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STRAIGHT UP MIDNIGHT: 
An Introductory Note 
Well, look at this - we're all here. We made it back again. I hope you're half as happy to be here as I am just 
saying that reminds me of a story, and since telling stories is what I do for a living (and to keep myself 
sane), I'll pass this one along. 
Earlier this year - I'm writing this in late July of 1989 - I was crashed out in front of the TV, watching the 
Boston Red Sox play the Milwaukee Brewers. Robin Yount of the Brewers stepped to the plate, and the 
Boston commentators began marvelling at the fact that Yount was still in his early thirties. 'Sometimes it 
seems that Robin helped Abner Doubleday lay down the first set of foul lines,' Ned Martin said as Yount 
stepped into the box to face Roger Clemens. 
'Yep,' Joe Castiglione agreed. 'He came to the Brewers right out of high school, I think - he's been playing 
for them since 1974.' 
I sat up so fast I nearly spilled a can of Pepsi-Cola all over myself. Wait a minute! I was thinking. Wait just 
a goddam minute! I published my first book in 1974! That wasn't so long ago! What's this shit about 
helping Abner Doubleday Put down the first set of foul lines? 
Then it occurred to me that the perception of how time passes - a subject which comes up again and again 
in the stories which follow - is a highly individual thing. It's true that the publication of Carrie in the spring 
of 1974 (it was published, in fact, just two days before the baseball season began and a teenager named 
Robin Yount played his first game for the Milwaukee Brewers) doesn't seem like a long time ago to me 
subjectively - just a quick glance back over the shoulder, in fact - but there are other ways to count the 
years, and some of them suggest that fifteen years can be a long time, indeed. 
In 1974 Gerald Ford was President and the Shah was still running the show in Iran. John Lennon was alive, 
and so was Elvis Presley. Donny Osmond was singing with his brothers and sisters in a high, piping voice. 
Home video cassette recorders had been invented but could be purchased in only a few test markets. 
Insiders predicted that when they became widely available, Sony's Beta-format machines would quickly 
stomp the rival format, known as VHS, into the ground. The idea that people might soon be renting popular 
movies as they had once rented popular novels at lending libraries was still over the horizon. Gasoline 
prices had risen to unthinkable highs: forty-eight cents a gallon for regular, fifty-five cents for unleaded. 
The first white hairs had yet to make their appearance on my head and in my beard. My daughter, now a 
college sophomore, was four. My oldest son, who is now taller than I am, plays the blues harp, and sports 
luxuriant shoulder-length Sammy Hagar locks, had just been promoted to training pants. And my youngest 
son, who now pitches and plays first base for a championship Little League team, would not be born for 
another three years. 
Time has this funny, plastic quality, and everything that goes around comes around. When you get on the 
bus, you think it won't be taking you far - across town, maybe, no further than that - and all at once, holy 
shit! You're halfway across the next continent. Do you find the metaphor a trifle naive? So do I, and the 
hell of it is just this: it doesn't matter. The essential conundrum of time is so perfect that even such jejune 
observations as the one I have just made retain an odd, plangent resonance. 
One thing hasn't changed during those years - the major reason, I suppose, why it sometimes seems to me 
(and probably to Robin Yount as well) that no time has passed at all. I'm still doing the same thing: writing 
stories. And it is still a great deal more than what I know; it is still what I love. Oh, don't get me wrong - I 
love my wife and I love my children, but it's still a pleasure to find these peculiar side roads, to go down 
them, to see who lives there, to see what they're doing and who they're doing it to and maybe even why. I 
still love the strangeness of it, and those gorgeous moments when the pictures come clear and the events 
begin to make a pattern. There is always a tail to the tale. The beast is quick and I sometimes miss my grip, 
but when I do get it, I hang on tight ... and it feels fine. 
When this book is published, in 1990, I will have been sixteen years in the business of make-believe. 
Halfway through those years, long after I had become, by some process I still do not fully understand, 
America's literary boogeyman, I published a book called Different Seasons. It was a collection of four 
previously unpublished novellas, three of which were not horror stories. The publisher accepted this book 
in good heart but, I think, with some mental reservations as well. I know I had some. As it turned out, 
neither of us had to worry. Sometimes a writer will publish a book which is just naturally lucky, and 
Different Seasons was that way for me. 
One of the stories, 'The Body,' became a movie (Stand By Me) which enjoyed a successful run ... the first 
really successful film to be made from a work of mine since Carrie (a movie which came out back when 
Abner Doubleday and you-know-who were laying down those foul lines). Rob Reiner, who made Stand By 
Me, is one of the bravest, smartest filmmakers I have ever met, and I'm proud of my association with him. I 
am also amused to note that the company Mr Reiner formed following the success of Stand By Me is Castle 
Rock Productions ... a name with which many of my long-time readers will be familiar. 
The critics, by and large, also liked Different Seasons. Almost all of them would napalm one particular 
novella, but since each of them picked a different story to scorch, I felt I could disregard them all with 
impunity ... and I did. Such behavior is not always possible; when most of the reviews of Christine 
suggested it was a really dreadful piece of work, I came to the reluctant decision that it probably wasn't as 
good as I had hoped (that, however, did not stop me from cashing the royalty checks). I know writers who 
claim not to read their notices, or not to be hurt by the bad ones if they do, and I actually believe two of 
these individuals. I'm one of the other kind - I obsess over the possibility of bad reviews and brood over 
them when they come. But they don't get me down for long; I just kill a few children and old ladies, and 
then I'm right as a trivet again. 
Most important, the readers liked Different Seasons. I don't remember a single correspondent from that 
time who scolded me for writing something that wasn't horror. Most readers, in fact, wanted to tell me that 
one of the stories roused their emotions in some way, made them think, made them feel, and those letters 
are the real payback for the days (and there are a lot of them) when the words come hard and inspiration 
seems thin or even nonexistent. God bless and keep Constant Reader; the mouth can speak, but there is no 
tale unless there is a sympathetic ear to listen. 
1982, that was. The year the Milwaukee Brewers won their only American League pennant, led by - yes, 
you got it - Robin Yount. Yount hit .3 3 1 that year, bashed twenty-nine home runs, and was named the 
American League's Most Valuable Player. 
It was a good year for both of us old geezers. 
Different Seasons was not a planned book; it just happened. The four long stories in it came out at odd 
intervals over a period of five years, stories which were too long to be published as short stories and just a 
little too short to be books on their own. Like pitching a no-hitter or batting for the cycle (getting a single, 
double, triple, and home run all in the same ball game), it was not so much a feat as a kind of statistical 
oddity. I took great pleasure in its success and acceptance, but I also felt a clear sense of regret when the 
manuscript was finally turned in to The Viking Press. I knew it was good; I also knew that I'd probably 
never publish another book exactly like it in my life. 
If you're expecting me to say Well, I was wrong, I must disappoint you. 
The book you are holding is quite different from the earlier book. Different Seasons consisted of three 
'mainstream' stories and one tale of the supernatural; all four of the tales in this book are tales of horror. 
They are, by and large, a little longer than the stories in Different Seasons, and they were written for the 
most part during the two years when I was supposedly retired. Perhaps they are different because they came 
from a mind which found itself turning, at least temporarily, to darker subjects. 
Time, for instance, and the corrosive effects it can have on the human heart. The past, and the shadows it 
throws upon the present - shadows where unpleasant things sometimes grow and even more unpleasant 
things hide ... and grow fat. 
Yet not all of my concerns have changed, and most of my convictions have only grown stronger. I still 
believe in the resilience of the human heart and the essential validity of love; I still believe that connections 
between people can be made and that the spirits which inhabit us sometimes touch. I still believe that the 
cost of those connections is horribly, outrageously high ... and I still believe that the value received far 
outweighs the price which must be paid. I still believe, I suppose, in the coming of the White and in finding 
a place to make a stand ... and defending that place to the death. They are old-fashioned concerns and 
beliefs, but I would be a liar if I did not admit I still own them. And that they still own me. 
I still love a good story, too. I love hearing one, and I love telling one. You may or may not know (or care) 
that I was paid a great deal of money to publish this book and the two which will follow it, but if you do 
know or care, you should also know that I wasn't paid a cent for writing the stories in the book. Like 
anything else that happens on its own, the act of writing is beyond currency. Money is great stuff to have, 
but when it comes to the act of creation, the best thing is not to think of money too much. It constipates the 
whole process. 
The way I tell my stories has also changed a little, I suppose (I hope I've gotten better at it, but of course 
that is something each reader should and will judge for himself), but that is only to be expected. When the 
Brewers won the pennant in 1982, Robin Yount was playing shortstop. Now he's in center field. I suppose 
that means he's slowed down a little ... but he still catches almost everything that's hit in his direction. 
That will do for me. That will do just fine. 
Because a great many readers seem curious about where stories come from, or wonder if they fit into a 
wider scheme the writer may be pursuing, I have prefaced each of these with a little note about how it came 
to be written. You may be amused by these notes, but you needn't read them if you don't want to; this is not 
a school assignment, thank God, and there will be no pop quiz later. 
Let me close by saying again how good it is to be here, alive and well and talking to you once more ... and 
how good it is to know that you are still there, alive and well and waiting to go to some other place - a 
place where, perhaps, the walls have eyes and the trees have ears and something really unpleasant is trying 
to find its way out of the attic and downstairs, to where the people are. That thing still interests me . . . but I 
think these days that the people who may or may not be listening for it interest me more. 
Before I go, I ought to tell you how that baseball game turned out. The Brewers ended up beating the Red 
Sox. Clemens struck Robin Yount out on Yount's first at-bat ... but the second time up, Yount (who helped 
Abner Doubleday lay out the first foul lines, according to Ned Martin) banged a double high off the Green 
Monster in left field and drove home two runs. 
Robin isn't done playing the game just yet, I guess. 
Me, either. 
Bangor, Maine July, 1989 
ONE PAST MIDNIGHT: 
A note on 'The Langoliers' 
Stories come at different times and places for me - in the car, in the shower, while walking, even while 
standing around at parties. On a couple of occasions, stories have come to me in dreams. But it's very rare 
for me to write one as soon as the idea comes, and I don't keep an 'idea notebook.' Not writing ideas down 
is an exercise in self-preservation. I get a lot of them, but only a small percentage are any good, so I tuck 
them all into a kind of mental file. The bad ones eventually self-destruct in there, like the tape from Control 
at the beginning of every Mission: Impossible episode. The good ones don't do that. Every now and then, 
when I open the file drawer to peek at what's left inside, this small handful of ideas looks up at me, each 
with its own bright central image. 
With 'The Langoliers,' that image was of a woman pressing her hand over a crack in the wall of a 
commercial jetliner. 
It did no good to tell myself I knew very little about commercial aircraft; I did exactly that, but the image 
was there every time I opened the file cabinet to dump in another idea, nevertheless. It got so I could even 
smell that woman's perfume (it was L'Envoi), see her green eyes, and hear her rapid, frightened breathing. 
One night, while I was lying in bed, on the edge of sleep, I realized this woman was a ghost. 
I remember sitting up, swinging my feet out onto the floor, and turning on the light. I sat that way for a 
little while, not thinking about much of anything ... at least on top. Underneath, however, the guy who 
really runs this job for me was busy clearing his work-space and getting ready to start up all his machines 
again. The next day, I - or he - began writing this story. It took about a month, and it came the most easily 
of all the stories in this book, layering itself sweetly and naturally as it went along. Once in awhile both 
stories and babies arrive in the world almost without labor pains, and this story was like that. Because it had 
an apocalyptic feel similar to an earlier novella of mine called 'The Mist,' I headed each chapter in the same 
old-fashioned, rococo way. I came out of this one feeling almost as good about it as I did going in ... a rare 
occurrence. 
I'm a lazy researcher, but I tried very hard to do my homework this time. Three pilots - Michael Russo, 
Frank Soares, and Douglas Damon - helped me to get my facts straight and keep them straight. They were 
real sports, once I promised not to break anything. 
Have I gotten everything right? I doubt it. Not even the great Daniel Defoe did that; in Robinson Crusoe, 
our hero strips naked, swims out to the ship he has recently escaped ... and then fills up his pockets with 
items he will need to stay alive on his desert island. And then there is the novel (title and author will be 
mercifully omitted here) about the New York subway system where the writer apparently mistook the 
motormen's cubicles for public toilets. 
My standard caveat goes like this: for what I got right, thank Messrs Russo, Soares, and Damon. For what I 
got wrong, blame me. Nor is the statement one of hollow politeness. Factual mistakes usually result from a 
failure to ask the right question and not from erroneous information. I have taken a liberty or two with the 
airplane you will shortly be entering; these liberties are small, and seemed necessary to the course of the 
tale. 
Well, that's enough out of me; step aboard. 
Let's fly the unfriendly skies. 
CHAPTER 1 
Bad News for Captain Engle. The Little Blind 
Girl. The Lady's Scent. The Dalton Gang 
Arrives in Tombstone. The Strange 
Plight of Flight 29. 
1 
Brian Engle rolled the American Pride LIOII to a stop at Gate 22 and flicked off the FASTEN SEATBELT 
light at exactly 10:14 P.M. He let a long sigh hiss through his teeth and unfastened his shoulder harness. 
He could not remember the last time he had been so relieved - and so tired - at the end of a flight. He had a 
nasty, pounding headache, and his plans for the evening were firmly set. No drink in the pilots' lounge, no 
dinner, not even a bath when he got back to Westwood. He intended to fall into bed and sleep for fourteen 
hours. 
American Pride's Flight 7 - Flagship Service from Tokyo to Los Angeles - had been delayed first by strong 
headwinds and then by typical congestion at LAX ... which was, Engle thought, arguably America's worst 
airport, if you left out Logan in Boston. To make matters worse, a pressurization problem had developed 
during the latter part of the flight. Minor at first, it had gradually worsened until it was scary. It had almost 
gotten to the point where a blowout and explosive decompression could have occurred ... and had 
mercifully grown no worse. Sometimes such problems suddenly and mysteriously stabilized themselves, 
and that was what had happened this time. The passengers now disembarking just behind the control cabin 
had not the slightest idea how close they had come to being people pate on tonight's flight from Tokyo, but 
Brian knew ... and it had given him a whammer of a headache. 
'This bitch goes right into diagnostic from here,' he told his co-pilot. 'They know it's coming and what the 
problem is, right?' 
The co-pilot nodded. 'They don't like it, but they know.' 
'I don't give a shit what they like and what they don't like, Danny. We came close tonight.' 
Danny Keene nodded. He knew they had. 
Brian sighed and rubbed a hand up and down the back of his neck. His head ached like a bad tooth. 'Maybe 
I'm getting too old for this business.' 
That was, of course, the sort of thing anyone said about his job from time to time, particularly at the end of 
a bad shift, and Brian knew damned well he wasn't too old for the job - at forty-three, he was just entering 
prime time for airline pilots. Nevertheless, tonight he almost believed it. God, he was tired. 
There was a knock at the compartment door; Steve Searles, the navigator, turned in his seat and opened it 
without standing up. A man in a green American Pride blazer was standing there. He looked like a gate 
agent, but Brian knew he wasn't. It was John (or maybe it was James) Deegan, Deputy Chief of Operations 
for American Pride at LAX. 
'Captain Engle?' 
'Yes?' An internal set of defenses went up, and his headache flared. His first thought, born not of logic but 
of strain and weariness, was that they were going to try and pin responsibility for the leaky aircraft on him. 
Paranoid, of course, but he was in a paranoid frame of mind. 
'I'm afraid I have some bad news for you, Captain.' 
'Is this about the leak?' Brian's voice was too sharp, and a few of the disembarking passengers glanced 
around, but it was too late to do anything about that now. 
Deegan was shaking his head. 'It's your wife, Captain Engle.' 
For a moment Brian didn't have the foggiest notion what the man was talking about and could only stand 
there, gaping at him and feeling exquisitely stupid. Then the penny dropped. He meant Anne, of course. 
'She's my ex-wife. We were divorced eighteen months ago. What about her?' 
'There's been an accident,' Deegan said. 'Perhaps you'd better come up to the office.' 
Brian looked at him curiously. After the last three long, tense hours, all of this seemed strangely unreal. He 
resisted an urge to tell Deegan that if this was some sort of Candid Camera bullshit, he could go fuck 
himself. But of course it wasn't. Airline brass weren't into pranks and games, especially at the expense of 
pilots who had just come very close to having nasty midair mishaps. 
'What about Anne?' Brian heard himself asking again, this time in a softer voice. He was aware that his copilot 
was looking at him with cautious sympathy. 'Is she all right?' 
Deegan looked down at his shiny shoes and Brian knew that the news was very bad indeed, that Anne was 
a lot more than not all right. Knew, but found it impossible to believe. Anne was only thirty-four, healthy, 
and careful in her habits. He had also thought on more than one occasion that she was the only completely 
sane driver in the city of Boston ... perhaps in the whole state of Massachusetts. 
Now he heard himself asking something else, and it was really like that - as if some stranger had stepped 
into his brain and was using his mouth as a loudspeaker. 'Is she dead?' 
John or James Deegan looked around, as if for support, but there was only a single flight attendant standing 
by the hatch, wishing the deplaning passengers a pleasant evening in Los Angeles and glancing anxiously 
toward the cockpit every now and then, probably worried about the same thing that had crossed Brian's 
mind - that the crew was for some reason to be blamed for the slow leak which had made the last few hours 
of the flight such a nightmare. Deegan was on his own. He looked at Brian again and nodded. 'Yes - I'm 
afraid she is. Would you come with me, Captain Engle?' 
2 
At quarter past midnight, Brian Engle was settling into seat 5A of American Pride's Flight 29 - Flagship 
Service from Los Angeles to Boston. In fifteen minutes or so, that flight known to transcontinental 
travellers as the red-eye would be airborne. He remembered thinking earlier that if LAX wasn't the most 
dangerous commercial airport in America, then Logan was. Through the most unpleasant of coincidences, 
he would now have a chance to experience both places within an eight-hour span of time: into LAX as the 
pilot, into Logan as a deadheading passenger. 
His headache, now a good deal worse than it had been upon landing Flight 7, stepped up another notch. 
A fire, he thought. A goddamned fire. What happened to the smoke-detectors, for Christ's sake? It was a 
brand-new building.' 
It occurred to him that he had hardly thought about Anne at all for the last four or five months. During the 
first year of the divorce, she was all he had thought about, it seemed - what she was doing, what she was 
wearing, and, of course, who she was seeing. When the healing finally began, it had happened very fast ... 
as if he had been injected with some spirit-reviving antibiotic. He had read enough about divorce to know 
what that reviving agent usually was: not an antibiotic but another woman. The rebound effect, in other 
words. 
There had been no other woman for Brian - at least not yet. A few dates and one cautious sexual encounter 
(he had come to believe that all sexual encounters outside of marriage in the Age of AIDS were cautious), 
but no other woman. He had simply ... healed. 
Brian watched his fellow passengers come aboard. A young woman with blonde hair was walking with a 
little girl in dark glasses. The little girl's hand was on the blonde's elbow. The woman murmured to her 
charge, the girl looked immediately toward the sound of her voice, and Brian understood she was blind - it 
was something in the gesture of the head. Funny, he thought, how such small gestures could tell so much. 
Anne, he thought. Shouldn't you be thinking about Anne? 
But his tired mind kept trying to slip away from the subject of Anne Anne -who had been his wife, Anne, 
who was the only woman he had ever struck in anger, Anne who was now dead. 
He supposed he could go on a lecture tour; he would talk to groups of divorced men. Hell, divorced women 
as well, for that matter. His subject would be divorce and the art of forgetfulness. 
Shortly after the fourth anniversary is the optimum time for divorce, he would tell them. Take my case, I 
spent the following year in purgatory, wondering just how much of it was my fault and how much was hers, 
wondering how right or wrong it was to keep pushing her on the subject of kids - that was the big thing 
with us, nothing dramatic like drugs or adultery, just the old kids-versus-career thing - and then it was like 
there was an express elevator inside my head, and Anne was in it, and down it went. 
Yes. Down it had gone. And for the last several months, he hadn't really thought of Anne at all ... not even 
when the monthly alimony check was due. It was a very reasonable, very civilized amount; Anne had been 
making eighty thousand a year on her own before taxes. His lawyer paid it, and it was just another item on 
the monthly statement Brian got, a little two thousand-dollar item tucked between the electricity bill and the 
mortgage payment on the condo. 
He watched a gangly teenaged boy with a violin case under his arm and a yarmulke on his head walk down 
the aisle. The boy looked both nervous and excited, his eyes full of the future. Brian envied him. 
There had been a lot of bitterness and anger between the two of them during the last year of the marriage, 
and finally, about four months before the end, it had happened: his hand had said go before his brain could 
say no. He didn't like to remember that. She'd had too much to drink at a party, and she had really torn into 
him when they got home. 
Leave me alone about it, Brian. Just leave me alone. No more talk about kids. If you want a sperm-test, go 
to a doctor. My job is advertising, not baby-making. I'm so tired of all your macho bullsh- 
That was when he had slapped her, hard, across the mouth. The blow had clipped the last word off with 
brutal neatness. They had stood looking at each other in the apartment where she would later die, both of 
them more shocked and frightened than they would ever admit (except maybe now, sitting here in seat 5A 
and watching Flight 29'S passengers come on board, he was admitting it, finally admitting it to himself). 
She had touched her mouth, which had started to bleed. She held out her fingers toward him. 
You hit me, she said. It was not anger in her voice but wonder. He had an idea it might have been the first 
time anyone had ever laid an angry hand upon any part of Anne Quinlan Engle's body. 
Yes, he had said. You bet. And I'll do it again if you don't shut up. You're not going to whip me with that 
tongue of yours anymore, sweetheart. You better put a padlock on it. I'm telling you for your own good. 
Those days are over. If you want something to kick around the house, buy a dog. 
The marriage had crutched along for another few months, but it had really ended in that moment when 
Brian's palm made brisk contact with the side of Anne's mouth. He had been provoked - God knew he had 
been provoked - but he still would have given a great deal to take that one wretched second back. 
As the last passengers began to trickle on board, he found himself also thinking, almost obsessively, about 
Anne's perfume. He could recall its fragrance exactly, but not the name. What had it been? Lissome? 
Lithsome? Lithium, for God's sake? It danced just beyond his grasp. It was maddening. 
I miss her, he thought dully. Now that she's gone forever, I miss her. Isn't that amazing? 
Lawnboy? Something stupid like that? 
Oh stop it, he told his weary mind. Put a cork in it. 
Okay, his mind agreed. No problem; I can quit. I can quit anyttime I want. Was it maybe Lifebuoy? No - 
that's soap. Sorry. Lovebite? Lovelorn? 
Brian snapped his seatbelt shut, leaned back, closed his eyes, and smelled a perfume he could not quite 
name. 
That was when the flight attendant spoke to him. Of course: Brian Engle had a theory that they were taught 
- in a highly secret post-graduate course, perhaps called Teasing the Geese - to wait until the passenger 
closed his or her eyes before offering some not-quite-essential service. And, of course, they were to wait 
until they were reasonably sure the passenger was asleep before waking them to ask if he would like a 
blanket or a pillow. 
'Pardon me . . .' she began, then stopped. Brian saw her eyes go from the epaulets on the shoulders of his 
black jacket to the hat, with its meaningless squiggle of scrambled eggs, on the empty seat beside him. 
She rethought herself and started again. 
'Pardon me, Captain, would you like coffee or orange juice?' Brian was faintly amused to see he had 
flustered her a little. She gestured toward the table at the front of the compartment, just below the small 
rectangular movie screen. There were two ice-buckets on the table. The slender green neck of a wine bottle 
poked out of each. 'Of course, I also have champagne.' 
Engle considered 
(Love Bo that's not it close but no cigar) 
the champagne, but only briefly. 'Nothing, thanks,' he said. 'And no in-flight service. I think I'll sleep all the 
way to Boston. How's the weather look?' 
'Clouds at 20,000 feet from the Great Plains all the way to Boston, but no problem. We'll be at thirty-six. 
Oh, and we've had reports of the aurora borealis over the Mojave Desert. You might want to stay awake for 
that.' 
Brian raised his eyebrows. 'You're kidding. The aurora borealis over California? And at this time of year?' 
'That's what we've been told.' 
'Somebody's been taking too many cheap drugs,' Brian said, and she laughed. 'I think I'll just snooze, 
thanks.' 
'Very good, Captain.' She hesitated a moment longer. 'You're the captain who just lost his wife, aren't you?' 
The headache pulsed and snarled, but he made himself smile. This woman -who was really no more than a 
girl - meant no harm. 'She was my ex-wife, but otherwise, yes. I am.' 
'I'm awfully sorry for your loss.' 
'Thank you.' 
'Have I flown with you before, sir?' 
His smile reappeared briefly. 'I don't think so. I've been on overseas for the past four years or so.' And 
because it seemed somehow necessary, he offered his hand. 'Brian Engle.' 
She shook it. 'Melanie Trevor.' 
Engle smiled at her again, then leaned back and closed his eyes once more. He let himself drift, but not 
sleep - the pre-flight announcements, followed by the take-off roll, would only wake him up again. There 
would be time enough to sleep when they were in the air. 
Flight 29, like most red-eye flights, left promptly - Brian reflected that was high on their meager list of 
attractions. The plane was a 767, a little over half full. There were half a dozen other passengers in first 
class. None of them looked drunk or rowdy to Brian. That was good. Maybe he really would sleep all the 
way to Boston. 
He watched Melanie Trevor patiently as she pointed out the exit doors, demonstrated how to use the little 
gold cup if there was a pressure loss (a procedure Brian had been reviewing in his own mind, and with 
some urgency, not long ago), and how to inflate the life vest under the seat. When the plane was airborne, 
she came by his seat and asked him again if she could get him something to drink. Brian shook his head, 
thanked her, then pushed the button which caused his seat to recline. He closed his eyes and promptly fell 
asleep. 
He never saw Melanie Trevor again. 
3 
About three hours after Flight 29 took off, a little girl named Dinah Bellman woke up and asked her Aunt 
Vicky if she could have a drink of water. 
Aunt Vicky did not answer, so Dinah asked again. When there was still no answer, she reached over to 
touch her aunt's shoulder, but she was already quite sure that her hand would touch nothing but the back of 
an empty seat, and that was what happened. Dr Feldman had told her that children who were blind from 
birth often developed a high sensitivity - almost a kind of radar - to the presence or absence of people in 
their immediate area, but Dinah hadn't really needed the information. She knew it was true. It didn't always 
work, but it usually did ... especially if the person in question was her Sighted Person. 
Well, she's gone to the bathroom and she'll be right back, Dinah thought, but she felt an odd, vague disquiet 
settle over her just the same. She hadn't come awake all at once; it had been a slow process, like a diver 
kicking her way to the surface of a lake. If Aunt Vicky, who had the window seat, had brushed by her to get 
to the aisle in the last two or three minutes, Dinah should have felt her. 
So she went sooner, she told herself. Probably she had to Number Two - It's really no big deal, Dinah. Or 
maybe she stopped to talk with somebody on her way back. 
Except Dinah couldn't hear anyone talking in the big airplane's main cabin; only the steady soft drone of the 
jet engines. Her feeling of disquiet grew. 
The voice of Miss Lee, her therapist (except Dinah always thought of her as her blind teacher), spoke up in 
her head: You mustn't be afraid to be afraid, Dinah - all children are afraid from time to time, especially in 
situations that are new to them. That goes double for children who are blind. Believe me, I know. And 
Dinah did believe her, because, like Dinah herself, Miss Lee had been blind since birth. Don't give up your 
fear ... but don't give in to it, either. Sit still and try to reason things out. You'll be surprised how often it 
works. 
Especially in situations that are new to them. 
Well, that certainly fits; this was the first time Dinah had ever flown in anything, let alone coast to coast in 
a huge transcontinental jetliner. 
Try to reason it out. 
Well, she had awakened in a strange place to find her Sighted Person gone. Of course that was scary, even 
if you knew the absence was only temporary - after all, your Sighted Person couldn't very well decide to 
pop off to the nearest Taco Bell because she had the munchies when she was shut up in an airplane flying at 
37,000 feet. As for the strange silence in the cabin ... well, this was the red-eye, after all. The other 
passengers were probably sleeping. 
All of them? the worried part of her mind asked doubtfully. ALL of them are sleeping? Can that be? 
Then the answer came to her: the movie. The ones who were awake were watching the in-flight movie. Of 
course. 
A sense of almost palpable relief swept over her. Aunt Vicky had told her the movie was Billy Crystal and 
Meg Ryan in When Harry Met Sally, and said she planned to watch it herself ... if she could stay awake, 
that was. 
Dinah ran her hand lightly over her aunt's seat, feeling for her headphones, but they weren't there. Her 
fingers touched a paperback book instead. One of the romance novels Aunt Vicky liked to read, no doubt - 
tales of the days when men were men and women weren't, she called them. 
Dinah's fingers went a little further and happened on something else - smooth, fine-grained leather. A 
moment later she felt a zipper, and a moment after that she felt the strap. 
It was Aunt Vicky's purse. 
Dinah's disquiet returned. The earphones weren't on Aunt Vicky's seat, but her purse was. All the traveller's 
checks, except for a twenty tucked deep into Dinah's own purse, were in there - Dinah knew, because she 
had heard Mom and Aunt Vicky discussing them before they left the house in Pasadena. 
Would Aunt Vicky go off to the bathroom and leave her purse on the seat? Would she do that when her 
travelling companion was not only ten, not only asleep, but blind? 
Dinah didn't think so. 
Don't give up your fear ... but don't give in to it, either. Sit still and try to reason things out. 
But she didn't like that empty seat, and she didn't like the silence of the plane. It made perfect sense to her 
that most of the people would be asleep, and that the ones who were awake would be keeping as quiet as 
possible out of consideration for the rest, but she still didn't like it. An animal, one with extremely sharp 
teeth and claws, awakened and started to snarl inside of her head. She knew the name of that animal; it was 
panic, and if she didn't control it fast, she might do something which would embarrass both her and Aunt 
Vicky. 
When I can see, when the doctors in Boston fix my eyes, I won't have to go through stupid stuff like this. 
This was undoubtedly true, but it was absolutely no help to her right now. 
Dinah suddenly remembered that, after they sat down, Aunt Vicky had taken her hand, folded all the 
fingers but the pointer under, and then guided that one finger to the side of her seat. The controls were there 
- only a few of them, simple, easy to remember. There were two little wheels you could use once you put 
on the headphones - one switched around to the different audio channels; the other controlled the volume. 
The small rectangular switch controlled the light over her seat. You won't need that one, Aunt Vicky had 
said with a smile in her voice. At least, not yet. The last one was a square button - when you pushed that 
one, a flight attendant came. 
Dinah's finger touched this button now, and skated over its slightly convex surface. 
Do you really want to do this? she asked herself, and the answer came back at once. Yeah, I do. 
She pushed the button and heard the soft chime. Then she waited. 
No one came. 
There was only the soft, seemingly eternal whisper of the jet engines. No one spoke. No one laughed 
(Guess that movie isn't as funny as Aunt Vicky thought it would be, Dinah thought). No one coughed. The 
seat beside her, Aunt Vicky's seat, was still empty, and no flight attendant bent over her in a comforting 
little envelope of perfume and shampoo and faint smells of make-up to ask Dinah if she could get her 
something - a snack, or maybe that drink of water. 
Only the steady soft drone of the jet engines. 
The panic animal was yammering louder than ever. To combat it, Dinah concentrated on focussing that 
radar gadget, making it into a kind of invisible cane she could jab out from her seat here in the middle of 
the main cabin. She was good at that; at times, when she concentrated very hard, she almost believed she 
could see through the eyes of others. If she thought about it hard enough, wanted to hard enough. Once she 
had told Miss Lee about this feeling, and Miss Lee's response had been uncharacteristically sharp. Sightsharing 
is a frequent fantasy of the blind, she'd said. Particularly of blind children. Don't ever make the 
mistake of relying on that feeling, Dinah, or you're apt to find yourself in traction after falling down a flight 
of stairs or stepping in front of a car. 
So she had put aside her efforts to 'sight-share,' as Miss Lee had called it, and on the few occasions when 
the sensation stole over her again - that she was seeing the world, shadowy, wavery, but there - through her 
mother's eyes or Aunt Vicky's eyes, she had tried to get rid of it ... as a person who fears he is losing his 
mind will try to block out the murmur of phantom voices. But now she was afraid and so she felt for others, 
sensed for others, and did not find them. 
Now the terror was very large in her, the yammering of the panic animal very loud. She felt a cry building 
up in her throat and clamped her teeth against it. Because it would not come out as a cry, or a yell; if she let 
it out, it would exit her mouth as a firebell scream. 
I won't scream, she told herself fiercely. I won't scream and embarrass Aunt Vicky. I won't scream and 
wake up all the ones who are asleep and scare all the ones who are awake and they'll all come running and 
say look at the scared little girl, look at the scared little blind girl. 
But now that radar sense - that part of her which evaluated all sorts of vague sensory input and which 
sometimes did seem to see through the eyes of others (no matter what Miss Lee said) - was adding to her 
fear rather than alleviating it. 
Because that sense was telling her there was nobody within its circle of effectiveness. 
Nobody at all. 
4 
Brian Engle was having a very bad dream. In it, he was once again piloting Flight 7 from Tokyo to LA, but 
this time the leak was much worse. There was a palpable feeling of doom in the cockpit; Steve Searles was 
weeping as he ate a Danish pastry. 
If you're so upset, how come you're eating? Brian asked. A shrill, teakettle whistling had begun to fill the 
cockpit - the sound of the pressure leak, he reckoned. This was silly, of course - leaks were almost always 
silent until the blowout occurred - but he supposed in dreams anything was possible. 
Because I love these things, and I'm never going to get to eat another one, Steve said, sobbing harder than 
ever. 
Then, suddenly, the shrill whistling sound stopped. A smiling, relieved flight attendant - it was, in fact, 
Melanie Trevor - appeared to tell him the leak had been found and plugged. Brian got up and followed her 
through the plane to the main cabin, where Anne Quinlan Engle, his ex-wife, was standing in a little alcove 
from which the seats had been removed. Written over the window beside her was the cryptic and somehow 
ominous phrase SHOOTING STARS ONLY. It was written in red, the color of danger. 
Anne was dressed in the dark-green uniform of an American Pride flight attendant, which was strange - she 
was an advertising executive with a Boston agency, and had always looked down her narrow, aristocratic 
nose at the stews with whom her husband flew. Her hand was pressed against a crack in the fuselage. 
See, darling? she said proudly. It's all taken care of. It doesn't even matter that you hit me. I have forgiven 
you. 
Don't do that, Anne! he cried, but it was already too late. A fold appeared in the back of her hand, 
mimicking the shape of the crack in the fuselage. It grew deeper as the pressure differential sucked her 
hand relentlessly outward. Her middle finger went through first, then the ring finger, then the first finger 
and her pinky. There was a brisk popping sound, like a champagne cork being drawn by an overeager 
waiter, as her entire hand was pulled through the crack in the airplane. 
Yet Anne went on smiling. 
It's L'Envoi, darling, she said as her arm began to disappear. Her hair was escaping the clip which held it 
back and blowing around her face in a misty cloud. It's what I've always worn, don't you remember? 
He did ... now he did. But now it didn't matter. 
Anne, come back! he screamed. 
She went on smiling as her arm was sucked slowly into the emptiness outside the plane. It doesn't hurt at 
all, Brian - believe me. 
The sleeve of her green American Pride blazer began to flutter, and Brian saw that her flesh was being 
pulled out through the crack in a thickish white ooze. It looked like Elmer's Glue. 
L'Envoi, remember? Anne asked as she was sucked out through the crack, and now Brian could hear it 
again - that sound which the poet James Dickey once called 'the vast beast-whistle of space.' It grew 
steadily louder as the dream darkened, and at the same time it began to broaden. To become not the scream 
of wind but that of a human voice. 
Brian's eyes snapped open. He was disoriented by the power of the dream for a moment, but only a moment 
- he was a professional in a high-risk, high-responsibility job, a job where one of the absolute prerequisites 
was fast reaction time. He was on Flight 29, not Flight 7, not Tokyo to Los Angeles but Los Angeles to 
Boston, where Anne was already dead - not the victim of a pressure leak but of a fire in her Atlantic 
Avenue condominium near the waterfront. But the sound was still there. 
It was a little girl, screaming shrilly. 
5 
'Would somebody speak to me, please?' Dinah Bellman asked in a low, clear voice. 'I'm sorry, but my aunt 
is gone and I'm blind.' 
No one answered her. Forty rows and two partitions forward, Captain Brian Engle was dreaming that his 
navigator was weeping and eating a Danish pastry. 
There was only the continuing drone of the jet engines. 
The panic overshadowed her mind again, and Dinah did the only thing she could think of to stave it off: she 
unbuckled her seatbelt, stood up, and edged into the aisle. 
'Hello?' she asked in a louder voice. 'Hello, anybody!' 
There was still no answer. Dinah began to cry. She held onto herself grimly, nonetheless, and began 
walking forward slowly along the portside aisle. Keep count, though, part of her mind warned frantically. 
Keep count of how many rows you pass, or you'll get lost and never find your way back again. 
She stopped at the row of portside seats just ahead of the row in which she and Aunt Vicky had been sitting 
and bent, arms outstretched, fingers splayed. She knew there was a man here, because Aunt Vicky had 
spoken to him only a minute or so before the plane took off. When he spoke back to her, his voice had 
come from the seat directly in front of Dinah's own. She knew that; marking the locations of voices was 
part of her life, an ordinary fact of existence like breathing. The sleeping man would jump when her 
outstretched fingers touched him, but Dinah was beyond caring. 
Except the seat was empty. 
Completely empty. 
Dinah straightened up again, her cheeks wet, her head pounding with fright. They couldn't be in the 
bathroom together, could they? Of course not. 
Perhaps there were two bathrooms. In a plane this big there must be two bathrooms. 
Except that didn't matter, either. 
Aunt Vicky wouldn't have left her purse, no matter what. Dinah was sure of it. 
She began to walk slowly forward, stopping at each row of seats, reaching into the two closest her first on 
the port side and then on the starboard. 
She felt another purse in one, what felt like a briefcase in another, a pen and a pad of paper in a third. In 
two others she felt headphones. She touched something sticky on an earpiece of the second set. She rubbed 
her fingers together, then grimaced and wiped them on the mat which covered the headrest of the seat. That 
had been earwax. She was sure of it. It had its own unmistakable, yucky texture. 
Dinah Bellman felt her slow way up the aisle, no longer taking pains to be gentle in her investigations. It 
didn't matter. She poked no eye, pinched no cheek, pulled no hair. 
Every seat she investigated was empty. 
This can't be, she thought wildly. It just can't be! They were all around us when we got on! I heard them! I 
felt them! I smelled them! Where have they all gone? 
She didn't know, but they were gone: she was becoming steadily more sure of that. 
At some point, while she slept, her aunt and everyone else on Flight 29 had disappeared. 
No! The rational part of her mind clamored in the voice of Miss Lee. No, that's impossible, Dinah! If 
everyone's gone, who is flying the plane? 
She began to move forward faster now, hands gripping the edges of the seats, her blind eyes wide open 
behind her dark glasses, the hem of her pink travelling dress fluttering. She had lost count, but in her 
greater distress over the continuing silence, this did not matter much to her. 
She stopped again, and reached her groping hands into the seat on her right. This time she touched hair ... 
but its location was all wrong. The hair was on the seat - how could that be? 
Her hands closed around it ... and lifted it. Realization, sudden and terrible, came to her. 
It's hair, but the man it belongs to is gone. It's a scalp. I'm holding a dead man's scalp. 
That was when Dinah Bellman opened her mouth and began to give voice to the shrieks which pulled Brian 
Engle from his dream. 
6 
Albert Kaussner was belly up to the bar, drinking Branding Iron Whiskey. The Earp brothers, Wyatt and 
Virgil, were on his right, and Doc Halliday was on his left. He was just lifting his glass to offer a toast 
when a man with a peg leg ran-hopped into the Sergio Leone Saloon. 
'It's the Dalton Gang!' he screamed. 'The Daltons have just rid into Dodge!' 
Wyatt turned to face him calmly. His face was narrow, tanned, and handsome. He looked a great deal like 
Hugh O'Brian. 'This here is Tombstone, Muffin,' he said. 'You got to get yore stinky ole shit together.' 
'Well, they're ridin in, wherever we are!' Muffin exclaimed. 'And they look maaad, Wyatt! They look 
reeely reeely maaaaaaad!' 
As if to prove this, guns began to fire in the street outside - the heavy thunder of Army .44s (probably 
stolen) mixed in with the higher whipcrack explosions of Garand rifles. 
'Don't get your panties all up in a bunch, Muffy,' Doc Halliday said, and tipped his hat back. Albert was not 
terribly surprised to see that Doc looked like Robert De Niro. He had always believed that if anyone was 
absolutely right to play the consumptive dentist, De Niro was the one. 
'What do you say, boys?' Virgil Earp asked, looking around. Virgil didn't look like much of anyone. 
'Let's go,' Wyatt said. 'I've had enough of these damned Clantons to last me a lifetime.' 
'It's the Daltons, Wyatt,' Albert said quietly. 
'I don't care if it's John Dillinger and Pretty Boy Floyd!' Wyatt exclaimed. 'Are you with us or not, Ace?' 
'I'm with you,' Albert Kaussner said, speaking in the soft but menacing tones of the born killer. He dropped 
one hand to the butt of his long-barrelled Buntline Special and put the other to his head for a moment to 
make sure his yarmulke was on solidly. It was. 
'Okay, boys,' Doc said. 'Let's go cut some Dalton butt.' 
They strode out together, four abreast through the batwing doors, just as the bell in the Tombstone Baptist 
Church began to toll high noon. 
The Daltons were coming down Main Street at a full gallop, shooting holes in plate-glass windows and 
false fronts. They turned the waterbarrel in front of Duke's Mercantile and Reliable Gun Repair into a 
fountain. 
Ike Dalton was the first to see the four men standing in the dusty street, their frock coats pulled back to free 
the handles of their guns. Ike reined his horse in savagely and it rose on its rear legs, squealing, foam 
splattering in thick curds around the bit. Ike Dalton looked quite a bit like Rutger Hauer. 
'Look what we have got here,' he sneered. 'It is Wyatt Earp and his pansy brother Virgil.' 
Emmett Dalton (who looked like Donald Sutherland after a month of hard nights) pulled up beside Ike. 
'And their faggot dentist friend, too,' he snarled. 'Who else wants -' Then he looked at Albert and paled. The 
thin sneer faltered on his lips. 
Paw Dalton pulled up beside his two sons. Paw bore a strong resemblance to Slim Pickens. 
'Christ,' Paw whispered. 'It's Ace Kaussner!' 
Now Frank James pulled his mount into line next to Paw. His face was the color of dirty parchment. 'What 
the hell, boys!' Frank cried. 'I don't mind hoorawin a town or two on a dull day, but nobody told me The 
Arizona Jew was gonna be here!' 
Albert 'Ace' Kaussner, known from Sedalia to Steamboat Springs as The Arizona Jew, took a step forward. 
His hand hovered over the butt of his Buntline. He spat a stream of tobacco to one side, never taking his 
chilly gray eyes from the hardcases mounted twenty feet in front of him. 
'Go on and make your moves, boys,' said The Arizona Jew. 'By my count, hell ain't half full.' 
The Dalton Gang slapped leather just as the clock in the tower of the Tombstone Baptist Church beat the 
last stroke of noon into the hot desert air. Ace went for his own gun, his draw as fast as blue blazes, and as 
he began to fan the hammer with the flat of his left hand, sending a spray of .45-caliber death into the 
Dalton Gang, a little girl standing outside The Longhorn Hotel began to scream. 
Somebody make that brat stop yowling, Ace thought. What's the matter with her, anyway? I got this under 
control. They don't call me the fastest Hebrew west of the Mississippi for nothing. 
But the scream went on, ripping across the air, darkening it as it came, and everything began to break up. 
For a moment Albert was nowhere at all - lost in a darkness through which fragments of his dream tumbled 
and spun in a whirlpool. The only constant was that terrible scream; it sounded like the shriek of an 
overloaded teakettle. 
He opened his eyes and looked around. He was in his seat toward the front of Flight 29'S main cabin. 
Coming up the aisle from the rear of the plane was a girl of about ten or twelve, wearing a pink dress and a 
pair of ditty-bop shades. 
What is she, a movie star or something? he thought, but he was badly frightened, all the same. It was a bad 
way to exit his favorite dream. 
'Hey!' he cried - but softly, so as not to wake the other passengers. 'Hey, kid! What's the deal?' 
The little girl whiplashed her head toward the sound of his voice. Her body turned a moment later, and she 
collided with one of the seats which ran down the center of the cabin in four-across rows. She struck it with 
her thighs, rebounded, and tumbled backward over the armrest of a portside seat. She fell into it with her 
legs up. 
'Where is everybody?' she was screaming. 'Help me! Help me!' 
'Hey, stewardess!' Albert yelled, concerned, and unbuckled his seatbelt. He stood up, slipped out of his seat, 
turned toward the screaming little girl ... and stopped. He was now facing fully toward the back of the 
plane, and what he saw froze him in place. 
The first thought to cross his mind was, I guess I don't have to worry about waking up the other 
passengers, after all. 
To Albert it looked like the entire main cabin of the 767 was empty. 
7 
Brian Engle was almost to the partition separating Flight 29'S first-class and business-class sections when 
he realized that first class was now entirely empty. He stopped for just a moment, then got moving again. 
The others had left their seats to see what all the screaming was about, perhaps. 
Of course he knew this was not the case; he had been flying passengers long enough to know a good bit 
about their group psychology. When a passenger freaked out, few if any of the others ever moved. Most air 
travellers meekly surrendered their option to take individual action when they entered the bird, sat down, 
and buckled their seatbelts around them. Once those few simple things were accomplished, all problemsolving 
tasks became the crew's responsibility. Airline personnel called them geese, but they were really 
sheep ... an attitude most flight crews liked just fine. It made the nervous ones easier to handle. 
But, since it was the only thing that made even remote sense, Brian ignored what he knew and plunged on. 
The rags of his own dream were still wrapped around him, and a part of his mind was convinced that it was 
Anne who was screaming, that he would find her halfway down the main cabin with her hand plastered 
against a crack in the body of the airliner, a crack located beneath a sign which read SHOOTING STARS 
ONLY. 
There was only one passenger in the business section, an older man in a brown three-piece suit. His bald 
head gleamed mellowly in the glow thrown by his reading lamp. His arthritis-swollen hands were folded 
neatly over the buckle of his seatbelt. He was fast asleep and snoring loudly, ignoring the whole ruckus. 
Brian burst through into the main cabin and there his forward motion was finally checked by utter stunned 
disbelief. He saw a teenaged boy standing near a little girl who had fallen into a seat on the port side about 
a quarter of the way down the cabin. The boy was not looking at her, however; he was staring toward the 
rear of the plane, with his jaw hanging almost all the way to the round collar of his Hard Rock Cafe teeshirt. 
Brian's first reaction was about the same as Albert Kaussner's: My God, the whole plane is empty! 
Then he saw a woman on the starboard side of the airplane stand up and walk into the aisle to see what was 
happening. She had the dazed, puffy look of someone who has just been jerked out of a sound sleep. 
Halfway down, in the center aisle, a young man in a crew-necked jersey was craning his neck toward the 
little girl, and staring with flat, incurious eyes. Another man, this one about sixty, got up from a seat close 
to Brian and stood there indecisively. He was dressed in a red flannel shirt and he looked utterly 
bewildered. His hair was fluffed up around his head in untidy mad-scientist corkscrews. 
'Who's screaming?' he asked Brian. 'Is the plane in trouble, mister? You don't think we're goin down, do 
you?' 
The little girl stopped screaming. She struggled up from the seat she had fallen into, and then almost 
tumbled forward in the other direction. The kid caught her just in time; he was moving with dazed 
slowness. 
Where have they gone? Brian thought. My dear God, where have they all gone? 
But his feet were moving toward the teenager and the little girl now. As he went, he passed another 
passenger who was still sleeping, this one a girl of about seventeen. Her mouth was open in an unlovely 
yawp and she was breathing in long, dry inhalations. 
He reached the teenager and the girl in the pink dress. 
'Where are they, man?' Albert Kaussner asked. He had an arm around the shoulders of the sobbing child, 
but he wasn't looking at her; his eyes slipped relentlessly back and forth across the almost deserted main 
cabin. 'Did we land someplace while I was asleep and let them off?' 
'My aunt's gone!' the little girl sobbed. 'My Aunt Vicky! I thought the plane was empty! I thought I was the 
only one! Where's my aunt, please? I want my aunt!' 
Brian knelt beside her for a moment, so they were at approximately the same level. He noticed the 
sunglasses and remembered seeing her get on with the blonde woman. 
'You're all right,' he said. 'You're all right, young lady. What's your name?' 
'Dinah,' she sobbed. 'I can't find my aunt. I'm blind and I can't see her. I woke up and the seat was empty -' 
'What's going on?' the young man in the crew-neck jersey asked. He was talking over Brian's head, ignoring 
both Brian and Dinah, speaking to the boy in the Hard Rock tee-shirt and the older man in the flannel shirt. 
'Where's everybody else?' 
'You're all right, Dinah,' Brian repeated. 'There are other people here. Can you hear them?' 
'Y-Yes. I can hear them. But where's Aunt Vicky? And who's been killed?' 
'Killed?' a woman asked sharply. It was the one from the starboard side. Brian glanced up briefly and saw 
she was young, dark-haired, pretty. 'Has someone been killed? Have we been hijacked?' 
'No one's been killed,' Brian said. It was, at least, something to say. His mind felt weird: like a boat which 
has slipped its moorings. 'Calm down, honey.' 
'I felt his hair!' Dinah insisted. 'Someone cut off his HAIR!' 
This was just too odd to deal with on top of everything else, and Brian dismissed it. Dinah's earlier thought 
suddenly struck home to him with chilly intensity - who the fuck was flying the plane? 
He stood up and turned to the older man in the red shirt. 'I have to go forward,' he said. 'Stay with the little 
girl.' 
'All right,' the man in the red shirt said. 'But what's happening?' 
They were joined by a man of about thirty-five who was wearing pressed blue-jeans and an oxford shirt. 
Unlike the others, he looked utterly calm. He took a pair of horn-rimmed spectacles from his pocket, shook 
them out by one bow, and put them on. 'We seem a few passengers short, don't we?' he said. His British 
accent was almost as crisp as his shirt. 'What about crew? Anybody know?' 
'That's what I'm going to find out,' Brian said, and started forward again. At the head of the main cabin he 
turned back and counted quickly. Two more passengers had joined the huddle around the girl in the dark 
glasses. One was the teenaged girl who had been sleeping so heavily; she swayed on her feet as if she were 
either drunk or stoned. The other was an elderly gent in a fraying sport-coat. Eight people in all. To those 
he added himself and the guy in business class, who was, at least so far, sleeping through it all. 
Ten people. 
For the love of God, where are the rest of them? 
But this was not the time to worry about it - there were bigger problems at hand. Brian hurried forward, 
barely glancing at the old bald fellow snoozing in business class. 
8 
The service area squeezed behind the movie screen and between the two first-class heads was empty. So 
was the galley, but there Brian saw something which was extremely troubling: the beverage trolley was 
parked kitty-corner by the starboard bathroom. There were a number of used glasses on its bottom shelf. 
They were just getting ready to serve drinks, he thought. When it happened -whatever 'it' was - they'd just 
taken out the trolley. Those used glasses are the ones that were collected before the roll-out. So whatever 
happened must have happened within half an hour of take-off, maybe a little longer - weren't there 
turbulence reports over the desert? I think so. And that weird shit about the aurora borealis 
For a moment Brian was almost convinced that last was a part of his dream - it was certainly odd enough - 
but further reflection convinced him that Melanie Trevor, the flight attendant, had actually said it. 
Never mind that; what did happen? In God's name, what? 
He didn't know, but he did know that looking at the abandoned drinks trolley put an enormous feeling of 
terror and superstitious dread into his guts. For just a moment he thought that this was what the first 
boarders of the Mary Celeste must have felt like, coming upon a totally abandoned ship where all the sail 
was neatly laid on, where the captain's table had been set for dinner, where all ropes were neatly coiled and 
some sailor's pipe was still smouldering away the last of its tobacco on the foredeck ... 
Brian shook these paralyzing thoughts off with a tremendous effort and went to the door between the 
service area and the cockpit. He knocked. As he had feared, there was no response. And although he knew 
it was useless to do so, he curled his fist up and hammered on it. 
Nothing. 
He tried the doorknob. It didn't move. That was SOP in the age of unscheduled side-trips to Havana, 
Lebanon, and Tehran. Only the pilots could open it. Brian could fly this plane . . . but not from out here. 
'Hey!' he shouted. 'Hey, you guys! Open the door!' 
Except he knew better. The flight attendants were gone; almost all the passengers were gone; Brian Engle 
was willing to bet the 767's two-man cockpit crew was also gone. 
He believed Flight 29 was heading east on automatic pilot. 
CHAPTER 2 
Darkness and Mountains. The Treasure Trove. 
Crew-Neck's Nose. The Sound of No Dogs Barking. 
Panic Is Not Allowed. A Change of Destination. 
1 
Brian had asked the older man in the red shirt to look after Dinah, but as soon as Dinah heard the woman 
from the starboard side - the one with the pretty young voice - she imprinted on her with scary intensity, 
crowding next to her and reaching with a timid sort of determination for her hand. After the years spent 
with Miss Lee, Dinah knew a teacher's voice when she heard one. The dark-haired woman took her hand 
willingly enough. 
'Did you say your name was Dinah, honey?' 
'Yes,' Dinah said. 'I'm blind, but after my operation in Boston, I'll be able to see again. Probably be able to 
see. The doctors say there's a seventy per cent chance I'll get some vision, and a forty per cent chance I'll 
get all of it. What's your name?' 
'Laurel Stevenson,' the dark-haired woman said. Her eyes were still conning the main cabin, and her face 
seemed unable to break out of its initial expression: dazed disbelief. 
'Laurel, that's a flower, isn't it?' Dinah asked. She spoke with feverish vivacity. 
'Uh-huh,' Laurel said. 
'Pardon me,' the man with the horn-rimmed glasses and the British accent said. 'I'm going forward to join 
our friend.' 
'I'll come along,' the older man in the red shirt said. 
'I want to know what's going on here!' the man in the crew-neck jersey exclaimed abruptly. His face was 
dead pale except for two spots of color, as bright as rouge, on his cheeks. 'I want to know what's going on 
right now.' 
'Nor am I a bit surprised,' the Brit said, and then began walking forward. The man in the red shirt trailed 
after him. The teenaged girl with the dopey look drifted along behind them for awhile and then stopped at 
the partition between the main cabin and the business section, as if unsure of where she was. 
The elderly gent in the fraying sport-coat went to a portside window, leaned over, and peered out. 
'What do you see?' Laurel Stevenson asked. 
'Darkness and mountains,' the man in the sport-coat said. 
'The Rockies?' Albert asked. 
The man in the frayed sport-coat nodded. 'I believe so, young man.' 
Albert decided to go forward himself. He was seventeen, fiercely bright, and this evening's Bonus Mystery 
Question had also occurred to him: who was flying the plane? 
Then he decided it didn't matter ... at least for the moment. They were moving smoothly along, so 
presumably someone was, and even if someone turned out to be something - the autopilot, in other words - 
there wasn't a thing he could do about it. As Albert Kaussner he was a talented violinist - not quite a 
prodigy - on his way to study at The Berklee College of Music. As Ace Kaussner he was (in his dreams, at 
least) the fastest Hebrew west of the Mississippi, a bounty hunter who took it easy on Saturdays, was 
careful to keep his shoes off the bed, and always kept one eye out for the main chance and the other for a 
good kosher cafe somewhere along the dusty trail. Ace was, he supposed, his way of sheltering himself 
from loving parents who hadn't allowed him to play Little League baseball because he might damage his 
talented hands and who had believed, in their hearts, that every sniffle signalled the onset of pneumonia. He 
was a gunslinging violinist - an interesting combination - but he didn't know a thing about flying planes. 
And the little girl had said something which had simultaneously intrigued him and curdled his blood. I felt 
his hair! she had said. Someone cut off his HAIR! 
He broke away from Dinah and Laurel (the man in the ratty sport-coat had moved to the starboard side of 
the plane to look out one of those windows, and the man in the crew-necked jersey was going forward to 
join the others, his eyes narrowed pugnaciously) and began to retrace Dinah's progress up the portside aisle. 
Someone cut off his HAIR! she had said, and not too many rows down, Albert saw what she had been 
talking about. 
2 
'I am praying, sir,' the Brit said, 'that the pilot's cap I noticed in one of the first-class seats belongs to you.' 
Brian was standing in front of the locked door, head down, thinking furiously. When the Brit spoke up 
behind him, he jerked in surprise and whirled on his heels. 
'Didn't mean to Put Your wind up,' the Brit said mildly. 'I'm Nick Hopewell.' He stuck out his hand. 
Brian shook it. As he did so, performing his half of the ancient ritual, it occurred to him that this must be a 
dream. The scary flight from Tokyo and finding out that Anne was dead had brought it on. 
Part of his mind knew this was not so, just as part of his mind had known the little girl's scream had had 
nothing to do with the deserted first-class section, but he seized on this idea just as he had seized on that 
one. It helped, so why not? Everything else was nuts - so nutty that even attempting to think about it made 
his mind feel sick and feverish. Besides, there was really no time to think, simply no time, and he found 
that this was also something of relief. 
'Brian Engle,' he said. 'I'm pleased to meet you, although the circumstances are -' He, shrugged helplessly. 
What were the circumstances, exactly? He could not think of an adjective which would adequately describe 
them. 
'Bit bizarre, aren't they?' Hopewell agreed. 'Best not to think of them right now, I suppose. Does the crew 
answer?' 
'No,' Brian said, and abruptly struck his fist against the door in frustration. 
'Easy, easy,' Hopewell soothed.-' Tell me about the cap, Mr Engle. You have no idea what satisfaction and 
relief it would give me to address you as Captain Engle.' 
Brian grinned in spite of himself. 'I am Captain Engle,' he said, 'but under the circumstances, I guess you 
can call me Brian.' 
Nick Hopewell seized Brian's left hand and kissed it heartily. 'I believe I'll call you Savior instead,' he said. 
'Do you mind awfully?' 
Brian threw his head back and began to laugh. Nick joined him. They were standing there in front of the 
locked door in the nearly empty plane, laughing wildly, when the man in the red shirt and the man in the 
crew-necked jersey arrived, looking at them as if they had both gone crazy. 
3 
Albert Kaussner held the hair in his right hand for several moments, looking at it thoughtfully. It was black 
and glossy in the overhead lights, a right proper pelt, and he wasn't at all surprised it had scared the hell out 
of the little girl. It would have scared Albert, too, if he hadn't been able to see it. 
He tossed the wig back into the seat, glanced at the purse lying in the next seat, then looked more closely at 
what was lying next to the purse. It was a plain gold wedding ring. He picked it up, examined it, then put it 
back where it had been. He began walking slowly toward the back of the airplane. In less than a minute, 
Albert was so struck with wonder that he had forgotten all about who was flying the plane, or how the hell 
they were going to get down from here if it was the automatic pilot. 
Flight 29's passengers were gone, but they had left a fabulous - and sometimes perplexing - treasure trove 
behind. Albert found jewelry on almost every seat: wedding rings, mostly, but there were also diamonds, 
emeralds, and rubies. There were earrings, most of them five-and-dime stuff but some which looked pretty 
expensive to Albert's eye. His mom had a few good pieces, and some of this stuff made her best jewelry 
look like rummage-sale buys. There were studs, necklaces, cufflinks, ID bracelets. And watches, watches, 
watches. From Timex to Rolex, there seemed to be at least two hundred of them, lying on seats, lying on 
the floor between seats, lying in the aisles. They twinkled in the lights. 
There were at least sixty pairs of spectacles. Wire-rimmed, horn-rimmed., gold-rimmed. There were prim 
glasses, punky glasses, and glasses with rhinestones set in the bows. There were Ray-Bans, Polaroids, and 
Foster Grants. 
There were belt buckles and service pins and piles of pocket-change. No bills, but easily four hundred 
dollars in quarters, dimes, nickels, and pennies. There were wallets - not as many wallets as purses, but still 
a good dozen of them, from fine leather to plastic. There were pocket knives. There were at least a dozen 
hand-held calculators. 
And odder things as well. He picked up a flesh-colored plastic cylinder and examined it for almost thirty 
seconds before deciding it really was a dildo and putting it down again in a hurry. There was a small gold 
spoon on a fine gold chain. There were bright speckles of metal here and there on the seats and on the floor, 
mostly silver but some gold. He picked up a couple of these to verify the judgment of his own wondering 
mind: some were dental caps, but most were fillings from human teeth. And, in one of the back rows, he 
picked up two tiny steel rods. He looked at these for several moments before realizing they were surgical 
pins, and that they belonged not on the floor of a nearly deserted airliner but in some passenger's knee or 
shoulder. 
He discovered one more passenger, a young bearded man who was sprawled over two seats in the very last 
row, snoring loudly and smelling like a brewery. 
Two seats away, he found a gadget that looked like a pacemaker implant. 
Albert stood at the rear of the plane and looked forward along the large, empty tube of the fuselage. 
'What in the fuck is going on here?' he asked in a soft, trembling voice. 
4 
'I demand to know just what is going on here!' the man in the crew-neck jersey said in a loud voice. He 
strode into the service area at the head of first class like a corporate raider mounting a hostile takeover. 
'Currently? We're just about to break the lock on this door,' Nick Hopewell said, fixing Crew-Neck with a 
bright gaze. 'The flight crew appears to have abdicated along with everyone else, but we're in luck, just the 
same. My new acquaintance here is a pilot who just happened to be deadheading, and -' 
'Someone around here is a deadhead, all right,' Crew-Neck said, 'and I intend to find out who, believe me.' 
He pushed past Nick without a glance and stuck his face into Brian's, as aggressive as a ballplayer disputing 
an umpire's call. 'Do you work for American Pride, friend?' 
'Yes,' Brian said, 'but why don't we put that off for now, sir? It's important that -' 
'I'll tell you what's important!' Crew-Neck shouted. A fine mist of spit settled on Brian's cheeks and he had 
to sit on a sudden and amazingly strong impulse to clamp his hands around this twerp's neck and see how 
far he could twist his head before something inside cracked. 'I've got a meeting at the Prudential Center 
with representatives of Bankers International at nine o'clock this morning! Promptly at nine o'clock! I 
booked a seat on this conveyance in good faith, and I have no intention of being late for my appointment! I 
want to know three things: who authorized an unscheduled stop for this airliner while I was asleep, where 
that stop was made, and why it was done!' 
'Have you ever watched Star Trek?' Nick Hopewell asked suddenly. 
Crew-Neck's face, suffused with angry blood, swung around. His expression said that he believed the 
Englishman was clearly mad. 'What in the hell are you talking about?' 
'Marvellous American program,' Nick said. 'Science fiction. Exploring strange new worlds, like the one 
which apparently exists inside your head. And if you don't shut your gob at once, you bloody idiot, I'll be 
happy to demonstrate Mr Spock's famous Vulcan sleeper-hold for you.' 
'You can't talk to me like that!' Crew-Neck snarled. 'Do you know who I am?' 
'Of course,' Nick said. 'You're a bloody-minded little bugger who has mistaken his airline boarding pass for 
credentials proclaiming him to be the Grand High Poobah of Creation. You're also badly frightened. No 
harm in that, but you are in the way.' 
Crew-Neck's face was now so clogged with blood that Brian began to be afraid his entire head would 
explode. He had once seen a movie where that happened. He did not want to see it in real life. 'You can't 
talk to me like that! You're not even an American citizen!' 
Nick Hopewell moved so fast that Brian barely saw what was happening. At one moment the man in the 
crew-neck jersey was yelling into Nick's face while Nick stood at ease beside Brian, his hands on the hips 
of his pressed jeans. A moment later, Crew-Neck's nose was caught firmly between the first and second 
fingers of Nick's right hand. 
Crew-Neck tried to pull away. Nick's fingers tightened ... and then his hand turned slightly, in the gesture of 
a man tightening a screw or winding an alarm clock. Crew-Neck bellowed. 
'I can break it,' Nick said softly. 'Easiest thing in the world, believe me.' 
Crew-Neck tried to jerk backward. His hands beat ineffectually at Nick's arm. Nick twisted again and 
Crew-Neck bellowed again. 
'I don't think you heard me. I can break it. Do you understand? Signify if you have understanding.' 
He twisted Crew-Neck's nose a third time. 
Crew-Neck did not just bellow this time; he screamed. 
'Oh, wow,' the stoned-looking girl said from behind them. 'A nose-hold.' 
'I don't have time to discuss your business appointments,' Nick said softly to Crew-Neck. 'Nor do I have 
time to deal with hysteria masquerading as aggression. We have a nasty, perplexing situation here. You, sir, 
are clearly not part of the solution, and I have no intention whatever of allowing you to become part of the 
problem. Therefore, I am going to send you back into the main cabin. This gentleman in the red shirt -' 
'Don Gaffney,' the gentleman in the red shirt said. He looked as vastly surprised as Brian felt. 
'Thank you,' Nick said. He still held Crew-Neck's nose in that amazing clamp, and Brian could now see a 
thread of blood lining one of the man's pinched nostrils. 
Nick pulled him closer and spoke in a warm, confidential voice. 
'Mr Gaffney here will be your escort. Once you arrive in the main cabin, my buggardly friend, you will take 
a seat with your safety belt fixed firmly around your middle. Later, when the captain here has assured 
himself we are not going to fly into a mountain, a building, or another plane, we may be able to discuss our 
current situation at greater length. For the present, however, your input is not necessary. Do you understand 
all these things I have told you?' 
Crew-Neck uttered a pained, outraged bellow. 
'If you understand. please favor me with a thumbs-up.' 
Crew-Neck raised one thumb. The nail, Brian saw, was neatly manicured. 
'Fine,' Nick said. 'One more thing. When I let go of your nose, you may feel vengeful. To feel that way is 
fine. To give vent to the feeling would be a terrible mistake. I want you to remember that what I have done 
to your nose I can just as easily do to your testicles. In fact, I can wind them up so far that when I let go of 
them, you may actually fly about the cabin like a child's airplane. I expect you to leave with Mr -' 
He looked questioningly at the man in the red shirt. 
'Gaffney,' the man in the red shirt repeated. 
'Gaffney, right. Sorry. I expect you to leave with Mr Gaffney. You will not remonstrate. You will not 
indulge in rebuttal. In fact, if you say so much as a single word. you will find yourself investigating hitherto 
unexplored realms of pain. Give me a thumbs-up if you understand this.' 
Crew-Neck waved his thumb so enthusiastically that for a moment he looked like a hitchhiker with 
diarrhea. 
'Right, then!' Nick said, and let go of Crew-Neck's nose. 
Crew-Neck stepped back, staring at Nick Hopewell with angry, perplexed eyes - he looked like a cat which 
had just been doused with a bucket of cold water. By itself, anger would have left Brian unmoved. It was 
the perplexity that made him feel a little sorry for Crew-Neck. He felt mightily perplexed himself. 
Crew-Neck raised a hand to his nose, verifying that it was still there. A narrow ribbon of blood, no wider 
than the pull-strip on a pack of cigarettes, ran from each nostril. The tips of his fingers came away bloody, 
and he looked at them unbelievingly. He opened his mouth. 
'I wouldn't, mister,' Don Gaffney said. 'Guy means it. You better come along with me.' 
He took Crew-Neck's arm. For a moment Crew-Neck resisted Gaffney's gentle tug. He opened his mouth 
again. 
'Bad idea,' the girl who looked stoned told him. 
Crew-Neck closed his mouth and allowed Gaffney to lead him back toward the rear of first class. He 
looked over his shoulder once, his eyes wide and stunned, and then dabbed his fingers under his nose again. 
Nick, meanwhile, had lost all interest in the man. He was peering out one of the windows. 'We appear to be 
over the Rockies,' he said, 'and we seem to be at a safe enough altitude.' 
Brian looked out himself for a moment. It was the Rockies, all right, and near the center of the range, by the 
look. He put their altitude at about 35,000 feet. Just about what Melanie Trevor had told him. So they were 
fine ... at least, so far. 
'Come on,' he said. 'Help me break down this door.' 
Nick joined him in front of the door. 'Shall I captain this part of the operation, Brian? I have some 
experience.' 
'Be my guest.' Brian found himself wondering exactly how Nick Hopewell had come by his experience in 
twisting noses and breaking down doors. He had an idea it was probably a long story. 
'It would be helpful to know how strong the lock is,' Nick said. 'If we hit it too hard, we're apt to go 
catapulting straight into the cockpit. I wouldn't want to run into something that won't bear running into.' 
'I don't know,' Brian said truthfully. 'I don't think it's tremendously strong, though.' 
'All right,' Nick said. 'Turn and face me - your right shoulder pointing at the door, my left.' 
Brian did. 
'I'll count off. We're going to shoulder it together on three. Dip your legs as we go in; we're more apt to pop 
the lock if we hit the door lower down. 
'Don't hit it as hard as you can. About half. If that isn't enough, we can always go again. Got it?' 
'I've got it.' 
The girl, who looked a little more awake and with it now, said: 'I don't suppose they leave a key under the 
doormat or anything, huh?' 
Nick looked at her, startled, then back at Brian. 'Do they by any chance leave a key someplace?' 
Brian shook his head. 'I'm afraid not. It's an anti-terrorist precaution.' 
'Of course,' Nick said. 'Of course it is.' He glanced at the girl and winked. 'But that's using your head, just 
the same.' 
The girl smiled at him uncertainly. 
Nick turned back to Brian. 'Ready, then?' 
'Ready.' 
'Right, then. One ... two ... three!' 
They drove forward into the door, dipping down in perfect synchronicity just before they hit it, and the 
door popped open with absurd ease. There was a small lip - too short by at least three inches to be 
considered a step between the service area and the cockpit. Brian struck this with the edge of his shoe and 
would have fallen sideways into the cockpit if Nick hadn't grabbed him by the shoulder. The man was as 
quick as a cat. 
'Right, then,' he said, more to himself than to Brian. 'Let's just see what we're dealing with here, shall we?' 
5 
The cockpit was empty. Looking into it made Brian's arms and neck prickle with gooseflesh. It was all well 
and good to know that a 767 could fly thousands of miles on autopilot, using information which had been 
programmed into its inertial navigation system - God knew he had flown enough miles that way himself - 
but it was another to see two empty seats. That was what chilled him. He had never seen an empty in-flight 
cockpit during his entire career. 
He was seeing one now. The pilot's controls moved by themselves, making the infinitesimal corrections 
necessary to keep the plane on its plotted course to Boston. The board was green. The two small wings on 
the plane's attitude indicator were steady above the artificial horizon. Beyond the two small, slantedforward 
windows, a billion stars twinkled in an early-morning sky. 
'Oh. wow,' the teenaged girl said softly. 
'Coo-eee,' Nick said at the same moment. 'Look there, matey.' 
Nick was pointing at a half-empty cup of coffee on the service console beside the left arm of the pilot's seat. 
Next to the coffee was a Danish pastry with two bites gone. This brought Brian's dream back in a rush, and 
he shivered violently. 
'It happened fast, whatever it was,' Brian said. 'And look there. And there.' 
He pointed first to the seat of the pilot's chair and then to the floor by the co-pilot's scat. Two wristwatches 
glimmered in the lights of the controls, one a pressure-proof Rolex, the other a digital Pulsar. 
'If you want watches, you can take your pick,' a voice said from behind them. 'There's tons of them back 
there.' Brian looked over his shoulder and saw Albert Kaussner, looking neat and very young in his small 
black skull-cap and his Hard Rock Cafe tee-shirt. Standing beside him was the elderly gent in the fraying 
sport-coat. 
'Are there indeed?' Nick asked. For the first time he seemed to have lost his self-possession. 
'Watches, jewelry, and glasses,' Albert said. 'Also purses. But the weirdest thing is ... there's stuff I'm pretty 
sure came from inside people. Things like surgical pins and pacemakers.' 
Nick looked at Brian Engle. The Englishman had paled noticeably. 'I had been going on roughly the same 
assumption as our rude and loquacious friend,' he said. 'That the plane set down someplace, for some 
reason, while I was asleep. That most of the passengers - and the crew - were somehow offloaded.' 
'I would have woken the minute descent started,' Brian said. 'It's habit.' He found he could not take his eyes 
off the empty seats, the half-drunk cup of coffee, the half-eaten Danish. 
'Ordinarily, I'd say the same,' Nick agreed, 'so I decided my drink had been doped.' 
I don't know what this guy does for a living, Brian thought, but he sure doesn't sell used cars. 
'No one doped my drink,' Brian said, 'because I didn't have one.' 
'Neither did I,' Albert said. 
'In any case, there couldn't have been a landing and take-off while we were sleeping,' Brian told them. 'You 
can fly a plane on autopilot, and the Concorde can land on autopilot, but you need a human being to take 
one up.' 
'We didn't land, then,' Nick said. 
'Nope.' 
'So where did they go, Brian?' 
'I don't know,' Brian said. He moved to the pilot's chair and sat down. 
6 
Flight 29 was flying at 36,000 feet, just as Melanie Trevor had told him, on heading 090. An hour or two 
from now that would change as the plane doglegged further north. Brian took the navigator's chart book, 
looked at the airspeed indicator, and made a series of rapid calculations. Then he put on the headset. 
'Denver Center, this is American Pride Flight 29, over?' 
He flicked the toggle ... and heard nothing. Nothing at all. No static; no chatter; no ground control, no other 
planes. He checked the transponder setting: 7700, just as it should be. Then he flicked the toggle back to 
transmit again. 'Denver Center, come in please, this is American Pride Flight 29, repeat, American Pride 
Heavy, and I have a problem, Denver, I have a problem.' 
Flicked back the toggle to receive. Listened. 
Then Brian did something which made Albert 'Ace' Kaussner's heart begin to bump faster with fear: he hit 
the control panel just below the radio equipment with the heel of his hand. The Boeing 767 was a high-tech, 
state-of-the-art passenger plane. One did not try to make the equipment on such a plane operate in such a 
fashion. What the pilot had just done was what you did when the old Philco radio you bought for a buck at 
the Kiwanis Auction wouldn't play after you got it home. 
Brian tried Denver Center again. And got no response. No response at all. 
7 
To this moment, Brian had been dazed and terribly perplexed. Now he began to feel frightened - really 
frightened - as well. Up until now there had been no time to be scared. He wished that were still so ... but it 
wasn't. He flicked the radio to the emergency band and tried again. There was no response. This was the 
equivalent of dialing 911 in Manhattan and getting a recording which said everyone had left for the 
weekend. When you called for help on the emergency band, you always got a prompt response. 
Until now, at least, Brian thought. 
He switched to UNICOM, where private pilots obtained landing advisories at small airports. No response. 
He listened ... and heard nothing at all. Which just couldn't be. Private pilots chattered like grackles on a 
telephone line. The gal in the Piper wanted to know the weather. The guy in the Cessna would just flop 
back dead in his seat if he couldn't get someone to call his wife and tell her he was bringing home three 
extra for dinner. The guys in the Lear wanted the girl on the desk at the Arvada Airport to tell their charter 
passengers that they were going to be fifteen minutes late and to hold their water, they would still make the 
baseball game in Chicago on time. 
But none of that was there. All the grackles had flown, it seemed, and the telephone lines were bare. 
He flicked back to the FAA emergency band. 'Denver, come in! Come in right now! This is AP Flight 29, 
you answer me, goddammit!' 
Nick touched his shoulder. 'Easy, mate.' 
'The dog won't bark!' Brian said frantically. 'That's impossible, but that's what's happening! Christ, what did 
they do, have a fucking nuclear war?' 
'Easy,' Nick repeated. 'Steady down, Brian, and tell me what you mean, the dog won't bark.' 
'I mean Denver Control!' Brian said. 'That dog! I mean FAA Emergency! That dog! UNICOM, that dog, 
too! I've never -' 
He flicked another switch. 'Here,' he said, 'this is the medium shortwave band. They should be jumping all 
over each other like frogs on a hot sidewalk, but I can't pick up jack shit.' 
He flicked another switch, then looked up at Nick and Albert Kaussner, who had crowded in close. 'There's 
no VOR beacon out of Denver,' he said. 
'Meaning?' 
'Meaning I have no radio, I have no Denver navigation beacon, and my board says everything is just peachy 
keen. Which is crap. Got to be.' 
A terrible idea began to surface in his mind, coming up like a bloated corpse rising to the top of a river. 
'Hey, kid - look out the window. Left side of the plane. Tell me what you see.' 
Albert Kaussner looked out. He looked out for a long time. 'Nothing,' he said. 'Nothing at all. Just the last 
of the Rockies and the beginning of the plains.' 
'No lights?' 
'No.' 
Brian got up on legs which felt weak and watery. He stood looking down for a long time. 
At last Nick Hopewell said quietly, 'Denver's gone, isn't it?' 
Brian knew from the navigator's charts and his on-board navigational equipment that they should now be 
flying less than fifty miles south of Denver ... but below them he saw only the dark, featureless landscape 
that marked the beginning of the Great Plains. 
'Yes,' he said. 'Denver's gone.' 
8 
There was a moment of utter silence in the cockpit, and then Nick Hopewell turned to the peanut gallery, 
currently consisting of Albert, the man in the ratty sport-coat, and the young girl. Nick clapped his hands 
together briskly, like a kindergarten teacher. He sounded like one, too, when he spoke. 'All right, people! 
Back to your seats. I think we need a little quiet here.' 
'We are being quiet,' the girl objected, and reasonably enough. 
'I believe that what the gentleman actually means isn't quiet but a little privacy,' the man in the ratty sportcoat 
said. He spoke in cultured tones. but his soft, worried eyes were fixed on Brian. 
'That's exactly what I mean,' Nick agreed. 'Please?' 
'Is he going to be all right?' the man in the ratty sport-coat asked in a low voice. 'He looks rather upset.' 
Nick answered in the same confidential tone. 'Yes,' he said. 'He'll be fine. I'll see to it.' 
'Come on, children,' the man in the ratty sport-coat said. He put one arm around the girl's shoulders, the 
other around Albert's. 'Let's go back and sit down. Our pilot has work to do.' 
They need not have lowered their voices even temporarily as far as Brian Engle was concerned. He might 
have been a fish feeding in a stream while a small flock of birds passes overhead. The sound may reach the 
fish, but he certainly attaches no significance to it. Brian was busy working his way through the radio bands 
and switching from one navigational touchpoint to another. It was useless. No Denver; no Colorado 
Springs; no Omaha. All gone. 
He could feel sweat trickling down his cheeks like tears, could feel his shirt sticking to his back. 
I must smell like a pig, he thought, or a 
Then inspiration struck. He switched to the military-aircraft band, although regulations expressly forbade 
his doing so. The Strategic Air Command practically owned Omaha. They would not be off the air. They 
might tell him to get the fuck off their frequency, would probably threaten to report him to the FAA, but 
Brian would accept all this cheerfully. Perhaps he would be the first to tell them that the city of Denver had 
apparently gone on vacation. 
'Air Force Control, Air Force Control, this is American Pride Flight 29 and we have a problem here, a big 
problem here, do you read me? Over.' 
No dog barked there, either. 
That was when Brian felt something - something like a bolt - starting to give way deep inside his mind. 
That was when he felt his entire structure of organized thought begin to slide slowly toward some dark 
abyss. 
9 
Nick Hopewell clamped a hand on him then, high up on his shoulder, near the neck. Brian jumped in his 
seat and almost cried out aloud. He turned his head and found Nick's face less than three inches from his 
own. 
Now he'll grab my nose and start to twist it, Brian thought. 
Nick did not grab his nose. He spoke with quiet intensity, his eyes fixed unflinchingly on Brian's. 'I see a 
look in your eyes, my friend ... but I didn't need to see your eyes to know it was there. I can hear it in your 
voice and see it in the way you're sitting in your seat. Now listen to me, and listen well: panic is not 
allowed.' 
Brian stared at him, frozen by that blue gaze. 
'Do you understand me?' 
He spoke with great effort. 'They don't let guys do what I do for a living if they panic, Nick.' 
'I know that,' Nick said, 'but this is a unique situation. You need to remember, however, that there are a 
dozen or more people on this plane, and your job is the same as it ever was: to bring them down in one 
piece.' 
'You don't need to tell me what my job is!' Brian snapped. 
'I'm afraid I did,' Nick said, 'but you're looking a hundred per cent better now, I'm relieved to say.' 
Brian was doing more than looking better; he was starting to feel better again. Nick had stuck a pin into the 
most sensitive place - his sense of responsibility. Just where he meant to stick me, he thought. 
'What do you do for a living, Nick?' he asked a trifle shakily. 
Nick threw back his head and laughed. 'Junior attache, British embassy, old man.' 
'My aunt's hat.' 
Nick shrugged. 'Well ... that's what it says on my papers, and I reckon that's good enough. If they said 
anything else, I suppose it would be Her Majesty's Mechanic. I fix things that need fixing. Right now that 
means you.' 
'Thank you,' Brian said touchily, 'but I'm fixed.' 
'All right, then - what do you mean to do? Can you navigate without those ground-beam thingies? Can you 
avoid other planes?' 
'I can navigate just fine with on-board equipment,' Brian said. 'As for other planes -' He pointed at the radar 
screen. 'This bastard says there aren't any other planes.' 
'Could be there are, though,' Nick said softly. 'Could be that radio and radar conditions are snafued, at least 
for the time being. You mentioned nuclear war, Brian. I think if there had been a nuclear exchange, we'd 
know. But that doesn't mean there hasn't been some sort of accident. Are you familiar with the phenomenon 
called the electromagnetic pulse?' 
Brian thought briefly of Melanie Trevor. Oh, and we've had reports of the aurora borealis over the Mojave 
Desert. You might want to stay awake for that. 
Could that be it? Some freakish weather phenomenon? 
He supposed it was just possible. But, if so, how come he heard no static on the radio? How come there 
was no wave interference across the radar screen? Why just this dead blankness? And he didn't think the 
aurora borealis had been responsible for the disappearance of a hundred and fifty to two hundred 
passengers. 
'Well?' Nick asked. 
'You're some mechanic, Nick,' Brian said at last, 'but I don't think it's EMP. All on-board equipment - 
including the directional gear - seems to be working just fine.' He pointed to the digital compass readout. 'If 
we'd experienced an electromagnetic pulse, that baby would be all over the place. But it's holding dead 
steady.' 
'So. Do you intend to continue on to Boston?' 
Do you intend ... ? 
And with that, the last of Brian's panic drained away. That's right, he thought. I'm the captain of this ship 
now . . . and in the end, that's all it comes down to. You should have reminded me of that in the first place, 
my friend, and saved us both a lot of trouble. 
'Logan at dawn, with no idea what's going on in the country below us, or the rest of the world? No way.' 
'Then what is our destination? Or do you need time to consider that matter?' 
Brian didn't. And now the other things he needed to do began to click into place. 
'I know,' he said. 'And I think it's time to talk to the passengers. The few that are left, anyway.' 
He picked up the microphone, and that was when the bald man who had been sleeping in the business 
section poked his head into the cockpit. 'Would one of you gentlemen be so kind as to tell me what's 
happened to all the service personnel on this craft?' he asked querulously. 'I've had a very nice nap ... but 
now I'd like my dinner.' 
10 
Dinah Bellman felt much better. It was good to have other people around her, to feel their comforting 
presence. She was sitting in a small group with Albert Kaussner, Laurel Stevenson, and the man in the ratty 
sport-coat, who had introduced himself as Robert Jenkins. He was, he said, the author of more than forty 
mystery novels, and had been on his way to Boston to address a convention of mystery fans. 
'Now,' he said, 'I find myself involved in a mystery a good deal more extravagant than any I would ever 
have dared to write.' 
These four were sitting in the center section, near the head of the main cabin. The man in the crew-neck 
jersey sat in the starboard aisle, several rows down, holding a handkerchief to his nose (which had actually 
stopped bleeding several minutes ago) and fuming in solitary splendor. Don Gaffney sat nearby, keeping an 
uneasy watch on him. Gaffney had only spoken once, to ask Crew-Neck what his name was. Crew-Neck 
had not replied. He simply fixed Gaffney with a gaze of baleful intensity over the crumpled bouquet of his 
handkerchief. 
Gaffney had not asked again. 
'Does anyone have the slightest idea of what's going on here?' Laurel almost pleaded. 'I'm supposed to be 
starting my first real vacation in ten years tomorrow, and now this happens.' 
Albert happened to be looking directly at Miss Stevenson as she spoke. As she dropped the line about this 
being her first real vacation in ten years, he saw her eyes suddenly shift to the right and blink rapidly three 
or four times, as if a particle of dust had landed in one of them. An idea so strong it was a certainty rose in 
his mind: the lady was lying. For some reason, the lady was lying. He looked at her more closely and saw 
nothing really remarkable - a woman with a species of fading prettiness, a woman falling rapidly out of her 
twenties and toward middle age (and to Albert, thirty was definitely where middle age began), a woman 
who would soon become colorless and invisible. But she had color now; her cheeks flamed with it. He 
didn't know what the lie meant, but he could see that it had momentarily refreshed her prettiness and made 
her nearly beautiful. 
There's a lady who should lie more often, Albert thought. Then, before he or anyone else could reply to her, 
Brian's voice came from the overhead speakers. 
'Ladies and gentlemen, this is the captain.' 
'Captain my ass,' Crew-Neck snarled. 
'Shut up!' Gaffney exclaimed from across the aisle. 
Crew-Neck looked at him, startled, and subsided. 
'As you undoubtedly know, we have an extremely odd situation on our hands here,' Brian continued. 'You 
don't need me to explain it; you only have to look around yourselves to understand.' 
'I don't understand anything,' Albert muttered. 
'I know a few other things, as well. They won't exactly make your day, I'm afraid, but since we're in this 
together, I want to be as frank as I possibly can. I have no cockpit-to-ground communication. And about 
five minutes ago we should have been able to see the lights of Denver clearly from the airplane. We 
couldn't. The only conclusion I'm willing to draw right now is that somebody down there forgot to pay the 
electricity bill. And until we know a little more, I think that's the only conclusion any of us should draw.' 
He paused. Laurel was holding Dinah's hand. Albert produced a low, awed whistle. Robert Jenkins, the 
mystery writer, was staring dreamily into space with his hands resting on his thighs. 
'All of that is the bad news,' Brian went on. 'The good news is this: the plane is undamaged, we have plenty 
of fuel, and I'm qualified to fly this make and model. Also to land it. I think we'll all agree that landing 
safely is our first priority. There isn't a thing we can do until we accomplish that, and I want you to rest 
assured that it will be done. 
'The last thing I want to pass on to you is that our destination will now be Bangor, Maine.' 
Crew-Neck sat up with a jerk. 'Whaaat?' he bellowed. 
'Our in-flight navigation equipment is in five-by-five working order, but I can't say the same for the 
navigational beams - VOR - which we also use. Under these circumstances, I have elected not to enter 
Logan airspace. I haven't been able to raise anyone, in air or on ground, by radio. The aircraft's radio 
equipment appears to be working, but I don't feel I can depend on appearances in the current circumstances. 
Bangor International Airport has the following advantages: the short approach is over land rather than 
water; air traffic at our ETA, about 8:30 A.M., will be much lighter - assuming there's any at all; and BIA, 
which used to be Dow Air Force Base, has the longest commercial runway on the East Coast of the United 
States. Our British and French friends land the Concorde there when they can't get into New York.' 
Crew-Neck bawled: 'I have an important business meeting at the Pru this morning at nine o'clock AND I 
FORBID YOU TO FLY INTO SOME DIPSHIT MAINE AIRPORT!' 
Dinah jumped and then cringed away from the sound of Crew-Neck's voice, pressing her cheek against the 
side of Laurel Stevenson's breast. She was not crying - not yet, anyway - but Laurel felt her chest begin to 
hitch. 
'DO YOU HEAR ME?' Crew-Neck was bellowing. 'I AM DUE IN BOSTON TO DISCUSS AN 
UNUSUALLY LARGE BOND TRANSACTION, AND I HAVE EVERY INTENTION OF ARRIVING AT 
THAT MEETING ON TIME!' He unlatched his seatbelt and began to stand up. His cheeks were red, his 
brow waxy white. There was a blank look in his eyes which Laurel found extremely frightening. 'Do You 
UNDERSTA -' 
'Please,' Laurel said. 'Please, mister, you're scaring the little girl.' 
Crew-Neck turned his head and that unsettling blank gaze fell on her. Laurel could have waited. 'SCARING 
THE LITTLE GIRL? WE'RE DIVERTING TO SOME TINPOT, CHICKEN-SHIT AIRPORT IN THE 
MIDDLE OF NOWHERE, AND ALL YOU'VE GOT TO WORRY ABOUT IS -' 
'Sit down and shut up or I'll pop you one,' Gaffney said, standing up. He had at least twenty years on Crew- 
Neck, but he was heavier and much broader through the chest. He had rolled the sleeves of his red flannel 
shirt to the elbows, and when he clenched his hands into fists, the muscles in his forearms bunched. He 
looked like a lumberjack just starting to soften into retirement. 
Crew-Neck's upper lip pulled back from his teeth. This doglike grimace scared Laurel, because she didn't 
believe the man in the crew-neck jersey knew he was making a face. She was the first of them to wonder if 
this man might not be crazy. 
'I don't think you could do it alone, pops,' he said. 
'He won't have to.' It was the bald man from the business section. 'I'll take a swing at you myself, if you 
don't shut up.' 
Albert Kaussner mustered all his courage and said, 'So will I, you putz.' 
Saying it was a great relief. He felt like one of the guys at the Alamo, stepping over the line Colonel Travis 
had drawn in the dirt. 
Crew-Neck looked around. His lip rose and fell again in that queer, doglike snarl. 'I see. I see. You're all 
against me. Fine.' He sat down and stared at them truculently. 'But if you knew anything about the market 
in South American bonds -' He didn't finish. There was a cocktail napkin sitting on the arm of the seat next 
to him. He picked it up, looked at it, and began to pluck at it. 
'Doesn't have to be this way,' Gaffney said. 'I wasn't born a hardass, mister, and I ain't one by inclination, 
either.' He was trying to sound pleasant, Laurel thought, but wariness showed through, perhaps anger as 
well. 'You ought to just relax and take it easy. Look on the bright side! The airline'll probably refund your 
full ticket price on this trip.' 
Crew-Neck cut his eyes briefly in Don Gaffney's direction, then looked back at the cocktail napkin. He quit 
plucking it and began to tear it into long strips. 
'Anyone here know how to run that little oven in the galley?' Baldy asked, as if nothing had happened. 'I 
want my dinner.' 
No one answered. 
'I didn't think so,' the bald man said sadly. 'This is the era of specialization. A shameful time to be alive.' 
With this philosophical pronouncement, Baldy retreated once more to business class. 
Laurel looked down and saw that, below the rims of the dark glasses with their jaunty red plastic frames, 
Dinah Bellman's cheeks were wet with tears. Laurel forgot some of her own fear and perplexity, at least 
temporarily, and hugged the little girl. 'Don't cry, honey - that man was just upset. He's better now.' 
If you call sitting there and looking hypnotized while you tear a paper napkin into teeny shreds better, she 
thought. 
'I'm scared,' Dinah whispered. 'We all look like monsters to that man.' 
'No, I don't think so,' Laurel said, surprised and a little taken aback. 'Why would you think a thing like 
that?' 
'I don't know,' Dinah said. She liked this woman - had liked her from the instant she heard her voice - but 
she had no intention of telling Laurel that for just a moment she had seen them all, herself included, looking 
back at the man with the loud voice. She had been inside the man with the loud voice - his name was Mr 
Tooms or Mr Tunney or something like that - and to him they looked like a bunch of evil, selfish trolls. 
If she told Miss Lee something like that, Miss Lee would think she was crazy. Why would this woman, 
whom Dinah had just met, think any different? 
So Dinah said nothing. 
Laurel kissed the girl's cheek. The skin was hot beneath her lips. 'Don't be scared, honey. We're going along 
just as smooth as can be - can't you feel it? -and in just a few hours we'll be safe on the ground again.' 
'That's good. I want my Aunt Vicky, though. Where is she, do you think?' 
'I don't know, hon,' Laurel said. 'I wish I did.' 
Dinah thought again of the faces the yelling man saw: evil faces, cruel faces. She thought of her own face 
as he perceived it, a piggish baby face with the eyes hidden behind huge black lenses. Her courage broke 
then, and she began to weep in hoarse racking sobs that hurt Laurel's heart. She held the girl, because it was 
the only thing she could think of to do, and soon she was crying herself. They cried together for nearly five 
minutes, and then Dinah began to calm again. Laurel looked over at the slim young boy, whose name was 
either Albert or Alvin, she could not remember which, and saw that his eyes were also wet. He caught her 
looking and glanced hastily down at his hands. 
Dinah fetched one final gasping sob and then just lay with her head pillowed against Laurel's breast. 'I 
guess crying won't help, huh?' 
'No, I guess not,' Laurel agreed. 'Why don't you try going to sleep, Dinah?' 
Dinah sighed - a watery, unhappy sound. 'I don't think I can. I was asleep.' 
Tell me about it, Laurel thought. And Flight 29 continued east at 36,000 feet, flying at over five hundred 
miles an hour above the dark midsection of America. 
CHAPTER 3 
The Deductive Method. Accidents and 
Statistics. Speculative Possibilities. 
Pressure in the Trenches. Bethany's 
Problem. The Descent Begins. 
1 
'That little girl said something interesting an hour or so ago,' Robert Jenkins said suddenly. 
The little girl in question had gone to sleep again in the meantime, despite her doubts about her ability to do 
so. Albert Kaussner had also been nodding, perchance to return once more to those mythic streets of 
Tombstone. He had taken his violin case down from the overhead compartment and was holding it across 
his lap. 
'Huh!' he said, and straightened up. 
'I'm sorry,' Jenkins said. 'Were you dozing?' 
'Nope,' Albert said. 'Wide awake.' He turned two large, bloodshot orbs on Jenkins to prove this. A darkish 
shadow lay under each. Jenkins thought he looked a little like a raccoon which has been startled while 
raiding garbage cans. 'What did she say?' 
'She told Miss Stevenson she didn't think she could get back to sleep because she had been sleeping. 
Earlier.' 
Albert gazed at Dinah for a moment. 'Well, she's out now,' he said. 
'I see she is, but that is not the point, dear boy. Not the point at all.' 
Albert considered telling Mr Jenkins that Ace Kaussner, the fastest Hebrew west of the Mississippi and the 
only Texan to survive the Battle of the Alamo, did not much cotton to being called dear boy, and decided to 
let it pass ... at least for the time being. 'Then what is the point?' 
'I was also asleep. Corked off even before the captain - our original captain, I mean - turned off the NO 
SMOKING light. I've always been that way. Trains, busses, planes - I drift off like a baby the minute they 
turn on the motors. What about you, dear boy?' 
What about me what?' 
Were you asleep? You were, weren't you?' 
'Well, yeah.' 
We were all asleep. The people who disappeared were all awake.' 
Albert thought about this. 'Well ... maybe.' 
'Nonsense,' Jenkins said almost jovially. 'I write mysteries for a living. Deduction is my bread and butter, 
you might say. Don't you think that if someone had been awake when all those people were eliminated, that 
person would have screamed bloody murder, waking the rest of us?' 
'I guess so,' Albert agreed thoughtfully. 'Except maybe for that guy all the way in the back. I don't think an 
air-raid siren would wake that guy up.' 
'All right; your exception is duly noted. But no one screamed, did they? And no one has offered to tell the 
rest of us what happened. So I deduce that only waking passengers were subtracted. Along with the flight 
crew, of course.' 
'Yeah. Maybe so.' 
'You look troubled, dear boy. Your expression says that, despite its charms, the idea does not scan perfectly 
for you. May I ask why not? Have I missed something?' Jenkins's expression said he didn't believe that was 
possible, but that his mother had raised him to be polite. 
'I don't know,' Albert said honestly. 'How many of us are there? Eleven?' 
'Yes. Counting the fellow in the back - the one who is comatose - we number eleven.' 
'If you're right, shouldn't there be more of us?' 
'Why?' 
But Albert fell silent, struck by a sudden, vivid image from his childhood. He had been raised in a 
theological twilight zone by parents who were not Orthodox but who were not agnostics, either. He and his 
brothers had grown up observing most of the dietary traditions (or laws, or whatever they were), they had 
had their Bar Mitzvalis, and they had been raised to know who they were, where they came from, and what 
that was supposed to mean. And the story Albert remembered most clearly from his childhood visits to 
temple was the story of the final plague which had been visited on Pharaoh - the gruesome tribute exacted 
by God's dark angel of the morning. 
In his mind's eye he now saw that angel moving not over Egypt but through Flight 29, gathering most of 
the passengers to its terrible breast ... not because they had neglected to daub their lintels (or their seatbacks, 
perhaps) with the blood of a lamb, but because ... 
Why? Because why? 
Albert didn't know, but he shivered just the same. And wished that creepy old story had never occurred to 
him. Let my Frequent Fliers go, he thought. Except it wasn't funny. 
'Albert?' Mr Jenkins's voice seemed to come from a long way off. 'Albert, are you all right?' 
'Yes. just thinking.' He cleared his throat. 'If all the sleeping passengers were, you know, passed over, 
there'd be at least sixty of us. Maybe more. I mean, this is the red-eye.' 
'Dear boy, have you ever -' 
'Could you call me Albert, Mr Jenkins? That's my name.' 
Jenkins patted Albert's shoulder. 'I'm sorry. Really. I don't mean to be patronizing. I'm upset, and when I'm 
upset, I have a tendency to retreat ... like a turtle pulling his head back into his shell. Only what I retreat 
into is fiction. I believe I was playing Philo Vance. He's a detective - a great detective - created by the late 
S. S. Van Dyne. I suppose you've never read him. Hardly anyone does these days, which is a pity. At any 
rate, I apologize.' 
'It's okay,' Albert said uncomfortably. 
'Albert you are and Albert you shall be from now on,' Robert Jenkins promised. 'I started to ask if you've 
ever taken the red-eye before.' 
'No. I've never even flown across the country before.' 
'Well, I have. Many times. On a few occasions I have even gone against my natural inclination and stayed 
awake for awhile. Mostly when I was a younger man and the flights were noisier. Having said that much, I 
may as well date myself outrageously by admitting that my first coast-to-coast trip was on a TWA prop-job 
that made two stops ... to refuel.' 
'My observation is that very few people go to sleep on such flights during the first hour or so ... and then 
just about everyone goes to sleep. During that first hour, people occupy themselves with looking at the 
scenery, talking with their spouses or their travelling companions, having a drink or two -' 
'Settling in, you mean,' Albert suggested. What Mr Jenkins was saying made perfect sense to him, although 
he had done precious little settling in himself; he had been so excited about his coming journey and the new 
life which would be waiting for him that he had hardly slept at all during the last couple of nights. As a 
result, he had gone out like a light almost as soon as the 767 left the ground. 
'Making little nests for themselves,' Jenkins agreed. 'Did you happen to notice the drinks trolley outside the 
cockpit, dea - Albert?' 
'I saw it was there,' Albert agreed. 
Jenkins's eyes shone. 'Yes indeed - it was either see it or fall over it. But did you really notice it?' 
'I guess not, if you saw something I didn't.' 
'It's not the eye that notices, but the mind, Albert. The trained deductive mind. I'm no Sherlock Holmes, but 
I did notice that it had just been taken out of the small closet in which it is stored, and that the used glasses 
from the pre-flight service were still stacked on the bottom shelf. From this I deduce the following: the 
plane took off uneventfully, it climbed toward its cruising altitude, and the autopilot device was fortunately 
engaged. Then the captain turned off the seatbelt light. This would all be about thirty minutes into the 
flight, if I'm reading the signs correctly - about 1:00 A.M., PDT. 
When the seatbelt light was turned out, the stewardesses arose and began their first task - cocktails for 
about one hundred and fifty at about 24,000 feet and rising. The pilot, meanwhile, has programmed the 
autopilot to level the plane off at 36,000 feet and fly east on heading thus-and-such. A few passengers - 
eleven of us, in fact - have fallen asleep. Of the rest, some are dozing, perhaps (but not deeply enough to 
save them from whatever happened), and the rest are all wide awake.' 
'Building their nests,' Albert said. 
'Exactly! Building their nests!' Jenkins paused and then added, not without some melodrama: 'And then it 
happened!' 
'What happened, Mr Jenkins?' Albert asked. 'Do you have any ideas about that?' 
Jenkins did not answer for a long time, and when he finally did, a lot of the fun had gone out of his voice. 
Listening to him, Albert understood for the first time that, beneath the slightly theatrical veneer, Robert 
Jenkins was as frightened as Albert was himself. He found he did not mind this; it made the elderly mystery 
writer in his running-to-seed sport-coat seem more real. 
'The locked-room mystery is the tale of deduction at its most pure,' Jenkins said. 'I've written a few of them 
myself - more than a few, to be completely honest -but I never expected to be a part of one.' 
Albert looked at him and could think of no reply. He found himself remembering a Sherlock Holmes story 
called 'The Speckled Band.' In that story a poisonous snake had gotten into the famous locked room 
through a ventilating duct. The immortal Sherlock hadn't even had to wake up all his brain-cells to solve 
that one. 
But even if the overhead luggage compartments of Flight 29 had been filled with poisonous snakes - stuffed 
with them - where were the bodies? Where were the bodies? Fear began to creep into him again, seeming to 
flow up his legs toward his vitals. He reflected that he had never felt less like that famous gunslinger Ace 
Kaussner in his whole life. 
'If it were just the plane,' Jenkins went on softly, 'I suppose I could come up with a scenario - it is, after all, 
how I have been earning my daily bread for the last twenty-five years or so. Would you like to hear one 
such scenario?' 
'Sure,' Albert said. 
'Very well. Let us say that some shadowy government organization like The Shop has decided to carry out 
an experiment, and we are the test subjects. The purpose of such an experiment, given the circumstances, 
might be to document the effects of severe mental and emotional stress on a number of average Americans. 
They, the scientists running the experiment, load the airplane's oxygen system with some sort of odorless 
hypnotic drug 
'Are there such things?' Albert asked, fascinated. 
'There are indeed,' Jenkins said. 'Diazaline, for one. Methoprominol, for another. I remember when readers 
who liked to think of themselves as "serious-minded" laughed at Sax Rohmer's Fu Manchu novels. They 
called them panting melodrama at its most shameful.' Jenkins shook his head slowly. 'Now, thanks to 
biological research and the paranoia of alphabet agencies like the CIA and the DIA, we're living in a world 
that could be Sax Rohmer's worst nightmare. 
'Diazaline, which is actually a nerve gas, would be best. It's supposed to be very fast. After it is released 
into the air, everyone falls asleep, except for the pilot, who is breathing uncontaminated air through a mask.' 
'But -' Albert began. 
Jenkins smiled and raised a hand. 'I know what your objection is, Albert, and I can explain it. Allow me?' 
Albert nodded. 
'The pilot lands the plane - at a secret airstrip in Nevada, let us say. The passengers who were awake when 
the gas was released - and the stewardesses, of course - are off-loaded by sinister men wearing white 
Andromeda Strain suits. The passengers who were asleep - you and I among them, my young friend - 
simply go on sleeping, only a little more deeply than before. The pilot then returns Flight 29 to its proper 
altitude and heading. He engages the autopilot. As the plane reaches the Rockies, the effects of the gas 
begin to wear off. Diazaline is a so-called clear drug, one that leaves no appreciable after-effects. No 
hangover, in other words. Over his intercom, the pilot can hear the little blind girl crying out for her aunt. 
He knows she will wake the others. The experiment is about to commence. So he gets up and leaves the 
cockpit, closing the door behind him.' 
'How could he do that? There's no knob on the outside.' 
Jenkins waved a dismissive hand. 'Simplest thing in the world, Albert. He uses a strip of adhesive tape, 
sticky side out. Once the door latches from the inside, it's locked.' 
A smile of admiration began to overspread Albert's face - and then it froze. 'In that case, the pilot would be 
one of us,' he said. 
'Yes and no. In my scenario, Albert, the pilot is the pilot. The pilot who just happened to be on board, 
supposedly deadheading to Boston. The pilot who was sitting in first class, less than thirty feet from the 
cockpit door, when the manure hit the fan.' 
'Captain Engle,' Albert said in a low, horrified voice. 
Jenkins replied in the pleased but complacent tone of a geometry professor who has just written QED 
below the proof of a particularly difficult theorem. 'Captain Engle,' he agreed. 
Neither of them noticed Crew-Neck looking at them with glittering, feverish eyes. Now Crew-Neck took 
the in-flight magazine from the seatpocket in front of him, pulled off the cover, and began to tear it in long, 
slow strips. He let them flutter to the floor, where they joined the shreds of the cocktail napkin around his 
brown loafers. His lips were moving soundlessly. 
2 
Had Albert been a student of the New Testament, he would have understood how Saul, that most zealous 
persecutor of the early Christians, must have felt when the scales fell from his eyes on the road to 
Damascus. He stared at Robert Jenkins with shining enthusiasm, every vestige of sleepiness banished from 
his brain. 
Of course, when you thought about it - or when somebody like Mr Jenkins, who was clearly a real head, 
ratty sport-coat or no ratty sport-coat, thought about it for you - it was just too big and too obvious to miss. 
Almost the entire cast and crew of American Pride's Flight 29 had disappeared between the Mojave Desert 
and the Great Divide ... but one of the few survivors just happened to be -surprise, surprise! - another 
American Pride pilot who was, in his own words, 'qualified to fly this make and model - also to land it.' 
Jenkins had been watching Albert closely, and now he smiled. There wasn't much humor in that smile. 'It's 
a tempting scenario,' he said, 'isn't it?' 
'We'll have to capture him as soon as we land,' Albert said, scraping one hand feverishly up the side of his 
face. 'You, me, Mr Gaffney, and that British guy. He looks tough. Only ... what if the Brit's in on it, too? He 
could be Captain Engle's, you know, bodyguard. Just in case someone figured things out the way you did.' 
Jenkins opened his mouth to reply, but Albert rushed on before he could. 
'We'll just have to put the arm on them both. Somehow.' He offered Mr Jenkins a narrow smile - an Ace 
Kaussner smile. Cool, tight, dangerous. The smile of a man who is faster than blue blazes, and knows it. 'I 
may not be the world's smartest guy, Mr Jenkins, but I'm nobody's lab rat.' 
'But it doesn't stand up, you know,' Jenkins said mildly. 
Albert blinked. 'What?' 
'The scenario I just outlined for you. It doesn't stand up.' 
'But - you said -' 
'I said if it were just the plane, I could come up with a scenario. And I did. A good one. If it was a book 
idea, I'll bet my agent could sell it. Unfortunately, it isn't just the plane. Denver might still have been down 
there, but all the lights were off if it was. I have been coordinating our route of travel with my wristwatch, 
and I can tell you now that it's not just Denver, either. Omaha, Des Moines - no sign of them down there in 
the dark, my boy. I have seen no lights at all, in fact. No farmhouses, no grain storage and shipping 
locations, no interstate turnpikes. Those things show up at night, you know -with the new high-intensity 
lighting, they show up very well, even when one is almost six miles up. The land is utterly dark. Now I can 
believe that there might be a government agency unethical enough to drug us all in order to observe our 
reactions. Hypothetically, at least. What I cannot believe is that even The Shop could have persuaded 
everyone over our flight-path to turn off their lights in order to reinforce the illusion that we are all alone.' 
'Well ... maybe it's all a fake,' Albert suggested. 'Maybe we're really still on the ground and everything we 
can see outside the window is, you know, projected. I saw a movie something like that once.' 
Jenkins shook his head slowly, regretfully. 'I'm sure it was an interesting film, but I don't believe it would 
work in real life. Unless our theoretical secret agency has perfected some sort of ultra-wide-screen 3-D 
projection, I think not. Whatever is happening is not just going on inside this plane, Albert, and that is 
where deduction breaks down.' 
'But the pilot!' Albert said wildly. 'What about him just happening to be here at the right place and time?' 
'Are you a baseball fan, Albert?' 
'Huh? No. I mean, sometimes I watch the Dodgers on TV, but not really.' 
'Well, let me tell you what may be the most amazing statistic ever recorded in a game which thrives on 
statistics. In 1957, Ted Williams reached base on sixteen consecutive at-bats. This streak encompassed six 
baseball games. In 1941, Joe DiMaggio batted safely in fifty-six straight games, but the odds against what 
DiMaggio did pale next to the odds against Williams's accomplishment, which have been put somewhere in 
the neighborhood of two billion to one. Baseball fans like to say DiMaggio's streak will never be equalled. I 
disagree. But I'd be willing to bet that, if they're still playing baseball a thousand years from now, 
Williams's sixteen on-bases in a row will still stand.' 
'All of which means what?' 
'It means that I believe Captain Engle's presence on board tonight is nothing more or less than an accident, 
like Ted Williams's sixteen consecutive on-bases. And, considering our circumstances, I'd say it's a very 
lucky accident indeed. If life was like a mystery novel, Albert, where coincidence is not allowed and the 
odds are never beaten for long, it would be a much tidier business. I've found, though, that in real life 
coincidence is not the exception but the rule.' 
'Then what is happening?' Albert whispered. 
Jenkins uttered a long, uneasy sigh. 'I'm the wrong person to ask, I'm afraid. It's too bad Larry Niven or 
John Varley isn't on board.' 
'Who are those guys?' 
'Science-fiction writers,' Jenkins said. 
3 
'I don't suppose you read science fiction, do you?' Nick Hopewell asked suddenly. Brian turned around to 
look at him. Nick had been sitting quietly in the navigator's seat since Brian had taken control of Flight 29, 
almost two hours ago now. He had listened wordlessly as Brian continued trying to reach someone -anyone 
- on the ground or in the air. 
'I was crazy about it as a kid,' Brian said. 'You?' 
Nick smiled. 'Until I was eighteen or so, I firmly believed that the Holy Trinity consisted of Robert 
Heinlein, John Christopher, and John Wyndham. I've been sitting here and running all those old stories 
through my head, matey. And thinking about such exotic things as time-warps and space-warps and alien 
raiding parties.' 
Brian nodded. He felt relieved; it was good to know he wasn't the only one who was thinking crazy 
thoughts. 
'I mean, we don't really have any way of knowing if anything is left down there, do we?' 
'No,' Brian said. 'We don't.' 
Over Illinios, low-lying clouds had blotted out the dark bulk of the earth far below the plane. He was sure it 
still was the earth - the Rockies had looked reassuringly familiar, even from 36,000 feet - but beyond that 
he was sure of nothing. And the cloud cover might hold all the way to Bangor. With Air Traffic Control out 
of commission, he had no real way of knowing. Brian had been playing with a number of scenarios, and the 
most unpleasant of the lot was this: that they would come out of the clouds and discover that every sign of 
human life - including the airport where he hoped to land - was gone. Where would he put this bird down 
then? 
'I've always found waiting the hardest part,' Nick said. 
The hardest part of what? Brian wondered, but he did not ask. 
'Suppose you took us down to 5,000 feet or so?' Nick proposed suddenly. 'Just for a quick look-see. Perhaps 
the sight of a few small towns and interstate highways will set our minds at rest.' 
Brian had already considered this idea. Had considered it with great longing. 'It's tempting,' he said, 'but I 
can't do it.' 
'Why not?' 
'The passengers are still my first responsibility, Nick. They'd probably panic, even if I explained what I was 
going to do in advance. I'm thinking of our loudmouth friend with the pressing appointment at the Pru in 
particular. The one whose nose you twisted.' 
'I can handle him,' Nick replied. 'Any others who cut up rough, as well.' 
'I'm sure you can,' Brian said, 'but I still see no need of scaring them unnecessarily. And we will find out, 
eventually. We can't stay up here forever, you know.' 
'Too true, matey,' Nick said dryly. 
'I might do it anyway, if I could be sure I could get under the cloud cover at 4000 or 5000 feet, but with no 
ATC and no other planes to talk to, I can't be sure. I don't even know for sure what the weather's like down 
there, and I'm not talking about normal stuff, either. You can laugh at me if you want to -' 
'I'm not laughing, matey. I'm not even close to laughing. Believe me.' 
'Well, suppose we have gone through a time-warp, like in a science-fiction story? What if I took us down 
through the clouds and we got one quick look at a bunch of brontosauruses grazing in some Farmer John's 
field before we were torn apart by a cyclone or fried in an electrical storm?' 
'Do you really think that's possible?' Nick asked. Brian looked at him closely to see if the question was 
sarcastic. It didn't appear to be, but it was hard to tell. The British were famous for their dry sense of 
humor, weren't they? 
Brian started to tell him he had once seen something just like that on an old Twilight Zone episode and then 
decided it wouldn't help his credibility at all. 'It's pretty unlikely, I suppose, but you get the idea - we just 
don't know what we're dealing with. We might hit a brand-new mountain in what used to be upstate New 
York. Or another plane. Hell - maybe even a rocket-shuttle. After all, if it's a time-warp, we could as easily 
be in the future as in the past. ' 
Nick looked out through the window. 'We seem to have the sky pretty much to ourselves.' 
'Up here, that's true. Down there, who knows? And who knows is a very dicey situation for an airline pilot. 
I intend to overfly Bangor when we get there, if these clouds still hold. I'll take us out over the Atlantic and 
drop under the ceiling as we head back. Our odds will be better if we make our initial descent over water.' 
'So for now, we just go on.' 
'Right.' 
'And wait.' 
'Right again.' 
Nick sighed. 'Well, you're the captain.' 
Brian smiled. 'That's three in a row.' 
4 
Deep in the trenches carved into the floors of the Pacific and the Indian Oceans, there are fish which live 
and die without ever seeing or sensing the sun. These fabulous creatures cruise the depths like ghostly 
balloons, lit from within by their own radiance. Although they look delicate, they are actually marvels of 
biological design, built to withstand pressures that would squash a man as flat as a windowpane in the blink 
of an eye. Their great strength, however, is also their great weakness. Prisoners of their own alien bodies, 
they are locked forever in their dark depths. If they are captured and drawn toward the surface, toward the 
sun, they simply explode. It is not external pressure that destroys them, but its absence. 
Craig Toomy had been raised in his own dark trench, had lived in his own atmosphere of high pressure. His 
father had been an executive in the Bank of America, away from home for long stretches of time, a 
caricature type-A overachiever. He drove his only child as furiously and as unforgivingly as he drove 
himself. The bedtime stories he told Craig in Craig's early years terrified the boy. Nor was this surprising, 
because terror was exactly the emotion Roger Toomy meant to awaken in the boy's breast. These tales 
concerned themselves, for the most part, with a race of monstrous beings called the langoliers. 
Their job, their mission in life (in the world of Roger Toomy, everything had a job, everything had serious 
work to do), was to prey on lazy, time-wasting children. By the time he was seven, Craig was a dedicated 
type-A overachiever, just like Daddy. He had made up his mind: the langoliers were never going to get 
him. 
A report card which did not contain all A's was an unacceptable report card. An A- was the subject of a 
lecture fraught with dire warnings of what life would be like digging ditches or emptying garbage cans, and 
a B resulted in punishment - most commonly confinement to his room for a week. During that week, Craig 
was allowed out only for school and for meals. There was no time off for good behavior. On the other hand, 
extraordinary achievement - the time Craig won the tri-school decathlon, for instance - warranted no 
corresponding praise. When Craig showed his father the medal which had been awarded him on that 
occasion - in an assembly before the entire student body - his father glanced at it, grunted once, and went 
back to his newspaper. Craig was nine years old when his father died of a heart attack. He was actually sort 
of relieved that the Bank of America's answer to General Patton was gone. 
His mother was an alcoholic whose drinking had been controlled only by her fear of the man she had 
married. Once Roger Toomy was safely in the ground, where he could no longer search out her bottles and 
break them, or slap her and tell her to get hold of herself, for God's sake, Catherine Toomy began her life's 
work in earnest. She alternately smothered her son with affection and froze him with rejection, depending 
on how much gin was currently perking through her bloodstream. Her behavior was often odd and 
sometimes bizarre. On the day Craig turned ten, she placed a wooden kitchen match between two of his 
toes, lit it, and sang 'Happy Birthday to You' while it burned slowly down toward his flesh. She told him 
that if he tried to shake it out or kick it loose, she would take him to THE ORPHAN'S HOME at once. The 
threat of THE ORPHAN'S HOME was a frequent one when Catherine Toomy was loaded. 'I ought to, 
anyway,' she told him as she lit the match which stuck up between her weeping son's toes like a skinny 
birthday candle. 'You're just like your father. He didn't know how to have fun, and neither do you. You're a 
bore, Craiggy-weggy.' She finished the song and blew out the match before the skin of Craig's second and 
third right toes was more than singed, but Craig never forgot the yellow flame, the curling, blackening stick 
of wood, and the growing heat as his mother warbled 'Happy birthday, dear Craiggy-weggy, happy birthday 
to yoooou' in her droning, off-key drunk's voice. 
Pressure. 
Pressure in the trenches. 
Craig Toomy continued to get all A's, and he continued to spend a lot of time in his room. The place which 
had been his Coventry had become his refuge. Mostly he studied there, but sometimes - when things were 
going badly, when he felt pressed to the wall - he would take one piece of notepaper after another and tear 
them into narrow strips. He would let them flutter around his feet in a growing drift while his eyes stared 
out blankly into space. But these blank periods were not frequent. Not then. 
He graduated valedictorian from high school. His mother didn't come. She was drunk. He graduated ninth 
in his class from the UCLA Graduate School of Management. His mother didn't come. She was dead. In the 
dark trench which existed in the center of his own heart, Craig was quite sure that the langoliers had finally 
come for her. 
Craig went to work for the Desert Sun Banking Corporation of California as part of the executive training 
program. He did very well, which was not surprising; Craig Toomy had been built, after all, to get all A's, 
built to thrive under the pressures which exist in the deep fathoms. And sometimes, following some small 
reverse at work (and in those days, only five short years ago, all the reverses had been small ones), he 
would go back to his apartment in Westwood, less than half a mile from the condo Brian Engle would 
occupy following his divorce, and tear small strips of paper for hours at a time. The paper-tearing episodes 
were gradually becoming more frequent. 
During those five years, Craig ran the corporate fast truck like a greyhound chasing a mechanical rabbit. 
Water-cooler gossips speculated that he might well become the youngest vice-president in Desert Sun's 
glorious forty-year history. But some fish are built to rise just so far and no further; they explode if they 
transgress their built-in limits. 
Eight months ago, Craig Toomy had been put in sole charge of his first big project - the corporate 
equivalent of a master's thesis. This project was created by the bonds department. Bonds - foreign bonds 
and junk bonds (they were frequently the same) - were Craig's specialty. This project proposed buying a 
limited number of questionable South American bonds - sometimes called Bad Debt Bonds - on a carefully 
set schedule. The theory behind these buys was sound enough, given the limited insurance on them that was 
available, and the much larger tax-breaks available on turn-overs resulting in a profit (Uncle Sam was 
practically falling all over himself to keep the complex structure of South American indebtedness from 
collapsing like a house of cards). It just had to be done carefully. 
Craig Toomy had presented a daring plan which raised a good many eyebrows. It centered upon a large buy 
of various Argentinian bonds, generally considered to be the worst of a bad lot. Craig had argued forcefully 
and persuasively for his plan, producing facts, figures, and projections to prove his contention that 
Argentinian bonds were a good deal more solid than they looked. In one bold stroke, he argued, Desert Sun 
could become the most important - and richest - buyer of foreign bonds in the American West. The money 
they made, he said, would be a lot less important than the long-run credibility they would establish. 
After a good deal of discussion - some of it hot - Craig's take on the project got a green light. Tom Holby, a 
senior vice-president, had drawn Craig aside after the meeting to offer congratulations ... and a word of 
warning. 'If this comes off the way you expect at the end of the fiscal year, you're going to be everyone's 
fair-haired boy. If it doesn't, you are going to find yourself in a very windy place, Craig. I'd suggest that the 
next few months might be a good time to build a storm-shelter.' 
'I won't need a storm-shelter, Mr Holby,' Craig said confidently. 'After this, what I'll need is a hang-glider. 
This is going to be the bond-buy of the century -like finding diamonds at a barn-sale. Just wait and see.' 
He had gone home early that night, and as soon as his apartment door was closed and triple-locked behind 
him, the confident smile had slipped from his face. What replaced it was that unsettling look of blankness. 
He had bought the news magazines on the way home. He took them into the kitchen, squared them up 
neatly in front of him on the table, and began to rip them into long, narrow strips. He went on doing this for 
over six hours. He ripped until Newsweek, Time, and US News & World Report lay in shreds on the floor 
all around him. His Gucci loafers were buried. He looked like the lone survivor of an explosion in a 
tickertape factory. 
The bonds he had proposed buying - the Argentinian bonds in particular - were a much higher risk than he 
had let on. He had pushed his proposal through by exaggerating some facts, suppressing others ... and even 
making some up out of whole cloth. Quite a few of these latter, actually. Then he had gone home, ripped 
strips of paper for hours, and wondered why he had done it. He did not know about the fish that exist in 
trenches, living their lives and dying their deaths without ever seeing the sun. He did not know that there 
are both fish and men whose bete notre is not pressure but the lack of it. He only knew that he had been 
under an unbreakable compulsion to buy those bonds, to paste a target on his own forehead. 
Now he was due to meet with bond representatives of five large banking corporations at the Prudential 
Center in Boston. There would be much comparing of notes, much speculation about the future of the 
world bond market, much discussion about the buys of the last sixteen months and the result of those buys. 
And before the first day of the three-day conference was over, they would all know what Craig Toomy had 
known for the last ninety days: the bonds he had purchased were now worth less than six cents on the 
dollar. And not long after that, the top brass at Desert Sun would discover the rest of the truth: that he had 
bought more than three times as much as he had been empowered to buy. He had also invested every penny 
of his personal savings ... not that they would care about that. 
Who knows how the fish captured in one of those deep trenches and brought swiftly toward the surface - 
toward the light of a sun it has never suspected - may feel? Is it not at least possible that its final moments 
are filled with ecstasy rather than horror? That it senses the crushing reality of all that pressure only as it 
finally falls away? That it thinks - as far as fish may be supposed to think, that is - in a kind of joyous 
frenzy, I am free of that weight at last! in the seconds before it explodes? Probably not. Fish from those 
dark depths may not feel at all, at least not in any way we could recognize, and they certainly do not think 
... but people do. 
Instead of feeling shame, Craig Toomy had been dominated by vast relief and a kind of hectic, horrified 
happiness as he boarded American Pride's Flight 29 to Boston. He was going to explode, and he found he 
didn't give a damn. In fact, he found himself looking forward to it. He could feel the pressure peeling away 
from all the surfaces of his skin as he rose toward the surface. For the first time in weeks, there had been no 
paper-ripping. He had fallen asleep before Flight 29 even left the gate, and he had slept like a baby until 
that blind little brat had begun to caterwaul. 
And now they told him everything had changed, and that simply could not be allowed. It must not be 
allowed. He had been firmly caught in the net, had felt the dizzying rise and the stretch of his skin as it tried 
to compensate. They could not now change their minds and drop him back into the deeps. 
Bangor? 
Bangor, Maine? 
Oh no. No indeed. 
Craig Toomy was vaguely aware that most of the people on Flight 29 had disappeared, but he didn't care. 
They weren't the important thing. They weren't part of what his father had always liked to call THE BIG 
PICTURE. The meeting at the Pru was part of THE BIG PICTURE. 
This crazy idea of diverting to Bangor, Maine ... whose scheme, exactly, had that been? 
It had been the pilot's idea, of course. Engle's idea. The so-called captain. Engle, now ... Engle might very 
well be part of THE BIG PICTURE. He might, in fact, be an AGENT OF THE ENEMY. Craig had 
suspected this in his heart from the moment when Engle had begun to speak over the intercom, but in this 
case he hadn't needed to depend on his heart, had he? No indeed. He had been listening to the conversation 
between the skinny kid and the man in the fire-sale sport-coat. The man's taste in clothes was terrible, but 
what he had to say made perfect sense to Craig Toomy ... at least, up to a point. 
In that case, the pilot would be one of us, the kid had said. 
Yes and no, the guy in the fire-sale sport-coat had replied. In my scenario, the pilot is the pilot. The pilot 
who just happened to be on board, supposedly deadheading to Boston, the pilot who just happened to be 
sitting less than thirty feet from the cockpit door. 
Engle, in other words. 
And the other fellow, the one who had twisted Craig's nose, was clearly in on it with him, serving as a kind 
of sky-marshal to protect Engle from anyone who happened to catch on. 
He hadn't eavesdropped on the conversation between the kid and the man in the fire-sale sport-coat much 
longer, because around that time the man in the fire-sale sport-coat stopped making sense and began 
babbling a lot of crazy shit about Denver and Des Moines and Omaha being gone. The idea that three large 
American cities could simply disappear was absolutely out to lunch . . . but that didn't mean everything the 
old guy had to say was out to lunch. 
It was an experiment, of course. That idea wasn't silly, not a bit. But the old guy's idea that all of them were 
test subjects was just more crackpot stuff. 
Me, Craig thought. It's me. I'm the test subject. 
All his life Craig had felt himself a test subject in an experiment just like this one. This is a question, 
gentlemen, of ratio: pressure to success. The right ratio produces some x-factor. What x-factor? That is 
what our test subject, Mr Craig Toomy, will show us. 
But then Craig Toomy had done something they hadn't expected, something none of their cats and rats and 
guinea pigs had ever dared to do: he had told them he was pulling out. 
But you can't do that! You'll explode! 
Will I? Fine. 
And now it had all become clear to him, so clear. These other people were either innocent bystanders or 
extras who had been hired to give this stupid little drama some badly needed verisimilitude. The whole 
thing had been rigged with one object in mind: to keep Craig Toomy away from Boston, to keep Craig 
Toomy from opting out of the experiment. 
But I'll show them, Craig thought. He pulled another sheet from the in-flight magazine and looked at it. It 
showed a happy man, a man who had obviously never heard of the langoliers, who obviously did not know 
they were lurking everywhere, behind every bush and tree, in every shadow, just over the horizon. The 
happy man was driving down a country road behind the wheel of his Avis rental car. The ad said that when 
you showed your American Pride Frequent Flier Card at the Avis desk, they'd just about give you that 
rental car, and maybe a game-show hostess to drive it, as well. He began to tear a strip of paper from the 
side of the glossy ad. The long, slow ripping sound was at the same time excruciating and exquisitely 
calming. 
I'll show them that when I say I'm getting out, I mean what I say. 
He dropped the strip onto the floor and began on the next one. It was important to rip slowly. It was 
important that each strip should be as narrow as possible, but you couldn't make them too narrow or they 
got away from you and petered out before you got to the bottom of the page. Getting each one just right 
demanded sharp eyes and fearless hands. And I've got them. You better believe it. You just better believe It. 
Rii-ip. 
I might have to kill the pilot. 
His hands stopped halfway down the page. He looked out the window and saw his own long, pallid face 
superimposed over the darkness. 
I might have to kill the Englishman, too. 
Craig Toomy had never killed anyone in his life. Could he do it? With growing relief, he decided that he 
could. Not while they were still in the air, of course; the Englishman was very fast, very strong, and up here 
there were no weapons that were sure enough. But once they landed? 
Yes. If I have to, yes. 
After all, the conference at the Pru was scheduled to last for three days. It seemed now that his late arrival 
was unavoidable, but at least he would be able to explain: he had been drugged and taken hostage by a 
government agency. It would stun them. He could see their startled faces as he stood before them, the three 
hundred bankers from all over the country assembled to discuss bonds and indebtedness, bankers who 
would instead hear the dirty truth about what the government was up to. My friends, I was abducted by 
Rii-ip. 
- and was able to escape only when I 
Rii-ip. 
If I have to, I can kill them both. In fact, I can kill them all. 
Craig Toomy's hands began to move again. He tore off the rest of the strip, dropped it on the floor, and 
began on the next one. There were a lot of pages in the magazine, there were a lot of strips to each page, 
and that meant a lot of work lay ahead before the plane landed. But he wasn't worried. 
Craig Toomy was a can-do type of guy. 
5 
Laurel Stevenson didn't go back to sleep but she did slide into a light doze. Her thoughts - which became 
something close to dreams in this mentally untethered state - turned to why she had really been going to 
Boston. 
I'm supposed to be starting my first real vacation in ten years, she had said, but that was a lie. It contained a 
small grain of truth, but she doubted if she had been very believable when she told it; she had not been 
raised to tell lies, and her technique was not very good. Not that any of the people left on Flight 29 would 
have cared much either way, she supposed. Not in this situation. The fact that you were going to Boston to 
meet - and almost certainly sleep - with a man you had never met paled next to the fact that you were 
heading east in an airplane from which most of the passengers and all of the crew had disappeared. 
Dear Laurel 
I am so much looking forward to meeting you. You won't even have to double-check my photo when you 
step out of the jetway. I'll have so many butterflies in my stomach that all you need to do is look for the guy 
who's floating somewhere near the ceiling ... 
His name was Darren Crosby. 
She wouldn't need to look at his photograph; that much was true. She had memorized his face, just as she 
had memorized most of his letters. The question was why. And to that question she had no answer. Not 
even a clue. It was just another proof of J. R. R. Tolkien's observation: you must be careful each time you 
step out of your door, because your front walk is really a road, and the road leads ever onward. If you aren't 
careful, you're apt to find yourself ... well ... simply swept away, a stranger in a strange land with no clue as 
to how you got there. 
Laurel had told everyone where she was going, but she had told no one why she was going or what she was 
doing. She was a graduate of the University of California with a master's degree in library science. 
Although she was no model, she was cleanly built and pleasant enough to look at. She had a small circle of 
good friends, and they would have been flabbergasted by what she was up to: heading off to Boston, 
planning to stay with a man she knew only through correspondence, a man she had met through the 
extensive personals column of a magazine called Friends and Lovers. 
She was, in fact, flabbergasted herself. 
Darren Crosby was six-feet-one, weighed one hundred and eighty pounds, and had dark-blue eyes. He 
preferred Scotch (although not to excess), he had a cat named Stanley, he was a dedicated heterosexual, he 
was a perfect gentleman (or so he claimed), and he thought Laurel was the most beautiful name he had ever 
heard. The picture he had sent showed a man with a pleasant, open, intelligent face. She guessed he was the 
sort of man who would look sinister if he didn't shave twice a day. And that was really all she knew. 
Laurel had corresponded with half a dozen men over half a dozen years - it was a hobby, she supposed - but 
she had never expected to take the next step - this step. She supposed that Darren's wry and self-deprecating 
sense of humor was part of the attraction, but she was dismally aware that her real reasons were not in him 
at all, but in herself. And wasn't the real attraction her own inability to understand this strong desire to step 
out of character? To just fly off into the unknown, hoping for the right kind of lightning to strike? 
What are you doing? she asked herself again. 
The plane ran through some light turbulence and back into smooth air again. Laurel stirred out of her doze 
and looked around. She saw the young teenaged girl had taken the seat across from her. She was looking 
out the window. 
'What do you see?' Laurel asked. 'Anything?' 
'Well, the sun's up,' the girl said, 'but that's all.' 
'What about the ground?' Laurel didn't want to get up and look for herself. Dinah's head was still resting 
against her, and Laurel didn't want to wake her. 
'Can't see it. It's all clouds down there.' She looked around. Her eyes had cleared and a little color - not 
much, but a little - had come back into her face. 'My name's Bethany Simms. What's yours?' 
'Laurel Stevenson.' 
'Do you think we'll be all right?' 
'I think so,' Laurel said, and then added reluctantly: 'I hope so.' 
'I'm scared about what might be under those clouds,' Bethany said, 'but I was scared anyway. About Boston. 
My mother all at once decided how it would be a great idea if I spent a couple of weeks with my Aunt 
Shawna, even though school starts again in ten days. I think the idea was for me to get off the plane, just 
like Mary's little lamb, and then Aunt Shawna pulls the string on me.' 
'What string?' 
'Do not pass Go, do not collect two hundred dollars, go directly to the nearest rehab, and start drying out,' 
Bethany said. She raked her hands through her short dark hair. 'Things were already so weird that this 
seems like just more of the same.' She looked Laurel over carefully and then added with perfect 
seriousness: 'This is really happening, isn't it? I mean, I've already pinched myself. Several times. Nothing 
changed.' 
'It's real.' 
'It doesn't seem real,' Bethany said. 'It seems like one of those stupid disaster movies. Airport 1990, 
something like that. I keep looking around for a couple of old actors like Wilford Brimley and Olivia De 
Havilland. They're supposed to meet during the shitstorm and fall in love, you know?' 
'I don't think they're on the plane,' Laurel said gravely. They glanced into each other's eyes and for a 
moment they almost laughed together. It could have made them friends if it had happened ... but it didn't. 
Not quite. 
'What about you, Laurel? Do you have a disaster-movie problem?' 
'I'm afraid not,' Laurel replied ... and then she did begin to laugh. Because the thought which shot across her 
mind in red neon was Oh you liar! 
Bethany put a hand over her mouth and giggled. 
'Jesus,' she said after a minute. 'I mean, this is the ultimate hairball, you know?' 
Laurel nodded. 'I know.' She paused and then asked, 'Do you need a rehab, Bethany?' 
'I don't know.' She turned to look out the window again. Her smile was gone and her voice was morose. 'I 
guess I might. I used to think it was just party-time, but now I don't know. I guess it's out of control. But 
getting shipped off this way ... I feel like a pig in a slaughterhouse chute.' 
'I'm sorry,' Laurel said, but she was also sorry for herself. The blind girl had already adopted her; she did 
not need a second adoptee. Now that she was fully awake again she found herself scared - badly scared. 
She did not want to be behind this kid's dumpster if she was going to offload a big pile of disaster-movie 
angst. The thought made her grin again; she simply couldn't help it. It was the ultimate hairball. It really 
was. 
'I'm sorry, too,' Bethany said, 'but I guess this is the wrong time to worry about it, huh?' 
'I guess maybe it is,' Laurel said. 
'The pilot never disappeared in any of those Airport movies, did he?' 
'Not that I remember.' 
'It's almost six o'clock. Two and a half hours to go.' 
'Yes.' 
'If only the world's still there,' Bethany said, 'that'll be enough for a start.' She looked closely at Laurel 
again. 'I don't suppose you've got any grass, do you?' 
'I'm afraid not.' 
Bethany shrugged and offered Laurel a tired smile which was oddly winning. 'Well,' she said, 'you're one 
ahead of me - I'm just afraid.' 
6 
Some time later, Brian Engle rechecked his heading, his airspeed, his navigational figures, and his charts. 
Last of all he checked his wristwatch. It was two minutes past eight. 
'Well,' he said, to Nick without looking around, 'I think it's about that time. Shit or git.' 
He reached forward and flicked on the FASTEN SEATBELTS sign. The bell made its low, pleasant chime. 
Then he flicked the intercom toggle and picked up the mike. 
'Hello, ladies and gentlemen. This is Captain Engle again. We're currently over the Atlantic Ocean, roughly 
thirty miles east of the Maine coast, and I'll be commencing our initial descent into the Bangor area very 
soon. Under ordinary circumstances I wouldn't turn on the seatbelt sign so early, but these circumstances 
aren't ordinary, and my mother always said prudence is the better part of valor. In that spirit, I want you to 
make sure your lap-belts are snug and secure. Conditions below us don't look especially threatening, but 
since I have no radio communication, the weather is going to be something of a surprise package for all of 
us. I kept hoping the clouds would break, and I did see a few small holes over Vermont, but I'm afraid 
they've closed up again. I can tell you from my experience as a pilot that the clouds you see below us don't 
suggest very bad weather to me. I think the weather in Bangor may be overcast, with some light rain. I'm 
beginning our descent now. Please be calm; my board is green across and all procedures here on the flight 
deck remain routine.' 
Brian had not bothered programming the autopilot for descent; he now began the process himself. He 
brought the plane around in a long, slow turn, and the seat beneath him canted slightly forward as the 767 
began its slow glide down toward the clouds at 4,000 feet. 
'Very comforting, that,' Nick said. 'You should have been a politician, matey.' 
'I doubt if they're feeling very comfortable right now,' Brian said. 'I know I'm not.' 
He was, in fact, more frightened than he had ever been while at the controls of an airplane. The pressureleak 
on Flight 7 from Tokyo seemed like a minor glitch in comparison to this situation. His heart was 
beating slowly and heavily in his chest, like a funeral drum. He swallowed and heard a click in his throat. 
Flight 29 passed through 30,000 feet, still descending. The white, featureless clouds were closer now. They 
stretched from horizon to horizon like some strange ballroom floor. 
'I'm scared shitless, mate,' Nick Hopewell said in a strange, hoarse voice. 'I saw men die in the Falklands, 
took a bullet in the leg there myself, got the Teflon knee to prove it, and I came within an ace of getting 
blown up by a truck bomb in Beirut - in '82, that was - but I've never been as scared as I am right now. Part 
of me would like to grab you and make you take us right back up just as far up as this bird will go.' 
'It wouldn't do any good,' Brian replied. His own voice was no longer steady; he could hear his heartbeat in 
it, making it jig-jag up and down in minute variations. 'Remember what I said before - we can't stay up here 
forever.' 
'I know it. But I'm afraid of what's under those clouds. Or not under them.' 
'Well, we'll all find out together.' 
'No help for it, is there, mate?' 
'Not a bit.' 
The 767 passed through 25,000 feet, still descending. 
7 
All the passengers were in the main cabin; even the bald man, who had stuck stubbornly to his seat in 
business class for most of the flight, had joined them. And they were all awake, except for the bearded man 
at the very back of the plane. They could hear him snoring blithely away, and Albert Kaussner felt one 
moment of bitter jealousy, a wish that he could wake up after they were safely on the ground as the bearded 
man would most likely do, and say what the bearded man was most likely to say: Where the hell are we? 
The only other sound was the soft rii-ip ... rii-ip ... rii-ip of Craig Toomy dismembering the in-flight 
magazine. He sat with his shoes in a deep pile of paper strips. 
'Would you mind stopping that?' Don Gaffney asked. His voice was tight and strained. 'It's driving me up 
the wall, buddy.' 
Craig turned his head. Regarded Don Gaffney with a pair of wide, smooth, empty eyes. Turned his head 
back. Held up the page he was currently working on, which happened to be the eastern half of the 
American Pride route map. 
Rii-ip. 
Gaffney opened his mouth to say something, then closed it tight. 
Laurel had her arm around Dinah's shoulders. Dinah was holding Laurel's free hand in both of hers. 
Albert sat with Robert Jenkins, just ahead of Gaffney. Ahead of him was the girl with the short dark hair. 
She was looking out the window, her body held so stiffly upright it might have been wired together. And 
ahead of her sat Baldy from business class. 
'Well, at least we'll be able to get some chow!' he said loudly. 
No one answered. The main cabin seemed encased in a stiff shell of tension. Albert Kaussner felt each 
individual hair on his body standing at attention. He searched for the comforting cloak of Ace Kaussner, 
that duke of the desert, that baron of the Buntline, and could not find him. Ace had gone on vacation. 
The clouds were much closer. They had lost their flat look; Laurel could now see fluffy curves and mild 
crenellations filled with early-morning shadows. She wondered if Darren Crosby was still down there, 
patiently waiting for her at a Logan Airport arrivals gate somewhere along the American Pride concourse. 
She was not terribly surprised to find she didn't care much, one way or another. Her gaze was drawn back 
to the clouds, and she forgot all about Darren Crosby, who liked Scotch (although not to excess) and 
claimed to be a perfect gentleman. 
She imagined a hand, a huge green hand, suddenly slamming its way up through those clouds and seizing 
the 767 the way an angry child might seize a toy. She imagined the hand squeezing, saw jet-fuel exploding 
in orange licks of flame between the huge knuckles, and closed her eyes for a moment. 
Don't go down there! she wanted to scream. Oh please, don't go down there! 
But what choice had they? What choice? 
'I'm very scared,' Bethany Simms said in a blurred, watery voice. She moved to one of the seats in the 
center section, fastened her lap-belt, and pressed her hands tightly against her middle. 'I think I'm going to 
pass out.' 
Craig Toomy glanced at her, and then began ripping a fresh strip from the route map. After a moment, 
Albert unbuckled his seatbelt, got up, sat down beside Bethany, and buckled up again. As soon as he had, 
she grasped his hands. Her skin was as cold as marble. 
'It's going to be all right,' he said, striving to sound tough and unafraid, striving to sound like the fastest 
Hebrew west of the Mississippi. Instead he only sounded like Albert Kaussner, a seventeen-year-old violin 
student who felt on the verge of pissing his pants. 
'I hope -' she began, and then Flight 29 began to bounce. Bethany screamed. 
'What's wrong?' Dinah asked Laurel in a thin, anxious voice. 'Is something wrong with the plane? Are we 
going to crash?' 
'I don't -' 
Brian's voice came over the speakers. 'This is ordinary light turbulence, folks,' he said. 'Please be calm. 
We're apt to hit some heavier bumps when we go into the clouds. Most of you have been through this 
before, so just settle down.' 
Rii-ip. 
Don Gaffney looked toward the man in the crew-neck jersey again and felt a sudden, almost overmastering 
urge to rip the flight magazine out of the weird son of a bitch's hands and begin whacking him with it. 
The clouds were very close now. Robert Jenkins could see the 767's black shape rushing across their white 
surfaces just below the plane. Shortly the plane would kiss its own shadow and disappear. He had never 
had a premonition in his life, but one came to him now, one which was sure and complete. When we break 
through those clouds, we are going to see something no human being has ever seen before. It will be 
something which is utterly beyond belief... yet we will be forced to believe it. We will have no choice. 
His hands curled into tight knobs on the arms of his seat. A drop of sweat ran into one eye. Instead of 
raising a hand to wipe the eye clear, Jenkins tried to blink the sting away. His hands felt nailed to the arms 
of the seat. 
'Is it going to be all right?' Dinah asked frantically. Her hands were locked over Laurel's. They were small, 
but they squeezed with almost painful force. 'Is it really going to be all right?' 
Laurel looked out the window. Now the 767 was skimming the tops of the clouds, and the first cottoncandy 
wisps drifted past her window. The plane ran through another series of jolts and she had to close her 
throat against a moan. For the first time in her life she felt physically ill with terror. 
'I hope so, honey,' she said. 'I hope so, but I really don't know.' 
8 
'What's on your radar, Brian?' Nick asked. 'Anything unusual? Anything at all?' 
'No,' Brian said. 'It says the world is down there, and that's all it says. We're -' 
'Wait,' Nick said. His voice had a tight, strangled sound, as if his throat had closed down to a bare pinhole. 
'Climb back up. Let's think this over. Wait for the clouds to break -' 
'Not enough time and not enough fuel.' Brian's eyes were locked on his instruments. The plane began to 
bounce again. He made the corrections automatically. 'Hang on. We're going in.' 
He pushed the wheel forward. The altimeter needle began to move more swiftly beneath its glass circle. 
And Flight 29 slid into the clouds. For a moment its tail protruded, cutting through the fluffy surface like 
the fin of a shark. A moment later that was also gone and the sky was empty ... as if no plane had ever been 
there at all. 
CHAPTER 4 
In the Clouds. Welcome to Bangor. A 
Round of Applause. The Slide and the Conveyor 
Belt. The Sound of No Phones Ringing. 
Craig Toomy Makes a Side-Trip. 
The Little Blind Girl's Warning. 
1 
The main cabin went from bright sunlight to the gloom of late twilight and the plane began to buck harder. 
After one particularly hard washboard bump, Albert felt a pressure against his right shoulder. He looked 
around and saw Bethany's head lying there, as heavy as a ripe October pumpkin. The girl had fainted. 
The plane leaped again and there was a heavy thud in first class. This time it was Dinah who shrieked, and 
Gaffney let out a yell: 'What was that? For God's sake what was that?' 
'The drinks trolley,' Bob Jenkins said in a low, dry voice. He tried to speak louder so they would all hear 
him and found himself unable. 'The drinks trolley was left out, remember? I think it must have rolled across 
-' 
The plane took a dizzying rollercoaster leap, came down with a jarring smack, and the drinks trolley fell 
over with a bang. Glass shattered. Dinah screamed again. 
'It's all right,' Laurel said frantically. 'Don't hold me so tight, Dinah, honey, it's okay -' 
'Please, I don't want to die! I just don't want to die!' 
'Normal turbulence, folks.' Brian's voice, coming through the speakers, sounded calm ... but Bob Jenkins 
thought he heard barely controlled terror in that voice. 'Just be -' 
Another rocketing, twisting bump. Another crash as more glasses and mini-bottles fell out of the overturned 
drinks trolley. 
'-calm,' Brian finished. 
From across the aisle on Don Gaffney's left: rii-ip. 
Gaffney turned in that direction. 'Quit it right now, motherfucker, or I'll stuff what's left of that magazine 
right down your throat.' 
Craig looked at him blandly. 'Try it, you old jackass.' 
The plane bumped up and down again. Albert leaned over Bethany toward the window. Her breasts pressed 
softly against his arm as he did, and for the first time in the last five years that sensation did not 
immediately drive everything else out of his mind. He stared out the window, desperately looking for a 
break in the clouds, trying to will a break in the clouds. 
There was nothing but shades of dark gray. 
2 
'How low is the ceiling, mate?' Nick asked. Now that they were actually in the clouds, he seemed calmer. 
'I don't know,' Brian said. 'Lower than I'd hoped, I can tell you that.' 
'What happens if you run out of room?' 
'If my instruments are off even a little, we'll go into the drink,' he said flatly. 'I doubt if they are, though. If I 
get down to five hundred feet and there's still no joy, I'll take us up again and fly down to Portland.' 
'Maybe you ought to just head that way now.' 
Brian shook his head. 'The weather there is almost always worse than the weather here.' 
'What about Presque Isle? Isn't there a long-range SAC base there?' 
Brian had just a moment to think that this guy really did know much more than he should. 'It's out of our 
reach. We'd crash in the woods.' 
'Then Boston is out of reach, too.' 
'You bet.' 
'This is starting to look like being a bad decision, matey.' 
The plane struck another invisible current of turbulence, and the 767 shivered like a dog with a bad chill. 
Brian heard faint screams from the main cabin even as he made the necessary corrections and wished he 
could tell them all that this was nothing, that the 767 could ride out turbulence twenty times this bad. The 
real problem was the ceiling. 
'We're not struck out yet,' he said. The altimeter stood at 2,200 feet. 
'But we are running out of room.' 
'We -' Brian broke off. A wave of relief rushed over him like a cooling hand. 'Here we are,' he said. 
'Coming through.' 
Ahead of the 767's black nose, the clouds were rapidly thinning. For the first time since they had overflown 
Vermont, Brian saw a gauzy rip in the whitish-gray blanket. Through it he saw the leaden color of the 
Atlantic Ocean. 
Into the cabin microphone, Brian said: 'We've reached the ceiling, ladies and gentlemen. I expect this minor 
turbulence to ease off once we pass through. In a few minutes, you're going to hear a thump from below. 
That will be the landing gear descending and locking into place. I am continuing our descent into the 
Bangor area.' He clicked off and turned briefly to the man in the navigator's seat. 'Wish me luck, Nick.' 'Oh, 
I do, matey - I do.' 
3 
Laurel looked out the window with her breath caught in her throat. The clouds were unravelling fast now. 
She saw the ocean in a series of brief winks: waves, whitecaps, then a large chunk of rock poking out of the 
water like the fang of a dead monster. She caught a glimpse of bright orange that might have been a buoy. 
They passed over a small, tree-shrouded island, and by leaning and craning her neck, she could see the 
coast dead ahead. Thin wisps of smoky cloud obscured the view for an endless forty-five seconds. When 
they cleared, the 767 was over land again. They passed above a field; a patch of forest; what looked like a 
pond. 
But where are the houses? Where are the roads and the cars and the buildings and the high-tension wires? 
Then a cry burst from her throat. 
'What is it?' Dinah nearly screamed. 'What is it, Laurel? What's wrong?' 
'Nothing!' she shouted triumphantly. Down below she could see a narrow road leading into a small seaside 
village. From up here, it looked like a toy town with tiny toy cars parked along the main street. She saw a 
church steeple, a town gravel pit, a Little League baseball field. 'Nothing's wrong! It's all there! It's all still 
there!' 
From behind her, Robert Jenkins spoke. His voice was calm, level, and deeply dismayed. 'Madam,' he said, 
'I'm afraid you are quite wrong.' 
4 
A long white passenger jet cruised slowly above the ground thirty-five miles east of Bangor International 
Airport. 767 was printed on its tail in large, proud numerals. Along the fuselage, the words AMERICAN 
PRIDE were written in letters which had been raked backward to indicate speed. On both sides of the nose 
was the airline's trademark: a large red eagle. Its spread wings were spangled with blue stars; its talons were 
flexed and its head was slightly bent. Like the airliner it decorated, the eagle appeared to be coming in for a 
landing. 
The plane printed no shadow on the ground below it as it flew toward the cluster of city ahead; there was 
no rain, but the morning was gray and sunless. Its belly slid open. The undercarriage dropped down and 
spread out. The wheels locked into place below the body of the plane and the cockpit area. 
American Pride Flight 29 slipped down the chute toward Bangor. It banked slightly left as it went; Captain 
Engle was now able to correct his course visually, and he did so. 
'I see it!' Nick cried. 'I see the airport! My God, what a beautiful sight!' 
'If you see it, you're out of your seat,' Brian said. He spoke without turning around. There was no time to 
turn around now. 'Buckle up and shut up.' 
But that single long runway was a beautiful sight. 
Brian centered the plane's nose on it and continued down the slide, passing through 1,000 to 800. Below 
him, a seemingly endless pine forest passed beneath Flight 29's wings. This finally gave way to a sprawl of 
buildings - Brian's restless eyes automatically recorded the usual litter of motels, gas stations, and fast-food 
restaurants - and then they were passing over the Penobscot River and into Bangor airspace. Brian checked 
the board again, noted he had green lights on his flaps, and then tried the airport again ... although he knew 
it was hopeless. 
'Bangor tower, this is Flight 29,' he said. 'I am declaring an emergency. Repeat, I am declaring an 
emergency. If you have runway traffic, get it out of my way. I'm coming in.' 
He glanced at the airspeed indicator just in time to see it drop below 140, the speed which theoretically 
committed him to landing. Below him, thinning trees gave way to a golf-course. He caught a quick glimpse 
of a green Holiday Inn sign and then the lights which marked the end of the runway - 33 painted on it in big 
white numerals - were rushing toward him. 
The lights were not red, not green. 
They were simply dead. 
No time to think about it. No time to think about what would happen to them if a Learjet or a fat little 
Doyka puddle-jumper suddenly trundled onto the runway ahead of them. No time to do anything now but 
land the bird. 
They passed over a short strip of weeds and gravel and then concrete runway was unrolling thirty feet 
below the plane. They passed over the first set of white stripes and then the skidmarks - probably made by 
Air National Guard jets this far out - began just below them. 
Brian babied the 767 down toward the runway. The second set of stripes flashed just below them ... and a 
moment later there was a light bump as the main landing gear touched down. Now Flight 29 streaked along 
Runway 33 at a hundred and twenty miles an hour with its nose slightly up and its wings tilted at a mild 
angle. Brian applied full flaps and reversed the thrusters. There was another bump, even lighter than the 
first, as the nose came down. 
Then the plane was slowing, from a hundred and twenty to a hundred, from a hundred to eighty, from 
eighty to forty, from forty to the speed at which a man might run. 
It was done. They were down. 
'Routine landing,' Brian said. 'Nothing to it.' Then he let out a long, shuddery breath and brought the plane 
to a full stop still four hundred yards from the nearest taxiway. His slim body was suddenly twisted by a 
flock of shivers. When he raised his hand to his face, it wiped away a great warm handful of sweat. He 
looked at it and uttered a weak laugh. 
A hand fell on his shoulder. 'You all right, Brian?' 
'Yes,' he said, and picked up the intercom mike again. 'Ladies and gentlemen,' he said, 'welcome to Bangor.' 
From behind him Brian heard a chorus of cheers and he laughed again. 
Nick Hopewell was not laughing. He was leaning over Brian's seat and peering out through the cockpit 
window. Nothing moved on the gridwork of runways; nothing moved on the taxiways. No trucks or 
security vehicles buzzed back and forth on the tarmac. He could see a few vehicles, he could see an Army 
transport plane - a C-12 - parked on an outer taxiway and a Delta 727 parked at one of the jetways, but they 
were as still as statues. 
'Thank you for the welcome, my friend,' Nick said softly. 'My deep appreciation stems from the fact that it 
appears you are the only one who is going to extend one. This place is utterly deserted.' 
5 
In spite of the continued radio silence, Brian was reluctant to accept Nick's judgment ... but by the time he 
had taxied to a point between two of the passenger terminal's jetways, he found it impossible to believe 
anything else. It was not just the absence of people; not just the lack of a single security car rushing out to 
see what was up with this unexpected 767; it was an air of utter lifelessness, as if Bangor International 
Airport had been deserted for a thousand years, or a hundred thousand. A jeep-driven baggage train with a 
few scattered pieces of luggage on its flatties was parked beneath one wing of the Delta jet. It was to this 
that Brian's eyes kept returning as he brought Flight 29 as close to the terminal as he dared and parked it. 
The dozen or so bags looked as ancient as artifacts exhumed from the site of some fabulous ancient city. I 
wonder if the guy who discovered King Tut's tomb felt the way I do now, he thought. 
He let the engines die and just sat there for a moment. Now there was no sound but the faint whisper of an 
auxiliary power unit - one of four - at the rear of the plane. Brian's hand moved toward a switch marked 
INTERNAL POWER and actually touched it before drawing his hand back. Suddenly he didn't want to 
shut down completely. There was no reason not to, but the voice of instinct was very strong. 
Besides, he thought, I don't think there's anyone around to bitch about wasting fuel . . . what little there is 
left to waste. 
Then he unbuckled his safety harness and got up. 
'Now what, Brian?' Nick asked. He had also risen, and Brian noticed for the first time that Nick was a good 
four inches taller than he was. He thought: I have been in charge. Ever since this weird thing happened - 
ever since we discovered it had happened, to be more accurate - I have been in charge. But I think that's 
going to change very shortly. 
He discovered he didn't care. Flying the 767 into the clouds had taken every ounce of courage he possessed, 
but he didn't expect any thanks for keeping his head and doing his job; courage was one of the things he got 
paid for. He remembered a pilot telling him once, 'They pay us a hundred thousand dollars or more a year, 
Brian, and they really do it for just one reason. They know that in almost every pilot's career, there are 
thirty or forty seconds when he might actually make a difference. They pay us not to freeze when those 
seconds finally come.' 
It was all very well for your brain to tell you that you had to go down, clouds or no clouds, that there was 
simply no choice; your nerve-endings just went on screaming their old warning, telegraphing the old highvoltage 
terror of the unknown. Even Nick, whatever he was and whatever he did on the ground, had wanted 
to back away from the clouds when it came to the sticking point. He had needed Brian to do what needed to 
be done. He and all the others had needed Brian to be their guts. Now they were down and there were no 
monsters beneath the clouds; only this weird silence and one deserted luggage train sitting beneath the wing 
of a Delta 727. 
So if you want to take over and be the captain, my nose-twisting friend, you have my blessing. I'll even let 
you wear my cap if you want to. But not until we're off the plane. Until you and the rest of the geese 
actually stand on the ground, you're my responsibility. 
But Nick had asked him a question, and Brian supposed he deserved an answer. 
'Now we get off the airplane and see what's what,' he said, brushing past the Englishman. 
Nick put a restraining hand on his shoulder. 'Do you think-' 
Brian felt a flash of uncharacteristic anger. He shook loose from Nick's hand. 'I think we get off the plane,' 
he said. 'There's no one to extend a jetway or run us out a set of stairs, so I think we use the emergency 
slide. After that, you think. Matey.' 
He pushed through into first class ... and almost fell over the drinks trolley, which lay on its side. There was 
a lot of broken glass and an eye-watering stink of alcohol. He stepped over it. Nick caught up with him at 
the rear of the first-class compartment. 
'Brian, if I said something to offend you, I'm sorry. You did a hell of a fine job.' 
'You didn't offend me,' Brian said. 'It's just that in the last ten hours or so I've had to cope with a pressure 
leak over the Pacific Ocean, finding out that my ex-wife died in a stupid apartment fire in Boston, and that 
the United States has been cancelled. I'm feeling a little zonked.' 
He walked through business class into the main cabin. For a moment there was utter silence; they only sat 
there, looking at him from their white faces with dumb incomprehension. 
Then Albert Kaussner began to applaud. 
After a moment, Bob Jenkins joined him ... and Don Gaffney ... and Laurel Stevenson. The bald man 
looked around and also began to applaud. 
'What is it?' Dinah asked Laurel. 'What's happening?' 
'It's the captain,' Laurel said. She began to cry. 'It's the captain who brought us down safe.' 
Then Dinah began to applaud, too. 
Brian stared at them, dumbfounded. Standing behind him, Nick joined in. They unbuckled their belts and 
stood in front of their seats, applauding him. The only three who did not join in were Bethany, who had 
fainted, the bearded man, who was still snoring in the back row, and Craig Toomy, who panned them all 
with his strange lunar gaze and then began to rip a fresh strip from the airline magazine. 
6 
Brian felt his face flush - this was just too goony. He raised his hands but for a moment they went on, 
regardless. 
'Ladies and gentlemen, please ... please ... I assure you, it was a very routine landing -' 
'Shucks, ma'am - t'warn't nothin,' Bob Jenkins said, doing a very passable Gary Cooper imitation, and 
Albert burst out laughing. Beside him, Bethany's eyes fluttered open and she looked around, dazed. 
'We got down alive, didn't we?' she said. 'My God! That's great! I thought we were all dead meat!' 
'Please,' Brian said. He raised his arms higher and now he felt weirdly like Richard Nixon, accepting his 
party's nomination for four more years. He had to struggle against sudden shrieks of laughter. He couldn't 
do that; the passengers wouldn't understand. They wanted a hero, and he was elected. He might as well 
accept the position ... and use it. He still had to get them off the plane, after all. 'If I could have your 
attention, please!' 
They stopped applauding one by one and looked at him expectantly - all except Craig, who threw his 
magazine aside in a sudden resolute gesture. He unbuckled his seatbelt, rose, and stepped out into the aisle, 
kicking a drift of paper strips aside. He began to rummage around in the compartment above his seat, 
frowning with concentration as he did so. 
'You've looked out the windows, so you know as much as I do,' Brian said. 'Most of the passengers and all 
of the crew on this flight disappeared while we were asleep. That's crazy enough, but now we appear to be 
faced with an even crazier proposition. It looks like a lot of other people have disappeared as well ... but 
logic suggests that other people must be around somewhere. We survived whatever-it-was, so others must 
have survived it as well.' 
Bob Jenkins, the mystery writer, whispered something under his breath. Albert heard him but could not 
make out the words. He half-turned in Jenkins's direction just as the writer muttered the two words again. 
This time Albert caught them. They were false logic. 
'The best way to deal with this, I think, is to take things one step at a time. Step one is exiting the plane.' 
'I bought a ticket to Boston,' Craig Toomy said in a calm, rational voice. 'Boston is where I want to go.' 
Nick stepped out from behind Brian's shoulder. Craig glanced at him and his eyes narrowed. For a moment 
he looked like a bad-tempered housecat again. Nick raised one hand with the fingers curled in against his 
palm and scissored two of his knuckles together in a nose-pinching gesture. Craig Toomy, who had once 
been forced to stand with a lit match between his toes while his mother sang 'Happy Birthday,' got the 
message at once. He had always been a quick study. And he could wait. 
'We'll have to use the emergency slide,' Brian said, 'so I want to review the procedures with you. Listen 
carefully, then form a single-file line and follow me to the front of the aircraft.' 
7 
Four minutes later, the forward entrance of American Pride's Flight 29 Swung inward. Some murmured 
conversation drifted out of the opening and seemed to fall immediately dead on the cool, still air. There was 
a hissing sound and a large clump of orange fabric suddenly bloomed in the doorway. For a moment it 
looked like a strange hybrid sunflower. It grew and took shape as it fell, its surface inflating into a plump 
ribbed slide. As the foot of the slide struck the tarmac there was a low pop! and then it just leaned there, 
looking like a giant orange air mattress. 
Brian and Nick stood at the head of the short line in the portside row of first class. 
'There's something wrong with the air out there,' Nick said in a low voice. 
'What do you mean?' Brian asked. He pitched his voice even lower. 
'Poisoned?' 
'No ... at least I don't think so. But it has no smell, no taste.' 
'You're nuts,' Brian said uneasily. 
'No I'm not,' Nick said. 'This is an airport, mate, not a bloody hayfield, but can you smell oil or gas? I can't.' 
Brian sniffed. And there was nothing. If the air was poisoned - he didn't believe it was, but if - it was a 
slow-acting toxin. His lungs seemed to be processing it just fine. But Nick was right. There was no smell. 
And that other, more elusive, quality that the Brit had called taste ... that wasn't there, either. The air outside 
the open door tasted utterly neutral. It tasted canned. 
'Is something wrong?' Bethany Simms asked anxiously. 'I mean, I'm not sure if I really want to know if 
there is, but -' 
'There's nothing wrong,' Brian said. He counted heads, came up with ten, and turned to Nick again. 'That 
guy in the back is still asleep. Do you think we should wake him up?' 
Nick thought for a moment, then shook his head. 'Let's not. Haven't we got enough problems for now 
without having to play nursemaid to a bloke with a hangover?' 
Brian grinned. They were his thoughts exactly. 'Yes, I think we do. All right -you go down first, Nick. Hold 
the bottom of the slide. I'll help the rest off.' 
'Maybe you'd better go first. In case my loudmouthed friend decides to cut up rough about the unscheduled 
stop again.' He pronounced unscheduled as un-shed-youled. 
Brian glanced at the man in the crew-necked jersey. He was standing at the rear of the line, a slim 
monogrammed briefcase in one hand, staring blankly at the ceiling. His face had all the expression of a 
department-store dummy. 'I'm not going to have any trouble with him,' he said, 'because I don't give a crap 
what he does. He can go or stay, it's all the same to me.' 
Nick grinned. 'Good enough for me, too. Let the grand exodus begin.' 
'Shoes off ?' 
Nick held up a pair of black kidskin loafers. 
'Okay - away you go.' Brian turned to Bethany. 'Watch closely, miss you're next.' 
'Oh God - I hate shit like this.' 
Bethany nevertheless crowded up beside Brian and watched apprehensively as Nick Hopewell addressed 
the slide. He jumped, raising both legs at the same time so he looked like a man doing a seat-drop on a 
trampoline. He landed on his butt and slid to the bottom. It was neatly done; the foot of the slide barely 
moved. He hit the tarmac with his stockinged feet, stood up, twirled around, and made a mock bow with his 
arms held out behind him. 
'Easy as pie!' he called up. 'Next customer!' 
'That's you, miss,' Brian said. 'Is it Bethany?' 
'Yes,' she said nervously. 'I don't think I can do this. I flunked gym all three semesters and they finally let 
me take home ec again instead.' 
'You'll do fine,' Brian told her. He reflected that people used the slide with much less coaxing and a lot 
more enthusiasm when there was a threat they could see - a hole in the fuselage or a fire in one of the 
portside engines. 'Shoes off?' 
Bethany's shoes - actually a pair of old pink sneakers - were off, but she tried to withdraw from the 
doorway and the bright-orange slide just the same. 'Maybe if I could just have a drink before -' 
'Mr Hopewell's holding the slide and you'll be fine,' Brian coaxed, but he was beginning to be afraid he 
might have to push her. He didn't want to, but if she didn't jump soon, he would. You couldn't let them go 
to the end of the line until their courage returned; that was the big no-no when it came to the escape slide. If 
you did that, they all wanted to go to the end of the line. 
'Go on, Bethany,' Albert said suddenly. He had taken his violin case from the overhead compartment and 
held it tucked under one arm. 'I'm scared to death of that thing, and if you go, I'll have to.' 
She looked at him, surprised. 'Why?' 
Albert's face was very red. 'Because you're a girl,' he said simply. 'I know I'm a sexist rat, but that's it.' 
Bethany looked at him a moment longer, then laughed and turned to the slide. Brian had made up his mind 
to push her if she looked around or drew back again, but she didn't. 'Boy, I wish I had some grass,' she said, 
and jumped. 
She had seen Nick's seat-drop maneuver and knew what to do, but at the last moment she lost her courage 
and tried to get her feet under her again. As a result, she skidded to one side when she came down on the 
slide's bouncy surface. Brian was sure she was going to tumble off, but Bethany herself saw the danger and 
managed to roll back. She shot down the slope on her right side, one hand over her head, her blouse rucking 
up almost to the nape of her neck. Then Nick caught her and she stepped off. 
'Oh boy,' she said breathlessly. 'Just like being a kid again.' 
'Are you all right?' Nick asked. 
'Yeah. I think I might have wet my pants a little, but I'm okay.' 
Nick smiled at her and turned back to the slide. 
Albert looked apologetically at Brian and extended the violin case. 'Would you mind holding this for me? 
I'm afraid if I fall off the slide, it might get broken. My folks'd kill me. It's a Gretch.' 
Brian took it. His face was calm and serious, but he was smiling inside. 'Could I look? I used to play one of 
these about a thousand years ago.' 
'Sure,' Albert said. 
Brian's interest had a calming effect on the boy ... which was exactly what he had hoped for. He unsnapped 
the three catches and opened the case. The violin inside was indeed a Gretch, and not from the bottom of 
that prestigious line, either. Brian guessed you could buy a compact car for the amount of money this had 
cost. 
'Beautiful,' he said, and plucked out four quick notes along the neck: My dog has fleas. They rang sweetly 
and beautifully. Brian closed and latched the case again. 'I'll keep it safe. Promise.' 
'Thanks.' Albert stood in the doorway, took a deep breath, then let it out again. 'Geronimo,' he said in a 
weak little voice and jumped. He tucked his hands into his armpits as he did so - protecting his hands in any 
situation where physical damage was possible was so ingrained in him that it had become a reflex. He seatdropped 
onto the slide and shot neatly to the bottom. 
'Well done!' Nick said. 
'Nothing to it,' Ace Kaussner drawled, stepped off, and then nearly tripped over his own feet. 
'Albert!' Brian called down. 'Catch!' He leaned out, placed the violin case on the center of the slide, and let 
it go. Albert caught it easily five feet from the bottom, tucked it under his arm, and stood back. 
Jenkins shut his eyes as he leaped and came down aslant on one scrawny buttock. Nick stepped nimbly to 
the left side of the slide and caught the writer just as he fell off, saving him a nasty tumble to the concrete. 
'Thank you, young man.' 
'Don't mention it, matey.' 
Gaffney followed; so did the bald man. Then Laurel and Dinah Bellman stood in the hatchway. 
'I'm scared,' Dinah said in a thin, wavery voice. 
'You'll be fine, honey,' Brian said. 'You don't even have to jump.' He put his hands on Dinah's shoulders 
and turned her so she was facing him with her back to the slide. 'Give me your hands and I'll lower you 
onto the slide.' 
But Dinah put them behind her back. 'Not you. I want Laurel to do it.' 
Brian looked at the youngish woman with the dark hair. 'Would you?' 
'Yes,' she said. 'If you tell me what to do.' 
'Dinah already knows. Lower her onto the slide by her hands. When she's lying on her tummy with her feet 
pointed straight, she can shoot right down.' 
Dinah's hands were cold in Laurel's. 'I'm scared,' she repeated. 
'Honey, it'll be just like going down a playground slide,' Brian said. 'The man with the English accent is 
waiting at the bottom to catch you. He's got his hands up just like a catcher in a baseball game.' Not, he 
reflected, that Dinah would know what that looked like. 
Dinah looked at him as if he were being quite foolish. 'Not of that. I'm scared of this place. It smells funny.' 
Laurel, who detected no smell but her own nervous sweat, looked helplessly at Brian. 
'Honey,' Brian said, dropping to one knee in front of the little blind girl, 'we have to get off the plane. You 
know that, don't you?' 
The lenses of the dark glasses turned toward him. 'Why? Why do we have to get off the plane? There's no 
one here.' 
Brian and Laurel exchanged a glance. 
'Well,' Brian said, 'we won't really know that until we check, will we?' 
'I know already,' Dinah said. 'There's nothing to smell and nothing to hear. But ... but . . .' 
'But what, Dinah?' Laurel asked. 
Dinah hesitated. She wanted to make them understand that the way she had to leave the plane was really 
not what was bothering her. She had gone down slides before, and she trusted Laurel. Laurel would not let 
go of her hands if it was dangerous. Something was wrong here, wrong, and that was what she was afraid 
of - the wrong thing. It wasn't the quiet and it wasn't the emptiness. It might have to do with those things, 
but it was more than those things. 
Something wrong. 
But grownups did not believe children, especially not blind children, even more especially not blind girl 
children. She wanted to tell them they couldn't stay here, that it wasn't safe to stay here, that they had to 
start the plane up and get going again. But what would they say? Okay, sure, Dinah's right, everybody back 
on the plane? No way. 
They'll see. They'll see that it's empty and then we'll get back on the airplane and go someplace else. 
Someplace where it doesn't feel wrong. There's still time. 
I think. 
'Never mind,' she told Laurel. Her voice was low and resigned. 'Lower me down.' 
Laurel lowered her carefully onto the slide. A moment later Dinah was looking up at her - except she's not 
really looking, Laurel thought, she can't really look at all - with her bare feet splayed out behind her on the 
orange slide. 
'Okay, Dinah?' Laurel asked. 
'No,' Dinah said. 'Nothing's okay here.' And before Laurel could release her, Dinah unlocked her hands 
from Laurel's and released herself. She slid to the bottom, and Nick caught her. 
Laurel went next, dropping neatly onto the slide and holding her skirt primly as she slid to the bottom. That 
left Brian, the snoozing drunk at the back of the plane, and that fun-loving, paper-ripping party animal, Mr 
Crew-Neck jersey. 
I'm not going to have any trouble with him, Brian had said, because I don't give a crap what he does. Now 
he discovered that was not really true. The man was not playing with a full deck. Brian suspected even the 
little girl knew that, and the little girl was blind. What if they left him behind and the guy decided to go on 
a rampage? What if, in the course of that rampage, he decided to trash the cockpit? 
So what? You're not going anyplace. The tanks are almost dry. 
Still, he didn't like the idea, and not just because the 767 was a multimillion-dollar piece of equipment, 
either. Perhaps what he felt was a vague echo of what he had seen in Dinah's face as she looked up from the 
slide. Things here seemed wrong, even wronger than they looked ... and that was scary, because he didn't 
know how things could be wronger than that. The plane, however, was right. Even with its fuel tanks all but 
empty, it was a world he knew and understood. 
'Your turn, friend,' he said as civilly as he could. 
'You know I'm going to report you for this, don't you?' Craig Toomy asked in a queerly gentle voice. 'You 
know I plan to sue this entire airline for thirty million dollars, and that I plan to name you a primary 
respondent?' 
'That's your privilege, Mr -' 
'Toomy. Craig Toomy.' 
'Mr Toomy,' Brian agreed. He hesitated. 'Mr Toomy, are you aware of what has happened to us?' 
Craig looked out the open doorway for a moment - looked at the deserted tarmac and the wide, slightly 
polarized terminal windows on the second level, where no happy friends and relatives stood waiting to 
embrace arriving passengers, where no impatient travellers waited for their flights to be called. 
Of course he knew. It was the langoliers. The langoliers had come for all the foolish, lazy people, just as his 
father had always said they would. 
In that same gentle voice, Craig said: 'In the Bond Department of the Desert Sun Banking Corporation, I 
am known as The Wheelhorse. Did you know that?' He paused for a moment, apparently waiting for Brian 
to make some response. When Brian didn't, Craig continued. 'Of course you didn't. No more than you know 
how important this meeting at the Prudential Center in Boston is. No more than you care. But let me tell 
you something, Captain: the economic fate of nations may hinge upon the results of that meeting - that 
meeting from which I will be absent when the roll is taken.' 
'Mr Toomy, all that's very interesting, but I really don't have time 
'Time!' Craig screamed at him suddenly. 'What in the hell do you know about time? Ask me! Ask me! I 
know about time! I know all about time! Time is short, sir! Time is very fucking short!' 
Hell with it, I'm going to push the crazy son of a bitch, Brian thought, but before he could, Craig Toomy 
turned and leaped. He did a perfect seat-drop, holding his briefcase to his chest as he did so, and Brian was 
crazily reminded of that old Hertz ad on TV, the one where O.J.Simpson went flying through airports in a 
suit and a tie. 
'Time is short as hell!' Craig shouted as he slid down, briefcase over his chest like a shield, pantslegs 
pulling up to reveal his knee-high dress-for-success black nylon socks. 
Brian muttered: 'Jesus, what a fucking weirdo.' He paused at the head of the slide, looked around once more 
at the comforting, known world of his aircraft . . . and jumped. 
8 
Ten people stood in two small groups beneath the giant wing of the 767 with the red-and-blue eagle on the 
nose. In one group were Brian, Nick, the bald man, Bethany Simms, Albert Kaussner, Robert Jenkins, 
Dinah, Laurel, and Don Gaffney. Standing slightly apart from them and constituting his own group was 
Craig Toomy, a.k.a. The Wheelhorse. Craig bent and shook out the creases of his pants with fussy 
concentration, using his left hand to do it. The right hand was tightly locked around the handle of his 
briefcase. Then he simply stood and looked around with wide, disinterested eyes. 
'What now, Captain?' Nick asked briskly. 
'You tell me. Us.' 
Nick looked at him for a moment, one eyebrow slightly raised, as if to ask Brian if he really meant it. Brian 
inclined his head half an inch. It was enough. 
'Well, inside the terminal will do for a start, I reckon,' Nick said. 'What would be the quickest way to get 
there? Any idea?' 
Brian nodded toward a line of baggage trains parked beneath the overhang of the main terminal. 'I'd guess 
the quickest way in without a jetway would be the luggage conveyor.' 
'All right; let's hike on over, ladies and gentlemen, shall we?' 
It was a short walk, but Laurel, who walked hand-in-hand with Dinah, thought it was the strangest one she 
had ever taken in her life. She could see them as if from above, less than a dozen dots trundling slowly 
across a wide concrete plain. There was no breeze. No birds sang. No motors revved in the distance, and no 
human voice broke the unnatural quiet. Even their footfalls seemed wrong to her. She was wearing a pair of 
high heels, but instead of the brisk click she was used to, she seemed to hear only small, dull thuds. 
Seemed, she thought. That's the key word. Because the situation is so strange, everything begins to seem 
strange. It's the concrete, that's all. High heels sound different on concrete. 
But she had walked on concrete in high heels before. She didn't remember ever hearing a sound precisely 
like this. It was ... pallid, somehow. Strengthless. 
They reached the parked luggage trains. Nick wove between them, leading the line, and stopped at a dead 
conveyor belt which emerged from a hole lined with hanging strips of rubber. The conveyor made a wide 
circle on the apron where the handlers normally stood to unload the flatties, then re-entered the terminal 
through another hole hung with rubber strips. 
'What are those pieces of rubber for?' Bethany asked nervously. 
'To keep out the draft in cold weather, I imagine,' Nick said. 'Just let me poke my head through and have a 
look. No fear; won't be a moment.' And before anyone could reply, he had boosted himself onto the 
conveyor belt and was walking bent-over down to one of the holes cut into the building. When he got there, 
he dropped to his knees and poked his head through the rubber strips. 
We're going to hear a whistle and then a thud, Albert thought wildly, and when we pull him back, his head 
will be gone. 
There was no whistle, no thud. When Nick withdrew, his head was still firmly attached to his neck, and his 
face wore a thoughtful expression. 'Coast's clear,' he said, and to Albert his cheery tone now sounded 
manufactured. 'Come on through, friends. When a body meet a body, and all that.' 
Bethany held back. 'Are there bodies? Mister, are there dead people in there?' 
'Not that I saw, miss,' Nick said, and now he had dropped any attempt at lightness. 'I was misquoting old 
Bobby Burns in an attempt to be funny. I'm afraid I achieved tastelessness instead of humor. The fact is, I 
didn't see anyone at all. But that's pretty much what we expected, isn't it?' 
It was ... but it struck heavily at their hearts just the same. Nick's as well, from his tone. 
One after the other they climbed onto the conveyor belt and crawled after him through the hanging rubber 
strips. 
Dinah paused just outside the entrance hole and turned her head back toward Laurel. Hazy light flashed 
across her dark glasses, turning them to momentary mirrors. 
'It's really wrong here,' she repeated, and pushed through to the other side. 
9 
One by one they emerged into the main terminal of Bangor International Airport, exotic baggage crawling 
along a stalled conveyor belt. Albert helped Dinah off and then they all stood there, looking around in silent 
wonder. 
The shocked amazement at waking to a plane which had been magically emptied of people had worn off; 
now dislocation had taken the place of wonder. None of them had ever been in an airport terminal which 
was utterly empty. The rental-car stalls were deserted. The ARRIVALS/DEPARTURES monitors were 
dark and dead. No one stood at the bank of counters serving Delta, United, Northwest Air-Link, or Mid- 
Coast Airways. The huge tank in the middle of the floor with the BUY MAINE LOBSTERS banner 
stretched over it was full of water, but there were no lobsters in it. The overhead fluorescents were off, and 
the small amount of light entering through the doors on the far side of the large room petered out halfway 
across the floor, leaving the little group from Flight 29 huddled together in an unpleasant nest of shadows. 
'Right, then,' Nick said, trying for briskness and managing only unease. 'Let's try the telephones, shall we?' 
While he went to the bank of telephones, Albert wandered over to the Budget Rent A Car desk. In the slots 
on the rear wall he saw folders for BRIGGS, HANDLEFORD, MARCHANT, FENWICK, and 
PESTLEMAN. There was, no doubt, a rental agreement inside each one, along with a map of the central 
Maine area, and on each map there would be an arrow with the legend You ARE HERE on it, pointing at 
the city of Bangor. 
But where are we really? Albert wondered. And where are Briggs, Handleford, Marchant, Fenwick, and 
Pestleman? Have they been transported to another dimension? Maybe it's the Grateful Dead. Maybe the 
Dead's playing somewhere downstate and everybody left for the show. 
There was a dry scratching noise just behind him. Albert nearly jumped out of his skin and whirled around 
fast, holding his violin case up like a cudgel. Bethany was standing there, just touching a match to the tip of 
her cigarette. 
She raised her eyebrows. 'Scare you?' 
'A little,' Albert said, lowering the case and offering her a small, embarrassed smile. 
'Sorry.' She shook out the match, dropped it on the floor, and drew deeply on her cigarette. 'There. At least 
that's better. I didn't dare to on the plane. I was afraid something might blow up.' 
Bob Jenkins strolled over. 'You know, I quit those about ten years ago.' 
'No lectures, please,' Bethany said. 'I've got a feeling that if we get out of this alive and sane, I'm in for 
about a month of lectures. Solid. Wall-to-wall.' 
Jenkins raised his eyebrows but didn't ask for an explanation. 'Actually,' he said, 'I was going to ask you if I 
could have one. This seems like an excellent time to renew acquaintances with old habits.' 
Bethany smiled and offered him a Marlboro. Jenkins took it and she lit it for him. He inhaled, then coughed 
out a series of smoke-signal puffs. 
'You have been away,' she observed matter-of-factly. 
Jenkins agreed. 'But I'll get used to it again in a hurry. That's the real horror of the habit, I'm afraid. Did you 
two notice the clock?' 
'No,' Albert said. 
Jenkins pointed to the wall above the doors of the men's and women's bathrooms. The clock mounted there 
had stopped at 4:07. 
lit fits,' he said. 'We knew we had been in the air for awhile when - let's call it The Event, for want of a 
better term - when The Event took place. 4:07 A.M. Eastern Daylight Time is 1:07 A.M. PDT. So now we 
know the when.' 
'Gee, that's great,' Bethany said. 
'Yes,' Jenkins said, either not noticing or preferring to ignore the light overlay of sarcasm in her voice. 'But 
there's something wrong with it. I only wish the sun was out. Then I could be sure.' 
'What do you mean?' Albert asked. 
'The clocks - the electric ones, anyway - are no good. There's no juice. But if the sun was out, we could get 
at least a rough idea of what time it is by the length and direction of our shadows. My watch says it's going 
on quarter of nine, but I don't trust it. It feels later to me than that. I have no proof for it, and I can't explain 
it, but it does.' 
Albert thought about it. Looked around. Looked back at Jenkins. 'You know,' he said, 'it does. It feels like 
it's almost lunchtime. Isn't that nuts?' 
'It's not nuts,' Bethany said, 'it's just jetlag.' 
'I disagree,' Jenkins said. 'We travelled west to east, young lady. Any temporal dislocation west-east 
travellers feel goes the other way. They feel it's earlier than it should be.' 
'I want to ask you about something you said on the plane,' Albert said. 'When the captain told us that there 
must be some other people here, you said "false logic." In fact, you said it twice. But it seems straight 
enough to me. We were all asleep, and we're here. And if this thing happened at -' Albert glanced toward 
the clock '- at 4:07, Bangor time, almost everyone in town must have been asleep.' 
'Yes,' Jenkins said blandly. 'So where are they?' 
Albert was nonplussed. 'Well . . .' 
There was a bang as Nick forcibly hung up one of the pay telephones. It was the last in a long line of them; 
he had tried every one. 'It's a wash-' out,' he said. 'They're all dead. The coin-fed ones as well as the directdials. 
You can add the sound of no phones ringing to that of no dogs barking, Brian.' 
'So what do we do now?' Laurel asked. She heard the forlorn sound of her own voice and it made her feel 
very small, very lost. Beside her, Dinah was turning in slow circles. She looked like a human radar dish. 
'Let's go upstairs,' Baldy proposed. 'That's where the restaurant must be.' 
They all looked at him. Gaffney snorted. 'You got a one-track mind, mister.' 
The bald man looked at him from beneath one raised eyebrow. 'First, the name is Rudy Warwick, not 
mister,' he replied. 'Second, people think better when their stomachs are full.' He shrugged. 'It's just a law of 
nature.' 
'I think Mr Warwick is quite right,' Jenkins said. 'We all could use something to eat ... and if we go upstairs, 
we may find some other clues pointing toward what has happened. In fact, I rather think we will.' 
Nick shrugged. He looked suddenly tired and confused. 'Why not? he said. 'I'm starting to feel like Mr 
Robinson Bloody Crusoe.' 
They started toward the escalator, which was also dead, in a straggling little group. Albert, Bethany, and 
Bob Jenkins walked together, toward the rear. 
'You know something, don't you?' Albert asked abruptly. 'What is it?' 
'I might know something,' Jenkins corrected. 'I might not. For the time being I'm going to hold my peace ... 
except for one suggestion.' 
'What?' 
'It's not for you; it's for the young lady.' He turned to Bethany. 'Save your matches. That's my suggestion.' 
'What?' Bethany frowned at him. 
'You heard me.' 
'Yeah, I guess I did, but I don't get what you mean. There's probably a newsstand upstairs, Mr Jenkins. 
They'll have lots of matches. Cigarettes and disposable lighters, too.' 
'I agree,' Jenkins said. 'I still advise you to save your matches.' 
He's playing Philo Christie or whoever it was again, Albert thought. 
He was about to point this out and ask Jenkins to please remember that this wasn't one of his novels when 
Brian Engle stopped at the foot of the escalator, so suddenly that Laurel had to jerk sharply on Dinah's hand 
to keep the blind girl from running into him. 
'Watch where you're going, okay?' Laurel asked. 'In case you didn't notice, the kid here can't see.' 
Brian ignored her. He was looking around at the little group of refugees. 'Where's Mr Toomy?' 
'Who?' the bald man - Warwick - asked. 
'The guy with the pressing appointment in Boston.' 
'Who cares?' Gaffney asked. 'Good riddance to bad rubbish.' 
But Brian was uneasy. He didn't like the idea that Toomy had slipped away and gone off on his own. He 
didn't know why, but he didn't like that idea at all. He glanced at Nick. Nick shrugged, then shook his head. 
'Didn't see him go, mate. I was fooling with the phones. Sorry.' 
'Toomy!' Brian shouted. 'Craig Toomy! Where are you?' 
There was no response. Only that queer, oppressive silence. And Laurel noticed something then, something 
that made her skin cold. Brian had cupped his hands and shouted up the escalator. In a high-ceilinged place 
like this one, there should have been at least some echo. 
But there had been none. No echo at all. 
10 
While the others were occupied downstairs - the two teenagers and the old geezer standing by one of the 
car-rental desks, the others watching the British thug as he tried the phones - Craig Toomy had crept up the 
stalled escalator as quietly as a mouse. He knew exactly where he wanted to go; he knew exactly what to 
look for when he got there. 
He strode briskly across the large waiting room with his briefcase swinging beside his right knee, ignoring 
both the empty chairs and an empty bar called The Red Baron. At the far end of the room was a sign 
hanging over the mouth of a wide, dark corridor. It read 
GATE 5 INTERNATIONAL ARRIVALS 
DUTY FREE SHOPS 
U.S. CUSTOMS 
AIRPORT SECURITY 
He had almost reached the head of this corridor when he glanced out one of the wide windows at the 
tarmac again . . . and his pace faltered. He approached the glass slowly and looked out. 
There was nothing to see but the empty concrete and the moveless white sky, but his eyes began to widen 
nonetheless and he felt fear begin to steal into his heart. 
They're coming, a dead voice suddenly told him. It was the voice of his father, and it spoke from a small, 
haunted mausoleum tucked away in a gloomy corner of Craig Toomy's heart. 
'No,' he whispered, and the word spun a little blossom of fog on the window in front of his lips. 'No one is 
coming.' 
You've been bad. Worse, you've been lazy. 
'No!' 
Yes. You had an appointment and you skipped it. You ran away. You ran away to Bangor, Maine, of all the 
silly places. 
'It wasn't my fault,' he muttered. He was gripping the handle of the briefcase with almost painful tightness 
now. 'I was taken against my will. I ... I was shanghaied!' 
No reply from that interior voice. Only waves of disapproval. And once again Craig intuited the pressure he 
was under, the terrible never-ending pressure, the weight of the fathoms. The interior voice did not have to 
tell him there were no excuses; Craig knew that. He knew it of old. 
THEY were here ... and they will be back. You know that, don't you? 
He knew. The langoliers would be back. They would be back for him. He could sense them. He had never 
seen them, but he knew how horrible they would be. And was he alone in his knowledge? He thought not. 
He thought perhaps the little blind girl knew something about the langoliers as well. 
But that didn't matter. The only thing which did was getting to Boston getting to Boston before the 
langoliers could arrive in Bangor from their terrible, doomish lair to eat him alive and screaming. He had to 
get to that meeting at the Pru, had to let them know what he had done, and then he would be ... 
Free. 
He would be free. 
Craig pulled himself away from the window, away from the emptiness and the stillness, and plunged into 
the corridor beneath the sign. He passed the empty shops without a glance. Beyond them he came to the 
door he was looking for. There was a small rectangular plaque mounted on it, just above a bullseye 
peephole. AIRPORT SECURITY, it said. 
He had to get in there. One way or another, he had to get in there. 
All of this ... this craziness ... it doesn't have to belong to me. I don't have to own it. Not anymore. 
Craig reached out and touched the doorknob of the Airport Security office. The blank look in his eyes had 
been replaced by an expression of clear determination. 
I have been under stress for a long, a very long, time. Since I was seven? No - I think it started even before 
that. The fact is, I've been under stress for as long as I can remember. This latest piece of craziness is just a 
new variation. It's probably just what the man in the ratty sport-coat said it was: a test. Agents of some 
secret government agency or sinister foreign power running a test. But I choose not to participate in any 
more tests. I don't care if it's my father in charge, or my mother, or the dean of the Graduate School of 
Management, or the Desert Sun Banking Corporation's Board of Directors. I choose not to participate. I 
choose to escape. I choose to get to Boston and finish what I set out to do when I presented the Argentinian 
bond-buy in the first place. If I don't . . . 
But he knew what would happen if he didn't. 
He would go mad. 
Craig tried the doorknob. It did not move beneath his hand, but when he gave it a small, frustrated push, the 
door swung open. Either it had been left slightly unlatched, or it had unlocked when the power went off and 
the security systems went dead. Craig didn't care which. The important thing was that he wouldn't need to 
muss his clothes trying to crawl through an air-conditioning duct or something. He still had every intention 
of showing up at his meeting before the end of the day, and he didn't want his clothes smeared with dirt and 
grease when he got there. One of the simple, unexceptional truths of life was this: guys with dirt on their 
suits have no credibility. 
He pushed the door open and went inside. 
11 
Brian and Nick reached the top of the escalator first, and the others gathered around them. This was BIA's 
central waiting room, a large square box filled with contour plastic seats (some with coin-op TVs bolted to 
the arms) and dominated by a wall of polarized floor-to-ceiling windows. To their immediate left was the 
airport newsstand and the security checkpoint which served Gate I; to their right and all the way across the 
room was The Red Baron Bar and The Cloud Nine Restaurant. Beyond the restaurant was the corridor 
leading to the Airport Security Office and the International Arrivals Annex. 
'Come on -' Nick began, and Dinah said, 'Wait.' 
She spoke in a strong, urgent voice and they all turned toward her curiously. 
Dinah dropped Laurel's hand and raised both of her own. She cupped the thumbs behind her ears and 
splayed her fingers out like fans. Then she simply stood there, still as a post, in this odd and rather weird 
listening posture. 
'What -' Brian began, and Dinah said 'Shhh!' in an abrupt, inarguable sibilant. 
She turned slightly to the left, paused, then turned in the other direction until the white light coming 
through the windows fell directly on her, turning her already pale face into something which was ghostlike 
and eerie. She took off her dark glasses. The eyes beneath were wide, brown, and not quite blank. 
'There,' she said in a low, dreaming voice, and Laurel felt terror begin to stroke at her heart with chilly 
fingers. Nor was she alone. Bethany was crowding close to her on one side, and Don Gaffney moved in 
against her other side. 'There - I can feel the light. They said that's how they know I can see again. I can 
always feel the light. It's like heat inside my head.' 
'Dinah, what -'Brian began. 
Nick elbowed him. The Englishman's face was long and drawn, his forehead ribbed with lines. 'Be quiet, 
mate.' 
'The fight is ... here.' 
She walked slowly away from them, her hands still fanned out by her ears, her elbows held out before her 
to encounter any object which might stand in her way. She advanced until she was less than two feet from 
the window. Then she slowly reached out until her fingers touched the glass. They looked like black 
starfish outlined against the white sky. She let out a small, unhappy Murmur. 
'The glass is wrong, too,' she said in that dreaming voice. 
'Dinah -' Laurel began. 
'Shhh . . .'she whispered without turning round. She stood at the window like a little girl waiting for her 
father to come home from work. 'I hear something.' 
These whispered words sent a wordless, thoughtless horror through Albert Kaussner's mind. He felt 
pressure on his shoulders and looked down to see he had crossed his arms across his chest and was 
clutching himself hard. 
Brian listened with all his concentration. He heard his own breathing, and the breathing of the others ... but 
he heard nothing else. It's her imagination, he thought. That's all it is. 
But he wondered. 
'What?' Laurel asked urgently. 'What do you hear, Dinah?' 
'I don't know,' she said without turning from the window. 'It's very faint. I thought I heard it when we got 
off the airplane, and then I decided it was just my imagination. Now I can hear it better. I can hear it even 
through the glass. It sounds ... a little like Rice Krispies after you pour in the milk.' 
Brian turned to Nick and spoke in a low voice. 'Do you hear anything?' 
'Not a bloody thing,' Nick said, matching Brian's tone. 'But she's blind. She's used to making her ears do 
double duty.' 
'I think it's hysteria,' Brian said. He was whispering now, his lips almost touching Nick's ear. 
Dinah turned from the window. 
'"Do you hear anything?"' she mimicked. "'Not a bloody thing. But she's blind. She's used to making her 
ears do double duty."' She paused, then added: "'I think it's hysteria."' 
'Dinah, what are you talking about?' Laurel asked, perplexed and frightened. She had not heard Brian and 
Nick's muttered conversation, although she had been standing much closer to them than Dinah was. 
'Ask them,' Dinah said. Her voice was trembling. 'I'm not crazy! I'm blind, but I'm not crazy!' 
'All right,' Brian said, shaken. 'All right, Dinah.' And to Laurel he said: 'I was talking to Nick. She heard us. 
From over there by the windows, she heard us.' 
You've got great ears, hon,' Bethany said. 
I hear what I hear,' Dinah said. 'And I hear something out there. In that direction.' She pointed due east 
through the glass. Her unseeing eyes swept them. 'And it's bad. It's an awful sound, a scary sound.' 
Don Gaffney said hesitantly: 'If you knew what it was, little miss, that would help, maybe.' 
'I don't,' Dinah said. 'But I know that it's closer than it was.' She put her dark glasses back on with a hand 
that was trembling. 'We have to get out of here. And we have to get out soon. Because something is 
coming. The bad something making the cereal noise.' 
'Dinah,' Brian said, 'the plane we came in is almost out of fuel.' 
'Then you have to put some more in it!' Dinah screamed shrilly at him. 'It's coming, don't you understand? 
It's coming, and if we haven't gone when it gets here, we're going to die! We're all going to die!' 
Her voice cracked and she began to sob. She was not a sibyl or a medium but only a little girl forced to live 
her terror in a darkness which was almost complete. She staggered toward them, her self-possession utterly 
gone. Laurel grabbed her before she could stumble over one of the guide-ropes which marked the way to 
the security checkpoint and hugged her tight. She tried to soothe the girl, but those last words echoed and 
rang in Laurel's confused, shocked mind: If we haven't gone when it gets here, we're going to die. 
We're all going to die. 
12 
Craig Toomy heard the brat begin to caterwaul back there someplace and ignored it. He had found what he 
was looking for in the third locker he opened, the one with the name MARKEY Dymotaped to the front. 
Mr Markey's lunch - a sub sandwich poking out of a brown paper bag - was on the top shelf. Mr Markey's 
street shoes were placed neatly side by side on the bottom shelf. Hanging in between, from the same hook, 
were a plain white shirt and a gunbelt. Protruding from the holster was the butt of Mr Markey's service 
revolver. 
Craig unsnapped the safety strap and took the gun out. He didn't know much about guns - this could have 
been a .32, a .38, or even a .45, for all of him - but he was not stupid, and after a few moments of fumbling 
he was able to roll the cylinder. All six chambers were loaded. He pushed the cylinder back in, nodding 
slightly when he heard it click home, and then inspected the hammer area and both sides of the grip. He 
was looking for a safety catch, but there didn't appear to be one. He put his finger on the trigger and 
tightened until he saw both the hammer and the cylinder move slightly. Craig nodded, satisfied. 
He turned around and without warning the most intense loneliness of his adult life struck him. The gun 
seemed to take on weight and the hand holding it sagged. Now he stood with his shoulders slumped, the 
briefcase dangling from his right hand, the security guard's pistol dangling from his left. On his face was an 
expression of utter, abject misery. And suddenly a memory recurred to him, something he hadn't thought of 
in years: Craig Toomy, twelve years old, lying in bed and shivering as hot tears ran down his face. In the 
other room the stereo was turned up loud and his mother was singing along with Merrilee Rush in her 
droning off-key drunk's voice: 'Just call me angel ... of the morn-ing, bay-bee ... just touch my cheek ... 
before you leave me, bay-bee . . .' 
Lying there in bed. Shaking. Crying. Not making a sound. And thinking: Why can't you love me and leave 
me alone, Momma? Why can't you just love me and leave me alone? 
'I don't want to hurt anyone,' Craig Toomy muttered through his tears. 'I don't want to, but this ... this is 
intolerable.' 
Across the room was a bank of TV monitors, all blank. For a moment, as he looked at them, the truth of 
what had happened, what was still happening, tried to crowd in on him. For a moment it almost broke 
through his complex system of neurotic shields and into the air-raid shelter where he lived his life. 
Everyone is gone, Craiggy-weggy. The whole world is gone except for you and the people who were on that 
plane. 
'No,' he moaned, and collapsed into one of the chairs standing around the Formica-topped kitchen table in 
the center of the room. 'No, that's not so. That's just not so. I refute that idea. I refute it utterly.' 
The langoliers were here, and they will be back, his father said. It overrode the voice of his mother, as it 
always had. You better be gone when they get here . . . or you know what will happen. 
He knew, all right. They would eat him. The langoliers would eat him up. 
'But I don't want to hurt anyone,' he repeated in a dreary, distraught voice. There was a mimeographed duty 
roster lying on the table. Craig let go of his briefcase and laid the gun on the table beside him. Then he 
picked up the duty roster, looked at it for a moment with unseeing eyes, and began to tear a long strip from 
the lefthand side. 
Rii-ip. 
Soon he was hypnotized as a pile of thin strips - maybe the thinnest ever! - began to flutter down onto the 
table. But even then the cold voice of his father would not entirely leave him: 
Or you know what will happen. 
CHAPTER 5 
A Book of Matches. The Adventure of 
the Salami Sandwich. Another Example 
of the Deductive Method. The Arizona 
Yew Plays the Violin. The Only Sound in 
Town. 
1 
The frozen silence following Dinah's warning was finally broken by Robert Jenkins. 'We have some 
problems,' he said in a dry lecture-hall voice. 'If Dinah hears something - and following the remarkable 
demonstration she's just given us, I'm inclined to think she does - it would be helpful if we knew what it is. 
We don't. That's one problem. The plane's lack of fuel is another problem.' 
'There's a 727 Out there,' Nick said, 'all cozied up to a jetway. Can you fly one of those, Brian?' 
'Yes,' Brian said. 
Nick spread his hands in Bob's direction and shrugged, as if to say There you are: one knot untied already. 
'Assuming we do take off again, where should we go?' Bob Jenkins went on. 'A third problem.' 
'Away,' Dinah said immediately. 'Away from that sound. We have to get away from that sound, and what's 
making it.' 
'How long do you think we have?' Bob asked her gently. 'How long before it gets here, Dinah? Do you have 
any idea at all?' 
'No,' she said from the safe circle of Laurel's arms. 'I think it's still far. I think there's still time. But . . .' 
'Then I suggest we do exactly as Mr Warwick has suggested,' Bob said. 'Let's step over to the restaurant, 
have a bite to eat, and discuss what happens next. Food does have a beneficial effect on what Monsieur 
Poirot liked to call the little gray cells.' 
'We shouldn't wait,' Dinah said fretfully. 
'Fifteen minutes,' Bob said. 'No more than that. And even at your age, Dinah, you should know that useful 
thinking must always precede useful action.' 
Albert suddenly realized that the mystery writer had his own reasons for wanting to go to the restaurant. Mr 
Jenkins's little gray cells were all in apple-pie working order - or at least he believed they were - and 
following his eerily sharp assessment of their situation on board the plane, Albert was willing at least to 
give him the benefit of the doubt. He wants to show us something, or prove something to us, he thought. 
'Surely we have fifteen minutes?' he coaxed. 
'Well . . .'Dinah said unwillingly. 'I guess so.' 
'Fine,' Bob said briskly. 'It's decided.' And he struck off across the room toward the restaurant, as if taking it 
for granted that the others would follow him. 
Brian and Nick looked at each other. 
'We better go along,' Albert said quietly. 'I think he knows stuff.' 
'What kind of stuff?' Brian asked. 
'I don't know, exactly, but I think it might be stuff worth finding out.' 
Albert followed Bob; Bethany followed Albert; the others fell in behind them, Laurel leading Dinah by the 
hand. The little girl was very pale. 
2 
The Cloud Nine Restaurant was really a cafeteria with a cold-case full of drinks and sandwiches at the rear 
and a stainless steel counter running beside a long, compartmentalized steam-table. All the compartments 
were empty, all sparkling clean. There wasn't a speck of grease on the grill. Glasses - those tough cafeteria 
glasses with the ripply sides - were stacked in neat pyramids on rear shelves, along with a wide selection of 
even tougher cafeteria crockery. 
Robert Jenkins was standing by the cash register. As Albert and Bethany came in, he said: 'May I have 
another cigarette, Bethany?' 
'Gee, you're a real mooch,' she said, but her tone was good-natured. She produced her box of Marlboros and 
shook one out. He took it, then touched her hand as she also produced her book of matches. 
'I'll just use one of these, shall I?' There was a bowl filled with paper matches advertising LaSalle Business 
School by the cash register. FOR OUR MATCHLESS FRIENDS, a little sign beside the bowl read. Bob 
took a book of these matches, opened it, and pulled one of the matches free. 
'Sure,' Bethany said, 'but why?' 
'That's what we're going to find out,' he said. He glanced at the others. They were standing around in a 
semicircle, watching - all except Rudy Warwick, who had drifted to the rear of the serving area and was 
closely inspecting the contents of the cold-case. 
Bob struck the match. It left a little smear of white stuff on the striker but didn't light. He struck it again 
with the same result. On the third try, the paper match bent. Most of the flammable head was gone, 
anyway. 
'My, my,' he said in an utterly unsurprised tone. 'I suppose they must be wet. Let's try a book from the 
bottom, shall we? They should be dry.' 
He dug to the bottom of the bowl, spilling a number of matchbooks off the top and onto the counter as he 
did so. They all looked perfectly dry to Albert. Behind him, Nick and Brian exchanged another glance. 
Bob fished out another book of matches, pulled one, and tried to strike it. It didn't light. 
'Son of a bee,' he said. 'We seem to have discovered yet another problem. May I borrow your book of 
matches, Bethany?' 
She handed it over without a word. 
'Wait a minute,' Nick said slowly. 'What do you know, matey?' 
'Only that this situation has even wider implications than we at first thought,' Bob said. His eyes were calm 
enough, but the face from which they looked was haggard. 'And I have an idea that we all may have made 
one big mistake. Understandable enough under the circumstances ... but until we've rectified our thinking 
on this subject, I don't believe we can make any progress. An error of perspective, I'd call it.' 
Warwick was wandering back toward them. He had selected a wrapped sandwich and a bottle of beer. His 
acquisitions seemed to have cheered him considerably. 'What's happening, folks?' 
'I'll be damned if I know,' Brian said, 'but I don't like it much.' 
Bob Jenkins pulled one of the matches from Bethany's book and struck it. It lit on the first strike. 'Ah,' he 
said, and applied the flame to the tip of his cigarette. The smoke smelled incredibly pungent, incredibly 
sweet to Brian, and a moment's reflection suggested a reason why: it was the only thing, save for the faint 
tang of Nick Hopewell's shaving lotion and Laurel's perfume, that he could smell. Now that he thought 
about it, Brian realized that he could also smell his travelling companions' sweat. 
Bob still held the lit match in his hand. Now he bent back the top of the book he'd taken from the bowl, 
exposing all the matches, and touched the lit match to the heads of the others. For a long moment nothing 
happened. The writer slipped the flame back and forth along the heads of the matches, but they didn't light. 
The others watched, fascinated. 
At last there was a sickly phsssss sound, and a few of the matches erupted into dull, momentary life. They 
did not really burn at all; there was a weak glow and they went out. A few tendrils of smoke drifted up ... 
smoke which seemed to have no odor at all. 
Bob looked around at them and smiled grimly. 'Even that,' he said, 'is more than I expected.' 
'All right,' Brian said. 'Tell us about it. I know -' 
At that moment, Rudy Warwick uttered a cry of disgust. Dinah gave a little shriek and pressed closer to 
Laurel. Albert felt his heart take a high skip in his chest. 
Rudy had unwrapped his sandwich - it looked to Brian like salami and cheese -and had taken a large bite. 
Now he spat it out onto the floor with a grimace of disgust. 
'It's spoiled!' Rudy cried. 'Oh, goddam! I hate that!' 
'Spoiled?' Bob Jenkins said swiftly. His eyes gleamed like blue electrical sparks. 'Oh, I doubt that. 
Processed meats are so loaded with preservatives these days that it takes eight hours or more in the hot sun 
to send them over. And we know by the clocks that the power in that cold-case went out less than five 
hours ago.' 
'Maybe not,' Albert spoke up. 'You were the one who said it felt later than our wristwatches say.' 
'Yes, but I don't think ... Was the case still cold, Mr Warwick? When you opened it, was the case still cold?' 
'Not cold, exactly, but cool,' Rudy said. 'That sandwich is all fucked up, though. Pardon me, ladies. Here.' 
He held it out. 'If you don't think it's spoiled, you try it.' 
Bob stared at the sandwich, appeared to screw up his courage, and then did just that, taking a small bite 
from the untouched half. Albert saw an expression of disgust pass over his face, but he did not get rid of the 
food immediately. He chewed once ... twice ... then turned and spat into his hand. He stuffed the halfchewed 
bite of sandwich into the trash-bin below the condiments shelf, and dropped the rest of the 
sandwich in after it. 
'Not spoiled,' he said. 'Tasteless. And not just that, either. It seemed to have no texture.' His mouth drew 
down in an involuntary expression of disgust. 'We talk about things being bland - unseasoned white rice, 
boiled potatoes - but even the blandest food has some taste, I think. That had none. It was like chewing 
paper. No wonder you thought it was spoiled.' 
'It was spoiled,' the bald man reiterated stubbornly. 
'Try your beer,' Bob invited. 'That shouldn't be spoiled. The cap is still on, and a capped bottle of beer 
shouldn't spoil even if it isn't refrigerated.' 
Rudy looked thoughtfully at the bottle of Budweiser in his hand, then shook his head and held it out to Bob. 
'I don't want it anymore,' he said. He glanced at the cold-case. His gaze was baleful, as if he suspected 
Jenkins of having played an unfunny practical joke on him. 
'I will if I have to,' Bob said, 'but I've already offered my body up to science once. Will somebody else try 
this beer? I think it's very important.' 
'Give it to me,' Nick said. 
'No.' It was Don Gaffney. 'Give it to me. I could use a beer, by God. I've drunk 'em warm before and they 
don't cross my eyes none.' 
He took the beer, twisted off the cap, and upended it. A moment later he whirled and sprayed the mouthful 
he had taken onto the floor. 
'Jesus!' he cried. 'Flat! Flat as a pancake!' 
'Is it?' Bob asked brightly. 'Good! Great! Something we can all see!' He was around the counter in a flash, 
and taking one of the glasses down from the shelf. Gaffney had set the bottle down beside the cash register, 
and Brian looked at it closely as Bob Jenkins picked it up. He could see no foam clinging to the inside of 
the bottleneck. It might as well be water in there, he thought. 
What Bob poured out didn't look like water, however; it looked like beer. Flat beer. There was no head. A 
few small bubbles clung to the inside of the glass, but none of them came pinging up through the liquid to 
the surface. 
'All right,' Nick said slowly, 'it's flat. Sometimes that happens. The cap doesn't get screwed on all the way at 
the factory and the gas escapes. Everyone's gotten a flat lager from time to time.' 
'But when you add in the tasteless salami sandwich, it's suggestive, isn't it?' 
'Suggestive of what?' Brian exploded. 
'In a moment,' Bob said. 'Let's take care of Mr Hopewell's caveat first, shall we?' He turned, grabbed 
glasses with both hands (a couple of others fell off the shelf and shattered on the floor), then began to set 
them out along the counter with the agile speed of a bartender. 'Bring me some more beer. And a couple of 
soft drinks, while you're at it.' 
Albert and Bethany went down to the cold-case and each took four or five bottles, picking at random. 
'Is he nuts?' Bethany asked in a low voice. 
'I don't think so,' Albert said. He had a vague idea of what the writer was trying to show them ... and he 
didn't like the shape it made in his mind. 'Remember when he told you to save your matches? He knew 
something like this was going to happen. That's why he was so hot to get us over to the restaurant. He 
wanted to show us.' 
3 
The duty roster was ripped into three dozen narrow strips and the langoliers were closer now. 
Craig could feel their approach at the back of his mind - more weight. 
More insupportable weight. 
It was time to go. 
He picked up the gun and his briefcase, then stood up and left the security room. He walked slowly, 
rehearsing as he went: I don't want to shoot you, but I will if I have to. Take me to Boston. I don't want to 
shoot you, but I will if I have to. Take me to Boston. 
'I will if I have to,' Craig muttered as he walked back into the waiting room. 'I will if I have to.' His finger 
found the hammer of the gun and cocked it back. 
Halfway across the room, his attention was once more snared by the pallid light which fell through the 
windows, and he turned in that direction. He could feel them out there. The langoliers. They had eaten all 
the useless, lazy people, and now they were returning for him. He had to get to Boston. It was the only way 
he knew to save the rest of himself ... because their death would be horrible. Their death would be horrible 
indeed. 
He walked slowly to the windows and looked out, ignoring - at least for the time being - the murmur of the 
other passengers behind him. 
4 
Bob Jenkins poured a little from each bottle into its own glass. The contents of each was as flat as the first 
beer had been. 'Are you convinced?' he asked Nick. 
'Yes,' Nick said. 'If you know what's going on here, mate, spill it. Please spill it.' 
'I have an idea,' Bob said. 'It's not ... I'm afraid it's not very comforting, but I'm one of those people who 
believe that knowledge is always better - safer - in the long run than ignorance, no matter how dismayed 
one may feel when one first understands certain facts. Does that make any sense?' 
'No,' Gaffney said at once. 
Bob shrugged and offered a small, wry smile. 'Be that as it may, I stand by my statement. And before I say 
anything else, I want to ask you all to look around this place and tell me what you see.' 
They looked around, concentrating so fiercely on the little clusters of tables and chairs that no one noticed 
Craig Toomy standing on the far side of the waiting room, his back to them, gazing out at the tarmac. 
'Nothing,' Laurel said at last. 'I'm sorry, but I don't see anything. Your eyes must be sharper than mine, Mr 
Jenkins.' 
'Not a bit. I see what you see: nothing. But airports are open twenty-four hours a day. When this thing - this 
Event - happened, it was probably at the dead low tide of its twenty-four-hour cycle, but I find it difficult to 
believe there weren't at least a few people in here, drinking coffee and perhaps eating early breakfasts. 
Aircraft maintenance men. Airport personnel. Perhaps a handful of connecting passengers who elected to 
save money by spending the hours between midnight and six or seven o'clock in the terminal instead of in a 
nearby motel. When I first got off that baggage conveyor and looked around, I felt utterly dislocated. Why? 
Because airports are never completely deserted, just as police and fire stations are never completely 
deserted. Now look around again, and ask yourself this: where are the half-eaten meals, the half-empty 
glasses? Remember the drinks trolley on the airplane with the dirty glasses on the lower shelf ? Remember 
the half-eaten pastry and the half-drunk cup of coffee beside the pilot's seat in the cockpit? There's nothing 
like that here. Where is the least sign that there were people here at all when this Event occurred?' 
Albert looked around again and then said slowly, 'There's no pipe on the foredeck, is there?' 
Bob looked at him closely. 'What? What do you say, Albert?' 
'When we were on the plane,' Albert said slowly, 'I was thinking of this sailing ship I read about once. It 
was called the Mary Celeste, and someone spotted it, just floating aimlessly along. Well . . . not really 
floating, I guess, because the book said the sails were set, but when the people who found it boarded her, 
everyone on the Mary Celeste was gone. Their stuff was still there, though, and there was food cooking on 
the stove. Someone even found a pipe on the foredeck. It was still lit.' 
'Bravo!' Bob cried, almost feverishly. They were all looking at him now, and no one saw Craig Toomy 
walking slowly toward them. The gun he had found was no longer pointed at the floor. 
'Bravo, Albert! You've put your finger on it! And there was another famous disappearance - an entire 
colony of settlers at a place called Roanoke Island ... off the coast of North Carolina, I believe. All gone, 
but they had left remains of campfires, cluttered houses, and trash middens behind. Now, Albert, take this a 
step further. How else does this terminal differ from our airplane?' 
For a moment Albert looked entirely blank, and then understanding dawned in his eyes. 'The rings!' he 
shouted. 'The purses! The wallets! The money! The surgical pins! None of that stuff is here!' 
'Correct,' Bob said softly. 'One hundred per cent correct. As you say, none of that stuff is here. But it was 
on the airplane when we survivors woke up, wasn't it? There were even a cup of coffee and a half-eaten 
Danish in the cockpit. The equivalent of a smoking pipe on the foredeck.' 
'You think we've flown into another dimension, don't you?' Albert said. His voice was awed. 'Just like in a 
science-fiction story.' 
Dinah's head cocked to one side, and for a moment she looked strikingly like Nipper, the dog on the old 
RCA Victor labels. 
'No,' Bob said, 'I think -' 
'Watch out!' Dinah cried sharply. 'I hear some-' 
She was too late. Once Craig Toomy broke the paralysis which had held him and he started to move, he 
moved fast. Before Nick or Brian could do more than begin to turn around, he had locked one forearm 
around Bethany's throat and was dragging her backward. He pointed the gun at her temple. The girl uttered 
a desperate, terrorized squawk. 
'I don't want to shoot her, but I will if I have to,' Craig panted. 'Take me to Boston.' His eyes were no longer 
blank; they shot glances full of terrified, paranoid intelligence in every direction. 'Do you hear me? Take 
me to Boston!' 
Brian started toward him, and Nick placed a hand against his chest without shifting his eyes away from 
Craig. 'Steady down, mate,' he said in a low voice. 'It wouldn't be safe. Our friend here is quite bonkers.' 
Bethany was squirming under Craig's restraining forearm. 'You're choking me! Please stop choking me.' 
'What's happening?' Dinah cried. 'What is it?' 
'Stop that!' Craig shouted at Bethany. 'Stop moving around! You're going to force me to do something I 
don't want to do!' He pressed the muzzle of the gun against the side of her head. She continued to struggle, 
and Albert suddenly realized she didn't know he had a gun - even with it pressed against her skull she didn't 
know. 
'Quit it, girl!' Nick said sharply. 'Quit fighting!' 
For the first time in his waking life, Albert found himself not just thinking like The Arizona Jew but 
possibly called upon to act like that fabled character. Without taking his eyes off the lunatic in the crewneck 
jersey, he slowly began to raise his violin case. He switched his grip from the handle and settled both 
hands around the neck of the case. Toomy was not looking at him; his eyes were shuttling rapidly back and 
forth between Brian and Nick, and he had his hands full - quite literally - holding onto Bethany. 
'I don't want to shoot her -' Craig was beginning again, and then his arm slipped upward as the girl bucked 
against him, socking her behind into his crotch. Bethany immediately sank her teeth into his wrist. 'Ow!' 
Craig screamed. 'owww!' 
His grip loosened. Bethany ducked under it. Albert leaped forward, raising the violin case, as Toomy 
pointed the gun at Bethany. Toomy's face was screwed into a grimace of pain and anger. 
'No, Albert!' Nick bawled. 
Craig Toomy saw Albert coming and shifted the muzzle toward him. For one moment Albert looked 
straight into it, and it was like none of his dreams or fantasies. Looking into the muzzle was like looking 
into an open grave. 
I might have made a mistake here, he thought, and then Craig pulled the trigger. 
5 
Instead of an explosion there was a small pop - the sound of an old Daisy air rifle, no more. Albert felt 
something thump against the chest of his Hard Rock Cafe tee-shirt, had time to realize he had been shot, 
and then he brought the violin case down on Craig's head. There was a solid thud which ran all the way up 
his arms and the indignant voice of his father suddenly spoke up in his mind: What's the matter with you, 
Albert? That's no way to treat an expensive musical instrument! 
There was a startled broink! from inside the case as the violin jumped. One of the brass latches dug into 
Toomy's forehead and blood splashed outward in an amazing spray. Then the man's knees came unhinged 
and he went down in front of Albert like an express elevator. Albert saw his eyes roll up to whites, and then 
Craig Toomy was lying at his feet, unconscious. 
A crazy but somehow wonderful thought filled Albert's mind for a moment: By God, I never played better 
in my life! And then he realized that he was no longer able to get his breath. He turned to the others, the 
corners of his mouth turning up in a thin-lipped, slightly confused smile. 'I think I have been plugged,' Ace 
Kaussner said, and then the world bleached out to shades of gray and his own knees came unhinged. He 
crumpled to the floor on top of his violin case. 
6 
He was out for less than thirty seconds. When he came around, Brian was slapping his cheeks lightly and 
looking anxious. Bethany was on her knees beside him, looking at Albert with shining my-hero eyes. 
Behind her, Dinah Bellman was still crying within the circle of Laurel's arms. Albert looked back at 
Bethany and felt his heart - apparently still whole - expand in his chest. 'The Arizona Jew rides again,' he 
muttered. 
'What, Albert?' she asked, and stroked his cheek. Her hand was wonderfully soft, wonderfully cool. Albert 
decided he was in love. 
'Nothing,' he said, and then the pilot whacked him across the face again. 
'Are you all right, kid?' Brian was asking. 'Are you all right?' 
'I think so,' Albert said. 'Stop doing that, okay? And the name is Albert. Ace, to my friends. How bad am I 
hit? I can't feel anything yet. Were you able to stop the bleeding?' 
Nick Hopewell squatted beside Bethany. His face wore a bemused, unbelieving smile. 'I think you'll live, 
matey. I never saw anything like that in my life ... and I've seen a lot. You Americans are too foolish not to 
love. Hold out your hand and I'll give you a souvenir.' 
Albert held out a hand which shook uncontrollably with reaction, and Nick dropped something into it. 
Albert held it up to his eyes and saw it was a bullet. 
'I picked it up off the floor,' Nick said. 'Not even misshapen. It must have hit you square in the chest - 
there's a little powder mark on your shirt - and then bounced off. It was a misfire. God must like you, mate.' 
'I was thinking of the matches,' Albert said weakly. 'I sort of thought it wouldn't fire at all.' 
'That was very brave and very foolish, my boy,' Bob Jenkins said. His face was dead white and he looked 
as if he might pass out himself in another few moments. 'Never believe a writer. Listen to them, by all 
means, but never believe them. My God, what if I'd been wrong?' 
'You almost were,' Brian said. He helped Albert to his feet. 'It was like when you lit the other matches - the 
ones from the bowl. There was just enough pop to drive the bullet out of the muzzle. A little more pop and 
Albert would have had a bullet in his lung.' 
Another wave of dizziness washed over Albert. He swayed on his feet, and Bethany immediately slipped an 
arm around his waist. 'I thought it was really brave,' she said, looking up at him with eyes which suggested 
she believed Albert Kaussner must shit diamonds from a platinum asshole. 'I mean incredible.' 
'Thanks,' Ace said, smiling coolly (if a trifle woozily). 'It wasn't much.' The fastest Hebrew west of the 
Mississippi was aware that there was a great deal of girl pressed tightly against him, and that the girl 
smelled almost unbearably good. Suddenly he felt good. In fact, he believed he had never felt better in his 
life. Then he remembered his violin, bent down, and picked up the case. There was a deep dent in one side, 
and one of the catches had been sprung. There was blood and hair on it, and Albert felt his stomach turn 
over lazily. He opened the case and looked in. The instrument looked all right, and he let out a little sigh. 
Then he thought of Craig Toomy, and alarm replaced relief. 
'Say, I didn't kill that guy, did I? I hit him pretty hard.' He looked towards Craig, who was lying near the 
restaurant door with Don Gaffney kneeling beside him. Albert suddenly felt like passing out again. There 
was a great deal of blood on Craig's face and forehead. 
'He's alive,' Don said, 'but he's out like a light.' 
Albert, who had blown away more hardcases than The Man with No Name in his dreams, felt his gorge 
rise. 'Jesus, there's so much blood!' 
'Doesn't mean a thing,' Nick said. 'Scalp wounds tend to bleed a lot.' He joined Don, picked up Craig's 
wrist, and felt for a pulse. 'You want to remember he had a gun to that girl's head, matey. If he'd pulled the 
trigger at point-blank range, he might well have done for her. Remember the actor who killed himself with 
a blank round a few years ago? Mr Toomy brought this on himself; he owns it completely. Don't take on.' 
Nick dropped Craig's wrist and stood up. 
'Besides,' he said, pulling a large swatch of paper napkins from the dispenser on one of the tables, 'his pulse 
is strong and regular. I think he'll wake up in a few minutes with nothing but a bad headache. I also think it 
might be prudent to take a few precautions against that happy event. Mr Gaffney, the tables in yonder 
watering hole actually appear to be equipped with tablecloths - strange but true. I wonder if you'd get a 
couple? We might be wise to bind old Mr I've-Got-to-Get-to-Boston's hands behind him.' 
'Do you really have to do that?' Laurel asked quietly. 'The man is unconscious, after all, and bleeding.' 
Nick pressed his makeshift napkin compress against Craig Toomy's headwound and looked up at her. 
'You're Laurel, right?' 
'Right.' 
'Well, Laurel, let's not paint it fine. This man is a lunatic. I don't know if our current adventure did that to 
him or if he just growed that way, like Topsy, but I do know he's dangerous. He would have grabbed Dinah 
instead of Bethany if she had been closer. If we leave him untied, he might do just that next time.' 
Craig groaned and waved his hands feebly. Bob Jenkins stepped away from him the moment he began to 
move, even though the revolver was now safely tucked into the waistband of Brian Engle's pants, and 
Laurel did the same, pulling Dinah with her. 
'Is anybody dead?' Dinah asked nervously. 'No one is, are they?' 
'No, honey.' 
'I should have heard him sooner, but I was listening to the man who sounds like a teacher.' 
'It's okay,' Laurel said. 'It turned out all right, Dinah.' Then she looked out at the empty terminal and her 
own words mocked her. Nothing was all right here. Nothing at all. 
Don returned with a red-and-white-checked tablecloth in each fist. 
'Marvellous,' Nick said. He took one of them and spun it quickly and expertly into a rope. He put the center 
of it in his mouth, clamping his teeth on it to keep it from unwinding, and used his hands to flip Craig over 
like a human omelette. 
Craig cried out and his eyelids fluttered. 
'Do you have to be so rough?' Laurel asked sharply. 
Nick gazed at her for a moment, and she dropped her eyes at once. She could not help comparing Nick 
Hopewell's eyes with the eyes in the pictures which Darren Crosby had sent her. Widely spaced, clear eyes 
in a goodlooking - if unremarkable - face. But the eyes had also been rather unremarkable, hadn't they? 
And didn't Darren's eyes have something, perhaps even a great deal, to do with why she had made this trip 
in the first place? Hadn't she decided, after a great deal of close study, that they were the eyes of a man who 
would behave himself? A man who would back off if you told him to back off? 
She had boarded Flight 29 telling herself that this was her great adventure, her one extravagant tango with 
romance - an impulsive transcontinental dash into the arms of the tall, dark stranger. But sometimes you 
found yourself in one of those tiresome situations where the truth could no longer be avoided, and Laurel 
reckoned the truth to be this: she had chosen Darren Crosby because his pictures and letters had told her he 
wasn't much different from the placid boys and men she had been dating ever since she was fifteen or so, 
boys and men who would learn quickly to wipe their feet on the mat before they came in on rainy nights, 
boys and men who would grab a towel and help with the dishes without being asked, boys and men who 
would let you go if you told them to do it in a sharp enough tone of voice. 
Would she have been on Flight 29 tonight if the photos had shown Nick Hopewell's dark-blue eyes instead 
of Darren's mild brown ones? She didn't think so. She thought she would have written him a kind but rather 
impersonal note Thank you for your reply and your picture, Mr Hopewell, but I somehow don't think we 
would be right for each other - and gone on looking for a man like Darren. And, of course, she doubted 
very much if men like Mr Hopewell even read the lonely-hearts magazines, let alone placed ads in their 
personals columns. All the same, she was here with him now, in this weird situation. 
Well, she had wanted to have an adventure, just one adventure, before middle-age settled in for keeps. 
Wasn't that true? Yes. And here she was, proving Tolkien right - she had stepped out of her own door last 
evening, just the same as always, and look where she had ended up: a strange and dreary version of 
Fantasyland. But it was an adventure, all right. Emergency landings ... deserted airports ... a lunatic with a 
gun. Of course it was an adventure. Something she had read years ago suddenly popped into Laurel's mind. 
Be careful what you pray for, because you just might get it. 
How true. 
And how confusing. 
There was no confusion in Nick Hopewell's eyes ... but there was no mercy in them, either. They made 
Laurel feel shivery, and there was nothing romantic in the feeling. 
Are you sure? a voice whispered, and Laurel shut it up at once. 
Nick pulled Craig's hands out from under him, then brought his wrists together at the small of his back. 
Craig groaned again, louder this time, and began to struggle weakly. 
'Easy now, my good old mate,' Nick said soothingly. He wrapped the tablecloth rope twice around Craig's 
lower forearms and knotted it tightly. Craig's elbows flapped and he uttered a strange weak scream. 'There!' 
Nick said, standing up. 'Trussed as neatly as Father John's Christmas turkey. We've even got a spare if that 
one looks like not holding.' He sat on the edge of one of the tables and looked at Bob Jenkins. 'Now, what 
were you saying when we were so rudely interrupted?' 
Bob looked at him, dazed and unbelieving. 'What?' 
'Go on,' Nick said. He might have been an interested lecture-goer instead of a man sitting on a table in a 
deserted airport restaurant with his feet planted beside a bound man lying in a pool of his own blood. 'You 
had just got to the part about Flight 29 being like the Mary Celeste. Interesting concept, that.' 
'And you want me to . . . to just go on?' Bob asked incredulously. 'As if nothing had happened?' 
'Let me up!' Craig shouted. His words were slightly muffled by the tough industrial carpet on the restaurant 
floor, but he still sounded remarkably lively for a man who had been coldcocked with a violin case not five 
minutes previous. 'Let me up right now! I demand that you -' 
Then Nick did something that shocked all of them, even those who had seen the Englishman twist Craig's 
nose like the handle of a bathtub faucet. He drove a short, hard kick into Craig's ribs. He pulled it at the last 
instant ... but not much. Craig uttered a pained grunt and shut up. 
'Start again, mate, and I'll stave them in,' Nick said grimly. 'My patience with you has run out.' 
'Hey!' Gaffney cried, bewildered. 'What did you do that f -' 
'Listen to me!' Nick said, and looked around. His urbane surface was entirely gone for the first time; his 
voice vibrated with anger and urgency. 'You need waking up, fellows and girls, and I haven't the time to do 
it gently. That little girl Dinah - says we are in bad trouble here, and I believe her. She says she hears 
something, something which may be coming our way, and I rather believe that, too. I don't hear a bloody 
thing, but my nerves are jumping like grease on a hot griddle, and I'm used to paying attention when they 
do that. I think something is coming, and I don't believe it's going to try and sell us vacuum-cleaner 
attachments or the latest insurance scheme when it gets here. Now we can make all the correct civilized 
noises over this bloody madman or we can try to understand what has happened to us. Understanding may 
not save our lives, but I'm rapidly becoming convinced that the lack of it may end them, and soon.' His eyes 
shifted to Dinah. 'Tell me I'm wrong if you believe I am, Dinah. I'll listen to you, and gladly.' 
'I don't want you to hurt Mr Toomy, but I don't think you're wrong, either,' Dinah said in a small, wavery 
voice. 
'All right,' Nick said. 'Fair enough. I'll try my very best not to hurt him again ... but I make no promises. 
Let's begin with a very simple concept. This fellow I've trussed up -' 
'Toomy,' Brian said. 'His name is Craig Toomy.' 
'All right. Mr Toomy is mad. Perhaps if we find our way back to our proper place, or if we find the place 
where all the people have gone, we can get some help for him. But for now, we can only help him by 
putting him out of commission - which I have done, with the generous if foolhardy assistance of Albert 
there - and getting back to our current business. Does anyone hold a view which runs counter to this?' 
There was no reply. The other passengers who had been aboard Flight 29 looked at Nick uneasily. 
'All right,' Nick said. 'Please go on, Mr Jenkins.' 
'I ... I'm not used to . . .' Bob made a visible effort to collect himself. 'In books, I suppose I've killed enough 
people to fill every seat in the plane that brought us here, but what just happened is the first act of violence 
I've ever personally witnessed. I'm sorry if I've ... er ... behaved badly.' 
'I think you're doing great, Mr Jenkins,' Dinah said. 'And I like listening to you, too. It makes me feel 
better.' 
Bob looked at her gratefully and smiled. 'Thank you, Dinah.' He stuffed his hands in his pockets, cast a 
troubled glance at Craig Toomy, then looked beyond them, across the empty waiting room. 
'I think I mentioned a central fallacy in our thinking,' he said at last. 'It is this: we all assumed, when we 
began to grasp the dimensions of this Event, that something had happened to the rest of the world. That 
assumption is easy enough to understand, since we are all fine and everyone else - including those other 
passengers with whom we boarded at Los Angeles International - seems to have disappeared. But the 
evidence before us doesn't bear the assumption out. What has happened has happened to us and us alone. I 
am convinced that the world as we have always known it is ticking along just as it always has. 
'It's us - the missing passengers and the eleven survivors of Flight 29 - who are lost.' 
7 
'Maybe I'm dumb, but I don't understand what you're getting at,' Rudy Warwick said after a moment. 
'Neither do I,' Laurel added. 
'We've mentioned two famous disappearances,' Bob said quietly. Now even Craig Toomy seemed to be 
listening ... he had stopped struggling, at any rate. 'One, the case of the Mary Celeste, took place at sea. The 
second, the case of Roanoke Island, took place near the sea. They are not the only ones, either. I can think 
of at least two others which involved aircraft: the disappearance of the aviatrix Amelia Earhart over the 
Pacific Ocean, and the disappearance of several Navy planes over that part of the Atlantic known as the 
Bermuda Triangle. That happened in 1945 or 1946, I believe. There was some sort of garbled transmission 
from the lead aircraft's pilot, and rescue planes were sent out at once from an airbase in Florida, but no 
trace of the planes or their crews was ever found.' 
'I've heard of the case,' Nick said. 'It's the basis for the Triangle's infamous reputation, I think.' 
'No, there have been lots of ships and planes lost there,' Albert put in. 'I read the book about it by Charles 
Berlitz. Really interesting.' He glanced around. 'I just never thought I'd be in it, if you know what I mean.' 
Jenkins said, 'I don't know if an aircraft has ever disappeared over the continental United States before, but 
-' 
'It's happened lots of times with small planes,' Brian said, 'and once, about thirty-five years ago, it happened 
with a commercial passenger plane. There were over a hundred people aboard. 1955 or '56, this was. The 
carrier was either TWA or Monarch, I can't remember which. The plane was bound for Denver out of San 
Francisco. The pilot made radio contact with the Reno tower - absolutely routine - and the plane was never 
heard from again. There was a search, of course, but ... nothing.' 
Brian saw they were all looking at him with a species of dreadful fascination, and he laughed 
uncomfortably. 
'Pilot ghost stories,' he said with a note of apology in his voice. 'It sounds like a caption for a Gary Larson 
cartoon.' 
'I'll bet they all went through,' the writer muttered. He had begun to scrub the side of his face with his hand 
again. He looked distressed - almost horrified. 'Unless they found bodies . . . ?' 
'Please tell us what you know, or what you think you know,' Laurel said. 'The effect of this . . . this thing . . 
. seems to pile up on a person. If I don't get some answers soon, I think you can tie me up and put me down 
next to Mr Toomy.' 
'Don't flatter yourself,' Craig said, speaking clearly if rather obscurely. 
Bob favored him with another uncomfortable glance and then appeared to muster his thoughts. 'There's no 
mess here, but there's a mess on the plane. There's no electricity here, but there's electricity on the plane. 
That isn't conclusive, of course - the plane has its own self-contained power supply, while the electricity 
here comes from a power plant somewhere. But then consider the matches. Bethany was on the plane, and 
her matches work fine. The matches I took from the bowl in here wouldn't strike. The gun which Mr 
Toomy took - from the Security office, I imagine - barely fired. I think that, if you tried a battery-powered 
flashlight, you'd find that wouldn't work, either. Or, if it did work, it wouldn't work for long.' 
'You're right,' Nick said. 'And we don't need to find a flashlight in order to test your theory.' He pointed 
upward. There was an emergency light mounted on the wall behind the kitchen grill. It was as dead as the 
overhead lights. 'That's battery-powered,' Nick went on. 'A light-sensitive solenoid turns it on when the 
power fails. It's dim enough in here for that thing to have gone into operation, but it didn't do so. Which 
means that either the solenoid's circuit failed or the battery is dead.' 
'I suspect it's both,' Bob Jenkins said. He walked slowly toward the restaurant door and looked out. 'We find 
ourselves in a world which appears to be whole and in reasonably good order, but it is also a world which 
seems almost exhausted. The carbonated drinks are flat. The food is tasteless. The air is odorless. We still 
give off scents - I can smell Laurel's perfume and the captain's aftershave lotion, for instance - but 
everything else seems to have lost its smell.' 
Albert picked up one of the glasses with beer in it and sniffed deeply. There was a smell, he decided, but it 
was very, very faint. A flower-petal pressed for many years between the pages of a book might give off the 
same distant memory of scent. 
'The same is true for sounds,' Bob went on. 'They are flat, one-dimensional, utterly without resonance.' 
Laurel thought of the listless clup-clup sound of her high heels on the cement, and the lack of echo when 
Captain Engle cupped his hands around his mouth and called up the escalator for Mr Toomy. 
'Albert, could I ask you to play something on your violin?' Bob asked. 
Albert glanced at Bethany. She smiled and nodded. 
'All right. Sure. In fact, I'm sort of curious about how it sounds after . He glanced at Craig Toomy. 'You 
know.' 
He opened the case, grimacing as his fingers touched the latch which had opened the wound in Craig 
Toomy's forehead, and drew out his violin. He caressed it briefly, then took the bow in his right hand and 
tucked the violin under his chin. He stood like that for a moment, thinking. What was the proper sort of 
music for this strange new world where no phones rang and no dogs barked? Ralph Vaughan Williams? 
Stravinsky? Mozart? Dvorak, perhaps? No. None of them were right. Then inspiration struck, and he began 
to play 'Someone's in the Kitchen with Dinah.' 
Halfway through the tune the bow faltered to a stop. 
'I guess you must have hurt your fiddle after all when you bopped that guy with it,' Don Gaffney said. 'It 
sounds like it's stuffed full of cotton batting.' 
'No,' Albert said slowly. 'My violin is perfectly okay. I can tell just by the way it feels, and the action of the 
strings under my fingers ... but there's something else as well. Come on over here, Mr Gaffney.' Gaffney 
came over and stood beside Albert. 'Now get as close to my violin as you can. No . . not that close; I'd put 
out your eye with the bow. There. Just right. Listen again.' 
Albert began to play, singing along in his mind, as he almost always did when he played this corny but 
endlessly cheerful shitkicking music: 
Singing fee-fi-fiddly-I-oh, Fee-fi-fiddly-I-oh-oh-oh-oh, Fee-fi-fiddly-I-oh, Strummin' on the old banjo. 
'Did you hear the difference?' he asked when he had finished. 
'It sounds a lot better close up, if that's what you mean,' Gaffney said. He was looking at Albert with real 
respect. 'You play good, kid.' 
Albert smiled at Gaffney, but it was really Bethany Simms he was talking to. 'Sometimes, when I'm sure 
my music teacher isn't around, I play old Led Zeppelin songs,' he said. 'That stuff really cooks on the 
violin. You'd be surprised.' He looked at Bob. 'Anyway, it fits right in with what you were saying. The 
closer you get, the better the violin sounds. It's the air that's wrong, not the instrument. It's not conducting 
the sounds the way it should, and so what comes out sounds the way the beer tasted.' 
'Flat,' Brian said. 
Albert nodded. 
'Thank you, Albert,' Bob said. 
'Sure. Can I put it away now?' 
'Of course.' Bob continued as Albert replaced his violin in its case, and then used a napkin to clean off the 
fouled latches and his own fingers. 'Taste and sound are not the only off-key elements of the situation in 
which we find ourselves. Take the clouds, for instance.' 
'What about them?' Rudy Warwick asked. 
'They haven't moved since we arrived, and I don't think they're going to move. I think the weather patterns 
we're all used to living with have either stopped or are running down like an old pocket-watch.' 
Bob paused for a moment. He suddenly looked old and helpless and frightened. 
'As Mr Hopewell would say, let's not draw it fine. Everything here feels wrong. Dinah, whose senses - 
including that odd, vague one we call the sixth sense - are more developed than ours, has perhaps felt it the 
most strongly, but I think we've all felt it to some degree. Things here are just wrong. 
'And now we come to the very hub of the matter.' 
He turned to face them. 
'I said not fifteen minutes ago that it felt like lunchtime. It now feels much later than that to me. Three in 
the afternoon, perhaps four. It isn't breakfast my stomach is grumbling for right now; it wants high tea. I 
have a terrible feeling that it may start to get dark outside before our watches tell us it's quarter to ten in the 
morning.' 
'Get to it, mate,' Nick said. 
'I think it's about time,' Bob said quietly. 'Not about dimension, as Albert suggested, but time. Suppose that, 
every now and then, a hole appears in the time stream? Not a time-warp, but a time-rip. A rip in the 
temporal fabric.' 
'That's the craziest shit I ever heard!' Don Gaffney exclaimed. 
'Amen!' Craig Toomy seconded from the floor. 
'No,' Bob replied sharply. 'If you want crazy shit, think about how Albert's violin sounded when you were 
standing six feet away from it. Or look around you, Mr Gaffney. just look around you. What's happening to 
us ... what we're in . . . that's crazy shit.' 
Don frowned and stuffed his hands deep in his pockets. 
'Go on,' Brian said. 
'All right. I'm not saying that I've got this right; I'm just offering a hypothesis that fits the situation in which 
we have found ourselves. Let us say that such rips in the fabric of time appear every now and then, but 
mostly over unpopulated areas - by which I mean the ocean, of course. I can't say why that would be, but 
it's still a logical assumption to make, since that's where most of these disappearances seem to occur.' 
'Weather patterns over water are almost always different from weather patterns over large land-masses,' 
Brian said. 'That could be it.' 
Bob nodded. 'Right or wrong, it's a good way to think of it, because it puts it in a context we're all familiar 
with. This could be similar to rare weather phenomena which are sometimes reported: upside-down 
tornadoes, circular rainbows, daytime starlight. These time-rips may appear and disappear at random, or 
they may move, the way fronts and pressure systems move, but they very rarely appear over land. 
'But a statistician will tell you that sooner or later whatever can happen will happen, so let us say that last 
night one did appear over land ... and we had the bad luck to fly into it. And we know something else. 
Some unknown rule or property of this fabulous meteorological freak makes it impossible for any living 
being to travel through unless he or she is fast asleep.' 
'Aw, this is a fairy tale,' Gaffney said. 
'I agree completely,' Craig said from the floor. 
'Shut your cake-hole,' Gaffney growled at him. Craig blinked, then lifted his upper lip in a feeble sneer. 
'It feels right,' Bethany said in a low voice. 'It feels as if we're out of step with ... with everything.' 
'What happened to the crew and the passengers?' Albert asked. He sounded sick. 'If the plane came through, 
and we came through, what happened to the rest of them?' 
His imagination provided him with an answer in the form of a sudden indelible image: hundreds of people 
failing out of the sky, ties and trousers rippling, dresses skating up to reveal garter-belts and underwear, 
shoes falling off, pens (the ones which weren't back on the plane, that was) shooting out of pockets; people 
waving their arms and legs and trying to scream in the thin air; people who had left wallets, purses, pocketchange, 
and, in at least one case, a pacemaker implant, behind. He saw them hitting the ground like dud 
bombs, squashing bushes flat, kicking up small clouds of stony dust, imprinting the desert floor with the 
shapes of their bodies. 
'My guess is that they were vaporized,' Bob said. 'Utterly discorporated.' 
Dinah didn't understand at first; then she thought of Aunt Vicky's purse with the traveller's checks still 
inside and began to cry softly. Laurel crossed her arms over the little blind girl's shoulders and hugged her. 
Albert, meanwhile, was fervently thanking God that his mother had changed her mind at the last moment, 
deciding not to accompany him east after all. 
'In many cases their things went with them,' the writer went on. 'Those who left wallets and purses may 
have had them out at the time of The ... The Event. It's hard to say, though. What was taken and what was 
left behind - I suppose I'm thinking of the wig more than anything else - doesn't seem to have a lot of rhyme 
or reason to it.' 
'You got that right,' Albert said. 'The surgical pins, for instance. I doubt if the guy they belonged to took 
them out of his shoulder or knee to play with because he got bored.' 
'I agree,' Rudy Warwick said. 'It was too early in the flight to get that bored.' 
Bethany looked at him, startled, then burst out laughing. 
'I'm originally from Kansas,' Bob said, 'and the element of caprice makes me think of the twisters we used 
to sometimes get in the summer. They'd totally obliterate a farmhouse and leave the privy standing, or 
they'd rip away a barn without pulling so much as a shingle from the silo standing right next to it.' 
'Get to the bottom line, mate,' Nick said. 'Whatever time it is we're in, I can't help feeling that it's very late 
in the day.' 
Brian thought of Craig Toomy, Old Mr I've-Got-to-Get-to-Boston, standing at the head of the emergency 
slide and screaming: Time is short! Time is very fucking short! 
'All right,' Bob said. 'The bottom line. Let's suppose there are such things as time-rips, and we've gone 
through one. I think we've gone into the past and discovered the unlovely truth of time-travel: you can't 
appear in the Texas Book Depository on November 22, 1963, and put a stop to the Kennedy assassination; 
you can't watch the building of the pyramids or the sack of Rome; you can't investigate the Age of the 
Dinosaurs at first hand.' 
He raised his arms, hands outstretched, as if to encompass the whole silent world in which they found 
themselves. 
'Take a good look around you, fellow time-travellers. This is the past. It is empty; it is silent. It is a world - 
perhaps a universe - with all the sense and meaning of a discarded paint-can. I believe we may have hopped 
an absurdly short distance in time, perhaps as little as fifteen minutes ... at least initially. But the world is 
clearly unwinding around us. Sensory input is disappearing. Electricity has already disappeared. The 
weather is what the weather was when we made the jump into the past. But it seems to me that as the world 
winds down, time itself is winding up in a kind of spiral crowding in on itself.' 
'Couldn't this be the future?' Albert asked cautiously. 
I don't 
Bob Jenkins shrugged. He suddenly looked very tired. 'I don't know for sure, of course - how could I? - but 
I don't think so. This place we're in feels old and stupid and feeble and meaningless. It feels 
know . 
Dinah spoke then. They all looked toward her. 
'It feels over,' she said softly. 
'Yes,' Bob said. 'Thank you, dear. That's the word I was looking for.' 
'Mr Jenkins?' 
'Yes?' 
'The sound I told you about before? I can hear it again.' She paused. 'It's getting closer.' 
8 
They all fell silent, their faces long and listening. Brian thought he heard something, then decided it was the 
sound of his own heart. Or simply imagination. 
'I want to go out by the windows again,' Nick said abruptly. He stepped over Craig's prone body without so 
much as a glance down and strode from the restaurant without another word. 
'Hey!' Bethany cried. 'Hey, I want to come, too!' 
Albert followed her; most of the others trailed after. 'What about you two?' Brian asked Laurel and Dinah. 
'I don't want to go,' Dinah said. 'I can hear it as well as I want to from here.' She paused and added: 'But I'm 
going to hear it better, I think, if we don't get out of here soon.' 
Brian glanced at Laurel Stevenson. 
'I'll stay here with Dinah,' she said quietly. 
'All right,' Brian said. 'Keep away from Mr Toomy.' 
"'Keep away from Mr Toomy."' Craig mimicked savagely from his place on the floor. He turned his head 
with an effort and rolled his eyes in their sockets to look at Brian. 'You really can't get away with this, 
Captain Engle. I don't know what game you and your Limey friend think you're playing, but you can't get 
away with it. Your next piloting job will probably be running cocaine in from Colombia after dark. At least 
you won't be lying when you tell your friends all about what a crack pilot you are.' 
Brian started to reply, then thought better of it. Nick said this man was at least temporarily insane, and 
Brian thought Nick was right. Trying to reason with a madman was both useless and time-consuming. 
'We'll keep our distance, don't worry,' Laurel said. She drew Dinah over to one of the small tables and sat 
down with her. 'And we'll be fine.' 
'All right,' Brian said. 'Yell if he starts trying to get loose.' 
Laurel smiled wanly. 'You can count on it.' 
Brian bent, checked the tablecloth with which Nick had bound Craig's hands, then walked across the 
waiting room to join the others, who were standing in a line at the floor-to-ceiling windows. 
9 
He began to hear it before he was halfway across the waiting room, and by the time he had joined the 
others, it was impossible to believe it was an auditory hallucination. 
That girl's hearing is really remarkable, Brian thought. 
The sound was very faint - to him, at least - but it was there, and it did seem to be coming from the east. 
Dinah had said it sounded like Rice Krispies after you poured milk over it. To Brian it sounded more like 
radio static - the exceptionally rough static you got sometimes during periods of high sunspot activity. He 
agreed with Dinah about one thing, though; it sounded bad. 
He could feel the hairs on the nape of his neck stiffening in response to that sound. He looked at the others 
and saw identical expressions of frightened dismay on every face. Nick was controlling himself the best ' 
and the young girl who had almost balked at using the slide - Bethany - looked the most deeply scared, but 
they all heard the same thing in the sound. 
Bad. 
Something bad on the way. Hurrying. 
Nick turned toward him. 'What do you make of it, Brian? Any ideas?' 
'No,' Brian said. 'Not even a little one. All I know is that it's the only sound in town.' 
'It's not in town yet,' Don said, 'but it's going to be, I think. I only wish I knew how long it was going to 
take.' 
They were quiet again, listening to the steady hissing crackle from the east. And Brian thought: I almost 
know the sound, I think. Not cereal in milk, not radio static, but ... what? If only it wasn't so faint ... 
But he didn't want to know. He suddenly realized that, and very strongly. He didn't want to know at all. The 
sound filled him with a bone-deep loathing. 
'We do have to get out of here!' Bethany said. Her voice was loud and wavery. Albert put an arm around 
her waist and she gripped his hand in both of hers. Gripped it with panicky tightness. 'We have to get out of 
here right now!' 
'Yes,' Bob Jenkins said. 'She's right. That sound - I don't know what it is, but it's awful. We have to get out 
of here.' 
They were all looking at Brian and he thought, It looks like I'm the captain again. But not for long. Because 
they didn't understand. Not even Jenkins understood, sharp as some of his other deductions might have 
been, that they weren't going anywhere. 
Whatever was making that sound was on its way, and it didn't matter, because they would still be here 
when it arrived. There was no way out of that. He understood the reason why it was so, even if none of the 
others did ... and Brian Engle suddenly understood how an animal caught in a trap must feel as it hears the 
steady thud of the hunter's approaching boots. 
CHAPTER 6 
Stranded. Bethany's Matches. Two-Way Traffic 
Ahead. Albert's Experiment. Nightfall. 
The Dark and the Blade. 
1 
Brian turned to look at the writer. 'You say we have to get out of here, right?' 
'Yes. I think we must do that just as soon as we possibly -' 
'And where do you suggest we go? Atlantic City? Miami Beach? Club Med?' 
'You are suggesting, Captain Engle, that there's no place we can go. I think - I hope - that you're wrong 
about that. I have an idea.' 
'Which is?' 
'In a moment. First, answer one question for me. Can you refuel the airplane? Can you do that even if 
there's no power?' 
'I think so, yes. Let's say that, with the help of a few able-bodied men, I could. Then what?' 
'Then we take off again,' Bob said. Little beads of sweat stood out on his deeply lined face. They looked 
like droplets of clear oil. 'That sound - that crunchy sound - is coming from the east. The time-rip was 
several thousand miles west of here. If we retraced our original course ... could you do that?' 
'Yes,' Brian said. He had left the auxiliary power units running, and that meant the INS computer's program 
was still intact. That program was an exact log of the trip they had just made, from the moment Flight 29 
had left the ground in southern California until the moment it had set down in central Maine. One touch of 
a button would instruct the computer to simply reverse that course; the touch of another button, once in the 
air, would put the autopilot to work flying it. The Teledyne inertial navigation system would re-create the 
trip down to the smallest degree deviations. 'I could do that, but why?' 
'Because the rip may still be there. Don't you see? We might be able to fly back through it.' 
Nick looked at Bob in sudden startled concentration, then turned to Brian. 'He might have something there, 
mate. He just might.' 
Albert Kaussner's mind was diverted onto an irrelevant but fascinating side-track: if the rip were still there, 
and if Flight 29 had been on a frequently used altitude and heading - a kind of east-west avenue in the sky - 
then perhaps other planes had gone through it between 1:07 this morning and now (whenever now was). 
Perhaps there were other planes landing or landed at other deserted American airports, other crews and 
passengers wandering around, stunned ... 
No, he thought. We happened to have a pilot on board. What are the chances of that happening twice? 
He thought of what Mr Jenkins had said about Ted Williams's sixteen consecutive on-bases and shivered. 
'He might or he might not,' Brian said. 'It doesn't really matter, because we're not going anyplace in that 
plane.' 
'Why not?' Rudy asked. 'If you could refuel it, I don't see . 
'Remember the matches? The ones from the bowl in the restaurant? The ones that wouldn't light?' 
Rudy looked blank, but an expression of huge dismay dawned on Bob Jenkins's face. He put his hand to his 
forehead and took a step backwards. He actually seemed to shrink before them. 
'What?' Don asked. He was looking at Brian from beneath drawn-together brows. It was a look which 
conveyed both confusion and suspicion. 'What does that have to -' 
But Nick knew. 
'Don't you see?' he asked quietly. 'Don't you see, mate? If batteries don't work, if matches don't light -' 
'then jet-fuel won't burn,' Brian finished. 'It will be as used up and worn out as everything else in this 
world.' He looked at each one of them in turn. 'I might as well fill up the fuel tanks with molasses.' 
2 
'Have either of you fine ladies ever heard of the langoliers?' Craig asked suddenly. His tone was light, 
almost vivacious. 
Laurel jumped and looked nervously toward the others, who were still standing by the windows and 
talking. Dinah only turned toward Craig's voice, apparently not surprised at all. 
'No,' she said calmly. 'What are those?' 
'Don't talk to him, Dinah,' Laurel whispered. 
'I heard that,' Craig said in the same pleasant tone of voice. 'Dinah's not the only one with sharp ears, you 
know.' 
Laurel felt her face grow warm. 
'I wouldn't hurt the child, anyway,' Craig went on. 'No more than I would have hurt that girl. I'm just 
frightened. Aren't you?' 
'Yes,' Laurel snapped, 'but I don't take hostages and then try to shoot teenage boys when I'm frightened.' 
'You didn't have what looked like the whole front line of the Los Angeles Rams caving in on you at once,' 
Craig said. 'And that English fellow . . .' He laughed. The sound of his laughter in this quiet place was 
disturbingly merry, disturbingly normal. 'Well, all I can say is that if you think I'm crazy, you haven't been 
watching him at all. That man's got a chainsaw for a mind.' 
Laurel didn't know what to say. She knew it hadn't been the way Craig Toomy was presenting it, but when 
he spoke it seemed as though it should have been that way ... and what he said about the Englishman was 
too close to the truth. The man's eyes . . . and the kick he had chopped into Mr Toomy's ribs after he had 
been tied up ... Laurel shivered. 
'What are the langoliers, Mr Toomy?' Dinah asked. 
'Well, I always used to think they were just make-believe,' Craig said in that same good-humored voice. 
'Now I'm beginning to wonder ... because I hear it, too, young lady. Yes I do.' 
'The sound?' Dinah asked softly. 'That sound is the langoliers?' 
Laurel put one hand on Dinah's shoulder. 'I really wish you wouldn't talk to him anymore, honey. He makes 
me nervous.' 
'Why? He's tied up, isn't he?' 
'Yes, but -' 
'And you could always call for the others, couldn't you?' 
'Well, I think -' 
'I want to know about the langoliers.' 
With some effort, Craig turned his head to look at them ... and now Laurel felt some of the charm and force 
of personality which had kept Craig firmly on the fast track as he worked out the high-pressure script his 
parents had written for him. She felt this even though he was lying on the floor with his hands tied behind 
him and his own blood drying on his forehead and left cheek. 
'My father said the langoliers were little creatures that lived in closets and sewers and other dark places.' 
'Like elves?' Dinah wanted to know. 
Craig laughed and shook his head. 'Nothing so pleasant, I'm afraid. He said that all they really were was 
hair and teeth and fast little legs - their little legs were fast, he said, so they could catch up with bad boys 
and girls no matter how quickly they scampered.' 
'Stop it,' Laurel said coldly. 'You're scaring the child.' 
'No, he's not,' Dinah said. 'I know make-believe when I hear it. It's interesting, that's all.' Her face said it 
was something more than interesting, however. She was intent, fascinated. 
'It is, isn't it?' Craig said, apparently pleased by her interest. 'I think what Laurel means is that I'm scaring 
her. Do I win the cigar, Laurel? If so, I'd like an El Producto, please. None of those cheap White Owls for 
me.' He laughed again. 
Laurel didn't reply, and after a moment Craig resumed. 
'My dad said there were thousands of langoliers. He said there had to be, because there were millions of bad 
boys and girls scampering about the world. That's how he always put it. My father never saw a child run in 
his entire life. They always scampered. I think he liked that word because it implies senseless, directionless, 
non-productive motion. But the langoliers ... they run. They have purpose. In fact, you could say that the 
langoliers are purpose personified.' 
'What did the kids do that was so bad?' Dinah asked. 'What did they do that was so bad the langoliers had to 
run after them?' 
'You know, I'm glad you asked that question,' Craig said. 'Because when my father said someone was bad, 
Dinah, what he meant was lazy. A lazy person couldn't be part of THE BIG PICTURE. No way. In my 
house, you were either part of THE BIG PICTURE or you were LYING DOWN ON THE JOB, and that 
was the worst kind of bad you could be. Throat-cutting was a venial sin compared to LYING DOWN ON 
THE JOB. He said that if you weren't part of THE BIG PICTURE, the langoliers would come and take you 
out of the picture completely. He said you'd be in your bed one night and then you'd hear them coming ... 
crunching and smacking their way toward you ... and even if you tried to scamper off, they'd get you. 
Because of their fast little -' 
'That's enough,' Laurel said. Her voice was flat and dry. 
'The sound is out there, though,' Craig said. His eyes regarded her brightly, almost roguishly. 'You can't 
deny that. The sound really is out th -' 
'Stop it or I'll hit you with something myself.' 
'Okay,' Craig said. He rolled over on his back, grimaced, and then rolled further, onto his other side and 
away from them. 'A man gets tired of being hit when he's down and hog-tied.' 
Laurel's face grew not just warm but hot this time. She bit her lip and said nothing. She felt like crying. 
How was she supposed to handle someone like this? How? First the man seemed as crazy as a bedbug, and 
then he seemed as sane as could be. And meanwhile, the whole world - Mr Toomy's BIG PICTURE - had 
gone to hell. 
'I bet you were scared of your dad, weren't you, Mr Toomy?' 
Craig looked back over his shoulder at Dinah, startled. He smiled again, but this smile was different. It was 
a rueful, hurt smile with no public relations in it. 'This time you win the cigar, miss,' he said. 'I was terrified 
of him.' 
'Is he dead?' 
'Yes.' 
'Was he LYING DOWN ON THE JOB? Did the langoliers get him?' 
Craig thought for a long time. He remembered being told that his father had had his heart attack while in 
his office. When his secretary buzzed him for his ten o'clock staff meeting and there was no answer, she 
had come in to find him dead on the carpet, eyes bulging, foam drying on his mouth. 
Did someone tell you that? he wondered suddenly. That his eyes were bugging out, that there was foam on 
his mouth? Did someone actually tell you that - Mother, perhaps, when she was drunk - or was it just 
wishful thinking? 
'Mr Toomy? Did they?' 
'Yes,' Craig said thoughtfully. 'I guess he was, and I guess they did.' 
'Mr Toomy?' 
'What?' 
'I'm not the way you see me. I'm not ugly. None of us are.' 
He looked at her, startled. 'How would you know how you look to me, little blind miss?' 
'You might be surprised,' Dinah said. 
Laurel turned toward her, suddenly more uneasy than ever ... but of course there was nothing to see. 
Dinah's dark glasses defeated curiosity. 
3 
The other passengers stood on the far side of the waiting room, listening to that low rattling sound and 
saying nothing. It seemed there was nothing left to say. 
'What do we do now?' Don asked. He seemed to have wilted inside his red lumberjack's shirt. Albert 
thought the shirt itself had lost some of its cheerfully macho vibrancy. 
'I don't know,' Brian said. He felt a horrible impotence toiling away in his belly. He looked out at the plane, 
which had been his plane for a little while, and was struck by its clean lines and smooth beauty. The Delta 
727 sitting to its left at the jetway looked like a dowdy matron by comparison. It looks good to you because 
it's never going to fly again, that's all. It's like glimpsing a beautiful woman for just a moment in the back 
seat of a limousine - she looks even more beautiful than she really is because you know she's not yours, can 
never be yours. 
'How much fuel is left, Brian?' Nick asked suddenly. 'Maybe the burn-rate isn't the same over here. Maybe 
there's more than you realize.' 
'All the gauges are in apple-pie working order,' Brian said. 'When we landed, I had less than 600 pounds. 
To get back to where this happened, we'd need at least 50,000.' 
Bethany took out her cigarettes and offered the pack to Bob. He shook his head. She stuck one in her 
mouth, took out her matches, and struck one. 
It didn't light. 
'Oh-oh,' she said. 
Albert glanced over. She struck the match again ... and again . . . and again. There was nothing. She looked 
at him, frightened. 
'Here,' Albert said. 'Let me.' 
He took the matches from her hand and tore another one loose. He struck it across the strip on the back. 
There was nothing. 
'Whatever it is, it seems to be catching,' Rudy Warwick observed. 
Bethany burst into tears, and Bob offered her his handkerchief. 
'Wait a minute,' Albert said, and struck the match again. This time it lit ... but the flame was low, guttering, 
unenthusiastic. He applied it to the quivering tip of Bethany's cigarette and a clear image suddenly filled his 
mind: a sign he had passed as he rode his ten-speed to Pasadena High School every day for the last three 
years. CAUTION, this sign said. TWO-WAY TRAFFIC AHEAD. 
What in the hell does that mean? 
He didn't know ... at least not yet. All he knew for sure was that some idea wanted out but was, at least for 
the time being, stuck in the gears. 
Albert shook the match out. It didn't take much shaking. 
Bethany drew on her cigarette, then grimaced. 'Blick! It tastes like a Carlton, or something.' 
'Blow smoke in my face,' Albert said. 
'What?' 
'You heard me. Blow some in my face.' 
She did as he asked. and Albert sniffed at the smoke. Its former sweet fragrance was now muted. 
Whatever it is, it seems to be catching 
CAUTION: TWO-WAY TRAFFIC AHEAD. 
'I'm going back to the restaurant,' Nick said. He looked depressed. 'Yon Cassius has a lean and slippery 
feel. I don't like leaving him with the ladies for too long.' 
Brian started after him and the others followed. Albert thought there was something a little amusing about 
these tidal flows - they were behaving like cows which sense thunder in the air. 
'Come on,' Bethany said. 'Let's go.' She dropped her half-smoked cigarette into an ashtray and used Bob's 
handkerchief to wipe her eyes. Then she took Albert's hand. 
They were halfway across the waiting room and Albert was looking at the back of Mr Gaffney's red shirt 
when it struck him again. more forcibly this time: TWO-WAY TRAFFIC AHEAD. 
'Wait a minute!' he yelled. He suddenly slipped an arm around Bethany's waist, pulled her to him, put his 
face into the hollow of her throat, and breathed in deeply. 
'Oh my! We hardly know each other!' Bethany cried. Then she began to giggle helplessly and put her arms 
around Albert's neck. Albert, a boy whose natural shyness usually disappeared only in his daydreams, paid 
no notice. He took another deep breath through his nose. The smells of her hair, sweat, and perfume were 
still there, but were faint; very faint. 
They all looked around, but Albert had already let Bethany go and was hurrying back to the windows. 
'Wow!' Bethany said. She was still giggling a little, and blushing brightly. 'Strange dude!' 
Albert looked at Flight 29 and saw what Brian had noticed a few minutes earlier: it was clean and smooth 
and almost impossibly white. It seemed to vibrate in the dull stillness outside. 
Suddenly the idea came up for him. It seemed to burst behind his eyes like a firework. The central concept 
was a bright, burning ball; implications radiated out from it like fiery spangles and for a moment he quite 
literally forgot to breathe. 
'Albert?' Bob asked. 'Albert, what's wro-' 
'Captain Engle!' Albert screamed. In the restaurant, Laurel sat bolt upright and Dinah clasped her arm with 
hands like talons. Craig Toomy craned his neck to look. 'Captain Engle, come here!' 
4 
Outside, the sound was louder. 
To Brian it was the sound of radio static. Nick Hopewell thought it sounded like a strong wind rattling dry 
tropical grasses. Albert, who had worked at McDonald's the summer before, was reminded of the sound of 
french fries in a deep-fat fryer, and to Bob Jenkins it was the sound of paper being crumpled in a distant 
room. 
The four of them crawled through the hanging rubber strips and then stepped down into the luggageunloading 
area, listening to the sound of what Craig Toomy called the langoliers. 
'How much closer is it?' Brian asked Nick. 
'Can't tell. It sounds closer, but of course we were inside before.' 
'Come on,' Albert said impatiently. 'How do we get back aboard? Climb the slide?' 
'Won't be necessary,' Brian said, and pointed. A rolling stairway stood on the far side of Gate 2. They 
walked toward it, their shoes clopping listlessly on the concrete. 
'You know what a long shot this is, don't you, Albert?' Brian asked as they walked. 
'Yes, but' 
'Long shots are better than no shots at all,' Nick finished for him. 
'I just don't want him to be too disappointed if it doesn't pan out.' 
'Don't worry,' Bob said softly. 'I will be disappointed enough for all of us. The lad's idea makes good 
logical sense. It should prove out ... although, Albert, you do realize there may be factors here which we 
haven't discovered, don't you?' 
'Yes.' 
They reached the rolling ladder, and Brian kicked up the foot-brakes on the wheels. Nick took a position on 
the grip which jutted from the left railing, and Brian laid hold of the one on the right. 
'I hope it still rolls,' Brian said. 
'It should,' Bob Jenkins answered. 'Some - perhaps even most - of the ordinary physical and chemical 
components of life seem to remain in operation; our bodies are able to process the air, doors open and 
close.' 
'Don't forget gravity,' Albert put in. 'The earth still sucks.' 
'Let's quit talking about it and just try it,' Nick said. 
The stairway rolled easily. The two men trundled it across the tarmac toward the 767 with Albert and Bob 
walking behind them. One of the wheels squeaked rhythmically. The only other sound was that low, 
constant crunch-rattle-crunch from somewhere over the eastern horizon. 
'Look at it,' Albert said as they neared the 767. 'Just look at it. Can't you see? Can't you see how much more 
there it is than anything else?' 
There was no need to answer, and no one did. They could all see it. And reluctantly, almost against his will, 
Brian began to think the kid might have something. 
They set the stairway at an angle between the escape slide and the fuselage of the plane, with the top step 
only a long stride away from the open door. 'I'll go first,' Brian said. 'After I pull the slide in, Nick, you and 
Albert roll the stairs into better position.' 
'Aye-aye, Captain,' Nick said, and clipped off a smart little salute, the knuckles of his first and second 
fingers touching his forehead. 
Brian snorted. 'Junior attache,' he said, and then ran fleetly up the stairs. A few moments later he had used 
the escape slide's lanyard to pull it back inside. Then he leaned out to watch as Nick and Albert carefully 
maneuvered the rolling staircase into position with its top step just below the 767's forward entrance. 
5 
Rudy Warwick and Don Gaffney were now babysitting Craig. Bethany, Dinah, and Laurel were lined up at 
the waiting-room windows, looking out. 'What are they doing?' Dinah asked. 
'They've taken away the slide and put a stairway by the door,' Laurel said. 'Now they're going up.' She 
looked at Bethany. 'You're sure you don't know what they're up to?' 
Bethany shook her head. 'All I know is that Ace - Albert, I mean - almost went nuts. I'd like to think it was 
this mad sexual attraction, but I don't think it was.' She paused, smiled, and added: 'At least, not yet. He 
said something about the plane being more there. And my perfume being less there, which probably 
wouldn't please Coco Chanel or whatever her name is. And two-way traffic. I didn't get it. He was really 
jabbering.' 
'I bet I know,' Dinah said. 
'What's your guess, hon?' 
Dinah only shook her head. 'I just hope they hurry up. Because poor Mr Toomy is right. The langoliers are 
coming.' 
'Dinah, that's just something his father made up.' 
'Maybe once it was make-believe,' Dinah said, turning her sightless eyes back to the windows, 'but not 
anymore.' 
6 
'All right, Ace,' Nick said. 'On with the show.' 
Albert's heart was thudding and his hands shook as he set the four elements of his experiment out on the 
shelf in first class, where, a thousand years ago and on the other side of the continent, a woman named 
Melanie Trevor had supervised a carton of orange juice and two bottles of champagne. 
Brian watched closely as Albert put down a book of matches, a bottle of Budweiser, a can of Pepsi, and a 
peanut-butter-and-jelly sandwich from the restaurant cold-case. The sandwich had been scaled in plastic 
wrap. 
'Okay,' Albert said, and took a deep breath. 'Let's see what we got here.' 
7 
Don left the restaurant and walked over to the windows. 'What's happening?' 
'We don't know,' Bethany said. She had managed to coax a flame from another of her matches and was 
smoking again. When she removed the cigarette from her mouth, Laurel saw she had torn off the filter. 
'They went inside the plane; they're still inside the plane; end of story.' 
Don gazed out for several seconds. 'It looks different outside. I can't say just why, but it does.' 
'The light's going,' Dinah said. 'That's what's different.' Her voice was calm enough, but her small face was 
an imprint of loneliness and fear. 'I can feel it going.' 
'She's right,' Laurel agreed. 'It's only been daylight for two or three hours, but it's already getting dark 
again.' 
'I keep thinking this is a dream, you know,' Don said. 'I keep thinking it's the worst nightmare I ever had but 
I'll wake up soon.' 
Laurel nodded. 'How is Mr Toomy?' 
Don laughed without much humor. 'You won't believe it.' 
'Won't believe what?' Bethany asked. 
'He's gone to sleep.' 
8 
Craig Toomy, of course, was not sleeping. People who fell asleep at critical moments, like that fellow who 
was supposed to have been keeping an eye out while Jesus prayed in the Garden of Gethsemane, were most 
definitely not part of THE BIG PICTURE. 
He had watched the two men carefully through eyes which were riot quite shut and willed one or both of 
them to go away. Eventually the one in the red shirt did go away. Warwick, the bald man with the big false 
teeth, walked over to Craig and bent down. Craig let his eyes close all the way. 
'Hey,' Warwick said. 'Hey, you 'wake?' 
Craig lay still, eyes closed, breathing regularly. He considered manufacturing a small snore and thought 
better of it. 
Warwick poked him in the side. 
Craig kept his eyes shut and went on breathing regularly. 
Baldy straightened up, stepped over him, and went to the restaurant door to watch the others. Craig cracked 
his eyelids and made sure Warwick's back was turned. Then, very quietly and very carefully, he began to 
work his wrists up and down inside the tight figure-eight of cloth which bound them. The tablecloth rope 
felt looser already. 
He moved his wrists in short strokes, watching Warwick's back, ready to cease movement and close his 
eyes again the instant Warwick showed signs of turning around. He willed Warwick not to turn around. He 
wanted to be free before the assholes came back from the plane. Especially the English asshole, the one 
who had hurt his nose and then kicked him while he was down. The English asshole had tied him up pretty 
well; thank God it was only a tablecloth instead of a length of nylon line. Then he would have been out of 
luck, but as it was one of the knots loosened, and now Craig began to rotate his wrists from side to side. He 
could hear the langoliers approaching. He intended to be out of here and on his way to Boston before they 
arrived. In Boston he would be safe. When you were in a boardroom filled with bankers, no scampering 
was allowed. 
And God help anyone - man, woman or child - who tried to get in his way. 
9 
Albert picked up the book of matches he had taken from the bowl in the restaurant. 'Exhibit A,' he said. 
'Here goes.' 
He tore a match from the book and struck it. His unsteady hands betrayed him and he struck the match a 
full two inches above the rough strip which ran along the bottom of the paper folder. The match bent. 
'Shit!' Albert cried. 
'Would you like me to -' Bob began. 
'Let him alone,' Brian said. 'It's Albert's show.' 
'Steady on, Albert,' Nick said. 
Albert tore another match from the book, offered them a sickly smile, and struck it. 
The match didn't light. 
He struck it again. 
The match didn't light. 
'I guess that does it,' Brian said. 'There's nothing -' 
'I smelled it,' Nick said. 'I smelled the sulphur! Try another one, Ace!' 
Instead, Albert snapped the same match across the rough strip a third time ... and this time it flared alight. It 
did not just burn the flammable head and then gutter out; it stood up in the familiar little teardrop shape, 
blue at its base, yellow at its tip, and began to burn the paper stick. 
Albert looked up, a wild grin on his face. 'You see?' he said. 'You see?' 
He shook the match out, dropped it, and pulled another. This one lit on the first strike. He bent back the 
cover of the matchbook and touched the lit flame to the other matches, just as Bob Jenkins had done in the 
restaurant. This time they all flared alight with a dry fsss! sound. Albert blew them out like a birthday 
candle. It took two puffs of air to do the job. 
'You see?' he asked. 'You see what it means? Two-way traffic! We brought our own time with us! There's 
the past out there ... and everywhere, I guess, east of the hole we came through ... but the present is still in 
here! Still caught inside this airplane!' 
'I don't know,' Brian said, but suddenly everything seemed possible again. He felt a wild, almost 
unrestrainable urge to pull Albert into his arms and pound him on the back. 
'Bravo, Albert!' Bob said. 'The beer! Try the beer!' 
Albert spun the cap off the beer while Nick fished an unbroken glass from the wreckage around the drinks 
trolley. 
'Where's the smoke?' Brian asked. 
'Smoke?' Bob asked, puzzled. 
'Well, I guess it's not smoke, exactly, but when you open a beer there's usually something that looks like 
smoke around the mouth of the bottle.' 
Albert sniffed, then tipped the beer toward Brian. 'Smell.' 
Brian did, and began to grin. He couldn't help it. 'By God, it sure smells like beer, smoke or no smoke.' 
Nick held out the glass, and Albert was pleased to see that the Englishman's hand was not quite steady, 
either. 'Pour it,' he said. 'Hurry up, mate - my sawbones says suspense is bad for the old ticker.' 
Albert poured the beer and their smiles faded. 
The beer was flat. Utterly flat. It simply sat in the whiskey glass Nick had found, looking like a urine 
sample. 
10 
'Christ almighty, it's getting dark!' 
The people standing at the windows looked around as Rudy Warwick joined them. 
'You're supposed to be watching the nut,' Don said. 
Rudy gestured impatiently. 'He's out like a light. I think that whack on the head rattled his furniture a little 
more than we thought at first. What's going on out there? And why is it getting dark so fast?' 
'We don't know,' Bethany said. 'It just is. Do you think that weird dude is going into a coma, or something 
like that?' 
'I don't know,' Rudy said. 'But if he is. we won't have to worry about him anymore, will we? Christ, is that 
sound creepy! It sounds like a bunch of coked-up termites in a balsa-wood glider.' For the first time, Rudy 
seemed to have forgotten his stomach. 
Dinah looked up at Laurel. 'I think we better check on Mr Toomy,' she said. 'I'm worried about him. I bet 
he's scared.' 
'If he's unconscious, Dinah, there isn't anything we can -' 
'I don't think he's unconscious,' Dinah said quietly. 'I don't think he's even asleep.' 
Laurel looked down at the child thoughtfully for a moment and then took her hand. 'All right,' she said. 
'Let's have a look.' 
11 
The knot Nick Hopewell had tied against Craig's right wrist finally loosened enough for him to pull his 
hand free. He used it to push down the loop holding his left hand. He got quickly to his feet. A bolt of pain 
shot through his head, and for a moment he swayed. Flocks of black dots chased across his field of vision 
and then slowly cleared away. He became aware that the terminal was being swallowed in gloom. 
Premature night was falling. He could hear the chew-crunch-chew sound of the langoliers much more 
clearly now, perhaps because his ears had become attuned to them, perhaps because they were closer. 
On the far side of the terminal he saw two silhouettes, one tall and one short, break away from the others 
and start back toward the restaurant. The woman with the bitchy voice and the little blind girl with the ugly, 
pouty face. He couldn't let them raise the alarm. That would be very bad. 
Craig backed away from the bloody patch of carpet where he had been lying, never taking his eyes from the 
approaching figures. He could not get over how rapidly the light was failing. 
There were pots of eating utensils set into a counter to the left of the cash register, but it was all plastic 
crap, no good to him. Craig ducked around the cash register and saw something better: a butcher knife 
lying on the counter next to the grill. He took it and crouched behind the cash register to watch them 
approach. He watched the little girl with a particular anxious interest. The little girl knew a lot ... too much, 
maybe. The question was, where had she come by her knowledge? 
That was a very interesting question indeed. 
Wasn't it? 
12 
Nick looked from Albert to Bob. 'So,' he said. 'The matches work but the lager doesn't.' He turned to set the 
glass of beer on the counter. 'What does that mea -' 
All at once a small mushroom cloud of bubbles burst from nowhere in the bottom of the glass. They rose 
rapidly, spread, and burst into a thin head at the top. Nick's eyes widened. 
'Apparently,' Bob said dryly, 'it takes a moment or two for things to catch up.' He took the glass, drank it 
off, and smacked his lips. 'Excellent,' he said. They all looked at the complicated lace of white foam on the 
inside of the glass. 'I can say without doubt that it's the best glass of beer I ever drank in my life.' 
Albert poured more beer into the glass. This time it came out foaming; the head overspilled the rim and ran 
down the outside. Brian picked it up. 
'Are you sure you want to do that, matey?' Nick asked, grinning. 'Don't you fellows like to say "twenty-four 
hours from bottle to throttle"?' 
'In cases of time-travel, the rule is suspended,' Brian said. 'You could look it up.' He tilted the glass, drank, 
then laughed out loud. 'You're right,' he said to Bob. 'It's the best goddam beer there ever was. Try the 
Pepsi, Albert.' 
Albert opened the can and they all heard the familiar pop-hisss of carbonation, mainstay of a hundred softdrink 
commercials. He took a deep drink. When he lowered the can he was grinning ... but there were tears 
in his eyes. 
'Gentlemen, the Pepsi-Cola is also very good today,' he said in a plummy headwaiter's tones, and they all 
began to laugh. 
13 
Don Gaffney caught up with Laurel and Dinah just as they entered the restaurant. 'I thought I'd better -' he 
began, and then stopped. He looked around. 'Oh, shit. Where is he?' 
'I don't -' Laurel began, and then, from beside her, Dinah Bellman said, 'Be quiet.' 
Her head turned slowly, like the lamp of a dead searchlight. For a moment there was no sound at all in the 
restaurant ... at least no sound Laurel could hear. 
'There,' Dinah said at last, and pointed toward the cash register. 'He's hiding over there. Behind something.' 
'How do you know that?' Don asked in a dry, nervous voice. 'I don't hear -' 
'I do,' Dinah said calmly. 'I hear his fingernails on metal. And I hear his heart. It's beating very fast and very 
hard. He's scared to death. I feel so sorry for him.' She suddenly disengaged her hand from Laurel's and 
stepped forward. 
'Dinah, no!' Laurel screamed. 
Dinah took no notice. She walked toward the cash register, arms out, fingers seeking possible obstacles. 
The shadows seemed to reach for her and enfold her. 
'Mr Toomy? Please come out. We don't want to hurt you. Please don't be afraid -' 
A sound began to rise from behind the cash register. It was a high, keening scream. It was a word, or 
something which was trying to be a word, but there was no sanity in it. 
'Youuuuuuuuuuu' 
Craig arose from his hiding place, eyes blazing, butcher knife upraised, suddenly understanding that it was 
her, she was one of them, behind those dark glasses she was one of them, she was not only a langolier but 
the head langolier, the one who was calling the others, calling them with her dead blind eyes. 
'Youuuuuuuuuuu' 
He rushed at her, shrieking. Don Gaffney shoved Laurel out of his way, almost knocking her to the floor, 
and leaped forward. He was fast, but not fast enough. Craig Toomy was crazy, and he moved with the 
speed of a langolier himself. He approached Dinah at a dead-out run. No scampering for him. 
Dinah made no effort to draw away. She looked up from her darkness and into his, and now she held her 
arms out, as if to enfold him and comfort him. 
'Yoooouuuuuuuu ' 
'It's all right, Mr Toomy,' she said. 'Don't be afr -'And then Craig buried the butcher knife in her chest and 
ran past Laurel into the terminal, still shrieking. 
Dinah stood where she was for a moment. Her hands found the wooden handle jutting out of the front of 
her dress and her fingers fluttered over it, exploring it. Then she sank slowly, gracefully, to the floor, 
becoming just another shadow in the growing darkness. 
CHAPTER 7 
Dinah in the Valley of the Shadow. 
The Fastest Toaster East of the 
Mississippi. Racing Against Time. 
Nick Makes a Decision. 
1 
Albert, Brian, Bob, and Nick passed the peanut-butter-and-jelly sandwich around. They each got two bites 
and then it was gone . . . but while it lasted, Albert thought he had never sunk his teeth into such wonderful 
chow in his life. His belly awakened and immediately began clamoring for more. 
'I think our bald friend Mr Warwick is going to like this part best,' Nick said, swallowing. He looked at 
Albert. 'You're a genius, Ace. You know that, don't you? Nothing but a pure genius.' 
Albert flushed happily. 'It wasn't much,' he said. 'Just a little of what Mr Jenkins calls the deductive 
method. If two streams flowing in different directions come together, they mix and make a whirlpool. I saw 
what was happening with Bethany's matches and thought something like that might be happening here. And 
there was Mr Gaffney's bright-red shirt. It started to lose its color. So I thought, well, if stuff starts to fade 
when it's not on the plane anymore, maybe if you brought faded stuff onto the plane, it would -' 
'I hate to interrupt,' Bob said softly, 'but I think that if we intend to try and get back, we should start the 
process as soon as possible. The sounds we are hearing worry me, but there's something else that worries 
me more. This airplane is not a closed system. I think there's a good chance that before long it will begin to 
lose its ... its . . .' 
'Its temporal integrity?' Albert suggested. 
'Yes. Well put. Any fuel we load into its tanks now may burn ... but a few hours from now, it may not.' 
An unpleasant idea occurred to Brian: that the fuel might stop burning halfway across the country, with the 
767 at 36,000 feet. He opened his mouth to tell them this ... and then closed it again. What good would it do 
to put the idea in their minds, when they could do nothing about it? 
'How do we start, Brian?' Nick asked in clipped, businesslike tones. 
Brian ran the process over in his mind. It would be a little awkward, especially working with men whose 
only experience with aircraft probably began and ended with model planes, but he thought it could be done. 
'We start by turning on the engines and taxiing as close to that Delta 727 as we can get,' he said. 'When we 
get there, I'll kill the starboard engine and leave the portside engine turning over. We're lucky. This 767 is 
equipped with wet-wing fuel tanks and an APU system that -' 
A shrill, panicked scream drifted up to them, cutting across the low rattling background noise like a fork 
drawn across a slate blackboard. It was followed by running footfalls on the ladder. Nick turned in that 
direction and his hands came up in a gesture Albert recognized at once; he had seen some of the martialarts 
freaks at school back home practicing the move. It was the classic Tae Kwan Do defensive position. A 
moment later Bethany's pallid, terrified face appeared in the doorway and Nick let his hands relax. 
'Come!' Bethany screamed. 'You've got to come!' She was panting, out of breath, and she reeled backward 
on the platform of the ladder. For a moment Albert and Brian were sure she was going to tumble back 
down the steep steps, breaking her neck on the way. Then Nick leaped forward, cupped a hand on the nape 
of her neck, and pulled her into the plane. Bethany did not even seem to realize she had had a close call. 
Her dark eyes blazed at them from the white circle of her face. 'Please come! He's stabbed her! I think she's 
dying!' 
Nick put his hands on her shoulders and lowered his face toward hers as if he intended to kiss her. 'Who has 
stabbed whom?' he asked very quietly. 'Who is dying?' 
'I ... she ... Mr T-T-Toomy 
'Bethany, say teacup.' 
She looked at him, eyes shocked and uncomprehending. Brian was looking at Nick as though he had gone 
insane. 
Nick gave the girl's shoulders a little shake. 
'Say teacup. Right now.' 
'T-T-Teacup.' 
'Teacup and saucer. Say it, Bethany.' 
'Teacup and saucer.' 
'All right. Better?' 
She nodded. 'Yes.' 
'Good. If you feel yourself losing control again, say teacup at once and you'll come back. Now - who's been 
stabbed?' 
'The blind girl. Dinah.' 
'Bloody shit. All right, Bethany. Just -' Nick raised his voice sharply as he saw Brian move behind Bethany, 
headed for the ladder, with Albert right behind him. 'No!' he shouted in a bright, hard tone that stopped both 
of them. 'Stay fucking put!' 
Brian, who had served two tours in Vietnam and knew the sound of unquestionable command when he 
heard it, stopped so suddenly that Albert ran face-first into the middle of his back. I knew it, he thought. I 
knew he'd take over. It was just a matter of time and circumstance. 
'Do you know how this happened or where our wretched travelling companion is now?' Nick asked 
Bethany. 
'The guy ... the guy in the red shirt said' 
'All right. Never mind.' He glanced briefly up at Brian. His eyes were red with anger. 'The bloody fools left 
him alone. I'd wager my pension on it. Well, it won't happen again. Our Mr Toomy has cut his last caper.' 
He looked back at the girl. Her head drooped; her hair hung dejectedly in her face; she was breathing in 
great, watery swoops of breath. 
'Is she alive, Bethany?' he asked gently. 
'I ... I ... I ... I 
'Teacup, Bethany.' 
'Teacup!' Bethany shouted, and looked up at him from teary, red-rimmed eyes. 'I don't know. She was alive 
when I ... you know, came for you. She might be dead now. He really got her. Jesus, why did we have to 
get stuck with a fucking psycho? Weren't things bad enough without that?' 
'And none of you who were supposed to be minding this fellow have the slightest idea where he went 
following the attack, is that right?' 
Bethany put her hands over her face and began to sob. It was all the answer any of them needed. 
'Don't be so hard on her,' Albert said quietly, and slipped an arm around Bethany's waist. She put her head 
on his shoulder and began to sob more strenuously. 
Nick moved the two of them gently aside. 'If I was inclined to be hard on someone, it would be myself, 
Ace. I should have stayed behind.' 
He turned to Brian. 
'I'm going back into the terminal. You're not. Mr Jenkins here is almost certainly right; our time here is 
short. I don't like to think just how short. Start the engines but don't move the aircraft yet. If the girl is alive, 
we'll need the stairs to bring her up. Bob, bottom of the stairs. Keep an eye out for that bugger Toomy. 
Albert, you come with me.' 
Then he said something which chilled them all. 
'I almost hope she's dead, God help me. It will save time if she is.' 
2 
Dinah was not dead, not even unconscious. Laurel had taken off her sunglasses to wipe away the sweat 
which had sprung up on the girl's face, and Dinah's eyes, deep brown and very wide, looked up unseeingly 
into Laurel's blue-green ones. Behind her, Don and Rudy stood shoulder to shoulder, looking down 
anxiously. 
'I'm sorry,' Rudy said for the fifth time. 'I really thought he was out. Out cold.' 
Laurel ignored him. 'How are you, Dinah?' she asked softly. She didn't want to look at the wooden handle 
growing out of the girl's dress, but couldn't take her eyes from it. There was very little blood, at least so far; 
a circle the size of a demitasse cup around the place where the blade had gone in, and that was all. 
So far. 
'It hurts,' Dinah said in a faint voice. 'It's hard to breathe. And it's hot.' 
'You're going to be all right,' Laurel said, but her eyes were drawn relentlessly back to the handle of the 
knife. The girl was very small, and she couldn't understand why the blade hadn't gone all the way through 
her. Couldn't understand why she wasn't dead already. 
'. . . out of here,' Dinah said. She grimaced, and a thick, slow curdle of blood escaped from the corner of her 
mouth and ran down her cheek. 
'Don't try to talk, honey,' Laurel said, and brushed damp curls back from Dinah's forehead. 
'You have to get out of here,' Dinah insisted. Her voice was little more than a whisper. 'And you shouldn't 
blame Mr Toomy. He's ... he's scared, that's all. Of them.' 
Don looked around balefully. 'If I find that bastard, I'll scare him,' he said, and curled both hands into fists. 
A lodge ring gleamed above one knuckle in the growing gloom. 'I'll make him wish he was born dead.' 
Nick came into the restaurant then, followed by Albert. He pushed past Rudy Warwick without a word of 
apology and knelt next to Dinah. His bright gaze fixed upon the handle of the knife for a moment, then 
moved to the child's face. 
'Hello, love.' He spoke cheerily, but his eyes had darkened. 'I see you've been air-conditioned. Not to 
worry; you'll be right as a trivet in no time flat.' 
Dinah smiled a little. 'What's a trivet?' she whispered. More blood ran out of her mouth as she spoke, and 
Laurel could see it on her teeth. Her stomach did a slow, lazy roll. 
'I don't know, but I'm sure it's something nice,' Nick replied. 'I'm going to turn your head to one side. Be as 
still as you can.' 
'Okay.' 
Nick moved her head, very gently, until her cheek was almost resting on the carpet. 'Hurt?' 
'Yes,' Dinah whispered. 'Hot. Hurts to ... breathe.' Her whispery voice had taken on a hoarse, cracked 
quality. A thin stream of blood ran from her mouth and pooled on the carpet less than ten feet from the 
place where Craig Toomy's blood was drying. 
From outside came the sudden high-pressure whine of aircraft engines starting. Don, Rudy, and Albert 
looked in that direction. Nick never looked away from the girl. He spoke gently. 'Do you feel like 
coughing, Dinah?' 
'Yes ... no ... don't know.' 
'It's better if you don't,' he said. 'If you get that tickly feeling, try to ignore it. And don't talk anymore, 
right?' 
'Don't ... hurt ... Mr Toomy.' Her words, whispered though they were, conveyed great emphasis, great 
urgency. 
'No, love, wouldn't think of it. Take it from me.' 
'... don't ... trust ... you . . .' 
He bent, kissed her cheek, and whispered in her ear: 'But you can, you know - trust me, I mean. For now, 
all you've got to do is lie still and let us take care of things.' 
He looked up at Laurel. 
'You didn't try to remove the knife?' 
'I . . . no.' Laurel swallowed. There was a hot, harsh lump in her throat. The swallow didn't move it. 'Should 
I have?' 
'If you had, there wouldn't be much chance. Do you have any nursing experience?' 
'No. 
'All right, I'm going to tell you what to do ... but first I need to know if the sight of blood - quite a bit of it - 
is going to make you pass out. And I need the truth.' 
Laurel said, 'I haven't really seen a lot of blood since my sister ran into a door and knocked out two of her 
teeth while we were playing hide-and-seek. But I didn't faint then.' 
'Good. And you're not going to faint now. Mr Warwick, bring me half a dozen tablecloths from that grotty 
little pub around the corner.' He smiled down at the girl. 'Give me a minute or two, Dinah, and I think you'll 
feel much better. Young Dr Hopewell is ever so gentle with the ladies - especially the ones who are young 
and pretty.' 
Laurel felt a sudden and absolutely absurd desire to reach out and touch Nick's hair. 
What's the matter with you? This little girl is probably dying, and you're wondering what his hair feels like! 
Quit it! How stupid can you be? 
Well, let's see ... Stupid enough to have been flying across the country to meet a man I first contacted 
through the personals column of a so-called friendship magazine. Stupid enough to have been planning to 
sleep with him if he turned out to be reasonably presentable ... and if he didn't have bad breath, of course. 
Oh, quit it! Quit it, Laurel! 
Yes, the other voice in her mind agreed. You're absolutely right, it's crazy to be thinking things like that at a 
time like this, and I will quit it ... but I wonder what young Dr Hopewell would be like in bed? I wonder if 
he would be gentle or Laurel shivered and wondered if this was the way your average nervous breakdown 
started. 
'They're closer,' Dinah said. 'You really' She coughed, and a large bubble of blood appeared between her 
lips. It popped, splattering her cheeks. Don Gaffney muttered and turned away. 'really have to hurry,' she 
finished. 
Nick's cheery smile didn't change a bit. 'I know,' he said. 
3 
Craig dashed across the terminal, nimbly vaulted the escalator's handrail, and ran down the frozen metal 
steps with panic roaring and beating in his head like the sound of the ocean in a storm; it even drowned out 
that other sound, the relentless chewing, crunching sound of the langoliers. No one saw him go. He sprinted 
across the lower lobby toward the exit doors ... and crashed into them. He had forgotten everything, 
including the fact that the electric-eye door-openers wouldn't work with the power out. 
He rebounded, the breath knocked out of him, and fell to the floor, gasping like a netted fish. He lay there 
for a moment, groping for whatever remained of his mind, and found himself gazing at his right hand. It 
was only a white blob in the growing darkness, but he could see the black splatters on it, and he knew what 
they were: the little girl's blood. 
Except she wasn't a little girl, not really. She lust looked like a little girl. She was the head langolier, and 
with her gone the others won't be able to ... won't be able to ... to ... 
To what? 
To find him? 
But he could still hear the hungry sound of their approach: that maddening chewing sound, as if somewhere 
to the east a tribe of huge, hungry insects was on the march. 
His mind whirled. Oh, he was so confused. 
Craig saw a smaller door leading outside, got up, and started in that direction. Then he stopped. There was 
a road out there, and the road undoubtedly led to the town of Bangor, but so what? He didn't care about 
Bangor; Bangor was most definitely not part of that fabled BIG PICTURE. It was Boston that he had to get 
to. If he could get there, everything would be all right. And what did that mean? His father would have 
known. It meant he had to STOP SCAMPERING AROUND and GET WITH THE PROGRAM. 
His mind seized on this idea the way a shipwreck victim seizes upon a piece of wreckage - anything that 
still floats, even if it's only the shithouse door, is a prize to be cherished. If he could get to Boston, this 
whole experience would be . . . would be . . . 
'Set aside,' he muttered. 
At the words, a bright beam of rational light seemed to shaft through the darkness inside his head, and a 
voice (it might have been his father's) cried out YES!! in affirmation. 
But how was he to do that? Boston was too far to walk and the others wouldn't let him back on board the 
only plane that still worked. Not after what he had done to their little blind mascot. 
'But they don't know,' Craig whispered. 'They don't know I did them a favor, because they don't know what 
she is.' He nodded his head sagely. His eyes, huge and wet in the dark, gleamed. 
Stow away, his father's voice whispered to him. Stow away on the plane 
Yes! his mother's voice added. Stow away! That's the ticket. Craiggy-weggy! Only if you do that, you won't 
need a ticket, will you? 
Craig looked doubtfully toward the luggage conveyor belt. He could use it to get to the tarmac, but suppose 
they had posted a guard by the plane? The pilot wouldn't think of it - once out of his cockpit, the man was 
obviously an imbecile - but the Englishman almost surely would. 
So what was he supposed to do? 
If the Bangor side of the terminal was no good, and the runway side of the terminal was also no good, what 
was he supposed to do and where was he supposed to go? 
Craig looked nervously at the dead escalator. They would be hunting him soon - the Englishman 
undoubtedly leading the pack - and here he stood in the middle of the floor, as exposed as a stripper who 
has just tossed her pasties and g-string into the audience. 
I have to hide, at least for awhile. 
He had heard the jet engines start up outside, but this did not worry him; he knew a little about planes and 
understood that Engle couldn't go anywhere until he had refuelled. And refuelling would take time. He 
didn't have to worry about them leaving without him. 
Not yet, anyway. 
Hide, Craiggy-weggy. That's what you have to do right now. You have to hide before they come for you. 
He turned slowly, looking for the best place, squinting into the growing dark. And this time he saw a sign 
on a door tucked between the Avis desk and the Bangor Travel Agency. 
AIRPORT SERVICES 
it read. A sign which could mean almost anything. 
Craig hurried across to the door, casting nervous looks back over his shoulder as he went, and tried it. As 
with the door to Airport Security, the knob would not turn but the door opened when he pushed on it. Craig 
took one final look over his shoulder, saw no one, and closed the door behind him. 
Utter, total dark swallowed him; in here, he was as blind as the little girl he had stabbed. Craig didn't mind. 
He was not afraid of the dark; in fact, he rather liked it. Unless you were with a woman, no one expected 
you to do anything significant in the dark. In the dark, performance ceased to be a factor. 
Even better, the chewing sound of the langoliers was muffled. 
Craig felt his way slowly forward, hands outstretched, feet shuffling. After three of these shuffling steps, 
his thigh came in contact with a hard object that felt like the edge of a desk. He reached forward and down. 
Yes. A desk. He let his hands flutter over it for a moment, taking comfort in the familiar accoutrements of 
white-collar America: a stack of papers, an IN/OUT basket, the edge of a blotter, a caddy filled with paperclips, 
a pencil-and-pen set. He worked his way around the desk to the far side, where his hip bumped the 
arm of a chair. Craig maneuvered himself between the chair and the desk and then sat down. Being behind 
a desk made him feel better still. It made him feel like himself - calm, in control. He fumbled for the top 
drawer and pulled it open. Felt inside for a weapon - something sharp. His hand happened almost 
immediately upon a letter-opener. 
He took it out, shut the drawer, and put it on the desk by his right hand. 
He just sat there for a moment, listening to the muffled whisk-thud of his heartbeat and the dim sound of the 
jet engines, then sent his hands fluttering delicately over the surface of the desk again until they reencountered 
the stack of papers. He took the top sheet and brought it toward him, but there wasn't a 
glimmer of white ... not even when he held it right in front of his eyes. 
That's all right, Craiggy-weggy. You just sit here in the dark. Sit here and wait until it's time to move. When 
the time comes 
I'll tell you, his father finished grimly. 
'That's right,' Craig said. His fingers spidered up the unseen sheet of paper to the righthand corner. He tore 
smoothly downward. 
Riii-ip. 
Calm filled his mind like cool blue water. He dropped the unseen strip on the unseen desk and returned his 
fingers to the top of the sheet. Everything was going to be fine. just fine. He began to sing under his breath 
in a tuneless little whisper. 
'Just call me angel ... of the morn-ing, ba-by -' 
Riii-ip. 
'Just touch my cheek before you leave me ... ba-by . 
Calm now, at peace, Craig sat and waited for his father to tell him what he should do next, just as he had 
done so many times as a child. 
4 
'Listen carefully, Albert,' Nick said. 'We have to take her on board the plane, but we'll need a litter to do it. 
There won't be one on board, but there must be one in here. Where?' 
'Gee, Mr Hopewell, Captain Engle would know better than -' 
'But Captain Engle isn't here,' Nick said patiently. 'We shall have to manage on our own.' 
Albert frowned ... then thought of a sign he had seen on the lower level. 'Airport Services?' he asked. 'Does 
that sound right?' 
'It bloody well does,' Nick said. 'Where did you see that?' 
'On the lower level. Next to the rent-a-car counters.' 
'All right,' Nick said. 'Here's how we're going to handle this. You and Mr Gaffney are designated litterfinders 
and litter-bearers. Mr Gaffney, I suggest you check by the grill behind the counter. I expect you'll 
find some sharp knives. I'm sure that's where our unpleasant friend found his. Get one for you and one for 
Albert.' 
Don went behind the counter without a word. Rudy Warwick returned from The Red Baron Bar with an 
armload of red-and-white checked tablecloths. 
'I'm really sorry -' he began again, but Nick cut him off. He was still looking at Albert, his face now only a 
circle of white above the deeper shadow of Dinah's small body. The dark had almost arrived. 
'You probably won't see Mr Toomy; my guess is that he left here unarmed, in a panic. I imagine he's either 
found a bolthole by now or has left the terminal. If you do see him, I advise you very strongly not to engage 
him unless he makes it necessary.' He swung his head to look at Don as Don returned with a pair of butcher 
knives. 'Keep your priorities straight, you two. Your mission isn't to recapture Mr Toomy and bring him to 
justice. Your job is to get a stretcher and bring it here as quick as you can. We have to get out of here.' 
Don offered Albert one of the knives, but Albert shook his head and looked at Rudy Warwick. 'Could I 
have one of those tablecloths instead?' 
Don looked at him as if Albert had gone crazy. 'A tablecloth? What in God's name for?' 
'I'll show you.' 
Albert had been kneeling by Dinah. Now he got up and went behind the counter. He peered around, not 
sure exactly what he was looking for, but positive he would know it when he saw it. And so he did. There 
was an old-fashioned two-slice toaster sitting well back on the counter. He picked it up, jerking the plug out 
of the wall, and wrapped the cord tightly around it as he came back to where the others were. He took one 
of the tablecloths, spread it, and placed the toaster in one corner. Then he turned it over twice wrapping the 
toaster in the end of the tablecloth like a Christmas present. 
He fashioned tight rabbit's-ear knots in the corners to make a pocket. When he gripped the loose end of the 
tablecloth and stood up, the wrapped toaster had become a rock in a makeshift sling. 
'When I was a kid, we used to play Indiana Jones,' Albert said apologetically. 'I made something like this 
and pretended it was my whip. I almost broke my brother David's arm once. I loaded an old blanket with a 
sashweight I found in the garage. Pretty stupid, I guess. I didn't know how hard it would hit. I got a hell of a 
spanking for it. It looks stupid, I guess, but it actually works pretty well. It always did, at least.' 
Nick looked at Albert's makeshift weapon dubiously but said nothing. If a toaster wrapped in a tablecloth 
made Albert feel more comfortable about going downstairs in the dark, so be it. 
'Good enough, then. Now go find a stretcher and bring it back. If there isn't one in the Airport Services 
office, try someplace else. If you don't find anything in fifteen minutes - no, make that ten - just come back 
and we'll carry her.' 
'You can't do that!' Laurel cried softly. 'If there's internal bleeding 
Nick looked up at her. 'There's internal bleeding already. And ten minutes is all the time I think we can 
spare.' 
Laurel opened her mouth to answer, to argue, but Dinah's husky whisper stopped her. 'He's right.' 
Don slipped the blade of his knife into his belt. 'Come on, son,' he said. They crossed the terminal together 
and started down the escalator to the first floor. Albert wrapped the end of his loaded tablecloth around his 
hand as they went. 
5 
Nick turned his attention back to the girl on the floor. 'How are you feeling, Dinah?' 
'Hurts bad,' Dinah said faintly. 
'Yes, of course it does,' Nick said. 'And I'm afraid that what I'm about to do is going to make it hurt a good 
deal more, for a few seconds, at least. But the knife is in your lung, and it's got to come out. You know that, 
don't you?' 
'Yes.' Her dark, unseeing eyes looked up at him. 'Scared.' 
'So am I, Dinah. So am I. But it has to be done. Are you game?' 
'Yes.' 
'Good girl.' Nick bent and planted a soft kiss on her cheek. 'That's a good, brave girl. It won't take long, and 
that's a promise. I want you to lie just as still as you can, Dinah, and try not to cough. Do you understand 
me? It's very important. Try not to cough.' 
'I'll try.' 
'There may be a moment or two when you feel that you can't breathe. You may even feel that you're 
leaking, like a tire with a puncture. That's a scary feeling, love, and it may make you want to move around, 
or cry out. You mustn't do it. And you mustn't cough.' 
Dinah made a reply none of them could hear. 
Nick swallowed, armed sweat off his forehead in a quick gesture, and turned to Laurel. 'Fold two of those 
tablecloths into square pads. Thick as you can. Kneel beside me. Close as you can get. Warwick, take off 
your belt.' 
Rudy began to comply at once. 
Nick looked back at Laurel. She was again struck, and not unpleasantly this time, by the power of his gaze. 
'I'm going to grasp the handle of the knife and draw it out. If it's not caught on one of her ribs - and judging 
from its position, I don't think it is - the blade should come out in one slow, smooth pull. The moment it's 
out, I will draw back, giving you clear access to the girl's chest area. You will place one of your pads over 
the wound and press. Press hard. You're not to worry about hurting her, or compressing her chest so much 
she can't breathe. She's got at least one perforation in her lung, and I'm betting there's a pair of them. Those 
are what we've got to worry about. Do you understand?' 
'Yes.' 
'When you've placed the pad, I'm going to lift her against the pressure you're putting on. Mr Warwick here 
will then slip the other pad beneath her if we see blood on the back of her dress. Then we're going to tie the 
compresses in place with Mr Warwick's belt.' He glanced up at Rudy. 'When I call for it, my friend, give it 
to me. Don't make me ask you twice.' 
'I won't.' 
'Can you see well enough to do this, Nick?' Laurel asked. 
'I think so,' Nick replied. 'I hope so.' He looked at Dinah again. 'Ready?' 
Dinah muttered something. 
'All right,' Nick said. He drew in a long breath and then let it out. 'Jesus help me.' 
He wrapped his slim, long-fingered hands around the handle of the knife like a man gripping a baseball bat. 
He pulled. Dinah shrieked. A great gout of blood spewed from her mouth. Laurel had been leaning tensely 
forward, and her face was suddenly bathed in Dinah's blood. She recoiled. 
'No!' Nick spat at her without looking around. 'Don't you dare go weaksister on me! Don't you dare!' 
Laurel leaned forward again, gagging and shuddering. The blade, a dully gleaming triangle of silver in the 
deep gloom, emerged from Dinah's chest and glimmered in the air. The little blind girl's chest heaved and 
there was a high, unearthly whistling sound as the wound sucked inward. 
'Now!' Nick grunted. 'Press down! Hard as you can!' 
Laurel leaned forward. For just a moment she saw blood pouring out of the hole in Dinah's chest, and then 
the wound was covered. The tablecloth pad grew warm and wet under her hands almost immediately. 
'Harder!' Nick snarled at her. 'Press harder! Seal it! Seal the wound!' 
Laurel now understood what people meant when they talked about coming completely unstrung, because 
she felt on the verge of it herself. 'I can't! I'll break her ribs if -' 
'Fuck her ribs! You have to make a seal!' 
Laurel rocked forward on her knees and brought her entire weight down on her hands. Now she could feel 
liquid seeping slowly between her fingers, although she had folded the tablecloth thick. 
The Englishman tossed the knife aside and leaned forward until his face was almost touching Dinah's. Her 
eyes were closed. He rolled one of the lids. 'I think she's finally out,' he said. 'Can't tell for sure because her 
eyes are so odd, but I hope to heaven she is.' Hair had fallen over his brow. He tossed it back impatiently 
with a jerk of his head and looked at Laurel. 'You're doing well. Stay with it, all right? I'm rolling her now. 
Keep the pressure on as I do.' 
'There's so much blood,' Laurel groaned. 'Will she drown?' 
'I don't know. Keep the pressure on. Ready, Mr Warwick?' 
'Oh Christ I guess so,' Rudy Warwick croaked. 
'Right. Here we go.' Nick slipped his hands beneath Dinah's right shoulderblade and grimaced. 'It's worse 
than I thought,' he muttered. 'Far worse. She's soaked.' He began to pull Dinah slowly upward against the 
pressure Laurel was putting on. Dinah uttered a thick, croaking moan. A gout of half-congealed blood flew 
from her mouth and spattered across the floor. And now Laurel could hear a rain of blood pattering down 
on the carpet from beneath the girl. 
Suddenly the world began to swim away from her. 
'Keep that pressure on!' Nick cried. 'Don't let up!' 
But she was fainting. 
It was her understanding of what Nick Hopewell would think of her if she did faint which caused her to do 
what she did next. Laurel stuck her tongue out between her teeth like a child making a face and bit down on 
it as hard as she could. The pain was bright and exquisite, the salty taste of her own blood immediately 
filled her mouth ... but that sensation that the world was swimming away from her like a big lazy fish in an 
aquarium passed. She was here again. 
Downstairs, there was a sudden shriek of pain and surprise. It was followed by a hoarse shout. On the heels 
of the shout came a loud, drilling scream. 
Rudy and Laurel both turned in that direction. 'The boy!' Rudy said. 'Him and Gaffney! They -' 
'They've found Mr Toomy after all,' Nick said. His face was a complicated mask of effort. The tendons on 
his neck stood out like steel pulleys. 'We'll just have to hope -' 
There was a thud from downstairs, followed by a terrible howl of agony. Then a whole series of muffled 
thumps. that they're on top of the situation. We can't do anything about it now. If we stop in the middle of 
what we're doing, this little girl is going to die for sure.' 
'But that sounded like the kid!' 
'Can't be helped, can it? Slide the pad under her, Warwick. Do it right now, or I'll kick your bloody arse 
square.' 
6 
Don led the way down the escalator, then stopped briefly at the bottom to fumble in his pocket. He brought 
out a square object that gleamed faintly in the dark. 'It's my Zippo,' he said. 'Do you think it'll still work?' 
'I don't know,' Albert said. 'It might ... for awhile. You better not try it until you have to. I sure hope it does. 
We won't be able to see a thing without it.' 
'Where's this Airport Services place?' 
Albert pointed to the door Craig Toomy had gone through less than five minutes before. 'Right over there.' 
'Do you think it's unlocked?' 
'Well,' Albert said, 'there's only one way to find out.' 
They crossed the terminal, Don still leading the way with his lighter in his right hand. 
7 
Craig heard them coming - more servants of the langoliers, no doubt. But he wasn't worried. He had taken 
care of the thing which had been masquerading as a little girl, and he would take care of these other things 
as well. He curled his hand around the letter-opener, got up, and sidled back around the desk. 
'Do you think it's unlocked?' 
'Well, there's only one way to find out.' 
You're going to find out something, anyway, Craig thought. He reached the wall beside the door. It was 
lined with paper-stacked shelves. He reached out and felt doorhinges. Good. The opening door would block 
him off from them ... not that they were likely to see him, anyway. It was as black as an elephant's asshole 
in here. He raised the letter-opener to shoulder height. 
'The knob doesn't move.' Craig relaxed ... but only for a moment. 'Try pushing it.' That was the smart-ass 
kid. The door began to open. 
8 
Don stepped in, blinking at the gloom. He thumbed the cover of his lighter back, held it up, and flicked the 
wheel. There was a spark and the wick caught at once, producing a low flame. They saw what was 
apparently a combined office and storeroom. There was an untidy stack of luggage in one corner and a 
Xerox machine in another. The back wall was lined with shelves and the shelves were stacked with what 
looked like forms of various kinds. 
Don stepped further into the office, lifting his lighter like a spelunker holding up a guttering candle in a 
dark cave. He pointed to the right wall. 'Hey, kid! Ace! Look!' 
A poster mounted there showed a tipsy guy in a business suit staggering out of a bar and looking at his 
watch. WORK IS THE CURSE OF THE DRINKING CLASS, the poster advised. Mounted on the wall 
beside it was a white plastic box with a large red cross on it. And leaning below it was a folded stretcher ... 
the kind with wheels. 
Albert wasn't looking at the poster or the first-aid kit or the stretcher, however. His eyes were fixed on the 
desk in the center of the room. 
On it he saw a heaped tangle of paper strips. 
'Look out!' he shouted. 'Look out, he's in h -' 
Craig Toomy stepped out from behind the door and struck. 
9 
'Belt,' Nick said. 
Rudy didn't move or reply. His head was turned toward the door of the restaurant. The sounds from 
downstairs had ceased. There was only the rattling noise and the steady, throbbing rumble of the jet engine 
in the dark outside. 
Nick kicked backward like a mule, connecting with Rudy's shin. 
'Ow!' 
'Belt! Now!' 
Rudy dropped clumsily to his knees and moved next to Nick, who was holding Dinah up with one hand and 
pressing a second tablecloth pad against her back with the other. 
'Slip it under the pad,' Nick said. He was panting, and sweat was running down his face in wide streams. 
'Quick! I can't hold her up forever!' 
Rudy slid the belt under the pad. Nick lowered Dinah, reached across the girl's small body, and lifted her 
left shoulder long enough to pull the belt out the other side. Then he looped it over her chest and cinched it 
tight. He put the belt's free end in Laurel's hand. 'Keep the pressure on,' he said, standing up. 'You can't use 
the buckle - she's much too small.' 
'Are you going downstairs?' Laurel asked. 
'Yes. That seems indicated.' 
'Be careful. Please be careful.' 
He grinned at her, and all those white teeth suddenly shining out in the gloom were startling ... but not 
frightening, she discovered. Quite the opposite. 
'Of course. It's how I get along.' He reached down and squeezed her shoulder. His hand was warm, and at 
his touch a little shiver chased through her. 'You did very well, Laurel. Thank you.' 
He began to turn away, and then a small hand groped out and caught the cuff of his blue-jeans. He looked 
down and saw that Dinah's blind eyes were open again. 
'Don't . she began, and then a choked sneezing fit shook her. Blood flew from her nose in a spray of fine 
droplets. 
'Dinah, you mustn't -' 
'Don't ... you ... kill him!' she said, and even in the dark Laurel could sense the fantastic effort she was 
making to speak at all. 
Nick looked down at her thoughtfully. 'The bugger stabbed you, you know. Why are you so insistent on 
keeping him whole?' 
Her narrow chest strained against the belt. The bloodstained tablecloth pad heaved. She struggled and 
managed to say one thing more. They all heard it; Dinah was at great pains to speak clearly. 'All . . . I know 
... is that we need him,' she whispered, and then her eyes closed again. 
10 
Craig buried the letter-opener fist-deep in the nape of Don Gaffney's neck. Don screamed and dropped the 
lighter. It struck the floor and lay there, guttering sickishly. Albert shouted in surprise as he saw Craig step 
toward Don, who was now staggering in the direction of the desk and clawing weakly behind him for the 
protruding object. 
Craig grabbed the opener with one hand and planted his other against Don's back. As he simultaneously 
pushed and pulled, Albert heard the sound of a hungry man pulling a drumstick off a well-done turkey. Don 
screamed again, louder this time, and went sprawling over the desk. His arms flew out ahead of him, 
knocking an IN/OUT box and the stack of lost-luggage forms Craig had been ripping. 
Craig turned toward Albert, flicking a spray of blood-droplets from the blade of the letter-opener as he did 
so. 'You're one of them, too,' he breathed. 'Well, fuck you. I'm going to Boston and you can't stop me. None 
of you can stop me.' Then the lighter on the floor went out and they were in darkness 
Albert took a step backward and felt a warm swoop of air in his face as Craig swung the blade through the 
spot where he had been only a second before. He flailed behind him with his free hand, terrified of backing 
into a corner where Craig could use the knife (in the Zippo's pallid, fading light, that was what he had 
thought it was) on him at will and his own weapon would be useless as well as stupid. His fingers found 
only empty space, and he backed through the door into the lobby. He did not feel cool; he did not feel like 
the fastest Hebrew on any side of the Mississippi; he did not feel faster than blue blazes. He felt like a 
scared kid who had foolishly chosen a childhood playtoy instead of a real weapon because he had been 
unable to believe - really, really believe - that it could come to this in spite of what the lunatic asshole had 
done to the little girl upstairs. He could smell himself. Even in the dead air he could smell himself. It was 
the rancid monkeypiss aroma of fear. 
Craig came gliding out through the door with the letter-opener raised. He moved like a dancing shadow in 
the dark. 'I see you, sonny,' he breathed. 'I see you just like a cat.' 
He began to slide forward. Albert backed away from him. At the same time he began to pendulum the 
toaster back and forth, reminding himself that he would have only one good shot before Toomy moved in 
and planted the blade in his throat or chest. 
And if the toaster goes flying out of the goddam pocket before it hits him, I'm a goner. 
Craig closed in, weaving the top half of his body from side to side like a snake coming out of a basket. An 
absent little smile touched the corners of his lips and made small dimples there. That's right, Craig's father 
said grimly from his undying stronghold inside Craig's head. If you have to pick them off one by one, you 
can do that. EPO, Craig. remember? EPO. Effort Pays Off. 
That's right, Craiggy-weggy, his mother chimed in. You can do it, and you have to do it. 
'I'm sorry,' Craig murmured to the white-faced boy through his smile. 'I'm really, really sorry, but I have to 
do it. If you could see things from my perspective, you'd understand.' 
He closed in on Albert, raising the letter-opener to his eyes. 
12 
Albert shot a quick glance behind him and saw he was backing toward the United Airlines ticket desk. If he 
retreated much further, the backward are of his swing would be restricted. It had to be soon. He began to 
pendulum the toaster more rapidly, his sweaty hand clutching the twist of tablecloth. 
Craig caught the movement in the dark, but couldn't tell what it was the kid was swinging. It didn't matter. 
He couldn't let it matter. He gathered himself, then sprang forward. 
'I'M GOING TO BOSTON!' he shrieked. 'I'M GOING TO-' 
Albert's eyes were adjusting to the dark, and he saw Craig make his move. The toaster was on the rearward 
half of its are. Instead of snapping his wrist forward to reverse its direction, Albert let his arm go with the 
weight of the toaster, swinging it up and over his head in an exaggerated pitching gesture. At the same time 
he stepped to the left. The lump at the end of the tablecloth made a short, hard circlet in the air, held firmly 
in its pocket by centripetal force. Craig cooperated by stepping forward into the toaster's descending arc. It 
met his forehead and the bridge of his nose with a hard, toneless crunch. 
Craig wailed with agony and dropped the letter-opener. His hands went to his face and he staggered 
backwards. Blood from his broken nose poured between his fingers like water from a busted hydrant. 
Albert was terrified of what he had done but even more terrified of letting up now that Toomy was hurt. 
Albert took another step to the left and swung the tablecloth sidearm. It whipped through the air and 
smashed into the center of Craig's chest with a hard thump. Craig fell over backward, still howling. 
For Albert 'Ace' Kaussner, only one thought remained; all else was a tumbling, fragmented swirl of color, 
image, and emotion. 
I have to make him stop moving or he'll get up and kill me. I have to make him stop moving or he'll get up 
and kill me. 
At least Toomy had dropped his weapon; it lay glinting on the lobby carpet. Albert planted one of his 
loafers on it and unloaded with the toaster again. As it came down. Albert bowed from the waist like an 
old-fashioned butler greeting a member of the royal family. The lump at the end of the tablecloth smashed 
into Craig Toomy's gasping mouth. There was a sound like glass being crushed inside of a handkerchief. 
Oh God, Albert thought. That was his teeth. 
Craig flopped and squirmed on the floor. It was terrible to watch him, perhaps more terrible because of the 
poor light. There was something monstrous and unkillable and insectile about his horrible vitality. 
His hand closed upon Albert's loafer. Albert stepped away from the letter-opener with a little cry of 
revulsion, and Craig tried to grasp it when he did. Between his eyes, his nose was a burst bulb of flesh. He 
could hardly see Albert at all; his vision was eaten up by a vast white corona of light. A steady high 
keening note rang in his head, the sound of a TV test-pattern turned up to full volume. 
He was beyond doing any more damage, but Albert didn't know it. In a panic, he brought the toaster down 
on Craig's head again. There was a metallic crunch-rattle as the heating elements inside it broke free. 
Craig stopped moving. 
Albert stood over him, sobbing for breath, the weighted tablecloth dangling from one hand. Then he took 
two long, shambling steps toward the escalator bowed deeply again, and vomited on the floor. 
13 
Brian crossed himself as he thumped back the black plastic shield which covered the screen of the 767's 
INS video-display terminal, half-expecting it to be smooth and blank. He looked at it closely ... and let out 
a deep sigh of relief. 
LAST PROGRAM 
COMPLETE, 
it informed him in cool blue-green letters, and below that: 
NEW PROGRAM? Y N 
Brian typed Y, then: 
REVERSE 
AP29:LAX/LOGAN 
The screen went dark for a moment. Then: 
INCLUDE DIVERSION IN AP 29? Y N 
Brian typed Y. 
REVERSE 
the screen informed him, and, less than five seconds later: 
PROGRAM 
COMPLETE 
'Captain Engle?' 
He turned around. Bethany was standing in the cockpit doorway. She looked pale and haggard in the cabin 
lights. 
'I'm a little busy right now, Bethany.' 
'Why aren't they back?' 
'I can't say.' 
'I asked Bob - Mr Jenkins - if he could see anyone moving around inside the terminal, and he said he 
couldn't. What if they're all dead?' 
'I'm sure they're not. If it will make you feel better, why don't you join him at the bottom of the ladder? I've 
got some more work to do here.' At least I hope I do. 
'Are you scared?' she asked. 
'Yes. I sure am.' 
She smiled a little. 'I'm sort of glad. It's bad to be scared all by yourself - totally bogus. I'll leave you alone 
now.' 
'Thanks. I'm sure they'll be out soon.' 
She left. Brian turned back to the INS monitor and typed: 
ARE THERE PROBLEMS WITH THIS PROGRAM? 
He hit EXECUTE. 
NO PROBLEMS. THANK YOU FOR FLYING AMERICAN PRIDE. 
'You're welcome, I'm sure,' Brian murmured. and wiped his forehead with his sleeve. 
Now, he thought, if only the fuel will burn. 
14 
Bob heard footsteps on the ladder and turned quickly. It was only Bethany, descending slowly and 
carefully, but he still felt jumpy. The sound coming out of the cast was gradually growing louder. 
Closer. 
'Hi, Bethany. May I borrow another of your cigarettes?' 
She offered the depleted pack to him, then took one herself. She had tucked Albert's book of experimental 
matches into the cellophane covering the pack, and when she tried one it lit easily. 
'Any sign of them?' 
'Well, it all depends on what you mean by "any sign," I guess,' Bob said cautiously. 'I think I heard some 
shouting just before you came down.' What he had heard actually sounded like screaming - shrieking, not to 
put too fine a point on it - but he saw no reason to tell the girl that. She looked as frightened as Bob felt, 
and he had an idea she'd taken a liking to Albert. 
'I hope Dinah's going to be all right,' she said, 'but I don't know. He cut her really bad.' 
'Did you see the captain?' 
Bethany nodded. 'He sort of kicked me out. I guess he's programming his instruments, or something.' 
Bob Jenkins nodded soberly. 'I hope so.' 
Conversation lapsed. They both looked east. A new and even more ominous sound now underlay the 
crunching, chewing noise: a high, inanimate screaming. It was a strangely mechanical sound, one that made 
Bob think of an automatic transmission low on fluid. 
'It's a lot closer now, isn't it?' 
Bob nodded reluctantly. He drew on his cigarette and the glowing ember momentarily illuminated a pair of 
tired, terrified eyes. 
'What do you suppose it is, Mr Jenkins?' 
He shook his head slowly. 'Dear girl, I hope we never have to find out.' 
15 
Halfway down the escalator, Nick saw a bent-over figure standing in front of the useless bank of pay 
telephones. It was impossible to tell if it was Albert or Craig Toomy. The Englishman reached into his right 
front pocket, holding his left hand against it to prevent any jingling, and by touch selected a pair of quarters 
from his change. He closed his right hand into a fist and slipped the quarters between his fingers, creating a 
makeshift set of brass knuckles. Then he continued down to the lobby. 
The figure by the telephones looked up as Nick appeared. It was Albert. 'Don't step in the puke,' he said 
dully. 
Nick dropped the quarters back into his pocket and hurried to where the boy was standing with his hands 
propped above his knees like an old man who has badly overestimated his capacity for exercise. He could 
smell the high, sour stench of vomit. That and the sweaty stink of fear coming off the boy were smells with 
which he was all too familiar. He knew them from the Falklands, and even more intimately from Northern 
Ireland. He put his left arm around the boy's shoulders and Albert straightened very slowly. 
'Where are they, Ace?' Nick asked quietly. 'Gaffney and Toomy - where are they?' 
'Mr Toomy's there.' He pointed toward a crumpled shape on the floor. 'Mr Gaffney's in the Airport Services 
office. I think they're both dead. Mr Toomy was in the Airport Services office. Behind the door, I guess. He 
killed Mr Gaffney because Mr Gaffney walked in first. If I'd walked in first, he would have killed me 
instead.' 
Albert swallowed hard. 
'Then I killed Mr Toomy. I had to. He came after me, see? He found another knife someplace and he came 
after me.' He spoke in a tone which could have been mistaken for indifference, but Nick knew better. And it 
was not indifference he saw on the white blur of Albert's face. 
'Can you get hold of yourself, Ace?' Nick asked. 
'I don't know. I never k-k-killed anyone before, and -' Albert uttered a strangled, miserable sob. 
'I know,' Nick said. 'It's a horrible thing, but it can be gotten over. I know. And you must get over it, Ace. 
We have miles to go before we sleep, and there's no time for therapy. The sound is louder.' 
He left Albert and went over to the crumpled form on the floor. Craig Toomy was lying on his side with 
one upraised arm partially obscuring his face. Nick rolled him onto his back, looked, whistled softly. 
Toomy was still alive - he could hear the harsh rasp of his breath - but Nick would have bet his bank 
account that the man was not shamming this time. His nose hadn't just been broken; it looked vaporized. 
His mouth was a bloody socket ringed with the shattered remains of his teeth. And the deep, troubled dent 
in the center of Toomy's forehead suggested that Albert had done some creative retooling of the man's 
skull-plate. 
'He did all this with a toaster?' Nick muttered. 'Jesus and Mary, Tom, Dick and Harry.' He got up and 
raised his voice. 'He's not dead, Ace.' 
Albert had bent over again when Nick left him. Now he straightened slowly and took a step toward him. 
'He's not?' 
'Listen for yourself. Out for the count, but still in the game.' Not for long, though; not by the sound of him. 
'Let's check on Mr Gaffney - maybe he got off lucky, too. And what about the stretcher?' 
'Huh?' Albert looked at Nick as though he had spoken in a foreign language. 
'The stretcher,' Nick repeated patiently as they walked toward the open Airport Services door. 
'We found it,' Albert said. 
'Did you? Super!' 
Albert stopped just inside the door. 'Wait a minute,' he muttered, then squatted and felt around for Don's 
lighter. He found it after a moment or two. It was still warm. He stood up again. 'Mr Gaffney's on the other 
side of the desk, I think.' 
They walked around, stepping over the tumbled stacks of paper and the IN/OUT basket. Albert held the 
lighter and flicked the wheel. On the fifth try the wick caught and burned feebly for three or four seconds. 
It was enough. Nick had actually seen enough in the spark-flashes the lighter's wheel had struck, but he 
hadn't liked to say so to Albert. Don Gaffney lay sprawled on his back, eyes open, a look of terrible surprise 
still fixed on his face. He hadn't gotten off lucky after all. 
'How was it that Toomy didn't get you as well?' Nick asked after a moment. 'I knew he was in here,' Albert 
said. 'Even before he struck Mr Gaffney, I knew.' His voice was still dry and shaky, but he felt a little 
better. Now that he had actually faced poor Mr Gaffney - looked him in the eye, so to speak - he felt a little 
better. 
'Did you hear him?' 
'No - I saw those. On the desk.' Albert pointed to the little heap of torn strips . 
'Lucky you did.' Nick put his hand on Albert's shoulder in the dark. 'You deserve to be alive, mate. You 
earned the privilege. All right?' 
'I'll try,' Albert said. 
'You do that, old son. It saves a lot of nightmares. You're looking at a man who knows.' 
Albert nodded. 
'Keep it together, Ace. That's all there is to it - just keep things together and you'll be fine.' 
'Mr Hopewell?' 
'Yes?' 
'Would you mind not calling me that? I -' His voice clogged, and Albert cleared his throat violently. 'I don't 
think I like it anymore.' 
16 
They emerged from the dark cave which was Airport Services thirty seconds later, Nick carrying the folded 
stretcher by the handle. When they reached the bank of phones, Nick handed the stretcher to Albert, who 
accepted it wordlessly. The tablecloth lay on the floor about five feet away from Toomy, who was snoring 
now in great rhythmless snatches of air. 
Time was short, time was very fucking short, but Nick had to see this. He had to. 
He picked up the tablecloth and pulled the toaster out. One of the heating elements caught in a bread slot; 
the other tumbled out onto the floor. The timer-dial and the handle you used to push the bread down fell 
off. One corner of the toaster was crumpled inward. The left side was bashed into a deep circular dent. 
That's the part that collided with Friend Toomy's sniffer, Nick thought. Amazing. He shook the toaster and 
listened to the loose rattle of broken parts inside. 
'A toaster,' he marvelled. 'I have friends, Albert - professional friends - who wouldn't believe it. I hardly 
believe it myself. I mean ... a toaster.' 
Albert had turned his head. 'Throw it away,' he said hoarsely. 'I don't want to look at it.' 
Nick did as the boy asked, then clapped him on the shoulder. 'Take the stretcher upstairs. I'll join you 
directly.' 
'What are you going to do?' 
'I want to see if there's anything else we can use in that office.' 
Albert looked at him for a moment, but he couldn't make out Nick's features in the dark. At last he said, 'I 
don't believe you.' 
'Nor do you have to,' Nick said in an oddly gentle voice. 'Go on, Ace . Albert, I mean. I'll join you soon. 
And don't look back.' 
Albert stared at him a moment longer, then began to trudge up the frozen escalator, his head down, the 
stretcher dangling like a suitcase from his right hand. He didn't look back. 
17 
Nick waited until the boy had disappeared into the gloom. Then he walked back over to where Craig 
Toomy lay and squatted beside him. Toomy was still out, but his breathing seemed a little more regular. 
Nick supposed it was not impossible, given a week or two of constant-care treatment in hospital, that 
Toomy might recover. He had proved at least one thing: he had an awesomely hard head. 
Shame the brains underneath are so soft, mate, Nick thought. He reached out, meaning to put one hand 
over Toomy's mouth and the other over his nose - or what remained of it. It would take less than a minute, 
and they would not have to worry about Mr Craig Toomy anymore. The others would have recoiled in 
horror at the act - would have called it cold-blooded murder - but Nick saw it as an insurance policy, no 
more and no less. Toomy had arisen once from what appeared to be total unconsciousness and now one of 
their number was dead and another was badly, perhaps mortally, wounded. There was no sense taking the 
same chance again. 
And there was something else. If he left Toomy alive, what, exactly, would he be leaving him alive for? A 
short, haunted existence in a dead world? A chance to breathe dying air under a moveless sky in which all 
weather patterns appeared to have ceased? An opportunity to meet whatever was approaching from the east 
... approaching with a sound like that of a colony of giant, marauding ants? 
No. Best to see him out of it. It would be painless, and that would have to be good enough. 
'Better than the bastard deserves,' Nick said, but still he hesitated. 
He remembered the little girl looking up at him with her dark, unseeing eyes. 
Don't you kill him! Not a plea; that had been a command. She had summoned up a little strength from some 
hidden last reserve in order to give him that command. All I know is that we need him. 
Why is she so bloody protective of him? 
He squatted a moment longer, looking into Craig Toomy's ruined face. And when Rudy Warwick spoke 
from the head of the escalator, he jumped as if it had been the devil himself. 
'Mr Hopewell? Nick? Are you coming?' 
'In a jiffy!' he called back over his shoulder. He reached toward Toomy's face again and stopped again, 
remembering her dark eyes. 
We need him. 
Abruptly he stood up, leaving Craig Toomy to his tortured struggle for breath. 'Coming now,' he called, and 
ran lightly up the escalator. 
CHAPTER 8 
Refuelling. Dawn's Early Light. 
The Approach of the Langoliers. 
Angel of the Morning. The Time-Keepers 
of Eternity. Take-off. 
1 
Bethany had cast away her almost tasteless cigarette and was halfway up the ladder again when Bob 
Jenkins shouted: 'I think they're coming out!' 
She turned and ran back down the stairs. A series of dark blobs was emerging from the luggage bay and 
crawling along the conveyor belt. Bob and Bethany ran to meet them. 
Dinah was strapped to the stretcher. Rudy had one end, Nick the other. They were walking on their knees, 
and Bethany could hear the bald man breathing in harsh, out-of-breath gasps. 
'Let me help,' she told him, and Rudy gave up his end of the stretcher willingly. 
'Try not to jiggle her,' Nick said, swinging his legs off the conveyor belt. 'Albert, get on Bethany's end and 
help us take her up the stairs. We want this thing to stay as level as possible.' 
'How bad is she?' Bethany asked Albert. 
'Not good,' he said grimly. 'Unconscious but still alive. That's all I know.' 
'Where are Gaffney and Toomy?' Bob asked as they crossed to the plane. He had to raise his voice slightly 
to be heard; the crunching sound was louder now, and that shrieking wounded-transmission undertone was 
becoming a dominant, maddening note. 
'Gaffney's dead and Toomy might as well be,' Nick said. 'Right now there's no time.' He halted at the foot 
of the stairs. 'Mind you keep your end up, you two.' 
They moved the stretcher slowly and carefully up the stairs, Nick walking backward and bent over the 
forward end, Albert and Bethany holding the stretcher up at forehead level and jostling hips on the narrow 
stairway at the rear. Bob, Rudy, and Laurel followed behind. Laurel had spoken only once since Albert and 
Nick had returned, to ask if Toomy was dead. When Nick told her he wasn't, she had looked at him closely 
and then nodded her head with relief. 
Brian was standing at the cockpit door when Nick reached the top of the ladder and eased his end of the 
stretcher inside. 
'I want to put her in first class,' Nick said, 'with this end of the stretcher raised so her head is up. Can I do 
that?' 
'No problem. Secure the stretcher by looping a couple of seatbelts through the head-frame. Do you see 
where?' 
'Yes.' And to Albert and Bethany: 'Come on up. You're doing fine.' 
In the cabin lights, the blood smeared on Dinah's cheeks and chin stood out starkly against her yellowwhite 
skin. Her eyes were closed; her lids were a delicate shade of lavender. Under the belt (in which Nick 
had punched a new hole, high above the others), the makeshift compress was dark red. Brian could hear her 
breathing. It sounded like a straw dragging wind at the bottom of an almost empty glass. 
'It's bad, isn't it?' Brian asked in a low voice. 
'Well, it's her lung and not her heart, and she's not filling up anywhere near as fast as I was afraid she might 
... but it's bad, yes.' 
'Will she live until we get back?' 
'How in hell should I know?' Nick shouted at him suddenly. 'I'm a soldier, not a bloody sawbones!' 
The others froze, looking at him with cautious eyes. Laurel felt her skin prickle again. 
'I'm sorry,' Nick muttered. 'Time travel plays the very devil with one's nerves, doesn't it? I'm very sorry.' 
'No need to apologize,' Laurel said, and touched his arm. 'We're all under strain.' 
He gave her a tired smile and touched her hair. 'You're a sweetheart, Laurel, and no mistake. Come on - 
let's strap her in and see what we can do about getting the hell out of here.' 
2 
Five minutes later Dinah's stretcher had been secured in an inclined position to a pair of first-class seats, her 
head up, her feet down. The rest of the passengers were gathered in a tight little knot around Brian in the 
first-class serving area. 
'We need to refuel the plane,' Brian said. 'I'm going to start the other engine now and pull over as close as I 
can to that 727-400 at the jetway.' He pointed to the Delta plane, which was just a gray lump in the dark. 
'Because our aircraft sits higher, I'll be able to lay our right wing right over the Delta's left wing. While I do 
that, four of you are going to bring over a hose cart - there's one sitting by the other jetway. I saw it before 
it got dark.' 
'Maybe we better wake Sleeping Beauty at the back of the plane and get him to lend a hand,' Bob said. 
Brian thought it over briefly and then shook his head. 'The last thing we need right now is another scared, 
disoriented passenger on our hands - and one with a killer hangover to boot. And we won't need him - two 
strong men can push a hose cart in a pinch. I've seen it done. Just check the transmission lever to make sure 
it's in neutral. It wants to end up directly beneath the overlapping wings. Got it?' 
They all nodded. Brian looked them over and decided that Rudy and Bethany were still too blown from 
wrestling the stretcher to be of much help. 'Nick, Bob, and Albert. You push. Laurel, you steer. Okay?' 
They nodded. 
'Go on and do it, then. Bethany? Mr Warwick? Go down with them. Pull the ladder away from the plane, 
and when I've got the plane repositioned, place it next to the overlapping wings. The wings, not the door. 
Got it?' 
They nodded. Looking around at them, Brian saw that their eyes looked clear and bright for the first time 
since they had landed. Of course, he thought. They have something to do now. And so do I, thank God. 
3 
As they approached the hose cart sitting off to the left of the unoccupied jetway, Laurel realized she could 
actually see it. 'My God,' she said. 'It's coming daylight again already. How long has it been since it got 
dark?' 
'Less than forty minutes, by my watch,' Bob said, 'but I have a feeling that my watch doesn't keep very 
accurate time when we're outside the plane. I've also got a feeling time doesn't matter much here, anyway.' 
'What's going to happen to Mr Toomy?' Laurel asked. 
They had reached the cart. It was a small vehicle with a tank on the back, an open-air cab, and thick black 
hoses coiled on either side. Nick put an arm around her waist and turned her toward him. For a moment she 
had the crazy idea that he meant to kiss her, and she felt her heart speed up. 
'I don't know what's going to happen to him,' he said. 'All I know is that when the chips were down, I chose 
to do what Dinah wanted. I left him lying unconscious on the floor. All right?' 
'No,' she said in a slightly unsteady voice, 'but I guess it will have to do.' 
He smiled a little, nodded, and gave her waist a brief squeeze. 'Would you like to go to dinner with me 
when and if we make it back to LA?' 
'Yes,' she said at once. 'That would be something to look forward to.' 
He nodded again. 'For me, too. But unless we can get this airplane refuelled, we're not going anywhere.' He 
looked at the open cab of the hose cart. 'Can you find neutral, do you think?' 
Laurel eyed the stick-shift jutting up from the floor of the cab. 'I'm afraid I only drive an automatic.' 
'I'll do it.' Albert jumped into the cab, depressed the clutch, then peered at the diagram on the knob of the 
shift lever. Behind him, the 767's second engine whined into life and both engines began to throb harder as 
Brian powered up. The noise was very loud, but Laurel found she didn't mind at all. It blotted out that other 
sound, at least temporarily. And she kept wanting to look at Nick. Had he actually invited her out to 
dinner? Already it seemed hard to believe. 
Albert changed gears, then waggled the shift lever. 'Got it,' he said, and jumped down - 'Up you go, Laurel. 
Once we get it rolling, you'll have to hang a hard right and bring it around in a circle.' 
'All right.' 
She looked back nervously as the three men lined themselves up along the rear of the hose cart with Nick in 
the middle. 
'Ready, you lot?' he asked. 
Albert and Bob nodded. 
'Right, then - all together.' 
Bob had been braced to push as hard as he could, and damn the low back pain which had plagued him for 
the last ten years, but the hose cart rolled with absurd case. Laurel hauled the stiff, balky steering wheel 
around with all her might. The yellow cart described a small circle on the gray tarmac and began to roll 
back toward the 767, which was trundling slowly into position on the righthand side of the parked Delta jet. 
'The difference between the two aircraft is incredible,' Bob said. 
'Yes,' Nick agreed. 'You were right, Albert. We may have wandered away from the present, but in some 
strange way, that airplane is still a part of it.' 
' So are we,' Albert said. 'At least, so far.' 
The 767's turbines died, leaving only the steady low rumble of the APUs -Brian was now running all four 
of them. They were not loud enough to cover the sound in the east. Before, that sound had had a kind of 
massive uniformity, but as it neared it was fragmenting; there seemed to be sounds within sounds, and the 
sum total began to seem horribly familiar. 
Animals at feeding time, Laurel thought, and shivered. That's what it sounds like - the sound of feeding 
animals, sent through an amplifier and blown up to grotesque proportions. 
She shivered violently and felt panic begin to nibble at her thoughts, an elemental force she could control 
no more than she could control whatever was making that sound. 
'Maybe if we could see it, we could deal with it,' Bob said as they began to push the fuel cart again. 
Albert glanced at him briefly and said, 'I don't think so.' 
4 
Brian appeared in the forward door of the 767 and motioned Bethany and Rudy to roll the ladder over to 
him. When they did, he stepped onto the platform at the top and pointed to the overlapping wings. As they 
rolled him in that direction, he listened to the approaching noise and found himself remembering a movie 
he had seen on the late show a long time ago. In it, Charlton Heston had owned a big plantation in South 
America. The plantation had been attacked by a vast moving carpet of soldier ants, ants which ate 
everything in their path - trees, grass, buildings, cows, men. What had that movie been called? Brian 
couldn't remember. He only remembered that Charlton had kept trying increasingly desperate tricks to stop 
the ants, or at least delay them. Had he beaten them in the end? Brian couldn't remember, but a fragment of 
his dream suddenly recurred, disturbing in its lack of association to anything: an ominous red sign which 
read SHOOTING STARS ONLY. 
'Hold it!' he shouted down to Rudy and Bethany. 
They ceased pushing, and Brian carefully climbed down the ladder until his head was on a level with the 
underside of the Delta jet's wing. Both the 767 and 727 were equipped with single-point fuelling ports in 
the left wing. He was now looking at a small square hatch with the words FUEL TANK ACCESS and 
CHECK SHUT-OFF VALVE BEFORE REFUELLING stencilled across it. And some wit had pasted a 
round yellow happy-face sticker to the fuel hatch. It was the final surreal touch. 
Albert, Bob, and Nick had pushed the hose cart into position below him and were now looking up, their 
faces dirty gray circles in the brightening gloom. Brian leaned over and shouted down to Nick. 
'There are two hoses, one on each side of the cart! I want the short one!' 
Nick pulled it free and handed it up. Holding both the ladder and the nozzle of the hose with one hand, 
Brian leaned under the wing and opened the refuelling hatch. Inside was a male connector with a steel 
prong poking out like a finger. Brian leaned further out ... and slipped. He grabbed the railing of the ladder. 
'Hold on, mate,' Nick said, mounting the ladder. 'Help is on the way.' He stopped three rungs below Brian 
and seized his belt. 'Do me a favor, all right?' 
'What's that?' 
'Don't fart.' 
'I'll try, but no promises.' 
He leaned out again and looked down at the others. Rudy and Bethany had joined Bob and Albert below 
the wing. 'Move away, unless you want a jet-fuel shower!' he called. 'I can't control the Delta's shut-off 
valve, and it may leak!' As he waited for them to back away he thought, Of course, it may not. For all I 
know, the tanks on this thing are as dry as a goddam bone. 
He leaned out again, using both hands now that Nick had him firmly anchored, and slammed the nozzle 
into the fuel port. There was a brief, spattering shower of jet-fuel - a very welcome shower, under the 
circumstances - and then a hard metallic click. Brian twisted the nozzle a quarter-turn to the right, locking it 
into place, and listened with satisfaction as jet-fuel ran down the hose to the cart, where a closed valve 
would dam its flow. 
'Okay,' he sighed, pulling himself back to the ladder. 'So far. so good.' 
'What now, mate? How do we make that cart run? Do we jump-start it from the plane, or what?' 
'I doubt if we could do that even if someone had remembered to bring the Jumper cables,' Brian said. 
'Luckily, it doesn't have to run. Essentially, the cart is just a gadget to filter and transfer fuel. I'm going to 
use the auxiliary power units on our plane to suck the fuel out of the 727 the way you'd use a straw to suck 
lemonade out of a glass.' 
'How long is it going to take?' 
'Under optimum conditions - which would mean pumping with ground power -we could load 2,000 pounds 
of fuel a minute. Doing it like this makes it harder to figure. I've never had to use the APUs to pump fuel 
before. At least an hour. Maybe two.' 
Nick gazed anxiously eastward for a moment, and when he spoke again his voice was low. 'Do me a favor, 
mate - don't tell the others that.' 
'Why not?' 
'Because I don't think we have two hours. We may not even have one.' 
5 
Alone in first class, Dinah Catherine Bellman opened her eyes. And saw. 'Craig,' she whispered. 
6 
Craig. 
But he didn't want to hear his name. He only wanted to be left alone; he never wanted to hear his name 
again. When people called his name, something bad always happened. Always. 
Craig! Get up, Craig! 
No. He wouldn't get up. His head had become a vast chambered hive; pain roared and raved in each 
irregular room and crooked corridor. Bees had come. The bees had thought he was dead. They had invaded 
his head and turned his skull into a honeycomb. And now ... now ... 
They sense my thoughts and are trying to sting them to death, he thought, and uttered a thick, agonized 
groan. His blood-streaked hands opened and closed slowly on the industrial carpet which covered the 
lower-lobby floor. Let me die, oh please just let me die. 
Craig, you have to get up! Now! 
It was his father's voice, the one voice he had never been able to refuse or shut out. But he would refuse it 
now. He would shut it out now. 
'Go away,' he croaked. 'I hate you. Go away.' 
Pain blared through his head in a golden shriek of trumpets. Clouds of bees, furious and stinging, flew from 
the bells as they blew. 
Oh let me die, he thought. Oh let me die. This is hell. I am in a hell of bees and big-band horns. 
Get up, Craiggy-weggy. It's your birthday, and guess what? As soon as you get up, someone's going to 
hand you a beer and hit you over the head ... because THIS thud's for you! 
'No,' he said. 'No more hitting.' His hands shuffled on the carpet. He made an effort to open his eyes, but a 
glue of drying blood had stuck them shut. 'You're dead. Both of you are dead. You can't hit me, and you 
can't make me do things. Both of you are dead, and I want to be dead, too.' 
But he wasn't dead. Somewhere beyond these phantom voices he could hear the whine of )et engines ... and 
that other sound. The sound of the langoliers on the march. On the run. 
Craig. get up. You have to get up. 
He realized that it wasn't the voice of his father, or of his mother, either. That had only been his poor, 
wounded mind trying to fool itself. This was a voice from ... from 
(above?) 
some other place, some high bright place where pain was a myth and pressure was a dream. 
Craig, they've come to you - all the people you wanted to see. They left Boston and came here. That's how 
important you are to them. You can still do it, Craig. You can still pull the pin. There's still time to hand in 
your papers and fall out of your father's army ... if you're man enough to do it, that is. 
If you're man enough to do it. 
'Man enough?' he croaked. 'Man enough? Whoever you are, you've got to be shitting me.' 
He tried again to open his eyes. The tacky blood holding them shut gave a little but would not let go. He 
managed to work one hand up to his face. 
It brushed the remains of his nose and he gave voice to a low, tired scream of pain. Inside his head the 
trumpets blared and the bees swarmed. He waited until the worst of the pain had subsided, then poked out 
two fingers and used them to pull his own eyelids up. 
That corona of light was still there. It made a vaguely evocative shape in the gloom. 
Slowly, a little at a time, Craig raised his head. 
And saw her. 
She stood within the corona of light. 
It was the little girl, but her dark glasses were gone and she was looking at him, and her eyes were kind. 
Come on, Craig. Get up. I know it's hard, but you have to get up -you have to. Because they are all here, 
they are all waiting ... but they won't wait forever. The langoliers will see to that. 
She was not standing on the floor, he saw. Her shoes appeared to float an inch or two above it, and the 
bright light was all around her. She was outlined in spectral radiance. 
Come, Craig. Get up. 
He started struggling to his feet. It was very hard. His sense of balance was almost gone, and it was hard to 
hold his head up - because, of course, it was full of angry honeybees. Twice he fell back, but each time he 
began again, mesmerized and entranced by the glowing girl with her kind eyes and her promise of ultimate 
release. 
They are all waiting, Craig. For you. 
They are waiting for you. 
7 
Dinah lay on the stretcher, watching with her blind eyes as Craig Toomy got to one knee, fell over on his 
side, then began trying to rise once more. Her heart was suffused with a terrible stern pity for this hurt and 
broken man, this murdering fish that only wanted to explode. On his ruined, bloody face she saw a terrible 
mixture of emotions: fear, hope, and a kind of merciless determination. 
I'm sorry, Mr Toomy, she thought. In spite of what you did, I'm sorry. But we need you. 
Then called to him again, called with her own dying consciousness: 
Get up, Craig! Hurry! It's almost too late! 
And she sensed that it was. 
8 
Once the longer of the two hoses was looped under the belly of the 767 and attached to its fuel port, Brian 
returned to the cockpit, cycled up the APUs' and went to work sucking the 727-400's fuel tanks dry. As he 
watched the LED readout on his right tank slowly climb toward 24,000 pounds, he waited tensely for the 
APUs to start chugging and lugging, trying to eat fuel which would not burn. 
The right tank had reached the 8,000-pound mark when he heard the note of the small jet engines at the rear 
of the plane change - they grew rough and labored. 
'What's happening, mate?' Nick asked. He was sitting in the co-pilot's chair again. His hair was disarrayed, 
and there were wide streaks of grease and blood across his formerly natty button-down shirt. 
'The APU engines are getting a taste of the 727's fuel and they don't like it,' Brian said. 'I hope Albert's 
magic works, Nick, but I don't know.' 
Just before the LED reached 9,000 pounds in the right tank, the first APU cut out. A red ENGINE 
SHUTDOWN light appeared on Brian's board. He flicked the APU off. 
'What can you do about it?' Nick asked, getting up and coming to look over Brian's shoulder. 
'Use the other three APUs to keep the pumps running and hope,' Brian said. 
The second APU cut out thirty seconds later, and while Brian was moving his hand to shut it down, the 
third went. The cockpit lights went with it; now there was only the irregular chug of the hydraulic pumps 
and the lights on Brian's board, which were flickering. The last APU was roaring choppily, cycling up and 
down, shaking the plane. 
'I'm shutting down completely,' Brian said. He sounded harsh and strained to himself, a man who was way 
out of his depth and tiring fast in the undertow. 'We'll have to wait for the Delta's fuel to join our plane's 
time-stream, or time-frame, or whatever the fuck it is. We can't go on like this. A strong power-surge 
before the last APU cuts out could wipe the INS clean. Maybe even fry it.' 
But as Brian reached for the switch, the engine's choppy note suddenly began to smooth out. He turned and 
stared at Nick unbelievingly. Nick looked back, and a big, slow grin lit his face. 
'We might have lucked out, mate.' 
Brian raised his hands, crossed both sets of fingers, and shook them in the air. 'I hope so,' he said, and 
swung back to the boards. He flicked the switches marked APU 1, 3, and 4. They kicked in smoothly. The 
cockpit lights flashed back on. The cabin bells binged. Nick whooped and clapped Brian on the back. 
Bethany appeared in the doorway behind them. 'What's happening? Is everything all right?' 
'I think,' Brian said without turning, 'that we might just have a shot at this thing.' 
9 
Craig finally managed to stand upright. The glowing girl now stood with her feet just above the luggage 
conveyor belt. She looked at him with a supernatural sweetness and something else ... something he had 
longed for his whole life. What was it? 
He groped for it, and at last it came to him. 
It was compassion. 
Compassion and understanding. 
He looked around and saw that the darkness was draining away. That meant he had been out all night, 
didn't it? He didn't know. And it didn't matter. All that mattered was that the glowing girl had brought them 
to him - the investment bankers, the bond specialists, the commission-brokers, and the stock-rollers. They 
were here, they would want an explanation of just what young Mr Craiggy-Weggy Toomy-Woomy had 
been up to, and here was the ecstatic truth: monkey-business! That was what he had been up to - yards and 
yards of monkey-business - miles of monkey-business. And when he told them that ... 
'They'll have to let me go ... won't they?' 
Yes, she said. But you have to hurry, Craig. You have to hurry before they decide you're not coming and 
leave. 
Craig began to make his slow way forward. The girl's feet did not move, but as he approached her she 
floated backward like a mirage, toward the rubber strips which hung between the luggage-retrieval area and 
the loading dock outside. 
And . . . oh, glorious: she was smiling. 
10 
They were all back on the plane now, all except Bob and Albert, who were sitting on the stairs and listening 
to the sound roll toward them in a slow, broken wave. 
Laurel Stevenson was standing at the open forward door and looking at the terminal, still wondering what 
they were going to do about Mr Toomy, when Bethany tugged at the back of her blouse. 
'Dinah is talking in her sleep, or something. I think she might be delirious. Can you come?' 
Laurel came. Rudy Warwick was sitting across from Dinah, holding one of her hands and looking at her 
anxiously. 
'I dunno,' he said worriedly. 'I dunno, but I think she might be going.' 
Laurel felt the girl's forehead. It was dry and very hot. The bleeding had either slowed down or stopped 
entirely, but the girl's respiration came in a series of pitiful whistling sounds. Blood was crusted around her 
mouth like strawberry sauce. 
Laurel began, 'I think -'and then Dinah said, quite clearly, 'You have to hurry before they all decide you're 
not coming and leave.' 
Laurel and Bethany exchanged puzzled, frightened glances. 
'I think she's dreaming about that guy Toomy,' Rudy told Laurel. 'She said his name once.' 
'Yes,' Dinah said. Her eyes were closed, but her head moved slightly and she appeared to listen. 'Yes I will 
be,' she said. 'If you want me to, I will. But hurry. I know it hurts, but you have to hurry.' 
'She is delirious, isn't she?' Bethany whispered. 
'No,' Laurel said. 'I don't think so. I think she might be ... dreaming.' 
But that was not what she thought at all. What she really thought was that Dinah might be 
(seeing) 
doing something else. She didn't think she wanted to know what that something might be, although an idea 
whirled and danced far back in her mind. Laurel knew she could summon that idea if she wanted to, but she 
didn't. Because something creepy was going on here, extremely creepy, and she could not escape the idea 
that it did have something to do with 
(don't kill him ... we need him) 
Mr Toomy. 
'Leave her alone,' she said in a dry, abrupt tone of voice. 'Leave her alone and let her 
(do what she has to do to him) 
sleep.' 
'God, I hope we take off soon,' Bethany said miserably, and Rudy put a comforting arm around her 
shoulders. 
11 
Craig reached the conveyor belt and fell onto it. A white sheet of agony ripped through his head, his neck, 
his chest. He tried to remember what had happened to him and couldn't. He had run down the stalled 
escalator, he had hidden in a little room, he had sat tearing strips of paper in the dark ... and that was where 
memory stopped. 
He raised his head, hair hanging in his eyes, and looked at the glowing girl, who now sat cross-legged in 
front of the rubber strips, an inch off the conveyor belt. She was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen 
in his life; how could he ever have thought she was one of them? 
'Are you an angel?' he croaked. 
Yes, the glowing girl replied, and Craig felt his pain overwhelmed with joy. His vision blurred and then 
tears - the first ones he had ever cried as an adult - began to run slowly down his cheeks. Suddenly he found 
himself remembering his mother's sweet, droning, drunken voice as she sang that old song. 
'Are you an angel of the morning? Will you be my angel of the morning?' 
Yes - I will be. If you want me to, I will. But hurry. I know it hurts, Mr Toomy, but you have to hurry. 
'Yes,' Craig sobbed, and began to crawl eagerly along the luggage conveyor belt toward her. Every 
movement sent fresh pain jig-jagging through him on irregular courses; blood dripped from his smashed 
nose and shattered mouth. Yet he still hurried as much as he could. Ahead of him, the little girl faded back 
through the hanging rubber strips, somehow not disturbing them at all as she went. 
'Just touch my cheek before you leave me, baby,' Craig said. He hawked up a spongy mat of blood, spat it 
on the wall where it clung like a huge dead spider, and tried to crawl faster. 
12 
To the east of the airport, a large cracking, rending sound filled the freakish morning. Bob and Albert got to 
their feet, faces pallid and filled with dreadful questions. 
'What was that?' Albert asked. 
'I think it was a tree,' Bob replied, and licked his lips. 
'But there's no wind!' 
'No,' Bob agreed. 'There's no wind.' 
The noise had now become a moving barricade of splintered sound. Parts of it would seem to come into 
focus ... and then drop back again just before identification was possible. At one moment Albert could 
swear he heard something barking, and then the barks ... or yaps ... or whatever they were ... would be 
swallowed up by a brief sour humming sound like evil electricity. The only constants were the crunching 
and the steady drilling whine. 
'What's happening?' Bethany called shrilly from behind them. 
'Noth -'Albert began, and then Bob seized his shoulder and pointed. 
'Look!' he shouted. 'Look over there!' 
Far to the east of them, on the horizon, a series of power pylons marched north and south across a high 
wooded ridge. As Albert looked, one of the pylons tottered like a toy and then fell over, pulling a snarl of 
power cables after it. A moment later another pylon went, and another, and another. 
'That's not all, either,' Albert said numbly. 'Look at the trees. The trees over there are shaking like shrubs.' 
But they were not just shaking. As Albert and the others looked, the trees began to fall over, to disappear. 
Crunch, smack, crunch, thud, BARK! 
Crunch, smack, BARK! thump, crunch. 
'We have to get out of here,' Bob said. He gripped Albert with both hands His eyes were huge, avid with a 
kind of idiotic terror. The expression stood in sick, jagged contrast to his narrow, intelligent face. 'I believe 
we have to get out of here right now.' 
On the horizon, perhaps ten miles distant, the tall gantry of a radio tower trembled, rolled outward, and 
crashed down to disappear into the quaking trees. Now they could feel the very earth beginning to vibrate; 
it ran up the ladder and shook their feet in their shoes. 
'Make it stop!' Bethany suddenly screamed from the doorway above them. She clapped her hands to her 
ears. 'Oh please make it STOP!' 
But the sound-wave rolled on toward them - the crunching, smacking, eating sound of the langoliers. 
13 
'I don't like to tease, Brian, but how much longer?' Nick's voice was taut. 'There's a river about four miles 
east of here - I saw it when we were coming down - and I reckon whatever's coming is just now on the 
other side of it.' 
Brian glanced at his fuel readouts. 24,000 pounds in the right wing; 16,000 pounds in the left. It was going 
faster now that he didn't have to pump the Delta's fuel overwing to the other side. 
'Fifteen minutes,' he said. He could feel sweat standing out on his brow in big drops. 'We've got to have 
more fuel, Nick, or we'll come down dead in the Mojave Desert. Another ten minutes to unhook, button up, 
and taxi out.' 
'You can't cut that? You're sure you can't cut that?' 
Brian shook his head and turned back to his gauges. 
14 
Craig crawled slowly through the rubber strips, feeling them slide down his back like limp fingers. He 
emerged in the white, dead light of a new - and vastly shortened - day. The sound was terrible, 
overwhelming, the sound of an invading cannibal army. Even the sky seemed to shake with it, and for a 
moment fear froze him in place. 
Look, his angel of the morning said, and pointed. 
Craig looked ... and forgot his fear. Beyond the American Pride 767, in a triangle of dead grass bounded by 
two taxiways and a runway, there was a long mahogany boardroom table. It gleamed brightly in the listless 
light. At each place was a yellow legal pad, a pitcher of ice water, and a Waterford glass. Sitting around the 
table were two dozen men in sober bankers' suits, and now they were all turning to look at him. 
Suddenly they began to clap their hands. They stood and faced him applauding his arrival. Craig felt a 
huge, grateful grin begin to stretch his face. 
15 
Dinah had been left alone in first class. Her breathing had become very labored now, and her voice was a 
strangled choke. 
'Run to them, Craig! Quick! Quick!' 
16 
Craig tumbled off the conveyor, struck the concrete with a bone-rattling thump, and flailed to his feet. The 
pain no longer mattered. The angel had brought them! Of course she had brought them! Angels were like 
the ghosts in the story about Mr Scrooge - they could do anything they wanted! The corona around her had 
begun to dim and she was fading out, but it didn't matter. She had brought his salvation: a net in which he 
was finally, blessedly caught. 
Run to them, Craig! Run around the plane! Run away from the plane! Run to them now! 
Craig began to run - a shambling stride that quickly became a crippled sprint. As he ran his head nodded up 
and down like a sunflower on a broken stalk. He ran toward humorless, unforgiving men who were his 
salvation, men who might have been fisher-folk standing in a boat beyond an unsuspected silver sky, 
retrieving their net to see what fabulous things they had caught. 
17 
The LED readout for the left tank began to slow down when it reached 21,000 pounds, and by the time it 
topped 22,000 it had almost stopped. Brian understood what was happening and quickly flicked two 
switches, shutting down the hydraulic pumps. The 727-400 had given them what she had to give: a little 
over 46,000 pounds of jet-fuel. It would have to be enough. 
'All right,' he said, standing up. 
'All right what?' Nick asked, also standing. 
'We're uncoupling and getting the fuck out of here.' 
The approaching noise had reached deafening levels. Mixed into the crunching smacking sound and the 
transmission squeal were falling trees and the dull crump of collapsing buildings. just before shutting the 
pumps down he had heard a number of crackling thuds followed by a series of deep splashes. A bridge 
falling into the river Nick had seen, he imagined. 
'Mr Toomy!' Bethany screamed suddenly. 'It's Mr Toomy!' 
Nick beat Brian out the door and into first class, but they were both in time to see Craig go shambling and 
lurching across the taxiway. He ignored the plane completely. His destination appeared to be an empty 
triangle of grass bounded by a pair of crisscrossing taxiways. 
'What's he doing?' Rudy breathed. 
'Never mind him,' Brian said. 'We're all out of time. Nick? Go down the ladder ahead of me. Hold me while 
I uncouple the hose.' Brian felt like a man standing naked on a beach as a tidal wave humps up on the 
horizon and rushes toward the shore. 
Nick followed him down and laid hold of Brian's belt again as Brian leaned out and twisted the nozzle of 
the hose, unlocking it. A moment later he yanked the hose free and dropped it to the cement, where the 
nozzle-ring clanged dully. Brian slammed the fuel-port door shut. 
'Come on,' he said after Nick had pulled him back. His face was dirty gray. 'Let's get out of here.' 
But Nick did not move. He was frozen in place, staring to the east. His skin had gone the color of paper. On 
his face was an expression of dreamlike horror. His upper lip trembled, and in that moment he looked like a 
dog that is too frightened to snarl. 
Brian turned his head slowly in that direction, hearing the tendons in his neck creak like a rusty spring on 
an old screen door as he did so. He turned his head and watched as the langoliers finally entered stage left. 
18 
'So you see,' Craig said, approaching the empty chair at the head of the table and standing before the men 
seated around it, 'the brokers with whom I did business were not only unscrupulous; many of them were 
actually CIA plants whose job it was to contact and fake out just such bankers as myself - men looking to 
fill up skinny portfolios in a hurry. As far as they are concerned, the end - keeping communism out of 
South America - justifies any available means.' 
'What procedures did you follow to check these fellows out?' a fat man in an expensive blue suit asked. 'Did 
you use a bond-insurance company, or does your bank retain a specific investigation firm in such cases?' 
Blue Suit's round, jowly face was perfectly shaved; his cheeks glowed either with good health or forty 
years of Scotch and sodas; his eyes were merciless chips of blue ice. They were wonderful eyes; they were 
father-eyes. 
Somewhere, far away from this boardroom two floors below the top of the Prudential Center, Craig could 
hear a hell of a racket going on. Road construction, he supposed. There was always road construction going 
on in Boston, and he suspected that most of it was unnecessary, that in most cases it was just the old, old 
story - the unscrupulous taking cheerful advantage of the unwary. It had nothing to do with him. Nothing 
whatever. His job was to deal with the man in the blue suit, and he couldn't wait to get started. 
'We're waiting, Craig,' the president of his own banking institution said. Craig felt momentary surprise - Mr 
Parker hadn't been scheduled to attend this meeting - and then the feeling was overwhelmed by happiness. 
'No procedures at all!' he screamed joyfully into their shocked faces. 'I just bought and bought and bought! 
I followed No ... PROCEDURES ... AT ALL!' 
He was about to go on, to elaborate on this theme, to really expound on it, when a sound stopped him. This 
sound was not miles away; this sound was close, very close, perhaps in the boardroom itself. 
A whickering chopping sound, like dry hungry teeth. 
Suddenly Craig felt a deep need to tear some paper - any paper would do. He reached for the legal pad in 
front of his place at the table, but the pad was gone. So was the table. So were the bankers. So was Boston. 
'Where am I?' he asked in a small, perplexed voice, and looked around. Suddenly he realized ... and 
suddenly he saw them. 
The langoliers had come. 
They had come for him. 
Craig Toomy began to scream. 
19 
Brian could see them, but could not understand what it was he was seeing. In some strange way they 
seemed to defy seeing, and he sensed his frantic, overstressed mind trying to change the incoming 
information, to make the shapes which had begun to appear at the east end of Runway 21 into something it 
could understand. 
At first there were only two shapes, one black, one a dark tomato red. 
Are they balls? his mind asked doubtfully. Could they be balls? 
Something actually seemed to click in the center of his head and they were balls, sort of like beachballs, but 
balls which rippled and contracted and then expanded again, as if he was seeing them through a heat-haze. 
They came bowling out of the high dead grass at the end of Runway 21, leaving cut swaths of blackness 
behind them. They were somehow cutting the grass 
No, his mind reluctantly denied. They are not just cutting the grass, and you know it. They are cutting a lot 
more than the grass. 
What they left behind were narrow lines of perfect blackness. And now, as they raced playfully down the 
white concrete at the end of the runway, they were still leaving narrow dark tracks behind. They glistened 
like tar. 
No. his mind reluctantly denied. Not tar. You know what that blackness is. It's nothing. Nothing at all. They 
are eating a lot more than the surface of the runway. 
There was something malignantly joyful about their behavior. They crisscrossed each other's paths, leaving 
a wavery black X on the outer taxiway. They bounced high in the air, did an exuberant, crisscrossing 
maneuver, and then raced straight for the plane. 
As they did, Brian screamed and Nick screamed beside him. Faces lurked below the surfaces of the racing 
balls - monstrous, alien faces. They shimmered and twitched and wavered like faces made of glowing 
swamp-gas. The eyes were only rudimentary indentations, but the mouths were huge: semicircular caves 
lined with gnashing, blurring teeth. 
They ate as they came, rolling up narrow strips of the world. 
A Texaco fuel truck was parked on the outer taxiway. The langoliers pounced upon it, high-speed teeth 
whirring and crunching and bulging out of their blurred bodies. They went through it without pause. One of 
them burrowed a path directly through the rear tires, and for a moment, before the tires collapsed, Brian 
could see the shape it had cut - a shape like a cartoon mouse-hole in a cartoon baseboard. 
The other leaped high, disappeared for a moment behind the Texaco truck's boxy tank, and then blasted 
straight through, leaving a metal-ringed hole from which av-gas sprayed in a dull amber flood. They struck 
the ground, bounced as if on springs, crisscrossed again, and raced on toward the airplane. Reality peeled 
away in narrow strips beneath them, peeled away wherever and whatever they touched, and as they neared, 
Brian realized that they were unzipping more than the world - they were opening all the depths of forever. 
They reached the edge of the tarmac and paused. They jittered uncertainly in place for a moment, looking 
like the bouncing balls that hopped over the words in old movie-house sing-alongs. 
Then they turned and zipped off in a new direction. 
Zipped off in the direction of Craig Toomy who stood watching them and screaming into the white day. 
With a huge effort, Brian snapped the paralysis which held him. He elbowed Nick, who was still frozen 
below him. 'Come on!' Nick didn't move and Brian drove his elbow back harder this time, connecting 
solidly with Nick's forehead. 'Come on, I said! Move your ass! We're getting out of here!' 
Now more black and red balls were appearing at the edge of the airport. They bounced, danced, circled ... 
and then raced toward them. 
20 
You can't get away from them, his father had said, because of their legs. Their fast little legs. 
Craig tried, nevertheless. 
He turned and ran for the terminal, casting horrified grimacing looks behind him as he did. His shoes 
rattled on the pavement. He ignored the American Pride 767, which was now cycling up again, and ran for 
the luggage area instead. 
No, Craig, his father said. You may THINK you're running, but you're not. You know what you're really 
doing - you're SCAMPERING! 
Behind him the two ball-shapes sped up, closing the gap with effortless, happy speed. They crisscrossed 
twice, just a pair of daffy showoffs in a dead world, leaving spiky lines of blackness behind them. They 
rolled after Craig about seven inches apart, creating what looked like negative ski-tracks behind their weird, 
shimmering bodies. They caught him twenty feet from the luggage conveyor belt and chewed off his feet in 
a millisecond. At one moment his briskly scampering feet were there. At the next, Craig was three inches 
shorter; his feet, along with his expensive Bally loafers, had simply ceased to exist. There was no blood; the 
wounds were cauterized instantly in the langoliers' scorching passage. 
Craig didn't know his feet had ceased to exist. He scampered on the stumps of his ankles, and as the first 
pain began to sizzle up his legs, the langoliers banked in a tight turn and came back, rolling up the 
pavement side by side. Their trails crossed twice this time, creating a crescent of cement bordered in black, 
like a depiction of the moon in a child's coloring book. Only this crescent began to sink, not into the earth - 
for there appeared to be no earth beneath the surface - but into nowhere at all. 
This time the langoliers bounced upward in perfect tandem and clipped Craig off at the knees. He came 
down, still trying to run, and then fell sprawling, waving his stumps. His scampering days were over. 
'No!' he screamed. 'No, Daddy! No! I'll be good! Please make them go away! I'll be good, I SWEAR ILL BE 
GOOD FROM NOW ON IF YOU JUST MAKE THEM GO AW -' 
Then they rushed at him again, gibbering yammering buzzing whining, and he saw the frozen machine blur 
of their gnashing teeth and felt the hot bellows of their frantic, blind vitality in the half-instant before they 
began to cut him apart in random chunks. 
His last thought was: How can their little legs be fast? They have no le 
21 
Scores of the black things had now appeared, and Laurel understood that soon there would be hundreds, 
thousands, millions, billions. Even with the jet engines screaming through the open forward door as Brian 
pulled the 767 away from the ladder and the wing of the Delta jet, she could hear their yammering, 
inhuman cry. 
Great looping coils of blackness crisscrossed the end of Runway 21 - and then the tracks arrowed toward 
the terminal, converging as the balls making them rushed toward Craig Toomy. 
I guess they don't get live meat very often, she thought, and suddenly felt like vomiting. 
Nick Hopewell slammed the forward door after one final, unbelieving glance and dogged it shut. He began 
to stagger back down the aisle, swaying from side to side like a drunk as he came. His eyes seemed to fill 
his whole face. Blood streamed down his chin; he had bitten his lower lips deeply. He put his arms around 
Laurel and buried his burning face in the hollow where her neck met her shoulder. She put her arms around 
him and held him tight. 
22 
In the cockpit, Brian powered up as fast as he dared, and sent the 767 charging along the taxiway at a 
suicidal rate of speed. The eastern edge of the airport was now black with the invading balls; the end of 
Runway 21 had completely disappeared and the world beyond it was going. In that direction the white, 
unmoving sky now arched down over a world of scrawled black lines and fallen trees. 
As the plane neared the end of the taxiway, Brian grabbed the microphone and shouted: 'Belt in! Belt in! If 
you're not belted in, hold on!' 
He slowed marginally, then slewed the 767 onto Runway 33. As he did so he saw something which made 
his mind cringe and wail: huge sections of the world which lay to the east of the runway, huge irregular 
pieces of reality itself, were falling into the ground like freight elevators, leaving big senseless chunks of 
emptiness behind. 
They are eating the world, he thought. My God, my dear God, they are eating the world. 
Then the entire airfield was turning in front of him and Flight 29 was pointed west again, with Runway 33 
lying open and long and deserted before it. 
23 
Overhead compartments burst open when the 767 swerved onto the runway, spraying carry-on luggage 
across the main cabin in a deadly hail. Bethany, who hadn't had time to fasten her seatbelt, was hurled into 
Albert Kaussner's lap. Albert noticed neither his lapful of warm girl nor the attache case that caromed off 
the curved wall three feet in front of his nose. He saw only the dark, speeding shapes rushing across 
Runway 21 to the left of them, and the glistening dark tracks they left behind. These tracks converged in a 
giant well of blackness where the luggage-unloading area had been. 
They are being drawn to Mr Toomy, he thought, or to where Mr Toomy was. If he hadn't come out of the 
terminal, they would have chosen the airplane instead. They would have eaten it - and us inside it - from 
the wheels up. 
Behind him, Bob Jenkins spoke in a trembling, awed voice. 'Now we know, don't we?' 
'What?' Laurel screamed in an odd, breathless voice she did not recognize as her own. A duffel-bag landed 
in her lap; Nick raised his head, let go of her, and batted it absently into the aisle. 'What do we know?' 
'Why, what happens to today when it becomes yesterday, what happens to the present when it becomes the 
past. It waits - dead and empty and deserted. It waits for them. It waits for the time-keepers of eternity, 
always running along behind, cleaning up the mess in the most efficient way possible ... by eating it.' 
'Mr Toomy knew about them,' Dinah said in a clear, dreaming voice. 'Mr Toomy says they are the 
langoliers.' Then the jet engines cycled up to full power and the plane charged down Runway 33. 
24 
Brian saw two of the balls zip across the runway ahead of him, peeling back the surface of reality in a pair 
of parallel tracks which gleamed like polished ebony. It was too late to stop. The 767 shuddered like a dog 
with a chill as it raced over the empty places, but he was able to hold it on the runway. He shoved his 
throttles forward, burying them, and watched his ground-speed indicator rise toward the commit point. 
Even now he could hear those manic chewing, gobbling sounds ... although he did not know if they were in 
his ears or only his reeling mind. And did not care. 
25 
Leaning over Laurel to look out the window, Nick saw the Bangor International terminal sliced, diced, 
chopped, and channelled. It tottered in its various jigsaw pieces and then began to tumble into loony 
chasms of darkness. 
Bethany Simms screamed. A black track was speeding along next to the 767, chewing up the edge of the 
runway. Suddenly it jagged to the right and disappeared underneath the plane. 
There was another terrific bump. 
'Did it get us?' Nick shouted. 'Did it get us?' 
No one answered him. Their pale, terrified faces stared out the windows and no one answered him. Trees 
rushed by in a gray-green blur. In the cockpit, Brian sat tensely forward in his seat, waiting for one of those 
balls to bounce up in front of the cockpit window and bullet through. None did. 
On his board, the last red lights turned green. Brian hauled back on the yoke and the 767 was airborne 
again. 
26 
In the main cabin, a black-bearded man with bloodshot eyes staggered forward, blinking owlishly at his 
fellow travellers. 'Are we almost in Boston yet?' he inquired at large. 'I hope so, because I want to go back 
to bed. I've got one bastard of a headache.' 
CHAPTER 9 
Goodbye to Bangor. Heading West 
Through Days and Nights. Seeing Through 
the Eyes of Others. The Endless 
Gulf. The Rip. The Warning. Brian's 
Decision. The Landing. Shooting Stars Only. 
1 
The plane banked heavily east, throwing the man with the black beard into a row of empty seats threequarters 
of the way up the main cabin. He looked around at all the other empty seats with a wide, 
frightened gaze, and squeezed his eyes shut. 'Jesus,' he muttered. 'DTs. Fucking DTs. This is the worst 
they've ever been.' He looked around fearfully. 'The bugs come next ... where's the motherfuckin bugs?' 
No bugs, Albert thought, but watt till you see the balls. You're going to love those. 
'Buckle yourself in, mate,' Nick said, 'and shut U-' 
He broke off, staring down incredulously at the airport ... or where the airport had been. The main buildings 
were gone, and the National Guard base at the west end was going. Flight 29 overflew a growing abyss of 
darkness, an eternal cistern that seemed to have no end. 
'Oh dear Jesus, Nick,' Laurel said unsteadily, and suddenly put her hands over her eyes. 
As they overflew Runway 33 at 1,500 feet, Nick saw sixty or a hundred parallel lines racing up the 
concrete, cutting the runway into long strips that sank into emptiness. The strips reminded him of Craig 
Toomy: 
Rii-ip. 
On the other side of the aisle, Bethany pulled down the windowshade beside Albert's seat with a bang. 
'Don't you dare open that!' she told him in a scolding, hysterical voice. 
'Don't worry,' Albert said, and suddenly remembered that he had left his violin down there. Well ... it was 
undoubtedly gone now. He abruptly put his hands over his own face. 
2 
Before Brian began to turn west again, he saw what lay east of Bangor. It was nothing. Nothing at all. A 
titantic river of blackness lay in a still sweep from horizon to horizon under the white dome of the sky. The 
trees were gone. the city was gone, the earth itself was gone. 
This is what it must be like to fly in outer space, he thought, and he felt his rationality slip a cog, as it had 
on the trip east. He held onto himself desperately and made himself concentrate on flying the plane. 
He brought them up quickly, wanting to be in the clouds, wanting that hellish vision to be blotted out. Then 
Flight 29 was pointed west again. In the moments before they entered the clouds, he saw the hills and 
woods and lakes which stretched to the west of the city, saw them being cut ruthlessly apart by thousands 
of black spiderweb lines. He saw huge swatches of reality go sliding soundlessly into the growing mouth of 
the abyss, and Brian did something he had never done before while in the cockpit of an airplane. 
He closed his eyes. When he opened them again they were in the clouds. 
3 
There was almost no turbulence this time; as Bob Jenkins had suggested, the weather patterns appeared to 
be running down like an old clock. Ten minutes after entering the clouds, Flight 29 emerged into the brightblue 
world which began at 18,000 feet. The remaining passengers looked around at each other nervously, 
then at the speakers as Brian came on the intercom. 
'We're up,' he said simply. 'You all know what happens now: we go back exactly the way we came, and 
hope that whatever doorway we came through is still there. If it is, we'll try going through.' 
He paused for a moment, then resumed. 
'Our return flight is going to take somewhere between four and a half and six hours. I'd like to be more 
exact, but I can't. Under ordinary circumstances, the flight west usually takes longer than the flight east, 
because of prevailing wind conditions, but so far as I can tell from my cockpit instruments, there is no 
wind.' Brian paused for a moment and then added, 'There's nothing moving up here but us.' For a moment 
the intercom stayed on, as if Brian meant to add something else, and then it clicked off. 
4 
'What in God's name is going on here?' the man with the black beard asked shakily. 
Albert looked at him for a moment and then said, 'I don't think you want to know.' 
'Am I in the hospital again?' The man with the black beard blinked at Albert fearfully, and Albert felt 
sudden sympathy for the man. 
'Well, why don't you believe you are, if it will help?' 
The man with the black beard continued to stare at him for a moment in dreadful fascination and then 
announced, 'I'm going back to sleep. Right now.' He reclined his seat and closed his eyes. In less than a 
minute his chest was moving up and down with deep regularity and he was snoring under his breath. 
Albert envied him. 
5 
Nick gave Laurel a brief hug, then unbuckled his seatbelt and stood up. 'I'm going forward,' he said. 'Want 
to come?' 
Laurel shook her head and pointed across the aisle at Dinah. 'I'll stay with her.' 
'There's nothing you can do, you know,' Nick said. 'It's in God's hands now, I'm afraid.' 
'I do know that,' she said, 'but I want to stay.' 
'All right, Laurel.' He brushed at her hair gently with the palm of his hand. 'It's such a pretty name. You 
deserve it.' 
She glanced up at him and smiled. 'Thank you.' 
'We have a dinner date - you haven't forgotten, have you?' 
'No,' she said, still smiling. 'I haven't and I won't.' 
He bent down and brushed a kiss lightly across her mouth. 'Good,' he said. 'Neither will I.' 
He went forward and she pressed her fingers lightly against her mouth, as if to hold his kiss there, where it 
belonged. Dinner with Nick Hopewell - a dark, mysterious stranger. Maybe with candles and a good bottle 
of wine. More kisses afterward - real kisses. It all seemed like something which might happen in one of the 
Harlequin romances she sometimes read. So what? They were pleasant stories, full of sweet and harmless 
dreams. It didn't hurt to dream a little, did it? 
Of course not. But why did she feel the dream was so unlikely to come true? 
She unbuckled her own seatbelt, crossed the aisle, and put her hand on the girl's forehead. The hectic heat 
she had felt before was gone; Dinah's skin was now waxy-cool. 
I think she's going, Rudy had said shortly before they started their headlong take-off charge. Now the words 
recurred to Laurel and rang in her head with sickening validity. Dinah was taking air in shallow sips, her 
chest barely rising and falling beneath the strap which cinched the tablecloth pad tight over her wound. 
Laurel brushed the girl's hair off her forehead with infinite tenderness and thought of that strange moment 
in the restaurant, when Dinah had reached out and grasped the cuff of Nick's jeans. Don't you kill him ... we 
need him. 
Did you save us, Dinah? Did you do something to Mr Toomy that saved us? Did you make him somehow 
trade his life for ours? 
She thought that perhaps something like that had happened ... and reflected that, if it was true, this little 
girl, blind and badly wounded, had made a dreadful decision inside her darkness. 
She leaned forward and kissed each of Dinah's cool, closed lids. 'Hold on,' she whispered. 'Please hold on, 
Dinah.' 
6 
Bethany turned to Albert, grasped both of his hands in hers, and asked: 'What happens if the fuel goes bad?' 
Albert looked at her seriously and kindly. 'You know the answer to that, Bethany.' 
'You can call me Beth, if you want.' 
'Okay.' 
She fumbled out her cigarettes, looked up at the NO SMOKING light, and put them away again. 'Yeah,' she 
said. 'I know. We crash. End of story. And do you know what?' 
He shook his head, smiling a little. 
'If we can't find that hole again, I hope Captain Engle won't even try to land the plane. I hope he just picks 
out a nice high mountain and crashes us into the top of it. Did you see what happened to that crazy guy? I 
don't want that to happen to me.' 
She shuddered, and Albert put an arm around her. She looked up at him frankly. 'Would you like to kiss 
me?' 
'Yes,' Albert said. 
'Well, you better go ahead, then. The later it gets, the later it gets.' 
Albert went ahead. It was only the third time in his life that the fastest Hebrew west of the Mississippi had 
kissed a girl, and it was great. He could spend the whole trip back in a lip-lock with this girl and never 
worry about a thing. 
'Thank you,' she said, and put her head on his shoulder. 'I needed that.' 'Well, if you need it again, just ask,' 
Albert said. She looked up at him, amused. 'Do you need me to ask, Albert?' 'I reckon not,' drawled The 
Arizona Jew, and went back to work. 
7 
Nick had stopped on his way to the cockpit to speak to Bob Jenkins - an extremely nasty idea had occurred 
to him, and he wanted to ask the writer about it. 
'Do you think there could be any of those things up here?' 
Bob thought it over for a moment. 'Judging from what we saw back at Bangor, I would think not. But it's 
hard to tell, isn't it? In a thing like this, all bets are off.' 
'Yes. I suppose so. All bets are off.' Nick thought this over for a moment. 'What about this time-rip of 
yours? Would you like to give odds on us finding it again?' 
Bob Jenkins slowly shook his head. 
Rudy Warwick spoke up from behind them, startling them both. 'You didn't ask me, but I'll give you my 
opinion just the same. I put them at one in a thousand.' 
Nick thought this over. After a moment a rare, radiant smile burst across his face. 'Not bad odds at all,' he 
said. 'Not when you consider the alternative.' 
8 
Less than forty minutes later, the blue sky through which Flight 29 moved began to deepen in color. It 
cycled slowly to indigo, and then to deep purple. Sitting in the cockpit, monitoring his instruments and 
wishing for a cup of coffee, Brian thought of an old song: When the deep purple falls ... over sleepy garden 
walls ... 
No garden walls up here, but he could see the first ice-chip stars gleaming in the firmament. There was 
something reassuring and calming about the old constellations appearing, one by one, in their old places. 
He did not know how they could be the same when so many other things were so badly out of joint, but he 
was very glad they were. 
'It's going faster, isn't it?' Nick said from behind him. 
Brian turned in his seat to face him. 'Yes. It is. After awhile the "days" and "nights" will be passing as fast 
as a camera shutter can click, I think.' 
Nick sighed. 'And now we do the hardest thing of all, don't we? We wait to see what happens. And pray a 
little bit, I suppose.' 
'It couldn't hurt.' Brian took a long, measuring look at Nick Hopewell. 'I was on my way to Boston because 
my ex-wife died in a stupid fire. Dinah was going because a bunch of doctors promised her a new pair of 
eyes. Bob was going to a convention, Albert to music school, Laurel on vacation. Why were you going to 
Boston, Nick? 'Fess up. The hour groweth late.' 
Nick looked at him thoughtfully for a long time and then laughed. 'Well why not?' he asked, but Brian was 
not so foolish as to believe this question was directed at him. 'What does a Most Secret classification mean 
when you've just seen a bunch of killer fuzzballs rolling up the world like an old rug?' 
He laughed again. 
'The United States hasn't exactly cornered the market on dirty tricks and covert operations,' he told Brian. 
'We Limeys have forgotten more nasty mischief than you johnnies ever knew. We've cut capers in India, 
South Africa, China, and the part of Palestine which became Israel. We certainly got into a pissing contest 
with the wrong fellows that time, didn't we? Nevertheless, we British are great believers in cloak and 
dagger, and the fabled MI5 isn't where it ends but only where it begins. I spent eighteen years in the armed 
services, Brian - the last five of them in Special Operations. Since then I've done various odd jobs, some 
innocuous, some fabulously nasty.' 
It was full dark outside now, and stars gleaming like spangles on a woman's formal evening gown. 
'I was in Los Angeles - on vacation, actually - when I was contacted and told to fly to Boston. Extremely 
short notice, this was, and after four days spent backpacking in the San Gabriels, I was falling-down tired. 
That's why I happened to be sound asleep when Mr Jenkins's Event happened. 
'There's a man in Boston, you see ... or was ... or will be (time-travel plays hell on the old verb tenses, 
doesn't it?) ... who is a politician of some note. The sort of fellow who moves and shakes with great vigor 
behind the scenes. This man - I'll call him Mr O'Banion, for the sake of conversation - is very rich, Brian, 
and he is an enthusiastic supporter of the Irish Republican Army. He has channelled millions of dollars into 
what some like to call Boston's favorite charity, and there is a good deal of blood on his hands. Not just 
British soldiers but children in schoolyards, women in laundromats, and babies blown out of their prams in 
pieces. He is an idealist of the most dangerous sort: one who never has to view the carnage at first hand, 
one who has never had to look at a severed leg lying in the gutter and been forced to reconsider his actions 
in light of that experience.' 
'You were supposed to kill this man O'Banion?' 
'Not unless I had to,' Nick said calmly. 'He's very wealthy, but that's not the only problem. He's the total 
politician, you see, and he's got more fingers than the one he uses to stir the pot in Ireland. He has a great 
many powerful American friends, and some of his friends are our friends . . . that's the nature of politics; a 
cat's cradle woven by men who for the most part belong in rooms with rubber walls. Killing Mr O'Banion 
would be a great political risk. But he keeps a little bit of fluff on the side. She was the one I was supposed 
to kill.' 
'As a warning,' Brian said in a low, fascinated voice. 
'Yes. As a warning.' 
Almost a full minute passed as the two men sat in the cockpit, looking at each other. The only sound was 
the sleepy drone of the jet engines. Brian's eyes were shocked and somehow very young. Nick only looked 
weary. 
'If we get out of this,' Brian said at last, 'if we get back, will you carry through with it?' 
Nick shook his head. He did this slowly, but with great finality. 'I believe I've had what the Adventist 
blokes like to call a soul conversion, old mate of mine. No more midnight creeps or extreme-prejudice jobs 
for Mrs Hopewell's boy Nicholas. If we get out of this - a proposition I find rather shaky just now - I 
believe I'll retire.' 
'And do what?' 
Nick looked at him thoughtfully for a moment or two and then said, 'Well ... I suppose I could take flying 
lessons.' 
Brian burst out laughing. After a moment, Mrs Hopewell's boy Nicholas joined him. 
9 
Thirty-five minutes later, daylight began to seep back into the main cabin of Flight 29. Three minutes later 
it might have been mid-morning; fifteen minutes after that it might have been noon. 
Laurel looked around and saw that Dinah's sightless eyes were open. 
Yet were they entirely sightless? There was something in them, something just beyond definition, which 
made Laurel wonder. She felt a sense of unknown awe creep into her, a feeling which almost touched upon 
fear. 
She reached out and gently grasped one of Dinah's hands. 'Don't try to talk,' she said quietly. 'If you're 
awake, Dinah, don't try to talk - just listen. We're in the air. We're going back, and you're going to be all 
right - I promise you that.' 
Dinah's hand tightened on hers, and after a moment Laurel realized the little girl was tugging her forward. 
She leaned over the secured stretcher. Dinah spoke in a tiny voice that seemed to Laurel a perfect scale 
model of her former voice. 
'Don't worry about me, Laurel. I got . . . what I wanted.' 
'Dinah, you shouldn't -' 
The unseeing brown eyes moved toward the sound of Laurel's voice. A little smile touched Dinah's bloody 
mouth. 'I saw,' that tiny voice, frail as a glass reed, told her. 'I saw through Mr Toomy's eyes. At the 
beginning, and then again at the end. It was better at the end. At the start, everything looked mean and 
nasty to him. It was better at the end.' 
Laurel looked at her with helpless wonder. 
The girl's hand let go of Laurel's and rose waveringly to touch her cheek. 'He wasn't such a bad guy, you 
know.' She coughed. Small flecks of blood flew from her mouth. 
'Please, Dinah,' Laurel said. She had a sudden sensation that she could almost see through the little blind 
girl, and this brought a feeling of stifling. directionless panic. 'Please don't try to talk anymore.' 
Dinah smiled. 'I saw you.' she said. 'You are beautiful, Laurel. Everything was beautiful ... even the things 
that were dead. It was so wonderful to ... you know ... just to see.' 
She drew in one of her tiny sips of air, let it out, and simply didn't take the next one. Her sightless eyes now 
seemed to be looking far beyond Laurel Stevenson. 
'Please breathe, Dinah,' Laurel said. She took the girl's hands in hers and began to kiss them repeatedly, as 
if she could kiss life back into that which was now beyond it. It was not fair for Dinah to die after she had 
saved them all; no God could demand such a sacrifice, not even for people who had somehow stepped 
outside of time itself. 'Please breathe, please, please, please breathe.' 
But Dinah did not breathe. After a long time, Laurel returned the girl's hands to her lap and looked fixedly 
into her pale, still face. Laurel waited for her own eyes to fill up with tears, but no tears came. Yet her heart 
ached with fierce sorrow and her mind beat with its own deep and outraged protest: Oh, no! Oh, not fair! 
This is not fair! Take it back, God! Take It back, damn you, take it back, you just take it BACK! 
But God did not take it back. The jet engines throbbed steadily, the sun shone on the bloody sleeve of 
Dinah's good travelling dress in a bright oblong, and God did not take it back. Laurel looked across the 
aisle and saw Albert and Bethany kissing. Albert was touching one of the girl's breasts through her teeshirt, 
lightly, delicately. almost religiously. They seemed to make a ritual shape, a symbolic representation 
of life and that stubborn. intangible spark which carries life on in the face of the most dreadful reversals 
and ludicrous turns of fate. Laurel looked hopefully from them to Dinah ... and God had not taken it back. 
God had not taken it back. 
Laurel kissed the still slope of Dinah's cheek and then raised her hand to the little girl's face. Her fingers 
stopped only an inch from her eyelids. 
I saw through Mr Toomy's eyes. Everything was beautiful ... even the things that were dead. It was so 
wonderful to see. 'Yes,' Laurel said. 'I can live with that.' She left Dinah's eyes open. 
10 
American Pride 29 flew west through the days and nights, going from light to darkness and light to 
darkness as if flying through a great, lazily shifting parade of fat clouds. Each cycle came slightly faster 
than the one before. 
A little over three hours into the flight, the clouds below them ceased, and over exactly the same spot where 
they had begun on the flight east. Brian was willing to bet the front had not moved so much as a single foot. 
The Great Plains lay below them in a silent roan-colored expanse of land. 
'No sign of them over here,' Rudy Warwick said. He did not have to specify what he was talking about. 
'No,' Bob Jenkins agreed. 'We seem to have outrun them, either in space or in time.' 
'Or in both,' Albert put in. 
'Yes - or both.' 
But they had not. As Flight 29 crossed the Rockies, they began to see the black lines below them again, thin 
as threads from this height. They shot up and down the rough, slabbed slopes and drew not-quitemeaningless 
patterns in the blue-gray carpet of trees. Nick stood at the forward door, looking out of the 
bullet porthole set into it. This porthole had a queer magnifying effect, and he soon discovered he could see 
better than he really wanted to. As he watched, two of the black lines split, raced round a jagged, snowtipped 
peak, met on the far side, crossed, and raced down the other slope in diverging directions. Behind 
them the entire top of the mountain fell into itself, leaving something which looked like a volcano with a 
vast dead caldera at its truncated top. 
'Jumping Jiminy Jesus,' Nick muttered, and passed a quivering hand over his brow. 
As they crossed the Western Slope toward Utah, the dark began to come down again. The setting sun threw 
an orange-red glare over a fragmented hellscape that none of them could look at for long; one by one, they 
followed Bethany's example and pulled their windowshades. Nick went back to his seat on unsteady legs 
and dropped his forehead into one cold, clutching hand. After a moment or two he turned toward Laurel 
and she took him wordlessly in her arms. 
Brian was forced to look at it. There were no shades in the cockpit. 
Western Colorado and eastern Utah fell into the pit of eternity piece by jagged piece below him and ahead 
of him. Mountains, buttes, mesas, and cols one by one ceased to exist as the crisscrossing langoliers cut 
them adrift from the rotting fabric of this dead past, cut them loose and sent them tumbling into sunless 
endless gulfs of forever. There was no sound up here, and somehow that was the most horrible thing of all. 
The land below them disappeared as silently as dust-motes. 
Then darkness came like an act of mercy and for a little while he could concentrate on the stars. He clung 
to them with the fierceness of panic, the only real things left in this horrible world: Orion the hunter; 
Pegasus, the great shimmering horse of midnight; Cassiopeia in her starry chair. 
11 
Half an hour later the sun rose again, and Brian felt his sanity give a deep shudder and slide closer to the 
edge of its own abyss. The world below was gone; utterly and finally gone. The deepening blue sky was a 
dome over a cyclopean ocean of deepest, purest ebony. 
The world had been torn from beneath Flight 29. 
Bethany's thought had also crossed Brian's mind; if push came to shove, if worse came to worst, he had 
thought, he could put the 767 into a dive and crash them into a mountain, ending it for good and all. But 
now there were no mountains to crash into. 
Now there was no earth to crash into. 
What will happen to us if we can't find the rip again? he wondered. What will happen if we run out of fuel? 
Don't try to tell me we'll crash, because I simply don't believe it - you can't crash into nothing. I think we'll 
simply fall . . . and fall ... and fall. For how long? And how far? How far can you fall into nothing? 
Don't think about it. 
But how, exactly, did one do that? How did one refuse to think about nothing? 
He turned deliberately back to his sheet of calculations. He worked on them, referring frequently to the INS 
readout, until the light had begun to fade out of the sky again. He now put the elapsed time between sunrise 
and sunset at about twenty-eight minutes. 
He reached for the switch that controlled the cabin intercom and opened the circuit. 
'Nick? Can you come up front?' 
Nick appeared in the cockpit doorway less than thirty seconds later. 
'Have they got their shades pulled back there?' Brian asked him before he could come all the way in. 
'You better believe it,' Nick said. 
'Very wise of them. I'm going to ask you not to look down yet, if you can help it. I'll want you to look out in 
a few minutes, and once you look out I don't suppose you'll be able to help looking down, but I advise you 
to put it off as long as possible. It's not ... very nice.' 
'Gone, is it?' 
'Yes. Everything.' 
'The little girl is gone, too. Dinah. Laurel was with her at the end. She's taking it very well. She liked that 
girl. So did I.' 
Brian nodded. He was not surprised - the girl's wound was the sort that demanded immediate treatment in 
an emergency room, and even then the prognosis would undoubtedly be cloudy - but it still rolled a stone 
against his heart. He had also liked Dinah, and he believed what Laurel believed - that the girl was 
somehow more responsible for their continued survival than anyone else. She had done something to Mr 
Toomy, had used him in some strange way ... and Brian had an idea that, somewhere inside, Toomy would 
not have minded being used in such a fashion. So, if her death was an omen, it was one of the worst sort. 
'She never got her operation,' he said. 
'No.' 
'But Laurel is okay?' 
'More or less.' 
'You like her, don't you?' 
'Yes,' Nick said. 'I have mates who would laugh at that, but I do like her. She's a bit dewy-eyed, but she's 
got grit.' 
Brian nodded. 'Well, if we get back, I wish you the best of luck.' 
'Thanks.' Nick sat down in the co-pilot's seat again. 'I've been thinking about the question you asked me 
before. About what I'll do when and if we get out of this mess ... besides taking the lovely Laurel to dinner, 
that is. I suppose I might end up going after Mr O'Banion after all. As I see it, he's not all that much 
different from our friend Toomy.' 
'Dinah asked you to spare Mr Toomy,' Brian pointed out. 'Maybe that's something you should add into the 
equation.' 
Nick nodded. He did this as if his head had grown too heavy for his neck. 'Maybe it is.' 
'Listen, Nick. I called you up front because if Bob's time-rip actually exists, we've got to be getting close to 
the place where we went through it. We're going to man the crow's nest together, you and I. You take the 
starboard side and right center; I'll take port and left center. If you see anything that looks like a time-rip, 
sing out.' 
Nick gazed at Brian with wide, innocent eyes. 'Are we looking for a thingumabob-type time-rip, or do you 
think it'll be one of the more or less fuckadelic variety, mate?' 
'Very funny.' Brian felt a grin touch his lips in spite of himself. 'I don't have the slightest idea what it's 
going to look like, or even if we'll be able to see it at all. If we can't, we're going to be in a hell of a jam if 
it's drifted to one side, or if its altitude has changed. Finding a needle in a haystack would be child's play in 
comparison.' 
'What about radar?' 
Brian pointed to the RCA/TL color radar monitor. 'Nothing, as you can see. But that's not surprising. If the 
original crew had acquired the damned thing on radar, they never would have gone through it in the first 
place.' 
'They wouldn't have gone through it if they'd seen it, either,' Nick pointed out gloomily. 
'That's not necessarily true. They might have seen it too late to avoid it. Jetliners move fast, and airplane 
crews don't spend the entire flight searching the sky for bogies. They don't have to; that's what ground 
control is for. Thirty or thirty-five minutes into the flight, the crew's major outbound tasks are completed. 
The bird is up, it's out of LA airspace, the anti-collision honker is on and beeping every ninety seconds to 
show it's working. The INS is all programmed - that happens before the bird ever leaves the ground - and it 
is telling the autopilot just what to do. From the look of the cockpit, the pilot and co-pilot were on their 
coffee break. They could have been sitting here, facing each other, talking about the last movie they saw or 
how much they dropped at Hollywood Park. If there had been a flight attendant up front just before The 
Event took place, there would at least have been one more set of eyes, but we know there wasn't. The male 
crew had their coffee and Danish; the flight attendants were getting ready to serve drinks to the passengers 
when it happened.' 
'That's an extremely detailed scenario,' Nick said. 'Are you trying to convince me or yourself?' 
'At this point, I'll settle for convincing anyone at all.' 
Nick smiled and stepped to the starboard cockpit window. His eyes dropped involuntarily downward, 
toward the place where the ground belonged, and his smile first froze, then dropped off his face. His knees 
buckled, and he gripped the bulkhead with one hand to steady himself. 
'Shit on toast,' he said in a tiny dismayed voice. 
'Not very nice, is it?' 
Nick looked around at Brian. His eyes seemed to float in his pallid face. 'All my life,' he said, 'I've thought 
of Australia when I heard people talk about the great bugger-all, but it's not. That's the great bugger-all, 
right down there.' 
Brian checked the INS and the charts again, quickly. He had made a small red circle on one of the charts; 
they were now on the verge of entering the airspace that circle represented. 'Can you do what I asked? If 
you can't, say so. Pride is a luxury we can't - ' 
'Of course I can,' Nick murmured. He had tom his eyes away from the huge black socket below the plane 
and was scanning the sky. 'I only wish I knew what I was looking for.' 
'I think you'll know it when you see it,' Brian said. He paused and then added, 'If you see it.' 
12 
Bob Jenkins sat with his arms folded tightly across his chest, as if he were cold. Part of him was cold, but 
this was not a physical coldness. The chill was coming out of his head. 
Something was wrong. 
He did not know what it was, but something was wrong. Something was out of place ... or lost ... or 
forgotten. Either a mistake had been made or was going to be made. The feeling nagged at him like some 
pain not quite localized enough to be identified. That sense of wrongness would almost crystallize into a 
thought ... and then it would skitter away again like some small, not-quite-tame animal. 
Something wrong. 
Or out of place. Or lost. 
Or forgotten. 
Ahead of him, Albert and Bethany were spooning contentedly. Behind him, Rudy Warwick was sitting 
with his eyes closed and his lips moving. The beads of a rosary were clamped in one fist. Across the aisle, 
Laurel Stevenson sat beside Dinah, holding one of her hands and stroking it gently. 
Wrong. 
Bob eased up the shade beside his seat, peeked out, and slammed it down again. Looking at that would not 
aid rational thought but erase it. What lay below the plane was utter madness. 
I must warn them. I have to. They are going forward on my hypothesis, but if my hypothesis is somehow 
mistaken - and dangerous - then I must warn them. 
Warn them of what? 
Again it almost came into the light of his focussed thoughts, then slipped away, becoming just a shadow 
among shadows ... but one with shiny feral eyes. 
He abruptly unbuckled his seatbelt and stood up. 
Albert looked around. 'Where are you going?' 
'Cleveland,' Bob said grumpily, and began to walk down the aisle toward the tail of the aircraft, still trying 
to track the source of that interior alarm bell. 
13 
Brian tore his eyes away from the sky - which was already showing signs of light again - long enough to 
take a quick glance first at the INS readout and then at the circle on his chart. They were approaching the 
far side of the circle now. If the time-rip was still here, they should see it soon. If they didn't, he supposed 
he would have to take over the controls and send them circling back for another pass at a slightly different 
altitude and on a slightly different heading. It would play hell on their fuel situation, which was already 
tight, but since the whole thing was probably hopeless anyway, it didn't matter very 
'Brian?' Nick's voice was unsteady. 'Brian? I think I see something.' 
14 
Bob Jenkins reached the rear of the plane, made an about-face, and started slowly back up the aisle again, 
passing row after row of empty seats. He looked at the objects that lay in them and on the floor in front of 
them as he passed: purses . . . pairs of eyeglasses ... wristwatches ... a pocket-watch ... two worn, crescentshaped 
pieces of metal that were probably heel-taps . . . dental fillings ... wedding rings ... 
Something is wrong. 
Yes? Was that really so, or was it only his overworked mind nagging fiercely over nothing? The mental 
equivalent of a tired muscle which will not stop twitching? 
Leave it, he advised himself, but he couldn't. 
If something really is amiss, why can't you see it? Didn't you tell the boy that deduction is your meat and 
drink? Haven't you written forty mystery novels, and weren't a dozen of those actually quite good? Didn't 
Newgate Callender call The Sleeping Madonna 'a masterpiece of logic' when he 
Bob Jenkins came to a dead stop, his eyes widening. They fixed on a portside seat near the front of the 
cabin. In it, the man with the black beard was out cold again, snoring lustily. Inside Bob's head, the shy 
animal at last began to creep fearfully into the light. Only it wasn't small, as he had thought. That had been 
his mistake. Sometimes you couldn't see things because they were too small, but sometimes you ignored 
things because they were too big, too obvious. 
The Sleeping Madonna. 
The sleeping man. 
He opened his mouth and tried to scream, but no sound came out. His throat was locked. Terror sat on his 
chest like an ape. He tried again to scream and managed no more than a breathless squeak. 
Sleeping madonna, sleeping man. 
They, the survivors, had all been asleep. 
Now, with the exception of the bearded man, none of them were asleep. 
Bob opened his mouth once more, tried once more to scream, and once more nothing came out. 
15 
'Holy Christ in the morning,' Brian whispered. 
The time-rip lay about ninety miles ahead, off to the starboard side of the 767's nose by no more than seven 
or eight degrees. If it had drifted, it had not drifted much; Brian's guess was that the slight differential was 
the result of a minor navigational error. 
It was a lozenge-shaped hole in reality, but not a black void. It cycled with a dim pink-purple light, like the 
aurora borealis. Brian could see the stars beyond it, but they were also rippling. A wide white ribbon of 
vapor was slowly streaming either into or out of the shape which hung in the sky. It looked like some 
strange, ethereal highway. 
We can follow it right in, Brian thought excitedly. It's better than an ILS beacon! 
'We're in business!' he said, laughed idiotically, and shook his clenched fists in the air. 
'It must be two miles across,' Nick whispered. 'My God, Brian, how many other planes do you suppose 
went through?' 
'I don't know,' Brian said, 'but I'll bet you my gun and dog that we're the only one with a shot at getting 
back.' 
He opened the intercom. 
'Ladies and gentlemen, we've found what we were looking for.' His voice crackled with triumph and relief. 
'I don't know exactly what happens next, or how, or why, but we have sighted what appears to be an 
extremely large trapdoor in the sky. I'm going to take us straight through the middle of it. We'll find out 
what's on the other side together. Right now I'd like you all to fasten your seatbelts and - ' 
That was when Bob Jenkins came pelting madly up the aisle, screaming at the top of his lungs. 'No! No! 
We'll all die if you go into it! Turn back! You've got to turn back!' 
Brian swung around in his seat and exchanged a puzzled look with Nick. 
Nick unbuckled his belt and stood up. 'That's Bob Jenkins,' he said. 'Sounds like he's worked himself up to 
a good set of nerves. Carry on, Brian. I'll handle him.' 
'Okay,' Brian said. 'Just keep him away from me. I'd hate to have him grab me at the wrong second and 
send us into the edge of that thing.' 
He turned off the autopilot and took control of the 767 himself. The floor tilted gently to the right as he 
banked toward the long, glowing slot ahead of them. It seemed to slide across the sky until it was centered 
in front of the 767's nose. Now he could hear a sound mixing with the drone of the jet engines - a deep, 
throbbing noise, like a huge diesel idling. As they approached the river of vapor -it was flowing into the 
hole, he now saw, not out of it - he began to pick up flashes of color travelling within it: green, blue, violet, 
red, candy pink. It's the first real color I've seen in this world, he thought. 
Behind him, Bob Jenkins sprinted through the first-class section, up the narrow aisle which led to the 
service area . . . and right into Nick's waiting arms. 
'Easy, mate,' Nick soothed. 'Everything's going to be all right now.' 
'No!' Bob struggled wildly, but Nick held him as easily as a man might hold a struggling kitten. 'No, you 
don't understand! He's got to turn back! He's got to turn back before it's too late!' 
Nick pulled the writer away from the cockpit door and back into first class. 'We'll just sit down here and 
belt up tight, shall we?' he said in that same soothing, chummy voice. 'It may be a trifle bumpy.' 
To Brian, Nick's voice was only a faint blur of sound. As he entered the wide flow of vapor streaming into 
the time-rip, he felt a large and immensely powerful hand seize the plane, dragging it eagerly forward. He 
found himself thinking of the leak on the flight from Tokyo to LA, and of how fast air rushed out of a hole 
in a pressurized environment. 
It's as if this whole world - or what is left of it - is leaking through that hole, he thought, and then that queer 
and ominous phrase from his dream recurred again: SHOOTING STARS ONLY. 
The rip lay dead ahead of the 767's nose now, growing rapidly. 
We're going in, he thought. God help us, we're really going in. 
16 
Bob continued to struggle as Nick pinned him in one of the first-class seats with one hand and worked to 
fasten his seatbelt with the other. Bob was a small, skinny man, surely no more than a hundred and forty 
pounds soaking wet, but panic had animated him and he was making it extremely hard for Nick. 
'We're really going to be all right, matey,' Nick said. He finally managed to click Bob's seatbelt shut. 'We 
were when we came through, weren't we?' 
'We were all asleep when we came through, you damned fool!' Bob shrieked into his face. 'Don't you 
understand? WE WERE ASLEEP! You've got to stop him!' 
Nick froze in the act of reaching for his own belt. What Bob was saying - what he had been trying to say all 
along - suddenly struck him like a dropped load of bricks. 'Oh dear God,' he whispered. 'Dear God, what 
were we thinking of?' He leaped out of his scat and dashed for the cockpit. 'Brian, stop! Turn back! Turn 
back!' 
17 
Brian had been staring into the rip, nearly hypnotized, as they approached. There was no turbulence, but 
that sense of tremendous power, of air rushing into the hole like a mighty river, had increased. He looked 
down at his instruments and saw the 767's airspeed was increasing rapidly. Then Nick began to shout, and a 
moment later the Englishman was behind him, gripping his shoulders, staring at the rip as it swelled in 
front of the jet's nose, its play of deepening colors racing across his cheeks and brow, making him look like 
a man staring at a stained-glass window on a sunny day. The steady thrumming sound had become dark 
thunder. 
' Turn back, Brian, you have to turn back!' 
Did Nick have a reason for what he was saying, or had Bob's panic been infectious? There was no time to 
make a decision on any rational basis; only a split-second to consult the silent tickings of instinct. 
Brian Engle grabbed the steering yoke and hauled it hard over to port. 
18 
Nick was thrown across the cockpit and into a bulkhead; there was a sickening crack as his arm broke. In 
the main cabin, the luggage which had fallen from the overhead compartments when Brian swerved onto 
the runway at BIA now flew once more, striking the curved walls and thudding off the windows in a 
vicious hail. The man with the black beard was thrown out of his seat like a Cabbage Patch Kid and had 
time to utter one bleary squawk before his head collided with the arm of a seat and he fell into the aisle in 
an untidy tangle of limbs. Bethany screamed and Albert hugged her tight against him. Two rows behind, 
Rudy Warwick closed his eyes tighter, clutched his rosary harder, and prayed faster as his seat tilted away 
beneath him. 
Now there was turbulence; Flight 29 became a surfboard with wings, rocking and twisting and thumping 
through the unsteady air. Brian's hands were momentarily thrown off the yoke and then he grabbed it again. 
At the same time he opened the throttle all the way to the stop and the plane's turbos responded with a deep 
snarl of power rarely heard outside of the airline's diagnostic hangars. The turbulence increased; the plane 
slammed viciously up and down, and from somewhere came the deadly shriek of overstressed metal. 
In first class, Bob Jenkins clutched at the arms of his seat, numbly grateful that the Englishman had 
managed to belt him in. He felt as if he had been strapped to some madman's jet-powered pogo stick. The 
plane took another great leap, rocked up almost to the vertical on its portside wing, and his false teeth shot 
from his mouth. 
Are we going in? Dear Jesus, are we? 
He didn't know. He only knew that the world was a thumping, bucking nightmare ... but he was still in it. 
For the time being, at least, he was still in it. 
19 
The turbulence continued to increase as Brian drove the 767 across the wide stream of vapor feeding into 
the rip. Ahead of him, the hole continued to swell in front of the plane's nose even as it continued sliding 
off to starboard. Then, after one particularly vicious jolt, they came out of the rapids and into smoother air. 
The time-rip disappeared to starboard. They had missed it ... by how little Brian did not like to think. 
He continued to bank the plane, but at a less drastic angle. 'Nick!' he shouted without turning around. 'Nick, 
are you all right?' 
Nick got slowly to his feet, holding his right arm against his belly with his left hand. His face was very 
white and his teeth were set in a grimace of pain. Small trickles of blood ran from his nostrils. 'I've been 
better, mate. Broke my arm, I think. Not the first time for this poor old fellow, either. We missed it, didn't 
we?' 
'We missed it,' Brian agreed. He continued to bring the plane back in a big, slow circle. 'And in just a 
minute you're going to tell me why we missed it, when we came all this way to find it. And it better be 
good, broken arm or no broken arm.' 
He reached for the intercom toggle. 
20 
Laurel opened her eyes as Brian began to speak and discovered that Dinah's head was in her lap. She 
stroked her hair gently and then readjusted her position on the stretcher. 
'This is Captain Engle, folks. I'm sorry about that. It was pretty damned hairy, but we're okay; I've got a 
green board. Let me repeat that we've found what we were looking for, but - ' 
He clicked off suddenly. The others waited. Bethany Simms was sobbing against Albert's chest. Behind 
them, Rudy was still saying the rosary. 
21 
Brian had broken his transmission when he realized that Bob Jenkins was standing beside him. The writer 
was shaking, there was a wet patch on his slacks, his mouth had an odd, sunken look Brian hadn't noticed 
before ... but he seemed in charge of himself. Behind him, Nick sat heavily in the co-pilot's chair, wincing 
as he did so and still cradling his arm. It had begun to swell. 
'What the hell is this all about?' Brian asked Bob sternly. 'A little more turbulence and this bitch would have 
broken into about ten thousand pieces.' 
'Can I talk through that thing?' Bob asked, pointing to the switch marked INTERCOM. 
'Yes, but ' 
'Then let me do it.' 
Brian started to protest, then thought better of it. He flicked the switch. 'Go ahead; you're on.' Then he 
repeated: 'And it better be good.' 
'Listen to me, all of you!' Bob shouted. 
From behind them came a protesting whine of feedback. 'We' 
'Just talk in your normal tone of voice,' Brian said. 'You'll blow their goddam eardrums out.' 
Bob made a visible effort to compose himself, then went on in a lower tone of voice. 'We had to turn back, 
and we did. The captain has made it clear to me that we only just managed to do it. We have been 
extremely lucky ... and extremely stupid, as well. We forgot the most elementary thing, you see, although it 
was right in front of us all the time. When we went through the time-rip in the first place, everyone on the 
plane who was awake disappeared.' 
Brian jerked in his seat. He felt as if someone had slugged him. Ahead of the 767's nose, about thirty miles 
distant, the faintly glowing lozenge shape had appeared again in the sky, looking like some gigantic semiprecious 
stone. It seemed to mock him. 
'We are all awake,' Bob said. (In the main cabin, Albert looked at the man with the black beard lying out 
cold in the aisle and thought, With one exception.) 'Logic suggests that if we try to go through that way, we 
will disappear.' He thought about this and then said, 'That is all.' 
Brian flicked the intercom link closed without thinking about it. Behind him, Nick voiced a painful, 
incredulous laugh. 
'That is all? That is bloody all? What do we do about it?' 
Brian looked at him and didn't answer. Neither did Bob Jenkins. 
22 
Bethany raised her head and looked into Albert's strained, bewildered face. 'We have to go to sleep? How 
do we do that? I never felt less like sleeping in my whole life!' 
'I don't know.' He looked hopefully across the aisle at Laurel. She was already shaking her head. She 
wished she could go to sleep, just go to sleep and make this whole crazy nightmare gone - but, like 
Bethany, she had never felt less like it in her entire life. 
23 
Bob took a step forward and gazed out through the cockpit window in silent fascination. After a long 
moment he said in a soft, awed voice: 'So that's what it looks like.' 
A line from some rock-and-roll song popped into Brian's head: You can look but you better not touch. He 
glanced down at the LED fuel indicators. What he saw there didn't ease his mind any, and he raised his 
eyes helplessly to Nick's. Like the others, he had never felt so wide awake in his life. 
'I don't know what we do now.' he said, 'but if we're going to try that hole, it has to be soon. The fuel we've 
got will carry us for an hour, maybe a little more. After that, forget it. Any ideas?' 
Nick lowered his head, still cradling his swelling arm. After a moment or two he looked up again. 'Yes,' he 
said. 'As a matter of fact, I do. People who fly rarely stick their prescription medicines in their checked 
baggage - they like to have it with them in case their luggage ends up on the other side of the world and 
takes a few days to get back to them. If we go through the hand-carry bags, we're sure to find scads of 
sedatives. We won't even have to take the bags out of the bins. judging from the sounds, most of them are 
already lying on the floor ... what? What's the matter with it?' 
This last was directed at Bob Jenkins, who had begun shaking his head as soon as the phrase 'prescription 
medicines' popped out of Nick's mouth. 
'Do you know anything about prescription sedatives?' he asked Nick. 
'A little,' Nick said, but he sounded defensive. 'A little, yeah.' 
'Well, I know a lot,' Bob said dryly. 'I've researched them exhaustively - from All-Nite to Xanax. Murder 
by sleeping potion has always been a great favorite in my field, you understand. Even if you happened to 
find one of the more potent medications in the very first bag you checked - unlikely in itself you couldn't 
administer a safe dose which would act quickly enough.' 
'Why bloody not?' 
'Because it would take at least forty minutes for the stuff to work ... and I strongly doubt it would work on 
everyone. The natural reaction of minds under stress to such medication is to fight - to try to refuse it. 
There is absolutely no way to combat such a reaction, Nick ... you might as well try to legislate your own 
heartbeat. What you'd do, always supposing you found a supply of medication large enough to allow it, 
would be to administer a series of lethal overdoses and turn the plane into Jonestown. We might all come 
through, but we'd be dead.' 
'Forty minutes,' Nick said. 'Christ. Are you sure? Are you absolutely sure?' 
'Yes,' Bob said unflinchingly. 
Brian looked out at the glowing lozenge shape in the sky. He had put Flight 29 into a circling pattern and 
the rip was on the verge of disappearing again. It would be back shortly ... but they would be no closer to it. 
'I can't believe it,' Nick said heavily. 'To go through the things we've gone through . . . to have taken off 
successfully and come all this way . . . to have actually found the bloody thing ... and then we find out we 
can't go through it and back to our own time just because we can't go to sleep?' 
'We don't have forty minutes, anyway,' Brian said quietly. 'If we waited that long, this plane would crash 
sixty miles east of the airport.' 
'Surely there are other fields - ' 
'There are, but none big enough to handle an airplane of this size.' 
'If we went through and then turned back east again?' 
'Vegas. But Vegas is going to be out of reach in . . .' Brian glanced at his instruments. ' . . . less than eight 
minutes. I think it has to be LAX. I'll need at least thirty-five minutes to get there. That's cutting it 
extremely fine even if they clear everything out of our way and vector us straight in. That gives us . . .' He 
looked at the chronometer again. ' . . . twenty minutes at most to figure this thing out and get through the 
hole.' 
Bob was looking thoughtfully at Nick. 'What about you?' he asked. 
'What do you mean, what about me?' 
'I think you're a soldier ... but I don't think you're an ordinary one. Might you be SAS, perhaps?' 
Nick's face tightened. 'And if I was that or something like it, mate?' 
'Maybe you could put us to sleep,' Bob said. 'Don't they teach you Special Forces men tricks like that?' 
Brian's mind flashed back to Nick's first confrontation with Craig Toomy. Have you ever watched Star 
Trek? he had asked Craig. Marvellous American program ... And if you don't shut your gob at once, you 
bloody idiot, I'll be happy to demonstrate Mr Spock's famous Vulcan sleeper-hold for you. 
'What about it, Nick?' he said softly. 'If we ever needed the famous Vulcan sleeper-hold, it's now.' 
Nick looked unbelievingly from Bob to Brian and then back to Bob again. 'Please don't make me laugh, 
gents - it makes my arm hurt worse.' 
'What does that mean?' Bob asked. 
'I've got my sedatives all wrong, have I? Well, let me tell you both that you've got it all wrong about me. I 
am not James Bond. There never was a James Bond in the real world. I suppose I might be able to kill you 
with a neck-chop, Bob, but I'd more likely just leave you paralyzed for life. Might not even knock you out. 
And then there's this.' Nick held up his rapidly swelling right arm with a little wince. 'My smart hand 
happens to be attached to my recently re-broken arm. I could perhaps defend myself with my left hand - 
against an unschooled opponent - but the kind of thing you're talking about? No. No way.' 
'You're all forgetting the most important thing of all,' a new voice said. 
They turned. Laurel Stevenson, white and haggard, was standing in the cockpit door. She had folded her 
arms across her breasts as if she was cold and was cupping her elbows in her hands. 
'If we're all knocked out, who is going to fly the plane?' she asked. 'Who is going to fly the plane into LA?' 
The three men gaped at her wordlessly. Behind them, unnoticed, the large semi-precious stone that was the 
time-rip glided into view again. 
'We're fucked,' Nick said quietly. 'Do you know that? We are absolutely dead-out fucked.' He laughed a 
little, then winced as his stomach jogged his broken arm. 
'Maybe not,' Albert said. He and Bethany had appeared behind Laurel; Albert had his arm around the girl's 
waist. His hair was plastered against his forehead in sweaty ringlets, but his dark eyes were clear and intent. 
They were focussed on Brian. 'I think you can put us to sleep,' he said, 'and I think you can land us.' 
'What are you talking about?' Brian asked roughly. 
Albert replied: 'Pressure. I'm talking about pressure.' 
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Brian's dream recurred to him then, recurred with such terrible force that he might have been reliving it: 
Anne with her hand plastered over the crack in the body of the plane, the crack with the words SHOOTING 
STARS ONLY printed over it in red. 
Pressure. 
See, darling? It's all taken care of. 
'What does he mean, Brian?' Nick asked. 'I can see he's got something - your face says so. What is it?' 
Brian ignored him. He looked steadily at the seventeen-year-old music student who might just have thought 
of a way out of the box they were in. 
'What about after?' he asked. 'What about after we come through? How do I wake up again so I can land the 
plane?' 
'Will somebody please explain this?' Laurel pleaded. She had gone to Nick, who put his good arm around 
her waist. 
'Albert is suggesting that I use this' - Brian tapped a rheostat on the control board, a rheostat marked 
CABIN PRESSURE -'to knock us all out cold.' 
'Can you do that, mate? Can you really do that?' 
'Yes,' Brian said. 'I've known pilots - charter pilots - who have done it, when passengers who've had too 
much to drink started cutting up and endangering either themselves or the crew. Knocking out a drunk by 
lowering the air pressure isn't that difficult. To knock out everyone, all I have to do is lower it some more ... 
to half sea-level pressure, say. It's like ascending to a height of two miles without an oxygen mask. Boom! 
You're out cold.' 
'If you can really do that, why hasn't it been used on terrorists?' Bob asked. 
'Because there are oxygen masks, right?' Albert asked. 
'Yes,' Brian said. 'The cabin crew demonstrates them at the start of every commercial jet-flight - put the 
gold cup over your mouth and nose and breathe normally, right? They drop automatically when cabin 
pressure falls below twelve psi. If a hostage pilot tried to knock out a terrorist by lowering the air pressure, 
all the terrorist would have to do is grab a mask, put it on, and start shooting. On smaller jets, like the Lear, 
that isn't the case. If the cabin loses pressure, the passenger has to open the overhead compartment himself.' 
Nick looked at the chronometer. Their window was now only fourteen minutes wide. 
'I think we better stop talking about it and just do it,' he said. 'Time is getting very short.' 
'Not yet,' Brian said, and looked at Albert again. 'I can bring us back in line with the rip, Albert, and start 
decreasing pressure as we head toward it. I can control the cabin pressure pretty accurately, and I'm pretty 
sure I can put us all out before we go through. But that leaves Laurel's question: who flies the airplane if 
we're all knocked out?' 
Albert opened his mouth; closed it again and shook his head. 
Bob Jenkins spoke up then. His voice was dry and toneless, the voice of a judge pronouncing doom. 'I think 
you can fly us home, Brian. But someone else will have to die in order for you to do it.' 
'Explain,' Nick said crisply. 
Bob did so. It didn't take long. By the time he finished, Rudy Warwick had joined the little group standing 
in the cockpit door. 
'Would it work, Brian?' Nick asked. 
'Yes,' Brian said absently. 'No reason why not.' He looked at the chronometer again. Eleven minutes now. 
Eleven minutes to get across to the other side of the rip. It would take almost that long to line the plane up, 
program the autopilot, and move them along the forty-mile approach. 'But who's going to do it? Do the rest 
of you draw straws, or what?' 
'No need for that,' Nick said. He spoke lightly, almost casually. 'I'll do it.' 
'No!' Laurel said. Her eyes were very wide and very dark. 'Why you? Why does it have to be you?' 
'Shut up!' Bethany hissed at her. 'If he wants to, let him!' 
Albert glanced unhappily at Bethany, at Laurel, and then back at Nick. A voice - not a very strong one - 
was whispering that he should have volunteered, that this was a job for a tough Alamo survivor like The 
Arizona Jew. But most of him was only aware that he loved life very much ... and did not want it to end just 
yet. So he opened his mouth and then closed it again without speaking. 
'Why you?' Laurel asked again, urgently. 'Why shouldn't we draw straws? Why not Bob? Or Rudy? Why 
not me?' 
Nick took her arm. 'Come with me a moment,' he said. 
'Nick, there's not much time,' Brian said. He tried to keep his tone of voice even, but he could hear 
desperation - perhaps even panic - bleeding through. 
'I know. Start doing the things you have to do.' 
Nick drew Laurel through the door. 
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She resisted for a moment, then came along. He stopped in the small galley alcove and faced her. In that 
moment, with his face less than four inches from hers, she realized a dismal truth - he was the man she had 
been hoping to find in Boston. He had been on the plane all the time. There was nothing at all romantic 
about this discovery; it was horrible. 
'I think we might have had something, you and me,' he said. 'Do you think I could be right about that? If 
you do, say so - there's no time to dance. Absolutely none.' 
'Yes,' she said. Her voice was dry, uneven. 'I think that's right.' 
'But we don't know. We can't know. It all comes back to time, doesn't it? Time ... and sleep ... and not 
knowing. But I have to be the one, Laurel. I have tried to keep some reasonable account of myself, and all 
my books are deeply in the red. This is my chance to balance them, and I mean to take it.' 
'I don't understand what you mea-' 
'No - but I do.' He spoke fast, almost rapping his words. Now he reached out and took her forearm and drew 
her even closer to him. 'You were on an adventure of some sort, weren't you, Laurel?' 
'I don't know what you're - ' 
He gave her a brisk shake. 'I told you - there's no time to dance! Were You on an adventure?' 
'... yes.' 
'Nick!' Brian called from the cockpit. 
Nick looked rapidly in that direction. 'Coming!' he shouted, and then looked back at Laurel. 'I'm going to 
send you on another one. If you get out of this, that is, and if you agree to go.' 
She only looked at him, her lips trembling. She had no idea of what to say. Her mind was tumbling 
helplessly. His grip on her arm was very tight, but she would not be aware of that until later, when she saw 
the bruises left by his fingers; at that moment, the grip of his eyes was much stronger. 
'Listen. Listen carefully.' He paused and then spoke with peculiar, measured emphasis: 'I was going to quit 
it. I'd made up my mind.' 
'Quit what?' she asked in a small, quivery voice. 
Nick shook his head impatiently. 'Doesn't matter. What matters is whether or not you believe me. Do you?' 
'Yes,' she said. 'I don't know what you're talking about, but I believe you mean it.' 
'Quik!' Brian warned from the cockpit. 'We're heading toward it!' 
He shot a glance toward the cockpit again, his eyes narrow and gleaming. 'Coming just now!' he called. 
When he looked at her again, Laurel thought she had never in her life been the focus of such ferocious, 
focussed intensity. 'My father lives in the village of Fluting, south of London,' he said. 'Ask for him in any 
shop along the High Street. Mr Hopewell. The older ones still call him the gaffer. Go to him and tell him I'd 
made up my mind to quit it. You'll need to be persistent; he tends to turn away and curse loudly when he 
hears my name. The old I-have-no-son bit. Can you be persistent?' 
'Yes.' 
He nodded and smiled grimly. 'Good! Repeat what I've told you, and tell him you believed me. Tell him I 
tried my best to atone for the day behind the church in Belfast.' 
'In Belfast.' 
'Right. And if you can't get him to listen any other way, tell him he must listen. Because of the daisies. The 
time I brought the daisies. Can you remember that, as well?' 
'Because once you brought him daisies.' 
Nick seemed to almost laugh - but she had never seen a face filled with such sadness and bitterness. 'No - 
not to him, but it'll do. That's your adventure. Will you do it?' 
'Yes ... but . . .' 
'Good. Laurel, thank you.' He put his left hand against the nape of her neck, pulled her face to his, and 
kissed her. His mouth was cold, and she tasted fear on his breath. 
A moment later he was gone. 
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'Are we going to feel like we're ... you know, choking?' Bethany asked. 'Suffocating?' 
'No,' Brian said. He had gotten up to see if Nick was coming; now, as Nick reappeared with a very shaken 
Laurel Stevenson behind him, Brian dropped back into his seat. 'You'll feel a little giddy ... swimmy in the 
head ... then, nothing.' He glanced at Nick. 'Until we all wake up.' 
'Right!' Nick said cheerily. 'And who knows? I may still be right here. Bad pennies have a way of turning 
up, you know. Don't they, Brian?' 
'Anything's possible, I guess,' Brian said. He pushed the throttle forward slightly. The sky was growing 
bright again. The rip lay dead ahead. 'Sit down, folks. Nick, right up here beside me. I'm going to show you 
what to do ... and when to do it.' 
'One second, please,' Laurel said. She had regained some of her color and self-possession. She stood on 
tiptoe and planted a kiss on Nick's mouth. 
'Thank you,' Nick said gravely. 
'You were going to quit it. You'd made up your mind. And if he won't listen, I'm to remind him of the day 
you brought the daisies. Have I got it right?' 
He grinned. 'Letter-perfect, my love. Letter-perfect.' He encircled her with his left arm and kissed her again, 
long and hard. When he let her go, there was a gentle, thoughtful smile on his mouth. 'That's the one to go 
on,' he said. 'Right enough.' 
27 
Three minutes later, Brian opened the intercom. 'I'm starting to decrease pressure now. Check your belts 
everyone.' 
They did so. Albert waited tensely for some sound - the hiss of escaping air, perhaps - but there was only 
the steady, droning mumble of the jet engines. He felt more wide awake than ever. 
'Albert?' Bethany said in a small, scared voice. 'Would you hold me, please?' 
'Yes,' Albert said. 'If you'll hold me.' 
Behind them, Rudy Warwick was telling his rosary again. Across the aisle, Laurel Stevenson gripped the 
arms of her seat. She could still feel the warm print of Nick Hopewell's lips on her mouth. She raised her 
head, looked at the overhead compartment, and began to take deep, slow breaths. She was waiting for the 
masks to fall ... and ninety seconds or so later, they did. 
Remember about the day in Belfast, too, she thought. Behind the church. An act of atonement, he said. An 
act ... 
In the middle of that thought, her mind drifted away. 
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'You know ... what to do?' Brian asked again. He spoke in a dreamy, furry voice. Ahead of them, the timerip 
was once more swelling in the cockpit windows, spreading across the sky. It was now lit with dawn, and 
a fantastic new array of colors coiled, swam, and then streamed away into its queer depths. 
'I know,' Nick said. He was standing beside Brian and his words were muffled by the oxygen mask he 
wore. Above the rubber seal, his eyes were calm and clear. 'No fear, Brian. All's safe as houses. Off to sleep 
you go. Sweet dreams, and all that.' 
Brian was fading now. He could feel himself going ... and yet he hung on, staring at the vast fault in the 
fabric of reality. It seemed to be swelling toward the cockpit windows, reaching for the plane. It's so 
beautiful, he thought. God, it's so beautiful! 
He felt that invisible hand seize the plane and draw it forward again. No turning back this time. 
'Nick,' he said. It now took a tremendous effort to speak; he felt as if his mouth was a hundred miles away 
from his brain. He held his hand up. It seemed to stretch away from him at the end of a long taffy arm. 
'Go to sleep,' Nick said, taking his hand. 'Don't fight it, unless you want to go with me. It won't be long 
now.' 
'I just wanted to say ... thank you.' 
Nick smiled and gave Brian's hand a squeeze. 'You're welcome, mate. It's been a flight to remember. Even 
without the movie and the free mimosas.' 
Brian looked back into the rip. A river of gorgeous colors flowed into it now. They spiralled ... mixed ... 
and seemed to form words before his dazed, wondering eyes: 
SHOOTING STARS ONLY 
'Is that ... what we are?' he asked curiously, and now his voice came to him from some distant universe. 
The darkness swallowed him. 
29 
Nick was alone now; the only person awake on Flight 29 was a man who had once gunned down three boys 
behind a church in Belfast, three boys who had been chucking potatoes painted dark gray to look like 
grenades. Why had they done such a thing? Had it been some mad sort of dare? He had never found out. 
He was not afraid, but an intense loneliness filled him. The feeling wasn't a new one. This was not the first 
watch he had stood alone, with the lives of others in his hands. 
Ahead of him, the rip neared. He dropped his hand to the rheostat which controlled the cabin pressure. 
It's gorgeous, he thought. It seemed to him that the colors that now blazed out of the rip were the antithesis 
of everything which they had experienced in the last few hours; he was looking into a crucible of new life 
and new motion. 
Why shouldn't it be beautiful? This is the place where life - all life, maybe - begins. The place where life is 
freshly minted every second of every day; the cradle of creation and the wellspring of time. No langoliers 
allowed beyond this point. 
Colors ran across his cheeks and brows in a fountain-spray of hues: jungle green was overthrown by lava 
orange; lava orange was replaced by yellow-white tropical sunshine; sunshine was supplanted by the chilly 
blue of Northern oceans. The roar of the jet engines seemed muted and distant. he looked down and was not 
surprised to see that Brian Engle's slumped. sleeping form was being consumed by color, his form and 
features overthrown in an ever-changing kaleidoscope of brightness. He had become a fabulous ghost. 
Nor was Nick surprised to see that his own hands and arms were as colorless as clay. Brian's not the ghost; 
I am. 
The rip loomed. 
Now the sound of the jets was lost entirely in a new sound; the 767 seemed to be rushing through a 
windtunnel filled with feathers. Suddenly, directly ahead of the airliner's nose, a vast nova of light exploded 
like a heavenly firework; in it, Nick Hopewell saw colors no man had ever imagined. It did not just fill the 
time-rip; it filled his mind, his nerves, his muscles, his very bones in a gigantic, coruscating fireflash. 
'Oh my God, so BEAUTIFUL!' he cried, and as Flight 29 plunged into the rip, he twisted the cabin-pressure 
rheostat back up to full. 
A split-second later the fillings from Nick's teeth pattered onto the cockpit floor. There was a small thump 
as the Teflon disc which had been in his knee - souvenir of a conflict marginally more honorable than the 
one in Northern Ireland - joined them. That was all. 
Nick Hopewell had ceased to exist. 
30 
The first things Brian was aware of were that his shirt was wet and his headache had returned. 
He sat up slowly in his seat, wincing at the bolt of pain in his head, and tried to remember who he was, 
where he was, and why he felt such a vast and urgent need to wake up quickly. What had he been doing 
that was so important? 
The leak, his mind whispered. There's a leak in the main cabin. and if it isn't stabilized, there's going to be 
big tr- 
No, that wasn't right. The leak had been stabilized - or had in some mysterious way stabilized itself - and he 
had landed Flight 7 safely at LAX. Then the man in the green blazer had come, and 
It's Anne's funeral! My God, I've overslept! 
His eyes flew open, but he was in neither a motel room nor the spare bedroom at Anne's brother's house in 
Revere. He was looking through a cockpit window at a sky filled with stars. 
Suddenly it came back to him ... everything. 
He sat up all the way, too quickly. His head screamed a sickly hungover protest. Blood flew from his nose 
and splattered on the center control console. He looked down and saw the front of his shirt was soaked with 
it. There had been a leak, all right. In him. 
Of course, he thought. Depressurization often does that. I should have warned the passengers ... How many 
passengers do I have left, by the way? 
He couldn't remember. His head was filled with fog. 
He looked at his fuel indicators, saw that their situation was rapidly approaching the critical point, and then 
checked the INS. They were exactly where they should be, descending rapidly toward LA, and at any 
moment they might wander into someone else's airspace while the someone else was still there. 
Someone else had been sharing his airspace just before he passed out . . . who? 
He fumbled, and it came. Nick, of course. Nick Hopewell. Nick was gone. He hadn't been such a bad penny 
after all, it seemed. But he must have done his job, or Brian wouldn't be awake now. 
He got on the radio, fast. 
'LAX ground control, this is American Pride Flight - 'He stopped. What flight were they? He couldn't 
remember. The fog was in the way. 
'Twenty-nine, aren't we?' a dazed, unsteady voice said from behind him. 
'Thank you, Laurel.' Brian didn't turn around. 'Now go back and belt up. I may have to make this plane do 
some tricks.' 
He spoke into his mike again. 
'American Pride Flight 29, repeat, two-niner. Mayday, ground control, I am declaring an emergency here. 
Please clear everything in front of me, I am coming in on heading 85 and I have no fuel. Get a foam truck 
out and -' 
'Oh, quit it,' Laurel said dully from behind him. 'Just quit it.' 
Brian wheeled around them, ignoring the fresh bolt of pain through his head and the fresh spray of blood 
which flew from his nose. 'Sit down, goddammit!' he snarled. 'We're coming in unannounced into heavy 
traffic. If you don't want to break your neck - ' 
'There's no heavy traffic down there,' Laurel said in the same dull voice. 'No heavy traffic, no foam trucks. 
Nick died for nothing, and I'll never get a chance to deliver his message. Look for yourself.' 
Brian did. And, although they were now over the outlying suburbs of Los Angeles, he saw nothing but 
darkness. 
There was no one down there, it seemed. 
No one at all. 
Behind him, Laurel Stevenson burst into harsh, raging sobs of terror and frustration. 
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A long white passenger jet cruised slowly above the ground sixteen miles cast of Los Angeles International 
Airport. 767 was printed on its tail in large, proud numerals. Along the fuselage, the words AMERICAN 
PRIDE were written in letters which had been raked backward to indicate speed. On both sides of the nose 
was a large red eagle, its wings spangled with blue stars. Like the airliner it decorated, the eagle appeared 
to be coming in for a landing. 
The plane printed no shadow on the deserted grid of streets as it passed above them; dawn was still an hour 
away. Below it, no car moved, no streetlight glowed. Below it, all was silent and moveless. Ahead of it, no 
runway lights gleamed. 
The plane's belly slid open. The undercarriage dropped down and spread out. The landing gear locked in 
place. 
American Pride Flight 29 slipped down the chute toward LA. It banked slightly to the right as it came; 
Brian was now able to correct his course visually, and he did so. They passed over a cluster of airport 
motels, and for a moment Brian could see the monument that stood near the center of the terminal complex, 
a graceful tripod with curved legs and a restaurant in its center. They passed over a short strip of dead grass 
and then concrete runway was unrolling thirty feet below the plane. 
There was no time to baby the 767 in this time; Brian's fuel indicators read zeros across and the bird was 
about to turn into a bitch. He brought it in hard, like a sled filled with bricks. There was a thud that rattled 
his teeth and started his nose bleeding again. His chest harness locked. Laurel, who was in the co-pilots 
seat, cried out. 
Then he had the flaps up and was applying reverse thrusters at full. The plane began to slow. They were 
doing a little over a hundred miles an hour when two of the thrusters cut out and the red ENGINE 
SHUTDOWN lights flashed on. He grabbed for the intercom switch. 
'Hang on! We're going in hard! Hang on!' 
Thrusters two and four kept running a few moments longer, and then they were gone, too. Flight 29 rushed 
down the runway in ghastly silence, with only the flaps to slow her now. Brian watched helplessly as the 
concrete ran away beneath the plane and the crisscross tangle of taxiways loomed. And there, dead ahead, 
sat the carcass of a Pacific Airways commuter jet. 
The 767 was still doing at least sixty-five. Brian horsed it to the right, leaning into the dead steering yoke 
with every ounce of his strength. The plane responded soupily, and he skated by the parked jet with only 
six feet to spare. Its windows flashed past like a row of blind eyes. 
Then they were rolling toward the United terminal, where at least a dozen planes were parked at extended 
jetways like nursing infants. The 767's speed was down to just over thirty now. 
'Brace yourselves!' Brian shouted into the intercom, momentarily forgetting that his own plane was now as 
dead as the rest of them and the intercom was useless. 'Brace yourselves for a collision! Bra -' 
American Pride 29 crashed into Gate 29 of the United Airlines terminal at roughly twenty-nine miles an 
hour. There was a loud, hollow bang followed by the sound of crumpling metal and breaking glass. Brian 
was thrown into his harness again, then snapped back into his seat. He sat there for a moment, stiff, waiting 
for the explosion ... and then remembered there was nothing left in the tanks to explode. 
He flicked all the switches on the control panel off - the panel was dead, but the habit ran deep - and then 
turned to check on Laurel. She looked at him with dull, apathetic eyes. 
'That was about as close as I'd ever want to cut it,' Brian said unsteadily. 
'You should have let us crash. Everything we tried ... Dinah ... Nick ... all for nothing. It's just the same 
here. Just the same.' 
Brian unbuckled his harness and got shakily to his feet. He took his handkerchief out of his back pocket 
and handed it to her. 'Wipe your nose. It's bleeding.' 
She took the handkerchief and then only looked at it, as if she had never seen one before in her life. 
Brian passed her and plodded slowly into the main cabin. He stood in the doorway, counting noses. His 
passengers - those few still remaining, that was -seemed all right. Bethany's head was pressed against 
Albert's chest and she was sobbing hard. Rudy Warwick unbuckled his seatbelt, got up, rapped his head on 
the overhead bin, and sat down again. He looked at Brian with dazed, uncomprehending eyes. Brian found 
himself wondering if Rudy was still hungry. He guessed not. 
'Let's get off the plane,' Brian said. 
Bethany raised her head. 'When do they come?' she asked him hysterically. 'How long will it be before they 
come this time? Can anyone hear them yet?' 
Fresh pain stroked Brian's head and he rocked on his feet, suddenly quite sure he was going to faint. 
A steadying arm slipped around his waist and he looked around, surprised. It was Laurel. 
'Captain Engle's right,' she said quietly. 'Let's get off the plane. Maybe it's not as bad as it looks.' 
Bethany uttered a hysterical bark of laughter. 'How bad can it look?' she demanded. 'Just how bad can it - ' 
'Something's different,' Albert said suddenly. He was looking out the window. 'Something's changed. I can't 
tell what it is ... but it's not the same . He looked first at Bethany, then at Brian and Laurel. 'It's just not the 
same.' 
Brian bent down next to Bob Jenkins and looked out the window. He could see nothing very different from 
BIA - there were more planes, of course, but they were just as deserted, just as dead - yet he felt that Albert 
might be onto something, just the same. It was feeling more than seeing. Some essential difference which 
he could not quite grasp. It danced just beyond his reach, as the name of his ex-wife's perfume had done. 
It's L'Envoi, darling. It's what I've always worn, don't you remember? 
Don't you remember? 
'Come on,' he said. 'This time we use the cockpit exit.' 
32 
Brian opened the trapdoor which lay below the jut of the instrument panel and tried to remember why he 
hadn't used it to offload his passengers at Bangor International; it was a hell of a lot easier to use than the 
slide. There didn't seem to be a why. He just hadn't thought of it, probably because he was trained to think 
of the escape slide before anything else in an emergency. 
He dropped down into the forward-hold area, ducked below a cluster of electrical cables, and undogged the 
hatch in the floor of the 767's nose. Albert joined him and helped Bethany down. Brian helped Laurel, and 
then he and Albert helped Rudy, who moved as if his bones had turned to glass. Rudy was still clutching 
his rosary tight in one hand. The space below the cockpit was now very cramped, and Bob Jenkins waited 
for them above, propped on his hands and peering down at them through the trapdoor. 
Brian pulled the ladder out of its storage clips, secured it in place, and then, one by one, they descended to 
the tarmac, Brian first, Bob last. 
As Brian's feet touched down, he felt a mad urge to place his hand over his heart and cry out: I claim this 
land of rancid milk and sour honey for the survivors of Flight 29 ... at least until the langoliers arrive! 
He said nothing. He only stood there with the others below the loom of the jetliner's nose, feeling a light 
breeze against one cheek and looking around. In the distance he heard a sound. It was not the chewing, 
crunching sound of which they had gradually become aware in Bangor - nothing like it - but he couldn't 
decide exactly what it did sound like. 
'What's that?' Bethany asked. 'What's that humming? It sounds like electricity .' 
'No, it doesn't,' Bob said thoughtfully. 'It sounds like..' He shook his head. 
'It doesn't sound like anything I've ever heard before,' Brian said, but he wasn't sure if that was true. Again 
he was haunted by the sense that something he knew or should know was dancing just beyond his mental 
grasp. 
'It's them, isn't it?' Bethany asked half-hysterically. 'It's them, coming. It's the langoliers Dinah told us 
about.' 
'I don't think so. It doesn't sound the same at all.' But he felt the fear begin in his belly just the same. 
'Now what?' Rudy asked. His voice was as harsh as a crow's. 'Do we start all over again?' 
'Well, we won't need the conveyor belt, and that's a start,' Brian said. 'The jetway service door is open.' He 
stepped out from beneath the 767's nose and pointed. The force of their arrival at Gate 29 had knocked the 
rolling ladder away from the door, but it would be easy enough to slip it back into position. 'Come on.' 
They walked toward the ladder. 
'Albert?' Brian said. 'Help me with the lad 
'Wait,' Bob said. 
Brian turned his head and saw Bob looking around with cautious wonder. And the expression in his 
previously dazed eyes ... was that hope? 
'What? What is it, Bob? What do you see?' 
'Just another deserted airport. It's what I feel.' He raised a hand to his cheek ... then simply held it out in the 
air, like a man trying to flag a ride. 
Brian started to ask him what he meant, and realized that he knew. Hadn't he noticed it himself while they 
had been standing under the liner's nose? Noticed it and then dismissed it? 
There was a breeze blowing against his face. Not much of a breeze, hardly more than a puff, but it was a 
breeze. The air was in motion. 
'Holy crow,' Albert said. He popped a finger into his mouth, wetting it, and held it up. An unbelieving grin 
touched his face. 
'That isn't all, either,' Laurel said. 'Listen!' 
She dashed from where they were standing down toward the 767's wing. 
Then she ran back to them again, her hair streaming out behind her. The high heels she was wearing clicked 
crisply on the concrete. 
'Did you hear it?' she asked them. 'Did you hear it?' 
They had heard. The flat, muffled quality was gone. Now, just listening to Laurel speak, Brian realized that 
in Bangor they had all sounded as if they had been talking with their heads poked inside bells which had 
been cast from some dulling metal - brass, or maybe lead. 
Bethany raised her hands and rapidly clapped out the backbeat of the old Routers' instrumental, 'Let's Go.' 
Each clap was as clean and clear as the pop of a track-starter's pistol. A delighted grin broke over her face. 
'What does it m - 'Rudy began. 
'The plane!' Albert shouted in a high-pitched, gleeful voice, and for a moment Brian was absurdly reminded 
of the little guy on that old TV show, Fantasy Island. He almost laughed out loud. 'I know what's different! 
Look at the plane! Now it's the same as all the others!' 
They turned and looked. No one said anything for a long moment; perhaps no one was capable of speech. 
The Delta 727 standing next to the American Pride jetliner in Bangor had looked dull and dingy, somehow 
less real than the 767. Now all the aircraft - Flight 29 and the United planes lined up along the extended 
jetways behind it - looked equally bright, equally new. Even in the dark, their paintwork and trademark 
logos appeared to gleam. 
'What does it mean?' Rudy asked, speaking to Bob. 'What does it mean? If things have really gone back to 
normal, where's the electricity? Where are the people?' 
'And what's that noise?' Albert put in. 
The sound was already closer, already clearer. It was a humming sound, as Bethany had said, but there was 
nothing electrical about it. It sounded like wind blowing across an open pipe, or an inhuman choir which 
was uttering the same open-throated syllable in unison: aaaaaaa ... 
Bob shook his head. 'I don't know,' he said, turning away. 'Let's push that ladder back into position and go 
in 
Laurel grabbed his shoulder. 
'You know something!' she said. Her voice was strained and tense. 'I can see that you do. Let the rest of us 
in on it, why don't you?' 
He hesitated for a moment before shaking his head. 'I'm not prepared to say right now, Laurel. I want to go 
inside and look around first.' 
With that they had to be content. Brian and Albert pushed the ladder back into position. One of the 
supporting struts had buckled slightly, and Brian held it as they ascended one by one. He himself came last, 
walking on the side of the ladder away from the buckled strut. The others had waited for him, and they 
walked up the jetway and into the terminal together. 
They found themselves in a large, round room with boarding gates located at intervals along the single 
curving wall. The rows of seats stood ghostly and deserted, the overhead fluorescents were dark squares, 
but here Albert thought he could almost smell other people ... as if they had all trooped out only seconds 
before the Flight 29 survivors emerged from the jetway. 
From outside, that choral humming continued to swell, approaching like a slow invisible wave: - 
aaaaaaaaaaaaaa 
'Come with me,' Bob Jenkins said, taking effortless charge of the group. 'Quickly, please.' 
He set off toward the concourse and the others fell into line behind him, Albert and Bethany walking 
together with arms linked about each others' waists. Once off the carpeted surface of the United boarding 
lounge and in the concourse itself, their heels clicked and echoed, as if there were two dozen of them 
instead of only six. They passed dim, dark advertising posters on the walls: Watch CNN, Smoke 
Marlboros, Drive Hertz, Read Newsweek, See Disneyland. 
And that sound, that open-throated choral humming sound, continued to grow. Outside, Laurel had been 
convinced the sound had been approaching them from the west. Now it seemed to be right in here with 
them, as though the singers - if they were singers - had already arrived. The sound did not frighten her, 
exactly, but it made the flesh of her arms and back prickle with awe. 
They reached a cafeteria-style restaurant, and Bob led them inside. Without pausing, he went around the 
counter and took a wrapped pastry from a pile of them on the counter. He tried to tear it open with his teeth 
... then realized his teeth were back on the plane. He made a small, disgusted sound and tossed it over the 
counter to Albert. 
'You do it,' he said. His eyes were glowing now. 'Quickly, Albert! Quickly!' 
'Quick, Watson, the game's afoot!' Albert said, and laughed crazily. He tore open the cellophane and looked 
at Bob, who nodded. Albert took out the pastry and bit into it. Cream and raspberry jam squirted out the 
sides. Albert grinned. 'Ith delicious!' he said in a muffled voice, spraying crumbs as he spoke. 'Delicious!' 
He offered it to Bethany, who took an even larger bite. 
Laurel could smell the raspberry filling, and her stomach made a goinging, boinging sound. She laughed. 
Suddenly she felt giddy, joyful, almost stoned. The cobwebs from the depressurization experience were 
entirely gone; her head felt like an upstairs room after a fresh sea breeze had blown in on a hot and horrible 
muggy afternoon. She thought of Nick, who wasn't here, who had died so the rest of them could be here, 
and thought that Nick would not have minded her feeling this way. 
The choral sound continued to swell, a sound with no direction at all, a sourceless, singing sigh that existed 
all around them: 
- AAAAAAAAAAAAAA 
Bob Jenkins raced back around the counter, cutting the corner by the cash register so tightly that his feet 
almost flew out from beneath him and he had to grab the condiments trolley to keep from falling. He stayed 
up but the stainless-steel trolley fell over with a gorgeous, resounding crash, spraying plastic cutlery and 
little packets of mustard, ketchup, and relish everywhere. 
'Quickly!' he cried. 'We can't be here! It's going to happen soon - at any moment, I believe - and we can't be 
here when it does! I don't think it's safe!' 
'What isn't sa - ' Bethany began, but then Albert put his arm around her shoulders and hustled her after Bob, 
a lunatic tour-guide who had already bolted for the cafeteria door. 
They ran out, following him as he dashed for the United boarding lobby again. Now the echoing rattle of 
their footfalls was almost lost in the powerful hum which filled the deserted terminal, echoing and 
reechoing in the many throats of its spoked corridors. 
Brian could hear that single vast vote beginning to break up. It was not shattering, not even really changing, 
he thought, but focussing, the way the sound of the langoliers had focussed as they approached Bangor. 
As they re-entered the boarding lounge, he saw an ethereal light begin to skate over the empty chairs, the 
dark ARRIVALS and DEPARTURES TV monitors and the boarding desks. Red followed blue; yellow 
followed red; green followed yellow. Some rich and exotic expectation seemed to fill the air. A shiver 
chased through him; he felt all his body-hair stir and try to stand up. A clear assurance filled him like a 
morning sunray: We are on the verge of something - some great and amazing thing. 
'Over here!' Bob shouted. He led them toward the wall beside the jetway through which they had entered. 
This was a passengers-only area, guarded by a red velvet rope. Bob jumped it as easily as the high-school 
hurdler he might once have been. 'Against the wall!' 
'Up against the wall, motherfuckers!' Albert cried through a spasm of sudden, uncontrollable laughter. 
He and the rest joined Bob, pressing against the wall like suspects in a police line-up. In the deserted 
circular lounge which now lay before them, the colors flared for a moment ... and then began to fade out. 
The sound, however, continued to deepen and become more real. Brian thought he could now hear voices 
in that sound, and footsteps, even a few fussing babies. 
'I don't know what it is, but it's wonderful!' Laurel cried. She was halflaughing, half-weeping. 'I love it!' 
'I hope we're safe here,' Bob said. He had to raise his voice to be heard. 'I think we will be. We're out of the 
main traffic areas.' 
'What's going to happen?' Brian asked. 'What do you know?' 
'When we went through the time-rip headed cast, we travelled back in 
time!' Bob shouted. 'We went into the past! Perhaps as little as fifteen minutes ... do you remember me 
telling you that?' 
Brian nodded, and Albert's face suddenly lit up. 
'This time it brought us into the future!' Albert cried. 'That's it, isn't it? This time the rip brought us into the 
future!' 
'I believe so, yes!' Bob yelled back. He was grinning helplessly. 'And instead of arriving in a dead world - a 
world which had moved on without us - we have arrived in a world waiting to be born! A world as fresh 
and new as a rose on the verge of opening! That is what is happening now, I believe. That is what we hear, 
and what we sense ... what has filled us with such marvellous, helpless joy. I believe we are about to see 
and experience something which no living man or woman has ever witnessed before. We have seen the 
death of the world; now I believe we are going to see it born. I believe that the present is on the verge of 
catching up to us.' 
As the colors had flared and faded, so now the deep, reverberating quality of the sound suddenly dropped. 
At the same time, the voices which had been within it grew louder, clearer. Laurel realized she could make 
out words, even whole phrases. 
'-have to call her before she decides -' 
'-I really don't think the option is a viable-' 
'-home and dry if we can just turn this thing over to the parent company - ' 
That one passed directly before them through the emptiness on the other side of the velvet rope. 
Brian Engle felt a kind of ecstasy rise within him, suffusing him in a glow of wonder and happiness. He 
took Laurel's hand and grinned at her as she clasped it and then squeezed it fiercely. Beside them, Albert 
suddenly hugged Bethany, and she began to shower kisses all over his face, laughing as she did it. Bob and 
Rudy grinned at each other delightedly, like long-lost friends who have met by chance in one of the world's 
more absurd backwaters. 
Overhead, the fluorescent squares in the ceiling began to flash on. They went sequentially, racing out from 
the center of the room in an expanding circle of light that flowed down the concourse, chasing the nightshadows 
before it like a flock of black sheep. 
Smells suddenly struck Brian with a bang: sweat, perfume, aftershave, cologne, cigarette smoke, leather, 
soap, industrial cleaner. 
For a moment longer the wide circle of the boarding lounge remained deserted, a place haunted by the 
voices and footsteps of the not-quite-living. And Brian thought: I am going to see it happen; I am going to 
see the moving Present lock onto this stationary future and pull it along, the way hooks on moving express 
trains used to snatch bags of mail from the Postal Service poles standing by the tracks in sleepy little towns 
down south and out west. I am going to see time itself open like a rose on a summer morning. 
'Brace yourselves,' Bob murmured. 'There may be a jerk.' 
A bare second later Brian felt a thud - not just in his feet, but all through his body. At the same instant he 
felt as if an invisible hand had given him a strong push, directly in the center of his back. He rocked 
forward and felt Laurel rock forward with him. Albert had to grab Rudy to keep him from falling over. 
Rudy didn't seem to mind; a huge, goony smile split his face. 
'Look!' Laurel gasped. 'Oh, Brian - look!' 
He looked ... and felt his breath stop in his throat. 
The boarding lounge was full of ghosts. 
Ethereal, transparent figures crossed and crisscrossed the large central area: men in business suits toting 
briefcases, women in smart travelling dresses, teenagers in Levi's and tee-shirts with rock-group logos 
printed on them. He saw a ghost-father leading two small ghost-children, and through them he could see 
more ghosts sitting in the chairs, reading transparent copies of Cosmopolitan and Esquire and US News & 
World Report. Then color dove into the shapes in a series of cometary flickers, solidifying them, and the 
echoing voices resolved themselves into the prosaic stereo swarm of real human voices. 
Shooting stars, Brian thought wonderingly. Shooting stars only. 
The two children were the only ones who happened to be looking directly at the survivors of Flight 29 
when the change took place; the children were the only ones who saw four men and two women appear in a 
place where there had only been a wall the second before. 
'Daddy!' the little boy exclaimed, tugging his father's right hand. 
'Dad!' the little girl demanded, tugging his left. 
'What?' he asked, tossing them an impatient glance. 'I'm looking for your mother!' 
'New people!' the little girl said, pointing at Brian and his bedraggled quintet of passengers. 'Look at the 
new people!' 
The man glanced at Brian and the others for a moment, and his mouth tightened nervously. It was the 
blood, Brian supposed. He, Laurel, and Bethany had all suffered nosebleeds. The man tightened his grip on 
their hands and began to pull them away fast. 'Yes, great. Now help me look for your mother. What a mess 
this turned out to be.' 
'But they weren't there before!' the little boy protested. 'They -' Then they were gone into the hurrying 
crowds. 
Brian glanced up at the monitors and noted the time as 4: 17 A.M. 
Too many people here, he thought, and I bet I know why. 
As if to confirm this, the overhead speaker blared: 'All eastbound flights out of Los Angeles International 
Airport continue to be delayed because of unusual weather patterns over the Mojave Desert. We are sorry 
for this inconvenience, but ask for your patience and understanding while this safety precaution is in force. 
Repeat: all eastbound flights . . .' 
Unusual weather patterns, Brian thought. Oh yeah. Strangest goddam weather patterns ever. 
Laurel turned to Brian and looked up into his face. Tears streamed down her cheeks, and she made no effort 
to wipe them away. 'Did you hear her? Did you hear what that little girl said?' 
'Yes.' 
'Is that what we are, Brian? The new people? Do you think that's what we are?' 
'I don't know,' he said, 'but that's what it feels like.' 
'That was wonderful,' Albert said. 'My God, that was the most wonderful thing.' 
'Totally tubular!' Bethany yelled happily, and then began to clap out 'Let's Go' again. 
'What do we do now, Brian?' Bob asked. 'Any ideas?' 
Brian glanced around at the choked boarding area and said, 'I think I want to go outside. Breathe some fresh 
air. And look at the sky.' 
'Shouldn't we inform the authorities of what' 
'We will,' Brian said. 'But the sky first.' 
'And maybe something to eat on the way?' Rudy asked hopefully. 
Brian laughed. 'Why not?' 
'My watch has stopped,' Bethany said. 
Brian looked down at his wrist and saw that his watch had also stopped. All their watches had stopped. 
Brian took his off, dropped it indifferently to the floor, and put his arm around Laurel's waist. 'Let's blow 
this joint,' he said. 'Unless any of you want to wait for the next flight east?' 
'Not today,' Laurel said, 'but soon. All the way to England. There's a man I have to see in . . .' For one 
horrible moment the name wouldn't come to her ... and then it did. 'Fluting,' she said. 'Ask anyone along the 
High Street. The old folks still just call him the gaffer.' 
'What are you talking about?' Albert asked. 
'Daisies,' she said, and laughed. 'I think I'm talking about daisies. Come on - let's go.' 
Bob grinned widely, exposing baby-pink gums. 'As for me, I think that the next time I have to go to Boston, 
I'll take the train.' 
Laurel toed Brian's watch and asked, 'Are you sure you don't want that? It looks expensive.' 
Brian grinned, shook his head, and kissed her forehead. The smell of her hair was amazingly sweet. He felt 
more than good; he felt reborn, every inch of him new and fresh and unmarked by the world. He felt, in 
fact, that if he spread his arms, he would be able to fly without the aid of engines. 'Not at all,' he said. 'I 
know what time it is.' 
'Oh? And what time is that?' 
'It's half past now.' 
Albert clapped him on the back. 
They left the boarding lounge in a group, weaving their way through the disgruntled clots of delayed 
passengers. A good many of these looked curiously after them, and not just because some of them appeared 
to have recently suffered nosebleeds, or because they were laughing their way through so many angry, 
inconvenienced people. 
They looked because the six people seemed somehow brighter than anyone else in the crowded lounge. 
More actual. 
More there. 
Shooting stars only, Brian thought, and suddenly remembered that there was one passenger still back on the 
plane - the man with the black beard. This is one hangover that guy will never forget, Brian thought, 
grinning. He swept Laurel into a run. She laughed and hugged him. 
The six of them ran down the concourse together toward the escalators and all the outside world beyond. 
Two PAST MIDNIGHT: 
A note on 'Secret Window, Secret Garden' 
I'm one of those people who believe that life is a series of cycles - wheels within wheels, some meshing 
with others, some spinning alone, but all of them performing some finite, repeating function. I like that 
abstract image of life as something like an efficient factory machine, probably because actual life, up close 
and personal, seems so messy and strange. It's nice to be able to pull away every once in awhile and say, 
'There's a pattern there after all! I'm not sure what it means, but by God, I see it!' 
All of these wheels seem to finish their cycles at roughly the same time, and when they do - about every 
twenty years would be my guess - we go through a time when we end things. Psychologists have even 
lifted a parliamentary term to describe this phenomenon - they call it cloture. 
I'm forty-two now, and as I look back over the last four years of my life I can see all sorts of cloture. It's as 
apparent in my work as anywhere else. In It, I took an outrageous amount of space to finish talking about 
children and the wide perceptions which light their interior lives. Next year I intend to publish the last 
Castle Rock novel, Needful Things (the last story in this volume, 'The Sun Dog,' forms a prologue to that 
novel). And this story is, I think, the last story about writers and writing and the strange no man's land 
which exists between what's real and what's make-believe. I believe a good many of my long-time readers, 
who have borne my fascination with this subject patiently, will be glad to hear that. 
A few years ago I published a novel called Misery which tried, at least in part, to illustrate the powerful 
hold fiction can achieve over the reader. Last year I published a book called The Dark Half where I tried to 
explore the converse: the powerful hold fiction can achieve over the writer. While that book was between 
drafts, I started to think that there might be a way to tell both stories at the same time by approaching some 
of the plot elements of The Dark Half from a totally different angle. Writing, it seems to me, is a secret act - 
as secret as dreaming - and that was one aspect of this strange and dangerous craft I had never thought 
about much. 
I knew that writers have from time to time revised old works - John Fowles did it with The Magus, and I 
have done it myself with The Stand - but revision was not what I had in mind. What I wanted to do was to 
take familiar elements and put them together in an entirely new way. This I had tried to do at least once 
before, restructuring and updating the basic elements of Bram Stoker's Dracula to create 'Salem's Lot, and I 
was fairly comfortable with the idea. 
One day in the late fall of 1987, while these things were tumbling around in my head, I stopped in the 
laundry room of our house to drop a dirty shirt into the washing machine. Our laundry room is a small, 
narrow alcove on the second floor. I disposed of the shirt and then stepped over to one of the room's two 
windows. It was casual curiosity, no more. We've been living in the same house for eleven or twelve years 
now, but I had never taken a good hard look out this particular window before. The reason is perfectly 
simple; set at floor level, mostly hidden behind the drier, half blocked by baskets of mending, it's a hard 
window to look out of. 
I squeezed in, nevertheless, and looked out. That window looks down on a little brick-paved alcove 
between the house and the attached sunporch. It's an area I see just about every day ... but the angle was 
new. My wife had set half a dozen pots out there, so the plants could take a little of the early-November 
sun, I suppose, and the result was a charming little garden which only I could see. The phrase which 
occurred to me was, of course, the title of this story. It seemed to me as good a metaphor as any for what 
writers - especially writers of fantasy - do with their days and nights. Sitting down at the typewriter or 
picking up a pencil is a physical act; the spiritual analogue is looking out of an almost forgotten window... a 
window which offers a common view from an entirely different angle ... an angle which renders the 
common extraordinary. The writer's job is to gaze through that window and report on what he sees. 
But sometimes windows break. I think that, more than anything else, is the concern of this story: what 
happens to the wide-eyed observer when the window between reality and unreality breaks and the glass 
begins to fly? 
'You stole my story,' the man on the doorstep said. 'You stole my story and something's got to be done 
about it. Right is right and fair is fair and something has to be done.' 
Morton Rainey, who had just gotten up from a nap and who was still feeling only halfway into the real 
world, didn't have the slightest idea what to say. This was never the case when he was at work, sick or well, 
wide awake or half asleep; he was a writer, and hardly ever at a loss when it became necessary to fill a 
character's mouth with a snappy comeback. Rainey opened his mouth, found no snappy comeback there 
(not even a limp one, in fact), and so closed it again. 
He thought: This man doesn't look exactly real. He looks like a character out of a novel by William 
Faulkner. 
This was of no help in resolving the situation, but it was undeniably true. The man who had rung Rainey's 
doorbell out here in the western Maine version of nowhere looked about forty-five. He was very thin. His 
face was calm, almost serene, but carved with deep lines. They moved horizontally across his high brow in 
regular waves, cut vertically downward from the ends of his thin lips to his jawline, and radiated outward in 
tiny sprays from the corners of his eyes. The eyes were bright, unfaded blue. Rainey couldn't tell what color 
his hair was; he wore a large black hat with a round crown planted squarely on his head. The underside of 
the brim touched the tops of his ears. It looked like the sort of hat Quakers wore. He had no sideburns, 
either, and for all Morton Rainey knew, he might be as bald as Telly Savalas under that round-crowned felt 
hat. 
He was wearing a blue work-shirt. It was buttoned neatly all the way to the loose, razor-reddened flesh of 
his neck, although he wore no tie. The bottom of the shirt disappeared into a pair of blue-jeans that looked a 
little too big for the man who was wearing them. They ended in cuffs which lay neatly on a pair of faded 
yellow work-shoes which looked made for walking in a furrow of played-out earth about three and a half 
feet behind a mule's ass. 
'Well?' he asked when Rainey continued to say nothing. 
'I don't know you,' Rainey said finally. It was the first thing he'd said since he'd gotten up off the couch and 
come to answer the door, and it sounded sublimely stupid in his own cars. 
'I know that,' said the man. 'That doesn't matter. I know you, Mr Rainey. That's what matters.' And then he 
reiterated: 'You stole my story.' 
He held out his hand, and for the first time Rainey saw that he had something in it. It was a sheaf of paper. 
But not just any old sheaf of paper; it was a manuscript. After you've been in the business awhile, he 
thought, you always recognized the look of a manuscript. Especially an unsolicited one. 
And. belatedly, he thought: Good thing for you it wasn't a gun, Mort old kid. You would have been in hell 
before you knew you were dead. 
And even more belatedly, he realized that he was probably dealing with one of the Crazy Folks. It was long 
overdue, of course; although his last three books had been best-sellers, this was his first visit from one of 
that fabled tribe. He felt a mixture of fear and chagrin, and his thoughts narrowed to a single point: how to 
get rid of the guy as fast as possible, and with as little unpleasantness as possible. 
'I don't read manuscripts - ' he began. 
'You read this one already,' the man with the hard-working sharecropper's face said evenly. 'You stole it.' 
He spoke as if stating a simple fact. like a man noting that the sun was out and it was a pleasant fall day. 
All of Mort's thoughts were belated this afternoon, it seemed; he now realized for the first time how alone 
he was out here. He had come to the house in Tashmore Glen in early October, after two miserable months 
in New York; his divorce had become final just last week. 
It was a big house, but it was a summer place, and Tashmore Glen was a summer town. There were maybe 
twenty cottages on this particular road running along the north bay of Tashmore Lake, and in July or 
August there would be people staying in most or all of them . . . but this wasn't July or August. It was late 
October. The sound of a gunshot, he realized, would probably drift away unheard. If it was heard, the 
hearers would simply assume someone was shooting at quail or pheasant - it was the season. 
'I can assure you - ' 
'I know you can.' the man in the black hat said with that same unearthly patience. 'I know that.' 
Behind him, Mort could see the car the man had come in. It was an old station wagon which looked as if it 
had seen a great many miles, very few of them on good roads. He could see that the plate on it wasn't from 
the State of Maine, but couldn't tell what state it was from; he'd known for some time now that he needed to 
go to the optometrist and have his glasses changed, had even planned early last summer to do that little 
chore, but then Henry Young had called him one day in April, asking who the fellow was he'd seen Amy 
with at the mall - some relative, maybe? - and the suspicions which had culminated in the eerily quick and 
quiet no-fault divorce had begun, the shitstorm which had taken up all his time and energy these last few 
months. During that time he had been doing well if he remembered to change his underwear, let alone 
handle more esoteric things like optometrist appointments. 
'If you want to talk to someone about some grievance you feel you have,' Mort began uncertainly, hating 
the pompous, talking-boilerplate sound of his own voice but not knowing how else to reply, 'you could talk 
to my ag -' 
'This is between you and me,' the man on the doorstep said patiently. Bump, Mort's tomcat, had been curled 
up on the low cabinet built into the side of the house - you had to store your garbage in a closed 
compartment or the racoons came in the night and pulled it all over hell - and now he jumped down and 
twined his way sinuously between the stranger's legs. The stranger's bright-blue eyes never left Rainey's 
face. 'We don't need any outsiders, Mr Rainey. It is strictly between you and me.' 
'I don't like being accused of plagiarism, if that's what you're doing,' Mort said. At the same time, part of his 
mind was cautioning him that you had to be very careful when dealing with people of the Crazy Folks tribe. 
Humor them? Yes. But this man didn't seem to have a gun, and Mort outweighed him by at least fifty 
pounds. I've also got five or ten years on him, by the look, he thought. He had read that a bonafide Crazy 
Guy could muster abnormal strength, but he was damned if he was simply going to stand here and let this 
man he had never seen before go on saying that he, Morton Rainey, had stolen his story. Not without some 
kind of rebuttal. 
'I don't blame you for not liking it,' the man in the black hat said. He spoke in the same patient and serene 
way. He spoke, Mort thought, like a therapist whose work is teaching small children who are retarded in 
some mild way. 'But you did it. You stole my story.' 
'You'll have to leave,' Mort said. He was fully awake now, and he no longer felt so bewildered, at such a 
disadvantage. 'I have nothing to say to you.' 
'Yes, I'll go,' the man said. 'We'll talk more later.' He held out the sheaf of manuscript, and Mort actually 
found himself reaching for it. He put his hand back down to his side just before his uninvited and unwanted 
guest could slip the manuscript into it, like a process server finally slipping a subpoena to a man who has 
been ducking it for months. 
'I'm not taking that,' Mort said, and part of him was marvelling at what a really accommodating beast a man 
was: when someone held something out to you, your first instinct was to take it. No matter if it was a check 
for a thousand dollars or a stick of dynamite with a lit and fizzing fuse, your first instinct was to take it. 
'Won't do you any good to play games with me, Mr Rainey,' the man said mildly. 'This has got to be 
settled.' 
'So far as I'm concerned, it is,' Mort said, and closed the door on that lined, used, and somehow timeless 
face. 
He had only felt a moment or two of fear, and those had come when he first realized, in a disoriented and 
sleep-befogged way, what this man was saying. Then it had been swallowed by anger - anger at being 
bothered during his nap, and more anger at the realization that he was being bothered by a representative of 
the Crazy Folks. 
Once the door was closed, the fear returned. He pressed his lips together and waited for the man to start 
pounding on it. And when that didn't come, he became convinced that the man was just standing out there, 
still as a stone and as patient as same, waiting for him to reopen the door ... as he would have to do, sooner 
or later. 
Then he heard a low thump, followed by a series of light steps crossing the board porch. Mort walked into 
the master bedroom, which looked out on the driveway. There were two big windows in here, one giving 
on the driveway and the shoulder of hill behind it, the other providing a view of the slope which fell away 
to the blue and agreeable expanse of Tashmore Lake. Both windows were reflectorized, which meant he 
could look out but anyone trying to look in would see only his own distorted image, unless he put his nose 
to the glass and cupped his eyes against the glare. 
He saw the man in the work-shirt and cuffed blue-jeans walking back to his old station wagon. From this 
angle, he could make out the license plate's state of issue - Mississippi. As the man opened the driver's-side 
door, Mort thought: Oh shit. The gun's in the car. He didn't have it on him because he believed he could 
reason with me ... whatever his idea of 'reasoning' is. But now he's going to get it and come back. It's 
probably in the glove compartment or under the seat 
But the man got in behind the wheel, pausing only long enough to take off his black hat and toss it down 
beside him. As he slammed the door and started the engine, Mort thought, There's something different 
about him now. But it wasn't until his unwanted afternoon visitor had backed up the driveway and out of 
sight behind the thick screen of bushes Mort kept forgetting to trim that he realized what it was. 
When the man got into his car, he had no longer been holding the manuscript. 
2 
It was on the back porch. There was a rock on it to keep the individual pages from blowing all over the 
little dooryard in the light breeze. The small thump he'd heard had been the man putting the rock on the 
manuscript. 
Mort stood in the doorway, hands in the pockets of his khaki pants, looking at it. He knew that craziness 
wasn't catching (except maybe in cases of prolonged exposure, he supposed), but he still didn't want to 
touch the goddam thing. He supposed he would have to, though. He didn't know just how long he would be 
here - a day, a week, a month, and a year all looked equally possible at this point - but he couldn't just let 
the fucking thing sit there. Greg Carstairs, his caretaker, would be down early this afternoon to give him an 
estimate on how much it would cost to reshingle the house, for one thing, and Greg would wonder what it 
was. Worse, he would probably assume it was Mort's, and that would entail more explanations than the 
damned thing was worth. 
He stood there until the sound of his visitor's engine had merged into the low, slow hum of the afternoon, 
and then he went out on the porch, walking carefully in his bare feet (the porch had needed painting for at 
least a year now, and the dry wood was prickly with potential splinters), and tossed the rock into the 
juniper-choked gully to the left of the porch. He picked up the little sheaf of pages and looked down at it. 
The top one was a title page. It read: 
SECRET WINDOW, SECRET GARDEN 
By John Shooter 
Mort felt a moment's relief in spite of himself. He had never heard of John Shooter, and he had never read 
or written a short story called 'Secret Window, Secret Garden' in his life. 
He tossed the manuscript in the kitchen wastebasket on his way by, went back to the couch in the living 
room, lay down again, and was asleep in five minutes. 
He dreamed of Amy. He slept a great lot and he dreamed of Amy a great lot these days, and waking up to 
the sound of his own hoarse shouts no longer surprised him much. He supposed it would pass. 
3 
The next morning he was sitting in front of his word processor in the small nook off the living room which 
had always served as his study when they were down here. The word processor was on, but Mort was 
looking out the window at the lake. Two motor-boats were out there, cutting broad white wakes in the blue 
water. He had thought they were fishermen at first, but they never slowed down - just cut back and forth 
across each other's bows in big loops. Kids, he decided. Just kids playing games. 
They weren't doing anything very interesting, but then, neither was he. He hadn't written anything worth a 
damn since he had left Amy. He sat in front of the word processor every day from nine to eleven, just as he 
had every day for the last three years (and for about a thousand years before that he had spent those two 
hours sitting in front of an old Royal office model), but for all the good he was doing with it, he might as 
well have traded it in on a motor-boat and gone out grab-assing with the kids on the lake. 
Today, he had written the following lines of deathless prose during his two-hour stint: 
Four days after George had confirmed to his own satisfaction that his wife was cheating on him, he 
confronted her. 'I have to talk to you, Abby,' he said. 
It was no good. 
It was too close to real life to be good. 
He had never been so hot when it came to real life. Maybe that was part of the problem. 
He turned off the word processor, realizing just a second after he'd flicked the switch that he'd forgotten to 
save the document. Well, that was all right. Maybe it had even been the critic in his subconscious, telling 
him the document wasn't worth saving. 
Mrs Gavin had apparently finished upstairs; the drone of the Electrolux had finally ceased. She came in 
every Tuesday to clean, and she had been shocked into a silence very unlike her when Mort had told her 
two Tuesdays ago that he and Amy were quits. He suspected that she had liked Amy a good deal more than 
she had liked him. But she was still coming, and Mort supposed that was something. 
He got up and went out into the living room just as Mrs Gavin came down the main staircase. She was 
holding the vacuum-cleaner hose and dragging the small tubular machine after her. It came down in a series 
of thumps, looking like a small mechanical dog. If I tried to pull the vacuum downstairs that way, it'd 
smack into one of my ankles and then roll all the way to the bottom, Mort thought. How does she get it to 
do that, I wonder? 
'Hi there, Mrs G.,' he said, and crossed the living room toward the kitchen door. He wanted a Coke. Writing 
shit always made him thirsty. 
'Hello, Mr Rainey.' He had tried to get her to call him Mort, but she wouldn't. She wouldn't even call him 
Morton. Mrs Gavin was a woman of her principles, but her principles had never kept her from calling his 
wife Amy. 
Maybe I should tell her I caught Amy in bed with another man at one of Derry's finer motels, Mort thought 
as he pushed through the swing door. She might go back to calling her Mrs Rainey again, at the very least. 
This was an ugly and mean-spirited thought, the kind of thinking he suspected was at the root of his writing 
problems, but he didn't seem to be able to help it. Perhaps it would also pass ... like the dreams. For some 
reason this idea made him think of a bumper sticker he'd seen once on the back of a very old VW beetle. 
CONSTIPATED - CANNOT PASS, the sticker had read. 
As the kitchen door swung back, Mrs Gavin called: 'I found one of your stories in the trash, Mr Rainey. I 
thought you might want it, so I put it on the counter.' 
'Okay,' he said, having no idea what she might be talking about. He was not in the habit of tossing bad 
manuscripts or frags in the kitchen trash. When he produced a stinker - and lately he had produced more 
than his share - it went either directly to data heaven or into the circular file to the right of his wordprocessing 
station. 
The man with the lined face and round black Quaker hat never even entered his mind. 
He opened the refrigerator door, moved two small Tupperware dishes filled with nameless leftovers, 
discovered a bottle of Pepsi, and opened it as he nudged the fridge door closed with his hip. As he went to 
toss the cap in the trash, he saw the manuscript - its title page was spotted with something that looked like 
orange juice, but otherwise it was all right - sitting on the counter by the Silex. Then he remembered. John 
Shooter, right. Charter member of the Crazy Folks, Mississippi Branch. 
He took a drink of Pepsi, then picked up the manuscript. He put the title page on the bottom and saw this at 
the head of the first page. 
John Shooter 
General Delivery 
Dellacourt, Mississippi 
30 pages 
Approximately 7500 words 
Selling 1st serial rights, North America 
SECRET WINDOW, SECRET GARDEN 
By John Shooter 
The manuscript had been typed on a good grade of bond paper, but the machine must have been a sad case 
- an old office model, from the look, and not very well maintained. Most of the letters were as crooked as 
an old man's teeth. 
He read the first sentence, then the second, then the third, for a few moments clear thought ceased. 
Todd Downey thought that a woman who would steal your love when your love was really all you had was 
not much of a woman. He therefore decided to kill her. He would do it in the deep corner formed when the 
house and the barn came together at an extreme angle - he would do it where his wife kept her garden. 
'Oh shit,' Mort said, and put the manuscript back down. His arm struck the Pepsi bottle. It overturned, 
foaming and fizzing across the counter and running down the cabinet facings. 'Oh SHIT!' he yelled. 
Mrs Gavin came in a hurry, surveyed the situation, and said: 'Oh, that's nothing. I thought from the sound 
that maybe you'd cut your own throat. Move a little, can't you, Mr Rainey?' 
He moved, and the first thing she did was to pick the sheaf of manuscript up off the counter and thrust it 
back into his hands. It was still okay; the soda had run the other way. He had once been a man with a fairly 
good sense of humor - he had always thought so, anyway - but as he looked down at the little pile of paper 
in his hands, the best he could manage was a sour sense of irony. It's like the cat in the nursery rhyme, he 
thought. The one that kept coming back. 
'If you're trying to wreck that,' Mrs Gavin said, nodding at the manuscript as she got a dishrag from under 
the sink, 'you're on the right track.' 
'It's not mine,' he said, but it was funny, wasn't it? Yesterday, when he had almost reached out and taken the 
script from the man who had brought it to him, he'd thought about what an accommodating beast a man 
was. Apparently that urge to accommodate stretched in all directions, because the first thing he'd felt when 
he read those three sentences was guilt ... and wasn't that just what Shooter (if that was really his name) had 
wanted him to feel? Of course it was. You stole my story, he'd said, and weren't thieves supposed to feel 
guilty? 
'Pardon me, Mr Rainey,' Mrs Gavin said, holding up the dishrag. 
He stepped aside so she could get at the spill. 'It's not mine,' he repeated - insisted, really. 
'Oh,' she said, wiping up the spill on the counter and then stepping to the sink to wring out the cloth. 'I 
thought it was.' 
'It says John Shooter,' he said, putting the title page back on top and turning it toward her. 'See?' 
Mrs Gavin favored the title page with the shortest glance politeness would allow and then began wiping the 
cabinet faces. 'Thought it was one of those whatchacallums,' she said. 'Pseudonames. Or nyms. Whatever 
the word is names.' 
'I don't use one,' he said. 'I never have.' 
This time she favored him with a brief glance - country shrewd and slightly amused - before getting down 
on her knees to wipe up the puddle of Pepsi on the floor. 'Don't s'pose you'd tell me if you did,' she said. 
'I'm sorry about the spill,' he said, edging toward the door. 
'My job,' she said shortly. She didn't look up again. Mort took the hint and left. 
He stood in the living room for a moment, looking at the abandoned vacuum cleaner in the middle of the 
rug. In his head he heard the man with the lined face saying patiently, This is between you and me. We don't 
need any outsiders, Mr Rainey. It is strictly between you and me. 
Mort thought of that face, recalled it carefully to a mind which was trained to recall faces and actions, and 
thought: It wasn't just a momentary aberration, or a bizarre way to meet an author he may or may not 
consider famous. He will be back. 
He suddenly headed back into his study, rolling the manuscript into a tube as he went. 
4 
Three of the four study walls were lined with bookshelves, and one of them had been set aside for the 
various editions, domestic and foreign, of his works. He had published six books in all: five novels and a 
collection of short stories. The book of short stories and his first two novels had been well received by his 
immediate family and a few friends. His third novel, The Organ-Grinder's Boy, had been an instant bestseller. 
The early works had been reissued after he became a success, and had done quite well, but they had 
never been as popular as his later books. 
The short-story collection was called Everybody Drops the Dime, and most of the tales had originally been 
published in the men's magazines, sandwiched around pictures of women wearing lots of eye make-up and 
not much else. One of the stories, however, had been published in Ellery Queen's Mystery Magazine. It was 
called 'Sowing Season,' and it was to this story he now turned. 
A woman who would steal your love when your love was all you had wasn't much of a woman - that, at 
least, was Tommy Havelock's opinion. He decided to kill her. He even knew the place he would do it, the 
exact place: the little patch of garden she kept in the extreme angle formed where the house and the barn 
came together. 
Mort sat down and worked his way slowly through the two stories, reading back and forth. By the time he 
was halfway through, he understood he really didn't need to go any further. They varied in diction in some 
places; in many others even that was the same, word for word. Diction aside, they were exactly the same. In 
both of them, a man killed his wife. In both of them, the wife was a cold, loveless bitch who cared only for 
her garden and her canning. In both of them, the killer buried his spousal victim in her garden and then 
tended it, growing a really spectacular crop. In Morton Rainey's version, the crop was beans. In Shooter's, it 
was corn. In both versions, the killer eventually went crazy and was discovered by the police eating vast 
amounts of the vegetable in question and swearing he would be rid of her, that in the end he would finally 
be rid of her. 
Mort had never considered himself much of a horror-story writer - and there was nothing supernatural 
about 'Sowing Season' - but it had been a creepy little piece of work all the same. Amy had finished it with 
a little shiver and said, 'I suppose it's good, but that man's mind ... God, Mort, what a can of worms.' 
That had summed up his own feelings pretty well. The landscape of 'Sowing Season' wasn't one he would 
care to travel through often, and it was no 'Tell-Tale Heart,' but he thought he had done a fair job of 
painting Tom Havelock's homicidal breakdown. The editor at EQ had agreed, and so had the readers - the 
story had generated favorable mail. The editor had asked for more, but Mort had never come up with 
another story even remotely like 'Sowing Season.' 
'I know I can do it,' Tod Downey said, helping himself to another ear of corn from the steaming bowl. 'I'm 
sure that in time all of her will be gone.' 
That was how Shooter's ended. 
'I am confident I can take care of this business,' Tom Havelock told them, and helped himself to another 
portion of beans from the brimming, steaming bowl. 'I'm sure that, in time, her death will be a mystery even 
to me.' 
That was how Mort Rainey's ended. 
Mort closed his copy of Everybody Drops the Dime and replaced it thoughtfully on his shelf of first 
editions. 
He sat down and began to rummage slowly and thoroughly through the drawers of his desk. It was a big 
one, so big the furniture men had had to bring it into the room in sections, and it had a lot of drawers. The 
desk was solely his domain; neither Amy nor Mrs G. had ever set a hand to it, and the drawers were full of 
ten years' worth of accumulated rick-rack. It had been four years since Mort had given up smoking, and if 
there were any cigarettes left in the house, this was where they would be. If he found some, he would 
smoke. just about now, he was crazy for a smoke. If he didn't find any, that was all right, too; going through 
his junk was soothing. Old letters which he'd put aside to answer and never had, what had once seemed so 
important now looking antique, even arcane; postcards he'd bought but never mailed; chunks of manuscript 
in varying stages of completion; half a bag of very elderly Doritos; envelopes; paper-clips; cancelled 
checks. He could sense layers here which were almost geological - layers of summer life frozen in place. 
And it was soothing. He finished one drawer and went on to the next, thinking all the while about John 
Shooter and how John Shooter's story - his story, goddammit! - had made him feel. 
The most obvious thing, of course, was that it had made him feel like he needed a cigarette. This wasn't the 
first time he'd felt that way in the last four years; there had been times when just seeing someone puffing 
away behind the wheel of a car next to his at a stoplight could set off a raging momentary lust for tobacco. 
But the key word there, of course, was 'momentary.' Those feelings passed in a hurry, like fierce rainsqualls 
- five minutes after a blinding silver curtain of rain has dropped out of the sky, the sun is shining again. 
He'd never felt the need to turn in to the next convenience store on his way for a deck of smokes ... or go 
rummaging through his glove compartment for a stray or two as he was now rummaging through his desk. 
He felt guilty, and that was absurd. Infuriating. He had not stolen John Shooter's story, and he knew he 
hadn't - if there had been stealing (and there must have been; for the two stories to be that close without 
prior knowledge on the part of one of the two players was impossible for Mort to believe), then it had been 
Shooter who had stolen from him. 
Of course. 
It was as plain as the nose on his face ... or the round black hat on John Shooter's head. 
Yet he still felt upset, unsettled, guilty ... he felt at a loss in a way for which there was perhaps no word. 
And why? Well ... because... 
At that moment Mort lifted up a Xerox of The Organ-Grinder's Boy manuscript, and there, beneath it, was 
a package of L & M cigarettes. Did they make L & M's anymore? He didn't know. The pack was old, 
crumpled, but definitely not flat. He took it out and looked at it. He reflected that he must have bought this 
particular pack in 1985, according to the informal science of stratification one might call - for want of a 
better word - Deskology. 
He peered inside the pack. He saw three little coffin nails, all in a row. 
Time-travellers from another age, Mort thought. He stuck one of the cigarettes in his mouth, then went out 
into the kitchen to get a match from the box by the stove. Time-travellers from another age, riding up 
through the years, patient cylindrical voyagers, their mission to wait, to persevere, to bide until the proper 
moment to start me on the road to lung cancer again finally arrives. And it seems the time has finally come. 
'It'll probably taste like shit,' he said aloud to the empty house (Mrs Gavin had long since gone home), and 
set fire to the tip of the cigarette. It didn't taste like shit, though. It tasted pretty good. He wandered back 
toward his study, puffing away and feeling pleasantly lightheaded. Ah, the dreadful patient persistence of 
addiction, he thought. What had Hemingway said? Not this August, nor this September - this year you have 
to do what you like. But the time comes around again. It always does. Sooner or later you stick something 
back in your big dumb old mouth again. A drink, a smoke, maybe the barrel of a shotgun. Not this August, 
nor this September ... 
... unfortunately, this was October. 
At an earlier point in his prospecting, he had found an old bottle half full of Planter's Peanuts. He doubted if 
the nuts would be fit to eat, but the lid of the bottle made a fine ashtray. He sat behind his desk, looked out 
at the lake (like Mrs G., the boats which had been out there earlier were gone), relished his old, vile habit, 
and found he could think about John Shooter and John Shooter's story with a little more equanimity. 
The man was one of the Crazy Folks, of course; that was now proven in brass if any further proof had been 
needed. As to how it had made him feel, finding that the similarity actually existed ... 
Well, a story was a thing, a real thing - you could think of it like that, anyway, especially if someone had 
paid you for it - but in another, more important, way, it wasn't a thing at all. It wasn't like a vase, or a chair, 
or an automobile. It was ink on paper, but it wasn't the ink and it wasn't the paper. People sometimes asked 
him where he got his ideas, and although he scoffed at the question, it always made him feel vaguely 
ashamed, vaguely spurious. They seemed to feel there was a Central Idea Dump somewhere (just as there 
was supposed to be an elephant graveyard somewhere, and a fabled lost city of gold somewhere else), and 
he must have a secret map which allowed him to get there and back, but Mort knew better. He could 
remember where he had been when certain ideas came to him, and he knew that the idea was often the 
result of seeing or sensing some odd connection between objects or events or people which had never 
seemed to have the slightest connection before, but that was the best he could do. As to why he should see 
these connections or want to make stories out of them after he had ... to that he hadn't a clue. 
If John Shooter had come to his door and said 'You stole my car' instead of 'You stole my story,' Mort 
would have scotched the idea quickly and decisively. He could have done it even if the two cars in question 
had been the same year, make, model, and color. He would have shown the man in the round black hat his 
automobile registration, invited him to compare the number on the pink slip to the one on the doorpost, and 
sent him packing. 
But when you got a story idea, no one gave you a bill of sale. There was no provenance to be traced. Why 
would there be? Nobody gave you a bill of sale when you got something for free. You charged whoever 
wanted to buy that thing from you - oh yes, all the traffic would bear, and a little more than that, if you 
could, to make up for all the times the bastards shorted you - magazines, newspapers, book publishers, 
movie companies. But the item came to you free, clear, and unencumbered. That was it, he decided. That 
was why he felt guilty even though he knew he hadn't plagiarized Farmer John Shooter's story. He felt 
guilty because writing stories had always felt a little bit like stealing, and probably always would. John 
Shooter just happened to be the first person to show up on his doorstep and accuse him of it right out loud. 
He thought that, subconsciously, he had been expecting something like this for years. 
Mort crushed out his cigarette and decided to take a nap. Then he decided that was a bad idea. It would be 
better, healthier both mentally and physically, to eat some lunch ' read for half an hour or so, and then go 
for a nice long walk down by the lake. He was sleeping too much, and sleeping too much was a sign of 
depression. Halfway to the kitchen, he deviated to the long sectional couch by the window-wall in the 
living room. The hell with it, he thought, putting a pillow under his neck and another one behind his head. I 
Am depressed. 
His last thought before drifting off was a repeat: He's not done with me yet. Oh no, not this guy. He's a 
repeater. 
5 
He dreamed he was lost in a vast cornfield. He blundered from one row to the next, and the sun glinted off 
the watches he was wearing - half a dozen on each forearm, and each watch set to a different time. 
Please help me! he cried. Someone please help me! I'm lost and afraid! 
Ahead of him, the corn on both sides of the row shook and rustled. Amy stepped out from one side. John 
Shooter stepped out from the other. Both of them held knives. 
I am confident I can take care of this business, Shooter said as they advanced on him with their knives 
raised. I'm sure that, in time, your death will be a mystery even to us. 
Mort turned to run, but a hand - Amy's, he was sure - seized him by the belt and pulled him back. And 
when the knives, glittering in the hot sun of this huge secret garden 
6 
It was the telephone which woke him an hour and a quarter later. He struggled out of a terrible dream - 
someone had been chasing him, that was all he could clearly remember - to a sitting position on the couch. 
He was horribly hot; every inch of his skin seemed to be running with sweat. The sun had crept around to 
this side of the house while he was sleeping and had shone in on him through the window-wall for God 
knew how long. 
Mort walked slowly toward the telephone table in the front hall, plodding like a man in a diver's suit 
walking in the bed of a river against the current, his head thumping slowly, his mouth tasting like old dead 
gopher-shit. For every step he took forward, the entrance to the hall seemed to retreat a step, and it occurred 
to Mort, not for the first time, that hell was probably like the way you felt after sleeping too long and too 
hard on a hot afternoon. The worst of it wasn't physical. The worst was that dismaying, disorienting sense 
of being outside yourself, somehow - just an observer looking through dual TV cameras with blurry lenses. 
He picked up the phone thinking it would be Shooter. 
Yeah, it'll be him, all right - the one person in the whole wide world I shouldn't be talking to with my guard 
down and one half of my mind feeling unbuttoned from the other half. Sure tell be him - who else? 
'Hello?' 
It wasn't Shooter, but as he listened to the voice on the other end of the line reply to his greeting, he 
discovered there was at least one other person to whom he had no business talking while in a physically 
vulnerable state. 
'Hello, Mort,' Amy said. 'Are you all right?' 
7 
Some time later that afternoon, Mort donned the extra-large red flannel shirt he used as a jacket in the early 
fall and took the walk he should have taken earlier. Bump the cat followed him long enough to ascertain 
that Mort was serious, then returned to the house. 
He walked slowly and deliberately through an exquisite afternoon which seemed to be all blue sky, red 
leaves, and golden air. He walked with his hands stuffed into his pockets, trying to let the lake's quiet work 
through his skin and calm him down, as it had always done before - he supposed that was the reason he had 
come here instead of staying in New York, as Amy had expected him to do, while they trundled steadily 
along toward divorce. He had come here because it was a magic place, especially in autumn, and he had 
felt, when he arrived, that if there was a sad sack anywhere on the planet who needed a little magic, he was 
that person. And if that old magic failed him now that the writing had turned so sour, he wasn't sure what 
he would do. 
It turned out that he didn't need to worry about it. After awhile the silence and that queer atmosphere of 
suspension which always seemed to possess Tashmore Lake when fall had finally come and the summer 
people had finally gone began to work on him, loosening him up like gently kneading hands. But now he 
had something besides John Shooter to think about; he had Amy to think about as well. 
'Of course I'm all right,' he'd said, speaking as carefully as a drunk trying to convince people that he's sober. 
In truth, he was still so muzzy that he felt a little bit drunk. The shapes of words felt too big in his mouth, 
like chunks of soft, friable rock, and he had proceeded with great care, groping his way through the opening 
formalities and gambits of telephone conversation as if for the first time. 'How are you?' 
'Oh, fine, I'm fine,' she said, and then trilled the quick little laugh which usually meant she was either 
flirting or nervous as hell, and Mort doubted that she was flirting with him - not at this point. The 
realization that she was nervous, too, set him a little more at ease. 'It's just that you're alone down there, and 
almost anything could happen and nobody would know - ' She broke off abruptly. 
'I'm really not alone,' he said mildly. 'Mrs Gavin was here today and Greg Carstairs is always around.' 
'Oh, I forgot about the roof repairs,' Amy said, and for a moment he marvelled at how natural they sounded, 
how natural and undivorced. Listening to us, Mort thought, you'd never guess there's a rogue real-estate 
agent in my bed ... or what used to be my bed. He waited for the anger to come back - the hurt, jealous, 
cheated anger - but only a ghost stirred where those lively if unpleasant feelings had been. 
'Well, Greg didn't forget,' he assured her. 'He came down yesterday and crawled around on the roof for an 
hour and a half.' 
'How bad is it?' 
He told her, and they talked about the roof for the next five minutes or so, while Mort slowly woke up; they 
talked about that old roof as if things were just the same as they always had been, talked about it as if they 
would be spending next summer under the new cedar shingles just as they had spent the last nine summers 
under the old cedar shingles. Mort thought: Gimme a roof, gimme some shingles, and I'll talk to this bitch 
forever. 
As he listened to himself holding up his side of the conversation, he felt a deepening sense of unreality 
settling in. It felt as if he were returning to the half-waking, half-sleeping zombie state in which he had 
answered the phone, and at last he couldn't stand it anymore. If this was some sort of contest to see who 
could go the longest pretending that the last six months had never happened, then he was willing to 
concede. More than willing. 
She was asking where Greg was going to get the cedar shakes and if he would be using a crew from town 
when Mort broke in. 'Why did you call, Amy?' 
There was a moment's silence in which he sensed her trying on responses and then rejecting them, like a 
woman trying on hats, and that did cause the anger to stir again. It was one of the things - one of the few 
things, actually - that he could honestly say he detested in her. That totally unconscious duplicity. 
'I told you why,' she said at last. 'To see if you were all right.' She sounded flustered and unsure of herself 
again, and that usually meant she was telling the truth. When Amy lied, she always sounded as if she was 
telling you the world was round. 'I had one of my feelings - I know you don't believe in them, but I think 
you do know that I get them, and that I believe in them ... don't you, Mort?' There was none of her usual 
posturing or defensive anger, that was the thing -she sounded almost as if she were pleading with him. 
'Yeah, I know that.' 
'Well, I had one. I was making myself a sandwich for lunch, and I had a feeling that you ... that you might 
not be all right. I held off for awhile - I thought it would go away, but it didn't. So I finally called. You are 
all right, aren't you?' 
'Yes,' he said. 
'And nothing's happened?' 
'Well, something did happen,' he said, after only a moment of interior debate. He thought it was possible, 
maybe even likely, that John Shooter (if that's really his name, his mind insisted on adding) had tried to 
make contact with him in Derry before coming down here. Derry, after all, was where he usually was at 
this time of year. Amy might even have sent him down here. 
'I knew it,' she said. 'Did you hurt yourself with that goddam chainsaw? Or - ' 
'Nothing requiring hospitalization,' he said, smiling a little. 'Just an annoyance. Does the name John Shooter 
ring a bell with you, Amy?' 
'No, why?' 
He let an irritated little sigh escape through his closed teeth like steam. Amy was a bright woman, but she 
had always had a bit of a dead-short between her brain and her mouth. He remembered once musing that 
she should have a tee-shirt reading SPEAK NOW, THINK LATER. 'Don't say no right off the bat. Take a 
few seconds and really think about it. The guy is fairly tall, about six feet, and I'd guess he's in his midforties. 
His face looked older, but he moved like a man in his forties. He has a country kind of face. Lots of 
color, lots of sun-wrinkles. When I saw him, I thought he looked like a character out of Faulk - ' 
'What's this all about, Mort?' 
Now he felt all the way back; now he could understand again why, as hurt and confused as he had been, he 
had rejected the urges he felt - mostly at night - to ask her if they couldn't at least try to reconcile their 
differences. He supposed he knew that, if he asked long enough and hard enough, she would agree. But 
facts were facts; there had been a lot more wrong with their marriage than Amy's real-estate salesman. The 
drilling quality her voice had taken on now - that was another symptom of what had killed them. What have 
you done now? the tone under the words asked ... no, demanded. What kind of a mess have you gotten 
yourself into now? Explain yourself. 
He closed his eyes and hissed breath through his closed teeth again before answering. Then he told her 
about John Shooter, and Shooter's manuscript, and his own short story. Amy clearly remembered 'Sowing 
Season,' but said she had never heard of a man named John Shooter - it wasn't the kind of name you forget, 
she said, and Mort was inclined to agree - in her life. And she certainly hadn't seen him. 
'You're sure?' Mort pressed. 
'Yes, I am,' Amy said. She sounded faintly resentful of Mort's continued questioning. 'I haven't seen anyone 
like that since you left. And before you tell me again not to say no right off the bat, let me assure you that I 
have a very clear memory of almost everything that's happened since then.' 
She paused, and he realized she was speaking with an effort now, quite possibly with real pain. That small, 
mean part of him rejoiced. Most of him did not; most of him was disgusted to find even a small part of him 
happy about any of this. That had no effect on the interior celebrant, however. That guy might be outvoted, 
but he also seemed impervious to Mort's - the larger Mort's - attempts to root him out. 
'Maybe Ted saw him,' he said. Ted Milner was the real-estate agent. He still found it hard to believe she 
had tossed him over for a real-estate agent, and he supposed that was part of the problem, part of the 
conceit which had allowed things to progress to this point in the first place. He certainly wasn't going to 
claim, especially to himself, that he had been as innocent as Mary's little lamb, was he? 
'Is that supposed to be funny?' Amy sounded angry, ashamed, sorrowful, and defiant all at the same time. 
'No,' he said. He was beginning to feel tired again. 
'Ted isn't here,' she said. 'Ted hardly ever comes here. I ... I go to his place.' 
Thank you for sharing that with me, Amy, he almost said, and choked it off. It would be nice to get out of at 
least one conversation without a swap of accusations. So he didn't say thanks for sharing and he didn't say 
that'll change and most of all he didn't ask what in the hell's the matter with you, Amy? 
Mostly because she might then have asked the same thing of him. 
8 
She had suggested he call Dave Newsome, the Tashmore constable - after all, the man might be dangerous. 
Mort told her he didn't think that would be necessary, at least not yet, but if 'John Shooter' called by again, 
he would probably give Dave a jingle. After a few more stilted amenities, they hung up. He could tell she 
was still smarting over his oblique suggestion that Ted might currently be sitting in Mortybear's chair and 
sleeping in Mortybear's bed, but he honestly didn't know how he could have avoided mentioning Ted 
Milner sooner or later. The man had become a part of Amy's life, after all. And she had called him, that was 
the thing. She had gotten one of her funny feelings and called him. 
Mort reached the place where the lakeside path forked, the righthand branch climbing the steep bank back 
up to Lake Drive. He took that branch, walking slowly and savoring the fall color. As he came around the 
final curve in the path and into sight of the narrow ribbon of blacktop, he was somehow not surprised to see 
the dusty blue station wagon with the Mississippi plates parked there like an oft-whipped dog chained to a 
tree, nor the lean figure of John Shooter propped against the right front mudguard with his arms folded 
across his chest. 
Mort waited for his heartbeat to speed up, for the surge of adrenaline into his body, but his heart went on 
maintaining its normal beat, and his glands kept their own counsel - which, for the time being, seemed to be 
to remain quiet. 
The sun, which had gone behind a cloud, came out again, and fall colors which had already been bright 
now seemed to burst into flame. His own shadow reappeared, dark and long and clearcut. Shooter's round 
black hat looked blacker, his blue shirt bluer, and the air was so clear the man seemed scissored from a 
swatch of reality that was brighter and more vital than the one Mort knew as a rule. And he understood that 
he had been wrong about his reasons for not calling Dave Newsome - wrong, or practicing a little deception 
- on himself as well as on Amy. The truth was that he wanted to deal with this matter himself. Maybe just 
to prove to myself that there are things I still deal with, he thought, and started up the hill again toward 
where John Shooter was leaning against his car and waiting for him. 
9 
His walk along the lake path had been both long and slow, and Amy's call hadn't been the only thing Mort 
had thought about as he picked his way over or around the occasional downed tree or paused to skip the 
occasional flat stone across the water (as a boy he had been able to get a really good one - what they called 
'a flattie' - to skip as many as nine times, but today four was the most he'd been able to manage). He had 
also thought about how to deal with Shooter, when and if Shooter turned up again. 
It was true he had felt a transient - or maybe not-so-transient - guilt when he saw how close to identical the 
two stories were, but he had worked that one out; it was only the generalized guilt he guessed all writers of 
fiction felt from time to time. As for Shooter himself, the only feelings he had were annoyance, anger . . . 
and a kind of relief. He was full of an unfocussed rage; had been for months. It was good to finally have a 
donkey to pin this rotten, stinking tail on. 
Mort had heard the old saw about how, if four hundred monkeys banged away on four hundred typewriters 
for four million years, one of them would produce the complete works of Shakespeare. He didn't believe it. 
Even if it were true, John Shooter was no monkey and he hadn't been alive anywhere near that long, no 
matter how lined his face was. 
So Shooter had copied his story. Why he had picked 'Sowing Season' was beyond Mort Rainey's powers of 
conjecture, but he knew that was what had happened because he had ruled out coincidence, and he knew 
damned well that, while he might have stolen that story, like all his others, from The Great Idea Bank of the 
Universe, he most certainly had not stolen it from Mr John Shooter of the Great State of Mississippi. 
Where, then, had Shooter copied it from? Mort thought that was the most important question; his chance to 
expose Shooter as a fake and a cheat might lie buried within the answer to it. 
There were only two possible answers, because 'Sowing Season' had only been published twice - first in 
Ellery Queen's Mystery Magazine, and then in his collection, Everybody Drops the Dime. The dates of 
publication for the short stories in a collection are usually listed on the copyright page at the front of the 
book, and this format had been followed in Everybody Drops the Dime. He had looked up the 
acknowledgement for 'Sowing Season' and found that it had been originally published in the June, 1980, 
issue of EQMM. The collection, Everybody Drops the Dime, had been issued by St Martin's Press in 1983. 
There had been subsequent printings since then - all but one of them in paperback - but that didn't matter. 
All he really had to work with were those two dates 1980 and 1983 ... and his own hopeful belief that, aside 
from agents and publishing-company lawyers, no one paid much attention to those lines of fine print on the 
copyright page. 
Hoping that this would prove true to John Shooter, hoping that Shooter would simply assume - as most 
general readers did - that a story he had read for the first time in a collection had no prior existence, Mort 
approached the man and finally stood before him on the edge of the road. 
10 
'I guess you must have had a chance to read my story by now,' Shooter said. He spoke as casually as a man 
commenting on the weather. 
'I did.' 
Shooter nodded gravely. 'I imagine it rang a bell, didn't it?' 
'It certainly did,' Mort agreed, and then, with studied casualness: 'When did you write it?' 
'I thought you'd ask that,' Shooter said. He smiled a secret little smile, but said no more. His arms remained 
crossed over his chest, his hands laid against his sides just below the armpits. He looked like a man who 
would be perfectly content to remain where he was forever, or at least until the sun sank below the horizon 
and ceased to warm his face. 
'Well, sure,' Mort said, still casually. 'I have to, you know. When two fellows show up with the same story, 
that's serious.' 
'Serious,' Shooter agreed in a deeply meditative tone of voice. 
'And the only way to sort a thing like that out,' Mort continued, 'to decide who copied from whom, is to 
find out who wrote the words first.' He fixed Shooter's faded blue eyes with his own dry and 
uncompromising gaze. Somewhere nearby a chickadee twittered self-importantly in a tangle of trees and 
was then quiet again. 'Wouldn't you say that's true?' 
'I suppose I would,' Shooter agreed. 'I suppose that's why I came all the way up here from Miss'ippi.' 
Mort heard the rumble of an approaching vehicle. They both turned in that direction, and Tom Greenleafs 
Scout came over the nearest hill, pulling a little cyclone of fallen leaves behind it. Tom, a hale and healthy 
Tashmore native of seventy-something, was the caretaker for most of the places on this side of the lake that 
Greg Carstairs didn't handle. Tom raised one hand in salute as he passed. Mort waved back. Shooter 
removed one hand from its resting place and tipped a finger at Tom in a friendly gesture which spoke in 
some obscure way of a great many years spent in the country, of the uncountable and unrecollected number 
of times he had saluted the passing drivers of passing trucks and tractors and tedders and balers in that 
exact same casual way. Then, as Tom's Scout passed out of sight, he returned his hand to his ribcage so that 
his arms were crossed again. As the leaves rattled to rest on the road, his patient, unwavering, almost 
eternal gaze came back to Mort Rainey's face once more. 'Now what were we saying?' he asked almost 
gently. 
'We were trying to establish provenance,' Mort said. 'That means -' 
'I know what it means,' Shooter said, favoring Mort with a glance which was both calm and mildly 
contemptuous. 'I know I am wearing shitkicker clothes and driving a shitkicker car, and I come from a long 
line of shitkickers, and maybe that makes me a shitkicker myself, but it doesn't necessarily make me a 
stupid shitkicker.' 
'No,' Mort agreed. 'I don't guess it does. But being smart doesn't necessarily make you honest, either. In 
fact, I think it's more often apt to go the other way.' 
'I could figure that much out from you, had I not known it,' Shooter said dryly, and Mort felt himself flush. 
He didn't like to be zinged and rarely was, but Shooter had just done it with the effortless ease of an 
experienced shotgunner popping a clay pigeon. 
His hopes of trapping Shooter dropped. Not all the way to zero, but quite a considerable way. Smart and 
sharp were not the same things, but he now suspected that Shooter might be both. Still, there was no sense 
drawing this out. He didn't want to be around the man any longer than he had to be. In some strange way he 
had looked forward to this confrontation, once he had become sure that another confrontation was 
inevitable - maybe only because it was a break in a routine which had already become dull and unpleasant. 
Now he wanted it over. He was no longer sure John Shooter was crazy - not completely, anyway - but he 
thought the man could be dangerous. He was so goddam implacable. He decided to take his best shot and 
get it over with - no more dancing around. 
'When did you write your story, Mr Shooter?' 
'Maybe my name's not Shooter,' the man said, looking faintly amused. 'Maybe that's just a pen name.' 
'I see. What's your real one?' 
'I didn't say it wasn't; I only said maybe. Either way, that's not part of our business.' He spoke serenely, 
appearing to be more interested in a cloud which was making its way slowly across the high blue sky and 
toward the westering sun. 
'Okay,' Mort said, 'but when you wrote that story is.' 
'I wrote it seven years ago,' he said, still studying the cloud - it had touched the edge of the sun now and 
had acquired a gold fringe. 'In 1982.' 
Bingo, Mort thought. Wily old bastard or not, he stepped right into the trap after all. He got the story out 
of the collection, all right. And since Everybody Drops the Dime was published in 1983, he thought any 
date before then had to be safe. Should have read the copyright page, old son. 
He waited for a feeling of triumph, but there was none. Only a muted sense of relief that this nut could be 
sent on his merry way with no further fuss or muss. Still, he was curious; it was the curse of the writing 
class. For instance, why that particular story, a story which was so out of his usual run, so downright 
atypical? And if the guy was going to accuse him of plagiarism, why settle for an obscure short story when 
he could have cobbled up the same sort of almost identical manuscript of a best-seller like The 
OrganGrinder's Bay? That would have been juicy; this was almost a joke. 
I suppose knocking off one of the novels would have been too much like work, 
Mort thought. 
'Why did you wait so long?' he asked. 'I mean, my book of short stories was published in 1983, and that's 
six years ago. Going on seven now.' 
'Because I didn't know,' Shooter said. He removed his gaze from the cloud and studied Mort with that 
discomfiting look of faint contempt again. 'A man like you, I suppose that kind of man just assumes that 
everyone in America, if not everyone in every country where his books are published, reads what he has 
written.' 
'I know better than that, I think,' Mort said, and it was his turn to be dry. 
'But that's not true,' Shooter went on, ignoring what Mort had said in his scarily serene and utterly fixated 
way. 'That is not true at all. I never saw that story until the middle of June. This June.' 
Mort thought of saying: Well, guess what, Johnny-me-bay? I never saw my wife in bed with another man 
until the middle of May! Would it knock Shooter off his pace if he actually did say something like that out 
loud? 
He looked into the man's face and decided not. The serenity had burned out of those faded eyes the way 
mist burns off the hills on a day which is going to be a real scorcher. Now Shooter looked like a 
fundamentalist preacher about to ladle a large helping of fire and brimstone upon the trembling, downcast 
heads of his flock, and for the first time Mort Rainey felt really and personally afraid of the man. Yet he 
was also still angry. The thought he'd had near the end of his first encounter with 'John Shooter' now 
recurred: scared or not, he was damned if he was just going to stand here and take it while this man accused 
him of theft -especially now that the falsity had been revealed out of the man's own mouth. 
'Let me guess,' Mort said. 'A guy like you is a little too picky about what he reads to bother with the sort of 
trash I write. You stick to guys like Marcel Proust and Thomas Hardy, right? At night, after the milking's 
done, you like to fire up one of those honest country kerosene lamps, plunk it down on the kitchen table - 
which is, of course, covered with a homey red-and-whitechecked tablecloth - and unwind with a little Tess 
or Remembrance of Things Past. Maybe on the weekend you let your hair down a little, get a little funky, 
and drag out some Erskine Caldwell or Annie Dillard. It was one of your friends who told you about how 
I'd copied your honestly wrought tale. Isn't that how the story goes, Mr Shooter ... or whatever your name 
is?' 
His voice had taken on a rough edge, and he was surprised to find himself on the edge of real fury. But, he 
discovered, not totally surprised. 
'Nope. I don't have any friends.' Shooter spoke in the dry tone of a man who is only stating a fact. 'No 
friends, no family, no wife. I've got a little place about twenty miles south of Perkinsburg, and I do have a 
checked tablecloth on my kitchen table - now that you mention it - but we got electric lights in our town. I 
only bring out the kerosenes when there's a storm and the lines go down.' 
'Good for you,' Mort said. 
Shooter ignored the sarcasm. 'I got the place from my father, and added to it with a little money that came 
to me from my gram. I do have a dairy herd, about twenty milkers, you were right about that, too, and in 
the evenings I write stories. I suppose you've got one of those fancy computers with a screen, but I make do 
with an old typewriter.' 
He fell silent, and for a moment they could both hear the crisp rustle of the leaves in the light late-afternoon 
wind that had sprung up. 
'As for your story being the same as mine, I found that out all on my own hook. You see, I'd been thinking 
about selling the farm. Thinking that with a little more money, I could write days, when my mind's fresh, 
instead of just after dark. The realtor in Perkinsburg wanted me to meet a fellow up in Jackson, who owns a 
lot of dairy farms in Miss'ippi. I don't like to drive more than ten or fifteen miles at a time - it gives me a 
headache, especially when some of it's city driving, because that's where they let all the fools loose - and so 
I took the bus. I got ready to get on, and then remembered I hadn't brought anything to read. I hate a long 
bus ride without something to read.' 
Mort found himself nodding involuntarily. He also hated a ride - bus, train, plane, or car - without 
something to read, something a little more substantial than the daily paper. 
'There isn't any bus station in Perkinsburg - the Greyhound just stops at the Rexall for five minutes or so 
and then it's down the road. I was already inside the door of that 'hound and starting up the steps when I 
realized I was empty-handed. I asked the bus driver if he'd hold it for me and he said he was damned if he 
would, he was late already, and he was pulling out in another three minutes by his pocket-watch. If I was 
with him, that would be fine by him, and if I wasn't, then I could kiss his fanny when we met up again.' 
He TALKS like a storyteller, Mort thought. Be damned if he doesn't. He tried to cancel this thought - it 
didn't seem to be a good way to be thinking - and couldn't quite do it. 
'Well, I ran inside that drugstore. They've got one of those old fashioned wire paperback racks in the 
Perkinsburg Rexall, the ones that turn around and around, just like the one in the little general store up the 
road from you.' 
'Bowie's?' 
Shooter nodded. 'That's the place, all right. Anyway, I grabbed the first book my hand happened on. Could 
have been a paperback Bible, for all I saw of the cover. But it wasn't. It was your book of short stories. 
Everybody Drops the Dime. And for all I know, they were your short stories. All but that one.' 
Stop this now. He's working up a head of steam, so spike his boiler right now. 
But he discovered. he didn't want to. Maybe Shooter was a writer. He fulfilled both of the main 
requirements: he told a tale you wanted to hear to the end, even if you had a pretty good idea what the end 
was going to be, and he was so full of shit he squeaked. 
Instead of saying what he should have said - that even if Shooter was by some wild stretch of the 
imagination telling the truth, he, Mort, had beaten him to that miserable story by two years - he said: 'So 
you read "Sowing Season" on a Greyhound bus while you were going to Jackson to sell your dairy farm 
last June.' 
'No. The way it happened, I read it on the way back. I sold the farm and went back on the Greyhound with 
a check for sixty thousand dollars in my pocket. I'd read the first half a dozen stories going down. I didn't 
think they were any great shakes, but they passed the time.' 
'Thank you.' 
Shooter studied him briefly. 'Wasn't offering you any real compliment.' 
'Don't I know it.' 
Shooter thought about this for a moment, then shrugged. 'Anyway, I read two more going back ... and then 
that one. My story.' 
He looked at the cloud, which was now an airy mass of shimmering gold, and then back at Mort. His face 
was as dispassionate as ever, but Mort suddenly understood he had been badly mistaken in believing this 
man possessed even the slightest shred of peace or serenity. What he had mistaken for those things was the 
iron mantle of control Shooter had donned to keep himself from killing Morton Rainey with his bare hands. 
The face was dispassionate, but his eyes blazed with the deepest, wildest fury Mort had ever seen. He 
understood that he had stupidly walked up the path from the lake toward what might really be his own 
death at this fellow's hands. Here was a man mad enough - in both senses of that word - to do murder. 
'I am surprised no one has taken that story up with you before - it's not like any of the others, not a bit.' 
Shooter's voice was still even, but Mort now recognized it as the voice of a man laboring mightily to keep 
from striking out, bludgeoning, perhaps throttling; the voice of a man who knows that all the incentive he 
would ever need to cross the line between talking and killing would be to hear his own voice begin to spiral 
upward into the registers of cheated anger; the voice of a man who knows how fatally easy it would be to 
become his own lynch-mob. 
Mort suddenly felt like a man in a dark room which is crisscrossed with hair-thin tripwires, all of them 
leading to packets of high explosive. It was hard to believe that only moments ago he had felt in charge of 
this situation. His problems - Amy, his inability to write - now seemed like unimportant figures in an 
unimportant landscape. In a sense, they had ceased to be problems at all. He only had one problem now, 
and that was staying alive long enough to get back to his house, let alone long enough to see the sun go 
down. 
He opened his mouth, then closed it again. There was nothing he dared to say, not now. The room was full 
of tripwires. 
'I am very surprised,' Shooter repeated in that heavy even voice that now sounded like a hideous parody of 
calmness. 
Mort heard himself say: 'My wife. She didn't like it. She said that it wasn't like anything I'd ever written 
before.' 
'How did you get it?' Shooter asked slowly and fiercely. 'That's what I really want to know. How in hell did 
a big-money scribbling asshole like you get down to a little shitsplat town in Mississippi and steal my 
goddam story? I'd like to know why, too, unless you stole all the other ones as well, but the how of it'll be 
enough to satisfy me right now.' 
The monstrous unfairness of this brought Mort's own anger back like an unslaked thirst. For a moment he 
forgot that he was out here on Lake Drive, alone except for this lunatic from Mississippi. 
'Drop it,' he said harshly. 
'Drop it?' Shooter asked, looking at Mort with a kind of clumsy amazement. 'Drop it? What in hell do you 
mean, drop it?' 
'You said you wrote your story in 1982,' Mort said. 'I think I wrote mine in late 1979. I can't remember the 
exact date, but I do know that it was published for the first time in June of 1980. In a magazine. I beat you 
by two years, Mr Shooter or whatever your name is. If anyone here has got a bitch about plagiarism, it's 
me.' 
Mort did not precisely see the man move. At one moment they were standing by Shooter's car, looking at 
each other; at the next he found himself pressed against the driver's door, with Shooter's hands wrapped 
around his upper arms and Shooter's face pressed against his own, forehead to forehead. In between his two 
positions, there was only a blurred sensation of being first grabbed and then whirled. 
'You lie,' Shooter said, and on his breath was a dry whiff of cinnamon. 
'The fuck I do,' Mort said, and lunged forward against the man's pressing weight. 
Shooter was strong, almost certainly stronger than Mort Rainey, but Mort was younger, heavier, and he had 
the old blue station wagon to push against. He was able to break Shooter's hold and send him stumbling 
two or three steps backward. 
Now he'll come for me, Mort thought. Although he hadn't had a fight since a schoolyard you-pull-me-and- 
I'll-push-you scuffle back in the fourth grade, he was astounded to find his mind was clear and cool. We're 
going to duke it out over that dumb fucking story. Well, okay; I wasn't doing anything else today anyhow. 
But it didn't happen. Shooter raised his hands, looked at them, saw they were knotted into fists ... and 
forced them to open. Mort saw the effort it took for the man to reimpose that mantle of control, and felt a 
kind of awe. Shooter put one of his open palms to his mouth and wiped his lips with it, very slowly and 
very deliberately. 
'Prove it,' he said. 
'All right. Come back to the house with me. I'll show you the entry on the copyright page of the book.' 
'No,' Shooter said. 'I don't care about the book, I don't care a pin for the book. Show me the story. Show me 
the magazine with the story in it, so I can read it for myself.' 
'I don't have the magazine here.' 
He was about to say something else, but Shooter turned his face up toward the sky and uttered a single bark 
of laughter. The sound was as dry as an axe splitting kindling wood. 'No,' he said. The fury was still blazing 
and dancing in his eyes, but he seemed in charge of himself again. 'No, I bet you don't.' 
'Listen to me,' Mort said. 'Ordinarily, this is just a place my wife and I come in the summer. I have copies 
of my books here, and some foreign editions, but I've published in a lot of magazines as well - articles and 
essays as well as stories. Those magazines are in our year-round house. The one in Derry.' 
'Then why aren't you there?' Shooter asked. In his eyes Mort read both disbelief and a galling satisfaction - 
it was clear that Shooter had expected him to try and squirm his way out of it, and in Shooter's mind, that 
was just what Mort was doing. Or trying to do. 
'I'm here because - ' He stopped. 'How did you know I'd be here?' 
'I just looked on the back of the book I bought,' Shooter said, and Mort could have slapped his own 
forehead in frustration and sudden understanding. Of course - there had been a picture of him on the back 
of both the hardcover and paperback editions of Everybody Drops the Dime. Amy had taken it herself, and 
it had been an excellent shot. He was in the foreground; the house was in the middle distance; Tashmore 
Lake was in the background. The caption had read simply, Morton Rainey at his home in western Maine. 
So Shooter had come to western Maine, and he probably hadn't had to visit too many small-town bars 
and/or drugstores before he found someone who said, 'Mort Rainey? Hell, yes! Got a place over in 
Tashmore. Personal friend of mine, in fact!' 
Well, that answered one question, anyway. 
'I'm here because my wife and I got a divorce,' he said. 'It just became final. She stayed in Derry. Any other 
year, the house down here would have been empty.' 
'Uh-huh,' Shooter said. His tone of voice infuriated Mort all over again. You're lying, it said, but in this case 
it doesn't much matter. Because I knew you'd lie. After all, lying is mostly what you're about, isn't it? 'Well, 
I would have found you, one place or the other.' 
He fixed Mort with a flinty stare. 
'I would have found you if you'd moved to Brazil.' 
'I believe that,' Mort said. 'Nevertheless, you are mistaken. Or conning me. I'll do you the courtesy of 
believing it's only a mistake, because you seem sincere enough - ' 
Oh God, didn't he. 
' - but I published that story two years before you say you wrote it.' 
He saw that mad flash in Shooter's eyes again, and then it was gone. Not extinguished but collared, the way 
a man might collar a dog with an evil nature. 
'You say this magazine is at your other house?' 
'Yes.' 
'And the magazine has your story in it.' 
'Yes.' 
'And the date of that magazine is June, 1980.' 
'Yes.' 
Mort had felt impatient with this laborious catechism (there was a long, thoughtful pause before each 
question) at first, but now he felt a little hope: it was as if the man was trying to teach himself the truth of 
what Mort had said ... a truth, Mort thought, that part of 'John Shooter' must have known all along, because 
the almost exact similarity between the two stories was not coincidence. He still believed that firmly, but he 
had come around to the idea that Shooter might have no conscious memory of committing the plagiarism. 
Because the man was clearly mad. 
He wasn't quite as afraid as he had been when he first saw the hate and fury dancing in Shooter's eyes, like 
the reflection of a barn-fire blazing out of control. When he pushed the man, he had staggered backward, 
and Mort thought that if it came to a fight, he could probably hold his own ... or actually put his man on the 
ground. 
Still, it would be better if it didn't come to that. In an odd, backhand sort of way, he had begun to feel a bit 
sorry for Shooter. 
That gentleman, meanwhile, was stolidly pursuing his course. 
'This other house - the one your wife has now - it's here in Maine, too?' 
'Yes.' 
'She's there?' 
'Yes.' 
There was a much longer pause this time. In a weird way, Shooter reminded Mort of a computer processing 
a heavy load of information. At last he said: 'I'll give you three days.' 
'That's very generous of you,' Mort said. 
Shooter's long upper lip drew back from teeth too even to be anything but mail-order dentures. 'Don't you 
make light of me, son,' he said. 'I'm trying my best to hold my temper, and doing a pretty good job of it, but 
-' 
'You!' Mort cried at him. 'What about me? This is unbelievable! You come out of nowhere and make just 
about the most serious accusation a man can make against a writer, and when I tell you I've got proof you're 
either mistaken or lying through your damned teeth, you start patting yourself on the back for holding your 
temper! Unbelievable!' 
Shooter's eyelids drooped, giving him a sly look. 'Proof?' he said. 'I don't see no proof. I hear you talking, 
but talking ain't proof.' 
'I told you!' Mort shouted. He felt helpless, like a man trying to box cobwebs. 'I explained all that!' 
Shooter looked at Mort for a long moment, then turned and reached through the open window of his car. 
'What are you doing?' Mort asked, his voice tight. Now he felt the adrenaline dump into his body, readying 
him for fight or flight ... probably the latter, if Shooter was reaching for the big handgun Mort suddenly saw 
in the eye of his imagination. 
'Just gettin m'smokes,' Shooter said. 'Hold your water.' 
When he pulled his arm out of the car, he had a red package of Pall Malls in his hand. He had taken them 
off the dashboard. 'Want one?' 
'I have my own,' Mort said rather sulkily, and took the ancient pack of L & M's from the pocket beneath the 
red flannel overshirt. 
They lit up, each from his own pack. 
'If we keep on this way, we're going to have a fight,' Shooter said finally. 'I don't want that.' 
'Well, Jesus, neither do I' 
'Part of you does,' Shooter contradicted. He continued to study Mort from beneath his dropped lids with 
that expression of country shrewdness. 'Part of you wants just that. But I don't think it's just me or my story 
that's making you want to fight. You have got some other bee under your blanket that's got you all riled up, 
and that is making this harder. Part of you wants to fight, but what you don't understand is that, if we do 
start to fight, it's not going to end until one or the other of us is dead.' 
Mort looked for signs that Shooter was exaggerating for effect and saw none. He suddenly felt cold along 
the base of his spine. 
'So I'm going to give you three days. You call your ex and get her to send down the magazine with your 
story in it, if there is such a magazine. And I'll be back. There isn't any magazine, of course; I think we both 
know that. But you strike me as a man who needs to do some long, hard thinking.' 
He looked at Mort with a disconcerting expression of stern pity. 
'You didn't believe anybody would ever catch you out, did you?' he asked. 'You really didn't.' 
'If I show you the magazine, will you go away?' Mort asked. He was speaking more to himself than to 
Shooter. 'I guess what I really want to know is whether or not it's even worth it.' 
Shooter abruptly opened his car door and slid in behind the wheel. Mort found the speed with which the 
man could move a little creepy. 'Three days. Use it the way you like, Mr Rainey.' 
He started the engine. It ran with the low wheeze characteristic of valves which need to be reground, and 
the tang of oilsmoke from the old tailpipe polluted the air of the fading afternoon. 'Right is right and fair is 
fair. The first thing is to get you to a place where you see I have really got you, and you can't wiggle out of 
this mess the way you've probably been wiggling out of the messes you have made all your life. That's the 
first thing.' 
He looked at Mort expressionlessly out of the driver's-side window. 
'The second thing,' he said, 'is the real reason I come.' 
'What's that?' Mort heard himself say. It was strange and not a little infuriating, but he felt that sensation of 
guilt creeping relentlessly over him again, as if he really had done the thing of which this rustic lunatic was 
accusing him. 
'We'll talk about it,' Shooter said, and threw his elderly station wagon in gear. 'Meantime, you think about 
what's right and what's fair.' 
'You're nuts!' Mort shouted, but Shooter was already rolling up Lake Drive toward where it spilled out onto 
Route 23. 
He watched until the wagon was out of sight, then walked slowly back to the house. It felt emptier and 
emptier in his mind as he drew closer and closer to it. The rage and the fear were gone. He felt only cold, 
tired, and homesick for a marriage which no longer was, and which, it now began to seem to him, had 
never been at all. 
The telephone started ringing when he was halfway along the driveway which ran down the steep hill from 
Lake Drive to the house. Mort broke into a run, knowing he wasn't going to make it but running anyway, 
cursing himself for his foolish reaction. Talk about Pavlov's dogs! 
He had opened the screen door and was fumbling with the knob of the inside door when the phone silenced. 
He stepped in, closed the door behind him, and looked at the telephone, which stood on a little antique desk 
Amy had picked up at a flea market in Mechanic Falls. He could, in that moment, easily imagine that the 
phone was looking back at him with studied mechanical impatience: Don't ask me, boss - I don't make the 
news ' I only report it. He thought that he ought to buy one of those machines that take messages ... or 
maybe not. When he thought about it carefully, he realized that the telephone was hardly his favorite 
gadget. If people really wanted you, they eventually called back. 
He made himself a sandwich and a bowl of soup and then discovered he didn't want them. He. felt lonely, 
unhappy, and mildly infected by John Shooter's craziness. He was not much surprised to find that the sum 
of these feelings was sleepiness. He began to cast longing glances at the couch. 
Okay, an interior voice whispered. Remember, though -you can run but you can't hide. This shit is still 
gonna be here when you wake up. 
That was very true, he thought, but in the meantime, it would all be gone, gone, blessedly gone. The one 
thing you could definitely say for short-term solutions was that they were better than nothing. He decided 
he would call home (his mind persisted in thinking of the Derry house as home, and he suspected that was a 
circumstance which would not soon change), ask Amy to pull the copy of EQMM with 'Sowing Season' in 
it and send it down by express mail. Then he would sack on the couch for a couple of hours. He would arise 
around seven or so, go into the study refreshed, and write a little more shit. 
And shit i's all you will write, with that attitude, the interior voice reproached him. 
'Fuck you,' Mort told it - one of the few advantages to living alone, so far as he could see, was that you 
could talk to yourself right out loud without having anyone wonder if you were crazy or what. 
He picked up the phone and dialled the Derry number. He listened to the customary clicks of the longdistance 
connection being made, and then that most irritating of all telephone sounds: the dah-dah-dah of a 
busy signal. Amy was on the telephone with someone, and when Amy really got going, a conversation 
could go on for hours. Possibly days. 
'Oh, fuck, great!' Mort cried, and jacked the handset back into the cradle hard enough to make the bell 
jingle faintly. 
So - what now, little man? 
He supposed he could call Isabelle Fortin who lived across the street, but that suddenly seemed like too 
much work and a pain in the ass besides. Isabelle was already so deeply into his and Amy's breakup that 
she was doing everything but taking home movies. Also, it was already past five o'clock - the magazine 
couldn't actually start to move along the postal channel between Derry and Tashmore until tomorrow 
morning no matter what time it was mailed today. He would try Amy later on this evening, and if the line to 
the house was busy again (or if Amy was, perchance, still on the same call), he would call Isabelle with the 
message after all. For the moment, the siren-song of the couch in the living room was too strong to be 
denied. 
Mort pulled the phone jack - whoever had tried to call him just as he was coming down the driveway would 
have to wait a little longer, please and thank you - and strolled into the living room. 
He propped the pillows in their familiar positions, one behind his head and one behind his neck, and looked 
out at the lake, where the sun was setting at the end of a long and spectacular golden track. I have never felt 
so lonely and so utterly horrible in my whole life, he thought with some amazement. Then his lids closed 
slowly over his slightly bloodshot eyes, and Mort Rainey, who had yet to discover what true horror was all 
about, fell asleep. 
12 
He dreamed he was in a classroom. 
It was a familiar classroom, although he couldn't have said just why. He was in the classroom with John 
Shooter. Shooter was holding a grocery bag in the curve of one arm. He took an orange out of the bag and 
bounced it reflectively up and down in his hand. He was looking in Mort's direction, but not at Mort; his 
gaze seemed fixed on something beyond Mort's shoulder. Mort turned and saw a cinderblock wall and a 
blackboard and a door with a frosted-glass upper panel. After a moment he could puzzle out the backward 
writing on the frosted glass. 
WELCOME TO THE SCHOOL OF HARD KNOCKS 
it said. The writing on the blackboard was easier to read. 
SOWING SEASON 
A Short Story by Morton Rainey 
it said. 
Suddenly something whizzed over Mort's shoulder, just missing his head. The orange. As Mort cringed 
back, the orange struck the blackboard, burst open with a rotten squashing sound, and splattered gore across 
what had been written there. 
He turned back to Shooter. Stop that! he cried in a shaky, scolding voice. 
Shooter dipped into his bag again. What's the matter? Shooter asked in his calm, stern voice. Don't you 
recognize blood oranges when you see them? What kind of writer are you? 
He threw another one. It splattered crimson across Mort's name and began to drip slowly down the wall. 
No more! Mort screamed, but Shooter dipped slowly, implacably, into the bag again. His long, callused 
fingers sank into the skin of the orange he brought out; blood began to sweat its way onto the orange's skin 
in pinprick droplets. 
No more! No more! Please! No more! I'll admit it, I'll admit anything. everything, if you just stop! 
Anything, if you'll just stop! If you'll 
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stop, if you'll just stop - 
He was falling. 
Mort grabbed at the edge of the couch just in time to save himself a short and probably painful trip to the 
living-room floor. He rolled toward the back of the couch and simply lay there for a moment, clutching the 
cushions, shivering, and trying to grasp at the ragged tails of the dream. 
Something about a classroom, and blood oranges, and the school of hard knocks. Even this was going, and 
the rest was already gone. It had been real, whatever it was. Much too real. 
At last he opened his eyes, but there was precious little to see; he had slept until long past sundown. He was 
horribly stiff, especially at the base of his neck, and he suspected he had been asleep at least four hours, 
maybe five. He felt his way cautiously to the living-room light-switch, managing to avoid the octagonal 
glass-topped coffee table for a change (he had an idea the coffee table was semi-sentient, and given to 
shifting its position slightly after dark, the better to hack away at his shins), and then went into the front 
hall to try Amy again. On the way, he checked his watch. It was quarter past ten. He had slept over five 
hours ... nor was this the first time. And he wouldn't even pay for it by tossing and turning all night, judging 
by past experience, he would be asleep as soon as his head hit the pillow in the bedroom. 
He picked up the phone, was momentarily puzzled by the dead silence in his ear. then remembered he had 
yanked the damn thing's fang. He pulled the wire through his fingers until he got to the jack, turned around 
to plug it in ... and paused. From here he could look out the small window to the left of the door. This gave 
him an angle of vision on the back porch, where the mysterious and unpleasant Mr Shooter had left his 
manuscript under a rock yesterday. He could also see the garbage cabinet, and there was something on it - 
two somethings, actually. A white something and a dark something. The dark something looked nasty; for 
one frightening second, Mort thought a giant spider was crouched there. 
He dropped the phone cord and turned on the porch light in a hurry. Then there was a space of time - he 
didn't know just how long and didn't care to know -when he was incapable of further movement. 
The white thing was a sheet of paper - a perfectly ordinary 8 1/2" x 11" sheet of typing paper. Although the 
garbage cabinet was a good fifteen feet away from where Mort was standing, the few words on it were 
printed in large strokes and he could read them easily. He thought Shooter must have used either a pencil 
with an extremely soft lead or a piece of artist's charcoal. REMEMBER, YOU HAVE 3 DAYS, the 
message read. I AM NOT JOKING. 
The black thing was Bump. Shooter had apparently broken the cat's neck before nailing him to the roof of 
the garbage cabinet with a screwdriver from Mort's own toolshed. 
14 
He wasn't aware of breaking the paralysis which held him. At one moment he was standing frozen in the 
hall by the telephone table, looking out at good old Bump, who seemed to have grown a screwdriver handle 
in the middle of his chest, where there was a ruff of white fur - what Amy had liked to call Bump's bib. At 
the next he was standing in the middle of the porch with the chilly night air biting through his thin shirt, 
trying to look six different ways at once. 
He forced himself to stop. Shooter was gone, of course. That's why he had left the note. Nor did Shooter 
seem like the kind of nut who would enjoy watching Mort's obvious fear and horror. He was a nut, all right, 
but one which had fallen from a different tree. He had simply used Bump, used him on Mort the way a 
farmer might use a crowbar on a stubborn rock in his north forty. There was nothing personal in it; it was 
just a job that had to be done. 
Then he thought of how Shooter's eyes had looked that afternoon and shivered violently. No, it was 
personal, all right. It was all kinds of personal. 
'He believes I did it,' Mort whispered to the cold western Maine night, and the words came out in ragged 
chunks, bitten off by his chattering teeth. 'The crazy son of a bitch really believes I did it.' 
He approached the garbage cabinet and his stomach rolled over like a dog doing a trick. Cold sweat broke 
out on his forehead, and he wasn't sure he could take care of what needed taking care of. Bump's head was 
cocked far to the left, giving him a grotesque questioning look. His teeth, small, neat, and needle-sharp, 
were bared. There was a little blood around the blade of the screwdriver at the point where it was driven 
into his 
(bib) 
ruff, but not very much. Bump was a friendly cat; if Shooter had approached him, Bump would not have 
shied away. And that was what Shooter must have done, Mort thought, and wiped the sick sweat off his 
forehead. He had picked the cat up, snapped its neck between his fingers like a Popsicle stick, and then 
nailed it to the slanting roof of the garbage cabinet, all while Mort Rainey slept, if not the sleep of the just, 
that of the unheeding. 
Mort crumpled up the sheet of paper, stuffed it in his back pocket, then put his hand on Bump's chest. The 
body, not stiff and not even entirely cold, shifted under his hand. His stomach rolled again, but he forced 
his other hand to close around the screwdriver's yellow plastic handle and pull it free. 
He tossed the screwdriver onto the porch and held poor old Bump in his right hand like a bundle of rags. 
Now his stomach was in free fall, simply rolling and rolling and rolling. He lifted one of the two lids on top 
of the garbage cabinet, and secured it with the hook-and-eyelet that kept the heavy lid from crashing down 
on the arms or head of whoever was depositing trash inside. Three cans were lined up within. Mort lifted 
the lid from the center one and deposited Bump's body gently inside. It lay draped over the top of an olivegreen 
Hefty bag like a fur stole. 
He was suddenly furious with Shooter. If the man had appeared in the driveway at that second, Mort would 
have charged him without a second thought - driven him to the ground and choked him if he could. 
Easy - it really is catching. 
Maybe it was. And maybe he didn't care. It wasn't just that Shooter had killed his only companion in this 
lonely October house by the lake; it was that he had done it while Mort was asleep, and in such a way that 
good old Bump had become an object of revulsion, something it was hard not to puke over. 
Most of all it was the fact that he had been forced to put his good cat in a garbage can like a piece of 
worthless trash. 
I'll bury him tomorrow. Right over in that soft patch to the left of the house. In sight of the lake. 
Yes, but tonight Bump would lie in undignified state on top of a Hefty bag in the garbage cabinet because 
some man - some crazy son of a bitch - could be out there, and the man had a grudge over a story Mort 
Rainey hadn't even thought of for the last five years or so. The man was crazy, and consequently Mort was 
afraid to bury Bump tonight, because, note or no note, Shooter might be out there. 
I want to kill him. And if the crazy bastard pushes me much more, I might just try to do it. 
He went inside, slammed the door, and locked it. Then he walked deliberately through the house, locking 
all the doors and windows. When that was done, he went back to the window by the porch door and stared 
pensively out into the darkness. He could see the screwdriver lying on the boards, and the dark round hole 
the blade had made when Shooter plunged it into the right-hand lid of the garbage cabinet. 
All at once he remembered he had been about to try Amy again. 
He plugged the jack into the wall. He dialled rapidly, fingers tapping the old familiar keys which added up 
to home, and wondered if he would tell Amy about Bump. 
There was an unnaturally long pause after the preliminary clicks. He was about to hang up when there was 
one final click - so loud it was almost a thud - followed by a robot voice telling him that the number he had 
dialled was out of service. 
'Wonderful,' he muttered. 'What the hell did you do, Amy? Use it until it broke?' 
He pushed the disconnect button down, thinking he would have to call Isabelle Fortin after all, and while he 
was conning his memory for her number, the telephone rang in his hand. 
He hadn't realized how keyed up he was until that happened. He gave a screaky little cry and skipped 
backward, dropping the telephone handset on the floor and then almost tripping over the goddam bench 
Amy had bought and put by the telephone table, the bench absolutely no one, including Amy herself, ever 
used. 
He pawed out with one hand, grabbed the bookcase, and kept himself from falling. Then he snatched up the 
phone and said, 'Hello? Is that you, Shooter?' For in that moment, when it seemed that the whole world was 
slowly but surely turning topsy-turvy, he couldn't imagine who else it could be. 
'Mort?' It was Amy, and she was nearly screaming. He knew the tone very well from the last two years of 
their marriage. It was either frustration or fury, more likely the latter. 'Mort, is that you? Is it you, for God's 
sake? Mort? ' 
'Yes, it's me,' he said. He suddenly felt weary. 
'Where in the hell have you been? I've been trying to get you for the last three hours!' 
'Asleep,' he said. 
'You pulled the jack.' She spoke in the tired but accusatory tone of one who had been down this road 
before. 'Well, you picked a great time to do it this time, champ.' 
'I tried to call you around five -' 
'I was at Ted's.' 
'Well, somebody was there,' he said. 'Maybe 
'What do you mean, someone was there?' she asked, whiplash quick. 'Who was there?' 
'How the hell would I know, Amy? You're the one in Derry, remember? You Derry, me Tashmore. All I 
know is that the line was busy when I tried to call you. If you were over at Ted's, then I assume Isabelle - ' 
'I'm still at Ted's,' she said, and now her voice was queerly flat. 'I guess I'll be at Ted's for quite awhile to 
come, like it or not. Someone burned our house down, Mort. Someone burned it right to the ground.' And 
suddenly Amy began to cry. 
15 
He had become so fixated on John Shooter that his immediate assumption, as he stood numbly in the 
hallway of the one remaining Rainey home with the telephone screwed against his ear, was that Shooter 
had burned the house down. Motive? Why, certainly, officer. He burned the house, a restored Victorian 
worth about $800,000, to get rid of a magazine. Ellery Queen's Mystery Magazine, to be precise; June of 
1980 issue. 
But could it have been Shooter? Surely not. The distance between Derry and Tashmore was over a hundred 
miles, and Bump's body had still been warm and flexible, the blood around the screwdriver blade tacky but 
not yet dry. 
If he hurried 
Oh, quit it, why don't you? Pretty soon you'll be blaming Shooter for your divorce and thinking you've been 
sleeping sixteen hours out of every twenty-four because Shooter has been putting Phenobarb in your food. 
And after that? You can start writing letters to the paper saying that America's cocaine kingpin is a 
gentleman from Crow's Ass Mississippi named John Shooter. That he killed Jimmy Hoffa and also 
happened to be the famous second gun who fired at Kennedy from the grassy knoll in November of 1963. 
The man's crazy, okay ... but do you really think he drove a hundred miles north and massacred your 
goddam house in order to kill a magazine? Especially when there must be copies of that magazine still in 
existence all across America? Get serious. 
But still ... if he hurried ... 
No. It was ridiculous. But, Mort suddenly realized, he wouldn't be able to show the man his goddam proof, 
would he? Not unless... 
The study was at the back of the house; they had converted what had once been the loft of the carriagebarn. 
'Amy,' he said. 
'It's so horrible!' she wept. 'I was at Ted's and Isabelle called ... she said there were at least fifteen fire 
trucks there ... hoses spraying . . . crowds ... rubberneckers ... gawkers ... you know how I hate it when 
people come and gawk at the house, even when it's not burning down . . .' 
He had to bite down hard on the insides of his cheeks to stifle a wild bray of laughter. To laugh now would 
be the worst thing, the cruellest thing he could possibly do, because he did know. His success at his chosen 
trade after the years of struggle had been a great and fulfilling thing for him; he sometimes felt like a man 
who has won his way through a perilous jungle where most other adventurers perish and has gained a 
fabulous prize by so doing. Amy had been glad for him, at least initially, but for her there had been a bitter 
downside: the loss of her identity not only as a private person but as a separate person. 
'Yes,' he said as gently as he could, still biting at his cheeks to protect against the laughter which 
threatened. If he laughed, it would be at her unfortunate choice of phrasing, but she wouldn't see it that 
way. So often during their years together she had misinterpreted his laughter. 'Yes, I know, hon. Tell me 
what happened.' 
'Somebody burned down our house!' Amy cried tearily. 'That's what happened!' 
'Is it a total loss?' 
'Yes. That's what the fire chief said.' He could hear her gulping, trying to get herself under control, and then 
her tears stormed out again. 'It b-burned fuh-fuh-flat!' 
'Even my study?' 
'That's w-where it st-started,' she sniffled. 'At least, that's what the fire chief said they thought. And it fits 
with what Patty saw.' 
'Patty Champion?' 
The Champions owned the house next to the Raineys' on the right; the two lots were separated by a belt of 
yew trees that had slowly run wild over the years. 
'Yes. just a second, Mort.' 
He heard a mighty honk as she blew her nose, and when she came back on the line, she seemed more 
composed. 'Patty was walking her dog, she told the firemen. This was a little while after it got dark. She 
walked past our house and saw a car parked under the portico. Then she heard a crash from inside, and saw 
fire in your big study window.' 
'Did she see what kind of car it was?' Mort asked. He felt sick in the pit of his stomach. As the news sank 
in, the John Shooter business began to dwindle in size and importance. It wasn't just the goddam June, 
1980, issue of EQMM; it was almost all his manuscripts, both those which had been published and those 
which were incomplete, it was most of his first editions, his foreign editions, his contributors' copies. 
Oh, but that was only the start. They had lost their books, as many as four thousand volumes. All of Amy's 
clothes would have burned, if the damage was as bad as she said it was, and the antique furniture she had 
collected - sometimes with his help, but mostly on her own - would all be cinders and clinkers now. Her 
jewelry and their personal papers - insurance policies and so on - would probably be okay (the safe hidden 
at the back of the upstairs closet was supposed to be fireproof), but the Turkish rugs would be ash, the 
thousand or so videotapes melted lumps of plastic, the audio-visual equipment ... his clothes ... their 
photographs, thousands of them ... 
Good Christ, and the first thing he'd thought of was that goddam magazine. 
'No,' Amy was saying, answering the question he had almost forgotten asking in his realization of how 
enormous the personal loss must be, 'she couldn't tell what kind of car it was. She said she thought 
somebody must have used a Molotov cocktail, or something like that. Because of the way the fire came up 
in the window right after the sound of breaking glass. She said she started up the driveway and then the 
kitchen door opened and a man ran out. Bruno started to bark at him, but Patty got scared and pulled him 
back, although she said he just about ripped the leash out of her hand. 
'Then the man got into the car and started it up. He turned on the headlights, and Patty said they almost 
blinded her. She threw her arm up to shield her eyes and the car just roared out from under the portico ... 
that's what she said . . . and she squeezed back against our front fence and pulled Bruno as hard as she 
could, or the man would have hit him. Then he turned out of the driveway and drove down the street, fast.' 
'And she never saw what kind of car it was?' 
'No. First it was dark, and then, when the fire started to shine through your study window, the headlights 
dazzled her. She ran back to the house and called the fire department. Isabelle said they came fast, but you 
know how old our house is ... was ... and ... and how fast dry wood burns ... especially if you use gasoline . 
. .' 
Yes, he knew. Old, dry, full of wood, the house had been an arsonist's wet dream. But who? If not Shooter, 
who? This terrible news, coming on top of the day's events like a hideous dessert at the end of a loathsome 
meal, had almost completely paralyzed his ability to think. 
'He said it was probably gasoline ... the fire chief, I mean ... he was there first, but then the police came, and 
they kept asking questions, Mort, most about you ... about any enemies you might have made ... enemies ... 
and I said I didn't think you h-had any enemies ... I tried to answer all his questions . . .' 
'I'm sure you did the best job you could,' he said gently. 
She went on as if she hadn't heard him, speaking in breathless ellipses, like a telegraph operator relating 
dire news aloud just as it spills off the wire. 'I didn't even know how to tell them we were divorced . . . and 
of course they didn't know ... it was Ted who had to tell them finally ... Mort ... my mother's Bible ... it was 
on the nightstand in the bedroom ... there were pictures in it of my family ... and ... and it was the only thing 
... only thing of hers I h-h-had . . .' 
Her voice dissolved into miserable sobs. 
'I'll be up in the morning,' he said. 'If I leave at seven, I can be there by nine-thirty. Maybe by nine, now 
that there's no summer traffic. Where will you stay tonight? At Ted's?' 
'Yes,' she said, sniffing. 'I know you don't like him, Mort, but I don't know what I would have done without 
him tonight ... how I could have handled it ... you know ... all their questions . . .' 
'Then I'm glad you had him,' he said firmly. He found the calmness, the civilization, in his voice really 
astounding. 'Take care of yourself. Have you got your pills?' She'd had a tranquilizer prescription for the 
last six years of their marriage, but only took them when she had to fly ... or, he remembered, when he had 
some public function to fulfill. One which required the presence of the Designated Spouse. 
'They were in the medicine cabinet,' she said dully. 'It doesn't matter. I'm not stressed. just heartsick.' 
Mort almost told her he believed they were the same thing, and decided not to. 
'I'll be there as soon as I can,' he said. 'If you think I could do something by coming tonight - ' 
'No,' she said. 'Where should we meet? Ted's?' 
Suddenly, unbidden, he saw his hand holding a chambermaid's passkey. Saw it turning in the lock of a 
motel-room door. Saw the door swinging open. Saw the surprised faces above the sheet, Amy's on the left, 
Ted Milner's on the right. His blow-dried look had been knocked all aslant and asprawl by sleep, and to 
Mort he had looked a little bit like Alfalfa in the old Little Rascals short subjects. Seeing Ted's hair in sleep 
corkscrews like that had also made the man look really real to Mort for the first time. He had seen their 
dismay and their bare shoulders. And suddenly, almost randomly, he thought: A woman who would steal 
your love when your love was really all you had 
'No,' he said, 'not Ted's. What about that little coffee shop on Witcham Street?' 
'Would you prefer I came alone?' She didn't sound angry, but she sounded ready to be angry. How well I 
know her, he thought. Every move, every lift and drop of her voice, every turn of phrase. And how well she 
must know me. 
'No,' he said. 'Bring Ted. That'd be fine.' Not fine, but he could live with it. He thought. 
'Nine-thirty, then,' she said, and he could hear her standing down a little. 'Marchman's.' 
'Is that the name of that place?' 
'Yes - Marchman's Restaurant.' 
'Okay. Nine-thirty or a little earlier. If I get there first, I'll chalk a mark on the door -' 
'-and if I get there first, I'll rub it out,' she finished the old catechism, and they both laughed a little. Mort 
found that even the laugh hurt. They knew each other, all right. Wasn't that what the years together were 
supposed to be for? And wasn't that why it hurt so goddam bad when you discovered that, not only could 
the years end, they really had? 
He suddenly thought of the note which had been stuck under one of the garbage cabinet's shake shingles - 
REMEMBER, YOU HAVE 3 DAYS. I AM NOT JOKING. He thought of saying, I've had a little trouble 
of my own down here, Amy, and then knew he couldn't add that to her current load of woe. It was his 
trouble. 
'If it had happened later, at least you would have saved your stuff,' she was saying. 'I don't like to think 
about all the manuscripts you must have lost, Mort. If you'd gotten the fireproof drawers two years ago, 
when Herb suggested them, maybe - ' 
'I don't think it matters,' Mort said. 'I've got the manuscript of the new novel down here.' He did, too. All 
fourteen shitty, wooden pages of it. 'To hell with the rest. I'll see you tomorrow, Amy. I 
(love you) 
He closed his lips over it. They were divorced. Could he still love her? It seemed almost perverse. And 
even if he did, did he have any right to say so? 
'I'm sorry as hell about this,' he told her instead. 
'So am I, Mort. So very sorry.' She was starting to cry again. Now he could hear someone - a woman, 
probably Isabelle Fortin - comforting her. 
'Get some sleep, Amy.' 
'You, too.' 
He hung up. All at once the house seemed much quieter than it had on any of the other nights he had been 
here alone; he could hear nothing but the night wind whispering around the eaves and, very far off, a loon 
calling on the lake. He took the note out of his pocket, smoothed it out, and read it again. It was the sort of 
thing you were supposed to put aside for the police. In fact, it was the sort of thing you weren't even 
supposed to touch until the police had had a chance to photograph it and work their juju on it. It was - ruffle 
of drums and blast of trumpets, please - EVIDENCE. 
Well, fuck it, Mort thought, crumpling it up again. No police. Dave Newsome, the local constable, probably 
had trouble remembering what he'd eaten for breakfast by the time lunch rolled around, and he couldn't see 
taking the matter to either the county sheriff or the State Police. After all, it wasn't as though an attempt had 
been made on his life; his cat had been killed, but a cat wasn't a person. And in the wake of Amy's 
devastating news, John Shooter simply didn't seem as important anymore. He was one of the Crazy Folks, 
he had a bee in his bonnet, and he might be dangerous ... but Mort felt more and more inclined to try and 
handle the business himself, even if Shooter was dangerous. Especially if he was dangerous. 
The house in Derry took precedence over John Shooter and John Shooter's crazy ideas. It even took 
precedence over who had done the deed - Shooter or some other fruitcake with a grudge, a mental problem, 
or both. The house, and, he supposed, Amy. She was clearly in bad shape, and it couldn't hurt either of 
them for him to offer her what comfort he could. Maybe she would even ... 
But he closed his mind to any speculation of what Amy might even do. He saw nothing but pain down that 
road. Better to believe that road was closed for good. 
He went into the bedroom, undressed, and lay down with his hands behind his head. The loon called again, 
desperate and distant. It occurred to him again that Shooter could be out there, creeping around, his face a 
pale circle beneath his odd black hat. Shooter was nuts, and although he had used his hands and a 
screwdriver on Bump, that did not preclude the possibility that he still might have a gun. 
But Mort didn't think Shooter was out there, armed or not. 
Calls, he thought. I'll have to make at least two on my way up to Deny. One to Greg Carstairs and one to 
Herb Creekmore. Too early to make them from here if I leave at seven, but I could use one of the pay 
phones at the Augusta tollbooths ... 
He turned over on his side, thinking it would be a long time before he fell asleep tonight after all ... and 
then sleep rolled over him in a smooth dark wave, and if anyone came to peer in on him as he slept, he did 
not know it. 
16 
The alarm got him up at six-fifteen. He took half an hour to bury Bump in the sandy patch of ground 
between the house and the lake, and by seven he was rolling, just as planned. He was ten miles down the 
road and heading into Mechanic Falls, a bustling metropolis which consisted of a textile mill that had 
closed in 1970, five thousand souls, and a yellow blinker at the intersection of Routes 23 and 7, when he 
noticed that his old Buick was running on fumes. He pulled into Bill's Chevron, cursing himself for not 
having checked the gauge before setting out - if he had gotten through Mechanic Falls without noticing 
how low the gauge had fallen, he might have had a pretty good walk for himself and ended up very late for 
his appointment with Amy. 
He went to the pay phone on the wall while the pump jockey tried to fill the Buick's bottomless pit. He dug 
his battered address book out of his left rear pocket and dialled Greg Carstairs's number. He thought he 
might actually catch Greg in this early, and he was right. 
'Hello?' 
'Hi, Greg - Mort Rainey.' 
'Hi, Mort. I guess you've got some trouble up in Derry, huh?' 
'Yes,' Mort said. 'Was it on the news?' 
'Channel 5.' 
'How did it look?' 
'How did what look?' Greg replied. Mort winced ... but if he had to hear that from anybody, he was glad it 
had been Greg Carstairs. He was an amiable, long-haired ex-hippie who had converted to some fairly 
obscure religious sect - the Swedenborgians, maybe - not long after Woodstock. He had a wife and two 
kids, one seven and one five, and so far as Mort could tell, the whole family was as laid back as Greg 
himself. You got so used to the man's small but constant smile that he looked undressed on the few 
occasions he was without it. 
'That bad, huh?' 
'Yes,' Greg said simply. 'It must have gone up like a rocket. I'm really sorry, man.' 
'Thank you. I'm on my way up there now, Greg. I'm calling from Mechanic Falls. Can you do me a favor 
while I'm gone?' 
'If you mean the shingles, I think they'll be in by-' 
'No, not the shingles. Something else. There's been a guy bothering me the last two or three days. A 
crackpot. He claims I stole a story he wrote six or seven years ago. When I told him I'd written my version 
of the same story before he claims to have written his, and told him I could prove it, he got wiggy. I was 
sort of hoping I'd seen the last of him, but no such luck. Last evening, while I was sleeping on the couch, he 
killed my cat.' 
'Bump?' Greg sounded faintly startled, a reaction that equalled roaring surprise in anyone else. 'He killed 
Bump?' 
'That's right.' 
'Did you talk to Dave Newsome about it?' 
'No, and I don't want to, either. I want to handle him myself, if I can.' 
'The guy doesn't exactly sound like a pacifist, Mort.' 
'Killing a cat is a long way from killing a man,' Mort said, 'and I think maybe I could handle him better than 
Dave.' 
'Well, you could have something there,' Greg agreed. 'Dave's slowed down a little since he turned seventy. 
What can I do for you, Mort?' 
'I'd like to know where the guy is staying, for one thing.' 
'What's his name?' 
'I don't know. The name on the story he showed me was John Shooter, but he got cute about that later on, 
told me it might be a pseudonym. I think it is - it sounds like a pseudonym. Either way, I doubt if he's 
registered under that name if he's staying at an area motel.' 
'What does he look like?' 
'He's about six feet tall and forty-something. He's got a kind of weatherbeaten face - sun-wrinkles around 
his eyes and lines going down from the corners of the mouth, kind of bracketing the chin.' 
As he spoke, the face of 'John Shooter' floated into his consciousness with increasing clarity, like the face 
of a spirit swimming up to the curved side of a medium's crystal ball. Mort felt gooseflesh prick the backs 
of his hands and shivered a little. A voice in his midbrain kept muttering that he was either making a 
mistake or deliberately misleading Greg. Shooter was dangerous, all right. He hadn't needed to see what the 
man had done to Bump to know that. He had seen it in Shooter's eyes yesterday afternoon. Why was he 
playing vigilante, then? 
Because, another, deeper, voice answered with a kind of dangerous firmness. Just because, that's all. 
The midbrain voice spoke up again, worried: Do you mean to hurt him? Is that what this is all about? Do 
you mean to hurt him? 
But the deep voice would not answer. It had fallen silent. 
'Sounds like half the farmers around here,' Greg was saying doubtfully. 
'Well, there's a couple of other things that may help pick him out,' Mort said. 'He's Southern, for one thing - 
got an accent on him that sticks out a mile. He wears a big black hat - felt, I think - with a round crown. It 
looks like the kind of hat Amish men wear. And he's driving a blue Ford station wagon, early or midsixties. 
Mississippi plates.' 
'Okay - better. I'll ask around. If he's in the area, somebody'll know where. Outta-state plates stand out this 
time of year.' 
'I know.' Something else crossed his mind suddenly. 'You might start by asking Tom Greenleaf. I was 
talking to this Shooter yesterday on Lake Drive, about half a mile north of my place. Tom came along in 
his Scout. He waved at us when he went by, and both of us waved back. Tom must have gotten a damned 
fine look at him.' 
'Okay. I'll probably see him up at Bowie's Store if I drop by for a coffee around ten.' 
'He's been there, too,' Mort said. 'I know, because he mentioned the paperback book-rack. It's one of the 
old-fashioned ones.' 
'And if I track him down, what?' 
'Nothing,' Mort said. 'Don't do a thing. I'll call you tonight. Tomorrow night I should be back at the place on 
the lake. I don't know what the hell I can do up in Derry, except scuffle through the ashes.' 
'What about Amy?' 
'She's got a guy,' Mort said, trying not to sound stiff and probably sounding that way just the same. 'I guess 
what Amy does next is something the two of them will have to work out.' 
'Oh. Sorry.' 
'No need to be,' Mort said. He looked over toward the gas islands and saw that the jockey had finished 
filling his tank and was now washing the Buick's windshield, a sight he had never expected to witness again 
in his lifetime. 
'Handling this guy yourself ... are you really sure it's what you want to do?' 
'Yes, I think so,' Mort said. 
He hesitated, suddenly understanding what was very likely going on in Greg's mind: he was thinking that if 
he found the man in the black hat and Mort got hurt as a result, he, Greg, would be responsible. 
'Listen, Greg - you could go along while I talk to the guy, if you wanted to.' 
'I might just do that,' Greg said, relieved. 
'It's proof he wants,' Mort said, 'so I'll just have to get it for him.' 
'But you said you had proof.' 
'Yes, but he didn't exactly take my word for it. I guess I'm going to have to shove it in his face to get him to 
leave me alone.' 
'Oh.' Greg thought it over. 'The guy really is crazy, isn't he?' 
'Yes indeed.' 
'Well, I'll see if I can find him. Give me a call tonight.' 
'I will. And thanks, Greg.' 
'Don't mention it. A change is as good as a rest.' 
'So they say.' 
He told Greg goodbye and checked his watch. It was almost seven thirty, and that was much too early to 
call Herb Creekmore, unless he wanted to pry Herb out of bed, and this wasn't that urgent. A stop at the 
Augusta tollbooths would do fine. He walked back to the Buick, replacing his address book and digging out 
his wallet. He asked the pump jockey how much he owed him. 
'That's twenty-two fifty, with the cash discount,' the jockey said, and then looked at Mort shyly. 'I wonder if 
I could have your autograph, Mr Rainey? I've read all your books.' 
That made him think of Amy again, and how Amy had hated the autograph seekers. Mort himself didn't 
understand them, but saw no harm in them. For her they had seemed to sum up an aspect of their lives 
which she found increasingly hateful. Toward the end, he had cringed inwardly every time someone asked 
that question in Amy's presence. Sometimes he could almost sense her thinking: If you love me, why don't 
you STOP them? As if he could, he thought. His job was to write books people like this guy would want to 
read ... or so he saw it. When he succeeded at that, they asked for autographs. 
He scribbled his name on the back of a credit slip for the pump jockey (who had, after all, actually washed 
his windshield) and reflected that if Amy had blamed him for doing something they liked - and he thought 
that, on some level she herself might not be aware of, she had - he supposed he was guilty. But it was only 
the way he had been built. 
Right was right, after all, just as Shooter had said. And fair was fair. 
He got back into his car and drove off toward Derry. 
17 
He paid his seventy-five cents at the Augusta toll plaza, then pulled into the parking area by the telephones 
on the far side. The day was sunny, chilly, and windy - coming out of the southwest from the direction of 
Litchfield and running straight and unbroken across the open plain where the turnpike plaza lay, that wind 
was strong enough to bring tears to Mort's eyes. He relished it, all the same. He could almost feel it blowing 
the dust out of rooms inside his head which had been closed and shuttered too long. 
He used his credit card to call Herb Creekmore in New York - the apartment, not the office. Herb wouldn't 
actually make it to James and Creekmore, Mort Rainey's literary agency, for another hour or so, but Mort 
had known Herb long enough to guess that the man had probably been through the shower by now and was 
drinking a cup of coffee while he waited for the bathroom mirror to unsteam so he could shave. 
He was lucky for the second time in a row. Herb answered in a voice from which most of the sleep-fuzz 
had departed. Am I on a roll this morning, or what? Mort thought, and grinned into the teeth of the cold 
October wind. Across the four lanes of highway, he could see men stringing snowfence in preparation for 
the winter which lay just over the calendar's horizon. 
'Hi, Herb,' he said. 'I'm calling you from a pay telephone outside the Augusta toll plaza. My divorce is final, 
my house in Derry burned flat last night, some nut killed my cat, and it's colder than a well-digger's belt 
buckle - are we having fun yet?' 
He hadn't realized how absurd his catalogue of woes sounded until he heard himself reciting them aloud, 
and he almost laughed. jesus, it was cold out here, but didn't it feel good! Didn't it feel clean! 
'Mort?' Herb said cautiously, like a man who suspects a practical joke. 
'At your service,' Mort said. 
'What's this about your house?' 
'I'll tell you, but only once. Take notes if you have to, because I plan to be back in my car before I freeze 
solid to this telephone.' He began with John Shooter and John Shooter's accusation. He finished with the 
conversation he'd had with Amy last night. 
Herb, who had spent a fair amount of time as Mort and Amy's guest (and who had been entirely dismayed 
by their breakup, Mort guessed), expressed his surprise and sorrow at what had happened to the house in 
Derry. He asked if Mort had any idea who had done it. Mort said he didn't. 
'Do you suspect this guy Shooter?' Herb asked. 'I understand the significance of the cat being killed only a 
short time before you woke up, but -' 
'I guess it's technically possible, and I'm not ruling it out completely,' Mort said, 'but I doubt it like hell. 
Maybe it's only because I can't get my mind around the idea of a man burning down a twenty-four-room 
house in order to get rid of a magazine. But I think it's mostly because I met him. He really believes I stole 
his story, Herb. I mean, he has no doubts at all. His attitude when I told him I could show him proof was 
"Go ahead, motherfucker, make my day." ' 
'Still ... you called the police, didn't you?' 
'Yeah, I made a call this morning,' Mort said, and while this statement was a bit disingenuous, it was not an 
out-and-out lie. He had made a call this morning. To Greg Carstairs. But if he told Herb Creekmore, whom 
he could visualize sitting in the living room of his New York apartment in a pair of natty tweed pants and a 
strap-style tee-shirt, that he intended to handle this himself, with only Greg to lend a hand, he doubted if 
Herb would understand. Herb was a good friend, but he was something of a stereotype: Civilized Man, latetwentieth-
century model, urban and urbane. He was the sort of man who believed in counselling. The sort 
of man who believed in meditation and mediation. The sort of man who believed in discussion when reason 
was present, and the immediate delegation of the problem to Persons in Authority when it was absent. To 
Herb, the concept that sometimes a man has got to do what a man has got to do was one which had its place 
... but its place was in movies starring Sylvester Stallone. 
'Well, that's good.' Herb sounded relieved. 'You've got enough on your plate without worrying about some 
psycho from Mississippi. If they find him, what will you do? Have him charged with harassment?' 
'I'd rather convince him to take his persecution act and put it on the road,' Mort said. His feeling of cheery 
optimism, so unwarranted but indubitably real, persisted. He supposed he would crash soon enough, but for 
the time being, he couldn't stop grinning. So he wiped his leaking nose with the cuff of his coat and went 
right on doing it. He had forgotten how good it could feel to have a grin pasted onto your kisser. 
'How will you do that?' 
'With your help, I hope. You've got files of my stuff, right?' 
'Right, but - ' 
'Well, I need you to pull the June, 1980, issue of Ellery Queen's Mystery Magazine. That's the one with 
"Sowing Season" in it. I can't very well pull mine because of the fire, so - ' 
'I don't have it,' Herb said mildly. 
'You don't?' Mort blinked. This was one thing he hadn't expected. 'Why not?' 
'Because 1980 was two years before I came on board as your agent. I have at least one copy of everything I 
sold for you, but that's one of the stories you sold yourself.' 
'Oh, shit!' In his mind's eye, Mort could see the acknowledgment for 'Sowing Season' in Everybody Drops 
the Dime. Most of the other acknowledgments contained the line, 'Reprinted by permission of the author 
and the author's agents, James and Creekmore.' The one for 'Sowing Season' (and two or three other stories 
in the collection) read only, 'Reprinted by permission of the author.' 
'Sorry,' Herb said. 
'Of course I sent it in myself - I remember writing the query letter before I submitted. It's just that it seems 
like you've been my agent forever.' He laughed a little then and added, 'No offense.' 
'None taken,' Herb said. 'Do you want me to make a call to EQMM? They must have back issues.' 
'Would you?' Mort asked gratefully. 'That'd be great.' 
'I'll do it first thing. Only -' Herb paused. 
'Only what?' 
'Promise me you're not planning to confront this guy on your own once you have a copy of the printed story 
in hand.' 
'I promise,' Mort agreed promptly. He was being disingenuous again, but what the hell - he had asked Greg 
to come along when he did it, and Greg had agreed, so he wouldn't be alone. And Herb Creekmore was his 
literary agent, after all, not his father. How he handled his personal problems wasn't really Herb's concern. 
'Okay,' Herb said. 'I'll take care of it. Call me from Derry, Mort - maybe it isn't as bad as it seems.' 
'I'd like to believe that.' 
'But you don't?' 
'Afraid not.' 
'Okay.' Herb sighed. Then, diffidently, he added: 'Is it okay to ask you to give Amy my best?' 
'It is, and I will.' 
'Good. You go on and get out of the wind, Mort. I can hear it shrieking in the receiver. You must be 
freezing.' 
'Getting there. Thanks again, Herb.' 
He hung up and looked thoughtfully at the telephone for a moment. He'd forgotten that the Buick needed 
gas, which was minor, but he'd also forgotten that Herb Creekmore hadn't been his agent until 1982, and 
that wasn't so minor. Too much pressure, he supposed. It made a man wonder what else he might have 
forgotten. 
The voice in his mind, not the midbrain voice but the one from the deep ranges. spoke up suddenly: What 
about stealing the story in the first place? Maybe you forgot that. 
He snorted a laugh as he hurried back to his car. He had never been to Mississippi in his life, and even now, 
stuck in a writer's block as he was. he was a long way from stooping to plagiarism. He slid behind the 
wheel and started the engine, reflecting that a person's mind certainly got up to some weird shit every now 
and again. 
18 
Mort didn't believe that people - even those who tried to be fairly honest with themselves - knew when 
some things were over. He believed they often went on believing, or trying to believe, even when the 
handwriting was not only on the wall but writ in letters large enough to read a hundred yards away without 
a spyglass. If it was something you really cared about and felt that you needed, it was easy to cheat, easy to 
confuse your life with TV and convince yourself that what felt so wrong would eventually come right . . . 
probably after the next commercial break. He supposed that, without its great capacity for self-deception, 
the human race would be even crazier than it already was. 
But sometimes the truth crashed through, and if you had consciously tried to think or dream your way 
around that truth, the results could be devastating. it was like being there when a tidal wave roared not over 
but straight through a dike which had been set in its way, smashing it and you flat. 
Mort Rainey experienced one of these cataclysmic epiphanies after the representatives of the police and fire 
departments had gone and he and Amy and Ted Milner were left alone to walk slowly around the smoking 
ruin of the green Victorian house which had stood at 92 Kansas Street for one hundred and thirty-six years. 
It was while they were making that mournful inspection tour that he understood that his marriage to the 
former Amy Dowd of Portland, Maine, was over. It was no 'period of marital stress.' It was no 'trial 
separation.' It was not going to be one of those cases you heard of from time to time where both parties 
repented their decision and remarried. It was over. Their lives together were history. Even the house where 
they had shared so many good times was nothing but evilly smouldering beams tumbled into the cellar-hole 
like the teeth of a giant. 
Their meeting at Marchman's, the little coffee shop on Witcham Street, had gone well enough. Amy had 
hugged him and he had hugged her back, but when he tried to kiss her mouth, she turned her head deftly 
aside so that the lips landed on her cheek instead. Kiss-kiss, as they said at the office parties. So good to see 
you, darling. 
Ted Milner, blow-dried hair perfectly in place this morning and nary an Alfalfa corkscrew in sight, sat at 
the table in the corner, watching them. He was holding the pipe which Mort had seen clenched in his teeth 
at various parties over the last three years or so. Mort was convinced the pipe was an affectation, a little 
prop employed for the sole purpose of making its owner look older than he was. And how old was that? 
Mort wasn't sure, but Amy was thirty-six, and he thought Ted, in his impeccable stone-washed jeans and 
open-throated J. Press shirt, had to be at least four years younger than that, possibly more. He wondered if 
Amy knew she could be in for trouble ten years down the line - maybe even five - and then reflected it 
would take a better man than he was to suggest it to her. 
He asked if there was anything new. Amy said there wasn't. Then Ted took over, speaking with a faintly 
Southern accent which was a good deal softer than John Shooter's nasal burr. He told Mort the fire chief 
and a lieutenant from the Derry Police Department would meet them at what Ted called 'the site.' They 
wanted to ask Mort a few questions. Mort said that was fine. Ted asked if he'd like a cup of coffee - they 
had time. Mort said that would also be fine. Ted asked how he had been. Mort used the word fine again. 
Each time it came out of his mouth it felt a little more threadbare. Amy watched the exchange between 
them with some apprehension, and Mort could understand that. On the day he had discovered the two of 
them in bed together, he had told Ted he would kill him. In fact, he might have said something about killing 
them both. His memory of the event was quite foggy. He suspected theirs might be rather foggy, too. He 
didn't know about the other two corners of the triangle, but he himself found that foggery not only 
understandable but merciful. 
They had coffee. Amy asked him about 'John Shooter.' Mort said he thought that situation was pretty much 
under control. He did not mention cats or notes or magazines. And after awhile, they left Marchman's and 
went to 92 Kansas Street, which had once been a house instead of a site. 
The fire chief and police detective were there as promised, and there were questions, also as promised. 
Most of the questions were about any people who might dislike him enough to have tossed a Texaco 
cocktail into his study. If Mort had been on his own, he would have left Shooter's name out of it entirely, 
but of course Amy would bring it up if he didn't, so he recounted the initial encounter just as it had 
happened. 
The fire chief, Wickersham, said: 'The guy was pretty angry?' 
'Yes.' 
'Angry enough to have driven to Derry and torched your house?' the police detective, Bradley, asked. 
He was almost positive Shooter hadn't done it, but he didn't want to delve into his brief dealings with 
Shooter any more deeply. It would mean telling them what Shooter had done to Bump, for one thing. That 
would upset Amy; it would upset her a great deal ... and it would open up a can of worms he would prefer 
to leave closed. It was time, Mort reckoned, to be disingenuous again. 
'He might have been at first. But after I discovered the two stories really were alike, I looked up the original 
date of publication on mine.' 
'His had never been published?' Bradley asked. 
'No, I'm sure it hadn't been. Then, yesterday, he showed up again. I asked him when he'd written his story, 
hoping he'd mention a date that was later than the one I had. Do you understand?' 
Detective Bradley nodded. 'You were hoping to prove you scooped him.' 
'Right. "Sowing Season" was in a book of short stories I published in 1983, but it was originally published 
in 1980. I was hoping the guy would feel safe picking a date only a year or two before 1983. I got lucky. 
He said he'd written it in 1982. So you see, I had him.' 
He hoped it would end there, but Wickersham, the fire chief, pursued it. 'You see and we see, Mr Rainey, 
but did he see?' 
Mort sighed inwardly. He supposed he had known that you could only be disingenuous for so long - if 
things went on long enough, they almost always progressed to a point where you had to either tell the truth 
or carve an outright lie. And here he was, at that point. But whose business was it? Theirs or his? His. 
Right. And he meant to see it stayed that way. 
'Yes,' he told them, 'he saw.' 
'What did he do?' Ted asked. Mort looked at him with mild annoyance. Ted glanced away, looking as if he 
wished he had his pipe to play with. The pipe was in the car. The J. Press shirt had no pocket to carry it in. 
'He went away,' Mort said. His irritation with Ted, who had absolutely no business sticking his oar in, made 
it easier to lie. The fact that he was lying to Ted seemed to make it more all right, too. 'He muttered some 
bullshit about what an incredible coincidence it all was, then jumped into his car like his hair was on fire 
and his ass was catching, and took off.' 
'Happen to notice the make of the car and the license plate, Mr Rainey?' Bradley asked. He had taken out a 
pad and a ballpoint pen. 
'It was a Ford,' Mort said. 'I'm sorry, but I can't help you with the plate. It wasn't a Maine plate, but other 
than that . . .' He shrugged and tried to look apologetic. Inside, he felt increasingly uncomfortable with the 
way this was going. It had seemed okay when he was just being cute, skirting around any outright lies - it 
had seemed a way of sparing Amy the pain of knowing that the man had broken Bump's neck and then 
skewered him with a screwdriver. But now he had put himself in a position where he had told different 
stories to different people. If they got together and did a comparison, he wouldn't look so hot. Explaining 
his reasons for the lies might be sticky. He supposed that such comparisons were pretty unlikely, as long as 
Amy didn't talk to either Greg Carstairs or Herb Creekmore, but suppose there was a hassle with Shooter 
when he and Greg caught up to him and shoved the June, 1980, issue of EQMM in Shooter's face? 
Never mind, he told himself, we'll burn that bridge when we come to it, big guy. At this thought, he 
experienced a brief return of the high spirits he'd felt while talking to Herb at the toll plaza, and almost 
cackled aloud. He held it in. They would wonder why he was laughing if he did something like that, and he 
supposed they would be right to wonder. 
'I think Shooter must be bound for 
(Mississippi.) 
' - for wherever he came from by now,' he finished, with hardly a break. 
'I imagine you're right,' Lieutenant Bradley said, 'but I'm inclined to pursue this, Mr Rainey. You might 
have convinced the guy he was wrong, but that doesn't mean he left your place feeling mellow. It's possible 
that he drove up here in a rage and torched your house just because he was pissed off -pardon me, Mrs 
Rainey.' 
Amy offered a crooked little smile and waved the apology away. 
'Don't you think that's possible?' 
No, Mort thought, I don't. If he'd decided to torch the house, I think he would have killed Bump before he 
left for Derry, just in case I woke up before he got back. In that case, the blood would have been dry and 
Bump would have been stiff when I found him. That isn't the way it happened ... but I can't say so. Not even 
if I wanted to. They'd wonder why I held back the stuff about Bump as long as I did, for one thing. They'd 
probably think I've got a few loose screws. 
'I guess so,' he said, 'but I met the guy. He didn't strike me as the house-burning type.' 
'You mean he wasn't a Snopes,' Amy said suddenly. 
Mort looked at her, startled - then smiled. 'That's right,' he said. 'A Southerner, but not a Snopes.' 
'Meaning what?' Bradley asked, a little warily. 
'An old joke, Lieutenant,' Amy said. 'The Snopeses were characters in some novels by William Faulkner. 
They got their start in business burning barns.' 
'Oh,' Bradley said blankly. 
Wickersham said: 'There is no house-burning type, Mr Rainey. They come in all shapes and sizes. Believe 
me.' 
'Well - ' 
'Give me a little more on the car, if you can,' Bradley said. He poised a pencil over his notebook. 'I want to 
make the State Police aware of this guy.' 
Mort suddenly decided he was going to lie some more. Quite a lot more, actually. 
'Well, it was a sedan. I can tell you that much for sure.' 
'Uh-huh. Ford sedan. Year?' 
'Somewhere in the seventies, I guess,' Mort said. He was fairly sure Shooter's station wagon had actually 
been built around the time a fellow named Oswald had elected Lyndon Johnson President of the United 
States. He paused, then added: 'The plate was a light color. It could have been Florida. I won't swear to it, 
but it could have been.' 
'Uh-huh. And the man himself?' 
'Average height. Blonde hair. Eyeglasses. The round wire-framed ones John Lennon used to wear. That's 
really all I re - ' 
'Didn't you say he was wearing a hat?' Amy asked suddenly. 
Mort felt his teeth come together with a click. 'Yes,' he said pleasantly. 'That's right, I forgot. Dark gray or 
black. Except it was more of a cap. With a bill, you know.' 
'Okay.' Bradley snapped his book closed. 'It's a start.' 
'Couldn't this have been a simple case of vandalism, arson for kicks?' Mort asked. 'In novels, everything has 
a connection, but my experience has been that in real life, things sometimes just happen.' 
'It could have been,' Wickersham agreed, 'but it doesn't hurt to check out the obvious connections.' He 
dropped Mort a solemn little wink and said, 'Sometimes life imitates art, you know.' 
'Do you need anything else?' Ted asked them, and put an arm around Amy's shoulders. 
Wickersham and Bradley exchanged a glance and then Bradley shook his head. 'I don't think so, at least not 
at the present.' 
'I only ask because Amy and Mort will have to put in some time with the insurance agent,' Ted said. 
'Probably an investigator from the parent company, as well.' 
Mort found the man's Southern accent more and more irritating. He suspected that Ted came from a part of 
the South several states north of Faulkner country, but it was still a coincidence he could have done 
without. 
The officials shook hands with Amy and Mort, expressed their sympathy, told them to get in touch if 
anything else occurred to either of them, and then took themselves off, leaving the three of them to take 
another turn around the house. 
'I'm sorry about all of this, Amy,' Mort said suddenly. She was walking between them, and looked over at 
him, apparently startled by something she had heard in his voice. Simple sincerity, maybe. 'All of it. Really 
sorry.' 
'So am I,' she said softly, and touched his hand. 
'Well, Teddy makes three,' Ted said with solemn heartiness. She turned back to him, and in that moment 
Mort could have cheerfully strangled the man until his eyes popped out jittering at the ends of their optic 
strings. 
They were walking up the west side of the house toward the street now. Over here had been the deep corner 
where his study had met the house, and not far away was Amy's flower-garden. All the flowers were dead 
now, and Mort reflected that was probably just as well. The fire had been hot enough to crisp what grass 
had remained green in a twelve-foot border all around the ruin. If the flowers had been in bloom, it would 
have crisped them, as well, and that would have been just too sad. It would have been 
Mort stopped suddenly. He was remembering the stories. The story. You could call it 'Sowing Season' or 
you could call it 'Secret Window, Secret Garden,' but they were the same thing once you took the geegaws 
off and looked underneath. He looked up. There was nothing to see but blue sky, at least now, but before 
last night's fire, there would have been a window right where he was looking. It was the window in the little 
room next to the laundry. The little room that was Amy's office. It was where she went to write checks, to 
write in her daily journal, to make the telephone calls that needed to be made ... the room where, he 
suspected, Amy had several years ago started a novel. And, when it died, it was the room where she had 
buried it decently and quietly in a desk drawer. The desk had been by the window. Amy had liked to go 
there in the mornings. She could start the wash in the next room and then do paperwork while she waited 
for the buzzer which proclaimed it was time to strip the washer and feed the drier. The room was well away 
from the main house and she liked the quiet, she said. The quiet and the clear, sane morning light. She liked 
to look out the window every now and then, at her flowers growing in the deep corner formed by the house 
and the study ell. And he heard her saying, It's the best room in the house, at least for me, because hardly 
anybody ever goes there but me. It's got a secret window, and it looks down on a secret garden. 
'Mort?' Amy was saying now, and for a moment Mort took no notice, confusing her real voice with her 
voice in his mind, which was the voice of memory. But was it a true memory or a false one? That was the 
real question, wasn't it? It seemed like a true memory, but he had been under a great deal of stress even 
before Shooter, and Bump, and the fire. Wasn't it at least possible that he was having a ... well, a 
recollective hallucination? That he was trying to make his own past with Amy in some way conform to that 
goddam story where a man had gone crazy and killed his wife? 
Jesus, I hope not. I hope not, because if I am, that's too close to nervousbreakdown territory for comfort. 
'Mort, are you okay?' Amy asked. She plucked fretfully at his sleeve, at least temporarily breaking his 
trance. 
'Yes,' he said, and then, abruptly: 'No. To tell you the truth, I'm feeling a little sick.' 
'Breakfast, maybe,' Ted said. 
Amy gave him a look that made Mort feel a bit better. It was not a very friendly look. 'It isn't breakfast,' she 
said a little indignantly. She swept her arm at the blackened ruins. 'It's this. Let's get out of here.' 
'The insurance people are due at noon,' Ted said. 
'Well, that's more than an hour from now. Let's go to your place, Ted. I don't feel so hot myself. I'd like to 
sit down.' 
'All right.' Ted spoke in a slightly nettled no-need-to-shout tone which also did Mort's heart good. And 
although he would have said at breakfast that morning that Ted Milner's place was the last one on earth he 
wanted to go, he accompanied them without protest. 
19 
They were all quiet on the ride across town to the split-level on the east side where Ted hung his hat. Mort 
didn't know what Amy and Ted were thinking about, although the house for Amy and whether or not they'd 
be on time to meet the wallahs from the insurance company for Ted would probably be a couple of good 
guesses, but he knew what he was thinking about. He was trying to decide if he was going crazy or not. Is it 
real, or is it Memorex? 
He decided finally that Amy really had said that about her office next to the laundry room - it was not a 
false memory. Had she said it before 1982, when 'John Shooter' claimed to have written a story called 
'Secret Window' Secret Garden'? He didn't know. No matter how earnestly he conned his confused and 
aching brain, what kept coming back was a single curt message: answer inconclusive. But if she had said it, 
no matter when, couldn't the title of Shooter's story still be simple coincidence? Maybe, but the 
coincidences were piling up, weren't they? He had decided the fire was, must be, a coincidence. But the 
memory which Amy's garden with its crop of dead flowers had prodded forth ... well, it was getting harder 
and harder to believe all of this wasn't tied together in some strange, possibly even supernatural fashion. 
And in his own way, hadn't 'Shooter' himself been just as confused? How did you get it? he had asked, his 
voice had been fierce with rage and puzzlement. That's what I really want to know. How in hell did a bigmoney 
scribbling asshole like you get down to a little shitsplat town in Mississippi and steal my goddam 
story? At the time, Mort had thought either that it was another sign of the man's madness or that the guy 
was one hell of a good actor. Now, in Ted's car, it occurred to him for the first time that it was exactly the 
way he himself would have reacted, had the circumstances been reversed. 
As, in a way, they had been. The one place where the two stories differed completely was in the matter of 
the title. They both fit, but now Mort found that he had a question to ask Shooter which was very similar to 
the one Shooter had already asked him: How did you happen by that title, Mr Shooter? That's what I really 
want to know. How did you happen to know that, twelve hundred miles away from your shitsplat town in 
Mississippi . ' the wife of a writer you claim you never heard of before this year had her own secret 
window, looking down on her own secret garden? 
Well, there was only one way to find out, of course. When Greg ran Shooter down Mort would have to ask 
him. 
20 
Mort passed on the cup of coffee Ted offered and asked if he had a Coke or a Pepsi. Ted did, and after Mort 
had drunk it, his stomach settled. He had expected that just being here, here where Ted and Amy played 
house now that they no longer had to bother with the cheap little town-line motels, would make him angry 
and restless. It didn't. It was just a house, one where every room seemed to proclaim that the owner was a 
Swinging Young Bachelor Who Was Making It. Mort found that he could deal with that quite easily, 
although it made him feel a little nervous for Amy all over again. He thought of her little office with its 
clear, sane light and the soporific drone of the drier coming through the wall, her little office with its secret 
window, the only one in the whole place which looked down into the tight little angle of space formed by 
the house and the ell, and thought how much she had belonged there and how little she seemed to belong 
here. But that was something she would have to deal with herself, and he thought, after a few minutes in 
this other house which was not a dreaded den of iniquity at all but only a house, that he could live with that 
... that he could even be content with it. 
She asked him if he would be staying in Derry overnight. 
'Uh-uh. I'll be going back as soon as we finish with the insurance adjustors. If something else pops, they 
can get in touch with me ... or you can.' 
He smiled at her. She smiled back and touched his hand briefly. Ted didn't like it. He frowned out the 
window and fingered his pipe. 
21 
They were on time for their meeting with the representatives of the insurance company, which undoubtedly 
relieved Ted Milner's mind. Mort was not particularly crazy about having Ted in attendance; it had never 
been Ted's house, after all, not even after the divorce. Still, it seemed to ease Amy's mind to have him 
there, and so Mort left it alone. 
Don Strick, the Consolidated Assurance Company agent with whom they had done business, conducted the 
meeting at his office, where they went after another brief tour of 'the site.' At the office, they met a man 
named Fred Evans, a Consolidated field investigator specializing in arson. The reason Evans hadn't been 
with Wickersham and Bradley that morning or at 'the site' when Strick met them there at noon became 
obvious very quickly: he had spent most of the previous night poking through the ruins with a ten-cell 
flashlight and a Polaroid camera. He had gone back to his motel room, he said, to catch a few winks before 
meeting the Raineys. 
Mort liked Evans very much. He seemed to really care about the loss he and Amy had suffered, while 
everyone else, including Mr Teddy Makes Three, seemed to have only mouthed the traditional words of 
sympathy before going on to whatever they considered the business at hand (and in Ted Milner's case, Mort 
thought, the business at hand was getting him out of Derry and back to Tashmore Lake as soon as possible). 
Fred Evans did not refer to 92 Kansas Street as 'the site.' He referred to it as 'the house.' 
His questions, while essentially the same as those asked by Wickersham and Bradley, were gentler, more 
detailed, and more probing. Although he'd had four hours' sleep at most, his eyes were bright, his speech 
quick and clear. After speaking with him for twenty minutes, Mort decided that he would deal with a 
company other than Consolidated Assurance if he ever decided to burn down a house for the insurance 
money. Or wait until this man retired. 
When he had finished his questions, Evans smiled at them. 'You've been very helpful, and I want to thank 
you again, both for your thoughtful answers and for your kind treatment of me. In a lot of cases, people's 
feathers get ruffled the second they hear the words "insurance investigator." They're already upset, 
understandably so, and quite often they take the presence of an investigator on the scene as an accusation 
that they torched their own property.' 
'Given the circumstances, I don't think we could have asked for better treatment,' Amy said, and Ted Milner 
nodded so violently that his head might have been on a string - one controlled by a puppeteer with a bad 
case of nerves. 
'This next part is hard,' Evans said. He nodded to Strick, who opened a desk drawer and produced a 
clipboard with a computer printout on it. 'When an investigator ascertains that a fire was as serious as this 
one clearly was, we have to show the clients a list of claimed insurable property. You look it over, then sign 
an affidavit swearing that the items listed still belong to you, and that they were still in the house when the 
fire occurred. You should put a check mark beside any item or items you've sold since your last insurance 
overhaul with Mr Strick here, and any insured property which was not in the house at the time of the fire.' 
Evans put a fist to his lips and cleared his throat before going on. 'I'm told that there has been a separation 
of residence recently, so that last bit may be particularly important.' 
'We're divorced,' Mort said bluntly. 'I'm living in our place on Tashmore Lake. We only used it during the 
summers, but it's got a furnace and is livable during the cold months. Unfortunately, I hadn't got around to 
moving the bulk of my things out of the house up here. I'd been putting it off.' 
Don Strick nodded sympathetically. Ted crossed his legs, fiddled with his pipe, and generally gave the 
impression of a man who is trying not to look as deeply bored as he is. 
'Do the best you can with the list,' Evans said. He took the clipboard from Strick and handed it across the 
desk to Amy. 'This can be a bit unpleasant - it's a little like a treasure hunt in reverse.' 
Ted had put his pipe down and was craning at the list, his boredom gone' at least for the time being; his 
eyes were as avid as those of any bystander gleeping the aftermath of a bad accident. Amy saw him looking 
and obligingly tipped the form his way. Mort, who was sitting on the other side of her, tipped it back the 
other way. 
'Do you mind?' he asked Ted. He was angry, really angry, and they all heard it in his voice. 
'Mort - ' Amy said. 
'I'm not going to make a big deal of this,' Mort said to her, 'but this was our stuff, Amy. Ours.' 
'I hardly think - 'Ted began indignantly. 
'No, he's perfectly right, Mr Milner,' Fred Evans said with a mildness Mort felt might have been deceptive. 
'The law says you have no right to be looking at the listed items at all. We wink at something like that if 
nobody minds ... but I think Mr Rainey does.' 
'You're damned tooting Mr Rainey does,' Mort said. His hands were tightly clenched in his lap; he could 
feel his fingernails biting smile-shapes into the soft meat of his palms. 
Amy switched her look of unhappy appeal from Mort to Ted. Mort expected Ted to huff and puff and try to 
blow somebody's house down, but Ted did not. Mort supposed it was a measure of his own hostile feeling 
toward the man that he'd made such an assumption; he didn't know Ted very well (although he did know he 
looked a bit like Alfalfa when you woke him up suddenly in a no-tell motel), but he knew Amy. If Ted had 
been a blowhard, she would have left him already. 
Smiling a little, speaking to her and ignoring Mort and the others completely, Ted said: 'Would it help 
matters if I took a walk around the block?' 
Mort tried to restrain himself and couldn't quite do it. 'Why not make it two?' he asked Ted with bogus 
amiability. 
Amy shot him a narrow, dark stare, then looked back at Ted. 'Would you? This might be a little easier . . .' 
'Sure,' he said. He kissed her high on her cheekbone, and Mort had another dolorous revelation: the man 
cared for her. He might not always care for her, but right now he did. Mort realized he had come halfway to 
thinking Amy was just a toy that had captivated Ted for a little while, a toy of which he would tire soon 
enough. But that didn't jibe with what he knew of Amy, either. She had better instincts about people than 
that ... and more respect for herself. 
Ted got up and left. Amy looked at Mort reproachfully. 'Are you satisfied?' 
'I suppose,' he said. 'Look, Amy - I probably didn't handle that as well as I could have, but my motives are 
honorable enough. We shared a lot over the years. I guess this is the last thing, and I think it belongs 
between the two of us. Okay?' 
Strick looked uncomfortable. Fred Evans did not; he looked from Mort to Amy and then back to Mort again 
with the bright interest of a man watching a really good tennis match. 
'Okay,' Amy said in a low voice. He touched her hand lightly, and she gave him a smile. It was strained, but 
better than no smile at all, he reckoned. 
He pulled his chair closer to hers and they bent over the list, heads close together, like kids studying for a 
test. It didn't take Mort long to understand why Evans had warned them. He thought he had grasped the size 
of the loss. He had been wrong. 
Looking at the columns of cold computer type, Mort thought he could not have been more dismayed if 
someone had taken everything in the house at 92 Kansas Street and strewn it along the block for the whole 
world to stare at. He couldn't believe all the things he had forgotten, all the things that were gone. 
Seven major appliances. Four TVs, one with a videotape editing hook-up. The Spode china, and the 
authentic Early American furniture which Amy had bought a piece at a time. The value of the antique 
armoire which had stood in their bedroom was listed at $14,000. They had not been serious art-collectors, 
but they had been appreciators, and they had lost twelve pieces of original art. Their value was listed at 
$22,000, but Mort didn't care about the dollar value; he was thinking about the N. C. Wyeth fine-drawing 
of two boys putting to sea in a small boat. It was raining in the picture; the boys were wearing slickers and 
galoshes and big grins. Mort had loved that picture, and now it was gone. The Waterford glassware. The 
sports equipment stored in the garage - skis, ten-speed bikes, and the Old Town canoe. Amy's three furs 
were listed. He saw her make tiny check marks beside the beaver and the mink - still in storage, apparently 
- but she passed the short fox jacket without checking it off. It had been hanging in the closet, warm and 
stylish outerware for fall, when the fire happened. He remembered giving her that coat for her birthday six 
or seven years ago. Gone now. His Celestron telescope. Gone. The big puzzle quilt Amy's mother had 
given them when they were married. Amy's mother was dead and the quilt was now so much ash in the 
wind. 
The worst, at least for Mort, was halfway down the second column, and again it wasn't the dollar value that 
hurt. 124 BOTS. WINE, the item read. VALUE $4,900. Wine was something they had both liked. They 
weren't rabid about it, but they had built the little wine room in the cellar together, stocked it together, and 
had drunk the occasional bottle together. 
'Even the wine,' he said to Evans. 'Even that.' 
Evans gave him an odd look that Mort couldn't interpret, then nodded. 'The wine room itself didn't burn, 
because you had very little fuel oil in the cellar tank and there was no explosion. But it got very hot inside, 
and most of the bottles burst. The few that didn't ... Well, I don't know much about wine, but I doubt if it 
would be good to drink. Perhaps I'm wrong.' 
'You're not,' Amy said. A single tear rolled down her cheek and she wiped it absently away. 
Evans offered her his handkerchief. She shook her head and bent over the fist with Mort again. 
Ten minutes later it was finished. They signed on the correct lines and Strick witnessed their signatures. 
Ted Milner showed up only instants later, as if he had been watching the whole thing on some private 
viewscreen. 
'Is there anything else?' Mort asked Evans. 
'Not now. There may be. Is your number down in Tashmore unlisted, Mr Rainey?' 
'Yes.' He wrote it down for Evans. 'Please get in touch if I can help.' 
'I will.' He rose, hand outstretched. 'This is always a nasty business. I'm sorry you two had to go through it.' 
They shook hands all around and left Strick and Evans to write reports. It was well past one, and Ted asked 
Mort if he'd like to have some lunch with him and Amy. Mort shook his head. 
'I want to get back. Do some work and see if I can't forget all this for awhile.' And he felt as if maybe he 
really could write. That was not surprising. In tough times - up until the divorce, anyway, which seemed to 
be an exception to the general rule - he had always found it easy to write. Necessary, even. It was good to 
have those make-believe worlds to fall back on when the real one had hurt you. 
He half-expected Amy to ask him to change his mind, but she didn't. 'Drive safe,' she said, and planted a 
chaste kiss on the corner of his mouth. 'Thanks for coming, and for being so ... so reasonable about 
everything.' 
'Can I do anything for you, Amy?' 
She shook her head, smiling a little, and took Ted's hand. If he had been looking for a message, this one 
was much too clear to miss. 
They walked slowly toward Mort's Buick. 
'You keepin well enough down there?' Ted asked. 'Anything you need?' 
For the third time he was struck by the man's Southern accent - just one more coincidence. 
'Can't think of anything,' he said, opening the Buick's door and fishing the car keys out of his pocket. 
'Where do you come from originally, Ted? You or Amy must have told me sometime, but I'll be damned if 
I can remember. Was it Mississippi?' 
Ted laughed heartily. 'A long way from there, Mort. I grew up in Tennessee. A little town called Shooter's 
Knob, Tennessee.' 
22 
Mort drove back to Tashmore Lake with his hands clamped to the steering wheel, his spine as straight as a 
ruler, and his eyes fixed firmly on the road. He played the radio loud and concentrated ferociously on the 
music each time he sensed telltale signs of mental activity behind the center of his forehead. Before he had 
made forty miles, he felt a pressing sensation in his bladder. He welcomed this development and did not 
even consider stopping at a wayside comfort-station. The need to take a whizz was another excellent 
distraction. 
He arrived at the house around four-thirty and parked the Buick in its accustomed place around the side of 
the house. Eric Clapton was throttled in the middle of a full-tilt-boogie guitar solo when Mort shut off the 
motor, and quiet crashed down like a load of stones encased in foam rubber. There wasn't a single boat on 
the lake, not a single bug in the grass. 
Pissing and thinking have a lot in common, he thought, climbing out of the car and unzipping his fly. You 
can put them both off... but not forever. 
Mort Rainey stood there urinating and thought about secret windows and secret gardens; he thought about 
those who might own the latter and those who might look through the former. He thought about the fact 
that the magazine he needed to prove a certain fellow was either a lunatic or a con man had just happened 
to bum up on the very evening he had tried to get his hands on it. He thought about the fact that his exwife's 
lover, a man he cordially detested, had come from a town called Shooter's Knob and that Shooter 
happened to be the pseudonym of the aforementioned loony-or-con-man who had come into Mort Rainey's 
life at the exact time when the aforementioned Mort Rainey was beginning to grasp his divorce not just as 
an academic concept but as a simple fact of his life forever after. He even thought about the fact that 'John 
Shooter' claimed to have discovered Mort Rainey's act of plagiarism at about the same time Mort Rainey 
had separated from his wife. 
Question: Were all of these things coincidences? 
Answer: It was technically possible. 
Question: Did he believe all these things were coincidences? 
Answer: No. 
Question: Did he believe he was going mad, then? 
'The answer is no,' Mort said. 'He does not. At least not yet.' He zipped up his fly and went back around the 
corner to the door. 
23 
He found his housekey, started to put it in the lock, and then pulled it out again. His hand went to the 
doorknob instead, and as his fingers closed over it, he felt a clear certainty that it would rotate easily. 
Shooter had been here ... had been, or was still. And he wouldn't have needed to force entry, either. Nope. 
Not this sucker. Mort kept a spare key to the Tashmore Lake house in an old soap-dish on a high shelf in 
the toolshed, which was where Shooter had gone to get a screwdriver in a hurry when the time had come to 
nail poor old Bump to the garbage cabinet. He was in the house now, looking around ... or maybe hiding. 
He was 
The knob refused to move; Mort's fingers simply slid around it. The door was still locked. 
'Okay,' Mort said. 'Okay, no big deal.' He even laughed a little as he socked the key home and turned it. Just 
because the door was locked didn't mean Shooter wasn't in the house. In fact, it made it more likely that he 
was in the house, when you really stopped to think about it. He could have used the spare key, put it back, 
then locked the door from the inside to lull his enemy's suspicions. All you had to do to lock it, after all, 
was to press the button set into the knob. He's trying to psych me out, Mort thought as he stepped in. 
The house was full of dusty late-afternoon sunlight and silence. But it did not feel like unoccupied silence. 
'You're trying to psych me out, aren't you?' he called. He expected to sound crazy to himself. a lonely, 
paranoid man addressing the intruder who only exists, after all, in his own imagination. But he didn't sound 
crazy to himself. He sounded, instead, like a man who has tumbled to at least half the trick. Only getting 
half a scam wasn't so great, maybe, but half was better than nothing. 
He walked into the living room with its cathedral ceiling, its window-wall facing the lake, and, of course, 
The World-Famous Mort Rainey Sofa, also known as The Couch of the Comatose Writer. An economical 
little smile tugged at his cheeks. His balls felt high and tight against the fork of his groin. 
'Half a scam's better than none, right, Mr Shooter?' he called. 
The words died into dusty silence. He could smell old tobacco smoke in that dust. His eye happened on the 
battered package of cigarettes he had excavated from the drawer of his desk. It occurred to him that the 
house had a smell - almost a stink - that was horribly negative: it was an unwoman smell. Then he thought: 
No. That's a mistake. That's not it. What you smell is Shooter. You smell the man, and you smell his 
cigarettes. Not yours, his. 
He turned slowly around, his head cocked back. A second-floor bedroom looked down on the living room 
halfway up the cream-colored wall; the opening was lined with dark-brown wooden slats. The slats were 
supposed to keep the unwary from failing out and splattering themselves all over the living-room floor, but 
they were also supposed to be decorative. Right then they didn't look particularly decorative to Mort; they 
looked like the bars of a jail cell. All he could see of what he and Amy had called the guest bedroom was 
the ceiling and one of the bed's four posts. 
'You up there, Mr Shooter?' he yelled. 
There was no answer. 
'I know you're trying to psych me out!' Now he was beginning to feel just the tiniest bit ridiculous. 'It won't 
work, though!' 
About six years before, they had plugged the big fieldstone fireplace in the living room with a Blackstone 
jersey stove. A rack of fire-tools stood beside 
it. Mort grasped the handle of the ash-shovel, considered it for a moment, then let go of it and took the 
poker instead. He faced the barred guest-room overlook and held the poker up like a knight saluting his 
queen. Then he walked slowly to the stairs and began to climb them. He could feel tension worming its way 
into his muscles now, but he understood it wasn't Shooter he was afraid of; what he was afraid of was 
finding nothing. 
'I know you're here, and I know you're trying to psych me out! The only thing I don't know is what it's all 
about, Alfie, and when I find you, you better tell me!' 
He paused on the second-floor landing, his heart pumping hard in his chest now. The guest-room door was 
to his left. The door to the guest bathroom was to the right. And he suddenly understood that Shooter was 
here, all right, but not in the bedroom. No; that was just a ploy. That was just what Shooter wanted him to 
believe. 
Shooter was in the bathroom. 
And, as he stood there on the landing with the poker clutched tightly in his right hand and sweat running 
out of his hair and down his cheeks, Mort heard him. A faint shuffle-shuffle. He was in there, all right. 
Standing in the tub, by the sound. He had moved the tiniest bit. Peekaboo, Johnny-boy, I hear you. Are you 
armed, fuckface? 
Mort thought he probably was, but he didn't think it would turn out to be a gun. Mort had an idea that the 
man's pen name was about as close to firearms as he had ever come. Shooter had looked like the sort of guy 
who would feel more at home with instruments of a blunter nature. What he had done to Bump seemed to 
bear this out. 
I bet it's a hammer, Mort thought, and wiped sweat off the back of his neck with his free hand. He could 
feel his eyes pulsing in and out of their sockets in time with his heartbeat. I'm betting it's a hammer from 
the toolshed. 
He had no more thought of this before he saw Shooter, saw him clearly, standing in the bathtub in his black 
round-crowned hat and his yellow shitkicker work-shoes, his lips split over his mail-order dentures in a grin 
which was really a grimace, sweat trickling down his own face, running down the deep lines grooved there 
like water running down a network of galvanized tin gutters, with the hammer from the toolshed raised to 
shoulder height like a judge's gavel. just standing there in the tub, waiting to bring the hammer down. Next 
case, bailiff. 
I know you, buddy. I got your number. I got it the first time I saw you. And guess what? You picked the 
wrong writer to fuck with. I think I've been wanting to kill somebody since the middle of May, and you'll do 
as well as anybody. 
He turned his head toward the bedroom door. At the same time, he reached out with his left hand (after 
drying it on the front of his shirt so his grip wouldn't slip at the crucial moment) and curled it around the 
bathroom doorknob. 
'I know you're in there!' he shouted at the closed bedroom door. If you're under the bed, you better get out! 
I'm counting to five! If you're not out by the time I get there, I'm coming in . . . and I'll come in swinging! 
You hear me?' 
There was no answer ... but, then, he hadn't really expected one. Or wanted one. He tightened his grip on 
the bathroom doorknob, but would shout the numbers toward the guest-room door. He didn't know if 
Shooter would hear or sense the difference if he turned his head in the direction of the bathroom, but he 
thought Shooter might. The man was obviously clever. Hellishly clever. 
In the instant before he started counting, he heard another faint movement in the bathroom. He would have 
missed it, even standing this close, if he hadn't been listening with every bit of concentration he could 
muster. 
'One!' 
Christ, he was sweating! Like a pig! 
'Two!' 
The knob of the bathroom door was like a cold rock in his clenched fist. 
'Thr -' 
He turned the knob of the bathroom door and slammed in, bouncing the door off the wall hard enough to 
chop through the wallpaper and pop the door's lower hinge, and there he was, there he was, coming at him 
with a raised weapon, his teeth bared in a killer's grin, and his eyes were insane, utterly insane, and Mort 
brought the poker down in a whistling overhand blow and he had just time enough to realize that Shooter 
was also swinging a poker, and to realize that Shooter was not wearing his round-crowned black hat, and to 
realize it wasn't Shooter at all, to realize it was him, the madman was him, and then the poker shattered the 
mirror over the washbasin and silver-backed glass sprayed every whichway, twinkling in the gloom, and 
the medicine cabinet fell into the sink. The bent door swung open like a gaping mouth, spilling bottles of 
cough syrup and iodine and Listerine. 
'I killed a goddam fucking mirror!' he shrieked, and was about to sling the poker away when something did 
move in the tub, behind the corrugated shower door. There was a frightened little squeal. Grinning, Mort 
slashed sideways with the poker, tearing a jagged gash through the plastic door and knocking it off its 
tracks. He raised the poker over his shoulder, his eyes glassy and staring, his lips drawn into the grimace he 
had imagined on Shooter's face. 
Then he lowered the poker slowly. He found he had to use the fingers of his left hand to pry open the 
fingers of his right so that the poker could fall to the floor. 
'Wee sleekit cowerin' beastie,' he said to the fieldmouse scurrying blindly about in the tub. 'What a panic's 
in thy breastie.' His voice sounded hoarse and flat and strange. It didn't sound like his own voice at all. It 
was like listening to himself on tape for the first time. 
He turned and walked slowly out of the bathroom past the leaning door with its popped hinge, his shoes 
gritting on broken mirror glass. 
All at once he wanted to go downstairs and lie on the couch and take a nap. All at once he wanted that more 
than anything else in the world. 
24 
It was the telephone that woke him up. Twilight had almost become night, and he made his way slowly past 
the glass-topped coffee table that liked to bite with a weird feeling that time had somehow doubled back on 
itself. His right arm ached like hell. His back wasn't in much better shape. Exactly how hard had he swung 
that poker, anyway? How much panic had been driving him? He didn't like to think. 
He picked up the telephone, not bothering to guess who it might be. Life has been so dreadfully busy lately, 
darling, that it might even be the President. 'Hello?' 
'How you doin, Mr Rainey?' the voice asked, and Mort recoiled, snatching the telephone away from his ear 
for a moment as if it were a snake which had tried to bite. He returned it slowly. 
'I'm doing fine, Mr Shooter,' he said in a dry, spitless voice. 'How are you doing?' 
'I'm-a country fair,' Shooter allowed, speaking in that thick crackerbarrel Southern accent that was 
somehow as bald and staring as an unpainted barn standing all by itself in the middle of a field. 'But I don't 
think you're really all that well. Stealing from another man, that don't seem to have ever bothered you none. 
Being caught up on, though ... that seems to have given you the pure miseries.' 
'What are you talking about?' 
Shooter sounded faintly amused. 'Well, I heard on the radio news that someone burned down your house. 
Your other house. And then, when you come back down here, it sounded like you pitched a fit or 
something once you got into the house. Shouting ... whacking on things ... or maybe it's just that successful 
writers like you throw tantrums when things don't go the way they expect. Is that it, maybe?' 
My God, he was here. He was. 
Mort found himself looking out the window as if Shooter still might be out there ... hiding in the bushes, 
perhaps, while he spoke to Mort on some sort of cordless telephone. Ridiculous, of course. 
'The magazine with my story in it is on the way,' he said. 'When it gets here, are you going to leave me 
alone?' 
Shooter still sounded lazily amused. 'There isn't any magazine with that story in it, Mr Rainey. You and me, 
we know that. Not from 1980, there isn't. How could there be, when my story wasn't there for you to steal 
until 1982?' 
'Goddammit, I did not steal your st-' 
'When I heard about your house,' Shooter said, 'I went out and bought an Evening Express. They had a 
picture of what was left. Wasn't very much. Had a picture of your wife, too.' There was a long, thoughtful 
pause. Then Shooter said, 'She's purty.' He used the country pronunciation purposely, sarcastically. 'How'd 
an ugly son of a buck like you luck into such a purty wife, Mr Rainey?' 
'We're divorced,' he said. 'I told you that. Maybe she discovered how ugly I was. Why don't we leave Amy 
out of this? It's between you and me.' 
For the second time in two days, he realized he had answered the phone while he was only half awake and 
nearly defenseless. As a result, Shooter was in almost total control of the conversation. He was leading 
Mort by the nose, calling the shots. 
Hang up, then. 
But he couldn't. At least, not yet. 
'Between you and me, is it?' Shooter asked. 'Then I don't s'pose you even mentioned me to anyone else.' 
'What do you want? Tell me! What in the hell do you want?' 
'You want the second reason I came, is that it?' 
'Yes!' 
'I want you to write me a story,' Shooter said calmly. 'I want you to write a story and put my name on it and 
then give it to me. You owe me that. Right is right and fair is fair.' 
Mort stood in the hallway with the telephone clutched in his aching fist and a vein pulsing in the middle of 
his forehead. For a few moments his rage was so total that he found himself buried alive inside it and all he 
was capable of thinking was So THAT'S it! SO THAT'S it! SO THAT'S it! over and over again. 
'You there, Mr Rainey?' Shooter asked in his calm, drawling voice. 
'The only thing I'll write for you,' Mort said, his own voice slow and syrupy-thick with rage, 'is your deathwarrant, 
if you don't leave me alone.' 
'You talk big, pilgrim,' Shooter said in the patient voice of a man explaining a simple problem to a stupid 
child, 'because you know I can't put no hurtin on you. If you had stolen my dog or my car, I could take your 
dog or car. I could do that just as easy as I broke your cat's neck. If you tried to stop me, I could put a hurtin 
on you and take it anyway. But this is different. The goods I want are inside your head. You got the goods 
locked up like they were inside a safe. Only I can't just blow off the door and torch open the back. I have to 
find me the combination. Don't I?' 
'I don't know what you're talking about,' Mort said, 'but the day you get a story out of me will be the day the 
Statue of Liberty wears a diaper. Pilgrim.' 
Shooter said meditatively, 'I'd leave her out of it if I could, but I'm startin to think you ain't going to leave 
me that option.' 
All the spit in Mort's mouth was suddenly gone, leaving it dry and glassy and hot. 'What . . . what do you -' 
'Do you want to wake up from one of your stupid naps and find Amy nailed to your garbage bin?' Shooter 
asked. 'Or turn on the radio some morning and hear she came off second best in a match with the chainsaw 
you keep in your garage up there? Or did the garage burn, too?' 
'Watch what you say,' Mort whispered. His wide eyes began to prickle with tears of rage and fear. 
'You still have two days to think about it. I'd think about it real close, Mr Rainey. I mean I'd really hunker 
down over her, if I were you. And I don't think I'd talk about this to anyone else. That'd be like standing out 
in a thunderstorm and tempting the lightning. Divorced or not, I have got an idea you still have some 
feeling for that lady. It's time for you to grow up a little. You can't get away with it. Don't you realize that 
yet? I know what you did, and I ain't quitting until I get what's mine.' 
'You're crazy!' Mort screamed. 
'Good night, Mr Rainey,' Shooter said, and hung up. 
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Mort stood there for a moment, the handset sinking away from his ear. Then he scooped up the bottom half 
of the Princess-style telephone. He was on the verge of throwing the whole combination against the wall 
before he was able to get hold of himself. He set it down again and took a dozen deep breaths - enough to 
make his head feel swimmy and light. Then he dialled Herb Creekmore's home telephone. 
Herb's lady-friend, Delores, picked it up on the second ring and called Herb to the telephone. 
'Hi, Mort,' Herb said. 'What's the story on the house?' His voice moved away from the telephone's 
mouthpiece a little. 'Delores, will you move that skillet to the back burner?' 
Suppertime in New York, Mort thought, and he wants me to know it. Well, what the hell. A maniac has just 
threatened to turn my wife into veal cutlets, but life has to go on, right? 
'The house is gone,' Mort said. 'The insurance will cover the loss.' He paused. 'The monetary loss, anyway.' 
'I'm sorry,' Herb said. 'Can I do anything?' 
'Well, not about the house,' Mort said, 'but thanks for offering. About the story, though -' 
'What story is that, Mort?' 
He felt his hand tightening down on the telephone's handset again and forced himself to loosen up. He 
doesn't know what the situation up here is. You have to remember that. 
'The one my nutty friend is kicking sand about,' he said, trying to maintain a tone which was light and 
mostly unconcerned. 'Sowing Season. Ellery Queen's Mystery Magazine?' 
'Oh, that!' Herb said. 
Mort felt a jolt of fear. 'You didn't forget to call, did you?' 
'No - I called,' Herb reassured him. 'I just forgot all about it for a minute. You losing your house and all .' 
'Well? What did they say?' 
'Don't worry about a thing. They're going to send a Xerox over to me by messenger tomorrow, and I'll send 
it right up to you by Federal Express. You'll have it by ten o'clock day after tomorrow.' 
For a moment it seemed that all of his problems were solved, and he started to relax. Then he thought of the 
way Shooter's eyes had blazed. The way he had brought his face down until his forehead and Mort's were 
almost touching. He thought of the dry smell of cinnamon on Shooter's breath as he said, 'You lie.' 
A Xerox? He was by no means sure that Shooter would accept an original copy ... but a Xerox? 
'No,' he said slowly. 'That's no good, Herb. No Xerox, no phone-call from the editor. It has to be an original 
copy of the magazine.' 
'Well, that's a little tougher. They have their editorial offices in Manhattan, of course, but they store copies 
at their subscription offices in Pennsylvania. They only keep about five copies of each issue - it's really all 
they can afford to keep, when you consider that EQMM has been publishing since 1941. They really aren't 
crazy about lending them out.' 
'Come on, Herb! You can find those magazines at yard sales and in half the small-town libraries in 
America!' 
'But never a complete run.' Herb paused. 'Not even a phone-call will do, huh? Are you telling me this guy is 
so paranoid he'd think he was talking to one of your thousands of stooges?' 
From the background: 'Do you want me to pour the wine, Herb?' 
Herb spoke again with his mouth away from the phone. 'Hold on a couple of minutes, Dee.' 
'I'm holding up your dinner,' Mort said. 'I'm sorry.' 
'It goes with the territory. Listen, Mort, be straight with me - is this guy as crazy as he sounds? Is he 
dangerous?' 
I don't think I'd talk about this to anyone else. That'd be like standing out in a thunderstorm and tempting 
the lightning. 
'I don't think so,' he said, 'but I want him off my back, Herb.' He hesitated, searching for the right tone. 'I've 
spent the last half-year or so walking through a shitstorm. This might be one thing I can do something 
about. I just want the doofus off my back.' 
'Okay,' Herb said with sudden decision. 'I'll call Marianne Jaffery over at EQMM. I've known her for a long 
time. If I ask her to ask the library curator -that's what they call the guy, honest, the library curator - to send 
us a copy of the June, 1980, ish, she'll do it. Is it okay if I say you might have a story for them at some point 
in the future?' 
'Sure,' Mort said, and thought: Tell her it'll be under the name John Shooter, and almost laughed aloud. 
'Good. She'll have the curator send it on to you Federal Express, direct from Pennsylvania. just return it in 
good condition, or you'll have to find a replacement copy at one of those yard sales you were talking about.' 
'Is there any chance all this could happen by the day after tomorrow?' Mort asked. He felt miserably sure 
that Herb would think he was crazy for even asking ... and he surely must feel that Mort was making an 
awfully big mountain out of one small molehill. 
'I think there's a very good chance,' Herb said. 'I won't guarantee it, but I'll almost guarantee it.' 
'Thanks, Herb,' Mort said with honest gratitude. 'You're swell.' 
'Aw, shucks, ma'am,' Herb said, doing the bad John Wayne imitation of which he was so absurdly proud. 
'Now go get your dinner. And give Delores a kiss for me.' 
Herb was still in his John Wayne mode. 'To heck with that. I'll give 'er a kiss fer me, pilgrim.' 
You talk big, pilgrim. 
Mort felt such a spurt of horror and fear that he almost cried out aloud. Same word, same flat, staring 
drawl. Shooter had tapped his telephone line' somehow, and no matter who Mort tried to call or what 
number he dialled. it was John Shooter who answered. Herb Creekmore had become just another one of his 
pen names, and 
'Mort? Are you still there?' 
He closed his eyes. Now that Herb had dispensed with the bogus John Wayne imitation, it was okay. It was 
just Herb again, and always had been. Herb using that word, that had just been 
What? 
Just another float in the Parade of Coincidences? Okay. Sure. No problem. I'll just stand on the curb and 
watch it slide past. Why not? I've already watched half a dozen bigger ones go by. 
'Right here, Herb,' he said, opening his eyes. 'I was just trying to figure out how do I love thee. You know, 
counting the ways?' 
'You're thilly,' Herb said, obviously pleased. 'And you're going to handle this carefully and prudently, 
right?' 
'Right.' 
'Then I think I'll go eat supper with the light of my life.' 
'That sounds like a good idea. Goodbye, Herb - and thanks.' 
'You're welcome. I'll try to make it the day after tomorrow. Dee says goodbye, too.' 
'If she wants to pour the wine, I bet she does,' Mort said, and they both hung up laughing. 
As soon as he put the telephone back on its table, the fantasy came back. Shooter. He do the police in 
different voices. Of course, he was alone and it was dark, a condition which bred fantasies. Nevertheless, 
he did not believe - at least in his head - that John Shooter was either a supernatural being or a 
supercriminal. If he had been the former, he would surely know that Morton Rainey had not committed 
plagiarism - at least not on that particular story - and if he had been the latter, he would have been off 
knocking over a bank or something, not farting around western Maine, trying to squeeze a short story out of 
a writer who made a lot more money from his novels. 
He started slowly back toward the living room, intending to go through to the study and try the word 
processor, when a thought 
(at least not that particular story) 
struck him and stopped him. 
What exactly did that mean, not that particular story? Had he ever stolen someone else's work? 
For the first time since Shooter had turned up on his porch with his sheaf of pages, Mort considered this 
question seriously. A good many reviews of his books had suggested that he was not really an original 
writer; that most of his works consisted of twice-told tales. He remembered Amy reading a review of The 
Organ-Grinder's Boy which had first acknowledged the book's pace and readability, and then suggested a 
certain derivativeness in its plotting. She'd said, 'So what? Don't these people know there are only about 
five really good stories, and writers just tell them over and over, with different characters?' 
Mort himself believed there were at least six stories: success; failure; love and loss; revenge, mistaken 
identity; the search for a higher power, be it God or the devil. He had told the first four over and over, 
obsessively, and now that he thought of it, 'Sowing Season' embodied at least three of those ideas. But was 
that plagiarism? If it was, every novelist at work in the world would be guilty of the crime. 
Plagiarism, he decided, was outright theft. And he had never done it in his life. Never. 
'Never,' he said, and strode into his study with his head up and his eyes wide, like a warrior approaching the 
field of battle. And there he sat for the next one hour, and words he wrote none. 
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His dry stint on the word processor convinced him that it might be a good idea to drink dinner instead of eat 
it, and he was on his second bourbon and water when the telephone rang again. He approached it gingerly, 
suddenly wishing he had a phone answering machine after all. They did have at least one sterling quality: 
you could monitor incoming calls and separate friend from foe. 
He stood over it irresolutely, thinking how much he disliked the sound modern telephones made. Once 
upon a time they had rung - jingled merrily, even. Now they made a shrill ululating noise that sounded like 
a migraine headache trying to happen. 
Well, are you going to pick it up or just stand here listening to it do that? 
I don't want to talk to him again. He scares me and he infuriates me, and I don't know which feeling I 
dislike more. 
Maybe it's not him. 
Maybe it is. 
Listening to those two thoughts go around and around was even worse than listening to the warbling beepyawp 
of the phone, so he picked it up and said hello gruffly and it was, after all, no one more dangerous 
than his caretaker, Greg Carstairs. 
Greg asked the now-familiar questions about the house and Mort answered them all again, reflecting that 
explaining such an event was very similar to explaining a sudden death - if anything could get you over the 
shock, it was the constant repetition of the known facts. 
'Listen, Mort, I finally caught up with Tom Greenleaf late this afternoon,' Greg said, and Mort thought Greg 
sounded a little funny - a little cautious. 'He and Sonny Trotts were painting the Methodist Parish Hall.' 
'Uh-huh? Did you speak to him about my buddy?' 
'Yeah, I did,' Greg said. He sounded more cautious than ever. 
'Well?' 
There was a short pause. Then Greg said, 'Tom thought you must have been mixed up on your days.' 
'Mixed up on my ... what do you mean?' 
'Well,' Greg said apologetically, 'he says he did swing down Lake Drive yesterday afternoon and he did see 
you; he said he waved to you and you waved back. But, Mort -' 
'What?' But he was afraid he already knew what. 
'Tom says you were alone,' Greg finished. 
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For a long moment, Mort didn't say anything. He did not feel capable of saying anything. Greg didn't say 
anything, either, giving him time to think. Tom Greenleaf, of course, was no spring chicken; he was Dave 
Newsome's senior by at least three and perhaps as many as six years. But neither was he senile. 
'Jesus,' Mort said at last. He spoke very softly. The truth was, he felt a little winded. 
'My idea,' Greg said diffidently, 'was maybe Tom was the one who got a little mixed up. You know he's not 
exactly -' 
'A spring chicken,' Mort finished. 'I know it. But if there's anybody in Tashmore with a better eye for 
strangers than Tom, I don't know who it is. He's been remembering strangers all his life, Greg. That's one of 
the things caretakers do, right?' He hesitated, then burst out: 'He looked at us! He looked right at both of 
us!' 
Carefully, speaking as if he were only joshing, Greg said: 'Are you sure you didn't just dream this fella, 
Mort?' 
'I hadn't even considered it,' Mort said slowly, 'until now. If none of this happened, and I'm running around 
telling people it did, I guess that would make me crazy.' 
'Oh, I don't think that at all,' Greg said hastily. 
'I do,' Mort replied. He thought: But maybe that's what he really wants. To make people think you are 
crazy. And, maybe in the end, to make what people think the truth. 
Oh yes. Right. And he partnered up with old Tom Greenleaf to do the job. In fact, it was probably Tom who 
went up to Derry and burned the house, while Shooter stayed down here and wasted the cat - right? 
Now, think about it. Really THINK. Was he there? Was he REALLY? 
So Mort thought about it. He thought about it harder than he had ever thought about anything in his life; 
harder, even, than he had thought about Amy and Ted and what he should do about them after he had 
discovered them in bed together on that day in May. Had he hallucinated John Shooter? 
He thought again of the speed with which Shooter had grabbed him and thrown him against the side of the 
car. 
'Greg?' 
'I'm here, Mort.' 
'Tom didn't see the car, either? Old station wagon, Mississippi plates?' 
'He says he didn't see a car on Lake Drive at all yesterday. just you, standing up by the end of the path that 
goes down to the lake. He thought you were admiring the view.' 
Is it live, or is it Memorex? 
He kept coming back to the hard grip of Shooter's hands on his upper arms, the speed with which the man 
had thrown him against the car. 'You lie,' Shooter had said. Mort had seen the rage chained in his eyes, and 
had smelled dry cinnamon on his breath. 
His hands. 
The pressure of his hands. 
'Greg, hold the phone a sec.' 
'Sure.' 
Mort put the receiver down and tried to roll up his shirtsleeves. He was not very successful, because his 
hands were shaking badly. He unbuttoned the shirt instead, pulled it off, then held out his arms. At first he 
saw nothing. Then he rotated them outward as far as they would go, and there they were, two yellowing 
bruises on the inside of each arm, just above the elbow. 
The marks made by John Shooter's thumbs when he grabbed him and threw him against the car. 
He suddenly thought he might understand, and was afraid. Not for himself, though. 
For old Tom Greenleaf. 
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He picked up the telephone. 'Greg?' 
'I'm here.' 
'Did Tom seem all right when you talked to him?' 
'He was exhausted,' Greg said promptly. 'Foolish old man has got no business crawling around on a 
scaffold and painting all day in a cold wind. Not at his age. He looked ready to fall into the nearest pile of 
leaves, if he couldn't get to a bed in a hurry. I see what you're getting at, Mort, and I suppose that if he was 
tired enough, it could have slipped his mind, but -' 
'No, that's not what I'm thinking about. Are you sure exhaustion was all it was? Could he have been 
scared?' 
Now there was a long, thinking silence at the other end of the line. Impatient though he was, Mort did not 
break it. He intended to allow Greg all the thinking time he needed. 
'He didn't seem himself,' Greg said at last. 'He seemed distracted ... off, somehow. I chalked it up to plain 
old tiredness, but maybe that wasn't it. Or not all of it.' 
'Could he have been hiding something from you?' 
This time the pause was not so long. 'I don't know. He might have been. That's all I can say for sure, Mort. 
You're making me wish I'd talked to him longer and pressed him a little harder.' 
'I think it might be a good idea if we went over to his place,' Mort said. 
'Now. It happened the way I told you, Greg. If Tom said something different, it could be because my friend 
scared the bejesus out of him. I'll meet you there.' 
'Okay.' Greg sounded worried all over again. 'But, you know, Tom isn't the sort of man who'd scare easy.' 
'I'm sure that was true once, but Tom's seventy-five if he's a day. I think that the older you get, the easier to 
scare you get.' 
'Why don't I meet you there?' 
'That sounds like a good idea.' Mort hung up the telephone, poured the rest of his bourbon down the sink, 
and headed for Tom Greenleafs house in the Buick. 
29 
Greg was parked in the driveway when Mort arrived. Tom's Scout was by the back door. Greg was wearing 
a flannel jacket with the collar turned up; the wind off the lake was keen enough to be uncomfortable. 
'He's okay,' he told Mort at once. 
'How do you know?' 
They both spoke in low tones. 
'I saw his Scout, so I went to the back door. There's a note pinned there saying he had a hard day and went 
to bed early.' Greg grinned and shoved his long hair out of his face. 'It also says that if any of his regular 
people need him, they should call me.' 
'Is the note in his handwriting?' 
'Yeah. Big old-man's scrawl. I'd know it anywhere. I went around and looked in his bedroom window. He's 
in there. The window's shut, but it's a wonder he doesn't break the damned glass, he's snoring so loud. Do 
you want to check for yourself?' 
Mort sighed and shook his head. 'But something's wrong, Greg. Tom saw us. Both of us. The man got hot 
under the collar a few minutes after Tom passed and grabbed me by the arms. I'm wearing his bruises. I'll 
show you, if you want to see.' 
Greg shook his head. 'I believe you. The more I think about it, the less I like the way he sounded when he 
said you were all by yourself when he saw you. There was something ... off about it. I'll talk to him again in 
the morning. Or we can talk to him together, if you want.' 
'That would be good. What time?' 
'Why not come down to the Parish Hall around nine-thirty? He'll have had two-three cups of coffee - you 
can't say boo to him before he's had his coffee - and we can get him down off that damned scaffolding for 
awhile. Maybe save his life. Sound okay?' 
'Yes.' Mort held out his hand. 'Sorry I got you out on a wild goosechase.' Greg shook his hand. 'No need to 
be. Something's not right here. I'm good and curious to find out what it is.' 
Mort got back into his Buick, and Greg slipped behind the wheel of his truck. They drove off in opposite 
directions, leaving the old man to his exhausted sleep. 
Mort himself did not sleep until almost three in the morning. He tossed and turned in the bedroom until the 
sheets were a battlefield and he could stand it no longer. Then he walked to the living-room couch in a kind 
of daze. He barked his shins on the rogue coffee table, cursed in a monotone, lay down, adjusted the 
cushions behind his head, and fell almost immediately down a black hole. 
30 
When he woke up at eight o'clock the next morning, he thought he felt fine. He went right on thinking so 
until he swung his legs off the couch and sat up. Then a groan so loud it was almost a muted scream 
escaped him and he could only sit for a moment, wishing he could hold his back, his knees, and his right 
arm all at the same time. The arm was the worst, so he settled for holding that. He had read someplace that 
people can accomplish almost supernatural acts of strength while in the grip of panic; that they feel nothing 
while lifting cars off trapped infants or strangling killer Dobermans with their bare hands, only realizing 
how badly they have strained their bodies after the tide of emotion has receded. Now he believed it. He had 
thrown open the door of the upstairs bathroom hard enough to pop one of the hinges. How hard had he 
swung the poker? Harder than he wanted to think about, according to the way his back and right arm felt 
this morning. Nor did he want to think what the damage up there might look like to a less inflamed eye. He 
did know that he was going to put the damage right himself - or as much of it as he could, anyway. Mort 
thought Greg Carstairs must have some serious doubts about his sanity already, his protestations to the 
contrary notwithstanding. A look at the broken bathroom door, smashed shower-stall door, and shattered 
medicine cabinet would do little to improve Greg's faith in his rationality. He remembered thinking that 
Shooter might be trying to make people believe he was crazy. The idea did not seem foolish at all now that 
he examined it in the light of day; it seemed, if anything, more logical and believable than ever. 
But he had promised to meet Greg at the Parish Hall in ninety minutes - less than that, now - to talk to Tom 
Greenleaf. Sitting here and counting his aches wasn't going to get him there. 
Mort forced himself to his feet and walked slowly through the house to the master bathroom. He turned the 
shower on hot enough to send up billows of steam, swallowed three aspirin, and climbed in. 
By the time he emerged, the aspirin had started its work, and he thought he could get through the day after 
all. It wouldn't be fun, and he might feel as if it had lasted several years by the time it was over, but he 
thought he could get through it. 
This is the second day, he thought as he dressed. A little cramp of apprehension went through him. 
Tomorrow is his deadline. That made him think first of Amy, and then of Shooter saying, I'd leave her out 
of it if I could, but I'm startin to think you ain't going to leave me that option. 
The cramp returned. First the crazy son of a bitch had killed Bump, then he had threatened Tom Greenleaf 
(surely he must have threatened Tom Greenleaf), and, Mort had come to realize, it really was possible that 
Shooter could have torched the Derry house. He supposed he had known this all along, and had simply not 
wanted to admit it to himself. Torching the house and getting rid of the magazine had been his main 
mission - of course; a man as crazy as Shooter simply wouldn't think of all the other copies of that 
magazine that were lying around. Such things would not be part of a lunatic's world view. 
And Bump? The cat was probably just an afterthought. Shooter got back, saw the cat on the stoop waiting 
to be let back in, saw that Mort was still sleeping, and killed the cat on a whim. Making a round trip to 
Derry that fast would have been tight, but it could have been done. It all made sense. 
And now he was threatening to involve Amy. 
I'll have to warn her, he thought, stuffing his shirt into the back of his pants. Call her up this morning and 
come totally clean. Handling the man myself is one thing; standing by while a madman involves the only 
woman I've ever really loved in something she doesn't know anything about ... that's something else. 
Yes. But first he would talk with Tom Greenleaf and get the truth out of him. Without Tom's corroboration 
of the fact that Shooter was really around and really dangerous, Mort's own behavior was going to look 
suspicious or nutty, or both. Probably both. So, Tom first. 
But before he met Greg at the Methodist Parish Hall, he intended to stop in at Bowie's and have one of 
Gerda's famous bacon-and-cheese omelettes. An army marches on its stomach, Private Rainey. Right you 
are, sir. He went out to the front hallway, opened the little wooden box mounted on the wall over the 
telephone table, and felt for the Buick keys. The Buick keys weren't there. 
Frowning, he walked out into the kitchen. There they were, on the counter by the sink. He picked them up 
and bounced them thoughtfully on the palm of his hand. Hadn't he put them back in the box when he 
returned from his run to Tom's house last night? He tried to remember, and couldn't - not for sure. 
Dropping the keys into the box after returning home was such a habit that one drop-off blended in with 
another. If you ask a man who likes fried eggs what he had for breakfast three days ago, he can't remember 
- he assumes he had fried eggs, because he has them so often, but he can't be sure. This was like that. He 
had come back tired, achy, and preoccupied. He just couldn't remember. 
But he didn't like it. 
He didn't like it at all. 
He went to the back door and opened it. There, lying on the porch boards, was John Shooter's black hat 
with the round crown. 
Mort stood in the doorway looking at it, his car keys clutched in one hand with the brass key-fob hanging 
down so it caught and reflected a shaft of morning sunlight. He could hear his heartbeat in his ears. It was 
beating slowly and deliberately. Some part of him had expected this. 
The hat was lying exactly where Shooter had left his manuscript. And beyond it, in the driveway, was his 
Buick. He had parked it around the corner when he returned last night - that he did remember - but now it 
was here. 
'What did you do?' Mort Rainey screamed suddenly into the morning sunshine, and the birds which had 
been twittering unconcernedly away in the trees fell suddenly silent. 'What in God's name did you do?' 
But if Shooter was there, watching him, he made no reply. Perhaps he felt that Mort would find out what he 
had done soon enough. 
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The Buick's ashtray was pulled open, and there were two cigarette butts in it. They were unfiltered. Mort 
picked one of them out with his fingernails, his face contorted into a grimace of distaste, sure it would be a 
Pall Mall, Shooter's brand. It was. 
He turned the key and the engine started at once. Mort hadn't heard it ticking and popping when he came 
out, but it started as if it were warm, all the same. Shooter's hat was now in the trunk. Mort had picked it up 
with the same distaste he had shown for the cigarette butt, putting only enough of his fingers on the brim to 
get a grip on it. There had been nothing under it, and nothing inside it but a very old sweat-stained inner 
band. It had some other smell, however, one which was sharper and more acrid than sweat. It was a smell 
which Mort recognized in some vague way but could not place. Perhaps it would come to him. He put the 
hat in the Buick back seat, then remembered he would be seeing Greg and Tom in a little less than an hour. 
He wasn't sure he wanted them to see the hat. He didn't know exactly why he felt that way, but this 
morning it seemed safer to follow his instincts than to question them, so he put the hat in the trunk and set 
off for town. 
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He passed Tom's house again on the way to Bowie's. The Scout was no longer in the driveway. For a 
moment this made Mort feel nervous, and then he decided it was a good sign, not a bad one - Tom must 
have already started his day's work. Or he might have gone to Bowie's himself - Tom was a widower, and 
he ate a lot of his meals at the lunch counter in the general store. 
Most of the Tashmore Public Works Department was at the counter, drinking coffee and talking about the 
upcoming deer season, but Tom was 
(dead he's dead Shooter killed him and guess whose car he used) 
not among them. 
'Mort Rainey!' Gerda Bowie greeted him in her usual hoarse, Bleacher Creature's shout. She was a tall 
woman with masses of frizzy chestnut hair and a great rounded bosom. 'Ain't seen you in a coon's age! 
Writing any good books lately?' 
'Trying,' Mort said. 'You wouldn't make me one of your special omelettes, would you?' 
'Shit, no!' Gerda said, and laughed to show she was only joking. The PW guys in their olive-drab coveralls 
laughed right along with her. Mort wished briefly for a great big gun like the one Dirty Harry wore under 
his tweed sport-coats. Boom-bang-blam, and maybe they could have a little order around here. 'Coming 
right up, Mort.' 
'Thanks.' 
When she delivered it, along with toast, coffee, and OJ, she said in a lower voice: 'I heard about your 
divorce. I'm sorry.' 
He lifted the mug of coffee to his lips with a hand that was almost steady. 'Thanks, Gerda.' 
'Are you taking care of yourself?' 
'Well ... trying.' 
'Because you look a little peaky.' 
'It's hard work getting to sleep some nights. I guess I'm not used to the quiet yet.' 
'Bullshit - it's sleeping alone you're not used to yet. But a man doesn't have to sleep alone forever, Mort, 
just because his woman don't know a good thing when she has it. I hope you don't mind me talking to you 
this way -' 
'Not at all,' Mort said. But he did. He thought Gerda Bowie made a shitty Ann Landers. 
'- but you're the only famous writer this town has got.' 
'Probably just as well.' 
She laughed and tweaked his ear. Mort wondered briefly what she would say, what the big men in the 
olive-drab coveralls would say, if he were to bite the hand that tweaked him. He was a little shocked at how 
powerfully attractive the idea was. Were they all talking about him and Amy? Some saying she didn't know 
a good thing when she had it, others saying the poor woman finally got tired of living with a crazy man and 
decided to get out, none of them knowing what the fuck they were talking about, or what he and Amy had 
been about when they had been good? Of course they were, he thought tiredly. That's what people were 
best at. Big talk about people whose names they saw in the newspapers. 
He looked down at his omelette and didn't want it. 
He dug in just the same, however, and managed to shovel most of it down his throat. It was still going to be 
a long day. Gerda Bowie's opinions on his looks and his love-life wouldn't change that. 
When he finished, paid for breakfast and a paper, and left the store (the Public Works crews had decamped 
en masse five minutes before him, one stopping just long enough to obtain an autograph for his niece, who 
was having a birthday), it was five past nine. He sat behind the steering wheel long enough to check the 
paper for a story about the Derry house, and found one on page three. DERRY FIRE INSPECTORS 
REPORT NO LEADS IN RAINEY ARSON, the headline read. The story itself was less than half a column 
long. The last sentence read, 'Morton Rainey, known for such best-selling novels as The Organ-Grinder's 
Boy and The Delacourt Family, could not be reached for comment.' Which meant that Amy hadn't given 
them the Tashmore number. Good deal. He'd thank her for that if he talked to her later on. 
Tom Greenleaf came first. It would be almost twenty past the hour by the time he reached the Methodist 
Parish Hall. Close enough to nine-thirty. He put the Buick in gear and drove off. 
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When he arrived at the Parish Hall, there was a single vehicle parked in the drive - an ancient Ford Bronco 
with a camper on the back and a sign reading SONNY TROTTS PAINTING CARETAKING GENERAL 
CARPENTRY on each of the doors. Mort saw Sonny himself, a short man of about forty with no hair and 
merry eyes, on a scaffolding. He was painting in great sweeps while the boom box beside him played 
something Las Vegasy by Ed Ames or Tom Jones -one of those fellows who sang with the top three buttons 
of their shirts undone, anyway. 
'Hi, Sonny!' Mort called. 
Sonny went on painting, sweeping back and forth in almost perfect rhythm as Ed Ames or whoever it was 
asked the musical questions what is a man, what has he got. They were questions Mort had asked himself a 
time or two, although without the horn section. 
'Sonny!' 
Sonny jerked. White paint flew from the end of his brush, and for an alarming moment Mort thought he 
might actually topple off the scaffold. Then he caught one of the ropes, turned, and looked down. 'Why, Mr 
Rainey!' he said. 'You gave me a helluva turn!' 
For some reason Mort thought of the doorknob in Disney's Alice in Wonderland and had to suppress a 
violent bray of laughter. 
'Mr Rainey? You okay?' 
'Yes Mort swallowed crooked. It was a trick he had learned in parochial school about a thousand years ago, 
and was the only foolproof way to keep from laughing he had ever found. Like most good tricks that 
worked, it hurt. 'I thought you were going to fall off.' 
'Not me,' Sonny said with a laugh of his own. He killed the voice coming from the boom box as it set off on 
a fresh voyage of emotion. 'Tom might fall off, maybe, but not me.' 
'Where is Tom?' Mort asked. 'I wanted to talk to him.' 
'He called early and said he couldn't make it today. I told him that was okay, there wasn't enough work for 
both of us anyways.' 
Sonny looked down upon Mort confidentially. 
'There is, a' course, but Tom ladled too much onto his plate this time. This ain't no job for a older fella. He 
said he was all bound up in his back. Must be, too. Didn't sound like himself at all.' 
'What time was that?' Mort asked, trying hard to sound casual. 
'Early,' Sonny said. 'Six or so. I was just about to step into the old shitatorium for my morning 
constitutional. Awful regular, I am.' Sonny sounded extremely proud of this. 'Course Tom, he knows what 
time I rise and commence my doins.' 
'But he didn't sound so good?' 
'Nope. Not like himself at all.' Sonny paused, frowning. He looked as if he was trying very hard to 
remember something. Then he gave a little shrug and went on. 'Wind off the lake was fierce yesterday. 
Probably took a cold. But Tommy's iron. Give him a day or two and he'll be fine. I worry more about him 
gettin preoccupated and walkin the plank.' Sonny indicated the floor of the scaffold with his brush, sending 
a riffle of white drops marching up the boards past his shoes. 'Can I do anything for you, Mr Rainey?' 
'No,' Mort said. There was a dull ball of dread, like a piece of crumpled canvas, under his heart. 'Have you 
seen Greg, by the way?' 
'Greg Carstairs?' 
'Yes.' 
'Not this morning. Course, he deals with the carriage trade.' Sonny laughed. 'Rises later'n the rest of us, he 
does.' 
'Well, I thought he was going to come by and see Tom, too,' Mort said. 'Do you mind if I wait a little? He 
might show up.' 
'Be my guest,' Sonny said. 'You mind the music?' 
'Not at all.' 
'You can get some wowser tapes off the TV these days. All you gotta do is give em your MasterCard 
number. Don't even have to pay for the call. It's a eight-hundred number.' He bent toward the boom box, 
then looked earnestly down at Mort. 'This is Roger Whittaker,' he said in low and reverent tones. 
'Oh.' 
Sonny pushed PLAY. Roger Whittaker told them there were times (he was sure they knew) when he bit off 
more than he could chew. That was also something Mort had done without the horn section. He strolled to 
the edge of the driveway and tapped absently at his shirt pocket. He was a little surprised to find that the 
old pack of L & M's, now reduced to a single hardy survivor, was in there. He lit the last cigarette, wincing 
in anticipation of the harsh taste. But it wasn't bad. It had, in fact, almost no taste at all ... as if the years had 
stolen it away. 
That's not the only thing the years have stolen. 
How true. Irrelevant, but true. He smoked and looked at the road. Now Roger Whittaker was telling him 
and Sonny that a ship lay loaded in the harbor, and that soon for England they would sail. Sonny Trotts 
sang the last word of each line. No more; just the last word. Cars and trucks went back and forth on Route 
23. Greg's Ford Ranger did not come. Mort pitched away his cigarette, looked at his watch, and saw it was 
quarter to ten. He understood that Greg, who was almost religiously punctual, was not coming, either. 
Shooter got them both. 
Oh, bullshit! You don't know that! 
Yes I do. The hat. The car. The keys. 
You're not just Jumping to conclusions, you're leaping to them. 
The hat. The car. The keys. 
He turned and walked back toward the scaffold. 'I guess he forgot,' he said, but Sonny didn't hear him. He 
was swaying back and forth, lost in the art of painting and the soul of Roger Whittaker. 
Mort got back into his car and drove away. Lost in his own thoughts, he never heard Sonny call after him. 
The music probably would have covered it, anyway. 
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He arrived back at his house at quarter past ten, got out of the car, and started for the house. Halfway there, 
he turned back and opened the trunk. The hat sat inside, black and final, a real toad in an imaginary garden. 
He picked it up, not being so choosy of how he handled it this time, slammed the trunk shut, and went into 
the house. 
He stood in the front hallway, not sure what he wanted to do next ... and suddenly, for no reason at all, he 
put the hat on his head. He shuddered when he did it, the way a man will sometimes shudder after 
swallowing a mouthful of raw liquor. But the shudder passed. 
And the hat felt like quite a good fit, actually. 
He went slowly into the master bathroom, turned on the light, and positioned himself in front of the mirror. 
He almost burst out laughing - he looked like the man with the pitchfork in that Grant Wood painting, 
'American Gothic.' He looked like that even though the guy in the picture was bareheaded. The hat covered 
Mort's hair completely, as it had covered Shooter's (if Shooter had hair - that was yet to be determined, 
although Mort supposed that he would know for sure the next time he saw him, since Mort now had his 
chapeau), and just touched the tops of his ears. It was pretty funny. A scream, in fact. 
Then the restless voice in his head asked, Why'd you put it on? Who'd you think you'd look like? Him? and 
the laughter died. Why had he put the hat on in the first place? 
He wanted you to, the restless voice said quietly. 
Yes? But why? Why would Shooter want Mort to put on his hat? 
Maybe he wants you to ... 
Yes? he prompted the restless voice again. Wants me to what? 
He thought the voice had gone away and was reaching for the light-switch when it spoke again. 
... to get confused, it said. 
The phone rang then, making him jump. He snatched the hat off guiltily (a little like a man who fears he 
may be caught trying on his wife's underwear) and went to answer it, thinking it would be Greg, and it 
would turn out Tom was at Greg's house. Yes, of course, that was what had happened; Tom had called 
Greg, had told him about Shooter and Shooter's threats, and Greg had taken the old man to his place. To 
protect him. It made such perfect sense that Mort couldn't believe he hadn't thought of it before. 
Except it wasn't Greg. It was Herb Creekmore. 
'Everything's arranged,' Herb said cheerfully. 'Marianne came through for me. She's a peach.' 
'Marianne?' Mort asked stupidly. 
'Marianne Jaffery, at EQMM!' Herb said. 'EQMM? "Sowing Season"? June, 1980? You understand dese 
t'ings, bwana?' 
'Oh,' Mort said. 'Oh, good! Thanks, Herb! Is it for sure?' 
'Yep. You'll have it tomorrow - the actual magazine, not just a Xerox of the story. It's coming up from PA 
Federal Express. Have you heard anything else from Mr Shooter?' 
'Not yet,' Mort said., looking down at the black hat in his hand. He could still smell the odd, evocative 
aroma it held. 
'Well, no news is good news, they say. Did you talk to the local law?' 
Had he promised Herb he would do that? Mort couldn't remember for sure, but he might have. Best to play 
safe, anyway. 'Yes. Old Dave Newsome didn't exactly burst a gasket. He thought the guy was probably just 
playing games.' It was downright nasty to lie to Herb, especially after Herb had done him such a favor, but 
what sense would it make to tell him the truth? It was too crazy, too complicated. 
'Well you passed it along. I think that's important, Mort - I really do.' 
'Yes.' 
'Anything else?' 
'No - but thanks a million for this. You saved my life.' And maybe, he thought, that wasn't just a figure of 
speech. 
'My pleasure. Remember that in small towns, FedEx usually delivers right to the local post office. Okay?' 
'Yeah.' 
'How's the new book coming? I've really been wanting to ask.' 
'Great!' Mort cried heartily. 
'Well, good. Get this guy off your back and turn to it. Work has saved many a better man than you or me, 
Mort.' 
'I know. Best to your lady.' 
'Thanks. Best to -' Herb stopped abruptly, and Mort could almost see him biting his lip. Separations were 
hard to get used to. Amputees kept feeling the foot which was no longer there, they said. '- to you,' he 
finished. 
'I got it,' Mort said. 'Take care, Herbert.' 
He walked slowly out to the deck and looked down at the lake. There were no boats on it today. I'm one 
step up, no matter what else happens. I can show the man the goddam magazine. It may not tame him . . . 
but then again, it may. He's crazy, after all, and you never know what people from the fabled tribe of the 
Crazy Folks will or won't do. That is their dubious charm. Anything is possible. 
It was even possible that Greg was at home after all, he thought - he might have forgotten their meeting at 
the Parish Hall, or something totally unrelated to this business might have come up. Feeling suddenly 
hopeful, Mort went to the telephone and dialled Greg's number. The phone was on the third ring when he 
remembered Greg saying the week before that his wife and kids were going to spend some time at his inlaws'. 
Megan starts school next year, and it'll be harder for them to get away, he'd said. 
So Greg had been alone. 
(the hat) 
Like Tom Greenleaf. 
(the car) 
The young husband and the old widower. 
(the keys) 
And how does it work? Why, as simple as ordering a Roger Whittaker tape off the TV. Shooter goes to 
Tom Greenleafs house, but not in his station wagon - oh no, that would be too much like advertising. He 
leaves his car parked in Mort Rainey's driveway, or maybe around the side of the house. He goes to Tom's 
in the Buick. Forces Tom to call Greg. Probably gets Greg out of bed, but Greg has got Tom on his mind 
and comes in a hurry. Then Shooter forces Tom to call Sonny Trotts and tell Sonny he doesn't feel well 
enough to come to work. Shooter puts a screwdriver against old Tom's jugular and suggests that if Tom 
doesn't make it good, he'll be one sorry old coot. Tom makes it good enough ... although even Sonny, not 
too bright and just out of bed, realizes that Tom doesn't sound like himself at all. Shooter uses the 
screwdriver on Tom. And when Greg Carstairs arrives, he uses the screwdriver - or something like it - on 
him. And ... 
You've gone shit out of your mind. This is just a bad case of the screaming meemies and that's all. Repeat: 
that ... IS ... ALL. 
That was reasonable, but it didn't convince him. It wasn't a Chesterfield. It didn't satisfy. 
Mort walked rapidly through the downstairs part of the house, tugging and twirling at his hair. 
What about the trucks? Tom's Scout, Greg's Ranger? Add the Buick and you're thinking about three 
vehicles here - four if you count in Shooter's Ford wagon, and Shooter is just one man. 
He didn't know ... but he knew that enough was enough. 
When he arrived at the telephone again, he pulled the phone book out of its drawer and started looking for 
the town constable's number. He stopped abruptly. 
One of those vehicles was the Buick, my Buick. 
He put the telephone down slowly. He tried to think of a way Shooter could have handled all of the 
vehicles. Nothing came. It was like sitting in front of the word processor when you were tapped for ideas - 
you got nothing but a blank screen. But he did know he didn't want to call Dave Newsome. Not yet. He was 
walking away from the telephone, headed toward no place in particular, when it rang. 
It was Shooter. 
'Go to where we met the other day,' Shooter said. 'Walk down the path a little way. You impress me as a 
man who thinks the way old folks chew their food, Mr Rainey, but I'm willing to give you all the time you 
need. I'll call back late this afternoon. Anybody you call between now and then is your responsibility.' 
'What did you do?' he asked again. This time his voice was robbed of all force, little more than a whisper. 
'What in the world did you do?' 
But there was only a dead line. 
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He walked up to the place where the path and the road came together, the place where he had been talking 
to Shooter when Tom Greenleaf had had the misfortune to see them. For some reason he didn't like the idea 
of driving the Buick. The bushes on either side of the path were beaten down and skinned-looking, making 
a rough path. He walked jerkily down this path, knowing what he would find in the first good-sized copse 
of trees he came to ... and he did find it. It was Tom Greenleafs Scout. Both men were inside. 
Greg Carstairs was sitting behind the wheel with his head thrown back and a screwdriver - a Phillips, this 
time - buried up to the hilt in his forehead, above his right eye. The screwdriver had come from a cupboard 
in the pantry of Mort's house. The red plastic handle was badly chipped and impossible not to recognize. 
Tom Greenleaf was in the back seat with a hatchet planted in the top of his head. His eyes were open. Dried 
brains had trickled down around his ears. Written along the hatchet's ash handle in faded but still legible red 
letters was one word: RAINEY. It had come from the toolshed. 
Mort stood silently. A chickadee called. A woodpecker used a hollow tree to send Morse code. A 
freshening breeze was producing whitecaps on the lake; the water was a dark cobalt today, and the 
whitecaps made a pretty contrast. 
There was a rustling sound behind him. Mort wheeled around so fast he almost fell - would have fallen, if 
he'd not had the Scout to lean against. It wasn't Shooter. It was a squirrel. It looked down at him with bright 
hate from where it was frozen halfway up the trunk of a maple which blazed with red fall fire. Mort waited 
for his galloping heart to slow. He waited for the squirrel to dash up the tree. His heart did; the squirrel did 
not. 
'He killed them both,' he said at last, speaking to the squirrel. 'He went to Tom's in my Buick. Then he went 
to Greg's in Tom's Scout, with Tom driving. He killed Greg. Then he had Tom drive down here, and killed 
him. He used my tools to do both of them. Then he walked back to Tom's house ... or maybe he jogged. He 
looks rugged enough to have jogged. Sonny didn't think Tom sounded like himself, and I know why. By 
the time Sonny got that call, the sun was getting ready to come up and Tom was already dead. It was 
Shooter, imitating Tom. And it was probably easy. From the way Sonny had his music cranked this 
morning, he's a little deaf, anyway. Once he was done with Sonny Trotts, he got in my Buick again and 
drove it back to the house. Greg's Ranger is still parked in his own driveway, where it's been all along. And 
that's how -' 
The squirrel scurried up the trunk and disappeared into the blazing red leaves. 
'-that's how it worked,' Mort finished dully. 
Suddenly his legs felt watery. He took two steps back up the path, thought of Tom Greenleafs brains drying 
on his cheeks, and his legs just gave up. He fell down and the world swam away for awhile. 
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When he came to, Mort rolled over, sat up groggily, and turned his wrist to look at his watch. It said quarter 
past two, but of course it must have stopped at that time last night; he had found Tom's Scout at midmorning, 
and this couldn't be afternoon. He had fainted, and, considering the circumstances, that wasn't 
surprising. But no one faints for three and a half hours. 
The watch's second hand was making its steady little circle, however. 
Must have jogged it when I sat up, that's all. 
But that wasn't all. The sun had changed position, and would soon be lost behind the clouds which were 
filling up the sky. The color of the lake had dulled to a listless chrome. 
So he had started off fainting, or swooning, and then what? Well, it sounded incredible, but he supposed he 
must have fallen asleep. The last three days had been nerve-racking, and last night he had been sleepless 
until three. So call it a combination of mental and physical fatigue. His mind had just pulled the plug. And 
Shooter! Christ. Shooter said he'd call! 
He tried to get to his feet, then fell back with a little oof! sound of mingled pain and surprise as his left leg 
buckled under him. It was full of pins and needles, all of them crazily dancing. He must have lain on the 
goddam thing. Why hadn't he brought the Buick, for Christ's sake? If Shooter called and Mort wasn't there 
to take the call, the man might do anything. 
He lunged to his feet again, and this time made it all the way up. But when he tried to stride on the left leg, 
it refused his weight and spilled him forward again. He almost hit his head on the side of the truck going 
down and was suddenly looking at himself in one of the hubcaps of the Scout. The convex surface made his 
face look like a grotesque funhouse mask. At least he had left the goddamned hat back at the house; if he 
had seen that on his head, Mort thought he would have screamed. He wouldn't have been able to help 
himself. 
All at once he remembered there were two dead men in the Scout. They were sitting above him, getting 
stiff, and there were tools sticking out of their heads. 
He crawled out of the Scout's shadow, dragged his left leg across his right with his hands, and began to 
pound at it with his fists, like a man trying to tenderize a cheap cut of meat. 
Stop it! a small voice cried - it was the last kernel of rationality at his command, a little sane light in what 
felt like a vast bank of black thunderheads between his ears. Stop it! He said he'd call late in the afternoon, 
and it's only quarter past two! Plenty of time! Plenty of time! 
But what if he called early? Or what if 'late afternoon' started after two o'clock in the deep-dish, 
crackerbarrel South? 
Keep beating on your leg like that and you'll wind up with a charley horse. Then you can see how you like 
trying to crawl back in time to take his call. 
That did the trick. He was able to make himself stop. This time he got up more cautiously and just stood for 
a moment (he was careful to keep his back to Tom's Scout - he did not want to look inside again) before 
trying to walk. He found that the pins and needles were subsiding. He walked with a pronounced limp at 
first, but his gait began to smooth out after the first dozen strides . 
He was almost clear of the bushes Shooter had stripped and beaten down with Tom's Scout when he heard a 
car approaching. Mort dropped to his knees without even thinking about it and watched as a rusty old 
Cadillac swept by. It belonged to Don Bassinger, who owned a place on the far side of the lake. Bassinger, 
a veteran alcoholic who spent most of his time drinking up what remained of his once-substantial 
inheritance, often used Lake Drive as a shortcut to what was known as Bassinger Road. Don was about the 
only year-round resident down here, Mort thought. 
After the Caddy was out of sight, Mort got to his feet and hurried the rest of the way up to the road. Now he 
was glad he hadn't brought the Buick. He knew Don Bassinger's Cadillac, and Bassinger knew Mort's 
Buick. It was probably too early in the day for Don to be in a blackout, and he might well have remembered 
seeing Mort's car, if it had been there, parked not far from the place where, before too much longer, 
someone was going to make an extremely horrible discovery. 
He's busy tying you to this business, Mort thought as he limped along Lake Drive toward his house. He's 
been doing it all along. If anyone saw a car near Tom Greenleafs last night, it will almost certainly turn out 
to be your Buick. He killed them with your tools 
I could get rid of the tools, he thought suddenly. I could throw them in the lake. I might heave up a time or 
two getting them out, but I think I could go through with it. 
Could you? I wonder. And even if you did ... well, Shooter almost certainly will have thought of that 
possibility, too. He seems to have thought of all the others. And he knows that if you tried to get rid of the 
hatchet and the screwdriver and the police dragged the bottom for them and they were found, things would 
look even worse for you. Do you see what he's done? Do you? 
Yes. He saw. John Shooter had given him a present. It was a tar baby. A large, glistening tar baby. Mort 
had smacked the tar baby in the head with his left hand and it had stuck fast. So he had whopped that old 
tar baby in the gut with his right hand to make it let go, only his right hand had stuck, too. He had been - 
what was the word he had kept using with such smug satisfaction? 'Disingenuous,' wasn't it? Yes, that was 
it. And all the time he had been getting more entangled with John Shooter's tar baby. And now? Well, he 
had told lies to all sorts of people, and that would look bad if it came out, and a quarter of a mile behind 
him a man was wearing a hatchet for a hat and Mort's name was written on the handle, and that would look 
even worse. 
Mort imagined the telephone ringing in the empty house and forced himself into a trot. 
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Shooter didn't call. 
The minutes stretched out like taffy, and Shooter didn't call. Mort walked restlessly through the house, 
twirling and pulling at his hair. He imagined this was what it felt like to be a junkie waiting for the pusherman. 
Twice he had second thoughts about waiting, and went to the phone to call the authorities - not old Dave 
Newsome, or even the county sheriff, but the State Police. He would hew to the old Vietnam axiom: Kill 
em all and let God sort em out. Why not? He had a good reputation, after all; he was a respected member of 
two Maine communities, and John Shooter was a 
Just what was Shooter? 
The word 'phantom' came to mind. 
The word 'will-o-the-wisp' also came to mind. 
But it was not this that stopped him. What stopped him was a horrible certainty that Shooter would be 
trying to call while Mort himself was using the line ... that Shooter would hear the busy signal, hang up, 
and Mort would never hear from him again. 
At quarter of four, it began to rain - a steady fall rain, cold and gentle, sighing down from a white sky, 
tapping on the roof and the stiff leaves around the house. 
At ten of, the telephone rang. Mort leaped for it. 
It was Amy. 
Amy wanted to talk about the fire. Amy wanted to talk about how unhappy she was, not just for herself, but 
for both of them. Amy wanted to tell him that Fred Evans, the insurance investigator, was still in Derry, 
still picking over the site, still asking . questions about everything from the most recent wiring inspection to 
who had the keys to the wine cellar, and Ted was suspicious of his motives. Amy wanted Mort to wonder 
with her if things would have been different if they had had children. 
Mort responded to all this as best he could, and all the time he was talking with her, he felt time - prime 
late-afternoon time - slipping away. He was half mad with worry that Shooter would call, find the line 
busy, and commit some fresh atrocity. Finally he said the only thing he could think of to get her off the 
line: that if he didn't get to the bathroom soon, he was going to have an accident. 
'Is it booze?' she asked, concerned. 'Have you been drinking?' 
'Breakfast, I think,' he said. 'Listen, Amy, I-' 
'At Bowie's?' 
'Yes,' he said, trying to sound strangled with pain and effort. The truth was, he felt strangled. It was all quite 
a comedy, when you really considered it. 'Amy, really, I -' 
'God, Mort, she keeps the dirtiest grill in town,' Amy said. 'Go. I'll call back later.' The phone went dead in 
his ear. He put the receiver into its cradle, stood there a moment, and was amazed and dismayed to discover 
his fictional complaint was suddenly real: his bowels had drawn themselves into an aching, throbbing knot. 
He ran for the bathroom, unclasping his belt as he went. 
It was a near thing, but he made it. He sat on the ring in the rich odor of his own wastes, his pants around 
his ankles, catching his breath ... and the phone began to ring again. 
He sprang up like a jack released from its box, cracking one knee smartly on the side of the washstand, and 
ran for it, holding his pants up with one hand and mincing along like a girl in a tight skirt. He had that 
miserable, embarrassing I-didn't-have-time-to-wipe feeling, and he guessed it happened to everyone, but it 
suddenly occurred to him he had never read about it in a book - not one single book, ever. 
Oh, life was such a comedy. 
This time it was Shooter. 
'I saw you down there,' Shooter said. His voice was as calm and serene as ever. 'Down where I left them, I 
mean. Looked like you had you a heat-stroke, only it isn't summer.' 
'What do you want?' Mort switched the telephone to his other ear. His pants slid down to his ankles again. 
He let them go and stood there with the waistband of his jockey shorts suspended halfway between his 
knees and his hips. What an author photograph this would make, he thought. 
'I almost pinned a note on you,' Shooter said. 'I decided not to.' He paused, then added with a kind of absent 
contempt: 'You scare too easy.' 
'What do you want?' 
'Why, I told you that already, Mr Rainey. I want a story to make up for the one you stole. Ain't you ready to 
admit it yet?' 
Yes - tell him yes! Tell him anything, the earth is flat, John Kennedy and Elvis Presley are alive and well 
and playing banjo duets in Cuba, Meryl Streep's a transvestite, tell him ANYTHING 
But he wouldn't. 
All the fury and frustration and horror and confusion suddenly burst out of his mouth in a howl. 
'I DIDN'T! I DIDN'T! YOU'RE CRAZY, AND I CAN PROVE IT! I HAVE THE MAGAZINE, YOU LOONY! 
DO YOU HEAR ME? I HAVE THE GODDAM MAGAZINE!' 
The response to this was no response. The line was silent and dead, without even the faraway gabble of a 
phantom voice to break that smooth darkness, like that which crept up to the window-wall each night he 
had spent here alone. 
'Shooter?' 
Silence. 
'Shooter, are you still there?' 
More silence. He was gone. 
Mort let the telephone sag away from his ear. He was returning it to the cradle when Shooter's voice, tinny 
and distant and almost lost, said: 
. . now?' 
Mort put the phone back to his ear. It seemed to weigh eight hundred pounds. 'What?' he asked. 'I thought 
you were gone.' 
'You have it? You have this so-called magazine? Now?' He thought Shooter sounded upset for the first 
time. Upset and unsure. 
'No,' Mort said. 
'Well, there!' Shooter said, sounding relieved. 'I think you might finally be ready to talk turk -' 
'It's coming Federal Express,' Mort interrupted. 'It will be at the post office by ten tomorrow.' 
'What will be?' Shooter asked. 'Some fuzzy old thing that's supposed to be a copy?' 
'No,' Mort said. The feeling that he had rocked the man, that he had actually gotten past his defenses and hit 
him hard enough to make it hurt, was strong and undeniable. For a moment or two Shooter had sounded 
almost afraid, and Mort was angrily glad. 'The magazine. The actual magazine.' 
There was another long pause, but this time Mort kept the telephone screwed tightly against his ear. 
Shooter was there. And suddenly the story was the central issue again, the story and the accusation of 
plagiarism; Shooter treating him like he was a goddam college kid was the issue, and maybe the man was 
on the run at last. 
Once, in the same parochial school where Mort had learned the trick of swallowing crooked, he had seen a 
boy stick a pin in a beetle which had been trundling across his desk. The beetle had been caught - pinned, 
wriggling, and dying. At the time, Mort had been sad and horrified. Now he understood. Now he only 
wanted to do the same thing to this man. This crazy man. 
'There can't be any magazine,' Shooter said finally. 'Not with that story in it. That story is mine!' 
Mort could hear anguish in the man's voice. Real anguish. It made him glad. The pin was in Shooter. He 
was wriggling around on it. 
'It'll be here at ten tomorrow,' Mort said, 'or as soon after as FedEx drops the Tashmore stuff. I'll be happy 
to meet you there. You can take a look. As long a look as you want, you goddamned maniac.' 
'Not there,' Shooter said after another pause. 'At your house.' 
'Forget it. When I show you that issue of Ellery Queen, I want to be someplace where I can yell for help if 
you go apeshit.' 
'You'll do it my way,' Shooter said. He sounded a little more in control ... but Mort did not believe Shooter 
had even half the control he'd had previously. 'If you don't, I'll see you in the Maine State Prison for 
murder.' 
'Don't make me laugh.' But Mort felt his bowels begin to knot up again. 
'I hooked you to those two men in more ways than you know,' Shooter said, 'and you have told a right smart 
of lies. If I just disappear, Mr Rainey, you are going to find yourself standing with your head in a noose and 
your feet in Crisco.' 
'You don't scare me.' 
'Yeah, I do,' Shooter said. He spoke almost gently. 'The only thing is. you're startin to scare me a little, too. 
I can't quite figure you out.' 
Mort was silent. 
'It'd be funny,' Shooter said in a strange, ruminating tone. 'if we had come by the same story in two different 
places, at two different times.' 
'The thought had occurred to me.' 
'Did it?' 
'I dismissed it,' Mort said. 'Too much of a coincidence. If it was just the same plot, that would be one thing. 
But the same language? The same goddam diction?' 
'Uh-huh,' Shooter said. 'I thought the same thing, pilgrim. It's just too much. Coincidence is out. You stole 
it from me, all right, but I'm goddamned if I can figure out how or when.' 
'Oh, quit it!' Mort burst out. 'I have the magazine! I have proof! Don't you understand that? It's over! 
Whether it was some nutty game on your part or just a delusion, it is over! I have the magazine!' 
After a long silence, Shooter said: 'Not yet, you don't.' 
'How true,' Mort said. He felt a sudden and totally unwanted sense of kinship with the man. 'So what do we 
do tonight?' 
'Why, nothing,' Shooter said. 'Those men will keep. One has a wife and kids visiting family. The other lives 
alone. You go and get your magazine tomorrow morning. I will come to your place around noon.' 
'You'll kill me,' Mort said. He found that the idea didn't carry much terror with it - not tonight, anyway. 'If I 
show you the magazine, your delusion will break down and you'll kill me.' 
'No!' Shooter replied, and this time he seemed clearly surprised. 'You? No, sir! But those others were going 
to get in the way of our business. I couldn't have that ... and I saw that I could use them to make you deal 
with me. To face up to your responsibility.' 
'You're crafty,' Mort said. 'I'll give you that. I believe you're nuts, but I also believe you're just about the 
craftiest son of a bitch I ever ran across in my life.' 
'Well, you can believe this,' Shooter said. 'If I come tomorrow and find you gone, Mr Rainey, I will make it 
my business to destroy every person in the world that you love and care for. I will burn your life like a 
canefield in a high wind. You will go to jail for killing those two men, but going to jail will be the least of 
your sorrows. Do you understand?' 
'Yes,' Mort said. 'I understand. Pilgrim.' 
'Then you be there.' 
'And suppose - just suppose - I show you the magazine, and it has my name on the contents page and my 
story inside. What then?' 
There was a short pause. Then Shooter said, 'I go to the authorities and confess to the whole shooting 
match. But I'd take care of myself long before the trial, Mr Rainey. Because if things turn out that way, then 
I suppose I am crazy. And that kind of a crazy man . . .' There was a sigh. 'That kind of crazy man has no 
excuse or reason to live.' 
The words struck Mort with queer force. He's unsure, he thought. For the first time, he's really unsure ... 
which is more than I've ever been. 
But he cut that off, and hard. He had never had a reason to be unsure. This was Shooter's fault. Every bit of 
it was Shooter's fault. 
He said: 'How do I know you won't claim the magazine is a fake?' 
He expected no response to this, except maybe something about how Mort would have to take his word, but 
Shooter surprised him. 
'If it's real, I'll know,' he said, 'and if it's fake, we'll both know. I don't reckon you could have rigged a 
whole fake magazine in three days, no matter how many people you have got working for you in New 
York.' 
It was Mort's turn to think, and he thought for a long, long time. Shooter waited for him. 
'I'm going to trust you,' Mort said at last. 'I don't know why, for sure. Maybe because I don't have a lot to 
live for myself these days. But I'm not going to trust you whole hog. You come down here. Stand in the 
driveway where I can see you, and see that you're unarmed. I'll come out. Is that satisfactory?' 
'That'll do her.' 
'God help us both.' 
'Yessir. I'll be damned if I'm sure what I'm into anymore ... and that is not a comfortable feeling.' 
'Shooter?' 
'Right here.' 
'I want you to answer one question.' 
Silence . . . but an inviting silence, Mort thought. 
'Did you burn down my house in Derry?' 
'No,' Shooter said at once. 'I was keeping an eye on you.' 
'And Bump,' Mort said bitterly. 
'Listen,' Shooter said. 'You got my hat?' 
'Yes.' 
'I'll want it,' Shooter said, 'one way or the other.' 
And the line went dead. 
Just like that. 
Mort put the phone down slowly and carefully and walked back to the bathroom - once again holding his 
pants up as he went - to finish his business. 
38 
Amy did call back, around seven, and this time Mort was able to talk to her quite normally - just as if the 
bathroom upstairs wasn't trashed and there weren't two dead men sitting behind a screen of bushes on the 
path down to the lake, stiffening as the twilight turned to dark around them. 
She had spoken with Fred Evans herself since her last call, she said, and she was convinced he either knew 
something or suspected something about the fire he didn't want to tell them. Mort tried to soothe her, and 
thought he succeeded to some degree, but he was worried himself. If Shooter hadn't started the fire -and 
Mort felt inclined to believe the man had been telling the truth about that -then it must have been raw 
coincidence ... right? 
He didn't know if it was right or not. 
'Mort, I've been so worried about you,' she said suddenly. 
That snapped him back from his thoughts. 'Me? I'm okay.' 
'Are you sure? When I saw you yesterday, I thought you looked ... strained.' She paused. 'In fact, I thought 
you looked like you did before you had the ... you know.' 
'Amy, I did not have a nervous breakdown.' 
'Well, no,' she said quickly. 'But you know what I mean. When the movie people were being so awful about 
The Delacourt Family.' 
That had been one of the bitterest experiences of Mort's life. Paramount had optioned the book for $75,000 
on a pick-up price Of $750,000 - damned big money. And they had been on the verge of exercising their 
option when someone had turned up an old script in the files, something called The HomeTeam, which was 
enough like The Delacourt Family to open up potential legal problems. It was the only time in his career - 
before this nightmare, anyway -when he had been exposed to the possibility of a plagiarism charge. The 
execs had ended up letting the option lapse at the eleventh hour. Mort still did not know if they had been 
really worried about plagiarism or had simply had second thoughts about his novel's film potential. If they 
really had been worried, he didn't know how such a bunch of pansies could make any movies. Herb 
Creekmore had obtained a copy of the Home Team screenplay, and Mort had seen only the most casual 
similarity. Amy agreed. 
The fuss happened just as he was reaching a dead end on a novel he had wanted desperately to write. There 
had been a short PR tour for the paperback version of The Delacourt Family at the same time. All of that at 
once had put him under a great deal of strain. 
But he had not had a nervous breakdown. 
'I'm okay,' he insisted again, speaking gently. He had discovered an amazing and rather touching thing 
about Amy some years before: if you spoke to her gently enough, she was apt to believe you about almost 
anything. He had often thought that, if it had been a species-wide trait, like showing your teeth to indicate 
rage or amusement, wars would have ceased millennia ago. 
'Are you sure, Mort?' 
'Yes. Call me if you hear any more from our insurance friend.' 
'I will.' 
He paused. 'Are you at Ted's?' 
'Yes.' 
'How do you feel about him, these days?' 
She hesitated, then said simply: 'I love him.' 
'Oh.' 
'I didn't go with other men,' she said suddenly. 'I've always wanted to tell you that. I didn't go with other 
men. But Ted ... he looked past your name and saw me, Mort. He saw me.' 
'You mean I didn't.' 
'You did when you were here,' she said. Her voice sounded small and forlorn. 'But you were gone so much.' 
His eyes widened and he was instantly ready to do battle. Righteous battle. 'What? I haven't been on tour 
since The Delacourt Family! And that was a short one!' 
'I don't want to argue with you, Mort,' she said softly. 'That part should be over. All I'm trying to say is that, 
even when you were here, you were gone a lot. You had your own lover, you know. Your work was your 
lover.' Her voice was steady, but he sensed tears buried deep inside it. 'How I hated that bitch, Mort. She 
was prettier than me, smarter than me, more fun than me. How could I compete?' 
'Blame it all on me, why not?' he asked her, dismayed to find himself on the edge of tears. 'What did you 
want me to do? Become a goddam plumber? We would have been poor and I would have been 
unemployed. There was nothing else I could fucking do, don't you understand that? There was nothing else 
I could do!' He had hoped the tears were over, at least for awhile, but here they were. Who had rubbed this 
horrible magic lamp again? Had it been him or her this time? 
'I'm not blaming you. There's blame for me, too. You never would have found us ... the way you did ... if I 
hadn't been weak and cowardly. It wasn't Ted; Ted wanted us to go to you and tell you together. He kept 
asking. And I kept putting him off. I told him I wasn't sure. I told myself I still loved you, that things could 
go back to the way they were ... but things never do, I guess. I'll -' She caught her breath, and Mort realized 
she was crying, too. 'I'll never forget the look on your face when you opened the door of that motel room. 
I'll carry that to my grave.' 
Good! he wanted to cry out at her. Good! Because you only had to see it! I had to wear It! 
'You knew my love,' he said unsteadily. 'I never hid her from you. You knew from the start.' 
'But I never knew,' she said, 'how deep her embrace could be.' 
'Well, cheer up,' Mort said. 'She seems to have left me now.' 
Amy was weeping. 'Mort, Mort - I only want you to live and be happy. Can't you see that? Can't you do 
that?' 
What he had seen was one of her bare shoulders touching one of Ted Milner's bare shoulders. He had seen 
their eyes, wide and frightened, and Ted's hair stuck up in an Alfalfa corkscrew. He thought of telling her 
this - of trying, anyway -and let it go. It was enough. They had hurt each other enough. Another time, 
perhaps, they could go at it again. He wished she hadn't said that thing about the nervous breakdown, 
though. He had not had a nervous breakdown. 
'Amy, I think I ought to go.' 
'Yes - both of us. Ted's out showing a house, but he'll be back soon. I have to put some dinner together.' 
'I'm sorry about the argument.' 
'Will you call if you need me? I'm still worried.' 
'Yes,' he said, and said goodbye, and hung up. He stood there by the telephone for a moment, thinking he 
would surely burst into tears. But it passed. That was perhaps the real horror. 
It passed. 
39 
The steadily falling rain made him feel listless and stupid. He made a little fire in the woodstove, drew a 
chair over, and tried to read the current issue of Harper's, but he kept nodding off and then jerking awake 
again as his chin dropped, squeezing his windpipe and producing a snore. I should have bought some 
cigarettes today, he thought. A few smokes would have kept me awake. But he hadn't bought any smokes, 
and he wasn't really sure they would have kept him awake, anyway. He wasn't just tired; he was suffering 
from shock. 
At last he walked over to the couch, adjusted the pillows, and lay back. Next to his cheek, cold rain spicklespackled 
against the dark glass. 
Only once, he thought. I only did it once. And then he fell deeply asleep. 
40 
In his dream, he was in the world's biggest classroom. 
The walls stretched up for miles. Each desk was a mesa, the gray tiles the endless plain which swept among 
them. The clock on the wall was a huge cold sun. The door to the hallway was shut, but Morton Rainey 
could read the words on the pebbled glass: 
HOME TEAM WRITING ROOM 
PROF. DELLACOURT 
They spelled it wrong, Mort thought, too many L's. 
But another voice told him this was not so. 
Mort was standing on the giant blackboard's wide chalk gutter, stretching up. He had a piece of chalk the 
size of a baseball bat in his hand. He wanted to drop his arm, which ached ferociously, but he could not. 
Not until he had written the same sentence on the blackboard five hundred times: I will not copy from John 
Kintner. He must have written it four hundred times already, he thought, but four hundred wasn't enough. 
Stealing a man's work when a man's work was really all he had was unforgivable. So he would have to 
write and write and write, and never mind the voice in his mind trying to tell him that this was a dream, that 
his right arm ached for other reasons. 
The chalk squeaked monstrously. The dust, acrid and somehow familiar - so familiar - sifted down into his 
face. At last he could go on no longer. His arm dropped to his side like a bag filled with lead shot. He 
turned on the chalk gutter, and saw that only one of the desks in the huge classroom was occupied. The 
occupant was a young man with a country kind of face; a face you expected to see in the north forty behind 
the ass end of a mule. His pale-brown hair stuck up in spikes from his head. His country-cousin hands, 
seemingly all knuckles, were folded on the desk before him. He was looking at Mort with pale, absorbed 
eyes. 
I know you, Mort said in the dream. 
That's right, pilgrim, John Kintner said in his bald, drawling Southern accent. You just put me together 
wrong. Now keep on writing. It's not five hundred. It's five thousand. 
Mort started to turn, but his foot slipped on the edge of the gutter, and suddenly he was spilling outward, 
screaming into the dry, chalky air, and John Kintner was laughing, and he 
41 
- woke up on the floor with his head almost underneath the rogue coffee table, clutching at the carpet and 
crying out in high-pitched, whinnying shrieks. 
He was at Tashmore Lake. Not in some weird, cyclopean classroom but at the lake ... and dawn was 
coming up misty in the east. 
I'm all right. It was just a dream and I'm all right. 
But he wasn't. Because it hadn't just been a dream. John Kintner had been real. How in God's name could 
he have forgotten John Kintner? 
Mort had gone to college at Bates, and had majored in creative writing. Later, when he spoke to classes of 
aspiring writers (a chore he ducked whenever possible), he told them that such a major was probably the 
worst mistake a man or woman could make, if he or she wanted to write fiction for a living. 
'Get a job with the post office,' he'd say. 'It worked for Faulkner.' And they would laugh. They liked to 
listen to him, and he supposed he was fairly good at keeping them entertained. That seemed very important, 
since he doubted that he or anyone else could teach them how to write creatively. Still, he was always glad 
to get out at the end of the class or seminar or workshop. The kids made him nervous. He supposed John 
Kintner was the reason why. 
Had Kintner been from Mississippi? Mort couldn't remember, but he didn't think so. But he had been from 
some enclave of the Deep South all the same - Alabama, Louisiana, maybe the toolies of north Florida. He 
didn't know for sure. Bates College had been a long time ago, and he hadn't thought of John Kintner, who 
had suddenly dropped out one day for reasons known only to himself, in years. 
That's not true. You thought about him last night. 
Dreamed about him, you mean, Mort corrected himself quickly, but that hellish little voice inside would not 
let it go. 
No, earlier than that. You thought about him while you were talking to Shooter on the telephone. 
He didn't want to think about this. He wouldn't think about this. John Kintner was in the past; John Kintner 
had nothing to do with what was happening now. He got up and walked unsteadily toward the kitchen in 
the milky, early light to make strong coffee. Lots and lots of strong coffee. Except the hellish little voice 
wouldn't let him be. Mort looked at Amy's set of kitchen knives hanging from their magnetized steel 
runners and thought that if he could cut that little voice out, he would try the operation immediately. 
You were thinking that you rocked the man - that you finally rocked him. You were thinking that the story 
had become the central issue again, the story and the accusation of plagiarism. Shooter treating you like a 
goddam college kid was the issue. Like a goddam college kid. Like a 
'Shut up,' Mort said hoarsely. 'Just shut the fuck up.' 
The voice did, but he found himself unable to stop thinking about John Kintner anyway. 
As he measured coffee with a shaking hand, he thought of his constant, strident protestations that he hadn't 
plagiarized Shooter's story, that he had never plagiarized anything. 
But he had, of course. 
Once. 
Just once. 
'But that was so long ago,' he whispered. 'And it doesn't have anything to do with this.' 
It might be true, but that did not stop his thoughts. 
42 
He had been a junior, and it was spring semester. The creative-writing class of which he was a part was 
focussing on the short story that semester. The teacher was a fellow named Richard Perkins, Jr, who had 
written two novels which had gotten very good reviews and sold very few copies. Mort had tried one, and 
thought the good reviews and bad sales had the same root cause: the books were incomprehensible. But the 
man hadn't been a bad teacher - he had kept them entertained, at least. 
There had been about a dozen students in the class. One of them was John Kintner. Kintner was only a 
freshman, but he had gotten special permission to take the class. And had deserved it, Mort supposed. 
Southern-fried cracker or not, that sucker had been good. 
The course required each of them to write either six short stories or three longer ones. Each week, Perkins 
dittoed off the ones he thought would make for the liveliest discussion and handed them out at the end of 
the class. The students were supposed, to come the following week prepared to discuss and criticize. It was 
the usual way to run such a class. And one week Perkins had given them a story from John Kintner. It had 
been called ... What had it been called? 
Mort had turned on the water to fill the coffeemaker, but now he only stood, looking absently out at the fog 
beyond the window-wall and listening to the running water. 
You know damned well what It was called. 'Secret Window, Secret Garden.' 
'But it wasn't!' he yelled petulantly to the empty house. He thought furiously, determined to shut the hellish 
little voice up once and for all ... and suddenly it came to him. 
'"Crowfoot Mile!" he shrieked. 'The name of the story was "Crowfoot Mile," and it doesn't have anything to 
do with anything!' 
Except that was not quite true, either, and he didn't really need the little, voice hunkered down someplace in 
the middle of his aching head to point out the fact. 
Kintner had turned in three or maybe four stories before disappearing to wherever he had disappeared to (if 
asked to guess, Mort would have guessed Vietnam - it was where most of them had disappeared to at the 
end of the sixties -the young men, anyhow). 'Crowfoot Mile' hadn't been the best of Kintner's stories ... but 
it had been good. Kintner was clearly the best writer in Richard Perkins, Jr's class. Perkins treated the boy 
almost as an equal, and in Mort Rainey's not-so-humble estimation, Perkins had been right to do so, 
because he thought Kintner had been quite a bit better than Richard Perkins, Jr. As far as that went, Mort 
believed he had been better. 
But had he been better than Kintner? 
'Huh-uh,' he said under his breath as he turned on the coffeemaker. 'I was second.' 
Yes. He had been second, and he had hated that. He knew that most students taking writing courses were 
just marking time, pursuing a whim before giving up childish things and settling into a study of whatever it 
was that would be their real life's work. The creative writing most of them would do in later life would 
consist of contributing items to the Community Calendar pages of their local newspapers or writing 
advertising copy for Bright Blue Breeze dish detergent. Mort had come into Perkins's class confidently 
expecting to be the best, because it had never been any other way with him. For that reason, John Kintner 
had come as an unpleasant shock. 
He remembered trying to talk to the boy once ... but Kintner, who contributed in class only when asked, 
had proved to be almost inarticulate. When he spoke out loud, he mumbled and stumbled like a poor-white 
sharecropper's boy whose education had stopped at the fourth-grade level. His writing was the only voice 
he had, apparently. 
And you stole it. 
'Shut up,' he muttered. 'Just shut up.' 
You were second best and you hated it. You were glad when he was gone, because then you could be first 
again. Just like you always had been. 
Yes. True. And a year later, when he was preparing to graduate, he had been cleaning out the back closet of 
the sleazy Lewiston apartment he had shared with two other students, and had come upon a pile of offprints 
from Perkins's writing course. Only one of Kintner's stories had been in the stack. It happened to be 
'Crowfoot Mile.' 
He remembered sitting on the seedy, beer-smelling rug of his bedroom, reading the story, and the old 
jealousy had come over him again. 
He threw the other offprints away, but he had taken that one with him ... for reasons he wasn't sure he 
wanted to examine closely. 
As a sophomore, Mort had submitted a story to a literary magazine called Aspen Quarterly. It came back 
with a note which said the readers had found it quite good 'although the ending seemed rather jejune.' The 
note, which Mort found both patronizing and tremendously exciting, invited him to submit other material. 
Over the next two years, he had submitted four more stories. None were accepted, but a personal note 
accompanied each of the rejection slips. Mort went through an unpublished writer's agony of optimism 
alternating with deep pessimism. He had days when he was sure it was only a matter of time before he 
cracked Aspen Quarterly. And he had days when he was positive that the entire editorial staff - pencilnecked 
geeks to a man - was only playing with him, teasing him the way a man might tease a hungry dog 
by holding a piece of meat up over its head and then jerking the scrap out of reach when it leaps. He 
sometimes imagined one of them holding up one of his manuscripts, fresh out of its manila envelope, and 
shouting: 'Here's another one from that putz in Maine! Who wants to write the letter this time?' And all of 
them cracking up, perhaps even rolling around on the floor underneath their posters of Joan Baez and Moby 
Grape at the Fillmore. 
Most days, Mort had not indulged in this sort of sad paranoia. He understood that he was good, and that it 
was only a matter of time. And that summer, working as a waiter in a Rockland restaurant, he thought of 
the story by John Kintner. He thought it was probably still in his trunk, kicking around at the bottom. He 
had a sudden idea. He would change the title and submit 'Crowfoot Mile' to Aspen Quarterly under his own 
name! He remembered thinking it would be a fine joke on them, although, looking back now, he could not 
imagine what the joke would have been. 
He did remember that he'd had no intention of publishing the story under his own name ... or, if he had had 
such an intention on some deeper level, he hadn't been aware of it. In the unlikely event of an acceptance, 
he would withdraw the story, saying he wanted to work on it some more. And if they 
rejected it, he could at least take some cheer in the thought that John Kintner wasn't good enough for Aspen 
Quarterly, either. 
So he had sent the story. 
And they had accepted it. 
And he had let them accept it. 
And they sent him a check for twenty-five dollars. 'An honorarium,' the accompanying letter had called it. 
And then they had published it. 
And Morton Rainey, overcome by belated guilt at what he had done, had cashed the check and had stuffed 
the bills into the poor box of St Catherine's in Augusta one day. 
But guilt hadn't been all he'd felt. Oh no. 
Mort sat at the kitchen table with his head propped in one hand, waiting for the coffee to perk. His head 
ached. He didn't want to be thinking about John Kintner and John Kintner's story. What he had done with 
'Crowfoot Mile' had been one of the most shameful events of his life; was it really surprising that he had 
buried it for so many years? He wished he could bury it again now. This, after all, was going to be a big 
day - maybe the biggest of his life. Maybe even the last of his life. He should be thinking about going to the 
post office. He should be thinking about his confrontation with Shooter, but his mind would not let that sad 
old time alone. 
When he'd seen the magazine, the actual magazine with his name in it above John Kintner's story, he felt 
like a man waking from a horrible episode of sleepwalking, an unconscious outing in which he has done 
some irrevocable thing. How had he let it go so far? It was supposed to have been a joke, for Christ's sake, 
just a little giggle 
But he had let it go so far. The story had been published, and there were at least a dozen other people in the 
world who knew it wasn't his - including Kintner himself. And if one of them happened to pick up Aspen 
Quarterly 
He himself told no one - of course. He simply waited, sick with terror. He slept and ate very little that late 
summer and early fall; he lost weight and dark shadows brushed themselves under his eyes. His heart began 
to triphammer every time the telephone rang. If the call was for him, he would approach the instrument 
with dragging feet and cold sweat on his brow, sure it would be Kintner, and the first words out of Kintner's 
mouth would be, You stole my story, and something has got to be done about it. I think I'll start by telling 
everybody what kind of thief you are. 
The most incredible thing was this: he had known better. He had known the possible consequences of such 
an act for a young man who hoped to make a career of writing. It was like playing Russian roulette with a 
bazooka. Yet still ... still ... 
But as that fall slipped uneventfully past, he began to relax a little. The issue of Aspen Quarterly had been 
replaced by a new issue. The issue was no longer lying out on tables in library periodical rooms all across 
the country; it had been tucked away into the stacks or transferred to microfiche. It might still cause trouble 
- he bleakly supposed he would have to live with that possibility for the rest of his life - but in most cases, 
out of sight meant out of mind. 
Then, in November of that year, a letter from Aspen Quarterly came. 
Mort held it in his hands, looking at his name on the envelope, and began to shake all over. His eyes filled 
with some liquid that felt too hot and corrosive to be tears, and the envelope first doubled and then trebled. 
Caught. They caught me. They'll want me to respond to a letter they have from Kintner ... or Perkins ... or 
one of the others in the class ... I'm caught. 
He had thought of suicide then - quite calmly and quite rationally. His mother had sleeping pills. He would 
use those. Somewhat eased by this prospect, he tore the envelope open and pulled out a single sheet of 
stationery. He held it folded in one hand for a long moment and considered burning it without even looking 
at it. He wasn't sure he could stand to see the accusation held baldly up in front of him. He thought it might 
drive him mad. 
Go ahead, dammit - look. The least you can do is look at the consequences. You may not be able to stand 
up to them, but you can by-God look at them. 
He unfolded the letter. 
Dear Mort Rainey, 
Your short story, 'Eye of the Crow,' was extremely well received here. I'm sorry this follow-up letter has 
been so slow in coming, but, frankly, we expected to hear from you. You have been so faithful in your 
submissions over the years that your silence now that you have finally succeeded in 'making it' is a little 
perplexing. If there was anything about the way your story was handled - typesetting, design, placement, 
etc. - that you didn't like, we hope you'll bring it up. Meantime, how about another tale? 
Respectfully yours, 
Charlie 
Charles Palmer 
Assistant Editor 
Mort had read this letter twice, and then began to peal hoarse bursts of laughter at the house, which was 
luckily empty. He had heard of side-splitting laughter, and this was surely it - he felt that if he didn't stop 
soon, his sides really would split, and send his guts spewing out all over the floor. He had been ready to kill 
himself with his mother's sleeping pills, and they wanted to know if he was upset with the way the story 
had been typeset! He had expected to find that his career was ruined even before it was fairly begun, and 
they wanted more! More! 
He laughed - howled, actually - until his side-splitting laughter turned to hysterical tears. Then he sat on the 
sofa, reread Charles Palmer's letter, and cried until he laughed again. At last he had gone into his room and 
lain down with the pillows arranged behind him just the way he liked, and then he had fallen asleep. 
He had gotten away with it. That was the upshot. He had gotten away with it, and he had never done 
anything even remotely like it again, and it had all happened about a thousand years ago, and so why had it 
come back to haunt him now? 
He didn't know, but he intended to stop thinking about it. 
'And right now, too,' he told the empty room, and walked briskly over to the coffeemaker, trying to ignore 
his aching head. 
You know why you're thinking about it now. 
'Shut up.' He spoke in a conversational tone which was rather cheery ... but his hands were shaking as he 
picked up the Silex. 
Some things you can't hide forever. You might be ill, Mort. 
'Shut up, I'm warning you,' he said in his cheery conversational voice. 
You might be very ill. In fact, you might be having a nervous br... 
'Shut up!' he cried, and threw the Silex as hard as he could. It sailed over the counter, flew across the room, 
turning over and over as it went, crunched into the window-wall, shattered, and fell dead on the floor. He 
looked at the window-wall and saw a long, silvery crack zig-zagging up to the top. It started at the place 
where the Silex had impacted. He felt very much like a man who might have a similar crack running right 
through the middle of his brain. 
But the voice had shut up. 
He walked stolidly into the bedroom, got the alarm clock, and walked back into the living room. He set the 
alarm for ten-thirty as he walked. At ten-thirty he was going to go to the post office, pick up his Federal 
Express package, and go stolidly about the task of putting this nightmare behind him. 
In the meantime, though, he would sleep. 
He would sleep on the couch, where he had always slept best. 
'I am not having a nervous breakdown,' he whispered to the little voice, but the little voice was having none 
of the argument. Mort thought that he might have frightened the little voice. He hoped so, because the little 
voice had certainly frightened him. 
His eyes found the silvery crack in the window-wall and traced it dully. He thought of using the 
chambermaid's key. How the room had been dim, and it had taken his eyes a moment to adjust. Their naked 
shoulders. Their frightened eyes. He had been shouting, He couldn't remember what - and had never dared 
to ask Amy - but it must have been some scary shit, judging from the look in their eyes. 
If I was ever going to have a nervous breakdown, he thought, looking at the lightning-bolt senselessness of 
the crack, it would have been then. Hell, that letter from Aspen Quarterly was nothing compared to opening 
a motel-room door and seeing your wife with another man, a slick real-estate agent from some shitsplat 
little town in Tennessee 
Mort closed his eyes, and when he opened them again it was because another voice was clamoring. This 
one belonged to the alarm clock. The fog had cleared, the sun had come out, and it was time to go to the 
post office. 
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On the way, he became suddenly sure that Federal Express would have come and gone ... and Juliet would 
stand there at the window with her bare face hanging out and shake her head and tell him there was nothing 
for him, sorry. And his proof? It would be gone like smoke. This feeling was irrational - Herb was a 
cautious man, one who did not make promises that couldn't be kept - but it was almost too strong to deny. 
He had to force himself out of the car, and the walk from the door of the post office to the window where 
Juliet Stoker stood sorting mail seemed at least a thousand miles long. 
When he got there, he tried to speak and no words came out. His lips moved, but his throat was too dry to 
make the sounds. Juliet looked up at him, then took a step back. She looked alarmed. Not, however, as 
alarmed as Amy and Ted had looked when he opened the motel-room door and pointed the gun at them. 
'Mr Rainey? Are you all right?' 
He cleared his throat. 'Sorry, Juliet. My throat kind of double-clutched on me for a second.' 
'You're very pale,' she said, and he could hear in her voice that tone so many of the Tashmore residents 
used when they spoke to him - it was a sort of pride, but it held an undertaste of irritation and 
condescension, as though he was a child prodigy who needed special care and feeding. 
'Something I ate last night, I guess,' he said. 'Did Federal Express leave anything for me?' 
'No, not a thing.' 
He gripped the underside of the counter desperately, and for a moment thought he would faint, although he 
had understood almost immediately that that was not what she had said. 
'Pardon me?' 
She had already turned away; her sturdy country bum was presented to him as she shuffled through some 
packages on the floor. 
'Just the one thing, I said,' she replied, and then turned around and slid 
the package across the counter to him. He saw the return address was EQMM in Pennsylvania, and Pelt 
relief course through him. It felt like cool water pouring down a dry throat. 
'Thank you.' 
'Welcome. You know, the post office would have a cow if they knew we handle that Federal Express man's 
mail.' 
'Well, I certainly appreciate it,' Mort said. Now that he had the magazine, he felt a need to get away, to get 
back to the house. This need was so strong it was almost elemental. He didn't know why - it was an hour 
and a quarter until noon -but it was there. In his distress and confusion, he actually thought of giving Juliet 
a tip to shut her up ... and that would have caused her soul, Yankee to its roots, to rise up in a clamor. 
'You won't tell them, will you?' she asked archly. 
'No way,' he said, managing a grin. 
'Good,' Juliet Stoker said, and smiled. 'Because I saw what you did.' 
He stopped by the door. 'Pardon me?' 
'I said they'd shoot me if you did,' she said, and looked closely at his face. 'You ought to go home and lie 
down, Mr Rainey. You really don't look well at all.' 
I feel like I spent the last three days lying down, Juliet - the time I didn't spend hitting things, that is. 
'Well,' he said, 'maybe that's not such a bad idea. I still feel weak.' 
'There's a virus going around. You probably caught it.' 
Then the two women from Camp Wigmore - the ones everybody in town suspected of being lesbians, albeit 
discreet ones - came in, and Mort made good his escape. He sat in the Buick with the blue package on his 
lap, not liking the way everybody kept saying he looked sick, liking the way his mind had been working 
even less. 
It doesn't matter. It's almost over. 
He started to pull the envelope open, and then the ladies from Camp Wigmore came back out and looked at 
him. They put their heads together. One of them smiled. The other laughed out loud. And Mort suddenly 
decided he would wait until he got back home. 
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He parked the Buick around the side of the house, in its customary place, turned off the ignition ... and then 
a soft grayness came over his vision. When it drew back, he felt strange and frightened. Was something 
wrong with him, then? Something physical? 
No - he was just under strain, he decided. 
He heard something - or thought he did - and looked around quickly. 
Nothing there. Get hold of your nerves, he told himself shakily. That's really all you have to do -just get 
hold of your motherfucking nerves. 
And then he thought: I did have a gun. That day. But it was unloaded. I told them that, later. Amy believed 
me. I don't know about Milner, but Amy did, and 
Was it, Mort? Was it really unloaded? 
He thought of the crack in the window-wall again, senseless silver lightning-bolt zig-zagging right up 
through the middle of things. That's how it happens, he thought. That's how it happens in a person's life. 
Then he looked down at the Federal Express package again. This was what he should be thinking about, not 
Amy and Mr Ted Kiss-My-Ass from Shooter's Knob, Tennessee, but this. 
The flap was already half-open - everyone was careless these days. He pulled it up and shook the magazine 
out into his lap. Ellery Queen's Mystery Magazine, the logo said in bright red letters. Beneath that, in much 
smaller type, June, 1980. And below that, the names of some of the writers featured in the issue. Edward D. 
Hoch. Ruth Rendell. Ed McBain. Patricia Highsmith. Lawrence Block. 
His name wasn't on the cover. 
Well, of course not. He was scarcely known as a writer at all then, and certainly not as a writer of mystery 
stories; 'Sowing Season' had been a oner. His name would have meant nothing to regular readers of the 
magazine, so the editors would not have put it on. He turned the cover back. 
There was no contents page beneath. 
The contents page had been cut out. 
He thumbed frantically through the magazine, dropping it once and then picking it up with a little cry. He 
didn't find the excision the first time, but on the second pass, he realized that pages 83 to 97 were gone. 
'You cut it out!' he screamed. He screamed so loudly that his eyeballs bulged from their sockets. He began 
to bring his fists down on the steering wheel of the Buick, again and again and again. The horn burped and 
blared. 'You cut it out, you son of a bitch! How did you do that? You cut it out! You cut it out! You cut it 
out!' 
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He was halfway to the house before the deadly little voice again wondered how Shooter could have done 
that. The envelope had come Federal Express from Pennsylvania, and Juliet had taken possession of it, so 
how, how in God's name 
He stopped. 
Good, Juliet had said. Good, because I saw what you did. 
That was it; that explained it. Juliet was in on it. Except - 
Except Juliet had been in Tashmore since forever. 
Except that hadn't been what she said. That had only been his mind. A little paranoid flatulence. 
'He's doing it, though,' Mort said. He went into the house and once he was inside the door, he threw the 
magazine as hard as he could. It flew like a startled bird, pages riffling, and landed on the floor with a slap. 
'Oh yeah, you bet, you bet your fucking ass, he's doing it. But I don't have to wait around for him.! -' 
He saw Shooter's hat. Shooter's hat was lying on the floor in front of the door to his study. 
Mort stood where he was for a moment, heart thundering in his ears, and then walked over to the stove in 
great cartoon tippy-toe steps. He pulled the poker from the little clutch of tools, wincing when the poker's 
tip clanged softly against the ash-shovel. He took the poker and walked carefully back to the closed door 
again, holding the poker as he had held it before crashing into the bathroom. He had to skirt the magazine 
he'd thrown on the way. 
He reached the door and stood in front of it. 
'Shooter?' 
There was no answer. 
'Shooter, you better come out under your own power! If I have to come in and get you, you'll never walk 
out of anyplace under your own power again !' 
There was still no answer. 
He stood a moment longer, nerving himself (but not really sure he had the nerve), and then twisted the 
knob. He hit the door with his shoulder and barrelled in, screaming, waving the poker 
And the room was empty. 
But Shooter had been here, all right. Yes. The VDT unit of Mort's word cruncher lay on the floor, its screen 
a shattered staring eye. Shooter had killed it. On the desk where the VDT had stood was an old Royal 
typewriter. The steel surfaces of this dinosaur were dull and dusty. Propped on the keyboard was a 
manuscript. Shooter's manuscript, the one he had left under a rock on the porch a million years ago. 
It was 'Secret Window, Secret Garden.' 
Mort dropped the poker on the floor. He walked toward the typewriter as if mesmerized and picked up the 
manuscript. He shuffled slowly through its pages, and came to understand why Mrs Gavin had been so sure 
it was his ... sure enough to rescue it from the trash. Maybe she hadn't known consciously, but her eye had 
recognized the irregular typeface. And why not? She had seen manuscripts which looked like 'Secret 
Window, Secret Garden' for years. The Wang word processor and the System Five laser printer were 
relative newcomers. For most of his writing career he had used this old Royal. 
The years had almost worn it out, and it was a sad case now - when you typed on it, it produced letters as 
crooked as an old man's teeth. 
But it had been here all the time, of course - tucked away at the back of the study closet behind piles of old 
galleys and manuscripts ... what editors called 'foul matter.' Shooter must have stolen it, typed his 
manuscript on it, and then sneaked it back when Mort was out at the post office. Sure. That made sense, 
didn't it? 
No, Mort. That doesn't make sense. Would you like to do something that does make sense? Call the police, 
then. That makes sense. Call the police and tell them to come down here and lock you up. Tell them to do it 
fast, before you can do any more damage. Tell them to do it before you kill anyone else. 
Mort dropped the pages with a great wild cry and they seesawed lazily down around him as all of the truth 
rushed in on him at once like a jagged bolt of silver lightning. 
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There was no John Shooter. 
There never had been. 
'No,' Mort said. He was striding back and forth through the big living room again. His headache came and 
went in waves of pain. 'No, I do not accept that. I do not accept that at all.' 
But his acceptance or rejection didn't make much difference. All the pieces of the puzzle were there, and 
when he saw the old Royal typewriter, they began to fly together. Now, fifteen minutes later, they were still 
flying together, and he seemed to have no power to will them apart. 
The picture which kept coming back to him was of the gas jockey in Mechanic Falls, using a squeegee to 
wash his windshield. A sight he had never expected to witness again in his lifetime. Later, he had assumed 
that the kid had given him a little extra service because he had recognized Mort and liked Mort's books. 
Maybe that was so, but the windshield had needed washing. Summer was gone, but plenty of stuff still 
splatted on your windshield if you drove far enough and fast enough on the back roads. And he must have 
used the back roads. He must have sped up to Derry and back again in record time, only stopping long 
enough to burn down his house. He hadn't even stopped long enough to get gas on the way back. After all, 
he'd had places to go and cats to kill, hadn't he? Busy, busy, busy. 
He stopped in the middle of the floor and whirled to stare at the window wall. 'If I did all that, why can't I 
remember?' he asked the silvery crack in the glass. 'Why can't I remember even now?' 
He didn't know ... but he did know where the name had come from, didn't he? One half from the Southern 
man whose story he had stolen in college; one half from the man who had stolen his wife. It was like some 
bizarre literary in-joke. 
She says she loves him, Mort. She says she loves him now. 
'Fuck that. A man who sleeps with another man's wife is a thief. And the woman is his accomplice.' 
He looked defiantly at the crack. 
The crack said nothing. 
Three years ago, Mort had published a novel called The Delacourt Family. The return address on Shooter's 
story had been Dellacourt, Mississippi. It - 
He suddenly ran for the encyclopedias in the study, slipping and almost falling in the mess of pages strewn 
on the floor in his hurry. He pulled out the M volume and at last found the entry for Mississippi. He ran a 
trembling finger down the list of towns - it took up one entire page - hoping against hope. 
It was no good. 
There was no Dellacourt or Delacourt, Mississippi. 
He thought of looking for Perkinsburg, the town where Shooter had told him he'd picked up a paperback 
copy of Everybody Drops the Dime before getting on the Greyhound bus, and then simply closed the 
encyclopedia. Why bother? There might be a Perkinsburg in Mississippi, but it would mean nothing if there 
was. 
The name of the novelist who'd taught the class in which Mort had met John Kintner had been Richard 
Perkins, Jr. That was where the name had come from. 
Yes, but I don't remember any of this, so how -? 
Oh, Mort, the small voice mourned. You're very sick. You're a very sick man. 
'I don't accept that,' he said again, horrified by the wavery weakness of his voice, but what other choice was 
there? Hadn't he even thought once that it was almost as if he were doing things, taking irrevocable steps, in 
his sleep? 
You killed two men, the little voice whispered. You killed Tom because he knew you were alone that day, 
and you killed Greg so he wouldn't find out for sure. If you had just killed Tom, Greg would have called the 
police. And you didn't want that, COULDN'T have that. Not until this horrible story you've been telling is 
all finished. You were so sore when you got up yesterday. So stiff and sore. But it wasn't just from breaking 
in the bathroom door and trashing the shower stall, was it? You were a lot busier than that. You had Tom 
and Greg to take care of. And you were right about how the vehicles got moved around ... but You were the 
one who jogged all the way back to Tom's to get the Buick, and You were the one who called up Sonny 
Trotts and pretended to be Tom. A man who just got into town from Mississippi wouldn't know Sonny was a 
little deaf, but You would. You killed them, Mort, you KILLED those men! 
'I do not accept that I did!' he shrieked. 'This is all just Part of his plan! This 
I do not 
is just part of his little game! His little mind-game! And I do not accept...' 
Stop, the little voice whispered inside his head, and Mort stopped. 
For a moment there was utter silence in both worlds: the one inside his head, and the one outside of it. 
And, after an interval the little voice asked quietly: Why did You do It, Mort? This whole elaborate and 
homicidal episode? Shooter kept saying he wanted a story, but there is no Shooter. What do You want, 
Mort? What did you create John Shooter FOR? 
Then, from outside, came the sound of a car rolling down the driveway. Mort looked at his watch and saw 
that the hands were standing straight up at noon. A blaze of triumph and relief roared through him like 
flames shooting up the neck of a chimney. That he had the magazine but still no proof did not matter. That 
Shooter might kill him did not matter. He could die happily, just knowing that there was a John Shooter and 
that he himself was not responsible for the horrors he had been considering. 
'He's here!' he screamed joyfully, and ran out of the study. He waved his hands wildly above his head, and 
actually cut a little caper as he rounded the corner and came into the hall. 
He stopped, looking out at the driveway past the sloping roof of the garbage cabinet where Bump's body 
had been nailed up. His hands dropped slowly to his sides. Dark horror stole over his brain. No, not over it; 
it came down, as if some merciless hand were pulling a shade. The last piece fell into place. It had occurred 
to him moments before in the study that he might have created a fantasy assassin because he lacked the 
courage to commit suicide. Now he realized that Shooter had told the truth when he said he would never 
kill Mort. 
It wasn't John Shooter's imaginary station wagon but Amy's no-nonsense little Subaru which was just now 
coming to a stop. Amy was behind the wheel. She had stolen his love, and a woman who would steal your 
love when your love was really all you had to give was not much of a woman. 
He loved her, all the same. 
It was Shooter who hated her. It was Shooter who meant to kill her and then bury her down by the lake near 
Bump. where she would before long be a mystery to both of them. 
'Go away, Amy,' he whispered in the palsied voice of a very old man. 'Go away before it's too late.' 
But Amy was getting out of the car, and as she closed the door behind her, the hand pulled the shade in 
Mort's head all the way down and he was in darkness. 
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Amy tried the door and found it unlocked. She stepped in, started to call for Mort, and then didn't. She 
looked around, wide-eyed and startled. 
The place was a mess. The trash can was full and had overflowed onto the floor. A few sluggish autumn 
flies were crawling in and out of an aluminum pot-pie dish that had been kicked into the corner. She could 
smell stale cooking and musty air. She thought she could even smell spoiled food. 
'Mort?' 
There was no answer. She walked further into the house, taking small steps, not entirely sure she wanted to 
look at the rest of the place. Mrs Gavin had been in only three days ago - how had things gotten so out of 
hand since then? What had happened? 
She had been worried about Mort during the entire last year of their marriage, but she had been even more 
worried since the divorce. Worried, and, of course, guilty. She held part of the blame for herself. and 
supposed she always would. But Mort had never been strong ... and his greatest weakness was his stubborn 
(and sometimes almost hysterical) refusal to recognize the fact. This morning he had sounded like a man on 
the point of suicide. And the only reason she had heeded his admonition not to bring Ted was because she 
thought the sight of him might set Mort off if he really was poised on the edge of such an act. 
The thought of murder had never crossed her mind, nor did it do so now. Even when he had brandished the 
gun at them that horrible afternoon at the motel, she had not been afraid. Not of that. Mort was no killer. 
'Mort? M -' 
She came around the kitchen counter and the word died. She stared at the big living room with wide, 
stunned eyes. Paper was littered everywhere. It looked as if Mort must at some point have exhumed every 
copy of every manuscript he had in his desk drawers and in his files and strewn the pages about in here like 
confetti at some black New Year's Eve celebration. The table was heaped with dirty dishes. The Silex was 
lying shattered on the floor by the window-wall, which was cracked. 
And everywhere, everywhere, everywhere was one word. The word was SHOOTER. 
SHOOTER had been written on the walls in colored chalks he must have taken from her drawer of art 
supplies. SHOOTER was sprayed on the window twice in what looked like dried whipped cream - and yes, 
there was the Redi-Whip pressure-can, lying discarded under the stove. SHOOTER was written over and 
over on the kitchen counters in ink, and on the wooden support posts of the deck on the far side of the 
house in pencil - a neat column like adding that went down in a straight line and said SHOOTER 
SHOOTER SHOOTER SHOOTER. 
Worst of all, it had been carved into the polished cherrywood surface of the table in great jagged letters 
three feet high, like a grotesque declaration of love: SHOOTER. 
The screwdriver he had used to do this last was lying on a chair nearby. There was red stuff on its steel 
shaft - stain from the cherrywood, she assumed. 
'Mort?' she whispered, looking around. 
Now she was frightened that she would find him dead by his own hand. And where? Why, in his study, of 
course. Where else? He had lived all the most important parts of his life in there; surely he had chosen to 
die there. 
Although she had no wish to go in, no wish to be the one to find him, her feet carried her in that direction 
all the same. As she went, she kicked the issue of EQMM Herb Creekmore had had sent out of her way. 
She did not look down. She reached the study door and pushed it slowly open. 
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Mort stood in front of his old Royal typewriter; the screen-and-keyboard unit of his word processor lay 
overturned in a bouquet of glass on the floor. He looked strangely like a country preacher. It was partly the 
posture he had adopted, she supposed; he was standing almost primly with his hands behind his back. But 
most of it was the hat. The black hat, pulled down so it almost touched the tops of his ears. She thought he 
looked a little bit like the old man in that picture, 'American Gothic,' even though the man in the picture 
wasn't wearing a hat. 
'Mort?' she asked. Her voice was weak and uncertain. 
He made no reply, only stared at her. His eyes were grim and glittering. She had never seen Mort's eyes 
look this way, not even on the horrible afternoon at the motel. It was almost as if this was not Mort at all, 
but some stranger who looked like Mort. 
She recognized the hat, though. 
'Where did you find that old thing? The attic?' Her heartbeat was in her voice, making it stagger. 
He must have found it in the attic. The smell of mothballs on it was strong, even from where she was 
standing. Mort had gotten the hat years ago, at a gift shop in Pennsylvania. They had been travelling 
through Amish country. She had kept a little garden at the Derry house, in the angle where the house and 
the study addition met. It was her garden, but Mort often went out to weed it when he was stuck for an idea. 
He usually wore the hat when he did this. He called it his thinking cap. She remembered him looking at 
himself in a mirror once when he was wearing it and joking that he ought to have a bookjacket photo taken 
in it. 'When I put this on,' he'd said, 'I look like a 
man who belongs out in the north forty, walking plow-furrows behind a mule's ass.' 
Then the hat had disappeared. It must have migrated down here and been stored. But... 
'It's my hat,' he said at last in a rusty, bemused voice. 'Wasn't ever anybody else's.' 
'Mort? What's wrong? What's 
'You got you a wrong number, woman. Ain't no Mort here. Mort's dead.' The gimlet eyes never wavered. 
'He did a lot of squirming around, but in the end he couldn't lie to himself anymore, let alone to me. I never 
put a hand on him, Mrs Rainey. I swear. He took the coward's way out.' 
'Why are you talking that way?' Amy asked. 
'This is just the way I talk,' he said with mild surprise. 'Everybody down in Miss'ippi talks this way.' 
'Mort, stop!' 
'Don't you understand what I said?' he asked. 'You ain't deaf, are you? He's dead. He killed himself.' 
'Stop it, Mort,' she said, beginning to cry. 'You're scaring me, and I don't like it.' 
'Don't matter,' he said. He took his hands out from behind his back. In one of them he held the scissors from 
the top drawer of the desk. He raised them. The sun had come out, and it sent a starfish glitter along the 
blades as he snicked them open and then closed. 'You won't be scared long.' He began walking toward her. 
49 
For a moment she stood where she was. Mort would not kill her; if there had been killing in Mort, then 
surely he would have done some that day at the motel. 
Then she saw the look in his eyes and understood that Mort knew that, too. 
But this wasn't him. 
She screamed and wheeled around and lunged for the door. 
Shooter came after her, bringing the scissors down in a silver arc. He would have buried them up to the 
handles between her shoulderblades if his feet had not slid on the papers scattered about the hardwood 
floor. He fell full-length with a cry of mingled perplexity and anger. The blades stabbed down through page 
nine of 'Secret Window, Secret Garden' and the tips broke off. His mouth struck the floor and sprayed 
blood. The package of Pall Malls - the brand John Kintner had silently smoked during the breaks halfway 
through the writing class he and Mort Rainey had shared - shot out of his pocket and slid along the slick 
wood like the weight in a barroom shuffleboard game. He got up on his knees, his mouth snarling and 
smiling through the blood which ran over his lips and teeth. 
'Won't do you no help, Mrs Rainey!' he cried, getting to his feet. He looked at the scissors, snicked them 
open to study the blunted tips a little better, and then tossed them impatiently aside. 'I got a place in the 
garden for you! I got it all picked out. You mind me, now!' 
He ran out the door after her. 
50 
Halfway across the living room, Amy took her own spill. One of her feet came down on the discarded issue 
of EQMM and she fell sprawling on her side, hurting her hip and right breast. She cried out. 
Behind her, Shooter ran across to the table and snatched up the screwdriver he had used on the cat. 
'Stay right there, and be still,' he said as she turned over on her back and stared at him with wide eyes which 
looked almost drugged. 'If you move around, I'm only goin to hurt you before it's over. I don't want to hurt 
you, missus, but I will if I have to. I've got to have something, you see. I have come all this way, and I've 
got to have something for my trouble.' 
As he approached, Amy propped herself up on her elbows and shoved herself backward with her feet. Her 
hair hung in her face. Her skin was coated with sweat; she could smell it pouring out of her, hot and 
stinking. The face above her was the solemn, judgmental face of insanity. 
'No, Mort! Please! Please, Mort 
He flung himself at her, raising the screwdriver over his head and then bringing it down. Amy shrieked and 
rolled to the left. Pain burned a line across her hip as the screwdriver blade tore her dress and grooved her 
flesh. Then she was scrambling to her knees, hearing and feeling the dress shred out a long unwinding strip 
as she did it. 
'No, ma'am,' Shooter panted. His hand closed upon her ankle. 'No, ma'am.' She looked over her shoulder 
and through the tangles of her hair and saw he was using his other hand to work the screwdriver out of the 
floor. The round-crowned black hat sat askew on his head. 
He yanked the screwdriver free and drove it into her right calf. 
The pain was horrid. The pain was the whole world. She screamed and kicked backward, connecting with 
his nose, breaking it. Shooter grunted and fell on his side, clutching at his face, and Amy got to her feet. 
She could hear a woman howling. It sounded like a dog howling at the moon. She supposed it wasn't a dog. 
She supposed it was her. 
Shooter was getting to his feet. His lower face was a mask of blood. The mask split open, showing Mort 
Rainey's crooked front teeth. She could remember licking across those teeth with her tongue. 
'Feisty one, ain't you?' he said, grinning. 'That's all right, ma'am. You go right on.' 
He lunged for her. 
Amy staggered backward. The screwdriver fell out of her calf and rolled across the floor. Shooter glanced 
at it, then lunged at her again, almost playfully. Amy grabbed one of the living-room chairs and dumped it 
in front of him. For a moment they only stared at each other over it . and then he snatched for the front of 
her dress. Amy recoiled. 
'I'm about done fussin with you,' he panted. 
Amy turned and bolted for the door. 
He was after her at once, flailing at her back, his fingertips skating skidding down the nape of her neck, 
trying to close on the top of the dress, catching it, then just missing the hold which would have coiled her 
back to him for good. 
Amy bolted past the kitchen counter and toward the back door. Her right loafer squelched and smooched on 
her foot. It was full of blood. Shooter was after her, puffing and blowing bubbles of blood from his nostrils, 
clutching at her. 
She struck the screen door with her hands, then tripped and fell full-length on the porch, the breath 
whooshing out of her. She fell exactly where Shooter had left his manuscript. She rolled over and saw him 
coming. He only had his bare hands now, but they looked like they would be more than enough. His eyes 
were stern and unflinching and horribly kind beneath the brim of the black hat. 
'I am so sorry, missus,' he said. 
'Rainey!' a voice cried. 'Stop!' 
She tried to look around and could not. She had strained something in her neck. Shooter never even tried. 
He simply came on toward her. 
'Rainey! Stop!' 
'There is no Rainey h -' Shooter began, and then a gunshot rapped briskly across the fall air. Shooter 
stopped where he was, and looked curiously, almost casually, down at his chest. There was a small hole 
there. No blood issued from it - at least, not at first - but the hole was there. He put his hand to it, then 
brought it away. His index finger was marked by a small dot of blood. It looked like a bit of punctuation - 
the kind which ends a sentence. He looked at this thoughtfully. Then he dropped his hands and looked at 
Amy. 
'Babe?' he asked, and then fell full-length beside her on the porch boards. 
She rolled over, managed to get up on her elbows, and crawled to where he lay, beginning to sob. 
'Mort?' she cried. 'Mort? Please, Mort, try to say something!' 
But he was not going to say anything, and after a moment she let this realization fill her up. She would 
reject the simple fact of his death again and again over the next few weeks and months, and would then 
weaken, and the realization would fill her up again. He was dead. He was dead. He had gone crazy down 
here and he was dead. 
He, and whoever had been inside him at the end. 
She put her head down on his chest and wept, and when someone came up behind her and put a comforting 
hand on her shoulder, Amy did not look around. 
EPILOGUE 
Ted and Amy Milner came to see the man who had shot and killed Amy's first husband, the well-known 
writer Morton Rainey, about three months after the events at Tashmore Lake. 
They had seen the man at one other time during the three-month period, at the inquest, but that had been a 
formal situation, and Amy had not wanted to speak to him personally. Not there. She was grateful that he 
had saved her life ... but Mort had been her husband, and she had loved him for many years, and in her 
deepest heart she felt that Fred Evans's finger hadn't been the only one which pulled the trigger. 
She would have come in time anyway, she suspected, in order to clarify it as much as possible in her mind. 
Her time might have been a year, or two, possibly even three. But things had happened in the meanwhile 
which made her move more quickly. She had hoped Ted would let her come to New York alone, but he 
was emphatic. Not after the last time he had let her go someplace alone. That time she had almost gotten 
killed. 
Amy pointed out with some asperity that it would have been hard for Ted to 'let her go,' since she had never 
told him she was going in the first place, but Ted only shrugged. So they went to New York together, rode 
up to the fifty-third floor of a large skyscraper together, and were together shown to the small cubicle in the 
offices of the Consolidated Assurance Company which Fred Evans called home during the working day . 
unless he was in the field, of course. 
She sat as far into the corner as she could get, and although the offices were quite warm, she kept her shawl 
wrapped around her. 
Evans's manner was slow and kind - he seemed to her almost like the country doctor who had nursed her 
through her childhood illnesses - and she liked him. But that's something he'll never know, she thought. I 
might be able to summon up the strength to tell him, and he would nod, but his nod wouldn't indicate belief. 
He only knows that to me he will always be the man who shot Mort, and he had to watch me cry on Mort's 
chest until the ambulance came, and one of the paramedics had to give me a shot before I would let him go. 
And what he won't know is that I like him just the same. 
He buzzed a woman from one of the outer offices and had her bring in three big, steaming mugs of tea. It 
was January outside now, the wind high, the temperature low. She thought with some brief longing of how 
it would be in Tashmore, with the lake finally frozen and that killer wind blowing long, ghostly snakes of 
powdered snow across the ice. Then her mind made some obscure but nasty association, and she saw Mort 
hitting the floor, saw the package of Pall Malls skidding across the wood like a shuffleboard weight. She 
shivered, her brief sense of longing totally dispelled. 
'Are you okay, Mrs Milner?' Evans asked. 
She nodded. 
Frowning ponderously and playing with his pipe, Ted said, 'My wife wants to hear everything you know 
about what happened, Mr Evans. I tried to discourage her at first, but I've come to think that it might be a 
good thing. She's had bad dreams ever since 
'Of course,' Evans said, not exactly ignoring Ted, but speaking directly to Amy. 'I suppose you will for a 
long time. I've had a few of my own, actually. I never shot a man before.' He paused, then added, 'I missed 
Vietnam by a year or so.' 
Amy offered him a smile. It was wan, but it was a smile. 
'She heard it all at the inquest,' Ted went on, 'but she wanted to hear it again, from you, and with the 
legalese omitted.' 
'I understand,' Evans said. He pointed at the pipe. 'You can light that, if you want to.' 
Ted looked at it, then dropped it into the pocket of his coat quickly, as if he were slightly ashamed of it. 'I'm 
trying to give it up, actually.' 
Evans looked at Amy. 'What purpose do you think this will serve?' he asked her in the same kind, rather 
sweet voice. 'Or maybe a better question would be what purpose do you need it to serve?' 
'I don't know.' Her voice was low and composed. 'But we were in Tashmore three weeks ago, Ted and I, to 
clean the place out - we've put it up for sale - and something happened. Two things, actually.' She looked at 
her husband and offered the wan smile again. 'Ted knows something happened, because that's when I got in 
touch with you and made this appointment. But he doesn't know what, and I'm afraid he's put out with me. 
Perhaps he's right to be.' 
Ted Milner did not deny that he was put out with Amy. His hand stole into his coat pocket, started to 
remove the pipe, and then let it drop back again. 
'But these two things - they bear on what happened to your lake home in October?' 
'I don't know. Mr Evans ... what did happen? How much do you know?' 
'Well,' he said, leaning back in his chair and sipping from his mug, 'if you came expecting all the answers, 
you're going to be sorely disappointed. I can tell you about the fire, but as for why your husband did what 
he did ... you can probably fill in more of those blanks than I can. What puzzled us most about the fire was 
where it started - not in the main house but in Mr Rainey's office, which is an addition. That made the act 
seem directed against him, but he wasn't even there. 
'Then we found a large chunk of bottle in the wreckage of the office. It had contained wine - champagne, to 
be exact - but there wasn't any doubt that the last thing it had contained was gasoline. Part of the label was 
intact, and we sent a Fax copy to New York. It was identified as Moet et Chandon, nineteen-eightysomething. 
That wasn't proof indisputable that the bottle used for the Molotov cocktail came from your 
own wine room, Mrs Milner, but it was very persuasive, since you listed better than a dozen bottles of Moet 
et Chandon, some from 1983 and some from 1984. 
'This led us toward a supposition which seemed clear but not very sensible: that you or your ex-husband 
might have burned down your own house. Mrs Milner here said she went off and left the house unlocked - ' 
'I lost a lot of sleep over that,' Amy said. 'I often forgot to lock up when I was only going out for a little 
while. I grew up in a little town north of Bangor and country habits die hard. Mort used to . . .' Her lips 
trembled and she stopped speaking for a moment, pressing them together so tightly they turned white. 
When she had herself under control again, she finished her thought in a low voice. 'He used to scold me 
about it.' 
Ted took her hand. 
'It didn't matter, of course,' Evans said. 'If you had locked the house, Mr Rainey still could have gained 
access, because he still had his keys. Correct?' 
'Yes,' Ted said. 
'It might have sped up the detection end a little if you'd locked the door, but it's impossible to say for sure. 
Monday-morning quarterbacking is a vice we try to steer clear of in my business, anyway. There's a theory 
that it causes ulcers, and that's one I subscribe to. The point is this: given Mrs Rainey's - excuse me, Mrs 
Milner's - testimony that the house was left unlocked, we at first believed the arsonist could have been 
literally anyone. But once we started playing around with the assumption that the bottle used had come 
from the cellar wine room, it narrowed things down.' 
'Because that room was locked,' Ted said. 
Evans nodded. 'Do you remember me asking who held keys to that room, Mrs Milner?' 
'Call me Amy, won't you?' 
He nodded. 'Do you remember, Amy?' 
'Yes. We started locking the little wine closet three or four years ago, after some bottles of red table wine 
disappeared. Mort thought it was the housekeeper. I didn't like to believe it, because I liked her, but I knew 
he could be right, and probably was. We started locking it then so nobody else would be tempted.' 
Evans looked at Ted Milner. 
'Amy had a key to the wine room, and she believed Mr Rainey still had his. So that limited the possibilities. 
Of course, if it had been Amy, you would have had to have been in collusion with her, Mr Milner, since 
you were each other's alibis for that evening. Mr Rainey didn't have an alibi, but he was at a considerable 
distance. And the main thing was this: we could see no motive for the crime. His work had left both Amy 
and himself financially comfortable. Nevertheless, we dusted for fingerprints and came up with two good 
ones. This was the day after we had our meeting in Derry. Both prints belonged to Mr Rainey. It still wasn't 
proof - ' 
'It wasn't?' Ted asked, looking startled. 
Evans shook his head. 'Lab tests were able to confirm that the prints were made before what remained of 
the bottle was charred in the fire, but not how long before. The heat had cooked the oils in them, you see. 
And if our assumption that the bottle came from the wine room was correct, why, someone had to 
physically pick it up out of the bag or carton it came in and store it in its cradle. That someone would have 
been either Mr or Mrs Rainey, and he could have argued that that was where the prints came from.' 
'He was in no shape to argue anything,' Amy said softly. 'Not at the end.' 
'I guess that's true, but we didn't know that. All we knew is that when people carry bottles, they generally 
pick them up by the neck or the upper barrel. These two prints were near the bottom, and the angle was 
very odd.' 
'As if he had been carrying it sideways or even upside down,' Ted broke in. 'Isn't that what you said at the 
hearing?' 
'Yes - and people who know anything about wine don't do it. With most wines, it disturbs the sediment. 
And with champagne 
'It shakes it up,' Ted said. 
Evans nodded. 'If you shake a bottle of champagne really hard, it will burst from the pressure.' 
'But there was no champagne in it, anyway,' Amy said quietly. 
'No. Still, it was not proof. I canvassed the area gas stations to see if anyone who looked like Mr Rainey 
had bought a small amount of gas that night, but had no luck. I wasn't too surprised; he could have bought 
the gasoline in Tashmore or at half a hundred service stations between the two places. 
'Then I went to see Patricia Champion, our one witness. I took a picture of a 1986 Buick - the make and 
model we assumed Mr Rainey would have been driving. She said it might have been the car, but she still 
couldn't be sure. So I was up against it. I went back out to the house to look around, and you came, Amy. It 
was early morning. I wanted to ask you some questions, but you were clearly upset. I did ask you why you 
were there, and you said a peculiar thing. You said you were going down to Tashmore Lake to see your 
husband, but you came by first to look in the garden.' 
'On the phone he kept talking about what he called my secret window ... the one that looked down on the 
garden. He said he'd left something there. But there wasn't anything. Not that I could see, anyway.' 
'I had a feeling about the man when we met,' Evans said slowly. 'A feeling that he wasn't ... quite on track. 
It wasn't that he was lying about some things, although I was pretty sure he was. It was something else. A 
kind of distance.' 
'Yes - I felt it in him more and more. That distance.' 
'You looked almost sick with worry. I decided I could do worse than follow you down to the other house, 
Amy, especially when you told me not to tell Mr Milner here where you'd gone if he came looking for you. 
I didn't believe that idea was original with you. I thought I might just find something out. And I also 
thought . . .' He trailed off, looking bemused. 
'You thought something might happen to me,' she said. 'Thank you, Mr Evans. He would have killed me, 
you know. If you hadn't followed me, he would have killed me.' 
'I parked at the head of the driveway and walked down. I heard a terrific rumpus from inside the house and 
I started to run. That was when you more or less fell out through the screen door, and he came out after 
you.' 
Evans looked at them both earnestly. 
'I asked him to stop,' he said. 'I asked him twice.' 
Amy reached out, squeezed his hand gently for a moment, then let it go. 
'And that's it,' Evans said. 'I know a little more, mostly from the newspapers and two chats I had with Mr 
Milner 
'Call me Ted.' 
'Ted, then.' Evans did not seem to take to Ted's first name as easily as he had to Amy's. 'I know that Mr 
Rainey had what was probably a schizophrenic episode in which he was two people, and that neither one of 
them had any idea they were actually existing in the same body. I know that one of them was named John 
Shooter. I know from Herbert Creekmore's deposition that Mr Rainey imagined this Shooter was hounding 
him over a story called "Sowing Season," and that Mr Creekmore had a copy of the magazine in which that 
story appeared sent up so Mr Rainey could prove that he had published first. The magazine arrived shortly 
before you did, Amy - it was found in the house. The Federal Express envelope it came in was on the seat 
of your ex-husband's Buick.' 
'But he cut the story out, didn't he?' Ted asked. 
'Not just the story - the contents page as well. He was careful to remove every trace of himself. He carried a 
Swiss-army knife, and that was probably what he used. The missing pages were in the Buick's glove 
compartment.' 
'In the end, the existence of that story became a mystery even to him,' Amy said softly. 
Evans looked at her, eyebrows raised. 'Beg pardon?' 
She shook her head. 'Nothing.' 
'I think I've told you everything I can,' Evans said. 'Anything else would be pure speculation. I'm an 
insurance investigator, after all, not a psychiatrist.' 
'He was two men,' Amy said. 'He was himself ... and he became a character he created. Ted believes that 
the last name, Shooter, was something 
Mort picked up and stored in his head when he found out Ted came from a little town called Shooter's 
Knob, Tennessee. I'm sure he's right. Mort was always picking out character names just that way ... like 
anagrams, almost. 
'I don't know the rest of it - I can only guess. I do know that when a film studio dropped its option on his 
novel The Delacourt Family, Mort almost had a nervous breakdown. They made it clear - and so did Herb 
Creekmore - that they were concerned about an accidental similarity, and they understood he never could 
have seen the screenplay, which was called The Home Team. There was no question of plagiarism ... except 
in Mort's head. His reaction was exaggerated, abnormal. It was like stirring a stick around in what looks 
like a dead campfire and uncovering a live coal.' 
'You don't think he created John Shooter just to punish you, do you?' Evans asked. 
'No. Shooter was there to punish Mort. I think . She paused and adjusted her shawl, pulling it a little more 
tightly about her shoulders. Then she picked up her teacup with a hand which wasn't quite steady. 'I think 
that Mort stole somebody's work sometime in the past,' she said. 'Probably quite far in the past, because 
everything he wrote from The Organ-Grinder's Boy on was widely read. It would have come out, I think. I 
doubt that he even actually published what he stole. But I think that's what happened, and I think that's 
where John Shooter really came from. Not from the film company dropping his novel, or from my ... my 
time with Ted, and not from the divorce. Maybe all those things contributed, but I think the root goes back 
to a time before I knew him. Then, when he was alone at the lake house . . .' 
'Shooter came,' Evans said quietly. 'He came and accused him of plagiarism. Whoever Mr Rainey stole 
from never did, so in the end he had to punish himself. But I doubt if that was all, Amy. He did try to kill 
you.' 
'No,' she said. 'That was Shooter.' 
He raised his eyebrows. Ted looked at her carefully, and then drew the pipe out of his pocket again. 
'The real Shooter.' 
'I don't understand you.' 
She smiled her wan smile. 'I don't understand myself. That's why I'm here. I don't think telling this serves 
any practical purpose - Mort's dead, and it's over -but it may help me. It may help me to sleep better.' 
'Then tell us, by all means,' Evans said. 
'You see, when we went down to clean out the house, we stopped at the little store in town - Bowie's. Ted 
filled the gas tank - it's always been self-service at Bowie's - and I went in to get some things. There was a 
man in there, Sonny Trotts, who used to work with Tom Greenleaf. Tom was the older of the two 
caretakers who were killed. Sonny wanted to tell me how sorry he was about Mort, and he wanted to tell 
me something else, too, because he saw Mort the day before Mort died, and meant to tell him. So he said. It 
was about Tom Greenleaf - something Tom told Sonny while they were painting the Methodist Parish Hall 
together. Sonny saw Mort after that, but didn't think to tell him right away, he said. Then he remembered 
that it had something to do with Greg Carstairs 
'The other dead man?' 
'Yes. So he turned around and called, but Mort didn't hear him. And the next day, Mort was dead.' 
'What did Mr Greenleaf tell this guy?' 
'That he thought he might have seen a ghost,' Amy said calmly. 
They looked at her, not speaking. 
'Sonny said Tom had been getting forgetful lately, and that Tom was worried about it. Sonny thought it was 
no more than the ordinary sort of forgetfulness that settles in when a person gets a little older, but Tom had 
nursed his wife through Alzheimer's disease five or six years before, and he was terrified of getting it 
himself and going the same way. According to Sonny, if Tom forgot a paintbrush, he spent half the day 
obsessing about it. Tom said that was why, when Greg Carstairs asked him if he recognized the man he'd 
seen Mort Rainey talking to the day before, or if he would recognize him if he saw him again, Tom said he 
hadn't seen anyone with Mort - that Mort had been alone.' 
There was the snap of a match. Ted Milner had decided to light his pipe after all. Evans ignored him. He 
was leaning forward in his chair, his gaze fixed intently on Amy Milner. 
'Let's get this straight. According to this Sonny Troots 
'Trotts.' 
'Okay, Trotts. According to him, Tom Greenleaf did see Mort with someone?' 
'Not exactly,' Amy said. 'Sonny thought if Tom believed that, believed it for sure, he wouldn't have lied to 
Greg. What Tom said was that he didn't know what he'd seen. That he was confused. That it seemed safer 
to say nothing about it at all. He didn't want anybody - particularly Greg Carstairs, who was also in the 
caretaking business - to know how confused he was, and most of all he didn't want anybody to think that he 
might be getting sick the way his late wife had gotten sick.' 
'I'm not sure I understand this - I'm sorry.' 
'According to Sonny,' she said, 'Tom came down Lake Drive in his Scout and saw Mort, standing by 
himself where the lakeside path comes out.' 
'Near where the bodies were found?' 
'Yes. Very near. Mort waved. Tom waved back. He drove by. Then, according to what Sonny says, Tom 
looked in his rear-view mirror and saw another man with Mort, and an old station wagon, although neither 
the man nor the car had been there ten seconds before. The man was wearing a black hat. he said ... but you 
could see right through him, and the car, too.' 
'Oh, Amy,' Ted said softly. 'The man was bullshiting you. Big time.' 
She shook her head. 'I don't think Sonny is smart enough to make up such a story. He told me Tom thought 
he ought to get in touch with Greg and tell him he might have seen such a man after all; that it would be all 
right if he left out the see-through part. But Sonny said the old man was terrified. He was convinced that it 
was one of two things: either he was coming down with Alzheimer's disease, or he'd seen a ghost.' 
'Well, it's certainly creepy,' Evans said, and it was - the skin on his arms and back had crinkled into 
gooseflesh for a moment or two. 'But it's hearsay ... hearsay from a dead man, in fact.' 
'Yes ... but there's the other thing.' She set her teacup on the desk, picked up her purse, and began to 
rummage in it. 'When I was cleaning out Mort's office, I found that hat - that awful black hat - behind his 
desk. It gave me a shock, because I wasn't expecting it. I thought the police must have taken it away as 
evidence, or something. I hooked it out from behind there with a stick. It came out upside down, with the 
stick inside it. I used the stick to carry it outside and dump it in the trash cabinet. Do you understand?' 
Ted clearly didn't; Evans clearly did. 'You didn't want to touch it.' 
'That's right. I didn't want to touch it. It landed right side up on one of the green trash bags - I'd swear to 
that. Then, about an hour later, I went out with a bag of old medicines and shampoos and things from the 
bathroom. When I opened the lid of the garbage cabinet to put it in, the hat was turned over again. And this 
was tucked into the sweatband.' She pulled a folded sheet of paper from her purse and offered it to Evans 
with a hand that still trembled minutely. 'It wasn't there when the hat came out from behind the desk. I 
know that.' 
Evans took the folded sheet and just held it for a moment. He didn't like it. It felt too heavy, and the texture 
was somehow wrong. 
'I think there was a John Shooter,' she said. 'I think he was Mort's greatest creation - a character so vivid 
that he actually did become real. 
'And I think that this is a message from a ghost.' 
He took the slip of paper and opened it. Written halfway down was this message: 
Missus - I am sorry for all the trouble. Things got out of hand. I am going back to my home now, I got my 
story, which is all I came for in the first place. It is called 'Crowfoot Mile,' and it is a crackerjack. Yours 
truly, 
John Shooter 
The signature was a bald scrawl below the neat lines of script. 
'Is this your late husband's signature, Amy?' Evans asked. 
'No,' she said. 'Nothing like it.' 
The three of them sat in the office, looking at one another. Fred Evans tried to think of something to say 
and could not. After awhile, the silence (and the smell of Ted Milner's pipe) became more than any of them 
could stand. So Mr and Mrs Milner offered their thanks, said their goodbyes, and left his office to get on 
with their lives as best they could, and Fred Evans got on with his own as best he could, and sometimes, 
late at night, both he and the woman who had been married to Morton Rainey woke from dreams in which 
a man in a round-crowned black hat looked at them from sun-faded eyes caught in nets of wrinkles. He 
looked at them with no love ... but, they both felt, with an odd kind of stern pity. 
It was not a kind expression, and it left no feeling of comfort, but they also both felt, in their different 
places, that they could find room to live with that look. And to tend their gardens. 
THREE PAST MIDNIGHT: 
A note on 'The Library Policeman' 
On the morning when this story started to happen, I was sitting at the breakfast table with my son Owen. 
My wife had already gone upstairs to shower and dress. Those two vital seven o'clock divisions had been 
made: the scrambled eggs and the newspaper. Willard Scott, who visits our house five days out of every 
seven, was telling us about a lady in Nebraska who had just turned a hundred and four, and I think Owen 
and I had one whole pair of eyes open between us. A typical weekday morning chez King, in other words. 
Owen tore himself away from the sports section just long enough to ask me if I'd be going by the mall that 
day - there was a book he wanted me to pick up for a school report. I can't remember what it was - it might 
have been Johnny Tremain or April Morning, Howard Fast's novel of the American Revolution - but it was 
one of those tomes you can never quite lay your hands on in a bookshop; it's always just out of print or just 
about to come back into print or some damned thing. 
I suggested that Owen try the local library, which is a very good one. I was sure they'd have it. He muttered 
some reply. I only caught two words of it, but, given my interests, those two words were more than enough 
to pique my interest. They were 'library police.' 
I put my half of the newspaper aside, used the MUTE button on the remote control to strangle Willard in 
the middle of his ecstatic report on the Georgia Peach Festival, and asked Owen to kindly repeat himself. 
He was reluctant to do so, but I pressed him. Finally he told me that he didn't like to use the library because 
he worried about the Library Police. He knew there were no Library Police, he hastened to add, but it was 
one of those stories that burrowed down into your subconscious and just sort of lurked there. He had heard 
it from his Aunt Stephanie when he was seven or eight and much more gullible, and it had been lurking 
ever since. 
I, of course, was delighted, because I had been afraid of the Library Police myself as a kid - the faceless 
enforcers who would actually come to your house 
if you didn't bring your overdue books back. That would be bad enough ... but what if you couldn't find the 
books in question when those strange lawmen turned up? What then? What would they do to you? What 
might they take to make up for the missing volumes? It had been years since I'd thought of the Library 
Police (although not since childhood; I can clearly remember discussing them with Peter Straub and his 
son, Ben, six or eight years ago), but now all those old questions, both dreadful and somehow enticing, 
recurred. 
I found myself musing on the Library Police over the next three or four days, and as I mused, I began to 
glimpse the outlines of the story which follows. This is the way stories usually happen for me, but the 
musing period usually lasts a lot longer than it did in this case. When I began, the story was titled 'The 
Library Police,' and I had no clear idea of where I was going with it. I thought it would probably be a funny 
story, sort of like the suburban nightmares the late Max Shulman used to bolt together. After all, the idea 
was funny, wasn't it? I mean, the Library Police! How absurd! 
What I realized, however, was something I knew already: the fears of childhood have a hideous persistence. 
Writing is an act of self-hypnosis, and in that state a kind of total emotional recall often takes place and 
terrors which should have been long dead start to walk and talk again. 
As I worked on this story, that began to happen to me. I knew, going in, that I had loved the library as a kid 
- why not? It was the only place a relatively poor kid like me could get all the books he wanted - but as I 
continued to write, I became reacquainted with a deeper truth: I had also feared it. I feared becoming lost in 
the dark stacks, I feared being forgotten in a dark corner of the reading room and ending up locked in for 
the night, I feared the old librarian with the blue hair and the cat's-eye glasses and the almost lipless mouth 
who would pinch the backs of your hands with her long, pale fingers and hiss 'Shhhh!' if you forgot where 
you were and started to talk too loud. And yes, I feared the Library Police. 
What happened with a much longer work, a novel called Christine, began to happen here. About thirty 
pages in, the humor began to go out of the situation. And about fifty pages in, the whole story took a 
screaming left turn into the dark places I have travelled so often and which I still know so little about. 
Eventually I found the guy I was looking for, and managed to raise my head enough to look into his 
merciless silver eyes. I have tried to bring back a sketch of him for you, Constant Reader, but it may not be 
very good. 
My hands were trembling quite badly when I made it, you see. 
CHAPTER 1 
The Stand-In 
1 
Everything, Sam Peebles decided later, was the fault of the goddamned acrobat. If the acrobat hadn't gotten 
drunk at exactly the wrong time, Sam never would have ended up in such trouble. 
It is not bad enough, he thought with a perhaps justifiable bitterness, that life is like a narrow beam over an 
endless chasm, a beam we have to walk blindfolded. It's bad, but not bad enough. Sometimes, we also get 
pushed. 
But that was later. First, before the Library Policeman, was the drunken acrobat. 
2 
In Junction City, the last Friday of every month was Speaker's Night at the local Rotarians' Hall. On the last 
Friday in March of 1990, the Rotarians were scheduled to hear - and to be entertained by - The Amazing 
Joe, an acrobat with Curry & Trembo's All-Star Circus and Travelling Carnival. 
The telephone on Sam Peebles's desk at Junction City Realty and Insurance rang at five past four on 
Thursday afternoon. Sam picked it up. It was always Sam who picked it up - either Sam in person or Sam 
on the answering machine, because he was Junction City Realty and Insurance's owner and sole employee. 
He was not a rich man, but he was a reasonably happy one. He liked to tell people that his first Mercedes 
was still quite a distance in the future, but he had a Ford which was almost new and owned his own home 
on Kelton Avenue. 'Also, the business keeps me in beer and skittles,' he liked to add ... although in truth, he 
hadn't drunk much beer since college and wasn't exactly sure what skittles were. He thought they might be 
pretzels. 
'Junction City Realty and In - ' 
'Sam, this is Craig. The acrobat broke his neck.' 
'What?' 
'You heard me!' Craig Jones cried in deeply aggrieved tones. 'The acrobat broke his fucking neck!' 
'Oh,' Sam said. 'Gee.' He thought about this for a moment and then asked cautiously, 'Is he dead, Craig?' 
'No, he's not dead, but he might as well be as far as we're concerned. He's in the hospital over in Cedar 
Rapids with his neck dipped in about twenty pounds of plaster. Billy Bright just called me. He said the guy 
came on drunk as a skunk at the matinee this afternoon, tried to do a back-over flip, and landed outside the 
center ring on the nape of his neck. Billy said he could hear it way up in the bleachers, where he was 
sitting. He said it sounded like when you step in a puddle that just iced over.' 
'Ouch!' Sam exclaimed, wincing. 
'I'm not surprised. After all - The Amazing Joe. What kind of name is that for a circus performer? I mean, 
The Amazing Randix, okay. The Amazing Tortellini, still not bad. But The Amazing Joe? It sounds like a 
prime example of brain damage in action to me.' 
'Jesus, that's too bad.' 
'Fucking shit on toast is what it is. It leaves us without a speaker tomorrow night, good buddy.' 
Sam began to wish he had left the office promptly at four. Craig would have been stuck with Sam the 
answering machine, and that would have given Sam the living being a little more time to think. He felt he 
would soon need time to think. He also felt that Craig Jones was not going to give him any. 
'Yes,' he said, 'I guess that's true enough.' He hoped he sounded philosophical but helpless. 'What a shame.' 
'It sure is,' Craig said, and then dropped the dime. 'But I know you'll be happy to step in and fill the slot.' 
'Me? Craig, you've got to be kidding! I can't even do a somersault, let alone a back-over fl - ' 
'Thought you could talk about the importance of the independently owned business in small-town life,' 
Craig Jones pressed on relentlessly. 'If that doesn't do it for you, there's baseball. Lacking that, you could 
always drop your pants and wag your wing-wang at the audience. Sam, I am not just the head of the 
Speaker's Committee - that would be bad enough. But since Kenny moved away and Carl quit coming, I am 
the Speaker's Committee. Now, you've got to help me. I need a speaker tomorrow night. There are about 
five guys in the whole damn club I feel I can trust in a pinch, and you're one of them.' 
'But - ' 
'You're also the only one who hasn't filled in already in a situation like this, so you're elected, buddy-boy.' 
'Frank Stephens pinch-hit for the guy from the trucking union last year when the grand jury indicted him 
for fraud and he couldn't show up. Sam - it's your turn in the barrel. You can't let me down, man. You owe 
me.' 
'I run an insurance business!' Sam cried. 'When I'm not writing insurance, I sell farms! Mostly to banks! 
Most people find it boring! The ones who don't find it boring find it disgusting!' 
'None of that matters.' Craig was now moving in for the kill, marching over Sam's puny objections in grim 
hobnailed boots. 'They'll all be drunk by the end of dinner and you know it. They won't remember a 
goddam word you said come Saturday morning, but in the meantime, I need someone to stand up and talk 
for half an hour and you're elected!' 
Sam continued to object a little longer, but Craig kept coming down on the imperatives, italicizing them 
mercilessly. Need. Gotta. Owe. 
'All right!' he said at last. 'All right, all right! Enough!' 
'My man!' Craig exclaimed. His voice was suddenly full of sunshine and rainbows. 'Remember, it doesn't 
have to be any longer than thirty minutes, plus maybe another ten for questions. If anybody has any 
questions. And you really can wag your wing-wang if you want to. I doubt that anybody could actually see 
it, but - ' 
'Craig,' Sam said, 'that's enough.' 
'Oh! Sorry! Shet mah mouf!' Craig, perhaps lightheaded with relief, cackled. 
'Listen, why don't we terminate this discussion?' Sam reached for the roll of Turns he kept in his desk 
drawer. He suddenly felt he might need quite a few Turns during the next twenty-eight hours or so. 'It looks 
as if I've got a speech to write.' 
'You got it,' Craig said. 'Just remember - dinner at six, speech at seventhirty. As they used to say on Hawaii 
Five-0, be there! Aloha!' 
'Aloha, Craig,' Sam said, and hung up. He stared at the phone. He felt hot gas rising slowly up through his 
chest and into his throat. He opened his mouth and uttered a sour burp - the product of a stomach which had 
been reasonably serene until five minutes ago. 
He ate the first of what would prove to be a great many Tums indeed. 
3 
Instead of going bowling that night as he had planned, Sam Peebles shut himself in his study at home with 
a yellow legal pad, three sharpened pencils, a package of Kent cigarettes, and a six-pack of Jolt. He 
unplugged the telephone from the wall, lit a cigarette, and stared at the yellow pad. After five minutes of 
staring, he wrote this on the top line of the top sheet: 
SMALL-TOWN BUSINESSES: THE LIFEBLOOD OF AMERICA 
He said it out loud and liked the sound of it. Well ... maybe he didn't exactly like it, but he could live with 
it. He said it louder and liked it better. A little better. It actually wasn't that good; in fact, it probably sucked 
the big hairy one, but it beat the shit out of 'Communism: Threat or Menace.' And Craig was right - most of 
them would be too hung over on Saturday morning to remember what they'd heard on Friday night, 
anyway. 
Marginally encouraged, Sam began to write. 
'When I moved to Junction City from the more or less thriving metropolis of Ames in 1984 
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and that is why I feel now, as I did on that bright September morn in 1984, that small businesses are not 
just the lifeblood of America, but the bright and sparkly lifeblood of the entire Western world.' 
Sam stopped, crushed out a cigarette in the ashtray on his office desk, and looked hopefully at Naomi 
Higgins. 
'Well? What do you think?' 
Naomi was a pretty young woman from Proverbia, a town four miles west of Junction City. She lived in a 
ramshackle house by the Proverbia River with her ramshackle mother. Most of the Rotarians knew Naomi, 
and wagers had been offered from time to time on whether the house or the mother would fall apart first. 
Sam didn't know if any of these wagers had ever been taken, but if so, their resolution was still pending. 
Naomi had graduated from Iowa City Business College, and could actually retrieve whole legible sentences 
from her shorthand. Since she was the only local woman who possessed such a skill, she was in great 
demand among Junction City's limited business population. She also had extremely good legs, and that 
didn't hurt. She worked mornings five days a week, for four men and one woman -two lawyers, one banker, 
and two realtors. In the afternoons she went back to the ramshackle house, and when she was not caring for 
her ramshackle mother, she typed up the dictation she had taken. 
Sam Peebles engaged Naomi's services each Friday morning from ten until noon, but this morning he had 
put aside his correspondence - even though some of it badly needed to be answered - and asked Naomi if 
she would listen to something. 
'Sure, I guess so,' Naomi had replied. She looked a little worried, as if she thought Sam - whom she had 
briefly dated - might be planning to propose marriage. When he explained that Craig Jones had drafted him 
to stand in for the wounded acrobat, and that he wanted her to listen to his speech, she'd relaxed and 
listened to the whole thing - all twenty-six minutes of it - with flattering attention. 
'Don't be afraid to be honest,' he added before Naomi could do more than open her mouth. 
'It's good,' she said. 'Pretty interesting.' 
'No, that's okay - you don't have to spare my feelings. Let it all hang out.' 
'I am. It's really okay. Besides, by the time you start talking, they'll all be - ' 
'Yes, they'll all be hammered, I know.' This prospect had comforted Sam at first, but now it disappointed 
him a little. Listening to himself read, he'd actually thought the speech was pretty good. 
'There Is one thing,' Naomi said thoughtfully. 
'Oh?' 
'It's kind of ... you know . . . dry.' 
'Oh,' Sam said. He sighed and rubbed his eyes. He had been up until nearly one o'clock this morning, first 
writing and then revising. 
'But that's easy to fix,' she assured him. 'Just go to the library and get a couple of those books.' 
Sam felt a sudden sharp pain in his lower belly and grabbed his roll of Tums. Research for a stupid Rotary 
Club speech? Library research? That was going a little overboard, wasn't it? He had never been to the 
Junction City Library before, and he didn't see a reason to go there now. Still, Naomi had listened very 
closely, Naomi was trying to help, and it would be rude not to at least listen to what she had to say. 
'What books?' 
'You know - books with stuff in them to liven up speeches. They're like . . .' Naomi groped. 'Well, you 
know the hot sauce they give you at China Light, if you want it?' 
'Yes - ' 
'They're like that. They have jokes. Also, there's this one book, Best Loved Poems of the American People. 
You could probably find something in there for the end. Something sort of uplifting.' 
'There are poems in this book about the importance of small businesses in American life?' Sam asked 
doubtfully. 
'When you quote poetry, people get uplifted,' Naomi said. 'Nobody cares what it's about, Sam, let alone 
what it's for.' 
'And they really have joke-books especially for speeches?' Sam found this almost impossible to believe, 
although hearing that the library carried books on such esoterica as small-engine repair and wig-styling 
wouldn't have surprised him in the least. 
'Yes.' 
'How do you know?' 
'When Phil Brakeman was running for the State House, I used to type up speeches for him all the time,' 
Naomi said. 'He had one of those books. I just can't remember what the name of it was. All I can think of is 
Jokes for the John, and of course that's not right.' 
'No,' Sam agreed, thinking that a few choice tidbits from Jokes for the John would probably make him a 
howling success. But he began to see what Naomi was getting at and the idea appealed to him despite his 
reluctance to visit the local library after all his years of cheerful neglect. A little spice for the old speech. 
Dress up your leftovers, turn your meatloaf into a masterpiece. And a library, after all, was just a library. If 
you didn't know how to find what you wanted, all you had to do was ask a librarian. Answering questions 
was one of their jobs, right? 
'Anyway, you could leave it just the way it is,' Naomi said. 'I mean, they will be drunk.' She looked at Sam 
kindly but severely and then checked her watch. 'You have over an hour left - did you want to do some 
letters?' 
'No, I guess not. Why don't you type up my speech instead?' He had already decided to spend his lunch 
hour at the library. 
CHAPTER 2 
The Library (I) 
1 
Sam had gone by the Library hundreds of times during his years in Junction City, but this was the first time 
he had really looked at it, and he discovered a rather amazing thing: he hated the place on sight. 
The Junction City Public Library stood on the corner of State Street and Miller Avenue, a square granite 
box of a building with windows so narrow they looked like loopholes. A slate roof overhung all four sides 
of the building, and when one approached it from the front, the combination of the narrow windows and the 
line of shadow created by the roof made the building look like the frowning face of a stone robot. It was a 
fairly common style of Iowa architecture, common enough so Sam Peebles, who had been selling real 
estate for nearly twenty years, had given it a name: Midwestern Ugly. During spring, summer, and fall, the 
building's forbidding aspect was softened by the maples which stood around it in a kind of grove, but now, 
at the end of a hard Iowa winter, the maples were still bare and the Library looked like an oversized crypt. 
He didn't like it; it made him uneasy; he didn't know why. It was, after all, just a library, not the dungeons 
of the Inquisition. just the same, another acidic burp rose up through his chest as he made his way along the 
flagstone walk. There was a funny sweet undertaste to the burp that reminded him of something ... 
something from a long time ago, perhaps. He put a Turn in his mouth, began to crunch it up, and came to 
an abrupt decision. His speech was good enough as it stood. Not great, but good enough. After all, they 
were talking Rotary Club here, not the United Nations. It was time to stop playing with it. He was going to 
go back to the office and do some of the correspondence he had neglected that morning. 
He started to turn, then thought: That's dumb. Really dumb. You want to be dumb? Okay. But you agreed to 
give the goddam speech; why not give a good one? 
He stood on the Library walk, frowning and undecided. He liked to make fun of Rotary. Craig did, too. 
And Frank Stephens. Most of the young business types in Junction City laughed about the meetings. But 
they rarely missed one, and Sam supposed he knew why: it was a place where connections could be made. 
A place where a fellow like him could meet some of the not-so-young business types in Junction City. 
Guys like Elmer Baskin, whose bank had helped float a strip shopping center in Beaverton two years ago. 
Guys like George Candy - who, it was said, could produce three million dollars in development money with 
one phone call ... if he chose to make it. 
These were small-town fellows, high-school basketball fans, guys who got their hair cut at Jimmy's, guys 
who wore boxer shorts and strappy tee-shirts to bed instead of pajamas, guys who still drank their beer 
from the bottle, guys who didn't feel comfortable about a night on the town in Cedar Rapids unless they 
were turned out in Full Cleveland. They were also Junction City's movers and shakers, and when you came 
right down to it, wasn't that why Sam kept going on Friday nights? When you came right down to it, wasn't 
that why Craig had called in such a sweat after the stupid acrobat broke his stupid neck? You wanted to get 
noticed by the movers and shakers ... but not because you had fucked up. They'll all be drunk, Craig had 
said, and Naomi had seconded the motion, but it now occurred to Sam that he had never seen Elmer Baskin 
take anything stronger than coffee. Not once. And he probably wasn't the only one. Some of them might be 
drunk ... but not all of them. And the ones who weren't might well be the ones who really mattered. 
Handle this right, Sam, and you might do yourself some good. It's not impossible. 
No. It wasn't. Unlikely, of course, but not impossible. And there was something else, quite aside from the 
shadow politics which might or might not attend a Friday-night Rotary Club speaker's meeting: he had 
always prided himself on doing the best job possible. So it was just a dumb little speech. So what? 
Also, it's just a dumb little small-town library. What's the big deal? There aren't even any bushes growing 
along the sides. 
Sam had started up the walk again, but now he stopped with a frown creasing his forehead. That was a 
strange thought to have; it seemed to have come right out of nowhere. So there were no bushes growing 
along the sides of the Library -what difference did that make? He didn't know ... but he did know it had an 
almost magical effect on him. His uncharacteristic hesitation fell away and he began to move forward once 
more. He climbed the four stone steps and paused for a moment. The place felt deserted, somehow. He 
grasped the door-handle and thought, I bet it's locked. I bet the place is closed Friday afternoons. There 
was something strangely comforting in this thought. 
But the old-fashioned latch-plate depressed under his thumb, and the heavy door swung noiselessly inward. 
Sam stepped into a small foyer with a marble floor in checkerboard black and white squares. An easel stood 
in the center of this antechamber. There was a sign propped on the easel; the message consisted of one 
word in very large letters. 
SILENCE! 
it read. Not 
SILENCE IS GOLDEN 
or 
QUIET, PLEASE 
but just that one staring, glaring word: 
SILENCE! 
'You bet,' Sam said. He only murmured the words, but the acoustics of the place were very good, and his 
low murmur was magnified into a grouchy grumble that made him cringe. It actually seemed to bounce 
back at him from the high ceiling. At that moment he felt as if he was in the fourth grade again, and about 
to be called to task by Mrs Glasters for cutting up rough at exactly the wrong moment. He looked around 
uneasily, half-expecting an ill-natured librarian to come swooping out of the main room to see who had 
dared profane the silence. 
Stop it, for Christ's sake. You're forty years old. Fourth grade was a long time ago, buddy. 
Except it didn't seem like a long time ago. Not in here. In here, fourth grade seemed almost close enough to 
reach out and touch. 
He crossed the marble floor to the left of the easel, unconsciously walking with his weight thrown forward 
so the heels of his loafers would not click, and entered the main lobby of the Junction City Library. 
There were a number of glass globes hanging down from the ceiling (which was at least twenty feet higher 
than the ceiling of the foyer), but none of them were on. The light was provided by two large, angled 
skylights. On a sunny day these would have been quite enough to light the room; they might even have 
rendered it cheery and welcoming. But this Friday was overcast and dreary, and the light was dim. The 
corners of the lobby were filled with gloomy webs of shadow. 
What Sam Peebles felt was a sense of wrongness. It was as if he had done more than step through a door 
and cross a foyer; he felt as if he had entered another world, one which bore absolutely no resemblance to 
the small Iowa town that he sometimes liked, sometimes hated, but mostly just took for granted. The air in 
here seemed heavier than normal air, and did not seem to conduct light as well as normal air did. The 
silence was thick as a blanket, as cold as snow. 
The library was deserted. 
Shelves of books stretched above him on every side. Looking up toward the skylights with their 
crisscrosses of reinforcing wire made Sam a little dizzy, and he had a momentary illusion: he felt that he 
was upside down, that he had been hung by his heels over a deep square pit lined with books. 
Ladders leaned against the walls here and there, the kind that were mounted on tracks and rolled along the 
floor on rubber wheels. Two wooden islands broke the lake of space between the place where he stood and 
the checkout desk on the far side of the large, high room. One was a long oak magazine rack. Periodicals, 
each encased in a clear plastic cover, hung from this rack on wooden dowels. They looked like the hides of 
strange animals which had been left to cure in this silent room. A sign mounted on top of the rack 
commanded: 
RETURN ALL MAGAZINES TO THEIR PROPER PLACES! 
To the left of the magazine rack was a shelf of brand-new novels and nonfiction books. The sign mounted 
on top of the shelf proclaimed them to be seven-day rentals. 
Sam passed down the wide aisle between the magazines and the seven-day bookshelf, his heels rapping and 
echoing in spite of his effort to move quietly. He found himself wishing he had heeded his original impulse 
to just turn around and go back to the office. This place was spooky. Although there was a small, hooded 
microfilm camera alight and humming on the desk, there was no one manning - or womaning - it. A small 
plaque reading 
A. LORTZ 
stood on the desk, but there was no sign of A. Lortz or anyone else. 
Probably taking a dump and checking out the new issue of Library journal. 
Sam felt a crazy desire to open his mouth and yell, 'Everything coming out all right, A. Lortz?' It passed 
quickly. The Junction City Public Library was not the sort of place that encouraged amusing sallies. 
Sam's thoughts suddenly spun back to a little rhyme from his childhood. NO more laughing, no more fun; 
Quaker meeting has begun. If you show your teeth or tongue, you must pay a forfeit. 
If you show your teeth or tongue in here, does A. Lortz make you pay a forfeit? 
he wondered. He looked around again, let his nerve-endings feel the frowning quality of the silence, and 
thought you could make book on it. 
No longer interested in obtaining a joke-book or Best Loved Poems of the American People, but fascinated 
by the library's suspended, dreamy atmosphere in spite of himself, Sam walked toward a door to the right of 
the seven-day books. A sign over the door said this was the Children's Library. Had he used the Children's 
Library when he had been growing up in St Louis? He thought so, but those memories were hazy, distant, 
and hard to hold. All the same, approaching the door of the Children's Library gave him an odd and 
haunting feeling. It was almost like coming home. 
The door was closed. On it was a picture of Little Red Riding Hood, looking down at the wolf in 
Grandma's bed. The wolf was wearing Grandma's nightgown and Grandma's nightcap. It was snarling. 
Foam dripped from between its bared fangs. An expression of almost exquisite horror had transfixed Little 
Red Riding Hood's face, and the poster seemed not just to suggest but to actually proclaim that the happy 
ending of this story - of all fairy tales - was a convenient lie. Parents might believe such guff, Red Riding 
Hood's ghastly-sick face said, but the little ones knew better, didn't they? 
Nice, Sam thought. With a poster like that on the door, I bet lots of kids use the Children's Library. I bet the 
little ones are especially fond of it. 
He opened the door and poked his head in. 
His sense of unease left him; he was charmed at once. The poster on the door was all wrong, of course, but 
what was behind it seemed perfectly right. Of course he had used the library as a child; it only took one 
look into this scale-model world to refresh those memories. His father had died young; Sam had been an 
only child raised by a working mother he rarely saw except on Sundays and holidays. When he could not 
promote money for a movie after school - and that was often - the library had to do, and the room he saw 
now brought those days back in a sudden wave of nostalgia that was sweet and painful and obscurely 
frightening. 
It had been a small world, and this was a small world; it had been a well-lighted world, even on the 
grimmest, rainiest days, and so was this one. No hanging glass globes for this room; there were shadowbanishing 
fluorescent lights behind frosted panels in the suspended ceiling, and all of them were on. The 
tops of the tables were only two feet from the floor; the seats of the chairs were even closer. In this world 
the adults would be the interlopers, the uncomfortable aliens. They would balance the tables on their knees 
if they tried to sit at them, and they would be apt to crack their skulls bending to drink from the water 
fountain which was mounted on the far wall. 
Here the shelves did not stretch up in an unkind trick of perspective which made one giddy if one looked up 
too long; the ceiling was low enough to be cozy, but not low enough to make a child feel cramped. Here 
were no rows of gloomy bindings but books which fairly shouted with raucous primary colors: bright blues, 
reds, yellows. In this world Dr Seuss was king, Judy Blume was queen, and all the princes and princesses 
attended Sweet Valley High. Here Sam felt all that old sense of benevolent after-school welcome, a place 
where the books did all but beg to be touched, handled, looked at, explored. Yet these feelings had their 
own dark undertaste. 
His clearest sense, however, was one of almost wistful pleasure. On one wall was a photograph of a puppy 
with large, thoughtful eyes. Written beneath the puppy's anxious-hopeful face was one of the world's great 
truths: IT IS HARD TO BE GOOD. On another wall was a drawing of mallards making their way down a 
riverbank to the reedy verge of the water. MAKE WAY FOR DUCKLINGS! the poster trumpeted. 
Sam looked to his left, and the faint smile on his lips first faltered and then died. Here was a poster which 
showed a large, dark car speeding away from what he supposed was a school building. A little boy was 
looking out of the passenger window. His hands were plastered against the glass and his mouth was open in 
a scream. In the background, a man - only a vague, ominous shape - was hunched over the wheel, driving 
hell for leather. The words beneath this picture read: 
NEVER TAKE RIDES FROM STRANGERS! 
Sam recognized that this poster and the Little Red Riding Hood picture on the door of the Children's 
Library both appealed to the same primitive emotions of dread, but he found this one much more 
disturbing. Of course children shouldn't accept rides from strangers, and of course they had to be taught not 
to do so, but was this the right way to make the point? 
How many kids, he wondered, have had a week's worth of nightmares thanks to that little public service 
announcement? 
And there was another one, posted right on the front of the checkout desk, that struck a chill as deep as 
January down Sam's back. It showed a dismayed boy and girl, surely no older than eight, cringing back 
from a man in a trenchcoat and gray hat. The man looked at least eleven feet tall; his shadow fell on the 
upturned faces of the children. The brim of his 1940s-style fedora threw its own shadow, and the eyes of 
the man in the trenchcoat gleamed relentlessly from its black depths. They looked like chips of ice as they 
studied the children, marking them with the grim gaze of Authority. He was holding out an ID folder with a 
star pinned to it - an odd sort of star, with at least nine points on it. Maybe as many as a dozen. The 
message beneath read: 
AVOID THE LIBRARY POLICE! 
GOOD BOYS AND GIRLS RETURN THEIR BOOKS ON TIME! 
That taste was in his mouth again. That sweet, unpleasant taste. And a queer. frightening thought occurred 
to him: I have seen this man before. But that was ridiculous, of course. Wasn't it? 
Sam thought of how such a poster would have intimidated him as a child - of how much simple, unalloyed 
pleasure it would have stolen from the safe haven of the library - and felt indignation rise in his chest. He 
took a step toward the poster to examine the odd star more closely, taking his roll of Tums out of his pocket 
at the same time. 
He was putting one of them into his mouth when a voice spoke up from behind him. 'Well, hello there!' 
He jumped and turned around, ready to do battle with the library dragon, now that it had finally disclosed 
itself. 
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No dragon presented itself. There was only a plump, white-haired woman of about fifty-five, pushing a 
trolley of books on silent rubber tires. Her white hair fell around her pleasant, unlined face in neat beautyshop 
curls. 
'I suppose you were looking for me,' she said. 'Did Mr Peckham direct you in here?' 
'I didn't see anybody at all.' 
'No? Then he's gone along home,' she said. 'I'm not really surprised, since it's Friday. Mr Peckham comes in 
to dust and read the paper every morning around eleven. He's the janitor - only part-time, of course. 
Sometimes he stays until one -one-thirty on most Mondays, because that's the day when both the dust and 
the paper are thickest - but you know how thin Friday's paper is.' 
Sam smiled. 'I take it you're the librarian?' 
'I am she,' Mrs Lortz said, and smiled at him. But Sam didn't think her eyes were smiling; her eyes seemed 
to be watching him carefully, almost coldly. 'And you are ... ?' 
'Sam Peebles.' 
'Oh yes! Real estate and insurance! That's your game!' 
'Guilty as charged.' 
'I'm sorry you found the main section of the library deserted - you must have thought we were closed and 
someone left the door open by mistake.' 
'Actually,' he said, 'the idea did cross my mind.' 
'From two until seven there are three of us on duty,' said Mrs Lortz. 'Two is when the schools begin to let 
out, you know - the grammar school at two, the middle school at two-thirty, the high school at two-fortyfive. 
The children are our most faithful clients, and the most welcome, as far as I am concerned. I love the 
little ones. I used to have an all-day assistant, but last year the Town Council cut our budget by eight 
hundred dollars and . . .' Mrs Lortz put her hands together and mimed a bird flying away. It was an 
amusing, charming gesture. 
So why, Sam wondered, aren't I charmed or amused? 
The posters, he supposed. He was still trying to make Red Riding Hood, the screaming child in the car, and 
the grim-eyed Library Policeman jibe with this smiling small-town librarian. 
She put her left hand out - a small hand, as plump and round as the rest of her -with perfect unstudied 
confidence. He looked at the third finger and saw it was ringless; she wasn't Mrs Lortz after all. The fact of 
her spinsterhood struck him as utterly typical, utterly small-town. Almost a caricature, really. Sam shook it. 
'You haven't been to our library before, have you, Mr Peebles?' 
'No, I'm afraid not. And please make it Sam.' He did not know if he really wanted to be Sam to this woman 
or not, but he was a businessman in a small town - a salesman, when you got right down to it - and the offer 
of his first name was automatic. 
'Why, thank you, Sam.' 
He waited for her to respond by offering her own first name, but she only looked at him expectantly. 
'I've gotten myself into a bit of a bind,' he said. 'Our scheduled speaker tonight at Rotary Club had an 
accident, and -' 
'Oh, that's too bad!' 
'For me as well as him. I got drafted to take his place.' 
'Oh-oh!' Ms Lortz said. Her tone was alarmed, but her eyes crinkled with amusement. And still Sam did not 
find himself warming to her, although he was a person who warmed up to other people quickly (if 
superficially) as a rule; the kind of man who had few close friends but felt compelled nonetheless to start 
conversations with strangers in elevators. 
'I wrote a speech last night and this morning I read it to the young woman who takes dictation and types up 
my correspondence -' 
'Naomi Higgins, I'll bet.' 
'Yes - how did you know that?' 
'Naomi is a regular. She borrows a great many romance novels - Jennifer Blake, Rosemary Rogers, Paul 
Sheldon, people like that.' She lowered her voice and said, 'She says they're for her mother, but actually I 
think she reads them herself.' 
Sam laughed. Naomi did have the dreamy eyes of a closet romance reader. 
'Anyway, I know she's what would be called an office temporary in a big city. I imagine that here in 
Junction City she's the whole secretarial pool. It seemed reasonable that she was the young woman of 
whom you spoke.' 
'Yes. She liked my speech - or so she said - but she thought it was a bit dry. She suggested - ' 
'The Speaker's Companion, I'll bet!' 
'Well, she couldn't remember the exact title, but that sure sounds right.' He paused, then asked a little 
anxiously: 'Does it have jokes?' 
'Only three hundred pages of them,' she said. She reached out her right hand - it was as innocent of rings as 
her left - and tugged at his sleeve with it. 'Right this way.' She led him toward the door by the sleeve. 'I am 
going to solve all your problems, Sam. I only hope it won't take a crisis to bring you back to our library. It's 
small, but it's very fine. I think so, anyway, although of course I'm prejudiced.' 
They passed through the door into the frowning shadows of the Library's main room. Ms Lortz flicked 
three switches by the door, and the hanging globes lit up, casting a soft yellow glow that warmed and 
cheered the room considerably. 
'It gets so gloomy in here when it's overcast,' she said in a confidential we're-in-the-real-Library-now voice. 
She was still tugging firmly on Sam's sleeve. 'But of course you know how the Town Council complains 
about the electricity bill in a place like this or perhaps you don't, but I'll bet you can guess.' 
'I can,' Sam agreed, also dropping his voice to a near-whisper. 
'But that's a holiday compared to what they have to say about the heating expenses in the winter.' She rolled 
her eyes. 'Oil is so dear. It's the fault of those Arabs ... and now look what they are up to - hiring religious 
hit-men to try and kill writers.' 
'It does seem a little harsh,' Sam said, and for some reason he found himself thinking of the poster of the 
tall man again - the one with the odd star pinned to his ID case, the one whose shadow was falling so 
ominously over the upturned faces of the children. Falling over them like a stain. 
'And of course, I've been fussing in the Children's Library. I lose all track of time when I'm in there.' 
'That's an interesting place,' Sam said. He meant to go on, to ask her about the posters, but Ms Lortz 
forestalled him. It was clear to Sam exactly who was in charge of this peculiar little side-trip in an 
otherwise ordinary day. 
'You bet it is! Now, you just give me one minute.' She reached up and put her hands on his shoulders - she 
had to stand on tiptoe to do it - and for one moment Sam had the absurd idea that she meant to kiss him. 
Instead she pressed him down onto a wooden bench which ran along the far side of the seven-day 
bookshelf. 'I know right where to find the books you need, Sam. I don't even have to check the card 
catalogue.' 
'I could get them myself - ' 
'I'm sure,' she said, 'but they're in the Special Reference section, and I don't like to let people in there if I 
can help it. I'm very bossy about that, but I always know where to put my hand right on the things I need ... 
back there, anyway. People are so messy, they have so little regard for order, you know. Children are the 
worst, but even adults get up to didos if you let them. Don't worry about a thing. I'll be back in two shakes.' 
Sam had no intention of protesting further, but he wouldn't have had time even if he had wanted to. She 
was gone. He sat on the bench, once more feeling like a fourth-grader ... like a fourth-grader who had done 
something wrong this time, who had gotten up to didos and so couldn't go out and play with the other 
children at recess. 
He could hear Ms Lortz moving about in the room behind the checkout desk, and he looked around 
thoughtfully. There was nothing to see except books -there was not even one old pensioner reading the 
paper or leafing through a magazine. It seemed odd. He wouldn't have expected a small-town library like 
this to be doing a booming business on a weekday afternoon, but no one at all? 
Well, there was Mr Peckham, he thought, but he finished the paper and went home. Dreadfully thin paper 
on Friday, you know. Thin dust, too. And then he realized he only had the word of Ms Lortz that a Mr 
Peckham had ever been here at all. 
True enough - but why would she lie? 
He didn't know, and doubted very much that she had, but the fact that he was questioning the honesty of a 
sweet-faced woman he had just met highlighted the central puzzling fact of this meeting: he didn't like her. 
Sweet face or not, he didn't like her one bit. 
It's the posters. You were prepared not to like ANYBODY that would put up posters like that in a children's 
reading room. But it doesn't matter, because a side-trip is all it is. Get the books and get out. 
He shifted on the bench, looked up, and saw a motto on the wall: 
If you would know how a man treats his wife and his children, see how he treats his books. 
Ralph Waldo Emerson 
Sam didn't care much for that little homily, either. He didn't know exactly why . . . except that maybe he 
thought a man, even a bookworm, might be expected to treat his family a little better than his reading 
matter. The motto, painted in gold leaf on a length of varnished oak, glared down at him nevertheless, 
seeming to suggest he better think again. 
Before he could, Ms Lortz returned, lifting a gate in the checkout desk, stepping through it, and lowering it 
neatly behind her again. 
'I think I've got what you need,' she said cheerfuly. 'I hope you'll agree.' 
She handed him two books. One was The Speaker's Companion, edited by Kent Adelmen, and the other 
was Best Loved Poems of the American People. The contents of this latter book, according to the jacket 
(which was, in its turn, protected by a tough plastic overjacket), had not been edited, exactly, but selected 
by one Hazel Felleman. 'Poems of life!' the jacket promised. 'Poems of home and mother! Poems of 
laughter and whimsey! The poems most frequently asked for by the readers of the New York Times Book 
Review!' It further advised that Hazel Felleman 'has been able to keep her finger on the poetry pulse of the 
American people.' 
Sam looked at her with some doubt, and she read his mind effortlessly. 
'Yes, I know, they look old-fashioned,' she said. 'Especially nowadays, when self-help books are all the 
rage. I imagine if you went to one of the chain bookstores in the Cedar Rapids mall, you could find a dozen 
books designed to help the beginning public speaker. But none of them would be as good as these, Sam. I 
really believe these are the best helps there are for men and women who are new to the art of public 
speaking.' 
'Amateurs, in other words,' Sam said, grinning. 
'Well, yes. Take Best Loved Poems, for instance. The second section of the book - it begins on page sixtyfive, 
if memory serves - is called "Inspiration". You can almost surely find something there which will 
make a suitable climax to your little talk, Sam. And you're apt to find that your listeners will remember a 
well-chosen verse even if they forget everything else. Especially if they're a little-' 
'Drunk,' he said. 
'Tight was the word I would have used,' she said with gentle reproof, 'although I suppose you know them 
better than I do.' But the gaze she shot at him suggested that she was only saying this because she was 
polite. 
She held up The Speaker's Companion. The jacket was a cartoonist's drawing of a bunting-draped hall. 
Small groups of men in old-fashioned evening dress were seated at tables with drinks in front of them. 
They were all yucking it up. The man behind the podium - also in evening dress and clearly the after-dinner 
speaker - was grinning triumphantly down at them. It was clear he was a roaring success. 
'There's a section at the beginning on the theory of after-dinner speeches,' said Ms Lortz, 'but since you 
don't strike me as the sort of man who wants to make a career out of this - ' 
'You've got that right,' Sam agreed fervently. 
'- I suggest you go directly to the middle section, which is called "Lively Speaking." There you will find 
jokes and stories divided into three categories: "Easing Them In," "Softening Them Up," and "Finishing 
Them Off." 
Sounds like a manual for gigolos, Sam thought but did not say. 
She read his mind again. 'A little suggestive, I suppose - but these books were published in a simpler, more 
innocent time. The late thirties, to be exact.' 
'Much more innocent, right,' Sam said, thinking of deserted dust-bowl farms, little girls in flour-sack 
dresses, and rusty, thrown-together Hoovervilles surrounded by police wielding truncheons. 
'But both books still work,' she said, tapping them for emphasis, 'and that's the important thing in business, 
isn't it, Sam? Results?' 
'Yes ... I guess it is.' 
He looked at her thoughtfully, and Ms Lortz raised her eyebrows - a trifle defensively, perhaps. 'A penny 
for your thoughts,' she said. 
'I was thinking that this has been a fairly rare occurrence in my adult life,' he said. 'Not unheard-of, nothing 
like that, but rare. I came in here to get a couple of books to liven up my speech, and you seem to have 
given me exactly what I came for. How often does something like that happen in a world where you usually 
can't even get a couple of good lambchops at the grocery store when you've got your face fixed for them?' 
She smiled. It appeared to be a smile of genuine pleasure . . . except Sam noticed once again that her eyes 
did not smile. He didn't think they had changed expression since he had first come upon her - or she upon 
him - in the Children's Library. They just went on watching. 'I think I've just been paid a compliment!' 
'Yes, ma'am. You have.' 
'I thank you, Sam. I thank you very kindly. They say flattery will get you everywhere, but I'm afraid I'm 
still going to have to ask you for two dollars.' 
'You are?' 
'That's the charge for issuing an adult library card,' she said, 'but it's good for three years, and renewal is 
only fifty cents. Now, is that a deal, or what?' 
'It sounds fine to me.' 
'Then step right this way,' she said, and Sam followed her to the checkout desk. 
3 
She gave him a card to fill out - on it he wrote his name, address, telephone numbers, and place of business. 
'I see you live on Kelton Avenue. Nice!' 
'Well, I like it.' 
'The houses are lovely and big - you should be married.' 
He started a little. 'How did you know I wasn't married?' 
'The same way you knew I wasn't,' she said. Her smile had become a trifle sly, a trifle catlike. 'Nothing on 
the third left.' 
'Oh,' he said lamely, and smiled. He didn't think it was his usual sparkly smile, and his cheeks felt warm. 
'Two dollars, please.' 
He gave her two singles. She went over to a small desk where an aged, skeletal typewriter stood, and typed 
briefly on a bright-orange card. She brought it back to the checkout desk, signed her name at the bottom 
with a flourish, and then pushed it across to him. 
'Check and make sure all the information's correct, please.' 
Sam did so. 'It's all fine.' Her first name, he noted, was Ardelia. A pretty name, and rather unusual. 
She took his new library card back - the first one he'd owned since college, now that he thought about it, 
and he had used that one precious little - and placed it under the microfilm recorder beside a card she took 
from the pocket of each book. 'You can only keep these out for a week, because they're from Special 
Reference. That's a category I invented myself for books which are in great demand.' 
'Helps for the beginning speaker are in great demand?' 
'Those, and books on things like plumbing repair, simple magic tricks, social etiquette ... you'd be surprised 
what books people call for in a pinch. But I know.' 
'I'll bet you do.' 
'I've been in the business a long, long time, Sam. And they're not renewable, so be sure to get them back by 
April sixth.' She raised her head, and the light caught in her eyes. Sam almost dismissed what he saw there 
as a twinkle . . . but that wasn't what it was. It was a shine. A flat, hard shine. For just a moment Ardelia 
Lortz looked as if she had a nickel in each eye. 
'Or?' he asked, and his smile suddenly didn't feel like a smile - it felt like a mask. 
'Or else I'll have to send the Library Policeman after you,' she said. 
4 
For a moment their gazes locked, and Sam thought he saw the real Ardelia Lortz, and there was nothing 
charming or soft or spinster-librarian about that woman at all. 
This woman might actually be dangerous, he thought, and then dismissed it, a little embarrassed. The 
gloomy day - and perhaps the pressure of the impending speech - was getting to him. She's about as 
dangerous as a canned peach . . . and It isn't the gloomy day or the Rotarians tonight, either. It's those 
goddam posters. 
He had The Speaker's Companion and Best Loved Poems of the American People under his arm and they 
were almost to the door before he realized she was showing him out. He planted his feet firmly and 
stopped. She looked at him, surprised. 
'Can I ask you something, Ms Lortz?' 
'Of course, Sam. That's what I'm here for - to answer questions.' 
'It's about the Children's Library,' he said, 'and the posters. Some of them surprised me. Shocked me, 
almost.' He expected that to come out sounding like something a Baptist preacher might say about an issue 
of Playboy glimpsed beneath the other magazines on a parishioner's coffee table, but it didn't come out that 
way at all. Because, he thought, it's not just a conventional sentiment. I really was shocked. No almost 
about it. 
'Posters?' she asked, frowning, and then her brow cleared. She laughed. 'Oh! You must mean the Library 
Policeman ... and Simple Simon, of course.' 
'Simple Simon?' 
'You know the poster that says NEVER TAKE RIDES FROM STRANGERS? That's what the kids call the 
little boy in the picture. The one who is yelling. They call him Simple Simon - I suppose they feel contempt 
for him because he did such a foolish thing. I think that's very healthy, don't you?' 
'He's not yelling,' Sam said slowly. 'He's screaming.' 
She shrugged. 'Yelling, screaming, what's the difference? We don't hear much of either in here. The 
children are very good - very respectful.' 
'I'll bet,' Sam said. They were back in the foyer again now, and he glanced at the sign on the easel, the sign 
which didn't say 
SILENCE IS GOLDEN 
or 
PLEASE TRY TO BE QUIET 
but just offered that one inarguable imperative: 
SILENCE! 
'Besides - it's all a matter of interpretation, isn't it?' 
'I suppose,' Sam said. He felt that he was being maneuvered - and very efficiently - into a place where he 
would not have a moral leg to stand on, and the field of dialectic would belong to Ardelia Lortz. She gave 
him the impression that she was used to doing this, and that made him feel stubborn. 'But they struck me as 
extreme, those posters.' 
'Did they?' she asked politely. They had halted by the outer door now. 
'Yes. Scary.' He gathered himself and said what he really believed. 'Not appropriate to a place where small 
children gather.' 
He found he still did not sound prissy or self-righteous, at least to himself, and this was a relief. 
She was smiling, and the smile irritated him. 'You're not the first person who ever expressed that opinion, 
Sam. Childless adults aren't frequent visitors to the Children's Library, but they do come in from time to 
time - uncles, aunts, some single mother's boyfriend who got stuck with pick-up duty . . . or people like 
you, Sam, who are looking for me.' 
People in a pinch, her cool blue-gray eyes said. People who come for help and then, once they HAVE been 
helped, stay to criticize the way we run things here at the Junction City Public Library. The way I run 
things at the Junction City Public Library. 
'I guess you think I was wrong to put my two cents in,' Sam said good-naturedly. He didn't feel goodnatured, 
all of a sudden he didn't feel good-natured at all, but it was another trick of the trade, one he now 
wrapped around himself like a protective cloak. 
'Not at all. It's just that you don't understand. We had a poll last summer, Sam -it was part of the annual 
Summer Reading Program. We call our program Junction City's Summer Sizzlers, and each child gets one 
vote for every book he or she read. It's one of the strategies we've developed over the years to encourage 
children to read. That is one of our most important responsibilities, you see.' 
We know what we're doing, her steady gaze told him. And I'm being very polite, aren't I? Considering that 
you, who have never been here in your life before, have presumed to poke your head in once and start 
shotgunning criticisms. 
Sam began to feel very much in the wrong. That dialectical battlefield did not belong to the Lortz woman 
yet - at least not entirely - but he recognized the fact that he was in retreat. 
'According to the poll, last summer's favorite movie among the children was A Nightmare on Elm Street, 
Part 5. Their favorite rock group is called Guns n Roses - the runner-up was something named Ozzy 
Osbourne, who, I understand, has a reputation for biting the heads off live animals during his concerts. 
Their favorite novel was a paperback original called Swan Song. It's a horror novel by a man named Robert 
McCammon. We can't keep it in stock, Sam. They read each new copy to rags in weeks. I had a copy put in 
Vinabind, but of course it was stolen. By one of the bad children.' 
Her lips pursed in a thin line. 
'Runner-up was a horror novel about incest and infanticide called Flowers in the Attic. That one was the 
champ for five years running. Several of them even mentioned Peyton Place!' 
She looked at him sternly. 
'I myself have never seen any of the Nightmare on Elm Street movies. I have never heard an Ozzy 
Osbourne record and have no desire to do so, nor to read a novel by Robert McCammon, Stephen King, or 
V. C. Andrews. Do you see what I'm getting at, Sam?' 
'I suppose. You're saying it wouldn't be fair to . He needed a word, groped for it, and found it. ' . . . to usurp 
the children's tastes.' 
She smiled radiantly - everything but the eyes, which seemed to have nickels in them again. 
'That's part of it, but that's not all of it. The posters in the Children's Library -both the nice, uncontroversial 
ones and the ones which put you off - came to us from the Iowa Library Association. The ILA is a member 
of the Midwest Library Association, and that is, in turn, a member of The National Library Association, 
which gets the majority of its funding from tax money. From John Q. Public -which is to say from me. And 
you.' 
Sam shifted from one foot to the other. He didn't want to spend the afternoon listening to a lecture on How 
Your Library Works for You, but hadn't he invited it? He supposed so. The only thing he was absolutely 
sure of was that he was liking Ardelia Lortz less and less all the time. 
'The Iowa Library Association sends us a sheet every other month, with reproductions of about forty 
posters,' Ms Lortz continued relentlessly. 'We can pick any five free; extras cost three dollars each. I see 
you're getting restless, Sam, but you do deserve an explanation, and we are finally reaching the nub of the 
matter.' 
'Me? I'm not restless,' Sam said restlessly. 
She smiled at him, revealing teeth too even to be anything but dentures. 'We have a Children's Library 
Committee,' she said. 'Who is on it? Why, children, of course! Nine of them. Four high-school students, 
three middleschool students, and two grammar-school students. Each child has to have an overall B average 
in his schoolwork to qualify. They pick some of the new books we order, they picked the new drapes and 
tables when we redecorated last fall ... and, of course, they pick the posters. That is, as one of our younger 
Committeemen once put it, "the funnest part." Now do you understand?' 
'Yes,' Sam said. 'The kids picked out Little Red Riding Hood, and Simple Simon, and the Library 
Policeman. They like them because they're scary.' 
'Correct!' she beamed. 
Suddenly he'd had enough. It was something about the Library. Not the posters, not the librarian, exactly, 
but the Library itself. Suddenly the Library was like an aggravating, infuriating splinter jammed deep in 
one buttock. Whatever it was, it was ... enough. 
'Ms Lortz, do you keep a videotape of A Nightmare on Elm Street, Part 5 in the Children's Library? Or a 
selection of albums by Guns n Roses and Ozzy Osbourne?' 
'Sam, you miss the point,' she began patiently. 
'What about Peyton Place? Do you keep a copy of that in the Children's Library just because some of the 
kids have read it?' 
Even as he was speaking, he thought, Does ANYBODY still read that old thing? 
'No,' she said, and he saw that an ill-tempered flush was rising in her cheeks. This was not a woman who 
was used to having her judgments called into question. 'But we do keep stories about housebreaking, 
parental abuse, and burglary. I am speaking, of course, of "Goldilocks and the Three Bears," 
"Hansel and Gretel", and "Jack and the Beanstalk." I expected a man such as yourself to be a little more 
understanding, Sam.' 
A man you helped out in a pinch is what you mean, Sam thought, but what the hell, lady - isn't that what 
the town pays you to do? 
Then he got hold of himself. He didn't know exactly what she meant by la man such as himself,' wasn't sure 
he wanted to know, but he did understand that this discussion was on the edge of getting out of hand - of 
becoming an argument. He had come in here to find a little tenderizer to sprinkle over his speech, not to get 
in a hassle about the Children's Library with the head librarian. 
'I apologize if I've said anything to offend you,' he said, 'and I really ought to be going.' 
'Yes,' she said. 'I think you ought.' Your apology is not accepted, her eyes telegraphed. It is not accepted at 
all. 
'I suppose,' he said, 'that I'm a little nervous about my speaking debut. And I was up late last night working 
on this.' He smiled his old good-natured Sam Peebles smile and hoisted the briefcase. 
She stood down - a little - but her eyes were still snapping. 'That's understandable. We are here to serve, 
and, of course, we're always interested in constructive criticism from the taxpayers.' She accented the word 
constructive ever so slightly, to let him know, he supposed, that his had been anything but. 
Now that it was over, he had an urge - almost a need - to make it all over, to smooth it down like the 
coverlet on a well-made bed. And this was also part of the businessman's habit, he supposed . . . or the 
businessman's protective coloration. An odd thought occurred to him - that what he should really talk about 
tonight was his encounter with Ardelia Lortz. It said more about the small-town heart and spirit than his 
whole written speech. Not all of it was flattering, but it surely wasn't dry. And it would offer a sound rarely 
heard during Friday-night Rotary speeches: the unmistakable ring of truth. 
'Well, we got a little feisty there for a second or two,' he heard himself saying, and saw his hand go out. 'I 
expect I overstepped my bounds. I hope there are no hard feelings.' 
She touched his hand. It was a brief, token touch. Cool, smooth flesh. Unpleasant, somehow. Like shaking 
hands with an umbrella stand. 'None at all,' she said, but her eyes continued to tell a different story. 
'Well then . . . I'll be getting along.' 
'Yes. Remember - one week on those, Sam.' She lifted a finger. Pointed a well-manicured nail at the books 
he was holding. And smiled. Sam found something extremely disturbing about that smile, but he could not 
for the life of him have said exactly what it was. 'I wouldn't want to have to send the Library Cop after you.' 
'No,' Sam agreed. 'I wouldn't want that, either.' 
'That's right,' said Ardelia Lortz, still smiling. 'You wouldn't.' 
5 
Halfway down the walk, the face of that screaming child 
(Simple Simon, the kids call him Simple Simon I think that's very healthy, don't you) 
recurred to him, and with it came a thought - one simple enough and practical enough to stop him in his 
tracks. It was this: given a chance to pick such a poster, a jury of kids might very well do so ... but would 
any Library Association, whether from Iowa, the Midwest, or the country as a whole, actually send one 
out? 
Sam Peebles thought of the pleading hands plastered against the obdurate, imprisoning glass, the 
screaming, agonized mouth, and suddenly found that more than difficult to believe. He found it impossible 
to believe. 
And Peyton Place. What about that? He guessed that most of the adults who used the Library had forgotten 
about it. Did he really believe that some of their children - the ones young enough to use the Children's 
Library - had rediscovered that old relic? 
I don't believe that one, either. 
He had no wish to incur a second dose of Ardelia Lortz's anger - the first had been enough, and he'd had a 
feeling her dial hadn't been turned up to anything near full volume - but these thoughts were strong enough 
to cause him to turn around. 
She was gone. 
The library doors stood shut, a vertical slot of mouth in that brooding granite face. 
Sam stood where he was a moment longer, then hurried down to where his car was parked at the curb. 
CHAPTER 3 
Sam's Speech 
It was a rousing success. 
He began with his own adaptations of two anecdotes from the 'Easing Them In' section of The Speaker's 
Companion - one was about a farmer who tried to wholesale his own produce and the other was about 
selling frozen dinners to Eskimos - and used a third in the middle (which really was pretty arid). He found 
another good one in the subsection titled 'Finishing Them Off,' started to pencil it in, then remembered 
Ardelia Lortz and Best Loved Poems of the American People. You're apt to find your listeners will 
remember a well-chosen verse even if they forget everything else, she had said, and Sam found a good short 
poem in the 'Inspiration' section, just as she had told him he might. 
He looked down on the upturned faces of his fellow Rotarians and said: 'I've tried to give you some of the 
reasons why I live and work in a small town like Junction City, and I hope they make at least some sense. If 
they don't, I'm in a lot of trouble.' 
A rumble of good-natured laughter (and a whiff of mixed Scotch and bourbon) greeted this. 
Sam was sweating freely, but he actually felt pretty good, and he had begun to believe he was going to get 
out of this unscathed. The microphone had produced feedback whine only once, no one had walked out, no 
one had thrown food, and there had only been a few catcalls - good-natured ones, at that. 
'I think a poet named Spencer Michael Free summed up the things I've been trying to say better than I ever 
could. You see, almost everything we have to sell in our small-town businesses can be sold cheaper in bigcity 
shopping centers and suburban malls. Those places like to boast that you can get just about all the 
goods and services you'd ever need right there, and park for free in the bargain. And I guess they're almost 
right. But there is still one thing the small-town business has to offer that the malls and shopping centers 
don't, and that's the thing Mr Free talks about in his poem. It isn't a very long one, but it says a lot. It goes 
like this. 
''Tis the human touch in this world that counts. 
The touch of your hand and mine, 
Which means far more to the fainting heart Than shelter and bread and wine; 
For shelter is gone when the night is o'er, And bread lasts only a day, 
But the touch of the hand and the sound of a voice 
Sing on in the soul always.' 
Sam looked up at them from his text, and for the second time that day was surprised to find that he meant 
every word he had just said. He found that his heart was suddenly full of happiness and simple gratitude. It 
was good just to find out you still had a heart, that the ordinary routine of ordinary days hadn't worn it 
away, but it was even better to find it could still speak through your mouth. 
'We small-town businessmen and businesswomen offer that human touch. On the one hand, it isn't much ... 
but on the other, it's just about everything. I know that it keeps me coming back for more. I want to wish 
our originally scheduled speaker, The Amazing Joe, a speedy recovery; I want to thank Craig Jones for 
asking me to sub for him; and I want to thank all of you for listening so patiently to my boring little talk. So 
... thanks very much.' 
The applause started even before he finished his last sentence; it swelled while he gathered up the few 
pages of text which Naomi had typed and which he had spent the afternoon amending; it rose to a 
crescendo as he sat down, bemused by the reaction. 
Well, it's just the booze, he told himself. They would have applauded you if you'd told them about how you 
managed to quit smoking after you found Jesus at a Tupperware party. 
Then they started to rise to their feet and he thought he must have spoken too long if they were that anxious 
to get out. But they went on applauding, and then he saw Craig Jones was flapping his hands at him. After a 
moment Sam understood. Craig wanted him to stand up and take a bow. 
He twirled a forefinger around his ear: You're nuts! 
Craig shook his head emphatically and began elevating his hands so energetically that he looked like a 
revival preacher encouraging the faithful to sing louder. 
So Sam stood up and was amazed when they actually cheered him. 
After a few moments, Craig approached the lectern. The cheers at last died down when he tapped the 
microphone a few times, producing a sound like a giant fist wrapped in cotton knocking on a coffin. 
'I think we'll all agree,' he said, 'that Sam's speech more than made up for the price of the rubber chicken.' 
This brought another hearty burst of applause. 
Craig turned toward Sam and said, 'If I'd known you had that in you, Sammy, I would have booked you in 
the first place!' 
This produced more clapping and whistling. Before it died out, Craig Jones had seized Sam's hand and 
began pumping it briskly up and down. 
'That was great!' Craig said. 'Where'd you copy it from, Sam?' 
'I didn't,' Sam said. His cheeks felt warm, and although he'd only had one gin and tonic - a weak one - 
before getting up to speak, he felt a little drunk. 'It's mine. I got a couple of books from the Library, and 
they helped.' 
Other Rotarians were crowding around now; Sam's hand was shaken again and again. He started to feel like 
the town pump during a summer drought. 
'Great!' someone shouted in his ear. Sam turned toward the voice and saw it belonged to Frank Stephens, 
who had filled in when the trucking-union official was indicted for malfeasance. 'We shoulda had it on 
tape, we coulda sold it to the goddam JayCees! Damn, that was a good talk, Sam!' 
'Oughtta take it on the road!' Rudy Pearlman said. His round face was red and sweating. 'I dam near cried! 
Honest to God! Where'd you find that pome?' 
'At the Library,' Sam said. He still felt dazed ... but his relief at having actually finished in one piece was 
being supplanted by a kind of cautious delight. He thought he would have to give Naomi a bonus. 'It was in 
a book called -' But before he could tell Rudy what the book had been called, Bruce Engalls had grasped 
him by the elbow and was guiding him toward the bar. 'Best damned speech I've heard at this foolish club 
in two years!' Bruce was exclaiming. 'Maybe five! Who needs a goddam acrobat, anyway? Let me buy you 
a drink, Sam. Hell, let me buy you two!' 
2 
Before he was able to get away, Sam consumed a total of six drinks, all of them free, and ended his 
triumphant evening by puking on his own WELCOME mat shortly after Craig Jones let him out in front of 
his house on Kelton Avenue. When his stomach vapor-locked, Sam had been trying to get his housekey in 
the lock of his front door - it was a job, because there appeared to be three locks and four keys - and there 
was just no time to get rid of it in the bushes at the side of the stoop. So when he finally succeeded in 
getting the door open, he simply picked the WELCOME mat up (carefully, holding it by the sides so the 
gunk would pool in the middle) and tossed it over the side. 
He got a cup of coffee to stay down, but the phone rang twice while he was drinking it. More 
congratulations. The second call was from Elmer Baskin, who hadn't even been there. He felt a little like 
Judy Garland in A Star Is Born, but it was hard to enjoy the feeling while his stomach was still treading 
water and his head was beginning to punish him for his overindulgence. 
Sam put on the answering machine in the living room to field any further calls, then went upstairs to his 
bedroom, unplugged the phone by the bed, took two aspirin, stripped, and lay down. 
Consciousness began to fade fast - he was tired as well as bombed - but before sleep took him, he had time 
to think: I owe most of it to Naomi ... and to that unpleasant woman at the Library. Horst. Borscht. 
Whatever her name was. Maybe I ought to give her a bonus, too. 
He heard the telephone start to ring downstairs, and then the answering machine cut in. 
Good boy, Sam thought sleepily. Do your duty - I mean, after all, isn't that what I pay you to do? 
Then he was in blackness, and knew no more until ten o'clock Saturday morning. 
3 
He returned to the land of the living with a sour stomach and a slight headache, but it could have been a lot 
worse. He was sorry about the WELCOME mat, but glad he'd offloaded at least some of the booze before it 
could swell his head any worse than it already was. He stood in the shower for ten minutes, making only 
token washing motions, then dried off, dressed, and went downstairs with a towel draped over his head. 
The red message light on the telephone answering machine was blinking. The tape only rewound a short 
way when he pushed the PLAY MESSAGES button; apparently the call he'd heard just as he was drifting 
off had been the last. 
Beep! 'Hello, Sam.' Sam paused in the act of removing the towel, frowning. It was a woman's voice, and he 
knew it. Whose? 'I heard your speech was a great success. I'm so glad for you.' 
It was the Lortz woman, he realized. 
Now how did she get my number? But that was what the telephone book was for, of course ... and he had 
written it on his library-card application as well, hadn't he? Yes. For no reason he could rightly tell, a small 
shiver shook its way up his back. 
'Be sure to get your borrowed books back by the sixth of April,' she continued, and then, archly: 
'Remember the Library Policeman.' 
There was the click of the connection being broken. On Sam's answering machine, the ALL MESSAGES 
PLAYED lamp lit Up. 
'You're a bit of a bitch, aren't you, lady?' Sam said to the empty house, and then went into the kitchen to 
make himself some toast. 
4 
When Naomi came in at ten o'clock on the Friday morning a week after Sam's triumphant debut as an afterdinner 
speaker, Sam handed her a long white envelope with her name written on the front. 
'What's this?' Naomi asked suspiciously, taking off her cloak. It was raining hard outside, a driving, dismal 
early-spring rain. 
'Open it and see.' 
She did. It was a thank-you card. Taped inside was a portrait of Andrew Jackson. 
'Twenty dollars!' She looked at him more suspiciously than ever. 'Why?' 
'Because you saved my bacon when you sent me to the Library,' Sam said. 'The speech went over very well, 
Naomi. I guess it wouldn't be wrong to say I was a big hit. I would have put in fifty, if I'd thought you 
would take it.' 
Now she understood, and was clearly pleased, but she tried to give the money back just the same. 'I'm really 
glad it worked, Sam, but I can't take th - ' 
'Yes you can,' he said, 'and you will. You'd take a commission if you worked for me as a salesperson, 
wouldn't you?' 
'I don't, though. I could never sell anything. When I was in the Girl Scouts, my mother was the only person 
who ever bought cookies from me.' 
'Naomi. My dear girl. No - don't start looking all nervous and cornered. I'm not going to make a pass at 
you. We went through all of that two years ago.' 
'We certainly did.' Naomi agreed, but she still looked nervous and checked to make sure that she had a clear 
line of retreat to the door, should she need one. 
'Do you realize I've sold two houses and written almost two hundred thousand dollars' worth of insurance 
since that damn speech? Most of it was common group coverage with a high top-off and a low commission 
rate, true, but it still adds up to the price of a new car. If you don't take that twenty, I'm going to feel like 
shit.' 
'Sam, please!' she said, looking shocked. Naomi was a dedicated Baptist. She and her mother went to a 
little church in Proverbia which was almost as ramshackle as the house they lived in. He knew; he had been 
there once. But he was happy to see that she also looked pleased ... and a little more relaxed. 
In the summer of 1988, Sam had dated Naomi twice. On the second date, he made a pass. It was as well 
behaved as a pass can be and still remain a pass, but a pass it was. Much good it had done him; Naomi, it 
turned out, was a good enough pass deflector to play in the Denver Broncos' defensive backfield. It wasn't 
that she didn't like him, she explained; it was just that she had decided the two of them could never get 
along 'that way.' Sam, bewildered, had asked her why not. Naomi only shook her head. Some things are 
hard to explain, Sam, but that doesn't make them less true. It could never work. Believe me, it just couldn't. 
And that had been all he could get out of her. 
'I'm sorry I said the s-word, Naomi,' he told her now. He spoke humbly, although he doubted somehow that 
Naomi was even half as priggish as she liked to sound. 'What I mean to say is that if you don't take that 
twenty, I'll feel like caca-poopie.' 
She tucked the bill into her purse and then endeavored to look at him with an expression of dignified 
primness. She almost made it ... but the corners of her lips quivered slightly. 
'There. Satisfied?' 
'Short of giving you fifty,' he said. 'Would you take fifty, Omes?' 
'No,' she said. 'And please don't call me Omes. You know I don't like it.' 
'I'm sorry.' 
'Apology accepted. Now why don't we just drop the subject?' 
'Okay,' Sam said agreeably. 
'I heard several people say your speech was good. Craig Jones just raved about it. Do you really think that's 
the reason you've done more business?' 
'Does a bear - ' Sam began, and then retraced his steps. 'Yes. I do. Things work that way sometimes. It's 
funny, but it's true. The old sales graph has really spiked this week. It'll drop back, of course, but I don't 
think it'll drop back all the way. If the new folks like the way I do business - and I like to think they will - 
there'll be a carry-over.' 
Sam leaned back in his chair, laced his hands together behind his neck, and looked thoughtfully up at the 
ceiling. 
'When Craig Jones called up and put me on the spot, I was ready to shoot him. No joke, Naomi.' 
'Yes,' she said. 'You looked like a man coming down with a bad case of poison ivy.' 
'Did I?' He laughed. 'Yeah, I suppose so. It's funny how things work out sometimes - purest luck. If there is 
a God, it makes you wonder sometimes if He tightened all the screws in the big machine before He set it 
going.' 
He expected Naomi to scold him for his irreverence (it wouldn't be the first time), but she didn't take the 
gambit today. Instead she said, 'You're luckier than you know, if the books you got at the Library really did 
help You out. It usually doesn't open until five o'clock on Fridays. I meant to tell you that, but then I 
forgot.' 
'Oh?' 
'You must have found Mr Price catching up on his paperwork or something.' 
'Price?' Sam asked. 'Don't you mean Mr Peckham? The newspaper-reading janitor?' 
Naomi shook her head. 'The only Peckham I ever heard of around here was old Eddie Peckham, and he 
died years ago. I'm talking about Mr Price. The librarian.' She was looking at Sam as though he were the 
thickest man on earth ... or at least in Junction City, Iowa. 'Tall man? Thin? About fifty?' 
'Nope,' Sam said. 'I got a lady named Lortz. Short, plump, somewhere around the age when women form 
lasting attachments to bright-green polyester.' 
A rather strange mix of expressions crossed Naomi's face - surprise was followed by suspicion; suspicion 
was followed by a species of faintly exasperated amusement. That particular sequence of expressions 
almost always indicates the same thing: someone is coming to realize that his or her leg is being shaken 
vigorously. Under more ordinary circumstances Sam might have wondered about that, but he had done a 
land-office business all week long, and as a result he had a great deal of his own paperwork to catch up on. 
Half of his mind had already wandered off to examine it. 
'Oh,' Naomi said and laughed. 'Miss Lortz, was it? That must have been fun.' 
'She's peculiar, all right,' Sam said. 
'You bet,' Naomi agreed. 'In fact she's absolutely-' 
If she had finished what she had started to say she probably would have startled Sam Peebles a great deal, 
but luck - as he had just pointed out - plays an absurdly important part in human affairs, and luck now 
intervened. 
The telephone rang. 
It was Burt Iverson, the spiritual chief of Junction City's small legal tribe. He wanted to talk about a really 
huge insurance deal - the new medical center, comp-group coverage, still in the planning stages but you 
know how big this could be, Sam - and by the time Sam got back to Naomi, thoughts of Lortz had gone 
entirely out of his mind. He knew how big it could be, all right; it could land him behind the wheel of that 
Mercedes-Benz after all. And he really didn't like to think just how much of all this good fortune he might 
be able to trace back to that stupid little speech, if he really wanted to. 
Naomi did think her leg was being pulled; she knew perfectly well who Ardelia Lortz was, and thought 
Sam must, too. After all, the woman had been at the center of the nastiest piece of business to occur in 
Junction City in the last twenty years ... maybe since World War II, when the Moggins boy had come home 
from the Pacific all funny in the head and had killed his whole family before sticking the barrel of his 
service pistol in his right ear and taking care of himself as well. Ira Moggins had done that before Naomi's 
time; it did not occur to her that l'affaire Ardelia had occurred long before Sam had come to Junction City. 
At any rate, she had dismissed the whole thing from her mind and was trying to decide between Stouffer's 
lasagna and something from Lean Cuisine for supper by the time Sam put the telephone down. He dictated 
letters steadily until twelve o'clock, then asked Naomi if she would like to step down to McKenna's with 
him for a spot of lunch. Naomi declined, saying she had to get back to her mother, who had Failed Greatly 
over the course of the winter. No more was said about Ardelia Lortz. 
That day. 
CHAPTER 4 
The Missing Books 
1 
Sam wasn't much of a breakfast-eater through the week - a glass of orange juice and an oat-bran muffin did 
him just fine - but on Saturday mornings (at least on Saturday mornings when he wasn't dealing with a 
Rotary-inspired hangover) he liked to rise a little late, stroll down to McKenna's on the square, and work 
his way slowly through an order of steak and eggs while he really read the paper instead of just scanning it 
between appointments. 
He followed this routine the next morning, the seventh of April. The previous day's rain was gone, and the 
sky was a pale, perfect blue - the very image of early spring. Sam took the long way home following his 
breakfast, pausing to check out whose tulips and crocuses were in good order and whose were a little late. 
He arrived back at his own house at ten minutes past ten. 
The PLAY MESSAGES lamp on his answering machine was lit. He pushed the button, got out a cigarette, 
and struck a match. 
'Hello, Sam,' Ardelia Lortz's soft and utterly unmistakable voice said, and the match paused six inches shy 
of Sam's cigarette. 'I'm very disappointed in you. Your books are overdue.' 
'Ah, shit!' Sam exclaimed. 
Something had been nagging at him all week long, the way a word you want will use the tip of your tongue 
for a trampoline, bouncing just out of reach. The books. The goddam books. The woman would 
undoubtedly regard him as exactly the sort of Philistine she wanted him to be - him with his gratuitous 
judgments of which posters belonged in the Children's Library and which ones didn't. The only real 
question was whether she had put her tongue-lashing on the answering machine or was saving it until she 
saw him in person. 
He shook out the match and dropped it in the ashtray beside the telephone. 
'I explained to you, I believe,' she was going on in her soft and just a little too reasonable voice, 'that The 
Speaker's Companion and Best Loved Poems of the American People are from the Library's Special 
Reference section, and cannot be kept out for longer than one week. I expected better things of you, Sam. I 
really did.' 
Sam, to his great exasperation, found he was standing here in his own house with an unlit cigarette between 
his lips and a guilty flush climbing up his neck and beginning to overrun his cheeks. Once more he had 
been deposited firmly back in the fourth grade - this time sitting on a stool facing into the corner with a 
pointed dunce-cap perched firmly on his head. 
Speaking as one who is conferring a great favor, Ardelia Lortz went on: 'I have decided to give you an 
extension, however; you have until Monday afternoon to return your borrowed books. Please help me avoid 
any unpleasantness.' There was a pause. 'Remember the Library Policeman, Sam.' 
'That one's getting old, Ardelia-baby,' Sam muttered, but he wasn't even speaking to the recording. She had 
hung up after mentioning the Library Policeman, and the machine switched itself quietly off. 
2 
Sam used a fresh match to light his smoke. He was still exhaling the first drag when a course of action 
popped into his mind. It might be a trifle cowardly, but it would close his accounts with Ms Lortz for good. 
And it also had a certain rough justice to it. 
He had given Naomi her just reward, and he would do the same for Ardelia. He sat down at the desk in his 
study, where he had composed the famous speech, and drew his note-pad to him. Below the heading (From 
the Desk of SAMUEL PEEBLES), he scrawled the following note: 
Dear Ms Lortz, 
I apologize for being late returning your books. This is a sincere apology, because the books were 
extremely helpful in preparing my speech. Please accept this money in payment of the fine on the tardy 
books. I want you to keep the rest as a token of my thanks. 
Sincerely yours, 
Sam Peebles 
Sam read the note over while he fished a paper clip out of his desk drawer. He considered changing '. . . 
returning your books' to '. . . returning the library's books' and decided to leave it as it was. Ardelia Lortz 
had impressed him very much as the sort of woman who subscribed to the philosophy of l'etat c'est moi, 
even if l'etat in this case was just the local library. 
He removed a twenty-dollar bill from his wallet and used the clip to attach it to the note. He hesitated a 
moment longer, drumming his fingers restlessly on the edge of the desk. 
She's going to look at this as a bribe. She'll probably be offended and mad as hell. 
That might be true, but Sam didn't care. He knew what was behind the Lortz woman's arch little call this 
morning - behind both arch little calls, probably. He had pulled her chain a little too hard about the posters 
in the Children's Library, and she was getting back at him - or trying to. But this wasn't the fourth grade, he 
wasn't a scurrying, terrified little kid (not anymore, at least), and he wasn't going to be intimidated. Not by 
the ill-tempered sign in the library foyer, nor by the librarian's you're-one-whole-day-late-you-bad-boy-you 
nagging. 
'Fuck it!' he said out loud. 'If you don't want the goddam money, stick it in the Library Defense Fund, or 
something.' 
He laid the note with the twenty paper-clipped to it on the desk. He had no intention of presenting it in 
person so she could get shirty on him. He would bind the two volumes together with a couple of rubber 
bands after laying the note and the money into one of them so it stuck out. Then he would simply dump the 
whole shebang into the book-drop. He had spent six years in Junction City without making Ardelia Lortz's 
acquaintance; with any luck, it would be six years before he saw her again. 
Now all he had to do was find the books. 
They were not on his study desk, that was for sure. Sam went out into the dining room and looked on the 
table. It was where he usually stacked things which needed to be returned. There were two VHS tapes 
ready to go back to Bruce's Video Stop, an envelope with Paperboy written across the front, two folders 
with insurance policies in them ... but no Speaker's Companion. No Best Loved Poems of the American 
People, either. 
'Crap,' Sam said, and scratched his head. 'Where the hell -' 
He went out into the kitchen. Nothing on the kitchen table but the morning paper; he'd put it down there 
when he came in. He tossed it absently in the cardboard carton by the woodstove as he checked the counter. 
Nothing on the counter but the box from which he had taken last night's frozen dinner. 
He went slowly upstairs to check the rooms on the second story, but he was already starting to get a very 
bad feeling. 
3 
By three o'clock that afternoon, the bad feeling was a lot worse. Sam Peebles was, in fact, fuming. After 
going through the house twice from top to bottom (on the second pass he even checked the cellar), he had 
gone down to the office, even though he was pretty sure he had brought the two books home with him 
when he left work late last Monday afternoon. Sure enough, he had found nothing there. And here he was, 
most of a beautiful spring Saturday shot in a fruitless search for two library books, no further ahead. 
He kept thinking of her arch tone - remember the Library Policeman, Sam -and how happy she would feel 
if she knew just how far under his skin she had gotten. If there really were Library Police, Sam had no 
doubt at all that the woman would be happy to sic one on him. The more he thought about it, the madder he 
got. 
He went back into his study. His note to Ardelia Lortz, with the twenty attached, stared at him blandly from 
the desk. 
'Balls!' he cried, and was almost off on another whirlwind search of the house before he caught himself and 
stopped. That would accomplish nothing. 
Suddenly he heard the voice of his long-dead mother. It was soft and sweetly reasonable. When you can't 
find a thing. Samuel, tearing around and looking for it usually does no good. Sit down and think things 
over instead. Use your head and save your feet. 
It had been good advice when he was ten; he guessed it was just as good now that he was forty. Sam sat 
down behind his desk, closed his eyes, and set out to trace the progress of those goddamned library books 
from the moment Ms Lortz had handed them to him until ... whenever. 
From the library he had taken them back to the office, stopping at Sam's House of Pizza on the way for a 
pepperoni-and-double-mushroom pie, which he had eaten at his desk while he looked through The 
Speaker's Companion for two things: good jokes and how to use them. He remembered how careful he'd 
been not to get even the smallest dollop of pizza sauce on the book - which was sort of ironic, considering 
the fact that he couldn't find either of them now. 
He had spent most of the afternoon on the speech, working in the jokes, then rewriting the whole last part 
so the poem would fit better. When he went home late Friday afternoon, he'd taken the finished speech but 
not the books. He was sure of that. Craig Jones had picked him up when it was time for the Rotary Club 
dinner, and Craig had dropped him off later on - just in time for Sam to baptize the WELCOME mat. 
Saturday morning had been spent nursing his minor but annoying hangover; for the rest of the weekend he 
had just stayed around the house, reading, watching TV, and - let's face it, gang - basking in his triumph. 
He hadn't gone near the office all weekend. He was sure of it. 
Okay, he thought. Here comes the hard part. Now concentrate. But he didn't need to concentrate all that 
hard after all, he discovered. 
He had started out of the office around quarter to five on Monday afternoon, and then the phone had rung, 
calling him back. It had been Stu Youngman, wanting him to write a large homeowner's policy. That had 
been the start of this week's shower of bucks. While he was talking with Stu, his eye had happened on the 
two library books, still sitting on the corner of his desk. 
When he left the second time, he'd had his briefcase in one hand and the books in the other. He was positive 
of that much. 
He had intended to return them to the Library that evening, but then Frank Stephens had called, wanting 
him to come out to dinner with him and his wife and their niece, who was visiting from Omaha (when you 
were a bachelor in a small town, Sam had discovered, even your casual acquaintances became relentless 
matchmakers). They had gone to Brady's Ribs, had returned late -around eleven, late for a weeknight - and 
by the time he got home again, he had forgotten all about the library books. 
After that, he lost sight of them completely. He hadn't thought of returning them - his unexpectedly brisk 
business had taken up most of his thinking time -until the Lortz woman's call. 
Okay - I probably haven't moved them since then. They must be right where I left them when I got home 
late Monday afternoon. 
For a moment he felt a burst of hope - maybe they were still in the car! Then, just as he was getting up to 
check, he remembered how he'd shifted his briefcase to the hand holding the books when he'd arrived home 
on Monday. He'd done that so he could get his housekey out of his right front pocket. He hadn't left them in 
the car at all. 
So what did you do when you got in? 
He saw himself unlocking the kitchen door, stepping in, putting his briefcase on a kitchen chair, turning 
with the books in his hand 
'Oh no,' Sam muttered. The bad feeling returned in a rush. 
There was a fair-sized cardboard carton sitting on the shelf by his little kitchen woodstove, the kind of 
carton you could pick up at the liquor store. It had been there for a couple of years now. People sometimes 
packed their smaller belongings into such cartons when they were moving house, but the cartons also made 
great hold-alls. Sam used the one by the stove for newspaper storage. He put each day's paper into the box 
after he had finished reading it; he had tossed today's paper in only a short time before. And, once every 
month or so 
'Dirty Dave!' Sam muttered. 
He got up from behind his desk and hurried into the kitchen. 
4 
The box, with Johnnie Walker's monocled ain't-I-hip image on the side, was almost empty. Sam thumbed 
through the thin sheaf of newspapers, knowing he would find nothing but looking anyway, the way people 
do when they are so exasperated they half-believe that just wanting a thing badly enough will make it be 
there. He found the Saturday Gazette - the one he had so recently disposed of - and the Friday paper. No 
books between or beneath them, of course. Sam stood there for a moment, thinking black thoughts, then 
went to the telephone to call Mary Vasser, who cleaned house for him every Thursday morning. 
'Hello?' a faintly worried voice answered. 
'Hi, Mary. This is Sam Peebles.' 
'Sam?' The worry deepened. 'Is something wrong?' 
Yes! By Monday afternoon the bitch who runs the local Library is going to be after me! Probably with a 
cross and a number of very long nails! 
But of course he couldn't say anything like that, not to Mary; she was one of those unfortunate human 
beings who have been born under a bad sign and live in their own dark cloud of doomish premonition. The 
Mary Vassers of the world believe that there are a great many large black safes dangling three stories above 
a great many sidewalks, held by fraying cables, waiting for destiny to carry the doom-fated into the drop 
zone. If not a safe, then a drunk driver; if not a drunk driver, a tidal wave (in Iowa? yes, in Iowa); if not a 
tidal wave, a meteorite. Mary Vasser was one of those afflicted folks who always want to know if 
something is wrong when you call them on the phone. 
'Nothing,' Sam said. 'Nothing wrong at all. I just wondered if you saw Dave on Thursday.' The question 
wasn't much more than a formality; the papers, after all, were gone, and Dirty Dave was the only 
Newspaper Fairy in Junction City. 
'Yes,' Mary agreed. Sam's hearty assurance that nothing was wrong seemed to have put her wind up even 
higher. Now barely concealed terror positively vibrated in her voice. 'He came to get the papers. Was I 
wrong to let him? He's been coming for years, and I thought - ' 
'Not at all,' Sam said with insane cheerfulness. 'I just saw they were gone and thought I'd check that - ' 
'You never checked before.' Her voice caught. 'Is he all right? Has something happened to Dave?' 
'No,' Sam said. 'I mean, I don't know. I just - ' An idea flashed into his mind. 'The coupons!' he cried wildly. 
'I forgot to clip the coupons on Thursday, so - ' 
'Oh!' she said. 'You can have mine, if you want.' 
'No, I couldn't do th - ' 
'I'll bring them next Thursday,' she overrode him. 'I have thousands.' So many I'll never get a chance to use 
them all, her voice implied. After all, somewhere out there a safe is waiting for me to walk under it, or a 
tree is waiting to fall over in a windstorm and squash me, or in some North Dakota motel a hair-dryer is 
waiting to fall off the shelf and into the bathtub. I'm living on borrowed time, so what do I need a bunch of 
fucking Folger's Crystals coupons for? 
'All right,' Sam said. 'That would be great. Thanks, Mary, you're a peach.' 
'And you're sure nothing else is wrong?' 
'Not a thing,' Sam replied, speaking more heartily than ever. To himself he sounded like a lunatic topsergeant 
urging his few remaining men to mount a final fruitless frontal assault on a fortified machine-gun 
nest. Come on, men, I think they might be asleep! 
'All right,' Mary said doubtfully, and Sam was finally permitted to escape. 
He sat down heavily in one of the kitchen chairs and regarded the almost empty Johnnie Walker box with a 
bitter eye. Dirty Dave had come to collect the newspapers, as he did during the first week of every month, 
but this time he had unknowingly taken along a little bonus: The Speaker's Companion and Best Loved 
Poems of the American People. And Sam had a very good idea of what they were now. 
Pulp. Recycled pulp. 
Dirty Dave was one of Junction City's functioning alcoholics. Unable to hold down a steady job, he eked 
out a living on the discards of others, and in that way he was a fairly useful citizen. He collected returnable 
bottles, and, like twelve-year-old Keith Jordan, he had a paper route. The only difference was that Keith 
delivered the Junction City Gazette every day, and Dirty Dave Duncan collected it - from Sam and God 
knew how many other homeowners in the Kelton Avenue section of town - once a month. Sam had seen 
him many times, trundling his shopping cart full of green plastic garbage bags across town toward the 
Recycling Center which stood between the old train depot and the small homeless shelter where Dirty Dave 
and a dozen or so of his compadres spent most of their nights. 
He sat where he was for a moment longer, drumming his fingers on the kitchen table, then got up, pulled on 
a jacket, and went out to the car. 
CHAPTER 5 
Angle Street (I) 
1 
The intentions of the sign-maker had undoubtedly been the best, but his spelling had been poor. The sign 
was nailed to one of the porch uprights of the old house by the railroad tracks, and it read: 
ANGLE STREET 
Since there were no angles on Railroad Avenue that Sam could see - like most Iowa streets and roads, it 
was as straight as a string - he reckoned the sign-maker had meant Angel Street. Well, so what? Sam 
thought that, while the road of good intentions might end in hell, the people who tried to fill the potholes 
along the way deserved at least some credit. 
Angle Street was a big building which, Sam guessed, had housed railroad company offices back in the days 
when Junction City really had been a railway Junction point. Now there were just two sets of working 
tracks, both going east-west. All the others were rusty and overgrown with weeds. Most of the cross-ties 
were gone, appropriated for fires by the same homeless people Angle Street was here to serve. 
Sam arrived at quarter to five. The sun cast a mournful, failing light over the empty fields which took over 
here at the edge of town. A seemingly endless freight was rumbling by behind the few buildings which 
stood out here. A breeze had sprung up, and as he stopped his car and got out, he could hear the rusty 
squeak of the old JUNCTION CITY sign swinging back and forth above the deserted platform where 
people had once boarded passenger trains for St Louis and Chicago - even the old Sunnyland Express, 
which had made its only Iowa stop in Junction City on its way to the fabulous kingdoms of Las Vegas and 
Los Angeles. 
The homeless shelter had once been white; now it was a paintless gray. The curtains in the windows were 
clean but tired and limp. Weeds were trying to grow in the cindery yard. Sam thought they might gain a 
foothold by June, but right now they were making a bad job of it. A rusty barrel had been placed by the 
splintery steps leading up to the porch. Opposite the Angle Street sign, nailed to another porch support post, 
was this message: 
NO DRINKING ALLOWED AT THIS SHELTER! 
IF YOU HAVE A BOTTLE, IT MUST GO HERE BEFORE YOU ENTER! 
His luck was in. Although Saturday night had almost arrived and the ginmills and beerjoints of Junction 
City awaited, Dirty Dave was here, and he was sober. He was, in fact, sitting on the porch with two other 
winos. They were engaged in making posters on large rectangles of white cardboard, and enjoying varying 
degrees of success. The fellow sitting on the floor at the far end of the porch was holding his right wrist 
with his left hand in an effort to offset a bad case of the shakes. The one in the middle worked with his 
tongue peeking from the corner of his mouth, and looked like a very old nursery child trying his level best 
to draw a tree which would earn him a gold star to show Mommy. Dirty Dave, sitting in a splintered 
rocking chair near the porch steps, was easily in the best shape, but all three of them looked folded, stapled, 
and mutilated. 
'Hello, Dave,' Sam said, mounting the steps. 
Dave looked up, squinted, and then offered a tentative smile. All of his remaining teeth were in front. The 
smile revealed all five of them. 
'Mr Peebles?' 
'Yes,' he said. 'How you doing, Dave?' 
'Oh, purty fair, I guess. Purty fair.' He looked around. 'Say, you guys! Say hello to Mr Peebles! He's a 
lawyer!' 
The fellow with the tip of his tongue sticking out looked up, nodded briefly, and went back to his poster. A 
long runner of snot depended from his left nostril. 
'Actually,' Sam said, 'real estate's my game, Dave. Real estate and insur-' 
'You got me my Slim Jim?' the man with the shakes asked abruptly. He did not look up at all, but his frown 
of concentration deepened. Sam could see his poster from where he stood; it was covered with long orange 
squiggles which vaguely resembled words. 
'Pardon?' Sam asked. 
'That's Lukey,' Dave said in a low voice. 'He ain't havin one of his better days, Mr Peebles.' 
'Got me my Slim Jim, got me my Slim Jim, got me my Slim Fuckin Slim Jim?' Lukey chanted without 
looking up. 
'Uh, I'm sorry - ' Sam began. 
'He ain't got no Slim Jims!' Dirty Dave yelled. 'Shut up and do your poster, Lukey! Sarah wants em by six! 
She's comin out special!' 
'I'll get me a fuckin Slim Jim,' Luckey said in a low intense voice. 'If I don't, I guess I'll eat rat-turds.' 
'Don't mind him, Mr Peebles,' Dave said. 'What's up?' 
'Well, I was just wondering if you might have found a couple of books when you picked up the newspapers 
last Thursday. I've misplaced them, and I thought I'd check. They're overdue at the Library.' 
'You got a quarter?' the man with the tip of his tongue sticking out asked abruptly. 'What's the word? 
Thunderbird!' 
Sam reached automatically into his pocket. Dave reached out and touched his wrist, almost apologetically. 
'Don't give him any money, Mr Peebles,' he said. 'That's Rudolph. He don't need no Thunderbird. Him and 
the Bird don't agree no more. He just needs a night's sleep.' 
'I'm sorry,' Sam said. 'I'm tapped, Rudolph.' 
'Yeah, you and everybody else,' Rudolph said. As he went back to his poster he muttered: 'What's the price? 
Fifty twice.' 
'I didn't see any books,' Dirty Dave said. 'I'm sorry. I just got the papers, like usual. Missus V. was there, 
and she can tell you. I didn't do nothing wrong.' But his rheumy, unhappy eyes said he did not expect Sam 
to believe this. Unlike Mary, Dirty Dave Duncan did not live in a world where doom lay just up the road or 
around the corner; his surrounded him. He lived in it with what little dignity he could muster. 
'I believe you.' Sam laid a hand on Dave's shoulder. 
'I just dumped your box of papers into one of my bags, like always,' Dave said. 
'If I had a thousand Slim Jims, I'd eat them all,' Lukey said abruptly. 'I would snark those suckers right 
down! That's chow! That's chow! That's chow-de-dow!' 
'I believe you,' Sam repeated, and patted Dave's horribly bony shoulder. He found himself wondering, God 
help him, if Dave had fleas. On the heels of this uncharitable thought came another: he wondered if any of 
the other Rotarians, those hale and hearty fellows with whom he had made such a hit a week ago, had been 
down to this end of town lately. He wondered if they even knew about Angle Street. And he wondered if 
Spencer Michael Free had been thinking about such men as Lukey and Rudolph and Dirty Dave when he 
wrote that it was the human touch in this world that counted - the touch of your hand and mine. Sam felt a 
sudden burst of shame at the recollection of his speech, so full of innocent boosterism. and approval for the 
simple pleasures of small-town life. 
'That's good,' Dave said. 'Then I can come back next month?' 
'Sure. You took the papers to the Recycling Center, right?' 
'Uh-huh.' Dirty Dave pointed with a finger which ended in a yellow, ragged nail. 'Right over there. But 
they're closed.' 
Sam nodded. 'What are you doing?' he asked. 
'Aw, just passin the time,' Dave said, and turned the poster around so Sam could see it. 
It showed a picture of a smiling woman holding a platter of fried chicken, and the first thing that struck 
Sam was that it was good - really good. Wino or not, Dirty Dave had a natural touch. Above the picture, the 
following was neatly printed: 
CHICKEN DINNER AT THE 1 ST METHODIST CHURCH 
TO BENEFIT 'ANGEL STREET' HOMELESS SHELTER 
APRIL 15TH 
6:00 To 8:00 P.M. 
COME ONE COME ALL 
'It's before the AA meeting,' Dave said, 'but you can't put nothing on the poster about AA. That's because 
it's sort of secret.' 
'I know,' Sam said. He paused, then asked: 'Do you go to AA? You don't have to answer if you don't want 
to. I know it's really none of my business.' 
'I go,' Dave said, 'but it's hard, Mr Peebles. I got more white chips than Carter has got liver pills. I'm good 
for a month, sometimes two, and once I went sober almost a whole year. But it's hard.' He shook his head. 
'Some people can't never get with the program, they say. I must be one of those. But I keep trying.' 
Sam's eyes were drawn back to the woman with her platter of chicken. The picture was too detailed to be a 
cartoon or a sketch, but it wasn't a painting, either. It was clear that Dirty Dave had done it in a hurry, but 
he had caught a kindness about the eyes and a faint slant of humor, like one last sunbeam at the close of 
day, in the mouth. And the oddest thing was that the woman looked familiar to Sam. 
'Is that a real person?' he asked Dave. 
Dave's smile widened. He nodded. 'That's Sarah. She's a great gal, Mr Peebles. This place would have 
closed down five years ago except for her. She finds people to give money just when it seems the taxes will 
be too much or we won't be able to fix the place up enough to satisfy the building inspectors when they 
come. She calls the people who give the money angels, but she's the angel. We named the place for Sarah. 
Of course, Tommy St John spelled part of it wrong when he made the sign, but he meant well.' Dirty Dave 
fell silent for a moment, looking at his poster. Without looking up, he added: 'Tommy's dead now, a course. 
Died this last winter. His liver busted.' 
'Oh,' Sam said, and then he added lamely, 'I'm sorry.' 
'Don't be. He's well out of it.' 
'Chow-de-dow!' Lukey exclaimed, getting up. 'Chow-de-dow! Ain't that some fuckin chow-de-dow!' He 
brought his poster over to Dave. Below the orange squiggles he had drawn a monster woman whose legs 
ended in sharkfins Sam thought were meant to be shoes. Balanced on one hand was a misshapen plate 
which appeared to be loaded with blue snakes. Clutched in the other was a cylindrical brown object. 
Dave took the poster from Lukey and examined it. 'This is good, Lukey.' 
Lukey's lips peeled back in a gleeful smile. He pointed at the brown thing. 'Look, Dave! She got her a Slim 
Fuckin Slim Jim!' 
'She sure does. Purty good. Go on inside and turn on the TV, if you want. Star Trek's on right away. How 
you doin, Dolph?' 
'I draw better when I'm stewed,' Rudolph said, and gave his poster to Dave. On it was a gigantic chicken leg 
with stick men and women standing around and looking up at it. 'It's the fantasy approach,' Rudolph said to 
Sam. He spoke with some truculence. 
'I like it,' Sam said. He did, actually. Rudolph's poster reminded him of a New Yorker cartoon, one of the 
ones he sometimes couldn't understand because they were so surreal. 
'Good.' Rudolph studied him closely. 'You sure you ain't got a quarter?' 
'No,' Sam said. 
Rudolph nodded. 'In a way, that's good,' he said. 'But in another way, it really shits the bed.' He followed 
Lukey inside, and soon the Star Trek theme drifted out through the open door. William Shatner told the 
winos and burnouts of Angle Street that their mission was to boldly go where no man had gone before. Sam 
guessed that several members of this audience were already there. 
'Nobody much comes to the dinners but us guys and some of the AA's from town,' Dave said, 'but it gives 
us something to do. Lukey hardly talks at all anymore, 'less he's drawing.' 
'You're awfully good,' Sam told him. 'You really are, Dave. Why don't you - ' He stopped. 
'Why don't I what, Mr Peebles?' Dave asked gently. 'Why don't I use my right hand to turn a buck? The 
same reason I don't get myself a regular job. The day got late while I was doin other things.' 
Sam couldn't think of a thing to say. 
'I had a shot at it, though. Do you know I went to the Lorillard School in Des Moines on full scholarship? 
The best art school in the Midwest. I flunked out my first semester. Booze. It don't matter. Do you want to 
come in and have a cup of coffee, Mr Peebles? Wait around? You could meet Sarah.' 
'No, I better get back. I've got an errand to run.' 
He did, too. 
'All right. Are you sure you're not mad at me?' 
'Not a bit.' 
Dave stood up. 'I guess I'll go in awhile, then,' he said. 'It was a beautiful day, but it's gettin nippy now. You 
have a nice night, Mr Peebles.' 
'Okay,' Sam said, although he doubted that he was going to enjoy himself very much this Saturday evening. 
But his mother had had another saying: the way to make the best of bad medicine is to swallow it just as 
fast as you can. And that was what he intended to do. 
He walked back down the steps of Angle Street, and Dirty Dave Duncan went on inside. 
2 
Sam got almost all the way back to his car, then detoured in the direction of the Recycling Center. He 
walked across the weedy, cindery ground slowly, watching the long freight disappear in the direction of 
Camden and Omaha. The red lamps on the caboose twinkled like dying stars. Freight trains always made 
him feel lonely for some reason, and now, following his conversation with Dirty Dave, he felt lonelier than 
ever. On the few occasions when he had met Dave while Dave was collecting his papers, he had seemed a 
jolly, almost clownish man. Tonight Sam thought he had seen behind the make-up, and what he had seen 
made him feel unhappy and helpless. Dave was a lost man, calm but totally lost, using what was clearly a 
talent of some size to make posters for a church supper. 
One approached the Recycling Center through zones of litter - first the yellowing ad supplements which 
had escaped old copies of the Gazette, then the torn plastic garbage bags, finally an asteroid belt of busted 
bottles and squashed cans. The shades of the small clapboard building were drawn. The sign hanging in the 
door simply read CLOSED. 
Sam lit a cigarette and started back to his car. He had gone only half a dozen steps when he saw something 
familiar lying on the ground. He picked it up. It was the bookjacket of Best Loved Poems of the American 
People. The words PROPERTY OF THE JUNCTION CITY PUBLIC LIBRARY were stamped across it. 
So now he knew for sure. He had set the books on top of the papers in the Johnnie Walker box and then 
forgotten them. He had put other papers -Tuesday's, Wednesday's, and Thursday's - on top of the books. 
Then Dirty Dave had come along late Thursday morning and had dumped the whole shebang into his 
plastic collection bag. The bag had gone into his shoppingcart, the shopping-cart had come here, and this 
was all that was left - a bookjacket with a muddy sneaker-print tattooed on it. 
Sam let the bookjacket flutter out of his fingers and walked slowly back to his car. He had an errand to run, 
and it was fitting that he should run it at the dinner hour. 
It seemed he had some crow to eat. 
CHAPTER 6 
The Library (II) 
1 
Halfway to the Library, an idea suddenly struck him - it was so obvious he could hardly believe it hadn't 
occurred to him already. He had lost a couple of library books; he had since discovered they had been 
destroyed; he would have to pay for them. 
And that was all. 
It occurred to him that Ardelia Lortz had been more successful in getting him to think like a fourth-grader 
than he had realized. When a kid lost a book, it was the end of the world; powerless, he cringed beneath the 
shadow of bureaucracy and waited for the Library Policeman to show up. But there were no Library Police, 
and Sam, as an adult, knew that perfectly well. There were only town employees like Ms Lortz, who 
sometimes got overinflated ideas of their place in the scheme of things, and taxpayers like him, who 
sometimes forgot they were the dog which wagged the tail, and not the other way around. 
I'm going to go in, I'm going to apologize, and then I'm going to ask her to send me a bill for the 
replacement copies, Sam thought. And that's all. That's the end. 
It was so simple it was amazing. 
Still feeling a little nervous and a little embarrassed (but much more in control of this teapot tempest), Sam 
parked across the street from the Library. The carriage lamps which flanked the main entrance were on, 
casting soft white radiance down the steps and across the building's granite facade. Evening lent the 
building a kindness and a welcoming air it had definitely been lacking on his first visit - or maybe it was 
just that spring was clearly on the rise now, something which had not been the case on the overcast March 
day when he had first met the resident dragon. The forbidding face of the stone robot was gone. It was just 
the public library again. 
Sam started to get out of the car and then stopped. He had been granted one revelation; now he was 
suddenly afforded another. 
The face of the woman in Dirty Dave's poster came back to him, the woman with the platter of fried 
chicken. The one Dave had called Sarah. 
That woman had looked familiar to Sam, and all at once some obscure circuit fired off in his brain and he 
knew why. 
It had been Naomi Higgins. 
2 
He passed two kids in JCHS jackets on the steps and caught the door before it could swing all the way 
closed. He stepped into the foyer. The first thing that struck him was the sound. The reading room beyond 
the marble steps was by no means rowdy, but neither was it the smooth pit of silence which had greeted 
Sam on Friday noon just over a week ago. 
Well, but it's Saturday evening now, he thought. There are kids here, maybe studying for their midterm 
exams. 
But would Ardelia Lortz condone such chatter, muted as it was? The answer seemed to be yes, judging 
from the sound, but it surely didn't seem in character. 
The second thing had to do with that single mute adjuration which had been mounted on the easel. 
SILENCE! 
was gone. In its place was a picture of Thomas Jefferson. Below it was this quotation: 
'I cannot live without books.' 
- Thomas Jefferson (in a letter to John Adams) 
June 10th, 1815 
Sam studied this for a moment, thinking that it changed the whole flavor in one's mouth as one prepared to 
enter the library. 
SILENCE! 
induced feelings of trepidation and disquiet (what if one's belly was rumbling, for instance, or if one felt an 
attack of not necessarily silent flatulence might be imminent?). 
'I cannot live without books,' 
on the other hand, induced feelings of pleasure and anticipation - it made one feel as hungry men and 
women feel when the food is finally arriving. 
Puzzling over how such a small thing could make such an essential difference, Sam entered the Library ... 
and stopped dead. 
3 
It was much brighter in the main room than it had been on his first visit, but that was only one of the 
changes. The ladders which had stretched up to the dim reaches of the upper shelves were gone. There was 
no need of them, because the ceiling was now only eight or nine feet above the floor instead of thirty or 
forty. If you wanted to take a book from one of the higher shelves, all you needed was one of the stools 
which were scattered about. The magazines were placed in an inviting fan on a wide table by the circulation 
desk. The oak rack from which they had hung like the skins of dead animals was gone. So was the sign 
reading 
RETURN ALL MAGAZINES TO THEIR PROPER PLACES! 
The shelf of new novels was still there, but the 7-DAY RENTALS sign had been replaced with one which 
said READ A BEST-SELLER - JUST FOR THE FUN OF IT! 
People - mostly young people - came and went, talking in low tones. Someone chuckled. It was an easy, 
unselfconscious sound. 
Sam looked up at the ceiling, trying desperately to understand what in hell had happened here. The slanted 
skylights were gone. The upper reaches of the room had been hidden by a modem suspended ceiling. The 
old-fashioned hanging globes had been replaced by panelled fluorescent lighting set into the new ceiling. 
A woman on her way up to the main desk with a handful of mystery novels followed Sam's gaze up to the 
ceiling, saw nothing unusual there, and looked curiously at Sam instead. One of the boys sitting at a long 
desk to the right of the magazine table nudged his fellows and pointed Sam out. Another tapped his temple 
and they all snickered. 
Sam noticed neither the stares nor the snickers. He was unaware that he was simply standing in the entrance 
to the main reading room, gawking up at the ceiling with his mouth open. He was trying to get this major 
change straight in his mind. 
Well, they've put in a suspended ceiling since you were here last. So what? It's probably more heatefficient. 
Yes, but the Lortz woman never said anything about changes. 
No, but why would she say anything to him? Sam was hardly a library regular, was he? 
She should have been upset, though. She struck me as a rock-ribbed traditionalist. She wouldn't like this. 
Not at all. 
That was true, but there was something else, something even more troubling. Putting in a suspended ceiling 
was a major renovation. Sam didn't see how it could have been accomplished in just a week. And what 
about the high shelves, and all the books which had been on them? Where had the shelves gone? Where 
had the books gone? 
Other people were looking at Sam now; even one of the library assistants was staring at him from the other 
side of the circulation desk. Most of the lively, hushed chatter in the big room had stilled. 
Sam rubbed his eyes - actually rubbed his eyes - and looked up at the suspended ceiling with its inset 
fluorescent squares again. It was still there. 
I'm in the wrong library! he thought wildly. That's what it is! 
His confused mind first jumped at this idea and then backed away again, like a kitten that has been tricked 
into pouncing on a shadow. Junction City was fairly large by central Iowa standards, with a population of 
thirty-five thousand or so, but it was ridiculous to think it could support two libraries. Besides, the location 
of the building and the configuration of the room were right ... it was just everything else that was wrong. 
Sam wondered for just a moment if he might be going insane, and then dismissed the thought. He looked 
around and noticed for the first time that everyone had stopped what they were doing. They were all 
looking at him. He felt a momentary, mad urge to say, 'Go back to what you were doing - I was just 
noticing that the whole library is different this week.' Instead, he sauntered over to the magazine table and 
picked up a copy of US News & World Report. He began leafing through it with a show of great interest, 
and watched out of the corners of his eyes as the people in the room went back to what they had been 
doing. 
When he felt that he could move without attracting undue attention, Sam replaced the magazine on the 
table and sauntered toward the Children's Library. He felt a little like a spy crossing enemy territory. The 
sign over the door was exactly the same, gold letters on warm dark oak, but the poster was different. Little 
Red Riding Hood at the moment of her terrible realization had been replaced by Donald Duck's nephews, 
Huey, Dewey, and Louie. They were wearing bathing trunks and diving into a swimming pool filled with 
books. The tag-line beneath read: 
COME ON IN! THE READINGS FINE! 
'What's going on here?' Sam muttered. His heart had begun to beat too fast; he could feel a fine sweat 
breaking out on his arms and back. If it had been just the poster, he could have assumed that La Lortz had 
been fired ... but it wasn't just the poster. It was everything. 
He opened the door of the Children's Library and peeked inside. He saw the same agreeable small world 
with its low tables and chairs, the same bright-blue curtains, the same water fountain mounted on the wall. 
Only now the suspended ceiling in here matched the suspended ceiling in the main reading room, and all 
the posters had been changed. The screaming child in the black sedan 
(Simple Simon - they call him Simple Simon they feel contempt for him I think that's very healthy, don't 
you) 
was gone, and so was the Library Policeman with his trenchcoat and his strange star of many points. Sam 
drew back, turned around, and walked slowly to the main circulation desk. He felt as if his whole body had 
turned to glass. 
Two library assistants - a college-age boy and girl - watched him approach. Sam was not too upset himself 
to see that they looked a trifle nervous. 
Be careful. No ... be NORMAL. They already think you're halfway to being nuts. 
He suddenly thought of Lukey and a horrible, destructive impulse tried to seize him. He could see himself 
opening his mouth and yelling at these two nervous young people, demanding at the top of his voice that 
they give him a few Slim Fucking Slim Jims, because that was chow, that was chow, that was chow-dedow. 
He spoke in a calm, low voice instead. 
'Perhaps you could help me. I need to speak to the librarian.' 
'Gee, I'm sorry,' the girl said. 'Mr Price doesn't come in on Saturday nights.' 
Sam glanced down at the desk. As on his previous trip to the library, there was a small name-plaque 
standing next to the microfilm recorder, but it no longer said 
A. LORTZ. 
Now it said 
MR PRICE. 
In his mind he heard Naomi say, Tall man? Thin? About fifty? 
'No,' he said. 'Not Mr Price. Not Mr Peckham, either. The other one. Ardelia Lortz.' 
The boy and girl exchanged a puzzled glace. 'No one named Ardelia Lord works here,' the boy said. 'You 
must be thinking of some other library.' 
'Not Lord,' Sam told them. His voice seemed to be coming from a great distance. 'Lortz.' 
'No,' the girl said. 'You really must be mistaken, sir.' 
They were starting to look cautious again, and although Sam felt like insisting, telling them of course 
Ardelia Lortz worked here, he had met her only eight days ago, he made himself pull back. And in a way, it 
all made perfect sense, didn't it? It was perfect sense within a framework of utter lunacy, granted, but that 
didn't change the fact that the interior logic was intact. Like the posters, the sky-lights, and the magazine 
rack, Ardelia Lortz had simply ceased to exist. 
Naomi spoke up again inside his head. Oh! Miss Lortz, was it? That must have been fun. 
'Naomi recognized the name,' he muttered. 
Now the library assistants were looking at him with identical expressions of consternation. 
'Pardon me,' Sam said, and tried a smile. It felt crooked on his face. I'm having one of those days.' 
'Yes,' the boy said. 
'You bet,' the girl said. 
They think I'm crazy, Sam thought, and do you know what? I don't blame them a bit. 
'Was there anything else?' the boy asked. 
Sam opened his mouth to say no - after which he would beat a hasty retreat -and then changed his mind. He 
was in for a penny; he might as well go in for a pound. 
'How long has Mr Price been the head librarian?' 
The two assistants exchanged another glance. The girl shrugged. 'Since we've been here,' she said, 'but 
that's not very long, Mr - ?' 
'Peebles,' Sam said, offering his hand. 'Sam Peebles. I'm sorry. My manners seem to have flown away with 
the rest of my mind.' 
They both relaxed a little - it was an indefinable thing, but it was there, and it helped Sam do the same. 
Upset or not, he had managed to hold onto at least some of his not inconsiderable ability to put people at 
ease. A real-estate-and-insurance salesman who couldn't do that was a fellow who ought to be looking for a 
new line of work. 
'I'm Cynthia Berrigan,' she said, giving his hand a tentative shake. 'This is Tom Stanford.' 
'Pleased to meet you,' Tom Stanford said. He didn't look entirely sure of this, but he also gave Sam's hand a 
quick shake. 
'Pardon me?' the woman with the mystery novels asked. 'Could someone help me, please? I'll be late for my 
bridge game.' 
'I'll do it,' Tom told Cynthia, and walked down the desk to check out the woman's books. 
She said, 'Tom and I go to Chapelton junior College, Mr Peebles. This is a work-study job. I've been here 
three semesters now - Mr Price hired me last spring. Tom came during the summer.' 
'Mr Price is the only full-time employee?' 
'Uh-huh.' She had lovely brown eyes and now he could see a touch of concern in them. 'Is something 
wrong?' 
'I don't know.' Sam looked up again. He couldn't help it. 'Has this suspended ceiling been here since you 
came to work?' 
She followed his glance. 'Well,' she said, 'I didn't know that was what it's called, but yes, it's been this way 
since I've been here.' 
'I had an idea there were skylights, you see.' 
Cynthia smiled. 'Well, sure. I mean, you can see them from the outside, if you go around to the side of the 
building. And, of course, you can see them from the stacks, but they're boarded over. The sky-lights, I 
mean - not the stacks. I think they've been that way for years.' 
For years. 
'And you've never heard of Ardelia Lortz.' 
She shook her head. 'Uh-uh. Sorry.' 
'What about the Library Police?' Sam asked impulsively. 
She laughed. 'Only from my old aunt. She used to tell me the Library Police would get me if I didn't bring 
my books back on time. But that was back in Providence, Rhode Island, when I was a little girl. A long 
time ago.' 
Sure, Sam thought. Maybe as long as ten, twelve years ago. Back when dinosaurs walked the earth. 
'Well,' he said, 'thanks for the information. I didn't mean to freak you out.' 
'You didn't.' 
'I think I did, a little. I was just confused for a second.' 
'Who is this Ardelia Lortz?' Tom Stanford asked, coming back. 'That name rings a bell, but I'll be darned if 
I know why.' 
'That's just it. I don't really know,' Sam said. 
'Well, we're closed tomorrow, but Mr Price will be in Monday afternoon and Monday evening,' he said. 
'Maybe he can tell you what you want to know.' 
Sam nodded. 'I think I'll come and see him. Meantime, thanks again.' 
'We're here to help if we can,' Tom said. 'I only wish we could have helped you more, Mr Peebles.' 
'Me too,' Sam said. 
4 
He was okay until he got back to the car, and then, as he was unlocking the driver's-side door, all the 
muscles in his belly and legs seemed to drop dead. He had to support himself with a hand on the roof of his 
car to keep from falling down while he swung the door open. He did not really get in; he simply collapsed 
behind the wheel and then sat there, breathing hard and wondering with some alarm if he was going to 
faint. 
What's going on here? I feel like a character in Rod Serling's old show. 
'Submitted for your examination, one Samuel Peebles, ex-resident of Junction City, now selling real estate 
and whole life in ... the Twilight Zone.' 
Yes, that was what it was like. Only watching people cope with inexplicable happenings on TV was sort of 
fun. Sam was discovering that the inexplicable lost a lot of its charm when you were the one who had to 
struggle with it. 
He looked across the street at the Library, where people came and went beneath the soft glow of the 
carriage lamps. The old lady with the mystery novels was headed off down the street, presumably bound 
for her bridge game. A couple of girls were coming down the steps, talking and laughing together, books 
held to their blooming chests. Everything looked perfectly normal ... and of course it was. The abnormal 
Library had been the one he had entered a week ago. The only reason the oddities hadn't struck him more 
forcibly, he supposed, was because his mind had been on that damned speech of his. 
Don't think about it, he instructed himself, although he was afraid that this was going to be one of those 
times when his mind simply wouldn't take instruction. Do a Scarlett O'Hara and think about it tomorrow. 
Once the sun is up, all this will make a lot more sense. 
He put the car in gear and thought about it all the way home. 
CHAPTER 7 
Night Terrors 
1 
The first thing he did after letting himself in was to check the answering machine. His heartbeat cranked up 
a notch when he saw the MESSAGE WAITING lamp was lit. 
It'll be her. I don't know who she really is, but I'm beginning to think she won't be happy until she's driven 
me completely crackers. 
Don't listen to it, then, another part of his mind spoke up, and Sam was now so confused he couldn't tell if 
that was a reasonable idea or not. It seemed reasonable, but it also seemed a little cowardly. In fact, he 
realized that he was standing here in a sweat, gnawing his fingernails, and suddenly grunted - a soft, 
exasperated noise. 
From the fourth grade to the mental ward, he thought. Well, I'll be damned if it's going to work that way, 
hon. 
He pushed the button. 
'Hi!' a man's whiskey-roughened voice said. 'This is Joseph Randowski, Mr Peebles. My stage name is The 
Amazing Joe. I just called to thank you for filling in for me at that Kiwanis meeting or whatever it was. I 
wanted to tell you that I'm feeling a lot better - my neck was only sprained, not broke like they thought at 
first. I'm sending you a whole bunch of free tickets to the show. Pass em out to your friends. Take care of 
yourself. Thanks again. Bye.' 
The tape stopped. The ALL MESSAGES PLAYED lamp came on. Sam snorted at his case of nerves - if 
Ardelia Lortz wanted him jumping at shadows, she was getting exactly what she wanted. He pushed the 
REWIND button, and a new thought struck him. Rewinding the tape that took his messages was a habit 
with him, but it meant that the old messages disappeared under the new ones. The Amazing Joe's message 
would have erased Ardelia's earlier message. His only evidence that the woman actually existed was gone. 
But that wasn't true, was it? There was his library card. He had stood in front of that goddamned circulation 
desk and watched her sign her name on it in large, flourishing letters. 
Sam pulled out his wallet and went through it three times before admitting to himself that the library card 
was gone, too. And he thought he knew why. He vaguely remembered tucking it into the inside pocket of 
Best Loved Poems of the American People. 
For safekeeping. 
So he wouldn't lose it. 
Great. Just great. 
Sam sat down on the couch and put his forehead in his hand. His head was starting to ache. 
2 
He was heating a can of soup on the stove fifteen minutes later, hoping a little hot food would do something 
for his head, when he thought of Naomi again - Naomi, who looked so much like the woman in Dirty 
Dave's poster. The question of whether or not Naomi was leading a secret life of some sort under the name 
of Sarah had taken a back seat to something that seemed a lot more important, at least right now: Naomi 
had known who Ardelia Lortz was. But her reaction to the name ... it had been a little odd, hadn't it? It had 
startled her for a moment or two, and she'd started to make a joke, and then the phone had rung and it had 
been Burt Iverson, and Sam tried to replay the conversation in his mind and was chagrined at how little he 
remembered. Naomi had said Ardelia was peculiar, all right; he was sure of that, but not much else. It 
hadn't seemed important then. The important thing then was that his career seemed to have taken a quantum 
leap forward. And that was still important, but this other thing seemed to dwarf it. In truth, it seemed to 
dwarf everything. His mind kept going back to that modern no-nonsense suspended ceiling and the short 
bookcases. He didn't believe he was crazy, not at all, but he was beginning to feel that if he didn't get this 
thing sorted out, he might go crazy. It was as if he had uncovered a hole in the middle of his head, one so 
deep you could throw things into it and not hear a splash no matter how big the things you threw were or 
how long you waited with your ear cocked for the sound. He supposed the feeling would pass - maybe - but 
in the meantime it was horrible. 
He turned the burner under the soup to LO, went into the study, and found Naomi's telephone number. It 
rang three times and then a cracked, elderly voice said, 'Who is it, please?' Sam recognized the voice at 
once, although he hadn't seen its owner in person for almost two years. It was Naomi's ramshackle mother. 
'Hello, Mrs Higgins,' he said. 'It's Sam Peebles.' 
He stopped, waited for her to say Oh, hello, Sam or maybe How are you? but there was only Mrs Higgins's 
heavy, emphysemic breathing. Sam had never been one of her favorite people, and it seemed that absence 
had not made her heart grow fonder. 
Since she wasn't going to ask it, Sam decided he might as well. 'How are you, Mrs Higgins?' 
'I have my good days and my bad ones.' 
For a moment Sam was nonplussed. It seemed to be one of those remarks to which there was no adequate 
reply. Pm sorry to hear that didn't fit, but That's great, Mrs Higgins! would sound even worse. 
He settled for asking if he could speak to Naomi. 
'She's out this evening. I don't know when she'll be back.' 
'Could you ask her to call me?' 
'I'm going to bed. And don't ask me to leave her a note, either. My arthritis is very bad.' 
Sam sighed. 'I'll call tomorrow.' 
'We'll be in church tomorrow morning,' Mrs Higgins stated in the same flat, unhelpful voice, 'and the first 
Baptist Youth Picnic of the season is tomorrow afternoon. Naomi has promised to help.' 
Sam decided to call it off. It was clear that Mrs Higgins was sticking as close to name, rank, and serial 
number as she possibly could. He started to say goodbye, then changed his mind. 'Mrs Higgins, does the 
name Lortz mean anything to you? Ardelia Lortz?' 
The heavy wheeze of her respiration stopped in raid-snuffle. For a moment there was total silence on the 
line and then Mrs Higgins spoke in a low, vicious voice. 'How long are you Godless heathens going to go 
on throwing that woman in our faces? Do you think it's funny? Do you think it's clever?' 
'Mrs Higgins, you don't understand. I just want to know - ' 
There was a sharp little click in his ear. It sounded as if Mrs Higgins had broken a small dry stick over her 
knee. And then the line went dead. 
3 
Sam ate his soup, then spent half an hour trying to watch TV. It was no good. His mind kept wandering 
away. It might start with the woman in Dirty Dave's poster, or with the muddy footprint on the cover of 
Best Loved Poems of the American People, or with the missing poster of Little Red Riding Hood. But no 
matter where it started, it always ended up in the same place: that completely different ceiling above the 
main reading room of the Junction City Public Library. 
Finally he gave it up and crawled into bed. It had been one of the worst Saturdays he could remember, and 
might well have been the worst Saturday of his life. The only thing he wanted now was a quick trip into the 
land of dreamless unconsciousness. 
But sleep didn't come. 
The horrors came instead. 
Chief among them was the idea that he was losing his mind. Sam had never realized just how terrible such 
an idea could be. He had seen movies where some fellow would go to see a psychiatrist and say, 'I feel like 
I'm losing my mind, doc,' while dramatically clutching his head, and he supposed he had come to equate 
the onset of mental instability with an Excedrin headache. It wasn't like that, he discovered as the long 
hours passed and April 7 gradually became April 8. It was more like reaching down to scratch your balls 
and finding a large lump there, a lump that was probably a tumor of some kind. 
The Library couldn't have changed so radically in just over a week. He couldn't have seen the skylights 
from the reading room. The girl, Cynthia Berrigan, had said they were boarded over, had been since she 
had arrived, at least a year ago. So this was some sort of a mental breakdown. Or a brain tumor. Or what 
about Alzheimer's disease? There was a pleasant thought. He had read someplace - Newsweek, perhaps - 
that Alzheimer's victims were getting younger and younger. Maybe the whole weird episode was a signal of 
creeping, premature senility. 
An unpleasant billboard began to fill his thoughts, a billboard with three words written on it in greasy 
letters the color of red licorice. These words were 
LOSING MY MIND. 
He had lived an ordinary life, full of ordinary pleasures and ordinary regrets; a pretty-much-unexamined 
life. He had never seen his name in lights, true, but he had never had any reason to question his sanity, 
either. Now he found himself lying in his rumpled bed and wondering if this was how you came untethered 
from the real, rational world. If this was how it started when you 
LOST YOUR MIND. 
The idea that the angel of Junction City's homeless shelter was Naomi - Naomi going under an alias - was 
another nutso idea. It just couldn't be ... could it? He even began to question the strong upsurge in his 
business. Maybe he had hallucinated the whole thing. 
Toward midnight, his thoughts turned to Ardelia Lortz, and that was when things really began to get bad. 
He began to think of how awful it would be if Ardelia Lortz was in his closet, or even under his bed. He 
saw her grinning happily, secretly, in the dark, wriggling fingers tipped with long, sharp nails, her hair 
sprayed out all around her face in a weird fright-wig. He imagined how his bones would turn to jelly if she 
began to whisper to him. 
You lost the books, Sam, so it will have to be the Library Policeman ... you lost the books ... you looosssst 
them ... 
At last, around twelve-thirty, Sam couldn't stand it any longer. He sat up and fumbled in the dark for the 
bedside lamp. And as he did, he was gripped by a new fantasy, one so vivid it was almost a certainty: he 
was not alone in his bedroom, but his visitor was not Ardelia Lortz. Oh no. His visitor was the Library 
Policeman from the poster that was no longer in the Children's Library. He was standing here in the dark, a 
tall, pale man wrapped in a trenchcoat, a man with a bad complexion and a white, jagged scar lying across 
his left cheek, below his left eye and over the bridge of his nose. Sam hadn't seen that scar on the face in the 
poster, but that was only because the artist hadn't wanted to put it in. It was there. Sam knew it was there. 
You were wrong about the bushes, the Library Policeman would say in his lightly lisping voice. There are 
bushes growing along the sideth. Loth of bushes. And we're going to ecthplore them. We're going to 
ecthplore them together. 
No! Stop it! Just . . . STOP it! 
As his trembling hand finally found the lamp, a board creaked in the room and he uttered a breathless little 
scream. His hand clenched, squeezing the switch. The light came on. For a moment he actually thought he 
saw the tall man, and then he realized it was only a shadow cast on the wall by the bureau. 
Sam swung his feet out onto the floor and put his face in his hands for a moment. Then he reached for the 
pack of Kents on the nightstand. 
'You've got to get hold of yourself,' he muttered. 'What the fuck were you thinking about?' 
I don't know, the voice inside responded promptly. Furthermore, I don't want to know. Ever. The bushes 
were a long time ago, I never have to remember the bushes again. Or the taste. That sweet sweet taste. 
He lit a cigarette and inhaled deeply. 
The worst thing was this: Next time he might really see the man in the trenchcoat. Or Ardelia. Or Gorgo, 
High Emperor of Pellucidar. Because if he'd been able to create a hallucination as complete as his visit to 
the Library and his meeting with Ardelia Lortz, he could hallucinate anything. Once you started thinking 
about skylights that weren't there, and people who weren't there, and even bushes that weren't there, 
everything seemed possible. How did you quell a rebellion in your own mind? 
He went down to the kitchen, turning on lights as he went, resisting an urge to look over his shoulder and 
see if anyone was creeping after him. A man with a badge in his hand, for instance. He supposed that what 
he needed was a sleeping pill, but since he didn't have any - not even one of the over-the-counter 
preparations like Sominex - he would just have to improvise. He splashed milk into a saucepan, heated it, 
poured it into a coffee mug, and then added a healthy shot of brandy. This was something else he had seen 
in the movies. He took a taste, grimaced, almost poured the evil mixture down the sink, and then looked at 
the clock on the microwave. Quarter to one in the morning. It was a long time until dawn, a long time to 
spend imagining Ardelia Lortz and the Library Policeman creeping up the stairs with knives gripped 
between their teeth. 
Or arrows, he thought. Long black arrows. Ardelia and the Library Policeman creeping up the stairs with 
long black arrows clamped between their teeth. How about that image, friends and neighbors? 
Arrows? 
Why arrows? 
He didn't want to think about it. He was tired of thoughts which came whizzing out of the previously 
unsuspected darkness inside him like horrid, stinking Frisbees. 
I don't want to think about it, I won't think about it. 
He finished the laced milk and went back to bed. 
4 
He left the bedside lamp on, and that made him feel a little calmer. He actually began to think he might go 
to sleep at some point before the heat-death of the universe. He pulled the comforter up to his chin, laced 
his hands behind his head, and looked at the ceiling. 
SOME Of it must have really happened, he thought. It can't ALL have been a hallucination ... unless this is 
Part of It, and I'm really in one of the rubber rooms up in Cedar Rapids, wrapped in a straitjacket and only 
imagining I'm lying here in my own bed. 
He had delivered the speech. He had used the jokes from The Speaker's Companion, and Spencer Michael 
Free's verse from Best Loved Poems of the American People. And since he had neither volume in his own 
small collection of books, he must have gotten them from the Library. Naomi had known Ardelia Lortz - 
had known her name, anyway - and so had Naomi's mother. Had she! It was as if he'd set a fire-cracker off 
under her easy chair. 
I can check around, he thought. If Mrs Higgins knows the name, other people will, too. Not work-study kids 
from Chapelton, maybe, but people who've been in Junction City a long time. Frank Stephens, maybe. Or 
Dirty Dave ... 
At this point, Sam finally drifted off. He crossed the almost seamless border between waking and sleeping 
without knowing it; his thoughts never ceased but began instead to twist themselves into ever more strange 
and fabulous shapes. The shapes became a dream. And the dream became a nightmare. He was at Angle 
Street again, and the three alkies were on the porch, laboring over their posters. He asked Dirty Dave what 
he was doing. 
Aw, just passin the time, Dave said, and then, shyly, he turned the poster around so Sam could see it. 
It was a picture of Simple Simon. He had been impaled on a spit over an open fire. He was clutching a 
great bundle of melting red licorice in one hand. His clothes were burning but he was still alive. He was 
screaming. The words written above this terrible image were: 
CHILDREN DINNER IN THE PUBLIC LIBRARY BUSHES 
TO BENEFIT THE LIBRARY POLICE FUND 
MIDNITE TO 2 A. M. 
COME ONE COME ALL 
'THAT'S CHOW-DE-DOW!' 
Dave, that's horrible, Sam said in the dream. 
Not at all. Dirty Dave replied. The children call him Simple Simon. They love to eat him. I think that's very 
healthy, don't you? 
Look! Rudolph cried. Look, it's Sarah! 
Sam looked up and saw Naomi crossing the littered, weedy ground between Angle Street and the Recycling 
Center. She was moving very slowly, because she was pushing a shopping cart filled with copies of The 
Speaker's Companion and Best Loved Poems of the American People. Behind her, the sun was going down 
in a sullen furnace glare of red light and a long passenger train was rumbling slowly along the track, headed 
out into the emptiness of western Iowa. It was at least thirty coaches long, and every car was black. Crepe 
hung and swung in the windows. It was a funeral train, Sam realized. 
Sam turned back to Dirty Dave and said, Her name isn't Sarah. That's Naomi. Naomi Higgins from 
Proverbia. 
Not at all, Dirty Dave said. It's Death coming, Mr Peebles. Death is a woman. 
Lukey began to squeal then. In the extremity of his terror he sounded like a human pig. She got Slim Jims! 
She got Slim Jims! Oh my God, she got all Slim Fuckin Slim Jims! 
Sam turned back to see what Lukey was talking about. The woman was closer, but it was no longer Naomi. 
It was Ardelia. She was dressed in a trenchcoat the color of a winter stormcloud. The shopping cart was not 
full of Slim Jims, as Lukey had said, but thousands of intertwined red licorice whips. While Sam watched, 
Ardelia snatched up handfuls of them and began to cram them into her mouth. Her teeth were no longer 
dentures; they were long and discolored. They looked like vampire teeth to Sam, both sharp and horribly 
strong. Grimacing, she bit down on her mouthful of candy. Bright blood squirted out, spraying a pink cloud 
in the sunset air and dribbling down her chin. Severed chunks of licorice tumbled to the weedy earth, still 
jetting blood. 
She raised hands which had become hooked talons. 
'Youuuu losst the BOOOOOKS!' she screamed at Sam, and charged at him. 
5 
Sam came awake in a breathless jerk. He had pulled all the bedclothes loose from their moorings, and was 
huddled beneath them near the foot of the bed in a sweaty ball. Outside, the first thin light of a new day was 
peeking under the drawn shade. The bedside clock said it was 5:53 A.M. 
He got up, the bedroom air cool and refreshing on his sweaty skin, went into the bathroom, and urinated. 
His head ached vaguely, either as a result of the early-morning shot of brandy or stress from the dream. He 
opened the medicine cabinet, took two aspirin, and then shambled back to the bed. He pulled the covers up 
as best he could, feeling the residue of his nightmare in every damp fold of sheet. He wouldn't go back to 
sleep again - he knew that - but he could at least lie here until the nightmare started to dissolve. 
As his head touched the pillow, he suddenly realized he knew something else, something as surprising and 
unexpected as his sudden understanding that the woman in Dirty Dave's poster had been his part-time 
secretary. This new understanding also had to do with Dirty Dave ... and with Ardelia Lortz. 
It was a dream, he thought. That's where I found out. 
Sam fell into a deep, natural sleep. There were no more dreams and when he woke up it was almost eleven 
o'clock. Churchbells were calling the faithful to worship, and outside it was a beautiful day. The sight of all 
that sunshine lying on all that bright new grass did more than make him feel good; it made him feel almost 
reborn. 
CHAPTER 8 
Angle Street (II) 
1 
He made himself brunch - orange juice, a three-egg omelette loaded with green onions, lots of strong coffee 
- and thought about going back to Angle Street. He could still remember the moment of illumination he had 
experienced during his brief period of waking and was perfectly sure that his insight was true, but he 
wondered if he really wanted to pursue this crazy business any further. 
In the bright light of a spring morning his fears of the previous night seemed both distant and absurd, and 
he felt a strong temptation - almost a need - to simply let the matter rest. Something had happened to him, 
he thought, something which had no reasonable, rational explanation. The question was, so what? 
He had read about such things, about ghosts and premonitions and possessions, but they held only minimal 
interest for him. He liked a spooky movie once in awhile, but that was about as far as it went. He was a 
practical man, and he could see no practical use for paranormal episodes ... if they did indeed occur. He had 
experienced ... well, call it an event, for want of a better word. Now the event was over. Why not leave it at 
that? 
Because she said she wanted the books back by tomorrow - what about that? 
But this seemed to have no power over him now. In spite of the message she had left on his answering 
machine, Sam no longer exactly believed in Ardelia Lortz. 
What did interest him was his own reaction to what had happened. He found himself remembering a 
college biology lecture. The instructor had begun by saying that the human body had an extremely efficient 
way of dealing with the incursion of alien organisms. Sam remembered the teacher saying that because the 
bad news - cancer, influenza, and sexually transmitted diseases such as syphilis - got all the headlines, 
people tended to believe they were a lot more vulnerable to disease than they really were. 'The human 
body,' the instructor had said, 'has its own Green Beret force at its disposal. 
When the human body is attacked by an outsider, ladies and gentlemen, the response of this force is quick 
and without mercy. No quarter is given. Without this army of trained killers, each of you would have been 
dead twenty times over before the end of your first year.' 
The prime technique the body employed to rid itself of invaders was isolation. The invaders were first 
surrounded, cut off from the nutrients they needed to live, then either eaten, beaten, or starved. Now Sam 
was discovering - or thought he was - that the mind employed exactly the same technique when it was 
attacked. He could remember many occasions when he had felt he was coming down with a cold only to 
wake up the next morning feeling fine. The body had done its work. A vicious war had been going on even 
as he slept, and the invaders had been wiped out to the last man ... or bug. They had been eaten, beaten, or 
starved. 
Last night he had experienced the mental equivalent of an impending cold. This morning the invader, the 
threat to his clear, rational perceptions, had been surrounded. Cut off from its nutrients. Now it was only a 
matter of time. And part of him was warning the rest of him that, by investigating this business further, he 
might be feeding the enemy. 
This is how it happens, he thought. This is why the world isn't full of reports of strange happenings and 
inexplicable phenomena. The mind experiences them ... reels around for awhile ... then counterattacks. 
But he was curious. That was the thing. And didn't they say that, although curiosity killed the cat, 
satisfaction brought the beast back? 
Who? Who says? 
He didn't know ... but he supposed he could find out. At his local library. Sam smiled a little as he took his 
dishes over to the sink. And discovered he had already made his decision: he would pursue this crazy 
business just a little further. 
Just a little bit. 
2 
Sam arrived back at Angle Street around twelve-thirty. He was not terribly surprised to see Naomi's old 
blue Datsun parked in the driveway. Sam parked behind it, got out, and climbed the rickety steps past the 
sign telling him he'd have to drop any bottles he might have in the trash barrel. He knocked, but there was 
no answer. He pushed the door open, revealing a wide hall that was barren of furniture ... unless the pay 
telephone halfway down counted. The wallpaper was clean but faded. Sam saw a place where it had been 
mended with Scotch tape. 
'Hello?' 
There was no answer. He went in, feeling like an intruder, and walked 
down the hall. The first door on the left opened into the common room. Two signs had been thumbtacked to 
this door. 
FRIENDS OF BILL ENTER HERE! 
read the top one. Below this was another, which seemed at once utterly sensible and exquisitively dumb to 
Sam. It read: 
TIME TAKES TIME. 
The common room was furnished with mismatched, cast-off chairs and a long sofa which had also been 
mended with tape - electrician's tape, this time. More slogans had been hung on the wall. There was a 
coffeemaker on a little table by the TV. Both the TV and the coffeemaker were off. 
Sam walked on down the hall past the stairs, feeling more like an intruder than ever. He glanced into the 
three other rooms which opened off the corridor. Each was furnished with two plain cots, and all were 
empty. The rooms were scrupulously clean, but they told their tales just the same. One smelled of 
Musterole. Another smelled unpleasantly of some deep sickness. Either someone has died recently in this 
room, Sam thought, or someone is going to. 
The kitchen, also empty, was at the far end of the hall. It was a big, sunny room with faded linoleum 
covering the floor in uneven dunes and valleys. A gigantic stove, combination wood and gas, filled an 
alcove. The sink was old and deep, its enamel discolored with rust stains. The faucets were equipped with 
old-fashioned propeller handles. An ancient Maytag washing machine and a gas-fired Kenmore drier stood 
next to the pantry. The air smelled faintly of last night's baked beans. Sam liked the room. It spoke to him 
of pennies which had been pinched until they screamed, but it also spoke of love and care and some hardwon 
happiness. It reminded him of his grandmother's kitchen, and that had been a good place. A safe place. 
On the old restaurant-sized Amana refrigerator was a magnetized plaque which read: 
GOD BLESS OUR BOOZELESS HOME. 
Sam heard faint voices outside. He crossed the kitchen and looked through one of the windows, which had 
been raised to admit as much of the warm spring day as the mild breeze could coax in. 
The back lawn of Angle Street was showing the first touches of green; at the rear of the property, by a thin 
belt of just-budding trees, an idle vegetable garden waited for warmer days. To the left, a volleyball net 
sagged in a gentle arc. To the right were two horseshoe pits, just beginning to sprout a few weeds. It was 
not a prepossessing back yard - at this time of year, few country yards were - but Sam saw it had been 
raked at least once since the snow had released its winter grip, and there were no cinders, although he could 
see the steely shine of the railroad tracks less than fifty feet from the garden. The residents of Angle Street 
might not have a lot to take care of, he thought, but they were taking care of what they did have. 
About a dozen people were sitting on folding camp chairs in a rough circle between the volleyball net and 
the horseshoe pits. Sam recognized Naomi, Dave, Lukey, and Rudolph. A moment later he realized he also 
recognized Burt Iverson, Junction City's most prosperous lawyer, and Elmer Baskin, the banker who hadn't 
gotten to his Rotary speech but who had called later to congratulate him just the same. The breeze gusted, 
blowing back the homely checked curtains which hung at the sides of the window through which Sam was 
looking. It also ruffled Elmer's silver hair. Elmer turned his face up to the sun and smiled. Sam was struck 
by the simple pleasure he saw, not on Elmer's face but in it. At that moment he was both more and less than 
a small city's richest banker; he was every man who ever greeted spring after a long, cold winter, happy to 
still be alive, whole, and free of pain. 
Sam felt struck with unreality. It was weird enough that Naomi Higgins should be out here consorting with 
the unhomed winos of Junction City - and under another name, at that. To find that the town's most 
respected banker and one of its sharpest legal eagles were also here was a bit of a mind-blower. 
A man in ragged green pants and a Cincinnati Bengals sweatshirt raised his hand. Rudolph pointed at him. 
'My name's John, and I'm an alcoholic,' the man in the Bengals sweatshirt said. 
Sam backed away from the window quickly. His face felt hot. Now he felt not only like an intruder but a 
spy. He supposed they usually held their Sunday-noon AA meeting in the common room - the coffeepot 
suggested it, anyway - but today the weather had been so nice that they had taken their chairs outside. He 
bet it had been Naomi's idea. 
We'll be in church tomorrow morning, Mrs Higgins had said, and the first Baptist Youth Picnic of the 
season is tomorrow afternoon. Naomi has promised to help. He wondered if Mrs Higgins knew her 
daughter was spending the afternoon with the alkies instead of the Baptists and supposed she did. He 
thought he also understood why Naomi had abruptly decided two dates with Sam Peebles was enough. He 
had thought it was the religion thing at the time, and Naomi hadn't ever tried to suggest it was anything 
else. But after the first date, which had been a movie, she had agreed to go out with him again. After the 
second date, any romantic interest she'd had in him ceased. Or seemed to. The second date had been dinner. 
And he had ordered wine. 
Well for Christ's sake - how was I supposed to know she's an alcoholic? Am I a mind-reader? 
The answer, of course, was he couldn't have known ... but his face felt hotter, just the same. 
Or maybe it's not booze ... or not just booze. Maybe she's got other problems, too. 
He also found himself wondering what would happen if Burt Iverson and Elmer Baskin, both powerful 
men, found out that he knew they belonged to the world's largest secret society. Maybe nothing; he didn't 
know enough about AA to be sure. He did know two things, however: that the second A stood for 
Anonymous, and that these were men who could squash his rising business aspirations flat if they chose to 
do so. 
Sam decided to leave as quickly and quietly as he could. To his credit, this decision was not based on 
personal considerations. The people sitting out there on the back lawn of Angle Street shared a serious 
problem. He had discovered this by accident; he had no intention of staying -and eavesdropping - on 
purpose. 
As he went back down the hallway again, he saw a pile of cut-up paper resting on top of the pay phone. A 
stub of pencil had been tacked to the wall on a short length of string beside the phone. On impulse he took a 
sheet of the paper and printed a quick note on it. 
Dave, 
I stopped by this morning to see you, but nobody was around. I want to talk to you about a woman named 
Ardelia Lortz. I've got an idea you know who she is, and I'm anxious to find out about her. Will you give 
me a call this afternoon or this evening, if you get a chance? The number is 555-8699. Thanks very much. 
He signed his name at the bottom, folded the sheet in half, and printed Dave's name on the fold. He thought 
briefly about taking it back down to the kitchen and putting it on the counter, but he didn't want any of 
them - Naomi most of all -worrying that he might have seen them at their odd but perhaps helpful 
devotions. He propped it on top of the TV in the common room instead, with Dave's name facing out. He 
thought about placing a quarter for the telephone beside the note and then didn't. Dave might take that 
wrong. 
He left then, glad to be out in the sun again undiscovered. As he got back into his car, he saw the bumper 
sticker on Naomi's Datsun. 
LET GO AND LET GOD, 
it said. 
'Better God than Ardelia,' Sam muttered, and backed out the driveway to the road. 
3 
By late afternoon, Sam's broken rest of the night before had begun to tell, and a vast sleepiness stole over 
him. He turned on the TV, found a Cincinnati-Boston exhibition baseball game wending its slow way into 
the eighth inning, lay down on the sofa to watch it, and almost immediately dozed off. The telephone rang 
before the doze had a chance to spiral down into real sleep, and Sam got up to answer it, feeling woozy and 
disoriented. 
'Hello?' 
'You don't want to be talking about that woman,' Dirty Dave said with no preamble whatsoever. His voice 
was trembling at the far edge of control. 'You don't even want to be thinking about her.' 
How long are you Godless heathens going to go on throwing that woman in our faces? Do you think it's 
funny? Do you think it's clever? 
All of Sam's drowsiness was gone in an instant. 'Dave, what is it about that woman? Either people react as 
though she were the devil or they don't know anything about her. Who is she? What in the hell did she do to 
freak you out this way?' 
There was a long period of silence. Sam waited through it, his heart beating heavily in his chest and throat. 
He would have thought the connection had been broken if not for the sound of Dave's broken breathing in 
his ear. 
'Mr Peebles,' he said at last, 'you've been a real good help to me over the years. You and some others helped 
me stay alive when I wasn't even sure I wanted to myself. But I can't talk about that bitch. I can't. And if 
you know what's good for you, you won't talk to anybody else about her, neither.' 
'That sounds like a threat.' 
'No!' Dave said. He sounded more than surprised; he sounded shocked. 'No -I'm just warnin you, Mr 
Peebles, same as I'd do if I saw you wanderin around an old well where the weeds were all grown up so you 
couldn't see the hole. Don't talk about her and don't think about her. Let the dead stay dead.' 
Let the dead stay dead. 
In a way it didn't surprise him; everything that had happened (with, perhaps, the exception of the message 
left on his answering machine) pointed to the same conclusion: that Ardelia Lortz was no longer among the 
living. He - Sam Peebles, small-town realtor and insurance agent - had been speaking to a ghost without 
even knowing it. Spoken to her? Hell! Had done business with her! He had given her two bucks and she 
had given him a library card. 
So he was not exactly surprised ... but a deep chill began to radiate out along the white highways of his 
skeleton just the same. He looked down and saw pale knobs of gooseflesh standing out on his arms. 
You should have left it alone, part of his mind mourned. Didn't I tell you so? 
'When did she die?' Sam asked. His voice sounded dull and listless to his own ears. 
'I don't want to talk about it, Mr Peebles!' Dave sounded nearly frantic now. His voice trembled, skipped 
into a higher register which was almost falsetto. and splintered there. 'Please!' 
Leave him alone, Sam cried angrily at himself. Doesn't he have enough problems without this crap to worry 
about? 
Yes. And he could leave Dave alone - there must be other people in town who would talk to him about 
Ardelia Lortz ... if he could find a way to approach them that wouldn't make them want to call for the men 
with the butterfly nets, that was. But there was one other thing, a thing perhaps only Dirty Dave Duncan 
could tell him for sure. 
'You drew some posters for the Library once, didn't you? I think I recognized your style from the poster 
you were doing yesterday on the porch. In fact, I'm almost sure. There was one showing a little boy in a 
black car. And a man in a trenchcoat - the Library Policeman. Did you - ' 
Before he could finish, Dave burst out with such a shriek of shame and grief and fear that Sam was 
silenced. 
'Dave? I - ' 
'Leave it alone!' Dave wept. 'I couldn't help myself, so can't you just please leave - ' 
His cries abruptly diminished and there was a rattle as someone took the phone from him. 
'Stop it,' Naomi said. She sounded near tears herself, but she also sounded furious. 'Can't you just stop it, 
you horrible man?' 
'Naomi - ' 
'My name is Sarah when I'm here,' she said slowly, 'but I hate you equally under both names, Sam Peebles. 
I'm never going to set foot in your office again.' Her voice began to rise. 'Why couldn't you leave him 
alone? Why did you have to rake up all this old shit? Why?' 
Unnerved, hardly in control of himself, Sam said: 'Why did you send me to the Library? If you didn't want 
me to meet her, Naomi, why did you send me to the goddam Library in the first place?' 
There was a gasp on the other end of the line. 
'Naomi? Can we -' 
There was a click as she hung up the telephone. 
Connection broken. 
4 
Sam sat in his study until almost nine-thirty, eating Tums and writing one name after another on the same 
legal pad he had used when composing the first draft of his speech, He would look at each name for a little 
while, then cross it off. Six years had seemed like a long time to spend in one place ... at least until tonight. 
Tonight it seemed like a much shorter period of time - a weekend, say. 
Craig Jones, he wrote. 
He stared at the name and thought, Craig might know about Ardelia ... but he'd want to know why I was 
interested. 
Did he know Craig well enough to answer that question truthfully? The answer to that question was a firm 
no. Craig was one of Junction City's younger lawyers, a real wannabe. They'd had a few business lunches ... 
and there was Rotary Club, of course ... and Craig had invited him to his house for dinner once. When they 
happened to meet on the street they spoke cordially, sometimes about business, more often about the 
weather. None of that added up to friendship, though, and if Sam meant to spill this nutty business to 
someone, he wanted it to be to a friend, not an associate that called him ole buddy after the second sloe-gin 
fizz. 
He scratched Craig's name off the list. 
He'd made two fairly close friends since coming to Junction City, one a physician's assistant with Dr 
Melden's practice, the other a city cop. Russ Frame, his PA friend, had jumped to a better-paying family 
practice in Grand Rapids early in 1989. And since the first of January, Tom Wycliffe had been overseeing 
the Iowa State Patrol's new Traffic Control Board. He had fallen out of touch with both men since - he was 
slow making friends, and not good at keeping them, either. 
Which left him just where? 
Sam didn't know. He did know that Ardelia Lortz's name affected some people in Junction City like a 
satchel charge. He knew - or believed he knew - that he had met her even though she was dead. He couldn't 
even tell himself that he had met a relative, or some nutty woman calling herself Ardelia Lortz. Because 
I think I met a ghost. In fact, I think I met a ghost inside of a ghost. I think that the library I entered was the 
Junction City Library as it was when Ardelia Lortz was alive and in charge of the place. I think that's why 
it felt so weird and off-kilter. It wasn't like time-travel, or the way I imagine time-travel would be. It was 
more like stepping into limbo for a little while. And it was real. I'm sure it was real. 
He paused, drumming his fingers on the desk. 
Where did she call me from? Do they have telephones in limbo? 
He stared at the list of crossed-off names for a long moment, then tore the yellow sheet slowly off the pad. 
He crumpled it up and tossed it in the wastebasket. 
You should have left it alone, part of him continued to mourn. 
But he hadn't. So now what? 
Call one of the guys you trust. Call Russ Frame or Tom Wycliffe. Just pick up the phone and make a call. 
But he didn't want to do that. Not tonight, at least. He recognized this as an irrational, half-superstitious 
feeling - he had given and gotten a lot of unpleasant information over the phone just lately, or so it seemed 
- but he was too tired to grapple with it tonight. If he could get a good night's sleep (and he thought he 
could, if he left the bedside lamp on again), maybe something better, something more concrete, would 
occur to him tomorrow morning, when he was fresh. Further along, he supposed he would have to try and 
mend his fences with Naomi Higgins and Dave Duncan ... but first he wanted to find out just what kind of 
fences they were. 
If he could. 
CHAPTER 9 
The Library Policeman (I) 
He did sleep well. There were no dreams, and an idea came to him naturally and easily in the shower the 
next morning, the way ideas sometimes did when your body was rested and your mind hadn't been awake 
long enough to get cluttered up with a load of shit. The Public Library was not the only place where 
information was available, and when it was local history - recent local history -you were interested in, it 
wasn't even the best place. 
'The Gazette!' he cried, and stuck his head under the shower nozzle to rinse the soap out of it. 
Twenty minutes later he was downstairs, dressed except for his coat and tie, and drinking coffee in his 
study. The legal pad was once more in front of him, and on it was the start of another list. 
1. Ardelia Lortz - who is she? Or who was she? 
2. Ardelia Lortz - what did she do? 
3. Junction City Public Library - renovated? When? Pictures? 
At this point the doorbell rang. Sam glanced at the clock as he got up to answer it. It was going on eightthirty, 
time to get to work. He could shoot over to the Gazette office at ten, the time he usually took his 
coffee break, and check some back issues. Which ones? He was still mulling this over - some would 
undoubtedly bear fruit quicker than others - as he dug in his pocket for the paperboy's money. The doorbell 
rang again. 
'I'm coming as fast as I can, Keith!' he called, stepping into the kitchen entryway and grabbing the 
doorknob. 'Don't punch a hole in the damn d -' 
At that moment he looked up and saw a shape much larger than Keith Jordan's bulking behind the sheer 
curtain hung across the window in the door. His mind had been preoccupied, more concerned with the day 
ahead than this Monday-morning ritual of paying the newsboy, but in that instant an icepick of pure terror 
stabbed its way through his scattered thoughts. He did not have to see the face; even through the sheer he 
recognized the shape, the set of the body . . . and the trenchcoat, of course. 
The taste of red licorice, high, sweet, and sickening, flooded his mouth. 
He let go of the doorknob, but an instant too late. The latch had clicked back, and the moment it did, the 
figure standing on the back porch rammed the door open. Sam was thrown backward into the kitchen. He 
flailed his arms to keep his balance and managed to knock all three coats hanging from the rod in the 
entryway to the floor. 
The Library Policeman stepped in, wrapped in his own pocket of cold air. He stepped in slowly, as if he 
had all the time in the world, and closed the door behind him. In one hand he held Sam's copy of the 
Gazette, neatly rolled and folded. He raised it like a baton. 
'I brought you your paper,' the Library Policeman said. His voice was strangely distant, as if it was coming 
to Sam through a heavy pane of glass. 'I was going to pay the boy as well, but he theemed in a hurry to get 
away. I wonder why.' 
He advanced toward the kitchen - toward Sam, who was cowering against the counter and staring at the 
intruder with the huge, shocked eyes of a terrified child, of some poor fourth-grade Simple Simon. 
I am imagining this, Sam thought, or I'm having a nightmare - a nightmare so horrible it makes the one I 
had two nights ago look like a sweet dream. 
But it was no nightmare. It was terrifying, but it was no nightmare. Sam had time to hope he had gone 
crazy after all. Insanity was no day at the beach, but nothing could be as awful as this man-shaped thing 
which had come into his house, this thing which walked in its own wedge of winter. 
Sam's house was old and the ceilings were high, but the Library Policeman had to duck his head in the 
entry, and even in the kitchen the crown of his gray felt hat almost brushed the ceiling. That meant he was 
over seven feet tall. 
His body was wrapped in a trenchcoat the leaden color of fog at twilight. His skin was paper white. His 
face was dead, as if he could understand neither kindness nor love nor mercy. His mouth was set in lines of 
ultimate, passionless authority and Sam thought for one confused moment of how the closed library door 
had looked, like the slotted mouth in the face of a granite robot. The Library Policeman's eyes appeared to 
be silver circles which had been punctured by tiny shotgun pellets. They were rimmed with pinkish-red 
flesh that looked ready to bleed. They were lashless. And the worst thing of all was this: it was a face Sam 
knew. He did not think this was the first time he had cringed in terror beneath that black gaze, and far back 
in his mind, Sam heard a voice with the slightest trace of a lisp say: Come with me, son ... I'm a 
poleethman. 
The scar overlaid the geography of that face exactly as it had in Sam's imagination - across the left cheek, 
below the left eye, across the bridge of the nose. Except for the scar, it was the man in the poster ... or was 
it? He could no longer be sure. 
Come with me, son ... I'm a poleethman. 
Sam Peebles, darling of the Junction City Rotary Club, wet his pants. He felt his bladder let go in a warm 
gush, but that seemed far away and unimportant. What was important was that there was a monster in his 
kitchen, and the most terrible thing about this monster was that Sam almost knew his face. Sam felt a triplelocked 
door far back in his mind straining to burst open. He never thought of running. The idea of flight 
was beyond his capacity to imagine. He was a child again, a child who has been caught red-handed 
(the book isn't The Speaker's Companion) 
doing some awful bad thing. Instead of running 
(the book isn't Best Loved Poems of the American People) 
he folded slowly over his own wet crotch and collapsed between the two stools which stood at the counter, 
holding his hands up blindly above his head. 
(the book is) 
'No,' he said in a husky, strengthless voice. 'No, please - no, please, please don't do it to me, please, I'll be 
good, please don't hurt me that way.' 
He was reduced to this. But it didn't matter; the giant in the fog-colored trenchcoat 
(the book is The Black Arrow by Robert Louts Stevenson) 
now stood directly over him. 
Sam dropped his head. It seemed to weigh a thousand pounds. He looked at the floor and prayed 
incoherently that when he looked up - when he had the strength to look up - the figure would be gone. 
'Look at me,' the distant, thudding voice instructed. It was the voice of an evil god. 
'No,' Sam cried in a shrieky, breathless voice, and then burst into helpless tears. It was not just terror, 
although the terror was real enough, bad enough. Separate from it was a cold deep drift of childish fright 
and childish shame. Those feelings clung like poison syrup to whatever it was he dared not remember, the 
thing that had something to do with a book he had never read: The Black Arrow, by Robert Louis 
Stevenson. 
Whack! 
Something struck Sam's head and he screamed. 
'Look at me!' 
'No, please don't make me,' Sam begged. 
Whack! 
He looked up, shielding his streaming eyes with one rubbery arm, just in time to see the Library 
Policeman's arm come down again. 
Whack! 
He was hitting Sam with Sam's own rolled-up copy of the Gazette, whacking him the way you might 
whack a heedless puppy that has piddled on the floor. 
'That'th better,' said the Library Policeman. He grinned, lips parting to reveal the points of sharp teeth, teeth 
which were almost fangs. He reached into the pocket of his trenchcoat and brought out a leather folder. He 
flipped it open and revealed the strange star of many points. It glinted in the clean morning light. 
Sam was now helpless to look away from that merciless face, those silver eyes with their tiny birdshot 
pupils. He was slobbering and knew it but was helpless to stop that, either. 
'You have two books which belong to uth,' the Library Policeman said. His voice still seemed to be coming 
from a distance, or from behind a thick pane of glass. 'Mith Lorth is very upthet with you, Mr Peebles.' 
'I lost them,' Sam said, beginning to cry harder. The thought of lying to this man about 
(The Black Arrow) 
the books, about anything, was out of the question. He was all authority, all power, all force. He was judge, 
jury, and executioner. 
Where's the janitor? Sam wondered incoherently. Where's the janitor who checks the dials and then goes 
back into the sane world? The sane world where things like this don't have to happen? 
'I … I ... I ... I ... I' 
'I don't want to hear your thick ecthcuses,' the Library Policeman said. He flipped his leather folder closed 
and stuffed it into his right pocket. At the same time he reached into his left pocket and drew out a knife 
with a long, sharp blade. Sam, who had spent three summers earning money for college as a stockboy, 
recognized it. It was a carton-slitter. There was undoubtedly a knife like that in every library in America. 
'You have until midnight. Then. . .' 
He leaned down, extending the knife in one white, corpselike hand. That freezing envelope of air struck 
Sam's face, numbed it. He tried to scream and could produce only a glassy whisper of silent air. 
The tip of the blade pricked the flesh of his throat. It was like being pricked with an icicle. A single bead of 
scarlet oozed out and then froze solid, a tiny seed-pearl of blood. 
' . . . then I come again,' the Library Policeman said in his odd, lisprounded voice. 'You better find what you 
lotht, Mr Peebles.' 
The knife disappeared back into the pocket. The Library Policeman drew back up to his full height. 
'There is another thing,' he said. 'You have been athking questions, Mr Peebles. Don't athk any more. Do 
you underthand me?' 
Sam tried to answer and could only utter a deep groan. 
The Library Policeman began to bend down, pushing chill air ahead of him the way the flat prow of a barge 
might push a chunk of river-ice. 'Don't pry into things that don't conthern you. Do you underthand me?' 
'Yes!' Sam screamed. 'Yes! Yes! Yes!' 
'Good. Because I will be watching. And I am not alone.' 
He turned, his trenchcoat rustling, and recrossed the kitchen toward the entry. He spared not a single 
backward glance for Sam. He passed through a bright patch of morning sun as he went, and Sam saw a 
wonderful, terrible thing: the Library Policeman cast no shadow. 
He reached the back door. He grasped the knob. Without turning around he said in a low, terrible voice: 'If 
you don't want to thee me again, Mr Peebles, find those bookth.' 
He opened the door and went out. 
A single frantic thought filled Sam's mind the minute the door closed again and he heard the Library 
Policeman's feet on the back porch: he had to lock the door. 
He got halfway to his feet and then grayness swam over him and he fell forward, unconscious. 
CHAPTER 10 
Chron-o-lodge-ick-a-lee Speaking 
1 
'May I ... help you?' the receptionist asked. The slight pause came as she took a second look at the man who 
had just approached the desk. 
'Yes,' Sam said. 'I want to look at some back issues of the Gazette, if that's possible.' 
'Of course it is,' she said. 'But - pardon me if I'm out of line - do you feel all right, sir? Your color is very 
bad.' 
'I think I may be coming down with something, at that,' Sam said. 
'Spring colds are the worst, aren't they?' she said, getting up. 'Come right through the gate at the end of the 
counter, Mr - ?' 
'Peebles. Sam Peebles.' 
She stopped, a chubby woman of perhaps sixty, and cocked her head. She put one red-tipped nail to the 
corner of her mouth. 'You sell insurance, don't you?' 
'Yes, ma'am,' he said. 
'I thought I recognized you. Your picture was in the paper last week. Was it some sort of award?' 
'No, ma'am,' Sam said, 'I gave a speech. At the Rotary Club.' And would give anything to be able to turn 
back the clock, he thought. I'd tell Craig Jones to go fuck himself. 
'Well, that's wonderful,' she said ... but she spoke as if there might be some doubt about it. 'You looked 
different in the picture.' 
Sam came in through the gate. 
'I'm Doreen McGill,' the woman said, and put out a plump hand. 
Sam shook it and said he was pleased to meet her. It took an effort. He thought that speaking to people - 
and touching people, especially that - was going to be an effort for quite awhile to come. All of his old ease 
seemed to be gone. 
She led him toward a carpeted flight of stairs and flicked a light-switch. The stairway was narrow, the 
overhead bulb dim, and Sam felt the horrors begin to crowd in on him at once. They came eagerly, as fans 
might congregate 
around a person offering free tickets to some fabulous sold-out show. The Library Policeman could be 
down there, waiting in the dark. The Library Policeman with his dead white skin and red-rimmed silver 
eyes and small but hauntingly familiar lisp. 
Stop it, he told himself. And if you can't stop it, then for God's sake control it. You have to. Because this is 
your only chance. What will you do if you can't go down a flight of stairs to a simple office basement? Just 
cower in your house and wait for midnight? 
'That's the morgue,' Doreen McGill said, pointing. This was clearly a lady who pointed every chance she 
got. 'You only have to - ' 
'Morgue?' Sam asked, turning toward her. His heart had begun to knock nastily against his ribs. 'Morgue?' 
Doreen McGill laughed. 'Everyone says it just like that. It's awful, isn't it? But that's what they call it. Some 
silly newspaper tradition, I guess. Don't worry, Mr Peebles - there are no bodies down there; just reels and 
reels of microfilm.' 
I wouldn't be so sure, Sam thought, following her down the carpeted stairs. He was very glad she was 
leading the way. 
She flicked on a line of switches at the foot of the stairs. A number of fluorescent lights, embedded in what 
looked like oversized inverted ice-cube trays, went on. They lit up a large low room carpeted in the same 
dark blue as the stairs. The room was lined with shelves of small boxes. Along the left wall were four 
microfilm readers that looked like futuristic hair-driers. They were the same blue as the carpet. 
'What I started to say was that you have to sign the book,' Doreen said. She pointed again, this time at a 
large book chained to a stand by the door. 'You also have to write the date, the time you came in, which is - 
' she checked her wristwatch - 'twenty past ten, and the time you leave.' 
Sam bent over and signed the book. The name above his was Arthur Meecham. Mr Meecham had been 
down here on December 27th, 1989. Over three months ago. This was a well-lighted, well-stocked, 
efficient room that apparently did very little business. 
'It's nice down here, isn't it?' Doreen asked complacently. 'That's because the federal government helps 
subsidize newspaper morgues - or libraries, if you like that word better. I know I do.' 
A shadow danced in one of the aisles and Sam's heart began to knock again. But it was only Doreen 
McGill's shadow; she had bent over to make sure he had entered the correct time of day, and 
- and HE didn't cast a shadow. The Library Policeman. Also ... 
He tried to duck the rest and couldn't. 
Also, I can't live like this. I can't live with this kind of fear. I'd stick my head in a gas oven if it went on too 
long. And if it does, I will. It's not just fear of him -that man, or whatever he is. It's the way a person's mind 
feels, the way it screams when it feels everything it ever believed in slipping effortlessly away. 
Doreen pointed to the right wall, where three large folio volumes stood on a single shelf. 'That's January, 
February, and March of 1990,' she said. 'Every July the paper sends the first six months of the year to 
Grand Island, Nebraska, to be microfilmed. The same thing when December is over.' She extended the 
plump hand and pointed a red-tipped nail at the shelves, counting over from the shelf at the right toward the 
microfilm readers at the left. She appeared to be admiring her fingernail as she did it. 'The microfilms go 
that way, chronologically,' she said. She pronounced the word carefully, producing something mildly 
exotic: chron-o-lodge-ick-a-lee. 'Modern times on your right; ancient days on your left.' 
She smiled to show that this was a joke, and perhaps to convey a sense of how wonderful she thought all 
this was. Chron-o-lodge-ick-a-lee speaking, the smile said, it was all sort of a gas. 
'Thank you,' Sam said. 
'Don't mention it. It's what we're here for. One of the things, anyway.' She put her nail to the corner of her 
mouth and gave him her peek-a-boo smile again. 'Do you know how to run a microfilm reader, Mr 
Peebles?' 
'Yes, thanks.' 
'All right. If I can help you further, I'll be right upstairs. Don't hesitate to ask.' 
'Are you - ' he began, and then snapped his mouth shut on the rest: - going to leave me here alone? 
She raised her eyebrows. 
'Nothing,' he said, and watched her go back upstairs. He had to resist a strong urge to pelt up the stairs 
behind her. Because, cushy blue carpet or not, this was another Junction City Library. 
And this one was called the morgue. 
2 
Sam walked slowly toward the shelves with their weight of square microfilm boxes, unsure of where to 
begin. He was very glad that the overhead fluorescents were bright enough to banish most of the troubling 
shadows in the corners. 
He hadn't dared ask Doreen McGill if the name Ardelia Lortz rang a bell, or even if she knew roughly when 
the City Library had last undergone renovations. You have been athking questions, the Library Policeman 
had said. Don't pry into things that don't conthern you. Do you underthand? 
Yes, he understood. And he supposed he was risking the Library Policeman's wrath by prying anyway ... 
but he wasn't asking questions, at least not exactly, and these were things that concerned him. They 
concerned him desperately. 
I will be watching. And I am not alone. 
Sam looked nervously over his shoulder. Saw nothing. And still found it impossible to move with any 
decision. He had gotten this far, but he didn't know if he could get any further. He felt more than 
intimidated, more than frightened. He felt shattered. 
'You've got to,' he muttered harshly, and wiped at his lips with a shaking hand. 'You've just got to.' 
He made his left foot move forward. He stood that way a moment, legs apart, like a man caught in the act 
of fording a small stream. Then he made his right foot catch up with his left one. He made his way across to 
the shelf nearest the bound folios in this hesitant, reluctant fashion. A card on the end of the shelf read: 
1987 - 1989. 
That was almost certainly too recent - in fact, the Library renovations must have taken place before the 
spring of 1984, when he had moved to Junction City. If it had happened since, he would have noticed the 
workmen, heard people talking about it, and read about it in the Gazette. But, other than guessing that it 
must have happened in the last fifteen or twenty years (the suspended ceilings had not looked any older 
than that), he could narrow it down no further. If only he could think more clearly! But he couldn't. What 
had happened that morning screwed up any normal, rational effort to think the way heavy sunspot activity 
screwed up radio and TV transmissions. Reality and unreality had come together like vast stones, and Sam 
Peebles, one tiny, screaming, struggling speck of humanity, had had the bad luck to get caught between 
them. 
He moved two aisles to the left, mostly because he was afraid that if he stopped moving for too long he 
might freeze up entirely, and walked down the aisle marked 
1981 - 1983. 
He picked a box almost at random and took it over to one of the microfilm readers. He snapped it on and 
tried to concentrate on the spool of microfilm (the spool was also blue, and Sam wondered if there was any 
reason why everything in this clean, well-lighted place was color coordinated) and nothing else. First you 
had to mount it on one of the spindles, right; then you had to thread it, check; then you had to secure the 
leader in the core of the take-up reel, okay. The machine was so simple an eight-year-old could have 
executed these little tasks, but it took Sam almost five minutes; he had his shaking hands and shocked, 
wandering mind to deal with. When he finally got the microfilm mounted and scrolled to the first frame, he 
discovered he had mounted the reel backward. The printed matter was upside down. 
He patiently rewound the microfilm, turned it around, and rethreaded it. He discovered he didn't mind this 
little setback in the least; repeating the operation, one simple step at a time, seemed to calm him. This time 
the front page of the April 1, 1981, issue of the Junction City Gazette appeared before him, right side up. 
The headline bannered the surprise resignation of a town official Sam had never heard of, but his eyes were 
quickly drawn to a box at the bottom of the page. Inside the box was this message: 
RICHARD PRICE AND THE ENTIRE STAFF OF THE JUNCTION CITY PUBLIC LIBRARY 
REMIND YOU THAT APRIL 6TH - 13TH IS NATIONAL LIBRARY WEEK COME AND SEE US! 
Did I know that? Sam wondered. Is that why I grabbed this particular box? Did I subconsciously remember 
that the second week of April is National Library Week? 
Come with me, a tenebrous, whispering voice answered. Come with me, son ... I'm a poleethman. 
Gooseflesh gripped him; a shudder shook him. Sam pushed both the question and that phantom voice away. 
After all, it didn't really matter why he had picked the April 1981 issues of the Gazette; the important thing 
was that he had, and it was a lucky break. 
Might be a lucky break. 
He advanced the reel quickly to April 6th, and saw exactly what he had hoped for. Over the Gazette 
masthead, in red ink, it said: 
SPECIAL LIBRARY SUPPLEMENT ENCLOSED! 
Sam advanced to the supplement. There were two photos on the first page of the supplement. One was of 
the Library's exterior. The other showed Richard Price, the head librarian, standing at the circulation desk 
and smiling nervously into the camera. He looked exactly as Naomi Higgins had described him - a tall, 
bespectacled man of about forty with a narrow little mustache. Sam was more interested in the background. 
He could see the suspended ceiling which had so shocked him on his second trip to the Library. So the 
renovations had been done prior to April of 1981. 
The stories were exactly the sort of self-congratulatory puff-pieces he expected - he had been reading the 
Gazette for six years now and was very familiar with its ain't-we-a-jolly-bunch-of-JayCees editorial slant. 
There were informative (and rather breathless) items about National Library Week, the Summer Reading 
Program, the Junction County Bookmobile, and the new fund drive which had just commenced. Sam 
glanced over these quickly. On the last page of the supplement he found a much more interesting story, one 
written by Price himself. It was titled. 
THE JUNCTION CITY PUBLIC LIBRARY 
One Hundred Years of History 
Sam's eagerness did not last long. Ardelia's name wasn't there. He reached for the power switch to rewind 
the microfilm and then stopped. He saw a mention of the renovation project - it had happened in 1970 - and 
there was something else. Something just a little off-key. Sam began to read the last part of Mr Price's 
chatty historical note again, this time more carefully. 
With the end of the Great Depression, our Council voted $5,000 to repair the extensive water damage the 
Library sustained during the Flood Of '32, and Mrs Felicia Culpepper took on the job of Head Librarian, 
donating her time without recompense. She never lost sight of her goal: a completely renovated Library, 
serving a Town which was rapidly becoming a City. 
Mrs Culpepper stepped down in 1951, giving way to Christopher Lavin, the first Junction City Librarian 
with a degree in Library Science. Mr Lavin inaugurated the Culpepper Memorial Fund, which raised over 
$15,000 for the acquisition of new books in its first year, and the Junction City Public Library was on its 
way into the modern age! 
Shortly after I became Head Librarian in 1964, I made major renovations my number one goal. The funds 
needed to achieve this goal were finally raised by the end of 1969, and while both City and Federal money 
helped In the construction of the splendid building Junction City 'bookworms' enjoy today, this project 
could not have been completed without the help of all those volunteers who later showed up to swing a 
hammer or run a bench-saw during 'Build Your Library Month' in August Of 1970! 
Other notable projects during the 1970's and 1980's included ... 
Sam looked up thoughtfully. He believed there was something missing from Richard Price's careful, 
droning history of the town Library. No; on second thought, missing was the wrong word. The essay made 
Sam decide Price was a fussbudget of the first water - probably a nice man, but a fussbudget just the same - 
and such men did not miss things, especially when they were dealing with subjects which were clearly 
close to their hearts. 
So - not missing. Concealed. 
It didn't quite add up, chron-o-lodge-ick-a-lee speaking. In 1951, a man named Christopher Lavin had 
succeeded that saint Felicia Culpepper as head librarian. In 1964, Richard Price had become city librarian. 
Had Price succeeded Lavin? Sam didn't think so. He thought that at some point during those thirteen blank 
years, a woman named Ardelia Lortz had succeeded Lavin. Price, Sam thought, had succeeded her. She 
wasn't in Mr Price's fussbudgety account of the Library because she had done ... something. Sam was no 
closer to knowing what that something might have been, but he had a better idea of the magnitude. 
Whatever it was, it had been bad enough for Price to make her an unperson in spite of his very obvious love 
of detail and continuity. 
Murder, Sam thought. It must have been murder. It's really the only thing bad enough to f- 
At that second a hand dropped on Sam's shoulder. 
3 
If he had screamed, he would undoubtedly have terrified the hand's owner almost as much as she had 
already terrorized him, but Sam was unable to scream. Instead, all the air whooshed out of him and the 
world went gray again. His chest felt like an accordion being slowly crushed under an elephant's foot. All 
of his muscles seemed to have turned to macaroni. He did not wet his pants again. That was perhaps the 
only saving grace. 
'Sam?' he heard a voice ask. It seemed to come from quite a distance -somewhere in Kansas, say. 'Is that 
you?' 
He swung around, almost falling out of his chair in front of the microfilm reader, and saw Naomi. He tried 
to get his breath back so he could say something. Nothing but a tired wheeze came out. The room seemed 
to waver in front of his eyes. The grayness came and went. 
Then he saw Naomi take a stumble-step backward, her eyes widening in alarm, her hand going to her 
mouth. She struck one of the microfilm shelves almost hard enough to knock it over. It rocked, two or three 
of the boxes tumbled to the capet with soft thumps, and then it settled back again. 
'Omes,' he managed at last. His voice came out in a whispery squeak. He remembered once, as a boy in St 
Louis, trapping a mouse under his baseball cap. It had made a sound like that as it scurried about, looking 
for an escape hatch. 
'Sam, what's happened to you?' She also sounded like someone who would have been screaming if shock 
hadn't whipped the breath out of her. We make quite a pair, Sam thought. Abbot and Costello Meet the 
Monsters. 
'What are you doing here?' he said. 'You scared the living shit out of me!' 
There, he thought. I went and used the s-word again. Called you Omes again, too. Sorry about that. He felt 
a little better, and thought of getting up, but decided against it. No sense pressing his luck. He was still not 
entirely sure his heart wasn't going to vapor-lock. 
'I went to the office to see you,' she said. 'Cammy Harrington said she thought she saw you come in here. I 
wanted to apologize. Maybe. I thought at first you must have played some cruel trick on Dave. He said 
you'd never do a thing like that, and I started to think that it didn't seem like you. You've always been so 
nice . - .' 
'Thanks,' Sam said. 'I guess.' 
' . . . and you seemed so ... so bewildered on the telephone. I asked Dave what it was about, but he wouldn't 
tell me anything else. All I know is what I heard ... and how he looked when he was talking to you. He 
looked like he'd seen a ghost.' 
No, Sam thought of telling her. I was the one who saw the ghost. And this morning I saw something even 
worse. 
'Sam, you have to understand something about Dave ... and about me. Well, I guess you already know 
about Dave, but I'm - ' 
'I guess I know,' Sam told her. 'I said in my note to Dave that I didn't see anyone at Angle Street, but that 
wasn't the truth. I didn't see anyone at first, but I walked through the downstairs, looking for Dave. I saw 
you guys out back. So ... I know. But I don't know on purpose, if you see what I mean.' 
'Yes,' she said. 'It's all right. But ... Sam ... dear God, what's happened? Your hair . . .' 
'What about my hair?' he asked her sharply. 
She fumbled her purse open with hands that shook slightly and brought out a compact. 'Look,' she said. 
He did, but he already knew what he was going to see. 
Since eight-thirty this morning, his hair had gone almost completely white. 
4 
'I see you found your friend,' Doreen McGill said to Naomi as they climbed back up the stairs. She put a 
nail to the corner of her mouth and smiled her cute-little-me smile. 
'Yes.' 
'Did you remember to sign out?' 
'Yes,' Naomi said again. Sam hadn't, but she had done it for both of them. 
'And did you return any microfilms you might have used?' 
This time Sam said yes. He couldn't remember if either he or Naomi had returned the one spool of 
microfilm he had mounted, and he didn't care. All he wanted was to get out of here. 
Doreen was still being coy. Finger tapping the edge of her lower lip, she cocked her head and said to Sam, 
'You did look different in the newspaper picture. I just can't put my finger on what it is.' 
As they went out the door, Naomi said: 'He finally got smart and quit dyeing his hair.' 
On the steps outside, Sam exploded with laughter. The force of his bellows doubled him over. It was 
hysterical laughter, its sound only half a step removed from the sound of screams, but he didn't care. It felt 
good. It felt enormously cleansing. 
Naomi stood beside him, seeming to be bothered neither by Sam's laughing fit nor the curious glances they 
were drawing from passersby on the street. She even lifted one hand and waved to someone she knew. Sam 
propped his hands on his upper thighs, still caught in his helpless gale of laughter, and yet there was a part 
of him sober enough to think: She has seen this sort of reaction before. I wonder where? But he knew the 
answer even before his mind had finished articulating the question. Naomi was an alcoholic, and she had 
made working with other alcoholics, helping them, part of her own therapy. She had probably seen a good 
deal more than a hysterical laughing fit during her time at Angle Street. 
She'll slap me, he thought, still howling helplessly at the image of himself at his bathroom mirror, patiently 
combing Grecian Formula into his locks. She'll slap me, because that's what you do with hysterical people. 
Naomi apparently knew better. She only stood patiently beside him in the sunshine, waiting for him to 
regain control. At last his laughter began to taper off to wild snorts and runaway snickers. His stomach 
muscles ached and his vision was water-wavery and his cheeks were wet with tears. 
'Feel better?' she asked. 
'Oh Naomi -'he began, and then another hee-haw bray of laughter escaped him and galloped off into the 
sunshiny morning. 'You don't know how much better.' 
'Sure I do,' she said. 'Come on - we'll take my car.' 
'Where . . .'He hiccupped. 'Where are we going?' 
'Angel Street,' she said, pronouncing it the way the sign-painter had intended it to be pronounced. 'I'm very 
worried about Dave. I went there first this morning, but he wasn't there. I'm afraid he may be out drinking.' 
'That's nothing new, is it?' he asked, walking beside her down the steps. Her Datsun was parked at the curb, 
behind Sam's own car. 
She glanced at him. It was a brief glance, but a complex one: irritation, resignation, compassion. Sam 
thought that if you boiled that glance down it would say You don't know what you're talking about, but it's 
not your fault. 
'Dave's been sober almost a year this time, but his general health isn't good. As you say, falling off the 
wagon isn't anything new for him, but another fall may kill him.' 
'And that would be my fault.' The last of his laughter dried up. 
She looked at him, a little surprised. 'No,' she said. 'That would be nobody's fault ... but that doesn't mean I 
want it to happen. Or that it has to. Come on. We'll take my car. We can talk on the way.' 
5 
'Tell me what happened to you,' she said as they headed toward the edge of town. 'Tell me everything. It 
isn't just your hair, Sam; you look ten years older.' 
'Bullshit,' Sam said. He had seen more than his hair in Naomi's compact mirror; he had gotten a better look 
at himself than he wanted. 'More like twenty. And it feels like a hundred.' 
'What happened? What was it?' 
Sam opened his mouth to tell her, thought of how it would sound, then shook his head. 'No,' he said, 'not 
yet. You're going to tell me something first. You're going to tell me about Ardelia Lortz. You thought I was 
joking the other day. I didn't realize that then, but I do now. So tell me all about her. Tell me who she was 
and what she did.' 
Naomi pulled over to the curb beyond Junction City's old granite firehouse and looked at Sam. Her skin 
was very pale beneath her light make-up, and her eyes were wide. 'You weren't? Sam, are you trying to tell 
me you weren't joking?' 
'That's right.' 
'But Sam . . .' She stopped, and for a moment she seemed not to know how she should go on. At last she 
spoke very softly, as though to a child who has done something he doesn't know is wrong. 'But Sam, 
Ardelia Lortz is dead. She has been dead for thirty years.' 
'I know she's dead. I mean, I know it now. What I want to know is the rest.' 
'Sam, whoever you think you saw -' 
'I know who I saw.' 
'Tell me what makes you think -' 
'First, you tell me.' 
She put her car back in gear, checked her rear-view mirror, and began to drive toward Angle Street again. 'I 
don't know very much,' she said. 'I was only five when she died, you see. Most of what I do know comes 
from overheard gossip. She belonged to The First Baptist Church of Proverbia - she went there, at least -but 
my mother doesn't talk about her. Neither do any of the older parishioners. To them it's like she never 
existed.' 
Sam nodded. 'That's just how Mr Price treated her in the article he wrote about the Library. The one I was 
reading when you put your hand on my shoulder and took about twelve more years off my life. It also 
explains why your mother was so mad at me when I mentioned her name Saturday night.' 
Naomi glanced at him, startled. 'That's what you called about?' 
Sam nodded. 
'Oh, Sam - if you weren't on Mom's s-list before, you are now.' 
'Oh, I was on before, but I've got an idea she's moved me up.' Sam laughed, then winced. His stomach still 
hurt from his fit on the steps of the newspaper office, but he was very glad he had had that fit - an hour ago 
he never would have believed he could have gotten so much of his equilibrium back. In fact, an hour ago he 
had been quite sure that Sam Peebles and equilibrium were going to remain mutually exclusive concepts 
for the rest of his life. 'Go ahead, Naomi.' 
'Most of what I've heard I picked up at what AA people call "the real meeting," ' she said. 'That's when 
people stand around drinking coffee before and then again after, talking about everything under the sun.' 
He looked at her curiously. 'How long have you been in AA, Naomi?' 
'Nine years,' Naomi said evenly. 'And it's been six since I had to take a drink. But I've been an alcoholic 
forever. Drunks aren't made, Sam. They're born.' 
'Oh,' he said lamely. And then: 'Was she in the program? Ardelia Lortz?' 
'God, no - but that doesn't mean there aren't people in AA who remember her. She showed up in Junction 
City in 1956 or '57, I think. She went to work for Mr Lavin in the Public Library. A year or two later, he 
died very suddenly - it was a heart attack or a stroke, I think - and the town gave the job to the Lortz 
woman. I've heard she was very good at it, but judging by what happened, I'd say the thing she was best at 
was fooling people.' 
'What did she do, Naomi?' 
'She killed two children and then herself,' Naomi said simply. 'In the summer of 1960. There was a search 
for the kids. No one thought of looking for them in the Library, because it was supposed to be closed that 
day. They were found the next day, when the Library was supposed to be open but wasn't. There are 
skylights in the Library roof -' 
'I know.' 
' - but these days you can only see them from the outside, because they changed the Library inside. 
Lowered the ceiling to conserve heat, or something. Anyway, those skylights had big brass catches on 
them. You grabbed the catches with a long pole to open the skylights and let in fresh air, I guess. She tied a 
rope to one of the catches - she must have used one of the track-ladders that ran along the bookcases to do 
it - and hanged herself from it. She did that after she killed the children.' 
'I see.' Sam's voice was calm, but his heart was beating slowly and very hard. 'And how did she ... how did 
she kill the children?' 
'I don't know. No one's ever said, and I've never asked. I suppose it was horrible.' 
'Yes. I suppose it was.' 
'Now tell me what happened to you.' 
'First I want to see if Dave's at the shelter.' 
Naomi tightened up at once. 'I'll see if Dave's at the shelter,' she said. 'You're going to sit tight in the car. 
I'm sorry for you, Sam, and I'm sorry I jumped to the wrong conclusion last night. But you won't upset 
Dave anymore. I'll see to that.' 
'Naomi, he's a part of this!' 
'That's impossible,' she said in a brisk this-closes-the-discussion tone of voice. 
'Dammit, the whole thing is impossible!' 
They were nearing Angle Street now. Ahead of them was a pick-up truck rattling toward the Recycling 
Center, its bed full of cardboard cartons filled with bottles and cans. 
'I don't think you understood what I told you,' she said. 'It doesn't surprise me; Earth People rarely do. So 
open your ears, Sam. I'm going to say it in words of one syllable. If Dave drinks, Dave dies. Do you follow 
that? Does it get through?' 
She tossed another glance Sam's way. This one was so furious it was still smoking around the edges, and 
even in the depths of his own distress, Sam realized something. Before, even on the two occasions when he 
had taken Naomi out, he had thought she was pretty. Now he saw she was beautiful. 
'What does that mean, Earth People?' he asked her. 
'People who don't have a problem with booze or pills or pot or cough medicine or any of the other things 
that mess up the human head,' she nearly spat. 'People who can afford to moralize and make judgments.' 
Ahead of them, the pick-up truck turned off onto the long, rutted driveway leading to the redemption 
center. Angle Street lay ahead. Sam could see something parked in front of the porch, but it wasn't a car. It 
was Dirty Dave's shopping-cart. 
'Stop a minute,' he said., 
Naomi did, but she wouldn't look at him. She stared straight ahead through the windshield. Her jaw was 
working. There was high color in her cheeks. 
'You care about him,' he said, 'and I'm glad. Do you also care about me, Sarah? Even though I'm an Earth 
Person?' 
'You have no right to call me Sarah. I can, because it's part of my name - I was christened Naomi Sarah 
Higgins. And they can, because they are, in a way, closer to me than blood relatives could ever be. We are 
blood relatives, in fact - because there's something in us that makes us the way we are. Something in our 
blood. You, Sam - you have no right.' 
'Maybe I do,' Sam said. 'Maybe I'm one of you now. You've got booze. This Earth Person has got the 
Library Police.' 
Now she looked at him, and her eyes were wide and wary. 'Sam, I don't underst -' 
'Neither do I. All I know is that I need help. I need it desperately. I borrowed two books from a library that 
doesn't exist anymore, and now the books don't exist, either. I lost them. Do you know where they ended 
up?' 
She shook her head. 
Sam pointed over to the left, where two men had gotten out of the pick-up's cab and were starting to unload 
the cartons of returnables. 'There. That's where they ended up. They've been pulped. I've got until midnight, 
Sarah, and then the Library Police are going to pulp me. And I don't think they'll even leave my jacket 
behind.' 
6 
Sam sat in the passenger seat of Naomi Sarah Higgins's Datsun for what seemed like a long, long time. 
Twice his hand went to the door handle and then fell back. She had relented ... a little. If Dave wanted to 
talk to him, and if Dave was still in any condition to talk, she would allow it. Otherwise, no soap. 
At last the door of Angle Street opened. Naomi and Dave Duncan came out. She had an arm around his 
waist, his feet were shuffling, and Sam's heart sank. Then, as they stepped out into the sun, he saw that 
Dave wasn't drunk ... or at least not necessarily. Looking at him was, in a weird way, like looking into 
Naomi's compact mirror all over again. Dave Duncan looked like a man trying to weather the worst shock 
of his life ... and not doing a very good job of it. 
Sam got out of the car and stood by the door, indecisive. 
'Come up on the porch,' Naomi said. Her voice was both resigned and fearful. 'I don't trust him to make it 
down the steps.' 
Sam came up to where they stood. Dave Duncan was probably sixty years old. On Saturday he had looked 
seventy or seventy-five. That was the booze ' Sam supposed. And now, as Iowa turned slowly on the axis of 
noon, he looked older than all the ages. And that, Sam knew, was his fault. It was the shock of things Dave 
had assumed were long buried. 
I didn't know, Sam thought, but this, however true it might be, had lost its power to comfort. Except for the 
burst veins in his nose and cheeks, Dave's face was the color of very old paper. His eyes were watery and 
stunned. His lips had a bluish tinge, and little beads of spittle pulsed in the deep pockets at the corners of 
his mouth. 
'I didn't want him to talk to you,' Naomi said. 'I wanted to take him to Dr Melden, but he refuses to go until 
he talks to you.' 
'Mr Peebles,' Dave said feebly. 'I'm sorry, Mr Peebles, it's all my fault, isn't it? I -' 
'You have nothing to apologize for,' Sam said. 'Come on over here and sit down.' 
He and Naomi led Dave to a rocking chair at the corner of the porch and Dave eased himself into it. Sam 
and Naomi drew up chairs with sagging wicker bottoms and sat on either side of him. They sat without 
speaking for some little time, looking out across the railroad tracks and into the flat farm country beyond. 
'She's after you, isn't she?' Dave asked. 'That bitch from the far side of hell.' 
'She's sicced someone on me,' Sam said. 'Someone who was in one of those posters you drew. He's a ... I 
know this sounds crazy, but he's a Library Policeman. He came to see me this morning. He did . . .' Sam 
touched his hair. 'He did this. And this.' He pointed to the small red dot in the center of his throat. 'And he 
says he isn't alone.' 
Dave was silent for a long time, looking out into the emptiness, looking at the flat horizon which was 
broken only by tall silos and, to the north, the apocalyptic shape of the Proverbia Feed Company's grain 
elevator. 'The man you saw isn't real,' he said at last. 'None of them are real. Only her. Only the devil-bitch.' 
'Can you tell us, Dave?' Naomi asked gently. 'If you can't, say so. But if it will make it better for you ... 
easier ... tell us.' 
'Dear Sarah,' Dave said. He took her hand and smiled. 'I love you - have I ever told you so?' 
She shook her head, smiling back. Tears glinted in her eyes like tiny specks of mica. 'No. But I'm glad, 
Dave.' 
'I have to tell,' he said. 'It isn't a question of better or easier. It can't be allowed to go on. Do you know what 
I remember about my first AA meeting, Sarah?' 
She shook her head. 
'How they said it was a program of honesty. How they said you had to tell everything, not just to God, but 
to God and another person. I thought, "If that's what it takes to live a sober life, I've had it. They'll throw 
me in a plot up on Wayvern Hill in that part of the boneyard they set aside for the drunks and all-time 
losers who never had a pot to piss in nor a window to throw it out of. Because I could never tell all the 
things I've seen, all the things I've done. " ' 
'We all think that at first,' she said gently. 
'I know. But there can't be many that've seen the things I have, or done what I have. I did the best I could, 
though. Little by little I did the best I could. I set my house in order. But those things I saw and did back 
then ... those I never told. Not to any person, not to no man's God. I found a room in the basement of my 
heart, and I put those things in that room and then I locked the door.' 
He looked at Sam, and Sam saw tears rolling slowly and tiredly down the deep wrinkles in Dave's blasted 
cheeks. 
'Yes. I did. And when the door was locked, I nailed boards across it. And when the boards was nailed, I put 
sheet steel across the boards and riveted it tight. And when the riveting was done, I drawed a bureau up 
against the whole works, and before I called it good and walked away, I piled bricks on top of the bureau. 
And all these years since, I've spent telling myself I forgot all about Ardelia and her strange ways, about the 
things she wanted me to do and the things she told me and the promises she made and what she really was. 
I took a lot of forgetting medicine, but it never did the job. And when I got into AA, that was the one thing 
that always drove me back. The thing in that room, you know. That thing has a name, Mr Peebles - its name 
is Ardelia Lortz. After I was sobered up awhile, I would start having bad dreams. Mostly I dreamed of the 
posters I did for her - the ones that scared the children so bad - but they weren't the worst dreams.' 
His voice had fallen to a trembling whisper. 
'They weren't the worst ones by a long chalk.' 
'Maybe you better rest a little,' Sam said. He had discovered that no matter how much might depend on 
what Dave had to say, a part of him didn't want to hear it. A part of him was afraid to hear it. 
'Never mind resting,' he said. 'Doctor says I'm diabetic, my pancreas is a mess, and my liver is falling apart. 
Pretty soon I'm going on a permanent vacation. I don't know if it'll be heaven or hell for me, but I'm pretty 
sure the bars and package stores are closed in both places, and thank God for that. But the time for restin 
isn't now. If I'm ever goin to talk, it has to be now.' He looked carefully at Sam. 'You know you're in 
trouble, don't you?' 
Sam nodded. 
'Yes. But you don't know just how bad your trouble is. That's why I have to talk. I think she has to ... has to 
lie still sometimes. But her time of bein still is over, and she has picked you, Mr Peebles. That's why I have 
to talk. Not that I want to. I went out last night after Naomi was gone and bought myself a jug. I took it 
down to the switchin yard and sat where I've sat many times before, in the weeds and cinders and busted 
glass. I spun the cap off and held that jug up to my nose and smelled it. You know how that jug wine 
smells? To me it always smells like the wallpaper in cheap hotel rooms, or like a stream that has flowed its 
way through a town dump somewhere. But I have always liked that smell just the same, because it smells 
like sleep, too. 
'And all the time I was holdin that jug up, smellin it, I could hear the bitch queen talkin from inside the 
room where I locked her up. From behind the bricks, the bureau, the sheet steel, the boards and locks. 
Talkin like someone who's been buried alive. She was a little muffled, but I could still hear her just fine. I 
could hear her sayin, "That's right, Dave, that's the answer, it's the only answer there is for folks like you, 
the only one that works, and it will be the only answer you need until answers don't matter anymore." 
'I tipped that jug up for a good long drink, and then at the last second it smelled like her ... and I 
remembered her face at the end, all covered with little threads ... and how her mouth changed ... and I threw 
that jug away. Smashed it on a railroad tie. Because this shit has got to end. I won't let her take another nip 
out of this town!' 
His voice rose to a trembling but powerful old man's shout. 'This shit has gone on long enough!' 
Naomi laid a hand on Dave's arm. Her face was frightened and full of trouble. 'What, Dave? What is it?' 
'I want to be sure,' Dave said. 'You tell me first, Mr Peebles. Tell me everything that's been happening to 
you, and don't leave out nothing.' 
'I will,' Sam said, 'on one condition.' 
Dave smiled faintly. 'What condition is that?' 
'You have to promise to call me Sam ... and in return, I'll never call you Dirty Dave again.' 
His smile broadened. 'You got you a deal there, Sam.' 
'Good.' He took a deep breath. 'Everything was the fault of that goddam acrobat,' he began. 
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It took longer than he had thought it would, but there was an inexpressible relief -a joy, almost - in telling it 
all, holding nothing back. He told Dave about The Amazing Joe, Craig's call for help, and Naomi's 
suggestion about livening up his material. He told them about how the Library had looked, and about his 
meeting with Ardelia Lortz. Naomi's eyes grew wider and wider as he spoke. When he got to the part about 
the Red Riding Hood poster on the door to the Children's Library, Dave nodded. 
'That's the only one I didn't draw,' he said. 'She had that one with her. I bet they never found it, either. I bet 
she still has that one with her. She liked mine, but that one was her favorite.' 
'What do you mean?' Sam asked. 
Dave only shook his head and told Sam to go on. 
He told them about the library card, the books he had borrowed, and the strange little argument they had 
had on Sam's way out. 
'That's it,' Dave said flatly. 'That's all it took. You might not believe it, but I know her. You made her mad. 
Goddam if you didn't. You made her mad ... and now she's set her cap for you.' 
Sam finished his story as quickly as he could, but his voice slowed and nearly halted when he came to the 
visit from the Library Policeman in his fog-gray trenchcoat. When Sam finished, he was nearly weeping 
and his hands had begun to shake again. 
'Could I have a glass of water?' he asked Naomi thickly. 
'Of course,' she said, and got up to get it. She took two steps, then returned and kissed Sam on the cheek. 
Her lips were cool and soft. And before she left to get his water, she spoke three blessed words into his ear: 
'I believe you.' 
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Sam raised the glass to his lips, using both hands to be sure he wouldn't spill it, and drank half of it at a 
draught. When he put it down he said, 'What about you, Dave? Do you believe me?' 
'Yeah,' Dave said. He spoke almost absently, as if this were a foregone conclusion. Sam supposed that, to 
Dave, it was. After all, he had known the mysterious Ardelia Lortz firsthand, and his ravaged, too-old face 
suggested that theirs had not been a loving relationship. 
Dave said nothing else for several moments, but a little of his color had come back. He looked out across 
the railroad tracks toward the fallow fields. They would be green with sprouting corn in another six or 
seven weeks, but now they looked barren. His eyes watched a cloud shadow flow across that Midwestern 
emptiness in the shape of a giant hawk. 
At last he seemed to rouse himself and turned to Sam. 
'My Library Policeman - the one I drew for her - didn't have no scar,' he said at last. 
Sam thought of the stranger's long, white face. The scar had been there, all right - across the cheek, under 
the eye, over the bridge of the nose in a thin flowing line. 
'So?' he asked. 'What does that mean?' 
'It don't mean nothing to me, but I think it must mean somethin to you, Mr - Sam. I know about the badge 
... what you called the star of many points. I found that in a book of heraldry right there in the Junction City 
Library. It's called a Maltese Cross. Christian knights wore them in the middle of their chests when they 
went into battle durin the Crusades. They were supposed to be magical. I was so taken with the shape that I 
put it into the picture. But ... a scar? No. Not on my Library Policeman. Who was your Library Policeman, 
Sam?' 
'I don't ... I don't know what you're talking about,' Sam said slowly, but that voice - faint, mocking, 
haunting - recurred: Come with me, son ... I'm a poleethman. And his mouth was suddenly full of that taste 
again. The sugar-slimy taste of red licorice. His tastebuds cramped; his stomach rolled. 
But it was stupid. Really quite stupid. He had never eaten red licorice in his life. He hated it. 
If you've never eaten it, how do you know you hate it? 
'I really don't get you,' he said, speaking more strongly. 
'You're getting something,' Naomi said. 'You look like someone just kicked you in the stomach.' 
Sam glanced at her, annoyed. She looked back at him calmly, and Sam felt his heart rate speed up. 
'Let it alone for now,' Dave said, 'although you can't let it alone for long, Sam -not if you want to hold onto 
any hope of getting out of this. Let me tell you my story. I've never told it before, and I'll never tell it again 
... but it's time.' 
CHAPTER 11 
Dave's Story 
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'I wasn't always Dirty Dave Duncan,' he began. 'In the early fifties I was just plain old Dave Duncan, and 
people liked me just fine. I was a member of that same Rotary Club you talked to the other night, Sam. 
Why not? I had my own business, and it made money. I was a sign-painter, and I was a damned good one. I 
had all the work I could handle in Junction City and Proverbia, but I sometimes did a little work up in 
Cedar Rapids, as well. Once I painted a Lucky Strike cigarette ad on the right-field wall of the minorleague 
ballpark all the way to hell and gone in Omaha. I was in great demand, and I deserved to be. I was 
good. I was what they call a "graphic artist" these days, but back then I was just the best sign-painter 
around these parts. 
'I stayed here because serious painting was what I was really interested in, and I thought you could do that 
anywhere. I didn't have no formal art education - I tried but I flunked out - and I knew that put me down on 
the count, so to speak, but I knew that there were artists who made it without all that speed-shit bushwah - 
Gramma Moses, for one. She didn't need no driver's license; she went right to town without one. 
'I might even have made it. I sold some canvases, but not many - I didn't need to, because I wasn't married 
and I was doing well with my sign-painting business. Also, I kept most of my pitchers so I could put on 
shows, the way artists are supposed to. I had some, too. Right here in town at first, then in Cedar Rapids, 
and then in Des Moines. That one was written up in the Democrat, and they made me sound like the second 
coming of James Whistler.' 
Dave fell silent for a moment, thinking. Then he raised his head and looked out at the empty, fallow fields 
again. 
'In AA, they talk about folks who have one foot in the future and the other in the past and spend their time 
pissin all over today because of it. But sometimes it's hard not to wonder what might have happened if 
you'd done things just a little different.' 
He looked almost guiltily at Naomi, who smiled and pressed his hand. 
'Because I was good, and I did come close. But I was drinkin heavy, even back then. I didn't think much of 
it - hell, I was young, I was strong, and besides, don't all great artists drink? I thought they did. And I still 
might have made it - made something, anyway, for awhile - but then Ardelia Lortz came to Junction City. 
'And when she came, I was lost.' 
He looked at Sam. 
'I recognize her from your story, Sam, but that wasn't how she looked back then. You expected to see an 
old-lady librarian, and that suited her purpose, so that's just what you did see. But when she came to 
Junction City in the summer Of '57, her hair was ash-blonde, and the only places she was plump was where 
a woman is supposed to be plump. 
'I was living out in Proverbia then, and I used to go to the Baptist Church. I wasn't much on religion, but 
there were some fine-looking women there. Your mom was one of em, Sarah.' 
Naomi laughed in the way women do when they are told something they cannot quite believe. 
'Ardelia caught on with the home folks right away. These days, when the folks from that church talk about 
her - if they ever do - I bet they say things like "I knew from the very start there was somethin funny about 
that Lortz woman" or "I never trusted the look in that woman's eye," but let me tell you, that wasn't how it 
was. They buzzed around her - the women as well as the men - like bees around the first flower of spring. 
She got a job as Mr Lavin's assistant before she was in town a month, but she was teachin the little ones at 
the Sunday School out there in Proverbia two weeks before that. 
'Just what she was teachin em I don't like to think - you can bet your bottom dollar it wasn't the Gospel 
According to Matthew - but she was teachin em. And everyone swore on how much the little ones loved 
her. They swore on it, too, but there was a look in their eyes when they said so ... a far-off look, like they 
wasn't really sure where they were, or even who they were. 
'Well, she caught my eye ... and I caught hers. You wouldn't know it from the way I am now, but I was a 
pretty good-lookin fella in those days. I always had a tan from workin outdoors, I had muscles, my hair was 
faded almost blond from the sun, and my belly was as flat as your ironin board, Sarah. 
'Ardelia had rented herself a farmhouse about a mile and a half from the church, a tight enough little place, 
but it needed a coat of paint as bad as a man in the desert needs a drink of water. So after church the second 
week I noticed her there - I didn't go often and by then it was half-past August - I offered to paint it for her. 
'She had the biggest eyes you've ever seen. I guess most people would have called them gray, but when she 
looked right at you, hard, you would have sworn they were silver. And she looked at me hard that day after 
church. She was wearin some kind of perfume that I never smelled before and ain't never smelled since. 
Lavender, I think. I can't think how to describe it, but I know it always made me think of little white 
flowers that only bloom after the sun has gone down. And I was smitten. Right there and then. 
'She was close to me - almost close enough for our bodies to touch. She was wearin this dowdy black dress, 
the kind of dress an old lady would wear, and a hat with a little net veil, and she was holdin her purse in 
front of her. All prim and proper. Her eyes weren't prim, though. Nossir. Nor proper. Not a bit. 
' "I hope you don't want to put advertisements for bleach and chewing tobacco all over my new house," she 
says. 
' "No ma'am," I says back. "I thought just two coats of plain old white. Houses aren't what I do for a livin, 
anyway, but with you bein new in town and all, I thought it would be neighborly - " 
' "Yes indeed," she says, and touches my shoulder.' 
Dave looked apologetically at Naomi. 
'I think I ought to give you a chance to leave, if you want to. Pretty soon I'm gonna start tellin some dirty 
stuff, Sarah. I'm ashamed of it, but I want to clean the slate of my doins with her.' 
She patted his old, chapped hand. 'Go ahead,' she told him quietly. 'Say it all.' 
He fetched in a deep breath and went on again. 
'When she touched me, I knew I had to have her or die tryin. just that one little touch made me feel better - 
and crazier - than any woman-touch ever made me feel in my whole life. She knew it, too. I could see it in 
her eyes. It was a sly look. It was a mean look, too, but somethin about that excited me more than anything 
else. 
' "It would be neighborly, Dave," she says, "and I want to be a very good neighbor." 
'So I walked her home. Left all the other young fellows standin at the church door, you might say, fumin 
and no doubt cursin my name. They didn't know how lucky they were. None of them. 
'My Ford was in the shop and she didn't have no car, so we were stuck with shank's mare. I didn't mind a 
bit, and she didn't seem to, neither. We went out the Truman Road, which was still dirt in those days, 
although they sent a town truck along to oil it every two or three weeks and lay the dust. 
'We got about halfway to her place, and she stopped. It was just the two of us, standin in the middle of 
Truman Road at high noon on a summer's day, with about a million acres of Sam Orday's corn on one side 
and about two million of Bill Humpe's corn on the other, all of it growin high over our heads and rustlin in 
that secret way corn has, even when there's no breeze. 
My granddad used to say it was the sound of the corn growin. I dunno if that's the truth or not, but it's a 
spooky sound. I can tell you that. 
' "Look!" she says, pointin to the right. "Do you see it?" 
'I looked, but I didn't see nothing - only corn. I told her so. 
' "I'll show you!" she says, and runs into the corn, Sunday dress and high heels and all. She didn't even take 
off that hat with the veil on it. 
'I stood there for a few seconds, sorta stunned. Then I heard her laughin. I heard her laughin in the corn. So 
I ran in after her, partly to see whatever it was she'd seen, but mostly because of that laugh. I was so randy. 
I can't begin to tell you. 
'I seen her standin way up the row I was in, and then she faded into the next one, still laughin. I started to 
laugh, too, and went on through myself, not carin that I was bustin down some of Sam Orday's plants. He'd 
never miss em, not in all those acres. But when I got through, trailin cornsilk off my shoulders and a green 
leaf stuck in my tie like some new kind of clip, I stopped laughin in a hurry, because she wasn't there. Then 
I heard her on the other side of me. I didn't have no idea how she could have got back there without me 
seein her, but she had. So I busted back through just in time to see her runnin into the next row. 
'We played hide n seek for half an hour, I guess, and I couldn't catch her. All I did was get hotter and 
randier. I'd think she was a row over, in front of me, but I'd get there and hear her two rows over, behind 
me. Sometimes I'd see her foot, or her leg, and of course she left tracks in the soft dirt, but they weren't no 
good, because they seemed to go every which way at once. 
'Then, just when I was startin to get mad - I'd sweat through my good shirt, my tie was undone, and my 
shoes was full of dirt - I come through to a row and seen her hat hangin off a corn-plant with the veil flippin 
in the little breeze that got down there into the corn. 
' "Come and get me, Dave! " she calls. I grabbed her hat and busted through to the next row on a slant. She 
was gone - I could just see the corn waverin where she'd went through - but both her shoes were there. In 
the next row I found one of her silk stockins hung over an ear of corn. And still I could hear her laughin. 
Over on my blind side, she was, and how the bitch got there, God only knows. Not that it mattered to me by 
then. 
'I ripped off my tie and tore after her, around and around and dosey-doe, pantin like a stupid dog that don't 
know enough to lie still on a hot day. And I'll tell you somethin - I broke the corn down everywhere I went. 
Left a trail of trampled stalks and leaners behind me. But she never busted a one. They'd just waver a bit 
when she passed, as if there was no more to her than there was to that little summer breeze. 
'I found her dress, her slip, and her garter-belt. Then I found her bra and step-ins. I couldn't hear her laughin 
no more. There wasn't no sound but the corn. I stood there in one of the rows, puffin like a leaky boiler, 
with all her clothes bundled up against my chest. I could smell her perfume in em, and it was drivin me 
crazy. 
' "Where are you?" I yelled, but there wasn't no answer. Well, I finally lost what little sanity I had left ... 
and of course, that was just what she wanted. "Where the fuck are you?" I screamed, and her long white 
arm reached through the corn-plants right beside me and she stroked my neck with one finger. It jumped 
the shit out of me. 
' "I've been waiting for you," she said. "What took you so long? Don't you want to see it?" She grabbed me 
and drawed me through the corn, and there she was with her feet planted in the dirt, not a stitch on her, and 
her eyes as silver as rain on a foggy day.' 
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Dave took a long drink of water, closed his eyes, and went on. 
'We didn't make love there in the corn - in all the time I knew her, we never made love. But we made 
somethin. I had Ardelia in just about every way a man can have a woman, and I think I had her in some 
ways you'd think would be impossible. I can't remember all the ways, but I can remember her body, how 
white it was; how her legs looked; how her toes curled and seemed to feel along the shoots of the plants 
comin out of the dirt; I can remember how she pulled her fingernails back and forth across the skin of my 
neck and my throat. 
'We went on and on and on. I don't know how many times, but I know I didn't never get tired. When we 
started I felt horny enough to rape the Statue of Liberty, and when we finished I felt the same way. I 
couldn't get enough of her. It was like the booze, I guess. Wasn't any way I could ever get enough of her. 
And she knew it, too. 
'But we finally did stop. She put her hands behind her head and wriggled her white shoulders in the black 
dirt we was layin in and looked up at me with those silvery eyes of hers and she says, "Well, Dave? Are we 
neighbors yet?" 
'I told her I wanted to go again and she told me not to push my luck. I tried to climb on just the same, and 
she pushed me off as easy as a mother pushes a baby off n her tit when she don't want to feed it no more. I 
tried again and she swiped at my face with her nails and split the skin open in two places. That finally 
damped my boiler down. She was quick as a cat and twice as strong. When she saw I knew playtime was 
over, she got dressed and led me out of the corn. I went just as meek as Mary's little lamb. 
'We walked the rest of the way to her house. Nobody passed us, and that was probably just as well. My 
clothes were all covered with dirt and cornsilk, my shirttail was out, my tie was stuffed into my back pocket 
and flappin along behind me like a tail, and every place that the cloth rubbed I felt raw. Her, though - she 
looked as smooth and cool as an ice-cream soda in a drugstore glass. Not a hair out of place, not a speck of 
dirt on her shoes, not a strand of cornsilk on her skirt. 
'We got to the house and while I was lookin it over, tryin to decide how much paint it would take, she 
brought me a drink in a tall glass. There was a straw in it, and a sprig of mint julep. I thought it was iced tea 
until I took a sip. It was straight Scotch. 
' "Jesus!"I says, almost chokin. 
"Don't you want it?" she asks me, smilin in that mockin way she had. "Maybe you'd prefer some iced 
coffee." 
' "Oh, I want it," I says. But it was more than that. I needed it. I was tryin not to drink in the middle of the 
day back then, because that's what alcoholics do. But that was the end of that. For the rest of the time I 
knew her, I drank pretty near all day, every day. For me, the last two and a half years Ike was President was 
one long souse. 
'While I was paintin her house - and doin everything she'd let me do to her whenever I could - she was 
settlin in at the Library. Mr Lavin hired her first crack outta the box, and put her in charge of the Children's 
Library. I used to go there every chance I got, which was a lot, since I was self-employed. When Mr Lavin 
spoke to me about how much time I was spendin there, I promised to paint the whole inside of the Library 
for free. Then he let me come and go as much as I wanted. Ardelia told me it would work out just that way, 
and she was right - as usual. 
'I don't have any connected memories of the time I spent under her spell - and that's what I was, an 
enchanted man livin under the spell of a woman who wasn't really a woman at all. It wasn't the blackouts 
that drunks sometimes get; it was wantin to forget things after they were over. So what I have is memories 
that stand apart from each other but seem to lie in a chain, like those islands in the Pacific Ocean. Archie 
Pelligos, or whatever they call em. 
'I remember she put the poster of Little Red Ridin Hood up on the door to the Children's Room about a 
month before Mr Lavin died, and I remember her takin one little boy by the hand and leadin him over to it. 
"Do you see that little girl?" Ardelia asked him. "Yes," he says. "Do you know why that Bad Thing is 
getting ready to eat her?" Ardelia asks. "No," the kid says back, his eyes all big and solemn and full of 
tears. "Because he forgot to bring back his library book on time," she says. "You won't ever do that, Willy, 
will you?" "No, never," the little boy says, and Ardelia says, "You better not." And then she led him into 
the Children's Room for Story Hour, still holdin him by the hand. That kid - it was Willy Klemmart, who 
got killed in Vietnam - looked back over his shoulder at where I was, standin on my scaffold with a 
paintbrush in my hand, and I could read his eyes like they were a newspaper headline. Save me from her, 
his eyes said. Please, Mr Duncan. But how could I? I couldn't even save myself.' 
Dave produced a clean but badly wrinkled bandanna from the depths of one back pocket and blew a mighty 
honk into it. 
'Mr Lavin began by thinkin Ardelia just about walked on water, but he changed his mind after awhile. They 
got into a hell of a scrap over that Red Ridin Hood poster about a week before he died. He never liked it. 
Maybe he didn't have a very good idea of what went on durin Story Hour - I'll get to that pretty soon -but 
he wasn't entirely blind. He saw the way the kids looked at that poster. At last he told her to take it down. 
That was when the argument started. I didn't hear it all because I was on the scaffold, high above them, and 
the acoustics were bad, but I heard enough. He said somethin about scaring the children, or maybe it was 
scarring the children, and she said somethin back about how it helped her keep "the rowdy element" under 
control. She called it a teachin tool, just like the hickory stick. 
'But he stuck to his guns and she finally had to take it down. That night, at her house, she was like a tiger in 
the zoo after some kid has spent all day pokin it with a stick. She went back and forth in great big long 
strides, not a stitch on, her hair flyin out behind her. I was in bed, drunk as a lord. But I remember she 
turned around and her eyes had gone from silver to bright red, as if her brains had caught afire, and her 
mouth looked funny, like it was tryin to pull itself right out of her face, or somethin. It almost scared me 
sober. I hadn't ever seen nothin like that, and never wanted to see it again. 
' "I'm going to fix him," she said. "I'm going to fix that fat old whoremaster, Davey. You wait and see." 
'I told her not to do anything stupid, not to let her temper get the best of her, and a lot of other stuff that 
didn't stand knee-high to jack shit. She listened to me for awhile and then she ran across the room so fast 
that ... well, I don't know how to say it. One second she was standin all the way across the room by the 
door, and the next second she was jumpin on top of me, her eyes red and glaring, her mouth all pooched out 
of her face like she wanted to kiss me so bad she was stretchin her skin somehow to do it, and I had an idea 
that instead of just scratchin me this time, she was gonna put her nails into my throat and peel me to the 
backbone. 
'But she didn't. She put her face right down to mine and looked at me. I don't know what she saw - how 
scared I was, I guess - but it must have made her happy, because she tipped her head back so her hair fell 
all the way down to my thighs, and she laughed. "Stop talking, you damned souse," she said, and stick it in 
me. What else are you good for?" 
'So I did. Because stickin it in her - and drinkin - was all I was good for by then. I surely wasn't paintin 
pitchers anymore, I lost my license after I got clipped for my third OUI - in '58 or early '59, that was - and I 
was gettin bad reports on some of my jobs. I didn't care much how I did them anymore, you see; all I 
wanted was her. Talk started to circulate about how Dave Duncan wasn't trustworthy no more ... but the 
reason they said I wasn't was always the booze. The word of what we were to each other never got around 
much. She was careful as the devil about that. My reputation went to hell in a handbasket, but she never got 
so much as a splash of mud on the hem of her skirts. 
'I think Mr Lavin suspected. At first he thought I just had a crush on her and she never so much as knew I 
was makin calfs eyes at her from up on my scaffold, but I think that in the end he suspected. But then Mr 
Lavin died. They said it was a heart attack, but I know better. We were in the hammock on her back porch 
that night after it happened, and that night it was her that couldn't get enough of it. She screwed me until I 
hollered uncle. Then she lay down next to me and looked at me as content as a cat that's had its fill of 
cream, and her eyes had that deep-red glow again. I am not talking about something in my imagination; I 
could see the reflection of that red glow on the skin of my bare arm. And I could feel it. It was like sitting 
next to a woodstove that's been stoked and then damped down. "I told you I'd fix him, Davey," she says all 
at once in this mean, teasin voice. 
'Me, I was drunk and half killed with fuckin - what she said hardly registered on me. I felt like I was fallin 
asleep in a pit of quicksand. "What'd you do to him?" I asked, half in a doze. 
' "I hugged him," she said. "I give special hugs, Davey - you don't know about my special hugs, and if 
you're lucky, you never will. I got him in the stacks and put my arms around him and showed him what I 
really looked like. Then he began to cry. That's how scared he was. He began to cry his special tears, and I 
kissed them away, and when I was done, he was dead in my arms." 
' "His special tears." That's what she called them. And then her face . it changed. It rippled, like it was 
underwater. And I seen something . . .' 
Dave trailed off, looking out into the flatlands, looking at the grain elevator, looking at nothing. His hands 
had gripped the porch rail. They flexed, loosened, flexed again. 
'I don't remember,' he said at last. 'Or maybe I don't want to remember. Except for two things: it had red 
eyes with no lids, and there was a lot of loose flesh around its mouth, lyin in folds and flaps, but it wasn't 
skin. It looked ... dangerous. Then that flesh around its mouth started to move somehow and I think I 
started to scream. Then it was gone. All of it was gone. It was only Ardelia again, peepin up at me and 
smilin like a pretty, curious cat. 
' "Don't worry," she says. "You don't have to see, Davey. As long as you do what I tell you, that is. As long 
as you're one of the Good Babies. As long as you behave. Tonight I'm very happy, because that old fool is 
gone at last. The Town Council is going to appoint me in his place, and I'll run things the way I want." 
'God help us all, then, I thought, but I didn't say it. You wouldn't've, either, if you'd looked down and seen 
that thing with those starin red eyeballs curled up next to you in a hammock way out in the country, so far 
out nobody would hear you screamin even if you did it at the top of your lungs. 
'A little while later she went into the house and come back out with two of those tall glasses full of Scotch, 
and pretty soon I was twenty thousand leagues under the sea again, where nothing mattered. 
'She kept the Library closed for a week . . . "out of respect for Mr Lavin" was how she put it, and when she 
opened up again, Little Red Ridin Hood was back on the door of the Children's Room. A week or two after 
that, she told me she wanted me to make some new posters for the Children's Room.' 
He paused, then went on in a lower, slower voice. 
'There's a part of me, even now, that wants to sugarcoat it, make my part in it better than it was. I'd like to 
tell you that I fought with her, argued, told her I didn't want nothin to do with scarin a bunch of kids ... but 
it wouldn't be true. I went right along with what she wanted me to do. God help me, I did. Partly it was 
because I was scared of her by then. But mostly it was because I was still besotted with her. And there was 
something else, too. There was a mean, nasty part of me - I don't think it's in everyone, but I think it's in a 
lot of us - that liked what she was up to. Liked it. 
'Now, you're wonderin what I did do, and I can't really tell you all of it. I really don't remember. Those 
times is all jumbled up, like the broken toys you send to the Salvation Army just to get the damned things 
out of the attic. 
'I didn't kill anyone. That's the only thing I'm sure of. She wanted me to ... and I almost did ... but in the end 
I drew back. That's the only reason I've been able to go on livin with myself, because in the end I was able 
to crawl away. She kept part of my soul with her - the best part, maybe - but she never kept all of it.' 
He looked at Naomi and Sam thoughtfully. He seemed calmer now, more in control; perhaps even at peace 
with himself, Sam thought. 
'I remember going in one day in the fall of 1959 - I think it was '59 - and her telling me that she wanted me 
to make a poster for the Children's Room. She told me exactly what she wanted, and I agreed willingly 
enough. I didn't see nothing wrong with it. I thought it was kind of funny, in fact. What she wanted, you 
see, was a poster that showed a little kid flattened by a steamroller in the middle of the street. Underneath it 
was supposed to say HASTE MAKES WASTE! GET YOUR LIBRARY BOOKS BACK IN PLENTY OF 
TIME! 
'I thought it was just a joke, like when the coyote is chasing the Road Runner and gets flattened by a freight 
train or something. So I said sure. She was pleased as punch. I went into her office and drew the poster. It 
didn't take long, because it was just a cartoon. 
'I thought she'd like it, but she didn't. Her brows drew down and her mouth almost disappeared. I'd made a 
cartoon boy with crosses for eyes, and as a joke I had a word-balloon comin out of the mouth of the guy 
drivin the steamroller. "If you had a stamp, you could mail him like a postcard," he was saying. 
'She didn't even crack a smile. "No, Davey," she says, "you don't understand. This won't make the children 
bring their books back on time. This will only make them laugh, and they spend too much time doing that 
as it is." 
' "Well," I says, "I guess I didn't understand what you wanted." 
'We were standin behind the circulation desk, so nobody could see us except from the waist up. And she 
reached down and took my balls in her hand and looked at me with those big silver eyes of hers and said, "I 
want you to make it realistic." 
'It took me a second or two to understand what she really meant. When I did, I couldn't believe it. 
"Ardelia," I says, "you don't understand what you're sayin. If a kid really did get run over by a steamroller - 
" 
'She gave my balls a squeeze, one that hurt - as if to remind me just how she had me - and said: "I 
understand, all right. Now you understand me. I don't want them to laugh, Davey; I want them to cry. So 
why don't you go on back in there and do it right this time?" 
'I went back into her office. I don't know what I meant to do, but my mind got made up in a hurry. There 
was a fresh piece of posterboard on the desk, and a tall glass of Scotch with a straw and a sprig of mint in 
it, and a note from Ardelia that said, "D. - Use a lot of red this time." 
He looked soberly at Sam and Naomi. 
'But she'd never been in there, you see. Never for a minute.' 
3 
Naomi brought Dave a fresh glass of water, and when she came back, Sam noticed that her face was very 
pale and that the corners of her eyes looked red. But she sat down very quietly and motioned for Dave to go 
on. 
'I did what alcoholics do best,' he said. 'I drank the drink and did what I was told. A kind of ... of frenzy, I 
suppose you'd say ... fell over me. I spent two hours at her desk, workin with a box of five-and-dime 
watercolors, sloppin water and paint all over her desk, not givin a shit what flew where. What I came out 
with was somethin I don't like to remember ... but I do remember. It was a little boy splattered all over 
Rampole Street with his shoes knocked off and his head all spread out like a pat of butter that's melted in 
the sun. The man drivin the steamroller was just a silhouette, but he was lookin back, and you could see the 
grin on his face. That guy showed up again and again in the posters I did for her. He was drivin the car in 
the poster you mentioned, Sam, the one about never takin rides from strangers. 
'My father left my mom about a year after I was born, just left her flat, and I got an idea now that was who I 
was tryin to draw in all those posters. I used to call him the dark man, and I think it was my dad. I think 
maybe Ardelia prodded him out of me somehow. And when I took the second one out, she liked it fine. She 
laughed over it. "It's perfect, Davey!" she said. "It'll scare a whole mountain of do-right into the little 
snotnoses! I'll put it up right away!" She did, to, on the front of the checkout desk in the Children's Room. 
And when she did, I saw somethin that really chilled my blood. I knew the little boy I'd drawn, you see. It 
was Willy Klemmart. I'd drawn him without even knowin it, and the expression on what was left of his face 
was the one I'd seen that day when she took his hand and led him into the Children's Room. 
'I was there when the kids came in for Story Hour and saw that poster for the first time. They were scared. 
Their eyes got big, and one little girl started to cry. And I liked it that they were scared. I thought, "That'll 
pound the do-right into em, all right. That'll teach em what'll happen if they cross her, if they don't do what 
she says." And part of me thought, You're gettin to think like her, Dave. Pretty soon you'll get to be like her, 
and then you'll be lost. You'll be lost forever. 
'But I went on, just the same. I felt like I had a one-way ticket and I wasn't goin to get off until I rode all the 
way to the end of the line. Ardelia hired some college kids, but she always put em in the circulation room 
and the reference room and on the main desk. She kept complete charge of the kids ... they were the easiest 
to scare, you see. And I think they were the best scares, the ones that fed her the best. Because that's what 
she lived on, you know - she fed on their fright. And I made more posters. I can't remember them all, but I 
remember the Library Policeman. He was in a lot of them. In one - it was called LIBRARY POLICEMEN 
GO ON VACATION, TOO - he was standin on the edge of a stream and fishin. Only what he'd baited his 
hook with was that little boy the kids called Simple Simon. In another one, he had Simple Simon strapped 
to the nose of a rocket and was pullin the switch that would send him into outer space. That one said 
LEARN MORE ABOUT SCIENCE AND TECHNOLOGY AT THE LIBRARY - BUT BE SURE TO DO 
RIGHT AND GET YOUR BOOKS BACK ON TIME. 
'We turned the Children's Room into a house of horrors for the kids who came there,' Dave said. He spoke 
slowly, and his voice was full of tears. 'She and I. We did that to the children. But do you know what? They 
always came back. They always came back for more. And they never, never told. She saw to that.' 
'But the parents!' Naomi exclaimed suddenly, and so sharply that Sam jumped. 'Surely when the parents 
saw - ' 
'No!' Dave told her. 'Their parents never saw nothing. The only scary poster they ever saw was the one of 
Little Red Ridin Hood and the wolf. Ardelia left that one up all the time, but the others only went up during 
Story Hour - after school, on Thursday nights, and Saturday mornings. She wasn't a human bein, Sarah. 
You've got to get that straight in your mind. She was not human. She knew when grownups was comin, and 
she always got the posters I'd drawn off the walls and the other ones - regular posters that said things like 
READ BOOKS JUST FOR THE FUN OF IT - up before they came. 
'I can remember times when I'd be there for Story Hour - in those days I never left her if I could stay close, 
and I had lots of time to stay close, because I'd quit paintin pictures, all my regular jobs had fell through, 
and I was livin on the little I'd managed to save up. Before long the money was gone, too, and I had to start 
sellin things - my TV, my guitar, my truck, finally my house. But that don't matter. What matters is that I 
was there a lot, and I saw what went on. The little ones would have their chairs drawn up 'm a circle with 
Ardelia sittin in the middle. I'd be in the back of the room, sittin in one of those kid-sized chairs myself, 
wearin my old paint-spotted duster more often than not, drunk as a skunk, needin a shave, reekin of Scotch. 
And she'd be readin - readin one of her special Ardelia-stories - and then she'd break off and cock her head 
to one side, like she was listenin. The kids would stir around and look uneasy. They looked another way, 
too - like they was wakin out of a deep sleep she'd put em into. 
' "We're going to have company," she'd say, smiling. "Isn't that special, children? Do I have some Good- 
Baby volunteers to help me get ready for our Big People company?" They'd all raise their hands when she 
said that, because they all wanted to be Good Babies. The posters I'd made showed em what happened to 
Bad Babies who didn't do right. Even I'd raise my hand, sittin drunk in the back of the room in my filthy 
old duster, lookin like the world's oldest, tiredest kid. And then they'd get up and some would take down 
my posters and others would take the regular posters out of the bottom drawer of her desk. They'd swap em. 
Then they'd sit down and she'd switch from whatever horrible thing she'd been tellin em to a story like "The 
Princess and the Pea," and sure enough, a few minutes later some mother'd poke her head in and see all the 
do-right Good Babies listenin to that nice Miss Lortz readin em a story, and they'd smile at whatever kid 
was theirs, and the kid would smile back, and things would go on.' 
'What do you mean, "whatever horrible thing she'd been telling them?" 
Sam asked. His voice was husky and his mouth felt dry. He had been listening to Dave with a mounting 
sense of horror and revulsion. 
'Fairy tales,' Dave said. 'But she'd change em into horror stories. You'd be surprised how little work she had 
to do on most of em to make the change.' 
'I wouldn't,' Naomi said grimly. 'I remember those stories.' 
'I'll bet you do,' he said, 'but you never heard em like Ardelia told em. And the kids liked them - part of 
them liked the stories, and they liked her, because she drew on them and fascinated them the same way she 
drew on me. Well, not exactly, because there was never the sex thing - at least, I don't think so - but the 
darkness in her called to the darkness in them. Do you understand me?' 
And Sam, who remembered his dreadful fascination with the story of Bluebeard and the dancing brooms in 
Fantasia, thought he did understand. Children hated and feared the darkness ... but it drew them, didn't it? 
It beckoned to them, 
(come with me, son) 
didn't it? It sang to them, 
(I'm a poleethman) 
didn't it? 
Didn't it? 
'I know what you mean, Dave,' he said. 
He nodded. 'Have you figured it out yet, Sam? Who your Library Policeman was?' 
'I still don't understand that part,' Sam said, but he thought part of him did. It was as if his mind was some 
deep, dark body of water and there was a boat sunk at the bottom of it - but not just any boat. No - this was 
a pirate schooner, full of loot and dead bodies, and now it had begun to shift in the muck which had held it 
so long. Soon, he feared, this ghostly, glaring wreck would surface again, its blasted masts draped with 
black seaweed and a skeleton with a million-dollar grin still lashed to the rotting remains of the wheel. 
'I think maybe you do,' Dave said, 'or that you're beginning to. And it will have to come out, Sam. Believe 
me.' 
'I still don't really understand about the stories' 'Naomi said. 
'One of her favorites, Sarah - and it was a favorite of the children, too; you have to understand that, and 
believe it - was "Goldilocks and the Three Bears." You know the story, but you don't know it the way some 
people in this town -people who are grownups now, bankers and lawyers and big-time farmers with whole 
fleets of John Deere tractors - know it. Deep in their hearts, it's the Ardelia Lortz version they keep, you 
see. It may be that some of them have told those same stories to their own children, never knowing there 
are other ways to tell them. I don't like to think that's so, but in my heart I know it is. 
'In Ardelia's version, Goldilocks is a Bad Baby who won't do right. She comes into the house of the Three 
Bears and wrecks it on purpose - pulls down Mamma Bear's curtains and drags the washin through the mud 
and tears up all of Papa Bear's magazines and business papers and uses one of the steak-knives to cut holes 
in his favorite chair. Then she tears up all their books. That was Ardelia's favorite part, I think, when 
Goldilocks spoiled the books. And she don't eat the porridge, oh no! Not when Ardelia told the story! The 
way Ardelia told it, Goldilocks got some rat poison off a high shelf and shook it all over the porridge like 
powdered sugar. She didn't know anything about who lived in the house, but she wanted to kill them 
anyway, because that's the kind of Bad Baby she was.' 
'That's horrible!' Naomi exclaimed. She had lost her composure - really lost it -for the first time. Her hands 
were pressed over her mouth, and her wide eyes regarded Dave from above them. 
'Yes. It was. But it wasn't the end. Goldilocks was so tired from wreckin the house, you see, that when she 
went upstairs to tear their bedrooms apart, she fell asleep in Baby Bear's bed. And when the Three Bears 
came home and saw her, they fell upon her - that was just how Ardelia used to say it - they fell upon her 
and ate that wicked Bad Baby alive. They ate her from the feet up, while she screamed and struggled. All 
except for her head. They saved that, because they knew what she had done to their porridge. They smelled 
the poison. "They could do that, children, because they were bears," Ardelia used to say, and all the 
children - Ardelia's Good Babies - would nod their heads, because they saw how that could be. "They took 
Goldilocks' head down to the kitchen and boiled it and ate her brains for their breakfast. They all agreed it 
was very tasty ... and they lived happily ever after." 
4 
There was a thick, almost deathly silence on the porch. Dave reached for his glass of water and almost 
knocked it off the railing with his trembling fingers. He rescued it at the last moment, held it in both hands, 
and drank deeply. Then he put it down and said to Sam, 'Are you surprised that my boozing got a little bit 
out of control?' 
Sam shook his head. 
Dave looked at Naomi and said, 'Do you understand now why I was never able to tell this story? Why I put 
it in that room?' 
'Yes,' she said in a trembling, sighing voice that was not much more than a whisper. 'And I think I 
understand why the kids never told, either. Some things are just too ... too monstrous.' 
'For us, maybe,' Dave said. 'For kids? I don't know, Sarah. I don't think kids know monsters so well at first 
glance. It's their folks that tell em how to recognize the monsters. And she had somethin else goin for her. 
You remember me tellin you about how, when she told the kids a parent was comin, they looked like they 
were wakin up from a deep sleep? They were sleepin, in some funny way. It wasn't hypnosis - at least, I 
don't think it was - but it was like hypnosis. And when they went home, they didn't remember, in the top 
part of their minds, anyway, about the stories or the posters. Down underneath, I think they remembered 
plenty ... just like down underneath Sam knows who his Library Policeman is. I think they still remember 
today - the bankers and lawyers and big-time farmers who were once Ardelia's 
Good Babies. I can. still see em, wearin pinafores and short pants, sittin in those little chairs, lookin at 
Ardelia in the middle of the circle, their eyes so big and round they looked like pie-plates. And I think that 
when it gets dark and the storms come, or when they are sleepin and the nightmares come, they go back to 
bein kids. I think the doors open and they see the Three Bears - Ardelia's Three Bears - eatin the brains out 
of Goldilocks' head with their wooden porridge-spoons, and Baby Bear wearin Goldilocks' scalp on his 
head like a long golden wig. I think they wake up sweaty, feelin sick and afraid. I think that's what she left 
this town. I think she left a legacy of secret nightmares. 
'But I still haven't got to the worst thing. Those stories, you see - well, sometimes it was the posters, but 
mostly it was the stories - would scare one of them into a crying fit, or they'd start to faint or pass out or 
whatever. And when that happened, she'd tell the others, "Put your heads down and rest while I take Billy 
... or Sandra ... or Tommy ... to the bathroom and make him feel better." 
'They'd all drop their heads at the same instant. It was like they were dead. The first time I seen it happen, I 
waited about two minutes after she took some little girl out of the room, and then I got up and went over to 
the circle. I went to Willy Klemmart first. 
' "Willy!" I whispered, and poked him in the shoulder. "You okay, Will?" 
'He never moved, so I poked him harder and said his name again. He still didn't move. I could hear him 
breathin - kinda snotty and snory, the way kids are so much of the time, always runnin around with colds 
like they do - but it was still like he was dead. His eyelids were partway open, but I could only see the 
whites, and this long thread of spit was hangin off his lower lip. I got scared and went to three or four of the 
others, but wouldn't none of them look up at me or make a sound.' 
'You're saying she enchanted them, aren't you?' Sam asked. 'That they were like Snow White after she ate 
the poisoned apple.' 
'Yes,' Dave agreed. 'That's what they were like. In a different kind of way, that's what I was like, too. Then, 
just as I was gettin ready to take hold of Willy Klemmart and shake the shit out of him, I heard her comin 
back from the bathroom. I ran to my seat so she wouldn't catch me. Because I was more scared of what she 
might do to me than anything she might have done to them. 
'She came in, and that little girl, who'd been as gray as a dirty sheet and half unconscious when Ardelia 
took her out, looked like somebody had just filled her up with the finest nerve-tonic in the world. She was 
wide awake, with roses in her cheeks and a sparkle in her eye. Ardelia patted her on the bottom and she ran 
for her seat. Then Ardelia clapped her hands together and said, "All Good Babies lift your heads up! Sonja 
feels much better, and she wants us to finish the story, don't you, Sonja?" 
"Yes, ma'am," Sonja pipes up, just as pert as a robin in a birdbath. And their heads all came up. You never 
would have known that two seconds before that room looked like it was full of dead kids. 
'The third or fourth time this happened, I let her get out of the room and then I followed her. I knew she was 
scarin them on purpose, you see, and I had an idea there was a reason for it. I was scared almost to death 
myself, but I wanted to see what it was. 
'That time it was Willy Klemmart she'd taken down to the bathroom. He'd started havin hysterics during 
Ardelia's version of "Hansel and Gretel." I opened the door real easy and quiet, and I seen Ardelia kneelin 
in front of Willy down by where the washbasin was. He had stopped cryin, but beyond that I couldn't tell 
anything. Her back was to me, you see, and Willy was so short she blocked him right out of my view, even 
on her knees. I could see his hands were on the shoulders of the jumper she was wearin, and I could see one 
sleeve of his red sweater, but that was all. Then I heard somethin - a thick suckin sound, like a straw makes 
when you've gotten just about all of your milkshake out of the glass. I had an idea then she was ... you 
know, molestin him, and she was, but not the way I thought. 
'I walked in a little further, and slipped over to the right, walkin high up on the toes of my shoes so the 
heels wouldn't clack. I expected her to hear me just the same, though - she had ears like goddam radar 
dishes, and I kept waitin for her to turn around and pin me with those red eyes of hers. But I couldn't stop. I 
had to see. And little by little, as I angled over to the right, I began to. 
'Willy's face came into my sight over her shoulder, a little piece at a time, like a moon coming out of a 
'clipse. At first all I could see of her was her blonde hair -there was masses of it, all in curls and ringlets - 
but then I began to see her face, as well. And I seen what she was doin. All the strength ran out of my legs 
just like water down a pipe. There was no way they were goin to see me, not unless I reached up and started 
hammerin on one of the overhead pipes. Their eyes were closed, but that wasn't the reason. They were lost 
in what they were doin, you see, and they were both lost in the same place, because they were hooked 
together. 
'Ardelia's face wasn't human anymore. It had run like warm taffy and made itself into this funnel shape that 
flattened her nose and pulled her eyesockets all long and Chinese to the sides and made her look like some 
kind of insect ... a fly, maybe, or a bee. Her mouth was gone again. It had turned into that thing I started to 
see just after she killed Mr Lavin, the night we were layin in the hammock. It had turned into the narrow 
part of the funnel. I could see these funny red streaks on it, and at first I thought it was blood, or maybe 
veins under her skin, and then I realized it was lipstick. She didn't have lips anymore, but that red paint 
marked where her lips had been. 
'She was usin that sucker thing to drink from Willy's eyes.' 
Sam looked at Dave, thunderstuck. He wondered for a moment if the man had lost his mind. Ghosts were 
one thing; this was something else. He didn't have the slightest idea what this was. And yet sincerity and 
honesty shone on Dave's face like a lamp, and Sam thought: If he's lying, he doesn't know it. 
'Dave, are you saying Ardelia Lortz was drinking his tears?' Naomi asked hesitantly. 
'Yes ... and no. It was his special tears she was drinkin. Her face was all stretched out to him, it was beatin 
like a heart, and her features were drawn out flat. She looked like a face you might draw on a shopping bag 
to make a Halloween mask. 
'What was comin out of the corners of Willy's eyes was gummy and pink, like bloody snot, or chunks of 
flesh that have almost liquefied. She sucked it in with that slurpin sound. It was his fear she was drinkin. 
She had made it real, somehow, and made it so big that it had to come out in those awful tears or kill him.' 
'You're saying that Ardelia was some kind of vampire, aren't you?' Sam asked. 
Dave looked relieved. 'Yes. That's right. When I've thought of that day since -when I've dared to think of it 
- I believe that's just what she was. All those old stories about vampires sinking their teeth into people's 
throats and drinkin their blood are wrong. Not by much, but in this business, close is not good enough. 
They drink, but not from the neck; they grow fat and healthy on what they take from their victims, but what 
they take isn't blood. Maybe the stuff they take is redder, bloodier, when the victims are grownups. Maybe 
she took it from Mr Lavin. I think she did. But it's not blood. 
'It's fear.' 
5 
'I dunno how long I stood there, watchin her, but it couldn't have been too long -she was never gone much 
more than five minutes. After awhile, the stuff comin from the corners of Willy's eyes started to get paler 
and paler, and there was less and less of it. I could see that ... you know, that thing of hers . . .' 
'Proboscis,' Naomi said quietly. 'I think it must have been a proboscis.' 
'Is it? All right. I could see that probos-thing stretchin further and further out, not wanting to miss any, 
wanting to get every last bit, and I knew she was almost done. And when she was, they'd wake up and she'd 
see me. And when she did, I thought she'd probably kill me. 
'I started to back up, slow, one step at a time. I didn't think I was going to make it, but at last my butt 
bumped the bathroom door. I almost screamed when that happened, because I thought she'd got behind me 
somehow. I was sure of that even though I could see her kneelin there right in front of me. 
'I clapped my hand over my mouth to keep the scream in and pushed out through the door. I stood there 
while it swung shut on the pneumatic hinge. It seemed to take forever. When it was closed, I started for the 
main door. I was half crazy; all I wanted to do was get out of there and never go back. I wanted to run 
forever. 
'I got down into the foyer, where she'd put up that sign you saw, Sam - the one that just said SILENCE! - 
and then I caught hold of myself. If she led Willy back to the Children's Room and saw I was gone, she'd 
know I'd seen. She'd chase me, and she'd catch me, too. I didn't even think she'd have to try hard. I kept 
rememberin that day in the corn, and how she'd run rings all around me and never even worked up a sweat. 
'So I turned around and walked back to my seat in the Children's Room instead. It was the hardest thing I've 
ever done in my life, but somehow I managed to do it. My ass wasn't on the chair two seconds before I 
heard them coming. And of course Willy was all happy and smilin and full of beans, and so was she. 
Ardelia looked ready to go three fast rounds with Carmen Basilio and whip him solid. 
' "All Good Babies lift your heads up!" she called, and clapped her hands. They all raised their heads and 
looked at her. "Willy feels lots better, and he wants me to finish the story. Don't you, Willy?" 
' "Yes, ma'am," Willy said. She kissed him and he ran back to his seat. She went on with the story. I sat 
there and listened. And when that Story Hour was done, I started drinkin. And from then until the end, I 
never really stopped.' 
6 
'How did it end?' Sam asked. 'What do you know about that?' 
'Not as much as I would have known if I hadn't been so dog-drunk all the time, but more than I wish I 
knew. That last part of it, I'm not even sure how long it was. About four months, I think, but it might have 
been six, or even eight. By then I wasn't even noticin the seasons much. When a drunk like me really starts 
to slide, Sam, the only weather he notices is inside of a bottle. I know two things, though, and they are 
really the only two things that matter. Somebody did start to catch onto her, that was one thing. And it was 
time for her to go back to sleep. To change. That was the other. 
'I remember one night at her house - she never came to mine, not once, she said to me, "I'm getting sleepy, 
Dave. All the time now I'm sleepy. Soon it will be time for a long rest. When that time comes, I want you to 
sleep with me. I've grown fond of you, you see." 
'I was drunk, of course, but what she said still gave me a chill. I thought I knew what she was talkin about, 
but when I asked her, she only laughed. 
' "No, not that," she said, and gave me a scornful, amused kind of look. "I'm talking about sleep, not death. 
But you'll need to feed with me." 
'That sobered me up in a hurry. She didn't think I knew what she was talkin about, but I did. I'd seen. 
'After that, she began to ask me questions about the kids. About which ones I didn't like, which ones I 
thought were sneaky, which ones were too loud, which ones were the brattiest. "They're Bad Babies, and 
they don't deserve to live," she'd say. "They're rude, they're destructive, they bring their books back with 
pencil marks in them and ripped pages. Which ones do you think deserve to die, Davey?" 
'That was when I knew I had to get away from her, and if killin myself was the only way, I'd have to take 
that way out. Something was happenin to her, you see. Her hair was gettin dull, and her skin, which had 
always been perfect, started to show up with blemishes. And there was something else - I could see that 
thing, that thing her mouth turned into - all the time, just under the surface of her skin. But it was starting to 
look all wrinkled and dewlapped, and there were strings like cobwebs on it. 
'One night while we were in bed she saw me lookin at her hair and said, "You see the change in me, don't 
you, Davey?" She patted my face. "It's all right; it's perfectly natural. It's always this way when I'm getting 
ready to go to sleep again. I will have to do it soon, and if you mean to come with me, you will have to take 
one of the children soon. Or two. Or three. The more the merrier!" She laughed in the crazy way she had, 
and when she looked back at me, her eyes had gone red again. "In any case, I don't mean to leave you 
behind. All else aside, it wouldn't be safe. You know that, don't you?" 
'I said I did. 
' "So if you don't want to die, Davey, it has to be soon. Very soon. And if you've made up your mind not to, 
you should tell me now. We can end our time together pleasantly and painlessly, tonight." 
'She leaned over me and I could smell her breath. It was like spoiled dogfood, and I couldn't believe I'd ever 
kissed the mouth that smell was coming out of, sober or drunk. But there was some part of me - some little 
part - that must have still wanted to live, because I told her I did want to come with her, but I needed a little 
more time to get ready. To prepare my mind. 
' "To drink, you mean," she said. "You ought to get down on your knees and thank your miserable, unlucky 
stars for me, Dave Duncan. If not for me, you'd be dead in the gutter in a year, or even less. With me, you 
can live almost forever. 
'Her mouth stretched out for just a second, stretched out until it touched my cheek. And somehow I 
managed to keep from screaming.' 
Dave looked at them with his deep, haunted eyes. Then he smiled. Sam Peebles never forgot the eldritch 
quality of that smile; it haunted his dreams ever after. 
'But that's all right,' he said. 'Somewhere, down deep inside of me, I have been screaming ever since.' 
7 
'I'd like to say that in the end I broke her hold over me, but that'd be a lie. It was just happenstance - or what 
Program people call a higher power. You have to understand that by 1960, I was entirely cut off from the 
rest of the town. Remember me tellin you that once I was a member of the Rotary Club, Sam? Well, by 
February of '60, those boys wouldn't have hired me to clean the urinals in their john. As far as Junction City 
was concerned, I was just another Bad Baby livin the life of a bum. People I'd known all my life would 
cross the street to get out of my way when they saw me comin. I had the constitution of a brass eagle in 
those days, but the booze was rustin me out just the same, and what the booze wasn't takin, Ardelia Lortz 
was. 
'I wondered more'n once if she wouldn't turn to me for what she needed, but she never did. Maybe I was no 
good to her that way ... but I don't really think that was it. I don't think she loved me - I don't think Ardelia 
could love anybody -but think she was lonely. I think she's lived, if you can call what she does living, a 
very long time, and that she's had . . .' 
Dave trailed off. His crooked fingers drummed restlessly on his knees and his eyes sought the grain 
elevator on the horizon again, as if for comfort. 
'Companions seems like the word that comes closest to fittin. I think she's had companions for some of her 
long life, but I don't think she'd had one for a very long time when she came to Junction City. Don't ask 
what she said to make me feel that way, because I don't remember. It's lost, like so much of the rest. But I'm 
pretty sure it's true. And she had me tapped for the job. I'm pretty sure I would have gone with her, too, if 
she hadn't been found out.' 
'Who found her out, Dave?' Naomi asked, leaning forward. 'Who?' 
'Deputy Sheriff John Power. In those days, the Homestead County sheriff was Norman Beeman, and 
Norm's the best argument I know for why sheriffs should be appointed rather than elected. The voters gave 
him the job when he got back to Junction City in '45 with a suitcase full of medals he'd won when Patton's 
army was drivin into Germany. He was a hell of a scrapper, no one could take that away from him, but as 
county sheriff he wasn't worth a fart in a windstorm. What he had was the biggest, whitest smile you ever 
saw, and a load of bullshit two mules wide. And he was a Republican, of course. That's always been the 
most important thing in Homestead County. 
I think Norm would be gettin elected still if he hadn't dropped dead of a stroke in Hughie's Barber Shop in 
the summer of 1963. I remember that real clear; by then Ardelia had been gone awhile and I'd come around 
a little bit. 
'There were two secrets to Norm's success - other than that big grin and the line of bullshit, I mean. First, he 
was honest. So far as I know, he never took a dime. Second, he always made sure he had at least one 
deputy sheriff under him who could think fast and didn't have no interest in runnin for the top job himself. 
He always played square with those fellows; every one of them got a rock-solid recommendation when he 
was ready to move on and move up. Norm took care of his own. I think, if you looked, you'd find there are 
six or eight town police chiefs and State Police colonels scattered across the Midwest who spent two or 
three years here in Junction City, shovelling shit for Norm Beeman. 
'Not john Power, though. He's dead. If you looked up his obituary, it'd say he died of a heart attack, 
although he wasn't yet thirty years old and with none of the bad habits that cause people's tickers to seize up 
early sometimes. I know the truth - it wasn't a heart attack killed john any more than it was a heart attack 
that killed Lavin. She killed him.' 
'How do you know that, Dave?' Sam asked. 
'I know because there were supposed to be three children killed in the Library on that last day.' 
Dave's voice was still calm, but Sam heard the terror this man had lived with so long running just below the 
surface like a low-voltage electrical charge. Supposing that even half of what Dave had told them this 
afternoon was true, then he must have lived these last thirty years with terrors beyond Sam's capacity to 
imagine. No wonder he had used a bottle to keep the worst of them at bay. 
'Two did die - Patsy Harrigan and Tom Gibson. The third was to be my price of admission to whatever 
circus it is that Ardelia Lortz is ringmaster of. That third was the one she really wanted, because she was 
the one who turned the spotlight on Ardelia just when Ardelia most needed to operate in the dark. That 
third had to be mine, because that one wasn't allowed to come to the Library anymore, and Ardelia couldn't 
be sure of gettin near her. That third Bad Baby was Tansy Power, Deputy Power's daughter.' 
'You aren't talking about Tansy Ryan, are you?' Naomi asked, and her voice was almost pleading. 
'Yeah, I am. Tansy Ryan from the post office, Tansy Ryan who goes to meetins with us, Tansy Ryan who 
used to be Tansy Power. A lot of the kids who used to come to Ardelia's Story Hours are in AA around 
these parts, Sarah -make of it what you will. In the summer of 1960, I came very close to killin Tansy 
Power ... and that's not the worst of it. I only wish it were.' 
8 
Naomi excused herself, and after several minutes had dragged by, Sam got up to go after her. 
'Let her be,' Dave said. 'She's a wonderful woman, Sam, but she needs a little time to put herself back in 
order. You would, too, if you found out that one of the members of the most important group in your life 
once came close to murderin your closest friend. Let her abide. She'll be back - Sarah's strong.' 
A few minutes later, she did come back. She had washed her face - the hair at her temples was still wet and 
slick - and she was carrying a tray with three glasses of iced tea on it. 
'Ah, we're getting down to the hard stuff at last, ain't we, dear?' Dave said. 
Naomi did her best to return his smile. 'You bet. I just couldn't hold out any longer.' 
Sam thought her effort was better than good; he thought it was noble. All the same, the ice was talking to 
the glasses in brittle, chattery phrases. Sam rose again and took the tray from her unsteady hands. She 
looked at him gratefully. 
'Now,' she said, sitting down. 'Finish, Dave. Tell it to the end.' 
9 
'A lot of what's left is stuff she told me,' Dave resumed, 'because by then I wasn't in a position to see 
anything that went on first hand. Ardelia told me sometime late in '59 that I wasn't to come around the 
Public Library anymore. If she saw me in there, she said she'd turn me out, and if I hung around outside, 
she'd sic the cops on me. She said I was gettin too seedy, and talk would start if I was seen goin in there 
anymore. 
"'Talk about you and me?" I asked. "Ardelia, who'd believe it?" 
' "Nobody," she said. "It's not talk about you and me that concerns me, you idiot." 
"Well then, what does?" 
"Talk about you and the children," she said. I guess that was the first time I really understood how low I'd 
fallen. You've seen me low in the years since we started goin to the AA meetins together, Sarah, but you've 
never seen me that low. I'm glad, too. 
'That left her house. It was the only place I was allowed to see her, and the only time I was allowed to come 
was long after dark. She told me not to come by the road any closer than the Orday farm. After that I was to 
cut through the fields. She told me she'd know if I tried to cheat an that, and I believed her - when those 
silver eyes of hers turned red, Ardelia saw everything. I'd usually show up sometime between eleven 
o'clock and one in the morning, dependin on how much I'd had to drink, and I was usually frozen almost to 
the bone. I can't tell you much about those months, but I can tell you that in 1959 and 1960 the state of 
Iowa had a damned cold winter. There were lots of nights when I believe a sober man would have frozen to 
death out there in those cornfields. 
'There wasn't no problem on the night I want to tell you about next, though - it must have been July of 1960 
by then, and it was hotter than the hinges of hell. I remember how the moon looked that night, bloated and 
red, hangin over the fields. It seemed like every dog in Homestead County was yarkin up at that moon. 
'Walkin into Ardelia's house that night was like walkin under the skirt of a cyclone. That week - that whole 
month, I guess - she'd been slow and sleepy, but not that night. That night she was wide awake, and she was 
in a fury. I hadn't seen her that way since the night after Mr Lavin told her to take the Little Red Ridin 
Hood poster down because it was scarin the children. At first she didn't even know I was there. She went 
back and forth through the downstairs, naked as the day she was born - if she ever was born - with her head 
down and her hands rolled into fists. She was madder'n a bear with a sore ass. She usually wore her hair up 
in an old-maidy bun when she was at home, but it was down when I let myself in through the kitchen door 
and she was walkin so fast it went flyin out behind her. I could hear it makin little crackly sounds, like it 
was full of static electricity. Her eyes were red as blood and glowin like those railroad lamps they used to 
put out in the old days when the tracks were blocked someplace up the line, and they seemed to be poppin 
right out of her face. Her body was oiled with sweat, and bad as I was myself, I could smell her; she stank 
like a bobcat in heat. I remember I could see big oily drops rollin down her bosom and her belly. Her hips 
and thighs shone with it. It was one of those still, muggy nights we get out here in the summer sometimes, 
when the air smells green and sits on your chest like a pile of junk iron, and it seems like there's cornsilk in 
every breath you pull in. You wish it would thunder and lightnin and pour down a gusher on nights like 
that, but it never does. You wish the wind would blow, at least, and not just because it would cool you off if 
it did, but because it would make the sound of the corn a little easier to bear ... the sound of it pushin itself 
up out of the ground all around you, soundin like an old man with arthritis tryin to get out of bed in the 
mornin without wakin his wife. 
'Then I noticed she was scared as well as mad this time - someone had really looped the fear of God into 
her. And the change in her was speedin up. Whatever it was that happened to her, it had knocked her into a 
higher gear. She didn't look older, exactly; she looked less there. Her hair had started to look finer, like a 
baby's hair. You could see her scalp through it. And her skin looked like it was startin to grow its own skin 
- this fine, misty webbing over her cheeks, around her nostrils, at the corners of her eyes, between her 
fingers. Wherever there was a fold in the skin, that was where you could see it best. It fluttered a little as 
she walked. You want to hear something crazy? When the County Fair comes to town these days, I can't 
bear to go near the cotton-candy stands on the midway. You know the machine they make it with? Looks 
like a doughnut and goes round and round, and the man sticks in a paper cone and winds the pink sugar up 
on it? That's what Ardelia's skin was starting to look like -those fine strands of spun sugar. I think I know 
now what I was seein. She was doin what caterpillars do when they go to sleep. She was spinnin a cocoon 
around herself. 
'I stood in the doorway for some time, watchin her go back and forth. She didn't notice me for a long while. 
She was too busy rollin around in whatever bed of nettles it was she'd stumbled into. Twice she hammered 
her fist against a wall and smashed all the way through it - paper, plaster, and lath. It sounded like breakin 
bones, but it didn't seem to do her no hurt at all, and there was no blood. She screamed each time, too, but 
not with pain. What I heard was the sound of a pissed-off she-cat ... but, like I said, there was fear 
underneath her anger. And what she screamed was that deputy's name. 
'"John Power!" she'd scream, and whack! Right through the wall her fist would go. "God damn you, John 
Power! I'll teach you to stay out of my business! You want to look at me? Fine! But I'll teach you how to do 
it! I'll teach you, little baby of mine!" Then she'd walk on, so fast she was almost runnin, and her bare feet'd 
come down so hard they shook the whole damn house, it seemed like. She'd be mutterin to herself while 
she walked. Then her lip would curl, her eyes would glare redder'n ever, and whack! would go her fist, right 
through the wall and a little puff of plaster comin out through the hole. "John Power, you don't dare!" she'd 
snarl. "You don't dare cross me!" 
'But you only had to look into her face to know she was afraid he did dare. And if you'd known Deputy 
Power, you'd have known she was right to be worried. He was smart, and he wasn't afraid of nothing. He 
was a good deputy and a bad man to cross. 
'She got into the kitchen doorway on her fourth or fifth trip through the house, and all at once she saw me. 
Her eyes glared into mine, and her mouth began to stretch out into that horn shape - only now it was all 
coated with those spidery, smoky threads - and I thought I was dead. If she couldn't lay hands on John 
Power, she'd have me in his place. 
'She started toward me and I slid down the kitchen door in a kind of puddle. She saw that and she stopped. 
The red light went out of her eyes. She changed in the wink of an eye. She looked and spoke as if I'd come 
into a fancy cocktail party she was throwin instead of walking into her house at midnight to find her, 
rammin around naked and smashin holes in the walls. 
' "Davey!" she says. "I'm so glad you're here! Have a drink. In fact, have two!" 
'She wanted to kill me - I saw it in her eyes - but she needed me, and not just for a companion no more, 
neither. She needed me to kill Tansy Power. She knew she could take care of the cop, but she wanted him 
to know his daughter was dead before she did him. For that she needed me. 
' "There isn't much time," she said. "Do you know this Deputy Power?" 
'I said I ought to. He'd arrested me for public drunkenness half a dozen times. 
' "What do you make of him?" she asked. 
' "He's got a lot of hard bark on him," I says. 
' "Well, fuck him and fuck you, too!" 
'I didn't say nothing to that. It seemed wiser not to. 
'"That goddam square head came into the Library this afternoon and asked to see my references. And he 
kept asking me questions. He wanted to know where I'd been before I came to Junction City, where I went 
to school ' where I grew up. You should have seen the way he looked at me, Davey - but I'll teach him the 
right way to look at a lady like me. You see if I don't." 
' "You don't want to make a mistake with Deputy Power," I said. "I don't think he's afraid of anything." 
' "Yes, he is - he's afraid of me. He just doesn't know it yet," she said, but I caught the gleam of fear in her 
eyes again. He had picked the worst possible time to start askin questions, you see - she was gettin ready 
for her time of sleeping and change, and it weakened her somehow.' 
'Did Ardelia tell you how he caught on?' Naomi asked. 
'It's obvious,' Sam said. 'His daughter told him.' 
'No,' Dave said. 'I didn't ask - I didn't dare, not with her in the mood she was in -but I don't think Tansy told 
her dad. I don't think she could have - not in so many words, at least. When they left the Children's Room, 
you see, they'd forget all about what she'd told them ... and done to them in there. And it wasn't just 
forgetting, either - she put other memories, false memories into their heads, so they'd go home just as jolly 
as could be. Most of their parents thought Ardelia was just about the greatest thing that ever happened to 
the Junction City Library. 
'I think it was what she took from Tansy that put her father's wind up, and I think Deputy Power must have 
done a good deal of investigating before he ever went to see Ardelia at the Library. I don't know what 
difference he noticed in Tansy, because the kids weren't all pale and listless, like the people who get their 
blood sucked in the vampire movies, and there weren't any marks on their necks. But she was takin 
something from them, just the same, and John Power saw it or sensed it.' 
'Even if he did see something, why did it make him suspicious of Ardelia?' Sam asked. 
'I told you his nose was keen. I think he must have asked Tansy some questions - nothing direct, all on the 
slant, if you see what I mean - and the answers he got must have been just enough to point him in the right 
direction. When he came to the Library that day he didn't know anything ... but he suspected something. 
Enough to put Ardelia on her mettle. I remember what made her the maddest - and scared her the most - 
was how he looked at her. "I'll teach you how to look at me," she said. Over and over again. I've wondered 
since how long it had been since anyone looked at her with real suspicion ... how long since anyone got into 
sniffin distance of what she was. I bet it scared her in more ways than one. I bet it made her wonder if she 
wasn't finally losin her touch.' 
'He might have talked to some of the other children, too,' Naomi said hesitantly. 'Compared stories and got 
answers that didn't quite jibe. Maybe they even saw her in different ways. The way you and Sam saw her in 
different ways.' 
'It could be - any of those things could be. Whatever it was, he scared her into speedin up her plans. 
' "I'll be at the Library all day tomorrow," she told me. "I'll make sure plenty of people see me there, too. 
But you - you're going to pay a visit to Deputy Power's house, Davey. You're going to watch and wait until 
you see that child alone - I don't think you'll have to wait long - and then you're going to snatch her and 
take her into the woods. Do whatever you want to her, but you make sure that the last thing you do is cut 
her throat. Cut her throat and leave her where she'll be found. I want that bastard to know before I see him." 
'I couldn't say nothing. It was probably just as well for me that I was tongue-tied, because anything I said 
she would have taken wrong, and she probably would have ripped my head off. But I only sat at her kitchen 
table with my drink in my hand, starin at her, and she must have taken my silence for agreement. 
'After that we went into the bedroom. It was the last time. I remember thinkin I wouldn't be able to have it 
off with her; that a scared man can't get it up. But it was fine, God help me. Ardelia had that kind of magic, 
too. We went and went and went, and at some point I either fell asleep or just went unconscious. The next 
thing I remember was her pushin me out of bed with her bare feet, dumpin me right into a patch of earlymorning 
sun. It was quarter past six, my stomach felt like an acid bath, and my head was throbbin like a 
swollen gum with an abscess in it. 
' "It's time for you to be about your business," she said. "Don't let anybody see you on your way back to 
town, Davey, and remember what I told you. Get her this morning. Take her into the woods and do for her. 
Hide until dark. If you're caught before then, there's nothing I can do for you. But if you get here, you'll be 
safe. I'll make sure today that there'll be a couple of kids at the Library tomorrow, even though it's closed. 
I've got them picked out already, the two worst little brats in town. We'll go to the Library together ... 
they'll come . . . and when the rest of the fools find us, they'll think we're all dead. But you and I won't be 
dead, Davey; we'll be free. The joke will be on them, won't it?" 
'Then she started to laugh. She sat naked on her bed with me grovellin at her feet, sick as a rat full of poison 
bait, and she laughed and laughed and laughed. Pretty soon her face started to change into the insect face 
again, that probos-thing pushin out of her face, almost like one of those Viking horns, and her eyes drawin 
off to the side. I knew everything in my guts was going to come up in a rush so I beat it out of there and 
puked into her ivy. Behind me I could hear her laughin ... laughin ... and laughin. 
'I was puttin on my clothes by the side of the house when she spoke to me out the window. I didn't see her, 
but I heard her just fine. "Don't let me down, Davey," she said. "Don't let me down, or I'll kill you. And you 
won't die fast. " 
"'I won't let you down, Ardelia," I said, but I didn't turn around to see her hangin out of her bedroom 
window. I knew I couldn't stand to see her even one more time. I'd come to the end of my string. And still 
... part of me wanted to go with her even if it meant goin mad first, and most of me thought I would go with 
her. Unless it was her plan to set me up somehow, to leave me holdin the bag for all of it. I wouldn't have 
put it past her. I wouldn't have put nothin past her. 
'I set off through the corn back toward Junction City. Usually those walks would sober me up a little, and 
I'd sweat out the worst of the hangover. Not that day, though. Twice I had to stop to vomit, and the second 
time I didn't think I was goin to be able to quit. I finally did, but I could see blood all over the corn I'd 
stopped to kneel in, and by the time I got back to town, my head was achin worse than ever and my vision 
was doubled. I thought I was dyin, but I still couldn't stop thinkin about what she'd said: Do whatever you 
want to her, but you make sure that the last thing you do is cut her throat. 
'I didn't want to hurt Tansy Power, but I thought I was goin to, just the same. I wouldn't be able to stand 
against what Ardelia wanted ... and then I would be damned forever. And the worst thing, I thought, might 
be if Ardelia was tellin the truth, and I just went on livin ... livin almost forever with that thing on my mind. 
'In those days, there was two freight depots at the station, and a loadin dock that wasn't much used on the 
north side of the second one. I crawled under there and fell asleep for a couple of hours. When I woke up, I 
felt a little better. I knew there wasn't any way I could stop her or myself, so I set out for John Power's 
house, to find that little girl and snatch her away. I walked right through downtown, not lookin at anyone, 
and all I kept thinkin over and over was, "I can make it quick for her - I can do that, at least. I'll snap her 
neck in a wink and she'll never know a thing." ' 
Dave produced his bandanna again and wiped his forehead with a hand which was shaking badly. 
'I got as far as the five-and-dime. It's gone now, but in those days it was the last business on O'Kane Street 
before you got into the residential district again. I had less than four blocks to go, and I thought that when I 
got to the Power's house, I'd see Tansy in the yard. She'd be alone . and the woods weren't far. 
'Only I looked into the five-and-dime show window and what I saw stopped me cold. It was a pile of dead 
children, all staring eyes, tangled arms, and busted legs. I let out a little scream and clapped my hands 
against my mouth. I closed my eyes tight. When I looked again, I saw it was a bunch of dolls old Mrs Seger 
was gettin ready to make into a display. She saw me and flapped one of em at me - get away, you old 
drunk. But I didn't. I kept lookin in at those dolls. I tried to tell myself dolls were all they were; anyone 
could see that. But when I closed my eyes tight and then opened em again, they were dead bodies again. 
Mrs Seger was settin up a bunch of little corpses in the window of the five-and-dime and didn't even know 
it. It came to me that someone was tryin to send me a message, and that maybe the message was that it 
wasn't too late, even then. Maybe I couldn't stop Ardelia, but maybe I could. And even if I couldn't, maybe 
I could keep from bein dragged into the pit after her. 
'That was the first time I really prayed, Sarah. I prayed for strength. I didn't want to kill Tansy Power, but it 
was more than that - I wanted to save them all if I could. 
'I started back toward the Texaco station a block down - it was where the Piggly Wiggly is now. On the 
way I stopped and picked a few pebbles out of the gutter. There was a phone booth by the side of the 
station - and it's still there today, now that I think of it. I got there and then realized I didn't have a cent. As 
a last resort, I felt in the coin return. There was a dime in there. Ever since that morning, when somebody 
tells me they don't believe there's a God, I think of how I felt when I poked my fingers into that coin-return 
slot and found that ten-cent piece. 
'I thought about calling Mrs Power, then decided it'd be better to call the Sheriff's Office. Someone would 
pass the message on to John Power, and if he was as suspicious as Ardelia seemed to think, he might take 
the proper steps. I closed the door of the booth and looked up the number - this was back in the days when 
you could sometimes still find a telephone book in a telephone booth, if you were lucky - and then, before I 
dialled it, I stuck the pebbles I'd picked up in my mouth. 
'John Power himself answered the phone, and I think now that's why Patsy 
Harrigan and Tom Gibson died ... why John Power himself died ... and why Ardelia wasn't stopped then 
and there. I expected the dispatcher, you see - it was Hannah Verrill in those days - and I'd tell her what I 
had to say, and she'd pass it on to the deputy. 
'Instead, I beard this hard don't-fuck-with-me voice say, "Sheriffs Office, Deputy Power speaking, how can 
I help you?" I almost swallowed the mouthful of pebbles I had, and for a minute I couldn't say anything. 
'He goes "Damn kids," and I knew he was gettin ready to hang up. 
' "Wait!" I says. The pebbles made it sound like I was talkin through a mouthful of cotton. "Don't hang up, 
Deputy!" 
"Who is this?" he asked. 
"Never mind," I says back. "Get your daughter out of town, if you value her, and whatever you do, don't let 
her near the Library. It's serious. She's in danger." 
'And then I hung up. just like that. If Hannah had answered, I think I would have told more. I would have 
spoken names - Tansy's, Tom's, Patsy's ... and Ardelia's, too. But he scared me - I felt like if I stayed on that 
line, he'd be able to look right through it and see me on the other end, standin in that booth and stinkin like 
a bag of used-up peaches. 
'I spat the pebbles out into my palm and got out of the booth in a hurry. Her power over me was broken - 
makin the call had done that much, anyway - but I was in a panic. Did you ever see a bird that's flown into 
a garage and goes swoopin around, bashin itself against the walls, it's so crazy to get out? That's what I was 
like. All of a sudden I wasn't worryin about Patsy Harrigan, or Tom Gibson, or even Tansy Power. I felt 
like Ardelia was the one who was lookin at me, that Ardelia knew what I'd done, and she'd be after me. 
'I wanted to hide - hell, I needed to hide. I started walkin down Main Street, and by the time I got to the 
end, I was almost runnin. By then Ardelia had gotten all mixed up in my mind with the Library Policeman 
and the dark man - the one who was drivin the steamroller, and the car with Simple Simon on it. I expected 
to see all three of them turn onto Main Street in the dark man's old Buick, lookin for me. I got out to the 
railway depot and crawled under the loadin platform again. I huddled up in there, shiverin and shakin, even 
cryin a little, waitin for her to show up and do for me. I kept thinkin I'd look up and I'd see her face pokin 
under the platform's concrete skirt, her eyes all red and glaring, her mouth turnin into that horn thing. 
'I crawled all the way to the back, and I found half a jug of wine under a pile of dead leaves and old 
spiderwebs. I'd stashed it back there God knows when and forgot all about it. I drank the wine in about 
three long swallows. Then I started to crawl back to the front of that space under the platform, but halfway 
there I passed out. When I woke up again, I thought at first that no time at all had gone by, because the light 
and the shadows were just about the same. Only my headache was gone, and my belly was roarin for food.' 
'You'd slept the clock around, hadn't you?' Naomi guessed. 
'No - almost twice around. I'd made my call to the Sheriffs Office around ten o'clock on Monday mornin. 
When I came to under the loadin platform with that empty jug of wine still in my hand, it was just past 
seven on Wednesday morning. Only it wasn't sleep, not really. You have to remember that I hadn't been on 
an all-day drunk or even a week-long toot. I'd been roaring drunk for the best part of two years, and that 
wasn't all - there was Ardelia, and the Library, and the kids, and Story Hour. It was two years on a merrygo-
round in hell. I think the part of my mind that still wanted to live and be sane decided the only thing to 
do was to pull the plug for awhile and shut down. And when I woke up, it was all over. They hadn't found 
the bodies of Patsy Harrigan and Tom Gibson yet, but it was over, just the same. And I knew it even before 
I poked my head out from under the loadin platform. There was an empty place in me, like an empty socket 
in your gum after a tooth falls out. Only that empty place was in my mind. And I understood. She was gone. 
Ardelia was gone. 
'I crawled out from under and almost fainted again from hunger. I saw Brian Kelly, who used to be 
freightmaster back in those days. He was countin sacks of somethin on the other loadin platform and makin 
marks on a clipboard. I managed to walk over to him. He saw me, and an expression of disgust came over 
his face. There had been a time when we'd bought each other drinks in The Domino - a roadhouse that 
burned down long before your time, Sam - but those days were long gone. All he saw was a dirty, filthy 
drunk with leaves and dirt in his hair, a drunk that stank of piss and Old Duke. 
' "Get outta here, daddy-O, or I'll call the cops," he says. 
'That day was another first for me. One thing about bein a drunk - you're always breakin new ground. That 
was the first time I ever begged for money. I asked him if he could spare a quarter so I could get a cuppa 
joe and some toast at the Route 32 Diner. He dug into his pocket and brought out some change. He didn't 
hand it to me; he just tossed it in my general direction. I had to get down in the cinders and grub for it. I 
don't think he threw the money to shame me. He just didn't want to touch me. I don't blame him, either. 
'When he saw I had the money he said, "Get in the wind, daddy-O. And if I see you down here again, I will 
call the cops." 
' "You bet," I said, and went on my way. He never even knew who I was, and I'm glad. 
'About halfway to the diner, I passed one of those newspaper boxes, and I seen that day's Gazette inside. 
That was when I realized I'd been out of it two days instead of just one. The date didn't mean much to me - 
by then I wasn't much interested in calendars - but I knew it was Monday morning when Ardelia booted me 
out of her bed for the last time and I made that call. 
Then I saw the headlines. I'd slept through just about the biggest day for news in Junction City's history, it 
seemed like. SEARCH FOR MISSING CHILDREN CONTINUES, it said on one side. There was pictures 
of Tom Gibson and Patsy Harrigan. The headline on the other side read COUNTY CORONER SAYS 
DEPUTY DIED OF HEART ATTACK. Below that one there was a picture of John Power. 
'I took one of the papers and left a nickel on top of the pile, which was how it was done back in the days 
when people still mostly trusted each other. Then I sat down, right there on the curb, and read both stories. 
The one about the kids was shorter. The thing was, nobody was very worried about em just yet - Sheriff 
Beeman was treatin it as a runaway case. 
'She'd picked the right kids, all right; those two really were brats, and birds of a feather flock together. They 
was always chummin around. They lived on the same block, and the story said they'd gotten in trouble the 
week before when Patsy Harrigan's mother caught em smokin cigarettes in the back shed. The Gibson boy 
had a no-account uncle with a farm in Nebraska, and Norm Beeman was pretty sure that's where they were 
headed - I told you he wasn't much in the brains department. But how could he know? And he was right 
about one thing -they weren't the kind of kids who fall down wells or get drownded swimmin in the 
Proverbia River. But I knew where they were, and I knew Ardelia had beaten the clock again. I knew they'd 
find all three of them together, and later on that day, they did. I'd saved Tansy Power, and I'd saved myself, 
but I couldn't find much consolation in that. 
'The story about Deputy Power was longer. It was the second one, because Power had been found late 
Monday afternoon. His death'd been reported in Tuesday's paper, but not the cause. He'd been found 
slumped behind the wheel of his cruiser about a mile west of the Orday farm. That was a place I knew 
pretty well, because it was where I usually left the road and went into the corn on my way to Ardelia's. 
'I could fill in the blanks pretty well. John Power wasn't a man to let the grass grow under his feet, and he 
must have headed out to Ardelia's house almost as soon as I hung up that pay telephone beside the Texaco 
station. He might have called his wife first, and told her to keep Tansy in the house until she heard from 
him. That wasn't in the paper, of course, but I bet he did. 
'When he got there, she must have known that I'd told on her and the game was up. So she killed him. She 
... she hugged him to death, the way she did Mr Lavin. He had a lot of hard bark on him, just like I told her, 
but a maple tree has hard bark on it, too, and you can still get the sap to run out of it, if you drive your plug 
in deep enough. I imagine she drove hers plenty deep. 
'When he was dead, she must have driven him in his own cruiser out to the place where he was found. Even 
though that road - Garson Road - wasn't much travelled back then, it still took a heap of guts to do that. But 
what else could she do? Call the Sheriffs Office and tell em John Power'd had a heart attack while he was 
talkin to her? That would have started up a lot more questions at the very time when she didn't want nobody 
thinkin of her at all. And, you know, even Norm Beeman would have been curious about why John Power 
had been in such a tearin hurry to talk to the city librarian. 
'So she drove him out Garson Road almost to the Orday farm, parked his cruiser in the ditch, and then she 
went back to her own house the same way I always went - through the corn.' 
Dave looked from Sam to Naomi and then back to Sam again. 
'I'll bet I know what she did next, too. I'll bet she started lookin for me. 
'I don't mean she jumped in her car and started drivin around Junction City, pokin her head into all my 
usual holes; she didn't have to. Time and time again over those years she would show up where I was when 
she wanted me, or she would send one of the kids with a folded-over note. Didn't matter if I was sittin in a 
pile of boxes behind the barber shop or fishin out at Grayling's Stream or if I was just drunk behind the 
freight depot, she knew where I was to be found. That was one of her talents. 
'Not that last time, though - the time she wanted to find me most of all - and I think I know why. I told you 
that I didn't fall asleep or even black out after makin that call; it was more like goin into a coma, or bein 
dead. And when she turned whatever eye she had in her mind outward, looking for me, it couldn't see me. I 
don't know how many times that day and that night her eye might have passed right over where I lay, and I 
don't want to know. I only know if she'd found me, it wouldn't have been any kid with a foldedover note 
that showed up. It would have been her, and I can't even imagine what she would have done to me for 
interfering with her plans the way I did. 
'She probably would have found me anyway if she'd had more time, but she didn't. Her plans were laid, that 
was one thing. And then there was the way her change was speedin up. Her time of sleep was comin on, 
and she couldn't waste time lookin for me. Besides, she must have known she'd have another chance, 
further up the line. And now her chance has come.' 
'I don't understand what you mean,' Sam said. 
'Of course you do,' Dave replied. 'Who took the books that have put you in this jam? Who sent em to the 
pulper, along with your newspapers? I did. Don't you think she knows that?' 
'Do you think that she still wants you?' Naomi asked. 
'Yes, but not the way she did. Now she only wants to kill me.' His head turned and his bright, sorrowful 
eyes gazed into Sam's. 'You're the one she wants now.' 
Sam laughed uneasily. 'I'm sure she was a firecracker thirty years ago,' he said, 'but the lady has aged. She's 
really not my type.' 
'I guess you don't understand after all,' Dave said. 'She doesn't want to fuck you, Sam; she wants to be you.' 
10 
After a few moments Sam said, 'Wait. just hold on a second.' 
'You've heard me, but you haven't taken it to heart the way you need to,' Dave told him. His voice was 
patient but weary; terribly weary. 'So let me tell you a little more. 
'After Ardelia killed John Power, she put him far enough away so she wouldn't be the first one to fall under 
suspicion. Then she went ahead and opened the Library that afternoon, just like always. Part of it was 
because a guilty person looks more suspicious if they swerve away from their usual routines, but that wasn't 
all of it. Her change was right upon her, and she had to have those children's lives. Don't even think about 
asking me why, because I don't know. Maybe she's like a bear that has to stuff itself before it goes into 
hibernation. All I can be sure of is that she had to make sure there was a Story Hour that Monday afternoon 
. . . and she did. 
'Sometime during that Story Hour, when all the kids were sittin around her in the trance she could put em 
into, she told Tom and Patsy that she wanted em to come to the Library on Tuesday morning, even though 
the Library was closed Tuesdays and Thursdays in the summer. They did, and she did for em, and then she 
went to sleep ... that sleep that looks so much like death. And now you come along, Sam, thirty years later. 
You know me, and Ardelia still owes me a settling up, so that is a start ... but there's something a lot better 
than that. You also know about the Library Police.' 
'I don't know how -' 
'No, you don't know how you know, and that makes you even better. Because secrets that are so bad that we 
even have to hide them from ourselves ... for someone like Ardelia Lortz, those are the best secrets of all. 
Plus, look at the bonuses - you're young, you're single, and you have no close friends. That's true, isn't it?' 
'I would have said so until today,' Sam said after a moment's thought. 'I would have said the only good 
friends I made since I came to Junction City have moved away. But I consider you and Naomi my friends, 
Dave. I consider you very good friends indeed. The best.' 
Naomi took Sam's hand and squeezed it briefly. 
'I appreciate that,' Dave said, 'but it doesn't matter, because she intends to do for me and Sarah as well. The 
more the merrier, as she told me once. She has to take lives to get through her time of change ... and waking 
up must be a time of change for her, too.' 
'You're saying that she means to possess Sam somehow, aren't you?' Naomi asked. 
'I think I mean a little more than that, Sarah. I think she means to destroy whatever there is inside Sam that 
makes him Sam - I think she means to clean him out the way a kid cleans out a pumpkin to make a 
Halloween jack-o-lantern, and then she's going to put him on like you'd put on a suit of new clothes. And 
after that happens - if it does - he'll go on lookin like a man named Sam Peebles, but he won't be a man 
anymore, no more than Ardelia Lortz was ever a woman. There's somethin not human, some it hidin inside 
her skin, and I think I always knew that. It's inside . . . but it's forever an outsider. Where did Ardelia Lortz 
come from? Where did she live before she came to Junction City? I think, if you checked, you'd find that 
everything she put on the references she showed Mr Lavin was a lie, and that nobody in town really knew. I 
think it was John Power's curiosity about that very thing that sealed his fate. But I think there was a real 
Ardelia Lortz at one time . . . in Pass Christian, Mississippi ... or Harrisburg, Pennsylvania ... or Portland, 
Maine ... and the it took her over and put her on. Now she wants to do it again. If we let that happen, I think 
that later this year, in some other town, in San Francisco, California ... or Butte, Montana ... or Kingston, 
Rhode Island ... a man named Sam Peebles will show up. Most people will like him. Children in particular 
will like him ... although they may be afraid of him, too, in some way they don't understand and can't talk 
about. 
'And, of course, he will be a librarian.' 
CHAPTER 12 
By Air to Des Moines 
1 
Sam looked at his wristwatch and was astounded to see it was almost 3:00 P.M. Midnight was only nine 
hours away, and then the tall man with the silver eyes would be back. Or Ardelia Lortz would be back. Or 
maybe both of them together. 
'What do you think I should do, Dave? Go out to the local graveyard and find Ardelia's body and pound a 
stake through her heart?' 
'A good trick if you could do it,' he replied, 'since the lady was cremated.' 
'Oh,' Sam said. He settled back into his chair with a little helpless sigh. 
Naomi took his hand again. 'In any case, you won't be doing anything alone,' she said firmly. 'Dave says 
she means to do us as well as you, but that's almost beside the point. Friends stand by when there's trouble. 
That's the point. What else are they for?' 
Sam lifted her hand to his lips and kissed it. 'Thank you - but I don't know what you can do. Or me, either. 
There doesn't seem to be anything to do. Unless . . .' He looked at Dave hopefully. 'Unless I ran?' 
Dave shook his head. 'She - or it - sees. I told you that. I guess you could drive most of the way to Denver 
before midnight if you really put your foot down and the cops didn't catch you, but Ardelia Lortz would be 
right there to greet you when you got out of your car. Or you'd look over in some dark mile and see the 
Library Policeman sittin next to you on the seat.' 
The thought of that - the white face and silver eyes, illuminated only by the green glow of the dashboard 
lights - made Sam shiver. 
'What, then?' 
'I think you both know what has to be done first,' Dave said. He drank the last of his iced tea and then set 
the glass on the porch. 'Just think a minute, and you'll see.' 
Then they all looked out toward the grain elevator for awhile. Sam's mind was a roaring confusion; all he 
could catch hold of were isolated snatches of Dave Duncan's story and the voice of the Library Policeman, 
with his strange little lisp, saying I don't want to hear your thick ecthcuses ... You have until midnight ... 
then I come again. 
It was on Naomi's face that light suddenly dawned. 
'Of course!' she said. 'How stupid! But . . .' 
She asked Dave a question, and Sam's own eyes widened in understanding. 
'There's a place in Des Moines, as I recall,' Dave said. 'Pell's. If any place can help, it'll be them. Why don't 
you make a call, Sarah?' 
2 
When she was gone, Sam said: 'Even if they can help, I don't think we could get there before the close of 
business hours. I can try, I suppose . . .' 
'I never expected you'd drive,' Dave said. 'No - you and Sarah have to go out to the Proverbia Airport.' 
Sam blinked. 'I didn't know there was an airport in Proverbia.' 
Dave smiled. 'Well ... I guess that is stretchin it a little. There's a half-mile of packed dirt Stan Soames calls 
a runway. Stan's front parlor is the office of Western Iowa Air Charter. You and Sarah talk to Stan. He's got 
a little Navajo. He'll take you to Des Moines and have you back by eight o'clock, nine at the latest.' 
'What if he's not there?' 
'Then we'll try to figure out somethin else. I think he will be, though. The only thing Stan loves more than 
flyin is farmin, and come the spring of the year, farmers don't stray far. He'll probably tell you he can't take 
you because of his garden, come to that - he'll say you shoulda made an appointment a few days in advance 
so he could get the Carter boy to come over and babysit his back ninety. If he says that, you tell him Dave 
Duncan sent you, and Dave says it's time to pay for the baseballs. Can you remember that?' 
'Yes, but what does it mean?' 
'Nothing that concerns this business,' Dave said. 'He'll take you, that's the important thing. And when he 
lands you again, never mind comin here. You and Sarah drive straight into town.' 
Sam felt dread begin to seep into his body. 'To the Library.' 
'That's right.' 
'Dave, what Naomi said about friends is all very sweet - and maybe even true -but I think I have to take it 
from here. Neither one of you has to be a part of this. I was the one responsible for stirring her up again -' 
Dave reached out and seized Sam's wrist in a grip of surprising strength. 'If you really think that, you 
haven't heard a word I've said. You're not responsible for anything. I carry the deaths of John Power and 
two little children on my conscience - not to mention the terrors I don't know how many other children may 
have suffered - but I'm not responsible, either. Not really. I didn't set out to be Ardelia Lortz's companion 
any more than I set out to be a thirty-year drunk. Both things just happened. But she bears me a grudge, and 
she will be back for me, Sam. If I'm not with you when she comes, she'll visit me first. And I won't be the 
only one she visits. Sarah was right, Sam. She and I don't have to stay close to protect you; the three of us 
have to stay close to protect each other. Sarah knows about Ardelia, don't you see? If Ardelia don't know 
that already, she will as soon as she shows up tonight. She plans to go on from Junction City as you, Sam. 
Do you think she'll leave anybody behind who knows her new identity?' 
'But -' 
'But nothing,' Dave said. 'In the end it comes down to a real simple choice, one even an old souse like me 
can understand: we share this together or we're gonna die at her hands.' 
He leaned forward. 
'If you want to save Sarah from Ardelia, Sam, forget about bein a hero and start rememberin who your 
Library Policeman was. You have to. Because I don't believe Ardelia can take just anyone. There's only one 
coincidence in this business, but it's a killer: once you had a Library Policeman, too. And you have to get 
that memory back.' 
'I've tried,' Sam said, and knew that was a lie. Because every time he turned his mind toward 
(come with me, son ... I'm a poleethman) 
that voice, it shied away. He tasted red licorice, which he had never eaten and always hated . . . and that 
was all. 
'You have to try harder,' Dave said, 'or there's no hope.' 
Sam drew in a deep breath and let it out. Dave's hand touched the back of his neck, then squeezed it gently. 
'It's the key to this,' Dave said. 'You may even find it's the key to everything that has troubled you in your 
life. To your loneliness and your sadness.' 
Sam looked at him, startled. Dave smiled. 
'Oh yes,' he said. 'You're lonely, you're sad, and you're closed off from other people. You talk a good game, 
but you don't walk what you talk. Up until today I wasn't nothing to you but Dirty Dave who comes to get 
your papers once a month, but a man like me sees a lot, Sam. And it takes one to know one.' 
'The key to everything,' Sam mused. He wondered if there really were such conveniences, outside of 
popular novels and movies-of-the-week populated with Brave Psychiatrists and Troubled Patients. 
'It's true,' Dave persisted. 'Such things are dreadful in their power, Sam. I don't blame you for not wantin to 
search for it. But you can, you know, if You want to. You have that choice.' 
'Is that something else you learn in AA, Dave?' 
He smiled. 'Well, they teach it there,' he said, 'but that's one I guess I always knew.' 
Naomi came out onto the porch again. She was smiling and her eyes were sparkling. 
'Ain't she some gorgeous?' Dave asked quietly. 
'Yes,' Sam said. 'She sure is.' He was clearly aware of two things: that he was falling in love, and that Dave 
Duncan knew it. 
3 
'The man took so long checking that I got worried,' she said, 'but we're in luck.' 
'Good,' Dave said. 'You two are goin out to see Stan Soames, then. Does the Library still close at eight 
durin the school year, Sarah?' 
'Yes - I'm pretty sure it does.' 
'I'll be payin a visit there around five o'clock, then. I'll meet you in back, where the loadin platform is, 
between eight and nine. Nearer eight would be better - n safer. For Christ's sake, try not to be late.' 
'How will we get in?' Sam asked. 
'I'll take care of that, don't worry. You just get goin.' 
'Maybe we ought to call this guy Soames from here,' Sam said. 'Make sure he's available.' 
Dave shook his head. 'Won't do no good. Stan's wife left him for another man four years ago - claimed he 
was married to his work, which always makes a good excuse for a woman who's got a yen to make a 
change. There aren't any kids. He'll be out in his field. Go on, now. Daylight's wastin.' 
Naomi bent over and kissed Dave's cheek. 'Thank you for telling us,' she said. 
'I'm glad I did it. It's made me feel ever so much better.' 
Sam started to offer Dave his hand, then thought better of it. He bent over the old man and hugged him. 
4 
Stan Soames was a tall, rawboned man with angry eyes burning out of a gentle face, a man who already 
had his summer sunburn although calendar spring had not yet run its first month. Sam and Naomi found 
him in the field behind his house, just as Dave had told them they would. Seventy yards north of Soames's 
idling, mud-splashed Rototiller, Sam could see what looked like a dirt road ... but since there was a small 
airplane with a tarpaulin thrown over it at one end and a windsock fluttering from a rusty pole at the other, 
he assumed it was the Proverbia Airport's single runway. 
'Can't do it,' Soames said. 'I got fifty acres to turn this week and nobody but me to do it. You should have 
called a couple-three days ahead.' 
'It's an emergency,' Naomi said. 'Really, Mr Soames.' 
He sighed and spread his arms, as if to encompass his entire farm. 'You want to know what an emergency 
is?' he asked. 'What the government's doing to farms like this and people like me. That's a dad-ratted 
emergency. Look, there's a fellow over in Cedar Rapids who might -' 
'We don't have time to go to Cedar Rapids,' Sam said. 'Dave told us you'd probably say -' 
'Dave?' Stan Soames turned to him with more interest than he had heretofore shown. 'Dave who?' 
'Duncan. He told me to say it's time to pay for the baseballs.' 
Soames's brows drew down. His hands rolled themselves up into fists, and for just a moment Sam thought 
the man was going to slug him. Then, abruptly, he laughed and shook his head. 
'After all these years, Dave Duncan pops outta the woodwork with his IOU rolled up in his hand! Goddam!' 
He began walking toward the Rototiller. He turned his head to them as he did, yelling to make himself 
heard over the machine's enthusiastic blatting. 'Walk on over to the airplane while I put this goddam thing 
away! Mind the boggy patch lust on the edge of the runway, or it'll suck your damned shoes off!' 
Soames threw the Rototiller into gear. It was hard to tell with all the noise, but Sam thought he was still 
laughing. 'I thought that drunk old bastard was gonna die before I could quit evens with him!' 
He roared past them toward his barn, leaving Sam and Naomi looking at each other. 
'What was that all about?' Naomi asked. 
'I don't know - Dave wouldn't tell me.' He offered her his arm. 'Madam, will you walk with me?' 
She took it. 'Thank you, sir.' 
They did their best to skirt the mucky place Stan Soames had told them about, but didn't entirely make it. 
Naomi's foot went in to the ankle, and the mud pulled her loafer off when she jerked her foot back. Sam 
bent down, got it, and then swept Naomi into his arms. 
'Sam, no!' she cried, startled into laughter. 'You'll break your back!' 
'Nope,' he said. 'You're light.' 
She was . . . and his head suddenly felt light, too. He carried her up the graded slope of the runway to the 
airplane and set her on her feet. Naomi's eyes looked up into his with calmness and a sort of luminous 
clarity. Without thinking, he bent and kissed her. After a moment, she put her arms around his neck and 
kissed him back. 
When he looked at her again, he was slightly out of breath. Naomi was smiling. 
'You can call me Sarah anytime you want to,' she said. Sam laughed and kissed her again. 
5 
Riding in the Navajo behind Stan Soames was like riding piggyback on a pogo stick. They bounced and 
jounced on uneasy tides of spring air, and Sam thought once or twice that they might cheat Ardelia in a way 
not even that strange creature could have foreseen: by spreading themselves all over an Iowa cornfield. 
Stan Soames didn't seem to be worried, however; he bawled out such hoary old ballads as 'Sweet Sue' and 
'The Sidewalks of New York' at the top of his voice as the Navajo lurched toward Des Moines. Naomi was 
transfixed, peering out of her window at the roads and fields and houses below with her hands cupped to 
the sides of her face to cut the glare. 
At last Sam tapped her on the shoulder. 'You act like you've never flown before!' he yelled over the 
mosquito-drone of the engine. 
She turned briefly toward him and grinned like an enraptured schoolgirl. 'I haven't!' she said, and returned 
at once to the view. 
'I'll be damned,' Sam said, and then tightened his seatbelt as the plane took another of its gigantic, bucking 
leaps. 
6 
It was twenty past four when the Navajo skittered down from the sky and landed at County Airport in Des 
Moines. Soames taxied to the Civil Air Terminal, killed the engine, then opened the door. Sam was a little 
amused at the twinge of jealousy he felt as Soames put his hands on Naomi's waist to help her down. 
'Thank you!' she gasped. Her cheeks were now deeply flushed and her eyes were dancing. 'That was 
wonderful!' 
Soames smiled, and suddenly he looked forty instead of sixty. 'I've always liked it myself,' he said, 'and it 
beats spendin an afternoon abusin my kidneys on that Rototiller ... I have to admit that.' He looked from 
Naomi to Sam. 'Can you tell me what this big emergency is? I'll help if I can - I owe Dave a little more'n a 
puddle-jump from Proverbia to Des Moines and back again.' 
'We need to go into town,' Sam said. 'To a place called Pell's Book Shop. They're holding a couple of books 
for us.' 
Stan Soames looked at them, eyes wide. 'Come again?' 
'Pell's -' 
'I know Pell's,' he said. 'New books out front, old books in the back. Biggest Selection in the Midwest, the 
ads say. What I'm tryin to get straight is this: you took me away from my garden and got me to fly you all 
the way across the state to get a couple of books?' 
'They're very important books, Mr Soames,' Naomi said. She touched one of his rough farmer's hands. 
'Right now, they're just about the most important things in my life . . . or Sam's.' 
'Dave's, too,' Sam said. 
'If you told me what was going on,' Soames asked, 'would I be apt to understand it?' 
'No,' Sam said. 
'No,' Naomi agreed, and smiled a little. 
Soames blew a deep sigh out of his wide nostrils and stuffed his hands into the pockets of his pants. 'Well, I 
guess it don't matter that much, anyway. I've owed Dave this one for ten years, and there have been times 
when it's weighed on my mind pretty heavy.' He brightened. 'And I got to give a pretty young lady her first 
airplane ride. The only thing prettier than a girl after her first plane ride is a girl after her first -' 
He stopped abruptly and scuffed at the tar with his shoes. Naomi looked discreetly off toward the horizon. 
Just then a fuel truck drove up. Soames walked over quickly and fell into deep conversation with the driver. 
Sam said, 'You had quite an effect on our fearless pilot.' 
'Maybe I did, at that,' she said. 'I feel wonderful, Sam. Isn't that crazy?' 
He stroked an errant lock of her hair back into place behind her ear. 'It's been a crazy day. The craziest day 
I can ever remember.' 
But the inside voice spoke then - it drifted up from that deep place where great objects were still in motion - 
and told him that wasn't quite true. There was one other that had been just as crazy. More crazy. The day of 
The Black Arrow and the red licorice. 
That strange, stifled panic rose in him again, and he closed his ears to that voice. 
If you want to save Sarah from Ardelia, Sam, forget about bein a hero and start rememberin who your 
Library Policeman was. 
I don't! I can't! I ... I mustn't! 
You have to get that memory back. 
I mustn't! It's not allowed! 
You have to try harder or there's no hope. 
'I really have to go home now,' Sam Peebles muttered. 
Naomi, who had strolled away to look at the Navajo's wing-flaps, heard him and came back. 
'Did you say something?' 
'Nothing. It doesn't matter.' 
'You look very pale.' 
'I'm very tense,' he said edgily. 
Stan Soames returned. He cocked a thumb at the driver of the fuel truck. 'Dawson says I can borrow his car. 
I'll run you into town.' 
'We could call a cab -' Sam began. 
Naomi was shaking her head. 'Time's too short for that,' she said. 'Thank you very much, Mr Soames.' 
'Aw, hell,' Soames said, and then flashed her a little-boy grin. 'You go on and call me Stan. Let's go. 
Dawson says there's low pressure movin in from Colorado. I want to get back to Junction City before the 
rain starts.' 
7 
Pell's was a big barnlike structure on the edge of the Des Moines business district - the very antithesis of 
the mall-bred chain bookstore. Naomi asked for Mike. She was directed to the customer-service desk, a 
kiosk which stood like a customs booth between the section which sold new books and the larger one 
which sold old books. 
'My name is Naomi Higgins. I talked to you on the telephone earlier?' 
'Ah, yes,' Mike said. He rummaged on one of his cluttered shelves and brought out two books. One was 
Best Loved Poems of the American People; the other was The Speaker's Companion, edited by Kent 
Adelmen. Sam Peebles had never been so glad to see two books in his life, and he found himself fighting 
an impulse to snatch them from the clerk's hands and hug them to his chest. 
'Best Loved Poems is easy,' Mike said, 'but The Speaker's Companion is out of print. I'd guess Pell's is the 
only bookshop between here and Denver with a copy as nice as this one ... except for library copies, of 
course.' 
'They both look great to me,' Sam said with deep feeling. 
'Is it a gift?' 
'Sort of.' 
'I can have it gift-wrapped for you, if you like; it would only take a second.' 
'That won't be necessary,' Naomi said. 
The combined price of the books was twenty-two dollars and fifty-seven cents. 
'I can't believe it,' Sam said as they left the store and walked towards the place where Stan Soames had 
parked the borrowed car. He held the bag tightly in one hand. 'I can't believe it's as simple as just ... just 
returning the books.' 
'Don't worry,' Naomi said. 'It won't be.' 
8 
As they drove back to the airport, Sam asked Stan Soames if he could tell them about Dave and the 
baseballs. 
'If it's personal, that's okay. I'm just curious.' 
Soames glanced at the bag Sam held in his lap. 'I'm sorta curious about those, too,' he said. 'I'll make you a 
deal. The thing with the baseballs happened ten years ago. I'll tell you about that if you'll tell me about the 
books ten years from now.' 
'Deal,' Naomi said from the back seat, and then added what Sam himself had been thinking. 'If we're all still 
around, of course.' 
Soames laughed. 'Yeah . . . I suppose there's always that possibility, isn't there?' 
Sam nodded. 'Lousy things sometimes happen.' 
'They sure do. One of em happened to my only boy in 1980. The doctors called it leukemia, but it's really 
just what you said - one of those lousy things that sometimes happens.' 
'Oh, I'm so sorry,' Naomi said. 
'Thanks. Every now and then I start to think I'm over it, and then it gets on my blind side and hits me again. 
I guess some things take a long time to shake out, and some things don't ever shake out.' 
Some things don't ever shake out. 
Come with me, son ... I'm a poleethman. 
I really have to go home now ... is my fine paid? 
Sam touched the corner of his mouth with a trembling hand. 
'Well, hell, I'd known Dave a long time before it ever happened,' Stan Soames said. They passed a sign 
which read AIRPORT 3 MI. 'We grew up together, went to school together, sowed a mess of wild oats 
together. The only thing was, I reaped my crop and quit. Dave just went on sowin.' 
Soames shook his head. 
'Drunk or sober, he was one of the sweetest fellows I ever met. But it got so he was drunk more'n he was 
sober, and we kinda fell out of touch. It seemed like the worst time for him was in the late fifties. During 
those years he was drunk all the time. After that he started going to AA, and he seemed to get a little better 
... but he'd always fall off the wagon with a crash. 
'I got married in '68, and I wanted to ask him to be my best man, but I didn't dare. As it happened, he turned 
up sober - that time - but you couldn't trust him to turn up sober.' 
'I know what you mean,' Naomi said quietly. 
Stan Soames laughed. 'Well, I sort of doubt that - a little sweetie like you wouldn't know what miseries a 
dedicated boozehound can get himself into - but take it from me. If I'd asked Dave to stand up for me at the 
wedding, Laura - that's my ex - would have shit bricks. But Dave did come, and I saw him a little more 
frequently after our boy Joe was born in 1970. Dave seemed to have a special feeling for all kids during 
those years when he was trying to pull himself out of the bottle. 
'The thing Joey loved most was baseball. He was nuts for it - he collected sticker books, chewing-gum 
cards ... he even pestered me to get a satellite dish so we could watch all the Royals games - the Royals 
were his favorites - and the Cubs, too, on WGN from Chicago. By the time he was eight, he knew the 
averages of all the Royals starting players, and the won-lost records of damn near every pitcher in the 
American League. Dave and I took him to games three or four times. It was a lot like taking a kid on a 
guided tour of heaven. Dave took him alone twice, when I had to work. Laura had a cow about that - said 
he'd show up drunk as a skunk, with the boy left behind, wandering the streets of KC or sitting in a police 
station somewhere, waiting for someone to come and get him. But nothing like that ever happened. So far 
as I know, Dave never took a drink when he was around the boy. 
'When Joe got the leukemia, the worst part for him was the doctors telling him he wouldn't be able to go to 
any games that year at least until June and maybe not at all. He was more depressed about that than he was 
about having cancer. When Dave came to see him, Joe cried about it. Dave hugged him and said, "If you 
can't go to the games, Joey, that's okay; I'll bring the Royals to you." 
'Joe stared up at him and says, "You mean in person, Uncle Dave?" That's what he called him - Uncle 
Dave. 
"'I can't do that," Dave said, "but I can do somethin almost as good."' 
Soames drove up to the Civil Air Terminal gate and blew the horn. The gate rumbled back on its track and 
he drove out to where the Navajo was parked. He turned off the engine and just sat behind the wheel for a 
moment, looking down at his hands. 
'I always knew Dave was a talented bastard,' he said finally. 'What I don't know is how he did what he did 
so damned fast. All I can figure is that he must have worked days and nights both, because he was done in 
ten days ... and those suckers were good. 
'He knew he had to go fast, though. The doctors had told me and Laura the truth, you see, and I'd told Dave. 
Joe didn't have much chance of pulling through. They'd caught onto what was wrong with him too late. It 
was roaring in his blood like a grassfire. 
'About ten days after Dave made that promise, he comes into my son's hospital room with a paper 
shopping-bag in each arm. "What you got there, Uncle Dave?" Joe asks, sitting up in bed. He had been 
pretty low all that day - mostly because he was losing his hair, I think; in those days if a kid didn't have hair 
most of the way down his back, he was considered to be pretty low-class - but when Dave came in, he 
brightened right up. 
'The Royals, a course," Dave says back. "Didn't I tell you?" 
'Then he put those two shopping-bags down on the bed and spilled em out. And you never, ever, in your 
whole life, saw such an expression on a little boy's face. It lit up like a Christmas tree ... and ... and shit, I 
dunno . . .' 
Stan Soames's voice had been growing steadily thicker. Now he leaned forward against the steering wheel 
of Dawson's Buick so hard that the horn honked. He pulled a large bandanna from his back pocket, wiped 
his eyes with it. then blew his nose. 
Naomi had also leaned forward. She pressed one of her hands against Soames's cheek. 'If this is too hard 
for you, Mr Soames -' 
'No,' he said, and smiled a little. Sam watched as a tear Stan Soames had missed ran its sparkling, unnoticed 
course down his cheek in the late-afternoon sun. 'It's just that it brings him back so. How he was. That 
hurts, miss, but it feels good, too. Those two feelings are all wrapped up together.' 
'I understand,' she said. 
'When Dave tipped over those bags, what spilled out was baseballs - over two dozen of them. But they 
weren't just baseballs, because there was a face painted on every one, and each one was the face of a player 
on the 1980 Kansas City Royals baseball team. They weren't those whatdoyoucallums, caricatures, either. 
They were as good as the faces Norman Rockwell used to paint for the covers of the Saturday Evening 
Post. I've seen Dave's work - the work he did before he got drinking real heavy - and it was good, but none 
of it was as good as this. There was Willie Aikens and Frank White and U. L. Washington and George 
Brett ... Willie Wilson and Amos Otis . . . Dan Quisenberry, lookin as fierce as a gunslinger in an old 
Western movie ... Paul Splittorff and Ken Brett ... I can't remember all the names, but it was the whole 
damned roster, including Jim Frey, the field manager. 
'And sometime between when he finished em and when he gave em to my son, he took em to KC and got 
all the players but one to sign em. The one who didn't was Darrell Porter, the catcher. He was out with the 
flu, and he promised to sign the ball with his face on it as soon as he could. He did, too.' 
'Wow,' Sam said softly. 
'And it was all Dave's doing - the man I hear people in town laugh about and call Dirty Dave. I tell you, 
sometimes when I hear people say that and I remember what he did for Joe when Joey was dying of the 
leukemia, I could -' 
Soames didn't finish, but his hands curled themselves into fists on his broad thighs. And Sam - who had 
used the name himself until today, and laughed with Craig Jones and Frank Stephens over the old drunk 
with his shoppingcart full of newspapers - felt a dull and shameful heat mount into his cheeks. 
'That was a wonderful thing to do, wasn't it?' Naomi asked, and touched Stan Soames's cheek again. She 
was crying. 
'You shoulda seen his face,' Soames said dreamily. 'You wouldn't have believed how he looked, sitting up 
in his bed and looking down at all those faces with their KC baseball caps on their round heads. I can't 
describe it, but I'll never forget it. 
'You shoulda seen his face. 
'Joe got pretty sick before the end, but he didn't ever get too sick to watch the Royals on TV - or listen to 
em on the radio - and he kept those balls all over his room. The windowsill by his bed was the special place 
of honor, though. That's where he'd line up the nine men who were playing in the game he was watching or 
listening to on the radio. If Frey took out the pitcher, Joe would take that one down from the windowsill 
and put up the relief pitcher in his place. And when each man batted, Joe would hold that ball in his hands. 
So -' 
Stan Soames broke off abruptly and hid his face in his bandanna. His chest hitched twice, and Sam could 
see his throat locked against a sob. Then he wiped his eyes again and stuffed the bandanna briskly into his 
back pocket. 
'So now you know why I took you two to Des Moines today, and why I would have taken you to New York 
to pick up those two books if that's where you'd needed to go. It wasn't my treat; it was Dave's. He's a 
special sort of man.' 
'I think maybe you are, too,' Sam said. 
Soames gave him a smile - a strange, crooked smile - and opened the door of Dawson's Buick. 'Well, thank 
you,' he said. 'Thank you kindly. And now I think we ought to be rolling along if we want to beat the rain. 
Don't forget the books, Miss Higgins.' 
'I won't,' Naomi said as she got out with the top of the bag wrapped tightly in her hand. 'Believe me, I 
won't.' 
CHAPTER 13 
The Library Policeman (II) 
1 
Twenty minutes after they took off from Des Moines, Naomi tore herself away from the view - she had 
been tracing Route 79 and marvelling at the toy cars bustling back and forth along it - and turned to Sam. 
What she saw frightened her. He had fallen asleep with his head resting against one of the windows, but 
there was no peace on his face; he looked like a man suffering from deep and private pain. 
Tears trickled slowly from beneath his closed lids and ran down his face. 
She leaned forward to shake him awake and heard him say in a trembling little-boy's voice: 'Am I in 
trouble, sir?' 
The Navajo arrowed its way into the clouds now massing over western Iowa and began to buck, but Naomi 
barely noticed. Her hand paused just above Sam's shoulder for a moment, then withdrew. 
Who was YOUR Library Policeman, Sam? 
Whoever it was, Naomi thought, he's found him again, I think. I think he's with him now. I'm sorry, Sam ... 
but I can't wake you. Not now. Right now I think you're where you're supposed to be ... where you have to 
be. I'm sorry, but dream on. And remember what you dreamed when you wake up. Remember. 
Remember. 
2 
In his dream, Sam Peebles watched as Little Red Riding Hood set off from a gingerbread house with a 
covered basket over one arm; she was bound for Gramma's house, where the wolf was waiting to eat her 
from the feet up. It would finish by scalping her and then eating her brains out of her skull with a long 
wooden spoon. 
Except none of that was right, because Little Red Riding Hood was a boy in this dream and the gingerbread 
house was the two-story duplex in St Louis where he had lived with his mother after Dad died and there 
was no food in the covered basket. There was a book in the basket, The Black Arrow by Robert Louis 
Stevenson, and he had read it, every word, and he was not bound for Gramma's house but for the Briggs 
Avenue Branch of the St Louis Public Library, and he had to hurry because his book was already four days 
overdue. 
This was a watching dream. 
He watched as Little White Walking Sam waited at the comer of Dunbar Street and Johnstown Avenue for 
the light to change. He watched as he scampered across the street with the book in his hand ... the basket 
was gone now. He watched as Little White Walking Sam went into the Dunbar Street News and then he 
was inside, too, smelling the old mingled smells of camphor, candy, and pipe tobacco, watching as Little 
White Walking Sam approached the counter with a nickle package of Bull's Eye red licorice - his favorite. 
He watched as the little boy carefully removed the dollar bill his mother had tucked into the card-pocket in 
the back of The Black Arrow. He watched as the clerk took the dollar and returned ninety-five cents ... more 
than enough to pay the fine. He watched as Little White Walking Sam left the store and paused on the street 
outside long enough to put the change in his pocket and tear open the package of licorice with his teeth. He 
watched as Little White Walking Sam went on his way - only three blocks to the Library now - munching 
the long red whips of candy as he went. 
He tried to scream at the boy. 
Beware! Beware! The wolf is waiting, little boy! Beware the wolf! Beware the wolf! 
But the boy walked on, eating his red licorice; now he was on Briggs Avenue and the Library, a great pile 
of red brick, loomed ahead. 
At this point Sam - Big White Plane-Riding Sam - tried to pull himself out of the dream. He sensed that 
Naomi and Stan Soames and the world of real things were just outside this hellish egg of nightmare in 
which he found himself. He could hear the drone of the Navajo's engine behind the sounds of the dream: 
the traffic on Briggs Avenue, the brisk brrrinnng!-brrrinnng! of some kid's bike-bell, the birds squabbling 
in the rich leaves of the midsummer elms. He closed his dreaming eyes and yearned toward that world 
outside the shell, the world of real things. And more: he sensed he could reach it, that he could hammer 
through the shell 
No, Dave said. No, Sam, don't do that. You mustn't do that. If you want to save Sarah from Ardelia, forget 
about breaking out of this dream. There's only one coincidence in this business, but it's a killer: once You 
had a Library Policeman, too. And you have to get that memory back. 
I don't want to see. I don't want to know. Once was bad enough. 
Nothing is as bad as what's watting for you, Sam. Nothing. 
He opened his eyes - not his outer eyes but the inside ones; the dreaming eyes. 
Now Little White. Walking Sam is on the concrete path which approaches the east side of the Public 
Library, the concrete path which leads to the Children's Wing. He moves in a kind of portentous slow 
motion, each step the soft swish of a pendulum in the glass throat of a grandfather clock, and everything is 
clear: the tiny sparks of mica and quartz gleaming in the concrete walk; the cheerful roses which border the 
concrete walk; the thick drift of green bushes along the side of the building; the climbing ivy on the red 
brick wall; the strange and somehow frightening Latin motto, Fuimus, non sumus, carved in a brief 
semicircle over the green doors with their thick panes of wire-reinforced glass. 
And the Library Policeman standing by the steps is clear, too. 
He is not pale. He is flushed. There are pimples on his forehead, red and flaring. He is not tall but of 
medium height with extremely broad shoulders. He is wearing not a trenchcoat but an overcoat, and that's 
very odd because this is a summer day, a hot St Louis summer day. His eyes might be silver; Little White 
Walking Sam cannot see what color they are, because the Library Policeman is wearing little round black 
glasses - blind man's glasses. 
He's not a Library Policeman! He's the wolf! Beware! He's the wolf! The Library WOLF! 
But Little White Walking Sam doesn't hear. Little White Walking Sam isn't afraid. It is, after all, bright 
daylight, and the city is full of strange - and sometimes amusing - people. He has lived all his life in St 
Louis, and he's not afraid of it. That is about to change. 
He approaches the man, and as he draws closer he notices the scar: a tiny white thread which starts high on 
the left cheek, dips beneath the left eye, and peters out on the bridge of the nose. 
Hello there, son, the man in the round black glasses says. 
Hello, says Little White Walking Sam. 
Do you mind telling me thomething about the book you have before you go inthide? the man asks. His voice 
is soft and polite, not a bit threatening. A faint lisp clips lightly along the top of his speech, turning some of 
his s-sounds into diphthongs. I work for the Library, you thee. 
It's called The Black Arrow, Little White Walking Sam says politely, and it's by Mr Robert Louis 
Stevenson. He's dead. He died of toober-clue-rosis. It was very good. There were some great battles. 
The boy waits for the man in the little round black glasses to step aside and let him go in, but the man in the 
little round black glasses does not stand aside. The man only bends down to look at him more closely. 
Grandpa, what little round black eyes you have. 
One other question, the man says. Is your book overdue? 
Now Little White Walking Sam is more afraid. 
Yes ... but only a little. Only four days. It was very long, you see, and I have Little League, and day camp, 
and 
Come with me' son ... I'm a poleethman. 
The man in the black glasses and the overcoat extends a hand. For a moment Sam almost runs. But he is a 
kid; this man is an adult. This man works for the Library. This man is a policeman. Suddenly this man - this 
scary man with his scar and his round black glasses - is all Authority. One cannot run from Authority; it is 
everywhere. 
Sam timidly approaches the man. He begins to lift his hand - the one holding the package of red licorice, 
which is now almost empty - and then tries to pull it back at the last second. He is too late. The man seizes 
it. The package of Bull's Eye licorice falls to the walk. Little White Walking Sam will never eat red licorice 
again. 
The man pulls Sam toward him, reels him in the way a fisherman would reel in a trout. The hand clamped 
over Sam's is very strong. It hurts. Sam begins to cry. The sun is still out, the grass is still green, but 
suddenly the whole world seems distant, no more than a cruel mirage in which he was for a little while 
allowed to believe. 
He can smell Sen-Sen on the man's breath. Am I in trouble, sir? he asks, hoping with every fiber of his 
being that the man will say no. 
Yes, the man says. Yes, you are. In a LOT of trouble. And if you want to get out of trouble, son, you have to 
do eahactly as I thay. Do you underthand? 
Sam cannot reply. He has never been so afraid. He can only look up at the man with wide, streaming eyes. 
The man shakes him. Do you underthand or not? 
Ye -yes! Sam gasps. He feels an almost irresistible heaviness in his bladder. 
Let me tell you ectliactly who I am, the man says, breathing little puffs of Sen-Sen in Sam's face. I am the 
Briggth Avenue Library Cop, and I am in charge of punishing boyth and girlth who bring their books back 
late. 
Little White Walking Sam begins to cry harder. I've got the money! he manages through his sobs. I've got 
ninety-five cents! You can have it! You can have it all! 
He tries to pull the change out of his pocket. At the same moment the Library Cop looks around and his 
broad face suddenly seems sharp, suddenly the face of a fox or wolf who has successfully broken into the 
chicken house but now smells danger. 
Come on, he says, and jerks Little White Walking Sam off the path and into the thick bushes which grow 
along the side of the Library. When the poleethman tellth you to come, you COME! It is dark in here; dark 
and mysterious. The air smells of pungent juniper berries. The ground is dark with mulch. Sam is crying 
very loudly now. 
Thut up! the Library Policeman grunts, and gives Sam a hard shake. The bones in Sam's hand grind 
together painfully. His head wobbles on his neck. They have reached a little clearing in the jungle of bushes 
now, a cove where the junipers have been smashed flat and the ferns broken off, and Sam understands that 
this is more than a place the Library Cop knows; it is a place he has made. 
Thut up, or the fine will only be the beginning! I'll have to call your mother and tell her what a bad bay 
you've been! Do you want that? 
No! Sam weeps. I'll pay the fine! I'll pay it, mister, but please don't hurt me! 
The Library Policeman spins Little White Walking Sam around. 
Put your hands up on the wall! Thpread your feet! Now! Quick! 
Still sobbing, but terrified that his mother may find out he has done something bad enough to merit this sort 
of treatment, Little White Walking Sam does as the Library Cop tells him. The red bricks are cool, cool in 
the shade of the bushes which lie against this side of the building in a tangled, untidy heap. He sees a 
narrow window at ground level. It looks down into the Library's boiler room. Bare bulbs shaded with 
rounds of tin like Chinese coolie hats hang over the giant boiler; the duct-pipes throw weird octopustangles 
of shadow. He sees a janitor standing at the far wall, his back to the window, reading dials and making 
notes on a clipboard. 
The Library Cop seizes Sam's pants and pulls them down. His underpants come with them. He jerks as the 
cool air strikes his bum. 
Thdeady, the Library Policeman pants. Don't move. Once you pay the fine, son, it's over ... and no one 
needth to know. 
Something heavy and hot presses itself against his bottom. Little White Walking Sam jerks again. 
Thdeady, the Library Policeman says. He is panting harder now; Sam feels hot blurts of breath on his left 
shoulder and smells Sen-Sen. He is lost in terror now, but terror isn't all that he feels: there is shame, as 
well. He has been dragged into the shadows, is being forced to submit to this grotesque, unknown 
punishment, because he has been late returning The Black Arrow. If he had only known that fines could run 
this high -! 
The heavy thing jabs into his bottom, thrusting his buttocks apart. A horrible, tearing pain laces upward 
from Little White Walking Sam's vitals. There has never been pain like this, never in the world. 
He drops The Black Arrow and shoves his wrist sideways into his mouth, gagging his own cries. 
Thdeady, the Library Wolf pants, and now his hands descend on Sam's shoulders and he is rocking back 
and forth, in and out, back and forth, in and out. Thdeady ... thdeaady ... oooh! Thdeeeaaaaaaddyyyyy 
Gasping and rocking, the Library Cop pounds what feels like a huge hot bar of steel in and out of Sam's 
bum; Sam stares with wide eyes into the Library basement, which is in another universe, an orderly 
universe where gruesome things like this don't ever happen. He watches the janitor nod, tuck his clipboard 
under his arm, and walk toward the door at the far end of the room. If the janitor turned his head just a little 
and raised his eyes slightly, he would see a face peering in the window at him, the pallid, wide-eyed face of 
a little boy with red licorice on his lips. Part of Sam wants the janitor to do just that - to rescue him the way 
the woodcutter rescued Little Red Riding Hood - but most of him knows the janitor would only turn away, 
disgusted, at the sight of another bad little boy submitting to his just punishment at the hands of the Briggs 
Avenue Library Cop. 
Thdeadeeeeeeeeeee! the Library Wolf whisper-screams as the janitor goes out the door and into the rest of 
his orderly universe without looking around. The Wolf thrusts even further forward and for one agonized 
second the pain becomes so bad Little White Walking Sam is sure his belly will explode, that whatever it is 
the Library Cop has stuck up his bottom will simply come raving out the front of him, pushing his guts 
ahead of it. 
The Library Cop collapses against him in a smear of rancid sweat, panting harshly, and Sam slips to his 
knees under his weight. As he does, the massive object - no longer quite so massive - pulls out of him, but 
Sam can feel wetness all over his bottom. He is afraid to put his hands back there. He is afraid that when 
they come back he will discover he has become Little Red Bleeding Sam. 
The Library Cop suddenly grasps Sam's arm and pulls him around to face him. His face is redder than ever, 
flushed in puffy, hectic bands like warpaint across his cheeks and forehead. 
Look at you! the Library Cop says. His face pulls together in a knot of contempt and disgust. Look at you 
with your panth down and your little dingle out! You liked it, didn't you? YOU LIKED It! 
Sam cannot reply. He can only weep. He pulls his underwear and his pants up together, as they were pulled 
down. He can feel mulch inside them, prickling his violated bottom, but he doesn't care. He squirms 
backward from the Library Cop until his back is to the Library's red brick wall. He can feel tough branches 
of ivy, like the bones of a large, fleshless hand, poking into his back. He doesn't care about this, either. All 
he cares about is the shame and terror and the sense of worthlessness that now abide in him, and of these 
three the shame is the greatest. The shame is beyond comprehension. 
Dirty boy! the Library Cop spits at him. Dirty little boy! 
I really have to go home now, Little White Walking Sam says, and the words come out minced into 
segments by his hoarse sobs: Is my fine paid? 
The Library Cop crawls toward Sam on his hands and knees, his little round black eyes peering into Sam's 
face like the blind eyes of a mole, and this is somehow the final grotesquerie. Sam thinks, He is going to 
puntsh me again, and at this idea something in his mind, some overstressed strut or armature, gives way 
with a soggy snap he can almost hear. He does not cry or protest; he is now past that. He only looks at the 
Library Cop with silent apathy. 
No, the Library Cop says. I'm letting you go, thatth all. I'm taking pity on you, but if you ever tell anyone ... 
ever ... I'll come back and do it again. I'll do it until the fine is paid. And don't you ever let me catch you 
around here again, son. Do you underthand? 
Yes, Sam says. Of course he will come back and do it again if Sam tells. He will be in the closet late at 
night; under the bed; perched in a tree like some gigantic, misshapen crow. When Sam looks up into a 
troubled sky, he will see the Library Policeman's twisted, contemptuous face in the clouds. He will be 
anywhere; he will be everywhere. 
This thought makes Sam tired, and he closes his eyes against that lunatic mole-face, against everything. 
The Library Cop grabs him, shakes him again. Yeth, what? he hisses. Yeth what, son? 
Yes, I understand, Sam tells him without opening his eyes. 
The Library Policeman withdraws his hand. Good, he says. You better not forget. When bad boys and girls 
forget, I kill them. 
Little White Walking Sam sits against the wall with his eyes closed for a long time, waiting for the Library 
Cop to begin punishing him again, or to simply kill him. He wants to cry, but there are no tears. It will be 
years before he cries again, over anything. At last he opens his eyes and sees he is alone in the Library 
Cop's den in the bushes. The Library Cop is gone. There is only Sam, and his copy of The Black Arrow, 
lying open on its spine. 
Sam begins to crawl toward daylight on his hands and knees. Leaves tickle his sweaty, tear-streaked face, 
branches scrape his back and spank against his hurt bottom. He takes The Black Arrow with him, but he 
will not bring it into the Library. He will never go into the Library, any Library, ever again: this is the 
promise he makes to himself as he crawls away from the place of his punishment. He makes another 
promise, as well: nobody will ever find out about this terrible thing, because he intends to forget it ever 
happened. He senses he can do this. He can do it if he tries very, very hard, and he intends to start trying 
very, very hard right now. 
When he reaches the edge of the bushes, he looks out like a small hunted animal. He sees kids crossing the 
lawn. He doesn't see the Library Cop, but of course this doesn't matter; the Library Cop sees him. From 
today on, the Library Cop will always be close. 
At last the lawn is empty. A small, dishevelled boy, Little White Crawling Sam, wriggles out of the bushes 
with leaves in his hair and dirt on his face. His untucked shirt billows below him. His eyes are wide and 
staring and no longer completely sane. He sidles over to the concrete steps, casts one cringing, terrified 
look up at the cryptic Latin motto inscribed over the door, and then lays his book down on one of the steps 
with all the care and terror of an orphan girl leaving her nameless child on some stranger's doorstep. Then 
Little White Walking Sam becomes Little White Running Sam: he runs across the lawn, he sets the Briggs 
Avenue Branch of the St Louis Public Library to his back and runs, but it doesn't matter how fast he runs 
because he can't outrun the taste of red licorice on his tongue and down his throat, sweet and sugar-slimy, 
and no matter how fast he runs the Library Wolf of course runs with him, the Library Wolf is just behind 
his shoulder where he cannot see, and the Library Wolf is whispering Come with me, son ... I'm a 
poleethman, and he will always whisper that, through all the years he will whisper that, in those dark 
dreams Sam dares not remember he will whisper that, Sam will always run from that voice screaming Is it 
paid yet? Is the fine paid yet? Oh dear God please, IS MY FINE PAID YET? And the answer which comes 
back is always the same: It will never be paid, son; it will never be paid. Never. Nev 
CHAPTER 14 
The Library (III) 
1 
The final approach to the dirt runway which Stan called the Proverbia Airport was bumpy and scary. The 
Navajo came down, feeling its way through stacks of angry air, and landed with a final jarring thump. 
When it did, Sam uttered a pinched scream. His eyes flew open. 
Naomi had been waiting patiently for something like this. She leaned forward at once, ignoring the seatbelt 
which cut into her middle, and put her arms around him. She ignored his raised arms and first instinctive 
drawing away, just as she ignored the first hot and unpleasant outrush of horrified breath. She had 
comforted a great many drunks in the grip of the d.t.'s; this wasn't much different. She could feel his heart 
as she pressed against him. It seemed to leap and skitter just below his shirt. 
'It's okay. Sam, it's okay - it's just me, and you're back. It was a dream. You're back.' 
For a moment he continued trying to push himself into his scat. Then he collapsed, limp. His hands came 
up and hugged her with panicky tightness. 
'Naomi,' he said in a harsh, choked voice. 'Naomi, oh Naomi, oh dear Jesus, what a nightmare I had, what a 
terrible dream.' 
Stan had radioed ahead, and someone had come out to turn on the runway landing lights. They were taxiing 
between them toward the end of the runway now. They had not beaten the rain after all; it drummed 
hollowly on the body of the plane. Up front, Stan Soames was bellowing out something which might have 
been 'Camptown Races.' 
'Was it a nightmare?' Naomi asked, drawing back from Sam so she could look into his bloodshot eyes. 
'Yes. But it was also true. All true.' 
'Was it the Library Policeman, Sam? Your Library Policeman?' 
'Yes,' he whispered, and pressed his face into her hair. 
'Do you know who he is? Do you know who he is now, Sam?' 
After a long, long moment, Sam whispered: 'I know.' 
2 
Stan Soames took a look at Sam's face as he and Naomi stepped from the plane and was instantly contrite. 
'Sorry it was so rough. I really thought we'd beat the rain. It's just that with a headwind -' 
'I'll be okay,' Sam said. He was, in fact, looking better already. 
'Yes,' Naomi said. 'He'll be fine. Thank you, Stan. Thank you so much. And Dave thanks you, too.' 
'Well, as long as you got what you needed?' 
'We did,' Sam assured him. 'We really did.' 
'Let's walk around the end of the runway,' Stan told them. 'That boggy place'd suck you right in to your 
waist if you tried the shortcut this evening. Come on into the house. We'll have coffee. There's some apple 
pie, too, I think.' 
Sam glanced at his watch. It was quarter past seven. 
'We'll have to take a raincheck, Stan,' he said. 'Naomi and I have to get these books into town right away.' 
'You ought to at least come in and dry off. You're gonna be soaked by the time you get to your car.' 
Naomi shook her head. 'It's very important.' 
'Yeah,' Stan said. 'From the look of you two, I'd say it is. Just remember that you promised to tell me the 
story.' 
'We will, too,' Sam said. He glanced at Naomi and saw his own thought reflected in her eyes: If we're still 
alive to tell it. 
3 
Sam drove, resisting an urge to tromp the gas pedal all the way to the floor. He was worried about Dave. 
Driving off the road and turning Naomi's car over in the ditch wasn't a very effective way of showing 
concern, however, and the rain in which they had landed was now a downpour driven by a freshening wind. 
The wipers could not keep up with it, even on high, and the headlights petered out after twenty feet. Sam 
dared drive no more than twenty-five. He glanced at his watch, then looked over at where Naomi sat, with 
the bookshop bag in her lap. 
'I hope we can make it by eight,' he said, 'but I don't know.' 
'Just do the best you can, Sam.' 
Headlights, wavery as the lights of an undersea diving bell, loomed ahead. Sam slowed to ten miles an hour 
and squeezed left as a ten-wheeler rumbled by - a half-glimpsed hulk in the rainy darkness. 
'Can you talk about it? The dream you had?' 
'I could, but I'm not going to,' he said. 'Not now. It's the wrong time.' 
Naomi considered, this, then nodded her head. 'All right.' 
'I can tell you this much - Dave was right when he said children made the best meal, and he was right when 
he said that what she really lived on is fear.' 
They had reached the outskirts of town. A block further on, they drove through their first light-controlled 
intersection. Through the Datsun's windshield, the signal was only a bright-green smear dancing in the air 
above them. A corresponding smear danced across the smooth wet hide of the pavement. 
'I need to make one stop before we get to the Library,' Sam said. 'The Piggly Wiggly's on the way, isn't it?' 
'Yes, but if we're going to meet Dave behind the Library at eight, we really don't have much time to spare. 
Like it or not, this is go-slow weather.' 
'I know - but this won't take long.' 
'What do you need?' 
'I'm not sure,' he said, 'but I think I'll know it when I see it.' 
She glanced at him, and for the second time he found himself amazed by the foxlike, fragile quality of her 
beauty, and unable to understand why he had never seen it before today. 
Well, you dated her, didn't you? You must have seen SOMETHING. 
Except he hadn't. He had dated her because she was pretty, presentable, unattached, and approximately his 
own age. He had dated her because bachelors in cities which were really just overgrown small towns were 
supposed to date ... if they were bachelors interested in making a place for themselves in the local business 
community, that was. If you didn't date, people ... some people ... might think you were 
(a poleethman) 
a little bit funny. 
I WAS a little funny, he thought. On second thought, I was a LOT funny. But whatever I was, I think Pm a 
little different now. And I am seeing her. There's that. I'm really SEEING her. 
For Naomi's part, she was struck by the strained whiteness of his face and the look of tension around his 
eyes and mouth. He looked strange ... but he no longer looked terrified. Naomi thought: He looks like a 
man who has been granted the opportunity to return to his worst nightmare ... with some Powerful weapon 
in his hands. 
She thought it was a face she might be falling in love with, and this made her deeply uneasy. 
'This stop ... it's important, isn't it?' 
'I think so, yes.' 
Five minutes later he stopped in the parking lot of the Piggly Wiggly store. Sam was out at once and 
dashing for the door through the rain. 
Halfway there, he stopped. A telephone booth stood at the side of the parking lot - the same booth, 
undoubtedly, where Dave had made his call to the Junction City Sheriffs Office all those years before. The 
call made from that booth had not killed Ardelia . . . but it had driven her off for a good long while. 
Sam stepped into it. The light went on. There was nothing to see; it was just a phone booth with numbers 
and graffiti scribbled on the steel walls. The telephone book was gone, and Sam remembered Dave saying, 
This was back in the days when you could sometimes still find a telephone book in a telephone booth, if you 
were lucky. 
Then he glanced at the floor, and saw what he had been looking for. It was a wrapper. He picked it up, 
smoothed it out, and read what was written there in the dingy overhead light: Bull's Eye Red Licorice. 
From behind him, Naomi beat an impatient tattoo on the Datsun's horn. Sam left the booth with the wrapper 
in his hand, waved to her, and ran into the store through the pouring rain. 
4 
The Piggly Wiggly clerk looked like a young man who had been cryogenically frozen in 1969 and thawed 
out just that week. His eyes had the red and slightly glazed look of the veteran dope-smoker. His hair was 
long and held with a rawhide jesus thong. On one pinky he wore a silver ring beaten into the shape of the 
peace sign. Beneath his Piggly Wiggly tunic was a billowy shirt in an extravagant flower print. Pinned to 
the collar was a button which read 
MY FACE IS LEAVING IN 5 MINUTES BE ON IT! 
Sam doubted if this was a sentiment of which the store manager would have approved ... but it was a rainy 
night, and the store manager was nowhere in sight. Sam was the only customer in the place, and the clerk 
watched him with a bemused and uninvolved eye as he went to the candy rack and began to pick up 
packages of Bull's Eye Red Licorice. Sam took the entire stock - about twenty packages. 
'You sure you got enough, dude?' the clerk asked him as Sam approached the counter and laid his trove 
upon it. 'I think there might be another carton or two of the stuff out back in the storeroom. I know how it is 
when you get a serious case of the munchies.' 
'This should do. Ring it up, would you? I'm in a hurry.' 
'Yeah, it's a hurry-ass world,' the clerk said. His fingers tripped over the keys of the NCR register with the 
dreamy slowness of the habitually stoned. 
There was a rubber band lying on the counter beside a baseball-card display. Sam picked it up. 'Could I 
have this?' 
'Be my guest, dude - consider it a gift from me, the Prince of Piggly Wiggly, to you, the Lord of Licorice, 
on a rainy Monday evening.' 
As Sam slipped the rubber band over his wrist (it hung there like a loose bracelet), a gust of wind strong 
enough to rattle the windows shook the building. The lights overhead flickered. 
'Whoa, dude,' the Prince of Piggly Wiggly said, looking up. 'That wasn't in the forecast. Just showers, they 
said.' He looked back down at the register. 'Fifteen forty-one.' 
Sam handed him a twenty with a small, bitter smile. 'This stuff was a hell of a lot cheaper when I was a 
kid.' 
'Inflation sucks the big one, all right,' the clerk agreed. He was slowly returning to that soft spot in the 
ozone where he had been when Sam came in. 'You must really like that stuff, man. Me, I stick to good old 
Mars Bars.' 
'Like it?' Sam laughed as he pocketed his change. 'I hate it. This is for someone else.' He laughed again. 
'Call it a present.' 
The clerk saw something in Sam's eyes then, and suddenly took a big, hurried step away from him, almost 
knocking over a display of Skoal Bandits. 
Sam looked at the clerk's face curiously and decided not to ask for a bag. He gathered up the packages, 
distributed them at random in the pockets of the sport-coat he had put on a thousand years ago, and left the 
store. Cellophane crackled busily in his pockets with every stride he took. 
5 
Naomi had slipped behind the wheel, and she drove the rest of the way to the Library. As she pulled out of 
the Piggly Wiggly's lot, Sam took the two books from the Pell's bag and looked at them ruefully for a 
moment. All this trouble, he thought. All this trouble over an outdated book of poems and a self-help 
manual for fledgling public speakers. Except, of course, that wasn't what it was about. It had never been 
about the books at all. 
He stripped the rubber band from his wrist and put it around the books. Then he took out his wallet, 
removed a five-dollar bill from his dwindling supply of ready cash, and slipped it beneath the elastic. 
'What's that for?' 
'The fine. What I owe on these two, and one other from a long time ago - The Black Arrow, by Robert 
Louis Stevenson. This ends it.' 
He put the books on the console between the two bucket seats and took a package of red licorice out of his 
pocket. He tore it open and that old, sugary smell struck him at once, with the force of a hard slap. From his 
nose it seemed to go directly into his head, and from his head it plummeted into his stomach, which 
immediately cramped into a slick, hard fist. For one awful moment he thought he was going to vomit in his 
own lap. Apparently some things never changed. 
Nonetheless, he continued opening packages of red licorice, making a bundle of limber, waxy-textured 
candy whips. Naomi slowed as the light at the next intersection turned red, then stopped, although Sam 
could not see another car moving in either direction. Rain and wind lashed at her little car. They were now 
only four blocks from the Library. 'Sam, what on earth are you doing?' 
And because he didn't really know what on earth he was doing, he said: 'If fear is Ardelia's meat, Naomi, 
we have to find the other thing - the thing that's the opposite of fear. Because that, whatever it is, will be her 
poison. So ... what do you think that thing might be?' 
'Well, I doubt if it's red licorice.' 
He gestured impatiently. 'How can you be so sure? Crosses are supposed to kill vampires - the bloodsucking 
kind - but a cross is only two sticks of wood or metal set at right angles to each other. Maybe a 
head of lettuce would work just as well ... if it was turned on.' 
The light turned green. 'If it was an organized head of lettuce,' Naomi said thoughtfully, driving on. 
'Right!' Sam held up half a dozen long red whips. 'All I know is that this is what I have. Maybe it's 
ludicrous. Probably is. But I don't care. It's a by-God symbol of all the things my Library Policeman took 
away from me - the love, the friendship, the sense of belonging. I've felt like an outsider all my life, Naomi, 
and never knew why. Now I do. This is just another of the things he took away. I used to love this stuff. 
Now I can barely stand the smell of it. That's okay; I can deal with that. But I have to know how to turn it 
on.' 
Sam began to roll the licorice whips between his palms, gradually turning them into a sticky ball. He had 
thought the smell was the worst thing with which the red licorice could test him, but he had been wrong. 
The texture was worse ... and the dye was coming off on his palms and fingers, turning them a sinister dark 
red. He went on nevertheless, stopping only to add the contents of another fresh package to the soft mass 
every thirty seconds or so. 
'Maybe I'm looking too hard,' he said. 'Maybe it's plain old bravery that's the opposite of fear. Courage, if 
you want a fancier word. Is that it? Is that all? Is bravery the difference between Naomi and Sarah?' 
She looked startled. 'Are you asking me if quitting drinking was an act of bravery?' 
'I don't know what I'm asking,' he said, 'but I think you're in the right neighborhood, at least. I don't need to 
ask about fear; I know what that is. Fear is an emotion which encloses and precludes change. Was it an act 
of bravery when you gave up drinking?' 
'I never really gave it up,' she said. 'That isn't how alcoholics do it. They can't do it that way. You employ a 
lot of sideways thinking instead. One day at a time, easy does it. live and let live, all that. But the center of 
it is this: you give up believing you can control your drinking. That idea was a myth you told yourself, and 
that's what you give up. The myth. You tell me - is that bravery?' 
'Of course. But it's sure not foxhole bravery.' 
'Foxhole bravery,' she said, and laughed. 'I like that. But you're right. What I do - what we do - to keep 
away from the first one ... it's not that kind of bravery. In spite of movies like The Lost Weekend, I think 
what we do is pretty undramatic.' 
Sam was remembering the dreadful apathy which had settled over him after he had been raped in the 
bushes at the side of the Briggs Avenue Branch of the St Louis Library. Raped by a man who had called 
himself a policeman. That had been pretty undramatic, too. just a dirty trick, that was all it had been - a 
dirty, brainless trick played on a little kid by a man with serious mental problems. Sam supposed that, when 
you counted up the whole score, he ought to call himself lucky; the Library Cop might have killed him. 
Ahead of them, the round white globes which marked the Junction City Public Library glimmered in the 
rain. Naomi said hesitantly, 'I think the real opposite of fear might be honesty. Honesty and belief. How 
does that sound?' 
'Honesty and belief,' he said quietly, tasting the words. He squeezed the sticky ball of red licorice in his 
right hand. 'Not bad, I guess. Anyway, they'll have to do. We're here.' 
6 
The glimmering green numbers of the car's dashboard clock read 7:57. They had made it before eight after 
all. 
'Maybe we better wait and make sure everybody's gone before we go around back,' she said. 
'I think that's a very good idea.' 
They cruised into an empty parking space across the street from the Library's entrance. The globes 
shimmered delicately in the rain. The rustle of the trees was a less delicate thing; the wind was still gaining 
strength. The oaks sounded as if they were dreaming, and all the dreams were bad. 
At two minutes past eight, a van with a stuffed Garfield cat and a mom's TAXI sign in its rear window 
pulled up across from them. The horn honked, and the Library's door - looking less grim even in this light 
than it had on Sam's first visit to the Library, less like the mouth in the head of a vast granite robot - opened 
at once. Three kids, junior-high-schoolers by the look of them, came out and hurried down the steps. As 
they ran down the walk to MOM'S TAXI, two of them pulled their jackets up to shield their heads from the 
rain. The van's side door rumbled open on its track, and the kids piled into it. Sam could hear the faint 
sound of their laughter, and envied the sound. He thought about how good it must be to come out of a 
library with laughter in your mouth. He had missed that experience, thanks to the man in the round black 
glasses. 
Honesty, he thought. Honesty and belief. And then he thought again: The fine is paid. The fine is paid, 
goddammit. He ripped open the last two packages of licorice and began kneading their contents into his 
sticky, nasty-smelling red ball. He glanced at the rear of MOM'S TAXI as he did so. He could see white 
exhaust drifting up and tattering in the windy air. Suddenly he began to realize what he was up to here. 
'Once, when I was in high school,' he said, 'I watched a bunch of kids play a prank on this other kid they 
didn't like. In those days, watching was what I did best. They took a wad of modelling clay from the Art 
Room and stuffed it in the tailpipe of the kid's Pontiac. You know what happened?' 
She glanced at him doubtfully. 'No - what?' 
'Blew the muffler off in two pieces,' he said. 'One on each side of the car. They flew like shrapnel. The 
muffler was the weak point, you see. I suppose if the gases had backflowed all the way to the engine, they 
might have blown the cylinders right out of the block.' 
'Sam, what are you talking about?' 
'Hope,' he said. 'I'm talking about hope. I guess the honesty and belief have to come a little later.' 
Mom's TAXI pulled away from the curb, its headlights spearing through the silvery lines of rain. 
The green numbers on Naomi's dashboard clock read 8:06 when the Library's front door opened again. A 
man and a woman came out. The man, awkwardly buttoning his overcoat with an umbrella tucked under 
his arm, was unmistakably Richard Price; Sam knew him at once, even though he had only seen a single 
photo of the man in an old newspaper. The girl was Cynthia Berrigan, the library assistant he had spoken to 
on Saturday night. 
Price said something to the girl. Sam thought she laughed. He was suddenly aware that he was sitting bolt 
upright in the bucket seat of Naomi's Datsun, every muscle creaking with tension. He tried to make himself 
relax and discovered he couldn't do it. 
Now why doesn't that surprise me? he thought. 
Price raised his umbrella. The two of them hurried down the walk beneath it, the Berrigan girl tying a 
plastic rain-kerchief over her hair as they came. They separated at the foot of the walk, Price going to an 
old Impala the size of a cabin cruiser, the Berrigan girl to a Yugo parked half a block down. Price U-turned 
in the street (Naomi ducked down a little, startled, as the headlights shone briefly into her own car) and 
blipped his horn at the Yugo as he passed it. Cynthia Berrigan blipped hers in return, then drove away in 
the opposite direction. 
Now there was only them, the Library, and possibly Ardelia, waiting for them someplace inside. 
Along with Sam's old friend the Library Policeman. 
7 
Naomi drove slowly around the block to Wegman Street. About halfway down on the left, a discreet sign 
marked a small break in the hedge. It read 
LIBRARY DELIVERIES ONLY. 
A gust of wind strong enough to rock the Datsun on its springs struck them, rattling rain against the 
windows so hard that it sounded like sand. Somewhere nearby there was a splintering crack as either a large 
branch or a small tree gave way. This was followed by a thud as whatever it was fell into the street. 
'God!' Naomi said in a thin, distressed voice. 'I don't like this!' 
'I'm not crazy about it myself,' Sam agreed, but he had barely heard her. He was thinking about how that 
modelling clay had looked. How it had looked bulging out of the tailpipe of the kid's car. It had looked like 
a blister. 
Naomi turned in at the sign. They drove up a short lane into a small paved loading/unloading area. A single 
orange arc-sodium lamp hung over the little square of pavement. It cast a strong, penetrating light, and the 
moving branches of the oaks which ringed the loading zone danced crazy shadows onto the rear face of the 
building in its glow. For a moment two of these shadows seemed to coalesce at the foot of the platform, 
making a shape that was almost manlike: it looked as if someone had been waiting under there, someone 
who was now crawling out to greet them. 
In just a second or two, Sam thought, the orange glare from that overhead light will strike his glasses - his 
little round black glasses - and he will look through the windshield at me. Not at Naomi; just at me. He'll 
look at me and he'll say, 'Hello, son; I've been waiting for you. All theeth yearth, I've been waiting for you. 
Come with me now. Come with me, because I'm a poleethman.' 
There was another loud, splintering crack, and a tree-branch dropped to the pavement not three feet from 
the Datsun's trunk, exploding chunks of bark and rot-infested wood in every direction. If it had landed on 
top of the car, it would have smashed the roof in like a tomato-soup can. 
Naomi screamed. 
The wind, still rising, screamed back. 
Sam was reaching for her, meaning to put a comforting arm around her, when the door at the rear of the 
loading platform opened partway and Dave 
Duncan stepped into the gap. He was holding onto the door to keep the wind from snatching it out of his 
grasp. To Sam, the old man's face looked far too white and almost grotesquely frightened. He made frantic 
beckoning gestures with his free hand 
'Naomi, there's Dave.' 
'Where -? Oh yes, I see him.' Her eyes widened. 'My God, he looks horrible!' 
She began to open her door. The wind gusted, ripped it out of her grasp, and whooshed through the Datsun 
in a tight little tornado, lifting the licorice wrappers and dancing them around in dizzy circles. 
Naomi managed to get one hand down just in time to keep from being struck -and perhaps injured - by the 
rebound of her own car door. Then she was out, her hair blowing in its own storm about her head, her skirt 
soaked and painted against her thighs in a moment. 
Sam shoved his own door open - the wind was blowing the wrong way for him, and he did literally have to 
put his shoulder to it - and struggled out. He had time to wonder where in the hell this storm had come 
from; the Prince of Piggly Wiggly had said there had been no prediction for such a spectacular capful of 
wind and rain. Just showers, he'd said. 
Ardelia. Maybe it was Ardelia's storm. 
As if to confirm this, Dave's voice rose in a momentary lull. 'Hurry up! I can smell her goddam perfume 
everywhere!' 
Sam found the idea that the smell of Ardelia's perfume might somehow precede her materialization 
obscurely terrifying. 
He was halfway to the loading-platform steps before he realized that, although he still had the snot-textured 
ball of red licorice, he had left the books in the car. He turned back, muscled the door open, and got them. 
As he did, the quality of the light changed - it went from a bright, penetrating orange to white. Sam saw the 
change on the skin of his hands, and for a moment his eyes seemed to freeze in their sockets. He backed out 
of the car in a hurry, the books in his hand, and whirled around. 
The orange arc-sodium security lamp was gone. It had been replaced by an old-fashioned mercury-vapor 
streetlight. The trees dancing and groaning around the loading platform in the wind were thicker now; 
stately old elms predominated, easily overtopping the oaks. The shape of the loading platform had changed, 
and now tangled runners of ivy climbed the rear wall of the Library - a wall which had been bare just a 
moment ago. 
Welcome to 1960, Sam thought. Welcome to the Ardelia Lortz edition of the Junction City Public Library. 
Naomi had gained the platform. She was saying something to Dave. Dave replied, then looked back over 
his shoulder. His body jerked. At the same moment, Naomi screamed. Sam ran for the steps to the platform, 
the tail of his coat billowing out behind him. As he climbed the steps, he saw a white hand float out of the 
darkness and settle on Dave's shoulder. It yanked him back into the Library . 
'Grab the door!' Sam screamed. 'Naomi, grab the door! Don't let it lock!' 
But in this the wind helped them. It blew the door wide open, striking Naomi's shoulder and making her 
stagger backward. Sam reached it in time to catch it on the rebound. 
Naomi turned horrified dark eyes on him. 'It was the man who came to your house, Sam. The tall man with 
the silvery eyes. I saw him. He grabbed Dave!' 
No time to think about it. 'Come on.' He slipped an arm around Naomi's waist and pulled her forward into 
the Library. Behind them, the wind dropped and the door slammed shut with a thud. 
8 
They were in a book-cataloguing area which was dim but not entirely dark. A small table lamp with a redfringed 
shade stood on the librarian's desk. Beyond this area, which was littered with boxes and packing 
materials (the latter consisted of crumpled newspapers, Sam saw; this was 1960, and those polyethylene 
popcorn balls hadn't been invented yet), the stacks began. Standing in one of the aisles, walled in with 
books on both sides, was the Library Policeman. He had Dave Duncan in a half-nelson, and was holding 
him with almost absent ease three inches off the floor. 
He looked at Sam and Naomi. His silver eyes glinted, and a crescent grin rose on his white face. It looked 
like a chrome moon. 
'Not a thtep closer,' he said, 'or I'll thnap his neck like a chicken bone. You'll hear it go.' 
Sam considered this, but only for a moment. He could smell lavender sachet, thick and cloying. Outside the 
building, the wind whined and boomed. The Library Policeman's shadow danced up the wall, as gaunt as a 
gantry. He didn't have a shadow before, Sam realized. What does that mean? 
Maybe it meant the Library Policeman was more real now, more here ... because Ardelia and the Library 
Policeman and the dark man in the old car were really the same person. There was only one, and these were 
simply the faces it wore, putting them on and taking them off again with the ease of a kid trying on 
Halloween masks. 
'Am I supposed to think you'll let him live if we stand away from you?' he asked. 'Bullshit.' 
He began to walk toward the Library Policeman. 
An expression which sat oddly on the tall man's face now appeared. It was surprise. He took a step 
backward. His trenchcoat flapped around his shins and dragged against the folio volumes which formed the 
sides of the narrow aisle in which he stood. 
'I'm warning you!' 
'Warn and be damned,' Sam said. 'Your argument isn't with him. You've got a bone to pick with me, don't 
you? Okay - let's pick it.' 
'The Librarian has a score to thettle with the old man!' the Policeman said, and took another step backward. 
Something odd was happening to his face, and it took Sam an instant to see what it was. The silver light in 
the Library Policeman's eyes was fading. 
'Then let her settle it,' Sam said. 'My score is with you, big boy, and it goes back thirty years.' 
He passed beyond the pool of radiance thrown by the table lamp. 
'All right, then!' the Library Cop snarled. He made a half-turn and threw Dave Duncan down the aisle. 
Dave flew like a bag of laundry, a single croak of fear and surprise escaping him. He tried to raise one arm 
as he approached the wall, but it was only a dazed, half-hearted reflex. He collided with the fireextinguisher 
mounted by the stairs, and Sam heard the dull crunch of a breaking bone. Dave fell, and the 
heavy red extinguisher fell off the wall on top of him. 
'Dave!' Naomi shrieked, and darted toward him. 
'Naomi, no!' 
But she paid no attention. The Library Policeman's grin reappeared; he grabbed Naomi by the arm as she 
tried to go past and curled her to him. His face came down and was for a moment hidden by the chestnutcolored 
hair at the nape of her neck. He uttered a strange, muffled cough against her flesh and then began 
kissing her - or so it appeared. His long white hand dug into her upper arm. Naomi screamed again, and 
then seemed to slump a little in his grip. 
Sam had reached the entrance to the stacks now. He seized the first book his hand touched, yanked it off 
the shelf, cocked his arm back, and threw it. It flew end over end, the boards spreading, the pages riffling, 
and struck the Library Policeman on the side of the head. He uttered a cry of rage and surprise and looked 
up. Naomi tore free of his grasp and staggered sideways into one of the high shelves, flagging her arms for 
balance. The shelf rocked backward as she rebounded, and then fell with a gigantic echoing crash. Books 
flew off shelves where they might have stood undisturbed for years and struck the floor in a rain of slaps 
that sounded oddly like applause. 
Naomi ignored this. She reached Dave and fell on her knees beside him, crying his name over and over. 
The Library Policeman turned in that direction. 
'Your argument isn't with her, either,' Sam said. 
The Library Policeman turned back to him. His silver eyes had been replaced with small black glasses that 
gave his face a blind, molelike look. 
'I should have killed you the firtht time,' he said, and began to walk toward Sam. His walk was 
accompanied by a queer brushing sound. Sam looked down and saw the hem of the Library Cop's 
trenchcoat was now brushing the floor. He was growing shorter. 
'The fine is paid,' Sam said quietly. The Library Policeman stopped. Sam held up the books with the fivedollar 
bill beneath the elastic. 'The fine is paid and the books are returned. It's all over, you bitch ... or 
bastard ... or whatever you are.' 
Outside, the wind rose in a long, hollow cry which ran beneath the eaves like glass. The Library 
Policeman's tongue crept out and slicked his lips. It was very red, very pointed. Blemishes had begun to 
appear on his cheeks and forehead. There was a greasy lens of sweat on his skin. 
And the smell of lavender sachet was much stronger. 
'Wrong!' the Library Policeman cried. 'Wrong! Those aren't the bookth you borrowed! I know! That drunk 
old cockthucker took the bookth you borrowed! They were -' 
'- destroyed,' Sam finished. He began to walk again, closing in on the Library Policeman, and the lavender 
smell grew stronger with every step he took. His heart was racing in his chest. 'I know whose idea that was, 
too. But these are perfectly acceptable replacements. Take them.' His voice rose into a stern shout. 'Take 
them, damn you!' 
He held the books out, and the Library Policeman, looking confused and afraid, reached for them. 
'No, not like that,' Sam said, raising the books above the white, grasping hand. 'Like this.' 
He brought the books down in the Library Policeman's face - brought them down hard. He could not 
remember ever feeling such sublime satisfaction in his life as that which he felt when Best Loved Poems of 
the American People and The Speaker's Companion struck and broke the Library Policeman's nose. The 
round black glasses flew off his face and fell to the floor. Beneath them were black sockets lined with a bed 
of whitish fluid. Tiny threads floated up from this oozy stuff, and Sam thought about Dave's story - looked 
like it was startin to grow its own skin, he had said. 
The Library Policeman screamed. 
'You can't!' it screamed. 'You can't hurt me! You're afraid of me! Besides, you liked it! YOU LIKED it! 
YOU DIRTY LITTLE BOY, YOU LIKED IT!' 
'Wrong,' Sam said. 'I fucking hated it. Now take these books. Take them and get out of here. Because the 
fine is paid.' 
He slammed the books into the Library Policeman's chest. And, as the Library Policeman's hands closed on 
them, Sam hoicked one knee squarely into the Library Policeman's crotch. 
'That's for all the other kids,' he said. 'The ones you fucked and the ones she ate.' 
The creature wailed with pain. His flailing hands dropped the books as he bent to cup his groin. His greasy 
black hair fell over his face, mercifully hiding those blank, thread-choked sockets. 
Of course they are blank, Sam had time to think. I never saw the eyes behind the glasses he wore that day 
... so SHE couldn't see them, either. 
'That doesn't pay your fine,' Sam said, 'but it's a step in the right direction, isn't it?' 
The Library Policeman's trenchcoat began to writhe and ripple, as if some unimaginable transformation had 
begun beneath it. And when he ... It ... looked up, Sam saw something which drove him back a step in 
horror and revulsion. 
The man who had come half from Dave's poster and half from Sam's own mind had become a misshapen 
dwarf. The dwarf was becoming something else, a dreadful hermaphroditic creature. A sexual storm was 
happening on its face and beneath the bunching, twitching trenchcoat. Half the hair was still black; the 
other half was ash-blonde. One socket was still empty; a savage blue eye glittered hate from the other. 
'I want you,' the dwarfish creature hissed. 'I want you, and I'll have you.' 
'Try me, Ardelia,' Sam said. 'Let's rock and r -' 
He reached for the thing before him, but screamed and withdrew his hand as soon as it snagged in the 
trenchcoat. It wasn't a coat at all; it was some sort of dreadful loose skin, and it was like trying to grip a 
mass of freshly used teabags. 
It scuttered up the canted side of the fallen bookshelf and thumped into the shadows on the far side. The 
smell of lavender sachet was suddenly much stronger. 
A brutal laugh drifted up from the shadows. 
A woman's laugh. 
'Too late, Sam,' she said. 'It's already too late. The deed is done.' 
Ardelia's back, Sam thought, and from outside there was a tremendous, rending crash. The building 
shuddered as a tree fell against it, and the lights went out. 
9 
They were in total darkness only for a second, but it seemed much longer. Ardelia laughed again, and this 
time her laughter had a strange, hooting quality, like laughter broadcast through a megaphone. 
Then a single emergency bulb high up on one wall went on, throwing a pallid sheaf of light over this 
section of the stacks and flinging shadows everywhere like tangles of black yarn. Sam could hear the light's 
battery buzzing noisily. He made his way to where Naomi still knelt beside Dave, twice almost falling as 
his feet slid in piles of books which had spilled from the overturned case. 
Naomi looked up at him. Her face was white and shocked and streaked with tears. 'Sam, I think he's dying.' 
He knelt beside Dave. The old man's eyes were shut and he was breathing in harsh, almost random gasps. 
Thin trickles of blood spilled from both nostrils and from one ear. There was a deep, crushed dent in his 
forehead, just above the right eyebrow. Looking at it made Sam's stomach clench. One of Dave's 
cheekbones was clearly broken, and the fire-extinguisher's handle was printed on that side of his face in 
bright fines of blood and bruise. It looked like a tattoo. 
'We've got to get him to a hospital, Sam!' 
'Do you think she'd let us out of here now?' he asked, and, as if in answer to this question, a huge book - the 
T volume of The Oxford English Dictionary -came flying at them from beyond the rough circle of light 
thrown by the emergency unit mounted on the wall. Sam pulled Naomi backward and they both went 
sprawling in the dusty aisle. Seven pounds of tabasco, tendril, tomcat and trepan slammed through the 
space where Naomi's head had been a moment before, hit the wall, and splashed to the floor in an untidy, 
tented heap. 
From the shadows came shrill laughter. Sam rose to his knees in time to see a hunched shape flit down the 
aisle beyond the fallen bookcase. It's still changing, Sam thought. Into what, God only knows. It 
buttonhooked to the left and was gone. 
'Get her, Sam,' Naomi said hoarsely. She gripped one of his hands. 'Get her, please get her.' 
'I'll try,' he said. He stepped over Dave's sprawled legs and entered the deeper shadows beyond the 
overturned bookcase. 
10 
The smell freaked him out - the smell of lavender sachet mixed with the dusty aroma of books from all 
those latter years. That smell, mingled with the freight-train whoop of the wind outside, made him feel like 
H. G. Wells's Time Traveller ... and the Library itself, bulking all around him, was his time machine. 
He walked slowly down the aisle, squeezing the ball of red licorice nervously in his left hand. Books 
surrounded him, seemed to frown down at him. They climbed to a height that was twice his own. He could 
hear the click and squeak of his shoes on the old linoleum. 
'Where are you?' he shouted. 'If you want me, Ardelia, why don't you come on and get me? I'm right here!' 
No answer. But she would have to come out soon, wouldn't she? If Dave was right, her change was upon 
her, and her time was short. 
Midnight, he thought. The Library Policeman gave me until midnight, so maybe that's how long she has. 
But that's over three and a half hours away . 
Dave can't possibly wait that long. 
Then another thought, even less pleasant, occurred: suppose that, while he was mucking around back here 
in these dark aisles, Ardelia was circling her way back to Naomi and Dave? 
lie came to the end of the aisle, listened, heard nothing, and slipped over into the next. It was empty. He 
heard a low whispering sound from above him and looked up just in time to see half a dozen heavy books 
sliding oat from one of the shelves above his head. He lunged backward with a cry as the books fell, 
striking his thighs, and heard Ardelia's crazy laughter from the other side of the bookcase. 
He could imagine her up there, clinging to the shelves like a spider bloated with poison, and his body 
seemed to act before his brain could think. He slewed around on his heels like a drunken soldier trying to 
do an about face and threw his back against the shelf. The laughter turned to a scream of fear and surprise 
as the stack tilted under Sam's weight. He heard a meaty thud as the thing hurled itself from its perch. A 
second later the stack went over. 
What happened then was something Sam had not foreseen: the stack he had pushed toppled across the aisle, 
shedding its books in a waterfall as it went, and struck the next one. The second fell against a third, the 
third against a fourth, and then they were all falling like dominoes, all the way across this huge, shadowy 
storage area, crashing and clanging and spilling everything from Marryat's works to The Complete Grimm's 
Fairy Tales. He heard Ardelia scream again and then Sam launched himself at the tilted bookcase he had 
pushed over. He climbed it like a ladder, kicking books out of his way in search of toe-holds, yanking 
himself upward with one hand. 
He threw himself down on the far side and saw a white, hellishly misshapen creature pulling itself from 
beneath a jackstraw tumble of atlases and travel volumes. It had blonde hair and blue eyes, but any 
resemblance to humanity ceased there. Its illusions were gone. The creature was a fat, naked thing with 
arms and legs that appeared to end in jointed claws. A sac of flesh hung below its neck like a deflated 
goiter. Thin white fibers stormed around its body. There was something horridly beetlelike about it, and 
Sam was suddenly screaming inside - silent, atavistic screams which seemed to radiate out along his bones. 
This is it. God help me, this is it. He felt revulsion, but suddenly his terror was gone; now that he could 
actually see the thing, it was not so bad. 
Then it began to change again, and Sam's feeling of relief faded. It did not have a face, exactly, but below 
the bulging blue eyes, a horn shape began to extrude itself, pushing out of the horror-show face like a 
stubby elephant's trunk. The eyes stretched away to either side, becoming first Chinese and then insectile. 
Sam could hear it sniffing as it stretched toward him. 
It was covered with wavering, dusty threads. 
Part of him wanted to pull back - was screaming at him to pull back - but most of him wanted to stand his 
ground. And as the thing's fleshy proboscis touched him, Sam felt its deep power. A sense of lethargy filled 
him, a feeling that it would be better if he just stood still and let it happen. The wind had become a distant, 
dreamy howl. It was soothing, in a way, as the sound of the vacuum cleaner had been soothing when he 
was very small. 
'Sam?' Naomi called, but her voice was distant, unimportant. 'Sam, are you all right?' 
Had he thought he loved her? That was silly. Quite ridiculous, when you thought about it ... when you got 
right down to it, this was much better. 
This creature had ... stories to tell. 
Very interesting stories. 
The white thing's entire plastic body now yearned toward the proboscis; it fed itself into itself, and the 
proboscis elongated. The creature became a single tube-shaped thing, the rest of its body hanging as useless 
and forgotten as that sac below its neck had hung. All its vitality was invested in the horn of flesh, the 
conduit through which it would suck Sam's vitality and essence into itself. 
And it was nice. 
The proboscis slipped gently up Sam's legs, pressed briefly against his groin, then rose higher, caressing his 
belly. 
Sam fell on his knees to give it access to his face. He felt his eyes sting briefly and pleasantly as some fluid 
- not tears, this was thicker than tears - began to ooze from them. 
The proboscis closed in on his eyes; he could see a pink petal of flesh opening and closing hungrily inside 
there. Each time it opened, it revealed a deeper darkness beyond. Then it clenched, forming a hole in the 
petal, a tube within a tube, and it slipped with sensual slowness across his lips and cheek toward that sticky 
outflow. Misshapen dark-blue eyes gazed at him hungrily. 
But the fine was paid. 
Summoning every last bit of his strength, Sam clamped his right hand over the proboscis. It was hot and 
noxious. The tiny threads of flesh which covered it stung his palm. 
It jerked and tried to draw back. For a moment Sam almost lost it and then he closed his hand in a fist, 
digging his fingernails into the meat of the thing. 
'Here!' he shouted. 'Here, I've got something for you, bitch! I brought it all the way from East St Louis!' 
He brought his left hand around and slammed the sticky ball of red licorice into the end of the proboscis, 
plugging it the way the kids in that long-ago parking lot had plugged the tailpipe of Tommy Reed's Pontiac. 
It tried to shriek and could produce only a blocked humming sound. Then it tried again to pull itself away 
from Sam. The ball of red licorice bulged from the end of its convulsing snout like a blood-blister. 
Sam struggled to his knees, still holding the twitching, noisome flesh in his hand, and threw himself on top 
of the Ardelia-thing. It twisted and pulsed beneath him, trying to throw him off. They rolled over and over 
in the heaped pile of books. It was dreadfully strong. Once Sam was eye to eye with it, and he was nearly 
frozen by the hate and panic in that gaze. 
Then he felt it begin to swell. 
He let go and scrambled backward, gasping. The thing in the book-littere aisle now looked like a grotesque 
beachball with a trunk, a beachball covered with fine hair which wavered like tendrils of seaweed in a 
running tide. It rolled over in the aisle, its proboscis swelling like a firehose which has been tied in a knot. 
Sam watched, frozen with horror and fascination, as the thing which had called itself Ardelia Lortz 
strangled on its own fuming guts. 
Bright red roadmap lines of blood popped out on its straining hide. Its eyes bulged, now staring at Sam in 
an expression of dazed surprise. It made one final effort to expel the soft blob of licorice, but its proboscis 
had been wide open in its anticipation of food, and the licorice stayed put. 
Sam saw what was going to happen and threw an arm over his face an instant before it exploded. 
Chunks of alien flesh flew in every direction. Ropes of thick blood splattered Sam's arms, chest, and legs. 
He cried out in mingled revulsion and relief. 
An instant later the emergency light winked out, plunging them into darkness again. 
Once more the interval of darkness was very brief, but it was long enough for Sam to sense the change. He 
felt it in his head - a clear sensation of things which had been out of joint snapping back into place. When 
the emergency lights came back on, there were four of them. Their batteries made a low, self-satisfied 
humming sound instead of a loud buzz, and they were very bright, banishing the shadows to the furthest 
corners of the room. He did not know if the world of 1960 they had entered when the arc-sodium light 
became a mercury-vapor lamp had been real or an illusion, but he knew it was gone. 
The overturned bookcases were upright again. There was a litter of books in this aisle - a dozen or so - but 
he might have knocked those off himself in his struggle to get on his feet. And outside, the sound of the 
storm had fallen from a shout to a mutter. Sam could hear what sounded like a very sedate rain falling on 
the roof. 
The Ardelia-thing was gone. There were no splatters of blood or chunks of flesh on the floor, on the books, 
or on him. 
There was only one sign of her: a single golden earring, glinting up at him. 
Sam got shakily to his feet and kicked it away. Then a grayness came over his sight and he swayed on his 
feet, eyes closed, waiting to see if he would faint or not. 
'Sam!' It was Naomi, and she sounded as if she were crying. 'Sam, where are you?' 
'Here!' He reached up, grabbed a handful of his hair, and pulled it hard. Stupid, probably, but it worked. 
The wavery grayness didn't go away entirely, but it retreated. He began moving back toward the 
cataloguing area, walking in large, careful strides. 
The same desk, a graceless block of wood on stubby legs, stood in the cataloguing area, but the lamp with 
its old-fashioned, tasselled shade had been replaced with a fluorescent bar. The battered typewriter and 
Rolodex had been replaced by an Apple computer. And, if he had not already been sure of what time he 
was now in, a glance at the cardboard cartons on the floor would have convinced him: they were full of 
poppers and plastic bubble-strips. 
Naomi was still kneeling beside Dave at the end of the aisle, and when Sam reached her side he saw that 
the fire-extinguisher (although thirty years had passed, it appeared to be the same one) was firmly mounted 
on its post again . . . but the shape of its handle was still imprinted on Dave's cheek and forehead. 
His eyes were open, and when he saw Sam, he smiled. 'Not ... bad,' he whispered. 'I bet you ... didn't know 
you had it ... in you.' 
Sam felt a tremendous, buoyant sense of relief. 'No,' he said. 'I didn't.' He bent down and held three fingers 
in front of Dave's eyes. 'How many fingers do you see?' 
'About ... seventy-four,' Dave whispered. 
'I'll call the ambulance,' Naomi said, and started to get up. Dave's left hand grasped her wrist before she 
could. 
'No. Not yet.' His eyes shifted to Sam. 'Bend down. I need to whisper.' 
Sam bent over the old man. Dave put a trembling hand on the back of his neck. His lips tickled the cup of 
Sam's ear and Sam had to force himself to hold steady -it tickled. 'Sam,' he whispered. 'She waits. 
Remember ... she waits.' 
'What?' Sam asked. He felt almost totally unstrung. 'Dave, what do you mean?' 
But Dave's hand had fallen away. He stared up at Sam, through Sam, his chest rising shallowly and rapidly. 
'I'm going,' Naomi said, clearly upset. 'There's a telephone down there on the cataloguing desk.' 
'No,' Sam said. 
She turned toward him, eyes glaring, mouth pulled back from neat white teeth in a fury. 'What do you 
mean, no? Are you crazy? His skull is fractured, at the very least! He's -' 
'He's going, Sarah,' Sam said gently. 'Very soon. Stay with him. Be his friend.' 
She looked down, and this time she saw what Sam had seen. The pupil of Dave's left eye had drawn down 
to a pinpoint; the pupil of his right was huge and fixed. 
'Dave?' she whispered, frightened. 'Dave?' 
But Dave was looking at Sam again. 'Remember,' he whispered. 'She W ... ' 
His eyes grew still and fixed. His chest rose once more ... dropped ... and did not rise again. 
Naomi began to sob. She put his hand against her cheek and closed his eyes. Sam knelt down painfully and 
put his arm around her waist. 
CHAPTER 15 
Angle Street (III) 
1 
That night and the next were sleepless ones for Sam Peebles. He lay awake in his bed, all the second-floor 
lights turned on, and thought about Dave Duncan's last words: She waits. 
Toward dawn of the second night, he began to believe he understood what the old man had been trying to 
say. 
2 
Sam thought that Dave would be buried out of the Baptist Church in Proverbia, and was a little surprised to 
find that he had converted to Catholicism at some point between 1960 and 1990. The services were held at 
St Martin's on April 11th, a blustery day that alternated between clouds and cold early-spring sunshine. 
Following the graveside service, there was a reception at Angle Street. There were almost seventy people 
there, wandering through the downstairs rooms or clustered in little groups, by the time Sam arrived. They 
had all known Dave, and spoke of him with humor, respect, and unfailing love. They drank ginger ale from 
Styrofoam cups and ate small finger sandwiches. Sam moved from group to group, passing a word with 
someone he knew from time to time but not stopping to chat. He rarely took his hand from the pocket of his 
dark coat. He had made a stop at the Piggly Wiggly store on his way from the church, and now there were 
half a dozen cellophane packages in there, four of them long and thin, two of them rectangular. 
Sarah was not here. 
He was about to leave when he spotted Lukey and Rudolph sitting together in a corner. There was a 
cribbage board between them, but they didn't seem to be playing. 
'Hello, you guys,' Sam said, walking over. 'I guess you probably don't remember me -' 
'Sure we do,' Rudolph said. 'Whatcha think we are? Coupla feebs? You're Dave's friend. You came over the 
day we was making the posters.' 
'Right!' Lukey said. 
'Did you find those books you were lookin for?' Rudolph asked. 
'Yes,' Sam said, smiling. 'I did, eventually.' 
'Right!' Lukey exclaimed. 
Sam brought out the four slender cellophane packages. 'I brought you guys something,' he said. 
Lukey glanced down, and his eyes lit up. 'Slim Jims, Dolph!' he said, grinning delightedly. 'Look! Sarah's 
boyfriend brought us all fuckin Slim Jims! Beautiful!' 
'Here, gimme those, you old rummy,' Rudolph said, and snatched them. 'Fuckhead'd eat em all at once and 
then shit the bed tonight, you know,' he told Sam. He stripped one of the Slim Jims and gave it to Lukey. 
'Here you go, dinkweed. I'll hang onto the rest of em for you.' 
'You can have one, Dolph. Go ahead.' 
'You know better, Lukey. Those things burn me at both ends.' 
Sam ignored this byplay. He was looking hard at Lukey. 'Sarah's boyfriend? Where did you hear that?' 
Lukey snatched down half a Slim Jim in one bite, then looked up. His expression was both good-humored 
and sly. He laid a finger against the side of his nose and said, 'Word gets around when you're in the 
Program, Sunny Jim. Oh yes indeed, it do.' 
'He don't know nothing, mister,' Rudolph said, draining his cup of ginger ale. 'He's just beating his gums 
cause he likes the sound.' 
'That ain't nothin but bullshit!' Lukey cried, taking another giant bite of Slim Jim. 'I know because Dave 
told me! Last night! I had a dream, and Dave was in it, and he told me this fella was Sarah's sweetie!' 
'Where is Sarah?' Sam asked. 'I thought she'd be here.' 
'She spoke to me after the benediction,' Rudolph said. 'Told me you'd know where to find her later on, if 
you wanted to see her. She said you'd seen her there once already.' 
'She liked Dave awful much,' Lukey said. A sudden tear grew on the rim of one eye and spilled down his 
cheek. He wiped it away with the back of his hand. 'We all did. Dave always tried so goddam hard. It's too 
bad, you know. It's really too bad.' And Lukey suddenly burst into tears. 
'Well, let me tell you something,' Sam said. He hunkered beside Lukey and handed him his handkerchief. 
He was near tears himself, and terrified by what he now had to do ... or try to do. 'He made it in the end. He 
died sober. Whatever talk you hear, you hold onto that, because I know it's true. He died sober.' 
'Amen,' Rudolph said reverently. 
'Amen,' Lukey agreed. He handed Sam his handkerchief. 'Thanks.' 
'Don't mention it, Lukey.' 
'Say - you don't have any more of those fuckin Slim Jims, do you?' 
'Nope,' Sam said, and smiled. 'You know what they say, Lukey - one's too many and a thousand are never 
enough.' 
Rudolph laughed. Lukey smiled ... and then laid the tip of his finger against the side of his nose again. 
'How about a quarter ... wouldn't have an extra quarter, wouldja?' 
3 
Sam's first thought was that she might have gone back to the Library, but that didn't fit with what Dolph 
had said - he had been at the Library with Sarah once, on the terrible night that already seemed a decade 
ago, but they had been there together; he hadn't 'seen' her there, the way you saw someone through a 
window, or 
Then he remembered when he had seen Sarah through a window, right here at Angle Street. She had been 
part of the group out on the back lawn, doing whatever it was they did to keep themselves sober. He now 
walked through the kitchen as he had done on that day, saying hello to a few more people. Burt Iverson and 
Elmer Baskin stood in one of the little groups, drinking ice-cream punch as they listened gravely to an 
elderly woman Sam didn't know. 
He stepped through the kitchen door and out onto the rear porch. The day had turned gray and blustery 
again. The back yard was deserted, but Sam thought he saw a flash of pastel color beyond the bushes that 
marked the yard's rear boundary. 
He walked down the steps and crossed the back lawn, aware that his heart had begun to thud very hard 
again. His hand stole back into his pocket, and this time came out with the remaining two cellophane 
packages. They contained Bull's Eye Red Licorice. He tore them open and began to knead them into a ball, 
much smaller than the one he'd made in the Datsun on Monday night. The sweet, sugary smell was just as 
sickening as ever. In the distance he could hear a train coming, and it made him think of his dream - the one 
where Naomi had turned into Ardelia. 
Too late, Sam. It's already too late. The deed is done. 
She waits. Remember, Sam - she waits. 
There was a lot of truth in dreams, sometimes. 
How had she survived the years between? All the years between? They had never asked themselves that 
question, had they? How did she make the transition from one person to another? They had never asked 
that one, either. Perhaps the thing which looked like a woman named Ardelia Lortz was, beneath its 
glamours and illusions, like one of those larvae that spin their cocoons in the fork of a tree, cover them with 
Protective webbing, and then fly away to their place of dying. The larvae in the cocoons lie silent, waiting 
... changing ... 
She waits. . 
Sam walked on, still kneading his smelly little ball made of that stuff the Library Policeman - his Library 
Policeman - had stolen and turned into the stuff of nightmares. The stuff he had somehow changed again, 
with the help of Naomi and Dave, into the stuff of salvation. 
The Library Policeman, curling Naomi against him. Placing his mouth on the nape of her neck, as if to kiss 
her. And coughing instead. 
The bag hanging under the Ardelia-thing's neck. Limp. Spent. Empty. 
Please don't let it be too late. 
He walked into the thin stand of bushes. Naomi Sarah Higgins was standing on the other side of them, her 
arms clasped over her bosom. She glanced briefly at him and he was shocked by the pallor of her cheeks 
and the haggard look in her eyes. Then she looked back at the railroad tracks. The train was closer now. 
Soon they would see it. 
'Hello, Sam.' 
'Hello, Sarah.' 
Sam put an arm around her waist. She let him, but the shape of her body against his was stiff, inflexible, 
ungiving. Please don't let it be too late, he thought again, and found himself thinking of Dave. 
They had left him there, at the Library, after propping the door to the loading platform open with a rubber 
wedge. Sam had used a pay phone two blocks away to report the open door. He hung up when the 
dispatcher asked for his name. So Dave had been found, and of course the verdict had been accidental 
death, and those people in town who cared enough to assume anything at all would make the expected 
assumption: one more old sot had gone to that great ginmill in the sky. They would assume he had gone up 
the lane with a jug, had seen the open door, wandered in, and had fallen against the fire-extinguisher in the 
dark. End of story. The postmortem results, showing zero alcohol in Dave's blood, would not change the 
assumptions one bit - probably not even for the police. People just expect a drunk to die like a drunk, Sam 
thought, even when he's not. 
'How have you been, Sarah?' he asked. 
She looked at him tiredly. 'Not so well, Sam. Not so well at all. I can't sleep ... can't eat ... my mind seems 
full of the most horrible thoughts ... they don't feel like my thoughts at all ... and I want to drink. That's the 
worst of it. I want to drink ... and drink ... and drink. The meetings don't help. For the first time in my life, 
the meetings don't help.' 
She closed her eyes and began to cry. The sound was strengthless and dreadfully lost. 
'No,' he agreed softly. 'They wouldn't. They can't. And I imagine she'd like it if you started drinking again. 
She's waiting . . . but that doesn't mean she isn't hungry.' 
She opened her eyes and looked at him. 'What ... Sam, what are you talking about?' 
'Persistence, I think,' he said. 'The persistence of evil. How it waits. How it can be so cunning and so 
baffling and so powerful.' 
He raised his hand slowly and opened it. 'Do you recognize this, Sarah?' 
She flinched away from the ball of red licorice which lay on his palm. For a moment her eyes were wide 
and fully awake. They glinted with hate and fear. 
And the glints were silver. 
'Throw that away!' she whispered. 'Throw that damned thing away!' Her hand jerked protectively toward 
the back of her neck, where her brownish-red hair hung against her shoulders. 
'I'm talking to you,' he said steadily. 'Not to her but to you. I love you, Sarah.' 
She looked at him again, and that look of terrible weariness was back. 'Yes,' she said. 'Maybe you do. And 
maybe you should learn not to.' 
'I want you to do something for me, Sarah. I want you to turn your back to me. There's a train coming. I 
want you to watch that train and not look back at me until I tell you. Can you do that?' 
Her upper lip lifted. That expression of hate and fear animated her haggard face again. 'No! Leave me 
alone! Go away!' 
'Is that what you want?' he asked. 'Is it really? You told Dolph where I could find you, Sarah. Do you really 
want me to go?' 
Her eyes closed again. Her mouth drew down in a trembling bow of anguish. When her eyes opened again, 
they were full of haunted terror and brimming with tears. 'Oh, Sam,. help me! Something is wrong and I 
don't know what it is or what to do!' 
'I know what to do,' he told her. 'Trust in me, Sarah, and trust in what you said when we were on our way to 
the Library Monday night. Honesty and belief. Those things are the opposite of fear. Honesty and belief.' 
'It's hard, though,' she whispered. 'Hard to trust. Hard to believe.' 
He looked at her steadily. 
Naomi's upper lip lifted suddenly, and her lower lip curled out, turning her mouth momentarily into a shape 
that was almost like a horn. 'Fuck yourself!' she said. 'Go on and fuck yourself, Sam Peebles!' 
He looked at her steadily. 
She raised her hands and pressed them against her temples. 'I didn't mean it. I don't know why I said it. I ... 
my head ... Sam, my poor head! It feels like it's splitting in two.' 
The oncoming train whistled as it crossed the Proverbia River and rolled into Junction City. It was the midafternoon 
freight, the one that charged through without stopping on its way to the Omaha stockyards. Sam 
could see it now. 
'There's not much time, Sarah. It has to be now. Turn around and look at the train. Watch it come.' 
'Yes,' she said suddenly. 'All right. Do what you want to do, Sam. And if you see ... see it isn't going to 
work ... then push me. Push me in front of the train. Then you can tell the others that I jumped ... that it was 
suicide.' She looked at him pleadingly - deathly-tired eyes staring into his from her exhausted face. 'They 
know I haven't been feeling myself - the people in the Program. You can't keep how you feel from them. 
After awhile that's just not possible. They'll believe you if you say I jumped, and they'd be right, because I 
don't want to go on like this. But the thing is . Sam, the thing is, I think that before long I will want to go 
on. ' 
'Be quiet,' he said. 'We're not going to talk about suicide. Look at the train, Sarah, and remember I love 
you.' 
She turned toward the train, less than a mile away now and coming fast. Her hands went to the nape of her 
neck and lifted her hair. Sam bent forward . . . and what he was looking for was there, crouched high on the 
clean white flesh of her neck. He knew that her brain-stem began less than half an inch below that place, 
and he felt his stomach twist with revulsion. 
He bent forward toward the blistery growth. It was covered in a spiderweb skein of crisscrossing white 
threads, but he could see it beneath, a lump of pinkish jelly that throbbed and pulsed with the beat of her 
heart. 
'Leave me alone!' Ardelia Lortz suddenly screamed from the mouth of the woman Sam had come to love. 
'Leave me alone, you bastard!' But Sarah's hands were steady, holding her hair up, giving him access. 
'Can you see the numbers on the engine, Sarah?' he murmured. 
She moaned. 
He drove his thumb into the soft glob of red licorice he held, making a well a little bigger than the parasite 
which lay on Sarah's neck. 'Read them to me, Sarah. Read me the numbers.' 
'Two ... six ... oh Sam, oh my head hurts ... it feels like big hands pulling my brain into two pieces . . .' 
'Read the numbers, Sarah,' he murmured, and brought the Bull's Eye licorice down toward that pulsing, 
obscene growth. 
'Five ... nine . . . five . . .' 
He closed the licorice gently over it. He could feel it suddenly, wriggling and squirming under the sugary 
blanket. What if it breaks? What if it just breaks open before I can pull it off her? It's all Ardelia's 
concentrated poison ... what if it breaks before I get it off? 
The oncoming train whistled again. The sound buried Sarah's shriek of pain. 
'Steady 
He simultaneously pulled the licorice back and folded it over. He had it; it was caught in the candy, pulsing 
and throbbing like a tiny sick heart. On the back of Sarah's neck were three tiny dark holes, no bigger than 
pinpricks. 
'It's gone!' she cried. 'Sam, it's gone!' 
'Not yet,' Sam said grimly. The licorice lay on his palm again, and a bubble was pushing up its surface, 
straining to break through 
The train was roaring past the Junction City depot now, the depot where a man named Brian Kelly had 
once tossed Dave Duncan four bits and then told him to get in the wind. Less than three hundred yards 
away and coming fast. 
Sam pushed past Sarah and knelt by the tracks. 
'Sam, what are you doing?' 
'Here you go, Ardelia,' he murmured. 'Try this.' He slapped the pulsing, stretching blob of red licorice down 
on one of the gleaming steel rails. 
In his mind he heard a shriek of unutterable fury and terror. He stood back, watching the thing trapped 
inside the licorice struggle and push. The candy split open ... he saw a darker red inside trying to push itself 
out ... and then the 2:20 to Omaha rushed over it in an organized storm of pounding rods and grinding 
wheels. 
The licorice disappeared, and inside of Sam Peebles's mind, that drilling shriek was cut off as if with a 
knife. 
He stepped back and turned to Sarah. She was swaying on her feet, her eyes wide and full of dazed joy. He 
slipped his arms around her waist and held her as the boxcars and flatcars and tankers thundered past them, 
blowing their hair back. 
They stood like that until the caboose passed, trailing its small red lights off into the west. Then she drew 
away from him a little - but not out of the circle of his arms - and looked at him. 
'Am I free, Sam? Am I really free of her? It feels like I am, but I can hardly believe it.' 
'You're free,' Sam agreed. 'Your fine is paid, too, Sarah. Forever and ever, your fine is paid.' 
She brought her face to his and began to cover his lips and cheeks and eyes with small kisses. Her own eyes 
did not close as she did this; she looked at him gravely all the while. 
He took her hands at last and said, 'Why don't we go back inside, and finish paying our respects? Your 
friends will be wondering where you are.' 
'They can be your friends, too, Sam ... if you want them to be.' 
He nodded. 'I do. I want that a lot.' 
'Honesty and belief,' she said, and touched his cheek. 
'Those are the words.' He kissed her again, then offered his arm. 'Will you walk with me, lady?' 
She linked her arm through his. 'Anywhere you want, sir. Anywhere at all.' 
They walked slowly back across the lawn to Angle Street together, arm in arm. 
A Note on 'The Sun Dog' 
Every now and then someone will ask me, 'When are you going to get tired of this horror stuff, Steve, and 
write something serious?' 
I used to believe the implied insult in this question was accidental, but as the years go by I have become 
more and more convinced that it is not. I watch the faces of the people who drop that particular dime, you 
see, and most of them look like bombardiers waiting to see if their last stick of bombs is going to fall wide 
or hit the targeted factory or munitions dump dead on. 
The fact is, almost all of the stuff I have written - and that includes a lot of the funny stuff - was written in a 
serious frame of mind. I can remember very few occasions when I sat at the typewriter laughing 
uncontrollably over some wild and crazy bit of fluff I had just finished churning out. I'm never going to be 
Reynolds Price or Larry Woiwode - it isn't in me - but that doesn't mean I don't care as deeply about what I 
do. I have to do what I can do, however - as Nils Lofgren once put it, 'I gotta be my dirty self ... I won't 
play no jive.' 
If real - meaning !!SOMETHING THAT COULD ACTUALLY HAPPEN!! - is your definition of serious, 
you are in the wrong place and you should by all means leave the building. But please remember as you go 
that I'm not the only one doing business at this particular site; Franz Kafka had an office here, and George 
Orwell, and Shirley Jackson, and Jorge Luis Borges, and Jonathan Swift, and Lewis Carroll. A glance at the 
directory in the lobby shows the present tenants include Thomas Berger, Ray Bradbury, Jonathan Carroll, 
Thomas Pynchon, Thomas Disch, Kurt Vonnegut, jr, Peter Straub, Joyce Carol Oates, Isaac Bashevis 
Singer, Katherine Dunn, and Mark Halpern. 
I am doing what I do for the most serious reasons: love, money, and obsession. The tale of the irrational is 
the sanest way I know of expressing the world in which I live. These tales have served me as instruments of 
both metaphor and morality; they continue to offer the best window I know on the question of how we 
perceive things and the corollary question of how we do or do not behave on the basis of our perceptions. I 
have explored these questions as well as I can within the limits of my talent and intelligence. I am no one's 
National Book Award or Pulitzer Prize winner, but I'm serious, all right. If you don't believe anything else, 
believe this: when I take you by your hand and begin to talk, my friend, I believe every word I say. 
A lot of the things I have to say - those Really Serious Things - have to do with the small-town world in 
which I was raised and where I still live. Stories and novels are scale models of what we laughingly call 
'real life,' and I believe that lives as they are lived in small towns are scale models of what we laughingly 
call 'society.' This idea is certainly open to argument, and argument is perfectly fine (without it, a lot of 
literature teachers and critics would be looking for work); I'm just saying that a writer needs some sort of 
launching pad, and aside from the firm belief that a story may exist with honor for its own self, the idea of 
the small town as social and psychological microcosm is mine. I began experimenting with this sort of 
thing in Came, and continued on a more ambitious level with 'Salem's Lot. I never really hit my stride, 
however, until The Dead Zone. 
That was, I think, the first of my Castle Rock stories (and Castle Rock is really just the town of Jerusalem's 
Lot without the vampires). In the years since it was written, Castle Rock has increasingly become 'my 
town,' in the sense that the mythical city of Isola is Ed McBain's town and the West Virginia village of 
Glory was Davis Grubb's town. I have been called back there time and time again to examine the lives of its 
residents and the geographies which seem to rule their lives - Castle Hill and Castle View, Castle Lake and 
the Town Roads which lie around it in a tangle at the western end of the town. 
As the years passed, I became more and more interested in - almost entranced by - the secret life of this 
town, by the hidden relationships which seemed to come clearer and clearer to me. Much of this history 
remains either unwritten or unpublished:- how the late Sheriff George Bannerman lost his virginity in the 
back seat of his dead father's car, how Ophelia Todd's husband was killed by a walking windmill, how 
Deputy Andy Clutterbuck lost the index finger on his left hand (it was cut off in a fan and the family dog 
ate it). 
Following The Dead Zone, which is partly the story of the psychotic Frank Dodd, I wrote a novella called 
'The Body'; Cujo, the novel in which good old Sheriff Bannerman bit the dust; and a number of short 
stories and novelettes about the town (the best of them, at least in my mind, are 'Mrs Todd's Shortcut' and 
'Uncle Otto's Truck'). All of which is very well, but a state of entrancement with a fictional setting may not 
be the best thing in the world for a writer. It was for Faulkner and J. R. R. Tolkien, but sometimes a couple 
of exceptions just prove the rule, and besides, I don't play in that league. 
So at some point I decided - first in my subconscious mind, I think, where all that Really Serious Work 
takes place - that the time had come to close the book on Castle Rock, Maine, where so many of my own 
favorite characters have lived and died. Enough, after all, is enough. Time to move on (maybe all the way 
next door to Harlow, ha-ha). But I didn't just want to walk away; I wanted to finish things, and do it with a 
bang. 
Little by little I began to grasp how that could be done, and over the last four years or so I have been 
engaged in writing a Castle Rock Trilogy, if you please -the last Castle Rock stories. They were not written 
in order (I sometimes think 'out of order' is the story of my life), but now they are written, and they are 
serious enough ... but I hope that doesn't mean that they are sober-sided or boring. 
The first of these stories, The Dark Half, was published in 1989. While it is primarily the story of Thad 
Beaumont and is in large part set in a town called Ludlow (the town where the Creeds lived in Pet 
Sematary), the town of Castle Rock figures in the tale, and the book serves to introduce Sheriff 
Bannerman's replacement, a fellow named Alan Pangborn. Sheriff Pangborn is at the center of the last story 
in this sequence, a long novel called Needful Things, which is scheduled to be published next year and will 
conclude my doings with what local people call The Rock. 
The connective tissue between these longer works is the story which follows. You will meet few if any of 
Castle Rock's larger figures in 'The Sun Dog,' but it will serve to introduce you to Pop Merrill, whose 
nephew is town bad boy (and Gordie LaChance's bete noire in 'The Body') Ace Merrill. 'The Sun Dog' also 
sets the stage for the final fireworks display ... and, I hope, exists as a satisfying story on its own, one that 
can be read with pleasure even if you don't give a hang about The Dark Half or Needful Things. 
One other thing needs to be said: every story has its own secret life, quite separate from its setting, and 'The 
Sun Dog' is a story about cameras and photographs. About five years ago, my wife, Tabitha, became 
interested in photography, discovered she was good at it, and began to pursue it in a serious way, through 
study, experiment, and practice-practice-practice. I myself take bad photos (I'm one of those guys who 
always manage to cut off my subjects' heads, get pictures of them with their mouths hanging open, or both), 
but I have a great deal of respect for those who take good ones ... and the whole process fascinates me. 
In the course of her experiments, my wife got a Polaroid camera, a simple one accessible even to a doofus 
like me. I became fascinated with this camera. I had seen and used Polaroids before, of course, but I had 
never really thought about them much, nor had I ever looked closely at the images these cameras produce. 
The more I thought about them, the stranger they seemed. They are, after all, not just images but moments 
of time ... and there is something so peculiar about them. 
This story came almost all at once one night in the summer of 1987, but the thinking which made it 
possible went on for almost a year. And that's enough out of me, I think. It's been great to be with all of you 
again, but that doesn't mean I'm letting you go home just yet. 
I think we have a birthday party to attend in the little town of Castle Rock. 
CHAPTER 1 
September 15th was Kevin's birthday, and he got exactly what he wanted: a Sun. 
The Kevin in question was Kevin Delevan, the birthday was his fifteenth, and the Sun was a Sun 660, a 
Polaroid camera which does everything for the novice photographer except make bologna sandwiches. 
There were other gifts, of course; his sister, Meg, gave him a pair of mittens she had knitted herself, there 
was ten dollars from his grandmother in Des Moines, and his Aunt Hilda sent - as she always did - a string 
tie with a horrible clasp. She had sent the first of these when Kevin was three, which meant he already had 
twelve unused string ties with horrible clasps in a drawer of his bureau, to which this would be added - 
lucky thirteen. He had never worn any of them but was not allowed to throw them away. Aunt Hilda lived 
in Portland. She had never come to one of Kevin's or Meg's birthday parties, but she might decide to do just 
that one of these years. God knew she could; Portland was only fifty miles south of Castle Rock. And 
suppose she did come ... and asked to see Kevin in one of his other ties (or Meg in one of her other scarves, 
for that matter)? With some relatives, an excuse might do. Aunt Hilda, however, was different. Aunt Hilda 
presented a certain golden possibility at a point where two essential facts about her crossed: she was Rich, 
and she was Old. 
Someday, Kevin's Mom was convinced, she might DO SOMETHING for Kevin and Meg. It was 
understood that the SOMETHING would probably come after Aunt Hilda finally kicked it, in the form of a 
clause in her will. In the meantime, it was thought wise to keep the horrible string ties and the equally 
horrible scarves. So this thirteenth string tie (on the clasp of which was a bird Kevin thought was a 
woodpecker) would join the others, and Kevin would write Aunt Hilda a thank-you note, not because his 
mother would insist on it and not because he thought or even cared that Aunt Hilda might DO 
SOMETHING for him and his kid sister someday, but because he was a generally thoughtful boy with 
good habits and no real vices. 
He thanked his family for all his gifts (his mother and father had, of course, supplied a number of lesser 
ones, although the Polaroid was clearly the centerpiece, and they were delighted with his delight), not 
forgetting to give Meg a kiss (she giggled and pretended to rub it off but her own delight was equally clear) 
and to tell her he was sure the mittens would come in handy on the ski team this winter - but most of his 
attention was reserved for the Polaroid box, and the extra film packs which had come with it. 
He was a good sport about the birthday cake and the ice cream, although it was clear he was itching to get 
at the camera and try it out. And as soon as he decently could, he did. 
That was when the trouble started. 
He read the instruction booklet as thoroughly as his eagerness to begin would allow, then loaded the 
camera while the family watched with anticipation and unacknowledged dread (for some reason, the gifts 
which seem the most wanted are the ones which so often don't work). There was a little collective sigh - 
more puff than gust - when the camera obediently spat out the cardboard square on top of the film packet, 
just as the instruction booklet had promised it would. 
There were two small dots, one red and one green, separated by a zig-zag lightning-bolt on the housing of 
the camera. When Kevin loaded the camera, the red light came on. It stayed on for a couple of seconds. The 
family watched in silent fascination as the Sun 660 sniffed for light. Then the red light went out and the 
green light began to blink rapidly. 
'It's ready,' Kevin said, in the same straining-to-be-offhand-but-not-quite-making-it tone with which Neil 
Armstrong had reported his first step upon the surface of Luna. 'Why don't all you guys stand together?' 
'I hate having my picture taken!' Meg cried, covering her face with the theatrical anxiety and pleasure 
which only sub-teenage girls and really bad actresses can manage. 
'Come on, Meg,' Mr Delevan said. 
'Don't be a goose, Meg,' Mrs Delevan said. 
Meg dropped her hands (and her objections), and the three of them stood at the end of the table with the 
diminished birthday cake in the foreground. 
Kevin looked through the viewfinder. 'Squeeze a little closer to Meg, Mom,' he said, motioning with his left 
hand. 'You too, Dad.' This time he motioned with his right. 
'You're squishing me!' Meg said to her parents. 
Kevin put his finger on the button which would fire the camera, then remembered a briefly glimpsed note 
in the instructions about how easy it was to cut off your subjects' heads in a photograph. Off with their 
heads, he thought, and it should have been funny, but for some reason he felt a little tingle at the base of his 
spine, gone and forgotten almost before it was noticed. He raised the camera a little. There. They were all 
in the frame. Good. 
'Okay!' he sang. 'Smile and say Intercourse!' 
'Kevin!' his mother cried out. 
His father burst out laughing, and Meg screeched the sort of mad laughter not even bad actresses often 
essay; girls between the ages of ten and twelve own sole title to that particular laugh. 
Kevin pushed the button. 
The flashbulb, powered by the battery in the film pack, washed the room in a moment of righteous white 
light. 
It's mine, Kevin thought, and it should have been the surpassing moment of his fifteenth birthday. Instead, 
the thought brought back that odd little tingle. It was more noticeable this time. 
The camera made a noise, something between a squeal and a whirr, a sound just a little beyond description 
but familiar enough to most people, just the same: the sound of a Polaroid camera squirting out what may 
not be art but what is often serviceable and almost always provides instant gratification. 
'Lemme see it!' Meg cried. 
'Hold your horses, muffin,' Mr Delevan said. 'They take a little time to develop.' 
Meg was staring at the stiff gray surface of what was not yet a photograph with the rapt attention of a 
woman gazing into a crystal ball. 
The rest of the family gathered around, and there was that same feeling of anxiety which had attended the 
ceremony of Loading the Camera: still life of the American Family waiting to let out its breath. 
Kevin felt a terrible tenseness stealing into his muscles, and this time there was no question of ignoring it. 
He could not explain it ... but it was there. He could not seem to take his eyes from that solid gray square 
within the white frame which would form the borders of the photograph. 
'I think I see me!' Meg cried brightly. Then, a moment later: 'No. I guess I don't. I think I see -' 
They watched in utter silence as the gray cleared, as the mists are reputed to do in a seer's crystal when the 
vibrations or feelings or whatever they are are right, and the picture became visible to them. 
Mr Delevan was the first to break the silence. 
'What is this?' he asked no one in particular. 'Some kind of joke?' 
Kevin had absently put the camera down rather too close to the edge of the table in order to watch the 
picture develop. Meg saw what the picture was and took a single step away. The expression on her face was 
neither fright nor awe but just ordinary surprise. One of her hands came up as she turned toward her father. 
The rising hand struck the camera and knocked it off the table onto the floor. Mrs Delevan had been 
looking at the emerging picture in a kind of trance, the expression on her face either that of a woman who is 
deeply puzzled or who is feeling the onset of a migraine headache. The sound of the camera hitting the 
floor startled her. She uttered a little scream and recoiled. In doing this, she tripped over Meg's foot and lost 
her balance. Mr Delevan reached for her, propelling Meg, who was still between them, forward again, quite 
forcefully. Mr Delevan not only caught his wife, but did so with some grace; for a moment they would have 
made a pretty picture indeed: Mom and Dad, showing they still know how to Cut A Rug, caught at the end 
of a spirited tango, she with one hand thrown up and her back deeply bowed, he bent over her in that 
ambiguous male posture which may be seen, when divorced from circumstance, as either solicitude or lust. 
Meg was eleven, and less graceful. She went flying back toward the table and smacked into it with her 
stomach. The hit was hard enough to have injured her, but for the last year and a half she had been taking 
ballet lessons at the YWCA three afternoons a week. She did not dance with much grace, but she enjoyed 
ballet, and the dancing had fortunately toughened the muscles of her stomach enough for them to absorb 
the blow as efficiently as good shock absorbers absorb the pounding a road full of potholes can administer 
to a car. Still, there was a band of black and blue just above her hips the next day. These bruises took 
almost two weeks to first purple, then yellow, then fade ... like a Polaroid picture in reverse. 
At the moment this Rube Goldberg accident happened, she didn't even feel it; she simply banged into the 
table and cried out. The table tipped. The birthday cake, which should have been in the foreground of 
Kevin's first picture with his new camera, slid off the table. Mrs Delevan didn't even have time to start her 
Meg, are you all right? before the remaining half of the cake fell on top of the Sun 660 with a juicy splat! 
that sent frosting all over their shoes and the baseboard of the wall. 
The viewfinder, heavily smeared with Dutch chocolate, peered out like a periscope. That was all. 
Happy birthday, Kevin. 
Kevin and Mr Delevan were sitting on the couch in the living room that evening when Mrs Delevan came 
in, waving two dog-eared sheets of paper which had been stapled together. Kevin and Mr Delevan both had 
open books in their laps (The Best and the Brightest for the father; ShootOut at Laredo for the son), but 
what they were mostly doing was staring at the Sun camera, which sat in disgrace on the coffee table amid 
a litter of Polaroid pictures. All the pictures appeared to show exactly the same thing. 
Meg was sitting on the floor in front of them, using the VCR to watch a rented movie. Kevin wasn't sure 
which one it was, but there were a lot of people running around and screaming, so he guessed it was a 
horror picture. Megan had a passion for them. Both parents considered this a low taste (Mr Delevan in 
particular was often outraged by what he called 'that useless junk'), but tonight neither of them had said a 
word. Kevin guessed they were just grateful she had quit complaining about her bruised stomach and 
wondering aloud what the exact symptoms of a ruptured spleen might be. 
'Here they are,' Mrs Delevan said. 'I found them at the bottom of my purse the second time through.' She 
handed the papers - a sales slip from J. C. Penney's and a MasterCard receipt - to her husband. 'I can never 
find anything like this the first time. I don't think anyone can. It's like a law of nature.' 
She surveyed her husband and son, hands on her hips. 
'You two look like someone just killed the family cat.' 
'We don't have a cat,' Kevin said. 
'Well, you know what I mean. It's a shame, of course, but we'll get it sorted out in no time. Penney's will be 
happy to exchange it -' 
'I'm not so sure of that,' John Delevan said. He picked up the camera, looked at it with distaste (almost 
sneered at it, in fact), and then set it down again. 'It got chipped when it hit the floor. See?' 
Mrs Delevan took only a cursory glance. 'Well, if Penney's won't, I'm positive that the Polaroid company 
will. I mean, the fall obviously didn't cause whatever is wrong with it. The first picture looked just like all 
these, and Kevin took that one before Meg knocked it off the table.' 
'I didn't mean to,' Meg said without turning around. On the screen, a pint-sized figure - a malevolent doll 
named Chuckie, if Kevin had it right - was chasing a small boy. Chuckie was dressed in blue overalls and 
waving a knife. 
'I know, dear. How's your stomach?' 
'Hurts,' Meg said. 'A little ice cream might help. Is there any left over?' 
'Yes, I think so.' 
Meg gifted her mother with her most winning smile. 'Would you get some for me?' 
'Not at all,' Mrs Delevan said pleasantly. 'Get it yourself. And what's that horrible thing you're watching?' 
'Child's Play,' Megan said. 'There's this doll named Chuckie that comes to life. It's neat.' 
Mrs Delevan wrinkled her nose. 
'Dolls don't come to life, Meg,' her father said. He spoke heavily, as if knowing this was a lost cause. 
'Chuckie did,' Meg said. 'In movies, anything can happen.' She used the remote control to freeze the movie 
and went to get her ice cream. 
'Why does she want to watch that crap?' Mr Delevan asked his wife, almost plaintively. 
'I don't know, dear.' 
Kevin had picked up the camera in one hand and several of the exposed Polaroids in the other - they had 
taken almost a dozen in all. 'I'm not so sure I want a refund,' he said. 
His father stared at him. 'What? Jesus wept!' 
'Well,' Kevin said, a little defensively, 'I'm just saying that maybe we ought to think about it. I mean, it's not 
exactly an ordinary defect, is it? I mean, if the pictures came out overexposed ... or underexposed ... or just 
plain blank ... that would be one thing. But how do you get a thing like this? The same picture, over and 
over? I mean, look! And they're outdoors, even though we took every one of these pictures inside!' 
'It's a practical joke,' his father said. 'It must be. The thing to do is just exchange the damned thing and 
forget about it.' 
'I don't think it's a practical joke,' Kevin said. 'First, it's too complicated to be a practical joke. How do you 
rig a camera to take the same picture over and over? Plus, the psychology is all wrong.' 
'Psychology, yet,' Mr Delevan said, rolling his eyes at his wife. 
'Yes, psychology!' Kevin replied firmly. 'When a guy loads your cigarette or hands you a stick of pepper 
gum, he hangs around to watch the fun, doesn't he? But unless you or Mom have been pulling my leg -' 
'Your father isn't much of a leg-puller, dear,' Mrs Delevan said, stating the obvious gently. 
Mr Delevan was looking at Kevin with his lips pressed together. It was the look he always got when he 
perceived his son drifting toward that area of the ballpark where Kevin seemed most at home: left field. Far 
left field. There was a hunchy, intuitive streak in Kevin that had always puzzled and confounded him. He 
didn't know where it had come from, but he was sure it hadn't been his side of the family. 
He sighed and looked at the camera again. A piece of black plastic had been chipped from the left side of 
the housing, and there was a crack, surely no thicker than a human hair, down the center of the viewfinder 
lens. The crack was so thin it disappeared completely when you raised the camera to your eye to set the 
shot you would not get - what you would get was on the coffee table, and there were nearly a dozen other 
examples in the dining room. 
What you got was something that looked like a refugee from the local animal shelter. 
'All right, what in the devil are you going to do with it?' he asked. 'I mean, let's think this over reasonably, 
Kevin. What practical good is a camera that takes the same picture over and over?' 
But it was not practical good Kevin was thinking about. In fact, he was not thinking at all. He was feeling 
... and remembering. In the instant when he had pushed the shutter release, one clear idea 
(it's mine) 
had filled his mind as completely as the momentary white flash had filled his eyes. That idea, complete yet 
somehow inexplicable, had been accompanied by a powerful mixture of emotions which he could still not 
identify completely ... but he thought fear and excitement had predominated. 
And besides - his father always wanted to look at things reasonably. He would never be able to understand 
Kevin's intuitions or Meg's interest in killer dolls named Chuckie. 
Meg came back in with a huge dish of ice cream and started the movie again. Someone was now attempting 
to toast Chuckie with a blowtorch, but he went right on waving his knife. 'Are you two still arguing?' 
'We're having a discussion,' Mr Delevan said. His lips were pressed more tightly together than ever. 
'Yeah, right,' Meg said, sitting down on the floor again and crossing her legs. 'You always say that.' 
'Meg?' Kevin said kindly. 
'What?' 
'If you dump that much ice cream on top of a ruptured spleen, you'll die horribly in the night. Of course, 
your spleen might not actually be ruptured, but -' 
Meg stuck her tongue out at him and turned back to the movie. 
Mr Delevan was looking at his son with an expression of mingled affection and exasperation. 'Look, Kev - 
it's your camera. No argument about that. You can do whatever you want with it. But -' 
'Dad, aren't you even the least bit interested in why it's doing what it's doing?' 
'Nope,' John Delevan said. 
It was Kevin's turn to roll his eyes. Meanwhile, Mrs Delevan was looking from one to the other like 
someone who is enjoying a pretty good tennis match. Nor was this far from the truth. She had spent years 
watching her son and her husband sharpen themselves on each other, and she was not bored with it yet. She 
sometimes wondered if they would ever discover how much alike they really were. 
'Well, I want to think it over.' 
'Fine. I just want you to know that I can swing by Penney's tomorrow and exchange the thing - if you want 
me to and they agree to swap a piece of chipped merchandise, that is. If you want to keep it, that's fine, too. 
I wash my hands of it.' He dusted his palms briskly together to illustrate. 
'I suppose you don't want my opinion,' Meg said. 
'Right,' Kevin said. 
'Of course we do, Meg,' Mrs Delevan said. 
'I think it's a supernatural camera,' Meg said. She licked ice cream from her spoon. 'I think it's a 
Manifestation.' 
'That's utterly ridiculous,' Mr Delevan said at once. 
'No, it's not,' Meg said. 'It happens to be the only explanation that fits. You just don't think so because you 
don't believe in stuff like that. If a ghost ever floated up to you, Dad, you wouldn't even see it. What do you 
think, Kev?' 
For a moment Kevin didn't - couldn't - answer. He felt as if another flashbulb had gone off, this one behind 
his eyes instead of in front of them. 
'Kev? Earth to Kevin!' 
'I think you might just have something there, squirt,' he said slowly. 
'Oh my dear God,' John Delevan said, getting up. 'It's the revenge of Freddy and Jason - my kid thinks his 
birthday camera's haunted. I'm going to bed, but before I do, I want to say just one more thing. A camera 
that takes photographs of the same thing over and over again - especially something as ordinary as what's in 
these pictures - is a boring manifestation of the supernatural.' 
'Still . . .' Kevin said. He held up the photos like a dubious poker hand. 
'I think it's time we all went to bed,' Mrs Delevan said briskly. 'Meg, if you absolutely need to finish that 
cinematic masterpiece, you can do it in the morning.' 
'But it's almost over!' Meg cried. 
'I'll come up with her, Mom,' Kevin said, and, fifteen minutes later, with the malevolent Chuckie disposed 
of (at least until the sequel), he did. But sleep did not come easily for Kevin that night. He lay long awake 
in his bedroom, listening to a strong late-summer wind rustle the leaves outside into whispery conversation, 
thinking about what might make a camera take the same picture over and over and over again, and what 
such a thing might mean. He only began to slip toward sleep when he realized his decision had been made; 
he would keep the Polaroid Sun at least a little while longer. 
It's mine, he thought again. He rolled over on his side, closed his eyes, and was sleeping deeply forty 
seconds later. 
CHAPTER 2 
Amid the tickings and tockings of what sounded like at least fifty thousand clocks and totally undisturbed 
by them, Reginald 'Pop' Merrill shone a pencil-beam of light from a gadget even more slender than a 
doctor's ophthalmoscope into Kevin's Polaroid 660 while Kevin stood by. Pop's eyeglasses, which he didn't 
need for close work, were propped on the bald dome of his head. 
'Uh-huh,' he said, and clicked the light off. 
'Does that mean you know what's wrong with it?' Kevin asked. 
'Nope,' Pop Merrill said, and snapped the Sun's film compartment, now empty, closed. 'Don't have a clue.' 
And before Kevin could say anything else, the clocks began to strike four o'clock, and for a few moments 
conversation, although possible, seemed absurd. 
I want to think it over, he had told his father on the evening he had turned fifteen - three days ago now - and 
it was a statement which had surprised both of them. As a child he had made a career of not thinking about 
things, and Mr Delevan had in his heart of hearts come to believe Kevin never would think about things, 
whether he ought to or not. They had been seduced, as fathers and sons often are, by the idea that their 
behavior and very different modes of thinking would never change, thus fixing their relationship eternally 
... and childhood would thus go on forever. I want to think it over: there was a world of potential change 
implicit in that statement. 
Further, as a human being who had gone through his life to that point making most decisions on instinct 
rather than reason (and he was one of those lucky ones whose instincts were almost always good - the sort 
of person, in other words, who drives reasonable people mad), Kevin was surprised and intrigued to find 
that he was actually on the Horns of a Dilemma. 
Horn #1: he had wanted a Polaroid camera and he had gotten one for his birthday, but, dammit, he had 
wanted a Polaroid camera that worked. 
Horn #2: he was deeply intrigued by Meg's use of the word supernatural. 
His younger sister had a daffy streak a mile wide, but she wasn't stupid, and Kevin didn't think she had used 
the word lightly or thoughtlessly. His father, who was of the Reasonable rather than Instinctive tribe, had 
scoffed, but Kevin found he wasn't ready to go and do likewise . . . at least, not yet. That word. That 
fascinating, exotic word. It became a plinth which his mind couldn't help circling. 
I think it's a Manifestation. 
Kevin was amused (and a little chagrined) that only Meg had been smart enough - or brave enough - to 
actually say what should have occurred to all of them, given the oddity of the pictures the Sun produced, 
but in truth, it wasn't really that amazing. They were not a religious family; they went to church on the 
Christmas Day every third year when Aunt Hilda came to spend the holiday with them instead of her other 
remaining relatives, but except for the occasional wedding or funeral, that was about all. If any of them 
truly believed in the invisible world it was Megan, who couldn't get enough of walking corpses, living 
dolls, and cars that came to life and ran down people they didn't like. 
Neither of Kevin's parents had much taste for the bizarre. They didn't read their horoscopes in the daily 
paper; they would never mistake comets or falling stars for signs from the Almighty; where one couple 
might see the face of Jesus on the bottom of an enchilada, John and Mary Delevan would see only an 
overcooked enchilada. It was not surprising that Kevin, who had never seen the man in the moon because 
neither mother nor father had bothered to point it out to him, had been likewise unable to see the possibility 
of a supernatural Manifestation in a camera which took the same picture over and over again, inside or 
outside, even in the dark of his bedroom closet, until it was suggested to him by his sister, who had once 
written a fan-letter to Jason and gotten an autographed glossy photo of a guy in a bloodstained hockey 
mask by return mail. 
Once the possibility had been pointed out, it became difficult to unthink; as Dostoyevsky, that smart old 
Russian, once said to his little brother when the two of them were both smart young Russians, try to spend 
the next thirty seconds not thinking of a blue-eyed polar bear. 
It was hard to do. 
So he had spent two days circling that plinth in his mind, trying to read hieroglyphics that weren't even 
there, for pity's sake, and trying to decide which he wanted more: the camera or the possibility of a 
Manifestation. Or, put another way, whether he wanted the Sun ... or the man in the moon. 
By the end of the second day (even in fifteen-year-olds who are clearly destined for the Reasonable tribe, 
dilemmas rarely last longer than a week), he had decided to take the man in the moon ... on a trial basis, at 
least. 
He came to this decision in study hall period seven, and when the bell rang, signalling the end of both the 
study hall and the school-day, he had gone to the teacher he respected most, Mr Baker, and had asked him 
if he knew of anyone who repaired cameras. 
'Not like a regular camera-shop guy,' he explained. 'More like a ... you know ... a thoughtful guy.' 
'An F-stop philosopher?' Mr Baker asked. His saying things like that was one of the reasons why Kevin 
respected him. It was just a cool thing to say. 'A sage of the shutter? An alchemist of the aperture? A-' 
'A guy who's seen a lot,' Kevin said cagily. 
'Pop Merrill,' Mr Baker said. 
'Who?' 
'He runs the Emporium Galorium.' 
'Oh. That place.' 
'Yeah,' Mr Baker said, grinning. 'That place. If, that is, what you're looking for is a sort of homespun Mr 
Fixit.' 
'I guess that's what I am looking for.' 
'He's got damn near everything in there,' Mr Baker said, and Kevin could agree with that. Even though he 
had never actually been inside, he passed the Emporium Galorium five, ten, maybe fifteen times a week (in 
a town the size of Castle Rock, you had to pass everything a lot, and it got amazingly boring in Kevin 
Delevan's humble opinion), and he had looked in the windows. It seemed crammed literally to the rafters 
with objects, most of them mechanical. But his mother called it 'a junk-store' in a sniffing voice, and his 
father said Mr Merrill made his money 'rooking the summer people,' and so Kevin had never gone in. If it 
had only been a 'junk-store,' he might have; almost certainly would have, in fact. But doing what the 
summer people did, or buying something where summer people 'got rooked' was unthinkable. He would be 
as apt to wear a blouse and skirt to high school. Summer people could do what they wanted (and did). They 
were all mad, and conducted their affairs in a mad fashion. Exist with them, fine. But be confused with 
them? No. No. And no sir. 
'Damn near everything,' Mr Baker repeated, 'and most of what he's got, he fixed himself. He thinks that 
crackerbarrel-philosopher act he does, glasses up on top of the head, wise pronouncements, all of that - 
fools people. No one who knows him disabuses him. I'm not sure anyone would dare disabuse him.' 
'Why? What do you mean?' 
Mr Baker shrugged. An odd, tight little smile touched his mouth. 'Pop - Mr Merrill, I mean - has got his 
fingers in a lot of pies around here. You'd be surprised, Kevin.' 
Kevin didn't care about how many pies Pop Merrill was currently fingering, or what their fillings might be. 
He was left with only one more important question, since the summer people were gone and he could 
probably slink into the Emporium Galorium unseen tomorrow afternoon if he took advantage of the rule 
which allowed all students but freshmen to cut their last-period study hall twice a month. 
'Do I call him Pop or Mr Merrill?' 
Solemnly, Mr Baker replied, 'I think the man kills anyone under the age of sixty who calls him Pop.' 
And the thing was, Kevin had an idea Mr Baker wasn't exactly joking. 
'You really don't know, huh?' Kevin said when the clocks began to wind down. 
It had not been like in a movie, where they all start and finish striking at once; these were real clocks, and 
he guessed that most of them - along with the rest of the appliances in the Emporium Galorium - were not 
really running at all but sort of lurching along. They had begun at what his own Seiko quartz watch said 
was 3:58. They began to pick up speed and volume gradually (like an old truck fetching second gear with a 
tired groan and jerk). There were maybe four seconds when all of them really did seem to be striking, 
bonging, chiming, clanging, and cuckoo-ing at the same time, but four seconds was all the synchronicity 
they could manage. And 'winding down' was not exactly what they did. What they did was sort of give up, 
like water finally consenting to gurgle its way down a drain which is almost but not quite completely 
plugged. 
He didn't have any idea why he was so disappointed. Had he really expected anything else? For Pop 
Merrill, whom Mr Baker had described as a crackerbarrel philosopher and homespun Mr Fixit, to pull out a 
spring and say, 'Here it is - this is the bastard causing that dog to show up every time you push the shutter 
release. It's a dog-spring, belongs in one of those toy dogs a kid winds up so it'll walk and bark a little, 
some joker on the Polaroid Sun 660 assembly line's always putting them in the damn cameras.' 
Had he expected that? 
No. But he had expected ... something. 
'Don't have a friggin clue,' Pop repeated cheerfully. He reached behind him and took a Douglas MacArthur 
corncob pipe from a holder shaped like a bucket seat. He began to tamp tobacco into it from an imitationleather 
pouch with the words EVIL WEED stamped into it. 'Can't even take these babies apart, you know.' 
'You can't ?' 
'Nope,' Pop said. He was just as chipper as a bird. He paused long enough to hook a thumb over the wire 
ridge between the lenses of his rimless specs and give them a yank. They dropped off his bald dome and 
fell neatly into place, hiding the red spots on the sides of his nose, with a fleshy little thump. 'You could 
take apart the old ones,' he went on, now producing a Diamond Blue Tip match from a pocket of his vest 
(of course he was wearing a vest) and pressing the thick yellow thumbnail of his right hand on its head. 
Yes, this was a man who could rook the summer people with one hand tied behind his back (always 
assuming it wasn't the one he used to first fish out his matches and then light them) - even at fifteen years 
of age, Kevin could see that. Pop Merrill had style. 'The Polaroid Land cameras, I mean. Ever seen one of 
those beauties?' 
'No,' Kevin said. 
Pop snapped the match alight on the first try, which of course he would always do, and applied it to the 
corncob, his words sending out little smokesignals which looked pretty and smelled absolutely foul. 
'Oh yeah,' he said. 'They looked like those old-time cameras people like Mathew Brady used before the turn 
of the century - or before the Kodak people introduced the Brownie box camera, anyway. What I mean to 
say is' (Kevin was rapidly learning that this was Pop Merrill's favorite phrase; he used it the way some of 
the kids in school used 'you know,' as intensifier, modifier, qualifier, and most of all as a convenient 
thought-gathering pause) 'they tricked it up some, put on chrome and real leather side-panels, but it still 
looked old-fashioned, like the sort of camera folks used to make daguerreotypes with. When you opened 
one of those old Polaroid Land cameras, it snapped out an accordion neck, because the lens needed half a 
foot, maybe even nine inches, to focus the image. It looked old-fashioned as hell when you put it next to 
one of the Kodaks in the late forties and early fifties, and it was like those old daguerreotype cameras in 
another way - it only took black-and-white photos.' 
'Is that so?' Kevin asked, interested in spite of himself. 
'Oh, ayuh!' Pop said, chipper as a chickadee, blue eyes twinkling at Kevin through the smoke from his 
fuming stewpot of a pipe and from behind his round rimless glasses. It was the sort of twinkle which may 
indicate either good humor or avarice. 'What I mean to say is that people laughed at those cameras the way 
they laughed at the Volkswagen Beetles when they first come out ... but they bought the Polaroids just like 
they bought the VWs. Because the Beetles got good gas mileage and didn't go bust so often as American 
cars, and the Polaroids did one thing the Kodaks and even the Nikons and Minoltas and Leicas didn't.' 
'Took instant pictures.' 
Pop smiled. 'Well ... not exactly. What I mean to say is you took your pitcher, and then you yanked on this 
flap to pull it out. It didn't have no motor, didn't make that squidgy little whining noise like modern 
Polaroids.' 
So there was a perfect way to describe that sound after all, it was just that you had to find a Pop Merrill to 
tell it to you: the sound that Polaroid cameras made when they spat out their produce was a squidgy little 
whine. 
'Then you had to time her,' Pop said. 
'Time -?' 
'Oh, ayuh!' Pop said with great relish, bright as the early bird who has found that fabled worm. 'What I 
mean to say is they didn't have none of this happy automatic crappy back in those days. You yanked and 
out come this long strip which you put on the table or whatever and timed off sixty seconds on your watch. 
Had to be sixty, or right around there, anyway. Less and you'd have an underexposed pitcher. More and it'd 
be overexposed.' 
'Wow,' Kevin said respectfully. And this was not bogus respect, jollying the old man along in hopes he 
would get back to the point, which was not a bunch of long-dead cameras that had been wonders in their 
day but his own camera, the damned balky Sun 660 sitting on Pop's worktable with the guts of an old 
seven-day clock on its right and something which looked suspiciously like a dildo on its left. It wasn't 
bogus respect and Pop knew it, and it occurred to Pop (it wouldn't have to Kevin) how fleeting that great 
white god 'state-of-the-art' really was; ten years, he thought, and the phrase itself would be gone. From the 
boy's fascinated expression, you would have thought he was hearing about something as antique as George 
Washington's wooden dentures instead of a camera everyone had thought was the ultimate only thirty-five 
years ago. But of course this boy had still been circling around in the unhatched void thirty-five years ago, 
part of a female who hadn't yet even met the male who would provide his other half. 
'What I mean to say is it was a regular little darkroom goin on in there between the pitcher and the backing,' 
Pop resumed, slow at first but speeding up as his own mostly genuine interest in the subject resurfaced (but 
the thoughts of who this kid's father was and what the kid might be worth to him and the strange thing the 
kid's camera was up to never completely left his mind). 'And at the end of the minute, you peeled the 
pitcher off the back - had to be careful when you did it, too, because there was all this goo like jelly on the 
back, and if your skin was in the least bit sensitive, you could get a pretty good burn.' 
'Awesome,' Kevin said. His eyes were wide, and now he looked like a kid hearing about the old two-holer 
outhouses which Pop and all his childhood colleagues (they were almost all colleagues; he had had few 
childhood friends in Castle Rock, perhaps preparing even then for his life's work of rooking the summer 
people and the other children somehow sensing it, like a faint smell of skunk) had taken for granted, doing 
your business as fast as you could in high summer because one of the wasps always circling around down 
there between the manna and the two holes which were the heaven from which the manna fell might at any 
time take a notion to plant its stinger in one of your tender little boycheeks, and also doing it as fast as you 
could in deep winter because your tender little boycheeks were apt to freeze solid if you didn't. Well, Pop 
thought, so much for the Camera of the Future. Thirty-five years and to this kid it's interestin in the same 
way a backyard shithouse is interestin. 
'The negative was on the back,' Pop said. 'And your positive - well, it was black and white, but it was fine 
black and white. It was just as crisp and clear as you'd ever want even today. And you had this little pink 
thing, about as long as a school eraser. as I remember; it squeegeed out some kind of chemical, smelled like 
ether, and you had to rub it over the pitcher as fast as you could, or that pitcher'd roll right up, like the tube 
in the middle of a roll of bung-fodder.' 
Kevin burst out laughing, tickled by these pleasant antiquities. 
Pop quit long enough to get his pipe going again. When he had, he resumed: 'A camera like that, nobody 
but the Polaroid people really knew what it was doing - I mean to say those people were close - but it was 
mechanical. You could take it apart.' 
He looked at Kevin's Sun with some distaste. 
'And, lots of times when one went bust, that was as much as you needed. Fella'd come in with one of those 
and say it wouldn't work, moanin about how he'd have to send it back to the Polaroid people to get it fixed 
and that'd prob'ly take months and would I take a look. "Well," I'd say, "prob'ly nothin I can do, what I 
mean to say is nobody really knows about these cameras but the Polaroid people and they're goddam close, 
but I'll take a look." All the time knowin it was prob'ly just a loose screw inside that shutter-housin or 
maybe a fouled spring, or hell, maybe junior slathered some peanut butter in the film compartment.' 
One of his bright bird-eyes dropped in a wink so quick and so marvellously sly that, Kevin thought, if you 
hadn't known he was talking about summer people, you would have thought it was your paranoid 
imagination, or, more likely, missed it entirely. 
'What I mean to say is you had your perfect situation,' Pop said. 'If you could fix it, you were a goddam 
wonder-worker. Why, I have put eight dollars and fifty cents in my pocket for takin a couple of little pieces 
of potato-chip out from between the trigger and the shutter-spring, my son, and the woman who brought 
that camera in kissed me on the lips. Right ... on ... the lips.' 
Kevin observed Pop's eye drop momentarily closed again behind the semi-transparent mat of blue smoke. 
'And of course, if it was somethin you couldn't fix, they didn't hold it against you because, what I mean to 
say, they never really expected you to be able to do nothin in the first place. You was only a last resort 
before they put her in a box and stuffed newspapers around her to keep her from bein broke even worse in 
the mail, and shipped her off to Schenectady. 
'But - this camera.' He spoke in the ritualistic tone of distaste all philosophers of the crackerbarrel, whether 
in Athens of the golden age or in a small-town junk-shop during this current one of brass, adopt to express 
their view of entropy without having to come right out and state it. 'Wasn't put together, son. What I mean 
to say is it was poured. I could maybe pop the lens, and will if you want me to, and I did look in the film 
compartment, although I knew I wouldn't see a goddam thing wrong - that I recognized, at least - and I 
didn't. But beyond that I can't go. I could take a hammer and wind it right to her, could break it, what I 
mean to say, but fix it?' He spread his hands in pipe-smoke. 'Nossir.' 
'Then I guess I'll just have to -' return it after all, he meant to finish, but Pop broke in. 
'Anyway, son, I think you knew that. What I mean to say is you're a bright boy, you can see when a thing's 
all of a piece. I don't think you brought that camera in to be fixed. I think you know that even if it wasn't all 
of a piece, a man couldn't fix what that thing's doing, at least not with a screwdriver. I think you brought it 
in to ask me if I knew what it's up to.' 
'Do you?' Kevin asked. He was suddenly tense all over. 
'I might,' Pop Merrill said calmly. He bent over the pile of photographs twenty-eight of them now, counting 
the one Kevin had snapped to demonstrate, and the one Pop had snapped to demonstrate to himself. 'These 
in order?' 
'Not really. Pretty close, though. Does it matter?' 
'I think so,' Pop said. 'They're a little bit different, ain't they? Not much, but a little.' 
'Yeah,' Kevin said. 'I can see the difference in some of them, but . 
'Do you know which one is the first? I could prob'ly figure it out for myself, but time is money, son.' 
'That's easy,' Kevin said, and picked one out of the untidy little pile. 'See the frosting?' He pointed at a small 
brown spot on the picture's white edging. 
'Ayup.' Pop didn't spare the dab of frosting more than a glance. He looked closely at the photograph, and 
after a moment he opened the drawer of his worktable. Tools were littered untidily about inside. To one 
side, in its own space, was an object wrapped in jeweler's velvet. Pop took this out, folded the cloth back, 
and removed a large magnifying glass with a switch in its base. He bent over the Polaroid and pushed the 
switch. A bright circle of light fell on the picture's surface. 
'That's neat!' Kevin said. 
'Ayup,' Pop said again. Kevin could tell that for Pop he was no longer there. Pop was studying the picture 
closely. 
If one had not known the odd circumstances of its taking, the picture would hardly have seemed to warrant 
such close scrutiny. Like most photographs which are taken with a decent camera, good film, and by a 
photographer at least intelligent enough to keep his finger from blocking the lens, it was clear, 
understandable ... and, like so many Polaroids, oddly undramatic. It was a picture in which you could 
identify and name each object, but its content was as flat as its surface. It was not well composed, but 
composition wasn't what was wrong with it - that undramatic flatness could hardly be called wrong at all, 
any more than a real day in a real life could be called wrong because nothing worthy of even a made-fortelevision 
movie happened during its course. As in so many Polaroids, the things in the picture were only 
there, like an empty chair on a porch or an unoccupied child's swing in a back yard or a passengerless car 
sitting at an unremarkable curb without even a flat tire to make it interesting or unique. 
What was wrong with the picture was the feeling that it was wrong. Kevin had remembered the sense of 
unease he had felt while composing his subjects for the picture he meant to take, and the ripple of 
gooseflesh up his back when, with the glare of the flashbulb still lighting the room, he had thought, It's 
mine. That was what was wrong, and as with the man in the moon you can't unsee once you've seen it, so, 
he was discovering, you couldn't unfeel certain feelings ... and when it came to these pictures, those 
feelings were bad. 
Kevin thought: It's like there was a wind - very soft, very cold - blowing out of that picture. 
For the first time, the idea that it might be something supernatural - that this was part of a Manifestation - 
did something more than just intrigue him. For the first time he found himself wishing he had simply let 
this thing go. It's mine - that was what he had thought when his finger had pushed the shutter-button for the 
first time. Now he found himself wondering if maybe he hadn't gotten that backward. 
I'm scared of it. Of what it's doing. 
That made him mad, and he bent over Pop Merrill's shoulder, hunting as grimly as a man who has lost a 
diamond in a sandpile, determined that, no matter what he saw (always supposing he should see something 
new, and he didn't think he would; he had studied all these photographs often enough now to believe he had 
seen all there was to see in them), he would look at it, study it, and under no circumstances allow himself to 
unsee it. Even if he could ... and a dolorous voice inside suggested very strongly that the time for unseeing 
was now past, possibly forever. 
What the picture showed was a large black dog in front of a white picket fence. The picket fence wasn't 
going to be white much longer, unless someone in that flat Polaroid world painted or at least whitewashed 
it. That didn't seem likely; the fence looked untended, forgotten. The tops of some pickets were broken off. 
Others sagged loosely outward. 
The dog was on a sidewalk in front of the fence. His hindquarters were to the viewer. His tail, long and 
bushy, drooped. He appeared to be smelling one of the fence-pickets - probably, Kevin thought, because 
the fence was what his dad called a 'letter-drop,' a place where many dogs would lift their legs and leave 
mystic yellow squirts of message before moving on. 
The dog looked like a stray to Kevin. Its coat was long and tangled and sown with burdocks. One of its ears 
had the crumpled look of an old battle-scar. Its shadow trailed long enough to finish outside the frame on 
the weedy, patchy lawn inside the picket fence. The shadow made Kevin think the picture had been taken 
not long after dawn or not long before sunset; with no idea of the direction the photographer (what 
photographer, ha-ha) had been facing, it was impossible to tell which, just that he (or she) must have been 
standing only a few degrees shy of due east or west. 
There was something in the grass at the far left of the picture which looked like a child's red rubber ball. It 
was inside the fence, and enough behind one of the lackluster clumps of grass so it was hard to tell. 
And that was all. 
'Do you recognize anything?' Pop asked, cruising his magnifying glass slowly back and forth over the 
photo's surface. Now the dog's hindquarters swelled to the size of hillocks tangled with wild and ominously 
exotic black undergrowth; now three or four of the scaly pickets became the size of old telephone poles; 
now, suddenly, the object behind the clump of grass clearly became a child's ball (although under Pop's 
glass it was as big as a soccer ball): Kevin could even see the stars which girdled its middle in upraised 
rubber lines. So something new was revealed under Pop's glass, and in a few moments Kevin would see 
something else himself, without it. But that was later. 
'Jeez, no,' Kevin said. 'How could I, Mr Merrill?' 
'Because there are things here,' Pop said patiently. His glass went on cruising. Kevin thought of a movie he 
had seen once where the cops sent out a searchlight-equipped helicopter to look for escaped prisoners. 'A 
dog, a sidewalk, a picket fence that needs paintin or takin down, a lawn that needs tendin. The sidewalk 
ain't much - you can't even see all of it - and the house, even the foundation, ain't in the frame, but what I 
mean to say is there's that dog. You recognize it?' 
'No.' 
'The fence?' 
'No.' 
'What about that red rubber ball? What about that, son?' 
'No ... but you look like you think I should.' 
'I look like I thought you might,' Pop said. 'You never had a ball like that when you were a tyke?' 
'Not that I remember, no.' 
'You got a sister, you said.' 
'Megan.' 
'She never had a ball like that?' 
'I don't think so. I never took that much interest in Meg's toys. She had a BoLo bouncer once, and the ball 
on the end of it was red, but a different shade. Darker.' 
'Ayuh. I know what a ball like that looks like. This ain't one. And that mightn't be your lawn?' 
'Jes - I mean jeepers, no.' Kevin felt a little offended. He and his dad took good care of the lawn around 
their house. It was a deep green and would stay that way, even under the fallen leaves, until at least mid- 
October. 'We don't have a picket fence, anyway.' And if we did, he thought, it wouldn't look like that mess. 
Pop let go of the switch in the base of the magnifying glass, placed it on the square of jeweler's velvet, and 
with a care which approached reverence folded the sides over it. He returned it to its former place in the 
drawer and closed the drawer. He looked at Kevin closely. He had put his pipe aside, and there was now no 
smoke to obscure his eyes, which were still sharp but not twinkling anymore. 
'What I mean to say is, could it have been your house before you owned it, do you think? Ten years ago -' 
'We owned it ten years ago,' Kevin replied, bewildered. 
'Well, twenty? Thirty? What I mean to say, do you recognize how the land lies? Looks like it climbs a 
little.' 
'Our front lawn -' He thought deeply, then shook his head. 'No, ours is flat. If it does anything, it goes down 
a little. Maybe that's why the cellar ships a little water in a wet spring.' 
'Ayuh, ayuh, could be. What about the back lawn?' 
'There's no sidewalk back there,' Kevin said. 'And on the sides -' He broke off. 'You're trying to find out if 
my camera's taking pictures of the past!' he said, and for the first time he was really, actively frightened. He 
rubbed his tongue on the roof of his mouth and seemed to taste metal. 
'I was just askin.' Pop rapped his fingers beside the photographs, and when he spoke, it seemed to be more 
to himself than to Kevin. 'You know,' he said, 'some goddam funny things seem to happen from time to 
time with two gadgets we've come to take pretty much for granted. I ain't sayin they do happen; only if they 
don't, there are a lot of liars and out-n-out hoaxers in the world.' 
'What gadgets?' 
'Tape recorders and Polaroid cameras,' Pop said, still seeming to talk to the pictures, or himself, and there 
was no Kevin in this dusty clock-drumming space at the back of the Emporium Galorium at all. 'Take tape 
recorders. Do you know how many people claim to have recorded the voices of dead folks on tape 
recorders?' 
'No,' Kevin said. He didn't particularly mean for his own voice to come out hushed, but it did; he didn't 
seem to have a whole lot of air in his lungs to speak with, for some reason or other. 
'Me neither,' Pop said, stirring the photographs with one finger. It was blunt and gnarled, a finger which 
looked made for rude and clumsy motions and operations, for poking people and knocking vases off 
endtables and causing nosebleeds if it tried to do so much as hook a humble chunk of dried snot from one 
of its owner's nostrils. Yet Kevin had watched the man's hands and thought there was probably more grace 
in that one finger than in his sister Meg's entire body (and maybe in his own; Clan Delevan was not known 
for its lightfootedness or handedness, which was probably one reason why he thought that image of his 
father so nimbly catching his mother on the way down had stuck with him, and might forever). Pop 
Merrill's finger looked as if it would at any moment sweep all the photographs onto the floor - by mistake; 
this sort of clumsy finger would always poke and knock and tweak by mistake - but it did not. The 
Polaroids seemed to barely stir in response to its restless movements. 
Supernatural, Kevin thought again, and shivered a little. An actual shiver, surprising and dismaying and a 
little embarrassing even if Pop had not seen it. 
'But there's even a way they do it,' Pop said, and then, as if Kevin had asked: 'Who? Damn if I know. I 
guess some of them are "psychic investigators," or at least call themselves that or some such, but I guess it's 
more'n likely most of em are just playin around, like folks that use Ouija Boards at parties.' 
He looked up at Kevin grimly, as if rediscovering him. 
'You got a Ouija, son?' 
'No.' 
'Ever played with one?' 
'No.' 
'Don't,' Pop said more grimly than ever. 'Fuckin things are dangerous.' 
Kevin didn't dare tell the old man he hadn't the slightest idea what a weegee board was. 
'Anyway, they set up a tape machine to record in an empty room. It's supposed to be an old house, is what I 
mean to say, one with a History, if they can find it. Do you know what I mean when I say a house with a 
History, son?' 
'I guess ... like a haunted house?' Kevin hazarded. He found he was sweating lightly, as he had done last 
year every time Mrs Whittaker announced a pop quiz in Algebra 1. 
'Well, that'll do. These ... people ... like it best if it's a house with a Violent History, but they'll take what 
they can get. Anyhow, they set up the machine and record that empty room. Then, the next day - they 
always do it at night is what I mean to say, they ain't happy unless they can do it at night, and midnight if 
they can get it - the next day they play her back.' 
'An empty room?' 
'Sometimes,' Pop said in a musing voice that might or might not have disguised some deeper feeling, 'there 
are voices.' 
Kevin shivered again. There were hieroglyphics on the plinth after all. Nothing you'd want to read, but ... 
yeah. They were there. 
'Real voices?' 
'Usually imagination,' Pop said dismissively. 'But once or twice I've heard people I trust say they've heard 
real voices.' 
'But you never have?' 
'Once,' Pop said shortly, and said nothing else for so long Kevin was beginning to think he was done when 
he added, 'It was one word. Clear as a bell. 'Twas recorded in the parlor of an empty house in Bath. Man 
killed his wife there in 1946.' 
'What was the word?' Kevin asked, knowing he would not be told just as surely as he knew no power on 
earth, certainly not his own willpower, could have kept him from asking. 
But Pop did tell. 
'Basin.' 
Kevin blinked. 'Basin?' 
'Ayuh.' 
'That doesn't mean anything.' 
'It might,' Pop said calmly, 'if you know he cut her throat and then held her head over a basin to catch the 
blood.' 
'Oh my God!' 
'Ayuh.' 
'Oh my God, really?' 
Pop didn't bother answering that. 
'It couldn't have been a fake?' 
Pop gestured with the stem of his pipe at the Polaroids. 'Are those?' 
'Oh my God.' 
'Polaroids, now,' Pop said, like a narrator moving briskly to a new chapter in a novel and reading the words 
Meanwhile, in another part of the forest, 'I've seen pitchers with people in em that the other people in the 
pitcher swear weren't there with em when the pitcher was taken. And there's one - this is a famous one - 
that a lady took over in England. What she did was snap a pitcher of some fox-hunters comin back home at 
the end of the day. You see em, about twenty in all, comin over a little wooden bridge. It's a tree-lined 
country road on both sides of that bridge. The ones in front are off the bridge already. And over on the right 
of the pitcher, standin by the road, there's a lady in a long dress and a hat with a veil on it so you can't see 
her face and she's got her pocketbook over her arm. Why, you can even see she's wearin a locket on her 
bosom, or maybe it's a watch. 
'Well, when the lady that took the pitcher saw it, she got wicked upset, and wasn't nobody could blame her, 
son, because what I mean to say is she meant to take a pitcher of those fox-hunters comin home and no one 
else, because there wasn't nobody else there. Except in the pitcher there is. And when you look real close, it 
seems like you can see the trees right through that lady.' 
He's making all this up, putting me on, and when I leave he'll have a great big horselaugh, Kevin thought, 
knowing Pop Merrill was doing nothing of the sort. 
'The lady that took that pitcher was stayin at one of those big English homes like they have on the 
education-TV shows, and when she showed that pitcher, I heard the man of the house fainted dead away. 
That part could be made up. Prob'ly is. Sounds made up, don't it? But I seen that pitcher in an article next to 
a painted portrait of that fella's great-grandmother, and it could be her, all right. Can't tell for certain 
because of the veil. But it could be.' 
'Could be a hoax, too,' Kevin said faintly. 
'Could be,' Pop said indifferently. 'People get up to all sorts of didos. Lookit my nephew, there, for instance, 
Ace.' Pop's nose wrinkled. 'Doin four years in Shawshank, and for what? Bustin into The Mellow Tiger. He 
got up to didos and Sheriff Pangborn. slammed him in the jug for it. Little ringmeat got just what he 
deserved.' 
Kevin, displaying a wisdom far beyond his years, said nothing. 
'But when ghosts show up in photographs, son - or, like you say, what people claim to be ghosts - it's 
almost always in Polaroid photographs. And it almost always seems to be by accident. Now your pitchers 
of flyin saucers and that Lock Nest Monster, they almost always show up in the other kind. The kind some 
smart fella can get up to didos with in a darkroom.' 
He dropped Kevin a third wink, expressing all the didos (whatever they were) an unscrupulous 
photographer might get up to in a well-equipped darkroom. 
Kevin thought of asking Pop if it was possible someone could get up to didos with a weegee and decided to 
continue keeping his mouth shut. It still seemed by far the wisest course. 
'All by way of sayin I thought I'd ask if you saw somethin you knew in these Polaroid pitchers.' 
'I don't, though,' Kevin said so earnestly that he believed Pop would believe he was lying, as his mom 
always did when he made the tactical mistake of even controlled vehemence. 
'Ayuh, ayuh,' Pop said, believing him so dismissively Kevin was almost irritated. 
'Well,' Kevin said after a moment which was silent except for the fifty thousand ticking clocks, 'I guess 
that's it, huh?' 
'Maybe not,' Pop said. 'What I mean to say is I got me a little idear. You mind takin some more pitchers 
with that camera?' 
'What good is it? They're all the same.' 
'That's the point. They ain't.' 
Kevin opened his mouth, then closed it. 
'I'll even chip in for the film,' Pop said, and when he saw the amazed look on Kevin's face he quickly 
qualified: 'A little, anyway.' 
'How many pictures would you want?' 
'Well, you got ... what? Twenty-eight already, is that right?' 
'Yes, I think so.' 
'Thirty more,' Pop said after a moment's thought. 
'Why?' 
'Ain't gonna tell you. Not right now.' He produced a heavy purse that was hooked to a belt-loop on a steel 
chain. He opened it and took out a ten-dollar bill, hesitated, and added two ones with obvious reluctance. 
'Guess that'd cover half of it.' 
Yeah, right, Kevin thought. 
'If you really are int'rested in the trick that camera's doing, I guess you'd pony up the rest, wouldn't you?' 
Pop's eyes gleamed at him like the eyes of an old, curious cat. 
Kevin understood the man did more than expect him to say yes; to Pop it was inconceivable that he could 
say no. Kevin thought, If I said no he wouldn't hear it; he'd say 'Good, that's agreed, then,' and I'd end up 
back on the sidewalk with his money in my pocket whether I wanted it or not. 
And he did have his birthday money. 
All the same, there was that chill wind to think about. That wind that seemed to blow not from the surface 
but right out of those photographs in spite of their deceptively flat, deceptively shiny surfaces. He felt that 
wind coming from them despite their mute declaration which averred We are Polaroids, and for no reason 
we can tell or even understand, we show only the undramatic surfaces of things. That wind was there. What 
about that wind? 
Kevin hesitated a moment longer and the bright eyes behind the rimless spectacles measured him. I ain't 
gonna ask you if you're a man or a mouse, Pop Merrill's eyes said. You're fifteen years old, and what I 
mean to say is at fifteen you may not be a man yet, not quite, but you are too goddam old to be a mouse and 
both of us know it. And besides you're not from Away; you're from town, just like me. 
'Sure,' Kevin said with a hollow lightness in his voice. It fooled neither of them. 'I can get the film tonight, I 
guess, and bring the pictures in tomorrow, after school.' 
'Nope,' Pop said. 
'You're closed tomorrow?' 
'Nope,' Pop said, and because he was from town, Kevin waited patiently. 'You're thinkin about takin thirty 
pictures all at once, aren't you?' 
'I guess so.' But Kevin hadn't thought about it; he had simply taken it for granted. 
'That ain't the way I want you to do it,' Pop said. 'It don't matter where you take them, but it does matter 
when. Here. Lemme figure.' 
Pop figured, and then even wrote down a list of times, which Kevin pocketed. 
'So!' Pop said, rubbing his hands briskly together so that they made a dry sound that was like two pieces of 
used-up sandpaper rubbing together. 'You'll see me in ... oh, three days or so?' 
'Yes . . . I guess so.' 
'I'll bet you'd just as lief wait until Monday after school, anyway,' Pop said. He dropped Kevin a fourth 
wink, slow and sly and humiliating in the extreme. 'So your friends don't see you comin in here and tax you 
with it, is what I mean to say.' 
Kevin flushed and dropped his eyes to the worktable and began to gather up the Polaroids so his hands 
would have something to do. When he was embarrassed and they didn't, he cracked his knuckles. 
'I -' He began some sort of absurd protest that would convince neither of them and then stopped, staring 
down at one of the photos. 
'What?' Pop asked. For the first time since Kevin had approached him, Pop sounded entirely human, but 
Kevin hardly heard his words, much less his tone of faint alarm. 'Now you look like you seen a ghost, boy.' 
'No,' Kevin said. 'No ghost. I see who took the picture. Who really took the picture.' 
'What in glory are you talking about?' 
Kevin pointed to a shadow. He, his father, his mother, Meg, and apparently Mr Merrill himself had taken it 
for the shadow of a tree that wasn't itself in the frame. But it wasn't a tree. Kevin saw that now, and what 
you had seen could never be unseen. 
More hieroglyphics on the plinth. 
'I don't see what you're gettin at,' Pop said. But Kevin knew the old man knew he was getting at something, 
which was why he sounded put out. 
'Look at the shadow of the dog first,' Kevin said. 'Then look at this one here again.' He tapped the left side 
of the photograph. 'In the picture, the sun is either going down or coming up. That makes all the shadows 
long, and it's hard to tell what's throwing them. But looking at it, just now, it clicked home for me.' 
'What clicked home, son?' Pop reached for the drawer, probably meaning to get the magnifying glass with 
the light in it again ... and then stopped. All at once he didn't need it. All at once it had clicked into place for 
him, too. 
'It's the shadow of a man, ain't it?' Pop said. 'I be go to hell if that one ain't the shadow of a man.' 
'Or a woman. You can't tell. Those are legs, I'm sure they are, but they could belong to a woman wearing 
pants. Or even a kid. With the shadow running so long -' 
'Ayuh, you can't tell.' 
Kevin said, 'It's the shadow of whoever took it, isn't it?' 
'Ayuh.' 
'But it wasn't me,' Kevin said. 'It came out of my camera - all of them did - but I didn't take it. So who did, 
Mr Merrill? Who did?' 
'Call me Pop,' the old man said absently, looking at the shadow in the picture, and Kevin felt his chest swell 
with pleasure as those few clocks still capable of running a little fast began to signal the others that, weary 
as they might be, it was time to charge the half-hour. 
CHAPTER 3 
When Kevin arrived back at the Emporium Galorium with the photographs on Monday after school, the 
leaves had begun to turn color. He had been fifteen for almost two weeks and the novelty had worn off. 
The novelty of that plinth, the supernatural, had not, but this wasn't anything he counted among his 
blessings. He had finished taking the schedule of photographs Pop had given him, and by the time he had, 
he had seen clearly - clearly enough, anyway - why Pop had wanted him to take them at intervals: the first 
ten on the hour, then let the camera rest, the second ten every two hours, and the third at three-hour 
intervals. He'd taken the last few that day at school. He had seen something else as well, something none of 
them could have seen at first; it was not clearly visible until the final three pictures. They had scared him so 
badly he had decided, even before taking the pictures to the Emporium Galorium, that he wanted to get rid 
of the Sun 660. Not exchange it; that was the last thing he wanted to do, because it would mean the camera 
would be out of his hands and hence out of his control. He couldn't have that. 
It's mine, he had thought, and the thought kept recurring, but it wasn't a true thought. If it was - if the Sun 
only took pictures of the black breedless dog by the white picket fence when he, Kevin, was the one 
pushing the trigger - that would have been one thing. But that wasn't the case. Whatever the nasty magic 
inside the Sun might be, he was not its sole initiator. His father had taken the same (well, almost the same) 
picture, and so had Pop Merrill, and so had Meg when Kevin had let her take a couple of the pictures on 
Pop's carefully timed schedule. 
'Did you number em, like I asked?' Pop asked when Kevin delivered them. 
'Yes, one to fifty-eight,' Kevin said. He thumbed through the stack of photographs, showing Pop the small 
circled numbers in the lower lefthand corner of each. 'But I don't know if it matters. I've decided to get rid 
of the camera.' 
'Get rid of it? That ain't what you mean.' 
'No. I guess not. I'm going to break it up with a sledgehammer.' 
Pop looked at him with those shrewd little eyes. 'That so?' 
'Yes,' Kevin said, meeting the shrewd gaze steadfastly. 'Last week I would have laughed at the idea, but I'm 
not laughing now. I think the thing is dangerous.' 
'Well, I guess you could be right, and I guess you could tape a charge of dynamite to it and blow it to 
smithereens if you wanted. It's yours, is what I mean to say. But why don't you hold off a little while? 
There's somethin I want to do with these pitchers. You might be interested.' 
'What?' 
'I druther not say,' Pop answered, 'case it don't turn out. But I might have somethin by the end of the week 
that'd help you decide better, one way or the other.' 
'I have decided,' Kevin said, and tapped something that had shown up in the last two photographs. 
'What is it?' Pop asked. 'I've looked at it with m'glass, and I feel like I should know what it is - it's like a 
name you can't quite remember but have right on the tip of your tongue, is what I mean to say - but I don't 
quite.' 
'I suppose I could hold off until Friday or so,' Kevin said, choosing not to answer the old man's question. 'I 
really don't want to hold off much longer.' 
'Scared?' 
'Yes,' Kevin said simply. 'I'm scared.' 
'You told your folks?' 
'Not all of it, no.' 
'Well, you might want to. Might want to tell your dad, anyway, is what I mean to say. You got time to think 
on it while I take care of what it is I want to take care of.' 
'No matter what you want to do, I'm going to put my dad's sledgehammer on it come Friday,' Kevin said. 'I 
don't even want a camera anymore. Not a Polaroid or any other kind.' 
'Where is it now?' 
'In my bureau drawer. And that's where it's going to stay.' 
'Stop by the store here on Friday,' Pop said. 'Bring the camera with you. We'll take a look at this little idear 
of mine, and then, if you want to bust the goddam thing up, I'll provide the sledgehammer myself. No 
charge. Even got a chopping block out back you can set it on.' 
'That's a deal,' Kevin said, and smiled. 
'Just what have you told your folks about all this?' 
'That I'm still deciding. I didn't want to worry them. My mom, especially.' Kevin looked at him curiously. 
'Why did you say I might want to tell my dad?' 
'You bust up that camera, your father is going to be mad at you,' Pop said. 'That ain't so bad, but he's maybe 
gonna think you're a little bit of a fool, too. Or an old maid, squallin burglar to the police on account of a 
creaky board is what I mean to say.' 
Kevin flushed a little, thinking of how angry his father had gotten when the idea of the supernatural had 
come up, then sighed. He hadn't thought of it in that light at all, but now that he did, he thought Pop was 
probably right. He didn't like the idea of his father being mad at him, but he could live with it. The idea that 
his father might think him a coward, a fool, or both, though ... that was a different kettle of fish altogether. 
Pop was watching him shrewdly, reading these thoughts as easily as a man might read the headlines on the 
front pages of a tabloid newspaper as they crossed Kevin's face. 
'You think he could meet you here around four in the afternoon on Friday?' 
'No way,' Kevin said. 'He works in Portland. He hardly ever gets home before six.' 
'I'll give him a call, if you want,' Pop said. 'He'll come if I call.' 
Kevin gave him a wide-eyed stare. 
Pop smiled thinly. 'Oh, I know him,' he said. 'Know him of old. He don't like to let on about me any more 
than you do, and I understand that, but what I mean to say is I know him. I know a lot of people in this 
town. You'd be surprised, son.' 
'How?' 
'Did him a favor one time,' Pop said. He popped a match alight with his thumbnail, and veiled those eyes 
behind enough smoke so you couldn't tell if it was amusement, sentiment, or contempt in them. 
'What kind of favor?' 
'That,' Pop said, 'is between him and me. Just like this business here' - he gestured at the pile of photographs 
-'is between me and you. That's what I mean to say.' 
'Well ... okay ... I guess. Should I say anything to him?' 
'Nope!' Pop said in his chipper way. 'You let me take care of everything.' And for a moment, in spite of the 
obfuscating pipe-smoke, there was something in Pop Merrill's eyes Kevin Delevan didn't care for. He went 
out, a sorely confused boy who knew only one thing for sure: he wanted this to be over. 
When he was gone, Pop sat silent and moveless for nearly five minutes. He allowed his pipe to go out in his 
mouth and drummed his fingers, which were nearly as knowing and talented as those of a concert violinist 
but masqueraded as equipment which should more properly have belonged to a digger of ditches or a 
pourer of cement, next to the stack of photographs. As the smoke dissipated, his eyes stood out clearly, and 
they were as cold as ice in a December puddle. 
Abruptly he put the pipe in its holder and called a camera-and-video shop in Lewiston. He asked two 
questions. The answer to both of them was yes. 
Pop hung up the phone and went back to drumming his fingers on the table beside the Polaroids. What he 
was planning wasn't really fair to the boy, but the boy had uncovered the corner of something he not only 
didn't understand but didn't want to understand. 
Fair or not, Pop didn't believe he intended to let the boy do what the boy wanted to do. He hadn't decided 
what he himself meant to do, not yet, not entirely, but it was wise to be prepared. 
That was always wise. 
He sat and drummed his fingers and wondered what that thing was the boy had seen. He had obviously felt 
Pop would know - or might know - but Pop hadn't a clue. The boy might tell him on Friday. Or not. But if 
the boy didn't, the father, to whom Pop had once loaned four hundred dollars to cover a bet on a basketball 
game, a bet he had lost and which his wife knew nothing about, certainly would. If, that was, he could. 
Even the best of fathers didn't know all about their sons anymore once those sons were fifteen or so, but 
Pop thought Kevin was a very young fifteen, and that his dad knew most things ... or could find them out. 
He smiled and drummed his fingers and all the clocks began to charge wearily at the hour of five. 
CHAPTER 4 
Pop Merrill turned the sign which hung in his door from OPEN to CLOSED at two o'clock on Friday 
afternoon, slipped himself behind the wheel of his 1959 Chevrolet, which had been for years perfectly 
maintained at Sonny's Texaco at absolutely no cost at all (the fallout of another little loan, and Sonny 
Jackett another town fellow who would prefer hot coals pressed against the soles of his feet to admitting 
that he not only knew but was deeply indebted to Pop Merrill, who had gotten him out of a desperate scrape 
over in New Hampshire in '69), and took himself up to Lewiston, a city he hated because it seemed to him 
that there were only two streets in the whole town (maybe three) that weren't oneways. He arrived as he 
always did when Lewiston and only Lewiston would do: not by driving to it but arriving somewhere near it 
and then spiralling slowly inward along those beshitted one-way streets until he reckoned he was as close 
as he could get and then walking the rest of the way, a tall thin man with a bald head, rimless specs, clean 
khaki pants with creases and cuffs, and a blue workman's shirt buttoned right up to the collar. 
There was a sign in the window of Twin City Camera and Video that showed a cartoon man who appeared 
to be battling a huge tangle of movie-film and losing. The fellow looked just about ready to blow his stack. 
The words over and under the picture read: TIRED OF FIGHTING? WE TRANSFER YOUR 8 MM 
MOVIES (SNAPSHOTS TOO!) ONTO VIDEO TAPE! 
Just another goddam gadget, Pop thought, opening the door and going in. World's dying of em. 
But he was one of those people - world's dying of em - not at all above using what he disparaged if it 
proved expedient. He spoke briefly with the clerk. The clerk got the proprietor. They had known each other 
for many years (probably since Homer sailed the wine-dark sea, some wits might have said). The proprietor 
invited Pop into the back room, where they shared a nip. 
'That's a goddam strange bunch of photos,' the proprietor said. 
'Ayuh.' 
'The videotape I made of them is even stranger.' 
'I bet so.' 
'That all you got to say?' 
'Ayuh.' 
'Fuck ya, then,' the proprietor said, and they both cackled their shrill old-man's cackles. Behind the counter, 
the clerk winced. 
Pop left twenty minutes later with two items: a video cassette, and a brand-new Polaroid Sun 660, still in its 
box. 
When he got back to the shop, he called Kevin's house. He was not surprised when it was John Delevan 
who answered. 
'If you've been fucking my boy over, I'll kill you, you old snake,' John Delevan said without preamble, and 
distantly Pop could hear the boy's wounded cry: 'Da-ad!' 
Pop's lips skinned back from his teeth - crooked, eroded, pipe-yellow, but his own, by the bald-headed 
Christ - and if Kevin had seen him in that moment he would have done more than wonder if maybe Pop 
Merrill was something other than the Castle Rock version of the Kindly Old Sage of the Crackerbarrel: he 
would have known. 
'Now, John,' he said. 'I've been trying to help your boy with that camera. That's all in the world I've been 
trying to do.' He paused. 'Just like that one time I gave you a help when you got a little too proud of the 
Seventy-Sixers, is what I mean to say.' 
A thundering silence from John Delevan's end of the line which meant he had plenty to say on that subject, 
but the kiddo was in the room and that was as good as a gag. 
'Now, your kid don't know nothing about that,' Pop said, that nasty grin broadening in the tick-tock 
shadows of the Emporium Galorium, where the dominant smells were old magazines and mouse-turds. 'I 
told him it wasn't none of his business, just like I told him that this business here was. I wouldn't have even 
brought up that bet if I knew another way to get you here, is what I mean to say. And you ought to see what 
I've got, John, because if you don't you won't understand why the boy wants to smash that camera you 
bought him -' 
'Smash it!' 
'and why I think it's a hell of a good idea. Now are you going to come down here with him, or not?' 
'I'm not in Portland, am I, dammit?' 
'Never mind the CLOSED sign on the door,' Pop said in the serene tone of a man who has been getting his 
own way for many years and expects to go right on getting it for many more. 'Just knock.' 
'Who in hell gave my boy your name, Merrill?' 
'I didn't ask him,' Pop said in that same infuriatingly serene tone of voice, and hung up the telephone. And, 
to the empty shop: 'All I know is that he came. Just like they always do.' 
While he waited, he took the Sun 660 he had bought in Lewiston out of its box and buried the box deep in 
the trash-can beside his worktable. He looked at the camera thoughtfully, then loaded the four-picture 
starter-pack that came with the camera. With that done, he unfolded the body of the camera, exposing the 
lens. The red light to the left of the lightning-bolt shape came on briefly, and then the green one began to 
stutter. Pop was not very surprised to find he was filled with trepidation. Well, he thought, God hates a 
coward, and pushed the shutter-release. The clutter of the Emporium Galorium's barnlike interior was 
bathed in an instant of merciless and improbable white light. The camera made its squidgy little whine and 
spat out what would be a Polaroid picture - perfectly adequate but somehow lacking; a picture that was all 
surfaces depicting a world where ships undoubtedly would sail off the fuming and monster-raddled edge of 
the earth if they went far enough west. 
Pop watched it with the same mesmerized expression Clan Delevan had worn as it waited for Kevin's first 
picture to develop. He told himself this camera would not do the same thing, of course not, but he was stiff 
and wiry with tension just the same and, tough old bird or not, if a random board had creaked in the place 
just then, he almost certainly would have cried out. 
But no board did creak, and when the picture developed it showed only what it was supposed to show: 
clocks assembled, clocks in pieces, toasters. stacks of magazines tied with twine, lamps with shades so 
horrible only women of the British upper classes could truly love them, shelves of quarter paperbacks (six 
for a buck) with titles like After Dark My Sweet and Fire in the Flesh and The Brass Cupcake, and, in the 
distant background, the dusty front window. You could read the letters EMPOR backward before the bulky 
silhouette of a bureau blocked off the rest. 
No hulking creature from beyond the grave; no knife-wielding doll in blue overalls. just a camera. He 
supposed the whim which had caused him to take a picture in the first place, just to see, showed how 
deeply this thing had worked its way under his skin. 
Pop sighed and buried the photograph in the trash-can. He opened the wide drawer of the worktable and 
took out a small hammer. He held the camera firmly in his left hand and then swung the hammer on a short 
arc through the dusty tick-tock air. He didn't use a great deal of force. There was no need. Nobody took any 
pride in workmanship anymore. They talked about the wonders of modern science, synthetics, new alloys, 
polymers, Christ knew what. It didn't matter. Snot. That was what everything was really made out of these 
days, and you didn't have to work very hard to bust a camera that was made of snot. 
The lens shattered. Shards of plastic flew from around it. and that reminded Pop of something else. Had it 
been the left or right side? He frowned. Left. He thought. They wouldn't notice anyway, or remember 
which side themselves if they did, you could damn near take that to the bank, but Pop hadn't feathered his 
nest with damn-nears. It was wise to be prepared. 
Always wise. 
He replaced the hammer. used a small brush to sweep the broken chunks of glass and plastic off the table 
and onto the floor, then returned the brush and took out a grease-pencil with a fine tip and an X-Act-O 
knife. He drew what he thought was the approximate shape of the piece of plastic which had broken off 
Kevin Delevan's Sun when Meg knocked it on the floor, then used the X-Act-O to carve along the lines. 
When he thought he had dug deep enough into the plastic, he put the X-Act-O back in the drawer, and then 
knocked the Polaroid camera off the worktable. What had happened once ought to happen again, especially 
with the fault-lines he had pre-carved. 
It worked pretty slick, too. He examined the camera, which now had a chunk of plastic gone from the side 
as well as a busted lens, nodded, and placed it in the deep shadow under the worktable. Then he found the 
piece of plastic that had split off from the camera, and buried it in the trash along with the box and the 
single exposure he had taken. 
Now there was nothing to do but wait for the Delevans to arrive. Pop took the video cassette upstairs to the 
cramped little apartment where he lived. He put it on top of the VCR he had bought to watch the fuckmovies 
you could buy nowadays, then sat down to read the paper. He saw there had been a plane-crash in 
Pakistan. A hundred and thirty people killed. Goddam fools were always getting themselves killed, Pop 
thought, but that was all right. A few less woggies in the world was a good thing all around. Then he turned 
to the sports to see how the Red Sox had done. They still had a good chance of winning the Eastern 
Division. 
CHAPTER 5 
'What was it?' Kevin asked as they prepared to go. They had the house to themselves. Meg was at her ballet 
class, and it was Mrs Delevan's day to play bridge with her friends. She would come home at five with a 
large loaded pizza and news of who was getting divorced or at least thinking of it. 
'None of your business,' Mr Delevan said in a rough voice which was both angry and embarrassed. 
The day was chilly. Mr Delevan had been looking for his fight jacket. Now he stopped and turned around 
and looked at his son, who was standing behind him, wearing his own jacket and holding the Sun camera in 
one hand. 
'All right,' he said. 'I never pulled that crap on you before and I guess I don't want to start now. You know 
what I mean.' 
'Yes,' Kevin said, and thought: I know exactly what you're talking about, is what I mean to say. 
'Your mother doesn't know anything about this.' 
'I won't tell her.' 
'Don't say that,' his father told him sharply. 'Don't start down that road or you'll never stop.' 
'But you said you never-' 
'No, I never told her,' his father said, finding the jacket at last and shrugging into it. 'She never asked and I 
never told her. If she never asks you, you never have to tell her. That sound like a bullshit qualification to 
you?' 
'Yeah,' Kevin said. 'To tell you the truth, it does.' 
'Okay,' Mr Delevan said. 'Okay ... but that's the way we do it. If the subject ever comes up, you - we - have 
to tell. If it doesn't, we don't. That's just the way we do things in the grown-up world. It sounds fucked up, I 
guess, and sometimes it is fucked up, but that's how we do it. Can you live with that?' 
'Yes. I guess so.' 
'Good. Let's go.' 
They walked down the driveway side by side, zipping their jackets. The wind played with the hair at John 
Delevan's temples, and Kevin noted for the first time - with uneasy surprise - that his father was starting to 
go gray there. 
'It was no big deal, anyway,' Mr Delevan said. He might almost have been talking to himself. 'It never is 
with Pop Merrill. He isn't a big-deal kind of guy, if you know what I mean.' 
Kevin nodded. 
'He's a fairly wealthy man, you know, but that junk-shop of his isn't the reason why. He's Castle Rock's 
version of Shylock.' 
'Of who?' 
'Never mind. You'll read the play sooner or later if education hasn't gone entirely to hell. He loans money at 
interest rates that are higher than the law allows.' 
'Why would people borrow from him?' Kevin asked as they walked toward downtown under trees from 
which leaves of red and purple and gold sifted slowly down. 
'Because,' Mr Delevan said sourly, 'they can't borrow anyplace else.' 
'You mean their credit's no good?' 
'Something like that.' 
'But we ... you . . .' 
'Yeah. We're doing all right now. But we weren't always doing all right. When your mother and I were first 
married, how we were doing was all the way across town from all right.' 
He fell silent again for a time, and Kevin didn't interrupt him. 
'Well, there was a guy who was awful proud of the Celtics one year,' his father said. He was looking down 
at his feet, as if afraid to step on a crack and break his mother's back. 'They were going into the play-offs 
against the Philadelphia Seventy-Sixers. They - the Celtics - were favored to win, but by a lot less than 
usual. I had a feeling the Seventy-Sixers were going to take them, that it was their year.' 
He looked quickly at his son, almost snatching the glance as a shoplifter might take a small but fairly 
valuable item and tuck it into his coat, and then went back to minding the cracks in the sidewalk again. 
They were now walking down Castle Hill and toward the town's single signal-fight at the crossing of Lower 
Main Street and Watermill Lane. Beyond the intersection, what locals called the Tin Bridge crossed Castle 
Stream. Its overstructure cut the deep-blue autumn sky into neat geometrical shapes. 
'I guess it's that feeling, that special sureness, that infects the poor souls who lose their bank accounts, their 
houses, their cars, even the clothes they stand up in at casinos and back-room poker games. That feeling 
that you got a telegram from God. I only got it that once, and I thank God for that. 
'In those days I'd make a friendly bet on a football game or the World Series with somebody, five dollars 
was the most, I think, and usually it was a lot less than that, just a token thing, a quarter or maybe a pack of 
cigarettes.' 
This time it was Kevin who shoplifted a glance, only Mr Delevan caught it, cracks in the sidewalk or no 
cracks. 
'Yes, I smoked in those days, too. Now I don't smoke and I don't bet. Not since that last time. That last time 
cured me. 
'Back then your mother and I had only been married two years. You weren't born yet. I was working as a 
surveyor's assistant, bringing home just about a hundred and sixteen dollars a week. Or that was what I 
cleared, anyway, when the government finally let go of it. 
'This fellow who was so proud of the Celtics was one of the engineers. He even wore one of those green 
Celtics warm-up jackets to work, the kind that have the shamrock on the back. The week before the playoffs, 
he kept saying he'd like to find someone brave enough and stupid enough to bet on the Seventy-Sixers, 
because he had four hundred dollars just waiting to catch him a dividend. 
'That voice inside me kept getting louder and louder, and the day before the championship series started, I 
went up to him on lunch-break. My heart felt like it was going to tear right out of my chest, I was so 
scared.' 
'Because you didn't have four hundred dollars,' Kevin said. 'The other guy did, but you didn't.' He was 
looking at his father openly now, the camera completely forgotten for the first time since his first visit to 
Pop Merrill. The wonder of what the Sun 660 was doing was lost - temporarily, anyway - in this newer, 
brighter wonder: as a young man his father had done something spectacularly stupid, just as Kevin knew 
other men did, just as he might do himself someday, when he was on his own and there was no adult 
member of the Reasonable tribe to protect him from some terrible impulse, some misbegotten instinct. His 
father, it seemed, had briefly been a member of the Instinctive tribe himself. It was hard to believe, but 
wasn't this the proof? 
'Right.' 
'But you bet him.' 
'Not right away,' his father said. 'I told him I thought the Seventy-Sixers would take the championship, but 
four hundred bucks was a lot to risk for a guy who was only a surveyor's assistant.' 
'But you never came right out and told him you didn't have the money.' 
'I'm afraid it went a little further than that, Kevin. I implied I did have it. I said I couldn't afford to lose four 
hundred dollars, and that was disingenuous, to say the least. I told him I couldn't risk that kind of money on 
an even bet - still not lying, you see, but skating right up to the edge of the lie. Do you see?' 
'Yes.' 
'I don't know what would have happened - maybe nothing - if the foreman hadn't rung the back-to-work 
bell right then. But he did, and this engineer threw up his hands and said, "I'll give you two-to-one, sonny, 
if that's what you want. It don't matter to me. It's still gonna be four hundred in my pocket." And before I 
knew what was happening we'd shook on it with half a dozen men watching and I was in the soup, for 
better or worse. And going home that night I thought of your mother, and what she'd say if she knew, and I 
pulled over to the shoulder of the road in the old Ford I had back then and I puked out the door.' 
A police car came rolling slowly down Harrington Street. Norris Ridgewick was driving and Andy 
Clutterbuck was riding shotgun. Clut raised his hand as the cruiser turned left on Main Street. John and 
Kevin Delevan raised their hands in return, and autumn drowsed peacefully around them as if John Delevan 
had never sat in the open door of his old Ford and puked into the road-dust between his own feet. 
They crossed Main Street. 
'Well ... you could say I got my money's worth, anyway. The Sixers took it right to the last few seconds of 
the seventh game, and then one of those Irish bastards - I forget which one it was - stole the ball from Hal 
Greer and went to the hole with it and there went the four hundred dollars I didn't have. When I paid that 
goddam engineer off the next day he said he "got a little nervous there near the end." That was all. I could 
have popped his eyes out with my thumbs.' 
'You paid him off the next day? How'd you do that?' 
'I told you, it was like a fever. Once we shook hands on the bet, the fever passed. I hoped like hell I'd win 
that bet, but I knew I'd have to think like I was going to lose. There was a lot more at stake than just four 
hundred dollars. There was the question of my job, of course, and what might happen if I wasn't able to pay 
off the guy I'd bet with. He was an engineer, after all, and technically my boss. That fellow had just enough 
son of a bitch in him to have fired my ass if I didn't pay the wager. It wouldn't have been the bet, but he 
would have found something, and it would have been something that would go on my work-record in big 
red letters, too. But that wasn't the biggest thing. Not at all.' 
'What was?' 
'Your mother. Our marriage. When you're young and don't have either a pot to piss in or a window to throw 
it out of, a marriage is under strain all the time. It doesn't matter how much you love each other, that 
marriage is like an overloaded packhorse and you know it can fall to its knees or even roll over dead if all 
the wrong things happen at all the wrong times. I don't think she would have divorced me over a fourhundred-
dollar bet, but I'm glad I never had to find out for sure. So when the fever passed, I saw that I 
might have bet a little more than four hundred dollars. I might just have bet my whole goddam future.' 
They were approaching the Emporium Galorium. There was a bench on the verge of the grassy town 
common, and Mr Delevan gestured for Kevin to sit down. 
'This won't take long,' he said, and then laughed. It was a grating, compressed sound, like an inexperienced 
driver working a transmission lever. 'It hurts too much to stretch out, even after all these years.' 
So they sat on the bench and Mr Delevan finished the story of how he happened to know Pop Merrill while 
they looked across the grassy common with the bandstand in the middle. 
'I went to him the same night I made the bet,' he said. 'I told your mother I was going out for cigarettes. I 
went after dark, so no one would see me. From town, I mean. They would have known I was in some kind 
of trouble, and I didn't want that. I went in and Pop said, "What's a professional man like you doing in a 
place like this, Mr John Delevan?" and I told him what I'd done and he said, "You made a bet and already 
you have got your head set to the idea you've lost it." "If I do lose it," I said, "I want to make sure I don't 
lose anything else." 
'That made him laugh. "I respect a wise man," he said. "I reckon I can trust you. If the Celtics win, you 
come see me. I'll take care of you. You got an honest face.' 
'And that was all?' Kevin asked. In eighth-grade math, they had done a unit on loans, and he still 
remembered most of it. 'He didn't ask for any, uh, collateral?' 
'People who go to Pop don't have collateral,' his father said. 'He's not a loan-shark like you see in the 
movies; he doesn't break any legs if you don't pay up. But he has ways of fixing people.' 
'What ways?' 
'Never mind,' John Delevan said. 'After that last game ended, I went upstairs to tell your mother I was going 
to go out for cigarettes - again. She was asleep, though, so I was spared that lie. It was late, late for Castle 
Rock, anyway, going on eleven, but the lights were on in his place. I knew they would be. He gave me the 
money in tens. He took them out of an old Crisco can. All tens. I remember that. They were crumpled but 
he had made them straight. Forty ten-dollar bills, him counting them out like a bank-clerk with that pipe 
going and his glasses up on his head and for just a second there I felt like knocking his teeth out. Instead I 
thanked him. You don't know how hard it can be to say thank you sometimes. I hope you never do. He said, 
"You understand the terms, now, don't you?" and I said I did, and he said, "That's good. I ain't worried 
about you. What I mean to say is you got an honest face. You go on and take care of your business with 
that fella at work, and then take care of your business with me. And don't make any more bets. Man only 
has to look in your face to see you weren't cut out to be a gambler. " So I took the money and went home 
and put it under the floor-mat of the old Chevy and lay next to your mother and didn't sleep a wink all night 
long because I felt filthy. Next day I gave the tens to the engineer I bet with, and he counted them out, and 
then he just folded them over and tucked them into one of his shirt pockets and buttoned the flap like that 
cash didn't mean any more than a gas receipt he'd have to turn in to the chief contractor at the end of the 
day. Then he clapped me on the shoulder and said, "Well, you're a good man, Johnny. Better than I thought. 
I won four hundred but I lost twenty to Bill Untermeyer. He bet you'd come up with the dough first thing 
this morning and I bet him I wouldn't see it till the end of the week. If I ever did." "I pay my debts," I said. 
"Easy, now," he said, and clapped me on the shoulder again, and I think that time I really did come close to 
popping his eyeballs out with my thumbs.' 
'How much interest did Pop charge you, Dad?' 
His father looked at him sharply. 'Does he let you call him that?' 
'Yeah, why?' 
'Watch out for him, then,' Mr Delevan said. 'He's a snake.' 
Then he sighed, as if admitting to both of them that he was begging the question, and knew it. 'Ten per cent. 
That's what the interest was.' 
'That's not so m -' 
'Compounded weekly,' Mr Delevan added. 
Kevin sat struck dumb for a moment. Then: 'But that's not legal!' 
'How true,' Mr Delevan said dryly. He looked at the strained expression of incredulity on his son's face and 
his own strained look broke. He laughed and clapped his son on the shoulder. 'It's only the world, Kev,' he 
said. 'It kills us all in the end, anyhow.' 
'But -' 
'But nothing. That was the freight, and he knew I'd pay it. I knew they were hiring on the three-to-eleven 
shift at the mill over in Oxford. I told you I'd gotten myself ready to lose, and going to Pop wasn't the only 
thing I did. I'd talked to your mother, said I might take a shift over there for awhile. After all, she'd been 
wanting a newer car, and maybe to move to a better apartment, and get a little something into the bank in 
case we had some kind of financial setback.' 
He laughed. 
'Well, the financial setback had happened, and she didn't know it, and I meant to do my damnedest to keep 
her from finding out. I didn't know if I could or not, but I meant to do my damnedest. She was dead set 
against it. She said I'd kill myself, working sixteen hours a day. She said those mills were dangerous, you 
were always reading about someone losing an arm or leg or even getting crushed to death under the rollers. 
I told her not to worry, I'd get a job in the sorting room, minimum wage but sit-down job, and if it really 
was too much, I'd give it up. She was still against it. She said she'd go to work herself, but I talked her out 
of that. That was the last thing I wanted, you know.' 
Kevin nodded. 
'I told her I'd quit in six months, eight at the outside, anyway. So I went up and they hired me on, but not in 
the sorting room. I got a job in the rolling shed, feeding raw stock into a machine that looked like the 
wringer on a giant's washing machine. It was dangerous work, all right; if you slipped or if your attention 
wandered - and it was hard to keep that from happening because it was so damned monotonous - you'd lose 
part of yourself or all of it. I saw a man lose his hand in a roller once and I never want to see anything like 
that again. It was like watching a charge of dynamite go off in a rubber glove stuffed with meat.' 
'God-damn,' Kevin said. He had rarely said that in his father's presence, but his father did not seem to 
notice. 
'Anyway, I got two dollars and eighty cents an hour, and after two months they bumped me to three ten,' he 
said. 'It was hell. I'd work on the road project all day long - at least it was early spring and not hot - and 
then race off to the mill, pushing that Chevy for all it was worth to keep from being late. I'd take off my 
khakis and just about jump into a pair of blue-jeans and a tee-shirt and work the rollers from three until 
eleven. I'd get home around midnight and the worst part was the nights when your mother waited up - 
which she did two or three nights a week - and I'd have to act cheery and full of pep when I could hardly 
walk a straight line, I was so tired. But if she'd seen that -' 
'She would have made you stop.' 
'Yes. She would. So I'd act bright and chipper and tell her funny stories about the sorting room where I 
wasn't working and sometimes I'd wonder what would happen if she ever decided to drive up some night to 
give me a hot dinner, or something like that. I did a pretty good job, but some of it must have showed, 
because she kept telling me I was silly to be knocking myself out for so little - and it really did seem like 
chicken-feed once the government dipped their beak and Pop dipped his. It seemed like just about what a 
fellow working in the sorting room for minimum wage would clear. They paid Wednesday afternoons, and 
I always made sure to cash my check in the office before the girls went home. 
'Your mother never saw one of those checks. 
'The first week I paid Pop fifty dollars - forty was interest, and ten was on the four hundred, which left three 
hundred and ninety owing. I was like a walking zombie. On the road job I'd sit in my car at lunch, eat my 
sandwich, and then sleep until the foreman rang his goddamned bell. I hated that bell. 
'I paid him fifty dollars the second week - thirty-nine was interest, eleven was on the principal - and I had it 
down to three hundred and seventy-nine dollars. I felt like a bird trying to eat a mountain one peck at a 
time. 
'The third week I almost went into the roller myself, and it scared me so bad I woke up for a few minutes - 
enough to have an idea, anyway, so I guess it was a blessing in disguise. I had to give up smoking. I 
couldn't understand why I hadn't seen it before. In those days a pack of smokes cost forty cents. 
I smoked two packs a day. That was five dollars and sixty cents a week! 
'We had a cigarette break every two hours and I looked at my pack of Tareytons and saw I had ten, maybe 
twelve. I made those cigarettes last a week and a half, and I never bought another pack. 
'I spent a month not knowing if I could make it or not. There were days when the alarm went off at six 
o'clock and I knew I couldn't, that I'd just have to tell Mary and take whatever she wanted to dish out. But 
by the time the second month started, I knew I was probably going to be all right. I think to this day it was 
the extra five sixty a week - that, and all the returnable beer and soda bottles I could pick up along the sides 
of the road - that made the difference. I had the principal down to three hundred, and that meant I could 
knock off twenty-five, twenty-six dollars a week from it, more as time went on. 
'Then, in late April, we finished the road project and got a week off, with pay. I told Mary I was getting 
ready to quit my job at the mill and she said thank God, and I spent that week off from my regular job 
working all the hours I could get at the mill, because it was time and a half. I never had an accident. I saw 
them, saw men fresher and more awake than I was have them, but I never did. I don't know why. At the end 
of that week I gave Pop Merrill a hundred dollars and gave my week's notice at the paper mill. After that 
last week I had whittled the nut down enough so I could chip the rest off my regular pay-check without 
your mother noticing.' 
He fetched a deep sigh. 
'Now you know how I know Pop Merrill, and why I don't trust him. I spent ten weeks in hell and he reaped 
the sweat off my forehead and my ass, too, in ten-dollar bills that he undoubtedly took out of that Crisco 
can or another one and passed on to some other sad sack who had got himself in the same kind of mess I 
did.' 
'Boy, you must hate him.' 
'No,' Mr Delevan said, getting up. 'I don't hate him and I don't hate myself. I got a fever, that's all. It could 
have been worse. My marriage could have died of it, and you and Meg never would have been born ' 
Kevin. Or I might have died of it myself. Pop Merrill was the cure. He was a hard cure, but he worked. 
What's hard to forgive is how he worked. He took every damned cent and wrote it down in a book in a 
drawer under his cash register and looked at the circles under my eyes and the way my pants had gotten a 
way of hanging off my hip-bones and he said nothing.' 
They walked toward the Emporium Galorium, which was painted the dusty faded yellow of signs left too 
long in country store windows, its false front both obvious and unapologetic. Next to it, Polly Chalmers 
was sweeping her walk and talking to Alan Pangborn, the county sheriff. She looked young and fresh with 
her hair pulled back in a horsetail; he looked young and heroic in his neatly pressed uniform. But things 
were not always the way they looked; even Kevin, at fifteen, knew that. Sheriff Pangborn had lost his wife 
and youngest son in a car accident that spring, and Kevin had heard that Ms Chalmers, young or not, had a 
bad case of arthritis and might be crippled up with it before too many more years passed. Things were not 
always the way they looked. This thought caused him to glance toward the Emporium Galorium again ... 
and then to look down at his birthday camera, which he was carrying in his hand. 
'He even did me a favor,' Mr Delevan mused. 'He got me to quit smoking. But I don't trust him. Walk 
careful around him, Kevin. And no matter what, let me do the talking. I might know him a little better now.' 
So they went into the dusty ticking silence, where Pop Merrill waited for them by the door, with his glasses 
propped on the bald dome of his head and a trick or two still up his sleeve. 
CHAPTER 6 
'Well, and here you are, father and son,' Pop said, giving them an admiring, grandfatherly smile. His eyes 
twinkled behind a haze of pipe-smoke and for a moment, although he was clean-shaven, Kevin thought Pop 
looked like Father Christmas. 'You've got a fine boy, Mr Delevan. Fine.' 
'I know,' Mr Delevan said. 'I was upset when I heard he'd been dealing with you because I want him to stay 
that way.' 
'That's hard,' Pop said, with the faintest touch of reproach. 'That's hard comin from a man who when he had 
nowhere else to turn 
'That's over,' Mr Delevan said. 
'Ayuh, ayuh, that's just what I mean to say.' 
'But this isn't.' 
'It will be,' Pop said. He held a hand out to Kevin and Kevin gave him the Sun camera. 'It will be today.' He 
held the camera up, turning it over in his hands. 'This is a piece of work. What kind of piece I don't know, 
but your boy wants to smash it because he thinks it's dangerous. I think he's right. But I told him, "You 
don't want your daddy to think you're a sissy, do you?" That's the only reason I had him ho you down here, 
John -' 
'I liked "Mr Delevan" better.' 
'All right,' Pop said, and sighed. 'I can see you ain't gonna warm up none and let bygones be bygones.' 
'No.' 
Kevin looked from one man to the other, his face distressed. 
'Well, it don't matter,' Pop said; both his voice and face went cold with remarkable suddenness, and he 
didn't look like Father Christmas at all. 'When I said the past is the past and what's done is done, I meant it 
... except when it affects what people do in the here and now. But I'm gonna say this, Mr Delevan: I don't 
bottom deal, and you know it.' 
Pop delivered this magnificent lie with such flat coldness that both of them believed it; Mr Delevan even 
felt a little ashamed of himself, as incredible as that was. 
'Our business was our business. You told me what you wanted, I told you what I'd have to have in return, 
and you give it to me, and there was an end to it. This is another thing.' And then Pop told a lie even more 
magnificent, a he which was simply too towering to be disbelieved. 'I got no stake in this, Mr Delevan. 
There is nothing I want but to help your boy. I like him.' 
He smiled and Father Christmas was back so fast and strong that Kevin forgot he had ever been gone. Yet 
more than this: John Delevan, who had for months worked himself to the edge of exhaustion and perhaps 
even death between the rollers in order to pay the exorbitant price this man demanded to atone for a 
momentary lapse into insanity - John Delevan forgot that other expression, too. 
Pop led them along the twisting aisles, through the smell of dead newsprint and past the tick-tock clocks, 
and he put the Sun 660 casually down on the worktable a little too near the edge (just as Kevin had done in 
his own house after taking that first picture) and then just went on toward the stairs at the back which led up 
to his little apartment. There was a dusty old mirror propped against the wall back there, and Pop looked 
into it, watching to see if the boy or his father would pick the camera up or move it further away from the 
edge. He didn't think either would, but it was possible. 
They spared it not so much as a passing glance and as Pop led them up the narrow stairway with the ancient 
eroded rubber treads he grinned in a way it would have been bad business for anyone to see and thought, 
Damn, I'm good! 
He opened the door and they went into the apartment. 
Neither John nor Kevin Delevan had ever been in Pop's private quarters, and John knew of no one who had. 
In a way this was not surprising; no one was ever going to nominate Pop as the town's number-one citizen. 
John thought it was not impossible that the old fuck had a friend or two - the world never exhausted its 
oddities, it seemed - but if so, he didn't know who they were. 
And Kevin spared a fleeting thought for Mr Baker, his favorite teacher. He wondered if, perchance, Mr 
Baker had ever gotten into the sort of crack he'd need a fellow like Pop to get him out of. This seemed as 
unlikely to him as the idea of Pop having friends seemed to his father ... but then, an hour ago the idea that 
his own father ... 
Well. It was best let go, perhaps. 
Pop did have a friend (or at least an acquaintance) or two, but he didn't bring them here. He didn't want to. 
It was his place, and it came closer to revealing his true nature than he wanted anyone to see. It struggled to 
be neat and couldn't get there. The wallpaper was marked with water-stains; they weren't glaring, but 
stealthy and brown, like the phantom thoughts that trouble anxious minds. There were crusty dishes in the 
old-fashioned deep sink, and although the table was clean and the lid on the plastic waste-can was shut, 
there was an odor of sardines and something else - unwashed feet, maybe - which was almost not there. An 
odor as stealthy as the water-stains on the wallpaper. 
The living room was tiny. Here the smell was not of sardines and (maybe) feet but of old pipe-smoke. Two 
windows looked out on nothing more scenic than the alley that ran behind Mulberry Street, and while their 
panes showed some signs of having been washed - at least swiped at occasionally - the corners were 
bleared and greasy with years of condensed smoke. The whole place had an air of nasty things swept under 
the faded hooked rugs and hidden beneath the old-fashioned, overstuffed easy-chair and sofa. Both of these 
articles were light green, and your eye wanted to tell you they matched but couldn't, because they didn't. 
Not quite. 
The only new things in the room were a large Mitsubishi television with a twenty-five-inch screen and a 
VCR on the endtable beside it. To the left of the endtable was a rack which caught Kevin's eye because it 
was totally empty. Pop had thought it best to put the better than seventy fuck-movies he owned in the closet 
for the time being. 
One video cassette rested on top of the television in an unmarked case. 
'Sit down,' Pop said, gesturing at the lumpy couch. He went over to the TV and slipped the cassette out of 
its case. 
Mr Delevan looked at the couch with a momentary expression of doubt, as if he thought it might have bugs, 
and then sat down gingerly. Kevin sat beside him. The fear was back, stronger than ever. 
Pop turned on the VCR, slid the cassette in, and then pushed the carriage down. 'I know a fellow up the 
city,' he began (to residents of Castle Rock and its neighboring towns, 'up the city' always meant Lewiston), 
'who's run a camera store for twenty years or so. He got into the VCR business as soon as it started up, said 
it was going to be the wave of the future. He wanted me to go halves with him, but I thought he was nuts. 
Well, I was wrong on that one, is what I mean to say, but -' 
'Get to the point,' Kevin's father said. 
'I'm tryin,' Pop said, wide-eyed and injured. 'If you'll let me.' 
Kevin pushed his elbow gently against his father's side, and Mr Delevan said no more. 
'Anyway, a couple of years ago he found out rentin tapes for folks to watch wasn't the only way to make 
money with these gadgets. If you was willing to lay out as little as eight hundred bucks, you could take 
people's movies and snapshots and put em on a tape for em. Lots easier to watch.' 
Kevin made a little involuntary noise and Pop smiled and nodded. 
'Ayuh. You took fifty-eight pitchers with that camera of yours, and we all saw each one was a little 
different than the last one, and I guess we knew what it meant, but I wanted to see for myself. You don't 
have to be from Missouri to say show me, is what I mean to say.' 
'You tried to make a movie out of those snapshots?' Mr Delevan asked. 
'Didn't try,' Pop said. 'Did. Or rather, the fella I know up the city did. But it was my idea.' 
'Is it a movie?' Kevin asked. He understood what Pop had done, and part of him was even chagrined that he 
hadn't thought of it himself, but mostly he was awash in wonder (and delight) at the idea. 
'Look for yourself,' Pop said, and turned on the TV. 'Fifty-eight pitchers. When this fella does snapshots for 
folks, he generally videotapes each one for five seconds - long enough to get a good look, he says, but not 
long enough to get bored before you go on to the next one. I told him I wanted each of these on for just a 
single second, and to run them right together with no fades.' 
Kevin remembered a game he used to play in grade school when he had finished some lesson and had free 
time before the next one began. He had a little dime pad of paper which was called a Rain-Bo Skool Pad 
because there would be thirty pages of little yellow sheets, then thirty pages of little pink sheets, then thirty 
pages of green, and so on. To play the game, you went to the very last page and at the bottom you drew a 
stick-man wearing baggy shorts and holding his arms out. On the next page you drew the same stick-man in 
the same place and wearing the same baggy shorts, only this time you drew his arms further up ... but just a 
little bit. You did that on every page until the arms came together over the stick-man's head. Then, if you 
still had time, you went on drawing the stick-man, but now with the arms going down. And if you flipped 
the pages very fast when you were done, you had a crude sort of cartoon which showed a boxer celebrating 
a KO: he raised his hands over his head, clasped them, shook them, lowered them. 
He shivered. His father looked at him. Kevin shook his head and murmured, 'Nothing.' 
'So what I mean to say is the tape only runs about a minute,' Pop said. 'You got to look close. Ready?' 
No, Kevin thought. 
'I guess so,' Mr Delevan said. He was still trying to sound grumpy and put-out, but Kevin could tell he had 
gotten interested in spite of himself. 
'Okay,' Pop Merrill said, and pushed the PLAY button. 
Kevin told himself over and over again that it was stupid to feel scared. He told himself this and it didn't do 
a single bit of good. 
He knew what he was going to see, because he and Meg had both noticed the Sun was doing something 
besides simply reproducing the same image over and over, like a photocopier; it did not take long for them 
to realize that the photographs were expressing movement from one to the next. 
'Look,' Meg had said. 'The dog's moving!' 
Instead of responding with one of the friendly-but-irritating wisecracks he usually reserved for his little 
sister, Kevin had said, 'It does look like it ... but you can't tell for sure, Meg.' 
'Yes, you can,' she said. They were in his room, where he had been morosely looking at the camera. It sat 
on the middle of his desk with his new schoolbooks, which he had been meaning to cover, pushed to one 
side. Meg had bent the goose-neck of his study-lamp so it shone a bright circle of light on the middle of his 
desk blotter. She moved the camera aside and put the first picture - the one with the dab of cake-frosting on 
it - in the center of the light. 'Count the fence-posts between the dog's behind and the righthand edge of the 
picture,' she said. 
'Those are pickets, not fence-posts,' he told her. 'Like what you do when your nose goes on strike.' 
'Ha-ha. Count them.' 
He did. He could see four, and part of a fifth, although the dog's scraggly hindquarters obscured most of 
that one. 
'Now look at this one.' 
She put the fourth Polaroid in front of him. Now he could see all of the fifth picket, and part of a sixth. 
So he knew - or believed - he was going to see a cross between a very old cartoon and one of those 'flipbooks' 
he used to make in grammar school when the time weighed heavy on his hands. 
The last twenty-five seconds of the tape were indeed like that, although, Kevin thought, the flip-books he 
had drawn in the second grade were really better ... the perceived action of the boxer raising and lowering 
his hands smoother. In the last twenty-five seconds of the videotape the action moved in rams and jerks 
which made the old Keystone Kops silent films look like marvels of modern filmmaking in comparison. 
Still, the key word was action, and it held all of them - even Pop - spellbound. They watched the minute of 
footage three times without saying a word. There was no sound but breathing: Kevin's fast and smooth 
through his nose, his father's deeper, Pop's a phlegmy rattle in his narrow chest. 
And the first thirty seconds or so ... 
He had expected action, he supposed; there was action in the flip-books, and there was action in the 
Saturday-morning cartoons, which were just a slightly more sophisticated version of the flip-books, but 
what he had not expected was that for the first thirty seconds of the tape it wasn't like watching notebook 
pages rapidly thumbed or even a primitive cartoon like Possible Possum on TV: for thirty seconds (twentyeight, 
anyway), his single Polaroid photographs looked eerily like a real movie. Not a Hollywood movie, of 
course, not even a low-budget horror movie of the sort Megan sometimes pestered him to rent for their own 
VCR when their mother and father went out for the evening; it was more like a snippet of home movie 
made by someone who has just gotten an eight-millimeter camera and doesn't know how to use it very well 
yet. 
In those first twenty-eight seconds, the black no-breed dog walked with barely perceptible jerks along the 
fence, exposing five, six, seven pickets; it even paused to sniff a second time at one of them, apparently 
reading another of those canine telegrams. Then it walked on, head down and toward the fence, 
hindquarters switched out toward the camera. And, halfway through this first part, Kevin noted something 
else he hadn't seen before: the photographer had apparently swung his camera to keep the dog in the frame. 
If he (or she) hadn't done so, the dog would have simply walked out of the picture, leaving nothing to look 
at but the fence. The pickets at the far right of the first two or three photographs disappeared beyond the 
righthand border of the picture and new pickets appeared at the left. You could tell, because the tip of one 
of those two rightmost pickets had been broken off. Now it was no longer in the frame. 
The dog started to sniff again ... and then its head came up. Its good ear stiffened; the one which had been 
slashed and laid limp in some long-ago fight tried to do the same. There was no sound, but Kevin felt with 
a certainty beyond repudiation that the dog had begun to growl. The dog had sensed something or someone. 
What or who? 
Kevin looked at the shadow they had at first dismissed as the branch of a tree or maybe a phone-pole and 
knew. 
Its head began to turn ... and that was when the second half of this strange 'film' began, thirty seconds of 
snap-jerk action that made your head ache and your eyeballs hot. Pop had had a hunch, Kevin thought, or 
maybe he had even read about something like this before. Either way, it had proved out and was too 
obvious to need stating. With the pictures taken quite closely together, if not exactly one after another, the 
action in the makeshift 'movie' almost flowed. Not quite, but almost. But when the time between 
photographs was spaced, what they were watching became something that nauseated your eye because it 
wanted to see either a moving picture or a series of still photographs and instead it saw both and neither. 
Time was passing in that flat Polaroid world. Not at the same speed it passed in this 
(real?) 
one, or the sun would have come up (or gone down) over there three times already and whatever the dog 
was going to do would be done (if it had something to do), and if it did not, it would just be gone and there 
would be only the moveless and seemingly eternal eroded picket fence guarding the listless patch of lawn, 
but it was passing. 
The dog's head was coming around to face the photographer, owner of the shadow, like the head of a dog in 
the grip of a fit: at one moment the face and even the shape of the head was obscured by that floppy ear; 
then you saw one black-brown eye enclosed by a round and somehow mucky corona that made Kevin think 
of a spoiled egg-white; then you saw half the muzzle with the lips appearing slightly wrinkled, as if the dog 
were getting ready to bark or growl; and last of all you saw three-quarters of a face somehow more awful 
than the face of any mere dog had a right to be, even a mean one. The white spackles along its muzzle 
suggested it was no longer young. At the very end of the tape you saw the dog's lips were indeed pulling 
back. There was one blink of white Kevin thought was a tooth. He didn't see that until the third runthrough. 
It was the eye that held him. It was homicidal. This breedless dog almost screamed rogue. And it 
was nameless; he knew that, as well. He knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that no Polaroid man or 
Polaroid woman or Polaroid child had ever named that Polaroid dog; it was a stray, born stray, raised stray, 
grown old and mean stray, the avatar of all the dogs who had ever wandered the world, unnamed and 
unhomed, killing chickens, eating garbage out of the cans they had long since learned to knock over, 
sleeping in culverts and beneath the porches of deserted houses. Its wits would be dim, but its instincts 
would be sharp and red. It .. 
When Pop Merrill spoke, Kevin was so deeply and fundamentally startled out of his thoughts that he nearly 
screamed. 
'The man who took those pitchers,' he said. 'If there was a person, is what I mean to say. What do you 
suppose happened to him?' 
Pop had frozen the last frame with his remote control. A line of static ran through the picture. Kevin wished 
it ran through the dog's eye, but the line was below it. That eye stared out at them, baleful, stupidly 
murderous - no, not stupidly, not entirely, that was what made it not merely frightening but terrifying -and 
no one needed to answer Pop's question. You needed no more pictures to understand what was going to 
happen next. The dog had perhaps heard something: of course it had, and Kevin knew what. It had heard 
that squidgy little whine. 
Further pictures would show it continuing to turn, and then beginning to fill more and more of each frame 
until there was nothing to see but dog - no listless patchy lawn, no fence, no sidewalk, no shadow. Just the 
dog. 
Who meant to attack. 
Who meant to kill, if it could. 
Kevin's dry voice seemed to be coming from someone else. 'I don't think it likes getting its picture taken,' 
he said. 
Pop's short laugh was like a bunch of dry twigs broken over a knee for kindling. 
'Rewind it,' Mr Delevan said. 
'You want to see the whole thing again?' Pop asked. 
'No - just the last ten seconds or so.' 
Pop used the remote control to go back, then ran it again. The dog turned its head, as jerky as a robot which 
is old and running down but still dangerous, and Kevin wanted to tell them, Stop now. Just stop. That's 
enough. Just stop and let's break the camera. Because there was something else, wasn't there? Something 
he didn't want to think about but soon would, like it or not; he could feel it breaching in his mind like the 
broad back of a whale. 
'Once more,' Mr Delevan said. 'Frame by frame this time. Can you do that?' 
'Ayuh,' Pop said. 'Goddam machine does everything but the laundry.' 
This time one frame, one picture, at a time. It was not like a robot now, or not exactly, but like some weird 
clock, something that belonged with Pop's other specimens downstairs. jerk. Jerk. Jerk. The head coming 
around. Soon they would be faced by that merciless, not-quite-idiotic eye again. 
'What's that?' Mr Delevan asked. 
'What's what?' Pop asked, as if he didn't know it was the thing the boy hadn't wanted to talk about the other 
day, the thing, he was convinced, that had made up the boy's mind about destroying the camera once and 
for all. 
'Underneath its neck,' Mr Delevan said, and pointed. 'It's not wearing a collar or a tag, but it's got something 
around its neck on a string or a thin rope.' 
'I dunno,' Pop said imperturbably. 'Maybe your boy does. Young folks have sharper eyes than us old fellas.' 
Mr Delevan turned to look at Kevin. 'Can you make it out?' 
He fell silent. 'It's really small.' 
His mind returned to what his father had said when they were leaving the house. If she never asks you, you 
never have to tell her ... That's lust the way we do things in the grown-up world. Just now he had asked 
Kevin if he could make out what that thing under the dog's neck was. Kevin hadn't really answered that 
question; he had said something else altogether. It's really small. And it was. The fact that he knew what it 
was in spite of that ... well ... 
What had his father called it? Skating up to the edge of a lie? 
And he couldn't actually see it. Not actually. just the same, he knew. The eye only suggested; the heart 
understood. just as his heart understood that, if he was right, the camera must be destroyed. Must be. 
At that moment, Pop Merrill was suddenly struck by an agreeable inspiration. He got up and snapped off 
the TV. 'I've got the pitchers downstairs,' he said. 'Brought em back with the videotape. I seen that thing 
m'self, and ran my magnifying glass over it, but still couldn't tell ... but it does look familiar, God cuss it. 
just let me go get the pitchers and m'glass.' 
'We might as well go down with you,' Kevin said, which was the last thing in the world Pop wanted, but 
then Delevan stepped in, God bless him, and said he might like to look at the tape again after they looked at 
the last couple of pictures under the magnifying glass. 
'Won't take a minute,' Pop said, and was gone, sprightly as a bird hopping from twig to twig on an apple 
tree, before either of them could have protested, if either had had a mind to. 
Kevin did not. That thought had finally breached its monstrous back in his mind, and, like it or not, he was 
forced to contemplate it. 
It was simple, as a whale's back is simple - at least to the eye of one who does not study whales for a living 
- and it was colossal in the same way. 
It wasn't an idea but a simple certainty. It had to do with that odd flatness Polaroids always seemed to have, 
with the way they showed you things only in two dimensions, although all photographs did that; it was that 
other photographs seemed to at least suggest a third dimension, even those taken with a simple Kodak 110. 
The things in his photographs, photographs which showed things he had never seen through the Sun's 
viewfinder or anywhere else, for that matter, were that same way: flatly, unapologetically two-dimensional. 
Except for the dog. 
The dog wasn't flat. The dog wasn't meaningless, a thing you could recognize but which had no emotional 
impact. The dog not only seemed to suggest three dimensions but to really have them, the way a hologram 
seems to really have them, or one of those 3-D movies where you had to wear special glasses to reconcile 
the double images. 
It's not a Polaroid dog, Kevin thought, and it doesn't belong in the world Polaroids take pictures of. That's 
crazy, I know it is, but I also know it's true. So what does it mean? Why is my camera taking pictures of it 
over and over ... and what Polaroid man or Polaroid woman is snapping pictures of It? Does he or she 
even see it? If it is a three-dimensional dog in a two-dimensional world, maybe he or she doesn't see it ... 
can't see it. They say for us time is the fourth dimension, and we know it's there, but we can't see it. We 
can't even really feel it pass, although sometimes, especially when we're bored, I guess, it seems like we 
can. 
But when you got right down to it, all that might not even matter, and the questions were far too tough for 
him, anyway. There were other questions that seemed more important to him, vital questions, maybe even 
mortal ones. 
Like why was the dog in his camera? 
Did it want something of him, or just of anybody? At first he had thought the Answer was anybody, 
anybody would do because anybody could take pictures of it and the movement always advanced. But the 
thing around its neck, that thing that wasn't a collar ... that had to do with him, Kevin Delevan, and nobody 
else. Did it want to do something to him? If the answer to that question was yes, you could forget all the 
other ones, because it was pretty goddamned obvious what the dog wanted to do. It was in its murky eye, in 
the snarl you could just see beginning. He thought it wanted two things. 
First to escape. 
Then to kill. 
There's a man or woman over there with a camera who maybe doesn't even see that dog, Kevin thought, 
and if the photographer can't see the dog, maybe the dog can't see the photographer, and so the 
photographer is safe. But if the dog really is three-dimensional, maybe he sees out - maybe he sees whoever 
is using my camera. Maybe it's still not me, or not specifically me; maybe whoever is using the camera is 
its target. 
Still - the thing it was wearing around its neck. What about that? 
He thought of the cur's dark eyes, saved from stupidity by a single malevolent spark. God knew how the 
dog had gotten into that Polaroid world in the first place, but when its picture was taken, it could see out, 
and it wanted to get out, and Kevin believed in his heart that it wanted to kill him first, the thing it was 
wearing around its neck said it wanted to kill him first, proclaimed that it wanted to kill him first, but after 
that? 
Why, after Kevin, anyone would do. 
Anyone at all. 
In a way it was like another game you played when you were a little kid, wasn't it? It was like Giant Step. 
The dog had been walking along the fence. The dog had heard the Polaroid, that squidgy little whine. It 
turned, and saw ... what? Its own world or universe? A world or universe enough like its own so it saw or 
sensed it could or at least might be able to live and hunt here? It didn't matter. Now, every time someone 
took a picture of it, the dog would get closer. It would get closer and closer until ... well, until what? Until it 
burst through, somehow? 
'That's stupid,' he muttered. 'It'd never fit.' 
'What?' his father asked, roused from his own musings. 
'Nothing,' Kevin said. 'I was just talking to myse -' 
Then, from downstairs, muffled but audible, they heard Pop Merrill cry out in mingled dismay, irritation, 
and surprise: 'Well shit fire and save matches! Goddammit!' 
Kevin and his father looked at each other, startled. 
'Let's go see what happened,' his father said, and got up. 'I hope he didn't fall down and break his arm, or 
something. I mean, part of me does hope it, but ... you know.' 
Kevin thought: What if he's been taking pictures? What if that dog's down there? 
It hadn't sounded like fear in the old man's voice, and of course there really was no way a dog that looked 
as big as a medium-sized German shepherd could come through either a camera the size of the Sun 660 or 
one of the prints it made. You might as well try to drag a washing machine through a knothole. 
Still, he felt fear enough for both of them - for all three of them - as he followed his father back down the 
stairs to the gloomy bazaar below. 
Going down the stairs, Pop Merrill was as happy as a clam at high tide. 
He had been prepared to make the switch right in front of them if he had to. Might have been a problem if it 
had just been the boy, who was still a year or so away from thinking he knew everything, but the boy's dad 
- ah, fooling that fine fellow would have been like stealing a bottle from a baby. Had he told the boy about 
the jam he'd gotten into that time? From the way the boy looked at him - a new, cautious way - Pop thought 
Delevan probably had. And what else had the father told the son? Well, let's see. Does he let you call him 
Pop? That means he's planning to pull a fast one on you. That was for starters. He's a lowdown snake in the 
grass, son. That was for seconds. And, of course, there was the prize of them all: Let me do the talking, 
boy. I know him better than you do. You just let me handle everything. Men like Delevan were to Pop 
Merrill what a nice platter of fried chicken was to some folks - tender, tasty, juicy, and all but falling off the 
bone. Once Delevan had been little more than a kid himself, and he would never fully understand that it 
wasn't Pop who had stuck his tit in the wringer but he himself. The man could have gone to his wife and 
she would have tapped that old biddy aunt of hers whose tight little ass was lined with hundred-dollar bills, 
and Delevan would have spent some time in the doghouse, but she would have let him out in time. He not 
only hadn't seen it that way; he hadn't seen it at all. And now, for no reason but idiot time, which came and 
went without any help from anyone, he thought he knew all there was to know about Reginald Marion 
Merrill. 
Which was just the way Pop liked it. 
Why, he could have swapped one camera for the other right in front of the man instead and Delevan never 
would have seen a goddamned thing - that was how sure he was he had old Pop figured out. 
But this was better. 
You never ever asked Lady Luck for a date; she had a way of standing men up just when they needed her 
the most. But if she showed up on her own ... well, it was wise to drop whatever it was you were doing and 
take her out and wine her and dine her just as lavishly as you could. That was one bitch who always put out 
if you treated her right. 
So he went quickly to the worktable, bent, and extracted the Polaroid 660 with the broken lens from the 
shadows underneath. He put it on the table, fished a key-ring from his pocket (with one quick glance over 
his shoulder to be sure neither of them had decided to come down after all), and selected the small key 
which opened the locked drawer that formed the entire left side of the table. In this deep drawer were a 
number of gold Krugerrands; a stamp album in which the least valuable stamp was worth six hundred 
dollars in the latest Scott Stamp Catalogue; a coin collection worth approximately nineteen thousand 
dollars; two dozen glossy photographs of a bleary-eyed woman having sexual congress with a Shetland 
pony; and an amount of cash totalling just over two thousand dollars. 
The cash, which he stowed in a variety of tin cans, was Pop's loan-out money. John Delevan would have 
recognized the bills. They were all crumpled tens. 
Pop deposited Kevin's Sun 660 in this drawer, locked it, and put his key-ring back in his pocket. Then he 
pushed the camera with the broken lens off the edge of the worktable (again) and cried out 'Well shit fire 
and save matches! Goddammit!' loud enough for them to hear. 
Then he arranged his face in the proper expression of dismay and chagrin and waited for them to come 
running to see what had happened. 
'Pop?' Kevin cried. 'Mr Merrill? Are you okay?' 
'Ayuh,' he said. 'Didn't hurt nothin but my goddam pride. That camera's just bad luck, I guess. I bent over to 
open the tool-drawer, is what I mean to say, and I knocked the fuckin thing right off onto the floor. Only I 
guess it didn't come through s'well this time. I dunno if I should say I'm sorry or not. I mean, you was 
gonna -' 
He held the camera apologetically out to Kevin, who took it, looked at the broken lens and shattered plastic 
of the housing around it. 'No, it's okay,' Kevin told him, turning the camera over in his hands - but he did 
not handle it in the same gingerly, tentative way he had before: as if it might really be constructed not of 
plastic and glass but some sort of explosive. 'I meant to bust it up, anyhow.' 
'Guess I saved you the trouble.' 
'I'd feel better -' Kevin began. 
'Ayuh, ayuh. I feel the same way about mice. Laugh if you want to, but when I catch one in a trap and it's 
dead, I beat it with a broom anyway. just to be sure, is what I mean to say.' 
Kevin smiled faintly, then looked at his father. 'He said he's got a chopping block out back, Dad -' 
'Got a pretty good sledge in the shed, too, if ain't nobody took it.' 
'Do you mind, Dad?' 
'It's your camera, Kev,' Delevan said. He flicked a distrustful glance at Pop, but it was a glance that said he 
distrusted Pop on general principles, and not for any specific reason. 'But if it will make you feel any better, 
I think it's the right decision.' 
'Good,' Kevin said. He felt a tremendous weight go off his shoulders - no, it was from his heart that the 
weight was lifted. With the lens broken, the camera was surely useless ... but he wouldn't feel really at ease 
until he saw it in fragments around Pop's chopping block. He turned it over in his hands, front to back and 
back to front, amused and amazed at how much he liked the broken way it looked and felt. 
'I think I owe you the cost of that camera, Delevan,' Pop said, knowing exactly how the man would 
respond. 
'No,' Delevan said. 'Let's smash it and forget this whole crazy thing ever hap -' He paused. 'I almost forgot - 
we were going to look at those last few photos under your magnifying glass. I wanted to see if I could make 
out the thing that dog's wearing. I keep thinking it looks familiar.' 
'We can do that after we get rid of the camera, can't we?' Kevin asked. 'Okay, Dad?' 
'Sure.' 
'And then,' Pop said, 'it might not be such a bad idea to burn the pitchers themselves. You could do it right 
in my stove.' 
'I think that's a great idea,' Kevin said. 'What do you think, Dad?' 
'I think Mrs Merrill never raised any fools,' his father said. 
'Well,' Pop said, smiling enigmatically from behind folds of rising blue smoke, 'there was five of us, you 
know.' 
The day had been bright blue when Kevin and his father walked down to the Emporium Galorium; a 
perfect autumn day. Now it was four-thirty, the sky had mostly clouded over, and it looked like it might 
rain before dark. The first real chill of the fall touched Kevin's hands. It would chap them red if he stayed 
out long enough, but he had no plans to. His mom would be home in half an hour, and already he wondered 
what she would say when she saw Dad was with him, and what his dad would say. 
But that was for later. 
Kevin set the Sun 660 on the chopping block in the little backyard, and Pop Merrill handed him a 
sledgehammer. The haft was worn smooth with usage. The head was rusty, as if someone had left it 
carelessly out in the rain not once or twice but many times. Yet it would do the job, all right. Kevin had no 
doubt of that. The Polaroid, its lens broken and most of the housing around it shattered as well, looked 
fragile and defenseless sitting there on the block's chipped, chunked, and splintered surface, where you 
expected to see a length of ash or maple waiting to be split in two. 
Kevin set his hands on the sledgehammer's smooth handle and tightened them. 
'You're sure, son?' Mr Delevan asked. 
'Yes.' 
'Okay.' Kevin's father glanced at his own watch. 'Do it, then.' 
Pop stood to one side with his pipe clamped between his wretched teeth, hands in his back pockets. He 
looked shrewdly from the boy to the man and then back to the boy, but said nothing. 
Kevin lifted the sledgehammer and, suddenly surprised by an anger at the camera he hadn't even known he 
felt, he brought it down with all the force he could muster. 
Too hard, he thought. You're going to miss it, be lucky not to mash your own foot, and there it will sit, not 
much more than a piece of hollow plastic a little kid could stomp flat without half trying, and even if you're 
lucky enough to miss your foot, Pop will look at you. He won't say anything; he won't have to. It'll all be in 
the way he looks at you. 
And thought also: It doesn't matter if I hit it or not. It's magic, some kind of magic camera, and you CAN'T 
break it. Even if you hit it dead on the money the sledge will just bounce off it, like bullets off Superman's 
chest. 
But then there was no more time to think anything, because the sledge connected squarely with the camera. 
Kevin really had swung much too hard to maintain anything resembling control, but he got lucky. And the 
sledgehammer didn't just bounce back up, maybe hitting Kevin square between the eyes and killing him, 
like the final twist in a horror Story. 
The Sun didn't so much shatter as detonate. Black plastic flew everywhere. A long rectangle with a shiny 
black square at one end - a picture which would never be taken, Kevin supposed - fluttered to the bare 
ground beside the chopping block and lay there, face down. 
There was a moment of silence so complete they could hear not only the cars on Lower Main Street but 
kids playing tag half a block away in the parking lot behind Wardell's Country Store, which had gone 
bankrupt two years before and had stood vacant ever since. 
'Well, that's that,' Pop said. 'You swung that sledge just like Paul Bunyan, Kevin! I should smile n kiss a 
pig if you didn't. 
'No need to do that,' he said, now addressing Mr Delevan, who was picking up broken chunks of plastic as 
prissily as a man picking up the pieces of a glass he has accidentally knocked to the floor and shattered. 'I 
have a boy comes in and cleans up the yard every week or two. I know it don't look much as it is, but if I 
didn't have that kid ... Glory!' 
'Then maybe we ought to use your magnifying glass and take a look at those pictures,' Mr Delevan said, 
standing up. He dropped the few pieces of plastic he had picked up into a rusty incinerator that stood 
nearby and then brushed off his hands. 
'Fine by me,' Pop said. 
'Then burn them,' Kevin reminded. 'Don't forget that.' 
'I didn't,' Pop said. 'I'll feel better when they're gone, too.' 
'Jesus!' John Delevan said. He was bending over Pop Merrill's worktable, looking through the lighted 
magnifying glass at the second-to-last photograph. It was the one in which the object around the dog's neck 
showed most clearly; in the last photo, the object had swung back in the other direction again. 'Kevin, look 
at that and tell me if it's what I think it is.' 
Kevin took the magnifying glass and looked. He had known, of course, but even so it still wasn't a look just 
for form's sake. Clyde Tombaugh must have looked at an actual photograph of the planet Pluto for the first 
time with the same fascination. Tombaugh had known it was there; calculations showing similar distortions 
in the orbital paths of Neptune and Uranus had made Pluto not just a possibility but a necessity. Still, to 
know a thing was there, even to know what it was ... that did not detract from the fascination of actually 
seeing it for the first time. 
He let go of the switch and handed the glass back to Pop. 'Yeah,' he said to his father. 'It's what you think it 
is.' His voice was as flat as ... as flat as the things in that Polaroid world, he supposed, and he felt an urge to 
laugh. He kept the sound inside, not because it would have been inappropriate to laugh (although he 
supposed it would have been) but because the sound would have come out sounding ... well . . . flat. 
Pop waited and when it became clear to him they were going to need a nudge, he said: 'Well, don't keep me 
hoppin from one foot to the other! What the hell is it?' 
Kevin had felt reluctant to tell him before, and he felt reluctant now. There was no reason for it, but 
Stop being so goddamned dumb! He helped you when you needed helping, no matter how he earns his 
dough. Tell him and bum the pictures and let's get out of here before all those clocks start striking five. 
Yes. If he was around when that happened, he thought it would be the final touch; he would just go 
completely bananas and they could cart him away to juniper Hill, raving about real dogs in Polaroid worlds 
and cameras that took the same picture over and over again except not quite. 
'The Polaroid camera was a birthday present,' he heard himself saying in that same dry voice. 'What it's 
wearing around its neck was another one.' 
Pop slowly pushed his glasses up onto his bald head and squinted at Kevin. 'I don't guess I'm followin you, 
son.' 
'I have an aunt,' Kevin said. 'Actually she's my great-aunt, but we're not supposed to call her that, because 
she says it makes her feel old. Aunt Hilda. Anyway, Aunt Hilda's husband left her a lot of money - my 
mom says she's worth over a million dollars - but she's a tightwad.' 
He stopped, leaving his father space to protest, but his father only smiled sourly and nodded. Pop Merrill, 
who knew all about that situation (there was not, in truth, much in Castle Rock and the surrounding areas 
Pop didn't know at least something about), simply held his peace and waited for the boy to get around to 
spilling it. 
'She comes and spends Christmas with us every three years, and that's about the only time we go to church, 
because she goes to church. We have lots of broccoli when Aunt Hilda comes. None of us like it, and it just 
about makes my sister puke, but Aunt Hilda likes broccoli a lot, so we have it. There was a book on our 
summer reading list, Great Expectations, and there was a lady in it who was just like Aunt Hilda. She got 
her kicks dangling her money in front of her relatives. Her name was Miss Havisham, and when Miss 
Havisham said frog, people jumped. We jump, and I guess the rest of our family does, too.' 
'Oh, your Uncle Randy makes your mother look like a piker,' Mr Delevan said unexpectedly. Kevin thought 
his dad meant it to sound amused in a cynical sort of way, but what came through was a deep, acidic 
bitterness. 'When Aunt Hilda says frog in Randy's house, they all just about turn cartwheels over the 
roofbeams.' 
'Anyway,' Kevin told Pop, 'she sends me the same thing for my birthday every year. I mean, each one is 
different, but each one's really the same.' 
'What is it she sends you, boy?' 
'A string tie,' Kevin said. 'Like the kind you see guys wearing in old-time country-music bands. It has 
something different on the clasp every year, but it's always a string tie.' 
Pop snatched the magnifying glass and bent over the picture with it. 'Stone the crows!' he said, 
straightening up. 'A string tie! That's just what it is! Now how come I didn't see that?' 
'Because it isn't the sort of thing a dog would wear around his neck, I guess,' Kevin said in that same 
wooden voice. They had been here for only forty-five minutes or so, but he felt as if he had aged another 
fifteen years. The thing to remember, his mind told him over and over, is that the camera is gone. It's 
nothing but splinters. Never mind all the King's horses and all the King's men; not even all the guys who 
work making cameras at the Polaroid factory in Schenectady could put that baby back together again. 
Yes, and thank God. Because this was the end of the line. As far as Kevin was concerned, if he never 
encountered the supernatural again until he was eighty, never so much as brushed up against it, it would 
still be too soon. 
'Also, it's very small,' Mr Delevan pointed out. 'I was there when Kevin took it out of the box, and we all 
knew what it was going to be. The only mystery was what would be on the clasp this year. We joked about 
it.' 
'What is on the clasp?' Pop asked, peering into the photograph again ... or peering at it, anyway: Kevin 
would testify in any court in the land that peering into a Polaroid was simply impossible. 
'A bird,' Kevin said. 'I'm pretty sure it's a woodpecker. And that's what the dog in the picture is wearing 
around its neck. A string tie with a woodpecker on the clasp.' 
'Jesus!' Pop said. He was in his own quiet way one of the world's finest actors, but there was no need to 
simulate the surprise he felt now. 
Mr Delevan abruptly swept all the Polaroids together. 'Let's put these goddam things in the woodstove,' he 
said. 
When Kevin and his father got home, it was ten minutes past five and starting to drizzle. Mrs Delevan's 
two-year-old Toyota was not in the driveway, but she had been and gone. There was a note from her on the 
kitchen table, held down by the salt and pepper shakers. When Kevin unfolded the note, a ten-dollar bill fell 
out. 
Dear Kevin, 
At the bridge game Jane Doyon asked if Meg and I would like to have dinner with her at Bonanza as her 
husband is off to Pittsburgh on business and she's knocking around the house alone. I said we'd be 
delighted. Meg especially. You know how much she likes to be 'one of the girls'! Hope you don't mind 
eating in 'solitary splendor.' Why not order a pizza & some soda for yourself, and your father can order for 
himself when he gets home. He doesn't like reheated pizza & you know he'll want a couple of beers. 
Luv you, 
Mom 
They looked at each other, both saying Well, there's one thing we don't have to worry about without having 
to say it out loud. Apparently neither she nor Meg had noticed that Mr Delevan's car was still in the garage. 
'Do you want me to -' Kevin began, but there was no need to finish because his father cut across him: 'Yes. 
Check. Right now.' 
Kevin went up the stairs by twos and into his room. He had a bureau and a desk. The bottom desk drawer 
was full of what Kevin simply thought of as 'stuff': things it would have seemed somehow criminal to 
throw away, although he had no real use for any of them. There was his grandfather's pocket-watch, heavy, 
scrolled, magnificent ... and so badly rusted that the jeweler in Lewiston he and his mother had brought it to 
only took one look, shook his head, and pushed it back across the counter. There were two sets of matching 
cufflinks and two orphans, a Penthouse gatefold, a paperback book called Gross Jokes, and a Sony 
Walkman which had for some reason developed a habit of eating the tapes it was supposed to play. It was 
just stuff, that was all. There was no other word that fit. 
Part of the stuff, of course, was the thirteen string ties Aunt Hilda had sent him for his last thirteen 
birthdays. 
He took them out one by one, counted, came up with twelve instead of thirteen, rooted through the stuffdrawer 
again, then counted again. Still twelve. 
'Not there?' 
Kevin, who had been squatting, cried out and leaped to his feet. 
'I'm sorry,' Mr Delevan said from the doorway. 'That was dumb.' 
'That's okay,' Kevin said. He wondered briefly how fast a person's heart could beat before the person in 
question simply blew his engine. 'I'm just ... on edge. Stupid.' 
'It's not.' His father looked at him soberly. 'When I saw that tape, I got so scared I felt like maybe I'd have to 
reach into my mouth and push my stomach back down with my fingers.' 
Kevin looked at his father gratefully. 
'It's not there, is it?' Mr Delevan said. 'The one with the woodpecker or whatever in hell it was supposed to 
be?' 
'No. It's not.' 
'Did you keep the camera in that drawer?' 
Kevin nodded his head slowly. 'Pop - Mr Merrill - said to let it rest every so often. That was part of the 
schedule he made out.' 
Something tugged briefly at his mind, was gone. 
'So I stuck it in there.' 
'Boy,' Mr Delevan said softly. 
'Yeah.' 
They looked at each other in the gloom, and then suddenly Kevin smiled. It was like watching the sun burst 
through a raft of clouds. 
'What?' 
'I was remembering how it felt,' Kevin said. 'I swung that sledgehammer so hard -' 
Mr Delevan began to smile, too. 'I thought you were going to take off your own damned and when it hit it 
made this CRUNCH! sound flew every damn whichway -' 
'BOOM!' Kevin finished. 'Gone!' 
They began to laugh together in Kevin's room, and Kevin found he was almost - almost - glad all this had 
happened. The sense of relief was as inexpressible and yet as perfect as the sensation one feels when, either 
by happy accident or by some psychic guidance, another person manages to scratch that one itchy place on 
one's back that one cannot scratch oneself, hitting it exactly, bang on the money, making it wonderfully 
worse for a single second by the simple touch, pressure, arrival, of those fingers ... and then, oh blessed 
relief. 
It was like that with the camera and with his father's knowing. 
'It's gone,' Kevin said. 'Isn't it?' 
'As gone as Hiroshima after the Enola Gay dropped the A-bomb on it,' Mr Delevan replied, and then added: 
'Smashed to shit, is what I mean to say.' 
Kevin gawped at his father and then burst into helpless peals - screams, almost - of laughter. His father 
joined him. They ordered a loaded pizza shortly after. When Mary and Meg Delevan arrived home at 
twenty past seven, they both still had the giggles. 
'Well, you two look like you've been up to no good,' Mrs Delevan said, a little puzzled. There was 
something in their hilarity that struck the woman centre of her - that deep part which the sex seems to tap 
into fully only in times of childbirth and disaster - as a little unhealthy. They looked and sounded like men 
who may have just missed having a car accident. 'Want to let the ladies in on it?' 
'Just two bachelors having a good time,' Mr Delevan said. 
'Smashing good time,' Kevin amplified, to which his father added, 'is what we mean to say,' and they 
looked at each other and were howling again. 
Meg, honestly bewildered, looked at her mother and said: 'Why are they doing that, Mom?' 
Mrs Delevan said, 'Because they have penises, dear. Go hang up your coat.' 
Pop Merrill let the Delevans, pere et fils, out, and then locked the door behind them. He turned off all the 
lights save for the one over the worktable, produced his keys, and opened his own stuff-drawer. From it he 
took Kevin Delevan's Polaroid Sun 660, chipped but otherwise undamaged, and looked at it fixedly. It had 
scared both the father and the son. That was clear enough to Pop; it had scared him as well, and still did. 
But to put a thing like this on a block and smash it to smithereens? That was crazy. 
There was a way to turn a buck on this goddam thing. 
There always was. 
Pop locked it away in the drawer. He would sleep on it, and by the morning he would know how to 
proceed. In truth, he already had a pretty goddam good idea. 
He got up, snapped off the work-light, and wove his way through the gloom toward the steps leading up to 
his apartment. He moved with the unthinking surefooted grace of long practice. 
Halfway there, he stopped. 
He felt an urge, an amazingly strong urge, to go back and look at the camera again. What in God's name 
for? He didn't even have any film for the Christless thing ... not that he had any intentions of taking any 
pictures with it. If someone else wanted to take some snapshots, watch that dog's progress, the buyer was 
welcome. Caveet emperor, as he always said. Let the goddam emperor caveet or not as it suited him. As for 
him, he'd as soon go into a cage filled with lions without even a goddam whip and chair. 
Still ... 
'Leave it,' he said roughly in the darkness, and the sound of his own voice startled him and got him moving 
and he went upstairs without another look back. 
CHAPTER 7 
Very early the next morning, Kevin Delevan had a nightmare so horrible he could only remember parts of 
it, like isolated phrases of music heard on a radio with a defective speaker. 
He was walking into a grungy little mill-town. Apparently he was on the bum, because he had a pack on his 
back. The name of the town was Oatley, and Kevin had the idea it was either in Vermont or upstate New 
York. You know anyone hiring here in Oatley? he asked an old man pushing a shoppingcart along a 
cracked sidewalk. There were no groceries in the cart; it was full of indeterminate junk, and Kevin realized 
the man was a wino. Get away! the wino screamed. Get away! Feef! Fushing feef! Fushing FEEF! 
Kevin ran, darted across the street, more frightened of the man's madness than he was of the idea anyone 
might believe that he, Kevin, was a thief. The wino called after him: This ain't Oatley! This is Hildasville! 
Get out of town, you fushing feef! 
It was then that he realized that this town wasn't Oatley or Hildasville or any other town with a normal 
name. How could an utterly abnormal town have a normal name? 
Everything - streets, buildings, cars, signs, the few pedestrians - was two-dimensional. Things had height, 
they had width ... but they had no thickness. He passed a woman who looked the way Meg's ballet teacher 
might look if the ballet teacher put on a hundred and fifty pounds. She was wearing slacks the color of 
Bazooka bubble gum. Like the wino, she was pushing a shopping-cart. It had a squeaky wheel. It was full 
of Polaroid Sun 660 cameras. She looked at Kevin with narrow suspicion as they drew closer together. At 
the moment when they passed each other on the sidewalk, she disappeared. Her shadow was still there and 
he could still hear that rhythmic squeaking, but she was no longer there. Then she reappeared, looking back 
at him from her fat flat suspicious face, and Kevin understood the reason why she had disappeared for a 
moment. It was because the concept of 'a side view' didn't exist, couldn't exist, in a world where everything 
was perfectly flat. 
This is Polaroidsville, he thought with a relief which was strangely mingled with horror. And that means 
this is only a dream. 
Then he saw the white picket fence, and the dog, and the photographer standing in the gutter. There were 
rimless spectacles propped up on his head. It was Pop Merrill. 
Well, son, you found him, the two-dimensional Polaroid Pop said to Kevin without removing his eye from 
the shutter. That's the dog, right there. The one tore up that kid out in Schenectady. YOUR dog, is what I 
mean to say. 
Then Kevin woke up in his own bed, afraid he had screamed but more concerned at first not about the 
dream but to make sure he was all there, all three dimensions of him. 
He was. But something was wrong. 
Stupid dream, he thought. Let it go, why can't you? It's over. Photos are burned, all fifty-eight of them. And 
the camera's bus 
His thought broke off like ice as that something, that something wrong, teased at his mind again. 
It's not over, he thought. It's n- 
But before the thought could finish itself, Kevin Delevan fell deeply, dreamlessly asleep. The next 
morning, he barely remembered the nightmare at all. 
CHAPTER 8 
The two weeks following his acquisition of Kevin Delevan's Polaroid Sun were the most aggravating, 
infuriating, humiliating two weeks of Pop Merrill's life. There were quite a few people in Castle Rock who 
would have said it couldn't have happened to a more deserving guy. Not that anyone in Castle Rock did 
know ... and that was just about all the consolation Pop could take. He found it cold comfort. Very cold 
indeed, thank you very much. 
But who would have ever believed the Mad Hatters would have, could have, let him down so badly? 
It was almost enough to make a man wonder if he was starting to slip a little. 
God forbid. 
CHAPTER 9 
Back in September, he hadn't even bothered to wonder if he would sell the Polaroid; the only questions 
were how soon and how much. The Delevans had bandied the word supernatural about, and Pop hadn't 
corrected them, although he knew that what the Sun was doing would be more properly classed by psychic 
investigators as a paranormal rather than supernatural phenomenon. He could have told them that, but if he 
had, they might both have wondered how come the owner of a small-town used-goods store (and part-time 
usurer) knew so much about the subject. The fact was this: he knew a lot because it was profitable to know 
a lot, and it was profitable to know a lot because of the people he thought of as 'my Mad Hatters.' 
Mad Hatters were people who recorded empty rooms on expensive audio equipment not for a lark or a 
drunken party stunt, but either because they believed passionately in an unseen world and wanted to prove 
its existence, or because they wanted passionately to get in touch with friends and/or relatives who had 
'passed on' ('passed on': that's what they always called it; Mad Hatters never had relatives who did 
something so simple as die). 
Mad Hatters not only owned and used Ouija Boards, they had regular conversations with 'spirit guides' in 
the 'other world' (never 'heaven,' 'hell,' or even 'the rest area of the dead' but the 'other world') who put them 
in touch with friends, relatives, queens, dead rock-and-roll singers, even arch-villains. Pop knew of a Mad 
Hatter in Vermont who had twice-weekly conversations with Hitler. Hitler had told him it was all a bum 
rap, he had sued for peace in January of 1943 and that son of a bitch Churchill had turned him down. Hitler 
had also told him Paul Newman was a space alien who had been born in a cave on the moon. 
Mad Hatters went to seances as regularly (and as compulsively) as drug addicts visited their pushers. They 
bought crystal balls and amulets guaranteed to bring good luck; they organized their own little societies and 
investigated reputedly haunted houses for all the usual phenomena: teleplasma, table-rappings, floating 
tables and beds, cold spots, and, of course, ghosts. 
They noted all of these, real or imagined, with the enthusiasm of dedicated bird-watchers. 
Most of them had a ripping good time. Some did not. There was that fellow from Wolfeboro, for instance. 
He hanged himself in the notorious Tecumseh House, where a gentleman farmer had, in the 1880s and '90s, 
helped his fellow men by day and helped himself to them by night, dining on them at a formal table in his 
cellar. The table stood upon a floor of sour packed dirt which had yielded the bones and decomposed 
bodies of at least twelve and perhaps as many as thirty-five young men, all vagabonds. The fellow from 
Wolfeboro had left this brief note on a pad of papers beside his Ouija Board: Can't leave the house. Doors 
all locked. I hear him eating. Tried cotton. Does no good. 
And the poor deluded asshole probably thought he really did, Pop had mused after hearing this story from a 
source he trusted. 
Then there was a fellow in Dunwich, Massachusetts, to whom Pop had once sold a so-called 'spirit trumpet' 
for ninety dollars; the fellow had taken the trumpet to the Dunwich Cemetery and must have heard 
something exceedingly unpleasant, because he had been raving in a padded cell in Arkham for almost six 
years now, totally insane. When he had gone into the boneyard, his hair had been black; when his screams 
awoke the few neighbors who lived close enough to the cemetery to hear them and the police were 
summoned, it was as white as his howling face. 
And there was the woman in Portland who lost an eye when a session with the Ouija Board went 
cataclysmically wrong ... the man in Kingston, Rhode Island, who lost three fingers on his right hand when 
the rear door of a car in which two teenagers had committed suicide closed on it ... the old lady who landed 
in Massachusetts Memorial Hospital short most of one ear when her equally elderly cat, Claudette, 
supposedly went on a rampage during a seance ... 
Pop believed some of these things, disbelieved others, and mostly held no opinion - not because he didn't 
have enough hard evidence one way or the other, but because he didn't give a fart in a high wind about 
ghosts, seances, crystal balls, spirit trumpets, rampaging cats, or the fabled John the Conquerer Root. As far 
as Reginald Marion 'Pop' Merrill was concerned, the Mad Hatters could all take a flying fuck at the moon. 
As long, of course, as one of them handed over some mighty tall tickets for Kevin Delevan's camera before 
taking passage on the next shuttle. 
Pop didn't call these enthusiasts Mad Hatters because of their spectral interests; he called them that because 
the great majority - he was sometimes tempted to say all of them - seemed to be rich, retired, and just 
begging to be plucked. If you were willing to spend fifteen minutes with them nodding and agreeing while 
they assured you they could pick a fake medium from a real one just by walking into the room, let alone 
sitting down at the seance table, or if you spent an equal amount of time listening to garbled noises which 
might or might not be words on a tape player with the proper expression of awe on your face, you could 
sell them a four-dollar paperweight for a hundred by telling them a man had once glimpsed his dead mother 
in it. You gave them a smile and they wrote you a check for two hundred dollars. You gave them an 
encouraging word and they wrote you a check for two thousand dollars. If you gave them both things at the 
same time, they just kind of passed the checkbook over to you and asked you to fill in an amount. 
It had always been as easy as taking candy from a baby. 
Until now. 
Pop didn't keep a file in his cabinet marked MAD HATTERS any more than he kept one marked COIN 
COLLECTORS or STAMP COLLECTORS. He didn't even have a file-cabinet. The closest thing to it was 
a battered old book of phone numbers he carried around in his back pocket (which, like his purse, had over 
the years taken on the shallow ungenerous curve of the spindly buttock it lay against every day). Pop kept 
his files where a man in his line of work should always keep them: in his head. There were eight full-blown 
Mad Hatters that he had done business with over the years, people who didn't just dabble in the occult but 
who got right down and rolled around in it. The richest was a retired industrialist named McCarty who 
lived on his own island about twelve miles off the coast. This fellow disdained boats and employed a fulltime 
pilot who flew him back and forth to the mainland when he needed to go. 
Pop went to him on September 28th, the day after he obtained the camera from Kevin (he didn't, couldn't, 
exactly think of it as robbery; the boy, after all, had been planning to smash it to shit anyway, and what he 
didn't know surely couldn't hurt him). He drove to a private airstrip just north of Boothbay Harbor in his old 
but perfectly maintained car, then gritted his teeth and slitted his eyes and held onto the steel lockbox with 
the Polaroid Sun 660 in it for dear fife as the Mad Hatter's Beechcraft plunged down the dirt runway like a 
rogue horse, rose into the air just as Pop was sure they were going to fall off the edge and be smashed to 
jelly on the rocks below, and flew away into the autumn empyrean. He had made this trip twice before, and 
had sworn each time that he would never get into that goddam flying coffin again. 
They bumped and jounced along with the hungry Atlantic less than five hundred feet below, the pilot 
talking cheerfully the whole way. Pop nodded and said ayuh in what seemed like the right places, although 
he was more concerned with his imminent demise than with anything the pilot was saying. 
Then the island was ahead with its horribly, dismally, suicidally short landing strip and its sprawling house 
of redwood and fieldstone, and the pilot swooped down, leaving Pop's poor old acid-shrivelled stomach 
somewhere in the air above them, and they hit with a thud and then, somehow, miraculously, they were 
taxiing to a stop, still alive and whole, and Pop could safely go back to believing God was just another 
invention of the Mad Hatters ... at least until he had to get back in that damned plane for the return journey. 
'Great day for flying, huh, Mr Merrill?' the pilot asked, unfolding the steps for him. 
'Finest kind,' Pop grunted, then strode up the walk to the house where the Thanksgiving turkey stood in the 
doorway, smiling in eager anticipation. Pop had promised to show him 'the goddanmedest thing I ever 
come across,' and Cedric McCarty looked like he couldn't wait. He'd take one quick look for form's sake, 
Pop thought, and then fork over the lettuce. He went back to the mainland forty-five minutes later, barely 
noticing the thumps and jounces and gut-goozling drops as the Beech hit the occasional air-pocket. He was 
a chastened, thoughtful man. 
He had aimed the Polaroid at the Mad Hatter and took his picture. While they waited for it to develop, the 
Mad Hatter took a picture of Pop ... and when the flashbulb went off, had he heard something? Had he 
heard the low, ugly snarl of that black dog, or had it been his imagination? Imagination, most likely. Pop 
had made some magnificent deals in his time, and you couldn't do that without imagination. 
Still 
Cedric McCarty, retired industrialist par excellence and Mad Hatter extraordinaire, watched the 
photographs develop with that same childlike eagerness, but when they finally came clear, he looked 
amused and even perhaps a little contemptuous and Pop knew with the infallible intuition which had 
developed over almost fifty years that arguing, cajolery, even vague hints that he had another customer just 
slavering for a chance to buy this camera - none of those usually reliable techniques would work. A big 
orange NO SALE card had gone up in Cedric McCarty's mind. 
But why? 
Goddammit, why? 
In the picture Pop took, that glint Kevin had spotted amid the wrinkles of the black dog's muzzle had 
clearly become a tooth - except tooth wasn't the right word, not by any stretch of the imagination. That was 
a fang. In the one McCarty took, you could see the beginnings of the neighboring teeth. 
Fucking dog's got a mouth like a bear-trap, Pop thought. Unbidden, an image of his arm in that dog's 
mouth rose in his mind. He saw the dog not biting it, not eating it, but shredding it, the way the many teeth 
of a wood-chipper shreds bark, leaves, and small branches. How long would it take? he wondered, and 
looked at those dirty eyes staring out at him from the overgrown face and knew it wouldn't take long. Or 
suppose the dog seized him by the crotch, instead? Suppose But McCarty had said something and was 
waiting for a response. Pop turned his attention to the man, and any lingering hope he might have held of 
making a sale evaporated. The Mad Hatter extraordinaire, who would cheerfully spend an afternoon with 
you trying to call UP the ghost of your dear departed Uncle Ned, was gone. In his place was McCarty's 
other side: the hardheaded realist who had made Fortune magazine's listing of the richest men in America 
for twelve straight years - not because he was an airhead who had had the good fortune to inherit both a lot 
of money and an honest, capable staff to husband and expand it, but because he had been a genius in the 
field of aerodynamic design and development. He was not as rich as Howard Hughes but not quite as crazy 
as Hughes had been at the end, either. When it came to psychic phenomena, the man was a Mad Hatter. 
Outside that one area, however, he was a shark that make the likes of Pop Merrill look like a tadpole 
swimming in a mud-puddle. 
'Sorry,' Pop said. 'I was woolgatherin a little, Mr McCarty.' 
'I said it's fascinating,' McCarty said. 'Especially the subtle indications of passing time from one photo to 
the next. How does it work? Camera in camera?' 
'I don't understand what you're gettin at.' 
'No, not a camera,' McCarty said, speaking to himself. He picked the camera up and shook it next to his ear. 
'More likely some sort of roller device.' 
Pop stared at the man with no idea what he was talking about ... except it spelled NO SALE, whatever it 
was. That goddam Christless ride in the little plane (and soon to do over again), all for nothing. But why? 
Why? He had been so sure of this fellow, who would probably believe the Brooklyn Bridge was a spectral 
illusion from the 'other side' if you told him it was. So why? 
'Slots, of course!' McCarty said, as delighted as a child. 'Slots! There's a circular belt on pulleys inside this 
housing with a number of slots built into it. Each slot contains an exposed Polaroid picture of this dog. 
Continuity suggests' -he looked carefully at the pictures again - 'yes, that the dog might have been filmed, 
with the Polaroids made from individual frames. When the shutter is released, a picture drops from its slot 
and emerges. The battery turns the belt enough to position the next photo, and - voila!' 
His pleasant expression was suddenly gone, and Pop saw a man who looked like he might have made his 
way to fame and fortune over the broken, bleeding bodies of his competitors ... and enjoyed it. 
'Joe will fly you back,' he said. His voice had gone chill and impersonal. 'You're good, Mr Merrill' - this 
man, Pop realized glumly, would never call him Pop again -'I'll admit that. You've finally overstepped 
yourself, but for a long time you had me fooled. How much did you take me for? Was it all claptrap?' 
'I didn't take you for one red cent,' Pop said, lying stoutly. 'I never sold you one single thing I didn't b'lieve 
was the genuine article, and what I mean to say is that goes for that camera as well.' 
'You make me sick,' McCarty said. 'Not because I trusted you; I've trusted others who were fakes and 
shams. Not because you took my money; it wasn't enough to matter. You make me sick because it's men 
like you that have kept the scientific investigation of psychic phenomena in the dark ages, something to be 
laughed at, something to be dismissed as the sole province of crackpots and dimwits. The one consolation 
is that sooner or later you fellows always overstep yourselves. You get greedy and try to palm off 
something ridiculous like this. I want you out of here, Mr Merrill.' 
Pop had his pipe in his mouth and a Diamond Blue Tip in one shaking hand. McCarty pointed at him, and 
the chilly eyes above that finger made it look like the barrel of a gun. 
'And if you light that stinking thing in here,' he said, 'I'll have Joe yank it out of your mouth and dump the 
coals down the back of your pants. So unless you want to leave my house with your skinny ass in flames, I 
suggest -' 
'What's the matter with you, Mr McCarty?' Pop bleated. 'These pitchers didn't come out all developed! You 
watched em develop with your own eyes!' 
'An emulsion any kid with a twelve-dollar chemistry set could whip up,' McCarty said coldly. 'It's not the 
catalyst-fixative the Polaroid people use, but it's close. You expose your Polaroids - or create them from 
movie-film, if that's what you did - and then you take them in a standard darkroom and paint them with the 
goop. When they're dry, you load them. When they pop out, they look like any Polaroid that hasn't started 
to develop yet. Solid gray in a white border. Then the light hits your home-made emulsion, creating a 
chemical change, and it evaporates, showing a picture you yourself took hours or days or weeks before. 
Joe?' 
Before Pop could say anything else, his arms were seized and he was not so much walked as propelled 
from the spacious, glass-walled living room. He wouldn't have said anything, anyway. Another of the many 
things a good businessman had to know was when he was licked. And yet he wanted to shout over his 
shoulder: Some dumb cunt with dyed hair and a crystal ball she ordered from Fate magazine floats a book 
or a lamp or a page of goddam sheet-music through a dark room and you bout shit yourself, but when I 
show you a camera that takes pitchers of some other world, you have me thrown out by the seat of m'pants! 
You're mad as a hatter, all right! Well, fuck ya! There's other fish in the sea! 
So there were. 
On October 5th, Pop got into his perfectly maintained car and drove to Portland to pay a visit on the Pus 
Sisters. 
The Pus Sisters were identical twins who lived in Portland. They were eighty or so but looked older than 
Stonehenge. They chain-smoked Camel cigarettes, and had done so since they were seventeen, they were 
happy to tell you. They never coughed in spite of the six packs they smoked between them each and every 
day. They were driven about - on those rare occasions when they left their red brick Colonial mansion - in a 
1958 Lincoln Continental which had the somber glow of a hearse. This vehicle was piloted by a black 
woman only a little younger than the Pus Sisters themselves. This female chauffeur was probably a mute, 
but might just be something a bit more special: one of the few truly taciturn human beings God ever made. 
Pop did not know and had never asked. He had dealt with the two old ladies for nearly thirty years, the 
black woman had been with them all that time, mostly driving the car, sometimes washing it, sometimes 
mowing the lawn or clipping the hedges around the house, sometimes stalking down to the mailbox on the 
corner with letters from the Pus Sisters to God alone knew who (he didn't know if the black woman ever 
went or was allowed inside the house, either, only that he had never seen her there), and during all that time 
he had never heard this marvellous creature speak. 
The Colonial mansion was in Portland's Bramhall district, which is to Portland what the Beacon Hill area is 
to Boston. In that latter city, in the land of the bean and the cod, it's said the Cabots speak only to Lowells 
and the Lowells speak only to God, but the Pus Sisters and their few remaining contemporaries in Portland 
would and did calmly assert that the Lowells had turned a private connection into a party line some years 
after the Deeres and their Portland contemporaries had set up the original wire. 
And of course no one in his right mind would have called them the Pus Sisters to their identical faces any 
more than anyone in his right mind would have stuck his nose in a bandsaw to take care of a troublesome 
itch. They were the Pus Sisters when they weren't around (and when one was fairly sure one was in 
company which didn't contain a tale-bearer or two), but their real names were Miss Eleusippus Deere and 
Mrs. Meleusippus Verrill. Their father, in his determination to combine devout Christianity with an 
exhibition of his own erudition, had named them for two of three triplets who had all become saints ... but 
who, unfortunately, had been male saints. 
Meleusippus's husband had died a great many years before, during the Battle of Leyte Gulf in 1944, as a 
matter of fact. but she had resolutely kept his name ever since, which made it impossible to take the easy 
way out and simply call them the Misses Deere. No; you had to practice those goddamned tongue-twister 
names until they came out as smooth as shit from a waxed asshole. If you fucked up once, they held it 
against you, and you might lose their custom for as long as six months or a year. Fuck up twice, and don't 
even bother to call. Ever again. 
Pop drove with the steel box containing the Polaroid camera on the seat beside him, saying their names 
over and over again in a low voice: 'Eleusippus. Meleusippus. Eleusippus and Meleusippus. Ayuh. That's 
all right.' 
But, as it turned out, that was the only thing that was all right. They wanted the Polaroid no more than 
McCarty had wanted it ... although Pop had been so shaken by that encounter he went in fully prepared to 
take ten thousand dollars less, or fifty per cent of his original confident estimate of what the camera might 
fetch. 
The elderly black woman was raking leaves, revealing a lawn which, October or not, was still as green as 
the felt on a billiard table. Pop nodded to her. She looked at him, looked through him, and continued raking 
leaves. Pop rang the bell and, somewhere in the depths of the house, a bell bonged. Mansion seemed the 
perfectly proper word for the Pus Sisters' domicile. Although it was nowhere as big as some of the old 
homes in the Bramhall district, the perpetual dimness which reigned inside made it seem much bigger. The 
sound of the bell really did seem to come floating through a depth of rooms and corridors and the sound of 
that bell always stirred a specific image in Pop's mind: the dead-cart passing through the streets of London 
during the plague year, the driver ceaselessly tolling his bell and crying, 'Bring outcher dead! Bring outcher 
dead! For the luvva Jaysus, bring outcher dead!' 
The Pus Sister who opened the door some thirty seconds later looked not only dead but embalmed; a 
mummy between whose lips someone had poked the smouldering butt of a cigarette for a joke. 
'Merrill,' the lady said. Her dress was a deep blue, her hair colored to match. She tried to speak to him as a 
great lady would speak to a tradesman who had come to the wrong door by mistake, but Pop could see she 
was, in her way, every bit as excited as that son of a bitch McCarty had been; it was just that the Pus Sisters 
had been born in Maine, raised in Maine, and would die in Maine, while McCarty hailed from someplace in 
the Midwest, where the art and craft of taciturnity were apparently not considered an important part of a 
child's upbringing. 
A shadow flitted somewhere near the parlor end of the hallway, just visible over the bony shoulder of the 
sister who had opened the door. The other one. Oh. they were eager, all right. Pop began to wonder if he 
couldn't squeeze twelve grand out of them after all. Maybe even fourteen. 
Pop knew he could say, 'Do I have the honor of addressing Miss Deere or Mrs Verrill?' and be completely 
correct and completely polite, but he had dealt with this pair of eccentric old bags before and he knew that, 
while the Pus Sister who had opened the door wouldn't raise an eyebrow or flare a nostril, would simply tell 
him which one he was speaking to, he would lose at least a thousand by doing so. They took great pride in 
their odd masculine names, and were apt to look more kindly on a person who tried and failed than one 
who took the coward's way out. 
So, saying a quick mental prayer that his tongue wouldn't fail him now that the moment had come, he gave 
it his best and was pleased to hear the names slip as smoothly from his tongue as a pitch from a snake-oil 
salesman: 'Is it Eleusippus or Meleusippus?' he asked, his face suggesting he was no more concerned about 
getting the names right than if they had been Joan and Kate. 
'Meleusippus, Mr Merrill,' she said, ah, good, now he was Mister Merrill, and he was sure everything was 
going to go just as slick as ever a man could want, and he was just as wrong as ever a man could be. 'Won't 
you step in?' 
'Thank you kindly,' Pop said, and entered the gloomy depths of the Deere Mansion. 
'Oh dear,' Eleusippus Deere said as the Polaroid began to develop. 
'What a brute he looks!' Meleusippus Verrill said, speaking in tones of genuine dismay and fear. 
The dog was getting uglier, Pop had to admit that, and there was something else that worried him even 
more: the time-sequence of the pictures seemed to be speeding up. 
He had posed the Pus Sisters on their Queen Anne sofa for the demonstration picture. The camera flashed 
its bright white light, turning the room for one single instant from the purgatorial zone between the land of 
the living and that of the dead where these two old relics somehow existed into something flat and tawdry, 
like a police photo of a museum in which a crime had been committed. 
Except the picture which emerged did not show the Pus Sisters sitting together on their parlor sofa like 
identical bookends. The picture showed the black dog, now turned so that it was full-face to the camera and 
whatever photographer it was who was nuts enough to stand there and keep snapping pictures of it. Now all 
of its teeth were exposed in a crazy, homicidal snarl, and its head had taken on a slight, predatory tilt to the 
left. That head, Pop thought, would continue to tilt as it sprang at its victim, accomplishing two purposes: 
concealing the vulnerable area of its neck from possible attack and putting the head in a position where, 
once the teeth were clamped solidly in flesh, it could revolve upright again, ripping a large chunk of living 
tissue from its target. 
'It's so awful!' Eleusippus said, putting one mummified hand to the scaly flesh of her neck. 
'So terrible!' Meleusippus nearly moaned, lighting a fresh Camel from the butt of an old one with a hand 
shaking so badly she came close to branding the cracked and fissured left comer of her mouth. 
'It's totally in-ex-PLICK-able!' Pop said triumphantly, thinking: I wish you was here, McCarty, you happy 
asshole. I just wish you was. Here's two ladies been round the Horn and back a few times that don't think 
this goddam camera's just some kind of a carny magic-show trick! 
'Does it show something which has happened?' Meleusippus whispered. 
'Or something which will happen?' Eleusippus added in an equally awed whisper. 
'I dunno,' Pop said. 'All I know for sure is that I have seen some goddam strange things in my time, but I've 
never seen the beat of these pitchers.' 
'I'm not surprised!' Eleusippus. 
'Nor E' Meleusippus. 
Pop was all set to start the conversation going in the direction of price - a delicate business when you were 
dealing with anyone, but never more so than when you were dealing with the Pus Sisters: when it got down 
to hard trading, they were as delicate as a pair of virgins - which, for all Pop knew, at least one of them 
was. He was just deciding on the To start with, it never crossed my mind to sell something like this, but ... 
approach (it was older than the Pus Sisters themselves - although probably not by much, you would have 
said after a good close look at them - but when you were dealing with Mad Hatters, that didn't matter a bit; 
in fact, they liked to hear it, the way small children like to hear the same fairy tales over and over) when 
Eleusippus absolutely floored him by saying, 'I don't know about my sister, Mr Merrill, but I wouldn't feel 
comfortable looking at anything you might have to' - here a slight, pained pause - 'offer us in a business 
way until you put that ... that camera, or whatever God-awful thing it is ... back in your car.' 
'I couldn't agree more,' Meleusippus said, stubbing out her half-smoked Camel in a fish-shaped ashtray 
which was doing everything but shitting Camel cigarette butts. 
'Ghost photographs,' Eleusippus said, 'are one thing. They have a certain -' 
'Dignity,' Meleusippus suggested. 
'Yes! Dignity! But that dog -' The old woman actually shivered. 'It looks as if it's ready to jump right out of 
that photograph and bite one of us.' 
'All of us!' Meleusippus elaborated. 
Up until this last exchange, Pop had been convinced - perhaps because he had to be - that the sisters had 
merely begun their own part of the dickering, and in admirable style. But the tone of their voices, as 
identical as their faces and figures (if they could have been said to have such things as figures), was beyond 
his power to disbelieve. They had no doubt that the Sun 660 was exhibiting some sort of paranormal 
behavior ... too paranormal to suit them. They weren't dickering; they weren't pretending; they weren't 
playing games with him in an effort to knock the price down. When they said they wanted no part of the 
camera and the weird thing it was doing, that was exactly what they meant - nor had they done him the 
discourtesy (and that's just what it would have been, in their minds) of supposing or even dreaming that 
selling it had been his purpose in coming. 
Pop looked around the parlor. It was like the old lady's room in a horror movie he'd watched once on his 
VCR - a piece of claptrap called Burnt Offerings, where this big old beefy fella tried to drown his son in the 
swimming pool but nobody even took their clothes off. That lady's room had been filled, overfilled, 
actually stuffed with old and new photographs. They sat on the 
tables and the mantel in every sort of frame; they covered so much of the walls you couldn't even tell what 
the pattern on the frigging paper was supposed to be. 
The Pus Sisters' parlor wasn't quite that bad, but there were still plenty of photographs; maybe as many as a 
hundred and fifty, which seemed like three times that many in a room as small and dim as this one. Pop had 
been here often enough to notice most of them at least in passing, and he knew others even better than that, 
for he had been the one to sell them to Eleusippus and Meleusippus. 
They had a great many more 'ghost photographs,' as Eleusippus Deere called them, perhaps as many as a 
thousand in all, but apparently even they had realized a room the size of their parlor was limited in terms of 
display-space, if not in those of taste. The rest of the ghost photographs were distributed among the 
mansion's other fourteen rooms. Pop had seen them all. He was one of the fortunate few who had been 
granted what the Pus Sisters called, with simple grandiosity, The Tour. But it was here in the parlor that 
they kept their prize 'ghost photographs,' with the prize of prizes attracting the eye by the simple fact that it 
stood in solitary splendor atop the closed Steinway baby grand by the bow windows. In it, a corpse was 
levitating from its coffin before fifty or sixty horrified mourners. It was a fake, of course. A child of ten - 
hell, a child of eight - would have known it was a fake. It made the photographs of the dancing elves which 
had so bewitched poor Arthur Conan Doyle near the end of his life look accomplished by comparison. In 
fact, as Pop ranged his eye about the room, he saw only two photographs that weren't obvious fakes. It 
would take closer study to see how the trickery had been worked in those. Yet these two ancient pussies, 
who had collected 'ghost photographs' all their lives and claimed to be great experts in the field, acted like a 
couple of teenage girls at a horror movie when he showed them not just a paranormal photograph but a 
goddam Jesus-jumping paranormal camera that didn't just do its trick once and then quit, like the one that 
had taken the picture of the ghost-lady watching the fox-hunters come home, but one that did it again and 
again and again, and how much had they spent on this stuff that was nothing but claptrap? Thousands? 
Tens of thousands? Hundreds of 
'-show us?' Meleusippus was asking him. 
Pop Merrill forced his lips to turn up in what must have been at least a reasonable imitation of his Folksy 
Crackerbarrel Smile, because they registered no surprise or distrust. 
'Pardon me, dear lady,' Pop said. 'M'mind went woolgatherin all on its own for a minute or two there. I 
guess it happens to all of us as we get on.' 
'We're eighty-three, and our minds are as clear as window-glass,' Eleusippus said with clear disapproval. 
'Freshly washed window-glass,' Meleusippus added. 'I asked if you have some new photographs you would 
care to show us ... once you've put that wretched thing away, of course.' 
'It's been ages since we saw any really good new ones,' Eleusippus said, lighting a fresh Camel. 
'We went to The New England Psychic and Tarot Convention in Providence last month,' Meleusippus said, 
'and while the lectures were enlightening' 
'and uplifting -' 
'so many of the photographs were arrant fakes! Even a child of ten -' of seven! -' 
'could have seen through them. So '. Meleusippus paused. Her face assumed an expression of perplexity 
which looked as if it might hurt (the muscles of her face having long since atrophied into expressions of 
mild pleasure and serene knowledge). 'I am puzzled. Mr Merrill, I must admit to being a bit puzzled.' 
'I was about to say the same thing,' Eleusippus said. 
'Why did you bring that awful thing?' Meleusippus and Eleusippus asked in perfect two-part harmony, 
spoiled only by the nicotine rasp of their voices. 
The urge Pop felt to say Because I didn't know what a pair of chickenshit old cunts you two were was so 
strong that for one horrified second he believed he had said it, and he quailed, waiting for the twin screams 
of outrage to rise in the dim and hallowed confines of the parlor, screams which would rise like the squeal 
of rusty bandsaws biting into tough pine-knots, and go on rising until the glass in the frame of every bogus 
picture in the room shattered in an agony of vibration. 
The idea that he had spoken such a terrible thought aloud lasted only a split-second, but when he relived it 
on later wakeful nights while the clocks rustled sleepily below (and while Kevin Delevan's Polaroid 
crouched sleeplessly in the locked drawer of the worktable), it seemed much longer. In those sleepless 
hours, he sometimes found himself wishing he had said it, and wondered if he was maybe losing his mind. 
What he did do was react with speed and a canny instinct for selfpreservation that were nearly noble. To 
blow up at the Pus Sisters would give him immense gratification, but it would, unfortunately, be short-lived 
gratification. If he buttered them up - which was exactly what they expected, since they had been basted in 
butter all their fives (although it hadn't done a goddam thing for their skins) - he could perhaps sell them 
another three or four thousand dollars' worth of claptrap 'ghost photographs,' if they continued to elude the 
lung cancer which should surely have claimed one or both at least a dozen years ago. 
And there were, after all, other Mad Hatters in Pop's mental file, although not quite so many as he'd thought 
on the day he'd set off to see Cedric McCarty. A little checking had revealed that two had died and one was 
currently learning how to weave baskets in a posh northern California retreat which catered to the 
incredibly rich who also happened to have gone hopelessly insane. 
'Actually,' he said, 'I brought the camera out so you ladies could look at it. What I mean to say,' he hastened 
on, observing their expressions of consternation, 'is I know how much experience you ladies have in this 
field.' 
Consternation turned to gratification; the sisters exchanged smug, comfy looks, and Pop found himself 
wishing he could douse a couple of their goddam packs of Camels with barbecue lighter fluid and jam them 
up their tight little old-maid asses and then strike a match. They'd smoke then, all right. They'd smoke just 
like plugged chimneys, was what he meant to say. 
'I thought you might have some advice on what I should do with the camera, is what I mean to say,' he 
finished. 
'Destroy it,' Eleusippus said immediately. 
'I'd use dynamite,' Meleusippus said. 
'Acid first, then dynamite,' Eleusippus said. 
'Right,' Meleusippus finished. 'It's dangerous. You don't have to look at that devil-dog to know that.' She 
did look, though; they both did, and identical expressions of revulsion and fear crossed their faces. 
'You can feel eeevil coming out of it,' Eleusippus said in a voice of such portentousness that it should have 
been laughable, like a high-school girl playing a witch in Macbeth, but which somehow wasn't. 'Destroy it, 
Mr Merrill. Before something awful happens. Before - perhaps, you'll notice I only say perhaps - it 
destroys you.' 
'Now, now,' Pop said, annoyed to find he felt just a little uneasy in spite of himself, 'that's drawing it a little 
strong. It's just a camera, is what I mean to say.' 
Eleusippus Deere said quietly: 'And the planchette that put out poor Colette Simineaux's eye a few years 
ago - that was nothing but a piece of fiberboard.' 
'At least until those foolish, foolish, foolish people put their fingers on it and woke it up,' Meleusippus said, 
more quietly still. 
There seemed nothing left to say. Pop picked up the camera - careful to do so by the strap, not touching the 
actual camera itself, although he told himself this was just for the benefit of these two old pussies - and 
stood. 
'Well, you're the experts,' he said. The two old women looked at each other and preened. 
Yes; retreat. Retreat was the answer ... for now, at least. But he wasn't done yet. Every dog has its day, and 
you could take that to the bank. 'I don't want to take up any more of y'time, and I surely don't want to 
discommode you.' 
'Oh, you haven't!' Eleusippus said, also rising. 
'We have so very few guests these days!' Meleusippus said, also rising. 
'Put it in your car, Mr Merrill,' Eleusippus said, 'and then -' 
'- come in and have tea.' 
'High tea!' 
And although Pop wanted nothing more in his life than to be out of there (and to tell them exactly that: 
Thanks but no thanks. I want to get the fuck OUT of here), he made a courtly little half-bow and an excuse 
of the same sort. 'It would be my pleasure,' he said, 'but I'm afraid I have another appointment. I don't get to 
the city as often as I'd like.' If you're going to tell one lie, you might as well tell a pack, Pop's own Pop had 
often told him, and it was advice he had taken to heart. He made a business of looking at his watch. 'I've 
stayed too long already. You girls have made me late, I'm afraid, but I suppose I'm not the first man you've 
done that to.' 
They giggled and actually raised identical blushes, like the glow of very old roses. 'Why, Mr Merrill!' 
Eleusippus trilled. 
'Ask me next time,' he said, smiling until his face felt as if it would break. 'Ask me next time, by the Lord 
Harry! You just ask and see if I don't say yes faster'n a hoss can trot!' 
He went out, and as one of them quickly closed the door behind him (maybe they think the sun'll fade their 
goddam fake ghost photographs, Pop thought sourly), he turned and snapped the Polaroid at the old black 
woman, who was still raking leaves. He did it on impulse, as a man with a mean streak may on impulse 
swerve across a country road to kill a skunk or raccoon. 
The black woman's upper lip rose in a snarl, and Pop was stunned to see she was actually forking the sign 
of the evil eye at him. 
He got into his car and backed hurriedly down the driveway. 
The rear end of his car was halfway into the street and he was turning to check for traffic when his eye 
happened upon the Polaroid he had just taken. It wasn't fully developed; it had the listless, milky look of all 
Polaroid photographs which are still developing. 
Yet it had come up enough so that Pop only stared at it, the breath he had begun to unthinkingly draw into 
his lungs suddenly ceasing like a breeze that unaccountably drops away to nothing for a moment. His very 
heart seemed to cease in mid-beat. 
What Kevin had imagined was now happening. The dog had finished its pivot, and had now begun its 
relentless ordained irrefutable approach toward the camera and whoever held it ... ah, but he had held it this 
time, hadn't he? He, Reginald Marion 'Pop' Merrill, had raised it and snapped it at the old black woman in a 
moment's pique like a spanked child that shoots a pop bottle off the top of a fence-post with his BB gun 
because he can't very well shoot his father, although in that humiliating, bottom-throbbing time directly 
after the paddling he would be more than happy to. 
The dog was coming. Kevin had known that would happen next, and Pop would have known it, too, if he'd 
had occasion to think on it, which he hadn't -although from this moment on he would find it hard to think of 
anything else when he thought of the camera, and he would find those thoughts filling more and more of 
his time, both waking and dreaming. 
It's coming, Pop thought with the sort of frozen horror a man might feel standing in the dark as some 
Thing, some unspeakable and unbearable Thing, approaches with its razor-sharp claws and teeth. Oh my 
God, it's coming, that dog is coming. 
But it wasn't just coming; it was changing. 
It was impossible to say how. His eyes hurt, caught between what they should be seeing and what they 
were seeing, and in the end the only handle he could find was a very small one: it was as if someone had 
changed the lens on the camera, from the normal one to a fish-eye, so that the dog's forehead with its clots 
of tangled fur seemed somehow to bulge and recede at the same time, and the dog's murderous eyes seemed 
to have taken on filthy, barely visible glimmers of red, like the sparks a Polaroid flash sometimes puts in 
people's eyes. 
The dog's body seemed to have elongated but not thinned; if anything, it seemed thicker - not fatter, but 
more heavily muscled. 
And its teeth were bigger. Longer. Sharper. 
Pop suddenly found himself remembering Joe Camber's Saint Bernard, Cujo -the one who had killed Joe 
and that old tosspot Gary Pervier and Big George Bannerman. The dog had gone rabid. It had trapped a 
woman and a young boy in their car up there at Camber's place and after two or three days the kid had died. 
And now Pop found himself wondering if this was what they had been looking at during those long days 
and nights trapped in the steaming oven of their car; this or something like this, the muddy red eyes, the 
long sharp teeth 
A horn blared impatiently. 
Pop screamed, his heart not only starting again but gunning, like the engine of a Formula One racing-car. 
A van swerved around his sedan, still half in the driveway and half in the narrow residential street. The 
van's driver stuck his fist out his open window and his middle finger popped up. 
'Eat my dick, you son of a whore!' Pop screamed. He backed the rest of the way out, but so jerkily that he 
bumped up over the curb on the far side of the street. He twisted the wheel viciously (inadvertently honking 
his horn in the process) and then drove off. But three blocks south he had to pull over and just sit there 
behind the wheel for ten minutes, waiting for the shakes to subside enough so he could drive. 
So much for the Pus Sisters. 
During the next five days, Pop ran through the remaining names on his mental list. His asking price, which 
had begun at twenty thousand dollars with McCarty and dropped to ten with the Pus Sisters (not that he had 
gotten far enough into the business to mention price in either case), dropped steadily as he ran out the 
string. He was finally left with Emory Chaffee, and the possibility of realizing perhaps twenty-five 
hundred. 
Chaffee presented a fascinating paradox: in all Pop's experience with the Mad Hatters - an experience that 
was long and amazingly varied - Emory Chaffee was the only believer in the 'other world' who had 
absolutely no imagination whatsoever. That he had ever spared a single thought for the 'other world' with 
such a mind was surprising; that he believed in it was amazing; that he paid good money to collect objects 
connected with it was something Pop found absolutely astounding. Yet it was so, and Pop would have put 
Chaffee much higher on his fist save for the annoying fact that Chaffee was by far the least well off of what 
Pop thought of as his 'rich' Mad Hatters. He was doing a game but poor job of holding onto the last 
unravelling threads of what had once been a great family fortune. Hence, another large drop in Pop's asking 
price for Kevin's Polaroid. 
But, he had thought, pulling his car into the overgrown driveway of what had in the twenties been one of 
Sebago Lake's finest summer homes and which was now only a step or two away from becoming one of 
Sebago Lake's shabbiest year-round homes (the Chaffee house in Portland's Bramhall district had been sold 
for taxes fifteen years before), if anyone'll buy this beshitted thing, I reckon Emory will. 
The only thing that really distressed him - and it had done so more and more as he worked his way 
fruitlessly down the list - was the demonstration part. He could describe what the camera did until he was 
black in the face, but not even an odd duck like Emory Chaffee would lay out good money on the basis of a 
description alone. 
Sometimes Pop thought it had been stupid to have Kevin take all those pictures so he could make that 
videotape. But when you got right down to where the bear shit in the buckwheat, he wasn't sure it would 
have made any difference. Time passed over there in that world (for, like Kevin, he had come to think of it 
as that: an actual world), and it passed much more slowly than it did in this one ... but wasn't it speeding up 
as the dog approached the camera? Pop thought it was. The movement of the dog along the fence had been 
barely visible at first; now only a blind man could fail to see that the dog was closer each time the shutter 
was pressed. You could see the difference in distance even if you snapped two photographs one right after 
the other. It was almost as if time over there were trying to ... well, trying to catch up somehow, and get in 
sync with time over here. 
If that had been all, it would have been bad enough. But it wasn't all. 
That was no dog, goddammit. 
POP didn't know what it was, but he knew as well as he knew his mother was buried in Homeland 
Cemetery that it was no dog. 
He thought it had been a dog, when it had been snuffling its way along that picket fence which it had now 
left a good ten feet behind; it had looked like one, albeit an exceptionally mean one once it got its head 
turned enough so you could get a good look at its phiz. 
But to Pop it now looked like no creature that had ever existed on God's earth, and probably not in Lucifer's 
hell, either. What troubled him even more was this: the few people for whom he had taken demonstration 
photographs did not seem to see this. They inevitably recoiled, inevitably said it was the ugliest, meanestlooking 
junkyard mongrel they had ever seen, but that was all. Not a single one of them suggested that the 
dog in Kevin's Sun 660 was turning into some kind of monster as it approached the photographer. As it 
approached the lens which might be some sort of portal between that world and this one. 
Pop thought again (as Kevin had), But it could never get through. Never. If something is going to happen, 
I'll tell you what that something will be, because that thing is an ANIMAL, Maybe a goddam ugly one, a 
scary one, even, like the kind of thing a little kid imagines in his closet after his momma turns off the lights, 
but it's still an ANIMAL, and if anything happens it'll be this: there'll be one last pitcher where you can't 
see nothing but blur because that devil-dog will have jumped, you can see that's what it means to do, and 
after that the camera either won't work, or if it does, it won't take pitchers that develop into anything but 
Black squares, because you can't take pitchers with a camera that has a busted lens or with one that's 
broke right in two for that matter, and if whoever owns that shadow drops the camera when the devil-dog 
hits it and him, and I imagine he will, it's apt to fall on the sidewalk and it probably WILL break. Goddam 
thing's nothing but plastic, after all, and plastic and cement don't get along hardly at all. 
But Emory Chaffee had come out on his splintery porch now, where the paint on the boards was flaking off 
and the boards themselves were warping out of true and the screens were turning the rusty color of dried 
blood and gaping holes in some of them; Emory Chaffee wearing a blazer which had once been a natty blue 
but had now been cleaned so many times it was the nondescript gray of an elevator operator's uniform; 
Emory Chaffee with his high forehead sloping back and back until it finally disappeared beneath what little 
hair he had left and grinning his Pip-pip, jolly good, old boy, jolly good, wot, wot? grin that showed his 
gigantic buck teeth and made him look the way Pop imagined Bugs Bunny would look if Bugs had suffered 
some cataclysmic mental retardation. 
Pop took hold of the camera's strap - God, how he had come to hate the thing! -got out of his car, and 
forced himself to return the man's wave and grin. 
Business, after all, was business. 
'That's one ugly pup, wouldn't you say?' 
Chaffee was studying the Polaroid which was now almost completely developed. Pop had explained what 
the camera did, and had been encouraged by Chaffee's frank interest and curiosity. Then he had given the 
Sun to the man, inviting him to take a picture of anything he liked. 
Emory Chaffee, grinning that repulsive buck-toothed grin, swung the Polaroid Pop's way. 
'Except me,' Pop said hastily. 'I'd ruther you pointed a shotgun at my head instead of that camera.' 
'When you sell a thing, you really sell it,' Chaffee said admiringly, but he had obliged just the same, turning 
the Sun 660 toward the wide picture window with its view of the lake, a magnificent view that remained as 
rich now as the Chaffee family itself had been in those years which began after World War I, golden years 
which had somehow begun to turn to brass around 1970. 
He pressed the shutter. 
The camera whined. 
Pop winced. He found that now he winced every time he heard that sound -that squidgy little whine. He had 
tried to control the wince and had found to his dismay that he could not. 
'Yes, sir, one goddamned ugly brute!' Chaffee repeated after examining the developed picture, and Pop was 
sourly pleased to see that the repulsive buck-toothed wot-ho, bit-of-a-sticky-wicket grin had disappeared at 
last. The camera had been able to do that much, at least. 
Yet it was equally clear to him that the man wasn't seeing what he, Pop, was seeing. Pop had had some 
preparation for this eventuality; he was, all the same, badly shaken behind his impassive Yankee mask. He 
believed that if Chaffee had been granted the power (for that was what it seemed to be) to see what Pop 
was seeing, the stupid fuck would have been headed for the nearest door, and at top speed. 
The dog - well, it wasn't a dog, not anymore, but you had to call it something - hadn't begun its leap at the 
photographer yet, but it was getting ready; its hindquarters were simultaneously bunching and lowering 
toward the cracked anonymous sidewalk in a way that somehow reminded Pop of a kid's soupedup car, 
trembling, barely leashed by the clutch during the last few seconds of a red light; the needle on the rpm dial 
already standing straight up at 60 X 10, the engine screaming through chrome pipes, fat deep-tread tires 
ready to smoke the macadam in a hot soul-kiss. 
The dog's face was no longer a recognizable thing at all. It had twisted and distorted into a carny freakshow 
thing that seemed to have but a single dark and malevolent eye, neither round nor oval but somehow 
runny, like the yolk of an egg that has been stabbed with the tines of a fork. Its nose was a black beak with 
deep flared holes drilled into either side. And was there smoke coming from those holes - like steam from 
the vents of a volcano? Maybe - or maybe that part was just imagination. 
Don't matter, Pop thought. You just keep working that shutter, or letting people like this fool work it, and 
you are gonna find out, aren't you? 
But he didn't want to find out. He looked at the black, murdering thing whose matted coat had caught 
perhaps two dozen wayward burdocks, the thing which no longer had fur, exactly, but stuff like living 
spikes, and a tail like a medieval weapon. He observed the shadow it had taken a damned snot-nosed kid to 
extract meaning from, and saw it had changed. One of the shadow-legs appeared to have moved a stride 
backward - a very long stride, even taking the effect of the lowering or rising sun (but it was going down; 
Pop had somehow become very sure it was going down, that it was night coming in that world over there, 
not day) into account. 
The photographer over there in that world had finally discovered that his subject did not mean to sit for its 
portrait; that had never been a part of its plan. It intended to eat, not sit. That was the plan. 
Eat, and, maybe, in some way he didn't understand, escape. 
Find out! he thought ironically. Go ahead! Just keep taking pitchers! You'll find out! You'll find out 
PLENTY! 
'And you, sir,' Emory Chaffee was saying, for he had only been stopped for a moment; creatures of little 
imagination are rarely stopped for long by such trivial things as consideration, 'are one hell of a salesman!' 
The memory of McCarty was still very close to the surface of Pop's mind, and it still rankled. 
'If you think it's a fake -' he began. 
'A fake? Not at all! Not ... at all!' Chaffee's buck-toothed smile spread wide in all its repulsive splendor. He 
spread his hands in a surely-you-jest motion. 'But I'm afraid, you see, that we can't do business on this 
particular item, Mr Merrill. I'm sorry to say so, but -' 
'Why?' Pop bit off. 'If you don't think the goddam thing's a fake, why in the hell don't you want it?' And he 
was astonished to hear his voice rising in a kind of plaintive, balked fury. There had never been anything 
like this, never in the history of the world, Pop was sure of it, nor ever would be again. Yet it seemed he 
couldn't give the goddam thing away. 
'But . . .' Chaffee looked puzzled, as if not sure how to state it, because whatever it was he had to say 
seemed so obvious to him. In that moment he looked like a pleasant but not very capable pre-school teacher 
trying to teach a backward child how to tie his shoes. 'But it doesn't do anything, does it?' 
'Doesn't do anything?' Pop nearly screamed. He couldn't believe he had lost control of himself to such a 
degree as this, and was losing more all the time. What was happening to him? Or, cutting closer to the 
bone, what was the son-of-a-bitching camera doing to him? 'Doesn't do anything? What are you, blind? It 
takes pitchers of another world! It takes pitchers that move in time from one to the next, no matter where 
you take em or when you take em in this world! And that ... that thing ... that monster -' 
Oh. Oh dear. He had finally done it. He had finally gone too far. He could see it in the way Chaffee was 
looking at him. 
'But it's just a dog, isn't it?' Chaffee said in a low, comforting voice. It was the sort of voice you'd use to try 
and soothe a madman while the nurses ran for the cabinet where they kept the hypos and the knock-out 
stuff. 
'Ayuh,' Pop said slowly and tiredly. 'Just a dog is all it is. But you said yourself it was a hell of an ugly 
brute.' 
'That's right, that's right, I did,' Chaffee said, agreeing much too quickly. Pop thought if the man's grin got 
any wider and broader he might just be treated to the sight of the top three-quarters of the idiot's head 
toppling off into his lap. 'But ... surely you see, Mr Merrill ... what a problem this presents for the collector. 
The serious collector.' 
'No, I guess I don't,' Pop said, but after running through the entire list of Mad Hatters, a list which had 
seemed so promising at first, he was beginning to. In fact, he was beginning to see a whole host of 
problems the Polaroid Sun presented for the serious collector. As for Emory Chaffee ... God knew what 
Emory thought, exactly. 
'There are most certainly such things as ghost photographs,' Chaffee said in a rich, pedantic voice that made 
Pop want to strangle him. 'But these are not ghost photographs. They -' 
'They're sure as hell not normal photographs!' 
'My point exactly,' Chaffee said, frowning slightly. 'But what sort of photographs are they? One can hardly 
say, can one? One can only display a perfectly normal camera that photographs a dog which is apparently 
preparing to leap. And once it leaps, it will be gone from the frame of the picture. At that point, one of three 
things may happen. The camera may start taking normal pictures, which is to say, pictures of the things it is 
aimed at; it may take no more pictures at all, its one purpose, to photograph - to document ' one might even 
say - that dog, completed; or it may simply go on taking pictures of that white fence and the ill-tended lawn 
behind it.' He paused and added, 'I suppose someone might walk by at some point, forty photographs down 
the line - or four hundred - but unless the photographer raised his angle, which he doesn't seem to have 
done in any of these, one would only see the passerby from the waist down. More or less.' And, echoing 
Kevin's father without even knowing who Kevin's father was, he added: 'Pardon me for saying so, Mr 
Merrill, but you've shown me something I thought I'd never see: an inexplicable and almost irrefutable 
paranormal occurrence that is really quite boring.' 
This amazing but apparently sincere remark forced Pop to disregard whatever Chaffee might think about 
his sanity and ask again: 'It really is only a dog, as far as you can see?' 
'Of course,' Chaffee said, looking mildly surprised. 'A stray mongrel that looks exceedingly bad-tempered.' 
He sighed. 
'And it wouldn't be taken seriously, of course. What I mean is it wouldn't be taken seriously by people who 
don't know you personally, Mr Merrill. People who aren't familiar with your honesty and reliability in these 
matters. It looks like a trick, you see? And not even a very good one. Something on the order of a child's 
Magic Eight-Ball.' 
Two weeks ago, Pop would have argued strenuously against such an idea. But that was before he had been 
not walked but actually propelled from that bastard McCarty's house. 
'Well, if that's your final word,' Pop said, getting up and taking the camera by the strap. 
'I'm very sorry you made a trip to such little purpose,' Chaffee said ... and then his horrid grin burst forth 
again, all rubbery lips and huge teeth shining with spit. 'I was about to make myself a Spam sandwich when 
you drove in. Would you care to join me, Mr Merrill? I make quite a nice one, if I do say so myself. I add a 
little horseradish and Bermuda onion - that's my secret - and then I -' 
'I'll pass,' Pop said heavily. As in the Pus Sisters' parlor, all he really wanted right now was to get out of 
here and put miles between himself and this grinning idiot. Pop had a definite allergy to places where he 
had gambled and lost. just lately there seemed to be a lot of those. Too goddam many. 'I already had 
m'dinner, is what I mean to say. Got to be getting back.' 
Chaffee laughed fruitily. 'The lot of the toiler in the vineyards is busy but yields great bounty,' he said. 
Not just lately, Pop thought. Just lately it ain't yielded no fucking bounty at all. 
'It's a livin anyway,' Pop replied, and was eventually allowed out of the house, which was damp and chill 
(what it must be like to live in such a place come February, Pop couldn't imagine) and had that mousy, 
mildewed smell that might be rotting curtains and sofa-covers and such ... or just the smell money leaves 
behind when it has spent a longish period of time in a place and then departed. He thought the fresh 
October air, tinged with just a small taste of the lake and a stronger tang of pine-needles, had never smelled 
so good. 
He got into his car and started it up. Emory Chaffee, unlike the Pus Sister who had shown him as far as the 
door and then closed it quickly behind him, as if afraid the sun might strike her and turn her to dust like a 
vampire, was standing on the front porch, grinning his idiot grin and actually waving, as if he were seeing 
Pop off on a goddam ocean cruise. 
And, without thinking, just as he had taken the picture of (or at, anyway) the old black woman without 
thinking, he had snapped Chaffee and the just-starting-to-moulder house which was all that remained of the 
Chaffee family holdings. He didn't remember picking the camera up off the seat where he had tossed it in 
disgust before closing his door, was not even aware that the camera was in his hands or the shutter fired 
until he heard the whine of the mechanism shoving the photograph out like a tongue coated with some 
bland gray fluid -Milk of Magnesia, perhaps. That sound seemed to vibrate along his nerve-endings now, 
making them scream; it was like the feeling you got when something too cold or hot hit a new filling. 
He was peripherally aware that Chaffee was laughing as if it was the best goddam joke in the world before 
snatching the picture from the slot in a kind of furious horror, telling himself he had imagined the 
momentary, blurred sound of a snarl, a sound like you might hear if a power-boat was approaching while 
you had your head ducked under water; telling himself he had imagined the momentary feeling that the 
camera had bulged in his hands, as if some huge pressure inside had pushed the sides out momentarily. He 
punched the glove-compartment button and threw the picture inside and then closed it so hard and fast that 
he tore his thumbnail all the way down to the tender quick. 
He pulled out jerkily, almost stalling, then almost hitting one of the hoary old spruces which flanked the 
house end of the long Chaffee driveway, and all the way up that driveway he thought he could hear Emory 
Chaffee laughing in loud mindless cheery bellows of sound: Haw! Haw! Haw! Haw! 
His heart slammed in his chest, and his head felt as if someone was using a sledgehammer inside there. The 
small cluster of veins which nestled in the hollows of each temple pulsed steadily. 
He got himself under control little by little. Five miles, and the little man inside his head quit using the 
sledgehammer. Ten miles (by now he was almost halfway back to Castle Rock), and his heartbeat was back 
to normal. And he told himself: You ain't gonna look at it. YOU AIN'T. Let the goddam thing rot in there. 
You don't need to look at it, and you don't need to take no more of em, either. Time to mark the thing off as 
a dead loss. Time to do what you should have let the boy, do in the first place. 
So of course when he got to the Castle View rest area, a turn-out from which you could, it seemed, see all 
of western Maine and half of New Hampshire, he swung in and turned off his motor and opened the glove 
compartment and brought out the picture which he had taken with no more intent or knowledge than a man 
might have if he did a thing while walking in his sleep. The photograph had developed in there, of course; 
the chemicals inside that deceptively flat square had come to life and done their usual efficient job. Dark or 
light, it didn't make any difference to a Polaroid picture. 
The dog-thing was crouched all the way down now. It was as fully coiled as it was going to get, a trigger 
pulled back to full cock. Its teeth had outgrown its mouth so that the thing's snarl seemed now to be not 
only an expression of rage but a simple necessity; how could its lips ever fully close over those teeth? How 
could those jaws ever chew? It looked more like a weird species of wild boar than a dog now, but what it 
really looked like was nothing Pop had ever seen before. It did more than hurt his eyes to look at it; it hurt 
his mind. It made him feel as if he was going crazy. 
Why not get rid of that camera right here? he thought suddenly. You can. Just get out, walk to the 
guardrail there, and toss her over. All gone. Goodbye. 
But that would have been an impulsive act, and Pop Merrill belonged to the Reasonable tribe - belonged to 
it body and soul, is what I mean to say. He didn't want to do anything on the spur of the moment that he 
might regret later, and 
If you don't do this, you'll regret it later. 
But no. And no. And no. A man couldn't run against his nature. It was unnatural. He needed time to think. 
To be sure. 
He compromised by throwing the print out instead and then drove on quickly. For a minute or two he felt as 
if he might throw up, but the urge passed. When it did, he felt a little more himself. Safely back in his shop, 
he unlocked the steel box, took out the Sun, rummaged through his keys once more, and located the one for 
the drawer where he kept his 'special' items. He started to put the camera inside ... and paused, brow 
furrowed. The image of the chopping block out back entered his mind with such clarity, every detail crisply 
firmed, that it was like a photograph itself. 
He thought: Never mind all that about how a man can't run against his nature. That's crap, and you know 
it. It ain't in a man's nature to eat dirt, but you could eat a whole bowl of it, by the bald-headed Christ, if 
someone with a gun pointed at your head told you to do it. You know what time it is, chummy - time to do 
what you should have let the boy do in the first place. After all, It ain't like you got any investment in this. 
But at this, another part of his mind rose in angry, fist-waving protest. Yes I do! I do have an investment, 
goddammit! That kid smashed a perfectly good Polaroid camera! He may not know it, but that don't 
change the fact that I'm out a hundred and thirty-nine bucks! 
'Oh, shit on toast!' he muttered agitatedly. 'It ain't that! It ain't the fuckin money!' 
No - it wasn't the fucking money. He could at least admit that it wasn't the money. He could afford it; Pop 
could indeed have afforded a great deal, including his own mansion in Portland's Bramhall district and a 
brand-new Mercedes-Benz to go in the carport. He never would have bought those things - he pinched his 
pennies and chose to regard almost pathological miserliness as nothing more than good old Yankee thrift - 
but that didn't mean he couldn't have had them if he so chose. 
It wasn't about money; it was about something more important than money ever could be. It was about not 
getting skinned. Pop had made a life's work out of not getting skinned, and on the few occasions when he 
had been, he had felt like a man with red ants crawling around inside his skull. 
Take the business of the goddam Kraut record-player, for instance. When Pop found out that antique dealer 
from Boston - Donahue, his name had been - had gotten fifty bucks more than he'd ought to have gotten for 
a 1915 Victor-Graff gramophone (which had actually turned out to be a much more common 1919 model), 
Pop had lost three hundred dollars' worth of sleep over it, sometimes plotting various forms of revenge 
(each more wild-eyed and ridiculous than the last), sometimes just damning himself for a fool, telling 
himself he must really be slipping if a city man like that Donahue could skin Pop Merrill. And sometimes 
he imagined the fucker telling his poker-buddies about how easy it had been, hell, they were all just a 
bunch of rubes up there, he believed that if you tried to sell the Brooklyn Bridge to a fellow like that 
country mouse Merrill in Castle Rock, the damned fool would ask 'How much?' Then him and his cronies 
rocking back in their chairs around that poker-table (why he always saw them around such a table in this 
morbid daydream Pop didn't know, but he did), smoking dollar cigars and roaring with laughter like a 
bunch of trolls. 
The business of the Polaroid was eating into him like acid, but he still wasn't ready to let go of the thing 
yet. 
Not quite yet. 
You're crazy! a voice shouted at him. You're crazy to go on with it! 
'Damned if I'll eat it,' he muttered sulkily to that voice and to his empty shadowed store, which ticked softly 
to itself like a bomb in a suitcase. 'Damned if I will.' 
But that didn't mean he had to go haring off on any more stupid goddam trips trying to sell the 
sonofawhore, and he certainly didn't mean to take any more pictures with it. He judged there were at least 
three more 'safe' ones left in it, and there were probably as many as seven, but he wasn't going to be the one 
to find out. Not at all. 
Still, something might come up. You never knew. And it could hardly do him or anyone else any harm 
locked up in a drawer, could it? 
'Nope,' Pop agreed briskly to himself. He dropped the camera inside, locked the drawer, repocketed his 
keys, and then went to the door and turned CLOSED over to OPEN with the air of a man who has finally 
put some nagging problem behind him for good. 
CHAPTER 10 
Pop woke up at three the next morning, bathed with sweat and peering fearfully into the dark. The clocks 
had just begun another weary run at the hour. 
It was not this sound which awakened him, although it could have done, since he was not upstairs in his 
bed but down below, in the shop itself. The Emporium Galorium was a cave of darkness crowded with 
hulking shadows created by the streetlamps outside, which managed to send just enough light through the 
dirty plate-glass windows to create the unpleasant feeling of things hiding beyond the borders of vision. 
It wasn't the clocks that woke him; it was the flash. 
He was horrified to find himself standing in his pyjamas beside his worktable with the Polaroid Sun 660 in 
his hands. The 'special' drawer was open. He was aware that, although he had taken only a single picture, 
his finger had been pushing the button which triggered the shutter again and again and again. He would 
have taken a great many more than the one that protruded from the slot at the bottom of the camera but for 
simple good luck. There had only been a single picture left in the film pack currently in the camera. 
Pop started to lower his arms - he had been holding the camera pointed toward the front of the shop, the 
viewfinder with its minute hairline crack held up to one open, sleeping eye - and when he got them down as 
far as his ribcage, they began to tremble and the muscles holding the hinges of his elbows just seemed to 
give way. His arms fell, his fingers opened, and the camera tumbled back into the 'special' drawer with a 
clatter. The picture he had taken slipped from the slot and fluttered. It struck one edge of the open drawer, 
teetered first one way as if it would follow the camera in, and then the other. It fell on the floor. 
Heart attack, Pop thought incoherently. I'm gonna have a goddam Christing heart attack. 
He tried to raise his right arm, wanting to massage the left side of his chest with the hand on the end of it, 
but the arm wouldn't come. The hand on the end of it dangled as limp as a dead man at the end of a 
hangrope. The world wavered in and out of focus. The sound of the clocks (the tardy ones were just 
finishing up) faded away to distant echoes. Then the pain in his chest diminished, the light seemed to come 
back a little, and he realized all he was doing was trying to faint. 
He made to sit down in the wheeled chair behind the worktable, and the business of lowering himself into 
the seat, like the business of lowering the camera, began all right, but before he had gotten even halfway 
down, those hinges, the ones that strapped his thighs and calves together by way of his knees, also gave 
way and he didn't so much sit in the chair as cave into it. It rolled a foot backward, struck a crate filled with 
old Life and Look magazines, and stopped. 
Pop put his head down, the way you were supposed to do when you felt lightheaded, and time passed. He 
had no idea at all, then or later, how much. He might even have gone back to sleep for a little while. But 
when he raised his head, he was more or less all right again. There was a steady dull throbbing at his 
temples and behind his forehead, probably because he had stuffed his goddam noodle with blood, hanging 
it over so long that way, but he found he could stand up and he knew what he had to do. When the thing 
had gotten hold of him so badly it could make him walk in his sleep, then make him (his mind tried to 
revolt at that verb, that make, but he wouldn't let it) take pictures with it, that was enough. He had no idea 
what the goddam thing was, but one thing was clear: you couldn't compromise with it. 
Time to do what you should have let the boy do in the first place. 
Yes. But not tonight. He was exhausted, drenched with sweat, and shivering. He thought he would have his 
work cut out for him just climbing the stairs to his apartment again, let alone swinging that sledge. He 
supposed he could do the job in here, simply pick it out of the drawer and dash it against the floor again and 
again, but there was a deeper truth, and he'd better own up to it: he couldn't have any more truck with that 
camera tonight. The morning would be time enough ... and the camera couldn't do any damage between 
now and then, could it? There was no film in it. 
Pop shut the drawer and locked it. Then he got up slowly, looking more like a man pushing eighty than 
seventy, and tottered slowly to the stairs. He climbed them one at a time, resting on each, clinging to the 
bannister (which was none too solid itself) with one hand while he held his heavy bunch of keys on their 
steel ring in the other. At last he made the top. With the door shut behind him, he seemed to feel a little 
stronger. He went back into his bedroom and got into bed, unaware as always of the strong yellow smell of 
sweat and old man that puffed up when he lay down - he changed the sheets on the first of every month and 
called it good. 
I won't sleep now, he thought, and then: Yes you will. You will because you can, and you can because 
tomorrow morning you're going to take the sledge and pound that fucking thing to pieces and there's an 
end to it. 
This thought and sleep came simultaneously, and Pop slept without dreaming, almost without moving, all 
the rest of that night. When he woke he was astonished to hear the clocks downstairs seeming to chime an 
extra stroke, all of them: eight instead of seven. It wasn't until he looked at the light falling across the floor 
and wall in a slightly slanted oblong that he realized it really was eight; he had overslept for the first time in 
ten years. Then he remembered the night before. Now, in daylight, the whole episode seemed less weird; 
had he nearly fainted? Or was that maybe just a natural sort of weakness that came to a sleepwalker when 
he was unexpectedly wakened? 
But of course, that was it, wasn't it? A little bright morning sunshine wasn't going to change that central 
fact: he had walked in his sleep, he had taken at least one picture and would have taken a whole slew of 
them if there had been more film in the pack. 
He got up, got dressed, and went downstairs, meaning to see the thing in pieces before he even had his 
morning's coffee. 
CHAPTER 11 
Kevin wished his first visit to the two-dimensional town of Polaroidsville had also been his last visit there, 
but that was not the case. During the thirteen nights since the first one, he'd had the dream more and more 
often. If the dumb dream happened to take the night off - little vacation, Kev, but seeya soon, okay? - he 
was apt to have it twice the next night. Now he always knew it was a dream, and as soon as it started he 
would tell himself that all he had to do was wake himself up, dammit, just wake yourself up! Sometimes he 
did wake up, and sometimes the dream just faded back into deeper sleep, but he never succeeded in waking 
himself up. 
It was always Polaroidsville now - never Oatley or Hildasville, those first two efforts of his fumbling mind 
to identify the place. And like the photograph, each dream took the action just a little bit further. First the 
man with the shopping-cart, which was never empty now even to start with but filled with a jumble of 
objects ... mostly clocks, but all from the Emporium Galorium, and all with the eerie look not of real things 
but rather of photographs of real things which had been cut out of magazines and then somehow, 
impossibly, paradoxically, stuffed into a shopping-cart, which, since it was as two-dimensional as the 
objects themselves, had no breadth in which to store them. Yet there they were, and the old man hunched 
protectively over them and told Kevin to get out, that he was a fushing feef ... only now he also told Kevin 
that if he didn't get out, 'I'll sic Pop's dawg on you! Fee if I don't!' 
The fat woman who couldn't be fat since she was perfectly flat but who was fat anyway came next. She 
appeared pushing her own shopping-cart filled with Polaroid Sun cameras. She also spoke to him before he 
passed her. 'Be careful, boy,' she'd say in the loud but toneless voice of one who is utterly deaf, 'Pop's dog 
broke his leash and he's a mean un. He tore up three or four people at the Trenton Farm in Camberville 
before he came here. It's hard to take his pitcher, but you can't do it at all, 'less you have a cam'ra.' 
She would bend to get one, would sometimes get as far as holding it out, and he would reach for the 
camera, not knowing why the woman would think he should take the dog's picture or why he'd want to ... or 
maybe he was just trying to be polite? 
Either way, it made no difference. They both moved with the stately slowness of underwater swimmers, as 
dream-people so often do, and they always just missed making connections; when Kevin thought of this 
part of the dream, he often thought of the famous picture of God and Adam which Michelangelo had 
painted on the ceiling of the Sistine Chapel: each of them with an arm outstretched, and each with the hand 
at the end of the arm also outstretched, and the forefingers almost - not quite, but almost - touching. 
Then she would disappear for a moment because she had no width, and when she reappeared again she was 
out of reach. Well just go back to her, then, Kevin would think each time the dream reached this point, but 
he couldn't. His feet carried him heedlessly and serenely onward to the peeling white picket fence and Pop 
and the dog ... only the dog was no longer a dog but some horrible mixed thing that gave off heat and 
smoke like a dragon and had the teeth and twisted, scarred snout of a wild pig. Pop and the Sun dog would 
turn toward him at the same time, and Pop would have the camera - his camera, Kevin knew, because there 
was a piece chipped out of the side - up to his right eye. His left eye was squinted shut. His rimless 
spectacles glinted on top of his head in hazy sunlight. Pop and the Sun dog had all three dimensions. They 
were the only things in this seedy, creepy little dreamtown that did. 
'He's the one!' Pop cried in a shrill, fearful voice. 'He's the thief! Sic em, boy! Pull his fuckin guts out is 
what I mean to say!' 
And as he screamed out this last, heatless lightning flashed in the day as Pop triggered the shutter and the 
flash, and Kevin turned to run. The dream had stopped here the second time he had had it. Now, on each 
subsequent occasion, things went a little further. Again he was moving with the aquatic slowness of a 
performer in an underwater ballet. He felt that, if he had been outside himself, he would even have looked 
like a dancer, his arms turning like the blades of a propeller just starting up, his shirt twisting with his body, 
pulling taut across his chest and his belly at the same time he heard the shirt's tail pulling free of his pants at 
the small of his back with a magnified rasp like sandpaper. 
Then he was running back the way he came, each foot rising slowly and then floating dreamily (of course 
dreamily, what else, you fool? he would think at this point every time) back down until it hit the cracked 
and listless cement of the sidewalk, the soles of his tennis shoes flattening as they took his weight and 
spanking up small clouds of grit moving so slowly that he could see the individual particles revolving like 
atoms. 
He ran slowly, yes, of course, and the Sun dog, nameless stray Grendel of a thing that came from nowhere 
and signified nothing and had all the sense of a cyclone but existed nevertheless, chased him slowly . . . but 
not quite as slowly. 
On the third night, the dream faded into normal sleep just as Kevin began to turn his head in that dragging, 
maddening slow motion to see how much of a lead he had on the dog. It then skipped a night. On the 
following night it returned -twice. In the first dream he got his head halfway around so he could see the 
street on his left disappearing into limbo behind him as he ran along it; in the second (and from this one his 
alarm-clock woke him, sweating lightly in a crouched fetal position on the far side of the bed) he got his 
head turned enough to see the dog just as its forepaws came down in his own tracks, and he saw the paws 
were digging crumbly little craters in the cement because they had sprouted claws ... and from the back of 
each lower leg-joint there protruded a long thorn of bone that looked like a spur. The thing's muddy reddish 
eye was locked on Kevin. Dim fire blew and dripped from its nostrils. Jesus, Jesus Christ, its SNOT'S on 
fire, Kevin thought, and when he woke he was horrified to hear himself whispering it over and over, very 
rapidly: '. . . snot's on fire, snot's on fire, snot's on fire.' 
Night by night the dog gained on him as he fled down the sidewalk. Even when he wasn't turning to look he 
could hear the Sun dog gaining. He was aware of a spread of warmth from his crotch and knew he was in 
enough fear to have wet himself, although the emotion came through in the same diluted, numbed way he 
seemed to have to move in this world. He could hear the Sun dog's paws striking the cement, could hear the 
dry crack and squall of the cement breaking. He could hear the hot blurts of its breath, the suck of air 
flowing in past those outrageous teeth. 
And on the night Pop woke up to find he had not only walked in his sleep but taken at least one picture in 
it, Kevin felt as well as heard the Sun dog's breath for the first time: a warm rush of air on his buttocks like 
the sultry suck of wind a subway on an express run pulls through a station where it needn't stop. He knew 
the dog was close enough to spring on his back now, and that would come next; he would feel one more 
breath, this one not just warm but hot, as hot as acute indigestion in your throat, and then that crooked 
living bear-trap of a mouth would sink deep into the flesh of his back, between the shoulderblades, ripping 
the skin and meat off his spine, and did he think this was really just a dream? Did he? 
He awoke from this last one just as Pop was gaining the top of the stairs to his apartment and resting one 
final time before going inside back to bed. This time Kevin woke sitting bolt upright, the sheet and blanket 
which had been over him puddled around his waist, his skin covered with sweat and yet freezing, a million 
stiff little white goose-pimples standing out all over his belly, chest, back, and arms like stigmata. Even his 
cheeks seemed to crawl with them. 
And what he thought about was not the dream, or at least not directly; he thought instead: It's wrong, the 
number is wrong, it says three but it can't - 
Then he flopped back and, in the way of children (for even at fifteen most of him was still a child and 
would be until later that day), he fell into a deep sleep again. 
The alarm woke him at seven-thirty, as it always did on school mornings, and he found himself sitting up in 
bed again, wide-eyed, every piece suddenly in place. The Sun he had smashed hadn't been his Sun, and that 
was why he kept having this same crazy dream over and over and over again. Pop Merrill, that kindly old 
crackerbarrel philosopher and repairer of cameras and clocks and small appliances, had euchered him and 
his father as neatly and competently as a riverboat gambler does the tenderfeet in an old Western movie. 
His father -! 
He heard the door downstairs slam shut and leaped out of bed. He took two running strides toward the door 
in his underwear, thought better of it, turned, yanked the window up, and hollered 'Dad!' just as his father 
was folding himself into the car to go to work. 
CHAPTER 12 
Pop dredged his key-ring up from his pocket, unlocked the 'special' drawer, and took out the camera, once 
again being careful to hold it by the strap only. He looked with some hope at the front of the Polaroid, 
thinking he might see that the lens had been smashed in its latest tumble, hoping that the goddam thing's 
eye had been poked out, you might say, but his father had been fond of saying that the devil's luck is always 
in, and that seemed to be the case with Kevin Delevan's goddamned camera. The chipped place on the 
thing's side had chipped away a little more, but that was all. 
He closed the drawer and, as he turned the key, saw the one picture he'd taken in his sleep lying face-down 
on the floor. As unable not to look at it as Lot's wife had been unable not to turn back and look at the 
destruction of Sodom, he picked it up with those blunt fingers that hid their dexterity from the world so 
well and turned it over. 
The dog-creature had begun its spring. Its forepaws had barely left the ground, but along its misshapen 
backbone and in the bunches of muscle under the hide with its hair like the stiff filaments sticking out of 
black steel brushes he could see all that kinetic energy beginning to release itself. Its face and head were 
actually a little blurred in this photograph as its mouth yawned wider, and drifting up from the picture, like 
a sound heard under glass, he seemed to hear a low and throaty snarl beginning to rise toward a roar. The 
shadow-photographer looked as if he were trying to stumble back another pace, but what did it matter? 
That was smoke jetting from the holes in the dog-thing's muzzle, all right, smoke, and more smoke drifting 
back from the hinges of its open jaws in the little space where the croggled and ugly stake-wall of its teeth 
ended, and any man would stumble back from a horror like that, any man would try to turn and run, but all 
Pop had to do was look to tell you that the man (of course it was a man, maybe once it had been a boy, a 
teenage boy, but who had the camera now?) who had taken that picture in mere startled reflex, with a kind 
of wince of the finger ... that man didn't them, and all the difference it would make would be as to how he 
died: while he was on his feet or while he was on his ass. 
Pop crumpled the picture between his fingers and then stuck his key-ring back into his pocket. He turned, 
holding what had been Kevin Delevan's Polaroid Sun 660 and was now his Polaroid Sun 660 by the strap 
and started toward the back of the store; he would pause on the way just long enough to get the sledge. And 
as he neared the door to the back shed, a shutterflash, huge and white and soundless, went off not in front 
of his eyes but behind them, in his brain. 
He turned back, and now his eyes were as empty as the eyes of a man who has been temporarily blinded by 
some bright light. He walked past the worktable with the camera now held in his hands at chest level, as 
one might carry a votive urn or some other sort of religious offering or relic. Halfway between the 
worktable and the front of the store was a bureau covered with clocks. To its left was one of the barnlike 
structure's support beams, and from a hook planted in this there hung another clock, an imitation German 
cuckoo clock. Pop grasped it by the roof and pulled it off its hook, indifferent to the counterweights, which 
immediately became entangled in one another's chains, and to the pendulum, which snapped off when one 
of the disturbed chains tried to twine around it. The little door below the roofpeak of the clock sprang ajar; 
the wooden bird poked out its beak and one startled eye. It gave a single choked sound - kook! - as if in 
protest of this rough treatment before creeping back inside again. 
Pop hung the Sun by its strap on the hook where the clock had been, then turned and moved toward the 
back of the store for the second time, his eyes still blank and dazzled. He clutched the clock by its roof, 
swinging it back and forth indifferently, not hearing the cluds and clunks from inside it, or the occasional 
strangled sound that might have been the bird trying to escape, not noticing when one of the counterweights 
smacked the end of an old bed, snapped off, and went rolling beneath, leaving a deep trail in the 
undisturbed dust of years. He moved with the blank mindless purpose of a robot. In the shed, he paused just 
long enough to pick up the sledgehammer by its smooth shaft. With both hands thus filled, he had to use 
the elbow of his left arm to knock the hook out of the eyebolt so he could push open the shed door and walk 
into the backyard. 
He crossed to the chopping block and set the imitation German cuckoo clock on it. He stood for a moment 
with his head inclined down toward it, both of his hands now on the handle of the sledge. His face 
remained blank, his eyes dim and dazzled, but there was a part of his mind which not only thought clearly 
but thought all of him was thinking - and acting - clearly. This part of him saw not a cuckoo clock which 
hadn't been worth much to begin with and was now broken in the bargain; it saw Kevin's Polaroid. This 
part of his mind really believed he had come downstairs, gotten the Polaroid from the drawer, and 
proceeded directly out back, pausing only to get the sledge. 
And it was this part that would do his remembering later ... unless it became convenient for him to 
remember some other truth. Or any other truth, for that matter. 
Pop Merrill raised the sledgehammer over his right shoulder and brought it down hard - not as hard as 
Kevin had done, but hard enough to do the job. It struck squarely on the roof of the imitation German 
cuckoo clock. The clock did not so much break or shatter as splatter; pieces of plastic wood and little gears 
and springs flew everywhere. And what that little piece of Pop which saw would remember (unless, of 
course, it became convenient to remember otherwise) were pieces of camera splattering everywhere. 
He pulled the sledge off the block and stood for a moment with his meditating, unseeing eyes on the 
shambles. The bird, which to Pop looked exactly like a film-case, a Polaroid Sun film-case, was lying on its 
back with its little wooden feet sticking straight up in the air, looking both deader than any bird outside of a 
cartoon ever looked and yet somehow miraculously unhurt at the same time. He had his look, then turned 
and headed back toward the shed door. 
'There,' he muttered under his breath. 'Good 'nuff.' 
Someone standing even very close to him might have been unable to pick up the words themselves, but it 
would have been hard to miss the unmistakable tone of relief with which they were spoken. 
'That's done. Don't have to worry about that anymore. Now what's next? Pipe-tobacco, isn't it?' 
But when he got to the drugstore on the other side of the block fifteen minutes later, it was not pipe-tobacco 
he asked for (although that was what he would remember asking for). He asked for film. 
Polaroid film. 
CHAPTER 13 
'Kevin, I'm going to be late for work if I don't -' 
'Will you call in? Can you? Call in and say you'll be late, or that you might not get there at all? If it was 
something really, really, really important?' 
Warily, Mr Delevan asked, 'What's the something?' 
'Could you?' 
Mrs Delevan was standing in the doorway of Kevin's bedroom now. Meg was behind her. Both of them 
were eyeing the man in his business suit and the tall boy, still wearing only his jockey shorts, curiously. 
'I suppose I - yes, say I could. But I won't until I know what it is.' 
Kevin lowered his voice, and, cutting his eyes toward the door, he said: 'It's about Pop Merrill. And the 
camera.' 
Mr Delevan, who had at first only looked puzzled at what Kevin's eyes were doing, now went to the door. 
He murmured something to his wife, who nodded. Then he closed the door, paying no more attention to 
Meg's protesting whine than he would have to a bird singing a bundle of notes on a telephone wire outside 
the bedroom window. 
'What did you tell Mom?' Kevin asked. 
'That it was man-to-man stuff.' Mr Delevan smiled a little. 'I think she thinks you want to talk about 
masturbating.' 
Kevin flushed. 
Mr Delevan looked concerned. 'You don't, do you? I mean, you know about -' 
'I know, I know,' Kevin said hastily; he was not about to tell his father (and wasn't sure he would have been 
able to put the right string of words together, even if he had wanted to) that what had thrown him 
momentarily off-track was finding out that not only did his father know about whacking off - which of 
course shouldn't have surprised him at all but somehow did, leaving him with feelings of surprise at his 
own surprise - but that his mother somehow did, too. 
Never mind. All this had nothing to do with the nightmares, or with the new certainty which had locked 
into place in his head. 
'It's about Pop, I told you. And some bad dreams I've been having. But mostly it's about the camera. 
Because Pop stole it somehow, Dad.' 
'Kevin -' 
'I beat it to pieces on his chopping block, I know. But it wasn't my camera. It was another camera. And that 
isn't even the worst thing. The worst thing is that he's still using mine to take pictures! And that dog is 
going to get out! When it does, I think it's going to kill me. In that other world it's already started to j-j-j ' 
He couldn't finish. Kevin surprised himself again - this time by bursting into tears. 
By the time John Delevan got his son calmed down it was ten minutes of eight, and he had resigned himself 
to at least being late for work. He held the boy in his arms - whatever it was, it really had the kid shook, and 
if it really was nothing but a bunch of dreams, Mr Delevan supposed he would find sex at the root of the 
matter someplace. 
When Kevin was shivering and only sucking breath deep into his lungs in an occasional dry-sob, Mr 
Delevan went to the door and opened it cautiously, hoping Kate had taken Meg downstairs. She had; the 
hallway was empty. That's one for our side, anyway, he thought, and went back to Kevin. 
'Can you talk now?' he asked. 
'Pop's got my camera,' Kevin said hoarsely. His red eyes, still watery, peered at his father almost 
myopically. 'He got it somehow, and he's using it.' 
'And this is something you dreamed?' 
'Yes ... and I remembered something.' 
'Kevin ... that was your camera. I'm sorry, son, but it was. I even saw the little chip in the side.' 
'He must have rigged that somehow -' 
'Kevin, that seems pretty farf -' 
'Listen,' Kevin said urgently, 'will you just listen?' 
'All right. Yes. I'm listening.' 
'What I remembered was that when he handed me the camera - when we went out back to crunch it, 
remember?' 
'Yes ... and I remembered something.' 
'I looked in the little window where the camera keeps count of how many shots there are left. And it said 
three, Dad! It said three!' 
'Well? What about it?' 
'It had film in it, too! Film! I know, because I remember one of those shiny black things jumping up when I 
squashed the camera. It jumped up and then it fluttered back down.' 
'I repeat: so what?' 
'There wasn't any film in my camera when I gave it to Pop! That's so-what.' 
I had twenty-eight pictures. He wanted me to take thirty more, for a total of fifty-eight. I might have bought 
more film if I'd known what he was up to, but probably not. By then I was scared of the thing 
'Yeah. I was, a little, too.' 
Kevin looked at him respectfully. 'Were you?' 
'Yeah. Go on. I think I see where you're heading.' 
'I was just going to say, he chipped in for the film, but not enough - not even half. He's a wicked skinflint, 
Dad.' 
John Delevan smiled thinly. 'He is that, my boy. One of the world's greatest, is what I mean to say. Go on 
and finish up. Tempus is fugiting away like mad.' 
Kevin glanced at the clock. It was almost eight. Although neither of them knew it, Pop would wake up in 
just under two minutes and start about his morning's business, very little of which he would remember 
correctly. 
'All right,' Kevin said. 'All I'm trying to say is I couldn't have bought any more film even if I'd wanted to. I 
used up all the money I had buying the three film packs. I even borrowed a buck from Megan, so I let her 
shoot a couple, too.' 
'Between the two of you, you used up all the exposures? Every single one?' 
'Yes! Yes! He even said it was fifty-eight! And between the time when I finished shooting all the pictures 
he wanted and when we went to look at the tape he made, I never bought any more film. It was dead empty 
when I brought it in, Dad! The number in the little window was a zero! I saw it, I remember! So if it was 
my camera, how come it said three in the window when we went back downstairs?' 
'He couldn't have -' Then his father stopped, and a queer look of uncharacteristic gloom came over his face 
as he realized that Pop could have, and that the truth of it was this: he, John Delevan, didn't want to believe 
that Pop had; that even bitter experience had not been sufficient vaccination against foolishness, and Pop 
might have pulled the wool over his own eyes as well as those of his son. 
'Couldn't have what? What are you thinking about, Dad? Something just hit you!' 
Something had hit him, all right. How eager Pop had been to go downstairs and get the original Polaroids 
so they could all get a closer look at the thing around the dog's neck, the thing that turned out to be Kevin's 
latest string tie from Aunt Hilda, the one with the bird on it that was probably a woodpecker. 
We might as well go down with you, Kevin had said when Pop had offered to get the photos, but hadn't Pop 
jumped up himself, chipper as a chickadee? Won't take a minute, the old man had said, or some such thing, 
and the truth was, Mr Delevan told himself, I hardly noticed what he was saying or doing, because I wanted 
to watch that goddamned tape again. And the truth also was this: Pop hadn't even had to pull the old 
switcheroo right in front of them - although, with his eyes unwooled, Mr Delevan was reluctantly willing to 
believe the old son of a bitch had probably been prepared to do just that, if he had to, and probably could 
have done it, too, pushing seventy or not. With them upstairs and him downstairs, presumably doing no 
more than getting Kevin's photographs, he could have swapped twenty cameras, at his leisure. 
'Dad?' 
'I suppose he could have,' Mr Delevan said. 'But why?' 
Kevin could only shake his head. He didn't know why. But that was all right; Mr Delevan thought he did, 
and it was something of a relief. Maybe honest men didn't have to learn the world's simplest truths over and 
over again; maybe some of those truths eventually stuck fast. He'd only had to articulate the question aloud 
in order to find the answer. Why did the Pop Merrills of this world do anything? To make a profit. That was 
the reason, the whole reason, and nothing but the reason. Kevin had wanted to destroy it. After looking at 
Pop's videotape, Mr Delevan had found himself in accord with that. Of the three of them, who had been the 
only one capable of taking a longer view? 
Why, Pop, of course. Reginald Marion 'Pop' Merrill. 
John Delevan had been sitting on the edge of Kevin's bed with an arm about his son's shoulders. Now he 
stood up. 'Get dressed. I'll go downstairs and call in. I'll tell Brandon I'll probably just be late, but to assume 
I won't be in at all.' 
He was preoccupied with this, already talking to Brandon Reed in his mind, but not so preoccupied he 
didn't see the gratitude which lighted his son's worried face. Mr Delevan smiled a little and felt that 
uncharacteristic gloom first ease and then let go entirely. There was this much, at least: his son was as yet 
not too old to take comfort from him, or accept him as a higher power to whom appeals could sometimes be 
directed in the knowledge that they would be acted upon; nor was he himself too old to take comfort from 
his son's comfort. 
'I think,' he said, moving toward the door, 'that we ought to pay a call on Pop Merrill.' He glanced at the 
clock on Kevin's night-table. It was ten minutes after eight, and in back of the Emporium Galorium, a 
sledgehammer was coming down on an imitation German cuckoo clock. 'He usually opens around eightthirty. 
just about the time we'll get there, I think. If you get a wiggle on, that is.' 
He paused on his way out and a brief, cold smile flickered on his mouth. He was not smiling at his son. 'I 
think he's got some explaining to do, is what I mean to say.' 
Mr Delevan went out, closing the door behind him. Kevin quickly began to dress. 
CHAPTER 14 
The Castle Rock LaVerdiere's Super Drug Store was a lot more than just a drugstore. Put another way, it 
was really only a drugstore as an afterthought. It was as if someone had noticed at the last moment - just 
before the grand opening, say - that one of the words in the sign was still 'Drug.' That someone might have 
made a mental note to tell someone else, someone in the company's management, that here they were, 
opening yet another LaVerdiere's, and they had by simple oversight neglected yet again to correct the sign 
so it read more simply and accurately, LaVerdiere's Super Store ... and, after making the mental note, the 
someone in charge of noticing such things had delayed the grand opening a day or two so they could shoehorn 
in a prescription counter about the size of a telephone booth in the long building's furthest, darkest, 
and most neglected corner. 
The LaVerdiere's Super Drug Store was really more of a jumped-up five-and-dime than anything else. The 
town's last real five-and-dime, a long dim room with the feeble, fly-specked overhead globes hung on 
chains and reflected murkily in the creaking but often-waxed wooden floor, had been The Ben Franklin 
Store. It had given up the ghost in 1978 to make way for a video-games arcade called Galaxia and E-Z 
Video Rentals, where Tuesday was Toofers Day and no one under the age of twenty could go in the back 
room. 
LaVerdiere's carried everything the old Ben Franklin had carried, but the goods were bathed in the pitiless 
light of Maxi-Glo fluorescent bars which gave every bit of stock its own hectic, feverish shimmer. Buy me! 
each item seemed to shriek. Buy me or you may die! Or your wife may die! Or your kids! Or your best 
friend! Possibly all of them at once! Why? How should I know? I'm just a brainless item sitting on a Prefab 
LaVerdiere's shelf! But doesn't it feel true? You know It does! So buy me and buy me RIGHT ... NOW! 
There was an aisle of notions, two aisles of first-aid supplies and nostrums, an aisle of video and audio 
tapes (both blank and pre-recorded). There was a long rack of magazines giving way to paperback books, a 
display of lighters under one digital cash-register and a display of watches under another (a third register 
was hidden in the dark corner where the pharmacist lurked in his lonely shadows). Halloween candy had 
taken over most of the toy aisle (the toys would not only come back after Halloween but eventually take 
over two whole aisles as the days slid remorselessly down toward Christmas). And, like something too neat 
to exist in reality except as a kind of dumb admission that there was such a thing as Fate with a capital F, 
and that Fate might, in its own way, indicate the existence of that whole 'other world' about which Pop had 
never before cared (except in terms of how it might fatten his pocketbook, that was) and about which Kevin 
Delevan had never before even thought, at the front of the store, in the main display area, was a carefully 
arranged work of salesmanship which was billed as the FALL FOTO FESTIVAL. 
This display consisted of a basket of colorful autumn leaves spilling out on the floor in a bright flood (a 
flood too large to actually have come from that one basket alone, a careful observer might have concluded). 
Amid the leaves were a number of Kodak and Polaroid cameras - several Sun 660s among the latter - and 
all sorts of other equipment: cases, albums, film, flashbars. In the midst of this odd cornucopia, an oldfashioned 
tripod rose like one of H. G. Wells's Martian death-machines towering over the crispy wreck of 
London. It bore a sign which told all patrons interested enough to look that this week one could obtain 
SUPER REDUCTIONS ON ALL POLAROID CAMERAS & ACCESSORIES! 
At eight-thirty that morning, half an hour after LaVerdiere's opened for the day, 'all patrons' consisted of 
Pop Merrill and Pop alone. He took no notice of the display but marched straight to the only open counter, 
where Molly Durham had just finished laying out the watches on their imitationvelvet display-cloth. 
Oh no, here comes old Eyeballs, she thought, and grimaced. Pop's idea of a really keen way to kill a stretch 
of time about as long as Molly's coffee-break was to kind of ooze up to the counter where she was working 
(he always picked hers, even if he had to stand in line; in fact, she thought he liked it better when there was 
a line) and buy a pouch of Prince Albert tobacco. This was a purchase an ordinary fellow could transact in 
maybe thirty seconds, but if she got Eyeballs out of her face in under three minutes, she thought she was 
doing very well indeed. He kept all of his money in a cracked leather purse on a chain, and he'd haul it out 
of his pocket - giving his doorbells a good feel on the way, it always looked to Molly - and then open it. It 
always gave out a little screee-eek! noise, and honest to God if you didn't expect to see a moth flutter out of 
it, just like in those cartoons people draw of tightwads. On top of the purse's contents there would be a 
whole mass of paper money, bills that looked somehow as if you shouldn't handle them, as if they might be 
coated with disease germs of some kind, and jingling silver underneath. Pop would fish out a dollar bill and 
then kind of hook the other bills to one side with one of those thick fingers of his to get to the change 
underneath - he'd never give you a couple of bucks, hunh-uh, that would make everything go too quick to 
suit him - and then he'd work that out, too. And all the time his eyes would be busy, flicking down to the 
purse for a second or two but mostly letting the fingers sort out the proper coins by touch while his eyes 
crawled over her boobs, her belly, her hips, and then back up to her boobs again. Never once her face; not 
even so far as her mouth, which was a part of a girl in which most men seemed to be interested; no, Pop 
Merrill was strictly interested in the lower portions of the female anatomy. When he finally finished - and 
no matter how quick that was, it always seemed like three times as long to Molly - and got the hell out of 
the store again, she always felt like going somewhere and taking a long shower. 
So she braced herself, put on her best it's-only-eight-thirty-and-I've-got-seven-and-a-half-hours-to-go smile, 
and stood at the counter as Pop approached. She told herself, He's only looking at you, guys have been 
doing that since you sprouted, and that was true, but this wasn't the same. Because Pop Merrill wasn't like 
most of the guys who had run their eyes over her trim and eminently watchable superstructure since that 
time ten years ago. Part of it was that Pop was old, but that wasn't all of it. The truth was that some guys 
looked at you and some - a very few - seemed to actually be feeling you up with their eyes, and Merrill was 
one of those. His gaze actually seemed to have weight; when he fumbled in his creaky old-maid's purse on 
its length of incongruously masculine chain, she seemed to actually feel his eyes squirming up and down 
her front, lashing their way up her hills on their optic nerves like tadpoles and then sliding bonelessly down 
into her valleys, making her wish she had worn a nun's habit to work that day. Or maybe a suit of armor. 
But her mother had been fond of saying What can't be cured must be endured, sweet Molly, and until 
someone discovered a method of weighing gazes so those of dirty men both young and old could be 
outlawed, or, more likely, until Pop Merrill did everyone in Castle Rock a favor by dying so that eyesore of 
a tourist trap he kept could be torn down, she would just have to deal with it as best she could. 
But today she was in for a pleasant surprise - or so it seemed at first. Pop's usual hungry appraisal was not 
even an ordinary patron's look; it seemed utterly blank. It wasn't that he looked through her, or that his gaze 
struck her and bounced off. It seemed to Molly that he was so deep in his thoughts that his usually 
penetrating look did not even reach her, but made it about halfway and then petered out - like a man trying 
to locate and observe a star on the far side of the galaxy with just the naked eye. 
'May I help you, Mr Merrill?' she asked, and her feet were already cocking so she could turn quickly and 
reach up for where the pouches of tobacco were kept. With Pop, this was a task she always did as quickly 
as possible, because when she turned and reached, she could feel his eyes crawling busily over her ass, 
dropping for a quick check of her legs, then rising again to her butt for a final ocular squeeze and perhaps a 
pinch before she turned back. 
'Yes,' he said calmly and serenely, and he might as well have been talking to one of those automated bank 
machines for all the interest in her he showed. That was fine by Molly. 'I'd like some' and then either a 
word she didn't hear right or one that was utter gibberish. If it was gobbledegook, she thought with some 
hope, maybe the first few parts of the complicated network of dykes, levees, and spillways the old crock 
had constructed against the rising sea of senility were finally giving way. 
It sounded as if he had said toefilmacco, which wasn't a product they stocked ... unless it was a prescription 
drug of some sort. 
'I beg pardon, Mr Merrill?' 
'Film,' he said, so clearly and firmly that Molly was more than disappointed; she was convinced he must 
have said it just that way the first time and her ears had picked it up wrong. Maybe she was the one who 
was beginning to lose her dykes and levees. 
'What kind would you like?' 
'Polaroid,' he said. 'Two packs.' She didn't know exactly what was going on here, but it was beyond doubt 
that Castle Rock's premier dirty old man was not himself today. His eyes would still not focus, and the 
words ... they reminded her of something, something she associated with her five-year-old niece, Ellen, but 
she couldn't catch hold of it. 
'For what model, Mr Merrill?' 
She sounded brittle and actressy to herself, but Pop Merrill didn't even come close to noticing. Pop was lost 
in the ozone. 
After a moment's consideration in which he did not look at her at all but seemed instead to study the racks 
of cigarettes behind her left shoulder, he jerked out: 'For a Polaroid Sun camera. Model 660.' And then it 
came to her, even as she told him she'd have to get it from the display. Her niece owned a big soft panda 
toy, which she had, for reasons which would probably make sense only to another little girl, named 
Paulette. Somewhere inside of Paulette was an electronic circuit-board and a memory chip on which were 
stored about four hundred short, simple sentences such as 'I like to hug, don't you?' and 'I wish you'd never 
go away.' Whenever you poked Paulette above her fuzzy little navel, there was a brief pause and then one 
of those lovesome little remarks would come out, almost jerk out, in a somehow remote and emotionless 
voice that seemed by its tone to deny the content of the words. Ellen thought Paulette was the nuts. Molly 
thought there was something creepy about it; she kept expecting Ellen to poke the panda-doll in the guts 
someday and it would surprise them all (except for Aunt Molly from Castle Rock) by saying what was 
really on its mind. 'I think tonight after you're asleep I'll strangle you dead,' perhaps, or maybe just 'I have a 
knife.' 
Pop Merrill sounded like Paulette the stuffed panda this morning. His blank gaze was uncannily like 
Paulette's. Molly had thought any change from the old man's usual leer would be a welcome one. She had 
been wrong. 
Molly bent over the display, for once totally unconscious of the way her rump was poking out, and tried to 
find what the old man wanted as quickly as she could. She was sure that when she turned around, Pop 
would be looking at anything but her. This time she was right. When she had the film and started back 
(brushing a couple of errant fall leaves from one of the boxes), Pop was still staring at the cigarette racks, at 
first glance appearing to look so closely he might have been inventorying the stock. It took a second or two 
to see that that expression was no expression at all, really, but a gaze of almost divine blankness. 
Please get out of here, Molly prayed. Please, just take your film and go. And whatever else you do, don't 
touch me. Please. 
If he touched her while he was looking like that, Molly thought she would scream. Why did the place have 
to be empty? Why couldn't at least one other customer be in here, preferably Sheriff Pangborn, but since he 
seemed to be otherwise engaged, anyone at all? She supposed Mr Constantine, the pharmacist, was in the 
store someplace, but the drug counter looked easily a quarter of a mile away, and while she knew it couldn't 
be that far, not really, it was still too far for him to reach her in a hurry if old man Merrill decided to touch 
her. And suppose Mr Constantine had gone out to Nan's for coffee with Mr Keeton from the selectmen's 
office? The more she thought about that possibility, the more likely it seemed. When something genuinely 
weird like this happened, wasn't it an almost foregone conclusion that it should happen while one was 
alone? 
He's having a mental breakdown of some kind. 
She heard herself saying with glassy cheerfulness: 'Here you are, Mr Merrill.' She put the film on the 
counter and scooted to her left and behind the register at once, wanting it between her and him. 
The ancient leather purse came out of Pop Merrill's pants, and her stuttering fingers miskeyed the purchase 
so she had to clear the register and start again. 
He was holding two ten-dollar bills out to her. 
She told herself they were only rumpled from being squashed up with the other bills in that little pocketbook, 
probably not even old, although they looked old. That didn't stop her galloping mind, however. Her 
mind insisted that they weren't just rumpled, they were rumpled and slimy. It further insisted that old wasn't 
the right word, that old wasn't even in the ballpark. For those particular items of currency, not even the 
word ancient would do. Those were prehistoric tens, somehow printed before Christ was born and 
Stonehenge was built, before the first low-browed, no-neck Neanderthal had crawled out of his cave. They 
belonged to a time when even God had been a baby. 
She didn't want to touch them. 
She had to touch them. 
The man would want his change. 
Steeling herself, she took the bills and shoved them into the cash register as fast as she could, banging a 
finger so hard she ripped most of the nail clear off, an ordinarily exquisite pain she would not notice, in her 
extreme state of distress, until sometime later ... when, that was, she had chivvied her willing mind around 
enough to scold herself for acting like a whoopsy little girl on the edge of her first menstrual period. 
At the moment, however, she only concentrated on getting the bills into the register as fast as she could and 
getting her hand off them, but even later she would remember what the surfaces of those tens had felt like. 
It felt as if they were actually crawling and moving under the pads of her fingers; as if billions of germs, 
huge germs almost big enough to be seen with the naked eye, were sliding along them toward her, eager to 
infect her with whatever he had. 
But the man would want his change. 
She concentrated on that, lips pressed together so tightly they were dead white; four singles that did not, 
absolutely did not want to come out from beneath the roller that held them down in the cash drawer. Then a 
dime, but oh jesus-please-us, there were no dimes, and what the hell was wrong with her, what had she 
done to be saddled for so long with this weird old man on the one morning in recorded history when he 
actually seemed to want to get out of here in a hurry? 
She fished out a nickel, feeling the silent, stinky loom of him so close to her (and she felt that when she was 
finally forced to look up she would see he was even closer, that he was leaning over the counter toward 
her), then three pennies, four, five ... but the last one dropped back into the drawer among the quarters and 
she had to fish for it with one of her cold, numb fingers. It almost squirted away from her again; she could 
feel sweat popping out on the nape of her neck and on the little strip of skin between her nose and her upper 
lip. Then, clutching the coins tightly in her fist and praying he wouldn't have his hand outstretched to 
receive them so she would have to touch his dry, reptilian skin, but knowing, somehow knowing that he 
would she looked up, feeling her bright and cheery LaVerdiere's smile stretching the muscles of her face in 
a kind of frozen scream, trying to steel herself for even that, telling herself it would be the last, and never 
mind the image her stupid, insisting mind kept trying to make her see, an image of that dry hand suddenly 
snapping shut over hers like the talon of some old and horrid bird, a bird not of prey, no, not even that, but 
one of carrion; she told herself she did not see those images, absolutely did NOT, and, seeing them all the 
same, she looked up with that smile screaming off her face as brightly as a cry of murder on a hot still 
night, and the store was empty. 
Pop was gone. 
He had left while she was making change. 
Molly began to shudder all over. If she had needed concrete proof that the old geezer was not right, this 
was it. This was proof positive, proof indubitable, proof of the purest ray serene: for the first time in her 
memory (and in the living memory of the town, she would have bet, and she would have won her bet), Pop 
Merrill, who refused to tip even on those rare occasions when he was forced to eat in a restaurant that had 
no take-out service, had left a place of business without waiting for his change. 
Molly tried to open her hand and let go of the four ones, the nickel, and the five pennies. She was stunned 
to find she couldn't do it. She had to reach over with her other hand and pry the fingers loose. Pop's change 
dropped to the glass top of the counter and she swept it off to one side, not wanting to touch it. 
And she never wanted to see Pop Merrill again. 
CHAPTER 15 
Pop's vacant gaze held as he left LaVerdiere's. It held as he crossed the sidewalk with the boxes of film in 
his hand. It broke and became an expression of somehow unsettling alertness as he stepped off into the 
gutter ... and stopped there, with one foot on the sidewalk and one planted amid the litter of squashed 
cigarette butts and empty potato-chip bags. Here was another Pop Molly would not have recognized, 
although there were those who had been sharp-traded by the old man who would have known it quite well. 
This was neither Merrill the lecher nor Merrill the robot, but Merrill the animal with its wind up. All at 
once he was there, in a way he seldom allowed himself to be there in public. Showing so much of one's true 
self in public was not, in Pop's estimation, a good idea. This morning, however, he was far from being in 
command of himself, and there was no one out to observe him, anyway. If there had been, that person 
would not have seen Pop the folksy crackerbarrel philosopher or even Pop the sharp trader, but something 
like the spirit of the man. In that moment of being totally there, Pop looked like a rogue dog himself, a 
stray who has gone feral and now pauses amid a midnight henhouse slaughter, raggedy ears up, head 
cocked, bloodstreaked teeth showing a little as he hears some sound from the farmer's house and thinks of 
the shotgun with its wide black holes like a figure eight rolled onto its side. The dog knows nothing of 
figure eights, but even a dog may recognize the dim shape of eternity if its instincts are honed sharp 
enough. 
Across the town square he could see the urine-yellow front of the Emporium Galorium, standing slightly 
apart from its nearest neighbors: the vacant building which had housed The Village Washtub until earlier 
that year, Nan's Luncheonette, and You Sew and Sew, the dress-and-notions shop run by Evvie Chalmers's 
great-granddaughter, Polly - a woman of whom we must speak at another time. 
There were slant-parking spaces in front of all the shops on Lower Main Street, and all of them were empty 
... except for one, which was just now being filled with a Ford station-wagon Pop recognized. The light 
throb of its engine was clearly audible in the morning-still air. Then it cut off, the brakelights went out, and 
Pop pulled back the foot which had been in the gutter and prudently withdrew himself to the corner of 
LaVerdiere's. Here he stood as still as that dog who has been alerted in the henhouse by some small sound, 
the sort of sound which might be disregarded in the killing frenzy of dogs neither so old nor so wise as this 
one. 
John Delevan got out from behind the wheel of the station-wagon. The boy got out on the passenger side. 
They went to the door of the Emporium Galorium. The man began to knock impatiently, loud enough so 
the sound of it came as clearly to Pop as the sound of the engine had done. Delevan paused, they both 
listened, and then Delevan started in again, not knocking now but hammering at the door, and you didn't 
have to be a goddam mind-reader to know the man was steamed up. 
They know, Pop thought. Somehow they know. Damned good thing I smashed the fucking camera. 
He stood a moment longer, nothing moving except his hooded eyes, and then he slipped around the corner 
of the drugstore and into the alley between it and the neighboring bank. He did it so smoothly that a man 
fifty years younger might have envied the almost effortless agility of the movement. 
This morning, Pop figured, it might be a little wiser to go back home by backyard express. 
CHAPTER 16 
When there was still no answer, John Delevan went at the door a third time, hammering so hard he made 
the glass rattle loosely in its rotting putty gums and hurting his hand. It was hurting his hand that made him 
realize how angry he was. Not that he felt the anger was in any way unjustified if Merrill had done what 
Kevin thought he had done - and yes, the more he thought about it, the more John Delevan was sure that 
Kevin was right. But he was surprised that he hadn't recognized the anger for what it was until just now. 
This seems to be a morning for learning about myself, he thought, and there was something schoolmarmish 
in that. It allowed him to smile and relax a little. 
Kevin was not smiling, nor did he look relaxed. 
'It seems like one of three things has happened,' Mr Delevan said to his son. 'Merrill's either not up, not 
answering the door, or he figured we were getting warm and he's absconded with your camera.' He paused, 
then actually laughed. 'I guess there's a fourth, too. Maybe he died in his sleep.' 
'He didn't die.' Kevin now stood with his head against the dirty glass of the door he mightily wished he had 
never gone through in the first place. He had his hands cupped around his eyes to make blinders, because 
the sun rising over the east side of the town square ran a harsh glare across the glass. 'Look.' 
Mr Delevan cupped his own hands to the sides of his face and pressed his nose to the glass. They stood 
there side by side, backs to the square, looking into the dimness of the Emporium Galorium like the world's 
most dedicated window-shoppers. 'Well,' he said after a few seconds, 'it looks like if he absconded he left 
his shit behind.' 
'Yeah - but that's not what I mean. Do you see it?' 
'See what?' 
'Hanging on that post. The one by the bureau with all the clocks on it.' 
And after a moment, Mr Delevan did see it: a Polaroid camera, hanging by its strap from a hook on the 
post. He thought he could even see the chipped place, although that might have been his imagination. 
It's not your imagination. 
The smile faded off his lips as he realized he was starting to feel what Kevin was feeling: the weird and 
distressing certainty that some simple yet terribly dangerous piece of machinery was running ... and unlike 
most of Pop's clocks, it was running right on time. 
'Do you think he's just sitting upstairs and waiting for us to go away?' Mr Delevan spoke aloud, but he was 
really talking to himself. The lock on the door looked both new and expensive ... but he was willing to bet 
that if one of them -probably Kevin was in better shape - hit the door hard enough, it would rip right 
through the old wood. He mused randomly: A lock is only as good as the door you put it in. People never 
think. 
Kevin turned his strained face to look at his father. In that moment, John Delevan was as struck by Kevin's 
face as Kevin had been by his not long ago. He thought: I wonder how many fathers get a chance to see 
what their sons will look like as men? He won't always look this strained, this tightly drawn - God, I hope 
not - but this is what he will look like. And, Jesus, he's going to be handsome! 
He, like Kevin, had that one moment in the midst of whatever it was that was going on here, and the 
moment was a short one, but he also never forgot; it was always within his mind's reach. 
'What?' Kevin asked hoarsely. 'What, Dad?' 
'You want to bust it? Because I'd go along.' 
'Not yet. I don't think we'll have to. I don't think he's here ... but he's close.' 
You can't know any such thing. Can't even think it. 
But his son did think it, and he believed Kevin was right. Some sort of link had been formed between Pop 
and his son. 'Some sort' of link? Get serious. He knew perfectly well what the link was. It was that fucking 
camera hanging on the wall in there, and the longer this went on, the longer he felt that machinery running, 
its gears grinding and its vicious unthinking cogs turning, the less he liked it. 
Break the camera, break the camera, he thought, and said: 'Are you sure, Kev?' 
'Let's go around to the back. Try the door there.' 
'There's a gate. He'll keep it locked.' 
'Maybe we can climb over.' 
'Okay,' Mr Delevan said, and followed his son down the steps of the Emporium Galorium and around to the 
alley, wondering as he went if he had lost his mind. 
But the gate wasn't locked. Somewhere along the line Pop had forgotten to lock it, and although Mr 
Delevan hadn't liked the idea of climbing over the fence, or maybe falling over the fence, quite likely 
tearing the hell out of his balls in the process, he somehow liked the open gate even less. All the same, he 
and Kevin went through it and into Pop's littered backyard, which not even the drifts of fallen October 
leaves could improve. 
Kevin wove his way through the piles of junk Pop had thrown out but not bothered to take to the dump, and 
Mr Delevan followed him. They arrived at the chopping block at about the same time Pop was coming out 
of Mrs Althea Linden's backyard and onto Mulberry Street, a block west. He would follow Mulberry Street 
until he reached the offices of the Wolf Jaw Lumber Company. Although the company's pulp trucks would 
already be coursing the roads of western Maine and the yowl and yark of the cutters' chainsaws would have 
been rising from the area's diminishing stands of hardwood since six-thirty or so, no one would come in to 
man the office until nine, which was still a good fifteen minutes away. At the rear of the lumber company's 
tiny backyard was a high board fence. It was gated, and this gate was locked, but Pop had the key. He 
would unlock the gate and step through into his own backyard. 
Kevin reached the chopping block. Mr Delevan caught up, followed his son's gaze, and blinked. He opened 
his mouth to ask what in the hell this was all about, then shut it again. He was starting to have an idea of 
what in the hell it was all about without any aid from Kevin. It wasn't light to have such ideas, wasn't 
natural, and he knew from bitter experience (in which Reginald Marion 'Pop' Merrill himself had played a 
part at one point, as he had told his son not so long ago) that doing things on impulse was a good way to 
reach the wrong decision and go flying off half-cocked, but it didn't matter. Although he did not think it in 
such terms, it would be fair to say Mr Delevan just hoped he could apply for readmittance to the 
Reasonable tribe when this was over. 
At first he thought he was looking at the smashed remains of a Polaroid camera. Of course that was just his 
mind, trying to find a little rationality in repetition; what lay on and around the chopping block didn't look 
anything at all like a camera, Polaroid or otherwise. All those gears and flywheels could only belong to a 
clock. Then he saw the dead cartoon-bird and even knew what kind of clock. He opened his mouth to ask 
Kevin why in God's name Pop would bring a cuckoo clock out back and then sledgehammer it to death. He 
thought it over again and decided he didn't have to ask, after all. The answer to that was also beginning to 
come. He didn't want it to come, because it pointed to madness on what seemed to Mr Delevan a grand 
scale, but that didn't matter; it came anyway. 
You had to hang a cuckoo clock on something. You had to hang it because of the pendulum weights. And 
what did you hang it on? Why, a hook, of course. 
Maybe a hook sticking out of a beam. 
Like the beam Kevin's Polaroid had been hanging on. 
Now he spoke, and his words seemed to come from some long distance away: 'What in the hell is wrong 
with him, Kevin? Has he gone nuts?' 
'Not gone,' Kevin answered, and his voice also seemed to come from some long distance away as they 
stood above the chopping block, looking down on the busted timepiece. 'Driven there. By the camera.' 
'We've got to smash it,' Mr Delevan said. His voice seemed to float to his ears long after he had felt the 
words coming out of his mouth. 
'Not yet,' Kevin said. 'We have to go to the drugstore first. They're having a special sale on them.' 
'Having a special sale on wh-' 
Kevin touched his arm. John Delevan looked at him. Kevin's head was up, and he looked like a deer 
scenting fire. In that moment the boy was more than handsome; he was almost divine, like a young poet at 
the hour of his death. 
'What?' Mr Delevan asked urgently. 
'Did you hear something?' Alertness slowly changing to doubt. 
'A car on the street,' Mr Delevan said. How much older was he than his son? he wondered suddenly. 
Twenty-five years? Jesus, wasn't it time he started acting it? 
He pushed the strangeness away from him, trying to get it at arm's length. He groped desperately for his 
maturity and found a little of it. Putting it on was like putting on a badly tattered overcoat. 
'You sure that's all it was, Dad?' 
'Yes. Kevin, you're wound up too tight. Get hold of yourself or . Or what? But he knew, and laughed 
shakily. 'Or you'll have us both running like a pair of rabbits.' 
Kevin looked at him thoughtfully for a moment, like someone coming out of a deep sleep, perhaps even a 
trance, and then nodded. 'Come on.' 
'Kevin, why? What do you want? He could be upstairs, just not answering 0' 
'I'll tell you when we get there, Dad. Come on.' And almost dragged his father out of the littered backyard 
and into the narrow alleyway. 
'Kevin, do you want to take my arm off, or what?' Mr Delevan asked when they got back to the sidewalk. 
'He was back there,' Kevin said. 'Hiding. Waiting for us to go. I felt him.' 
'He was -' Mr Delevan stopped, then started again. 'Well ... let's say he was. Just for argument, let's say he 
was. Shouldn't we go back there and collar him?' And, belatedly: 'Where was he?' 
'On the other side of the fence,' Kevin said. His eyes seemed to be floating. Mr Delevan liked this less all 
the time. 'He's already been. He's already got what he needs. We'll have to hurry.' 
Kevin was already starting for the edge of the sidewalk, meaning to cut across the town square to 
LaVerdiere's. Mr Delevan reached out and grabbed him like a conductor grabbing a fellow he's caught 
trying to sneak aboard a train without a ticket. 'Kevin, what are you talking about?' 
And then Kevin actually said it: looked at him and said it. 'It's coming, Dad. Please. It's my life.' He looked 
at his father, pleading with his pallid face and his fey, floating eyes. 'The dog is coming. It won't do any 
good to just break in and take the camera. It's gone way past that now. Please don't stop me. Please don't 
wake me up. It's my life.' 
Mr Delevan made one last great effort not to give in to this creeping craziness ... and then succumbed. 
'Come on,' he said, hooking his hand around his son's elbow and almost dragging him into the square. 
'Whatever it is, let's get it done.' He paused. 'Do we have enough time?' 
'I'm not sure,' Kevin said, and then, reluctantly: 'I don't think so.' 
CHAPTER 17 
Pop waited behind the board fence, looking at the Delevans through a knothole. He had put his tobacco in 
his back pocket so that his hands would be free to clench and unclench, clench and unclench. 
You're on my property, his mind whispered at them, and if his mind had had the power to kill, he would 
have reached out with it and struck them both dead. You're on my property, goddammit, you're on my 
property! 
What he ought to do was go get old John Law and bring him down on their fancy Castle View heads. That 
was what he ought to do. And he would have done it, too, right then, if they hadn't been standing over the 
wreckage of the camera the boy himself had supposedly destroyed with Pop's blessing two weeks ago. He 
thought maybe he would have tried to bullshit his way through anyway, but he knew how they felt about 
him in this town. Pangborn, Keeton, all the rest of them. Trash. That's what they thought of him. Trash. 
Until they got their asses in a crack and needed a fast loan and the sun was down, that was. 
Clench, unclench. Clench, unclench. 
They were talking, but Pop didn't bother listening to what they were saying. His mind was a fuming forge. 
Now the litany had become: They're on my goddam property and I can't do a thing about it! They're on my 
goddam property and I can't do a thing about It! Goddam them! Goddam them! 
At last they left. When he heard the rusty screech of the gate in the alley, Pop used his key on the one in the 
board fence. He slipped through and ran across the yard to his back door - ran with an unsettling fleetness 
for a man of seventy, with one hand clapped firmly against his upper right leg, as if, fleet or not, he was 
fighting a bad rheumatism pain there. In fact, Pop was feeling no pain at all. He didn't want either his keys 
or the change in his purse jingling, that was all. In case the Delevans were still there, lurking just beyond 
where he could see. Pop wouldn't have been surprised if they were doing just that. When you were dealing 
with skunks, you expected them to get up to stinking didos. 
He slipped his keys out of his pocket. Now they rattled, and although the sound was muted, it seemed very 
loud to him. He cut his eyes to the left for a moment, sure he would see the brat's staring sheep's face. Pop's 
mouth was set in a hard, strained grin of fear. There was no one there. 
Yet, anyway. 
He found the right key, slipped it into the lock, and went in. He was careful not to open the door to the shed 
too wide, because the hinges picked up a squeal when you exercised them too much. 
Inside, he turned the thumb-bolt with a savage twist and then went into the Emporium Galorium. He was 
more than at home in these shadows. He could have negotiated the narrow, junk-lined corridors in his sleep 
... had, in fact, although that, like a good many other things, had slipped his mind for the time being. 
There was a dirty little side window near the front of the store that looked out upon the narrow alleyway the 
Delevans had used to trespass their way into his backyard. It also gave a sharply angled view on the 
sidewalk and part of the town common. 
Pop slipped up to this window between piles of useless, valueless magazines that breathed their dusty 
yellow museum scent into the dark air. He looked out into the alley and saw it, was empty. He looked to the 
right and saw the Delevans, wavery as fish in an aquarium through this dirty, flawed glass, crossing the 
common just below the bandstand. He didn't watch them out of sight in this window or go to the front 
windows to get a better angle on them. He guessed they were going over to LaVerdiere's, and since they 
had already been here, they would be asking about him. What could the little counter-slut tell them? That 
he had been and gone. Anything else? 
Only that he had bought two pouches of tobacco. 
Pop smiled. 
That wasn't likely to hang him. 
He found a brown bag, went out back, started for the chopping block, considered, then went to the gate in 
the alleyway instead. Careless once didn't mean a body had to be careless again. 
After the gate was locked, he took his bag to the chopping block and picked up the pieces of shattered 
Polaroid camera. He worked as fast as he could, but he took time to be thorough. 
He picked up everything but little shards and splinters that could be seen as no more than anonymous litter. 
A Police Lab investigating unit would probably be able to ID some of the stuff left around; Pop had seen 
TV crime shows (when he wasn't watching X-rated movies on his VCR, that was) where those scientific 
fellows went over the scene of a crime with little brushes and vacuums and even pairs of tweezers, putting 
things in little plastic bags, but the Castle Rock Sheriffs Department didn't have one of those units. And 
Pop doubted if Sheriff Pangborn could talk the State Police into sending their crime wagon, even if 
Pangborn himself could be persuaded to make the effort - not for what was no more than a case of camera 
theft, and that was all the Delevans could accuse him of without sounding crazy. Once he had policed the 
area, he went back inside, unlocked his 'special' drawer, and deposited the brown bag inside. He relocked 
the drawer and put his keys back in his pocket. That was all right, then. He knew all about search warrants, 
too. It would be a snowy day in hell before the Delevans could get Pangborn into district court to ask for 
one of those. Even if he was crazy enough to try, the remains of the goddamned camera would be gone - 
permanently - long before they could turn the trick. To try and dispose of the pieces for good right now 
would be more dangerous than leaving them in the locked drawer. The Delevans would come back and 
catch him right in the middle of it. Best to wait. 
Because they would be back. 
Pop Merrill knew that as well as he knew his own name. 
Later, perhaps, after all this hooraw and foolishment died down, he would be able to go to the boy and say 
Yes. That's right. Everything you think I did, I did. Now why don't we just leave her alone and go back to 
not knowin each other ... all right? We can afford to do that. You might not think so, at least not at first, but 
we can. Because look - you wanted to bust it up because you thought it was dangerous, and I wanted to sell 
it because I thought it was valuable. Turned out you was right and I was wrong, and that's all the revenge 
you're ever gonna need. If you knew me better, you'd know why - there ain't many men in this town that 
have ever heard me say such a thing. It sticks in my gut, is what I mean to say, but that don't matter; when 
I'm wrong, I like to think I'm big enough to own up to it, no matter how bad it hurts. In the end, boy, I did 
what you meant to do in the first place. We all came out on the same street, is what I mean to say, and I 
think we ought to let bygones be bygones. I know what you think of me, and I know what I think of you, and 
neither of us would ever vote for the other one to be Grand Marshal in the annual Fourth of July parade, 
but that's all right; we can live with that, can't we? What I mean to say is just this: we're both glad that 
goddam camera is gone, so let's call it quits and walk away. 
But that was for later, and even then it was only perhaps. It wouldn't do for right now, that was for sure. 
They would need time to cool down. Right now both of them would be raring to tear a chunk out of his ass, 
like 
(the dog in that pitcher) 
like ... well, never mind what they'd be like. The important thing was to be down here, business as usual 
and as innocent as a goddam baby when they got back. 
Because they would be back. 
But that was all right. It was all right because 'B'cause things are under control,' Pop whispered. 'That's 
what I mean to say.' 
Now he did go to the front door, and switched the CLOSED sign over to OPEN (he then turned it promptly 
back to CLOSED again, but this Pop did not observe himself doing, nor would he remember it later). All 
right; that was a start. What was next? Make it look like just another normal day, no more and no less. He 
had to be all surprise and what-in-the-tarnation-are-you-talking-about when they came back with steam 
coming out of their collars, all ready to do or die for what had already been killed just as dead as sheepdip. 
So ... what was the most normal thing they could find him doing when they came back, with Sheriff 
Pangborn or without him? 
Pop's eye fixed on the cuckoo clock hanging from the beam beside that nice bureau he'd gotten at an estate 
sale in Sebago a month or six weeks ago. Not a very nice cuckoo clock, probably one originally purchased 
with trading stamps by some soul trying to be thrifty (people who could only try to be thrifty were, in Pop's 
estimation, poor puzzled souls who drifted through life in a vague and constant state of disappointment). 
Still, if he could put it right so it would run a little, he could maybe sell it to one of the skiers who would be 
up in another month or two, somebody who needed a clock at their cottage or ski-lodge because the last 
bargain had up and died and who didn't understand yet (and probably never would) that another bargain 
wasn't the solution but the problem. 
Pop would feel sorry for that person, and would dicker with him or her as fairly as he thought he could, but 
he wouldn't disappoint the buyer. Caveet emperor was not only what he meant to say but often did say, and 
he had a living to make, didn't he? 
Yes. So he would just sit back there at his worktable and fuss around with that clock, see if he could get it 
running, and when the Delevans got back, that was what they would find him doing. Maybe there'd even be 
a few prospective customers browsing around by then; he could hope, although this was always a slack 
time of year. Customers would be icing on the cake, anyway. The important thing was how it would look: 
just a fellow with nothing to hide, going through the ordinary motions and ordinary rhythms of his ordinary 
day. 
Pop went over to the beam and took the cuckoo clock down, being careful not to tangle up the 
counterweights. He carried it back to his worktable, humming a little. He set it down, then felt his back 
pocket. Fresh tobacco. That was good, too. 
Pop thought he would have himself a little pipe while he worked. 
CHAPTER 18 
'You can't know he was in here, Kevin!' Mr Delevan was still protesting feebly as they went into 
LaVerdiere's. 
Ignoring him, Kevin went straight to the counter where Molly Durham stood. Her urge to vomit had passed 
off, and she felt much better. The whole thing seemed a little silly now, like a nightmare you have and then 
wake up from and after the initial relief you think: I was afraid of THAT? How could I ever have thought 
THAT was really happening to me, even in a dream? 
But when the Delevan boy presented his drawn white face at the counter, she knew how you could be 
afraid, yes, oh yes, even of things as ridiculous as the things which happened in dreams, because she was 
tumbled back into her own waking dreamscape again. 
The thing was, Kevin Delevan had almost the same look on his face: as though he were so deep inside 
somewhere that when his voice and his gaze finally reached her, they seemed almost expended. 
'Pop Merrill was in here,' he said. 'What did he buy?' 
'Please excuse my son,' Mr Delevan said. 'He's not feeling w -' 
Then he saw Molly's face and stopped. She looked like she had just seen a man lose his arm to a factory 
machine. 
'Oh!' she said. 'Oh my God!' 
'Was it film?' Kevin asked her. 
'What's wrong with him?' Molly asked faintly. 'I knew something was the minute he walked in. What is it? 
Has he ... done something?' 
Jesus, John Delevan thought. He DOES know. It's all true, then. 
At that moment, Mr Delevan made a quietly heroic decision: he gave up entirely. He gave up entirely and 
put himself and what he believed could and could not be true entirely in his son's hands. 
'It was, wasn't it?' Kevin pressed her. His urgent face rebuked her for her flutters and tremors. 'Polaroid 
film. From that.' He pointed at the display. 
'Yes.' Her complexion was as pale as china; the bit of rouge she had put on that morning stood out in hectic, 
flaring patches. 'He was so ... strange. Like a talking doll. What's wrong with him? What -' 
But Kevin had whirled away, back to his father. 
'I need a camera,' he rapped. 'I need it right now. A Polaroid Sun 660. They have them. They're even on 
special. See?' 
And in spite of his decision, Mr Delevan's mouth would not quite let go of the last clinging shreds of 
rationality. 'Why -' he began, and that was as far as Kevin let him get. 
'I don't KNOW why!' he shouted, and Molly Durham moaned. She didn't want to throw up now; Kevin 
Delevan was scary, but not that scary. What she wanted to do right now was simply go home and creep up 
to her bedroom and draw the covers over her head. 'But we have to have it, and time's almost up, Dad!' 
'Give me one of those cameras,' Mr Delevan said, drawing his wallet out with shaking hands, unaware that 
Kevin had already darted to the display. 
'Just take one,' she heard a trembling voice entirely unlike her own say. 'Just take one and go.' 
CHAPTER 19 
Across the square, Pop Merrill, who believed he was peacefully repairing a cheap cuckoo clock, innocent 
as a babe in arms, finished loading Kevin's camera with one of the film packs. He snapped it shut. It made 
its squidgy little whine. 
Damn cuckoo sounds like he's got a bad case of laryngitis. Slipped a gear, I guess. Well, I got the cure for 
that. 
'I'll fix you,' Pop said, and raised the camera. He applied one blank eye to the viewfinder with the hairline 
crack which was so tiny you didn't even see it when you got your eye up to it. The camera was aimed at the 
front of the store, but that didn't matter; wherever you pointed it, it was aimed at a certain black dog that 
wasn't any dog God had ever made in a little town called for the want of a better word Polaroidsville, which 
He also hadn't ever made. 
FLASH! 
That squidgy little whine as Kevin's camera pushed out a new picture. 
'There,' Pop said with quiet satisfaction. 'Maybe I'll do more than get you talking, bird. What I mean to say 
is I might just get you singing. I don't promise, but I'll give her a try.' 
Pop grinned a dry, leathery grin and pushed the button again. 
FLASH! 
They were halfway across the square when John Delevan saw a silent white light fill the dirty windows of 
the Emporium Galorium. The light was silent, but following it, like an aftershock, he heard a low, dark 
rumble that seemed to come to his ears from the old man's junk-store ... but only because the old man's 
junk-store was the only place it could find a way to get out. Where it seemed to be emanating from was 
under the earth ... or was it just that the earth itself seemed the only place large enough to cradle the owner 
of that voice? 
'Run, Dad!' Kevin cried. 'He's started doing it!' 
That flash recurred, lighting the windows like a heatless stroke of electricity. It was followed by that 
subaural growl again, the sound of a sonic boom in a wind-tunnel, the sound of some animal which was 
horrible beyond comprehension being kicked out of its sleep. 
Mr Delevan, helpless to stop himself and almost unaware of what he was doing, opened his mouth to tell 
his son that a light that big and bright could not possibly be coming from the built-in flash of a Polaroid 
camera, but Kevin had already started to run. 
Mr Delevan began to run himself, knowing perfectly well what he meant to do: catch up to his son and 
collar him and drag him away before something dreadful beyond his grasp of all dreadful things could 
happen. 
CHAPTER 20 
The second Polaroid Pop took forced the first one out of the slot. It fluttered down to the top of the desk, 
where it landed with a thud heavier than such a square of chemically treated cardboard could possibly 
make. The Sun dog filled almost the entire frame now; the foreground was its impossible head, the black 
pits of the eyes, the smoking, teeth-filled jaws. The skull seemed to be elongating into a shape like a bullet 
or a teardrop as the dog-thing's speed and the shortening distance between it and the lens combined to drive 
it further out of focus. Only the tops of the pickets in the fence behind it were visible now; the bulk of the 
thing's flexed shoulders ate up the rest of the frame. 
Kevin's birthday string tie, which had rested next to the Sun camera in his drawer, showed at the bottom of 
the frame, winking back a shaft of hazy sunlight. 
'Almost got you, you son of a whore,' Pop said in a high, cracked voice. His eyes were blinded by the light. 
He saw neither dog nor camera. He saw only the voiceless cuckoo which had become his life's mission. 
'You'll sing, damn you! I'll make you sing!' 
FLASH! 
The third picture pushed the second from the slot. It fell too fast, more like a chunk of stone than a square 
of cardboard, and when it hit the desk, it dug through the ancient frayed blotter there and sent startled 
splinters flying up from the wood beneath. 
In this picture, the dog's head was torn even further out of focus., it had become a long column of flesh that 
gave it a strange, almost three-dimensional aspect. 
In the third one, still poking out of the slot in the bottom of the camera, the Sun dog's snout seemed, 
impossibly, to be coming back into focus again. It was impossible because it was as close to the lens as it 
could get; so close it seemed to be the snout of some sea-monster just below that fragile meniscus we call 
the surface. 
'Damn thing still ain't quite right,' Pop said. 
His finger pushed the Polaroid's trigger again. 
CHAPTER 21 
Kevin ran up the steps of the Emporium Galorium. His father reached for him, caught nothing but the air an 
inch from the fluttering tail of Kevin's shirt, stumbled, and landed on the heels of his hands. They slid 
across the second step from the top, sending a quiver of small splinters into his skin. 
'Kevin!' 
He looked up and for a moment the world was almost lost in another of those dazzling white flashes. This 
time the roar was much louder. It was the sound of a crazed animal on the verge of making its weakening 
cage give it up. He saw Kevin with his head down, one hand shielding his eyes from the white glare, frozen 
in that stroboscopic light as if he himself had turned into a photograph. He saw cracks like quicksilver jigjag 
their way down the show windows. 
'Kevin, look ou -' 
The glass burst outward in a glittery spray and Mr Delevan ducked his own head. Glass flew around him in 
a squall. He felt it patter into his hair and both cheeks were scratched, but none of the glass dug deeply into 
either the boy or the man; most of it had been pulverized to crumbs. 
There was a splintering crunch. He looked up again and saw that Kevin had gained entry just as Mr 
Delevan had thought they might earlier: by ramming the now-glassless door with his shoulder and tearing 
the new locking bolt right through the old, rotted wood. 
'KEVIN, GODDAMMIT!' he bawled. He got up, almost stumbled to one knee again as his feet tangled 
together, then lurched upright and plunged after his son. 
Something had happened to the goddam cuckoo clock. Something bad. 
It was striking again and again - bad enough, but that wasn't all. It had also gained weight in Pop's hands ... 
and it seemed to be growing uncomfortably hot, as well. 
Pop looked down at it, and suddenly tried to scream in horror through jaws which felt as if they had been 
wired together somehow. 
He realized he had been struck blind, and he also suddenly realized that what he held was not a cuckoo 
clock at all. 
He tried to make his hands relax their death-grip on the camera and was horrified to find he could not open 
his fingers. The field of gravity around the camera seemed to have increased. And the horrid thing was 
growing steadily hotter. Between Pop's splayed, white-nailed fingers, the gray plastic of the camera's 
housing had begun to smoke. 
His right index finger began to crawl upward toward the red shutter-button like a crippled fly. 
'No,' he muttered, and then, in a plea: 'Please .' 
His finger paid no attention. It reached the red button and settled upon it just as Kevin slammed his 
shoulder into the door and burst in. Glass from the door's panes crunched and sprayed. 
Pop didn't push the button. Even blind, even feeling the flesh of his fingers begin to smoulder and scorch, 
he knew he didn't push the button. But as his finger settled upon it, that gravitational field first seemed to 
double, then treble. He tried to hold his finger up and off the button. It was like trying to hold the push-up 
position on the planet Jupiter. 
'Drop it!' the kid screamed from somewhere out on the rim of his darkness. 'Drop it, drop it!' 
'No!' Pop screamed back. 'What I mean to say is I CAN'T!' 
The red button began to slide in toward its contact point. 
Kevin was standing with his legs spread, bent over the camera they had just taken from LaVerdiere's, the 
box it had come in lying at his feet. He had managed to hit the button that released the front of the camera 
on its hinge, revealing the wide loading slot. He was trying to jam one of the film packs into it, and it 
stubbornly refused to go - it was as if this camera had turned traitor, too, possibly in sympathy to its 
brother. 
Pop screamed again, but this time there were no words, only an inarticulate cry of pain and fear. Kevin 
smelled hot plastic and roasting flesh. He looked up and saw the Polaroid was melting, actually melting, in 
the old man's frozen hands. Its square, boxy silhouette was rearranging itself into an odd, hunched shape. 
Somehow the glass of both the viewfinder and the lens had also become plastic. Instead of breaking or 
popping out of the camera's increasingly shapeless shell, they were elongating and drooping like taffy, 
becoming a pair of grotesque eyes like those in a mask of tragedy. 
Dark plastic, heated to a sludge like warm wax, ran over Pop's fingers and the backs of his hands in thick 
runnels, carving troughs in his flesh. The plastic cauterized what it burned, but Kevin saw blood squeezing 
from the sides of these runnels and dripping down Pop's flesh to strike the table in smoking droplets which 
sizzled like hot fat. 
'Your film's still wrapped up!' his father bawled from behind him, breaking Kevin's paralysis. 'Unwrap it! 
Give it to me!' 
His father reached around him, bumping Kevin so hard he almost knocked him over. He snatched the film 
pack, with its heavy paper-foil wrapping still on it, and ripped the end. He stripped it off. 
'HELP ME!' Pop screeched; the last coherent words either of them heard him say. 
'Quick!' His father yelled, putting the fresh film pack back in his hands. 'Quick!' 
The sizzle of hot flesh. The patter of hot blood on the desk, what had been a shower now becoming a storm 
as the bigger veins and arteries in Pop's fingers and the backs of his hands began to let go. A brook of hot, 
running plastic braceleted his left wrist and the bundle of veins so close to the surface there let go, spraying 
out blood as if through a rotten gasket which has first begun to leak in several places and now begins to 
simply disintegrate under the insistent, beating pressure. 
Pop howled like an animal. 
Kevin tried to jam the film pack in again and cried out 'Fuck!' as it still refused to go. 
'It's backwards!' Mr Delevan hollered. He tried to snatch the camera from Kevin, and Kevin tore away, 
leaving his father with a scrap of shirt and no more. He pulled the film pack out and for a moment it jittered 
on the ends of his fingers, almost dropping to the floor - which, he felt, longed to actually hump itself up 
into a fist and smash it when it came down. 
Then he had it, turned it around, socked it home, and slammed the front of the camera, which was hanging 
limply downward like a creature with a broken neck, shut on its hinge. 
Pop howled again, and 
FLASH! 
CHAPTER 22 
This time it was like standing in the center of a sun which goes supernova in one sudden, heatless gust of 
light. Kevin felt as if his shadow had actually been hammered off his heels and driven into the wall. 
Perhaps this was at least partly true, for all of the wall behind him was instantly flash-baked and threaded 
with a thousand crazy cracks except for one sunken area where his shadow fell. His outline, as clear and 
unmistakable as a silhouette cut-out, was tattooed there with one elbow stuck out in a flying wedge, caught 
and frozen even as the arm which cast the shadow left its frozen image behind, rising to bring the new 
camera up to his face. 
The top of the camera in Pop's hands tore free of the rest with a thick sound like a very fat man clearing his 
throat. The Sun dog growled, and this time that bass thunder was loud enough, clear enough, near enough, 
to shatter the glass in the fronts of the clocks and to send the glass in the mirrors and in the frames of 
pictures belching across the floor in momentary crystal arcs of amazing and improbable beauty. 
The camera did not moan or whine this time; the sound of its mechanism was a scream, high and drilling, 
like a woman who is dying in the throes of a breech delivery. The square of paper which shoved and bulled 
its way out of that slitted opening smoked and fumed. Then the dark delivery-slot itself began to melt, one 
side drooping downward, the other wrinkling upward, all of it beginning to yawn like a toothless mouth. A 
bubble was forming upon the shiny surface of the last picture, which still hung in the widening mouth of 
the channel from which the Polaroid Sun gave birth to its photographs. 
As Kevin watched, frozen, looking through a curtain of flashing, zinging dots that last white explosion had 
put in front of his eyes, the Sun dog roared again. The sound was smaller now, with less of that sense that it 
was coming from beneath and from everywhere, but it was also more deadly because it was more real, 
more here. 
Part of the dissolving camera blew backward in a great gray gobbet, striking Pop Merrill's neck and 
expanding into a necklace. Suddenly both Pop's jugular vein and carotid artery gave way in spraying gouts 
of blood that jetted upward and outward in bright-red spirals. Pop's head whipped bonelessly backward. 
The bubble on the surface of the picture grew. The picture itself began to jitter in the yawning slot at the 
bottom of the now-decapitated camera. Its sides began to spread, as if the picture was no longer on 
cardboard at all but some flexible substance like knitted nylon. It wiggled back and forth in the slot, and 
Kevin thought of the cowboy boots he had gotten for his birthday two years ago, and how he had had to 
wiggle his feet into them, because they were a little too tight. 
The edges of the picture struck the edges of the camera delivery slot, where they should have stuck firmly. 
But the camera was no longer a solid; was, in fact, losing all resemblance to what it had been. The edges of 
the picture sliced through its sides as cleanly as the razor-sharp sides of a good doubleedged knife slide 
through tender meat. They poked through what had been the Polaroid's housing, sending gray drops of 
smoking plastic flying into the dim air. One landed in a dry, crumbling stack of old Popular Mechanics 
magazines and burrowed a fuming, charred hole into them. 
The dog roared again, an angry, ugly sound - the cry of something with nothing but rending and killing on 
its mind. Those things, and nothing else. 
The picture teetered on the edge of the sagging, dissolving slit, which now looked more like the bell of 
some misshapen wind instrument than anything else, and then fell forward to the desk with the speed of a 
stone tumbling into a well. 
Kevin felt a hand claw at his shoulder. 
'What's it doing?' his father asked hoarsely. 'Jesus Christ almighty, Kevin, what's it doing?' 
Kevin heard himself answer in a remote, almost disinterested voice: 'Being born.' 
CHAPTER 23 
Pop Merrill died leaning back in the chair behind his worktable, where he had spent so many hours sitting: 
sitting and smoking; sitting and fixing things up so they would run for at least awhile and he could sell the 
worthless to the thoughtless; sitting and loaning money to the impulsive and the improvident after the sun 
went down. He died staring up at the ceiling, from which his own blood dripped back down to splatter on 
his cheeks and into his open eyes. 
His chair overbalanced and spilled his lolling body onto the floor. His purse and his key-ring clattered. 
On his desk, the final Polaroid continued to jiggle about restlessly. Its sides spread apart, and Kevin seemed 
to sense some unknown thing, both alive and not alive, groaning in horrid, unknowable labor pains. 
'We've got to get out of here,' his father panted, pulling at him. John Delevan's eyes were large and 
frenzied, riveted on that spreading, moving photograph which now covered half of Merrill's worktable. It 
no longer resembled a photograph at all. Its sides bulged out like the cheeks of someone trying frantically 
to whistle. The shiny bubble, now a foot high, humped and shuddered. Strange, unnameable colors raced 
aimlessly back and forth across a surface which seemed to have broken some oily sort of sweat. That roar' 
full of frustration and purpose and frantic hunger, ripped through his brain again and again, threatening to 
split it and let in madness. 
Kevin pulled away from him, ripping his shirt along the shoulder. His voice was full of a deep, strange 
calm. 'No - it would just come after us. I think it wants me, because if it wanted Pop it's already got him and 
I was the one who owned the camera first, anyway. But it wouldn't stop there. It'd take you, too. And it 
might not stop there, either.' 
'You can't do anything!' his father screamed. 
'Yes,' Kevin said. 'I've got one chance.' 
And raised the camera. 
The edges of the picture reached the edges of the worktable. Instead of lolling over, they curled up and 
continued to twist and spread. Now they resembled odd wings which were somehow equipped with lungs 
and were trying to breathe in some tortured fashion. 
The entire surface of the amorphous, pulsing thing continued to puff up; what should have been flat surface 
had become a horrid tumor. its lumped and cratered sides trickling with vile liquid. It gave off the bland 
smell of head cheese. 
The dog's roars had become continuous, the trapped and furious belling of a hell-hound bent on escape, and 
some of the late Pop Merrill's clocks began to strike again and again, as if in protest. 
Mr Delevan's frantic urge to escape had deserted him; he felt overcome by a deep and dangerous lassitude, 
a kind of lethal sleepiness. 
Kevin held the camera's viewfinder to his eye. He had only been deerhunting a few times, but he 
remembered how it was when it was your turn to wait, hidden, with your rifle as your hunting partners 
walked through the woods toward you, deliberately making as much noise as they could, hoping to drive 
something out of the trees and into the clearing where you were waiting, your field of fire a safe angle that 
would cross in front of the men. You didn't have to worry about hitting them; you only had to worry about 
hitting the deer. 
There was time to wonder if you could hit it, when and if it showed itself. There was also time to wonder if 
you could bring yourself to fire at all. Time to hope that the deer would remain hypothetical, so the test did 
not have to be made ... and so it had always turned out to be. The one time there had been a deer, his 
father's friend Bill Roberson had been lying up in the blind. Mr Roberson had put the bullet just where you 
were supposed to put it, at the juncture of neck and shoulder, and they had gotten the game-warden to take 
their pictures around it, a twelve-point buck any man would be happy to brag on. 
Bet you wish it'd been your turn in the puckies, don't you, son? the game-warden had asked, ruffling 
Kevin's hair (he had been twelve then, the growth spurt which had begun about seventeen months ago and 
which had so far taken him to just an inch under six feet still a year away ... which meant he had not been 
big enough to be resentful of a man who wanted to ruffle his hair). Kevin had nodded, keeping his secret to 
himself. he was glad it hadn't been his turn in the puckies, his the rifle which must be responsible for 
throwing the slug or not throwing it ... and, if he had turned out to have the courage to do the shooting, his 
reward would have been only another troublesome responsibility: to shoot the buck clean. He didn't know if 
he could have mustered the courage to put another bullet in the thing if the kill wasn't clean, or the strength 
to chase the trail of its blood and steaming, startled droppings and finish what he had started if it ran. 
He had smiled up at the game-warden and nodded and his dad had snapped a picture of that, and there had 
never been any need to tell his dad that the thought going on behind that upturned brow and under the 
game-warden's ruffling hand had been No. I don't wish it. The world is full of tests, but twelve's too young 
to go hunting them. I'm glad it was Mr Roberson. I'm not ready yet to try a man's tests. 
But now he was the one in the blind, wasn't he? And the animal was coming, wasn't it? And it was no 
harmless eater of grasses this time, was it? This was a killing engine big enough and mean enough to 
swallow a tiger whole, and it meant to kill him, and that was only for starters, and he was the only one that 
could stop it. 
The thought of turning the Polaroid over to his father crossed his mind, but only momentarily. Something 
deep inside himself knew the truth: to pass the camera would be tantamount to murdering his father and 
committing suicide himself. His father believed something, but that wasn't specific enough. The camera 
wouldn't work for his father even if his father managed to break out of his current stunned condition and 
press the shutter. 
It would only work for him. 
So he waited on the test, peering through the viewfinder of the camera as if it were the gunsight of a rifle, 
peering at the photograph as it continued to spread and force that shiny, liquescent bubble wider and wider 
and higher and higher. 
Then the actual birthing of the Sun dog into this world began to happen. The camera seemed to gain weight 
and turn to lead as the thing roared again with a sound like a whiplash loaded with steel shot. The camera 
trembled in his hands and he could feel his wet, slippery fingers simply wanting to uncurl and let go. He 
held on, his lips pulling back from his teeth in a sick and desperate grin. Sweat ran into one eye, 
momentarily doubling his vision. He threw his head back, snapping his hair off his forehead and out of his 
eyebrows, and then nestled his staring eye back into the view-finder as a great ripping sound, like heavy 
cloth being torn in half by strong, slow hands, filled the Emporium Galorium. 
The shiny surface of the bubble tore open. Red smoke, like the blast from a tea kettle set in front of red 
neon, billowed out. 
The thing roared again, an angry, homicidal sound. A gigantic jaw, filled with croggled teeth, burst up 
through the shrivelling membrane of the now-collapsing bubble like the jaw of a breaching pilot whale. It 
ripped and chewed and gnawed at the membrane, which gave way with gummy splattering sounds. 
The clocks struck wildly, crazily. 
His father grabbed him again, so hard that Kevin's teeth rapped against the plastic body of the camera and it 
came within a hair of spilling out of his hands and shattering on the floor. 
'Shoot it!' his father screamed over the thing's bellowing din. 'Shoot it, Kevin, if you can shoot it, SHOOT 
IT Now, Christ Jesus, it's going to -' 
Kevin yanked away from his father's hand. 'Not yet,' he said. 'Not just y-' 
The thing screamed at the sound of Kevin's voice. The Sun dog lunged up from wherever it was, driving 
the picture still wider. It gave and stretched with a groaning sound. This was replaced by the thick cough of 
ripping fabric again. 
And suddenly the Sun dog was up, its head rising black and rough and tangled through the hole in reality 
like some weird periscope which was all tangled metal and glittering, glaring lenses ... except it wasn't 
metal but that twisted, spiky fur Kevin was looking at, and those were not lenses but the thing's insane, 
raging eyes. 
It caught at the neck, the spines of its pelt shredding the edges of the hole it had made into a strange 
sunburst pattern. It roared again, and sickly yellow-red fire licked out of its mouth. 
John Delevan took a step backward and struck a table overloaded with thick copies of Weird Tales and 
Fantastic Universe. The table tilted and Mr Delevan flailed helplessly against it, his heels first rocking back 
and then shooting out from under him. Man and table went over with a crash. The Sun dog roared again, 
then dipped its head with an unsuspected delicacy and tore at the membrane which held it. The membrane 
ripped. The thing barked out a thin stream of fire which ignited the membrane and turned it to ash. The 
beast lunged upward again and Kevin saw that the thing on the tie around its neck was no longer a tie-clasp 
but the spoon-shaped tool which Pop Merrill had used to clean his pipe. 
In that moment a clean calmness fell over the boy. His father bellowed in surprise and fear as he tried to 
untangle himself from the table he had fallen over, but Kevin took no notice. The cry seemed to come from 
a great distance away. 
It's all right, Dad, he thought, fixing the struggling, emerging beast more firmly in the viewfinder. It's all 
right, don't you see? It can be all right, anyway ... because the charm it wears has changed. 
He thought that perhaps the Sun dog had its master, too, and its master had realized that Kevin was no 
longer sure prey. 
And perhaps there was a dog-catcher in that strange nowhere town of Polaroidsville; there must be, else 
why had the fat woman been in his dream? It was the fat woman who had told him what he must do, either 
on her own or because that dog-catcher had put her there for him to see and notice: the two-dimensional fat 
woman with her two-dimensional shopping-cart full of two-dimensional cameras. Be careful, boy. Pop's 
dog broke his leash and he's a mean 'un ... It's hard to take his pitcher, but you can't do it at all, 'less you 
have a cam'ra. 
And now he had his camera, didn't he? It was not sure, not by any means, but at least he had it. 
The dog paused, head turning almost aimlessly ... until its muddy, burning gaze settled on Kevin Delevan. 
Its black lips peeled back from its corkscrewed boar's fangs, its muzzle opened to reveal the smoking 
channel of its throat, and it gave a high, drilling howl of fury. The ancient hanging globes that lit Pop's 
place at night shattered one after another in rows, sending down spinning shards of frosted fly-beshitted 
glass. It lunged, its broad, panting chest bursting through the membrane between the worlds. 
Kevin's finger settled on the Polaroid's trigger. 
It lunged again, and now its front legs popped free, and those cruel spurs of bone, so like gigantic thorns, 
scraped and scrabbled for purchase on the desk. They dug long vertical scars in the heavy rock-maple. 
Kevin could hear the dusky thud-and-scratch of its pistoning rear legs digging for a grip down there 
(wherever down there was), and he knew that this was the final short stretch of seconds in which it would 
be trapped and at his mercy; the next convulsive lunge would send it flying over the desk, and once free of 
the hole through which it was squirming, it would move as fast as liquid death, charging across the space 
between them, setting his pants ablaze with its fiery breath split-seconds before it tore into his warm 
innards. 
Very clearly, Kevin instructed: 'Say cheese, you motherfucker.' 
And triggered the Polaroid. 
CHAPTER 24 
The flash was so bright that Kevin could not conceive of it later; could, in fact, barely remember it at all. 
The camera he was holding did not grow hot and melt; instead there were three or four quick, decisive 
breaking sounds from inside it as its ground-glass lenses burst and its springs either snapped or simply 
disintegrated. 
In the white afterglare he saw the Sun dog frozen, a perfect black-and-white Polaroid photograph, its head 
thrown back, every twisting fold and crevasse in its wildly bushed-out fur caught like the complicated 
topography of a dry river-valley. Its teeth shone, no longer subtly shaded yellow but as white and nasty as 
old bones in that sterile emptiness where water had quit running millennia ago. Its single swollen eye, 
robbed of the dark and bloody porthole of iris by the merciless flash, was as white as an eye in the head of a 
Greek bust. Smoking snot drizzled from its flared nostrils and ran like hot lava in the narrow gutters 
between its rolled-back muzzle and its gums. 
It was like a negative of all the Polaroids Kevin had ever seen: black-and-white instead of color, and in 
three dimensions instead of two. And it was like watching a living creature turned instantly to stone by a 
careless look at the head of Medusa. 
'You're done, you son of a bitch!' Kevin screamed in a cracked, hysterical voice, and as if in agreement, the 
thing's frozen forelegs lost their hold on the desk and it began to disappear, first slowly and then rapidly, 
into the hole from which it had come. It went with a rocky coughing sound, like a landslide. 
What would I see if I ran over now and looked into that hole? he wondered incoherently. Would I see that 
house, that fence, the old man with his shoppingcart, staring with wide-eyed wonder at the face of a giant, 
not a boy but a Boy, staring back at him from a torn and charred hole in the hazy sky? Would it suck me 
in? What? 
Instead, he dropped the Polaroid and raised his hands to his face. 
Only John Delevan, lying on the floor, saw the final act: the twisted, dead membrane shrivelling in on 
itself, pulling into a complicated but unimportant node around the hole, crumpling there, and then falling 
(or being inhaled) into itself. 
There was a whooping sound of air, which rose from a broad gasp to a thin tea-kettle whistle. 
Then it turned inside-out and was gone. Simply gone, as if it had never been. 
Getting slowly and shakily to his feet, Mr Delevan saw that the final inrush (or outrush, he supposed, 
depending on which side of that hole you were on) of air had pulled the desk-blotter and the other Polaroids 
the old man had taken in with it. 
His son was standing in the middle of the floor with his hands over his face, weeping. 
'Kevin,' he said quietly, and put his arms around his boy. 
'I had to take its picture,' Kevin said through his tears and through his hands. 'It was the only way to get rid 
of it. I had to take the rotten whoredog's picture. That's what I mean to say.' 
'Yes.' He hugged him tighter. 'Yes, and you did it.' 
Kevin looked at his father with naked, streaming eyes. 'That's how I had to shoot it, Dad. Do you see?' 
'Yes,' his father said. 'Yes, I see that.' He kissed Kevin's hot cheek again. 'Let's go home, son.' 
He tightened his grip around Kevin's shoulders, wanting to lead him toward the door and away from the 
smoking, bloody body of the old man (Kevin hadn't really noticed yet, Mr Delevan thought, but if they 
spent much longer here, he would), and for a moment Kevin resisted him. 
'What are people going to say?' Kevin asked, and his tone was so prim and spinsterish that Mr Delevan 
laughed in spite of his own sizzling nerves. 
'Let them say whatever they want,' he told Kevin. 'They'll never get within shouting distance of the truth, 
and I don't think anyone will try very hard, anyway.' He paused. 'No one really liked him much, you know.' 
'I never want to be in shouting distance of the truth,' Kevin whispered. 'Let's go home.' 
'Yes. I love you, Kevin.' 
'I love you, too,' Kevin said hoarsely, and they went out of the smoke and the stink of old things best left 
forgotten and into the bright light of day. 
EPILOGUE 
It was Kevin Delevan's sixteenth birthday, and he got exactly what he wanted: a WordStar 70 PC and word 
processer. It was a seventeen-hundred-dollar toy, and his parents could never have afforded it in the old 
days, but in January, about three months after that final confrontation in the Emporium Galorium, Aunt 
Hilda had died quietly in her sleep. She had indeed Done Something for Kevin and Meg; had, in fact, Done 
Quite a Lot for the Whole Family. When the will cleared probate in early june, the Delevans found 
themselves richer by nearly seventy thousand dollars ... and that was after taxes, not before. 
'Jeez, it's neat! Thank you!' Kevin cried, and kissed his mother, his father, and even his sister, Meg (who 
giggled but, being a year older, made no attempt to rub it off; Kevin couldn't decide if this change was a 
step in the right direction or not). He spent much of the afternoon in his room, fussing over it and trying out 
the test program. 
Around four o'clock, he came downstairs and into his father's den. 'Where's Mom and Meg?' he asked. 
'They've gone out to the craft fair at ... Kevin? Kevin, what's wrong?' 
'You better come upstairs,' Kevin said hollowly. 
At the door to his room, he turned his pale face toward his father's equally pale face. There was something 
more to pay, Mr Delevan had been thinking as he followed his son up the stairs. Of course there was. And 
hadn't he also learned that from Reginald Marion 'Pop' Merrill? The debt you incurred was what hurt you. 
It was the interest that broke your back. 
'Can we get another one of these?' Kevin asked, pointing to the laptop computer which stood open on his 
desk, glowing a mystic yellow oblong of light onto the blotter. 
'I don't know,' Mr Delevan said, approaching the desk. Kevin stood behind him, a pallid watcher. 'I guess, if 
we had to 
He stopped, looking down at the screen. 
'I booted up the word-processing program and typed "The quick brown fox jumped over the lazy sleeping 
dog,"' Kevin said. 'Only that was what came out of the printer.' 
Mr Delevan stood, silently reading the hard copy. His hands and forehead felt very cold. The words there 
read: 
The dog is loose again. 
It is not sleeping. 
It is not lazy. 
It's coming for you, Kevin. 
The original debt was what hurt you, he thought again; it was the interest that broke your back. The last two 
lines read: 
It's very hungry. 
And it's VERY angry.