Chapter 41
The door that let us onto Henry Davidson-Jones's yacht hadn't changed. There was still the same mismatch in ceiling height, and we had to clamber up over the same high sill.
The bedbug, hampered by its poodle suit, had trouble making it. So did I, for a different reason. We were back on the good old surface of the good old Earth, and I found out that I was suddenly a good twenty-five pounds heavier than I had been for a long time.
I stood up to find myself looking into the eyes of a Kekkety, standing before us as motionless and unoccupied-looking as a suit of armor on a stand. I grabbed protectively at Irene's arm—pure reflex action; a little leftover testosterone, I suppose. But the Kekkety wasn't threatening. When our bedbug moaned something at it in, no doubt, the Mother's own language, the Kekkety jumped, touched its cap, and turned to lead us down that familiar metal-walled corridor.
"Where are we?" I demanded.
"We are at what you call your 'New York City.' Now please come with me," the bedbug said politely. We did.
I looked around warily. The last couple of times I had been aboard that yacht I hadn't known I was there, and wouldn't have been able to do anything about it if I had. This time it was different. This time we had the bedbug along, and it was in charge. When we got to the end of the corridor, the Kekkety opened a door for us and stood meekly beside it, waiting for orders.
We entered into Henry Davidson-Jones's personal cabin, the one that served him as an office on the yacht.
I had been there before, too. I had telephoned Marlene Abramson from that very desk, but now the desk was vacant. "Where's Davidson-Jones?" I asked.
"Mr. Davidson-Jones is not aboard this vessel. Only the ship's officers and crew are aboard. I will instruct them to say nothing. One moment, please, while I have this thing open this safe." The bedbug gave a quick command, and the Kekkety trotted over to the wall, spun a dial, and opened it. It was a big safe, and well stuffed. The bedbug clambered on a chair to peer inside, then pulled out a number of packets of papers and tossed them on the desk.
"Will this be enough?" it asked.
Irene glanced at what the bedbug had taken out of the safe. She looked up at me unbelievingly and whispered, "Oh, my God!"
What the safe had been stuffed with was sheaves of currency—all kinds of currency—francs and pesetas and pounds sterling, but most of all good U.S.A. dollars. Irene poked the nearest packet with a finger as though it might bite.
My attitude toward large sums of money had changed since going to Narabedla. I just shrugged. "Let's see what we've got," I said, and picked up a few handfuls of it to examine, stacking them crosswise to admire them.
"That's not ours," Irene said warningly.
"Excuse me," the bedbug interposed deferentially, "but the Mother informed me that you will need 'money' to carry out her instructions. Isn't that what this is?"
"It's money, all right," I confirmed. "Ms. Madigan just wonders if it belongs to us."
"Oh, yes, Mr. Stennis. Anything you want on this vessel 'belongs' to you," the bedbug told us.
Irene closed her eyes and sighed. Then she opened them and said resignedly, "Does that include clothing?"
"Of course," the bedbug confirmed.
"Then I think you ought to see if you can find some in Mr. Stennis's size," she said, looking at me. "Or were you going to go out in the street in your pajamas?"
When the bedbug was gone, Irene looked at me and sighed again. "Nolly," she said, "I'm not off my rocker, am I? This is all real, isn't it?"
"It's real. If it isn't, we're both off our rockers."
She nodded. "Just checking. There really are these flying-saucer people, then?"
"Fifteen different kinds of them, right. Each one weirder than the next."
"Uh-huh," she said. "And they're all fighting with each other because they had some big thing that blew up or something, and they've got all these captured human beings that can't go home—anyway, that's what Tricia told me."
"As to that," I said, "you know more than I do. I've been out of circulation for a while. But yes, that's the general idea."
She nodded, philosophically accepting that the world she knew had gone out of its tree. "Yes, I thought that was the way it was. Well, I see what looks like an empty dispatch case over there on the table. Don't you think we ought to fill it with some of this money?"
So that was what we did. A very practical woman, Irene Madigan.
If anyone should ever ask me how many ten- and twenty-dollar bills will fit in an ordinary dispatch case I can answer exactly. Enough to total $128,500. "What are we going to do with it all?" Irene asked.
"Use it."
"Yes, I understand that, but for what?"
I hesitated. Although the bedbug seemed to be on our side and in fairly complete charge of the situation, I didn't know who might, sooner or later, be listening. A plan was beginning to form in my mind, but all I said was, "We're going to get off this yacht with it as soon as we can. That's the first thing."
"And what's the second thing?"
"When we come to the second thing," I told her, "we'll figure it out then. All we can do is play it by ear."
When we walked down the yacht's gangplank there was snow on the ground and a mid-winter wind was coming up along the East River.
"Oh!" cried Irene Madigan, pulling up the collar of her light summer jacket. "I wasn't expecting this!"
Neither was I, but I felt a sudden rising of the heart, because I knew where we were. The yacht was moored at the. Twenty-third Street boat basin. I had jogged along these very streets.
"We're only a few blocks from my apartment," I told Irene.
"Can we go there?" she said, shivering.
"Absolutely not! No. We're not going where anybody might look for us. Come on, if we go over to First Avenue there are always cabs going uptown."
And so we did, but by the time a taxi stopped for us, the bedbug was whimpering with cold, even with his fur coat on. "Gramercy Park," I told the driver, reaching for the handle of the door.
It didn't open. The driver had his hand resting on the door lock as he squinted out at us. "Is that a dog?" he asked.
"Yes, that's right," I said. "Open the door."
"I don't want no dog—excuse me, miss—crapping in my cab," he informed us.
I had almost forgotten what a New York taxi driver was like, but I hadn't forgotten how to deal with one. "If he does, I'll give you fifty dollars."
"Yeah?" The driver thought for a minute. "And you'll clean it all up, too? Because my doctor says I've got a real sensitive stomach, you know what I mean? Okay, let's go."
The hotel I'd picked was only ten minutes away. It wasn't a bad ride, apart from the bedbug scrambling up into my lap to peer outside at the buildings, the people on the streets in their winter parkas and boots, the cars competing with us for lanes through the jams at each corner. In spite of the traffic, the driver mellowed as we went along. By the time we got to the hotel he was at the friendly just-before-the-tip stage.
"That's a real nice, ah, pooch," he said admiringly. "Mind if I ask what breed he is?"
"He's a Lapsang-Oolang," Irene said smugly. "They're very rare in America. I think there are only half a dozen of them here, mostly in Beverly Hills."
And the bedbug obligingly said, "Woof."
When I registered us at the hotel I had a story all prepared. The damn airlines had lost all our damn baggage, even my credit cards—yes, it was certainly foolish of me to check my briefcase! But it wasn't necessary. The clerk wasn't interested. He didn't even ask how come I still had some kind of briefcase tucked securely under my arm. He simply took my two-thousand-dollar cash deposit, welcomed me to the hotel, and handed over the little plastic things they use instead of door keys.
The bellhop offered to relieve me of the dispatch case with the money, but I shook my head. "I'll carry it myself," I said, giving him a five-dollar bill. "Just show us to our rooms."
The rooms were actually adjacent suites, two of them, one for Irene Madigan and one for me to share with the bedbug. As soon as we all were in one of them the bedbug began to shed its woolly poodle suit. "It's very hot in here," it complained. "Why do you keep this place so hot? And it is very cold outside. You didn't tell me that water existed in the solid phase on this planet. Also I'm hungry."
It wasn't until it said that that I realized I was, too. It was not surprising. I hadn't eaten a thing since I was on the Hrunw planet—a year and a half ago! That was easy to remedy. After some discussion I picked up the phone and ordered from room service. The club sandwich, milk, and a piece of cherry cheesecake for me, the shrimp salad and a pot of tea for Irene Madigan, and, "How about that filet of sole? Can we get that without any breading or anything like that? Fine. We'll take two of them. And, oh, yes, we want them raw."
I put the phone down and thought. The bedbug was already busy, exploring the suite, piling cushions on a chair to reach the thermostat, flushing the toilet, worrying up a corner of the carpeting so it could see what was underneath. I opened the hall door and peered outside. No one was in sight. "Come with me," I ordered the bedbug, and escorted it to the next-door suite, where I left it with the TV set (twenty-five channels to keep it amused; thank heaven for cable) and a "Do Not Disturb" sign on the door and returned to Irene Madigan.
Who was waiting with growing impatience. "Nolly?" she said. "What are we doing, exactly?"
It was an overdue question. "I think we can talk here," I said, looking around. "I doubt the bedbug can hear us through the wall."
"There isn't much to hear, because you haven't been saying much," she pointed out.
I said, "We're going to blow the whistle on Narabedla. There's nothing else to do, is there?"
She pursed her lips. "Well," she said, "I'm not exactly arguing with you, but couldn't we just go back to living our lives?"
I shook my head. "I don't think so. The Associated Peoples are all messed up right now, but what happens when they get back together again? Sooner or later they're bound to. And then there's Henry Davidson-Jones. The Mother let us come back, but he didn't. He's got a lot to protect, Irene. We're a permanent threat."
I paused to see what she would say. What she said was, "I'm listening."
"So we're going to lay low for a few days," I explained. "We're going to make affidavits. We'll write out everything we know about Davidson-Jones and Narabedla, and our own experience. Then we'll send copies to as many people we can trust as we can think of, with instructions that if they don't hear from us they'll send them to the police, the FBI, the CIA, then congressmen, The New York Times—everybody. And we'll include proof."
"What kind of proof is that?" she inquired.
"I've been thinking about that. First thing we need is a Polaroid camera, so we can take pictures of the bedbug with us; that should be a good start. Then we can tell them about all the people we know there. They can exhume some of the fake bodies and check fingerprints and dental records, like the one you buried thinking it was Tricia—"
She was shaking her head. "I had that body cremated," she pointed out.
"They can't all have been cremated. There's a whole list that've come to Narabedla in the last twenty or thirty years; there's bound to be at least one they can check."
She nodded thoughtfully. "Say, that's true," she said. "Maybe it is. Well, then, if all that works out, we go to Davidson-Jones and we tell him that if he doesn't leave us alone all that stuff comes out. So why do we have to blow the whistle on him now?"
"Why—Because—After all, Irene, they're prisoners up there! Even your own cousin."
She said, "But Tricia doesn't want to come back to the Earth. I asked her."
"She doesn't?" I blinked at her. "At least Tricia should have the right, shouldn't she? And she's not the only one. Conjur Kowalski definitely wants to come back. So does Ephard Joyce. So do a batch of others—I bet nearly every one of the people we saw in slow time is there because they tried to escape."
"Nolly," she said patiently, "when I found myself in that slow-time place I thought I'd gone crazy. When Tricia got me out and took me to her place I was positive of it. I'm talking culture shock, you know? Even now, the only way I can handle it is by making believe it was some kind of a dream."
"It's very disorienting, yes," I agreed.
"And what would happen to the whole world if they suddenly got exposed to it?"
I shrugged. "I don't know. They'd just have to face up to the fact that we're not the only ones in the universe, or even the smartest."
"And do you think they can? I mean, without going nuts?" She got up and stood before me, peering down seriously at me. "You're talking about two different things, Nolly. One is taking out insurance; that's fine. The other is pulling the trigger. Maybe that's right, maybe it isn't. All I'm saying is I think we should give that a lot of careful consideration before we do it. It scares me, Nolly."
"But why? What do you think will happen?"
"Nolly, what scares me is I don't know what will happen. So, please, let's think it over before we do something we can't undo."
By then the room-service waiter was knocking on the door. I let him in, and tipped him, and escorted him out again, thinking hard.
It was possible Irene Madigan was right. By the time I had escorted the bedbug back to our dinner I had decided, at least, to hold off on anything irreversible for a while.
The bedbug ate its dinner sulkily. It not only wasn't very good, it wasn't anywhere near enough, it complained. Irene fished a few of the shrimp out of her salad, and it ate a few of them distastefully. Also it was fretfully anxious to carry out the Mother's orders. The TV set had kept it busy in the other room for a time, flicking the remote-controller from channel to channel, but that was not enough. "It is a very stupid system," it complained. "It is not even interactive. Can we go out now? I want to ride the subway."
I told it, "Pets aren't allowed in the public transportation systems unless they're in a pet carrier."
"What's a pet?" it wanted to know. And when I explained that that was its temporary status with us, as far as the rest of the planet Earth was to know, it seized on the idea of a carrier. "One with temperature control," it specified.
"But there aren't any of those, and you're too heavy to carry very much, anyway," Irene pointed out. "I'll tell you what we can do. We can get you a little doggy overcoat, and maybe even booties."
The bedbug demanded suspiciously, "What is an 'overcoat'? You mean there is something else I have to carry around? On only four legs? In this gravity?"
"It can't be helped," Irene offered, stroking its chitinous back.
The bedbug accepted the inevitable. "Then let us get this 'overcoat' for me," it said. "Although you may go on grooming me for a bit first."
Irene said obligingly, "All right. I suppose we ought to do some shopping anyway. I need a coat for myself, not to mention boots and maybe some other clothes, and I suppose you do too, Nolly."
I definitely did. The slacks and jacket I'd scrounged on Davidson-Jones's yacht were tight in the pants and loose in the jacket, and not really warm enough for a New York winter to begin with. "Also," I said, "we're going to need a Polaroid camera, and some film. And writing paper, and pens. And envelopes. And stamps."
"Hold it while I make a list," Irene said, searching the drawers for hotel stationery. "Are you sure about wanting pens? To write these things out with? I'm sure the hotel could rent us a typewriter."
I thought for a minute. "No, it's better if they're in our own handwriting," I decided. "Put down a bottle or two of liquor, while you're at it, and some instant coffee. I wonder what time the stores close? What time is it, anyway?"
And when I called down to the desk to ask they told me it was a quarter after eleven. I didn't have to ask whether it was a.m. or p.m., because I could see out the window that it was night.
I hadn't thought of the time at all. "Well," I said, "maybe we ought to get some sleep first, anyway, and make a good start in the morning. Irene, would you like to keep this room? The bedbug and I will bunk in next door."
"I do not require to sleep," the bedbug piped up.
"All right," I said. "You can stay in the living room and watch television all night"
"But it is not my assignment to watch television! I must carry out the Mother's instructions!"
"Well, you will. Tomorrow. Probably. Meanwhile there are all-night news programs, movies—I think there's even a porno channel, if that interests you."
It chittered severely, "That is not the same thing at all. The Mother wants the firsthand experience from me. The sights, the smells, the tastes."
I tried to reason with him. "Yes, but you don't have to do it all yourself, do you? When you go back you'll just tell her all this. Why couldn't one of us just have told her?"
He reared up on his hind legs to gaze at me. "Tell her? What would be the use of telling her? No, Mr. Stennis, when I go back she will engorge me, and then all my memories will be hers."
I goggled at the thing. "You mean she's going to eat you?"
"It is the happiest thing I have to look forward to," he chittered with pride.