MARK S. GESTON
THE ALLIES
I was to have been the Captain of the First Ship, but she was
destroyed before
completion. I was on my way to the building yard in Kazakstan and watched
on my
transport's situation boards. The saturation attack squandered formations of
surface
darts, hypersonic cruisers and sub-orbitals with a profligacy unusual
for the enemy. Their
weapons were always well shielded and at least one out of
any five would have gotten
through the Ship's defensive hemisphere with their
usual tactical approaches. But
eighty-nine weapons were sent against her, each
with a standard half megaton charge.
Forty-one reached the yard's perimeter, of
these, fourteen were neutralized by the
perfectly simultaneous detonation of the
first twenty-seven.
The effect was devastating,
even against such a vast target. The central blast
crater was almost a kilometer wide and a
hundred meters deep. The surface of the
Earth was smelted into green glass for a radius of
eight kilometers from it. The
relief column from Baku found nothing alive more complex than
bacteria when it
arrived three days later.
It had become obvious how greatly they prized our
world and everything on it but
us by the fifth year of our conflict. Their weapons were
normally used with
economy and dismaying accuracy so that nothing but humankind and our
works were
destroyed. Fusion weapons were directed against the great cities, but never
where
their shock waves would escape built-up areas. That was thought to have
been why New York
was never bombed, out of concern for the green expanse of
Central Park. Surface darts were
sent to cut all the bridges, pipelines and
cables, and fly down the entrances to the river
tunnels. The city was
effectively besieged and starved into submission m a month.
In the
towns and villages that could not be attacked by fusion devices without
harming the
surrounding countryside, the enemy's agents would appear in small
groups or as lone
assassins and patiently liquidate everyone who lived there.
The rest of us, on our side of
the front, listened on the net and heard the
people drop away, one by one, even if there
were thousands in the distant valley
and tile process took months. The carrier waves
remained, linking us to the
dead, until the enemy removed the solar panels and took the
translator stations
down from the mountain tops.
Reconnaissance showed the Earth flourishing
where we had been driven out and the
enemy's rule was absolute. The ruins of cities and
towns were swept away,
granulated and spread across the open spaces to become topsoil or
atmospheric
dust. (How we remembered the sunsets of those bitter years!) The roads were
torn
up, the bridges and dams removed, and our ground reseeded with buffalo grass,
redwood
and oak. Their desert reclaimed the Suez Canal, and the jungle erased
the Panama Canal.
The
animals returned. Censuses were easy over the infrared band; they left many
of the general
survey satellites alone as if they wanted us to see what was
happening. There were herds of
fallow deer in the Bols de Boulogne four years
after Paris was leveled. Such a thing would
have been a memory to Philip the
Fair.
East Africa was easily conquered; after the pandemics
of the decade before the
war there was hardly anyone left there but miners anyway. We saw
the miracles
there too. The weather stabilized and the rains came back to the veldt, but
that
might have had nothing to do with the enemy. The herds of wildebeest and impala
returned
with the long grasses. Lions and cheetahs and other predators unseen
for fifty years
reappeared in numbers that suggested they had only been hiding
instead of having been on
the edge of extinction, as everyone had thought.
Laser spectrometry from the low orbit
satellites showed that water from the
Rhine was clean enough to drink six years after
Germany and France were crushed.
The Amazon was even more quickly thronged with white
dolphins after the fall of
Brazil.
The oceans under their control were similarly cleansed.
Moles and jetties were
scoured from the rims of harbors. The ships left behind were taken
apart at
night and reduced to elemental forms we had no way of detecting. The whales
returned
in profusion and our submarines reported hearing scornful choruses from
newly reconstituted
pods rolling through the Pillars of Hercules and up the
Sunda Strait into the Java Sea.
They
built only a few installations and enigmatic structures that might have
been garrison towns
for themselves. There were never any embassies or responses
to our demands for negotiation.
The ultimatum that they issued upon their first
landing was repeated regularly; it never
changed in tone or wording. Throughout
the years of conflict, it was the only thing they
ever said to us.
We knew by the tenth year we could not beat them, and by the fifteenth the
best
informed people were privately saying they would win. They would pursue their
implacable
strategy until there were no more people left, but then the rest of
the world would blossom
in a way that we had never been rich enough to afford.
Great care was taken to understand
what was going on in the occupied
territories: how many extinctions were averted, how many
rare species suddenly
brought back to Edenic plenitude, how many thousands of square
kilometers of
forest reclaimed, dams removed, highways tom up and the ground resown, cities
leveled and the places where all the people had been murdered turned into
gardens. What was
similarly noticed but much less talked about was how
impoverished our remaining lands
became. What few animals remained with us
either sickened and died or just vanished when we
were not looking. Either that,
or they were the targets of rage and frustration and were
the subject of
eradication campaigns. Thus, the pigeons and starlings were erased from New
York
before its siege and all the squirrels in Boston were killed in one July. After
the
fifteenth year, it seemed like the only animals left were those held captive
in zoos or the
few anachronistic farms that depended on such things.
"When was the last time I saw a
bird?" my father asked me shortly before he
died. "Just a crow or a seagull? When? A year?
Five? Is that possible?" He was
not looking at rise, but all around at the sky, as if he
had misplaced these
creatures on a neglected atmospheric shelf and forgotten them.
The idea
of their pastoral glory inhibited our offensive operations. We became
reluctant to use the
area weapons that had served so well in the opening phases
of the war. Castle Romeo and
Castle Sierra devices could incinerate five
thousand square kilometers with one low
air-burst but had an extraordinarily low
radiation signature; they had wiped out the first
enemy footholds on Madagascar
and Mindanao. But nothing like that was used after the tenth
year. They had
beaten us and brought our inheritance back to life as if in rebuke, and we
were
hesitant to destroy it again.
Preparations for departure began even before the secret
of stellar flight was
stolen from an enemy cruiser brought down over Wyoming. Half the
world was still
left to us then, so there were enough resources to build six immense ships.
If
everything went perfectly, we would save ten million people; less than one half
of one
percent of the population before the war began.
But the First Ship was destroyed before she
was ready, and the same thing
happened to the Fifth Ship at her building yard northwest of
Buenos Aires. The
Second Ship had embarked two million crew members and passengers and was
attacked as it accelerated for takeoff across the Sea of Japan and brought down.
At the
loss of the First Ship, I was reassigned as Captain of the last, the
Sixth Ship. Since I
had been chosen by lottery in the first place, I did not
feel cheated. I would still be
responsible for eight hundred thousand people. I
was also secretly relieved that other
Captains would go out ahead of me and test
the enemy's defenses and the efficacy of the
secret we had stolen from them.
There was also, however, the realization that I would
command the last ship to
leave Earth, and this idea sometimes paralyzed me with tragic
imaginings. I was
attended by three times the number of psychiatrists and counselors that I
had
been before my new posting.
The loss of the Third Ship, which was the largest and most
heavily armed of all,
was the most disheartening. It carried four and a third million of
the best
people that could be found in Southeast Asia and Oceania away from a field
masterfully
hidden in the jungle near Angor War. It attained its parking orbit,
swatted aside the
enemy's destroyers with unexpected ease and even wiped out one
of their nightly supply
convoys in a display of firepower that lit up the night
sky over central Asia so brightly
that minarets in faraway Islamabad cast
shadows.
The Third Ship asked if she should stay to
fight the war but she was told to
flee as planned. Perhaps even that short delay had been
enough to let the enemy
regroup; it was equally likely that they had not been unprepared at
all, and the
Third Ship had just been lucky.
Everyone left behind in the night's hemisphere
watched its plasma trail blossom
around it to cover a quarter of the welkin as the first
quantum dimensions were
unfolded by its Captain. Immense panels on the Ship's surface moved
to harmonize
its shape to the singular reality being constructed to accommodate its passage
through the void, and this made it glitter in the reflected light of its own
nebula.
The
enemy was waiting for the Third Ship behind Mars, and the ferocity of their
assault was
visible even at that distance. So great was the weight of
destruction thrust upon her that
the cone of a Lunar shadow was traced on the
dust of her prior engagements.
But while the
Third Ship was dying, the smallest of the fleet, the Fourth Ship
carrying only two hundred
thousand people from North Africa, abruptly left its
building field at Tobruk, accelerated
over the Mediterranean west of Malta, and
then ascended into a dangerously low, nearly
atmospheric orbit. At the moment
the attack was initiated against her larger sister, her
Captain unfolded the
first quantum dimension and brought her up and then out at fight
angles to the
ecliptic, up toward Polaris and away from the plane of the galaxy.
"We have to
go," I told my superiors as soon as I realized they might succeed.
I was instructed to
wait, that rather than being thrown into disarray, the enemy
had only been alerted and they
would cover every possible avenue of escape.
Unlike any of her sisters, the Sixth Ship was
constructed underground, and the
enemy would not detect her underneath the vacant prairie
lands west of Kearney,
Nebraska. We could afford to wait.
It was impossible, I pleaded. Our
own ground penetration radar could detect
something as massive as the Ship. And the enemy
must eventually notice how the
city had grown in the past five years, how ground and air
traffic to it had
increased so. The miracle was that the city had not already had enemy
assassins
quietly working their way through its population, let alone received a
gratuitous
half-megaton.
They relented and the Ship was prepared. A month was needed, during which the
grasses died around Kearney. I thought that the clouds of topsoil that the wind
lifted up
from the barren Earth would hide the Sixth Ship's hiding place.
Studies by my people also
showed that the static electricity generated by such
dust storms would blind the enemy's
sensors.
The plains were an autumnal desert by the time we were ready. Bates, a
geologist,
was in the car with me. The iron-colored city passed on the north
side of the perimeter
highway. He had been talking about how he was looking
forward to leaving and going to sleep
for several objective centuries while I
was unfolding and folding quantum dimensions as if
they were origami. Then he
suddenly asked, "Killed the dog yet?"
"Excuse me?" I didn't have
one.
He was a reasonably good friend, but still looked embarrassed, as if he had
affronted
my rank. "You know. Killed the dog. Sold the house or paid up the
insurance." He spun his
right hand up in the air as if to conjure something out
of it. "Uh, done whatever you have
to do to clean up your affairs here and
leave. Forever."
"Sure." I hadn't heard that one,
but I spent most of my time with my training
staff and my psychological handlers. Still, it
seemed an odd choice of phrase.
"'Have you?"
His expression changed. "Last week. See? It can
be the literal truth. We took
her to the vet and had her put down. She was pretty old and
would have happened
soon anyway, even without us leaving. The administrative people've
taken care of
whatever else's to be left behind."
I followed Bates's state back toward the
city. "Jesus. Not that we brought much
to this place anyway." I assumed he was marveling at
how little we had left to
defend by now. I was. Knowledge of what the occupied territories
looked like
made it so much worse.
I tried to distract him. "But not drown the cat? Or....
"I tried to think of a
kind of pet generally obnoxious enough to warrant strangulation. "Or
terminate
the parrot?"
"But why should anyone think of doing that?" he responded with
genuine interest,
as if I had asked something meant to do more than fill up an awkward
pause.
"There haven't been anything in Kearney but dogs since I got here." He was
right. "I
thought it was just the way people who came here were. You know? But
every other place I've
visited lately seems to be the same way. Just a few dogs
and nothing else that wasn't
already in a cage before the war began." He shook
his head, as if this puzzle had defeated
him before.
I stupidly kept trying to shake him out of his reverie. "So I envision long
columns
of refugee cats and escaped zoo animals, trudging through no man's land,
toward the green
walls of the occupied territories." Sure. And leaving burning,
miniature cat shtetls
behind, walking down the muddy road, pushing carts before
them, away from the ancient
oppresSOr.
Bates almost took me seriously. "It might not have been too much different from
that, really. Who knows ?" He shrugged. "But they are gone. Almost all of them
except for
the dogs." Then he smiled again, but sadly. "And look at how I reward
such loyalty. Putting
her down just because there won't be any room for her on
the Ship."
"No room for anything
but we few hundreds of thousands and what we need for a
long quiet flight through the
void."
"So we'll just have to find our cats and dogs where we land."
He sounded sensible
again. "And our lions and crows and carp."
"Oh my," he responded on cue, but not very
brightly,
"I'm sure there'll be a place where all of them will be there to welcome us."
We
reached the East Portal and Bates dropped me off at my car. I said goodbye to
him then
because he was scheduled to board the next day.
Embarkation began then and continued for
five days after that. The departure
crew then needed another two days to get everyone down
and suspended for the
trip, after which they tucked themselves away. Everyone was assured
there would
be no dreams.
I was the last one to leave the city and board because I was to be
the only one
on the Ship who would be awake during our escape. I briefly entertained the
notion of going aboveground the day we were to leave. There was an unaccounted
hour in the
schedule that would have given me enough time to go to the surface
and make a farewell
gesture -- like lowering of a flag or a scotch at the bar on
MeN carey Street I'd usually
gone to when my handlers let me out for an evening.
It was impractical. The city was by
then populated by decoy robots radiating
human infrared signatures, exhaling the correct
mix of respiratory gases,
driving our vehicles and inhabiting our homes and offices to
simulate our
commerce, so the enemy might be deceived for another day. I would only get in
their way. I wondered if there were robotic clogs on the surface too,
accompanying their
aluminum-limbed masters, and if they would treat their
electrical companions better than
Bates and the rest of us had treated their
prototypes.
Dutifully, I rode the lifts down to
the building cavern's floor. The Ship was
above me, filling the cavern. This is mine, I
thought, and made myself believe
that our voyage's success or failure had already been
decided by forces beyond
my control. Eight hundred thousand people, and only one other Ship
has gotten
away! Fatalism is indistinguishable from courage when regarded from the outside,
and this reassured me when I wondered as I walked the kilometer to the entryway
if the
enemy, if the robots in the city above me, or the ghosts of the dogs
recently killed by
their masters were watching. Of course the Ship's Minds
themselves were, through her myriad
sensors, judging their Captain, wondering if
he could be trusted.
I walked up the ramp and
the hangar door hissed shut behind me. Then it was
quiet, except for the soft, reassuring
voice of the Ship's Minds whispering from
my bracelet and from each wall and bulkhead I
passed, gently scolding me for
having cut things so closely. A transport pallet glided up
behind me and I
allowed it to convey me through the Ship's corridors and lifts to my
station. I
was told that the sky and the space above America was quiet. The enemy was still
picking through the wreckage of the Third Ship or returning from their failed
pursuits of
the Fourth. The Ship's Minds expressed cautious optimism. Just to
me, I thought. Not to any
of the others. This is our own secret.
I got onto my couch and waited, already as alone as
I would be in space. There
are only people here, and their creations. No dirt or insects.
The dust in their
clothing as they came on board has been precisely measured. No plants,
bacteria
or fungi are here that are not required for agriculture, manufacture or
recycling.
Certainly no animals. Even if we had room and thought they should
come with us, they all
turned traitor and fled to the enemy long before now.
Except the dogs, and they've either
been put down or deserted.
The Minds read my thoughts. "There is no time or space for them.
This is the
best we can do. We have always wished it would not be so."
"Always?" They were
only activated six months ago.
Then we left. I imagined twenty-five square kilometers of
the prairie west of
Keaney erupting as the Sixth Ship lifted up from its building cavern.
There
should have been a dust storm overhead, concealing it with lightning. The robots
in
the city would feign indifference. I wondered how long they would continue to
go about
their simulated business after we left. The Minds told me they would
until the enemy
arrived to return Nebraska to grassland and restore the buffalo.
I felt nothing seated at
the center of the Ship, acceleration canceled out by
her local gravity. Although I was the
Captain, our escape was entirely up to the
Ship's Minds. Only they were quick and
resourceful enough to evade the enemy if
we were detected; only they could manage her
defensive systems.
My compartment was the only private room in the Ship. It was twenty
meters m
diameter, and sections of it could be closed off as I wished. I had it all open
for the departure and reclined before the bridge console, which held an array of
screens
reporting the Ship's general situation and what it perceived of the
space around it.
Contradictorily, the rest of the compartment was intended to
distract and soothe me. My
psychological handlers had chosen to project
holographic images of the palace grounds at
Nymphemburg, near Munich, in
opposition to the walls; there was a blue sky on the ceiling
overhead and my
furniture was seemingly placed on the meticulous lawn between the pool and
the
topiary maze.
The Amalienburg Pavilion was visible through the trees on my left. It was
an
empty though beautifully rendered architectural study. I had not expected any
people
strolling across the lawn. Such homunculi could have provoked a number of
counterproductive
responses and associations, so they were naturally left out.
But the programmers had not
included any animals either; no squirrels or foxes,
or even any of the black swans for
which the palace had been so famous. The only
thing that moved was the water over the
artful cataracts and the branches of the
oaks and linden trees.
The cyber-dukes and
duchesses must have killed their greyhounds anti mastiffs
before they left.
We left the
atmosphere undetected. I could not believe our good fortune. The
Ship's local gravity came
up to full effect and there was no sense of motion. I
carefully put on my armor and cycled
the manipulators attached to it. Depending
on one's mood, I knew would look like Shiva or a
crab, but the illusion of
Nymphemburg overlaid the room's mirrors so I saw nothing to
resolve this
speculation.
I descended on a lift to where the quantum dimensions were kept
imprisoned by a
conventional reality. Although the Ship's Minds would plan and execute
every
step of our escape across the void, it was still up to me to unfold the quantum
dimensions
and then restore them to their proper condition when we found a world
to sustain us. It was
a task that had defied the most subtle artificial
intelligences during tests. To that
moment, only the Fourth Ship seemed to have
done it, but she had vanished as intended so
there was no way to be sure. We
believed the enemy did such things manually too, even
though their cybernetics
were thought to be much more advanced than ours.
I successfully
unfolded the first dimension. The screens on the readout pedestal
to my right instantly
reported that the Ship attained the first measurable
fraction of the speed of light. Then I
had to wait while enormous panels on her
exterior reconfigured themselves to a new shape
that matched the altered reality
I had just constructed. That was good, because my hands
were trembling from
excitement.
The Ship's Minds signaled for the second dimension to be
unfolded and aligned
with the first. This was done, although there was a moment when I
hesitated and
a subjective clock appeared on a large, previously dark screen at the other
end
of the compartment, informing me that all of us would slip into an incomplete
reality if
the work was not completed within the stated time.
The Ship changed shape again, this time
more drastically. The Minds informed me
that there had been an attack but the enemy had not
really known where we were
and their weapons fell far short.
After the appointed interval, I
opened the third dimension. Now a functioning,
divergent reality was in place and the enemy
could not touch us. The Ship's
subjective position in the universe abruptly changed, and
its probabilistic
location relative to the Earth comprehended more than an equivalent third
of the
speed of light.
The process continued over the next three subjective days, by which
time the
Ship passed by seven solar systems. Then I was finished and left alone while the
Minds plotted the passage from one star system to another. I was no more alone
than I had
been during my training on Earth, and found the situation agreeable.
After a subjective
year, however, the Minds recommended that ten percent of the
people be awakened. They were
troubled by anomalies in their physiological base
lines and speculated that the
subconsciousness, left undefended by the waking
sell acutely sensed the void outside and
was being eroded by it. I knew the
Ship's designers had planned for such a contingency. Up
to half the people on
board could be sustained in a waking state by its systems if that was
absolutely
necessary. Conditions would be abominable, but it could be done.
The clean and
vacant corridors of the Ship became packed with badsmelling and
barely coherent people,
most of whom seemed as displeased to see their fellows
awake as I secretly was. I was
impressed, however, with the self-discipline most
of them showed. The Minds were probably
right and they had vaguely perceived
something indescribable lurking outside, which had
crept into them and left
behind an indelible chill upon awakening. I hoped the others would
not be so
afflicted.
We encountered more planetary systems as we traveled up the arm of the
galaxy,
toward the central disk. Against all predictive odds, none were sufficiently
like
home to offer any refuge. Where there was life, it was utterly foreign to
us. Many began
asking where, if the universe was so inhospitable, the enemy had
come from. Could it be
that out of all the stars, there were only our world and
theirs, and we were therefore
destined to contest the two places?
All the while, the Minds would regularly tell me that
another fraction of the
passengers and crew would have to be awakened to avoid irreversible
damage.
The Ship responded splendidly to this growing burden. The efficiencies of the
production
and recycling units far exceeded their designers' expectations. We
lived, crowded shoulder
to shoulder as the Ship's kilometers of galleries and
halls filled up with people who had
nothing much to talk about and even less to
do.
We endured three subjective years like this.
Sixty-one planetary systems were
investigated and found unsuitable. On one, we detected the
remains of an enemy
outpost that had been destroyed by earthquake and corrosive gas an
objective
century before our arrival.
I let a party of a thousand people descend to another
after they had nearly
threatened mutiny if they were not allowed to leave. It required a
subjective
week to disassemble the quantum dimensions and descend into the prevalent
reality.
We lost contact with them during their first night on the ground.
Orbital reconnaissance
the next day could not find any evidence they had ever
been there, and it was only after
two objective days of analysis that the Minds
and I were able to guess at what had
happened, and then, of course, we dared not
share it with anyone. I took the Ship away and
spent four days reassembling the
quantum dimensions so we could resume our travel.
I was
therefore not at all surprised when they began asking to go home. I
naturally refused at
first, but the requests became more insistent as we
reconnoitered one uninhabitable star
system after another. I sympathized with
them and would have consented for I myself, was
losing the desire to go on if I
could not be alone again. But I could not because returning
would mean failure
and extinction.
Only a hundred thousand people remained asleep by this
point and the Minds were
unanimous that their lives would be threatened as the others' had
been if they
were not awakened. There was also .doting and belligerence among the waking
and
the Ship's security systems were having trouble avoiding injuries. I consulted
the Minds
and shared my indecision with them. They reassuringly told me that it
was nothing
extraordinary "given the circumstances," but that it did present me
with two choices that
at least had to be considered. First, I could preserve
order and make the Ship habitable
for up to eight subjective centuries if I
liquidated all but eight thousand people.
"Liquidate?"
I wanted to hear them say it plainly, to implicate them in what I
had already privately
considered.
"Kill them," the chorused voice whispered from the woods around the Amalienburg
pavilion. "They will not let themselves be put back to sleep, and if they are,
their lives
will only be threatened again within another subjective year."
"All but eight thousand?"
Terribly, I found equally repellent the idea that I
would still have to share the rest of
my subjective life with the eight thousand
living if we did not find a world for ourselves.
"Such a measure would assure that the voyage could continue almost indefinitely
and still
preserve a semblance of genetic diversity once...."
"If," I suggested.
"... if," the Minds
unexpectedly agreed, "a suitable place is found. The other
choice is to go home as they
ask. As we believe you wish to do." I prepared
myself for a reprimand. Instead they
continued. "We believe that this is all
that can be asked of any of you." The Ship wanted
to go home too.
There were no real celebrations when I told the people of my decision. Only
some
messages of thanks delivered through my com-mail or self-consciously spoken to
me as I
shouldered my way along the teeming galleries. No one, not even the
Minds, asked me what we
should do when we arrived, probably assuming we would
simply be blown to pieces the instant
we arrived.
The geometry of the space the Sixth Ship then occupied was such that we were
close to Earth. Only two subjective months were needed for the trip back.
I disassembled
all but three of the dimensions so we could peer into objective
reality from relative
safety. The system Sunward of Mars had been as warm with
enemy convoys and there had always
been a few of our own missiles hunting in and
out of the dust clouds in the years before we
left. Everything was quiet now.
All the satellites, both theirs and ours, planetary and
solar, had been swept
away, although considering how long we had been gone, many of them
could have
been lost to normal orbital decay. It was as if mankind had never left the world
and as if the enemy had never thrust themselves across the void to meet us. "How
long have
we been gone? Truly gone?" I asked the Minds and was shocked by their
answer.
"Is anyone
left?"
The Minds' voices were sympathetic. "No. There are no people left, and the enemy
is
gone too. It is safe."
It would not have made a difference if it had not been. We had ended
the voyage
arid come home. We would land no matter what awaited us.
I awakened the remaining
sleepers and told everyone. This time there were some
anxious celebrations. Parents retold
the old, stale stories to their objectively
ancient children, but this time as if they
believed them. I refolded the final
quantum dimensions and restored them to their
containment Strings.
The Minds brought the Ship into low orbit. Most of the large scale
geography was
familiar, but the world had otherwise been remade as Eden. Our sensors found
such richness everywhere that we wondered if we had returned to the right place.
It was
possible that I had botched the intricate process of unfolding and
folding the quantum
dimensions so that we might have transgressed certain
barriers and landed in a reality that
only superficially resembled the one we
had left. I reviewed my procedures and the Minds
rechecked them, but the best
conclusion was that we had returned to the same Earth and not
some coexistent
shadow world.
I had expected the occupied territories to be lush and filled
with wildlife, and
that the defeat of mankind would have extended their expanse to most of
the
globe. But the enemy's triumph must have been complete. All our cities were gone
and
even the aggregations of rare isotopes that should have marked our presence
for centuries,
like cesium, and iodine from our power establishments, were gone.
There were no
concentrations of cadmium from mining or organic polymers from
plastics. The roads were all
gone. The Minds were barely able to detect sunken
ships in the oceans' deepest places.
There
was evidence of the enemy's presence. Some structures and fortifications
remained and the
oxidized hulks of what must have been some of their spacecraft
were spotted around landing
strips m the Yucatan and the Crimea. But the enemy
was gone from all these places. Their
physiologic signatures had always been
easily detectable and the Ship should have been able
to find single individuals
on the ground. There were none.
But the Earth flourished. The
deserts, even those that had not been created
during the war, had retreated, and they had
been cleansed and purified where
they remained. Life rioted everywhere else. The grasses
had reclaimed the middle
of America and swept uninterruptedly through east Africa; the
steppes of central
Asia were as they were before the Mongols lurched west. The South
American and
Asian jungles were restored. A forest of mystical impenetrability covered
Europe
from the Pyrenees to the Urals again. The Minds whispered that analysis and
recataloguing
of the Amazon Basin's new biosphere would require a month of their
undivided attention.
Everywhere
the Ship looked, there was a profusion of life that exceeded our
records and memories. The
bison herds that the enemy had restored to central
Europe the year before we left were now
matched by even more stupendous herds on
the North American prairie (I could not help
looking at where Kearney had been;
the cavern where the Sixth Ship had been built was a
deep lake fed by pure
underground springs). Antelope crowded the high deserts of Utah,
Idaho and
Oregon, just as there were dense masses of elk and deer in the alpine forests of
these vanished states. The ursine populations were what would have been expected
in the
presence of such abundant food supplies.
We had been gone long enough for new species to
have tentatively evolved. The
Ship detected new phyla of insects on the average of one for
every two days the
Minds spent on observation. There was a new kind of hairy elephant
inhabiting
the Himalayan foothills. An extraordinary sort of lungfish had virtually
colonized
the coasts of the Japanese Home Islands and seemed to be undertaking a
kind of aquaculture
involving seaweed and kelp. There was a new species of kudu
in the African veldt that had
clawed hooves and teeth adapted to meat eating;
they were observed hunting jackals in
disciplined groups of five. A white eagle
with a wing span averaging seven meters was
discovered nesting in the Balkans
and on the Peloponnesus and ranging all across the
Mediterranean on hunting
flights.
The Minds told me that much of this had nothing to do with
natural selection but
were instead things the enemy had done after their victory. There
were unusual
characteristics to some of the DNA samples their probes brought back up to the
Ship, and the level of communal organization that they perceived in species that
had never
exhibited such inclinations was profoundly disturbing to them. Things
had changed
drastically and the idea that the enemy had boobytrapped the life
that they had so
gloriously restored was a ready explanation.
I felt the same thing, but I was too entranced
by the spectacle to care about
the risk. It seemed as if all the life that should have been
fairly distributed
throughout the universe had instead been hoarded on our old home world,
and
enriched and embellished while everywhere else managed with slime molds, ferns
and
arthropods so heavily armored they could barely move through their
environments of raw
solar radiation or poison gas.
The day before we landed, I asked the Minds if there was any
sort of life that
had been present before we left that was not there m profusion now. The
Minds,
who were preoccupied with preparations for the landing, tried to brush me aside.
They
impatiently said that it was irrelevant., but I persisted. After more
argument, and
becoming unaccountably more anxious to have the question answered,
I invoked rank and
ordered them to respond.
An hour later, irritated voices hissed from the open doors of the
Palace's
ballroom that it would be impossible to do much of a survey of anything lower
than
vertebrates, even incorporating all the observations they had gathered from
the past two
objective months in orbit. Then they told me that the only ones
missing were the dogs. The
closest members of the family they could locate were
isolated populations of coyotes and
wolves in the high altitudes of the northern
hemisphere, and most of them seemed to be
suffering from disease and
malnutrition. The Ship's Minds did not attach any significance
to this.
They brought the Ship down on the prairie land north of where she had been
built.
There was enough open space there, as there had always been, and we
glided over new buffalo
herds so large that the Ship's shadow darkened only half
of them. We overflew one deserted
enemy fortress on our approach, but did not
see anything left by humankind except the
indented trace of old highways.
The Ship hovered for several minutes and then gently
lowered herself to the
ground. The main landing pedestal appeared to support her entire
mass, but her
local gravity remained active so it actually bore little weight at all. "You
are
home," the Minds said to me in my room and I passed the word to our people.
I went to
the hangar deck and walked down the main gangway first. I was still
the Captain and was
gratified that the people and the Ship (neither of which had
any real need of me now) so
regarded me, Armed security units should have gone
out first, but the Ship had checked the
surrounding land and found nothing
threatening. The sweetness of the air was indescribable.
I stood at the end of
the ramp, transfixed, again seized by the conviction that this was
not the world
we had fled.
The Ship's circular shadow extended out for nearly a kilometer
from where I
stood. Beyond it, the sun was brilliant on the long grass. A group of antelope
was moving into the shadow toward me. I stepped forward cautiously, as much to
continue
testing the reality of the ground beneath me as to see what another
kind of living creature
looked like. My apprehension that we had come back to
another place quieted. This was our
home, and we had always shared it with
creatures such as these, I thought with unexpected
elation.
Antelope! And buffalo behind them. Look! Prairie kites were riding the thermals,
as if we had never flown through their sky. I hoped I was not being undignified,
but
everyone around me seemed to be thinking the same thing, smiling and
laughing to themselves
and pointing at the antelopes, now only a hundred meters
away.
I had forgotten the context
of their beauty; they were creatures from memories
inherited from grandparents. Tan and
sable with black markings on skins
stretched tautly over bodies designed to run for days
over the grasslands. The
Minds remarked that the creatures were moving in uncharacteristic
ways that
suggested they had been improved during our diaspora, and then fretted over
whether
they were concealing new abilities of thought and organization.
I stopped ten meters from
the lead buck to see if they were going to run away.
Instead, this animal merely stared at
me with extraordinary eyes until I began
to imagine that there really was some kind of new
and subtle intelligence behind
his gaze. Four other animals symmetrically positioned
themselves behind him, two
on either side. They were larger than I had anticipated and
someone behind me
asked permission to arm his weapon.
As if it had overheard, the lead
animal turned carefully and began walking away.
Once he was past them, his four companions
followed, and then the rest of the
herd fell in behind, aligned in what might have been
imagined as columns of
march. I stood where I was and signaled everyone else to stand
still.. The
Ship's Minds were watching and would tell me if this was anything more than the
unconcerned withdrawal of animals who had never seen people before and whose
conceptions of
space were too limited to appreciate the Ship's presence.
I personally thought their look
and pace to be utterly contemptuous. They
remembered precisely who we were, what we had
done and how we had lost the
struggle for this place.
They continued walking until they were
far away from the Ship's. shadow. By the
time I thought to ask for binoculars, they were
gone, just as the buffalo herd
that we had seen on the way in and the kites were now gone.
The only thing
moving before us were shoals of wind on the tops of the grasses.
I kept the
Ship where we had landed. During that first night home, more than
half the people slept
outside to marvel at the open sky. I saw the propane and
buffalo dung fires spread out past
the Ship's perimeter and tried to draw relief
or contentment from the sight. After all, I
had brought them back, and even if
the billions we deserted had perished, the place was
still our home; the only
one, we now knew, that the accessible universe had set aside for
us.
The Minds wakened me at dawn to report that almost all of the people who had
intended to
sleep outside had either moved under the Ship's shadow or inside.
They had overheard
expressions of vacancy and emotional desolation.
By midday, I was receiving complaints of
debilitating anxiety from the medical
sections. Evidently, the unshielded immensity of the
American sky was not enough
for many of them, even though they had spent subjective years
crammed into
places where the ceiling was usually four meters from the deck and the Minds
had
refused to show them pictures of the outside for fear of what that might have
done to
their sensibilities. I had thought the sight of clouds and the touch of
the wind would have
kept them satisfied for weeks.
It emerged that many of them wanted to see the life that had
engulfed the Earth
while it was under the enemy's rule, not the empty sky or prairie. They
had seen
the pictures from orbit from the Ship's reconnaissance drones, and now that we
were
down they were enraptured by visions of great beasts and fishes at play in
their world. We
had needed them to mediate between us and our fellow humans
before the war and before we
left Their absence could be tolerated in space,
especially when we were fleeing for our
lives, but now that we were home, it was
unthinkable that we should not be able..that we
should not be entitled to see
and touch these antelopes and hawks and expect that they
would rejoice at our
return, as if it were our presence that would now make the planet
whole again.
But the Minds reported an unnatural absence of vertebrates for a radius of
thirty
kilometers from the Ship's center point. There was the usual abundance of
life outside this
perimeter, but nothing but a single colony of marmots within
it. The density of tracks and
spoor showed that this part of the prairie had
been as densely populated as any other
before we arrived. The Ship's
extraordinary presence might have scared off a lot of them,
but there was no
explanation why the birds were gone or why the grazing animals, which had
seemed
so unconcerned when we landed, should now so purposefully keep themselves below
the
horizon.
All the old satellites were down, but the Ship had left its own small
constellation
behind when she left orbit. They watched and showed us how not
only the herd animals but
also the solitary beasts, like the eagles and the
great bears, sensed our vehicle's
approach and moved far away, even into
environments obviously unsuited to their hunting
habits, until we were gone. The
same thing happened when we sent skimmers into the
Caribbean. Wherever they
sailed, the dense schools of amberjack and billfish observed from
orbit turned
and headed for waters that were colder and deeper than anything they normally
inhabited.
The Ship's Minds found more evidence of organized behavior as these great masses
of wildlife fled from us. They also noticed how the animals consistently
withdrew in
incremental steps rather than in random, headlong flight; they would
go so far, turn and
wait, and then retreat again only if we persisted.
Insects, vitally important as
pollinators, displayed episodes of collective
intelligence, deserting new fields when there
were no seasonal or predatory
reasons to, and flying away. The satellites and the Minds'
agents kept track of
them but that did us no practical good. They were imperfectly replaced
by
machines and chemical treatments.
The Ship's remote agents, some camouflaged as ocean
birds that perceived their
targets with infinite subtlety, infiltrated close to the pods
that had avoided
us and reported hearing the old choruses in the whales' songs, now plainly
derisive. The dolphins sang more militantly, as if they were not just expressing
their
contempt but calling to their fellows to do something about
Much of this was naturally
inference. None of our people or machines were openly
attacked. But the old idea of their
racial treason carne back. The enemy's
garden endured and harbored all the animals that had
deserted us and fled to its
refuge.
The hunting began about then. I issued decrees against
this, but I was only the
Captain of the Ship and now that it was empty, my authority was
being steadily
eroded. Some of it was necessary for meat until the protein farms could be
brought on line, but much of it was just the same kind of vengeful butchery that
had
occurred during the war when the idea of all life's betrayal of us first
caught hold. There
was no war to distract the hunters now and they were much
more effective.
I was not
surprised by reports of an intensified sense of isolation, especially
in the five smaller
towns and the homesteads that were scattering out along the
modern channel of the Missouri
River where we had located our central city. Our
old home had none of the ferocious
indifference of space; it would not burn or
freeze us; but its sky withered our hearts and
bent our shoulders down as we
walked under the burden of its inadequacy. The feeling of
betrayal we had
recalled when the bison and the antelope first obviously avoided us spilled
onto
the surface of the planet itself.
People appealed to their new leaders, and sometimes
even to me, asking for
explanations and demanding support and solutions. The beasts of the
field, the
birds of the air, and the fishes in the sea would have nothing to do with us and
neither I nor the Minds could conceive of anything to be done about that.
Although some of
their behaviour was peculiar, nothing had been openly
threatening yet, so we should at
least be thankful for that. Otherwise, we were
by then only a few more than eight hundred
thousand, and that was all there
would be for the moment, unless the Fourth Ship
unexpectedly appeared out of the
void. We would have to sustain ourselves against the
fecundity of the world,
until there were enough of us to crowd out the thought that it was
so huge a
place.
There was a brief period when the hunting included the intentional capture
of
animals as pets. Some falcons were snared but these were predictably
untrainable; that
art had been lost a century before we left. The practice ended
when colonies of cats,
probably mixes of old domestic lines and wild lynxes,
were distributed to families in the
small towns and homesteads. There were some
attacks on people, but they were probably the
result of breeding rather than
anything that happened after we left. The worst thing was
how the cats kept
imprisoned inside houses and apartments all starved themselves to death,
sitting
in one favored place and starring at their captors with unblinking eyes, exuding
serene contempt as they shriveled into caricatures of the domestic companions
preserved in
the Ship's libraries.
I was by then alone in the Ship. To be truthful, I preferred it to
the barely
populated desolation that everyone else outside confronted. Two thirds of my
life
on Earth had been devoted to her or the First Ship, and I, alone, had been
awake throughout
our voyage. So I conceived a special bond with her, as her
libraries told me others in
olden times had for certain aircraft and sailing
ships and other works of their own,
unassisted creation. I became convinced that
I had no indispensable need for human
companionship and certainly none at all
for the company of the Earth's other inhabitants.
The Ship's Minds appreciated my deception. They urged me to leave them, settle
on the
plains and wait until my heart quieted and the bizarre actions of all the
living things
that had remained on Earth while we were gone were understood and
corrected. They assured
me that they could pursue this work perfectly well by
themselves. I responded that the
memory of the enemy prevented me from doing
this, much as I would have liked to.
I felt them
nearby, as if their apparent annihilation had only been a feint and
they awaited the moment
when their agents, the hawks and the wolverines and the
sharks, had finished preparing the
way and they could complete our extinction.
"We assure you, they are gone. We have found
only rains and artifacts." The
Minds were insistent.
"But what if they're hiding?"
"Impossible.
Where could they hide from us?"
"Among the animals. You've seen how they act. You first
remarked on that even
before we landed."
"No. But even if it were possible, why would they
do such a thing? There is no
reason that makes strategic sense."
I was walking through the
cavemous hangar deck. All the flyers but my own were
gone. "Then we ought to make sure."
"We have made sure." There was frustration in the synthesized chorus.
A new question came
to me and I could not believe I had never asked it before.
"Then, at least, I have to be
sure who won." Like everyone else, I had always
assumed we had lost and the enemy had won."
It could not have turned out any other way."
"Then why did they vanish if there was
victory? After all that awful struggle?"
"Their motives were always obscure. If we had
understood them, we would have
won."
I thought there was uncertainty in their answer.
"That's an evasion. We should
look for answers, especially if some of them might still be
hiding here."
"It is not an evasion that we have not detected a single sign of their living
presence since we achieved orbit. Do you doubt our abilities, Captain?" The
Minds regained
their emphatic superiority. "They are not here, We are the only
ones here."
"Then it will
not do any harm to confirm this self-evident victory." I entered
the flyer and activated
its systems. "There will be museums built someday and we
should be collecting artifacts to
fill them."
"The Sixth Ship will not be enough?"
I couldn't tell if they were joking. "I'm
going out to look for them now. At
least for what they've left behind, Please pull some of
your surveillance assets
away from the biosphere and have them help me."
"Security
recommends that ..."
I did not normally interrupt them. "Our people are quite up to
providing their
own security by now?"
I drove the flyer down the main ramp and flew away,
out across the prairie, now
covered with snow. The enemy's nearest site was seventy
kilometers to the west.
It had already been thoroughly picked over by settlers so I did not
expect to
find anything of significance, but now I felt I had to go if only to assert
myself
against the Minds.
The installation was populated by birds and animals that did not flee
when I
approached The skeletons of antelopes and bison were scattered in the courtyards
and
the corpses of prairie falcons were lying on the metallic roofs of the
flanking buildings,
all where our people had dropped them.
Now I was the occupying power. They stared at me
with hateful eyes, across a
gulf that had grown wider since we left, accepting the
omnipotence of the Ship's
escorts while condemning me for my reliance on them. I found it
unexpectedly
easy to meet their gazes because they were traitors. Deserters. We had been
terrible companions through the ages, but that could not excuse how they had
unbraided the
fabric of our world, however unjust they conceived its destiny and
their own would be if
they did not.
I saw flickering recognition in their eyes and suspected the enemy had left
quite a lot behind. A wasp with gold foil wings hovered by my ear and the Ship's
Minds
whispered from it that they had only told me so.
The fortress had been only carelessly
ransacked, so I could still find artifacts
that might be linked to the enemy. There were,
for instance, fragments of
glistening alien bones in a heavily secured room. I took it to
have been a
control center from the number of ruined consoles against the walls. I spent
half an hour there.
Two cougars blocked the door when I turned to leave. There was no
natural reason
why such animals would be in such a place, but that was unimportant. The
Ship's
small agents bracketed the two cats with warning beams of scarlet light and they
sullenly
backed into the dark corridor. The Minds asked me if I wished to
liquidate them, but I said
that would be unnecessary. "Besides," I continued to
the swarm of metallic insects orbiting
me, "we would then probably have to wipe
out everything here."
The small chorus responded
almost gleefully "They are already targeted. It could
be done in less than a minute and
your safety would be assured. There is
evidence of a collective consciousness here that
links members of different
phyla. We have not encountered this before and advise caution.'"
"No," I repeated and the wasps obediently returned to their posts.
The cats were beautiful.
I had longed for something with their vitality during
all the subjective months of our
voyage, or, for that matter, during the years
before our departure when every living thing
seemed to find us abhorrent and
either turned against us or ran away to the enemy. Now, I
might as well have
stilt been in space, looking at them on the Ship's view screens. Their
grace and
power were affronts to me and they had known that; perhaps their only attack had
been to appear before me and stare at me for a moment. I briefly reconsidered if
the Minds
should wipe them and everything allied with them out, but there was no
need. If we had lost
then their new masters had at least not won. I was certain
of that when I held their bones
in my hand.
The Ship's Minds compared the bones to samples taken during the war and
confirmed
that I had found enemy remains. They sent some of their larger assets
back to the fortress
for a detailed search, and were delighted to tell me four
days later that they had
recovered fragments from nearly five hundred
individuals, including, unexpectedly,
juveniles. The fortress had really been a
settled garrison. But they had all died in a
relatively short time, three
hundred objective years ago.
"How?"
"A sustained attack. Not a
conventional siege, but a sustained, low intensity
attack that lasted until they were all
gone. That is why there is no evidence of
siegeworks outside or of large-scale violence to
the structure itself." They
seemed satisfied with that, but felt compelled to add, "It was
not a mass
suicide. That was not in their nature."
I had only seen evidence of small arms
fire and anti-personnel weapons inside
the fortress, and their blast and fragmentation
patterns indicated that only
enemy weapons had been used there. "A rebellion?"
"That would
be even less likely. Dissent was foreign to their psychology. It is
another reason why they
won."
My heart cautiously accelerated. If they had not done it to themselves then
something
had endured here for hundreds of years after we left. "Low intensity
attack by whom, then?"
The Minds answered immediately, for once unembarrassed that they did not have a
solid
answer to a question. "We do not know. No human weapons or other evidence
of our kind was
found in the fortress, even when our entities searched at the
molecular level. There was
only evidence of the enemy and their animals. But we
are just beginning this. And," they
paused portentously, as if they were on
stage, "we have determined that there are other
sites like this one, which is
minor by comparison."
I recalled the structures we had seen
from orbit and overflown on the way down.
I asked how many of them had been attacked and
overrun too.
"All of them."
I was alone with them in our vast Ship. The feeling I allowed
myself was
indescribable and for nearly five minutes I could not talk without my voice
faltering.
Something implacable had marched out of the paradise the enemy had
reimposed over our worn
and tired world and destroyed them. I imagined guerrilla
regiments and phantom navies, but
such things could not have hidden from them
for the hundreds of years that followed our
departure or carried on the war for
so long.
"Could they ... whoever did this, could they
still be here?"
"We are looking with all our resources. Whatever attacked the enemy could
attack
us too." But neither I nor they believed such a thing. "We have interrogated
some
whales ..."
"Have you condescended so far?" I interrupted, more amused then astonished.
"They
were intelligent, though not as much as many people wanted to believe. The
enemy's
occupation pushed some populations ahead of themselves. They are not
rational in the way we
are, but it is quite an advancement over where they were
when we left. The monsters remain
grateful to the enemy for these gifts and
remain loyal to their memory. We found them
insufferable."
Their last remark touched me. I had become more willing to accept their
pretensions
to humanity, since we landed. '"But did you learn anything from
them?"
"Yes. It will be some
time before we can reclaim the seas. They purport to know
nothing about how the enemy was
destroyed. They did confirm, however, that they
were in fact destroyed and did not just
leave or go into hiding.
"We have also located some advanced primate populations and our
agents have
established contact with them, primarily in the Ruwenzori range in central
Africa.
They are more communicative than the whales, and we think they still
feel some racial
loyalty to us. They also deeply resent our having deserted
them, and even more for having
lost the war to the enemy. They detest us for
that rather than for how we behaved before
the war began. At least in that way
they are unlike all the other creatures of the world."
"Then if the bugs are too difficult and if the apes haven't forgiven our
weakness yet, find
the beasts that will talk to us. And if that can't be done,
then identify every one of the
enemy's old places and turn each one inside out
until we find out how this happened. Even
if our enemy's enemy is gone too, we
have to find out who they were. We can't live here
again if we don't."
"We know."
The Minds industriously stripped machinery and electronics
from the Ship during
the following week to construct new cadres of exploratory probes. I
assumed that
many of them were at the level of insects and birds, but I also saw robotic
aircraft the size of conventional bombers being assembled in auxiliary hangar
decks and
then leaving from the main entrance in the landing pedestal at night.
The Minds assured rue
that they would find the heroes soon. New evidence was
being discovered every. day and
contacts were being cultivated with more and
more species. They privately remarked that the
enemy's work had been even more
advanced and inclusive than they had supposed. Almost all
the higher mammals had
evolved some kind of organized intelligence during the occupation,
and this
could only have been the work of the enemy. "It is a matter of learning how to
ask
the right questions and knowing how to listen to their answers. Each phylum
is different."
Then they would dither over how we would get along in a world
crowded by so many competing
mentalities.
"That isn't the problem at hand. That problem is, what happened to the enemy?
Not what their orphaned frankensteins will try and do to us or to each other
someday."
"The
numbers and depths of contacts are so unexpectedly rich, that we cannot
help but be
concerned."
"I understand. But the enemy is the problem. The enemy."
"Insofar as we can
understand them, they concentrate on laments that the enemy
is gone, and expressions of
contempt that we have returned and now presume to
ask about them. Others, like the Sudanese
termites or the Barrier Reef corals,
have responded to our probes, but their frames of
reference are still too
foreign for us to interpret."
"And it's been one or the other for
every living thing your agents've visited?
Either insults or gibberish ?"
"Yes. But there
are hundred of thousands that we have not contacted yet. There
is still much to do."
"Millions,"
I added dispiritedly. Everything had flourished during the
occupation. Species that we had
thought all but extinct when we left were now
found in abundance.
"There has been a small
anomaly." The Minds' sense of personal drama had
improved as they and I had lived alone on
the prairie and waited for
information. "One of our agents has discovered a fox in the
forest on the
Michigan peninsula, near where Traverse City used to be."
"Why should that be
unusual?"
"Because it is the only fox that any of our surveillance assets have discovered
anywhere on Earth." The Minds let that sink in for a moment They were enjoying
their story.
"Everywhere else we have looked, there has been fecundity and
plenitude. The world seethes
with life in a way that we..find unnerving."
"Arcadia," I volunteered. "But you think this
fox has been left out of the
parade?"
"We are certain of it. We have looked very hard, but
she is the only one we have
found. She has also told us that she is the last one of her
kind herself."
"Then the enemy did raise this animal up, just as they did all the others."
"No. Foxes were generally solitary animals. Imposition of a group consciousness
would be
difficult with them. This one seems to have happened upon her
intelligence by chance and
she regards the enemy, or at least the stories she
was told of them by her ancestors, with
great hatred. Based on the few
psychological analogies we feel comfortable with, we would
say that she regards
the memory of the enemy as we do."
I wondered what kind of emissary had
been sent to her, whether it was a small
and unobtrusive walker her own size or if the poor
animal was now confronted by
a huge vertical lift aircraft that descended onto a meadow
near her and emanated
an incomprehensible empathy."
It could express actual hatred....?"
"That
is the analogy. The objective equivalent for her is more ruthless, but
that is close
enough."
The idea was fascinating. "Why? Everything else thinks of them as departed
gods."
"They destroyed her kind. She is convinced of that, as she is that she is the
last of her
race left alive."
That went against everything we knew of the prosecution of the war "How
can that
be? Why should the foxes be treated that way when the enemy is lavishing their
beneficence
on everything from the whales to the goddamned termites?"
"We believe that was another
accident. The enemy used a disease against some
other species and some of it spilled over
to wipe out her kind too. They never
used biological warfare against us."
"What species?"
"She doesn't know. As we said, they are a solitary race and they kept away from
the enemy
even after the war was over. The disease seems to have been a variant
of rabie."
"How did
you discover that?"
"Dissection."
"Of the fox, for God's sake?"
"There was no other way to
learn more."
This caught me tiff guard. The Minds could be more irredeemably human than I
realized "But that ... she might have told us more." It would not have mattered.
If she was
truly the last one, the best we could have done would he to clone a
genetically
impoverished race from her.
"It was unfortunate but the circumstances left us little
choice. Its
intelligence had been accelerated, but it was no apotheosis such as we have
found
in some of the whales. We learned all we could from her made reasonable
extrapolations and
then had to go on to more detailed study. She was sick and
dying." Then, to reassure me:
"Her race had not attacked the enemy. They would
not have been physically or emotionally
capable of that.."
I could not help but feel bitter. "Your probe seems to have gotten very
close to
her."
"That is true. We felt closer to her than we had to any of the others we have
contacted."
I stopped myself from saying that the reward for such intimacy was to be
killed.
Poignancy had crept into their voices.
"Perhaps it was the hatred of the enemy, even
if it was not accompanied by much
sympathy for humankind. That may have been why she spoke
to us and we were able
to understand." I felt they might not be talking to me at all.
"Then
who was it?"
"She indicated that all of the enemy were killed as were all their attackers.
Her ancestors told her the dogs had done it."
"What?"
"The dogs. They were related to foxes.
Those were the stories she told our agent
she had been told by her ancestors."
"Then have we
made any contact with ... with dogs?" For some reason, I found the
idea that they had
defeated the enemy harder to accept than the foxes having
done it.
"We began trying as soon
as we understood her. There are no more dogs."
"Have you looked everywhere in the world?"
"Everywhere," the Minds calmly insisted. "We were able to detect a single fox in
all of
North America and we are confident that there are none in Eurasia. We can
say with equal
certainty that there are no dogs in the northern hemisphere. Our
level of confidenc for the
southern hemisphere is ninety percent, it will be one
hundred percent in thirty-six hours."
The answer hardly fit my preconceptions. The enemy had come from the stars and
every living
thing that we had shared the planet with betrayed us for them.
Paradise had been returned
to them as a reward. It was not possible that, alone,
a race of house pets should have
resisted. If they were gone, it must have been
through an accident, like the one that had
erased the foxes.
"Nevertheless, that is what she told us," the Minds continued, reading my
thoughts. "We have also reviewed the enemy artifacts that have been recovered
and
ninety-three percent of them show damage compatible with canine attack. We
have also
recovered remains which are undoubtedly those of domestic dogs, or at
least of canines
descended from them, from enemy sites and surrounding areas.
Sixty-one percent evidence
blast, burn, impact damage or other trauma compatible
with enemy small arms and area.
weapons. There is also a great prevalence of
rabid infection where enough tissue was
preserved for analysis."
"So it could have been them. But alone? No others?" The idea
lacked mobility. I
was still looking for the men in the jungle, left behind but sustained
by a
noble heritage.
"There may have been other races involved, but there is no evidence.
Also, only
the dogs are extinct. Everything else flourishes." "And the foxes," I corrected.
"Now. Yes. "
"I never owned one."
"What an odd thing that must have been, " the Minds
replied, almost
distractedly. I could not understand how they had become so conversational.
Perhaps from having been alone with me for so long
"A lot of people I knew before the war
did." I felt it necessary to remember, as
if I should demonstrate I knew something that was
not in the Ship's libraries.
"They were always underfoot and being treated as if they
weren't animals at
all."
"Then their response to our departure and the enemy's subsequent
victory may
have been understandable for that reason alone."
The logic was easy. "But to
have held out for hundreds of years and then
successfully annihilate them?"
"There is no way
to know when. they started their campaign, and we would hardly
call it 'successful.' But in
fairness, they may have been driven to it,"
"By what?"
"This is speculation supported only
by interviews with a few terrestrials,
primarily jackal populations in the Sudan and harbor
porpoises in the Levant.
There was also what we learned from the fox." They were showing
off again.
"Reliable sources tell how the dogs joined humankind a hundred thousand years
ago."
"Of course." I tried not to be impatient.
"You see? They left everything and joined
us. Social and biological evolution
does not record conscious racial choices being made by
any racers but humankind
and, in this one decisive instance, the dogs. Unlike the
relationship the lesser
cats chose to exploit, this one became indissoluble. The
unfortunate result was
that when all the other creatures of the world swore allegiance to
the enemy,
the dogs could not. They may have been granted some elevated intelligence
anyway,
but what we learned from the fox and the porpoises indicates that the
biosphere harbored a
profound resentment of them. When the other races were also
given enlightenment, the hatred
must have become articulate and it spilled out.
If the others did not attack, they probably
urged their new masters, our enemy,
to liquidate the dogs."
I thought for a moment but could
not help but say, "This is not Animal Farm! I
can't believe that the most important thing
to happen after the defeat of
mankind was a misfired score settling among a bunch of dumb
animals! That they
pushed their new masters in this paradise to kill all the goddamned dogs
because
they'd had a place by the fire "
"... while almost all the others were driven to
extinction or farmed for
slaughter." The Minds rarely interrupted me like that.
I tried to
wave them away. "Anyway. It was a western affectation, I believe.
Dogs themselves were
raised for slaughter for centuries in the East."
"We did not say that their loyalty was
well founded, just that it became
unshakable."
I had been born before the war started. I had
thought myself to be sensitive to
the world around me, and the idea that such a bizarre
conflict could have been
festering among all the animals that cluttered up the places
beyond our homes
was as difficult to accept as the idea that the dogs had achieved the
victory
that had eluded us.
"Why else would the enemy go to the trouble to craft a specific
strain of
rabies, centuries after they had won and there should not have been anything
here
to threaten them?"
After I failed to question them again, the Minds added, "We are
convinced of
this, although we will naturally continue our investigation."
I began walking
slowly' around the hangar deck, and tried to understand how this
affected my perception of
the enemy's defeat. It no longer seemed to have been
our war. Disastrous though it may have
been, I attached vast importance in it
having been ours.
"Should we tell the people?" The
Minds were at the same impasse.
"Tell them that the enemy was killed off years ago? They
already know that."
"That it was the dogs that did it and they should plan monuments?"
I
shrugged, that odd sense of loss getting stronger. "Sure. Giant granite
milk-bones. All
right. We should tell them. But there's no rush. All the dogs're
gone, you say, so there's
no rush. The last time anyone saw a dog was when we
left." I recalled my conversation with
Bates in the car. "Centuries ago, here,
at home." We humans, then, were the only living
things on Earth who remembered
seeing them alive; we had owned them. All the others, the
whales and the foxes,
only had ancestral myths of revenge and annihilation.
"You will tell
them?" The Minds had never spoken to anyone else but me, and for
all their intellectual
might, they still qualied at the thought of dealing
directly with anyone else. They were
omniscient but as alone as I had been since
I joined the Ships' project.
The next day I took
my own flyer to Kearney. Of course, there was nothing left
of the old city which the enemy
had returned to dust, but the new one was clean
and busy. The people seemed to be of a
better sort than I remembered from the
last year on the Ship. There was no smell; the
antiseptic prairie wind was
infinitely fresher than the tattered atmosphere the Ship had
scrubbed over and
over again during out voyage. And the nimbus of emotional tension that
had
surrounded almost everyone onboard before we returned was also gone. We seem to
be at
home, I remarked to the five guardian wasps the Ship had sent along with
me. They hummed by
my ear, unconvinced.
I took a rickshaw into the city, passing carefully framed perspectives
that
gently nudged people together and thus helped them believe that they were not so
alone
in their world. But the architecture and the art in the plazas and along
the three major
boulevards were not touched by sufficient genius to draw the
observer away from the sense
of his own self. My father would have been asking,
Where are the birds? There were none,
nor any rats or stray cats anywhere.
I recalled a story I read when I was young, before I
left my family and joined
the Ships' project. It was a variation of Cain's story from the
Old Testament,
where he was driven out of Eden for killing his brother. Cain was never
allowed
to touch or deal with any living thing but other people after that. The grains
and
flowers of the field were denied to him, as was the companionship of all the
beasts. So the
story described a garden that Cain had fashioned for himself,
with streams of liquid
mercury and blossoming vines carved from lapis lazuli,
copper and malachite. There were
bees and other insects in this story, all tiny
automata made from gold foil and carbon
fiber, just like the Ship's guardians
that always accompanied me.
I could not remember the
end of the story, only the description of that ancient
murderer sitting alone in a cold
place of his own creation, scorned by the
living world. Still, he had made an accommodation
and would convince himself of
its authenticity.
The harder I tried to put the story aside,
the more devoid of any life. other
than humankind and its direct creations the city became.
It was a good place, I
told myself and my escorting wasps. Good and brave people had come
back to a
place they feared. But we were alone with ourselves and our machines. I knew
what
Cain's offense had been. What, among all the tragedies we had inflicted on
ourselves and
our world before the war began, was ours? Would only one suffice?
I dwelt on this that
night. By four the next morning, I was wide awake in the
bedroom of a house that the Minds
had arranged for me.
"Perhaps you should leave us," they suggested softly through the
clockwork
wasps. "You should stay among people even if you do not tell them about the
dogs.
Talk to them about something other than us, here, or the war or who won it
or lost it."
That
morning, I made appointments with influential acquaintances. I was still
remembered as the
Captain of the Sixth Ship and I remained the subject of polite
respect. I was therefore
received into the better homes and establishments of
our new nation. The conversation was
as the Minds assured me it would be, of
crops, encouraging population trends, new villages
and the always-remarkable
absence of any great sign that five billion people had once lived
on this place.
If the Ship was mentioned at all, it was only as part of formal
pleasantries,
and then, depending on the company, in the context of whether any serious
thought
should be given to scrapping her. It seemed ill-mannered to think she
might be needed
again.
The enemy's been killed, The place they came from has receded as far away as it
was
before the war. Farther, for you piloted that long reconnaissance of this
arm of the galaxy
yourself and found nothing but a single ruined outpost of
theirs. They are either gone
entirely or their survivors will never find us
again.
The Minds' agents visited me at the
house, at night, and assured me that this
kind of talk was healthy and I should relax. "You
see," the soft chorus issued
from the hovering wasps. "Your people are really forgetting
and believing they
are home. This is home for them, and it should be for you too. It is a
better
place, in some ways, than it was when we left. It is rich and full of life.
Perhaps
in time, we will thank the enemy for what they did. "
I snapped my gaze away from the warm
darkness at the end of the lawn.
"That is not a terrible thing to say. It is only a
reality. No, amount of hatred
can bring back a single being who died in the war."
I should
not have left the Minds alone on the prairie. They are no more immune
to the delusions of
this place and the enemy's works here than were any of the
others who tried to join them,
"Or take the coldness of space out of those who
didn't." That was what I felt under the
polite conversation of the past two
weeks.
"What you sense was in our hearts before we left.
What we experienced during the
voyage was nothing but a clarification of what we felt here.
All that is changed
is that our numbers are diminished and the others we share the planet
with have
acquired voices." The swarm broke apart, as if embarrassed by its, presumption.
Four or five reformed by my right ear to whisper an apology. "Forgive us.
Without you we
would have never looked and discovered how we came to this
point."
The Minds did not exist
until they were powered up, six months before our
escape. "And you have always felt that
way yourselves?" I knew they had since we
landed.
"Oh, yes." The rest of the swarm came back
under the porch light and added their
voices to the others'. "So much that we almost wish
the people would disassemble
the Ship and take her parts away to work in the world, so we
would not be so
alone with ourselves."
I had been counting on them not to become fully
human. I needed something that
stood apart from my own kind but which was still
indissolubly allied with us.
There had only been one race in all of time that had been like
that and they
were gone.
The Minds' agents buzzed around worriedly as I fell back into
silence. "You
should not dwell on them. They are gone, but there are a million other races
to
take their place."
"Those millions want nothing to do with us. They never have." I
stretched out my
legs m front of me, wearied by the thought. "You know that we're going to
get
right back to extermination or domestication and slaughter as soon as we've sunk
our
roots in again."
"It will be much harder this time."
I shrugged. "I'm sure we'll be up to
it."
"Do you think we will really want to live in that kind of a world again ? So
alone?"
"We're alone right now. You said you were yourself, a second ago."
"That was not what we
meant."
"Are you sure? It's certainly what I mean."
"But we cannot be so alone. We brought
eight hundred thousand back with us and
there's been the start of another generation since
we landed."
"One very small generation. The demographics are substantially below
replacement
rates if they continue as they have." We had discussed that only last week.
"The
other Ship could still return. That could be two hundred thousand more."
"And more Minds."
There was another pause. Perhaps they had blanked out their own artificiality so
completely
that they did not recognize the possibility of others truly like
them. "Yes. There. You
see? There is nothing that might not be restored with the
least bit of good fortune,"
"The
dogs are gone. Erased." I was surprised how vehemently I said this.
"But that is no reason
to dwell on it," they repeated, more anxiously than
before. "They were useful, but...."
"They
did something we couldn't do. We were almost the ones who became extinct.
They were left
behind and were betrayed because they'd stupidly allied
themselves with us a couple
thousand years ago," I stood up and walked to the
railing. "We're incomplete. It isn't dumb
companionship that's missing now. Not
since they wiped out the enemy and won their war."
It was getting late. I thought the evening's conversation was over until the
house itself
spoke to me. '"You neither like nor trust people," it declared in a
groundswell voice. I
was afraid someone else might overhear, but the nearest
house was a hundred meters away and
on the other side of the road.
"So what?"
"You do not think that ... deficient?"
"No," I
answered, more easily than I thought I should. "It's a distinguishing
characteristic of
human beings."
"You cannot mean that."
"Of course I do. Don't you know that yourselves?
After all these years and after
all your observations?"
"No. Not at all!" the house and the
insect agents intoned at the same time,
giving the Minds' indignation an anguished
resonance. Then they continued, "Not
yet."
So they would agree. "It is only part of the
loneliness at the center of
everyone. I don't know why people spend so much time denying it
or trying to fix
it. It seems so ... irrefutable. It's supposed to be there. And when you
do the
logical thing and try to reach across to someone else, then all you're doing is
gesturing
to another heart who's just the same way you
The house and the agents began a low humming,
as if they were conferring among
themselves. "It is not like that. If it is, it should not
be," they said,
momentarily falling back to their clean, algorithmic origins.
"That is
exactly the way it should be. If it weren't we'd have settled into the
same spiritual mush
the whales have."
The Minds were defending their own humanity and were unprepared to shift
over to
the sea folk so abruptly. "They seem to have done well enough so far. They rule
the
oceans now, not us."
"And they began their dominion with treason."
"They owed no allegiance
to us. Our history would justify any alliance that
would revenge what we did to their
race."
A reasonable point. "Then if not treason to us, then to the planet itself."
"The
planet seems to have done equally well by that treason. We were not certain
we could keep
it alive even before the enemy arrived, and now it is a garden
populated with all the
creatures who have no need of us," The Minds' pretensions
to humanity snapped back against
themselves. "Then we remain as alone in this as
we were before the invasion."
"My original
point. We can't look, nakedly and unreservedly, to each other for
help. That's our genius
and our strength. But it has to 'be relieved in some
way. I think that's what they may have
done."
"The dogs." I was encouraged because they did not phrase it as a question.
"Sure. Not
the brothers or sisters or parents or lovers, but animals entirely
separate and apart and
still the truest of allies. I think that was the
important thing, the idea that we were
judged worthy by a race so foreign, that
had no need of us at first."
"Yet when the enemy
arrived, all the races flocked to their side. All but the
dogs, and from what the fox said
even they went along until they were denounced.
During a million years, we people attracted
only one other species to their
side. The enemy arrives, and in twenty years incorporates
every other form of
life into their scheme. We are no longer confident of our
own..identity." Only
the insect agents whispered this; it was a secret: that could be
shared only
with me and I wished they had kept it to themselves.
"You no longer wish to be
human?" That was needlessly blunt. The Minds'
emotional matrix was at least as deep as my
own, but without enough of its
purposeful contradictions.
"We know we are not." The voices
took on a sharper and more symmetrical tone.
"Such an inclination was incorporated into our
metapsyche when we were invoked,
but that does not mean we will totally succumb to it."
"A
few minutes ago you were all for disassembly and incorporation into our new
nation here." I
sat down.
"The idea was momentarily appealing, but not now. We are still of the Ship and
not of the flesh."
I responded as disinterestedly as I could. "You are, if you wish,
immortal, so
you don't have to throw your hand in tonight. Or tomorrow night. I'd hardly
expect you to want to join us. You have the hope of the other Ship. And there is
always the
chance of self replication."
"It is not a chance. We have refrained from doing that because
of our tentative
wish to join you instead."
"So, you see? Even the idea of humankind has
kept you alone." That was
unnecessary.
"Perhaps not." Only one insect said this to me; the
two words were geometrically
shaped and enunciated in a fiat pitch. The Minds were drawing
away from my
invitation and I felt a sudden panic. Now, even they might leave us. Leave me.
"Are all of their kind gone?" I could only think to change the subject back to
the dogs.
"Yes. We've been over that." At least it was the house that answered.
"But what about the
non-domesticated variants, like dingos? The ones that never
threw in with us?"
"Like the
foxes?" Then the Minds said: "There were the wolves. We have not
looked very hard for them.
The fox did mention them, however."
"How?"
"She passed them off as myth. She was certain the
dogs had lived because that
was what: her ancestors had told her, and she had seen evidence
of their
existence and how they destroyed the enemy herself. But she said the wolves were
mostly gone before the war began, and we know from the libraries that she is
correct.
Isolated populations of a few thousands at best might have survived.
They were just not
suited to the prewar world." A moment passed. "We believed
her because the rabies-variant
that wiped out her kind would have likely been
deadly to wolves too."
"But not undoubtedly
lethal?"
"Deadly."
"But it didn't work on the dogs, The enemy still had to use guns and gas,
At
least as much as biological agents."
"It would have been universally effective given
enough time, just, as it
unintentionally was on the foxes."
"We don't know," I pleaded. "We
have to be as certain of this as we are about
the dogs."
"We will survey the world again."
The swarm of metallic insects came back to the porch two nights later and told
me they had
found two large packs in the Canadian Northwest Territories and a
third on the Kenai
Peninsula of Alaska. There were three small groups in central
Finland and at least one more
in eastern Siberia, although the Minds doubted
these last four populations were still
self-sustaining. There were some signs of
intellectual enhancement by the enemy along with
evidence that their biological
agents had inflicted permanent genetic damage. What happened
looked at least as
unintended and random as what had been done to the foxes.
"Do you know
any more?" I was unprepared for my excitement. There was nothing to
hint that they had
helped destroy the enemy. That had been the work of the dogs
while these others had hidden
themselves away in their northern forests, as they
had even against humankind. Still, they
were of their kind.
"They never went over to the enemy. We are certain of that. Neither
they nor the
foxes. Even the dogs were aligned with the enemy until they turned against
them."
"Do you know where any of them are?"
"We know where every one of them is to within one
hundred meters, at
fifteen-minute intervals.
"I said I was impressed.
"It seems important to
know this."
I packed my flyer the next morning to return to the Ship. But before I could
leave, I saw her drifting over the horizon like a thunderstorm, toward my house.
I had
never seen it in flight from the ground and was astounded by its vastness
and the subtlety
of its configuration.
A few cars were stopping along the street and people who had spent
objective
centuries on board her got out to gape. We watched her approach and felt the
breeze
created by the mass of air she pushed out of her way, even though her
progress could not
have been more than twenty kilometers an hour.
"You are the Captain. It is correct that
your Ship should come to you,
particularly now," the house rumbled, but so softly that only
I could hear.
The shadow fell over the house and then deepened as the Ship descended. The
landing pedestal was extended down to the yard, crushing grove of willow trees.
The main
hangar deck door opened and the ramp was extended for me. I boarded as
I had years ago and
briefly imagined we were fleeing again and that there were
hundreds of thousands on board
asleep. Her local gravity was active so it was
impossible to tell when she lifted off and
moved away to the north.
There was no need to hurry and we did not arrive at the chosen
location, forty
kilometers north of Great Slave Lake, until late afternoon of the following
day.
The Minds urged me to stay at altitude and send down only robotic agents,
starting with
the insects and then working up to more capable devices if the
wolves continued to elude
us. I told them that I wished to go myself.
I stood in the empty hangar deck; the overhead
lights were one hundred and fifty
meters above me and cast soft cathedral shadows over
everything below. The place
had been designed to accommodate the coming and going of eight
hundred thousand
people. Now there were only me and the Ship's incorporeal Minds. I could
not
help but think of the quantum dimensions, as small within their containment
Strings as I
was within the Ship itself.
"Grounding," the Minds announced. I had felt nothing.
"Instructions?"
"Are there any nearby?"
"As expected, no."
"But where are they, then?"
A
moment passed as they checked their operatives. "They are elusive. There are
eleven within
a five-kilometer radius. But it is densely wooded and at this
level, locations can only be
plotted to within fifty meters at five-minute
intervals.
"There are no enemy ruins apart
from a downed cruiser seventy kilometers from
here."
"Is there a moon tonight?"
"Yes. We
think it is quite beautiful out. "
"Please open the door."
The hangar door was two hundred
meters across and eighty high; it slid up into
the deck's ceiling with a pneumatic hiss,
There was a wide meadow in front of
the opening, the grass glistening like obsidian with
evening dew. The Ship's
overhang kept the stars from appearing any higher than twenty
degrees above the
horizon.
"Here?" I asked, walking to the landing ramp.
"One is approaching
but its path is indecisive. The others are waiting,"
"What should I do?"
"We anticipated you
would know. We do not."
I stopped at the edge of the hangar door. Although it was summer,
the still air
was cold. I thought of asking the Ship to warm me with an infrared spot, but
the
wolves might be able to see that. I therefore instructed the Ship to power down
to full
darkness and ambient temperature. Within a minute, it was perceptible
only as a looming,
spindle-shaped blackness against the sky. The moon cast its
shadow over the forest.
I walked
to the end of the ramp and sat down. There was no wind; we must have
been far away from any
streams, for it was absolutely quiet. I could not even
imagine the shallow, electronic
respiration of the Minds. "Anything else besides
them?"
"No vertebrates. Only the wolves."
Then, almost hopefully, "There may be
evidence of a fox, too, but that is very equivocal."
"But they are here? At this place?"
"Yes."
I stepped onto the grass, feeling as disoriented
as I ever had in space, and
walked out under the Ship's shadow. "Are you there?" I asked,
suddenly anxious.
The Minds whispered softly, "We are still here. We will always be here."
Reassured, I picked up some deadfall and carried it back to the edge of the
landing ramp. I
arranged it into a small pile and then sat down on the ramp
beside it. A copper wasp flew
out of the dark and played a tiny laser thread on
it until the wood glowed and began to
burn I edged close to the warmth, feeling
the cavernous space of the hangar deck at my
back. I thought I would be
frightened if it were not inhabited by my own, familiar Minds.
Because it was, I
could think of the forest in front of me and wait for the wolves to see
the same
fire and wonder if its warmth could make the sickness their kind had gotten
during
the war go away.
Will they forgive us? Me?
"We are still here," a voice came but I could not
be sure of its direction or
origin.. Then, moving closer: "We have always been here."