ArfONG the lands east of the Herdyun Sea, the greatest in size s Rhadaz; so vast the distances between its borders that a man astride the swiftest mare could not cross from the coastal marshes of Dro Pent to the mountain-locked dells of Fahlia in the southeast in fewer than six days. So vast and unwieldy Rhadaz, with all its varied lands and peoples, that the great- great-great-grandfather of the present Emperor, Shesseran IX, divided Rhadaz into nine Duchies and gave control of these smaller kingdoms to his nine nearest friends, who founded the Nine Households from which the Dukedoms all descend to this day. Shesseran IX of course continued to take his taxes and such other levies of goods and men as necessary; the Dukes were accountable to him for following Rhadazi customs, for keeping the fests and holy days, for maintaining the standards set by the Emperor. But Shesseran left actual governing in the hands of his friends. He sent no special auditors, observers or spies to watch openly or in secret. He kept strict control thereafter of only his own massive estates and the surrounding game preserves com- posing the Duchy of Andar Perigha—and, of course, his capital city and chief port, Podhru. Shesseran IX was widely criticized for having entrusted so much of Rhadaz to mere friends and not kindred—but he was a shrewd man and knew not only who was most loyal to him, but how to secure that loyalty: All Rhadaz prospered under the Duchy system, from the merchants of Sikkre to the Zeiharri woodcrafters, even to the meanest herders and nomad tribes of outermost Dro Pent and Holmaddan and Genna. In Shesseran XI's time, the Duchies were reconfirmed to the descendants of the original nine friends, and the inheritance con- 2 RU EM6RSON firmed bloodline. The Emperor preserved his right to interfere in the internal workings of those Duchies but the grandson of Shesseran IX interfered even less in Duchy business than had his grandsire. He had, after all, more than enough matters to occupy his time and talents just managing his estates and pre- serves. And Podhru had become the richest and greatest trading port anywhere on the eastern seaboard. Shesseran XTV— Shesseran the Golden—inherited wealth and power greater than that of all his forebears together. More im- portantly, he had his forefathers' shrewd understanding of trade and the increasingly complex politics inherent to the Herdyun Sea trade routes, and the patience to deal with them. It is held that Shesseran XIV made only two serious errors in judgment during his long reign, and those were near its end, when ill health and age began to increasingly influence his de- cisions. He had turned recently to religion, spending increasing amounts of time and vast sums of money on festivals and galas for Podhru's motley blend of gods—perhaps hoping they could cure his ills on earth, or possibly to ensure his welcome beyond it. He left negotiations for trading pacts to his advisors so he would have more time for the artists, poets and musicians who cluttered his court; for celebrations and plays. He no longer hunted, but pursued a lifelong interest in the breeding of game and the tame herds on his estates. This left little time for any- thing outside Andar Perigha, but then, Shesseran the Golden cared for little outside his city, his household and his preserves, particularly so long as everything outside that worid functioned quietly and well. He maintained the trust of his many-times great-grandfather in his Dukes, but with less cause. The men who ruled the nine little kingdoms no longer held immediate gratitude to the Em- peror for what had so long been theirs, and their primary con- cerns were their own well-being, their own households and families, their own pockets. And there was not one of them who did not know how great the cause would need to be for Shes- seran to interfere in Duchy matters. The Emperor's second error was held to be his relaxation of the five-hundred-year-old prohibition against Hell-Light and its Light-Shaping Triads. Shesseran had not intentionally permitted the return of Shapers, even though it had been so many years since the rise of Hell-Light and the resulting civil war. Some- how, Shapers had been included among other priests when the WE CALLINQ OF T:HE FHREE 3 bill was presented to the Emperor, listing religions and cults that would no longer be actively persecuted. It seemed unnecessary to fret over Hell-Light, after so many hundreds of years: Shapers were few, Triads extremely rare. But several major trading families and at least two nobles breathed relieved sighs that they would no longer need to hide household magicians who touched on Hell-Light. Certain nobles, however, kept Triads and prudently kept them still secret. One never knew. after all. It is also held that Shesseran the Golden suffered only three reversals of tuck in his fortune-blessed reign. The first was the invasion of Podhru Harbor by Lasanach raiders and the simul- taneous attack on distant, northern Dro Pent that cut its trade lines with the Gyn Hort nomads; the second, that two Lasanachi died suddenly and woundless within Dro Pent walls. The plague they carried decimated six-tenths of the townspeople. Worse still: Even after the Empiric Navy and a rough fleet of Bezjerian cargo ships routed the Lasanachi, the Gyn Hort were no longer on terms of trust with Dro Pent, a link not repaired for nearly a generation. The third event was not as readily linked to the Emperor, not, until long after. In the year 770, nineteen years before the in- vasion of Podhru Harbor and fifty leagues due north in the deep- est forests ofZelharri, Duke Amami-'s horse went suddenly wild during a hunt and threw his master. The Duke fell full into a previously undiscovered pool of Hell-Light and wasted away over the next four days. When he died the pool was visible day or night and Amami was no longer even recognizable as a man. He was survived by his widow Lizelle and their two young chil- dren, the nera-Duke Aletto and the sin-Duchess Lialta. and mourned by al] his Duchy. That number included his younger brother Jadek. who had ridden to the hunt with him, had pulled him from the Hell-Light without consideration of the personal risk. He had remained by his brother's bed most of the Duke's last days and appeared at the funeral in deepest mourning. His escort of fifty armsmen also wore mourning bands. Once Duke Amami was sealed in his stone cairn, however, young Lord Jadek showed no signs of returning to the lands granted the Duke's younger son, nor of sending his armsmen away. Two days after the funeral, he announced his betrothal to the Duchess Lizelle—to help her, he said earnestly, with the enormous tasks of governing the Duchy until Aletto should come of age. 4 RU EM6RSON Like his brother, Jadek was handsome, easygoing, comfort- able with other nobles and his householdmen alike. Unlike his brother, Jadek was not greatly loved, though few people could find any reason why they did not like him. A set to his mouth, or the flat way his eyes fixed on them, perhaps. The betrothal raised heavy suspicion of Jadek's motives and rumor was rife throughout Zeiharri. But there was no specific wrong thing to point to. Lizelle herself had appeared with "him: pale, quiet and clad in deep red mourning. But she made no protest at any time, then or after the wedding, which Jadek held at the beginning of Gourding-Month, a mere nine days later. Suspicion remained high thereafter, though most common men and women had the wit to voice such suspicions in whispers, if at all. Particularly when it became clear that men who spoke louder now and again vanished. And men who had served Duke Amami—his closest friends and highest-ranked householdmen— left Duke's Fort. Most of those left the Duchy entirely. Merchant families complained of new competition or restructured taxes and fees, and moved away—many to neighboring Sikkre with its sprawling market at the center of four trade-roads; others to coastal Bezjeriad, which increasingly rivaled the Emperor's port city for traffic. Emperor Shesseran knew within hours of Amami's death, and of Jadek's actions after, for Zeiharri bordered the northern edge of his Andar Perighan estates. But so long as Jadek paid the Duchy's semiannual taxes and sent the proper number of arms- trained men on request, he did nothing. And Jadek, knowing the Emperor would not interfere without greater cause than a dreadful accident and a hasty marriage, was much too clever to make any overt move to supplant nera-Duke Aletto. After all, he knew there was no need while Aletto was still a green boy and so barred from ruling. Until the nera-Duke passed his twenty-fifth birthday, Jadek was for all practical purposes Duke. Even after that date passed, there had been excuses, ways to keep wealth and power, ways that did not involve a frontal attack. Particularly if one took into account all factors, including Aletto's physical condition. There was also Lizelle, of course; she had been still young, and she had already borne healthy children. There could have been an heir for Jadek—a boy who would not be next in the succession but would have a foot in the door. Unfortunately for Jadek, Lizelle irritatingly never quickened. And so, Jadek waited, and planned, until the Spring of the WE CALLINQ OF FHE CTREE 5 Emperor's Blossom-Month Fest—Fifth Month, Sixth Day of the year 789. The numbers would not fall in such a pattern again for more than a hundred years and a full moon-season of secular and religious festivals were being set. While Shesseran XIV was so deeply involved in planning and rehearsing the Fest, the man who had taken his brother's wife and her right of interim rule moved to consolidate the rest of the Duchy. His Duchy. I SIN-DUCHESS Lialla had eaten bread spread with a sweetened apple mash in the small courtyard, rather than face a midday meal at the family table. It wasn't enough food and she would be hungry again by late afternoon, but that was small price to pay for avoiding her uncle and the general unpleasantness be- tween him and her mother, the undercurrents to conversation. Not that hiding had helped this particular afternoon, not entirely. She pulled the black scarf higher on the back of her neck, shiv- ered as she left the sunny little garden and hurried along the shadowed walkway. It ran like a hall between the public and private portions of Duke's Fort; chill wind flowed its length win- ter and summer. She turned left at the third opening, crossed a darkened and empty room. A narrow staircase built into the thick stone wall, seldom used except by herself and her mother's woman—the Night-Thread Wielder Merrida—was illuminated by a finger of daylight from somewhere high above. She climbed carefully; the steps did not have a uniform rise and they were all just enough too tall that it was impossible to adjust to them. They passed by the second floor without egress and came out in the middle of an equally small room on the third and uppermost floor of the family apartments. There were no windows in this chamber, no lamps. A small fire was kept burning in the grate near the door, giving just enough illumination for the young woman to find her way across. Merrida's doing, that fire. A servant of her own saw to it, saw that it was never allowed to die out entirely. Merrida's books- ancient clay tablets, some of them, or rolled hide, pulped reed or wood—were hidden in this room, hidden behind a maze of X:HE CALL1NQ OF T:HE FHREE 7 Thread that kept the chamber beneath Jadek's notice. He passed it at least once a day, on his way from his and Lizelle's apart- ments to the lower halls. He hadn't paid it the least heed in years. Lialla scrubbed the back of her hand across her lips. The apples had been mealy-soft and too sweet before the cooks mashed and honeyed them; the mess on her bread had left her mouth feeling coated, her lips and fingers sticky even though she'd dipped them in the fountain before coming away. Her palms were damp, but that had nothing to do with the food. Jadek had sent her a summons, sending one of his men to her small, sunny sanctum. One of his grubby, hulking men, all creaking smelly leather and cold steel blades. He'd watched her with black, intent eyes; his fingers had actually tried to touch hers when she took the folded paper from him. She wouldn't go back to that patio again, not soon—not alone. Not with that to remember it by. The message itself was courteously phrased, but an order all the same: '*! would speak with you on the subject of your future, Daughter. If it is not inconvenient, your mother and I will be in my accounting room at third hour." Not inconvenient, Lialla thought as she slipped past the heavy door and hurried down the hall to her small suite—two rooms and a privy. And if I said it was, what would he do then? She-wasn't certain she wanted the answer to that question. Jadek had never actually used force against her. But his voice could flay her; he knew every least insecurity and played upon it. She'd cringed under his voice for years. And violence—she knew he was capable of it; he'd let her see how capable more than once, against servants, or commons. People who couldn't hit back. People like herself. It didn't matter, though, that last. His voice would be enough. If she didn't come, she wouldn't hear the end of it for days. • The halls were empty at this hour. Servants would be eating or airing curtains and bedding on this first warm day in so many; they'd welcome the opportunity to stay outdoors as long as pos- sible. Lizelle seldom left her private rooms unless Jadek required her presence at a formal dinner or at council. Merrida often slept at this hour. And Aletto—gods. Lialla slipped into her rooms and pressed the door shut behind her. Aletto was nearly as much a recluse of late as their mother. Perhaps more, and with more cause. Three years past the time to claim his rights' Jadek gave such smooth excuses to postpone the ceremony, Aletto couldn't counter him, and Lialla knew how 8 RU EMGRSON that angered and frustrated him. Besides, his limp was more pronounced during the damp spring months; with nothing else to occupy his time, he had begun hiding behind his door, drink- ing until both the physical pain and the emotional were tempo- rarily dulled. Lialla slid the bar across her door from habit. It had been there as long as she could remember; she'd only begun to use it the past year or so. Jadek's armsmen, some of them, walked" the halls of the family apartments. And Jadek himself—now and again he stopped on his way to Lizelle, to tap on her door. To talk, he said, or to ask a question. . . . She didn't think anything certain; she didn't let herself go so far as that. She set the bar in place whenever she was in her rooms. It was warmer here. Sun pooled on the floor by her bed, and with the windows closed the room was rather stuffy. But when she pushed one ajar, a chill breeze blew across her face and the backs of her hands; she shivered, and shut it again. It was a nice room, alt light wood and whitewash, low- ceilinged enough to be easily warmed in winter. The glass was truly ancient, thick and bubbled in places; it gave her a headache to look out for long across the main courtyard, the horsebams, the outer curtain of the fort. There was little to see out there, anyway; a few of Jadek's men on the walls of the curtain, one or two in the yard and now and again a horse. Horse. She sighed. She wasn't permitted to ride in winter or bad weather. Even now that it had turned nice, Jadek hadn't issued new orders. If he was in a decent mood, perhaps she'd ask him this afternoon. Winter and its close confinement left her cross; inaction made her feel loggy, bloated and soft. Her bedding was faded with age, the carpets frayed and patched. Jadek would doubtless have given her better if she'd asked. She didn't care enough to bother. Her clothing was in no better shape, but she cared even less for her appearance. There had been no suitors in three years, none she'd accept before that. Men like her lather were rare, men like Jadek all too common, from what she'd seen. She wouldn't grow old earty like her mother, a faint look of drawn suffering pinching her cheeks, her eyes all wary, sidelong looks. She had more important things to do with her life. Jadek had made no objection at all to her summary rejection of applicants for her hand; Lialla suspected he would rather keep her dowry to himself. But she couldn't leave: She was all Aletto had to keep him from drinking himself to death, even though l:HE CALL1NQ OF ^HE WREE 9 her influence over him was almost nonexistent nowadays. It was still greater than Lizelle's. Her mother hardly bothered any more. But that was another thing: Lizelle needed her, too. She couldn't just abandon her mother. Lizelle had Merrida, of course: 'Merrida had been with her forever. And that, of course, was a thing at least as important as any other: Merrida. Merrida had taught Lizelle to Wield, and Lialla suspected it was Night-Thread magic that kept Jadek sonless. She herself was a black-sashed initiate, Merrida's pupil. One day she'd be a full-fledged Wielder, and then—oh, then! Jadek would learn, he'd pay for everything, and she'd— She turned that thought off. Merrida had warned her never to plan such things in advance. "Vengeance is better when you don't try to work it out too long beforehand—for the satisfaction as much as for the spell. But it's foolish to let such thoughts fill you: They interfere with other things, and Jadek may have his own ways of knowing them. Better, isn't it, to catch him un- aware?" "As if he doesn't know how deeply I loathe him," Lialla mumbled bitterly. She turned her back on the sun and dug into the chest where her clothes were stored. An initiate Wielder traditionally wore plain black. Lialla had two changes of such blacks, the baggy trous worn over knee- length leggins and bound at the ankle with thin, charcoal gray cord only slightly paler than the .rusty and faded black. A thin, body-hugging, sleeved and high-necked shirt of tight, smooth weave tucked into the trous; a sleeveless, shapeless overshirt was caught at the hips with a wide sash. Her sash was black, Mer- rida's pale lemon yellow. Her mother's, kept in Merrida's firelit room with the blacks she hadn't worn since her husband's death, was deep orange. There were two ranks above Memda's, but according to the old woman, no one in all Rhadaz had wrapped his blacks or her blacks in either silver or white since Hell-Light was confined to pools and the Triads unmade or driven into hiding. It was a practical garb for riding, walking, some sort of stren- uous activity, or long hours in the dark and chill of the night, manipulating Threads. It was not designed to be attractive, bun- dling the body into shapelessness as it did, and black did not suit Lialla. It muffled the red in her dark brown hair and made her look sallow, too thin, and alarmingly young. Lialla was un- aware of that, and would not have cared if she knew. She tucked 10 RU EM6RSON Jadek's message in her sash, shoved her feet into short black boots, and went down to see what Jadek wanted. ALETTO'S door was closed; a small stack of used dishes sat be- side it, next to a bowl of congealing soup. Small flies hovered in a cloud over a dish of sliced fruit. Lialla closed her eyes briefly, hesitated, brought her fist up. After a moment, she let it fall to her side, stepped back and went on down the hall. ' THE man who opened the door to her was middle-aged and broad-shouldered. Grizzled brown hair ringed a sunburned and freckled pate. He was unfamiliar to her; his livery was similar to that worn by Jadek's personal servants, vaguely unsettling. He stepped aside, let her in, pulled the door to behind her and re- mained beside it- Lialla cast him another glance, sidelong from under her lashes. A red silhouette of a hunting dog on the sleeve. Carolcm. Carolan was at Duke's Fort. She kept her face utterly still as she stepped into the spacious room that had been her father's library, and that Jadek called his accounting room. She saw her mother first, a too-slender figure seated near tall, mullioned windows that cast bars of shadow across her pale blue skirts. Behind her mother's chair, Merrida stood, so still she might have been part of the fabric of curtains or the chair; she wore black, but not Wielder black. Merrida's eyes held hers briefly; her fingers shifted along the side of the chair, index fingers overlapping for the least instant, then slip- ping back out of sight. Lizelle's hands were neatly folded in her lap, thumbs joined. Caution. Danger. They were warning her. Lialla knew that much already, though. One cause for it sat at the long table, polished wood stretching to either side of him. Jadek had scarcely aged at all in the years he'd held Duke's Fort: Even with full sun on his face, there were no lines save faint ones around his eyes; his dark hair was as thick as ever, and only a few pale hairs marred it. He was clean-shaven, though, and had been since his mustache began coming in a mix of red and silver. His smile was still wide, and he had all his teeth. The smile went no higher than his teeth; his eyes were very pale blue, ringed with darker blue, and as chilly as a hunting bird's. Lialla inclined her head in a dutiful child's greeting, then waited for him to speak first. She would not let herself look at the man who stood behind Jadek's chair: Carolan, Jadek's disgusting, horrible cousin, was WE CALLINQ OF •CHE FHREE II smiling the way he no doubt had practiced before a mirror, and trying to catch her eye. "Daughter, thank you for coming." Jadek's prepared little speech brought her eyes up to his face. He was going to be particularly slow at coming to his point this afternoon, she could tell already. And the point was already dreadfully clear, with Carolan in his best and least soiled garb—pale lavender velvet, an ocean of purple edged in gold thread; a broad, sequined sash crossed one shoulder and came back across his enormous belly. Carolan, whose exploits among the paid women of Sikkre's mar- kets had even reached her carefully sheltered ears. It took what seemed hours: Lialla managed somehow not to fidget when Jadek spoke of her age, her station, her rank. She bit the comers of her mouth not to either interrupt or shout with laughter when Jadek began to list Carolan's virtues—a long list of very invented virtues. Her uncle's color was becoming high; try to speak now and he'd lose his temper. As she now stood, she couldn't see her mother without turning her head, but she could almost touch Lizelle's tension. But Jadek was finishing up his speech. "And so, my cousin Carolan has come to me, to ask your hand. What say you, daughter?" Lialla drew a deep breath, cast a swift glance at the smirking creature behind the chair. "I thank him for the honor. But I must decline it." Carolan stirred and would have spoken; Jadek held up a hand. "It's an honorable offer, Lialla," he said reasonably. "You are at an age where you will not receive many more of them." "I do not wish to marry. My thanks for your concern and for your cousin's request, but no." Silence. She drew another deep breath and used it to steady her voice. "It is my right." Jadek leaned back in his chair and crossed his legs. "Not if the succession is in question. And it may be. Your mother and I have no children of my blood—" "But Aletto—!" The words were out, her voice sounding high and frightened. She bit her lip, swallowed the rest. Jadek gazed at her with that lack of expression that knotted her stomach. His eyes had gone even colder. "Aletto has not—has not been well for some time, as you know. And his infirmity may well preclude him from the suc- cession." "But he's not really ill, you know that! Not any more! He's only—" 12 RU EM€RSON "Are you contradicting me, Lialla?" Silence. Then Jadek slammed both palms on the table with a crack that echoed. Lialla flinched; Jadek's voice was suddenly a bellow, hammering into her. "How dare you interrupt me? How dare you gainsay me? When did your brother last teave his rooms?" Aletto—he'd put Aletto's rights aside entirely! Fear vanished; Lialla's temper flared. "I always knew you'd steal his birthright! You couldn't wait to take Mother after Father died, couldn't wait to take Duke's Port for your own. and you won't give it up now, will you?" Jadek caught hold of her sleeve and yanked her across the table, off her feet; his free hand cracked across her face. The room blurred, and she blinked tears aside furiously. "Aletto is a drunk and a cripple," Jadek said flatly. "Is that what you want me to say? Should I let your father's Duchy—my brother's birth- right, you wretched girt!—fall to ruin at the hands of an incom- petent, limping, winebibber?" Because you made him a drunk, she thought defiantly, but the words wouldn't come. Her knees were trembling so much that he must have felt the tremor through the hand that gripped her elbow. "Well, Lialla?" Jadek's voice rang through her; he brought his hand up again and she shrank away from him. He lowered it, gazed at her in silence for some moments, then let go of her arm and resumed his seat. "You shouldn't anger me like that, Lialla. It grieves me to hurt you." She kept her eyes on the floor before her feet and tried to keep tears behind her eyelids. He'd never hit her before; and to strike her in front of her mother, her tutor—in front of Carolan. "I know your intentions and your desires, Lialla." Jadek offered her a smile; his eyes were still cold. Lialla glanced at him, away again. "These aren't the best of times for them. And it's not natural, what you want. Magic," he said, and laughed a little. "It's not safe, dabbling in the unknown. Some- thing terrible might happen to you. Besides, rumor has it the Emperor may again restrict such things, once his Festival is past, and he has time to devote to the matter." Not Night-Thread magic^ Lialla thought dully. "I don't say," Jadek went on quietly, "that Aletto might not take his rightful place and rule for his fall years. I hope that he will; I love the boy as much as I love you, Lialla. But if anything happens to him, there is no immediate heir but you—that is to say, of course, a son of yours." Silence. He was waiting for her to speak; she still couldn't trust her voice. Merrida, her mother- she could see them from under her lashes. They might as well WE CALL1NQ OF TTHE t:HREE have been statues. No help at all, not from them. You could say something! she thought miserably. Jadek was still speaking; she'd missed a few words. "You've turned down Dahven in Sikkre— he's wild, admittedly, but still a proper mate for a noblewoman. Ybu refused both the heir and his younger brother in Bezjeriad. Of course, the heir has no interests at all save that curious Hol- maddian religion and they say he's gone quite gaunt from all the fasting. And there were rumors about the brother and other young men—well, but that's all beside the point." Silence again, and this time he was watching her, visibly waiting. Growing angry at her stubborn refusal to speak. "Rhadazi women are allowed to choose not to marry," she said finally; her voice was low and flat, utterly expressionless. She sounded sullen to her own ears, and that wasn't good; Jadek wouldn't want to hear that. "Rhadazi common women are permitted choice," Jadek cor- rected her gently. "Duke's daughters are allowed that right only when there is no succession difficulty. Even your own father, Lialla, would have been quite angry if you'd chosen a common soldier or a stableboy for your husband. I 'm sure he'd never have approved your playing with magic, and he'd never have let you substitute it for a husband and children." She shook her head. "I can't—I need time to decide." "No. You have had years, more time than you should have been permitted. My cousin Carolan has made you an honorable offer, and he is waiting for an answer.'' "But I already told you I can't-—" Jadek rose; Lialla took an involuntary step back from the ta- ble. Her uncle's face was flushed, his lips compressed into a tight line. "That was an unacceptable answer, Lialla." His eyes, all pupil, fixed on hers. "I suggest you try again. Right now." She opened her mouth, closed it again as no sound came. Jadek's eyes terrified her, but she was more afraid to look away from him. A heavy blow on the door pulled his black glance away from her. Cardan's man reached for the latch and the door slammed back, knocking him sideways into the wall. He sat on the floor, abruptly, clutching his nose and moaning. Jadek's eyes narrowed; Carolan's chubby mouth sagged. Lialta slid sideways along the table, four steps and out of her uncle's leach, before she turned- Aletto stood in the open doorway, braced against the jamb. He clutched a sword awkwardly in his .right hand, the knob of his walking stick in the left. 14 RU EMGRSON Jadek recovered first. "Nephew. What are you doing here? You were not asked!" Aletto tried to laugh; what came out was a snort. "Doing here? S'— That's good, Uncle!" Jadek blinked, then smiled. "You don't look welt at all." "You mean I'm drunk," Aletto snapped. "P'raps. I've had wine. Then 1 heard 'bout this. Disgusting." He shifted against the doorway, waved his stick to take in the room. "Heard. How did you hear, Aletto?" "None 'fyour business. Got m' sources. Uncle. Li?" She swallowed past a terribly dry throat. "Aletto?" "You're all right?" he demanded. She nodded. "Didn't agree to—t' anything, did you?" She shook her head. "Good. Don't." "It isn't your concern," Jadek said flatly. "Liar!" Aletto roared, silencing him. "S'— It's my sister! My dukedom!'' He rubbed the back of his sword hand over his eyes, swayed back and forth the least bit. Lizelle shifted in her chair. Aletto glanced at her; his mouth twisted and he looked away. "Uncle, my sister won't marry that—that—" He shook his head to try and clear it, edged himself a little more upright on the door frame. "I w—won't have it." Lialla gripped the table behind her back lest she sag at the knees, and caught both lips between her teeth. She wasn't cer- tain if she'd laugh or cry, just now, only that she wouldn't stop if she once started. Then Aletto pushed himself away from the door, and came into the light, into the open . . . and there was nothing amusing at all in watching Aletto walk. Marsh fever: It struck the young, mostly boys just at puberty, and most of those it killed. Those boys it didn't kill, it maimed; there was no cure. no way to avert it, and Memda's magic had been only partly successful. She'd saved his life; he had use of his eyes and his ears, his wits were intact. But his heart some- times kept an erratic pattern all its own, there was no feeling in the toes of his left foot and entirely too much feeling in the rest of his leg. His left shoulder was too high, and particularly when he was tired his head inclined toward it. The light side of his face—once easily as handsome as his father's—was scarred, partly dead. He could walk more or less normally at times, but this wasn't one of them. Wild with fury and addled with drink, he lurched across die room, virgin steel held out to the side, high and well away from his body. She wanted to close her eyes; she didn't dare, knowing he'd WE CALLINQ OF ^HE FHREE 15 see and take it for pity. His eyes gleamed as Carolan took one involuntary step back. Jadek didn't move, and after that first startled glance, he hadn't so much as looked at the sword. "You're being a fool, Aletto. Tftmr sister and my cousin will make a good marriage; it will take some of the pressure from you to find a wife." "What, one who'd have me?" "I didn't say that." "You've never had to! It's in your eyes, all the time!" Aletto shouted as he came up against the table. "They needn't leave, of course," Jadek went on. "They can remain here at the fort, if you wish. We'll provide them a proper suite." Aletto tried to balance himself against the table's edge and bring the sword up for a broadside stroke. The blade hissed through the air well away from Jadek or Carolan and cut into (he side of the table. Aletto swore wildly and yanked it free, nearly sending himself to the floor. "You'd bed my sister with that?" Aletto glared across the table, over Jadek's shoulder. "He's my cousin, he's noble-—" "He's a pig," Aletto snarled. He got no further. Jadek lunged, caught hold of the nera-Duke's wrist and squeezed. The sword clattered to the floor; Jadek shifted his grip to Aletto's ear and brought their faces close together. "You will apologize to Carolan for that remark," he began, but got no further. Aletto's walking stick caught him a stunning Now across the shoulder. Lialla screamed; Jadek released Aletto JU) suddenly that his nephew fell heavily,'striking the side of his ftce on the table's edge. Before he could recover, Jadek had ..ftrown himself across the table, caught up Aletto's stick and brought it down across his back. Lialla caught at his arm as he traised it for another blow; he shook her off with no effort at all and Carolan's hands—unexpected muscle under the softness— gripped her shoulders and pulled her away. His breath was warm •ad herbed against her ear. "He sought this, beloved; leave be." Lialla twisted against his grip but subsided at once when his breathing quickened and be leaned into her. Aletto swore as the stick cracked down again, ^Ihen screamed when the fourth blow broke it in half. He went '|nnp in Jadek's hold, hair falling across his face. .^ There were other men in the room suddenly; it was full of ;n in Jadek's livery. Lialla blinked to clear her vision; Carolan her in such a tight grip she couldn't even wipe her eyes. 16 Ru EMSRSON Jadek stood between her and her brother, blocking her view entirely. Two household men came at his gesture and picked the nera-Duke up. Jadek dropped both pieces of the walking stick on Aletto's chest, handed the sword to another man. "Put this back in his rooms." "Do you want him locked in, sir?" "Of course not," Jadek said gravely. "He's the Duke's heir." He watched the procession leave the room, then turned to his cousin and Lialla. "Lialla, you look distressed. Go to your rooms, stay there until your nerves are eased. Until you can give sensible thought to the matters we spoke of eartier." He laid gentle fingers against her bruised cheek; she somehow managed not to wince away from his touch. "Go and rest. Tonight—no, tonight's impossible. We'll dine together here, tomorrow at mid- day, Just the three of us." "Tomorrow," she whispered. And Jadek stood aside as one of his householdmen held the door for her. Her arms felt the pressure of Carolan's fingers long after he let go of her. Somehow she avoided the kiss Carolan would have put on her cheek, or her shoulder, but not the one he placed on her palm; somehow she escaped the room without setting Jadek's anger off once more. She walked two long halls and three flights of stairs to her rooms, alone and unaided, and could never after remember which way she'd gone, or whom she had passed. She retained just enough wit to bar the door behind her before the tears came. TTENNIFER glanced up as a telephone rang—one of the partners* ^private lines, far down the hall where the larger and more luxurious offices were. The service took care of calls on the regular lines at this time of night. After fifteen echoing rings, it finally went quiet again. Jennifer smothered a yawn against the back of her hand, let her glasses slide down her nose and rubbed tired eyes before she went back to the piles of books, docu- ments, files and yellow pads that buried the top of her desk. Somewhere behind a stack of California Appellate reports, her desk radio was playing Mahler. It was late; hours after the secretaries and the receptionist had left; hours after the cleaners had roared down the hall with the vacuum, banging trash cans, talking loud Spanish over a boom box playing Latino hits. At this end of the hall, offices were small, strictly functional. Hers was sparsely furnished: old ma- ple desk; credenza of the same wood but a slightly different style; two brown chairs for the odd client who saw her instead of the partners she worked under. The only new piece of fumi- tore was her high-backed brown leather chair; she'd bought that at an outlet, Christmas present to herself. The nick in the wooden grip didn't show, once she'd rubbed oil stain into it. A few framed items, a shelf holding a spill of blooming ivy geranium and half a dozen books completed it. From the windows of her seventeenth-floor office, the lights on the roof of the parking garage below were mustard-colored pools, picking out an occasional still-parked Toyota or Ford se- dan. The Mercedeses and BMWs weren't parked on the roof, and they'd be gone by this hour of a Thursday night, anyway. There wasn't much else to see out that window at night—another 18 RU EMGRSON building blocked most of her view. But she kept the curtains open, smiled briefly and tiredly at the drawn woman reflected on the glass before she turned back to her research. A year and a half ago, there hadn't been windows; there had only been a closet-sized cubby shared with another law clerk and mounds of current files, boxes of closed cases, a computer terminal and numberless yellow pads and blue stick medium-point pens. She stifled another yawn. rubbed the back of her neck where the muscles had gone hard and tight hours before, finally gave it up and shoved herself onto her feet. There might still be coffee in the pot; if not, she'd make some. The day felt like it had gone on for weeks; the particular facet of eminent domain she was researching was duller than tax law. But there was nothing for it but to wade on through, finish. A senior partner needed his answer by Monday morning. Friday, actually; his client's deposition was Monday at ten. The coffee pot wasn't quite empty but the stuff in the bottom resembled molasses; she sniffed, grimaced and poured it out. While water trickled through fresh grounds, she leaned against the counter, stretching out her back, her neck. the backs of her legs. "I did this better when I was twenty-five," she mumbled to the pot. It spat the last of its water through the filter, emitted a series of obscene noises. She rinsed her cup and refilled it, sipped gingerly. Not great; but hot and drinkable anyway. At least caffeine didn't give her the shakes, just kept her awake like it was supposed to. She topped off the cup and went back down the empty hall. Someone in the back comer was running the ancient draft printer, James Neatly and his secretary staying late, finishing yet another draft of a trial brief for the four partners involved in the case to pick apart, no doubt. James spent more late-night and eariy-morning hours here than she did. As she turned into her office, she heard voices, words indistinguishable over the rattle of the old daisy wheel. James, coat in hand, came by moments later. "Hi. Thought Mandy and I had the place to ourselves." "You were leaving her alone?" The partners frowned on that, particularly after dark. And James was ordinarily good about walking Mandy to her car at night. "In the office. She's finishing section seven; I'm off for some racquetball. I come back, we look it over, I walk her out. And probably spend the rest of the night tearing it apart so she can ^HE CALLINQ OF ^HE T:HREE 19 T- ^' Start over tomorrow, poor girl. But what're you doing here alone at this ungodly hour?'' Jennifer smiled. "The rule's for secretaries; good ones are less expendable than mere law clerks and associates." "Because there are so many of you," James chided. "So how about coming over to the club with me?" And as she began snaking her head, he continued, "Just across the street. I know you keep your gym bag in your trunk; you can borrow a racquet. Sou need a break, Jen." He looked over her shoulder at the mess spilled across the desk. "That's Charlie's crap, isn't it? The boundary dispute? It shouldn't take you long to finish up; you're pushing a tired brain, giri. Give it a break, why don't you?" "Yeah, I know. Next time, all right?" "Look, Jennifer—" He sighed, gave her a gentle shove, jerked his head toward her office and followed her in, closing the door behind him. "You look like hell tonight, you know that?" "Thanks." "You know what I mean. Look, there's nothing wrong with sticking with the game plan here. You don't need to prove how good you are to anyone." She shook her head. ' 'It's not that. I don't think it is. It's just— what I want. Partner in three years, Jimmy." He flopped into one of the client-chairs. Jennifer moved her stack of books aside, turned the radio down a notch and began fiddling with the tuning. He looked at the windows, past the framed law degree, let his eyes rest briefly on the matted poster of Ayers Rock in Australia, before turning his attention to the enlarged snapshot of a woman and a boy—Jennifer's older sister Robyn and her nephew, her only family. There was no resem- blance between the faded, overweight blonde in the picture and the woman sitting behind the desk. Jennifer was tall and rangy, all cheekbones and dark brown hair. The wide-set hazel eyes under the glasses belied the intelligence behind them; he had Suspected for years she wore glasses rather than contact lenses because people wouldn't take her seriously otherwise. Some people—like certain senior (male) partners, older (male) judges, opposing (older, male) counsel. Anyone who worked with her like he did, any other associate or law clerk at Heydrich & Har- rison knew better. There was no sign of the driven determination that was Jen- nifer's in the photograph of Robyn and her son Christopher. And the contrast between Chris and either woman was ludicrous. 20 RU EMERSON Robyn, with her long, straight, center-parted hair, looked like a refugee from a revival of Hair, Jennifer like a model for the cover of a magazine for executive women- Chris, with his shaggy hair, black jeans, that leather jacket—Chris might have come straight from an MTV video. The two in the picture didn't explain Jennifer to him; and Jennifer, though he'd worked with her since their first summer clerking for this firm. hadn't ever given him much clue lo her drive. Just now, she was playing with a ball-point, doodling on the edge of a yellow pad covered with notes, cleariy waiting for him to go so she could get back to work. The radio was playing something sloshy and orchestral. "No one makes partner here in under five years," he said finally. Jennifer's generous mouth quirked in what might have been a dubious grin or a grimace; she shrugged. "All right, Steve did it in three and a half. But not your way, remember? He brought in a pharmaceutical com- pany and an office furniture chain; they've kept Heydrich & Har- rison in petty cash for years." "I know that." "You might know it, but I don't think you've taken it to heart. It's not just the hard work. And all this grunt work—five years of this nonstop, you'll look like a drudge and your brains'll turn to pudding." Jennifer stirred indignantly and set the pen down. "That's not nice, James. Or even true. It's part of the game, we all do it. Besides, what am I supposed to do the next time Harrison comes by with a research project—Just Say No?" James laughed and settled his body a little lower in the chair, crossing navy blue trousered legs under the edge of her desk. "Don't be silly. Besides, you can't ask me that. I'm Steve's camel, remember? The guy who carries me briefcase and pulls the baggage can when we go into court. Of course we all do it; sometimes you even get lucky and get landed by a firm like this one where the partners still resemble humans. But even the hon- chos over at Gimmel and Charies don't insist their grunts work nonstop, barring the odd emergency." "I know someone over mere myself; everything's an emer- gency." Jennifer laughed, shook her head. "Look. it's not that bad; we work differently, that's all. And as for looks-what's the big deal? This isn't the Foro Agency, is it?" "You start looking like death wanned over and you can kiss court time goodbye." "Nonsense." •CHE CALL1NQ OF ^HE CHREE 21 "All right, that's only an ugly clerk-room rumor. All the same, you can't afford to wear yourself down like this. You want to bum out?" "I won't." "Harrison's last secretary probably said that once. The one who left him last year? Sold french fries at Burger King for six months. I think she's pushing cosmetics or see-through undies at house parties now.'' "I remember Cindy. I'm not like that." "You need contacts," James said bluntly. "I'm putting in the hours myself, I'm pulling down points, it all counts, after all. Look." He sat up and leaned forward, planted his elbows on two yellow pads. "Why do you think I joined the health club across the street? And the one over in Santa Monica? Because— of—the—contacts." His fingers tapped her desk, emphasizing me words. "I'm just telling you. Bring in an Iranian condo de- veloper, get a big-name actor. Bring in money, prestige or perks." "Just like that." He sighed. "You're in a sour mood tonight, aren't you? That's the gravy that gets you partner early." In spite of her rising irritation, Jennifer laughed. "James, I'd like to strangle you sometimes. You sound like a used-car sales- man." "How do you think I put myself through law school?" "Cute. I'm not going to pick my friends because they might get me somewhere here. I'm not a damned ambulance chaser." "Well, neither am I," he growled. The chair rocked as he pushed to his feet; he steadied it, bent down and retrieved a pencil from the floor and tossed it onto the desk. "I am, how- ever, a realist." He shoved his jacket sleeve back, glanced at his watch. "I'm late, gotta go." He paused in the doorway. ' "Look, I wouldn't have brought it up at all, except that frankly, girt, you look like hell lately. You can't make partner if you kill . yourself before Christmas, all right? And if you think you have to prove how good you are to anyone else—well, you don't." ^ He was gone, out the door and down the hall before she could f.aay anything. •^ Jennifer scowled at his back, brought her attention back down ^ to the case she'd left half-read. She shook her head and sighed ^tiredly as he yanked the outer door closed behind him, turned tap her radio, turned over a blank sheet on the top yellow pad t^and began writing. 22 RU EMCRSON * * * HOURS later, the coffee pot was empty, her eyes dry and itchy, her throat rough from dictating. 1\vo tapes, her notes, opposing counsel's latest pleadings and the case file made a daunting heap on her secretary's desk, ready for her to start the memo; the last page of a yellow pad, still attached to the cardboard back, leaned against the pile, on it a red felt scrawl: "Jan, Harrison needs this ASAP. Hope it makes sense, JAC." She rubbed he? eyes, resettled her glasses and focused on her watch. Ugh. It wasn't late any more, it was earty. The night air was damp and smelled faintly of fog; a street cleaner rattled past. No other traffic on Century Park East; the last movies must have let out an hour or more earlier. The chill revived her a little; she left windows down just a slit to keep her awake as she drove down Avenue of the Stars, out Pico toward the beach. Her apartment—in Santa Monica, but nearly a mile from the ocean—was dark and what seemed abnormally quiet; Chris had spent most of the summer and early fall with her but when Rob- yn's latest boyfriend finally moved out a week before, he went back home. Jennifer turned on lights, turned the stereo on low- without Chris around, she didn't have to adjust the volume or the station—and stared into the refrigerator. She didn't really feel hungry, but not eating would be a mis- take- She dragged out a Coke, cottage cheese and a small can of peaches, carried them into the living room and ate at the coffee table- Imagine leaving Coke in the fridge and finding it still there, she thought. Chris drove her crazy sometimes; at the moment, she rather missed him. "Friday already." she told the bathroom mirror as she brushed her teeth. A rather long Friday, from the look of it, but Charles Harrison was taking her and her secretary Jan to lunch, as partner-style thanks for the rush research and the typing. She'd taken lunch all week at her desk, eating whatever Jan could forage in me nearby sandwich shops for both of them. And she was safe counting on the weekend: Barring total di- saster, no one at Heydrich & Harrison Law Corp. worked Sat- urday or Sunday. She glanced at her watch again, considered, finally shrugged and punched the first button on her auto-dialer. The phone at Robyn's rang only four times before Chris picked it up. "Hi, kid. Aren't you supposed to be in bed at this hour?" "Aunt Jen? Hiya. Why should I be?" •CHE CALLiNQ OF X:HE •CHREE "Beats me. School?" He was in his senior year, in a high 'school in Robyn's neighborhood where some of the sophomores geared Jennifer half silly. "No classes tomorrow, teacher conference." "Good planning on your part." "Hey. I try." "Your mother still up?" "Asleep," he said briefly. Passed out, his tone of voice said. "Oh. We still on for Saturday?" "You bet." More enthusiasm this time. "Devil's Punchbowl, though, not Vasquez Rocks. Too many city types out there." Jennifer laughed. "Sure, country boy. What did Robyn say?" "Said she'd do a picnic, chicken and stuff." "Swell." Jennifer didn't take this any more seriously than Chris did; experience was that Robyn's intentions were good but a bottle of wine usually got between her and the intentions. There were places on the way to pick up food, plenty of fruit and vegetable stands on the other side of me mountains. "What do you think, if we leave your place about ten?" "Sounds fine." Robyn wouldn't be conscious any earlier, probably. "Say—what're you still doing up, Aunt Jen? Don't you work any more?" "No one likes a smart-assed kid," Jennifer told him sternly, but she was smiling, and he knew it. Chris was still chuckling as he hung up. She was tired; glassy-eyed tired. Sleep evaded her. The apart- ment was stuffy, her window air conditioner only partly effec- tive, and the noise it made was irritating. The sheets were new, the dye not yet softened by time and washing, and they scraped against her legs. Yellow paper, blue-lined, danced before her eyes; case names echoed in her thoughts. A theme from the Mahler symphony repeated itself. She tossed and turned, finally got up and found her aspirin bottle, dumped three into her hand fUad swallowed them. They left an unpleasant taste in her mouth, and she doubted they'd be very effective. There was another bottle in the cabinet, a prescription bottle ; of small blue tablets; they'd put her to sleep, all right. God knew the same stuff, stronger dosage, had been effective for Robyn for ; years. Jennifer had opened the bottle a dozen times the past year and recapped it each time, still full. When she climbed back into bed, the office was gone, pushed aside by another mental treadmill: Robyn. Poor, weak Robyn; ? poor addictive-personality elder sister. I'm not that way, Jennifer 24 RU EMCRSON told herself- But it was because of Robyn that she couldn't make herself take the pills. Guilt, fear, concern, worry—there wasn't an end to it, there never had been. She barely recalled first grade or anything be- fore it, back when there'd been a real family. Except her parents fighting, constantly fighting, and then the divorce. She'd been such an object of pity and curiosity; divorce in a smalt Wyoming town in the early sixties had caused a major sensation. Ostensi- bly it started when Marion Cray began talking to the Watchtower people but rumor on that had gone both ways—that George had driven her to it, that she*d driven him to file for the separation when she cut herself off from former friends, her old church, everything not Adventist. And George—he had only filed for separation when Marion threatened to take their daughters with her. Mill Junction people had been relieved when the judge gave him custody. Marion had gone away by then, the sensation died down for a while. But George hadn't known what to do with his six- and fifteen-year- old daughters, now that he had them. "Wasn't particularly interested," Jennifer told the ceiling in a near-soundless whisper. It still hurt. He'd only cared that she didn't win, and he couldn't bear to look bad in front of his co- workers at the mine, or his drinking buddies. Jennifer and Robyn had been shipped off to a second cousin and his wife in Southern California as soon as the ink was dry on the final decree. Jennifer had been lost, bewildered by a world where city stretched on alt sides of them, where the other girls judged her by her clothes and who she knew, who or what her parents were. A girt from a one-room grade school in Mill Junction, Wyo- ming, couldn't possibly fit in a Sherman Oaks school where three kids in her class had TV actors for parents and others were picked up in Cadillacs and Lincolns. She'd have been lost even if she'd had money for constantly changing fads. And their new guardians—Aunt Betty, Uncle Hal were almost old enough to be Jennifer's grandparents, childless. They didn't understand things like that, even if they could have afforded them. The checks from their father had stopped after the first year; Jennifer hadn't seen or heard from him except for a Christmas card a few years ago. He'd put a return address on it, but she'd dumped the envelope without writing it down. Her mother might never have existed, for all anyone had heard of her over the past twenty or so years. Junior high was better; Jennifer had made some friends by T:HE CALL1NQ OF T:HE FHREE men, and she'd discovered music. She stilt owned the cello she'd played in the high school orchestra. Now she played only for herself, and between work and family she hadn't taken it out in nearly a year. She'd wanted it, badly, in high school: seeing herself acting, or playing—cello with the symphony, singing with a rock group on the Strip, it didn't matter. Common sense and a grim deter- mination not to stay poor any longer than she could help it forced die dream aside. She went into pre-law and then to law school. That had been—she didn't like to think what it had been. The grades to get her in. Tuition. She'd lived on campus, in the com- munal house for girls who couldn't afford dorm fees and hadn't die pull to make a sorority; she'd worked a full-time night job for three years, took in typing, worked weekends in the school cafeteria. Those years were a blur, little ever standing out. Law school wasn't any easier, but at least summer clerking for Hey- drich & Harrison paid well enough to fund most of her next year's classes, and—her second year—for the decent haircut, the makeup, the two good dresses and the sharp red suit that put her above the poverty-stricken, dowdy clerk bracket. Suddenly, there was an offer of a job, the Bar was behind her, there was nowhere to go but up. Professionally, anyway. Personally—there wasn't any personally. Lying under the scratchy sheet, listening to the clunk of her air conditioner, to someone's dog barking down the block in response to a motor- cycle revving from stop sign to stop sign, she thought about this briefly. Shook her head as the rumble of the bike faded. It didn't matter—correction, it shouldn't matter. Any more than Jimmy's remarks, which still rankled. "If it doesn't matter—if you don't need to prove anything to anybody, then why are you still chewing on it, Cray?" she asked me ceiling. Personally—it really didn't matter. She hadn't dated much in high school and there hadn't been much time for guys in college. In law school now and then she'd go off with one crowd or another for pizza and beer, or half a dozen of them would con- gregate outside the library. There'd been a few movies with a classmate, a couple of dances. Since coming into the firm, she'd taken in a few movies with James, played tennis with him once or twice—when? Maybe a year ago, he'd thrown over tennis for racquetball about then. James was nice, but not her type; she didn't think she was his 26 RU EMCRSON type, either. And dipping the pen in company ink wasn't a good idea. She sighed, turned over and stared at the far wall, at the hot blue-white pattern the street light made through her closed blinds. There'd be someone; she wasn't in a particular hurry and now wasn't a good time to start a relationship anyway. Was she trying to prove something? To herself, that she wouldn't become another Robyn? To her father or her mother, that she could succeed without them? "Sounds like one of Jan's magazines; pop psychiatry in two columns, cure all your prob- lems," she growled, and rolled onto her other side. She worried about the wrong things, in that case. She had little in common with her father, that she remembered. Nothing with her mother. She couldn't become another Robyn; they had things in common, but they weren't really alike. One of them had firm control of her life and where it was going. The other— "God. Poor Robyn." Poor old Robyn. She loved her sister, everything notwith- standing; she always had loved Robyn. Robyn was sweet, kind, caring. But when the partners had suggested she invite Robyn to the Christmas party this last winter, and to the celebration when they won the Mayer case in April, she'd found an excuse both times and not mentioned either to her sister. Was she ashamed of Robyn? Frankly, brutally, she knew the answer had to be yes. At least, in certain company. There wasn't any polish to Robyn; she looked like an aging hippy or a redneck compared to all those varnished attorneys' wives, of course, but then, Robyn weis an aging hippy, and not apologetic for what she'd done; Jennifer respected her for at least having the courage of her convictions. But she could almost hear the whispered comments behind both their backs, the jokes . . . And Robyn wasn't safe to take places, sometimes. Her language, her interests, the things she stood up for could get embarrassing, and she got even louder and more plain-spoken when she drank. Robyn drunk: Jennifer had night- mares about Robyn, a Heydrich & Harrison party, and booze. "Fifteen years from now, here you are, senior partner, brilliant advocate, trial lawyer—hell, why not?—the next F. Lee Bailey, and still finding reasons why your sister can't come to the office parties," she mumbled. "(Mi, hell.*' Shit rolled onto her stom- ach and pounded the side of the mattress. Hand. It wasn't fair. God knew, she loved Body, bat— "But. I did it, by myself, no one helped me, I came out all right. I didn't go to hell in a handbasket and use Daddy for an excuse. And I X:HE CALL1NQ OF WE TTHREE 27 . don't see why I should have to choose between my new life and my family, either." By 1966, Robyn was hanging out weekends on Sunset Strip or up on Hollywood Boulevard. Then afternoons and evenings after school. When Aunt Betty rather timidly protested, Robyn threw a fit, quit school and moved out, staying wherever she could find a place for her sleeping bag. Or with any guy who'd take her in. Her phone calls came less and less frequently, then stopped. She wouldn't come out to the house in Shennan Oaks any more. Aunt Betty didn't help; she wouldn't even try to get Robyn back, just said she was over sixteen and responsible for herself now. Robyn moved in with a guy named John somewhere along the line; Jennifer remembered being old enough to go off by herself and she'd taken the bus down to Hollywood once or twice. But she was scared and appalled by the casual atmosphere and the number of people actually living in the grubby apartment; the constant, thick smoke made her dizzy and ill. And it didn't seem to matter to Robyn if she came or not; Robyn was distant, usu- ally stoned, often hallucinating, sometimes simply drunk. John tried to corner her when Robyn wasn't around, or his friends did. The last time she went there, someone followed her down the hall and out to the bus stop, left only when she nagged down a cop. She quit visiting. John had BO phone; now it was three or four months between Robyn's calls. When Jennifer was in high school, Robyn simply vanished. She showed up for Jennifer's graduation, though: too thin, dressed in torn jeans, a mirrored T-shirt, and ugly, flat sandals, with skinny little Chris in tow and one of her husbands— Kari, Jennifer thought. They'd both been pretty odd, Robyn's eyes didn't track, and she couldn't finish her sentences. Only her affection for Chris reassured Jennifer. Even then, the boy seemed to be parenting Robyn rather than the other way around. Chris dated from her stay on a commune in Arizona—the members had shared everything, and Robyn had no idea which of the men was the boy's father. She was happy there, and left only when the group decided to go entirely macrobiotic and ban ^ alcohol, pills and psychedelics. She moved back to Los Angeles. •^: By the time Jennifer was at Berkeley, she got letters from )' Robyn—a few sentences, badly spelled and in handwriting worse .-.':'' than any lawyer's, on cheap lined tablet paper. Or postcards from '^ Chris. Now and again Robyn called when something went H"sideways," as she called it. Things often did. She was un- 28 RU EMERSON trained and uneducated, and unwilling to deal with the main- stream—the "straight world." She went instead from relief program to relief program, from disastrous boyfriend to even more disastrous boyfriend. There were two more husbands in there somewhere; Jennifer no longer tried to remember who, or when. Robyn quit dropping acid the second summer Jennifer clerked in L.A., but only after a bad trip and a week in County General; she quit smoking weed but increased her cigarette intake. She managed to get herself off the prescription pills she'd gotten hooked on after one of her live-in boyfriends put her in the hospital with a concussion and a broken arm. Jennifer had a suspicion she'd quit taking those only because Chris read her the riot act—but now she was drinking again. Nothing changed. Jennifer sighed miserably, rolled over, sat up and stared at the bedroom door. Her stomach was beginning to hurt. But it wasn't all bad, she assured herself. Robyn at least no longer took illegal stuff—partly out of concern for Chris. She'd always been a good mother, even when things were tight; none of her various men had ever laid a hand on the boy. And according to Chris, Robyn had kicked Arnold out herself, when he started leaning on her. Jennifer groaned as she looked at her clock. Damn James, nice, helpful James, it was his fault. She ordinarily kept all this "Family from Hell" business decently closeted. He'd unwit- tingly pushed all the right buttons to bring it out- Damn Birdy, for that matter. If Robyn wanted to ruin her own life, fine; she'd been trying long enough- Most of her original crowd had long since vanished or died. But it wasn't right; it was hard on everyone around her. It still amazed Jennifer how well Chris was turning out. Profiting by his mother's example, probably. Damn herself for that matter, Jennifer thought sourly. Wor- rying about things at this hour, particularly things she couldn't change. "Why not worry about whether you can stop the next earthquake?" she demanded of her pillow. After all, Heydrich & Harrison wouldn't dump her if—oh, God, if Robyn got caught in die midst of a big drug bust, or got drunk at an office party, or buttonholed Mrs. Harrison, with her fur coats, about seal hunts. Someone might suggest on the quiet that Robyn not ac- company her to office functions any more, that would be about all. But a midnight fantod like that hanging over her head wasn't doing her stomach any good, or her concentration. Any more mE CALLING OF T:HE T:HREE 29 than the aspirin were. She reset her alarm for an extra hour- Jan wouldn't have any hani copy for her until nine anyway-" ay back, resolutely closed her eyes and began running a Bachce^ sona^ through her mmd. It took time' but soKer^ during the third movement, she fell asleep. g IT was nearly dark. Lialla had slipped into the hall long enough to light two candles from one of the lamps and then barred the door securely behind her. There was enough water left from the morning to bathe her face. Her cheekbone protested the least touch. She let the air dry it and avoided her mirror. It wasn't the first bruise Jadek had put on her, just the first physical, vis- ible one. She'd never seen him in such a rage before. What had set him off? Or had it been deliberately planned, to send her cowering into Carolan's pudgy grasp? She couldn't think about that, not about any of it. The mere thought of Jadek's furious face was enough to set her shivering uncontrollably. The woman who took care of her rooms hadn't come to light the fire yet; she wondered dully if Jadek had forbidden it. Shrugged finally. Myssa was under Lizelle's direction, Jadek never bothered with any of the household servants if he could help it, let alone the women. And there was no reason for him to forbid her her woman. He must think her cowed by what he'd done to Aletto if not to her. "Aletto. Oh, gods.9' Her hands were trembling again. That had been pure rage, no pretense at all once Aletto had dared to hit him. It threatened to make her ill. Was it somehow her fault? If she'd done something differently—anything save swear to hor- rid Carolan, because Aletto would never have given way if she had done that; he wouldn't have believed it. But if she'd kept her tongue civil, not angered Jadek so before Aletto came at him! Her mind scurried in an endless circle. She shook her head to clear it and only succeeded in making it ache. Aletto. Three years her senior, and one of the very first things she could remember was when he'd named himself her cham- T:HE CALL1NQ OF T:HE TTHREE 31 pion, like a hero in the tales his tutors told him. Even now he tried to hold to the vow made in the dark hours after their father's death. "Whatever threatens, sister, I'll protect you." Such grand words, contrasting ludicrously with his piping boy's voice. If she'd followed that wild urge to laugh, so many years ago, his feelings would have been hurt, but this afternoon might never have happened. Not if Aletto hadn't felt responsible for her. Not if she hadn't let him. She stood, paced between bed and windows, then windows and door. The hall was silent, deserted; her windows reflected torchlight from the courtyard and the outer walls. She crossed die room, yanked the bar aside, pulled the door wide and hurried down the hall. The empty pile of crockery was gone from beside Aletto's door; so was the soup. A wooden tray covered with a blue cloth stood on a small bench in place of the mess, a straight-sided, tall stone jug of water next to it. Lialla hesitated, glanced ner- vously up and down the hall, tapped on the door. : Silence. She swallowed dread and the sensation that someone stood just beyond the light, well down the hallway, watching. Jadek, or one of his householdmen, someone who'd report her ' out of her rooms. Jadek hadn't forbidden her to come here, but ! that wouldn't stop him from punishing her for it if the mood took him. She knocked harder, hissed, "Aletto, it's me!" against : the wood. Silence again. Then Aletto's muffled voice. "Li? Go away." "No." Silence. She lifted the latch and tried the door; he'd braced it from inside. "Aletto, there's food and water out here, let me in." "No." She closed her eyes briefly, marshalled pain and fear-scattered thoughts. "Shall I stand out here until Jadek finds me? I'm not leaving until I see you." : He muttered something; probably as well she couldn't hear it, she thought. But she heard him moving about, heard something scrape across the floor. Lialla picked up the tray and jug and ,.-. slipped into the darkened room as her brother pushed the door' t closed. He turned and walked slowly and carefully across the| ^ room, back into shadow. His limp was not obvious, but he moved] 1 stiffly, i i:. "You have what you wanted," he said neutrally. ^; Lialla set the tray on the long table next to an empty wineskin H..and a pile of books. Aletto made a faint, protesting noise as she RU EMCRSON 32 lit another candle from the guttering puddle of wax near the door and lit his silver reading lanterns with it. He let his eyes close and eased himself slowly down onto the corner of his bed. His shoulders sagged. Lialla bit back a cry as harsh light struck his face. The right side was swollen and purple; his eye was turning black from where he'd hit the edge of the table. He managed the least smile, all left-sided, but his eyes were dark and brooding. "You haven't seen the best of it yet. I haven't, either; I'm afraid to look." "Is any—-*' She drew a deep breath and forced the tremor from her voice. "Is anything broken?" Aletto's thin shirt hung on his lean frame. The front was smudged and grubby from the floor of Jadek's accounting room. "I don't know. Never broke anything before; I haven't any- thing for comparison." He sighed, and his shoulders sagged further. The almost smile vanished. "You're here. You might as well look." Lialla steeled herself, took both lanterns and went behind him. The once cream-colored fabric of his shin was torn in two places, snagged in others, spotted and streaked with his blood. "That's got to come off." "I know. I couldn't; when I finally tried, my arms won't move over my head. But 1 didn't want to send for anyone." "No. Wait." She felt in her pocket, found the sewing bag with its small gold scissors. "There's no saving the shirt. I'm sorry, I know you like it." "I did." In his place, she wouldn't have worn it again any- way, she realized. Not after today. He sat very still while she snipped. She wanted to weep when she finally set the ruined fabric aside. Pour long, black welts ran across his back. He hissed when she touched them, swore when she ran light fingers across his ribs. "Aletto, something might be broken. You can't leave it. Let me get Merrida; she can do a better job than I—" "No," he said flatly. "I know you don't like her, but she can help." "Oh, yes?" Aletto said, even more flatly. Lialla sighed and left it. Aletto and Merrida had never liked each other, not since she'd failed to completely heal the marsh-sickness that left him permanently lamed- He sat in tight-lipped silence while she bathed his back. "You take care of it, Lialla; that's enough for me. For now." "All right. I have some oil in my rooms. I can get it." There was hesitation in her voice; he caught it and the reason WE CALL1NQ OF •CHE T:HREE 33 \ for it. "Jadek's gone until midmoming, remember? There's a hunt tonight on Carolan's lands." That was what he had meant eariier; tonight was impossible. "I didn't know. Don't move." He hadn't moved when she came back; he didn't so much as twitch when she smeared fragrant oil into his bruised skin, protested only a little when she cut the loose shirt into strips and bound his lower ribs with it. "You'll sleep on your stomach tonight," she said. He nodded, winced and let himself down onto the mattress, pulling cushions under his chest and stomach. "I think I'll start now. Your hands hurt more than my stick did." He stared at the wall behind his bed. "Of course, I had a skin of wine in me then, and I was angry. It's harder to feet anything when you're drunk and mad." "I'll try and remember that." Lialla pulled a stool around to \ the head of his bed, dragged the tray and the jug down to the : end of the desk and tossed the cloth aside. It had covered flat bread* strong cheese, more mealy apples. Peasant food for the nera-Duke, she thought, while Jadek dines with his cousin Car- olan on game .birds in honey sauces. She was briefly furious, but that passed. At least there was food. She poured water into his cup, smeared cheese over a comer of the bread and tore it loose for him. It was cold and tough. Aletto took it, sniffed and made-a face. "Lialla. You can't marry Carolan." He touched the back of her hand as she let her eyes close. "I—" She shook her head angrily. "I—oh, Aletto, damn! How can Jadek do this to me? Carolan, of all men! He's fifty, he's enormous and soft and stupid—he thinks of nothing but hunting!" She bunched her hands into fists, crushing black fab- ..-ric between her fingers. "To think I turned Dahven down be- ^ cause I thought him unsuitable!" ••••• "Dahven is unsuitable; he's crazy. He only thinks of ale houses ^and women, he must have bastards all over Sikkre's market by i now. And I wouldn't be surprised if the Thukar disowns him in a^&vor of his younger brothers, the twins are much more suited ||to following the old man; you wouldn't have even had Sikkre for ^consolation, if you'd wed Dahven—in my opinion. But you un- "'•terestimated our uncle and stepfather, Lialla." Aletto tore at the ough bread with his teeth, chewed vigorously and washed the rite down with most of the water. "Again." "Don't look so awful about it; I'm no better than you- I never 34 RU EMERSON suspected this trick with Carolan, and I—well. Never mind that." He looked up at her. "Is that a shadow or dirt on your face, or did he strike you?" She shook her head and fought the urge to pull her face back into shadow. Ashamed—but it was Jadek who should be ashamed, hitting a woman so much smaller than he and with no recourse against him. "I wish you hadn't hit him." "I'm not sorry." Aletto closed his eyes; his mouth was a thin, grim line on the overty narrow face. "Because even with what he did, I learned something. I'm not a child any more, Liatla. Jadek isn't a man three times my size; he's better muscled and he's trained to fight—the way he wouldn't let me be trained," he added bitterly. "My leg, you know, my weakness." He brooded on this momentarily, held up a hand when Lialla tried to speak. "He's no larger than I am, and I hurt him." He smiled, a most unpleasant smile. "I was drunk; I don't think I'd have done it otherwise—and worried about you, of course. I do re- member that much. But he's not a god, he's not someone to cringe away from. Never again, Lialla." "Aletto, don't-—" "Oh, I don't intend to challenge him directly, I'm not quite so lost to sense as mat!'' he assured her. * 'But Carolan—we can't simply let him go on with this, Lialla. It'll mean my death, Mother's—very likely yours, I can't say." "Don't," Lialla protested. '*Shh, listen. Mother won't give Jadek heirs. I'm twenty-eight now, three years past majority. He's found excuses for postpon- ing the succession ceremony for three years now, but he can't put me aside for good and all without greater cause than he now has: I'm a cripple, I drink to excess, but a Duke isn't called on to be an army captain, and what he drinks is his own business. Emperor Shesseran will eventually want better reasons than that for Jadek's continued grip on Father's title and lands. "But Jadek is no fool, as you and I know. He wanted eldest's rights from the first and now that he has them, he won't give them up. Whether he somehow engineered Father's death—" He shrugged, winced and closed his eyes briefly, then rolled cau- tiously and stiffly onto one side. "This"~a gesture took in his weak left leg—"wasn't any accident." Lialla stared at him, shocked into silence. "I can't prove that, either, but I think he brought in marsh fever, in hopes I would die of it or be left so hopelessly mad or crippled he would be free to take Zeiharri. And there have been one or two near accidents recently- Again, CHE CALLINQ OF ^HE FHREE 35 nothing provable, but that's so like Jadek, isn't it? And how convenient for him to be able to say I had attempted too much on a maimed leg and fallen to my death. I nearly did last moon- season, on the kitchen stairs. "Nothing since that, however. And I can see why now. If Carolan begets a son on you—" "Don't." Lialla's agonized whisper momentarily silenced him; he gripped her fingers then and went relentlessly on. "When you have a son, Jadek will be able to dispose of me. Carolan is no matter, he carries too much weight for a man of his years, he wheezes at the least effort. A young wife could be the death of him with no comment but a snicker here and there- Who'd lay that to our uncle's door? And then, there'd be no one to sit upon the Duke's Chair save your son, and no one to serve in his place but Jadek. It wouldn't be his son, but I doubt he cares what happens to the succession after him. He only wants to keep what he's had since Father's death." He ate the rest of his bread absently. "Is there more water?" Lialla spilled more on his carpets than went in the cup. Aletto was too distracted to notice. "You can't marry Carolan. So you can't stay here any - longer." She shook her head so fiercely hair flew wildly, whipping across her brother's face- He winced and drew back. "Aletto, I can't leave!" "Oh, yes, you can! Unless you want me dead soon and your- self and Mother not long after! Do you think you can light can- dles with old Merrida and hold him off? That hasn't done much good, has it? Not lately, anyway!" He paused. Lialla looked at him, temporarily unable to speak. Aletto touched the back of her band. "Here in Duke's Fort, you're as good as buried; no one outside knows what's going on inside. Isn't that so? But if you went to the Emperor and petitioned him for your rights—" Lialla shook her head again, silencing him. "No. That's no answer. Shesseran's so deep in his Festival of Numbers, he's no time to listen and no interest in anything else. And why should 'egan; Jennifer clapped a hand across his mouth. Robyn had the sharpest ears of anyone she knew. After several moments, she heard it, too. Horses, coming up the road behind them, fast. Chris must have caught the sound when she did; he turned away, grabbed Robyn's shoulders and hurried her off the road, into a cluster of thin-trunked trees. Jennifer sprinted after them and threw herself flat in the shadows. Four horses passed them at a dead run, were gone. She was back on her feet and out on the road almost before they were out of sight. Chris and Robyn came up behind her. Robyn's face was pale, her mouth set in an angry line. "What are you doing, trying to Set caught?" 92 RU EM6RSON "Don't be silly, I just wanted to see if they left the road," Jennifer said. "We're near where those two are hiding; I should be able to sense them pretty quickly, if Merrida didn't lie—or overestimate what she says she gave me." "You can't tell?" Chris demanded. She shrugged. He cast Robyn a sidelong look and squared his shoulders. "Well, look, all right, I don't think we have much to worry about with those four on the horses; they were going much too fast to be looking for anyone nearby. Well, unless they're using magic themselves. But look, logically this stepfather must think they've run for it, gone on to the next town, whatever it is, so they'd be way on ahead somewhere. So they might be on their way there—to the town, I mean, the four guys, to warn someone to watch for the other two, or maybe they'd be looking further up the road, where it's more likely those two might have made it." He glanced back down the road. "That's not to say there aren't others like them out here, of course." "Thanks, kid," Robyn said dryly. She brushed dirt and dry leaves off her front. "Can we go, please? Before I think about that and either puke or sit down right here in the road?'' But as Jennifer started off, Robyn stopped cold and buried her face in her hands. "Oh, God. I just realized." "What?" Jennifer and Chris spoke together. ' 'I *ve got one and a half packs of cigarettes left.'' Chris opened his mouth and she glared him into silence. "One word about this being the perfect time to quit, and I'll—" "Didn't say anything. Mother." Chris tugged at her scarf- ends and got her moving. "Didn't say a word." But he was smiling complacently as he followed her down the road. The smile slipped several steps later, and he nearly sat down in the road himself. Music. Unless they came through this alive, and got back to L.A., he'd heard his last rock music on the way past Palmdale this morning. His new CD player, all the comers he'd cut getting the coins together for it, the small collection of really good stuff— It settled in his stomach and his throat in a great, sharp-cornered lump. They walked in silence. The forest was thinning, trees now clumps and bunches, shading into brush. Jennifer held up a hand. "Look, both of you. I feel like a damned fool, but Merrida said I'd be able to sense them from somewhere around here. I suspect I'd better try. Keep watch, will you? 1 don't know how much concentration this will take." She spread her feet apart for bal- ance and stared off toward the north. •CHE CALLINQ OF •CHE •CHREE Her ears rang with the silence. But she was faintly aware of small creatures out there; of a large, still bird high above them, watching for the least movement. Chris's misery over his new Paula Abdul CD—she could feel it, almost as keenly as if it were her loss. Robyn, watching her avidly and, so deeply buried even she wasn't aware of it, with envy. Poor Robyn. All those years of tarots and I Ching coins, and it was Jennifer who'd been chosen to bear magic. Jennifer wondered if it would upset her more if she knew how little her sister wanted it. • There was a nagging pain in her left arm; she massaged it, snatched her fingers away as it flared in red-hot agony into her shoulder and down her side. Caught hold of the arm just below the shoulder and squeezed, hard, until the pain ebbed. His pain. Aletto's pain. She turned to face up the road; it faded. Increased, throbbingly, as she turned back to the north and walked off the road. "They're this way." "I don't believe it." Chris breathed, awed. "I wish I didn't," Jennifer said shortly; it might be Aletto's wound, but it was hurting her terribly, making her breath come short. Merrida hadn't warned her about that. Probably just as well. "Let's go." Brush barred their way; Chris found a way through. The dell was shallow at this point, but it sloped steeply and the ground was boggy in places. It narrowed alarmingly once or twice, but around a bend and then another, opened out once more. Jennifer led, guided by the pain in her arm. Chris put his mother in front of him and rummaged under his woolen wrap, finally bringing out the bow and a long-shafted arrow. It took him only a mo- ment to string it; memories from a summer camp, years before. He'd remembered how to arc the bow, how to attach the string— at least this one was a no-nonsense, no-frills bow like the camp ones. He hoped he'd remember how to shoot it, if he had to. And that Robyn would forgive him, if he had to kill anything. Or anybody. He started as movement to his right, beneath rock and over- hanging brush, caught his eye, relaxed as a tethered horse moved partway out and back again. And then Jennifer slowed. "We're close, very close," she whispered. "Stay with me." A black- ness darker than the night, or the overhang sheltering the horses, loomed before them. Before Jennifer could edge through fallen loose stone and shattered boulders to reach the cave opening, a hand came down and gripped her forearm. "Lialla?" she gasped. 84 RU EM6RSON "Who asks?" came a low, grim reply. "We—Merrida sent us. We came to help you." "She—come, you can't stay out here. Hurry, all of you!" The hand stayed on Jennifer's arm, drew her forward. Jennifer sensed rather than saw the flutter of black scarves like Memda's, a long, pale face. She let herself be led, waved an imperious hand to those behind her. Robyn swallowed, hesitated, but Chris caught her by the shoulders and hurried her after. "Stay right behind Jen, Mom, we don't want to lose her, right?" Robyn swallowed again, nodded and stumbled across rubble and into the dark. ' 'Cave; watch your head, Mom.'' Once inside, there was a faint bluish light, just enough to see the ceiling had gone high, vaulting into an unguessed distance. Chris pushed past Robyn, took her hand in his and led her after Jen- nifer and Lialla, both now distant, dark shadows. The light grew a little; they passed around a bend and into a small, smooth-walled chamber. A metal box, the source of the light, was wedged between two stones at shoulder level. Another was set on the smooth dirt floor, and by its light, Chris could see Jennifer, kneeling beside a dark-haired man. His face looked terribly pale and drawn; the woman kneeling on his other side— Lialla, he guessed—was nearly as pale. She watched anxiously as Jennifer pushed the cover away from his arms. Chris dropped the gym bag on smooth dirt. It couldn't be harder than Jennifer's couch, where he had slept a good part of the summer. "Mom, you look done in. That was a long walk for you." "Yeah. My feet hurt," she whispered. Her eyes were fixed on Aletto's face. "Well, sit down, then. Who knows, we may be on our way again before dawn." Robyn sighed unhappily, eased herself to the floor and tugged at the grip-tape straps on her sneakers. "Don't take them off. Mom, not unless you've got blisters or something. I didn't see any running water for you to soak your feet in, and if they swell, you're barefoot." "/ know. I used to hike a lot, remember?" Robyn dragged her purse up by Chris's gym bag. Her eyes went back to Atetto. "Poor guy. I hope he's going to be all right." She lay down, then, and let her eyes close. Chris cast Aletto a dubious glance before he stretched out next to his mother. He'd seen that look before: Robyn, with her infinite capacity for sympathy, was about to pick up another wounded bird. It was something he admired, really: All the times she'd been stepped on by those she'd tried FHE CALLJNQ OF WE •CHREE 85 to help, and it never stopped her from trying once more. All the same . . . All the same, that was how Robyn had wound up with Amie, and the one or two before Amie—and the Mediterranean type who'd really been a jerk. Chris levered up onto one elbow and gazed at the limp form between Lialla and Jennifer. All he knew about this Aletto wasn't much, but he didn't sound like such a great deal. "I don't care how blankety-damned noble he is," Chris mumbled under his breath as he punched the gym bag flat under his ear. "A jerk's a jerk. And if this guy's a jerk, he's not going to mess Mom up. Not if I can help it.'' "MERRIDA sent you?" Lialla stared as Jennifer unpinned and unwrapped the long wool scarf and shook her hair out. There was a visible lack of confidence in both the look and her voice. "You three? That's all?" "It wasn't our idea," Jennifer said shortly. "It wasn't hers, either—that's what she said, anyway." She bit back a further angry retort. Lialla's gaze had slipped from Jennifer's face; her eyes were dark with worry. Aletto stirred and moaned as she touched his arm. "Look, this Merrida of yours said I could help him. Why don't you let me try?" Lialla sat back on her heels and studied her in silence for a long moment. She shrugged. "She- knew, then—never mind. You're not Rhadazi, you don't have the took of anyone I've ever seen before and your speech is very oddly accented." One hand hovered protectively over her brother. "How, help him? Wait, though. Give me your hand." Jennifer shoved the woolen wrap and her leather satchel aside and held out both hands. Lialla's fingers were icy, her grip hard. "Curious. You're a Wielder? An outlandWielder?" "No. I'm an American." The proper noun fell oddly in the midst of the implanted speech, and for the first time since Lialla had gripped her wrist, Jennifer felt the oddity of speaking this language not her own, when before it had come as naturally as English. "And I'm no—what did you say?—no Wielder; there is no magic where I come from. Anything you sense is Memda's." Lialla frowned, finally released her hands, "if you say so." She sat back again. "It doesn't matter. My brother matters. He was hurt when we left Duke's Fort, knifed by Carolan. I—" Her lips twisted. "I can't heal him, I'm not capable of that, all I could do was bind the bleeding, to keep him alive." "Give me light." Jennifer leaned over the unconscious nera- 86 RU EMGRSOM Duke and gently pulled the thin blanket from his fingers. It must have hurt Lialla to admit that, and she clearly loved her brother. "What you did saved his life; there's nothing wrong with that." Lialla looked at her, away again. It took several minutes for the two women, working together, to soak the binding from Aletto's biceps. Jennifer could feel the Mood leave her face when she saw the wound, and was glad she wasn't standing. It was a deep cut, rough-edged and seeping a little; the skin and muscle gaped. Ugly. The shock of such a wound alone would account for his present state, even if he hadn't bled much. and a cut like this would ordinarily bleed. Should still be bleeding. Jennifer extended a very reluctant hand and brought it, palm down, over his arm, just above the wound, not actually touching it. Her own upper arm ached fiercely, throbbed rhythmically. Night-Thread? She could sense it, suddenly; she could see it cluttering the wound, a white wadded mess of it. And unless she was going mad, she could hear it: There was music, faint music, in the stuff under her fingers, a distant piccolo or a reed flute—but it faded when she tried to concentrate on the sound. Concentrate, she told herself, on what you're doing. The sense of music stayed with her; the nera-Duke's arm was cool under her fingers. She drew them back when he moaned and shifted restlessly. Between her hand and his arm, a network of faint, luminous lines was becoming visible. Silver, black—all colors. Some ran straight, others curved, or spiraled, or gathered in rainbow clus- ters, ran helixlike, binding together and separating. It blurred before her eyes, separated even more cleariy as she blinked. There was music everywhere, a faint blending of disparate sounds that was not unpleasant, if not particularly melodic. There. She knew, all at once, which of them would serve her; her right hand caught a twist of Thread, four shades of blue; her left took hold of another, reds shading to purples. "Lialla— Lady. Can you remove what you did?" Lialla, wide-eyed, nod- ded. "Do it, now." Thread writhed in her hands; blood welled up and spilled down Atetto's arm. Jennifer swallowed bile and laid her right hand across the wound, fiat. Blood oozed between her fingers. "Think what you're doing," she whispered. "Not what you feel." It helped, a little; and then the music caught her ear and took hold of her. Instruments or voices similar to flute or violin, all soprano; faint, though. But she had the line of it, and with that, sudden and profound gut-deep understand- WE CALL1NQ OF T:HE T:HREE 97 ing of why those particular Threads were right, what they did. How to seek them out on her own. It shook her; this was utterly illogical, so unlike anything she'd ever done in her life. The music wavered briefly, resubmitted itself to her ears as she stopped trying to analyze. The Thread itself was cottony and slightly sticky to the touch. It clung to her hands, then to torn and outraged muscle, veins, skin. Alet- to's pain, once nearly unbearable, became a mere itch in the )>ack other mind. And was gone. She blinked. The music faded. When she lifted her hand, there was nothing left of the wound but a faint, pink line. Aletto stirred, mumbled something neither woman could hear, and subsided into a much more natural- looking sleep. Lialla scrubbed a sleeve over her eyes and pulled the cover up to his chin. "Here, I think your companions are asleep; let's take the light, move away a little. I have wine, you'd better drink some." Jennifer swayed as she stood, kept one hand on the cave wall as she followed Lialla, and gratefully sat once again. The wine Lialla handed her was over-sweet for her taste but not cloying. She drank, felt the worid steady, and handed the leather bag back. "Thank you. Lady; I needed that." "Lialla to you, Healer. And I am just a sin-Duchess; only my mother is called Lady.'' "Lialla. You can't call me Healer; though; that was Merrida's magic." "Say some of it was." Jennifer shrugged. She'd have to put some time between her- self and what just happened before she'd even think about ana- lyzing it. "Call me Jennifer." "Jennisar—Jenniser?" Lialla couldn't make it work. "That's no name anywhere, I've never heard it." "It's a mouthful. Try Jenny, or Jen if that's easier." "Jenny." Lialla *s "j" came out soft, more like a "z." "Your friends—" "My sister and my nephew. Robyn and Christopher, everyone calls him Chris, though. I—look. I have to know. This Merrida said she couldn't send us home again. Is that so?" Lialla shrugged, took a swallow of wine and set the leather sack between them. "I don't know. I don't know anything about such things. If she says so, it must be true. But I'm only an initiate; when she said she would find someone, I thought she meant—I don't know what I thought she meant. Men from the Emperor's city, perhaps; or maybe nomad men who carry knives 88 RU EMGRSON and fight for anyone, for enough coin. We—Aletto expected armed men, Jadek never let him leam to fight, I haven't even the training given Rhadazi women. I can't—" She shrugged, smiled bleakly and closed her eyes. "No, I can't say that; I still cannot use a dagger property, I simply killed a man with one tonight, as much ill luck as anything. And now, Aletto has me, and you—and those two. He won't like this." Jennifer let her eyes close and counted to ten. "He isn't" the only one who doesn't like it. And then all this mystery! She said she wanted armed guards for you, but then she said the magic chose us instead. That's a rotten explanation, if you ask me." Lialla shook her head. "That's just how Merrida is. A good Wielder doesn't explain, particularly if she doesn't know." "God. Chris was right. But I can't think why this magic would choose us\ It's ridiculous! I know law, I know music, but I'm not a great lawyer yet and I never was a great musician, and there's nothing useful about either, that I can see, anyway! My sister hasn't killed anything larger than a housefly in her life. she hates violence, and I don't think her so-called ability to read cards is going to be exactly handy. Chris plays games and reads books. People like us—ordinary people where we come from— we don't fight or kill or any of that. That's for TV and spy novels!" Lialla bit her lip. "You're using odd words I don't know. But we have to trust what Merrida told you. If the magic chose you, then there's nothing more to be said." Jennifer shifted. The ground was uncomfortably hard under her hip, and the cold was seeping through her jeans. "Oh, there's plenty to be said. What you're doing, where you're going. Where we are. Why somebody cut him like that, and who this man is who got killed. Above all, why. Tell me." "I can try." Lialla turned so she could watch Aletto sleep. "A long time ago, the Emperor broke Rhadaz into nine individ- ual Dukedomes, and turned them over to his friends. The orig- inal Duke of Zeiharri was a many-times great-grandfather of our father. Father died nearly twenty years ago, an accident I only recently began to see as convenient; my uncle—his brother- forced our mother to marry him, and took control of the house- hold and the council appointed to oversee Aletto until his twenty-fifth birthday, when he would be named Duke. I just knew Jadek never intended to relinquish control, if he could help it." Lialla gazed at her brother; a tear eased out of the comer of one eye and slid down her cheek. "There's more, but I can't T:HE CALLINQ OF WE •CHREE 89 tell it just now. It's enough for you to know that Aletto began to believe only the past few days. He and I left the fort, in hopes we could find men who were loyal to Father. With enough such men at my brother's back, we can return home and Jadek will have to abdicate." Right, Jennifer thought sourly. The way Noriega did. Who is going to run him out. an Emperor with gunboats and Marines ? But she let it pass; Lialla might not be as naive as she sounded on that point, and if not it couldn't hurt to leave her that illusion for the moment. "Where are we going, and when?" "Tomorrow night, no sooner, and that's if he can travel." Lialla turned away from Aletto. "It's drylands from here for most of a night's journey, and that slopes down to Sikkre." The name was gutteral in the back of her throat. "There are men there, or so we hear, and the Duke's son—the Thukar's son, Dahven—may be able to help us. We'll need more food, better clothing for you three." Jennifer rummaged through her bag and gave Lialla the little wooden coin box. "That's Mother's." She opened it and looked in, shook it experimentally. "That will help, considerably—at least, if we can find a gemsmith who'll exchange any of these for coin, without uncomfortable ques- tions. In Sikkre, that won't be hard. You'd better keep it, though, in case we're separated. I have money of my own." "All right." She carefully didn't mink about being separated; she wouldn't breathe the least hint of it to Chris or particularly to Robyn. "Are you hungry?" Lialla asked. Jennifer shook her head. "Tired?" "Not just now. If you are, go ahead and sleep; I'll watch him. I need to think more than I need sleep." "I—all right." It was hard, admitting to anyone how very tired she was. Lialla hadn't allowed herself to know until just now. It was even harder, trusting a complete stranger like this Jen with her brother's life. A hard woman, this one, but cool and extremely competent— particularly if she'd come into magic for the first time mis night. "I scarcely slept last night, and not at all since." Jennifer nodded. "If I hear anything, I'll wake you. I wouldn't know what to do." Lialla wrapped the black scarves around her arms, folded them across her chest and curled up on the hard ground in a tight little ball. She was asleep almost as soon as her eyes closed. 90 Ru EMGRSON JENNIFER shoved her bag behind her back as a pillow and leaned against the smoothed stone wall. Robyn was sleeping, Chris next to her, one hand protectively on her elbow. Aletto seemed to be breathing normally and the drawn, white look had left his face. She wanted to think about it, but she couldn't: too much, too soon, and most of it too painful. Heydrich & Hamson—they'd notice she was gone right away, when she didn't show up for that deposition. "I wanted that, really wanted it," she whis- pered. Long, red-carpeted halts. Jimmy's cheerful smile, Jan's Xeroxed magazine articles on her chair when she came to work in the morning—even the nasty squeal the copy machine emitted when it first started up and the unpleasant burr of the dot matrix printer just outside the office—she felt their loss like a great, gaping hole inside her. She forced her thoughts away from red- carpeted halts, artificial flower displays on polished conference room tables, the oddball assortment of receptionists who clashed so interestingly with the reception area full of antiques. It no longer mattered; she couldn't afford to let it. Any more than she could entertain Chris's possible return. Dare to think there would be a way back, tonight or any other night, and she'd tear herself to pieces, wanting it. Three missing Angelenos in a city so large, their car eventu- ally found on a narrow high desert road—they would make a very small ripple indeed. A few people would notice them gone, but not many would and not for long. And for the rest, everything since Chris—poor virginal Chris, she thought, and nearly laughed aloud—had driven them into Memda's net. But of all of them, Chris was the only one who'd landed on his feet, thinking almost at once. The only one of the three who'd had any idea what had happened. / read the wrong things, she thought wryly, and momentarily felt better. That faded rapidly. Magic: Merrida's, that unnatural light be- side the road—what she had done just now, to that young man's arm. "Why me? Why not Birdy, who's fiddled with all that stuff? Why not Chris?" There was no answer to that. Except, just possibly, the music. It was there, just outside her hearing, ready for her if she needed it. Outside the cave a nightbird or some small animal cried out; she jumped, banging her shoulder against rock, and swore. Al- etto stirred, pushed himself groggily partway up and rubbed his eyes. "Lialla?" Lialla shifted, mumbled something under her WE CALLINQ OF CHE TTHREE breath. Jennifer crawled past her. "Merrida?" he whispered and blinked furiously. "You're not Merrida." "She sent us to help you, three of us." "Oh." He considered this in silence. "You're not a Rhadazi, lean tell." "No." "Oh." He rubbed his eyes once more, yawned and lay back down, asleep once more without having been properly awake. 7 Jk LETTO woke again, hours later; Jennifer gave him water and /\her name—like his sister, he had difficulty with it. He ap- parently remembered nothing of the attack in the stables and Jennifer decided to leave it to Lialla to decide what to tell him. Lialla woke not long after Aletto lay down again, and Jennifer curled up where the other woman had slept, leather bag under her ear and Merrida's woolen thing wrapped snugly around her. The cool air drifting along the floor felt refreshing on her face but unpleasant against her arms. But the thin wool seemed more than adequate to deal with the chill, once she managed to get it in place. She drifted toward sleep, but individual events ran wild through her mind: the way the car had slid on gravel, her first jolting sight of Merrida, standing tike a tree in those darkened woods. Hell-Light; Thread-sound—or music, if she dared think it that. Aletto. Poor, handicapped Aletto. No one had said, except for the vague hints Merrida had dropped. Nothing had prepared her for the hitched-up shoulder, the slightly slurred speech, the mouth mobile only on the left side, the faint acnelike marks running along his right jaw and up under his ear. She had not been certain where to look, com- ing on his disability so suddenly. She knew Lialla saw her em- barrassment, which made it all the worse. Young, noble, handicapped. Probably, judging by what was left, once ex- tremely handsome. And no doubt he was used to looks like hers: surprise, shock, pity, all mixed. Fortunately, he hadn't been conscious when she dealt with his wound, but from the look on his sister's face, she at least wasn't resigned to his condition, and she visibly hated pity. WE CALLINQ OF WE TTHREE 93 Illness, then. Illness or accident. If he'd been like this from birth, even a woman like Lialla would have adjusted to it by now. Then again, a woman like Lialla . . . Lialla was all Merrida had warned her of, though Merrida hadn't used such blunt words as occurred to Jennifer: arrogant, imperious, impatient. The kind of Type A that gave all other Type A personalities a bad name. Well, she was sorry she'd let so much show; ordinarily, it wouldn't have happened, but the circumstances were scarcely ordinary. Lialla wouldn't see it like that, most likely. Aletto wouldn't either, if Lialla were stupid enough to tell him. Rub- bing salt in the wound—no, not likely she'd tell her brother. Not after a night to think about it. Unless Jennifer had badly misread the initiate Wielder. Fortunately, she herself had a little time to think about it; she would just have to go on as though nothing had happened. Let it pass. If she apologized, that could only keep discomfort fresh between herself and Lialla. And she had an uncomfortable feeling there would be enough of that in the days to come. Lialla was pretty obviously a strong-willed woman, and not used to dealing with another of the same ilk. Jennifer yawned, stretched hard, and curled back on her side. She wished in passing that she could warn Chris and Robyn. She thought she heard Robyn mumbling, Chris's whispered reply. Poor Chris. Of the three of them, he really had the most to lose, coming here. And he hadn't fully realized it yet, the way Jennifer had. When it hit him—God. At least worry for his mother kept him from worrying about himself. That was the last thing she remembered thinking before sleep took her. SUN touched the cave floor and momentarily dazzled her; she shut her eyes, moved her head cautiously into shade and squeezed them open the least bit once again. There were gaps in the rock, partway up. Jennifer shifted, edged over flat onto her back. and stretched, cautiously. Sleeping in a wad on hard ground, with a loaded purse for a pillow, had given her bruised hip bones, ach- ing joints and a ferocious headache. That healing of Merrida's would come in useful just now. But the old woman had been right; she couldn't sense anything beyond herself, nothing be- yond her normal senses. Night-Thread, her sleep-fuzzed brain reminded her- Curious; magic that only worked at night. At least, good magic that only worked at night. Fortunately it wasn't like some of the ancient earth stuff she seemed to recall reading about, magic that only 94 Ru EMERSON worked during a fill! moon, or at seasonal changes or even once a year. Unfortunately, she'd never read much about magic; prob- ably it wouldn't be useful here anyway. Well, she probably couldn't cure a headache with Merrida's magic anyway. Merrida had certainly tried to imbue it with a massive importance that would raise it beyond such petty con- cerns. Fortunately, Jennifer had her usual enormous bottle of aspirin in the bottom of her bag. Probably the hard object that had given her the headache in the first place. She sat up, dragged the leather satchel open and rummaged; her eyes misted as her fingers closed over the hard plastic container. Her secretary had given her such a hard time over that bottle—jug, Jan had called it. So had Jimmy when he'd seen it. Well, but it had been so cheap, and easy to find in her bag. She blinked angrily, shook three out and choked them down dry, then eyed the bottle du- biously before she stowed it away again. Suddenly a half-full seven-hundred-count bottle no longer seemed excessive; she'd have to hoard the darned things and use them only in emergen- cies. It was quiet in the cave; so quiet she knew even before her eyes adjusted that she had it to herself. She dragged a comb through her hair, considered braiding it and abandoned that when an appraisal of the contents of her bag revealed nothing to tie it with. Not that it braided well: It was thick enough but too fine to stay put, and her hairdresser had cut it in about fourteen different layers the last time. It had looked great with a suit and discreet gold hoops; she didn't want to think how it looked just now. She swore when the tortoise-shell pick snagged in a messy end composed of tangled hair, dirt and two small branches. One of the sticks had thorns, and she swore again as she eased it free, sucked blood from an oozing puncture in her thumb. There wasn't much a long hike and a nap like that could do to harm her clothes—jeans and a leather jacket and leather high- tops were about as hardy as you could get. She'd probably be ready to kill for a chance to wash her shirt by nightfall, though. She groaned as she stood and stretched. "Don't say kill," she told herself in a fierce whisper as she squatted and rummaged through the bag once again and came up with the black nylon padded pouch. "Not here. Not for a smelly shirt." The little bag contained deodorant, hand lotion, all the so-called survival items a young lawyer might need when suddenly scheduled for a one-thirty nearing. She ran a little paste onto her brush and •CHE CALLINQ OF T:HE TTHREE 95 scrubbed it dry over her front teeth, stuffed everything back in the satchel and went outside. The air was still, clear and slightly damp; the sun's rays nearly level. Still quite eariy, then. Someone had started a small fire near the entrance. She looked at it, brow creased, then shrugged. Lialla or Aletto surely wouldn't be foolish enough to draw at- tention to this place with a fire! Then again—dry wood, she thought as she studied it, and remembered things from eariy camping trips in Wyoming. There was very little smoke at shoul- der level, just a haze that distorted things when she looked through it. At a height of ten feet, even that couldn't be seen. Relax, she told herself sternly, and leaned over to warm her fingers. There was a pot sitting among the embers, not much bigger than a decent-sized coffee mug; an unfamiliar but not unpleasant herby, sagey smell rose from it. Not coffee. No coffee, Jennifer thought with a pang, and then pushed the thought and the ac- companying misery aside. She'd have to promise herself, no re- grets. She could drive herself crazy, missing things. She wouldn't give in to hope, either; Chris's little series of notions about going home again might make Robyn happier, or make him less un- happy. She couldn't afford to let herself think there might be a way back. She could see the horses a small-distance away—horses and the unmistakable long ears of a mule or a burro. And then Lial- la's equally distinctive ffuttery black wrappings. The sin-Duchess turned and waved, and came back up the narrow draw with a leather bag in one hand. She settled down on the rocks near the fire and brought out a small loaf of bread. "Here," she said gruffly. "We'll have to watch the food but this stuff doesn't keep. And here." She pulled out a thick, flat bit of dark leather that opened into a son of cup and dipped it into the steaming liquid. Jennifer set the bread on her knees and took the cup awkwardly. The sides weren't at all stiff and it wasn't easy to keep it from collapsing and spilling hot liquid all over her lap until she got hold of opposite sides with both hands. Lialla rose' without another word and walked on into the cave. "God, another morning person," Jennifer mumbled, and swore as she scalded her upper lip. "We'll kill each other." "Nah, she's just generally bitchy." Chris had come up un- noticed. Jennifer jumped, managed to balance the sagging cup and steer it away from her knee before it sloshed. She fixed her nephew with a cold eye. 96 Rll EMERSON WE CALL1NQ OF FHE •CHREE 97 ."Warn me next time, damnit." He grinned cheerfully; Jennifer closed her eyes and began counting. Unlike her—or his mother—Chris was happily on his feet and moving as soon as the sun rose. Most of the time, Jennifer managed not to hold it against him. The look on her face must have warned him, because when she reached ten and opened her eyes, he was gone again. She sipped hot liquid doubtfully and wondered briefly if it was safe for him to wander around. And where was Robyn? There was entirely too much of the drink for a first taste, and it needed sugar. But even though she had those few paper pack- ets in her bag, she'd have to conserve them even more closely than the aspirin—at least until she found out if there was sugar here. "Or coffee," she whispered, and once again had to remind -a herself that subject was forbidden. ^ There didn't seem to be any caffeine in the tea, but the com- bination of cool, crisp air and the heat of the liquid were helping a little. She was at least able to pay some attention to her sur- roundings. She couldn't see far down the ravine; it bent sharply to the right just beyond the horses, she remembered from the night before. From here, the bend wasn't visible; it looked like one solid rock wall. There was water, a narrow and slow-moving f. stream with a silly, brown bottom. Where the horses and the ^ mule were tethered, there were trees so like cottonwood she couldn't be certain they weren't in fact cottonwood, unfamiliar bushes, thick, brightly green grass that rose to the animals' knees. Beyond them, rock and brush climbed abruptly to a high ledge; the trees there were a mixture, deciduous and pinon pine. Or, she reminded herself, something like that- The resemblance was strong, and the animals were certainly unmistakably horses , f and a mule. - Just as Lialla and Aletto were unmistakably human—at least, to her eye. It unnerved her more than difference would, consid- ^ ering everything. How could it be possible, a completely other ^ place, nowhere on Earth, and yet so many things just like Earth ^ things? "; She must have spoken aloud, and Chris, who'd come down \- from the ledge beside her, heard. "You don't read much, do ^ you. Aunt Jen?" :&-,. *'I read—" she began defensively. Chris laughed, 'a "Not the right kinda stuff. Alternate universes? Parallel ,^ worlds?" Jennifer scowled at him, finally shook her head. '^. "Didn't think so. The idea being, something happened and at that point things went one way and wound up being us—you know, L.A., current day, you as a lawyer, all that. But at that same time, maybe it happened differently, too, or should have, and another world went that way. And wound up being this place." Jennifer nodded. "All right, I've heard the theory. The 'what if Hitler won' idea." Chris applauded silently. "That's one of them. So there would be two worlds, right? One where he did, one where he didn't. Or a bunch of 'em, right? Horses in both, people in both, same kind of trees in both—but some things very different.'' He sat down close to her, tore a piece from her loaf and stuffed it in his mouth. "Like the bread. Tastes a little weird." "Any bread that isn't that cellophane special white stuff would taste funny to you," Jennifer told him. "Well, anyway." Chris swallowed, held out a hand. "You done with that stuff? It's pretty good, compared to some of the herb tea Mom makes, but don't tell her I said so." He drained the leather cup, spilling only a little, and handed it back to her. "Well, with a parallel worlds thingie, the land masses would be the same, too." "But that's all fiction," Jennifer protested. Chris shrugged. "Maybe. I mean, how do you know it wasn't there first and writers started using the idea?'' "Like the Bermuda Triangle?" "C'mon, you know what I mean." "Everything you've said so far reeks of the National Enquirer and bad pseudoscience." "Yeah, I just knew you'd say that. Anyway, I've been talking to Aletto this morning and I can't figure it out. If we're on a parallel world, I don't see where and when we are, in relation to our world." "You know so much about geography, of course," Jennifer said. "Not fair! I got better after last year; too much razz from Mr- Ediey about not knowing where places were, and besides, you helped me, didn't you? Besides, maps are neat. Well, some maps." "Game maps, you mean," Jennifer said shrewdly. Chris shrugged. "What's he like?" "He? Oh. Aletto? Alt right, I guess. Not like I thought a Duke would be." What he thought, Chris didn't say. Jennifer was 98 Ru EMGRSON relieved and rather pleased to notice he seemed to have taken Aletto's physical problems in stride. But then. Chris would; Robyn would have seen to that. "He's up top, looking around. Said he wanted to talk when he came down, though. You want the rest of that bread? 'Cause if not, I'm starving." Jennifer sighed quietly, shook her head and handed it to him. ALETTO did come down, moments later. Jennifer glanced up in alarm as she saw rock slithering and bouncing not very far away, then looked down; Aletto's gait was awkward in the extreme on such uneven ground, and she wondered that he would even try it. Unfortunately, he was at least as observant as Lialla, and just as touchy. "You don't have to pretend I'm not here," he growled as he limped over to the fire. "I don't always walk that funny." Jennifer drew a deep breath, let it out and tried to send most of her irritation with it. It didn't work. "Look," she said and shielded her eyes so she could look up at him. "I was just as concerned about Chris sliding down there. Don't be so damned sure the world rises and sets on you!" Horror momentarily shut her mouth and guilt opened it again as she shoved herself to her feet- He was no taller than she; his face at the moment was unreadable. "All right, that was harsh. Put it down that I don't have a sense of humor in the morning." He stood still for just enough longer that she wondered what else she should say; a faint smile creased his mouth, then, and warmed his dark blue eyes. "I'm not fond of this kind of hour myself," he admitted. "Nor to such a bed; one grows soft even in my uncle's loving care. And I seem to have missed my usual helping of late wine." He took hold of her arms at the elbows and squeezed, briefly, "You're Jenni—I can't say it." ' 'Jen.'' "Jen. I remember that now, you told me. You—?" He glanced across her shoulder and Jennifer, turning, saw Robyn down there, talking to the horses- "You and she, and the boy—you're the help that woman brought us?" Doesn't like Merrida by his tone of voice, or magic either, Jennifer thought, and she remembered Merrida's odd way of referring to Aletto. "Him," "the boy," no name. Apparently she didn't like him much, either. Looking at his face, at the shoulder drawn up under his right ear, his head inclining toward it, remembering that limp—maybe he had cause. Had the old •CHE CALLINQ OF CHE rHREE 99 woman tried and failed, or simply not tried? "We're what Mer- rida got," she said. Aletto's smile faded. "We need to talk," he said. "And that most urgently.'' IT took her several minutes to round up Chris and send him after Robyn; Aletto was seated by the small fire, Lialla standing be- hind him. Jennifer let Chris help his mother find a half- comfortable place to sit and to drop down next to her; she elected, like Lialla, to stay on her feet. It was quiet; Aletto looked up at Lialla, across the fire at the others, opened his mouth and closed it again. The silence stretched, and when Jennifer finally broke it, Robyn started ner- vously. "I suppose this is a council of war, to decide what we're doing," she said. Lialla shrugged gloomily. Aletto stared down at his hands. "Council of war? Five of us, and look at who we are! It's utterly hopeless." He might have gone on but Lialla's hand closed on his good shoulder; her knuckles stood out white. "You're not going back! I can't—" "I never said that!" Aletto protested sharply, and began tug- ging at her fingers. "Jadek would kill me right then, or bury me alive in the cellars, and say I'd never returned. And you—" He tore her hand free of his arm, imprisoned the fingers between both of his hands. "I doubt he'd treat you kindly, either." "No," Lialla said faintly. "He'd wed you to Carolan before the dirt settled on my grave." "Stop—" Lialla took a deep breath. Her face had gone an ugly shade of pale green. " Carolan's dead." Aletto let go of her hand, turned to stare up at her. Lialla nodded. Silence. She closed her eyes momentarily, mumbled to herself. When she opened them again, she looked more herself. Aletto gazed into the fire, then out across the meadow, back into the fire again. Jennifer thought he looked inordinately pleased with himself. "I did that, didn't I?" Lialla nodded, realized he wasn't watching. "You did that." "Carolan knifed me? I think I remember that. It hurt and my eyes didn't want to stay open. He's dead? His man—they're both dead?" "Both dead," Lialla agreed flatly. 100 Ru EMCRSON "We're not going back," Aletto said after a long silence. "We wouldn't dare." Lialla stirred. "We don't have to, we can go north. He won't look for us in Holmaddan!" "No? You think he won't turn Rhadaz inside out until he finds us?" Aletto shook his head. Chris sat forward. "Look, you two are talking in riddles. Somebody, two somebodies got killed last night after you got out the back door, and you two are responsible, right? And that's going to make the old man—this Jadek that's running the place for you—it's going to make him even madder than he already is, right?" He settled his elbows on his knees, let his hands dangle between his shins. One leg jiggled rapidly, making his hands tremble. Jennifer, who knew his moods fairly welt, considered saying something, then decided not to: Better to let her nephew work out his anger at once, it was worse when he chewed on it. "You mind if I ask where we come in?" Lialla glanced down at Aletto, who had gone back to a contemplation of his hands. Chris sighed heavily. "I ask because, you remember, we got dragged here by that old witch, who said you needed us. Us particularly. To go looking for people so you could take back what's yours." Silence. "I can follow that, it's logical. But now you're talking about running off or going home, or hiding out—" Aletto brought his chin up; his eyes were hard and his mouth set. "My sister said that. I didn't. 1 intend to go on. But you three—'* he gestured, taking them in. "You aren't—aren't—" "Aren't what?" Chris demanded. "Aren't brutes with broad- swords? Heroes in silver armor?" "I didn't say—!" "You didn't have to say that, I can tell you mean it." "Can you even use that bow you're carrying?" Aletto coun- tered hotly. "I could once, how about you?" Chris snapped. "If we ever get squared away here, I'm sure going to go practice with it. Have I ever killed anybody with one? No! Who'd you kill lately, besides this Caro—this whatsis." The two glowered at each other. Lialla touched Aletto's shoulder. "It's dangerous," she began. Chris laughed and effectively silenced her. "Oh, sure- Look, where I live there are machines that would eat you for breakfast; there are men on the streets who carry knives and cut people just for fun. Boys and young girls who do •CHE CALL1NQ OF WE I:HREE 101 that. I'll tell you what I'm scared of here, lady. Not magic, not that old bat who got us here, not even big warriors with shiny swords. I'm scared you'll try to dump us right here, walk off and leave us." There was an ugly little silence; Lialla's eyes were mere slits. "For myself, I don't care nearly as much. But you try to do that to my mother, lady, and you'll be sorry you ever left home." Chris drew a deep breath, expelled it in a loud whoosh and sat back. His color was high and a pulse beat rapidly in this side of his neck, but he'd worked out the worst of it. Or so Jennifer thought until Lialla glared down at him. "Don't you threaten me, boy! It was Merrida who found you, not me—" "Give me a break, lady!" Chris jumped to his feet, waving his arms. Lialla, startled, took a pace backwards, then reclaimed her ground. "Merrida—why not blame the magic, the way she did? Or my—well, never mind that! I know all about compara- tive guilt and moral responsibility. You might not have done the work, but you asked for the help, didn't you? You think you don't have any responsibility for us? Think again!" "I—look," Lialla said. She ran a hand through her hair, scat- tering a handful of fine brass-colored pins. "I didn't have any choice! Unless I married Carolan and let—let Alelto—" She spun away on one heel and slammed both hands into the rock wall behind them. "There's a moral question for you." Her voice was muffled by stone. "The lives of fighting men—Why should I have thought it would choose us anyone else?—or Al- etto's life?" She turned back and leaned into the rock. "You're right, Aletto, we can't go back; we've got to go on the way we started." "I know. I'm dead if we return; he'll hunt us down and he won't quit until we're found, otherwise. If we can reach Sikkre, find men who were loyal to Father— Even if we can't find Gyr- dan, or even if Gyr won't help us, there will be someone. Some- one to help us plan the next step." He drew a deep breath and suddenly looked much less miserable. "We don't need to plan it in fine detail just now; only the first step. Isn't that right?" Chris answered him, and his voice was back to normal- "It doesn't hurt to have a step or two ahead in reserve, but that much should be a good start. Where is this Sikkre?" He couldn't man- age the guttural consonant properly. "And how far from here? And is this uncle of yours going to suspect that's where you're going?" 102 RU EMGRSON Lialla shook her head. "He'll have an eye out in all direc- tions." "Good. Unless he's got an unlimited number of men, that means he'll be spread pretty thin." "Just so," Lialla said, and eyed him with a grudging respect. "I think, though, he'll suppose Aletto's going to the Emperor down in Podhru, to petition for his rights. It's the logical thing to do, under the circumstances—two unarmed and untrained people out alone, where else would they go, except to hide? Also, I don't think it's common knowledge where Gyrdan is. And Sikkre's not—it's not exactly unsafe. But the Thukar has a coin value on everything and everyone. Sikkre shouldn 't be where we'd go. The Thukar's not safe, and his eldest son is—" "Dahven's all right," Aletto said, and he managed a faint smile in her direction. "You don't like him because they wanted you to marry him." "So." Chris gnawed a knuckle and considered this in silence for some time. "Sikkre—what is it?" Brother and sister looked at him in confusion; both shook their heads. "City, village, open pit mine, forest—what?" "Dukedom, like Zeiharri," Aletto said. "But Sehfi, the town surrounding Duke's Fort, is smaller. Sikkre's main city has the same name as the Dukedom; it's the center of four inland trading routes including the main one from the seaport of Bezjeriad." Chris shaped this silently, closed his eyes and shook his head. "Sikkre's market alone is four times the size of all of Sehfi; people of all kinds come there, outland traders coming from Bez, nomads coming down from Dro Pent—" "Maps," Chris said. "I need a map. It sounds," he added cautiously, "like a place where even if someone expected you to go there, you might be able to get in and around without being found." Aletto nodded; Chris smiled. "See? You don't need brutes with broadswords after all. We don't look that different from you two that we should stand out very much. Not like hulking swordsmen would." Lialla sighed. Let her eyes close. Chris would have gone on but Aletto held up a warning finger, shook his head slightly; his expression was as close to friendly as Chris had seen so far. Lialla finally nodded. "Gods. You're right, though. Whatever else comes to pass, we can't leave you here." "That's settled, then." Chris smiled and held out a hand. Alet- to looked at it, puzzled, finally took it in his own. Chris turned t:HE CALLiNQ OF tHE t;HREE 103 to say something to Robyn and stopped short, jaw hanging. Robyn was no longer there. And none of them had seen her go. CHRIS stared all around but Aletto saw her first. "There, by the horses," he said. "She doesn't like arguing," Jennifer said. Aletto looked up at her in surprise, as though he'd forgotten her presence entire- ly. He turned his gaze back down the ravine. Chris started to rise. but Aletto pulled himself upright and skirted the fire. "Wait- I'll apologize." He walked rapidly down the ravine; the limp was painful to watch and Jennifer turned away before he'd gone the distance. Chris cast one black took at the nera-Duke's back but let him go. He'd started the yelling, as he uncomfortably recalled—as Robyn would doubtless remind him if he went after her right now. Not only yelling, but yelling at a nobleman. Not the best way to accumulate points. Lialla stirred. Her face was utterly expressionless, her eyes chill. "It's apparently been decided for us, Jen; you and I can settle the details, I suppose." Chris squirmed uncomfortably. Jennifer grinned down at him. "Go get my leather bag," she told him. "It's where I was sleeping. There's paper and a couple pens, for maps." "A couple pens? A couple dozen pens," Chris said. "If I know you. Never mind, I found some in the back seat and threw them in my bag." He was whistling as he went back out of sight. Jennifer sighed. "It's temper," she began. Lialla shook her head. "Don't apologize, he was right. And I have a temper myself." She drew herself up and met Jennifer's eyes. "I doubt this is going to be an easy journey, if only because we're both strong women. Not used to standing aside while someone else decides for us. I haven't dared; Aletto wants to protect me, our mother tried to shield us both. Merrida says she succeeded to an extent; it wasn't enough. I've known what I wanted, and more impor- tantly what I didn't want, and I've known for years what kind of man I was dealing with in my uncle and stepfather. Even if I didn't give him his full due. But I've had to work on my own to achieve everything I have." Jennifer nodded. "You're right, we're alike. Strong—or hard, depending on the point of view. I had to find my own way, and I'm not good at being protected or coddled. My sister—Robyn needs that; she's never been good at taking care of herself, not in the most basic ways. She had husbands, other men. Now she 104 Ru EMERSON has Chris; in some ways, he's the parent, she's the child." She considered this a moment, sighed and shook her head. "She won't be easy to live with; there are—certain things she craves. Until she adjusts to their loss, she may be tense, snappish, weepy. I don't know. This, Just now—" She gestured down the ravine; Aletto stood in the high grass, leaning across one glossy brown back, talking earnestly. They couldn't see anything of Robyn but the gleam of sun on the top of her blonde head. She must^iave said something amusing; Aletto laughed, reached across the horse to touch her shoulder. "She hates arguing, fighting. Any- thing like that. Even when she's not part of it; she just fades out." Lialla sighed in turn. Jennifer turned back to her. "She's not all wet," she added. "Truly. She's a kind woman, a good- hearted one. People like her." "Aletto seems to," Lialla said dryly. A shy little silence had fallen over the two down in the ravine. Aletto toyed with the horse's mane; Robyn, who had been pick- ing smalt wildflowers, stood and held them out. She only just managed not to jerk her hand back when the strong, white horse teeth closed over the petals and pulled the plants from her hand. "They're very placid," Aletto assured her. "They're pretty," Robyn said. She dusted her hand on her jeans, glanced up at him and away again. "I'm not used to being close to them; I guess you can tell they make me nervous." "Some of them frighten me," Aletto said. "The hunting horses my uncie rides. Of course, I can't manage such horses, so it doesn't really matter." "Oh, but it does," Robyn said. "It's in your voice, don't you know?" She came around the horse and gestured at his leg. "What happened to you?" He'd steeled himself against the question from one of them, even though Merrida or Lialla would surely have warned them— they warned everyone: "Don't stare, don't ask, it upsets him." To his surprise, he didn't mind her question; perhaps it was her voice—curious, no overtone of pity to it. "There was marsh fever, when I was fifteen, just in Sehfi and the fort. Two of my companions died at once, three more within an eight-day. By the end of a moon-season, it had run its course." He shrugged gloomily. "I was lucky, they say; I can use the teg still, and this"—a gesture took in the raised shoulder, the lilt of his head, the scars on his face—"this is nothing compared to what it could have been." He managed a faint smile. "It remains to be seen •CHE CALLINQ OF ^HE T:HREE 105 whether the disease spared all of me, since I've had no oppor- tunity yet to test whether my seed is good." "Oh." Robyn considered this in silence. "That's not right." She sounded so indignant—on his behalf?—he felt rather warmed by it. "I'm used to it," he said. Robyn met his eyes squarely. "No, I don't think you could be. I wouldn't be, I'd hate it." He caught his breath. "I'm sorry myself—for what Merrida did to you. My part in it." "Your—? Oh." Robyn touched his arm, drew her hand back. "All that shouting, that was Chris. I don't feel the same way, not exactly. I agree with him in theory; you can't order some- thing done, or ask someone to do it for you, and then say it wasn't your fault at all when it goes wrong. That's dishonest. For the rest, it's too soon, I don't know how I feel yet, really. About coming here, not going back. But I didn't ever have much where we were, except them: Chris and Jennifer. As long as I have them, I don't need much else." She swallowed, let her eyes close momentarily. "I—it probably sounds stupid to you. But I'm scared. I—all my life, I've hated killing, I wouldn't even eat any kind of meat for years because that was killing. I'm—I can see it coming, here; killing. Two men have already died." She drew a ragged breath. "More, probably, that I don't know about. If Chris had to kill someone, or if I did, somehow—Oh, God. I'd hate that'" Aletto caught her hands in his, drew them close to his chest; die fingers were cold and they trembled. He looked down at her long, blonde hair, and something of his own fear left him. '' You won't," he assured her quietly. "If I could believe that," she whispered. "Believe it," he said, and with such confidence that Robyn felt her spirits lift for the first time since Jennifer's car had slid into Merrida's night. 8 JENNIFER had doubts: massive ones. She and Lialla had man- aged to find common ground but she failed to see how useful it would be to know they were both used to being in charge and doing things their own way. Lialta was a formidable combination of personality and upbringing: stubborn and strong-willed, no- ble, trained in a form of magic that seemed to require arrogance as part of its working—at least, Merrida was certainty no shrinking violet. Jennifer had no use for class distinctions and Merrida's mysticism heartily bored her. She wasn't going to let Lialla order her around because of rank or because she knew more magic; Jennifer had no intention of letting Aletto take charge either, not because he ranked them by what Jennifer saw as accident of birth, definitely not because she was female. And Lialla, for all her determination to organize the party on her own lines, tended to fold alarmingly when Aletto voiced an opinion, even though he had no more experience than she. She reminded herself that Lialla might be operating on affec- tion for her brother, rather than deferring to male superiority. But that wasn't going to work either. Not considering the stakes. They finally managed to agree on a few things; Chris had his map, courtesy of Aletto—he also had Aletto's rather grudging agreement that he could make suggestions based on his study of the map, without brother or sister shouting him down. Jennifer and Lialla had figured their provisions down to the last bit of bread and fruit, from Lialla's bag, and the last chicken wing, from Jennifer's, still cold thanks to the blue ice but not for much longer. They then turned responsibility for feeding the party over to Robyn. "She needs something to steady her," Jennifer told Lialla firmly. "She's no servant, she's my sister, and I hope TTHE CAL-tiNQ OF T:HE ^HREE ]07 you'll remember that. But she has a talent for getting the most from a small amount of food and she cooks better than I do." Lialla glared at her briefly, then relaxed and almost managed a smile. "All right. I'll try and remember not to insult her. That shouldn't be difficult if I'm kept grateful for a full stomach, should it?" The smile widened. "Besides, if she keeps on as she's begun with Aletto—" "That's her decision, not mine," Jennifer said. "But she's not the sort to hurt anyone." Aletto had fallen almost at once into a light, chivalrous man- ner toward Robyn: protective, but different from Chris's protec- tive ways. Chris was too sensitive to his mother's ways with men not to have noticed the budding friendship between her and Al- etto, but any resentment he felt he was keeping to himself. It was likely, Jennifer thought, that Chris didn't take it seriously. She could only hope Robyn wouldn't. Because Robyn could never possibly marry a man ten years younger and noble, and of a completely different land. She'd had enough trouble with that Greek a few years before. And if Aletto took back his birthright, he might not want her. Even if he did, he might not be allowed a choice. She sighed and shoved the matter resolutely from her mind. It was Robyn's problem; she wasn't going to mix in it at all this time. Let Chris, if he wanted to; that, also, wasn't her problem. Chris had charge of maps, Aletto of the horses and the mule. Robyn the food. That left Lialla largely free to work magic, if needed, or to instruct Jennifer—as much instruction as Jennifer could absorb, or wanted. "I'm barely trained myself," Lialla warned her. "At least, from the standpoint of teaching." Jennifer shrugged. "It might be better. You aren't as set in your ways as a true instructor, and you'll remember better how you learned things. Some of my best tutors were not long out of school themselves." "Well—we'll know better tonight, after dark, whether it's any use at all, trying," Lialla said. "I'd get some sleep in the mean- time, if I were you. It's a long way to that oasis and we only nave the one horse to trade off riding. I doubt we'll be done traveling until dawn, possibly after." She grimaced- "Don't tell Aletto that, and keep Chris quiet about the distances. I've had enough argument for one day." "Chris isn't any better than Aletto at figuring speed over dis- 109 Ru EMGRSON tance, but I'll watch him." Jennifer looked at the sky. "Nearly midday, isn't it? It's awfully warm here." "Always cool in the cave," Lialla told her. "And it'll be hotter out in the desert tomorrow. Just so you know.'' She van- ished into the cave. By the time Jennifer followed her in, she was a still, black shadow well toward the back wall. Jennifer took back the place where she'd spent most of the night, scooped dirt out under her hips and folded the woolen scarf under her head. It was much cooler, particularly since the sun no longer shone through the eariy morning gaps. She closed her eyes, adjusted the hard, flat pillow and thought her way through the final spats, arguments, to what they actually had decided. It seemed pitifully inade- quate, considering. The road they would take tonight was actually a narrow track, wide enough for one horse, or two afoot. It more or less fol- lowed the secondary road out of Zeiharri, but wound out through dry and uninhabited lands before heading south once more; it and the road crossed near the ZeIharri-Sikkre border. Fortu- nately it hadn't been necessary to argue out that part of the journey yet; that wouldn't come until late the next night. Ac- cording to Lialla—who had ridden the track on a hunt—they should only reach the oasis used by caravans traveling between Holmaddan and Dro Pent, and between both to Sikkre. If there were several caravans at the oasis, they would have to skirt it. But that was unlikely just now, Lialla assured them. Jennifer hoped so; they had few water bottles and she'd heard too many horror stories about people dehydrating and going mad in the desert. She hoped it would be another truly dark night. Lialla had described the country to them, and it sounded like parts of Wy- oming: flat and brushy, no real cover. With a good moon, they'd be visible for miles. Jennifer sighed, sat up and folded the wool into another thick- ness, then lay back down, shut her eyes and began reciting Hayes on Torts in a soundless whisper. It worked; it had worked even in law school before finals, the night before she took the Bar; somewhere between Section 1.4(b)(7) and 1.4(b)(8), she fell asleep. A distance beyond her, Lialla lay propped against her cloak, eyes wide and unblinking. She couldn't sleep, even knowing how desperately tired she'd be later. Two horses, a mule, five T:HE CALLINQ OF ^HE TTHREE 109 people. And even though he'd already been forced to agree about being sensible, Aletto would give her trouble; he'd hate riding when the women must walk. He'd be touchy all night if Lialla refused to let him walk, he'd be hurting all over and slow them dangerously if she did let him. She couldn't heal, and if Jen had got it right, Merrida had given her help for the one night and the one occasion only. But no one had ever been able to do much about Aletto's game leg—or any other leftover damage from the fever. She wondered about that, at odd intervals, but she wasn't go- ing to let this be one of them. It was scarcely the time or place to worry whether Jadek had had anything to do with it, as Mer- rida insisted. Or whether that was simply Merrida finding an excuse for her failure to completely cure the nera-Duke—what Merrida, Lialla corrected herself, saw as failure. But it wasn't time to worry about that, either. At least Merrida had been able to find someone who could help Aletto last night. Lialla had barely been able to stop him bleeding to death. But three of them—three foreign, helpless and likely useless outlanders—Lialla took hold of her hair and tugged, two-handed, blanking the end of that thought. Unfortunately, her mind turned to gnaw at another. Was Mer- rida right? "Am I as good a Wielder as I will ever be?" she whispered- Despair filled her and she suddenly wanted nothing more than to roll over and weep. Nothing more, except that silver sash; except to be Zeiharri's greatest ever Wielder, if not the greatest in Rhadaz. Maybe her thinking was all wrong; Per- haps Night-Thread eluded her for the very arrogance of her de- sire. But then, Merrida would never have gone beyond a deep purple, let alone all the way to yellow! Was it Merrida's arrogance? Unable to exact skill from her pupils, mother and daughter, would she blame them instead of herself? "Would she really discourage me because if she couldn't teach me then I must be unteachable?" It wasn't a pleasant thought, either. Lialla resolutely forced her eyes to close, and went over her inner lists one more time. Food, water. It might not be safe at the Hushar Oasis, not if a large caravan was in. Aletto's dis- ability was known; he could be recognized. If it was dangerous for them to camp at Hushar, she'd have to go in herself, to draw water and perhaps to bargain for a horse. She was not particu- larly notable, and everyone knew Wielders were unpredictable; 110 Ru EMSRSON it wouldn't be so odd for one to appear afoot anywhere in Rhadaz. Lialla smiled grimly. Jennifer thought she'd convinced her not to try such a thing; well, she either misunderstood, or misinter- preted Lialla's silence for agreement. Jennifer didn't realize how long it might take a party like theirs to reach Sikkre; how much they'd want that horse by the time they got to Hushar Oasis; how unlikely they'd find anyone to trade them coin for meal efse- where. Their horses: Aletto's man had chosen well, getting them strong, placid animals. It was a pity they couldn't have had desert-raised horses but then, Jadek would have at once known they were bound for Sikkre. This way—he would have sent a man or two to Sikkre, possibly they'd be searching the Sikkre road together with every other major road. But because of that, they'd be spread thin, easier to avoid. He didn't have that many men to spare from Duke's Fort. She must remember that. And he-didn't know everything, however he—like Merrida, really—acted as though he did. Water was worrying; what if they had to stay out an extra day? She wouldn't let herself think about that: She had done all she could to provide for such emergencies. They had extra water bottles, anyway. Somehow, somewhere in the middle of gloomy thoughts, she dozed off. IT was after sunset when Chris and Aletto brought the horses up to the cave so they could be saddled and loaded. It was almost funny, Jennifer thought; watching the poor, patient horses and the temperamental mule bear with five very ignorant humans. By the time the last strap was snugged down, there was little light left in the sky, and the last pack went in place by feel. The mule balked when Chris led it away from grass and water; it took what seemed like forever to get it moving. Then Aletto wanted to balk once more at riding the entire way. Robyn finally leaned over and said something to him no one else heard; his face was still set in that stubborn expression but he got on the brown and stayed there. Robyn pulled her bag strap over the broad saddlebow and tied it down with one of the seemingly innumerable straps sewed to the colorfully painted leather. The road was considerably more open than the dell had been; the surface was pale and seemed to shine. It took them several tHE CALLING OF riHE rHREE III minutes to work up the courage to step onto it—even after Lialla pronounced it deserted for at least a league in both directions. "How did you do that?" Jennifer asked as they fell in behind the horses. Chris had the mule moving and kept it just ahead of the horses; Robyn rode close to Aletto. "Do—oh." Lialla launched into an explanation of Thread, almost verbatim the one Merrida had given her years before; she stopped as Jennifer held up a hand. "I know about Thread—Merrida told me pretty much what you're telling me. Why don't you just tell me which ones tell you if people are about, and how you do it?" "I—all right." Lialla cast her companion a sideways glance. She couldn't see anything but tall, moving shadows in front of her and Jennifer's dark form pacing her. She had to think a moment, finally nodded. "Can you see Thread? Try—oh, you can? Well, the ones you want are pale, kind of red." Jennifer found it disconcerting, trying to walk and seeing both the real world and what Merrida had told her was the underlying fabric of it—all at the same time. And hearing—she opened her mouth to ask, closed it again. Merrida hadn't mentioned sound at alt; neither had Lialla. If it was important, surely one or both would have told her. Music. Well—Merrida had mentioned mu- sic. Now she needed to pay attention to the road, the Thread, Lialla, all three. "Can you touch the Thread?" Jennifer nodded; she was momentarily beyond speech. "Good. Now. when you take hold of them—lightly. Just thumb and finger, if you're prac- ticed—and depending how good you are, of course, you should be able to feel the movement along the Thread that tells you if someone's disturbing it- After you've done it a few times, you have a better feel for how many, how far, even how fast they're coming. Not those, Jen. Move your hand—those." "Oh," Jennifer felt extremely awkward with Lialla watching her so closely- She took hold of Thread, and found she was also suddenly terrified she might take hold of the wrong ones and create havoc. And it was so far from exact! The ones Lialla called red were actually a light mauve. Touch relieved her of some of her fear; she'd know these again, know how to take hold of them, how to utilize them. They were silent but she thought she could tell how they'd feel if they moved; she could hear the music they'd sing for her. Music—not true music, but nearer music than not. She contemplated Thread, found the ones she'd used to heal Aletto's arm the night before. The music hadn't 112 RU EMGRSON changed; that took the last of her fear. She was wildly curious now, cautious about revealing her enthusiasm, wary of mention- ing sound. Careful to remember the promise she'd made herself not to annoy Lialla. "How do you not see Thread?" Lialla laughed quietly. "Concentrate on what you do want to see." Silence. Then: "It's not working," Jennifer said vexedly. Lialla caught hold of her shoulder and pulled her to a stob in the middle of the road. "Lean close to me and listen carefully. I can't repeal it." It was an odd sound, the faintest of whispers against Jennifer's ear- "Can you remember that? Don't say it aloud!" she added in alarm as Jennifer cleared her throat. "I wasn't going to." "I'm just warning you. Think it and look at the road." It took several minutes, but eventually it worked; Thread faded from sight, the real world established itself once more. Jennifer realized Lialla was watching her thoughtfully. "I don't understand how you can just do that. It took me the better pan of a winter to leam it.'' There was a grudging respect in her voice, tempered with surprise and a hefty measure of resentment. Well, Jennifer thought, she had a tittle resentment of her own, being manipulated by that damned old woman! "I don't know! How should I know? I told you, there is no real magic in my world. I'm a musician, not even what you'd call a good one. For some reason, Merrida thought it made a difference." "Oh." Lialla considered this, finally shrugged. "Perhaps. It's nothing she ever told me, but I'm less a musician than I am a Wielder." THE road ran level through low trees and aromatic brush for an hour or more, then began to descend, working down a series of long straightaways and sharp-elbowed turns. At the end of one such turn, the road dived steeply down and through a tunnel; Robyn shivered and hunched over the horse's neck, closing her eyes until they came out the other side. Jennifer, who normally didn't mind tunnels, didn't care at all for this one: It had been carved out of the slope, shored with what seemed to her to be an insufficient amount of wood. Loose, dry dirt sifted down onto them all the way through. As the road leveled out again, a sickle moon came over the crest, casting only a very faint light over them. But they could WE CALL1NQ OF FHE •CHREE 113 see how far they'd dropped. Chris whistled faintly. "Wow. It didn't look that steep coming down. No wonder my legs ache." "We'll stop here," Lialla said. "Not long." Aletto dis- mounted rather stiffly, then helped Robyn down. After what Chris considered to be a very vague inquiry after his health, Robyn turned her attention back to Aletto. "You need to walk a little, and so do I," she said. To Lialla's surprise, Aletto accepted this and limped off down the road with her. When they returned, he was walking a little less unevenly; Robyn had both fists dug into the small of her back, kneading sore muscles. Chris fumbled through the novice web of ropes and knots that held the mule's pack in place, finally dragged out a leather water bag. His stomach growled; he ignored it as best he could. Supposedly there would be something to eat once they found this oasis. He'd helped his mother pack the food, though, and he was uncomfortably aware how small a bundle it made. Something his kind of adventures didn't really get into—hard to take hunger seriously when your supplies were a list on paper and your stomach was comfortably full. Water helped get him moving again: His legs felt less dead, his mind more alert. He took the bottle over to Lialla, who drank and handed it to Jennifer; Jennifer drank, shuddered as she swal- lowed warm water that tasted unpleasantly of its bag. Lialla waited until Robyn and Aletto came back. "All right. Aletto, you did the map, and Chris, you've looked at it enough. I rode this way once, but it's been some time. We leave the road here. The track comes in close to the road nearby. And it's better if we start north from here, where the ground is harder. We'd leave traces further on." The track wasn't exactly where she'd remembered it; or per- haps looking for it at night made a difference. It took too much time until they found it, miles north of where it was supposed to be. Chris remarked on this, pointedly, and retraced the line on his map. Lialla was fortunately too far ahead to realize he was addressing her, and Jennifer quelled him with a look, before he could start another argument. She had been riding in Robyn's place the past hour; now she slid down and put the reins in his free hand. "You want to play with your map, it's easier riding than walking; the ground's pretty rough here." "Hey, I can't let you—" "You can't stop me, I'm not Robyn. Besides, I'm wearing walking shoes. And I have less padding than your mother does." Chris found the arrangement of stirrup and saddle only vaguely 114 RU EM6RSON similar to American Western style; he was awkward getting up, and the saddle, as Jen had said, was extremely hard. Jennifer looked up at him. "Have fun; he's all yours until Lialla or your mom wants him. I never was any good on one of the damned things." Robyn laughed; she was walking next to Aletto's knee, on the other side of his horse. Nothing of her visible, between the darkness of the night and Merrida's woolen scarf. "Birdy, how are your feet?" "I'm fine," came the answer. Jennifer and Lialla took turns with the mule and with watching for other people. When they stopped for a short rest, Chris gave the horse back over to Robyn and took charge of the pack ani- mal. The track was not well used this near the western Zeiharri border, and at present utterly deserted. Lialta, whose training enabled her to differentiate, couldn't even sense animals any- where near. The trail often vanished in brush or tall, sparse grass. There was no sign anyone or anything had passed through since the grass had come to height. Dry as it was now—dry enough to crackle at their passage—it would be bent over for days after they reached Sikkre. After an hour of leading and searching out the safest way for the horses, Jennifer's eyes were dry and tired. She dropped back to take the mule from Chris and threw an arm across it. The animal had apparently worked out its earlier spirit; it paid no attention to her, even when she leaned more of her weight on it. The track widened out and became a visibly worn rut around midnight; by then, the moon had ridden well up behind them, and two other trails had come in from the flat, arid north to join theirs. They stopped in the shadow-darkness of a small grove of trees. There had been drinkable water here, earlier in the season; the horses pawed through a sandy depression. Chris knelt and dug down a little ways with his hands. The mule nudged him aside and shoved its nose into the muddy trickle. He wiped grubby hands on its flank. Lialla handed him the water bottle and pushed a chunk of rather tough bread into his other hand. "Here," she said. "It won't last if we try to hoard it. Besides, I remember how my stomach felt the years I was growing. Always empty." "Uh." -He looked at it, nodded finally and took it. "Uh, thanks." He wouldn't have suspected Lialla of such insight, or such a kindness. Probably just didn't want to listen to his stom- rHE CALL1NQ OF WE TTHREE 115 ach growling any more. He drank, handed the bottle on, held out the bread. "Anyone else want some of this?" "Not hungry," Jennifer said briefly. Aletto waved a negating hand. "My teeth aren't that good," Robyn said. "Eat, kid." He felt a little awkward, being the only one eating, but he didn't let that stop him. It was too dark in this grove to see anyone very clearly anyway. The cramp in his stomach vanished; he sighed happily and tried not to think about the kind of stuff he'd rather have had. THE air was clear and turning cool, finally. Jennifer pulled the woolen wrap closer around her throat; she was leading, with Robyn and Aletto riding just behind her, Chris leading the mule. Lialla brought up the rear. The moon was westering, casting enough light that Jennifer could readily make out the trail. The horizon was flat all around them; the slope they'd come down hours earlier no longer visi- ble. Light touched bushes—sparsely leaved, thickly branched, fragrant. They were everywhere, and at first Jennifer had passed them nervously, expecting men to jump from behind them at any moment. Or beasts—lions or something worse. But the night wore slowly on and the worst she saw was either a lizard or a snake: close to the ground, too fast to see clearly. Nothing to worry about, if it ran like that. Lialla came forward a short while later. "The oasis isn't much farther, if I've gauged distance right. And I think I can feel water." "How do you do that?" "Blue, very dark, thick Thread; when you touch it you can just tell." "Oh." Jennifer bit back a sigh; Lialla's descriptions left something to be desired. "Just tell," indeed. But it worked. At least, it did this time, she thought sourly. It was more nearly purple than blue, and the sound that came with it was so high she lost much of it. It reminded her of that New Age stuff; nice, evocative, but nonmelodic. A repetitive motif rather than a full line of music. Harder to recognize. Three now: water, movement, medicinal. She wondered how much her mind could keep sorted; how much other stuff she'd have to bury to learn more of this- If—when—fhey got home, she'd have a devil of a time recalling real things, truly important mings. 116 Ru EM6RSON "It's pretty far, still," Lialla said, and Jennifer thought she sounded worried. "We might have to find shelter between where we are now and the oasis, if the sun catches us. It gets hot.'* "I can believe that. About this water-Thread; how do you tell distance?" "Um—" Lialla considered this in silence for a distance. "Thickness, mostly. A little by the color—I don't ordinarily have to track water, it's—let me think about it, try it again a few times." "Fair enough. I—what's that?" The least sudden light, sharp movement, a faint breeze where there had once been none all evening. Lialla spun around to face north; Aletto, warned by Jennifer's sharp outcry and his sister's sudden stop, drew his horse to a halt and caught hold of Robyn's reins. The mule bumped into them and protested shrilly. Chris cursed it roundly and dragged it back. "I don't see any—wait. Light? No, it's gone again." The two women stepped off the track to peer into the distance; tall brush defeated them. "Nothing to do with us, it's far enough away. Aletto," she snapped, "don't stop here, keep moving, go!" The mule, now halted, didn't want to go forward again; Jen- nifer and Lialla had to take hold of the ropes and pull while Chris shoved. "Stop cussing, Chris," Jennifer said. "It's a dumb animal, and I want to listen. I thought I heard something out there." Chris glared at her. "Jeez, Aunt Jen, why don't you get me as scared as this thing is? Come on, you damned Jackass, long- eared—" He went on like that for several minutes, but much more quietly and when Jennifer cleared her throat wamingly, he fell altogether silent. The mule suddenly decided the horses were getting away from it and decided to cooperate, so abruptly that the two women were nearly run down. The brush was lower, barely knee high. Lialla waved an arm at it. "By the time we reach the oasis, there won't be any of this visible anywhere. Just dirt and sand, until we get to the trees." "And you think we'll find shelter in that?" Jennifer de- manded. Lialla shrugged; Jennifer reminded herself of the ad- vice she'd given Chris and kept her mouth prudently closed. Lialla dropped back a few paces, caught at Jennifer's scarf and tugged. "Look where you thought you saw light, will you? I've been trying to remember what it's tike up that way, and as far as I can remember, it's flat. We should be able to see fires tHE CALLINQ OF •CHE t:HREE 117 from someone's camp for a long distance, but I should be able to sense human presence just as far. And there's no one there." "I'll try." Jennifer peered into darkness. Unsuccessfully. She had no luck with Thread either, but she hadn't expected to—not over distance, certainly not the first time. She turned, found Robyn, Chris and Aletto at once; the strands in her fingers vi- brated so hard, her fingertips itched when she let go. "If there's anyone out there, I can't see them. It's far enough, it shouldn't worry us." "No—you're right." Lialla stepped back onto the track. "They're getting ahead of us, come on." But Aletto stopped, dragging his horse back so suddenly and so hard it spun clear around. He wrapped the reins around his good arm and across his palm, held them in place across the saddlebow. "Someone coming!" "Don't shout!" Lialla implored and ran forward. "Ambush?" Jennifer called out. Chris had the trail blocked; he had the mule's rope firmly under one heel and he was working hastily to free the bow from its cloth case and string it. Jennifer skirted him, stopped on the track and turned to face north. "How could it be, though? We both searched—" She clapped both hands across her mouth, muffling a scream, as men on tall white horses, men clad in pale flowing robes, came riding across the open desert, straight for them. Four men, four horses. Four broad-bladed swords. Curved swords. Scimitars, Jennifer thought dazedly, and stood watching them come. More men rode behind them, pale faces framed by dark hoods and black flying robes. Their camels were nearly as pale as the horses; they shone an eery blue in the moonlight. "Jen!" Lialla's outcry roused her; Jennifer turned and ran. Men shouted; she felt the wind of their passing, the hiss of air parted by steel; she smelled the sweat of men and horses, the unfamiliar odor that must be camel. Then nothing. She stopped, spun on one heel. There was no one where the attackers should be, but a vast distance to the south, she saw light again. It faded, grew, faded once more. "What is that?" she shouted. "Don't yell!" Lialla implored. Her face was as white as one of the horses. "Why not?" Jennifer shouted. "They know where we are! Whatever they are!" "You don't want to know what they are!" Lialla said. She 118 Ru EMERSON looked down at her hands, stuffed them inside her sleeves. "Just keep your voice down, will you?" "Why? They're gone!" Jennifer's voice seemed to have a life of its own; her legs didn't want to hold her up. "Listen to me, carefully." Lialla gripped her shoulders and shook her hard. "They'll cross this track four times. They know we're here, but they can't see us cleariy. They can't touch you unless you stand right in front of them. Do that, and yoo're dead—or one of them, no one knows which." "Don't let them—" Robyn's voice rose in hysteria; Aletto pulled her off her horse and wrapped both sets of reins around his good arm. Lialla looked at them and nodded. "Aletto, watch to the south, be ready. Chris, I admire what you're doing but it won't work; you can't touch them with any human weapon. I can't touch them; I don't know if there's anything that can. Watch for them, they don't give you much warning." "Coming!" Aletto cried out. Jennifer stood still, knees flexed for flight, and watched them come. Magnificent horses, and who would have thought a camel could be so graceful in full gallop? They rode in a close group, horses, camels, across the track, once more gone. A faint gleam of light in the distance. No sound, though a moment ago the air had been heavy with the creak of harness leather and the clink of metal, the harsh breath- ing of men and beasts, the beat of so many hooves on hard, dry ground. "Watch," Lialla ordered, and there was a quaver in her voice. "Watch the trail, both ways; watch the north. It's said they sometimes break ranks—" The words were scarcely out of her mouth when the horde came at them, angling across the hard- packed trail- The last time they spread out, practically turned on their own trace, just beyond the small, shivering group. Robyn screamed; Jennifer started and turned her attention from the oncoming horses for a dangerously long moment. Lialla's wordless cry brought her back around, barely in time: She faked one way, back the other as a horseman separated from the pack and rode straight at her- The muscles in the white chest rippled, silver and red harness gleamed dully; dark, eager eyes tried to meet hers, to catch them. She threw herself down and rolled under a low bush. A small shower of dry leaves and brittle sticks slithered down her back and fell into her eyes; something small wriggled from under her hand. She jumped back, scrubbed her hand down her jeans. WE CALLINQ OF X:HE -CHREE 119 Another scream, this one nonhuman; Jennifer scrambled into the open and onto her knees. Another of the horsemen had bro- ken ranks and rode straight for Aletto and Robyn; two of the camel riders followed close on his heels. Aletto used his horse as a shield, hauled Robyn behind it by mere strength. The reins were torn from her hands. "No, come back—!" Her voice was drowned by the thunder of hooves, her horse's among them. The white horse rode after it and the two remaining horsemen turned to join the hunt. The brown tried to turn, too late; the whites rode it down; the camel-riders rode across where it had been. The white horses wheeled precisely, turned back to the north and were swallowed up by the night. The camel-riders followed. Sight and sound of them was gone entirely, as though they had never been. Chris took two reluctant steps, a third. Stopped; the mule trailed along behind him, suddenly docile, rope dragging in the dirt. Aletto and Robyn joined him, Aletto leading the remaining horse, Robyn trying not to cry and only just succeeding. Jennifer came up, shaking out her shirt-tails and picking twigs out of her hair. Lialla came back from well up the track. They all stopped and stared down at the narrow track. There was no sign of the second horse anywhere. 9 y^HE night spun and tilted around her; Jennifer took a step \»-back along the path, braced herself on wide-set heels and folded over at the waist, knees bent, forearms pressed against thighs. Her head flopped and everything went momentarily com- pletely black. The roaring in her ears faded, slowly. Greatly daring, she opened her eyes, fixed her gaze on the tips of her sneakers, concentrated on breathing slowly and normally until they no longer blurred. Even then, she didn't straighten up; she'd never had a fainting spell before and it frightened her nearly as much as the cause for it had. She did raise her head finally. Turned it, carefully. Lialla, a faint shadow in the gloom, sat right in the middle of the track not far away, unmoving. Jennifer could hear her harsh breathing. Behind her, she heard Chris draw a ragged, shuddering breath; as she turned to look at him, he knelt and carefully began wrap- ping the mule's lead-rope around his fist, all his concentration fixed intently on the turns of rope, on keeping them flat. The mule rubbed its muzzle against his shirt, lipped his spiked hair. "Lady—Robyn?" Aletto's voice, scarcely recognizable, but he sounded more worried about her than himself. God, Birdy, Jennifer thought, and pushed against her knees with trembling hands. Everything swam once more as she got herself properly upright, finally settled into place. Aletto had turned from the empty stretch of track, dropped the horse's reins. The animal pressed close to him, nosing at his neck for reassurance. Robyn stood a few paces away from him, both hands over her mouth; tears were spilling down her face and her shoulders shook. But when Aletto took hold of her arms and tried to pull her to him, she tore free of him, whirled around and pushed past •CHE CALLINQ OF FHE FHREE 121 Jennifer to kneel by Chris's side. Rope still twisted around his right hand, he turned away from the mule, sat on the hard- packed dirt and wrapped his arms around her. Robyn clutched him fiercely and sobbed against his shoulder. Aletto gazed down at her, tight-lipped, then turned and limped away. He stopped ten feet or so off the path, just as Jennifer was about to call out to him; the horse followed him anxiously. Lialla had apparently noticed none of this; she still sat in the middle of the track and was mumbling to herself, words Jennifer couldn't make out until she got closer. "My fault, all my fault. I should have known, I should have—" Jennifer bit back a sigh, bit back angry words that had to be partly reaction, mostly a strong distaste for people who talked that way. This certainly wasn't the time or place for breast- beating. "Lialla, what was that? Those men?" Lialla stopped muttering, looking up at her blankly. Jennifer flung out an arm to take in the whole desert north of the track. "That, what just happened. Is that Hell-Light, or ghosts, or just what? Are they going to follow us, or come back? Because frankly, I'd rather not meet up with them again, and I don't think I want to go the way mat horse did. But I sure don't intend to sit here and wait for them'" "No, of course not." Lialla got up, rather like a small child reacting to an adult's orders. Jennifer wondered if she was in shock; her eyes weren't focused properly and she was making fanny little noises. She wondered how a noblewoman would take to being slapped. Lialla blinked, shook her head. "Hell-Light? That wasn't Hell-Light." "Are you all right?" "I—fine, why?" Lialla blinked at her vaguely. "I'm glad to hear it," Jennifer said dryly. "That—what just attacked us. Is it going to come back?" "Not—I don't know. They say not, once it's taken life." Jennifer resisted an even stronger urge than the first one to slap her out of that trancelike calm. "They say. In other words, you don't know. Wonderful. In that case, why don't we get them moving, find that oasis, get away from here, now? Before some- thing else goes wrong? Let's do something, damnit!" Lialta blinked again, rubbed her eyes hard. "I—look, why are you blaming me? Do you think it's my fault they attacked, or that we lost the horse?" "1 think it's going to be both your fault and mine," Jennifer interrupted her angrily, "if it comes back and catches us a sec- ,*.- -fei 122 RU EMSRSON ond time. Otherwise, I frankly don't give a damn who's to blame." Lialla stared at her in stunned surprise and a rising anger; before she could draw breath to reply, Chris was on his feet, staring down at the place where the horse had been. "That could have been one of us—that could have been my mother. What the hell is wrong with you people, leading us \ato this kind of disaster?" He was shaking violently, fury and re- action mixed. When Robyn, who still knelt at the mule's head, tugged at his jeans and mutely shook her head, he pulled away from her. "Don't, Mom, you let me handle this! You'd say it's all right, anything to avoid a fight. Well, it's not all right!" Jennifer stepped between him and Lialla and grabbed his shoulders. "I happen to agree with you, Chris. I resent being dragged out here and getting attacked like that is insult on top of injury. Of course it's not all right, but this isn't the place or the time to discuss it- It certainly isn't time to assign blame before we know what's going on. Now, move." She released his arms and gave him a shove. "Get your mother on her feet; let's get moving." And, as Robyn tried to say something, "Birdy, please, just stow It, unless you see something about to land on us, nothing is that important." Robyn let Chris help her up but then pulled free of his hand and turned her back on all of them. Lialla broke a rather nasty silence; her voice was too high but she was clearly trying to keep a grip on it. "You're right, of course, this isn't the place to decide anything." She raised her voice a little. "Aletto, where are you? Are you all right?" "Fine," came a muttered, sullen response from the far side of the remaining horse. "Get back over here. We can't afford to be spread all over me landscape." He limped back across loose sand, his lame foot sending small stones clattering off the path. His face was pale, set and unreadable. Lialla ignored him; her attention was all for the horse. She felt his chest, his legs, patted his nose and felt the few bags slung around his neck. "I can't even begin to guess what's left here. What was on the other horse?" Aletto shrugged. "Not much, I don't think. Don't remem- ber." He wouldn't look at Robyn and apparently didn't intend to talk to her, either. Jennifer's fingers twitched; she stuffed them in her jeans pockets and turned away. There was an unnatural hush all around them, and it was utterly black to the north. She stared into the night until her eyes ached, kept an ear on the ^HE CALLINQ OF T:HE rHREE 12? conversations behind her, and somehow kept herself from turn- ing around and screaming at them all. It took everything she had in the way of courage to turn her back on the north and refocus her attention on her companions. Chris was talking to the mule, making soothing noises against its ear; the beast didn't seem particularly upset but Chris was still too pale and his hands were shaking. He was looking back over the animal's ears, watching his mother, visibly uncertain what to say to her. Robyn was a stiff, unmovable object behind the mule, staring back the way they'd come. Jennifer went to her. "Robyn—Birdy. We're waiting on you, I think. We have to go." Silence- "You don't want to stay here, do you?" "No." Robyn's voice trembled. She turned around, rubbed her hand under her nose. "I don't want any more of this, Jen, I want to go home. But I'm so scared right now I don't think I can move." "Sure you can. That oasis isn't much farther." "Who knows what's waiting for us thereV'* Robyn said wildly. "Water," Chris said blandly. Robyn looked up at him, stunned, then managed a very faint smile. "Smart kid," she whispered; her voice broke. "Mom, your bag wasn't on the horse, was it?" "Oh, God, that horse." Robyn drew a deep breath and Jen- nifer held hers, afraid she'd start crying once more. "My bag- on, God, I didn't, did I? My cigarettes . . ." Her voice trailed away. "No, wait, it's—God, I must be nuts, it's right here on my shoulder under this woolly thing and I didn't even feel it." "You've got every right," Jennifer said. Robyn managed a watery smile that was no more real than the last one and began ftimbling under her wrap. Her hands were shaking so badly it took her several minutes to drag it free and open it. Jennifer opened her mouth, shut it again as Robyn pulled out cigarettes and began fishing for a lighter. She looked up and her eyes went hard, her mouth set. "Either one of you—any of you!—say one word, and that's it," she said flatly. "I'll stay here, and hell with you all. Got it? Not one damned word!" No one did; Aletto and his sister watched in astonishment as Robyn found a cigarette, found her lighter and took a mouthful of smoke. She exhaled and a little of the tension went out of her shoulders. Aletto's nostrils twitched. "God, I needed that. Chris, stop glaring at me, your feelings aren't that hurt. Just go on, I'll bring up the rear with the mule." 124 RU EM6RSON "Mom—" "Don't give me a load of crap, I'm obviously as safe back here as anywhere, go on!" He did, mumbling to himself. Aletto glared at his back, got himself back on the horse and nudged it forward. It was hard, moving forward across the fiat, open ground once more. They felt vulnerable, and it was slow going, walking^and watching for lights on all sides. All the same, Jennifer felt no safer once the track plunged into tall brush again. She kept look- ing over her shoulder to the north, searching for that faint glim- mer of light. There was nothing; that failed to reassure her. Lialla had moved out with Aletto at first, apparently trying to talk to him. Jennifer was far enough back that she couldn't hear any of their conversation—it was all one-sided, anyway. Aletto occasionally turned his head to glare down at her, his mouth set in a tight, lipless line. Lialla finally threw her hands wide, snarled something and turned on her heel. Chris stepped aside for her, his own steps lagging a little to allow additional room between himself and Aletto. Lialla walked next to Jennifer for several silent minutes. "That back there wasn't Hell-Light," she said finally; her words were clipped, unfriendly. "I don't know much about it, the nomads call it the Spectral Host, I already knew it did—what you saw.'' Jennifer stared at her. "Ghosts?" "Don't laugh," Lialla said sharply. "Believe me, I wouldn't—not after that. It's just—oh, never mind. Spectral Host. Go on." "There is more than one—supposedly, anyway. But there must be, since some have no horsemen, or the horses are different colors, or all camels. I knew there was one said to be near the caravan way from Holmaddan somewhere along the last furlongs to the oasis; few travel that stretch at night. When we—when I decided on this way, I didn't consider it might have a range that overiapped the track." "I thought Hell-Light was the bad magic. If this isn't Hell- Light, where does it fit in?'' Lialla shook her head. "Hell-Light is bad. You don't know until you've seen it in use." "Well, I've seen it, along the road two nights ago. I wouldn't have tampered with it; it left me feeling unclean. I'll trust you, it's bad. This other thing, though. Tell me." "This—what happened tonight—it's older by far." "The Spectral Host?" "CHE CALLINQ OF X:HE ^HREE 125 "Yes—no. It's—that's a symptom of other magic, older than Hell-Light, different. No one knows for certain how old it is, but it's tied to the land itself. Hell-Light isn't nearly so ancient; it goes back only five hundred years or so. And it's created magic; does that make sense?" "Natural versus created? Anything's possible, I suppose." Kistulating magic at all. Jennifer thought, but kept that to her- self. That much still didn't want to register, even with the reality of Thread jangling in her ears. "They say Hell-Light was first shaped from the old magic, but I truly know very little about that. Get Aletto to tell you if that interests you; he knows more Rhadazi history than I do. Thread-magic was well established by the time Hell-Light came into existence; it's—" she paused, searching for the right word. Her voice was losing the rough, clipped edge. "The Thread is there, it just took the right people to find it and work out how to use it." "All right. I can accept that, too. This other, though, this Host. Where else are we going to find one of these things, and how do we avoid them?" "There aren't any more between here and Sikkre—I don't think." "You don't—you mean you don't know?" Lialla sighed, clearly exasperated. "There aren't said to be any! That doesn't mean we're entirely safe, though, does it?" Jennifer set her jaw and stuffed her hands back in her jeans pockets. "I hardly expected entirely safe, not after our initial introduction to your land. I would just like to know what to watch for!" "Welt," Lialla retorted waspishty, "watch for anything." She turned her head and looked behind them, swore as she stubbed her toe on a half-buried stone and tripped. Jennifer caught her arm and steadied her. "She's still behind us, your sister is. Is she always so easily scared?" "She doesn't usually have cause to be," Jennifer retorted. "Chris protects her; so do I, when I can." Lialla scowled, looked over her shoulder again. "What is she doing7" "Calming her nerves," Jennifer said. Lialla's nose wrinkled. "Smells terrible." "I happen to agree with you. It's nearly impossible to argue with a smoker, though." The two women looked at each other. 126 RU EM6RSON Lialla managed a brief smile that had something of apology to it. "Well. They say some of the Lasanach raiders breathe smoke, and that certain of the far northern nomads do. Some have said the smoke-breathing was me cause of the plague the Lasanachi brought, but that's foolish. Plague is like the marsh-sickness that took Aletto; people breathe it on each other." -, Jennifer shifted her leather bag to her other shoulder; the bones and muscles on the left side of her neck were beginning to ache from the weight. "I didn't know you knew that much about illness." "We are civilized, after all." "Just so. Marsh-sickness? Is that why he walks with a limp? I didn't like to ask—" "I wouldn't ask Aletto; it's ten years—more than that, now—and he still won't talk about it. But he was extraordinarily fortunate, though he won't believe it." Lialla glanced at her brother's stiff back a distance ahead, and lowered her voice. ' 'Fortunate, I mean, having two Wielders to care for him. People normally die of it; the paralysis stills the organs and freezes the blood. Merrida and Mother saved his life, but two close friends, boys his age, died. His personal servant lost use of his legs entirely. I think he died, later. Jadek sent him away; I never really knew." She was silent for some minutes, her eyes fixed on the path just ahead of her feet. "Knowing how marsh-sickness comes, I guess Jadek could have brought it about himself. It would be like him; hoping Aletto would die with no blame to him. Or go mad, or be paralyzed so he couldn't inherit. And there'd be so little danger to Jadek; the disease does not touch the grown or any female, only boys and young men." "That's ghastly!" Lialla nodded. "You say that as if you don't believe it could be true." "I didn't say that. Men do—people where I come from do terrible things, not just men, you know. But the news and the history books are full of them." "Perhaps. But you don't know Jadek. He's—he looks like Fa- ther did, the way I remember him. Tall, handsome. Father—his smile tit up his whole face. But more than that, people loved Father. He was kind; he took care of his people and his Duchy. He was—oh, thoughtful, even in little things. Once, when 1 was very small, he was called to Podhru for some parley with the FHE CALLING OF T:HE ^HREE 127 Emperor. He came back with gifts, and mine I remember even now because they were things he knew I liked and wanted. "Jadek—his smile is something he creates; when he's nice, it's for a specific purpose. People who don't know him think he's like Father, kind, thoughtful. He's thinking all the time, scheming. He's—" She stopped speaking abruptly. "I know people like that," Jennifer said finally. She could think of two immediately: a woman partner in another firm, and one of the law clerks at her own firm. Power brokers, all of them. "People." Lialla shuddered. "One of Jadek is enough." Jennifer cast a thoughtful glance at Aletto's back. The two women walked together a while in silence—an almost compan- ionable silence. "Knowing this Jadek as you do, you can't really think he'll just give up and step down when you come back, do you?" Lialla contemplated her hands. "He has to," she said finally. "He won't have any choice, he'll have to." Jennifer considered mis and decided to leave it; Lialla was obviously fooling only herself if she believed that. But if it made her feel better to believe that, then that, too, was her business. Robyn had finished her cigarette; she moved forward and handed the mule over to Chris, walked next to him. Chris was unusually silent; Robyn coughed once or twice and even that didn't provoke one of his usual comments about her smoking. But Robyn wasn't in a talkative mood, either, and Lialla had gone gloomily silent. Jennifer left her to mount a rear guard and went up with Aletto. He looked down at her, face still tight, then turned his atten- tion back to the trail. Jennifer let the silence stretch for a while. Finally, she said, "He's her son, you know." He didn't bother to pretend he didn't understand her reference. "I know," Aletto said flatly. "He's all she has, the only one besides me who's ever stuck with her; there've been a lot of men who haven't. Chris has always been there for her, no matter what. You have to expect she'll turn to him when she's that frightened." "Oh." Jennifer looked up at him in sudden irritation. "Don't say it like that. She isn't deliberately trying to upset you. Birdy's the way she is, she's always been stubborn and she's set in her ways. She isn't a tough woman. She's a survivor, but it's not the same thing." 128 RU EMGRSON "I don't understand—" "No, I know you don't. That's why I'm telling you, so you'll quit thinking bad thoughts at her and poisoning the air all around you. She's a—I'm not finding the word in your language, she doesn't believe in war and killing. Not even killing animals. As crazy as her life has been, all these years, she's always avoided violence. Any violence—against herself, against other people, animals. So what happened just now was twice as bad for her as it was for me." Silence. Aletto let the horse pick its own way; he was leaning forward, arms resting on the padded sad- dlebow. "And Chris is very protective of her." "I noticed," Aletto said dryly. Jennifer laughed, and to her surprise, Aletto chuckled. He sobered at once. "It was my fault." "You and your sister both. Stop that." "It was. I should have stayed mounted, I couldn't move fast enough and then Robyn was trying to help me run. When they came at us that last time, her knees buckled she was so fright- ened. I was trying to hold her up and myself up, and I let go the reins. The horse ran at once. My fault," he concluded gloomily. Jennifer shook her head. "Your reasoning is as flawed as Lial- la's. All right, you let the horse go. Hardly on purpose, did you? And they took it. I have mis much in common with Birdy; I wish they hadn't come, and I'm very sorry that poor beast went like it did. But it satisfied them, didn't it? A life. Would you rather have died in its place?" "Well—" "Feeling bad is one thing," Jennifer said. "Feeling guilty isn't useful at all. It keeps you from thinking what you should be doing." He shrugged, embarrassed. "Well, but—" "Let it go, all right? Tell me about this place we're going instead." Aletto obediently launched into a description of Sikkre. It was liberally splattered with "they tell me" and "it's said." Aletto had not been to Sikkre since he was very small and remembered only a very few things: the interior of the Thukar's magnificent palace; sneaking out to one of the parts of the market not nor- mally open to children with the Thukar's son Dahven; the small, plain room where he and Dahven had been put for punishment when they got caught—until Dahven got them out again. It kept Jennifer entertained all the way to their next stop. •CUE CALL1NQ OF ^HE FHREE 129 THEY rested on the crumbling bank of a dry wash, shared a little water. Lialla rested her chin on her knees and stared blankly into the distance—now very dark indeed since the moon had set. She finally pointed. "We're close, a couple furlongs or so. The animals should smell water soon." "Anyone already there?" Chris asked. "Or can you tell that?" "Some people, five or six. Camels and horses. Small trading party probably; maybe a lead group for a caravan, that kind of thing I can't tell. They're well up at the north end, near the spring." Jennifer's back was beginning to ache, and now that her fear and anger had worn off, she was exhausted. And she couldn't remember how long a furlong was. American furlong, she re- minded herself. Here, it could be entirely different. But she could feel the cooler air once they crossed the wash, and then the definite chill of damp-laden air as they went down a long in- clined slope. Brush grew more thickly here, shifted from the pungent dry-land stuff. It was beginning to get light out, and somewhat to her sur- •t^prise. she saw willow and aspen, white-barked birch clumps. ^ Chris passed her, the mule tugging him along, heading for the ?^ water they could all hear. Aletto leaned from the horse and \: caught its bridle. "Don't let him drink here. Get him down onto ^ the rocks, there!" "^ He pointed. Chris turned his head and was nearly yanked off "; his feet. "Let?" he said. But the two got the stubborn beast turned and when Jennifer came limping slowly down to the wa- iter's edge, she could see Aletto, Chris and Robyn crouched on •g^a sloping ledge of rock, the mule and the horse between them l|