F2F
by
Phillip Finch


The young woman who used the handle "Ziggy' terminated her connection
to Snowflake in an unusual way: she reached across her desk and
switched off the power to her computer.

She watched the monitor screen go grey.  The computer's low background
hum fell to silence.

She had logged hundreds of hours with Verbum and other online services.
Never before had she dumped out of a network so abruptly, so
gracelessly.  But Snowflake repelled her: she had felt an overwhelming
instinct to be as far from him as possible.  Turning off the switch
immediately cancelled his existence in her universe.

Or so she believed.

Phillip Finch has been a reporter for the

Washington Daily News and the San Francisco Examiner.

He now lives in Kansas and is the author of several acclaimed
thrillers.

F2F

Phillip Finch

An Orion paperback First published in Great Britain by Orion in 1995
This paperback edition published in 1996 by Orion Books Ltd, Orion
House, 5 Upper St.  Martin's Lane, London we2H 9EA

Copyright Phillip Finch 1995 The right of Phillip Finch to be
identified as the author of this work has been asserted by him in
accordance with the

Copyright, Designs and Patents Act 1988.  All rights reserved.  No part
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To Angela Rosita and Daniel Aaron With much hope

And all love

She was sleeping hard when the intruder silently entered during the
dead hours between midnight and dawn.  The woman lived alone.  A few
feet from where she slept was a small nook that she used as an office,
where a personal computer and a laser printer filled most of the desk
top.

The computer hummed, almost silently, a sound created by the spinning
of plates sealed inside its hard disk drive and the whirr of a small
cooling fan.

An extension wire connected the computer's modem to a telephone jack.
The interloper entered here.

Around 2 a. m."  a telephone call silently connected to the computer.
The woman was unaware of the activity.  It wasn't much: the blinking of
a small red light, a muted clicking of the hard drive.

Someone was using the computer.  Someone had reached through the line,
across miles, and had seized control of the machine.  The woman slept
on.

She had embraced the concept of the computer.  It was a marvel, she
thought.  She had found dozens of tasks for hers, from correspondence,
to analyzing her diet, to balancing her checkbook and paying her
bills.

Along the way, she had entrusted to it some of the most private, most
telling details of her life.  They were her secrets, stored on the
computer's hard disk, where she believed they were safe from prying
eyes.

The intruder went to work there at once, scanning directories on the
disk drive, copying files.  Devouring her secrets.

All the while, the drive whirred and softly clicked.  Then, after about
fifteen minutes, it fell silent.  The connection was broken.

The woman slept on, unaware that in the truest sense she had been
violated.

Prologue

Snowflake Snowflake Snowflake Snowflake

March 24- 25

A Warning Your life is in jeopardy.  As you read this, you are within
reach of a murderer.  Death stands behind you, silent and unseen.  At
any moment you may feel its chill breath on the back of your neck as it
reaches to tap your shoulder ... In a short time, someone within the
reach of this message will die, grotesquely and horribly, at my hands.
(Maybe you!)

You tell yourself: Impossible.  Not me.  For you believe that you are
unknown and unnoticed.  You feel the buffer of distance between
yourself and the creator of this message.  You are comforted by your
privacy.

There is no buffer.  The fact that this text has reached you is proof
that, wherever you are, I may be.

As to privacy, it exists no longer.  We have sacrificed it to the cause
of convenience; it is our burnt offering to Lord Electron.  The
digitized details of your existence are in the public domain, available
to anyone with a modicum of intelligence and expertise.  You are
exposed.  You are as open to me as a naked whore manacled to the four
posts of a bed.  At leisure will I probe you.  Carefully and
unhurriedly will I dissect you and examine you and pick you apart.  You
are at my mercy.

You are KNOWN.  Knowledge is power.  The power is mine.  You cannot
hide.  Reactions?

This was how the killer announced himself, at 7: 48 p. m. on a Friday
evening during the last week of March.  He transmitted the text
'uploaded' it to the public message board of the Verbum Electronic
Interchange.

Verbum was one of many thousands of online services available to
computer users.  A few, like the commercial giants Compuserve and
Prodigy, were vast bazaars of data and information that served millions
of paying customers.

Verbum was far from that scale.  It was a free service, sponsored by a
social research foundation in San Francisco, which in turn was endowed
by an informal group of software authors and others who owed their
prosperity to computers and the electronic revolution.  Yet for online
cognoscenti it was a popular gathering place.  Its users tended to be
well educated at least reasonably affluent, and under the age of fifty.
Nearly all of them shared a zeal for the electronic future and a
confidence about their own place in that future.  This trait alone
separated them from most of humankind.

In physical terms, Verbum consisted of a rack of computer hardware,
connected to a trunk of eighty- four telephone lines in the
foundation's office in San Francisco's South of Market district.  More
than half of Verbum's users were San Francisco- area residents, for
whom the service was just a local call.  In a sense, though, online
networks like Verbum made geography moot.  For someone with a computer
and modem, an online net is as close as the nearest telephone jack.

Every week Verbum recorded about twenty thousand log- ins individual
entries via outside phone lines.  Users met one another within Verbum's
electronic system, where they chatted, argued, discoursed, speculated,
and flirted through the digital medium of computer keystrokes.

Messages posted to the public message board, and elsewhere in the
service, were neither screened nor approved.  Verbum had been conceived
as a truly open medium.  Its only prohibition was against posting
copyrighted material: that was for legal reasons.

While nearly all online services allow informal nicknames, known as
'handles', most require users to register their addresses and true
names.

Verbum did not.  Many users did register, to gain exclusive rights to a
chosen handle, and the use of an electronic mail drop to receive and
store personal messages.  However, even registered users sometimes
logged in with new handles, so as to assume different personas and roam
the system as unknown newcomers.

In essence, Verbum was a gigantic masquerade party where anyone could
enter, leave, or change costume at will.

Thus, Snowflake was completely unidentifiable.  Verbum's records would
show only that his call had lasted for less than two minutes, just long
enough for him to log- in and post the message.

Snowflake could have been anywhere.  Snowflake could have been
anyone.

Verbum's public message board was its most popular area. Superficially,
at least, Snowflake's warning resembled many of the other crank
postings that often appeared there.  It provoked no alarm.

At first, five different users responded to the warning.  Although
their messages were addressed to Snowflake, they were posted to the
public message board and thus were open to anyone.

TO: Snowflake FROM: Joyboy You are known.  You are exposed.  As an
ASSHOLE!!!  TO: Snowflake FROM: DeeCeeDude Let me get this straight:
you intend to kill somebody.  And you announce it to the world ahead of
time.

Yeah, right.  Also, let me offer a little literary criticism.  I mean,
'... death stands behind you, silent and unseen ... Aren't you a tad
overwrought?

Nice handle, by the way.  You've almost got it right.  Just leave off
the first syllable.  "Flake' would be perfect.

TO: Snowflake FROM: Chaz You are typical of the amoral trash who
pollute this otherwise upstanding institution.  I suggest that an ad
hoc censorship committee propose a method by which such material be
screened before it reaches decent and impressionable central processing
units.

In fairness, I must admit that I am much intrigued by the image of the
unclothed slut.  In bondage.  Being leisurely probed.  Sure gets a rise
out of me.

TO: Snowflake and Chaz FROM: Portia I remind you both that today's
sexist pigs are tomorrow's pork chops.  Snowflake, in particular,
deserves to be road kill on the information superhighway.

TO: Snowflake FROM: Avatar This is a rather interesting post.  You make
some excellent points re.  privacy.  We are indeed vulnerable, and I am
certain that sometime, somewhere, someone will take advantage of our
vulnerability just as you describe.

Whether you are that person is highly unlikely.  You talk the talk.  Do
you walk the walk?

The derisive tone of most of the replies was not unusual.  Verbum's
serious users had little patience for puerility.  In the jargon of the
net, Snowflake was being 'flamed'.

Snowflake logged into Verbum for the second time at 5: 48 a. m. the
next morning.  He immediately went to the public message board, where
he browsed the messages that had been posted to his name.

A few minutes later, he uploaded his second text.

TO: Flamers FROM: Snowflake Allow me to reply.  DEECEEDUDE Great joke.
You might say it's to die for.  Overwrought?  Just wait; you ain't seen
nothin' yet.

PORTIA Road kill: now *there's* an idea.

CHAZ Why not?  Call it a sporting instinct.  Maybe arrogance.  A
childish attempt to be recognized.  You name it.  At any event, you
have been warned.

AVATAR I can, and do... That and much, much more.  JOY BOY & ALL THE
REST You have been noticed.

Snowflake did not leave the system immediately.  He remained online, at
the public message board.

A few minutes later, the system received a new message.

TO: Snowflake FROM: Ziggy Please stop.  Everyone enjoys a good prank,
but you are injecting a tone of thuggish ness which has no place on
this board.  It is all the more disturbing because you do it so well.

Clearly you are a very clever and intelligent individual.  You are
capable of much better than this ugly charade.  It is a waste of your
own abilities and of this wonderful resource.

Snowflake responded at once.  Because of the low traffic at this hour,
Verbum's advanced computer a Sun Sparcserver 1000 was able to post
messages to the board almost instantaneously.  Snowflake and Ziggy had
begun a cumbersome dialogue.

TO: Ziggy FROM: Snowflake This is not a joke.  TO: Snowflake FROM:
Ziggy Perhaps we should chat.  Forum?

Ziggy was suggesting one of Verbum's most popular services.  In a forum
they would converse in 'real time'.  That is, keystrokes made by each
of them would appear instantly on the other's screen.

Others could sit in on the conversation and add their own comments.  In
effect, Verbum would create an electronic meeting room for a discussion
between Ziggy and Snowflake, with the door wide open for anyone else to
enter.

TO: Ziggy FROM: Snowflake Let's backchannel.

This was also a direct connection, but it would be restricted to the
two of them.  No other user would eavesdrop; even the system itself
would not overhear them.  In effect, Snowflake was suggesting that they
enter the room and lock the door behind them.

TO: Snowflake FROM: Ziggy Why backchannel?  TO: Ziggy FROM: Snowflake
Let's say I'm the shy and retiring type.

Ziggy was silent for more than three minutes.

TO: Ziggy FROM: Snowflake Still out there?  TO: Snowflake FROM: Ziggy
OK, backchannel.

Individually they left the public message board and requested the
private connection, which was automatically created.

In an electronic sense, Snowflake and Ziggy were now meeting in
person.

SNOWFLAKE You're a woman.  ZIGGY> My gender is beside the point.
SNOWFLAKE A man would deny it.  Yes, definitely a woman.  For one
thing, you show a feminine indirectness, a feminine hesitancy to
engage.  A feminine caution.  That's good.

ZIGGY> Why so?  SNOWFLAKE Caution is appropriate.  Out there is a cold,
cruel world.  In here, too.  Especially now that I have decided to
assert myself.

ZIGGY> Please stop that.  Nobody is amused.  SNOWFLAKE I repeat, this
is not a joke.  But you don't believe me.  ZIGGY> Pretend I do believe.
Are you willing to talk about this?  SNOWFLAKE Keep it interesting.
ZIGGY> Why would you want to kill someone?  SNOWFLAKE Life can be a
real yawn if you let it.  ZIGGY> Why kill someone on Verbum? SNOWFLAKE
To make a point.  To show that it can be done.  Also, there are plenty
of smart people on this board.  I am especially interested in smart
ones.

ZIGGY> You dislike smart people?  SNOWFLAKE Not at all: they amuse me.
They assume that they've got all their angles covered.

ZIGGY> But you are smart too.  SNOWFLAKE "Smart' does not begin to
describe me.  ZIGGY> Ah, you're in a league of your own.  A genuine
mastermind.  SNOWFLAKE That's a fact.  Take it as you will.  ZIGGY> How
do you plan to go about this?

SNOWFLAKE You're asking me to spoil some great surprises.  ZIGGY
Surprises?  Plural?  SNOWFLAKE I set no limits.  ZIGGY> I suppose you
plan to just reach through the system and commit murder.

SNOWFLAKE That is much closer to the truth than you would think.  The
network serves my purposes up to the moment of the coup de grace.  Then
some personal contact is necessary for the handiwork.

ZIGGY> How can you touch us?  We are anonymous here.  SNOWFLAKE
Anonymity is good only until the moment one is noticed.  ZIGGY> I don't
like you very much.  I wish you would stay off the net.  SNOWFLAKE
Sorry, that ain't a- gonna happen.  Actually, I would suggest the same
to you.

ZIGGY> Why should I stay off the net?  SNOWFLAKE Because it has become
a dangerous place.  And because you would be so easy.

ZIGGY> Don't tell me a super- intellect like yourself would settle for
an easy mark.

SNOWFLAKE This has been your second warning.  That's two more than most
people ever get in this life.

ZIGGY> I am ending the conversation.  SNOWFLAKE Undoubtedly the
healthiest impulse you've had in a long time.  However, it comes a bit
too late.

ZIGGY> Why is that?  SNOWFLAKE You have been noticed.

The young woman who used the handle "Ziggy' terminated her connection
to Snowflake in an unusual way: she reached across her desk and
switched off the power to her computer.

She watched the monitor screen go grey.  The computer's low background
hum fell to silence.

She had logged hundreds of hours with Verbum and other online services.
Never before had she dumped out of a network so abruptly, so
gracelessly.  But Snowflake repelled her: she had felt an overwhelming
instinct to be as far from him as possible.  Turning off the switch
immediately cancelled his existence in her universe.

Or so she believed.  Snowflake logged off Verbum shortly after he lost
his online connection with Ziggy.  Then he immediately reached the
service again, this time through an unlisted number that the system's
administrators reserved for technical use.  Although such numbers are
supposed to be restricted, they may be uncovered by someone using a
certain degree of canny persistence.

When he connected, the computer's operating system asked for a
password.  These too are obtainable by someone with a certain amount of
perseverance and guile.

Snowflake typed in a seven- character string, and the computer granted
him entry.

This time there were no greetings.  He was now past all the public
screens, and into the system itself.

He went to work, using the computer's operating utilities to search for
every message containing the word "Snowflake' and posted during the
past fourteen hours.

Changing or erasing the contents of files on the Verbum computer
required the highest level of access: what is known as 'root' or
'super- user' status.  The password which Snowflake used did not allow
him those privileges.

He was, however, able to alter the electronic label by which the system
identified each uploaded message.  This information included the date
and time on which the message entered the system.

Snowflake changed the date on each file that the computer retrieved for
him.  These included every message which he had posted, and all the
responses to his posts.  He backdated these files, so that they
appeared to be one week older than they actually were.

At 6: 56, he logged off.  Every morning, at 7 a. m."  Verbum's powerful
main computer performed two housekeeping chores.

The first of these tasks was to scan its directories for text files
that had been posted within the past twenty- four hours, and to copy
these new messages onto a magnetic tape that a Verbum technician would
later place in a vault.

These files were one of the main reasons for Verbum's existence.  In a
sense, the network had been conceived as an ongoing social experiment.
The directors of the sponsoring foundation believed that some day the
tape archive might provide future researchers with an evolving,
panoramic portrait of online computer users during the last decade of
the twentieth century.

This morning, as it scanned for new messages, the computer skipped past
those which Snowflake had backdated.  Neither the messages which he had
posted, nor the responses he had received, were copied onto the archive
tape.

The computer then executed the second of its daily tasks.  During its
scan through the directories it had already marked all message files
which had a date more than one week old.  This morning, those files
included the messages with the dates that Snowflake had altered.

It now deleted all the marked files, in keeping with Verbum's policy
that no post should remain on the system for more than seven days.
Instantly, every mention of Snowflake vanished from the system.

Snowflake had ceased to exist.  But the man who had used that handle
again entered Verbum's public access lines shortly after 7 a. m."  this
time logging in under a different handle.

He had written a 'hot' from 'robot' a script program that would
automatically dial and log into Verbum.  Once it was online, the hot's
actions were indistinguishable from those of a human.

Its task was to watch for several users logging into Verbum.  The hot
would track these targets: it would copy their messages, so that
"Snowflake' could read them later.  If the target entered a forum, all
activity in that forum would likewise be recorded for as long as that
person was present in the group.

To avoid notice, the hot was instructed to remain online for no more
than an hour at a time, after which it would log out.  It would then
redial the service, enter under a new name, and resume scanning the
system.  The hot was even capable of rudimentary conversation if
addressed.

The hot allowed "Snowflake' to monitor Verbum almost constantly, even
while he slept.  His targets were six different handles, which he typed
into the program's instruction set.

The six targets were:

CHAZ DEECEEDUDE AVATAR PORTIA JOY BOY ZIGGY

*

Roberta Hudgins caught a taxi at the Trans Bay Terminal.  The driver
was Mexican, or maybe Guatemalan, Salvadoran new to the city, anyway,
judging from the slack look she got when she told him the address,
Verrazano Street, off Kearney.

"Que?  he said.  "Telegraph Hill, she said.  He gave it a thought, and
in a second his face lit.  His right hand started to climb, spiralling
up, a corkscrew motion that didn't stop until he reached the headliner
of the cab.  Way up there.

"You got it, sugar, she said, and he peeled up Fremont.  Traffic was
sludgy: the time was a little after seven, the morning rush just
starting to peak.  This was a couple of hours earlier than she usually
made the trip.  She hadn't told Ellis Hoile that she'd be early.  She
knew he wouldn't mind.  He might not even notice: time of day meant
nothing to this man.

The driver knew his stuff after all.  Fremont to Folsom Street, a few
blocks down Folsom, then he was turning left onto the Embarcadero,
hustling along.

To her right was the bay, intermittently visible in the narrow gaps
between the long wharf sheds.  Up ahead was Coit Tower, a cylindrical
concrete shaft that rose straight up from the green crown of Telegraph
Hill.

Right below the tower was Ellis Hoile's place.  She could see it from
here, wedged in among the other buildings that clung chockablock to the
side of the hill.

She guided the driver off the Embarcadero, up into the maze of the
hillside.  The streets were steep and narrow.  Buildings crouched
shoulder to- shoulder, right up to the sidewalks.

The neighborhood had once been home to Italian fishermen who walked
down the hill every morning to their boats.  Family homes and duplexes
had lined the streets.  But in the past thirty years, many of the old
houses had given way to condos and apartments, squat cubes that
occupied every square foot of their building lots.

Verrazano Street was quiet as the taxi crawled up.  It was a narrow
street, and constantly crammed with parked cars.  Halfway up the block,
she told the driver OK, this is it.  Straight above them was Coit
Tower, reaching to the sky.

She paid him and stepped out in front of Ellis Hoile's house.  From
here it didn't look like much, a little bungalow of white stucco.  Bars
on the windows.  Blinds closed, as usual.

Roberta fished the key from her purse and opened the front door.  It
was solid hardwood, a couple of inches thick, buffed to a shine a
gorgeous door, the first clue that this might not be your standard
stucco bungalow.

She walked inside and shut the door behind her.  Dark.  She flipped on
the lights.  Inside the front door, where you might expect a living
room, you found yourself instead on a broad open balcony that extended
the width of the house.  Straight ahead, beyond the edge of the
balcony, was a panoramic window.

On which the shades were always closed.  Roberta began to go down the
black iron staircase at one end of the balcony.  The house was built
down the side of Telegraph Hill.  The lower floor opened up even more,
so as you descended from street level you entered the main living area
if you could call it living, what Ellis Hoile did here.

She could smell coffee brewing as she got to the bottom of the stairs.
More murkiness down here.  The only light was the sickly computer
screen glow that washed Ellis Hoile's face as he peered at the screen,
his fingertips poised over the keyboard.  He was a man in his thirties,
rumpled hair, a two- day beard.  Looked like he'd been pulling another
allnighter.

He didn't even glance at her.  Something on that screen had his
attention.  Something usually did.

He was sitting in his cubbyhole.  She didn't know what else to call it.
At the far end of the main room, beside another huge picture window
where anyone else would put a couple of sofas and a few chairs, face
them out toward that view Ellis Hoile had placed six desks, arranged in
a horseshoe shape.  His swivel chair sat inside the U. The desk tops
were covered.  With computers, to begin with three computers and
monitors and a printer and a fax machine and a copy machine, and
electronic equipment that she couldn't name.  Plus stacks of papers,
books, manuals, stacked so high that they almost formed three walls
around Hoile inside.  A cubbyhole.  Beyond the desks were shelves and
more shelves of electronic equipment, video cameras, gadgets, tape
decks, and pieces and parts of all these things.

She flipped on more lights down here.  His eyes didn't leave that
screen.  He had to know that she was here, but he just kept staring at
the monitor, entranced as always, staring, biting his lower lip.

He was not a people person, she thought.  To put it mildly.  She told
herself that it actually made her job easier, because with Ellis Hoile
she didn't have to waste time on small talk.  Besides, he was an
abnormally smart man.  You had to make allowances.

Still, it bothered her, being ignored this way.  Twice a week, for the
past six months, she had been coming here to clean the man's house,
wash his clothes, even cook some of his meals, having been hired,
crazily enough, by his ex- wife who had wanted to see the man's life
stay in the tracks.

She told herself that by now she should be used to his strange ways,
but she also thought that she deserved better.

She went into the kitchen, poured him a cup of the coffee, found a
blueberry muffin in the bread box and put that on a plate.  She carried
the coffee and the muffin to him on a tray, and put it down on the low
stack of books near his elbow.

Now his fingers were firing away on the keyboard.  She was about to
head back to the kitchen when she noticed a narrow sliver of butter-
toned light around the edge of one of the window curtains.  It set her
off, somehow, that pathetic little ray of light in the dark room.

She did what she had been wanting to do since the first time she saw
this place.

She walked around to the window, grabbed the curtain, and pulled it
back.  Sunlight exploded into the room.

Roberta Hudgins stood at the window and took in the view.  It reached
right across the water to the East Bay.  Straight ahead, the Bay Bridge
arched toward Oakland.  Light glinted off the windshields of cars on
the bridge's upper deck.  Out toward Alcatraz, a Red- and- White ferry
was plowing toward Marin County.  In closer were the docks, the
Embarcadero, Fisherman's Wharf looking like a collection of carnival
bric- brac, and then the windows of homes and apartments and office
buildings that were just down the hill, seeming almost close enough to
touch.

For maybe the hundredth time since she had met him, she had to fight
back the urge to ask Ellis Hoile if he wanted to trade houses for a
while.  Tell him, hey, one dark room is the same as another.  Got a
three- bedroom off the M. L. King Parkway.  Be perfect for you: you can
board up the windows, feel right at home, you'll be happy as a clam.

She turned away from the view.  Ellis Hoile finally had his face off
the screen.  He was looking at her over his shoulder.  He seemed mildly
amused.  A thin little smile, anyway: he would not be a bad- looking
man if he was ever spruced up.

"Hello, Mrs.  Hudgins, he said.  "Uh- huh, she said.  She went into the
kitchen and started going through the boxes of food that sat on the
counter.  Ellis Hoile had his groceries delivered.  Twice a week she
fixed meals that she put away in the freezer.  He wasn't particular:
anything that would go into a casserole dish, that he could stick in
the microwave, was fine with him.

She cleared dirty dishes from the sink, put away the groceries, started
the dishwasher.  She went back into the living area.

It was dark again.  Hoile had yanked the curtain on his million- dollar
view.

He was burrowed back in the cubbyhole.  Back in that ugly glow.  She
stood and watched him for a minute, staring at the screen once more,
fingers pounding the keys and pausing and then pounding again.  In a
strange way, he looked happy.

You would have to be a very different kind of person to find happiness
this way, she thought.

But that was Ellis Hoile.  He was different, all right.  In so many
ways.

Salome Salome Salome Salome

April 17- 25

The corpse on the table wore a pulpy red mask.  At least this was how
it appeared, first glance.  Someone had peeled and scraped the skin
from around the forehead and nose and temples, from around the cheeks
and jaw and chin.

All the skin: ear to ear, hairline to jaw.  The exposed flesh was raw
and abraded.  It set off the white lidless eyes and the slightly
grinning rictus of the lips.

Lee Wade stood a few steps to the side as an assistant medical examiner
positioned the overhead camera directly above the head of the corpse.
The camera was in a pod that hung from the ceiling of the autopsy room,
and swung smoothly at the end of an articulated arm.  Black wire coiled
from the pod to a plastic grip that the medical examiner held in his
left hand.

The camera's flash burst every time the medical examiner's thumb
pressed a black button on the grip.

Whap, a head- and- shoulders shot.

Whap, in tighter now, a closeup.

Whap, left profile.

Whap, right profile.  After each shot, the medical examiner swung the
camera for a different angle.  He reminded Wade of a portrait
photographer at Sears.  Quick and mechanical.

Whap.

The medical examiner said, "We didn't find any pieces of skin at the
scene, am I right?  '

"Right, Wade said.  "Killer is probably Asian, then, that's my guess.
"Goddamn, that's pretty good, Wade said.  "Where do you get that?
"Looks like he's saving face, the m. e. said, so completely deadpan
that Wade thirty- eight years old, a sergeant of detectives in the San
Francisco PD needed a couple of seconds to get it.

"Terrific, Wade said when it finally sank in.  The m. e. never broke
stride, just kept moving the camera, hitting the button, working his
way down the body, whap, whap, whap.

A microphone protruded from the same pod that held the camera.  The m.
e. dictated as he moved the pod and popped the flash.

A well- nourished, well- developed Caucasian male, in his mid-
twenties.  Rigor mortis is fully established in the extremities.  Fixed
lividity is observed throughout the dorsal aspect.  A circular puncture
wound, approximately one centimeter, can be seen at the lower edge of
the aureole of the left nipple.  A similar wound is present in the
corresponding position, upper left posterior.

The two wounds were apparently a matched set, from the single thrust of
a long, sharp instrument, similar to an ice pick, that had impaled the
victim's heart as it passed through his chest and exited through his
back.

He had been dead about twelve hours.  Found by a jogger, around 6 a.
m."  lying faceup at the base of a eucalyptus tree, near the 12th-
Avenue entrance to Golden Gate Park.

Lee Wade watched as the assistant m. e. picked up a scalpel and began
the Y- shaped incision that opened the body from chest to pudendum.
About forty minutes later, as he was removing the viscera, the
assistant m. e. pointed out a bulge in the upper end of the rectum.  He
opened the tissue and found that the obstruction was a clear plastic
bubble, about an inch in diameter.

It resembled and, in fact, was one of the capsules that can be found in
supermarket vending machines, holding trinkets that the machine
dispenses for a quarter or fifty cents.  Its two halves had been sealed
by what was later determined to be cyanoacrylate adhesive: Super
Glue.

Inside the capsule, clearly visible, was a curled slip of white paper.
The m. e. used a bone saw to cut through the capsule.  With forceps he
removed the paper and unrolled it: paper can preserve fingerprints,
although this particular scrap was later found to contain none.

Wade stood at the m. e. 's elbow to see the paper.  Printed on the
paper, in 12point Courier type, was the legend:

MEAT WARE Version 1 4- 16 Taken: 17424 05071 Slain: 17441 05086

Lee Wade knew that you sometimes found some pretty strange items up
there where the sun don't shine.  Bits and pieces that are lost when
playtime gets out of hand.  But this didn't look like it had got there
by accident.  He kept feeling that it had been put in place for this
very moment, waiting to be found.  Like a message in a bottle.

"This mean anything to you?  Wade asked the m. e. "Not a clue.  "Me
neither, Wade said.  "Somebody's playing games.  I hate this shit.  '

The body's fingerprints matched to a Donald Arthur Crump, last known
address on Chestnut Street, the Marina District.  When Wade parked out
front he saw that it was a small block of apartments, three stories,
four flats each.  Unlike many others in the Marina, it had survived the
'89 quake.

"D.  A. CRUMP' was the name on the mailbox of 3C.  The resident
manager, in 1A, was a Mrs.  Alexander.  As they walked up she told Wade
that Don Crump was a nice boy who lived alone, never gave any trouble,
paid the rent on time.

She was a plump old woman, with grey hair that strayed out of a bun at
the back of her head.  She reminded Wade of a picture he had seen, Mrs.
Khrushchev, when he was a very young boy.

"He have any friends?  Wade said.  "Visitors that showed up more than
once or twice?  '

"I didn't see any friends, she said.  "What about girls?  Boys?  "I
never saw anybody.  "Come on now, Wade said.  "You've got a first-
floor apartment, right between the front door and the bottom of the
stairs.  And what, just eleven units to keep track of?  You telling me
you don't watch who comes and goes?  '

"Sure, she said, 'all the time.  That's why I know, Donald didn't have
any friends.  '

She unlocked the door and let him in.  The place was simple and tidy.
Mostly Scandinavian furniture, Wade noticed, the kind that you assemble
out of a carton.  A couple of dishes in the sink, a damp towel hanging
from the rail of the shower curtain; otherwise everything seemed to be
in place.

It did not look like a crime scene.  It was not a place where a man had
been stabbed through the heart and then had his face pulled off.  The
victim had not been killed here.

Wade spent about an hour in the apartment, looking mostly for the
pieces of paper that would tell him who Donald Crump was and who he
knew and why somebody might have wanted to kill him.

There wasn't much.  A packet of letters postmarked Valparaiso, Indiana:
his parents.  Another packet from Bloomington, Indiana, his older
sister.  Cancelled checks and a couple of unpaid bills, accounts up to
date.

Donald Crump had owned a TV, a stereo system, a computer that sat on an
oak- veneer work station in a corner of the living room.

Wade stood briefly in front of the computer.  The monitor was switched
off, but the machine itself was humming.

He turned on the monitor and watched the screen slowly fade in.  Lee
Wade, at thirty- eight, had been born into the last American generation
that confronted computers while still adults, not as infinitely
adaptable children.  The last generation to whom computers were a
confounding phenomenon.  It was a fish- or- cut- bait situation, he
thought; you either got into the damn things or you didn't.

And he never did.  Gradually computers were popping up in police work,
on a few desks in the squad room.  What he had learned about computers
was that when you really had to use one, the first thing you did was
find a twenty- two- year- old rookie to handle it.

So when the monitor came to life, Wade's first impression was
amazement.  Because what he saw was flying toasters.  These squadrons
of winged toasters that kept moving across the screen.  It had to be a
joke, he thought, something else was bound to happen.  But the scene
didn't change: it was just toasters, endless flying toasters, and he
was amazed that Donald Crump or anybody else would have sat here
watching it.

Lee Wade had never heard of screen savers.  He didn't know that nobody
watched flying toasters, that if he tapped any one of the computer's
keys the toasters would vanish, and he would see what Donald Crump had
been doing before he walked out of his apartment and met his death.

Wade did not touch the keyboard.  Instead he turned off the monitor,
then reached around and found the switch of the computer's power
supply, and he turned that off, too.

The machine's hum stopped.  The silence was a void.  Lee Wade had lost
his chance to understand not only the murder of the faceless corpse on
the autopsy table, but so much else that was happening around him,
unseen and unremarked.

Jane Regalia woke a little after daybreak, pulled on an Aran knit
sweater, and climbed down from the sleeping loft of her A- frame cabin
in rural Mendocino County, California.  She crossed over to the kitchen
counter: the cabin was one big room, with the loft overhanging along
one side, forming a nook where she kept a small office.

She was in her forties, a slim woman, now going to gaunt.  She had
always looked younger than her age.  But she wasn't sure that was true
any longer.  It had been a rotten four months, the worst of her life,
beginning on Christmas Eve when her husband informed her not only that
he had a twenty- six- year- old girlfriend, but that he intended to
marry her and start a family.

She set a tea kettle over the flame that she lit on a burner of the
propane stove, and she opened the wooden shutters on the window above
the kitchen sink.

The view outside extended no more than two or three feet.  The fog was
in, thick, the way it was every morning and evening up here in the
hills of the North Coast, bringing with it a chill that penetrated
straight to the bone.

She walked outside, to where the firewood was stacked, mossy oak in two
neat ricks behind the A- frame.  The cabin sat alone, halfway up a
forested canyon, about a mile from the Pacific and more than one
hundred miles up the coast from San Francisco.  It was in a clearing,
surrounded by redwoods.  At almost any time the upslope breezes carried
the scent of sea salt and earthy moistness and evergreen tang, the
cleanest air she had ever smelled.

Even with the fog and the chill, it was perfect.  Exactly what she
needed: a place to be alone and think, to examine the pieces of her
life,

decide which of them she was going to reconstruct.  And which others
she would discard.

She brought in an armload of wood and arranged several pieces on the
andirons above the embers in the stone fireplace.  She threw on some
kindling.  Soon fire was licking up around the wood.

Then she walked to the nook beneath the sleeping loft, and she sat at
the computer keyboard on her desk.

The computer was still running.  A voice- mail program allowed her to
use it as an answering machine, so she rarely turned off the power.

Within a few seconds the modem was beeping out the tones of a
longdistance call to San Francisco.  It buzzed and warbled, and then
she was connected.

Verbum Interchange.  She logged in and immediately entered her email
account, as she did every morning soon after she woke, and several
times a day afterward.  In most ways she lived frugally, but she did
allow herself the indulgence of these longdistance charges.  The
computer was a link to the world.  And email was addictive, she had
found.

The index of her mail folder showed two new messages since the night
before.

The first was from her husband.  She opened the file.

Dearest Jane: Had trouble sleeping last night and tonight is no
different.  My mind has been in turmoil.  I am afflicted with doubts
and guilt.  A hundred times last night I wanted to call.  I would have,
too, except for your prohibition.  That seems needless.  Of course I
understand and honor your request for space and time.  I don't wish to
intrude on your well- deserved solitude.  However, surely the
occasional phone call would threaten neither of us.

To tell the truth, I despise this method of communication.  It seems so
impersonal.  I spend half my time correcting typing mistakes.  I feel
like I'm talking to some dumb machine, and then I fire my heartfelt
missive out into the ozone without even knowing whether you have
received it.  At least let me write a real letter!

Are you well?  I have thought of you often, and tried to imagine your
bucolic existence.  It must be lovely up there.

Let me be completely honest and share with you the reason for my
anxiety.  Are you 'seeing' anyone?  I know this is none of my business,
but I can't get suspicion out of my mind.

It's been years since we were in Mendocino together.  I could drive up
this weekend, stay in a motel, of course.  What do you say?

Your loving husband, Albert

She began to compose her reply in the editing window of the mail
program.

Albert: I certainly wish that you had been afflicted with just a few
doubts and guilt before you ruined my life.  I do not want to hear your
voice.  I do not want to see your handwriting.  If you dare to show up
here you will lose me forever.  This is my place.  I have found a
certain tranquility here, and if you spoil it with your physical
presence you will have earned my everlasting enmity.

The suggestion that I should account to you for my conduct here is
offensive.  However, for the record, I am not 'seeing' anyone.  In
fact, that is literally true.  The cabin is isolated.  I am completely
alone here, and unknown.  I actually see nobody until I choose to drive
into Point Arena for food and to check my PO box.

Your messages always get here.  I am very comfortable with this method
of communication.  It suits me.  And you should be grateful that I have
dragged you into the last half of the twentieth century.

Albert sounded different this time, she thought.  Solicitous, almost
fawning.

Doubts and guilt?

Then it came to her.  Just a guess, but she knew that she was right:
Albert had been dumped.

She added a final line.

Don't worry, I read you loud and clear.

JR

She returned to the mail index.  It showed the second of the two new
messages: sender, time, and subject line:

Stoma@ ver bum  org 03: 26 Surprise!

She didn't recognize the handle.  Stoma she would've remembered that
one, she thought.

A click of her mouse button opened the message.  It read:

Watch this space.  You won't believe what comes next ... She stared at
the words for a few moments.  She thought at first that it might be an
advertising pitch: online marketing was routine these days.

But in a way, the message didn't sound like advertising.  It had a
faintly threatening, bullying tone.

She wondered once more if she had met Stoma.  Maybe they had once
exchanged messages, and the message was supposed to be a lame joke.

No, she told herself.  She didn't know Stoma.  This had to be a
mistake: it couldn't possibly have anything to do with her.

Kate Lavin's editor, a young man named Terrence, folded around five in
the morning.  Without a word, he went to a corner of the editing booth,
curled up on the floor and went to sleep.

Kate took his place in front of the keyboard and kept working.  She
went without a break for another two hours, calling up shots from the
digital memory of the computer- based Avid editing board.  Watching
them, replaying them, the images running back and forth, sometimes
frame by frame: hot- air balloons over New Mexico.

At 7: 23, bleary, she pushed her chair away from the console.  She had
been in the booth almost continuously for twenty- one hours.

And she had two hours and thirty- seven minutes before the rough cut
was due.

She stood, stretched, and walked out of the booth.  She found herself
in a carpeted hallway.  On one side of the hall were the doors to two
more small rooms identical to the one she had just left.  On the other
side was a broad window that looked into a control room: a dozen
monitors, several reel- to reel videotape decks, audio mixers and
switching panels.

She walked down the hall, through the fire door at the end, and into a
darkened TV studio that was nearly the size of a gymnasium.  More
monitors and televisions crouched here, on wall shelves and moveable
pedestals.  Kate crossed the studio, stepping over cables and
electrical wires, past the studio cameras, through a double set of
doors at the far end of the studio.  Those doors opened outside.  She
walked out into the morning.  Sausalito, California: Gate Seven,
bayside.

The air was damp, and the pavement was slick in the parking lot where
she stood.  Low clouds were breaking up overhead.  Straight ahead was
an estuary, beyond that the scruffy green hump of Angel Island, and
still farther off the San Francisco skyline, blue and grey across the
wide water of the bay.

Kate Lavin stood and breathed the cool air.  It braced her, put her in
place and time again.

She was a small, lithe woman of thirty- three, in jeans and a plain
white T- shirt, with a pager at her belt.  Her hair was cut short and
neat.  She had a very pretty face that many people didn't notice all at
once.  Most who met her for the first time were drawn immediately to
her eyes, which were quick and restless and intelligent.

A car was pulling into the lot now.  The driver was about Kate's age.
He parked and headed toward the front entrance of the studio building,
a man on his way to work.

The walkway took him a few yards to the left of where Kate Lavin stood.
As he passed, he waved at her, spoke a quiet hello, and also gave a
deferential bob of the head.  It was the way an employee might greet
his boss.

Because the place was hers.  She owned it: the bay front property, the
low, wide building itself, with the sign out front that said "KL
Media', and all that the building contained.  Full studio and
teleconference facilities, including a pair of satellite uplinks.
Complete editing and post- production facilities, film and video.

Ellis Hoile did not scrimp.  It started about a year after they were
married, with Ellis surfing the high tide of royalties from his
commercial software successes: a graphics program and a database
manager that both sold hundreds of thousands of copies.  She wanted to
make documentary films.  Ellis got interested in the technical aspects
of production.

He was not a man who could resist electronic goodies.  By the time he
was finished buying equipment, they owned a video facility as advanced
as any on the West Coast.  They were in business.

They divorced after four years.  Her idea, but Ellis had stood aside
and let it happen.  Though the studio represented much more than half
of their assets, Ellis had offered it to her in the settlement.  He
made the breakup easy: probably easier than it should have been, she
thought.

She sometimes wondered why he had done this.  Perhaps it was an act of
love, his gesture to preserve their friendship.  Or maybe he had tired
of the studio, the way he eventually grew jaded with all his toys.

For whatever reason, she had walked away with the studio, free and
clear.  A manager ran the day- today operation, because Kate wanted to
keep making films: that was her greatest satisfaction, her pleasure.
Still, everyone knew that the place was hers.  She was in charge.

She liked that.  She was good at it.  She walked back into the building
now.  She washed her face in a lavatory sink, dried it and returned to
the booth.

Terrence was still curled up in the corner.  The clock on the wall read
7: 34, and her coffee was cold.

The film was a fifty- one minute documentary commissioned by a cable TV
network.  She had promised to feed the rough cut by satellite at ten
this morning, to give the client a first look at the product.  It
wasn't a hard- and fast deadline, but she didn't like to miss any kind
of deadline, and at one thousand four hundred dollars an hour she hated
to waste satellite time.

The film was ready, except for a three- and- a- half- minute sequence
that would close the first segment.  It was a key moment that would set
up the rest of the film: she wanted a lyrical passage, set to music, to
establish the balloons' grace and beauty.

She had chosen Mozart's Symphony No.  35, the second movement, which
like the balloons themselves seemed at once whimsical and majestic. And
she had saved some of her most spectacular shots of balloons traversing
the desert landscape outside Albuquerque.

But it wasn't as easy as slapping together beautiful music and
beautiful pictures.  The shots not only should be cut to the pace of
the score, but somehow had to match its shifting moods.

This sequence was the keystone of the film, she was sure of it.  It had
to be right.

Until the late 1980s, what she was about to attempt would have been
impossible in two hours.  Film documentaries were assembled on
Steenbeck editing tables.  Editing rooms were festooned with hundreds
of film strips, individual shots that had to be examined, and run
through a viewer, then literally cut and glued onto a working reel.

Electronic film editing inventions like the Avid, the Rank scanner, and
George Lucas's Editdroid had changed all that.  Images captured on film
negatives were digitized and stored on computer hard drives, with each
frame assigned an individual time code.  An editor used a keyboard to
retrieve shots, to edit and assemble a sequence, perhaps several
different versions of a sequence.

An Avid was based on an Apple Macintosh.  The computer handled all the
mechanics of editing, but no machine was capable of artistic impulses.
That remained a human enterprise, governed by human intelligence and
intuition and emotion.

And by human energy.  Kate Lavin sat at the keyboard again and tried to
force herself past weariness.  Concentrate on the work, push aside
everything else, focus.  She had done this many times.  And in a few
minutes she was doing it again.

She worked.  There was only the work, the shots and the music.  She
forgot fatigue, and she forgot time.

Then she laid in the last shot, a long aerial of a single balloon
tracking past a sandstone mesa, the camera pulling back to reveal
fifteen, twenty more balloons floating over the landscape as Mozart's
strings rose, surged, and faded.

She looked at the clock: 9: 37.  She tapped a command, sat back, and
watched the sequence from start to finish.  Then once more.

9: 45.  She stood, shook Terrence awake, and walked out into the hall.
She knocked on the glass door of the control booth, and when a
technician opened it, Kate told her, "This sweetheart's booked on the
bird, ten o'clock, Galaxy 4 put it up there, I think it's ready to fly.
'

Then she walked straight out of the building, and straight home, where
she fell asleep before she got her shoes off.

Kate awoke to the light trill of her pager.  The room was dark.  She
had to fumble for the bedside lamp before she could read the message.

It was a single word:

PATSY

This had to be Ellis.  Whenever he wanted to talk he would send a name,
the first name of a girl singer, a different name every time.  The
bigger the singer at least as Ellis saw her the more important the
call.  So not only did you have to know your singers, you had to know
what Ellis thought of them.

He had been doing this for years with her, no reason why, except that
with Ellis nothing could be simple.

She thought, Patsy.  Patsy.  Patsy Cline.  Better not let this one
slide.  She tried his voice number.  Busy.  The clothes felt like she'd
been wearing them for a month.  She peeled them off and padded naked
into the kitchen.  She lived on a houseboat at the end of the Gate
Seven pier, a five- minute walk from the studio.

On one side of the kitchen was a sliding glass door.  Outside was the
black expanse of the bay, the distant lights of San Francisco.

She drank from a bottle of water in the refrigerator and then tried
Ellis on the kitchen phone.

She said, "E?  And he said, "What happened to dinner?  "Dinner, she
said, trying to clear her head.  "Dinner!  Oh shit, E, I blew it.  '

"Yes you did.  His voice was amiable.  "I pulled a marathon in the edit
booth.  I've been sleeping.  It just got away from me.  '

"I don't mind, he said.  And it was true, she thought: he really didn't
mind.  Not much disturbed Ellis.  In a way it was a wonderful trait, to
be so amenable, so impervious to the little peeves and passions that
disturbed other people's lives.

On the other hand, those disturbances told you that somebody cared.
When you met resistance you knew that something was in there.  At least
you had a reaction.  More than anything else, this was why she had
left.

Not the petty annoyances, the eccentricities.  But because with Ellis
you never knew.

"What time is it?  she asked now.  "A little after nine.  She was about
to tell him that it was getting late, maybe they should forget it
tonight and try again next week.  But she realized that she was awake
now, and probably wouldn't be able to sleep for hours.

"I could come by, she said.  "Pick up something on the way over.
Szechuan.  '

"Up to you.  "Come on, you want to do this or not?  "Yeah, he said.  "I
do.  I've got something to show you.  '

Right, she thought.  And I'm looking forward to seeing you, too.

"Don't tell me you bought a new toy, she said.  She could hear it in
his voice.

"Actually, I made this one.  He was enthused.  "The toy to end all
toys.  "It might be almost eleven.  I've got to clean up.  "Don't take
too long, he said.  "You've really got to see this.  '

That evening Jane Regalia worked at her desk for several hours.  She
made a long entry in her electronic journal, and she wrote several
letters which she saved to a file after she had printed them.

She logged into Verbum at 9: 30 to check her email.  The index showed
one item:

Stoma@ ver bum  org 20: 48 Try Me

She opened the file.  It contained a single line Give this a whirl

-and the notation that Stoma had attached a binary file to the message.
This wasn't uncommon.  Encoding methods allowed users to send photos,
line drawings, programs, even music and sound effects, as ordinary
email.

The mail program asked:

Do you want to decode and receive the attachment?

She typed:

At once the hard disk drive began to click.  It worked for several
minutes, downloading and decoding the file.

She logged out when it was finished, and her call to Verbum
disconnected.

She saw that TRY_ ME.  EXE was the full name of the file that Stoma had
sent.  The suffix meant that it was an executable: a program.

This had to be a mistake, she told herself.  Stoma had confused her
with somebody else.  This meant that it was none of her business,
really.  She'd have to send Stoma a message, straighten it out.

But she was curious.  And she wasn't sleepy yet.  She decided to open
the program, see what it was about.  She crossed over to the kitchen
and put a kettle of water on one burner, for the cup of herb tea that
she usually drank before she went to bed.

Back at her desk, she booted Stoma's program with the command:

TRY_ ME

The hard drive began to perk, feeding thousands of lines of software
code into the computer's memory banks.  The monitor screen went black,
and in a few moments showed the message:

Want to try me?  (Yes or (N) o

She typed:

The screen responded:

Good

Again the hard drive activated, and again the screen changed.  It
dissolved to black for a moment, then brought up an image that appeared
to be a steel catwalk against a black background.  A single, bare,
overhead bulb illuminated a portion of the catwalk in a pool of light,
as if it were suspended in darkness.

It was a computer- rendered graphic, highly detailed, drawn from the
perspective of somebody standing on the catwalk and looking toward the
light.  The catwalk seemed to be made of a perforated metal, honeycomb
like with a single low railing at one side; the other side was
unprotected.

The modelling of the shadows from the overhead bulb gave the scene a
three- dimensional, photo- realistic look.

A nice piece of work, she thought.  If you liked precarious steel
catwalks.

Then a man said, "Move the mouse.  The words nearly made her jump: a
robust male voice, coming from two stereo speakers that were attached
to the computer's sound card.

She didn't move for a few seconds.  Again the man's voice: "Go ahead,
use the mouse.  She put her left hand on the plastic mouse that sat
beside the keyboard, and she moved it slightly.  The view on the screen
shifted, moving forward, toward the bare bulb above the catwalk.  She
stopped, and moved the mouse a couple of inches to the right on her
desk.  Again the view shifted, this time panning to the right, as if
she herself were standing on the catwalk and turning around.

"Very good, the man's voice said.  She kept moving the mouse, and the
view kept panning, until she was facing the opposite direction on the
catwalk, toward another bare bulb above, a second pool of light
outlining the catwalk in the darkness.

OK, I get the idea, she thought.  I'm supposed to be on a metal
catwalk.  I can move around.  I can see where I'm going.  This had to
lead somewhere.  She pushed the mouse forward and began to move along
the catwalk.  A scuffling noise came from the speakers shoes on steel
as she moved toward this second bulb, then through this second pool of
light and into its penumbra.  The catwalk seemed narrow, and she
advanced slowly.

It's only a picture, she thought.  But she was still careful not to
step off the open edge.

Now a shape resolved itself in the dimness ahead of her: the end of the
catwalk, a concrete landing.  But she couldn't step out onto the
landing; it was enclosed by what seemed to be a wire- mesh screen,
forming a cage with a black doorframe directly ahead of her, the door
itself more of this same heavy wire mesh.

But she didn't know how to open the door.  She didn't know if she
wanted to.

Because, at the far end of the landing, almost lost in the shadows, she
could make out the shape of a man.  Watching.

"You don't want to just stand there, said the voice from the speakers
maybe it was supposed to be the figure in the picture.  "Bad idea.  '

The voice sounded calm, level, but somehow malevolent.

She backs a few steps away from the wire mesh.  The man steps forward,
still in shadows.  He reaches out and pushes open the wire mesh door
and steps onto the catwalk.

Something chills her, the way he moves.  As he gets closer she can see
that he carries a club.  Maybe a pipe or a baseball bat.

"I would get out of here if I were you, he says and, though she really
has nowhere to go there's just the catwalk and the black emptiness
beyond it she turns and begin to move away from the man, back toward
the lights.

Her feet ring on the steel.  She moves faster, and the footfalls come
quicker.  Not just her own.  She can make out a second set of footsteps
behind her.  Deliberate, insistent.

He's coming after her.  She runs.  Behind her, the man picks up his
pace.  She passes beneath the first bulb, through its glare, and into
the dim gap between the two pools of light.  He's closer, his footfalls
louder.  Almost on her now as she passes beneath the second light.

And she stumbles.  She's pitching forward, slamming down to the steel
honeycomb of the catwalk, tumbling.

She rolls over, to find the man standing over her.  The overhead light
is directly behind him, so he's just a faceless black form, indistinct
but somehow full of menace.

For a moment neither of them moves.  Then he raises the club.  It's a
heavy pipe she can tell for sure now and he raises it above his head,
swings it down toward her head, and she screams ... At her keyboard,
Jane Regalia realized, no, hell, that's not a scream, it's the tea
kettle.

The kettle was steaming, whistling hard.  She hadn't even noticed it
until now.

She got up, poured water into a teapot, and stood by the table as it
steeped.  In her mind she kept seeing the catwalk, the dark figure of
the man.  She kept hearing those footsteps.

She poured the tea and drank it before she returned to her desk.  The
monitor screen read:

Try me again?  (Y) or (N)

She jabbed N. Hard.  Then she deleted the program from the system: even
checked the directory to be sure that it was gone.

Vile, she thought.  Time to sleep.  She switched off the monitor, rose,
and went around the cabin, double- checking the doors and the wooden
shutters on the windows.  Darkness made her aware of just how secluded
this place was, how alone she was, how vulnerable she might be.

Then she climbed the ladder to the loft and into the bed, pulling a
down comforter around her.  Very soon she was asleep, unaware that an
intruder someone undaunted by locks and doors and shutters was already
inside.

And he was waiting.

Kate Lavin showered, brushed her teeth, quickly blow- dried her hair.
She grabbed a blouse and a pair of slacks from the closet, wondering
what was right to wear for a late dinner with an ex- husband, then put
back the blouse and slacks, and took out a green silk dress, DKNY.
Telling herself, What the hell, why not?

She and Ellis had been divorced for a year, married for four years
before that, and had known each other more than half their lives.

And she still wasn't sure what they meant to each other.

They were friends, always would be, she knew that much.  And she knew
that he was special.  She had always been attracted to extraordinary
people, and Ellis Hoile was at the top of that list.

He could make her laugh.  He could dazzle her, he could awe her, he
always taught her something.  He was never far from her thoughts.  She
sometimes worried about him, which was funny, because Ellis in many
ways was supremely capable.

Ellis was part of her life, and always would be.  His feelings were
less clear to her.  He cared about her, in his own way.  He depended on
her.  In his own way.  But he was not made for devotion or loving
attention.  He was not made to be needful.  It was just not in him.

Kate slipped on a pair of pumps, spread on pale lipstick.  After a
moment of hesitation she dropped her diaphragm and a tube of Orthogynol
into her purse.  She had spent the night with him a few times since the
divorce.  It was never planned, just something that seemed right at the
time.  She had no idea whether it would happen again tonight.

This was another way that divorce complicated things: all the decisions
about how she and Ellis were supposed to act, what they were supposed
to ask of each other.

Getting divorced had been easy.  Being divorced was a lot thornier. The
crazy part was that she knew Ellis didn't torture himself this way,
trying to figure out the relationship.  He would spend hours tracing
circuits on a board until he had the thing pinned down and grasped, but
in matters of the heart he was happily vague.  He was much too willing
to let it be.

This was something that you had to accept if you wanted to be close to
Ellis Hoile.  You learned to live with unanswered questions.

Kate unlocked the big front door on Tesla Street, using the key she had
carried during the five years she and Ellis had lived together here. He
had never asked her to return it.

She carried the food downstairs.  He was there in the living room-
turned workshop sitting near the window, watching a monitor while his
left hand moved a control on a black metal cabinet: a device she didn't
recognize, with dials and digital displays.

But she didn't take in the details, because she also saw, hallelujah,
the curtains pulled back, the big beautiful bridge filling that
window.

He turned away from the monitor screen and looked up at her, then rose
to greet her.  He wore rumpled khakis, about a size too large, and a
plaid shirt.  When she kissed his cheek she saw that he had shaved.

You would not make much of this in any other man, maybe.  Presentable
clothes and a shave.  But for Ellis Hoile it was pulling out all the
stops.  He was even giving her, for a few hours, the view from this
room that she had loved so much.

She said, "Looking good, E, very sharp.  "Sure thing, he said.  And
then, like a kid in a grade school play suddenly remembering his lines:
"You look great yourself, Kate.  '

"Thank you, Ellis.  She brought the bags of food into the dining room.
The table was already cleared, except for two place settings of her old
china and silver.  Ellis had been ready to give her this in the
settlement, too, but she had insisted that he keep all the furnishings.
She knew that he would never replace most of them, and she had hoped
that maybe owning the right dishes and towels and furniture would
somehow keep him in a halfcivilized state.

On the kitchen counter was a bottle of Chandon in an ice bucket,
probably from the cage she had left behind, and two tulip- stemmed
glasses.  She opened the bottle, poured some wine into the glasses.

He followed her into the kitchen, and took one of the glasses when she
gave it to him.

She drank from her own.  "This is very nice, E, she said.  "I
appreciate it, I really do.  I'm charmed.  He gave a boyish shrug.  The
wine felt good in her.  Silly, maybe, but seeing that china on the
table made her feel almost nostalgic.  It also made her feel as if she
belonged here for the next few hours.

She was glad she had brought the diaphragm.  He helped her spoon the
food from the takeout cartons onto their plates.  They sat and ate.
Fast.  She was hungry, and anyway, Ellis was not a man for ceremony,
especially at the table.

She ate plenty, took a second and then third glass of the wine.  She
felt good, relaxed and warm.

With someone else, at this moment, she'd have reached across the table
and squeezed his hand.  They would have gone to the sofa, sipped wine
and talked, and probably more.

But with Ellis the etiquette of the situation was different.  She said,
"OK, hot shot, let's see this new gizmo.  She followed him back into
the living room God, her incredible living room, which since her
departure had become an incredible jumble, more cluttered every time
she saw it over to a work bench near the window.

He sat at the black box beside the window.  The box was a metal cabinet
about the size of a briefcase, painted in a black crinkle finish.  It
had two digital LED displays, a set of switches and knobs.

Two video cables ran to a long antenna on a tripod, pointed out the
window.  Another set of cables ran to a PC, and the computer was
connected to an NEC multisync computer monitor.  The NEC showed ...
"The Partridge Family', she thought, are you kidding me?  "This is a
modified Van Eck video scanner, Ellis said.  "I found the plans in this
ten- year- old Dutch journal, and it sounded great, until I saw that
Van Eck left out some of the crucial components.

"But I got around that.  It generates an oscillation.  You combine that
with the electromagnetic radiation off a TV, or any kind of cathode-
ray tube.  It restores the horizontal and vertical sync so you get the
video back.  '

This meant almost nothing to her.  She could see that the picture was a
little grainy, like broadcast TV when you were nearly out of range. The
horizontal hold looked like it was starting to slip; Ellis fiddled with
one of the knobs, and the picture pulled into place.

She said, "Where's the audio?  "No audio.  This comes off the CRT, it's
just the video.  "So we're sitting here watching "The Partridge Family"
with no sound, like a couple of brain- dead assholes.  '

"No, he said, and he was grinning, pleased with himself, 'we're
watching the radiation from a TV where some other brain- dead assholes
are watching "The Partridge Family".  There's a big difference.  '

He could see that she didn't get it.  "But look, he said, 'if that
doesn't grab you, we'll check in somewhere else down the hill.  '

He stood at the window.  He was holding what looked like an infrared
remote control, and he began tapping a button there.  The antenna began
moving, very minutely, on the tripod.

She could see now that the antenna sat on a twoway power head tripod.
She had a couple of them at the studio.  Two actuators controlled the
tilt and pan of the camera or, in this case, the antenna in response to
the commands you punched on the remote.  That much she understood.

The Partridges went away on the screen.  Now it was just fuzz.  Ellis
kept moving the antenna, glancing back and forth between the monitor
and the window.

Another image appeared on the screen.  Larry King, moving his mouth.
She could barely make it out at first, but Ellis tapped the remote a
couple of times, the antenna shifted almost imperceptibly on the
tripod, and Larry snapped into focus.

And two thoughts came to her at once as she realized what was going
on.

First, he had not opened the curtains to give her the view, damn him,
he just wanted to see where the antenna was pointing.

This upset her, but she didn't have time to dwell on it, because at the
same time she realized exactly what he was doing.

The antenna was aimed into a home.  Through the walls.  Ellis was
actually eavesdropping on the picture from somebody else's TV.

"So far I'm good out to six hundred meters, he said.  "But I can
improve on that.  Use a superhigh- gain antenna.  And I've got some
ideas for the circuitry.  The big thing is refining the search
algorithms.  And frequency discrimination I've got some ideas on that,
too.  I'm pretty sure I can get the reach out to fourteen hundred
meters, no problem.  '

Fourteen hundred meters, nearly a mile.  "This is impressive, E, it
really is, she said.  And she meant it, the idea that he could have
created something like this.

He was moving the antenna again.  She went over and stood beside him.
The antenna was aimed at an apartment house down near the bottom of
Telegraph Hill.  Almost immediately he got another picture.  Robin
Leach, "Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous'.

A few more taps of the remote.  He was scanning across the top floor of
the apartment building.

Tap, tap.  Rush Limbaugh.  A few more taps.  Video game, "Super Mario
Brothers'.  More taps.  Male- on- male porn film.  She added, "But I
have to tell you, I don't get the purpose.  "Come on, he said.  "Come
on, you have to get it.  Tap tap.  Tap.  A commercial spot, Jane
Fonda's new workout video.

"If you're trying to make a point, she said, 'that there's a lot of
people out there filling their heads with dreck every night, well, I've
got news for you, nobody's going to argue with you on that one.  '

"I'm not trying to make a point, he said.  He was watching the screen,
tapping.  "Celebrity Bloopers and Practical Jokes'.  "This is
observation.  '

"Yes, she said, 'you're observing a lot of dreck.  "No.  I'm observing
people.  The old heads, back in the Sixties, they had this saying, "You
are what you eat."  Bullshit.  You are what you watch, that's a hell of
a lot closer to the truth.  '

He sounded intense; this was unusual, to see him wound- up about
anything.

He said, "Show me what you put on the screen in front of you, what you
watch and what you turn off, and inside of a month I'll know what kind
of person you are.  '

He stopped long enough to tap MTV, Pearl Jam, onto the monitor.  "That
might not have been true twenty years ago, he said, 'when all we had
was three broadcast networks, and everybody was forced to watch the
same crap.  But now we've got cable, we've got videotapes; our choices
are a lot more refined and a lot more distinctive.

"Wait a couple of years, you'll have five hundred channels coming down
a fiberoptic line into your living room.  Then I won't need a month to
figure out who you are.  Let me know what you choose to watch for just
a day, I'll have you nailed.  '

A few more taps.  Now the screen showed ... numbers.  But she could
barely make them out.

He left the window, fiddled with a couple of the dials on the console
of the black cabinet.

Those numbers looked much clearer now.  She could even see the black
arrow of a mouse cursor gliding across what looked like an IRS Form
1040.

She realized what she was watching.  Not TV or cable; it was a computer
monitor.  Somewhere down the hill, someone was using one of the
computer tax programs that let you file an electronic IRS return.

She was watching a stranger do his taxes.  Down the hill, the stranger
scrolled up to the first page of the form.  She could read the names, a
husband and wife, and their address and Social Security numbers.  She
read the names and birth dates of their two children, and their
incomes.

It was like looking over somebody's shoulder.  No, worse: it was like
peeping through somebody's open window.  And even worse than that, when
she thought about it.  Because somebody who doesn't pull the shades
down should expect a little scrutiny from the neighbors.  This poor
sucker was just sitting in a room, behind four walls, believing that he
was alone.

She turned away from the screen.  She couldn't watch any more.  She
felt as if she owed those people a call tomorrow, apologize.

"See, Ellis said, 'it's not all dreck.  '

OK, she thought, I get it now.

But I still don't get why.  He was working the remote again, moving
away from the tax return.  She didn't want to see any more, though. The
scanner scared her.  It seemed dirty; just seemed wrong.

Ellis apparently couldn't get enough of it.  She wished that he would
leave the thing, turn it off and take her into his arms, kiss her and
lead her to bed.

But he was engrossed in the device.  She had gotten used to this, all
their years together.  She had learned not to take it personally.

She decided she would wait for him tonight, at least a little while.
She wandered around the room, into the horseshoe formed by his desks.

Among the computers she found a machine she hadn't seen before: about
the size of a desktop PC, but without a monitor, no disk drives ... a
telephone handset and a coax cable screwed into the back of the
chassis.  What was this, and what was it doing at his workspace?

He glanced over and saw her looking at it.  "Another new toy, he said.
"You didn't make this one, she said.  "No, that was an acquisition.
"You mind if I ask?  she said, and almost before she could get the
question out, he said, "That's a cellular test set.  '

"Cellular, she said, 'like in phone.  "Right, he said, looking a little
abashed, as if she had caught him at what he wasn't supposed to be
doing.  "A test set.  The cellular companies use them, cops too
sometimes.  Basically it monitors usage, it identifies the serial
number of any cell phone involved in any call you pick out, tells you
what cell it originates from.  I've got an antenna on the roof, it
works great at this elevation, I've got a clear shot at calls involving
any cell within line of sight.  '

Line of sight, she thought: that would take in at least half the city,
much of Marin County and the East Bay, halfway down the San Francisco
Peninsula ... "Don't tell me this is legal, too.  "Not exactly.  But I
had a friend who owed me a big favor.  I pried it loose from him.  It's
a real gas, the things it'll do.  '

"What for?  she said.  "The companies want to know who's using their
equipment at any given moment.  The cops, well, you can imagine... '

"I mean, what are you doing with it?  "Oh, he said, "I guess you could
say it's my newest freak.  "You're freaking phones again?  "Not phones,
he said, sounding a little exasperated.  "People.  But he got himself
under control.  "People, he said again.  "The ultimate freak.  '

His first words to her, in a corridor of Redwood High School in Mill
Valley, were: "Want to call Marrakech?  '

They were both sophomores then.  Her family had just moved to Marin
County.  He was a punkish, swaggering kid: trouble; not at all the
twerpy little Math Club nerd you might expect.  As a freshman he had
dropped a double bombshell into the guidance counselors' office: first
when he turned in his IQ screening test after twenty minutes, swearing
that he was finished; then again when he broke 180 on that same test.

Although, as he said later, the numbers tend to be meaningless when you
get up into that range.  The samples are so small ... That year, she
and Ellis took poetry and physics in the same classes.  Ellis, when he
showed up, was simultaneously bored and brilliant.  She herself was
going through a Sylvia Plath phase, and saw Ellis as the new
Baudelaire, maybe even the new Lou Reed.

That was the poetry.  Physics, he was just bored.  About a month into
the course, they studied atmospheric pressure.  The teacher explained
how a barometer worked.  Then he called on Ellis to tell the class how
you could use a barometer to determine the height of a skyscraper.

The idea was, you read the barometer while you're on the bottom floor,
then go to the roof and read the barometer again, and the difference in
the two readings will tell you how high the building is.  This was the
answer that straight- A students had been giving in physics classes for
the past fifty years.

What Ellis said was, "I would drop the barometer off the roof and time
how long it takes to hit the ground.  You plug that factor into the
formula for the acceleration of a falling body, you'll find out how
high the building is.  '

The physics teacher forced up a tight little smile.  He said, "That's
very clever, Ellis, but I think there's another way to do it.  '

"Well sure, Ellis said.  "You find the building superintendent, and you
say, "Hey, I'll give you this nice barometer if you tell me how high
your skyscraper is."  '

At that moment she fell in love with him.  He wouldn't even look at
her, though.  She thought there must be something wrong with her: it
didn't occur to her that the guy who could break up Mr.  Willis's
physics class might have no idea how to approach a girl.

That day she walked up to him after class and said, "I think you're
great, you're such a beautiful person, how come you hate me?  '

And he said, "Want to call Marrakech?  He reached into one of the big
pockets of the combat fatigue pants he was wearing, and he pulled out a
little blue box with buttons, almost like a homemade telephone.  Later,
she learned this was its actual name.  The Little Blue Box was a tone
generator, similar to a touch tone phone, except that it was capable of
wonderful feats which no telephone could do.  The Little Blue Box could
open up longdistance phone lines around the world, free of charge.  It
could get you into the secret innards of the system The Bell System and
once you were in there you could run wild.

They did call Marrakech that day, from a pay phone in the cafeteria.
Ellis knew the number of a pension where the old drugged- out hippies
stayed.  He knew the numbers of a bordello in Paris, an Italian
restaurant in Hong Kong, a pay phone in Red Square.

Ellis was a phreaker.  Also a freaker.  The spelling was important, he
told her.  A freaker was a general explorer, somebody who liked to peek
into corners that other people wanted to keep hidden.  You might hear a
computer hacker say, "I freaked

Mutual of Omaha last night, meaning that he had used his computer to
slip into the company's computer banks.  Nothing malicious, just get in
there and poke around, see how the big boys did things.

Freakers in general liked to push the limits, determine exactly what
was possible.  And that was Ellis, all right.  A phreaker was a phone
freaker, add while Ellis eventually lost interest in opening Ma Bell's
closets, he never quit trying to test the system.  Any and all systems.
Seeing how they worked, how much he could get away with.

A freaker forever.  "It's a game, Ellis said to Kate now.  "You pick
out a cellular call, any one.  You try to figure out who the people
are, as much as you can.  Sometimes you start with just the phone
number.  Or they might say something that helps.  Sometimes they'll key
in the code for their voice- mail, that's always interesting, once you
can hack in there.  '

She couldn't believe this, the grin he got, the delight.  Listening to
other people's voice- mail messages.

"Anyway, you take it from there, he said.  "You try to learn everything
you can about them.  It's amazing what's out there, just in the public
domain, you wouldn't believe it.  Real estate transactions, all kinds
of license applications, death claims, the header information off
credit reports: everything's in a database somewhere.  Then, along the
way, if you get a Social Security number, that's it.  With that you can
get almost anything.  '

He was getting enthused, in spite of himself.  He said, "You can put
together dossiers on people, things they didn't even know about
themselves.  '

"Tacky, Ellis.  "And you don't have to be Sam Spade, either, just sit
down at a keyboard and call the right numbers.  '

"Cheesy, Ellis.  "It's something to do, that's all.  "When did this
start?  "Last summer some time.  Just after the divorce.  "What do you
do with your data?  "Nothing.  Just see how much I can compile.  It's
an exercise.  "You ever meet these people?  '

"Hell, no.  He sounded shocked.  "Why would I do that?  That would be
against the rules.  '

"There are rules?  "Of course.  "Who makes the rules?  she asked.  "I
do.  He waited a few seconds for her to say something more.  But she
didn't what could you say?

He turned back to the remote control and the monitor screen of the
video scanner.  Another tool for eavesdropping, she thought: what was
going on here?

She walked over to him; he kept watching the monitor.  She stood close
to him.  Touched him on the shoulder.

She said, "Written any software lately?  "Not really.  "One of your
hacker buddies once told me that you wrote some of the most beautiful
code he had ever seen.  Ellis writes code like diamonds, that's what he
said.  '

"Could be.  "I know you were the best techie I ever worked with in the
video business.  '

"I had my moments.  "You are, for sure, the smartest person I ever
knew.  Or ever will know.  He turned to her.  "What are you trying to
tell me, Kate?  he said.  She gestured toward the device, and let the
movement of her hand carry back toward the computer, what was on it.

She said, "Why are you wasting your time on this?  He shook his head, a
gesture that could have meant anything.  I don't know.  I won't tell.
It doesn't matter.  None of your business.

She said, "Don't you care about anything any more?  For a moment his
face took on a terrible, lost expression.  "I guess not, he said.

He looked toward the monitor.  He started moving the antenna again.
"You, he said without looking at her.  "I care about you.  '

"The eternal afterthought, she said, 'that's me.  She bussed the back
of his neck, grabbed her purse, and started up toward the front door.

"Where are you going?  he said.

"Home.  "Don't, he said.  "Please stay.  The sound in his voice almost
almost pulled her back.  But she shook her head.  "Got to go, she said.
"Got to.  '

And she walked up the steps and out the door.  After she left, Ellis
Hoile turned back to the monitor.  Once more he began working the
remote control, moving the antenna on the tripod, one picture sliding
out of the frame of the monitor, another sliding in to replace it.

Looked like Eddie Murphy on stage, grinning, mouth silently moving. But
the vertical hold was slipping.  Eddie kept getting tilted,
contorted.

Ellis Hoile tried locking the picture in with a couple of taps at the
remote.  But his hands were shaking.  He couldn't see right, either.

His vision had gone liquid.  Ellis Hoile's eyes were filling with
tears.  He put down the remote control, and he went into the kitchen.
First he ran some cold water in the sink, splashed it in his eyes. Then
he dried his face, poured coffee, spooned in sugar, took a sip, and
another.

He held the mug in his hands.  The familiar actions steadied him.
Another sip of the coffee.  Better now.  He took the mug over to one of
the computers.  He sat, and brought a program up on the screen.

In a monotone he spoke three words into a monitor beside the machine:
"Comm.  Verbum.  Connect.  Several seconds later his screen showed the
message:

Greetings.  You have connected to the Verbum Interchange.

His fingers began to move on the keyboard.  For a couple of minutes he
had to force himself to concentrate on the screen in front of him.

But a couple of minutes was all.  Before long he was lost again,
immersed, alone in the timeless darkness.

That night the intruder pillaged the details of Jane Regalia's life.
The large program file from "Stoma' had contained a second, smaller
program that was automatically activated when Jane Regalia entered
TRY_

ME.

In the jargon, TRY_ ME had been a 'trojan horse'.  The small program it
concealed was a 'daemon'.  The daemon immediately found a place in the
computer's electronic memory, and copied itself into a sector of the
hard disk where the system stored hidden files.  It had remained intact
even after she purged TRY_ ME from her machine, and lay dormant,
monitoring the system for the precise conditions that would activate
it.

That happened at the moment the computer's internal clock reached 04:
00.00.  Instantly, the daemon reacted by temporarily altering the
system's settings an operation that required milliseconds so that input
through the modem would be received as if it had been typed at the
keyboard.

The rogue program then set the modem to answer any phone call on the
first ring.  It searched for, and silenced, the modem's speaker.  This,
too, was a near- instant altering of software switches.

For the next thirty minutes, anyone phoning into the computer from
outside would have full access to the machine and its stored files.

Jane Regalia slept on, oblivious.  Two minutes later, a call connected
silently.  Only the flickering of red diodes on the face of the modem
signalled the event.

The caller was the man who used the handle Stoma, sometimes Snowflake.
He was now operating the computer as if its keyboard were in front of
him.  He had reached through the phone line to control the machine.

He began scanning her files and directories, copying them directly into
his own computer.

They were facts and feelings, secrets and thoughts.  Collectively they
defined who she was.  This was her life.  This was her.

This went on for nearly half an hour, the disk drive working, yielding
up what she had stored there in the certainty that it was safe from
prying eyes.

For the next week, the killer pored over Jane Regalia's pilfered files.
He had done this many times.  Entering other people's computers was
rote.  Drone work, he thought, not much more challenging than pounding
a nail.  The machines and processes that baffled and amazed most other
people had long ceased being a mystery to him.

It could all be broken down.  Lines of software code, arcane circuits
etched in a chip: it had been created by human minds, and was there to
be taken apart; comprehended by other minds the way you might
disassemble a clock or a carburetor.

And once you had grasped it, then you had power, you could do almost
anything.

Once it had been a thrill to do this, peel a stranger down to the core.
But after he had done it for a while, he found that people were pretty
much the same, one to the next.  Oh, you found the occasional
intriguing quirk.  The rare aberrant, the sublimely twisted individual
who was not assembled according to the norm.

Mostly, though, there were very few surprises.  For any given input you
could predict a given response.  Saints and perverts, and most everyone
in between, were wired pretty much the same.

Just like computers.  He forced himself now to absorb the texts that he
had copied from Jane Regalia's machine.  Because this was important.
What he was doing had to be done right.

He had always believed that when the game of life gets so dull that you
start losing attention, it was time to put something more at risk.

He had raised the stakes.  To about as high as they could get.

Jane Regalia celebrated Mendocino County's first sunny day in nearly a
month by spending six hours outside her rented cabin, using a spade to
turn over a small garden plot.

It was punishing work.  Even with gloves, it raised blisters on her
hands almost at once, and immediately broke the blisters.  But the
earth was rich and she imagined summer mornings, not too far off, when
she would carry armloads of her own corn and tomatoes and squash into
the kitchen.

She kept at it until late afternoon.  Then she went into the cabin, sat
at her Compaq, and logged into Verbum.  The service addressed her as it
always did:

Greetings.  You have connected to the Verbum Interchange.  Verbum is a
social and technological experiment dedicated to the free exchange of
ideas and information.  You may conceive of Verbum as a boundless
public hall.  Within this system are people whose interests and
knowledge range across the spectrum of human experience.  We invite you
to encounter them, as they are invited to encounter you.

Please type the identifier by which you wish to be known during this
session.  It should be no more than twelve characters in length.

She typed:

Portia

The system immediately responded:

The identifier you have chosen is reserved by a registered user. Please
enter your password or press Control- I to enter a new password.

Jane Regalia had been registered on Verbum for almost two months.  She
typed a password and the system answered:

Welcome, Jane Regalia Last log- off: 17: 44; 04/ 25/ 94 Remember,
Verbum is your service.  It is what you make of it.

She then typed:

visit WIThe command moved her instantly onto one of Verbum's permanent
forums. The greeting screen listed it as:

On Our Own: Women Independent

Eight other users were on the forum channel when she entered.  She
recognized most of them.  She was one of about a halfdozen who gathered
here nearly every day in the late afternoon.

She had first entered the forum about two months earlier.  Some of the
others had been regulars here for much longer than that.  Few had ever
met face- to- face, yet they believed that they knew one another very
well.

Several of the regulars greeted her arrival.

NANCY- T> There she is about time.  CARRIE Hugs from all.  MICHIKO>
We've been waiting.

SALOME I was afraid you weren't going to make it today.  PORTIA I've
been out and about.  Sorry, Sal.  SALOME You're always worth waiting
for, dear.

Jane Regalia sat back and began to read the exchanges.  They weren't
quite up to their normal level today, she thought.

She kept watching the screen.  Occasionally she glanced out the small
window in front of the writing desk.  The monitor mostly blocked her
sight, but when she shifted in her chair she could see the narrow
driveway that ran from the cabin, down the canyon to the Coast
Highway.

On the network, Michiko described discovering a 900number on an old
phone bill.

MICHIKO> It was one of these dial- a- porn numbers.  Three weeks before
our marriage broke up, we're spending hundreds of dollars a month in
counselling.  At the same time we're supposed to be learning how to be
intimate again, he's getting off with some hired slut over the phone.
It was more than a year ago, the marriage is finished, so I shouldn't
care anymore.  But I do.  It ruined my day.  In fact, I'm still p. oed
about it.

Jane Regalia responded:

PORTIA Sometimes it's the little things that get you.  I have a leaky
faucet in the kitchen that keeps reminding me what a dummy I've been.

CARRIE Call the landlord, get it fixed.  PORTIA He's in Boston, and if
I kept ragging him about every little nuisance he'd have me out of
here.  That's not the point, anyway.  My husband always fixed the
little nuisances.  The faucet just reminds me how much I turned over to
him, things which I now have no clue about.

SALOME It makes you feel powerless.  PORTIA Yes.  SALOME And reminds
you how far you have to go before you're really independent.

Right again, Jane Regalia thought.  In some ways Salome was Portia's
favorite of the group's regulars.  A little too strident and bitter
sometimes.  But Salome understood.  Sal knew.

Jane Regalia answered:

PORTIA Yes, yes, yes.  SALOME So you learn how to do it yourself.
PORTIA Seems so imposing.  All that man stuff.  SALOME No, it's easy.
That's one of men's secrets.  They act like it's such arcane knowledge,
how to fix a faucet or tune a car, a thousand things like that.  Men
like to make a big deal of it, so we'll think they're indispensable. 
But the truth is that anybody can learn.

NANCY- T> Men weren't born knowing.

The killer watched these exchanges as they appeared on the screen of a
portable computer that he held on his lap.

NANCY- T> Men weren't born knowing.  CARRIE If they can learn it,
anybody can.

Now his fingers moved on the keys, and the screen displayed the words
as he typed, the screen cursor gliding, the characters spilling out
from behind it:

SALOME Right.  How hard can it be?

He paused a moment, then continued:

SALOME Hey, just noticed the time I've got to get out of here. PORTIA
So soon?  SALOME Duty calls.

The system announced her departure:

salome has left the group.

Jane Regalia read the exchanges for about the next half- hour.  Mostly
she stayed in the background: 'lurking', in the argot of online
users.

Carrie kept complaining about her divorce lawyer.  Someone named Jaybee
Jane Regalia didn't recognize the handle told an interminable story
about being hustled in a singles bar on Union Street in San
Francisco.

Neither of these topics, divorce lawyers and singles bars, concerned
Jane Regalia.

Not yet, anyway, she told herself.  The blisters on her hands were
hurting.  She got up from the chair, went over to the kitchen cabinet
where she kept some Tylenol, took two tablets with a glass of water.

When she came back, Aurora was cracking jokes.

AURORA Why do so many women fake orgasms?

At that moment, as she was about to sit down again, Jane Regalia heard
a noise outside, an engine, somebody driving up from the highway.

She leaned to look out the window, and saw a van pull up outside.  It
was brown, the shade of tobacco, no signs or markings: a minivan, the
kind you usually saw carrying kids and groceries.  But this was a cargo
version, with no windows in the passenger compartment.

She went to the door.

CARRIE I give up.  AURORA Because so many men fake foreplay. MICHIKO>
Nudge in the ribs to Portia.  NANCY- T> No response from Portia, I see.
CARRIE Portia is our resident straight arrow.  Isn't that right,
Porsh?

There was a pause while they waited for her to answer.  Inside the
cabin, Jane Regalia was screaming.

The cursor blinked, motionless, on her monitor, and on the screens of
the seven other machines that were connected to her through Verbum.

On a computer, a motionless cursor is the sound of silence.  Now words
began to move again, almost tentative:

MICHIKO> Portia?  AURORA Hey, girl, it was just a lame little joke.
CARRIE Portia?  Are you out there?

They all waited about ten seconds for a response.  Then on the network
they read:

PORTIA Here I am.  UPS truck came by.  CARRIE And how did Mr.  UPS
look?  PORTIA She was named Janet.  AURORA A quick lay is like a cop.
They're always around, but you can never find one when you really need
one.

NANCY- T> Tell us the truth, Portia.  Don't you ever get a little,
ummm, shall we say, restless up there in the North Woods?

CARRIE Not our Porsh.  PORTIA Don't want to be rude, but I'd better log
off.  I want to call a plumber.  I'm going to get that drip fixed. The
faucet, not the husband.

MICHIKO> Tomorrow, then.  PORTIA Maybe not.  I was thinking of driving
to Oakland for a few days.  I have an old friend down there I haven't
seen for a while.

CARRIE A friend, she says.  NANCY- T> My.  Portia does get restless
after all.  AURORA Exactly what gender is this friend?

On the keyboard of Jane Regalia's computer, a man's fingers typed:

PORTIA That's my little secret.

That afternoon, Kate Lavin had two business meetings in the city: first
lunch on Bush Street, then an afternoon pitch to a client at a hotel on
lower Market Street.

From there the quickest way back was by the Embarcadero.  She drove
with the top down on her Miata.

The route carried her past the foot of Telegraph Hill.  She found
herself looking up the hill, toward the house below Coit Tower.

The shades were drawn again on the picture window, she could tell from
here.  She thought of Ellis holed up inside.  In the week since their
dinner, she had talked to him only once, by telephone, for about half a
minute.  She hadn't seen him.  It was the longest they had been apart
since the divorce became final.

And now, without even thinking about it, she was turning off the
curving Embarcadero, a left turn up the hill.

Just an impulse.  She didn't fight it.  She kept thinking about him
behind those curtains.  Thinking that she would only stay a few
minutes, just long enough to see that he was OK.

She wedged the Miata into a space that was almost directly across from
the front door of 2600 Tesla.  Got out and started up the walk.  She
wondered whether he was even at home: with the shades perpetually
drawn, you couldn't tell.

She stopped just short of the door.  She thought, What are you doing?

Look in on him, she told herself, you must be kidding.  You know he's
OK.  In his own fashion.  Ellis can look after himself.  Always has.

She didn't move.  She kept looking at the front door, thinking of him
alone in there.

And she turned away.  It took an effort, but she did it.  She told
herself: A break is a break, you've got to make it stick some time.
Might as well start now.

She got into the car and drove away without looking back.

Jane Regalia drifted into consciousness.  Not right away.  It was
gradual, an ebb and flow, until she finally crossed the threshold of
awareness.  Then she awoke.  She began to absorb sensations,
impressions.

She was sprawled face down.  Her face and ribs throbbed where he had
punched her, kicked her, while overpowering her in the cabin.

She was in utter darkness.  She moved her head, and the floor rasped
against her cheek.  She reached a hand to touch it.

She found that it was rough perforated steel, a honeycomb pattern.  Her
hand groped, and found that the honeycomb stopped a few inches from
where she lay.  Beyond that, nothing.  Emptiness where solid ground
ought to be.

It came to her, where she had seen a steel honeycomb floor not long
ago.

She became aware of a pressure at her face.  She brought a hand up and
felt heavy tape, layers of tape, across her eyes.  It wrapped around
her head she couldn't begin to pull it off.

From a distance, a man's voice said, "I'll bet you've had better days.
His words sounded confident, almost mocking.  She also picked up a
light, quick echo of his voice.  She could sense from the sound that
they were in a large room.  And the ground was far below.

"Where am I?  she said.  She surprised herself a little, being able to
talk.  "That's immaterial.  "What do you want?  she said.  "We'll get
around to it, he answered.  When his words ended, there was just
silence.  She fought to stay calm.  More silence for a few seconds,
maybe longer: it was hard to tell.  He said, "You can smell fear, did
you know that?  She was almost glad to hear him.  The sound helped
restore some sense of place and distance, give her some breathing room
in the blackness.

He said, "I always thought it was just a phrase, "the smell of fear".
It's true, though.  You really can smell fear.  Under the right
circumstances.  I found that out the other day.  I actually smelled
fear.  '

A short, dreadful pause.  Then he barked a short laugh.  "Not my own,
he said, 'if that's what you were thinking.  '

Another pause.  And now a new noise.  tup ... tup ... tup ...
Footsteps.  She could not just hear them, she could feel them through
the steel where she lay.

He was coming toward her.  She raised her shoulders from the steel, and
sat up to face the direction of the steps.

tup ... tup ... tup ... Sounding almost brisk, not hurried but
businesslike.  Very close now, almost on her.  He stopped.  "Get up, he
said from a few feet away.  "C'mon, get up, you're OK.  She shook her
head in refusal.  Then she felt a cold, hard touch at her cheek, and
she brought her hand up there.

Her fingers touched a broad blade, flat against the side of her face.
"Careful, he said.  Her fingers moved along the blade.  It was huge.
She realized that he was holding a machete against her face.

The blade withdrew.

"Get up, he said again, and this time she stood.  Her right hand found
a low metal rail: she grasped it for support.

"You know where you are, he said.  "You've been here.  She could
picture it: a steel catwalk with a single low railing along one side.
Can't be, she thought.  But she knew that it was true.

Her guts clutched.  She wanted to retch.  He said, "There is a way out,
you know.  There has to be, otherwise it wouldn't be interesting.  '

She stood immobile, letting the railing take her weight.  "So move, he
said.  She was rooted.  "Come on, he said.  "Jeez, most people would at
least try.  She felt stricken.  Even breathing took an effort.  "You
want an incentive?  he said.  "Stay alive for the next two minutes, I
let you go.  Hundred and twenty seconds, hell, you can do that.  Then
you walk out of here.  You can believe me on that or not, but it's
true.  Chance of a lifetime, you might say.

"Or die right here, right now.  It's your call, he said.  He would kill
her in a moment, she thought.  She was sure of it.  She chose life,
even if it was only seconds more.  She turned, switched hands on the
rail it was on her left side now and began to edge down the catwalk,
shuffling away from him.

"There you go, he said.  She kept her hand on the rail, using it as a
guide, sliding it along as she moved.

She began to move faster, trying to put distance between them.  He
called out: "Thirty seconds down.  Minute and a half to go.  He began
walking toward her.  She could hear him coming.  She moved a little
faster, trying to match her own steps to his.  Keep space between
them.

His steps became even brisker.  She tripped, caught herself, kept
walking.  Faster.  She broke into a half- run.  His footsteps became
more rapid, too.  They were quick and sure, banging on the steel
surface of the catwalk.

TupTupTupTup Faster.  Louder.  Closer.

And now the machete began to ring, a quick series of banging noises. He
was rattling it along the railing: she heard the ringing; she felt the
blows through the rail, tingling her palm.

The rattling was closer.  She thought of the blade coming her way, cool
and sharp and deadly.

He was overtaking her, just steps away.  He was there, within an arm's
length.  She could hear his breathing ... She bolted.  She ran
headlong, desperate, anything to stay out of his hands.

And it must be working, she thought, because the ringing had stopped,
and she could not hear him follow.

And she ran, her legs churning ...... she ran, her shoes slapping
against the catwalk ...... she ran, until she put her left foot down
and it found nothing, no steel, nothing, it just trod air, and then she
was pitching forward, catapulting, out of control.

Falling.  The killer watched her run headlong into empty space at the
far end of the catwalk.

He thought that it was remarkable.  The way she ran as hard as she
could, kept running hard right until the moment that she had no more
floor beneath her feet.

See, you could not fake that.  Even in the movies, a stunt man would
prepare himself, subtly hitch his stride before he flung himself off
the brink.

It was something in the human makeup, he thought, some involuntary
twitch that restrained you from completely abandoning yourself to
gravity that way, if you knew what you were doing, where you were
heading, what was going to come next.

But if you didn't know; if you were running blind and you just flew off
the edge ... Well, that was something to see.  Oh man.  The way she
raced straight for oblivion.  The way she launched off the edge,
completely unaware.  Then screamed and flailed and tumbled before she
finally fell out of sight.

You could not fake that.  You could not see that anywhere else; under
any other circumstances.  This was rare stuff.

One thing you could say about the game of murder.  It was real.

She fell, she fell, she fell.  Hurtling blindly downward, in an unknown
place, knowing that agony and maybe worse awaited her when she finally
met the earth again.

It was only a second or two, but the moment was infinitely expansible;
it seemed to stretch on endlessly.

Then she hit.  And then the pain came, pain and the knowledge that one
way or another she was very near her end.

She smashed against a concrete floor.  The hurt exploded over her,
waves of hot red and hot white pain that rippled across her vision
before they subsided.  She writhed but she could not get up.  She just
lay there, in agony, before the pain overcame her.

She wondered briefly about him, what he was going to do next.  But
mostly the pain crowded out thought.

She lay there for a time that she could not even guess.  Finally his
steps sounded.  Nearby, and approaching.  Somehow he had made his way
down to her level.  Wherever she was.

The sound of his feet stopped beside her head.  He said, "That last
step's a bitch, huh?  He hooked his arms under her shoulders and began
to drag her.  The pain surged again, and she screamed with a force that
nearly deafened her.

Now they were at a staircase.  She could feel the hard ridges in her
back as he tugged her upward.  The pain exploded, too much, unbearable,
and she fainted away.

The tape was gone from her eyes when she blinked awake.  Bright.  A
couple of strong lights on stands, glaring at her.  She tried to raise
a hand, shade her eyes.  But it took a great effort, too much.  She let
her arm drop to the floor.

She was in a room, a bare room with concrete walls and floors and
ceiling.  He was there, bending over an object on a tripod.

She almost pitied him when she saw what it was.  A video camera.

Pathetic, she thought.  And very, very sick ... Her clothes were in a
pile on the floor, looking as if they had been torn off.  She realized
that she was nude.  She noted it abstractly.  Just another detail.  She
was beyond caring.

She did not react even when he left the camera, walked to a corner of
the room, then turned and began walking toward her.

He had picked up the machete again.  He stepped toward her.  Then he
raised it up and swung, it flashed down toward her, and that was the
last she knew.

Kate Lavin didn't go straight home after she left Tesla Street that
evening.  As she drove across the bridge, into Marin County, she found
that Ellis Hoile kept surfacing in her thoughts.

If that was going to happen, and she couldn't stop it, she could at
least see that it didn't happen when she was alone at home.

Instead she drove to the studio, which was quieter now than in the
daytime, but still alive, softly pulsing with its own energy: an
existence that was oblivious to her internal disarray.

The studio and the work did not care whether she was able to put Ellis
Hoile on the shelf.

She spent about half an hour at her desk, catching up on the
afternoon's backlog.

Then she went to an editing suite where she sat alone and reviewed the
working versions of two projects in progress.  This consumed nearly
another hour.

She still wasn't quite ready to face the houseboat tonight.

She returned to her office, to the computer on her desktop.  There she
booted the communications program.  A few seconds later the Verbum
welcome screen greeted her.

She typed in her i. d. and password.  The handle was from her teenage
years, one of her favorite rock singers.  She had chosen it for its
ambiguous gender: she didn't wish to be immediately marked as a woman,
though she didn't wish to masquerade as a male, either.

The singer was David Bowie, whose own stage persona had been somewhat
ambiguous during the phase when he performed as "Ziggy Stardust'.

The Verbum system greeted her now:

Welcome, Ziggy 12

At that moment, more than 1,500 miles from the Bay Area, Charles Obend
opened a desk drawer and pulled out a computer modem.

He was alone in an office that he usually shared with three others.
They were all junior associates in a firm of insurance claims adjusters
outside Kansas City.

The modem trailed a long phone cord and a wide, flat, serial cable.  He
fastened the cable to a receptacle in the back of his desktop computer.
Then he got up from his desk to plug the phone cord into a jack across
the room.  He was a man of about medium height, somewhat overweight,
hair thinning at age thirty- two.

The phone jack connected to the firm's outbound 1- 800 service. Charles
Obend returned to his chair, and in a moment the modem was pulsing
tones; a few seconds later Verbum's welcome screen was on the
monitor.

Charles Obend was not a registered user at Verbum, but he was a
regular, and he almost always took the same i. d. He typed it in again
now:

CHAZ

And then the command:

visit VFB

The system answered:

You are now entering the Virtual Fern Bar: a meeting place for
professional singles, wanna bees and the otherwise hopeful.

Discretion, honesty, and subtlety are suggested.  However, as in real
life, you are on your own.

The system announced his entry, then listed seventeen users who were
already in the forum.  Most were unmistakably male.  Three or four
seemed to be women the standard proportion for this forum on a Friday
night but Charles Obend strongly suspected that most or all of those
were men, too: out for a few laughs, getting their cheap thrills, or
just looking for a little attention.

Gender hacking.  Nobody seemed to notice Charles Obend.  He sat back
and started to read.

It took a while to get used to the pace here.  Like a real singles bar
on a Friday night, this was a crowded and noisy place.  Usually at
least two or three users were typing at the same time, involved in
different conversations.  Messages got interrupted, then restarted a
few seconds later.

Tonight, as ever, most of the chatter involved sports, cars and
computers; and, of course, women.  Charles Obend thought that Verbum's
Virtual Fern Bar was actually more like a Virtual Men's

Locker Room.  He had never met a woman here, not that he could verify.
But he was here most nights anyway.

One difference from real life was that in VRB you could tune out the
people you didn't want to hear: the system would filter any number of
users you designated.  Charles Obend sometimes did this so that he
could follow a single conversation out of the jumble.

Tonight he felt like filtering all of them.  Then the screen showed:

SHERM> Yo, Chaz.

Three different conversations intervened before Charles Obend could get
his keystrokes on the screen:

CHAZ> Yeah?  SHERM> Back channel, pal.

Charles Obend was feeling a little surly tonight.  He answered:

CHAZ> Do I know you?

More scattered chat got in the way.  Then:

SHERM> Back channel.  CHAZ> Go away.  SHERM> You won't want to miss
this.  I promise.  CHAZ> Give me a break.  SHERM> How do you mean that?
CHAZ> If you insist on hitting on guys, there are other forums where
you'll get a warmer reception.  Be my guest.  But this is not the
place.

SHERM> Back channel.  You won't be disappointed.

Who is this jerk?  Charles Obend thought.  But he collected himself and
responded:

CHAZ> OK, for a minute.

A few seconds later they were in a private channel.

CHAZ> What can I do for you?  SHERM> I hope you can begin to think of
me as "Suzanne'.  Because, you see, that really is my name.  "Susie Q'
is my handle.

CHAZ> Sure it is.  SHERM> You're skeptical.  Should I log off and log
in again using the correct one?

CHAZ> No.  That's all right.  SHERM> If you can think "Susie Q' every
time you see' Shem it would help us get to know each other.

Charles Obend didn't answer right away.  He wasn't sure how to take
this.

SHERM> Probably I have startled you.  CHAZ> You could say that.  SHERM>
I sometimes come to VFB as a male.  I like to look around, but I don't
want to be bothered.  Besides, there's a sort of exhilaration in
alternate gender identity.  Does that make sense to you?

CHAZ> I think so.  SHERM> I'm glad.  I've seen you here before.  I
always look for you when I arrive.  I've seen you in other forums, too.
You seem like a very nice person.

CHAZ> Thank you.  SHERM> I always enjoy reading your messages.  I feel
that I know you quite well already.  Some would say that's not
possible, just from reading someone's words.  But we reveal ourselves
in the words we use not only in what we say, but what we leave unsaid.
Don't you agree?

CHAZ> Yes, I do.

SHERM> I'm glad you feel that way.  I would like to know you on a one
to- one basis.

CHAZ> Why?  SHERM> In this life we make many acquaintances but very few
intimate and meaningful contacts.  When the chance presents itself, we
should not let it pass.  Do you also feel that way?

Charles Obend, sitting alone in his office in Kansas City, did feel
that way.  He felt it very keenly at this moment.  He wasn't completely
convinced that Shem was a woman.  But he believed that, given enough
time, he would discover the truth that no man could pull off that
charade forever.

He certainly wanted SusieQ to be real.  And he understood himself well
enough to know that if he passed on this one, he would think about it
for a long time.  Always wondering.

He answered:

CHAZ> Yes.  I do.  SHERM> I'm glad to hear that.  Why don't you tell me
a little about yourself?

Something within Charles Obend made him hesitate here.  It was not so
much caution as an ingrained reserve.  He had never been very good at
self- exposure.  He knew that he tended to keep people at arm's
length.

He also knew that it was a habit he had to overcome.  Otherwise he
might spend a thousand more Friday nights alone at a keyboard, reading
strangers' words on a cathode- ray tube.

The screen showed:

SHERM> You might think of it this way: under the circumstances, you
have very little to lose and much to gain.

True, Charles Obend thought.  So very true.  And he began to type.

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May 6May 7

Rain pelted the windshield of Lee Wade's Crown Victoria as he headed up
Telegraph Hill.  After a dry, warmish winter low snowfall in the
Sierra, predictions of water rationing come summer spring had turned
sodden.

Wade drove slowly, looking for a parking spot.  Nothing.  He finally
ended up in the cul- de- sac at the end of the street, barely wide
enough to turn around in.  The curb was painted red: no parking at any
time.  He drove the Crown Vic up onto the sidewalk, straddling the
curb.

Then he got out, locked the car and started walking.  He wore no hat,
carried no umbrella.  Real cops definitely did not carry umbrellas.

After nearly two weeks, and a court order, Pacific Bell had come
through with the user records for Donald Crump's home phone.  They had
faxed over a tidy computer- generated list of every call made from the
number for the past three months.

Wade and his partner were visiting every local number on the list, a
way of piecing together Donald Crump's life, and maybe his death.

Most people were not aware that telephone companies kept records of
local calls.  For a long time the police even the FBI had been unaware
of it.  The tel co was full of these little surprises.

Lee Wade stopped on the sidewalk, looked the place over, then strode up
the front walk and pressed the buzzer button beside the front door at
2600 Tesla.

Nobody opened the door, and Wade could not hear a bell or buzzer or
anything else inside.  Rain streamed down his face.  By now his hair
was matted wet.

He held the button down a good three or four counts now, and that got
some action.  After a few seconds the door opened.

The guy who opened the door was a white male in his midthirties, medium
height, medium build.  The guy looked mildly annoyed, but a little
disconnected, too.

Lee Wade had his shield ready in his left hand, the badge and the ID
card in a black leather foldover that he held open as he said, "Hi, Lee
Wade, SFPD homicide.  '

Lee Wade watched close.  Most people reacted to this one way or
another, and it was always interesting to watch how the words "SFPD
Homicide' struck home, especially when they came unexpectedly.

But this one was different.  The guy who had opened the door brown
eyes, black hair showing a few flecks of salt, two- three days' beard,
dressing like he was determined to show the world what depths of grunge
he could achieve, how little he cared about looking good this slob on
the other side of the doorway acted as if he hadn't heard.

His expression didn't change a bit.  "I'm looking for Ellis Hoile, Wade
said, as he slid the shield back into his jacket.

"That's me, the grunge said after a couple of beats.  "Can we talk for
a few minutes?  Another couple of beats.  The rain was streaming down
Lee Wade's face.  "Why?  the grunge said.  "We're conducting an
investigation, Wade said, weighing in with the plural, implying the
authority of the department, the great machinery behind that word,
we.

Wade added, in case the guy had missed it the first time, "A homicide
investigation.  '

The grunge who claimed he was Ellis Hoile acted as if the words were
coming to him from a great distance.  As if his body was here in the
doorway but his mind were somewhere else that was much more
interesting.

Wade wondered if he had interrupted some serious boffing.  Or maybe
some serious drug- using.  "What do you want?  said Ellis Hoile.  "Can
we talk inside?  "Why?  said Ellis Hoile.  Again.  Something flared
inside Wade.  He was usually very composed, polite.  He knew
regulations, how to deal with the public.  He could even be genial. But
Ellis Hoile and that numb- nuts expression on his face set him off.

"Because it's raining the fuck out here, Lee Wade said.  His voice was
still quiet, but with an edge that nobody could miss.  "Because I look
like fucking Joe the Geek standing out here with water running the fuck
off of me.  '

Ellis Hoile glanced at the sky as if he were noticing the rain for the
first time.  "Sure, he said, and he stepped aside to let Lee Wade
through the door.

Wade stepped inside, and was almost sorry he did, because when Ellis
Hoile shut the door, it was dark inside.

Dark made Lee Wade nervous.  Sharing strange dark rooms with strangers,
he very much disliked that: cops wanted at all times to see where they
were and what was going on around them.

"I don't suppose there's a light switch anywhere, Wade said.  Ellis
Hoile acted like he had to think about that for a little while.  Then
he walked over, found the switch, and they had light overhead.

Wade said, "Thank you.  You know a man named Donald Crump?  "No, Ellis
Hoile answered, almost without a pause this time.  "Think about it.  "I
don't have to.  I know who I know.  "He called a phone number here four
times during the month of March.  "I don't know Donald Crump.  "Maybe
he called somebody else here.  Anybody else live here, take phone calls
here?  '

"No, Ellis Hoile said, "I live alone.  Then he asked: "What number was
he calling?  Lee Wade took out the photocopy of PacBell's printout,
copied the number down on a notebook page, saying, "It's in the name of
Ellis Hoile, it's listed at this address, tore out the page and handed
it over.

Ellis Hoile glanced at it and said, "That's one of my data lines, hold
on.  Abruptly he turned, walked away, and went down the stairs that
descended from the wide landing.  Wade went to the edge of the landing
and watched as Ellis Hoile reached the bottom of the stairs and went
straight to one of the computers on the desks downstairs.

The only light down there was the glow of three computer monitors, Lee
Wade noticed; three computers.

The whole incredible room downstairs looked to Wade like a mad
scientist's warehouse.  He stood there thinking, Jesus, does the guy
really live like this ...?

Ellis Hoile's fingers flashed on the keyboard, just the two index
fingers, a quick blur.  Wade had never seen anyone type so fast.

Without looking up from the screen, Ellis Hoile said, "What number was
he calling from?  '

"I can't tell you that, it's confidential, Wade said, though that
wasn't really true: he just didn't like giving away too much.

"Oh yeah, police business, confidential, right, Ellis Hoile said,
sarcastic.  Wade really didn't like this guy.

He searched a second or two through the mess on one of the desktops,
and came up with what he wanted, much sooner than Wade would have
expected.  It was a small silvery disk, a CD.

Ellis Hoile slipped the disk into one of the computers.  A few more
taps at the keyboard.  Almost instantly he said, without looking up
from the screen, "That would be Donald Crump on Chestnut Street.  '

He read off the correct phone number.  Lee Wade took a couple of
seconds to digest this.  "How do you know?  he said.

The CD popped out of the computer, and Ellis Hoile held it up.  "Every
residential listing in the Western US is on CD- ROM.  You're local,
he's probably local.  And he's the only Donald Crump in the area code.
'

"How about that, Wade said.  Ellis Hoile didn't appear to notice.  He
was at another machine now, his fingers working again.

"Let me try to match that number, he said, and almost immediately he
said, "Oh, you mean DeeCeeDude.  '

"How's that?  "His handle, DeeCeeDude, all one word, Ellis Hoile said,
and he spelled it out, saying, 'that's what he called himself on
Verbum.  He was also Doom Dude he used two handles, he didn't think I
knew that, but I figured it out.  '

"You lost me, Wade said.  Then Ellis Hoile explained it to him, the
Verbum Interchange and how it worked, taking it slow when he saw that
Wade really had no idea.  He did it in about five or six sentences,
precise and distilled, choosing his words.

The dopey demeanor could fool you, Lee Wade thought.  This guy was no
dope.  Far from it.  He was plenty quick once he got focussed.

Wade said, "How often did you talk to him?  "I never did.  "I got phone
records show three calls to your number, over an hour each.  '

"No doubt you do.  If you checked my records you'd find three or four
to his number, too.  '

"You talked to him six or seven times, Wade said.  "His computer called
my computer.  My computer called his.  I never spoke to him.  He wanted
to play Doom.  He was a fool for Doom.  There's a forum on Verbum,
where you can hustle up opponents for various games.  He was always
trying to find somebody to play Doom with him.  '

"Doom, Wade said.  "A game.  You play it alone, it's this space trooper
against the aliens and zombies.  You play it by modem, then it's space
trooper against space trooper with the aliens and zombies thrown in for
laughs.  That's how DeeCeeDude liked to play it, in Death Match mode.
'

It almost got past Lee Wade.  But he caught it, and he asked Ellis
Hoile to say it again, just to make sure he'd heard it right.

Uh- huh.  Death Match  That was what he said, all right.  "You never
met him, Wade said.  "Not in person.  "Never talked to him.  "Not to
hear his voice.  Ellis Hoile sounded as if he were making an effort to
be patient, like someone who hates going over old ground.

"Never even knew his name.  "I logged him in as DeeCeeDude.  Good
enough for him, good enough for me.  '

He was looking levelly at Lee Wade, unblinking.  Maybe it was the look
of someone who had nothing to hide.

Or maybe of somebody who thought he had all his bases covered.  Wade
reached into his jacket and brought out a business card.  His name and
office phone, official seal of the City of San Francisco.  He held it
out.

"You think of anything else, give me a call.  "Sure.  Ellis Hoile took
the card.  "You never asked me what happened to him, Wade said.
"Everybody asks.  Most people can't stop asking questions when I show
up.  '

"He's dead, somebody murdered him, you're trying to find who did it. No
other reason you'd be here.  '

Wade nodded.  "End of story, Ellis Hoile said.  "That's one way of
looking at it.  '

Wade started back up the stairs.  Ellis Hoile stayed down there with
his machines.  When Wade got to the top of the stairs, Ellis Hoile was
seated again, staring at one of the monitors.  It was like Wade was
already out of the house, out of his life.

But Lee Wade wasn't quite finished.  From the top of the stairs he
said, "I forgot to ask.  When the two of you played, you and Donald
Crump, who usually won?  '

Ellis Hoile turned in his chair and looked up.  "I smoked his ass.  He
grinned like a twelve- year- old.  "Every time.  "Every time?  Wade
said.  "You never lost to him even once?  "I rarely lose to anybody.
"You're pretty good at that game, huh?  "I'm good at all of them, said
Ellis Hoile.

That morning, Kate Lavin had caught a 10 a. m. flight to Burbank, for
an afternoon meeting with one of her regular clients, a cable network
with offices on Wilshire Boulevard.

When she flew back that evening she had a commission: a one- hour
documentary on the vanishing Central American jaguar, to be shot mainly
in Belize.  Kate won the job with the promise that yeah, sure, her crew
would find and photograph one of the cats on a night prowl.

And the not- so- rough cut would be ready within three months.

Of course, she thought, no problem, we do it all the time.  Right.

She liked this kind of edge work, pushing herself, testing the limits.
This was how things got done, when you challenged your own comfort zone
once in a while.

She boarded her return flight at 6: 15.  She felt strong, capable: the
buzz she always got when she'd had a good day.  But something happened
during the seventy minutes before the Air West flight touched down
again in San Francisco.

She felt herself deflate.  She told herself that it was just a chemical
letdown, the slump that always comes when you've been running on
adrenaline all day.

A pretty good explanation, she thought.  Except that she'd been
slumping like this, on and off, for almost a month now.  And not just
at the end of the day.  It might hit her in the morning, it might keep
her tossing in bed, it might catch her unaware in the middle of the day
and ruin the next few hours.

She knew that this slump was probably not just an endocrinal deficit.
She thought that she had to do something about Ellis Hoile.

Then she corrected herself.

Not about Ellis.  About me.

Ellis's feelings and acts weren't the point any more.  Ellis was in the
past.  So decreed.  The question was her own life, now that Ellis was
out of it.

Move on, was the answer that kept coming to her as she drove north
across the Golden Gate.

The rain was pounding, wind- driven, when she parked at Gate Seven. She
put her head down, walked through the pier gate, then nearly the whole
length of the boardwalk that extended out into the bay.

Her boat was two slips from the end of the pier: a one- story structure
with walls of cedar shake, sitting on a wide, flat fiberglass hull that
rode low in the water.

The structure covered nearly the entire hull.  As she stood now at the
edge of the dock, she was able to reach the lock of the sliding- glass
door that was the main entry.  She turned her key in the lock, pushed
the glass aside, and stepped inside out of the rain.  She slid the door
shut behind her, locked it again, and pulled the curtain that blocked
the view from outside.

The place was dim and cold.  Right away she went through the house,
flipping on light switches, turning up the thermostat on the electric
heat, shedding her wet coat and hat and shoes.  She stopped in the
kitchen to open the freezer.  Inside were at least a dozen paper trays
wrapped with plastic: single- serving entrees packaged by a local deli.
These days she almost never cooked.

She reminded herself that this collection of meals for one was supposed
to look smart and efficient, not absurd.

She pulled out one that was marked 'lasagne', stuck it in the
microwave.  She poured a glass of red wine, and brought it with her as
she stripped in the bathroom and stepped into a hot shower.

She could feel wind buffet the boat, rocking it, tugging at its
moorings.  Rain smashed against the windows.

She stepped out, towelled fast, stepped into a terrycloth robe, blow
dried her hair: her short cut needed just a minute or two.  In the
kitchen, the lasagne was ready, waiting.  She slipped a CD into the
player Haydn string quartets and brought the food and the wine to the
living room.  She sat cross legged on the floor, with the plate of food
in front of her on a coffee table, and she began to eat.

Even with the lights and the heat and the warm meal and the music, the
place still felt empty.  Not so much a home as a way station

And then, with the wind still rocking and the rain still pounding
outside, someone knocked on the glass door.  It was loud: three sharp,
decisive raps.  The floor- length curtain screened the view, but the
sound of those raps was unmistakable.

They told her that a man was at the door.  Half a continent removed
from the tumult on the bay, Charles Obend felt a surge of elation.

He was logged into Verbum, engaged in a backchannel chat with Susie Q.
And tonight, for the first time, she was telling him that she wanted to
meet him in the flesh.

At first their electronic acquaintance had progressed faster, and with
more promise, than he had dared to hope.  The night after their first
encounter they had chatted online for nearly half an hour.  Then an
hour the next night.

SUSIE Q> Describe myself?  I am optimistic, kindhearted, ebullient.  I
love a good joke.  The man who can make me laugh is halfway into my
heart.  I am perhaps too trusting.  It's an easy way to get hurt, but I
wouldn't have it any other way.  What good is life if we erect walls
around our emotions?  Better to have loved and lost, etc."  etc.

Physically, I am a touch over 5- 7, a little taller if I'm in high
heels.  (Which I am frequently.  They're instruments of torture but I
do like the effect.) Red hair, green eyes, long legs.  My build ... I'm
not afraid to wear spandex, let's put it that way.

Susie Q Suzanne Quillen was a manufacturer's rep in Boston, twenty-
eight years old.  Like Obend, she was single, without children.  They
shared tastes in music, food, baseball, and movies.  He had been
astonished to learn that she, too, had a passion for classic American
cars of the Sixties: she actually drove a '65 Pontiac GTO.

He had felt an instant rapport, and a longing.  She had uploaded to him
a digitized graphics file, electronically scanned from a photograph. It
showed a slim young woman who, if not beautiful, was certainly as
attractive as anyone Charles Obend had ever dated.  Her eyes suggested
a certain winsome sadness, a quiet, unfulfilled desire ... Charles
Obend's longing deepened into a real ache.  Neither of them had
suggested speaking by voice.  Most online users agreed that the
intimacy of a telephone conversation actually inhibited contact. People
felt more free to express themselves when they sat at a keyboard.

Then, several days ago now, Charles Obend took a step that he had never
before attempted with any online contact.  He asked Susie Q for an
if2f', a face- to- face meeting.

CHAZ> I would really, really like an f2f soon.  Will happily fly to
Boston or pay your way out here.  I'm free and solvent.

SUSIE Q> Maybe one day.  CHAZ> I'm a nice guy.  SUSIE Q> I know that.
CHAZ Then why the reluctance?  SUSIE Q> I'm the shy and retiring type.
CHAZ> I certainly understand that.  And you can't be too careful these
days.

SUSIE Q> Exactly.

Since then they had chatted once.  Susie Q had been busy, travelling on
business, she said.

Even so, she had seemed slightly distant, somehow less eager than at
first.

But tonight she was turning all that around.  SUSIE Q> Hello, Charles.
This has to be quick I'm in a bind for time tonight.  But I want you to
know that I have some news.  I'm being sent to San Fran on business
tomorrow.  Ordinarily I would catch a nonstop flight.  But I have the
option of flying to KC and taking the redeye from there.  US Air has a
connection that would give me two hours on the ground at KCI, what do
you say?

CHAZ> Yes!!!  <grin grin SUSIE Q> Okay, Flight 540 from Boston,
tomorrow night.  Arrives a little after midnight, can you make it?

CHAZ> Any time, any place.  SUSIE Q> Is that a yes or a no?  CHAZ>
Sweetie, that is a big yes.  SUSIE Q> Good.  I'm glad.  How will I know
you?  CHAZ> By my look of intense anticipation.  SUSIE Q> Tell me.  How
will I know you?  CHAZ> I'll be wearing a burgundy suede jacket, how
about that?  SUSIE Q> That works.

For a few seconds, Charles Obend paused.  He didn't want to press her,
but he needed an answer.

CHAZ> One question.  Why the change of heart?  And the cursor on his
machine replied: SUSIE Q> Patience, dear Chaz.  Patience.  Soon all
things will be clear.

Kate Lavin pulled back the curtain a few inches and saw him standing at
the edge of the dock, standing straight even in the wind and rain,
wearing a slick yellow anorak with the hood pulled over his head, and
matching rain pants.

He was looking back toward the end of the pier.  The hood obscured his
face.

Then he reached out to rap on the glass again, and he turned his head
to find her looking at him.

He stopped his knuckles a couple of inches short of the glass.  And he
smiled.

The details registered with Kate, rapidly, subliminally.  He was about
her age.  Maybe six feet tall, good posture.  Looked directly into her
eyes.  A nice smile.  Nice face, what she could see of it.  Very nice
smile.  He was yelling, gesturing toward the end of the dock, still
smiling but shouting to be heard.  She couldn't make it out.

She unlocked the glass and slid it open a few inches.  Right away, rain
pelted her face.

'... this the public anchorage?  he was yelling.  "No, she said, and
she gestured over his shoulder, behind him.  "Gate Three, they've got
daily rates.  '

At the end of the dock she saw a sailboat that hadn't been there when
she came home.  It was bobbing and heaving, but it seemed secure.  It
was large, at least a forty-five footer, a serious seagoing vessel.

"Terrific, he said, loud over the wind, still with a rueful little
smile.  "You'll be all right there for a few hours, she said.  He
nodded.  "Any place near here to get a meal?  he said.  She shook her
head.  Not after dark, not at this end of town.  Downtown Sausalito,
and the restaurants, were at least a mile down the road.

The rain beat hard in her face.  "Even a cup of coffee?  he said, the
wind nearly swallowing his words.  "I lost my generator last night,
should've put in at Bolinas when I had the chance, it's my own damn
fault.  '

He kept using the singular.  She said, "Are you alone?  '

The words, really, just jumped out of her.  But at the moment it seemed
important, the question of whether he would have to sit, solitary, in
the dark, rocking boat, cold and hungry, while he waited for the storm
to pass.

Only later did she realize that he must have spent many nights alone on
that boat.  It would be routine, if he sailed singlehanded.

"Yep, he said.  The rain battering her face.  "You want some coffee?
she said.  "Yep.  A speculative grin was now forming behind that hood.
She slid the door open and he stepped in.  She moved aside as he
entered, and had to reach past him to shut the door.  Then she stood
watching as he pulled off the anorak, slipped out of the rain pants,
tugged off his boots.  He was trim but solid in a T- shirt and
shorts.

Taller than she'd thought.  A couple of inches over six feet.  She
noticed that his eyes didn't go searching the place, trying to size
things up.  A nervous man might have done that.  He did not look
nervous.

He did give a quick glance as he was peeling off his gear.  He saw the
lone meal on the coffee table, which told him all he needed to know.

"Looks like we're a pair of orphans in the storm, he said.  She told
him her name and put out her hand.  He took the hand.  His grip was
friendly, held just long enough.  He said, "Jonathon Wreggett.  I am in
your debt.  '

The way he said it, somehow he made the phrase sound real, sincere, not
at all stilted.  He had a way of hitting all the right notes.

He followed her over to the counter and stood talking with her while
she steamed water for cappuccino.  He was on his way south from the San
Juan Islands, off British Columbia, where he had spent the past three
months.  San Francisco Bay was a stopover on the way down to Cabo San
Lucas.

She said, "Canada in the winter, Mexico in the summer, that's original.
"I'm a contrarian, he said.  "Avoid the crowds.  She liked this guy.
They sat in the living room and talked.  He was from back east,
Massachusetts.  He had been doing this for more than a year, sailing
single, no ties.  He left the impression of having money, certainly at
least the means to live this way; but he didn't get into details, and
she didn't ask.

He made her laugh about five times before they got to the bottom of the
cappuccino.  She realized that she felt at ease with him.  Part of it
was because he seemed at ease in a stranger's house: confident but not
overbearing.

She heated another meal from the freezer, and this time she foraged for
a salad to go with it.

They talked through the meal and into another cup of coffee.  He asked
her a few questions about herself, but not much, as if he didn't want
to push.

They both seemed to notice at the same time that the rain and wind had
stopped outside.  The night was calm.

She was sorry to see it.  The storm had been their excuse for being
together, and now it was gone.

He brought his cup to the kitchen sink and said, "I probably ought to
get my boat out of here.  '

"Right, she said.  "Public dock is down this way, huh?  "About half a
mile south along the waterfront.  It's easy, you'll find it.  He was at
the door.  Picking up his slicker, slipping on his boots.  She went
over there, reached, slid the door open for him to leave.  The air
outside smelled clear and clean off the bay.

"This has been nice, he said.  "Ah, that's a weak way to say it.  But
it has been.  Very nice.  It's times like this that I miss, being out
on my lonesome.  '

And then again that grin, slightly crooked, as he added, "But if I'd
had more like this, I might not be out there at all.  '

He stepped out onto the dock.  Simultaneously she said, "Good luck, and
he said, "Thanks again.  He walked a few steps down the pier, then
turned back and found her still standing at the door, watching him
leave.

He seemed ready to speak.  But he didn't.  He gave a slight, final wave
of the hand, then turned away for good and continued up the dock, into
the night.

Alone in his apartment, Ellis Hoile connected to Verbum.  He managed to
do this while he was standing in the kitchen that opened onto one wall
of the big downstairs living room.

He was spooning ground coffee into a filter when he leaned across the
kitchen counter.  In a voice only a little louder than conversational
tones, he said:

"Comm.  Verbum.  Connect.  One of the computers on his desks responded
by opening a communications program, selecting the entry for Verbum,
and executing a short script he had written to automate his log- in.

The modem connected.  As always, Verbum's system asked for a user i.
d."  and Ellis Hoile's script supplied the handle by which he had been
known for years, and then added his password.

Verbum's computer responded:

Welcome, Avatar Last log- off 10: 36; 05/ 06 You have new mail.

He walked in from the kitchen.  "Check mail, he said, and by the time
he was at his chair, the index was on the screen with a single entry.

Stoma@ ver bum  org 21: 18 A new game

Ellis Hoile opened the message from Stoma, a handle he didn't
recognize.  Stoma, the small opening in a membrane.  No, he thought,
he'd have remembered that one.  The message read:

Hi, Avatar,

I need beta- testers for a new game.  It's a twist on the old dungeon
adventures, but heavy on graphics fast scrolling, smooth panning.  Not
a bad effort (he said, immodestly).

I've noticed you hanging here, thought you might like a peek at the
beta version.  Find it attached.  Source included!

Stoma

Ellis Hoile enjoyed seeing other programmers' work.  He also liked
computer games: most hackers did.

He downloaded the attachment to a diskette that he immediately scanned
with a virus- checker.

He would never boot an unknown executable directly after downloading
it.  A computer virus only a few lines long could erase key files, even
damage a hard disk.

More to the point, the knowledge of how to write those few lines was no
longer arcane.  It was within the grasp of many thousands, a large
proportion of whom were adolescent boys.

The virus- checker found nothing: TRY_ ME was free of known viruses.
Ellis Hoile still wasn't ready to boot the game, though.  He opened an
editor and began to examine the file.

It seemed to consist of two parts.  TRY_ ME was the program.  It was in
machine code, unreadable.  But Stoma had also included the original
uncompiled code, in the programming language known as C++.

Ellis Hoile could read that.  He loaded it into an editor, and the
software routines and processes that comprised TRY_ ME.  EXE began
filling his monitor screen in chunks forty lines deep.

He intended to just glance at the listings, look at the first few
hundred lines: one programmer inspecting the work of another.

But what he saw made him keep looking.  Because it was good.  It was
real good.  He continued to punch down through the listings, dense
lines of words and shorthand that would seem gibberish to an outsider,
but which Ellis Hoile recognized as the work of an inspired expert.

It was clean, precise, economical in the way it would use a computer's
resources.  He himself would have been pleased to produce code like
this.

For a moment that realization stopped him: not in months, not in years,
had he written anything this good.

The thought didn't make him envious.  Just a little sad.  But he pushed
that feeling aside, and he fed in the next forty lines.  He wanted to
see this.

Three hours later, Ellis Hoile still hadn't left his seat, except to
pour coffee.  The source code of TRY_ ME had kept him engrossed.
Instruction sets reveal the methods, the approaches, which underlie any
computer software.  Furthermore, he believed, they reveal something
about the programmers who designed them.

That, more than anything else, was what kept Ellis Hoile in his chair,
dissecting TRY_ ME.  EXE, well past midnight.  TRY_ ME was a window
into the mind of its creator.

It was some mind.  Any good program shows foresight, ingenuity, clarity
of thought.  Whoever wrote TRY_ ME, Ellis Hoile thought, had all of
that going for him.  That and more.

You almost would have to say that he was cunning.  Maybe even scary, he
was so clever.  And this had just arrived out of nowhere, hacked out by
someone using a handle that Ellis Hoile, who had an excellent memory,
couldn't remember having seen before.

Didn't add up.  That thought kept Ellis Hoile from doing what he would
very much have liked to do: actually to run the program.

Something was happening here, and he wanted to find out what it was. He
kept at it without a break, the lines of code sliding up on the screen
in front of him.

Then he found it.  An encrypted string, about three- quarters of the
way through the program listing.  This was gibberish, at least to the
eye.  But it was not random.  Ellis Hoile was sure that it had to be
some kind of virus or worm, hiding within the innards of a Trojan.

Put there by someone who knew what he was doing.  This was getting
better and better.  Ellis Hoile stripped out the encrypted lines.  He
quickly paged down through the rest of the list, hurrying along now,
looking for a second parasite.

At 3: 40 a. m. he finally reached the end of the list.  He had found
nothing else that didn't belong.  He then copied the disinfected
version of TRY_ ME onto a diskette that he set aside.

He still wanted to try it.  But not right now.  He got up from his
chair, and pulled a computer from one of the racks of shelves that
stood against one wall.  An old 286 with a forty- megabyte hard drive:
he hadn't used it in more than a year.

The hard drive was a relic that Ellis Hoile was ready to sacrifice out
of his curiosity to see what Stoma had intended to do to him.

Ellis Hoile attached a monitor and a printer to the back of the
computer, and plugged the power cord into an outlet.  With a few
keystrokes he set the system to print out every command issued through
the processor.

He inserted the disc, copied TRY_ ME.  EXE to the hard drive, and
booted it from there.

The hard disk clicked and churned.  One of those clicks, he knew, would
mark the parasite program's escape into the system.

The printer hummed and clattered.  One line.  Carriage return.  A
second line.  A third.  And more.  The parasite was already at work.
The printer fell silent.  Ellis Hoile read the printer's output.  The
parasite had identified the two serial ports that were the computer's
principal data outlets.  At each port it had searched for, but failed
to find, an operating modem.

Regardless, it had scanned the hard disk directories and found a
communications program.  It had located the initializing file that
fixed the startup settings of that program, and had set the software to
silence the modem speaker if there had been a modem.

With that, the parasite went dormant.  But Ellis Hoile could guess what
this was all about.  The parasite wanted to make a phone call, most
likely to the man who had written the program.  Stoma was trying to
crack into Avatar's computer.

And Avatar was going to let him in.  He went back to the shelf, pulled
out an older modem and a set of cables, and connected them to one of
the computer's serial ports and to the nearest phone jack.

For several minutes he sat at his machine, deleting any file that might
possibly reveal who he was or, where he lived.

Finally, because the battery had run down after a year on the shelf, he
reset the computer's internal clock to show the correct time: 04: 12 a.
m.

With that, the parasite came alive.  It searched again for a live
modem, found one this time, immediately booted the comm program, and
began to silently dial a phone number.

Ellis Hoile read the number as the printer clattered it out.  He waited
for the call to connect, then reached for the modem button and turned
off the power, breaking the connection.

The number was a local cellular call: he recognized the prefix right
away.

His cellular test set was already at his elbow, on the desk in front of
him.  He switched it on, then turned on the modem again.  Immediately
the parasite found the modem again, initialized it, and began a call.

Another cellular call.  To a different number.  This put a whole new
spin on things.  It meant that Stoma might be even smarter and more
serious than Ellis Hoile had believed.

Every cellular telephone is assigned a unique electronic serial number
at manufacture, and is later assigned a calling number.  These two
numbers, known respectively as the ESN and NAM, identify the phone and
its owner to cellular systems around the continent.  Each time it is
switched on to send or receive, a cell phone broadcasts its ESN and NAM
to the local carrier, using special data channels.  No call can be made
until the local company recognizes and approves the phone's ESN and
NAM.  They are the basis for cellular billing, the basis for the entire
cellular concept.  Without them, the system would cease to function.

Not long after cellular phones became popular, electronic pirates
learned to receive and decrypt the ESNs and NAMs constantly streaming
between phones and cellular systems.

Once the pirates had valid numbers, reprogramming a phone to match
those pilfered numbers (thus passing charges onto the true subscriber)
was relatively simple.

Computer crackers those who illegally enter private computer systems
became some of the most enthusiastic users of clone phones.  Not only
were clones useful for evading calling charges to distant computers,
but they reduced the chances of a call being traced to a specific
geographic address.

The only drawback was that, as cellular operators became more
sophisticated in detecting fraudulent calling patterns, the useful life
of an ESN or a NAM dropped to as low as a few days, even a few hours.

For that reason, crackers sought a way to update a clone with a new
valid ESN and NAM each time it was used.

A few succeeded: the very brightest and most technically adept.  Their
payoff was a device that guaranteed unlimited longdistance calls on
demand, and was almost untraceable.

Almost.  The exception was that a clone call could still be traced to a
certain cell location if someone with the right equipment could
anticipate which ESN and NAM pair the clone would use next.

Ellis Hoile now understood that Stoma must have written a list of phone
numbers into the parasite: numbers that the clone on the receiving end
would use, in sequence, if for some reason the first connection was
broken.

Very clever.  Exactly what Ellis Hoile himself would have done.  Stoma
had not expected Avatar to be awake at 4 a. m."  monitoring the
activity of his computer, reading the phone numbers that the parasite
dialed.  In any case, Stoma would certainly not expect his target to
know what they meant, or to have the equipment to do anything about
it.

But Ellis Hoile was wide awake.  He understood exactly what was
happening.  He knew exactly what to do.  And he had the equipment to do
it.  The test set was able to monitor conversations at random and pull
out the ESN and NAM of the phone making that call thus it would be
ideal for pirating valid numbers to use in clones.  But it could also
work the other way: if given the ESN and NAM of a given phone, the set
could monitor all calls made by, or to, that number.  It could even
track that phone from cell to cell.

That was what Ellis Hoile intended to do now.  He couldn't determine
the exact location of the phone, but he could place it within a cell.

The connection to Stoma opened through the modem.  As it did, Ellis
Hoile sat at the test set's keyboard and entered the phone number that
the parasite had just dialed.

The LED numerals on the test set stuttered, flickered, and then
fastened.  It displayed:

872.220 E17BG

And Ellis Hoile laughed out loud.  Stoma's cellular phone was using a
channel reserved for the local nonwireline cellular operator, and was
located within a cell identified as E17BG.  Ellis Hoile owned a map
that showed the names and locations of every cell in the Bay Area.  But
he didn't need it this time.  He already knew E17BG: it was located
right at the foot of Telegraph Hill.

Stoma and Avatar were no more than a mile apart.  Stoma didn't know
that.  But now Avatar did.

For a few seconds Ellis Hoile watched the commands print out in front
of him.  Stoma was controlling the computer now, copying directory
lists, opening and then closing files.

Go right ahead, Ellis Hoile thought.  He imagined Stoma's frustration
when he read this stuff, having gone to all this trouble to come up
with nothing but dreck.

Ellis Hoile was grinning.  Actually grinning, as he sat there.  The
idea that some super- cracker had picked him for a target hacking the
hacker he loved it.

He hadn't had this much fun in months.  So far the phone hadn't
switched cells.  Which meant that it probably wasn't moving.  Most
likely, Stoma was at home, sitting at his desk.

Ellis got up, went over to the window, and pulled the drapes back. From
here he could see the entire area of cell E17BG.  Most maps represent
the cell system as a neat honeycomb shape: perfect hexagons surrounded
by identical hexagons, ad infinitum.  But in reality the cells aren't
nearly so regular.  In a city of hills, valleys, and high buildings,
cell coverage is tailored to fit the contours of the terrain.

E17BG was almost kidneyshaped.  It was served by a low- power,
320degree transmitter on the side of Telegraph Hill, and its coverage
extended roughly from the foot of the hill to the edge of the first
high office buildings of the financial district, and from the
waterfront to Hyde Street.

Fifteen, twenty city blocks.  And Stoma was down there somewhere.  The
antenna of the Van Eck scanner sat on its tripod, a few feet from where
Ellis Hoile stood.  He hadn't been aware of it at first.  But now the
idea came to him: find Stoma.  Use the scanner to find the monitor
where the intruder must be sitting at this moment, rifling through
Avatar's files.

It should be possible, Ellis Hoile thought.  Most TVs and computer
monitors were dark at this hour.  That would make it easier to pick out
the few still operating.

Besides, he had made a few modifications to boost the range, and he
hadn't had a chance to try them yet.  If the changes worked, the
scanner should be effective to the outer edges of cell E17BG.

He didn't know what he would do if he located Stoma.  Once he knew the
building, he could figure out Stoma's address, learn his phone number.
After that?  Maybe a little goodnatured harassment: hack the guy who
hacked the hacker.

It was just a game anyway.  He turned on the scanner and the NEC
monitor, and he used the remote control to point the antenna toward the
area of the cell.

Ellis Hoile knew that he ought to be tired.  But he wasn't.  He
couldn't remember the last time he had been this interested in
anything.

He was completely alert, invigorated.  Just a game, he thought.  But a
good game.

The body washed up some time before daybreak.  It lay several hours in
a mud flat within the shadow of the Martinez- Benicia toll bridge which
spans a northern strait of San Francisco Bay.

The body had come to rest nearly thirty miles from where it was thrown
into the water, two weeks earlier.  Actually, though, it had drifted
more than four times that distance, the currents pulling it back and
forth in the bay; until a combination of the high winds and a cresting
spring tide had finally beached it and then abandoned it in the mud,
where it was found by three high school boys who hiked down to the
water with fishing poles and an ice chest full of beer.

They noticed it because one of them decided to investigate the loud
buzzing of flies and a putrid stench.  He followed the sound and the
odor to their source, and stood a few feet away, blinking and waving
away flies and wondering what he had found.

Two weeks of putrefaction, two weeks in the bay where it was set upon
by scavenging birds and crabs and fish, had rendered the body almost
unrecognizable.

Finally, though, the boy understood what he had found: it was human, or
had been.

But it had no head.  And the arms had been cut off at the elbows, the
legs truncated at the knees.

The boy turned and retched into the weeds.  The body was taken to the
office of the Solano County medical examiner.

Solano is one of eight counties which are usually said to comprise the
unofficial region known as the San Francisco Bay Area.  Within those
are eight countries are more than seventy- five discrete
municipalities, each with an independent police force and its own set
of criminal files.

Computers and telecommunications have given those counties and
municipalities the tools to pool important information on crimes that
cross their borders.  In the end, however, those electronic tools are
still dependent on human effort and subject to human foibles.

In the case of the decaying, dismembered body, the Solano County m. e.
did not perform an autopsy until another day and a half had passed.

When he did, he identified it as a woman in her late forties.  At one
point he found a transparent plastic capsule lodged in the trachea.
Inside the capsule was a square of white paper.

The paper was marked with the heading meat ware and contained a series
of numbers that the m. e. considered meaningless.

A clerk in the sheriff's department whose job description included
several different tasks delayed by four days entering the county
officers' report into the regional law enforcement database through
which the Bay Area's cops share information.

And then the clerk entered an incorrect keyword into the case header.
This is the summary on which data searches were based: it was the
equivalent of losing a file by placing it in the wrong cabinet drawer,
and it meant that Lee Wade's partner passed over the report when he did
a routine scan of murders in other jurisdictions.

Four more days passed before this error was caught and corrected.  In
all, nearly ten days were lost before the information about the body
and about the plastic capsule and its contents finally reached the one
person who needed it most.

And by then it was too late.

"Don't let him worry you, Roberta Hudgins said.  "He's a little
standoffish, but he don't mean nothing by it.  You're going there to
run the machines, that's all.  I asked and he said fine.  So don't you
worry none.  '

Her sixteen- year- old grandson, David Hudgins, sat beside her in the
taxi that left the Trans Bay Terminal, headed for Telegraph Hill. 
David said nothing, but he seemed a little dubious.

Roberta Hudgins also had some doubts, though she didn't want to let
David see that.  She wasn't sure whether Ellis Hoile would even
remember that she was bringing the boy today.  She had mentioned it to
him last time,

that she had a grandson who needed to practice on computers, and would
he mind letting David use one next time she came?

Fine, fine, he had said.  But you never knew about him.  You never knew
what he might remember from day to day, or more important what he
really felt about things.

The taxi sliced easily through the Saturday morning traffic.  Before
long they were climbing Telegraph Hill.  Roberta Hudgins caught the boy
picking loose skin around one thumbnail, and she slapped at his hand.

"Don't do that, she said.  And, "Be polite, but don't go overboard.
Answer if he asks you any questions.  You don't have to be no
chatterbox, though.  '

He was a smart child, David.  Good grades across the board.  Very good
grades in math and science.  Only, he needed computer time.  At
McClymonds High, the fast- track juniors got three hours a week in the
computer lab.  That was actually fifty minutes a session, and they sat
two to a machine.

David needed more than the high school could give him.  The counselors
all admitted it.  At most good colleges, so she had heard, freshmen
were handed a computer at the start of their first term, right along
with their textbooks.

You needed those machines if you wanted to go anywhere.  They were the
express route to the future.  And David was not going to miss the ride,
not if she could do anything about it.

That was why she had approached Ellis Hoile.  All those computers
sitting around, the man could only use one at a time, right?  So she
had asked him, I got a grandson that's crazy about those machines,
would you mind if he sits and tries one out, next time I work?

Not the easiest thing she had ever done.  She hated to ask favors of
the people who paid her.

He had said fine, no problem.  As if it really wasn't a big deal, and
he didn't mind at all.

But with him, how could you be sure?  The taxi turned onto Tesla
Street.  She held her grandson's hand.  You're going all the way, she
thought.  Right to the top.  "Sit up straight, was what she said.

Ellis Hoile had worked the video scanner through the night and into
Saturday morning.  It was a tedious job, moving the antenna by the
slightest of increments, stopping to pull in a fringe signal, then
continuing when he found that it wasn't what he wanted.

After a while the sun came up in his face.  The job slowed even more as
the signals started popping all over, CNN and kids' cartoons, mixed in
with the occasional online junkie getting a fix of American On Line or
the Internet to start the day right.  The city's video screens were
lighting up again.

Still he kept at it.  His relish for the job had driven him through the
darkness.  Now just force of habit kept him going.  Programming had
taught him that the successful end of any job usually requires the
defeat of tedium.  Even the most brilliant software usually represented
not so much genius as the dogged willingness to apply effort, dully and
incessantly.

You never got anything done if you stopped pounding away.  So he kept
at it now, the sun in his eyes, the city fully alive below him.  He
kept clicking the remote control, glancing back and forth between the
NEC monitor and the cityscape as the antenna crept along.  The task was
as mechanical as working an assembly line.

He became vaguely aware of the lock turning in the front door, up
beyond the landing.  He didn't turn to look.

Because the monitor beside him was resolving still another signal.  Not
a cartoon this time.  Not CNN.

It showed a computer screen, a directory listing with seven items, in
the typeface of an IBM- PC system font.  Below it were the lines:

24 file s) copied DISCONNECT DISCONNECT AT 04: 26.42 CONNECT TIME 00:
14.23 copy c:| cap|*.* b:

The door opened.  Ellis Hoile walked swiftly to the old computer that
Stoma had entered a few hours earlier.  It was still running.

The file listings on the screen matched those that his scanner was now
reading, on a machine somewhere down below.  They were followed by the
lines:

24 file s) copied.  DISCONNECT

He walked back to the tripod.  This was important.  "Hello?  a voice
said behind him.  He didn't turn around.  He was sighting straight down
the shaft of the antenna.  He saw that it was pointing toward a block
of flats beyond North Beach, low on the flank of Russian Hill.

That would be Union Street, about two blocks up from Washington
Square.

In that building sat the computer which now contained the files copied
from his old 286.

Down there was Stoma.  "Hello, Mrs.  Hudgins said again, and this time
he turned.

Standing in the sunlight he was.  Wonders never cease.  She was about
halfway down the staircase, with David beside her.  On her grandson's
face was a look of naked amazement at the sight in the big room: she
hadn't prepared him for it, she thought she could never do it
justice.

"Good morning, she said.  She leaned hard on David to stop him staring.
"It is a good morning, said Ellis Hoile.  She started leading David
down to the bottom of the stairs.  "This is my grandson, David, she
said.  "Sure, said Ellis Hoile.  He was walking over to meet them at
the bottom of the stairs, putting out his hand.  And David took the
hand and shook it.

"I told you about him, I mentioned would it be all right if he used
your machines ... '

"Sure, you bet.  Hey, David, we'll get you fixed right up.  He looked
awfully tired.  But pleased, somehow.  She tipped her head to nod at
him and the sunlight.  "Is everything OK?  she said.

"Couldn't be better, said Ellis Hoile.

The goofy white guy was OK, once you got used to him.  He had four
computers up and going: a Power Mac 8100, a Pentium under Linux,
another Pentium running DOS David hadn't even seen such machines
before, except in magazines plus a 286.

Mister Hardware, David started to call him in his own mind.  And then
he dragged out this 386 laptop for David to use.

Five computers, and that didn't even include the boxes and other
goodies up there on the shelves, stuff that David could hardly keep his
eyes from oh, Mister Hardware, those goodies!  as the guy checked him
out on the 386.

Much as David liked the goodies, he enjoyed the guy's friendly and
natural way even more.  Mister Hardware was into electronics and he was
obviously into anyone else who was into electronics.

It was almost as if he hadn't noticed that David was black and sixteen
years old; or, if he noticed, he wasn't going to act any different
because of it, one way or the other.

David's grandmother stood behind them, watching this.  David didn't
have to turn around: he already knew how pleased she was, seeing him
treated this way.

Mister Hardware saw that David had brought along a diskette, with a
little music- cataloging program that David had written in BASIC.  The
man looked bleary, but that didn't stop him from listing the program
and going through it, showing David a couple of places where it could
be tighter, then telling him: Not bad, you've got a clue.

David got the impression that this was high praise.  Then Mister
Hardware blinked his eyes twice, almost nodded off right there, and
said, "I b'lieve I'll crash.  Go to it.  '

He was ready to get up, but he stopped, reached for a diskette on the
table.  He said, "You get bored, you might try jacking into this one. I
stripped a wicked little worm out of it, but it's clean now, and the
code actually looked kinda spiffy you might tell me what you think. '

And then he was gone, headed straight for bed.

The killer, as he often did, spent the predawn hours at a keyboard.  He
slipped the diskette containing Avatar's files into a notebook
computer, and he began to page through them.  Within a few minutes he
concluded that they were as sterile as any he had ever read.

He also noted that the first connection from Avatar had been broken:
not a unique occurrence, but unusual.  He wondered whether Avatar had
done that, might somehow have guessed what was happening.

There was no way to be sure.  But the killer noted the possibility.  It
was a provocative handle, Avatar.  In Hindu belief, an avatar was the
physical embodiment of a divine being.  The branch of computing known
as Virtual Reality had appropriated the word to describe the computer-
generated representation of an actual person or object, so that when a
player in a VR game moved his right hand, he saw the avatar of that
hand move across a screen or inside viewing goggles.

Which is to say that an avatar was something that seemed to be real,
but was not.  A stand- in, a false front.

The killer liked that concept.  Interestingly, 'avatar' sometimes also
denoted a user with root privileges on a Unix- based computer system. A
Unix avatar was a super- user, a system god.

It raised the possibility that the Avatar whose computer he had cracked
last night was smart and adept.  Just as likely, though, it was a word
that someone had picked just for the sound of it, as he himself had
chosen "Stoma'.

Still, it was thrilling and tantalizing, the idea that he had
encountered someone who might at least approach his own brilliance. And
that such an eminence would soon be his victim.

Avatar's files showed nothing either way.  A waste of time.  The killer
put the diskette aside.

He then turned to what had become a daily chore: he entered the Verbum
system, slipped past the entry screen, and attempted to gain access to
the system's registration files.

Again, he was unable to get into the records.  The registration files
matching name, address, phone number to a user i. d. would be an
opening.  That was all he wanted: a wedge with which he could cleave
open the fragile shell that protected the identities, the secrets, and
the lives of those whom he had claimed as his own.

Of the six users who responded to Snowflake's original post,
DeeCeeDude, Avatar, Portia, and Ziggy had been registered users; the
killer had determined this by the simple method of attempting to log on
using their handles.

He had fatally insinuated himself into the lives of DeeCeeDude and
Portia.  (Even after he learned their names, he still thought of them
as he had first encountered them.) Within a short time he had amassed
amazing records of their existences.  A couple of weeks, even a few
days, was all you needed if you knew where to look, if you were
motivated.

"The digitized details of your existence are in the public domain, he
had written in Snowflake's first post.  And it was not hyperbole, it
was fact.

So far his file on Avatar was bare.  Not for long, he thought.  The
collection on Ziggy was growing by the day.  He considered it a triumph
of method.  He thought that if she knew how he had learned her
identity, and how quickly, she would be astonished.

But that was to be expected.  He dealt in astonishment.  It was what he
did best.

"David, boy, we got to be going, Roberta Hudgins said.  She was at the
bottom of the stairs, ready to leave.

Her grandson reluctantly pushed away from the desk and reached to turn
off the laptop where he'd been sitting for the past four- and- a- half
hours.

Right then, Ellis Hoile emerged from the bedroom, still a little
bleary, but looking better than when they had arrived.

He walked straight to the laptop, snapped it shut, and handed it to
David, tried to put it in his arms.

David took a step back and said, "What's that for?  "For you.  David
took another step back.  As if the machine were toxic.  "No, he said.
"No, sorry, I can't.  '

"Sure you can.  You'll use it more than I can.  "No.  Thank you.  No.
The machine, David loved it.  At school he used an old XT and an Apple
II.  There was nothing wrong with them, except that a 386 like this one
would spoil you for anything else, the way it chewed through work.  It
felt about five times faster than an XT.

He wanted that computer.  But he could imagine his grandmother's
reaction if he so much as hesitated to refuse.

"I was planning for you to take it, Ellis Hoile said.  "I had it ready
for you.  I already loaded the software.  '

He was what was he doing?  he was pulling a stack of manuals from where
they'd been sitting on the desk, dropping them into a shopping bag.  So
he wasn't lying, he really had been planning it.

He was better- organized than he looked, David thought.  "No, David
said.  Behind him his grandmother shifted her weight.  Losing patience,
he thought.

She said, "You need it.  At first David figured that she was talking to
Ellis Hoile.  But it was a pretty silly thing to say, he thought;
anybody could see that the last thing Mister Hardware needed was
another computer ... Then David realized that she meant him.

"You can use it, she said again.  And to Ellis Hoile this time
definitely to Ellis Hoile, David was watching her now she said, "Could
we make this a loan?  A longterm loan?  '

"Any way you want, said Ellis Hoile, and once more he tried to press
the machine into David's hands.  David looked at his grandmother.  She
nodded once, firmly, and finally David grasped the machine.

"You'll get it back, she said.  "I know that, said Ellis Hoile.  "But I
won't be looking for it any time soon.  '

"That's fair enough.  He put the straps of the shopping bag into
David's other hand, and he threw in a modem with cables, too, before
David could take the bag away.

"Have fun, he said.  "I will, David said.  "I will.  "David ... his
grandmother said.  And David, taking the cue, said, "Thank you.  Thank
you very much.  Ellis Hoile gave a small shrug, showed the slightest
smile.  He asked, "Hey, did you play the game?  '

"It's called Try Me, David said.  "That's it.  "I played it for a few
minutes.  It's a point- of- view game.  I like that kind.  It really
gets you into the action.  And the graphics are great.  It scrolls real
smooth.  I don't know how it would work on a slower machine, but it
runs fine on a 386.  I think it might support a sound card, too.  It
doesn't say so, but I got that idea.  Just the way it was put together.
'

"So you liked it.  "Not really, he said.  "What's the problem?  David
bit his lower lip before he answered.  He seemed to be weighing his
words, almost reluctant to speak.

Finally he said, "Too creepy.  '

After they left, Ellis Hoile checked the video eavesdropper.  It was
blank.  He thought that Mrs.  Hudgins might have jostled the antenna
when she cleaned, but when he scanned the block of flats he found no
computer screens.  Stoma must have turned off his monitor some time
during the last few hours.

Ellis Hoile remembered that Kate had once kept a pair of binoculars, to
watch ships in the harbor.  He rummaged now for a couple of minutes and
found them, hanging in a closet.

He brought them to the window and studied the apartment building down
on Union Street.  White stucco.  Three floors, four windows per floor
on the side that fronted the street.

He wanted to be able to find it again, from down in the street.  He
walked up to the landing, to the front door.  He felt the sun on his
skin, the breeze in his face, as he stepped outside and began to walk
down the street, down the hill.

He crossed Kearney Street, headed down Filbert.  Past the big church
Saints Peter and Paul, it was called; and today somebody was having a
wedding there past the pocket playground at the corner of Washington
Square where kids climbed bars and rolled in the sand.

He wished he could have used some route that he and Kate had not walked
together.  But he couldn't think of any block in North Beach that they
hadn't walked many times.

Often it was on Saturdays, just like today.  They would amble down the
hill and pick out a place for brunch, a bakery that one there, across
Columbus Avenue; they had been there more times than he could count.

They'd been together nearly half their lives: for Ellis Hoile, San
Francisco and Marin County were studded with poignant places where he
and Kate had some history as a couple.

He had fashioned the house to his own tastes, so that he hardly
recognized it as a site where they had lived and loved.  But he
couldn't change the world outside.  He couldn't seem to stop the dull
ache that he got within himself when he dwelled on her ... He pushed
the ache aside now.  He had done that many times, got the hurt under
control.  It was persistent, but so was he.

He walked a block up Columbus, crossed it against the light, and found
himself at the corner of Union Street.

Two more blocks up Union, climbing Russian Hill now.  The white stucco
building was easy to find.

Like most of the places in this neighborhood, it was built up to the
sidewalk.  Mailboxes and buzzers occupied a wall panel beside the glass
front door.  Twelve units, four to a floor.

A short driveway lay along one side of the building.  Ellis Hoile
followed it around and saw that it connected with an alley that ran
nearly the length of the block, parallel to Union Street.  Behind the
building, under an overhang, was a row of parking spaces marked with
apartment numbers.

There was also a recess where a big, movable trash bing sat beneath a
chute.

Ellis Hoile walked to the bin and looked over the top.  A little more
than half full.  He thought that the chute no doubt stood at the end of
the hallway on each floor: it was where all twelve tenants threw their
trash.

Ellis Hoile was about to do something he had done often, but not for
years.  He grabbed the rim of the bin, pulled himself over the top, and
rolled down into the trash.

When he was a teenage phreaker he had looted trash often.  The refuse
barrels behind phone company offices were especially rich.  Technical
manuals, printout lists of the newest test loops: they handed you the
keys to the entire phone system, if you understood what to do with
them.

He had learned to enjoy Dumpster- diving very quickly, once he saw what
people throw away.

He knelt in the bin now, careful to stay out from under the chute
itself.  He began pulling bags to the top, ripping them open and
spreading out the contents in one corner.  Mostly paper trash, some
cans and bottles, an old folding chair.

The bin wasn't especially ripe the kitchen sinks must have garbage
disposals, he thought but he still wished that he had brought gloves.
When he was a kid, and doing this all the time, he never left home
without a pair.

One green plastic bag felt heavy.  When he tore it open he found a
stack of magazines.  The name on the labels was "C.  Harmundt', of
Apartment 1A.

C. Harmundt subscribed to Byte, Computer Shopper, PC Graphics & Video.
These were all mainstream magazines.  In the same stack,

though, Ellis Hoile found three specialty items that he himself read:
Dr.  Dobb's Journal, a DOS programmer's monthly; Morph's Outpost, for
software developers; and IEEE Spectrum, an electrical engineers'
monthly.

But even these heavyweight journals didn't prove that C. Harmundt was
Stoma.  These days, San Francisco was to multimedia developers as Los
Angeles was to screenwriters.  Roll a bowling ball down a street in the
right neighborhood, you were likely to mow down three or four of
them.

Ellis Hoile put the magazines aside and kept going through the bag.  C.
Harmundt also received the newsletter of a Multiple Sclerosis support
group.

And a catalog of health aids, wheelchairs, and prosthetics.  And a
telephone bill no, two telephone bills in the name of Christian Willem
Harmundt, showing only the charge for basic service, month of March,
and a surcharge on each for an unlisted number.

The numbers were printed on the bills.  Ellis Hoile stuck them into his
pocket.

He stayed in the bin for about another twenty minutes.  He was nearly
out of sight here.  He kept ripping open bags, but he found nothing
else that seemed to matter.

He climbed out.  Down at the end of the row of parking spaces, the
stall for 1A was empty.  On the wall in front of the space someone had
fastened a figure- in- a- wheelchair street sign.

Around to the front of the building again.  "C.  Harmundt' was the name
on the mailbox for 1A.  Through the glass door, Ellis Hoile could see
that 1A was the first unit on the left.

When he went down to the corner of the building, he found that the
bottom of 1A's front window was about six and a half feet above the
sidewalk, a little too high for a casual glance inside.

Anyway, the shades were drawn.  Somebody else seemed to think that
sunlight was just glare on a monitor screen.

A few feet around the side of the building was a second window that had
to belong to the same apartment.  This one, too, was about a foot above
eye level.

He went around to the bin, pulled out the folding chair, opened it,
carried it back around to the side window, and stood on it.

Nobody saw him.  Nobody shouted to stop him.

It was a bathroom window.  The shades were down, venetian blinds, but
the slats were open enough to let him peer through.

The bathroom door had been left half open, enough to give him a view
into the front room.

There he saw two computers on a table, a Mac and a PC.  The screens
were dark.

But beside the PC, connected by a data cable, was a black handset with
a stubby rubber antenna.

A cellular telephone.  He had found Stoma.

Back home, in the house on Telegraph Hill, Ellis Hoile drew the drapes
shut again.

He sat at one of his computers, and picked up the diskette that David
Hudgins had left on the desk: the sanitized version of TRY_ ME.

He copied it onto a hard disk and booted the program from there.  Time
to try Stoma's game, he thought.

The screen flickered and dissolved to black.  He found himself standing
on a steel catwalk ... The greeting card talked when Stephen Leviste
opened the front flap.  It was his family, saying, "Happy Birthday,
Stephen, we love you, happy returns and many more, happy happy birthday
happy birthday Stephen, four voices that started in unison and finished
in an overlapping jumble.

He closed the card, then opened it again.  The message played once
more.  It lasted ten seconds he was timing it with his new birthday
present, a digital wristwatch.

The card measured about five inches by eight.  But it was a little
heavier than an ordinary greeting card, and about a quarter of an inch
thick.

He found a slit that let him pull out the guts of the card: a miniature
speaker and wafer microphone, both connected to a circuit board about
an inch square, powered by a button- sized battery.

The price on the back of the card was $7.95.  Counting taxes, that
would be eight bucks and change for a complete digital recording
playback device that contained enough nonvolatile memory to record ten
seconds of audio at a capture rate of, he guessed, around 11
kilohertz.

Very spiffy.  He was impressed.  However, ten seconds of memory was not
enough for what he had in mind.

While he considered his dilemna, he chewed Milk Duds from a box.
Actually, he thought, ten seconds would be about enough if he could
record exactly the right ten seconds.

That gave him an idea.  He found an old cassette recorder that he had
bought at a garage sale, a dollar and a half.  He opened the case, and
used a pair of wire clippers and a small screwdriver to remove the VOX
voice- operated switch.

The greeting card's recorder was mounted on a white plastic frame.  He
de- soldered the speaker wire and spliced it into a microphone jack. He
replaced the contact switch circuit with the VOX switch from the old
tape recorder.

The recorder would now switch on only when it heard a voice or a loud
noise.  A dial tone would do it.

Once he had cut away the excess plastic, the rest of the tiny recorder
circuit board, the wafer mic, and the power supply all slid easily into
the box of Milk Duds.

Which was now empty.  He placed the box against his telephone, so that
the microphone was flat against the side of the phone.  He lifted the
receiver, punched the buttons 1- 2- 3- 4- 5 in quick succession, and
replaced the receiver.

At that moment the bedroom door opened.  His mother stepped into the
room.

She handed him an envelope no, he saw that it was a cardboard diskette
mailer.  "That just came for you, she said.

She glanced at the front of the birthday card beside him.  She smiled.
She didn't seem to realize that it had been eviscerated.

"Isn't it darling?  she said.  "I saw it at the card shop at Tanforan,
I thought it was just darling.  '

On impulse, she bent down, kissed him on the top of his head, ruffled
his hair.

People still did this to him.  He was now two days past his twelfth
birthday, but he looked younger.  His hips and shoulders, his voice,
his face, could all have belonged to a ten- year- old boy.

A ten- year- old girl, for that matter.  He hated it.  He hated looking
like a ten- year- old.  He hated having adults poke and pinch and
tousle him, the way they did with little kids.

She smiled and closed the door behind her.  Stephen tore open the
mailer and looked inside.  It contained two unlabelled 3.5inch
diskettes labeled, TRY_ ME DISK #1 and DISK #2, and a printed slip of
paper that read:

HOT WAREZ!!!

No return address.  He thought it must have been sent by one of his
friends.  But not a real good friend.  A real good friend would have
known that Stephen had outgrown pirated software, 'warez'.

Anybody who really knew him would know that Stephen Leviste was now
into hacking, and that as a hacker, what he needed was not warez, but
codez.

He put the diskette aside, slid the mini- recorder from the Milk Duds
box, and plugged the output jack into the sound card at the back of his
computer.

He toggled the mini- recorder to play.  The monitor screen in front of
Stephen immediately displayed a wavelength graph that represented the
ten- second output from the recorder, now stored on his hard disk as an
audio file.  The peaks in the graph showed him that, as he had guessed,
the little wafer mic picked up sounds through the thin cardboard of the
box in fact, the box seemed to act as a sort of sounding board.

He played the file again.  This time a small window in a bottom corner
of the monitor showed the numerals 1 2 3 4 5 6 as each tone sounded.

The program had analyzed the tones to identify each button he pressed,
in the correct sequence.

Now another experiment.  With the phone still on- hook, he began
pressing buttons again, at about what seemed to be a normal speed.  He
did this for ten seconds, and found that he had pushed twenty- four
buttons before time ran out.

He tried it again, this time a little faster: twenty- six buttons in
ten seconds.

Once more, but slower: twenty- two buttons.  Someone using a pay phone
to make a long distance call would first dial the digit '1', plus area
code and number.  Eleven button- pushes.  The caller would then key in
the credit card number from a long distance service, usually fourteen
digits.

In all, twenty- five key- pushes.  Ten seconds, if it was done in a
hurry.  And people were always in a hurry.  Otherwise, time would run
out and the Milk Duds recorder would miss the last few digits.

Stephen didn't want that to happen.  He didn't care about the phone
number that a caller might dial: that was useless to him.  He wanted
those credit card numbers, sometimes known as service access codes.

Codez.  Stephen left the house at about eleven- thirty that morning.

He waited until his mother would be in the bedroom, dressing.  She was
a real estate agent, and she had a series of showings booked for an
out- of town client all afternoon.

His father, who worked at a product support desk for a software
publisher down in Memo Park, faced at least a half- hour's commute
after he got off at five.

His older sister had gone to San Francisco with friends, and probably
wouldn't even be home for dinner.  But if he waited for his mother to
leave, she'd probably tell him she didn't want him leaving the house
while she was gone.  But if he got out before she had a chance to say
no ... A few minutes after he heard the shower shut off, Stephen went
into his sister's bedroom and took her Walkman cassette recorder-
player from her dresser, and slung it around his neck.

Then he slipped downstairs.  He walked past the half open door of his
parents' bedroom.

He stepped past, to the front door, opened it and called back, "Bye
Mom, have a good one, see you for dinner, huh?  '

He closed the door behind him.  Moving fast, he grabbed the bicycle
leaning against the porch rail, and pedalled away down the hill.

The Levistes lived above the town of Pacifica, a few miles south of San
Francisco, in a suburban neighborhood that was draped along the west
side of a ridge that sloped down toward the ocean.

It was a steep ridge, and Stephen picked up speed very quickly as he
headed downhill, away from the house.  In a few seconds he was out of
shouting distance, so he braked, slowed, relaxed.

He was free.  Stephen rode the Sam Trans bus to the main terminal at
San Francisco International, and he walked in.

The first thing that struck him was that nearly everyone he saw was an
adult.  The very few kids all seemed to be with parents.

He figured he'd better do this fast, before somebody started wondering
about him.

He walked through the terminal until he found a row of six pay phones
against a wall.  Only two of the phones were open, and he went to one
of those.

He picked up the receiver, mimed dropping in a coin he had to stretch
to reach the slot then punched several numbers, and after a few moments
he began to talk.

He pretended he was talking to his mother.  While he talked, he pulled
the Milk Duds box from his shirt pocket.  He set the box on the sill
around the base of the pay phone.  The edge of the box was touching the
phone chassis.

"OK, fine, I'll be home in a few minutes, he said into the receiver.
Then he hung up.

Before he turned away, he reached into the box and pushed the red
plastic switch that prepared the device to record the first loud
noise.

Then he walked away from the phone, and found a seat on a red plastic
bench.  From here he could see the phone.

Nobody seemed to notice him.  Nobody paid any attention to the box of
Milk Duds.

Several minutes passed before somebody used the phone.  A woman with
grey hair, he couldn't even guess how old.

He could tell right away that she wasn't going to be fast enough.  She
picked up the receiver that would trigger the recorder and by the time
ten seconds ran out she was still fumbling to get the phone card out of
her purse.

After she left, he went back to the phone, went through the little
charade again, and reset the recorder.

A few minutes later, a businessman- type came to the phone.  But
Stephen saw his hand tap the keypad only seven times: it was a local
call, no card involved.

This time, when the businessman was gone, Stephen took the box down to
a phone at the other end of the terminal.  He didn't want to be
noticed.

This time, somebody hit the pay phone right away: a woman in a shirt
and blazer carrying a leather attache case.  She picked up the receiver
and banged out a long string of numbers from memory, rapid- fire.

Bingo.  When she was gone, Stephen retrieved the box, plugged the
output jack into the Walkman, and recorded the tones onto a tape.  They
sounded clear enough when he played back the tape.

That was one.  He stayed in the terminal for nearly two hours,
recording what he was sure were at least three or four good tries, with
half a dozen possibles.  He might have continued, but a security guard
seemed to be watching him.

He walked out of the terminal and caught the next bus for Pacifica.
Stephen didn't get a chance to play the Walkman tape right away.  He
was just dumping the recordings into his computer's memory when his
mother got home.  There was barely enough time for him to replace the
Walkman in his sister's room.  As penance for rushing out the door that
morning, he got to mow the lawn.

Dinner was ready by the time he had finished mowing.  Then his sister
came home, went to her room, and started yelling that he had been into
her things, a standard rant ... Finally he got to his room, shut the
door behind him, and opened the sound file of the tape, the series of
beeping tones that the Milk Duds recorder had picked up.

The decoded numerals kept appearing on the screen, going into a
wordprocessing program.  Stephen had left several seconds of blank tape
between each ten- second Milk Duds recording, so he had no trouble
sorting them out.

When the tones had ended, Stephen began editing the strings of
numerals.  He deleted all the phone numbers, then deleted all the
strings that hadn't been finished within the ten- second limit.

He was left with five complete, valid, verifiable access codes.  Every
one was good for up to a month of free longdistance, until the
cardholder opened his or her monthly bill.

He had to tell somebody about this.  He turned on his modem and
connected to Verbum.  At the welcome prompt, he paused to consider
which of his handles he should use tonight.  He had at least four or
five at any time.

Stephen Leviste had been reading since he was three years old.  He had
read Old Yeller when he was six, and had finished all of Dickens's
major works the summer he turned ten.  He had charged through Evelyn
Waugh within the past few weeks.

Waugh had, in fact, provided him with one of his favorite handles.  It
was from The Loved One, the name of a porky, obscene undertaker.

Steven typed it in now:

JOY BOY

Then he typed:

visit mag

The Manga- Anime Gallery was supposed to be devoted to discussions of
Japanese cartoon and animation art.  In the last few weeks, as a sort
of sideshow, it had become a hangout for assorted hackers, crackers,
phone phreakers and warez pirates: the computer underground, and those
who aspired to it.

Stephen wanted to brag about what he had done today.  He considered the
Milk Duds recorder quite a cool hack, and he thought that the codez
themselves might be an entree to the clannish hackers and crackers, who
scorned dilettantes and warez kidz, but who were always looking for
ways to steal phone calls.

This evening, though, Stephen found himself alone in the gallery.
Apparently the cyber punks had crowded out the animation lovers, and
then had abandoned the group once they had it to themselves.

Stephen logged off Verbum.  He was about to turn off the computer when
he remembered the diskette from this morning.

He found it, stuck it in his disk drive, and checked the directory.
TRY_ ME was the command that would boot the program.

He was about to do that when his mother came to the door.  "Bedtime,
she said.  "Mom, really ... "Bedtime, she said again, firmly now.  He
had come close to real trouble already once today her patience would be
thin.

While she watched, he popped out the diskette and laid it on the
machine, switched off the modem and the monitor and then the computer
itself.

He changed into pajamas, brushed his teeth, kissed his parents and went
up to his room.

He went to bed with the lights out, fully expecting to climb out in a
few minutes and boot the computer again.  Check out that diskette.

But the bed felt good.  For the first time all day his head stopped
working.  He gave up thinking about codez and warez and the diskette
and all the rest, and he slept.

That night Charles Obend parked his Camaro in the shortterm garage, in
front of Concourse A, Kansas City International Airport.  He left the
car and walked toward the concrete stairway that was the only
pedestrian exit for the garage.

He walked into the concourse building.  It was nearly empty: a few
minutes before midnight.  Charles Obend went directly to the US Air
Arrivals video screen.  Flight 540 from Boston was on time, due at 12:
18 a. m. He had about twenty minutes.

The concourse restaurants were all closed.  But Obend found a newsstand
where he bought a Snickers bar.  He brought it with him to a bench in
front of the glass- enclosed portal of Gate Nine.

He sat, unwrapped the candy, and began to eat it while he waited.  He
could see the plane as it taxied toward the gate.  Obend stood and
straightened the blue baseball cap on his head.

In a minute or two the first passengers made their way up the jetway
ramp.  Two men in their fifties, wearing rumpled business suits.  A
college age girl in cutoff jeans and Docs, running into the arms of a
boy about the same age.  Obend kept watching as the rest of the
passengers streamed out in a brief rush.

Not many of them, just twenty or thirty in all, the plane must have
been flying almost empty.

No more passengers came through the door.  The jetway was empty.

Missed her, he thought.  She's around here someplace.  He looked
around.  But he saw nobody who even came close to being a twenty- eight
year- old, five- foot- seven redhead.

Obend waited a couple more minutes, until the three flight attendants
appeared on the ramp.  Then he walked quickly up the concourse to the
baggage carousels.  He hurried up there, even though he knew that
didn't make sense: she was just supposed to be passing through, so she
wouldn't be picking up baggage.

And she wasn't, either.  The gate was empty when Obend walked back
there.  He turned away, left the building, and headed down the concrete
stairway.

At the bottom of the stairs he started toward his Camaro.  The garage
was half- empty and quiet, nobody else around.

No, someone was standing beside a blue four- door, about ten or twelve
spaces up the row where Obend was walking.  A man in a black overcoat,
wearing black gloves, pulling a black nylon camera bag out of the
car.

And already holding a little video camera in his left hand: this did
seem strange to Obend.

Obend glanced at his face: lumpy, with a moustache and huge bushy
eyebrows.

Obend had to walk past him to get to the Camaro.  As he approached the
four- door, Charles Obend looked away from the stranger.

"Hey, Charlie, the man said, "I know that's you.  Obend didn't answer.
His mind needed a second or two to sort this out.  The stranger said,
"Charles C. Obend of Bruce Street, Lee's Summit, Missouri.  '

"What about it?  Obend said.  "Susie sent me, the stranger said.  The
stranger thrust his gloved hand into the camera bag.  He pulled out a
big glass bottle.  A half- gallon orange juice jug full of some clear
liquid.  Definitely not orange juice.

He started walking quickly toward Obend, three or four rapid strides
that brought them almost within spitting distance.  Obend saw that the
bottle was open.  As he walked, the stranger brought his arm back and
then forward again, a motion so swift and deft that Obend could only
stand and watch as that pale liquid fountained out of the bottle,
reaching through the air.

Obend smelled it before it hit him, a quick whiff.  Then it was all
over him, stinging his eyes, soaking his clothes.  Charcoal lighter
fluid.  Tinged with the definite stink of gasoline.

Charles Obend turned half away from the stranger and brought a sleeve
up to his eyes, tried to wipe away the gasoline.  But that didn't help.
The sleeve was soaked too.

The stranger took one step back and threw the bottle at Obend's feet.
It broke, and the rest of the fuel spread across the concrete floor of
the garage.

Obend knew he ought to run.  Do something.  But he couldn't move.  The
phrase ran through his head, paralyzed with fright, and in the back of
his mind he realized that it was not just words.

"Idiot, the stranger said.  Obend turned back toward the sound and
looked at him through his tear filled eyes.  The stranger clicked flame
into a Bic lighter.  He was holding a wadded ball of paper: the paper
must be soaked with something, Obend thought, because when the stranger
touched it to the lighter it caught right away, whump, it blazed in the
stranger's hand.

He tossed it toward Obend, and the world exploded.

Flames, flames everywhere, covering him, burning Charles Obend's
clothes, his hair, his skin.  God, burning.

Now his legs were moving, trying to make their way across the fuel
flaming on the floor.  But too late.  The floor was slippery from the
fluid.  He stumbled, fell hard.

Through the flames, Obend could see the stranger holding a second glass
jug, hefting it once and then flipping it, a high arc that was going to
bring it to earth about two feet from where Charles Obend lay.

But this was just a sideshow, really.  He watched the second jug
cartwheeling toward him, but it didn't really matter, it hardly had
anything to do with him.  All he cared about was the pain he already
felt, the indescribable searing that not only covered his body but
leaped into his throat and down into his lungs when he drew his next
breath.

The jug hit the concrete, and shattered.  And Charles Obend screamed, a
scream straight out of his gut, a scream that he could not hear above
the roar of the flames.

The camera was already recording.  The killer stepped back and brought
it to his face.  The fire flared in the viewfinder, and he wondered how
it would look on tape, what this would do to the exposure.

He kept shooting as he backed up to his four- door rental car.  He
tried to keep the camera pointed at the flames as he slid in behind the
wheel, started the sedan and backed up and drove away.

By now Charles Obend had stopped screaming.  The cashier's stall was on
the other side of the big garage, one level down.  From there you could
see no smoke or fire, you could hear no particular sound.  The cashier
took his ticket and his two dollars, and the killer headed out into the
access road that emptied into Interstate 29.

As he drove he pulled away the fake moustache and eyebrows and the
makeup putty that had altered his chin and cheekbones.  He placed all
this into a paper bag.

He took the second exit south off the Interstate, and pulled into the
parking lot of a small strip mall.  The mall stores were closed.  He
parked beside a trash barrel and threw away the paper bag, the camera
bag, the coat and gloves.  He stowed the camera into an aluminum case
that he took from the trunk.

Down the road he stopped at an all night coffee shop, and ordered from
the breakfast menu.  He dawdled over his food, sipped a second cup of
coffee, before he finally paid and left.

By now the time was after two o'clock.  Back to the airport.  He
dropped off the rental car and carried the camera case with him, up to
Concourse C, to the gate where the United flight was now boarding.
Nonstop flight back to San Francisco, which he had left that morning.
He stepped aboard as they were announcing the last call.

"Corwin Sturmer' was the name on his ticket.  He had a window seat.
While the airplane taxied he looked over toward the terminal building,
Concourse A. As he watched, a fire truck trundled out of the parking
garage.

He put his head back against the seat, closed his eyes.  Slept all the
way to San Francisco, woke just before the plane touched down.

It was a couple of hours before daybreak.  The killer went to his
vehicle, a tobacco- colored Dodge cargo van.  He drove straight home.

Early that morning, a single page curled out of the fax machine that
sat on a desk in the corner of the squad room in the homicide division
of the SFPD, at the Hall of Justice on Bryant Street.

It remained there until a clerk reporting for duty noticed it and
picked it up.

The clerk looked at it, then looked again, more closely.  He had never
seen anything like this.  For one thing, the i. d. line at the top of
the page didn't show the number of the sending machine.  No cover page,
not even any "To' or "From' in the message.

It didn't look like official business.  He thought that maybe it was
just a mistake.  It happened sometimes, with all the faxes going back
and forth these days.  People dialed the wrong number, and ended up
transmitting to the wrong machine.

Hell, hardly anybody actually talked anymore.  The message read:

MEAT WARE Version 3 5- 7 Taken: 17029 21067 Slain: 17029 21067

LAMERS CLUELESS LAMERS

But on the off- chance that the piece of paper was intended for someone
in the squad, the clerk pinned it to the cork board on the wall beside
the coffeemaker.

It stayed there for about an hour.  Then Lee Wade came into the squad
room.  It was a Sunday morning, but whenever a case was going sour he
usually compensated with unpaid overtime.

He hung up his coat and went to get a cup of coffee.  He was stirring
in sugar when he looked up at the cork board.  His eyes went to the fax
message right away.  The look of it: he had seen one like that
before.

"Son of a bitch, he said, with feeling.

Juliet Chua was awake in the early hours of the morning, alone in the
house on Tenth Avenue, when her tenant came home.

Her husband was out of town on business for two weeks.  She always
slept fitfully when Albert was gone: after thirty years of marriage,
the emptiness on the other side of the bed nagged at her.  She would
drift off, unconsciously reach out, and would awaken when her hand
found nothing but the sheets.

That was how it had gone tonight.  Her bedroom window was above the
entrance of the basement apartment.  The window was open a few inches,
and she could clearly hear Corwin Sturmer's footsteps along the walkway
at the side of the house; then the locks, both of them, followed by the
door opening and quickly closing.

Alone in the house with him, she didn't like that.  She wasn't afraid
of him he had never given her a reason to be afraid but he had too many
empty spaces, he suggested too many questions.

She didn't trust what she couldn't understand.  The way he came and
left at strange, irregular hours.  The false geniality he showed at the
rare moments when they met, open and affable but revealing nothing: it
was false, she was sure of it, she knew these things.

A strong, healthy young man, without impediment, who did not have a
job.  No job, yet he was gone from his room far more often than not.

Too many questions, too much mystery.  Below her open window, the door
opened.

There, she thought: he had been gone all day and night.  He comes home
at an hour when only garbage collectors and newspaper boys were on the
street, and he stays for three minutes before he leaves again?

He turned the key in the door, locking it.  Then the padlock snapped
into place.

And that, she thought, that bothered her most, the extra lock on the
door.  The apartment was safe, and the original door lock was strong.
He didn't need that padlock to keep out the world.

Just his landlords.  What was he trying to protect?  Or hide?  She
watched him walk along the flagstone path, unaware that he was being
watched.

Julia Chua knew that some people called her a busybody, even a meddler.
She preferred to think of herself as someone who paid attention.  She
watched, she noticed things that others missed.  She couldn't help it,
she detested empty holes in life: she liked filling in the blanks.

One of these days, she thought, she would start filling in some of the
blanks that surrounded Corwin Sturmer.

III

Ziggy Ziggy Ziggy Ziggy

May 8May 10

Kate Lavin's Sunday morning began badly.  She awoke feeling groggy
after a fitful night.  Then, later in the morning, she had to cancel a
staff meeting to kick off the jaguar documentary: the freelance
director she had wanted to use had called to say that her car had been
stolen overnight and she wouldn't be able to get to Sausalito.

Kate walked over to the studio anyway.  The place was busy.  In one
video control booth, a director was calling shots on a syndicated
sports interview program that taped five segments once a week from a
studio set.

In the second booth, a local filmmaker worked post- production on a
documentary of his own: the studio's facilities and its staff were all
available for hire, by the hour.

The three editing suites were all occupied by editors and producers who
were cutting a series of TV ads for a hamburger chain, an inhouse
safety training film for an oil refinery, and public- service promos
for the California Highway Patrol.

Kate stepped into each suite in turn, to stand and watch for a few
minutes.

Everyone was working hard and well.  Doing exactly what they were
supposed to do, she thought.  Which meant that there was really nothing
here for her.

She went into her office, logged into her email account on the
computer, and found nothing.  She had already checked the messages from
her machine at home less than an hour earlier.  She signed off on a
short stack of paperwork that required no more than ten minutes.

It left her with a clean desk and an open day, and no plan to fill the
empty hours.

She started across the parking lot, back toward home.

Her mind felt dull, somehow distanced from the sunshine, the briny
smell of the bay and the pavement under her shoes.  She could feel the
day getting away from her.

She hated the idea of being adrift and aimless.  She craved direction,
a place to go, a reason to be there.

With Ellis that had not seemed so important.  Ellis was content to
follow the seemingly random threads of life.  Not in a lazy way,
either: he was quite capable of focussing, almost to a frenzy, on a
task with no apparent point, hitching himself to it and letting it take
him where it would.

Ellis only asked demanded that the pursuit be interesting.  When it
stopped engaging him, he might walk away from a month's work.

He might even walk away from a marriage, she thought.  In any case,
Ellis would certainly know what to do with a free Sunday.  She forced
him out of her mind.  She also braced her shoulders and began striding
purposefully toward the dock.  She thought that she could at least
pretend to have something to do, a place to go.

She could feel the day getting away from her.  She could feel life
itself slipping from her grasp.  And that, she told herself, must not
be allowed.

The brown cargo van sat parked about a hundred yards from where Kate
Lavin walked.

The killer, watching from behind the windshield, noticed how she
straightened her back and picked up her pace.

He was an observant and analytical man.  Almost by reflex, he wondered
what had caused her to alter her posture this way.

At this point it would only be a guess, he thought: he hadn't learned
that much about her.  But he had learned plenty.  It worked this way,
sometimes, when you were delving into people's lives.  Some lives
fought you, others gave themselves up without resistance.

Ziggy had fallen to him like a ripe plum dropping into his palm.  He
had read her computer files both at home and at the office.  He could
listen to her cellular phone calls, he could open her voice- mail and
email accounts.

He knew at least some of the details of how much money she had, and
where she kept it.  This information, however, was only incidental: he
would trade a dozen financial statements for one single glimpse into a
stranger's heart.

And now, at this moment, he could see that Ziggy was capable of bracing
her shoulders and striding forth, almost as if she were marching.  With
something inside her, whatever it was, prodding her to stand tall and
resolute.

He thought, A spunky girl, huh, one of that kind?  Good for you,
that'll come in handy.

Good for him, too.  It was good when they fought back.  Good when they
resisted with strength and fortitude and guts.  It made the experience
that much more compelling.

Right now Ziggy was headed up the dock.  Head high, her strides long
and sure.  A girl with an idea.

Oh yeah.  He was going to enjoy this one.

*

Back in the houseboat, Kate Lavin pulled on a sweater over a shirt and
shorts.  She went outside, around to the stern of the houseboat, to the
fiberglass kayak she kept lashed there.  In a minute or two the little
boat was bobbing in the water, and she was climbing in, pushing off
into Richardson Bay, headed toward the shallows at the north end of
Sausalito's waterfront.

Richardson Bay is about a mile wide at its mouth, where it empties into
San Francisco Bay, and it extends three or four miles into Marin
County.  With Sausalito on its west shore, Tiburon and the enclave of
Belvedere on its east side, it is surrounded by some of the nation's
most desirable and expensive residential real estate.

She and Ellis had kayaked together out here during their marriage, when
they'd both spent long days at the studio.  The kayak was a friendly
craft, in a way: almost anyone could climb in and immediately start
going places, muscling it along.

But doing it well required technique bordering on art.  At times,
during the last few months, she had thought she was really getting
there, when the kayak seemed to skim the water, almost leaping ahead
with each stroke of the paddle.

Not today, though.  Even in the quiet estuary she seeemed to be
fighting the boat and the paddle, and fighting herself, too.

Ellis, though he was no athlete, had mastered the technique.  He had
paddled with a narrow- eyed intensity, his face set hard, his strokes
precise.  Calculating the optimum method, he told her.

Leave it to Ellis to turn physical exercise into a mental challenge.
She turned and headed for home, about three- quarters of a mile
distant.  She stroked, pulling, off- rhythm.  She hated to wrestle the
kayak this way.  The dock was within sight now.  She could make out her
place, wedged in among the others along the north side of the pier.

And, off to the left, tied at the end of the dock, a large white ketch
rigged sailboat.  He was there, Jon Wreggett, standing on the dock;
then hopping off onto the houseboat, walking to the stern, reaching to
pull her up and lifting out the kayak.

This was the part she hated, hauling the kayak out of the water.  It
didn't weigh a lot, but it was ungainly, and the stern of the houseboat
sat just high enough to make a long reach for her down to the water.

But he made it look easy; one quick move and he was lifting it out,
turning, setting it where it belonged.

He started lashing it down.  "You're good, he said.  "I was watching.
"Either you're trying to snow me, or you don't know what you're talking
about.  '

"No.  Really.  You have the moves.  I can tell.  Just like that, he had
the kayak secured.  Nothing to distract him now, he was giving her his
attention.  She felt sweaty, disheveled.

"I guess I have my moments, she said.  He stood looking at her, seeming
tentative, she thought.  She hadn't noticed that in him before.  She
thought she ought to say something, fill in the gaps, so she said, "I
didn't expect to see you again.  '

"Yeah, here I am, he said, and then, almost as if he were in a hurry to
get it out, he said, "I've been thinking about it, I've been thinking
it would just be incredibly stupid if we never saw each other again.  I
realize we just met, but it really felt good.  I thought you were
great, just a flat out winner, it was all I could do to make myself
walk away from here the other night.  '

For a second he almost looked like a kid, a nervous boy disgorging a
speech.

"What am I supposed to say to that?  she asked.  "Say you'll go sailing
with me today.  When she hesitated, he added, "I'm not talking about
any round- the world voyage.  Let's not rush things.  I was thinking
of- looking back over his right shoulder '-right there, looks like a
nice little anchorage.  We can go ashore, walk around, I'll have you
back in a couple of hours.  '

He was looking at the big shaggy hump of Angel Island, off Tiburon,
just beyond the mouth of Richardson Bay.  It was a couple of miles
away.

"I guess that's not exactly rounding the Horn, is it?  she said.  "Take
things a step at a time, like I said.  But it looks pretty.  "It's
beautiful.  That's a state park.  She had been there often with Ellis.
It had been a favorite destination, especially when the water turned
choppy, as it often did beyond the mouth of Richardson Bay.  One more
challenge to overcome.

He said, "Then how about it?  There was a quiet copse of eucalyptus
halfway up the west side of the high hill which dominates the island.
She could see it from here.  More than once she and Ellis had spread a
blanket up there, alone.  They had made love and then dozed with the
hillside and the bay and the Golden Gate spread out before them ...
"Three minutes, she said, "I'll be ready.  Time to start making some
new memories.  And now she remembered what she'd been meaning to ask
him the other night.  She said, "Hey, not to sound off the wall or
anything, but you're not totally absorbed in computers, are you?  '

"Computers?  He spread his arms, a gesture that seemed to take in the
bay, the boat, the big sky above them, him and his surroundings.  "Not
exactly my line.  '

"I can tell.  "Is that acceptable?  he asked.  "It sure is, she said.

Ellis Hoile was backed into a corner.  The big, shadowy boogeyman
advanced toward him, holding what was it this time?

Jesus, a baseball bat.  With nowhere to go, no way to defend himself,
no weapon with which to retaliate, Ellis Hoile waited for the blows to
fall.

Now here came the first one, delivered with two hands, not to the head
but to what seemed to be Ellis Hoile's midsection.

Thwump was the sound that came from the speakers attached to the
computer sound card.  You could almost hear ribs cracking.

The faceless boogeyman raised the bat again.  The next blow was
straight to the head, and that did it: the screen went black.

It always ended the same.  Here came the message once more:

Try Me Again?

And Ellis Hoile typed:

One more time, he found himself alone on that damn steel catwalk. Ready
to get beaten, tortured, slaughtered.  The method of his demise varied.
So did the action.  ome times the boogeyman showed up right away,
sometimes he didn't appear for ten or fifteen minutes, leaving his
victim free to explore the maze of rooms and tunnels below the
catwalk.

The outcome was always the same.  The boogeyman triumphant, the screen
going black.

Killing the boogeyman didn't seem to be a possibility.  Just escaping
would be a victory.  But in several hours of play, Ellis Hoile hadn't
come close to doing even that.

There had to be a way to win, he thought.  Every game he ever played
had a way to win, however obscure or unlikely.  He had never found a
game he couldn't beat.

He had never gone this long without winning, either.  Lee Wade sat in
his office chair and thought about the scruffy guy in the dark house up
on Telegraph Hill.

Ellis Hoile had been in his head since their interview.  The fax
message this morning a few hours ago now had brought him to mind again,
stronger than ever.  The note was scornful, arrogant.  So was

Ellis Hoile, in a fashion: the way he lived was a goto- hell rebuke to
the world.

Whoever wrote the note was more intelligent than most people, and was
very aware of how much brighter he was.  Wade thought that described
Ellis Hoile.

And whoever wrote the note was certainly bent in some unusual
directions.  That seemed to fit, too.

Records checks had already told Wade that Ellis Hoile had no apparent
criminal record, that he owned the house on Tesla free and clear, and
that, for all the affluence that address implied, the only motor
vehicle registered in his name was a 1974 Datsun 510 sedan.

After the fax showed up this morning, Wade had asked his partner, whose
name was Ronson, to interview Ellis Hoile's immediate neighbors.  This
was how he had learned of Ellis Hoile's marriage and divorce.

The neighbors were unanimous, Ronson reported.  They thought he was a
very nice man, friendly, though somewhat distant, and a little strange.
Keeps to himself, more so since the divorce.  But nice.

Lee Wade thought this was pretty funny.  It sounded like what the
neighbors always tell TV reporters upon the arrest of the mass murderer
living next door.

And none of it meant anything.  All Wade had, really, was an instinct,
a feeling, about Ellis Hoile.  The instinct told him that he needed to
see Ellis Hoile again, talk to him, look him in the eyes.

Wade rose from his chair.  It was time to do just that.  The trip
across Richardson Bay was just a few minutes.  Jon put in at Ayala
Cove, on the north side of Angel Island, in the narrow strait between
the island and the Tiburon Peninsula.

They rode a small Zodiac inflatable onto the sandy beach of the harbor.
Directly ahead was the state park headquarters, a white two- story
structure that had once been the administration building of a turn- of-
the- century quarantine station for immigrating Asians.

Dozens of people picnicked and played on the lawn in front of the low
building.  The forested promontory rose up behind them.

Jon tied up the Zodiac, and she led him to a hiking trail that worked
its way along the west side of the island.  Jon walked beside her, the
trail narrow enough that their shoulders sometimes bumped, their arms
brushed.

A strange feeling.  She had walked this trail dozens of times, but
never with any man except Ellis.  Having this near- stranger beside her
almost made the island a different place.

She liked that.  She felt renewed.  In a couple of minutes they had
left behind the cove and the people.  They were surrounded by trees.
The smell of eucalyptus and ma drone were heavy around them.  Through
breaks in the trees they could see Sausalito and the Golden Gate, and
the Pacific beyond that, receding into a grey mist.

He reached for her hand, and she let him take it, and they kept
walking.  The trail was taking them around the circumference of the
high central hill, Mount Livermore.  It dominated the island's 740
acres, just over one square mile.  As they walked, the trees opened up,
and the view was now San Francisco across the bay: the wharves,
Telegraph Hill and Coit Tower, the Marina, on westward to the neat
layouts of the avenues that lapped out toward the ocean.

Directly below them, the hill fell down toward a spur that extended out
into the water, pointing southeast down the bay.

At the base of the spur, on a slight bluff that dropped down to beaches
on two sides, sat a broad flat concrete pad.  Angel Island had been the
site of a series of military installations, from the mid- nineteenth
century until the early Sixties.  Evidence of them, including barracks
and roads and gun emplacements, dotted the island.  This was the most
recent: from 1954 to 1962 it had been the site of a missile battery.

Kate and Jon stood there for several minutes.  The panorama was alive
with the movement of boats, the intermittent glinting of sunlight off
the water, the nearly imperceptible squirming of traffic on the bridges
and in the city.

"Beautiful, he said.  He put an arm around her waist, his eyes all the
time on the view before them.  He drew her closer, and she didn't
resist.

He turned toward her.  "Beautiful, he said again.  But this time he was
looking at her.

Lee Wade had asked his partner to check the neighbors, instead of doing
it himself, just in case Ellis Hoile might notice him and know that he
was still interested.

In police work there was a lot to be said for the element of surprise.
Wade believed that you increase your chances of getting what you want
from people if they haven't been rehearsing how to say no.

Actually, he thought, that was probably true in much of life.  But
Ellis Hoile, standing in his doorway now, having answered on the third
ring, didn't look ready to say no.  He didn't look flustered or angry
or caught off guard, either.

Ellis Hoile seemed just mildly surprised, if that, as he opened the
door and said, "SFPD homicide, uh, Wade is the name, right?  Sergeant
Lee Wade.  '

Wade could almost see his mind working, the name clicking into place.
"You remember me.  "I know who I know.  As I mentioned the other
evening.  "You did say that.  "Don't tell me somebody else got killed.
'

Funny you should mention that, Wade thought.  But he shook his head,
saying, "No, I'm still hung up on the Donald Crump matter.  '

"I don't know what I can do for you, Ellis Hoile said.  Wade said, "I
was thinking, you having such a good memory and all, you might remember
something about him that didn't come to you last time.  '

"I told you what I know.  Still sounding friendly.  "You might remember
that you met him once, it slipped your mind.  "No, I never met him,
Ellis Hoile said, "I'm sure of that, and then he added, 'not under that
name, anyway.  '

"So you told me, Wade said.  "You don't spend much time online.
Computers.  "Can't say that I do.  "If you tried it you'd know what I
mean.  That's one of the interesting aspects of online culture, the
whole question of identity, who somebody is and what they claim to be.
In a way, who you really are is inconsequential.  You can claim to be a
Nobel- winning physicist, see, and it might be a lie, but if you fake
it well enough, if you pull it off, nobody would know.  And if you
could fake it that well, if you somehow had acquired anything close to
that level of knowledge, then you've earned some respect anyway.  '

Wade believed that Ellis Hoile was veering off the subject.  Maybe on
purpose.  Thinking that he would get the conversation back on track,
Wade said, "If you had met Mister Crump, you wouldn't want to keep
lying about it.  That would be a bad deal.  The more often you lied
about it, the worse it would look for you if I found out.  '

Bringing it out in the open.  Wade was watching him closely now, tuned
in, believing that in the next few seconds, in the way he reacted,
Ellis Hoile might reveal his guilt.

Like it was just dawning on him, Ellis Hoile said, "You think I killed
him.  That's what this is about.  '

Wade didn't deny it.  He kept watching Ellis Hoile's face.  What he saw
was a very slight bemusement, but not panic, not anger.  Nothing
forced.  Lee Wade had watched some excellent liars try to con him it
was enlightening, to let them keep trying when you already had proof
that they were lying but the hit he got now was that this was real.

"Listen to me, Ellis Hoile was saying.  His voice was calm and low,
almost like a good parent talking to a kid, the little smile now
leaving his face.  "I did not kill Donald Crump.  I have never killed
anyone.  I don't kill people.  I don't even like to hurt people.  It
isn't in me.  '

"It's in everybody, Wade said.  But he wasn't really interested, not
anymore.

He's telling the truth, Wade thought.  It deflated him a little, the
idea that he was really no farther along than he had been the first
day.

He had been ready to believe Ellis Hoile guilty of murder.  The wrong
word, one false note in the way he reacted, Wade would have known that
Ellis Hoile was a killer.

But if you go with instinct, he thought, you go where it takes you. And
this time the direction was clear.

"I can't prove a negative, Ellis Hoile said, continuing, apparently
unaware that he had just been tried and acquitted.  "I don't think I
can demonstrate with absolute logical certainty that I did not kill
Donald Crump, that I did not even know Donald Crump, but I'm telling
you, if that's what you think'

Wade cut him off with a gesture, his hands raised slightly.  "OK, he
said.  "OK?  "That's what I said.  "You buy that?  "I buy it.  "Good.
'

In Wade's right hand was a folded piece of paper.  He had intended to
show it to Ellis Hoile, watch the response.

He didn't need to do that now.  But still working on instinct, thinking
that he had nothing to lose, he unfolded the paper and held it out.

It was a photocopy of the killer's two notes.  "This mean anything to
you?  he said.  Ellis Hoile gave it a quick glance and said, "On what
level?  Jeez, this guy could drive you up the wall.  "Tell me what you
think, said Lee Wade.  "Pretend I don't know jack shit about it.  '

Which was pretty much the truth.  "Whoever wrote this had spent time
online, Ellis Hoile said.  "But you probably already knew that.  '

This was news to Wade.  "Computers.  "Right.  "What makes you say that?
Wade was thinking, Great, fucking computers, just what I need.

"The language, said Ellis Hoile.  "The version number is software
nomenclature.  A new program might be version one- point- oh.  You make
a few small changes, it becomes version one- point- one.  Version two-
point oh would be a whole new update.

'" Clueless lamer", you hear that all the time online.  Meaning
somebody who has no idea what he's doing.  '

Wade thought that one hit way too close to home.  "And meat ware  he
said.

"That's not nearly as common.  You hear that mostly around hardcore
hackers.  Meatware, wetware, like that.  Let's say some people were
having trouble with a certain system, if you're the programmer you
might say the hardware is solid, the software has been debugged, but
there's a problem with the meat ware component.  '

"Meaning?  "The users, said Ellis Hoile.  "Human beings.  "Nice, said
Wade.  "It doesn't really mean anything.  It's just a term.  "It's not
just a term to this asshole, Wade said.  "How about the numbers, I
don't suppose you recognize those?  '

"Not offhand.  They might be two- dimensional coordinates.  Two sets
each.  But the second one, both sets are the same, that's intriguing.
'

"Intriguing, said Wade.  "Right.  "I assume these are connected with
the murder.  Wade, with the image in his mind of the assistant medical
examiner extracting the plastic capsule from the body of Donald Crump,
just nodded.

"That's about all I can tell you, said Ellis Hoile.  "He's been around
computers.  Maybe a lot.  I'm quite certain of that.  '

"That's a help, said Wade, though he didn't really mean it.  Ellis
Hoile started to return the paper, but Lee Wade, again on a whim, said,
"No, that's a copy, you keep that.  Maybe something'll come to you on
those numbers.  '

"All right.  "It does, you give me a call.  "I will, said Ellis Hoile.
He didn't seem to be finished, though, as if he had something else that
he wasn't sure he should mention.

"Spit it out, Lee Wade said.  "The man who wrote this is organized.
He's methodical, you can tell.  His whole approach.  He's intense.  He
doesn't screw around.  Don't ask me to show you where I get this,
because I can't.  It's how his words sound, the way he arranges things.
Just an impression.  But you asked.  '

"Anything else?  "This may be a formidable person.  A wry,
selfconscious laugh.  "Am I anywhere close?  said Ellis Hoile.  "You
have no idea, said Lee Wade.

Ellis Hoile shut the door behind him and went back downstairs.  He was
holding the photocopied notes as he took a seat at one of his desks. He
found a sheet of gummed labels, peeled one off, and used it to stick
the photocopy to the side of the nearest monitor.

Here it would be more or less in plain view from almost anywhere he sat
at the U- shaped set of desks.

He wasn't especially looking at the paper, though.  His eyes were
focussed somewhere beyond the far wall.  He seemed distant and
distracted.

This was how he looked when he was thinking.  Thinking hard.  He sat
motionless for maybe half a minute, absorbed.  Then he turned his
attention to the screen in front of him, where he had been when the
doorbell rang.

The screen read:

Try Me Again?

And once more, Ellis Hoile typed:

Midafternoon, Jon Wreggett brought the sailboat back across the bay
under diesel power.  Kate stood beside him as he guided it easily
toward the dock.

From the wheel he said, over the burble of the engine, "We ought to see
each other again, he said.  "We really should.  It'd be crazy not to.
'

"Agreed, she said.  "Lunch tomorrow.  You want to pick me up? Gesturing
toward Gate Three.

"Eleven- thirty, she said.  "You'll be there?  "Where else?  he said.
Oh, that grin again.  He eased into the dock so easily, gently, that
when she went to the side of the boat she was surprised to find it snug
against the bumpers.

She stepped off onto the dock, waved, and watched him back the boat
away.  Then he turned it south, toward Gate Three.  She watched him and
the craft as they receded from view, almost dreamlike.

An exceptionally good dream.  Back in the houseboat, she tried to
relax, enjoy the rest of the day.  Tomorrow was full, and she had just
committed herself to a lunch that she probably wouldn't want to end
quickly.

She wished she hadn't let him go.  That had been her idea: keep it
short with him, keep this thing casual.  This thing, whatever it was.

But now that seemed dumb.  The clock inside showed 5: 10.  She knew
where she could find some companionship, after a fashion.  It seemed
awfully thin and unsatisfying after the last few hours, but with a live
presence gone, it was the best she could do.

She went to her desktop computer, turned it on, and she dialed Verbum.
After she logged on, the system greeted her as always.

Welcome, Ziggy Last log- off 17: 26; 05/ 02/ 94

She typed:

visit WI

Three of the regulars, Nancy- T, Michiko and Aurora, greeted her as the
system connected her with the group.  She hadn't been here for almost a
week: she sat back to read for a while, catch up.

Salome arrived a couple of minutes later, and Michiko wrote:

Michiko> Another vagrant spirit wafts through the ether.  Long time no
see.

Salome> I have an impeccable excuse for my absence.  The pool service
sent over a ripe new repairman last week, and he arrived just bursting
with the yen to spend a long weekend in Santa Cruz.

Nancy- T> Excuse accepted.  Can Ziggy top that?  Ziggy> Work is my
excuse.  As ever.  Michiko> You'll never meet anyone that way.  Ziggy>
You may be wrong about that.  Aurora> Ziggy strikes oil!  Salome> Is it
a gusher?  Michiko> Come clean, Zig ... Ziggy> Quite a nice guy.
Interesting.  Certainly not come from the standard pattern.  He's a
sailor.

Nancy T> Returned from a long voyage, no doubt.  Salome> Single? Ziggy>
Yes.  Michiko> Goodlooking?  And please don't say something like, "It's
all a matter of taste.  '

Ziggy> In this instance the verdict would be unanimous, I think.  He's
an attention- getter.

Nancy- T> This sounds serious.  Ziggy> I hardly know him, really.
Michiko> Don't waste time on the standard disclaimers, we pay no
attention.

Ziggy> He's intriguing, I'll admit it.  Salome> Silence, all.  A
respectful hush.  Let us keep our hot little fingers off the keyboards
so that the Zigster may take the floor ... That's better ... Now,
Ziggy, you tell us all about the dear boy.  And don't leave out a
single juicy detail ... Christian W. Harmundt returned home late that
evening.  Jenna Tindle, who lived next door in 1C, happened to notice
him as he pulled into his parking space behind the apartment
building.

He was, as usual, driving his white Chevy Cavalier: the one equipped
with special hand controls to compensate for his disability.

Jenna Tindle herself had pulled in about half a minute earlier.  She
was returning from a weekend trip to Yosemite, and her arms were full
of camping equipment.

She entered through the back door of the building, carried in the
bundles of gear, and set them down in front of her door while she
fished in her backpack for keys.

She was unlocking the door when she heard Christian Harmundt.  Heard
that noise that the leather- and- aluminum leg brace repeated every
time he moved his right leg, the bad one: the joint of the brace
swinging and then locking and then swinging again as he walked.

kunk ... ka- chunk kunk ... ka- chunk

The key and the lock had all her attention, but she knew that sound.
That, and the bumping of the rubber tips at the end of the aluminum
crutches.  She knew it had to be him, coming from the back door.

That ghastly clank and bump.  Walking seemed to be a terrible ordeal
for the poor man.

Though she knew him only through chance, wordless encounters like this
one she was a busy woman, and he seemed to be solitary she had the
impression that life itself was an ordeal for C. W. Harmundt.

Jenna Tindle finally slid in the key, turned it, and opened the door.
She reached down for the tent and the backpack and the sleeping bag
that she had carried in.  She glanced up the hall.

There was Christian Harmundt, balanced on the crutches as he opened his
own door.

It swung inward, and he inserted himself into the doorway, dipping a
shoulder and thumping down one of the crutches, and then the other, the
leg brace sounding once more, kunk ... ka- chunk, before the door
closed behind him.

Lee Wade called ahead for a pizza.  He picked it up on his way home to
the house where he lived with his wife and their two school- age
children.  It was half a duplex off Taraval Street, not far from Ocean
Beach, one of the last neighborhoods in gentrified San Francisco that
was even close to workingclass.

They got the kids early to bed, for once.  Wade drew a hot bath and lay
in it to stew.

She went in to where her husband lay, neck- deep in water that was near
scalding.  She brought him a beer, washed his hair, kneaded the muscles
of his neck.

He luxuriated not only in the touch but in being accepted, understood.
"One step slow, not quite smart enough, he said.  His first words in
nearly an hour.  "It's the worst damn feeling I know.  Being just smart
enough to know that you're not real smart.  '

She was soaping his chest now.  "You're plenty smart, she said.  He
just shook his head.  Before long they were walking together to the
bed, and for a few minutes she made him forget about it.

He was asleep when the phone rang.  Usually he answered it, but she had
ended up on his side of the bed.  She listened and said, "He's right
here', and passed the handset to her husband.

"This is Ellis Hoile, said a man's voice in the earpiece, 'on Tesla
Street.  We spoke today.  '

Lee Wade tried to focus on the digital alarm clock beside the bed.  12:
47.

"I hope you don't mind.  You asked me to call if anything else came to
mind.  I was considering our conversation from this afternoon when
something came to me, and since it may be time- critical, I wanted to
reach you as soon as possible.  '

Wade just lay there, propped up on one elbow, trying not to nod off.
"Are you there?  asked Ellis Hoile.  "Yes.  "You should examine the
contents of the hard drive of Donald Crump's computer.  Also any
diskettes.  '

Ellis Hoile was telling him how to run the investigation.  But Wade was
too bleary to get upset.

"I should have thought of this right away, Ellis Hoile was saying.  "I
bet you didn't seize his machine as evidence, so who knows where it is
by now, but you really ought to try to get it back as soon as possible.
That's why I say this is time- critical.  '

"Why should I care about his computer?  Wade said.  "There's a
reasonable probability that you'll find the name of his killer on his
disk storage.  Or at least some reference to his killer.  '

Suddenly, Wade was wide awake again.  "It was right in my face today,
Ellis Hoile said.  "The victim used an online network, and I'm sure
that the killer has online experience.  "Now, granted, that could be a
coincidence.  A lot of people have gone online in the past couple of
years.  It could be that the killer didn't select Donald Crump for
reasons that have anything to do with computers.  On the other hand,
maybe he did.

"I've been thinking about this.  In a purely theoretical way, of
course, so don't start getting any ideas about me again.  But I was
thinking, an online network would be an ideal place to stalk a victim.
'

Ellis Hoile's words were rapid, slightly breathless.  He seemed to be
excited.  Lee Wade had gotten a couple of glimmers of him this way
before: totally focussed, turned on by what was in his head.  Almost
incandescent.

Lee Wade wondered how it must feel, being that smart.  "I mean, when
cops investigate a murder, the first people they look at are the
victim's family and friends.  Most victims of murder are killed by
someone they know am I right?  And, in normal life, those connections
are easy to follow.  You know where the victim lived, where he worked.
You have an idea who he's been in contact with.

"Online, though, the connections vanish the second you log off.  That
doesn't mean the contact is any less real.  When you meet somebody out
there, you really are meeting them.  It's like you're both in some
neutral territory, and even though you'd never find it on a map, it's
there, it's a real place, and you both know it.

"When you jack out, you disconnect, whatever you want to call it.  Then
it's gone, and there's no trail.  But that doesn't mean it was any less
real while it lasted.  '

Silence on the line.  "I'm here, Wade said.  "I'm trying to get this
straight.  Grappling with an idea that Ellis Hoile had digested long
ago, and no doubt with ease.

"I ought to put you online one of these days, said Ellis Hoile.  "Then
you'd understand.  '

"You think he stored the killer's name?  "Maybe.  A lot of the online
culture is email and downloaded messages.  That would be the only
record of their contact, if he saved any of that.  If you looked on his
disks you might find a lot of names, and there might not be anything to
tell you that any one of them killed him.  And maybe none of them
did.

"It would be a ton of work, checking them out.  But you might be better
off trying that than what you're doing now.  If you're really hung up.
'

He caught his breath.  When he spoke again, Ellis Hoile sounded like a
guy delivering bad news.  He said:

"I don't mean to sound presumptuous.  Really.  But the world is
changing.  A lot of the old ways of doing things don't work as well
they used to.  '

Another pause.  He seemed to be waiting for Lee Wade to say
something.

"I appreciate this, said Wade.  "Sorry to disturb you, said Ellis
Hoile.  "But I thought you ought to know.  '

He hung up.  Lee Wade reached over his wife, who was now asleep, and
replaced the phone in its cradle.

He put his back flat against the mattress and looked up at the ceiling
in his dark bedroom.  He wasn't sleepy any more.

For a few moments he thought about Ellis Hoile, wondered if he really
could be a murderer, playing deep games with him now.

But he thought, no.  No.  Ellis Hoile is for real.  His ideas about the
crime might be for real, too.  Lee Wade's shoulders were knotted once
more.  His head hurt.  He felt it again: the sensation that life was
running away from him, becoming more distant all the time, getting so
far beyond him that he would never catch up.

Kate Lavin had rescheduled the production meeting for the jaguar shoot
herself and three others, the core crew for the project for 10 a. m. on
Monday morning.

Cynthia Frain, Kate's assistant, was going to be the field producer. It
was a step up for her, and well- deserved; besides, her presence in
Belize would help Kate to control a location shoot that could become
expensive and chaotic.

Sandy Weil, a freelance director, was in her thirties.  She had done
several other projects for Kate, and she knew how to work under a tight
schedule.

Louis Markam would be the principal shooter and technician.  He was on
the studio staff.  But Louis was late this morning.  He finally rolled
in around 10: 45.

He was a tall man with long hair tied back in a ponytail.  "Sorry.
Monday mornings, you know how it goes, he said, and he folded himself
into the last empty chair at Kate's desk.

Kate tried to keep it short.  The deadline was firm, she said:
something close to a final cut in ninety days.  They couldn't let costs
get out of hand, but it had to be done right.

Cynthia and Sandy should be on a plane to Belize City within two days,
to start arrangements; Kate had been given a list of contacts,
including a guide who was supposed to be able to find a jaguar in the
wild.

Louis would stay behind for a few days until they decided how to tape
the cat, at night, on his home ground.

Then she opened it up to the three of them, a free- for- all discussion
about what the film should look like and how they would approach it.

Logistics permitting, they would do this several times before they
began shooting, and several times more after that.  This was how the
concept took form and remained consistent in the minds of what would
eventually be a halfdozen or more creative and technical talents.

Kate had a rule for these meetings: any new idea was allowed five
minutes of life before someone spoke against it.  It was a way to
encourage fresh thinking.

But it sometimes also slowed the meetings, too.  Now Kate was glancing
at the clock on her desk.

11: 22.  11: 28.  He was just a stranger, she thought.  Nobody
important: three days ago at this time she had been unaware of his
existence.  He'd be gone soon anyway.

11: 36.  11: 40, and Gate Three was another five minutes away, once she
walked out to her car.

She stood and said, "You guys have this under control, right?  They all
looked surprised.  Kate rarely bailed out of meetings.  "You're
leaving?  Cynthia said.  She knew that Kate had nothing else scheduled
today.

"I'll be out for a while.  No reason to be more specific, she thought;
she was the boss, after all.  "If you're gone when I get back, have a
good trip.  Get some rest tonight and tomorrow, I want you to dig in
right away when you get down there.  Anything you need, let me know.
'

Louis Markam spoke.  He said, "I thought I would call Ellis on this ca
ting- the- night deal.  See if he has any ideas.  Until a few days
earlier, Kate Lavin would have said, right away, Sure, go ahead and do
that.  She would have liked the idea, seeing that Ellis had something
useful to occupy him.

But now she reminded herself that she was trying to make a break.
Having Ellis around wouldn't help.

"Ellis doesn't work here any more, she said.  "I know, that's why I'm
checking.  '

"Why do you want to bring Ellis in on this?  That's what you're getting
paid for.  '

"Ellis is smarter than I am, said Louis Markham.

Can't argue with that, Kate Lavin thought.  And she reminded herself
that they were pushing the limits on this one: they needed any help
they could get.

"All right, fine, she said, and she added, 'make sure that he gets a
check, from now on he's going to be like any other contractor.  '

And then she was gone, stopping just long enough to glance at a mirror
before she walked out to her car.

She put the top down on the Miata.  It was that kind of day.  She
turned out of the parking lot, onto Bridgeway, the waterfront drive.
11: 47, by her watch.

Traffic was heavy up Bridgeway.  Tourists, damn tourists were
everywhere.

11: 51; she turned into the Gate Three parking lot.  And he was there,
haunched against a post at the dock entrance, reading a paperback book,
in jeans and a crewneck sweater.  She pulled up a few feet away and sat
there with the engine idling.

He looked up from the book.  An easy smile.  Fine white teeth, tousled
hair, broad shoulders.  She couldn't help it he looked golden out here
in the sunlight.  He stood, unhurried, and ambled over to the car.  She
got a glimpse of the book before he tucked it into the pocket of his
windbreaker.  The Metamorphosis.

Lord, she thought: all this, and he reads Kafka, too.  "I'm sorry, she
said, "I couldn't get away, I know I'm late.  "Are you?  I didn't wear
my watch.  It's stowed somewhere.  He slipped into the seat beside her.
No watch.  How did anyone live without a watch?  Then she realized that
a few minutes one way or the other wouldn't make a lot of difference
when you were moving at five knots.

She herself was immersed in time- keeping.  She could remember long,
loud discussions in an editing suite over whether to include one more
frame of videotape in a scene; an argument over one- thirtieth of a
second.

No wonder this guy moves so easily, she thought.  He had something to
teach her.

For the few days he would be around ... This had been on her mind for
the past morning and the evening before that.

She drove out onto Bridgeway again, headed back north.  She was going
to take him to a restaurant on the dock in Tiburon.

Brake lights flared on cars up ahead.  She downshifted and braked, and
the Miata lurched to a stop.  A few seconds later, trying to sound
casual, she said, "How's that generator?  '

"I swapped it out for a rebuilt unit this morning.  I'll bolt in the
new one today or tomorrow.  '

"When are you planning to leave for Mexico?  "It wasn't a plan, he
said.  "More like a general statement of principle.  She turned to look
at him.  "What the hell does that mean?  she said.  He gave her a level
look right back.  "It means I'm not going anywhere for a while.  '

Traffic was moving again.  She just nodded once at his words, and
dumped the clutch.  The Miata shot up the road.

Late that afternoon, Donald Crump's mother found a message from Lee
Wade on her answering machine.  She returned his call at once and, in
answer to his question, told him that she had flown to San Francisco
and cleared her late son's apartment several days earlier.  She had
brought home a few items of personal value, and donated the rest to the
Salvation Army, which sent a truck to take the goods away.

Without much hope, Wade placed a call to the local headquarters of the
Salvation Army, trying to trace the pickup.  Eventually he was referred
to the manager of a local Salvation Army retail outlet, who told him
that the computer and all the supplies that went with it had been sold
within the past forty- eight hours.

It was gone for good.  Ellis Hoile remained engrossed in the game.

He played it at a computer that he set up near the view window in the
living room.  Periodically he would pick up the binoculars and glance
toward the apartment house down on Russian Hill, watching for a
disabled man to enter or leave the building.

Occasionally, too, he would adjust the antenna of the video scanner,
minute movements that he hoped would pick up an active computer monitor
in the first- floor corner unit.

But he found nothing.  The monitor displayed just an unvarying tweedy
blank.  If Christian Willem Harmundt was at home, he was not using his
computers.

When he tired of playing, Ellis Hoile examined the program's source
code, trying to discover a programming subroutine that led to a
different outcome than automatic death for the player.  So far, he
hadn't found one; not once had he escaped death at the hands of the
shadowy assassin.  But he was convinced that a method must exist to
somehow escape to safety.

He had never encountered a computer game which was impossible to
beat.

And this was not some throwaway, either.  Stoma couldn't have intended
it as just wrapping for the Trojan: it was good, solid work; Ellis
Hoile would almost call it inspired.

It certainly represented hundreds of hours of difficult programming. It
had to have a point.  The idea that someone might devote that much
effort to a dead- end, deliberately create a game that could not be
won, was beyond belief.  Ellis Hoile could not accept it.

Nobody could be that twisted.

Stephen Leviste moved down the steel catwalk.  He had been playing the
game for about three hours, since he came home from school, and this
was the first time he had seen it.

He thought TRY_ ME was a great game: plenty of action, ingenious traps
and tricks, not easy, but by no means unwinnable.  He had been making
steady progress through the maze, and as he reached catwalk, he had the
feeling that the game was near a climax.

And he was right.

The catwalk did not come at the opening of the game that he had
received.  He would have been astonished to know that his version was
unique, modified solely for him.

He had found the catwalk only after making his way through seven levels
of a concrete maze, and dropped down on it through a hole in a concrete
floor that turned out to be a hole in the roof of the next level.

This level was different, he saw right away.  It was not a cramped
maze, but a large, open room that the catwalk traversed.

He moved down one end of the catwalk, and found a steel mesh cage
enclosing a concrete landing.  The cage had a door, but it wouldn't
open.  So he walked down to the other end of the catwalk.  It was open
no railing.

He jumped, and landed easily on his feet.  He moved out into the huge
concrete room: almost a cavern.  It was empty, almost featureless, but
across the broad floor he could make out a single door, painted red, at
the bottom of one of the cavern's sheer high walls.

He tracked across to it.  He tried it, and found it locked.  He
couldn't see any other way out of here.

Then he noticed it, in a corner: a large square grate in the floor.
Couldn't be ... He went over to it and clicked his mouse on it.  The
hand that represented his virtual, in- the- game self, reached down and
pulled away the grate.

There was a rectangular hole in the floor where the grate had been.  A
black hole.

He stepped down into it.  He thought he might fall a long, long way.
But it didn't happen.  There was the sound of his feet as they hit
something solid, and he saw that he was in a round tunnel.

A small tunnel, or maybe a very large pipe.  He could see this because
off to his left was a faint glow that spread along the sides of the
pipe, from far down at the end.  He began to make his way toward the
glow.

The pipe seemed to be pitched slightly downward.  And it was open down
at the end, he could see that now.  He wondered whether he was about to
enter a new level of the maze.  But as he got toward the end of the
tunnel he saw that this game was different.

The glow represented daylight.

He was out; he had won the game.  He stood at the lip of the pipe, and
what he glimpsed in front of him he couldn't believe it was a vista
from a picture postcard.

A vista from a thousand picture postcards ... It remained on the screen
only long enough to register in his mind.  And then the screen
changed.

It showed a text message:

Greetings and congratulations, JOY BOY You have completed the quest...
Thereby qualifying to apply for membership in the most highly ultra
elite hacker cracker phreaker bulletin board ... SHADOW MASTER ABYSS No
dorks, dweebs, lamers, or wanna bees You must be The Real Thing Few are
called Even fewer are chosen Your activities have caught the attention
of our membership.  (Yes, we are out there!  We know you! You have been
noticed!)

Having gotten this far, you have proved that you are not a total and
complete loser.

However, you haven't pulled the sword from the stone just yet.  The
next step is much more difficult.

You can qualify now for full membership in SHADOW MASTER ABYSS by
passing our online entrance exam (don't hold your breath, though).

ARE YOU READY TO PROCEED?

The cursor blinked on Stephen Leviste's monitor screen.  He tried to
digest this.  He realized that someone must have seen his online posts
somewhere.  That person had learned his true name and address not
impossible and had mailed TRY_ ME to him.  TRY_ ME was not just a game.
It was actually a screening, a kind of Excalibur test designed to weed
out lamers.

Otherwise known as a bozo filter.

Cool ... The message vanished from the screen, replaced by these
lines:

If you have some reason to hesitate, maybe we should forget the whole
thing.

Time out in ten seconds.  Do you want to proceed?

Stephen pressed the "Y' key.  The machine responded:

Great.  Enter your handle and telephone number.

Stephen did that.  The program responded:

Now, do you suppose you could jack in the modem, O Clueless One?

Stephen switched power to his modem and plugged the cord into his phone
jack.

TRY_ ME initialized his modem and began to dial out to some unknown
number.

Way cool, thought Stephen Leviste, as the call connected.  At that
moment, the killer was considering his next move.

Avatar was still elusive.  The killer had broadened his search beyond
Verbum, to include commercial online services and the socalled news
groups on the Internet auxiliary known as Usenet.

As yet, though, he could not match the handle to a real name.  Until
then, the man behind the name was unreachable.

This seemed to further suggest that Avatar might really be a true super
user canny and aware.  Delicious.  Joyboy was proving almost as
difficult to reel in.

The killer had, in fact, discovered Joyboy's real name and address by
reading his posts on various computer bulletin boards around the Bay
Area, many of them run by and for the cyberpunk underground.

No telephone or address in the Bay Area was connected to that name; and
Stephen Leviste did not appear in any of the student directories of
local colleges and universities.  So the killer guessed that the target
might be living with his parents.  He had sent the diskettes to every
address in the area that showed the name "Leviste'.

He figured that only the proper Stephen Leviste would know what to do
with the program.  He also guessed that since no phone was listed in
his name, Stephen Leviste might be using an extension of the family
number when he went online, which meant that his modem might not be
plugged in at all times.

Which meant that the daemon inside the Trojan Horse might not be able
to do its work.

So the killer had slightly altered the game, and had rewritten the
daemon to prod Joyboy, if necessary, into making the connection.

The killer had made only one misjudgement.  Joyboy's posts had showed
real technical knowledge and sophistication.  The killer imagined that
Stephen Leviste must be at least sixteen or seventeen years old: maybe
even a college freshman still living at home.

Then there was Ziggy.  She was his to take, at his pleasure.  But he
didn't believe that this was the proper time.  He had claimed his first
two victims without much regard for timing.  They were ready to go, and
he had taken them as they presented themselves.  He had wanted to get
those out of the way, leap that hurdle, and thereby fully commit
himself to the course.

That done, he could concentrate on nuances.  He had sensed that Chaz
should be the next to go, and now instinct told him that there was a
subtle, proper order for these next three.  He couldn't quite discern
it: not until he had some idea of Avatar's true dimensions.  Then it
should all become clear.

He was certain, though, that taking Ziggy now would violate the
sequence.  Only a boot gobbles dessert halfway through the meal.

He did want to do it properly.  But something had begun to happen
within him.  A hunger, stirring in his gut.

Not that he was out of control.

Still, he knew.  He was going to kill somebody, soon.  And it was not
going to be a stranger, but someone whose life he had dissected and
comprehended.

That was the real pleasure, he thought.  Knowing your victim.  The
awareness of who they are and what they were made of.  Empathy with
their terror.  Knowledge of what you were snuffing out.

Thinking about it made desire surge within him.  Soon.

Soon.

He told himself that if Ziggy was the only one ready to go, if that was
how it happened ... that was how it must be.  And then Joyboy called.

Stephen Leviste's fingers danced on the keyboard of his computer.
Sixteen questions so far, and he had nailed every one of them.  Like he
couldn't miss, he thought.  He was getting cocky now.  The Shadowmaster
couldn't possibly keep him out.

The next question came across his monitor:

17.  Define DTMF.

Stephen Leviste typed:

Are you joking?  DTMF is this the best you can do?

The computer demanded:

Define DTMF.

Stephen Leviste decided to stop fooling around.  He answered:

Dial Tone Multi- Frequency.  Touch- tones on a telephone.  One pair of
frequencies per button.

He disposed of the last three questions as quickly as Shadowmaster
could type them:

18.  Specify frequency pair for keypad numeral '9'.  852 Hz + 1477 Hz
19.  You have dialed into an unknown system that displays the promptER 
'. What have you found?

Mainframe or super mini running PRIMOS.  Hard to crack without an
account ID.

20.  Specify command to abort login pgm on a) UNIX b) VAX VMS; c) VM/
CMS systems.

a) "NONE' b) '/ NO COMMAND c) NO IPL

Shadowmaster responded:

Congratulations.  Most impressive.  The one true Shadowmaster admits
Joyboy to his domain.  What offering do you bring to the Abyss?

He was in.  But being in was just the start.  Any decent phreaker board
expected its members to contribute: passwords, newly discovered bugs,
the unlisted dial- in numbers of computer systems.

Shadowmaster wanted to know what the newcomer could bring to the
party.

Stephen typed:

I have five virgin codez.

The Shadowmaster answered:

Codez are useful in their place.  However, they are extraneous when one
has been shadowing passwords at a CS terminal at Stanford.

The most direct way to crack a remote computer system is to somehow
steal legitimate passwords.  A shadowing program captured passwords
that users entered at a terminal, and wrote them to a file, to be
retrieved later.

Retrieved, and used.  Any valid password was a step in the door.  But
accounts at a university's Computer Science CS machine might include
some very powerful privileges on a very interesting system.

Stephen typed:

You can do that?

And the reply:

Do not doubt Shadowmaster.  If you must be convinced of his
authenticity, however, you may accompany him to said terminal and try
for yourself.

What a break, thought Stephen Leviste.  A password into the Stanford
system wouldn't just give him a chance to explore a great system.  Once
he was inside he would be able to reach thousands of other machines
linked via the Internet.

He wrote:

Hackarama!

The Shadowmaster answered:

Indeed.  Want to try?  29

In the basement apartment off 10th Avenue, Corwin Sturmer's monitor
registered his exchange with Joyboy:

Indeed.  Want to try?  > When?  Tonight.  Midnight.

Joyboy was slow to answer.  The cursor paused.  It sat, blinking.  The
killer, nudging him along, typed:

Is there a problem?  > That's awful late.  Prime time for a true
phreaker.  Fewer prying eyes.  But, hey, if you aren't sufficiently
motivated ... > I'll be there.  Will pick you up.  We'll bomb down
together.  You live near Serramonte shopping center, isn't that
correct?  I'll meet you across from east side of Serramonte.  In front
of Denny's.

> 12: 30 would be better for me.  Later the better.  > How do I
recognize you?

Fear not.  Shadowmaster will know you.  > May I ask how?  I assume
you'll be the only phreaker standing in front of Denny's at 12: 30
answering to the name of "Joyboy'.  That's a polite way of telling you
not to bring along any friends.  Shadowmaster has no time for dweebs.
If I see two, you'll never see me understood?

> Yes.  Be there.  You may never have a chance like this again.

Stephen Leviste's monitor showed the disconnect as the call ended.  He
stared at the screen.  Letting it sink in, what he had done.  He had
just promised to spend the night hacking, with a stranger, at a
terminal thirty miles away.

On a school night.  He would have to sneak out of the house, no
question.  This was why he had moved it back half an hour, to give his
sister and his parents time to go to sleep.

God, they'd ground him for life if they found out.  For a few seconds
he considered staying home, forgetting all about it.  But that would be
his last chance at Shadowmaster's Abyss.  Which was, unquestionably, as
serious a hacker board as he had yet found.

It would also mean giving up his chance at a Stanford CS terminal, with
passwords.

He knew where he was going to at half an hour past midnight.
Hackarama!

The killer hadn't been in Pacifica for more than a year.  He did not
remember a Denny's restaurant east of the Serramonte shopping center.
But he knew it was there.

It showed on the liquid- crystal screen of a second computer, a
notebook portable, at his elbow.

The screen displayed a street map, the area around the shopping center.
The map showed not only street names, but the location of every home
and business with a listed telephone number.  A small red dot blinked
on a location just east of the mall.  A box at the bottom of the screen
displayed the address and phone number of the Denny's restaurant
there.

With a few keystrokes, the map shifted to show the street in Pacifica
where Joyboy lived.  The killer now knew Joyboy's name, his address,
and where he had promised to be at half an hour past midnight
tonight.

It worked this way: The daemon in Stephen Leviste's computer had
transmitted the phone number that he entered.  The killer, using the
notebook computer, checked the number against a database of listed
phones in the Bay Area.  That database, stored on an optical disk
connected to the notebook computer, had yielded the address where the
phone was located.

The listings of phones and addresses were linked to a map display of
the Bay Area, also stored on the disk.  Besides finding locations from
an address, the map database could also work in reverse: given a
location a certain block on a certain street, for example it could
immediately show all the names, street addresses, and telephones listed
on that block.

Both of these resources, the digitized street maps and the telephone
listings, were widely available on commercial software: the killer had
merely combined them for his own use.

That had been a simple task.  Other, more revealing databases were also
publicly available: public records of births and deaths, marriages and
divorces, bankruptcy filings, license applications, real estate
transactions, postal forwarding- address notices, could potentially be
linked to the map- address display, if the killer chose.

Unlisted phone numbers, credit card records, criminal and driving
records and motor vehicle registrations were theoretically closed to
the public, yet knowledgeable computer users penetrated them at will.
The same was true of the huge, fabulous databases maintained by credit
reporting firms.

All that information could be correlated, so that an investigator
working with just a name and address could immediately compile a
dossier on a stranger, and on that target's family, coworkers, and
neighbours.

The real riches in digital information, however, were stored in the
computers of the state and Federal governments: tax records, military
service records, census forms, Social Security and public assistance
files.

Methods to match these records, and the computing power to search and
compile them, had existed for some years now.

They were tools of unimaginable, incredible power.  Using the data this
way was illegal, in theory.  But the killer understood this to mean
that, since human beings administered both the laws and the data, the
means for monitoring all citizens and laying open their lives were at
the whim of creatures whose instincts had not appreciably changed in
the past ten thousand years.  The idea that those in power would not
use such tools for their own benefit if not sooner, then later struck
him as ludicrous.

Humans always use the tools at their dispoal, he thought.  And they
will inevitably use them in the service of their own irresistible
impulses and cravings.

Just as he himself was doing.  It seemed so simple, now.  So obvious.
Who he was and why he was doing these things.

It was all becoming clear ... Stephen Leviste climbed out of his
bedroom window, onto the redwood shingled surface of the cupola below.
The time was a few minutes after midnight.  The last lights in the
house had gone out about fifteen minutes earlier, first in his sister's
room, then in his parents' bedroom.

The cupola extended maybe six or seven feet, over the small deck along
the side of the house.  He stepped lightly, easily across the sloping
cupola; he was small, maybe, but agile, and unafraid of high places.
Then he lowered himself down the corner post, using wooden pegs where
his mother sometimes hung plants.

His feet found the deck rail, and he hopped down to the ground.  The
noise started the neighbor's terrier barking.

Please shut up, he thought.  He couldn't imagine the trouble he'd be in
if his parents learned that he had gone.  In case they somehow did
discover his bed empty, he had left a handwritten note on his pillow
Went riding my bike, I'm OK, don't have a cow Love, Stevie

-so that they wouldn't go completely berserk and start calling the
police.

But he was pretty sure that this thoughtful gesture wouldn't win him
many points if it came to that.

He pushed his bike around the side of the house.  The dog yapped a few
times more and quit barking.  Then Stephen Leviste hopped onto the
bicycle and began to ride, an impossibly frail figure lost in loose
jeans and a Batman sweatshirt, his sneakers pumping the pedals as he
propelled himself down the silent street.

The clock behind the counter at Denny's showed 12: 24 when Stephen
Leviste got off his bike and peered through the glass door of the
restaurant to check the time.

He walked back to the curb, looped a chain around the frame of the bike
and then around a power pole, and secured the chain with a combination
lock.

He stood at the curb and waited.  Traffic was light the mall had been
closed for two- and- a- half hours and he had time to watch each car,
individually, as it approached the restaurant and then passed by
without stopping.

After a while he checked the time inside again.  12: 43.  He went back
to the curb and waited.  By now he had stopped watching each vehicle as
it passed: he kept his head down, studying the cracks in the sidewalk
and scuffing his sneakers on the concrete.

The clock said 12: 57 the next time he pressed his face to the glass.
He told himself that he would wait three more minutes.  If Shadowmaster
was more than half an hour late, he must not be coming at all.

Stephen thought that he had been taken for a fool.  He unlocked the
chain and wound it under the bike seat.  Somewhere, no doubt,
Shadowmaster was having a good laugh.  Only thing that didn't make
sense was why somebody would have gone to the trouble create the
program, mail him the disks, administer the test just to zing a twelve
year- old kid.  It was crazy.  But the world was full of crazy people,
he thought, and he started for home.

*

While Joyboy headed up the hill, the killer ate a piece of lemon
meringue pie in the restaurant.  He watched as the kid pedalled out of
sight, and he followed a lingering mouthful of the pie with a swallow
of coffee.

He was in no hurry.  He had been at the restaurant since about a
quarter past twelve, when he took a booth beside the front window.  A
set of half- curtains cafe curtains, they were sometimes called covered
the bottom half of the glass, but from where he sat the killer could
open the part in the curtains to check the sidewalk outside.

He was not surprised to find himself famished as his task approached.
He ordered a full meal and sat and watched Joyboy arrive.

A bicycle!  He hadn't considered that.  It made the mechanics of the
abduction just that much easier; certainly meant that he could do it
where and how he pleased.

But Joyboy was so puny.  Just a child, he thought, watching the skinny
little runt at the curb.  Not what he expected.  He could feel the
great bubble of killing lust begin to collapse inside him.

He couldn't imagine any satisfaction in snuffing this smooth- checked
schoolboy with matchstick limbs.

But Joyboy was supposed to go.  There was an order to these things:
Joyboy was part of a set that would be flawed and meaningless without
every one of its members.

He pondered all this as he ate a steak sandwich with french fries,
while the boy outside fidgeted and watched traffic and checked the
clock inside, his impossibly juvenile face coming to the glass just a
few feet from where the killer sat.

A little scrap of nothing.  Crush him like a paper cup.  Then it came
to him: a way to make this interesting.

Perfect.  That bubble swelled inside him again, pressing for release.
He ate every scrap of food on his plate and ordered the pie with
coffee.  When Joyboy finally pedalled away, the killer felt no great
hurry.  He knew where the boy was going, and how long he would take to
get there.

He had already traced Joyboy's route from home to the shopping center.
It was obvious from the map on his notebook.  Two blocks up from his
home was Skyline Boulevard, which ran along the top of the high ridge
that separated the coast from the rest of the San Francisco Peninsula.
The shopping center was at the bottom of that ridge, a straight shot
down to the bottom of the hillside, about a mile and a half in all.

Downhill he would have made good time on a bike.  But the climb back up
to Skyline would be a hard pull.  Between the shopping center and
Skyline Boulevard, the map display which marked the locations of homes,
businesses, and listed telephones showed an overlapping patchwork of
several large empty areas that had no markings at all.

These were cemeteries that spread across the hillside.  The road down
from Skyline passed between several of them, hundreds of acres as big
as an Iowa cornfield, sprouting only grave markers.

Not inappropriate for the occasion, the killer thought.  He finished
the pie, drained his cup of coffee, and left enough cash on the table
to cover the bill and a generous tip, and he walked outside.

Not in a hurry, but very much with the definite look of a man with
somewhere to go and a job to finish.

Stephen Leviste dismounted when the hill got steep.  There was no
sidewalk, just a strip of dirt and grass beside the road, so he pushed
the bike uphill.  It was not much slower than pedalling, and a lot
easier.

He was three blocks from the shopping mall, out of sight from any
house.  He was in among the graveyards now.

No streetlights up here, either.  The local residents did not require
them.  He pushed.  The squeak of his back wheel, which needed oil, was
by far the loudest sound.  He hadn't seen a car for the last four or
five minutes.

Dumb idea, he kept thinking, dumb idea, what am I doing, I could be
home in bed right now.

Then he reminded himself, Stanford passwords, and he knew that he would
probably do it again if he got the offer.

The cemeteries were dark and completely still.

And now a car was coming up behind him, the engine surging as it
climbed, revs kicking up as it dropped into a lower gear.  It lit up
the path in front of him; he threw a shadow that got shorter and more
distinct as the car got closer.

It was slowing as it neared him.  He turned to look, and blinked into
the headlights, high- beams.

Not a car: a brown cargo van, and it was pulling up beside him.  The
window was down on the passenger side.  From within the van a man's
voice said, Joyboy, right?  Sorry I'm late.  '

Stephen couldn't see the face that belonged to the voice.  But it
didn't matter, he thought.  He didn't know the voice, so he wouldn't
know the face.  And if he didn't know the face, then something was
really wrong.

This could only be the Shadowmaster.  But they were four blocks from
Denny's.  And if the Shadowmaster was late, then how did he know?

"Go on, get in, the man said.  "If you don't want to go to Palo Alto,
no problem, we'll do it another time, I'll give you a ride home.  '

"No, thanks, Stephen Leviste said, and he resumed pushing his bike up
the hill.

For about ten seconds he thought this was going to be enough, the
stranger in the van would actually let him walk away.  But the van
accelerated and pulled up even with him, rolling to keep pace.

"Go on, get in, the man said.  Stephen kept looking straight ahead,
trying to ignore him, pushing forward.

The van kept rolling beside him, and Stephen knew that this was not
good.

So he moved fast.  He pivoted the bike on its back wheel, swung a leg
over, and headed downhill, pumping his knees, gathering speed.

Behind him he could hear it happening the van braked and the
transmission chunked and the engine revved and the tires shrieked.

The van was in reverse, chasing him, racing backward down the hill as
he picked up speed.

Maniac, Stephen Leviste thought.  And the maniac was gaining on him.
Stephen pumped faster, and the van roared after him.  At the edge of
his vision, he could see it swerving and roaring, the rear wheels
darting back and forth, barely in control.

It swerved toward him.  If he hadn't noticed the movement, he might
never have reacted.  He might have kept going downhill, down to safety.
But his eyes caught the swerve, and he reacted, flinched, and then he
too was out of control, skidding and braking hard and finally falling,
tumbling, bouncing along the turf at the side of the road, coming to
rest against a waist- high stone wall that bordered the cemetery.

The van fishtailed to a stop, not far down the hill, close enough that
Stephen could plainly hear a door open and then slam shut.

He could hear footsteps moving toward him, across the grass.  And that
got him moving again.

Stephen Leviste bolted to his feet, flung himself over the stone wall
and into the cemetery, and he ran between two rows of graves.  Behind
him he could hear another set of feet thudding into the turf as the
driver vaulted that same stone fence and followed.

For a few moments they were in sync, Stephen's feet cutting across the
short grass between the rows of graves, the stranger's feet pounding
along at exactly the same rate.

Stephen Leviste realized that this wasn't going to work.  He would not
be able to outrun this maniac.

He cut to his right, across some rows of stones and markers.  He was
headed for a section, not far down the hill, where eight or ten
sepulchres stood among monuments and larger upright tablets.  He could
find cover there.  The stranger followed, pounding behind.  But Stephen
Leviste raced in among the slabs and blocks of marble, ducked in behind
one of the big tombs, and halted.

The pounding footsteps slowed, then stopped.  Stephen waited.  He heard
nothing.  He waited some more, a minute, maybe two.  Still nothing.  He
worked his way around the edge of the tomb, so he could look back the
way he came, up the hill.

He saw nobody.  The tombs gave him cover, but they would hide the
maniac, too.

The road was off to his left, out of sight right now, but he knew it
couldn't be far.  He started working toward that direction, putting
distance between himself and where the maniac woud have seen him
last.

He left the cover of the tomb and crept behind a monument, a pedestal
topped by a statue of a child in a robe, with an angel's halo.  Stephen
Leviste kept looking up the hill, where the maniac had been.

He left the pedestal and slid behind a broad tombstone tablet.  Up the
hill, nothing moved.  To his left, across a gap of maybe twenty yards,
was one more marble sepulcre.  From there, he decided, he would break
for the road.

Still nothing up the hill.  Stephen Leviste crouched on his haunches
and got ready to scramble over to the last sepulcre.

And then a hand grabbed his shoulder from behind.  The shock alone
might have stopped him from running: that arm snaking out from where he
least expected it to come while he looked in the other direction.

But the shock wasn't the only thing that stopped him.  The grip of that
hand was strong; it pulled him off balance, back on his haunches.  Then
a second hand clamped around his mouth, tilting back his head.  He was
being pulled off balance, hauled backward to the ground while the
maniac straddled him and shoved a knee into his stomach.

The maniac hauled him up and held him and started to carry him.  One
hand held his face, choking off any sound from his mouth.  The other
arm was around his waist.

Stephen Leviste tried, just once, to wriggle free.  But both arms
tightened on him, one shutting off the air to his mouth and nose, the
other forcing the breath out of his lungs.

He realized that the maniac could choke him to death right here.  The
maniac was completely capable of it, he had the strength and he had the
will to do it.

Stephen stopped wriggling and made his body go limp.  The death's grip
relaxed, and he gratefully drew in breath once more, and let his captor
carry him across the dark cemetery.

Ellis Hoile sat in his Datsun, parked along the breakwater near the
Gate Seven entrance.

Louis Markham had asked him to come to the studio, talk about the
jaguar- at- night shoot.

That had been fun while it lasted.  Video had been no more than a
sideline when he was married to Kate, but he liked it, especially the
tech side.

For a couple of hours, Ellis Hoile and Louis Markham had discussed
thermal imaging and remote sensing; all the ways a cameraman might
record a wary black cat in a jungle at night: the kind of stuff Ellis
Hoile could talk about all night.

He had found himself hoping that Kate would show up.  But he still
hadn't seen her when he left the studio a couple of hours before
midnight.

He walked out and sat in his Datsun, a twenty- year- old car that
suited him perfectly.  He found himself turning, almost against his
will, toward the breakwater across the parking lot.

From there he sat and watched the houseboat, and thought of Kate.  He
wanted to see her.  Too many days had passed since he looked in her
eyes and heard her voice.

He knew that he should be saying this to her, telling her what was in
him.  He knew that if he had done this during their marriage, that he
would not be here alone, they would be together in the house on
Telegraph Hill.

He didn't often pay attention to what was happening inside him: this
was part of the problem.  Feelings seemed to take care of themselves,
perk along in the background, leaving him free to turn his attention
elsewhere.

So he was often oblivious of feelings, and until Kate's departure that
had seemed to work fine, at no cost to him.

Even when he was aware of emotions as he was now, in painful detail he
felt gagged when he tried to discuss them.

Words seemed not just weak, but irrelevant, when you applied them this
way.

Like tonight, right now: he could not imagine putting into words what
he felt, seeing that houseboat across the water, knowing that she was
in it.

Walking up the dock, saying this to her face, seemed inconceivable.  A
fantasy.

So he stayed where he was, watching the boat, and thinking of her,
until he nodded and slept with his head against the window.

Stephen Leviste was trussed.  His hands and feet were bound together by
a cord, fastened behind his back: the maniac had tied them that way in
the brown van.

A couple of hours had passed since the abduction; he thought it was
that long ago, but he couldn't be sure.  The strips of duct tape were
still stuck across his mouth, cutting off any possibility of his
yelling, even grunting.  The hood of black cloth that the maniac had
slipped over his head and tied at the neck was still in place, too.

He was hanging, suspended, in what seemed to be a net of nylon webbing.
Maybe a cargo net.  He didn't know where he was hanging, or how far
above the ground he might be.

He'd had nothing to do with it.  The maniac had lifted him up, trussed
and blindfolded, then tied him into the net with straps at his feet and
waist, and closed the net with some kind of snap the click had been
audible and then set him swinging out in space.

But first the maniac did something strange.  Two things, really.  He
removed Stephen Leviste's sneakers and his socks, then loosened the
cords at Stephen Leviste's wrists.

An invitation to escape.  At least, to try.

So now, working his wrists, trying to find enough slack to pull his
hands through, Stephen Leviste realized that he was probably doing
exactly what the maniac wanted.

He wasn't going to stay here, though, wherever he was.  With much
effort he had managed to wriggle onto his side.  That took the body
weight off his wrists, and he could work the cords better.  He flexed
his wrists, pulled one arm, groped and flexed some more and pulled his
left hand... Free.  The right hand was still tied to his ankles by a
length of cord, but with one arm unbound there was more slack now, and
he pulled the right wrist loose in about half a minute.

He brought both arms out from behind his back, shook and flexed them
until he got some feeling back.

He wondered: now what?  That was easy, he thought.  He wanted to see
again.  He untied the hood, reached up, and pulled the cloth from his
face.  Then he almost wished that he hadn't.  He saw that it really was
a net of webbing that surrounded him.  He was suspended in a shaft that
was thirty feet square, at least three stories deep.

Deep enough to hurt you bad, even kill you, if you landed wrongly.
Below him was a concrete floor.  The shaft was open on one side, near
the bottom, and this admitted enough electric light, from a lamp out of
sight, that he could see the floor directly beneath him.

He pulled the tape away.  His immediate instinct was to yell, scream.

I give up, was what he wanted to shout.  I'm finished, I've had it ...
do what you want.

But one stubborn part of himself wouldn't allow that.  He opened the
strap at his chest.  Another strap still fastened his ankles to the
net, and he couldn't reach that yet.

The net was suspended from the ceiling, at the end of a rope about ten
feet long.  Two metal D- rings a tool of mountaineers attached the
netting to a loop at the end of the rope and clasped the net shut.

To open the net he would have to release at least one of the D- rings.
He reached with his right hand, grabbed the loop of the rope.  This
relieved the tension on one of the rings, and with his left hand he was
able to open it, slip it out from around the webbing.

Half the net dropped away from the rope, fell away from his shoulders.
This was no good, he thought; he had opened the wrong ring, he had
wanted to free his legs first.

He tried to pull himself up the rope, get into a position where he
could free his ankles from the net.

And then his right hand slipped, he lost his grip, and his torso fell
toward the concrete floor ... but jerked to a stop.  The straps at his
ankles held him in the net.  And half the net was still attached to the
line from the ceiling, held there by the one last D- ring.

He hung, upside down.  And he felt his ankles slipping through the
strap, gravity pulling them through, trying to claim him.

He thrashed for a moment, calmed himself.  His ankles were definitely
slipping through the straps, the last thread that held him from the
concrete below.  He would plunge down there, face first

He lunged, reached, and snagged the net that hung down beside him.  His
ankles were going, but he pulled the net toward him, grabbed it with
both hands at the moment his ankles slipped through.

His ankles popped free.  His legs swung down, his body flipping again,
turning as he fell, but he willed his hands to hold as the webbing
twisted in his grip.

And he held.  He was head up now, swinging on the net inside the shaft.
He pulled himself higher, his toes found holds in the webbing, and he
continued upward, his hands reaching and grabbing and pulling himself
along, his feet slipping into the spaces of the net and taking some of
the weight off his arms and hands.

As he climbed, he glimpsed the amazing sight at the top of the shaft.
It was enclosed on three sides, but the fourth side opened onto a broad
wide concrete room, a huge room.  A concrete cavern with high, sheer
walls.

A steel catwalk extended the length of the cavern, and ended abruptly,
without a railing, at the edge of the shaft.  He was level with the
catwalk now, both hands holding the rope just above the D- ring.  He
began to rock back and forth, setting the rope to swing, the arcs
increasing, each swing carrying him closer to the lip where the catwalk
ended and the shaft began.

He swung, he swung, and at the end of the last arc he let go, and he
flew, and he crashed onto the steel honeycomb of the catwalk.

He was out of the shaft.  He sat up and looked around.  A few feet
along the catwalk lay an aluminum extension ladder collapsed into four
or five sections.  Otherwise, the place was bare.

He tried to gather himself, collect his thoughts.  This place looked
familiar: the shaft, the big concrete cavern.  He opened the ladder and
began to feed it down into the shaft.  This was actually easier than it
looked, once he figured it out: the aluminum was light, and the hinged
sections snapped into place as he lowered the ladder.

When it was fully extended, it stood on the floor of the shaft and
rested against the lip of the floor.  It fit.

But he didn't go down the ladder right away.  He headed down to the
other end of the catwalk.  A muffled, thrumming sound became audible as
he approached the end of the walk.  He thought he knew what it was,
what brought power to the overhead fixtures that lit the big room.

At the end of the catwalk was a wire mesh cage surrounding a concrete
landing, just like in the game.  Across the landing was a grey metal
door and a stairwell that descended out of sight.

The cage had a door of steel mesh: he tried it, but it wouldn't open.
It didn't open in TRY_ ME, either.  The catwalk here was much higher,
scarier, than it had been in the game.  But everything else matched. He
was convinced now: this was the last level in the game.

And if it was, he knew how to get out.  He stepped back along the
catwalk, headed for the ladder at the other end.  He was halfway across
when a sound stopped him: a slight squeak from back where he had just
left.  He turned in time to see the grey metal door close at the
landing, inside the wire- mesh cage.

He could make out a shape, a man, stepping out onto the landing.
"Hello, puppy, said the maniac.

The voice chilled Stephen Leviste, but it didn't shock him.  The maniac
broke into a singsong chatter: "Here, pup- pup, here, boy, c'mon here,
puppy', with a whistle and a little clap of the hands, just like
calling a dog.

Stephen began to edge away from the voice, toward the other end of the
catwalk.  He tried to stay calm.  He had to get to that ladder.

The maniac opened the mesh door of the cage, and stepped out onto the
catwalk.  He began striding toward Stephen Leviste.  Fast.

Stephen broke into a run.  Their feet pounded the catwalk.  Stephen
reached the end of the catwalk, the shaft where the ladder stood.  He
grabbed the top of the ladder, dropped his legs over the side, and his
feet touched a rung.  The maniac was sprinting toward him.

Stephen came down the ladder fast, half- sliding, slowing his fall by
gripping the ladder's upright members, his feet slapping the rungs as
they passed.

The maniac's footsteps resounded on the catwalk.  Stephen's left ankle
twisted as he hit the floor.  But he stood, ducked under the ladder,
grasped a rung, and began to push the ladder away from the edge,
straining to get it upright.

One more push, and he let it fall backward, clattering against the back
wall of the shaft.

The footsteps stopped on the catwalk.  With the ladder out of reach,
the only way down was to jump.  The maniac was big and strong, but
Stephen Leviste doubted that he could fly.

Try it, asshole.

Stephen Leviste stepped out of the shaft, into the big concrete cavern:
From here he could see the maniac on the catwalk, looking down at
him.

The maniac watched, but didn't move, as Stephen Leviste ran across the
endless concrete floor.

At the bottom of the far wall was a metal door, painted red: the color
was faded, not as bright as it had been in the game.  But close
enough.

He ran to a corner of the cavern.  Set in the floor, a few steps away,
was a grate.  He noticed that the floor inclined, almost imperceptibly,
toward this spot.  So this really was a drain, as he had guessed.  And
he knew exactly where the pipe led, where it came out.

He had seen it.  A few hours earlier, as he sat at his keyboard, he had
pulled aside this same grate with a click of his mouse.  He had climbed
down into a tunnel that led straight to freedom.

Now he sunk his fingers into the grate's openings, and pulled. Nothing.
 He pulled again, straining, grunting.

The grate didn't budge.

His fingers hurt, his arms ached.  He felt like sobbing.  It had to
come up, he thought, that was the way it worked ... The maniac was
crossing the catwalk again.  Stephen Leviste released the grate, and
knelt beside it.  He looked close and saw that it was bolted down, a
thick nut at each corner keeping it in place.

The maniac reached the end of the catwalk, entered the wire cage, and
disappeared.

Stephen Leviste tried unscrewing the nuts, but they were on tight. That
grate was staying right where it was.

Like me, he thought.  The red door opened at the bottom of the wall,
not far from where he stood.  The maniac stepped out and stood in the
doorway.

He said, "Hey, puppy, it's not all the same, is it?  Stephen Leviste
didn't answer at first.  "Is it?  said the maniac, louder.  Stephen
Leviste didn't answer.  He was looking past the maniac, at a staircase
that climbed behind the high wall, on the other side of the door.  So
the shaft wasn't the only way down here.

"Is it?  the maniac shouted.  "No.  "You like games?  Hey, I know the
answer to that one.  You didn't like games, you wouldn't be here, would
you?  You're eating this up, you love it, tell me the truth.  '

"No, said Stephen Leviste.  "I'm scared.  "You've got reason to be. The
maniac continued: "The lights go out in about eight hours.  You can
expect me any time after that.  '

And then he stepped back, and the red door slammed shut behind him, and
he was gone.

The killer locked the red door, and ascended the stairs that rose
behind it.  It was a triple flight of stairs that ended at the concrete
landing at the end of the steel catwalk, forty feet above the concrete
floor.

He paused at the top of the stairs' long reach.  To his right was a
heavy steel- mesh barrier, with a mesh door.  On the other side of the
barrier was the catwalk.

At the other end of that catwalk was the shaft.  The ladder in the
shaft was the only way to the bottom, except for these stairs.

And only he used the stairs.  The mesh barrier up here, and the red
door down at the bottom, sealed this part of the complex off from the
rest.

Joyboy could run free everywhere else.  The killer turned to his left,
and opened a heavy fire door.  Behind this fire door was his domain. He
entered a short passageway from which three rooms branched: two on one
side of the corridor, a third on the other.

Each of these three rooms had a function: he was an organized person
who liked all things in their place.

One room, larger than the other two, was his supply room.  A second
room held the generator which powered the lights.  The noise of its gas
engine was low but constant in here; most of the time he wasn't even
aware of it any more.

The third room, beside the generator compartment, was his dirty room.
The floors were bloodstained.  Here Portia and DeeCeeDude had died.

He now walked down the short passageway, into the supply room.  It had
a lived- in look, with an air mattress and several televisions, a work
bench of electrical equipment, cartons of food, sealed plastic
containers of water lined against a wall, a propane camp stove and a
couple of lanterns and several tanks of propane gas.

I t was a place where you could ride out a bad storm; in a way, this
was exactly how he thought of it.

He picked up several cans of food, a can opener, a plastic jug of
water.  He carried it all out, across the landing at the top of the
stairs, through the wire mesh door.

He put it down on the catwalk.  Joyboy would find it there.  He didn't
want the kid to die of thirst.  The idea was to preserve him for a
while.

The killer had been dismayed, watching the kid wait outside the
restaurant.  Those narrow shoulders and skinny arms: there wouldn't be
much pleasure in erasing him.

He did have to go.  He was Joyboy, after all, and Joyboy had to die.
But it didn't have to be right away, the killer had told himself.  Let
the bloody end wait for a while, let his appetites simmer and build for
a few hours.

He knew how to stoke that fire.  In the large room off the passageway,
a video camera sat on a tripod.  The killer entered the room, ejected a
tape cassette from the camera, and carried the tape out with him as he
left ... Telling himself that Joyboy's time would come, and it would be
soon.

The morning sun woke Ellis Hoile.  From where he had parked it seemed
to rise over Angel Island to burn directly in his face.

He shaded his eyes and looked toward the houseboat.  A light burned in
the kitchen window: she must be awake, he thought.

He didn't want her to find him here: not that.  He quickly started the
car and drove away.

Jenna Tindle was finishing breakfast when she heard the noise out in
the hall.

kunk ... ka- chunk kunk ... ka- chunk

Christian Harmundt, she thought.  He was getting an early start on the
day.

She took a last bite from a bowl of granola, picked out a pair of pumps
and slipped them on, and walked out into the hall.

She went out the back door, to her car.  Christian Harmundt's Chevy was
parked in its space.  So he hadn't been leaving, after all.  He was
just coming home.

She wondered, for a moment, where he might have been.  And an image
came to her, a quick flash of imagination: Christian Harmundt thumping
and creaking over to a lover's bed.

She couldn't help it, the idea made her smile.

Terrible, she thought, scolding herself.  As she slid behind the wheel
of her own car she wondered where Christian Harmundt had been, what he
did with himself.

None of my business, she thought, and she turned the key, backed out of
the space, and promptly forgot all about it.

The living room with its array looked shabby and pointless when Ellis
Hoile returned to the house below Coit Tower.

This was one of the reasons he didn't leave much any more.  After he
had been out of the house, even for just a few hours, he began to see
his life from the world's perspective.  It was not a flattering view.

He wasn't sure whether this meant that he should get out more, or stop
going out altogether.  This morning it seemed to be an open question.

He drew the drapes, and he found that the place seemed even more
depressing in the sunlight.  He found himself looking down at the
apartment house on Union Street.

Idly, almost without thinking, he powered up the video scanner.  In
three days of scanning he hadn't picked up anything else from Stoma,
and he didn't expect to see anything this time, either.

The monitor faded in from black.  A distorted image came to life as he
watched: it slid in and out of the screen, and dissolved to running
vertical lines.

Ellis Hoile moved, to stand behind the scanner's long antenna on the
tripod, check the alignment.  It was still pointed down into Stoma's
apartment.

The remote control of the tripod's power head was in his hand.  He
tapped a direction button of the remote, and the antenna shifted almost
imperceptibly to the left.

He lost the image.  The scanner had been designed to seize the
strongest signal within a given range of wavelengths, to fix on that
signal and reject all others.  The strongest signal was usually the one
most closely aligned with the highly directional antenna, so that
shifting the axis of the antenna, even by a fraction of a degree, would
change the signal that the scanner received.

He tapped another button.  The screen stayed blank.  Blank.  Another
tap.  Still blank.  He had lost it.  A tap upward this time.  Another
tap up, then back down again, and this time the running lines parted
and the picture aligned.

It showed a nude woman stretched out on a floor.  He couldn't make out
many details: the video quality from the scanner was grainy, only
marginal, and the lighting in the video itself was hot and harsh.

But he could see blood on the woman's face and more blood smeared on
her arms.

It was dark against her skin the bright lights made her skin seem
almost white.

He didn't like this.  But the thought that this was coming from C. W.
Harmundt's apartment kept him from turning away.

Then a man entered the frame from behind the camera.  The shot didn't
waver, but the focus moved in and out until the man stopped and stood
over the woman.

The image was from an autofocus video cam Ellis Hoile thought.  The
camera was on a tripod, unattended.  The man had set it recording and
then walked out into the shot.

He seemed to be a tall, somewhat slim man.  His back was to the camera,
his face wasn't visible.  The woman's eyes had revived, and they
followed him as he crossed the floor.

He looked down at her, and kept looking.  Ellis Hoile got the feeling
that whatever happened next was not going to be good.  He nearly turned
away: he really didn't want to see this.

But he watched.  The man on screen shifted his feet, his body seemed to
tense, and he went into a halfcrouch, and raised his right arm.  The
arm was long ... it seemed to have an extension ... Christ, no, he was
holding a machete.  He swung it down toward the woman's head.  She
flinched slightly and made a reflex move to stop him, but it was too
slow, a gesture much too weak.

The machete crashed down into her neck.  Her body shook, blood flew,
the man withdrew the bloody blade and looked down at what he had
done.

Her limbs shook.  An artery spurted black blood.  This was the moment
when Ellis Hoile knew for sure that nobody was holding the camera.
Because no photographer on earth could have held that shot without
flinching.

The thin thread of life that had been in the woman's eyes was gone now.
Her neck was bent at a deep, meaty notch.

And the man tensed and swung the machete again, into the notch, hard.

Ellis Hoile closed his eyes when the head rolled free.  When he looked
up again the scene was reversing.  It was a tape, he thought, and
someone was rewinding it.  Going back, stopping at the moment before
the first hatchet blow.

Now forward again.  The blade rose again and fell once more into the
woman's white neck.

Again the tape stopped and reversed, and then went forward again.  The
woman again made that same small, pitiful move to stop the machete as
it fell.  Again the blow landed.

And the tape stopped, then reversed, then moved forward once more.  The
thought came to Ellis Hoile: C. W. Harmundt was not just watching this.
He was eating it up.

And then Ellis Hoile thought that he should be taping this, too.  For
some reason, that seemed important, to have a record of it.

He had built a second video jack into the scanner, so that he could
copy the output, but he had never bothered to attach a VCR.

He went to the rack in the living room.  On the monitor, the machete
was falling again.

Up on the top shelf of the rack was a VCR, a professional recording
deck.  He reached high and brought it down.

When he carried the VCR over to the scanner, the scene on the monitor
had changed somewhat.  Same room, same man, same woman or body, it was
now.  But the tape had finally run on, past the first two machete
blows; now the man on the tape was crouching at the corpse, chopping
with the machete, not in fury but with careful, calculated swings.

He was dismembering the body.  Ellis Hoile stopped for a moment to
watch.  The man in the tape had already separated the right arm at the
elbow.  He was at the other elbow now.

Ellis Hoile looked away and began to screw in the cable.  It took
longer than it should have: his hands were shaking.

He tried the VCR.  It needed a tape.  Over to the rack again.  He
grabbed a cassette off a stack.  The video on the screen was quick and
jerky now.  C. W. Harmundt was fastforwarding through action that
showed the man tossing limbs into a ghastly pile beside the body.

Ellis Hoile inserted the cassette and began to record.  Almost
simultaneously, the ghastly scene ended on the monitor, and was
replaced by the tweedy look of blank tape.

This lasted for several seconds.  Then more video.  Different scene
this time, different lighting, another setting altogether.  A parking
garage at night.  Long zoom down a row of cars, to a plump man in his
thirties walking toward the camera.

This was clearly handheld.  The zoom pulled back as the man got
closer.

Then the shot jounced and swung crazily.  The photographer was moving
the camera in a big way, without bothering to turn it off.  The frame
briefly showed the floor of the parking garage, the wheel and fender of
a car.

Then an orange glow bloomed across the scene.  Almost as if someone had
lit a sudden fire, somewhere at the edge of the shot.  The glow bloomed
a second time, brighter now, as though the fire had been turned up
higher.

The camera swung up, the shooter bringing it to his face, looking into
the eyepiece again, and the shot fastened on a conflagration where the
man had stood.  Flames rose and spread across the ceiling.

And then Ellis Hoile saw that the man was still there, but on his knees
now, in the middle of the fireball.  The shooter zoomed in tight,
framing the man's face, a silent howl as his skin crinkled and darkened
in the fire.

The shot held there for five or six seconds, full on the contorted
face.  Then it widened.  The camera swung once more, and Ellis Hoile
could see that the shooter was climbing into a car, the camera bumping
and bouncing, photographing an interior door panel and the driver's
legs and feet before he shut it off.

Ellis Hoile was grateful when the signal vanished on the scanner.  It
was over.  He sat on the floor, where he had placed the VCR, and he
tried to think about what he had just seen.  He tried to push past the
emotional and physical revulsion that he felt.

He realized that he wasn't sure exactly what he had witnessed.  His
mind seemed dull this morning.  He felt dangerously frayed by the last
few days since Stoma had entered his existence and seized his
attention.

There was one way to know, he thought.  He didn't want to watch it
again, but he felt compelled.  He wanted to know.

He rewound the cassette for a few seconds and then began to play it.

He expected a few moments of blank tape before the scanner recording
appeared.  What he saw, though, was Kate blowing out the candles on a
birthday cake.

Her birthday, her twenty- fifth birthday party.  God, he remembered it,
they had rented a house at Lake Tahoe that week, he had bought the cake
and surprised her, he had shot this tape.

The stack where he had picked up this cassette was not blanks, it was
home movies.

Now she was at the lakeshore, wearing shorts and a T- shirt, up to her
calves in the clear water, looking across the huge lake at the
mountains on the other side, then turning to show him a smile.

Oh, hell, a loving smile.  She had been happy.  They had been happy. He
had forgotten.  Abruptly the scanner recording kicked in, cutting off
Kate and Lake Tahoe: the moment now lost forever, replaced by a plump
man about to die, walking through a parking garage.

Ellis Hoile forced himself to watch, pay attention.  The cars in the
garage were late model, he noticed this time, so the scene had been
shot within the last year or two.

The license plates were dark, not like California's blue lettering on
white.  He couldn't read the plates, but he thought that this scene
hadn't been shot around here.

He watched the man's face, the moment when he noticed that he was being
photographed.  What showed there was mild bafflement, a muted surprise.
Nothing like recognition.

The victim did not know his killer.  And he was not acting.  This was
not staged.  This was real.  Ellis Hoile knew what was coming next, and
keeping his eyes on the screen required great effort.  He wanted to see
this, comprehend it.

Technical quality, he thought, was poor.  Camcorders had improved
greatly in the last few years, but they were still a noticeable notch
down from professional equipment.

This had not been shot with a pro camera.  Contrast was poor, lighting
was bad: the only lights were what you'd expect to find in a parking
garage.

And that fire: in the frame it became just a searing white blob.  It
lost all detail, the brightness overwhelming the range of camera and
the tape.  A

professional photographer, in a staged situation, would have found a
way around that.

Amateur stuff.  The look on the dying man's face ... This was real. Now
Ellis Hoile watched again the jiggling camera, the jerky movements as
the shooter lowered it from his eye and lifted it into the car, the
car's interior and the floorboard as the driver's right foot stomped
the gas.

Snapping back to Kate in Tahoe.  Her face was drawing into a moue as
the lens zoomed in tight on her Ellis could now remember taking this
shot and then she laughed and grinned and finally let her features
relax into an expression that Ellis Hoile recognized now as pure,
unfettered love.

The tape kept playing as he stared from the edge of the bed.  He didn't
want to watch the pudgy man burn up again.  He didn't want to watch
Kate any more, either.  At least, he didn't will it, but the tape kept
running and she kept coming alive in a long- gone afternoon, so distant
that it seemed like another life.  In a way this was just as hard to
watch as the horrible death of a stranger, but Ellis Hoile didn't move
to stop the tape.

Anyway, he couldn't see it very well.  His eyes were liquid.  Filling.
Full.  He let it happen, the tears falling.  It was too much, the
inexpressible sadness of it all: Kate and her Lake Tahoe birthday, and
their lost happiness, and the shabby look of his home and his life this
morning, and his weariness, and the horror on the video scanner ... he
couldn't separate them.

He allowed himself to cry.  No reason to stop himself, he thought, no
reason to hold it back.  It couldn't hurt, he thought.  Nobody would
know.  He was, after all, alone.

IV

Sanctuary Sanctuary Sanctuary Sanctuary

May 10May 12

Ellis Hoile looked awful: beat and bedraggled.

Wiped, thought Lee Wade.  "Maybe I should've called first, Wade said at
the threshold of the front door at 2600 Tesla.

"That's OK, said Ellis Hoile.  Had he been crying?

He didn't seem to be the weepy type.  But those eyes ... "You mentioned
you might help me, Wade said.  "Put me on line, you remember?  '

"Sure, said Ellis Hoile, "I'm glad you came.  You really ought to
expose yourself to this.  He stepped aside to let Lee Wade enter.

"I'm not too early, am I?  "Actually, said Ellis Hoile, 'you're about
ten years late.  They went downstairs, to one of the computers on the
set of desks, where Ellis Hoile lifted a stack of books and papers off
a chair so that Lee Wade would have a place to sit.  He went into the
kitchen and started some coffee, then he came back, rolled a chair up
for himself, and when they were elbow- to- elbow at the desk he fired
up the computer.

Things happened fast, a little too quick for Wade to follow: Ellis
Hoile's fingers jumping at the keyboard, lines scrolling up and out of
sight on the screen, then the dial tone and the quick series of beeps
from the modem; but before long Wade saw that they were logged onto
Verbum Interchange, the number that appeared so often on Donald Crump's
phone records.  "This is the central bulletin board, Ellis Hoile was
saying.  "Miscellaneous rants and ravings, the occasional profundity,
you can search for a keyword call up every message that mentions
"Serbia", for example or you can sort it by date or by author, if there
was somebody in particular you wanted to read.  It's quite flexible.
'

Lee Wade glanced over at him.  Ellis Hoile was losing that bedraggled
look.  Get him going on computers, Wade thought, he just lights up.  He
can't help himself.

"I come here to read posts a couple of times a week, Ellis Hoile was
saying.  "The public message board, I mean.  '

Talking about it as if it were a place.  But Wade couldn't see any
message board.  He was sitting in a chair looking at a computer screen.
Nothing had happened.

Now Ellis Hoile was hitting keys, and words were sliding onto the
screen, paragraphs, white Ellis Hoile kept talking, getting charged up
now.

"You really get a sense of who's on Verbum, he was saying, 'the
population.  You see who they are and how people absorb this culture.
'

Some guy named GaryV was bitching about the afternoon delays at the Bay
Bridge tollbooth.

BMC had found this great new Mongolian restaurant in Berkeley.  Luke-
The- Gook thought the restaurant was only average.  Masked Avenger said
he was sitting alone in his apartment, listening to the Powell Street
cable car rumble down the hill, something he never thought he would
hear when he was growing up in Laramie.  Thought he had come a long
way, and just wanted everybody to know.

Ellis Hoile said, "I mean, the users shape the system, but the system
shapes the users, too; it works both ways.  '

Lee Wade was starting to see it now, the idea that this was a place.
People sitting at their computers and leaving little bits of themselves
... where?  Out there somewhere, was what came to mind, that was the
best he could do.

But he could feel it.  And not just a place, he thought: a place where
Donald Crump had visited plenty of times.  A location frequented by the
victim, was how he might have worded it in a report.

And this was where it got slippery.  Because in normal life he would
know what to do at a place like that, a street where Donald Crump had
walked every morning, a store where he had bought his groceries.  In a
real place, he would look around and get a feel for it, talk to people,
ask questions.

He would feel that he was that much closer to the victim, and maybe
closer to the killer, too.

But this was different.  There was nothing to see, except the words.
Who would you talk to?  And if you did talk to them, how would you know
them?  How would you look into their eyes and grasp them by the sound
of their voices and the way they stood and how their hands moved when
they talk?

Still, he could see the point.  In a crazy way, this was real.  These
were real people, too.  Read their words, you could almost start to
imagine who they were, what they were like.

Or what they were pretending to be, he thought.  If they were really
good, you would never know.

"What do you enjoy?  Ellis Hoile said.  "Got any interests?  Outside of
catching bad guys?  '

"I go fishing when I get the chance.  Ellis Hoile ticked at the keys
for a few moments, and the screen changed to read:

Welcome to The Great Outdoors

He hit a few more keys, and the screen said:

search key word s): fishing.  27 articles selected.

Ellis Hoile pushed the keyboard in front of him, and showed him how to
move through the messages, and how to write one if he wanted to try
that.

Then he got up to check the coffee.  The first article was from a
JohnnyB who wanted to know about using Mepps spinners for rainbow trout
in Siskiyou County.

Lee Wade knew that one.  He started pecking out the answer, thinking,
Hey, this is easy, anybody could do this.

Ellis Hoile was in the kitchen, shouting- distance from the living
room, when Lee Wade asked, "Who is Avatar?  '

"That's me.  I logged in using my handle; anything you write will have
my name on it, so make me look good.  '

"Who is Stoma?  This brought Ellis Hoile out of the kitchen, quick.
"Why do you ask?  he said.  "He's trying to talk to you, said Wade. The
screen showed:

STOMA Yo, Avatar.  STOMA Avatar, hello.  STOMA Earth to Avatar, anybody
out there?  STOMA Yo, Avatar.

Ellis Hoile, still standing at the desk, pulled the keyboard in front
of him.  He bent and typed:

AVATAR Yes.  STOMA Try the game yet?  AVATAR Your game is an evil piece
of excrement.  STOMA That's an interesting response.  Maybe we ought to
talk about it.  Why don't you give me your phone number?

AVATAR You are an evil piece of excrement.  STOMA I'm always happy to
get feedback.  Give me your phone number, we'll discuss it.

AVATAR Eat shit and die.  STOMA Hmm, I hadn't considered that.  I'd
like to discuss it further.  What's your phone number?

AVATAR Roses are red, violets are blue.  STOMA That's an interesting
response.  Maybe we ought to talk about it.  Why don't you give me your
phone number?

AVATAR May you rot in hell.

"You play rough, said Lee Wade.  The screen showed Stoma's answer:

STOMA I'm always happy to get feedback.  Give me your phone number,
we'll talk about it.

AVATAR Ever had the clap?  STOMA You ask an interesting question. I'd
like to discuss it at greater length.  Why don't you give me your phone
number?

AVATAR The Owl and the Pussycat went to sea in a beautiful pea green
boat.

STOMA I'm not sure I understand.  Give me your phone number, we'll talk
about it.

AVATAR They took some honey, and plenty of money, wrapped up in a five-
pound note.

STOMA I'm sure we could discuss this more effectively if we spoke by
telephone.  Give me your number, I'll call.

Ellis Hoile stood up straight and stared at the screen.  "It's a hot,
he said.  He was talking as much to himself as to Lee Wade.  "The son
of a bitch wrote a hot.  It grepped my handle when I logged in, it
followed me into the group.  Son of a bitch wrote a hot just to get my
phone number.  '

Down on the screen, the words appeared:

STOMA What do you say?  Let's talk.  Give me your number, I'll be in
touch.

"He's got a one- track mind, Wade said.  "That's not a person, Ellis
Hoile said.  "It's a hot, a software robot.  It was looking for me when
I logged in, and it followed me here.  '

"What for?  "The guy who wrote it wants to know who I am.  He wants to
know where I live.  He knows I show up on Verbum, but he doesn't know
when, and he can't sit there waiting forever, right?  So he writes a
hot to do the waiting.  '

"For a phone number?  Lee Wade said.  Ellis Hoile said, "I want to show
you this.  '

It was the tape that he had scanned from C. W. Harmundt's apartment.
Ellis Hoile put it into a VCR, but before he played it he had to
explain the video scanner, the idea, how it worked.

Wade had two comments when he heard about the scanner.  He asked, "Is
that legal?  And he said, "Civilians have all the great toys. Civilians
and the Feds.  I could put that little hummer to some use, and that's
no lie.  '

And then Ellis Hoile played the tape.  He reversed it and played it
again.  These were the third and fourth times he had watched it, and
while it was still bad, it was a little more bearable than the first
couple of times.

"Realistic, Wade said when it was finished.  "Not realistic.  Real.
"You have no way of knowing that.  "Come on.  You saw it.  "The things
people put on tape.  It could've been anything.  One minute I see a guy
walking toward the camera.  Then the camera looks at the floor for a
while.  Then, the next thing, the camera looks up again, something's on
fire.  Could've been anything.  It could've been a setup, you have no
way of knowing.  Soon as the camera was off him, the guy might've run
off, and he got a dummy and lit that.  It could've happened that way.
'

"Why go to all that trouble?  "People do some kinky shit for no good
reason, said Wade.  "Believe me, I know.  '

"This one was real, Ellis Hoile said.  "That's as kinky as it gets. But
Wade still wasn't convinced.  So Ellis Hoile told him about the Trojan
describing that, too and then how Stoma tried to crack his system, and
finally the game, how twisted that was.

"What are you saying?  Lee Wade asked.  "You think he killed somebody?
'

"This is one sick asshole, said Ellis Hoile.  "If he's as bad as I
think he is, he might've gotten Donald Crump.  How many killers can
there be on Verbum?  '

"You don't even know that there's one, said Lee Wade.  Ellis Hoile said
nothing more, just kept looking at Lee Wade, implacable, trying to
remind him that he was a cop, this was his job.

Wade threw up his hands.  "All right, he said.  "I'll go down, check
him out, OK?  Does that make you happy?  '

"That's a start.  '

"No, that's as good as it gets.  They walked over to the window, and
Ellis Hoile used the binoculars to point out the apartment while he
told Wade the name and address.

"I'll be back after a while, he said.  He gestured toward the computer
that he had been using, a quick flip of the hand to indicate not just
the machine but the whole idea, Verbum and all the rest, and he said,
"I appreciate that, it's real interesting, but you were right.  I'm
about ten years late, too bad.  '

He let himself out.  Ellis Hoile turned to the window again.  He stared
into the far distance, beyond even Russian Hill and the vista of the
city below him.

His miseries were in the background again, once more.  They were
miseries, he had to admit that now, but Lee Wade's sudden visit had
shaken him free for a little while, anyway.  For a few minutes, anyway,
he could again think, let his head carry him along.

He wanted his mind to run free, but it kept making a closed circuit.
The game ... the tape ... the Trojan ... the hot ... the bent and
intricate intelligence of Stoma ...... and Donald Crump.  Ellis Hoile
kept considering the possibilities.

Lee Wade was gone no more than twenty minutes before he rang the bell
again at 2600 Tesla, and Ellis Hoile came to the door.

Wade didn't step inside.  He said, "You can forget your theory.  The
guy may be screwed down too tight, but he's no killer.  '

"Did you see him?  "I saw him, all right.  "Did he know Donald Crump?
"I didn't ask.  I was going to, but I didn't.  No way he could be a
killer.  He's a damn crip.  '

"I thought so.  "You knew that?  "I had an idea he might be.  '

"You knew that?  Wade sounded amazed, and a little outraged.  "Let me
get this straight, you knew he was crippled, and you still yank my
chain, telling me he's a killer?  '

Ellis Hoile just looked at him, blank.  Wade said, "Well, damn.  Damn.
God damn, I don't believe this.  He realized that he was starting to
sputter.  He tried to calm himself down, take a breath, and then he
said, "Would you please enlighten me.  Would you do that?  Would you
tell me what the fuck you're thinking about, to make you say a crip
killed at least two people?  '

"I know what I know, said Ellis Hoile.  "Thank you, Wade said.  He was
trying hard to keep his voice under control.  "No, really, I mean it,
thank you.  Thanks for the little demonstration, thanks for all the
pointers, all your concern.  We depend on the support of our citizens.
'

He turned, walked four or five steps toward the street, then turned
back and said, "You knew?  You fucking knew that he was a crip?  And
you didn't tell me?  I don't believe it.  I still don't.  '

Wade said, "You're a very intelligent person.  I know you are.  A real
brain, no question about it.  But I wouldn't trade an ounce of real
smarts for a ton of what you've got up there.  '

He left Ellis Hoile still standing at the door, still impassive,
absorbing the words and the anger, without the first flicker of a
reaction.

Lee Wade's Crown Vic was doubleparked out in the street.  He climbed in
behind the wheel, slammed the door, and headed down the hill,
thinking,

To hell with this crap, I've got work to do.

Down on Union Street, Christian Harmundt sat motionless in the silence
of his apartment.

A cop at the door, he was still trying to absorb that.

The cop had seemed surprised.  That much was obvious, the cop's
surprise at seeing him.

So maybe it was true what the cop had said: that he was looking for a
woman who had lived in the apartment a while back, that he thought she
was here but obviously she had moved.

Asking no questions, almost in a hurry to get away.  That was good.  So
it could be true.  No, he reminded himself, it had to be true.  Because
Christian Willem Harmundt had done nothing to attract attention.
Christian Willem Harmundt had done nothing to cause anyone, even the
police especially the police to notice him.

In the strictest sense, Christian Willem Harmundt had broken no laws.
He was impeccable.  He had nothing to fear from the police.

So gradually the tension eased out of him.  It still scared him,
though, the idea: a cop at the door, within an arm's length of the most
revealing, the most destructive possible evidence.

The videotape was in a plastic slipcase on a table beside the door.  He
knew that he shouldn't have brought it here.  That broke the rules, his
own strict and carefully constructed principles by which he created
walls between himself and his acts.

This place was supposed to be a haven.  Now he himself had contaminated
it, created the risk of discovery, by bringing the tape here simply
because he had wanted to see it; an act of pure, careless indulgence.
Inexcusable.

He had to get it out of here, put it back where it belonged.  But maybe
that was what the cop wanted, he thought.  Get him out in the open with
it.

Then he thought: No.  No.  The cop knew nothing.  The cop did not
conceive of a tape.  The cop had no designs on him.

Christian Harmundt decided that he would take the tape out the way he
had brought it in, unconcerned, because he had no reason for concern.

And he would not take such a chance again.  He dropped the cassette
into a plastic shopping bag, and he carried the bag with him as he left
the apartment, locked the deadbolt of the door, and clomped down the
hall as quickly as the creaking mechanism on his leg would allow.

In the house on Tesla Street, Ellis Hoile was playing the tape.  He was
watching it on a monitor, waiting for the right few seconds ... the
moment the camera swung up from the floor to reveal a man engulfed in
flame ... there.

He froze the tape, and now connected a line from the tape deck to the
input jack of a video capture card, in one of his computers.

He played the tape for a couple of seconds, and now the computer's hard
drive clicked, entering millions of bits of data, the horrifying on
screen image reduced to binary form that was no more potent than the
binary file of a digitized scribble or a shopping list.

He stopped the tape, ejected it, and put it aside.  Now he turned to
the computer.  He entered a video editing program, and he called up the
file that contained the brief clip captured from the tape.

He began to examine the file, frame by frame.  He wanted to find a
frame that was especially horrifying, that was unmistakable.

just about all of them fit that description.  He chose one, from the
moment when the camera began to tighten on the burning man inside the
inferno: you could see details of his face, yet the nearby cars and the
garage itself were still distinct.

There would be no question of what this was, where it had come from. He
saved the single frame and deleted the rest.  The editor allowed him to
enter three words at the bottom of the frame, and then to encode the
file into a form that could be sent as email.

While he worked, Ellis Hoile kept thinking about Lee Wade.  Would you
enlighten me?  Would you tell me what the fuck you're thinking about?

The answer was pretty simple, Ellis Hoile thought.  Sometimes you just
embrace what you know; without drawing conclusions, making judgments.

Let the truth be true and the rest will work itself out.  C. W.
Harmundt had wanted Avatar's phone number enough that he had written an
auto hot and not a simple one, to get it.

This was not a minor task.  A conversational hot required alogrithms, a
set of software rules that analyzed speech and chose an appropriate
response from a set of pre- written answers.

It was a problem of Artificial Intelligence, which was itself the most
difficult and most nebulous taks in software design.

Ellis Hoile realized that he had tripped the hot accidentally, with a
sudden profanity that the alogrithm did not expect.  Then, once he
guessed what was happening, he had hung up the hot with nonsense
phrases that the software could not possibly recognize.

But it could have worked, he thought.  Except for one lucky break, he
might never have known.

The hot might have worked already, with other users.  What had Stoma
wanted from them?

Ellis Hoile believed that Stoma must have had a purpose, a reason for
devoting this kind of effort.  From what he knew of Stoma, the glimpses
into his mind and his soul, Ellis Hoile thought that the purposes could
not be good.

He did not dismiss the idea that Christian Willem Harmundt, whom he
suspected of murder, was a physical cripple.

He just chose not to deal with it for a while.  He logged onto Verbum
now, and uploaded the image file, the single frame from the tape.  The
address read:

To: stoma ver bum

And the message at the bottom read:

CWH: I know.  36

Stephen Leviste found the food and water about an hour after the maniac
left.

By then he had explored the concrete cavern, or at least what was open
to him.  The red steel door at the bottom level and a wire- mesh screen
at the end of the tunnel up here shut him off from the rest.

Back there, behind the screen, were stairs that probably ended behind
the red door: he had figured that out.

Otherwise, the only way he had found to get from one level to the next
was the ladder in the shaft.  That shaft was actually a deep stairwell.
Somebody had cut away the steel steps that once stood there; they were
in a jumbled pile near the bottom of the shaft, along with
miscellaneous scrap.

There wasn't much else.  Along one wall was a big warehouse- style
sliding door, welded shut.  A square, galvanized air- duct ran along
the ceiling, parallel to the catwalk, with several screened openings
along the way before it descended into the shaft.

Stephen Leviste couldn't imagine why the cavern had been built.  Yet it
seemed to have had a purpose at one time.  It looked like a place that
the maniac had discovered long after the rest of the world had stopped
being interested in it.

After he found the food and water, Stephen Leviste kept looking around
the cavern for about another hour, until he was satisfied that he had
discovered everything there was to find.

It was time to act, he thought.  While he still had light: he wouldn't
want to do this in the dark.

He didn't know whether he had a chance.  But he had an idea.

The killer returned in the late afternoon of that day, carrying a big
blue duffle bag.  He dropped in the way he had left, down iron rungs
along the side of the concrete well that descended from the surface.

The lights were out: he had known that they would be, that the
generator would be out of gas.

He had a small flashlight.  The generator room was to his right as he
entered the short passageway off the well.  He went in, filled the tank
from one of the jerry cans in the room, started the generator with the
punch of a button.

Then he carried the duffle down the passageway, past the supply room on
one side and the abattoir on the other, and out to the landing at the
top of the long reach of stairs.

He had been considering how Joyboy should die.

He had little zest for the killing: the little twerp wasn't what he'd
had in mind.  But there was no question of his being allowed to escape,
especially not now.

Still, this felt more like a chore than the thrilling exploration it
was supposed to be.

He resented Joyboy for that.  Joyboy had cheated him.  He unzipped the
duffle and pulled out a sledgehammer.  The hammer had a cut- down
handle, about a foot and a half long, so that he could wield it with
one hand.  A tool for a chore.

If it was supposed to be work ... He stepped out onto the concrete
landing.  Through the wire mesh he could see the catwalk, and it was
empty.  That meant Joyboy had to be down on the floor.  The killer
carried the hammer with him down the long set of steps, through the red
door at the bottom, and he stepped out into the big room.

"Time's up, he said in the silence.  Stephen Leviste saw the lights
come on, and knew what that meant.

He realized that he could not overpower the maniac.  He had no weapon,
and his physical strength was laughable.

He knew that he was probably going to die in this place.  But it didn't
have to be easy for the maniac, and it didn't have to be now.

He was going to preserve himself for a while longer, at least as long
as the food and water held out.  Stay alive and await serendipity.

He heard echoing footsteps.  The maniac was coming for him.  Stephen
Leviste waited.

The killer crossed the floor.  He stopped at the bottom of the shaft.
Right away, though he couldn't see the kid, he knew where Joyboy must
be.

The little puke had a head on his shoulders.  The extension ladder
leaned against the far wall of the shaft.  High up that wall, almost at
the ceiling, was an opening of the ventilation duct that ran across the
ceiling.  A screen was supposed to cover the opening.  But the screen
lay down at the bottom of the shaft.

Joyboy had climbed up there, managed to work the screen loose, and
then, the big surprise, had somehow squeezed through the opening.

It was less than a foot high, two feet wide.  But he was a skinny
little twerp.  And no dummy.

He would now be up in the ductwork.  No chance of his getting up the
pipe to the outside.  He could not get down, either: the duct that
connected the bottom level dropped straight down through the shaft.

The ductwork did have three other vents upstairs, just like this one.
They were the only other possible exits.

Sealing those off would be easy.  And he had the time for it.  He had,
after all, come here to do a job.

Stephen Leviste sat cross legged within the ductwork, a few yards down
from the vent opening where he had squeezed through a couple of hours
earlier.

Once you got past the small vent opening, the ductwork itself was about
three feet square, plenty of room for him.

He had food and about a gallon of water.  Sounds carried far down the
heavy aluminum of the duct.  Stephen could hear the creak that sounded
like the extension ladder in the shaft.

Was the maniac coming up?  He couldn't possibly fit through the vent.
Stephen crawled down the ductwork, to the light that the vent opening
threw.

Cautiously he pushed his face to the rectangular opening, and he looked
out.

He could see out into the shaft, down to the bottom and beyond.  The
maniac was not climbing the ladder, he was pulling it away.

The first step out of the vent was now forty feet down.  Stephen
Leviste knew that he was now trapped in the ductwork.  He had expected
that.  It was the price of staying alive for the next few hours.

*

The killer scrounged in his scrap pile for a thin sheet of tin that he
knew was there.

He used snips to cut pieces of the tin into a size that would cover the
upstairs vents.

He left the open vent in the shaft Joyboy could use that one any time
he wished, good luck but he sealed off the others in the upper level.

When the last one was in place, he knew that Joyboy wasn't going
anywhere.

The little twerp probably believed that he was out of reach.  That was
one way of looking at it.

The killer, though, preferred to think of it another way.  The way he
saw it, Joyboy was safely stashed away, until next time.

Ellis Hoile parked his Datsun in the same space where he had awakened
this morning.  He rolled down his window: the night air was clear.  The
city lights were crisp across the bay.

Unfinished business had brought him here once more: something that had
to be done before life could continue.

He could make out Kate's houseboat easily, the kitchen lights bright.
He stood, watching, knowing that she must be there.

The houseboat brought on a poignant ache.  It represented her life
apart from him.  Every day he and Kate hurtled farther apart, their
paths diverging, the shared times and memories becoming less important,
less binding.

The outcome was inevitable if this continued: at some point they would
look at the distance that had grown between them and know that they
were strangers.

He was going to lose her.  The kitchen light went out.  And Ellis Hoile
began to walk toward the dock, then up the wooden pier toward the
houseboat.

Kate Lavin brought in the last dishes from supper, sat them in the
sink, and turned the light out on them.

She walked out into the living room, lit only by the flames of a couple
of logs in the Swedish fireplace that sat off to one side of the
room.

He grabbed her when she stepped out from the door.  He held her by the
waist and turned her around to face him, and he kissed her.

For quite a long time.  Jon Wreggett.  She held him, and felt his solid
body against her, his arms moving up along her sides, then down her
back, now under her shirt to find bare skin, claiming her.

A bottle and a half of wine at dinner, she was feeling a little loose,
and probably so was he, she thought.

He pulled back a few inches, enough that she could get his face in
focus: it had an expression that looked like the- time- has- come ...
Well, she thought: I guess it has.  This certainly seemed the logical
next step.  When she'd invited him to dinner she had known that this
would probably happen.  She'd told herself that she would deal with it
at the moment.  Now here was the moment, and she wasn't fighting it.

His hands moved along her bare skin.  Big hands, warm and strong.  They
kissed again.  It was good, she thought, she wanted this, she was ready
for it.

She broke off the kiss and was about to lead him to the bedroom when
she remembered the sliding front door, which she had left open about a
foot to catch the evening breeze.

She turned and started for the door.  That was when she saw Ellis.  He
stood out on the dock, looking in, through the gap that the open door
left.  He could see her and Jon, could see the kiss she wondered how
long he had been out there.

She let go of Jon, pushed away from him, and began to walk toward the
door, feeling angry and abashed and concerned, the emotions blooming
and immediately fading, one after another, until she reached the door
and got a good look at him.

His lips moved tightly but made no sound.  His body was rigid, slightly
trembling, his hands made hard fists down by his sides.

As if something powerful was inside, and he was fighting to keep it
in.

Then she watched his face, and she saw that, no, he wasn't trying to
contain it, he just didn't know how to let it out.

Only his eyes expressed it.  They were anguished, they were full of
pain.  "I can't stand this, he said, "I can't take it, it has to stop.
She thought at first that he was talking about what he must have seen,
the kiss, her and Jon.  And maybe that was part of it, but she saw that
it went deeper than that.

"Please, he was saying.  "Please.  "You shouldn't be here, she said. It
sounded harsher than she wanted: the words hit him hard; he almost
flinched.

She had never seen him this way, at the limit of control.  And he had
never looked at her this way.  She could almost feel his anguished gaze
reaching down inside her.  At the other end of the room, Jon Wreggett
said, "You want me to handle this?  '

She shook her head without looking back.  She couldn't take her eyes
off Ellis.

"If he's bothering you ... "No.  "Who is this asshole?  Ellis said,
looking over her shoulder, seeming to notice Jon for the first time.

"I'm an asshole?  Who invited you to the party?  '

That's it, she thought, and she slipped through the open door and
stepped up to Ellis, put her hands on his chest and gently backed him
down the dock a few steps, saying, please, no scenes, please don't
embarrass me, E. She didn't know Jon Wreggett that well, had no idea
how he would react.

But Ellis Hoile, unbelievably, looked ready to fight.  Now she was
talking fast, telling Ellis, come with me, we'll talk down here, as she
led him down the dock; then turning and saying, Wait, please wait right
here, OK?  to Jon, who had stepped up to the door.

Ellis followed her down to the end of the dock.  "Ellis, she said,
'what are you doing?  "I couldn't let it happen.  He looked, sounded,
forlorn.  "The end, it can't happen.  '

"It already did, Ellis.  It's over.  He shook his head, adamant. "Can't
be.  "E, please ... '

"Can't be over, he said, 'because I still feel it.  She could feel the
night descend, draw in tight around them.  "What are you saying?  "The
two of us together, the way it's supposed to be.  "Ellis ... "I'm
worthless like this, I need you, I never understood it, you know we
were never apart, so I had no idea.  But I need you.  '

She touched his face.  Just one gesture, her hand on his cheek, but he
seemed to relax.  The tension drained away.  He wasn't as anguished any
more.

Just forlorn.  "I love you, he said.  Footsteps behind her, coming down
the dock.  That had to be Jon.  "Oh, hell, she said.  "I do, Ellis
said.  "I love you, I need you.  Jeez, E' you're only about fifteen
years late with that.  She wished she hadn't said it.  True as it was,
she wished that she had kept it to herself.

The look that came over him, shocked and sad, as if she had slapped
him.

Jon was coming up behind her now.  "You need to go now, she said to
Ellis.  He nodded once, glanced once at Jon, and walked away, defeated.
Jon Wreggett stood beside her.  She watched Ellis trudge to his car. He
started the Datsun, backed out of the space and then, when she thought
for sure he was just going to disappear, he pulled up a few feet from
her.

He stared at her, his face first hurt, discouraged, then defeated as he
drove away.

Jon Wreggett was beside her again.  He slipped an arm around her
shoulders.

And, funny, suddenly it seemed foreign there.  She watched the
taillights of the Datsun go away.  "Don't tell me, he said.  "That has
to be the ex.  Ellis, right?  She had mentioned him a few times to Jon,
a little bit about the marriage, their life.

"That's him, she said.  "A little overwrought.  '

That one made her smile: a private smile in the darkness.  Jon couldn't
see.

"Only when he's at his best" she said.  "Who or what is an avatar?  The
license plates, she realized.  "That's him, that's Ellis, his computer
alias, she said.  "Vanity plates, I love it, what a load of cheese.
"Don't get him wrong, he's not the type.  I bought those for him, he
never would have done it on his own.  '

For some reason she felt the need to defend him: she did not want him
misunderstood.

"He's a brilliant man, she said.  "If you say so.  The smile on Jon's
face was snide; almost a sneer, she thought.  He tried to lead her back
up the dock, toward the houseboat.  "No, she said.  "Why?  "Maybe
another time.  "You're not going to let this put you off your feed, are
you?  He sounded almost flippant.

"I want to be alone, she said, without warmth now.  It was unpleasant,
finding this in him.  If he didn't leave soon, right away, she would
quickly stop liking him.  Quickly and completely.

He seemed to sense this, too.  "Sure, I get it, he said, 'that's the
way it is; you don't have to draw me any pictures.  '

He was walking away, back up the waterfront toward Gate Three and his
boat.

Before he got too far away, he yelled back, "I'll be in touch.  But she
didn't see him.  She was watching the Datsun's lights melt into the
traffic at the freeway interchange.

The way home.  She walked back to the houseboat, flipped on the lights.
It was like walking into a wall.  The sense that she was standing in
somebody else's home, someone else's life.

She thought: Now what?

She grabbed her purse and keys, threw on a jacket, and hurried out.

Julia Chua found the screwdriver on a shelf down in the basement, above
the clothes- drier.  Albert was not the fix- it type and neither was
she, for sure but they had put away this tool for a good reason.

She turned to face the partition of plywood and two- by- four lumber
that walled off the downstairs apartment from the rest of the basement.
This was the back side of the wall, so what she saw was unpainted wood,
the water pipes for the apartment's bathroom and small kitchen, and the
electrical wiring.

The apartment claimed more than half the basement: they had set aside
just enough room for the washer and drier and a couple of storage
shelves.

She brought the screwdriver with her as she walked along the partition
... there.

A single panel of plywood that was not nailed down.  Unlike all the
others, it was held in place by four brackets, each one fastened by a
single screw.

It was the back of the apartment's bedroom closet.  Albert's mother,
when she lived in the apartment, had insisted on bolting the front door
at night.  This had left them no way to get into the apartment, short
of tearing down the walls.  And they worried about her health, whether
some time she might need help during the night.

On the pretense of making repairs, they had brought in a carpenter to
pull out the panel in the closet, and replace it with this one that
could be pulled away by loosening four screws.  Then they had put the
screwdriver nearby, on the shelf, so that it would be there when they
needed it.

They never did: Albert's mother had collapsed and died while walking
down Clement Street.

That was more than ten years ago.  They had never changed the panel
once they began to rent the place.  Albert had probably forgotten about
it, she thought.

She did not forget.  She began to remove the four screws.

Albert would never allow this, she thought.  But Albert would not
return for another two days.

Corwin Sturmer probably wouldn't be happy about it either, but he
hadn't been in all day, and she was willing to take the chance.

She removed the fourth screw, put it aside with the others, and the
panel tilted back gently.  She moved it out of the way, then stepped
into the opening that she had created.

She was in the closet now.  A couple of shirts and a scruffy leather
jacket hung there: she pushed them aside and stepped into the
bedroom.

She flipped on the light.  The bed was made, the top of the dresser was
empty; clean, too, she noted when she ran a finger along the wood.

He was a tidy man, she had to give him that.  Except for a pair of
running shoes placed side- by- side at the foot of the bed, the place
looked like a motel room after the maid had been through.

The same was true of the adjacent bathroom.  The porcelain had been
wiped, the chrome fixtures glistened.

She was beginning to form a certain respect for Corwin Sturmer.  He
cared about details: you had to admire that in a man.

She walked into the main room.  More of the same.  The furnishings were
worn but clean.  The kitchenette at the back side of the room didn't
appear to have been used.

The refrigerator contained a carton of orange juice, some sliced ham in
a plastic bag, a few apples.

Several rows of canned soup in the cabinet.  Corwin Sturmer was neat,
she thought, but boring.  She didn't understand why anyone would bother
to double the locks on a place like this.  The computer on the table
couldn't be that valuable.

She returned to the bedroom.  Here was where people kept their secrets.
Top drawer of the dresser was underwear and socks, laid out as if in a
boot camp locker.

Second drawer was shirts, folded.  Third drawer, a couple of sweaters.
And, stuck near the back, a videotape cassette.  It stood on its side,
against the back of the drawer, nearly hidden.

She pulled it out, then slipped it from its plastic case.  It had no
label.  Corwin Sturmer didn't own a VCR, she thought.  Corwin Sturmer
didn't even have a television.

She didn't know what to do with it.  But she knew what she wanted to
do.

The tape begged to be watched.  She had a VCR upstairs.  It was a risk.
If Corwin Sturmer should return, and for some reason look for the tape
and find it gone, there was no telling how he would react, even if he
couldn't prove that she had taken it.

With much regret, she replaced the tape.  Then she opened the bottom
drawer of the dresser.

And there, in plain sight, was a video camera.  She took it out, then
once more opened the drawer above.  She got the tape.  If it fit the
camera ... It did.  She and Albert owned a video cam and she knew that
you could play the tape in the camera, and view it through the
eyepiece.

The battery had power, she could see that right away.  But she had to
try the switches and buttons, experiment, before she finally looked
into the little viewfinder and found the tape playing.

What she saw was a man.  A young fellow ...... a naked man ...... lying
on the floor, stretched out full length, face up.  His arms were pulled
back behind his head, his legs were extended.

A sex tape, she thought, I don't want to watch this.  But at that
moment a second person entered the picture, and she kept her eye at the
viewfinder.

Because the second man and this one wore clothes was Corwin Sturmer.

She couldn't see the face clearly.  The way he was positioned, she saw
mostly the back of his head, but she recognized his walk and his
build.

This was the man who lived in her basement.  She was sure of it.  He
stepped over the naked man, stood over him, straddling him.  The naked
man writhed.  Apparently he couldn't get up: his wrists and ankles were
out of the picture, but from the way he struggled, she guessed that his
arms and legs were tied down somehow.

Corwin Sturmer sat on the stomach of the naked man.  Who looked
terrified.  Then Corwin Sturmer put a hand on the man's chest.  Julia
Chua blinked and rubbed her eyes, and when she looked once more she
could see that Corwin Sturmer was holding a spike a slim,

shining spike, like a very long nail, maybe eight or nine inches long
and he was placing the tip of the spike against the chest of the naked
man, his left breast, right above the heart.

In his right hand Corwin Sturmer held a mallet.  The naked man writhed,
tried to throw off Corwin Sturmer, but he was helpless.

Corwin Sturmer held the spike in place, and he raised the mallet. Julia
Chua didn't wait to see it fall.  She pulled the camera away from her
eye, she threw it on the bed, and she walked quickly into the other
room, to the table where the computer sat, and also a telephone.

She got a dial tone on the phone, and punched the three digits of the
emergency number.

A woman answered on the first ring.  Julia Chua said, "Send the police.
There has been a murder.  '

Kate Lavin wedged the Miata into a space across the street from 2600
Tesla, and she walked up to the house.

She felt like an interloper when she used the key to let herself in.
But she could not see herself ringing the bell as though she were a
stranger, either.

She came in, crossed over to the stairs at the top of the landing.
Three monitors glowed down in the darkness, including the one that
belonged to his video scanner.  But Ellis wasn't looking at any of
them.  He stood at the big window, staring out, motionless at the
glass.

She wondered whether he was ignoring her.  Softly she said, "Hey, E.
The quick way he turned, she knew that she had startled him; he hadn't
known that she was there.

"Kate.  '

She came down the stairs and stopped a few feet away, with the desks
between them, looking at him across the equipment and the clutter.

"I'm sorry, he said, "I was way, way out of line.  I had no business,
it won't happen again.  '

"No apologies.  "I blew it big time tonight, huh?  he said.  "No, she
said.  "You did good.  This seemed to surprise him.  "I thought you
came here to give me hell.  "I could've done that over the phone. "Why,
then?  He sounded tentative.  She walked over to him, covering the last
few feet between them, close enough that she could see his eyes, even
here in the dark.

She said, "I want to hear some more.  About how miserable you are
without me.  '

"There aren't enough hours.  I couldn't do it justice.  She reached
both arms up and held his neck.  "Let's try, she said.  He said, "My
life's been a wreck.  I never realized how much of what I did was for
you; all the reasons you gave me for going on, day to day.  Since you
left I've been living by habit, but it hasn't meant anything, it's just
been worthless'

She touched his lips with her fingertips.  "Later, she said, and she
kissed him.

And then the pager rattled in her purse.  The killer reached across his
desk to check the message.

His pager was a clone of Ziggy's the concept was similar to cloning a
cell phone, but simpler and it received her messages at the moment she
did.

The readout showed:

PLEASE CHECK VOICE MAIL

A computer maintained all the voice- mail accounts at the studio.  In
essence, it was a digital answering service.  Callers could enter a
code that instructed the machine to notify Kate by pager of an urgent
message.

The machine was connected to the studio's local area network.  And by
now the killer had the run of that system.

Quickly he reached for a telephone, dialed into the account, and
entered her password.

The system played her message.  A woman's voice: "Kate, this is Sandy
Weil.  You're not going to believe this ... '

Kate hung up the phone.  "What?  he said.  "It's nothing.  "C'mon, I
know that look.  "They're having some problems in Belize.  Cynthia just
checked into the hospital with the roaring trots, Sandy said the guide
is a drunk who couldn't find an alley cat much less a jaguar.  They're
in advanced panic.  '

"You've got to go down there, he said.  "Right away.  He walked away
from her and sat at a computer.  "I could send somebody else, she said.
"No, he said.  "You're overextended on this one already.  It's going to
get totally out of hand, you've got half a million dollars on this, you
can't let it get away from you.  '

He spoke without looking up from the screen.  His fingers were rattling
the keyboard.

"I'm sorry, E, I really am, she said.  "Of all the times for something
to come up ... '

He looked at her.  "Are you coming back?  he said.  "You know it.  As
soon as I can.  He showed a cautious smile.  "Back here?  "Straight
here, E, I promise.  "All I need to know, he said.  He went back to
riffing the keyboard, staring at the monitor.  She walked over and put
her arms around him in the chair.

He said, "Booked solid.  Typed some more and peered at the screen and
said, "Booked solid.  Typed some more and said, "There, gotcha.  Last
seat to Belize City for tomorrow.  Quarter to two tomorrow with a
connection out of LA.  Can you handle it?  '

"That's perfect, she said.  "The afternoon flight is better, anyway.
"Why is that?  he asked.  He was in a swivel chair.  She tugged his
shoulders to swivel him around, facing her.

"It lets us sleep in, she said.  She left a series of voice messages on
the office system: her flight plans, instructions in her absence.

She was leaving.  Within a few hours.  She expected to be gone at least
a week.  But a week was past her time, the killer thought.  He wasn't
going to wait that long.  Her time was now.

"Peeled off the motherfucker's face, said one of the two patrol
officers.  He was young, no more than twenty- four or twenty- five. His
partner looked several years younger.  It was about an hour since they
had answered the call at Julia Chua's house.  They were in her living
room, while she stood to the side.

"You didn't watch it, did you?  said Lee Wade.  "No, said the older
patrolman.  "But she said so, and I believe her.  "That's right, said
Julia Chua.  "I watched it all the way through, twice, after I called
you people.  Just to be sure.  See for yourself.  '

And she bent to push a button on her VCR.  "No!  said Lee Wade.  "I
don't want to see it.  That was not a legal search.  "What I do in my
house is my business, she said.  The younger patrolman said to her,
"That's evidence of a murder.  If we take possession of that tape
without a warrant, we lose the evidence in court.  And anything that we
derive from that evidence could be construed as the fruit of a poisoned
tree.  '

A phrase that cropped up more than once in Fourth Amendment tutorials
at the police academy.  No doubt he had heard the lectures within the
past few months.

The patrol officers got full marks for his grasp of search- and-
seizure guidelines, Lee Wade thought.

And once they had heard Julia Chua's description of what she saw on the
tape, they earned extra points for having called homicide to ask
whether anybody there knew anything about a white male victim with a
spike through his heart and his face peeled away.

That was how Lee Wade had been sent to the scene.  "I've got the tape,
said Julia Chua, 'what do you want me to do with it?  "You would make
me a very happy man if you put it back where you found it, said Lee
Wade.  "I don't even want to know where it is.  We get a search
warrant, we'll find it.  '

"When does that happen?  she asked.  "We'll get started on that right
away.  "Suppose he comes back first.  "Then we'll sit down and have a
heart- to- heart chat with him.  "He's a killer.  Lee Wade believed
that, too.  The man who owned that tape was a killer or an accessory to
murder.  Either way... "We'll see, was all he said.  Lee Wade sent away
the patrol officers and parked his Crown Vic around the block.  Then he
returned to Julia Chua's home, and he sat on the velour sofa that gave
him a good view through the side window, down to the path that led to
the basement door.

She promised him that the only tall Caucasian male coming up that path
would be Corwin Sturmer.

The cord on her phone reached as far as the sofa, so he could keep
watching the path while he called.

He talked to his partner, Ronson.  They needed to run a background on
Corwin Sturmer.  They needed a search warrant.  They needed the user
records for Corwin Sturmer's phone in the apartment: shake PacBell's
tree real hard; they couldn't wait two weeks this time.

Julia Chua came into the room after he hung up the phone.  She had the
videotape.

She was going to put it back in the apartment, she said, and replace
the panel in the wall.

"Do you want to watch it first?  she asked.  "Nobody will know.  Lee
Wade really wanted to see that tape.  He had never before had the
chance to witness a murder that he was investigating.

But he told her no.  Couldn't take the chance.  She took the tape away,
and he sat back to watch and wait.

Julia Chua's footsteps broke the silence in the basement apartment.
They were followed, moments later, by the scraping of the dresser
drawer as she opened it, then the slight slam of its closing.

They were all sounds that the computer heard, through the microphone on
the desk.

Corwin Sturmer had set a software program to record any sound in the
apartment while he was gone.  It created an audio file stored on its
hard disk.

If the apartment remained silent, the file was empty.  But any sound
that was audible to the microphone would be digitized and stored on the
hard disk, for Corwin Sturmer to retrieve at any time.

In a real way, the computer was alive in the empty apartment.  It was
alive, and listening.

It heard and recorded the sounds that Julia Chua made in the apartment,
the last one a thump as she replaced the plywood panel at the rear of
the closet.

Then silence returned to the two rooms in the basement apartment.  The
computer waited.

The machine was not dormant for long.  Less than half an hour after
Julia Chua replaced the tape in the apartment, Corwin Sturmer drove his
brown van past the house on 10th Avenue.

By now the patrol cars had left, and he saw nothing to alarm him.
Still, as always, he followed procedure.  He parked the van near the
corner of 9th, and he walked to the pay phone at 10th and Clement.

He dialed the number of his apartment.  As he had arranged, the
computer and its modem picked up the call at once: the telephone did
not ring.

He pushed three buttons in succession.  The code activated the sound
file that the computer had been storing.  Usually the machine answered
with an immediate tone that told him that the file was empty.
Occasionally it played brief snatches of transient sound that the mike
had picked up: noises upstairs, traffic sounds from the street
outside.

Tonight he heard something different.  He heard footsteps inside his
rooms.  He heard someone pick the telephone from its cradle.  Moments
later, he heard a voice that he recognized as his landlady's.

"Send the police, she was saying.  "There has been a murder.  Corwin
Sturmer, standing at the streetcorner phone booth, quickly hung up the
phone.  He walked briskly back to the van, opened it and drove away.

He headed west, toward the ocean.  The time was after midnight now, and
traffic was light.

When he crossed 12th Avenue he was within two blocks of the spot where
Donald Crump's body had been found.  As he continued up Geary, a few
blocks farther along, he crossed the intersection of Park Presidio
Boulevard, the thoroughfare that fed straight into the Golden Gate
Bridge and Marin County.  He was in a neighborhood fraught with
significance for him and his crimes.

He clicked through the blocks, four miles, until Geary ended and hooked
left at the Cliff House, and he was headed south down the Great Highway
with the beach and the ocean to his right.  To his left was a parking
island that filled up on weekends.  Tonight, though, it was almost
empty.  He kept driving south, down the oceanfront esplanade, keeping
within the speed limit.

He was not in a panic, not even in a hurry.  A couple of miles down the
highway, a car sat alone in the parking island.  A white Chevy
Cavalier.  He parked a few spaces away from it, and stopped the
engine.

The surf pounded.  The beach was empty.  From the glove compartment of
the van he removed the registration and insurance papers, and a small
tool kit.

He tore the papers into small pieces and scattered them in the wind
that blew in off the ocean.  He removed the license plates from the
van.

Once he threw them away, the killer would have eliminated the last
vestige that connected him to the identity of Corwin Sturmer.  The
vehicle would be towed, impounded, within a few days; when police
finally attempted to trace the ownership through the VIN serial
numbers, they would find it listed to an auto leasing company, which in
turn would have no record of its existence.

When police accessed the database of the Department of Motor Vehicles
for the digitized driver's license photo of Corwin Sturmer, they would
find that it had been erased from the files.

They would also discover that no physical photo or license application
had ever existed: the record had been entered electronically.

He had been preparing for this moment for months, since before he had
definitely decided to kill, while he was still weighing the question.

Identities were sanitary barriers, like surgical gloves.  Like surgical
gloves, they were disposable.  He had expected Corwin Sturmer to become
useless.  He had expected to shed him the way a snake sheds its skin.
Corwin Sturmer was, in fact, a morsel that he had planned to throw to
his pursuers, something to gnaw on while he scampered free.

He unlocked the door of the white Cavalier, threw in the license plates
and the tool kit, and pulled out the aluminum brace from between the
seats.  He fitted it around his right leg, then swung the leg inside
and shut the door.

He started the engine of the Cavalier, turned on the headlights, and
drove away using the special hand- operated throttle control.

Being C. W. Harmundt was inconvenient, but it had one great
advantage.

C. W. Harmundt was invisible.  Nobody suspected him of murder.  C. W.
Harmundt lowered the window on his side and breathed in the raw marine
air.  It felt good, bracing, as it entered his lungs.  It had the tang
of freedom.

In the house on Tesla Street, Kate and Ellis shared the bed for the
first time in more than a year.

Ellis was drifting around the edges of sleep, happily fuzzed, truly
relaxed and unburdened for the first time since they had parted.

Kate had burrowed against him.  His right arm was around her shoulder,
holding her as if he wanted her to stay for a long time.

She liked that.  At that moment, several blocks away at the foot of
Russian Hill, C. W. Harmundt entered the Union Street apartment.

Three of Ellis Hoile's monitors still burned in the darkness of the big
work room, beyond the sight of Kate and Ellis in the bedroom of the
house on Tesla Street.

Then the picture changed on one of them: this was the monitor connected
to the video scanner, which was pointed down at Stoma's Russian Hill
apartment.  Grainy grey static surged, shifted.

C. W. Harmundt had turned on his machine, and the video scanner was
reading the display.

In the bedroom of the big house, Ellis Hoile was aware only of Kate's
warmth beside him.

The scanner monitor unwatched, unwitnessed continued to display
Christian Harmundt's work.

He was logging into an airline reservation system, entering an
authorization code, then searching for the record of Kate Lapin's
reservations to Belize City.

He found it within a minute, then cancelled the reservations.
Automatically the system filled the empty slot with one of three
passengers who had entered the standby wait- list for the flight from
Los Angeles to Belize City.

He logged off the airline computer, and brought up his data- linked
map.  He entered the name.

Hoile, Ellis

In the bedroom, Ellis Hoile opened his eyes as Kate gently shook him
awake.

"Hey, E, listen up, she said, "I've got a great idea, are you
listening?  He nodded.  "Why don't you come down to Belize?  Grab a
flight in the next few days, we can be together down there.  You can
help me if you want, I can you use on this one.  But it won't be all
work; anyway, we'll be together, that's the point.  '

She shifted, slid a leg over his midsection until she was on her knees,
straddling him, her hands on his shoulders.

"Like it used to be, she said, 'what do you think about that?  He
didn't speak, but pulled her close and kissed her, drinking her in. Out
in the living room, the scanner's monitor showed that the map had
shifted to show San Francisco, the Telegraph Hill area.

The red dot blinked just below the symbol for Coit Tower.  A box at the
bottom of the display showed:

Hoile, Ellis 2600 Tesla St.  San Francisco

Kate woke some time in the night.  When she found that she couldn't
return to sleep right away, she slipped out of bed and walked softly
into the living room.

It was dark except for the monitors' glow.  Three monitors that had
been burning when she first came in.  She walked around the room,
turning them all off, until the only light was from the moon and
stars.

She looked around the room and took it in.  She saw past the desks and
the equipment, she saw days of happiness and days of desolation,
fulfillment and frustration.  That was the past.  The future ... She
shrugged within herself.  Who knew?  But she was sure of one thing.
This place felt like home again.

Christian W. Harmundt's last task before he slept was to log onto
Verbum to check his email.  He tried to do this once a day, but he had
missed it the night before.

The system wrote:

Welcome, Stoma You have new mail.

His mail directory showed one new message, a very long one, nearly
thirty- six hours old.

It was from Avatar.  He began to download it.  His mail program
automatically decoded and began to display the contents of the file.

He saw that it was a photograph.  It appeared line by line, starting
from the top, so the effect was that of a curtain slowly dropping,
falling away, to reveal the picture behind it.

He felt a rage rising within him as the image appeared, as he
recognized what it was.

A parking garage.  The dying man with his mouth opened in a scream.
Avatar had sent him a frame from one of his own home movies.  His hands
gripped the edge of the table in front of him.  His heart was tripping.
He realized that this wasn't just fury building inside him.

It was panic, too.  The picture kept unrolling, down to the brief
message that Avatar had added at the bottom of the image:

CWH: I know

Quickly he shut off the machine.  But he continued to stare at the
empty screen, trying to force himself past the rage and the panic, to
careful thought.

This was not supposed to be possible.  C. W. Harmundt was above
reproach.  C. W. Harmundt was invisible.  First the cop at his door;
now this.

He considered the possibility that he had been totally compromised. But
how?

He rose from his chair, crossed the room, and opened the curtains of
the front window.  From here he had a clear line of sight up to
Telegraph Hill, with Coit Tower at the top of the hill and, just below
that, the home of the man who sometimes called himself Avatar.

I know, too, he thought.

The search warrant came through about an hour after sunrise.  Lee
Wade's partner brought it over to the Chua home on 10th Avenue.

Julia Chua had been up all night: she really wanted to see Corwin
Sturmer nailed, Lee Wade thought; she wasn't going to miss it when it
happened.

She brought Lee Wade and Ronson down to the basement and showed them
how to unscrew the panel.  They seized the tape and the video camera.
When Lee Wade saw the computer on the table, he seized that, too.  He
remembered the machine on Donald Crump's desk, and he remembered Ellis
Hoile's idea about killers and victims meeting online, out in the ozone
somewhere.

So he seized the computer, too, unplugged it and carried it out to
Ronson's car.

The rest of the place looked almost eerily antiseptic.  Lee Wade could
almost believe that Corwin Sturmer had prepared for this moment by
leaving behind as little of himself as possible.

Then they put the tape in Julia Chua's VCR, and began to watch it.  As
the tape began to play, Lee Wade told himself that this was a very
strange experience.  He had never before witnessed a murder that he was
investigating.

It had to be Donald Crump bound hand- and- foot on the floor.  This had
to be his murder.

Lee Wade felt a growing letdown as he watched the tape from beginning
to end.  He kept waiting to get a clear shot of Corwin Sturmer's face,
but it never happened.  The guy kept his back to the camera the whole
time.

Lee Wade realized that the tape alone wouldn't be enough for a
conviction.  The shadows, the way the killer stood in relation to the
lights and the camera, would make it impossible to identify anybody.

Having watched the tape, he still wouldn't recognize Corwin Sturmer if
they met on the sidewalk, though he had no doubt that this was the
killer who else would own this tape?

He gave the tape to Ronson, and he went back to waiting.  David Hudgins
heard the music all the way from the front walk as he followed his
grandmother up to Ellis Hoile's house that morning.

Classical music, he was pretty sure that it was Bach, something big and
bright and bold and real loud was coming from inside the house.

"Uh- oh, what now?  Roberta Hudgins said.  Inside, they found sunlight
blazing through the windows, and the music even louder, of course, so
that they were at the bottom of the black iron stairs before they heard
the woman's voice from inside the kitchen, softly laughing.

David could see them through the wide entrance of the kitchen, Ellis
Hoile and a pretty lady, the two of them so wrapped up in watching each
other eat breakfast that at first they didn't even notice they weren't
alone any more.  David's grandmother had to stand in the entrance and
wait a few seconds before they saw her.

David didn't know the woman, but his grandmother did, went over and
shook her hand.  David decided that this must be the woman who had
hired his grandmother, the ex- wife of Ellis Hoile.

Not looking like much of an ex this morning.  While David watched she
gave Ellis Hoile a big kiss, then got up from the table wearing a man's
shirt and nothing else that David could see.  She gave David a quick
smile and a little wave, then hurried off to the bedroom.

David knew his grandmother, and he could tell that she liked the idea
of finding the place this way, bright and alive after so many weeks of
dead gloom.  But David also knew that she was a little worried, that
this development meant she might be out of a pretty good job.

He knew this was on her mind by the half- joking way she said to Ellis
Hoile, "Maybe this means you won't be needing me no more.  '

And Ellis Hoile answered: "Maybe we'll both be needing you.  Kate left
the house around 10 a. m.: she had to pack for the trip, and she wanted
to spend some time at the studio before she left.

Ellis held her and looked into her eyes and kissed her before he let
her go.

They would be together in a few days.  Even with her absence, he
thought, they were together again, a couple once more, and this time he
wasn't going to let that end.

After she was gone he took a look at a program that David Hudgins had
written during the past week.  Then he made his own reservation to
Belize City, leaving in three days.

He left the message on Kate's voice- mail, the details of his travel
plans: she would pick it up before she got on the plane.

Mrs.  Hudgins was still busy she would be there most of the day today
and David was absorbed at a computer.

Ellis Hoile began to play the tape that he had scanned from Christian
Harmundt's apartment, the fireball in the parking garage.

He had done this for several minutes the night before, while he was
still alone in the house.  He had been searching for details that he
might have overlooked the first few times.

The search had been depressing and dreary he hated that damn tape but
he thought that it might be more bearable this morning: in the
sunlight, with so much else having changed during the past twelve
hours.

He began playing the tape in slow motion, reversing it, playing it
through again and again.

He decided that he needed to see it frame by frame.  The sunlight was
bright, too.  He kept getting glare off the screen.

Mrs.  Hudgins and her grandson seemed to like the sun, though.
Everybody liked warm sun, he thought: he really had no aversion to it.
It was just a hindrance sometimes.

Upstairs, at the top of the landing, was a room that had once been a
garage, attached to the house.  When he and Kate bought the house he
had hired a contractor to convert it to an office, and that had been
his workplace.

He had used it for years, even after she left.  Not until the divorce
was final did he begin to spread out downstairs; not so much to find
more space, as to make the house more bearable, a little less empty.

He unplugged the Pentium, which had a video editing board, and carried
it there now.

He hadn't been here in weeks.  The room was empty except for a single
desk and a chair.  That was enough.  He put the computer on the desk
and went down for the videotape deck and the cassette, and then he made
a third trip for a color monitor.

He told Mrs.  Hudgins that he would be up there for a while.  He was at
the top of the stairs, about to walk out the front door, when David
Hudgins yelled up asking him about Verbum, how to get on, what he
should do.

Ellis Hoile didn't like to be sidetracked once he had set himself in
motion.  And he was already thinking about the tape, what he was going
to do with it.

He went to the landing above the big room, still lugging the monitor.
David was already at the right machine, the one Ellis Hoile usually
used when he was online.  There was an easy way to do this.

He spoke clearly, loudly, from across the room: "Comm.  Verbum.
Connect.  Down below, the modem beeped tones.  "That's my script, it's
all automatic, Ellis Hoile said from the landing.  The number answered
on the first ring.  Modem squeal.  The squeal ceased after a moment.
The system read the automatic password and greeted Avatar.

"You're in, Ellis Hoile said.  "You're Avatar for a day.  Make me look
good, don't do anything I wouldn't do, you got any questions, just
knock, and he went into the room and shut the door.

A little before noon, PacBell released Corwin Sturmer's user records.
Julia Chua's husband had a fax machine for business, so Ronson faxed
over the several pages covering the past three months' activity on the
number in the basement apartment.

He also sent along a copy of Donald Crump's phone records from the
files.

Ronson had already caught the highlights, had underlined them by hand:
on three different occasions, Donald Crump and Corwin Sturmer had been
on the phone to the Verbum Interchange at the same time.

Including once on the night of the murder.  Lee Wade thought of Ellis
Hoile and his speculations about killer and victims meeting online,
invisibly, through a computer connection.

Corwin Sturmer had spent plenty of time on Verbum: sometimes hours a
day, to judge by the length of his calls.

Score one for the genius, Lee Wade told himself.  Ellis Hoile had the
wrong suspect, but he may have had the right idea.

Taking away the calls to Verbum, Corwin Sturmer hadn't spent much time
on the phone.  He had called maybe fifteen, twenty different numbers,
most of them local.  He had received calls from maybe a dozen others.

Julia Chua told Lee Wade to go ahead and use her phone.  He began to
call the people who had been on the end of the line with a killer.

Christian Harmundt's computer emitted a low, protracted bleat.  The
sound was an alert.  He hurried over to the desk where the machine sat,
and he saw that Avatar had logged in to Verbum.

The killer was finally learning about Avatar.  Not a great deal, but at
this moment only three facts mattered.  Avatar lived alone; he was a
solitary man.

Avatar lived his solitary life in a house less than a mile from this
spot.  And he was now at his keyboard.

Ellis Hoile connected the cables that would feed the videotape clip,
the scanned view of the fiery death in a parking garage, into his
computer.

Then he closed the door and turned off the lights.  He could see well
enough by the monitor's glow.

The quiet and dark felt good.  This was how work got done.  This was
how things happened.

He began to play the video cassette.  Once more he watched the awful
scene, the approach of the unsuspecting victim as he walked through the
parking garage; the fireball.

The editing board read the signal, converted it into digital form, and
stored it on the computer's hard disk.  Now Ellis Hoile played it
again, not the tape this time but the digital copy from the hard disk.
He set the rate at a frame per second.  At this speed the sensation was
not of watching a movie, but of sitting at a slide show, with a series
of near- identical photographs dropping onto the screen, pausing, then
giving way to the next.

The entire clip consisted of 1372 frames.  Each frame was a frozen
moment, stolen from time and preserved as points of light and color
pixels arranged in precise rows and lines.

At normal speed, thirty frames per second, the clip played for about
forty- six seconds.

At one frame per second, Ellis Hoile would need about twenty- three
minutes to watch them all.

He leaned forward in his chair and studied the screen.  "Please check
again, Kate Lapin said.  She was trying to keep her voice level.

The ticket agent behind the airline counter made a slight gesture of
exasperation: the line behind Kate was long.

"I'm looking at the passenger list, the agent said.  "I have the list
in front of me; I am examining the entire list; your name is not here.
'

He closed her passport, which he had been holding beside the screen.
"Nothing like your name is here, he said.

"This isn't possible.  I had that reservation last night.  "I can get
you to Los Angeles, no problem, the agent said, 'and wait- list you to
Belize City.  But the standby list is long, I wouldn't say that your
chances are good.  Or I can get you the same connection tomorrow.  '

She had spoke to Sandy Weil in Belize about an hour earlier, just
before she left the studio.  Cynthia was improving and out of danger.

Waiting would set the project back a day.  But they could make up the
time she could always do that, she thought; it happened sooner or later
on most films, though she usually ended up paying for it with all night
sessions in an editing booth.

If she tried to fly standby today, she would probably spend the night
in LA.  And she would still have to make up the time later.

And this departure was awfully abrupt.  If she stayed here tonight, she
thought, she would have another few hours with Ellis.

Call him on the way home, see how he feels about a night on a
houseboat.

She tossed her AmEx card on the ticket counter.  "Tomorrow, she said.

Christian Willem Harmundt turned around in the cul- de- sac and again
drove slowly past the house at 2600 Tesla.

You couldn't see much from here, he thought.  The house clung to the
steep side of Telegraph Hill, and was built straight down, with most of
the living area below the level of Tesla Street.

You could actually see the place better from Greenwich Street, a block
away down the hill.  You could clearly see the big picture windows on
the lower level.  You could see the gap of four or five feet that
separated the house from its neighbors on either side.

He drove on.  It was time to find a parking space.  The night without
sleep started catching up on Lee Wade as he sat in Julia Chua's living
room.  His head felt thick and heavy.

He had a cellular phone, and he was working his way through Corwin
Sturmer's phone records, outgoing calls first.  PacBell had attached a
second sheet that showed the subscriber name of each number, and most
were routine: small local business who had never heard of him.

Here were two outbound calls to a number in Mendocino County, town of
Point Arena, in the name of a Jane Regalia.  When Lee Wade tried the
number it returned only a screech: a fax machine or a computer, Lee
Wade thought.

And two longdistance calls to a number in Missouri; Corwin Sturmer had
been called three times from the same number.

Lee Wade tried the number.  It rang five, six times, and Lee Wade was
about to hang up when he heard the answering click on the other end.

A man's voice said, "Hello?  Lee Wade identified himself, and he said,
"Is this Charles Obend?  The pause in Missouri drew out so long that
Lee Wade wondered whether the guy had put the phone down.

Finally the man said, "Charles Obend was my brother.  I just got back
from his funeral, I'm clearing out his place.  '

It needed maybe a second and a half to get through to him, but once it
did, Lee Wade was wide awake.

"How did he die?  Charles Obend's brother went into it, the murder in
the parking garage.  The way he talked about it, he seemed to have
trouble believing that it was for real, that somebody had treated his
brother that way.

But Lee Wade believed.  He knew.

I saw it, he kept thinking as the brother talked.  Lee Wade had just
one more question.  "Your brother had a computer, am I right?  Lee Wade
said.  "The kind that plugs into a phone line.  '

"Yes.  It's right in front of me.  Lee Wade got off the line as quickly
as he could.  He called in to the office and told the lieutenant on
watch that he was coming in, he had an idea where Corwin Sturmer might
be, and maybe he would need a couple of extra hands to roust him.

He told Julia Chua that he was leaving; that if Corwin Sturmer showed
up, she should leave the house right away and call the police from the
nearest pay phone.

But he didn't expect it to happen.  Not any more.  Corwin Sturmer had
another place to lay his head, Lee Wade thought.  No doubt, Corwin
Sturmer had other plans.

The killer walked up Tesla Street.  He wore navyblue coveralls, and a
blue ball cap, and he carried a canvas zip bag.  With his brisk,
purposeful stride, he gave the impression of a worker on his way to do
a job: a repairman, maybe, come to solve an urgent problem in the
home.

In a way, this was exactly true.  The problem was Avatar.  Although the
killer had planned to take him with much more drama and ceremony,
Avatar had hastened his own end by leaving that photo in Stoma's mail
drop.

Avatar had to be dispatched.  Because of the cul- de- sac a block away,
Tesla Street got little traffic, except for the local residents coming
and going.  And since this was an expensive neighborhood, it was a
place where nearly everybody went to work during the day, to keep up
the payments on those expensive houses.

The killer felt no eyes on him as he came up the sidewalk.  No cars
passed him.

He had nearly reached the place now.  Here was the gap between 2600 and
the house next door, an opening just wide enough for him to slip
through, vault over a fence, and down the rocky incline of the hill.

It was even steeper than he had expected; he stopped his slide by
grabbing a utility pipe that ran up the side of the house.

He had nearly reached the main living level; a few feet down the hill
was a small window.  He worked his way down and looked inside.

It was a bedroom, nobody in sight.  The door was open, and through it
he could see part of the living room.

Nobody in sight.  He stopped to draw a breath.  No hurry; in this spot
he could not be seen from the street or from the house.  From down the
hill, if anyone happened to notice, he would appear to be a workman at
his job.

He opened the bag.  It was near full: plastic bags for bloody clothes,
a spare pair of shoes, a container of Handi- Wipes, a set of hand tools
and lock- picks, a roll of duct tape, a crowbar, and more that was out
of sight: a kit for a blood- letter and a burglar.

He pulled on gloves and a ski mask.  The window, he saw, was latched.
He withdraw a large rubber suction cup, stuck it to a pane in the upper
frame of the window, and used a glass cutter to scribe a deep circle
around the edge of the cup.

One quick bump of the suction cup, the circle of glass popped free, and
he reached into the hole to unfasten the latch.

He dropped the suction cup and the circle of glass into the bag.  From
the bottom of the bag, where it lay covered, he withdrew a machete.

Not stainless steel, but it was spotless anyway, the blade burnished,
with a fine, gleaming edge.

He laid it down for a moment, and used both hands to pull the window
up.

*

In the dark workroom, Ellis Hoile had nearly reached the end of the
forty six- second clip.  The frames kept flopping onto the screen, one
second apart, as he stared at the screen.

And then he leaned forward, peered closer, and with keystrokes he first
stopped the progression of the frames, then reversed.

One frame back.  There ... A fleshy splash in the side mirror as the
killer lowered the camera and stepped into the car.  He had recorded
his own face, a chance alignment of lens and mirror.

Ellis Hoile leaned close to study the frame.  The face in the mirror
was too small to make out.

With a few keystrokes he isolated the portion of the frame that
contained the mirror and the image reflected in it.

That image was the face of a killer.  And Ellis Hoile knew how to
capture it.

Outside the house, the killer took the machete by the handle and
carried it in as he pushed through the open window and silently dropped
into the bedroom.

At that moment, the flight agent at the airport handed Kate Lavin the
tickets for her flight the next day.

Kate dropped them into her purse, stepped away from the counter, and
pulled out her cellular phone.

She flipped it open and speed- dialed a number.  Ellis Hoile's voice
line at 2600 Tesla.

The killer heard a tapping of keyboard strokes as he stood in the
bedroom door, at the entrance to the living area.

He briefly took the place in.  It seemed even bigger from inside: the
ceiling, two stories high, seemed to add to the effect.

And the desks, the racks of equipment, the computers.  Avatar was a
wizard, no question about it.

The tapping came from off to the killer's left, near the big window.
The killer held the machete ready, slightly raised, his right arm bent
at the elbow, as he stepped out of the doorway and turned left toward
the sound.

Maybe thirty feet away, a figure hunched at a keyboard with his back to
the killer, facing the window.  The killer stepped forward, silently
crossing the floor.  His path took him past another, wider entranceway.
A kitchen, it seemed to be, which he caught in the periphery of his
vision; but he was watching the person at the keyboard, concentrating
on a spot at the collar line where his neck curved into his shoulders,
and he raised the machete -thinking that this didn't seem right, Avatar
didn't look like this And the phone rang.

The phone rang behind David Hudgins.  He looked away from the monitor,
glanced back toward it, and saw the masked man, the machete shoulder
high, coming toward him, stepping faster.

Not Avatar, the killer thought as the figure at the keyboard turned to
face him.

The realization slowed him for a moment, and he hesitated and slightly
dropped the blade.  Then he told himself that he couldn't back out now,
this had to be finished, so he raised the blade again and stepped
forward.

Then, to his left, in the kitchen he had ignored ...... something
happened.

*

Roberta Hudgins was in the kitchen.  She was standing near the
entranceway, beside a counter over which a rack of copper pots and pans
hung, expensive stuff that had gathered dust since the lady of the
house had left.

She glanced toward the phone when it rang the first time.  The pots and
pans were stacked on the counter beside her, and she was wiping them,
buffing them, placing them back on the rack one by one, when she looked
toward the phone and saw the man with the masked face and that blade
that blade, my Lord moving past her.

But he didn't see her.  David turned in his chair.  The masked man with
the blade hesitated, but the blade went up and he stepped forward ...
and suddenly life was playing itself out with painful, agonizing
slowness, every instant drawn out ... without looking she reached for a
pan, a frying pan was right there by her hand, but her moving arm
jostled a stack of the pots and sent them teetering and crashing to the
floor, banging, clattering.

"YOU STOP YOU she said, the sound starting from deep within her, a
shout at first but rising to a bellow, a shriek that came from her gut,
carrying all the force of her love for her grandson.

The phone rang a second time.  The shout and the clatter slowed the man
with the blade, made him pull up short and turn toward her, away from
David.

Facing her, his eyes uncertain through the holes in the mask.  As David
rolled out of the chair, away from her and the man in the mask and that
blade.

Good boy.  She reached for the pan and found it this time, the long
stout handle filling her hand.

He glanced at David but David was scrambling out of reach.  The phone
rang a third time.  The man was facing her directly, seeming to make up
his mind she could read it in his eyes and he brandished the big blade
and came toward her.

But not quite so sure of himself now.  He stepped toward her and she
moved back, putting a corner of the counter between them, and she
raised the big copper frying pan ... the phone ringing a fourth time at
the edge of her awareness ...... as he lunged across the counter.  And
the blade came down.  She moved to block it.  The blade struck the
curved side of the pan, clanged, and glanced off.

She backed away.  He lunged again and swung, she moved the pan and it
struck the blade, square.

And now the pan was a bell, pealing with the blow, and the machete was
out of his hand, in the air, wobbling as it flew free.

It banged against a cabinet and fell to the floor by her feet.  Time
was back to normal speed now.  She bent and picked up the machete.  In
the living room, David had the phone and was hitting three digits,
three sweet little numbers.

She heard it and the man in the mask heard it, too.  He looked at David
with the phone and her with the machete.

Then he turned and ran.

*

David Hudgins picked up the phone in time to hear somebody click off.
Then he got a dial tone, and his fingers flew on the buttons.  "Police,
he said, when somebody answered.

Ellis Hoile was barely aware of the clatter of pots and the shriek from
Roberta Hudgins.  He heard the telephone ring and wondered why she
didn't answer.  There were jacks up here, but he hadn't brought up a
phone.

He pushed the distractions aside: he was concentrating on the work in
front of him.

He was enlarging the video frame, the section that showed the face of
the killer reflected in a car's side mirror.  Enlarged to full screen
size this way, the face was indistinct; the picture was grainy.
Enlarging it again would just blur it more.

He had one more chance.  But he couldn't do it here.  Now more noise
downstairs.  Shouting: the voice was Mrs.  Hudgins's grandson, and he
was calling for help.

And then Ellis Hoile got up and hurried out.  He came out on the
landing and saw Mrs.  Hudgins down below, seated, with an arm around
her grandson.

She looked up at him.  "A tall man in blue, she said.  "Tried to hurt
David.  He went in the bedroom, be careful.  Cops are on the way.  '

The bedroom window was open downstairs.  Ellis Hoile looked out and saw
nothing.  He ran upstairs and out the front door.  The sidewalks of
Tesla Street were empty.

The killer forced himself to slow as he scrambled down the hill, onto
Greenwich Street.  No running.

He had come out the bedroom window and then down the rocky incline
below the house, into the next block, bringing the canvas bag with him
and stripping off the mask and gloves as he scrambled.

Nobody stopped him.  Nobody seemed to notice.  Half a block away was
the Cavalier, and he unlocked it and threw in the bag, got in and
started the car, and he drove away.

The first cops he saw were in a black- and- white patrol car at the
bottom of Telegraph Hill.  He was about to turn onto the Embarcadero
when the car approached from his right, moving fast, two uniformed
patrolmen inside.

He stopped and let them cut across his path.  The flashing emergency
lights beat in his face for a moment, then the black- and- white was
gone, headed up the hill.

He was becoming calm again.  He felt safe.  He was putting distance
between himself and the fiasco up on the hill, and they still did not
know him, they could not touch him.

As he swung out across the intersection, he could see the Golden Gate
Bridge above the roofs of the shops and restaurants at Fisherman's
Wharf.

The bridge was where he wanted to be.  The bridge, Marin, Sausalito,
the waterfront.  Enough of the sideshow, he thought.  Time for the real
thing.

Kate Lavin let the phone ring four times at 2600 Tesla; then she hung
up.  Ellis must be out, she thought: when he was at his desk he always
picked up on the first or second ring.

She stepped outside and waited for a shuttle bus to the satellite lot
where she had left the Miata.

A wasted day, she thought.  But the night had all kinds of promise. She
wanted to be fresh when she saw Ellis again.  A hot bath, maybe a
little nap.

She decided that she would call him from the houseboat.

As he drove, Lee Wade kept the police radio on in his car, a tactical
frequency, the volume just high enough that he could hear the
transmissions without straining.

Usually it was just background noise for him, but some corner of his
head did process the words.

As he drove down Geary Boulevard, headed for the Hall of Justice, he
heard something that clicked inside.  Or he thought he did.  His head
was thick, he was tired.  To be sure, he had to call in and ask for a
repeat of the address.

2600 Tesla, the dispatcher answered.

The genius, Lee Wade thought, and he flicked on the siren and floored
the accelerator.

You could not get from the airport to the Golden Gate Bridge without
using city streets, fighting city traffic.

She was in the car for nearly an hour before she crossed the bridge.
Several minutes later she was turning off the freeway, onto Bridgeway
and into the Gate Seven parking lot.

She carried her bag up the dock, to the sliding door of the houseboat.
She opened the door and stepped inside, put the bag down and locked the
door behind her.

A cool breeze hit her as she walked into her bedroom.  That didn't seem
right.  She followed the breeze into the bathroom, where she found the
window open.

She went in to close it, telling herself that she must have missed it
this morning.

She pulled the window shut.  Then he stepped out from behind the shower
curtain.

Kate Lavin was bound, gagged, and tied.  She couldn't move.  She could
see nothing but blue nylon: the side of a bag into which he had zipped
her.

It was a very large, bag, shroud- like.  A sail bag, was how most
people on the waterfront would know it.

He was lifting her, laying the bag over his shoulder, stepping out of
the houseboat.  He would look like one more sailor toting a bag of
gear: you saw it all the time here in Sausalito.

He rocked slightly as he walked, toting her down the dock.

He was taking her away.  Roberta Hudgins and her grandson were giving
statements to a patrolman when Lee Wade drove up, joining three patrol
cars wedged in front of the house.  He spoke for a few moments to one
of the patrol officers, a sergeant, then he took Ellis Hoile aside.

He said, "What the hell is this about?  "Somebody came in and tried to
kill them.  But I'm sure it was me he wanted.  '

A quizzical look crossed Lee Wade's face.  "Why you?  "Why does he kill
anybody?  Ellis Hoile said, but he added, "I think he knows I've got
the tape.  '

Lee Wade said, "Oh, yeah, that tape was for real.  Last week Kansas
City International, one of Corwin Sturmer's phone contacts got fire
bombed in the parking garage.  Has to be what you saw.  '

He explained about Corwin Sturmer, and his phone records, his calls to
Verbum and to Charles Obend, and about the videotape in his apartment,
the death of Donald Crump.

"I think Sturmer is his real name, Lee Wade said.  "Christian
Harmundt's a fake, obviously.  The whole business about being a crip.
Anyway, they're one and the same.  He shook his head.  "Putting all
that time and effort into killing people.  Man, what a waste.  '

He turned and spoke to the patrol sergeant, saying that he was ready to
make an arrest, he wanted backup.

"Where are you going?  asked Ellis Hoile.  "Down the hill to pick up
Harmundt.  Sturmer, whatever the asshole wants to call himself.  '

"He won't be there, Ellis Hoile said.  "He knows that place is burned.
"He has to be out of places by now, Lee Wade said.  "And if he runs,
we'll get him.  He's not out on the network now, he's in the real
world, and that's my turf.  '

He seemed sure of himself, Ellis Hoile thought, happy and confident. No
point in trying to tell him that he was wrong.  A taxi came and took
Mrs.  Hudgins and David away.  Before he left with three of the
uniforms, Lee Wade said he would keep a patrolman in front of the house
for a while, just in case they missed Sturmer at the Union Street
apartment, but that if Sturmer was still free by tonight, maybe Ellis
Hoile ought to find another place to spend the night.

Then Ellis Hoile walked back into his empty home.  A part of his mind
was thinking about the broken window, telling him that he needed to get
a handyman out to fix it.

But something else was working in there.  He was thinking about the
killer, a man of varied names and places and many levels.  His methods
and his acts revealed him.  And he had displayed himself however
unknowingly in the game and its program code.

But you had to know where to look, what to look for.  Getting to the
truth about him was like peeling away the layers of an onion: there was
always another layer.

He was careful, exquisitely cautious.  Using a standard telephone to
contact some of his victims left a trail from them to him.  He would
have known it.

This meant his name was not Corwin Sturmer.  That name, that existence,
were throwaways.  The killer had allowed Corwin Sturmer to be
uncovered: he had wanted it to happen.

It had cost him nothing that he could not replace.  And what did it
gain?  Ellis Hoile thought he understood.  He could still see the face
of Lee Wade from a few minutes earlier, his brash eagerness and
confidence.

That was exactly the desired effect.  The killer had thrown his
pursuers a few scraps, some bait for the hounds, something to keep
their interest up.

He wanted to be chased.  He liked games.  But he would always have a
fallback position, some safe hold some identity, within which he felt
untouchable.

Where, maybe, he would relax his guard.  There, maybe maybe he would be
vulnerable.  Ellis Hoile reached out for the photocopy that Lee Wade
had given him a few days earlier.  He pulled it off the side of the
monitor, where he had stuck it.

MEAT WARE Version 1 4- 16 Taken: 17424 05071 Slain: 17441 05086

MEAT WARE Version 3 5- 7 Taken: 17029 21067 Slain: 17029 21067 LAMERS

CLUELESS LAMERS

These were more scraps that the killer had tossed to the pursuers,
Ellis Hoile thought.  But this was probably supposed to frustrate and
befuddle the hounds, as much as to whet their interest.

He was demonstrating just how dumb they were; he was thumbing his nose
at them.

This probably meant that the answer was very simple.  Ellis Hoile
believed that the numbers were map coordinates.  But they weren't any
system that he could recognize.  He thought that maybe the killer had
laid out his own arbitrary grid.

There was a way around that.  With two known points you could
reconstruct the entire grid, correlate it to a known map grid: the
standard Mercator system.  It was a math problem, really.

One of the murders had occurred at the international airport, Kansas
City.

On the killer's grid it was 17029 21067.  Ellis Hoile brought an
electronic atlas up on the screen and located the spot.  It displayed
the standard coordinates: 39.21 North, 94.70 West.

He had nailed down one of the two spots.  Donald Crump had lived in the
Marina District.  Assume that he had been found there.

The killer had it as 17424 05071.  The atlas showed 37.81 N, 122.42 W.
Ellis Hoile immediately sat at the keyboard and began to work.  He was
writing software code, several dozen lines of a simple program.

He compiled it, and the program prompted him to input a coordinate.  He
typed:

17441 05086

This was where Donald Crump had been killed, if the message was
accurate.

And the machine responded:

37.85 N 122.  41 W

Ellis Hoile knew, looking at it, that it was somewhere around the bay.
But he couldn't place it exactly.

He entered it on the atlas program.  The map centred in on the bay.
Ellis Hoile zoomed in closer, to see where Donald Crump had died.

Then he sat staring at the screen, what it showed.  He saw that 37.85
N, 122.41 W, was the location of his favorite spot in all the world, a
place of trees and grassy hillsides and rocky shores.  If he were
forced to live without dark rooms and keyboards and computers, this was
the place where he would choose to be.

Angel Island.  Donald Crump had been killed at Angel Island.  Couldn't
be true, he thought.  Must have miscalculated.

And now Ellis Hoile remembered what he had been doing before he was
interrupted.

He took the stairs three at a time, up to the spare room where he had
been working.

The indistinct face of the killer, caught in a fleeting reflection,
still filled the monitor screen.  He saved that image to a diskette,
put the diskette in his pocket, and hurried out.

He nearly bumped into the patrolman standing by the door outside.  "You
coming back?  the cop asked.  Ellis Hoile shrugged and kept walking.

He unzipped the sail bag so that she could look around.  "Ain't it a
bitch?  he said.  He was grinning.  Loving it.  "Or may be you're not
in the mood for irony, he said.

Then he held the bag and lowered her into the opening of what seemed to
be a wide concrete well, sunk straight into the ground.

Down into darkness.  Out of the sunlight, out of the fresh air, she was
going down ... Ellis Hoile noticed the red Miata, parked near the dock,
when he pulled up beside the front door of the studio.  Had to be
Kate's, he thought.  He wondered if she had missed the plane.

The receptionist was leaving for home, coming out the front door, when
Ellis Hoile met him and said, "Where's the boss?  '

"Haven't seen her, the receptionist said.  "She should be somewhere at
thirty thousand feet.  '

So she hadn't called, hadn't been in to work.  Ellis Hoile went into
her office, took a seat in front of her computer.  He called the
houseboat, but got no answer.  Tried the cell phone: it shunted him off
to her voice- mail.

Gone kayaking, he thought, maybe jogging.  After he was finished here
he would go to the houseboat and wait for her.

He powered up her computer.  Now he began to search the files.  Kate's
computer was wired into the studio's internal network, and he had
access to all the directories on the big file server that was the heart
of the system.  He himself had set up the network.

He was looking for a program: one of his own, that he had written and
loaded here.  That was nearly three years ago, and he had forgotten the
name.

But he recognized it now as it scrolled past him, in a miscellaneous
directory.

He booted the program, then loaded in the file, the blurred refection
of the killer's face which he had carried over on the diskette.

The picture appeared once more on the screen in front of him, exactly
as he had taken it from the scanned tape.

"Sharper' was the name he had given the program: an photo enhancement
utility.  He had written it as an exercise, something to try.  The copy
here at the studio was the only one he had ever circulated.

The program used fractal mathematics to sharpen blurred edges.  It
faked higher resolution, guessing at boundaries, interpolating crisp
edges where none had existed before.

Sometimes it guessed wrong, and the image actually lost detail.  Most
of the time it worked, though, if the image wasn't too badly blurred.

He pressed a key now to set it working..  The program made four passes
over an image, beginning with the topmost line of pixels and flowing
downward.  The effect was of a wave, slowly rolling down the screen,
sculpting the image as it progressed.

The first pass showed little improvement.  On the second pass the image
became more distinct.  The third pass was even better.  He was
beginning to see something now something that made his heart begin to
trip, that brought him to within inches of the monitor, staring at it,
trying to make it out.

On the fourth pass the image seemed to crawl into focus, sharp and
real.  It was a real face.

Ellis Hoile gripped the edge of the desk.  Because he had seen that
face.  He didn't know the name he wasn't sure that she had even
mentioned a name but the face belonged to the stranger who had been
kissing his wife the night before.

Ellis Hoile ran out of the studio, to the Datsun.  He drove across the
parking lot, left the car idling, and ran down the dock to the
houseboat.

The sliding door was unlocked.  He went in, called her name.  But the
place was empty.

She wasn't jogging her running shoes were in the closet.  She wasn't
paddling the kayak was still stowed at the stern.  But she was gone. He
looked across the water toward Angel Island, about a mile distant, and
he tried to imagine it as a place where a madman would bring his
victims to be killed.

It was quiet and secluded.  Though millions of people saw it every day,
out in the bay, the island was actually remote, cut off from roads,
beyond reach except by boat or air.

The killer would like that.  A hidden place in plain sight: that would
appeal to him.

But the island was also a place of open air and grand vistas, panoramas
of earth and wind and water's edge.

He would not feel comfortable there.  Too many uncertainties, too much
randomness.  The killer craved control: when he killed someone, he
would want to be the master of the moment.

He would want to do it apart from the world, sealed off in a place that
belonged to him alone.

A place like the concrete maze in the game, Ellis Hoile told himself:
the antithesis of Angel Island's great wild openness.

He peered across the water at the green humped island, not only seeing
it at this moment, from this spot, but recalling all the days and hours
he had passed there, all that he knew about it.

At the same time, he thought of a concrete maze that must be completely
invisible, wholly unexpected.

And something moved in the mind of Ellis Hoile, memories and
impressions falling into place, not unlike the tumblers of a lock,
dropping with the turn of a key.

He knew.  "What do you want?  Kate said to him.

He had carried her to the supply room, sat her down beside the propane
tanks and the plastic jugs of water and the canned food.

"Don't bother, Jon Wreggett answered.  "It isn't up to you.  Because
I'm going to get what I want, no matter what.  You couldn't keep me
from getting it even if you tried, and you couldn't make it any better
if you wanted to.  '

He leaned in close to her; she would have moved away, but she was still
bound, immobile.  She could feel his warm breath, and she inhaled it
along with the musty air of the cramped concrete room where he had
brought her.

His eyes were fixed on hers.  "You're finished, he said.  "You might be
breathing, but it doesn't matter.  You can count the minutes you've got
left.  You can count the heartbeats.  It's all over, you're dead.  '

She knew that he meant it, and it scared her.  And the fright must have
showed, because he grinned and leaned back, and pointed, and he said,
"There, that's it, that's what I'm looking for.  That's prime stuff.
How often do we get a chance to look in somebody's eyes when she
realizes that she's about to check out?  '

So she tried to wipe the expression from her face, deny him that much.
But he was right, she couldn't help it.  She was frightened, and it
showed, and he was drinking it in.

He said, "I've really given this a lot of thought, the way it ought to
happen.  '

The way I'm going to kill you, was what he really meant.  "At first I
thought maybe it ought to be slow and easy.  I've got a twenty horse
generator back in here- nodding toward the next room, where she could
heard it running 'and say, instead of ducting it outside like usual, I
started pumping the exhaust in here.

"They say it's like falling asleep.  That doesn't bother me, the fact
that you would be dying easily ... hey, I like you.  I'm not into the
pain, it's the insight I care about.  Think about it: the thing is
happening, there's nothing you can do about it, but it hasn't happened
yet.  You feel yourself start to get drowsy, so you fight it, 'cause
you know if you close those eyes it's all over.  It would be fun to
watch.  A real study.  Subtle.

"Well, maybe a little too subtle.  Kinda lacks drama, you know what I
mean?  Then I thought, OK, if not slow and easy, how about quick and
nasty?  '

He mimicked holding a chainsaw, moving in close to her, blowing the
raspy engine noise through his lips.

She flinched even from that, the thought of it.  "But don't worry, he
said, "I ditched it.  I knew I could be a lot more creative than
that.

"So I thought about it some more, I really did.  And what I came up
with ... well, you've got to see it for yourself.  '

Ellis Hoile looked out across the water, to the island.  Kate was
there: he was sure of it.  She was in a place very much like the
concrete complex of the killer's game.  He had not created it from
imagination, but had drawn it from life.

And Ellis Hoile knew where it was.  He tried to imagine hordes of cops
storming a hidden bastion.  Trying to snatch Kate from a very smart
killer, in a place that the killer controlled completely.

Not a chance, Ellis Hoile thought.  He's smarter than they are.  He
might be smarter than all of us.

He knew what he had to do.  He also knew that if he failed a strong
possibility then he and Kate would likely both be dead before sundown.
So the police ought to be told what was happening.

Just not right away.  From Kate's telephone at the houseboat he entered
the studio's voice mail system.  He left a long message for Lee Wade,
telling him what had happened to Kate, what he knew and what he
believed and what he was going to do.

He set the message to be transmitted in ninety minutes.  An hour and a
half, he thought; it would all be over, however it ended.

He went around to the stern, where the kayak was.  He lowered it into
the water, then eased himself into it, pushed off, and began to paddle
out into the bay, headed south toward the island directly in front of
him.

He stroked, pushing on.  To his right was the Sausalito shoreline, the
town climbing into the coastal hills.  Above the hilltops, fog was
pushing over the crest, seeming to pause at the top and then rolling,
cascading down.

His arms were tired, but he kept going, remembering afternoons on the
water with Kate, how he had taught himself to push through the
discomfort so that he could keep up with her.

He tried to do that now.  Soon he was leaving the mouth of the bay, the
island growing larger in front of him.

Fog was pouring into Sausalito from the hilltops now, advancing past
the waterfront, headed his way.

Now he could glimpse the Golden Gate.  A solid bank of grey fog had
pushed in from the ocean, swallowing all but the tops of the bridge
uprights.

Now he could see where he wanted to be, a rocky beach at the south end
of the island where the waves broke white about fifty yards offshore.

A boat was anchored outside that surf line: a big, ketch- rigged
sailboat, maybe a forty-five- footer.

The sailboat seemed empty when Ellis Hoile circled it in the kayak.  So
he continued on toward shore.

The fog was marching in fast.  It overtook him as he crossed through
the surf, but he kept paddling, stroking, and then the bottom of the
kayak crunched gravel.

He was on the island.  "Check this out, Jon Wreggett said.

He had carried her out of the supply room, across the short passageway,
to a dimly lit room where the first objects that caught her eye were
four quartz lamps on stands, and a pair of videocams on tripods, the
camera and lamps arranged in a semicircle facing a heavy wooden
armchair.

A computer, with keyboard and monitor, sat on a small desk in a corner
of the room.

He put her down, flipped a light switch, and she could see better. That
was when she noticed the dark stains crusted on the floor.

And the chair ... The chair was fitted with nylon straps on the
armrests and at the legs, with larger straps at chest height on the
backrest.

And now she drew in a sharp, involuntary breath that seemed to lodge in
her chest.

Heavy black wires ran out of one wall, coiling on the floor beside the
chair and ending in a pair of flat terminals.

The chair ... He pulled out a pocket knife to cut the ropes that bound
her hands her ankles were still tied and he lowered her into the chair.
She didn't even imagine resisting: his grip was strong and definite as
he tightened the nylon straps that held her arms and fastened around
her midsection and at her neck.

Then he cut the ropes at the ankles, too, and fastened them.  The chair
gripped her now.

He stepped back, walked out of sight for a moment, then returned and
stood behind her.  He was holding her hair, and now there was a
snipping, the sound of scissors: he was cutting her hair, cropping it
close to the skull, working fast and roughly.

He began to talk as he worked.  "Usually it ends right away, he said.
"You pull the trigger, you stab with the knife, whatever, that's it,
fun time is finished.

"Sure, you can try to prolong it.  Death by a thousand small cuts,
right?  But it would be boring.  Talk about repetitive: how often can
you draw blood before it starts to get old?  '

He kept grabbing her hair, chopping it off, grabbing another handful,
talking all the while.

"What I wanted was to get to the essence of the experience, explore
some of the real esoteric levels, really get down to it.  It's not
about killing, at least for me it isn't.  But what comes before the
killing, all that's involved: the fear, the anticipation, the way death
and killing cuts through all the bullshit now that's special.  '

He shifted his weight and began cutting hair on the other side of her
head.

"I wanted a situation where you're going to die, no question about it,
and it's going to be soon.  But you don't know exactly when.  And
neither do I. That's what I had in mind for you.  '

He stepped in front of her, looking at his work, and nodded.  He began
flipping on the halogen lights, the camcorder, the monitors.  The
lights were bright, but he adjusted them so that they weren't directly
in her eyes.

Images took form on the camera monitors.  One was a full shot that took
in the chair and much of the room behind it.  The other camera was
zoomed in very tight; her face filled the frame as he adjusted the
tripod.

Kate Lavin beheld her own terror on the screen.  Her eyes darted,
desperate, and they caught the closeup camera recording her
desperation.

Now he stepped behind her again, gripped her hair once more.  In his
right hand he was holding a plastic razor: quickly, abruptly, he drew
the razor across the spots where he had trimmed the hair.

He stepped back.  Her skull showed stubby bare patches, seeping blood
where he had scraped the close- cut hair.

"I don't mean gradual, either, he said.  "I knew it had to be quick.
Like turning on the lights.  I liked that idea.  Just turn on the
lights.  But with an element of randomness.  '

He was uncoiling the wires, straightening them out on the floor, then
crossing the room to stand at the keyboard.

"The computer controls a switching device, he said.  "Open the switch,
it passes power to these lines.  '

He gestured to the two thick black wires.  She realized that they must
be connected to the generator in the next room.

"The power comes on as soon as the machine matches a six- digit number
between zero and one million: a password.  I wrote a neat little
password cracker.  It'll randomly try numbers in that range not in
order, just bouncing around.  If it tries a number and fails, it
discards that one and goes on to a new one.  '

He put one of the wires into her right hand.  She grasped it on the
heavy rubber insulation, about a foot from the flat metal tab of the
terminal.  He held the other wire, tapped the terminals together.
Nothing.  The wires were dead.

He returned to the computer and tapped a few keys she heard a heavy
clamping sound in the next room, where the generator was pounding away
and he turned back to her.

"But when it hits the magic number... He held out the wire as he
approached, and carefully reached it toward the one that she held ... A
huge white spark arced and snapped, and the lights dimmed, in the brief
split- second when the two terminals touched.

She could feel her heart stop, then resume a few moments later as he
took his wire away and walked back to the keyboard.

"It will happen, he said.  A few quick keystrokes.  Then he briskly
returned, banged the two terminals together: nothing, the lines were
dead again.  And he added, "But we don't know exactly when.  '

He was smiling now, pleased with himself.  "The program will try a
hundred and forty numbers every second, a different one every time.
That's eighty- four hundred tries a minute, a little over half a
million an hour.  It'll need just under two hours to try every number
in the range.  '

He threw his wire down, left the room for a moment, then returned and
stood behind her, out of her sight but visible in one of the
monitors.

He was holding a big roll of duct tape.  He picked up the terminal that
he had dropped, pressed it against the left side of her skull, onto the
bare patch that he had shaved.  The flat tab was warm no, hot where the
spark had jumped.

He taped the terminal in place.  "It has to be out of my control, he
said.  "Because as long as you think I'm the one deciding when it'll
happen, then you'll never be a hundred per cent sure it'll happen at
all.  That would spoil it: that little bit of question in your mind,
whether I'll change my mind or have a heart attack or something crazy
like that.  '

He took the second wire that she had been holding, and taped that to
the bare patch on the other side of her skull.

"I won't even be here, it would just distract you.  From beside the
computer he retrieved a portable music player, with a CD in a plastic
case.  He slipped in the CD.

"You like classical, right?  he said.  He read the notes on the case.
"Mozart, piano concertos number nine and seventeen.  Total running time
is a few ticks over an hour.  You get to the end of the last movement,
you'll be bucking the odds from there on.  '

He turned and tapped several keys of the computer.  A column of six
digit numbers began sliding up on the computer monitor, faster than she
could read them.

"There we go, he said.  "Please don't do this, she said.  She hated to
plead she sensed that he enjoyed the display but she was ready to do
anything.

"It's out of my hands, he told her.  "Don't bother yelling.  I won't be
able to hear you.  '

He pressed a button on the music player.  The first notes of Mozart
filled the room, first the strings and then the piano in
counterpoint.

"Bon voyage, he said, and he left the room and shut the door.

Ellis Hoile walked up from the rocky beach.  He ascended a hump of
ground and found himself atop the base of the grassy spit that the
island threw off into the bay, like the tail of a comma.

The hump was maybe two hundred yards wide here, straddled by beaches on
each flank.  He couldn't actually see the water any more: the fog was
way too thick for that.  But he had been here many times.  His mind was
filling in blanks that the fog created.

He realized that he had come in a short distance below where he needed
to be.  The spot that he wanted was on the low flanks of the island's
big central hill.  So he climbed for another minute or two, moving
toward the interior of the island now.

And then he walked out onto the broad, flat expanse of the rectangular
concrete pad that marked the old missile installation.

The top side of the old missile installation.  He walked across the
concrete, and stepped on a raised steel disk that was set into the pad.
The disk was about three feet across, a somewhat larger version of a
manhole cover, hinged along one side.

The concrete pad contained six of these disks in a row across the
length of the rectangle.  He bent to one knee, to examine the disk.  It
had been welded shut: he could see the bead of the weld where the disk
a hatch, really had been sealed to the outside rim.

He walked to each of the six disks, and examined them in turn.  They
were all welded shut.  He had expected that: the way in wouldn't be
that obvious.

But there was a way.  Had to be.  Because Kate was down there.

At first her mind raced to escape.  The chair held her tight she could
hardly squirm but her mind bolted back and forth in the room, frantic.
It took in the computer monitor, the blurred column of numbers that
marked the machine's progress as it chewed inexorably toward the
combination that would kill her.

She saw those spewing numbers.

She was also aware of the terminals taped against her head.  They
seemed to press against her skull with immense force.  She knew this
must be her imagination, because he had only taped them against the
skin, but those tabs seemed to penetrate to her brain.

She wanted nothing more than to rip them out.  But the straps held her
arms: she felt those straps, too, cutting into her skin.

Her mind kept dodging from the racing numbers on the screen to the
terminals to the straps, frantic, driven by a great gnawing fear.

She did not want to die this way.  She did not want to die.  With all
the rest that was happening, she was hardly aware of the music.  She
craved Mozart, and these pieces were some of her favorites, but at this
moment the music was crowded out of her mind.

The music played on, regardless.  Almost directly above her, on the
other side of a thick ceiling of reinforced concrete, Ellis Hoile stood
in the raw air of the bay.

He had walked the perimeter of the concrete pad, looking for an
entrance, and had found nothing.

Once, years earlier, he had toured the small museum in the visitor's
center at the north end of the island.  He had seen a photo of the
missile battery, from the 1950s, when it was in use.

The six hatches in the concrete were portals for missiles.  The
missiles rested on hydraulic gantries that retracted into hardened
underground shelters for loading and for servicing.  The missiles were
transported into the underground shelter through a warehouse- sized
loading ramp to the surface: he knew this because he had found the ramp
a couple of minutes earlier, notched into the earth along one edge of
the pad, with a sunken driveway that led to the service road that
ringed the island.

But the entrance was blocked by fill dirt.  There had to be another way
in.  He decided to walk the perimeter again, moving beyond the edge of
the pad this time, searching for some feature that he had missed the
first time around.

The fog masked his footsteps and shut out the world.  The late
afternoon sun was a dim, amorphous glow to the west.

He walked, trying to keep the edge of the pad in sight, or else lose
his bearings.  This place was remote at any time; in fog the universe
seemed to contract to within a few feet of where he stood; he could
believe that he was alone in the world.

But he reminded himself that he was not alone: Kate was here, somewhere
close, and so was her captor.

He kept walking.  Down below, she saw her face in one of the two TVs
that fed off the camcorders.

She hadn't paid much attention to those pictures: they were
inconsequential, certainly unflattering, not anything she wanted to
dwell on at a time like this.

But now she caught her face, the tight shot.  She looked wild and
desperate.  It was an amazing sensation, she thought, to see her
emotions echoed so nakedly up there.

God, the camera seemed to look straight into her soul.  Up the computer
monitor, the column of six- digit numbers kept flying in a blur.

The music kept playing: second movement of the seventeenth, she noted
almost unconsciously, the way she would have glanced at a clock.  About
forty-five minutes gone now.

And her fear and desolation were splayed across the monitor.  All
preserved on tape, she reminded herself: he would watch this many
times, it had to be exactly what he wanted.

He was watching it now, she realized.  Of course.  When he left the
room he had left her awareness, replaced by the numbers, the terminals,
the impersonal and sudden death that lay in her way.

But he would have nothing else to occupy him.  He wouldn't want to miss
this.  That thought the idea that she was being watched, that she was
feeding his perversity, now and countless times in the future settled
over her.  She felt it softly embrace her frantic mind.

She relaxed.  She heard Mozart: a quiet passage, the piano seeming to
amble, leading the strings with hidden purpose.  She loved this
music.

She let it enter her.  Beautiful, beautiful music.  The fear left her
face.  The woman on the screen looked haggard, she thought, but no
longer demonized.

She realized that could not influence the moment of death that would
come whenever but she could make the moment her own.

Peace, she told herself.  Peace.  She looked directly into the camera.
She smiled.

The killer saw the change come over her.  He was seated in front of a
TV in the storeroom, watching the feed from the camcorders.  He could
switch between them at will, and later he would have the tapes from
both of them, but now he mostly watched the closeup shot.

It was exquisite, he thought.  This was one- of- a- kind material.  He
would watch those tapes for years: they would never get old.

I'm not into pain, he had told her, and in a narrow sense that was
true.  Pain, the physical sensation, did not move him.  It was much too
easy, a cheap thrill that anybody could achieve.

Why bother?  But there was another kind of pain, the agony of the mind.
You had to work for that, you had to be creative, but when you got it
right it was just as agonizing, just as torturous, as a knife twisted
in the belly.

And for about half an hour he sat at the TV and beheld the terror on
her face, so real you could touch it, and he thought that this time he
really did get it right; this could not be better.

Nothing held back, no artifice, no dissembling.  And then she changed.
He could see it happen.  The camera caught everything, and just as it
had captured her utter fear, it now showed her resignation.

He couldn't believe.  She was withdrawing.

She's going to spoil it all, he thought.  She was gathering herself in,
growing calm by the moment as he watched.

She was giving up.  She had surrendered, but she was not beaten.  "You
can't do that, he said, and he was astonished to find that he was
shouting it out loud.

She looked directly at the camera.  Her eyes met his through the lens
and the screen.  He hated this, but he couldn't turn away.

Her look was even, collected, almost unemotional.

Ruined, he thought.  Then she smiled.  A thin smile, slightly wan, but
unforced.  It was real.  And it was not for him: she was doing it for
herself, as if she knew a secret that she would never disclose, not to
him or to the camera, something that she was ready to carry with her to
the grave.

Then she closed her eyes, and she leaned her head against the backrest.
She was waiting to die.  He rose in a rage.  He told himself that he
should go in there, smash that secret smile.  Put the terror back in
her eyes.

But he stopped himself.  He realized that he was at the edge of
control, anger overcoming him, and he didn't like that.  That wasn't
him.  He couldn't let her do this to him.

He could scare her, he thought, shatter her composure.  But he could do
that anytime, to anyone.  What he wanted was the rare unconscious
purity of her terror.  But that was gone: a virgin condition, which
once lost could never be reclaimed.

He didn't want to look her in the eyes any more either.  It was
unsettling, what he had just seen in her, the way she had changed.  Bad
enough to witness it on camera.  He didn't want to confront it in the
flesh.

His watch told him that nearly an hour had passed since he strapped her
into the chair.  That number had to come up any time now every passing
second whittled away at her chances.

She was finished, he thought: a nice try that didn't quite work out.
Time to move on.

Besides, he had one more prospect, nearly in hand: there was still time
for somebody to die the right way tonight.

The TV showed that she hadn't changed her expression.  She still sat
with her head tilted back, her eyes closed, her breathing slow and
deep.

He walked out.  To his right, as he left the supply room, was the door
to a concrete well, where rungs ascended to the surface.

He climbed the rungs.  At the top was a steel panel, about two feet
square.  It was secured by a hefty padlock that he had fastened behind
him when he entered earlier this afternoon.

He reached for the ring of keys at his belt, his fingers found the
right one by feel, and he used the key to snap open the lock.

He pushed up the panel, and swung it open far enough that he could step
over the lip of the well.

He was out in the open, standing in fog.  This had been the emergency
exit of the missile battery: it was how he had first entered the place,
jimmying open a rusted old lock one night and climbing down, and he had
used it ever since.

The new padlock was his own.  He shut the panel now, lowering it flush
with the ground.  It was surrounded by brush, you would have to stumble
over it to know that it was there, so the chances of anyone wandering
by and finding it and then trying to open it were infinitesimal,
especially in this weather.  Still, he snapped the lock in place before
he walked off.  For he was always a careful man.

Ellis Hoile watched him walk away.  They were twenty, maybe thirty
yards apart, about at the limit of visibility in the fog.

For a moment Ellis Hoile thought about picking up a weapon a large
rock, a piece of wood, something to fill his hand and rushing him.  But
there was no weapon within reach, nothing even within sight.

He knew that it was a bad idea, anyway.  This guy was tall and broad
shouldered:

big.

More importantly, Ellis Hoile had never struck another living being. He
told himself that he would have no chance against someone who knew
violence and was ready to use it.

So he crouched and heard the snap that he knew had to be a lock, and he
watched the killer walk through the fog, down toward the water.  In a
moment the rasping sound of a two- stroke engine came up to film from
the beach.

An outboard motor.  The killer was leaving.  Ellis Hoile rose from his
crouch.  He could hear a little better, standing this way: and what he
heard was the receding noise of the engine working through the surf,
definitely outbound.

He would probably be heading for the sailboat, Ellis Hoile thought. And
in a minute or two, about long enough to reach the sailboat, the engine
cut off.

He's gone, Ellis Hoile thought.

And he was that close ... He wandered numbly over to where the killer
had appeared.  Even knowing the spot, he had to search for a minute
before he found the door.

The padlock was big and solid and very real.  So was the steel hatchway
that it guarded: Ellis Hoile tried it, to be sure.

That close ... Suddenly his head swiveled as he looked out toward the
beach, toward where the killer had disappeared.  He listened intently
for a moment, then looked for a place to hide.

Because he heard the sound of that outboard motor again.  And this time
it was definitely getting louder.

The killer had tied the Zodiac against the side of the sailboat.  He
went aboard, and brought back what he had come for: the blue duffle and
a small electric box fan from the cabin.

Because he liked to make the most of his trips, he also brought over
three jerry cans of gasoline, for the generator.  The jerry cans held
ten gallons each, more than seventy pounds, so he carried them out of
the cabin one at a time and he lashed them to the gunwales of the
Zodiac.

He cast off from the sailboat and gunned the outboard engine of the
Zodiac, and he headed in to shore.

He beached the inflatable, pulled it all the way in out of the water,
then unloaded the jerry cans and set them in the sand.

He carried one of the big cans, with the box fan and the duffle, up
from the beach.  He had to hunt briefly for the entrance: the fog
blanked everything.  He unsnapped the padlock and pulled back the steel
door, all the way, so that it fell completely open.

He carried the load down the stairs.  To his left, as he walked in, was
the supply room.  To his right was the door of the generator room; he
set the jerry can inside, against the wall.  He left the duffle and the
box fan out in the passageway between the two rooms, and he ducked into
the workshop long enough to see on the monitor that she was still
alive, still placidly awaiting death.

The music sounded loud with the entrance open, it would be audible
outside and he was about to go in and turn it off when it stopped on
its own.

One hour down.  She was on borrowed time now: the computer would have
tried and discarded more than half a million combinations by now.  She
had begun to flout probability.

And probability allowed only so much slack.  He went back up the steep
stairs, to the outside.  The fog seemed to have gotten even thicker
now, and the sunlight was falling.

He decided to leave the entrance open: he would be gone no more than a
minute, and the muffled pounding of the generator would guide him back
through the dimness.

He started back to the beach, one more trip.  The last few bars of the
Mozart were deceptive: the end was abrupt, if you didn't know what was
coming.

A light tripping of the piano, a quick give- and- take with the
strings, and it was over.

She was sorry to have it end.  She had never listened to music so
thoroughly as in the last few minutes.  It had never given her more
pleasure.

Now she had only silence, and the wait.  She felt the stirrings of
panic again.  Peace, she reminded herself.  Not long now ... The door
was open.  Ellis Hoile climbed into the well, down the iron rings,
toward the light and the sound of the generator.

He found himself at the end of a short passageway with four closed
doors.  Two were to the right, one of them obviously with the generator
behind it.  A third was to his left, and a heavy fire door faced at the
other end of the passage.

He didn't know how long the killer would be gone, but he guessed that
it would be seconds rather than minutes.  He walked up to the heavy
fire door, past the other three, and opened it.

Straight ahead, on the other side of a wire- mesh screen, was the steel
catwalk that he had seen in Stoma's game.

He had died there many times.  Beyond the end of the catwalk would be
the open shaft that had always crippled him if it did not kill him
outright.

To his right, a dark staircase descended to what he assumed was the
lower level.  He had died down there plenty of times, too.

He heard noise back in the passageway.  The upper entrance banging
shut.  Quickly he came back into the short passageway.  He opened the
nearest door, thinking that he would at least try to get behind the
killer, follow him to wherever Kate might be, and he stepped through
and closed the door behind him, softly.

Then he saw the room, what was in it.  The lights on stands, the
cameras on tripods, the back of the chair ...... and Kate's face on a
monitor, dead already was the thought that came to him, the grotesque
wires at her head, the stillness of her repose in that chair ... Now a
sound in the passage, footsteps stopping outside, the knob turning, the
door swinging open.

He stepped behind it.  The killer opened the door but did not pass the
threshold.  Ellis Hoile saw himself caught at the edge of one monitor,
a wide shot that showed him starting behind the door.

On the other monitor, Kate's eyes blinked open, expressionless but
alive.

Her eyes found him on the monitor: she could see him, he knew it; her
eyes were expressive, full of love and more... "Tick tock, said the
killer, 'bitch, and he pulled the door shut, hard.  He was gone.  In a
moment the fire door banged at the end of the passage.  "E, she said.
"My God, Kate.  "Help me, she said.  He was taking it in, the wires and
the straps and the streaming column of numbers that somehow seemed to
matter, too.

He tried to pull one of the wires loose, but found it covered by layers
of tape.  He found an end and began to unwind it, pulling it loose. Now
her composure was cracking, tears were in her eyes.

"Please help me, she said.

The killer carried the box fan and the duffle with him as he walked
down the long flight of stairs, then through the red door at the bottom
and then along the corridor at the lower level.

On the wall at the far end of the corridor, beyond the double doors,
was an air- vent.  He stood before it and unscrewed the vent- plate.

From the duffle he withdrew several greasy rags; he piled them inside
the air- duct.

Now he took out a canister of pepper spray: tear gas with a mix of
capsicum oil, a popular item for personal protection in these days of
rising crime rates.  He squirted it several times on the pile of rags
inside the vent, then he reached in and sparked a cigarette lighter,
and he ignited the rags.

They burned with a low, smoldering flame, throwing off clots of greasy
grey smoke that curled lazily up the duct.

That was how the air circulated, he knew: drawn from the lower level
here, up into the ducts above, and then out through a vent pipe.

He had already sealed off most of the outlet, choking it, leaving just
enough flow to draw sluggishly from the lower level.

The smoke eddied and climbed reluctantly up the duct.  The killer
plugged in the box fan and placed it inside the vent, blowing in, and
it chased the smoke up the ductwork.

Joyboy was up there, somewhere in the upper ducts.  The vents there
were sealed: all but the one where he had escaped, high up the shaft.
He would be seeking it out any time now, as soon as the first wisps of
smoke found him.

The pepper spray was nasty stuff.  It stuck to your skin and hair and
clothes.  Once the first few molecules got into your eyes, your
instinct was to wipe it away.  Which was always a mistake, because
inevitably you'd rub in more of it.

It stung tear ducts with the bite of many fire ants.  Quickly you would
wish to scratch out your eyes so as to be rid of the pain.

What it did in the throat and lungs was even more striking.  The open
vent was nearly forty feet above the floor.  The killer intended to
stand at the floor of the shaft, to wait for Joyboy.  See his reaction.
When the pepper spray got bad you would do anything to escape it.  You
would gladly leap forty feet for one breath of fresh air.

That ought to be good for a few laughs, he thought.

Even with the vents sealed, some of the smoke would find a way out of
the ducts.  The pepper spray was persistent: it would cling wherever it
settled, and would ruin the place for weeks.

But he didn't intend to return after tonight.  His sense of these
things told him that his margin of safety was being infringed, more
quickly than he had expected, and that the time had come to move on. In
a big way.

Suddenly the lights in the corridor dimmed.  The killer reached into
the bag for a flashlight he had expected the generator to bog down,
maybe quit, once the switch upstairs kicked in and watched as the
lights surged, then dimmed once more, and finally recovered.

Done, he thought.  The rising gas announced itself to Stephen Leviste
with fumes that seared the edges of his eyelids and raked his nose and
sinuses when he breathed.

He brushed his eyes with the back of a shirtsleeve; the effect was of
rubbing ground glass against his cornea.

He saw the smoke curl up the duct opening, and he understood what was
happening.

At once he began to back away from it, pushing forward as fast as his
arms and legs would propel him.  He saw the vent that opened to the
shaft, a rectangle of light in the darkness.  He stopped, gulped one
swallow of fresh air.

There was the maniac ... He retreated back into the duct and pushed on.
He was headed for the far end of the long duct down the corridor.  For
more than an hour now he had been aware of intermittent voices over
there, carrying along the aluminum duct; not just his tormentor but a
woman too, and now a second man.

He had tried to make out what they were saying, but all he got was the
tone of their voices, and that didn't tell him who they were or what
they were doing here.

He had been trying to decide what to do.  And the noxious cloud chasing
him along the ductwork had made up his mind.

He headed for the duct's last vent opening at that end sealed now, but
he would know it when he got there.  He was going to beg two strangers
for his life.

Just below the sealed vent opening, Ellis Hoile was tearing the second
wire away from his wife's scalp.

He tossed it to the concrete floor, beside the first one that he had
pulled away, and the mound of grey tape that he had unwound from her
head.  Then he opened the straps and pulled her from the chair.

He held her for a long moment.  And would have held her longer.  But
suddenly the stream of numbers froze on the computer monitor.  Huge
sparks exploded between the two bare terminals on the floor, and the
generator bogged, and the lights dimmed.  The black wires became two
writhing snakes, hissing and striking, until Ellis Hoile grabbed one
and pulled it away.

"What are we waiting for?  he said.  He took her by the hand and they
walked out into the short passage, left toward the concrete well and
the iron rungs to the surface.

Then a pounding rattled the duct overhead.  A prepubescent voice
yelled, "Let me out.  It came from behind a rectangle of thin
galvanized steel, what looked like a quick patch over the vent, held in
place by spot- welds at the corners.

Ellis Hoile slowed, and Kate did too.  "Get me out, the voice said,
shriller the second time.  And the beating on the duct became more
insistent.

Ellis Hoile stopped completely.  It was a kid, a child, and he was in
trouble.

Not only that, but what he wanted might be possible.  The patch didn't
seem very sturdy: it was thin gauge, which a heavy screwdriver might
bend, or even tear, if you could wedge it underneath.

Kate saw the same.  "In there, she said, 'he has some tools, and she
opened a door on the other side of the passageway, and pointed in.

At a glance, Ellis Hoile saw what he needed on a workbench in the
supply room: a thick- bladed screwdriver, a pair of snips.

"You go, he said, "I've got it, we'll be right behind you.  She started
up the steps inside the well.  Ellis Hoile rushed into the work room,
thinking of Kate stepping out into the fog, safe and untouchable.

He grabbed the screwdriver and the snips, stepped back out into the
passage ... "Let me out please let me out, the boy was yelling, near-
screaming, drumming the duct with what had to be hands and feet.

Ellis Hoile paused at the door and glanced upward, ready to see the
open sky at the top of the well, sweet freedom.

But there was no sky.  The door at the surface was still closed, and
Kate was still inside the well, standing at the top of the rungs.

"Go on, he yelled above the din that the kid raised, 'get out, he might
come back.  '

She moved aside to show him the padlock on the hatch.  "He'd better
come back, she said.  "He has the keys.  '

The killer listened to the racket that Joyboy made, his frantic clamor.
He moved back to the opening where the smoking rags still threw off the
fumes.  The sound carried even better here the duct was a sounding
board for the kicking and screaming.

The kid hadn't come back to the open vent in the shaft.  This surprised
the killer a little, but it didn't disappoint him.  Joyboy would seek
fresh air eventually; nobody could stand this assault for long.

He sprayed a stream from the canister again, directly into the air that
the fan was blowing.

Upstairs the kid was howling.  Oh yeah, he would be out here real soon
now.  And in the meantime, he was making such pleasant noise.

Ellis Hoile shoved the screwdriver's blade under the metal patch.  He
pushed upward on the handle, and the patch bent enough that he could
wriggle the jaws of the snips around it.

He cut it away.  On the other side of the vent was a child, weeping,
scared.  And not just weeping from fright, Ellis Hoile thought: smoke
and choking fumes were pushing out of the vent as soon as he cut the
patch away.

Two screws held the vent in place.  Ellis Hoile pulled out the front of
his shirt; he covered his mouth and his nose with it while he backed
out the screws.

Kate was there with a roll of duct tape as the boy kicked away the vent
screen.  Ellis Hoile wasn't sure that the kid could fit through the
opening, but he fell through, and Kate caught him, and Ellis Hoile
quickly slapped strips of tape across the vent to shut out the fumes.

For about a minute they all gasped and wheezed, the kid worst of all,
his chest heaving.

While his own eyes cleared, Ellis Hoile went into the room where he had
found the snips and the screwdriver.  He looked for something that
would force open a padlock.

Besides the food and supplies it was mostly electrical pieces.  A
soldering iron, a screwdriver, a can opener, and a twin- cell
flashlight that was hardly bigger than a fountain pen.

On a hook on the wall was a socket wrench, a big one, about a foot and
a half long.

He picked it up and hefted it.  It was an old tool: rusting, with a
deep one- inch socket on the end.

You could hurt somebody with it.  If you surprised him.  If your target
didn't move, didn't fight back.  Before long, he thought, he would be
defending himself and Kate and the boy with nothing but the wrench.

Not much, but it was all they had.  Then he thought: that's not exactly
true.  They had the brut est of all brute forces, if he could make it
work.

He came out to the passageway and said to the boy: "Where is he?  The
boy gagged and hacked and said, "Downstairs.  Ellis Hoile opened the
door to the generator room.  A quick look around: the wires that he had
pulled from Kate's head ran to a switch with an electric actuator.  But
you could throw the switch by hand, too.

Two big buttons on a control box would stop the generator, or kick it
over with a batteryoperated starter.  He threw down the wrench on the
floor of the short passageway.  Wouldn't be needing it after all.

The killer knew that something wasn't right.  It had to be at least
five minutes since Joyboy's pounding and shouting in the duct had
ceased.  He hadn't reappeared at the open vent at the top of the
shaft.

The gas and smoke weren't thick enough to make him pass out: by now he
should be in agony, yelling and screaming.  Most of all, he should be
at the open vent, trying to find fresh air.

He walked from the bottom of the shaft, to the vent where he had set
the fire, and found that it was still smoldering, throwing off smoke
that the fan was pushing up the duct.  So that wasn't the problem.

He heard a noise the swinging of the red door at the far end of the
huge room and he turned toward the sound.

The boy stood in the open door.  Joyboy was not supposed to be there.
He was not supposed to be on the other side of that wall.

At once the killer started toward him at a quick walk.  Joyboy didn't
move.  The killer kept coming, straight for him.  Halfway across the
broad floor, he broke into a lope, straight toward the open red door
and the boy who was standing in it.

A single loud word echoed down the long staircase on the other side of
that door.

"Now.  '

Spoken by the woman he had left for dead.  The boy turned and ran back
the way he had come, up the staircase, the door banging shut behind
him.

And then the lights went out in the vast room.  The killer stopped for
a moment.  He stood in the darkness, trying to push past the surprise,
gathering himself up.

Then he turned back the way he had come, shuffling in the darkness
toward the duct opening where he had built the smoky fire.  He felt his
way along the way until his legs brushed the duffle.

He opened it and found the flashlight that he had stowed there.  He
picked it up and turned on the switch.

Better.  He reminded himself that the boy and the woman could go
nowhere.  They could do no real harm.  Something had gone awry up
there, but he was still in control.

And now the killer reached into the duffle and withdrew the same
machete that he had held a few hours earlier he hadn't expected to use
it again so soon.

He started back across the floor one more time, headed for the red
door, with the flashlight in his left hand, the machete in his right,
and a deep rage blooming and building within him.

Stephen Leviste ran up the stairs, toward the glare of the flashlight
that Kate Lavin was pointing down toward him.  She was waiting for him
at the top of the landing, holding open the big fire door that led into
the passageway.  He ran through and she followed him, down the passage,
past the killing room and the generator room and the store room, into
the concrete well where only the padlocked steel hatch stood between
them and the world.

Just as Ellis Hoile had told them to do, Stephen Leviste stripped off
his sweatshirt, and Kate rolled it up and tried to stuff it against the
short gap at the bottom of the door.

The killer was almost two minutes behind them when he reached the red
door at the bottom of the long stairs.

He found the key on his ring, unlocked the door, and started up.  Ellis
Hoile picked up the two black cables that he had removed from Kate's
head.  He began to straighten them on the floor of the killing room,
laying them out until they reached into the passageway.

Here the organic stink of propane gas was thick in the air, and growing
thicker.  It hissed from the tank that Ellis Hoile had carried from the
store room and placed in the passageway with its valve wide open,
frantically emptying itself.

While the gas hissed behind him, Ellis Hoile arranged the cables on the
concrete floor, laying them out with the metal terminals no more than a
finger's width apart.

The killer reached the landing at the top of the long staircase.  His
eyes watered and his sinuses instantly clogged: some of the fumes had
escaped up here.

He opened the fire door and stepped into the passage.  His flashlight
probed the darkness.  It caught the movement of someone shutting the
door to the generator room.

That distracted him for a moment.  And the smoky fumes in his nose and
throat masked the smell of propane gas.

But after a second or two he did hear the hissing.  His flashlight
swept toward the sound.  Its beam caught the propane tank, and beside
it the two cables and their terminals.

At that instant, Ellis Hoile having shut the door behind him was
turning to the control box in the generator room.

Without a pause he slammed down the large starter button.  The
generator's engine needed about a second to turn over and surge
alive.

In the passageway, the killer was turning, dropping his machete,
throwing up his arm to shield his face from what he knew was coming
next.

Great sparks leapt in the darkness, bright as lightning at midnight.
Lightning followed by a thunderclap.

Stillness followed the explosion.  Kate Lavin, in the exit well, knew
that it must be over.  But she hesitated to go out.  The boy, though,
grabbed the flashlight from her hands, bounced up and opened the door,
and she followed him.

The passageway was dark, the generator shut down again.  Ellis had
emerged, and was reaching in to turn the valve on the propane tank,
stepping past Jon Wreggett's fallen body to do it.

The killer was facedown and motionless.  In the beam of the flashlight
that the boy held, she could see that the hair had vanished from one
side of his scalp, the exposed skin a shocking scarlet, liquid and
dirty.

Ellis squatted near the body.  "Is he dead?  Kate said.  Ellis Hoile
didn't answer at first.  His hands were at Jon's waist, probing.  His
face was troubled.  Poor Ellis, she thought, trying to be tough but not
quite pulling it off: he didn't like hurting people.  Not even this
one.

He came up with a ring of keys.  "Don't know, he said.  "Let's go.  He
led them into the well, and was first up the rungs.  He snapped open
the padlock, jerked it free, and pushed open the door.

He pulled them up, the boy first and then Kate, out of the well and
into the fog.

Then he banged the door down, and he fastened the padlock in place
again, locking the door, snapping it shut with a sound that seemed as
final as death itself.

Lee Wade was at his desk, writing a report.  When the phone rang he
answered it himself.

It was Ellis Hoile, or the recorded voice of Ellis Hoile, with whom you
had to make such distinctions.  Lee Wade listened to the message, and
when the message ended and repeated itself, he listened to it again.

Then he went to a wall map of the city.  He discovered that the south
end of Angel Island, where Ellis Hoile said he and the killer would be,
was actually within the northwest boundaries of the San Francisco city
limits: he never would have guessed.

There was fog outside his window.  When the fog reached Bryant Street
you could count on the bay itself being zero visibility, so he didn't
even think about a helicopter.

The Harbor Patrol station was down at Fisherman's Wharf.  He called
down and found that they had a boat at the dock, and he went out the
door.

They sat huddled on the top of the concrete pad, Ellis and Kate and
Stephen Leviste.

The sun was setting.  In heavy fog like this you never noticed the sun
until it was gone.

They were cold and tired.  They had been out here for more than half an
hour.

Ellis Hoile looked at his watch.  "The call just went through, he said.
"They'll be here, hang on.  And they waited.

*

Down in the concrete bowels, the killer rolled over, and sat up with an
effort of immense will and energy.

His body wanted to be still, but his mind was goading him to move.  Act
while he still could.

Had to get to the supply room, he thought.  What he needed the first
and most important item was in there.

He was about to pick himself off the floor, walk into the supply room,
when his hand reached out and touched the big socket wrench that Ellis
Hoile had dropped there.

He wrapped his fingers around it, feeling a sense of wonder.  It wasn't
in the other room after all: what he needed first and most was right
here.

One little surprise after another today.  The Harbor Patrol boat was
about halfway across the bay when Lee Wade noticed that the fog was
starting to clear.

It worked that way, sometimes: it would surge in and linger for a
couple of hours, then retreat.

It wasn't gone yet, but it was thin enough that Lee Wade could see the
spit at the south end of the island when they got to within about fifty
yards.

The Harbor Patrol officer driving the boat blew horns and a siren. That
brought Ellis Hoile up to the lip of the spit, waving his arms. The
driver steered the boat in close: it was a Boston Whaler, shallow
draft.  Lee Wade grabbed the Remington 12gauge that he had brought
along, and he jumped down into the surf and waded ashore.

Ellis Hoile led him up to the concrete pad, telling him what had
happened, and then they were standing at the ground- level door, and
Ellis Hoile was opening the padlock.

"He's in here, Ellis Hoile said.  "Bottom of this hole, through the
door, the end of this short corridor: you can't miss him.  '

Lee Wade went down with the flashlight and the shotgun.  Here was the
door, through the door was this short corridor.

But there was no body.  Three different rooms opened off the short
corridor, and Lee Wade found no body in any of them, either.  The
Harbor Patrol officer joined him down there.  So did Ellis Hoile, who
turned on the generator to give them light, and who kept saying, "He
must be here, he has got to be here.  '

The three of them began to explore.  On the lower level, near the
bottom of the long staircase, they found a big grate that had been
pulled out of the floor and pushed aside.

Beside the opening was a big socket wrench that somebody had used to
remove four heavy bolts that had held the grate to the floor.

Lee Wade lowered himself into the opening that the grate had protected.
He found himself in a storm drain.  It made sense, when you thought
about it.  Being underground this way, the place would need a big
drain, or else fill with water.

The pipe was big enough that he could crawl on hands and knees.  He
couldn't handle the Remington down here, so he pulled his service
revolver and started down the pipe.

He hated this.  But the pipe was empty.  He crawled a while longer and
saw that it was empty all the way to the end, because he could see the
dark blue disk of the outlet, nothing blocking the way between it and
him.

And now he was at the end of the pipe, and he was looking out at a
sight that Stephen Leviste would have recognized right away: it was the
winning screen that you saw when you finally won TRY_ ME.

Lee Wade was looking out at the mouth of Richardson Bay, clear across
to Sausalito, and the Marin headlands, and, most striking of all, the
big vermilion bridge across the Golden Gate.

The fog was still thick out in the ocean, but around the bridge itself
it was wispy enough that you could see the lights on the towers and the
cables, and the headlights working their way across the deck.

Ellis Hoile had followed him down.  "He must be in his sailboat, Ellis
Hoile said from behind him.  And Lee Wade, looking out across the
water, all the way to Sausalito, said, "What sailboat?  '

It was out in the open sea now, through the choppy entrance of the
Gate, headed west.

Here the fog was as thick as ever; out here it stayed that way for days
sometimes.

The radar screen at the helm showed nothing.  The skipper told himself
that before the night was over he would be out of shipping lanes, and
he could sleep.

The boat plowed on, cutting through fog, covering distance: a handsome
ketch- rigged craft made for long ocean voyages, with the name
SANCTUARY in modest lettering across the stern.