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IN THE ELECTRIC MIST WITH CONFEDERATE DEAD
JAMES LEE BURKE
A movie company has
invaded Dave Robicheaux's bayou, mingling its dark Hollywood secrets and scandals with local crimes savage, bloody,
and horrific.
As cameras roll, the
young and not-so-innocent are dying for real at the hands of a serial killer.
And Robicheaux's investigations are reviving the specters of long-dead warriors and past nightmares
that could cut the Cajun cop's haunted life brutally short.
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IN THE
ELECTRIC MIST
WITH
CONFEDERATE DEAD
The
sky had gone black at sunset, and the storm had churned inland from the Gulf
and drenched New Iberia and littered East Main with leaves and tree branches
from the long canopy of oaks that covered the street from the old brick post
office to the drawbridge over Bayou Teche at the edge of town. The air was cool
now, laced with light rain, heavy with the fecund smell of wet humus,
night-blooming jasmine, roses, and new bamboo. I was about to stop my truck at
Del's and pick up three crawfish dinners to go when a lavender Cadillac
fishtailed out of a side street, caromed off a curb, bounced a hubcap up on a
sidewalk, and left long serpentine lines of tire prints through the glazed
pools of yellow light from the street lamps.
I was off duty, tired, used up after a
day of searching for a nineteen-year-old girl in the woods, then finding her
where she had been left in the bottom of a coulee, her mouth and wrists wrapped
with electrician's tape. Already I had tried to stop thinking about the rest of
it. The medical examiner was a kind man. He bagged the body before any news
people or family members got there.
I don't like to bust drunk drivers. I
don't like to listen to their explanations, watch their pitiful attempts to
affect sobriety, or see the sheen of fear break out in their eyes when they
realize they're headed for the drunk tank with little to look forward to in the
morning except the appearance of their names in the newspaper. Or maybe in truth I just don't like
to see myself when I look into their faces.
But I didn't believe this particular driver could make it another
block without ripping the side off a parked car or plowing the Cadillac deep
into someone's shrubbery. I plugged my portable bubble into the cigarette
lighter, clamped the magnets on the truck's roof, and pulled him to the curb in
front of the Shadows, a huge brick, white-columned antebellum home built on
Bayou Teche in 1831.
I had my Iberia Parish Sheriff's
Department badge opened in my palm when I walked up to his window.
"Can I see your driver's license,
please?"
He had rugged good looks, a Roman
profile, square shoulders, and broad hands. When he smiled I saw that his teeth
were capped. The woman next to him wore her hair in blond ringlets and her body
was as lithe, tanned, and supple-looking as an Olympic swimmer's. Her mouth
looked as red and vulnerable as a rose. She also looked like she was seasick.
"You want driver's what?" he
said, trying to focus evenly on my face. Inside the car I could smell a drowsy,
warm odor, like the smell of smoke risking from a smoldering pile of wet
leaves.
"Your driver's license," I
repeated. "Please take it out of your billfold and hand it to me."
"Oh, yeah, sure, wow," he
said. "I was really careless back there. I'm sorry about that. I really
am."
He got his license out of his wallet,
dropped it in his lap, found it again, then handed it to me, trying to keep his
eyes from drifting off my face. His breath smelled like fermented fruit that
had been corked up for a long time in a stone jug.
I looked at the license under the street
lamp.
"You're Elrod T. Sykes?" I
asked.
"Yes, sir, that's who I am."
"Would you step out of the car, Mr.
Sykes?"
"Yes, sir, anything you say."
He was perhaps forty, but in good shape.
He wore a light-blue golf shirt, loafers, and gray slacks that hung loosely on
his flat stomach and narrow hips. He swayed slightly and propped one hand on
the door to steady himself.
"We have a problem here, Mr. Sykes.
I think you've been smoking marijuana in your automobile."
"Marijuana . . . Boy, that'd be
bad, wouldn't it?"
"I think your lady friend just ate
the roach, too."
"That wouldn't be good, no, sir,
not at all." He shook his head profoundly.
"Well, we're going to let the
reefer business slide for now. But I'm afraid you're under arrest for driving
while intoxicated."
"That's very bad news. This
definitely was not on my agenda this evening." He widened his eyes and
opened and closed his mouth as though he were trying to clear an obstruction in
his ear canals. "Say, do you recognize me? What I mean is, there're news
people who'd really like to put my ham hocks in the frying pan. Believe me,
sir, I don't need this. I cain't say that enough."
"I'm going to drive you just down
the street to the city jail, Mr. Sykes. Then I'll send a car to take Ms.
Drummond to wherever she's staying. But your Cadillac will be towed to the
pound."
He let out his breath in a long sigh. I
turned my face away.
"You go to the movies, huh?"
he said.
"Yeah, I always enjoyed your films.
Ms. Drummond's, too. Take your car keys out of the ignition, please."
"Yeah, sure," he said,
despondently.
He leaned into the window and pulled the
keys out of the ignition.
"El, do something," the
woman said.
He straightened his back and looked at
me.
"I feel real bad about this,"
he said. "Can I make a contribution to Mothers Against Drunk Driving, or
something like that?"
In the lights from the city park, I could see the rain denting
the surface of Bayou Teche.
"Mr. Sykes, you're under arrest.
You can remain silent if you wish, or if you wish to speak, anything you say
can be used against you," I said. "As a long-time fan of your work, I
recommend that you not say anything else. Particularly about
contributions."
"It doesn't look like you mess
around. Were you ever a Texas ranger? They don't mess around, either. You talk
back to those boys and they'll hit you upside the head."
"Well, we don't do that here,"
I said. I put my hand under his arm and led him to my truck. I opened the door
for him and helped him inside. "You're not going to get sick in my truck,
are you?"
"No, sir, I'm just fine."
"That's good. I'll be right with
you."
I walked back to the Cadillac and tapped
on the glass of the passenger's door. The woman, whose name was Kelly Drummond,
rolled down the window. Her face was turned up into mine. Her eyes were an
intense, deep green. She wet her lips, and I saw a smear of lipstick on her
teeth.
"You'll have to wait here about ten
minutes, then someone will drive you home," I said.
"Officer, I'm responsible for
this," she said. "We were having an argument. Elrod's a good driver.
I don't think he should be punished because I got him upset. Can I get out of
the car? My neck hurts."
"I suggest you lock your automobile
and stay where you are, Ms. Drummond. I also suggest you do some research into
the laws governing the possession of narcotics in the state of Louisiana."
"Wow, I mean, it's not like we hurt
anybody. This is going to get Elrod in a lot of trouble with Mikey. Why don't
you show a little compassion?"
"Mikey?"
"Our director, the guy who's
bringing about ten million dollars
into your little town. Can I get out of the car now? I really don't want a neck
like Quasimodo."
"You can go anywhere you want.
There's a pay phone in the poolroom you can use to call a bondsman. If I were
you, I wouldn't go down to the station to help Mr. Sykes, not until you shampoo
the Mexican laughing grass out of your hair."
"Boy, talk about wearing your
genitalia outside your pants. Where'd they come up with you?"
I walked back to my truck and got in.
"Look, maybe I can be a friend of
the court," Elrod Sykes said.
"What?"
"Isn't that what they call it?
There's nothing wrong with that, is there? Man, I can really do without this
bust."
"Few people standing before a judge
ever expected to be there," I said, and started the engine.
He was quiet while I made a U-turn and
headed for the city police station. He seemed to be thinking hard about
something. Then he said: "Listen, I know where there's a body. I saw it.
Nobody'd pay me any mind, but I saw the dadburn thing. That's a fact."
"You saw what?"
"A colored, I mean a black person,
it looked like. Just a big dry web of skin, with bones inside it. Like a big
rat's nest."
"Where was this?"
"Out in the Atchafalaya swamp,
about four days ago. We were shooting some scenes by an Indian reservation or
something. I wandered back in these willows to take a leak and saw it sticking
out of a sandbar."
"And you didn't bother to report it
until now?"
"I told Mikey. He said it was
probably bones that had washed out of an Indian burial mound or something.
Mikey's kind of hard-nosed. He said the last thing we needed was trouble with
either cops or university archaeologists."
"We'll talk about it tomorrow, Mr.
Sykes."
"You don't pay me much mind,
either. But that's all right. I told you what I saw. Y'all can do what you want
to with it."
He looked straight ahead through the
beads of water on the window. His handsome face was wan, tired, more sober now,
resigned perhaps to a booking room, drunk-tank scenario he knew all too well. I
remembered two or three wire-service stories about him over the last few
years—a brawl with a couple of cops in Dallas or Fort Worth, a violent ejection
from a yacht club in Los Angeles, and a plea on a cocaine-possession bust. I
had heard that bean sprouts, mineral water, and the sober life had become
fashionable in Hollywood. It looked like Elrod Sykes had arrived late at the
depot.
"I'm sorry, I didn't get your
name," he said.
"Dave Robicheaux."
"Well, you see, Mr. Robicheaux, a
lot of people don't believe me when I tell them I see things. But the truth is,
I see things all the time, like shadows moving around behind a veil. In
my family we call it 'touched.' When I was a little boy, my grandpa told me,
'Son, the Lord done touched you. He give you a third eye to see things that
other people cain't. But it's a gift from the Lord, and you mustn't never use
it otherwise.' I haven't ever misused the gift, either, Mr. Robicheaux, even
though I've done a lot of other things I'm not proud of. So I don't care if
people think I lasered my head with too many recreational chemicals or
not."
"I see."
He was quiet again. We were almost to
the jail now. The wind blew raindrops out of the oak trees, and the moon edged
the storm clouds with a metallic silver light. He rolled down his window
halfway and breathed in the cool smell of the night.
"But if that was an Indian washed
out of a burial mound instead of a colored man, I wonder what he was doing with
a chain wrapped around him," he said.
I slowed the truck and pulled it to the
curb.
"Say that again," I said.
"There was a rusted chain, I mean
with links as big as my fist, crisscrossed around his rib cage."
I studied his face. It was innocuous,
devoid of intention, pale in the moonlight, already growing puffy with
hangover.
"You want some slack on the DWI for
your knowledge about this body, Mr. Sykes?"
"No, sir, I just wanted to tell you
what I saw. I shouldn't have been driving. Maybe you kept me from having an
accident."
"Some people might call that
jailhouse humility. What do you think?"
"I think you might make a tough
film director."
"Can you find that sandbar
again?"
"Yes, sir, I believe I can."
"Where are you and Ms. Drummond
staying?"
"The studio rented us a house out
on Spanish Lake."
"I'm going to make a confession to
you, Mr. Sykes. DWIs are a pain in the butt. Also I'm on city turf and doing
their work. If I take y'all home, can I have your word you'll remain there
until tomorrow morning?"
"Yes, sir, you sure can."
"But I want you in my office by
nine a.m."
"Nine a.m. You got
it. Absolutely. I really appreciate this."
The transformation in his face was
immediate, as though liquified ambrosia had been infused in the veins of a
starving man. Then as I turned the truck around in the middle of the street to
pick up the actress whose name was Kelly Drummond, he said something that gave
me pause about his level of sanity.
"Does anybody around here ever talk
about Confederate soldiers out on that lake?"
"I don't understand."
"Just what I said. Does anybody
ever talk about guys in gray or butternut-brown uniforms out there? A bunch of
them, at night, out there in the mist."
"Aren't y'all making a film about
the War Between the States? Are you talking about actors?" I looked
sideways at him. His eyes were straight forward, focused on some private
thought right outside the windshield.
"No, these guys weren't
actors," he said. "They'd been shot up real bad. They looked hungry,
too. It happened right around here, didn't it?"
"What?"
"The battle."
"I'm afraid I'm not following you,
Mr. Sykes."
Up ahead I saw Kelly Drummond walking in
her spiked heels and Levi's toward Tee Neg's poolroom.
"Yeah, you do," he said.
"You believe when most people don't, Mr. Robicheaux. You surely do.
And when I say you believe, you know exactly what I'm talking
about."
He looked confidently, serenely, into my
face and winked with one blood-flecked eye.
My dreams took me many places: sometimes back to a windswept
firebase on the top of an orange hill gouged with shell holes; a soft,
mist-streaked morning with ducks rising against a pink sun while my father and
I crouched in the blind and waited for that heart-beating moment when their
shadows would race across the cattails and reeds toward us; a lighted American
Legion baseball diamond, where at age seventeen I pitched a perfect game
against a team from Abbeville and a beautiful woman I didn't know, perhaps ten
years my senior, kissed me so hard on the mouth that my ears rang.
But tonight I was back in the summer of
my freshman year in college, July of 1957, deep in the Atchafalaya marsh, right
after Hurricane Audrey had swept through southern Louisiana and killed over
five hundred people in Cameron Parish alone. I worked offshore seismograph then,
and the portable drill barge had just slid its iron pilings into the floor of a
long, flat yellow bay, and the jugboat crew had dropped me off by a chain of
willow islands to roll up a long spool of recording cable that was strung
through the trees and across the sand spits and sloughs. The sun was white in
the sky, and the humidity was like the steam that rises from a pot of boiled
vegetables. Once I was inside the shade of the trees, the mosquitoes swarmed
around my ears and eyes in a gray fog as dense as a helmet.
The spool and crank hung off my chest by
canvas straps, and after I had wound up several feet of cable, I would have to
stop and submerge myself in the water to get the mosquitoes off my skin or
smear more mud on my face and shoulders. It was our fifth day out on a ten-day
hitch, which meant that tonight the party chief would allow a crew boat to take
a bunch of us to the levee at Charenton, and from there we'd drive to a movie
in some little town down by Morgan City. As I slapped mosquitoes into a bloody
paste on my arms and waded across sand bogs that sucked over my knees, I kept
thinking about the cold shower that I was going to take back on the
quarter-boat, the fried-chicken dinner that I was going to eat in the dining
room, the ride to town between the sugarcane fields in the cooling evening.
Then I popped out of the woods on the edge of another bay, into the breeze, the
sunlight, the hint of rain in the south.
I dropped the heavy spool into the sand,
knelt in the shallows, and washed the mud off my skin. One hundred yards across
the bay, I saw a boat with a cabin moored by the mouth of a narrow bayou. A
Negro man stepped off the bow onto the bank, followed by two white men. Then I
looked again and realized that something was terribly wrong. One of the white
men had a pistol in his hand, and the black man's arms were pinioned at his
sides with a thick chain that had been trussed around his upper torso.
I stared in disbelief as the black man
started running along a short stretch of beach, his head twisting back over his
shoulder, and the man with the pistol took aim and fired. The first round must
have hit him in the leg, because it crumpled under him as though the bone had
been snapped in two with a hammer. He half rose to his feet, stumbled into the
water, and fell sideways. I saw the bullets popping the surface around him as
his kinky head went under. The man with the pistol waded after him and kept
shooting, now almost straight down into the water, while the other white man watched
from the bank.
I didn't see the black man again.
Then the two white men looked across the
flat expanse of bay and saw me. I looked back at them, numbly, almost
embarrassed, like a person who had opened a bedroom door at the wrong moment.
Then they walked calmly back to their boat, with no sign of apprehension or
urgency, as though I were not even worthy of notice.
Later, I told the party chief, the
sheriff's department, and finally anybody who would listen to me, about what I
had seen. But their interest was short-lived; no body was ever found in that
area, nor was any black man from around there ever reported as missing. As time
passed, I tried to convince myself that the man in chains had eluded his
tormentors, had held his breath for an impossibly long time, and had burst to
the surface and a new day somewhere downstream. At age nineteen I did not want
to accept the possibility that a man's murder could be treated with the social
significance of a hangnail that had been snipped off someone's finger.
At nine sharp the morning after I had stopped Elrod T. Sykes for drunk
driving, a lawyer, not Elrod Sykes, was in my office. He was tall and had
silver hair, and he wore a gray suit with red stones in his cuff links. He told
me his name but it wouldn't register. In fact, I wasn't interested in anything
he had to say.
"Of course, Mr. Sykes is at your
disposal," he said, "and both he and I appreciate the courtesy which
you extended to him last night. He feels very bad about what happened, of
course. I don't know if he told you that he was taking a new prescription for
his asthma, but evidently his system has a violent reaction to it. The studio
also appreciates—"
"What is your name again,
sir?"
"Oliver Montrose."
I hadn't asked him to sit down yet. I
picked up several paper clips from a small tin can on my desk and began
dropping them one by one on my desk blotter.
"Where's Sykes right now, Mr.
Montrose?"
He looked at his watch.
"By this time they're out on
location," he said. When I didn't respond, he shifted his feet and added,
"Out by Spanish Lake."
"On location at Spanish Lake?"
"Yes."
"Let's see, that's about five miles
out of town. It should take no longer than fifteen minutes to drive there from
here. So thirty minutes should be enough time for you to find Mr. Sykes and
have him sitting in that chair right across from me."
He looked at me a moment, then nodded.
"I'm sure that'll be no
problem," he said.
"Yeah, I bet. That's why he sent
you instead of keeping his word. Tell him I said that, too."
Ten minutes later the sheriff, with a
file folder open in his hands, came into my office and sat down across from me.
He had owned a dry-cleaning business and been president of the local Lions Club
before running for sheriff. He wore rimless glasses, and he had soft cheeks
that were flecked with blue and red veins. In his green uniform he always made
me think of a nursery manager rather than a law officer, but he was an honest
and decent man and humble enough to listen to those who had had more experience
than he had.
"I got the autopsy and the
photographs on that LeBlanc girl," he said. He took off his glasses and
pinched the red mark on the bridge of his nose. "You know, I've been doing
this stuff five years now, but one like this—"
"When it doesn't bother you
anymore, that's when you should start to worry, sheriff."
"Well, anyway, the report says that
most of it was probably done to her after she was dead, poor girl."
"Could I see it?" I said, and
reached out my hand for the folder.
I had to swallow when I looked at the
photographs, even though I
had seen the real thing only yesterday. The killer had not harmed her face. In
fact, he had covered it with her blouse, either during the rape or perhaps
before he stopped her young heart with an ice pick. But in the fourteen years
that I had been with the New Orleans Police Department, or during the three
years I had worked off and on for the Iberia Parish sheriff's office, I had
seen few cases that involved this degree of violence or rage against a woman's
body.
Then I read through the clinical prose
describing the autopsy, the nature of the wounds, the sexual penetration of the
vagina, the absence of any skin samples under the girl's fingernails, the
medical examiner's speculation about the moment and immediate cause of death,
and the type of instrument the killer probably used to mutilate the victim.
"Any way you look at it, I guess
we're talking about a psychopath or somebody wired to the eyes on crack or
acid," the sheriff said.
"Yeah, maybe," I said.
"You think somebody else would
disembowel a nineteen-year-old girl with a scalpel or a barber's razor?"
"Maybe the guy wants us to think
he's a meltdown. He was smart enough not to leave anything at the scene except
the ice pick, and it was free of prints. There weren't any prints on the tape
he used on her wrists or mouth, either. She went out the front door of the
jukejoint, by herself, at one in the morning, when the place was still full of
people, and somehow he abducted her, or got her to go with him, between the
front door and her automobile, which was parked only a hundred feet away."
His eyes were thoughtful.
"Go on," he said.
"I think she knew the guy."
The sheriff put his glasses back on and
scratched at the corner of his mouth with one fingernail.
"She left her purse at the
table," I said. "I think she went outside to get something from her
car and ran into somebody she knew.
Psychopaths don't try to strongarm women in front of bars filled with drunk
coonasses and oil-field workers."
"What do we know about the
girl?" I took my notebook out of the desk drawer and thumbed through it on
top of the blotter.
"Her mother died when she was
twelve. She quit school in the ninth grade and ran away from her father a
couple of times in Mamou. She was arrested for prostitution in Lafayette when
she was sixteen. For the last year or so she lived here with her grandparents,
out at the end of West Main. Her last job was waitressing in a bar about three
weeks ago in St. Martinville. Few close friends, if any, no current or recent
romantic involvement, at least according to the grandparents. She didn't have a
chance for much of a life, did she?"
I could hear the sheriff rubbing his
thumb along his jawbone.
"No, she didn't," he said. His
eyes went out the window then refocused on my face. "Do you buy that about
no romantic involvement?"
"No."
"Neither do I. Do you have any
other theories except that she probably knew her killer?"
"One."
"What?"
"That I'm all wrong, that we are
dealing with a psychopath or a serial killer."
He stood up to leave. He was overweight,
constantly on a diet, and his stomach protruded over his gunbelt, but his erect
posture always gave him the appearance of a taller and trimmer man than he
actually was.
"I'm glad we operate out of this
office with such a sense of certainty, Dave," he said. "Look, I want
you to use everything available to us on this one. I want to nail this
sonofabitch right through the breastbone."
I nodded, unsure of his intention in
stating the obvious.
"That's why we're going to be
working with the FBI on this one," he said.
I kept my eyes flat, my hands open and
motionless on the desk blotter.
"You called them?" I said.
"I did, and so did the mayor. It's
a kidnapping as well as a rape and murder, Dave."
"Yeah, that could be the
case."
"You don't like the idea of working
with these guys?"
"You don't work with the
feds, sheriff. You take orders from them. If you're lucky, they won't treat you
like an insignificant local douche bag in front of a television camera. It's a
great learning exercise in humility."
"No one can ever accuse you of
successfully hiding your feelings, Dave."
Almost thirty minutes from the moment the attorney, Oliver Montrose, had left my office, I looked out my window and
saw Elrod T. Sykes pull his lavender Cadillac into a no parking zone, scrape
his white-walls against the curb, and step out into the bright sunlight. He
wore brown striped slacks, shades, and a lemon-yellow short-sleeve shirt. The
attorney got out on the passenger's side, but Sykes gestured for him to stay
where he was. They argued briefly, then Sykes walked into the building by
himself.
He had his shades in his hand when he
stepped inside my office door, his hair wet and freshly combed, an uneasy grin
at the corner of his mouth.
"Sit down a minute, please," I
said.
The skin around his eyes was pale with
hangover. He sat down and touched at his temple as though it were bruised.
"I'm sorry about sending the
mercenary. It wasn't my idea," he said.
"Whose was it?"
"Mikey figures he makes the
decisions on anything that affects the picture."
"How old are you, Mr. Sykes?"
He widened his eyes and crimped his
lips.
"Forty. Well, actually forty-three,"
he said.
"Did you have to ask that man's
permission to drive an automobile while you were drunk?"
He blinked as though I'd struck him,
then made a wet noise in his throat and wiped his mouth with the backs of his
fingers.
"I really don't know what to say to
you," he said. He had a peculiar, north Texas accent, husky, slightly
nasal, like he had a dime-sized piece of melting ice in his cheek. "I
broke my word, I'm aware of that. But I'm letting other people down, too, Mr.
Robicheaux. It costs ten thousand dollars an hour when you have to keep a
hundred people standing around while a guy like me gets out of trouble."
"I hope y'all work it out."
"I guess this is the wrong place to
look for aspirin and sympathy, isn't it?"
"A sheriff's deputy from St. Mary Parish is going to meet us
with a boat at the Chitimacha Indian reservation, Mr. Sykes. I think he's
probably waiting on us right now."
"Well, actually I'm looking forward
to it. Did I tell you last night my grandpa was a Texas ranger?"
"No, you didn't." I looked at
my watch.
"Well, it's a fact, he was. He
worked with Frank Hammer, the ranger who got Bonnie and Clyde right up there at
Arcadia, Louisiana." He smiled at me. "You know what he used to tell
me when I was a kid? 'Son, you got two speeds— wide-open and fuck it.' I swear
he was a pistol. He—"
"I'd like to explain something to
you. I don't want you to take offense at it, either."
"Yes, sir?"
"Yesterday somebody raped and
murdered a nineteen-year-old girl on the south side of the parish. He cut her
breasts off, he pulled her entrails out of her stomach, he pushed twigs up her
vagina. I don't like waiting in my office for you to show up when it's convenient, I'm not interested in your
film company's production problems, and on this particular morning I'd
appreciate it if you'd leave your stories about your family history to your
publicity people."
His eyes tried to hold on mine, then
they watered and glanced away.
"I'd like to use your bathroom,
please," he said. "I'm afraid I got up with a case of the purple
butterflies."
"I'll be out front. I'll see you
there in two minutes, Mr. Sykes."
The sky was bright and hazy, the wind
hot as a flame as we drove toward the Atchafalaya River. I had to stop the
truck twice to let Elrod Sykes vomit by the side of the road.
It felt strange to go back into that part of the Atchafalaya Basin after so many years. In July of 1957, after the
hurricane had passed through and the rains had finally stopped, the flooded
woods and willow islands, the canals whose canopies were so thick that sunlight
seldom struck the water, the stretches of beach along the bays had smelled of
death for weeks. The odor, which was like the heavy, gray, salty stench from a
decaying rat, hung in the heat all day, and at night it blew through the screen
windows on the quarter-boat and awaited you in the morning when you walked
through the galley into the dining room.
Many of the animals that did not drown
starved to death. Coons used to climb up the mooring ropes and scratch on the
galley screen for food, and often we'd take rabbits out of the tops of trees
that barely extended above the current and carry them on the jugboat to the
levee at Charenton. Sometimes at night huge trees with root systems as broad as
barn roofs floated by in the dark and scraped the hull with their branches from
the bow to the stern. One night when the moon was full and yellow and low over
the willow islands, I heard something hit the side of the boat hard, like a big
wood fist rolling its knuckles along the planks. I stood on
my bunk and looked through the screen window and
saw a houseboat, upside down, spinning in the current, a tangle of fishing nets
strung out of one window like flotsam from an eye socket.
I thought about the hundreds of people
who had either been crushed under a tidal wave or drowned in Cameron Parish,
their bodies washed deep into the marshes along the Calcasieu River, and again
I smelled that thick, fetid odor on the wind. I could not sleep again until the
sun rose like a red molten ball through the mists across the bay.
It didn't take us long to find the
willow island where Elrod Sykes said he had seen the skeletal remains of either
an Indian or a black person. We crossed the wide sweep of the Atchafalaya in a
sheriff's department boat with two outboard engines mounted on the stern, took
a channel between a row of sandbars whose sun-dried crests looked like the
backs of dolphin jumping in a school, crossed a long bay, and slid the boat
onto a narrow strip of beach that bled back into a thick stand of willow trees
and chains of flooded sinkholes and sand bogs.
Elrod Sykes stepped off the bow onto the
sand and stared into the trees. He had taken off his shirt and he used it to
wipe the sweat off his tanned chest and shoulders.
"It's back in yonder," he
said, and pointed. "You can see my footprints where I went in to take a
whiz."
The St. Mary Parish deputy fitted a
cloth cap on his head and sprayed his face, neck, and arms with mosquito dope,
then handed the can to me.
"If I was you, I'd put my shirt on,
Mr. Sykes," he said. "We used to have a lot of bats down here. Till
the mosquitoes ate them all."
Sykes smiled good-naturedly and waited
for his turn to use the can of repellent.
"I bet you won't believe
this," the deputy said, "but it's been so dry here on occasion that I
seen a catfish walking down the levee carrying his own canteen."
Sykes's eyes crinkled at the corners,
then he walked ahead of us into the gloom, his loafers sinking deep into the
wet sand.
"That boy's a long way from his
Hollywood poontang, ain't he?" the deputy said behind me.
"How about putting the cork in the
humor for a while?" I said.
"What?"
'The man grew up down South. You're
patronizing him."
"I'm wha—"
I walked ahead of him and caught up with
Sykes just as he stepped out of the willows into a shallow, water-filled
depression between the woods and a sandbar. The water was stagnant and hot and
smelled of dead garfish.
"There," he said. "Right
under the roots of that dead tree. I told y'all."
A barkless, sun-bleached cypress tree
lay crossways in a sandbar, the water-smooth trunk eaten by worms, and gathered
inside the root system, as though held by a gnarled hand, was a skeleton
crimped in an embryonic position, wrapped in a web of dried algae and river
trash.
The exposed bone was polished and
weathered almost black, but sections of the skin had dried to the color and
texture of desiccated leather. Just as Sykes had said, a thick chain encased
with rust was wrapped around the arms and rib cage. The end links were fastened
with a padlock as wide as my hand.
I tore a willow branch off a tree,
shucked off the leaves with my Puma knife, and knelt down in front of the
skeleton.
"How do you reckon it got up under
those roots?" Sykes said.
"A bad hurricane came through here
in '57," I said. "Trees like this were torn out of the ground like
carrots. My bet is this man's body got caught under some floating trees and was
covered up later in this sandbar."
Sykes knelt beside me.
"I don't understand," he said.
"How do you know it happened in '57? Hurricanes tear up this part of the
country all the time, don't they?"
"Good question, podna," I
said, and I used the willow branch to peel away the dried web of algae from
around one shinbone, then the other.
"That left one's clipped in
half," Sykes said.
"Yep. That's where he was shot when
he tried to run away from two white men."
"You clairvoyant or
something?" Sykes said.
"No, I saw it happen. About a mile
from here."
"You saw it happen?" Sykes
said.
"Yep."
"What's going on here?" the
deputy said behind us. "You saying some white people lynched somebody or
something?"
"Yeah, that's exactly what I'm
saying. When we get back we'll need to talk to your sheriff and get your
medical examiner out here."
"I don't know about y'all over in
Iberia Parish, but nobody around here's going to be real interested in nigger
trouble that's thirty-five years old," the deputy said.
I worked the willow branch around the
base of the bones and peeled back a skein of algae over the legs, the pelvic
bones, and the crown of the skull, which still had a section of grizzled black
hair attached to the pate. I poked at the corrugated, blackened work boots and
the strips of rag that hung off the pelvis.
I put down the branch and chewed on the
corner of my thumbnail.
"What are you looking for, Mr.
Robicheaux?" Sykes said.
"It's not what's there, it's what
isn't," I said. "He wasn't wearing a belt on his trousers, and his
boots have no laces."
"Sonofabitch probably did his shopping
at the Goodwill. Big fucking deal," the deputy said, slapped a mosquito on
his neck, and looked at the red and black paste on his palm.
Later that afternoon I went back to work on the case of the
murdered girl, whose full name was Cherry LeBlanc. No one knew the whereabouts
of her father, who had disappeared from Mamou after he was accused of molesting
a black child in his neighborhood, but I interviewed her grandparents again,
the owner of the bar in St. Martinville where she had last worked, the girls
she had been with in the clapboard jukejoint the night she died, and a police
captain in Lafayette who had recommended probation for her after she had been
busted on the prostitution charge. I learned little about her except that she
seemed to have been an uneducated, unskilled, hapless, and fatally beautiful
girl who thought she could be a viable player in a crap game where the dice for
her kind were always shaved.
I learned that about her and the fact
that she had loved zydeco music and had gone to the jukejoint to hear Sam
"Hogman" Patin play his harmonica and bottleneck blues twelve-string
guitar.
My desk was covered with scribbled notes
from my note pad, morgue and crime-scene photos, interview cassettes, and
Xeroxes from the LeBlanc family's welfare case history when the sheriff walked
into my office. The sky outside was lavender and pink now, and the fronds on
the palm trees out by the sidewalk were limp in the heat and silhouetted darkly
against the late sun.
"The sheriff over in St. Mary
Parish just called," he said.
"Yes?"
"He said thanks a lot. They really
appreciate the extra work." He sat on the corner of my desk.
"Tell him to find another line of
work."
"He said you're welcome to come
over on your days off and run the investigation."
"What's he doing with it?"
"Their coroner's got the bones now.
But I'll tell you the truth, Dave, I don't think it's going anywhere."
I leaned back in my swivel chair and
drummed my fingers on my desk. My eyes burned and my back hurt.
"It seems to me you've been
vindicated," the sheriff said. "Let it go for now."
"We'll see."
"Look, I know you've got a big
workload piled on you right now, but I've got a problem I need you to look into
when you have a chance. Like maybe first thing tomorrow morning."
I looked
back at him without speaking.
"Baby Feet Balboni," he said.
"What about him?"
"He's in New Iberia. At the Holiday
Inn, with about six of his fellow greaseballs and their whores. The manager
called me from a phone booth down the street he was so afraid one of them would
hear him."
"I don't know what I can do about
it," I said.
"We need to know what he's doing in
town."
"He grew up here."
"Look, Dave, they can't even handle
this guy in New Orleans. He cannibalized half the Giacano and Cardo families to
get where he is. He's not coming back here. That's not going to happen."
I rubbed my face. My whiskers felt stiff
against my palm.
"You want me to send somebody
else?" the sheriff asked.
"No, that's all right."
"Y'all were friends in high school
for a while, weren't you?"
"We played ball together, that's
all."
I gazed out the window at the
lengthening shadows. He studied my face.
"What's the matter, Dave?"
"It's nothing."
"You bothered because we want to
bounce a baseball buddy out of town?"
"No, not really."
"Did you ever hear that story about
what he did to Didi Giacano's cousin? Supposedly he hung him from his colon by
a meat hook."
"I've heard that same story about a
half-dozen wiseguys in Orleans and Jefferson parishes. It's an old N.O.P.D.
heirloom."
"Probably just bad press,
huh?"
"I always tried to think of Julie
as nine-tenths thespian," I said.
"Yeah, and gorilla shit tastes like
chocolate ice cream. Dave, you're a laugh a minute."
Julie Balboni looked just like his father, who had owned most of
the slot and racehorse machines in Iberia Parish during the 1940s and, with an
Assyrian family, had run the gambling and prostitution in the Underpass area of
Lafayette. Julie was already huge, six and a half feet tall, when he was in the
eleventh grade, thick across the hips and tapered at both ends like a fat
banana, with tiny ankles and size-seven feet and a head as big as a buffalo's.
A year later he filled out in serious proportions. That was also the year he
was arrested for burglarizing a liquor store. His father walked him out into
the woods at gunpoint and whipped the skin off his back with the nozzle end of
a garden hose.
His hair grew on his head like black
snakes, and because a physician had injured a nerve in his face when he was
delivered, the corner of his mouth would sometimes droop involuntarily and give
him a lewd or leering expression that repelled most girls. He farted in class,
belched during the pledge of allegiance, combed his dandruff out on top of the
desk, and addressed anyone he didn't like by gathering up his scrotum and
telling them to bite. We walked around him in the halls and the locker room.
His teachers were secretly relieved when his mother and father did not show up
on parents' night.
His other nickname was Julie the Bone,
although it wasn't used to his face, because he went regularly to Mabel White's
Negro brothel in Crowley and the Negro cribs on
Hopkins Avenue in New Iberia.
But Julie had two uncontested talents.
He was both a great kick boxer and a great baseball catcher. His ankles twisted
too easily for him to play football; he was too fat to run track; but with one
flick of a thick thigh he could leave a kick-box opponent heaving blood, and
behind the plate he could steal the ball out of the batter's swing or vacuum a
wild pitch out of the dust and zip the ball to third base like a BB.
In my last time out as a high school
pitcher, I was going into the bottom of the ninth against Abbeville with a
shutout almost in my pocket. It was a soft, pink evening, with the smell of
flowers and freshly cut grass in the air. Graduation was only three weeks away,
and we all felt that we were painted with magic and that the spring season had
been created as a song especially for us. Innocence, a lock on the future, the
surge of victory in the loins, the confirmation of a girl's kiss among the
dusky oak trees, like a strawberry bursting against the roof of the mouth, were
all most assuredly our due.
We even felt an acceptance and
camaraderie toward Baby Feet. Imminent graduation and the laurels of a winning
season seemed to have melted away the differences in our backgrounds and
experience.
Then their pitcher, a beanballer who
used his elbows, knees, and spikes in a slide, hit a double and stole third
base. Baby Feet called time and jogged out to the mound, sweat leaking out of
his inverted cap. He rubbed up a new ball for me.
"Put it in the dirt. I'm gonna let
that cocksucker have his chance," he said.
"I don't know if that's smart,
Feet," I said.
"I've called a shutout for you so
far, haven't I? Do what I tell you."
On the next pitch I glanced at the
runner, then fired low and
outside, into the dirt. Baby Feet vacuumed it up, then spun around, throwing
dust in the air like an elephant, and raced toward the backstop as though the
ball had gotten past him.
The runner charged from third. Suddenly
Baby Feet reappeared at the plate, the ball never having left his hand, his
mask still on his face. The runner realized that he had stepped into it and he
tried to bust up Baby Feet in the slide by throwing one spiked shoe up in
Feet's face. Baby Feet caught the runner's spikes in his mask, tagged him
across the head with the ball, then, when it was completely unnecessary at that
point, razored his own spikes into the boy's ankle and twisted.
The players on the field, the coaches,
the people in the stands, stared numbly at home plate. Baby Feet calmly scraped
his spikes clean in the sand, then knelt and tightened the strap on a shin
guard, his face cool and detached as he squinted up at the flag snapping on a
metal pole behind the backstop.
It wasn't hard to find him at the Holiday Inn. He and his entourage were the only people in and around the swimming pool.
Their tanned bodies glistened as though they had rubbed them with melted
butter. They wore wraparound sunglasses that were as black as a blind man's,
reclined luxuriously on deck chairs, their genitalia sculpted against their
bikinis, or floated on rubber mattresses, tropical drinks in holders at their
sides, a glaze of suntan oil emanating from the points of their fingers and
toes.
A woman came out the sliding door of a
room with her two children, walked them to the wading pool, then obviously
realized the nature of the company she was keeping; she looked around
distractedly, as though she heard invisible birds cawing at her, and returned
quickly to her room with her children's hands firmly in hers.
Julie the Bone hadn't changed a great
deal since I had last seen him
seven years ago in New Orleans. His eyes, which were like black marbles, were
set a little more deeply in his face; his wild tangle of hair was flecked in
places with gray; but his barrel chest and his washtub of a stomach still
seemed to have the tone and texture of whale hide. When you looked at the
ridges of scar tissue under the hair on his shoulders and back where his father
had beaten him, at the nests of tendons and veins in his neck, and the white
protrusion of knuckles in his huge hands, you had the feeling that nothing
short of a wrecking ball, swung by a cable from a great height, could
adequately deal with this man if he should choose to destroy everything in his
immediate environment.
He raised himself on one elbow from his
reclining chair, pushed his sunglasses up on his hair, and squinted through the
haze at me as I approached him. Two of his men sat next to him at a glass table
under an umbrella, playing cards with a woman with bleached hair and skin that
was so tan it looked like folds of soft leather. Both men put down their cards
and got to their feet, and one of them, who looked as though he were hammered
together from boilerplate, stepped directly into my path. His hair was orange
and gray, flattened in damp curls on his head, and there were pachuco crosses
tattooed on the backs of his hands. I opened my seersucker coat so he could see
the badge clipped to my belt. But recognition was already working in his face.
"What's happening, Cholo?" I
said.
"Hey, lieutenant, how you
doin'?" he said, then turned to Baby Feet. "Hey, Julie, it's
Lieutenant Robicheaux. From the First District in New Orleans. You remember him
when—"
"Yeah, I know who it is,
Cholo," Baby Feet said, smiling and nodding at me. "What you up to,
Dave? Somebody knock a pop fly over the swimming-pool wall?"
"I was just in the neighborhood. I
heard you were back in town for a short visit."
"No kidding?"
"That's a fact."
"You were probably in the
barbershop and somebody said, 'The Bone's in town,' and you thought, 'Boy, that's
great news. I'll just go say hello to ole Feet.' "
"You're a famous man, Julie. Word
gets around."
"And I'm just here for a short
visit, right?"
"Yeah, that's the word."
His eyes moved up and down my body. He
smiled to himself and took a sip from a tall glass wrapped in a napkin, with
shaved ice, fruit, and a tiny paper umbrella in it.
"You're a sheriff's detective now,
I hear."
"On and off."
He pushed a chair at me with his foot,
then picked it up and set it in a shady area across from him. I took off my
seersucker coat, folded it on my arm, and sat down.
"Y'all worried about me,
Dave?"
"Some people in New Iberia think
you're a hard act to follow. How many guys would burn down their own father's
nightclub?"
He laughed.
"Yeah, the old man lost his
interest in garden hoses after that," he said.
"Everybody likes to come back to
his hometown once in a while. That's a perfectly natural thing to do. No one's
worried about that, Julie." I looked at his eyes. Under his sweaty brows,
they were as shiny and full of light as obsidian.
He shook a cigarette out of a package on
the cement and lit it. He blew smoke out into the sunlight and looked around
the swimming-pool area.
"Except I've only got a visa,
right?" he said. "I'm supposed to spread a little money around, stay
on the back streets, tell my crew not to spit on the sidewalks or blow their
noses on their napkins in the restaurants. Does that kind of cover it for you,
Dave?"
"It's a small town with small-town problems."
"Fuck." He took a deep breath,
then twisted his neck as though
there were a crick in it. "Margot—" he said to the woman playing
cards under the umbrella. She got up from her chair and stood behind him, her
narrow face expressionless behind her sunglasses, and began kneading his neck
with her fingers. He filled his mouth with ice, orange slices, and cherries
from his glass and studied my face while he chewed.
"I get a little upset at these kind
of attitudes, Dave. You got to forgive me," he said, and pointed into his
breastbone with his fingertips. "But it don't seem to matter sometimes
what a guy does now. It's always yesterday that's in people's
minds. Like Cholo here. He made a mistake fifteen years ago and we're still
hearing about it. What the fuck is that? You think that's fair?"
"He threw his brother-in-law off
the roof of the Jax's brewery on top of a Mardi Gras float. That was a first
even for New Orleans."
"Hey, lieutenant, there was a lot
of other things involved there. The guy beat up my sister. He was a fucking
animal."
"Look, Dave, you been gone from New
Orleans for a long time," Baby Feet said. "The city ain't anything
like it used to be. Black kids with shit for brains are provoking everybody in
the fucking town. People get killed in Audubon Park, for God's sake. You try to
get on the St. Charles streetcar and there's either niggers or Japs hanging out
the doors and windows. We used to have understandings with the city. Everybody
knew the rules, nobody got hurt. Take a walk past the Desire or St. Thomas
project and see what happens."
"What's the point, Julie?"
"The point is who the fuck needs
it? I own a recording studio, the same place Jimmy Clanton cut his first
record. I'm in the entertainment business. I talk on the phone every day to
people in California you read about in People magazine. I come home to
this shithole, they ought to have 'Welcome Back Balboni Day.' Instead, I get
told maybe I'm like a bad
smell in the air. You understand what I'm saying, that hurts me."
I rubbed one palm against the other.
"I'm just a messenger," I
said.
"That laundry man you work for send
you?"
"He has his concerns."
He waved the woman away and sat up in
his chair.
"Give me five minutes to get
dressed. Then I want you to drive me somewhere," he said.
"I'm a little tied up on time right
now."
"I'm asking fifteen minutes of you,
max. You think you can give me that much of your day, Dave?" He got up and
started past me to his room. There were tufts of black hair like pig bristles
on his love handles. He cocked his index finger at me. "Be here when I get
back. You won't regret it."
The woman with the bleached hair sat
back down at the table. She took off her glasses, parted her legs a moment, and
looked into my face, her eyes neither flirtatious nor hostile, simply dead.
Cholo invited me to play gin rummy with them.
"Thanks, I never took it up,"
I said.
"You sure took it up with horses,
lieutenant," he said.
"Yep, horses and Beam. They always
made an interesting combination at the Fairgrounds."
"Hey, you remember that time you
lent me twenty bucks to get home from Jefferson Downs? I always remember that,
Loot. That was all right."
Cholo Manelli had been born of a Mexican
washerwoman, who probably wished she had given birth to a bowling ball instead,
and fathered by a brain-damaged Sicilian numbers runner, whose head had been
caved in by a cop's baton in the Irish Channel. He was raised in the Iberville
welfare project across from the old St. Louis cemeteries, and at age eleven was
busted with his brothers for rolling and beating the winos who slept in the
empty crypts. Their weapons of choice had been sand-filled socks.
He had the coarse, square hands of a
bricklayer, the facial depth of a pie plate. I always suspected that if he was
lobotomized you wouldn't know the difference. The psychiatrists at Mandeville
diagnosed him as a sociopath and shot his head full of electricity. Evidently
the treatment had as much effect as charging a car battery with three dead
cells. On his first jolt at Angola he was put in with the big stripes, the
violent and the incorrigible, back in the days when the state used trusty
guards, mounted on horses and armed with double-barrel twelve-gauge shotguns,
who had to serve the time of any inmate who escaped while under their
supervision. Cholo went to the bushes and didn't come back fast enough for the
trusty gunbull. The gunbull put four pieces of buckshot in Cholo's back. Two
weeks later a Mason jar of prune-o was found in the gunbull's cell. A month
after that, when he was back in the main population, somebody dropped the
loaded bed of a dump truck on his head.
"Julie told me about the time that
boon almost popped you with a .38," he said.
"What time was that?"
"When you were a patrolman. In the
Quarter. Julie said he saved your life."
"He did, huh?"
Cholo shrugged his shoulders.
"That's what the man said,
lieutenant. What do I know?"
"Take the hint, Cholo. Our
detective isn't a conversationalist," the woman said, without removing her
eyes from her cards. She clacked her lacquered nails on the glass tabletop, and
her lips made a dry, sucking sound when she puffed on her cigarette.
"You working on that murder case?
The one about that girl?" he said.
"How'd you know about that?"
His eyes clicked sideways.
"It was in the newspaper," he
said. "Julie and me was talking about it this morning. Something like
that's disgusting. You got a
fucking maniac on the loose around here. Somebody ought to take him to a
hospital and kill him."
Baby Feet emerged resplendent from the
sliding glass door of his room. He wore a white suit with gray pin stripes, a
purple shirt scrolled with gray flowers, a half-dozen gold chains and
medallions around his talcumed neck, tasseled loafers that seemed as small on
his feet as ballet slippers.
"You look beautiful, Julie,"
Cholo said.
"Fucking A," Baby Feet said,
lighting the cigarette in the corner of his mouth with a tiny gold lighter.
"Can I go with y'all?" Cholo
asked.
"Keep an eye on things here for
me."
"Hey, you told me last night I
could go."
"I need you to take my calls."
"Margot don't know how to pick up a
phone anymore?" Cholo said.
"My meter's running, Julie," I
said.
"We're going out to dinner tonight
with some interesting people," Baby Feet said to Cholo. "You'll enjoy
it. Be patient."
"They're quite excited about the
possibility of meeting you. They called and said that, Cholo," the woman
said.
"Margot, why is it you got calluses
on your back? Somebody been putting starch in your sheets or something?"
Cholo said.
I started walking toward my truck. The
sunlight off the cement by the poolside was blinding. Baby Feet caught up with
me. One of his other women dove off the board and splashed water and the smell
of chlorine and suntan oil across my back.
"Hey, I live in a fucking menagerie," Baby Feet said
as we went out onto the street. "Don't go walking off from me with your
nose bent out of joint. Did I ever treat you with a lack of respect?"
I got in the truck.
"Where we going, Feet?" I said.
"Out by Spanish Lake. Look, I want
you to take a message back to the man you work for. I'm not the source of any
problems you got around here. The coke you got in this parish has been stepped
on so many times it's baby powder. If it was coming from some people I've been
associated with in New Orleans, and I'm talking about past associations, you
understand, it'd go from your nose to your brain like liquid Drano."
I headed out toward the old two-lane
highway that led to the little settlement of Burke and the lake where Spanish
colonists had tried to establish plantations in the eighteenth century and had
given Iberia Parish its name.
"I don't work narcotics, Julie, and
I'm not good at passing on bullshit, either. My main concern right now is the
girl we found south of town."
"Oh, yeah? What girl's that?"
"The murdered girl, Cherry
LeBlanc."
"I don't guess I heard about
it."
I turned and looked at him. He gazed
idly out the window at the passing oak trees on the edge of town and a roadside
watermelon and strawberry stand.
"You don't read the local
papers?" I said.
"I been busy. You saying I talk
bullshit, Dave?"
"Put it this way, Feet. If you've
got something to tell the sheriff, do it yourself."
He pinched his nose, then blew air
through it.
"We used to be friends, Dave. I
even maybe did you a little favor once. So I'm going to line it out for you and
any of the locals who want to clean the wax out of their ears. The oil business
is still in the toilet and your town's flat-ass broke. Frankly, in my opinion,
it deserves anything that happens to it. But me and all those people you see
back on that lake—" He pointed out the window. Through a pecan orchard,
silhouetted against the light winking off the water, I could see cameras
mounted on booms and actors in Confederate uniforms toiling through the
shallows in retreat from imaginary
federal troops. "We're going to leave around ten million dollars in
Lafayette and Iberia Parish. They don't like the name Balboni around here, tell
them we can move the whole fucking operation over to Mississippi. See how that
floats with some of those coonass jackoffs in the Chamber of Commerce."
"You're telling me you're in the
movie business?"
"Coproducer with Michael Goldman.
What do you think of that?"
I turned into the dirt road that led
through the pecan trees to the lake.
"I'm sure everyone wishes you
success, Julie."
"I'm going to make a baseball movie
next. You want a part in it?" He smiled at me.
"I don't think I'd be up to
it."
"Hey, Dave, don't get me
wrong." He was grinning broadly now. "But my main actor sees dead
people out in the mist, his punch is usually ripped by nine a.m. on weed or whites, and Mikey's got
peptic ulcers and some kind of obsession with the Holocaust. Dave, I ain't
shitting you, I mean this sincerely, with no offense, with your record, you
could fit right in."
I stopped the truck by a small
wood-frame security office. A wiry man in a khaki uniform and a bill cap, with
a white scar like a chicken's foot on his throat, approached my window.
"We'll see you, Feet," I said.
"You don't want to look
around?"
"Adios, partner," I said,
waited for him to close the door, then turned around in the weeds and drove
back through the pecan trees to the highway, the sun's reflection bouncing on
my hood like a yellow balloon.
It happened my second year on the New Orleans police force, when I was a patrolman in the French Quarter and somebody
called in a prowler report at an address on Dumaine. The lock on the iron gate
was rusted and had been bent out
of the jamb with a bar and sprung back on the hinges. Down the narrow brick
walkway I could see bits of broken glass, like tiny rat's teeth, where someone
had broken out the overhead light bulb. But the courtyard ahead was lighted,
filled with the waving shadows of banana trees and palm fronds, and I could
hear a baseball game playing on a radio or television set.
I slipped my revolver out of its holster
and moved along the coolness of the bricks, through a ticking pool of water, to
the entrance of the courtyard, where a second scrolled-iron gate yawned back on
its hinges. I could smell the damp earth in the flower beds, spearmint growing
against a stucco wall, the thick clumps of purple wisteria that hung from a
tile roof.
Then I smelled him, even before I
saw him, an odor that was at once like snuff, synthetic wine, rotting teeth,
and stomach bile. He was a huge black man, dressed in a Donald Duck T-shirt,
filthy tennis shoes, and a pair of purple slacks that were bursting on his
thighs. In his left hand was a drawstring bag filled with goods from the
apartment he'd just creeped. He swung the gate with all his weight into my hand,
snapped something in it like a Popsicle stick breaking, and sent my revolver
skidding across the flagstones.
I tried to get my baton loose, but it
was his show now. He came out of his back pocket with a worn one-inch .38, the
grips wrapped with black electrician's tape, and screwed the barrel into my
ear. There was a dark clot of blood in his right eye, and his breath slid
across the side of my face like an unwashed hand.
"Get back in the walkway,
motherfucker," he whispered.
We stumbled backward into the gloom. I
could hear revelers out on the street, a beer can tinkling along the cement.
"Don't be a dumb guy," I said.
"Shut up," he said. Then,
almost as an angry afterthought, he drove my head into the bricks. I fell to my
knees in the water, my baton twisted uselessly in my belt.
His eyes were dilated, his hair haloed
with sweat, his pulse leaping in his neck. He was a cop's worst possible
adversary in that situation—strung-out, frightened, and stupid enough to carry a
weapon on a simple B & E.
"Why'd you have to come along, man?
Why'd you have to do that?" he said.
His thumb curled around the spur of the
pistol's hammer and I heard the cylinder rotate and the chamber lock into
place.
"There're cops on both ends of the
street," I said. "You won't get out of the Quarter."
"Don't say no more, man. It won't
do no good. You messed everything up."
He wiped the sweat out of his eyes, blew
out his breath, and pointed the pistol downward at my chest.
Baby Feet had on only a bathrobe, his
jockey underwear, and a pair of loafers without socks when he appeared in the
brick walkway behind the black man.
"What the fuck do you think you're
doing here?" he said.
The black man stepped back, the revolver
drifting to his thigh.
"Mr. Julie?" he said.
"Yeah. What the fuck you doing? You
creeping an apartment in my building?"
"I didn't know you was living here,
Mr. Julie."
Baby Feet took the revolver out of the
black man's hand and eased down the hammer.
"Walter, if I want to, I can make
you piss blood for six months," he said.
"Yes, suh, I knows that."
"I'm glad you've taken that
attitude. Now, you get your sorry ass out of here." He pushed the black
man toward the entrance. "Go on." He kept nudging the black man along
the bricks, then he kicked him hard, as fast as a snake striking, between the
buttocks. "I said go on, now." He kicked him again, his small pointed
shoe biting deep into the man's crotch. Tears
welled up in the man's eyes as he looked back over his shoulder. "Move it,
Walter, unless you want balls the size of coconuts."
The black man limped down the Dumaine.
Baby Feet stood in front of the sprung gate, dumped the shells from the .38 on
the sidewalk, and flung the .38 into the darkness after the black man.
"Come on upstairs and I'll put your
hand in some ice," he said.
I had found my hat and revolver.
"I'm going after that guy," I
said.
"Pick him up in the morning. He
shines shoes in a barbershop on Calliope and St. Charles. You sure you want to
stay in this line of work, Dave?"
He laughed, lit a purple-and-gold
cigarette, and put his round, thick arm over my shoulders.
The sheriff was right: Baby Feet might
be a movie producer, but he could never be dismissed as a thespian.
My brief visit with Julie Balboni should have been a forgettable
and minor interlude in my morning. Instead, my conversation with him in the
truck had added a disturbing question mark in the murder of Cherry LeBlanc. He
said he had heard nothing about it, nor had he read about it in the local
newspaper. This was ten minutes after Cholo Manelli had told me that he and
Baby Feet had been talking about the girl's death earlier.
Was Baby Feet lying or was he simply not
interested in talking about something that wasn't connected with his
well-being? Or had the electroshock therapists in Mandeville overheated Cholo's
brain pan?
My experience with members of the Mafia
and sociopaths in general has been that they lie as a matter of course. They
are convincing because they often lie when there is no need to. To apply some
form of forensic psychology in attempting to understand how they think is as
productive as placing your head inside a microwave oven in order to study the
nature of electricity.
I spent the rest of the day retracing
the geography of Cherry LeBlanc's last hours and trying to recreate the
marginal world in which she had lived. At three that afternoon I parked my
truck in the shade by the old wood-frame church in St. Martinville and looked
at a color photograph of her that had been given to me by the grandparents. Her
hair was black,
with a mahogany tint in it, her mouth bright red with too much lipstick, her
face soft, slightly plump with baby fat; her dark eyes were bright and masked
no hidden thought; she was smiling.
Busted at sixteen for prostitution, dead
at nineteen, I thought. And that's what we knew about. God only knew what else
had befallen her in her life. But she wasn't born a prostitute or the kind of
girl who would be passed from hand to hand until someone opened a car door for
her and drove her deep into a woods, where he revealed to her the instruments
of her denouement, perhaps even convinced her that this moment was one she had
elected for herself.
Others had helped her get there. My
first vote would be for the father, the child molester, in Mamou. But our legal
system looks at nouns, seldom at adverbs.
I gazed at the spreading oaks in the
church's graveyard, where Evangeline and her lover Gabriel were buried. The
tombstones were stained with lichen and looked cool and gray in the shade.
Beyond the trees, the sun reflected off Bayou Teche like a yellow flame.
Where was the boyfriend in this? I
thought. A girl that pretty either has a beau or there is somebody in her life
who would like to be one. She hadn't gone far in school, but necessity must
have given her a survivor's instinct about people, about men in particular,
certainly about the variety who drifted in and out of a south Louisiana
jukejoint.
She had to know her killer. I was
convinced of that.
I walked to the bar, a ramshackle
nineteenth-century wooden building with scaling paint and a sagging upstairs
gallery. The inside was dark and cool and almost deserted. A fat black woman
was scrubbing the front windows with a brush and a bucket of soap and water. I
walked the length of the bar to the small office in back where I had found the
owner before. Along the counter in front of the bar's mirror were rows upon
rows of bottles—dark green and slender, stoppered with wet corks; obsidian
black with arterial-red wax seals;
frosted-white, like ice sawed out of a lake; whiskey-brown, singing with heat and
light.
The smell of the green sawdust on the
floor, the wood-handled beer taps dripping through an aluminum grate, the
Collins mix and the bowls of cherries and sliced limes and oranges, they were
only the stuff of memory, I told myself, swallowing. They belong to your Higher
Power now. Just like an old girlfriend who winks at you on the street one day,
I thought. You already gave her up. You just walk on by. It's that easy.
But you don't think about it, you don't
think about it, you don't think about it.
The owner was a preoccupied man who
combed his black hair straight back on his narrow head and kept his comb
clipped inside his shirt pocket. The receipts and whiskey invoices on his desk
were a magnet for his eyes. My questions couldn't compete. He kept running his
tongue behind his teeth while I talked.
"So you didn't know anything about
her friends?" I said.
"No, sir. She was here three weeks.
They come and they go. That's the way it is. I don't know what else to tell you."
"Do you know anything about your
bartenders?"
His eyes focused on a spot inside his
cigarette smoke.
"I'm not understanding you,"
he said.
"Do you hire a bartender who hangs
around with ex-cons or who's in a lot of debt? I suspect you probably don't.
Those are the kind of guys who set up their friends with free doubles or make
change out of an open drawer without ringing up the sale, aren't they?"
"What's your point?"
"Did you know she had been arrested
for prostitution?"
"I didn't know that."
"You hired her because you thought
she was an honor student at USL?"
The corner of his mouth wrinkled
slightly with the beginnings of a smile. He stirred the ashes in the ashtray
with the tip of his cigarette.
"I'll leave you my card and a thought, Mr. Trajan. One way
or another we're going to nail the guy who killed her. In the meantime, if he
kills somebody else and I find out that you held back information on me, I'll
be back with a warrant for your arrest."
"I don't care for the way you're
talking to me."
I left his office without replying and
walked back down the length of the bar. The black woman was now outside,
washing the front window. She put down her scrub brush, flung the whole bucket of
soapy water on the glass, then began rinsing it off with a hose. Her skin was
the color of burnt brick, her eyes turquoise, her breasts sagging like
water-filled balloons inside her cotton-print dress. I opened my badge in my
palm.
"Did you know the white girl Cherry
LeBlanc?" I asked.
"She worked here, ain't she?"
She squinted her eyes against the water spray bouncing off the glass.
"Do you know if she had a
boyfriend, tante?”
"If that's what you want to call
it."
"What do you mean?" I asked,
already knowing the answer that I didn't want to hear.
"She in the bidness."
"Full time, in a serious way?"
"What you call sellin' out of your
pants?"
"Was Mr. Trajan involved?"
"Ax him."
"I don't think he was, otherwise
you wouldn't be telling me these things, tante." I smiled at her.
She began refilling the bucket with
clear water. She suddenly looked tired.
"She a sad girl," she said.
She wiped the perspiration off her round face with her palm and looked at it.
"I tole her they ain't no amount of money gonna he'p her when some man
make her sick, no. I tole her a pretty white girl like her can have anything
she want—school, car, a husband wit' a job on them oil rig. When that girl dress
up, she look like a movie
star. She say, 'Jennifer, some people is suppose' to have only what other
people let them have.' Lord God, her age and white and believing somet'ing like
that."
"Who was her pimp, Jennifer?"
"They come here for her."
"Who?"
"The mens. When they want her. They
come here and take her home."
"Do you know who they were, their
names?"
"Them kind ain't got no names. They
just drive their car up when she get off work and that po' girl get in."
"I see. All right, Jennifer, this
is my card with my telephone number on it. Would you call me if you remember
anything else that might help me?"
"I don't be knowin' anything else,
me. She wasn't goin' to give the name of some rich white man to an old nigger."
"What white man?"
"That's what I tellin' you. I don't
know, me."
"I'm sorry, I don't understand what
you're saying."
"You don't understand English, you?
Where you from? She say they a rich white man maybe gonna get her out of sellin'
jellyroll. She say that the last time I seen her, right befo' somebody do them
awful t'ings to that young girl. Mister, when they in the bidness, every man
got a sweet word in his mouth, every man got a special way to keep jellyroll in
his bed and the dollar in his pocket."
She threw the bucket of clear water on
the glass, splashing both of us, then walked heavily with her brushes, cleaning
rags, and empty bucket down the alley next to the bar.
The rain fell through the canopy of oaks as I drove down the
dirt road along the bayou toward my house. During the summer it rains almost
every afternoon in southern Louisiana. From my gallery, around three o'clock,
you could watch the clouds build as high and dark as mountains out on the Gulf,
then within minutes the barometer would drop, the air would suddenly turn cool and smell like ozone and
gun metal and fish spawning, the wind would begin to blow out of the south and
straighten the moss on the dead cypress trees in the marsh, bend the cattails
in the bayou, and swell and ruffle the pecan trees in my front yard; then a
sheet of gray rain would move out of the marsh, across the floating islands of
purple hyacinths in the bayou, my bait shop and the canvas awning over my
boat-rental dock, and ring as loud on my gallery as marbles bouncing on
corrugated tin.
I parked the truck under the pecan trees
and ran up the incline to the front steps. My father, a trapper and oil-field
roughneck who worked high on the derrick, on what they called the monkey board,
built the house of cypress and oak back in the Depression. The planks in the
walls and floors were notched and joined with wooden pegs. You couldn't shove a
playing card in a seam. With age the wood had weathered almost black. I think
rifle balls would have bounced off it.
My wife's car was gone, but through the
screen door I could smell shrimp on the stove. I looked for Alafair, my adopted
daughter, but didn't see her either. Then I saw that the horse lot and shed
were empty and Alafair's three-legged coon, Tripod, was not in his cage on top
of the rabbit hutches or on the chain that allowed him to run along a
clothesline between two tree trunks.
I started
to go inside, then I heard her horse paw the leaves around the side of the
house.
"Alafair?"
Nothing.
"Alf, I've got a feeling somebody
is doing something she isn't supposed to."
"What's that, Dave?" she said.
"Would you please come out here and
bring your friends with you?"
She rode her Appaloosa out from under
the eave. Her tennis shoes, pink shorts, and T-shirt were sopping, and her
tanned skin glistened with water. She grinned under her straw hat.
"Alf, what happened the last time
you took Tripod for a ride?"
She looked off reflectively at the rain
falling in the trees. Tripod squirmed in her hands. He was a beautiful coon,
silver-tipped, with a black mask and black rings on his thick tail.
"I told him not to do that no more,
Dave."
"It's 'anymore.' "
"Anymore. He ain't gonna do it
anymore, Dave."
She was grinning again. Tex, her
Appaloosa, was steel gray, with white stockings and a spray of black and white
spots on his rump. Last week Tripod had spiked his claws into Tex's rump, and
Alafair had been thrown end over end into the tomato plants.
"Where's Bootsie?"
"At the store in town."
"How about putting Tex in the shed
and coming in for some ice cream? You think you can handle that, little
guy?"
"Yeah, that's a pretty good idea,
Dave," she said, as though both of us had just thought our way through a
problem. She continued to look at me, her dark eyes full of light. "What
about Tripod?"
"I think Tripod probably needs some
ice cream, too."
Her face beamed. She set Tripod on top
of the hutches, then slid down off her horse into a mud puddle. I watched her
hook Tripod to his chain and lead Tex back to the lot. She was eleven years old
now. Her body was round and hard and full of energy, her Indian-black hair as
shiny as a raven's wing; when she smiled, her eyes squinted almost completely
shut. Six years ago I had pulled her from a wobbling envelope of air inside the
submerged wreckage of a twin-engine plane out on the salt.
She hooked Tripod's chain on the back
porch and went into her bedroom
to change clothes. I put a small amount of ice cream in two bowls and set them
on the table. Above the counter a telephone number was written on the small
blackboard we used for messages. Alafair came back into the kitchen, rubbing
her head with a towel. She wore her slippers, her elastic-waisted blue jeans,
and an oversized University of Southwestern Louisiana T-shirt. She kept blowing
her bangs out of her eyes.
"You promise you're going to eat
your supper?" I said.
"Of course. What difference does it
make if you eat ice cream before supper instead of after? You're silly
sometimes, Dave."
"Oh, I see."
"You have funny ideas
sometimes."
"You're growing up on me."
"What?"
"Never mind."
She brought Tripod's pan in from the
porch and put a scoop of ice cream in it. The rain had slackened, and I could
see the late sun breaking through the mist, like a pink wafer, above the
sugarcane at the back of my property.
"Oh, I forgot, a man called,"
she said. "That's his number."
"Who was it?"
"He said he was a friend of yours.
I couldn't hear because it was real noisy."
"Next time have the person spell
his name and write it on the blackboard with his number, Alf."
"He said he wanted to talk with you
about some man with one arm and one leg."
"What?"
"He said a soldier. He was mixing
up his words. I couldn't understand him."
"What kind of soldier? That doesn't
make too much sense, Alf."
"He kept burping while he talked.
He said his grandfather was a Texas ranger. What's a Texas ranger?"
Oh, boy, I thought.
"How about Elrod T. Sykes?" I
said.
"Yeah, that's it."
Time for an unlisted number, I thought.
"What was he talking about,
Dave?"
"He was probably drunk. Don't pay
attention to what drunk people say. If he calls again like that when Bootsie
and I aren't here, tell him I'll call him and then hang up."
"Don't you like him?"
"When a person is drunk, he's sick,
Alafair. If you talk to that person while he's drunk, in a funny way you become
like him. Don't worry, I'll have a talk with him later."
"He didn't say anything bad,
Dave."
"But he shouldn't be calling here
and bothering little people," I said, and winked at her. I watched the
concern in her face. The corners of her mouth were turned down, and her eyes
looked into an empty space above her ice-cream dish. "You're right, little
guy. We shouldn't be mad at people. I think Elrod Sykes is probably an all-right
guy. He probably just opens too many bottles in one day sometimes."
She was smiling again. She had big,
wide-set white teeth, and there was a smear of ice cream on her tan cheek. I
hugged her shoulders and kissed her on the top of her head.
"I'm going to run now. Watch the
shrimp, okay?" I said. "And no more horseback rides for Tripod. Got
it, Alf?"
"Got it, big guy."
I put on my tennis shoes and running
shorts and started down the dirt road toward the drawbridge over the bayou. The
rain looked like flecks of spun glass in the air now, and the reflection of the
dying sun was blood-red in the water. After a mile I was sweating heavily in
the damp air, but I could feel the day's fatigue rise from my body, and I
sprang across the puddles and hit it hard all the way to the bridge.
I did leg stretches against the rusted
girders and watched the fireflies lighting in the trees and alligator gars
turning in the
shadows of a flooded canebrake. The sound of the tree frogs and cicadas in the
marsh was almost deafening now.
At this time of day, particularly in
summer, I always felt a sense of mortality that I could never adequately
describe to another person. Sometimes it was like the late sun was about to
burn itself into a dead cinder on the earth's rim, never to rise again. It made
sweat ran down my sides like snakes. Maybe it was because I wanted to believe
that summer was an eternal song, that living in your fifty-third year was of no
more significance than entering the sixth inning when your sidearm was still
like a resilient whip and the prospect of your fork-ball made a batter swallow
and step back from the plate.
And if it all ended tomorrow, I should
have no complaint, I thought. I could have caught the bus any number of times
years ago. To be reminded of that fact I only had to touch the punji-stick
scar, coiled like a flattened, gray worm, on my stomach; the shiny,
arrow-shaped welts from a bouncing Betty on my thigh; the puckered indentation
below my collarbone where a .38 round had cored through my shoulder.
They were not wounds received in a
heroic fashion, either. In each case I got them because I did something that
was careless or impetuous. I also had tried to destroy myself in increments, a
jigger at a time.
Get outside your thoughts, partner, I told myself. I waved to the
bridge tender in his tiny house at the far end of the bridge and headed for
home.
I poured it on the last half mile, then
stopped at the dock and did fifty pushups and stomach crunches on the wood
planks that still glowed with the day's heat and smelled of dried fish scales.
I walked up the incline through the
trees and the layer of moldy leaves and pecan husks toward the lighted gallery
of my house. Then I heard a car behind me on the dirt road and I turned and saw
a taxicab stop by my mailbox. A man and woman got out, then the man paid the driver and sent him back
toward town.
I rubbed the salt out of my eyes with my
forearm and stared through the gloom. The man drained the foam out of a
long-necked beer bottle and set the empty behind a tree trunk. Then the woman
touched him on the shoulder and pointed toward me.
"Hey, there you are," Elrod
Sykes said. "How you doin', Mr. Robicheaux? You don't mind us coming out,
do you? Wow, you've got a great place."
He swayed slightly. The woman, Kelly
Drummond, caught him by the arm. I walked back down the slope.
"I'm afraid I was just going in to
take a shower and eat supper," I said.
"We want to take y'all to dinner,"
he said. "There's this place called Mulate's in Breaux Bridge. They make
gumbo you could start a new religion with."
"Thanks, anyway. My wife's already
fixed supper."
"Bad time of day to knock on doors,
El," Kelly Drummond said, but she looked at me when she said it, her eyes
fixed directly on mine. She wore tan slacks, flats, and a yellow blouse with a
button open that exposed her bra. When she raised her hand to move a blond
ringlet off her forehead, you could see a half-moon sweat stain under her arm.
"We didn't mean to cause a
problem," Elrod said. "I'm afraid a drunk-front blew through the area
this afternoon. Hey, we're all right, though. We took a cab. Did you notice
that? How about that? Look, I tell you what, we'll just get us some liquids to
go down at the bait shop yonder and call us a cab."
"Tell him why you came out,
El," Kelly Drummond said.
"That's all right. We stumbled in
at a bad time. I'm real sorry, Mr. Robicheaux."
"Call me Dave. Would you mind
waiting for me at the bait shop a few minutes, then I'll shower and drive y'all
home."
"You sure know how to avoid the
stereotypes, don't you?" the woman said.
"I beg your pardon?" I said.
"Nobody can ever beat up on you for
showing off your southern hospitality," she said.
"Hey, it's okay," Elrod said,
turning her by the arm toward the bait shop.
I had gone only a short distance up the
slope when I heard the woman's footsteps behind me.
"Just hold on a minute, Dick Tracy,"
she said.
Behind her I could see Elrod walking
down the dock to the shop, where Batist, the black man who worked for me, was
drawing back the canvas awning over the tables for the night.
"Look, Ms. Drummond—"
"You don't have to invite us into
your house, you don't have to believe the stuff he says about what he sees and
hears, but you ought to know that it took guts for him to come out here. He
fucks up with Mikey, he fucks up with this film, maybe he blows it for good
this time."
"You'll have to excuse me, but I'm not sure what that has to
do with the Iberia Parish Sheriff's Department."
She carried a doeskin drawstring bag in
her hand. She propped her hand on her hip. She looked up at me and ran her
tongue over her bottom lip.
"Are you that dumb?" she
asked.
"You're telling me a mob guy, maybe
Baby Feet Balboni, is involved with your movie?"
"A mob guy? That's good. I bet
y'all really send a lot of them up the road."
"Where are you from, Ms. Drummond?"
"East Kentucky."
"Have you thought about making your
next movie there?"
I started toward the house again.
"Wait a minute, Mr. Smart
Ass," she said. "Elrod respects you. Did you ever hear of the Chicken Ranch in LaGrange,
Texas?"
"Yes."
"Do you know what it was?"
"It was a hot-pillow joint."
"His mother was a prostitute there.
That's why he never talks about anyone in his family except his gran'daddy, the
Texas ranger. That's why he likes you, and you'd damn well better be aware of
it."
She turned on
her heel, her doeskin bag hitting her rump, and walked erectly down the slope
toward the bait shop, where I could see Elrod opening a beer with his pocket
knife under the light bulb above the screen door.
Well, you could do a lot worse than have one like her on your side,
Elrod, I thought.
I TOOK A SHOWER, DRIED OFF, AND WAS BUTTONING ON A FRESH shirt in the kitchen when the
telephone rang on the counter. Bootsie put down a pan on the stove and answered
it.
"It's Batist," she said, and
handed it to me:
"Qui t'as pr'estfaire?" I
said into the receiver.
"Some drunk white man down here
done fell in the bayou," he said.
"What's he doing now?"
"Sittin' in the middle of the shop,
drippin' water on my flo'."
"I'll be there in a minute," I
said.
"Dave, a lady wit' him was smokin'
a cigarette out on the dock didn't smell like no tobacco, no."
"All right, podna. Thanks," I
said, and hung up the phone.
Bootsie was looking at me with a
question mark in the middle of her face. Her auburn hair, which she had pinned
up in swirls on her head, was full of tiny lights.
"A man fell in the bayou. I have to
drive him and his girlfriend home," I said.
"Where's their car?"
"They came out in a cab."
"A cab? Who comes fishing in a
cab?"
"He's a weird guy."
"Dave—" she said,
drawing my name out in exasperation.
"He's one of those actors working
out at Spanish Lake. I guess he came out here to tell me about something."
"Which actor?"
"Elrod Sykes."
"Elrod Sykes is out at the
bait shop?"
"Yep."
"Who's the woman with him?"
"Kelly Drummond."
"Dave, I don't believe it. You left
Kelly Drummond and Elrod Sykes in the bait shop? You didn't invite them
in?"
"He's bombed, Boots."
"I don't care. They came out to see
you and you left them in the shop while you took a shower?"
"Bootsie, this guy's head glows in
the dark, even when he's not on chemicals."
She went out the front door and down the
slope to the bayou. In the mauve twilight I could see her touching at her hair
before she entered the bait shop. Five minutes later Kelly Drummond was sitting
at our kitchen table, a cup of coffee balanced in her fingers, a reefer-induced
wistfulness on her face, while Elrod Sykes changed into dry clothes in our
bedroom. He walked into the kitchen in a pair of my sandals, khaki trousers,
and the Ragin' Cajuns T-shirt, with my name ironed on the back, that Alafair
had given me for Father's Day.
His face was flushed with gin roses, and
his gaze drifted automatically to the icebox.
"Would you like a beer?"
Bootsie said.
"Yes, if you wouldn't mind,"
he said.
"Boots, I think we're out," I
said.
"Oh, that's all right. I really
don't need one," he said.
Bootsie's eyes were bright with
embarrassment. Then I saw her face set.
"I'm sure there's one back in here
somewhere," she said, then slid a long-necked Dixie out of the bottom
shelf and opened it for him.
Elrod looked casually out the back door
while he sipped from the bottle.
"I have to feed the rabbits. You
want to take a walk with me, Elrod?" I said.
"The rice will be ready in a
minute," Bootsie said.
"That's all it'll take," I
said.
Outside, under the pecan trees that were
now black-green in the fading light, I could feel Elrod watching the side of my
face.
"Boy, I don't know quite what to
say, Mr. Robicheaux, I mean Dave."
"Don't worry about it. Just tell me what it is you had on
your mind all day."
"It's these guys out yonder on that
lake. I told you before."
"Which guys? What are you talking
about?"
"Confederate infantry. One guy in
particular, with gold epaulets on his coat. He's got a bad arm and he's missing
a leg. I think maybe he's a general."
"I'll be straight with you. I think
maybe you're delusional."
"A lot of people do. I just didn't
think I'd get the same kind of bullshit from you."
"I'd appreciate it if you didn't
use profanity around my home."
"I apologize. But that Confederate
officer was saying something. It didn't make sense to me, but I thought it
might to you."
I filled one of the rabbit bowls with
alfalfa pellets and latched the screen door on the hutch. I looked at Elrod
Sykes. His face was absolutely devoid of guile or any apparent attempt at
manipulation; in fact, it reminded me of someone who might have just been struck in the head by a bolt of
lightning.
"Look, Elrod, years ago, when I was
on the grog, I believed dead people called me up on the telephone. Sometimes my
dead wife or members of my platoon would talk to me out of the rain. I was
convinced that their voices were real and that maybe I was supposed to join
them. It wasn't a good way to be."
He poured the foam out of his bottle,
then flicked the remaining drops reflectively at the bark of a pecan tree.
"I wasn't drunk," he said.
"This guy with the bad arm and one leg, he said to me, 'You and your
friend, the police officer in town, must repel them.' He was standing by the
water, in the fog, on a crutch. He looked right in my face when he said
it."
"I see."
"What do you think he meant?"
"I'm afraid I wouldn't know,
partner."
"I got the notion he thought you
would."
"I don't want to hurt your
feelings, but I think you're imagining all this and I'm not going to pursue it
any further. Instead, how about your clarifying something Ms. Drummond said
earlier?"
"What's that?"
"Why is it a problem to your
director, this fellow Mikey, if you come out to my place?"
"She told you that?"
"That's what the lady said."
"Well, the way he put it was 'Stay
out of that cop's face, El. Don't give him reason to be out here causing us
trouble. We need to remember that a lot of things happened in this part of the
country that are none of our business.' "
"He's worried about the dead black
man you found?" I said. "That doesn't make too much sense."
"You got another one of
these?" he said, and held up his empty bottle.
"Why is he worried about the black
man?"
"When Mikey worries, it's about
money, Mr. Robicheaux. Or actually about the money he needs to make the kind of
pictures he wants. He did a mini-series for television on the Holocaust. It
lost ten million dollars for the network. Nobody's lining up to throw money at
Mikey's projects right now."
"Julie Balboni is."
"You ever heard of a college
turning down money from a defense company because it makes napalm?"
He opened and closed his mouth as though
he were experiencing cabin pressure in an airplane. The moon was up now, and in
the glow of light through the tree branches the skin of his face looked pale
and grained, stretched tight against the bone. "Mr. Robicheaux . . . Dave
. . . I'm being honest with you, I need a drink."
"We'd better go inside and get you
one, then. I'll make you a deal, though. Maybe you might want to think about
going to a meeting with me. I don't necessarily mean that you belong there. But
some people think it beats waking up like a chainsaw every morning."
He looked away at a lighted boat on the
bayou.
"It's just a thought. I didn't mean
to be intrusive," I said. "Let's go inside."
"You ever see lights out in the
cypress trees at night?"
"It's swamp gas. It ignites and
rolls across the water's surface like ball lightning."
"No, sir, that's not what it
is," he said. "They had lanterns hanging on some of their ambulances.
The horses got mired in the bogs. A lot of those soldiers had maggots in their
wounds. That's the only reason they lived. The maggots ate out the
infection."
I wasn't going to talk any more about
the strange psychological terrain that evidently he had created as a petting
zoo for all the protean shapes that lived in his unconscious.
I put the bag of alfalfa pellets on top
of the hutches and turned to go back to the house.
"That general said something
else," Elrod said behind me.
I waved my hand negatively and kept
walking.
"Well, I cain't blame you for not
listening," he said. "Maybe I was drunk this time. How could
your father have his adjutant's pistol?"
I stopped.
"What?" I said.
"The general said, 'Your friend's
father took the revolver of my adjutant, Major Moss.' . . . Hey, Mr.
Robicheaux, I didn't mean to say the wrong thing, now."
I chewed on the corner of my lip and
waited before I spoke again.
"Elrod, I've got the feeling that
maybe I'm dealing with some kind of self-manufactured mojo-drama here," I
said. "Maybe it's related to the promotion of your film, or it might have
something to do with a guy floating his brain in alcohol too long. But no
matter how you cut it, I don't want anyone, and I mean anyone, to try to
use a member of my family to jerk me around."
He turned his palms up and his long
eyelashes fluttered.
"I don't know what to say. I
apologize to you, sir," he said. Then his eyes focused on nothing and he
pinched his mouth in his hand as though he were squeezing a dry lemon.
At eleven that night I undressed and lay down on the bed next
to Bootsie. The window fan billowed the curtains and drew the breeze across the
streets, and I could smell watermelons and night-blooming jasmine out in the
moonlight. The closet door was open, and I stared at the wooden foot-locker
that was set back under my hangered shirts and trousers. Bootsie turned her
head on the pillow and brushed her fingers along the side of my face.
"Are you mad at me?" she said.
"No, of course not."
"They seem to be truly nice people.
It would have been wrong not to invite them in."
"Yeah, they're not bad."
"But when you came back inside with
Elrod, you looked bothered about something. Did something happen?"
"He says he talks with dead people.
Maybe he's crazy. I don't know, Boots, I—"
"What is it, Dave?" She raised
herself on her elbow and looked into my face.
"He said this dead Confederate
general told him that my father took his adjutant's revolver."
"He had too much to drink, that's
all."
I continued to stare at the closet. She
smiled at me and pressed her body against me.
"You had a long day. You're
tired," she said. "He didn't mean any harm. He probably won't
remember what he said tomorrow."
"You don't understand, Boots,"
I said, and sat up on the edge of the bed.
"Understand what?" She put her
hand on my bare back. "Dave,
your muscles are tight as iron. What's the matter?"
"Just a minute."
I didn't want to fall prey to
superstition or my own imaginings or Elrod Sykes's manipulations. But I did. I
clicked on the table lamp and pulled my old footlocker out of the closet.
Inside a half-dozen shoe boxes at the bottom were the memorabilia of my
childhood years with my father back in the 1940s: my collections of baseball
cards, Indian banner stones and quartz arrow points, and the minié balls that
we used to find in a freshly plowed sugarcane field right after the first rain.
I took out a crushed shoe box that was
tied with kite twine and sat back down on the bed with it. I slipped off the
twine, removed the top of the box, and set it on the nightstand.
"This was the best gift my father
ever gave me," I said. "On my brother's and my birthday he'd always
fix cush-cush and sausage for our breakfast, and we'd always find an
unusual present waiting for us by our plate. On my twelfth birthday I got
this."
I lifted the heavy revolver out of the
box and unwrapped the blackened oil rag from it.
"He had been laid off in the oil
field and he took a job tearing down some old slave quarters on a sugar
plantation about ten miles down the bayou. There was one cabin separate from
the others, with a brick foundation, and he figured it must have belonged to
the overseer. Anyway, when he started tearing the boards out of the walls he
found some flattened minié' balls in the wood, and he knew there had probably
been a skirmish between some federals and Confederates around there. Then he
tore out what was left of the floor, and in a crawl space, stuck back in the
bricks, was this Remington .44 revolver."
It had been painted with rust and cobweb
when my father had found it, the cylinder and hammer frozen against the frame,
the wood grips eaten away by mold and insects, but I had soaked it for a week
in gasoline and rubbed the steel smooth with emery paper and rags until it had
the dull sheen of an old nickel.
"It's just an antique pistol your
father gave you, Dave," she said. "Maybe you said something about it
to Elrod. Then he got drunk and mixed it up with some kind of fantasy he
has."
"No, he said the officer's
name." I opened the nightstand drawer and took out a small magnifying
glass. "He said it had belonged to a Major Moss."
"So what?"
"Boots, there's a name cut into the
trigger guard. I haven't thought about it in years. I couldn't have mentioned
it to him."
I rested the revolver across my thighs
and looked through the magnifying glass at the soft glow of light off the brass
housing around the trigger. The steel felt cold and slick with oil against my
thighs.
"Take a look," I said, and
handed her the glass and the revolver.
She folded her legs under her and squinted
one eye through the glass. "It
says 'CSA,' " she said.
"Wrong place. Right at the back of
the guard."
She held the pistol closer to the glass.
Then she looked up at me and there were white spots in her cheeks.
"J. Moss." Her voice was dry
when she said it. Then she said the name again. "It says J. Moss."
"It sure does."
She wrapped the blackened oil cloth
around the pistol and replaced it in the shoe box. She put her hand in mine and
squeezed it.
"Dave?"
"Yes?"
"I think Elrod Sykes is a nice man,
but we mustn't have him here again."
She turned out the light, lay back on
the pillow, and looked out at the moonlight in the pecan trees, her face caught
with a private, troubled thought like the silent beating of a bird's wings
inside a cage.
Early the next morning the sheriff stopped me in the corridor as I
was on my way to my office.
"Special. Agent Gomez is here," he said. A smile worked at the
corner of his mouth.
"Where?"
"In your office."
"So?"
"I think it's a break the FBI's
working with us on this one."
"You told me that before."
"Yeah, I did, didn't I?" His
eyes grew brighter, then he looked away and laughed out loud.
"What's the big joke?" I
asked.
"Nothing." He rubbed his lips
with his knuckle, and his eyes kept crinkling at the corners.
"Let me ask you something between
insider jokes," I said. "Why is the FBI coming in on this one so
early? They don't have enough work to do with the resident wiseguys in New
Orleans?"
"That's a good question, Dave. Ask
Agent Gomez about that and give me feedback later." He walked off smiling
to himself. Uniformed deputies in the corridor were smiling back at him.
I picked up my mail, walked through my
office door, and stared at the woman who was sitting in my chair and talking
on my telephone. She was looking out the window
at a mockingbird on a tree limb while she talked. She turned her head long
enough to point to a chair where I could sit down if I wished.
She was short and dark-skinned, and her
thick, black hair was chopped stiffly along her neck. Her white suit coat hung
on the back of my chair. There was a huge silk bow on her blouse of the sort
that Bugs Bunny might wear.
Her eyes flicked back at me again, and
she took the telephone receiver away from her ear and slipped her hand over the
mouthpiece.
"Have a seat. I'll be right with
you," she said.
"Thank you," I said.
I sat down, looked idly through my mail,
and a moment later heard her put down the phone receiver.
"Can I help you with
something?" she asked.
"Maybe. My name's Dave Robicheaux.
This is my office."
Her face colored.
"I'm sorry," she said. "A
call came in for me on your extension, and I automatically sat behind your
desk."
"It's all right."
She stood up and straightened her
shoulders. Her breasts looked unnaturally large and heavy for a woman her
height. She picked up her purse and walked around the desk.
"I'm Special Agent Rosa
Gomez," she said. Then she stuck her hand out, as though her motor control
was out of sync with her words.
"It's nice to know you," I
said.
"I think they're putting a desk in
here for me."
"Oh?"
"Do you mind?"
"No, not at all. It's very nice to
have you here."
She remained standing, both of her hands
on her purse, her shoulders as rigid as a coat hanger.
"Why don't you sit down, Ms. . . .
Agent Gomez?"
"Call me Rosie. Everyone calls me
Rosie."
I sat down behind my desk, then noticed
that she was looking at the side of my head. Involuntarily I touched my hair.
".You've been with the Bureau a
long time?" I said.
"Not really."
"So you're fairly new?"
"Well, just to this kind of assignment. I mean, out in the
field, that sort of thing." Her hands looked small on top of her big
purse. I think it took everything in her to prevent them from clenching with
anxiety. Then her eyes focused again on the side of my head.
"I have a white patch in my
hair," I said.
She closed then opened her eyes with
embarrassment.
"Someone once told me I have skunk
blood in me," I said.
"I think I'm doing a lot of wrong
things this morning," she said.
"No, you're not."
But somebody at Fart, Barf, and Itch is,
I thought.
Then she sat erect in her chair and
concentrated her vision on something outside the window until her face became
composed again.
"The sheriff said you don't believe
we're dealing with a serial killer or a random killing," she said.
"That's not quite how I put it. I
told him I think she knew the killer."
"Why?"
"Her father appears to have been a
child molester. She was streetwise herself. She had one prostitution beef when
she was sixteen. Yesterday I found out she was still hooking—out of a club in
St. Martinville. A girl like that doesn't usually get forced into cars in front
of crowded jukejoints."
"Maybe she went off with a
john."
"Not without her purse. She left it
at her table. In it we found some—"
"Rubbers," she said.
"That's right. So I don't think it
was a john. In her car we found a carton of cigarettes, a brand-new hairbrush,
and a half-dozen joints in a Baggy in the trunk. I think she went outside to
get some cigarettes, a joint, or the hairbrush, she saw somebody she knew, got
in his car, and never came back."
"Maybe it was an old customer,
somebody she trusted. Maybe he told her he just wanted to set something up for
later."
"It doesn't fit. A john doesn't pay
one time, then come back the next time with a razor blade or scalpel."
She put her thumbnail between her teeth.
Her eyes were brown and had small lights in them.
"Then
you think the killer is from this area, she knew him, and she trusted him
enough to get in the car with him?"
"I think it's something like
that."
"We think he's a psychopath,
possibly a serial killer."
"We?"
"Well,
actually I. I had a behavioral profile run on him. Everything he did
indicates a personality that seeks control and dominance. During the abduction,
the rape, the killing itself, he was absolutely in control. He becomes sexually
aroused by power, by instilling fear and loathing in a woman, by being able to
smother her with his body. In all probability he has ice water in his
veins."
I nodded and
moved some paper clips around on my desk blotter.
"You don't seem impressed,"
she said.
"What do you make of the fact that
he covered her face with her blouse?" I said.
"Blindfolding humiliates the victim
and inspires even greater terror in her."
"Yeah, I guess it does."
"But you don't buy the
profile."
"I'm not too keen on
psychoanalysis. I belong to a twelve-step fellowship that subscribes to the
notion that most bad
or evil behavior is generated by what we call a self-centered fear. I think our
man was afraid of Cherry LeBlanc. I don't think he could look into her eyes
while he raped her."
She reached for a folder she had left on
the corner of my desk.
"Do you know how many similar
unsolved murders of women have been committed in the state of Louisiana in the
last twenty-five years?"
"I sent in an information-search
request to Baton Rouge yesterday."
"We have an unfair advantage on you
in terms of resources," she said. She leafed through the printouts that
were clipped together at the top of the folder. Behind her, I saw two uniformed
deputies grinning at me through the glass in my office partition.
"Excuse me," I said, got up,
closed the door, and sat back down again.
"Is this place full of
comedians?" she said. "I seem to make a lot of people smile."
"Some of them don't get a lot of
exposure to the outside world."
"Anyway, narrowing it down to the
last ten years, there are at least seventeen unsolved homicides involving
females that share some similarity with the murder of Cherry LeBlanc. You want
to take a look?" she said, and handed me the folder. "I have to go
down to the sheriff's office and get my building keys. I'll be right
back."
It was grim material to read. There was
nothing abstruse about the prose. It was unimaginative, flat, brutally casual
in its depiction of the bestial potential among the human family, like a banal
rendering of our worst nightmares: slasher cases, usually involving
prostitutes; the garroting of housewives who had been abducted in broad
daylight in supermarket and bowling-alley parking lots; the roadside murders of
women whose cars had broken down at night; prostitutes
who had probably been set on fire by their
pimps; the drowning of two black women who had been wrapped to an automobile
engine block with barbed wire.
In almost all the cases rape, sodomy, or
torture of some kind was involved. And what bothered me most was the fact that
the perpetrators were probably still out there, unless they were doing time for
other crimes; few of them had known their victims, and consequently few of them
would ever be caught.
Then I noticed that Rosie Gomez had made
check marks in the margins by six cases that shared more common denominators
with the death of Cherry LeBlanc than the others: three runaways who had been
found buried off highways in a woods; a high school girl who had been raped,
tied to a tree in a fish camp at Lake Chicot, and shot at point-blank range;
two waitresses who had gone off from their jobs without explanation and a few
hours later had been thrown, bludgeoned to death, into irrigation ditches.
Their bodies had all showed marks, in
one way or another, of having been bound. They had all been young, working
class, and perhaps unsuspecting when a degenerate had come violently and
irrevocably into their lives and had departed without leaving a sign of his
identity.
My respect for Rosie Gomez's ability was
appreciating.
She walked back through the door,
clipping two keys onto a ring.
"You want to talk while we take a
ride out to Spanish Lake?" I said.
"What's at Spanish Lake?"
"A movie director I'd like to
meet."
"What's that have to do with our
case?"
"Probably nothing. But it beats
staying indoors."
"Sure. I have to make a call to the
Bureau, then I'll be right with you."
"Let me ask you an unrelated
question," I said.
"Sure."
"If you found the remains of a
black man, and he had on no belt and there were no laces in his boots, what
speculation might you make about him?"
She looked at me with a quizzical smile.
"He was poor?" she said.
"Could be. In fact, someone else
told me about the same thing in a less charitable way."
"No," she said. She looked
thoughtfully into space, puffed out one jaw, then the other, like a chipmunk
might. "No, I'd bet he'd been in jail, in a parish or a city holding unit
of some kind, where they were afraid he'd do harm to himself."
"That's not bad," I said. Not
at all, I thought. "Well, let's take a ride."
I waited for her outside in the shade of
the building. I was sweating inside my shirt, and the sunlight off the cement
parking lot made my eyes film. Two of the uniformed deputies who had been
grinning through my glass earlier came out the door with clipboards in their
hands, then stopped when they saw me. The taller one, a man named Rufus Arceneaux,
took a matchstick out of his mouth and smiled at me from behind his shades.
"Hey, Dave," he said,
"does that gal wear a Bureau buzzer on each of her boobs or is she just a
little top-heavy?"
They were both grinning now. I could
hear bottleflies buzzing above an iron grate in the shade of the building.
"You guys can take this for what
it's worth," I said. "I don't want you to hold it against me, either,
just because I outrank you or something like that. Okay?"
"You gotta make plainclothes before
you get any federal snatch?" Arceneaux said, and put the matchstick back
in the corner of his mouth.
I put on my sunglasses, folded my
seersucker coat over my arm, and looked across the street at a black man
selling rattlesnake watermelons off the tailgate of a pickup truck.
"If y'all want to act like public
clowns, that's your business," I said. "But you'd better wipe that
stupid expression off your faces when you're around my partner. Also, if I hear
you making remarks about her, either to me or somebody else, we're going to
take it up in a serious way. You get my drift?"
Arceneaux rotated his head on his neck,
then pulled the front of his shirt loose from his damp skin with his fingers.
"Boy, it's hot, ain't it?" he
said. "I think I'm gonna come in this afternoon and take a cold shower.
You ought to try it too, Dave. A cold shower might get the wrong thing off your
mind."
They
walked into the shimmering haze, their leather holsters and cartridge belts
creaking on their hips, the backs of their shirts peppered with sweat.
Rosie Gomez and I turned off the highway in my pickup truck and drove down the
dirt lane through the pecan orchard toward Spanish Lake, where we could see
elevated camera platforms and camera booms silhouetted against the sun's
reflection on the water. A chain was hung across the road between a post and
the side of the wood-frame security building. The security guard, the wiry man
with the white scar embossed on his throat like a chicken's foot, approached my
window. His face looked pinched and heated in the shadow of his bill cap.
I showed him my badge.
"Yeah, y'all go on in," he
said. "You remember me, Detective Robicheaux?"
His hair was gray, cut close to the
scalp, and his skin was browned and as coarse as a lizard's from the sun. His
blue eyes seemed to have an optical defect of some kind, a nervous shudder like
marbles clicking on a plate.
"It's Doucet, isn't it?" I
said.
"Yes, sir, Murphy Doucet. You got a
good memory. I used to be with the Jefferson Parish Sheriff's Department when
you were with N.O.P.D."
His stomach was as flat as a shingle. He
wore a .357 chrome-plated revolver, and also a clip-on radio, a can of Mace,
and a rubber baton on his belt.
"It looks like you're in the movie business now," I
said.
"Just for a while. I own half of a
security service now and I'm a steward for the Teamsters out of Lafayette, too.
So I'm kind of on board both ways here."
"This is Special Agent Gomez from
the FBI. We'd like to talk to Mr. Goldman a few minutes if he's not too
busy."
"Is there been some kind of
trouble?"
"Is Mr. Goldman here?"
"Yes, sir, that's him right up
yonder in the trees. I'll tell him y'all on your way." He started to take
his radio off his belt.
"That's all right. We'll find
him."
"Yes, sir, anything you say."
He dropped the chain and waited for us
to pass. In the rearview mirror I saw him hook it to the post again. Rosie
Gomez was looking at the side of my face.
"What is it?" she said.
"The Teamsters. Why does a
Hollywood production company want to come into a depressed rural area and
contract for services from the Teamsters? They can hire labor around here for
minimum wage."
"Maybe they do business with unions as a matter of
course."
"Nope, they usually try to leave
their unions back in California. I've got a feeling this has something to do
with Julie Balboni being on board the ark."
I watched her expression. She looked
straight ahead.
"You know who Baby Feet Balboni is,
don't you?" I said.
"Yes, Mr. Balboni is well known to
us."
"You know he's in New Iberia, too,
don't you?"
She waited before she spoke again. Her
small hands were clenched on her purse.
"What's your implication?" she
said.
"I think the Bureau has more than
one reason for being in town."
"You think the girl's murder has
secondary importance to me?"
"No, not to you."
"But probably to the people I work
under?"
"You'd know that better than
I."
"You don't think well of us, do
you?"
"My experience with the Bureau was
never too good. But maybe the problem was mine. As the Bible says, I used to
look through a glass darkly. Primarily because there was Jim Beam in it most of
the time."
"The Bureau's changed."
"Yeah, I guess it has."
Yes, I thought, they hired racial
minorities and women at gunpoint, and they stopped wire-tapping civil-rights
leaders and smearing innocent people's reputations after their years of illegal
surveillance and character assassination were finally exposed.
I parked the truck in the shade of a
moss-hung live-oak tree, and we walked toward the shore of the lake, where a
dozen people listened attentively to a man in a canvas chair who waved his arms
while he talked, jabbed his finger in the air to make a point, and shrugged his
powerful shoulders as though he were desperate in his desire to be understood.
His voice, his manner, made me think of a hurricane stuffed inside a pair of
white tennis shorts and a dark blue polo shirt.
"—the best fucking story editor in
that fucking town," he was saying. "I don't care what those assholes
say, they couldn't carry my fucking jock strap. When we come out of the cutting
room with this, it's going to be solid fucking gold. Has everybody got that?
This is a great picture. Believe it, they're going to spot their pants big time
on this one."
His strained face looked like a white
balloon that was about to burst. But even while his histrionics grew to awesome
levels and inspired mute reverence in his listeners, his eyes drifted to me and
Rosie, and I had a feeling that Murphy Doucet, the security guard, had used his
radio after all.
When we introduced ourselves and showed
him our identification, he said, "Do you have telephones where you
work?"
"I beg your pardon?" I said.
"Do you have telephones where you
work? Do you have people there who know how to make appointments for you?"
"Maybe you don't understand, Mr. Goldman. During a criminal
investigation we don't make appointments to talk to people."
His face flexed as though it were made
of white rubber.
"You saying you're out here
investigating some crime? What crime we talking about here?" he said.
"You see a crime around here?" He swiveled his head around. "I
don't see one."
"We can talk down at the sheriff's
office if you wish," Rosie said.
He stared at her as though she had
stepped through a hole in the dimension.
"Do you have any idea of what it
costs to keep one hundred and fifty people standing around while I'm playing
pocket pool with somebody's criminal investigation?" he said.
"You heard what she said. What's it
going to be, partner?" I asked.
"Partner? " he said,
looking out at the lake with a kind of melancholy disbelief on his face.
"I think I screwed up in an earlier incarnation. I probably had something
to do with the sinking of the Titanic or the assassination of the
Archduke Ferdinand. That's gotta be it."
Then he rose and faced me with the flat
glare of a boxer waiting for the referee to finish with the ring instructions.
"You want to take a walk or go in
my trailer?" he said. "The
air conditioner in my trailer is broken. You could fry eggs on the toilet seat.
What d'you want to do?"
"This is fine," I said.
"Fine, huh?" he said, as
though he were addressing some cynical store of private knowledge within
himself. "What is it you want to say, Mr. Robicheaux?"
He walked along the bank of the lake,
his hair curling out of his polo shirt like bronze wire. His white tennis
shorts seemed about to rip at the seams on his muscular buttocks and thighs.
"I understand that you've cautioned
some of your people to stay away from me. Is that correct?" I said.
"What people? What are you talking
about?"
"I believe you know what I'm
talking about."
"Elrod and his voice out in the
fog? Elrod and skeletons buried in a sandbar? You think I care about stuff like
that? You think that's what's on my mind when I'm making a picture?" He
stopped and jabbed a thick finger at me. "Hey, try to understand something
here. I live with my balls in a skillet. It's a way of life. I got no interest,
I got no involvement, in people's problems in a certain locale. Is that
supposed to be bad? Is it all right for me to tell my actors what I think? Are
we all still working on a First Amendment basis here?"
A group of actors in sweat-streaked gray
and blue uniforms, eating hamburgers out of foam containers, walked past us. I
turned and suddenly realized that Rosie was no longer with us.
"She probably stepped in a
hole," Goldman said.
"I think you are worried
about something, Mr. Goldman. I think we both know what it is, too."
He took a deep breath. The sunlight
shone through the oak branches over his head and made shifting patterns of
shadow on his face.
"Let me try to explain something to
you," he said. "Most everything in the film world is an illusion. An
actor is somebody who never liked what he was. So he makes up a person and
that's what he becomes. You think John Wayne came out of the womb John Wayne?
He and a screenwriter created a character that was a cross between Captain
Bligh and Saint Francis of Assisi, and the Duke played it till he dropped.
"Elrod's convinced himself he has
magic powers. Why? Because he melted his head five years ago and he has days
when he can't tie his shoestrings without a diagram. So instead of admitting
that maybe he's got baked mush between his ears, he's a mystic, a persecuted
clairvoyant."
"Let's cut the dog shit, Mr.
Goldman. You're in business with Baby Feet Balboni. That's your problem,
not Elrod Sykes."
"Wrong."
"You know what a 'fall partner'
is?"
"No."
"A guy who goes down on the same
bust with you."
"So?"
"Julie doesn't have fall partners.
His hookers do parish time for him, his dealers do it for him in Angola, his
accountants do it in Atlanta and Lewisburg. I don't think Julie has ever spent
a whole day in the bag."
"Neither have I. Because I don't
break the law."
"I think he'll cannibalize
you."
He looked away from me, and I saw his
hands clench and unclench and the veins pulse in his neck.
"You look here," he said.
"I worked nine years on a mini-series about the murder of six million
people. I went to Auschwitz and set up cameras on the same spots the S.S. used
to photograph the people being pulled out of the boxcars and herded with dogs
to the ovens. I've had survivors tell me I'm the only person who ever described
on film what they actually went through. I don't give a fuck what any critic
says, that series will last a thousand years. You get something straight, Mr.
Robicheaux. People might fuck me over as an individual, but they'll never fuck me over as a
director. You can take that to the bank."
His pale eyes protruded from his head
like marbles.
I looked back at him silently.
"There's something else?" he
said.
"No, not really."
"So why the stare? What's going
on?"
"Nothing. I think you're probably a
sincere man. But as someone once told me, hubris is a character defect better
left to the writers of tragedy."
He pressed his fingers on his chest.
"I got a problem with pride, you're
saying?"
"I think Jimmy Hoffa was probably
the toughest guy the labor movement ever produced," I said. "Then
evidently he decided that he and the mob could have a fling at the dirty boogie
together. I used to know a button man in New Orleans who told me they cut Hoffa
into hundreds of pieces and used him for fish chum. I believe what he said,
too."
"Sounds like your friend ought to
take it to a grand jury."
"He can't. Three years ago one of
Julie's hired lowlifes put a crack in his skull with a cold chisel. Just for
kicks. He sells snowballs out of a cart in front of the K & B drugstore on
St. Charles now. We'll see you around, Mr. Goldman."
I walked away through the dead leaves
and over a series of rubber-coated power cables that looked like a tangle of
black snakes. When I looked back at Mikey Goldman, his eyes were staring
disjointedly into space.
Rosie was waiting for me by the side of the pickup truck under the
live-oak tree. The young sugarcane in the fields was green and bending in the
wind. She fanned herself with a manila folder she had picked up off the truck
seat.
"Where did you go?" I asked.
"To talk to Hogman Patin."
"Where is he?"
"Over there, with those other black
people, under the trees. He's playing a street musician in the film."
"How'd you know to talk to
him?"
"You put his name in the case file,
and I recognized him from his picture on one of his albums."
"You're quite a cop, Rosie."
"Oh, I see. You didn't expect that
from an agent who's short, Chicana, and a woman?"
"It was meant as a compliment. How
about saving that stuff for the right people? What did Hogman have to
say?"
Her eyes blinked at the abruptness of my
tone.
"I'm sorry," I said. "I
didn't mean to sound like that. I still have my mind on Goldman. I think he's
hiding some serious problems, and I think they're with Julie Balboni. I also
think there might be a tie-in between Julie and Cherry LeBlanc."
She looked off at the group of black
people under the trees.
"You didn't bother to tell me that
earlier," she said.
"I wasn't sure about it. I'm still
not."
"Dave, I'll be frank with you.
Before I came here I read some of your history. You seem to have a way of doing
things on your own. Maybe you've been in situations where you had no other
choice. But I can't have a partner who holds out information on me."
"It's a speculation, Rosie, and I
just told you about it."
"Where do you think there might be
a tie-in?" she said, and her face became clear again.
"I'm not sure. But one of his
hoods, a character named Cholo Manelli, told me that he and Julie had been
talking about the girl's death. Then ten minutes later Julie told me he hadn't
heard or read anything about it. So one of them is lying, and I think it's
Julie."
"Why not the hood, what's his name,
Cholo?"
"When a guy like Cholo lies or
tries to jerk somebody around, he doesn't involve his boss's name. He has no
doubt about how dangerous that can be. Anyway, what did you get from
Hogman?"
"Not much. He just pointed at you
and said, 'Tell that other one yonder ain't every person innocent, ain't every
person listen when they ought to, either.' What do you make of that?"
"Hogman likes to be an
enigma."
"Those scars on his arms—"
"He had a bunch of knife beefs in
Angola. Back in the 1940s he murdered a white burial-insurance collector who
was sleeping with his wife. Hogman's a piece of work, believe me. The hacks
didn't know how to deal with him. They put him in the sweat box on Camp A for
eighteen days one time."
"How'd he kill the white man?"
"With a cane knife on the white
man's front gallery. In broad daylight. People around here talked about that
one for a long time."
I could see a thought working in her
eyes.
"He's not a viable suspect,
Rosie," I said.
"Why not?"
"Hogman's not a bad guy. He doesn't
trust white people much, and he's a little prideful, but he wouldn't hurt a
nineteen-year-old girl."
"That's it? He's not a bad guy? Although
he seems to have a lifetime history of violence with knives? Good God."
"Also the nightclub owner says
Hogman never left the club that night."
She got in the truck and closed the
door. Her shoulders were almost below the level of the window. I got in on the
driver's side and started the engine.
"Well, that clears all that up,
then," she said. "I guess the owner kept his eyes on our man all
night. You all certainly have an interesting way of conducting an
investigation."
"I'll make you a deal. I'll talk
with Hogman again if you'll check out this fellow Murphy Doucet."
"Because he's with the
Teamsters?"
"That's right. Let's find out how these guys developed an
interest in the War Between the States."
"You know what 'transfer' is in
psychology?"
"What's the point?"
"Earlier you suggested that maybe I
had a private agenda about Julie Balboni. Do you think that perhaps it's you
who's taking the investigation into a secondary area?"
"Could be. But you can't ever tell
what'll fly out of the tree until you throw a rock into it."
It was a flippant thing to say. But at
the time it seemed innocent and of little more consequence than the warm breeze
blowing across the cane and the plum-colored thunderclouds that were building
out over the Gulf.
Sam "Hogman" Patin lived on the bayou south of town in a paintless wood-frame house overgrown with banana trees and
with leaf-clogged rain gutters and screens that were orange with rust. The roof was patched with R.C. Cola signs,
the yard a tangle of weeds, automobile and washing-machine parts, morning-glory
vines, and pig bones; the gallery and one corner of the house sagged to one
side like a broken smile.
I had waited until later in the day to
talk to him at his house. I knew that he wouldn't have talked to me in front of
other people at the movie set, and actually I wasn't even sure that he would
tell me anything of importance now. He had served seventeen years in Angola,
the first four of which he had spent on the Red Hat gang. These were the
murderers, the psychotics, and the uncontrollable. They wore black-and-white
stripes and straw hats that had been dipped in red paint, always ran
double-time under the mounted gunbulls, and were punished on anthills, in
cast-iron sweatboxes, or with the Black Betty, a leather whip that could flay a
man's back to marmalade.
Hogman would probably still be in there,
except he got religion and a Baptist preacher in Baton Rouge worked a pardon
for him through the state legislature. His backyard was dirt, deep in shadow
from the live-oak trees, and sloped away to the bayou, where a rotted-out pirogue
webbed with green algae lay half-submerged in the shallows. He sat in a
straight-backed wood chair under a tree that was strung with blue Milk of
Magnesia bottles and crucifixes fashioned out of sticks and aluminum foil. When
the breeze lifted out of the south, the whole tree sang with silver and blue
light.
Hogman
tightened the key on a new string he had just strung on his guitar. His skin
was so black it had a purple sheen to it; and his hair was grizzled, the curls
ironed flat against his head. His shoulders were an ax handle wide, the muscles
in his upper arms the size of grapefruit. There wasn't a tablespoon of fat on
his body. I wondered what it must have been like to face down Hogman Patin back
in the days when he carried a barber's razor on a leather cord around his neck.
"What did you want to tell me,
Sam?" I asked.
"One or two t'ings that been
botherin' me. Get a chair off the po'ch. You want some tea?"
"No, that's fine, thank you."
I lifted a wicker chair off the back
porch and walked back to the oak tree with it. He had slipped three metal picks
onto his fingers and was running a blues progression up the neck of the guitar.
He mashed the strings into the frets so that the sound continued to reverberate
through the dark wood after he had struck the notes with his steel picks. Then
he tightened the key again and rested the big curved belly of the twelve-string
on his thigh.
"I don't like to have no truck with
white folks' bidness," he said. "But it bother me, what somebody done
to that girl. It been botherin' me a whole lot."
He picked up from the dirt a jelly glass
filled with iced tea and drank out of it.
"She was messin' in somet'ing bad,
wouldn't listen to me or pay me no mind about it, neither. When they that age,
they know what they wanta do."
"Messing in what?"
"I talked to her maybe two hours
befo' she left the juke. I been knowing that girl a long time. She love zydeco
and blues music. She tell me, 'Hogman, in the next life me and you is gonna get
married.' That's what she say. I tole her, 'Darlin', don't let them mens use
you for no chicken.'
"She say, 'I ain't no chicken,
Hogman. I going to New Orleans. I gonna have my own coop. Them others gonna be
the chickens. I gonna have me a townhouse on Lake Pontchartrain.'"
"Wait a minute, Sam. She told you
she was going to have other girls working for her?"
"That's what I just tole you, ain't
I?"
"Yes, you did."
"I say, 'Don't be talkin' like
that. You get away from them pimps, Cherry. Them white trash ain't gonna give
you no townhouse.
They'll use you up, t'row you away, then find some other girl just like you, I
mean in five minutes, that quick.'
"She say, 'No, they ain't, 'cause I
got the mojo on the Man, Hogman. He know it, too.'
"You know, when she say that, she
smile up at me and her face look heart shape, like she just a little girl doin'
some innocent t'ing 'stead of about to get herself killed."
"What man did she mean?"
"Probably some pimp tole her she
special, she pretty, she just like a daughter to him. I seen the same t'ing in
Angola. It ain't no different. A bunch take a young boy down on the flo', then
when they get finish with him, he ready, he glad to put on a dress, makeup, be
the punk for some wolf gonna take care of him, tell him he ain't just
somebody's poke chops in the shower stall."
"Why'd you wait to tell me
this?"
" 'Cause ain't nothin' like this
ever happen 'round here befo'. I don't like it, me. No, suh."
"I see."
He splayed his long fingers on the belly
of the guitar. The nails were pink against his black skin. His eyes looked off
reflectively at the bayou, where fireflies were lighting in the gloom above the
flooded cattails.
Finally he said, "I need to tell
you somet'ing else."
"Go ahead, Sam."
"You mixed up with that skeleton
they found over in the Atchafalaya, ain't you?"
"How'd you know about that?"
"When somebody find a dead black
man, black people know about it. That man didn't have on no belt, didn't have
no strings in his boots, did he?"
"That wasn't in the newspaper,
podna."
"The preacher they call up to do
the burial is my first cousin. He brought a suit of clothes to the mo'tuary to
dress the bones in. They was a black man workin' there, and my
cousin say, 'That fella was lynched, wasn't he?'
The black man say, 'Yeah, they probably drug him out of bed to do it, too.
Didn't even have time to put strings in his boots or run a belt through his britches.'
"
"What are you telling me,
Sam?"
"I remember somet'ing, a long time
ago, maybe thirty, thirty-five years back." He patted one hand on top of
the other and his eyes became muddy.
"Just say it, Sam."
"A bluejay don't set on a
mockin'bird's nest. I ain't got no use for that stuff in people, neither. The
Lord made people a different color for a reason."
He shook his head back and forth, as
though he were dispelling a troubling thought.
"You're not talking about a rape,
are you?"
"White folk call it rape when it
fit what they want," he said. "They see what they need to see. Black
folk cain't be choicy. They see what they gots to see. They was a black man,
no, that ain't right, this is a nigger I'm talkin' about, and he was carryin'
on with a white woman whose husband he worked for. Black folk knowed it, too.
They tole him he better stop what he doin' befo' the cars start comin' down in
the quarters and some innocent black man end up on a tree. I t'ink them was the
bones you drug up in that sandbar."
"What was his name?"
"Who care what his name? Maybe he
got what he ax for. But them people who done that still out there. I say past
is past. I say don't be messin' in it."
"Are you cautioning me?"
"When I was in the pen, yo' daddy, Mr. Aldous, brought my mother
food. He care for her when she sick, he pay for her medicine up at the sto'. I
ain't forgot that, me."
"Sam, if you have information about
a murder, the law requires that you come forward with it."
"Whose law? The law that run that
pen up there? You want to find bodies, go dig in that levee for some of them
boys the gunbulls shot down just for pure
meanness. I seen it." He touched the corner of his eye with one long
finger. "The hack get drunk on corn liquor, single out some boy on the
wheelbarrow, holler out, 'Yow! You! Nigger! Run!' Then he'd pop him with his
.45, just like bustin' a clay duck."
"What was the white woman's
name?"
"I got to be startin' my supper now."
"Was the dead man in a jail?"
"Ain't nobody interested back then,
ain't nobody interested now. You give it a few mo' years, we all gonna be dead.
You ain't goin' change nothin' for a nigger been in the river thirty years. You
want to do some good, catch the pimp tore up that young girl. 'Cause sho' as
God made little green apples, he gonna do it again."
He squinted one eye in a shaft of
sunlight that fell through the tree branches and lighted one half of his face
like an ebony stage mask that was sewn together from mismatched parts.
It was almost dusk when I got home that evening, but the sky was
still as blue as a robin's egg in the west and the glow of the late sun looked
like pools of pink fire in the clouds. After I ate supper, I walked down to the
bait shop to help Batist close up. I was pulling back the canvas awning on the
guy wires over the spool tables when I saw the sheriff's car drive down the
dirt road and park under the trees.
He walked down the dock toward me. His face
looked flushed from the heat, puffy with fatigue.
"I guarantee you, it's been one
scorcher of a day," he said, went inside the shop, and came back with a
sweating bottle of orange pop in his hand. He sat down at a table and wiped the
sweat off his neck with his handkerchief. Grains of ice slid down the neck of
the pop bottle.
"What's up, sheriff?" I said.
"Have you seen Rosie this
afternoon?" He took a drink out of the bottle.
I sat down across from him. Waves from a
passing boat slapped against the pilings under the dock.
"We went out to the movie location,
then she went to Lafayette to check out a couple of things," I said.
"Yeah, that's why I'm here."
"What do you mean?"
"I've gotten about a half-dozen phone
calls this afternoon. I'm not sure what you guys are doing, Dave."
"Conducting a murder
investigation."
"Oh, yeah? What does the director
of a motion picture have to do with the death of Cherry LeBlanc?"
"Goldman got in your face?"
"He
didn't. But you seem to have upset a few other people around here. Let's
see, I received calls from two members of the Chamber of Commerce; Goldman's
lawyer, who says you seem to be taking an undue interest in our visiting film
community; and the mayor, who'd like to know what the hell my people think
they're doing. If that wasn't enough, I also got a call from a Teamster
official in Lafayette and a guy named Twinky Hebert Lemoyne who runs a bottling
plant over there. Are you two working on some kind of negative outreach
program? What was she doing over in Lafayette Parish?"
"Ask her."
"I have a feeling she was sent over
there."
"She was checking out the
Teamsters' involvement with Goldman and Julie Balboni."
"What does that have to do with our
investigation?"
"I'm not sure. Maybe nothing. What
did this guy Twinky Lemoyne call about?"
"He owns half of a security service
with a guy named Murphy Doucet. Lemoyne said Rosie came out to his bottling
plant, asked him questions that were none of her business, and told him that he
should give second thought to doing business with the mob. Do you know who
Twinky Lemoyne is?"
"Not really."
"He's a wealthy and respected man
in Lafayette. In fact, he's a decent guy. What are y'all trying to do,
Dave?"
"You sent me to invite Julie
Balboni out of town. But now we find that Julie has made himself a big part of
the local economy. I think that's the problem, sheriff, not me and Rosie."
He rubbed his whiskers with the backs of
his fingers.
"Maybe it is," he said
finally, "but there's more than one way to do things."
"What would you suggest that we do
differently?"
His eyes studied a turkey buzzard that
floated on the hot-air currents above the marsh.
"Concentrate on nailing this
psychopath. For the time being forget about Balboni," he said. His eyes
didn't come back to meet mine when he spoke.
"Maybe Julie's involved."
"He's not. Julie doesn't do
anything unless it's for money."
"I'm getting the strong feeling
that the Spanish Lake area is becoming off limits."
"No, I didn't say that. It's a
matter of priorities. That brings up another subject, too—the remains of that
black man you found out in the Atchafalaya Basin."
"Yes?"
"That's St. Mary Parish's
jurisdiction. Let them work the case. We've got enough on our own plate."
"They're not going to work
it."
"Then that's their choice."
I didn't speak for a moment. The
twilight was almost gone. The air was heavy and moist and full of insects, and
out in the cypress I could hear wood ducks fluttering across the surface of the
water.
"Would you like another cold
drink?" I asked.
"No, this is fine," he
answered.
"I'd better help Batist lock up,
then. We'll see you, sheriff," I said, and went inside the bait shop. I
didn't come back out until I heard his car start and head down the dirt road.
Sam "Hogman" Patin was wrong. Cherry LeBlanc's killer
would not merely find another victim in the future. He already had.
I got the call at eleven o'clock that night. A fisherman running a
trotline by the levee, way down in the bottom of Vermilion Parish, almost to
the salt water, had seen a lidless oil drum half submerged on its side in the
cattails. He would have paid little attention to it, except for the fact that
he saw the backs of alligator gars arching out of the water in the moonlight as
they tore at something inside the barrel.
I drove down the narrow dirt track on
top of the levee through the miles of flooded sawgrass that eventually bled
into the Gulf. Strips of black cloud floated across the moon, and up ahead I
could see an ambulance and a collection of sheriff's cars parked on the levee
in a white and red glow of floodlamps, burning flares, and revolving emergency
lights.
The girl was already in a body bag
inside the ambulance. The coroner was a tired, overweight Jewish man with
emphysema and a terrible cigarette odor whom I had known for years. There were
deep circles under his eyes, and he kept rubbing mosquito repellent onto his
face and fat arms.
Down the bank a Vermilion Parish
plainclothes was interviewing the fisherman, whose unshaven face looked
bloodless and gray in the glare of the floodlamps.
"You want to see her, Dave?"
the coroner asked.
"Should I?"
"Probably."
We climbed into the back of the
ambulance. Even with the air conditioner running, it was hot and stale-smelling
inside.
"I figure she was in the water only
a couple of days, but she's probably been dead several weeks," he said.
"The barrel was probably on the side of the levee, then it rolled into the
water. Otherwise, the crabs and the gars would have torn her up a lot
worse."
He pulled the zipper from the girl's
head all the way down to her ankles.
I took a breath and swallowed.
"I'd say she was in her early
twenties, but I'm guessing," he said. "As you can see, we won't get
much in the way of prints. I don't think an artist will be able to recreate
what her face looked like, either. Cause of death doesn't appear to be a
mystery—asphyxiation with a plastic bag taped around her neck. The same
electrician's tape he used to bind her hands and ankles. Rape, sodomy, sexual
degradation, that kind of stuff? When their clothes are gone, you can put it in
the bank."
"No rings, bracelets,
tattoos?"
He shook his head.
"Have they found anything out
there?"
"Nothing."
"Tire tracks?"
"Not after all the rain we've
had."
"Do y'all have any missing-persons
reports that come with—"
"Nope."
A long strand of her blond hair hung
outside the bag. For some reason it bothered me. I picked it up and placed it
on her forehead. The coroner looked at me strangely.
"Why would he stuff her in a
barrel?" I said.
"Dave, the day you can put yourself
inside the head of a cocksucker like that, that's the day you eat your
gun."
I stepped back outside into the humid
brilliance of the floodlamps, then walked along the slope of the levee and
down by the water's edge. The darkness throbbed
with the croaking of frogs, and fireflies were lighting in the tops of the
sawgrass. The weeds along the levee had been trampled by cops' feet; fresh
cigarette butts floated in the water; a sheriff's deputy was telling two others
a racial joke.
The Vermilion Parish plainclothes
finished interviewing the fisherman, put his notebook in his shirt pocket, and
walked up the slope to his car. The fisherman continued to stand by his
pirogue, scratching at the mosquito bites on his arms, evidently unsure of what
he was supposed to do next. Sweat leaked out of the band of his cloth cap and
glistened on his jawbones. When I introduced myself, his handshake, like most
Cajun men's, was effeminate.
"I ain't never seen nothing like
that, me," he said. "I don't want to never see nothing like that
again, neither."
The bottom of his pirogue was piled with
mudcat. They quivered on top of each other, their whiskers pasted back against
their yellow sides and bloated white bellies. On the seat of his pirogue was a
headlamp with an elastic strap on it.
"When'd you first see that metal
barrel?" I said.
"Tonight."
"Do you come down here often?"
I asked.
"Not too often, no, suh."
"You've got a nice bunch of fish
there."
"Yeah, they feed good when the
moon's up."
I gazed into the bottom of his pirogue,
at the wet shine of moonlight on the fish's sides, the tangles of trotlines and
corks, and a long object wrapped in a canvas tarp under the seat.
I caught the pirogue by the gunwale and
slid it partly up on the mudbank.
"Do you mind if I look at
this?" I said, and flipped back the folds of the canvas tarp.
He didn't answer. I took a pen
flashlight out of my shirt pocket and shone it on the lever-action .30-.30
rifle. The bluing was worn off and the stock was wrapped with copper wire.
"Walk down here a little ways with
me," I said.
He followed me out to the edge of the
lighted area, out of earshot of the Vermilion Parish deputies.
"We want to catch the guy who did
this," I said. "I think you'd like to help us do that, wouldn't
you?"
"Yes, suh, I sho' would."
"But there's a problem here, isn't
there? Something that's preventing you from telling me everything you want
to?"
"I ain't real sho' what you—"
"Are you selling fish to
restaurants?"
"No, suh, that ain't true."
"Did you bring that .30-30 along to
shoot frogs?"
He grinned and shook his head. I grinned
back at him.
"But you might just poach a 'gator
or two?" I said.
"No, suh, I ain't got no 'gator.
You can look."
I let my expression go flat.
"That's right. So you don't have to
be afraid," I said. "I just want you to tell me the truth. Nobody's
going to bother you about that gun, or your headlamp, or what you might be
doing with your fish. Do we have a deal?"
"Yes, suh."
"When'd you first notice that
barrel?"
"Maybe t'ree, fo' weeks ago. It was
setting up on dry ground. I didn't have no reason to pay it no mind, no, but
then I started to smell somet'ing. I t’ought it was a dead nutria, or maybe a
big gar rotting up on the bank. It was real strong one night, then t'ree nights
later you couldn't smell it 'less the wind blow it right across the water. Then
it rained and the next night they wasn't no smell at all. I just never t'ought
they might be a dead girl up there."
"Did you see anyone up there?"
"Maybe about a mont' ago, at
evening, I seen a car. I 'member t’inking it was new and why would anybody
bring his new car down that dirt road full of holes."
"What kind of car?"
"I don't remember, suh."
"You remember the color?"
"No, sun, I'm sorry."
His face looked fatigued and empty. "I just wish I ain't
been the one to find her," he said. "I ain't never gonna forget
looking inside that barrel."
I put my business card in his shirt
pocket.
"Call me if you think of anything
else. You did just fine, podna," I said, and patted him on the arm.
I turned my truck around in the middle
of the levee and headed back toward New Iberia. Up ahead the glow of the red
and blue emergency lights on the ambulance sped across the tops of the
sawgrass, cattails, and bleached sandspits where the husks of dead gars boiled
with fire ants.
What had I learned from it all?
Not much.
But maybe in his cynical way my friend
the sleepless coroner had cut right to the heart of the problem: How do you go
inside the head of a homicidal sadist who prowls the countryside like a tiger
turned loose in a schoolyard?
I've seen films that portray detectives
who try to absorb the moral insanity of their adversaries in order to trap them
inside their own maniacal design. It makes an interesting story. Maybe it's
even possible.
But four years ago I had to go to
Huntsville, Texas, to interview a man on death row who had confessed to almost
three hundred murders throughout the United States. Suddenly, from all over the
country, cops with unsolved homicide cases flocked to Huntsville like flies on
pig flop. We were no exception. A black woman in New Iberia had been abducted
out of her house, strangled to death, and thrown in the Vermilion River. We had
no suspects, and the man in Huntsville, Jack Hatfield, had been through
Louisiana many times in his red tracings across the map.
He turned out to be neither shrewd nor
cunning; there was no malevolent light in his eyes, nothing hostile or driven
about his behavior. His accent was peckerwood, his demeanor finally that of a
simpleton. He told me about his religious conversion and glowing presences that
appeared to him in his cell; it was quickly apparent that he wanted me to like
him, that he would tell me anything I wanted to hear. All I had to do was
provide him the details of a murder, and he would make the crime his own.
(Later, an unemployed oil-field
roughneck would confess to murdering the black woman after being given title to
a ten-year-old car by her husband.)
I asked Jack Hatfield if he was trying
to trade off his cooperation for a commutation of his sentence. He answered,
"Naw, I got no kick comin' about that, long as it's legal."
With a benign expression on his face, he
chronicled his long list of roadside murders from Maine to southern California.
He could have been talking about a set of embossed ceramic plates that he had
collected from each state that he had visited. If he had indeed done what he
told me, he was completely without remorse.
"My victims didn't suffer
none," he said.
Then he began to talk about his mother
and an incredible transformation took place in him. Tears streaked down his
homely face, he trembled all over, his fingers left white marks on his arms.
Evidently she had been not only a prostitute but perverse as well. When he was
a little boy she had made him stand by the bed and watch her copulate with her
johns. When he had tried to hide in the woods, she beat him with a quirt,
brought him back to the house, and made him watch some more.
He spent fifteen years in the Wisconsin
penitentiary for her murder.
Then he paused in his story, wiped his
face with his hand, pulled his T-shirt from his chest with his finger, and
smelled himself.
"I killed three more people the day
I come out of prison. I told them I was gonna do it, and I done it," he
said, and began cleaning his fingernails with a toothpick as though I were not
there.
When I walked back out into the autumn
sunshine that afternoon, back into the smell of east Texas piney woods and
white-uniformed convicts burning piles of tree stumps on the edge of a
cottonfield, I was convinced that Jack Hatfield's story about his mother was
true but that almost everything else he had told me would remain as
demonstrably elusive as a psychotic dream. Perhaps the answer to Jack Hatfield
lay with others, I thought. Perhaps we should ask those who would eventually
strap him to the gurney in the execution room, poke the IV needle into the vein,
tape it lovingly to the skin, and watch him through the viewing glass as the
injection dulled his eyes then hit his heart like a hammer. Would his life, his
secret and dark knowledge, be passed on to them?
I'd had little sleep when I set out for the office the next
morning. The sun had come up red and hot over the trees, and because I had left
the windows down the night before, the inside of my truck was full of
mosquitoes and dripping with humidity. I stopped at a traffic light on the east
side of town and saw a purple Cadillac limousine, with tinted black windows,
pull into a yellow zone by a restaurant and park squarely in front of the fire
plug.
Cholo Manelli stepped out of the
driver's door, stretched, rotated a crick out of his neck, looked up and down
the street a couple of times, then walked around to the other side of the limo
and opened the back door for Julie Balboni. Then the rest of Julie's
entourage—three men and the woman named Margot—stepped out onto the sidewalk,
their faces dour in the heat, their eyes sullen with the morning's early hour.
Cholo went up the sidewalk first, point
man and good soldier that he was, his head turning slightly from side to side,
his simian shoulders rolling under his flowered
shirt. He opened the front door of the restaurant, and Julie walked inside,
with the others in single file behind him.
I didn't plan any of the events that
followed.
I drove through the light and went
almost two blocks before I made a U-turn, drove back to the restaurant, and
parked under a live-oak tree across the street from the limo. The early sun's
heat was already rising from the cement, and I could smell dead water beetles
in the curb gutters.
My eyes burned from lack of sleep, and
though I had just shaved, I could feel stubble, like grit, along the edge of my
jaw. I got out of the truck, put my seersucker coat over my arm, and walked
across the street to the limo. The waxed purple surface had the soft glow of
hard candy; the tinted black windows swam with the mirrored images of oak trees
and azalea bushes moving in the breeze.
I unfolded the blade of my Puma knife,
walked from fender to fender, and sawed the air stems off all four tires. The
limo went down on the rims like it had been dropped from a chain. A black kid
who had been putting circulars on doors stopped and watched me as he would a
fascinating creature inside a zoo cage.
I walked to the filling station on the
corner, called the dispatcher, and told him to have a wrecker tow the limo into
the pound.
Then I went inside the restaurant, which
gleamed with chrome and silverware and Formica surfaces, and walked past the
long table where two waitresses were in the process of serving Julie and his
group their breakfast. Cholo saw me first and started to speak, but I looked
straight ahead and continued on into the men's room as though they were not
there.
I washed my face with cold water, dried
it with paper towels, and combed my hair in the mirror. There were flecks of
white in my mustache now, and lines around my eyes that I hadn't noticed only a
week before. I turned on the cold water and washed my face again, as though somehow I could rinse time and
age out of my skin. Then I crumpled up the damp paper towel in my hand, flung it
into the trash can, fixed my tie, put on my coat and sunglasses, and walked
back into the restaurant.
Showtime, Julie, I thought.
Even sitting down, he towered above the
others at the head of the table, in a pink short-sleeve shirt, suspenders, and
gray striped slacks, his tangled black hair ruffling on his brow in the breeze
from the fan, his mouth full of food while he told the waitress to bring more
coffee and to reheat Margot's breakfast steak. Cholo kept trying to smile at
me, his false teeth as stiff as whale bone in his mouth. Julie's other hoods
looked up at me, then at Julie; when they read nothing in his face, they
resumed eating.
"Hey, lieutenant, I thought that
was you. You here for breakfast?" Cholo said.
"I was just passing by," I
said.
"What's going on, Dave?" Julie
said, his mouth chewing, his eyes fixed on the flower vase in front of him.
"I had a long night last
night," I said.
"Yeah?" he said.
"We found a girl in a barrel down
in south Vermilion Parish."
He continued to chew, then he took a
drink of water. He touched his mouth with his napkin.
"You want to sit down, or are you
on your way out?" he said.
Just then I heard the steel hook of the
wrecker clang somewhere on the limo's frame and the hydraulic cables start to
tighten on the winch. Cholo craned his head to look beyond the angle of the
front window that gave onto the street.
"I always thought you were standup,
Feet," I said.
"I appreciate the compliment, but
that's a term they use in a place I've never been."
"That's all right, I changed my
mind. I don't think you're standup anymore, Feet."
He blew up both his cheeks.
"What are you trying to say,
Dave?"
"The man I work for got a bunch of
phone calls yesterday. It looks like somebody dropped the dime on me with the
Kiwanis Club."
"It ain't a bunch I got a lot of
influence with. Talk with Mikey Goldman if you got that kind of problem."
"You use what works, Julie."
"Hey, get real, Dave. When I want
to send a message to somebody, it don't come through Dagwood Bumstead."
Outside, the driver of the wrecker
gunned his engine, pulled away from the curb, and dragged the limo past the
front window. The limo's two front tires, which were totally deflated and still
on the asphalt, were sliced into ribbons by the wheel rims.
Cholo's mouth was wide with unchewed
scrambled eggs.
"Hey, a guy's got our car! A guy's
driving off with the fucking limo, Julie!" he said.
Julie watched the wrecker and his limo disappear up the street. He
pushed his plate away an inch with his thumb. One corner of his mouth drooped,
and he pressed against it with his napkin.
"Sit down," he said.
Everyone had stopped eating now. A
waitress came to the table with a pitcher of ice water and started to refill
the glasses, then hesitated and walked back behind the counter. I pulled out a
chair and sat at the corner of the table, a foot from Julie's elbow.
"You're pissed off about something
and you have my fucking car towed in?" he said.
"Don't park in front of fire
plugs."
"Fire plugs?"
"Right."
"I'm getting this kind of dog shit
because of a fucking fire plug?"
"No, what I'm wondering, Julie, is
why you and Cholo have to hit on a small-town teenage hooker. Don't y'all have
enough chippies back in New Orleans?"
"What?"
"Cherry LeBlanc," I said.
"Who the fuck is Cherry
LeBlanc?"
"Give it a break and stop acting
like you just popped out of your mama's womb."
He folded his napkin, placed it
carefully by the side of his plate, pulled a carnation out of the flower vase,
and pinched off the stem.
"You calling me a pimp?" he
said. "You trying to embarrass me in public. That's what this is
about?"
"You didn't listen to what I said.
We just found another murdered girl. Cholo knew about the murder of the LeBlanc
girl, and he said you did, too. Except you lied about it when I mentioned her
to you."
His eyes drifted lazily to Cholo's face.
Cholo squeezed his hands on his wrists.
"I'm all lost here. I'm—" he
began.
"You know what the real trouble is,
Dave?" Julie said. He flipped the carnation onto the tablecloth. "You
never understood how this town worked. You remember anybody complaining about
the cathouses on Railroad and Hopkins? Or the slot machines that were in every
bar and restaurant in town? Nobody complained 'cause my old man delivered an
envelope to certain people at the end of every month. But those same people
treated our family like we were spit on the sidewalk.
"So you and that FBI broad went
around town stirring up the Bumstead crowd, shoving a broomstick up their
ringus, and your boss man called you in to explain the facts of life. But it's
no fun finding out that the guys you work for don't want to scare a few million
dollars out of town. So you fuck my car and get in my face in a public place. I think maybe you
should go back to work in New Orleans. I think maybe this shithole is starting
to rub off on you."
The manager had come from behind the
glass cashier's counter and was now standing three feet from me and Julie, his
clip-on bow tie askew, his tongue wetting his lips.
"Sir, could you gentlemen lower
your, I mean, could you not use that language in—" he began.
Julie's eyes, which were filled with a
black light, flipped up into the manager's face.
"Get the fuck away from my
table," he said.
"Sir—" the manager said.
"It's all right, Mr. Meaux. I'm
leaving in just a second," I said.
"Oh, sad to hear it," the
woman Margot, said. Except Cholo, the other hoods at the table smiled at her
humor. She wore a sundress, and her hair, which was bleached the color of ash,
was pulled back tightly on her head. She smoked a cigarette and the backs of
her arms were covered with freckles.
"You want to come down to the
office and look at some morgue pictures? I think that'd be a good idea," I
said. "Bring your girlfriend along if you like."
"I'm going to say this just once. I
don't know none of these girls, I don't have nothing to do with your problems,
you understand what I'm saying? You said some ugly things to me, Dave, but
we're old friends and I'm going to let it slide. I'll call a couple of cabs,
I'll pay the fine on my car, I'll buy new tires, and I'll forget everything you
been saying to me. But don't you never try to get in my face in a public place
again."
One of his hoods was getting up,
scraping back his chair, to use the restroom.
I
folded my sunglasses, slipped them into my shirt pocket, and rubbed the burning
sensation in my eyes with my thumb and forefinger.
"Feet, you're full of more shit
than a broken pay toilet," I said quietly.
The hood rested his hand on my shoulder.
He was perhaps twenty-eight or thirty, lithe and olive-skinned, his dark hair
boxed on his neck. A long pink scar, as thick as a soda straw, ran down the
inside of one arm.
"Everybody's been pretty polite
here," he said.
I looked at his hand and at his face. I
could smell the faint hint of his sweat through his deodorant, the nicotine on
the backs of his fingers.
"But you keep offending
people," he said. He raised his palm slightly, then set it on my shoulder
again.
"Don't let your day get
complicated," I said.
"It's time to let people alone, Mr.
Robicheaux," he said. Then he began to knead my shoulder as a fellow
ballplayer might out on the pitcher's mound.
I felt a balloon of red-black color rise
out of my chest into my head, heard a sound behind my eyes like wet newspaper
tearing, and for some reason saw a kaleidoscopic image of the blond girl in the
black body bag, a long strand of algae-streaked hair glued to the gray flesh of
her forehead.
I hit him so hard in the stomach that my
fist buried itself up to the wrist right under his sternum and spittle flew
from his mouth onto the tabletop. Then I came up out of the chair and hooked
him in the eye, saw the skin break against the bone and well with blood. He
tried to regain his balance and swing a sugar shaker at my face, but I spun him
sideways, caught him in the kidney, and drove him to his knees between two
counter stools. I didn't remember hitting him in the mouth, but his bottom lip
was drooling blood onto his shirt front.
I didn't want to stop. I heard the roar
of wind in sea shells, the wheels of rusted engines clanging cog against cog.
Then I saw Cholo in front of me, his big square hands raised in placation, his
mouth small with sound.
"What?" I said.
"It ain't your style, Loot,"
he was whispering hoarsely. "Ease off, the guy's new, he don't know the
rules, Loot. Come on, this ain't good for nobody."
My knuckles were skinned, my palms
ringing. I heard glass crunch under the sole of my shoe in the stunned silence,
and looked down numbly at my broken sunglasses on the floor like a man emerging
from a blackout.
Julie Balboni scraped back his chair,
took his gold money clip from his slacks, and began counting out a series of ten-dollar
bills on the table.
He didn't even look up at me when he
spoke. But everybody in the restaurant heard what he said. "I think you're
losing it, Dave. Stop being a hired dildo for the local dipshits or get
yourself some better tranqs."
It was ten a.m. Batist
had gone after a boat with a fouled engine down the bayou, and the bait shop
and dock were empty. The tin roof was expanding in the heat, buckling and
pinging against the bolts and wood joists. I pulled a can of Dr Pepper out of
the crushed ice in the cooler and sat outside in the hot shade by myself and
drank it. Green dragonflies hung suspended over the cattails along the bayou's
banks; a needlenose gar that had probably been wounded by a boat propeller
turned in circles in the dead current, while a school of minnows fed off a red
gash behind its gills; a smell like dead snakes, sour mud, and rotted hyacinth
vines blew out of the marsh on the hot wind.
I didn't want
to even think about the events of this morning. The scene in the restaurant was
like a moment snipped out of a drunk dream, in which I was always out of
control, publicly indecent or lewd in the eyes of others.
The soda can grew warm in my palm. The
sky in the south had a bright sheen to it like blue silk. I hoped that it would
storm that afternoon, that rain would thunder down on the marsh and bayou, roar
like grapeshot on the roof of my house, pour in gullies through the dirt and
dead leaves under the pecan trees in my yard.
I heard Bootsie behind me. She sat down
in a canvas chair by a spool table and crossed her legs. She wore white shorts,
sandals, and a denim shirt with the sleeves cut off. There
were sweat rings under her arms, and the down on
top of her thighs had been burned gold by the sun.
We met at a dance on Spanish Lake during
the summer of 1957, and a short time later we lost our virginity together in my
father's boathouse, while the rain fell out of the sunlight and dripped off the
eaves and the willow trees into the lake and the inside of the boathouse
trembled with a wet green-yellow light.
But even at that age I had already
started my long commitment to sour mash straight up with a sweating Jax on the
side. Bootsie and I would go separate ways, far from Bayou Teche and the
provincial Cajun world in which we had grow up. I would make the journey to
Vietnam as one of our new colonials and return with a junkyard in my hip and
thigh and nocturnal memories that neither whiskey nor army hospital dope could
kill. She would marry an oil-field pilot who would later tip a guy wire on an
offshore rig and crash his helicopter right on top of the quarter-boat; then
she would discover that her second husband, an accounting graduate from Tulane,
was a bookkeeper for the Mafia, although his career with them became
short-lived when they shotgunned him and his mistress to death in the parking
lot of the Hialeah racetrack.
She had lupus disease that we had
knocked into remission with medication, but it still lived in her blood like a
sleeping parasite that waited for its moment to attack her kidneys and sever
her connective tissue. She was supposed to avoid hard sunlight, but again and
again I came home from work and found her working in the yard in shorts and a
halter, her hot skin filmed with sweat and grains of dirt.
"Did something happen at
work?" she said.
"I had some trouble at Del's."
"What?"
"I busted up one of Baby Feet
Balboni's lowlifes."
"In the restaurant?"
"Yeah, that's where I did it."
"What did he do?"
"He put his hand on me." I set
down my soda can and propped my forearms on my thighs. I looked out at the
sun's reflection in the brown water.
"Have you been back to the
office?" she said.
"Not yet. I'll probably go in
later."
She was quiet a moment.
"Have you talked to the
sheriff?" she asked.
"There's not really much to talk
about. The guy could make a beef but he won't. They don't like to get messed up
in legal action against cops."
She uncrossed her legs and brushed idly
at her knee with her fingertips.
"Dave, is something else going on,
something you're not telling me about?"
"The guy put his hand on my
shoulder and I wanted to tear him apart. Maybe I would have done it if this guy
named Manelli hadn't stepped in front of me."
I saw her breasts rise and fall under
her shirt. Far down the bayou Batist was towing a second boat behind his
outboard and the waves were slapping the floating hyacinths against the banks.
She got up from her chair and stood behind me. She worked her fingers into my
shoulders. I could feel her thigh touch my back.
"New Iberia is never going to be
the same place we grew up in. That's just the way things are," she said.
"It doesn't mean I have to like
it."
"The Balboni family was here a long
time. We survived, didn't we? They'll make their movie and go away."
"There're too many people willing
to sell it down the drain."
"Sell what?"
"Whatever makes a dollar for them.
Redfish and sac-a-lait to restaurants, alligators to the Japanese. They
let oil companies pollute the oyster beds and cut canals through the marsh so
salt water can eat up thousands of square miles of
wetlands. They take it on their knees from
anybody who's got a checkbook."
"Let it go, Dave."
"I think a three-day open season on
people would solve a lot of our problems."
"Tell the sheriff what happened.
Don't let it just hang there."
"He's worried about some guys at
the Chamber of Commerce, Bootsie. He's a good guy most of the time, but these
are the people he's spent most of his life around."
"I think you should talk to
him."
"All right, I'm going to take a
shower, then I'll call him."
"You're not going to the office?"
"I'm not sure. Maybe later."
Batist cut the engine on his boat and
floated on the swell into the dock and bumped against the strips of rubber tire
we had nailed to the pilings. His shirt was piled on the board seat beside him,
and his black shoulders and chest were beaded with sweat. His head looked like
a cannon-ball. He grinned with an unlit cigar in the corner of his mouth.
I was glad for the distraction.
"I was up at the fo'-corners,"
he said. "A man there said you mopped up the restaurant flo' with one of
them dagos."
Thanks, Batist, I thought.
I SHOWERED
IN WATER THAT WAS SO COLD IT LEFT ME breathless,
changed clothes, and drove to the bottling works down by the Vermilion River in
Lafayette. The two-story building was an old one, made of yellow brick, and
surrounded by huge live-oak trees. In back was a parking lot, which was filled
with delivery trucks, and a loading dock, where a dozen black men were rattling
crates of soda pop out of the building's dark interior and stacking them inside
the waiting trucks. Their physical strength was incredible. Some of them would
pick up a half-dozen full cases at a time and lift them
easily to eye level. Their muscles looked like
water-streaked black stone.
I asked one of them where I could find
Twinky Hebert Lemoyne.
"Mr. Twinky in yonder, in the
office. Better catch him quick, though. He fixin' to go out on the route,"
he said.
"He goes out on the route?"
"Mr. Twinky do everyt'ing,
suh."
I walked inside the warehouse to a
cluttered, windowed office whose door was already open. The walls and cork
boards were papered with invoices, old church calendars, unframed photographs
of employees and fishermen with thick-bellied large-mouth bass draped across their
hands. Lemoyne's face was pink and well-shaped, his eyebrows sandy, his gray
hair still streaked in places with gold. He sat erect in his chair, his eyes
behind his rimless glasses concentrated on the papers in his hands. He wore a
short-sleeved shirt and a loose burnt-orange tie (a seersucker coat hung on the
back of the chair) and a plastic pen holder in his pocket; his brown shoes were
shined; his fingernails were trimmed and clean. But he had the large shoulders
and hands of a workingman, and he radiated the kind of quiet, hard-earned
physical power that in some men neither age nor extra weight seems to diminish.
There was no air conditioning in his
office, and he had weighted all the papers on his desk to keep them from
blowing away in the breeze from the oscillating fan.
After I had introduced myself, he gazed
out at the loading dock a moment, then lifted his hands from the desk blotter
and put them down again as though somehow we had already reached a point in our
conversation where there was nothing left to be said.
"Can I sit down?" I said.
"Go ahead. But I think you're
wasting your time here."
"It's been a slow day." I
smiled at him.
"Mr. Robicheaux, I don't have any
idea in the world why either you
or that Mexican woman is interested in me. Could you be a little bit more
forthcoming?"
"Actually, until yesterday I don't
believe I ever heard your name."
"What should I make of that?"
"The problem is you and a few
others tried to stick a couple of thumbtacks in my boss's head." I smiled
again.
"Listen, that woman came into my
office yesterday and accused me of working with the Mafia."
"Why would she do that?"
"You tell me, please."
"You own half of a security service
with Murphy Doucet?"
"That's right, I surely do. Can you
tell me what y'all are looking for, why y'all are in my place of
business?"
"When you do business with a man
like Julie Balboni, you create a certain degree of curiosity about
yourself."
"I don't do business with this man,
and I don't know anything about him. I bought stock in this motion picture
they're making. A lot of business people around here have. I've never met Julie
Balboni and I don't plan to. Are we clear on this, sir?"
"My boss says you're a respected
man. It looks like you have a good business, too. I'd be careful who I messed
with, Mr. Lemoyne."
"I'm not interested in pursuing the
subject." He fixed his glasses, squared his shoulders slightly, and picked
up several sheets of paper in his hands.
I drummed my fingers on the arms of my
chair. Outside I could hear truck doors slamming and gears grinding.
"I guess I didn't explain myself
very well," I said.
"You don't need to," he said,
and looked up at the clock on the wall.
"You're a solid businessman.
There's nothing wrong with buying stock in a movie company. There's nothing
wrong with providing a security service for it, either. But a lady
who's not much taller than a fireplug asks you a
couple of questions and you try to drop the dime on her. That doesn't seem to
fit, Mr. Lemoyne."
"There're people out there
committing rapes, armed robberies, selling crack to children, God only knows
what else, but you and that woman have the nerve to come in here and question
me because I have a vague business relationship with a movie production. You
don't think that's reason to make someone angry? What's wrong with you
people?"
"Are your employees union?"
"No, they're not."
"But your partner in your security
service is a Teamster steward. I think you're involved in some strange
contradictions, Mr. Lemoyne."
He rose from his chair and lifted a set
of keys out of his desk drawer.
"I'm taking a new boy out on his
route today. I have to lock up now. Do you want to stay around and talk to
anybody else?" he said.
"No, I'll be on my way. Here's my
business card in case you might like to contact me later."
He ignored it when I extended it to him.
I placed it on his desk.
"Thank you for your time,
sir," I said, and walked back out onto the loading dock, into the heated
liquid air, the blinding glare of light, the chalky smell of crushed oyster
shells in the unsurfaced parking lot.
When I was walking out to my pickup
truck, I recognized an elderly black man who used to work in the old icehouse
in New Iberia years ago. He was picking up litter out by the street with a
stick that had a nail in the end of it. He had a rag tied around his forehead
to keep the sweat out of his eyes, and the rotted wet undershirt he wore looked
like strips of cheesecloth on his body.
"How do you like working here,
Dallas?" I said.
"I like it pretty good."
"How does Mr. Twinky treat
y'all?"
His eyes glanced back toward the
building, then he grinned.
"He know how to make the eagle
scream, you know what I mean?"
"He's tight with a dollar?"
"Mr. Twinky so tight he got to eat
a whole box of Ex-Lax so he don't squeak when he walk."
"He's that bad?"
He tapped some dried leaves off the nail
of his stick against the trunk of an oak tree.
"That's just my little joke,"
he said. "Mr. Twinky pay what he say he gonna pay, and he always pay it on
time. He good to black folks, Mr. Dave. They ain't no way 'round that."
When I got
back to New Iberia I didn't go to
the office. Instead, I called from the house. The sheriff wasn't in.
"Where is he?" I said.
"He's probably out looking for
you," the dispatcher said. "What's going on, Dave?"
"Nothing much."
"Tell that to the greaseball you
bounced off the furniture this morning."
"Did he file a complaint?"
"No, but I heard the restaurant
owner dug the guy's tooth out of the counter with a screwdriver. You sure know
how to do it, Dave."
"Tell the sheriff I'm going to
check out some stuff in New Orleans. I'll call him this evening or I'll see him
in the office early in the morning."
"I got the impression it might be
good if you came by this afternoon."
"Is Agent Gomez there?"
"Yeah, hang on."
A few seconds later Rosie picked up the
extension.
"Dave?"
"How you doing?"
"I'm doing fine. How are you
doing?"
"Everything's copacetic. I just
talked with your man Twinky Lemoyne."
"Oh?"
"It looks like you put your finger
in his eye."
"Why'd you go over there?"
"You never let them think they can
make you flinch."
"Hang on a minute. I want to close
the door." Then a moment later she scraped the receiver back up and said,
"Dave, what happens around here won't affect my job or career to any
appreciable degree. But maybe you ought to start thinking about covering your
butt for a change."
"I had a bad night last night and I
acted foolishly this morning. It's just one of those things," I said.
"That's not what I'm talking about,
and I think you know it. When you chase money out of a community, people
discover new depths in themselves."
"Have you gotten any feedback on
the asphyxiated girl down in Vermilion Parish?"
"I just got back from the coroner's
office. She's still Jane Doe."
"You think we're dealing with the
same guy?"
"Bondage, humiliation of the
victim, a prolonged death, probable sexual violation, it's the same creep,
you'd better believe it." I could hear an edge in her voice, like a sliver
of glass.
"I've got a couple of theories,
too," she said. "He's left his last two victims where we could find
them. Maybe he's becoming more compulsive, more desperate, less in control of
his technique. Most psychopaths eventually reach a point where they're like
sharks in feeding frenzy. They never satisfy the obsession."
"Or he wants to stick it in our
faces?"
"You got it."
"Everything you say may be true,
Rosie, but I think prostitution is connected with this stuff somewhere. You
want to take a ride to New Orleans with me this afternoon?"
"A Vermilion Parish sheriff's
detective is taking me out on the levee where you all found the girl last
night. Do all these people spit Red Man?"
"A few of the women deputies
don't."
I heard her laugh into the telephone.
"Watch out for yourself,
slick," she said.
"You, too, Rosie."
Neither Bootsie nor Alafair was home. I
left them a note, packed a change of clothes in a canvas bag in case I had to
stay overnight, and headed for I-10 and New Orleans as the temperature climbed
to one hundred degrees and the willows along the bayou drooped motionlessly in
the heat as though all the juices had been baked out of their leaves.
I DROVE
DOWN THE ELEVATED INTERSTATE AND CROSSED the Atchafalaya Basin and its wind-ruffled bays dotted with oil
platforms and dead cypress, networks of canals and bayous, sand bogs, willow
islands, stilt houses, flooded woods, and stretches of dry land where the
mosquitoes swarmed in gray clouds out of the tangles of brush and intertwined
trees. Then I crossed the wide, yellow sweep of the Mississippi at Baton Rouge,
and forty-five minutes later I was rolling through Jefferson Parish, along the
shores of Lake Pontchar-train, into New Orleans. The lake was slate green and
capping, the sky almost white in the heat, and the fronds on the palm trees
were lifting and rattling dryly in the hot breeze. The air smelled of salt and
stagnant water and dead vegetation among the sand bogs on the west side of the
highway; the asphalt looked like it could fry the palm of your hand.
But there were no rain clouds on the
horizon, no hint of relief from the scorching white orb in the sky or the
humidity that crawled and ran on the skin like angry insects.
I was on the New Orleans police force
for fourteen years, first as a
beat cop and finally as a lieutenant in Homicide. I never worked Vice, but
there are few areas in New Orleans law enforcement that don't eventually lead
you back into it. Without its pagan and decadent ambiance, its strip shows,
hookers, burlesque spielers, taxi pimps, and brain-damaged street dopers, the
city would be as attractive to most tourists as an agrarian theme park in
western Nebraska.
The French Quarter has two populations,
almost two sensory climates. Early in the morning black children in uniforms
line up to enter the Catholic elementary school by the park; parishioners from
St. Louis Cathedral have coffee au lait and beignets and read the
newspaper at the outdoor tables in the Cafe du Monde; the streets are still
cool, the tile roofs and pastel stucco walls of the buildings streaked with
moisture, the scrolled ironwork on the balconies bursting with flowers;
families have their pictures sketched by the artists who set up their easels
along the piked fence in Jackson Square; in the background the breeze off the
river blows through the azalea and hibiscus bushes, the magnolia blossoms that
are as big as fists, and the clumps of banana trees under the equestrian statue
of Andy Jackson; and as soon as you head deeper into the Quarter, under the
iron, green-painted colonnades, you can smell the cold, clean odor of fresh
fish laid out on ice, of boxed strawberries and plums and rattlesnake
watermelons beaded with water from a spray hose.
But by late afternoon another crowd
moves into the Quarter. Most of them are innocuous—college kids, service
personnel, Midwestern families trying to see past the spielers into the
interiors of the strip houses, blue-suited Japanese businessmen hung with
cameras, rednecks from dry counties in Mississippi. But there's another kind,
too—grifters, Murphy artists, dips and stalls, coke and skag dealers, stables
of hookers who work the hotel trade only, and strippers who hook out of
taxicabs after 2 a.m.
They have the franchise on the
worm's-eye view of the world.
They're usually joyless, indifferent to speculations about mortality, bored
with almost all forms of experience. Almost all of them either free-base,
mainline, do coke, or smoke crack. Often they straighten out the kinks with
black speed.
They view ordinary people as carnival
workers do rubes; they look upon their victims with contempt, sometimes with
loathing. Most of them cannot think their way out of a paper bag; but the
accuracy of their knowledge about various bondsmen, the hierarchy of the local
mob, the law as it applies to themselves, and cops and judges on a pad, is
awesome.
As the streets began to cool and turn
purple with shadow, I went from one low-rent club to the next amid the din of
Dixieland and rockabilly bands, black kids with clip-on taps dancing on the
sidewalk for the tourists, spielers in straw boaters and candy-striped vests
hollering at college boys, "No cover, no minimum, you studs, come on in
and get your battery charged."
Jimmie Ryan's red mustache and florid,
good-humored face made you think of a nineteenth-century bartender. But he was
also known as Jimmie the Dime, because with a phone call he could connect you,
in one way or another, with any form of illegal activity in New Orleans.
Inside the
crook of both his arms his veins were laced with scar tissue, like flattened
gray garden snakes.
He tilted his straw boater back on his
head and drank from his beer. Above him, a topless girl in a sequined G-string
danced barefoot on a runway, her hips moving like water to the music from the
jukebox, her skin rippled with neon light, her mouth open in feigned ecstasy.
"How you been, Streak?" he
said.
"Pretty good, Jimmie. How's the
life?" I said.
"I ain't exactly in it anymore.
Since I got off the super-fluid, I more or less went to reg'lar employment, you
know what I mean? Being a human doorbell for geeks and dipshits
has got some serious negative drawbacks, I'm
talking about self-esteem here, this town's full of sick people, Streak, who
needs it is what I'm trying to say."
"I see. Look, Jimmie, do you know
anybody who might be trying to recruit girls out of the parishes?"
He leaned his elbows back on the bar.
His soft stomach swelled out of his striped vest like a water-filled
bottom-heavy balloon.
"You mean somebody putting together
his own stable?" he asked.
"Maybe."
"A guy who goes out looking for the
country girls, the ones who's waiting for a big sugar daddy or is about to get
run out of town, anyway?"
"Possibly."
"It don't sound right."
"Why?"
"New Orleans is full of them. Why
bring in more and drive the prices down?"
"Maybe this guy does more than just
pimp, Jimmie. Maybe he likes to hurt them. You know a guy like that?"
"We're talking about another type
guy now, somebody who operates way down on the bottom of the food chain. When I
was in the business of dimeing for somebody, making various kinds of social
arrangements around the city, I made it a point not to know no guys like that,
in fact, maybe I'm a little bit taken aback here you think I associate with
them kind of people."
"I respect your knowledge and your
judgment, Jimmie. That's why I came to you instead of someone else. My problem
is two dead girls in Vermilion and Iberia parishes. The same guy may have
killed others."
He removed something from the back of his
teeth with his little finger.
"The city ain't like it used to
be," he said. "It's turning to shit."
"Okay—"
"Years ago there were certain
understandings with New Orleans cops. A guy got caught doing the wrong stuff,
I'm talking about sick stuff, molesting a child, robbing and beating up old
people, something like that, it didn't go to the jail-house. They stomped the
shit out of the guy right there, I mean they left him with his brains running
out of his nose.
"Today, what'd you got? Try to take
a stroll by the projects and see what happens. Look, Streak, I don't know what
you're looking for, but there's one special kind of cocksucker that comes to
mind here, a new kind of guy in the city, why somebody don't walk him outside,
maybe punch his ticket real hard, maybe permanent, you know what I'm saying, I
don't know the answer to that one, but when you go down to the bus depot, you
might think about it, I mean you're from out of town, right, and there ain't
nobody, I mean nobody, gonna be upset if this kind of guy maybe gets ripped
from his liver to his lights."
"The bus depot?"
"You got it. There's three or four
of them. One of them stands out like shit in an ice-cream factory. Nothing
against colored people."
I had forgotten what a linguistic
experience a conversation with Jimmie the Dime could be.
He
suppressed a beer belch and stared up at the girl on the runway.
"Could Baby Feet Balboni be
involved in this?" I asked.
He rolled a matchstick on his tongue,
looked upward at an oblique angle to a spot on the ceiling.
"Take a walk with me, breathe the
night air, this place is like the inside of an ashtray. Some nights I think
somebody poured battery acid in my lungs," he said.
I walked outside with him. The sidewalks
were filled with tourists and revelers drinking beer out of deep paper cups.
Jimmie looked up and down the street, blew air out his nose, smoothed his
mustache with one knuckle.
"You're using the names of local
personalities now," he said.
"It stays with me, Jimmie.
Nobody'll know where it came from."
"Anything I might know about this
certain man is already public knowledge, so it probably won't do no good for me
to be commenting on the issue here."
"There's no action around here that
doesn't get pieced off to Julie one way or another. Why should procuring be any
different?"
"Wrong. There's fifteen-year-old
kids in the projects dealing rock, girls, guns, Mexican brown, crank, you name
it, the Italians won't fool with it, it's too uncontrollable. You looking for a
guy who kills hookers? It ain't Feet, lieutenant. The guy's got sub-zero
feelings about people. I saw him wipe up a barroom in Algiers with three guys
from the Giacano family who thought they could come on like wise-asses in front
of their broads. He didn't even break a sweat. He even stopped stomping on one
guy just so he could blow a long fart."
"Thanks for your time, Jimmie. Get
in touch if you hear anything, all right?"
"What do I know? We're living in
sick times. You want my opinion? Open up some prison colonies at the North
Pole, where those penguins live. Get rid of the dirt bags, bring back some
decency, before the whole city becomes a toilet." He rocked on the balls
of his feet. His lips looked purple in the neon glow from the bar, his face an
electric red, as though it were flaming from sunburn.
I gave him my business card. When I was
down the block, under the marquee of a pornographic theater, and looked back at
him, he was picking his teeth with it.
I HIT TWO
BIKER BARS ACROSS THE RIVER IN ALGIERS, WHERE a few of the mamas hooked so their old men would have the money
they needed to deal guns or dope. Why they allowed
themselves to be used on that level was
anybody's guess. But with some regularity they were chain-whipped, gang-raped,
nailed through their hands to trees, and they usually came back for more until
sometimes they were murdered and dumped in a swamp. One form of their sad,
ongoing victimization probably makes about as much sense as another.
The ones who would talk to me all had
the same odor, like sweaty leather, the warm female scent of unwashed hair,
reefer smoke and nicotine, and engine grease rubbed into denim. But they had
little knowledge or interest about anything outside of their tribal and
atavistic world.
I found a mulatto pimp off Magazine who
also ran a shooting gallery that specialized in black-tar heroin, which was
selling at twenty-five dollars a hit and was back in fashion with adult addicts
who didn't want to join the army of psychotic meltdowns produced by crack in
the projects.
His name was Camel; he had one dead eye,
like a colorless marble, and he wore a diamond clipped in one nostril and his
hair shaved in ridges and dagger points. He peeled back the shell on a
hard-boiled egg with his thumb at the sandwich counter of an old dilapidated
grocery and package store with wood-bladed fans on the ceiling. His skin had
the bright copper shine of a newly minted penny.
After he had listened to me for a while,
he set his egg on a paper napkin and folded his long fingers reflectively.
"This is my neighborhood, place
where all my friends live, and don't nobody here hurt my ladies," he said.
"I didn't say they did, Camel. I
just want you to tell me if you've heard about anybody who might be recruiting
out in the parishes. Maybe a guy who's seriously out of control."
"I don't get out of the
neighborhood much no mo'. Age creeping up on me, I guess."
"It's been a hot day, partner. My
tolerance for bullshit is way down. You're dealing Mexican skag for Julie
Balboni, and you know everything that's going on in this town."
"What's that name again?"
I looked into his face for a long
moment. He scraped at a bit of crust on the comer of his dead eye with his
fingernail.
"You're a smart man, Camel. Tell me
honestly, do you think you're going to jerk me around and I'm just going to
disappear?"
He unscrewed the cap on a Tabasco bottle
and began dotting drops of hot sauce on his egg.
"I
heard stories about a white guy, they say a strange guy reg'lar peoples in the
bidness don't like to fool with," he said.
"All right—"
"You're looking in the wrong
place."
"What do you mean?"
"The guy don't live around here. He
sets the girls up on the Airline Highway, in Jefferson Parish, puts one in
charge, then comes back to town once in a while to check everything out."
"I see, a new kind of honor system.
What are you trying to feed me, Camel?"
"You're not hearing me. The reg'lar
peoples stay away from him for a reason. His chippies try to short him, they
disappear. The word there is disappear, gone from the crib, blipped off
the screen. Am I getting this acrost to you all right?"
"What's his name?"
"Don't know, don't want to know. Ax
yourself something. Why y'all always come to a nigger to solve your problem? We
ain't got nothing like that in a black neighborhood."
"We'll see you around, Camel.
Thanks for your help. Say, what's the name of the black guy working the bus
depot?"
"I travel by plane, my man. That's
what everybody do today," he said, and licked the top of the peeled egg
before he put it in his mouth.
For years the Airline had been the main highway between Baton Rouge and New Orleans. When I-10 was built,
the Airline became a secondary road and was
absorbed back into that quasi-rural slum culture that has always characterized
the peckerwood South: ramshackle nightclubs with oyster-shell parking lots;
roach-infested motels that feature water beds and pornographic movies and rent
rooms by the day or week; truck stops with banks of rubber machines in the
restrooms; all-night glaringly lit cafes where the smell of fried food
permeates the counters and stools as tangibly as a film of grease.
I went to three clubs and got nowhere.
Each time I walked through the door the bartender's eyes glanced up to meet me
as they would somebody who had been expected all evening. As soon as I sat at
the bar the girls went to the women's room or out the back door. The electronic
noise of the country bands was deafening, the amplified squelch in the
microphones like metal raking on a blackboard. When I tried to talk to someone,
the person would nod politely in the din as though a man without vocal cords
were speaking to him, then go back to his drink or stare in the opposite
direction through the layers of cigarette smoke.
I gave up and walked back to my truck,
which was parked between the clapboard side of a nightclub and a squat six-room
motel with a small yellow lawn and a dead palm tree by the drive-in
registration window. The air smelled of creosote and burnt diesel fuel from the
railway tracks by the river, dust from the shell parking lot, liquor and beer
from a trash barrel filled with empty bottles. The sky out over the Gulf
trembled with dry lightning.
I didn't hear her behind me.
"Everybody on the strip knew you
were coming two hours ago, cutie," she said.
I turned and squinted my eyes at her.
She drank out of her beer bottle, then puffed off her cigarette. Her face was
porcine, her lipstick on crooked, her dyed red hair lacquered like tangled wire
on her head. She put one hand on her hip and waited for me to recognize her.
"Charlotte?"
"What a memory. Have I tubbed up on
you?"
"No, not really. You're looking
good."
She laughed to herself and blew her
cigarette smoke at an upward angle into the dark.
Thirty years ago she had been a stripper
and hooker on Bourbon Street, then the mistress of a loanshark who blew his
brains out, the wife of an alcoholic ex-police sergeant who ended up in Angola
for doping horses at the Fairgrounds, and the last I heard the operator of a
massage parlor in Algiers.
"What are you doing out here on the
Airline?" I said.
"I run the dump next door,"
she said, and nodded toward the motel. "Hey, I got to sit down. I really
got crocked tonight." She shook a wooden chair loose from the trash pile
by the side of the nightclub and sat down in it with her knees splayed and took
another drink from her beer bottle. An exhaust fan from a restroom was pinging
above her head. "I already heard what you're looking for, Streak. A guy
bringing the chickens in from the country, right?"
"Do you know who he is?"
"They come and they go. I'm too old
to keep track of it anymore."
"I'd sure like to talk to this guy,
Charlotte."
"Yeah, somebody ought to run an
iron hook through his balls, all right, but it's probably not going to
happen."
"Why not?"
"You got the right juice, the play
pen stays open."
"He's connected?"
"What do you think?"
"With the Balboni family?"
"Maybe. Maybe he's got juice with
the cops or politicians. There's lots of ways to stay in business."
"But one way or another, most of
them go down. Right?"
She raised her beer bottle to her mouth
and drank.
"I don't think anybody is going to
be talking about this guy a
whole lot," she said. "You hear stories, you know what I mean? That
this guy you're looking for is somebody you don't want mad at you, that he can
be real hard on his chippies."
"Is it true?"
She set her empty bottle down on the
shells and placed her hands loosely in her lap. For a moment the alcoholic
shine left her eyes and her expression became strangely introverted, as though
she were focusing on some forgotten image deep inside herself.
"When you're in the life, you hear
a lot of bad stories, cutie. That's because there aren't many good ones,"
she said.
"The man I'm looking for may be a
serial killer, Charlotte."
"That kind of guy is a john, not a
pimp, Streak." She leaned on her forearms, puffing on her cigarette,
staring at the hundreds of bottle caps pressed into the dirt at her feet. Her
lacquered hair was wreathed in smoke. "Go on back home. You won't change
anything here. Everybody out on this road signed up for it one way or
another."
"Nobody signed up to be dead."
She didn't reply. She scratched a mosquito
bite on her kneecap and looked at a car approaching the motel registration
window.
"Who's the main man working the bus
depot these days?" I said.
"That's Downtown Bobby Brown. He
went up on a short-eyes once. Now he's a pro, a real piece of shit. Go back to
your family, Streak, before you start to like your work."
She flipped her cigarette away
backhandedly, got to her feet, straightened her dress on her elephantine hips,
winked at me as though she might be leaving a burlesque stage, and walked
delicately across the oyster shells toward her motel and the couple who waited
impatiently for her in the heat and the dust and the snapping of an electric
bug killer over the registration window.
YOU CAN
FIND THE PREDATORS AT THE BUS DEPOT ALMOST ANY time during the twenty-four-hour period. But they operate best
during the late hours. That's usually when the adventurers from Vidalia or De
Ridder or Wiggins, Mississippi, have run out of money, energy, and hope of
finding a place to sleep besides an empty building or an official shelter where
they'll be reported as runaways. It's not hard to spot the adventurers, either.
The corners of their mouths are downturned, their hair is limp and lies like
moist string on their necks; often their hands and thin arms are flecked with
home-grown tattoos; they wash under their arms with paper towels and brush
their teeth in the depot restroom.
I watched him walk across the waiting
room, a leather satchel slung on a strap over his shoulder, his eyes bright, a
rain hat at an angle on his head, his tropical white shirt hanging outside his
khakis. A gold cross was painted on the side of his satchel.
The two girls were white, both blond,
dressed in shapeless jeans, tennis shoes without socks, blouses that looked
salt-faded and stiff with dried perspiration. When he talked with them, his
happy face made me think of a mythical goat-footed balloonman whistling far and
wee to children in springtime. Then from his satchel he produced candy bars and
ham sandwiches, a thermos of coffee, plums and red apples that would dwarf a
child's hand.
The girls both bent into their
sandwiches, then he was sitting next to them, talking without stop, the smile
as wide as an ax blade, the eyes bright as an elf's, the gold cross on his
satchel winking with light under his black arm.
I was tired, used up after the long day,
wired with too many voices, too many people on the hustle, too many who bought
and sold others or ruined themselves for money that you could make with a
Fuller-brush route. There was grit in my clothes; my mouth tasted bad; I could
smell my own odor. The inside of the depot reeked of cigar butts and the diesel
exhaust that blew through the doors to the boarding foyer.
I took the receiver off a pay phone by
the men's room and let it hang by its cord.
A minute later the ticket salesman
stared down at my badge that I had slid across the counter.
"You want me to do what?" he
said.
"Announce that there's a call at
the pay phone for Mr. Bob Brown."
"We usually don't do that."
"Consider it an emergency."
"Yes, sir."
"Wait at least one minute before
you do it. Okay, podna?"
"Yes, sir."
I bought a soft drink from a vending
machine and looked casually out the glass doors while a bus marked
"Miami" was being loaded underneath with luggage. The ticket salesman
picked up his microphone, and Bob Brown's name echoed and resonated off the
depot walls.
Downtown Bobby Brown's face became
quizzical, impish, in front of the girls, then momentarily apologetic as he
explained that he'd be right back, that somebody at his shelter probably needed
advice about a situation.
I dropped my soda can into a trash bin
and followed him to the pay phone. Downtown Bobby was streetwise, and he turned
around and looked into my face. But my eyes never registered his glance, and I
passed him and stopped in front of the USA Today machine.
He picked up the telephone receiver,
leaning on one arm against the wall, and said, "This is Bobby. What's
happenin'?"
"The end of your career," I
said, and clenched the back of his neck, driving his face into the restroom
door. Then I pushed him through the door and flung him inside the room. Blood
drained from his nose over his lip; his eyes were wide, yellow-white—like a
peeled egg—with shock.
A man at the urinal stood dumbfounded
with his fly opened. I held up my badge in front of him.
"This room's in use," I said.
He zipped his trousers and went quickly
out the door. I shot the bolt into the jamb.
"What you want? Why you comin' down
on me for? You cain't run a shake on somebody, run somebody's face into a do'
just because you—"
I pulled my .45 out of the back of my
belt and aimed it into the center of his face.
He lifted his hands in front of him, as
though he were holding back an invisible presence, and shook his head from side
to side, his eyes averted, his mouth twisted like a broken plum.
"Don't do that, man," he said.
"I ain't no threat to you. Look, I ain't got a gun. You want to bust me,
do it. Come on, I swear it, they ain't no need for that piece, I ain't no
trouble."
He was breathing heavily now. Sweat
glistened like oil on his temples. He blotted drops of blood off his nose with
the backs of his fingers.
I walked closer to him, staring into his
eyes, and cocked the hammer. He backed away from me into a stall, his breath
rife with a smell like sardines.
"I want the name of the guy you're
delivering the girls to," I said.
"Nobody. I ain't bringing nobody to
nobody."
I fitted the opening in the barrel to
the point of his chin.
"Oh, God," he said, and fell
backward onto the commode. The seat was up, and his butt plummeted deep into
the bowl.
"You know the guy I'm talking about. He's just like you. He
hunts on the game reserve," I said.
His chest was bent forward toward his
knees. He looked like a round clothespin that had been screwed into a hole.
"Don't do this to me, man," he
said. "I just had an operation. Take me in. I'll he'p y'all out any way I
can. I got a good record wit' y'all."
"You've been up the road for child
molesting, Bobby. Even cons
don't like a short-eyes. Did you have to stay in lockdown with the snitches?"
"It was a statutory. I went down
for nonconsent. Check it out, man. No shit, don't point that at me no more. I
still got stitches inside my groin. They're gonna tear loose."
"Who's the guy, Bobby?"
He shut his eyes and put his hand over
his mouth.
"Just give me his name, and it all
ends right here," I said.
He opened his eyes and looked up at me.
"I messed my pants," he said.
"This guy hurts people. Give me his
name, Bobby."
"There's a white guy sells dirty
pictures or something. He carries a gun. Nobody fucks wit' him. Is that the guy
you're talking about?"
"You tell me."
"That's all I know. Look, I don't
have nothin' to do wit' dangerous people. I don't hurt nobody. Why you doin'
this to me, man?"
I stepped back from him and eased down
the hammer on the .45. He put the heels of his hands on the rim of the commode
and pushed himself slowly to his feet. Toilet water dripped off the seat of his
khakis. I wadded up a handful of paper towels, soaked them under a faucet, and
handed them to him.
"Wipe your face," I said.
He kept sniffing, as though he had a
cold.
"I cain't go back out there."
"That's right."
"I went to the bathroom in my
pants. That's what you done, man."
"You're never coming back here,
Bobby. You're going to treat this bus depot like it's the center of a nuclear
test zone."
"I got a crib . . . a place . . .
two blocks from here, man. What you—"
"Do you know who—is?" I used
the name of a notorious right-wing racist beat cop from the Irish Channel.
His hand stopped mopping at his nose
with the towels.
"I got no beef wit' that
peckerwood," he said.
"He broke a pimp's trachea with his
baton once. That's right, Bobby. The guy strangled to death in his own
spit."
"What you talkin' 'bout, man? I
ain't said nothing 'bout —I know what you're doin', man, you're—"
"If I catch you in the depot again,
if I hear you're scamming runaways and young girls again, I'm going to tell
—you've been working his neighborhood, maybe hanging around school grounds in
the Channel."
"Who the fuck are you, man? Why you
makin' me miserable? I ain't done nothing to you."
I unlocked
the bolt on the door.
"Did you ever read the passage in
the Bible about what happens to people who corrupt children?" I said.
He looked at me with a stupefied
expression on his face.
"Start thinking about millstones or
get into another line of work," I said.
I had seventeen dollars in my billfold.
I gave twelve to the two runaway girls and the address of an AA street priest
who ran a shelter and wouldn't report them.
Outside, the air tasted like pennies and felt like it had been
superheated in an electric oven. Even the wind blew off the pavement like heat
rising from a wood stove. I started my truck, unbuttoned my shirt to my waist,
and headed toward I-10 and home.
When I passed
Lake Pontchartrain, the moon was up and small waves were breaking against the
rim of gray sandy beach by the highway. I wanted to stop the truck, strip to my
skivvies, wade out to the drop-off, then dive down through the descending
layers of temperature until I struck a cold, dark current at the bottom that
would wash the last five hours out of my pores.
But Lake Pontchartrain, like the city of
New Orleans, was deceptive. Under its slate-green, capping waves, its
moon-glazed surfaces, its twenty-four-mile causeway glowing
with electric light, waste of every kind lay
trapped in the dark sediment, and the level of toxicity was so high that it was
now against the law to swim in the lake.
I kept the truck wide open, the plastic
ball on the floor stick shaking under my palm, all the way to the Mississippi
bridge at Baton Rouge. Then I rolled down the elevated causeway through the
Atchafalaya marsh and the warm night air that smelled of sour mud and hyacinths
blooming back in the trees. Out over the pewter-colored bays, the dead cypress
trunks were silhouetted against burning gas flares and the vast black-green
expanse of sawgrass and flooded willow islands. Huge thunderclouds tumbled one
upon another like curds of black smoke from an old fire, and networks of
lightning were bursting silently all over the southern sky. I thought I could
smell raindrops on the wind, as cool and clean and bright as the taste of white
alcohol on the tip of the tongue.
Outside our bedroom window the pecan
trees were motionless and gray, soaked with humidity, in the false dawn. Then
the early red sun broke above the treeline in the marsh like a Lucifer match
being scratched against the sky.
Bootsie slept on her side in her
nightgown, the sheet molded against her thigh, her face cool, her auburn hair
ruffled on the pillow by the window fan. In the early morning her skin always
had a glow to it, like the pale pink light inside a rose. I moved her body
against mine and kissed her mouth lightly. Without opening her eyes she smiled
sleepily, slipped her arms around my back, widened her thighs, and pressed her
stomach against me.
Out on the bayou, I thought I heard a
bass leap from the water in a wet arc and then reenter the surface, slapping
his tail, as he slid deep into the roots of the floating hyacinths.
Bootsie
put her legs in mine, her breath warm against my cheek, one hand in the small
of my back, her soft rump rolling against the bed; then I felt that
heart-twisting moment begin to grow inside me, past any point of control, like
a log dam in a canyon resisting a flooded streambed, then cracking and bursting
loose in a rush of white water and uprooted boulders.
I lay beside her and held one of her
hands and kissed the thin film of perspiration on her shoulders.
She felt my face with her fingers and
touched the white patch in my hair as though she were exploring a physical
curiosity in me for the first time.
"Ole Streak," she said, and
smiled.
"Cops get worse names."
She was quiet a moment, then she said my
name with a question mark beside it the way she always did when she was about
to broach a difficult subject.
"Yes?" I said.
"Elrod Sykes called while you were
in New Orleans. He wanted to apologize for coming to our house drunk."
"Okay."
"He wants to go to an AA meeting
with you."
"All right, I'll talk to him about
it."
She looked at the revolving shadows the
window fan made on the wall.
"He's rented a big boat," she
said. "He wants to go fishing out on the salt."
"When?"
"Day after tomorrow."
"What'd you tell him?"
"That I'd have to check with
you."
"You don't think we should
go?"
"He troubles me, Dave."
"Maybe the guy is psychic.
That doesn't mean he's bad news."
"I have a strange feeling about
him. Like he's going to do something to us."
"He's a practicing alcoholic,
Boots. He's a sick man. How's he going to harm us?"
"I don't know. It's just the way I
feel. I can't explain it."
"Do you think he's trying to
manipulate me?"
"How do you mean?"
I raised up on one elbow and looked into
her face. I tried to smile.
"I have an obligation to help other
alcoholics," I said.
"Maybe it looks like Elrod's trying
to pull some strings on me, that maybe instead of helping him I'll end up back
on the dirty-boogie again."
"Let him find his own help,
Dave."
"I think he's harmless."
"I should have listened to you. I
shouldn't have invited them into the house."
"It's not good to do this, Boots.
You're worrying about a problem that doesn't exist."
"He's too interested in you.
There's a reason for it. I know it."
"I'll invite him to go to a
meeting. We'll forget about the fishing trip."
"Promise me that, Dave."
"I do."
"You mean it, no going back on
it?"
"You've got my word."
She cupped my fingers in her hand and
put her head under my chin. In the shadowy light I could see her heart tripping
against her breast.
I PARKED IN
THE LOT BEHIND THE OFFICE AND WALKED TOWARD the back door. Two uniformed deputies had just taken a black man
in handcuffs into the building, and four others were drinking coffee out of
foam cups and smoking cigarettes in the shade against the wall. I heard one of
them use my name, then a couple of them laugh when I walked by.
I stopped and walked back to them.
"How y'all doing today?" I
said.
"What's going on, Dave?" Rufus
Arceneaux said. He had been a tech sergeant in the Marine Corps and he still
wore his sun-bleached hair in a military crewcut. He took off his shades and
rubbed the bridge of his nose.
"I'd better get back on it,"
one deputy said, flipped away his cigarette, and walked toward his cruiser.
"What's the joke about,
Rufus?" I said.
"It's nothing I said, Dave. I was
just quoting the boss man," Rufus said. His green eyes were full of humor
as he looked at the other deputies.
"What did the sheriff have to
say?"
"Hey, Dave, fair is fair. Don't lay
this off on me," he said.
"Do you want to take the mashed
potatoes out of your mouth and tell me what you're talking about?"
"Hey, come on, man," he said,
chuckling.
"What the fuck, it's no big deal.
Tell him," the deputy next to him said.
"The sheriff said if the governor
of Lou'sana invited the whole department to dinner, Dave would be the one guy
who'd manage to spit in the punch bowl."
Then the three of them were silent,
suppressing their grins, their eyes roving around the parking lot.
"Drop by my office sometime today,
Rufus," I said. "Anytime before five o'clock. You think you can work
it in?"
"It's just a joke, Dave. I'm not
the guy who said it, either."
"That's right. So it's nothing
personal. I'd just like to go through your jacket with you."
"What for?"
"You've been here eight or nine
years, haven't you?"
"That's right."
"Why is it that I always have the
feeling you'd like to be an NCO again, that maybe you have some ambitions
you're not quite telling us about?"
His lips became a tight, stitched line,
and I saw a slit of yellow light in his eye.
"Think about it and I'll talk to
you later, Rufus," I said, and went inside the building, into the
air-conditioned odor of cigar butts and tobacco spittle, and closed the door
behind me.
Ten minutes later the sheriff walked
into my office and sat down in front of my desk with his arms propped stiffly
on his thighs. In his red-faced concentration he reminded me of a football
coach sitting on the edge of a bench.
"Where do you think we should
begin?" he said.
"You got me."
"From what I hear about that scene
in the restaurant, you tried to tear that fellow apart."
"Those guys think they're in the
provinces and they can do what they want. Sometimes you have to turn them around."
"It looks like you got your message
across. Balboni had to take the guy to the hospital. You broke his tooth off
inside his gums."
"It was a bad morning. I let things
get out of control. It won't happen again."
He didn't answer. I could hear him
breathing through his nose.
"You want some coffee?" I
said.
"No."
I got up and filled my cup from my
coffee maker in the corner.
"I've had two phone calls already
about your trip to New Orleans last night," he said.
"What about it?"
He took a folded-back notebook out of
his shirt pocket and looked at the first page.
"Did you ever hear of a black guy
named Robert Brown?" he asked.
"Yep, that's Downtown Bobby
Brown."
"He's trying to file charges
against you. He says you smashed his face into a men's-room door at the bus
depot."
"I see."
"What the hell are you doing,
Dave?"
"He's a pimp and a convicted child
molester. When I found him, he was scamming two girls who couldn't have been
over sixteen years old. I wonder if he passed on that information when he filed
his complaint."
"I don't give a damn what this guy
did. I'm worried about a member of my department who might have confused
himself with Wyatt Earp."
"This guy's charges aren't going
anywhere and you know it."
"I wish I had your confidence. It
looks like you got some people's attention over in Jefferson Parish, too."
"I don't understand."
"The Jefferson Parish Sheriff's
Department seems to think we may have a loose cannon crashing around on our
deck."
"What's their problem?"
"You didn't check in with them, you
didn't coordinate with anybody, you simply went up and down the Airline Highway
on your own, questioning hookers and bartenders about a pimp with no
name."
"So?"
He rubbed the cleft in his round chin,
then dropped the flat of his hand on his thigh.
"They say you screwed up a
surveillance, that you blew a sting operation of some kind," he said.
"How?"
"I don't know."
"It sounds like bullshit to me,
sheriff. It sounds like cops on a pad who don't want outsiders walking around
on their turf."
"Maybe that's true, Dave, but I'm
worried about you. I think you're overextending yourself and you're not hearing
me when I talk to you about it."
"Did Twinky Lemoyne call?"
"No. Why should he?"
"I went over to Lafayette and
questioned him yesterday afternoon."
He removed his rimless glasses, wiped
them with a Kleenex, and put them back on. His eyes came back to meet mine.
"This was after I talked to you
about involving people in the investigation who seem to have no central bearing
in it?" he asked.
"I'm convinced that somehow Baby
Feet was mixed up with Cherry LeBlanc, sheriff. Twinky Lemoyne has business
ties to Feet. The way I read it, that makes him fair game."
"I'm really sorry to hear this,
Dave."
"An investigation clears as well as
implicates people. His black employees seem to think well of him. He didn't
call in a complaint about my talking to him, either. Maybe he's an all-right
guy."
"You disregarded my instructions,
Dave."
"I saw the bodies of both those
girls, sheriff."
"And?"
"Frankly I'm not real concerned
about whose toes I step on."
He rose from his chair and tucked his
shirt tightly into his gunbelt with his thumbs while his eyes seemed to study
an unspoken thought in midair.
"I guess at this point I have to
tell you something of a personal nature," he said. "I don't care for
your tone, sir. I don't care for it in the least."
I picked up my coffee cup and sipped off
it and looked at nothing as he walked out of the room.
Rosie Gomez was down in Vermilion Parish almost all day. When she came back into the office late that afternoon her
face was flushed from the heat and her dark hair stuck damply to her skin. She
dropped her purse on top of her desk and propped her arms on the side of the
air-conditioning unit so the windstream blew inside her sleeveless blouse.
"I thought Texas was the hottest
place on earth. How did anyone ever live here before air conditioning?"
she said.
"How'd you make out today?"
"Wait a minute and I'll tell you.
Damn, it was hot out there. What happened to the rain?"
"I don't know. It's unusual."
"Unusual? I felt like I was being
cooked alive inside wet cabbage leaves. I'm going to ask for my next assignment
in the Aleutians."
"I'm afraid you'll never make the
state Chamber of Commerce, Rosie."
She walked back to her desk, blowing her
breath up into her face, and opened her purse.
"What'd you do today?" she
asked.
"I tried to run down some of those
old cases, but they're pretty cold now—people have quit or retired or don't
remember, files misplaced, that sort of thing. But there's one interesting
thing here—" I spread a dozen National Crime Information Center fax sheets
over the top of my desk. "If one guy committed several of these unsolved
murders, it doesn't look like he ever operated outside the state. In other
words, there don't seem to be any unsolved female homicides that took place
during the same time period in an adjoining area in Texas, Arkansas, or
Mississippi.
"So this guy may not only be
homegrown but for one reason or another he's confined his murders to the state
of Louisiana."
"That'd be a new one," she
said. "Serial killers usually travel, unless they prey off a particular
local community, like gays or streetwalkers. Anyway, look at what jumped up out
of the weeds today."
She held up a plastic Ziploc bag with a
wood-handled, brass-tipped pocket knife inside. The single blade was opened and
streaked with rust.
"Where'd you find it?"
"A half mile back down the levee
from where the girl was found in the barrel. It was about three feet down from
the crest."
"You covered all that ground by
yourself?"
"More or less."
I looked at her a moment before I spoke
again. "Rosie, you're kind of new to the area, but that levee is used by
fishermen and hunters all the time. Sometimes they drop stuff."
"All my work for nothing,
huh?" She smiled and lifted a strand of hair off her eyebrow.
"I didn't say that—"
"I didn't tell you something else.
I ran into an elderly black man down there who sells catfish and frog legs off
the back of his pickup truck. He said that about a month ago, late at night, he
saw a white man in a new blue or black car looking for something on the levee
with a flashlight. Just like that
alligator poacher you questioned, he wondered why anybody would be down there
at night with a new automobile. He said the man with the light wasn't towing a
boat trailer and he didn't have a woman with him, either. Evidently he thinks
those are the only two reasonable explanations for anyone ever going down
there."
"Could he give you a description of
the white man?"
"No, he said he was busy stringing
a trotline between some duck blinds. What's a trotline, anyway?"
"You stretch a long piece of twine
above the water and tie it to a couple of stumps or flooded trees. Then
intermittently you hang twelve-inch pieces of weighted line with baited hooks
into the water. Catfish feed by the moon, and when they hook themselves, they
usually work the hook all the way through their heads and they're still on the
trotline when the fisherman picks it up in the morning."
I sat on the corner of her desk and
picked up the plastic bag and looked at the knife. It was the kind that was
made in Pakistan or Taiwan and could be purchased for two dollars on the
counter of almost any convenience store.
"If that was our man, what do you
think happened?" I said.
"Maybe that's where he bound her
with the electrician's tape. He used the knife to slice the tape, then dropped
it. He either searched for it that night or came back another night when he
discovered it was missing."
"I don't want to mess up your day,
Rosie, but our man doesn't seem to leave fingerprints. At least there were none
on the electrician's tape in the two murders that we think he committed. Why should he worry about losing the
knife?"
"He needs to orchestrate, to be in
control. He can't abide accidents."
"He left the ice pick in Cherry
LeBlanc."
"Because he meant to. He gave us
the murder weapon; it'll never be found on him. But he didn't plan to give us
his pocket knife. That bothers him."
"That's not a bad theory. Our man
is all about power, isn't he?"
She stood her purse up straight and
started to snap it shut. It clunked on the desk when she moved it. She reached
inside and lifted out her .357 magnum revolver, which looked huge in her small
hand, and replaced it on top of her billfold. She snapped the catch on the
purse.
"I said the obsession is about
power, isn't it?"
"Always, always, always," she
said.
The concentration seemed to go out of
her eyes, as though the day's fatigue had just caught up with her.
"Rosie?"
"What is it?"
"You feel okay?"
"I probably got dehydrated out
there."
"Drop the knife off with our
fingerprint man and I'll buy you a Dr Pepper."
"Another time. I want to see what's
on the knife."
"This time of day our fingerprint
man is usually backed up. He probably won't get to it until tomorrow."
"Then he's about to put in for some
overtime."
She straightened her shoulders, slung
her purse on her shoulder, and walked out the door into the corridor. A deputy
with a girth like a hogshead nodded to her deferentially and stepped aside to
let her pass.
When I was helping Batist clean up the
shop that evening I remembered that I hadn't called Elrod Sykes about his
invitation to go fishing out on the salt. Or maybe I had deliberately pushed it
out of my mind. I knew that Bootsie was probably right about Elrod. He was one
of the walking
wounded,
the kind for whom you always felt sympathy, but you knew eventually he'd rake a
whole dustpan of broken glass into your head.
I called up to the house and got the
telephone number that he had left with Bootsie. While Elrod's phone was
ringing, I gazed out the screen window at Alafair and a little black girl
playing with Tripod by the edge of a corn garden down the road. Tripod was on
his back, rolling in the baked dirt, digging his claws into a deflated
football. Even though there was still moisture in the root systems, the corn
looked sere and red against the late sun, and when the breeze lifted in the
dust the leaves crackled dryly around the scarecrow that was tilted at an angle
above the children's heads.
Kelly Drummond answered the phone, then
put Elrod on.
"You cain't go?" he said.
"No, I'm afraid not."
"Tomorrow's Saturday. Why don't you
take some time off?"
"Saturday's a big day for us at the
dock."
"Mr. Robicheaux . . . Dave . . . is
there some other problem here? I guess I was pretty fried when I was at your
house."
"We were glad to have you all. How
about I talk with you later? Maybe we'll go to a meeting, if you like."
"Sure," he said, his voice flat. "That sounds
okay."
"I appreciate the invitation. I
really do."
"Sure. Don't mention it. Another
time."
"Yes, that might be fine."
"So long, Mr. Robicheaux."
The line went dead, and I was left with
the peculiar sensation that I had managed both to be dishonest and to injure
the feelings of someone I liked.
Batist and I cleaned the ashes out of
the barbecue pit, on which we cooked sausage links and split chickens with a sauce
piquante and sold them at noon to fishermen for three-ninety-five a plate;
then we seined the dead shiners out of the bait tanks, wiped down the counters, swept the grained floors
clean, refilled the beer and soda-pop coolers, poured fresh crushed ice over
the bottles, loaded the candy and cigarette machines, put the fried pies,
hard-boiled eggs, and pickled hogs' feet in the icebox in case Tripod got into
the shop again, folded up the beach umbrellas on the spool tables, slid back
the canvas awning that stretched on wires over the dock, emptied water out of
all our rental boats, ran a security chain through a welded ring on the housing
of all the outboard engines, and finally latched the board flaps over the
windows and turned keys in all the locks.
I walked across the road and stopped by
the corn garden where Alafair and the black girl were playing. A pickup truck
banged over the ruts in the road and dust drifted across the cornstalks. Out in
the marsh, a solitary frog croaked, then the entire vault of sky seemed to ache
with the reverberation of thousands of other frogs.
"What's Tripod been into
today?" I said.
"Tripod's been good. He hasn't been
into anything, Dave," Alafair said. She picked Tripod up and thumped him
down on his back in her lap. His paws pumped wildly at the air.
"What you got there, Poteet?"
I said to the little black girl. Her pigtails were wrapped with rubber bands
and her elbows and knees were gray with dust.
"Found it right here in the
row," she said, and opened her hand. "What that is, Mr. Dave?"
"I told you. It's a minié
ball," Alafair said.
"It don't look like no ball to
me," Poteet said.
I picked it out of her hand. It was
smooth and cool in my palm, oxidized an off-white, cone-shaped at one end, grooved
with three rings, and hollowed at the base. The French contribution to the
science of killing people at long distances. It looked almost phallic.
"These were the bullets that were
used during the War Between the States, Poteet," I said, and handed it
back to her.
"Confederate and federal soldiers
fought all up and down this bayou."
"That's the war Alafair say you was
in, Mr. Dave?"
"Do I look that old to you
guys?"
"How much it worth?" Poteet
said.
"You can buy them for a dollar at a
store in New Orleans."
"You give me a dollar for it?"
Poteet said.
"Why don't you keep it instead,
Po'?" I said, and rubbed the top of her head.
"I don't want no nasty minié ball.
It probably gone in somebody," she said, and flung it into the cornstalks.
"Don't do that. You can use it in a
slingshot or something," Alafair said. She crawled on hands and knees up
the row and put the minié ball in the pocket of her jeans. Then she came back
and lifted Tripod up in her arms. "Dave, who was that old man?" she
said.
"What old man?"
"He got a stump," Poteet said.
"A stump?"
"That's right, got a stump for a
leg, got an arm look like a shriveled-up bird's claw," Poteet said.
"What are y'all talking
about?" I said.
"He was on a crutch, Dave. Standing
there in the leaves," Alafair said.
I knelt down beside them. "You guys
aren't making a lot of sense," I said.
"He was right up there in the corn
leaves. Talking in the wind," Poteet said. "His mouth just a big hole
in the wind without no sound coming out."
"I bet y'all saw the
scarecrow."
"If scarecrows got B.O.,"
Poteet said.
"Where'd this old man go?" I
said.
"He didn't go anywhere,"
Alafair said. "The wind started blowing real hard in the stalks and he
just disappeared."
"Disappeared?" I said.
"That's right," Poteet said.
"Him and his B.O."
"Did he have a black coat on, like
that scarecrow there?" I tried to smile, but my heart had started clicking
in my chest.
"No, suh, he didn't have no black
coat on," Poteet said.
"It was gray, Dave," Alafair
said. "Just like your shirt."
"Gray?" I said woodenly.
"Except it had some gold on the
shoulders," she said.
She smiled at me as though she had given
me a detail that somehow would remove the expression she saw on my face.
My knees popped when I stood up.
"You'd better come home for supper
now, Alf," I said.
"You mad, Dave? We done something
wrong?" Alafair said.
"Don't say 'we done,' little guy.
No, of course, I'm not mad. It's just been a long day. We'll see you later,
Poteet."
Alafair swung on my hand as she held on
to Tripod's leash, and we walked up the slope through the pecan trees toward
the lighted gallery of our house. The thick layer of humus and leaves and moldy
pecan husks cracked under our shoes. Behind the house the western horizon was
still as blue as a robin's egg and streaked with low-lying pink clouds.
"You're real tired, huh?" she
said.
"A little bit."
"Take a nap."
"Okay, little guy."
"Then we can go to Vezey's for ice
cream," she said. She grinned up at me.
"Were they epaulets?" I said.
"What?"
"The gold you saw on his shoulders.
Sometimes soldiers wear what they call epaulets on the shoulders of their
coats."
"How could he be a soldier? He was
on a crutch. You say funny things sometimes, Dave."
"I get it from a certain little
fellow I know."
"That man doesn't hurt children,
does he?"
"No, I'm sure he's harmless. Let's
don't worry about it anymore."
"Okay, big guy."
"I'll feed Tripod. Why don't you go
inside and wash your hands for supper?"
The screen door slammed after her, and I
looked back down the slope under the overhang of the trees at the corn garden
in the fading twilight. The wind dented and bent the stalks and straightened
the leaves and swirled a column of dust around the blank cheesecloth visage of
the scarecrow. The dirt road was empty, the bait shop dark, the gray clouds of
insects hovering over the far side of the bayou almost like a metamorphic and
tangible shape in the damp heat and failing light. I stared at the cornstalks
and the hot sky filled with angry birds, then pinched the moisture and salt out
of my eyes and went inside the house.
A TROPICAL
STORM THAT HAD BEEN EXPECTED TO HIT THE Alabama
coast changed direction and made landfall at Grand Isle, Louisiana. At false
dawn the sky had been bone white, then a red glow spread across the eastern
horizon as though a distant fire were burning out of control. The barometer
dropped; the air became suddenly cooler; the bream began popping the bayou's
darkening surface; and in less than an hour a line of roiling, lightning-forked
clouds moved out of the south and covered the wetlands from horizon to horizon
like an enormous black lid. The rain thundered like hammers on the wood dock
and the bait shop's tin roof, filled our unrented boats with water, clattered on
the islands of lily pads in the bayou, and dissolved the marsh into a gray and
shapeless mist.
Then I saw a sleek white cabin cruiser
approaching the dock, its windows beaten with rain, riding in on its own wake
as the pilot cut back the throttle. Batist and I were under the awning,
carrying the barbecue pit into the lee of the shop. Batist had two inches of a
dead cigar in the corner of his
mouth; he squinted through the rain at the boat as it bumped against the strips
of rubber tire nailed to the dock pilings.
"Who that is?" he said.
"I hate to think."
"He wavin' at you, Dave. Hey, it's
that drunk man done fell in the bayou the ot'er night. That man must surely
love water."
We set the barbecue pit under the eave
of the building and got back inside. The rain was whipping off the roof like
frothy ropes. Through the screen window I could see Elrod and Kelly Drummond
moving around inside the boat's cabin.
"Oh, oh, he trying to get out on
the dock, Dave. I ain't goin' out there to pull him out of the bayou this time,
me. Somebody ought to give that man swimmin' lessons or a big rock, one, give
people some relief."
Our awning extended on wires all the way
to the lip of the dock, and Elrod was trying to climb over the cruiser's
gunwale into the protected area under the canvas. He was bare-chested, his
white golf slacks soaked and pasted against his skin, his rubber-soled boat
shoes sopping with water. His hand slipped off the piling, and he fell backward
onto the deck, raked a fishing rod down with him and snapped it in half so that
it looked like a broken coat hanger.
I put on my rain hat and went outside.
Elrod shielded his eyes with his hands
and looked up at me in the rain. A purple and green rose was tattooed on his
upper left chest.
"I guess I haven't got my sea legs
yet," he said.
"Get back inside," I said, and
jumped down into the boat.
"We're going after speckled trout.
They always hit in the rain. At least they do on the Texas coast."
The rain was cold and stung like BBs.
From two feet away I could smell the heavy surge of beer on his breath.
"I'm going inside," I said,
and pulled open the cabin door.
"Sure. That's what I was trying to
do. Invite you down for a sandwich or a Dr Pepper or a tonic or
something," he said, and closed the cabin door behind us.
Kelly Drummond wore leather sandals, a
pair of jeans, and the Ragin' Cajuns T-shirt with my name ironed on the back
that Alafair had given to Elrod after he had fallen into the bayou. She picked
up a towel and began rubbing Elrod's hair with it. Her green eyes were clear,
her face fresh, as though she had recently awakened from a deep sleep.
"You want to go fishing with
us?" she said.
"I wouldn't advise going out on the
salt today. You'll probably get knocked around pretty hard out there."
She looked at Elrod.
"The wind'll die pretty soon,"
he said.
"I wouldn't count on that," I
said.
"The guy who rented us the boat
said it can take pretty heavy seas. This weather's not that big a deal, is
it?" he said.
On the floor was an open cooler filled
with cracked ice, long-necked bottles of Dixie, soda pop, and tonic water.
"I can outfit you with some fly
rods and popping bugs," I said. "Why not wait until the rain quits
and then try for some bass and goggle-eye perch?"
"When's the last time you caught
fresh-water fish right after a rain?" He smiled crookedly at me.
"Suit yourself. But I think what
you're doing is a bad idea," I said. I looked at Kelly.
"El, we don't have to go
today," she said. "Why don't we just drive down to New Orleans and
mess around in the French Quarter?"
"I planned this all week."
"Come on, El. Give it up. It looks
like Noah's flood out there."
"Sorry, we've got to do it. You can
understand that, cain't you, Mr. Robicheaux?"
"Not really. Anyway, watch the bend
in the channel about three
miles south. The water's been low and there're some snags on the left."
"Three miles south? Yeah, I'll
watch it," he said, his eyes refocusing on nothing. His suntanned, taut
chest was beaded with water. His feet were wide spread to keep his balance,
even though the boat was not moving. "You sure you don't want a tonic?"
"Thanks, anyway. Good luck to you
all," I said.
Before I went out the cabin door, Kelly
made her eyes jump at me, but I closed the door behind me and stepped up on the
gunwale and onto the dock.
I began pushing huge balloons of water
out of the awning with a broom handle and didn't hear her come up behind me.
"He'll listen to you. Tell him not
to go out there," she said. There was a pinched indentation high up on her
right cheek.
"I think you should tell him that
yourself."
"You don't understand. He had a big
fight with Mikey yesterday about the script and walked off the set. Then this
morning he put the boat on Mikey's credit card. Maybe if we take the boat back
now, the man'll tear up the credit slip. You think he might do that?"
"I don't know."
"El's going to get fired, Mr.
Robicheaux."
"Tell Elrod you're staying here.
That's about all I can suggest."
"He'll go anyway."
"I wish I could help you."
"That's it? Au revoir, fuck
you, boat people?"
"In the last two days Elrod told
both me and my wife he'd like to go to an AA meeting with me. Now it's ten in
the morning and he's already ripped. What do you think the real problem is—the
boat, your director, the rain, me, or maybe something else?"
She turned around as though to leave,
then turned back and faced
me again. There was a bright, painful light in her green eyes, the kind that
comes right before tears.
"What do I do?" she said.
"Go inside the shop. I'll try
again," I said.
I climbed back down into the boat and
went into the cabin. He had his elbows propped on the instrument panel, while
he ate a po'-boy sandwich and stared at the rain dancing in a yellow spray on
the bayou.
His face had become wan and indolent,
either from fatigue or alcoholic stupor, passive to all insult or intimidation.
The more I talked, the more he yawned.
"She's a good lady, El," I
said. "A lot of men would cut off their fingers with tin snips to have one
like her."
"You got that right."
"Then why don't you quit this
bullshit, at least for one day, and let her have a little serenity?"
Then his eyes focused on the cooler, on
an amber, sweating bottle of Dixie nestled in the ice.
"All right," he said casually.
"Let me borrow your fly rods, Mr. Robicheaux. I'll take good care of
them."
"You're not going out on the
salt?"
"No, I get seasick anyway."
"You want to leave the beer box
with me?"
"It came with the boat. That fellow
might get mad if I left it somewhere. Thanks for your thoughtfulness,
though."
"Yeah, you bet."
After they were gone, I resolved that
Elrod Sykes was on his own with his problems.
"Hey, Dave, that man really a big
movie actor?" Batist said.
"He's big stuff out in Hollywood,
Batist. Or at least he used to be."
"He rich?"
"Yeah, I guess he is."
"That's his reg'lar woman, too,
huh?"
"Yep."
"How come he's so unhappy?"
"I don't know, Batist. Probably
because he's a drunk."
"Then why don't he stop gettin'
drunk?"
"I don't know, partner."
"You mad 'cause I ax a
question?"
"Not in the least, Batist," I
said, and headed for the back of the shop and began stacking crates of canned
soda pop in the storeroom.
"You got some funny moods,
you," I heard him say behind me.
A half hour later the phone rang.
"Hello," I said.
"We got a problem down here,"
a voice said.
There was static on the line and rain
was throbbing on the shop's tin roof.
"Elrod?"
"Yeah. We hit some logs or a
sandbar or something."
"Where are you?"
"At a pay phone in a little store.
I waded ashore."
"Where's the boat?"
"I told you, it's messed up."
"Wait until the water rises, then
you'll probably float free."
"There's a bunch of junk in the
propellor."
"What are you asking me,
Elrod?"
"Can you come down here?"
Batist was eating some chicken and dirty
rice at the counter. He looked at my face and laughed to himself.
"How far down the bayou is the
boat?" I said.
"About three miles. That bend you
were talking about."
"The bend I was talking about,
huh?"
"Yeah, you were right. There're
some dead trees or logs in the water there. We ran right into them."
"We?"
"Yeah."
"I'll come after you, but I'm also
going to give you a bill for my time."
"Sure thing, absolutely, Dave. This
is really good of you. If lean—"
I put the receiver back on the hook.
"Tell Bootsie I'll be back in about an hour," I said.
Batist had finished his lunch and was
peeling the cellophane off a fresh cigar. The humor had gone out of his face.
"Dave, I ain't one to tell you what
to do, no," he said. "But there's people that's always gonna be axin'
for somet'ing. When you deal with them kind, it don't matter how much you give,
it ain't never gonna be enough."
He lit his cigar and fixed his eyes on
me as he puffed on the smoke.
I put on my raincoat and hat, hitched a
boat and trailer to my truck, and headed down the dirt road under the canopy of
oak trees toward the general store where Elrod had made his call. The trailer
was bouncing hard in the flooded chuck-holes, and through the rearview mirror I
could see the outboard engine on the boat's stern wobbling against the engine
mounts. I shifted down to second gear, pulled to a wide spot on the road, and
let a car behind me pass. The driver, a man wearing a shapeless fedora, looked
in the opposite direction of me, out toward the bayou, as he passed.
Elrod was not at the general store, and
I drove a quarter mile farther south to the bend where he had managed to put
the cabin cruiser right through the limbs of a submerged tree and
simultaneously scrape the bow up on a sandbar. The bayou was running high and
yellow now, and gray nests of dead morning-glory vines had stuck to the bow and
fanned back and forth in the current.
I backed my trailer into the shallows,
then unwinched my boat into the water, started the engine, and opened it up in
a shuddering whine against the steady clatter of the rain on the bayou's
surface.
I came astern of the cabin cruiser and
looped the painter on a cleat atop the gunwale so that my boat swung back in
the lee of the cruiser. The current was swirling with mud and
I couldn't see the propeller, but
obviously it was fouled. From under the keel floated a streamer of torn
hyacinth vines and lily pads, baited trotline, a divot ripped out of a conical
fish net, and even the Clorox marker bottle that went with it.
Elrod came out of the cabin with a
newspaper over his head.
"How does it look?" he said.
"I'll cut some of this trash loose,
then we'll try to back her into deeper water. How'd you hit a fish net? Didn't
you see the Clorox bottle?"
"Is that how they mark those
things?"
I opened my Puma knife, reached as deep
below the surface as I could, and began pulling and sawing away the flotsam
from the propeller.
"I 'spect the truth is I don't have
any business out here," he said.
I flung a handful of twisted hyacinths
and tangled fishline toward the bank and looked up into his face. The alcoholic
shine had gone out of his eyes. Now they simply looked empty, on the edge of
regret.
"You want me to get down in the
water and do that?" he asked. Then he glanced away at something on the far
bank.
"No, that's all right," I
said. I stepped up on the bow of my boat and over the rail of the cabin
cruiser. "Let's see what happens. If I can't shake her loose, I'll tie my
outboard onto the bow and try to pull her sideways into the current."
We went inside the dryness of the cabin
and closed the door. Kelly was sleeping on some cushions, her face nestled into
one arm. When she woke, she looked around sleepily, her cheek wrinkled with the
imprint of her arm; then she realized that little had changed in her and
Elrod's dreary morning and she said, "Oh," almost like a child to
whom awakenings are not good moments.
I started the engine, put it in reverse,
and gave it the gas. The hull vibrated against the sandbar, and through the
back windows I could see mud and
dead vegetation boiling to the bayou's surface behind the stern. But we didn't
move off the sandbar. I tried to go forward and rock it loose, then I finally
cut the engine.
"It's set pretty hard, but it might
come off if you push against the bow, Elrod," I said. "You want to do
that?"
"Yeah, sure."
"It's not deep there. Just stay on
the sandbar, close to the hull."
"Put on a life jacket, El,"
Kelly said.
"I swam across the Trinity River
once at flood stage when houses were floating down it," he said.
She took a life jacket out of a top
compartment, picked up his wrist, and slipped his arm through one of the loops.
He grinned at me. Then his eyes looked out the glass at the far bank.
"What's that guy doing?" he
said.
"Which guy?" I said.
"The guy knocking around in the
brush out there."
"How about we get your boat loose
and worry about other people later?" I said.
"You got it," he said, tied
one lace on his jacket, and went out into the rain.
He held on to the rail on the cabin roof
and worked his way forward toward the bow. Kelly watched him through the glass,
biting down on the corner of his lip.
"He waded ashore before," I
said, and smiled at her. "He's not in any danger there."
"El has accidents. Always."
"A psychologist might say there's a
reason for that."
She turned away from the glass, and her
green eyes moved over my face.
"You don't know him, Mr.
Robicheaux. Not the gentle person who gives himself no credit for anything.
You're too hard on him."
"I don't mean to be."
"You are. You judge him."
"I'd like to see him get help. But
he won't as long as he's on the juice or using."
"I wish I had those kinds of easy
answers."
"They're not easy. Not at
all."
Elrod eased himself over the gunwale,
sinking to his chest, then felt his way through the silt toward the slope on
the sandbar.
"Can you stand in the stern? For
the weight," I said to Kelly.
"Where?"
"In the back of the boat."
"Sure."
"Take my raincoat."
"I'm already sopped."
I restarted the engine.
"Just a minute," I said, and
put my rain hat on her head. Her wet blond curls were flattened against her
brow. "I don't mean to be personal, but I think you're a special lady, Ms.
Drummond, a real soldier."
She used both her hands to pull the
hat's floppy brim down tightly on her hair. She didn't answer, but for the
first time since I had met her, she looked directly into my eyes with no
defensiveness or anger or fear and in fact with a measure of respect that I
felt in all probability was not easily won.
I waved at Elrod through the front
glass, kicked the engine into reverse, and opened the throttle. The exhaust
pipes throbbed and blew spray high into the air at the waterline, the windows
shook, the boards under my feet hummed with the vibrations from the engine
compartment. I looked over my shoulder through the back glass and saw Kelly
bent across the gunwale, pushing at the bottom of the bayou with a tarpon gaff;
then suddenly the hull scraped backward in the sand, sliding out of a trench in
a yellow and brown gush of silt and dead reeds, and popped free in the current.
Elrod was standing up on the sandbar,
his balled fists raised over his head in victory.
I cut the gas and started out the cabin
door to get the anchor.
Just as the rain struck my bare head and stung my eyes, just as I
looked across the bayou and saw the man in the shapeless fedora kneeling hard
against an oak tree, his shadowed face aimed along the sights of a bolt-action
rifle, the leather sling twisted military style around the forearm, I knew that
I was caught in one of those moments that will always remain forever too late,
knew this even before I could yell, wave my arms, tell him that the person in
the rain hat and Ragin' Cajuns T-shirt with my name on the back was not me.
Then the rifle's muzzle flashed in the rain, the report echoing across the
water and into the willow islands. The bullet cut a hole like a rose petal in
the back of Kelly's shirt and left an exit wound in her throat that made me think
of wolves with red mouths running through trees.
It was a strange week, for me as well as the town. Kelly's death brought journalists from all over the country
to New Iberia. They filled all the motels, rented every available automobile in
Lafayette, and dwarfed in both numbers and technical sophistication our small
area news services.
Many of them
were simply trying to do their jobs. But another kind came among us, too, those
who have a voyeuristic glint in their eyes, whose real motivations and
potential for callousness are unknown even to themselves.
I got an unlisted phone number for the
house.
I began to be bothered by an odor, both
in my sleep and during the late afternoon when the sun baked down on the
collapsed barn at the back of our property. I noticed it the second day after
Kelly's death, the day that Elrod escorted her body back to Kentucky for the
burial. It smelled like dead rats. I scattered a bag of lime among the weeds
and rotted boards and the smell went away. Then the next afternoon it was back,
stronger than before, as invasive as a stranger's soiled palm held to your
face.
I put our bedroom fan in the side window
so it would draw air from the front of the house, but I would dream of turkey
buzzards circling over a corrugated rice field, of sandflecked winds blowing
across the formless and decomposing shape of a large animal, of a woman's hair
and fingernails wedging against the sides of a metal box.
On the seventh morning I woke early, walked
past the duck pond in the soft blue light, soaked the pile of boards and strips
of rusted tin with gasoline, and set it afire. The flames snapped upward in an
enormous red-black handkerchief, and a cottonmouth moccasin, with a body as
thick as my wrist, slithered out of the boards into the weeds, the hindquarters
of an undigested rat protruding from its mouth.
The shooter left nothing behind, no
ejected brass, no recoverable prints from the tree trunk where he had fired.
The pocket knife Rosie had found on the levee turned out to be free of prints.
Almost all of our work had proved worthless. We had no suspects; our theories
about motivation were as potentially myriad as the time we were willing to
invest in thinking about them. But one heart-sinking and unalterable conclusion
remained in front of my eyes all day long, in my conversations with Rosie, the
sheriff, and even the deputies who went out of their way to say good morning
through my office door—Kelly Drummond was dead, and she was dead because she
had been mistaken for me.
I didn't even see Mikey Goldman walk into my
office. I looked up and he was standing there, flexing the balls of his
feet, his protruding, pale eyes roving about the room, a piece of cartilage
working in his jaw like an angry dime.
"Can I sit down?" he said.
"Go ahead."
"How you doing?"
"I'm fine, thanks. How are
you?"
"I'm all right." His eyes went
all over me, as though I were an object he was seeing for the first time.
"Can I help you with
something?" I said.
"Who's the fucking guy who did
this?"
"When we know that, he'll be in
custody."
"In custody? How about blowing his
head off instead?"
"What's up, Mr. Goldman?"
"How you handling it?"
"I beg your pardon?"
"How you handling it? I'm talking
about you. I've been there, my friend. First Marine Division, Chosin Reservoir.
Don't try to bullshit me."
I put down my fountain pen on the desk
blotter, folded my hands, and stared at him.
"I'm afraid we're operating on two
different wavelengths here," I said.
"Yeah? The guy next to you takes a
round, and then maybe you start wondering if you aren't secretly glad it was
him instead of you. Am I wrong?"
"What do you want?"
He rubbed the curly locks of
salt-and-pepper hair on his neck and rolled his eyes around the room. The skin
around his mouth was taut, his chin and jaw hooked in a peculiar martial way
like a drill instructor's.
"Elrod's going to go crazy on me. I
know it, I've seen him there before. He's a good kid, but he traded off some of
his frontal lobes for magic mushrooms a long time ago. He likes you, he'll
listen to you. Are you following me?"
"No."
"You keep him at your place, you
stay out at his place, I don't care how you do it. I'm going to finish this
picture."
"You're an incredible man, Mr.
Goldman."
"What?" He began curling his
fingers backward, as though he wanted to pull words from my chest. "You
heard I got no feelings, I don't care about my actors, movie people are callous
dipshits?"
"I never heard your name before you
came to New Iberia. It seems to me, though, you have only one thing on your
mind—getting what you want. Anyway, I'm not interested in taking care of Elrod Sykes."
"If I get my hands on the fuckhead
who shot Kelly, you're going to have to wipe him off the wallpaper."
"Eventually we're going to get this
guy, Mr. Goldman. But in the meantime, the vigilante histrionics don't float
too well in a sheriff's department. Frankly, they're not too convincing,
either."
"What?"
"Ask yourself a question: How many
professional killers, and the guy who did this is a professional killer, could
a rural parish like this have? Next question: Who comprises the one well-known
group of professional criminals currently with us in New Iberia? Answer: Julie
Balboni and his entourage of hired cretins. Next question: Who's in a movie
partnership with these characters?"
He leaned back in his chair, bouncing his
wrists lightly on the chair's arms, glancing about the room, his eyes
mercurial, one moment almost amused, then suddenly focused on some festering
inner concern.
"Mr. Goldman?" I said.
"Yeah? You got something else to
say?"
"No, sir, not a thing."
"Good. That's good. You're not a
bad guy. You've just got your head up your hole with your own problems. It's
just human."
"I see. I'm going down the hall for
a cup of coffee now," I said. "I suspect you'll be gone when I get
back."
He rose to his feet and flexed a kink
out of his back. He unwrapped a short length of peppermint candy and stuck it
in his jaw.
"You want one?" he said.
"No, thanks."
"Don't pretend to be a Rotary man.
I checked out your background before I asked you to babysit Elrod. You're as
crazy as any of us. You're always just one step away from blowing up somebody's
shit."
He cocked his finger, pointed it at me,
and made a hollow popping sound with his mouth.
That night I dreamed that I was
trying to save a woman from drowning way out on the Gulf of Mexico. We
were sliding down a deep trough, the froth whipping across her blond curls and
bloodless face, her eyes sealed against the cobalt sky. Our heads protruded
from the water as though they had been severed and placed on a plate. Then her
body turned to stone, heavier than a marble statue, and there was no way I
could keep her afloat. She sank from my arms, plummeting downward into a vortex
of spinning green light, down into a canyon hundreds of feet below, a gush of
air bubbles rising from a pale wound in her throat.
ROSIE CAME
THROUGH THE DOOR, CLUNKED HER PURSE LOUDLY on her desk, and began rummaging through the file cabinet. She had
to stand on her toes to see down into the top drawer.
"You want to have lunch
today?" she asked.
"What?"
"Lunch . . . do you want to have
lunch? Come in, Earth."
"Thanks, I'll probably go
home." Then as an afterthought I said, "You're welcome to join
us."
"That's all right. Another
time." She sat down behind her desk and began shifting papers around in a
couple of file folders. But her eyes kept glancing up into my face.
"Have you got something on your
mind?" I asked.
"Yeah, you."
"You must be having an uneventful
day."
"I worked late last night. The
dispatcher and I had a cup of coffee together. He asked me how I was getting
along here, and I told him real good, no complaints. Then he asked me if I'd
experienced any more smart-aleck behavior from some of the resident clowns in
the department. I told him they'd been perfect gentlemen. I bet you can't guess
what he said next."
"You got me."
She imitated a Cajun accent. "
'Them guys give you any mo' trouble, you just tell Dave, Miz Rosie. He done
tole 'em what's gonna happen the next time they bother you.' "
"He was probably exaggerating a
little bit."
"You didn't need to do that for me,
Dave."
"I apologize."
"Don't be a wise-ass, either."
"Boy, you're a pistol."
"How should I take that?"
"I don't know. How about easing
up?"
"Don't count on it."
She rested one small hand on top of the
other. She had the same solid posture behind her desk that I remembered in the
nuns at the elementary school I attended.
"You look tired," she said.
"I have bouts of insomnia."
"You want to talk about what
happened out on the bayou?"
"No."
"Do you feel guilty about it?"
"What do you think I feel? I feel
angry about it."
"Why?"
"What kind of question is
that?"
"Do you feel angry because you
couldn't control what happened? Do you think somehow you're to blame for her
death?"
"What if I said 'yes to all the
above'? What difference would it make? She's dead."
"I think beating up on yourself has
about as much merit as masturbation."
"You're a friend, Rosie, but let it
go."
I busied myself with my paperwork and
did not look back up for almost a minute. When I did, her eyes were still fixed
on me.
"I just got some interesting
information from the Bureau about Julie Balboni," she said. She waited,
then said, "Are you listening?"
"Yes."
"This year N.O.P.D. Vice has closed
up a half-dozen of his dirty
movie theaters and two of his escort services. His fishing fleet just went into
bankruptcy, too." When I didn't respond, she continued. "That's where
he laundered a lot of his drug money. He'd declare all kinds of legitimate
profits to the IRS that never existed."
"That's how all the wiseguys do it,
Rosie. In every city in the United States."
"Except the auditors at the IRS say
he just made a big mistake. He came up with millions of dollars for this Civil
War movie and he's going to have a hard time explaining where he got it."
"Don't count on it."
"The IRS nails their butts to the
wall when nobody else can."
I sharpened a pencil over the
wastebasket with my pocket knife.
"I have the feeling I'm boring
you," she said.
"No, you're just reviving some of
my earlier misgivings."
"What?"
"I think your agency wants Julie's
ass in a sling. I think these murders have secondary status."
"That's what you think, is
it?"
"That's the way it looks from
here."
She rose from her chair, closed the
office door, then stood by my desk. She wore a white silk blouse with a
necklace of black wooden beads. Her fingers were hooked in front of her stomach
like an opera singer's.
"Julie's been a longtime
embarrassment to the feds," I continued. "He's connected to half the
crime in New Orleans and so far he's never spent one day in the bag."
"When I was sixteen something
happened to me that I thought I'd never get over." There was a flush of
color in her throat. "Not just because of what two drunken crew leaders
did to me in the back of a migrant farmworkers' bus, either. It was the way the
cops treated it. In some ways that was even worse. Have I got your attention,
sir?"
"You don't need to do this,
Rosie."
"Like hell I don't. The next day I
was sitting with my father in the waiting room outside the sheriff's office. I
heard two deputies laughing about it. They not only thought it was funny, one
of them said something about pepper-belly poontang. I'll never forget that moment.
Not as long as I live."
I folded up my pocket knife and stared
at the tops of my fingers. I brushed the pencil shavings off my fingers into
the wastebasket.
"I'm sorry," I said.
"When I went to work for the
Bureau, I swore I'd never see a woman treated the way I was. So I take severe
exception to your remarks, Dave. I'd like to bust Julie Balboni, but that has
nothing to do with the way I feel about the man who raped and murdered these
women."
"Where'd this happen?"
"In a migrant camp outside of
Bakersfield. It's not an unusual story. Ask any woman who's ever been on a crew
bus."
"I think you're a solid cop, Rosie.
I think you'll nail any perp you put in your sights."
"Then change your goddamn
attitude."
"All right."
She was waiting for me to say something
else, but I didn't.
Her shoulders sagged and she started
back toward her desk. Then she turned around. Her eyes were wet.
"That's all you've got to
say?" she asked.
"No, it's not."
"What, then?"
"I'm proud to be working with you.
I think you're a standup lady."
She started to take a Kleenex out of her
purse, then she snapped the purse shut again and took a breath.
"I'm going down the hall a
minute," she said.
"All right."
"Are we both clear about the
priority in this investigation, Dave?"
"Yeah, I think we are."
"Good. Because I don't want to have
this kind of discussion again."
"Let me mention just one thing
before you go. Several years ago my second wife was murdered by some drug
dealers. You know that, don't you?"
"Yes."
"One way or another, the guys and
the woman who killed her went down for it. But sometimes I wake up in the
middle of the night and the old anger comes back. Even though these people took
a heavy fall, for a couple of them the whole trip, sometimes it still doesn't
seem enough. You know the feeling I'm talking about, don't you?"
"Yes."
"Fair enough." Then I said,
"You're sure you don't want to come home and have lunch with us
today?"
"This isn't the day for it, Dave.
Thanks, anyway," she said, and went out the door with her purse clutched
under her arm, her face set as impassively as a soldier's.
Elrod Sykes called the office just after
I had returned from lunch. His voice was deep, his accent more pronounced.
"You know where there're some ruins
of an old plantation house south of your boat dock?" he asked.
"What about it?"
"Can you meet me there in a half
hour?"
"What for?"
"I want to talk to you, that's what
for."
"Talk to me now, Elrod, or come
into the office."
"I get nervous down there. For some
reason police uniforms always make me think of a breathalyzer machine. I don't
know why that might be."
"You sound like your boat might
have caught the early tide."
"Who cares? I want to show you
something. Can you be there or not?"
"I don't think so."
"What the fuck is with you? I've
got some information about Kelly's death. You want it or not?"
"Maybe you ought to give some
thought as to how you talk to people."
"I left my etiquette in Kelly's
family plot up in Kentucky. I'll meet you in thirty minutes. If you're not
interested, fuck you, Mr. Robicheaux."
He hung up the phone. I had the feeling I was beginning to see
the side of Elrod's personality that had earned him the attention of the
tabloids.
Twenty minutes later I drove my pickup
truck down a dirt lane through a canebrake to the ruins of a sugar planter's
home that had been built on the bayou in the 1830s. In 1863 General Banks's
federal troops had dragged the piano outside and smashed it apart in the
coulee, then as an afterthought had torched the slave quarters and the second
story of the planter's home. The roof and cypress timbers had collapsed inside
the brick shell, the cisterns and outbuildings had decayed into humus, the
smithy's forge was an orange smear in the damp earth, and vandals had knocked
down most of the stone markers in the family cemetery and, looking for gold and
silver coins, had pried up the flagstones in the fireplaces.
Why spend time with a rude drunk,
particularly on the drunk's terms?
Because it's difficult to be hard-nosed
or righteous toward a man who, for the rest of his life, will probably wake
sweating in the middle of the night with a recurring nightmare or whose series
of gray dawns will offer no promise of light except that first shuddering
razor-edged rush that comes out of a whiskey glass.
I leaned against the fender of my truck
and watched Elrod's lavender Cadillac come down the dirt lane and into
the shade of the oak trees that grew in front of
the ruined house. The security guard from the set, Murphy Doucet, was behind
the wheel, and Elrod sat in the passenger's seat, his tanned arm balanced on
the window ledge, a can of Coca-Cola in his hand.
"How you doing today, Detective
Robicheaux?" Doucet said.
"Fine. How are you?"
"Like they say, we all chop cotton
for the white man one way or another, you know what I mean?" he said, and
winked.
He rubbed the white scar that was
embossed like a chicken's foot on his throat and opened a newspaper on the
steering wheel. Elrod came around the side of the Cadillac in blue swimming shorts,
a beige polo shirt, and brand-new Nike running shoes.
He drank from his Coca-Cola can, set it
on the hood of the car, then put a breath mint in his mouth. His eyes wandered
around the clearing, then focused wanly on the sunlight winking off the bayou
beyond the willow trees.
"Would you like to continue our
conversation?" I said.
"You think I was out of line or
something?"
"What did you want to tell me,
Elrod?"
"Take a walk with me out yonder in
those trees and I'll show you something."
"The old cemetery?"
"That isn't it. Something you
probably don't know about."
We walked through a thicket of stunted
oaks and hack-berry trees, briars and dead morning-glory vines, to a small
cemetery with a rusted and sagging piked iron fence around it. Pines with
deep-green needles grew out of the graves. A solitary brick crypt had long ago
collapsed in upon itself and become overgrown with wild roses and showers of
four o'-clocks.
Elrod stood beside me, and I could smell
the scent of bourbon
and spearmint on his breath. He looked out into the dazzling sunlight but his
eyes didn't squint. They had a peculiar look in them, what we used to call in
Vietnam the thousand-yard stare.
"There," he said, "in the
shade, right on the edge of those hackberry trees. You see those
depressions?"
"No."
He squeezed my arm hard and pointed.
"Right where the ground slopes down
to the bayou," he said, and walked ahead of me toward the rear of the
property. He pointed down at the ground. "There's four of them. You stick
a shovel in here and you'll bring up bone."
In a damp area, where rainwater drained
off the incline into a narrow coulee, there was a series of indentations that
were covered with mushrooms.
"What's the point of all this?" I said.
"They were cooking mush in an iron
pot and an artillery shell got all four of them. The general put wood crosses
on their graves, but they rotted away a long time ago. He was a hell of an
officer, Mr. Robicheaux."
"I'll be going now," I said.
"I'd like to help you, Elrod, but I think you've marked your own
course."
"I've been with these guys. I know
what they went through. They had courage, by God. They made soup out of their
shoes and rifle balls out of melted nails and wagonwheel rims. There was no way
in hell they were going to quit."
I turned and began walking back to my
truck. Through the shade I could see the security guard urinating by the open
door of the Cadillac. Elrod caught up with me. His hand clenched on my arm
again.
"You want to write me off as a
wet-brain, that's your business," he said. "You don't care about what
these guys went through, that's your business, too. I didn't bring you out here
for this, anyway."
"Then why am I here?"
He turned me toward him with his hand.
"Because I don't like somebody
carrying my oil can," he said.
"What?"
"That's a Texas expression. It
means I don't want somebody else toting my load. You've convinced yourself the
guy who killed Kelly thought he had you in his sights. That's right, isn't
it?"
"Maybe."
"What makes you so goddamn
important?"
I continued to walk toward my truck. He
caught up with me again.
"You listen to me," he said.
"Before she was killed I had a blowout with Mikey. I told him the script
stinks, the screenwriters he's hired couldn't get jobs writing tampon ads, he's
nickel-and-dimeing the whole project to death, and I'm walking off the set
unless he gets his head on straight. The greaseballs heard me."
"Which greaseballs?"
"Balboni's people. They're all over
the set. They killed Kelly to keep me in line."
His facial skin high up on one cheek
crinkled and seemed almost to vibrate.
"Take it easy, El."
"They made her an object lesson,
Mr. Robicheaux."
I touched his arm with my hand.
"Maybe Julie's involved, maybe
not," I said. "But if he is, it's not because of you. You've got to
trust me on this one."
He turned his face away and pushed at
one eye with the heel of his hand.
"When Julie and his kind create
object lessons, they go right to the source of their problem," I said.
"They don't select out innocuous people. It causes them too many
problems."
I heard his breath in his throat.
"I made them keep the casket
closed," he said. "I told the funeral director in Kentucky, if he let her parents see her like
that, I'd be back, I'd—"
I put my arm over his shoulder and
walked back through the cemetery with him.
"Let's go back to town and have
something to eat," I said. "Like somebody said to me this morning,
it's no good to kick ourselves around the block, is it? What do you
think?"
"She's dead. I cain't see her,
either. It's not right."
"I beg your pardon?"
"I see those soldiers but I cain't
see her. Why's that? It doesn't make any sense."
"I'll be honest with you, partner.
I think you're floating on the edge of delirium tremens. Put the cork in the
jug before you get there, El. Believe me, you don't have to die to go to
hell."
"You figure me for plumb down the
road and around the bend, don't you? I don't blame you. I got my doubts about
what I see myself."
"Maybe that's not a bad sign."
"When we were driving through that
canebrake, I said to Murph, the security guy, 'Who's that standing behind Mr.
Robicheaux?' Then I looked again and I knew who it was. Except I've never seen
him in daylight before. When I looked again, he was gone. Which isn't the way
he does things."
"I'm going to an A A meeting
tonight. You want to come?"
"Yeah, why not? It cain't be worse
than having dinner with Mikey and the greaseballs."
"You might be a little careful
about your vocabulary when you're around those guys."
"Boy, I wonder what my grandpa
would say if he saw me working with the likes of that bunch. I told you he was
a Texas ranger, didn't I?"
"You surely did."
"You know what he once told me
about Bonnie Parker and Clyde Barrow? He said—"
"I have to get back to the office.
How about I pick you up at your place at seven-thirty?"
"Sure. Thanks for coming out, Mr.
Robicheaux. I'm sorry about my bad manners on the phone. I'm not given to using
profanity like that. I don't know what got into me." He picked up his soda
can off the hood of his Cadillac and started to drink out of it. "It's
just Coca-Cola. That's a fact."
"You'd better drink it then."
He smiled at me.
"It rots your teeth," he said,
and emptied the can into the dirt.
That night I sat alone in the bait shop, a glass of iced coffee in my
hand, and tried to figure the connection between Kelly's death and the pursuit
of a serial killer who might also be involved with prostitution. Nothing in the
investigation seemed to fit. Was the serial killer also a pimp? Why did his
crimes seem to be completely contained within the state of Louisiana? If he had
indeed mistaken Kelly for me, what had I discovered in the investigation that
would drive him to attempt the murder of a police officer? And what was Baby
Feet Balboni's stake in all this?
Equally troubling was the possibility
that Kelly's death had nothing to do with our hunt for a serial killer. Maybe
the rifleman in the fedora had had another motivation, one that was connected
with a rat's nest of bones, strips of dried skin, rotted clothing, and a patch
of kinky hair attached to a skull plate. Did someone out there believe that
somehow that gaping mouth, impacted with sand, strung with green algae, could
whisper the names of two killers who thought they had buried their dark deed in
water thirty-five years ago?
We live today in what people elect to
call the New South. But racial fear, and certainly white guilt over racial
injustice, die hard. Hogman Patin, who probably feared very little in this
world, had cautioned me because of my discovery of the lynched black man out in
the Atchafalaya. He had also suggested that the dead man had been involved with
a white woman. To Hogman, those events of years ago were still alive, still
emblematic of an unforgiven and collective shame, to be spoken about as
obliquely as possible, in all probability because some of the participants were
still alive, too.
Maybe it was time to have another talk
with Hogman, I thought.
When I drove out to his house on the bayou, the interior was
dark and the white curtains in his open windows were puffing outward in the
breeze. In the back I could hear the tinkling of the Milk of Magnesia bottles
and the silver crosses that he had hung all over the branches of a live oak.
Where are you, Hogman? I thought. I
wedged my business card in the corner of his screen door.
The moon was yellow through the trees. I
could smell the unmistakable odor of chitterlings that had been burned in a
pot. Out on the blacktop I heard a car engine. The headlights bounced off the
tree trunks along the roadside, then the driver slowed and I thought he was
about to turn into the grove of trees at the front of Hogman's property. I
thought the car was probably Hogman's, and I started to walk toward the
blacktop. Then the driver accelerated and his headlights swept past me.
I would have given no more notice to the
driver and his vehicle, except that just as I started to turn back toward my
truck and leave, he cut his lights and really gave it the gas.
If his purpose had been to conceal his
license number, he was successful. But two other details stuck in my mind: the
car looked new and it was dark blue, the same characteristics as the automobile
that two witnesses had seen on the levee in Vermilion Parish where the
asphyxiated girl had been stuffed nude into a metal barrel.
Or maybe the car had simply contained a
couple of teenage neckers looking for a little nocturnal privacy. I was
too tired to think about it anymore. I started
my truck and headed home.
The night was clear, the constellations
bursting against the black dome of sky overhead. There was no hint of rain, no
sudden drop or variation in temperature to cause fog to roll off the water. But
two hundred yards down from Hogman's house the road was suddenly white with
mist, so thick my headlights couldn't penetrate it. At first I thought a fire
was burning in a field and the wind had blown the smoke across the road. But
the air smelled sweet and cool, like freshly turned earth, and was almost wet
to the touch. The mist rolled in clouds off the bayou, covered the tree trunks,
closed about my truck like a white glove, drifted in wisps through my windows.
I don't know whether I deliberately stopped the truck or my engine killed. But
for at least thirty seconds my headlights flickered on and off, my starter
refused to crank, and my radio screamed with static that was like fingernails
on a blackboard.
Then as suddenly as it had come, the
mist evaporated from the road and the tree trunks and the bayou's placid
surface as though someone had held an invisible flame to it, and the night air
was again as empty and pristine as wind trapped under a glass bell.
In the morning I made do with mechanical
answers in the sunlight and cleaned the terminals on my truck battery with
baking soda, water, and an old toothbrush.
Hogman called the next afternoon from the movie set out on Spanish Lake.
"What you want out at my
house?" he said.
"I need to talk with you about the
lynched black man."
"I done already tole you what I
know. That nigger went messin' in the wrong place."
"That's not enough."
"Is for me."
"You said my father helped your
mother when you were in prison. So now I'm asking you to help me."
"I already have. You just ain't
listen."
"Are you afraid of somebody, Sam?
Maybe some white people?"
"I fear God. Why you talkin' to me
like this?"
"What time will you be home today?"
"When I get there. You got your
truck?"
"Yes."
"My car hit a tree last night. It
ain't runnin' no mo'. Come out to the set this evenin' and give me a ride home.
'Bout eight or nine o'clock."
"We'll see you then, partner,"
I said, and hung up.
The sun was red and half below the
horizon, the cicadas droning in the trees, when I drove down the lane through
the pecan orchard to the movie set on Spanish Lake. But I soon discovered that
I was not going to easily trap Hogman Patin alone. It was Mikey Goldman's
birthday and the cast and crew were throwing him a party. A linen-covered
buffet table was piled with catered food, a huge pink cake, and a bowl of
champagne punch in the center. The tree trunks along the lake's edge were wrapped
with paper bunting, and Goldman's director's chair must have had two dozen
floating balloons tied to it.
It was a happy crowd. They sipped punch
out of clear plastic glasses and ate boiled shrimp and thin slices of boudin
off paper plates. Mikey Goldman's face seemed to almost shine in the
ambiance of goodwill and affection that surrounded him.
In the crowd I saw Julie Balboni and his
entourage, Elrod Sykes, the mayor of New Iberia, the president of the Chamber
of Commerce, a couple of Teamster officials, a state legislator, and Twinky
Hebert Lemoyne from Lafayette. In the middle of it all sat Hogman Patin on an
up-ended crate, his twelve-string guitar resting on his crossed thighs. He was
dressed like a nineteenth-century Negro street musician, except he also wore a
white straw cowboy hat slanted across his eyes. The silver picks on his right
hand rang across the strings as he sang,
Soon as day break in the mornin' I gone take the dirt road home. 'Cause these
blue Monday blues Is goin' kill me sure as you're born.
"You ought to get yourself a
plate."
It was Murphy Doucet, the security
guard. He was talking to me but his eyes were looking at a blond girl in shorts
and a halter by the punch bowl. He ate a slice of boudin off a
toothpick, then slipped the toothpick into the corner of his mouth and sucked
on it.
"It doesn't look like everybody's
broken up about Kelly Drummond's death, does it?" I said.
"I guess they figure life goes
on."
"You're in business with Mr.
Lemoyne over there, Murph?"
"We own a security service
together, if that's what you mean. For me it's a pretty good deal, but for him
it's nothing. If there's a business around here making money, Twinky's probably
got a piece of it. Lord God, that man knows how to make money."
Lemoyne sat by the lake in a canvas
chair, a julep glass filled with bourbon, shaved ice, and mint leaves in his
hand. He looked relaxed and cool in the breeze off the water, his rimless
glasses pink with the sun's afterglow. His eyes fixed for a moment on my face,
then he took a sip from his glass and watched some kids waterskiing out on the
lake.
"Get something to eat, Dave. It's
free. Hell, I'm going to take some home," Murphy Doucet said.
"Thanks, I've already eaten,"
I said, and walked over to where Hogman sat next to two local black women who
had been hired as extras.
"You want a ride?" I said.
"I ain't ready yet. They's people
want me to play."
"It was your idea for me to come
out here, Sam."
"I'll be comin' directly. That's
clear, ain't it? Mr. Goldman fixin' to cut his cake." Then he began
singing,
I ax my bossman, Bossman, tell me
what's right.
He whupped my left, said, Boy, now
you know what's right.
I tole my bossman, Bossman, just give
me my time.
He say, Damn yo' time, boy,
Boy, you time behind.
I waited another half hour as the
twilight faded, the party grew louder, and someone turned on a bank of
floodlamps that lit the whole area with the bright unnatural radiance of a
phosphorus flare. The punch bowl was now empty and had been supplanted by
washtubs filled with cracked ice and canned beer, a portable bar, and two white
jacketed black bartenders who were making mint juleps and martinis as fast as
they could.
"I've got to head for the barn,
Hogman," I said.
"This lady axin' me somet'ing. Give
me ten minutes," he said.
A waiter came by with a tray and handed
Hogman and the black woman with him paper cups streaming with draft beer. Then
he handed me a frosted julep glass packed with shaved ice, mint leaves, orange
slices, and candied cherries.
"I didn't order this," I said.
"Gentleman over yonder say that's
what you drink. Say bring it to you. It's a Dr Pepper, suh."
"Which gentleman?"
"I don't rightly remember,
suh."
I took the cup off the tray and drank
from it. The ice was so cold it made my throat ache.
The lake was black now, and out in the
darkness, above the noise
of the revelers, I could hear somebody trying to crank an outboard engine.
I finished my drink and set the empty
glass on the buffet table.
"That's it for me, Sam," I
said. "You coming or not?"
"This lady gonna carry me
home," he said. His eyes were red from drinking. They looked out at
nothing from under the brim of his straw cowboy hat.
"Hogman—" I said.
"This lady live down the road from
my house. Some trashy niggers been givin' her trouble. She don't want to go
home by herself. That's the way it is. I be up to yo' office tomorrow
mornin'."
I tried to look into his face, but he
occupied himself with twisting the tuning pegs on his guitar. I turned and
walked back through the shadows to my pickup truck. When I looked back at the
party through my windshield, the blond girl in shorts and a halter was putting
a spoonful of cake into Mikey Goldman's mouth while everyone applauded.
It rained hard as I approached the drawbridge over the bayou south of town. I
could see the bridge tender in his lighted window, the wet sheen and streaks of
rust on the steel girders, the green and red running lights of a passing boat
in the mist. I was only a few minutes from home. I simply had to cross the
bridge and follow the dirt road down to my dock.
But that was not what I did or what happened.
A bolt of lightning exploded in a white
ball by the side of the road and blew the heart of a tree trunk, black and
smoking, out into my headlights. I swallowed to clear my ears, and for just a
second, in the back of my throat, I thought I could taste black cherries,
bruised mint leaves, and orange rind. Then I felt a spasm go through me just as
if someone had scratched a kitchen match inside my skull.
The truck veered off the shoulder,
across a collapsed barbed-wire
cattle gate, onto the levee that dissected the marsh. I remember the wild
buttercups sweeping toward me out of the headlights, the rocks and mud whipping
under the fenders, then the fog rolling out of the dead cypress trees and
willow islands, encircling the truck, smothering the windows. I could hear
thunder crashing deep in the marsh, echoing out of the bays, like distant
artillery.
I knew that I was going off the levee,
but I couldn't unlock my hands from the steering wheel or move my right foot
onto the brake pedal. I felt myself trembling, my insides constricting, my back
teeth grinding, as though all my nerve endings had been severed and painted
with iodine. Then I heard lightning pop the levee and blow a spray of muddy water
across my windshield.
Get out, I thought. Knock the
door handle with your elbow and jump.
But I couldn't move.
The mist was as pink and thick as cotton
candy and seemed to snap with electric currents, like a kaleidoscopic
flickering of snakes' tongues. I felt the front wheels of the truck dip over
the side of the levee, gain momentum with the weight in the rear end, then
suddenly I was rumbling down an incline through weeds and broken cane, willow
saplings and cattails, until the front wheels were embedded up to the axle in
water and sand.
I don't know how long I sat there. I
felt a wave of color pass through me, like nausea or the violent shudder that
cheap bourbon gives you when you're on the edge of delirium tremens; then it
was gone and I could see the reflection of stars on the water, the tips of the
dead cypress silhouetted against the moon, and a campfire, where there should
have been no fire, burning in a misty grove of trees on high ground thirty
yards out from the levee.
And I knew that was where I was supposed to go.
As I waded through the lily pads toward
the trees, I could see the shadows of men moving about in the firelight and
hear their cracker accents and the muted sound
of spoons scraping on tin plates.
I
walked up out of the shallows into the edge of the clearing, dripping water,
hyacinth vines stringing from my legs. The men around the fire paid me little
notice, as though, perhaps, I had been expected. They were cooking tripe in an
iron pot, and they had hung their haversacks and wooden canteens in the trees
and stacked their rifle-muskets in pyramids of fives. Their gray and
butternut-brown uniforms were sunbleached and stiff with dried salt, and their
unshaved faces had the lean and hungry look of a rifle company that had been in
the field a long time.
Then from the far side of the fire a
bearded man with fierce eyes stared out at me from under a gray hat with gold
cord around the crown. His left arm was pinned up in a black sling, and his right
trouser leg flopped loosely around a shaved wooden peg.
He moved toward me on a single crutch. I
could smell tobacco smoke and sweat in his clothes. Then he smiled stiffly, the
skin of his face seeming almost to crack with the effort. His teeth were as
yellow as corn.
"I'm General John Bell Hood.
Originally from Kentucky. How you do, suh?" he said, and extended his
hand.
"Do
you object to shaking hands?" he said.
“No. Not at all. Excuse me."
The heel of his hand was half-mooned
with calluses, his voice as thick as wet sand. A holstered cap-and-ball
revolver hung on his thigh.
"You look puzzled," he
said.
"Is this how it comes? Death, I
mean."
"Ask them."
Some of his men were marked with open,
bloodless wounds I could put my fist in. Beyond the stacked rifles, at the edge
of the firelight, was an ambulance wagon. Someone had raked a tangle of crusted
bandages off the tailgate onto the ground.
"Am I dead?" I said.
"You don't look it to me."
"You said you're John Bell
Hood."
"That's correct."
His face was narrow, his cheeks hollow,
his skin grained with soot.
"I've read a great deal about
you."
"I hope it met your
approval."
"You were at Gettysburg and
Atlanta. You commanded the Texas Brigade. They could never make you quit."
"My political enemies among
President Davis's cabinet sometimes made note of that fact."
"What's the date?" I
asked.
"It's April 21,1865."
"I don't understand. "
"Understand what?"
"Lee has already surrendered.
The war's over. What are you doing here?"
"It's never over. I would think
you'd know that. You were a lieutenant in the United States Army, weren 't
you?"
"Yes, but I gave my war back to
the people who started it. I did that a long time ago."
"No, you didn't. It goes on and
on."
He eased himself down on an oak stump,
his narrow eyes lighting with pain. He straightened his artificial leg in front
of him. The hand that hung out of his sling had wasted to the size of a
monkey's paw. A corporal threw a log into the campfire, and sparks rose into
the tree branches overhead.
"It's us against them, my
friend," he said. "There're insidious men abroad in the
land." He swept his crutch at the marsh. "My God, man, use
your eyes."
"The federals ? "
"Are your eyes and ears stopped
with dirt? "
"I think this conversation is
not real. I think all of this will be gone with daylight."
"You're not a fool, Mr.
Robicheaux. Don't pretend to be one."
"I've seen your grave in New
Orleans. No, it's in Metairie. You died of the yellowjack."
"That's not correct. I died when
they struck the colors, suh." He lifted his crutch and pointed it at
me as he would a weapon. The firelight shone on his yellow teeth. "They'll
try your soul, son. But don't give up your cause. Occupy the high ground and
make them take it foot by bloody foot."
"I don't know what we're talking
about."
"For God's sakes, what's wrong
with you? Venal and evil men are destroying the world you were born in. Can't
you understand that? Why do I see fear in your face?"
"/ think maybe I'm drunk again.
I used to have psychotic episodes when I went on benders. I thought dead men
from my platoon were telephoning me in the rain."
"You're not psychotic,
lieutenant. No more than Sykes is."
"Elrod is a wet-brain,
general."
"The boy has heart. He's not
afraid to be an object of ridicule for his beliefs. You mustn't be either. I'm
depending on you."
"I have no understanding of your
words."
"Our bones are in this place. Do
you think we 'II surrender it to criminals, to those who would use our teeth
and marrow for landfill?"
"I'm going now, general."
"Ah, you'll simply turn your
back on madness, will you? The quixotic vision is not for you, is it?"
"Something's pulling me back. I
can feel it."
"They put poison in your system,
son. But you'll get through it. You've survived worse. The mine you stepped on,
that sort of thing."
"Poison?"
He shrugged and put a cigar in his
mouth. A corporal lit it with a burning stick from the fire. In the shadows a
sergeant was putting together a patrol that was about to move out. Their faces were
white and wrinkled like prunes with exhaustion and the tropical heat.
"Come again," he said.
"I don't think so."
"Then goodnight to you,
suh."
"Goodnight to you, general.
Goodnight to your men, too."
He nodded and puffed on his cigar. There
were small round hollows in his cheeks.
"General?"
"Yes, suh?"
"It's going to be bad, isn't
it?"
"What?"
"What you were talking about,
something that's waiting for me down the road."
"I don't know. For one reason or
another I seem to have more insight into the past than the future." He
laughed to himself. Then his face sobered and he wiped a strand of
tobacco off his lip. "Try to keep this in mind. It's just like when
they load with horseshoes and chain. You think the barrage will last forever,
then suddenly there's a silence that's almost louder than their cannon. Please
don't be alarmed by the severity of my comparison. Goodnight, lieutenant."
"Goodnight, general."
I waded through the shallows, into
deeper water, back toward the levee. The mist hung on the water in wisps that
were as dense as thick-bodied snakes. I saw ball lightning roll through the
flooded trees and snap apart against a willow island; it was as bright and
yellow as molten metal dipped from a forge. Then rain began twisting out of the
sky, glistening like spun glass, and the firelight behind me became a red
smudge inside a fog bank that billowed out of the marsh, slid across the water,
and once again closed around my truck.
The air was so heavy with ozone I could
almost taste it on my tongue; I could hear a downed power line sparking and
popping in a pool of water and smell a scorched electrical odor in the air like
the metallic, burnt odor the St. Charles streetcar makes in the rain. I could
hear a nutria crying in the marsh for its mate, a high-pitched shriek like the
scream of a hysterical woman. I remember all these things. I remember the mud
inside my shoes, the hyacinth vines binding around my knees, the gray-green
film of algae that clung to my khaki trousers like cobweb.
When a sheriff's deputy and two
paramedics lifted me out of the truck cab in the morning, the sun was as white
as an arc welder's flame, the morning as muggy and ordinary as the previous day,
and my clothes as dry as if I had recently taken them from my closet. The only
physical change the supervising
paramedic noted in me was an incised lump the size of a darning sock over my
right eye. That and one other cautious, almost humorous observation.
"Dave, you didn't fall off the
wagon on your head last night, did you?" he asked. Then, "Sorry. I
was just kidding. Forget I said that."
Our family physician, Dr. Landry, sat on
the side of my bed at Iberia General and looked into the corner of my eye with
a small flashlight. It was late afternoon now, Bootsie and Alafair had gone
home, and the rain was falling in the trees outside the window.
"Does the light hurt your
eyes?" he asked.
"A little. Why?"
"Because your pupils are dilated
when they shouldn't be. Tell me again what you felt just before you went off
the road."
"I could taste cherries and mint
leaves and oranges. Then I felt like I'd bitten into an electric wire with my
teeth."
He put the small flashlight in his shirt
pocket, adjusted his glasses, and looked at my face thoughtfully. He was an
overweight, balding, deeply tanned golf player, with rings of blond hair on his
forearms.
"How do you feel now?" he
said.
"Like something's torn in my head.
The way wet cardboard feels when you tear it with your hands."
"Did you eat anything?"
"I threw it up."
"You want the good news? The tests
don't show any booze in your system."
"How could there be? I didn't drink
any alcohol."
"People have their speculations
sometimes, warranted or not."
"I can't help that."
"The bad news is I don't know what
did this to you. But according to the medics you said some strange things,
Dave."
I looked away from his face.
"You said there were soldiers out there in the marsh. You
kept insisting they were hurt."
The wind began gusting, and rain and
green leaves blew against the window.
"The medics thought maybe somebody
had been with you. They looked all over the levee," he said. "They
even sent a boat out into those willow islands."
"I'm sorry I created so much
trouble for them."
"Dave, they say you were talking
about Confederate soldiers."
"It was an unusual night."
He took a breath, then made a sucking
sound with his lips.
"Well, you weren't drunk and you're
not crazy, so I've got a theory," he said. "When I was an intern at
Charity Hospital in New Orleans back in the sixties, I treated kids who acted
like somebody had roasted their brains with a blowtorch. I'm talking about LSD,
Dave. You think one of those Hollywood characters might have freshened up your
Dr Pepper out there at Spanish Lake?"
"I don't know. Maybe."
"It didn't show up in the tests,
but that's not unusual. To really do a tox screen for LSD, you need a gas
chromatograph. Not many hospitals have one. We sure don't, anyway. Has anything
like this ever happened to you before?"
"When my wife was killed, I got
drunk again and became delusional for a while."
"Why don't we keep that to
ourselves?"
"Is something being said about me,
doc?"
He closed his black bag and stood up to
go.
"When did you start worrying about
what people say?" he said. "Look, I want you to stay in here a couple
of days."
"Why?"
"Because you didn't feel any
gradual effects, it hit you all at once. That indicates to me a troubling
possibility. Maybe somebody really loaded you up. I'm a little worried about
the possibility of residual consequences, Dave,
something like delayed stress syndrome."
"I need to get back to work."
"No, you don't."
"I'll talk with the sheriff.
Actually I'm surprised he hasn't been up yet."
Dr. Landry rubbed the thick hair on his
forearm and looked at the water pitcher and glass on my nightstand.
"What is it?" I said.
"I saw him a short while ago. He
said he talked with you for a half hour this morning."
I stared out the window at the gray sky
and the rain falling in the trees. Thunder boomed and echoed out of the south,
shaking the glass in the window, and for some reason in my mind's eye I saw
rain-soaked enlisted men slipping in the mud around a cannon emplacement,
swabbing out the smoking barrel, ramming home coils of chain and handfuls of
twisted horseshoes.
I couldn't sleep that night, and in the morning I
checked myself out of the hospital and went home. The doctor had asked me how I
felt. My answer had not been quite accurate. I felt empty, washed-out inside,
my skin rubbery and dead to the touch, my eyes jittering with refracted light
mat seemed to have no source. I felt as if I had been drinking sour mash for
three days and had suddenly become disconnected from all the internal fires
that I had nourished and fanned and depended upon with the religious love of an
acolyte. There was no pain, no broken razor blades were twisting inside the
conscience; there was just numbness, as though wind and fleecy clouds and rain
showers marching across the canefields were a part of a curious summer
phenomenon that I observed in a soundless place behind a glass wall.
I drank salt water to make myself throw
up, ate handfuls of vitamins, made milkshakes filled with strawberries and
bananas, did dozens of pushups and stomach
crunches in the back yard, and ran wind sprints in the twilight until my chest
was heaving for breath and my gym shorts were pasted to my skin with sweat.
I showered with hot water until there
was none left in the tank, then I kept my head under the cold water for another
five minutes. Then I put on a fresh pair of khakis and a denim shirt and walked
outside into the gathering dusk under the pecan trees. The marsh across the
road was purple with haze, sparkling with fireflies. A black kid in a pirogue
was cane fishing along the edge of the lily pads in the bayou. His dark skin
seemed to glow with the sun's vanishing red light. His body and pole were
absolutely still, his gaze riveted on his cork bobber. The evening was so quiet
and languid, the boy so transfixed in his concentration, that I could have been
looking at a painting.
Then I realized, with a twist of the
heart, that something was wrong—there was no sound. A car passed on the dirt
road, the boy scraped his paddle along the side of the pirogue to move to a different
spot. But there was no sound except the dry resonance of my own breathing.
I went into the house, where Bootsie was
reading under a lamp in the living room. I was about to speak, with the
trepidation a person might have if he were violating the silence of a church,
just to see if I could hear the sound of my own voice, when I heard the screen
door slam behind me like a slap across the ear. Then suddenly I heard the
television, the cicadas in the trees, my neighbor's sprinkler whirling against
his myrtle bushes, Batist cranking an outboard down at the dock.
"What is it, Dave?" Bootsie
said.
"Nothing."
"Dave?"
"It's nothing. I guess I got some
water in my ears." I opened and closed my jaws.
"Your dinner is on the table. Do
you want it?"
"Yeah, sure," I said.
Her eyes studied mine.
"Let me heat it up for you,"
she said.
"That'd be fine."
When she walked past me she glanced into
my face again.
"What's the deal, Boots? Do I look
like I just emerged from a hole in the dimension?" I said, following her
into the kitchen.
"You look tired, that's all."
She kept her back to me while she
wrapped my dinner in plastic to put it in the microwave.
"What's wrong?" I said.
"Nothing, really. The sheriff
called. He wants you to take a week off."
"Why didn't he tell me that?"
"I don't know, Dave."
"I think you're keeping something
from me."
She put my plate in the microwave and
turned around. She wore a gold cross on a chain, and the cross hung at an angle
outside her pink blouse. Her fingers came up and touched my cheek and the
swelling over my right eye.
"You didn't shave today," she
said.
"What did the sheriff say,
Boots?"
"It's what some other people are
saying. In the mayor's office. In the department."
"What?"
"That maybe you're having a
breakdown."
"Do you believe I am?"
"No."
"Then who cares?"
"The sheriff does."
"That's his problem."
"A couple of deputies went out to the movie location and
questioned some of the people who were at Mr. Goldman's birthday party."
"What for?"
"They asked people about your
behavior, things like that."
"Was one of those deputies Rufus
Arceneaux?"
"Yes, I think so."
"Boots, this is a guy who would
sell his mother to a puppy farm to advance one grade in rank."
"That's not the point. Some of
those actors said you were walking around all evening with a drink in your
hand. People believe what they want to hear."
"I had blood and urine tests the
next morning. There was no alcohol in my system. It's a matter of record at the
hospital."
"You beat up one of Julie Balboni's
hoods in a public place, Dave. You keep sending local businessmen signals that
you just might drive a lot of big money out of town. You tell the paramedics
that there're wounded Confederate soldiers in the marsh. What do you think
people are going to say about you?"
I sat down at the kitchen table and
looked out the back screen at the deepening shadows on the lawn. My eyes
burned, as though there were sand under my eyelids.
"I can't control what people
say," I said.
She stood behind me and rested her palms
on my shoulders.
"Let's agree on one thing,"
she said. "We just can't allow ourselves to do anything that will help
them hurt us. Okay, Dave?"
I put my right hand on top of hers.
"I won't," I said.
"Don't try to explain what you
think you heard or saw in the marsh. Don't talk about the accident. Don't
defend yourself. You remember what you used to say? 'Just grin and walk through
the cannon smoke. It drives them crazy.' "
"All right, Boots."
"You promise?"
"I promise."
She folded her arms across my chest and
rested her chin on the top
of my head. Then she said, "What kind of person would try to do this to
us, Dave?"
"Somebody who made a major
mistake," I said.
But it was a grandiose remark. The truth
was that I had taken the drink at the party incautiously and that I had walked
right into the script someone else had written for me.
Later that night, in bed, I stared at
the ceiling and tried to recreate the scene under the oak trees at Spanish
Lake. I wanted to believe that I could reach down into my unconscious and
retrieve a photographic plate on which my eye had engraved an image of someone
passing his hand over the glass of Dr Pepper, black cherries, orange slices,
and bruised mint that a waiter was about to serve me.
But the only images in my mind were those of a levee extending
out into gray water and an electrically charged fog bank rolling out of the
cypress trees.
Bootsie turned on her side and put her
arm across my chest. Then she moved her hand down my stomach and touched me.
I stared up into the darkness. The trees
were motionless outside the window. I heard a 'gator flop in the marsh.
Then her hand went away from me and I
felt her weight turn on the mattress toward the opposite wall.
An hour later I dressed in the darkness
of the living room, slipped my pickup truck into neutral, rolled it silently
down the dirt lane to the dock, and hooked my boat and trailer to the bumper
hitch.
I PUT MY
BOAT INTO THE WATER AT THE SAME PLACE I HAD driven my truck off the levee. I used the paddle to push out into
deeper water, past the cattails and lily pads that grew along the bank's edge,
then I lowered the engine and jerked it alive with the starter rope.
The wake off the stern looked like a
long V-shaped trench roiling with yellow mud, bobbing with dead logs. Then the
moon broke through the clouds, gilding the moss in the cypress with a silver
light, and I could see cottonmouths coiled on the lower limbs of willow trees,
the gnarled brown-green head of a 'gator in a floating island of leaves and
sticks, the stiffened, partly eaten body of a coon on a sandbar, and a
half-dozen wood ducks that skittered across the water in front of the high
ground and the grove of trees where I had met the general.
I cut the throttle and let the boat ride
on its wake until the bow slid up on the sand. Then I walked into the trees
with a six-battery flashlight and a GI entrenching tool.
The ground was soft, oozing with
moisture, matted with layers of dead leaves and debris left by receding water.
Tangles of abandoned trotlines were strung about the tree trunks; Clorox marker
bottles from fish traps lay half-buried in the sand.
In the center of the clearing I found
the remains of a campfire.
A
dozen blackened beer cans lay among the charred wood. Crushed into the grass at
the edge of the fire was a used rubber.
I kicked the wood, ashes, and cans
across the ground, propped my flashlight in the weeds, folded the E-tool into
the shape of a hoe, screwed down and locked the socket at the base of the
blade, and started chopping into the earth.
Eighteen inches down I hit what
archaeologists call a "fireline," a layer of pure black charcoal
sediment from a very old fire. I sifted it off the blade's tip a shovelful at a
time. In it was a scorched brass button and the bottom of a hand-blown bottle,
one that had tiny air bubbles inside the glass's green thickness.
But what did that prove? I asked myself.
Answer: That perhaps nineteenth-century
trappers, cypress loggers, or even army surveyors had built a campfire there.
Then I thought about the scene the other
night: the stacked rifle muskets, the haversacks suspended in the trees,
the exhaustion in the men who were about to move
out on patrol, the dry, bloodless wounds that looked like they had been eaten
clean by maggots, the ambulance wagon and the crusted field dressings that had
been raked out onto the ground.
The ambulance wagon.
I picked up my flashlight and moved to
the far side of the clearing. The water was black under the canopy of flooded
trees out in the marsh. I knelt and started digging out a two-by-four-foot
trench. The clearing sloped here, and the ground was softer and wetter,
wrinkled with small eroded gullies. I scraped the dirt into piles at each end
of the hole; a foot down, water began to run from under the shovel blade.
I stopped to reset the blade and begin
digging back toward the top of the incline. Then I saw the streaks of rust and
bits of metal, like small red teeth, in the wet piles of dirt at each end of
the hole. I shined the flashlight into the hole, and protruding from one wall,
like a twisted snake, was a rusted metal band that might have been the rim of a
wagon wheel.
Five minutes later I hit something hard,
and I set the E-tool on the edge of the hole and used my fingers to pry up the
hub of a wagon wheel with broken spokes the length of my hand radiating from
it. I placed it on the slope, and in the next half hour I created next to it a
pile of square nails, rotted wood as light as balsa, metal hinges, links of
chain, a rusted wisp of a drinking cup, and a saw. The wood handle and the
teeth had been almost totally eaten away by ground-water, but there was no
mistaking the stubby, square, almost brutal shape; it was a surgeon's saw.
I carried everything that I had found
back to the boat. My clothes were streaked with mud; I stunk of sweat and
mosquito repellent. My palms rang with popped water blisters. I wanted to wake
up Bootsie, call Elrod or perhaps even the sheriff, to tell anybody who would
listen about what I had found.
But then I had to confront the
foolishness of my thinking. How sane
was any man, at least in the view of others, who would dig for Civil War
artifacts in a swamp in the middle of the night in order to prove his sanity?
In fact, that kind of behavior was
probably not unlike a self-professed extraterrestrial traveler showing you his
validated seat reservations on a UFO as evidence of his rationality.
When I got back home I covered my boat
with a tarp, took a shower, ate a ham-and-onion sandwich in the kitchen while
night birds called to each other under the full moon, and decided that the
general and I would not share our secrets with those whose lives and vision
were defined by daylight and a rational point of view.
Chapter 12
I slept late the next morning, and when I awoke, I found a note
from Bootsie on the icebox saying that she had taken Alafair shopping in town.
I fixed chicory coffee and hot milk, Grape-Nuts, and strawberries on a tray and
carried it out to the redwood table under the mimosa tree in the backyard. The
morning was not hot yet, and blue jays flew in and out of the dappled shade and
my neighbor's sprinkler drifted in an iridescent haze across my grass.
Then I saw
Rosie Gomez's motor-pool government car slow by our mailbox and turn into our
drive. Her face was pointed at an upward angle so she could see adequately over
the steering wheel. I got up from the table and waved her around back.
She wore a white blouse and white skirt
with black pumps, a wide black belt, and a black purse.
"How you feeling?" she asked.
"Pretty good. In fact, great."
"Yeah?"
"Sure."
"You look okay."
"I am okay, Rosie. Here, I'll get
you some coffee."
When I came back outside with the pot
and another cup and saucer, she was sitting on the redwood bench, looking out
over my duck pond and my neighbor's sugarcane fields. Her face looked cool and
composed.
"It's beautiful out here," she
said.
"I'm sorry Bootsie and Alafair
aren't here. I'd like you to meet them."
"Next time. I'm sorry I didn't come
see you in the hospital. I'd left for New Orleans early that morning. I just
got back."
"What's up?"
"About three weeks ago an old
hooker in the Quarter called the Bureau and said she wanted to seriously mess
up Julie Balboni for us. Except she was drunk or stoned and the agent who took
the call didn't give it a lot of credence."
"What'd she have to offer?"
"Nothing, really. She just kept
saying, 'He's hurting these girls. Somebody ought to fix that rotten dago. He's
got to stop hurting these girls.' "
"So what happened?"
"Three days ago there was a power
failure at the woman's apartment building on Ursulines. With the air
conditioner off it didn't take long for the smell to leak through the windows
to the courtyard. The M.E. says it was suicide."
I watched her face. "You don't
think it was?" I said.
"How many women shoot themselves
through the head with a .38 special?"
"Maybe she was drunk and didn't
care how she bought it."
"Her refrigerator and cupboards
were full of food. The apartment was neat, all her dishes were washed. There
was a sack of delicatessen items on the table she hadn't put away yet. Does
that suggest the behavior of a despondent person to you?"
"What do they say at N.O.P
D.?"
"They don't. They yawn. They've got
a murder rate as high as Washington, D.C.'s. You think they want to turn the
suicide of a hooker into another open homicide case?"
"What are you going to do?"
"I don't know. I think you've been
right about a tie with Balboni.
The most common denominator that keeps surfacing in this case is prostitution
in and around New Orleans. There isn't a pimp or chippy working in Jefferson or
Orleans parishes who don't piece off their action to Julie Balboni."
"That doesn't mean Julie's involved
with killing anyone, Rosie."
"Be honest with me. Do I continue
to underwhelm you as a representative of Fart, Barf, and Itch?"
"I'm not quite sure I—"
"Yeah, I bet. What do pimps call
the girls in the life? 'Cash on the hoof,' right?"
"That's right."
"Do you think anybody kills one of
Balboni's hookers and gets away with it without his knowledge and
consent?"
"Except there's a bump in the road
here. The man who murdered Kelly Drummond probably thought he was shooting at
me. The mob doesn't kill cops. Not intentionally, anyway."
"Maybe he's a cowboy, out of
control. We've got rogue cops. The wiseguys have rogue shitheads."
I laughed. "You're something
else," I said.
"Cut the patronizing attitude,
Dave."
"Sorry," I said, still
smiling.
Her eyes looked into mine and darkened.
"I'm worried about you. You don't
know how to keep your butt down," she said.
"Everything's copacetic. Believe
me."
"Sure it is."
"You know something I don't?"
"Yes, human beings and money make a
very bad combination," she said.
"I'd appreciate it if you could
stop speaking to me in hieroglyphics."
"Few people care about the origins
of money, Dave. All they see is a president's picture on a bill, not Julie
Balboni's."
"Let's spell it out, okay?"
"A few of the locals have talked to
the sheriff about your taking an extended leave. At least that's what I've
heard."
"He's not a professional cop, but
he's a decent man. He won't give in to them."
"He's an elected official. He's
president of the Lions Club. He eats lunch once a week with the Chamber of
Commerce."
"He knows I wasn't drinking. The
people in my AA group know it, too. So do the personnel at the hospital. Dr.
Landry thinks somebody zapped me with LSD. What else can I say?"
Her face became melancholy, and she
looked out at the sunlight on the field with a distant, unfocused expression in
her eyes.
"What's the trouble?" I asked.
"You don't hear what you're saying.
Your reputation, maybe your job, are hanging in the balance now, and you think
it's acceptable to tell people that somebody loaded your head with acid."
"I never made strong claims on
mental health, anyway." I tried to
smile when I said it. But the skin around my mouth felt stiff and misshaped.
"It isn't funny," she said.
She stood up to go, and the bottom of her purse, with the .357 magnum inside,
sagged against her hip. "I'm not going to let them do this to you,
Dave."
"Wait a minute, Rosie. I don't send
other people out on the firing line."
She began walking through the sideyard
toward her car, her back as square and straight as a small door.
"Rosie, did you hear me?" I
said. "Rosie? Come back here and let's talk. I appreciate what you're
trying to—"
She got into her automobile, gave me the
thumbs-up sign over the steering wheel, and backed out onto the dirt road by
the bayou. She dropped the transmission into low and drove down the long tunnel
of oaks without glancing back.
Regardless of Rosie's intentions about my welfare, I still had not resolved the possibility that the racial murder I
had witnessed in 1957 and the sack of skin and polished bones Elrod Sykes had
discovered in the Atchafalaya Basin were not somehow involved in this case.
However, where do you start in
investigating a thirty-five-year-old homicide that was never even reported as
such?
Although southern Louisiana, which is
largely French Catholic, has a long and depressing record of racial prejudice and
injustice, it never compared in intensity and violence to the treatment of
black people in the northern portion of the state or in Mississippi, where even
the murder of a child, Emmett Till, by two Klansmen in 1955 not only went
unpunished but was collectively endorsed after the fact by the town in which it
took place. There was no doubt that financial exploitation of black people in
general, and sexual exploitation of black women in particular, were
historically commonplace in our area, but lynching was rare, and neither I nor
anyone I spoke to remembered a violent incident, other than the one I
witnessed, or a singularly bad racial situation from the summer of 1957.
The largest newspapers in Louisiana are
the Baton Rouge Morning Advocate and the New Orleans Times-Picayune. They
also have the best libraries, or "morgues," of old newspapers and
cross-referenced clippings. However, I started my strange odyssey into the past
on the microfilm in the morgue of the Daily Iberian.
Actually I had little hope of finding
any information that would be helpful. During that era little was published in
Louisiana newspapers about people of color, except in the police report or
perhaps on a separate page that was designated for news about black marriages.
But in my mind's eye I kept seeing the dead man's string-less
boots and the rotted strips of rag about his pelvis instead of a belt. Had he
been in custody? Was he being transported by a couple of cops who had decided to execute him? If that was
the case, why wasn't he in handcuffs? Maybe they had locked the chain on him to
sink his body, I thought. No, that couldn't be right. If the victim was being
transported by cops, they would have kept him in cuffs until they had murdered
him, then they would have removed the cuffs and weighted down the body.
Also, why would cops want to sink the body in the Atchafalaya, anyway? They
could have claimed that they stopped the car to let him relieve himself, he had
taken off for the woods, and they had been forced to shoot him. That particular
explanation about a prisoner's death was one that was seldom challenged.
Then I found it, on the area news page
dated July 27, 1957. A twenty-eight-year-old Negro man by the name of DeWitt
Prejean had been arrested in St. Landry Parish, north of Lafayette, for
breaking into the home of a white family and threatening the wife with a
butcher knife. There was no mention of motivation or intent. In fact, the story
was not about his arrest but about his escape. He had been in custody only
eleven hours, had not even been formally charged, when two armed men wearing
gloves and Halloween masks entered the parish prison at four in the morning,
locked the night jailer in the restroom, and took DeWitt Prejean out of a
downstairs holding cell.
The story was no more than four column
inches.
I rolled the microfilm through the
viewer, looking for a follow-up story. If it was there, I didn't find it, and I
went through every issue of the Daily Iberian to February 1958.
Every good cop who spends time in a
newspaper morgue, particularly in the rural South, knows how certain kinds of
news stories were reported or were not reported in the pre-civil-rights era.
"The suspect was subdued" usually meant that somebody had had his
light switch clicked off with a baton or blackjack. Cases involving incest and
child molestation were usually not treated at all. Stories about prisoners
dying in custody were little more than obituaries, with a tag line to the effect that an autopsy was
pending.
The rape or attempted rape of a white
woman by a black man was a more complicated issue, however. The victim's
identity was always protected by cops and prosecutors, even to the extent that
sometimes the rapist was charged with another crime, one that the judge, if at
all possible, would punish as severely as he would rape. But the level of white
fear and injury was so collectively intense, the outrage so great, that the
local paper would be compelled to report the story in such a way that no one would
doubt what really happened, or what the fate of the rapist would be.
Also, the 1957 story in the Iberian had
mentioned that DeWitt Prejean had been taken from a holding cell eleven hours
after his arrest.
People didn't stay in holding cells
eleven hours, particularly in a rural jail where a suspect could be processed
into lock-down in twenty minutes.
I left Bootsie a note, then drove to
Lafayette and continued on north for another twenty miles into St. Landry
Parish and the old jailhouse in Opelousas.
The town had once been the home of James Bowie before he became a wealthy cotton merchant and slave trader in New
Orleans. But during the 1950s it acquired another kind of notoriety, namely for
its political corruption, an infamous bordello named Margaret's that had
operated since the War Between the States, and its gambling halls, which were
owned or controlled by the sheriff and which were sometimes raided by the state
police when a legislative faction in Baton Rouge wanted to force a change in
the parish representatives' vote.
I parked my truck at the back of the
courthouse square, right next to the brick shell of the old jail, whose roof
had caved in on top of the cast-iron tank, perforated with small square holes,
that had served as the lock-down area. As I walked under the live oaks toward the courthouse entrance, I
looked through the jail's glassless windows at the mounds of soft, crumbled
brick on the floor, the litter of moldy paper, and wondered where the two
gloved men in Halloween masks had burst inside and what dark design they had
planned for the Negro prisoner DeWitt Prejean.
I got nowhere at the courthouse. The man
who had been sheriff during the fifties was dead, and no one now in the
sheriff's department remembered the case or the escape; in fact, I couldn't
even find a record of DeWitt Prejean's arrest.
"It happened. I didn't make
it up," I said to the sheriff, who was in his late thirties. "I found
the account in a 1957 issue of the Daily Iberian."
"That might be," he answered. He wore his hair in a
military crewcut and his jaws were freshly shaved. He was trying to be polite,
but the light of interest kept fading from his eyes. "But they didn't
always keep good records back then. Maybe some things happened that people
don't want to remember, too, you know what I mean?"
"No."
He twirled a pencil around on his desk
blotter.
"Go talk to Mr. Ben. That is, if
you want to," he said. "That's Mr. Ben Hebert. He was the jailer here
for thirty years."
"Was he the jailer in 1957?"
"Yeah, he probably was."
"You don't sound
enthusiastic."
He rubbed the calluses on his hands
without looking up at me.
"Put it this way," he said.
"His only son ended up in Angola, his wife refused to see him on her
deathbed, and there're still some black people who cross the street when they
see him coming. Does that help form a picture for you?"
I left the courthouse and went to the
local newspaper to look for a follow-up story on the jailbreak. There was none.
Twenty minutes later I found the old jailer on the gallery of
his weathered wood-frame home across from a
Popeye's fastfood restaurant. His yard was almost black with shade, carpeted
with a wet mat of rotted leaves, his sidewalks inset with tethering rings,
cracked and pyramided from the oak roots that twisted under them. The straw
chair he sat in seemed about to burst from his huge bulk.
I had to introduce myself twice before
he responded. Then he simply said, "What you want?"
"May I sit down, sir?"
His lips were purple with age, his skin
covered with brown spots the size of dimes. He breathed loudly, as though he
had emphysema.
"I ax you what you want," he
said.
"I wondered if you remembered a black
man by the name of DeWitt Prejean."
He looked at me carefully. His eyes were
clear-blue, liquid, elongated, red along the rims.
"A nigger, you say?" he asked.
"That's right."
"Yeah, I remember that sonofabitch.
What about him?"
"Is it all right if I sit down, Mr.
Hebert?"
"Why should I give a shit?"
I sat down in the swing. He put a
cigarette in his mouth and searched in his shirt pocket for a match while his
eyes went up and down my body. Gray hair grew out of his nose and on the back
of his thick neck.
"Were you on duty the night
somebody broke him out of jail?" I said.
"I was the jailer. A jailer don't
work nights. You hire a man for that."
"Do you remember what that fellow
was charged with?"
"He wasn't charged with nothing. It
never got to that."
"I wonder why he was still in a
holding cell eleven hours after he was arrested."
"They busted him out of the
tank."
"Not according to the
newspaper."
"That's why a lot of people use
newspaper to wipe their ass with."
"He went into a white woman's home
with a butcher knife, did he?"
"Find the nigger and ax him."
"That's what puzzles me. Nobody
seems to know what happened to this fellow, and nobody seems to care. Does that
make sense to you?"
He puffed on his cigarette. It was wet
and splayed when he took it out of his mouth. I waited for him to speak but he
didn't.
"Did y'all just close the books on
a jailbreak, Mr. Hebert?" I asked.
"I don't remember what they
done."
"Was DeWitt Prejean a rapist?"
"He didn't know how to keep his
prick in his pants, if that's what you mean."
"You think her husband broke him
out?"
"He might have."
I looked into his face and waited.
"That is, if he could," he
said. "He was a cripple-man. He got shot up in the war."
"Could I talk to him?"
He tipped his cigarette into an ashtray
and looked out toward the bright glare of sunlight on the edge of his yard.
Across the street black people were going in and out of the Popeye's
restaurant.
"Talk to him all you want. He's in
the cemetery, out by the tracks east of town," he said.
"What about the woman?"
"She moved away. Up North
somewhere. What's your interest in nigger trouble that's thirty-five years
old?"
"I think I saw him killed. Where's
the man who was on duty the night of the jailbreak?"
"Got drunk, got hisself run over by
a train. Wait a minute, what did you say? You saw what?"
"Sometimes rivers give up their
dead, Mr. Hebert. In this instance it took quite a while. Y'all took his boot
strings and his belt, didn't you?"
"You do that with every
prisoner."
"You do it when they're booked and
going into the tank. This guy was never booked. He was left in a holding cell
for two armed men to find him. You didn't even leave him a way to take his own
life."
He stared at me, his face like a
lopsided white cake.
"I think one of the men who killed
Prejean tried to kill me," I said. "But he murdered a young woman
instead. A film actress. Maybe you read about it."
He stood up and dropped his cigarette
over the gallery railing into a dead scrub. He smelled like Vick's VapoRub,
nicotine, and an old man's stale sweat. His breath rasped as though his lungs
were filled with tiny pinholes.
"You get the fuck off my
gallery," he said, and walked heavily on a cane into the darkness of his
house, and let the screen slam behind him.
I STOPPED
AT POPEYE'S ON PlNHOOK ROAD IN LAFAYETTE AND ate an order of fried chicken and dirty rice, then I drove down
Pinhook through the long corridor of oak trees, which had been planted by
slaves, down toward the Vermilion River bridge and old highway 90, which led
through the little sugar town of Broussard to New Iberia.
Just before the river I passed a
Victorian home set back in a grove of pecan trees. Between the road and the
wide, columned porch a group of workmen were trenching a water or sewer line of
some kind. The freshly piled black dirt ran in an even line past a decorative
nineteenth-century flatbed wagon that was hung with baskets of blooming
impatiens. The bodies and work clothes of the men looked gray and indistinct in
the leafy shade, then a hard gust of wind blew off the river through the trees,
the dappled light shifted back and forth across the ground like a bright yellow
net, and when I looked
back at the workmen I saw them dropping their tools, straightening their backs,
fitting on their military caps that were embroidered with gold acorns, picking
up their stacked muskets, and forming into ranks for muster.
The general sat in the spring seat of
the wagon, his artificial leg propped stiffly on the iron rim of a wheel, a
cigar in his mouth, the brim of his campaign hat set at a rakish angle over one
eye.
He screwed his body around in the wagon
seat and raised his hat high over his head in salute to me.
Gravel exploded like a fusillade of lead
shot under my right fender. I cut the wheel back off the shoulder onto the
pavement, then looked back at the wide sweep of leafy lawn under the pecan
trees. A group of workmen were lowering a long strip of flexible plastic pipe
into the ground like a white worm.
Back in New Iberia I parked behind the sheriff's depart-ment and started inside
the building. Two deputies were on their way out.
"Hey, Dave, you're supposed to be
in sick bay," one of them said.
"I'm out."
"Right. You look good."
"Is the skipper in?"
"Yeah. Sure. Hey, you look great. I
mean it."
He gave me the thumbs-up sign.
His words were obviously well intended,
but I remembered how I was treated after I stepped on a bouncing Betty in
Vietnam—with a deference and kindness that not only separated me from those who
had a lock on life but constantly reminded me that the cone of flame that had
illuminated my bones had also given me a permanent nocturnal membership in a
club to which I did not want to belong.
The dispatcher stopped me on my way to
the sheriff's office. He weighed over three hundred pounds and had a round
red face and a heart condition. His left-hand
shirt pocket was bursting with cellophane-wrapped cigars. He had just finished
writing out a message on a pink memo slip. He folded it and handed it to me.
"Here's another one," he said.
He had lowered his voice, and his eyes were hazy with meaning.
"Another what?"
"Call from this same party that
keeps bugging me."
"Which party?"
His eyebrows went up in half-moons.
"The Spanish broad. Or Mexican. Or whatever she is."
I opened the memo and looked at it. It
read, Dave, why don't you return my calls ? I'm still waiting at the same
place. Have I done wrong in some way? It was signed "Amber."
"Amber?" I said.
"You got eight or nine of them in
your mailbox," he said. "Her last name sounded Spanish."
"Who is she?"
"How should I know? You're the guy
she's calling."
"All right, thanks, Wally," I
said.
I took all my mail out of my box, then
shuffled through the pink memo slips one at a time.
The ones from "Amber" were
truly an enigma. A few examples:
I've done what you asked. Please
call.
Dave, leave a message on my answering
machine.
It's me again. Am I supposed to drop
dead?
You 're starting to piss me off. If
you don't want me to bother you again, say so. I'm getting tired of this shit.
I'm sorry, Dave. I was hurt when I
said those things. But don't close doors on me.
I walked back to the dispatcher's cage.
"There's no telephone number on any
of these," I said.
"She didn't leave one."
"Did you ask her for one?"
"No, I got the impression y'all
were buddies or something. Hey, don't look at me like that. What is she, a snitch
or something?"
"I don't have any idea."
"She sounds like she's ready to
bump uglies, though."
"Why don't you give some thought to
your language, Wally?"
"Sorry."
"If she calls again, get her
telephone number. If she doesn't want to give it to you, tell her to stop
calling here."
"Whatever you say."
I wadded up the memo slips, dropped them
into a tobacco-streaked brass cuspidor, and walked into the sheriff's office.
A manila folder was open on his desk. He
was reading from it, with both his elbows propped on the desk blotter and his
fingertips resting lightly on his temples. His mouth looked small and
downturned at the corners. On his wall was a framed and autographed picture of
President Bush.
"How you doing?" I said.
"Oh, hello, Dave," he said,
looking up at me over his glasses. "It's good to see you. How do you feel
today?"
"Just fine, sheriff."
"You didn't need to come in. I
wanted you to take a week or so off. Didn't Bootsie tell you?"
"I went up to Opelousas this
morning. I think I found out who those bones out in the Atchafalaya might
belong to."
"What?"
"A couple of armed men broke a
black prisoner named DeWitt Prejean out of the St. Landry Parish jail in 1957. The
guy was in for threatening a white woman with a butcher knife. But it sounds
like an attempted rape. Or maybe there's a possibility that something was going
on with consent. The old jailer said something about Prejean not being able to
keep his equipment in his pants. Maybe the woman and Prejean just got caught
and Prejean got busted on a phony charge and set up for a lynching."
The sheriff's eyes blinked steadily and
he worked his teeth along his bottom lip.
"I don't understand you," he
said.
"Excuse me?"
"I've told you repeatedly that case
belongs to St. Mary Parish. Why is it that you seem to shut your ears to
whatever I say?"
"Kelly Drummond's death doesn't
belong to St. Mary Parish, sheriff. I think the man who killed her was after me
because of that lynched black man."
"You don't know that. You don't
know that at all."
"Maybe not. But what's the
harm?"
He rubbed his round cleft chin with his
thumb. I could hear his whiskers scraping against the skin.
"An investigation puts the right people in jail," he said.
"You don't throw a rope around half the people in two or three parishes.
And that's what you and that woman are doing."
"That's the problem, is it?"
"You damn right it is. Thirty minutes
ago Agent Gomez marched into my office with all her findings." He touched
the edge of the manila folder with his finger. "According to Agent Gomez,
New Iberia has somehow managed to become the new Evil Empire."
I nodded.
"The New Orleans mob is laundering
its drug money through Bal-Gold Productions," he said. "Julie Balboni
is running a statewide prostitution operation from Spanish Lake, he's also
having prostitutes killed, and maybe he laced your Dr Pepper with LSD when he
wasn't cutting illegal deals with the Teamsters. Did you know we had all those
problems right here in our town, Dave?"
"Julie's a walking shit storm. Who
knows what his potential is?"
"She also called some of our local
business people moral weenies and chicken-hearted buttheads."
"She has some eloquent
moments."
"Before she left my office she said
she wanted me to know that she liked me personally but in all honesty she had
to confess that she thought I was full of shit."
"I see," I said, and fixed my
eyes on a palm tree outside the window.
The room was quiet. I could hear a jail
trusty mowing the grass outside. The sheriff turned his Southwestern class ring
on his finger.
"I want you to understand
something, Dave," he said. "I was the one who wanted that fat
sonofabitch Balboni out of town. You were the one who thought he was a
source of humor. But now we're stuck with him, and that's the way it is."
"Why?"
"Because he has legitimate business
interests here. He's committed no crime here. In fact, there's no outstanding
warrant on this man anywhere. He's never spent one day in jail."
"I think that's the same shuck his
lawyers try to sell."
He exhaled his breath through his nose.
"Go home. You've got the week
off," he said.
"I heard my leave might even be
longer."
He chewed on a fingernail.
"Who told you that?" he said.
"Is it true or not?"
"You want the truth? The truth is
your eyes don't look right. They bother me. There's a strange light in them. Go
home, Dave."
"People used to tell me that in
bars. It doesn't sound too good to hear it where I work, sheriff."
"What can I say?" he said, and
held his hands up and turned his face into a rhetorical question mark.
When I walked back down the corridor toward the exit, I stuffed
my mail back into my mailbox, unopened, and continued on past my own office
without even glancing inside.
My clothes were damp with sweat when I got home. I took off my shirt, threw it
into the dirty-clothes hamper, put on a fresh T-shirt, and took a glass of iced
tea into the backyard where Bootsie was working chemical fertilizer into the
roots of the tomato plants by the coulee. She was in the row, on her hands and
knees, and the rump of her pink shorts was covered with dirt.
She raised up on her knees and smiled.
"Did you eat yet?" she asked.
"I stopped in Lafayette."
"What were you doing over
there?"
"I went to Opelousas to run down a
lead on that '57 lynching."
"I thought the sheriff had
said—"
"He did. He didn't take well to my
pursuing it."
I sat down at the redwood picnic table
under the mimosa tree. On the table were a pad of lined notebook paper and
three city library books on Texas and southern history.
"What's this?" I said.
"Some books I checked out. I found
out some interesting things."
She got up
from the row of tomato plants, brushing her hands, and sat down across from me.
Her hair was damp on her forehead and flecked with grains of dirt. She picked
up the note pad and began thumbing back pages. Then she set it down and looked
at me uncertainly.
"You know how dreams work?"
she said. "I mean, how dates and people and places shift in and out of a
mental picture that you wake up with in the morning? The picture seems to have
no origin in your experience, but at the same time you're almost sure you lived
it, you know what I mean?"
"Yeah, I guess."
"I looked up some of the things
that, well, maybe you believe you saw out there in the mist."
I drank out of my iced tea and looked
down the sloping lawn at the duck pond and the bright, humid haze on my
neighbor's sugarcane.
"You see, Dave, according to these
books, John Bell Hood never had a command in Louisiana," she said.
"He fought at Gettysburg and in Tennessee and Georgia."
"He was all through this country,
Boots."
"He lived here but he didn't fight
here. You see, what's interesting, Dave, is that part of your information is
correct but the rest you created from associations. Look here—"
She turned the notebook around so I
could see the notes she had taken. "You're right, he commanded the Texas
Brigade," she said. "It was a famous cavalry outfit. But look here at
this date. When you asked the general what the date was, he told you it was
April 21, 1865, right?"
"Right."
"April 21 is Texas Independence
Day, the day the battle of San Jacinto was fought between the Mexican army and
the Texans in 1836. Don't you see, your mind mixed up two historical periods.
Nothing happened out in that mist, Dave."
"Maybe not," I said.
"Wait here a minute, will you?"
I walked to the front of the house,
where my boat trailer was still parked, pulled back the tarp, which was dented
with pools of rainwater, reached down inside the bow of the boat, and returned
to the backyard.
"What is it?"
"Nothing."
"Why'd you go out front?"
"I was going to show you some junk
I found out in the marsh."
"What junk?"
"Probably some stuff left by an old
lumber crew. It's not important."
Her face was puzzled, then her eyes
cleared and she put her hand on top of mine.
"You want to go inside?" she
said.
"Where's Alf?"
"Playing over at Poteet's
house."
"Sure, let's go inside."
"I'm kind of dirty."
She waited for me to say something but I
didn't. I stared at my iced-tea glass.
"What is it, babe?" she said.
"Maybe it's time to start letting
go of the department."
"Let go how?"
"Hang it up."
"Is that what you want?"
"Not really."
"Then why not wait awhile? Don't
make decisions when you're feeling down, cher."
"I think I've already been cut
loose, Boots. They look at me like I have lobotomy stitches across my
forehead."
"Maybe you read it wrong, Dave.
Maybe they want to help but they just don't know how."
I didn't answer. Later, after we had
made love in the warm afternoon gloom of our bedroom, I rose from the softness
of her body and sat listlessly on the side of the bed. A moment later I felt
her nails tick lightly on my back.
"Ask the sheriff if he wants your
resignation," she said.
"It won't solve the problem."
"Why won't it? Let them see how
well they'll do without you."
"You don't understand. I'm
convinced Kelly Drummond's killer was after me. It's got something to do with
that dead black man. That's the only thing that makes sense."
"Why?"
"We've gotten virtually nowhere in
trying to find this serial killer or psychopath or whatever he is. So why would
he want to come after me? But the lynched black man is another matter.
I'm the only one making noise about it. That's the connection. Why doesn't the
sheriff see that?"
I felt her nails trace my vertebrae.
"You want to believe that all
people are good, Dave," she said. "When your friends don't act the
way they should, you feel all this anger and then it turns inward on you."
"I'm going to take down that guy,
Boots. Even if I have to do it outside the department."
It was quiet for a long time. Then I
felt her weight shift on the mattress and I thought she was getting up to get
dressed. Instead, she rose to her knees, pressed her body hard against my back,
and pulled my head against her breasts.
"I'll always love you, Dave,"
she said. "I don't care if you're a cop or a commercial fisherman or if
you hunt down this bastard and kill him, I'll always love you for the man you
are."
How do you respond to a statement like
that?
The phone call came at 9:30 that night. I answered it in the kitchen.
"You're a hard man to catch,"
she said.
"Who's this?"
"The lady who's been trying to
catch you, sugar."
"How about giving me a name?"
"It's Amber. Who else,
darlin'?" Her voice sounded sleepy, indolent, in slow motion.
"Ah, the lady of the mysterious
phone messages."
"You don't remember me? Don't hurt
my feelings."
"No, I'm sorry, I don't recall who
you are. What can I do for you?"
"It's me that's going to do you a
big favor, darlin'. It's because I like you. It's because I remember you from
New Orleans a long time ago."
"I appreciate all this, but how
about we cut to it?"
"I'm gonna give you the guy you want,
sweetheart."
"Which guy are we talking
about?"
"He's a nasty ole pimp and he's
been doin' some nasty things to his little girls."
Through the back window I could see my
neighbor burning field stumps in the dark. The sparks spun upward against the
black sky.
"What's his name, Amber?"
"I've got a temporary problem,
though. I want to go back to Florida for a little while, you know what I
mean?"
"What do you need?"
"Just the air ticket and a little
pin money. Three or four hundred dollars. That's not a lot to ask, is it?"
"We might be able to arrange that.
Would you like to come into my office?"
"Oh, I don't know if I should do
that. All those handsome men make me self-conscious. Do you know where Red's
Bar is in Lafayette?"
"On the north side?"
"You got it, sugar. How about in an
hour? I'll be at the bar, right by the door."
"You wouldn't try to take me over
the hurdles, would you, Amber?"
"Tell me you don't recognize me and
break my heart. Ooou, ooou," she said, and hung up.
Who was she? The rhetoric, the flippant
cynicism, the pout in the voice, the feigned little-girlishness, all spelled
hooker. And the messages she had left at my office were obviously meant to
indicate to others that there was a personal relationship between us. It
sounded like the beginning of a good scam. But she had also sounded stoned. Or
maybe she was simply crazy, I thought. Or maybe she was both stoned and crazy
and simply running a hustle. Why not?
There are always lots of possibilities
when you deal with that vast army of psychological mutants for whom police and
correctional and parole officers are supposed to be lifetime stewards. I once
knew a young psychiatrist from Tulane who wanted to do volunteer counseling in
the women's prison at St. Gabriel. He lasted a month. The inkblot tests he
gave his first subjects not only drove him into
clinical depression but eventually caused him to drop his membership in the
ACLU and join the National Rifle Association.
I made a call to the home of an AA
friend named Lou Girard who was a detective sergeant in Vice at the Lafayette
Police Department. He was one of those who drifted in and out of AA and never
quite let go of the old way of life, but he was still a good cop and he would
have made lieutenant had he not punched out an obnoxious local politician at
Democratic headquarters.
"What's her name again?" he
said.
I told him.
"Yeah, there's one broad around
calls herself Amber, but she's a Mexican," he said. "You said this
one sounds like she's from around here?"
"Yep."
"Look, Dave, these broads got about
two dozen names they trade around—Ginger, Consuela, Candy, Pepper, there's even
a mulatto dancer named Brown Sugar. Anyway, there're three or four hookers that
float in and out of Red's. They're low-rent, though. Their Johns are oil-field
workers and college boys, mostly."
"I'm going to drive over there in a
few minutes. Can you give me some backup?"
"To check out a snitch?"
"Maybe she's not just a
snitch."
"What about your own guys?"
"I'm supposed to be on sick leave
right now."
"Is something wrong over there,
Dave?"
"Things could be better."
"All right, I'll meet you behind
the bar. I'll stay in my car, though. For some reason my face tends to empty
out a place. Or maybe I need a better mouth wash."
"Thanks for doing this."
"It beats sitting at home listening
to my liver rot."
Red's Bar was located in a dilapidated, racially mixed neighborhood of unsurfaced streets, stagnant rain ditches coated
with mosquitoes, and vacant lots strewn with lawn trash and automobile parts.
Railway tracks intersected people's dirt yards at crazy angles, and Southern
Pacific freight cars often lumbered by a few feet from clotheslines and privies
and bedroom windows.
I parked my truck in the shadows behind
the bar. The shell parking lot was covered with hundreds of flattened beer
cans, and the bushes that bordered the neighbor's property stank from all the
people who urinated into them nightly. The owner of Red's had built his bar by
knocking out the front wall of a frame house and attaching a neon-lit house
trailer to it perpendicularly. Originally he had probably intended it to be the
place it looked like—a low-bottom bar where you didn't have to make comparisons
or where you could get laid and not worry about your own inadequacies.
But the bar became a success in ways
that the owner didn't anticipate. He hired black musicians because they were
cheap, and through no fault of his own he ended up with one of the best new zydeco
bands in southwestern Louisiana. And on Saturday nights he french-fried
potatoes in chicken fat and served them free on newspaper to enormous crowds
that spilled out into the parking lots.
But tonight wasn't Saturday, there was
no band; little sound except the jukebox's came from the bar, and the dust from
my truck tires floated in a cloud across the bushes that were sour with
urinated beer.
Lou Girard got out of his car and walked over to my window. He
was a huge man, his head as big as a basketball, who wore cowboy boots with his
suits and a chrome-plated .357 magnum in a hand-tooled belt holster. He also
carried a braided slapjack in his back pocket and handcuffs that he slipped
through the back of his belt.
"It's good to see you,
Streak," he said.
"You too, Lou. How's everything at
home?"
"My wife finally took off with her
beautician. A woman, I'm talking about. I guess I finally figured out why she
seemed a little remote in the sack. What are we doing tonight?"
"I'll go inside and look around.
I'd like you to be out here to cover my back. It's not a big deal."
He looked at the clapboard back of the
bar, at the broken windows and the overflow of the garbage cans, and hooked his
thumb in his belt.
"When'd you start needing backup
for bullshit like this?"
"Maybe I'm getting over the hill
for it."
"Be serious, my friend."
"You know about Kelly Drummond
being killed?"
"That actress? Yeah, sure."
"I think maybe the shooter was
after me. I don't want to walk into a setup."
"This is a weird fucking place for
a setup, Dave. Why would a guy want to bring a cop to a public place in
Lafayette for a whack?"
"Why do these guys do
anything?"
"You have any idea who the shooter
might be?"
"Maybe a guy who was in on a
lynching thirty-five years ago."
He nodded and his eyes became veiled.
"That doesn't sound plausible to
you?" I asked.
"What's plausible? I try to get off
the booze and my liver swells up like a football, my wife turns out to be a
dyke, and for kicks I'm standing by a bunch of bushes that stink like somebody
with a kidney disease pissed on them."
I pulled my tropical shirt out of my
khakis, stuck my .45 inside the back of my belt, and walked through the rear
entrance of the building.
The inside smelled like refrigerated
bathroom disinfectant and tobacco smoke. The wood floors were warped and
covered with cigarette burns that looked like black insects. Some college boys
were playing the jukebox and drinking pitcher beer at the bar, and two or three couples were dancing in
the adjacent room. A lone biker, with a lion's mane of blond hair and arms
wrapped with jailhouse art, hit the cue ball so hard on the pool table that it
caromed off the side of the jukebox. But it was a dead night at Red's, and the
only female at the bar was an elderly woman who was telling a long tale of
grief and discontent to a yawning bartender.
"What'll you have?" he said to
me.
"Has Amber been in?"
He shook his head to indicate either
that she had not or he had no idea whom I was talking about.
"She hasn't been here?"
"What do you want to drink?"
"A 7 Up."
He opened it and poured it into a glass
full of ice. But he didn't serve it to me. He walked to the rear of the long
bar, which was empty, set it down, and waited for me. When he leaned on the
bar, the biceps of his brown arms ridged with muscles like rocks. I walked down
the length of the bar and sat on the stool in front of him.
"Which Amber you looking for?"
he asked.
"I only know one."
"She don't come in here reg'lar.
But I could call somebody who probably knows where she's at. I mean if we're
talking about the same broad."
"A Mexican?"
"Yeah, that's right."
"She talks like a Mexican?"
"Yeah. What's a Mexican supposed to
talk like?"
"That's not the one I'm looking for,
then."
"Enjoy your 7 Up," he said,
and walked away from me.
I waited a half hour. The biker went out
and I heard him kick-start his motorcycle and peel down the dirt street in a
roar of diminishing thunder. Then the college boys left and the bar was almost
deserted. The bartender brought me another 7 Up. I reached for my billfold.
"It's on the house," he said.
"It's my birthday?" I said.
"You're a cop."
"I'm a cop?"
"It don't matter to me. I like
having cops in. It keeps the riffraff out."
"Why do you think I'm a cop,
partner?"
"Because I just went out back for a
breath of air and Lou Girard was taking a leak on our banana trees. Tell Lou
thanks a lot for me."
So I gave it up and walked back outside
into the humid night, the drift of dust off the dirt road, and the heat
lightning that flickered silently over the Gulf.
"I'm afraid it's a dud," I
said to Lou through his car window. "I'm sorry to get you out for
nothing."
"Forget it. You want to get
something to eat?"
"No, I'd better head home."
"This hooker, Amber, her full name
is Amber Martinez. I heard she was getting out of the life. But I can pick her
up for you."
"No, I think somebody was just
jerking me around."
"Let me know if I can do anything, then."
"All right. Thanks again.
Goodnight, Lou."
"Goodnight, Dave."
I watched him drive around the side of
the building and out onto the dirt street. Raindrops began to ping on the top
of my truck.
But maybe I was leaving too early, I
thought. If the bartender had made Lou Girard, maybe the woman had, too.
I went back inside. All the bar stools
were empty. The bartender was rinsing beer mugs in a tin sink. He looked up at
me.
"She still ain't here. I don't know
what else to tell you, buddy," he said.
I put a quarter in the jukebox and
played an old Clifton Chenier record, Hey 'Tite Fille, then I walked out
onto the front
steps. The rain was slanting across the neon glow of the Dixie beer sign and
pattering in the ditches and on the shell parking lot. Across the street were
two small frame houses, and next to them was a vacant lot with a vegetable
garden and three dark oaks in it and an old white Buick parked in front. Then
somebody turned on a light inside the house next to the lot, and I saw the
silhouette of somebody in the passenger seat of the Buick. I saw the silhouette
as clearly as if it had been snipped out of tin, and then I saw the light glint
on a chrome or nickel-plated surface as brightly as a heliograph.
The shots were muffled in the rain—pop,
pop, like Chinese firecrackers under a tin can—but I saw the sparks fly out
from the pistol barrel through the interior darkness of the Buick. The shooter
had fired at an odd angle, across the seat and through the back window, but I
didn't wait to wonder why he had chosen an awkward position to take a shot at
me.
I pulled the .45 from under my shirt,
dropped to my knees behind the bumper of a pickup truck, and began firing with
both hands extended in front of me. I let off all eight rounds as fast as I
could pull the trigger. The roar was deafening, like someone had slapped both
his palms violently against my eardrums. The hollow-points exploded the glass
out of the Buick's windows, cored holes like a cold chisel through the doors, whanged
off the steering wheel and dashboard, and blew the horn button like a
tiddly-wink onto the hood.
The slide locked open on the empty
magazine, and the last spent casing tinkled on the flattened beer cans at my
feet. I stood erect, still in the lee of the pickup truck, slipped the empty
magazine out of the .45's butt, inserted a fresh one, and eased a round into
the chamber. The street was quiet except for the pattering of the rain in the
ditches. Then I heard a siren in the distance and the bar door opening behind
me.
"What the fuck's going on?"
the bartender said, his whole body framed in the light. "You fucking crazy
or something?"
"Get back inside," I said.
"We never had trouble here. Where
the fuck are you from? People lose licenses because of bullshit like
this."
"Do you want to get shot?"
He slammed the door shut, locked it, and
pulled the blinds.
I started across the street just as an
electrical short in the Buick caused the horn to begin blowing non-stop. I kept
the .45 pointed with both hands at the Buick's windows and moved in a circle
around the front of the car. No one was visible above the level of the windows
nor was there any movement inside. The hollow-points had cut exit holes the
size of half-dollars in the passenger door.
A Lafayette city police car came hard
around the corner, its emergency lights whirling in the rain. The police car
stopped twenty yards from the Buick and both front doors sprang open. I could
see the cop in the passenger's seat pulling his pump shotgun out of its
vertical mount on the dashboard. I got my badge holder out of my back pocket
and held it high over my head.
"Lay your weapon on the ground and
step back from the car," the driver said, aiming his revolver at me
between the door and the jamb.
I held my right arm at a ninety-degree
angle, the barrel pointing into the sky.
"I'm Detective Dave Robicheaux,
Iberia Parish Sheriff's Department," I said. "I'm complying with your
request."
I crouched in the beam of their
headlights, laid my .45 by the front tire of the Buick, and raised back up
again.
"Step away from it," the
driver said.
"You got it," I said, and
almost lost my balance in the rain ditch.
"Walk this way. Now," the
driver said.
People were standing on their front
porches and the rain was coming down harder in big drops that stung my eyes. I
kept my badge turned outward toward the two Lafayette city cops.
"I've identified myself. Now how
about jacking it down a couple of notches?" I said.
The cop with the shotgun pulled my badge
holder out of my hand and looked at it. Then he flexed the tension out of his
shoulders, made a snuffing sound in his nose, and handed me back my badge.
"What the hell's going on?" he
said.
"Somebody took two shots at me. In
that Buick. I think maybe he's still inside."
They both looked at each other.
"You're saying the guy's still in
there?" the driver said.
"I didn't see him go
anywhere."
"Fuck, why didn't you say so?"
I didn't get a chance to answer. Just
then, Lou Girard pulled abreast of the police car and got out in the rain.
"Damn, Dave, I thought you'd gone home.
What happened?"
"Somebody opened up on me," I
said.
"You know this guy?" the cop
with the shotgun said.
"Hell, yes, I do. Put your guns
away. What's wrong with you guys?" Lou said.
"Lou, the shooter fired at me
twice," I said. "I put eight rounds into the Buick. I think he's
still in there."
"What?" he said, and ripped
his .357 from his belt holster. Then he said to the two uniformed cops,
"What have you fucking guys been doin' out here?"
"Hey, Lou, come on. We didn't know
who this—"
"Shut up," he said, walked up
to the Buick, looked inside, then jerked open the passenger door. The interior
light went on.
"What is it?" the cop with the
shotgun said.
Lou didn't answer. He replaced his
revolver in his holster and reached down with his right hand and felt something
on the floor of the automobile.
I walked toward him. "Lou?" I
said.
His hands felt around on the seat of the
car, then he stepped
back and studied the ground and the weeds around his feet as though he were
looking for something.
"Lou?"
"She's dead, Dave. It looks like
she caught one right through the mouth."
"She?" I said. I felt
the blood drain from my heart.
"You popped Amber Martinez,"
he said.
I started forward and he caught my arm.
The headlights of the city police car were blinding in the rain. He pulled me
past the open passenger door, and I saw a diminutive woman in an embryonic
position, a white thigh through a slit in a cocktail dress, a mat of brown hair
that stuck wetly to the floor carpet.
Our faces were turned in the opposite
direction from the city cops'. Lou's mouth was an inch from my ear. I could
smell cigarettes, bourbon, and mints on his breath.
"Dave, there's no fucking gun,"
he whispered hoarsely.
"I saw the muzzle flashes. I heard
the reports."
"It's not there. I got a throw-down
in my glove compartment. Tell me to do it."
I stared woodenly at the two uniformed
cops, who stood in hulking silhouette against their headlights like gargoyles
awaiting the breath of life.
The sheriff called me personally at 5 a.m. the next morning so there would be no mistake about my
status with the department: I was suspended without pay. Indefinitely.
It was 7 a.m. and
already hot and muggy when Rosie Gomez and I pulled up in front of Red's Bar in
her automobile. The white Buick was still parked across the street. The bar was
locked, the blinds closed, the silver sides of the house-trailer entrance creaking
with heat.
We walked
back and forth in front of the building, feeling dents in the tin, scanning the
improvised rain gutters, even studying the woodwork inside the door jamb.
"Could the bullets have struck a
car or the pickup truck you took cover behind?" she said.
"Maybe. But I didn't hear
them."
She put her hands on her hips and let
her eyes rove over the front of the bar again. Then she lifted her hair off the
back of her neck. There was a sheen of sweat above the collar of her blouse.
"Well, let's take a look at the
Buick before they tow it out of here," she said.
"I really appreciate your doing
this, Rosie."
"You'd do the same for me, wouldn't
you?"
"Who knows?"
"Yeah, you would." She punched
me on the arm with her little fist.
We walked across the dirt street to the
Buick. On the other side of the vacant lot I could hear freight cars knocking
together. I opened all four doors of the Buick and began throwing out the floor
mats, tearing up the carpet, raking trash out from under the seats while Rosie
hunted in the grass along the rain ditch.
Nothing.
I sat on the edge of the backseat and
wiped the sweat out of my eyes. I felt tired all over and my hands were stiff
and hard to open and close. In fact, I felt just like I had a hangover. I
couldn't keep my thoughts straight, and torn pieces of color kept floating
behind my eyes.
"Dave, listen to me," she
said. "What you say happened is what happened. Otherwise you would have
taken up your friend on his offer."
"Maybe I should have."
"You're not that kind of cop. You
never will be, either."
I didn't answer.
"What'd your friend call it?"
she asked.
"A 'throw-down.' Sometimes cops
call it a 'drop.' It's usually a .22 or some other piece of junk with the
registration numbers filed off." I got up off the seat and popped the
trunk. Inside, I found a jack handle. I drove the tapered end into the inside
panel of the back door on the driver's side.
"What are you doing?" Rosie
said.
I ripped the paneling away to expose the
sliding frame and mechanism on which the window glass had been mounted.
"Let me show you something," I
said and did the same to the inside panel on the driver's door. "See, both
windows on this side of the car were rolled partially up. That's why my first
rounds blew glass all over the place."
"Yes?"
"Why would the shooter try to fire
through a partially opened window?"
"Good question."
I walked around to the passenger side of
the Buick. The carpet had a dried brown stain in it, and a roach as long and
thick as my thumb was crawling across the stiffened fibers.
"But this window is all the
way down," I said. "That doesn't make any sense. It had already started
to rain. Why would this woman sit by an open window in the rain, particularly
in the passenger seat of her own car?"
"It's registered to Amber
Martinez?"
"That's right. According to Lou
Girard, she was a hooker trying to get out of the life. She also did speedballs
and was ninety pounds soaking wet. Does that sound like a hit artist to
you?"
"Then why was she in the car? What
was she doing here?"
"I don't know."
"What did the homicide investigator
have to say last night?"
"He said, 'A .45 sure does leave a
hole, don't it?' "
"What else?"
"He said, 'Did you have to come
over to Lafayette to fall in the shithouse?' "
"Look at me," she said.
"What?"
"How much sleep did you get last
night?"
"Two or three hours."
I threw the tire iron on the front seat
of the Buick.
"What do you feel now?" she
said.
"What do you mean?" I was
surprised at the level of irritation in my voice.
"You know what I mean."
My eyes burned and filmed in the haze. I
saw the three oaks in the vacant lot go out of focus, as though I were looking
at them inside a drop of water.
"Everyone thinks I killed an
unarmed woman. What do you think I feel?" I said. I had to swallow when I
said it.
"It was a setup, Dave. We both know
it."
"If it was, what happened to the
gun? Why aren't there any holes in the bar?"
"Because the guy behind this is one
smart perp. He got a woman, probably a chippy, to make calls to your dispatcher
to give the impression your fly was open, then he got you out of your
jurisdiction and involved you in another hooker's death. I think this guy's
probably a master at control."
"Somehow that doesn't make me feel
a lot better, Rosie."
I looked at the stain on the Buick's
carpet. The heat was rising from the ground now and I thought I could smell a
salty odor like dead fish. I closed the passenger door.
"I really walked into it, didn't
I?" I said.
"Don't worry, we're going to bust
the guy behind this and lose the key on him." Her eyes smiled, then she
winked at me.
I had brought a garden rake from home. I
took it out of Rosie's car and combed a pile of mud and soggy weeds from the
bottom of the ditch next to the Buick. Then Rosie said, "Dave, come over
here and look at this."
She stood next to the vegetable patch
that was located on the edge of the vacant lot. She pointed at the ground.
"Look at the footprints," she
said. "Somebody ran through the garden. He broke down the tomato
stakes."
The footprints were deep and wide-spaced
in the soft earth. The person had been moving away from the street toward the
three oak trees in the center of the lot. Some of the tomato and eggplant
bushes were crushed down flat in the rows.
A wrecker came around the corner with
two men in it and stopped behind the Buick. The driver got out and began
hooking up the rear end of the Buick. A middle-aged plain-clothes detective in
short sleeves with his badge on his belt got out with him. His name was Doobie Patout, a wizened and
xenophobic man, with faded blue tattoos on his forearms; some people believed
he'd once been the official executioner at Angola.
He didn't speak. He simply stared
through the heat at me and Rosie.
"What's happening, Doobie?" I said.
"What y'all doin' out here?"
he said.
"Looking for a murder weapon,"
I said.
"I heard you were suspended."
"Word gets around."
"You're not supposed to be messin'
'round the crime scene."
"I'm really just an observer."
"Who's she?" He raised one
finger in Rosie's direction.
"Special Agent Gomez," Rosie
said. "This is part of an FBI investigation. Do you have a problem with
that?"
"You got to coordinate with the
city," he said.
"No, I don't," she said.
The driver of the wrecker began winching
the Buick's weight off its back wheels.
"I wouldn't hang around here if I
was you," Doobie said to me.
"Why not?" Rosie said.
"Because he don't have legal
authority here. Because he made a mistake and nobody here'll probably hold it
against him. Why piss people off, Robicheaux?"
"What are you saying, Doobie?"
"So you got to go up against
Internal Affairs in your own department. That don't mean you're gonna get
indicted in Lafayette Parish. Why put dog shit on a stick and hold it under
somebody's nose?"
Behind us, an elderly fat mulatto woman
in a print dress came out on her porch and began gesturing at us. Doobie Patout
glanced at her, then opened the passenger door to the wrecker and paused before
getting in.
"Y'all can rake spinach out of that
ditch all you want," he said. "I ran a metal detector over it last
night. There's no gun in it. So don't go back to New Iberia and be tellin'
people you got a bad shake over here."
"Y'all gonna do somet'ing 'bout my
garden, you?" the woman shouted off the porch.
The wrecker drove off with the Buick
wobbling on the winch cable behind it. At the corner the wrecker turned and a
hubcap popped off the Buick and bounced on its own course down the empty dirt
road.
"My, what a nasty little man,"
Rosie said.
I looked back at the footprints in the
vegetable patch. They exited in the Johnson grass and disappeared completely.
We walked into the shade of the oaks and looked back at the road, the bits of
broken glass that glinted in the dirt, the brilliant glare of sunlight on the
white shell parking lot. I felt a weariness that I couldn't find words for.
"Let's talk to some of the
neighbors, then pack it in," I said.
We didn't have to go far. The elderly
woman whom we had been ignoring labored down her porch steps with a cane and
came toward us like a determined crab. Her legs were bowed and popping with
varicose veins, her body ringed with fat, her skin gold and hairless, her
turquoise eyes alive with indignation.
"Where that other one gone?"
she said.
"Which one?" I said.
"That policeman you was talkin'
to."
"He went back to his office."
"Who gonna pay for my li'l
garden?" she asked. "What I gone do wit' them smush tomato? What I
gone do wit' them smush eggplant, me?"
"Did you see something last night,
auntie?" I said.
"You ax me what I seen? Go look my
li'l garden. You got eyes, you?"
"No, I mean did you see the
shooting last night?"
"I was in the bat'room, me."
"You didn't see anything?"
Rosie said.
The woman jabbed at a ruined eggplant
with her cane.
"I seen that. That look like
a duck egg to you? They don't talk English where y'all come from?"
"Did you see a woman in a white car
outside your house?" I said.
"I seen her. They put her in an
ambulance. She was dead."
"I see," I said.
"What you gone do 'bout my
garden?"
"I'm afraid I can't do
anything," I said.
"He can put his big feet all over
my plants and I cain't do nothin' 'bout it?"
"Who?" I said.
"The man that run past my bat'room.
I just tole you. You hard of hearin' just like you hard of seein'? I got up to
go to the bat'room."
My head was swimming.
"Listen, auntie, this is very
important," I said. "You're telling me you saw a man run past your
window?"
"That's right. I seen him smush my
li'l plants, break down my tomato pole, keep on runnin' right out yonder
t'rough them tree, right on 'cross the tracks till he was gone. I seen the
light on that li'l gun in his hand, too."
Rosie and I looked at each other.
"Can you describe this fellow,
auntie?" I said.
"Yeah, he's a white man who don't
care where he put his big muddy feet."
"Did the gun look like this
one?" Rosie said, opened her purse, and lifted out her .357 magnum.
"No, it mo' li'l than that."
"Why didn't you tell this to the
police last night?" I asked.
"I tole them. I be talkin' and they
be carryin' on with each other like I ain't here, like I some old woman just in
they way. It ain't changed, no."
"What hasn't?" I said.
"When the last time white people
'round here ax us what we t'ink about anyt'ing? Ain't nobody ax me if I want
that juke 'cross from my li'l house, no. Ain't nobody worried 'bout my li'l
garden. Black folk still black folk, livin' out here without no pave, with dust
blowin' off the road t'rough my screens. Don't be pretendin' like it ain't
so."
"You've helped us a great deal,
auntie," I said.
She leaned over on her cane, wrapped a
tangle of destroyed tomato vines around her hand, and flung them out into the
grass. Then she began walking back toward her porch, the folds of skin in her
neck and shoulders creasing like soft tallow.
"Would you mind if we came to see
you again?" I asked
"Waste mo' of my day, play like you
care what happen down here on the dirt road? Why you ax me? You comin' when you
want, anyway, ain't you?"
Her buttocks swelled like an elephant's
against her dress when she worked her way up the steps. On the way out of town
we stopped at a nursery and I paid cash to have a dozen tomato plants delivered
to her address.
"Not smart giving anything to a potential witness, Slick,"
Rosie said when we were back on the highway.
"You're used to operating in the
normal world, Rosie. Did you hear what Doobie Patout said? Lafayette Homicide
has given that girl's death the priority of a hangnail. Welcome to the New
South."
When I got
back home I turned on the window
fan in the bedroom, undressed, and lay down on top of the sheets with my
arm across my eyes. The curtains, which were printed with small pink flowers,
lifted and fell in the warm breeze, and I could hear Tripod running back and
forth on his chain in the dead leaves under the pecan trees.
In my sleep I thought I could feel the
.45 jumping in my palm, the slide slamming down on a fresh cartridge, the recoil
climbing up my forearm like the reverberation from a
jackhammer. Then, as though in slow motion, I
saw a woman's face bursting apart; a small black hole appeared right below the
mouth, then the fragile bone structure caved in upon itself, like a rubber mask
collapsing, and the back of her head suddenly erupted in a bloody mist.
I wanted to wake from my dream, force
myself even inside my sleep to realize that it was indeed only a dream, but
instead the images changed and I heard the ragged popping of small-arms and saw
the border of a hardwood forest in autumn, the leaves painted with fire, and a
contingent of Confederate infantry retreating into it.
No, I didn't simply see them; I was in
their midst, under fire with them, my throat burning with the same thirst, my
hands trembling as I tried to reload my weapon, my skin twitching as though
someone were about to peel it away in strips. I heard a toppling round throp
close to my ear and whine away deep in the woods, saw the long scarlet
streaks in the leaves where the wounded had been dragged behind tree trunks,
and was secretly glad that someone else, not me, had crumpled to his knees, had
cried out for his mother, had tried futilely to press his blue nest of entrails
back inside his stomach.
The enemy advanced across an open field out of their own cannon
smoke, their bayonets fixed, their artillery arching over their heads and
exploding behind us in columns of dirt and flame. The light was as soft and golden
as the season, but the air inside the woods was stifling, filled with dust and
particles o'f leaves, the smell of cordite and bandages black with gangrene,
the raw odor of blood.
Then I knew, even in sleep, what the
dream meant. I could see the faces of the enemy now, hear the rattle of their
equipment, their officers yelling, "Form up, boys, form up!" They
were young, frightened, unknowledgeable of politics or economics, trembling as
much as I was, their mouths too dry now even to pray, their sweaty palms locked
on the stocks of their rifles. But I didn't care about their innocence, their
beardless faces, the crimson flowers that burst
from their young breasts. I just wanted to live. I wanted every round we fired
to find a target, to buckle bone, to shatter lungs and explode the heart; I
wanted their ranks to dissolve into a cacophony of sorrow.
My head jerked erect on the pillow. The
room was hot and close and motes of dust spun in the columns of weak light that
shone through the curtains. My breath rasped in my throat, and my chest and
stomach were slick with perspiration.
The general sat in a straight-backed
chair by the foot of my bed, with his campaign hat resting on one knee. His
beard was trimmed and he wore a brushed gray coat with a high gold collar. He
was gazing out the window at the shifting patterns of light made by the pecan
and oak trees.
"You!" I said.
"I hope you don't mind my
being here."
"No, I—you simply surprised
me."
"You shouldn't have remorse
about the kinds of feelings you just experienced, Mr. Robicheaux. A desire to
live doesn't mean you lack humanity."
"I opened up on the Buick too
soon. I let off the whole magazine without seeing what I was shooting at."
"You thought your life was at
risk, suh. What were you supposed to do?"
"They say I killed an unarmed
woman, general."
"Yes, I think that would
probably trouble me, too." He turned his hat in a circle on his knee. "I
have the impression that you were very fond of your father, the
trapper."
"Excuse me?"
"Didn't he once tell you that if
everyone agrees on something, it's probably wrong?"
"Those were his words."
"Then why not give them some
thought?"
"General, somebody has done a
serious mind fuck on me. I can't trust what I see or hear anymore."
"I'm sorry. Someone has done
what?"
"It's the same kind of feeling I
had once in Golden Gloves. A guy hooked me after the bell, hard, right behind
the ear. For two or three days I felt like something was torn loose from the
bone, like my brain was floating in ajar."
"Be brave."
"I see that woman, the back of
her head . . . Her hair was glued to the carpet with her own blood."
"Think about what you just
said."
"What?"
"You're a good police officer,
an intelligent man. What does your eye tell you?"
"I need some help,
general."
"You belong to the quick, you
wake in the morning to the smell of flowers, a woman responds to the touch of
your fingers, and you ask help of the dead, suh?"
He lifted himself to his feet with his crutch.
"I didn't mean to offend
you," I said.
"In your dream you saw us
retreating into a woods and you saw the long blue line advancing out of the
smoke in the field, didn't you?"
"Yes."
"Were you afraid?"
"Yes."
"Because you thought time had
run out for you, didn't you?"
"Yes, I knew it had."
"We should have died there but
we held them. Our thirst was terrible. We drank rainwater from the hoof prints
of livestock. Then that night we tied sticks in the mouths of our wounded so
they wouldn't cry out while we slipped out of the woods and joined the rest of
our boys."
The wind began blowing hard in the trees
outside the window. Last fall's leaves swirled off the ground and blew against
the house.
"I sense resentment in
you," he said.
"I already paid my dues.
I don't want—"
"You don't want what?" He
pared a piece of dirt from under his fingernail.
"To be the only man under a
flag."
"Ah, we never quit paying dues,
my friend. I must be going now. The wind's out of the south. There'll be
thunder by this afternoon. I always have a hard time distinguishing it from
Yankee cannon."
He made a clucking sound with his
tongue, fitted his campaign hat on his head, took up his crutch, and walked
through the blades of the window fan into a spinning vortex of gold and scarlet
leaves.
When I finally
woke from my sleep in midafternoon, like rising from the warm stickiness
of an opium dream, I saw Alafair watching me through the partly opened bedroom
door. Her lips were parted silently, her round, tan face wan with
incomprehension. The sheets were moist and tangled around my legs. I tried to
smile.
"You okay, Dave?"
"Yeah, I'm fine."
"You were having a dream. You were making all kinds of
sounds."
"It's probably not too good to
sleep in the daytime, little guy."
"You got malaria again?"
"No, it doesn't bother me much
anymore."
She walked into the room and placed one
hand on the bedstead. She looked at the floor.
"What's the matter, Alf?" I
said.
"I went to the grocery down at the
four-corners with Bootsie. A man had the newspaper open on the counter and was
reading something out loud. A lady saw us and touched the man on the arm. Then
both of them just stared at us. Bootsie gave them a real mean look."
"What was the man saying?"
"A lady got shot." Her palm
was cupped tightly on the knob of the bedstead. She stared at the floor, and
there were small white discolorations in her cheeks like slivers of ice.
"He said you shot the lady. You shot the lady, Dave."
I sat up on the edge of the bed.
"I had some trouble last night,
Alafair. Somebody fired a pistol at me and I shot back. I'm not sure who fired
at me or what this lady was doing there. But the situation is a lot more
complex than maybe some people think. The truth can be real hard to discover
sometimes, little guy."
"Did you do what they say,
Dave?" I could see the shine of fear in her brown eyes.
"I don't know. But I never shot at
anybody who didn't try to hurt me first. You have to believe me on that, Alf.
I'm not sure what happened last night, but sooner or later I probably will. In
the meantime, guys like you and me and Bootsie have to be standup and believe
in each other."
I brushed her bangs away from her eyes.
She looked for a long time at the whirling blades of the window fan and the
shadows they made on the bed.
"They don't have any right,"
she said.
"Who?"
"Those people. They don't have the
right to talk about you like that."
"They have the right to read what's
in the newspaper, don't they?"
"The lady at the counter was saying
something just before we walked in. I heard her through the screen. She said,
'If he's gone back to drinking, it don't surprise me he done that, no.' That's
when the man started reading out loud from the newspaper."
I picked her up by the waist and sat her
on the bed. Her muscular body felt as compact as a small log.
"Look, little guy," I said,
"drinking isn't part of my life anymore. I gave it to my Higher
Power." I stroked
her hair and saw a smile begin to grow at the edge of her mouth and eyes.
"Dave?"
"What?"
"What's it mean when you say
somebody's got to be standup?"
"No matter what the other side does
to you, you grin and walk through the cannon smoke. It drives them crazy."
She was grinning broadly now, her
wide-set teeth white in the shadows of the room.
"Where's Bootsie?" I asked.
"Fixing supper."
"What are we having?"
"Sac-a-lait and dirty
rice."
"Did you know they run freight
trains on that in Louisiana?"
She started bouncing on the edge of the
bed, then my words sank in. "What? Freight. . . what?" she said.
"Let me get dressed, little guy,
then we'll check out the food situation."
My explanation to Alafair was the best I
could offer, but the truth was I needed to get to an AA meeting. Since the
night I had seen the general and his soldiers in the mist, I had talked once
over the phone to my AA sponsor but had not attended a meeting, which was the
place I needed to be most. What might be considered irrational, abnormal,
aberrant, ludicrous, illogical, bizarre, schizoid, or schizophrenic to earth
people (which is what AAs call non-alcoholics) is usually considered fairly
normal by AA members.
The popular notion exists that Catholic
priests become privy to the darkest corners of man's soul in the confessional.
The truth is otherwise. Any candid Catholic minister will tell you that most
people's confessions cause eye-crossing boredom in the confessor, and the
average weekly penitent usually owns up to a level of moral failure
on par with unpaid parking violations and
overdue library books.
But at AA meetings, I've heard it all at
one time or another: extortion, theft, forgery, armed robbery, child
molestation, sodomy with animals, arson, prostitution, vehicular homicide, and
the murder of prisoners and civilians in Vietnam.
I went to an afternoon meeting on the
second floor of an Episcopalian church. I knew almost everyone there: a few
housewives, a black man who ran a tree nursery, a Catholic nun, an ex-con
bartender named Tee Neg who was also my sponsor, a woman who used to hook in
the Column Hotel Bar in Lafayette, a psychologist, a bakery owner, a freight
conductor on the Southern Pacific, and a man who was once a famous aerialist
with Ringling Brothers.
I told them the whole story about my
psycho-historical encounters and left nothing out. I told them about the
electricity that snapped and flickered like serpents' tongues in the mist, my
conversations with the general, even the unwashed odor that rose from his
clothes, the wounds in his men that maggots had eaten as slick as spoons.
As is usual with one's dramatic or
surreal revelations at an AA meeting, the response was somewhat humbling. They
listened attentively, their eyes sympathetic and good-natured, but a number of
the people there at one time or another had ripped out their own wiring,
thought they had gone to hell without dying, tried to kill themselves, or been
one step away from frontal lobotomies.
When I had finished, the leader of the
meeting, a pipeline welder, said, "Damn, Dave, that's the best endorsement
of Dr Pepper I ever heard. You ought to call up them sonsof-bitches and get
that one on TV."
Then everyone laughed and the world
didn't seem so bad after all.
When I left
the meeting I bought a spearmint snowball
in the city park on Bayou Teche and used the outdoor pay
phone by the recreation building. Through the
moss-hung oak trees I could see kids diving into the public pool, their tan
bodies glistening with water in the hot sunlight.
It took a couple of minutes to get the
Lafayette coroner on the line. He was a hard-nosed choleric pathologist named
Sol lie Rothberg, whom cops quickly learned to treat diplomatically.
"I wondered what you had on the
Amber Martinez shooting," I said.
I could hear the long-distance wires
humming in the receiver.
"Robicheaux?" he said.
"That's right."
"Why are you calling me?"
"I just told you."
"It's my understanding you're
suspended."
"So what? Your medical findings are
a matter of public record, aren't they?"
"When they become public they are.
Right now they aren't public."
"Come on, Sollie. Somebody's trying
to deep-fry my cojones in a skillet."
In my mind's eye I could see him idly
throwing paper clips at his wastebasket.
"What's the big mystery I can clear
up for you?" he said.
"What caliber weapon killed
her?"
"From the size of the wound and the
impact of the round, I'd say a .45."
"What do you mean 'size' ?"
"Just what I said."
"What about the round?"
"It passed through her. There
wasn't much to recover. It was a clean exit wound."
"It was a copper-jacketed
round?"
"That's my opinion. In fact, I know
it was. The exit hole wasn't much larger in diameter than the entry."
I closed and opened my eyes. I could
feel my heart beating in my chest.
"You there?" he said.
"Yes."
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing, Sollie. I use
hollow-points."
I could hear birds singing in the trees,
and the surface of the swimming pool seemed to be dancing with turquoise light.
"Anything else?" he asked.
"Yeah, time of death."
"You're crowding me."
"Sollie, I keep seeing the back of
her head. Her hair had stuck to the carpet. The blood had already dried, hadn't
it?"
"I can't tell you about that
because I wasn't there."
"Come on, you know what I'm asking
you."
"Did she die earlier, you want to
know?"
"Look, partner, you're my lifeline.
Don't be jerking me around."
"How about I go you one better? Did
she die in that car, you want to ask me?"
I had learned long ago not to interfere
with or challenge Sollie's moods, intentions, or syntax.
"It's gravity," he said.
"The earth's always pulling on us, trying to suck us into the
ground."
"What?"
"It's what the shooter didn't think
about," he said. "Blood's just like anything else. It goes straight
down. You stop the heart, in this case the brain and then the heart, and the
blood takes the shortest course to the ground. You with me?"
"Not quite."
"The blood settles out in the
lowest areas of where the body is lying. The pictures show the woman curled up
on her side on the floor of the Buick. Her head was higher than her knees. But
the autopsy indicates that she was lying full length on her back at the time of death. She also had high levels
of alcohol and cocaine in her blood. I suspect she may have been passed out
when she died."
"She was shot somewhere else and
moved?"
"Unless the dead are walking around
on their own these days."
"You've really been a friend,
Sollie."
"Do you ever carry anything but a
.45? A nine-millimeter or a .357 sometimes?"
"No, I've always carried the same
Colt .45 auto I brought back from Vietnam."
"How many people know that?"
"Not many. Mostly cops, I
guess."
"That thought would trouble me. So
long, Robicheaux."
But the moment was not one for brooding.
I walked back to the hot-dog stand and bought snowballs for a half-dozen kids.
When a baseball bounced my way from the diamond, I scooped it up in my palms,
rubbed the roughness of the horse hide, fitted my fingers on the stitches, and
whipped a side-arm slider into the catcher's glove like I was nineteen years
old and could blow a hole through the backstop.
That night I called Lou Girard at his home in Lafayette, told him about my
conversations with the coroner and the mulatto woman across from the bar, and
asked him if anyone had vacuumed the inside of the Buick.
"Dave, I'm afraid this case isn't
the first thing on everybody's mind around here," he said.
"Why's that?"
"The detective assigned to it
thinks you're a pain in the ass and you should have stayed in your own
territory."
"When's the last time anyone saw Amber Martinez?"
"Three or four days ago. She was a
bender drinker and user. She was supposed to be getting out of the life, but I
think she'd work up a real bad Jones and find a candy man
to pick up her tab until she ended up in a tank
or a detox center somewhere."
"Who was her pimp?"
"Her husband. But he's been in jail
the last three weeks on a check-writing charge. Whoever killed her probably got
her out of a bar someplace."
"Yeah, but he knew her before. He
used another woman to keep leaving Amber's name on messages at my office."
"If I can get the Buick vacuumed,
what are we looking for?"
"I know I saw gun flashes inside
the car. But there weren't any holes in the front of the bar. See what you come
up with."
"Like what?"
"I don't know."
"Why don't you forget the forensic
bullshit and concentrate on what your nose tells you?"
"What's that?"
"This isn't the work of some lone
fuckhead running around. It has the smell of the greaseballs all over it. One
smart greaseball in particular."
"You think this is Julie's
style?"
"I worked two years on a task force
that tried to get an indictment on the Bone. When he gets rid of a personal
enemy, he puts a meat hook up the guy's rectum. If he wants a cop or a judge or
a labor official out of the way, he does it long distance, with a whole
collection of lowlifes between him and the target."
"That sounds like our man, all
right."
"Can I give you some advice?"
"Go ahead."
"If Balboni is behind this, don't
waste your time trying to make a case against him. It doesn't work. The guy's
been oiling jurors and judges and scaring the shit out of witnesses for twenty
years. You wait for the right moment, the right situation, and you smoke
him."
"I'll see you, Lou. Thanks for your
help."
"All right, excuse me. Who wants to
talk about popping a cap on a guy like Balboni? Amber Martinez probably did
herself. Take it easy, Dave."
At six the next morning I took a cup of
coffee and the newspaper out on the gallery and sat down on the steps. The air
was cool and blue with shadow under the trees and the air smelled of blooming
four o'clocks and the pecan husks that had moldered into the damp earth.
While I read the paper I could hear
boats leaving my dock and fishermen's voices out on the water. Then I heard
someone walking up the incline through the leaves, and I lowered the newspaper
and saw Mikey Goldman striding toward me like a man in pursuit of an argument.
He wore shined black loafers with
tassels on them, a pink polo shirt that hung out of his gray slacks, and a
thick gold watch that gleamed like soft butter on his wrist. His mouth was a
tight seam, down-turned at the corners, his jaw hooked forward, his strange,
pale, bulging eyes flicking back and forth across the front of my house.
"I want a word with you," he
said.
"How are you today, Mr.
Goldman," I said.
"It's 6 a.m., I'm at your house instead of at work; I got four hours'
sleep last night. Guess."
"Do I have something to do with
your problem?"
"Yeah, you do. You keep showing up
in the middle of my problem. Why is that, Mr. Robicheaux?"
"I don't have any idea."
"I do. It's because Elrod had got
some kind of hard-on for you and it's about to fuck my picture in a major
way."
"I'd appreciate it if you didn't
use that kind of language around my home."
"You got a problem with language?
That's the kind of stuff that's on your mind? What's wrong with you people down
here? The mosquitoes pass around clap of the brain or something?"
"What is it you want, sir?"
"He asks me what I
want?" he said, looking around in the shadows as though there were other
listeners there. "Elrod doesn't like to see you get taken over the
hurdles. Frankly I don't either. Maybe for other reasons. Namely nobody carries
my load, nobody takes heat for me, you understand what I'm saying?"
"No."
He cleared something from a nostril with
his thumb and forefinger.
"What is it with you, you put your
head in a bucket of wet cement every morning?" he asked.
"Can I be frank, too, Mr.
Goldman?"
"Be my guest."
"A conversation with you is a
head-numbing experience. I don't think any ordinary person is ready for
it."
"Let me try to put it in simple
words that you can understand," he said. "You may not know it, but I
try to be a fair man. That means I don't like somebody else getting a board
kicked up his ass on my account. I'm talking about you. Your own people are
dumping on you because they think you're going to chase some big money out of
town. I leave places or I stay in places because I want to. Somebody gets in my
face, I deal with it, personal. You ask anybody in the industry. I don't
rat-fuck people behind their back."
I set down my coffee cup, folded the
newspaper on the step, and walked out into the trees toward his parked
automobile. I waited for him to follow me.
"Is there anything else you wanted
to tell me?" I said.
"No, of course not. I'm just out
here to give you my personal profile. Listen to me, I'm going to finish this
picture, then I'm never coming back to this state. In fact, I'm not even going
to fly over it. But in the meantime no more of my people are going to the
hospital."
"What?"
"Good, the flashbulb went
off."
"What happened?" I said.
"Last night we'd wrapped it up and
everybody had headed home. Except Elrod and this kid who does some stunt work
got loaded and Elrod decides he's going to 'front Julie Balboni. He picks up a
Coke bottle and starts banging on Julie's trailer with it. Julie opens the door
in his jockey undershorts, and there's a twenty-year-old local broad trying to
put on her clothes behind him. So Elrod calls him a coward and a dago bucket of
shit and tells him he can fix him up in L.A. with Charlie Manson's chippies,
like they got hair under their arms and none on their heads and they're more
Julie's speed. Then El tells him that Julie had better not cause his buddy
Robicheaux any more grief or El's going to punch his ticket for him, and if he
finds out Julie murdered Kelly he's going to do it anyway, big time, with a
shotgun right up Balboni's cheeks.
"I don't know what Balboni was
doing with the broad, but he had some handcuffs. He walked outside, clamped one
on El's wrist, the other on a light pole, and said, 'You're a lucky man, Elrod.
You're a valuable piece of fruit. But your friend there, he don't have any luck
at all.' Then he stomped the shit out of the stunt kid. 'Stomped' is the word,
Mr. Robicheaux, I mean with his feet. He busted that kid's nose, stove in his
ribs, and ripped his ear loose from his head."
"Why didn't you stop it?"
"I wasn't there. I got all this
from the kid at the hospital. That's why I didn't get any sleep last
night."
"Is the kid pressing charges?"
"Get real. He was on a flight back
to Los Angeles this morning with enough dope in him to tranquilize a
rhinoceros."
"What do you want with me?"
"I want you to take care of Elrod.
I don't want him hurt."
"Tell me the truth. Do you have any
concerns at all except making your pictures?"
"Yeah, human beings. If you don't
accept that, I say fuck you."
His tense, protruding eyes reminded me
of hard-boiled eggs. I looked away from him, felt my palm close and unclose
against my trousers. The sunlight on the bayou was like a yellow flare burning
under the water.
"I'm not in the baby-sitting
business, Mr. Goldman," I said. "My advice is that you tell all this
to the sheriff's department. Right now I'm still suspended. I'm going back and
finish my coffee now. We'll see you around."
"It's Dogpatch. I'm in a cartoon. I
talk, nobody hears me." He tapped himself on the cheek. "Maybe I'm
dead and this is hell."
"What else do you want to
say?" I heard the heat rising in my own voice.
"You accuse me of not having any
humanity. Then I tell you Elrod's striking matches on Balboni's balls on your
account and you blow me off. You want Balboni to put his foot through El's
face?"
"He's your business partner. You
brought him here. You didn't worry about the origins of his money till
you—"
"That's all true. The question is
what do we do now?"
"We?"
"Right. I'm getting through.
Everybody around here doesn't have meatloaf for brains after all."
"There's no we in this. I'll
talk to Elrod, I'll take him to AA meetings, but he's not my charge."
"Good. Tell him that. I'm on my way
to work. Dump him in a cab."
"What?"
"He's down there in your bait shop.
Drunk. I think you have a serious hearing problem. Get some help."
He stuck a peppermint candy cane in the
corner of his mouth and walked back down the slope to his automobile, his
shoulders rolling under his polo shirt, his jaws cracking the candy between his
teeth, his profile turned into the freshening breeze like a gladiator's.
"You did what?" Bootsie said. She
stared at me open-mouthed across the kitchen table.
I told her
again.
"You threw him in the bayou?
I don't believe it," she said.
"He's used to it. Don't worry about
him."
"Mr. Sykes started fighting with
Dave on the dock, Bootsie," Alafair said. "He was drunk and making a
lot of noise in front of the customers. He wouldn't come up to the house like
Dave told him."
Way to go, Alf, I thought.
"Where is he now?" Bootsie
said, wiping her mouth with her napkin and starting to rise from her chair.
"Throwing up on the rose bushes,
the last I saw him."
"Dave, that's disgusting," she
said, and sat back down.
"Tell Elrod."
"Batist said he drank five beers
without paying for them," Alafair said.
"What are you going to do about
him?" Bootsie said. Then she turned her head and looked out the back
screen. "Dave, he just went across the backyard."
"I think El has pulled his suction
cups loose for a while, Boots."
"Suction cups?" Alafair said,
her cereal spoon poised in front of her mouth.
"He's crawling around on his hands
and knees. Do something," Bootsie said.
"That brings up a question I was
going to ask you."
I saw the recognition grow in her eyes.
"The guy went up against Julie
Balboni because of me," I said. "Or at least partly because of
me."
"You want him to stay here? Dave,
this is our home," she said.
"The guy's in bad shape."
"It's still our home. We can't open
it up to every person who has a problem."
"The guy needs an AA friend or he's
not going to make it. Look at him. He's pitiful. Should I take him down to the
jail?"
Bootsie rested her fingers on her
temples and stared at the sugar container.
"I'll make him a deal," I
said. "The first time he takes a drink, he gets eighty-sixed back to
Spanish Lake. He pays his share of the food, he doesn't tie up the telephone,
he doesn't come in late."
"Why's he squirting the hose in his
mouth?" Alafair said.
"All right, we can try it for a
couple of days," Bootsie said. "But, Dave, I don't want this man
talking anymore about his visions or whatever it is he thinks he sees out on
the lake."
"You think that's where I got it
from, huh?" I smiled.
"In a word, yes."
"He's a pretty good guy when he's
not wired. He just sees the world a little differently than some."
"Oh, wonderful."
Alafair got up from her chair and peered
at an angle through the screen into the backyard.
"Oooops," she said, and put
her hand over her mouth.
"What is it?" Bootsie said.
"Mr. Sykes just did the rainbow
yawn."
"What?" I said.
"He vomited on the picnic
table," Alafair said.
I waited until Bootsie and Alafair had
driven off to the grocery store in town, then I went out into the backyard.
Elrod's slacks and shirt were pasted to his skin with water from the bayou and
grimed with mud and grass stains. He had washed down the top of the picnic
table with the garden hose, and he now sat slack-jawed on the bench with his
knees splayed, his shoulders stooped, his hands hanging between his thighs. His
unshaved face had the gray color of spoiled pork.
I handed him a cup of coffee.
"Thanks," he said.
I winced at his breath.
"If you stay on at our house, do
you think you can keep the cork in the jug?" I said.
"I can't promise it. No, sir, I
surely can't promise it."
"Can you try?"
He lifted his eyes up to mine. The iris
of his right eye had a clot of blood in it as big as my fingernail.
"Nothing I ever tried did any
good," he said. "Antabuse, psychiatrists, a dry-out at the navy
hospital, two weeks hoeing vegetables on a county P-farm. Sooner or later I
always went back to it, Mr. Robicheaux."
"Well, here's the house rules,
partner," I said, and I went through them one at a time with him. He kept
rubbing his whiskers with the flat of his hand and spitting between his knees.
"I guess I look downright pathetic
to you, don't I?" he said.
"Forget what other people think.
Don't drink, don't think, and go to meetings. If you do that, and you do it for
yourself, you'll get out of all this bullshit."
"I got that kid beat up real bad.
It was awful. Balboni kept jumping up in the air, spinning around, and cracking
the sole of his foot across the kid's head. You could hear the skin split
against the bone."
He placed his palms over his ears, then
removed them.
"You stay away from Balboni,"
I said. "He's not your problem. Let the law deal with him."
"Are you kidding? The guy does
whatever he wants. He's even getting his porno dirt bag into the film."
"What porno dirt bag?"
"He brought up some guy of his from
New Orleans, some character who thinks he's the new Johnny Wadd. He's worked
the guy into a half dozen scenes in the picture. Look, Mr. Robicheaux, I'm
getting the shakes. How about cutting me a little slack? Two raw eggs in a beer
with a shot on the side. That's all I'll need. Then I won't touch it."
"I'm afraid not, partner."
"Oh man, I'm really sick. I've
never been this sick. I'm going into the D.T.s."
I put my hand on his shoulder. His
muscles were as tight and hard as cable wire and quivering with anxiety. Then
he covered his eyes and began weeping, his wet hair matted with dirt, his body
trembling like that of a man whose soul was being consumed by its own special
flame.
I DROVE OUT
TO SPANISH LAKE TO FIND JULIE BALBONI. No one was in the security building by the dirt road that led into
the movie location, and I dropped the chain into the dirt and parked in the
shade, close by the lake, next to a catering truck. The sky was darkening with
rain clouds, and the wind off the water blew leaves across the ground under the
oak trees. I walked through a group of actors dressed as Confederate infantry.
They were smoking cigarettes and lounging around a freshly dug rifle pit and
ramparts made out of huge stick-woven baskets filled with dirt. Close by, a
wheeled canon faced out at the empty lake. I could smell the drowsy, warm odor
of reefer on the breeze.
"Could y'all tell me where to find
Julie Balboni?" I said.
None of them answered. Their faces had
turned dour. I asked again.
"We're just the hired help," a
man with sergeant's stripes said.
"If you see him, would you tell him
Dave Robicheaux is looking for him?"
"You'd better tell him
yourself," another actor said.
"Do you know where Mr. Goldman
is?"
"He went into town with some
lawyers. He'll be back in a few minutes," the sergeant said.
"Thank you," I said.
I walked back to my truck and had just
opened the door when I heard someone's feet in the leaves behind me.
"I need a moment of your time,
please," Twinky Lemoyne said. He had been walking fast, holding his
ballpoint pens in his shirt pocket with one hand; a strand of hair hung over
his rimless glasses and his face was flushed.
"What can I do for you?"
"I'd like to know what your
investigation has found out."
"You would?"
"Yes. What have you learned about
these murders?"
I shouldn't have been surprised at the
presumption and intrusiveness of his question. Successful businessmen in any
small town usually think of policemen as extensions of their mercantile
fraternity, dedicated in some ill-defined way to the financial good of the
community. But previously he had stonewalled me, had even been self-righteous,
and it was hard to accept him now as an innocuous Rotarian.
"Maybe you should call the
sheriff's office or the FBI, Mr. Lemoyne. I'm suspended from the department
right now."
"Is this man Balboni connected with
the deaths of these women?"
"Did someone tell you he was?"
"I'm asking you an honest question,
sir."
"And I'm asking you one, Mr.
Lemoyne, and I advise you to take it quite seriously. Do you have some personal
knowledge about Balboni's involvement with a murder?"
"No, I don't."
"You don't?"
"No, of course not. How could
I?"
"Then why your sense of urgency,
sir?"
"You wouldn't keep coming out here
unless you suspected him. Isn't that right?"
"What difference should it make to
you?"
The skin of his face was grained and
red, and his eyelashes fluttered with his frustration.
"Mr. Robicheaux, I think . . . I
feel . . ."
"What?"
"I believe you've been treated
unfairly."
"Oh?"
"I believe I've contributed to it,
too. I've complained to others about both you and the FBI woman."
"I think there's another problem
here, Mr. Lemoyne. Maybe it has to do with the price of dealing with a man like
Julie Balboni."
"I've tried to be honest with
you."
"That's fine. Get away from
Balboni. Divest yourself of your stock or whatever it takes."
"Then maybe he was involved
with those dead girls?" His eyes were bright and riveted on mine.
"You tell me, Mr. Lemoyne. Would
you like Julie for your next-door neighbor? Would you like your daughter around
him? Would you, sir?"
"I find your remark very
offensive."
"Offensive is when a stunt man
gets his nose and ribs broken and an ear torn loose from his head as an object
lesson."
I could see the insult and injury in his
eyes. His lips parted and then closed.
"Why are you out here, Mr.
Lemoyne?"
"To see Mr. Goldman. To find out
what I can."
"I think your concern is late in
coming."
"I have nothing else to say to you.
Good day to you, sir." He walked
to his automobile and got in.
As I watched him
turn onto the dirt road and head back toward the
security building, I had to wonder at the self-serving naiveté that was
characteristic of him and his kind. It was as much a part of their personae as
the rows of credit and membership cards they carried in their billfolds, and
when the proper occasion arose they used it with a collective disingenuousness
worthy of a theatrical award.
At least that was what I thought—perhaps
in my own naiveté—about Twinky Hebert Lemoyne at the time.
When I reached the security building
Murphy Doucet, the guard, was back inside, and the chain was down in the road.
He was bent over a table, working on something. He waved to me through the open
window, then went back to his work. I parked my truck on the grass and walked
inside.
It was hot and close inside the building
and smelled of airplane glue. Murphy Doucet looked up from a huge balsa-wood
model of a B-17 Flying Fortress that he was sanding. His blue eyes jittered
back and forth behind a pair of thick bifocals.
"How you doing, Dave?" he
said.
"Pretty good, Murph. I was looking
for Julie Balboni."
"He's playing ball."
"Ball?"
"Yeah, sometimes he takes two or
three guys into town with him for a pepper game."
"Where?"
"I think at his old high school.
Say, did you get Twinky steamed up about something."
"Why's that?"
"I saw you talking to him, then he
went barreling-ass down the road like his nose was out of joint."
"Maybe he was late for lunch."
"Yeah, probably. It don't take too
much to get Twinky's nose out of joint, anyway. I've always suspected he could
do with a little more pussy in his life."
"He's not married?"
"He used to be till his wife run
off on him. Right after she emptied
his bank account and all the money in his safe. I didn't think Twinky was going
to survive that one. That was a long time ago, though."
He used an Exacto knife to trim away a
tiny piece of dried glue from one of the motors on his model airplane. He blew
sawdust off the wings and held the plane aloft.
"What do you think of it?" he
asked.
"It looks good."
"I've got a whole collection of
them. All the planes from World War II. I showed Mikey Goldman my B-17 and he
said maybe he could use my collection in one of his films."
"That sounds all right,
Murph."
"You kidding? He meant I should
donate them. I figured out why that stingy Jew has such a big nose. The air's
free."
"He seems like an upfront guy to
me," I said.
"Try working for one of them."
I looked at him. "You say Julie's
at his old high school?" I said.
"Yeah, him and some actor and that
guy named Cholo."
He set his bifocals on the work table
and rubbed his hands on the smooth blond surface of his plane. His skin was
wrinkled and brown as a cured tobacco leaf.
"Thanks for your time," I
said.
"Stop by more often and have
coffee. It's lonely sitting out here in this shack."
"By the way, do you know why
Goldman might be with a bunch of attorneys?"
"Who knows why these Hollywood
sonsofbitches do anything? You're lucky, Dave. I wish I was still a real cop. I
do miss it."
He brushed with the backs of his fingers
at the starch-white scar on his throat.
A HALF HOUR
LATER, AS RAIN CLOUDS CHURNED THICK AND black overhead, like curds of smoke from an oil fire, I parked my
truck by the baseball diamond of my old high school, now deserted for the summer, where Baby Feet and I had
played ball as boys. He stood at home plate, wearing only a pair of spikes and
purple gym shorts, the black hair on his enormous body glistening with sweat,
his muscles rippling each time he belted a ball deep into the outfield with a
shiny blue aluminum bat.
I walked past the oak trees that were
carved with the games of high school lovers, past the sagging, paintless
bleachers, across the worn infield grass toward the chicken-wire backstop and
the powerful swing of his bat, which arched balls like tiny white dots high
over the heads of Cholo and a handsome shirtless man whose rhythmic movements
and smooth body tone reminded me of undulating water. A canvas bag filled with
baseballs spilled out at Julie's feet. There were drops of moisture in his
thick brows, and I could see the concentrated, hot lights in his eyes. He bent
over effortlessly, in spite of his great weight, picked up a ball with his
fingers, and tossed it in the air; then I saw his eyes flick at me, his left
foot step forward in the batter's box, just as he swung the aluminum bat and
ripped a grounder like a rocket past my ankles.
I watched it bounce between the oak
trees and roll into the street.
"Pretty good shot for a foul
ball," I said.
"It looked right down the line to
me."
"You were never big on rules and
boundaries, Feet."
"What counts is the final score, my
man."
Another ball rang off his metal bat and
arched high into the outfield. Cholo wandered around in a circle, trying to get
his glove under it, his reddish-gray curls glued to his head, his glove
outstretched like an amphibian's flipper. The ball dropped two feet behind him.
"I hear you've been busy out at the
movie set," I said.
"How's that?"
"Tearing up a young guy who didn't
do anything to you."
"There's two sides to every
story."
"This kid hurt you in some way,
Julie?"
"Maybe he keeps bad company."
"Oh, I see. Elrod Sykes gave you a
bad time? He's the bad company? You're bothered by a guy who's either drunk or
hungover twenty-four hours a day?"
"Read it like you want." He
flipped a ball into the air and lined it over second base. "What's your
stake in it, Dave?"
"It seems Elrod felt he had to come
to my defense with you. I wish he hadn't done that."
"So everybody's sorry."
"Except it bothers me that you
seriously hurt a man, maybe because of me."
"Maybe you flatter yourself."
He balanced himself on one foot and began tapping the dirt out of his spikes
with his bat.
"I don't think so. You've got a big
problem with pride, Julie. You always did."
"Because of you? If my memory
hasn't failed me, some years ago a colored shoe-shine man was about to pull
real hard on your light chain. I don't remember you minding when I pulled your
butt out of the fire that night."
"Yesterday's box score, Feet."
"So don't take everything so
serious. There's another glove in the bag."
"The stunt man left town. He's not
going to file charges. I guess you already know that."
He rubbed his palm up and down the
tapered shank of the bat.
"It was a chicken-shit thing to
do," I said.
"Maybe it was. Maybe I got my point
of view, too. Maybe like I was with a broad when this fucking wild man starts
beating on the side of my trailer."
"He's staying at my house now,
Julie. I want you to leave him alone. I don't care if he gets in your face or
not."
He flipped another ball in the air and whanged
it to the shirtless man deep in left field. Then he took a hard breath
through his nostrils.
"All right, I got no plans to
bother the guy," he said. "But not because you're out here, Dave. Why
would I want to have trouble with the guy who's the star of my picture? You
think I like headaches with these people, you think I like losing money? . . .
We clear on this now? . . . Why you keep staring at me?"
"A cop over in Lafayette thinks you
set me up."
"You mean that shooting in front of
Red's Bar? Get serious, will you?" He splintered a shot all the way to the
street, then leaned over and picked up another ball, his stomach creasing like
elephant hide.
"It's not your style, huh?" I said.
"No, it's not."
"Come on, Julie, fair and
square—look back over your own record. Even when we were kids, you always had
to get even, you could never let an insult or an injury pass. Remember the time
you came down on that kid's ankle with your spikes?"
"Yeah, I remember it. I remember
him trying to take my eyes out with his."
The sky had turned almost black now, and
the wind was blowing dust across the diamond.
"You're a powerful and wealthy man.
Why don't you give it up?"
"Give what up? What the fuck are
you talking about?"
"Carrying around all that anger,
trying to prove you're big shit, fighting with your old man, whatever it is
that drives you."
"Where do you think you get off
talking to me like this?"
"Come on, Julie. We grew up
together. Save the hand job for somebody else."
"That's right. That's why maybe I
overlook things from you that I don't take from nobody else."
"What's to take? Your father used
to beat you with a garden hose. I didn't make that up. You burned down his
nightclub."
"It's starting to rain. I think
it's time for you to go." He picked up another ball and bounced it in his
palm.
"I tried, partner."
"Oh, yeah? What's that mean?"
"Nothing."
"No, you mean you came out here and
gave me a warning."
"Why do you think every pitch is a
slider, Julie?"
He looked away at the outfield, then
back at me.
"You've made remarks about my
family. I don't like that," he said. "I'm proud to be Italian. I was
even proud of my old man. The people who ran this town back then weren't worth
the sweat off his balls. In New Iberia we were always 'wops,' 'dagos,' and
'guineas' because you coonasses were too fucking stupid to know what the Roman
Empire was. So you get your nose out of the air when you talk about my family,
or about my problems, or anything about my life, you understand what I'm
saying, Dave?"
"Somebody made you become a dope
dealer? That's what you're telling me?"
"I'm telling you to stay the fuck
away from me."
"You don't make a convincing
victim, Julie. I'll see you around. Tell your man out there not to spit on the
ball."
"What?"
"Isn't that your porno star? I'd be
careful. I think AIDS is a lot more easily transmitted than people think."
I saw the rain pattering in the dust as
I walked away from him toward the bleachers behind first base. Then I heard a
ball ring off the aluminum bat and crash through the tree limbs overhead. I
turned around in time to see Julie toss another ball into the air and swing
again, his legs wide spread, his torso twisting, his wrists snapping as the bat
bit into the ball and laced it in a straight white line toward my face.
When I opened
my eyes I could see a thick layer
of black clouds stretched across the sky from the southern horizon to
a silken stretch of blue in the north. The rain
had the warm amber color of whiskey, but it made no sound and it struck against
my skin as dryly as flower petals in a windstorm.
The general sat on the bottom bench in
the bleachers, coatless, the wind flowing through his shirt, a holstered
cap-and-ball revolver hanging loosely from his right shoulder. The polished
brass letters CSA gleamed softly on the crown of his gray hat. I could smell
horses and hear teamsters shouting and wagons creaking in the street. Two
enlisted men separated themselves from a group in the oak trees, lifted me to
my feet, and sat me down on the wood plank next to the general.
He pointed toward first base with his
crutch. My body lay on its side in the dirt, my eyes partially rolled. Cholo
and the pornographic actor were running toward home plate from the outfield
while Julie was fitting the aluminum bat back in the canvas ball bag. But they
were all moving in slow motion, like creatures that were trying to burst free
from an invisible gelatinous presence that encased their bodies.
The general took a gold watch as thick
as a buttermilk biscuit from his pants pocket, snapped open the cover, glanced
at the time, then twisted around in his seat and looked at the soldiers forming
into ranks in the street. They were screwing their bayonets on the ends of
their rifles, sliding their pouches of paper cartridges and minié" balls
to the centers of their belts, tying their haversacks and rolled blankets
across their backs so their arms would be unencumbered. I saw a man put rolls
of socks inside his coat and over his heart. I saw another man put a Bible in
the same place. A boy not over sixteen, his cap crimped tightly on his small
head, unfurled the Stars and Bars from its wooden staff and lifted it popping
into the wind.
Then in the north, where the sky was
still blue and not sealed by storm clouds, I saw bursts of black smoke, like
birds with ragged wings, and I heard thunder echoing in the trees and between
the wooden buildings across the street.
"What's that?" I asked
him.
"You've never heard that sound,
the electric snap, before ? "
"They're air bursts, aren't
they?"
"It's General Banks's artillery
firing from down the Teche. He's targeted the wrong area, though. There's a
community of darkies under those shells. Did you see things like that in your
war?"
"Yes, up the Mekong. Some villagers
tried to run away from a barrage. They got caught out in the rice field. When
we buried them, their faces all looked like they had been inside a terrible
wind."
"Then you know it's the innocent
about whom we need to be most concerned?"
Before I could answer I saw Cholo and
the man without a shirt staring down at my body, their faces beaded with rain.
Julie pulled the drawstring tight on the ball bag and heaved it over his
shoulder.
"Get in the Caddy, you guys,"
he said.
"What happened, Julie?" Cholo
said. He wore tennis shoes without socks, a tie-dyed undershirt, and a
urine-yellow bikini knotted up tightly around his scrotum. Hair grew around the
edges of his bikini like tiny pieces of copper wire.
"He got in the way of the
ball," Julie said.
"The guy's got a real goose egg in
his hair," the shirtless man said. "Maybe we ought to take him to a
hospital or something."
"Leave him alone," Julie said.
"We just gonna leave him
here?" Cholo said.
"Unless you want to sit around out
here in the rain," Julie said.
"Hey, come on, Feet," Cholo
said.
"What's the problem?" Julie
said.
"He's not a bad guy for a cop.
Y'all go back, right?"
"He's got diarrhea of the mouth.
Maybe he learned a lesson this time," Julie said.
"Yeah, but that don't mean we can't
drop the guy off at the hospital. I mean, it ain't right to leave him in the
fucking rain, Julie."
"You want to start signing your own
paychecks? Is that what you're telling me, Cholo?"
"No, I didn't say that. I was just
trying to act reasonable. Ain't that what you're always saying? Why piss off
the locals?"
"We're not pissing off anybody.
Even his own department thinks he's a drunk and a pain in the ass. He got what
he deserved. Are you guys coming or not?" Julie said.
He opened the trunk of the purple
Cadillac limousine and threw the ball bag clattering inside. The porn actor
followed him, wiping his chest and handsome face with his balled-up shirt.
Cholo hesitated, stared after them, then pulled the first-base pad loose from
its anchor pins and rested it across the side of my face to protect it from the
rain. Then he ran after the others.
The blue strip of sky in the north was
now filled with torn pieces of smoke. I could hear a loud snap each time
a shell burst over the distant line of trees.
"What were you going to tell
me?" I said to the general.
"That it's the innocent we need
to worry about. And when it comes to their protection, we shouldn't hesitate to
do it under a black flag."
"I don't understand."
"I feel perhaps I've deceived
you."
"How?"
"Perhaps I gave you the
indication that you had been chosen as part of some chivalric cause."
"I didn't think that,
general."
His face was troubled, as though his
vocabulary was inadequate to explain what he was thinking. Then he looked out
into the rain and his eyes became melancholy.
"My real loss wasn't in the
war," he said. "It came later."
He turned slowly and looked into my face. "Yellowjack
took not only my life but also the lives of my
wife and daughter, Mr. Robicheaux."
He waited. The rain felt like confetti
blowing against my skin. I searched his eyes, and my heart began to beat
against my ribs.
"My family?" I said.
"If you're brave and honorable
and your enemies can't destroy you personally, they'll seek to destroy what you
love."
He gestured with his crutch to a
sergeant, who led a saddled white gelding around the side of the bleachers.
"Wait a minute, general. That's
not good enough," I said.
"It's all I have," he
answered, now seated in the saddle, his back erect, the reins wrapped around
his gloved fist.
"Who would try to hurt them?
What would they have to gain?"
"I don't know. Keep the Sykes
boy with you, though. He's a good one. You remember what Robert Lee once said:
'Texans move them every time.' Good day to you, lieutenant. It's time we go
give Bonnie Nate Banks his welcome to southwestern Louisiana." Then he
cut the spur on his left boot into his horse's flank, galloped to the head of
his infantry, and hollered out brightly, "Hideeho, boys! It's a fine
day for it! Let's make religious fellows of them all!"
Sometime later, I sat up on the ground in the rain, my clothes soaked, the base
pad in my lap, a knot as hard and round as a half-dollar throbbing three inches
behind my ear. An elderly black yardman bent over me, his face filled with
concern. Down the street I could see an ambulance coming toward me through the
rain.
"You okay, mister?" the black
man said.
"Yes, I think so."
"I seen you there and t'ought you
was drunk. But it look like somebody done gone upside yo' head."
"Would you help me up,
please?"
"Sho. You all right?"
"Why, yes, I'm sure I am. Did you
see a man on horseback?"
"The Popsicle man gone by. His li'l
cart got a horse. That's what you talkin' about?"
The black man eased me down on the
bottom plank of the bleachers. It was starting to rain hard now, but right next
to me, where the general had been sitting, was a pale, dry area in the wood
that was as warm to the touch as living tissue.
The sky was clear when I woke in the morning, and I could hear gray
squirrels racing across the bark of the trees outside the window. The icebag I
had put on the lump behind my ear fell to the floor when I got out of bed to
answer the phone.
"I called your office and found out
you're still suspended," Lou Girard said. "What's going on over
there?"
"Just
that. I'm still suspended."
"It sounds like somebody's got a
serious bone on for you, Dave. Anyway, I talked to this FBI agent, what's her
name, Gomez, as well as your boss. We vacuumed the Buick. Guess what we found?"
"I don't know."
"Paper wadding. The kind that's
used to seal blank cartridges. It looks like somebody fired a starter's gun at
you. He probably leaned down through the passenger window, let off a couple of
rounds, then bagged out."
"What'd the sheriff have to say
when you told him?"
"Not much. I got the feeling that
maybe he was a little uncomfortable. He doesn't look too good, right, when one
of his own men has to be cleared by a cop and a pathologist in another parish?
I thought I could hear a little Pontius Pilate tap water running in the
background."
"He's always been an okay guy. He
just got too close to a couple of the oil cans in the Chamber of
Commerce."
"Your friends don't stand around
playing pocket pool while civilians kick a two-by-four up your butt,
either."
"Anyway, that's real good news,
Lou. I owe you a red-fishing trip out to Pecan Island."
"Wait a minute, I'm not finished.
That Gomez woman has some interesting theories about serial killers. She said
these guys want control and power over people. So I got to thinking about the
LeBlanc girl. If your FBI friend is right and the guy who killed her is from
around here, what kind of work would he be in?"
"He may be just a pimp, Lou."
"Yeah, but she got nailed on a
prostitution charge when she was sixteen, right? That means the court gave
somebody a lot of control over her life. What if a probation or parole officer
had her selling out of her pants?"
"I saw the body. I think the guy
who mutilated her has a furnace instead of a brain. I think he'd have a hard
time hiding inside a white-collar environment."
"It was the pencil pushers who gave
the world Auschwitz, Dave. Anyway, her prostitution bust was in Lafayette. I'll
find out if her P.O. or social worker is still around."
"Okay, but I still believe we're
after a pimp of some kind."
"Dave, if this guy's just a pimp,
particularly if he's mobbed-up, he would have been in custody a long time ago.
These are dumb guys. That's why they do what they do. Most of them couldn't get
jobs cleaning gum off movie seats."
"So maybe Balboni's got a smart
pimp working for him."
"No, this guy knows how things work
from the inside. He sucked us both in on that deal at Red's Bar."
Lou had never gotten along with
white-collar authority, in fact, was almost obsessed about it, and I wasn't
going to argue with him.
"Let me know what you come up
with," I said.
But he wasn't going to let it drop that
easily.
"I've been in law enforcement for thirty-seven years,"
he said. "I've lost count
of the lowlifes I've helped send up the road. Is Louisiana any better for it?
You know the answer to that one. Face it. The real sonsofbitches are the ones
we don't get to touch."
"Don't be too down, Lou." I
told him about Julie line-driving a ball off the side of my head. Then I told
him the rest of it. "I asked the paramedics who called in the report. They
said it was anonymous. So I went down later and listened to the 911 tapes. It
was a guy named Cholo Manelli. He's a—"
"Yeah, I know who he is. Cholo did
that?"
"There's no mistaking that
broken-nose Irish Channel accent."
"He owes you or something?"
"Not really. But he's an old-time
mob soldier. He knows you don't antagonize cops unnecessarily. Maybe Julie's
starting to lose control of his people."
"It's a thought. But stay away from
Balboni till you get your shield back. Stay off baseball diamonds, too. For a
sober guy you sure have a way of spitting in the lion's mouth."
After I hung up the phone I showered,
dressed in a pair of seersucker slacks, brown loafers, a charcoal shirt with a
gray and red striped tie, and got a haircut and a shoe shine in town. My scalp
twitched when the barber's scissors clipped across the lump behind my ear.
Through the front window I saw Julie Balboni's purple limo drive down Main
Street. The barber stopped clipping. The shop was empty except for the
shoe-shine man.
"Dave, how come that man's still
around here?" the barber said. His round stomach touched lightly against
my elbow.
"He hasn't made the right people
mad at him."
"He ain't no good, that one. He
don't have no bidness here."
"I think you're right, Sid."
He started clipping again. Then, almost
as a casual afterthought, he said, "Y'all gonna get him out of town?"
"There're some business people
making a lot of money off of Julie. I think they'd like to keep him around
awhile."
His hands paused again, and he stepped
around the side of the chair so I could see his face.
"That
ain't the rest of us, no," he said. "We don't like having that man in
New Iberia. We don't like his dope, we don't like his criminals he bring up
here from New Orleans. You tell that man you work for we gonna 'member him when
we vote, too."
"Could I buy you a cup of coffee
and a doughnut this morning, Sid?"
A little later, with my hair still wet
and combed, I walked out of the heat into the air-conditioned coolness of the
sheriff's department and headed toward the sheriff's office. I glanced inside
my office door as I passed it. Rosie was not inside but Rufus Arceneaux was,
out of uniform now, dressed in a blue suit and tie and a silk shirt that had
the bright sheen of tin. He was sitting behind my desk.
I leaned against the door jamb.
"The pencil sharpener doesn't work
very well, but there's a pen knife in my drawer that you can use," I said.
"I wasn't bucking for plainclothes.
The old man gave it to me," he said.
"I'm glad to see you're moving on
up, Rufe."
"Look, Dave, I'm not the one who
went out and got fucked up at that movie set."
"I hear you were out there, though.
Looking into things. Probably trying to clear me of any suspicion that I got
loaded."
"I got a GED in the corps. You're a
college graduate. You were a homicide lieutenant in New Orleans. You want to
blame me for your troubles?"
"Where's Rosie?"
"Down in Vermilion Parish."
"What for?"
"How would I know?"
"Did she say anything about Balboni
having legal troubles with Mikey Goldman?"
"What legal—" His eyes
clouded, like silt being disturbed in dark water.
"When you see her, would you ask
her to call me?"
"Leave a message in her box,"
he said, positioned his forearms on my desk blotter, straightened his back, and
looked out the window as though I were not there.
When I walked into the sheriff's office
he was pouring a chalky liquid from a brown prescription bottle into a water
glass. A dozen sheets of paper were spread around on his desk. The
"hold" light was flashing on his telephone. He didn't speak. He drank
from the glass, then refilled it from the water cooler and drank again, his
throat working as though he were washing out an unwanted presence from his
metabolism.
"How you doin', podna?" he
said.
"Pretty good now. I had a talk with
Lou Girard this morning."
"So did I. Sit down," he said,
then picked up the phone and spoke to whoever was on hold. "I'm not sure what
happened. When I am, I'll call you. In the meantime, Rufus is going to be
suspended. Just hope we don't have to pass a sales tax to pay the bills on this
one."
He hung up the phone and pressed the
flat of his hand against his stomach. He made a face like a small flame was
rising up his windpipe.
"Did you ever have ulcers?" he
asked.
"Nope."
"I've got one. If this medicine I'm
drinking doesn't get rid of it, they may have to cut it out."
"I'm sorry to hear that."
"That was the prosecutor's office I was talking to. We're
being sued."
"Over what?"
"A seventy-six-year-old black woman
shot her old man to death last night, then killed both her dogs and shot
herself through the stomach. Rufus in there handcuffed her to the gurney, then
came back to the office. He didn't bother to give the paramedics a key to the
cuffs either. She died outside the emergency room."
I didn't say anything.
"You think we got what we deserved,
huh?" he said.
"Maybe he would have done it even
if he hadn't been kicked up to plainclothes, sheriff."
"No, he wouldn't have been the
supervising officer. He wouldn't have had the opportunity."
"What's my status this
morning?"
He brushed at a nostril with one
knuckle.
"I don't know how to say
this," he said. "We messed up. No, I messed up."
I waited.
"I did wrong by you, Dave," he
said.
"People make mistakes. Maybe you
made the best decision you could at the time."
He held out his hands, palms front.
"Nope, none of that," he said.
"I learned in Korea a good officer takes care of his men. I didn't get
this ulcer over Rufus Arceneaux's stupidity. I got it because I was listening
to some local guys I should have told to butt out of sheriff's department
business."
"Nobody's supposed to bat a
thousand, sheriff."
"I want you back at work today.
I'll talk to Rufus about his new status. That old black woman is part my
responsibility. I don't know why I made that guy plainclothes. You don't send a
warthog to a beauty contest."
I shook hands with him, walked across
the street to a barbecue stand in a grove of live oaks, ate a plate filled with
dirty rice, pork ribs, and red beans, then strolled back to the office, sipping
an ice-cold can of Dr Pepper. Rufus Arceneaux was gone. I clipped my badge on
my belt, sat in the swivel chair behind my desk, turned the air-conditioner
vents into my face, and opened my mail.
ROSIE WAS
BEAMING WHEN SHE CAME THROUGH THE OFFICE door an hour later.
"What's that I see?" she said.
"With a haircut and a shoe shine, too."
"How's my favorite Fed?"
"Dave, you look wonderful!"
"Thanks, Rosie."
"I can't tell you how fine it is to
have you back."
Her face was genuinely happy, to such an
extent that I felt vaguely ill at ease.
"I owe you and Lou Girard a lot on
this one," I said.
"Have you had lunch yet?"
"Yeah, I did."
"Too bad. Tomorrow I'm taking you
out, though. Okay?"
"Yeah, that'd be swell."
She sat down behind her desk. Her neck
was flushed and her breasts rose against her blouse when she breathed. "I
got a call this morning from an old Frenchman who runs a general store on
Highway 35 down in Vermilion Parish. You know what he said? 'Hey, y'all catch
the man put dat young girl in dat barrel?' "
I filled a water glass for her and put
it on her desk.
"He knows something?" I said.
"Better than that. I think he saw
the guy who did it. He said he remembers a month or so ago a blond girl coming
in his store at night in the rain. He said he became worried about her because
of the way a man in the store was watching her." She opened her notebook
pad and looked at it. "These are the old fellow's words: 'You didn't need
but look at that man's face to know he had a dirty mind.' He said the girl had
a canvas backpack and she went back out in the rain to the highway with it. The
man followed her, then he came back in a
few minutes and asked the old fellow if he had any red balloons for sale."
"Balloons?"
"If you think that sounds weird,
how about this? When the old fellow said no, the man found an old box of
Valentine candy on the back shelf and said he wanted that instead."
"I'm not making connections
here," I said.
"The store owner watched the man
with the candy box through the window. He said just before he pulled out of the
parking lot he threw the candy box in the ditch. In the morning the old fellow
went out and found it in the weeds. The cellophane wrapping was gone." She
watched my face. "What are you thinking?"
"Did he see the man pick up the
girl?"
"He's not sure. He remembers the
man was in a dark blue car and he remembers the brake lights going on in the
rain." She continued to watch my face. "Here's the rest of it. I
looked around on the back shelves of the store and found another candy box that
the owner says is like the one the man in the blue car bought. Guess what tint
the cellophane was."
"Red or purple."
"You got it, slick," she said, and leaned back in her
chair.
"He wrapped it around a spotlight,
didn't he?"
"That'd be my bet."
"Could the store owner describe
this guy?"
"That's the problem." She
tapped a ballpoint pen on her desk blotter. "All the old fellow remembers
is that the man had a rain hood."
"Too bad. Why didn't he contact us
sooner?"
"He said he told all this to
somebody, he doesn't know who, in the Vermilion Parish Sheriff's Department. He
said when he called again yesterday, they gave him my number. Is your
interagency cooperation always this good?"
"Always. Does he still have the
candy box?"
"He said he gave the candy to his
dog, then threw the box in the trash."
"So maybe we've got a guy
impersonating a cop?" I said.
"It might explain a lot of
things."
Unconsciously I fingered the lump behind
my ear.
"What's the matter?" she said.
"Nothing. Maybe our man is simply a
serial killer and psychopath after all. Maybe he doesn't have anything to do
with Julie Balboni."
"Would that make you feel good or
bad?"
"I honestly can't say, Rosie."
"Yeah, you can," she said.
"You're always hoping that even the worst of them has something of good in
him. Don't do that with Balboni. Deep down inside all that whale fat is a real
piece of shit, Dave."
Outside, a jail trusty cutting the grass
broke the brass head off a sprinkler with the lawnmower. A violent jet of water
showered the wall and ran down the windows. In the clatter of noise, in the
time it takes the mind's eye to be distracted by shards of wet light, I thought
of horses fording a stream, of sun-browned men in uniform looking back over
their shoulders at the safety of a crimson and gold hardwood forest, while
ahead of them dirty puffs of rifle fire exploded from a distant treeline that
swarmed with the shapes of the enemy.
It's the innocent we need to worry
about, he had said. And when it comes to their protection, we shouldn't
hesitate to do it under a black flag.
"Are you all right?" she said.
"Yeah, it's a fine day. Let's go
across the street and I'll buy you a Dr Pepper."
That evening, at sunset, I was sprinkling the grass and the flower
beds in the backyard while Elrod and Alafair were playing with Tripod on top of
the picnic table. The air was cool in the fading light and smelled of
hydrangeas and water from the hose and the fertilizer I had just spaded into
the roots of my rosebushes.
The phone rang inside, and a moment later
Bootsie brought it and the extension cord to the back screen. I sat down on the
step and put the receiver to my ear.
"Hello," I said.
I could hear someone breathing on the
other end.
"Hello?"
"I want to talk to you
tonight."
"Sam?"
"That's right. I'm playing up at
the black juke in St. Martinville. You know where that's at?"
"The last time I had an appointment
with you, things didn't work out too well."
"That was last time. I was drinkin'
then. Then them womens was hangin' around, made me forget what I was supposed
to do."
"I think you let me down,
partner."
He was quiet except for the sound of his
breathing.
"Is something wrong?" I said.
"I got to tell you somet'ing,
somet'ing I ain't tole no white man."
"Say it."
"You come up to the juke."
"I'll meet you at my office
tomorrow morning."
"What I got to say can put me back
on the farm. I sure ain't gonna do it down there."
Elrod picked Tripod up horizontally in
his arms, then bounced him up and down by tugging on his tail.
"I'll be there in an hour or
so," I said. "Don't jerk me around again, Sam."
"You might be a policeman, you
might even be different from most white folks, but you still white and you
ain't got no idea 'bout the world y'all give people of color to live in. That's
a fact, suh. It surely is," he said, and hung up.
I should have known that Hogman would
not be outdone in eloquence.
"Don't pull his tail," Alafair
was saying.
"He likes it. It gets his blood
moving," Elrod said.
She sighed as though Elrod were
unteachable, then took Tripod out of his arms and carried him around the side
of the house to the hutch.
"Can you take yourself to the
meeting tonight?" I asked Elrod.
"You cain't go?"
"No."
"How about I just wait till we can
go together?" He rubbed the top of the table with his fingers and didn't
look up.
"What if I drop you off and then
come back before the meeting's over?"
"Look, this is a, what do you call it, a step meeting?"
"That's right."
"You said it's about amends, about
atoning to people for what you did wrong?"
"Something like that."
"How do I atone for Kelly? How do I
make up for that one, Dave?" He stared out at the late red sun over the
cane-field so I couldn't see his eyes.
"You get those thoughts out of your
head. Kelly's dead because we have a psychopath in our midst. Her death doesn't
have anything to do with you."
"You can say that all you want, but
I know better."
"Oh, yeah?"
"Yeah."
I could see the clean, tight line of his
jaw and a wet gleaming in the corner of his eye.
"Tell me, did you respect
Kelly?" I asked.
He swiveled around on the picnic bench.
"What kind of question is that?"
"I'm going to be a little hard on
you, El. I think you're using her death to feel sorry for yourself."
"What?" His face was
incredulous.
"When I lost my wife I found out
that self-pity and guilt could be a
real rush, particularly when I didn't have Brother Jim Beam to do the
job."
"That's a lousy fucking thing to
say."
"I was talking about myself. Maybe
you're different from me."
"What the hell's the matter with
you? You don't think it's natural to feel loss, to feel grief, when somebody
dies? I tried to close the hole in her throat with my hands, her blood was
running through my fingers. She was still alive and looking straight into my
eyes. Like she was drowning and neither one of us could do anything about
it." He pressed his forehead against his fist; his flexed thigh trembled
against his slacks.
"I got four of my men killed on a
trail in Vietnam. Then I got drunk over it. I used them, I didn't respect them
for the brave men they were. That's the way alcoholism works, El."
"I'd appreciate it if you'd leave
me be for a while."
"Will you go to the meeting?"
He didn't answer. There was a pained
light in his eyes like someone had twisted barbed wire around his forehead.
"You don't have to talk, just
listen to what these guys have to say about their own experience," I said.
"I'd rather pass tonight."
"Suit yourself," I said.
I told Bootsie where I was going and
walked out to the truck. The cicadas droned from horizon to horizon under the
vault of plum-colored sky. Then I heard Elrod walking through the leaves and
pecan husks behind me.
"If I sit around here, I'll end up
in the beer joint," he said, and opened the passenger door to the truck.
Then he raised his finger at me. "But I'm going to ask you one thing,
Dave. Don't ever accuse me of using Kelly again. If you do, I'm going to knock
your teeth down your goddamn throat."
There were probably a number of things I
could have said in reply; but you don't deny a momentary mental opiate to
somebody who has made an appointment in the
Garden of Gethsemane.
The black jukejoint in St. Martinville was set back in a grove of trees off
a yellow dirt road not far from Bayou Teche. It was one of those places that
could be dropped by a tornado in the middle of an Iowa cornfield and you would
instantly know that its origins were in the Deep South. The plank walls and
taped windows vibrated with noise from Friday afternoon until late Sunday
night. Strings of Christmas-tree lights rimmed the doors and windows year
round; somebody was barbecuing ribs on top of a tin barrel, only a few feet
from a pair of dilapidated privies that were caked under the eaves with yellow
jacket and mud-dauber nests; people copulated back in the woods against tree
trunks and fought in the parking lot with knives, bottles, and razors. Inside,
the air was always thick with the smell of muscatel, smoke, cracklings, draft
beer and busthead whiskey, expectorated snuff, pickled hogs' feet, perfume,
body powder, sweat, and home-grown reefer.
Sam Patin sat on a small stage with a
canopy over it hung with red tassels and miniature whiskey bottles that clinked
in the backdraft from a huge ventilator fan. His white suit gleamed with an
electric purple glow from the floor lamps, and the waxed black surfaces of his
twelve-string guitar winked with tiny lights. The floor in front of him was
packed with dancers. When he blew into the harmonica attached to a wire brace
on his neck and began rolling the steel picks on his fingers across an E-major
blues run, the crowd moaned in unison. They yelled at the stage as though they
were confirming a Biblical statement he had made at a revival, pressed their
loins together with no consciousness of other people around them, and roared
with laughter even though Hogman sang of a man who had sold his soul for an
ox-blood Stetson hat he had just lost in a crap game:
Stagolee went runnin'
In the red-hot boilin' sun,
Say look in my chiffro drawer, woman,
Get me my smokeless .41.
Stagolee tole Miz Billy,
You don't believe your man is dead,
Come down to the barroom,
See the .41 hole in his head.
That li’l judge found Stagolee guilty
And that li’l clerk wrote it down,
On a cold winter morning,
Stagolee was Angola bound.
Forty-dollar coffin,
Eighty-dollar hack,
Carried that po' man to the burying
ground,
Ain't never comin' back.
Two feet away from me the bartender
filled a tray with draft beers without ever looking at me. He was bald and had
thick gray muttonchop sideburns that looked like they were pasted on his
cheeks. Then he wiped his hands on his apron and lit a cigar.
"You sho' you in the right
place?" he said.
"I'm a friend of Hogman's," I
said.
"So this is where you come to see
him?"
"Why not?"
"What you havin', chief?"
"A 7 Up."
He opened a bottle, placed it in front
of me without a glass, and walked away. The sides of the bottle were warm and
filmed with dust. Twenty minutes later Hogman had not taken a break and was
still playing.
"You want another one?" the
bartender said.
"Yeah, I would. How about some ice
or a cold one this time?" I said.
"The gentleman wants a cold
one," he said to no one in particular.
Then he filled a tall glass with cracked ice and set it on the bar with another
dusty bottle of 7 Up. "Why cain't y'all leave him alone? He done his time,
ain't he?"
"I look like the heat?" I
said.
"You are the heat, chief.
You and that other one out yonder."
"What other one? What are you
talking about, partner?"
"The white man that was out yonder
in that blue Mercury."
I got off the stool and looked into the
parking lot through the Venetian blinds and the scrolled neon tubing of a Dixie
beer sign.
"I
don't see any blue Merc," I said.
" 'Cause he gone now, chief. Like
it's a black people's club, like he figured that out, you understand what I'm
sayin'?"
"What'd this guy look like?" I
said.
"White. He look white. That he'p
you out?" he said, tossed a towel into the tin sink, and walked down the
duck-boards toward the far end of the bar.
Finally Hogman slipped his harmonica brace
and guitar strap off his neck, looked directly at me, and went through a
curtained door into a back storage room. I followed him inside. He sat on a
wood chair, among stacks of beer cases, and had already started eating a dinner
of pork chops, greens, and cornbread from a tin plate that rested on another
chair.
"I ain't had a chance to eat today.
This movie-star life is gettin' rough on my time. You want some?" he said.
"No, thanks." I leaned against
a stack of beer cartons.
"The lady fix me these chops don't
know how to season, but they ain't too bad."
"You want to get to it, Sam?"
"You t'ink I just messin' with you,
huh? All right, this is how it play. A long time ago up at Angola I got into
trouble over a punk. Not my punk, you understand, I didn't do none
of that unnatural kind of stuff, a punk that
belong to a guy name Big Melon. Big Melon was growin' and sellin' dope for a
couple of the hacks. Him and his punk had a whole truck patch of it behind the
cornfield."
"Hogman, I'm afraid this sounds a
little remote."
"You always know, you always
got somet'ing smart to say. That's why you runnin' around in circles, that's
why them men laughin' at you."
"Which men?"
"The ones who killed that nigger
you dug up in the Atchafalaya. You gonna be patient now, or you want to go back
to doin' it your way?"
"I'm looking forward to hearing
your story, Hogman."
"See, these two hacks had them a
good bidness. Big Melon and the punk growed the dope, cured it, bagged it all
up, and the hacks sold it in Lafayette. They carried it down there themselves
sometimes, or the executioner and another cop picked it up for them. They
didn't let nobody get back there by that cornfield. But I was half-trusty then,
livin' in Camp I, and I used to cut across the field to get to the hog lot.
That's how come I found out they was growin' dope back there. So Big Melon tole
the hack I knowed what they was doin', that I was gonna snitch them off, and
then the punk planted a jar of julep under my bunk so I'd lose my trusty job
and my good-time.
"I tole the hack it ain't right, I
earn my job. He say, 'Hogman, you fuck with the wrong people in here, you goin'
in the box and you goin' stay in there till you come out a white man.' That's
what the bossman say. I tole him it don't matter how long they keep me in
there, it still ain't right. They wrote me up for sassin' and put me to pickin'
cotton. When I get down in a thin patch and come up short, they make me stand
up all night on an oil barrel, dirty and smellin' bad and without no supper.
"I went to the bossman in the
field, say I don't care what Big Melon do, what them hacks do, it ain't my
bidness, I just want my
job back on the hog lot. He say, 'You better keep shut, boy, you better fill
that bag, you better not put no dirt clods in it when you weigh in, neither,
like you tried to do yesterday.' I say, 'Boss, what's I gonna do? I ain't put
no dirt clods in my bag, I ain't give nobody trouble, I don't be carin' Big
Melon want to grow dope for the hacks.' He knock me down with a horse quirt and
put me in the sweat-box on Camp A for three days, in August, with the sun
boilin' off them iron sides, with a bucket between my knees to go to the
bat'room in."
He had stopped eating now and his face
looked solitary and bemused, as though his own experience had become strange
and unfamiliar in his recounting of it.
"You were a standup guy, Hogman. I
always admired your courage," I said.
"No, I was scared of them people,
'cause when I come out of the box I knowed the gunbulls was gonna kill me. I
seen them do it befo', up on the levee, where they work them Red Hat boys
double-time from cain't-see to cain't-see. They shot and buried them po' boys
without never missin' a beat, just the way somebody run over a dog with a truck
and keep right on goin'.
"I had me a big Stella
twelve-string guitar, bought it off a Mexican on Congress Street in Houston. I
used to keep it in the count-man's cage so nobody wouldn't be foolin' with it
while I was workin' or sleepin'. When I come out of the box and taken a shower
and eat a big plate of rice and beans, I ax the count-man first thing for my
guitar. He say, 'I'm sorry, Sam, but the bossman let Big Melon take it while
you was in the box.'
"I waited till that night and went
to Big Melon's 'hunk,' that's what we call the place where a wolf stay with his
punk. There's that big fat nigger sittin' naked on his mattress, like a big
pile of black inner tubes, while the punk is playin' my guitar on the floor,
lipstick and rouge all over his face and pink panties on his li'l ass.
"I say, 'Melon, you or your punk
fuck wit' my guitar again and I gone cut that black dick off. It don't matter
if I go to the electric chair for it or not. I'm gonna joog you in the shower,
in the chow line, or while you pumpin' your poke chops here. They's gonna be
one fat nigger they gonna have to haul in a piano crate down to the graveyard.'
"Melon smile at me and say, 'We
just borrowed it, Hogman. We was gonna give it back. Here, you want Pookie to
rub your back for you?'
"But I knowed they was comin'. Two
nights later, right befo' lockup, I was goin' to the toilet and I turn around
and his punk is standin' in the do'. I say, 'What you want, Pookie?' He say,
'I'm sorry I was playin' your guitar, Hogman. I wants be yo' friend, maybe come
stay up at your hunk some nights.'
"When I reached down to pull up my
britches, he come outta his back pocket with a dirk and aim it right at my
heart. I catched him around the neck and bent him backwards, then I kept
bendin' him backwards and squeezin' acrost his windpipe, and he was floppin'
real hard, shakin' all over, he shit in his pants, 'cause I could smell it,
then it went snap, just like you bust a real dry piece of firewood
acrost your knee.
"I look up and there's one of the
hacks who's selling the dope. He say, 'Hogman, we ain't gonna let this be a
problem. We'll just stuff this li'l bitch out yonder in the levee with them
others. Won't nobody care, won't make no difference to nobody, not even to Big
Melon. It'll just be our secret.'
"All that time they'd been smarter
than me. They sent Pookie to joog me, but they didn't care if he killed me or
if I killed him. It worked out for them just fine. They knew I'd never cause
them no trouble. They was right, too. I didn't sass, I done what they tole me,
I even he'ped hoe them dope plants a couple of times."
"I don't understand, Sam. You're
telling me that the lynched black man was killed by one of these guards?"
"I ain't said that. I said they was
a bunch of them sellin' that dope. They was takin' it out of the pen in a
police car. What was the name of that nigger you dug out of the sandbar?"
"DeWitt Prejean."
"I'll tell you this. He was fuckin'
a white man's wife. Start axin' what he done for a livin', you'll find the
people been causin' you all this grief."
"Who's the guy I'm looking
for?"
"I said all I can say."
"Look, Sam, don't be afraid of
these gunbulls or cops from years ago. They can't harm you now."
He put a toothpick in the corner of his
mouth, then took a pint bottle of rum from his coat pocket and unscrewed the
cap with his thumb. He held the bottle below his mouth. His long fingers were
glistening with grease from the pork chops he had eaten.
"This still the state of Lou'sana,
or are we livin' somewhere else these days?" he said.
I COULDN'T
SLEEP THAT NIGHT. I POURED A GLASS OF MILK AND walked down by the duck pond in the starlight. A pair of mudhens
spooked out of the flooded reeds and skittered across the water's surface
toward the far bank. The pieces of the case wouldn't come together. Were we
looking for a serial killer who had operated all over the state, a local psychopath,
a pimp, or perhaps even a hit man from the mob? Were cops involved? Hogman
thought so, and even believed there was someone out there with the power to
send him back to prison. But his perspective was colored by his own experience
as a career recidivist. And what about the lynched black man, DeWitt Prejean?
Would the solution to his murder in 1957 lead us to the deviate who had
mutilated Cherry LeBlanc?
No, the case was not as simple as Hogman
had wanted me to think, even though he was obviously sincere and his fears
about retribution were real. But I had no answers, either.
Unfortunately, they would come in a way
that I never anticipated. I saw Elrod come out of the lighted kitchen and walk
down the slope toward the pond. He was shirtless and barefoot and his slacks
were unbuttoned over his skivvies. He clutched a sheet of lined notebook paper
in his right hand. He looked at me uncertainly, and his lips started to form
words that obviously he didn't want to speak.
"What's wrong?" I said.
"The phone rang while I was in the
kitchen. I answered it so y'all wouldn't get woke up."
"Who was it? What's that in your
hand?"
"The sheriff. . ." He
straightened the piece of paper in his fingers and read the words to himself,
then looked up into my face. "It's a friend of yours, Lou Girard, Dave.
The sheriff says maybe you should go over to Lafayette. He says, I'm sorry,
man, he says your friend got drunk and killed himself."
Elrod held the sheet of paper out toward
me, his eyes looking askance at the duck pond. The moonlight was white on his
hand.
He did it with a dogleg twenty-gauge in his little garage
apartment, whose windows were overgrown with bamboo and banana trees. Or at
least that's what the investigative officer, Doobie Patout, was telling me when
I got there at 4 a.m., just as
the photographer was finishing and the paramedics were about to lift Lou's body
out of a wide pool of blood and zipper it inside a black bag.
"There's a half-empty bottle of
Wild Turkey on the drain-board and a spilled bottle of Valium on the coffee
table," Doobie said. "I think maybe Lou just got real down and
decided to do it."
The single-shot twenty-gauge lay at the
foot of a beige-colored stuffed chair. The top of the chair, the wall behind
it, and the ceiling were streaked with blood. One side of Lou's face looked
perfectly normal, the eye staring straight ahead like a blue marble pressed
into dough. The opposite side of his face, where the jawbone should have been,
had sunk into the rug like a broken pomegranate. Lou's right arm was pointed
straight out onto the wood floor. At the end of his fingers, painted in red,
were the letters SI.
"You guys are writing it off as
suicide?" I said.
"That's the way it looks to
me," Doobie said. The tops of his jug ears were scaled with sunburn.
"He was in bad shape. The mattress is covered with piss stains, the sink's
full of raw garbage. Go in the bedroom and take a whiff."
"Why would a suicide try to write a
note in his own blood?"
"I think they change their minds
when they know it's too late. Then they want to hold on any way they can.
They're not any different from anybody else. It was probably for his ex-wife.
Her name's Silvia."
"Where's his piece?"
"On his dresser in the
bedroom."
"If Lou wanted to buy it, why
wouldn't he use his .357?" I said. I scratched at a lead BB that had
scoured upward along the wallpaper. "Why would he do it with twenty-gauge
birdshot, then botch it?"
"Because he was drunk on his ass.
It wasn't an unusual condition for him."
"He was helping me on a case,
Doobie."
"And?"
"Maybe he found out something that
somebody didn't want him to pass along."
The paramedics lifted Lou's body off the
rug, then lowered it inside the plastic bag, straightened his arms by his
sides, and zipped the bag over his face.
"Look, his career was on third
base," Doobie said, as the medics worked the gurney past him. "His
wife dumped him for another dyke, he was getting freebies from a couple of
whores down at the Underpass, he was trembling and eating pills in front of the
whole department every morning. You might believe otherwise, but there's no big
mystery to what happened here tonight."
"Lou had trouble with booze, but I
think you're lying about his being on a pad with hookers. He was a good
cop."
"Think whatever you want. He was a
drunk. That fact's not going to go away. I'm going to seal the place now. You
want to look at anything else?"
"Is it true you were an executioner
up at Angola?"
"None of your goddam business what
I was."
"I'm going to look around a little
more. In the meantime I want to
ask you a favor, Doobie. I'd appreciate your waiting outside. In fact, I'd really
appreciate your staying as far away from me as possible."
"You'd appreciate it—"
"Yes. Thanks very much."
His breath was stale, his eyes liquid
and resentful. Then the interest went out of them and he glanced outside at the
pale glow of the sun on the eastern horizon. He stuck a cigarette in the corner
of his mouth, walked out onto the porch, and watched the paramedics load Lou's
body into the back of the ambulance, not out of fear of me or even personal
humiliation; he was simply one of those law officers for whom insensitivity,
cynicism, cruelty, and indifference toward principle eventually become normal
and interchangeable attitudes, one having no more value or significance than
another.
In the sink, on top of a layer of unwashed
dishes, was a pile of garbage—coffee grounds, banana peels, burned oatmeal,
crushed beer cans, cigarette butts, wadded newspapers. The trash can by the
icebox was empty, except for a line of wet coffee grounds that ran from the lip
of the can to the bottom, where a solitary banana peel rested.
In the bedroom one drawer was open in
the dresser. On top of the dresser were a roll of white socks, a framed
photograph of Lou and his wife at a Las Vegas wedding chapel, Lou's holstered
revolver, and the small notebook with a pencil attachment that he always
carried in his shirt pocket. The first eight pages were filled with notes about
an accidental drowning and a stabbing in a black nightclub. The next few pages
had been torn out. Tiny bits of paper clung to the wire spirals, and the first
blank page had no pencil impressions on it from the previous one.
In his sock drawer I found a bottle of
vodka and his "throw-down," an old .32 revolver with worn bluing,
taped wooden grips, and serial numbers that had been eaten and disfigured with
acid. I flipped open the cylinder. Five of the chambers were loaded, and the sixth had been left empty for the
hammer to rest on.
I started to replace the revolver in the
drawer; instead, I pushed the drawer shut and dropped the revolver into my
pants pocket.
On the way out of the apartment I looked
again at Lou's blood on the floor. Doobie Patout's shoes had tracked through
the edge of it and printed the logo of his rubber heel brightly on the wood.
What a way to exit thirty-seven years of
law enforcement, I thought. You died face down in a rented garage apartment
that wouldn't meet the standards of public housing; then your colleagues write
you off as a drunk and step in your blood.
I looked at the smudged letters SI again.
What were you trying to tell us, Lou?
Doobie Patout locked the door behind me
when I walked outside. A red glow was spreading from the eastern horizon upward
into the sky.
"This is what I think happened,
Doobie. You can do with it what you want," I said. "Somebody found
Lou passed out and tossed the place. After he ripped some pages out of Lou's
notebook, he put Lou's twenty-gauge under his chin."
"If he tossed the place first, he
would have found Lou's .357, right? Why wouldn't he use it? That's the first
thing you jumped on, Robicheaux."
"Because he would have had to put
it in Lou's hand. He didn't want to wake him up. It was easier to do it with
the shotgun."
His eyes fixed on mine; then they became
murky and veiled as they studied a place in the air about six inches to the
right of my face. A dead palm tree in the small yard clattered in the warm
morning breeze.
It was Saturday, and I didn't have to go to the office, but I
called Rosie at the motel where she was living and told her about Lou's death.
At noon of the same day Cholo Manelli
drove a battered fire-engine-red Cadillac convertible down the dirt road by the
bayou and parked by the dock just as I was headed up to the house for lunch.
The left front fender had been cut away with an acetylene torch and looked like
an empty eye socket. The top was down, and the back seat and the partly opened
trunk were filled with wrought-iron patio furniture, including a glass-topped
table and a furled beach umbrella.
He wore white shorts and a green
Hawaiian shirt with pink flamingoes printed on it. He squinted up at me from
under his white golf cap, which was slanted over one eye. When he grinned I saw
that an incisor tooth was broken off in his lower mouth and there was still
blood in the empty space above his gum.
"I wanted to say good-bye," he
said. "Give you something, too."
"Where you going, Cholo?"
"I thought I might go to Florida
for a while, take it easy, maybe open up a business like you got. Do some
marlin fishing, stuff like that. Look, can we talk someplace a minute?"
"Sure. Come on inside the
shop."
"No, you got customers around and I
got a bad problem with language. It don't matter what I say, it comes out
sounding like a toilet flushing. Take a ride with me, lieutenant."
I got into the passenger's seat, and we
drove down to the old grocery store with the wide gallery at the four-corners.
The white-painted iron patio furniture vibrated and rattled in the back seat.
On the leg of one chair was the green trademark of Holiday Inn. Cholo parked in
the shade of the huge oak tree that stretched over the store's gallery.
"What's with the furniture?" I
said.
"The owner wanted me to take it
when I checked out. He said he's been needing some new stuff, it's a write-off,
anyway, and I'm kind of doing him a favor. They got po'-boys in here? It's on
me."
Before I could answer he went inside the
store and came back with two shrimp-and-fried-oyster sandwiches dripping with
mayonnaise, lettuce, and sliced tomatoes. He unwrapped the wax paper on his and
chewed carefully on one side of his mouth.
"What's going on, Cholo?" I
said.
"Just like I said, it's time to
hang it up."
"You had some problems with Baby
Feet?"
"Maybe."
"Because you called an ambulance
for me?"
He stopped chewing, removed a piece of
lettuce from his teeth, and flicked it out onto the shell parking lot.
"Margot told him. She heard me on
the phone," he said. "So last night we was all having dinner at this
class place out on the highway, with some movie people there, people who still
think Julie's shit don't stink, and Julie says, 'Did y'all know Cholo thinks
he's Florence Nightingale? That it's his job to take care of people who get
hurt on ball fields, even though that means betraying his old friends?'
"I say, 'What are you talking,
Julie? Who's fucking Florence Nightingale or whatever?'
"He don't even look at me. He says
to all the others, 'So we're gonna get Cholo another job 'cause he don't like
what he's doing now. He's gonna start work in one of my restaurants, down the
street from the Iberville project. Bus dishes for a little while, get the feel
of things, make sure the toilets are clean, 'cause a lot of middle-class
niggers eat in there and they don't like dirty toilets. What d'you say, Cholo?'
"Everybody at the table's grinning
and I go, 'I ain't done anything wrong, Julie. I made a fucking phone call.
What if the guy'd died out there?'
"Julie goes, 'There you go again,
Cholo. Always opening your face when you ain't supposed to. Maybe you ought to
leave the table. You got wax in your ears, you talk shit, you rat-fuck your
friends. I don't want you around no more.'
"When I walked out, everybody in
the restaurant was looking at
me, like I was a bug, like I was somebody didn't have no business around
regular people. Nobody ever done anything like that to me."
His face was bright with perspiration in
the warm shade. He rubbed his nose on the back of his wrist.
"What happened to your tooth,
Cholo?" I asked.
"I went down to Julie's room last
night. I told him that he was a douche bag, I wouldn't work for him again if he
begged me, that just like Cherry LeBlanc told him, he's a needle-dick and the
only reason a broad like Margot stays with him is because what she's got is so
wore out it's like the Grand Canyon down there and it don't matter if he's a
needle-dick or not. That's when he comes across my mouth with this big glass
ashtray, the sonofabitch.
"Here, you want to see what he's
into, lieutenant," he said, pulled a video cassette out of the glove box,
and put it in my hand. "Go to the movies."
"Wait a minute. What's this about
Cherry LeBlanc?"
"If he tells you he never knew her,
ask him about this. Julie forgot he told me to take some souvenir pictures when
we drove over to Biloxi once. Is that her or not?"
He slipped a black-and-white photograph
from his shirt pocket and placed it in my hand. In it, Julie and Cherry LeBlanc
sat at an outdoor table under an umbrella. They wore swimsuits and held
napkin-wrapped drinks in their hands; both were smiling. The background was
hazy with sunshine and out of focus. An indistinct man at another table read a
newspaper; his eyes looked like diamonds embedded in his flesh.
"I want you to be straight with me,
Cholo. Did Feet kill her?" I said.
"I don't know. I'll tell you what
happened the night she got killed, though. They had a big blowup in the motel
room. I could hear it coming through the walls. She said she wasn't nobody's
chicken, she wanted her own action, her own girls, a place out on Lake
Pontchartrain, maybe a spot in a movie.
So he goes, 'There's broads who'd do an
awful lot just to be in the same room with me, Cherry. Maybe you ought to count
your blessings.' That's when she started to make fun of him. She said he looked
like a whale with hair on it, and besides that, he had a putz like a Vienna
sausage.
"The next thing I know she's
roaring out of the place and Julie's yelling into the phone at somebody, I
don't know who, all I heard him say was Cherry is a fucking nightmare who's
snorting up six hundred dollars' worth of his coke a day and he don't need any
more nightmares in his life, particularly a teenage moron who thinks she can go
apeshit any time she feels like it."
"Who killed her, Cholo?"
He tossed his unfinished po'-boy
sandwich at a rusted trash barrel. He missed, and the bread, shrimp, and
oysters broke apart on the ground.
"Come on, lieutenant. You know how
it works. A guy like Julie don't do hits. He says something to somebody, then
he forgets it. If it's a special kind of job, maybe somebody calls up a geek, a
guy with real sick thoughts in his head.
"Look, you remember a street dip in
New Orleans named Tommy Figorelli, people used to call him Tommy Fig, Tommy
Fingers, Tommy Five? Used to be a part-time meat cutter in a butcher shop on
Louisiana Avenue? He got into trouble for something besides picking pockets, he
molested a couple of little girls, and one of them turned out to be related to
the Giacano family. So the word went out that Tommy Fig was anybody's fuck, but
it wasn't supposed to be no ordinary hit, not for what he done. Did I ever tell
you I worked in the kitchen up at Angola? That's right. So when Tommy got taken
out, three guys done it, and when that butcher shop opened on Monday morning,
it was the day before Christmas, see, Tommy was hung in parts, freeze-dried and
clean, all over the shop like tree ornaments.
"That sounds sick, don't it, but
the people who ran the shop didn't have no use for a child molester, either,
and to show how
they felt, they called up some guys from the Giacano family and they had a
party with eggnog and fruitcake and music and Tommy Fig twirling around in
pieces on the blades of the ceiling fan.
"What I'm saying, lieutenant, is I
ain't gonna get locked up as a material witness and I ain't going before no
grand jury, I been that route before, eight months in the New Orleans city
prison, with a half-dozen guys trying to whack me out, even though I was
standup and was gonna take the fall for a couple of guys I wouldn't piss on if
they was burning to death."
"You're sure Julie didn't catch up
with Cherry LeBlanc later that same night?"
"It ain't his style. But
then—" He poked his tongue into the space where his incisor tooth was
broken off—"who knows what goes on in Julie's head? He had the hots for
the LeBlanc broad real bad, and she knew how to kick a Coke bottle up his ass.
Go to the movies, lieutenant, make up your own mind. Hey, but remember
something, okay? I didn't have nothing to do with this movie shit. You seen my
rap sheet. When maybe I done something to somebody, I ain't saying I did, the
guy had it coming. The big word there is the guy, lieutenant, you
understand what I'm saying?"
I clicked my nails on the plastic
cassette that rested on my thigh.
"A Lafayette detective named Lou
Girard was killed last night. Did you hear anything about it?" I said.
"Who?" he said.
I said Lou's name again and watched
Cholo's face.
"I never heard of him. Was he a
friend of yours or something?"
"Yes, he was."
He yawned and watched two black children
sailing a Frisbee on the gallery of the grocery store. Then the light of
recognition worked its way into his eyes and he looked back at my face.
"Hey, Loot, old-time lesson from
your days at the First District," he said. "Nobody, and I mean nobody,
from the New Orleans families does a cop. The guy who pulls something like
that ends up a lot worse than Tommy Fig. His parts come off while he's still
living."
He nodded like a sage delivering a
universal truth, then hawked, sucked the saliva out of his mouth, and spat a
bloody clot out onto the shell.
A HALF HOUR
LATER I CLOSED THE BLINDS IN THE SHERIFF'S empty office and used his VCR to watch the cassette that Cholo had
given me. Then I clicked it off, went to the men's room, rinsed my face in the
lavatory, and dried it with paper towels.
"Something wrong, Dave?" a
uniformed deputy standing at the urinal said.
"No, not really," I said.
"I look like something's wrong?"
"There's some kind of stomach flu
going around. I thought you might have a touch of it, that's all."
"No, I'm feeling fine, Harry."
"That's good," he said, and
glanced away from my face.
I went back inside the sheriff's office,
opened the blinds, and watched the traffic on the street, the wind bending the
tops of some myrtle trees, a black kid riding his bike down the sidewalk with a
fishing rod propped across his handlebars.
I thought of the liberals I knew who
spoke in such a cavalier fashion about pornography, who dismissed it as
inconsequential or who somehow associated its existence with the survival of
the First Amendment. I wondered what they would have to say about the film I
had just watched. I wondered how they would like a theater that showed it to be
located in their neighborhoods; I wondered how they would like the patrons of
that theater to be around their children.
Finally I called Rosie at her motel. I
told her where I was.
"Cholo Manelli gave me a
pornographic film that you need to
know about," I said. "Evidently Julie has branched out into some dark
stuff."
"What is it, what do you
mean?"
"It's pretty sadistic, Rosie. It
looks like the real thing, too."
"Can we connect it to
Balboni?"
"I doubt if Cholo would ever
testify, but maybe we can find some of the people who made the film."
"I'll be over in a few
minutes."
"Rosie, I—"
"You don't think I'm up to looking
at it?"
"I don't know that it'll serve any
purpose."
"If you don't want to hang around,
Dave, just stick the tape in my mailbox."
Twenty minutes later she came through
the door in a pair of blue jeans, tennis shoes, and a short-sleeve denim shirt
with purple and white flowers sewn on it. I closed the blinds again and started
the film, except this time I used the fast-forward device to isolate the
violent scenes and to get through it as quickly as possible.
When the screen went blank I pulled the
blinds and filled the room with sunlight. Rosie sat very still and erect, her
hands in her lap. Her nostrils were pinched when she breathed. Then she stood
and looked out the window a moment.
"The beating of those girls . . .
I've never seen anything like that," she said.
I heard her take a breath and let it
out, then she turned back toward me.
"They weren't acting, were
they?" she said.
"I don't think so. It's too
convincing for a low-rent bunch like this."
"Dave, we've got to get these
guys."
"We will, one way or another."
She took a Kleenex out of her purse and
blew her nose. She blinked, and her eyes were shiny.
"Excuse me, I have hay fever
today," she said.
"It's that kind of weather."
Then she had to turn and look out the
window again. When she faced me again, her eyes had become impassive.
"What's the profit margin on a film
like this?" she said.
"I've heard they make an ordinary
porno movie for about five grand and get a six-figure return. I don't know
about one like this."
"I'd like to lock up Cholo Manelli
as a material witness."
"Even if we could do it, Rosie,
it'd be a waste of time. Cholo's got the thinking powers of a cantaloupe but he
doesn't roll over or cop pleas."
"You seem to say that almost with
admiration."
"There're worse guys around."
"I have difficulty sharing your
sympathies sometimes, Dave."
"Look, the film was made around New
Orleans somewhere. Those were the docks in Algiers in the background. I'd like
to make a copy and send it to N.O.P.D. Vice. They might recognize some of the
players. This kind of stuff is their bailiwick, anyway."
"All right, let's get a print for
the Bureau, too. Maybe Balboni's going across state lines with it." Then
she picked up her purse and I saw a dark concern come into her face again.
"I'll buy you a drink," I
said.
"Of what?"
"Whatever you like."
"I'm all right, Dave. We don't need
to go to any bars."
"That's up to you. How about a Dr
Pepper across the street or a spearmint snowball in the park?"
"That sounds nice."
We drove in my truck to the park. The
sky was filling with afternoon rain clouds that had the bright sheen of steam.
She tried to pretend that she was listening to my conversation, but her eyes
seemed locked on a distant spot just above the horizon, as though perhaps she
were staring through an inverted telescope at an old atrocity that was always
aborning at the wrong moment in her mind.
I HAD TRIED
SEVERAL TIMES THAT DAY TO PURSUE HOGMAN'S peculiar implication about the type of work done by DeWitt
Prejean, the chained black man I had seen shot down in the Atchafalaya marsh in
1957. But neither the Opelousas chief of police nor the St. Landry Parish
sheriff knew anything that was helpful about DeWitt Prejean, and when I finally
reached the old jailer at his house he hung up the phone on me as soon as he
recognized my voice.
Late that afternoon the sleeplessness of
the previous night finally caught up with me, and I lay down in the hammock
that I had stretched between two shade trees on the edge of the coulee in the
backyard. I closed my eyes and tried to listen to the sound of the water
coursing over the rocks and to forget the images from Lou's apartment that
seemed to live behind my eyelids like red paint slung from a brush. I could
smell the ferns in the coulee, the networks of roots that trailed in the
current, the cool odor of wet stone, the periwinkles that ruffled in the grass.
I had never thought of my coulee as a
place where members of the Confederate Signal Corps would gather for a drink on
a hot day. But out of the rain clouds and the smell of sulfur and the lightning
that had already begun to flicker in the south, I watched the general descend,
along with two junior officers, in the wicker basket of an observation balloon,
one that looked sewn together from silk cuttings of a half-dozen colors. Five
enlisted men moored the basket and balloon to the earth with ropes and helped
the general down and handed him a crutch. By the mooring place were a table and
chair and telegraph key with a long wire that was attached to the balloon's
basket. The balloon tugged upward against its ropes and bobbled and shook in
the wind that blew across my neighbor's sugarcane field.
One of the general's aides helped him to
a canvas lawn chair by my hammock and then went away.
"Magnificent, isn't it?" he
said.
"It surely is," I said.
"Ladies from all over Louisiana
donated their silk dresses for the balloon. The wicker basket was made by an
Italian pickle merchant in New Orleans. The view's extraordinary. In the next
life I'm coming back as a bird. Would you like to take a ride up?"
"Not right now, thanks."
"A bad day for it?"
"Another time, general."
"You grieve for your
friend?"
"Yes."
"You plan revenge, don't you ?
"
"The Lafayette cops are putting
it down as a suicide."
"I want you to listen to me very
carefully, lieutenant. No matter what occurs in your life, no matter how bad
the circumstances seem to be, you must never consider a dishonorable act as a
viable alternative."
"The times you lived in were
different, general. This afternoon I watched a film that showed young women
being beaten and tortured, perhaps even killed, by sadists and degenerates.
This stuff is sold in stores and shown in public theaters. The sonsofbitches
who make it are seldom arrested unless they get nailed in a mail sting."
"I'm not quite sure I follow all
your allusions, but let me tell you of an experience we had three days ago. My
standard-bearer was a boy of sixteen. He got caught in their crossfire in a
fallow cornfield. There was no place for him to hide. He tried to surrender by
waving his shirt over his head. They killed him anyway, whether intentionally
or by accident, I don't know.
"By evening we retook the ground
and recovered his body. It was torn by miniés as though wild dogs had chewed
it. He was so thin you could count his bones with your fingers. In his
haversack was his day's ration—a handful of black beans, some roasted
acorns, and a dried sweet potato. That's the only food I could provide this boy
who followed me unto the death. What do you think I felt toward those who
killed him?"
"Maybe you were justified in
your feelings."
"Yes, that's what I told myself
throughout the night or when I remembered the bloodless glow that his skin gave
off when we wrapped him for burial. Then an opportunity presented itself from
aloft in our balloon I looked down upon a copse of hackberry trees. Hard by a
surgeon's tent a dozen federals were squatting along a latrine with their
breeches down to their ankles. Two hundred yards up the bayou, unseen by any of
them, was one of our boats with a twelve-pounder on its bow. I simply had to
tap the order on the telegrapher's key and our gunners would have loaded with
grape and raked those poor devils through their own excrement. But that's not
our way, is it?"
"Speak for yourself."
"Your pretense as cynic is
unconvincing."
"Let me ask you a question, general.
The women who donated their dresses and petticoats for your balloon . . . what
if they were raped, sodomized, and methodically beaten and you got your hands
on the men who did it to them?"
"They'd be arrested by my
provost, tried in a provisional court, and hanged."
"You wouldn't find that the case
today."
His long, narrow face was perplexed.
"Why not?" he said.
"I don't know. Maybe we
have so much collective guilt as a society that we fear to punish our
individual members."
He put his
hat on the back of his head, crossed his good leg across his cork knee, and wet
the end of a cheroot. Several of his enlisted men were kneeling by my coulee,
filling their canteens. Their faces were dusty, their lips blackened with gunpowder
from biting through cartridge papers. The patchwork silk balloon shuddered in
the wind and shimmered with the silvery light of the coming rainstorm.
"I won't presume to be
your conscience," the general said. "But as your friend who
wishes to see you do no harm to yourself, I advise you to give serious thought
about keeping your dead friend's weapon."
"I have."
"I think you're making a serious
mistake, suh. You disappoint me, too."
He waved his hand impatiently at his
aides, and they helped him to his feet.
"I'm sorry you feel that
way," I said.
But the general was not one given to
debate. He stumped along on his crutch and cork leg toward the balloon's
basket, his cigar clenched at an upward angle in his teeth, his eyes flicking
about at the wind-torn clouds and the lightning that trembled whitely like
heated wires out on the Gulf.
The incoming storm blew clouds of dust
out of my neighbor's canefield just as the general's balloon lifted him and his
aides aloft, their telegraph wire flopping from the wicker basket like an
umbilical cord.
When I woke from my dream, the gray
skies were filled with a dozen silken hot-air balloons, painted in the
outrageous colors of circus wagons, their dim shadows streaking across barn
roofs, dirt roads, clapboard houses, general stores, clumps of cows, winding
bayous, until the balloons themselves were only distant specks above the
summer-green horizon outside Lafayette.
On Monday morning I went to Lou Girard's
funeral in Lafayette. It was a boiling green-gold day. At the cemetery a layer
of heat seemed to rise off the spongy grass and grow in intensity as the white
sun climbed toward the top of the sky. During the graveside service someone was
running a power mower behind the brick wall that separated the crypts from a
subdivision. The mower coughed and backfired and echoed off the bricks like
someone firing rounds from a small-caliber revolver. The eyes of the cops who
stood at attention in full uniform kept watering from the heat and the smell of
weed killer. When the police chief and a captain removed the flag from Lou's
casket and folded it into a military square, there was no family member there
to receive it. The casket remained closed during the ceremony. Before the
casket was lowered into the ground, the department chaplin removed a framed
picture of Lou in uniform from the top and set it on a folding table under the
funeral canopy. Accidentally he tipped it with the back of his hand so that it
fell face down on the linen.
I DROVE
BACK HOME FOR LUNCH BEFORE HEADING FOR the office.
It was cool under the ceiling fan in the kitchen, and the breeze swayed the
baskets of impatiens that hung on hooks from the eave of the back porch.
Bootsie set a glass of iced tea with mint
leaves and a plate of ham-and-onion sandwiches and deviled eggs in front of me.
"Where's Alafair?" I said.
"Elrod took her and Tripod out to
Spanish Lake," she said from the sink.
"To the movie location?"
"Yes, I think so."
When I didn't speak, she turned around and looked at me.
"Did I do something wrong?"
she asked.
"Julie Balboni's out there,
Boots."
"He lives here now, Dave. He's lots
of places. I don't think we should start choosing where we go and don't go
because of a man like that."
"I don't want Alafair around
him."
"I'm sorry. I didn't know you'd
object."
"Boots, there's something I didn't
tell you about. Saturday a hood named Cholo Manelli gave me a pornographic
video that evidently Balboni and his people made. It's as dark as dark gets.
There's one scene where it looks like a woman is actually beaten to
death."
Her eyes blinked, then she said,
"I'll go out to Spanish Lake and bring her home. Why don't you finish
eating?"
"Don't worry about it. There's no harm done. I'll go get her before
I go to the office."
"Can't somebody do something about
him?"
"When people make a contract with
the devil and give him an air-conditioned office to work in, he doesn't go back
home easily."
"Where did you get that piece of
Puritan theology?"
"It's not funny. The morons on the
Chamber of Commerce who brought this guy here would screw up the recipe for ice
water."
I heard her laugh and walk around behind
me. Then I felt her hands on my shoulders and her mouth kiss the top of my
head.
"Dave, you're just too much,"
she said, and hugged me across the chest.
I LISTENED
TO THE NEWS ON THE RADIO AS I DROVE OUT TO Spanish Lake. A tropical storm off Cuba was gaining hurricane
status and was expected to turn northwest toward the Gulf Coast. I glanced to
the south, but the sky was brassy and hot and virtually free of clouds. Then as
I passed the little watermelon and fruit stand at the end of West Main and headed
out into the parish, my radio filled with static and my engine began to
misfire.
The truck jerked and sputtered all the
way to the entrance of the movie location at the lake. I pulled off the dirt
road onto the grass by the security building where Murphy Doucet worked and
opened the hood. He stepped out the door in his gray uniform and bifocals.
"What's wrong, Dave?" he
asked. His glasses had half-moons of light in them. His blue eyes jittered back
and forth when he looked at me.
"It looks like a loose wire on the
voltage regulator." I felt at my pants pocket. "Do you have a knife I
could use?"
"Yeah, I ought to have
something."
I followed him inside his office. His
work table was covered with the balsa-wood parts of an amphibian airplane. In
the middle of the blueprints was a utility knife with a detachable blade inset
in the aluminum handle. But his hand passed over it and opened a drawer and
removed a black-handled switchblade knife. He pushed the release button and the
blade leaped open in his hand.
"This should do it," he said.
"A Mexican pulled this on me in Lake Charles."
"I didn't know you were a cop in
Lake Charles."
"I wasn't. I was out on the highway
with the State Police. That's what I retired from last year."
"Thanks for the loan of the
knife."
I trimmed the insulation away from the
end of the loose wire and reattached it to the voltage regulator, then returned
the knife to Murphy Doucet and drove into the grove of oak
trees by the lake. When I looked in the rearview
mirror Doucet was watching me with an unlit cigarette in his mouth.
The cast and crew were just finishing
lunch by the water's edge at picnic tables that were spread with checkered
cloths and buckets of fried chicken, potato salad, dirty rice, cole slaw, and
sweating plastic pitchers of iced tea and lemonade. Alafair sat on a wood bench
in the shade, next to Elrod, the lake shimmering behind her. She was dressed
like a nineteenth-century street urchin.
"What happened to your
clothes?" I said.
"I'm in the movie, Dave!" she
said. "In this scene with Hogman and Elrod. We're walking down the road
with a plantation burning behind us and the Yankees are about to take over the
town."
"I'm not kidding you, Dave,"
Elrod said. He wore a collarless gray shirt, officer's striped trousers, and
black suspenders. "She's a natural. Mikey said the same thing. She looks
good from any camera angle. We worked her right into the scene."
"What about Tripod?" I said.
"He's in it, too," Alafair said.
"You're kidding?"
"We're getting him a membership in
the Screen Actors Guild," Elrod said.
Elrod poured a paper cup of iced tea for
me. The wind blew leaves out of the trees and flapped the corners of the
checkered table covers. For the first time that day I could smell salt in the
air.
"This looks like the good
life," I said.
"Don't be too quick to judge,"
Elrod said. "A healthy lifestyle in southern California means running
three miles on the beach in the morning, eating bean sprouts all day, and
shoving five hundred bucks' worth of coke up your nose at night."
The other actors began drifting away
from the table to return to work. Tripod was on his chain, eating a drumstick
by the trunk of a tree. On the grass next to him was a model of a German
Messerschmitt, its wooden fuselage bright with silver paint, its red-edged iron
crosses and Nazi swastikas as darkly beguiling as the light in a serpent's eye.
"I gave her that. I hope you didn't
mind," Elrod said.
"Where'd you get it?"
"From Murph, up there at the
security building. I'm afraid he thinks I can get him on making props for Mikey
or something. I think he's kind of a lonely guy, isn't he?"
"I don't know much about him."
"Alafair, can you go find Hogman
and tell him we need to do that scene again in about fifteen minutes?"
Elrod said.
"Sure, El," she said, swung
her legs over the bench, scooped Tripod over her shoulder, and ran off through
the trees.
"Look, El, I appreciate your
working Alafair into your movie, but frankly I don't want her out here as long
as Julie Balboni's around."
"I thought you heard."
"What?"
"Mikey's filing Chapter Eleven
bankruptcy. He's eighty-sixing the greaseballs out of the corporation. The last
thing those guys want is the court examining their finances. He told off
Balboni this morning in front of the whole crew."
"What do you mean he told him
off?"
"He said Balboni was never going to
put a hand on one of Mikey's people again. He told him to take his porno actor
and his hoods and his bimbos and haul his ass back to New Orleans. I was really
proud of Mikey. . . What's the matter?"
"What did Julie have to say?"
"He cleaned his fingernails with a
toothpick, then walked out to the lake and started talking to somebody on his
cellular phone and skipping rocks across the water at the ducks."
"Where is he now?"
"He drove off with his whole crew
in his limo."
"I'd like to talk with Mr.
Goldman."
"He's on the other side of the
lake."
"Ask him to call me, will you? If
he doesn't catch me at the office, he can call me at home tonight."
"He'll be back in a few minutes to
shoot the scene with me and Hogman and Alafair."
"We're not going to be here for
it."
"You won't let her be in the
film?"
"Nobody humiliates Julie Balboni in
front of other people, El. I don't know what he's going to do, but I don't want
Alafair here when he does it."
The wind had turned out of the south and was blowing hotly through
the trees when we walked back toward my truck. The air smelled like fish
spawning, and clouds with the dark convolutions of newly opened purple roses
were massing in a long, low humped line on the southern horizon.
Later, after I had taken Alafair home and checked in at the office, I drove
to Opelousas to talk once again with the old jailer Ben Hebert. A black man
raking leaves in Hebert's yard told me where I could find him on a bayou just
outside of town.
He sat on top of an inverted plastic
bucket under a tree, his cane pole extended out into the sunlight, his red
bobber drifting on the edge of the reeds. He wore a crushed straw hat on the
side of his head and smoked a hand-rolled saliva-soaked cigarette without
removing it from the corner of his mouth. The layers of white fat on his hips
and stomach protruded between his shirt and khakis like lard curling over the
edges of a washtub.
Ten feet down from him a middle-aged
mulatto woman with a small round head, a perforated dime tied on her ankle, was
also fishing as she sat on top of an inverted bucket. The ground around her was
strewn with empty beer cans. She spit snuff to one side and jigged her line up
and down through a torn hole in a lily pad.
Ben Hebert pitched his cigarette out
onto the current, where it hissed and turned in a brown eddy.
"Why you keep bothering me?"
he said. There was beer on his breath and an eye-watering smell in his clothes
that was like both dried sweat and urine.
"I need to know what kind of work
DeWitt Prejean did," I said.
"You what?" His lips were as
purple as though they had been painted, his teeth small and yellow as pieces of
corn.
"Just what I said."
"You leave me the hell alone."
I sat down on the grass by the edge of
the slope.
"It's not my intention to bother
you, Mr. Hebert," I said. "But you're refusing to cooperate with a
police investigation and you're creating problems for both of us."
"He done . . . I don't know what he done. What difference
does it make?" His eyes glanced sideways at the mulatto woman.
"You seem to have a good memory for
detail. Why not about DeWitt Prejean?"
The woman rose from her seat on the
bucket and walked farther down the bank, trailing her cork bobber in the water.
"He done nigger work," Hebert
said. "He cut lawns, cleaned out grease traps, got dead rats out from
under people's houses. What the fuck you think he did?"
"That doesn't sound right to me. I
think he did some other kind of work, too."
His nostrils were dilated, as though a
bad odor were rising from his own lap.
"He was in bed with a white woman
here. Is that what you want to know?"
"Which woman?"
"I done tole you. The wife of a
cripple-man got shot up in the war."
"He raped her?"
"Who gives a shit?"
"But the crippled man didn't break
Prejean out of jail, Mr. Hebert."
"It wasn't the first time that
nigger got in trouble over white women. There's more than one man wanted to see
him put over a fire."
"Who broke him out?"
"I don't know and I don't
care."
"Mr. Hebert, you're probably a good
judge of people. Do I look like I'm just going to go away?"
The skin of his chest was sickly white,
and under it were nests of green veins. "It was better back then," he said. "You know it
was."
"What kind of work did he do,
Ben?"
"Drove a truck."
"For whom?"
"It was down in Lafayette. He
worked for a white man there till he come up here. Don't know nothing about the
white man. You saying I do, then you're a goddamn liar." He leaned over to
look past me at the mulatto woman, who was fishing among a group of willows
now. Then his face snapped back at me. "I brung her out here 'cause she
works for me. 'Cause I can't get in and out of the car good by myself."
"What kind of truck did he
drive?" I asked.
"Beer truck. No, that wasn't it.
Soda pop. Sonofabitch had a soda pop truck route when white people was making
four dollars a day in the rice field." He set down his cane pole and began
rolling a cigarette. His fingernails looked as thick and horned as
tortoiseshell against the thin white square of paper into which he poured
tobacco. His fingers trembled almost uncontrollably with anger and defeat.
I DROVE TO
TWINKY LEMOYNE'S BOTTLING
WORKS IN
Lafayette, but it was closed for the day. Twenty
minutes later I found Lemoyne working in his yard at home. The sky was the pink
of salmon eggs, and the wind thrashed the banana and lime trees along the side of his house. He had stopped pruning
the roses on his trellis and had dropped his shears in the baggy back pocket of
his faded denim work pants.
"A lot of bad things happened back
in that era between the races. But we're not the same people we used to be, are
we?" he said.
"I think we are."
"You seem unable to let the past
rest, sir."
"My experience has been that you
let go of the past by addressing it, Mr. Lemoyne."
"For some reason I have the feeling
that you want me to confirm what so far are only speculations on your
part." There were tiny pieces of grit in his combed sandy hair and a film
of perspiration and rose dust on his glasses.
"Read it like you want. But somehow
my investigation keeps winding its way back to your front door."
He began snipping roses again and
placing them stem down in a milk bottle full of green water. His two-story
peaked white house in an old residential neighborhood off St. Mary Boulevard in
Lafayette was surrounded by spectacular moss-hung oak trees and walls of bamboo
and soft pink brick.
"Should I call my lawyer? Is that
what you're suggesting?"
"You can if you want to. I don't
think it'll solve your problem, though."
"I beg your pardon." His
shears hung motionlessly over a rose.
"I think you committed a murder
back in 1957, but in all probability
you don't have the psychology of a killer. That means that you probably live
with an awful guilt, Mr. Lemoyne. You go to bed with it and you wake with it.
You drag it around all day long like a clanking chain."
"Why is it that you seem to have
this fixation about me? At first you accused me of being involved with a New
Orleans gangster. Now this business about the murdered Negro."
"I saw you do it."
His egg-shaped face was absolutely
still. Blood pooled in his cheeks like pink flowers.
"I was only nineteen," I said.
"I watched y'all from across the bay. The black man tried to run, and one
of you shot him in the leg, then continued shooting him in the water. You
didn't even think me worthy of notice, did you? You were right, too. No one
ever paid much attention to my story. That was a hard lesson for a
nineteen-year-old."
He closed the shears, locked the clasp
on the handles, and set them down on a glass-topped patio table. He poured two
inches of whiskey into a glass with no ice and squeezed a lemon into it. He
seemed as solitary as a man might who had lived alone all his life.
"Would you care for one?" he
said.
"No, thank you."
"I have high blood pressure and
shouldn't drink, but I put lemon in it and convince myself that I'm drinking
something healthy along with the alcohol. It's my little joke with
myself." He took a deep breath.
"You want to tell me about
it?"
"I don't think so. Am I under
arrest?"
"Not right now. But I think that's
the least of your problems."
"You bewilder me, sir."
"You're partners in a security
service with Murphy Doucet. A fellow like that doesn't fit in the same shoe box
with you."
"He's an ex-police officer. He has
the background that I don't."
"He's a resentful and angry man.
He's also anti-Semitic. One of your black employees told me you're good to people
of color. Why would a man such as yourself go into business with a bigot?"
"He's uneducated. That doesn't mean
he's a bad person."
"I believe he's been blackmailing
you, Mr. Lemoyne. I believe he
was the other white man I saw across the bay with DeWitt Prejean."
"You can believe whatever you
wish."
"We still haven't gotten to what's
really troubling you, though, have we? It's those young women, isn't it?"
His eyes closed and opened, and then he
looked away at the south where lightning was forking into the Gulf and the sky
looked like it was covered with the yellow-black smoke from a chemical fire.
"I don't . . . I don't . . ."
he began, then finished his whiskey and set his glass down. He wiped at the wet
ring with the flat of his hand as though he wanted to scrub it out of the
tabletop.
"That day you stopped me out under
the trees at the lake," I said, "you wanted assurance that it was
somebody else, somebody you don't know, who mutilated and killed those girls, didn't
you? You didn't want that sin on your conscience as well as Prejean's
murder."
"My God, man, give some thought to
what you're saying. You're telling me I'm responsible for a fiend being loose
in our midst."
"Call
your attorney and come into the office and make a statement. End it now, Mr.
Lemoyne. You'll probably get off with minimum time on Prejean's death. You've
got a good reputation and a lot of friends. You might even walk."
"Please leave."
"It won't change anything."
He turned away from me and gazed at the approaching storm.
Leaves exploded out of the trees that towered above his garden walls.
"Go do what you have to do, but
right now please respect my privacy," he said.
"You strayed out of the gentleman's
world a long time ago."
"Don't you have any sense of
mercy?"
"Maybe you should come down to my
office and look at the morgue
photographs of Cherry LeBlanc and a girl we pried out of an oil barrel down in
Vermilion Parish."
He didn't answer. As I let myself out
his garden gate I glanced back at him. His cheeks were red and streaked with
moisture as though his face had been glazed by freezing winds.
That evening the weatherman said the hurricane had become stationary one hundred miles due south of Mobile. As I fell
asleep later with the window open on a lightning-charged sky, I thought surely
the electricity would bring the general back in my dreams.
Instead, it was Lou Girard who stood
under the wind-tormented pecan trees at three in the morning, his jaw shot away
at the hinge, a sliver of white bone protruding from a flap of skin by his ear.
He tried to speak, and spittle gurgled
on his exposed teeth and tongue and dripped off the point of his chin.
"What is it, Lou?"
The wind whipped and molded his
shapeless brown suit against his body. He picked up a long stick that had been
blown out of the tree above him and began scratching lines in the layers of
dead leaves and pecan husks at his feet. He made an S, and then drew a
straight line like an I and then put a half bubble on it and turned it
into a P.
He dropped the stick to the ground and
stared at me, his deformed face filled with expectation.
The connection had been there all along. I just hadn't looked in
the right place. As soon as I went into the office at 8 a.m. the next morning I called the probation and parole
officer in Lafayette and asked the supervising P.O. to pull the file on Cherry
LeBlanc.
"Who busted her on the prostitution
charge?" I said.
I heard him leafing back and forth
through the pages in the file.
"It wasn't one officer. There was a
state-police raid on a bar and some trailers out on the Breaux Bridge
highway."
S.P. Yes, the state police. Thanks,
Lou, old friend.
"Who signed the arrest
report?" I asked.
"Let's see. It's pretty hard to
read. Somebody set a coffee cup down on the signature."
"It's real important,
partner."
"It could be Doucet. Wasn't there a
state policeman around here by that name? Yeah, I'd say initial M., then
Doucet."
"Can you make copies of her file
and lock them in separate places?"
"What's going on?"
"It may become evidence."
"No, I mean Lou Girard was looking
at her file last week. What's the deal?"
"Do this for me, will you? If
anybody else tries to get his hands on that file, you call me, okay?"
"There's an implication here that I
think you should clarify."
Outside, the skies were gray, and dust
and pieces of paper were blowing in the street.
"Maybe we have a fireman setting
fires," I said.
He was quiet a moment, then he said,
"I'll lock up the file for you, detective, and I'll keep your call
confidential. But since this may involve a reflection on our office, I expect a
little more in the way of detailed information from you in the next few
days."
After I hung up, I opened my desk drawer
and took out the black-and-white photograph that Cholo Manelli had given me of
Cherry LeBlanc and Julie Balboni at the beach in Biloxi. I looked again at the
man who was reading a newspaper at another table. His face was beyond the field
of focus in the picture, but the light had struck his glasses in such a way
that it looked as if there were chips of crystal where his eyes should have
been, and my guess was that he was wearing bifocals.
As with most police investigations, the
problem had now become one of the time lag between the approaching conclusion
of an investigation and the actual arrest of a suspect. It's a peculiar two-way
street that both cops and criminals live on. As a cop grows in certainty about
the guilt of a suspect and begins to put enough evidence together to make his
case, the suspect usually becomes equally aware of the impending denouement and
concludes that midsummer isn't a bad time to visit Phoenix after all.
The supervising P.O. in Lafayette now
knew my suspicions about Doucet, so did Twinky Hebert Lemoyne, and it wouldn't
be long before Doucet did, too.
The other problem was that so far all
the evidence was circumstantial.
When Rosie came in I told her everything
I had.
"Do you think Lemoyne will make a
confession?" she said.
"He might eventually. It's obvious
he's a tormented man."
"Because I don't think you'll ever
get an indictment on the lynching unless he does."
"I want to get a search warrant and
toss everything Doucet owns, starting with the security building out at Spanish
Lake."
"Okay, Dave, but let me be honest
with you. So far I think what we've got is pretty thin."
"I didn't tell you something else.
I already checked Doucet's name through motor vehicle registration in Baton
Rouge. He owns a blue 1989 Mercury. I'll bet that's the car that's been showing
up through the whole investigation."
"We still don't have enough to
start talking to a prosecutor, though, do we?"
"That's what a search warrant is
for."
"What I'm trying to say is we don't
have witnesses, Dave. We're going to need some hard forensic evidence, a murder
weapon, clothing from one of the victims, something that will leave no doubt in
a jury's mind that this guy is a creature out of their worst nightmares. I just
hope Doucet hasn't already talked to Lemoyne and gotten rid of everything we could
use against him, provided there is anything."
"We'll soon find out."
She measured me carefully with her eyes.
"You seem a little more confident
than you should be," she said.
"It all fits, Rosie. A black pimp
in the New Orleans bus depot told me about a white man selling dirty pictures.
I thought he was talking about photographs or postcards. Don't you see it?
Doucet's probably been delivering girls to Balboni's pornographic film
operation."
"The only direct tie that we have is
the fact that Doucet arrested Cherry LeBlanc."
"Right. And even though he knew I
was investigating her murder, he
never mentioned it, did he? He wasn't even curious about how the investigation
was going. Does that seem reasonable to you?"
"Well, let's get the warrant and
see what Mr. Doucet has to say to us this morning."
We had it in thirty minutes and were on
our way out of the office when my extension rang. It was Bootsie. She said she
was going to town to buy candles and tape for the windows in case the hurricane
turned in to the coast and I would find lunch for me and Alafair in the oven.
Then she said, "Dave, did you leave
the house last night?"
"Just a second," I said, and
took the receiver away from my ear. "Rosie, I'll be along in just a
minute."
Rosie went out the door and bent over
the water cooler.
"I'm sorry, what did you say?"
"I thought I heard your truck start
up in the middle of the night. Then I thought I just dreamed it. Did I just
dream it?"
"I had to take care of something. I
left a note on the lamp for you in case you woke up, but you were sound asleep
when I came back."
"What are you doing, Dave?"
"Nothing. I'll tell you about it
later."
"Is it those apparitions in the
marsh again?"
"No, of course not."
"Dave?"
"It's nothing to worry about.
Believe me."
"I am worried if you have to
conceal something from me."
"Let's go out to eat tonight."
"I think we'd better have a talk
first."
"A very bad guy is about to go off
the board. That's what it amounts to. I'll explain it later."
"Does the sheriff know what you're
doing?"
"He didn't ask. Come on, Boots.
Let's don't be this way."
"Whatever you say. I'm sorry I asked.
Everybody's husband goes in and out of the house in the middle of the night.
I'll see you this afternoon."
She hung up before I could speak again;
but in truth I didn't know how to explain to her the feelings I had that
morning. If Murphy Doucet was our serial killer, and I believed he was, then
with a little luck we were about to throw a steel net over one of those
pathological and malformed individuals who ferret their way among us,
occasionally for a lifetime, and leave behind a trail of suffering whose
severity can only be appreciated by the survivors who futilely seek
explanations for their loss the rest of their lives.
I lost my wife Annie to two such men. A
therapist told me that I would never have any peace until I learned to forgive
not only myself for her death but the human race as well for producing the men
who killed her. I didn't know what he meant until several months later when I
remembered an event that occurred on a winter afternoon when I was seven years
old and I had returned home early, unexpectedly, from school.
My mother was not at work at the Tabasco
bottling plant, where she should have been. Instead, I looked from the hallway
through the bedroom door and saw a man's candy-striped shirt, suspenders, and
sharkskin zoot slacks and panama hat hung on the bedpost, his socks sticking
out of his two-tone shoes on the floor. My mother was naked, on all fours, on
top of the bedspread, and the man, whose name was Mack, was about to mount her.
A cypress plank creaked under my foot, and Mack twisted his head and looked at
me, his pencil mustache like a bird's wings above his lip. Then he entered my
mother.
For months I had dreams about a white
wolf who lived in a skeletal black tree on an infinite white landscape. At the
base of the tree was a nest of pups. In the dream the wolf would drop to the
ground, her teats sagging with milk, and eat her young one by one.
I would deliberately miss the school bus
in the afternoon and hang around the playground until the last kids took their
footballs or kites and walked off through the dusk and dead
leaves toward lighted houses and the sound of Jack
Armstrong or Terry and the Pirates through a screen door. When my
father returned home from trapping on Marsh Island, I never told him what I had
seen take place in their bedroom. When they fought at night, I sat on the back
steps and watched the sugarcane stubble burning in the fields. The fires looked
like thousands of red handkerchiefs twisting in the smoke.
I knew the wolf waited for me in my
dreams. Then one afternoon, when I started walking home late from school, I
passed an open door in the back of the convent. It was the music room, and it
had a piano in it, a record player, and a polished oak floor. But the two young
nuns who were supposed to be waxing the floor had set aside their mops and
rags, turned on a radio, and were jitterbugging with each other in their bare
feet, their veils flying, their wooden rosary beads swirling on their waists.
They didn't see me, and I must have
watched them for almost five minutes, fascinated with their flushed faces
inside their wimples and the laughter that they tried to hide behind their
hands when it got too loud.
I could not explain it to myself, but I
knew each night thereafter that if I thought of the dancing nuns before I fell
asleep, I would not dream about the white wolf in the tree.
I wondered
what kind of dreams Murphy Doucet had. Maybe at one time they were the same as
mine. Or maybe it was better not to know.
I
had no doubt, though, that he was ready for us when we arrived at the security
building at Spanish Lake. He stood with his legs slightly spread, as though at
parade rest, in front of the door, his hands propped on his gunbelt, his
stomach flat as a plank, his eyes glinting with a cynical light.
I unfolded the search warrant in front
of him.
"You want to look it over?" I
said.
"What for? I don't give a good fuck
what y'all do here," he replied.
"I'd appreciate it if you'd watch your
language," I said.
"She can't handle it?" he
said.
"Stand over by my truck until we're
finished," I said.
"What do you think y'all gonna
find?" he said.
"You never know, Murph. You were a
cop. People get careless sometimes, mess up in a serious way, maybe even forget
they had their picture taken with one of their victims."
Tiny webs of brown lines spread from the
corners of his eyes.
"What are you talking about?"
"If I'd been you, I wouldn't have
let Cholo take my picture with Baby Feet and Cherry LeBlanc over in
Biloxi."
His blue eyes shuttered back and forth;
the pupils looked like black pinheads. The point of his tongue licked across
his bottom lip.
"I don't want her in my
stuff," he said.
"Would you like to prevent me from
getting in your 'stuff,' Mr. Doucet?" Rosie said. "Would you like to
be charged this morning with interfering with a federal officer in the
performance of her duty?"
Without ever removing his eyes from her
face, he lifted a Lucky Strike with two fingers from the pack in his shirt
pocket and put it in the corner of his mouth. Then he leaned back against my
truck, shook open his Zippo lighter, cupped the flame in his hands, sucked in
on the smoke, and looked away at the pecan trees bending and straightening in
the wind and an apple basket bouncing crazily across a field.
On his work table were a set of Exacto
knives, tubes of glue, small bottles of paint, tiny brushes, pieces of used
sandpaper, and the delicate balsa-wood wing struts of a model airplane pinned
to a blueprint. Outside, Doucet smoked his cigarette and watched us through the
door and showed no expression or interest when I dropped his Exacto knives into
a Ziploc bag.
His desk drawers contained Playboy magazines,
candy wrappers, a carton of Lucky
Strikes, a thermos of split pea soup, two ham sandwiches, paper clips, eraser
filings, a brochure advertising a Teamster convention in Atlantic City, a
package of condoms.
I opened the drawer of his work table.
In it were more sheets of sandpaper, an unopened model airplane kit, and the
black-handled switchblade knife he had lent me to trim back the insulation on
an electrical wire in my truck. I put it in another Ziploc bag.
Doucet yawned.
"Rosie, would you kick over that trash basket behind his
desk, please?" I said.
"There's nothing in it," she
said, leaning over the corner of the desk.
My back was turned to both her and
Doucet when I closed the drawer to the work table and turned around with an
aluminum-handled utility knife in my fingers. I dropped it into a third plastic
bag.
"Well, I guess this covers
it," I said.
Through the door I saw his hand with the
cigarette stop in midair and his eyes lock on the utility knife.
He stepped toward us as we came out of
the building.
"What do you think you're
doing?" he said.
"You have a problem with something
that happened here?" I said.
"You planted that," he said,
pointing at the bag with the utility knife in it. "You sonofabitch, you
planted it, you know you did."
"How could I plant something that
belongs to you?" I said. "This is one of the tools you use on your
airplane models, isn't it?"
Rosie was looking at me strangely.
"This woman's a witness," he
said. "You're salting the shaft. That knife wasn't there."
"I say it was. I say your
fingerprints are all over it, too. It's probably going to be hard to prove it's
not yours, Murph."
"This pepper-belly bitch is in on
it, isn't she?" he said.
I tapped him on the cheek with the flat
of my hand. "You say anything else, your day is going to deteriorate in a
serious way," I said.
Mistake.
He leaped into my face, his left hand
like a claw in my eyes, his right fist flailing at my head, his knees jerking
at my groin. I lost my balance, tried to turn away from him and raise my arm in
front of my face; his fists rained down on the crown of my skull.
Rosie pulled her .357 from her purse,
extended it straight out with both hands, and pointed the barrel into his ear.
"Down on the ground, you understand
me?" she shouted. "Do it! Now! Don't look at me! Get your face on the
ground! Did you hear me? Don't look at me! Put your hands behind your
head!"
He went to his knees, then lay prone
with the side of his face in the grass, his lined, deeply tanned neck oozing
sweat, his eyes filled with the mindless light that an animal's might have if
it were pinned under an automobile tire.
I slipped my handcuffs from the back of
my belt and snipped them onto his wrists. I pulled his revolver and can of Mace
from his gunbelt, then raised him to his feet. His arm felt like bone in my
hand.
"You're under arrest for assaulting
an officer of the law, Murph," I said.
He turned toward me. The top button of
his shirt was torn and I could see white lumps of scar tissue on his chest like
fingers on a broken hand.
"It won't stick. You've got a bum
warrant," he said.
"That knife is the one you used on
Cherry LeBlanc, isn't it?" I said.
Rosie walked behind me into his office
and used his phone to call for a sheriff's car. His eyes watched her, then came
back onto me. He blew pieces of grass out of his mouth.
"She let you muff her?" he
said.
We brought him in through the back door
of the sheriff's department, fingerprinted and booked him, let him make a phone
call to an attorney in Lafayette, then took him down to our interrogation room.
Personnel from all over the building were finding ways to get a look at Murphy
Doucet.
"You people get back to work,"
the sheriff said in the hallway. "This man is in for assaulting an
officer. That's all he's charged with. Have y'all got that?"
"There's three news guys outside
your office, sheriff," a deputy said.
"I'd like to know who called them
down here, please," he said.
"Search me," the deputy said.
"Will you people get out of
here?" he said again to the crowd in the hall. Then he pushed his fingers
through his hair and turned to me and Rosie. "I've got to talk to these
reporters before they break a Jack the Ripper story on us. Get what you can
from this guy and I'll be right back. Who's his lawyer?"
"Jeb Bonin," I said.
"We'll still have Doucet till his
arraignment in the morning. When are y'all going to search his place?"
"This afternoon," Rosie said.
"We already sent a deputy over there to sit on it for us."
"Was the blue Merc out at Spanish
Lake?" the sheriff said.
"No, he drives a pickup to work.
The Merc must be at his house," I said.
"All right, get on it. Do it by the
numbers, too. We don't want to blow this one."
The sheriff walked back toward his
office. Rosie touched me lightly on the arm.
"Dave, talk with me a second before
we go inside," she said.
"What is it?"
She didn't reply. She went inside our
office and waited for me.
"That utility knife you took out of
his drawer," she said. "He was completely surprised when you found
it. That presents a troubling thought for me."
"It's his knife, Rosie. There's no
question abut it."
"Why was he so confident up until
that moment?"
"Maybe he just forgot he'd left it
there."
"You got into that security
building during the night, removed the knife, then replaced it this morning,
didn't you?"
"Time's always on the perp's side,
Rosie. While we wait on warrants, they deep-six the evidence."
"I don't like what I'm hearing you
say, Dave."
"This is our guy. You want him to walk?
Because without that knife, he's sure going to do it."
"I see it differently. You break
the rules, you arm the other side."
"Wait till you meet his lawyer.
He's the best in southwest Louisiana. He also peddles his ass to the Teamsters,
the mob, and incinerator outfits that burn PCBs. Before he's finished, he'll
turn Doucet into a victim and have the jury slobbering on their sleeves."
Her eyes went back and forth
thoughtfully, as though she were asking herself questions and answering them.
Then she raised her chin.
"Don't ever do anything like this
again, Dave. Not while we're partners," she said, and walked past me and
into the interrogation room, where Murphy Doucet sat in a straight-backed chair
at a small table, surrounded by white walls, wreathed in cigarette smoke,
scratching at whiskers that grew along the edges of the white chicken's foot
embossed on his throat.
I stepped inside the room with Rosie and
closed the door.
"Where's my lawyer at?" he
asked.
I took the cigarette from his fingers
and mashed it out on the floor.
"You want to make a statement about
Cherry LeBlanc?" I said.
"Yeah. I've given it some thought.
I remember busting a whore by that name three years ago. So now y'all can tell
me why I'd wait three years to kill somebody who'd been in my custody."
"We think you're a pimp for Julie
Balboni, Mr. Doucet," Rosie said. "We also think you're supplying
girls for his pornography operation."
His eyes went up and down her body.
"Affirmative action?" he said.
"There's something else you don't
know about, Murph," I said. "We're checking all the unsolved murders
of females in areas around highways during the time you were working for the
state police. I have a feeling those old logs are going to put you in the
vicinity of some bodies you never thought would be connected to you."
"I don't believe this," he
said.
"I think we've got you
dead-bang," I said.
"You've got a planted knife. This
girl here knows it, too. Look at her face."
"We've not only got the weapon and
the photo of you with the victim, we know what happened and why."
"What?"
"Cherry LeBlanc told Julie he was a
tub of guts and walked out on him. But people don't just walk out on Julie. So
he got on the phone and called you up from the motel, didn't he, Murph? You
remember that conversation? Would you like me to quote it to you?"
His eyebrows contracted, then his hand
went into his pocket for a cigarette.
"No. You can't smoke in here,"
I said.
"I got to use the can."
"It's unavailable now," I
said.
"She's here for another
reason. It ain't because of a dead hooker," he said.
"We're all here because of you,
Murph. You're going down hard, partner. We haven't even started to talk about
Kelly Drummond yet."
He bit a piece of skin off the ball of
his thumb.
"What's the bounce on the pimp
beef?" he said.
"You think you're going to cop to a
procuring charge when you're looking at the chair? What world are you living
in?" I said.
"Ask her. She's here to make a case
on Balboni, not a security guard, so clean the shit out of your mouth. What
kind of bounce am I looking at?"
"Mr. Doucet, you're looking at
several thousand volts of electricity cooking your insides. Does that clarify
your situation for you?" Rosie said.
He looked into her face.
"Go tell your boss I can put that
guinea away for twenty-seven years," he said. "Then come back and
tell me y'all aren't interested in a deal."
The sheriff opened the door.
"His lawyer's here," he said.
"We're going to your house now,
Murph," I said. "Is there anything else you want to tell us before we
leave?"
The attorney stepped inside the room. He
wore his hair shaved to the scalp, and his tie and shirt collar rode up high on
his short neck so that he reminded you of a light-brown hard-boiled egg stuffed
inside a business suit.
"Don't say anything more to these
people, Mr. Doucet," he said.
I leaned on the table and stared into
Murphy Doucet's face. I stared at his white eyebrows, the jittering of his
eyeballs, the myriad lines in his skin, the slit of a mouth, the white scar on
his throat that could have been layered there with a putty knife.
"What? What the fuck you staring
at?" he said.
"Do you remember me?" I said.
"Yeah. Of course. When you were a
cop in New Orleans."
"Look at me. Think hard."
His eyes flicked away from my face,
fastened on his attorney.
"I don't know what he's talking about," he said.
"Do you have a point,
detective?" the attorney said.
"Your hired oil can doesn't have
anything to do with this, Murph," I said. "It's between me and you
now. It's 1957, right after Hurricane Audrey hit. You could smell dead animals
all over the marsh. You remember? Y'all made DeWitt Prejean run with a chain
locked around his chest, then you blew his leg out from under him. Remember the
kid who saw it from across the bay? Look at my face."
He bit down on his lip, then fitted his
chin on top of his knuckles and stared disjointedly at the wall.
"The old jailer gave you guys away
when he told me that DeWitt Prejean used to drive a soda pop truck. Prejean
worked for Twinky Lemoyne and had an affair with his wife, didn't he? It seems
like there's always one guy still hanging around who remembers more than he
should," I said. "You still think you're in a seller's market, Murph?
How long do you think it's going to be before a guy like Twinky cracks and
decides to wash his sins in public?"
"Don't say anything, Mr.
Doucet," the attorney said.
"He doesn't have to, Mr.
Bonin," I said. "This guy has been killing people for thirty-five
years. If I were you, I'd have some serious reservations about an ongoing
relationship with your client. Come on, Rosie."
The wind swirled dust and grit between the cars in the
parking lot, and I could smell rain in the
south.
"That was Academy Award stuff,
Dave," Rosie said as we got in my
truck.
"It doesn't hurt to make the batter flinch once in a
while."
"You did more than that. You should
have seen the lawyer's
face when you started talking about the lynching."
"He's not the kind who's in it for
the long haul."
As I started the truck a gust of wind
sent a garbage can clattering down the sidewalk and blew through the oak grove
across the street. A solitary shaft of sunlight broke from the clouds and fell
through the canopy, and in a cascade of gold leaves I thought I saw a line of
horsemen among the tree trunks, their bodies as gray as stone, their shoulders
and their horses' rumps draped with flowing tunics. I pinched the sweat out of
my eyes against the bridge of my nose and looked again. The grove was empty
except for a black man who was putting strips of tape across the windows of his
barbecue stand.
"Dave?" Rosie said.
"Yes?"
"Are you all right?"
"I just got a piece of dirt in my
eye."
When we pulled out on the street I
looked into the rearview mirror and saw the detailed image of a lone horseman
deep in the trees, a plum-colored plume in his hat, a carbine propped on his
thigh. He pushed up the brim of his hat with his gun barrel and I saw that his
face was pale and siphoned of all energy and the black sling that held his left
arm was sodden with blood.
"What has opened your wounds,
general?"
"What'd you say?" Rosie asked.
"Nothing. I didn't say
anything."
"You're worried about what Doucet
said, aren't you?"
"I'm not following you."
"You think the Bureau might cut a
deal with him."
"It crossed my mind."
"This guy's going down, Dave. I
promise you."
"I've made a career of discovering
that my priorities aren't the same as those of the people I work for, Rosie.
Sometimes the worst ones walk and cops help them do it."
She looked out the side window, and now
it was she whose face seemed lost in an abiding memory or dark concern that
perhaps she could never adequately share with anyone.
Murphy Doucet lived in a small
freshly-painted white house with a gallery and a raked, tree-shaded lawn across
from the golf course on the north side of Lafayette. A bored Iberia Parish
deputy and a Lafayette city cop sat on the steps waiting for us, flipping a
pocket knife into the lawn. The blue Mercury was parked in the driveway under a
chinaberry tree. I unlocked it from the key ring we had taken from Doucet when
he was booked; then we pulled out the floor mats, laid them carefully on the
grass, searched under the seats, and cleaned out the glove box. None of it was
of any apparent value. We picked up the floor mats by the corners, replaced
them on the rugs, and unlocked the trunk.
Rosie stepped back from the odor and
coughed into her hand.
"Oh, Dave, it's—" she began.
"Feces," I said.
The trunk was bare except for a spare
tire, a jack, and a small cardboard carton in one corner. The dark blue rug
looked clean, vacuumed or brushed, but twelve inches back from the latch was a
dried, tea-colored stain with tiny particles of paper towel embedded in the
stiffened fabric.
I took out
the cardboard carton, opened the top, and removed a portable spotlight with an
extension cord that could be plugged into a cigarette lighter.
"This is what he wrapped the red
cellophane around when he picked up the girl hitchhiking down in Vermilion
Parish," I said.
"Dave, look at this."
She pointed toward the side wall of the
trunk. There were a half-dozen black curlicues scotched against the pale blue
paint. She felt one of them with two fingers, then rubbed her thumb against the
ends of the fingers.
"I think they're rubber heel
marks," she said. "What kind of shoes was Cherry LeBlanc
wearing?"
"Flats with leather soles. And the dead
girl in Vermilion didn't have on anything."
"All right, let's get it towed in
and start on the house. We really need—"
"What?"
"Whatever he got careless about and
left lying around."
"Did you call the Bureau yet?"
"No. Why?"
"I was just wondering."
"What are you trying to say,
Dave?"
"If you want a handprint set in
blood to make our case, I don't think it's going to happen. Not unless there's
some residue on that utility knife we can use for a DNA match. The photograph
is a bluff, at least as far as indicting Doucet is concerned. Like you said
earlier, everything else we've got so far isn't real strong."
"So?"
"I think you already know what your
boss is going to tell you."
"Maybe I don't care what he
says."
"I don't want you impairing your
career with Fart, Barf, and Itch because you think you have to be hard-nosed on
my account, Rosie. Let's be clear on that."
"Cover your own butt and don't
worry about mine," she said, took the key ring out of my hand, and walked
ahead of me up the front steps of the house and unlocked the door.
The interior was as neat and squared
away as a military barracks. The wood floors were waxed, the stuffed chairs
decorated with doilies, the window plants trimmed and watered, the kitchen sink
and drainboards immaculate, the pots and pans hung on hooks, the wastebaskets
fitted with clean plastic liners, his model planes dusted and suspended on
wires from the bedroom ceiling, his bedspread tucked and stretched so tightly
that you could bounce a quarter off it.
None of the pictures on the walls dealt
with human subjects, except one color photograph of himself sitting on the
steps of a cabin with a dead eight-point deer at his feet. Doucet was smiling;
a bolt-action rifle with iron sights and a sling lay across his lap.
We searched the house for an hour,
searched the garage, then came back and tossed the house again. The Iberia
Parish deputy walked through the front door with an icecream cone in his hand.
He was a dark-haired, narrow-shouldered, wide-hipped man who had spent most of
his five years with the department as a crosswalk guard at elementary schools
or escorting misdemeanor prisoners to morning arraignment. He stopped eating
and wiped the cream out of his mustache with the back of his wrist before he
spoke.
"Jesus Christ, Dave, y'all tore the
place apart," he said.
"You want to stay behind and clean
it up?" I said.
"Y'all the ones done it, not
me."
"That's right, so you don't have to
worry about it," I said.
"Boy, somebody didn't get enough
sleep last night," he said. When I didn't answer he walked into the center
of the room. "What y'all found in that trunk?"
When I still didn't answer, he peered over
my shoulder.
"Oh man, that's a bunch of little
girl's underwear, ain't it?" he said.
"Yes, it is," I said.
The deputy cleared his throat.
"That fella been doin' that kind of
stuff, too, Dave?"
"It looks like it."
"Oh, man," he said. Then his
face changed. "Maybe somebody ought to show him what happens when you
crawl over one of them high barb-wire fences."
"I didn't hear you say that,
deputy," Rosie said.
"It don't matter to me," he
said. "A fella like that, they's people 'round here get their hands on
him, you ain't gonna have to be worryin' about evidence, no. Ax Dave."
In the trunk we had found eleven small
pairs of girls' underwear, children's socks, polka-dot leotards, training bras,
a single black patent-leather shoe with a broken strap, a coloring book, a lock
of red hair taped to an index card, torn matinee tickets to a local theater, a
half-dozen old photographs of Murphy Doucet in the uniform of a Jefferson
Parish deputy sheriff, all showing him with children at picnics under moss-hung
trees, at a Little League ball game, at a swimming pool filled with children
leaping into the air for the camera. All of the clothing was laundered and
folded and arranged in a neat pink and blue and white layer across the bottom
of the trunk.
After a moment, Rosie said, "It's
his shrine."
"To what?" I said.
"Innocence. He's a psychopath, a rapist, a serial killer, a sadist,
maybe a necrophiliac, but he's also a pedophile. Like most pedophiles, he seeks
innocence by being among children or molesting them."
Then she rose from her chair, went into
the bathroom, and I heard the water running, heard her spit, heard the water
splashing.
"Could you wait outside a minute,
Expidee?" I said to the deputy.
"Yeah, sure," he said.
"We'll be along in a minute. Thanks
for your help today."
"That fella gonna make bail,
Dave?"
"Probably."
"That ain't right," he said,
then he said it again as he went out the door, "Ain't right."
The bathroom door was ajar when I tapped
on it. Her back was to me, her arms propped stiffly on the basin, the tap still
running. She kept trying to clear her throat, as though a fine fish bone were
caught in it.
I opened the door, took a clean towel
out of a cabinet, and started to blot her face with it. She held her hand up
almost as though I were about to strike her.
"Don't touch me with that,"
she said.
I set the towel on the tub, tore the top
Kleenex from a box, dropped it in the waste can, then pulled out several more,
balled them up, and touched at her face with them. She pushed down my wrist.
"I'm sorry. I lost it," she
said.
"Don't worry bout it."
"Those children, that smell in the
trunk of the car."
She made her eyes as wide as possible to
hold back the tears, but it didn't work. They welled up in her brown eyes, then
rolled in rivulets down her cheeks.
"It's okay, Rosie," I said,
and slipped my arms around her. Her head was buried under my chin. I could feel
the length of her body against mine, her back rising and falling under my
palms. I could smell the strawberry shampoo in her hair, a heated fragrance
like soap in her skin.
The window was open, and the wind blew
the curtain into the room. Across the street on a putting green, a red flag
snapped straight out on a pole that vibrated stiffly in the cup. In the first
drops of rain, which slanted almost parallel to the ground, I saw a figure
standing by a stagnant reed-choked pond, a roiling myrtle bush at his back. He
held himself erect in the wind with his single crutch, his beard flying about
his face, his mouth an O, his words lost in distant thunder. The stump of his
amputated right leg was wrapped with fresh white bandages that had already
turned scarlet with new bleeding.
"What are you trying to warn me
of, general? Why has so much pain come back to you, sir?"
I felt Rosie twist her face against my
chest, then step away from me and walk quickly out the door, picking up her
handbag from a chair in one smooth motion so I could not see her face. The
screen door slammed behind her.
I put everything from Doucet's trunk
into evidence bags, locked the house, and got into the pickup just as a storm
of hailstones burst from the sky, clattered on the cab, and
bounced in tiny white geysers on the slopes of
the golf course as far as the eye could see.
That night the weatherman on the ten o'clock news said that the hurricane was moving again in a northwesterly
direction and would probably make landfall sometime late tomorrow around
Atchafalaya Bay, just to the east of us. Every offshore drilling rig in the
Gulf had shut down, and the low-lying coastal areas from Grand Isle to Sabine
Pass were being evacuated.
At eleven the sheriff called.
"Somebody just torched Mikey
Goldman's trailer out at Spanish Lake. A gallon milk bottle of gasoline through
the window with a truck flare right on top of it," he said. "You want
to go out there and have a look?"
"Not really. Who's that yelling in
the background?"
"Guess. I can't convince him he's
lucky he wasn't in the trailer."
"Let me guess again. He wants Julie
Balboni in custody."
"You must be psychic," the
sheriff said. He paused. "I've got some bad news. The lab report came in
late this evening. That utility knife's clean."
"Are they sure?"
"They're on the same side as we
are, Dave."
"We can use testimony from the
pathologist about the nature of the wounds. We can get an exhumation order if
we have to."
"You're tired. I shouldn't have
called tonight."
"Doucet's a monster, sheriff."
"Let's talk about it in the
morning."
A sheet of gray rain was moving across
my neighbor's sugarcane field toward the house, and lightning was popping in
the woods behind it.
"Are you there?" he said
through the static.
"We've got to pull this guy's plug
in a major way."
"We'll talk with the prosecutor in
the morning. Now go to bed, Dave."
After I replaced the receiver in the
cradle I sat for a long time in the chair and stared out the open back door at
the rain falling on the duck pond and cattails at the foot of my property. The
sky seemed filled with electric lights, the wind resonant with the voices of
children.
The rain was deafening on the gallery in the morning. When I opened
the front door, islands of pecan leaves floated in muddy pools in the yard, and
a fine, sweet-smelling, cool mist blew inside the room. I could barely make out
the marsh beyond the curtain of rain dancing in a wet yellow light on the
bayou's surface. I put on my raincoat and hat and ran splashing through the
puddles for the bait shop. Batist and I stacked all the tables, chairs, and
umbrellas on the dock in the lee of the building, roped them down, hauled our
boats out of the water, and bolted the shutters on the windows. Then we drank a
cup of coffee and ate a fried pie together at the counter inside while the wind
tried to peel the tin roof off the joists.
In town,
Bayou Teche had risen high up on the pilings of the drawbridges and overflowed
its banks into the rows of camellia bushes in the city park, and passing cars
sent curling brown waves of water and street debris sliding across curbs and
lawns all the way to the front steps of the houses along East Main. The air
smelled of fish and dead vegetation from storm drains and was almost cold in
the lungs, and in front of the courthouse the rain spun in vortexes that
whipped at the neck and eyes and seemed to soak your clothes no matter how
tightly your raincoat was buttoned. Murphy Doucet arrived at the courthouse in
a jail van on a wrist chain with seven other inmates, bare-headed, a cigarette
in the center of his mouth, his eyes squinted against the rain, his gray hair
pasted down on his head, his voice loud with complaint about the manacle that
cut into his wrist.
A black man was locked to the next
manacle on the chain. He was epileptic and retarded and was in court every
three or four weeks for public drunkenness or disturbing the peace. Inside the
foyer, when the bailiff was about to walk the men on the chain to the front of
the courtroom, the black man froze and jerked at the manacle, made a gurgling
sound with his mouth while spittle drooled over his bottom lip.
"What the hell's wrong with
you?" the bailiff said.
"Want to be on the end of the
chain. Want to set on the end of the row," the black man said.
"He's saying he ain't used to being
in the front of the bus," Doucet said.
"This man been bothering you,
Ciro?" the bailiff said.
"No, suh. I just want to set on the
end this time. Ain't no white peoples bothered me. I been treated just
fine."
"Hurry up and get this bullshit
over with," Doucet said, wiping his eyes on his sleeve.
"We aim to please. We certainly
do," the bailiff said, unlocked the black man, walked him to the end of
the chain, and snapped the last manacle on his wrist.
A young photographer from the Daily
Iberian raised his camera and began focusing through his lens at Doucet.
"You like your camera, son? . . . I
thought so. Then you just keep it poked somewhere else," Doucet said.
It took fifteen minutes. The prosecutor,
a high-strung rail of a man, used every argument possible in asking for high
bail on Doucet. Over the constant interruptions and objections of Doucet's lawyer, he called him a pedophile, a
psychopath, a menace to the community, and a ghoul.
The judge had silver hair and a profile
like a Roman Soldier. During World War II he had received the Congressional
Medal of Honor and at one time had been a Democratic candidate for governor. He
listened patiently with one hand on top of another, his eyes oblique, his head tilted at an angle like
a priest feigning attentiveness to an obsessed penitent's ramblings.
Finally the prosecutor pointed at
Doucet, his finger trembling, and said, "Your honor, you turn this man
loose, he kills somebody else, goddamn it, the blood's going to be on our
hands."
"Would counsel approach the bench,
please? You, too, Detective Robicheaux," the judge said. Then he said,
"Can you gentlemen tell me what the hell is going on here?"
"It's an ongoing investigation,
your honor. We need more time," I said.
"That's not my point," the
judge said.
"I object to the treatment of my
client, your honor. He's been bullied, degraded in public, slandered by these
two men here. He's been—" Doucet's lawyer said.
"I've heard enough from you today,
sir. You be quiet a minute," the judge said. "Is the prosecutor's
office in the process of filing new charges against the defendant?"
"Your honor, we think this man may
have been committing rape and homicide for over three decades. Maybe he killed
a policeman in Lafayette. We don't even know where to begin," the
prosecutor said.
"Your sincerity is obvious, sir. So
is your lack of personal control," the judge said. "And neither is
solving our problem here. We have to deal with the charge at hand, and you and
Detective Robicheaux both know it. Excuse my impatience, but I don't want y'all
dragging 'what should be' in here rather than 'what is.' Now all of you step
back."
Then he said, "Bail is set at ten
thousand dollars. Next case," and brought his gavel down.
A few
minutes later I stood on the portico of the courthouse and watched Murphy
Doucet and his lawyer walk past me, without interrupting their conversation or
registering my presence with more than a glance, get into the lawyer's new
Chrysler, and drive away in the rain.
I WENT HOME
FOR LUNCH BUT COULDN'T FINISH MY PLATE. THE back door was opened to the small screened-in porch, and the lawn,
the mimosa tree, and the willows along the coulee were dark green in the
relentless downpour, the air heavy and cold-smelling and swirling with mist.
Alafair was looking at me from across
the table, a lump of unchewed sandwich in her jaw. Bootsie had just trimmed her
bangs, and she wore a yellow T-shirt with a huge red and green Tabasco bottle
on the front. Bootsie reached over and removed my fingers from my temple.
"You've done everything you could
do," she said. "Let other people worry about it for a while."
"He's going to walk. With some time
we can round up a few of his girls from the Airline Highway and get him on a
procuring beef, along with the resisting arrest and assault charge. But he'll
trade it all off for testimony against Julie Balboni. I bet the wheels are
already turning."
"Then that's their decision and
their grief to live with, Dave," Bootsie said.
"I don't read it that way."
"What's wrong?" Alafair said.
"Nothing, little guy," I said.
"Is the hurricane going to hit
here?" she said.
"It might. But we don't worry about
that kind of stuff. Didn't you know coonasses are part duck?"
"My teacher said 'coonass' isn't a
good word."
"Sometimes people are ashamed of
what they are, Alf," I said.
"Give it a break, Dave,"
Bootsie said.
The front door opened suddenly and a
gust of cool air swelled through the house. Elrod came through the hallway
folding an umbrella and wiping the water off his face with his hand.
"Wow!" he said. "I
thought I saw Noah's ark out there on the bayou. It could be significant."
"Ark? What's an ark?" Alafair
said.
"El, there's a plate for you in the icebox," Bootsie
said.
"Thanks," he said, and opened
the icebox door, his face fixed with a smile, his eyes studiously carefree.
"What's an ark?" Alafair said.
"It's part of a story in the Bible,
Alf," I said, and watched Elrod as he sat down with a plate of tuna-fish
sandwiches and potato salad in his hand. "What's happening out at the
lake, El?"
"Everything's shut down till this
storm blows over," he said. He bit into his sandwich and didn't look up
from his plate.
"That'd made sense, wouldn't
it?" I said.
He raised his eyes.
"I think it's going to stay shut
down," he said. "There're only a couple of scenes left to shoot. I
think Mikey wants to do them back in California."
"I see."
Now it was Alafair who was watching
Elrod's face. His eyes focused on his sandwich.
"You leaving, Elrod?" she
asked.
"In a couple of days maybe,"
he answered. "But I'm sure I'll be back this way. I'd really like to have
y'all come visit, too."
She continued to stare at him, her face
round and empty.
"You could bring Tripod," he
said. "I've got a four-acre place up Topanga Canyon. It's right up from
the ocean."
"You said you were going to be here
all summer," she said.
"I guess it just hasn't worked out
that way. I wish it had," he said. Then he looked at me. "Dave, maybe
I'm saying the wrong thing here, but y'all come out to L.A., I'll get Alafair
cast in five minutes. That's a fact."
"We'll talk it over," Bootsie
said, and smiled across the table at him.
"I could be in the movies where you
live?" Alafair said.
"You bet," Elrod said, then
saw the expression on my face. "I mean, if that's what you and your family
wanted."
"Dave?" She looked up at me.
"Let's see what happens," I
said, and brushed at her bangs with my fingers. Elrod was about to say
something else, but I interrupted him. "Where's Balboni?"
"He doesn't seem to get the
message. He keeps hanging around his trailer with his greaseballs. I think
he'll still be sitting there when the set's torn down," Elrod said.
"His trailer might get blown in the
lake," I said.
"I think he has more than one
reason for being out there," Elrod said.
I waited for him to finish, but he
didn't. A few minutes later we went out on the gallery. The cypress planks of
the steps and floor were dark with rain that had blown back under the eaves.
Across the bayou the marsh looked smudged and indistinct in the gray air. Down at
the dock Batist was deliberately sinking his pirogue in the shallows so it
wouldn't be whipped into a piling by the wind.
"What were you trying to tell me
about Balboni?" I said.
"He picks up young girls in town
and tells them he's going to put them in a movie. I've heard he's had two or
three in there in the last couple of days."
"That sounds like Julie."
"How's that?"
"When we were kids he never knew
who he was unless he was taking his equipment out of his pants."
He stared at the rain.
"Maybe there's something I ought to
tell you, Dave, not that maybe you don't already know it," he said.
"When people like us, I'm talking about actors and such, come into a
community, everybody gets excited and thinks somehow we're going to change
their lives. I'm talking about romantic expectations, glamorous relationships
with celebrities, that kind of stuff. Then one day we're gone and they're left
with some problems they didn't have before. What I'm saying is they become
ashamed when they realize how little they always thought of themselves. It's
like turning on the lights inside the theater when the matinee is over."
"Our problems are our own, El.
Don't give yourself too much credit."
"You cut me loose on a DWI and got
me sober, Dave. Or at least I got a good running start at it. What'd you get
for it? A mess of trouble you didn't deserve."
"Extend a hand to somebody else.
That way you pass on the favor," I said.
I put my hand on the back of his neck. I
could feel the stiff taper of his hair under my palm.
"I think about Kelly most when it
rains. It's like she was just washed away, like everything that was her was
dissolved right into the earth, like she wasn't ever here," he said.
"How can a person be a part of your life twenty-four hours a day and then
just be gone? I cain't get used to it."
"Maybe people live on inside of us,
El, and then one day we get to see them again."
He leaned one hand against a wood post
and stared at the rain. His face was wet with mist.
"It's coming to an end," he
said. "Everything we've been doing, all the things that have happened,
it's fixing to end," he said.
"You're not communicating too well,
partner."
"I saw them back yonder in that
sugarcane field last night. But this time it was different. They were furling
their colors and loading their wagons. They're leaving us."
"Why now?" I heard my
voice say inside myself.
He dropped his arm from the post and
looked at me. In the shadows his brown skin was shiny with water.
"Something bad's fixing to happen,
Dave," he said. "I can feel it like a hand squeezing my heart."
He tapped the flat of his fist against
the wood post as though he were trying to reassure himself of its physical
presence.
Late that afternoon the sheriff called me on my extension.
"Dave,
could you come down to my office and help me with something?" he said.
When I walked through his door he was
leaned back in his swivel chair, watching the treetops flatten in the wind
outside the window, pushing against his protruding stomach with stiffened
fingers as though he were discovering his weight problem for the first time.
"Oh, there you are," he said.
"What's up?"
"Sit down."
"Do we have a problem?"
He brushed at his round, cleft chin with
the backs of his fingers.
"I want to get your reaction to
what some people might call a developing situation," he said.
"Developing situation?"
"I went two years to USL, Dave. I'm
not the most articulate person in the world. I just try to deal with realities
as they are."
"I get the feeling we're about to
sell the ranch."
"It's not a perfect world."
"Where's the heat coming
from?" I said.
"There're a lot of people who want
Balboni out of town."
"Which people?"
"Business people."
"They used to get along with him
just fine."
"People loved Mussolini until it
came time to hang him upside down in a filling station."
"Come on, cut to it, sheriff. Who
are the other players?"
"The feds. They want Balboni bad.
Doucet's lawyer says his client can put Julie so far down under the penal
system they'll have to dig him up to bury him."
"What's Doucet get?"
"He cops to resisting arrest and
procuring, one-year max on an honor farm. Then maybe the federal witness
protection program, psychological counseling, ongoing supervision, all that
jazz."
"Tell them to go fuck
themselves."
"Why is it I thought you might say
that?"
"Call the press in. Tell them what
kind of bullshit's going on here. Give them the morgue photos of Cherry
LeBlanc."
"Be serious. They're not going to
run pictures like that. Look, we can't indict with what we have. This way we
get the guy into custody and permanent supervision."
"He's going to kill again. It's a
matter of time."
"So what do you suggest?"
"Don't give an inch. Make them
sweat ball bearings."
"With what? I'm surprised his
lawyer even wants to accept the procuring charge."
"They think I've got a photo of
Doucet with Balboni and Cherry LeBlanc in Biloxi."
"Think?"
"Doucet's face is out of focus. The
man in the picture looks like bread dough."
"Great."
"I still say we should exhume the
body and match the utility knife to the slash wounds."
"All an expert witness can do is
testify that the wounds are consistent with those that might have been made
with a utility knife. At least that's what the prosecutor's office says. Doucet
will walk and so will Balboni. I say we take the bird in hand."
"It's a mistake."
"You don't have to answer to
people, Dave. I do. They want Julie out of this parish and they don't care how
we do it."
"Maybe you should give some thought
about having to answer to the family of Doucet's next victim, sheriff."
He picked up a chain of paper clips and
trailed them around his blotter.
"I don't guess there's much point
in continuing this conversation, is there?" he said.
"I'm right about this guy. Don't let him fly."
"Wake up, Dave. He flew this
morning." He dropped the paper clips into a clean ashtray and walked past
me with his coffee cup. "You'd better take off a little early this
afternoon. This hurricane looks to be a real frog stringer."
It hit late that evening, pushing waves ahead of it that curled over houseboats and stilt cabins at West Cote Blanche Bay
and flattened them like a huge fist. In the south the sky was the color of
burnt pewter, then rain-streaked, flumed with thunderheads. You could see
tornadoes dropping like suspended snakes from the clouds, filling with water
and splintered trees from the marshes, and suddenly breaking apart like whips
snapping themselves into nothingness.
I heard canvas popping loose on the
dock, billowing against the ropes Batist and I had tried to secure it with,
then bursting free and flapping end over end among the cattails. The windows
swam with water, lightning exploded out of the gray-green haze of swamp, and in
the distance, in the roar of wind and thunder that seemed to clamp down on us
like an enormous black glass bell, I thought I could hear the terrified moaning
of my neighbor's cattle as they fought to find cover in a woods where mature
trees were whipped out of the soft ground like seedlings.
By midnight the power was gone, the
water off, and half the top of an oak tree had crashed on the roof and slid
down the side of the house, covering the windows with tangles of branches and
leaves.
I heard Alafair cry out in her sleep. I
lit a candle, placed it in a saucer on top of her bookcase, which was filled
with her collection of Curious George and Baby Squanto Indian books, and got in
bed beside her. She wore her Houston Astros baseball cap and had pulled the
sheet up to her chin. Her brown eyes moved back and forth as though she were
searching out the sounds of the storm that
seeped through the heavy cypress planks in the roof. The candlelight flickered
on all the memorabilia she had brought back from our vacations or that we had
saved as private signposts of the transitions she had made since I had pulled
her from the submerged upside-down wreck of a plane off Southwest Pass: conch
shells and dried starfish from Key West, her red tennis shoes embossed with the
words Left and Right on the toes, a Donald Duck cap with a
quacking bill from Disney-world, her yellow T-shirt printed with a smiling
purple whale on the front and the words Baby Orca that she had fitted
over the torso of a huge stuffed frog.
"Dave, the field behind the house
is full of lightning," she said. "I can hear animals in the
thunder."
"It's Mr. Broussard's cattle.
They'll be all right, though. They'll bunch up in the coulee."
"Are you scared?"
"Not really. But it's all right to
be scared a little bit if you want to."
"If you're scared, you can't be
standup."
"Sure you can. Standup people don't
mind admitting they're scared sometimes."
Then I saw something move under the
sheet by her feet.
"Alf?"
"What?" Her eyes flicked about
the ceiling as though she were watching a bird fly from wall to wall.
I worked the sheet away from the foot of
the bed until I was staring at Tripod's silver-tipped rump and black-ringed
tail.
"I wonder how this fellow got in
your bed, little guy," I said.
"He probably got out of his cage on
the back porch."
"Yeah, that's probably it. He's
pretty good at opening latched doors, isn't he?"
"I don't think he should go back
out there, do you, Dave? He gets scared in the thunder."
"We'll give him a dispensation
tonight."
"A dis—What?"
"Never mind. Let's go to sleep,
little guy."
"Goodnight, big guy. Goodnight,
Tripod. Goodnight, Frogger. Goodnight, Baby Squanto. Goodnight, Curious George.
Goodnight, Baby Orca. Goodnight, sea shells. Goodnight—"
"Cork it, Alf, and go to
sleep."
"All right. Goodnight, big
guy."
"Goodnight, little guy."
In my sleep I heard the storm pass
overhead like freight trains grinding down a grade, then suddenly we were in
the storm's eye, the air as still as if it had been trapped inside a jar;
leaves drifted to the ground from the trees, and I could hear the cries of
seabirds wheeling overhead.
The bedroom windows shine with an
amber light that might have been aged inside oak. I slip on my khakis and
loafers and walk out into the cool air that smells of salt and wet woods, and I
see the general's troops forming into long columns that wind their way into
other columns that seem to stretch over an infinitely receding landscape of
hardwood forests fired with red leaves, peach orchards, tobacco acreage, rivers
covered with steam, purple mountain ridges and valleys filled with dust from
ambulance and ammunition wagons and wheeled artillery pieces, a cornfield
churned into stubble by horses' hooves and men's boots, a meandering limestone
wall and a sunken road where wild hogs graze on the bodies of the dead.
The general sits on a cypress stump
by my coulee, surrounded by enlisted men and his aides. A blackened coffeepot
boils amidst a heap of burning sticks by his foot. The officers as well as
enlisted men are eating honeycombs peeled from inside a dead oak tree. The
general's tunic is buttoned over his bad arm. A civilian in checkered trousers,
high-top shoes, braces, and a straw hat is setting up a big box camera on a
tripod in front of the group.
The general tips his hat up on his
forehead and waves me toward him.
"A pip of a storm, wasn't
it?" he says.
"Why are you leaving?"
"Oh, we're not gone just yet.
Say, I want to have your photograph taken with us. That gentleman you see
yonder is the correspondent for the Savannah Republican. He writes an
outstanding story, certainly as good as this Melville fellow, if you ask
me."
"I don't understand what's
happening. Why did your wounds open, what were you trying to warn me of? "
"It's my foolishness, son. Like
you, I grieve over what I can't change. Was it Bacon that talked about keeping
each cut green ? "
"Change what?"
"Our fate. Yours, mine. Care for
your own. Don't try to emulate me. Look at what I invested my life in. Oh, we
were always honorable—Robert Lee, Jackson, Albert Sidney Johnston, A. P.
Hill—but we served venal men and a vile enterprise. How many lives would
have been spared had we not lent ourselves to the defense of a repellent cause
like slavery?"
"People don't get to choose
their time in history, general."
"Well said. You're absolutely
right." He swings the flat of his right hand and hits me hard on the arm,
then rises on his crutch and straightens his tunic. "Now, gentlemen, if
y'all will take the honeycombs out of your faces, let's be about this
photographing business. I'm amazed at what the sciences are producing these
days."
We stand in a group of eight. The
enlisted men have Texas accents, powder-blackened teeth, and beards that grow
like snakes on their faces. I can smell horse sweat and wood smoke in their
clothes. Just as the photographer removes his straw hat and ducks his head
under a black cloth at the back of the camera, I look down the long serpentine
corridor of amber
light again and see thousands of troops advancing on distant fields, their blue
and red and white flags bent into the fusillade, their artillery crews laboring
furiously at the mouths of smoking cannon, and I know the place names without
their ever being spoken—Culp's Hill, Corinth, the
Devil's Den, Kennesaw Mountain, the Bloody Lane—and a collective sound
that's like no other in the world rises in the wind and blows across the
drenched land.
The photographer finishes and stoops
under his camera box and lifts the tripod up on his shoulder. The general looks
into the freshening breeze, his eyes avoiding me.
"You won't tell me what's at
hand, sir?" I say.
"What does it matter as long as
you stay true to your principles?"
"Even the saints might take
issue with that statement, general."
"I'll see you directly,
lieutenant. Be of good heart."
"Don't
let them get behind you," I say.
"Ah, the admonition of a
veteran." Then his aides help him onto his horse and he waves his hat
forward and says, "Hideeho, lads," but there is no joy in his voice.
The general and his mounted escort move
down the incline toward my neighbor's field, the tails of their horses
switching, the light arcing over them as bright and heated and refractive as a
glass of whiskey held up to the sun.
When I woke in the morning the rain was
falling evenly on the trees in the yard and a group of mallards were swimming
in the pond at the foot of my property. The young sugarcane in my neighbor's
field was pounded flat into the washed-out rows as though it had been trampled
by livestock. Above the treeline in the north I saw a small tornado drop like a
spring from the sky, fill with mud and water from a field, then burst apart as
though it had never been there.
I
WORKED UNTIL ALMOST EIGHT O'CLOCK
THAT EVENING.
Power was still off in parts of the parish;
traffic signals were down; a
rural liquor store had been burglarized during the night; two convenience
stores had been held up; a drunk set fire to his own truck in the middle of a
street; a parolee two days out of Angola beat his wife almost to death; and a
child drowned in a storm drain.
Rosie had spent the day with her
supervisor in New Orleans and had come back angry and despondent. I didn't even
bother to ask her why. She had the paperwork on our case spread all over her
desk, as though somehow rereading it and rearranging it from folder to folder
would produce a different result, namely, that we could weld the cell door shut
on Murphy Doucet and not have to admit that we were powerless over the
bureaucratic needs of others.
Just as I closed the drawers in my desk
and was about to leave, the phone rang.
"Dave, I think I screwed up. I
think you'd better come home," Elrod said.
"What's wrong?"
"Bootsie went to town and asked me
to watch Alafair. Then Alafair said she was going down to the bait shop to get
us some fried pies."
"Get it out, Elrod. What is
it?" I saw Rosie looking at me, her face motionless.
"I forgot Batist had already closed
up. I should have gone with her."
I tried to hold back the anger that was
rising in my throat.
"Listen, Elrod—"
"I went down there and she was
gone. The door's wide open and the key's still in the lock—"
"How long's it been?"
"A half hour."
"A half hour?"
"You don't understand. I checked
down at Poteet's first. Then I saw Tripod running loose on his chain in the
road."
"What was she wearing?"
"A yellow raincoat and a baseball
cap."
"Where's Bootsie?"
"Still in town."
"All right, stay by the phone and
I'll be there in a few minutes."
"Dave, I'm sorry, I don't know what
to say, I—"
"It's not your fault." I
replaced the phone receiver in the cradle, my ears whirring with a sound like
wind inside a sea shell, the skin of my face as tight as a pumpkin's.
Before Rosie and I left the office I told the dispatcher to put
out an all-car alert on Alafair and to contact the state police.
All the way to the house I tried to
convince myself that there was an explanation for her disappearance other than
the one that I couldn't bear to hold in the center of my mind for more than a
few seconds. Maybe Tripod had simply gotten away from her while she was in the
bait shop and she was still looking for him, I thought. Or maybe she had walked
down to the general store at the four-corners, had forgotten to lock the door,
and Tripod had broken loose from the clothesline on his own.
But Alafair never forgot to lock up the
bait shop and she wouldn't leave Tripod clipped to the clothesline in the rain.
Moments after I walked into the bait
shop, all the images and fears that I had pushed to the edges of my
consciousness suddenly became real and inescapable, in the same way that you
wake from a nightmare into daylight and with a sinking of the heart realize
that the nightmare is part of your waking day and has not been manufactured by
your sleep. Behind the counter I saw her Astros baseball cap, where it had been
flattened into the Buckboards by someone's muddy shoe or boot. Elrod and Rosie
watched me silently while I picked it up and placed it on top of the counter. I
felt as though I were deep under water, past the point of depth tolerance, and
something had popped like a stick and pulled
loose in my head. Through the screen I saw Bootsie's car turn into the drive
and park by the house.
"I should have figured him for
it," I said.
"Doucet?" Rosie said.
"He was a cop. He's afraid to do
time."
"We're not certain it's Doucet,
Dave," she said.
"He knows what happens to cops
inside mainline jails. Particularly to a guy they make as a short-eyes. I'm
going up to talk to Bootsie. Don't answer the phone, okay?"
Rosie's teeth made white marks on her
bottom lip.
"Dave, I want to bring in the
Bureau as soon as we have evidence that it's a kidnapping," she said.
"So far nothing official we do to
this guy works. It's time both of us hear that, Rosie," I said, and went
out the screen door and started up the dock.
I hadn't gone ten yards when I heard the
telephone ring behind me. I ran back through the rain and jerked the receiver
out of the cradle.
"You sound out of breath," the
voice said.
Don't blow this one.
"Turn her loose, Doucet. You don't
want to do this," I said. I looked into Rosie's face and pointed toward
the house.
"I'll make it simple for both of
us. You take the utility knife and the photo out of the evidence locker. You
put them in a Ziploc bag. At eight o'clock tomorrow morning you leave the bag
in the trash can on the corner of Royal and St. Ann in New Orleans. I don't
guess you ought to plan on getting a lot of sleep tonight."
Rosie had eased the screen door shut
behind her and was walking fast up the incline toward the house in the fading
light.
"The photo's a bluff. It's out of
focus," I said. "You can't be identified in it."
"Then you won't mind parting with
it."
"You can walk, Doucet. We can't
make the case on you."
"You lying sonofabitch. You tore up
my house. Your tow truck scratched up my car. You won't rest till you fuck me
up in every way you can."
"You're doing this because your property
was damaged?"
"I'll tell you what else I'm going
to do if you decide to get clever on me. No, that's not right. It won't be me,
because I never hurt a child in my life. You got that?"
He stopped speaking and waited for me.
Then he said it again: "You got that, Dave?"
"Yes," I said.
"But there's a guy who used to work
in Balboni's movies, a guy who spent eleven years in Parchman for killing a
little nigger girl. You want to know how it went down?"
Then he told me. I stared out the screen
door at my neighbor's dark green lawn, at his enormous roses that had burst in
the rain and were now scattered in the grass like pink tear drops. A dog began
barking, and then I heard it cry out sharply as though it had been whipped
across the ribs with a chain.
"Doucet—" I broke in. My voice
was wet, as though my vocal cords were covered with membrane.
"You don't like my description? You
think I'm just trying to scare you? Get a hold of one of his snuff films.
You'll agree he's an artist."
"Listen to me carefully. If you
hurt my daughter, I'll get to you one way or another, in or out of jail, in the
witness protection program, it won't matter, I'll take you down in pieces,
Doucet."
"You've said only one thing right
today. I'm going to walk, and you're going to help me, unless you've let that
affirmative-action bitch fuck most of your brains out. By the way, forget the
trace. I'm at a phone booth and you've got shit on your nose."
The line went dead.
I was trembling as I walked up the slope
to the house.
Rosie opened the screen door and came
out on the gallery with Bootsie behind her. The skin of Bootsie's face was drawn
back against the bone, her throat ruddy with color as though she had a
windburn.
"He hung up too soon. We couldn't
get it," Rosie said.
"Dave, my God. What—" Bootsie
said. Her pulse was jumping in her neck.
"Let's go inside," I said, and
put my arm around her shoulder. "Rosie, I'll be out in just a
minute."
"No, talk to me right here,"
Bootsie said.
"Murphy Doucet has her. He wants
the evidence that he thinks can put him in jail."
"What for?" she said.
"You told me yesterday that he'll probably get out of it."
"He doesn't know that. He's not
going to believe anybody who tells him that, either."
"Where is she?"
"I don't know, Boots. But we're
going to get her back. If the sheriff calls, don't tell him anything. At least
not right now."
I felt Rosie's eyes on the side of my
face.
"What are you doing, Dave?"
Bootsie said.
"I'll call you in a little
while," I said. "Stay with Elrod, okay?"
"What if that man calls back?"
"He won't. He'll figure the line's
open."
Before she could speak again, I went
inside and opened the closet door in the bedroom. From under some folded
blankets on the top shelf I took out a box of twelve-gauge shells and the
Remington pump shotgun whose barrel I had sawed off in front of the pump handle
and whose sportsman's plug I had removed years ago. I shook the shells, a
mixture of deer slugs and double-ought buckshot, out on the bed and pressed
them one by one into the magazine until I felt the spring come snug against the
fifth shell. I dropped the rest of the shells into my raincoat pockets.
"Call the FBI, Dave," Bootsie
said behind me.
"No," I said.
"Then I'll do it."
"Boots, if they screw it up, he'll
kill her. We'll never even find the body."
Her face was white. I set the shotgun
down and pulled her against me. She felt small, her back rounded, inside my
arms.
"We've got a few hours," I
said. "If we can't get her back in that time, I'm going to do what he
wants and hope that he turns her loose. I'll bring the sheriff and the FBI in
on it, too."
She stepped back from me and looked up
into my face.
"Hope that he—" she said.
"Doucet's never left
witnesses."
She wanted to come with us, but I left
her on the gallery with Elrod, staring after us with her hands clenching and
unclenching at her sides.
It was almost dark when we turned off the old two-lane highway onto the dirt road that led to Spanish Lake. The rain
was falling in the trees and out on the lake and I could see the lights burning
in one trailer under the hanging moss by the water's edge. All the way out to
the lake Rosie had barely spoken, her small hands folded on top of her purse,
the shadows washing across her face like rivulets of rain.
"I have to be honest with you,
Dave. I don't know how far I can go along with this," she said.
"Call in your people now and I'll
stonewall them."
"Do you think that little of
us?"
"Not you I don't. But the people
you work for are pencil pushers. They'll cover their butts, they'll do it by
the numbers, and I'll end up losing Alafair."
"What are you going to do if you
catch Doucet?"
"That's up to him."
"Is that straight, Dave?"
I didn't answer.
"I saw you put something in your
raincoat pocket when you were coming out of the bedroom," she said.
"I got the impression you were concealing it from Bootsie. Maybe it was
just my imagination."
"Maybe you're thinking too much
about the wrong things, Rosie."
"I want your word this isn't a
vigilante mission."
"You're worried about procedure.
. .. In dealing with a man like this? What's the matter with you?"
"Maybe you're forgetting who your
real friends are, Dave."
I stopped the truck at the security
building, rolled down my window, and held up my badge for the man inside, who
was leaned back in his chair in front of a portable television set. He put on
his hat, came outside, and dropped the chain for me. I could hear the sounds of
a war movie through the open door.
"I'll just leave it down for
you," he said.
"Thanks. Is that Julie Balboni's
trailer with the lights on?" I said.
"Yeah, that's it."
"Who's with him?"
The security guard's eyes went past me
to Rosie.
"His reg'lar people, I guess,"
he said. "I don't pay it much mind."
"Who else?"
"He brings out guests from
town." His eyes looked directly into mine.
I rolled up the window, thumped across
the chain, and drove into the oak grove by the lake. Twenty yards from Balboni's lighted trailer was the collapsed
and blackened shell of a second trailer, its empty windows blowing with rain,
its buckled floor leaking cinders into pools of water, the tree limbs above it
scrolled with scorched leaves. To one side of Balboni's trailer a Volkswagon and the purple Cadillac
with the tinted black windows were parked between two trees. I saw someone
light a cigarette inside the Cadillac.
I stepped out of the truck with the
shotgun hanging from my right arm and tapped with one knuckle on the driver's
window. He rolled the glass down, and I saw the long pink scar inside his right
forearm, the boxed hairline on the back of his neck, the black welt like an
angry insect on his bottom lip where I had broken off his tooth in the
restaurant on East Main. The man in the passenger's seat had the flattened
eyebrows and gray scar tissue around his eyes of a prizefighter; he bent his
neck down so he could look upward at my face and see who I was.
"What d'you want?" the driver said.
"Both of you guys are fired. Now
get out of here and don't come back."
"Listen to this guy. You think this
is Dodge City?" the driver said.
"Didn't you learn anything the
first time around?" I said.
"Yeah, that you're a prick who
blindsided me, that I can sue your ass, that Julie's got lawyers who can—"
I lifted the shotgun above the window
ledge and screwed the barrel into his cheek.
"Do yourself a favor and visit your
family in New Orleans," I said.
His knuckles whitened on the steering
wheel as he tried to turn his head away from the pressure of the shotgun
barrel. I pressed it harder into the hollow of his cheek.
"Fuck it, do what the man says. I
told you the job was turning to shit when Julie run off Cholo," the other
man said. "Hey, you hear me, man, back off. We're neutral about any
personal beefs you got, you understand what I'm saying? You ought to do
something about that hard-on you got, knock it down with a hammer or something,
show a little fucking control."
I stepped back and pulled the shotgun
free of the window. The driver stared at my hand wrapped in the trigger guard.
"You crazy sonofabitch, you had the
safety off," he said.
"Happy motoring," I said.
I waited until the taillights of the
Cadillac had disappeared through the trees, then I walked up onto the trailer's
steps, turned the door knob, and flung the door back into the wall.
A girl not over nineteen, dressed only
in panties and a pink bra, was wiggling into a pair of jeans by the side of two
bunk beds that had been pushed together in the middle of the floor. Her long
hair was unevenly peroxided and looked like twisted strands of honey on her
freckled shoulders; for some reason the crooked lipstick on her mouth made me
think of a small red butterfly. Julie Balboni stood at an aluminum sink,
wearing only a black silk jockstrap, his salt-and-pepper curls in his eyes, his
body covered with fine black hair, a square bottle of Scotch poised above a
glass filled with cracked ice. His eyes dropped to the shotgun that hung from
my right hand.
"You finally losing your mind,
Dave?" he said.
I picked up the girl's blouse from the
bed and handed it to her.
"Are you from New Iberia?" I
asked.
"Yes, sir," she said, her eyes
fastened on mine as she pushed her feet into a pair of pumps.
"Stay away from this man," I
said. "Women who hang around him end up dead."
Her frightened face looked at Julie,
then back at me.
Rosie put her hands on the girl's
shoulders and turned her toward the door.
"You can go now," she said.
"Listen to what Detective Robicheaux tells you. This man won't put you in
the movies, not unless you want to work in pornographic films. Are you
okay?"
"Yes, ma'am."
"Here's your purse. Don't worry
about what's happening here. It doesn't have anything to do with you. Just stay
away from this man. He's in a lot of trouble," Rosie said.
The girl looked again at Julie, then
went quickly out the door and into the dark. Julie was putting on his trousers
now, with his back to us. The walls were covered with felt paintings of
red-mouthed tigers and boa constrictors wrapped around the bodies of struggling
unicorns. By the door was the canvas bag filled with baseballs, gloves, and
metal bats. Julie's skin looked brown and rubbed with oil in the glow from a
bedside lava lamp.
"It looks like you did a real
number on Mikey Goldman's trailer," I said.
He zipped his fly. "Like most of
the time, you're wrong," he said. "I don't go around setting fires on
my own movie set. That's Cholo Manelli's work."
"Why does he want to hurt Mikey
Goldman?"
"He don't. He thought it was my
trailer. He's got his nose bent out of
joint about some imaginary wrong I done to him. The first thing Cholo
does in the morning is stick his head up his hole. You guys ought to hang out
together."
"Why do you think I'm here,
Julie?"
"How the fuck should I know?
Nothing you do makes sense to me anymore, Dave. You want to toss the place, see
if that little chippy left a couple of
'ludes in the sheets?"
"You think this is some chickenshit
roust, Julie?"
He combed his curls back over his head
with his fingers. His navel looked like a black ball of hair above his
trousers.
"You take yourself too
serious," he said.
"Murphy Doucet has my
daughter." I watched his face. He put his thumbnail into a molar and
picked out a piece of food with it. "Did you hear what I said?"
He poured three fingers of Scotch into
his glass, then dropped a lemon rind into the ice, his face composed, his eyes
glancing out the window at a distant flicker of lightning.
"Too bad," he said.
"Too bad, huh?"
"Yeah. I don't like to hear
stuff like that. It upsets me."
"Upsets you, does it?"
"Yeah. That's why I don't watch
that show Unsolved Mysteries. It upsets me. Hey, maybe you can get her
face on one of those milk cartons."
As he drank from his highball, I could
see the slight tug at the corner of his mouth, the smile in his eyes. He picked
up his flowered shirt from the back of a chair and began putting it on in front
of a bathroom door mirror as though we were not there.
I handed Rosie the shotgun, put my hands
on my hips, and studied the tips of my shoes. Then I slipped an aluminum bat
out of the canvas bag, choked up on the taped handle, and ripped it down across
his neck and shoulders. His forehead bounced off the mirror, pocking and spider-webbing
the glass like it had been struck with a ball bearing. He turned back toward
me, his eyes and mouth wide with disbelief, and I hit him again, hard, this
time across the middle of the face. He crashed headlong into the toilet tank,
his nose roaring blood, one side of his mouth drooping as though all the muscle
endings in it had been severed.
I leaned over and cuffed both of his
wrists around the bottom of the stool. His eyes were receded and out of focus,
close-set like a pig's. The water in the bowl under his chin was filling with
drops of dark color like pieces of disintegrating scarlet cotton.
I nudged his arm with the bat. His eyes
clicked up into my face.
"Where is she, Julie?" I said.
"I cut Doucet loose. I don't have
nothing to do with what he does. You get off my fucking case or I'm gonna
square this, Dave. It don't matter if you're a cop or not, I'll put out an open
contract, I'll cowboy your whole fucking family. I'll—"
I turned around and took the shotgun out
of Rosie's hands. I could see words forming in her face, but I didn't wait for
her to speak. I bent down on the edge of Julie's vision.
"Your window of opportunity is
shutting down, Feet."
He blew air out of his nose and tried to
wipe his face on his shoulder.
"I'm telling you the truth. I don't
know nothing about what that guy does," he said. "He's a geek. . . .
I don't hire geeks, I run them off. . . . I got enough grief without crazy
people working for me."
"You're lying again, Julie," I
said, stepped back, leveled the shotgun barrel above his head, and fired at an
angle into the toilet tank. The double-ought buckshot blew water and splintered
ceramic all over the wall. I pumped the spent casing out on the floor. Julie
jerked the handcuffs against the base of the stool, like an animal trying to
twist itself out of a metal trap.
I touched
the warm tip of the barrel against his eyebrow.
"Last chance, Feet."
His eyes closed; he broke wind
uncontrollably in his pants; water and small chips of ceramic dripped out of
his hair.
"He's got a camp south of Bayou
Vista," he said. "It's almost to Atchafalaya Bay. The deed ain't in
his name, nobody knows about it, it's like where he does all his weird stuff. It's right where the dirt road ends at the
salt marsh. I seen it once when we were out on my boat."
"Is my daughter there?" I said
quietly.
"I just told you, it's where he
goes to be weird. You figure it out."
"We'll
be back later, Feet. You can make a lot of noise, if you like, but your
gumballs are gone and the security guard is watching war movies. If I get my
daughter back, I'll have somebody from the department come out and pick you up.
You can file charges against me then or do
whatever
you want. If you've lied to me, that's another matter."
Then I saw a secret concern working in
his eyes, a worry, a fear that had nothing to do with me or the pain and
humiliation that I had inflicted upon him. It was the fear that you inevitably
see in the eyes of men like Julie and his kind when they realize that through
an ironic accident they are now dealing with forces that are as cruel and
unchecked by morality as the energies they'd awakened with every morning of
their lives.
"Cholo—" he said.
"What about him?" I said.
"He's out there somewhere."
"I doubt it."
"You don't know him. He carries a
barber's razor. He's got fixations. He don't forget things. He tied parts of a
guy all over a ceiling fan once."
His chest moved up and down with his
breathing against the rim of the toilet bowl. His brow was kneaded with lines,
his nose a wet red smear against his face, his eyes twitching with a phlegmy
light.
I shut off the valve that was spewing
water upward into the shattered tank, then found a quilt and a pile of towels
in a linen closet and placed the towels under Julie's forearms and the quilt
between his knees and the bottom of the stool.
"That's about all I can do for you,
Feet. Maybe it's the bottom of the ninth for both of us," I said.
The front wheels of the truck shimmied on the cement as I wound up the transmission on Highway 90 southeast of town. It
had stopped raining, the oaks and palm trees by the road's edge were coated
with mist, and the moon was rising in the east like a pale white and
mottled-blue wafer trailing streamers of cloud torn loose from the Gulf's
horizon.
"I think I'm beyond all my
parameters now, Dave," Rosie said.
"What would you do differently? I'd
like for you to tell me that, Rosie."
"I believe we should have Balboni
picked up—suspicion for involvement in a kidnapping."
"And my daughter would be dead as
soon as Doucet heard about it. Don't tell me that's not true, either."
"I'm not sure you're in control
anymore, Dave. That remark about the bottom of the ninth—"
"What about it?"
"You're thinking about killing
Doucet, aren't you?"
"I can put you down at the
four-corners up there. Is that what you want?"
"Do you think you're the only
person who cares about your daughter? Do you think I want to do anything that
would put her in worse jeopardy than she's already in?"
"The army taught me what a
free-fire zone is, Rosie. It's a place where the winners make up the rules
after the battle's over. Anyone who believes otherwise has never been
there."
"You're wrong about all this, Dave.
What we don't do is let the other side make us be like them."
Ahead I could see the lighted,
tree-shadowed white stucco walls of a twenty-four-hour filling station that had
been there since the 1930s. I eased my foot off the gas pedal and looked across
the seat at Rosie.
"Go on," she said. "I
won't say anything else."
We drove through Jeanerette and Franklin
into the bottom of the Atchafalaya Basin, where Louisiana's wetlands bled into
the Gulf of Mexico, not far from where this story actually began with a racial
lynching, in the year 1957. Rosie had fallen asleep against the door. At Bayou
Vista I found the dirt road that led south to the sawgrass and Atchafalaya Bay.
The fields looked like lakes of pewter under the moon, the sugarcane pressed
flat like straw into the water. Wood farmhouses and barns were cracked sideways
on their foundations, as though a gigantic thumb had squeezed down on
their roofs, and along one stretch of road the
telephone poles had been snapped off even with the ground for a half mile and
flung like sticks into distant trees.
Then the road entered a corridor of
oaks, and through the trunks I saw four white horses galloping in circles in a
mist-streaked pasture, spooking against the barbed-wire fences, mud flying from
their hooves, their nostrils dilated, their eyes bright with fear against a
backdrop of dry lightning, their muscles rippling under their skin like silvery
water sliding over stone. Then I was sure I saw a figure by the side of the
road, the palmetto shadows waving behind him, his steel-gray tunic buttoned at
his throat, a floppy campaign hat pulled over his eyes.
I hit my bright lights, and for just a moment
I saw his elongated milk-white face as though a flashbulb had exploded in front
of it. "What are you doing here?" I said.
"Don't use those whom you love
to justify a dishonorable cause."
"That's rhetoric."
"You gave the same counsel to
the Sykes boy."
"It was you who told me to do it
under a black flag. Remember? We blow up their shit big time, general."
"Then you will do it on your
own, suh, and without me."
The truck's front springs bounced in a
chuckhole and splashed a sheet of dirty water across the window; then I was
beyond the pasture and the horses that wheeled and raced in the moonlight,
traveling deep into the tip of the wetlands, with flooded woods on each side of
me, blue herons lifting on extended wings out of the canals, the moist air
whipped with the smell of salt and natural gas from the oil platforms out in
the swamp.
The road bent out of the trees, and I
saw the long expanses of sawgrass and mudflats that spread out into the bay,
and the network of channels that had been cut by the oil companies and that
were slowly poisoning the marshes with salt water. Rosie was awake now, rubbing her eyes with one knuckle, her
face stiff with fatigue.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to fall
asleep," she said.
"It's been a long day."
"Where's the camp?"
"There's some shacks down by the
flats, but they look deserted."
I pulled the truck to the side of the
road and cut the lights. The tide was out, and the bay looked flat and gray and
seabirds were pecking shellfish out of the wet sand in the moonlight. Then a
wind gusted out of the south and bent a stand of willow trees that stood on a
small knoll between the marsh and the bay.
"Dave, there's a light back in
those trees," Rosie said.
Then I saw it, too, at the end of a
two-lane sandy track that wound through the willows and over the knoll.
"All right, let's do it," I
said, and pushed down on the door handle.
"Dave, before we go in there, I
want you to hear something. If we find the wrong thing, if Alafair's not all
right, it's not because of anything you did. It's important for you to accept
that now. If I had been in your place, I'd have done everything the same way
you have."
I squeezed her hand.
"A cop couldn't have a better
partner than Rosie Gomez," I said.
We got out of the truck and left the
doors open to avoid making any unnecessary sound, and walked up the sandy track
toward the trees. I could hear gulls cawing and wheeling overhead and the solitary
scream of a nutria deep in the marsh. Humps of garbage stood by the sides of
the track, and then I realized that it was medical waste—bandages, hypodermic
vials, congealed bags of gelatin, sheets that were stiff with dried fluids.
We moved away from the side of the road
and into the trees. I
walked with a shotgun at port arms, the .45 heavy in the right-hand pocket of
my raincoat. Rosie had her chrome-plated .357 magnum gripped with both hands at
an upward angle, just to the right of her cheek. Then the wind bent the trees
again and blew a shower of wet leaves into a clearing, where we could see a
tin-roofed cabin with a small gallery littered with cane poles, crab traps, and
hand-thrown fishnets, and a Coleman lantern hissing whitely on a wood table in
the front room. In the back were an outhouse and a pirogue set up on sawhorses,
and behind the outhouse was Murphy Doucet's blue Mercury.
A shadow moved across the window, then a
man with his back to us sat down at the table with a coffee pot and a thick
white mug in his hands. Even through the rusted screen I could see his stiff,
gray military haircut and the deeply tanned skin of his neck whose tone and
texture reminded me of a cured tobacco leaf.
We should have been home free. But then
I saw the moonlight glint on the wire that was stretched across the two-lane
track, three inches above the sand. I propped the shotgun against a tree, knelt
down in the wet leaves, and ran my fingers along the wire until I touched two
empty Spam cans that were tied with string to the wire, then two more, then two
more after that. Through the underbrush, against the glow of moonlight in the
clearing, I could make out a whole network of nylon fishing line strung between
tree trunks, branches, roots, and underbrush, and festooned with tin cans, pie
plates, and even a cow bell.
I was sweating heavily inside my
raincoat now. I wiped the salt out of my eyes with my hand.
One lung-bursting rush across the
clearing, I thought. Clear the gallery in one step, bust the door out of
the jamb, then park a big one in his brisket and it's over.
But I knew better. I would sound like a
traveling junkyard before I ever made the gallery, and if Alafair was still
alive, in all probability he would be holding a pistol at her head.
"We have to wait until it's light
or until he comes out," I whispered to Rosie.
We knelt down in the trees, in the damp
air, in the layered mat of black and yellow willow leaves, in the mosquitoes
that rose in clouds from around our knees and perched on our faces and the
backs of our hands and necks. I saw him get up once, walk to a shelf, then
return to the table and read a magazine while he ate soda crackers out of a
box. My thighs burned and a band of pain that I couldn't relieve began to
spread slowly across my back. Rosie sat with her rump resting on her heels,
wiping the mosquitoes off her forearms, her pink skirt hiked up on her thighs,
her .357 propped in the fork of a tree. Her neck was shiny with sweat.
Then at shortly after four I could hear
mullet jumping in the water, a 'gator flop his tail back in the marsh, a
solitary mockingbird singing on the far side of the clearing. The air changed;
a cool breeze lifted off the bay and blew the smell of fish and grass shrimp
across the flats. Then a pale glow, like cobalt, like the watery green cast of
summer light right before a rain, spread under the rim of banked clouds on the
eastern horizon, and in minutes I could see the black shapes of jetties
extending far out into the bay, small waves white-capping with the incoming
tide, the rigging of a distant shrimp boat dropping below a swell.
Then Murphy Doucet wrote the rest of the
script for us. He turned down the Coleman lantern, stretched his back, picked
up something from the table, went out the front door, and walked behind our
line of vision on the far side of the cabin toward the outhouse.
We moved out of the trees into the
clearing, stepping over and under the network of can-rigged fishline, then divided
in two directions at the corner of the gallery. I could smell a fecund salty
odor like dead rats and stagnant water from under the cabin.
The rear windows were boarded with slats
from packing boxes and I couldn't see inside or hear any movement. At
the back of the cabin I paused, held the shotgun
flat against my chest, and looked around the comer. Murphy Doucet was almost to
the door of the outhouse, a pair of untied hunting boots flopping on his feet,
a silvery object glinting in his right hand. Beyond the outhouse, by the
marsh's edge, a blue-tick dog was tied to a post surrounded by a ring of feces.
I stepped out from the lee of the cabin,
threw the stock of the shotgun to my shoulder, sighted between Doucet's neck
and shoulder blades, and felt the words already rising in my throat, like
bubbles out of a boiling pot, Surprise time, motherfucker! Throw it away! Do
it now! when he heard Rosie trip across a fishline that was tied to a cow
bell on the gallery.
He looked once over his shoulder in her
direction, then leaped behind the outhouse and ran toward the marsh on a long
green strip of dry ground covered with buttercups. But five yards before he
would have splashed into the willows and dead cypress and perhaps out of our
field of fire, his untied boots sank into a pile of rotting medical waste that
was matted with the scales of morning-glory vines. A wooden crutch that looked
hand-hewn, with a single shaft that fitted into the armrest, sprang from under
his boot and hung between his legs like a stick in bicycle spokes.
He turned around helplessly toward
Rosie, falling backward off balance now, his blue eyes jittering frantically,
his right arm extended toward her, as though it were not too late for her to
recognize that his hand held a can of dog food rather than a weapon, just as
she let off the first round of her .357 and caught him right in the sternum.
But it didn't stop there. She continued
to fire with both hands gripped on the pistol, each soft-nosed slug knocking
him backward with the force of a jackhammer, his shirt exploding with scarlet
flowers on his bony chest, until the last round in the cylinder hit him in the
rib cage and virtually eviscerated him on the water's edge. Then he simply sat
down on top of his crumpled legs as though all
the bone in his body had been surgically removed.
When she lowered the weapon toward the
ground, her cheeks looked like they contained tiny red coals, and her eyes were
frozen wide, as though she were staring into a howling storm, one that was
filled with invisible forces and grinding winds only she could hear.
But I didn't have time to worry about
the line that Rosie had crossed and the grief and knowledge that dark moment
would bring with it.
Behind me I heard wood slats breaking
loose from the back of the cabin, then I saw metal chair legs crash through the
window, and Alafair climbing over the windowsill, her rump hanging in midair,
her pink tennis shoes swinging above the damp earth.
I ran to her, grabbed her around the
waist, and held her tightly against me. She buried her head under my chin and
clamped her legs on my side like a frog, and I could feel the hard resilience
of her muscles, the heat in her hands, the spastic breathing in her throat as
though she had just burst from deep water into warm currents of salt air and a
sunlit day loud with the sound of seabirds.
"Did he hurt you, Squanto?" I
said, my heart dropping with my own question.
"I told him he'd better not. I told
him what you'd do. I told him you'd rip his nuts out. I told him—"
"Where'd you get this language,
Alf?"
A shudder went through her body, as
though she had just removed her hand from a hot object, then her eyes squeezed
shut and she began to cry.
"It's all right, Baby Squanto.
We're going back home now," I said.
I carried her on my hip back toward the
truck, her arms around my neck, her face wet against my shirt.
I heard Rosie walking in the leaves
behind me. She dumped the spent brass from the cylinder of her .357 into
her palm, looked at them woodenly, then threw
them tinkling into the trees.
"Get out of it, Rosie. That guy
dealt the play a long time ago."
"I couldn't stop. Why didn't I stop
shooting? It was over and I kept shooting."
"Because your mind shuts down in
moments like that."
"No, he paid for something that
happened to me a long time ago, didn't he?"
"Let the Freudians play with that
stuff. They seldom spend time on the firing line. It'll pass. Believe me, it
always does."
"Not hitting a man four times after
he was going down. A man armed with a can of dog food."
I looked
at the spreading glow out on the bay and the gulls streaking over the tide's
edge.
"He had a piece on him, Rosie. You
just don't remember it right now," I said, and handed Alafair to her.
I went back into the trees, found my
raincoat, and carried it over my arm to the place where Murphy Doucet sat
slumped among the buttercups, his torn side draining into the water. I took Lou
Girard's .32 revolver from my raincoat pocket, wiped the worn bluing and the
taped wooden grips on my handkerchief, fitted it into Doucet's hand, and closed
his stiffened fingers around the trigger guard.
On his forearm was a set of teethmarks that
looked like they had been put there by a child.
Next time
out don't mess with Alafair Robicheaux or the Confederate army, Murph, I
thought.
Then I picked up the crutch that had
caught between his legs. The wood was old, weathered gray, the shaft shaved and
beveled by a knife, the armrest tied with strips of rotted flannel.
The sun broke through the clouds
overhead, and under the marsh's green canopy I could see hammered gold leaf
hanging in the columns of spinning light, and gray shapes like
those of long-dead sentinels, and like a man who
has finally learned not to think reasonably in an unreasonable world, I offered
the crutch at the air, at the shapes in the trees and at the sound of creatures
moving through the water, saying, "Don't you want to take this with
you, sir?" But if he answered, I did not hear it.
I'd like to tell you that the department and the local prosecutor's
office finally made their case against Julie Balboni, that we cleaned our own
house and sent him up the road to Angola in waist and leg chains for a twenty-
or thirty-year jolt. But that's not what happened. How could it? In many ways
Julie was us, just as his father had been when he provided the town its
gambling machines and its rows of cribs on Railroad and Hopkins avenues. After
Julie had left town on his own to become a major figure in the New Orleans mob,
we had welcomed him back, winking our eyes at his presence and pretending he
was not what or who he was.
I believe
Julie and his father possessed a knowledge about us that we did not possess
about ourselves. They knew we were for sale.
Julie finally went down, but in a way
that no one expected—in a beef with the IRS. No, that's not quite right,
either. That ubiquitous federal agency, the bane of the mob, was only a minor
footnote in Julie's denouement. The seed of Julie's undoing was Julie. And I
guess Julie in his grandiosity would not have had it any other way.
He should have done easy time, a
three-year waltz on a federal honor farm in Florida, with no fences or
gunbulls, with two-man rooms rather than cells, tennis courts, and weekend
furloughs. But while in federal custody in New Orleans he spit in a bailiff's
face, tore the lavatory out of his cell wall, and told an informant planted in his cell that he was
putting a hit out on Cholo Manelli, who he believed had turned over his books
to the IRS (which I heard later was true).
So they shipped Baby Feet up to a
maximum-security unit at Fort Leavenworth, Kansas, a place that in the
wintertime makes you believe that the earth has been poisoned with Agent Orange
and the subzero winds blow from four directions simultaneously.
Most people are not aware of who
comprises the population of a maximum-security lockup. They are usually not men
like Baby Feet, who was intelligent and fairly sane for a sociopath. Instead,
they are usually psychotic meltdowns, although they are not classified as such,
otherwise they would be sent to mental institutions from which they would
probably be released in a relatively short time. Perhaps they have the
intelligence levels of battery-charged cabbages, housed in
six-and-one-half-foot bodies that glow with rut. Often they're momma's boys who
wear horn-rimmed glasses and comb their hair out on their frail shoulders like
girls, murder whole families, and can never offer more in the way of
explanation than a bemused and youthful smile.
But none was a match for Julie. He was a
made guy, connected both on the inside and outside, a blockhouse behemoth whose
whirling feet could make men bleed from every orifice in their bodies. He took
over the dope trade, broke heads and groins in the shower, paid to have a rival
shanked in the yard and a snitch drowned in a toilet bowl.
He also became a celebrity wolf among
the punk population. They ironed his clothes, shampooed his hair, manicured his
nails, and asked him in advance what kind of wigs and women's underthings they
should wear when they came to his bunk. He encouraged jealousies among them and
watched as an amused spectator while they schemed and fought among themselves
for his affections and the reefer, pills, and prune-o he could provide to his
favorites.
Perhaps he even found the adoration and
submission that had always eluded him from the time he used to visit Mabel
White's mulatto brothel in Crowley until he had Cherry LeBlanc murdered.
At least the psychologist at Fort
Leavenworth who told me this story thought so. He said Julie actually seemed
happy his first and final spring on the yard, hitting flyballs to his boys in
the outfield, ripping the bat from deep in the box with the power and grace of
a DiMaggio, the fine black hair on his shoulders glazed with sweat, his black
silk shorts hanging on his hips with the confident male abandon of both a
successful athlete and lover, snapping his wrists as he connected with the
ball, lifting it higher into the blue sky than anyone at Leavenworth had ever
done before, while all around him other cons touched themselves and nodded with
approval.
Maybe he was still thinking about these
things on the Sunday evening he came in from the diamond, showered, and went to
the empty cell of his current lover to take a nap under a small rubber-bladed
fan with the sheet over his head. Maybe in his dreams he was once again a movie
producer on the edge of immense success, a small-town boy whose story would be
recreated by biographers and become the stuff of legends in Hollywood, a
beneficent but feared mogul in sunglasses and a two-thousand-dollar white
tropical suit who strolled with elegance and grace through the bougainvillea
and palm trees and the clink of champagne glasses at Beverly Hills lawn
parties.
Or maybe, for just a moment, when a pain
sharper than any he had ever thought possible entered his consciousness like a
red shard of glass, he saw the face of his father contorted like a fist as the
father held him at gunpoint and whipped the nozzle end of a garden hose across
Julie's shivering back.
The Molotov cocktail thrown by a competitor
for Julie's affections burst on the stone wall above the bunk where Julie
was sleeping and covered his entire body with
burning paraffin and gasoline. He erupted from the bunk, flailing at the air,
the sheet dissolving in black holes against his skin. He ran blindly through
the open cell door, wiping at his eyes and mouth, his disintegrating shape an
enormous cone of flame now, and with one long bellowing cry he sprang over the
rail of the tier and plunged like a meteor three stories to the cement floor
below.
What happened to Twinky Hebert Lemoyne?
Nothing. Not externally. He's still out
there, a member of a generation whose metamorphosis never quite takes place.
Sometimes I see his picture on the
business page of the Lafayette newspaper. You can count on him to be at
fundraiser kick-off breakfasts for whatever charity is in fashion with the
business community. In all probability he's even sincere. Once or twice I've
run into him at a crab boil or fish fry in New Iberia. He doesn't do well,
however, in a personal encounter with the past. His manners are of course
gentlemanly, his pink skin and egg-shaped head and crinkling seersucker suit
images that you associate with a thoughtful and genteel southern barrister, but
in the steady and trained avoidance that his eyes perform when you look into
his face, you see another man, one whose sense of self-worth was so base that
he would participate in a lynching because he had been made a cuckold by one of
his own black employees.
No, that's not quite fair to him.
Perhaps, just like Julie Balboni, Twinky
Hebert is us. He loathed his past so much that he could never acknowledge it,
never expiate his sin, and never forgive himself, either. So, like Proteus
rising from the sea and forever reshaping his form, Twinky Hebert Lemoyne made
a contract of deceit with himself and consequently doomed himself to relive his
past every day of his life.
At the crab boil in the park on Bayou
Teche he inadvertently sat down at a wooden table under the pavilion not
three feet away from me, Bootsie, and Alafair.
He had just started to crack the claws on a crab when he realized who sat
across from him.
"What are you doing
here?" he asked, his mouth hanging open.
"I live in New Iberia. I was invited
to attend."
"Are you trying to harass me?"
"I closed the file on the summer of
1957, Mr. Lemoyne. Why don't you?"
There was a painful light, like a
burning match, deep in his eyes. He tried to break open a crab claw with a pair
of nutcrackers, then his hand slipped and sprayed juice on his shirt front.
"Tell a minister about it, tell a
cop, get on a plane and tell somebody you never saw before," I said.
"Just get rid of it once and for all and lose the Rotary Club
doodah."
But he was already walking rapidly
toward the men's room, scrubbing at his palms with a paper towel, his change
rattling in his pants' pockets, twisting his neck from side to side as though
his tie and stiff collar were a rope against his skin.
We took our vacation that year in California and stayed with Elrod in his ranch home built on stilts high up on a
cliff in Topanga Canyon, overlooking the Pacific Coast Highway and the ocean
that was covered each morning with a thick bluish-white mist, inside which you
could hear the waves crashing like avalanches into the beach.
For two weeks Alafair acted in a picture
out at Tri-Star with Mikey Goldman and Elrod, and in the evenings we ate
cherrystone clams at Gladstone's on the beach and took rides in Mikey Goldman's
pontoon plane out to Catalina Island. As the late sun descended into the ocean,
it seemed to trail ragged strips of black cloud with it, like a burning red
planet settling into the Pacific's watery green rim. When the entire coastline
was awash in a pink light you could see almost every geological and floral
characteristic of the American continent tumbling from the purple crests of the
Santa Monica Mountains into the curling line of foam that slid up onto the
beaches: dry hills of chaparral, mesquite, and scrub oak, clumps of eucalyptus
and bottlebrush trees, torrey and ponderosa pine growing between blue-tiled
stucco houses, coral walls overgrown with bougainvillea, terraced hillside
gardens filled with oleander, yucca plants, and trcilises dripping with passion
vine, and orange groves whose irrigation ditches looked like quicksilver in the
sun's afterglow.
Then millions of lights came on in the
canyons, along the freeways, and through the vast sweep of the Los Angeles
basin, and it was almost as if you were looking down upon the end point of the
American dream, a geographical poem into which all our highways eventually led,
a city of illusion founded by conquistadors and missionaries and consigned to
the care of angels, where far below the spinning propellers of our seaplane
black kids along palm-tree-lined streets in Watts hunted each other with
automatic weapons.
I thought in the morning mists that
rolled up the canyon I might once again see the noble and chivalric John Bell
Hood. Just a glimpse, perhaps, a doff of his hat, the kindness of his smile,
the beleaguered affection that always seemed to linger in his face. Then as the
days passed and I began to let go of all the violent events of that summer, I
had to accept the fact that the general, as Bootsie had said, was indeed only a
hopeful figment of my fantasies, a metaphorical and mythic figure probably
created as much by the pen of Thomas Malory or Walter Scott as the LSD someone
had put in my drink out at Spanish Lake.
Then two nights before we returned home,
Alafair was sitting on the coral wall that rimmed Elrod's terrace, flipping the
pages in one of the library books Bootsie had checked out on the War Between
the States.
"What you doing in here,
Dave?" she said.
"In what? What are you talking
about, little guy?"
She continued to stare down at a page
opened in her lap.
"You're in the picture. With that
old man Poteet and I saw in the corn patch. The one with B.O.," she said,
and turned the book around so I could look at it.
In the photograph, posed in the stiff
attitudes of nineteenth-century photography, were the general and seven of his
aides and enlisted men.
"Standing in the back. The one
without a gun. That's you, Dave," she said. Then she stared up at me with
a confused question mark in the middle of her face. "Ain't it?"
"Don't say 'ain't,' little
guy."
"What are you doing in the
picture?"
"That’s not me, Alf. Those are
Texas soldiers who fought alongside John Bell Hood. I bet they were a pretty
good bunch," I said, and rubbed the top of her head.
"How do you know they're from
Texas? It doesn't say that here."
"It's just a guess."
She looked at the photograph again and
back at me, and her face became more confused.
"Let's get Elrod and Bootsie and go
down to the beach for some ice cream," I said.
I slipped the book from her hand and
closed it, picked her up on my hip, and walked through the canopy of purple
trumpet vine toward the patio behind the house, where Bootsie and Elrod were
clearing off the dishes from supper. Down the canyon, smoke from meat fires
drifted through the cedar and mesquite trees, and if I squinted my eyes in the
sun's setting, I could almost pretend that Spanish soldiers in silver chest
armor and bladed helmets or a long-dead race of hunters were encamped on those
hillsides. Or maybe even old compatriots in butternut brown wending their way
in and out of history—gallant, Arthurian, their canister-ripped colors unfurled
in the roiling smoke, the fatal light in their faces a reminder that the
contest is never quite over, the field never quite ours.