"
Miranda lifted a hand to stop Alex. "Why don't we wait until we have a
few more facts before we start arguing? Doc, if you'll take the remains
back to the morgue, I'll have the dental records sent over."
"I don't know who his family doctor was, but if you could get those
records as well..."
"I'll send them along."
Alex followed as Miranda retreated several yards to give the doctor
room to work, and said accusingly, "You knew what he was going to say,
didn't you?"
"How could I have known that?" Her tone wasn't so much evasive as
matter-of-fact. She watched Shepherd work the remains into a black body
bag.
"That's what I'm asking you, Randy. How did you know? You been hiding a
degree in medicine or forensics?"
"Of course not."
"Well then?"
"I didn't see anything you didn't see, Alex."
"But you knew that skeleton wasn't Adam Ramsay?"
Miranda finally turned her head and looked at Alex. There was something
in her face he couldn't quite read and didn't like one bit, a shuttered
expression he'd never seen before. For the first time in the
nearly five years he'd known her, Alex felt he was looking at a
stranger.
"On the contrary," she said quietly. "What I knew— what I know—is that we've found all
that's left
of Adam Ramsay."
"I don't get it."
"It's Adam Ramsay, Alex. The dental records will prove it."
"But if the bones belonged to an older man—" Alex broke off and made
his voice low. "So Doc is
wrong about that?"
"I hope so."
Alex didn't make the mistake of thinking Miranda was engaged in a game
of one-upmanship with the doctor. Thinking aloud, he mused, "If Doc's
right about the age of the bones, it'd mean this victim is someone
nobody reported missing. And it would mean we might still find Adam
Ramsay's body. If
you're right—"
"If I'm right, it would mean something else," Miranda cut in. "It would
mean we have a much bigger puzzle than who killed two teenage runaways."
* * *
Liz Hallowell had lived in Gladstone all of her thirty years, which
meant she knew just about everybody. And since the bookstore she'd
inherited from her parents was centrally located in town and boasted the recent addition of
a coffeeshop where people could sit and chat as long as they liked, she
tended to
know everything that was going on within hours of its happening.
So she knew the latest news on this cold January morning. She knew that
a body—or bones, anyway— had been found in the woods just outside town
by an off-duty sheriff's deputy trying to get in a little early-morning
hunting. She knew it was believed the bones were Adam Ramsay's. And she
knew
there was something decidedly odd about the whole thing.
Not that murder wasn't odd, of course. But something else was going on,
she was certain of it. The
leaves in her morning cup of tea had made a chill go through her entire
body, and even before that
there had been several other unsettling omens. She'd heard a
whippoorwill last night and afterward dreamed about riding a
horse—which was supposed to be sexual, hardly surprising to Liz given
her frustrations of late—and about a door she couldn't open, which
wasn't a good sign at all.
She'd been awakened twice by a dog howling, and just before dawn
thunder had rumbled even though there was no storm. This morning her
neighbor's pet rooster had faced her own front door while
crowing, which meant a stranger was coming. She'd spilled salt three
times in the last two days, so
even doing what she could to immediately negate the bad luck wouldn't
get rid of it all.
And a bird had struck the window of her breakfast room, a dove no less,
breaking its poor little neck. Since she lived alone, Liz assumed she
was the one whom death was hovering near.
Alex would shake his head when she told him, but Liz's grandmother had
been Romany and she
herself had been born with a caul—and she knew what she knew.
Bad was here, and worse was coming.
So before Liz had ventured out of her house today, she'd made damned
sure to put several amulets
in the medicine bag that hung around her neck on a black thong: a
couple of ash-tree leaves, a clove
of garlic, bits of lucky hand root and oak bark, and several small
stones—bloodstone, carnelian, cat's
eye, garnet, black opal, staurolite, and topaz. She also carried a
rabbit's foot in her purse, and her
earrings were tiny gold wishbones.
None of which protected her from Justin Marsh, which was a pity.
"This is blasphemy, Elizabeth," he declared, waving a book beneath her
nose.
She pushed the book gently back far enough to bring the title into
focus, then said mildly, "It's a
novel, Justin. A made-up story. I doubt very much if the author is
trying to persuade anyone to
actually believe that Christ was a woman. But if it makes you feel any
better, you're the first one
I've seen even pick it up."
His pale brown eyes glittered in his perpetually tanned face. The
healthy thatch of white hair and the customary white suit made him look
like a televangelist, she thought. He sounded like one too.
"Books like this one should be banned!" he told her stridently.
Liz noted that few of her other early-morning customers even looked up,
as accustomed to his tirades
as she was herself. "We don't ban books around here, Justin."
"If innocent minds should read this—!"
"Trust me, innocent minds don't venture into that section of the store.
They're all three rows over
reading stuff about ninjas and how to hack into computer systems."
He missed the irony, just as she had expected.
"Elizabeth, you're responsible for protecting impressionable young
minds from corruption such as this." He waved the book under her nose
again.
Behind him, a deep voice said dryly, "No, their parents are responsible
for that. Liz just runs a bookstore."
"Morning, Alex," she said.
"Hi. Coffee would be heaven, Liz."
"You got it." Leaving Alex to deal with Justin, she went behind the
counter to pour a couple of cups
of the Swiss-chocolate-flavored coffee Alex had recently become
addicted to. By the time she joined
him at their customary table near the front window, Justin had vanished.
"If he's over there tearing up another book ..."
"I warned him the next episode would mean a fine and jail time, for all
the good it'll do." He blew on
the coffee automatically, but began sipping before it had a chance to
cool. "I don't know why he can't
go away somewhere and start a nice pseudo-religious cult, leave us the
hell alone."
"He isn't charismatic enough," Liz said definitely. "Just a
not-too-bright kook, and it's obvious. It's
Selena I feel sorry for."
Alex grunted. "I never heard she was forced to marry him. Besides, the
way she looks at him it's
obvious she considers him the Second Coming—if you'll forgive the
blasphemy."
"I guess every town has to have at least one Justin Marsh. What else
would we have to talk about otherwise?"
"Murder?" he suggested dryly.
Liz looked at his tired, drawn face and said slowly, "I heard it was
Adam Ramsay's body this time."
"Sheriff says it is. Doc says it isn't. We'll know for sure when Doc
compares the dental records."
"What do you think?"
"I think Randy isn't often wrong." He shrugged, frowning down at his
coffee. "But if she's right this
time, something very weird is going on, Liz."
Without thinking, Liz said, "The leaves told me that this morning."
Alex looked at her with resignation. "Uh-huh. Did they happen to tell
you anything else? Like maybe
if we have a vicious killer in this nice little town of ours?"
"You don't think it's one of us?" she exclaimed, genuinely shocked.
He smiled at her with an odd expression she couldn't quite define.
"Liz, Gladstone might as well be
the town that time forgot. Or at least the town travelers bypass. How
many strangers do you notice
in any given week?"
"Well... not many."
"Not many?"
"All right, so strangers are rare, especially if you discount insurance
salesmen. But that doesn't have
to mean one of us is doing these terrible things, Alex."
"I don't like to think it either, you know. But how likely is it that a
stranger picked Gladstone as his
base of operations to begin killing teenagers?"
"When you put it like that..."
"Yeah."
After a moment of silence, Liz said reluctantly, "Whatever is going on,
it isn't over, Alex."
"Tea leaves again?"
"I know what I know." It was her standard response to doubt or
disbelief.
"Because your grandmother was a gypsy? Liz—"
"I know you don't believe, but you have to listen to me this time. I've
never seen so many dark omens and portents. There's evil here, real,
literal evil hanging over this town."
"That much I'll buy. Have you checked your crystal ball lately to see
how it'll all turn out?"
"You know I don't have one of those." She hesitated. "But I do know
someone's coming. The leaves showed me that. A dark man with a mark on
his face. An outsider. He'll come to help, but for some
other reason too, a secret reason. And I think ... I know . . . he'll
give his life to save one of us."
TWO
Miranda let herself into the small, quiet house not far from downtown
Gladstone and went directly
to the kitchen. It was a bright room most of the time, but last night's
rain had left the sky overcast,
and not even the airy yellow-and-white color scheme and gleaming white
appliances could do much
to cheer the room.
Or Miranda.
She went to the coffeemaker and turned it on, warming the remains of
last night's pot because there hadn't been time earlier that morning to
make fresh, and Mrs. Task was coming in late because of a doctor's
appointment. The reheated coffee would be unbearably bitter, she knew.
But it would suit her mood.
Fresh coffee awaited her at the office, but she'd wanted to stop here
first, if only for a few precious minutes, away from ringing telephones
and anxious deputies and frightened townspeople. She thought Alex had
probably detoured as well, though he would have gone to Liz's place
rather than his own home.
They all took their comfort where they could.
"Randy?" A girl of about sixteen, her resemblance to Miranda striking,
came hesitantly into the room.
She was wearing a nightgown and robe even at ten in the morning on a
school day, but that was
explained when Miranda spoke.
"You shouldn't have gotten up, Bonnie. Doc said sleep would help you
more than anything."
"I feel much better, honest. It's only a cold, nothing major." Bonnie
watched Miranda pour very
black coffee into a cup. "Was it. . . ?"
Miranda sipped her coffee, then nodded.
"Adam Ramsay? Just like you saw?"
"Just like I saw," Miranda confirmed bitterly.
Bonnie shivered and bit her lip, then walked to the table in the center
of the room and sat down.
"I didn't really know him. Still ..."
"Still," Miranda agreed.
"It's all going to happen now, isn't it?"
"I'm afraid so."
Bonnie's lip quivered before she bit it again. "Then we'll leave,
that's all. We'll just—"
"It wouldn't matter, Bonnie. It wouldn't change anything. Some things
have to happen just the way
they happen."
"You can't stop it?" Her vivid blue eyes were desperately worried.
"No, I can't stop it." Miranda drew a breath. "Not alone."
"Maybe Alex can—"
"No. Not Alex."
Their eyes met, held, then Bonnie said, "You could ask them to send
somebody else."
"I need him." Bitterness had
crept back into Miranda's voice, and reluctance, and something that
might have been loathing.
"You're sure?"
"Yeah, I'm sure."
"It's been a long time, Randy. Eight years—"
"Eight years, four months, and an odd number of days." Miranda's laugh
held no amusement. "I know how long it's been, believe me."
"I only meant that things change, Randy. People change, you know they
do. Even he must have
changed. It'll be different this time."
"Will it?"
Bonnie hesitated. "You've seen something else, haven't you? What is it?
What have you seen?"
Miranda looked down at her coffee, and her mouth twisted.
"Inevitability," she said.
Friday, January 7
"I can't explain it," Dr. Shepherd said, his habitual cheery smile
replaced by a baffled frown. "The
dental records match, without question. What we found are the remains
of Adam Ramsay."
"But," Miranda said.
"Yeah—but. The bones show all the signs of belonging to a man at least
forty years old. The sutures of the skull were filled in. Calcium
deposits and other changes in bone structure also indicate forty to
fifty years of life." He paused. "This one's beyond my knowledge,
Randy. Obviously someone with more training and experience in
forensics, a forensic pathologist or anthropologist, should examine the
remains. I must have missed something somehow, misread the results or
performed the wrong tests—something."
Miranda looked at him across her desk. "Setting that aside for the
moment, maybe we're losing sight of the point. The point is that we
found the remains of a seventeen-year-old runaway. Do you know how
he died?"
"Enough of the skull was intact to reveal evidence of blunt-force
trauma in at least two spots, and
I don't believe it was postmortem."
"Not accidental blows?"
"If you're asking for my opinion, I'd say not. For the record, a blow
to the head probably killed him. Whether that blow was deliberate or
accidental is impossible for me to state with any medical—or
legal—certainty."
Miranda made a note on the pad in front of her. "I appreciate you
coming into the office to report, Doc."
"No problem. I knew you had your hands full. Any word on Lynet
Grainger?"
"Not yet. I've got all my deputies, Simon's bloodhounds, and every
volunteer I could get my hands
on out searching for her, but no luck so far. She left the library
Wednesday night and vanished into
thin air." Her mouth tightened. "If her mother hadn't been drunk that
night and failed to report Lynet missing until yesterday afternoon, we
might have had a better shot at finding her. As it is, with nearly
forty-eight hours gone now, the trail is ice-cold."
Shepherd studied her. "You look like hell, if you don't mind me saying
so."
"Thanks a lot."
"Did you even go to bed last night, Randy?"
Miranda drew a breath and let it out slowly. "Doc, I've got two
teenagers dead and a third one missing, and no evidence to persuade me
we're just in the middle of a series of tragic accidents and random
disappearances. I also have no evidence pointing me toward the
killer—or killers—of the two dead
kids, and no clue to help me find Lynet Grainger. I spent half the
morning arguing with the mayor and
the other half fielding calls from terrified parents. Somebody in my
nice, safe little town has apparently decided to start torturing,
maiming, and killing teenagers. And I have a sixteen-year-old sister at
home. What do you think?"
"I think you didn't go to bed."
She straightened in her chair as if to refute his accusation, then
lifted a hand to rub the back of her neck wearily. "Yeah, well, I
couldn't have slept anyway. I don't want to find another dead teenager,
Peter."
"Do you think you will?"
"Do you?"
He hesitated for a beat. "Honestly? Yes. I don't know what's going on,
Randy, or who's behind it, but
I think you're right about one thing. Someone is after our teenagers.
And that someone has some very strange ... appetites."
In an abrupt turnabout, Miranda shook her head. "We don't know that's
what's going on."
"Don't we?"
"No."
"I see. Then I guess you have a reasonable explanation for why Kerry
Ingram's body was drained of almost all its blood."
"Don't tell me you think the killer drank it," Miranda objected dryly.
"No—although that sort of thing is more common than most people would
like to believe."
"I wonder why."
Ignoring the muttered aside, Shepherd went on, "I believe that the
killer had some need for the blood, undoubtedly one a rational person
could never understand. And—not that you missed this detail, I'm
sure—it's interesting to note that we actually found only a small
percentage of Adam Ramsay's bones
out there."
"The animals. Scavengers."
"Maybe. Or maybe he wasn't all there to begin with. Maybe the killer
took his blood as well as the girl's. And a few bones to go with it.
And maybe he took Lynet Grainger because he didn't get all he needed
from the first two."
"Speculation," Miranda said firmly. "We don't even know that Kerry and
Adam were killed by the
same person, and Lynet's disappearance doesn't have to end with us
finding her body."
"That's true enough." Shepherd got to his feet. "But here's something
just as true: It's not like you to
hide your head in the sand, Randy."
"I don't know what you mean."
"I think you do." He smiled faintly. "I also think you're honest
enough—maybe especially with yourself—to face up to it sooner rather
than later. At least I hope so. I don't read tea leaves like Liz
Hallowell, but I don't need to have gypsy blood to know there's
something very strange going on in Gladstone."
"Yes. Yes, I know that."
"Nobody will think less of you for calling in help, not when something
like this is going on."
"So everyone keeps telling me."
"And they're telling the truth." He paused. "We need to get an expert
in to look at those bones, Randy. Tell me who, and I'll make the call."
She looked at him for a long while, then sighed. "No, it's my job. I'll
make the call, Doc."
But she didn't pick up the phone after Shepherd left. Instead, she went
through the case files one more time, studying every piece of
information gathered on Kerry Ingram and Adam Ramsay. She fixed all
her will on finding something, some tiny, previously overlooked clue,
that would tell her these were ordinary murders, committed in anger or
for some other perfectly tragic, perfectly human reason.
But no matter how many times she went over it all, the photos of a
young, battered body and skeletal remains, the medical reports and the
interviews with relatives and acquaintances, the traced movements
of the two teenagers during the last weeks before they disappeared—no
matter how many times she
went over the information in the files, only the same unalterable,
inescapable chilling facts jumped out
at her.
Kerry Ingram's exsanguinated body.
The bones missing from Adam Ramsay's remains.
The aged condition of the bones they had found.
Miranda closed the last file and stared across the room at nothing.
"Goddammit," she whispered.
Inevitability.
Some people called it fate.
* * *
He watched the girl as she lay in a drugged stupor on the cot where he
had placed her. She was pretty. That was a shame. And she'd been trying
to improve her lot in life, working hard in school, doing her
best to keep her lush of a mother from driving drunk or burning down
the house.
Definitely a shame.
But there was nothing he could do to change things.
He hoped Lynet would understand that.
Saturday, January 8
"So when're the feds due in?" Alex asked Miranda. They stood near the
top of the hill and watched
as half a dozen small boats slowly crisscrossed the lake down in the
hollow. The last light of day
was shining just over the mountains and painting the lake shimmering
silver; another few minutes
and they'd have to put up floodlights or stop the search for the night.
"Any time now."
Alex turned to her. "So how come you're out here instead of back at the
office waiting for them? Dragging the lake is a good idea—anonymous tip
or not—since we haven't found a trace of the
Grainger girl anywhere else in the area, but I can call in if we find
anything."
Miranda's shoulders moved in an irritable shrug. "They'll have to drive
in from Nashville, so it could
be late tonight. Anyway, I left Brady on duty at the office with
instructions to send them out here if
they arrive before I get back."
"Do you have any idea how many are coming? I mean, isn't this crack new
unit of theirs supposed
to be made up of a dozen or more agents?"
"I don't know for sure. There isn't much information available, even
for law enforcement officials.
We'll get what we get, I guess." She sounded restless, uneasy.
Alex was about to ask another question when he saw Miranda stiffen. He
wasn't sure how he knew,
but looking at her he was certain that all her attention, all her being, was suddenly focused
elsewhere.
She no longer saw the lake or the people below, and wasn't even aware
of him standing beside her.
Then he saw her eyes shift to one side, as if she was suddenly,
intensely aware of some sound,
some thing, behind her and didn't want to turn her head to look.
"Randy?"
She didn't respond, didn't seem to hear him.
Alex looked behind them. At first, all he saw was the hilltop flooded
with light because the sun had
not yet set. Then there was an abrupt, curiously fluid shifting of the
light, and the silhouette of a tall
man appeared.
Alex blinked, startled because he hadn't heard a sound. Two more
silhouettes appeared on either side
of the first, another man and a woman. They paused on the crest of the
hill, looking at the activity
below, then lost the blinding halo of light as they moved down the
slope toward Alex and Miranda.
The man on the left was about six feet tall. He was maybe thirty, on
the thin side, with nondescript
brown hair. The woman was likely the same age, medium height, slender,
and blond. Both were
casually dressed in dark pants and bulky sweaters.
But it was the man in the center who caught and held Alex's attention.
Dressed as casually as the
other two in jeans and a black leather jacket, he was a striking
figure, over six feet tall and very dark.
His black hair gleamed in the last of the day's light, and a distinct
widow's peak crowned his high forehead. He was wide shouldered and
moved with the ease and grace of a trained athlete, navigating
the rock-strewn slope with far more dexterity than his slipping and
sliding companions. As he neared them, Alex saw a vivid scar on the
left side of his coldly handsome face.
Liz's dark stranger, Alex
thought, with a lack of surprise that would have surprised her.
He looked back at Miranda and saw that her gaze was fixed once more on
the lake below. But her
breath came quickly through parted, trembling lips, and her face was
pale and strained. He was
astonished at how vulnerable she looked. For a moment. Just a moment.
Then she closed her eyes, and when she opened them a moment later all
the strain was gone. She
looked perfectly calm, indifferent even.
Quietly, he said, "Randy, I think the feds are here."
"Are they?" She sounded only mildly interested. She slid her hands into
the front pockets of her jeans. "They're early."
"Guess they had a fast car."
"Guess so."
Intrigued, but willing to await events, Alex returned his attention to
the approaching agents. When
they were close, the tall man in the center spoke, his voice deep and
cool but with an undercurrent
of tension that was audible.
"Sheriff Knight?" It wasn't quite a question, and his pale, oddly
reflective eyes were already fixed
on Miranda.
She turned to face the newcomers. "Hello, Bishop."
Bishop's companions didn't seem surprised that this small-town sheriff
knew him, so it was left to
Alex to ask, "You two know each other?"
"We've met," Miranda said. She introduced Alex, and just as calmly
Bishop introduced Special Agents Anthony Harte and Dr. Sharon Edwards.
Nobody offered to shake hands, possibly because Miranda
and Bishop kept their hands in their pockets the entire time.
"I'm the forensic pathologist you requested," Edwards said cheerfully.
Alex thought that Doc Shepherd was about to meet a kindred spirit.
"My specialty is interpretation of data," Harte explained when
Miranda's gaze turned questioningly
toward him.
"Good," she said. "We have some puzzling data for you to interpret. In
the meantime, just to catch you up on events, we're following a tip
that our missing teenager might be found here in the lake."
"A tip from whom, Sheriff Knight?" Bishop asked.
"An anonymous tip."
"Phoned in to your office?"
"That's right."
"Male or female?"
Her hesitation was almost unnoticeable. "Female."
"Interesting," he said.
His voice held no accusation, hers no defensiveness, but Alex felt both
existed and was even more puzzled. Then he realized something else.
"Hey, you're both chess pieces. Knight and Bishop."
Miranda looked at him, one brow rising. "How about that," she said
dryly.
Alex cleared his throat. "Well, anyway. We're losing the light down on
the lake, Sheriff. Want to call
off the search for the day?"
"Might as well." She glanced at the agents. "If you'll excuse me for a
few minutes?" Without waiting
for a response, she made her way down to the shore where the boats were
gathering.
Bishop never took his eyes off Miranda. Alex was curious enough to be
nosy, but something in
Bishop's face made him stick to professional inquiries. "So what's your
specialty, Agent Bishop?"
"Profiler. Who took the anonymous call, Deputy Mayse?"
Alex wasn't sure he liked the question but answered it anyway. "Sheriff
Knight." Then he found
himself defending where Miranda had refused to. "That's not at all
unusual, in case you think it is.
The sheriff makes a point of being accessible, so lots of people call
her directly if they have
information or questions."
Those cool, pale eyes turned to him at last, and Bishop said almost
indifferently, "Typical of small
towns, in my experience. Tell me, has this area been searched?"
"No. Until we got the tip about the lake, there was no reason to think
the Grainger girl would be this
far out of town."
"And do you think she's here?"
"The sheriff thinks there's a chance. That's good enough for me."
Bishop continued to gaze at him for a long moment, making Alex
uncomfortable. Then the agent
nodded, exchanged glances with his two companions, and moved several
yards away to a rocky outcropping. From there he could see most of the
hollow, the lake, and the surrounding hills.
"What's he doing?" Alex asked, keeping his voice low.
Sharon Edwards answered. "Getting the lay of the land, I guess you'd
call it. Looking for ... signs."
"Signs? It's nearly dark already, especially down there; what can he
possibly see?"
"You might be surprised," Tony Harte murmured.
Alex wanted to question that, but instead said, "I gather he's in
charge?"
"He's the senior agent," Edwards confirmed. "But your sheriff is the
one in charge. We're just here
to help, to offer our expertise and advice."
"Uh-huh."
She smiled. "Really. We have a mandate never to interfere with local
law enforcement. It's the only
way we can be truly useful and
be certain we're called in when the situation warrants. We're a lot
more likely to be contacted when police are confronted with our sort of
cases if word gets around
that we never ride roughshod over local authorities."
Alex looked at her curiously. "Your sort of cases?"
"I'm sure you saw the bulletin the Bureau sent out."
"I saw it. Like most Bureau bulletins, it didn't tell me a hell of a
lot."
Edwards smiled again. "They can be cryptic when they want to be.
Basically, we get called in on
cases where the evidence just doesn't add up or is nonexistent, or
there are details that seem to smack
of the paranormal or inexplicable. Often those elements show up only
after local law enforcement has exhausted all the usual avenues of
investigation."
"So you guys pursue unusual avenues?"
"We . . . look for the less likely explanations. And some of the
methods we use are more intuitive
than scientific. We try to keep things informal."
"Is that why no trench coats?"
She chuckled, honestly amused. "We are considered something of a
maverick group within the Bureau,
so when it was suggested that we dress more casually, the powers that
be gave their permission."
Alex wanted to know more, but Miranda hailed him from the lake and he
went down to help the
search teams get their gear ashore.
Gazing after him, Tony Harte said, "Think you told him enough?"
"To satisfy him?" Edwards shook her head. "Only for the moment.
According to his profile, he's
curious and possesses a high tolerance for unconventional methods—
probably why he hasn't
questioned his sheriff too closely about all the hunches and intuitions
since she took office. But he's protective of her, and he's wary of us.
He'll be cooperative as long as he's sure we're contributing
to the investigation without making Sheriff Knight look bad."
Harte grunted, then glanced at Bishop, still standing several yards
away and looking down at the lake. "What about this sheriff? Did you
know who she was?"
"I had my suspicions when I went to do a deep background check on
her—and found she didn't have one."
"So it is her?"
"I think so."
"No wonder he was in such a hurry to get here. But I've seen warmer
greetings between mortal
enemies."
"What makes you so sure that isn't what they are— at least from her
point of view?"
"Never thought I'd feel sorry for Bishop."
"I imagine he can handle his own problems." Edwards smiled faintly. "In
the meantime, there's this
little problem we're supposed to be helping with. Are you getting
anything?"
"Nope. I was blocked just about the time we topped the hill. You?"
"The same. Remarkable, isn't it?"
Harte watched as Sheriff Knight made her way up the slope. Her lovely
face was singularly without expression. "Poor Bishop," he murmured.
If he knew his subordinates were discussing him, Bishop gave no sign,
but he joined them only
moments before the sheriff and her deputy reached them.
Deputy Mayse said, "Nothing more we can do here tonight, so—"
"We can search for an abandoned well," Bishop said. "There's one
nearby."
Mayse stared at him. "How can you possibly know that?"
"He knows," Sheriff Knight said. She looked at her deputy
matter-of-factly. "Most of the men are probably exhausted, Alex, but
ask for volunteers to search around the lake. The moon will be rising,
so we'll have some light."
The deputy clearly wanted to question or argue, but in the end just
shook his head and went back
down to talk to the searchers.
Harte exchanged looks with Edwards, then said, "The more people we have
searching, the quicker
we're likely to find something. Our gear's in the car. We'll go change
into boots and get our flashlights, some rope— whatever else looks like
it might be helpful."
"Better have a compass or two," Sheriff Knight said. "This is tricky
terrain. It's easy to get turned
around, especially in the dark."
"Understood." Harte glanced at Bishop, who was already wearing boots,
then traded another look
with Edwards and shrugged. They both turned and trudged back up the
slope toward the top and their rental car on the other side.
With one last glance back at the two people standing several feet and a
light-year or so apart, Harte muttered, "I guess it could be worse. She
could have shot him on sight."
* * *
Bishop knew it would be up to him to break the silence between them,
but when it came down to it,
all he could think of was an absurdly lame comment. "I never thought
you'd be in law enforcement."
"It was a logical choice. With a law degree I couldn't use . . . and
the right kind of experience."
"And it kept you . . . plugged in, didn't it? Connected to all the
right sources of information."
"It did that."
He let the silence drag on as long as he could bear, then made one more
inadequate comment.
"Knight. Another interesting choice."
"I thought it was apt."
He waited for elaboration, but she coolly changed the subject.
"I see your spider-sense is working as well as ever."
She kept her gaze fixed on the lake as if the barely visible movements
of the men were fascinating.
He wondered what she was thinking but dared not touch her to find out.
She had been the first to
call it his spider-sense, this ability he had to sharpen and amplify
his sight and hearing to the point
that he was often able to see and hear far beyond what was considered
normal. He wondered if she
had any idea that now he seldom thought of this ancillary skill by any
other name.
"We'll know that if we find a well," he said finally.
"Oh, there's a well."
He really wished she would look at him. "And a body?"
Miranda nodded. "And a body."
"There was no anonymous tip, was there, Miranda?"
"No."
"You had a vision."
Her shoulders moved in a faint, restless shrug that belied her calm
expression. "I had a ... very vivid daydream. I saw this lake. I knew
she was here somewhere. I know it now. A well. . . feels right."
"Still reluctant to call them visions, I see."
"Visions? I'm the elected sheriff of a small, conservative town where
the churches actually outnumber
the car dealerships. Just how long do you suppose I'd keep my job if
word got out that I was seeing visions?"
"Have you been able to hide it that well?"
"It's amazing how many nice, logical reasons one can find for
possessing surprising knowledge." She
drew a breath and let it out slowly. "I'm intuitive. I have hunches.
I'm lucky. I'm very good at my job.
I make sure there's evidence to support me. If all else fails, I rely
on the traditional anonymous tip.
And I'm very, very careful."
After a moment he said, "You have very loyal deputies."
"To take me at my word? I suppose. But I've been right before, and
they've learned to trust me."
"Any idea who's behind these killings?"
Miranda's smile was twisted. "If I knew that, you wouldn't be here."
The bitterness in her voice was unmistakable, telling him with
certainty for the first time that she was hardly as indifferent as she
seemed on the surface. She didn't want him there. She hated him. And
the strength of his own reaction to that surprised him.
"I never meant to hurt you," he said abruptly.
The light was going fast, but they could both see Alex Mayse on his way
back up toward them.
"Hurting me," Miranda said, "was the least of it." Then she moved to
meet her deputy.
THREE
It took less than two hours to find the well.
It took two more to bring up the hideously battered body of Lynet
Grainger.
They had rigged several battery-powered lights to illuminate the
clearing around the well, and that made
it possible for Dr. Edwards to perform a preliminary exam at the scene.
While she was doing that, the area was cordoned off and meticulously
searched.
"Not that we'll find anything useful," Alex said to Miranda. "It rained
again last night, and I'm betting
she was dropped in there either before or during the rain. Nice way to
wash away all the evidence. Doesn't miss a trick, our guy."
"You think it's the same killer?"
"I think you noticed the same thing I did."
"Yeah."
"Well then?"
She nodded slowly. "I think we have only one killer here. But. . .
there's something different about
this victim."
"What?"
"I don't know."
Alex waited a beat. "She's fully clothed, is that it? The other two
were naked, or near enough."
"No . . . not that. Something else." She met his gaze and grimaced
slightly. "Nothing I can explain, obviously. A hunch, I suppose."
"Your hunches are generally pretty sound."
"They haven't helped us much on this case." Miranda rubbed the back of
her neck in a characteristic gesture of weariness.
Alex checked his watch. "Nearly ten. You've been out here more than
eight hours, Randy. No supper,
no lunch—and I'll bet you hardly slept last night."
Her gaze shifted to the other side of the cordoned-off area where
Bishop stood talking to Agent Harte,
but all she said was, "I'll sleep tonight. Too tired not to."
"Is Mrs. Task staying with Bonnie?"
"Till I get home, yeah. As usual. I don't know what I'd do without her."
"It goes both ways," Alex said. "She would have been in bad shape if
you and Bonnie hadn't come here eight years ago. Widowed and left up to
her ears in debt by that louse she was married to, no other family, no
skills, no friends. Taking care of the two of you gave her a new lease
on life."
"If that's the case, she's more than repaid me. I just hate keeping her
up all hours waiting for me."
"She doesn't mind. It's not like you make a habit of it—I mean, before
the last couple of months."
That was true enough, Miranda admitted silently. Being the sheriff of a
small and generally peaceful
town was a nine-to-five job for the most part. There were occasional
town council meetings and other evening commitments, but she was
usually able to spend her nights home with Bonnie.
Even when she'd been a deputy serving under the last sheriff, the hours
had been reasonable and the work mostly pleasant and undemanding.
But that was before a killer began stalking Gladstone.
Before the visions had returned.
Before Bishop came back into her life.
She looked at the doctor to avoid the temptation of watching Bishop,
and saw Edwards make a subtle gesture toward him. By the time the
doctor reached her and Alex, Bishop and Agent Harte had also
joined them.
"I have a preliminary report, Sheriff," Edwards said briskly. "I'll
know more later, of course, but. . ."
"Go ahead, Doctor."
"Death occurred approximately twelve to twenty-four hours ago. She's in
complete rigor, and judging
by the position in which we found the body, she was probably dropped
into the well no more than two
or three hours after death but certainly well before rigor commenced.
In these colder temperatures, of course, rigor would have been retarded
for some time."
"Yes," Miranda said. "Go on."
"There are no external signs of rape or other sexual abuse. No signs
she was tied up or otherwise bound or physically restrained. No
defensive injuries. Nothing under the fingernails. She's been severely
beaten by a blunt object, something wooden, possibly a baseball bat.
The cause of death, I believe, will prove
to be internal injuries caused by the beating. The body's been
completely exsanguinated, and by someone who knew what they were doing."
Alex said, "There are people who specialize in draining blood? If
anybody mentions vampires, I'll—"
Edwards shook her head, but showed no mockery. "Morticians, doctors,
even a vet would know. But
it's not just a matter of knowledge. This wasn't done out in a field
somewhere. He had to have the right place and the right equipment."
"Running water," Miranda said. "Tubing, drains. Containers for the
blood, if he kept it."
"Exactly." Edwards nodded. "He might have read up on the procedures, at
least enough to have done
a professional job, but we can be sure he had to have enough
uninterrupted time and privacy to get the job done."
Miranda gazed steadily at the forensic expert. "Okay. And you're sure
she didn't fight him? No defensive injuries, she wasn't restrained,
nothing under her fingernails—she just let somebody beat her to death
without a struggle?"
"I doubt she knew what was happening. A tox screen will tell us for
certain, but I believe she was drugged, possibly to the point of coma,
before she was killed."
"Bingo," Alex said quietly, looking at Miranda. "That's what's
different."
"We haven't seen the detailed reports of the two other cases yet,"
Bishop reminded them.
Miranda answered the implicit question. "We don't know about Adam
Ramsay, but the tox screen on Kerry Ingram came back negative, and all
indications are that she was awake and aware through most
of her ordeal. In fact, our medical examiner believes she was
repeatedly strangled to the point of unconsciousness and then allowed
to revive. A blow to the head finally killed her."
Agent Harte muttered, "I'll interpret that data to mean this guy is a
real sicko."
"Amen," Alex agreed.
Edwards said, "I'll be able to test the remains of the Ramsay boy. We
should know fairly quickly if
he was drugged. And I'll know more about this one after the post."
Miranda said, "You didn't mention her eyes, Doctor."
"Removed, as you obviously noticed. And, again, by someone who knew
what they were doing."
"Meaning?"
"Meaning that the eyes weren't hacked out or gouged out. They were very
neatly removed from the sockets. Whoever did it was careful not to
damage the surrounding tissue. In fact, that was the only
injury above her neck."
"I'm no profiler," Alex said, looking at Bishop, "but that sounds
significant to me."
"Could be," Bishop said dispassionately, as if he hadn't noticed the
direct challenge. "By blinding his victim and yet leaving her face
essentially undamaged, he could be telling us she knew him and he felt
something for her, possibly even some kind of affection. He took her
eyes because she'd seen him,
and probably covered her face with something while he was beating her
so he could think of her as a nameless, faceless object. On the other
hand, though it's comparatively rare for a killer to take a body
part as a trophy, that could also be a valid guess."
"I'm sorry I asked," Alex muttered.
"Why did he take her blood?" Miranda asked. "And Kerry Ingram's
blood—possibly the blood of all
three of them? What does that signify?"
"A ritualistic or cannibalistic obsession, most likely," Bishop
answered promptly. "Assuming he kept it
and didn't just drain it from the body, he needs the blood or believes
he does. Either to drink it or use
it some other way in a ritual that's important to him."
"Then maybe," Miranda suggested, "he needed Lynet's eyes as well."
"It is possible," Bishop agreed. "At this point, I barely have enough
information to offer a threshold diagnosis, much less a complete
profile."
Edwards said, "And I've learned all I can from this body, at least for
the moment. Also, in case the
rest of you haven't noticed, it's getting damned cold out here. I
suggest we bag the body and take it
to your autopsy facility, and I'll get started on the post."
"Our autopsy facility," Alex said, "is the morgue of the county
hospital. I think they threw out the
leeches a year or so ago."
Edwards smiled faintly. "Fieldwork demands accommodations, Deputy. I
always bring my own equipment along."
"Wise of you."
Miranda said, "The hearse we've been using to transport the bodies is
back with the other vehicles, Doctor. Take as many of my people as you
need to help."
"Thank you, Sheriff."
After Edwards and Harte moved away, Alex said, "Randy, why don't you
head on back? It's been
a hell of a long day, and tomorrow won't be any better."
Very conscious of Bishop's silent attention, Miranda shook her head. "I
still have to go tell Teresa Grainger about her daughter, before she
hears it from someone else. Besides, we'll be finished up
here in another hour."
"A word, Sheriff?" Bishop's tone was impersonal.
Miranda followed him a few feet away, keeping a careful and deliberate
distance between them.
She didn't have to wait long to hear what he had to say.
"Miranda, if my team's to be of any real use to you, they have to be
able to do their jobs."
She stiffened. "I wasn't aware anyone was interfering with them."
"You are."
She opened her mouth to deny it, but he didn't give her a chance.
"You closed down like a steel trap the moment we got here. And whatever
else may have changed in eight years, that hasn't. You're blocking
them, Miranda. They can't pick up a damned thing, from the body or from
the area, as long as you're here."
"You didn't seem to have any trouble." She refused to look away from
those pale sentry eyes of his, refused to give him the satisfaction of
knowing he could still get under her skin—even if not inside
her head.
"And we both know why," he said flatly. "But my team doesn't have the
same . . . advantage."
It took every ounce of her willpower not to hit him. She couldn't say a
word, didn't trust herself to
speak at all.
Obviously not suffering from the same paralysis, he said, "Let us do
what we came here to do,
Miranda. And you do what you have to do. Go tell that kid's mother she
won't be coming home.
And then get some rest. We'll start fresh in the morning."
She still couldn't say a word, because she knew if she did it would
become a torrent of words. Words about betrayal. Words about dishonesty
and deception, about hurt and loss and bitterness and rage.
So she didn't say a word. She just turned and headed around the lake to
her Jeep. She left Bishop
to explain to Alex and the others why she had left so abruptly.
She knew he'd think of something to tell them.
* * *
"My God, we do have a serial killer," the mayor said, horrified.
John MacBride was seated across the desk from Miranda, who wished for
the third time that she had gone straight home from Teresa Grainger's
place. Instead, she had stopped at the office for what she'd thought
would be no more than ten minutes. But MacBride showed up and the ten
minutes stretched
into twenty.
"We don't know that for sure," she told him patiently.
"With three dead teenagers? What else could it be?"
"They used to call serial killers 'stranger killers,' because they
seldom had any connection to or prior
knowledge of their victims. I don't believe that's the case here. And
given the way we found the bodies,
I think the task force will eventually classify these as bizarre
murders—killings committed to satisfy the needs of some kind of ritual."
MacBride looked more appalled. He was normally a handsome man, but
signs of strain had appeared
in recent weeks, and his expression of dismay made the dark circles
under his eyes and lines on his
face much more evident.
"Ritual killings?" he exclaimed. "Do you mean we're dealing with
satanism or some other kind of occult shit?"
"I don't know, John. But if you're imagining black-robed figures
dancing around a fire out in the woods under a full moon, forget it. We
have one killer here, and whatever his reasons for killing, whatever
his sick rituals are, I believe we'll find he's acting alone."
"That doesn't make me feel any better, dammit! The bastard's done a
hell of a lot of damage alone."
He brooded for a moment. "It has to be a stranger. Someone who doesn't
actually live in Gladstone
but just—"
"Just hunts here?" Miranda shrugged. "It's possible. And now, with
three killings to reference, at least
we should be able to note enough commonalities to ask law enforcement
in surrounding counties to
check their own unsolved cases for similar killings."
"The publicity," MacBride moaned.
Miranda decided she wasn't up to reassuring a worried mayor tonight; no
matter what she said, it
would only upset him more. With a sigh, she rose to her feet.
"Look, John, let's not borrow more trouble, all right? We'll do our
best to limit publicity. Besides, if
this FBI task force is as good as their reputation, chances are we'll
have this case solved and the killer
in custody very soon."
"And if they're not as good?" He got up too, moving stiffly and
frowning. "I've already had a dozen
calls tonight, Randy. Panic is spreading quickly."
"Then we'll do what we can to calm everybody down, John. We'll
recommend reasonable precautions, and we'll make certain the town knows
that every resource we can muster is focused on finding this killer."
"And we should make sure those FBI people are visible. Very visible."
Miranda knew that MacBride was prepared to publicly cast the entire
responsibility of capturing the
killer onto the broader shoulders of the FBI. That didn't bother
Miranda so much for her own sake,
but she'd be damned if her own people didn't get the credit they
deserved. They had already put in
long hours of painstaking work.
But all she said was, "I imagine they'll be visible enough, John. Aside
from everything else, we only
have one motel in town, and since it's on Main Street and seldom has
more than a couple of overnight guests in any given week ..."
He grunted. "Yeah, you're right about that. But look, Randy, I'd
appreciate daily reports."
"I'll be sure to keep you informed," she said non-committally.
He sighed, but didn't insist. Instead, he said, "Why don't you let me
give you a ride home? You must
be exhausted, and I'm parked out front—"
"So am I," she told him. "Besides, I want to get an early start in the
morning, so I'd rather drive home tonight. But thanks, John."
He sighed again. "One of these days, you're going to say yes, Randy."
"Good night, John."
* * *
The Bluebird Lodge sucked.
That was Bishop's considered opinion, and not even the "major
renovations" in the works, according
to the owner/manager, could make the place any better. It boasted two
floors but no interior hallways, cramped rooms furnished in decent
quality but questionable taste, and unless one chose to visit a
restaurant down the street (which closed promptly at 9:00 p.m.), the
only options for dining were a
couple of vending machines.
Still, at least the place was clean.
It was nearly midnight. Bishop and his team planned to make an early
start the following day, and he knew he should sleep. But he was too
keyed up.
He unpacked and set his laptop up on the ridiculously small desk near
the window. After connecting
with Quantico, he downloaded a few potentially useful data files. It
was something he usually did long before he was actually on the scene,
but in this case . . .
He sat back in the none-too-comfortable chair and stared at an
uninspired print on the wall. But he
was seeing something else.
She had changed in eight years. Still strikingly lovely, of course, but
he'd expected that, had braced himself for it. Or thought he had. But
the girl he remembered, dazzling though she had been then,
had grown in the years since into a woman of uncommon beauty and rare
strength.
Her vivid blue eyes didn't gleam with laughter as readily as before,
and they had a depth that hid
thoughts and secrets. Her beautiful face revealed only what she chose
to reveal, and her splendid body moved with fluid grace. Her voice was
measured, controlled, a voice one could hardly imagine spitting
out shaking curses in grief and rage and pain.
"You ruthless, coldhearted bastard!
You'll use anything and anyone you have to, won't you? As long
as you get what you want, as long as
you win, you don't give a shit what happens to anyone else!"
He wondered if now, under the same circumstances, Miranda would simply
shoot him.
Not that the circumstances would ever be the same.
He never made the same mistake twice.
No, this Miranda, this woman he had faced today across a gulf of eight
years and too much pain and
loss, was not the girl he remembered. She had perfected her previously
erratic control and learned
not only to shield herself but to extend that bubble of protection
outside herself to enclose others.
He knew why, of course. Because of Bonnie.
The human mind was a remarkable instrument, the human will even more
so. Miranda had needed
to protect Bonnie, and that intense, desperate need had driven her to
hone her extraordinary ability.
He wondered if she had any idea just how extraordinary.
It was ... an unanticipated complication. He was confident of getting
through her shields by touch;
after all, his spider-sense had, as she had noted, functioned normally
despite them. And he did have
an advantage over most other people when it came to her. But her
strength had surprised him. It told
him Miranda would give up nothing against her will.
If he forced his way past her shields, he doubted either of them would
emerge from the battle without untold damage.
Bishop allowed himself a moment of grimly amused self-mockery. For
eight years, he had focused on
the simple need to find her, deluding himself that the wounds he had
inflicted could be healed quickly once he was able to face her again,
to talk to her. He had imagined that her pain and bitterness had
faded with time, making it even easier for him.
But it was not going to be easy to earn Miranda's forgiveness. If it
would even be possible.
"Hurting me was the least of it."
She was wrong about that, as far as he was concerned. What he had done
could not be undone; the
dead could not be brought back to life. For that, he expected no
forgiveness, because he would never forgive himself. But he meant to
make things right between him and Miranda.
Whatever it cost him.
* * *
Miranda broke the news to her sister and Mrs. Task when she got home,
but she kept it brief. Lynet Grainger's body had been found, that's all
they needed to know. For now, at least.
Bonnie wasn't surprised; Miranda had told her before she'd gone to the
lake that she was certain
they would find another body.
The housekeeper was horrified; she'd been saying over and over "that
Grainger girl" had just run
away, most likely, and would probably come home any day now.
Whistling in the graveyard.
Like everyone in town, she didn't want to believe that a monster lurked
nearby. A monster that
looked human.
"Poor Teresa," Mrs. Task murmured as she put on her coat. "You told
her?"
"Yes, before I came home," Miranda said. "And called her sister to come
stay with her."
"She wasn't drinking?"
"Not as far as I could tell. In fact, I think she's been cold sober
since she woke up to find Lynet gone.
It's just a pity she didn't wake up sooner."
"I'll take something over tomorrow." Like many of her generation, Mrs.
Task believed life's hurts and death's shocks could be eased with food.
"I'm sure she'd appreciate that," Miranda murmured, sure only that lots
of neighbors would bring lots
of food to try to fill the terrible void left by the death of a child.
Mrs. Task shook her head as she picked up her purse. "Poor thing. To
lose a child ..."
Bonnie waited until after the housekeeper had left, then said, "One of
Mrs. Task's friends called and
told her the FBI agents had come. Had they?"
Miranda nodded.
"Well? Is it him?"
"Three agents. Naturally, he's the one in charge."
Bonnie looked at her anxiously. "Did you talk to him?"
"About the investigation." Miranda shrugged. "He was entirely
professional. So was I."
"But he remembered you."
"Oh, yes. He remembered." Too damned
well.
"Did he ask why you'd changed your name?"
"He didn't have to ask."
"Did you tell him what you saw?"
"No. No, of course not. He doesn't need to know about that. Not now.
Not yet."
After a moment, Bonnie said, "Why don't you shower and get ready for
bed while I heat up supper?"
"I'm not very hungry."
"You have to eat, Randy."
Miranda was too tired to argue. She went upstairs and took a long, hot
shower, trying to soothe weary muscles and wash away tension and the
stink of death. She did feel better afterward, at least physically.
When she returned to the kitchen in robe and slippers she felt a twinge
of appetite as she smelled stew.
Automatically, Miranda reached for a coffee cup, but found herself
holding a glass of milk instead.
"The last thing you need tonight," Bonnie said, "is more caffeine."
Again, Miranda didn't argue. She drank her milk and ate the stew
without tasting it, wondering how
long she could delay the conversation her sister undoubtedly wanted to
have.
"Has Bishop changed much?"
Not long at all.
"He's older. We're all older."
"Does he look different?"
"Not that I noticed."
"Is he married?"
The question startled Miranda. "No," she said quickly, then added, "I
don't know. He isn't wearing
a ring."
"And you didn't talk about personal things."
I never meant to hurt you.
"No," Miranda said steadily. "We didn't talk about personal things."
"Because you're all closed up?"
"Because there's no reason for us to discuss personal things, Bonnie.
He's here to do a job, and
that's all."
"Can he still..."
"What?"
"Can he still get in even when you're all closed up?"
Miranda stared down at her empty milk glass. "I don't know."
"But—"
"We didn't touch."
"Not at all?"
"No."
Bonnie frowned. "You have to find out, Randy. If he can't get in, he
won't be able to help you
when the time comes."
"I know."
Bonnie hesitated, then said gently, "If he can't get in, you'll have to
let him in."
"I know that too."
"Can you do it?"
"You said it. I'll have to."
Bonnie bit her lip. "I know you said leaving wouldn't change anything,
but—"
"Even if we could, it's too late." Because Bishop was here now. Because
events had been set in
motion and there was no stopping them, not until they reached their
inevitable conclusion.
Not until it was finally over.
FOUR
Sunday, January 9
The Cox County Sheriff's Department was housed in a building less than
twenty years old. And back when it was designed, the city fathers had
envisioned continued economic growth along the happy
lines of what the town had then been experiencing. Unfortunately,
they'd been wrong, but at least
their optimism had led to a building with numerous offices and a
spacious conference room, which
was used mostly for storage.
Miranda had left orders, and by the time she and two of the three FBI
agents met there early the following morning, the conference room had
been cleared of boxes of old files and supplies, and
provided a decent base of operations for the task force. Extra phone
lines were already in place, as
were fixed blackboards and bulletin boards, and the three large partner
desks contained all the usual supplies. There was a conference table
big enough to seat six, several pieces of antiquated audiovisual
equipment, and one five-year-old desktop computer hastily shifted from
one of the outer offices.
The coffeemaker, at least, was new.
Miranda didn't bother to apologize for the inadequacies of her
department; since Dr. Edwards had
brought her own equipment along, and both Bishop and Harte arrived this
morning with the latest
thing in laptop computers, she figured they'd expected small-town
deficiencies from the get-go.
And if they didn't like it, tough.
She got them settled in the room with all the files on the
investigation, assigned a regrettably awed
and nervous young deputy to fetch and carry for them, and retreated to
her office to handle the
morning's duties.
She called the morgue first and was told by Dr. Edwards that the
postmortem on Lynet Grainger
was well under way.
"By the way, I've studied Dr. Shepherd's report on the post he
performed on Kerry Ingram, and
I don't believe there'll be any need to exhume the body."
Kerry was the only victim whose body had been released to the family
for burial, and Miranda was intensely grateful that she probably
wouldn't have to return to those grieving relatives and ask to dig
up their little girl for another session on the autopsy table.
"Dr. Shepherd was quite thorough," Edwards said cheerfully, "and
careful in preserving the slides
and tissue samples, so there should be no trouble in verifying his
findings."
In the background, Peter Shepherd could be heard to say that he
appreciated that.
Miranda was relieved yet again by that little aside. Not that she'd
expected trouble from him since
calling in a more experienced forensics expert had been his
suggestion—but you just never knew
about professionals, especially doctors. So jealous of their authority.
"Thank you, Doctor," she said to Edwards. "If there's anything you
need, please call me here at the office."
"I will, Sheriff, thanks. I should have a written report for you by the
end of the day."
Miranda hung up, then turned to the stack of messages that had come in
already this morning. She
spent considerable time returning calls and soothing, as best she
could, the fears and worries of the
people who had voted her into office.
Not that there was much she could really say to reassure anyone.
She did try, though, listening patiently to suggestions ranging from a
dusk-to-dawn curfew of everyone
in town under the age of eighteen to the calling in of the National
Guard, and offering her own brand
of calm confidence.
They would catch the killer, she was certain of it.
She told no one what else she was certain of—that more teenagers would
have to die first. Unless she found a way to frustrate fate.
That was possible. She had done it once before, after all.
By eleven o'clock, Miranda couldn't listen to one more anxious voice,
so she went back to the
conference room to escape the ceaseless ringing of her telephone.
At least, that's what she told herself.
Bishop and Harte had been busy. Files were lying open or stacked neatly
on the conference table, alongside legal pads covered with notes. Their
laptops and the old desktop were humming, and an
even older printer was laboring in the corner to produce a hard copy of
somebody's request.
The big bulletin board on the wall had been divided into three
sections, one for each victim, and all the photos of the bodies at the
crime scenes were tacked up, along with autopsy reports. Agent Harte
was writing a time line on the blackboard, printing in block letters
the names and ages of the victims, when
and where they'd disappeared, and when and where the bodies had been
found.
Bishop, who was half sitting on one end of the conference table and
watching Harte, greeted Miranda
by saying, "You saw the time pattern, of course."
Miranda wasn't especially flattered that he expected her to see the
obvious. "You mean that the disappearances were almost exactly two
months apart? Of course. Any ideas as to why that particular amount of
time?"
"I wouldn't want to hazard an opinion until we find all the
commonalities between the victims and start developing a reasonable
profile of the killer."
That made sense and was what Miranda had expected. Still, she had to
make a comment. "He does
seem to be killing them quicker each time."
Bishop consulted the legal pad beside him. "Your M.E. estimates the
Ramsay boy was killed as much
as six weeks after he disappeared, the Ingram girl less than four
weeks. And since Lynet Grainger disappeared only a few days ago, we
know she was killed in a matter of hours."
Tony Harte stepped back to view his work. "So we have several
possibilities. He might have drastically stepped up his timetable for
some reason important to him and his ritual. He might have discovered
soon after he grabbed her that the Grainger girl didn't fit his
requirements as he'd expected, and therefore killed her in rage.
Killing her quickly might have been part of his ritual, a new step. Or
there was something different about Grainger, something that made him
treat her unlike the other victims."
Miranda thought those were pretty good possibilities.
"So we don't know if we have two months before he grabs another kid."
Harte shook his head soberly. "Ask me, he could grab another one today
or tomorrow. Then again, he could also wait two months or six—or move
to a new hunting ground. We don't know enough yet."
Since she was alone with the agents, she said pointblank, "Did any of
you pick up anything last night
after I left?" She looked at Harte but it was Bishop who answered.
"Tony thinks the killer knew the girl, probably quite well. He got a
strong sense of regret, even sadness."
Miranda regarded the agent with genuine interest. "So that's your other
specialty, huh? You pick up emotional vibes?"
He laughed softly. "That's as good a definition as any, I guess."
Miranda sat in a chair at the opposite end of the conference table from
Bishop. "What about
Dr. Edwards? What's her nonmedical specialty?"
"Similar to mine. Only she picks up bits of information rather than
feelings, hard facts. Tunes in to
the physical vibes, I guess you'd say. We lump both abilities under the
heading of 'adept.' "
"I see. And did she pick up any physical vibes out at the well last
night?"
"None to speak of. She thinks he lingered only long enough to dump the
body. I agree." It was his turn
to look at her with interest. "And I must say, it's a nice change to
deal with local law enforcement
without having to find alternate explanations for how we gather some of
our information."
"If you use unconventional methods," Miranda said, "you've got to
expect that sort of suspicion and disbelief."
"But not from you."
"No. Not from me." She smiled faintly. "And don't try to tell me you
don't know why."
"Because you're pretty good at picking up vibes yourself?"
"Picking up vibes isn't really my strong suit. It's what Bishop used to
call an ancillary ability," she said, keeping her gaze fixed on Harte.
"Like his spider-sense, only not nearly so focused."
"Ah. One of the rare psychics possessing more than a single skill. And
your primary ability?"
"Once upon a time, it was precognition. But I burned that one out
pretty thoroughly years ago.
The . . . visions ... are few and far between these days."
Harte's spaniel-brown eyes widened, and he looked at Bishop with
something like wonder.
"My God," he said softly. "Three separate abilities?"
"Four," Bishop said. "Aside from being adept, pre-cognitive, and able
to project a shield, she's also a pretty fair touch telepath. On our
scale . . . probably eighth degree."
"Wow," Harte said, again very softly.
Miranda wasn't entirely sure she liked Bishop's frankness, but knew
only too well that she herself had opened the door. It just felt odd to
be discussing it so openly after so many years of careful silence.
She didn't want to admit even to herself that it also felt sort of nice
to talk to people who understood
and accepted.
But curiosity drove her to ask, "Eighth degree? What the hell kind of
scale are we talking about?"
Since Harte still appeared a bit stunned, she had no choice but to
look, finally, at Bishop.
He gazed at her steadily, his pale eyes unreadable. "A scale we
developed at Quantico while putting
the program together the last few years."
"Being anal feds," she said dryly, "you just had to weigh, measure, and
evaluate even the paranormal, huh?"
"Something like that."
She realized he wasn't going to tell her unless she asked, and it
annoyed her. "Okay, I'll bite. So how
high does this scale of yours go?"
"To twelve."
"Which, I suppose, is your degree?"
Bishop shook his head. "We have yet to encounter a psychic with any
kind of twelfth-degree ability.
I rank at a little above ten telepathically."
"How about the spider-sense? What does that rank?"
"Maybe six. On a good day."
"To put things into perspective," Harte murmured, "Sharon and I both
come in around three on the
scale as adepts. Most of the other members of the unit, in fact, don't
go above five. And only one other agent besides Bishop has even an
ancillary ability, far less a fullblown secondary ability. This is the
first time I've ever met anybody
with more than two. In fact, it's the first time I've even heard of it."
"Yeah, well. I come from a long line of overachievers." Miranda wasn't
as impressed with herself as Harte was. Familiarity had not bred
contempt, but it had bred acceptance; to Miranda, the paranormal was
just a part of life.
"Why in hell are you stuck way out here in the boonies instead of
playing on our team?" Harte
exclaimed, then winced and sent an apologetic look to Bishop. "Yikes.
Sorry, boss."
"Tony," Bishop said mildly, "I think the coffeepot is empty. Why don't
you go fill it?"
"Hey, you don't have to drop a house on me to get me to go away. I'm
psychic—I can take a more
subtle hint than that." He grabbed the coffeepot and beat a hasty
retreat, closing the door gently
behind him.
Miranda didn't know which emotion was stronger, furious embarrassment
that her past was not, apparently, as private as she had supposed, or
furious pain that Bishop had evidently discussed her
with at least one member of his team.
"I'm sorry, Miranda."
She forced herself not to look away, and called on all her self-control
to present an indifferent front. "About what? Discussing me with your
agents? Should I have expected anything else?"
"I hope so. It isn't what you obviously think."
"Isn't it?"
"Miranda, they're psychics. And even though my walls are fairly solid,
I can't project an impenetrable shield the way you can—even around my
own mind."
She was glad her shield was firmly in place just then, glad he had no
idea of her thoughts and
emotions. But all she said was, "So whose idea was this new unit of
yours? It doesn't sound at
all typical of the Bureau."
For a moment, she thought he would fight her, but finally he answered.
"It isn't. There was a great deal of resistance at first, until it was
proved that unconventional methods
and abilities could produce tangible results."
"And who proved that? You?"
"Eventually."
"Really? How?"
He drew a breath. "I tracked down the Rosemont Butcher."
Miranda rose to her feet slowly, staring at him. "What?" she whispered.
"Lewis Harrison. I got him, Miranda. Six and a half years ago."
* * *
Alex had been more or less ordered not to come into the office on
Sunday. He'd been working nearly three weeks without a break, and
Miranda claimed the town council would have her head on a platter
if she didn't see to it that he took time off whether he wanted to or
not. Overtime was one thing, she
said, but he was carrying it to extremes—even if they did have a serial killer to find.
He hated days off. He wasn't a sporting man, so hunting and fishing
held no appeal for him. Neither
did golf. Watching sports on television was an enjoyable pastime only
during baseball season. He ran
and worked out to keep in shape, but a man could hardly do that all day.
And then there was the house. It was too big and too damned empty. He
should get rid of it, he knew. But Janet had loved the house, had
decorated it with painstaking care, and in the year since her death
he hadn't been able to face the thought of someone else living in
Janet's house.
But living in the house alone had its own kind of pain, and though
sleeping there was, finally, possible, Alex could seldom spend much
time in it when he was awake.
Unfortunately, Sundays in Gladstone didn't offer a lot in the way of
entertainment once church let out. And even less if one wasn't
particularly interested in church.
He finally drove to town, resisting the urge to stop by the office and
find out what was going on.
Instead, he parked near Liz's bookstore and coffeeshop, forced to wait
nearly forty-five minutes for
Liz to unlock the doors at two o'clock.
"I heard about Lynet," she said.
"Yeah, poor kid." Alex sat at the counter rather than his usual booth,
since Liz worked alone on
Sundays.
"And I heard the FBI is in town."
"Well, three agents anyway." He smiled. "Your dark man with a mark on
his face is one of them.
And Randy knows him." Then Alex recalled what Liz had said about the
fate of that man, and his
smile faded. "You don't still think—"
Liz chewed on her bottom lip. "When I read the leaves again, it was
more fuzzy, less definite, but
I'm sure it was the same thing, Alex. Does—does Randy like him?"
Alex considered the question. "To be honest, the only thing I'm sure of
is that she feels a lot about
him. Whether it's like or dislike, positive or negative, I can't tell."
"Maybe I should talk to her about what I saw," Liz suggested
hesitantly. "She's never scoffed. Never
let me read the leaves for her, but—"
Alex shook his head. "Not right now, Liz. Randy has enough on her
plate, I think, without having to worry about something that might not
happen."
"I knew it would be a strange year, new millennium and all, but I
really don't like all these bad omens, Alex."
"More dogs howling at night?"
Before she could answer, Justin Marsh stormed into the coffeeshop, his
thin little wife, Selena,
on his heels like a mute shadow.
"Elizabeth, I'm asking you again not to conduct business on the
Sabbath!" he thundered as though
from a pulpit.
Alex sighed. "Justin, why're you picking on Liz? Half the retail
businesses and all the restaurants
and cafes open up after church. Afternoon, Selena."
"Hello." She smiled timidly, holding her Bible with both hands as
though she feared it would escape
any minute. She might have been pretty once, but Selena had been
married to Justin Marsh for nearly thirty years and the ordeal had worn
her down. She was seldom seen in public without him, and Alex couldn't
recall hearing her say much more than hello and goodbye, with an
occasional Praise the Lord
or Amen thrown in at appropriate pauses in Justin's oratory.
"As a matter of fact," Alex went on, "didn't you use to open up your
car lot on Sundays before you retired and sold out?"
"I saw the error of my ways," Justin declared piously, his face
reddening. "And now I'm commanded
by the Lord to guide the others of his flock toward the light of
salvation!"
Alex almost gave that one an Amen himself. He always appreciated a good
dramatic performance.
Gravely, Liz said, "Can I get you two some coffee, Justin? Purely on
the house, you understand—not
a business transaction."
He leaned across the counter, eyes intent on her face.
"Elizabeth, I will place your feet upon a godly path. You must not be
allowed to follow the evil way.
A good woman such as you should have an honored place in the house of
our Lord."
Normally Alex was patient with Justin's excesses, but with the memory
of poor little Lynet's battered body vivid in his mind, he snapped.
"Justin, if you want to seek out evil, you might begin with whoever
killed our teenagers. I'd think that would be a damned sight more
important to any god than whether
Liz should sell coffee and books on Sunday!"
Justin made a choked sound, then turned away. Selena, out of long
practice, skipped nimbly aside,
then shadowed him faithfully as he stalked out of the store.
"I don't like that man," Alex said.
"But you shouldn't have said that, Alex. You know he'll go straight to
the mayor."
"Oh, don't worry about it. Right now, even the mayor has more to worry
about than Justin Marsh's ruffled feathers."
* * *
Sharon Edwards stripped off her rubber gloves and looked across the
table at Peter Shepherd.
"No question about it."
Shepherd grunted. "I don't get it," he said. "What would be the point?"
"We'll add that to our list of questions to ask this lunatic when we
catch him. In the meantime, if
you'll box up all the slides and tissue samples, I'll get started on
the report for the sheriff."
* * *
"Six and a half years ago," Miranda repeated numbly. "But. . . there
was nothing about it on the news."
"Not the national news, no. Coincidentally, a far more famous killer
was captured that week—a mass
murderer out in Texas—and he got all the national media attention."
"I checked NCIC," Miranda protested. "As soon as I joined the Sheriff's
Department here and had
access, I checked every month to see if he'd been caught."
"I'm sorry," Bishop said. "Some inside the Bureau were convinced
Harrison had a partner, that one
man couldn't have done everything he'd confessed to doing. The decision
was made to keep the case
file open, to list him as at large to make certain any similar crimes
would send up a flag."
"But how could they do that unless—" She sat back down in her chair.
"He's dead?"
Bishop nodded.
"You?"
"Yes."
She was, on some level, surprised to feel so little about the death of
Lewis Harrison. For so long, he
had been a part of her life, a continual threat, the monster hiding in
the closet ready to spring out
when darkness came.
She doubted there had been a single night in the last eight years that
she had not thought of him in
the instant before she turned off her bedside lamp. As for Bonnie, the
poor kid still had nightmares, horrible ones. Not so often now, but it
was clear she had forgotten nothing of terror.
Miranda couldn't help but wonder how her life might have been different
if she'd known Lewis
Harrison could never take anything away from her ever again.
What would have changed?
"I wanted to tell you, Miranda. I tried to find you."
"I didn't want to be found," she murmured.
"That became obvious sooner rather than later. Not even FBI resources
can locate an angry psychic
if she doesn't want to be
found."
Miranda didn't explain the methods she had used to start her life over
again, though she knew he was curious. Even with the threat of Harrison
gone, she was wary enough to want to protect secrets she
might need again someday.
Always assuming she survived the next few weeks.
She looked across the table at Bishop and suddenly a dark, chilling
doubt twisted inside her. He was ruthless, always had been. When it
came to doing his job, he believed the end justified the means,
and he was perfectly capable of doing whatever it took to accomplish
his objectives.
God, how well she knew that.
So what were his objectives now? To persuade her to drop her guard, her
shields, so he could use her abilities to track down a vicious killer?
To convince her there was no threat to her and Bonnie, no
reason for her to protect herself and her sister?
Would he lie to convince her?
Even though he certainly couldn't read her thoughts, Miranda saw a
change in his face, as if he realized what she was thinking.
"I am not lying," he said evenly.
She conjured a brittle smile. "You'll have to forgive me if I don't
take your word for that."
Bishop moved slightly, an unconscious shifting of his weight in protest
or denial, but all he said, in that same level voice, was, "I'll make
sure you're allowed access to the sealed records concerning Harrison."
"You do that," Miranda said.
FIVE
It was after noon when Tony Harte stuck his head cautiously into the
conference room. He found
Bishop alone, still sitting on the table, still staring at the
blackboard. He appeared perfectly calm, but
the scar on his face stood out whitely from the tanned flesh
surrounding it and Harte took due note
of a warning sign he had learned to be wary of.
"Um . . . the sheriff left a few minutes ago," Harte offered.
"I know."
"I mean, she left the building."
Bishop looked at him briefly. "Yes. I know."
"She seemed to be in an awful hurry. Couldn't wait to get out of here,
was my take."
Bishop kept his gaze on the blackboard.
Harte came in and got a fresh pot of coffee brewing. He debated with
himself silently, then sighed
and ventured where many before him hadn't dared to tread.
"Back when I joined up, the word was you didn't get official approval
for the new unit until you threatened to quit. Even after all the stuff
you did unofficially, the years of planning and testing and building
the program, after all the fieldwork and a growing list of closed
cases, the Bureau still didn't
want to openly sanction—or appear to sanction—highly unorthodox
investigative methods. Even after
you gave them results they couldn't deny. But they didn't want to lose
one of their top profilers, so
they finally gave the unit their official seal of approval—even if it
did make them queasy to do it."
"If you get anywhere near a point, Tony, make it."
Harte didn't let that warning voice dissuade him. "I was just thinking
that Sheriff Knight probably has
no idea that because of her there are a lot of monsters in cages where
they belong."
Bishop didn't respond.
"And I was thinking maybe you should tell her."
"If you think it would even the score," Bishop said, "you're wrong."
"Maybe. But she might feel better knowing something positive came out
of tragedy."
"You mean she might hate me a little less?" Bishop's smile was hardly
worthy of the name.
"Don't count on it."
"If you'll excuse me for saying so, boss, letting things go on the way
they are between you is just
going to slow us down. If we're going to catch this bastard, we'll need
every ace we can pull out of
our sleeves—and that includes an incredibly gifted psychic with
singular abilities who right now is
very much shut inside herself."
"She couldn't sense him before we got here," Bishop argued.
"Probably because of her shield. Because she's had to hide what she can
do, had to be careful.
And . . . because she was hiding here herself. Hiding her sister."
Harte paused. "I gather she knows
she doesn't have to do that anymore."
"She knows what I've told her. Whether she believes I told her the
truth is something else entirely."
"You can prove it's the truth." Then Harte shook his head. "Except that
official records have the
bastard still alive and at large. You'll have to get her access to the
sealed records."
"I know."
Harte eyed him, wondering if Bishop wanted Sheriff Knight to believe
him without proof. Definitely
a proud man, was Bishop. But not a stupid man. He had to know that his
past actions made Miranda Knight nothing but suspicious.
Harte tentatively sensed the emotions in the room, much as a trained
hunting dog would sniff the air for telltale scent, and was startled by
the turmoil he detected in his normally composed boss. The feelings
went deep and sharp, a confusion of anger and guilt, hunger and regret,
pain and need and shame.
Slowly, Harte said, "Proof or no, it'll take her some time to get used
to the idea, I imagine. But once
she gets past that, once she realizes she can open up ... then there's
you."
"Then there's me. Keeping her closed." Bishop sighed and stared at his
subordinate with grim eyes. "Sometimes I hate working with psychics."
"Ninety-eight-percent success rate," Harte reminded him.
"Yeah, yeah. Just stay the hell out of my head, will you, please?"
"Hey, boss, I can't get into your head. That's not my forte, remember?
I just pick things up from
the air. Not my fault if you're tossing 'em out there."
"I'll try to watch that," Bishop said dryly.
"Yeah, you might want to," Harte murmured, fixing his attention on a
small and unnecessary
adjustment to the coffeemaker.
A tinge of hot color stole into Bishop's cheeks. "Any idea where she
went?"
"Nope. But it is lunchtime, more or less; maybe she has a usual haunt.
Being the sheriff, I'd assume
she has to always leave word where she'll be. Or wear a pager, I
suppose, though I didn't notice one earlier. I saw her speak to the
receptionist—what's her name, Grace?— before she went out."
Bishop didn't bother to invent an excuse for leaving the conference
room; there really were precious
few secrets among a team of psychics, and if it disturbed him to have
his thoughts and emotions
plucked out of hiding, at least it also made prevarication useless and
explanation unnecessary.
Grace hesitated when he stopped at her desk to ask, but the sheriff
had, after all, instructed that
the task force be given any assistance requested.
"She's at Tim's. Karate school. Main Street, downtown, you can't miss
it." Grace Russell had worked with cops for too many years to be easily
intimidated, but this federal agent made her feel uneasy.
Maybe it was his pale eyes, looking right through a body the way they
did. Or maybe it was the wicked scar that twisted down the left side of
his face and suggested an odd duality about the man—one side
of him perfect, the other side marred, by mischance or failure. From a
purely female perspective, she thought it was a real pity; without that
scar, he would have been drop-dead gorgeous, and not many
men could carry that off while still being uncompromisingly masculine.
At the same time, the scar lent him a dangerous air that was also
immensely fascinating. Grace had
seen the female deputies eyeing him unobtrusively, and the interest in
their faces had little to do with professional wariness of a federal
cop in their midst.
"A karate school? Open on Sunday?" Bishop's voice was perfectly
courteous, his expression entirely unreadable, but Grace had the
uncomfortable idea that he knew exactly what she was thinking.
"Not officially open, no, but a few of Tim's students work out there in
the afternoons, even sometimes
on Sunday. Sheriff Knight usually takes part of her lunch hour." Not
that he could help the scar, she supposed, though cosmetic surgery
could do wonders these days, and why such a good-looking man would
choose to wear his one physical flaw right on his face for all to see
baffled her.
"Thank you, Mrs. Russell." Perfectly aware of her thoughts even without
touching her, Bishop left her
to speculate as to when and how he had gotten the scar. The speculation
didn't bother him any more
than her wariness did; he had grown accustomed to both over the years.
She was right in saying that he couldn't miss the karate school; the
line of trophies and ribbons in the
front window would have made it obvious even without the sign
proclaiming the Tim Skinner School
of Karate. Bishop contemplated the name for a moment, then shrugged and
went inside.
He found himself in a huge classroom where six students ranging in age
from eight to sixteen worked
out in pairs under the watchful eye of an instructor. No one noticed
him as he walked to the half-open door and looked into the other,
smaller classroom.
Only two people were there, each barefoot and wearing a white gi so
associated with karate. One of
them was a man of perhaps forty-five who moved with such expertise, it
was hard to imagine that
anyone could offer him a decent challenge.
Miranda clearly could.
Balance exceptional and concentration absolute, she compensated for
less muscle with speed and
agility that were mesmerizing to watch and kept her opponent on his
toes.
Bishop wasn't surprised by her skill or the black belt she wore, though
he knew she must have begun studying karate only in the past eight
years. He watched her through the door, not calling attention to
his presence— and saw the change in her the instant she sensed him
there.
Her shoulders tensed and her head turned just a bit toward him. Then
her workout partner moved in
with a flying kick, and all her attention was taken up by the necessity
of defending herself.
It bothered Bishop that Miranda could sense him even through her
shields—and yet he could not sense her. Once, he had been able to.
Once, he had known whenever she was anywhere near him. When she had
been hurt or upset, he had felt it instantly.
Once.
Now she might as well be a stranger. He was aware of her only if he saw
or heard her. If she walked silently into a room behind him, he would
be completely oblivious of her arrival.
That was a cold realization.
It didn't help to remind himself that she was a far more experienced
telepath and that her version of a spider-sense had always been more
defensive than his own. On top of which, she had been hunted by
a deadly predator. Living for years in fear for her life had, without
doubt, sharpened her immediate awareness of any threat.
He was a threat.
Bishop turned around and walked back to the front door. He went outside
and stood on the sidewalk,
his back to the school, and his gaze fixed on nothing.
Miranda had been closed before his arrival, but her intuition and
spider-sense had functioned; even her pre-cognitive abilities had
allowed her to "see" Lynet Grainger being found in water near the lake.
She
had been closed just enough to protect herself and her sister.
But now Miranda was willfully making herself blind and deaf in a
psychic sense, cutting off the extra abilities that made her who she
was. It was a drastic, desperate act, and it told Bishop more clearly
than words ever could that he had done much more than simply hurt her
eight years before.
The question was . . . how could he atone for a mistake that had cost
them both so much?
In a rare unguarded gesture of vulnerability, he reached up and
fingered the scar marking his left
cheek. Then he swore beneath his breath and shoved his hands in the
pockets of his jacket. And
stared at nothing.
It was quite a while before he became aware that drivers were slowing
down to get a better look
at him and that the very few pedestrians were eyeing him warily.
"When the churchgoers start heading for the cafe and bookstore, you'll
be drawing quite a crowd," Miranda said dryly.
He had been right. She had silently joined him on the sidewalk and he
hadn't realized she was near.
Bishop half turned to look at her, angered by that— and angry at her
because of it. "I'm surprised you didn't go to church," he said, the
words biting. "I thought all small-town sheriffs had their own pew."
"Not the atheists." Her brows rose. "Or had you forgotten that?"
He had. Ignoring her question, he asked one of his own. "How did you
manage to get elected in this conservative town with that on your
resume?"
Miranda shrugged. "Oddly enough, nobody asked. Are you here for a
reason, Bishop, or just window shopping?"
"We need to talk."
"About the investigation?"
"No."
"Then," she said, "we don't need to talk."
"Miranda—"
Her voice still pleasant, she said, "I'm on my way back to the office.
See you there."
For an instant, Bishop was tempted to grab her arm, to force her to
talk to him here and now. He
wanted to find out if he could still read her while he was touching
her, but thought better of the idea.
For one thing, Miranda was a black belt.
And she had a gun.
So he stood there and watched her walk a few yards down the sidewalk to
where her Jeep was
parked, and he didn't say another word.
But, for the first time in his life, Bishop faced the cold and certain
realization that not everything carelessly broken could be repaired.
Ever.
* * *
"If my mother finds out about this," Amy Fowler said with a giggle,
"she'll skin me alive."
Steve Penman grinned at her. "Then let's make sure she doesn't find
out. And make sure your dad doesn't find out either. He'd do more than
skin me." He toyed with the top button of her pretty
Sunday blouse while his other hand pulled the tail of his shirt from
his pants. "We don't have much
time, honey. Seth says his boss comes in sometimes after church and
Sunday dinner."
Amy looked around at the dirty, greasy-smelling back room of Cobb's
garage and stifled a sigh. It
had seemed exciting at first, meeting her eighteen-year-old boyfriend
in whatever odd place he or
his friends could recommend for an hour or two of privacy, but after
two months both the secrecy
and the inevitably tacky surroundings were beginning to depress her.
"Steve, don't you think—"
He kissed her, cutting off the beginnings of a problem he didn't want
to hear, much less deal with.
Not today. Maybe tomorrow, or next week, but for now she was still fun
and eager and willing to try things he'd only read about in the
magazines hidden under his mattress.
She let him push her back on the cot and unbutton her blouse, and
didn't object when he unfastened
the front clasp of her otherwise prim white bra and pushed the cups
aside. He lay half on top of her,
his body hard from the rough season of football behind him and heating
with a fever she recognized.
Amy closed her eyes and stroked the back of his neck, enjoying the
sensations of his mouth on her,
but it didn't last long enough for her to get anywhere near his level
of arousal. It never did. Too
quickly, he was pushing up her skirt and working her panties down her
legs.
She tried to slow things, reaching for his fly but taking her time
about it, sliding the zipper down and unfastening the snap, reaching
inside. He was hard and hot, and she held him in her hand, using a
gentle touch rather than the rougher one he preferred, because it
excited her more. He was still new
and strange to her, still a fascinating alien creature to be explored
and savored—but he never seemed
to understand that.
He groaned and wrapped his hand around hers, forcing her to hold him
harder, rub him more roughly.
He thrust his tongue into her mouth and shoved his pants down over his
thighs.
Slow down! she wanted to
plead, but already he was kneeing her legs wide apart and preparing to
mount her, muttering a few hoarse words that might have been
encouragement or endearments or
just raw want.
She thought he might forget, but at the last minute fumbled in his
pocket for the rubber and managed
to get it on before he plunged inside her. Amy gripped him hard with
her legs and tried to slow him
that way, knowing from experience that the friction would be pleasant
even if not as wildly exciting
for her as Steve seemed to find it. But she could tell from the look of
blind striving on his red face
that this would be one of those times when he just wanted or needed to
come quickly. She had
resigned herself to that when his jerk and shuddering groan told her
he'd already finished.
She lay there underneath him, blouse and bra open, skirt hiked up and
panties God only knew where, feeling little except his weight on her
and his moist panting against her neck, smelling grease and oil, and
watching dust motes float in the shaft of light from the one dirty
window in this dirty little back room.
When he raised his head at last, he said, "You all right, honey?" It
was his usual question, uttered
with the usual self-satisfied smile that anticipated her answer. Amy
didn't disappoint him.
"I'm fine, Steve." She slid her fingers into his hair. "Just fine."
He was already checking his watch. "Guess we'd better get a move on.
Didn't you tell your mom
you'd spend the afternoon with Bonnie?"
"She wouldn't have let me go otherwise," Amy said. "She's spooked by
what happened to Kerry
Ingram and Lynet."
Steve grunted as he rose to his knees and pulled up his pants. He dealt
with the used condom by
dropping it to the stained concrete floor between the cot and the wall.
Amy wondered how many other used condoms lay under the cot, shriveled,
their guilty contents
petrified by time, a forlorn reminder of other girls who had lain on
that scratchy wool blanket with
their skirts hiked up and panties discarded.
She felt horribly exposed for the first time—and he wasn't even looking at her. She sat up and
scooted backward in the same motion so her skirt would at least
partially cover her, and hastily reached to
fasten her bra and button her blouse.
Nervously, she said, "Bonnie says the sheriff might declare a curfew to
keep kids in after dark."
Where were her panties?
"Maybe." Steve got off the cot and tucked his shirt into his pants.
"Probably wouldn't be a bad idea,
at least for you girls."
His absent tone irritated her, and she heard her voice take on a shrill
note she despised. "What makes
you so sure we're the only ones in danger? What about Adam Ramsay?"
"From what I've heard, nobody can be sure he was killed by the same
bastard who got the girls."
Amy didn't want to think about what she'd heard. "I haven't seen the
FBI agents yet. Have you?"
"Nah, not yet. Get a move on, honey, we need to get out of here."
Amy slid off the bunk and finished buttoning her blouse. Where were her
panties? She didn't want
to ask Steve; there was something painfully tawdry about asking a man
what he'd done with your
panties . . .
Steve barely waited for her to finish buttoning her blouse. He pushed
aside the box of spare engine
parts that had kept the flimsy plywood door closed, then grabbed her
hand and pulled her along
through the silent garage.
"I'll drop you off at Bonnie's," he said briskly, "and pick up Seth.
We're supposed to go look at a car
he wants."
Amy wasn't surprised that neither she nor Bonnie was invited on the
errand, but she was annoyed.
Not that going to look at a stupid old car would have been much fun,
but he might have asked.
Steve put her into the passenger seat of his Mustang and closed her
door, the automatic courtesy
one of the things that had first attracted her to him. Amy waited until
he was behind the wheel and
they were on their way before she spoke again.
"Steve, aren't you worried about what's going on?"
"What, with these killings?" He shrugged. "I just don't see any reason
to panic, is all. Probably just
some nut passing through got the girls, and as for Adam Ramsay, I know
half a dozen guys wanted
to burn his ass."
"Why?"
"Never you mind," Steve said.
"But—"
"You and Bonnie just need to be careful, that's all you need to worry
about, honey. Stay at the sheriff's house today until your mom comes to
pick you up. Don't go anywhere by yourself, especially after
dark. And I'll see you tomorrow at school." He shrugged again. "Bet on
it, whoever did those killings
is long gone by now."
She looked at him searchingly. "Do you really think so, Steve?"
"Bet on it."
* * *
It was nearly four o'clock when Miranda heard her office door open
without warning. Since she had
been trying to cope with a blinding headache and had both hands pressed
against her face, she felt at
a distinct disadvantage. Even more so when she removed her hands and
saw that her visitor was
Bishop. "House rules. If that door is closed, you knock first and wait
to be invited in," she told him,
trying not to sound as tense as she felt.
"Is that what you told your deputies?"
"Like I said, house rules. Applies to everybody."
He stood in the doorway, frowning at her. "Headache, Miranda?"
She knew better than to lie. "Yeah, a real corker. Is there something
you wanted?"
Bishop didn't answer for a moment, but finally said, "Sharon's here
with her report on the Grainger
girl. I thought we should all discuss it."
"All right. I'll be there in a minute." Miranda opened the file on her
blotter and stared at the top sheet
until the door closed quietly behind him.
Alone again, she took slightly more than the promised minute to work on
her control. There wasn't
much she could do about the pallor or the fact that the light bothered
her so much she wished she
could put on sunglasses. But she was able to bury the pain deep enough
that she doubted Bishop or
his psychics would sense anything unusual.
Maybe the price is too high to pay.
Maybe . . .
But she knew it wasn't. Some things had to happen, events had to unfold
in their proper order, or
the results could be catastrophic. Instead of merely tragic.
Miranda got to her feet and grimly rode out the wave of dizziness. Then
she squared her shoulders,
pulled on the mask of professional detachment, and went to join the
task force in the conference room.
Alex was there, in defiance of orders, though he did grimace
apologetically when Miranda came in.
"I ought to fire you," she said.
"I'm not on the clock."
"You're here, you're on the clock." She sat down at the table beside
him, across from the three agents, and focused on Sharon Edwards.
"Doctor. Please tell me you found something to point to our killer."
"I wish I could." Edwards pushed a manila folder toward the sheriff.
Miranda didn't open it. "So what did you find? Did the post verify your
preliminary conclusions?"
"More or less. She died approximately sixteen to eighteen hours before
the body was discovered, which would put time of death at between two
and four A.M. on Friday. And—it took her a long time to die, probably
hours. I believe his weapon of choice was a baseball bat—I found a few
slivers of wood embedded in her skin. Judging by the bruising, I
believe he went at her on at least three occasions with pauses in
between, perhaps to rest."
Alex muttered something under his breath, but Miranda kept her gaze on
the doctor and her sickened reaction off her face. "Go on."
"She wasn't raped, and there are no signs she was ever bound or
physically restrained. She had been drugged—I found a more than toxic
level of chloral hydrate, most probably given to her in a cup of
sweet tea. I believe she was comatose before he began beating her, and
that she never woke up. She
died of internal injuries caused by the beating, though the dose of
chloral hydrate would most probably have killed her eventually.
"Her eyes were removed postmortem, and her body exsanguinated, both the
carotid and femoral
arteries opened."
"I didn't see any blood on her clothes," Miranda said.
"No, there wasn't so much as a drop I could find. That added to the
wood slivers embedded in her
skin tells me that he stripped her naked before beating her, and
dressed her after it was all over. Not
only that, but he washed the body. I found traces of a mild liquid
soap, the kind you can buy in any pharmacy, grocery, or department
store. Peter—Dr. Shepherd—checked with her mother, and the
soap they use at home is something entirely different."
Miranda didn't bother to comment on Shepherd's overstepping his
authority. "I see."
"There's one last thing, Sheriff. The killer had inserted a tampon into
the girl's vagina."
A moment of silence followed, then Alex said uncomfortably, "How do you
know she didn't—"
"She wasn't menstruating, Deputy. And I think we can be fairly certain
she didn't insert it herself."
She looked at Miranda. "It was still sealed in its plastic wrapper."
SIX
The silence this time lasted much longer. Then Miranda ventured a
reluctant question. "Are we talking about an act of rape, even if
symbolic?"
Dr. Edwards frowned. "I don't believe so. I mean, I don't believe it
was about power or domination,
as we all know rape generally is. There was nothing to indicate that
any violence or force was used.
No bruising, no tearing—in fact, no signs of irritation whatsoever. He
was careful. He was even, one could argue, gentle. The wrapped tampon
was lubricated with K-Y before it was inserted."
"I don't get it," Alex said blankly.
Miranda looked at Agent Harte. "Any idea how to interpret that data?"
He leaned back in his chair and clasped his hands together over his
middle, frowning. "Maybe he
was . . . closing her, blocking her off. Making it impossible for
anyone—including him—to have
sex with her."
"Because he wanted to?" Miranda mused.
"Maybe. If he drugged her and covered her face while he was beating her
because he knew her, even cared about her in some twisted way, then he
might have been fighting the temptation to have sex
with her—maybe for a long time."
"You mean before he abducted her?"
Harte nodded. "She was just barely fifteen, but pretty well developed
for her age, physically more
woman than child. It's possible he watched her, thought about her, a
long time before he finally
grabbed her."
Plaintively, Alex said, "But what does it mean? Will knowing any of
this help us catch the bastard?"
Miranda said, "Eventually, it has to." She didn't wait for a response
to that determined optimism, but
went on broodingly, "There was no sign of sexual activity or even that
sort of interest in Kerry Ingram. And if we add Adam Ramsay's murder,
assume it's the same killer—"
"I say we do," the doctor broke in. "I have a hunch about the
appearance of those bones, though I'd rather wait until my tests are
complete to comment. But one thing I am sure of is that the Ramsay
boy was also exsanguinated. I doubt you'd have two killers operating at
the same time in the same
small town, both draining the blood of their victims."
Miranda agreed to that with a grimace. "And as long as we manage to
keep that detail quiet, it virtually rules out a copycat killer. I know
you didn't have much to work with in examining the Ramsay boy's
remains, but did you find any evidence of sexual activity?"
"No, none. But I'm sure you know such evidence would be difficult if
not impossible to find with almost no soft tissue left, especially when
the remains had been out in the elements for such a long time."
Miranda realized she was rubbing her temple only when she felt Bishop's
eyes on her, and at once stopped the betraying gesture. "Okay, so our
killer grabbed a seventeen-year-old boy and apparently tortured him to
death over a period of weeks. Then he grabbed a fourteen-year-old girl
whom he also tortured by repeatedly strangling her, also over a period
of weeks. Then he grabbed a fifteen-year-old
girl and drugged her senseless, and beat her to death with a baseball
bat—within a matter of hours. No sign of sexual interest in the first
two—though we can't be sure about the boy—and possible signs of some
kind of reluctant or abortive sexual interest in the third. He killed
the first two with blows to the head, but killed the third by beating
her to death. Slowly."
"That sounds about right," Harte said. "If you want my . . . hunch ...
I'd say we have an incredibly conflicted killer here. He feels he has
to do this, and he won't let anything stop him, but at the same
time regrets the necessity. Now, whether he feels remorse in any
genuine sense is open to debate;
my take is that he's sorry as hell he has to kill these kids, but not
because they die—only because
he has to disarrange his life and dirty his hands in order to kill
them."
Alex stared at him. "You get all that from the little bit we know so
far?"
Harte smiled. "It's just a hunch."
"Tony's hunches," Bishop said neutrally, "are generally pretty
reliable."
Alex looked from one to the other, then shook his head. "What I don't
get is that there doesn't seem
to be any rhyme or reason to how he's picking them. The victims have
nothing in common."
"Except that all three were teenagers," Miranda said.
Bishop rose and went to the bulletin board, where he studied the
reports and photos.
Miranda watched him for a moment, then turned back to Edwards. "You
went over the postmortem
on Kerry Ingram?"
Edwards nodded. "Peter was quite thorough, and I agree with his
conclusions. She was repeatedly strangled to the point of
unconsciousness and then allowed or made to revive, and she was
beaten—though with a fist, I believe, and certainly not with the force
used on the Grainger girl.
A blow to the head finally killed her— a single very powerful blow."
Musing aloud, Harte said, "The first victim stands out because he was
male, but Lynet Grainger is
the one who really stands out in my mind—because of the way he treated
her. I say he knew her,
and possibly very well."
Alex sent Miranda a rueful glance, then said to the agent, "Trouble is,
most every single adult male in town knew Lynet, if only by association
with her mother. Teresa Grainger drinks too much and likes
to party— and she isn't real particular who she parties with. To say
that she dates a lot is definitely
an understatement. And she was in the habit of bringing her dates home
for the night. In that kind of environment, Lynet could have gone
either way, I guess, but she was apparently pretty straightlaced.
Didn't drink, didn't smoke or do drugs, didn't screw around—in fact, I
heard it said she was proud of being a virgin."
"She died a virgin," Dr. Edwards said.
"So did Kerry Ingram," Miranda said slowly. "Could that be something?"
"If it were just girls, I'd say maybe," Harte said. "Could be some kind
of obsession about sexual purity. But factoring in the male victim
makes that less likely. I suppose the killer could be bisexual,
attracted
to both, but the Ramsay boy—"
"Seems to have led a very active sex life for a boy his age," Miranda
finished dryly.
"According to your report." Harte nodded. "So the idea of the killer
trying to preserve purity is out,
unless he killed the boy for an entirely different reason."
"He did." Bishop spoke finally, turning toward them. "He wasn't tempted
by the Ingram girl. Her body was still childlike, undeveloped. He could
take his time with her, enjoy what he was doing without the distraction
of being attracted to her. But Lynet Grainger tempted him. He wanted
her, and his own
need frightened him. That's why he killed her so quickly. I think . . .
Lynet was a mistake. I think he grabbed her on impulse, maybe just
because the opportunity was there, and once he had her he knew
he had to go through with it, had to kill her. But he wanted to do
other things to her as well, so he drugged her to make sure she
couldn't speak to him, and covered her face so that wouldn't tempt
him either. The tampon—Sharon, was it inserted postmortem?"
"Hard to say for certain, but I'd guess he did that while she was still
alive."
Bishop nodded. "Maybe as soon as he stripped her. Her body tempted him,
and he had to do
something to prevent himself from giving in to the temptation.
Inserting the tampon not only effectively closed her sexual passage, it
was also an act of penetration that probably took the edge off his
need."
"Why did he take her eyes?" Miranda asked. "Because she knew him?"
Bishop shook his head. "Because she had seen what he did to her, or he
thought she had. Maybe
her eyes partially opened at some point, and he thought she was looking
at him. He took her eyes
because . . . they had seen him tempted by her. They had seen his
shame."
Alex was staring at Bishop in unconscious fascination. "You say he
killed Adam Ramsay for a
different reason. What?"
"He needed something from him."
"Other than his blood?"
"Yes."
"And you know this—how?" It wasn't quite a challenge.
Bishop glanced over his shoulder at the pictures behind him, then
smiled at Alex. "Call it a hunch."
"A hunch? You wouldn't happen to have anything solid to back that up,
would you?"
Bishop's smile remained, but his eyes narrowed slightly. "One or two
things, Deputy. People always betray who they are, what their lives are
like, and what their motives are, however unconsciously
or accidentally. Little things, mostly. For instance, the way you tie
your running shoes tells me that
you run daily, that you're committed to it. The way you hold that
pencil between your fingers tells
me you're an ex-smoker, and I know from the way you're sitting that you
pulled a muscle in your
back fairly recently."
He did not, Miranda noted, quite explain what "signs" had led him to
deduce that their killer had
wanted something of Adam Ramsay. But the performance had the desired
effect of distracting
Alex from wondering about it.
Not quite under his breath, Alex muttered, "You must be loads of fun at
parties."
Miranda felt a flicker of reluctant, rueful amusement, and when she
looked at Bishop she saw the
same understanding alight in his eyes. For just an instant, they shared
the knowledge that they were
set apart from others, that their abilities gave them insights into
everything from the recent events and habits of an ordinary life to the
dark corners of the human mind, where shadows and monsters lurked.
Then Miranda realized whom she was smiling at, and forced herself to
look away from him. She met
the doctor's calm gaze, and said the first thing that came into her
head. "I guess there isn't much hope
he left fingerprints on the tampon?"
"No hope at all. I believe he wore latex gloves, probably from the
moment he grabbed the kids."
"And since the time of death for Lynet means he was dropping her into
that well before dawn, we're unlikely to find anyone who saw anything."
Edwards sighed. "He's careful, I'll say that for him. If Bishop is
right and grabbing Lynet was a
mistake, then that's the only one he's made, as far as I can see."
"No," Bishop said. "He's made one more. He didn't bury Adam Ramsay deep
enough."
* * *
"Oh, come on, Bonnie, it'll be fun." Amy kept her voice low even though
Mrs. Task was downstairs getting supper ready.
"I don't think Randy would like it," Bonnie protested.
Exasperated, Amy said, "Bon, it's very boring how you always do what
your sister wants. I mean,
come on—what's the harm? It's just a game."
Bonnie looked at the Ouija board lying on the bed between them. It made
her feel very nervous, a reaction she could hardly explain to Amy;
there were some secrets even best friends couldn't share. Stalling for
time, she said, "I can't believe you sat through church with that in
your backpack.
Reverend Seaton would call it a tool of the devil, you know he would."
"It was out in Steve's car," Amy said. "Besides, Reverend Seaton isn't
going to know. And neither is Miranda, unless you tell her." Amy read
the hesitancy in Bonnie's expression and added quickly,
"Even if you did tell her, Miranda isn't religious, so why would it
bother her? It isn't a tool of the
devil, it's just a game. Come on."
"You just want to find out if Steve means to ask you to the prom,"
Bonnie said dryly.
"No," Amy said, feeling heat rise in her face, "I want to find out if
he gives a damn about me."
Bonnie's clear, startlingly blue eyes suddenly turned gentle. "He isn't
dating anyone else. You'd know
if he was."
"That doesn't mean he cares about me. I give him what he wants, Bonnie.
And maybe that's all he wants."
It was a question Bonnie could have answered, but that was a rule she
dared not break. She glanced down at the Ouija board, wondering
guiltily if just bending the rule was really so bad when her
intentions were good.
"Please?" Amy begged. Confident of the response she wanted, she moved
one of the tables Bonnie
used as a nightstand to the side of the bed so she could place the
board on it. She put the planchette
in position in the center of the board and placed her fingertips on it.
Bonnie wavered for a moment longer. "Oh, all right. But keep the
questions very specific, Amy."
Amy laughed. "Why? Is it a dumb board?"
Secrets really were amazingly restrictive, Bonnie reflected, wondering
how to explain to her friend
that when you opened a door you couldn't always control what came in.
"Just don't wander off the
point, all right? Ask about you and Steve, and that's all."
"I thought you'd never played this game before," Amy said suspiciously.
"I told you I'd never used a Ouija board, and I haven't." Bonnie drew a
breath and placed her fingertips lightly on the planchette. "Let's get
on with it."
Amy began, "What I want to know—"
The planchette jerked violently and centered itself over the word NO.
"Hey! You're not supposed to make it move," Amy exclaimed indignantly.
"I didn't." Bonnie stared down at the planchette and the adamant word
showing through it.
"But I didn't even ask—" Amy shook her head and guided the planchette
back to the center. "We'll try again. What I want to know is—"
The planchette jerked again, and again decisively indicated the word NO.
"Bonnie ..." Every time Amy moved the planchette back to the center, it
returned immediately to no. "You swear you aren't—"
"I'm not moving it." Not consciously at least. Not deliberately.
Staring down at the board, she said
softly, "Who are you?" The planchette moved instantly.
L ... Y . . . N . . . E . . . T.
Amy jerked her fingers away. "That isn't funny, Bonnie!"
Bonnie removed her own fingers and looked at them as if they belonged
to someone else.
"I didn't do it."
Amy opened her mouth to argue, then realized with a little chill that
this was hardly the sort of joke Bonnie would find amusing. "You mean
.. ."
"I think we'd better stop, Amy."
"You don't really think . . . It's just a game."
"Some games are dangerous."
Amy felt a thrill of fear not unmixed with excitement. "But if there's
a chance ... Bonnie, what if we
can find out who killed her? Everybody wants to know that, and if we
can find out—"
Bonnie chose her words carefully. "Amy, Randy says the one thing you
can never afford to do in this
life is assume. You're assuming that whoever—or whatever— spelled out
that name really is Lynet."
"But who else could it be?"
"If her . . . spirit. . . could reach out to us, don't you think other
spirits could as well? Maybe
bad spirits?"
"Are there bad spirits?"
Bonnie looked at her sadly. "There are bad people. Why wouldn't there
be bad spirits?"
"Well, but. . . spirits can't hurt us. Can they?"
"I don't know," Bonnie lied. "But I imagine it's not a good idea to
open a door for them."
Amy bit her lip. "Bonnie, aren't you scared there's some maniac running
around killing kids? Don't you want to look back over your shoulder
every time you're somewhere by yourself? And just before you turn a
corner, aren't you afraid there might be something awful waiting for
you?"
Half-consciously, Bonnie fingered the small, oddly shaped scar on her
right forearm. "Yes," she said. "Yes to all that. But, Amy, doing
anything because we're scared is bound to be a bad idea. We have
to trust Randy and the deputies and the FBI agents to find the killer.
It's what they do."
Amy looked at her friend searchingly. "You really don't want to play
this game anymore, do you, Bon?"
"I really don't," Bonnie said steadily.
"Okay, then we won't." Amy reached for her backpack to put the board
away, and when she picked up the planchette neither she nor Bonnie
noticed that it had once again centered itself over the word no.
* * *
Miranda glanced at Bishop with a frown, trying to ignore the
increasingly frequent stabs of pain behind her eyes. "Why was the
killer's mistake not burying Adam Ramsay deep enough? Because we found
him?"
Bishop nodded. "I don't think that boy's body was ever meant to be
found—unlike the other two."
Alex said, "Granted, Kerry Ingram was found lying openly in a ravine
like discarded trash, but Lynet
was pretty thoroughly hidden at the bottom of that well."
"Yes, but for how long? I did a little checking, and it seems your
local paper reported just a week or
so ago that the property around the lake had been sold to a group of
buyers from Florida who plan to build vacation homes there. Clearing
off the home sites in preparation is due to start in just a couple of
weeks. And according to the land surveys, one of those sites is within
twenty yards of the well."
"So the body probably would have been found," Miranda agreed. "Okay.
But did he want us to find
the girls, or just not care whether we did?"
"You tell me," Bishop said, looking at her steadily.
"Me? How would I know?" She was practically daring him to say something
about extra senses in
front of Alex, and both of them knew it.
Instead, Bishop said, "You know the basics of how to profile a killer,
Sheriff. Why would one victim among three be transported miles farther
than the others and buried in a forest where even hunters
seldom go?"
She thought about it. "Because something about the victim or the way he
was killed points to the killer."
"Exactly." Bishop reached back over his shoulder and tapped his
knuckles against the photographs on
the bulletin board. Photographs of Adam Ramsay's remains. "He took the
boy first and kept him alive longest, and when he was finished he
buried the remains where he had every reason to expect they
would be hidden indefinitely."
"Unfortunately, they nearly were," Alex said. "And by the time we found
them, there wasn't much
left. How're we supposed to find any evidence pointing to the killer
when all we have are bones—and precious few of them?"
"Those bones." Miranda looked at Edwards. "Are you sure there isn't
something you can tell us now about those bones, Doctor?"
"Sheriff, to be honest, all I have is a hunch—and it's pretty far out.
I need a few days to finish my tests. All I can tell you right now is
that the Ramsay boy's bones had been .. . altered."
"Aged," Miranda said.
Edwards nodded. "Artificially aged."
Alex said, "Why, for God's sake?"
"That's the question, isn't it, Deputy? Why—and how. I hope to find
those answers, but I need time."
"I hope we have time," Miranda said. "But if Lynet was a mistake,
killing her might have altered his
needs and his rituals in ways we can't begin to understand let alone
predict."
"He could be hunting again," Harte said. "And since we all seem to be
having hunches, another one
of mine is that he's looking around for his next victim even as we
speak."
"In a county with several thousand teenagers." This time, Miranda
didn't stop herself from rubbing her temples. "Shit. At the very least,
I'm going to have to declare a dusk-to-dawn curfew for everybody
under eighteen, try to keep the kids at home, at school—and off the
streets."
"I doubt you'll get an argument," Alex told her. "Except from the kids,
of course. The mayor will be thrilled to announce any action that
sounds like he's helping to keep the town safe."
Miranda sent him a faint smile, then glanced at her watch. Addressing
the three agents but looking only
at Edwards, she said, "I don't know if you three plan on working
tonight, but I do know the cafe and most of our better restaurants will
be closing in less than two hours. If you want my advice, you'll go
get something to eat while you can."
"Sounds like a good idea to me." Harte stood up and stretched. "If I
don't get something besides
caffeine in my system, somebody'll have to peel me off the ceiling."
Edwards nodded agreement and looked at Bishop as she rose too. "I'll
need a couple more hours at
the morgue tonight, then there's nothing I can do until tomorrow."
Bishop, his gaze on Miranda, seemed about to say something, but finally
just followed his agents out
of the conference room.
Mildly, Alex said, "I guess we could offer to feed them now and then,
since they're here to help us."
"I had Grace send for takeout for their lunch and made it a standing
order for the remainder of their
time here," Miranda said. "Even had something sent over to the hospital
for Edwards. I'm not being inhospitable, Alex. But I also don't intend
to socialize with them. They're here to do a job, and I
sincerely hope they're very good at what they do."
"We all hope that. And I'm not saying we have to make nice outside the
office. You may not have noticed, but I don't especially care for
Bishop."
"No, really?" Miranda murmured.
"Okay, so maybe it was a little more obvious than I thought." He
paused. "Was it?"
"Let's just say I can't see the two of you going running together at
dawn like best buds."
"Oh, he runs?" Alex's tone was innocent.
Miranda drew a breath and rubbed her temple again. "Now? I couldn't
say. But he used to, and he
looks to be in good shape, so I'd guess he still runs."
"Oh, yeah, I'd say he was in fair shape. Is he any good with that gun
he wears?"
"Yes," Miranda replied without elaborating.
"Uh-huh. And I guess he earned that scar fighting bad guys?"
"In the best heroic tradition," she said, only half mockingly.
"What about his hunch about the killer? How close is that likely to be?"
"Let's just say I wouldn't bet against him. He was always . . . very
good at his job."
There was a short silence, then Alex said casually, "So you two knew
each other pretty well, huh?"
She laughed under her breath. "Are you asking me if we were lovers,
Alex?"
"Just tell me if I'm being too nosy."
"It was a long time ago."
"And I guess ... it ended badly?"
"You could say that." She shrugged, very conscious of the tightness in
her shoulders.
"Working with him now can't be a whole hell of a lot of fun."
"No," Miranda said. "I wouldn't call it fun." A sudden stab of pain
made her breath catch.
Alex stared at her, his brows drawing together in a frown. "Are you all
right? You look pale."
"Headache, that's all." Miranda pretended the momentary pause wasn't
caused by a surge of nausea.
"I'm going home. You too. And don't come back tonight."
"Randy? This killer. Do you suppose it's somebody we know? I mean, know
well?"
"I don't think we know him, Alex. I don't think we know him at all."
* * *
Tony Harte leaned back to let the waitress set his plate before him,
and waited until she had left before saying, "Granted, I only had the
use of the usual five senses, but am I the only one who thought the
sheriff was in pain? A lot of pain?"
"She said it was a headache," Bishop said.
"That," Sharon Edwards said, "was no ordinary headache. Her pupils were
dilated. Is she subject to migraines?" That last brisk question was
aimed directly at Bishop.
He hesitated. "Not as far as I know."
Edwards watched him intently. "But?"
"You know as well as I do. Better than I do." Bishop wished this
weren't Sunday in a small town
where he couldn't even buy a beer, much less the raw whiskey he craved
at the moment. "One theory
is that psychic ability is caused when some of the electrical impulses
in the brain misfire and forge new pathways to previously unused areas."
Harte frowned. "Yeah, I remember reading about that. So?"
"So," Bishop said unemotionally, "if that theory is true, then it
follows that especially frequent or especially powerful misfires could,
instead of forging new pathways, begin to destroy old ones.
Begin to destroy the brain itself."
"Miranda Knight," Harte said slowly, "is definitely what I'd call an
especially powerful psychic. Since
she has four separate abilities to call her own, there must be an awful
lot of electrical activity in her
brain. Especially since she's using an incredible amount of energy to
shield herself—and block us."
"Yes," Bishop said.
Edwards put down her fork. Reluctantly, she said, "In such a case, the
early symptoms would most
likely be intense headaches, sensitivity to light and noise, dilated
pupils. Like a migraine, but growing worse and causing more damage with
each event."
"Until?" Harte asked warily.
Edwards avoided his gaze and picked up her fork again. "There hasn't
been enough research to offer
any definitive answers to something so theoretical. Even if we had the
technical knowledge to
understand it, the instruments to measure and evaluate ..."
Harte looked at Bishop and didn't like what he saw. Or what he felt.
"Until?" he repeated.
"Until she's a vegetable." Bishop's voice was stony. He turned his head
to stare out the window at the dark, chilly winter night. "Of course .
. . it's only a theory."
SEVEN
Tuesday, January 11
Seth Daniels eased into second gear, babying the car, aiming for a
smooth transition, and scowled at
the betraying jerk. He knew Bonnie was watching him in amused
understanding but refused to meet
her eyes. It was hard enough on a guy that his girlfriend was the
sheriff's sister; it was downright embarrassing to have that same
girlfriend teaching him how to drive a stick shift.
"It just takes practice," she said, her carefully neutral voice doing
nothing except underline the fact
that she was trying not to further damage his fragile male ego.
"I know that," he said.
"And coordination."
"I know that too, Bonnie."
"All I'm saying is that you'll get the hang of it. It can't be harder
than playing football, and you do that."
Seth winced as the shift into third was accomplished with another jerk
and a grinding noise. "Oh,
yeah— how hard can it be?" he muttered. A sideways glance showed him
Bonnie was biting her lip,
and he struggled with himself for a moment before finally laughing.
"Okay, okay. I'll get the hang of it. Just tell me Miranda didn't teach
you how to hunt bears or fly a jet."
"You want to learn how to hunt bears?" she asked innocently. "Because
if so—"
"Bonnie."
She laughed. "No, she didn't teach me either of those things. Just the
more usual stuff. Cooking,
sewing, driving a stick . . . sharpshooting."
"Jesus."
Bonnie smiled at him. "Well, she was trying to be mother and father,
you know."
"Well, yeah, I understand that—but sometimes I wonder if she wasn't
also trying to be a commando. Sharpshooting?"
"With a gun in the house, she just thought I should know how to handle
it."
"But sharpshooting? Knowing
how not to shoot yourself in the foot is one thing, but how often in
life will you need to blow the wings off a fly at a hundred yards?"
"The light's yellow, Seth—use the clutch and downshift."
He obeyed, eventually bringing the car to a halt at the traffic light
in a maneuver smooth enough to partially soothe his ruffled feathers.
"You changed the subject," he told her.
"There was nothing more to say. Randy taught me what she thought might
be useful someday. So
I can bake biscuits and sew on a button, and I can also change a tire
and handle a gun."
Seth looked at her for a moment, then eased the car forward when the
light changed. "I'm surprised
she let you come out with me today."
"We have to be back home by curfew, Seth."
"Yeah, I know that." He was seventeen, which put him in the age group
required to be off the streets
and under parental or employer supervision by 5:00 P.M.
"But she's always been so protective of you, and with a killer running
loose—"
"I promised her I wouldn't go anywhere alone even before curfew, that
I'd either be with you or home with Mrs. Task. She likes you, and she
trusts you."
"She does?"
"Why are you so surprised by that? You could be the poster child for
good teenagers."
"Thanks a lot."
"It's true and you know it. Your grades are good enough that you tutor
other students, and we all know you'll go to medical school. You work
part-time in Cobb's garage and in your father's clinic every
chance you get. You even help teach a Sunday-school class and have a
paper route."
"I've had that route since I was ten," he said defensively, then
glanced at her and found her smiling at him. It was a smile that never
failed to raise his blood pressure and make him think so many absurd
things he dared not say aloud. Even if he could say anything coherent,
which he doubted.
Bonnie didn't seem to notice the effect she had on him. "Well, anyway,
Randy trusts you. She knows
I'm safe with you."
Glancing at her again, Seth saw a shadow cross her face, and it
distracted him from surging hormones. "Every time you say something
like that, I get the feeling ..."
"What?" Bonnie said, but more like she was just responding brightly
than because she really wanted
to know.
Seth listened to the tone rather than the words and backed off.
"Nothing." He was honest enough to
ask himself if he did it because he knew she didn't want to confide
whatever it was—or because he
was afraid to hear it. And he didn't know the answer.
Distracting them both, he said, "Hey, there's Steve. Want to stop and
say hi?"
"He looks like he's in a hurry. Doesn't he have to go in to work?"
"At six, yeah." Seth downshifted and heard the gears grind. "Damn.
Maybe I'd better concentrate
on what I'm doing."
"Maybe you'd better." She sounded amused again, but her tone sobered
when she added, "Steve is planning to dump Amy, isn't he?"
"I don't know what Steve is planning to do."
"Don't you?"
"No. Honest, Bonnie, I don't." He hesitated. "He's a great guy, it's
just that he likes ..."
"Variety?" she supplied wryly.
"I'm not saying it's a good thing—just his thing. Come on, Amy must
have known that going in. It's
not like Steve's reputation is lily white. She did know, right?"
"Knowing is one thing. Believing and understanding are something else."
Seth grimaced. "She thinks she can change him?"
Bonnie sighed. "I guess so."
"She won't change him, Bonnie."
"I know." She checked her watch. "It's after four, Seth."
He accepted the change of subject with relief. Keeping his own romantic
relationship on an even keel
was difficult enough; trying to manage someone else's was beyond him.
"Yeah, I know. Time to head
for home. Do you want to stop by and see Miranda first?"
"No. She'll probably be home by seven or so. There isn't much they can
do at night except keep going over and over all the reports and
information, and after a while it's like ..."
"Like a dog chasing its tail?"
"Pretty much."
"Must be driving Miranda crazy. She's always been so good at solving
crimes quickly. But I guess
there's never been anything like this killer."
"No," Bonnie said. "There's never been anything like him."
Hearing an odd note in her voice, Seth shot her a glance. She was
unconsciously rubbing the scar
on her forearm, something he knew she only did when she was worried or
anxious about something. "They'll get him, Bonnie."
"I know. I know they will."
"You're worried about Miranda?"
"Of course I am."
"She'll be all right. I don't know anybody better able to take care of
herself than Miranda."
"You'd think so," Bonnie said, "wouldn't you."
* * *
They had taken to locking the conference room whenever it was empty,
keeping their reports and speculations away from the eyes of the
curious. Even Miranda's deputies, with the exception of Alex Mayse,
knew only as much as necessary. So Bishop was not happy when Miranda
came in at nearly
six o'clock Tuesday evening accompanied by the mayor.
Bishop had met John MacBride the day before and hadn't been terribly
impressed—but that might have been because MacBride had made a point of
touching Miranda in a casual manner guaranteed to alert
the instincts of any other man. Miranda had been polite, professional,
and unresponsive to the attention—but she hadn't objected.
When His Honor stood staring at the gruesome display on the bulletin
board with a sickened expression on his face as Tony explained their
procedures, Bishop moved as close to Miranda as he dared.
"This isn't a good idea," he said quietly.
"I know," she said, equally quiet. "But he insisted. And if this visit
reassures him that we're doing everything we can to find the killer,
then maybe he'll be able to reassure the town council and all the
other worried citizens. Right now, no one is bringing any undue
pressure to bear on the investigation, much less trying to run things.
I'd like to keep it that way."
Bishop was politically savvy enough to get the point, but it didn't
make him like the situation any better. "If some of these details get
out, you'll have a major panic on your hands—and our job won't get any
easier."
"He won't talk about the details."
"How can you be so sure?"
Miranda sat on the edge of the conference table and lifted an eyebrow
at him. "Because I told him
not to."
Bishop didn't know whether to be amused or irritated. "And he always
does what you tell him to?"
"He does when it's my job."
A glance showed Bishop that MacBride and Tony were still occupied. "Can
you read him?"
Miranda shook her head.
"Even when he touches you?"
"Even then."
Bishop silently debated if it would be wise to ask about this touching,
then forced himself to remain professional. "Because of your shields or
his?"
"His." Miranda shrugged. "It's not an uncommon trait in small towns.
You must have noticed."
"I have. Yesterday when Tony and I were walking around downtown meeting
the merchants,
I couldn't read two-thirds of them. Neither could Tony."
"Like I said, it's not so extraordinary. In small towns, privacy is
especially hard to come by, so the tendency is to guard oneself. Over a
lifetime, that could easily and logically equate to mental and
emotional shields and walls."
"Is that why you settled here?"
"It was one of the reasons."
"And because small-town life would be good for Bonnie?"
"That too."
Bishop reflected somewhat bitterly that she was only willing to talk to
him like this when there were
other people around. He had tried to take advantage of such moments,
but since he could hardly say some of the things he wanted to say when
there was every chance of being overheard, he had forced himself to
bide his time, to concentrate on the investigation and keep their
conversations relatively professional.
It wasn't getting any easier.
Hoping to make a breakthrough of sorts, he reached into his jacket
pocket for a folded piece of paper
and held it out to her. "I meant to give you this earlier."
She didn't move. "What is it?"
"Access to those sealed files we talked about."
Still, she didn't move.
He pretended not to notice her hesitation. "The files have been copied
from the Bureau's database
into a separate, secured area, and you've been granted temporary
access. Nothing can be downloaded
or copied, you'll have to agree to that. The computers here are capable
of establishing the link. These
are the codes you'll need."
Finally, Miranda took the paper from him without, needless to say,
touching him.
Bishop didn't wait to find out if she would thank him, since he
suspected he'd be waiting a long time.
He joined the two men at the bulletin board.
He didn't have to be a telepath to interpret Tony's quick roll of the
eyes, and when he heard the nervousness in MacBride's voice he realized
the other agent was probably holding on to his patience
with both hands.
"But why aren't you doing more to catch him? Roadblocks, or searching
with dogs, or—"
Bishop cut him off. "No trail was left for dogs to follow. And
roadblocks can only catch a suspected
killer when he's trying to leave town. This one lives here."
"You can't possibly know that."
"It's my job to know that, Mayor. The killer lives in Gladstone or the
surrounding area. He's been
very careful not to leave evidence we can use to find him. And we're
not likely to catch him unless
he makes a mistake."
MacBride looked pained. "That's blunt enough."
"It's the truth."
"But... to make a mistake, wouldn't he have to—"
"Kill again. Yes, I'm afraid so." Bishop paused a beat. "So in
instituting the curfew, Sheriff Knight
has done the only thing she could do to protect the young people of
Gladstone. And, in the meantime, we're studying what information we
have and are using every scrap of knowledge and experience we
have between us to look for and interpret even the most minute detail
of the crimes. We will catch him, Mayor. It's only a matter of time."
MacBride glanced again at the bulletin board and said, "I hope so,
Agent Bishop. I hope so." He waved Miranda back when she would have
gone to the door to show him out, and quietly left the conference room
alone.
In an admiring tone, Tony said, "Why didn't I think to tell him it was
only a matter of time? That
perked him right up."
"Shut up, Tony."
Tony grinned at him, then looked at Miranda and sobered. "Sorry,
Sheriff. Nobody knows better than
me how serious this is. It's just... I don't deal well with elected
officials as a rule."
"Present company excepted, Agent Harte?" she said lightly.
"Present company excepted," he said promptly.
"Then make it Miranda, all right?"
"I'd love to, if you return the favor."
"Tony it is."
"Thanks. So—Miranda—has the canvass of the area around that well turned
up anything?"
She shook her head. "Alex is still out with his team, but so far
nothing. No one who lived in the area
will even admit to having been awake or out of bed between four and six
A.M., much less to having
seen or heard a car—or anything else."
Tony looked at Bishop and grimaced. "Well, it was a long shot."
Bishop nodded. "A very long shot."
"Reassuring words to the mayor aside," Miranda said, "do we have
something useful? Fact, conclusion, speculation . . . hunch?"
"All we know today that we didn't know yesterday," Bishop said, "is
that none of the surrounding law enforcement agencies have any similar
crimes on their books—solved or unsolved."
"Another indication that he's local," Tony said, taking a chair at the
table.
"Which we were virtually certain of anyway," she pointed out.
"Yeah." Tony shrugged. "And I can't see we're going to get anything
else unless Sharon comes up
with something useful in testing the Ramsay boy's bones. Or unless
we're overlooking something
about one of the other victims."
"I'd be surprised if all of us had missed anything important. We have
all the information we're ever
likely to get from the victims. In this life, anyway." Miranda looked
at Bishop and said dryly, "Have
a good medium on the payroll?"
He took the question seriously. "We've never been able to validate a
medium in any credible sense. Talking to the dead isn't an easy thing
to prove scientifically."
"I guess not."
Bishop hesitated, then said casually, "I seem to recall that sort of
thing was Bonnie's particular talent. Seeing ghosts. Does she still?"
Miranda stiffened. In a very quiet voice, she said,
"Bonnie is not part of this. You don't see her, you don't talk to
her—in fact, you don't go anywhere
near her. Is that clear?"
"She's a teenager, Miranda." The scar on Bishop's cheek stood out
starkly. "If for no other reason
than fitting the victim profile, she is part of this."
"No. Not as far as you're concerned. You stay away from her." She
looked at Tony. "All of you stay away from her." Then she walked out of
the room.
"Brrrrr." Tony half zipped his jacket and thrust his hands into the
pockets. "I guess we stay away from Bonnie."
Bishop grunted and turned grim eyes to the bulletin board. "If we can.
For as long as we can."
Tony looked at him curiously. "Does her sister have more than one
ability too?"
"Probably. They all did. But Bonnie was only a kid when I knew her, no
more than eight, and her
abilities were still developing."
"But she saw ghosts?"
"So she said."
"Her family believed her?"
"Yeah, they believed her." Bishop's voice was suddenly flat. "They were
a ... remarkable family."
"Sorry, boss. Didn't mean to rake up old—"
"Memories? They aren't old and you didn't rake them up, so don't worry
about it." Bishop stared at
the bulletin board, trying to fill his mind with details of the
killings and nothing else. "If I could just
figure out what the killer needed from the Ramsay boy ..."
"You think that's the key?"
"Could be. I'm certain it's a detail vital to understanding the
bastard."
"Assuming we don't catch him quick enough, what about his next victim?"
"Male," Bishop said. "Late teens, probably. Strong, maybe even
aggressive, but definitely masculine.
By all appearances he won't seem vulnerable, and no one could ever
think of him as a victim."
"Why?"
Bishop tapped the yearbook picture of Lynet Grainger. "Because of her.
She tempted him, Tony, and
he didn't want to be tempted. He won't trust himself to grab another
girl, not yet. First he'll have to
prove to himself that he's powerful and in charge. Prove to himself
there's nothing sexual about what
he's doing. So he'll pick an older boy, someone he could never feel a
sexual attraction to and one who won't be easy to subdue. If he hasn't
already chosen him, he will soon. He won't want to spend too
much time with his own doubts, letting them prey on his confidence. And
he won't kill this boy
quickly, not like Lynet. He'll need to make this one suffer a long
time."
From the doorway, Miranda said quietly, "Sometimes you're just too
goddamned smart for your
own good, Bishop."
He and Tony looked at her, alerted by something in her voice. Strain
showed in her grim eyes and
in the straight, hard line of her mouth.
"We have another missing teenager," she said.
* * *
By nine o'clock that night, they were reasonably sure that
eighteen-year-old Steve Penman was not
going to return from some unannounced trip or errand wondering
innocently what all the fuss was
about. He had last been seen shortly before four o'clock, when he had
dropped off his sixteen-year-old girlfriend at her home. He'd made sure
to get her home before curfew, Amy Fowler numbly told the sheriff and
FBI agents, so she'd be safe. Then, not restricted by the curfew
himself, he had headed
back toward town to pick up something at the drugstore before he
reported to work at the paper mill
for the six o'clock mini-shift.
When he hadn't reported to work, his supervisor, as requested by the
Sheriff's Department, had immediately notified his parents. They had
called the sheriff.
His car was found parked near the front of the drugstore, but no one
inside remembered seeing him
come in. Deputies were questioning other merchants, and the sheriff had
gone on the radio to request
calls from anyone who had been downtown between four and six and might
have seen anything unusual.
The phones were ringing off the hook, but the calls were only from
concerned citizens saying they had seen nothing.
"How could he just vanish like that?" Miranda was absently rubbing her
temples. "How could he have been taken against his will without a sound
or any kind of commotion, without even being noticed? The kid's six
feet tall, and he was wearing his bright blue football jacket. Not what
you'd call invisible. If he got to town just after four, it wasn't even
dark yet."
Alex looked at the legal pad before him on the conference table. "At
last count, between four and six o'clock there were a dozen senior boys
in town wearing those jackets. They were planning to throw
some kind of party for their coach sometime this week, apparently
postponed from the end of the
season because he was in Nashville having bypass surgery. So several of
them were in town getting supplies." He paused. "None of the boys saw
Steve Penman or anything they believed to be even remotely suspicious."
Miranda felt Bishop's eyes on her, realized what she was doing, and
stopped rubbing her temples.
With a certain amount of detachment, she wondered if it was possible
for a head to split wide open.
"No trail for the dogs to follow. No leads. No witnesses. No clues."
"And we don't have much time," Tony contributed soberly. "If Bishop is
right, this boy may be kept
alive for a while—but I'm guessing it won't be for long."
Miranda leaned back in her chair, trying to appear at least somewhat
relaxed, and looked across the
table at Bishop. "Does this abduction alter your profile?"
He shook his head. "We're looking for a white male, thirty to
forty-five, in good physical shape. He's probably single, or has a
place other than his home where he's assured of privacy and has the
means
to confine his victims. He's highly intelligent, meticulous and
controlled, definitely organized. He either has a business of his own
or else works in some administrative or managerial capacity, a position
of authority. He understands enough about police procedure to avoid
leaving any forensic evidence we
can use, but whether that's professional knowledge or just a hobby is
impossible to guess."
"Professional knowledge? Are you saying he could be a cop?" Alex asked.
"It's possible."
"But is it likely?" Miranda watched him closely. "What's your hunch?"
"My hunch is he's not. I think it's a hobby of sorts, that he's
educated himself in police techniques.
He may even have a conduit into this department, a friend or relative
who could be, in all innocence, passing on information to him."
"Great," Miranda said.
Bishop shook his head. "It isn't likely to be restricted information.
But if it was, I doubt he'd be stupid enough to let us know he has it
by altering his M.O. He's smart enough to know how to leave a body so
that nothing can be traced back to him, and cool enough to take his
time and make sure it's done right. He's not given to panic or
carelessness."
"An expert killer," Alex said.
Musing aloud, Tony said, "I'm wondering what the trigger was. What set
him off so suddenly. Most killers of this sort start comparatively
young, showing signs of homicidal tendencies all the way back
to childhood.
Not many reach their thirties or forties with their crimes still
completely undiscovered."
"Unless they're very, very lucky," Bishop said slowly. He asked
Miranda, "Before the new highway opened, this town was on one of the
main routes to Nashville, wasn't it?"
She nodded, a frown drawing her brows together.
"According to your records, there are no unsolved disappearances of
locals, but what about transients? Teenagers, either runaways or kids
passing through the area. Say . . . within fifty miles of Gladstone.
There would have been bulletins of some kind among regional law
enforcement agencies, general alerts."
"None since I took office," Miranda said. "Before | that, I wouldn't
know. Investigating disappearances wasn't one of my duties as a deputy."
"We need to know how many unsolved cases we're really dealing with
here," Bishop told her. "I'm
hoping like hell we don't find any more missing teenagers, but if we
do, every other case gives us one more opportunity to see if this
bastard made a mistake we can use to throw a net over him."
Miranda looked at Alex and nodded.
Alex got up. "I'll have Sandy and Greg start checking files. We only
have the recent stuff on computers; anything going back further than
five years or so will be in storage boxes in the basement. How far back
do you want to look?"
"Ten to fifteen years," Bishop replied.
Alex sighed. "It'll take days, probably longer. The last few
administrations weren't exactly known for
their record-keeping expertise."
"Call in anyone you need to help," Miranda said. "We're all on overtime
anyway." After the deputy
left, she said to Bishop, "Ten to fifteen years?"
"If the killer is at the high end of that age estimate, he could have
been at this fifteen years or longer."
"Christ. And nobody noticed?"
"Maybe because he was hunting somewhere else. Or maybe just because his
victims fell through the cracks and were never really missed."
Miranda drew a breath and let it out slowly. "And it seemed like such a
nice, safe little town."
"You know there's no such thing."
She was silent.
"There's no such thing," he repeated.
"Yes. I know."
Into the silence, Tony murmured something about helping Alex and
slipped from the room.
Before Miranda could follow him, Bishop said, "You have another
headache, don't you?"
Lightly, she said, "My entire life is a headache at the moment."
He ignored that. "Miranda, do you understand the danger of what you're
doing?"
"I don't know what you're talking about."
"You know exactly what I'm talking about. You're working so hard at
keeping me out—"
"Don't flatter yourself," she snapped.
Bishop counted silently to ten. "All right. You're working so hard at
keeping us out, channeling all
your psychic energy into blocking us, that your body is beginning to
rebel. Headaches, sensitivity to
light and sound, nausea."
"You're imagining things, Bishop."
"It can damage you beyond repair, Miranda, do you understand that?
We've learned a lot more about psychic ability in the last few years,
and the current understanding is that the electrical impulses that
trigger telepathy and precognition can also damage the brain—
especially if they aren't allowed to
dissipate naturally."
"If you'll forgive a lousy pun," she said, "I'll keep that in mind."
He stared at her for a long moment, then said deliberately, "I suppose
you've considered what would happen to Bonnie without you to watch over
her."
Miranda wondered why she wasn't getting up and walking out of the room.
"Bonnie is not your
concern."
He hesitated. "She would be, you know. Not because I owe you, but
because I owe her."
She was surprised and tried not to let it show. "It's not a debt you
can pay, Bishop."
"I know."
Miranda felt the sudden need to go away somewhere by herself and
reinforce her shields. She put her hands on the table as she got to her
feet, hoping grimly that the action looked more casual than the
necessary support it was.
Abruptly, Bishop reached across the table and grasped her wrist.
For a frozen instant, Miranda stared into those pale, compelling eyes
of his with a sense of blind panic. Then she jerked away from him and
stepped back.
Bishop remained where he was, his arm stretched out, the long fingers
slowly closing into a fist.
"You won't let me in."
Miranda uttered a shaken laugh. "And you have the nerve to be surprised
by that?"
His scar stood out so starkly that it appeared newly made, raw. "What
are you afraid of, Miranda?"
he demanded roughly. "What is it you don't want me to see, don't want
me to know?"
"Like I said before, don't flatter yourself."
"Miranda—"
She hadn't intended to say anything else. She should have simply turned
around and walked out of
the room. But the panic drove her to distract, deflect.
"I let you in once, Bishop. Into my life. Into my mind. Into my bed.
Even, God help me, into my
heart. And that mistake cost me so much I'm not likely to ever repeat
it."
He leaned back and spoke with great deliberation. "I'm the one who made
the mistake. I was stupid
and arrogant, and so obsessed with catching a killer I couldn't see
beyond that goal. And I'm sorry.
Not a day passes that I don't regret what happened eight years ago. But
it's done, Miranda. I can't
go back and change anything, as much as I'd like to. I have to live
with what I did, what I caused to happen. But..."
She didn't move, didn't prompt him or do anything except wait.
"But if anything happened now to you or Bonnie because of me, I
couldn't live with that. I'm not
asking for your forgiveness. I'm just asking you not to hurt yourself
trying to keep me out. I'll stay
out. I swear to you, I will."
Miranda would have liked to say something cool or mocking, but she
didn't trust herself to say a
word. Instead, she just turned and walked out, leaving him there.
And wondered how long she could keep the truth from him.
EIGHT
Wednesday, January
12
Liz Hallowell had learned at her grandmother's knee how to read faces.
The color and shape of eyes,
the angle of jaw and arch of brow, the curve of the mouth. They were
all signposts, her gran had said,
the outer directions to the soul.
So when she stepped outside her store in the early afternoon for a
quick break and one of the rare cigarettes she allowed herself, and saw
standing on the sidewalk only a few yards away the FBI agent with the
marked face, she studied him intently. They hadn't yet been introduced;
the other two agents
had been in her coffee shop, but not this one.
He was talking to Peter Green, who owned the old-fashioned barbershop
behind them, and Liz didn't have to read the tea leaves to know what
they were discussing. Half of Randy's deputies and two of the three
federal agents had been moving methodically through town all day,
talking to everyone who might have seen something yesterday when the
Penman boy had vanished. Nobody had talked to Liz yet.
Taking advantage of the time granted to her, she smoked and watched the
agent, not especially worried
if he noticed her stare. Most of the people on the streets were staring
at him anyway, so why should she be different?
It was an interesting face. Fascinating, even. Her gran would have
loved it. It was both unquestionably hard and unquestionably handsome,
and the scar marking his left cheek didn't detract a bit from either
quality. It was a face that kept the secrets of the man who wore it,
yet to Liz it also revealed much of
his character.
Even at a distance, the intensity of his pale gray eyes was almost
hypnotic, the outward sign of deep
and powerful emotions, and laugh lines at the corners suggested he was
at least capable of laughing at himself. His mouth was sensitive and
mobile, yet held firm with absolute mastery. His sharp jaw was strong,
determined, his forehead high and exotically framed by the perfect
widow's peak of gleaming black hair. The flying arch of his eyebrows
hinted at quick wit, and the faint kink in the bridge of his
aristocratic nose pointed to equally quick fists.
It was, Liz decided, the face of a brilliant, proud, highly perceptive
man of considerable courage and
acute compassion. It was also the face of a man who could be caustic,
arrogant, impatient, and apt to
act ruthlessly if he honestly believed the occasion called for it—and
the results were important enough
to him.
His friends, Liz thought, would never question his absolute loyalty or
his willingness to do anything
within his power to help in times of trouble. And his enemies would
never doubt that once on their
trail he simply would not give up.
Liz shivered without really being aware of it and drew her jacket more
closely around her. But when
the agent left Peter and approached her, she was able to sound
perfectly calm. "My turn now?"
His sentry eyes studied her with interest. "You're Liz Hallowell?"
"That's me."
In a virtually automatic gesture, he showed her his I.D. "Noah Bishop."
Liz felt her eyebrows climbing. "Now, that's unexpected."
"What is?"
"Your name. Not the Bishop part, that's definitely you, but the Noah
part. Noah was a caretaker, someone who offered comfort. Is that you?"
He smiled faintly. "I'm just a cop, Miss Hallowell." He paused and
then, almost as if he couldn't help himself, added, "Why is the Bishop
part definitely me?"
"Bishop means overseer." She barely hesitated. "I'm afraid I can't tell
you anything about Steve
Penman disappearing yesterday. I mean, I know that he did, but I didn't
see anything. Not surprising, since the drugstore is at the other end
of town."
"Do you know him?"
"Sure, as well as I knew any of the teenagers. To speak to. I didn't
like him much."
"Why not?"
"The way he treated his girlfriends," she answered promptly.
"How does he treat them? Is he abusive?"
Liz took a long draw on her cigarette and blew the smoke out slowly
before she spoke. "Depends on
your definition of abusive, I guess. I never heard he hit any of them,
or was physically rough in any
other way. But he was a good-looking, charming kid who knew it and took
advantage of it to get what
he wanted. I don't think many girls said no to him, even though he had
a track record of getting bored
and moving on fairly quickly. What I didn't like was the way he seemed
to view the girls as just something useful he carried along with
him—like his backpack."
Bishop nodded and then, softly, said, "You keep using the past tense,
Miss Hallowell. Do you know something I don't know?"
"I know he's lost. But you know that too."
"I know he's missing."
She shook her head. "You know more than that, Agent Bishop."
"Do I?"
"Sure. It's your job to know more, isn't it? They call what you do
profiling, I hear. Which basically
means you try to climb inside the head of the monster, figure out who
he is and what he's going to
do next. Isn't that right?"
"More or less."
"I wouldn't call that a pleasant job."
"That part of it isn't."
"But you're good at it, aren't you? You understand how the monsters
think."
He shrugged. "There's a kind of logic even in insanity. It looks like a
jigsaw puzzle, but all the pieces
are there and usually fit together. It isn't that difficult to do once
you know how."
Liz drew on her cigarette and blew out the smoke in a quick burst.
"Maybe, but I'd say it was
dangerous. If you go too deep into that insane logic, you might never
get out."
Bishop smiled suddenly. "Who's interviewing whom, Miss Hallowell?"
Liz had to laugh. "Sorry. I'm incurably nosy, but I don't mean any
harm. What was it you wanted to know? Why I believe Steve Penman won't
be coming back? Well, I don't know monsters as well as you do, but one
thing I do know about them is that they seldom leave their . . . prey .
. . unharmed. Right?"
"Right."
"And this monster didn't leave behind any puzzle pieces for you guys to
put together, did he?"
"Not many."
"Then Steve's lost, isn't he?"
Bishop looked at her for a long, steady moment, then smiled again. "I
hear you read tea leaves, Miss Hallowell. Have you seen anything in the
bottom of a cup lately that could help us?"
Liz listened for scorn or disbelief in his voice, and heard nothing
except mild interest. It encouraged
her to say, "I don't know how helpful it'll be, but he's trying to
distract you—not you personally, I
mean the investigation—by taking Steve Penman. There's something about
one of the others he
doesn't want you to look at closely. I don't know what it is, maybe a
mistake he made or just
something you have the ability to see more clearly than he bargained
for, but it's there. And he's
afraid you'll find it."
"So he took Steve Penman?"
Liz hesitated. "That's partly it. He had other reasons for picking
Steve. I don't think he liked him." Unconsciously, she cocked her head,
trying to hear what her gypsy blood was trying to tell her.
"He was a little afraid of Steve—no, he was afraid of something Steve
knew."
"What was that?"
She groped mentally, but the elusive knowledge was gone. "I don't
know." Surprised at herself, she
shook her head. "That was weird. I usually don't get much of anything
without tea leaves or cards in
front of me." She was just about to add that his spiritual energy must
be especially strong to spark hers like that, when she saw him glance
past her. Without turning her head or even thinking about it, she
knew he had spotted Miranda Knight—and in a sudden flash understood
much that had been murky
to her before.
Bishop's attention returned to her face. Politely, he said, "Thank you
very much for your help, Miss Hallowell. If I have any more questions,
I'll be in touch."
Liz dropped the stub of her cigarette to the sidewalk and ground it out
beneath her foot. "And I'll be
here, Agent Bishop. Right here, usually."
Without actually planning to do it, Liz found herself shaking hands
with the agent. She wanted to
warn him to be careful, but the certainty that interference usually
backfired kept her silent. What
would be would be.
She was about to return to her store when Bishop said, "I will, Miss
Hallowell."
"You will what?" she asked blankly.
He smiled. "I'll be careful."
Liz stared after him, murmured, "Wow," under her breath, and went very
thoughtfully back to work.
* * *
"Grandstanding?" Miranda asked. She stood only a few yards away, close
enough to hear, waiting
on the sidewalk beside her Jeep.
Instead of denying it, Bishop merely said, "I wanted her to know I was
someone who would be open
to information no matter how it was come by. If something else occurs
to her, she might be more
willing to contact me."
Miranda put her hands in the pockets of her jacket and leaned back
against the door of the Jeep.
"Maybe she will. So you could read her?"
"Only partly. No deeper than surface consciousness. She was thinking I
needed to be careful, that's
all I got."
"An interesting place for a shield, isn't it? Just beneath the surface."
"You read her the same way?"
Miranda nodded. "I don't think she's any more conscious of her shield
than she is of her innate
abilities. Liz doesn't think of herself as being psychic, just the
granddaughter of a gypsy. She has
The Sight and her grandmother taught her how to read signs. Tell her
she's telepathic and precognitive, and she probably wouldn't believe
you. She's into crystals and talismans, omens and portents, crystal
balls and tarot cards—and tea leaves.
She only reads for friends, doesn't do it very often, and as far as I
can tell, she's about seventy-five-percent accurate. So maybe you'd
better be careful."
Her voice was perfectly cool and professional, without an ounce of
personal concern, and since she'd been speaking to him with the same
detachment all day, Bishop was hardly surprised. Which was
why it did surprise him when Miranda added, "Sometimes I worry about
Liz."
"Oh? Why?"
"Because she doesn't understand the power she has. I mean, she doesn't
understand that knowing
things about other people, sometimes secret things, can be dangerous."
Bishop chose not to take that personally. "She's spoken of very highly
by everyone I've talked to, described as a kind, unfailingly helpful
lady—with mildly interesting pagan beliefs nobody else really
takes seriously but nobody is particularly offended by. From the sound
of it, she has no enemies, no
one likely to even listen closely to what she says, much less see her
as a threat."
"So far," Miranda said soberly. "But what happens if she says the wrong
thing to the wrong person? We're all agreed the killer is one of the
supposedly good citizens of Gladstone, and I doubt he has
horns or a tail to give away the evil in his soul."
"True."
Miranda glanced at Liz's shop. "I'd like to warn her, but what do I
say? Stay away from the tea leaves
for the duration?"
"I doubt she'd obey, not with all this going on. It's human nature to
try and solve puzzles."
"Yeah, I guess. Anyway, did she tell you anything we didn't already
know?"
Bishop had promised himself that he would match Miranda's aloof
professionalism, and he intended to keep that promise. At least for the
moment. "She said the killer took Steve Penman to distract us from
something he didn't want us to notice about one of the other victims,
and because he was afraid of something Steve knew."
"Do you think she could be right?"
"Maybe."
"If she is, do you think we've noticed whatever it is he doesn't want
us to see?"
"If we have," Bishop said, "it isn't ringing any bells off their hooks,
is it? It could be something about
the Ramsay boy's bones, but Sharon hasn't been able to tell us anything
definitive yet. It could be the
fact that Lynet Grainger tempted him, or that she was a mistake all the
way across the board—I just
don't know. Not yet."
Miranda gazed at Liz's shop again, this time frowning. "Something Steve
Penman knew. It's an avenue
to explore, I guess. Though finding out what someone might have known
about an unknown subject when he isn't here to even tell us the right
questions to ask ..."
"Yeah, it isn't much of a lead. I saw the dogs out earlier—any luck
there?"
"No, same as last night. They track him around the side of the
drugstore and to the alley behind—then nothing. Perfect place to have a
car waiting, and the angle would have made it all but impossible for
anyone to have seen what happened once he was lured—we assume—back
there."
"I guess Tony told you neither of us could pick up anything from the
area."
Miranda nodded. "And Sharon went by there about an hour ago, but said
she didn't get so much as a whisper of anything new."
"Did you try?" Bishop asked bluntly.
"No."
"Miranda—"
"In case you've forgotten, my abilities don't work that way, Bishop. I
pick up knowledge if I touch
someone I can read—which works out to no more than about forty percent
of the people around me.
I pick up knowledge if I just happen to catch a glimpse into the
future—an occurrence that is extremely rare these days and over which I
have absolutely no control. And I pick up knowledge in a very limited
and defensive way through my version of your spider-sense—which means
that sometimes my sight
and hearing are a little better than the average and I can feel it if
someone is trying to sneak up on me,
if I'm being watched or potentially threatened." She paused, then added
dryly, "For instance, I can tell you that most of the people in town
today are watching us right now. But you already knew that, so it's
fairly useless information."
Bishop did know and it was useless, but he was mildly curious about the
reason for the attention.
Because he was a stranger and an FBI agent? Or because he was talking
to Miranda?
"So the bottom line," she said, "is that it wouldn't do any good if I
tried to use my psychic abilities to
pick up knowledge from the area where Steve Penman disappeared. I wish
I could pick up something, believe me. I don't enjoy just waiting
around to find another dead teenager."
Bishop wanted to say that they could still find Penman alive, but the
words would ring hollow. They
had no evidence pointing to who had abducted Penman or where he was
being held. Unless their luck changed in a major way, that boy was, as
Liz Hallowell had said, lost.
"Sheriff!"
Bishop saw Miranda wince, then brace herself before she turned and
greeted the man striding toward them.
"Hello, Justin. Selena."
Bishop had almost missed the woman moving literally in her husband's
shadow.
Miranda said, "Have you met Agent Bishop?"
"We were introduced this morning," Justin Marsh said impatiently.
"Sheriff, I would like to address
the town council."
"The next council meeting is in two weeks, I believe," Miranda said.
"You know the protocol, Justin."
In a tone of simmering resentment, he said, "Knowing the protocol
doesn't guarantee me an opportunity to speak, Sheriff, as you well
know. The last council meeting was moved up a day without notice—to
keep me silent."
Unmoved, she said, "I believe the date was changed due to an illness in
a councilman's family, Justin.
I wouldn't take it so personally if I were you."
"I was denied my constitutional right to speak my mind, Sheriff, and I
do take that personally."
"Nobody's trying to silence you."
"I beg to differ. And I've tried three times since yesterday to reach
the mayor, to no avail."
"It's a busy time," she said dryly.
"So busy that John MacBride won't even speak to someone who helped put
him in office?"
"We have this murder investigation going on, Justin." There was nothing
at all sarcastic in her voice.
"Which is just what I want to discuss with the mayor."
Miranda didn't seem to find anything peculiar about the conversation,
which told Bishop a great
deal about Justin Marsh. Curious to observe the man's reaction, Bishop
butted in. "If you have any information that could aid the
investigation, Mr. Marsh—"
"Information?" He drew himself up stiffly, eyes blazing. "What I know
is what any decent citizen
of this town knows, Agent Bishop. The wicked have been silenced!"
Bishop saw Miranda's face harden, and wasn't surprised when she spoke
in a quiet tone that could
have cut steel.
"Lynet Grainger was fifteen, Justin. Kerry Ingram was fourteen. Now
just how much wickedness
do you suppose they'd had time to learn?"
"Youth cannot excuse iniquity," he said fiercely, holding his Bible
aloft in emphasis. Or possibly because he knew what a dramatic gesture
it was. "And the sins of the parents will be visited upon them."
"Which is it?" Bishop asked with spurious interest. "Were they wicked
themselves, or paying for the
sins of their parents?"
Justin characteristically ignored the direct questions. "The righteous
are duty bound to punish the
world for their evil and the wicked for their iniquity."
"If you're paraphrasing Isaiah," Bishop said, "I believe it's supposed
to be God doing the punishing."
Justin glared at him. "The wicked flee when no man pursueth: but the
righteous are bold as a tiger!"
"Bold as a lion," Bishop corrected politely. "Proverbs, chapter
twenty-eight, verse one."
"They have sown the wind," Justin snapped, "and they shall reap the
whirlwind!"
"Hosea," Bishop said. "Chapter eight, verse seven."
Whether because he was unwilling to match wits with one who might just
possibly know the Bible
better than he did or simply because he knew he was standing on shaky
ground generally, Justin
looked away from Bishop with splendid indifference and addressed
Miranda in freezing tones.
"I trust the next council meeting will not be rescheduled without due
notice, Sheriff."
"Since I don't schedule them," she returned politely, "I really
couldn't say, Justin. Good afternoon.
Bye, Selena."
Justin gritted his teeth and reddened under his tan, then turned on his
heel and stalked away. Selena sidestepped to avoid being run over,
offered Miranda and Bishop a timid smile and an unintelligible murmur,
and followed her husband.
"I don't suppose we could pin it on him?" Bishop said.
Miranda smiled. "I'd love to. Unfortunately, he wasn't even in the
state when Kerry disappeared,
and he was in church all evening the night Lynet vanished."
"Besides which," Bishop said, "he's the type who'll always be urging
others to take action while doing absolutely nothing himself."
"That too."
"Does his wife ever say anything? I mean, other than that wordless
murmur?"
"Seldom in public, as far as I can tell." Miranda shrugged. "It
wouldn't be the life I'd choose, but
Selena seems content enough. Then again, I'm told she's been with
Justin since they were fifteen
years old, so maybe it's just that she doesn't know any other way to
live."
Bishop thought that was depressing in and of itself, but it also made
him think of something else.
"Are there any other religious fanatics in town?"
"Who might have decided to punish the wicked themselves?"
"It's possible, Miranda."
She thought about it for a few moments. "I don't believe so, though I'm
probably not the best person
to ask. It's always been my impression that most of the people around
here aside from Justin take their religion a lot more casually—at least
to the extent of leaving it up to God to punish the evil in the world."
There was no mockery in her tone, just matter-of-fact tolerance of
other people's beliefs.
"We haven't seen any signs of religious mania connected with the
crimes," Bishop mused. "Still, if
Justin Marsh perceived those kids as wicked, someone else might have as
well."
"I would say only a lunatic could have, but since it's obvious this
bastard is mad as a hatter, I suppose
it goes without saying." Miranda sighed. "One more possibility to throw
into the hopper, I guess." The weak winter sun made a sudden appearance
in the overcast sky, and she winced and pulled a pair of sunglasses
from her jacket pocket.
Bishop hesitated and then, as neutrally as he could, said, "Before we
got here, you had a vision of
where Lynet Grainger would be found."
Miranda put the sunglasses on and straightened away from the side of
the Jeep, obviously preparing
to get in and leave. "If you're implying I could see something useful
about Steve Penman, I told you
I can't control it."
"I know that. But you aren't open to it either."
She laughed under her breath, but without amusement. "Some things have
certainly changed in eight years. From jeering skeptic to dedicated
believer is quite a journey for any man to make, even in a lifetime."
"I never jeered."
"About precognition you did. Nobody could see into the future, that's
what you said. It was impossible
to see what hadn't happened yet, simply impossible. You were absolutely
convinced. Until—"
"Until I had a vision," he said steadily. "Your vision. "
"Wasn't quite what you expected, was it, Bishop?" Behind the
sunglasses, her eyes were invisible, unreadable. "You thought it put
you in control, made you master of your fate and the fate of others.
You thought seeing the future had given you all the answers."
"And I was wrong. Is that what you want me to say one more time? I was
wrong, Miranda." He was conscious of people moving past them and
wondered what they made of the obviously intense, low-voiced
conversation. If he was lucky, they thought their sheriff was at odds
professionally with
the FBI agent.
If he was lucky.
"And no matter what you think, I don't envy you that ability." The
certainty in his voice sounded convincing because he was telling her
the literal truth.
"Then don't ask me to open myself up to it. If I could help that boy, I
would, but I can't. Not that way."
"How do you know? Goddammit, you're so closed, nothing can get in. Even
your intuition is blocked, smothered—"
"We've been through this, Bishop. However I choose to shield is my
business, not yours. I understand
my abilities a hell of a lot better than you do, and I don't appreciate
this attempt at emotional blackmail—"
"That is not what I'm trying to do. I know you honestly believe you
can't control the visions, but I also know you can't think clearly
about them, not now. Miranda—"
"You always know what's best, don't you? Always have to make everybody
else's decisions for them.
No one else is even capable of rational thought, are they?"
He drew a deep breath, trying to hold on to his patience even though he
knew she was deliberately goading him, that it was another of her
defense mechanisms, at least where he was concerned. "You're not
listening to me. All I'm saying is that you're choosing to shut down
your abilities at the worst possible time. You can shield yourself
without shutting down, without closing yourself off like this."
"You'd love that, wouldn't you?"
"This is not about me."
"Isn't it?" She opened the Jeep door, then offered him a mocking smile.
"Isn't it, Bishop?"
He stood there and watched her drive away, and didn't give a damn that
at least two passersby quite definitely heard him angrily mutter,
"Shit."
NINE
Friday, January 14
Alex finished his second cup of Swiss-chocolate-flavored coffee and
idly watched Liz moving around behind the counter. He had no business
drinking anything with this much caffeine in it so late in the
day; another sleepless night lay ahead of him. And he had no business
watching Liz either.
Cravings always seemed to be bad for a man.
His, at least.
"More?" Liz asked.
"Better not. I'm off for the day, so staying awake isn't a big concern."
Liz glanced around to make sure none of the other half dozen or so
customers needed anything, then leaned her elbows on the counter. "I
guess nothing much is happening, huh?"
"Not much, no. We've been trying to find out if Steve Penman knew
something that might have made him dangerous to somebody, but—"
"Because of what I said to Agent Bishop?" Liz looked both astonished
and disconcerted.
Alex had to smile at her. "You started us asking. And when Amy Fowler
told us Steve had made some kind of comment about there being several
other guys who'd wanted to get Adam Ramsay, it started to look more
likely. But that's as far as we've been able to get. Amy swears Steve
wasn't specific, and nobody else we've questioned has added anything
useful."
Liz lowered her voice. "I overheard some customers talking, and they
said Teresa Grainger came to
the Sheriff's Department this morning in hysterics, demanding to be
able to bury her little girl."
"Yeah, she did," Alex said grimly. "I've never seen anybody so wild.
Her eyes were like saucers and
she was talking so fast you could hardly understand her. A couple of
deputies were trying to calm her down, but she didn't want to be
touched and sure as hell didn't want to calm down. Some of us were
afraid she was going to try to grab a gun and shoot somebody."
"What happened?"
"Oddly enough, Bishop took care of it. He got to the reception area
about two steps ahead of Randy,
and never hesitated. Went right up to Teresa and put his hands on her
shoulders, said something to
her none of us was close enough to hear—and it was like flipping a
switch. She quieted down
completely, sat when he led her to a chair, and waited right there
without another word until Doc Shepherd and her sister got there to
take her back home."
"Maybe the Noah isn't such a surprise after all," Liz murmured.
"What?"
"It's not important." Liz frowned. "How's Randy holding up?"
Alex shook his head. "Maybe it's the pressure of the investigation
getting to her, I don't know—but
there's definitely something wrong. She's popping aspirin like candy,
wearing sunglasses when she
never used to before, and when she does let you see her eyes they don't
look right."
"In what way?"
He thought about it. "Almost. . . glazed somehow. There's an odd, flat
shine to them, like you're
looking through something else first. It's weird."
"Have you asked her about it?"
"I've asked her if she's okay. She says it's just a bad headache and
for me not to worry about it."
"Maybe that's all it is."
"Yeah. Maybe."
Hesitantly, Liz asked, "How are she and Bishop together? I mean, how do
they act around each other?"
"That's another weird thing. At first, they seem fine. Professional,
polite, even moments of friendliness
as far as I can see. But the longer the two of them are in the same
room, the more the tension builds.
It's actually a tangible
thing, I swear to God it is. You feel jittery yourself, catch yourself
drumming
your fingers against a desk or tapping your foot."
Still tentative, Liz asked, "Has anyone else noticed it?"
Alex knew what she was thinking. "I'm not jealous, if that's what you
mean. I've told you I don't
think about Randy that way."
"I didn't—"
He waved a dismissive hand, ignoring her flush, and went on. "Yeah,
everybody else has noticed it.
I've heard some of the other deputies talking about it, in fact. You
can't help but notice. If you look around, you see everybody in the
room watching them the way you'd watch a crystal vase on a shelf
you know is about to give way. And then their voices get this edge to
them, and one or the other of
them finds some reason to leave the room. And it starts all over again
the next time they're together."
"Who usually leaves?" Liz asked, a touch of embarrassment lingering in
her voice.
"Randy," he answered promptly. "She shuts herself in her office for a
while, that closed door daring
any of us to bother her. And every time it happens I get the feeling
Bishop wants to kick something."
"You do realize . . . they were involved once."
Alex gazed at her curiously. "Randy more or less admitted it. But how
did you know?"
"Yesterday I saw Bishop looking at her."
"And that was enough?" he asked wryly.
"Well... for me."
He didn't push her. "I don't know their story, but I do know it isn't
over yet. Problem is, they either
can't or won't settle things between them. So there's this tension
building, like steam inside a pot.
And sooner or later the lid's going to blow sky high."
"Is it interfering with work?"
"So far, no." He paused. "Not that there's all that much work going on,
to be honest. I mean,
constructive work. All we can do is keep going over and over the same
ground, trying to pick up something we missed before. Even Bishop and
Tony Harte are reduced to rearranging the pictures
on the bulletin board to make the puzzle look different."
"I thought the other agent—that doctor—was supposed to be running some
kind of tests that might help."
"Yeah, well, it turned out she needed a better lab than what she
brought with her, and way more than anything we could offer. She flew
back to Quantico last night. And unless they're not telling me
everything, she still hasn't told Randy or Bishop what it is she
suspects about those bones."
Liz was called away by another customer, and when she came back Alex
made getting-ready-to-go motions like leaving money on the counter
despite her protests and picking up his hat.
"Carolyn's going to work tonight, so I'm going home in an hour," she
said, "and I made a big pot of
stew this morning before I came in. If you don't have anything else
planned, why not help me eat it?"
The invitation was light, but a slight flush rose in her cheeks.
Alex knew he had no business accepting, but the prospect of spending an
endless evening alone in his
own house held absolutely no appeal. So he closed his mind to the
little voice warning him that he'd
be sorry. "That sounds great, Liz. Thanks."
"I should have everything ready by seven," she said. "But come earlier
if you feel like it."
She was always so careful, he reflected with a pang. So careful to make
her invitations casual, companionable, and nothing more. Maybe it was
because she and Janet had been friends. Or
maybe it was just because the tea leaves had told her he was still in
love with his dead wife.
"I'll bring a bottle of wine," he said, matching her nonchalance.
* * *
Bonnie moved her fingertips in a gentle circular motion on Miranda's
temples. "Better?"
"Yes, much better. Thanks, sweetie."
Standing behind her sister's chair, Bonnie continued the soothing
massage. "It's just a temporary
fix, you know that. The headaches aren't going away until—"
"I know, I know."
"Are you sure this is the right way, Randy?"
"It's the only way."
"Maybe if you told Bishop—"
"No. Not this time."
"It wasn't your fault. It wasn't even his fault. How many times have
you told me that some things
have to happen just the way they happen?"
"Some things. Not everything."
Bonnie came around and sat on the couch. "Even so, how can you be sure
he'd react the same way
this time?"
Miranda kept her head leaning against the back of her chair, her eyes
closed, and her voice was matter-of-fact. "Because he's a coldhearted
bastard with only one moral certainty—that the end
justifies the means."
"Is he? Is that the man he is today, Randy, or only the man he used to
be?"
"Bonnie—"
"What happened changed you. How can you be so sure it didn't change him
too?"
"Men don't change. Get that out of your head right now."
"I know they don't just because someone—some woman—wants them to,"
Bonnie agreed, thinking of Steve Penman and poor Amy, "but life can
alter them just like it can us. Experience can change them, especially
something so awful."
Miranda was silent.
"All I'm saying is that as long as you're closed up, you can't be sure
of anything where Bishop is concerned. You don't know his mind, Randy.
Not anymore. And it isn't like you to—to judge
without a fair hearing."
Miranda lifted her head, opened her eyes, and frowned at her sister.
Bonnie went on quickly. "You said you hadn't even used the access he
gave you to find out about
Lewis Harrison." Her voice quivered very slightly on the name.
"There's no need. He wouldn't have given it to me if he hadn't been
telling the truth." Miranda shrugged.
"So we know that threat is gone. What else is there to find out?"
"I don't know. And neither do you." Bonnie rose. "I think I'll turn in.
Do you mind if Amy spends the
day here tomorrow? With no news on Steve, she's pretty much pacing the
floor and driving her parents crazy. At least here with me she has
somebody to talk to, and maybe I can get her busy, keep her mind off
things."
"It's fine with me. But don't go anywhere unless Seth or Mrs. Task is
with you, okay?"
"Sure. Good night, Randy."
"Night, sweetie."
Alone in the silence of the living room, Miranda tried to relax but
found it impossible. The dull pounding in her head wasn't exactly
restful, and she couldn't seem to let go of the conversation with her
sister.
Bonnie was softhearted, of course. Way too sensitive for her own good,
Miranda often thought. She
fed stray cats and dogs, cried when even the villain died in the
movies, and invariably felt sorry for anyone she felt wasn't being
treated fairly.
Even, apparently, Bishop.
"What else is there to find out?"
"I don't know. And neither do you."
Miranda realized she was on her feet only when the sudden movement
caused a surge of nausea. She gritted her teeth and waited it out, then
went into the little side room off the downstairs hallway she
had set up as a home office. The desktop computer was actually a couple
years newer than those at
the Sheriff's Department, and the modem was top of the line.
She swore, then turned on the machine. While it was booting up, she
went to get the paper Bishop
had given her from the pocket of her jacket.
He had provided all the information necessary for her to access the
file on Lewis Harrison, A.K.A.
the Rosemont Butcher, but that didn't mean the process was either quick
or easy; the Federal Bureau
of Investigation clearly disliked opening any of its files to
outsiders, however well authorized, and
made her work for the information.
But Miranda's experience with bureaucratic red tape since taking on the
job of sheriff stood her in good stead, and she patiently wended her
way through the security maze that led her, finally, to the files.
Six and a half years ago, Bishop had been a junior agent, so the bulk
of the reports Miranda read had been written by two senior agents and
their supervisor in the L.A. field office, as well as by several
of the L.A. cops involved. Miranda doubted Bishop had even seen them.
The only report actually written by Bishop was his account of the final
confrontation with Lewis
Harrison that had resulted in the death of the Rosemont Butcher. One
cop and another agent had witnessed what happened, and both agreed
without apparent reservation that it had been a justifiable shooting,
that Bishop had acted in self-defense and had no other alternative
available to him, a
judgment the FBI's own review board had concurred with.
But long before Miranda read about that, she had absorbed account after
account of one man's
relentless, obsessive hunt for a killer. Both the senior agents and
their supervisor were generous
in their praise of Bishop, and all three, Miranda noted wryly, used
very careful phrasing to note his "hunches" and his "instincts" in
tracking down Harrison.
It really did look more like magic.
For nearly eighteen months Bishop had so completely crawled inside
Harrison's head that the killer
had found himself unable to continue with the meticulously planned
murders he had prided himself on. Again and again, no sooner did he
choose his victim than Bishop would be there somehow, waiting,
protecting the victim even as he set trap after trap, his patience
endless.
And Bishop had not moved in secret or even quietly, but boldly and
openly, making himself a target Harrison could hardly help but see, a
shadow always at his heels, a brilliant mind always second-guessing
him, even outthinking him. Until finally the killer had been unable to
do anything except turn like a cornered animal and make one desperate,
vicious attempt to get the man on his trail.
He had failed.
Miranda slowly closed the file and turned off her computer, then just
sat there staring at the monitor's dark screen. She thought about those
eighteen months, that dogged pursuit, and wondered what kind
of life Bishop could have had then. Not much of one.
For a man of "normal" senses and imagination to so thoroughly immerse
himself in the mind of a
brutal killer for that length of time would have been traumatic; for a
psychic gifted or cursed with
a far deeper and more intimate understanding, it must have been
devastating.
And to willingly subject himself to that argued a degree of
determination and commitment that was incredible.
"He had his own ax to grind," Miranda murmured into the silent room.
"His own score to settle.
That's why he did it. That's why."
But for the first time, she wondered.
* * *
Liz had told herself she wasn't going to push. She'd told herself
repeatedly while she was getting supper ready and waiting for Alex. She
would be casual and friendly, and that was all. Offer him good food
and good company, and hope . . . And hope.
"I am so pathetic," she told her Ragdoll cat Tetley, who was crouched
companionably at the end of
the breakfast bar watching her move about the kitchen.
"He still loves Janet. And who can blame him? She was a wonderful
woman, wasn't she?"
Tetley blinked agreeably at her.
Liz sighed. She finished her cup of tea, then sat beside her cat at the
bar and studied the leaves. Within seconds, she got a flashing image of
a scene she had seen once before plainly and a second time more
ambiguously. A dark man with a mark on his face— Bishop—throwing
himself in front of someone Liz couldn't see clearly. The bullet hit
him squarely in the center of his chest. Scarlet bloomed across his
white shirt as he fell heavily to the ground and lay still. Liz knew
without any doubt at all that he was dead.
The cup clattered to the bar and Liz pushed it away from her, shaken.
"That's three times. But I
shouldn't keep seeing that," she told her cat. "It's my cup of tea, not
his, why am I seeing his fate?"
But was it Bishop's fate? Or did Liz keep seeing it because she was
somehow involved, somehow in
a position to change what she saw?
Was she the one he would give his life to save?
"Symbolic," she muttered, staring at the cup but not daring to look at
the leaves again. "What I see is almost always symbolic. Signs and
portents. So what does it mean? What does it portend? Help me, Gran,
help me figure it out."
The peal of the doorbell nearly made her jump out of her skin, but she
felt relieved as she went to let
Alex in. There was such a thing as being alone too long, she thought,
and one sign of that was probably talking to one's dead grandmother.
"Is something wrong?" Alex asked immediately, his smile fading.
"No, I was just starting to talk to—myself. Come on in."
He followed her back to the kitchen and uncorked the wine while she set
the meal on the table. They were, as usual, quite comfortable together.
Casual. They talked about the nervous, frightened mood
of the town, and about how unbelievable it was that a killer walked
among them, and they soberly pondered the fate of Steve Penman.
"Could he be alive?" Liz asked.
"Sure he could. But if this sick bastard follows what looks like his
pattern, the poor kid would probably prefer to be dead. I know I would."
Repeating what she had told Bishop, Liz said, "I think he's doing
something different to Steve. Not because he wants to—more because he
has to. Maybe because he made a mistake before and now he
has to correct it. Or because you cops have figured out more than he
bargained for and now he wants
to throw you off his scent." Suddenly self-conscious, she added, "It's
just a hunch."
"A hunch." Alex grimaced. "You know, I seem to be the only one around
here who isn't having
hunches about this investigation, and it's beginning to bother me."
"Randy's always had hunches," Liz noted. "It never bothered you before."
"Yeah, but this is different. From the minute the feds got here, it was
like there was something going
on that everybody but me knew about. It's in the way they all look at
each other, the careful way they talk sometimes, the way they suddenly
change the subject if I walk into the room."
"You sound a little paranoid, Alex."
"Don't you think I know that? But just because I'm paranoid doesn't
mean I'm not also right."
Liz considered it. "Maybe it's just this history between Bishop and
Randy. His people could know
about it, and—"
"That's part of it, I think, but there's more to it. And it's not just
between the two of them, it's all
four of them—the three agents and Randy. I noticed it from the very
first. It's like they share a secret."
Quite suddenly, Liz recalled how Bishop had seemingly read her mind,
and with that memory came
a host of others. "Alex ... do you remember last summer when Ed and
Jean Gordon's little girl
wandered away and got lost?"
"Sure. Randy found her."
"Yeah. Even though the dogs lost the trail at the river. Even though
that little girl had gotten herself
into an old rowboat and floated two miles down the river, and then
managed to get out without
drowning before hiding in that old shed you couldn't even see unless
you knew it was there. But
Randy found her there, didn't she?"
"Yeah," Alex said slowly. "She said it was a ... hunch."
"And what about last April when she insisted the school board get a
fire inspector to check the
temporary classrooms even though it wasn't time to have them inspected
again? He said another
month and they'd have had a fire for sure with that faulty wiring."
"I remember." Alex was frowning.
Carefully, Liz said, "And there've been other things, other . . .
hunches. Yesterday, Bishop said
something to me that made me think he—he might have The Sight. What if
he does? And what if
Randy has it too?"
She more than half expected Alex to scoff, but he only continued to
frown. He drained his wineglass, refilled it, then looked at her
finally. "After they got here, I went back and reread that Bureau
bulletin about the task force. It's cagey as hell, but if you read it
carefully, what it says is that the reason this
new group of agents is so successful is that they use unconventional
and intuitive investigative methods and tools to solve crimes."
Liz felt her eyes widen. "You mean . . . they all have The Sight? The
FBI gathered together a group
of agents because they have The Sight, and that's what makes them
effective?"
"Maybe. I would have said it was damned farfetched for the Bureau, but
more people seem open
to the idea of the paranormal these days."
"New millennium," Liz said promptly. "Historically, mysticism and
spirituality become more accepted
and popular around the turn of a century—and a new millennium just
multiplies the effects."
"I'll take your word for it." Alex paused. "If that is what's going on,
I can understand their caution. No police department I've ever heard of
wants to willingly admit they use psychics in investigations. If it
got out publicly that the FBI has an entire unit of them on the
government payroll ..."
"But Randy would know about them if she has The Sight herself,
especially if it's really strong in her. She's probably lived all her
life with it, and understands the doubt and mistrust they'd face. So
they
can all talk freely with her—even though they'd still have to be
careful around other people."
"Like me." He shook his head. "Hunches. Damn. Things are starting to
make more sense. When Bishop said there was a well out near the lake
even though he'd never been there before, I asked how he could possibly
know that. And all Randy said was—'he knows.' In spite of the obvious
antagonism between them, she didn't hesitate to start looking for that
well."
Liz watched him brood for a moment. "Will you confront Randy? Ask her
if it's true?"
"I don't know."
"Not telling you was probably more habit than anything to do with
trust, you do realize that?"
He half nodded. "Still, if she doesn't want me to know, maybe I should
just keep my mouth shut."
Liz hesitated before saying, "Just before you got here, I saw it again.
I saw Bishop die. That's three
times, Alex."
With more gravity than he'd ever shown before, Alex said, "Exactly what
did you see?"
Liz closed her eyes and tried to bring the details into focus. "It was
outside, in the woods, I think, but I didn't recognize the place. There
were patches of snow here and there. I saw a gun, a pistol, held out
in a black-gloved hand, but I couldn't see who was holding it. Then the
scene tilted, almost like a
camera falling, and I saw Bishop lunge in front of somebody else, put
himself between the gun and whoever it was he was trying to protect. I
couldn't see who it was. But I saw the bullet hit him in the center of
his chest, saw the blood, saw him fall." She opened her eyes. "He was
dead."
"You're certain of that?"
"Yes. What I don't understand is why I keep seeing it when I read my
own tea leaves. That isn't the
way it's supposed to work, Alex, not unless—unless I'm either the one
holding the gun or the one
Bishop dies to protect."
"It isn't you holding the gun," Alex said flatly.
"Thanks for the vote of confidence."
He smiled, but said, "Maybe you're not actively involved in what
happens. Maybe you're seeing it because you can change it."
"Maybe." She frowned. "There have been a few times in the past when I
saw something that didn't
quite happen the way I thought it would. I thought I'd misinterpreted
the signs, but maybe what I
saw was more like ... a warning. What could and would happen if I
didn't change something."
Alex said, "But the tea leaves gave you no idea what that might be,
right?"
"Not that I could see."
He got up to help clear the table, and said somewhat ruefully, "What
good is psychic ability if
everything is shrouded in symbolism and all the important bits are left
out?"
"Gran told me it worked that way because it's an ancient ability we've
forgotten how to use properly.
She said our modern brains try to process the information and present
it to us as best they can, using
signs and symbols only our primal instincts can truly interpret."
Alex thought about that while they scraped plates and loaded the
dishwasher. "So if you are being ... invited to change what you see,
then there must be a clue buried there somewhere. A sign, a symbol.
Right?"
"I assume so." Liz was delighted to find him willing to discuss the
subject so calmly, since he'd always scoffed—however gently—in the past.
They carried their wine into her living room, where a crackling fire in
the old stone fireplace made it
warm and cozy, and sat on the couch. Liz tried to take heart from the
fact that there was nothing separating them but the space of half a
cushion, but since Alex was clearly preoccupied by signs and portents
she didn't count it as much of a victory.
"Signs," he muttered. "Signs are visible, they stand out. What stood
out to you in what you saw? Was there anything that seemed . . . out of
place?"
"His shirt," Liz said immediately.
"His shirt?"
"Yeah. There was snow on the ground, it was cold— and Bishop wasn't
wearing a jacket. Not even
a long-sleeved shirt. It was a T-shirt, so white it almost hurt my
eyes."
"A T-shirt. A very white T-shirt." Alex drained half his wine.
"Symbolic of what—that he does his laundry?"
Liz didn't blame him for feeling frustrated. Gently, she said, "It
takes a lot of practice to read signs,
Alex, and even then it's often guesswork."
"So what do you guess that white T-shirt means?"
She sipped her wine as she considered it. "If the color is important,
white means purity."
"I don't think," Alex said, "that Bishop is all that pure."
She hid a smile. "It might not have anything to do with him personally.
The sign is for me to see, remember? So white can mean purity or
innocence. It also used to be a color of mourning. On the
other hand, it might not be the color at all, but the vivid cleanness
of the shirt, or the fact that it's short-sleeved. It might not be the
shirt at all, but the lack of a jacket that's important."
"This just keeps getting better," Alex muttered.
"I'm afraid it may take some time to interpret, assuming we can. Alex
... do you think I should tell
Randy about this?"
"Could she do anything to change it?"
"Probably not."
After a moment, he said, "I think Randy's got about all she can handle
right now. No matter how she
feels about him, telling her Bishop might be slated to get himself shot
is just going to pile on the stress."
"I didn't warn Bishop," Liz confessed. "But when we shook hands
yesterday, I was thinking he should
be careful—and he knew that. He said he would."
"Then let's hope he will. For what it's worth, I can't see anything we
know so far in the investigation leading to a snooting like that."
"If it has anything to do with the investigation," Liz reminded him.
"It might not."
"Great. Then we really don't have a clue." He drained his glass and set
it on the coffee table. "I should
get out of here and let you get some rest. Thanks for Supper, Liz."
"You're welcome." The part of her Liz couldn't seem to control went on
in a casual tone that didn't
fool either one of them. "And you're welcome to stay, you know that."
His face changed, and she didn't need The Sight to read reluctance,
regret—and a touch of discomfort.
"Liz—"
"It's all right." She was desperate to head him off before he said what
she didn't want to hear.
"I thought you might want to talk or something, but—"
"Liz, what happened at Christmas was a mistake, you know that. I was
lonely, and I'd had too much
to drink." His voice was gentle. "Hell, I'm still lonely— and I hate
sleeping alone. But you deserve
more than gratitude."
She forced herself to say, "Stop apologizing, Alex. I was there too,
remember? And I'm a big girl, all grown up and everything. Go on home.
I'll see you tomorrow."
He lifted one hand as though he would touch her, then swore under his
breath and left.
By the time the fire died down, Liz had emptied the bottle of wine. But
it didn't help her sleep.
It didn't help anything at all.
TEN
Saturday, January
15
When Miranda came into the conference room late in the morning, she
found Tony Harte writing
a list of names on the blackboard, and Bishop sitting at his accustomed
place on the end of the table
while he studied a file.
"Missing kids?" Miranda asked.
Bishop looked up and frowned slightly, but nodded. "Your deputies are
backtracking through the files, and following up on missing persons
reports to rule out kids who later turned up somewhere either
alive or dead. So far, we have three missing teenagers from '98, five
from '97, and two from '96."
Hardly aware of doing it, Miranda sat down in a chair near Bishop. "Ten
kids? Ten kids in three years?"
"All either last seen or last known to be within a fifty-mile radius of
Gladstone," Bishop confirmed.
"The youngest was fourteen when she ran away from home in '96—in the
company of her nineteen-year-old boyfriend, who wanted to go to
Nashville to become a singer. Nobody reported
him missing, but so far we've been unable to trace either of them
beyond this area, so we're including
him on the list."
Tony turned from the blackboard. "Of course, we have no evidence that
any of these kids only got as
far as Gladstone. Falling between the cracks of the system is all too
easy, especially for kids on the streets. They could have made it to
Nashville—or wherever else they were headed. They could have
been picked up on the road somewhere along the way and wound up six
states from here."
"All we do know," Bishop finished, "is that none of these kids
reappears anywhere in the system
under these names. We've cross-checked
FBI files, NCIC, every database available. No sign of them."
Slowly, Miranda said, "Before the new highway, a lot of strangers
passed through Gladstone from
week to week. Aside from the Lodge on
Main Street, we had two more motels just outside town
that were usually
at least half full."
Tony came to the conference table and consulted a legal pad. "Let's see
. . . The Starlite Motor
Lodge and the Red Oak Inn, right?"
Miranda nodded. "The Starlite burned to the ground about six months
ago, long after it had been abandoned. The Red Oak closed its doors the
day the new highway opened. The town bought the property, and the fire
department's been using the building for practice drills."
"Some of these kids may have had a few bucks for a room," Tony noted.
"Any way to get our
hands on the guest registers?"
"Oh, hell, I don't even know if they still exist." Miranda thought
about it. "No problem getting the
registers from the Lodge, since
they're still doing business, but the owners of the other two places
cleared out when they closed. I assume they took their records and
other paperwork with them."
Tony made notes on the legal pad. "Well, we can check the Lodge at
least. If we can actually place
any of these kids here in Gladstone, at
least we can ask a few more questions. Maybe somebody
will remember
something."
Bishop said to Miranda, "I looked through that special edition of The
Sentinel this morning. Some
of the letters to the editor were a bit..."
"Bloodthirsty?" She grimaced. "Yeah. We've had to disarm a few
citizens, especially since the Penman boy disappeared. I've doubled the
usual patrols just to try and keep an eye on things, but if and when
suspicion falls on any one person I'm going to have a lynch mob on my
hands."
"Justin Marsh isn't helping matters," Bishop said.
"With his street-corner harangues? I know. I've warned him twice, told
him he's crossing the line
between free speech and yelling fire in a
crowded theater. If I catch him one more time urging people
to purge
the evil in Gladstone with their own hands, I'll see if a night in jail
helps him see reason."
"His kind doesn't see reason," Tony said. "Ever."
"Talked to him, have you?" she murmured.
Tony grinned at her. "Oh, yes. I was treated to a ten-minute lecture on
the corruption within
government agencies."
Miranda sighed. "On a normal day, very few people really listen to him,
and he's mostly harmless.
But with all this going on ... I'm afraid he
might actually inspire a few of the hotheads to do something stupid."
Bishop said, "We probably don't have too much to worry about as long as
they don't have a definite
focus for their rage. We certainly haven't a
suspect to offer them. And as far as I can tell, not even
the gossips
have suggested anyone for the role of possible killer."
"That's true enough—today, at least," Miranda agreed. She looked across
the table to see Tony
drumming his fingers on the legal pad, and said, "Is something
bothering you, Tony?"
He looked down at his hand, frowned, "and stopped drumming. Bright eyes
moved from Bishop's
calm face to Miranda. "I'm feeling tense," he said
dryly. "I can't imagine why."
Miranda glanced at Bishop, and decided not to venture down that road.
To Tony, she said only,
"It's a tense time."
"Oh, yeah."
Bishop also ignored Tony's words. "Sharon called. She's flying back
down this afternoon. Says she
has something interesting for us. Maybe
we'll finally get a break."
"That'd be a nice change," Miranda said. "In the meantime, the town
council has called an emergency meeting, and I need to be there."
"Does Justin Marsh know about it?" Bishop asked.
"Not if we're lucky," Miranda replied as she walked to the door. "And
since I threatened to arrest anybody who told him, I'm feeling lucky
today."
Tony chuckled as the door closed behind her. "I had a feeling she could
play hardball if she had to."
"I never doubted it," Bishop said.
Tony eyed him. "You know, even being sensitive to emotions around me, I
never understood how tension could be so real you could actually cut it
with a knife— until now."
"Learn something new every day."
"Boss, I'm not the only one who's noticed. Take another look out in the
bullpen next time you walk through—especially if Miranda is in the
room. Every deputy in the place watches you two the way
they would a
ticking bomb."
Bishop went to refill his coffee cup. "Yeah, I know."
"So?"
"So what?"
"So, what're you going to do about it?"
"There's nothing I can do, Tony. She wouldn't even be talking to me if
it wasn't a professional duty."
Tony watched him for a moment longer, then said, "Guess you're right.
There's nothing you can do
about it. I'm sure neither of you could
stand raking up old hurts, not at this late stage. Better to just
get
through this and get out of her life for good. Much better for everyone
concerned."
Bishop shot him a look, but Tony was frowning down at the legal pad and
seemed oblivious when
Bishop said with more force than he'd intended,
"Exactly."
* * *
"Say yes, Bonnie." Amy's voice shook and her eyes pleaded. "It's almost
four days now, and
nobody's seen him. I have to do something, I just
have to!"
Bonnie kept her own voice calm. "Not this, Amy. This won't help
anything."
"I know he's still alive, I know that, but we reached Lynet before and
maybe she knows—"
"You two tried this before?" Seth asked.
"I've tried a dozen times on my own," Amy told him. "All week I've
tried, but it never worked for me. But Bonnie made it work, she—"
"I didn't make anything work, Amy."
"Then it worked through you or something. All I know is that Lynet
reached out to us before you made us stop. She knows who killed her,
Bonnie, and maybe she knows where Steve is."
"Listen to yourself," Seth said uneasily.
"I'm telling you, it worked for Bonnie." Amy tapped the Ouija board she
had set up on the table beside the bed. "Some people are more sensitive
than others. I read that last night while I was researching this
on the
Internet. The really sensitive ones can talk to spirits. They're called
mediums. I think Bonnie's
a medium."
Bonnie sat beside her on the bed. "Stop talking about me as if I
weren't here. I'm not a medium, Amy."
"Does Miranda know about this?" Seth demanded.
Amy's laugh was brittle. "Do you think she'd care if we could tell her
where to find Steve? Do you
think anybody will care?"
"Amy, it isn't that simple and you know it," Bonnie said. "Randy
wouldn't like it, and I don't like it
either. It's dangerous to
play
around with this stuff."
Seth frowned. "This is just a game, right? You don't believe the dead
speak through this game,
do you, Bonnie?"
She returned his gaze steadily. "I believe the dead speak when they
realize someone's listening.
And I'm telling both of you—it isn't
always smart to be the one listening."
Seth would have scoffed, but something in her grave blue eyes stopped
him. Not entirely sure he
wanted to know any more than he already did,
he said to Amy, "Look, I know you want to find
Steve. I do, too. But
this isn't the way."
"Why? Because you know it won't work? Or because Bonnie believes it
will?" Her ferocity challenged them both. "Bonnie, you're my best
friend. And you know—you know why I have to find Steve,
don't you?"
Seth looked from one to the other and got a sick feeling in the pit of
his stomach. "Amy, are you—"
"I have to find Steve. I have
to." Her trembling fingers rested on the
planchette. "Help me, please."
Bonnie surrendered with a sigh. "All right. All right, but remember
what I said before. Keep your mind focused on what you want to know.
Seth?"
"I think I'll just watch, if you don't mind." He sat down on the stool
by the dressing table and folded
his arms across his chest, both
literally and symbolically removing himself from the attempt.
Bonnie wished she knew whether he'd be able to accept this. The
possibility that he wouldn't scared
her even more than the very real
probability that this entire thing was a terrible mistake. But Amy was
her best friend, and for Amy's sake she had to try to help.
Drawing a deep breath, she reached out and placed her fingertips next
to Amy's on the planchette.
Instantly, it swung across the board and centered over NO.
Before Bonnie could ask if it was a warning for them to stop, Amy spoke
quickly.
"Where is Steve?"
M ... I ... L ... L.
Leaning toward the board unconsciously as Amy spelled out loud, Seth
said, "Mill? The paper mill?"
NO.
"Wow," he muttered at the instant response, then watched in fascination
as the planchette
moved briskly.
M...I...L...L...H...O...U...S...E.
For a moment the teenagers looked blankly at one another, then Seth
announced, "I know. That broken-down place out on the river where they
used to grind grain. I thought it was barely standing,
but I suppose
..."
Eagerly, Amy asked, "Is that it? Is Steve at the old millhouse at the
river?"
YES.
"We can save him." Amy almost stuttered in her excitement. "We can tell
Randy, and—"
The planchette moved frantically.
T...O...O...L...A...T...E.
Amy gasped, her face draining of color.
Bonnie wanted to move her fingers off the planchette, but couldn't
somehow. She watched,
mesmerized, as the flying indicator repeated the
words with almost manic intensity.
TOO LATE . . . TOO LATE . . . TOO LATE.
Seth reached over and knocked the planchette to the floor.
Amy sobbed, as Seth and Bonnie stared at each other, both white-faced.
Then a motion caught their attention, and both turned their heads to
see the gauzy curtains at her closed window billow inward
as though a
gust of wind had entered the room.
Or something.
"Oh, shit," Bonnie murmured.
* * *
Instead of eating lunch, Bishop went running. He hoped the exercise
would work off the tension knotting his shoulders, but even after a
forty-five-minute run and a hot shower, the tension remained. And since
he was about to walk back into the Sheriff's Department, he didn't
expect things to get any better.
He was just outside the front door when it opened. He caught a glimpse
of a tall, blond boy with an intelligent face and steady gray eyes who
was holding the door for his companion. And then she
stepped through.
Bishop hadn't expected it to hit him so hard, but for a moment he
couldn't breathe.
She was so like Miranda—or like Miranda had been once. Blue eyes
vividly alive in a sweet, lovely
face, not quite innocent but not yet
cynical and definitely not veiled. A sensitive mouth, which was
still
vulnerable.
She recognized him instantly, going still in surprise.
He reached out without thought, his fingers closing around her right
wrist. "Bonnie."
"Hey," the boy behind her said, bewildered rather than belligerent.
Bonnie stared up at Bishop and half-consciously shook her head. "It's
all right, Seth. Hello, Bishop."
All the things he'd wanted to say to the shattered little girl she'd
been eight years before crowded into
his mind, but the only thing that emerged was a jerky, "I'm sorry,
Bonnie—"
Then the words in his head were pushed out by violent images, and his
breath caught in shock. His
gaze dropped to her arm, and he knew the
sleeve of her sweater hid a peculiar scar, knew how she'd gotten it,
what she had done to herself and why, and the wave of pain that washed
over him was so intense his knees nearly buckled. "Jesus—"
Bonnie pulled her arm gently from his grasp. She was a little pale but
calm, even smiling. "It wasn't
your fault," she said quietly. "Even
Randy knows it wasn't your fault. Let it go, Bishop."
He couldn't say a word, but she didn't seem to expect any response. She
walked past him, followed closely by the boy, who gave Bishop a wary,
puzzled look.
Bishop watched them get into a car parked at the curb. He noted the
boy's protective body language,
the way he looked at her and touched
her, the way he carefully put her in the passenger seat and
closed her
door.
He wondered if Miranda knew.
Pushing that speculation out of his mind, he looked after the car as
long as he could see it, then tried
to pull himself together enough to
go inside. He thought he'd done a fair job, but judging by the stares
he got as he walked through the bullpen, maybe not.
He barely remembered to knock first at Miranda's closed office door, to
wait for the muffled response before going in.
She was on her feet behind the desk, leaning over a map spread out on
the blotter. And she was
wearing a shoulder harness that held her .45
automatic.
She glanced up at him and said briskly, "At least this time you
remembered to knock." Then her eyes narrowed and she straightened
slowly. In an entirely different tone, she said, "You saw Bonnie."
He closed the door and sat down in a visitor's chair. "I saw Bonnie."
Her mouth tightened, but all she said was, "And read her like a book, I
see."
"No. Not like a book. But I saw her nightmare." He paused. "It wasn't
in the police report, Miranda.
I didn't know."
"That was my decision. She'd been through enough. And it wouldn't have
changed anything, wouldn't have helped you get him."
He heard himself say, "She told me it wasn't my fault."
"Yeah, that sounds like her."
"She said you didn't believe it either."
Miranda looked at him for a steady moment, her expression unreadable,
then began to fold the map.
"I have to go check out a tip."
He was willing to let her
change the subject, but only because he felt
too raw to push it. "A tip—or
a vision?"
She hesitated, then sighed. "Bonnie's best friend Amy was desperate to
try to find Steve Penman.
So they tried. They used a Ouija board."
Bishop stood up. "And?"
"And if they got the truth, we're already too late. But they were told
where to find him. It's an old millhouse out on the river. Abandoned,
isolated." She shrugged. "No possible reason or evidence
leads me to
look there, and I'm not going to claim another anonymous tip unless it
pans out first."
"Then I'm going with you," Bishop said. To his surprise, Miranda didn't
argue.
"Let's go."
* * *
It was nearly two o'clock when Alex carried the most recently
discovered files of missing teenagers
into the conference room. Tony Harte was at his laptop and spoke wryly
before
Alex could.
"Your county librarian tells me that the reason so few records are on
computer yet is because the city fathers chose to put their upgrade
money into making sure existing systems were Y2K compliant."
"That was their excuse," Alex admitted. "Personally, I think they
hoarded money to buy doomsday supplies they probably stashed in the
basement of the courthouse, but that's just my opinion."
Tony grinned. "If so, they wouldn't be the only ones who did. But it's
making it damned difficult to
find information with any speed. Even
your newspaper is still storing back issues on microfilm."
"What're you looking for?"
"I wanted to check the newspapers covering the two weeks or so before
and after each of these kids
was last seen in the area. Probably won't
find anything, but it never hurts to look. Sometimes runaways respond
to ads in the classifieds—you know, temporary jobs, that sort of thing."
"Good idea." Alex held up the files in his hands. "And here are two
more for you, from '95."
"Two for the year?"
"We're not done with the year yet."
Tony grimaced. "Great. Okay, I'll add their names to the list."
Alex put the files on the table, then said, "Sheriff isn't in her
office, and I don't see your boss around either."
"They went to check out a tip."
"They?"
"Surprised me too," Tony murmured. "Bishop stuck his head in just long
enough to say they were going to some old millhouse, and that they'd
call in if they found anything. That was about ten minutes ago."
"An old millhouse?" Alex frowned.
"Yeah. Out on the river, I think he said." Tony eyed the deputy. "You
okay? You look sort of ragged,
if you don't mind me saying."
"Bad night," Alex replied briefly.
"Ah. I've had my share of those."
"Then you know what my head feels like. I think I'd rather go look at
microfilm in the library than go back down into the basement and paw
through more files. If you'll give me the relevant dates, I'll see
if
The Sentinel has anything
helpful."
"You don't have to offer twice," Tony said.
* * *
"You're not shielding Bonnie any longer," Bishop said. "That's how I
was able to read her."
At the wheel of her Jeep, Miranda frowned but didn't look at him. "With
Harrison no longer a threat,
it wasn't necessary. Bonnie can protect
herself as long as—"
"As long as she's not being hunted by a deranged psychic?"
"Yes."
He turned in the passenger seat to watch her. "There's no hint that
Gladstone's killer has any psychic ability."
"No," she agreed.
"And yet you're shielding yourself. Even more now than you were a week
ago."
"I have my reasons."
She had surprised him again by offering at least some kind of answer
readily, and he probed carefully. "You said it wasn't... us. My team.
Something to do with the investigation?"
"We're not going to play twenty questions, Bishop. I have my reasons.
And that's all."
"Reasons important enough to risk your life?"
"Check the map, will you? I think we turn left at the next crossroads."
"Jesus, you're a stubborn woman," he said as he got the map off the
dashboard. He confirmed that they did indeed turn left, and was silent
for several miles before asking, "How did the council meeting go?"
"Badly."
"Are they calling for your job yet?"
"Not yet. Nobody else wants it."
He caught a glimpse of the river and realized they were getting close.
Absently, he said, "A Ouija board.
I would have thought Bonnie would
know better than that."
"She does. But she wanted to help her friend."
"Where are they now?"
"Seth's father, Colin Daniels, is one of our local doctors. He runs a
pediatric clinic. Bonnie and Seth
took Amy there before they came to
tell me, then they went back there to stay with her. Colin's her
doctor, and he's got her sedated."
"Then she's convinced the Penman boy is dead?"
"Apparently it was a pretty convincing scene."
"Who did they reach? Penman?"
"I don't know. And neither do they."
Bishop hesitated. "If Bonnie's that sensitive, maybe—"
"No way, Bishop. You should
know better than that. Whatever Bonnie
opened the door to is likely
to be confused and enraged at the very
least, and I will not allow my sixteen-year-old sister to subject
herself to that kind of negative psychic energy. It could destroy her."
"You're right," he said. He thought he'd surprised her, and the
reminder of how ruthless she thought
him was unexpectedly painful. "I
would never do anything to hurt Bonnie, Miranda. If you don't
believe
anything else I ever say to you, believe that."
She glanced at him, but all she said was, "The road leading out to the
millhouse should be just ahead. There's no way to approach quietly
except on foot— and we'd be very visible on foot."
He saw what she meant when she turned the Jeep off the winding two-lane
blacktop and onto a rutted
dirt road. She stopped, leaving the engine
running, and they both studied the scene ahead. A half mile
or so down
the road, the millhouse was visible. Part of the roof had fallen in on
one side, and only
shards of glass remained in the few windows not
boarded up. The waterwheel had long since become
no more than a
crumbling skeleton, and overgrown bushes, their branches stripped bare
in winter,
reached as high as the eaves.
Miranda pulled a pair of binoculars from the center console and got a
closer view of the place, then passed them to Bishop. "I don't see
anyone. How's the spider-sense?"
He rolled down his window and leaned out with the binoculars, then put
them aside and concentrated
all his senses. "I don't see anyone
either." After a long while, he looked at Miranda and added quietly,
"But I smell blood."
She put the Jeep in gear without another word and drove up the road
almost to the millhouse before parking. "The ground's likely softer
near the house," she said. "There might be tire tracks, footprints.
Something we might be able to use."
"It's a chance," he agreed.
They got out, both automatically drawing and checking their weapons.
Miranda got flashlights and
latex gloves from a tool kit in the back of
the Jeep, and they made their way cautiously to the house.
They had never worked together this way before, and it wasn't until
later that Bishop realized how smoothly and in sync they had operated
as a team. Nothing had to be said, and neither wasted a
motion or a
second of time. They split up to bracket the house, each of them
treading carefully to
avoid trampling any evidence. They tried and
failed to see into several windows as they worked
their way toward the
door.
The smell of blood grew stronger.
Miranda was the first to reach a window that allowed a view of the
inside, and Bishop knew instantly
that the sight sickened her. She
stood there for a moment, her face still and pale, then moved past the
window and joined him beside the closed door.
She whispered, "What I saw couldn't try to escape."
Bishop reached out to try the rusted doorknob, and it turned easily, as
if recently oiled. Cautiously, making sure they were standing well to
the side, he pushed open the door.
The heavy, coppery stench seemed to roll out at them, cloying and
sickly sweet.
He already knew nothing alive was in there, but they went in by the
numbers anyway, guns ready,
alert for threats and protecting each other
as partners did.
Whatever machinery had once been contained in the single huge room was
long since gone. Half the space was cluttered by rotting beams and
broken tiles; the other half, sheltered by the partial roof,
was dim
and musty, with weeds sprouting here and there between the few
remaining floorboards.
Under the crossbeam, a shallow trench had been dug in the ground. It
was about three feet long and
a foot wide, and no more than ten inches
deep. The soft earth had soaked up much of the blood.
Above the trench, suspended from the crossbeam by a rope knotted around
both ankles, hung the
naked body of Steve Penman.
Blood still dripped from his slashed throat.
ELEVEN
Deputy Sandy Lynch didn't get sick this time, but she was none too
happy that the call had come in
while she was on duty. Even if all she
had to do was fetch and carry for Dr. Edwards, who had
returned just in
time to examine Steve Penman's butchered body, it meant Sandy was stuck
inside
the millhouse with that body and all the blood, and she hated
the smell of blood, she just hated it—
"Deputy?" Agent Edwards said kindly. "If you could hold the light a
little higher, please?"
"Yes, ma'am." She did and tried not to look at what it showed. She also
tried to breathe through her mouth only, and tried not to look too
desperate when Alex looked in long enough to catch her eye.
Alex retreated from the doorway to where Miranda stood next to Tony
Harte, who was making a
plaster cast of tire tracks.
"Sandy's about to lose her lunch," Alex said.
Miranda nodded. "Have her switch places with Carl.
We need somebody at the end of the road just in case anyone passes by
and gets too curious."
"Right." Alex went off to obey orders.
"I know how she feels," Tony commented, sitting back on his heels as he
waited for the plaster to
harden. "She's—what?—twenty?"
"About that." Miranda shifted her gaze to Bishop, standing near the
crumbling waterwheel several
yards away. "And she didn't bargain for
all this."
Tony noted the direction of her stare, but all he said was, "I guess
not. Sometimes fate just loves to
knock you back on your ass."
Miranda looked at him, one brow rising slightly.
Innocently, he said, "By the way, thanks for not blocking us anymore.
It was giving me a hell of a headache."
"So what can you pick up from the area?" she asked, neatly bypassing
any discussion as to why she
had retracted her shield to enclose only
her own mind.
Tony sighed. "All I got inside was the boy's terror— which gives me a
whole new insight into the
human mind, since he was unconscious the
entire time and shouldn't by any science we've always believed in and
relied upon have known or been able to feel what was being done to him."
"But he knew? He felt it?"
"He knew," Tony said soberly. "Knew he was going to die and there
wasn't a damned thing he could
do about it. And he felt it. The pain."
Miranda tried not to think too much about that. "Did he know who—"
"If he did, he was too terrified of dying to care who was killing him.
I just got the emotions, not the thoughts."
"I see. Anything else?"
"About what you'd expect. There was a kind of ... free-floating rage, I
assume the killer's. He wasn't finished here, and
I don't think he intended us to find the body here, so if we do find
any evidence, it might be worth a lot. That's it for me. Sharon might
get more, since this is definitely the scene of the crime and not just
a dumping place."
"Yes, this time we got.. . lucky."
"Gotta love those anonymous tips," Tony said.
It was Miranda's turn to sigh. "It would be nice to have some solid
evidence from here on out. Too
many more anonymous tips I can't explain
and we'll all be in trouble."
Bishop joined them. "This was a onetime deal," he said. "The other
victims weren't killed here."
"Which begs the question, why did he bring this victim to a different
place?" Miranda absently rubbed
the nape of her neck. "To throw us off
track? He can't be killing them all in different places, surely?"
"Given what he did to each of the other victims, I wouldn't think so,"
Bishop said. "He had to be someplace where he could feel safe and
secure, and he had to have both time and privacy. How many
of us have
more than one place where we feel really safe? No, I think your guess
is right. I think he
killed this boy here because he was afraid we were
getting too close to wherever he killed the others."
Tony said, "But does that mean he planned to bring future victims here
as well? It's obvious we weren't expected to find this place, or at
least not so quickly. If it hadn't been for that. . . anonymous tip ...
would we have found this boy's body buried out in the woods
somewhere—if we found it at all?"
Miranda was about to say something irritable to Tony about harping on
that "anonymous tip" that he knew very well had come from her sister
when she saw Alex out of the corner of her eye, and realized how close
he was. Close enough to hear. Tony had only been continuing to
protect their little secret,
she realized.
She also realized something else, and it made her feel more than a
little grim. Because she had retracted her shield, energy and effort
that had been designed to protect both herself and her sister were now
focused on a much narrower point—her mind alone. It was a very solid
shield that now separated her from those around her. She was beginning
to lose even the heightened awareness of her surroundings
that was
normal for her, her version of Bishop's spider-sense. She always seemed
to know where he
was, feeling him near long before she actually saw or
heard him, but that was something different.
She hoped he'd never discover just how it was different.
Feeling his eyes on her, she forced herself to concentrate on what Alex
was saying, and it worried her
that his voice actually sounded
peculiarly hollow to her.
"... and from what I understand about your profile of the killer,
Bishop, wouldn't it be important to him that we did find this victim? I
mean, if he was out to prove—to himself and maybe to us—that he was
all-powerful and in control, wouldn't he have wanted us to see his
handiwork sooner rather than later?"
Bishop nodded slowly. "That's a good point. He would have expected us
to know that he had abducted
a very masculine, physically powerful kid,
but until we found the body we couldn't be sure what he had done to
that kid. Without evidence to the contrary, we might speculate that his
needs and desires were sexual, something he certainly doesn't want."
Miranda resisted the urge to rub her temples in a vain attempt to
soothe the throbbing there. "But why
is he so determined not to
display—or feel, apparently— sexual desire for his victims? Aren't most
murders of this . . . bizarre nature sexual at the core?"
"Virtually always," Bishop answered. "And few murderers bother to try
to hide or disguise it. Tony,
you said you thought this killer was
highly conflicted. I think you were right. I believe this killer has
very, neatly divided his life. Light and dark. In the light side, he
has a normal existence, with friends, maybe family—and a woman or women
he's attracted to sexually. He may even have at least one successful
ongoing relationship, apparently normal in every way. In the dark side,
he has these
violent urges and needs he's driven to satisfy."
"Okay," Miranda said. "But my question stands. Why, as far as he's
concerned, may his killings not
be sexual or viewed as sexual even by
himself? Why is that so important to him?"
"My guess is that he's trying to protect the light side of his life—and
the woman or women there. To
keep that separate and apart. If what he's
doing becomes overtly sexual, then he'll begin to want to
do these
things to women he's attracted to in the light, sane side of his life.
The darkness will spill
over, out of his control."
"If this is him in control," Tony said, "I really don't want to be
around to see him out of control."
They were all silent for a few moments, then Alex stirred and said,
"Speaking of dark, it's getting
there. Either we start wrapping this up
for the day or else break out the big lights."
Bishop looked at Miranda. "I'll check with Sharon and find out how much
more time she needs."
She nodded slightly and watched him walk back to the millhouse.
"Supposed to snow tonight."
Miranda was startled to find Alex looking at her intently. She hadn't
felt it. She hadn't felt it.
"I haven't seen a weather report," she
said.
"Well, the weather people are being fairly cagey, but last I heard, the
best we could hope for was two
or three inches. Worst is a blizzard."
"Great. That's just dandy." She thought it might at least give the
townspeople something else to worry about. But bad weather would also
threaten potential problems with electricity, and would demand that
most of her deputies be out and about helping people rather than in the
office chasing down information that might prove helpful to the
investigation.
They weren't moving very fast anyway, but a storm could stop them in
their tracks.
"Is that cast going to be helpful?" Alex asked, as Tony tested the
plaster.
"After all this work, I certainly hope so. But we'll see. It'll take
time to run down the right brand of tire, and more time to match up
sales of that brand with cars registered in the area, and then . ..
Well, it'll
take time. But maybe it'll give us something in the end."
Miranda noticed the heavy clouds rolling in and hoped they'd have time.
"Here, wait a second and I'll give you a hand." Alex bent to help lift
the plaster cast.
"Thanks."
Miranda watched them carry the cast toward the vehicles parked several
yards away. She felt the tingle on the nape of her neck, and didn't
have to look to know Bishop was approaching her.
"Is she about done in there?" It gave her a certain amount of
satisfaction to know that it bugged Bishop when she did that,
especially since it had become patently obvious that she could sneak up
on him
without his awareness—spider-sense notwithstanding. She was glad
to know she could shake his composure at least a bit. Even more, she
preferred to have him annoyed rather than thinking too
much about how
she was able to do it.
"Another half hour," Bishop replied, sounding faintly distracted. "She
said not to bother rigging the
big lights, and that she'd have a
preliminary report for us in a few minutes."
"In the meantime," Miranda said, "we'd better take a last look around.
Alex says snow's in the forecast. Whatever clue or evidence we leave
out here is likely to be buried, at least for a while."
She felt a light touch on her arm, and was confident enough of her
shield that she was able to look at Bishop calmly without jerking from
his grasp.
"Are you all right?" he asked.
"Oh, sure. I'm getting used to finding dead kids." She was able to keep
her voice dry and unemotional, but it required more of an effort than
she had expected. And it shook her to realize that what she really
wanted to do was confide that she was unutterably weary, and that it
tore at her soul to have to discuss with professional detachment the
unspeakable evil being committed in her town.. To confide that she
had
nightmares when she could sleep at all, that she was desperately
worried about her sister, worried about what was still to come. Worried
that she had misread what she'd seen or misunderstood what
she was
meant to do. Worried that she wouldn't have the strength when the time
came.
She wanted to confide all that. In him.
He was frowning slightly. He did not release her arm.
"I'm fine, Bishop." It was, of course, the only thing she could say,
the only answer she could give him. She still didn't try to pull away.
Even with her shield firmly in place—or perhaps because of that—she
knew that he was being true to his word and not trying to read her.
"You're not fine," he argued, keeping his voice low. "You're too pale
and your pupils are dilated. And don't you think I can tell you've shut
off your defenses? Christ, Miranda, I'm the only one who couldn't sneak
up and blindside you."
For just an instant, she was tempted to snap that since only he posed a
threat to her, her defenses were
still in good working order. Instead, she said calmly, "Since nobody's
after me, it hardly matters, does it?"
"That's naive and we both know it. You're the sheriff investigating a
series of brutal murders, and that sure as hell makes you a threat to
the killer."
"I can take care of myself."
"I'm beginning to wonder about that."
"You can stop wondering."
He was silent for a moment, then said, "Your pulse is racing."
Miranda only just stopped herself from jerking her arm away. "You're
imagining things. Now, if you
don't mind, I'd like to do one last
walk-through of the scene before it gets too dark to see anything."
Bishop had the grim face of a man who wasn't finished arguing, but he
finally released her. "I want another look around the waterwheel.
Something about it is bothering me."
She didn't move immediately but watched him walk away, and it wasn't
until she turned herself that she realized Alex was standing several
yards away looking at her. That he was there at all startled her, but
his expression made her feel decidedly wary, and not only because of
her failing defenses. Since he fell into the sixty percent of people
she couldn't read, she had never sensed any more of his thoughts than
those he was willing to share, but she knew him well enough to be
certain something was disturbing him.
"Alex?"
He closed the space between them, speaking before she could ask the
half-formed question in her mind. "Greg just called from the office.
Word's out, Randy."
"How the hell did that happen? I was at least hoping I could break the
news to his parents before somebody else told them."
Alex sighed. "I don't know how, but it might not be the worst of it.
Apparently, when her parents came
to get her, Amy
Fowler was pretty hysterical, and before Dr. Daniels could sedate her
again, she was babbling on about Ouija boards and contacting spirits
who told her where Steve's body could be found—and claiming Bonnie is a
medium. A couple of nurses overheard. You can guess the rest."
"Oh, shit," Miranda said.
* * *
Panic was not an emotion he was accustomed to. His life had always been
completely under his
control; that was what he worked for and planned
for. He hated surprises.
Finding cops crawling all over the old millhouse was a distinct and
unpleasant shock.
He racked his brains to remember if he'd left anything incriminating
behind. He couldn't think of
anything; he was always careful. Always.
But they'd found poor Steve before he was ready for them to, and that
wasn't good. That wasn't
good at all.
The question was . . . how had they found him?
* * *
"Death wasn't quite as recent as it appears," Sharon Edwards said
briskly. "I may have a closer estimate for you later, but for now you
can say time of death was last night between midnight and six A.M."
"Twelve or more hours ago? The blood's still dripping," Miranda said.
"My guess is that he gave the boy—either orally or by injection—an
anticoagulant to prevent the blood from clotting."
Miranda frowned as she watched two of her deputies gingerly carrying
the black-bagged body toward
the hearse. "He didn't do that to the
others, right?"
"No."
"Why this time? Because he was . . . away from home and didn't have his
equipment handy? Because using a drug was the
fastest and simplest way to drain the body of blood?"
"Maybe."
Alex asked, "Where would he have gotten the drug?"
Sharon sighed. "With what's available on the Internet now? If he knew
what to ask for—and practically any physician's or pharmacology
reference book would have told him—he could have ordered the stuff from
any one of a thousand places. If we find him, we may be able to
backtrack from his own computer, but otherwise ..."
Tony said, "That does argue a certain amount of forethought and
planning. It isn't something you'd
have on hand unless you needed it
yourself. But my guess is this guy's too smart to use anything that
could be traced back to him."
"So he had to know or at least believe he'd need it," Miranda mused.
"For the others? Did he think he might need help in draining the
bodies, only to find he was able to do it without drugs? And then used
the drugs on Steve because he had no other choice?"
"Well," Sharon said, "here's something else to throw into the pot. He
took at least some of the blood
with him. There's a depression in the
trench where a bucket or pail was placed underneath the body.
It's
difficult to tell how much is missing, though I'd guess not more than a
pint or two."
"What else is missing from the body?" Miranda asked. She was aware that
Bishop gave her a sharp
look, but kept her eyes on the doctor.
Sharon's brows rose. "I'm surprised you caught that, Sheriff. I didn't
see it until I examined the body.
His tongue is missing, neatly removed
with a sharp knife or razor."
"Oh, Christ," Alex muttered.
Slowly, Bishop said, "Lynet Grainger might have seen him, seen his
temptation, so he took her eyes.
He took Steve Penman's tongue because the boy might have spoken .. .
might
have told someone something dangerous to him."
"I'd think killing the boy removed that threat," Tony said.
"Maybe he didn't think so," Miranda said carefully. "Maybe we have a
... superstitious killer here.
Maybe he believes in ghosts."
Surprisingly, it was Alex who said, "If that were true, wouldn't he
have done the same thing to the
others? I mean, they all had to see him
at some point, right, if only when he grabbed them? They
all probably
knew who he was. So if he believed in ghosts, he had to believe any one
of them could have—have named him as their killer."
"That makes sense," Miranda admitted.
Bishop said, "The simplest reason is probably the right one.
Punishment. He took Lynet's eyes as punishment because she saw his
temptation. He took Steve's tongue as punishment because he
would have
talked."
"And the blood he took from all of them?" Alex asked.
"He needed it."
Alex sighed. "Great. Sooner or later, that little item is going to get
out. Anybody want to bet as to
how soon this bastard is nicknamed the
vampire killer?"
Bishop was brooding and didn't respond; Tony shook his head solemnly;
Miranda returned her
attention to the doctor with a question.
"How was Steve subdued?"
"Blow to the head, probably with a bat or something else made of wood.
A solid blow. The skull is fractured, and I doubt very seriously if the
boy ever regained consciousness."
"There's consciousness," Tony murmured, "and then there's
consciousness."
Alex seemed about to ask something, so Miranda spoke quickly. "What was
the immediate cause
of death?"
"Loss of blood."
"Any signs of torture?"
"No, none. There isn't so much as a bruise or cut anywhere on the body
except for the throat and the tongue. Even the ropes around the ankles
were no tighter than necessary. It's as if he was very careful
not to
damage the boy any more than he had to."
"Or," Miranda said, "very careful not to display too great an interest
in Steve." She looked at Bishop.
"So we wouldn't think it was sexual?"
Bishop nodded. "I'm surprised he stripped the boy. Leaving him naked
was taking the chance we
might think he enjoyed looking at him that
way."
Miranda frowned. "Unless there was a greater risk in leaving the
clothes on. Forensic evidence,
maybe?"
"Could be. He had to transport the boy here, and given where he was
abducted, there was no
opportunity at that end to guard against picking
up fibers from whatever vehicle was used."
Miranda looked back at Sharon. "The body was washed?"
"Just like the Grainger girl's," Sharon confirmed. "I found traces of
the same mild liquid soap."
Bishop looked toward the millhouse. "No running water inside, but—"
"The waterwheel," Miranda said. "Something about it was bothering you."
"The trough," he said slowly, realizing. "It was still damp. He put the
boy in the trough to wash him.
The wheel no longer turns, but he could
dip water from the river with a bucket and use the trough
as a tub."
"Steve Penman was no lightweight," Miranda said. "And there are no
signs the killer used anything but
a car to transport his victim.
Carrying him to and from the water wheel definitely took some muscle."
"Or sheer determination," Bishop said.
Miranda sighed, glanced around at the deepening twilight, then said to
the doctor, "There's been no
time to discuss it until now, but you said
you had found something interesting about the bones of the
first
victim?"
"You could say that. While he was still alive, the boy had been
injected with a chemical compound that leached all the nutrients from
his system and forced his bones to appear to age much more rapidly than
normal."
Miranda stared at her for a moment. "Why?"
"If I had to guess, knowing what little we do about this killer, I'd
say he did it just to see what would happen. I have no doubt the
process would have been agonizing for the victim, and if he gets his
kicks
by causing pain ..."
"A lab experiment," Alex said incredulously. "A goddamned lab
experiment."
Miranda felt too sickened to speak, and it was Bishop who said, "Is
there any other reason he might
have done it? Anything he could have
gained?"
Sharon pursed her lips. "Well, maybe one thing, though I'm damned if I
know why. One result of the chemical process would have been to ...
enrich the blood. All the nutrients leached from the bones and organs
would have been deposited in the bloodstream. So if he exsanguinated
that body—and I believe he did— the blood he got as a result would have
been much higher in minerals and nutrients than normal."
After a long silence, Alex said, "Am I the only one starting to believe
in vampires?"
"No," Miranda said. "Let's get the hell out of here."
* * *
Liz hadn't been thinking much about the weather, but when the flow of
customers to the cafe and bookstore increased dramatically in the late
afternoon she knew something was up.
People tended to make last-minute runs to the grocery story
and—depending on their tastes—either a bookstore or a
video store
whenever bad weather was expected. Nobody wanted to be stuck at home
without food
or entertainment.
And in this case, Liz soon realized, they also wanted a last chance to
linger in the relative safety of
a public place and explore the latest
gossip. Word had spread that Steve Penman's body had been discovered,
and the mood of those Liz talked to seemed evenly divided between
frightened and
furious. They wanted the killings to stop,
wanted this
madman caught and punished, and they
wanted it now.
Which was why when Alex came in just after six o'clock, three of Liz's
customers pounced on him
and demanded to know what the Sheriff's
Department was doing to make the streets of Gladstone
safe again.
"Everything we can," Alex told them patiently.
"Like what? It's getting very scary out there, Alex," Scott Sherman
told him, waving his copy of
the latest thriller in unconscious irony.
"Then don't be out there, Scott. Go home. There's a storm coming, or
haven't you heard?"
"Of course I've heard. Why do you think I'm here looking for a few good
books? Alex, I voted
for Sheriff Knight, and I really hope she doesn't
make me regret it."
"Then leave her alone to do her job—and help her by getting off the
streets so we can all put our
energy where it needs to go."
"But, Alex," Linda Bolton said anxiously, "if Steve Penman can be taken
off Main Street in the
middle of the afternoon, how can we expect our
kids to be safe even at home?"
"Keep them inside and lock the doors." Alex sighed. "Look, I know it's
a nervous time, but there's no sense in imagining a boogeyman around
every corner. This killer is being
hunted and knows it—and chances are he'll stay inside during bad
weather just like the rest of us. So buy a few books and a
jigsaw
puzzle or two, and wait for the storm to blow over, okay?"
"But what if—"
Liz rescued him, waving the others back to their shopping or coffee and
taking Alex to the counter,
where he could sit and have a cup of coffee
himself. She fixed his favorite and set it before him.
"I don't have to
ask if it's been a bad day. We heard you'd found Steve."
"Yeah."
Determined not to allow either of them to remember the last time they'd
spoken, Liz kept her voice matter-of-fact. "Was there anything out
there that might tell you who killed him?"
"Hell, I don't know." Alex sipped his coffee.
Liz hesitated. "I heard something about Steve coming back from the dead
to tell his girlfriend where
his body could be found."
Alex scowled. "So that's the latest garbled version? Shit. Not but what
it's probably for the best that
the story is getting outrageous. If
we're lucky, nobody'll believe whatever they hear."
Grave, Liz said, "How did you know his body was out there?"
Sourly, Alex said, "How else? Randy got an anonymous tip."
TWELVE
"Her parents wanted to take her home, especially with a storm on the
way," Bonnie said into the
receiver, "but Dr. Daniels said better not.
She's in pretty bad shape, Randy."
"Do her parents know yet?"
Bonnie lowered her voice even though she was alone at the reception
desk and not likely to be
overheard. "About the baby? I'm afraid so. I
think her mom's in shock, and her dad looked . . .
well, he looked
awful. Like somebody had hit him."
"Somebody did," Miranda said.
"Yeah. Anyway, Dr. Daniels said she needed to sleep, straight through
the night at least, and he
wants to keep her here where she can be
watched closely. I think he's afraid she—she might try
to hurt herself
or the baby."
"Do you think she could?"
"She's really scared, Randy. I mean, a few days ago she didn't even
suspect she was pregnant, and
then Steve disappeared and she started
thinking and . . . and now he's gone and there's a baby
coming. I don't
know what she's capable of doing, I really don't. But I know I want to
be
here for her."
"You could be stuck there if this storm hits big."
"I know. And so does Seth. His dad and mom are both staying here
because there are a few kids that can't be moved without making them
worse, and we can help out. Part of the kitchen staff are staying, and
two of the nurses. There are plenty of supplies, and a generator if we
lose power. We'll be fine
here even if we get snowed in."
Miranda sighed, sounding incredibly weary. "Well, I'd rather you were
there at the clinic with Seth
and his parents than home alone with Mrs.
Task, for now at least."
Bonnie hesitated. "Randy, I don't think anybody's going to take what
Amy said seriously. She was obviously hysterical and not making much
sense at all."
"I hope you're right. But it gives people . . . possibilities ... to
talk about, sweetie. And right now, that's about all they have. Until I
can give them a solid suspect with believable evidence, they're bound
to speculate."
"I know. I'm sorry, Randy."
"Don't be. Finding Steve before the killer was ready for us might turn
out to be a huge break."
"I hope so. Will you stay there tonight?"
"That's the plan. I'll leave before the storm breaks and make sure Mrs.
Task gets home safely and
the house is battened down, then come back
here."
Bonnie felt uneasy for no reason she could explain even to herself. "Be
careful, okay? I mean . . . the roads could be bad."
"It isn't even snowing yet. But don't worry, I'll be careful. And you
be sure and check in tomorrow morning whether we end up snowbound or
not. Don't leave the clinic, even with Seth, without telling
me first."
"No, I won't."
"I'll talk to you tomorrow. 'Bye, sweetie."
" 'Bye." Bonnie hung up and went down the hall to look in on Amy, who
was sleeping with the utter stillness of sedation or exhaustion—or
both. Seth had been standing by her window gazing out at
nothing, but
when Bonnie looked in he joined her at the door.
"She won't wake for hours," he said, keeping his voice low. He eased
Bonnie back out into the hall
and pulled the door almost closed.
Restless, Bonnie said, "If there's anything I can do to help your
parents with the other patients—"
"Dad said they might need us later, but not now. We have some time to
ourselves. I think we should
talk, don't you?"
Bonnie wanted to deny that, but she was ruefully aware that Seth had
been uncommonly patient and
he certainly deserved an explanation. Or
two. So she followed him to a small waiting room just down
the hall. It
wasn't what you'd call the ideal place for a serious conversation,
since it was decorated in bright primary colors and boasted decals of
cartoon characters on the walls—decor geared to the
mostly young
patients the clinic treated—but there were a couple of comfortable
couches, and lamps turned low kept it from feeling too much like Disney
on parade.
"Who's Bishop?" Seth asked as soon as they sat down.
It surprised her that it was his first question given everything that
had happened that day, but when she thought about the abrupt and
strained meeting with Bishop on the steps of the Sheriff's Department
her surprise faded somewhat. From the point of view of someone who
didn't know the story, it had quite likely been a decidedly enigmatic
meeting.
Cautiously, she said, "You know he's an FBI agent."
"Yeah, I know that. But what is he to you and your sister? What
happened that isn't his fault? It has something to do with that scar on
your arm, doesn't it?"
Bonnie looked down at her right forearm, absently brushing the sleeve
of her sweater back to expose
the white, raggedly crescent-shaped scar.
She was trying to decide how much to say, worried about overwhelming
Seth; given how sensitive and empathetic he was, she was inclined to
say as little as possible even if it wasn't the whole story.
"Bonnie?"
She chose her words with care. "When I was a little girl, before we
came to Gladstone, I lived outside L.A. with our parents and our sister
Kara."
"I didn't know you had another sister."
Bonnie nodded jerkily. "I... I did. Randy didn't live with us, she had
her own place. She had just
finished law school. It was in the spring
that year when a man the newspapers called the Rosemont Butcher started
killing people. He always chose families, and he got inside their homes
so easily it
almost seemed like magic. Alarm systems, guard dogs, even
armed security guards— nothing could
keep the families safe once he'd
picked them.
"The police needed help, so they asked the FBI. And that whole summer,
agents and cops were
trying to figure out how to stop the killer. And
he kept on killing."
Seth reached over and took her hand. "What happened?"
"My sister Kara was . . . psychic. And the ability she had was a very
unusual one. A dangerous one. Sometimes she had visions, and in those
visions she could . . . see through the eyes of someone else. Sometimes
she could even make it happen, see through a particular person's eyes
by holding something they had touched."
She paused, waiting anxiously for Seth to comment, but he just said,
"Go on."
Bonnie drew a deep breath. "Bishop was part of the FBI investigation.
He and Randy had met, I don't
know how, and had gotten involved that
summer. Pretty seriously involved. He found out about what Kara could
do, and he thought
he could use her abilities to help him catch the Rosemont Butcher."
"Did it work?" Seth asked slowly.
"No. Maybe it would have, but what Bishop didn't know, what nobody
knew, was that the killer was psychic too. When Kara tried to see
through his eyes, he saw her instead. And he came after our
family."
She looked down at her arm, at the scar. "I was the only one in the
house who survived."
Seth reached for her other hand, his face pale. "Jesus, Bonnie, I'm
sorry."
Bonnie hadn't intended to add anything else, but. heard her voice, thin
and unsteady. "The worst
thing . . . the worst thing was that Kara
realized too late that he was in the house. There wasn't time
for her
to do anything except—except hide me. So she did. And I saw . . .
everything he did to her."
"Bonnie ..."
She looked up finally to meet his horrified eyes, and whispered, "She
made me promise. When she
hid me, she made me promise not to make a
sound. No matter what. So I watched him kill her,
and I didn't make a
sound."
Seth looked at her scar and suddenly realized he was seeing what her
own teeth had done to the
flesh. In the desperate need to remain
silent, she must have bitten down almost to the bone.
"Jesus Christ," Seth said, and pulled her into his arms.
* * *
Miranda didn't like storms as a rule. She supposed if she could curl up
in front of a roaring fire and
sip hot tea while watching snow fall,
she'd feel different, but she had never had that luxury. From
the time
she and Bonnie had first moved to a part of the country that actually
had four distinct
seasons, she had been more concerned with the
inconveniences and possible dangers of bad weather
than its beauties.
It wasn't her job to get Gladstone prepared for a storm; there were
other authorities to take care of
that. But she had to get her people
and the Sheriff's Department ready, and that took time. It was
after
seven-thirty when she went into the conference room to check on any
progress in the
investigation.
She knew before she opened the door that Bishop wasn't in the room—or
in the building, for that matter—but asked as casually as she could
when she found only Tony Harte there.
"He's at the hospital with Sharon," Tony replied. "Said he wanted to
sit in on the autopsy. Didn't say why. I don't know, maybe he's got a
hunch. Or maybe he's just looking for something to spark one."
Miranda sat on the table, unconsciously taking Bishop's accustomed
place, as Tony worked on his
laptop. "And you're trying to get
something from the tire track?"
"Trying being the operative word. The good news is that we got a
terrific clear cast of the treads."
"And the bad news?"
"It's one of the best-selling tires in the country. I've got someone
back at Quantico trying to narrow
down the possibles, but half the
dealers aren't on computer yet. It's going to take days just to get a
reliable list of retailers within a hundred miles who sold the damn
things—never mind finding out
from those dealers who their customers
were and getting a list of them."
"Did we get anything else from the scene at the mill-house? Anything at
all?"
"Not much. The bastard might not have been ready for us to find his
victim, but he runs a pretty clean murder. We have the rope around
Penman's ankles, which is your basic garden-variety hardware-store
rope, and there was nothing fancy about the knot. We have a few—a very
few—forensic odds and ends that might eventually help us build a case
in court, but nothing helpful at this point. A few carpet fibers that
could be from his car or his house; a couple of strands of hair we
found caught in the door frame
that may or may not match the victim's;
a sliver of a footprint—without a distinctive tread." He shrugged.
"What we can't interpret here we've sent back to Quantico for analysis.
For what it's worth."
Miranda was silent for several minutes, staring at the bulletin board
already displaying the grisly crime-scene photographs from that
afternoon. "Two things bother me," she said.
"Only two?" Tony's voice was wry.
"Well, two at the moment." She turned back to the agent. "What the hell
is he doing with the blood—
and what happens if we've really pissed him
off by finding Steve Penman before he wanted us to?"
"For the first, I haven't a clue. I'd think the second was potentially
more dangerous. Like I said out
at the scene, I really don't want to
see this guy pissed off."
"I don't either. But I'm afraid we will."
Tony pursed his lips. "Think he might find out how you got the tip?"
"If he listens to gossip, he'll certainly have a possibil-ity."
"But is it something he'll believe?"
Slowly, Miranda said, "If Bishop's profile is accurate, it might be the
only possibility the killer can
believe. He thinks he's all-powerful
and in control, that he seldom if ever makes a mistake. The fact
that
we found his latest victim before he was ready for us to will shake
him. He might eagerly accept
the idea that we had to use some . . .
paranormal means to do it."
"It tracks," Tony admitted. "But if he believes Bonnie sent us out
there ..."
"Then she's a danger to him." Miranda's voice was grim. "Which is why
she won't be alone at any
time until this is over and done with."
"I know you're accustomed to taking precautions, but this has to be
worrying you."
"You could say that." Miranda wondered almost idly what it would feel
like not to be worried. After
so many years, it was familiar, a normal
state of mind.
"We'll get him, Miranda."
"Yes, I know we will." But would it be in time?
"You're doing everything you can," Tony reminded her.
"Am I?"
"The police work's all on target. Step by step and by the numbers. As
for other things . . . we're
using all the tools we've got. And so are
you, right? Any insights?"
"Insights?"
"Vibes, let's say."
"I don't pick up vibes, remember?" she reminded him.
"Yeah, but you're precognitive. And even if you have burned out on that
ability, chances are good
there're still some residual flashes there."
Miranda hesitated, then shrugged. "None to speak of."
Tony was watching her steadily. "Because you're shut off?"
"Maybe."
"If so, this might be the time to turn it back on," he suggested
lightly. "We can use any help we can get."
"I'll keep that in mind," she said, equally light.
Obviously realizing that pursuing that subject would gain him nothing,
Tony tried another tack. "It's probably none of my business," he began.
Miranda half laughed. "Whenever somebody says that, you just know it
isn't."
He grinned. "Touche. But I'm incurably nosy, so I've gotta ask."
"About?"
"Bishop."
Miranda told herself it was poetic justice for her to discuss him with
his subordinates since they had obviously discussed her, but she was
honest enough to admit to herself that wasn't why she readily answered.
"What about him?"
"Well, he's becoming something of a legend—quietly—within the Bureau
because of his success
record, especially in the last few years. And
he's far and away the most powerful and accurate
telepath in the unit.
So what most of us can't understand is how he could have . . . screwed
up
so badly eight years ago."
Miranda got off the conference table and went to pour herself a cup of
coffee.
"I said it was probably none of my business," Tony murmured.
She was surprised to hear herself say, "So that's the general
assumption, that he screwed up?"
"We all know the operation went south in a very bad way. That
people—that most of your family
died. And some of us know that Bishop
blames himself for that. To be honest, it really doesn't
sound like him
to screw up that way. I mean, sure, he makes mistakes—but not like
that. He's
fanatical about making sure that anybody at risk is fully
protected."
Miranda went back to the table and sat down again. "Mistakes are easier
to make when you believe
you have all the answers. When you've seen a
vision of the future you absolutely believe will come
true."
Tony thought about that. "He saw a positive outcome, and that's why he
took the chances he did?
But how? He's a touch telepath, not
precognitive—"
"He was then," she said. "Just for a while ... he was."
"He was temporarily precognitive?"
"Yes."
Tony blinked. "I don't understand. He's been tested, he isn't
precognitive, not in the slightest degree. Abilities like that are born
in us, not created. I mean, a head injury might trigger a latent
ability— A
head injury. That scar of his?"
Miranda shook her head. "No, the scar came later."
"Then there was no head injury? No unusual trauma to trigger a new
ability temporarily?"
"Trauma." Miranda laughed under her breath. "I guess you could say that
was it. An unusual trauma."
"What?"
"Me." Miranda lifted her cup in a mocking little salute. "I triggered
it."
"How?" Tony asked.
Miranda wavered briefly, but finally laughed again, and took her coffee
with her when she headed
for the door. "I'm afraid that really is none
of your business," she said. "Sorry, Tony."
"That," Tony said indignantly, "is really cruel."
"Life is unfair," she agreed. "Are you planning to be here awhile?"
He sighed. "Yeah, at least until the snow gets good and started.
Nothing to do at the Lodge but watch
TV, so I'd just as soon work while
I might be able to get something done. Both our rentals are SUVs
and we
know how to drive in bad weather, so we should be able to get around
okay unless it turns
into a real blizzard."
"Then I'll probably see you later."
She went to her office, absently leaving her door open, and sat down
behind the big desk.
What on earth had possessed her? To talk about it at all, even to think
about it, wasn't something she
had allowed herself for so long. It was
stupid, just plain stupid, to let herself get dragged back into the
past.
Miranda sat there staring at the coffee cup on the center of her
blotter, remembering so much more
than she wanted to. She remembered
his face transformed, hunger and tenderness naked in his eyes,
in the bittersweet curve of
his lips. She remembered how he had touched her hair, how he had held
her against him all night, even in sleep.
Most of all, she remembered the unexpected force of his passion, the
intense need that had
half-frightened her. It had never been casual for
him, not even in the beginning.
She hadn't even imagined what would happen. Half-consciously pressing
her cool palms to her burning cheeks, Miranda closed her eyes. Even
Bishop, she thought, hadn't realized what passion would ignite between
them.
Please, God, he hadn't known or even suspected, hadn't been that
cold-blooded. . . .
"Randy?"
She jerked in surprise, hands falling, eyes opening to see Alex
standing in the doorway.
"Sorry," he said. "But the door was open. I can come back later."
Miranda got hold of herself. Or tried to. The hand she used to pick up
her cup was, she saw, shaking. "No, now is fine," she said, lying
grimly. "What's up?"
Alex came in, closed the door, and sat in a visitor's chair. "Couple of
things. The snow still hasn't
started, but we're ready for it. The
off-duty deputies went home to get a few hours' sleep in case
they're
needed later, but all are on call from here on out. We've set up a few
cots in that empty
office, and we have supplies enough to get us
through a couple of days, just in case."
"Good."
"Tomorrow being Sunday, there won't be the usual traffic to worry
about, especially since the churches will all cancel services if the
weather's bad. We've raised the age for curfew to twenty-one, and asked
that none of the kids go anywhere alone even before dusk. Safety in
numbers, or at least we can hope there is."
Miranda nodded. "Then we've done all we can for the time being."
"Yeah."
She waited.
"I don't quite know how to put this, Randy, so I'll just say it
straight out. The rumors are getting pretty wild, but I saw your face
when I told you what Amy Fowler was claiming. I know you didn't get a
phone call before you and Bishop went out to the old millhouse, and I
know the only visitors you had were Bonnie and Seth Daniels." He
paused. "I can guess the so-called anonymous tip came from them, and I
have to assume there was at least some truth in what Amy claimed—as
wild as it sounds. But I need to understand. About. . . uncanny
hunches. About FBI agents who seem to know things they shouldn't. I
need to know what's going on, Randy. And I'm asking you to tell me the
truth about it."
"It won't make your life any easier," she warned bluntly.
"So what else is new?" He smiled faintly.
"Okay, then." Miranda drew a deep breath and told him the truth.
Almost all of it.
* * *
Liz had decided to keep the store open past regular hours—until eleven
or until it began to snow, whichever came first. Business was fairly
brisk, both in books and in coffee, not to mention gossip,
and she was
hardly eager to go home and spend too many hours petting her cat and
wishing for things
she just couldn't have.
But she was also unwilling to provide a forum where some of the more
hotheaded people in town could plan to do something stupid. So when
Justin Marsh came in—ostensibly for a cup of coffee, but really
to
sound out his fellow citizens on the depth of their fear and fury—she
did her best to head him off, before he could do any serious
damage.
"Where's Selena, Justin?"
"Home," he replied.
"Here, have some coffee."
"Thank you, Elizabeth, but—"
"I hear it's getting really cold out there, so I'm sure you could stand
something warm inside, right?"
From the corner of her eye, she was
amused to see a couple of her regular customers sidle out the
door,
clearly intent on avoiding one of Justin's tirades.
Justin caught her wrist even though she had made no move to walk away.
"Listen to me, Elizabeth. Something must be done—there's an evil in our
midst!"
"I don't think you'd get an argument about that, Justin. But it's not
really our job to hunt down that
evil, not with the sheriff and these
FBI agents working so hard at it."
His fingers tightened around her wrist, and his pale eyes took on a
more-than-usually fanatical gleam. "They are lost souls wandering
aimlessly," he said, lowering his voice as though to bestow a
confidence. "They can't recognize the evil they seek. But I can. I know
the face of the evil."
Liz was tempted to ask him to draw the face for her, but overcame the
impulse. "We all have our theories, I'm sure. But accusing anybody
without cause is just going to get trouble started, you know
that.
Listen, we all know there's a storm on the way, and right now everybody
is pretty worried about that. So why don't you drink your coffee and
then go home to Selena, okay, Justin?"
He released her but shook his head, scowling. "Like lambs to the
slaughter. They don't know. They
don't know. ..."
Liz went back to the counter, hoping he was in one of his brooding
periods and no longer inclined
to share his ideas and his wisdom with those around him—for the moment,
at least.
John MacBride pushed his cup across the counter for a refill,
murmuring, "Do you think if I sit very
still, he might not see me?"
She smiled ruefully at the mayor. "It's worth a shot."
He sighed. "I should go, though. We're all set for the storm, but the
voters don't seem to like to see
their mayor just sitting around
drinking coffee in the middle of a crisis."
"Half the town council is in here too," she pointed out. "Some looking
for books, but a few just
drinking coffee like you. And deputies have
been in and out the last couple of hours."
"Have you seen the sheriff?"
"Not today. Between the storm and finding another body, I imagine she's
pretty busy."
MacBride frowned down at his cup. "Yeah. I've gone by there a few times
these last days, but she's always busy. And those FBI agents always
seem to be around."
Liz knew the mayor had wholeheartedly welcomed the arrival of the FBI,
and she knew why. But it didn't take The Sight to tell her he was a bit
disgruntled by the continued presence of at least one of
those agents,
and by Randy's preoccupation with the investigation.
She felt a certain amount of sympathy, having herself waited with what
patience she could muster for
the man she loved to realize he hadn't
been buried along with his dead wife. But all she said was, "I
guess
the harder they work now, the more likely they are to catch this killer
quickly. We all want that."
"Of course we all want that." He must have realized how petulant he
sounded, because he flushed and added quickly and with more positive
emphasis, "Of course we do. It's Randy's job to make the streets safe
for our citizens, and she's very good at her job. Devoted to her job.
Of course."
"Mayor MacBride, I'd like to speak to you," Justin said force fully
from just behind his left shoulder.
MacBride's comical grimace of dismay almost upset Liz's composure, but
she stopped herself from laughing. She left him to cope with Justin,
which, to his credit, he usually did very well, and went on serving her
customers.
At nine o'clock, the first flakes of snow began to drift lazily
downward.
* * *
Bishop eyed Miranda's closed office door as he passed, but the murmur
of voices inside told him she wasn't alone, so he continued on to the
conference room. He found Tony there sitting at one of the
desks
scowling at the screen of his laptop.
"There are," Tony said by way of greeting, "a hell of a lot of places
selling tires in these parts."
"Any leads?"
"Not so you'd notice. Still trying to narrow the list to something
remotely manageable. Anything
new from the autopsy?"
"Sharon was right about the boy being injected with an
anticoagulant—unfortunately, a fairly common one. It requires a
doctor's prescription, of course, but we both know how easy it is to
fake that sort of thing."
"Way too easy. There are places that never double-check the letterhead
on a faxed request and never follow up on phone calls, so any
prescription that looked legit was probably filled without a second
thought." Tony shrugged. "I already checked with the Internet Crimes
unit back at the office, and according to them it'll be virtually
impossible to track the sale if he went that route. Backtrack if and
when we find out who he is, possibly, but we won't find him working the
other end. We can check
local doctors and pharmacies, of course. Maybe
we'll get lucky. Anything else?"
"Pictures on the way," Bishop said. "Everything in vivid color."
Tony grimaced, sensing the emotion rather than hearing anything in
Bishop's calm voice. "Not a lot
of fun, huh? I hate autopsies. Did you
expect to learn anything by being at this one?"
"You mean spot something Sharon missed? Not hardly." Bishop poured a
cup of coffee. "I don't
know what I hoped to gain. If anything."
"Maybe you wanted to look at pure science for a while and avoid
anything less . . . tangible."
"If I did, it didn't get me anywhere."
"Nothing at all unexpected about the body?"
"Nothing we didn't already know."
Tony fell silent for a moment. "I'm curious about something. Being a
touch telepath, what happens
when you touch a dead body?"
"Usually, nothing." Bishop sat down at his own laptop. "A couple of
times, I've gotten a flash of images."
"A bright light?" Tony asked hopefully. "Anything that might possibly
resemble the face of God?"
"That would be too easy, wouldn't it? The ultimate answer." Bishop
smiled faintly. "Sorry, Tony."
"Yeah, well, it was a chance. Just something I wondered about now and
then. You'd think with these so-called paranormal abilities of ours,
we'd get a leg up on the rest of humankind once in a while. But
no. We
stumble around in the dark just like everybody else."
"No kidding."
Tony sat back in his chair and rubbed his face briefly with both hands.
"Is Sharon done with the autopsy?"
"Except for a few lab tests."
"She's still at the hospital?"
"I left her there with Dr. Shepherd. She said she'd head back to the
Lodge before the snow started,
but I think he was leading up to a late
dinner invitation, so maybe not."
"They're hitting it off, huh?"
"Looks like."
Tony grinned. "I guess she doesn't come across too many guys who could
work up much of an
appetite across an autopsy table."
"How many do you know?" Bishop challenged.
"None, to be honest. It's always struck me as gruesome work."
"And tracking down serial murderers and rapists isn't?"
"Well, I seldom have to touch them," Tony answered.
Bishop smiled, but said, "I'm not all that anxious to touch this one,
but we definitely have to find him. And since we don't know what kinds
of delays the weather might cause, I say we work while we can.
Are you
game?"
"Always," Tony said.
THIRTEEN
"So, can you read me?" Alex
asked.
Miranda shook her head. "No. I can read less than half the people I
meet, generally speaking. Think
of it like radio waves from the brain,
information transmitted by electromagnetic energy. I have a
receiver,
but I can only pick up the AM stations, not the FM."
"No way to switch, huh?"
"If there is, I haven't found it." Miranda shrugged. "For me, it's a
normal thing, Alex. One theory is
that people with psychic abilities
are throwbacks to a more primitive age when the senses needed to
be
extremely sharp for survival."
"Liz said something like that."
"And it may be true. On the other hand, there's also a theory that
humans are evolving toward psychic ability, and that those of us who
already have it are just. . . anticipating the rest of you. There are
lots
of theories. A normally dormant gene activated for some reason. An
accident or illness in childhood
that causes the electromagnetic field
of the brain to be altered in some way.
I've even heard it said that if we were all tested genetically, we'd
find we share a common ancestor.
Who really knows?"
"And who cares?"
"Well, I don't, to be honest. I was never interested in verifying it
scientifically. I mean, what's the point? Present science knows
pathetically little about the brain even when it functions according to
accepted norms. Step outside those norms, and scientific understanding
begins to break down in a hurry."
Alex looked at her curiously. "I gather growing up psychic wasn't much
fun."
"Not much, no." Miranda resisted an urge to rub her temples. Confession
might be good for the soul,
but it hadn't helped her aching head.
"Think about it. By the time you're seven years old, you've pretty much
figured out that grownups get really nervous when you tell them about
the pictures in your head. Especially when you've told them about
something that hasn't happened yet—but does happen. So you stop telling
them. Most of them anyway. My parents were understanding, otherwise it
would have been unbearable."
"Your parents weren't..."
"Psychic? No, but both were highly intuitive, and both came from
families filled with tales of
paranormal things. They didn't
automatically believe something wasn't real just because they didn't
understand how it worked."
Alex had a sudden realization. "Bonnie—and that Ouija board. Jesus, you
mean she really did get the information from a spirit?"
"When Bonnie was four," Miranda said, "she had an imaginary friend—or
so we thought. A little girl named Sarah. She used to tell us all about
Sarah, entertain us at the dinner table with stories about
Sarah and
her parents and her older brother and her dog. Then one day Bonnie
casually told us that
Sarah had been killed when her house fell on her. We were all startled,
and Dad was curious. So he
did a bit of research."
"And found Sarah?"
"Turns out our house had been built on a site where a previous house
had been destroyed by an earthquake. And in that house lived a couple
with a son—and a daughter named Sarah. She was the
only one in the
house to die in that quake."
"So how long did she hang around?"
"Bonnie never mentioned her again. Knowing what I know now about sudden
deaths, I believe little
Sarah just wanted to come to terms with what
had happened to her. And Bonnie was the only one listening. Once the
story was told, Sarah could pass on to wherever she was meant to go."
Alex shied away from questioning her on that last point, but did say,
"What do you know about
sudden deaths?"
"Most people who die suddenly aren't prepared to leave—especially if
the death was violent. Some
of them are mad as hell to find their lives
cut short, and all of them want more time. Somehow,
they're often able
to get more time, at least in a sense."
"By haunting the living?"
"Only those who know how to look and listen."
"People like Bonnie."
Miranda nodded.
Alex thought about that. "Were there other ghosts?"
"Oh, sure, for several years. Then Kara and I were able to teach her
how to shield her mind a bit,
so that she only saw them when she was
looking for them."
"And that was better?" Alex asked wryly.
"It's always better to be in control of this if you can. Especially for
Bonnie and others like her. Like
I said, Alex—people who die suddenly
can be angry. And negative emotions can be very destructive."
Hardly believing he was saying it, Alex said, "I guess that's why we
won't be asking Bonnie to try and contact any of these
dead teenagers."
Matter-of-fact, Miranda said, "With teenage victims of violent death,
you not only get the anger of
a life cut short but the caldron of
emotions we all have at that age. When Bonnie's older, she may be
able
to handle it, but right now, with her own emotions so chaotic and her
empathy so strong, she'd
be in very real danger."
"What kind of danger? A ghost can't hurt you. Can it?"
Miranda hesitated, unsure how much he could accept. "They want to live,
Alex. They want the life
they were cheated out of. So if they see an
open door ... or an open mind .. . some of them come in never intending
to leave."
* * *
Tony was pinning Steve Penman's autopsy photographs to the bulletin
board, half-listening as Bishop talked on his cell phone to the agent
leading a second team from the special unit, a team currently
working
on an investigation in Texas.
"You know you can't hypnotize her, Quentin," Bishop was saying. "You'll
have to get at her memories another way. There's a form of conscious
regression you can try, if you can find someone qualified to
do it. It
isn't always successful, but it might work in this case. Have Kendra
check the data files. Yeah. No, we're not close to a resolution here as
far as I can see." He frowned slightly. "Yes, the local authorities are
being cooperative. Why?"
Tony glanced back over his shoulder, met Bishop's gaze, and was afraid
he looked guilty.
Still speaking into the cell phone, Bishop said, "I'd appreciate it if
you kept me advised on your
progress, Quentin. Right. We'll be here.
Talk to you in a day or two." He ended the connection and absently
returned the phone to the pocket of his jacket. "Tony?"
"Yeah, boss?"
"Is there something you want to tell me?"
"Not really, no." Tony let the silence lengthen, then glanced over his
shoulder again to find Bishop
waiting with a patience he recognized
only too well. "It's like you said, boss. Sometimes it's the pits
working with people who can read your mind. Everybody was in the office
when the request came
in from Miranda."
"I wasn't even sure it was her," Bishop objected.
"Oh yes you were. I don't know how, since she'd changed her name, but
you knew. How did you
know, by the way?"
"I was . . . warned a couple of months ago. That I'd come back to
Tennessee, and—Christ, Tony, everybody knows?"
"Well,'you weren't being real subtle, if you want the truth." Tony went
to the conference table and
sat down. "I think you even asked how fast
they could warm up fhe jet."
Bishop winced. "I don't remember that."
"I'm not surprised. Anyway, I wasn't sure what was going on since all I
was picking up were emotions." He doodled on a legal pad and studiously
avoided eye contact with Bishop. "But some of the others apparently got
it loud and clear. And it's not like the story is a secret, you know,
at least at the Bureau.
So it's a sure bet the others are wild with
curiosity by now. Wondering how you and Miranda are
getting along. I
guess Quentin couldn't resist asking—as casually as he could."
There was a long silence, and then Bishop said very carefully, "So I
have ... no secrets at all from
the team, that's what you're telling
me?"
"Really a bitch working with psychics," Tony murmured. "I told you
before, boss. Being such a
strong receiver apparently makes you an
equally strong transmitter. If you and Miranda ever come
to an
understanding, you ought to ask her to teach you how to develop one of
those
shields. Hers
works just dandy."
"I need a drink," Bishop said.
Tony tried hard not to smile. "If it makes you feel any better, we're
all pretty exposed to each other.
I mean, jeez, one of us gets a
hangnail, somebody else is bound to know about it."
"It doesn't make me feel better. And if you tell me you knew that, I
swear to God, Tony,
I'll shoot you."
"It never crossed my mind. Or my radar, as the case may be."
"Just shut up," Bishop said.
* * *
Alex stared at Miranda. "Wait a minute. Are you telling me that a ghost
can—can possess a living person?"
"If its spirit is stronger than the living person's, its will to live
greater, it can overwhelm, control.
I guess you could say possess."
"Is this just an assumption, or—"
"Oh, it's happened. The problem is that medical science can't recognize
it for what it is. So if a
medium cracks up, well. . . they were crazy
to begin with, weren't they? Psychotic maybe or schizophrenic. Or just
plain nuts."
"But how can you be so sure that isn't the truth?"
"Because I'm a touch telepath." She drew a breath. "When I was about
twenty-one, I was dating a
psych student. He knew I was psychic and
considered it just another sense, a tool I could use. And
he could use.
He was working in a psychiatric hospital, and he'd become fascinated by
three of the patients there. Two of them were long-term, one was
recent, but all had been diagnosed as dangerously schizophrenic—so
dangerously that medication couldn't touch it. And all had a history of
reporting clairvoyant and mediumistic experiences. It was the only
other thing they had in common. He had a
theory that the experiences were tied in with the schizophrenia,
even dreamed that he might have discovered I the cause of the
condition."
"So what happened?" Alex asked.
"Well, there was no scientifically valid way to test his theory, but he
really wanted to know if he was right. And I admit, I was curious
myself. So he got me in there one night, secretly. I was just supposed
to touch the pall?: tients—who were under restraints—and tell him what
I got from them."
"What did you get?"
Miranda rubbed the nape of her neck. "I don't ever want to go through
that again. It was one of the
most terrifying experiences of my life. I
touched these poor people—two women and a man—and I actually felt the
other beings inside them."
"Maybe it was split personalities or—"
"No. I can't explain it in any way you'd really understand, but I knew,
I know now, without a shadow
of a doubt, that each of those people
carried within them a distinct and separate other soul." She shook her
head. "The sheer energy of two spirits fighting to occupy the same body
was . . . incredible. No wonder their poor brains were literally
misfiring."
Alex was wide-eyed. "You realize how farfetched all this sounds, don't
you?"
"Of course I do. It's one of the reasons I've been keeping it to myself
all these years."
"But since I asked?"
She smiled. "Yeah. Since you asked."
He brooded for a moment, trying to decide how much of this he really
believed. "What about the
agents? If all of you are psychic, can you
read each other?"
She chose the simplest answer. "I don't know. I've sort of had my
shields up since they got here."
"Because of Bishop?"
"More or less."
"Now that I know what happened eight years ago, I can't say that I
blame you," Alex said.
Miranda hesitated, then heard herself say, "I don't want you to have
the wrong impression about that, Alex. However . . . personally
betrayed I might have felt, the truth is that Bishop was doing
everything
in his power to stop one of the most vicious killers in
recent history."
"And that included sacrificing your family?"
"He thought he could protect them. He was wrong. No one could have
protected them."
"Are you saying you forgive him?"
Again, Miranda chose her words with care, not quite sure if it was for
Bishop's sake—or her own.
"I'm saying that I can understand a little
better now what he was up against, and why he made the
choices he made.
I don't agree with those choices, obviously. But hindsight, as they
say, is twenty-twenty. If I had been in his position back then . . .
maybe I would have made the same choices."
"And betrayed a lover?" Alex shook his head. "I don't think so."
Miranda didn't know what to say to that, so it was fortunate that her
phone buzzed just then. She answered it, listened for a minute, then
said thank you and hung up.
"Snow's started?" Alex guessed.
"Yeah. Listen, before it gets much worse I'm going to go home for a
little while. I want to make sure
Mrs. Task got out okay, then maybe
take a shower and change before I come back."
"You don't have to come back tonight; your Jeep can make it easily even
if the roads are lousy tomorrow."
"I know, but I'd rather be here. Besides, Bonnie is staying at the
clinic with Seth and his parents, so there's no good reason for me to
stay home."
"A little rest?" Alex suggested.
"I'm fine. Don't fuss, Alex."
He didn't push it. He walked with her as far as the bullpen, then went
to his desk while she gave the deputy on duty at the reception desk a
few instructions.
Alex had plenty to do. He'd had the librarian make copies of dozens of
pages of classified ads, per his conversation with Tony Harte; now he
needed to read every ad in search of those a teenage runaway might have
responded to.
"Hold down the fort, Alex," Miranda called as she headed out.
"I will. And you be careful."
"Yeah, yeah." She sent him a casual salute and left the building.
It was normally a ten-minute drive home, but that night it took Miranda
almost twenty, more because
she was observing her surroundings than
because of the scant dusting of snow on the roads. She was
glad to see
that very few people were out; Liz's coffeeshop was still serving, from
the looks of it, but there were only three cars parked out front and
Miranda doubted anyone would linger much longer.
Other downtown merchants had closed shop, with the exception of the
video store and a twenty-four-hour service station, both fairly busy as
customers stocked up on gas and tapes.
Four Sheriff's Department cruisers were out patrolling, and she
listened to her deputies' radio chatter without interrupting. Judging
from their tones as much as the words, they were keyed-up but not
dangerously so.
It reminded her of just how long and eventful the day had been, and as
she pulled into her driveway,
she felt a wave of sheer exhaustion sweep
over her. She was running on reserves and didn't know
how long those
reserves would last.
Long enough. It had to be long enough.
She didn't think it would be much longer. There had to be one more
victim, she knew that. Five in all killed on her watch, and the last
one unexpected in some way.
That death would mark the beginning of the end.
She unlocked the front door and went into the house. A cheerful message
on the answering machine in the front hall told Miranda that Mrs. Task
had made it home safely and that there was a big bowl of
pasta salad
and chicken in the fridge, and freshly baked bread in the bin.
It sounded great, Miranda decided as she walked into the living room
and shrugged out of her jacket.
As far as she remembered, lunch had
been her last meal today. She removed her shoulder harness and hung it
over the back of a chair. There were a couple of lamps burning, but it
wasn't until she turned
on another one that she saw the Ouija board on
the coffee table.
Hadn't Bonnie said that they been up in her room when they had used the
damned thing? She was
almost sure that was right, and could only
suppose that Mrs. Task had brought it down here for some reason. It
didn't sound like the housekeeper, who probably wouldn't have a clue
how one was supposed to play such a "game," but Miranda couldn't think
of another reason for the board to be down here.
Actually, she admitted silently, she was having trouble thinking at
all. She bent down to absently move
the planchette off the NO and to
the center of the board, then went upstairs to see if a shower would
clear her head.
Behind her, the planchette moved slowly back across the board and
centered itself over the NO once again.
* * *
"Boss?"
"Yeah?"
"Do you realize you're pacing?"
Bishop stopped in mid-pace and frowned at his subordinate. "In case I
haven't told you, you're
a very irritating companion, Tony."
"Hey, I'm not the one wearing a path in the floor," Tony objected. He
watched Bishop sit down decisively at his laptop, and added, "Something
bothering you?"
"I hate storms."
"It isn't storming yet. I checked when I went to refill the coffeepot,
and it's just snowing gently out
there. Ground isn't even covered yet.
Hell, the phones aren't even ringing with the sounds of worried
citizens pestering their constabulary. Just nice and quiet, with
deputies working industriously at their
desks or playing poker in the
lounge."
Bishop waited, but when it became obvious Tony was finished, he gave in
and asked, "Where's Miranda?"
"Alex said she went home about half an hour ago. Supposed to be coming
back, though. I gather
she intends to spend the night here."
Forgetting that he wasn't going to pace anymore, Bishop got up and
moved to the window. It looked
out onto the lighted parking lot, which
showed him a couple of cruisers and numerous other cars all dusted with
snow. The snowflakes were getting larger and no longer falling straight
down as the wind began to kick up.
"The storm is definitely coming," he said.
"And that's bothering you?"
"I told you. I hate storms." He was silent for a moment. "I don't know
why the hell she doesn't just
stay home."
"Feels her place is here, I guess."
"You said yourself nothing was happening."
"Yet."
"Even so."
Another silence fell, this one not interrupted until Bishop returned to
the desk and picked up the phone.
"I guess you know her number," Tony said.
"Yes, Tony, I know her number."
Undeterred by the sharp tone, Tony watched him with interest. What he
sensed in his boss wasn't
dislike of the coming storm or mere
restlessness but something a whole lot stronger and much less
easy to
define. And apparently contagious, Tony noted as he stopped his own
fingers from drumming
on the table.
Jeez, talk about tension.
Bishop hung up the phone. "The machine picked up."
"Maybe she's in the shower."
"Maybe." Bishop returned to the window.
"But you don't think so," Tony ventured.
For a minute it seemed he wouldn't answer, but finally Bishop said,
"Something feels wrong."
"Feels wrong how?"
"I don't know."
"Feels wrong with Miranda?"
Bishop hesitated again, then nodded. "I used to— There was a time when
I could feel what was
going on with her. If she was happy or upset, I
knew it."
"That's what you're feeling now?"
"No, this is different. It's like I saw or heard something I wasn't
consciously aware of, something
that's nagging at me now. Something I
know that's just out of my reach."
"Something about Miranda?"
Bishop looked at the phone, his restlessness as clear as his reluctance
to make a fool of himself.
"I'll wait ten minutes and call again. In
case she's in the shower."
Tony caught himself drumming his fingers again, and stopped. "Yeah," he
said. "That sounds like
a good idea."
* * *
The hot water made Miranda feel better, and by the time she'd dried her
hair and dressed in jeans
and a bulky sweater, even her appetite had returned. She looped an
elastic
band around her wrist to
use later in tying back her hair.
In the living room she turned the television on for background noise
and weather reports. It was
only then that she noticed the Ouija board
lying on the floor.
She grabbed her gun instantly, wondering why the game was the only
thing disturbed in the room.
An intruder would have taken her gun,
surely; it had been clearly visible. Why knock a game board
to the
floor?
With her shields up and defenses cut off, Miranda could sense nothing
unusual in the house. Which
meant she would have to move carefully,
room by room, turning on the lights, checking windows
and all the outer
doors, looking into closets and corners.
There was a quicker and easier way, she told herself. It wouldn't
matter if she dropped her shields
for just a moment or two. Just long
enough to get a sense of the house, to make sure she was alone.
Miranda didn't fully realize the great strain of keeping those shields
up constantly for so long until
she allowed them to fall. For just an
instant, the ache in her head intensified—and then vanished like
a soap
bubble. Her ears actually popped as though she were coming down from a
high altitude, and
her vision blurred before becoming so sharp that she
blinked in surprise.
The moment of well-being was wonderful.
What came next was agony.
She dropped the gun, both hands going to her head, the red-hot jolt of
pain making her sway. Even stunned, she instinctively recognized an
attack, knew that something, some energy, was trying to
force its way
into her mind. Just as instinctively she defended herself.
Her shields slammed back up, reinforced by sheer desperation, and in
the same instant she made
a violent mental effort to deflect that
probing blade of energy.
She almost saw it, white and shimmering and so rapacious it would cut
its way into her. She almost
saw it.
And then everything went black as pitch and as silent as the grave.
She never heard the phone begin to ring.
* * *
The last of Liz's customers left around nine-thirty, which gave her
plenty of time to finish cleaning up before the snow got too bad. She
left the front door unlocked, in case anybody needed to come in to
use
the phone, and kept the television above the counter tuned to local
weather reports.
They weren't very encouraging, unless you liked a lot of snow.
Liz wasn't thinking about anything in particular, just letting her mind
drift, when she suddenly
understood what the white shirt meant.
Of course. Of course, it made perfect
sense.
Her first impulse was to call Alex, but a moment's thought made her
decide on a trip to the Sheriff's Department. So she worked hurriedly,
locked the front door and turned out the lights, then let herself
out
the rear door and locked it.
She always parked in back, in an alley just a few steps from the door,
even though Alex had told her
to park in front whenever she worked
nights. Liz never worried about it. Just a few steps, after all,
and
she'd never been afraid no matter how late it was.
It was cold, much colder than it had been just a few hours ago. And the
snow was beginning to
thicken and blow about as the wind whined
restlessly.
Liz started her car, then got out to brush the snow off the windshield
while it warmed up. Her wipers weren't the best, and the defroster
wasn't very enthusiastic, so she thought a little manual help was in
order.
"You're going home late."
She turned with a gasp, then managed a shaky laugh. "And I have to go
by the Sheriff's Department
first. But what're you doing out—" Then she
saw the gleaming knife.
"I'm sorry, Liz. I'm so sorry."
She barely had time to realize that she'd been wrong about the shirt
after all when she felt the cold
steel of the knife slip into her body
with horrifying ease.
FOURTEEN
At first, Miranda ignored the voice. It was distant and hardly
discernible, and besides, she was too
tired to care what it was trying
to tell her. She didn't know where she was, but it was quiet and
peaceful. She had no reason to worry anymore and just wanted to be left
alone there.
Miranda.
At the extreme edge of her awareness, she understood that something was
touching her. She didn't
feel it yet somehow knew the touch existed.
And without thinking about it, she realized that without
the contact
she wouldn't be able to hear .. . him ... at all. Not that she was
hearing him, not really.
She understood what he was saying, but not
because her ears told her.
That was strange. She considered it idly, still not caring but mildly
interested in the puzzle of the thing. AH her senses, she realized
eventually, had shut down. Shut down completely, turned themselves off.
And because of that, her body was turning itself off as well. She had
the vague impression of a
heartbeat slowing down, of lungs no longer drawing in air, and other
organs ceasing to function.
Miranda, listen to me. Hear me.
She didn't want to listen to him. He would hurt her again. She knew he
would. He would hurt her
and she never wanted to be hurt like that
again.
You have to let me in, Miranda.
Oh, no. She couldn't let him in. It was dangerous to let him in.
Because he'd hurt her again and
because . . . because it wasn't time.
Why wasn't it time? Because . . . something else had to
happen first.
That was it. Somebody else had to die. There had to be five, that was
it, that was
why she had to wait.
There had to be five.
Please, Miranda. Please let me in.
Something's wrong, you have to let
me in.
No. She couldn't. She turned away from him and drifted back toward the
peaceful darkness. But
there was a tugging deep inside her that she
hadn't expected, and it was painful. She wanted so
badly to let him in,
to feel what she had never felt with anyone but him. But that
frightened her
too, her own need, the hunger that shattered control.
She shied away from it, tried to escape the demands of emotions she
didn't want to feel. Tried to
break the gossamer thread that seemed to
connect her to something . . . outside . . . something . . . someone .
. .
Miranda . . . you're dying. Can't you
feel it?
She didn't want to listen to that, because of course she wasn't dying.
She couldn't die, not yet.
There was something she had to do, something
. .. important.
Except nothing seemed to matter very much to her. Not now. The darkness
was warm and peaceful,
and she knew that outside held only anguish and
worry and grief. And him. Him, making her life
painful and prickly with
complications she didn't need. Him making demands. She was so tired.
Let me in . . . God damn you, let me
in . . .
She almost got away, got free, that faint connection so wispy and
frayed it couldn't possibly hold her
any longer. But then defenses she
was barely aware of gave way, and something grabbed her, captured her.
Other gossamer threads swirled around her, and where each one touched
her she felt a jolt that
was pain and pleasure and certainty that
seemed to her inevitable. Struggle though she did, she was
drawn slowly
but inexorably out of the peaceful darkness.
She felt the cold first, a cold that was bone deep, and she knew it had
been the beginning of death.
Then the slow, heavy beat of her heart,
uneven at first, gradually steadying, becoming stronger. Her
lungs drew
in air in a sudden gasp.
And she was back.
Miranda thought her head was going to explode, and every nerve in her
body throbbed. She was cold
and she ached, but she could hear again,
hear the wind outside whining around the eaves and sleet
rattling
against the windowpanes. A familiar softness beneath her told her she
was in her bed, though
she had no memory of being brought upstairs. She
knew if she opened her eyes she would see her bedroom around her. And
see him.
"Damn you," she heard herself murmur.
"Damn me all you want, as long as you let me in."
She felt his hands framing her face, felt his mouth moving on hers, and
no matter how much she
wanted to resist she knew she was responding to
him. Her body was warming, the cold ache seeping away, and she could
feel herself opening up to him, accepting him now willingly where
before she
had simply given way to his urgent insistence.
There was a hunger in her greater than her will to defy it. A hunger
for him. His hands soothed her
aching head and his mouth took hers in
long, deep, drugging kisses more addictive than any narcotic.
"This isn't fair," she whispered when she could.
"Christ, do you think I care?" Bishop's voice was hoarse.
Miranda forced her eyes to open. She thought she had seen him in every
mood, thought she would
have recognized any expression his face could
wear, but this was a man she had never seen before.
"I didn't let you in." She had to say it.
"I know."
"You promised you wouldn't—"
He kissed her again and said roughly, "Do you really think there's
anything I wouldn't do to keep you alive? Even if it gives you another
reason to hate me."
Miranda knew he'd find out soon enough that she didn't hate him, but
she wanted to argue about this dying business because it didn't make
sense to her. But his mouth was moving on hers and his hands
were
slipping beneath the covers to touch her, and all her consciousness
focused on the need he was
only feeding. Nothing else mattered.
Their eight years apart seemed to melt away, the clock turning back to
a summer during which two
new lovers discovered the most extraordinary
intimacy either had ever known.
Their bodies remembered first, driven by an urgent hunger that had to
be satisfied. Covers were pushed aside, clothing discarded, and they
couldn't stop touching and tasting, couldn't get close enough to each
other. It was familiar and yet new, their bodies altered by time and
experience, more mature now, more aware of their mortality and less
careless of life and the pleasures and pains it offered.
They explored the familiar and the different with the utter
deliberation of two people who knew too
well that each moment was a
gift and that they might never get this chance again. They took what
life
and fate offered them.
Outside, the storm was building, wailing now, and inside there was
warmth and intensity, another kind
of force that raged silently.
It happened now as it had that summer so long ago, and Miranda was
surprised and shaken all over
again by the enormity of it. With the
passionate physical joining came a mental union so deep and absolute it
was as if their two souls merged and became a single entity.
In a flashing instant, Miranda saw his life in the years they had been
apart, saw the pleasures and hurts
of it, the triumphs and tragedies,
the cases that had ended well and those that hadn't. She saw the faces
of his friends and co-workers and enemies, saw the places he'd been and
the things he'd done, and felt what he had felt. She knew that at the
same time he was also reliving her life, her experiences.
It was a wildly exhilarating roller coaster of emotions, and coupled
with the potent physical sensations
of lovemaking, it pushed them
toward an incredible peak so far beyond the reach of most humans that
there were no words with which to describe the journey.
Except sheer joy.
* * *
Deputy Greg Wilkie was concentrating almost entirely on the tricky job
of keeping his cruiser on the
road, and probably wouldn't even have
glanced into the alley if he hadn't been trying to keep a wary
eye out
for flying debris. He'd already nearly lost a side mirror to a flying
branch. His only thought,
when he saw someone moving around the car,
was that Liz was leaving a bit late and that it was a
good thing she
had a front-wheel-drive vehicle.
He didn't worry much, but he was a serious young man and a dedicated,
industrious cop, and on his
next pass through town he was careful to
check the alley again. He even altered his route so he could
pass by Liz's house a few minutes later. Her car was parked in the
driveway,
and lights were on in the house. Satisfied, he drove on.
* * *
One of the local pizza parlors had generously sent the last of the
day's hot pies to the Sheriff's Department before the storm closed them
down. And since the deputies expected to be awake most
if not all
night, none of them hesitated to scarf down pepperoni and onions even
at ten-thirty.
"Sometimes I love my job," Tony confided. Sitting back with his feet on
the conference table, he
shared a pizza with Alex and watched a small
TV the deputy had brought in and plugged into the building's satellite
system. "Who knew cheerleading competitions could be so ...
enthusiastic?"
"I think that's the point," Alex observed.
"Ah. I've gotta get out more often."
A faint stab of guilt made Alex say, "We should probably be watching
the Weather Channel instead
of this stuff."
"Why? We know it's storming. We know that sooner or later the storm
will pass. The patrols outside
are reporting in regularly to alert us
in case of real trouble. And—Wow. Will you look at how high
they can
throw each other?"
Alex checked his watch. "How long's Bishop been gone?"
"An hour, give or take. He said he'd call if there was a problem."
"Maybe the storm—"
"These cell phones of ours work in anything short of atomic
destruction." He looked over to find Alex staring at him, and added,
"Joke. But they're pretty dependable. It wasn't a government contract."
"You have a strange sense of humor for a government agent," Alex
observed, momentarily distracted.
"I think of myself as a cop, not a government agent."
"A psychic cop?"
Tony grinned. "I wondered when you were going to bring it up. Miranda
told you, huh?"
"When I finally got around to asking, yes. But she didn't go into
specifics about you guys. I mean,
other than Bishop."
"Ah. So you want to know if I'm sitting here reading your mind?"
"Something like that."
"Nope. Not my thing. I just. . . pick up emotions from the immediate
area."
"Which explains your hunch
about our conflicted killer?"
"More or less. I'm also very good at interpreting data in the usual
way."
Alex grunted and for several minutes stared at the TV. Then suddenly he
said, "Randy told me she couldn't read me, but..."
"You feel exposed?"
"Yeah."
Tony shrugged. "You shouldn't. If she says she can't read you, then she
can't. I might be able to guess what you're feeling at any given
moment, but most people give that away with facial expressions
anyway.
Sharon might know the keys she found on the floor belonged to you, but
that's about it."
"And Bishop?"
"I thought Miranda told you about him."
"I don't have to be psychic to know she wasn't telling me everything."
"Interesting." Tony nodded. "Okay. Bishop's a touch telepath, and a
strong one. Stronger than Miranda. But he came to it later in life than
she did. Some adepts don't really get a grip on their abilities until
their twenties or so,
whether because of denial or lack of practice, whatever. So even though
he's stronger,
she has more control. She was able to block all of us,
even Bishop. A very rare ability, believe me."
Tony paused, then
smiled. "And if you're worried about it, Bishop can't read you either."
"Randy said she could read less than half the people she met, usually.
I always thought this sort of
stuff sounded like magic. But it has its
limitations just like everything else, doesn't it?"
"Oh, yeah. Just another sense. For instance, you can't see things that
are out of sight in the distance or hidden behind other things, and if
your vision happens to be genetically bad, what you do see is out of
focus. You can't hear sounds except those within a certain really
limited range, and even then what you hear can be distorted. Your sense
of touch is affected by temperature, whether you're male or female, and
a dozen other things; and your sense of smell is not only severely
limited compared to most other animal species, but is so subjective
that your own brain can trick you into believing you do or don't
smell
something. Every single psychic ability has limitations in the same
way."
"Not magic at all."
"Nope."
After brooding about that for some time, Alex checked his watch again.
"I'm going to give it another
half hour, then I'll call Randy's house."
"Suit yourself." Tony was silent for ten of those minutes, then said
musingly, "You know, there's been
a lot of research done on psychic
abilities in recent years. In putting our unit together, all sorts of
tests
and measurements were developed. We have files full of graphs and
charts. Pages and pages of reports from doctors and psychologists and
scientists. And case after case where psychic ability made the
difference between success and failure. But for every fact there's a
myth or a legend or just something
we flat-out don't understand. Like telepaths, for
instance. I've heard it whispered for years that when
two telepaths
make love, it's something pretty amazing. That it's like the difference
between walking
and flying—you get where you want to go either way, but
once you've flown nothing else can ever compare."
Alex stared at him. "Is there a reason why you suddenly brought that
up?"
Tony reached for the last slice of pizza and tested it with a finger to
see if it needed to be nuked in
the microwave. "Oh, no. No reason at
all."
* * *
Miranda wasn't really asleep when the phone rang, just drifting
pleasantly in a cocoon of warmth and contentment as she listened to the
storm. Since she was on her side facing the nightstand she was able
to
reach for the receiver without even opening her eyes.
"Hello?"
"Randy, it's Alex. Are you— Is everything okay? When Bishop didn't
check in, we got a little worried."
She opened her eyes and looked at the clock on the nightstand, only
mildly surprised to find it was
nearly midnight. "Everything's fine,
Alex." She felt Bishop's arm tighten around her, and had to smile
to
herself at words that didn't begin to describe truth. "We'll wait out
the worst of the storm here,
though, and not try to get back until
sometime tomorrow morning."
"From the weather reports we're getting, this thing may go on the
biggest part of tomorrow," Alex
warned. "But, so far, no major power
outages and no other problems to speak of."
"Let me know if anything changes."
"Yeah, I will."
"And if Bonnie calls tomorrow before I get in, tell her I'm at home,
will you, please?"
"You bet."
Miranda hung up, and for a moment or two just lay there enjoying the
peaceful interlude. The warmth
of Bishop behind her, his hard body
pressed against hers, was a potent reminder of what they had
shared and
the undeniable truth that they were stronger together than apart.
She wondered if, even now, she was able to accept that.
She was aware of the easy connection with Bishop, of the complex weave
of gossamer threads that
linked their two minds, but she also knew that
what had happened when they had first become lovers more than eight
years before had happened again. Their minds touched just as their
bodies did, but
there was no active mental communication now, no
exchange of thoughts or emotions. A kind of
psychic overload had
temporarily numbed every one of their "extra" senses.
The first time had been the strongest, leaving them unable to use their
psychic abilities for days afterward—and leaving them understandably
apprehensive about the cost of being lovers. Not that
it had stopped
them. And they had eventually discovered that the effects were
short-lived, always
fading within hours.
It was, Bishop had said, their own unique afterglow.
Miranda wondered how long the effects would last this time. Would it be
days or hours before they
could use their abilities again? And when
they could, would they discover, as they had before, that
their joining
had created something remarkable?
Bishop moved behind her, and she turned onto her back to look up at him
as he raised himself on
an elbow.
"Wow," he said.
"I think you said that the first time," she observed.
"I wouldn't be a bit surprised." He touched her face gently. "I guess
I'd expected all the years we
were apart to change everything."
"Some things," Miranda said, not without ironic humor, "seem to be
immutable."
Bishop smiled. "In this particular case, I hope you don't expect me to
be upset about that."
Honestly curious and a little surprised, she said, "Then it doesn't
bother you to be so ... exposed?"
"To you? No," he answered without hesitation.
"It did once."
"I was an idiot then. I think I've mentioned it."
"I think you have."
He hesitated, then said, "I don't know how much came through just now,
how much you've had a
chance to think about, but you have to realize I
never meant to go behind your back, Miranda."
"I know that." She had felt his regrets, so intense even after all
these years that it had been painful. "I know that Kara agreed to help
you only after you promised you wouldn't tell me." She paused. "But
you
did go to her without telling me, and you did that because you knew I
would have said no."
Bishop didn't deny it. "I told myself she was old enough to decide what
she wanted to do, that you
were just being the protective older sister,
worrying too much, and that once she helped us catch the bastard you'd
agree it had been for the best. But I knew it was wrong. Going to her
without telling you first was a ... betrayal of you, a betrayal of
everything we were trying to build between us. But—"
"But," she finished dryly, "you thought you could justify it."
"Yeah, I did." He didn't try to do that now, didn't argue as he had
then that to catch a vicious killer virtually any means could be
justified. He simply said, "I was wrong. Nothing could have excused
hurting you like that, destroying your trust in me. Even if ... even if
it had turned out differently, it
would have been over between us. It took me a long time to realize
that. And understand why."
She was silent, watching him.
"And it was a professional mistake too. I closed my mind to all the
facts I should have considered.
You knew Kara far better than I did,
understood her abilities in a way I never could have. You
realized how
vulnerable she was to a stronger mind, especially a psychic one."
"You had no way of knowing Harrison was psychic," Miranda reminded him.
"None of us had."
He nodded, but said, "The difference is that it was a possibility you
would have considered—if I'd
given you the chance."
"Maybe."
He frowned slightly as he gazed down at her. "Miranda, you haven't
spent all these years thinking
any part of it was your fault, have you?"
"If we hadn't been arguing about it that last day, if I had just let
you get back to doing your job, then maybe—"
"Miranda." His hand lay warmly against her face, his thumb moving in a
gentle, soothing motion across her cheekbone. "It wouldn't have made a
difference, you know that. You have to know it. There were two teams of
agents and half a dozen plainclothes officers stationed all around the
house. I would have been outside with them. Even if I'd been there, I
wouldn't have known what was happening inside until too late."
"Your spider-sense might have—"
"You're forgetting." His mouth twisted in self-loathing. "I wanted to
confess, but I had some idiotic
idea that you'd be more likely to
forgive me if I confessed after we made love that morning."
She had forgotten that, which might have been surprising except for the
utter chaos of the emotions
that had followed during that endless day and all the days afterward.
"Very much a man thing, that sort of notion," she murmured, unable to
resist.
"Apparently. And a stupid thing." He grimaced. "You know, I think it's
one of the things I'm most ashamed of, that I had the colossal conceit
to believe— honestly believe—that you wouldn't be able
to stay mad at
me when you were ..."
"Weak with satisfaction?"
He closed his eyes briefly. "I don't believe I've ever been so wrong
about anything in my life."
In retrospect, Miranda couldn't help but see the humor in it, but all
she said was, "Let's call it a lesson learned and move on."
"Thank you," he said sincerely. "Moving on—since we had made love that
morning, the spider-sense
was temporarily out of order. Psychically, I
was blind as a bat. So I wouldn't have had a clue that something bad
was happening inside the house. Hell, I couldn't even sense a direct
danger to myself."
He briefly touched his left cheek. "Which is why I
got this."
"I wondered. I knew you got it that day when Harrison—when he got past
all the cops, but I never thought about how he was able to get that
close to you."
"That's how. I never saw him coming. In any sense." Bishop paused. "He
also got my gun. Killed
four more people with it."
Miranda hadn't know about that. "I'm sorry."
He nodded. "Anyway, the point I was trying to make is that you weren't
to blame in any way for
what happened. It was my fault. Start to
finish, it was my fault."
"Ultimately, it was Harrison's fault. He killed my family, Bishop, not
you."
"Yes, but I made them a target. If I had gone to you first, it would
have all been so different. I don't know if I'd have been able to
convince you, but I do know that if you'd been
involved, you would
have been able to protect Kara, maybe even prevent
Harrison from following that psychic connection back to her."
"I think you overestimate my abilities," she said, deliberately light.
"Do I?" He kissed her, taking his time about it, then said, "You knew
this would happen. Us."
She didn't try to deny it, ruefully aware that he had mined that little
nugget from her own brain during
the wild kaleidoscope of mental
communication. "I knew. And I wasn't happy about it, not then."
"What about now? Regrets?"
"No." She reached up to briefly touch his cheek, absently tracing the
scar. "I don't know how I feel, except that I'm glad you're here. I'm
not thinking past that."
"I'll settle for that. For now." He kissed her again, his brows drawing
together as he sorted through the images and emotions stored in his
brain. The exchange between them had been rather like viewing a
videotape in extreme fast-forward mode, and it was only now that they
could begin to sift through and understand all the information.
"You knew we'd be lovers again," he said slowly. "But there was
something else, wasn't there?
Something else you saw even before any of
this started."
Miranda hesitated even now, not because she didn't want to confide in
him but because she was
uneasily aware that she might already have
changed the future she had seen. Everything else had happened in the
expected order, except for this. Five. Five victims, and then they
became lovers again—that's what she had seen.
Had she changed the future? In building up her shields so strongly to
close Bishop out and try to
avoid any closeness between them, had she
inadvertently caused the ideal situation that would
make it possible
for him to revive their relationship—and their bond?
And if she had . . . what would be the repercussions?
"Miranda?"
She smiled. "I don't know about you, but I'm starving."
"Miranda—"
"I'm not stalling. Well, not much." Whether or not she had changed the
future, sooner or later she'd have to tell him what she had originally
seen. Or he'd find the information stored in his own mind. And since
she was reasonably sure of what would happen when he discovered it, any
delay seemed wise. "I just think that since neither of us is sleepy and
the storm may knock out the power at any time, we should take advantage
of all the modern conveniences while we can."
He stared at her. "You aren't going to tell me."
"I really am starving, Bishop."
"Have I told you what a stubborn woman you are?"
"Once or twice." She threw back the covers on her side and sat up.
"We'll argue about it later. For now, I'm hungry and I'd like to check
the Weather Channel just to see what we're in for. And if you want a
shower while the water's hot, I'd suggest now, just in case we do lose
power."
He watched her gather their scattered clothing and leave it on the foot
of the bed, then put on a thick ter-rycloth robe from the closet.
"I'd forgotten how beautiful you are," he said. "I thought I hadn't,
but. . . Jesus. It's like a kick in the stomach."
Amused, she said, "You sweet talker, you." She found a pair of fuzzy
cat slippers Bonnie had given her for Christmas and slid her feet into
them. They looked absurd but were both comfortable and warm.
He grinned at her. "You still don't give a damn, do you? You're no more
impressed by your looks than
by your psychic abilities."
"Because I'm not responsible for either one. A genetic roll of the dice
is. Ask me about my black belt
or sharpshooter
medals, or about my ability to finish a crossword puzzle in record
time, and I'll brag
a little bit."
"I wonder if you would," he mused.
"See you downstairs, Bishop." Halfway there, Miranda realized she was
smiling. She had told him the truth: she really wasn't looking beyond
the fact that she was glad he was with her right now. She didn't want
to think about anything else.
She went into the living room to turn on the TV and got a weird sense
of deja vu. For a moment, she paused there, looking around with a
frown. There was her shoulder harness hanging over the chair,
the gun
in it. Several lamps burning. The Ouija board on the coffee table.
She moved close to it, then bent and moved the planchette to the center
of the board. She had the
nagging sense that something was wrong with
this picture, but couldn't figure out what it was. She
also couldn't
clearly remember last being in this room.
All she recalled was . . . coming home. And then being in bed with
Bishop.
"I hope he can fill in a few of the blanks," she murmured to herself,
and continued on to the kitchen.
Behind her, the planchette moved slowly back until it was centered over
the word NO.
FIFTEEN
"If you had any sense," Alex told Tony, "you'd go on back to the Lodge
and get some sleep."
"I'm a glutton for punishment," Tony agreed. "Besides, it hardly seems
worth the bother at this point.
The roads are so bad it'd take an hour
to get there, and it's nearly two in the morning now. And storms are
even less fun when you're all alone, that much I'm sure of."
"Um. Where did you say Dr. Edwards was calling from?"
"From your Dr. Shepherd's house. Not that I bought that old 'we only
got this far before the storm stopped us' story. If you ask me, those
two would have ended up at his house, storm or no storm."
Alex grunted. "You psychics seem to move awfully fast."
Tony grinned at him. "Think so? Sorry, pal, but it's not such an easy
answer. In my experience,
psychics actually tend to move more slowly
than the average in romantic matters. Being more
sensitive than most,
we're wary of being hurt."
Alex decided he didn't want to pursue that subject. "Now that the
pizza's all gone and we've run out
of cheerleading competitions to
watch," he said, "and since you don't want to call it a night, what do
you say we try to get some work done?"
Tony sighed and propped his feet on the conference table once again,
this time directing his attention
to the bulletin board rather than the
muted television showing weather reports. "It's all right with me.
Assuming we can get anything done, which is doubtful. It'll be Monday
at the earliest before Quantico
can get us a workable list of tire
dealerships in the area. And we've got three deputies out there reading
through those copies of classified ads looking for a few our missing
teens might possibly have replied
to. I don't know about you, but I
don't want to go down into the basement and hunt through more
missing-persons reports, not tonight."
"No, me either. It's not the most cheerful place in the world even
without a blizzard."
"So, we're left with brain work. Trying one more time to put the puzzle
together." Tony frowned at
the bulletin board. "I wonder what it was
the killer wanted from Adam Ramsay."
"You think Bishop's right about that?"
"I think he's a damned good profiler even without the psychic edge, and
I've learned not to bet against him."
Alex gazed at the bulletin board. "With no more than the boy's bones as
evidence, how're we supposed
to figure out what might have had value to
the killer?"
Tony twisted around to hunt through the stack of files on the table,
finally producing a folder containing various interviews and the
autopsy report on Adam Ramsay.
"How many times have you looked at that?" Alex asked.
"God knows. But maybe this time I'll see what I've missed every time
before."
Alex shrugged and pulled another folder across the table so he could go
through it. Before he opened it, however, he said slowly, "What does it
say about a town that it might have hidden a monster for years? What
does it say about us?"
Tony looked at him soberly. "It says this particular monster isn't
wearing horns and a tail to make him easy to spot. They mostly don't,
you know. They hide in plain sight, looking pretty much like the rest
of us, daring us to see them, to recognize them for what they are.
Problem is, even those of us with
extra senses have trouble spotting
the monsters, so don't beat yourself up about it. But I can tell you
this much. When we do find him, his final victim will be this town,
because none of you will ever be
the same again."
* * *
"How did you find me when you got here?" Miranda asked as they sat at
the kitchen table with coffee after their meal and listened to the
storm wailing.
"Out cold," Bishop replied succinctly. "And I do mean cold. Your body
temperature was dropping like
a stone." He watched her, aware that she
was edgy about something and that these first tentative hours together
as lovers might well decide their future. It was the major reason he
hadn't pressed her to
discover what vision she had seen in the
beginning. "Don't you remember?"
She frowned. "I remember coming home, letting myself in. I remember
checking the machine out in
the hall. And then . . . your voice in my
head telling me I was dying."
Wary that she might believe he'd latched on to any excuse to invade her
mind, Bishop said, "I found
you in the living room, on the floor, as if
you'd just fallen. No outward sign of injury. I'm no doctor,
but I've
seen plenty of dead and dying, Miranda. You were dying. It wasn't just
the
dropping
temperature; your pulse was fading away, respiration slowing.
It was like your body was just. . .
stopping. Your mind had let go or
been cut off somehow, was drifting away, and without it, all your
systems were shutting down."
She accepted that only because she didn't have an alternate
explanation. "But what caused it to
happen? That's what I don't
understand."
Bishop hadn't wasted much time in working it all out then, not with
Miranda so still and seemingly
lifeless. He hadn't thought about
anything but getting her back, and had acted instantly and
instinctively to do that.
But now he realized that her abrupt collapse was more than a little
odd. "I assumed it was because of your shield. That all the energy you
had trapped inside all this time had finally burst free. I knew as soon
as I touched you that the shield was completely gone; that's how I was
able to get through to you."
She got up to refill her coffee cup, still frowning. Instead of
returning to the table, she leaned back
against the counter near the
sink and looked at him steadily. "No, that isn't what happened. I know
it's what you were worried about, but I was able to control that energy
without letting it damage me. Years of practice. There were side
effects, sure—the headaches, for one. But nothing that could
have
caused that sort of ultimate collapse, and certainly not without
warning."
"Then what did cause it?"
Miranda set her cup on the counter. "I was in the living room?"
"Yeah."
"Then whatever caused it must have been in there." She went into the
living room and Bishop followed. They studied the room, which looked
entirely peaceful and unthreatening.
Miranda sat on the couch, gazing at the Ouija board on the coffee
table. "Why is this here? I could
swear Bonnie told me
they were up in her room when they used it."
"They wouldn't have carried it down here for any reason?"
"I can't think why they would have. Or why my housekeeper would have."
Bishop sat beside her. He reached out and idly moved the planchette to
the center of the board.
"If this is what they used to contact. ..
whoever it was they contacted . . . then it's a literal doorway."
She looked at him. "And maybe Bonnie forgot to close the door."
"Or closed it too late," he suggested. "I don't know too much about
this sort of thing; like I told you, we've had trouble coming up with
any viable tests or measurements, and the research on the subject
is
shaky at best. But I seem to remember you telling me once that there
was no way for a medium
to control what came through an open door."
"As far as I know, that's true. Sometimes a medium can partially block
a doorway to narrow the
opening, but that's it. And the danger is that
it's usually the angriest, most negative spirit that rushes through the
first open door it sees."
"The most recently and violently killed."
Miranda nodded. "Usually."
"Which in this case is likely to be Steve Penman, or maybe Lynet
Grainger. Both were killed more quickly than the other two, with less
time to even try to accept what was going to happen to them."
"True." Miranda thought about it for a minute. "Bonnie confessed that
she and Amy had tried once
before to contact someone who could help us
locate Steve. It was a brief attempt, stopped pretty abruptly—but the
name spelled out as their contact was Lynet's."
"She didn't strike me as the angry sort," Bishop said.
"No, she was a ... very quiet, sweet-tempered girl." Miranda drew a
breath. "But she died an adolescent, and the sheer emotional energy of
that could easily be destructive. She could be desperate enough to
live
that she didn't stop to count the cost to anyone else."
Bishop tapped the board with a finger. "If this is the doorway Bonnie
used, the place where she
focused her energies, then her own mind was
somewhat protected. Right?"
"Yes, especially if she raised her own shields immediately after they
made contact. Kara and I taught
her when she was very small how to
protect herself as much as possible, and by now it's an automatic
defense."
"Then what would happen if the doorway was open just long enough for a
spirit to come through—but not long enough for it to find Bonnie's mind
accessible?"
"Then the spirit would be... here." Miranda looked around. "In the
house."
"Confined here?"
"Probably, at least for a while. Some are able to migrate to other
places through connections with
people they knew in life, but if this
is where it came in, then it's stuck here until it gets its bearings
and is able to gain and focus strength."
Slightly distracted by possibilities, Bishop said, "In that case, I
hope the kid isn't a voyeur."
Miranda smiled. "According to Bonnie and other mediums I've talked to,
spirits trapped in our world aren't completely here. They're only able
to see the living people who are able to see them; the rest
of us exist
to them only as ... the flicker of shadows caught out of the corner of
their eyes."
Bishop grimaced. "The way most of us see them."
"Exactly. They don't drift around watching the living because they
can't really see us. We just happen
to inhabit the same space, I
suppose on different dimensional planes."
Bishop thought about that. "Okay, that relieves my mind, at least on
that point. Now—Bonnie and her friends make contact and then promptly
leave the house. The only person left here is your housekeeper, who is
probably not psychic."
"Definitely not psychic."
"Then she leaves. And the next person to come in— is you."
"Yes, but my shields were—" Miranda broke off, the wheels of memory
almost visibly turning. "Wait
a minute. I remember now. I came in here
after taking a shower, and something made me think there might be an
intruder in the house."
"What?"
"The board. The Ouija board was on the floor. When I first got home it
was here on the coffee table.
I knew I should search the house, but
I... I decided to drop my shields instead. Just for a moment, so
I
could check the house faster and more thoroughly."
"And you opened a door," Bishop said.
* * *
With the clinic all but empty, they'd had their choice of rooms, but
Seth's father had casually asked
his son and Bonnie to sleep in the
four-bed ward with the youngest patients, two little girls, and
"keep
them company."
Whether it was for the sake of propriety or in case the girls needed
them, neither Seth nor Bonnie objected. In any case, Seth didn't intend
to close his eyes, not tonight. Long after the girls and
Bonnie had
settled into sleep, he sat in the lounge near the door and listened to
the storm raging
outside the dim, quiet room.
As the hours passed, he fought off drowsiness several times, jerking
awake to peer around the room uneasily, to listen the way someone
snatched from sleep by a nightmare would listen for the stealthy
footsteps of an intruder.
If asked, he couldn't have explained just what he was feeling. Anxiety
over Bonnie, of course, because
he thought this spirit business upset
her more than she was saying. Lingering shock over the tragedy
that had
all but destroyed her family, and lingering astonishment that Steve's
body had been found
just where that damned Ouija board had claimed it
would be.
A Ouija board, for Christ's sake.
He didn't believe in any of that shit. Well... he hadn't. But something
about Bonnie's attitude had told
him loud and clear that he'd better
readjust his thinking if his future included her—which it most
certainly did. And the damned thing had been right, there was no
getting away from that.
Brooding, Seth shifted restlessly in his chair at least twice before it
occurred to him that something
was wrong. He didn't know what it was at
first, but when the storm stilled for several minutes, he
heard it. The
sound was so low he'd noticed it only subconsciously, but now the hair
on the nape
of his neck was stirring, and he felt a chill of unease so
strong it brought him up out of his chair.
He checked out the ward, moving slowly, pausing often to listen and
silently cursing the storm as it
picked up again. It was difficult to
hear anything else, but as he circled the room and ended up at
Bonnie's
bedside, he heard it.
A faint rustling sound, almost like . . . whispering. It was low and
quiet, but rose and fell, teasing his senses as he tried to grasp it
and understand what it was. An insect? A mouse in the wall? A voice?
Seth bent over Bonnie and listened, but the hushed, rustling sounds
weren't coming from her. She
was sleeping, apparently peacefully, and
he had to fight the urge to wake her just to make certain
she was all
right.
He forced himself to leave her in order to circle the room once again,
and again ended up standing
beside her bed looking down at her. That whispering ... It wasn't an
insect,
and it wasn't a mouse,
he was sure of that.
He was also sure of something else. Whatever it was, the sound was
here. All around Bonnie. It wasn't coming from her, and yet... it was
here. As if the very air above her relaxed, sleeping body contained
something. ...
A deeper chill swept through him, and he reached out to wake Bonnie,
suddenly convinced beyond all reason that she was in desperate, deadly
danger.
Before he could touch her, the storm quieted in another lull, and the
silence of the room closed about
him. He heard Bonnie breathing softly.
Heard one of the little girls shift in her bed and murmur
something
unintelligible. Nothing else.
Seth drew back his hand and listened intently for several minutes, but
there was only peaceful quiet
inside and the storm outside.
Half under his breath, he said, "Daniels, you're losing it."
But he moved his uncomfortable chair closer to Bonnie's bed. And he
didn't feel drowsy again, not
for a long, long time.
* * *
"I'm not a medium," Miranda protested.
"No, which is why the spirit couldn't inhabit your mind," Bishop said.
"But it tried. Tried to force its
way, to cut your mind and spirit free
of your body so it could have a vessel of its own again. And
when your
defenses slammed up, their normal strength magnified by all the force
you'd been building inside ..."
"It was too much," she finished slowly. "My system couldn't handle it,
physically or mentally. My
spirit very nearly was cut loose, drifting
away. And without that, my body was—"
"Dying. It makes sense. As much as any of this makes sense, that is."
Miranda smiled slightly. "So you did save my life. Thank you."
Bishop had a vague memory of growling something at her about doing
whatever it took to keep her
alive, and half hoped she'd forgotten
that. He was fully aware that the ruthless aspect of his nature
made
her wary, and he wasn't sure if, given his actions in the past, she had
any confidence in his
ability to use that ruthlessness wisely.
"You're welcome," he said.
Miranda laughed under her breath, then went grave again as she looked
down at the Ouija board. "So whatever spirit they contacted is probably
still here, in the house." She kept her voice matter-of-fact,
even
though her skin crawled at the idea of a spirit so angry or desperate
to escape, it had ruthlessly attacked her.
"Are you sure of that?"
"No. But I think we'd better assume it for now."
"And both of us are psychically blind as a couple of bats. Even if we
were mediumistic, neither of us could open a door for it—to come into
us or to leave here. So we're safe from it, at least for now. But when
we regain our abilities we'll have to be careful; if it attacked you
only because your shields were down, then anyone with any kind of
psychic ability could be at risk."
"Bonnie can't come back here," Miranda said.
"At least not until we regain our abilities and figure out what to do
about it," he agreed. "Young as
she is, we can't take the chance she
might not be able to protect herself—especially if, say, it's the
spirit of Steve Penman, who by most accounts did have a lot of anger in
his nature."
Recalling the force of the attack against her, Miranda felt a chill.
Bonnie had good shields, strong
shields, but they could be weakened by
physical weariness or slip because of carelessness or inattention. Just
a slight opening, a weak
point in the defenses, and an angry spirit could force its way
in—especially into the mind of a mediumistic psychic designed by nature
to be receptive to the contact.
"She'll be all right, Miranda."
He was, she decided, getting entirely too good at reading her,
especially without benefit of his extra senses. "I know."
"You said it would take time for the spirit to gain enough energy,
enough strength, to leave here. Right?"
"Right." As far as I know. But do I
know enough to be sure?
"Then we have a little breathing room. And there is a more immediate
threat we have to consider."
He was right. Pushing aside the unknown, Miranda said, "Gossip is
spreading fast about how we were able to find Steve's body. Sooner or
later, the killer is going to find out Bonnie poses a danger to him."
"Yes—assuming he even believes in what she can do."
"You said it yourself, Bishop—this killer wants to think he's in
control and all-powerful; it will only reinforce his ego if he thinks
the only way we can interfere with his plans is by using paranormal
means. That's right, isn't it? He'll be eager to accept the idea that
the ghost of one of his victims
sent us to find Steve Penman."
"He'll also be eager to make sure we can't use that tool again.
Especially if it unsettles him to believe
his victims can speak through
Bonnie, can accuse him of his crimes. So I'd say we have far more to
fear from the living than the dead, for the present anyway."
Miranda got up and moved across the room to the big front window. The
streetlights were barely
visible through the swirling, blowing snow,
and the moaning of the wind was constant.
"I hate this," she muttered. "We're isolated, cut off from everything,
helpless to do anything but wait. While that maniac is out there
somewhere, probably pissed and thinking about his next victim. I just
hope to God he's trapped inside like the rest of us."
Bishop came up behind her and slid his arms around her. "You know, for
an atheist you have an interesting relationship with God."
She was stiff for just an instant, then relaxed against him. "Oh, you
noticed that?"
"I did, yes."
She chuckled, grateful for the momentary distraction from her worries.
"Just habit, I suppose, to use
the word. The name. No disrespect
intended or offense meant. And no belief in a deity. Malign fate,
maybe, but no benevolent intelligence watching over us."
"Yet you know something of us survives death."
"To me, that's not a religious thing—not a question of faith or belief,
or any notion that surviving
death is some kind of reward for a life
well lived. It's a certainty. It's like knowing a tree sheds its
leaves
year after year, cultivating a new set each spring of its life cycle.
The tree grows and sinks
its roots deeper and deeper, and wears a new
set of leaves each spring until it finally grows as large
as it can,
reaches the end of its life, and dies."
"Our bodies are the . . . leaves of our soul?"
"Why not?" She shrugged. "We tend to think what's real and lasting is
only what we can see, but that doesn't mean we're right. Maybe our skin
and bones and the faces we see in the mirror are really the
most
transitory things about us. Maybe we just wear our bodies the way that
tree wears its leaves, our physical selves being born and maturing and
dying over and over while inside our spirits grow and learn."
"It has its attractions, that theory," Bishop said. "And maybe it
explains ..."
"Explains what?"
He hesitated, and when he replied he made sure his tone was light.
"Explains what I felt the first
time I set eyes on you. Do you suppose
one soul can recognize another even wearing a different
set of leaves?"
After a moment, she said in an equally casual tone, "I guess that would
depend on the soul. An old soul would probably have more practice at
it, especially if you believe the karmic theory that says we travel
through our existence surrounded by many of the same souls in life
after life. Maybe we're psychic because we're old souls, and these
abilities of ours are simply the result of a ... spiritual evolution."
Bishop wondered if neither of them wanted to probe too deeply and
question their own feelings
because they were afraid of the answers
they might find. But he accepted the tacit avoidance, and
his own
relief told him he was not yet ready to risk pushing Miranda in that
direction.
"Another theory that has its own attractions," he said judiciously.
"Nice to think of oneself as a
highly evolved soul. Do you suppose an
earlier set of my leaves might have been Charlemagne?"
Miranda turned to smile up at him. "More likely Rasputin," she said.
"Although I suppose you
could have been both, given the dates."
"The Mad Monk? Thanks a lot."
She slid her arms up around his neck. "There's just something about
those eyes. Absolutely hypnotic."
"If you'll forgive a bad pun—look who's talking." He kissed her, then
said, "We won't let anyone
harm Bonnie, Miranda. Not in this life or
from the next."
"Promise?" Immediately, she shook her head. "No, that's not fair. And
not realistic."
Bishop lifted a hand to smooth a strand of her silky black hair from
her face. He knew she was right, knew that to make such a promise right
now, with everything that was going on around them, was unreasonable
and even irrational.
But he wasn't very surprised to hear himself say steadily,
"I promise,
Miranda."
Sunday, January 16
Deputy Sandy Lynch refilled her coffee cup and returned to her desk
after a brief look out the
window. The wind had finally died down, at
least for the moment, and the snow had slowed to
gently drifting
flakes; if she'd been a fan of winter wonderlands, she would have loved
it. But with
a foot or so of snow on the ground and power outages being
reported now that people were up and
about, it promised to be a
difficult, busy day for the Sheriff's Department.
Especially if, as the Weather Service was predicting, the back side of
the storm blew through
later today.
Sandy sipped her coffee and then rubbed her eyes wearily. Spending most
of the night reading old classified ads hadn't been a lot of fun, but
at least it had kept her occupied. Not that she really knew
what she
was looking for. As instructed, she was making a list of similar ads
that had run around the
time of each of more than a dozen reported
disappearances of teens passing through the area. But in doing so, she
had noticed that several businesses appeared to run ads all or most of
the time—like the paper mill, for instance, which always seemed to need
to hire more employees.
The car dealerships and garages also appeared to have a high turnover,
the school system always
seemed to be looking for bus drivers and
janitors, and even the town of Gladstone itself offered a
fairly
constant stream of opportunities for transient labor such as street
cleaning and litter control,
grounds maintenance, and various kinds of
painting and repairs.
Some time in the wee hours of the night, Sandy had compared some of the
old classifieds with those
in last week's paper,
but nothing of particular interest had jumped out at her. Ads from
years ago and those more recent appeared boringly similar.
"Dead bodies one day and paper cuts the next," she muttered
sardonically to herself. "Talk about extremes. I just love my job."
The front door opened to admit a gust of really cold air and one FBI
agent, and since Sandy's desk
was the nearest one occupied beyond the
reception area, she got to chase blowing papers around.
"Sorry about that, Deputy," Bishop apologized.
Sandy got off her knees and back into her chair, wishing he didn't make
her feel so flustered.
"It's okay, Agent Bishop. Agent Harte is back in
the conference room."
"Thank you." Bishop nodded courteously with a smile and went on past
her desk.
Deputy Brady Shaw waited until the agent disappeared down the hallway
before marveling, "Was
that an honest-to-God smile? And me without my
cameras."
"He's always polite," Sandy objected, ruefully aware of defending a man
who could undoubtedly
defend himself.
"Yeah, but he doesn't waste smiles—even on you, Sandy. At least he
didn't yesterday." Brady nodded judiciously. "The test will be when
Sheriff Knight comes in."
"What test?"
"To see if she's smiling too," Brady replied with a grin.
Sandy rolled her eyes and heaved a sigh. "Honestly, you men. Just
because he's in a good mood you figure he got lucky last night."
"Give me another reason why he'd be in a good mood," Brady challenged.
"We've got a killer running around out there and bodies piling up like
cordwood, we're in the middle of a blizzard, the power is
failing all over
town—and the Bluebird Lodge sucks as a place to stay."
"I'm going back to work now," Sandy announced.
"I'll bet twenty bucks that Sheriff Knight is also in a good mood when
she gets here."
"I'm ignoring you."
Brady chuckled. "Just wait and see if I'm not right."
* * *
Bishop walked into the conference room to find Tony leaning back with
his feet propped on the conference table, and said, "Have you even
moved since I left last night?"
"Of course I have." Tony looked at him with bright, speculative eyes.
"Don't even start," Bishop warned.
"I was just going to observe how much benefit there obviously is in a
good night's sleep," Tony said innocently. "Last night you were pacing
holes in the floor, and this morning you're . . . not nearly as tense."
Dryly, Bishop said, "Tony, you're about as subtle as neon."
Tony laughed. "Okay, okay. Where's Miranda?"
"She went by Dr. Daniels's clinic to talk to Bonnie and take her a few
things."
"So the kid's stuck there for the duration?"
"She's safer there." Bishop briefly explained what he and Miranda
believed had happened when Bonnie had used the Ouija board the day
before.
Sobered, Tony said, "Poor kid. I always thought being mediumistic would
be the least fun ability to
have, even if it did confirm some kind of
existence beyond death."
"It's one of the two abilities with the highest potential danger to the
psychic, I know that much."
"What's the other ability? Being able to tap in to the mind of a
killer?"
Bishop nodded. "I've known only two psychics with that ability. It
killed one of them and damned
near killed the other."
"Miranda's sister," Tony realized. "And the other— was that the psychic
you told us about last year,
the one in North Carolina?"
"Cassie Neill. When that case was over and done with, she had almost
totally burned out psychically.
It'll be years, if ever, before she
regains any of her former abilities."
"You told us it was a good thing, for her."
"Yeah. She'd devoted her entire adult life to using her abilities to
help the police, and she was about as close to a total breakdown as
anyone I've ever seen. At least now she can have a shot at a normal
life."
"Odd how some of us have few problems and others seem to be ... almost
punished ... by psychic abilities," Tony mused.
"Why do you think it was so difficult to pull together an effective
team of psychics that it took years
to do it?" Bishop said. "Finding
genuine psychics wasn't the problem; finding genuine psychics who
could
handle che work consistently was."
"Urn. Which means we could really use someone like Miranda on the team."
Bishop picked up a sheaf of messages from the table. "She has a term of
office as sheriff to finish out."
"And then?"
"We haven't talked about it."
Deciding not to push, Tony said, "Probably best to take things a day at
a time for now." He saw Bishop frown down at the messages, and added,
"You asked last night that the deputies taking phone calls note down
any comments or questions about how we were able to find Steve Penman's
body. There weren't many calls last night,
but lots this morning."
"Have you looked at these?" Bishop asked.
"No, one of the deputies just brought them in a little while ago. Why?"
Grim, Bishop said, "Because the prevailing theory seems to be that we
were able to find Penman's
body because Liz Hallowell saw it in the tea
leaves."
"Oh," Tony said. And then, slowly, "Oh, shit."
SIXTEEN
"No answer at her house or the store." Miranda cradled the receiver.
"She's an early riser, she'd be
up by now."
Bishop checked his watch. "Nearly ten. If the weather reports are on
target, we'll get the back side
of the storm by noon or a little after."
Miranda picked up a clipboard from the conference table and studied it
with a frown. "Her house isn't
in one of the sections reporting a power
outage, but even if it were she'd still have the phone. Damn."
Tony said, "Unless he's stupidly out there now leaving tracks in the
snow, or even more stupidly went
out in the middle of the storm, he had
to have acted fairly early last night, right? Just hours after we
found
Penman's body. Would he have felt threatened enough to move against her
so quickly?"
"Believing it was possible she had a pipeline to his victims?" Bishop
barely hesitated. "I'd say yes."
Miranda nodded. "Then we have to go out there, before the storm gets
wound up again.
Where's Alex?"
"The lounge," Tony answered. "When everything was so quiet a few hours
ago, he decided to get
a little sleep. Want me to wake him?"
"No. If we're very lucky, there won't be any reason to disturb his
sleep now or later." She drew a
breath. "In fact, I don't want to tell
any of the deputies unless it's necessary. Liz is ... very well liked.
We'll keep it just between us, for now. Tony, if something has
happened, first impressions could be
very useful to us."
"Well, sure, but I'm not especially strong," he reminded her.
She gave Bishop a wry look, and he said, "At the moment, you have both
of us beat."
Tony blinked. "Ah. I wondered why the transmitter was so silent that I
was reduced to trying to
read your stone face."
"Temporarily out of order."
"How temporarily?"
"A few hours, if we're lucky. A few days, if we're not."
"Receivers busted too?"
"Afraid so."
Tony looked from one to the other, having little luck reading two very
calm faces. "I see. I don't,
actually, but since it's obvious I'm not
going to get an explanation, never mind. The timing could
be better,
guys."
"No kidding." Miranda put down the clipboard. "There's some snow gear
in one of the storage lockers. You'll both need boots, at least." She
was already wearing hers.
"I'll get them," Tony said.
"Don't say anything to the others," Miranda told him.
"Gotcha."
When they were alone in the conference room, Bishop said, "Assuming
we're right about this, none
of us could have anticipated that he'd
move so fast."
"I know, I know." But she was frowning.
And Bishop didn't like something he saw in her face, a tension or
strain that hadn't been there just
a few minutes ago. "Miranda, none of
this is your fault."
She looked at him steadily. "But Tony's right about our rotten timing.
We could hardly have picked
a worse moment to have our abilities muted."
"We didn't pick the moment, it picked us." Bishop's voice was
deliberate. "And I'm not sorry it did.
The rate we were going, we were
never going to get there without a nudge."
"It was more of a shove," she said.
It wasn't like her to be flippant at such a moment, and it told Bishop
probably more than she would
have liked about her state of mind. He
crossed the space between them and lifted a hand to touch
her face.
"Are you all right?"
"There is," she said with a touch of grimness, "such a thing as being
known too well."
"What's wrong, Miranda?"
"Me. I'm wrong."
"In what way?"
Miranda drew a breath and let it out slowly. "I thought I could change
things. I thought I could . . .
exert some kind of control over fate,
even if only a little. And I thought I had. But if Liz is dead ...
if
she died last night before you came to me ... then it's all happening
just the way I saw it happen,
in spite of what I tried to do to change
it. I can't change it. Apparently there's not a goddamned
thing I can
do to stop any of it."
Bishop felt a little chill that came from instinct rather than
knowledge. "What is it? What did you see?"
Whether Miranda would have answered became moot when Tony returned to
the conference room
with the snow boots. She turned away from Bishop,
becoming once again the brisk and efficient
sheriff, and the moment for
confidences passed.
Miranda made that even more clear when she decided they should take two
vehicles—just in case one
of them got stuck in the snow. It was a
reasonable precaution, but it was also an obvious desire to be alone
for a while since she rather pointedly suggested that Bishop and Tony
take their rental SUV.
All the way out to Liz Hallowell's house, even as he concentrated on
navigating in the deep snow,
Bishop was trying to sort through the
images crammed in his mind, all the emotions and events of Miranda's
life during the past eight years. He felt frustrated, knowing that the
answer was within
his grasp if he could only identify it. But it was
like searching for a single snapshot in a box filled
with them when he
wasn't sure what the picture was supposed to look like.
"Boss?"
Slowing cautiously to follow Miranda's Jeep around a corner, Bishop
said, "Yeah?"
"If Liz Hallowell is dead .,
. do we let the killer believe he
succeeded in silencing our medium?"
"If it'll protect Bonnie, I say we damned well try. And you'll notice
Miranda didn't send any of her deputies to the clinic; doing anything
to draw attention to Bonnie before we know for sure what's happened
could be a bad mistake."
"So could waiting," Tony offered soberly.
"I know. And so does Miranda."
Tony was silent for half a block; then, as he drew his weapon and
checked it absently, he said,
"Either the transmitter's beginning to
recover, or you're worried as hell, because I can feel it."
Bishop tried experimentally to focus his spider-sense. "No, I'm still
pretty much blind at the moment."
"And worried?"
"Let's just say I don't like the way things are shaping up."
"Can't say that I blame you about that."
Nothing more was said, and minutes later they reached Liz HallowelPs
house. Bishop parked his
vehicle behind Miranda's, and they joined her
outside.
She was studying the smooth expanse of pristine snow covering the
ground, Liz's parked car, and the small house. "Nobody's gone in or out
of the house this way for hours at least," she said.
"I'll check the back." Tony headed off to make a wide circuit of the
house. Minutes later, he returned. "Nope, no sign anyone's come or gone
since the storm got serious last night."
"Feel anything?" Bishop asked.
"I don't feel anybody alive in there," Tony said reluctantly.
Miranda sighed, her breath misting the air. "Shit." The curse was too
weary to hold any other emotion. "Anything else?"
Tony was silent for a minute, his attention and senses focused on the
house, then frowned at the other two. "You know, for a murderous
maniac, this guy has some peculiar emotions. What I feel most of
all is
intense regret. I mean, bordering on actual grief. He did not want to
do ... whatever it is he did."
Grim, Miranda said, "Let's go find out what he did."
They trusted Tony's sense of the place, but nevertheless drew their
weapons automatically as they cautiously approached the house. They
found the front door unlocked and went inside swiftly and silently,
protecting one another and alert to possible danger.
Bishop didn't need his spider-sense to know there was no longer
anything dangerous here, but he
moved carefully, like the others, as he
began searching the house. The big and open kitchen/dining/family-room
area was easy to look over, and all that met their eyes was a placid
cream-colored cat with chocolate points sitting on the back of the
sofa; the cat didn't seem the
slightest bit
disturbed by strangers and was busily engaged in washing one brown
forepaw.
They split up to check the other rooms. Bishop and Tony found nothing,
and were just coming back
up the hallway when Miranda emerged from the
master bedroom. She leaned against the doorjamb, slowly returning her
pistol to the hip holster she was wearing today.
Bishop felt an odd ripple in their connection, a flutter of emotions
that marked the beginning of the
return of his abilities. It told him
much more clearly than her utterly remote expression that Miranda
was
badly shaken. It also told him why.
"Tony," she said, her voice carefully matter-of-fact, "could you do me
a favor?" She wasn't looking
at them but toward the living room.
"Sure," he responded instantly, his fixed attention showing that Bishop
wasn't the only one whose
extra senses were on the alert.
"There must be a carrier or crate for the cat around here somewhere.
Could you look for it, please?
And put the cat in it when you find it?"
Tony looked at the cat still busily cleaning its forepaw, then sent one
quick glance toward the master bedroom. His face paled. "Yeah," he said
a bit jerkily. "Yeah, I'll do that."
When he had gone, Bishop stepped to the doorway beside Miranda. He
reached out and grasped her
arm, needing to touch her.
"I'd read about it," she said. "Even saw a couple of pictures in a
training manual. But this is the first time..."
"The survival instinct," Bishop said. "You can't blame the cat for
that."
"Yeah. Except that somehow I do." Softly, without looking at him, she
added, "Alex is not going to
see that."
Bishop didn't argue. He squeezed her arm gently, then went past her
into the bedroom. Wary of disturbing any evidence, he stepped inside
just far enough to be able to study the scene.
Steeled by Miranda's warning, he wasn't shocked by what he saw, but he
was somewhat surprised
by a couple of things.
Liz Hallowell lay in the center of her double bed, for all the world as
if she'd simply gone to sleep as usual. Had such care been taken for
Liz's sake or because her murderer was trying to tell them something?
Guilt? Reluctance? Maybe this time, whether consciously or
unconsciously, he wanted them to know
he regretted at least this
murder, this death.
She looked so peaceful. The covers were drawn up to her chin, sheet and
comforter folded neatly, the bed smooth and unblemished—except for the
small circle of blood over her abdomen that marked the location of the
wound that had killed her.
That must have been what first attracted the cat.
There were only a few flecks of blood on the pillow on one side of her
head, the side where some
of the skin had been peeled from her face.
The cat had been neat.
And, apparently, not very hungry.
* * *
Bonnie came out of Amy's room and closed the door. Sedated again, her
friend would sleep for a few more hours; it had so far proven unwise to
allow her to be awake for long, since all she did was cry. Bonnie felt
helpless, and it wasn't a feeling she enjoyed. She was also jumpy, and
started when Seth
put a hand on her shoulder.
"Hey—what's wrong?"
"You just startled me, that's all."
"I know the feeling," Seth said ruefully, taking her hand as they began
walking down the quiet hall.
"It must be the storm or something, but I've been jumping at shadows
all
morning."
"Shadows," Bonnie said.
"Yeah, you know what I mean. You get edgy and your mind starts playing
tricks on you, starts telling
you there's somebody behind you when
there isn't. Like that." He didn't tell her about his imaginings
of the
night before.
Bonnie frowned briefly, but when she spoke, it was to say, "I promised
your dad I'd read stories to Christy and Jordan, try to settle them
down. They're jumpy too."
"The storm," Seth said. "According to the weather reports, this
afternoon will be even worse than last night." He sent her a searching
look. "You've been awfully quiet since Miranda came by here. Bonnie,
if
you'd rather be home—"
"No," she said, "I'd rather be here, with you."
"You're sure? Because I can take you to your house and stay there with
you."
Bonnie hesitated, then said steadily, "Here is safer, Seth."
"Safer?"
"I know your dad thought Amy was just hysterical when she babbled all
that stuff about me being
a medium, but somebody must have taken her
seriously; Randy says people are talking about how
they were able to
find Steve's body."
It took Seth only a moment to understand. He stopped walking and turned
Bonnie to face him.
"You mean the killer might think you're a threat to
him?"
"It's possible. The storm is probably slowing the spread of gossip, but
Randy wants me to stay here
and not be alone just in case the killer
hears something." She didn't add that Miranda had also warned
her to
keep her shields up in order to protect herself from another potential
but more tenuous threat.
"Why isn't there a deputy here?" Fear for her made his voice angry.
"It would only draw attention to me, Seth. You know how garbled gossip
gets; chances are, even if
the killer hears something, he won't be sure
what the truth is." She smiled at him. "If somebody
knocks on the
clinic door with a flimsy excuse, we probably shouldn't let him in—but
other than that there really isn't much to worry about."
"Maybe for now," he said grimly.
Bonnie hesitated again, then said, "Randy thinks it's nearly over. If
they can find out who the killer is before he has a chance to ..."
"Come after you?"
"Before he has a chance to come after anybody else." She looked at him
gravely. "We're all in danger, you know that. We have been all along.
But Randy and Bishop will stop him."
"Will they?"
"Yes. I'm sure of that." But what Bonnie was less sure of was the cost.
There was always a cost.
Always.
"Okay, look," Seth said in a determined voice. "From now on, I stay
within sight of you at all times. Promise me, Bonnie."
"I promise—as long as you allow me a little privacy in the bathroom."
He was young enough that some things still had the power to make him
blush, but he said stolidly,
"I'll wait outside the door."
She stood on tiptoe to kiss his chin. "Deal. Now, why don't we go see
if we can calm down two
sick little girls?"
Seth nodded and held her hand a bit tighter as they continued down the
hall. As they passed a corner,
he had another of those weird feelings,
and almost told Bonnie that he could swear he'd caught a
flicker of movement from the corner of his eye, as if a shadow had
fleetingly
reached out for them.
But he decided once again not to let his imagination get the better of
his good sense.
* * *
Bishop stepped out onto the porch and zipped his jacket. The gray sky
looked heavier and more threatening by the minute. It was just after
noon; if the storm held off another hour they'd be lucky.
He was aware of the activity behind him, of Shepherd and Edwards, the
muted sounds of voices and Brady Shaw's cameras, but he had gained all
he expected to from the scene. Which wasn't all that much.
He looked down at the plastic evidence bag in his hands and studied the
Bible through it. Old, dog-eared, and quite distinctive, he had
recognized it the moment he'd seen it on Liz HallowelPs nightstand.
Under his breath, he muttered, "Just how stupid do you think I am?"
Then he shook his head and
tucked the bag inside his jacket.
The door behind him was shoved open wider and Sandy Lynch rushed past
him. Bishop didn't have to catch a fleeting glimpse of her pallor or
panicked expression to know she was about to lose her breakfast. She
stumbled through the snow to just beyond the closest parked vehicle,
which happened to be the hearse that would take away Liz's body, and
disappeared behind it.
Poor kid. If she still wanted to be any kind of cop when this was over,
it would be a miracle.
She came back to the porch a few minutes later and flushed a little
under Bishop's sympathetic gaze. Jerkily, she said, "They turned her
and I saw her face. I didn't think—but then the doctors were talking
about it and— and—God!"
Both to inform and to give her time to compose herself, Bishop said,
"You know, when kittens reach adulthood, their mother sees them as just
other cats. She's done her job,
her babies are grown—and
they aren't her babies anymore. Maternal ties
last only as long as necessary. That's a very practical
idea in nature."
Sandy frowned. "But—but it ate some of her! I heard Dr. Shepherd say
she'd had that cat for years,
how could it do that? Was it so ravenous
that—"
Bishop shook his head. "It had nothing to do with being ravenous and
everything to do with being a
cat. Experienced pathologists and cops
will tell you it's more common than you might think. Die
alone in your
home with the family dog, and he'll wait until he's absolutely starving
to death before he
considers you a meal. Die alone with a pet cat, and
he won't even wait until you're cold. Once dead,
you stop being you and
become just. . . flesh. It's his nature to be opportunistic; if there's
food, he'll
try it. Even if the food is the hand that fed him for
years."
Sandy's face worked for a moment, and she finally muttered, "Oh, yuck.
And I have a cat."
With a faint smile, Bishop said, "I like them myself. In spite of
understanding them."
"I think," Sandy said, "I'll start closing my bedroom door at night.
Misty can sleep on the couch."
Bishop didn't bother to remind her that given her age she was unlikely
to die peacefully in her bed,
at least during the probable lifetime of
her cat. Instead, he merely nodded. "Probably not a bad idea,
if only
for your own peace of mind. For what it's worth, you don't have to
worry that your cat is watching you and thinking of you as supper,
Deputy Lynch. As long as you're a living being, she
would never see you
as a meal."
"Just don't stop breathing?"
"Something like that."
Sandy gazed past him at the doorway and drew a deep breath. "Right.
And, for now, do my job.
You don't have to say it."
"I think you're doing fine in a very difficult situation. Don't be so
hard on yourself."
Obviously surprised, she flushed again and then ducked her head in
acknowledgment as she went
back into the house.
Tony passed her in the doorway and joined Bishop on the porch. "They
just called to say the tow
truck made it back to the Sheriff's
Department with no trouble," he reported. "Her car'll be secured
in the
garage there, so we can take our time and go over it bumper to bumper."
Bishop nodded. "It took the direct route, right down Main Street?"
"As ordered. Brutal way for some of her friends to find out about Miss
Hallowell. Calls are already coming in."
"Yeah. But I want this bastard to know we've found his latest kill."
Tony looked at him curiously. "And do you want him to think he's fooled
us, at least for the moment?"
"If it'll buy us a little time, why not? If he thinks there's even half
a chance somebody else could be convicted of his crimes, I'm willing to
bet he'll sit tight and wait to see what happens."
"Pretty blatant, leaving that Bible," Tony mused.
"He hasn't shown much talent for subtlety, that's for sure. I don't
know, maybe he's just trying to
confuse things as much as possible.
Killing someone who doesn't fit the previous victim profile and leaving
evidence pointing to Marsh could be his way of slowing us down,
distracting us."
"Is that what you think?"
Slowly, Bishop said, "I think he made his first serious mistake. I
think he killed Liz because he was
afraid of her, because he heard a
garbled version of what happened yesterday, and acted on impulse
to
remove what he perceived as a threat. And it was only when he'd killed
her that he
realized he
had to disguise his intent."
"Why?"
"So we wouldn't know he was afraid. He had to know that the only reason
for him to kill Liz was an
obvious one. Fear. When he saw that, he had
to try to frame somebody else for the murder. Even if
we believed Marsh
committed only this crime, at least we wouldn't think the real killer
was afraid."
"He didn't want us to think he was sexually interested in his victims,
and he doesn't want us to think
he's afraid of anything." Tony shook
his head. "I guess homicidal maniacs are screwed up by definition, but
this guy takes the prize."
"No kidding." Half consciously, Bishop turned to look toward the road.
"Miranda's coming?" Tony guessed.
"Yeah."
"I thought the transmitter was up and running again," Tony murmured.
"So you two are sort
of... linked?"
"You could say that." Bishop glanced at him, noted the professional as
well as personal curiosity,
and sighed. "It's like a corridor with a
door at either end. With the doors open, we can communicate
telepathi-cally almost as easily as you and I are talking now."
"And with the doors closed?"
"There's just... an awareness. A sensitivity to mood, other emotions.
Nearness."
"Ah." Tony nodded. "Mind me asking if the doors are open or closed
right now?"
Bishop hesitated, then shrugged. "My side is open. Hers is closed."
"Could you open her door?" Tony asked.
"Probably. But it would be ... a forceful act. An invasion of privacy.
We all need our privacy
sometimes."
"Jeez," Tony said seriously, "you just know communication between the
sexes is a bitch when even telepaths with a direct line to each other
have problems talking."
Bishop had to smile, even though he felt little amusement. "Like
every other part of the human
condition, Tony, it just makes things
more complicated—not less."
"I guess so." Tony saw Miranda's Jeep turn into the ' driveway. "In any
case, I certainly don't envy
her the last hour or so, telling Alex
about this."
"No. It wasn't pleasant."
As Miranda walked toward the porch, her face drawn and still, Tony
murmured something about
helping the doctors and retreated into the
house.
"How's Alex?" Bishop asked her.
Miranda made no move to go inside. "Lousy," she said, not mincing
words. "I left him at the office
with Carl and a bottle of scotch.
That song about not knowing what you've got till it's gone keeps
running through my mind. Thinking he was still in love with his dead
wife was such a habit, Alex
never realized until today that he was
falling in love with Liz." She sighed, then added immediately,
"Do we
have any preliminary reports?"
He told her what they had so far, along with his speculations on the
killer's motives.
Thoughtful, Miranda said, "We've never publicly focused suspicion on
anyone, so the killer might
not have any idea that Justin Marsh has
pretty solid alibis for the other murders. But I agree with
you. I
think he's less interested in offering us a suspect for all the murders
and much more intent
on making us believe he had nothing to do with
this one."
"So we pick up Marsh. Pretend we've taken the bait."
Miranda rubbed the nape of her neck, frowning. "The only question is,
either we do it now, before the storm hits, and suffer Justin's
undoubtedly pissed-off company for God
knows how many hours—or
we take our time getting back to the office and
let the storm logically and obviously delay things a bit."
"If you're calling for votes, I vote for the second option."
She smiled faintly. "Yeah, me too. Are they about done in there?"
"I think so. Sharon and Peter are going to take the body to the
hospital and get started on the autopsy. We'll have her car to go over,
and there are a few fibers and prints to sort through, but we can do
that
at the office. Tony took the cat to one of your local vets for
now, by the way."
"Good."
"Miranda—"
The door behind them swung open, and Sharon Edwards joined them on the
porch. "We're ready to move the body," she told them briskly.
"Preliminary exam shows she died of blood loss due to a stab wound to
the abdomen. From what I saw, most of the blood lost ended up in the
backseat of her car,
so we know how he transported the body here."
"He didn't take any of the blood with him?"
"I don't think so. If he did, it wasn't much. No signs of torture, no
mutilation—other than that caused
by the cat, of course."
"Of course," Miranda echoed flatly. "Did you pick up anything from the
scene?"
"Nothing useful. The Bible must be one Justin Marsh has carried for
years, because it practically
screams his name. We didn't find the
murder weapon, so there was no help there. And if the killer
left
anything else behind, it wasn't anything I could see or sense."
"Was the time of death last night?"
Bishop was conscious of an almost overwhelming urge to keep that
question from being answered.
But he couldn't, of
course.
Sharon nodded. "I'd say sometime between nine and midnight."
"Between nine and midnight. I see."
. . . if Liz is dead . . . if
she
died last night before you came to me. . . then it's all happening just
the way I saw it happen, in spite of what I tried to do to change it.
It was starting to snow again.
Miranda drew a breath. "It looks like we'd better get moving. Sharon,
we may end up snowed in
for a couple of days, but you or Peter will
call with the autopsy results?"
"As soon as we've finished."
"Thank you. Bishop, will you make sure the house is left locked,
please?"
"Of course."
"I'll see you back at the office."
"Right." As he watched her return to her Jeep, all he thought of was
Alex and those undiscovered, undeclared feelings; was it sheer,
obstinate human nature to so often remain blind to the truth until
it
was too late?
Was it too late?
"Funny," Sharon said thoughtfully. "I mean, that she still calls you
Bishop."
Gazing after the departing Jeep, he said slowly, "She's never called me
anything else."
SEVENTEEN
The back side of the storm hit Gladstone just before two in the
afternoon, and as promised it was
proving to be even more vicious than
what had gone before. The wind howled like something
tortured, and snow
mixed with sleet angrily pelted the windows, so much of it falling and
blowing
around that there was little to see outside except white. White
everywhere.
Miranda stood at her office window, looking out at all the white and
trying not to worry about all
the things she couldn't control, when
someone knocked on her door at a little after four o'clock.
"Come in,"
she said, almost adding his name.
Bishop came in and closed the door. "Brought you some coffee," he said,
moving around the desk
to hand her a cup.
She accepted it. "Thanks. You know, I'd heard about white hurricanes
but never saw one until now."
Instead of going back around to a visitor's chair, Bishop remained
where he was, sitting on the edge
of her desk. "The weather reports say
it'll be another hour before the worst of it is past. That means
the cleanup starts tomorrow."
"Most of the cleanup. As soon as the snow slacks off, I'll have patrols
out, and there'll be power crews and snow plows starting on the mess.
With most of the town without power, that'll be our priority."
"How long will the generators last?"
"We have enough fuel for several days, so there shouldn't be a problem
here. Same goes for the
hospital and the clinic. School's been canceled
for tomorrow, like all shifts at the paper mill, and I
doubt many of
the other businesses will even make an attempt to open."
Bishop watched her profile, very aware of their connection and even
more conscious of the closed
door shutting him off from what she was
thinking. Or feeling, for that matter; whether deliberately
or not,
Miranda's mind and spirit were both so still and quiet that they
offered him no clue to her emotions. "I talked to Alex a few minutes
ago. You know he never opened the bottle of scotch?"
"I know. He's not the sort to drown his sorrows. He just keeps going
blindly forward until he hits
the wall."
"He's down in the basement digging through old files. Said he'd rather
keep busy." Bishop paused.
"But he's worse than walking wounded. I'd
say that wall is close."
"Yes. I know. He was the same way when his wife died. Cancer. She was
sick for months, but
even with the time to prepare for the inevitable,
he wasn't ready to let her go."
For just an instant, Bishop almost changed his mind, almost convinced
himself that patience would be best. But remembering Alex's white face
and numb expression drove him on. "I seem fated to always
be advising
other men to let go of the women they love."
"Is that what you told Alex? To let go?"
"No. But there've been other times. It was . . . easy advice to give.
Rational, logical."
"But not welcome."
"No. Never welcome. Sometimes I think I said what I did to them only to
remind myself. How
impossible it is to let go. No matter how rational
or logical it is. No matter how much time passes
and how empty you
feel, or how much you ache alone at night. No matter how many times you
tell yourself what a fool you are."
"So we're going to talk about this," she said.
"I think we'd better, don't you?"
Miranda turned from the window at last and looked at him with a faint
smile. "You have a captive audience this time."
"Yes."
"I can't grab my sister and run away. This time."
Bishop barely felt the edge of the desk biting into his hands. "No," he
agreed. "Do you want to?"
"Run away?" She lifted her cup in a little salute. "It didn't help
before, did it? Nothing was resolved,
it all just. . . stopped."
"That isn't an answer."
"It's the only one I have."
"Miranda, you knew I loved you."
"Yes. And you knew that wasn't the problem."
"Trust."
She nodded. "You wanted what we had together, the euphoria of it, the
incredible exhilaration, but afterward the closeness disturbed you. The
intimacy. Being so ... connected to another person. You
didn't want to
be known that well. You didn't want anyone to see or touch you that
deeply. Not
even me. So you closed the door."
"It wasn't always closed," he said roughly.
"Be honest, Bishop. It would have been closed even when we were in bed
together if you could have figured out how to make that work. But you
couldn't. Letting your guard down
then was the price
you paid for the thrill. And what do you think that
was worth to me? How was I supposed to value
a trust that was granted
only reluctantly and when the barriers were torn down by passion? A
trust
you took back the instant you could."
He drew a deep breath and let it out slowly. "Don't damn me now for the
man I was then, Miranda.
I made mistakes and I made some lousy choices.
But I'm not dumb enough to screw up a second
chance. The door isn't
closed now, not on my side."
"No," she said softly. "Now it's closed on mine. How does it feel,
Bishop? To want in so badly and
know you aren't welcome. To offer
everything you are, and have it all thrown back in your face.
How does
it feel to be shut out as if you don't matter? How does it feel?"
* * *
Seth kept Bonnie in sight almost every moment as the day wore on, just
as he'd promised. He helped
her entertain the two young patients she
had made her personal responsibility, and when they settled down for
afternoon naps just before the storm intensified, went with her to one
of the supply rooms
to hunt for a few different games they could offer
the girls later in the afternoon.
"It's going to be a long day," he warned.
"Yes. But at least we have things to do, keeping Christy and Jordan
occupied." She sent him a quick smile. "If you can stand it, that is."
"I'm fine. I like girls."
"I know, and I should probably be worried about that."
"Not like them that way, Bonnie. Not the way I—" He saw her smile
again, and added ruefully,
"I walked right into that one, didn't I?"
"You're easy," she agreed.
He had to laugh, but sobered when he found a Ouija board on a high
shelf. "Hey, here's another
one of these things. I had no idea they
were so popular."
Bonnie looked at the box, then at Seth. Her face was grave now. "It's
just another game, at least
to most people."
"But not to you."
"Not to me. We haven't really talked about that part of things." She
looked at the checkers game in
her hands with a faint frown.
"We have time," Seth reminded her. "I mean, just knowing that my
girlfriend can communicate with
dead people . . . well, that's a lot
to—take in."
"You mean believe."
Seth hesitated, then shrugged. "I don't know, Bonnie. I guess I'd be
quicker to believe you'd read the killer's mind to find out where
Steve's body was. Maybe that is what I believe, since he was right
where that damned board said he'd be. But the other options . . .
Talking to the dead? Ghosts? I just
don't know how I feel about that."
Bonnie summoned a smile. "Well, like you said, we have time."
Sensing that he'd upset her, Seth put the Ouija board back on its shelf
and took her hand. "In case
you're wondering about it, it'd take more
than finding out you can read minds or talk to ghosts to
get rid of me.
I told you when we were kids that I was in this for life."
"Yes—but that's a promise I won't hold you to." Her voice was steady.
"There are a lot more . . . complications . . . than you realize, Seth.
It won't be easy, hitching your fate to mine."
"Who wants easy?" He lifted her hand and kissed it in a rare, graceful
gesture. "I just want you.
We'll be fine, Bonnie, I keep telling you.
More than fine. We'll be great together."
Her smile this time was slow, and caught at his breath and his heart as
always. "I know. I know
we will."
"Good. Now—why don't we take these games back to the girls' room so
they're handy when we
need them?"
She nodded, and a minute later they were back out in the hall. But Seth
had barely closed the door
of the storage room behind them when they
heard a muffled thud from inside.
Seth opened the door cautiously, peered inside, then relaxed with a
laugh. "One of the games fell.
I guess I didn't put it all the way back
on the shelf or something. Or maybe the damned things are
just haunted."
His tone had been light, but Bonnie frowned. "The Ouija board?"
"Yeah." He went back inside the room to replace the game on its shelf.
Bonnie was on the point of warning him that occurrences like this were
rarely as innocent as they
seemed, but in the end decided to say
nothing. Seth had enough to consider.
But it bothered her. And she put a bit more effort into maintaining her
shield, all the same.
* * *
Once, Bishop would have listened only to the words expressly designed
to wound, and they would
have cut him to the bone. He would have
believed what she wanted him to believe, and responded
in anger,
retreating just as she had behind a closed door so that no
communication at all could exist between them.
Once.
Her words still cut, but he could sense something else in her, pain or
reluctance, even grief. Almost
hidden from him in the stillness of her
mind, but there and very real. Hardly the emotions of a woman wronged
and hell-bent on revenge. And he was no longer that arrogant young man,
careless of what
he'd understood too late was precious
to him. All of it—the hard lessons he had learned then and since then,
the long, lonely years without her, his sheer determination, training
and experience—combined
now to focus his mind on solving a puzzle.
"Revenge, Miranda?" He spoke slowly, thoughtfully.
"Call it what you like."
"Vengefulness isn't part of your nature."
"Don't be too sure of that."
"But I am sure. I'm positive."
"Don't profile me, Bishop."
He smiled. "Why not? It's what I do. So let me tell you what I think
about someone who was born Miranda Elaine Daultry. I think that in most
ways you're a very direct woman, Miranda. You say
what you mean, and
when there's a choice you'll always pick the most immediate and
straightforward manner of handling a problem—whether or not it's the
simplest. You don't postpone unpleasant
chores as a rule, preferring to
do what has to be done and put it behind you."
"What makes you think it's unpleasant?" she challenged. "They say
revenge is sweet."
"Only to a vindictive nature. But there isn't a cruel or hurtful bone
in your body. So if you had
intended
to get even, to strike back at me
for how I treated you eight years ago, we'd be long past that by now.
You would have gotten it over with in the first ten minutes."
"Maybe I wanted the punishment to fit the crime."
Slowly, still feeling his way through the intuitive process of
understanding a unique personality, he said, "No, that's not you. You
don't brood about things, don't let them prey on you. My guess would be
that once you walked out of my life, everything you felt about me and
what had happened was put aside
while you got on with the necessary
business of building a new life for you and Bonnie."
She was silent, but a flicker in her eyes told him he had scored a hit.
He said, "You tend to count pain as a lesson learned—and move on.
Deliberately setting out to hurt someone else is completely alien to
you. No, Miranda, you'll never convince me that getting even
was ever
part of the plan. Not then and not now."
"Never thought I'd have the opportunity," she said. "But once you
showed up, well—how could
I resist? I'm adaptable, Bishop. I revise my
plans when necessary."
He shook his head. "No matter how much of an idiot I was, you valued
what we had together. You
knew how rare it was, how fragile. And to use
your own definition—how intimate. No way would
you have opened yourself
up to that again just to punish me."
Miranda was silent.
"And there's one final thing," he said. "One thing I know absolutely
about you. You don't stop loving someone because they hurt you or
disappoint you, not you, Miranda. It's not in your nature. You're
still
in love with me."
* * *
Tony watched the fax begin to come through, and said into the phone,
"You guys were fast."
Dryly, Sharon Edwards said, "An autopsy isn't exactly something you
want to linger over."
"Guess not. And I also guess you're stuck at the hospital until the
storm's over."
"There are worse places to be snowbound."
"If you say so. Just for the record, the cots here are so
uncomfortable, I'm actually missing my bed
at the Bluebird Lodge. And
you know how I feel about that bed."
"Things could be a lot worse."
"Oh, yeah? How?"
"The generator could go. And then you'd be cold and in the dark. It's
all a matter of perspective, Tony."
"Yeah, I guess." He glanced at the small TV, which was currently
showing a South American beauty pageant whenever the satellite signal
could get through the whiteout, and grinned.
"I promised Miranda we'd report in as soon as we finished the post, so
make sure she sees it ASAP," Sharon said.
"Anything we didn't already know?" Tony asked, making an effort to be
professional while keeping
one eye on the swimsuit competition.
"Not really."
"Then I won't disturb her just now."
"Why? Is something going on?"
"Well, let's put it this way. Bishop is in her office, the door is
closed—and his transmitter is working
at full strength."
"Tension?"
"Oh, boy. He prowled around in here for more than an hour, until it
became obvious that Miranda was not coming out of her office. I don't
know what's going on, what it was about Liz Hallowell's murder
that
made Miranda close herself off again, but he's flat-out determined to
fix the problem."
"Some problems," Sharon noted, "can't be fixed."
"Don't try to tell Bishop that. I ventured a mild warning, and he
nearly took my head off." Tony
sighed, and began looking over the faxed
autopsy report. "It's probably a good thing that we're all
stuck inside
until the storm passes. With nothing much else to do, at least they can
get things sorted
out between them."
"You mean they can try."
"Yeah. They can try."
* * *
"You son of a bitch." Miranda spoke quietly.
"Maybe. But I'm right, at least about this." There was no triumph in
his voice, just certainty. "Christ,
Miranda, you think I don't know you never would have let me get so
close again if it wasn't true?"
She looked at the cup in her hand as if it were something alien to her
understanding, then frowned
and set it on the window ledge. "I always
said you were a bright guy."
As badly as he wanted to, Bishop didn't move toward her. "You know
something is going to happen, don't you? To one of us. It's what you
saw in the beginning, the vision you've managed to hide from
me. That's
why you closed the link." He forced himself to let go of the edge of
the desk, absently
flexing his stiff fingers. "But which one of us are
you trying to protect, Miranda? You? Or me?"
"A very bright guy," she murmured. Her face was still, those startling
blue eyes fixed on him unwaveringly.
"What did you see? Tell me."
"You tell me something, Bishop. When you finally caught up with Lewis
Harrison, was it the vision
we both saw?"
He nodded. "A few minor details were different, but otherwise yes."
"Yeah, I thought so. No matter what we do or try to do, no matter how
we try to change the outcome,
it almost never works."
"What do you mean?"
"Our own actions create the future, even if we're given a glimpse ahead
of time. You saw yourself catching up to Harrison, and you made it
happen. I saw us become lovers again, and in trying to shut
you out to
stop it from happening, I created the very situation I was trying to
avoid."
"You risked your life to try to shut me out." He had to say it.
"No. I told you I could handle the energy buildup."
"We both know it wasn't as simple as that. You could have destroyed
yourself, Miranda. If that
desperate spirit hadn't
taken the decision out of your hands by attacking you, how long would
you
have let it go on? The pain, shutting off your extra senses, losing
all your defenses. Sooner or later
it could have killed you—or caused
you to be killed."
Miranda shook her head slightly, more in resistance than disagreement,
but she didn't protest aloud.
"Was it worth that to you?" It was something else he had to say, to
ask. "Would you have rather
died than let me get close again?"
"When it started ... I thought so."
Bishop thought he probably deserved the jolt of pain he felt, but that
didn't make it any easier to
take. "I see."
Her smile was rueful. "I was angry, Bishop, even after all those years.
Not because of what happened with my family. Bonnie was right, I never
really blamed you for that. You were doing your job, doing everything
in your power to stop a vicious killer. But I did blame you for ...
leaving me alone to cope
with the aftermath."
"Miranda—"
"Oh, I know. I was the one who left in a physical sense. But I wouldn't
have done that if you hadn't already drawn away."
"I felt guilty as hell, first about going behind your back to Kara and
then about what happened to her
and your parents."
"And you didn't want to feel my pain and guilt added to your own. I
knew that. But it didn't help.
You closed yourself off from me just
when I needed you most."
Bishop wanted to tell her he was sorry. But what words were there to
apologize for turning away from the woman he loved and allowing her to
suffer alone and rebuild her life without his help or comfort? What
possible words could he offer now?
Miranda didn't appear to expect any, and went on in a matter-of-fact
tone. "So, yes, I would have done just about anything to shut you out
when you came back into my life. Even though I knew it was inevitable
we'd be lovers again."
She drew a breath and let it out slowly. "I saw a series of events
culminating in something else I wanted
to avoid, but it's all
happening. Every action I take, every choice and decision I make, just
brings me closer to that future I saw. It's unavoidable."
"What future, Miranda? What did you see?"
"What's the use of knowing? You can't change it."
"Goddammit, tell me."
She left the window finally, crossing the space between them to stand
almost between his knees. She lifted her hands and touched him, and
with that contact the door that had shut him out quietly opened.
"I
die," Miranda said steadily. "I'm the killer's final victim."
* * *
As it turned out, the roaring storm made the little girls too jittery
to be much interested in games, so Bonnie and Seth made a quick trip to
the clinic's video library and returned with several tapes. It took
only a few minutes to get the girls settled with snacks and the video
they had chosen.
Under his breath, Seth murmured, "We don't have to sit and watch this,
do we? I hate it when
Bambi's mother—"
Bonnie made a hasty gesture to silence him, then drew him away from the
two absorbed girls to the
small seating area near the door. "I'd rather
not leave them alone with the storm so wild," she said,
"but we don't
have to watch the movie."
"In that case, I'm glad we got the games. What do you feel like?" He
bent down to sort through the
boxes stacked on the coffee table.
"Trivial Pursuit? Clue? I don't think we want Candyland, but what about
Mah-Jongg? Or here's one
with chess and checkers and— Hey. I must have grabbed this one
by
mistake when I went in to put it back on the shelf."
Bonnie stared at the Ouija board in his hand. "Did you?"
"I guess so."
"Seth ... do you mind taking it back to the storage room?"
He looked at her gravely. "I wasn't going to suggest—"
"I know. I'd just feel more . . . comfortable if that board was
somewhere else."
"But—"
"It's a doorway, Seth. I just don't want to be even unconsciously
tempted to open it again, that's all."
"Would you be? Tempted, I mean."
"Yes. Because if that was Lynet we reached before, she might be able to
tell us who her killer was.
That answer would be worth opening the
door—if I was sure I could control it afterward. But I'm
not sure. I
don't have enough experience to be sure."
"You opened it once before," Seth said, slowly enough to make his own
doubts about the reality
of that obvious.
"Yes. But Randy reminded me of just how dangerous it is to do that, and
I promised her I wouldn't
try again."
Seth opened his mouth, then closed it, hesitated, and shrugged. "Sure,
I'll put it back."
"Thanks."
"Don't go anywhere while I'm gone."
Bonnie smiled. "No, I won't. I'll set up one of the other games so we
can play."
"Good enough." Seth didn't exactly hurry as he left the room, but he
didn't dawdle either. He strode
down the hall to the storage room, and
was careful to put the Ouija board on the highest shelf and
shove it
far back, so that no part of it hung out over the edge.
He came out and shut the door, absently jiggling the knob to be sure it
was firmly closed. It was only when he took a step away that he heard
it again.
The whispering.
Seth eased back to the door and pressed his ear against it, listening.
He could hear it clearly, a muffled rustling sound that was like a
voice or voices whispering rapidly, almost rhythmically.
It made the hair on the back of his neck stand up.
Seth hesitated, then reached for the knob and turned it slowly. The
whispering continued. He jerked
the door open.
Silence.
And a perfectly ordinary storage room, the Ouija board high on its
shelf just as Seth had left it.
He waited a moment, heard nothing but the muted sounds of the storm,
and closed the door. Still
nothing. Whatever had made the whispering
noise was silent now.
"Daniels, you're really losing it," he told himself out loud. But when
he went back to Bonnie, he hurried.
EIGHTEEN
"No," Bishop said.
But he saw it now, the vision she had seen months ago, a rushing
kaleidoscope of images and emotions and certainties. He saw the bodies
discovered one by one, unable to see who they were but knowing
what was
missing from each: the blood, the organs. He knew as she had known that
there would be
five victims, the fifth one different from the
others—and that after the fifth murder but not before,
he and Miranda
would become lovers and would restore the intense psychic connection
they had
once shared.
And after that, soon after that, the end would come with little
warning. The images showed him what Miranda had seen from her
perspective, a hazy background but Bonnie in clear danger, a hand
pointing
a gun at Miranda. And as she reached for her own gun, a shot
echoing hollowly, the brutal shock of pain—and the utter certainty of
death. Then, nothing.
Permeating all the rest, infusing every event throughout the vision,
was another absolute certainty,
a conviction so powerful there was simply no room for doubt. Bishop
would
save Bonnie. Without
him, she would die as well. Miranda knew that, had
known it all along. It was why she had contacted
the FBI for help,
knowing he would come.
"No," Bishop said again. He realized his eyes were closed, and opened
them to find her watching him gravely. For the first time, he wished
violently that their connection didn't allow him to see everything
she
had seen.
"You said once you'd take care of Bonnie if anything happened to me.
I'm depending on you for that."
He didn't remember putting his arms around her, but now they held her
tighter. "Nothing is going to happen to you. You are not going to die,
Miranda. Not here, not now. Not for a long, long time."
As if she hadn't heard him, she said, "Bonnie's too young to go on by
herself. She'll need someone.
You'll be there for her, won't you,
Bishop?"
He was unable to ignore that appeal. "You don't have to worry about
Bonnie. I swear to you, I'll take care of her. But this bastard is not
going to kill you, Miranda."
She didn't reply to that but kissed him instead, and despite every
other emotion crowded inside him, Bishop felt desire escalate so
sharply that it threatened to push aside everything else. It had always
been that way between them. The hunger was instant and total, and very
little short of his fear for
her could have kept him from responding
wholeheartedly.
You're trying to distract me.
Would I do that?
He groaned and pulled back just far enough to make her look at him.
"I'm not going to lose you again.
Do you hear me? If I have to lock you
in your own jail to keep you safe, then that's what I'll do."
Miranda smiled faintly. "No, you won't. Because you believe what I
believe. The best way to deal
with a vision is to make the logical decisions and choices as they come
up, to stay
where you are and
go on with your life, and keep an eye out for warning
signs. Do something drastic to change fate, and
you always end up with
a worse outcome than the one you originally saw."
"Worse than you being dead? I'll take that chance."
"But I won't." She stroked his cheek with a surprisingly gentle touch.
"Listen to me, and stop being such a goddamned fatalist. You told me
years ago that your visions
didn't always come true, didn't always
happen the way you saw them."
"Yes. But so far this one has. There's no reason to expect the end to
be different."
"There's a very good reason. Me. Where the hell was I in that scene?
Because if you think I'll let
you out of my sight until this is over,
think again."
With a little chuckle, she said, "I wouldn't expect anything else. But
you do realize, I hope, that we
can't sleep together again in the
meantime?"
Belatedly, he did realize that. "We can't take the chance of being
without our abilities just when
they're needed."
"It probably wouldn't be wise. We had an excuse last night, but not
now. It may well be that the
only edge we have is the psychic one."
Bishop eyed the white hurricane still going strong outside the window
and wasn't all that surprised
that he'd been completely unconscious of
it for the last little while. "Nothing's likely to happen while
it's
storming," he pointed out, not really arguing.
"Not likely. Not impossible." She linked her fingers together behind
his neck. "Better to be safe than sorry, especially with a killer on
the loose."
As badly as he wanted her, Bishop wasn't about to do anything that
might put Miranda at greater risk; whether or not she had seen the
actual future in that chilling scene, it was a foregone conclusion that
both she and Bonnie
were at risk, and he wanted all his senses at full strength. No matter
what it
cost him.
He kissed her, forcing himself to keep it brief. "This is going to be
something we'll have to deal with
in the future, you know. Maybe we'd
better talk about it now and decide how we want to handle it.
I mean, I
have no intention of putting our love life on hold indefinitely just
because we're both likely
to be chasing after killers and other
criminals most of the time. There is such a thing as sacrificing a
little too much for king and country, so to speak."
Her smile wavered for just an instant, but her voice was calm when she
said, "Why don't we talk
about that later?"
"There will be a later,
Miranda."
She nodded. "I'll try to stop being such a fatalist and think
positively, okay?"
"That's all I ask. Well—that and one more thing. Stop calling me
Bishop."
"I've always called you Bishop."
"I know."
"When we first met, you told me that everybody did. Except for your
best friend from college,
not a soul alive called you Noah. At least,
not more than once."
He grimaced. "That was real subtle of me, wasn't it?"
"Let's just say I got the point. Would you like me to profile you now?
Explain how being known
only by your surname was one of the ways you
used to keep people at a distance? Even lovers?"
"All right, all right. But the point is, I'm very different now and I
don't want you at a distance.
In any way, but especially emotionally
and telepathically."
"You do recall there's a price to pay for that sort of closeness? If I
should have another vision—"
"I'll have it too. Yeah, I know. They hurt, as I recall."
"That's still the same, I'm afraid, Like a blinding migraine, though
thankfully lasting only a
minute or so."
"Now that you're no longer working so hard to shut me out, is another
vision likely? You told
Tony right after we arrived that you'd more or
less burned out on the precognition."
"Lied."
Bishop winced. "And even years ago, once we were linked, you said the
visions were
more . . . intense."
"Uh-huh. And you're much stronger now than you were then as a telepath.
So with your energy
added to mine, we'll probably blow the top off that
scale you guys developed at Quantico to
measure these things."
He knew that was quite likely true. There had been so much going on the
summer they had first
become lovers, both around them and between them,
that exploring the limits of what was psychically possible with their
connection had not been uppermost in their minds. But what they had
discovered in due course was that they shared each other's abilities
even when apart, and that when they were in physical contact, the
energy of each enhanced the energy and abilities of the other.
They had found out quite by accident that if they were holding hands or
otherwise in physical contact
and either of them touched someone whom
neither had been able to read alone, they were sometimes able to read
that person. Not always—but often enough to, as Miranda had put it,
shift their combined range well over into the FM scale.
It made them, quite simply, more than twice as powerful together than
either was alone.
Following his thoughts easily, Miranda said, "We're an odd pair,
there's no question about that."
"I choose to think of us as unique, not odd." He drew her a bit closer,
smiling. "And you never said
you'd stop calling
me Bishop."
"I didn't, did I?"
"Miranda."
She chuckled. "Well, it'll take some getting used to. You've always
been Bishop." Even in my mind.
Her mouth brushed his, then lingered.
"But I'll work on it... Noah."
For a while, Bishop forgot everything except the aching pleasure of
being physically close to her.
Holding her and touching her, their
mouths hungry, bodies straining to be closer despite the clothing
and
the necessity keeping them apart.
"Wow," Miranda murmured at last, her eyes darkened, heavy lidded, and
sensual.
Bishop's arms tightened for just a moment, then he eased her away from
him. In a hoarse voice
he said, "Much more of this and I won't have any
wits left to focus on trying to catch our killer.
Jesus, Miranda."
"They say self-denial is good for the soul."
"Yeah, and I'll bet the ones saying it didn't have anything they hated
giving up."
Miranda smiled, but said, "Maybe we'd better concentrate on work for a
while. Storm or no storm."
"Maybe we'd better," he agreed. "We can try one more time to put the
pieces of the puzzle together."
Monday, January 17
Amy Fowler opened her eyes and gazed blearily at the ceiling. Same
ceiling. Same stupid, dull ceiling, industrial gray squares pockmarked
with tiny black specks. She was really, really tired of looking at
that
ceiling.
At least the wind had stopped howling like something trapped alive, and
sleet no longer pelted the
window panes in that unceasing, unsettling rattle. The storm was
finally over.
The sedatives had blurred time somewhat for Amy, but she thought it was
probably Monday morning;
the light coming from the single window in the
room was very bright, sunshine reflecting off lots and
lots of snow.
Two days. They'd found Steve's body just two days ago.
Under the covers, her hands crept down to cover her lower abdomen, and
tears welled up in her eyes. Steve was gone. Steve was gone, and a baby
was coming, and Amy was so scared. She wanted to just
go back to sleep,
not to think about it anymore, but Dr. Daniels had told her gravely
last night that there wouldn't be any more drugs, that she had to face
things.
Face things. Face her mom and dad. Face the pity of her friends at
school, while her belly got big and
she went every Sunday to put
flowers on Steve's grave.
Oh, God.
"Amy?" Bonnie came into the room, her expression wavering between worry
and hope. "Dr. Daniels
says you should eat something. One of the nurses
is going to bring you a tray in a few minutes."
"I don't care," Amy murmured, honestly indifferent. She found the bed's
controls and pressed the
button to raise the head several inches.
Bonnie sat in the chair beside the bed. "A snowplow went past a little
while ago, so the roads are being cleared. I think . . . your mom wants
to come take you home now that the storm is over."
"I guess there's no school," Amy said.
"No. Probably not tomorrow either."
Amy pleated the sheet between her fingers. "But sooner or later. And
everybody'll know."
Reasonably but not without sympathy, Bonnie said, "It isn't something
you can hide for long. But you have choices, options. And you aren't
alone, don't forget that."
"My dad's going to kill me."
"You know he won't."
Amy looked at her best friend and felt a little resentful. "I don't
know that. All I know is that Steve
is dead and he left me with a baby."
Bonnie didn't argue or point out that Amy had also helped create that
baby. She merely said,
"I'm sure if he'd been given a choice, he'd be
here with you now."
"So I should be happy he would have chosen fatherhood over death?
Great, that's just great."
"Amy, that isn't what I meant. I'm just saying that you can't blame
Steve for not being here."
"You want to bet?" Amy laughed, vaguely aware that there was a shrill
edge to the sound.
"He couldn't leave well enough alone, that's what
the problem was. That's what got him killed.
He was always pushing,
always going just that inch farther than he should have."
"What are you talking about?" Bonnie was frowning.
"I'm talking about Steve and his stupid, stupid plots and plans. You
think he wanted to work in the
paper mill all his life? Oh, no, not
Steve Penman. He wanted something bigger, something better.
The problem
was, he didn't want to earn it or work for it—he just wanted it. And he
always had
some kind of plan, some scheme for taking the best shortcut
to get just what he wanted."
"Amy, are you talking about something specific? Do you have some idea
who might have killed Steve?"
"I know he had some idea who
it was that killed Adam Ramsay—and why."
"What? How long have you known that?"
Amy shrugged. "Just after they found Adam's bones, I guess. Steve
hinted that he knew why somebody would have killed Adam. He wasn't
going to tell me anything more at first. It makes . . . made him feel
more important to know things other people didn't know. Me, anyway."
"What did he tell you?"
"He said Adam had a real talent for rinding out things he shouldn't
have, that he was always sticking
his nose into the wrong places. He
said he'd bet that's what happened, that Adam got too close to
something dangerous. And he said he thought he knew how he could find
out what it was that Adam
had stumbled onto."
Slowly, Bonnie said, "Amy, why didn't you tell us any of this before?"
Amy went back to pleating the sheet between her fingers. "I don't know.
I was so upset when he disappeared . . . and I don't really know
anything else. I warned Steve not to go looking for whatever
had gotten
Adam killed, but he just laughed at me. He said he'd be careful." Her
eyes filled with tears suddenly. "He said he'd be ... but I guess he
wasn't, was he? He wasn't careful enough."
"No," Bonnie said. "He wasn't careful enough."
* * *
"When are the deputies due back with Marsh?" Tony asked.
Bishop checked his watch. "Maybe half an hour or so, depending on the
roads." Sitting on the
conference table as usual, he returned to
brooding over the bulletin board.
"Something bothering you?"
"Just trying to figure the bastard out. I keep coming back to the way
he killed Lynet."
"Because he drugged her?"
"Because he drugged her and then beat her that way. If you look at what
he did to the others—say,
Kerry Ingram, for instance—what he did was
deliberately torture someone who was acutely aware
of what he was
doing. It wasn't just physical torture but emotional and psychological
as well."
Miranda came into the room in time to hear, and said, "But with Lynet,
the torture was physical—
and she was entirely unaware
of it."
Bishop nodded. "So why did he bother? I mean, kill her, sure—once he
grabbed her, even if it was
a mistake, he had to follow through. But
why beat her to death?"
"Because he's a perverted son of a bitch?" Tony offered.
"Because he was angry," Bishop said. "Not angry at her, or he would
have made sure she felt it."
"At himself?" Miranda guessed.
"Maybe. Or his situation. Maybe he realized that Lynet was the
beginning of the end, literally. Maybe
she was the one who proved to
him that he wouldn't be able to go on much longer if he had to kill
kids
he knew."
Tony shook his head with a snort. "So he's pissed at his poor victim
because she's somebody he
knows, and because he's pissed he beats her
to death—but he drugs her first because he doesn't
want her to know
he's hurting her? Jesus."
"You're missing the point, Tony."
"What point?"
Bishop looked at him. "That uncontrolled rage. It's a change in him, in
his behavior. If you look at the Ramsay boy and Kerry Ingram, what he
was doing to his victims could almost be termed . . . clinical.
Emotionless. He strangled Kerry again and again to the point of
unconsciousness, then waited for her
to revive and did it again. As if
he was . . . studying her responses somehow. And even though we
only
have the Ramsay boy's bones, it's obvious from them that his killer
came up with more than one creative method of torture. If it was
torture."
Tony said, "What are you driving at?"
Bishop returned his gaze to the bulletin board. "Maybe I've been
looking at this the wrong way.
Maybe his goal isn't to torture as much as it is ... to learn."
With a grimace, Tony said, "The way the doctors at Auschwitz wanted to
learn?"
"Could be. It might explain how he's choosing his victims. How he
rationalizes it, I mean. He may
view teenagers as disposable somehow,
as less valuable than adults. That could be how he justifies
this to
himself. Teenagers are . . . emotional, combative, driven by their
hormones. They flout
authority, assert their independence, cause
trouble for their parents and society at large."
"So he's using them as lab rats?" Tony shook his head. "But to what
end? If he's convinced himself
he's doing something noble and
worthwhile for mankind, then what's the ultimate goal? Or am I
being
too logical?"
"No, he'd have a goal," Bishop said. "An ultimate aim or at least an
avenue of pursuit."
"Just tell me he's not building a creature," Tony begged.
"No," Bishop said slowly. "No, I don't think he's doing that."
* * *
When he saw the Ouija box atop the stack of games on the coffee table,
Seth thought that Bonnie
must have changed her mind about using it. But
then he remembered her voice and the expression
on her face when she'd
talked about how dangerous it was to be even unconsciously tempted to
use it, and about promising Miranda she wouldn't try it again. And he
knew it wasn't Bonnie who had brought the game back into the ward. He
stood there just inside the room, holding the juice he'd fetched for
the two young patients. Across the room, Bonnie was reading them a
story. No one had yet noticed his return. He'd been gone barely ten
minutes.
What bothered Seth was a very simple question. If Bonnie hadn't brought
the game, if he hadn't, and
if neither of the little girls—confined to
their beds—had done so ... then who had? Who would have?
He looked at the stack of games again, and this time a feathery chill
brushed up his spine.
The Ouija board was now out of its box, the planchette centered on the
board and ready.
Christ, it even tempted him. To put his fingers on the planchette and
see if it moved, see if the dead
really could speak by spelling things
out on a board . . .
With an effort, Seth snapped himself out of it.
He wanted to tell himself again that this was just a dream, a figment
of his strained and anxious imagination. But he was standing there,
wide awake, and a game that hadn't even been in the room
ten minutes
before had in the space of a few seconds arranged itself so as to be
ready to be ... played.
And if he listened intently, concentrated really hard and closed out
the sound of Bonnie's musical
voice reading the story, he was almost
positive he could hear that unearthly whispering.
"Seth?"
He jumped slightly and looked toward the girls to find Bonnie gazing at
him questioningly. "I didn't
want to interrupt," he said, surprised his
voice sounded so calm. He carried the juice to the girls.
"It's a good story," Jordan confided.
"Bonnie reads it real good," Christy said.
"We're about halfway through," Bonnie told him.
He nodded, glanced at his watch, and summoned a smile. "Dad's just down
the hall. I'll go check
with him, see how things are going."
"Okay," Bonnie said. "We'll be here."
As he turned toward the door, Seth realized that from where she was
sitting Bonnie couldn't see the coffee table. He made a slight detour
and replaced the board and planchette in the box, not surprised
that his hands shook a
bit.
He half expected the damned thing to bite him or something.
But the game appeared perfectly innocent now, and didn't do anything
supernatural like jump out of
his hands as he carried it back to the
storage room and placed it on the high shelf.
"I'm not going to scare Bonnie," he muttered, stacking three other
games and a bucket of wooden
blocks on top of the Ouija board. "She has
enough to worry about without some damned stupid
game haunting her."
It was enough that it was haunting him.
He gave the box a final shove and left the storage room, closing the
door very firmly. And pretended
to himself he didn't hear a thing as he
walked away.
* * *
Sandy Lynch poured a cup of coffee and used it to warm her cold hands.
"How come I get all the
crappy duties?" she demanded of the room at
large.
Carl Tierney, lounging at his desk as he waited for the sheriff to buzz
him, said lazily, "Because
you're the baby deputy."
"That sucks," she said roundly.
"We've all been there, kid." He smiled at her. "Besides, it wasn't such
a crappy duty. I was there too."
"You got to drive. I got to sit in the back and listen to Justin Marsh
go on and on and on."
At his desk nearby, Alex said absently, "He does tend to do that."
Sandy, not quite certain how to treat the recently bereaved and
cautious about trying, adopted what
she hoped was a perfectly brisk and
professional tone. "No kidding he tends to do that. And the man
has
radar when it comes to gossip, I'll swear he does. I heard things about
people I really didn't want
to know."
"For instance?" Carl probed curiously.
"Shame on you."
"Hey, it's better than being bored. Give."
"No." But Sandy couldn't resist adding, "Just tell me how he heard,
from way out where he lives,
that it was the sheriff's sister told us
where we could find Steve Penman's body. I mean, gossip's
probably
spreading like wildfire by now, but way out there? And of all the
screwed-up stories he
might have heard, that's the one he believed?"
"That story's as good as any other," Carl said with a shrug. "I heard
it from a guy who's married
to one of the nurses at the clinic, so why
not?"
"Why not? I'll tell you why not. Just how would that sweet girl know
anything about a murder?"
"Tarot cards, I heard. Or maybe it was a Ouija board."
Alex looked up from the files spread out on his desk, frowning
slightly. There was something he
needed to remember, something he
needed to say. But whatever it was drifted away before he
could quite
grasp it.
He was so tired he could barely think, his eyes were scratchy from
staring at spiky handwriting,
and his throat had nearly closed up from
the dust.
Of course from the dust.
He'd barely slept in the last forty-eight hours, had downed enough
coffee to put an entire platoon
on a caffeine jag, and judging by the
way his stomach was gnawing at itself and grumbling loudly
he probably
should have eaten something along the way.
Liz would have said he was just asking for trouble, letting himself get
run-down like this—
No. He wasn't going to think about Liz. He wasn't ready to think about
Liz. Close that door,
just close it.
He forced himself to tune back in to the conversation between the
veteran and the baby deputy.
"And what's the point of learning how to shoot if I'm never going to
draw my gun?" Sandy was saying aggrievedly. "I push
papers, I answer phones, I hold lights for FBI doctors, I listen to
religious fanatics gossip about their neighbors, I even make the damned
coffee. What kind of cop am I?"
"One just learning about things," Carl replied soothingly but with
amusement. "Give it time. Even the sheriff had to do the same sort of
stuff when she first signed on."
"She did?"
"Sure, she did. All of us did. Of course, I don't recall her puking her
guts out the first time she saw a body."
"Bones," Sandy reminded him coldly. "Horrible bones with bits of—of
skin and hair still sticking to
them. That's what I saw, Carl Tierney.
Not a body. Bones. And you're one to talk; everybody
knows you got sick
too."
"That's slander."
"Not if it's true."
"It isn't. Vile gossip."
Alex tuned out the conversation again, wondering vaguely what had
interested him the first time. He turned his attention back to the old
file before him, trying to make sense of what he was looking at.
He was
dimly aware of people talking, moving through the room, phones ringing,
but none of it
touched him.
Could he survive this?
Would he?
* * *
"This is disgraceful!" Justin Marsh announced.
"It's just an interview, Justin," Miranda told him mildly. "A routine
interview."
"Routine? Just an interview? You sent a patrol car to get me, Sheriff!
You had armed ruffians drag
me from my own home before my stricken
family!"
Miranda thought that both Sandy Lynch and Carl Tierney would have been
appalled by that description of themselves, and
that Selena probably had been more bewildered than stricken, but all
she said was, "They didn't drag you, Justin. They asked you politely to
come back here with them so we could
discuss a few things. That's all.
Just discuss."
"I'll have something to say about this to my attorney!"
"Go ahead and call him," Miranda invited, knowing very well that Bill
Dennison would tell Justin to
stop being such a fool and answer the
questions.
Justin knew it too, judging by the glare he fixed on Miranda. "I'll sue
you and the Sheriff's Department," he said, sounding more sulky than
anything else. "Questioning me like a common criminal! And with an FBI
agent standing over me in a threatening manner!"
Since Bishop was across the room leaning rather negligently against the
filing cabinet, that was such an obvious exaggeration that Miranda
could only admire it for a moment in silence. She propped an elbow
on
her desk and rubbed the back of her neck wearily.
Maybe if I drew my gun and pointed it
at him? Bishop suggested
telepathically.
Don't tempt me, she returned
without looking at him. "Justin, the past
couple of weeks have been a
real bear, and this week isn't shaping up
to be a whole lot better. I've got at least four teenagers dead, along
with a lady I happened to like an awful lot, and I intend to get to the
bottom of things."
"There's evil here, I've warned you—"
"So what I'd like you to explain to me is how your Bible ended up on
Liz Hallowell's nightstand."
Justin paled, then flushed a vivid red. "Beside her bed? Sheriff, are
you implying that my relationship
with Elizabeth was in some way
illicit?"
Miranda resisted an impulse to sigh. "I just want to know how she ended
up with your Bible, Justin."
"I have no idea," he said stiffly.
"Well, when did you miss it?"
"I didn't."
Miranda lifted an eyebrow at him.
Flushing again, Justin said, "I've been preoccupied with the storm,
Sheriff, like everyone else. We lost power in the first few hours, and
I was kept busy tending to the fire, bringing in firewood and such.
I
didn't think about the Bible until you showed it to me."
"When do you last remember having it?"
He frowned at her, still indignant but reluctantly interested. "I
suppose ... it was at Elizabeth's
coffeeshop. Just before the storm
began. I must have left it there."
"Saturday night?"
"Yes."
"How long were you there?"
"Not long. Half an hour, maybe a little longer. It must have been about
quarter after nine or so when
I left."
"And after that?"
"I went home, of course. The snow had started."
"What time was it when you got home?"
"Nine-thirty, or a little after. I didn't dawdle. I knew Selena would
be anxious."
It went without saying that Selena would back up what Justin said, and
it was about what they had expected to hear. Miranda pushed a legal pad
and a pencil across her desk to him. "If you wouldn't
mind, Justin, try
to remember everyone you saw or spoke to at the coffeeshop that night."
He picked up the pencil, but the frown remained. "You don't suspect me
of killing Elizabeth?"
"Did you?" Miranda asked politely.
"Of course not!"
"Then why would we suspect you?"
"You brought me here to—"
"I brought you here to ask you about the Bible, Justin, that's all. We
have to check out all the details,
you know.
Like the Bible. That was an anomaly, something out of place, and we
have to try to explain how it ended up where it did. A list of everyone
who had access to it and might have picked it up will undoubtedly be
helpful to the investigation." Gravely, she added, "Thank you."
He stared at her for a moment, then muttered, "Of course, of course.
Glad to help." He bent over the legal pad.
You ought to go into politics.
I'm in politics. She shot
Bishop a rueful glance.
Oh, yeah—you are, aren't you?
He stirred and said aloud, "Mind if I ask
you something, Mr. Marsh?"
"I don't see how I can stop you," Justin said, far from graciously.
Miranda thought he probably remembered how easily Bishop had bested him
in the contest of Biblical quotations, and his wounded vanity amused
her.
If Bishop was also amused, he didn't let it show; he was expressionless
and kept his voice matter-of-fact. "You've been warning us about the
evil in Gladstone for some time now. Is this just a general feeling of
yours, or can you point to something specific?"
"How specific do I have to be?" Justin snapped. "People are dying."
"We know that, Justin." Miranda was patient. "And unless you have
something useful to add as to who might be killing these people or why,
reminding us continually that it's evil isn't entirely helpful. We
know
it's evil. We'd like to stop it. If you have any suggestions as to how
we can do that, we'd
appreciate hearing them."
His eyes on the pad as he quickly and neatly printed a list of names,
Justin said calmly, "Then you
might want to find out who ended up with
Adam Ramsay's car."
NINETEEN
To get an answer from Justin unaccompanied by any religious or
bombastic trimmings was so
unexpected it took Miranda several seconds
to respond. "There was no car registered to
Adam Ramsay."
"That doesn't mean he didn't have one." Justin sent her a wry look
"Seventeen-year-old boys might
not be able to legally own cars, but
surely you don't expect that to stop them. I imagine his father
probably registered the car in his name."
"Adam's mother specifically said he didn't have a car. That's why we
never looked for one."
"Julie Ramsay doesn't have the sense to raise a pup, much less a boy.
There was a lot she didn't
know about him."
"How do you know about the car?"
"Cars were my business, remember? I notice them. I remember them. His
was a green '89 Mustang."
Miranda looked at Bishop, who said, "Why do you believe the car is
important?"
"Because it's never turned up, I suppose. And because whenever I saw
the boy around that car,
I always thought there
was something sly about him, something sneaky. I raised two of my own,
and I can tell you that boy was up to something."
"Anything else? Anything definitive, I mean?"
Justin pushed the pad across the desk to Miranda. "If there was
anything definitive, I expect you
would have spotted it by now."
Miranda honestly didn't know if that was a dig at her, the
investigation, Bishop, the FBI—or merely Justin's way of slamming all
of them.
Justin got to his feet. "I assume I can go now?"
Miranda pressed the buzzer on her intercom and stood up. "There are a
few things we need to
check out. I'm going to ask you to wait in one of
our interview rooms, Justin."
He scowled. "You mean a cell."
"No, I mean one of our interview rooms." She nodded to Carl, who'd
opened her office door and
stood waiting. "Carl will get you some
coffee and whatever else you need to make yourself
comfortable, and
I'll talk to you again later."
Justin protested bitterly but had little choice except to accompany the
burly deputy.
When they were gone, Bishop said, "What surprises me most is that he
raised two sons."
"Neither of whom chose to stay and make a home in Gladstone," Miranda
commented dryly.
"Now, that doesn't surprise me." Bishop smiled faintly. "You may have
to move him to a cell
eventually."
"And I can only hold him for twenty-four hours without charging him.
After that, he's out of here.
And our killer will know for certain we
haven't taken the bait."
"Before that happens, we'll make sure Bonnie is protected. This is
hardly the most interesting place
for a teenage girl, but—"
"But," Miranda finished, "she's better safe and bored. I won't take the
chance of leaving her out in the open much
longer. Gossip's probably even more garbled, and Liz's murder will make
her involvement look more likely than not, but..."
She'll be all right.
Yes. Yes, of course she will.
But on some level far deeper than thought, Miranda was afraid for
Bonnie. Because of this flesh-and-blood killer walking among them and
because of a spirit so desperate to live that it had
nearly destroyed
the first vulnerable psychic to cross its path.
Their killer was, as Bishop had said, the more immediate and direct
threat, and Miranda was second-guessing herself every moment for not
immediately having thrown a cordon of protection
around her sister even
if it did draw too much
attention. She knew she wouldn't breathe easier
until Bonnie was here under her eye, as safe as she could make her.
Except. . . Had Bishop realized, Miranda wondered, how it was tearing
at her not to reach out with her shields and wrap Bonnie in psychic
protection? It wouldn't protect her from a living killer, but it would
protect her from a determined spirit intent on finding itself a living
vessel in which to exist again.
It was a choice Miranda had made alone without talking to Bishop, but
she knew he would have agreed, however reluctantly. She could not shore
up her shields and extend them to protect Bonnie without psychically
blinding herself—and now Bishop. And that was a possible edge they
simply could not abandon if they were to prevent more murders.
Bonnie's own shields would have to be good enough to protect her, at
least for the time being.
As they walked together to the conference room, Bishop said
thoughtfully, "Interesting about the car,
if it's true. It shouldn't
take long to find out if Adam Ramsay's father did register one for him."
"I would say it's odd that nobody else mentioned a car, but we
certainly didn't bring it up. Half the
town could have noticed it at
one time or another, and nobody said anything simply because we didn't
ask the right question." Miranda shook her head. "His mother said there
was no car, there wasn't one registered to him—so we never gave it
another thought. Never asked anyone if they'd seen him driving
or even
knew that he owned a car."
"No reason you should have."
"Maybe, but—" Miranda broke off as the mayor appeared suddenly from the
hallway leading to the
front of the building. "John, what are you doing
here?"
MacBride sighed heavily. "What do you think? Justin called me the
minute your people showed up
at his house."
Miranda looked at Bishop. "No wonder he wasn't eager to call his
lawyer. He'd already brought in
the big guns."
"You have to admire his consistency," Bishop said.
"Has he been arrested?" MacBride demanded. "Justin?"
"He's being held here while we check out a few things, that's all,"
Miranda replied calmly. "Certain evidence at the most recent murder
scene points to him."
"Evidence? What evidence?"
"John, you know I can't discuss that with you. Look, if you want to
talk to Justin, go ahead."
"Of course I don't want to talk to him," MacBride said hastily. "I
wouldn't even have come if I hadn't needed to go to the office anyway.
But. . . Liz gone . . . Jesus, I couldn't believe it. Surely you don't
think Justin could have—"
"I think I have to investigate every possibility, John. That's what
they pay me for." Her tone was
perfectly polite, but she had made no
effort to invite him to her office or to join them in the conference
room. "And I'm glad you're here, it'll save me a phone call." She
looked at the legal
pad containing Justin's list. "You were at Liz's coffeeshop Saturday
night, weren't you?"
"For a few minutes, yeah."
"Did you happen to see Justin's Bible?"
Startled, MacBride said, "His Bible? Well, since it's always with him,
I imagine I did. But if you're
asking me if I remember actually seeing
it... then I can't say that I do."
Bishop sighed. "Why do I get the feeling that'll be everybody's
response?"
"Because nothing's been easy so far," Miranda told him.
"I wouldn't mind a little easy about now."
"Neither would I, but we aren't likely to get it."
"No, I suppose not."
MacBride glanced from one of them to the other, his mouth twisting, but
his voice was easy when he said, "Can we talk for a minute, Randy? In
private, if Agent Bishop doesn't mind."
"I'll be in the conference room," Bishop said agreeably. He took the
legal pad out of Miranda's hands
and went on without waiting for a
response.
"What is it, John?"
"I just wanted to know how you were," he said with a touch of
awkwardness. "We've barely talked
in the last week, and—"
"I'm fine. Tired, but otherwise okay, all things considered." She
smiled faintly. "Thanks for asking."
"You know I care about you, Randy."
Miranda was aware that Bishop was unabashedly eavesdropping, but it
didn't disturb her because her response would have been the same even
if the conversation had been a complete mystery to him. Quietly, she
said, "I've always appreciated your friendship, John."
"Friendship."
"There was never anything more, you know that."
"There might have been, if not for—"
She shook her head. "It has nothing to do with anyone else, not really.
We've known each other for years, John. Don't you think something would
have happened long ago if it had been meant to?"
Unhappily, he said, "You're very sure, aren't you, Randy?"
"Very sure. I'm sorry."
"Yeah. Yeah, so am I." He settled his shoulders and tried a laugh that
didn't quite come off.
"I'd better get on to the office and let you get
back to work."
"See you later, John."
Miranda stood there for a moment after he'd gone, then went into the
conference room. Tony was
on the phone, Bishop at his accustomed place
on one end of the table as he studied the bulletin board.
It could have been an entirely silent conversation, but instead Miranda
went to Bishop and murmured, "That was not exactly fair to John."
"Fair, hell." He smiled. "I told you I wouldn't let you out of my
sight, and I meant it."
She eyed him. "Oh, that was why you eavesdropped?"
"Certainly."
"You'd better try it again in a more convincing tone."
Bishop chuckled. "Okay, so I had other reasons."
"Jealousy. I never would have expected it of you."
"Oh, I don't imagine it'll be a problem," he said calmly. "Once you
fully commit yourself to me, that is, and tell me I don't have to worry
about it anymore."
Miranda was trying to decide how to reply when Tony hung up the phone
and said briskly, "Found it. There's a green '89 Mustang registered to
Sam Ramsay—Adam Ramsay's uncle. Lives here in the
state but not close
by, and probably means to come in for the funeral when there is one."
"And pick up his car then," Bishop said. "Yeah, or arrange to sell it,
something like that."
"The question is," Miranda said, "where the hell
is that car now?"
* * *
It took an hour to track down Sam Ramsay, who was indeed Adam's uncle
and had indeed agreed
about six months before to register a car in his
name that was intended for his nephew's use.
"His dad paid the insurance," he told Tony somewhat truculently over
the phone. "And made sure the
car was inspected and everything. I
am—was—holding the pink slip until Adam got old enough to put
the car
in his own name." He paused, cleared his throat, and added, "I'd
planned to see about the car when I came to Gladstone for the funeral.
Knew Julie wouldn't want it, and it's too much trouble to
drive or ship
down to Florida even if his dad was interested."
"Adam apparently didn't keep the car at his home," Tony said.
"No, Julie pitched a bitch at just the idea of him having his own car,
really raised hell about it. Said he
was too young. So Adam fixed it
with a friend to park the car at his house."
"Do you know the friend's name?"
"Lemme think. Steve somebody. Can't remember the last name."
"Penman?" Tony suggested.
"Yeah, that sounds right—Steve Penman."
"Adam kept the car at Steve's house?"
"That's what he told me. I think they lived close by, so it wasn't any
trouble for Adam to walk over
and get his car when he wanted it."
"I see. Thanks, Mr. Ramsay, thanks very much. If we have any more
questions—"
"I'll be here."
Tony cradled the receiver and reported the conversation to Bishop. "So
that's the first real connection
we have between the two male victims,"
he noted.
"Call the Penman boy's father," Bishop suggested. "See if he knows
anything about that car."
"Right."
While Tony was doing that, Miranda returned to the conference room; she
had been handling reports
of a couple of fender-benders and checking on
the progress of the power crews.
Bishop reported the latest findings aloud. The mental link between him
and Miranda remained, but in order for them to concentrate on separate
things without distracting each other, they had consciously eased their
"doors" almost closed. Emotions and sometimes the flicker of a thought
got through, but except for their questioning Justin, and Miranda's
conversation with the mayor, they had settled on communicating verbally.
It was also less confusing for Tony that way.
He watched them as he waited for Steve Penman's father to come to the
phone, fascinated as always
by their relationship. Bishop had been
characteristically brief in explaining why his transmitter had
been
rather abruptly muted, saying only that he was able to "borrow"
Miranda's ability to shield selectively. Tony promised himself that
when there was time and leisure to explore the matter, he'd
ask a few
nosy questions, but what he was really interested in was the apparently
effortless telepathic
link between Bishop and Miranda.
Now, that was really something.
They had emerged from Miranda's office late yesterday having obviously
put at least one major hurdle behind them; she was oddly serene, no
longer shut off or withdrawn, and Bishop no longer paced the floor—
though something in his eyes when he looked at Miranda told Tony that
not everything had
been settled and that worries remained. In any case,
they seemed entirely comfortable with each other, the only visible
tension between
them being of the electric, sensual variety.
Not, Tony reflected, that they were acting like a couple of horny
teenagers, all secret glances and
sweaty hands grabbing at each other.
No, it was something a lot more subtle than that. Tony had
the feeling
that if he could see psychic auras, he'd see theirs merging, melding
together whenever
they were near each other—and eagerly reconnecting
after they had been apart for a few minutes. Because that was the sense
he got, that they were touching even when they weren't.
It was really fascinating.
The telepathic communication had become obvious rather quickly, and
after the second or third time
one or the other of them turned to him
with a comment that had clearly been the end of a conversation rather
than the beginning, Tony had strongly objected.
"Will you guys quit that? It's getting spooky. Not to mention
confusing."
"He's probably right," Bishop had said, clearly amused. "Or he's just
jealous that he can't do it."
Tony had made a rude response to that, even though all three of them
knew it was at least half true.
"Hello?"
Recalled to duty, Tony said, "Mr. Penman? This is Agent Harte. I'm
really sorry to bother you again,
but. . ."
"So," Miranda said to Bishop, thoughtfully, "Adam did have a car. Since
when?"
"Last July, according to his uncle," Bishop replied.
"A couple of months before he disappeared." She leaned her hands on the
table and gazed absently toward the bulletin board. "Has anybody
checked traffic violations?"
"Tony did. None on record. The kid was either a safe driver or lucky.
Either way, there was certainly nothing to make any of your deputies
notice that car and mention it later when he disappeared. I'm sure his
friends knew about
it but, like you said before, none of us asked the right question."
She nodded, then frowned at a stack of files threatening to topple
over. "Is that—"
"More missing teenagers, yeah. Alex brought the files in a little while
ago. We've gone back to '87
so far, and the count is up to twenty-nine."
Miranda sank down in a chair, visibly shaken. "Twenty-nine missing
kids? In thirteen years?"
"Twenty-nine reported disappearances of teens last seen within a
fifty-mile radius of Gladstone,"
Bishop confirmed, more than a little
grim himself. "We don't know for certain they even vanished, Miranda,
much less vanished here. They could have resurfaced somewhere else
under assumed
names, or died of drugs or just life on the streets. We
don't know."
"No, we don't know," Miranda murmured. "But there's at least an even
chance that none of those
kids got out of this town alive. My God . . .
how could so many disappear without notice?"
"If you mean without official notice, consider that the disappearances
averaged two or three a year
over more than a dozen years. How many
administrations in that time? How many strangers passing through
Gladstone on their way to Nashville? And consider too that the old
files weren't put on
computer, where the pattern might have been seen
before now."
"Still. We should have noticed. We should have seen something.""
There was nothing particularly reassuring Bishop could say, so instead
he said, "One thing these files make more likely is that our killer has
had a lot of practice. The steady stream of young people through this
town for so many years, kids who wouldn't be missed or at least whose
disappearance wouldn't be noticed by or tied to anyone locally, gave
him plenty of time and opportunity to
get very good at killing."
"And to get very good at disposing of the bodies." Miranda frowned.
"That's another thing I don't get.
If he's been successfully killing
all these years, why suddenly begin leaving the bodies where they'd be
found relatively quickly and easily? Both Kerry Ingram and Lynet were
left in such a way that it was
clear they'd be found sooner rather than
later. Why?"
Bishop turned his gaze to the bulletin board and, slowly, mused, "The
only thing we can be pretty
certain about is that the new highway
forced him to kill local kids, even kids he knew. As long as
they were
strangers, he could enjoy himself. But once he knew them, once he could
call them by
name and see their eyes or their smiles afterward in the
faces of their relatives . . . maybe that was
too much. Even if only
subconsciously, maybe he's hoping we'll stop him."
Musing herself, Miranda said, "Adam was the first local kid to be
killed. But he buried Adam just as—presumably—he buried or disposed of
earlier victims, in such a way that his body wasn't likely
to be found.
So . . . did he bury him that way just out of habit? Because he hadn't
yet even subconsciously realized he wanted to be caught? Or was there a
different reason?"
Bishop thought about it, then said, "I still believe something about
Adam or his murder will point
directly to the killer. That's why he was
buried how and where he was—because the killer knew
we could discover
something about him by studying that victim or that murder. And
whatever it
is ... he doesn't want us to know it."
"We still aren't sure how he picks his victims," Miranda offered.
"Maybe it has something to do
with that? Maybe he grabbed Adam for all
the wrong reasons, and knew or feared we'd discover
that eventually?"
Nodding, Bishop said, "That's more than possible. It looks like he kept
Adam alive the longest of
the local victims,
tortured him in the worst, most painful ways— like the chemicals to age
his bones.
Even if it was done for some other reason, that could also
have been punishment, pure and simple, something inflicted to cause the
most suffering. Didn't Sharon say that, that he probably did it just
to
see what would happen—for kicks?"
"Yeah, she did. And you said you thought the killer got Adam because he
needed something from him."
"I still think that. Suppose . . . Adam knew something damaging or
potentially damaging to the killer,
and he either told the killer
outright for some reason or else let his knowledge slip at just the
wrong moment. And became a victim. He was punished for what he knew,
and maybe tortured partly so
he'd reveal everything to the killer."
"But did he reveal everything?"
"No. Although I can't at the moment tell you why I'm so sure of that."
"Instinct, maybe," she said.
"Maybe. Or sheer practice at understanding the methods and minds of
monsters."
"Whichever it is, I think you're right. And it all sounds even more
plausible when we add in what
Bonnie called to tell us earlier—that Amy
is sure Steve knew why Adam was killed, and that he
went looking for
answers himself. It can't be coincidence that Steve ended up a victim.
That argues
the possibility that there is—or at least was—some evidence
or information for him to find. Maybe
he found it. And maybe he died
for it."
At that timely moment, Tony hung up the phone and turned to face them,
saying briskly,
"Mr. Penman is willing to swear on the Bible that Adam
Ramsay never even parked his car
at their house, much less kept it
there."
Bishop eyed him. "I feel a 'but' coming on."
"You're so right. With a little prodding and skillful questioning from
yours truly, he did allow as how
the family owns quite a bit of
property thereabouts—including an old barn a mile or so from their
house. An old, supposedly unused barn not too far off the road that
would provide fair shelter for a car."
"If it was there," Miranda said, "Steve must have known about it. Why
say nothing all this time?"
Bishop said, "Maybe when Adam disappeared, Steve checked, saw the car
was still there, and decided
to bide his time and see if Adam turned
up. When he turned up dead, Steve wondered about the car—
and decided to
check it out for himself."
"The arrogant stupidity of youth," Tony muttered.
"Maybe," Miranda said. "Or maybe Steve just made one mistake too many,
like Adam." She got to
her feet. "I say we go find out if that car is
there."
Bonnie came out of Amy's room and closed the door.
Seth, who had been waiting nearby, asked, "Is she asleep?"
"Finally. I think she's dreading her mom's visit this afternoon. Your
dad was right, though—with
nothing much to do but think about things,
she prefers sleep, sedatives or no sedatives."
"You must be pretty bored by now yourself."
Bonnie smiled at him. "No, I'm fine. Tired of being cooped up, I guess,
but not really bored."
"Well, at least you can get some fresh air. Miranda just called. I
don't know if anything new's happened—I mean, since Miss Hallowell was
killed—but she wants you at the Sheriff's Department. She's sending a
cruiser with two deputies, and we're not to open the door until we're
positive it's them.
I told her I was coming with you, and she said it
was fine."
"Seth, you really don't have to --"
"Yes," he said, taking her hand, "I really have to. Don't argue,
Bonnie."
She smiled at him again, and didn't argue.
* * *
The car was there.
Miranda, Bishop, and Tony found no marks in the deep snow surrounding
the barn to indicate that anyone had been near since before the storm,
but they were nonetheless careful in clearing snow
away from the
wood-barred but not padlocked door far enough to pull it open.
A dusty green 1989 Mustang met their eyes.
They studied the car from the doorway for a few minutes, every sense
each could claim probing
and alert.
"There is," Miranda said, "something off about this place or that car."
"I don't get anything," Tony said.
"It isn't an emotion," she told him. "Something else."
Bishop added, "Something almost. . . primal."
Tony looked from one to the other. "Primal? You mean instinct?"
"No. I mean . . . basic. It's almost... I can almost smell blood, but
not quite."
"This is a barn," Tony pointed out. "Probably been blood in here over
the years, from animals being
born or being slaughtered. Maybe that's
it?"
"Maybe."
"Let's check it out," Miranda said.
Again, they were careful in approaching the car, each carrying a
flashlight and wearing latex gloves
so as not to disturb any prints
they might have the luck to find.
Opening the driver's door, Miranda said abruptly, "If Steve did find
something here in the car, what
are the chances it's still here?"
"Fair to good, I'd say," Bishop responded as he opened the passenger's
door. "Safer to leave it here
until he decided what to do with it.
Remember, the killer probably didn't have the chance to question
the
boy about what he might have known or found. It was undoubtedly a
mistake when he hit his
victim too hard initially, trying to subdue
him."
"That," Tony said thoughtfully, "could explain the unfocused rage I
felt out at the old millhouse. If he knew Steve had something on him
and he had missed his chance to get his hands on whatever it is, I'd
guess he'd be furious."
"Probably." Bishop took a seat as he began looking through the glove
compartment. "One way or
another, I figure he's been angry since he
killed Lynet."
Miranda was checking behind the visor and under the mat, and to Tony
said, "No keys. You'll have
to pop the trunk the hard way."
Slightly offended, Tony said, "What makes you think I know how to do
that?"
"Because you work for him."
Tony eyed Bishop, then sighed and dug into the pocket of his jacket for
a small leather tool case.
"He told us the skill might come in handy."
Miranda said, "He was right, then, wasn't he?"
Sighing again, Tony went around to work on the locked trunk. He didn't
consider himself very adept
at picking locks, but got the trunk
unlocked quickly.
"Bingo," he said. "I think."
The other two quickly joined him, and all three gazed into the trunk at
various items, including a tire
iron, a half-empty plastic jug of what
looked like water, possibly for a temperamental radiator, a spare
tire
so worn there was hardly any tread at all—and two burlap sacks that
were quite obviously not
empty.
"Not hacked-off limbs, please," Tony said, taking a step back.
"No," Miranda and Bishop said in one breath, then she added, "But
there's something. ..."
With two of the three flashlights directed into the trunk, Bishop
leaned over and very carefully untied
the twine holding the nearest
sack closed. When he got it open, they could all see what looked like
the
top of a canning jar of the sort people had been using for
generations to preserve food, except that this
jar looked to be at
least two quarts—unusually large for such a purpose.
A piece of masking tape was attached to the lid, and across it in faded
ink was written the date
June 16, 1985.
Carefully, Bishop pushed down the burlap and tilted the jar back so
they could see what it held. It
seemed to be filled with what might
have been preserves or jelly, so dark it was almost black. But
as the
jar moved, the contents also moved, sluggishly, and half a dozen small,
round objects bumped
up against the glass, their pallor in stark
contrast to the dark, viscous stuff surrounding them.
Then Bishop tilted the jar back a bit farther, and three of the round
objects turned slowly to reveal
their other sides. Two were blue. One
was brown.
"Oh, Christ," Miranda said. "They're eyes. Human eyes."
Tony cleared his throat, but his voice was still a little hoarse when
he said, "On the whole, I think
I would have preferred to find
hacked-off limbs. An arm, a leg. Jesus."
"Be careful what you wish for," Bishop warned as he set the jar upright
and reached for the second sack.
They were all braced for further horrors, but what emerged from the
second sack appeared quite ordinary, relatively speaking. There was an
old cigar box with perhaps two or three ounces of some
kind of ash
inside, a slightly rusted pair of handcuffs, and a folded pocketknife.
Tony said, "We are sure, aren't we, that this isn't just some weird
collection belonging to
Adam Ramsay."
Miranda tapped on the lid of the canning jar. "In 1985," she reminded
him,
"Adam was three years old."
"Well, yeah—but the rest of this stuff?"
Bishop picked up the knife and studied it carefully. "Sharon might get
something from touching this,"
he said, "but even if she doesn't, this
is a collectible knife. They're often sold by hardware stores or
pharmacies, especially in small towns."
Miranda didn't ask how he knew that; she merely said, "Steve Penman was
near the drugstore when
he vanished."
"Yes," Bishop said. "He was, wasn't he?"
TWENTY
The lounge of the Sheriff's Department didn't have a great deal to
recommend it as far as Bonnie was concerned. One side of the long,
narrow room held a kitchenette, while on the other were a couple of
leather couches, two tables with chairs, and a bank of lockers. There
was a dartboard on the wall, and several open shelves held a few board
games as well as a caddy for poker chips and playing cards.
None of it appealed to Bonnie, even if there had been anyone around to
join her in a game. Seth had crashed on one of the couches and was
sleeping deeply; he'd gotten little sleep the last few nights, she
knew, and she didn't begrudge him the rest. The deputies in the
building were all working at their
desks, busily coping with the
aftermath of the storm and whatever duties might help identify the
killer.
Randy would be returning to the office anytime now. And Bishop. Bonnie
felt a bit wary of meeting Bishop again, talking to him—more so now
than before. He and Randy were involved again, and
even though Bonnie hadn't exactly discouraged the idea, she was anxious
about it.
If it ended badly this time, Bonnie didn't know if Randy would be able
to get past it.
Restless, Bonnie wandered out of the lounge. She looked into the big,
open area at the front of the building they all called the bullpen, a
small sea of desks turned this way and that, and the low dividing
wall
separating the office space from the reception area. There was a TV on
a filing cabinet tuned to
the Weather Channel, phones ringing at
regular intervals, and the low hum of conversation.
The room smelled like coffee and pizza.
Everybody was busy, so Bonnie continued on. The conference-room door
was locked, which didn't surprise her. Randy's office was open and
empty. In another office just down the hall, a deputy sat
with his back
to the door, talking on the phone; judging by the cajoling tone, he was
trying to mend
fences with a sweetheart.
Bonnie smiled to herself and went on. One office was empty of office
furniture but held half a dozen cots, though there was only one deputy,
stripped to undershirt and pants, snoring softly. Another room was
piled high with the boxes and other stuff that Bonnie remembered Randy
had ordered removed
from the conference room when the FBI had arrived.
Down some steps and along another hallway were several other rooms;
since they were small and
boasted small windows in the doors—and none
in the rooms themselves—she gathered they were
where suspects requiring
privacy or more security were questioned.
She peeked into one and saw Justin Marsh sitting at the small table
reading the newspaper, his frown
and impatiently tapping foot mute
evidence of frustration or irritation. Bonnie moved on hastily, not
eager to attract his notice.
She looked into a couple more of the rooms, but all were empty. At the
end of the hallway were three doors; two led to the cells, she knew,
and the other led to the garage where impounded vehicles were kept.
Not interested in any of those areas, she turned and began to retrace
her steps. She was just passing
the little secondary hallway that led
to an outer door to the side parking lot when she felt a rush of
cold
air.
Bonnie half turned her head but caught only a glimpse, a blur of
movement. And then something
struck her head, pain exploded, and
everything went dark.
* * *
"I just don't believe it," Alex said hoarsely, shaking his head. "Right
here? He took her from the
fucking Sheriff's Department?"
"I should have stayed awake," Seth said, his younger voice thin with
fear and worry and guilt.
"You? Jesus, kid, there were a dozen cops in this place—including me."
Tony said, "Never mind who's to blame. The important thing is to find
him before—before—"
"Before he kills her," Miranda said. Her voice was very steady, but her
eyes were blind.
Tony didn't know what to say to her; he thought it was quite possibly
the first and last time he'd ever
see Miranda Knight literally
paralyzed, unable to do anything except sit there at the conference
table
and stare at the wall. And he was very relieved when Bishop came
back into the room; he had been absent only a few minutes, checking the
building for any sign that might help them because he didn't
trust
anyone else to do it.
Going directly to Miranda, Bishop knelt before her, his hands lifting
to rest gently on her knees.
She looked at him, saw him. "I promised to protect her." She was
talking to him alone, oblivious to
everyone else in the room. "I swore I'd always keep her safe."
"Bonnie is going to be all right, Miranda. We'll find her, and we'll do
it before that bastard can
hurt her."
"You can't promise," she said almost wistfully.
"Yes, I can," Bishop said. He leaned forward and kissed her, equally
oblivious to the watching eyes,
then got to his feet and faced the
others, one hand remaining on her shoulder.
"We don't have much time, but I think we have a little," he told them.
"I don't believe he'll kill her immediately—he made that mistake with
the Penman boy and lost the opportunity to question him.
And he made a
similar mistake with Liz Hallowell."
"With Liz?" Alex frowned at him.
Bishop looked at him. "He thought she was the one who told us where to
find Steve Penman, and
he didn't take the time to be certain. That
haunts him, I'm sure."
"Haunts him?" Alex exploded. "He's a cold-blooded killer without an
ounce of conscience, and you
claim he can be haunted by a mistake? A
fucking mistake?"
Remaining calm, Bishop said, "What I claim is that this killer is an
intelligent, complex psychopath
with a very definite set of rituals and
rules governing his life and behavior. Carelessness caused him
to make
one bad mistake, and panic caused him to make another; he won't be
quick to make a third.
He'll need to assure himself that Bonnie is the
threat he believes her to be."
Miranda stirred. "How? How can he assure himself of that? You said it
yourself—talking to the dead
isn't an easy thing to prove."
"Which is why we have a little time," Bishop said, holding her gaze
steadily. "But not much, Miranda."
For just a moment she seemed to waver, but then her shoulders squared,
her mouth firmed, and she stood up. "We have to find out if Steve asked
anybody about that pocketknife at the drugstore the day
he disappeared.
We have the list of tire dealerships in the area to contact. We have to
figure out if there's something,
some place or action, linking all the
missing kids together." She drew a breath. "And we have to find
out how
he could have discovered that it was Bonnie who was the threat—and how
he knew she
was here."
Alex gave a disgusted snort. "Hell, half the deputies out in the
bullpen were discussing all the gossip
this morning, and the consensus
was that Bonnie being the one was as likely as anything else."
"A deputy didn't take her," Bishop said. "You're all accounted for. And
Marsh is still safely locked
in the interview room."
Alex said, "Granted, but anybody passing through could have heard all
the talk, and we've had several visitors here at one time or another
today."
Miranda stiffened suddenly. "John was here," she said slowly, looking
at Bishop. "Remember? He
said Justin had called him. And when we saw
him, he was just coming from the direction of the
bullpen. He could
have heard them."
"We need more than supposition," Bishop reminded her. "We can't waste
time chasing down blind
alleys. Tony, track down somebody from the
drugstore and find out about that knife, will you?"
"You bet." Tony picked up the bagged knife from the conference table
and retreated to his desk to
use the phone.
Remembering something else, Miranda said, "He was at Liz's store
Saturday night before the storm.
The gossip was starting up even then,
so he could have heard the garbled version about Liz telling us where
to find Steve's body. He had the opportunity to take Justin's Bible,
and more than enough time to—to kill her and take her to her house
before the snow got too bad."
"What about the profile?" Bishop asked her. "Does he live alone, or
have a secure, isolated place
where he'd feel safe?"
"He lives alone and has for years. Before that his father lived with
him and was in very poor health virtually from the time John was a
boy." Miranda spoke rapidly, frowning as she dredged up the facts
she
could recall. "His family home is a big, old house miles outside town,
very isolated. He's been
building a new place closer in, but says he'll
never be able to cut his ties to the farm."
"He's the right age," Bishop said. "Old enough to have been doing this
for fifteen years or more. Personality type could fit. Unusual to have
a killer such as this one in a political office, far less a
relatively
high one, but it is possible. And he comes and goes here so freely as
to attract little if
any notice."
"He knew Lynet," Miranda said. "Dated her mother at one time, and not
too long ago."
Seth, who had stepped away without comment to use one of the phones,
hung up and said to
Miranda, "I called the clinic. Dad said the mayor
showed up there about an hour ago saying he just wanted to make sure
everybody had weathered the storm. He went all through the place, said
hello
to the patients and nurses, even the kitchen staff."
"Looking for Bonnie," Miranda said.
"He asked about her. Very casual, said he thought she was there.
Dad—Dad told him we were here."
Alex frowned. "Now that I think about it, I remember one of the guys
saying this morning that he'd
heard the story about Bonnie from
somebody married to one of the nurses at the clinic. If MacBride
overheard that, he would have known to look for her there."
Tony hung up his phone with a bang and turned to the others. "Got it. I
haven't tracked down a clerk
who waited on Steve Penman the day he
disappeared, but the manager is in the store and was able to check his
books. This knife is a collectible, and there were only three of them
sold in Gladstone. The serial number on this one identifies it as the
one sold last summer to Mayor MacBride."
* * *
With all the snow on the ground, there was no way it could be dark at
three in the afternoon even in January, but a heavily overcast sky made
it at least not quite as bright as it could have been. Bishop
said he
supposed they should be grateful for small favors.
Miranda frowned at the landscape spread out before them and said "Shit."
"We can't approach any way at all except on foot and even hope to get
close without being seen,"
Bishop said.
"Then we go on foot." Miranda got out of the Jeep, wishing the snow
didn't crunch so loudly underfoot, her gaze still fixed on the house
barely visible through the thick forest of mostly pines all around it.
Bishop joined her. "How soon before you figure Alex tumbles to us being
gone?"
"I'm counting on Tony to distract him as long as possible. There's no
way I want him anywhere
near here. He's just too wild to get his hands
on Liz's killer. Much better for him and Seth to be concentrating on
trying to find some connection to John in those files of missing kids."
Mildly, Bishop said, "We could have brought along another deputy or
two."
"I don't trust anybody else to handle this," she said flatly.
"That's the nicest thing you've ever said to me." He drew his weapon
just as she had and checked it, thumbing off the safety. "I suggest we
circle the house once we get under those trees, see what we
can see
without getting too close."
"Right."
They moved toward the house cautiously, careful of their footing in the
deep snow, keeping to the
shelter of trees and overgrown bushes
wherever possible, and when they were close enough, they
split up to
bracket the house.
It was darker here under the shelter of the big old pines, and the
house loomed above them. No light shone from any of the windows, though
clear tire marks leading to the detached garage indicated that MacBride
had left and then returned at least once today.
Miranda reached the back of the house before Bishop, and waited there,
watching a greenhouse she hadn't even known was behind the place. It
was a large structure, and the glass was either frosted or dewed with
condensation, because it was opaque, but there was definitely a light
on in there.
Bishop joined her in uncanny silence, only their connection warning her
before he appeared.
"Where's your jacket?" she demanded, keeping her voice barely above a
whisper.
With the hand not holding his gun he gestured toward the front of the
house. "Left it back there."
"Why? You'll freeze."
"It was too dark and too noisy. I never realized how noisy leather is,"
he told her. "Remind me to oil
that thing or something. Later. In the
meantime, I won't freeze unless we crouch here much longer.
The
greenhouse?"
"He's practically shining a beacon," Miranda said uneasily.
"Then he's either expecting us—or has absolutely no idea that we could
be on to him so soon.
Either way, what choice do we have except to go
on in?"
"None that I can think of."
"Then we go in."
"He's talking, I think," she said, tilting her head slightly to try to
focus all their extra senses on the building.
"As long as he's talking, his attention is occupied. It's the best we
can hope for. I see two doors, one
at either end. And the light's
somewhere in the middle. Let's go."
There was no time to discuss a plan, but neither of them worried about
that. Their connection was wide open once again, which made
communication instant and silent and provided all the edge they needed
to coordinate their approach and movements.
Opening the doors and easing inside was no problem, but then they
discovered themselves in a virtual jungle, an overgrown forest of
plants and trees draped with vines and nearly strangled by thickets of
weeds.
Oh, great.
No choice but to go on.
It was impossible to see more than a foot or two ahead, and the place
smelled horribly of rotting
vegetable matter and damp earth. Trailing
vines dangled slimy tendrils across them and thorns hooked
at their
clothing as they crept through the profuse growth, trying to follow
paths that long ago had narrowed to mere memory.
It was their extra senses that told them they were nearly at the middle
of the greenhouse, but even with that help it was impossible for them
to know for certain what lay ahead. They paused, both trying to reach
through the wall of greenery. The droning of MacBride's voice
continued, a low muttering that sounded to them wordless, so they
literally jumped when he suddenly spoke in a perfectly calm and
even
casual voice that seemed to come from no more than a few feet away.
"If you two would care to walk a few more paces, I'm sure it would be
easier for all of us."
Goddammit.
Still no choice.
They moved forward as ordered, and emerged within the promised few
paces into what looked like a clearing in the center of the greenhouse.
It must once have been a work area; there was still a rickety table at
one side of the space holding a few rusting tools and empty clay pots.
Hanging crookedly high above the table was a long fluorescent light,
and though it flickered from time to time, it threw an almost painfully
bright light over the scene below.
Bishop and Miranda standing frozen.
Mayor John MacBride smiling at them as though greeting welcome guests,
his expression pleasant, his stance relaxed.
Except for the gun he held, cocked and ready, at Bonnie's temple.
Bonnie was clearly frightened but amazingly calm, pale but not crying.
She even attempted a smile at
her sister, obviously wanting to reassure
her that she was okay.
Miranda had a sudden, overwhelming sense that this was the place she
had seen in her vision, and she had a helpless awareness of fate
rushing, of events carrying her toward whatever destiny was intended
for her. She didn't look toward Bishop, but she was very conscious of
their connection, and of his absolute certainty that she would not die
here.
Still, she knew that if what she had seen was right, the abrupt
severing of their link could be as devastating for the living as the
dead; gently and without warning, she closed the door on her side.
"You might want to drop the guns," MacBride suggested.
Neither of them hesitated. They dropped their guns. Not only because of
the gun he was holding to Bonnie's temple but also because of what he
held in his other hand. It was obviously an explosive device—some kind
of small but undoubtedly deadly grenade, with the pin out.
A dead man's switch.
"Kick them toward me," he instructed.
They did so, and when MacBride gestured com-mandingly with the gun,
Bishop moved closer to
Miranda until he was hardly more than a couple
of yards away from her. MacBride could cover them both easily now. They
were facing him across fifteen feet or so of rotting mulch and little
else, with the tangled jungle all around them seeming to hover, to
press inward. That and the sour smell of rotting vegetation made the
place feel so claustrophobic it was difficult to breathe.
Or maybe, Miranda thought, that was just her terror. It clogged her
throat, cold and sour. And her
heart thudded against her ribs with
heavy urgency.
She had promised to protect her sister. She had sworn.
Bonnie's hands were tied behind her back, her ankles tied together. She
was completely helpless.
And she looked very small to her sister, very
fragile. She still wasn't crying, but there was something resigned
about her calm, something fatalistic.
Miranda hadn't told her all that she'd seen, but she had always
suspected Bonnie had guessed the rest.
Conversationally, MacBride said to them, "I keep asking her if she can
really talk to the dead. But she won't tell me. I thought it was Liz,
you know, when I heard the story that night at her coffeeshop. I
thought she had helped you, had told you where to find Steve's body.
But it wasn't Liz. Poor Liz."
"You made a mistake." Miranda was surprised her voice sounded so calm.
"Don't make another one, John."
"I didn't want to hurt Liz. I liked her. You know I liked her, Randy.
But what choice did I have? I was careful with her. And I didn't take
anything." His tone was reasonable but held a hint almost of pleading,
as though for her approval.
Miranda tried not to gag. "You mean no body parts or blood? That was
big of you, John."
"You don't understand," he said, shaking his head.
"Then make me. Make me understand." She had no idea if it was even wise
to keep him talking, but
a glance had shown her that Bishop's
expression was unreadable, so she was following her instincts.
"You're a cop, you know all about the need to deal with threats,"
MacBride said. "Liz was a threat."
"No, you only thought she was. And you were wrong." She saw a faint
quiver disturb his complacency, and concentrated on that chink in his
armor. "You were wrong, John."
He smiled suddenly. "I know what you're trying to do, Randy. But it
won't work. I'm sorry about Liz,
but that's past now. Done. This"—he
gave Bonnie a little pat, almost friendly—"is hardly a mistake.
I can
learn so much from Bonnie."
"No. You—"
"Because if she can talk to the dead, that opens up a whole new avenue
to explore. I've been thinking about it for some time, you know, about
what to do next. I'd already realized I couldn't go on finding
my
subjects around here."
Your subjects? But Miranda
couldn't say it, couldn't force a word out.
Her fear was choking her again.
Bishop either knew or guessed, because he spoke up then, his voice
steady. "Because you knew them. Knew their names, their faces. Their
mothers and fathers."
MacBride responded to that easily, almost eagerly. "That proved to
be... surprisingly difficult. Adam wasn't so bad, the sneaky little
bastard, but Kerry ... she kept crying and asking me why. And then
there was Lynet, little Lynet. ... I liked her."
"But you killed her anyway," Bishop said.
"I had to. Once I'd taken her, well. . . she had seen me. I couldn't
let her go. But I made sure she
didn't suffer."
Miranda swallowed hard and said, "That might earn you a cooler corner
of hell, but I doubt it."
"You still don't understand. It was research, Randy, that's all. Study."
"To figure out what makes bodies tick? Sorry, John, but medical science
has pretty much got that pegged."
"Do you think so? I don't agree. There's still so much to learn. I
wanted to learn." His expression darkened for the first time. "I wanted
to be a doctor. But they said my grades weren't good enough
in college.
My grades. Idiots. I've learned more on my own than any school could
have taught me.
All it took was a certain amount of. . . detachment."
Bishop said, "We've been wondering about something. Why take the blood?"
Not at all reluctant to supply the information, MacBride said, "I was
working on various ways to
naturally preserve organs and flesh. I
thought blood might do it. But I haven't found quite the right
combination of blood and chemicals just yet."
Bishop nodded gravely. "So I guess you were experimenting with the
chemicals when you discovered how to age bones?"
MacBride shrugged dismissively. "I used the chemicals to clean the
bones, but I noticed how it aged
them. I wondered how the formula would
affect a living subject, so I tried it on Adam. I'm afraid it
was very
painful—but he deserved it, the little sneak."
"He found out about you."
"Little sneak. Poking his nose into places he had no business being. If
he'd just done the yard work
I hired him for, everything would have
been fine. But, no, he had to snoop. He took my knife. One
of my jars.
Other things, probably." MacBride laughed suddenly. "The little bastard
wanted to
blackmail me, can you believe that? Wanted me to pay him to keep his
mouth shut."
"So you killed him," Bishop said. "But he didn't talk, did he,
MacBride? He didn't tell you where
he'd hidden the things he took from
you."
"No. He seemed to have it in his head that as long as he had that stuff
hidden he'd be all right in the
end. Idiot." MacBride shifted slightly
and, perhaps tired of remaining in the position, stepped back
away from
Bonnie. He didn't push her to the ground so much as guide her down with
his gun hand
until she was sitting. He kept his gaze steadily on the
two people in front of him.
Miranda wanted to go to her sister so badly that she could feel her
muscles tensing, and forced herself
to relax as much as she was able.
It wasn't time to act. Not yet.
MacBride no longer held the pistol to Bonnie's head, but he still had
the grenade.
He straightened, the gun held negligently but not so carelessly as to
offer Miranda any hope. "Of course,
I didn't like not knowing where the
stuff was, but that kid was so sly and sneaky, I doubted he'd told
anyone about it."
"A chance you were prepared to take," Bishop said. "Until Steve told
you he had it."
"He didn't mean to tell me," MacBride said with a shrug. "It was an
accident, really—a very fortunate accident. I ran into him in front of
the drugstore, and he asked me about the knife. He knew I collected
them, so he thought I could tell him who else in town did. I said I had
a collectibles catalog in my car,
and he went with me to see it. After
that, it was easy."
"Too easy," Bishop said. "You hit him too hard."
"Well, I figured the kid would have a thick skull, as big as he was. I
was wrong, worse luck." He
frowned suddenly and glanced down at Bonnie,
his thoughts obviously having come full circle.
"I was surprised when you found him so soon, before I wanted you to.
But if she did it...
that does
open up new possibilities. Maybe I don't need lots of other
subjects. Maybe just one will do."
Miranda felt a chill so icy that she went cold to her bones. Bonnie in
the hands of this madman,
the subject of his insane "research" for God
only knew how long?
No.
"She can't help you," Miranda said.
"She can if she can really talk to the dead," MacBride said in a
reasonable tone. He seemed undisturbed as he put the pin back in the
grenade and dropped it negligently into the mulch. "That's an aspect of
the human experience I haven't explored yet. I understand the death of
the flesh, but not what happens to
the mind and spirit." He glanced
down at Bonnie. "Is there a heaven? A hell? A God?"
Very quietly, Bonnie answered, "All three."
That reply startled Miranda, but MacBride was, for the first time,
visibly shaken.
"You're lying," he accused, his eyes now shifting back and forth
between his captive and the pair
facing him.
"No." Bonnie's voice was still quiet. She even smiled. "It's the truth.
Didn't you know? Didn't you
realize there'd be judgment and punishment?"
Miranda had to bite her lip to keep from saying, Be careful! Don't push
him too far!
Don't frighten him!
Obviously trying to recapture his earlier clinical tone and only
partially succeeding, MacBride said,
"Your brain must be different if
you can talk to the dead. That would be interesting to study,
your
brain."
As if she hadn't heard him, Bonnie said, "Your victims would love to
judge and punish you.
They're just looking for a door so they can come
back."
"Door?" MacBride was frowning, plainly uneasy.
"Between our world and theirs. Victims of murder are unhappy souls, and
angry. They stay in limbo
for a long time,
unable to move on."
"Dead is dead." He didn't sound nearly as sure as he obviously wanted
to. "I know. I've watched death again and again. It's just like
flipping a switch. Alive—then dead. There's nothing after. Nothing."
Bonnie turned her head and looked up at him with an oddly serene smile.
"Nothing? Then how did we know where to find Steve? You thought it was
Liz, reading tea leaves. But it wasn't. It was me. And Steve. Poor dead
Steve."
MacBride's throat moved convulsively.
"Shall I open the door again, Mayor? Shall I let poor dead Steve and
all your other victims back in?"
Don't frighten him, Miranda
thought again. MacBride was like a
cornered animal when he was frightened. . . .
"Ghosts can't hurt me," MacBride scoffed, only a faint quiver betraying
his apprehension.
"Are you sure about that, John?" Miranda asked, trying to draw his
attention away from Bonnie.
"Are you really sure?"
"Sure enough." But a white line of tension showed around his lips, and
his eyes were still moving restlessly as though searching the profuse
vegetation all around them for something threatening.
"They want back in," Bonnie said softly. "They want to ... talk to you,
Mayor."
"There's nothing after death." The gun in his hand moved until it was
pointed at Bonnie. "Nothing.
No heaven. No hell. No ghosts." His voice
was suddenly toneless, and dawning in his face was the
look of a man
confronting a nightmare he hadn't dared to imagine.
Miranda could almost hear the screams of his victims, and knew that
John MacBride heard them.
She saw his finger tightening on the trigger,
and understood in a moment of utter clarity that he
would kill Bonnie because he dared
not leave her alive.
Bonnie could talk to the dead. And John MacBride couldn't bear to hear
what the dead would
say to him.
Miranda knew she had to act, and now. But she also knew that the extra
pistol she had stuck into
the waistband of her jeans at the small of
her back was too many long seconds away from her hand
because of her
heavy jacket.
She also knew there was no choice.
She went for her gun.
Seeing or sensing a threat more immediate than Bonnie, MacBride moved
with lightning speed, his gun jerking around to point at Miranda. He
fired, and in the same instant Bishop was there in front of her,
throwing his body between her and that lethal bullet. As her fingers
closed over her own gun, she heard the shot, heard the sickening wet
thud as the bullet struck Bishop. Everything in her cried out in
desperate, violent protest, but it was too late. With dreadful
suddenness, their connection was severed,
his hot agony washing over
her and through her, and Miranda could barely see as she drew her gun
and leveled it at MacBride.
And it was her vision. Bishop lay on the ground, momentarily out of her
sight. Bonnie tied up and helpless, the gun aimed at Miranda, a shot
echoing—and the agony of death.
But not hers.
She fired three times, hitting MacBride dead center in his chest, and
even as he fell she was dropping
her own gun and kneeling at Bishop's
side.
Terrified by the deathly pallor of his face, she stared at his once
white T-shirt, horribly marked by a spreading scarlet stain. She
fumbled with the shirt, pulling it up so that she could see how bad it
was.
The wound was a small, round hole in Bishop's chest, neat, hardly
bleeding now.
It looked so innocent. So minor. But Miranda knew all too well the
irreparable damage a bullet did to
the human body. The
ripped muscle and shattered bone, the internal organs torn beyond
repair .. .
She pressed both hands over the wound, bearing down, trying with all
her might and will to hold life
in his body. He couldn't leave her. He
couldn't.
"Randy, you have to untie me," Bonnie said.
"I have to stop the bleeding," Miranda said, vaguely surprised that she
sounded so calm.
"That won't help him now." Bonnie's voice was very thin and very
steady. "Look at where the
wound is, Randy. His heart's already
stopped."
"No."
"Randy—"
"No!"
"Listen to me. You have to untie me. Now, before it's too late."
Miranda was trying to listen for another voice. "Noah?" She touched his
cheek with bloody fingers. "Noah, please ..." She looked at her sister
with blind eyes. "I can't feel
him anymore, Bonnie."
"I can."
Miranda blinked, saw her sister clearly. "You can feel him? Then—"
"It's not too late. You have to come untie me, Randy. Hurry."
"I don't want to leave him," Miranda whispered. But even as she said it
she was crawling across the damp, sour mulch to Bonnie, finally
understanding her sister's urgency. She worked on the ropes,
the task
made more difficult by the bits of dirt and bark sticking to the blood
that coated her fingers.
"Hurry, Randy. There isn't much time left."
"You can't," Miranda protested.
"Yes, I can."
Fiercely, Miranda said, "Do you think I could bear it if I lost both of
you?"
"You won't lose either of us," Bonnie promised, her voice holding
steady.
The knots finally gave way, and Miranda was still protesting as they
hurried back to Bishop's
sprawled, motionless body.
"You'll have to go too deep, give too much of yourself—"
"You can pull me free before it's too late." Kneeling on one side of
Bishop, Bonnie looked across at
her with absolute trust. "But not until
he's back. Promise me."
"Bonnie—"
"Promise me, Randy. You know what could happen if you pull me free too
soon."
Miranda closed her eyes briefly, desperately aware of critical seconds
ticking away. "All right.
Just do it, Bonnie."
Bonnie leaned forward over Bishop's body and placed both hands over the
wound in his chest. She
drew a deep breath and closed her eyes, and
Miranda saw her shudder, saw the color seep from her
face as she poured
everything, all her strength and will and her vital life force, into
the effort to heal
a mortal injury.
Miranda put her hand against Bishop's cold cheek and prayed silently to
a God she had never
believed in.
TWENTY-ONE
When Alex and Tony burst into the greenhouse, the brilliant fluorescent
light over the onetime work
area provided more than enough illumination
to see clearly. The body of John MacBride lay sprawled
on a mound of
rotting mulch, his bloodied shirt and open, staring eyes mute testament
to the sudden violence of his death.
A few feet away, Miranda sat with Bonnie's head in her lap, gently
stroking her sister's hair with one hand. Behind her, his arms wrapped
around her and his scarred cheek pressed to her temple, was
Bishop. He
was almost rocking her in an oddly intimate, comforting embrace.
Tony felt a bit embarrassed looking at them, which surprised him
somewhat. He felt like an intruder.
Miranda looked up at them calmly. "What took you so long?"
"We were miles away." Tony hunkered down to check MacBride's carotid
pulse just to make sure.
"But that's a hell of a transmitter you've got
there, lady. Even at that distance, it jerked me up out of
my chair when you called."
"Did I call?" she asked vaguely.
Tony tapped his temple with two fingers as he straightened.
She grimaced. "Sorry. I wasn't even aware of doing it."
"Yeah, that's what makes it remarkable," Tony said dryly.
Alex said, "Hell, even I heard it. Jesus, Randy."
Miranda wondered if she was, even now, broadcasting like a beacon, but
didn't worry too much about
it. She was so tired she doubted she had
enough psychic energy left to disturb anybody, at least for the moment.
"Is she all right?" Tony asked, staring down at Bonnie's relaxed face.
"She will be. But we should get her off the cold ground, I think."
Tony gazed at her steadily. "So it's over?"
"Just about," Miranda said.
Bishop stirred for the first time, easing away from Miranda and
climbing to his feet, and it was only
then that the two other men saw
his bloody shirt.
Tony eyed him for a few seconds, then said, "Cut yourself shaving?"
Alex was open-mouthed with astonishment. "For Christ's sake. Liz got it
right. I swear I forgot all
about it, but even the white shirt—" He
grunted suddenly and looked oddly amused. "It wasn't
symbolic at all.
It was literal."
Politely, Miranda said, "Alex, are you telling me that you knew this
would happen?"
He grimaced. "I'd forgotten all about it, but Liz— had a vision. She
said even before he got here that Bishop would give his life for
somebody here in Gladstone. Not that he looks all that dead to me."
"Next time," Miranda said to her deputy, "you might want to share
information like that."
"I didn't really believe it at first," he said apologetically. "And
then, when I did . . . things were
happening and I sort of forgot about
it." He looked at Bishop again with a slight frown. "That's
definitely
a bullet hole. And a lot of blood. So, if you'll forgive me for
asking—why aren't you dead?"
"Let's just say I had a guardian angel," Bishop replied.
Tony knelt down and studied Bonnie for a moment. He lifted one of her
hands, saw the bloodstains,
then looked at Miranda intently. "Wow. Her
other ability."
"Yes," Miranda said, meeting his gaze just as seriously. "But that
stays between us. She hasn't the strength to heal the world, so she
just helps some of those who cross her path. Which is as it should be."
After a moment, he nodded. "Definitely as it should be." With
surprising strength, he gathered Bonnie
in his arms and rose to his
feet. "We have a cruiser coming right behind us. I say we leave the
deputies
to stand guard over this place for the moment while you three
have a chance to get cleaned up and
maybe rest an hour or so. I'd say
you've earned it."
Bishop helped Miranda to her feet. "I don't think you'll get an
argument," he said. He didn't let go of Miranda's hand.
* * *
A little less than two hours later, with Bonnie still sleeping under
the care of Dr. Daniels at his clinic—
and a stubborn Seth standing
guard over her—all three FBI agents and most of the Cox County
Sheriff's Department were in Mayor John MacBride's secluded house.
The place was lit top to bottom. The first quick search had shown them
that most of what they were
interested in was in the basement. Part of the large room was perfectly
ordinary and held the usual
clutter of unused and broken furniture,
shelves weighted down with old tools and other items that
could mostly
be classified as junk.
But a padlocked wooden door gave them access to an equally large and
far less cluttered space with
neat cabinets along one wall, open
shelves along the other, two actual cells complete with iron bars,
and
numerous pieces of gleaming stainless-steel equipment that Sharon
Edwards confirmed were
usually found in hospitals, morgues, and funeral
homes.
"Talk about a lab experiment," Alex muttered.
The scope of the "experiment" became clearer as they studied what was
stored on the open shelves. Bottles of chemicals, neatly labeled. Tools
and instruments. Supplies. And records.
Nearly twenty years of records.
Miranda pulled one file off the shelf at random and looked inside. The
neat handwriting didn't surprise her, given what she knew of John
MacBride, but little of what she read made sense to her.
"Sharon, this looks more like your bailiwick than mine."
The doctor looked at the file and frowned. "We'll have to go over all
these, of course, but here it looks like he was experimenting with
various kinds of preservatives."
"Yeah, he mentioned that."
Alex opened one of the cabinets and took a step back. "Oh, shit. Look
what the crazy bastard was preserving."
They all saw clearly, because when the cabinet was opened an interior
light came on to reveal what
was stored there.
More canning jars. Lots more. Some contained clear and semiclear
liquids, others more viscous fluids,
but all had grisly contents made up of various human body parts.
Miranda didn't waste much time. Turning to the others, she said, "This
is too much for a small-town sheriff's department, and I'm guessing you
guys didn't come prepared for anything like it."
"You can say that again," Tony said.
Bishop said, "Calling in Quantico would probably be the best option.
They're the only ones well-enough equipped to send a team down here
capable of dealing with this."
"That suits me fine," Miranda told him. "I'll have a big enough
headache dealing with the town when
the news breaks tomorrow. This part
of the mess can be somebody else's nightmare."
Bishop nodded. "Then we lock up, post a couple of guards, and clear
out. The less we touch, the better."
Nobody argued.
The deputies chosen to stand guard weren't happy about it, but given
both the grimness of the chore
and the threatening weather, Miranda
promised a four-hour duty rotation, and they accepted that.
The rest departed, and as they drove back to town with Alex and Tony,
Miranda said, "Why is it
that I don't feel much of a sense of closure?
It's over. The monster's dead."
"That won't sink in for a while yet," Bishop told her from experience.
"As brutal as it'll be, finding
out a bit more about how his mind
worked will help. It's human nature to always try to understand
the
monsters, to neatly label them before we lock them away in a drawer.
Luckily for us, this
monster left a record of his horrors."
"It won't be pleasant reading," Alex said.
"No, but the answers we need are there. And none of us will be able to
put this behind us until we
have those answers."
"But for tonight," Miranda said, "it's time to stop thinking about it,
if only for a few hours."
Tliey returned to the Sheriff's Department for nearly two of those
hours, out of necessity. Bishop
had to call Quantico, and given the
magnitude of John MacBride's crimes that call was a lengthy one.
Miranda had to talk to her deputies about the situation and set up the
temporary duty rotation, then
she had to get in touch with members of
the town council.
It wasn't a responsibility she enjoyed. No one had suspected MacBride,
no one had felt even a tinge
of doubt, and the shock and grief of the
councilmen as they were informed was deep and honest. It wasn't just a
political matter or even a betrayal of trust; John MacBride had
destroyed the faith of
those who had believed in him—and in the basic
goodness of their fellow citizens.
Finally, the necessary calls had been made and duties finished, at
least for the moment. Exhaustion had caught up with Alex at last, and
he was sleeping deeply on one of the lounge couches, but Carl Tierney
assured Miranda he could keep an eye on things until Alex awakened or
she returned. And Tony volunteered to remain there overnight as well,
saying wryly that the cots weren't too bad.
"Go home, Sheriff," he said. "And take my boss with you. After all,
he's been dead. That's very tiring."
So it was after eight o'clock that night when Bishop parked Miranda's
Jeep in the driveway of her house and they climbed wearily out.
"Sometime soon," she said, "I want to take a week or so and just sleep."
"I couldn't agree more." He took her hand as they went up the walk
together, adding, "It looks like
your housekeeper was here as promised."
"I told her to leave the lights on for us. And, knowing Mrs. Task,
there'll be a full meal in the oven
or fridge."
"Good. My appetite may just be coming back."
They went into the house, and Miranda was a little amused to realize
that both of them reached immediately to unfasten their weapon holsters
as soon as they stepped into the living room. She
was going to comment
but was distracted by an unexpected sight on the coffee table.
"Look. Mrs. Task left the Ouija board out," she said. "I should have
remembered to ask her
to take it—"
The planchette began to circle the board wildly.
Miranda looked at Bishop as he came to stand beside her and frown at
the board. "I'm not doing
that," she said.
"Neither am I. That spirit, maybe? The one trapped here?"
"But communicating without a medium? That would take so much focus and
determination—" She
shook her head and looked back at the board. "No use arguing with
reality. Who are you?"
L . . . Y . . . N . . . E . . . T.
"Is it her?" Bishop wondered.
"I don't know. But whoever it is, we'd better pay attention," Miranda
said. "What is it you want,
Lynet?"
Bishop picked up a pad and pencil from a nearby table and jotted down
the letters as Miranda spelled
the response aloud.
WARN YOU.
"Warn us about what?"
BONNIE.
Miranda felt a chill. "What about Bonnie?"
IN DANGER.
Miranda looked at Bishop, then returned her attention to the board.
Holding her voice steady,
she said, "You mean Bonnie's still in danger,
Lynet?"
YES. FROM THE OTHER.
"What other?"
ANOTHER CAME IN WHEN THEY OPENED DOOR FOR ME.
"Lynet—"
BAD MAN. VERY BAD MAN. WANTS BONNIE.
Miranda had a sudden, frantic realization that in the relief of all of
them surviving the confrontation
with MacBride, she had forgotten
something vitally important. The danger to Bonnie that wasn't flesh
and
blood. The danger of a spirit so desperate to live again it had nearly
killed her. She looked at
Bishop. "I thought Bonnie was only at risk here in this house, at least
for a
while, but—"
"Look," he said.
The planchette circled madly, stopping several times on NO, and then
began spelling slowly.
DANGER NOW. HE'S BEEN WITH HER ALL ALONG. WATCHING HER. WAITING. HE
KNOWS SHE'S TIRED NOW, WEAKENED. HE MEANS TO GET HER TONIGHT.
"Jesus," Miranda whispered. "But. . . how? Who would have a connection
to her strong enough that
he could find her so quickly?"
"Who is it, Lynet?" Bishop demanded. "Who is this bad man?"
The planchette was motionless for several seconds, then spelled slowly:
Lewis Harrison.
Miranda and Bishop didn't waste another moment asking questions, they
just ran for the door.
Halfway to the clinic, Miranda broke the tense silence to say, "Six and
a half years? Dead all that
time and he's still a threat to us?"
"Bonnie was the one who got away, literally," Bishop said. "The only
one of his victims to actually survive. He was psychic—he must have
known or realized at some point that she was a medium.
Maybe he even touched her mind there at the last moment, established a
connection she wasn't even aware of. So all these years he's bided his
time, waited for her to open a door for him. If you hadn't protected
her in every sense of the word, he would have gotten to her years ago."
"And when she opened the door to let in poor little Lynet, he came in
too. Bonnie told me she had
a bad feeling about it. That's one of the reasons she got Seth and Amy
out of the house so quickly.
But he got to her anyway. The house couldn't hold him."
"We'll stop him, Miranda."
"Stop him how?" Her voice was shaky. "Noah, I've been in contact with
people trying to fight off an invading spirit, remember? I know what
hell they're trapped in. What I don't know is how to free
them from
that torment."
"We'll find a way. You saw this, Miranda, remember?"
"I didn't see this," she protested.
"Of course you did. It wasn't a visual image but an absolute certainty.
You've known for weeks that
I'd save Bonnie's life."
"You've already saved her."
He reached over and took her hand. "Think about it. You're the one who
saved Bonnie, Miranda. You took down MacBride before he could hurt
Bonnie. I saved your life. His gun was pointed at you."
Miranda wasn't sure he was right, but she stopped arguing. Of course
they would save Bonnie,
somehow. Anything else was just unthinkable.
Abstractedly, she said, "Have I thanked you for that, by the way?"
"You will," he said cryptically.
There was no time to question him now, since they had reached the
clinic. They hurried straight to Bonnie's room and found a distraught
Seth watching his father examine Bonnie. She was lying in
the bed, still and silent—but her eyes were wide open.
"I was about to call you," Seth told Miranda, his voice cracking. "She
was okay, she was sleeping,
you'd told us she'd probably sleep all night without waking. But all of
a sudden she made this little
sound, like something hurt her or scared her—and her eyes opened. She's
been like that ever since."
Colin Daniels straightened and frowned as he gazed down at Bonnie. "I
don't understand this. Her
pulse and blood pressure are normal, pupils
normal, reflexes." He looked straight at Miranda. "I know what she's
capable of, what she did today, and I know how much it drains her, but
this is something different."
"Something very different. Her body is fine, Colin," Miranda said,
stepping to the side of the bed.
She started to reach for her sister's
hand, but Bishop spoke before she could.
"Let me."
Miranda knew he was the stronger telepath, and since their connection
had been severed so brutally
hours before, she couldn't borrow that strength, so she merely nodded.
Bishop took Bonnie's hand, and almost immediately his face tightened.
Half under his breath, he muttered, "Goddammit, it is him. I touched
his mind once before. Cold and slimy, so black with evil
it's like a bottomless pit." He concentrated, then said, "He hasn't won
yet. Bonnie's protecting herself,
at least partially. But she's weakening."
Bewildered, Seth said, "He? You mean someone's— inside Bonnie's mind?"
"An old enemy," Miranda said. "We think he's been waiting, watching
her. Now that
she's vulnerable ..."
Seth caught his breath and let out an anguished groan. "I knew there
was something here, something
not right. I could hear it sometimes, almost see it. And the way that
damned Ouija board kept turning
up like it had a mind of its own and wanted Bonnie to use it—"
"Don't blame yourself," Miranda said. "There was nothing you could have
done to prevent this, Seth."
"I could have warned her," he said miserably. "She didn't seem to feel
anything, any threat, not like
I did."
"No, she wouldn't have. Her mental shields were up in order to protect
her. That. . . makes us sort
of blind to a threat like this one."
"Dammit," Seth muttered. "Dad, can't you—"
Colin Daniels shook his head. "Some things are beyond today's medical
science, son. This is one
of them. I can't help her. It's up to them."
Seth gave his father a faintly surprised look, though whether that was
due to the admission of the limitations of science or to the clear
acceptance of the paranormal, he didn't say. He just returned his
anxious attention to the bed where Bonnie lay and muttered another
helpless curse under his breath.
Miranda waited until Bishop gently released Bonnie's hand, then said as
steadily as she could, "I still
don't know how to save her."
"I do." He put his hands on her shoulders and turned her to face him.
"I've fought him before, Miranda.
I crawled inside his head until I could predict what he'd do before he
thought of it himself. Tracked him, hunted him. And killed him. I
killed him once, I can do it again."
"After what happened today, you can't possibly have the strength to—"
"With your help. Your strength and abilities added to mine will be
enough to fight him and win.
He can't withstand both of us."
"The connection was destroyed," she reminded him. "It can only be
rebuilt in a physical joining."
"No, there's another way. Something else can forge a bond, and even
stronger than the one we had before. If we let it."
She stared up at him for a long moment, and even in her desperate need
to save her sister, vital
seconds ticking away, the last lingering
tinge of fear made her hesitate.
Bishop looked at her steadily, and waited.
In the end, Miranda realized her hesitation was only a reflex, an
instinctive urge to protect herself. But that wasn't necessary anymore.
She had known the truth long before now. She held out her hand, and
when his fingers closed over hers, she smiled at him. "Let's get the
bastard."
He smiled in return. "Reach for me, Miranda. Reach out with your mind."
Miranda obeyed, closing her eyes to concentrate better, opening her
mind to him.
It was astonishingly simple. Her mind and spirit knew his so well that
reaching out to him was virtually involuntary, and when he met her
halfway, his mind wide open and welcoming, she had a curiously fateful
sense of having come home. She could feel the gossamer threads of
energy and awareness
forming between them, touching and twining, stronger and more solidly
anchored than ever before
so that their connection was deep and sure.
Ready, love?
Ready, she affirmed.
Let me fight him. Lend me your
strength and will, but don't take an active part in that; force him to
concentrate on me while you help Bonnie.
Miranda wasn't at all surprised to realize that she knew, now, how to
help Bonnie. And her trust and confidence in Bishop were absolute. I know what to do. Get him.
Eyes still closed, they reached out their free hands and touched Bonnie.
"What—" Seth began, but his father grasped his arm and sent him a
warning glance.
"Wait," he murmured. "Just wait."
Miranda wasn't even conscious of them. She was entirely caught up in
what she and Bishop were trying to do. The only direct mind-to-mind
connection she had ever known was the one with Bishop, so she
was surprised at the very different sensations when she slipped with
him into Bonnie's mind.
It was dark, but that dimness was shot through with flashes and pulses
of energy like red lightning.
They didn't brighten the darkness so much as slice through it. Angry.
Hungry. And it wasn't silent.
Almost below the level of awareness was a rustling sound, a kind of
rhythmic whispering that rose
and fell, sometimes intense and sometimes fading.
It's him, Miranda realized. He's everywhere.
No, it only seems that way. His
energy is scattered, diffused. He
thought she'd be an easy target, but
he was wrong. Here—look. There's
Bonnie.
Miranda looked where he indicated, and saw in a far corner of the
darkness what appeared to be a
small, crystal cocoon. It was opaque, hiding what lay within, but it
gleamed, the red tendrils of
Harrison's frustrated anger glancing off it harmlessly.
Like a diamond, Bishop
observed. She imagined the hardest
substance she knew and hid herself
within it. You taught her well, love.
Miranda wasn't at all sure this was anything of her teaching, but there
wasn't time to think about it.
Go to her, Bishop said. Be ready. When I have Harrison contained,
help her free herself. It will
take all three of us to throw
him out—and
all the way to hell.
Thought was deed here; Miranda found herself kneeling by the crystal
cocoon. She put one hand
on the cool, polished hardness of one of the
facets, and turned her head to watch as Bishop stalked
the killer.
She thought later how odd it was that so much of what happened was
visible to her, but decided in
the end that it was only the human
mind's way of understanding, interpreting the pure electrical
impulses
of the brain as images.
It was fascinating. And terrifying.
Bishop, the one she knew best, was wholly visible to her, lithe and
powerful as he moved through the darkness, his spirit luminous with
energy and purpose. Harrison, his energy diffused as Bishop had said,
was at first only the red lightning flashing through the darkness,
scarlet tongues of flame that began
licking at Bishop as his threat was sensed and understood. Then the
flames became brighter and hotter
as Harrison concentrated his attack on Bishop, circling him, seeking a
weakness in his defenses.
Without even being consciously aware of it, Miranda sent more of her
energy through to Bishop,
knowing without having to think about it that the attack was a deadly
danger not because Harrison
was stronger but because Bishop was intent
on fighting—not on defending himself.
Again and again the flames circled and probed, darting in to reach for
Bishop. He seemed to sense
every attempt a bare second before it was
made, eluding the threads of energy with an almost mocking ease.
Miranda could hear the angry hiss of energy as Harrison was thwarted,
and just as she realized
that Bishop was deliberately baiting his
adversary, Harrison abruptly took on a ghostly human shape
and launched
himself at Bishop with a roar of insane rage.
Miranda waited only long enough to see the two spirits literally locked
together in a struggle so fierce
and powerful that threads of white hot and angry red energy arced from
them continuously. She
quickly turned back to the crystal cocoon and sent an urgent summons.
Bonnie? It's all right, sweetie,
we're here. Come out.
Heartbeats passed, seconds during which Miranda had the fearful
awareness that Bishop's struggle
was taking a toll on him even with her
energy bolstering his; Harrison wanted to live again, and that
was a
drive so primal it made him almost too strong to fight.
Almost.
Abruptly, the crystal cocoon vanished and Bonnie was there, pale and
frightened, but calm, just
as she had been when another killer had held her hostage.
Tell me what to do, Randy.
Miranda took her hand, connecting them as they had never before been
connected in their lives. Concentrate.
We need all your will, all your
determination to be rid of this bastard.
I hate him. Bonnie's spirit
was surprisingly strong. He killed
Mama and Daddy and Kara. I want to destroy him, Randy. I. . . want. . .
him . . . gone!
Miranda felt those emotions, that utter determination, flow through
her, the energy sharp and powerful
as it coursed in a dynamic surge through the link to Bishop.
Miranda saw Harrison's spirit weaken, saw his frustrated rage, heard
his howl of wild protest as
Bishop's hands closed around his throat with new power.
This time, Bishop told him
with relentless certainty, I'll send
you straight to hell.
To Seth and his father, silently watching, the struggle was no less
dramatic for being utterly silent.
Bishop and Miranda held hands, their free hands touching Bonnie, their
eyes closed. And slowly,
as the minutes ticked past, things started to happen. Their faces
drained of color. Their bodies
seemed to sway.
Seth shifted uneasily and whispered, "Do you feel that?"
His father nodded and held up his arm. The fine brown hairs stood
straight out from the skin.
"And there's a hum," he murmured. "I can feel it more than hear it.
Like—"
"Current," Seth said. "Electrical current."
They watched intently for another full minute. And then, abruptly,
Miranda and Bishop caught their breath and opened their eyes.
Colin and Seth both jumped, and at the same moment the room's door
slammed shut with a bang.
"He's gone," Miranda murmured. "This time for good."
"Jesus," Colin said.
"Did it work?" Seth demanded.
He was answered when Bonnie blinked and murmured shakily, "Has anybody
got an aspirin?"
Seth more or less launched himself at her, his relief overwhelming, but
his father's attention was
on the two standing on the other side of the
bed.
They held on to each other, barely able to keep on their feet and
clearly on the point of exhaustion,
their faces drawn and weary but also quietly triumphant. They looked
like two people who had
literally fought a war and emerged in some way
stronger and more complete.
But there was something else, one more thing that drew Colin's gaze and
held it in a fascination that
was only partly clinical. "I guess," he said, "there's always a cost,
isn't there? A scar earned in battle."
Miranda blinked at him, then looked up at Bishop. She was only a little
startled by what she saw, and reached to touch his left temple, where a
vivid streak of white hair had appeared.
"Family trait," he said.
EPILOGUE
Monday, January 24
"Well," Tony said, "in case we needed it, we have verification that
MacBride's car has the right set of tires, that he ran ads looking for
'willing hands for light work' up until he got involved with the town
government ten years ago and then apparently found some of his victims
among those answering
town and county ads, that both the knife and handcuffs we found in
Ramsay's car can be traced to
him, along with the ash in that cigar box—which came out of his own
personal crematorium—and
that the hairs we found out at the old mill-house belonged to him."
"Nice to know," Alex responded gravely, "that good old-fashioned police
work can accomplish so
much." He was grateful to Tony; the very talkative and humorous agent
had kept his mind engaged
during the past days—and off a loss he still wasn't ready to face.
"Isn't it?" Tony buffed his fingernails on his shirt.
Accepting his role as straight man, Alex continued. "Of course, given
that we also have more than thirty jars holding various body parts,
seventeen years' worth of meticulous files detailing every atrocity,
and MacBride's journal in which he waxed grotesquely poetic, I'd say
everything else is pretty much superfluous."
"You just wanted to use that word," Tony accused.
Alex was saved from having to defend himself when Miranda walked into
the conference room. She handed Tony a sheaf of papers, saying, "Add
this to the file on MacBride. They're still reading and analyzing his
journal, but it appears that what he told us about Adam Ramsay being
hired to do yard
work and getting a little too curious was the truth. Adam was hired to
trim back the bushes around the basement. Apparently, he did a little
exploring. And it seems he was very good with padlocks." In a wondering
tone, she added, "I'll never understand how anyone could look at the
horrors in that room
and not run screaming."
"Instead of collecting select items for blackmail purposes?" Alex shook
his head, equally baffled.
"I guess it takes all kinds. The same town that produced Adam Ramsay
also produced our very own Frankenstein. Except that MacBride wanted to
tear bodies apart rather than stitch them together."
He refused to allow himself to think about Liz.
Not yet. Not yet.
Not until he could stand the pain.
Miranda sighed. "I'm just glad most of the press is camped out around
his house instead of here. I'm
tired of having microphones stuck in my face and questions shouted in
my ears, and I hate seeing
myself on the evening news."
Coming into the room just then, Bishop said, "No way are they going to
stop aiming cameras at you,
love. They've found their hook. Beautiful sheriff hunts down vicious
serial killer and makes her town
safe again."
Miranda lifted an eyebrow at him. "You forgot the 'aided by handsome,
enigmatic FBI agent.' That
was today's addition."
To Alex, Tony said, "Don't you feel invisible?"
"And unloved," Alex said sadly.
Looking at Bishop, Miranda said, "We've got to separate these two.
They're getting worse every day."
"I thought we were getting better," Tony said, injured. "A little
comedy to leaven the tragedy
hereabouts."
Deadpan, Miranda said, "A very little comedy."
Alex sighed. "Misunderstood again. It's very disheartening."
Bishop shook his head at Miranda. "I told you to just say the word and
I'd take you away from all this. Well, from part of this—Tony's on the
team, I'm afraid."
Tony brightened visibly and grinned at Miranda. "Oh, are you coming to
play with us?"
"I have a term as sheriff to finish," she said.
As if she hadn't spoken, Bishop went on, "After all, we've solved our
little telepathic problem, so
we'll be able to work together without ever having to worry about..."
"Self-denial?" Tony finished limpidly.
Miranda eyed him. "You weren't supposed to figure that out."
"I'm very bright," he apologized.
Not quite under his breath, Alex muttered, "Hell, even I figured it
out."
In a determined voice, Bishop said, "After helping Bonnie, we ended up
with a much tougher and more durable link, that's all I meant. Nothing
mutes our abilities these days, and there's no denying we're stronger
together than either of us is alone. So there's nothing to stop us
working together."
"Except my job. And Bonnie. I'd hate to take her out of school, and I
doubt I could take her away
from Seth."
"Seth is going to college in the fall," Bishop reminded her. "Lots of
great universities in Virginia. And
I have a hunch Bonnie wouldn't mind the move too much."
Miranda, who knew, said, "Yes, but there's still my term as sheriff,
and—"
"I bet Alex would love to be sheriff," Bishop said. "No slight
intended—especially after recent events— but chasing down bad guys on a
national scale is a much better use of your considerable talents. And
I need you."
Miranda drew a breath, but whatever she intended to say was cut off
when both she and Bishop
suddenly paled, winced, and closed their eyes.
"What?" Alex demanded, alarmed.
"I think," Tony said, watching them with interest, "they're having a
vision."
"Nobody told me they hurt," Alex said, looking from one to the other
warily.
"Ouch," Bishop said distinctly after several moments.
"I guess they hurt," Tony said.
Miranda opened her eyes and lifted her hands to rub her temples. "I
warned you," she said to Bishop. "They come out of nowhere."
Bishop smiled at her. "I don't think this one came out of nowhere, do
you? I think fate just answered
the question for you, love."
Unwilling to admit defeat, Miranda said, "Not necessarily. My visions
aren't always accurate."
"This one will be."
She stared at him.
He crossed the space between them and kissed her, then repeated, "This
one will be. You can't
escape destiny, Miranda. Not this destiny. I
won't let you." Without giving her a chance to answer—
at least out loud—he turned and left the room.
"What destiny?" Tony demanded.
Miranda sat down at the table. "Never mind."
He grinned at her. "I can guess."
"Hell," Alex said, "even I can."
"You're both full of it," she told them.
Tony started laughing. "Miranda, I hate to tell you this, but back at
the office we started taking bets
ages ago concerning the questions of one, would Bishop ever find you,
and two, when he found
you, would he ultimately persuade you to join
our team professionally— and him personally."
She almost smiled. Almost. "And?"
"And the odds always favored Bishop. By a wide margin." He grinned and
shrugged. "What can
I say? The man knows how to win."
Slowly, Miranda smiled. It was the first time Tony had ever gotten a
true look at the warmth and
vitality she normally kept hidden beneath professionalism, and for a
moment or two he tried to
remember what they were talking about.
All of a sudden, he totally understood why Bishop had asked how fast
the jet could be warmed up
the moment he learned of her whereabouts.
"Oh, hell," Miranda said, and there was sheer delight this time in
giving in to destiny's plan for her. "Alex—you want to be sheriff?"
FBI Agent Noah Bishop has a rare gift for seeing what others do not, a
gift that helps solve the most puzzling cases.
Read more of his electrifying adventures in two stand-alone novels of
psychic suspense from Kay Hooper, available now from Bantam Books.
STEALING SHADOWS
HIDING IN THE SHADOWS
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STEALING
SHADOWS
LOS ANGELES AUGUST 16, 1998
"Talk to me, Cassie."
She was all but motionless in the straight-backed chair, head bowed so
that her hair hid her face. Only
her hands stirred, thin fingers lightly tracing and shaping the red
tissue petals of the exquisitely handmade paper rose in her lap.
"I think . . . he's moving," she whispered.
"Where is he moving? What can you see, Cassie?" Detective Logan's voice
was even and infinitely patient, betraying none of the anxiety and
urgency that beaded his face with sweat and haunted his eyes.
"I... I'm not sure."
From his position a few feet away, Logan's partner spoke in a low
voice. "Why's she so tentative
with this one?"
"Because he scares the shit out of her," Logan responded, equally
quietly. "Hell, he scares the shit
out of me." He raised his voice. "Cassie? Concentrate, honey. What does
he see?"
"Dark. It's just. . . it's dark."
"All right. What is he thinking?"
She drew a shaky little breath, and those thin fingers trembled as they
held and traced the paper rose. "I—I don't want to ... It's so cold in
his mind. And there are so many . . . shadows. So many twisted shadows.
Please don't make me go any deeper. Don't make me touch them."
Logan's already grim face grew bleaker at the fear and revulsion in her
voice, and it was his turn to
draw a steadying breath. When he spoke, his voice was cool and certain.
"Cassie, listen to me. You
have to go deeper. For the sake of that little girl, you have to. Do
you understand?"
"Yes," she replied forlornly, "I understand." There was a moment of
silence so absolute, they could
hear the soft crackle of the tissue paper she touched.
"Where is he, Cassie? What is he thinking?"
"He's safe. He knows he's safe." Her head tilted to one side, as though
she were listening to a distant voice. "The cops will never find him
now. Bastards. Stupid bastards. He left them all those clues and
they never saw them."
Logan didn't allow himself to be distracted by the disturbing
information. "Stop listening to him, Cassie. Look at what he's doing,
where he's going."
"He's going ... to get the girl. To take her to his secret place. He's
ready for her now. He's ready to—"
"Where is it? What's around him, Cassie?"
"It's . . . dark. She's . . . he's got her tied up. He's got her tied
up ... in the backseat of a car. It's in a garage. He's getting into
the car, starting the engine. Backing out of the garage. Oh! I can hear
her crying. ..."
"Don't listen," Logan insisted. "Stay with him, Cassie. Tell me where
he's going."
"I don't know." Her voice was desolate. "It's so dark. I can't see
beyond the headlights."
"Watch, Cassie. Look for landmarks. What kind of road is he on?"
"It's ... a blacktop. Two lanes. There are mailboxes, we're driving
past mailboxes."
"Good, Cassie, that's good." He glanced aside at his partner, who
grimaced helplessly, then returned his attention to that dark, bent
head. "Keep looking. Keep watching. You have to tell us where he's
going."
For a few moments there was nothing but the sound of her breathing,
quick and shallow. And then, abruptly she said, "He's turning. The
street sign says. . . An-dover."
Logan's partner moved a few steps away and began talking softly into a
cell phone.
"Keep watching, Cassie. What do you see? Talk to me."
"It's so dark."
"I know. But keep watching."
"He's thinking . . . horrible things."
"Don't listen. Don't go too deep, Cassie."
She lifted her head for the first time since they had begun, and Logan
flinched. Her eyes were closed. He'd never seen such pallor in a human
face before. Not a living face. And that pale, pale skin was stretched
tautly over her bones.
"Cassie? Cassie, where are you?"
"Deep." Her voice sounded different, distant and almost hollow, as
though it came from a bottomless well.
"Cassie, listen to me. You have to back off. Just see what he sees."
"It's like worms," she whispered, "feeding on rotting flesh. On a
rotting soul..."
"Cassie, back off. Back off now. Do you hear me?"
After several moments she said, "Yes. All right." She was trembling
visibly now, and he knew if he touched her, he would find her skin cold.
"What do you see? What does he see?"
"The road. No mailboxes now. Just winding road. He's getting tense.
He's almost at his secret place."
"Watch, Cassie. Keep watching."
Several minutes passed, and then a frown tugged at her brows.
"Cassie?"
She shook her head.
Logan stepped aside quickly and spoke in a low voice to his partner.
"Any luck with Andover, Paul?"
"There are five variations on the street name Andover within two
hundred miles. Bob, we can't even
get to them all, much less cover them effectively. She has to give us
something else."
"I don't know if she can."
"She has to try."
Logan returned to Cassie. "What do you see, Cassie? Talk to me."
In a tone that was almost dreamy now, she said, "There's a lake. I've
seen the lights shining on the water. He's ... his secret place is near
the lake. He thinks he'll dump her body there when he's done. Maybe."
Logan looked swiftly at his partner, but Paul was already on the cell
phone.
"What else, Cassie? What else can you tell me?"
"It's getting harder." Her voice became uncertain, shaky once more.
"Harder to stay inside him. I'm so tired."
"I know, Cassie. But you have to keep trying. You have to keep us with
him."
As always, she responded to his voice and his insistence, drawing on
her pitifully meager reserves of strength to maintain a contact that
revolted and terrified her. "I hear her. The little girl. She's crying.
She's so afraid."
"Don't listen to her, Cassie. Just him."
"All right." She paused. "He's turning. It's a winding road now. A dirt
road. I can see the lake sometimes through the trees."
"Do you see a house?"
"We're passing . . . driveways, I think. There are houses all around.
Houses on the lake."
Logan stepped aside as Paul gestured. "What?"
"There's only one Andover Street close to a lake. It's Lake Temple.
Bob, it's only fifteen miles away."
"No wonder she's picking him up so well," Logan muttered. "She's never
been this deep before, not
inside this bastard. The teams moving?"
"I've got everybody en route. And we're chasing down a list of all the
property owners on the lake.
I'm told this is one of those places where the people name their
houses, give them signs and everything.
If we get really lucky ..."
"Keep me advised," Logan said, and returned to Cassie.
"Lake Temple," she said, dreamy again. "He likes that name. He thinks
it's appropriate."
"Don't listen to what he thinks, Cassie. Just watch. Tell me what he's
doing, where he's going."
Five minutes of silence lasted seemingly forever, and then she spoke
suddenly.
"We're turning. Into a driveway, I think."
"Do you see any mailboxes?"
"No. No. I'm sorry."
"Keep watching."
"It's a steep driveway. Long. Winding down toward the lake. I see ... I
think there's a house ahead. Sometimes the headlights touch it..."
"Keep watching, Cassie. When you see the house, look for a sign. The
house has a name."
"There—there's the house." Her voice quickened. "It has a sign near the
door. The sign says . . . 'retirement fund.' "
Logan blinked, then glanced at Paul, who mouthed, "Typical."
Logan turned back to Cassie. "Talk to me, Cassie. Is he stopping the
car? Is this house where he's
going?"
Cassie said, "Wait. . . we're going past it. Oh. Oh, I see. There's ...
a boathouse. I think it's a
boathouse. I see . . ."
"What, Cassie? What do you see?"
"It's ... a weathervane on top. On the roof. I can see it moving in the
breeze. I can . . . hear it creaking."
"Hear it? Cassie, has he stopped the car?"
She seemed startled. "Oh. Oh, yes, he has. The lights are out. I can
see the shape of the boathouse,
the darkness of it. But... he knows his way. He's . . . he's getting
her out of the back. Carrying her
into the boathouse. She's so little. She hardly weighs anything at all.
Ohhhh..."
" Cassie—"
"She's so afraid ..."
"Cassie, listen to me. You can only help her by paying attention to
what he's doing. Where he's going." He looked at his partner. "Where
the hell are they?"
"Almost there. Five minutes!"
"Goddammit, she doesn't have five minutes!"
"They're moving as fast as they can, Bob."
Cassie was breathing quickly. "Something's wrong."
Logan stared at her. "What?"
"I don't know. He feels . .. different about this one. Sly, somehow,
and almost. . . amused. He means
to give the cops something new. He—oh, God. He has a knife. He wants to
just cut her open—" Her voice was thready with grief and horror. "He
wants to ... he wants to ... taste ..."
"Cassie, listen to me. Get out. Get out, now."
Logan's partner started forward. "Bob, if she stays with him, she might
be able to help us."
Logan shook his head, never taking his eyes off Cassie. "If she stays
with him, and he kills the girl, it could pull her in too deep, into
his frenzy. We'd lose them both.
Cassie? Cassie, get out. Now. Do it." He reached over and plucked the
tissue-paper rose from her fingers.
Cassie drew a shuddering breath, then slowly opened her eyes. They were
so pale a gray, they were like faint shadows on ice, strikingly
surrounded by inky black lashes. Dark smudges of exhaustion lay under
those eyes, and her voice shook with strain when she said, "Bob? Why
did you—"
Logan poured hot coffee from a thermos and handed her the cup. "Drink
this."
"But—"
"You helped us all you could, Cassie. The rest is up to my people."
She sipped the hot coffee, her eyes on the rose he still held. "Tell
them to hurry," she whispered.
But it was nearly ten long, long minutes later before the report came
in, and Paul scowled at Cassie.
"The boathouse was empty. You missed the fork in the driveway. One
branch led to the boathouse,
and the other led to a cove less than fifty yards away, where a cabin
cruiser was tied up. He was gone
by the time we found it. The little girl was still warm."
Logan quickly caught the cup that fell from Cassie's fingers and said,
"Paul, shut up. She did her best—"
"Her best? She fucking missed it, Bob! There was no weathervane on top
of the boathouse—there was
a flag flying above the boat. That's what she saw moving in the wind.
And the creaking she heard was
the boat in the water. She couldn't tell the difference?"
"It was dark," Cassie whispered. Tears filled her eyes but didn't fall.
Her shaking hands twisted together in her lap, and she breathed as
though struggling against an oppressive weight crushing her lungs.
Paul said, "Five minutes. We wasted five minutes going the wrong way,
and that little girl's dead
because of it. What am I supposed to tell her parents? That our famous
psychic blew it?"
"Paul, shut your goddamned mouth!" Logan looked back at Cassie. "It
wasn't your fault, Cassie."
His voice was certain.
But his eyes told her something else.
Her own gaze fell, and she stared at the tissue rose he held, its
delicate perfection emphasized by the
blunt strength of his cop's hand.
Such beauty to have been created by a monster.
Sick fear coiled in the pit of her stomach and crawled on its belly
through her mind, and she was
barely aware of speaking aloud when she said huskily, "I can't do it. I
can't do this anymore. I can't."
"Cassie—"
"I can't. I can't. I can't." It was like a mantra to ward off the
unbearable, and she whispered it over
and over as she closed her eyes and shut out the mocking sight of the
paper flower that now lived in
her nightmares.
HIDING IN THE SHADOWS
She opened her eyes abruptly, as though from a nightmare, conscious of
the pounding of her heart and the sound of her quick, shallow breathing
in the silent room. She couldn't remember the dream, but her shaking
body and runaway pulse told her it had been a bad one. She closed her
eyes and for several minutes concentrated only on calming down.
Gradually her heart slowed and her breathing steadied. Okay. Okay. That
was better. That was much better.
She didn't like being scared.
She opened her eyes and looked at the ceiling. Gradually a niggling
awareness of something being different made her turn her head slowly on
the pillow so she could look around the room.
It wasn't her room.
Her other senses began to wake then. She heard the muffled, distant
sounds of activity just beyond the closed door. She smelled sickness
and medicine, the distinct odors of people and machines and starch. She
noted the Spartan quality of the room she was in, the hospital bed she
was lying on—and the IV dripping into her arm. All of that told her she
was in a hospital.
Why?
It took a surprising effort to raise her head and look down at herself;
her neck felt stiff, unused, and a rush of nausea made her swallow
hard. But she forced herself to look, to make sure all of her was there.
Both arms. Both legs. Nothing in a cast. Her feet moved when she willed
them to. Not paralyzed then. Good.
With an effort, she raised the arm not hooked to the IV until she could
see her hand. It was unnervingly small, not childlike but. . . fragile.
The short nails were ragged and looked bitten, and the skin was
milky-pale. She turned it slowly and stared at the palm, the pads of
her fingers. No calluses, but there
was a slight roughness to her skin that told her she was accustomed to
work.
Afraid of what she'd find, she touched her face with light, probing
fingers. The bones seemed prominent, and the skin felt soft and smooth.
There was no evidence of an injury until her exploration reached her
forehead and right temple. There, a square of adhesive bandage and a
faint soreness underneath told
her she'd suffered some kind of cut.
But not a bad one, she thought, and certainly not a big one. The
bandage was small, two or three
square inches.
Beyond the bandage, she found her hair limp and oily, which told her it
hadn't been washed recently.
She pulled at a strand and was surprised that it was long enough for
her to be able to see. It was mostly straight, with only a hint of
curl. And it was red. A dark and dull red.
Now why did that surprise her?
For the first time, she let herself become aware of what had been
crawling in her subconscious, a cold
and growing fear she dared not name. She realized she was lying
perfectly still now, her arms at her
sides, hands clenched into fists, staring at the ceiling as if she
would find the answers there.
She wasn't injured except slightly, so why was she here? Because she
was ill? What was wrong with
her?
Why did her body feel so appallingly weak?
And far, far worse, why couldn't she remember—
"Oh, my God."
The nurse in the doorway came a few steps into the room, moving slowly,
her eyes wide with surprise. Then professionalism obviously took over,
and she swallowed and said brightly if a bit unsteadily,
"You— you're awake. We were . . . beginning to wonder about you,
Fa—Miss Parker."
Parker.
"I'll get the doctor."
She lay there waiting, not daring to think about the fact that she had
not known her own name, still
didn't beyond that simple and unfamiliar surname. It seemed an eternity
she waited, while those cold
and wordless terrors clawed through her mind and churned in her
stomach, before a doctor appeared.
He was tall, a bit on the thin side, with a sensitive mouth and very
brilliant, very dark eyes.
"So you're finally awake." His voice was deep and warm, his smile
friendly. He grasped her wrist
lightly as he stood by the bed, discreetly taking her pulse. "Can you
tell me your name?"
She wet her lips and said huskily, "Parker." Even her voice sounded
rusty and unused, and her throat
felt scratchy.
He didn't look surprised; possibly the nurse had confessed that she had
provided that information.
"What about your first name?"
She tried not to cry out in fear. "No. No, I—I don't remember that."
"Do you remember what happened to you?"
"No."
"How about telling me what year this is?"
She concentrated, fought down that cold, crawling
panic. There was nothing in her mind but blankness, an emptiness that
frightened her almost beyond words. No sense of identity or knowledge.
Nothing.
Nothing.
"I don't remember."
"Well, try not to worry about it," he said soothingly. "A traumatic
event frequently results in amnesia,
but it's seldom permanent. Things will probably start to come back to
you now that you're awake."
"Who are you?" she asked, because it was the least troubling question
she could think of.
"My name is Dr. Burnett, Nick Burnett. I've been your doctor since you
were admitted. Your name is Faith Parker."
Faith Parker. It didn't stir the slightest sense of familiarity in her.
"Is—is it?"
He smiled gently. "Yes. You're twenty-eight years old, single, and in
pretty good shape physically,
though you could stand to gain a few pounds." He paused, then went on
in a calm tone completely without judgment. "You were involved in a
single-car accident, which the police blame on the fact
that you'd had a few drinks on top of prescription muscle relaxants.
The combination made you plow your car into an embankment."
She might have been listening to a description of someone else for all
the memory it stirred.
The doctor continued. "It also turned out to be highly toxic to your
system. You appear to be unusually sensitive to alcohol, and that,
combined with the drug, put you into a coma. However, aside from the
gash on your head, which we've kept covered to minimize scarring, and a
few bruised ribs, which have already healed, you're fine."
There were so many questions swirling through her mind that she could
only grab one at random.
"Was— was anyone else hurt in the accident?"
"No. You were alone in the car, and all the car hit was the embankment."
Something he'd said a minute ago tugged at her. "You said . . . my ribs
had healed by now. How long have I been here?"
"Six weeks."
She felt shock. "So long? But..." She wasn't even sure what she wanted
to ask, but her anxiety was growing with every new fact.
"Let's try sitting up a bit, shall we?" Not waiting for her response,
he used a control to raise the head
of the bed a few inches. When she closed her eyes, he stopped the
movement. "The dizziness should
pass in a minute."
She opened her eyes slowly, finding that he was right. But there was
little satisfaction in that, not with
the questions and worries overwhelming her. And panic. A deep,
terrifying panic. "Doctor, I can't remember anything. Not where I live
or work. I don't know if I have insurance, and if I don't, I don't know
how I'll pay for six weeks in a hospital. I don't even know what
address to give the cab driver
when I go—go home."
"Listen to me, Faith." His gentle voice was soothing. "There's no
reason for you to worry, especially not about money. Arrangements have
already been made to pay your hospital bill in full, and I understand
that a trust fund has been set up for you. According to what I've been
told, there should be plenty of money, certainly enough to live on for
months while you get your life back in order."
That astonishing information bewildered her. "A trust fund? Set up for
me? But who would do that?"
"A friend of yours. A good friend. She came to visit you twice a week
until—" Something indefinable crossed his face and then vanished, and
he went on quickly. "She wanted to make certain you got the
best of care and had no worries when you left here."
"But why? The accident obviously wasn't her fault since I was alone
..." Unless this friend had encouraged Faith to drink or hadn't taken
her car keys away when she should have.
"I couldn't tell you why, Faith. Except that she was obviously
concerned about you."
Faith felt a rush of pain that she couldn't remember so good a friend.
"What's her name?"
"Dinah Leighton."
It meant no more to Faith than her own name.
Dr. Burnett was watching her carefully. "We have the address of your
apartment, which I understand
is waiting tor your return. Miss Leighton seemed less certain you would
want to go back to your job, which I believe is one of the reasons she
wanted to make it possible for you to have the time to look around,
perhaps even return to school or do something you've always wanted to
do."
She felt tears prickle and burn. "Something I've always wanted to do.
Except I can't seem to remember anything I've always wanted to do. Or
anything I've done. Or even what I look like ..."
He grasped her hand and held it strongly. "It will come back to you,
Faith. You may never remember
the hours immediately preceding and following the accident, but most of
the rest will return in time.
Coma does funny things to the body and the mind."
She sniffled and tried to concentrate, to hold on to facts and avoid
thinking of missing memories.
"What kinds of things?"
Still holding her hand, he drew a visitor's chair to the bed and sat
down. "To the body, what you'd
expect after a traumatic accident and weeks of inactivity. Muscle
weakness. Unstable blood pressure. Dizziness and digestive upset from
lying prone and having no solid food for weeks. But all those
difficulties are temporary, and should disappear once you've been up
and about for a few days,
eating regular meals and exercising."
"What about. . . the mind? What other kinds of ...
problems can be caused by coma?" The possibilities lurking in her
imagination were terrifying. What if
she never regained her memory? What if she found herself unable to do
the normal things people did every day, simple things like buttoning a
shirt or reading a book? What if whatever skill and knowledge she'd
needed in her work was gone forever and she was left with no way to
earn her living in the future?
"Sometimes things we don't completely understand," the doctor
confessed. "Personality changes are common. Habits and mannerisms are
sometimes different. The emotions are volatile or, conversely, bland.
You may find yourself getting confused at times, even after your memory
returns, and panic attacks are more likely than not."
She swallowed. "Great."
Dr. Burnett smiled. "On the other hand, you may suffer no aftereffects
whatsoever. You're perfectly lucid, and we've done our best to reduce
muscle atrophy and other potential problems. Physical therapy should be
minimal, I'd say. Once your memory returns, you may well find yourself
as good as ever."
He sounded so confident that Faith let herself believe him, because the
alternative was unbearable.
Trying not to think about that, she asked, "What about family? Do I
have any family?"
"Miss Leighton told us you have no family in Atlanta. There was a
sister, I understand, but I believe
both she and your parents were killed some years ago."
"And I'm single. Do I— Is there—"
"I'm sure you must have dated," he said kindly, "but evidently there
was no one special, at least not
in the last few months. You've had no male visitors, no cards or
letters, and only Miss Leighton sent flowers as far as I'm aware."
So she was alone but for this remarkably good friend.
She felt very alone, and considerably frightened.
He saw it. "Everything seems overwhelming right
now, I know. It's too much to process, too much to deal with. But you
have time, Faith. There's no
need to push yourself, and no reason to worry. Take it step by step."
Faith drew a breath. "All right. What's the first step?"
"We get you up on your feet and moving physically." He smiled and rose
to his own. "But not too
much today. Today, we'll have you gradually sit up, maybe try standing,
and monitor your reaction to that. We'll see how your stomach reacts to
a bit of solid food. How's that to start?"
She managed a smile. "Okay."
"Good." He squeezed her hand and released it, then hesitated on the
point of turning away.
Seeing his face, she said warily, "What?"
"Well, since you might want to read the newspapers or watch television
to catch up on things, I think
I should warn you about something."
"About what?"
"Your friend Miss Leighton. She went missing about two weeks ago."
"Missing? You mean she ... she stopped coming to visit me?"
There was sympathy in his dark eyes. "I mean she disappeared. She was
reported missing, and though her car was found abandoned some time
later, she hasn't been seen since."
Faith was surprised at the rush of emotions she felt. Confusion. Shock.
Disappointment. Regret. And, finally, a terrible pain at the knowledge
that she was now truly alone.
Dr. Burnett patted her hand, but seemed to realize that no soothing
words would make her feel better.
He didn't offer any, but went quietly away.
She lay there, staring up at the white, blank ceiling that was as empty
as her mind.