Winter's Tale
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by The Toad 12/08/2002)
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by The Toad 12/12/2002)
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by The Toad 01/30/2003)
A Dave of the East, and Other Stories
Refiner’s Fire Ellis Island, and Other
Stories
Copyright © 1983 by
Mark Helprin
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Portions of this
novel originally appeared in slightly different form in The New Yorker and
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Publication Data
Helprin, Mark.
Winter’s tale.
I. Title.
PS3558. E4775W5 1983
813’. 54 83-273 isbn 0-15-197203-6
Printed in the United States of America
FOR MY FATHER
No One Knows the City Better
CONTENTS
Prologue
I. THE CITY
A White
Horse Escapes
The
Ferry Burns in Morning Cold
Pearly
Soames
Peter Lake Hangs from a Star
Beverly
A Goddess in the Bath
On the
Marsh
Lake of
the Coheeries
The
Hospital in Printing House Square
Aceldama
II. FOUR
GATES TO THE CITY
Four
Gates to the City
Lake of
the Coheeries
In the
Drifts
A New
Life
Hell
Gate
III. THE SUN... AND
THE GHOST
Nothing
Is Random
Peter
Lake Returns
The Sun...
... and The Ghost
An Early
Summer Dinner at Petipas
The
Machine Age
IV. A GOLDEN
AGE
A Very Short History of the Clouds
Battery
Bridge
White
Horse and Dark Horse
The
White Dog of Afghanistan
Abysmillard
Redux
Ex
Machina
For the
Soldiers and Sailors of Chelsea
The City
Alight
A Golden
Age
Epilogue
“I
have been to another world, and come back. Listen to me.”
• • •
But the city is now obscured, as it often is, by the whitened mass in
which it rests—rushing by us at unfathomable speed, crackling like wind in the
mist, cold to the touch, glistening and unfolding, tumbling over itself like
the steam of an engine or cotton spilling from a bale. Though the blinding
white web of ceaseless sounds flows past mercilessly, the curtain is
breaking ,.. it reveals amid the clouds a lake of air as smooth and clear as a
mirror, the deep round eye of a white hurricane.
At the bottom of this lake lies the city. From our great height it
seems small and distant, but the activity within it is apparent, for even when
the city appears to be no bigger than a beetle, it is alive. We are falling
now, and our swift unobserved descent will bring us to life that is blooming in
the quiet of another time. As we float down in utter silence, into a frame
again unfreezing, we are confronted by a tableau of winter colors. These are
very strong, and they call us in.
A WHITE
HORSE ESCAPES
• • •
The horse had escaped from his master’s small clapboard stable in
Brooklyn. He trotted alone over the carriage road of the Williams-burg Bridge,
before the light, while the toll keeper was sleeping by his stove and many
stars were still blazing above the city. Fresh snow on the bridge muffled his
hoof beats, and he sometimes turned his head and looked behind him to see if he
was being followed. He was warm from his own effort and he breathed steadily,
having loped four or five miles through the dead of Brooklyn past silent
churches and shuttered stores. Far to the south, in the black, ice-choked
waters of the Narrows, a sparkling light marked the ferry on its way to
Manhattan, where only market men were up, waiting for the fishing boats to
glide down through Hell Gate and the night.
The horse was crazy, but, still, he was able to worry about what he
had done. He knew that shortly his master and mistress would arise and light
the fire. Utterly humiliated, the cat would be tossed out the kitchen door, to
fly backward into a snow-covered sawdust pile. The scent of blueberries and hot
batter would mix with the sweet smell of a pine fire, and not too long
afterward his master would stride across the yard to the stable to feed him and
hitch him up to the milk wagon. But he would not be there.
This was a good joke, this defiance which made his heart beat in
terror, for he was sure his master would soon be after him. Though he realized
that he might be subject to a painful beating, he sensed that the master was
amused, pleased, and touched by rebellion as often as not—if it were in the
proper form and done well, courageously. A shapeless, coarse revolt (such as
kicking down the stable door) would occasion the whip. But not even then would
the master always use it, because he prized a spirited animal, and he knew of
and was grateful for the mysterious intelligence of this white horse, an
intelligence that even he could not ignore except at his peril and to his
sadness. Besides, he loved the horse and did not really mind the chase through
Manhattan (where the horse always went), since it afforded him the chance to
enlist old friends in the search, and the opportunity of visiting a great number
of saloons where he would inquire, over a beer or two, if anyone had seen his
enormous and beautiful white stallion rambling about in the nude, without bit,
bridle, or blanket.
The horse could not do without Manhattan. It drew him like a magnet,
like a vacuum, like oats, or a mare, or an open, never-ending, tree-lined road.
He came off the bridge ramp and stopped short. A thousand streets lay before
him, silent but for the sound of the gemlike wind. Driven with snow, white, and
empty, they were a maze for his delight as the newly arisen wind whistled
across still untouched drifts and rills. He passed empty theaters, counting
houses and forested wharves where the snow-lined spars looked like long black
groves of pine. He passed dark factories and deserted parks, and rows of little
houses where wood just fired filled the air with sweet reassurance. He passed
the frightening common cellars full of ragpickers and men without limbs. The
door of a market bar was flung open momentarily for a torrent of boiling water
that splashed all over the street in a cloud of steam. He passed (and shied
from) dead men lying in the round ragged coffins of their own frozen bodies.
Sleds and wagons began to radiate from the markets, alive with the pull of
their stocky dray horses, racing up the main streets, ringing bells. But he
kept away from the markets, because there it was noontime even at dawn, and he
followed the silent tributaries of the main streets, passing the exposed
steelwork of buildings in the intermission of feverish construction. And he
was seldom out of sight of the new bridges, which had married beautiful womanly
Brooklyn to her rich uncle, Manhattan; had put the city’s hand out to the country;
and were the end of the past because they spanned not only distance and deep
water but dreams and time.
The tail of the white horse swished back and forth as he trotted
briskly down empty avenues and boulevards. He moved like a dancer, which is not
surprising: a horse is a beautiful animal, but it is perhaps most remarkable
because it moves as if it always hears music. With a certainty that perplexed
him, the white horse moved south toward the Battery, which was visible down a
long narrow street as a whitened field that was crossed by the long shadows of
tall trees. By the Battery itself, the harbor took color with the new light,
rocking in layers of green, silver, and blue. At the end of this polar
rainbow, on the horizon, was a mass of white—the foil into which the entire
city had been set—that was beginning to turn gold with the rising sun. The pale
gold agitated in ascending waves of heat and refraction until it seemed to be a
place of a thousand cities, or the border of heaven. The horse stopped to
stare, his eyes filled with golden light. Steam issued from his nostrils as he
stood in contemplation of the impossible and alluring distance. He stayed in
the street as if he were a statue, while the gold strengthened and boiled
before him in a bed of blue. It seemed to be a perfect place, and he determined
to go there.
He started forward but soon found that the street was blocked by a
massy iron gate that closed off the Battery. He doubled back and went another
way, only to find another gate of exactly the same design. Trying many streets,
he came to many heavy gates, none of which was open. While he was stuck in this
labyrinth, the gold grew in intensity and seemed to cover half the world. The
empty white field was surely a way to that other, perfect world, and, though he
had no idea of how he would cross the water, the horse wanted the Battery as if
he had been born for it. He galloped desperately along the approachways,
through the alleys, and over the snow-covered greens, always with an eye to the
deepening gold.
At the end of what seemed to be the last street leading to the open,
he found yet another gate, locked with a simple latch. He was breathing hard,
and the condensed breath rose around his face as he stared through the bars.
That was it: he would never step onto the Battery, there somehow to launch
himself over the blue and green ribbons of water, toward the golden clouds. He
was just about to turn and retrace his steps through the city, perhaps to find
the bridge again and the way back to Brooklyn, when, in the silence that made
his own breathing seem like the breaking of distant surf, he heard a great many
footsteps.
At first they were faint, but they continued until they began to
pound harder and harder and he could feel a slight trembling in the ground, as
if another horse were going by. But this was no horse, these were men, who
suddenly exploded into view. Through the black iron gate, he saw them running
across the Battery. They took long high steps, because the wind had drifted the
snow almost up to their knees. Though they ran with all their strength, they
ran in slow motion. It took them a long time to get to the center of the field,
and when they did the horse could see that one man was in front and that the
others, perhaps a dozen, chased him. The man being chased breathed heavily, and
would sometimes drive ahead in deliberate bursts of speed. Sometimes he fell
and bolted right back up, casting himself forward. They, too, fell at times,
and got up more slowly. Soon this spread them out in a ragged line. They waved
their arms and shouted. He, on the other hand, was perfectly silent, and he
seemed almost stiff in his running, except when leapt snowbanks or low rails
and spread his arms like wings. As the man got closer, the horse took a liking
to him. He moved well, though not like a horse or a dancer or someone who
always hears music, but with spirit. What was happening appeared to be solely
because of the way that this man moved, more profound than a simple chase
across the snow. Nonetheless, they gained on him. It was difficult to
understand how, since they were dressed in heavy coats and bowler hats, and he
was hatless in a scarf and winter jacket. He had winter boots, and they had low
street shoes which had undoubtedly filled with numbing snow. But they were just
as fast or faster than he was, they were good at it, and they seemed to have
had much practice.
One of them stopped, spread his feet in the snow, raised a pistol in
both hands, and fired at the fleeing man. The pistol crack echoed among the buildings
facing the park and sent pigeons hurtling upward from the icy walks. The man
in the lead looked back for a moment and then changed direction to cut in
toward the streets, where the horse was standing mesmerized. They too changed
course, and gained on him even more as they ran the hypotenuse of a triangle
and he ran its second leg. They were not more than two hundred feet from him
when another dropped behind to fire. The sound was so close that the horse came
alive and jumped back.
The man who was trying to escape approached the gate. The horse
backed up behind a woodshed. He wanted no part of this. But, being too curious,
he was unable to keep himself hidden for long, and he soon stuck his head
around the corner of the shed to see what would happen. The fleeing man opened
the gate with a violent uppercut, moved to the other side of it, and slammed it
shut. He took a heavy steel dirk from his belt and breathlessly pounded the
latch into an unmovable position. Then, with an agonized look, he turned and
started up the street.
His
pursuers were already at the fence when he slipped on a pool of ice. He went
down hard, striking his head on the ground and tumbling over himself until he
came to rest. The horse’s heart was thundering as he saw the dozen men throw
themselves at the fence, like a squad of soldiers. They were perfectly criminal
in appearance, with strange bent faces, clifflike brows, tiny chins, noses and
ears that looked sewn-back-on, and hairlines that descended preposterously far
(no glacier had ever ventured farther south). Their cruelty projected from them
like sparks jumping a gap. One raised his pistol, but another—obviously their
leader—said,” No! Not that way. We have him now. We’ll do it slowly, with a
knife.” They started up the fence.
Had it not been for the horse peering at him from behind the
woodshed, the downed man might have stayed down. His name was Peter Lake, and
he said to himself out loud,” You’re in bad shape when a horse takes pity on
you, you stupid bastard,” which got him moving. He rose to his feet and
addressed the horse. The twelve men, who couldn’t see the horse standing behind
the shed, thought that Peter Lake had gone mad or was playing a trick.
“Horse!” he called. The horse pulled back his head.” Horse!” shouted
Peter Lake.” Please!” and he opened his arms. The other men began to drop to
the near side of the fence. They were taking their time because they were only
a few feet away, the street was deserted, he was not moving, and they were sure
that they had him.
Peter Lake’s heart beat so hard that it made his body jerk. He felt
ridiculous and out of control, like an engine breaking itself apart.” Oh Jesus,”
he said, vibrating like a mechanical toy, ”Oh Jesus, Mary, and Joseph, send me
an armored steamroller.” Everything depended on the horse.
The horse bolted over the pool of ice toward Peter Lake, and lowered
his wide white neck. Peter Lake took possession of himself and, throwing his
arms around what seemed like a swan, sprang to the horse’s back. He was up
again, exulting even as the pistol shots rang out in the cold air. Having
become his accomplice in one graceful motion, the horse turned and skittered,
leaning back slightly on his haunches to get breath and power for an explosive
start. In that moment, Peter Lake faced his stunned pursuers, and laughed at
them. His entire being was one light perfect laugh. He felt the horse pitch
forward, and then they raced up the street, leaving Pearly Soames and some of
the Short Tail Gang backed against the iron rails, firing their pistols and
cursing—all twelve of them save Pearly himself, who bit his lower lip,
squinted, and began to think of new ways to trap his quarry. The noise from
their many pistols was deafening.
Already out of range, Peter Lake rode at a gallop. Pounding the soft
snow, passing the shuttered stores, they headed north through the awakening
city in a cloud of speed.
THE
FERRY BURNS IN MORNING COLD
• • •
Except when he found shelter with the clamdiggers of the Bayonne
Marsh, Peter Lake had to be in Manhattan, where it was never long before the
Short Tails got wind of him and took up the chase. It was necessary for him to
be in Manhattan because he was a burglar, and for a burglar to work anyplace
else was a shattering admission of mediocrity. During those frenetic three
years, he had often contemplated moving to Boston, but had always concluded
that there was nothing in the place interesting enough to steal, it was laid
out badly for burglars, it was too small, and he would probably run afoul there
of the Simian Cantarellos (the leading gang, which wasn’t much) in the same way
that he had run afoul of the Short Tails, though undoubtedly for different
reasons. In Boston, he had heard, when it got dark at night, it really got
dark, and you could hardly move without bumping into men of the cloth. So he
stayed on, hoping that the Short Tails might grow tired of the chase. They
didn’t, however, and his life in those years (except for peaceful interludes on
the marsh) had been one of pursuit at close quarters.
He was not unused to being awakened just before dawn by the
stampedelike pounding of the Short Tails’ boots as they rushed up the rickety
stairs of whatever temporary lodging he had procured. He had been diverted from
the pleasures of hundreds of meals, scores of women, and dozens of rich
unguarded houses by the sudden appearance of the Short Tails. Sometimes they materialized
around him, by means that he could not fathom, not four feet away. Things were
too close, the field of maneuver too tight, the stakes too high.
But now, with a horse, it would be different. Why hadn’t he thought
of a horse before? He could stretch his margin of safety almost immeasurably,
and put not yards but miles between himself and Pearly Soames each time Pearly
tried to close the gap. In summer, the horse could swim the rivers, and in
winter, take him over the ice. He could make a refuge not only of Brooklyn (at
risk, of course, of being lost in its infinity of confusing roads) but of the
pine barrens, the Watchung Mountains, the endless beaches of Montauk, and the
Hudson Highlands—all places difficult to reach by subway and discouraging to
the citified Short Tails, who, despite their comfort with killing and
corruption, were afraid of lightning, thunder, wild animals, forests, and the
sound of tree frogs in the night.
Peter Lake spurred the horse. But the horse did not need
encouragement, because he was scared, he loved to run, and the sun was high
enough to sit on the roofs of buildings like a great open fire warming
everything and limbering up his already limber muscles.
He loved to run. He was like a big white bullet, his head up and out,
his tail down and back, his ears streamlined with the wind as he vaulted
forward. He took such long strides that he reminded Peter Lake of a kangaroo,
and sometimes it seemed as if he were about to leave the ground and fly.
There was no sense in going to the Five Points. Though Peter Lake had
many friends there and could hide in the thousands of underground chambers in
which they danced and gamed, his arrival on an enormous white horse would
electrify all the stool pigeons until they glowed with song. Besides, the Five
Points wasn’t that distant. He had the horse. He would take a tour, and go far.
They raced along the Bowery and were soon at Washington Square, where
they flew through the arch like a circus animal slipping through a hoop. By
this time, many pedestrians were on the streets, and these people frowned upon
the recklessness of a horse and rider darting in and out of traffic. A
policeman on an enclosed pedestal in Madison Square saw them coming up Fifth
Avenue. Sensing that they wouldn’t stop, he began to redirect traffic, for he
had seen the horrifying results of a speeding horse in collision with a fragile
automobile, and did not want to see it again. He had just managed to halt the
various streams of automobiles, electric trucks, and horse-drawn wagons weaving
past his stunted minaret, when he turned to see Peter Lake and his mount
approaching at great velocity. The horse looked like a war monument sprung to
life, and it sailed toward him like a missile. He blew his whistle. He waved
his white gloved hands. This was unprecedented. They were charging the minaret,
and must have been going thirty miles an hour. Nannies crossed themselves and
clutched their children. Drovers stood up in their wagons. Old women averted
their eyes. And the policeman froze stiffly in his golden booth.
Peter Lake spurred the horse again, and extended his right arm like a
lance, pointing it at the motionless officer. As they went by in a blur of
white, he lifted the man’s cap from his head, saying,” Allow me to take your
hat.” The enraged policeman pivoted, took out his notebook, and furiously wrote
a description of the horse’s buttocks.
Peter Lake shot left into the Tenderloin, where the streets were so
tied up that he found himself stopped dead, trapped by a water tanker and
several entangled carriages. The teamsters were screaming; the horses whinnied
to show their impatience; and a group of street arabs took the opportunity to
start an artillery barrage of snow and ice balls. As he dodged these, he looked
behind him and saw half a dozen blue dots running up the street from the east.
They were far away, they were closing, they were slipping, they were sliding,
they were police. Having neither saddle nor stirrups, he stood on the horse’s
back to see over the tanker and the carriages. The street was mortally choked
and would need half an hour to revive. He dropped down and turned the horse
around, intending to charge through the approaching phalanx and bump the blues.
But the horse’s courage was of a different sort, and he would have no part in
it. He shuddered and shook his head as Peter Lake tried unsuccessfully to spur
him on. The horse could not go forward and would not go back, and found himself
moving sideways toward a lighted marquee which, even in morning, shone out with
the words,” Saul Turkish Presents: Caradelba, the Spanish Gypsy.”
Half full for the morning show, the theater was dark and overbrimming
with dazzling blues and greens, except for center stage, where Caradelba danced
half nude in a flash of white and cream-colored silk. At first Peter Lake and
the horse stood at the top of the middle aisle, watching Caradelba and hoping
that they had entered unobserved. But when the police came charging through the
lobby, Peter Lake kicked the horse again and they galloped through the theater
toward the orchestra pit. The musicians kept on playing, though they did slur
as they saw the tremendous head and body of the horse speeding at them from the
darkness, like a white jack-o’-lantern mounted on the front of a locomotive.
The horse picked up speed. Peter Lake said,” Not likely that you; re
a jumper, too,” and closed his eyes. The horse did more than jump. To his own
surprise, he soared over the orchestra and landed almost soundlessly onstage
next to the Spanish Gypsy—twenty feet across and eight feet up. Peter Lake was
amazed that the horse had jumped so far and landed so gently. Caradelba was
speechless. She was no more than a child, covered with pounds of makeup, slight
of build, and confused in demeanor except when she was dancing. She the instant
appearance (as if from the air) of a horse and man upon it, suddenly sharing
the stage, as a grave insult. It was as if by materializing full-blown on his
enormous stallion, Peter Lake was making fun of her. She seemed about to cry.
And the horse himself was not entirely self-possessed. He had never been in a theater
before, let alone onstage. The lights beaming from darkness, the music, the
soft subtle smell of Caradelba’s makeup, and the vast molten blue velvet
curtain, entranced him. He threw out his chest like a parade horse.
Peter Lake could not bring himself to leave until he had comforted
Caradelba. Trading blows with resentful musicians, the police were forcing
their way through the orchestra pit. Beguiled by the magic of the footlights,
the horse discovered the glories of the theater and wanted some time to try out
various facial expressions. Peter Lake, who had always been cool under fire,
gathered his wits about him, dismounted, and even as the police began to
struggle up the velvet ropes that hung from the apron, walked over to
Caradelba, police cap in hand. In the Irish English in which he spoke, he said,”
My dear Miss Candelabra. I would like to present to you, as a token of my
affection and the admiration of the people of this great city, a souvenir
police hat, which I just took from the tiny little head of the tiny little
policeman who stands in the tiny little booth in Madison Square. As you can see,”
he said, motioning to the half-dozen police wading back through the musicians
because they had been unable to scale the apron,” this is a real police hat,
and I’ve got to go.” She took it from him and put it on her head. Its sober
blue puffiness made her bare arms and shoulders seem even more voluptuous than
they were, and she began to move once more in her arabesque fandango, as much
for her own pleasure as for that of the audience. Peter Lake edged the horse
from the blinding footlights. Then he jumped on his back and they exited stage
right through a maze of ropes and flats to the winter street, which had cleared
now, and they followed it back to Fifth Avenue, resuming the gallop uptown.
The law had recently been distracted from pursuit of Peter Lake by
the fervor of the gang wars, which left a pile of corpses each morning in the
Five Points, on the waterfront, and in unusual places such as church towers,
girls’ boarding schools, and spice warehouses. They had little time now for
independent burglars like Peter Lake, but he imagined that if in galloping
helter-skelter through fashion-high thoroughfares he disturbed the “gentiles”
(to his credit, he suspected that this was the wrong word), the police would
have to come after him again, and that if they did, the Short Tails would back
off. The trouble was that once the Short Tails had marked a man they never gave
up on him—ever.
But he had many strategies to see him through the deadly traps of the
wintry city, and schemes bloomed in front of him like rising storm clouds,
opening their arms, willing to be embraced. There were as many ways to survive
and as many ways to die as the city had in it streets, lines, and views. But
the Short Tails were themselves so capable and knowing that they used the
angles and lines of the maze, and the fluid roads and rivers, with a ratlike
expertise of runs and burrows. The Short Tails had a terrible air of
inevitability and speed like insatiable time, the flow of water to its own
level, or the spread of fire. Evading them even for just a week was a marvelous
feat. He had been their prime target for three years.
With the police and the Short Tails after him, Peter Lake decided to
leave Manhattan and let the two arms of the pincers pince themselves. Were both
organizations to come up face to face in search of their vanished prey, the
shock of collision might provide Peter Lake with three or four months of
freedom. But such a convergence would come only if he removed himself. He
decided to join the clam-diggers on the Bayonne Marsh, knowing that they would
give him shelter and a place on dry land for the horse, since they had found
Peter Lake and raised him (for a time) much in the style of benevolent wolves.
They were fiercer than the Short Tails, who now dared not dip an oar or push a
pole within miles of their spacious domain for fear of being instantly
beheaded. No one had been able to subdue them, for not only were they extraordinary
fighters and impossible to find, but their realm was only half-real, and anyone
entering it their approval was likely to vanish forever into the roaring clouds
which swept over the mirrorlike waters. New Jersey had decided to bring them to
the mainstream of life, law, and taxes. Thirty marshals, state police, and
Pinkerton agents disappeared permanently in the blinding white banks of
speeding cloud. The lieutenant governor was cut in half in his sleep at his
Princeton mansion.
One of the Weehawken ferries was blown out of the water, rising
twenty stories in a ball of flame with a report so deep that it shook every
window for fifty miles around.
Peter Lake knew that though he might find refuge on the marsh he
would always be drawn by the lights of Manhattan back across the river, no
matter what the danger. The Baymen lived too close to the rushing infinity of
the cloud wall. They were silent, intent, and hard to fathom, for time sped by
them as fast as the sides of a railroad tunnel. A typical Bayman was too much
the feverish aborigine, a professional oracle forever examining fish livers and
talking in highspeed inexplicable runicisms. For Peter Lake, who had grown
used to ringing pianos and pretty girls who played hard to get, a stay on the
marsh was difficult. But he was capable of expedient reversion, and was always
willing to bend and test his soul.
Perhaps he would spend a week or ten days there ice fishing, going to
bed before the moon rose, eating endless rounds of roasted oysters, poling
through the salty unfrozen estuaries, and exhilarating in the naked embrace of
several women who found with him a certain breathless beauty in wild trancelike
bouts of lovemaking while the unruly white wall shook their little houses in
the reeds and the gales of winter piled snow on all the paths across the ice.
He thought of Anarinda, the dark-haired, the peach-breasted, the star-eyed...
and he headed for the North Ferry.
“Damn!” he said as they crested the rise before the docks facing the
southernmost palisade. The ferry was burning in the middle of the ice-choked
river, unable to move, unreachable at first, a blaze of orange bursting forth
swollen bundles of disentangling black smoke. Ferries were always burning, and
their boilers exploding, especially in winter when they were attacked by
rushing islands of sharp heavy ice. The wonderful new bridges were the only
remedy, but who could build a bridge across the Hudson?
It was a perfectly blue day. On the opposite shore, bands or color,
individual trees, small white frame houses, and veins of red and purple in the
high brown rock were all searingly visible. A strong cold wind brought the ice
crashing down from upriver. Amid its bell-like shattering, black-coated firemen
in whaleboats and on steam tugs struggled to pick up survivors and to pour icy
water on the flames. Hundreds of spectators had arrived in spite of the morning
cold: girls with hoops and skates, plumbers and joiners on their way to
work servants, dockmen, draymen, river
men, and railroad work-There were also vendors, anticipating the thousands who
would arrive only after the ferry was a sulking trap of drifting charcoal, and
then feed their curiosity on chestnuts, roasted corn, hot pretzels, and
meat-on-the-spit. Peter Lake bought a bag of chestnuts from a wily man whose
hands were inured to the heat of his fire. He picked the steaming chestnuts
from amid the blinking red coals in the round fire pan. They were too hot to
eat, so (after glancing left and right to see if any ladies were present) he
put the steaming sack into his pants. Next to his stomach, they warmed his
whole body. As he watched the ferry burn, the wind grew stronger, and long rows
of willows bent south and shook off their white ice.
One of the spectators was staring not at the burning ferry but at
Peter Lake, who dismissed this affront with contempt, because the man looking
at him was a telegraph messenger. Peter Lake hated telegraph messengers.
Perhaps it was because they should have been sleek matches for winged Mercury, and
were invariably rotund, elephantine, molasses-blooded monsters who walked at a
mile an hour and could not climb stairs. He surely would not take his attention
from a burning ferry for fear of a chubby nitwit in a baglike uniform, a boxy
hat with a little nameplate that read “Messenger Beals.” And so what if
Messenger Beals backed off into the crowd and disappeared? What if he did
alert the Short Tails? All Peter Lake had to do if they showed up would be to
leap on the horse and leave them far behind.
Several fireboat men were trying to board the burning ferry.
They had no apparent reason to do so, for all the passengers were
lead or saved and the firemen could not hope to extinguish the simply by being
closer to them. Why then were they working their way hand over hand on an
alternately slack and taut rope that had started to burn, and dipped them now
and then into the freezing the crowd took in its breath all at once? Peter Lake
knew they took power from the fire. The closer they fought it, the stronger
they became. The firemen knew that though it sometimes killed the fire gave
them priceless gifts.
Peter Lake applauded with everyone else as the firemen crossed on the
burning line and dropped to the deck. As he watched, he peeled the chestnuts
and shared them with the horse. After half an hour the ferry was just about to
upend and a tug was charging intervening shelves of ice, trying to retrieve
the exhausted firefighters, who, with their rope burnt away, stood alone and
likely to go under if the ferry were to sink fast in midchannel.
With the corner of his eye (an area most highly developed in thieves)
Peter Lake saw two automobiles coming down the road. There were a lot of these
things, nothing strange about them, but this particular pair was coming at him
full speed, one after the other, stuffed with Short Tails. As Peter Lake swung
himself up onto the horse he saw Messenger Beals jumping up and down (very
slowly) with excitement. The Short Tails would probably reward him with a huge
dinner and a ticket to a music hall.
Peter Lake galloped south, abandoning the burning ferry for the open
avenues that would take him past factories, milk plants, breweries, and
railroad yards. He and the horse were quickly lost in the precincts of barrels,
rails, and cubic mountains of lumber, among the gasworks, tanneries, rope
walks, tenements, vaudeville houses, and the high gray spires of the iron
bridges.
The Short Tails were once again not too far behind him, swift though
embarrassed in their automobiles. But Peter Lake stayed ahead and pounded
southward as the horse took strides so powerful that he almost flew.
PEARLY
SOAMES
• • •
IN all the universe there was only one photograph
of Pearly Soames, and it showed Pearly with five police officers around him,
one apiece for each of his legs and arms, and one for his head. They held him
spread-eagled on a chair to which his waist and chest were firmly strapped. His
face was clenched around tightly shut eyes, and it was possible to hear, even
in black and white, the bellow that emerged from his throat. The enormous
officer behind him had obvious trouble keeping the subject’s face toward the
camera, and he grasped Pearly’s hair and beard as if he were holding an agitated
poisonous snake. When the powder flashed in the pan, a coatrack toppled off to
the left as a casualty of the struggle and was caught for all time, like the
hand of an ornate clock, pointing toward two. Pearly Soames had not desired to
be photographed.
His eyes were like razors and white diamonds. They were impossibly
pale, lucid, and silver. People said,” When Pearly Soames opens his eyes, it’s
electric lights.” He had a scar that went from the corner of his mouth to his
ear. To look at it made the beholder feel a knife on his own skin, cutting deep
and sharp, because Pearly Soames’ scar was like a white trough reticulated with
painful filaments of cold ivory. It had been with him since the age of four, a
gift from his father, who had tried and failed to cut his son’s throat.
Of course, it’s bad to be a criminal. Everyone knows that, and can
swear that it’s true. Criminals mess up the world. But they are, as well,
retainers of fluidity. In fact, one might make the case that New York would not
have shone without its legions of contrary devils polishing the lights of
goodness with their inexplicable opposition and resistance. It might even be
said that criminals are a necessary component of the balanced equation which
steadily and beautifully eats up all the time that is thrown upon its steely
back. They are the sugar and alcohol of a city, a red flash in the mosaic,
lightning on a hot night. So was Pearly.
So
was Pearly all of these things, knowing at every instant exactly what he was
and that everything he did was wrong, possessed with an agonizing account of
himself, his mind quick to grasp the meaning of his merciless acts. Though he
cared not at all for the mechanisms of equilibrium, if he had stopped, the life
of the city would have fallen apart. For it required (among other things) balanced,
opposing, and random forces, and he was set in the role of all three. Imagine
the magic required to make a man cringe at the sight of a baby, and want to
kill it. Pearly had that magic: he hated babies and wanted to kill them. They
cried like cats on a fence, they had enormous round mouths, and they couldn’t
even hold up their own goddamned heads. They drove him crazy with their needs,
their assumptions, and their innocence. He wanted to smash their assumptions and
confound their innocence. He wanted to debate them despite the fact that they
couldn’t talk. He also hated small children too young to steal. What a tragic
paradox. When they were small and could fit between bars, they didn’t know what
to do and couldn’t carry anything. As soon as they got old enough to understand
what they were supposed to bring back from the other side, they were unable to
get through. And it wasn’t just children that he disliked for their
vulnerability. He felt his chest heave with waves of uncontrollable violence
at the sight of any cripple. He gnashed his teeth and wanted to kill them, to
crush them into pulp, to silence their horrible self-pity, and bend the wheels
of their chairs. He was a bomb-thrower, a lunatic, a master criminal, a devil,
the golden dog of the streets.
• • •
PEARLY Soames wanted gold and
silver, but not, in the way of common thieves, for wealth. He wanted them
because they shone and were pure. Strange, afflicted, and deformed, he sought a
cure in the abstract relation of colors. But though he was drawn to fine and
intense color, he was no connoisseur. Connoisseurs of paintings were curiously
indifferent about color itself, and were seldom possessed by it. Rather, they
possessed it. And they seemed to be easily sated. They were like the gourmets,
who had to build castles of their food before they could eat it. They confused
beauty and knowledge, passion and expertise. Not Pearly. Pearly’s attraction
to color was like an infection, or religion, and he came to it each time a
starving man. Sometimes, on the street or sailing along the waterfront in a
fast skiff, he would witness the sun’s illumination of a flat plane of color
that was given (like almost everything else in New York) a short and promiscuous
embrace. Pearly always stopped, and if he froze in the middle of the street,
traffic was forced to weave around him. Or if he were in a boat, he turned it
to the wind and stayed with the color for as long as it lasted. House painters
were subject to interludes of terror early would burst upon them and stand
close, staring with his electric eyes at the rich glistening color flowing
thickly from their wet brushed. It was bad enough if he were alone (they all
knew him, and were well aware of his reputation), but he was not
infrequently accompanied by a bunch of Short Tails. In that case, the painters
trembled because they would be punished afterward for the time that Tails were
obliged to stand in silence with their hands in their pockets, observing the
inexplicable mystery of Pearly’s “color gravity,” as he called it. Unable to
complain to Pearly, they would leave a few of their number to beat up the
painters.
Once, on their way to a gang war, Pearly and sixty of the Short Tails
went marching through the streets like a Florentine army. They carried not only
their customary concealed armament, but rifles, grenades, and swords as well.
Ready for a fight, they were excited beyond measure. Their hearts smashed from
inside their chests. Their eyes darted. Halfway to the site of battle, Pearly
spied two painters slapping a fresh coat of enamel against the doorposts of a
saloon. The little army came to a halt. Pearly approached the trembling
painters. He put his eyes near the green and stood there, smelling it, lost in
it. Refreshed, moved, and amazed, he stepped back, enwrapped in the color
gravity... . ”Put more on,” he said. ” I like to see it when it goes on, when
it’s wet. There’s an instant of glory.” They started another coat. (The
saloonkeeper was delighted.) Pearly watched contentedly.” A nice landscape,” he
offered,” a fine landscape. It reminds me of certain parts of rich men’s
estates, where they don’t let the sheep onto the green, and the green stays
unfouled. You fellows keep it up. I’ll be back in a day or two to see how it
looks when it dries.” And then they went off to the battle, with Pearly at the
front fighting as no man could, having drawn from the wells of color.
This color gravity made him steal paintings. At first he had gone
himself to art stores or sent his men, but they found nothing there except
easels and paints. Then they caught on and began to raid the secure vaults of
prestigious dealers, and the best-watched palaces on upper Fifth Avenue, where
they found the most coveted of all paintings, the ones that sold for tens of
thousands of dollars, that attracted the harried young hounds of the press, and
about which critics dared not say a bad word. These were the paintings that
were brought over from Europe in yachts, riding in their own private cabins
with three Pinkerton guards. Pearly knew to steal them because he read the
papers and received auction catalogs.
One night, his best burglars returned with five rolled canvases from
Knoedler’s. Pearly couldn’t wait until morning. He ordered the paintings to be
restretched and called for two-dozen storm lanterns and mirrors to light an
enormous loft down near the bridges, the headquarters of the moment, for the
Short Tails continually shifted from place to place in imitation of the Spanish
Guerrillas. Pearly had the paintings put up on stands and covered with a velvet
curtain.
The lamps were lit,
blazing clear light against the soft cloth. He stood back and prepared for a
feast. With a nod of his head, he signaled his men to drop the velvet.” What!”
he yelled, instinctively putting his hands on his pistol.” Did you steal what I
told you to steal?” The burglars frantically rustled through the auction
catalogs, comparing the titles Pearly had circled in red to those on the
plaques they had stolen along with the canvases. They matched. Pearly was shown
that they matched.
“I don’t understand,” he said, peering at his collection of great and
famous names.” They’re mud, black and brown. No light in them, and hardly any
color. Who would paint a picture in black and brown?”
“I don’t know, Pearly,” answered Blacky Womble, his most trusted
lieutenant.
“Why? Why would they do that? And why do all the rich people and the
experts like these things? Don’t they know? They’re rich, they must know.”
“I told you, Pearly, I can’t figure it,” said Blacky Womble.
“Shut up! Take‘em back. I don’t want them here. Put them back in
their frames.”
“But we cut them out,” protested the burglars,” and besides, in an
hour it’ll be light. There isn’t enough time.”
Then put them back tomorrow night. Damn them! What a waste.”
The next day saw a
great stir when Knoedler’s discovered that million dollars’ worth of paintings
had been stolen. And the that, the papers went wild reporting that the paintings
had replaced. They published on their front pages the contents of a note found
pinned to one of the frames.
I don’t want these. They’re mud and they’ve got
no color. Or at least the color is different from what I’m used to. Take any
American city, in autumn, or in winter, when the light makes the colors dance
and flow, and look at it from a distant hill or from a boat in the bay or on
the river, and you will see in any section of the view far better paintings
than in this lentil soup that you people have to pedigree in order to love. I
may be a thief, but I know color when I see it in the flash of heaven or in the
Devil’s opposing tricks, and I know mud. Mr. Knoedler, you needn’t worry about
your paintings anymore. I’m not going to steal them. I don’t like them.
To comfort his wounded color gravity, Pearly’s men went out to get
him emeralds, gold, and silver. He didn’t speak for days, until the warmth of
the gold and the visual clatter of the fine silver healed him. Occasionally
they would bring back the work of an American artist, or a Renaissance
miniaturist, or any of the lively and unappreciated experimentalists, or some
ancient whose work had not been boiled in linseed oil, and Pearly would have
his feast—under a pier, upstairs at a stale-beer house, or amid the vats of a
commandeered brewery. But the wonderful sights and scenes, the subtleties of
true sacrificial color, the holiness of its coincidence in integral planes and
intermingling currents, were not enough for Pearly. He wanted actually to live
inside the dream that captured his eye, to spend his days and nights in a fume
of burnished gold.
“I want a room of gold,” he said,” solid, polished all the time with
chamois, pure gold: the walls, ceiling, and floor of gold plate.” Even the
Short Tails were stunned. The city was theirs, but they had never thought to be
like Inca kings, or to build a heavenly palace, or even to have a fixed
address.
Blacky Womble risked contradicting his chief.” Pearly, no one in New
York has a golden room, not even the richest banker. It’s a waste of time. To
steal that much gold would take a hundred years.”
“That’s where you’re wrong,” Pearly said.” We’ll do it in a day.”
“A day?”
“Like stealing poultry. And you think there’s no golden room? You’re
wrong. There are many millions of rooms and enclosed spaces in this city that
stretches limitlessly down below the ground, up into the air, and into an
infinite maze of streets. There might be more golden rooms in the city than
there are stars in the heavens.”
“How
could that be?” asked Blacky Womble.
“Have
you ever heard of Sarganda Street, or Diamond Row, or the Avenues of the Nines
and Twenties?”
“In
New York?”
“Indeed—thoroughfares hundreds, thousands of miles long, that twist
and coil and have branching from them innumerable intertwining streets each
grander than the one before it.”
“Are they in Brooklyn? I don’t know Brooklyn. No one does really.
People always go there and never come back. Lotsa streets in Brooklyn nobody
ever heard of, like Funyew-Ogstein-Crypt Boulevard.”
“That’s some sort of Hebrew thing. But yes, they are in Brooklyn,
and in Manhattan too. They run through each other, and are overlaid.” Pearly’s
eyes were electric lights. Blacky Womble didn’t always understand Pearly
(especially when Pearly would send him out late at night to fetch a gallon of
fresh paint), but he knew that Pearly got results, and he loved to watch him
bristle and sweat, going at things like a wrestler or a boxer, unearthing
treasures from the empty air, possessed and directed like an oracle.” The
Avenues of the Nines and Twenties are coiled around one another like two
copulating snakes. They run for thousands of miles.”
“In which direction, Pearly?” Up! Straight up!” answered Pearly,
pointing at the dark ceiling, his eyes disappearing only to leave behind blank
white eggs.
Blacky Womble, too, stared at the darkness, and saw gray ceilings and
blue flashes. It was like being held over an infinitely deep pit.
He forgot about gravity. He flew. His eyes were swallowed up by the
loom of streets that Pearly had opened to him for just that instant. When he
returned, he found Pearly gazing into his face, all set for
business, as calm and sober as a laundry clerk on the day after Christmas.”
Even if Sarganda Street and the Avenues of the Nines and
“The only way to do it is to steal it from one of the gold carriers
that come through the Narrows.”
Blacky Womble was taken aback. The Short Tails were the best of the
gangs, the most powerful, the most daring. But they had never even robbed a
major bank, except once, and that was one of those temporary branches that
could be broken into with a can opener. The gold carriers were out of the question.
First, no one really knew when they made port, because they set their courses
on random generators (wire cages inside of which tumbled surplus Mah-Jongg
blocks engraved with longitudes and latitudes). These ships zigged and zagged
over the seas in incredible patterns. For example, to go from Peru to New York,
one of the fast carriers might call at Yokohama six times— though a nondelivery
port call for a gold carrier consisted of saluting from fifty miles at sea with
a blue flare, and then vanishing into the night and distance. There was no way
to know where one would be and when; they abhorred the sea-lanes; their
arrivals were swift and unexpected. In fact, most people in New York did not
know of them. Bakers baked their endless rows of cookies; mechanics worked at
oily engines that smelled of flint and steel; and bank clerks worked their
lines, piecing out and taking in tiny sums through the organizational baleen of
their graceful human hands, never knowing that the wealth of great kingdoms was
all around them, filtering through the streets of lower Manhattan like a tide
in the reeds.
Of the many millions, perhaps ten thousand had seen a gold carrier in
the harbor or tied up at its fortified pier for half an hour of off-loading,
and of these no more than a thousand or so had known what they had seen. Of
this thousand, nine hundred were honest, and did not think of larceny. Of the
hundred who did, fifty were broken-down wrecks, not even criminal enough to
steal from themselves. Of the rest, twenty might have been able, but had
turned their talents to other things (such as opera, publishing, and the military);
twenty were qualified criminals but lacked organizational skills, followings,
and resources; five came up with inept and laughable schemes; and four might
have tried it but for fatal accidents, coincidental distractions, and sudden
dyspepsia—which is not to say that they would have succeeded. The one left was
Pearly Soames, but even for him it was almost an impossible task, as these
ships were the fastest and most agile in the world. They were well armed and
armored. Deep in their hulls were stupendous vaults that could be opened only
when the ship docked at one of the fortified piers, and special extraction
mechanisms had pulled from the hull a series of alloy steel rods which tightly
caged time-locked doors behind which were ten high-security stalls where the
gold was locked in explosive strongboxes. An army guarded each removal.
Though Blacky Womble was a Caucasian, he was blacker than cobalt, and
unlike the rest of the Short Tails, he wore a shiny black leather jacket. His
hair was meshed about his ears in frightening whorls much like the path of
Sarganda Street. His teeth were the closest match there was to Pearly’s eyes.
They were pointed like spires, serrated like long mountain ranges or
institutional bread knives, crescent-shaped like scimitars, as sharp as finely
honed scalpels, as strong as bayonets. And yet, somehow, he had a gentle,
pacifying smile that could have rocked a baby to sleep. Despite the teeth, he
was a nice man (for a Short Tail). He knew that Pearly’s color gravity was
all-consuming, that Pearly walked a thin line between madness and capability,
always upping the stakes in service of his lust for color, and thereby
retaining the loyalty of the Short Tails in never failing to amaze them. But it
had to crash sometime, and they were waiting for Pearly to lose his touch.
Blacky thought the time had come.
“Pearly, I fear for you,” he said directly.
Pearly laughed.” You think I’ve gone around the bend.”
“I won’t tell anyone about this. I won’t say anything. That way, you
can think it o—“
“It’s decided already. I’m going to tell the others. At the meeting.”
They held their meetings underground or far above it, for the secret
deliberations of thieves could not take place in healthy locations such as
common rooms or town squares, where they might have become democratic and open,
aired-out, unfestering, and cool. They were held in deathly chambers or on the
highest towers, confronting the grave or an open abyss. Pearly used these sites
to cook up his plots and galvanize the Short Tails. They felt privileged to
con-on the piers of the Brooklyn Bridge, waist-deep in not entirely empty water
tanks, nestled in terror between the spars of the Statue of Liberty’s crown, in
the cellar beneath an opium den on Doyer Street, or at the edge of the central
sewer fall, sitting like picnickers in the dark by the side of Niagara.
“Spread the word,” Pearly said to Blacky Womble.” The meeting will
be at midnight, Tuesday next, in the cemetery of the honored dead.”
Blacky Womble choked and his eyes collapsed into his face. He might
have understood a gathering in high wind atop the city’s tallest tower, or one
of those plucky convocations they had in the rafters of Central Police
Headquarters. But the cemetery of the honored dead! Words of protest gushed out
of his mouth, shredding themselves through the ivory sluice.
“Shut
up, Blacky! Do as I told you.”
“But
lemme...”
Pearly Soames locked his eyes onto Blacky’s. For Blacky, it was like
looking through the peephole of a Bessemer furnace. Any more resistance from
him, as well he knew, and out would pour rivers of orange flame flaring into
hot golden tongues to lash at the newly burning world.
Meekly, Blacky asked how many were to be at the meeting.
Pearly had cooled somewhat, and answered straight.” Our full
complement, the hundred.”
Loyal Blacky Womble collapsed in fear.
• • •
IT was indeed an honor to be buried in the cemetery of the honored
dead. Pearly had decided that a dead Short Tail deserved to be interred as
close to hell as possible, and that the burial should entail as much risk to
life and limb as could be imagined (the ultimate honor to the fallen). Thus,
all Short Tails killed in service were transported to crypts at the bottom of
the Harlem River siphon.
To get Croton water into Manhattan, the city had built a monumental
siphon. On both sides of the Harlem River, two shafts led straight down for a
thousand feet to a quarter-mile pressure tunnel hewn through the rock. Halfway
between the shafts was a silt chamber twenty-five feet square and twenty-five
feet high. Here, one summer when a drought had rendered the siphon inoperable
from July to September, the Short Tails had placed one hundred watertight
crypts. It had been difficult enough at that time to ride on a tiny platform
for ten minutes, holding your elbows at your sides so that they would not
scrape the rock walls of the narrow shaft, and then to crawl at a mossy
slitherous pace through 650 feet of tunnel so narrow that you felt as if you
were being ramrodded into the barrel of a gun, until you broke out into the
pitch-dark silt chamber, lit the candle, and listened to the rats scream in
fright. It was bad to be a quarter of a mile and an hour away from the surface,
from air, from the open; and straight up there was nothing but six hundred feet
of solid rock and a hundred feet of mud, rubble, and filthy water. The two
round openings in the silt chamber were exactly the size of the tunnel, smaller
than a manhole. The sandhogs who worked on the crypts did so only because, had
they not, Pearly would have killed their families. They finished quickly, and
were grateful to be done, for it was frightening to go there even in a drought.
But when the water was flowing, and could be released at any time
whatsoever from the Jerome Park Storage Reservoir to charge through the tunnels
faster than a horse could run, then it was considerably worse, and a great
honor for the deceased to have two Short Tails pull his corpse through the
tunnel, hurriedly slam it Sinto a crypt while they listened breathlessly for
the rush of approaching water, and then lope prone through the tube of green
moss, mad for breaking into the air, speeding along like wild jittery
whipcords.
When E. E. Henry (for a time Peter Lake’s partner, and one of Short
Tails’ best woola boys) had been ground into small smithereens by a speeding
engine on the El during an unsuccessful attempt at urbanizing train robbery,
two Short Tails—Romeo Tan and Bat Barney—had volunteered to take what was left
down into the crypt. Brave they were,
for E. E. Henry had departed from this world one crystal-clear day in October
after two solid weeks of rain. Upstate dams were overflowing as steadily as
power looms vomiting out silver brocade, and the pressure tunnel was much in
use as Jerome Park periodically disgorged inflowing lakes of freezing water.
Entering in bright moonlight late one night, they struggled through
the shafts, carrying E. E. Henry in small sacks that they dragged after them
with cords held between their teeth. Several inches of cold water lay on the
bottom of the horizontal tunnel. As they sloshed through they could smell
oxygen, which meant that the water was fresh. Were the Jerome Park sluices to
be drawn open as Romeo Tan and Bat Charney crawled toward the silt chamber,
they would die a horrible backward death, because the tunnel was too narrow for
turning around. They stopped every now and then to listen, and heard nothing.
Finally, Romeo Tan broke through to the silt chamber. Working in four feet of
ice water, they lit the candle, pried open a crypt, threw in the sacks of E. E.
Henry, slammed the door, said a two-word prayer (“Jesus Christ!”), dropped
their hammer and crow and made for the exit, hearts racing. Bat Charney made a
step of his hands. As Romeo Tan’s head reached the level of the tunnel he was
about to enter, he heard a strange sound. It was like wind whistling over the
peaks of high mountains, or the sound of a geyser minutes before it erupts. It
was the water, which had just begun to pass through the gates at Jerome Park.
“Water!” he said to Bat Charney. At first they nearly collapsed, but
soon they were snake-dancing through the tunnel, going faster than they would
have thought possible. They dug so hard into the moss to pull themselves ahead
that after a hundred feet they had no nails left, and their hands looked like
newt paws. Still, they kept on, but it was too late. They heard the water
explode into the silt chamber, and felt the displaced air rushing past them
like a hurricane. Then came the torrent. Its icy mass, frothing and dark,
banged into Bat Charney’s feet, knocked out his false teeth, and jolted him forward
into a fetal position. He drowned that way, but he saved Romeo Tan, since Bat’s
compacted body became a plug in the line shooting rapidly forward at the head
of the water column. Romeo Tan lay on his back, sliding across the wet moss at
the bottom of the tunnel as fast as a bullet. At the shaft, they curved upward
and rose so fast that the flesh on Romeo Tan’s face was pulled down until he
looked like a bloodhound. He wondered what would happen when they hit the top,
but he didn’t wonder long, for they were shot from the mouth of the shaft
(which they had left open) like cannonballs, or, rather, like a long cannonball
and a trailing bunched-up wad. Romeo Tan felt his head break a splintering hole
through the shingle roof over listening intently for a faint white roar. Pearly
stopped pacing and looked at his men. For five minutes they didn’t move a
millimeter, and stood in terror of the deluge that might race through the Bronx
tunnel into the chamber that was echoing with their heartbeats.
“Do I hear water?” asked Pearly, cocking his head. He watched all
hundred Short Tails turn white, as if he had drawn a Venetian blind.” It took
three hours to get in,” he said,” so it will take three hours to get out.
What’s that!” They started, and then sighed as one, like inmates of hell.” I
thought I heard something. I guess it was nothing. Would anyone like a glass
of... water!” They moaned.
He pranced about as if his legs were stilts.” I have a proposition
for you,” he said.
But a horrified shudder passed through the crowd as a masked burglar
shouted “Look!” and held up a pair of false teeth. Everyone remembered Bat
Charney’s shame about what he called his “elephant’s castanets.” All that was
left of Bat rested aloft in the burglar’s hand. They gazed at it meekly until
Pearly cut short their devotions.
“Shall we proceed, gentlemen, or do you wish to increase the chance
of being trapped forever in this underground tea bag (where we would flavor the
city’s drinking water for twenty years), by irrelevant stupidities such as a
silent prayer over a pair of dentures?” Pearly’s cheek was twitching,
signifying one of the many species of his cool anger.” Imagine, if you will,”
he said,” that we are not in a dank and mossy crypt, but in a room of gold;
that upon each solid brick is stamped a fine and florid eagle, crown, or
fleur-de-lys; that warm rays make the air softer and yellower than butter; that
you breathe not this base, black, wet mist, but a sparkling bronze infusion
that has been mellowed by its constant reverberation within walls of pure gold.”
He sucked in his breath.” The light of this room would be just that shade that
we are told arises sometimes against the clouds beyond the bay, making the
world gold the way it is said happens once in a... every... well... sometimes.
My plan, you see,” he said in pain, writhing internally,” is to build a golden
room in a high place, and post watchmen to watch the clouds. When they turn
gold, and the light sprays upon the city, the room will open. The light will
stuff the chamber. Then the doors will seal shut.
And the goldenness will be trapped forever.” The thieves’ mouths hung
open.” You can come there, all of you! You can bathe in the light, drink-in the
air, run your hands along the smooth walls. Even in the pit and trough of
night, the golden room will be brightly boiling. And it will be ours.”
Tranquilized with longing, he looked dreamily at the ceiling.” In the center, I
will put a simple bed, and there I will repose in warmth and gold... for
eternity.”
For a moment, they forgot where they were, and bombarded Pearly with
questions. When he told them what he intended, the cynics replied that he had
lost his mind. No one could rob a gold carrier. But Pearly countered with a
scheme. A lookout at Sandy Hook would scan the sea day and night from a tower
that they would build in the guise of charitable works. Another lookout atop
the Manhattan pier of the Brooklyn Bridge would keep an eye on Sandy Hook. The
Short Tails would cut their work rate by two-thirds, for the specific purpose
of keeping a force of fifty men always at the ready, poised to break out into
the harbor fully armed in their swift fleet of winabouts—the fastest small
sailing craft in the city, of which they had ten. When the Sandy Hook lookout
saw the ship, he would launch a flare. Upon seeing the flare, the man on the
bridge tower would, via a special line, telephone the alert Short Tails waiting
in their boats under the docks at Korlaer’s Hook. The Short Tails would
immediately sally forth into the harbor. There, they would set up two buoys,
and sail to and fro between them on a line perpendicular to the channel through
which the carrier made its way to the fortified pier. The Short Tails would be
dressed, one and all, as ladies, and, one and all, they would make sure that
the winabouts in the fake regatta would be rammed and sunk by the very ship
they planned to rob. It would take some precise boat handling, and the patience
to sit in a dress under the docks for a month or two, but it would be worth it,
for no captain would abandon fifty yachtswomen to drown in New York Harbor, and
they would undoubtedly be taken up on deck, where they would remove from under
their dresses the bristling arsenal for which they were famous, and proceed to
take over the ship.
So what,” someone said.” The escorts would capture us soon after
that. The Navy.”
“No escort,” answered Pearly,” is as fast or as well armed as a gold
carrier.”
“But it doesn’t matter even so, Pearly. You can’t get the gold out of
those ships unless you have special machinery, and it all has to be done in a
large dry dock.”
“We’ll build our own dry dock.”
“That’s preposterous,” yelled a woola boy.” How are we going to build
a dry dock? Even if we could, everyone in the world would notice. And when we
took the ship there, they would just follow and catch us.”
“That shows what a woola boy is good for,” said Pearly.” Stick to
Woola Woola until I promote you, my fancy young rabbit. We won’t build the dry
dock until we’ve taken the ship. We’ll have all the time we want to do that,
and all the time necessary to extract the gold by drilling a hole in the vault
(one hole—we should be able to do that!) and building a big fire under the ship
to melt the gold so it can run like lava right into our waiting pigs.
“The reason we’ll have all the time in the world, and I mean time in
profusion, is that when we take over the ship we’ll head her west to the
Bayonne Marsh and ram her through the barrier of white clouds.”
An even colder chill spread throughout the chamber.” When you go
beyond those clouds,” said a sheepish pickpocket,” that’s it. You don’t come
back. That’s dying, Pearly.”
“How do we know?” asked Pearly.” I’ve never known anyone to tell
what’s on the other side. Maybe they come back and keep their traps shut. Maybe
it’s great over there—lots of naked women, fruit on the trees, hula dancers
with bare breasts, food for the taking, silk, motorcars, racetracks where you
always win... and we might be able to make our way back. If and when we did,
we’d be the richest men on earth. It sure beats holding up tobacco stores for
cigar bands, doesn’t it? Think of E. E. Henry. Think of Rascal T. Otis. They
died for peanuts. I myself prefer to risk my all for something on a larger
scale.”
This latter appeal swung the company of thieves. They were willing to
charge the cloud barrier. But a man with vast experience of the harbor (his specialty
was looting pleasure yachts) pointed out that the reedy channels running
mazelike to the white wall were not deep enough for an oceangoing vessel.
Furthermore, he said, he had seen the cloud wall from less than a mile away
while standing upon a harbor bar that had appeared suddenly after a storm. The
cloud wall, he said, did not remain in the same place. It went around the city
“like one a them Moibus belts,” and oscillated along the ground. Sometimes it
disappeared, bringing into view the rest of the country beyond (it was then
that transcontinental railroad trains proceeded through the gap, rolling over
blinding silver tracks that had been scoured to a gleam by the agitated base of
the cloud wall), and sometimes it lifted like a stage curtain, disappearing
wholly or partially into heaven. Sometimes it sank into the ground, leaving
only silence and a sunny landscape. But when it was up, the base moved rapidly
over a changing space of several miles. There were no certain limits to its
traverse. It had been known even to cross the river and sweep through
Manhattan, taking with it as it left those whose time had come.
Pearly supposed that they would have to dredge a channel as close to
it as they could get, and trust to luck that the wall would sweep over them at
the right moment. It was a risky business. The harbor man spoke up again,
saying that dredging a channel would be nearly impossible. It would have to cut
across the Bayonne Marsh, where the Baymen lived.
“It’s come to it, then,” said Pearly.” We’ll have to make war on
them, which means killing every single one. The sooner the better, before word
gets out. They’re wicked fierce. I fought one once and nearly died, and it was
nowhere near the cloud wall or the marsh but on dry land in Manhattan, where he
had landed in a gale and I mistook him for a simple fisherman. Their swords fly
so fast you can’t even see them. We’ll have to take them by surprise. We’ll go
over there in canoes when the men are at work, kill the women and children, and
wait in the huts. When the men come back, we’ll catch them unprepared, and
shoot them from behind cover. There’s no sense in an open battle.”
When all the Short Tails finally filed out into the light of the
declining moon—just ahead of a torrent of freezing black water that filled the
siphon soon after they left—their spirits were high. Perhaps it was because of
the beauty of the night, the felt-dark woods soft and cold, the orchard high on
the hill, the view of the sparkling and serene city. They melted into the
fields and trees as only they could, contemplating victory over the Baymen,
willing even to dress as ladies and plunge into the harbor, apprehensive of
penetrating the clouds, eager to build a fire under the ship so that the gold
would pour out, and delighted to think that they could be the richest men on
earth if only they could hold their courage.
Peter Lake, too, had been in the tea bag, pressed in a corner with a
bunch of apprentice woola boys of whom he was one. At first he had been
entranced by the venture. Pearly’s description of the golden room made Peter
Lake think of the deep dreams he had had in which golden animals with soft
golden pelts nudged him in tender affection, and he stroked and kissed the
smooth faces of marvelous flying horses, tame leopards, and good-natured seals.
How canny, immoral, and thievish, to think of trapping the rare light (which he
himself had never seen), and yet how admirable a rebellion. Peter Lake thought
that in wanting the golden light in his peculiar way Pearly Soames had shown
certain of the attributes of innocence. The thieves were in rebellion to
capture the light of heaven—though they thought it was for the loot, or for
Pearly’s color gravity. For half an hour, Peter Lake had listened to the
scheme, wanting it to succeed. He had even come to ignore the surroundings,
devoid as they were of congeniality, and imagined that the chamber of gray
granite was in fact a magical room of inner sunlit shining. But because of the
plan against the Baymen, Peter Lake had become forever alienated from the Short
Tails, and would have to betray them. He, and only he, knew that Pearly would
never have his golden chamber.
PETER
LAKE HANGS FROM A STAR
• • •
Off Castle Garden, a mile to the southeast, near the western edge of
Governors Island, a ship lay resting through a foggy spring night before the long
and arduous trip back to the old world—whether Riga, Naples, or Constantinople
is not certain. But it was probably Constantinople, for the collection of
people on deck and in the silent common spaces that once were echoing and
jammed, was colorful enough still to represent the great melange of races that,
fleeing wounds and fire, drained from Asia, Asiatic Russia, and the Balkans.
The ships that arrived also left. And they took with them, without fanfare,
those who were forced to make two trips. Many of these people were nearly dead
to begin with, and would have to be buried at sea on the voyage home. Others
were well enough to return to hostile or empty villages, where they would live
out their days in amazement that they had been to another world, and come back.
About a hundred people stayed awake that night on the neat little
steamship off Governors Island, staring at the shining palisade of buildings
and bridges across the water. It was late spring; the air was warm; the fog
kept low and made the city beyond look even more dreamlike than it might have
looked on a clearer night. Unable to see the land, they thought that America
was a glowing island reaching infinitely high from the middle of a gentle sea.
They were quiet because they had been stunned. Their hearts had
almost run out of their bodies when the line of people on deck finally started
to move forward, and, with a great cheer, a thousand souls began to descend
from the gangway into the new land. That morning, Brooklyn had spoken off to
the right with its church bells, klaxons, and boat horns. The streets that ran
up its sloping hills glittered and waved in the sun; they were the scene of
constant traffic, as were the harbor, the piers, and the river lanes. Even the
air was crowded with clouds and birds, fleeing together in the wind with unbent
white energy. After so long in places so difficult, the immigrants could
almost hear music as the buildings rose up ahead and sparkled. Here was a place
that was infinitely variable and rich. Its gates were like the gates of heaven;
and if there were some on the other side who said that this was not true, all
one had to say was,” After what I have been through, the power of my dream
makes it true. Even if this place is not the great beauty that I think it is,
I’ll make it so, one way or another.” As they moved in the packed line, they
looked over the rails and saw people beyond the barriers smiling at them as if
to say,” Just wait! You have hard and good times ahead, as I did.” The signals
were from everywhere and very strong. The world they faced was terrifying and
beautiful.
After they had stepped onto solid ground the line divided at the base
of the gangway, and they walked quickly into an enormous room full of people.
The windows were open, and sometimes spring air entered gently in warm breezes
that smelled of flowers and trees. A family of three moved step by step to the
head of the line. The man was sturdy and blond, with a carefully tended
mustache, and eyes as blue as the wet blue cups in a palette of watercolors.
His wife had a weak and lovely mouth that suggested vulnerability, sensitivity,
and compassion, but, unlike the dark waddling pumpkins that stood around her,
she was tall and strong. She carried their son, an infant. The father took the
baby when she left him for the examining room. The people next to him thought
that he was crazy, for he stroked the child almost mechanically, muttering
something to it in a tight and desperate fashion, though he could not take his
eyes off the door where she would come out. When finally she emerged, she
shrugged her shoulders as if to say that she didn’t know what the doctors had
determined. Without a word, she took the baby, glad to get him back, and her
husband left for another room. As he walked away, he saw that she had a symbol
chalked on her back. Then, they examined him. They made him spit into a vial;
they took some blood; and they scanned him rapidly while a clerk wrote down
what they said. After he put on his clothes, they put a chalk mark on his back,
too.
By early evening the meaning of the chalk marks was apparent, of the
hall was empty, but about a hundred people remained. She was already crying by
the time an official came and told them in their own language that they would
be going back.” Why?” they asked, in fear and anger. To answer them, he made
them turn around so he could tell them the one word that had kept them out. For
this young peasant and his wife, that word had been “consumption.”
What about the child?” she asked.” Is there a place for him? If we
have to go back, we’ll leave him.”
“No,” answered the official.” The child stays with you.” His
expression implied that there was something wrong with a mother who wanted to
leave her child.
“You don’t understand,” she said, shaking.” You don’t understand
what we left.” But the official continued down the line of those he had to
condemn, and disappeared in silence. They were left with their child in the
rays of a very clear and harsh electric light.
The ship pulled into the harbor to lie at anchor, mainly, they
thought, so that they would not try to jump off it. Even for those who knew how
to swim, the water was far too cold, the distance to land too great, the
currents too swift. Chunks of ice flowed past, hissing as they melted,
sometimes knocking against the ship’s steel plates like wooden mallets.
He tried to bribe the captain to take the baby ashore, but he didn’t
have enough, and, thus, the captain was not amenable. Perhaps if they had been
turned back for other reasons it would not have been unthinkable to return to
the place that they had been so glad to leave. But they knew that they would
die, and they were determined to leave the child in America no matter how
difficult it would be for them to part with him. It would be as difficult as
dying.
They stood at the rail or they sat within the dark spaces, silently,
just as the others did. Had they been on the open sea it would have been a time
of fear. But they were at the base of a palatial city which glowed at them and
filled their eyes with gold light. They were amazed by the bridges, which
arched in strings of glowing pearls. Never having seen anything like them
before, they did not understand their scale, and imagined them to be many miles
high. They ached with envy and regret as they took in the spring night, unable
to sleep.
He began to wander the halls. Why am I not man enough to accept this?
Why am I so greedy? The picture of his wife leapt before his eyes. At first he
started to cry, but then he became enraged. He slammed his fist against the
bulkhead. A framed print jumped off the wall, its glass shattering about the corridor.”
Greedy!” he shouted, fighting nothing and everything that ever was, at one and
the same instant. Right in front of him was a wooden door of slatted panels,
that begged to be kicked. He gave it one tremendous boot and knocked it off its
hinges. It smashed down so hard and loud on the floor inside that several
things happened. He jumped back in shock. The lights in the room went on. And a
companionway door swung closed.
For a moment, he froze, fearful that one of the crew had heard. But
then he remembered that nearly everyone had taken a boat to shore. A few
officers remained behind, sitting on chairs with their feet up on the rails of
the bridge, smoking and talking as they, too, watched the lights of the city.
They were too far away to hear.
He stepped inside to turn off the light. He was in a meeting room of
some sort. Green leather chairs surrounded a dark wooden table. He looked
about, shut off the light, and started back to the open deck.
Halfway down the hall, he stopped. A chill came over him, and he
shuddered. Then he ran back to the room, found the light, and saw what he had
come to see. In the corner, under a porthole, was a big glass case. In the
glass case was a wooden model of the ship, the City of Justice, a
replica about four feet long. It had a weighted keel, masts, smokestacks. It
was detailed so finely that he pictured within it a little room in which a man
stood staring at a model ship, inside of which was another room and another
model, until the last one was not small, but larger than the universe, having
reversed the cycles and rhythm of size in an inevitable buckling cusp.
He was an orderly
man who never would have smashed down a door or hit walls with his fist. But
that afternoon he and his young wife had received what they thought to be a
death sentence. He took one of the heavy green chairs, lifted it, and brought
it down upon the case. Another crash, and more shattered glass fell to the
floor. It was, in its way, exhilarating. On the dark and deserted fantail, he
and his wife tied lines to the little ship and lowered it into the water. Not
only did it float, it trimmed itself to the wind, and it refused to capsize
even when an enormous swell from a passing tug hit the real ship and exploded over
the replica like a tidal wave. Despite
its remarkable stability, it rode high in the water, maintaining about half a
foot of freeboard. they retrieved it, he went off to find a box of tools. That
was enough, on a half-deserted ship, for a man who had learned how to kick in
doors. When he returned, he used a chisel to open a space aft of the rear
funnel. Putting his hand inside, he discovered that the hollow hull was
spacious and dry. It took until morning to construct a little bed in the
interior, and a hinged vent that, if a wave swept over it, would close tightly
and then reopen.
When a rapidly strengthening sun promised the first hot day of
spring, they put their infant in the ship and lowered the ship over the side.
They watched it ride swiftly out into the green and sunny open water until they
could see it no longer. She cried, because everything that she loved was soon
to be lost.
“You leave your children,” he said,” and they make their way. It
would have been almost the same....” Unable to continue, he looked at her face,
at the weak mouth that was like a thin crooked line. No longer was he her
protector. They had become terribly equal, and when they took one another in
their arms it was unlike anything they had ever done before, for it was the
end. The ship sailed that afternoon. The whistle thundered. Steam issued from
its stacks and raced up in doubling whitened plumes.
• • •
THE miniature City of Justice darted on the waves like a pony
as it drifted in and out of whirling eddies in the tidal race between Brooklyn
and Manhattan. No one saw it as it sailed amid the full-sized harbor traffic,
on several occasions escaping being crushed like an egg beneath the bows of
huge barges and steamships, or rammed by the ferryboats in their monotonous
sleepwalks from one shore to another. With the fall of evening, it was pointed
toward the Jersey shore and the Bayonne Marsh.
This was a mysterious place of unchartable tangled channels and
capacious bays that exploded into sight after issuing from narrow water
tunnels—a topography that had a life of its own, and was constantly altered by
the busy engraving of the cloud wall. The City of Justice worked its way
gently up the channels and through the reeds. In a wide bay that was more fresh
than salt, due to the six rivers that poured through it to the sea, the City
of Justice bumped up against a long white sandbar and came to rest. It
stayed there throughout a warm night of a hundred million stars, without a peep
from the child—who was rocked to sleep by the small waves on the lake.
The Baymen had a cryptic saying: “Truth is no rounder than a horse’s
eye.” Whatever it meant, they passed it on from generation to generation as
they hunted and fished. They poled through the reeds so swiftly that even
kingfishers could move no faster. They were united so with the air and water of
the marsh, moving through them like privileged natural forces, that they could
outrun the cloud wall. Though few from the land had ever seen it, the sight of
a group of ragged Baymen howling and shrieking as they raced ahead of the
galloping cloud wall was extraordinary. For the cloud wall was quick enough to
envelop eagles. But the Baymen could beat it even in canoes, their paddles
pounding the water like great engines, grimaces upon their hairy ragged faces,
the canoe bows planing dangerously, crashing through white water and broken
reeds. They surged ahead of the cloud wall, and, when the chase was over, threw
themselves into the water to cool off, the way a blacksmith plunges his hot
iron into a bulbous tub to hiss and puff.
Thus, the unkempt and cockeyed Baymen were not afraid of fishing or
digging clams in the beautiful deserted lakes and channels near the great white
wall. In fact, most of the time they wanted the cloud wall to act up, to sweep
and scour the yellow bars and golden reeds, and light out over the water after
them. They liked to race it in their thin canoes, and were the only people in
the world who could outwit it: if it caught them, they knew some things to say
that might make it change its mind about snatching them up. There was much
about them that was remarkable and good. However, they were primitive,
ignorant, violent, and dirty. Though this was perhaps a steep price to pay for
access to the fecund shallow lakes at the foot of the cloud wall, it was the
way they were.
In the last hours of the clear night when the City of Justice grounded
itself in a bar on the lake, Humpstone John, Abysmillard, and Auriga Bootes,
all Baymen, set out to fish for the fat red snappers that had run a maze of
channels from the Hudson and found the lakes. The three Baymen took note that
the cloud wall agitated about two miles
in the distance. It thundered, churned, flowed, boiled, crackled, screamed, and
sang—a rapids set perfectly on edge. They cast out their nets. The water was
fresh, and the reeds had begun to sprout green shoots.
As the sun emerged, the wind fled before it, whistling in the reeds
and over the sand and water. The light glistened and turned in front of their
eyes; now gold, now red, now white or yellow; and tones arose from the water—tones
like bells or oboes or the singing of choirs from unimagined worlds. When the
wave of light broke into white foam at the base of the wall and fell back to
fill the crucible of city and bay with its brightness and warmth, the Baymen
felt the presence of something powerful and benevolent, as if the sound and
light presaged a tidal wave of strong gold that someday would sweep over
everything and collide with the wall. They had heard of it. They had heard of
the omnipotent glow that would spread about the bays and the city, of the light
that would make stone and steel translucent. They hoped someday to see it, but
did not dream that they would. In the mornings, though, they watched its
tailings and remnants sweep up against the shore.
The nets had been cast and pulled in several times when the fishermen
stopped to rest and to partake of dried fish wafers, radishes, hard bread, and
clam beer. The most stimulating of all alcoholic beverages, the Baymen’s clam
beer changed color with age and temperature, and was perfect when it was
purple. That meant that it was cold, thick, and dry—an indescribable ambrosia
that made mead taste like horse piss. They sat in their long canoe, eating
silently. Auriga Bootes, whose eyes always combed the horizon and shifted about
from sea to sky, stood up straight, and pointed.” A ship in the lake,” he said,
with great surprise, for the lake was far too shallow for ships. Humpstone
John, an elder of the Baymen, looked up and saw nothing. Since he knew the
dimensions of the estuary, he had adjusted his gaze for sighting a real ship
and passed over the City of Justice by ten or twenty degrees.
“Where, Auriga Bootes?” he asked. Abysmillard glanced about, still
chewing loudly, seeing nothing that might have passed for a ship.
“There, John, there, John,” answered Auriga Bootes, still pointing in
the same direction. Then Humpstone John saw it, too.
“It seems very far away,” he said,” but it seems close as well. It isn’t
moving. Perhaps it has been spit out from the cloud wall and left aground.
There may be a good cargo on board—guns, tools, implements, molasses— “ at
this, Abysmillard perked up, because, for him, molasses was a magnificent
delicacy—“and there may be confused souls.” They put down their food and began
to paddle in the direction of the City of Justice. Faster than they
thought, they glided up to the ship, and were looming over it.
Like an ape, Abysmillard touched his own body, feeling ribs, nose,
and knees. He could not understand what was happening, and thought that he had
grown to be a giant. The other two knew what it was, but the illusion remained
because the ship had been skillfully crafted. The wood of spars and decks was
browner than an oiled nut. The hull’s simulated black steel was as dull and
dark as the side of a bull. And the brass fittings were as tarnished as if they
had been years at sea, not in a glass case.
“You see that,” said Humpstone John, indicating the ship’s name in white.”
That’s writing.”
“What’s writing?” asked Auriga Bootes, staring at the funnel, which
he thought might be what Humpstone John called writing.
“That,” said Humpstone John, pointing directly at the bow. Auriga
Bootes leaned over and jiggled an anchor in his fingers.
“This?”
he asked.
“No!
The white stuff, there.”
‘Oh,
that. That’s writing, huh. What does it do?”
‘It’s like talking, but it makes no sound.” “Its like talking, but it
makes no sound,” Auriga Bootes repeated.
Then he and Abysmillard laughed deep, fat, snorting laughs. Sometimes,
they thought, Humpstone John, despite his wisdom, was truly a fool.
The miniature ship
was not much of a prize, but they decided to take it home anyway, and attached
a line to the bow so that they could tow it behind their canoe. Halfway across
the lake the baby and began to cry. The three Baymen halted in the middle of their
strokes. Stock-still as their paddles dripped water, they tilted their heads to
find the sound. Humpstone John rustled through a burlap rags in front of him,
thinking that one of the Baymen had left a baby in the rags by mistake, or put
it there as a joke. He found no baby, but the baby’s cries continued. Still
gliding, he pulled on the rope, and the City of Justice came near. The
noise was from inside. Humpstone John pulled a broadsword from his belt and
cracked open the ship the way one cracks an egg with a knife. A wizard with the
sword, like all Baymen, he judged the thickness and strength of the wood in the
stroke of the steel, and penetrated no farther than was necessary to split the
shell. The sword was back in his belt before it had had a chance to gleam in
the sun, and the baby hung in midair as the two halves of the now-dead replica
parted and upended. Auriga Bootes snatched the child before it hit the water,
and tossed it onto the burlap rags. Then, without the slightest acknowledgment
of what had happened, they continued paddling. There was no point in talking
about it. Abysmillard could not have talked about it even had he wished to do
so. For him, thick tongue-tied stump that he was, it was as if nothing had
happened. And as far as the other two were concerned, there was now another
mouth to feed, another child who would laugh and giggle in the huts.
• • •
HE was one of them until he reached the age of twelve. They had
called him Peter, and then, to tell him apart from the several other boys of
the same name, had chosen for him a last name that fit the way they thought of
him—as the child pulled from the lake. He quickly learned most of what they had
to teach, and was good at the things they did. There was no formal training,
and the children just picked up the skills of the Baymen as they grew. For
example, the ability they had with swords was unequaled, demanding extraordinary
strength and coordination. But, more than that, it required a free path to the
deed of the blade itself, as if it had already been done and needed only to be
confirmed. Peter Lake learned the sword at a stroke, when he was eleven.
He had been in the back of a canoe, paddling for Humpstone John as
the old man threw out his weighted circle net. They saw a figure walking toward
them along the flats that led to the cloud wall, which that day was turbulent
and gray. When it was upset, it often did strange things. The man who
approached seemed to have come from the barrier itself. He was dazed but
pugnacious, either some sort of ancient Japanese warrior or an escapee from an
asylum on Cape May. He came directly at them, hand on his sword, shouting in
the strangest language that Humpstone John or Peter Lake had ever heard. It
wasn’t English, and it wasn’t Bay. Surmising that the newcomer thought he was
in another time or another country, Humpstone John said “This is the marsh. You probably want
Manhattan. If you stop shouting, we’ll take you there, where you’ll probably
find others like yourself, and even if not, it’s not the kind of place where
anyone will notice your outlandish modes. And will you please stop your jabbering
and speak English.”
The warrior responded by stepping forward knee-deep in the water in a
rapid pivoting stance that indicated the onset of combat. Humpstone John
suspected that no matter how conciliatory he might be, there was going to be a
fight. He sighed as the samurai, or whatever he was, drew a long silver sword
and rushed the boat, screaming like someone who has been pushed off a cliff.
Humpstone John threw his round net in the air, withdrew the broadsword from its
scabbard, and handed it to Peter Lake.” You try it,” he said.” It’s a good way
to learn.”
The samurai charged toward them with deafening screams.” Where do I
hold it?” Peter Lake asked.” Where do you hold what?” “The sword.”
“By the handle, of course. Hurry, now....” The warrior stood two feet
from the canoe. His long heavy blade stretched from the back of his head to his
ankles, held executioner’s style before an impending stroke. His face was
grimaced so that he looked like a blowfish. The sword began to travel.
“You’d better block that blow,” Humpstone John said calmly. Peter
Lake held his broadsword perpendicular to that of his opponent just in time for
a chilling clash of metal against metal.
Now what, John?” Peter Lake said, as the warrior’s sword slid off his
own and cut deep into the gunwales of the canoe. Try an upward stroke under his
sword arm. Quickly.” He uses both arms, John,” Peter Lake answered, ducking his
head as a whining blow passed almost invisibly where his neck had been.
“That’s true, I warrant.” Humpstone John thought
for a moment.” Try either one.”
The opposing swordsman uttered a terrifying cry as he thrust his
blade in a two-handed lunge straight at Peter Lake’s heart. Peter Lake parried
it, and it cut off a large part of Humpstone John’s beard.
“Crap!” said Humpstone John.” Get to it already.
I love my beard.”
“All right,” said the young Peter Lake, and moved the razorsharp
broadsword in a quick stroke up, cutting deep into his opponent’s left arm.
That seemed to awaken something in him, for he made several other moves, so
fast that they were nearly invisible, so graceful that they seemed to be one
motion, and came very close to disemboweling the attacker, who dropped his
sword into the shallows and stumbled toward the cloud wall—which then obliged
him as either ambulance or undertaker (no one ever knew).
“Shall I fish up his sword, John?” Peter Lake asked, still shaking,
but enormously proud that he had survived his first combat.
“Whose sword?” Humpstone John, who had returned to fishing, wanted to know.
“The man I just fought.”
“Oh, him. What, his sword? Crap, it’s tin. Leave it where it lies.”
Peter Lake could, just barely, outrace the cloud wall when it
oscillated across the sand flats, and he knew that he would never go without
food or shelter as long as there were reeds standing upright in the water, and
fish, clams, and crabs swimming, scuttling, and lying at rest among them. He
could recite tolerably well in Bay, while the elders stared into the dying
fire, satisfied with his skill. He had just begun, like all the Bay children of
that age, to sleep with his sister. The Baymen practiced this (which was why
Abysmillard was what he was) without thinking for a minute that it might not be
a good idea. Peter Lake was set upon his sister, Anarinda, very early on. He
was not really her brother, and, anyway, she did not conceive—no one would have
at first. Anarinda was very beautiful, and Peter Lake was delighted. He asked
Abysmillard and Auriga Bootes how long one could keep on doing what he had just
learned. Abysmillard did not know of such things, and Auriga Bootes referred peter
Lake to Humpstone John, who replied,” Oh, four or five hundred years, I guess,
depending upon your virility, and upon what it is that you call a year.”
Caring little for definitions, Peter Lake thought that he was in a
really fine position, since whatever a year was, it seemed like eternity and
Anarinda’s nakedness and the way things went when they rolled about together in
the warmth of the hut were greatly diverting. If this would last for another
four or five hundred years... well, what more could anyone ask? That spring he
grew quite smug, and thinking that this state would span half a dozen
centuries, he sang, danced, and walked about humming to himself little ditties
that he made up about Anarinda, such as:
Oh, Anarinda,
breasts as round as clams,
Thighs as smooth as
flounder’s soul,
Hair as gold as hay.
In you my bell shall
toll,
Anarinda, Anarinda,
darling of the bay.
But this happiness lasted nowhere near five hundred years. In fact,
it lasted not even a week, for Humpstone John informed him that he had to
leave. He would not be able to stay with the Baymen, because he had not been
born a Bayman. They had taken good care of him for twelve years. Now he was on
his own.
A year or two later and he would have been dying to go across the
bay, as were all the boys of that age. But he was still young enough to feel
that the marsh was everything there was of the world, and to be happy that
there seemed to be little more, which is exactly why they sent him packing.
They knew that to survive in Manhattan he would have to know something of
bitterness before he arrived. And bitter he would always be at the thought of
how they decked him out before he paddled across. They gave him a shell crown
and a feather necklace (their symbols of manhood), a good broadsword, a new
net, a bag of fish wafers, and a jug of clam beer. They told him that with
these things he would be well prepared for the city. He had never given
Manhattan much thought, for it had seemed only like a lot of high gray
mountains that shone at night. He was sad to leave, but imagined that there he
would find fine inlets teeming with fish, comfortable huts full of anarindas,
and a life not unlike the life he had known. He crossed over early one evening
in late spring.
• • •
MANHATTAN, a high narrow kingdom as hopeful as any that ever was,
burst upon him full force, a great and imperfect steel-tressed palace of a
hundred million chambers, many-tiered gardens, pools, passages, and ramparts
above its rivers. Built upon an island from which bridges stretched to other
islands and to the mainland, the palace of a thousand tall towers was
undefended. It took in nearly all who wished to enter, being so much larger
than anything else that it could not ever be conquered but only visited by
force. Newcomers, invaders, and the inhabitants themselves were so confused by
its multiplicity, variety, vanity, size, brutality, and grace, that they lost
sight of what it was. It was, for sure, one simple structure, busily divided,
lovely and pleasing, an extraordinary hive of the imagination, the greatest
house ever built. Peter Lake knew this even as he stood on the Bowery in his
homespun, shell crown, and feather necklace, at five o’clock in the evening,
on a Friday in May.
He held the jug of purple clam beer in one hand, and the oily
raccoon-skin bag of fish wafers in the other. He was dumbfounded, but learning
fast. The first thing to happen was the theft of his canoe the minute he
stepped out of it onto a pier at South Street. Hardly had he turned his back
when shadowy forms emerged from the mossy pilings and sucked it in with them as
if into hell. Within five minutes he saw boys carrying its splintered pieces
to be sold for firewood. By the time he reached the Bowery, the wood was
burning underneath the crackling flesh of fowl, pigs, and cows roasting for
sale to passersby. As soon as the flames had died and yet another pig or lamb
been positioned for a new burn, the sidewalk cooks had sold the ashes to
gray-colored human wrecks who lugged huge bags of cinder and ash for sale to
chemical companies and greenhouses. Peter Lake approached one of them and
pointed at the enormous sack which almost hid its porter but for his tiny
wizened head and two bloodshot popped eyes.” That’s my canoe,” he said.
“What’s
your canoe?” inquired the bulky miserable.
“That,”
answered Peter Lake, still pointing to the sack.
“That’s your canoe, huh,” said
the ashman, regarding Peter Lake up and down from his shell crown to his
muskrat booties.
“Well then you won’t mind if
old Jake Salween uses it to sail to China, will you? Good day to you, m’boy!
They’ll soon be taking you to Overweary’s.”
“Overweary’s?”
“As
if you didn’t know! Outta my way, you crazy midget.”
It seemed to Peter Lake that the city, or as much as he had seen of
it, was similar to the cloud wall. Its motion, the sounds erupting from all
directions, the great vitality, struck him as a cloud wall laid flat, like a
boiling carpet. But, whereas the wall was white, the city was a palette of
upwelling colors. Its forms and geometry entranced him—the orange blaze in
clear upper windows; a gas lamp’s green and white bell-like glare; leaping
tongues of fire; red-hot booming chambers in the charcoal; shoe-black horses
trotting airily at the head of varnished carriages; peaked and triangular
roofs; the ballet of the crowds as they took stairs, turned corners, and forged
across streets; the guttural noises of machinery (he heard in the distance a
deep sound like that of the cloud wall, but it was the sound of steam engines,
flywheels, and presses); sails that filled the ends of streets with billows of
white or sharp angular planes, and then collapsed into the bordering buildings
or made of themselves a guillotine; the shouts of costumed sellers; buildings
(he had never seen buildings) deep inside of which were rows of sparkling lamps
(he had never seen lamps), small trees and tables, and acres of beautiful upright
women who, unlike the Baywomen, wore clothes that made them look like silky-skinned
jungle birds, though more bosomy and at times more aloof. He had never seen
uniforms, trolleys, glass windows, trains, and crowds. The city exploded upon
him, bursting through the ring of white shells that crowned his head. He
staggered bout the fire and tumult of Broadway and the Bowery, not understanding
everything he saw. For instance, a man turned a handle on box, and music came
out, while a small being, half-animal and half-man, danced about on the street
and collected things in his hat. Peter Lake tried to talk to him. The man
turning the handle said it be wise to give the creature money.
“What’s money?” asked Peter Lake.
“Money is what you give the monkey, or the monkey pee on you,”
replied the organ-grinder.
“Money is what you give the monkey... or the monkey pee on you,’“
repeated Peter Lake, trying to understand. When he realized that the little
man in the red suit was “the monkey,” he realized as well that the monkey was
peeing on him. He jumped back, determined (among other things) to get some
money.
In an hour he was more tired than he had ever been; his feet ached
and his muscles were tight; his head felt like a copper caldron that had been
thrown down the stairs. The city was like war—battles raged all around, and
desperate men were on the street in crawling legions. He had heard the Baymen
tell of war, but they had never said it could be harnessed, its head held down,
and made to run in place. On several score thousand miles of streets were many
cataclysmic armies interacting without formation—ten thousand prostitutes on
Broadway alone; half a million abandoned children; half a million of the lame
and blind; scores of thousands of active criminals locked in perpetual combat
with as many police; and the vast number of good citizens, who in their normal
lives were as fierce and rapacious as other cities’ wild dogs. They did not buy
and sell, they made killings and beat each other out. They did not walk on the
streets, they forged ahead like pikemen, teeth clenched and hearts pounding.
The divisions between all the different stripes of desperado and the regular
run-of-the-mill inhabitants were so fine and subtle that it was nearly
impossible to identify a decent man. A judge who passed sentence on a criminal
might deserve ten times more severe a condemnation, and might someday receive
it from a colleague four times again as corrupt. The entire city was a far more
complicated wheel of fortune than had ever been devised. It was a close model
of the absolute processes of fate, as the innocent and the guilty alike were
tumbled in its vast overstuffed drum, pushed along through trap-laden mazes,
caught dying in airless cellars, or elevated to platforms of royal view.
Peter Lake had no more idea why he felt and sensed what he did than a
patient in surgery has of what exactly is happening to him as he is sawed and
cut. He was overcome by feeling. The city was a box of fire, and he was inside,
burning and shaking, pierced continually by
sights too sharp to catalog. He dragged himself about the maze of
streets, lugging his purple beer and his fish wafers. There were no bays, no
huts, no soft sandy places in which to lie down.
But there were anarindas. There were so many anarindas that he
wondered if he were sane. They passed everywhere, to the side, above below,
deep within the glass-fronted boxes, like fish swimming enticingly in schools,
gravity less and laughing. The supply was unending; it flowed like a river.
Their voices were as fine as bells, crystal, birds, and song. He decided that
he would do best if he picked an anarinda who would take him home with her.
They could eat the fish wafers, drink the clam beer, shed their clothes, and
roll about in whatever soft places these anarindas slept. He would choose the
best one he could find. What anarinda, after all, could resist him in his
shells, feathers, and furs, with an entire jug of clam beer at his side? Many
anarindas passed, all fine. But the one he chose was special indeed. She was
almost twice as tall as he was. Her broad face was so perfectly beautiful above
a high gray collar (upon which was pinned an emerald) that she seemed like a
goddess. She carried a sable wrap, and she had other jewels besides the
emerald. It was wonderful, especially since she was about to step into a shiny
black box pulled by two muscular horses.
Peter Lake approached her, indicated by a snap of the wrist first the
bag of fish wafers and then the jug, and then held his chin up and stamped his
feet in the insolent mating gesture of the Baymen. The shell crown jiggled and
his feathers flew. At first, he thought that he had succeeded, because her eyes
were wide with amazement. But then he saw an expression of fear move across her
lovely features like a cloud across the moon. The door slammed in his face, and
the box moved away.
He
repeated this seduction a number of times, but even the lost ragged of
anarindas disdained him. Exhausted as he was, and dejected, he wandered still,
searching for a place to stay, for night had already fallen. Although he did
not know where he was going, the streets were so tangled and numerous that he
was never in the same place twice, and everywhere he went he found arresting
scenes (a dog turning somersaults, a man wrapped in a white sheet cursing the
crowd, the crash of two hearses). After three hours (it was only eight o’clock)
the Bayonne Marsh seemed as faint and distant as another world, and he knew
that he was now lost in a long and magnificent dream. Scenes and colors
mounted, driven like the waves of a storm, until he reeled with confusion.
Then he came to a small park, a square surrounded by stone buildings.
It was quiet, dark green, and as peaceful and promising as the emerald on its
field of gray angora. There were trees, soft grass, and dark spaces. In the
center was a fountain. All around the perimeter, gas lamps shone through the
trees as they moved in the wind, casting patterns of light and dark. And an
anarinda was dancing there with another anarinda. One was small and had red
hair and a green shirt. The other was much larger and far more sensual (even
though she was not much more than Peter Lake’s age) and she had flying blond
hair, red cheeks, and a hot cream-colored shirt. They were dancing around the
fountain, arm in arm, in an old Dutch dance, their cheeks touching, their hands
entwined. They had no music; they hummed. And there was no reason for them to
be dancing that Peter Lake could see, except that it was an exceptionally
beautiful night.
• • •
THEY wore loose-fitting brown shoes which clapped the macadam with a
hollow jolly sound, and they dipped and turned with such fun that Peter Lake
wanted to join in. So he did, resting jug, bag, and sword in a pile before he
jumped out into the open space to dance. He danced somewhat like the Indians,
from whom the Baymen had long before learned clam dances and strange roundelays
in imitation of wind-blown reeds. Because the two girls were so happy, Peter
Lake did a moon dance. He jumped and tucked, and played games from one
fur-wrapped foot to another. They twirled about him as soon as his clinking
shells came to their attention. The picture they made together was pleasing to
passersby, who threw pieces of silver on the ground at their feet. This stuff,
Peter Lake knew, was money. But though he had come to know what it was, he did
not understand it for a long time after that, being puzzled by several of its
mysterious rules. The first was that it was almost impossible to get. The
second, that, once
you had it, it was almost impossible to keep. The third, that these laws
applied only to each individual but not to anyone else. In other words, though
money was impossible to get and impossible to keep, for everyone else it flowed
in by the bucketful and stayed forever. The fourth rule was that money liked to
live in clean, shiny, colorful places of fine texture and alluring shadows. A
lot of it seemed to reside at the edge of the park in tall houses of deep
reddish-brown stone. On the other side of these houses’ clear windows, warm
lights were shining and wide clear panels of maroon, red, green, and white
appeared, as did the sparkle of silver and the glow of flame. He could see this
even while dancing. And he could feel that he was excluded from such places, even though
the people who lived there threw coins at him for doing the moon dance. That
was a further mystery. They threw coins at him for doing something he loved,
something that was easy, something that he would have done anyway. When Peter
Lake danced by the night fountain in the dark green square, and was given coins
for his dancing, he became a thief. Though it would take a long time for him to
understand the principle, it was that to be paid for one’s joy is to steal.
Having learned this lesson even if he did not understand it, he felt a bond
with thieves, which was good, for the two girls were spielers.
“What
are spielers?” he asked them as they splashed their reddened sweaty faces with
cold water from the fountain.
“Where
are you from, “ said the big one, “that you don’t know what are spielers?”
“I’m
from the marsh.”
They
didn’t know what he was talking about. As they distributed the money they told
him about spieling. ”We dance, like in a
crowd, and we get their attention. They throw money...”
“Money
is what you give the monkey, or the monkey pee on you, “ said Peter Lake. The
two girls looked at one another.
“They
throw money, and Little Liza Jane picks their pockets. That’s spieling.”
“Why were
you dancing now, after they stopped throwing money?”
“Dunno, “
said the big one.
”Why
not?”
The big
one was Little Liza Jane, and the little one was Dolly.
There
had been a third, a dark girl named Bosca, but she had died not long before.
“What
did she die of?” asked Peter Lake.
“The
washtub,” answered Little Liza Jane, without explaining further.
They took him in as a replacement for Bosca. He would dance with
Dolly while Little Liza Jane picked pockets. He asked them if they had a soft
place to sleep, and they said they did. It took them three hours to get there.
They crossed several small rivers and five streams. They wound down a hundred
crooked alleys that looked like opera sets. They passed over great bridges, through commercial squares where men
ate fire and meat was roasted on swords, and by half a dozen wide doors that
led far into smoky factories that pounded like hearts. As they walked, Peter
Lake sang the sounds that he heard coming from within the iron
workplaces—“Boom, atcha atcha rap-umbella, boom, bok, atcha atcha, zeeeeeee-ah!
bahlaka bahlaka bahlaka, ooooh-tak! chik chik chik chik! beema! um baba um
baba, dilla dilla dilla, mash! um baba um baba, dilla dilla dilla okk!” He
noticed that in the city people walked not only like chargers but in strange
rhythmic dances—their bodies moving up and down, their arms going in and out,
their hips tattooing in womanly zeal (if they were women, and, sometimes, even
if not). He asked the two spielers if there were a war, or if something
terrible had happened, because he could not understand the leaping fires, the
homeless armies, the rubble, the commotion. They looked around, and said that
nothing seemed to be out of the ordinary. He was ready to faint from
exhaustion.
They reached a street of symmetrical tenements. The spielers lived
not in the tenements themselves but within the hidden square they formed. They
went through a dark whitewashed tunnel and discovered a vast concealed court
surrounded by perhaps a hundred buildings. In the center was a broken garden
not yet revived by spring, except for a dense growth of weeds. At its edge,
dwarfed by the tenements, was a little shack. The spielers lived not in the
shack but in its basement. They descended through a cellar door and found a
small dark room with a tiny window near the ceiling. Some leftover coals glowed
in the belly of an oil-drum stove. Dried vegetables hung on the wall, as did a
pot and a few utensils. The one piece of furniture an enormous bed with uneven
legs that gave it a list, and upon was half a dozen tired pillows, sheets, and
blankets. Surprisingly, it were not too dirty. This was the soft place in which
the spielers slept.
“Little Liza Jane lit a tallow lamp, and Dolly threw some wood the stove,” said Dolly after it was done. She often spoke of herself in the third person.” It will take an hour for the water to boil and the vegetables to cook.” Peter Lake showed them the fish wafers and explained how to make a stew by shredding them and tying them in knots before tossing them in the boiling water, to improve the flavor. They thought they would rest before they ate, but instead they drank most of the clam beer. Little Liza Jane pulled off her shirt in the crossing of her arms, and Dolly followed. Then they took off their skirts. Peter Lake was already in quite a float because of the clam beer, and this appealed to him rather strongly. Little Liza Jane was sixteen, and fully developed. Dolly was still pubescent, but what she lacked in volume she made up for in freshness, and, anyway, Little Liza Jane had volume enough for two. Her dancing bosom filled Peter Lake’s eyes. He thought that what was now bound to occur would be the same as it had been with Anarinda, but with two anarindas. Moaning with pleasure, he removed his own clothes. This was as difficult as pulling a sidesaddle through a lobster trap. When finally he was free, he opened his eyes to feast upon the many breasts and legs in the bed. But they were all tangled up in one another already, and the two girls were breathing in slow lascivious hisses. He heard a small trickle of sucking. What was going on here? He checked to see if both were, as he had thought, anarindas. Both were anarindas—there was no doubt about that. This was something new, but since everything about the city was new, he was not surprised. He took note. They were not interested in him, although they let him enter and satisfy himself several times, after which he was not interested in them. Then, hours later, no one was interested in anyone anymore but only in the stew. They ate in silence, and went to sleep just before the sun came up.
As if they were smokers of opium, the three of them half heard the
voice of Little Liza Jane. She said,” Tomorrow we’ll go to Madison Square.
There are a lot of suckers in Madison Square.” And the gray smoke of sleep
filled their little chamber and pressed them down pleasantly upon their soft,
tilted bed.
• • •
THE next morning, Peter Lake saw the city through different eyes as
he would from then on whenever he awoke. It was never the same from one day to
the next. Dark, close, smoky afternoons; oceans of rain; autumn days clearer
than crystal paperweights; sunshine and shadow—no one city existed.
He arose early. The two girls were caught up in the blankets. Peter
Lake dressed and was quickly outside, the first to see the sun light the
highest chimney top of the surrounding tenements. Standing in the garden,
waist-deep in weeds, he wondered what the insides of these structures were
like. He had never been in a building. For all he knew, when he opened the door
he would see a new city within, as vast and entertaining as the one he had just
discovered. On that late spring morning, almost summer, he went to the nearest
tenement door and swung it open, expecting to see as if from a high hill a
great city in winter laid out before him in a cold dawn. Someday, perhaps, he
would. But now there was only darkness and a sickening smell. He cautiously
negotiated a flight of stairs (having been raised on the marsh, he knew nothing
of height) and came to a landing. Cord and twine had been tied all about the
banisters. Children playing, he thought. He saw in the blackness that the dark
walls were scratched and gouged. This was a horrible place, far from water,
sky, or sand. He would have left and forgotten it had he not for some reason
been impelled to go up one more flight of stairs. He was in the heart of the
building now, as far away from the light as if he had been deep in the grave. He
was just about to turn around when suddenly he became motionless with the
graceful and quick self-restraint of a hunter who has stumbled upon his prey. A
child stood before him, not an ordinary child, or so he hoped. It could not
have been more than three or four, and was dressed in a filthy black smock. Its
head was enormous, shaven, distorted. The brows and crown protruded as if to
burst. In back, it was the same. Peter Lake winced. This creature, standing in
the rubble, had its hand in its mouth, and was leaning against the wall,
staring blankly ahead. Its jaws trembled, and the hideous swollen skull rocked
back and forth in convulsive movements. Peter Lake’s instincts told him that
there was not much life left for it to live. He wanted to help, but he had no
experience or memory to guide him. He could neither leave nor stay. He watched
it shake and bob in the near-darkness until, somehow, he fell reeling back into
the light.
Such a thing as the child left alone to die in the hallway was
unknown on the marsh. But here, in the dawn, was mortality itself. In the city
were places to fall from which one could never emerge— dark dreams and slow
death, the death of children, suffering without grace or redemption, ultimate
and eternal loss. The memory of the child stayed with him. But that was not to
be the end of it, for reality went around in a twisting ring. Even the
irredeemable would be redeemed, and there was a balance for everything. There
had to be. He went back to the spielers.
“Leave your sword,” the girls had said,” or the leatherheads will
take after you.”
A Bayman never parted from his sword except to swim or roll.” I
wouldn’t leave my sword here,” Peter Lake said, thinking that he had come up
with a wonderful new phrase,” for a lot of money.”
“That’s a good one,” said Dolly.” I hope you spiel better than that.”
Madison Square was just as far as the park where he had met them.
After a ferry, two bridges, a train, and half a dozen tunnels, they had to
weave for several hours through a labyrinth of streets, passages, alleys, and
arcades, all exploding with life. Peter Lake was exhausted even before he got
to work. But then, in the middle of the wonderful park surrounded by high
buildings interconnected by a web of aerial bridges, he began a series of moon
dances, clam dances, and reed sways. Dolly danced around him, while Little Liza
Jane walked to and fro in the crowd, picking pockets.
Little Liza Jane (a
beauty, really) had a perfect venal sense, and when she saw a fat man in a
plaid suit waltz out of the Bank of Turkey, she went for him like a bee. She
discovered in his over-crowded wallet exactly $30, 000. Trembling, she made
Peter Lake stop a wild clam dance and accompany her and Dolly to a corner of the
park. There they divided up equally, with Peter Lake’s share of the morning’s
take amounting to $10, 004. 28. Little Liza Jane said that the police would be
after them if the fat man complained, so it would be wise to break up and meet
again that night.” Right here,” she said.” Meanwhile, put the money in a bank.”
“What’s that?” asked Peter Lake. She taught him to read the word
“bank” and told him that if he put money in the building where the word was
written, the money would be safe. Peter Lake readily accepted this advice, and
they parted. He found a bank, walked inside, tucked his pile of new
bills neatly against a wall, and left, assured that he now had money, so that
no monkeys would pee on him. With that out of the way, he wandered into the glass
palace at Madison Square, intending to pass some time until work resumed in the
evening.
• • •
MACHINES. Everywhere
there were machines, and
more machines. At first, Peter
Lake thought they were animals that had learned how to dance in one place. For
him, the metallic underworld, or overworld, was immediately glorious and
irresistibly hypnotic. Never before had he seen such stuff. Light flooded in
the windows and cut through high squadrons of palms. A suspended orchestra
played swaybacked music attuned to the strange mechanical dances. From the
center of an overfattened block of steel shapes, a green piston struggled to
rise, gasping. Wheels of all colors everywhere trembled and reversed, and then
set to rolling as if chased by a dog. Balls on rods rose and fell; gears ticked
and tocked; slammer blocks crashed together repetitiously like angered elk.
Little plumes of steam riffled through the palms, and surprise squirts of water
and oil were spat out sideways from monstrous prestidigitating engines as large
as a city square. Peter Lake loved these things. And there were two thousand
of them on the floor, each and every one laboring and puffing. For the first
time, he was glad to have been turned away from the marsh. In the movement of
the machines, he saw beyond everything he had yet known. Like waves, wind, and
water, they moved. They were, in themselves, power and elation.
Wandering among the machines—two thousand machines!— he grew dizzy
and ecstatic. He didn’t know what a single one of them was for, so he decided
to ask. Standing next to each sputtering behemoth was a guardian of sorts,
actually a salesman. Peter Lake had never met a salesman, and it is strange to
imagine that a man with a fifty-ton $200, 000 machine to hawk would spend any
time at all with a twelve-year-old boy dressed in muskrat booties, skins, feathers,
and shells. But all Peter Lake had to do was walk up to one of the giant
engines and say to its guardian,” This, what is this?”
“What is this? What is this! This! my dear sir, is the
Barking-ton-Payson Semi-Automatic Level-Seeking Underwater Caisson Drill and
Dynamite Spacer! You will not find, in all this exhibition or in all the world,
another SALSUCDADS that even compares with it. Let’s start with the design.
Come over here to the finely crafted pum-ble shoe fabricated in Dusseldorf.
Notice the solid turkey piece, the gleaming yodelagnia, and the pure steel
bellows spring. Now, the turkey piece is directly linked to a superbly
calibrated meltonian rod, at the base of which you will find an unusual feature
common only to top-of-the-line SALSUCDADS—a blue oscar chuck! This is the best
quality you can get. I use it myself. I don’t normally tell people this, but
I’ll tell you. I wouldn’t go near any other SALSUCDADS. I swear, I’d trade my
wife for it. Look at those intake blades. Have you ever seen such intake
blades? The crust drill alone is worth the entire price of the machine. Pure
salinium! A doubly protected fen wheel! Shielded from the pacer by a rock-solid
tandy piece! Open it and feel the smooth calabrian underglide. Now, let’s get
to the point. You have half a million dollars of undercracking to budge across.
Do you use a cheap piece of cat crap? Of course not, not someone like you. I
know an expert when I look him in the eye. You can’t fool me. You, my friend,
are one of God’s own mechanics! A craftsman like you wants to budge across with
something solid and fine, something dependable and well constructed, the
Barkington-Payson. Come over here and inspect the whistle pip. Pure volpinium!
Now, let me let you in on a little secret about the price....”
Peter Lake listened to him for two and a half hours. The boy’s mouth
hung open as he strained to understand every word. He thought that this, along
with picking pockets and red-robed monkeys, was one of the cornerstones of the
civilization into which he tumbled. But he was interrupted by two police
officers and a priest, who seized him, tied his hands behind his back, took him
from the sparkling exhibition hall, put him in a prison wagon full of children,
and drove him off to Reverend Overweary’s Home for Lunatic Boys.
All over the city, children without parents could be found huddled
together like rabbits, sleeping in the warmth of daylight, in barrels and
cellars and wherever there was a little quiet and stillness. At night, the cold
set them in motion and flung them into the arms of adventures and depredations
for which children have never been suited and never will be. There were more
than half a million of them, and they succumbed as fast or faster than did
their elders to diseases and to violence, so that as often as not the coffins
in potter’s field were of diminutive and touching proportions: gravediggers
could sometimes handle two or three at a time. No one knew the children’s names
(in some cases they had not even had names), and no one ever would. Sometimes
people of good conscience would ask,” What happens to these children?” meaning
all the children on the streets, summer and winter. The answer was that some
grew up to work or steal; some passed from institution to institution, or
cellar to cellar; and the rest were buried—out in the fields beyond the city,
where it was quiet and flat and full of scrub.
Children sometimes lost their senses and wandered about, insane. And
so there was the Overweary Home, set up to provide shelter and training for
boys of the street who had gone mad. In one of their sweeps, Reverend
Overweary’s associates had noticed Peter Lake because of his costume.
He discovered rather quickly that the home was ruled by three men.
Reverend Overweary himself was a tragic figure, always incapacitated by his
deeply felt compassion for the boys. He was frequently in tears, and suffered
greatly because of the sufferings of others. Because of this, he had neither
the time nor the energy to supervise properly his second in command, Deacon
Bacon, and Deacon Bacon was sure to find in each new batch a few boys who responded
with vigor to his direct and enthusiastic attentions during the first
delousing. The moment of truth came when Deacon Bacon joined the happy boys in
the steaming baths, ready to apply the patubic acid. Peter Lake refused to have
the patubic acid applied by the deacon, insisting upon doing it himself. Some
of the new internees simply did not know. Some were eager for the approach of
the kindly looking six-footer with horn-rimmed glasses and a nose like the beak
of a bird. Things soon sorted themselves out (as they always Ho) and Reverend
Overweary looked the other way as Deacon Bacon retired with his entourage for
days at a time to a cottage which was furnished and decorated like a sultan’s
front parlor on an isle in the Sea of Marmara.
But who was Reverend Overweary to chastise his deacon? His house
stood like a palace, dwarfing even the cell blocks of gray stone in which more
than two thousand boys lived at any one time. Reverend Overweary threw
extravagant balls to which he invited the rich, the intelligentsia, and
visiting royalty. They came because the food was good and because they thought
that he was a man of means who had channeled a personal fortune of millions
into sheltering his charges. Quite the opposite. The boys supported him, for in
the guise of training and education he leased them out in gangs to anyone who
needed them. The going rate for unskilled labor was four to six dollars a day,
twelve hours, no nonsense. Overweary had his boys out every day at five dollars
a head. He spent a dollar on their upkeep, and thus realized a profit of about
$8, 000 a day; less, actually, for the totals were constantly eroded by
sickness, death, and escape (the three of which often combined in a unified
process). The compassionate reverend got the boys off the street, taught them
how to work, saved them from potter’s field, and took in several million
dollars a year. When the boys left, they left without a cent.
Peter Lake stayed until he was almost fully grown. Though he was a
slave, he was in paradise, this because of the third force in the equilibrium
of the Overweary Home—Reverend Mootfowl.
• • •
THE day that Peter Lake was seized in the machinery
hall, Reverend Mootfowl had been in charge of the sweep. To the irritation of
the police who accompanied him, he had insisted upon visiting the exhibition
because he was unable to resist any display of technology, engineering, or
machinery. He had been among the very first to staff the home, when things had
not been so well organized, and prior to his “ordination” Overweary had sent
him through a bunch of technical colleges. Mootfowl seemed to have no
emotions, desires, or concerns, except those of metal working, smithing,
machine building, pump design, beam raising, cable spinning, and structural engineering.
He was forever at the forge or workbench, crafting, cutting, designing. He
lived steel, iron, and timber. He could fabricate anything. He was a mad
craftsman, a genius of tools.
Peter Lake soon became one of the elite half-hundred that worked day
and night in the glare of the forge. Brought to the subject early and hard,
they became master mechanics, and they and Mootfowl were the right people in
the right time, for the city had just begun to mechanize. Engines had come
alive, and lighted every corner, crowning themselves in plumes of smoke and
steam. Once they had been started, slowly, surely, there would never be an end
to their rhythmic splendor. They added to the body of the city not just muscle
and speed, but a new life for the tireless ride to the future. A staggering
number of disparate things had to be strung together. Electricity was
being introduced throughout—a
savage, speedy, sparkling gleam. Steam in a honeycomb of tunnels, great
engines to drive the dynamos, trains underneath the streets, and buildings
built higher and higher, were a new world of and for mechanics. As the machines
began their ascension, when the city itself became a machine, millions worked
day and night in a fury to attend the birth, to make sure that the right things
were done, to provide the steel and stone and hard tools with which the pulsing
heart would be sustained.
Builders and machinists came from everywhere to layer the city in new
steel. They were able to use materials as fast as the materials could be
produced. Pennsylvania, an entire wilderness, became their smoking hearth. They
stripped the forests just for frames to help the ironwork. They mined, logged,
and blasted, and brought everything to the city to be put in order. Not
surprisingly, they had a never-ending need for skillfully crafted small pieces.
These were the things of steel that Peter Lake learned to mill and
forge—gaskets, bolts, rocker arms, seals, platens, spokes—parts that had to be
drawn from seething fires or machined straight and true. He had to learn as
well how to tend the engines that powered the machines, to master the construction
of the turbines that kept his fires white-hot, the intricate cam action of the
automatic stokers, electrical systems, gears and transmissions, gasoline
engines, pressure boilers, metallurgy, stress engineering—in short, the vast
traditional physics of those who called themselves mechanics.
They worked in a huge shed that roared and glowed with dozens of
fires and was littered with oily blackened tools of heavy steel. As the
machines and flames sang together, they sounded like a percussion orchestra
gone wild. The boys wore black leather aprons and heavy gloves. They had their
own society among the fires and anvils, and they stayed on the job sixteen
hours a day. Mootfowl himself worked twenty hours or more. The income from
their skilled industry was substantial, but they cared only for the work. They
traveled about the city on jobs and were known by their black aprons, their
uncanny skills, and their insane devotion to their crafts—at which they became
better and better, fulfilling the demands of the age.
He, Mootfowl, wore a Chinese hat to protect his hair from being
singed by the forge when he knelt down on the oily floor to inspect the
readiness of an excited piece of steel. The way he handled hot metal was a
marvel of tenderness and dispatch. He could strike the precise and necessary
blow needed to create a strong thing from a seething moltenness. Mootfowl was
quite tall. Even when Peter Lake was fully grown, he felt half Mootfowl’s size.
And Mootfowl had a rugged face of many handsome planes, sooty and shining, in
which rested two sparkling owl’s eyes. Each time he saw those eyes, Peter Lake
was reminded of his days with the Baymen, when he would sometimes have for
breakfast a hot roasted owl, buttered and sizzling. But those days were long
over. Under Mootfowl’s tutelage, he learned to read and write, to use
mathematics, to bargain skillfully in the matter of jobs and commissions, and
to know the city well enough to find his way about. Since half the boys were
Irish, Peter Lake learned to speak in a flexible and true Irish dialect. He
liked it well enough—it was like riding the waves—and he found after a few
years that he could speak in no other way, except to recall slowly articulated
phrases from lays in Bay. Still, he was often saddened by the loss of his
original self, whatever that had been. He was not really a Bayman, not really
Irish, and only partly one of Mootfowl’s boys, since, unlike the gamy
five-year-olds who were to be seen in a corner of the shed, learning to work
with miniature tools, he had been apprenticed relatively late. He was not sure
to what he had to be loyal. But he assumed that this uncertainty, like the
other torments suffered by his fellow “lunatics,” would someday vanish.
Meanwhile, Mootfowl and his group were ever at work as the city’s
structures took their places one upon the other, faster than reef-building
corals. Each tower had a minute of free view, after which it would spend the
rest of eternity contemplating the shins of its competitors. Not so the great
bridges. They flowed out over the rivers, and would have airy views and be
alone forever. Mootfowl worshiped bridges. He had worked on several, and when
he heard that another was to be flung over a wide bend of the East River,
toward Brooklyn, he was all feathers and wine for days, since he knew that a
bridge of that length would require specially forged components and expert
repairs. One of his more holy moments was when he told his boys about the time
that he mended some broken ferris joints for Colonel Roebling after the four
main cables of the Brooklyn Bridge had been spun across the river. Mootfowl had
hung high above the water, as dizzy as a bird in a storm, with a forge hanging
by his side. There he did the work, to the delight of thousands crossing below
on the Fulton ferry.
“Jackson Mead,” Mootfowl said with reverence and admiration,” has come
from beyond the Ohio with a hundred good men and tons of money and steel from
God knows where, to start another bridge. They arrived after a storm. The white
wall had imprisoned the countryside for days and days. Just as it was lifting,
out charged their train, parting the mist on the Erie Lackawanna tracks. It was
a great surprise to the farmers, who said that the train hit the bottom of the
curtain. They say, boys, that the top of the train was scraped and torn, that
it shone from contact with the underside of the wall.
“Be that as it may, Jackson Mead is here, and the bridge will be
going up. We should say prayers for it.”
“Why?” asked one of the forge boys, a small adenoidal fellow who was
always very skeptical.
Mootfowl glared at him.” A bridge,” he proclaimed,” is a very special
thing. Haven’t you seen how delicate they are in relation to their size? They soar like birds;
they extend and embody our finest efforts; and they utilize the curve of
heaven. When a catenary of steel a mile long is hung in the clear over a river,
believe me, God knows. Being a churchman, I would go as far as to say that the
catenary, this marvelous graceful thing, this joy of physics, this perfect
balance between rebellion and obedience, is God’s own signature on earth. I
think it pleases Him to see them raised. I think that is why the city is so
rich in events. The whole island, you see, is becoming a cathedral.”
“Does that leave out the Bronx?”
someone asked.
“Yes,” Mootfowl replied.
They put down their tools and
bent their heads, and with the fires singing behind them, they prayed for the
new bridge. As soon as they finished, Mootfowl sprang up like a steel spring.”
Work,” he commanded.” Work through the night. Tomorrow we’ll apply for
employment on the new bridge.”
Not much was known about Jackson
Mead except that he had placed many fine suspension bridges over the great
rivers of the West, some of which had taken years to complete and had been
built to span nearly bottomless canyons and gorges. He was quoted in the
newspapers as having said that a city could be truly great only if it were a
city of high bridges.” The map image of London,” he had lectured during a press
conference in the offices of the bridge company,” and of Paris, too, compared
to that of San Francisco or New York, is boring. To be magnificent, a city
cannot resemble a round cradled organ, a heart-or-kidney-shaped thing
suffocated by a vast green body. It must project, extend, fling itself in all
inviting directions over the water, in peninsulas, hills, soaring towers, and
islands linked by bridges.” The press had wondered why he included San
Francisco in his examples, since there were no bridges there; and he had said,
with a smile,” My mistake.” The papers, and the ladies, made much of his
physical appearance. He was six feet and eight inches tall, but not skinny. He
had snowy white hair and a mustache to match,
and he wore white vested suits with
a platinum chain to tether his watch, which was almost as big as a clock, but which, in his large hand, did not seem
so. His excellent health and physique made it
difficult to reckon his age.
People said that he was so tremendous and robust, and that his eyes
were so blue, because he ate raw buffalo meat, bathed in mineral water, and
drank eagle urine. When publicly confronted with this, he said,” Yes, of course
it’s true,” and then burst out laughing.
There were those who loved him, and those who did not. Peter Lake was
awed when he, Mootfowl, and the forty-nine others were trooped into a sparsely
furnished office, and there was Jackson Mead, like an oversized painting. Next
to him, Mootfowl seemed like just a statuette. The image that came to Peter
Lake was of Jackson Mead as bridegroom, and Mootfowl the representation of him
soon to stand upon a cake. The young apprentice had to close his mouth, for he found
it hanging open in wonder. And he made a conscious effort to narrow his eyes,
which, as if to match his mouth, had become the size of half-dollars.
He couldn’t see how anyone could hate this man, or report that he was
hard and cruel. After all, there he was in white, his hair and mustache as
fluffy as down, a soothing, balanced countenance, a satisfied man, a study in
calm. Precisely this, Peter Lake discovered, was why people hated him. He got
things done, and there was no hesitation about him. Others, weighted by
ambivalence and uncertainty, envied someone who knew what he was meant to do
and why—as if he had had a few centuries to solve the normal problems of
existence and had then turned his attention to bridge building.
After Mootfowl explained their reason for being there, Jackson Mead
said that it seemed like an attractive proposition, that he needed skilled
smiths, mechanics, and machinists. But, he said, he was not convinced that
these boys, eager as they were, were equal to the task.” In anticipation of
that, sir,” replied Mootfowl,” I have designed a test. Choose, if you will,
any of my boys, and assign them as difficult an operation as might be
encountered. We are willing to be evaluated in such a manner.” He stepped back,
nervous and proud. Jackson Mead said that he would hire them all if the boy
that he chose could forge a heptagonal ferris piece without appreciable
distortion. When he stood up to survey the applicants, it was as if he had
climbed into a tower. They, in turn, felt a collective adolescent chill that
turned to ice when the snowy-haired bridge builder pointed directly at a little
fat boy huddled in the back, and said, “Him. A chain is only as strong as its
weakest link, and that looks to me like the weak link.”
He had chosen young Cecil Mature—five foot one, two hundred pounds, a
face packed with untenable fat, and two black smiling slits here his eyes were
supposed to have been. He was a squash cook at he home, who had begged to be
made a mechanic. He wore a crenellated beanie that fit in perfect roundness
over his waxed crew cut. His arms were like sausages, and when he waddled
around quickly in his black apron he looked like a cannonball come alive. He
had arrived fairly recently at Overweary’s, his origins a mystery, though he
claimed to have vague memories of life on an English herring boat. He was
fourteen, and seemed not to know much of the world. When made to understand
that he had been chosen for the test, he broke into a joyous smile and ran out
to the forge. Everyone followed, wondering what would happen. They liked him,
it was true, but in the way that you like an awkward dog that loses its footing
and skis down the stairs. Mootfowl had yet to draw out the fine strands of
Cecil Mature’s intelligence. The boy was eager, but seldom did things right.
So, when he heated up a ferris piece and took it to the anvil, they winced.
Each blow was more damaging than the one before. After five minutes, the ferris
piece was badly mangled, but still capable of salvation. Cecil Mature put down
his hammer and took a step backward. He adjusted his hat and peered through his
slitlike eyes at the half-dead ferris piece. Then he stepped back to the anvil and
really began to do it in. The ferris piece had been at one time a complicated
jointure that looked like a cross between a carriage wheel and an arch. After
being pounded for fifteen minutes by Cecil Mature, it was once again a rocky
ore, something that looked, in fact, just like a newly fallen meteorite. When
he was finished, Cecil Mature delicately stepped back into the group of boys
and was quickly hidden among them. Jackson Mead thanked a whitened and
speechless Mootfowl (who had not known that Cecil was along), and departed in
his carriage to inspect a new shipment of steel braces.
Their single-file walk back to the workshop was taken by many to have
been a funeral procession without a corpse. Mootfowl dismissed them, and they
remained idle for a week. During this time,
Mootfowl became deeply despondent, and lay all day, dejected, on top
of his enormous tool trolley, staring at the skylight ablaze with the sun. Then
he summoned Peter Lake.
Overjoyed, because he knew an active Mootfowl was indomitable, Peter
Lake rushed to find his mentor furiously working on a framelike contraption
which he had built in the middle of the workshop. Peter Lake thought that it
was a new machine that they would show to Jackson Mead, and so redeem
themselves.
He helped Mootfowl with some adjustments, but still did not
understand what he was building, or why Mootfowl seemed crazed with excitement.”
That’s it,” said Mootfowl,” only one last thing left. When I give the word, hit
this bar with a sledgehammer, as hard as you can. I have to make one last
measurement, one last fastening, and it is a matter of precision.” Mootfowl
disappeared behind a wooden shield through which ran the steel rod, and said,”
With all your strength, Peter Lake, strike now!” Peter Lake struck an enormous
blow, and waited for further instructions. He waited and waited—and when
finally he looked behind the shield, he saw Moot-fowl, smiling alertly,
unusually still, serene, pinned through his heart to an oaken log.
“Oh Lord,” Peter Lake said, too shocked to feel any grief even for a
man he had loved so much. He had stuck Mootfowl like a butterfly.
You could not drive an iron stake through the heart of a man of the
cloth, and expect to go unpunished. So Peter Lake went over the wall (there was
no wall, actually), and those years were ended. He left his apron, but he took
his sword.
• • •
COURSING the streets, swifting up and down the avenues, feeling the
fire of his own strength, Peter Lake reflected upon his position. He was just
short of twenty, and had recently affected a modest but thick blond mustache
tinged with red and silver. His hair was beginning to thin over his forehead,
which made him look older, and elevated his brow—a pleasant circumstance for a
pleasant face. He was disarming, friendly, kind, and full of good humor. He
looked a lot like every good man, and he saw sharply and in minute detail.
Had he been an aristocrat, he would have gone far. As it was, he had
the world before him, and he moved confidently through the city, well aware
that he was an excellent mechanic, a strong young man with a trade. True, the
police would be after him. But, unencumbered as he was, that would be no
problem.
That is, he thought he was unencumbered, until he turned around and
saw Cecil Mature. Cecil broke into a face-filling smile, which he now and then
twitched off to unslit his eyes so he could see.” Damn it, Cecil, did I say you
could come?”
“No,
but I did.”
“You
have to go back. The police will be after me.”
“I
don’t care.”
“I
care. Go home!”
“I
wanna come with you!”
“You
can’t come with me. Now get out of here. Go home, Cecil.”
“I
can go anywhere I want.”
“Do you realize that if you come after me they’ll find me in half a
day? When I go into the business of towing wide loads, I’ll let you know.”
“It’s a free country. I can go anywhere I want. That’s the law. A
judge said that.”
“I’ll
cut off your head.”
“No
you won’t.”
“I’ll
just lose you, that’s all.”
“No you won’t. I can move fast. Besides, I can help. I can get
vegetables, like in the school. They taught me to be a squash cook. I can cook
squash good.”
“That’s exactly what I need, isn’t it, while I flee on a murder
charge—a squash cook.” They were walking very fast through the Bowery. In fact,
Cecil was trotting to keep up.” Jessie James had a squash cook; everyone knows
that. Butch Cassidy had a squash cook. It’s de rigueur.”
I can cook other things, do laundry, stand guard at night. I’m a good
smith—not the best—but good.”
They broke through the gabardine waves of people and patrons ashing
and dancing on the Bowery. The sun was setting, writhing and gesticulating in
the imperfect black glass of uncountable windows. Meat roasters and singers
were flooded with the onslaught of new evening, and the music halls began to
boom in strokes of purple green, and orange. The music could be heard even from
steamers churning down the East River into the dark, leaving the Manhattan
jewel box for warm sweet nights of mockingbird and the moon in the countryside
and on the shore.
“I can tattoo.”
Peter
Lake stopped dead. He turned to young Cecil.” You can what?”
“I
can tattoo.”
“How’s
that?”
“Before
they put me in the wagon, I was an apprentice in a tattoo parlor.”
“I
thought you lived on a herring boat.”
“After
that. I became a tattooist.”
“Where?”
“In
China.”
“Sure.”
“I
mean in that place where the Chinese are. What’s it called? Chinatown!”
“All right, so what if you can tattoo.”
“I can make money for food. I used to tattoo rich women, in their
mansions, secretly.”
“You?”
Cecil Mature shrugged his shoulders.” I would tattoo things all over
their bodies. They would lie naked on their beds and I would tattoo them. I was
ten.”
Peter Lake began to see Cecil in a new light.” What did you tattoo on
them?”
“Maps, Sanskrit, the Bill of Rights (I copied from books). I tattooed
the bue-tox of the mayor’s wife. Wa Fung told me what to do, while he and the
mayor watched from behind a curtain. On one bue-tox, I put a map of Manhattan.
On the other bue-tox, I put a map of Brooklyn. She did it for his birthday.
They paid Wa Fung five hundred dollars, but I did all the work.”
Impressed by this versatility, Peter Lake allowed Cecil Mature to
come with him, but only on the understanding that they might part ways at any
time, and that Cecil would have to abandon his scalloped cap. They went into a
dry-goods store to buy a Chinese hat because Mootfowl had worn a Chinese hat
and so had Wa Fung, of whom Cecil had affectionate memories. Peter Lake’s
discourse in public was heavily Irish, like that of an hypnotic platform
speaker. The sounds of the language were exquisite as he said to the proprietor with courtly irony,” My squash cook and
tattooist, Mr. Cecil Mature, would like to purchase a Chinese hat.” The
proprietor got one for him. Cecil put it on. It looked rakish.
They lived on roofs and under water towers, existing at first almost
entirely on Cecil’s tattoo jobs. But then, when things quieted down and the
Mootfowl affair receded into the past, Peter Lake took blacksmith’s work under
false names, or no name at all, and life for them began to look more promising.
Late one night when they were ravenously hungry from having worked hard all
day, they went to a saloon to drink beer and eat roast beef, freshly baked
bread, and greens. The saloon was bright and noisy. There were at least two
hundred people inside, and a hot fire, and talk rose to the ceiling and then
crashed back over the heads of the saloon-goers in a general rush of breaking
murmurs. A captivating roast, full of sizzling juices, was placed between Peter
Lake and Cecil Mature. They were about to begin, but the place suddenly became
silent. There had been such a great babble, and now all that could be heard was
the ice melting in the icebox.
Pearly Soames had walked in, searching for something to do. He looked
like a great big bristling cat. His silver mustache, silver beard, and the
feline sideburns that projected from his rosy cheeks gave him a mesmerizing
power that would have awed a cobra. Confidence, energy, and rascality radiated
from him as if he had a marching band in his heart. He loved to quiet saloons
just for the fun of He had recently become chieftain of the Short Tails, after
the cruel and calculated slaughter of Mayhew Rottinel, their cruel and
calculating founder. And he moved over to the bar, surrounded by a disgusting
retinue of Short Tails, like a lord mayor. He looked around and noticed Peter
Lake and Cecil Mature poised above their roast. His gaze went straight to the
short sword hanging on Peter Lake’s belt.
“Can you use that sword?” he asked from halfway across the room.
Because it was as much a threat as it was a question, Peter Lake
stood. A path opened between him and Pearly Soames.” Yes sir,” he answered.
“Can
you really use it?”
Peter
Lake nodded.
“Then
use it!” cried Pearly Soames, pitching an apple fast and hard toward Peter
Lake.
When the apple disappeared, Peter Lake was holding the same position
that he had held before. It seemed to all that he had not been quick enough to
draw his sword. Pearly Soames sneered. But then pieces of the apple were
produced from the crowd behind Peter Lake, and brought to Pearly. It had been
cleanly quartered, so Pearly declared that it must have shattered against Peter
Lake’s chest. Peter Lake laughed, and said, no, he had sliced it up.
“Show
me your sword.”
The
sword was clean.
“Of course,” Peter Lake declared.” I cleaned it before I put it away.”
“You did?”
“Yes, here.” He showed Pearly Soames the streaks on his thigh where
he had cleaned the sword. Even though Pearly bought them their roast, and
plenty of beer, they knew that they were in trouble. But they were at an age
when trouble was something they would have been hard pressed to do without.
He wanted them in the Short Tails. They protested that it was too dangerous.”
Certainly not for you!” said Pearly, in a rare compliment.” Though, since I’m
the one who’s asking you to join us, it might be dangerous not to.”
Unmoved, the two young men continued to devour the roast. Then
Pearly’s eyes sparkled.” I know you,” he said.” Yes, I know you. You’re the two
fellas that drove a spike through the heart of that religious duck.” They
stopped chewing, and stared into Pearly’s diamond eyes.” What was his name? Moocock? Barn Owl? Blue
Bird? Ah yes... Mootfowl! A nifty job, a very nifty little act. Every
leatherhead in the city is looking for you. And you, fat boy, have a rather
conspicuous silhouette. Wouldn’t you say? So! What shall it be?”
Peter Lake and Cecil Mature
joined the Short Tails that evening.
• • •
MORE than ten years in the Short
Tails taught Peter Lake a number of unorthodox trades. And he grew to know the
city better and better, though he knew that it was too vast and mercurial to be
comprehended. It changed continually—as he did, shifting from job to job in the
Short Tails, who were a living encyclopedia of crime. Being with them,
half-desperate all the time, was good training. He was able to see the city
from many angles, as if he were stepping around a prism and peering in at the
light. At the time of the meeting in the “tea bag” under the Harlem River,
Peter Lake was working as a woola boy. He had been burglar, fancy bunco man,
card sharp, art thief, dispatcher, engineer, bag man, envoy to the police,
harbor thief, vault blaster. Being a woola boy was a relatively new
possibility, since it was a rather narrow subspecialty that had come into being
only recently.
It was called “Woola Woola,” and
was a complicated technique for looting trucks and wagons. The chief woola boy
was Dorado Canes, under whom were a dozen men in the Woola Woola team. Two or
three of the men in the team hid in a doorway or an alley and waited for a
wagon to pass. As it did, the woola boy would come from nowhere and run up to
the driver, jumping up and down and screaming “Woola woola woola! Woola woola
woola! Woola woola woola!” as loudly as he could. The drivers were shocked and
distracted, and the watchers in the shadows then emerged to loot the wagon. A
good woola boy could jump five feet in the air from a standing position. He
would cross his eyes and say things in addition to “Woola woola woola,” and
emit sharp birdlike honks. The teamsters stared open-mouthed and amazed, and
did not notice until long afterward that their wagons were suddenly half empty.
As with all professions, Woola Woola had its refinements. Forever
condemned to it (he had called Pearly the son of a whore, something which
might have been forgiven had it not been the truth), Dorado Canes was hot for
innovative improvements. First, he was determined to jump higher, so he loaded
himself with weights and practiced jumping, or, as he called it, the “up and
down stuff.” Eventually he carried two hundred pounds of lead on special belts
and shoulder harnesses. To compensate for this, his leg muscles developed
until he was transformed into a living spring. From a standing position, he
could fly ten feet in the air—a breathtaking sight. Then Peter Lake made a pair
of alloy spring boots, which increased Dorado Canes’ flight ceiling by five
feet. Just the fact of a man jumping fifteen feet in the air while excitedly
screaming “Woola woola woola!” was enough to hypnotize the wagon masters, but
Dorado Canes didn’t stop there. He made a pair of folding canvas wings, so
that, when he spread his long arms, the wings extended and he could glide. By
jumping out as well as up, he could land thirty feet from his starting place.
He soon discovered that the drag of the wings, the spring boots, and the great
strength and flexibility of his legs allowed him to jump from the third story
of a building. With a little practice, he made it four, and then five, stories.
Much impressed, Cecil Mature pointed out that since wagons were about one-story
tall, Dorado Canes could jump from six floors up and land on top of them, or,
in other words, he could operate at will from the roofs of tenements and
commercial buildings. Dorado Canes stitched himself a one-piece suit of shiny
black silk that covered his neck and head in a tight cowl, leaving only his
face exposed. He made up before every job, painting his face and hands orange,
with the eyes in white cockpits and the lips purple. The undersides of his
wings were yellow. After his breathtaking work, Dorado Canes would always
approach the benumbed drivers and say,” I’m Vinic Totmule. On behalf of the
clergy, the mayor, and the chief of police, welcome to our city. Don’t take any
wooden nickels, don’t fool about with wicked women, and if there is no commode
in your hotel room, don’t pee in the sink.”
Peter Lake loved the Woola Woola, and was pleasantly resigned to a
life of varied criminal practice. There was much to learn, lots of work, and
always the chance of a big haul. By the time he reached his early thirties, he
was familiar with the rules of mechanics, the skills of a thief, and the
strange skills of the Baymen, and he was just becoming free enough of the many
happy anxieties of early life to notice the great beauty of the city and enjoy
it. He was calm, content and resigned to
his thinning hair. He wanted only to witness the tranquillity of the seasons,
turn his eye to pretty women, and take in the great and ever-pleasing opera of
the city.
All changed in the tea bag deep in the mud of the Harlem River’s
dense and mottled bed, when Pearly Soames alluded to the necessity of wiping
out the Baymen, starting with the women and children. Peter Lake knew that if
he attempted to dissuade Pearly, he would be killed. The only thing to do was
to warn Humpstone John directly before the attack, and thus ensure that the
Short Tails would be so badly hurt that they would never again even look in the
direction of the Bayonne Marsh and the Newark Meadows.
This he did. When the one hundred Short Tails came drifting quietly
on the mist, affixed by gravity to the floors of their slim brown canoes, the
Bay villages were quiet. The Short Tails clutched their weapons, sure of an
easy kill. But then the Baymen appeared as if from nowhere. Up they sprang from
the water, blue with cold, after breathing patiently through reeds. Out they
came from tunnels in the sand. They emerged from brakes of cattails, and dozens
of them on Percherons and quarter horses came galloping down a spit of sand.
They charged the Short Tails and dispatched them in great powerful strokes that
made the air quiver. The enormous horses trampled the canoes, breaking them
into pulp and staining the bloody water brown. Women and children with pikes harried
the ablebodied among the enemy, chased stragglers, and dispatched the wounded.
Terrified Short Tails tried to escape in the thigh-deep water and were struck
dead by Baymen who overtook them in their swift canoes or on the horses that
galloped in the shallows like trained prancers, churning a trail of foam and
blood.
Romeo Tan, Blacky Womble, Dorado Canes, and ninety-four other Short
Tails were killed. Poor Cecil Mature, just a boy in his twenties, ran like mad
despite Peter Lake’s urgings for him to stay close. A mounted swordsman was
about to kill him when Peter Lake gave the thrilling and inimitable whistle
that the Baymen used, and the swordsman turned back. But Cecil Mature continued
running and he vanished into the cloud wall, clutching his Chinese hat. He
seemed to have been swallowed up completely and forever.
Cool even in a losing battle, Pearly Soames took time from
dispatching not a few Baymen (he, too, had special ties, and a destiny, and
was not about to die at the hands of clamdiggers and minnow fishermen, no
matter how good they were at war) to note the effects of Peter Lake’s whistle.
Had it not been for that shrill call, he might have remained unaware that Peter
Lake was neither fighting nor attacked. Now the last Short Tail, Pearly Soames
fought his way to fast water, and escaped by submerging himself in the rapid
current that flows out the Kill van Kull.
Heartsick, Peter Lake went back to the city (the cliffs of brown
buildings were a warm and comforting attraction even for those in despair) and
there watched from a distance as Pearly Soames rebuilt and reordered the Short
Tails. Soon they were once again a hundred strong—faceless energetic soldiers,
as wicked, obsessed, and steely as the age that bred them.
• • •
WITH the two automobiles a long way behind, the white
horse flew in great sinuous bounds, sailing through the air in a breathtaking
flash of muscle. Peter Lake was used to Bay horses that took big leaps to move
efficiently through shallow water. But this horse was not just a strong
bounder, he was a champion in self-discovery. Before he had escaped for good
and thrown in his lot with Peter Lake, he hadn’t been able to run as he was now
running, or at least he did not remember it. There was a fire in his knobby
white knees and in his dovelike breast. With precision that might have put an
arrow to shame, he went south faster than any racehorse could have run. He
could cover half a block in one stride, and his capacity steadily increased.
At intersections packed with crooked lines of wagons, he jumped over whatever
was in his way without knowing what lay beyond the obstructions. He had enough
control and time to take such chances, for midway in flight he could spot empty
runs upon which to land, and sail to them faultlessly to resume the gallop. He
did something in the crowded streets way downtown, which made Lake wonder. An
entire block was full and waiting just north of Canal Street as heavy crosstown
traffic tied everything up. With a muted and almost frightened whinny, the
horse charged a crush of horses and trucks, and burst out above an amazed
crowd, clearing the full block and Canal Street as well, landing almost on the
corner of Lispenard. Though he had nearly lost his footing, by the time they reached
the lean frozen trees at the Battery’s edge he had become accustomed to very
long leaps, and from then on could accomplish them with ease.
Peter Lake dismounted and walked in front of the white horse, who was
shy and would not look directly at him. He had never seen such a lovely animal:
gentle black eyes set far apart on a wide white face a soft velvety nose of
pink and beige, an expression that looked like a sad smile, and a noble neck
and chest finer than the best of any bronze monuments. The ears were tall,
animated, sharp, alert, upright, and pointed. They had bent back in the gallop
and moved like ailerons to help deal with the onrush of air. His arrogant tail
strutted back and forth over flanks that were like big white apples.
“What are you?” Peter Lake asked quietly. The horse then turned to
look at him, and, he saw, with a chill, that the eyes were infinitely deep,
opening like a tunnel to another universe. The horse’s silence suggested that
the beauty of his gentle black eyes had something of all that ever was or would
ever be. And, like every horse, he was incorruptibly innocent. Peter Lake
touched the soft nose and took the big face into his arms.” Good horse,” he
said. But, somehow, the animal’s equanimity made Peter Lake very sad.
The people Peter Lake had known while on the run were on the run as
well, tumbling through greed and fire, hardly able to breathe as the city
overwhelmed them, winter and summer, laying waste to their powers merely with
its unprecedented scale. What Peter Lake had not had the opportunity to learn
in his more than thirty orphaned years was that these tumbling souls, the ones
he hardly knew, often managed to find one another for a short time and to
silence the din. In a rank of trees through which a cold wind was blowing, he
looked into the eyes of a horse. And as if they were all alone on some vast and
snowy field upstate, the city stilled. He hoped not to be forever the many millions on the run, always in the pitch of events,
robbed even of their own inner tenderness. Something in the horse’s eyes told
him that he was about to change. He had seen something in those black wells
that took hold of him—a very tiny burst of gold which he had followed until he
was overcome. He suspected that, in the gentle face and deep black eyes, he had
seen everything.
Exhausted
and cold, they left the Battery and returned to the streets. He intended to
make his way uptown by way of the East Side, and to bed the horse and find a
place to hide. That he knew precisely where to go and how to get there was a
benefit of his iron-working days. The best refuge was above the barrel of the
sky, atop the glowing constellations. To get there, they went miles and miles
through snow-covered streets, until the violet evening made sleep dance in
their eyes.
• • •
A FOREST of silver struts and perforated metallic arches surrounded
Peter Lake, who reclined comfortably in a bent and fruitless grove, where
riveted limbs were lit here and there by the backwash of small electric lights
on the floor. The floor itself was a great half-barrel, the ceiling a grid of
steel. All this was warmed by nearly visible streams of air rising above the
lights, which were the stars of the constellations in the great vaulted roof of
Grand Central Station—recently built with the notion of installing the sky
indoors to shine permanently and in green. Peter Lake was one of the few who
knew that beyond the visible universe were beams and artifice, a homely support
for that which seemed to float. And he had returned by craft and force to the
back of the sky, where once in another life he had helped to forge the
connections between the beams, to rest now amid the props of the designer’s
splendid intentions. He had provided himself with a plank platform of solid
oak; a soft feather bed; a makeshift kitchen neatly tucked into a corner
(canned goods and biscuits were stacked among the beams); a pile of technical
books for late-night reading; a little lamp that had once been a star and had
then disappeared without being missed from below; and a long rope on a drum,
part of an elaborate escape system worthy of Mootfowl’s best and brightest
pupil.
He had spent an hour currying the horse and bedding him down in Royal
Wind’s stable for upper-class carriage horses. Royal Wind was the son of a
Virginia plantation owner whose property had been confiscated during the Civil
War. He was bitter, pompous, and clean, and could be trusted not to divulge
that Peter Lake was about. The stallion himself, never having seen such
elegance in Brooklyn, was sleeping in the stable after a meal of fresh oats and
sweet water. He was covered with a thick blanket of pure cashmere, and the bulb
in his stall was shaded so that it would not shine in his eyes.
Chases and struggles tire the heart and require long bouts of deep
sleep. Peter Lake looked forward to a day or two of immobility on the vaulting.
He would sleep well in the eternal twilight behind the sky, since all sound was
reduced to the faint rush of faraway surf, there was plenty of fresh air, and
privacy was assured. After running in bitter cold for the better part of a
week, he slept in leaden stillness through the night, the following day, and
the following night. He awoke in the morning, thirty-six hours later, breathing
slowly and calmly, completely rested. With his strength renewed, he realized
that he was ravenously hungry, and proceeded to cook an excellent bouillabaisse
culled from cans of varied fish, tomatoes, wine, oil, and an enormous bottle of
Saratoga spring water. After this, he bathed, shaved, and changed his clothes.
There he was, like God in heaven Emerson in his study, and he began to think
and plan.
I have this fine horse, he thought to himself, and have come to love
him for his eyes and gentle face. He can jump the length of a city block, and
he could no doubt take me deep into the pine barrens, or up to the Highlands,
or out to Montauk, where Pearly doesn’t set foot. I could rest. But it would
start all over when I came back again. And I’m rested. So I stay. But staying
is much the same as running, because I always have to flee to the marsh or hide
in lofts and cellars. What’s the difference? It’s the same as the Highlands or
the pine barrens, but in miniature. There’s no way out unless I become some-one
else. Perhaps I can change enough—not so they won’t recognize me they’ll always
recognize me sooner or later), but so that they won’t care. If I became a nun,
for example. They’d figure me for gone. Or if I were an ashman, or if I lost my
legs, or if I found a devotion, a thing to get lost in even larger than the
pine barrens....
They say that in his devotion St. Stephen changed form before the
eyes of those who watched, that he could rise in the air, and be many things, that
he knew the past and future, that he traveled from one time to another, though
he was a simple man. All this (he thought, upraising his eyes and clearing his
throat) is why they burned him.
Now, I’m no St. Stephen, but if I can concentrate hard enough on
something apart from me, perhaps I can be changed. Mootfowl said that those who
built the bridge were changed. Did he mean what I think he meant? He said that
the city changed, too, and, strike me, Mootfowl was not one to care about
little things. What if I become a monk? They would be smashed with wonder! Then
they would kill me. What if I became an alderman, or something like that? They
would kill me sure, since otherwise they’d have to pay me. What if I became a
sweet-tooth and danced in a theater? Oh Jesus, I could never do that. What if I
lived underground... a hermit, no, blind? I couldn’t see them, but they could
see me. Can I change into an animal? Never been done. Invisible! The scientists
must have some sort of liquid....
Suddenly he froze, like a stag in the bush who hears a faraway
breaking of branches. The years of being chased had sharpened his senses, and
he had heard running footsteps, barely audible, far below. They had the greedy
rhythm of the hunt. He peered through a star at the shiny marble floor a
hundred feet beneath him, and watched a line of men divide as if they were
horses in a military tattoo. They went for the two sets of stairs that led to
the constellations.
“Dead Rabbits!” he said.” That’s who they are, but why them?” He
opened a hatch that was to have been used once in several decades to lower a
cable for the scaffolding upon which a painter would stand to freshen the signs
of the zodiac. He grabbed the end of the rope, and let himself fall. As the
rope slowly played off the drum, Peter Lake descended silently through the
cavernous space under the stars. He was afraid, though, that he had not left in
time, and he was right.
“A
block or so. Maybe two.”
“Two
blocks!”
“Maybe.”
“We’ll
buy him, Peter Lake, and enter him at Belmont.”
“No,” said Peter Lake.” You don’t understand. He wouldn’t jump for
money. He does it ‘cause he likes it, or for some reason or other, but he
wouldn’t do it for money, if you know what I mean. That is, he won’t do it
without me, and I won’t... and besides, he’s not for sale.”
“We’ll
give you ten thousand dollars.”
“No.”
“Twenty
thousand.”
“No.”
The Dead Rabbits looked at their chief, who had been hanging back
amid the beams.” Fifty thousand,” he said.
“Didn’t
I tell you? He’s not for sale.”
“Seventy-five,
and that’s it!”
“No.”
“Eighty.”
“Not
selling.”
“Okay,
one hundred. But that’s all we can offer.”
“Chicory,”
Peter Lake said,” you could have a million, and it still wouldn’t do you any
good.”
When the Dead Rabbits had finally been convinced that Peter Lake was
not going to part with the horse, they filed morosely down the stone steps that
followed the hump of the vault. At that moment Peter Lake decided that he had
been chased as much as he could be chased.” I’m getting out,” he said to
himself, his lips taut with determination.” I’ll do anything to do it, but I’m
getting out.
“I’ll chew nails!” he screamed, and then added, very quietly,” if
necessary.”
Rather than chew nails, he decided to steal enough money so that he
could set himself up and try to become something other, and perhaps better,
than what he was. He felt strongly that it could be done. Not only was there
the lesson of St. Stephen, but there was the example of Mootfowl, who had
worked all his life in a fury to transform and exceed himself. He had failed.
But, on the way, he had seen, perhaps, in the curling and rolling of a molten
red block of steel, what Peter Lake had seen in the eyes of the white horse.
Peter Lake climbed an iron ladder to the outside roof. It was covered
with knee-deep snow. The real stars blazed like faraway white flares and put to
shame the imitations in the station ceiling: there were pinwheels of fire,
round phosphorescent spirals of light. Peter Lake leaned into the wind while
all around him the snow swirled in sparkling chains, their motion suspended and
stilled, as in the stars. Deep within the high blazing tunnels, motion and
stillness met and fused. The wind shrieking across the drifts on the station
roof turned the snow to white vapor that flattened into spinning vortexes. Seen
from afar, the city’s pulsating lights were like stars, and the distant avenues
and high plumes of steam that curled and twisted were like the star roads themselves.
“With all that I’ve seen,” Peter Lake said to himself,” I’ve seen
nothing. The city is like an engine, an engine just beginning to fire itself up.”
He could hear it. Its surflike roar matched the lights. Its ceaseless thunder
was not for nothing.
BEVERLY
• • •
ISAAC Penn, publisher of The Sun, built
his house in the middle of lots and fields on the Upper West Side, so that it
stood alone overlooking the reservoir in Central Park.” I have no desire,” he
had said,” to live with a bunch of dumbbells on Fifth Avenue. I was born in a
little house in Hudson, not far from the wharves. There was noise twenty-four
hours a day even before they put in the railroad, and loose pigs snorted around
everywhere. Come to think of it, they do that in New York, too, but they wear
waistcoats. That’s where we lived. We were poor. I remember that all the proper
people lived in the same place, like a bunch of cigars in a pack. They were
mostly dumbbells who had never thought a decent thought in their lives, so they
banded together to hide it.
“I like my house. It stands
alone in the fresh air. My children like the house. They stand alone in the fresh air. I listen to them, not
to Mrs. Astor—and she knows it.”
Because Isaac Penn was so abrasive,
outspoken, powerful, rich, wise and old, the optometrist was very frightened
when the master of the house himself met him at the door and escorted him in.
He felt like a child who imagines that he is soon to be eaten by a huge
unfriendly animal that lives in the dark. And, further, he could not understand
why he had been summoned to appear with all his equipment at the Penns’ house.
He had the real carriage trade, and his celebrated customers always came to the
shop. He was puzzled as well to see that Isaac Penn wore no spectacles, which
he thought most unusual for an old man whose business flowed before his eyes in
small print.
“Then we are not for you, I take
it,” the optometrist said to Isaac Penn, who had gone to sit in an enormous
leather chair. He could hardly make himself heard over the piano that was being
played in an adjoining room.
“What?” asked Isaac Penn.
“We are not for you, then, I take it.”
“Who’s we?” asked Isaac Penn, looking
around the room.
“You don’t need glasses yourself, sir, do
you?”
“No,” said Isaac Penn, still
wondering if the optometrist had brought an assistant.” Never needed glasses.
Grew up looking for whales. Glasses wouldn’t have been the thing.”
“Is it your wife that needs
spectacles, Mr. Penn?”
Dead,” said Isaac Penn. The
optometrist was silent, unable even to begin a forced condolence. In fact, he
almost panicked, because he felt that for
some reason Isaac Penn thought of him as an undertaker.
“I’m an optometrist,” he blurted
out defensively.” I know,” answered Isaac Penn.” Don’t worry, I have some for
you. I want you to make a pair of spectacles for my daughter. That is she,” he
said, pointing to the sound of the music,” playing the piano. She’ll be
finished soon—half an hour, maybe an hour. It’s nice, isn’t it. Mozart.”
The optometrist thought of his
horse standing hitched to the wagon, in the snow. He thought of his dinner gone
cold. He thought of his shattered
dignity (he was, after all, a professional man), and he said,” Don’t you think,
Mr. Penn, that we should inform her that I have come to make her some
spectacles? Wouldn’t it be wise?”
“I don’t think so,” said Isaac Penn.”
What’s the point of interruptions? Let her play. When she’s finished, you’ll
fashion her a pair of glasses. Do you have your stuff? I hope you do. She needs
them tonight. This morning her brother sat on her spectacles, and they were the
only pair she had. She has long eyelashes, unprecedented eyelashes. They bat
the insides of her lenses. I think it’s uncomfortable for her. Can you put the
lenses far enough away so that she won’t bat the glass with her lashes?” The
optometrist nodded.” Good,” said Isaac Penn, and leaned back to listen to the
smooth tumult of the sonata. She was a superb pianist, almost flawless, at
least as far as her father was concerned.
As the music continued, the optometrist set up his
instruments and eye charts. Then he sat down and listened, barely breathing,
wondering why such a man as Isaac Penn was so indulgent with his daughter. Actually,
for reasons that he did not understand, the optometrist was afraid of her. His
palms sweated. He began to dread the moment when she would finish and enter the
room, royal princess that she was, to confront a simple grinder of lenses.
The front door burst open. Two
adolescent boys pounded up the stairs and were gone sooner than the glass in
the windows could stop vibrating from their entrance. Isaac Penn acknowledged
this with a brief smile, and walked over to a corner desk upon which were many fresh
Suns. Clattering noises and the smell of roasting chickens came from a
nearby kitchen. A dozen fires burned, and the sweet winter woods scented the
house with resin and cherry. The piano played. Darkness grew stronger. Finally,
night and evening were solidly entrenched outside the house and inside wherever
bright lamplight fought deep shadow.
When the piano stopped, the
optometrist swallowed. He heard the cover close over the keyboard. And then a
young woman appeared in the doorway, apparently blushing, with cheerful eyes
that stared in the direction of the ice-clad windows. She breathed as if she
had a fever, and the expression on her lovely face suggested a pleasant
delirium. Her golden hair was lit so brilliantly in a crosslight that it eared to be burning like the sun.
She gripped the doorpost with hands one on top of another, for steadiness and to indicate that she did not wish to interrupt the
two men in the reception parlor. Though she was outwardly deferential, it was easy to see
that she had need to
defer to anyone. The optometrist thought that her dress was too fetching and sensual for a
girl who was hardly a woman, who was a daughter in a parlor, a piano player, a girl with
fever standing the
presence of her father. The lace, without which the dress would have been scandalous, breathed
rapidly up and down above her chest. It was hypnotic, too fast, unsettling. She had steady blue
eyes, but she was so
tired from playing the piano that she trembled, and held the doorpost now to try to stop
herself from shaking.
Courtly and quick, Isaac Penn
escorted her to a chair.” Beverly,” he said,” this man has come to make you
some new glasses.”
• • •
OUTSIDE, the wind picked up in a
sudden clear gale that had come unflinchingly from the north, descending quite
easily from the pole, because all the
ground between it and New York was white and windblown. On nights of arch cold and blazing stars,
when the moon was in
league with the snow, Beverly sometimes wondered why white bears did not arrive on the river
ice, prowling silently in the silver light. The trees bent despite their winter stiffness, and
some, in desperation,
knocked and scratched against the windows. If a channel had been kept open in the frozen Hudson,
any little bravely lighted boats would now be flying south, nearly airborne with sudden winter
speed. Beverly had thought
how strange and wonderful it would be if the earth were hurled far from its orbit, into the cold
extremes of black
space where the sun was a faint cool disc, not even a quarter-moon, and night
was everlasting. Imagine the industry, she thought, every tree, every piece of coal,
and every scrap of wood were burned for heat and light. Though the sea would freeze, men would
go out the darkness
and pierce its glassy ice to find the stilled fish. But finally all the animals would be
eaten and their hides and wool stitched and woven, all the coal would be burned, and not a tree
would be left
standing. Silence would rule the earth, for the wind would stop and the sea would be heavy
glass. People would die quietly, buried in their furs and down.
“Your horse,” she said to the optometrist,”
will freeze to death if you leave him outside.”
“Yes, I’m glad you reminded me.
I must do something about that.”
“We have a stable,” Beverly said
rather coolly.” Why didn’t you tell me you came in your own rig,” scolded Isaac
Penn, leaving to bring the horse into the stable. Beverly and the optometrist
were alone.
She had no desire to intimidate
him, and was unhappy that he was afraid of her.” Come, measure my eyes,” she said.”
I’m tired.”
“I’ll wait until your father
returns.” The optometrist was reluctant to be near her. It was not that he
feared her illness but rather that he thought it improper to come close to the
young woman while she was burning with fever, to feel the heat from her bare
arms and neck, to feel her breath, to smell the sweetness that would
undoubtedly arise, fever-stirred, from her lace and linen.
“It’s all right,” she said,
closing her eyes momentarily.” You can start now. If you think it improper,
then I don’t know what to tell you. But do what you came to do.”
Since all his instruments were
set up, he began immediately, breathing through his nose when he was close to
her, as tense and silent as a hunted insect. She, on the other hand, breathed
through her mouth, rapidly, because of the fever. Her breath was sweet. He
moved laboriously and carefully as he manipulated ivory rules, ebony flags, and
lenses in a case, lined up by the dozen, waiting for their great moment—which
was to be flipped back and forth while he intoned his chant,” Better this way,
or this way. This way, or this way. This way, or this way.”
How many thousands of times in a
day, she thought, does he say,” this way, or this way.” They are his words.
He owns them. They must make him dizzy.
He thought she was beautiful.
She was. Though she looked like a fully grown woman and carried herself like
one, she had all the great and obvious attributes of youth. He desired, feared,
and envied her. She was perfectly formed, rich, and young. And because he had to struggle for his living despite
his many physical imperfections, she seemed to him to be gifted and blessed beyond measure,
despite the fact that
he knew that she had consumption and was
full of the wisdom of
those who are slowly dying. The fever and the delirium made for a relentless elevation.
Opium could have done no better.
Long bouts of fever, over months
and years, were a dignified way to die, if only because death would have to take so much time to wrestle
her down.
The room was full of motion that
spread from her in a dancing half-circle. The fire leapt and bent, running in
place like a frantic wheel, the windows rattled as the house breathed, and the
trees scratched the glass now and then like dogs who scratch at doors. Beverly
could see winter as it ran about the room on the light, darting from the white
lances, rays, and silver crosses in the optical glass, to the fire, to the
reflective windows, to the blue sphere of her own eye. The room, as she saw it,
was a web of motion, a symphony of mischievous dancing particles quite like the
smooth and placid notes of a fine concerto. If she could see all this while a
nervous man flipped his lenses in examining her eyes, what would she see when
the fever grew too great to bear? It didn’t matter. Now there were only
inexplicable shards of busy light seeking her out as if they were courtiers.
“The horse is in the stable,”
announced Isaac Penn as he returned.” Is there anything you want from your
wagon? I can have it brought...”
“Just a moment, Mr. Penn,” said
the optometrist.” This way, or this way. This way, or this way. This way, or
this way.” He sat back, relieved and disappointed, and declared that Beverly
had perfect vision. She did not need spectacles at all.
“She’s worn glasses since she was a
little girl,” said Isaac Penn.
“What can I tell you? She doesn’t need
them now.”
“Good. Send me the bill.”
“For what? I made no spectacles.”
“For coming here on such a night.” “I don’t know what to charge.”
“She can see well, can’t she?”
“She can see perfectly.”
“Then charge me for one pair of
perfect spectacles.” When a dinner bell rang, everyone in the house began to
assemble in the dining room, and, half bowing, the optometrist backed out the
door, into the cold December night.
Dinner at the Penns was unusual
in that they and their servants sat at the same table. Isaac Penn was no
aristocrat. Having grown up, at first, on the wrong end of a whaling ship, he
did not like the idea of separate messes for officers and men. And then, the
Penn children (Beverly, before she grew up and got sick, Harry, Jack, and
Willa, who was a child of three) were encouraged to bring their friends.” This
is our society,” stated Isaac.” Otherwise, we work. But here, all are equal,
all are welcome, and all must wash their hands before eating.”
So, that evening as the cold
wind ripped up scrub in the park, as the stars ground into the sky their famous
and inevitable tracks, and as a player piano in an adjoining room played
popular waltzes, much to Beverly’s chagrin (she liked popular waltzes, but was
jealous of player pianos), the Penns (meaning Isaac, Beverly, Harry, Jack, and
Willa), the Penns’ friends (meaning blond Bridgett Lavelle, Jamie Absonord, and
Chester Satin), and the Penns’ servants (meaning Jayga, Jim, Leonora, Denura,
and Lionel), gathered in the big dining room to eat. A fire burned in each of
two fireplaces at either end of an informal table set with glimmering china and
crystal and laden with an array of symmetrical chickens roasted and trussed,
bowls of fresh salad, tureens of Nantucket potatoes in broth, and accessories
such as condiments, seltzer, hardtack, and wine.
Chester Satin had slicked-down
hair. He and Harry Penn were scared and guilty, and they looked it. They had
skipped school that afternoon, gone downtown, and paid to see Caradelba dancing
semi-nude like a Spanish Gypsy. And since Chester Satin had always been bold in
a wicked way, he had purchased a stack of pornographic postcards. These now
resided under a floorboard in Harry Penn’s room, right above the dining room.
Both Harry Penn and Chester Satin felt that the pictures were sure to come
sizzling through the plaster and shame them forever. And they could not take
their minds off the stack of lascivious women photographed in various states of
undress. Their bustles and hoops were jauntily dropped, and you could see their legs below the
knee, arms below the elbow, faces, necks, and (in one instance) “bosoms.” These
dishonored women had gone far beyond what decency allowed, and though clad in
enough underwear to keep a polar explorer sweating at ninety below, they were
ready to mortify the two boys simply by falling through the ceiling and
floating into Isaac Penn’s hands. Thus, throughout dinner, Harry and Chester
behaved like condemned criminals.
Jack did his homework (it was
allowed; any child could read at table), blond Bridgett Lavelle stared at Jack
(who wanted to be an engineer), Jamie Absonord stuffed herself with chicken as
though her assignment was to eat all the chickens in the world, and Beverly ate
like a bear. She was slim, but she burned up all her food faster than the
fireplaces swallowed up logs. The other children were growing, and had spent
the day in the cold. With amazing speed, the chickens became white snowy bones,
the potatoes vanished forever, and the wine disappeared from its bottles as if
a magician were at the table. Then the fruit fled from around its pits, and the
cakes rapidly became invisible. All the while, the player piano sped through
light waltzes. During one of them the roll got stuck and Beverly got up to fix
it. When she returned she found Isaac Penn staring sternly at a handful of
pictures. The two boys were bent over the table, groaning, and there was a big
hole in the ceiling.
“Lovely women,” said Isaac Penn
to Beverly,” but not a one holds a candle to your mother.”
Before Beverly went to bed that
night, she undressed and stared at herself in a full-length mirror. She was
more beautiful than any of the women in Harry’s photographs, far more
beautiful. She wished that she could go dancing at Mouquin’s and glide about
the floor, using her beautiful body to its greatest effect, flowing with the
music. She wished that a man would undress her and embrace her. The music
circled about in her head as she took deepening swirls upon an imagined marble
floor, and for lack of a man she embraced herself. Then she began to dress for
bed: a far more practical matter, for Beverly Penn slept upon a platform on the
roof, and it was unforgivingly cold up there. But despite the cold and perhaps
because of it, the sights she saw were what other people would have called
dreams, desires, miracles.
• • •
TO Beverly, fires and tight
rooms were like a death sentence. If the open air were not blowing past her
face she felt as if she couldn’t breathe. Her regimen, inclination, and
promised salvation were one and the same—to stay outdoors, and this she did for
all but three or four hours a day, hours in which she bathed, played the piano,
and ate with the family. At all other times she could be found in her tent upon
a special platform that Isaac Penn had commissioned to be built astride the
peaks of the roof. Here she slept. Here she spent the day reading, or just
watching the city, the clouds, birds, boats upon the river, and the wagons and
cars on the streets below.
In winter she spent most of her
time alone, for few people could sit very long in the bitter cold while the
north wind came awash over them like a fall of icy water. Beverly was not only
used to it but could not live without it. Her face and hands were usually
sunburned, even in January. And despite her frailty and sickness she was as
much inured to rough weather as a Grand Banks fisherman, a point of irony
apparent when healthy visitors became insensate blocks of ice while she carried
on as if she were in a blooming garden late in spring. The visitors were not as
seasoned as she. Nor had they the elaborate exquisitely tailored wraps, coats,
and hoods, not to mention the gloves, quilts, and sleeping sacks that she had,
all of wool, down, or soft black sable. She had an Eskimo parka of down-lined
sable that was probably the best piece of winter clothing in the world. It was
light and comfortable, flexible, dry, and perfectly warm at all times. The fur
hood drawn about her face was like a black sun. Her teeth were so white in
contrast that when she broke into a sudden smile it was not unlike turning on a
light.
Winter and summer, she climbed
several flights, resting at each landing, until she came to a special staircase
leading to a small door. From this door, a catwalk of steel and wood led to her
platform, a deck on a steel truss that spanned two roof ridges. The platform
was twenty by twelve, and upon it a little tent was anchored more securely than
a circus trapeze, and with at least as many wires: the virtuoso rigger who had
tied it down had engineered a catenary between pole and pole so the wind could
pass over naturally. Three deck chairs faced
in three directions to afford varied views, different positions in the wind,
and constant attention from a weak winter sun. She had hinged windbreaks of
heavy glass, mounted in an ingenious system of pulleys and tracks. She could
raise the glass on all four sides up to five feet high. And she had a row of
weatherproof cabinets. In the first were enough blankets, pillows, and wraps to
have kept Napoleon’s army warm in Russia. In the second was space for about
thirty books, a stack of magazines, a pair of binoculars, a lap desk, and some
games (Willa was allowed to come in the warmest part of the day to play
checkers or war). In the third was a rack of vacuum bottles and canisters in
which she could keep hot drinks and whatever food might strike her fancy. The
fourth held a weather station. She was an expert at predicting the weather and hardly
needed the barometer, thermometer, and wind gauges, but they were useful
because she kept carefully penned records—as well as a running commentary on
the birds and their behavior, the flowering of the trees, fires in the city
(their bearing and duration; the height, density, and color of the smoke; etc.,
etc.), the passage of balloons and the appearance of kites, the way the sky
looked and the kind of boats that went up and down the Hudson. Every now and
then a great old schooner would pass, as silent as it was tall, and often the
city was so busy that she was the only one to notice it.
At night as she lay on her bed
in the open, or in the tent with some of the canvas rolled back so that she could see the sky, she
watched the stars, not for
ten minutes or a quarter-hour as most people did, but for hour after hour after hour. Even
astronomers did not
take in the sky with such devotion, for they were constantly occupied with charting,
measurements, the fallibilities of their earthbound instruments, and concentration upon one or
another celestial
problem. Beverly had the whole of it; she could see it all; and, unlike shepherds or drovers,
and the rough and privileged woodsmen who work and sleep outdoors, she was not often tired..
The abandoned stars were hers for the
many rich hours of sparkling winter nights, and, unattended, she took them in like lovers. She
that she looked out, not up,
into the spacious universe, she knew the names of every bright star and all the constellations,
and (although she could not see them) she was familiar with the vast billowing
nebulae in which one filament of a wild and shaken mane carried in its trail a
hundred million worlds. In a delirium of comets, suns, and pulsating stars, she
let her eyes fill with the humming, crackling, hissing light of the galaxy’s
edge, a perpetual twilight, a gray dawn in one of heaven’s many galleries.
With her face open to the bitter
cold of the clear sky, she could track across the Milky Way, ticking off stars
and constellations like a child naming the states. She hesitated only when a
column of wavy air came streaming from a nearby chimney and shuffled the
heavenly artifacts. Otherwise, she said their names in an almost hypnotic
chant, as if she were calling to the high stars in the shifting black air of
the December sky.” Columba, Lepus, Canis Major, Canis Minor, Procyon,
Betelgeuse, Rigel, Orion, Taurus, Aldebaran, Gemini, Pollux, Castor, Auriga,
Capella, the Pleiades, Perseus, Cassiopeia, Ursa Major, Ursa Minor, Polaris,
Draco, Cepheus, Vega, the Northern Cross, Cygnus, Deneb, Delphinus, Andromeda,
Triangulum, Aries, Cetus, Pisces, Aquarius, Pegasus, Fomalhaut.” Her eye
returned to Rigel and Betelgeuse, and then slipped back and forth from Rigel to
Aldebaran, and to the Pleiades. In the smallest part of a second, she traveled
from one to another, spanning light-years. Velocity and time, it seemed, were a
matter of perspective.
She felt as if she knew the
stars, and had been among them, or would be. Why was it that in planetarium
lectures the telescopic photographs flashed upon the interior of the dome were
so familiar— not just to her, but to everyone. Farmers and children, and, once,
Paumanuk Indians pausing in their sad race to extinction, had all understood
the sharp abstract images, immediately and from the heart. The nebulae, the
sweep of galaxies, the centrifugal clusters—nothing more, really, than
projected electric light on a plaster ceiling—carried them away in a trance,
and the planetarium lecturer need not have said a word. And why was it that
certain sounds, frequencies, and repetitious rhythmic patterns suggested stars,
floating galaxies, and even the colorful opaque planets orbiting in subdued
ellipses? Why were certain pieces of music (pre-Galilean, post-Galilean, it did
not matter) harmonically and rhythmically linked to the stars and suggestive of
the parallel light that rained upon the earth in illusory radiants bursting
apart?
She had no explanation for these
or a hundred other questions about the same matters. Since she had had to leave
school, and had learned little of science when she had been there (girls did
not take physics or chemistry), she was amazed to awaken one morning and find
in her notebook long equations penned in her own hand. She thought that perhaps
Harry was playing tricks. But the handwriting, without question, was her own.
The notations went on for pages.
She took them to the planetarium
lecturer, who didn’t know what they were. She watched him for an hour as he sat
in a pale flood of northern light that came in his window, bent over a rolltop
desk, copying. He said that though he could make no sense whatsoever out of any
of them, he found them intriguing. In his handwriting, they looked more
authoritative.
“What do they mean?” she asked.
“I don’t know,” he answered.”
But they look sensible. I’m going to keep them, if you don’t object. Where did
you get them?”
“I told you,” she said.
“But really.”
“Yes.”
He stared at her. Who was she,
this lovely blushing girl dressed in silk and sable.” What do they mean to
you?” he asked, leaning back into the portable thicket of his gray vested suit.
Beverly took back her pages and
studied them. After a while, she looked up.” They mean to me that the
universe... growls, and sings. No, shouts.”
The learned astronomer was shocked. In
dealing with the public he was often
confronted by lunatics and visionaries, some of whose theories were elegant, some
absurd, and some, perhaps, right on the mark. But those were usually old bearded men who lived in
lofts crowded with
books and tools, eccentrics who walked around the city, pushing carts full of their
belongings, madmen from state institutions that could not hold them. There was
always something arresting
and true about their thoughts, as if their lunacy were as much a gift as an affliction,
though the heavy weight of the truth they sensed so strongly had clouded their reason, and all
the wonder in what
they said was shattered and disguised.
“Growls?” he asked, gently.
“Yes.”
“How, exactly?”
“Like a dog, but low, low. And then it
shouts, mixed voices, tones, a white and silver sound.”
The astronomer’s eyes were
already wide, but she made his heart thud when she said,” The light is silent,
but then it clashes like cymbals, and arches out like a fountain, to travel and
yet be still. It crosses space, without moving, on a fixed beam, as cleanly and
silently as a pillar of ruby or diamond.”
On the roof, she turned her eye
again to Rigel, and then to Orion. The Pleiades were, as always, perfectly balanced
in confounding asymmetry. Aldebaran winked.” You’re flashing tonight,” she said
into the wind, and Aldebaran burst into a sparkling dance, deaf and dumb, but
pleasing nonetheless to her heart. Rigel, Betelgeuse, and Orion, too, spoke to
her. There was no finer church, no finer choir, than the stars speaking in
silence to the many consumptives silently condemned, a legion upon the dark and
hidden rooftops.
The legion of consumptives lay
upon the rooftops that night in bitter cold as the wind came down from the
north like a runner in lacrosse, violent and hard, to batter every living
thing. They were there, out of sight in the square forest of tenements and
across the bridges that dipped and shone better than diamond necklaces. They
were there, each one alone—as all will someday be—in conversation with the
stars, mining ephemeral love from cold and distant light. Ice was everywhere.
The river was frozen very deep, the walks and trees brittle, the crust of the
snow hard enough for horses. And yet the sleepers on the rooftops blazed on in
their quilted coverlets like little furnaces, and when Beverly had had enough
love that night from her lovers the stars, she turned quietly and contentedly,
and fell asleep buried in her furs and down.
A GODDESS IN THE BATH
• • •
“Daddy,” Beverly replied,” soon
enough Harry will be on his own, and so will Jack. Willa has her own trust, and
I’ll be long buried. Tell me, what will you use the money for?” Isaac then gave
with a vengeance, although he knew that all his money and all the money in the
world could not influence what was pursuing Mr. Posposil, and Beverly, at such
terribly close quarters.
So Jayga would leave and for
several days the house would be empty but for Beverly, who, for no reason that
she could understand, was convinced that something special was about to
happen—that she would, perhaps, get well, or run a great and sudden fever that would
finally kill her. But nothing seemed to happen. Two nights before they left, it
snowed, and the stars were buried. The next night, a driven lace of white cloud
hid even the moon. But Beverly had faith and patience. She waited. And then, on
the day of departure, it cleared.
• • •
peter Lake had been thinking so hard about St. Stephen that he
became temporarily religious and actually set foot inside a church. It scared
him half to death. He had never been in one before, for Reverend Overweary had
not let the boys enter the gleaming silver sanctum that he had made them build
near Bacon’s Turkish bungalow. And a day could not pass when Peter Lake and his
kind would not be denounced from half a thousand pulpits throughout the city.
It was the enemy camp, and he was extremely uncomfortable as he padded down the
great center aisle, assaulted by a multitude of unfamiliar colored rays
wheeling in through the stained-glass windows. He had chosen the Maritime
Cathedral, the city’s most beautiful. It was to St. Patrick’s and St. John’s
what Sainte-Chapelle was to Notre name. Its windows rose upright like fields of mountain wild flowers,
illustrating scenes from ships and the sea. Isaac Penn had endowed the
cathedral, insisting that the story of Jonah be splayed across its lighted
windows. He had killed many whales.
There was Jonah, his mouth open
in astonishment as he was swallowed by the whale. And the whale! This was no
silly symbolic emblematic whale, with a man’s mouth and the eyes of a
hypnotized vaudevillian, but one filled with the beauty of real whales. He was
lone, black, and heavy, with a monstrous creased jaw. His baleen was yellowed
and corrupt, honeycombed like a Chinese puzzle. The huge blue bastard was
covered with old wounds and deep gashes. A steel harpoon claw still stuck in
him, and he was blind in one eye. He planed water not like a little silver fish
in a Renaissance miniature, but like a real whale that can smash and bruise the
sea.
Peter Lake was quite surprised
to find in this cathedral a hundred beautiful models of ships, sailing through
nave and transept as if they were at sea on the major routes of trade. If this
was what one found in a cathedral, then this was what one found in a cathedral.
He had wanted to see what religion was, so that he might become like St.
Stephen, and so that he might pray for Mootfowl. Although Moot-fowl’s death had
long been forgotten, anyone who did remember it thought that Peter Lake had
killed him. And he had, but not really. Mootfowl had killed himself—in a
strange and peculiar fashion that tied Peter Lake to him forever. Why had
Mootfowl been so dejected? Jackson Mead had remained for a few years,
half-celebrated, half-obscure, while he built a great gray bridge across the
East River. It was high, graceful, and mathematically perfect. Mootfowl would have
loved it. But there were other bridges to be built, and Jackson Mead had
vanished as inexplicably as he had arrived, disappearing with his train of
reclusive mechanics, not even bothering to be present at the dedication. It was
said that he was putting up bridges on the frontier—in Manitoba, Oregon, and
California. These were, however., only rumors.
Peter Lake wondered how to pray.
Mootfowl had often made them pray, but they had just knelt and faced the fire,
staring at the suns and worlds that danced within it. That had been enough.
There was no fire in the Maritime Cathedral, just the pure cold light that
washed the great weeping colors
from the windows. Peter Lake knelt.” Mootfowl,” he whispered,” dear Mootfowl....”
He did not know what to say, but his lips moved in silence as he thought of the
forge reflecting in Mootfowl’s eyes, of his Chinese hat, the strong thin hands,
and the absolute devotion to the mysterious things that he believed he could
find in the conjunction of fire, motion, and steel. His lips moved, saying
something other than what he thought. He had wanted to say that he had loved
Mootfowl, but that had proved too difficult and inappropriate. So he backed out
of the cathedral feeling as irresolute and frustrated as when he had entered. Who
were those who found it so easy to pray? Did they really talk to God as if they
were ordering in a restaurant? When he himself knelt down, he was tongue-tied.
Peter Lake sat on the horse,
high above the sidewalk. He often felt that the horse was a heroic statue, a
huge bronze whose job was to guard some public field without moving. But then
the horse warmed to motion, and they cantered in slow and easy strides until
they reached the park. Peter Lake had wanted to case some mansions on upper
Fifth Avenue, but the horse leapt the lake at its narrow waist near the
Bethesda Fountain, and took him to the West Side, to Isaac Penn’s house, which
he had never seen. Standing in the snow, he saw Isaac, Harry, Jack, Willa, and
all the servants except Jayga, mounting three large sleighs, one of which was
piled high with luggage. They pulled away in a ringing of bells and snapping of
whips. The horses were harnessed in troikas. Peter Lake stood next to the white
horse, and watched the house until nightfall.
The white horse sat down on his
haunches, like a dog, and watched too. Within an hour, darkness closed over the
city as if someone had slammed shut the door of an icehouse, and powerful winds
began to move through the park like big trains long overdue from Canada. Peter
Lake was hopping from foot to foot. He turned up his collar, acutely aware that
his tweed jacket was whistling as the wind coursed through it. He turned to the
horse, but the horse was still on his haunches, staring contentedly at the
house. Peter Lake began to mumble complaints.” I’m not a horse,” he said.” I
get cold a lot faster, and I don’t sleep standing up.”
But the possibility of slowly
freezing to death did not compromise his professionalism. He noticed that, of
the seven chimneys, five had been smoking when the family got itself and all
the luggage on the sleighs. Now only three were bending stars and sky with
their viscous ribbons of heat. He suspected that they would soon shut down. But
they didn’t, and at about six o’clock a fourth began operation, and then a fifth.”
Maybe it’s oil,” he said out loud.” An automatic system. But no, not even a
house like that would have five furnaces. Maybe two, and two hot-water boilers,
at the most. Those are fireplaces. Ah, I can smell ‘em. Someone’s in there.”
At six-thirty, a light went on
in one of the windows. After all the darkness he had been in, Peter Lake was
blinded. He felt vulnerable, and stepped behind a tree. It was extremely cold,
but he was right to have waited. The light was in the kitchen. A girl came
briefly to the window.” They left a servant. It figures.” But he waited still,
for he was of that class himself (lower, in fact), and knew very well that when
the master was away all kinds of things could happen.” It’s a girl,” he said to
the horse.” I’ll bet she has a lover. I’ll bet he comes and they go on a
six-day drunk. That would be fine with me. While they’re sleeping naked in the
master’s silken bed, I’ll go in and requisition the downstairs valuables. Now
all we have to do... is wait for the lad to show.”
At seven, there was a flash
against the sky. Peter Lake thought it was a shooting star, or a rocket
summoning a river pilot. It was neither, but, rather, Beverly opening the door
to the spiral stairs which led down from the roof. Some other lights went on.
She’s turning down the covers, thought Peter Lake. Soon he’ll arrive at the
door, cast a few glances, and be whisked in like the milk.
Beverly descended to the
kitchen. There, she ate with Jayga, who was already dressed for the street.
They said few words. Both were women in love with men who did not exist, and
they shared the resigned sadness that comes from too much dreaming and longing.
They were used to imagining that when they were alone they were observed in
their graces and beauties (in Jayga’s case, these were to be found in the eye
of the beholder) by a man who stood somewhere, perhaps on a platform in the
air, invisibly. And when they did whatever they did, sewing, or playing the
piano, or fixing their hair in front of a mirror, they did so with tender
reference to his invisible
presence, which they loved almost as if it were real.
As Jayga cleaned up, Beverly got
ready for bed. No piano playing, no chess or backgammon, no games with Willa
and her dolls. She missed Willa already. The child looked just like Isaac. She
was not really pretty yet. But she was loved by all who saw her for her fine
quality of face. Such a sweet little girl. And a shrieker! And a giggler! It
was the first time that she would be able to remember a Christmas at the Lake
of the Coheeries, and, because of that, Beverly thought not to send a telegram
after all. She turned the white handle of the faucet to shut off a thick stream
of hot water. In the morning, when no one was in the house, she would spend an
hour in her father’s wonderful bathing pool. But now she was tired. She said
goodnight to Jayga, told her that she would expect to see her in a few days,
and went back upstairs.
Peter Lake did not notice the
second flash, when the roof door opened, because he was watching lights in
different rooms as they went out one by one during Jayga’s processional through
the house. And then the kitchen light was extinguished. Jayga stepped out the
front door and put a suitcase on the steps. She double-locked the door and
shook the handle to see if it were tight. Peter Lake was overjoyed to see a
servant girl in her heavy coat and scarf, carrying a suitcase. After Jayga
scurried down the street, he looked up to see that only three chimneys were now
ribboning out heat, and even these were failing.
That’s that, he thought. At four
in the morning, the five cops on duty in Manhattan will be sitting around a
wood stove in a whorehouse somewhere, looking out for the sergeant (who will be
upstairs, unconscious, snoring into a pink feather boa, his knees curled up
into the buttocks of a poor young girl from Cleveland). I’ll hit the place at
four and be out by five-thirty with the silverware, the cash, and half a dozen
rolled-up Rembrandts.
He wondered, though, how such a
prize could be left unprotected. Certainly they had intended to have the
servant girl stand guard. That was it. She was ducking out. Of course they
might have electrical alarms and other gadgets, but that only made it more fun.
He shivered. He had to have some
roasted oysters and hot buttered rum or he would die. The horse had to have
some oats and some hot alfalfa
horse tea. They dashed through the night toward the music and fire of the
Bowery, gliding swiftly over the park’s snow-covered trails.
• • •
YOU could hear people eating in
the roast oyster place from five blocks away. There is something about a roast
oyster, a clean stinging taste of the blue sea, hotter than boiling oil, neatly
packaged in its own bone-dry kiln, that makes even the most refined diners
snort, sniffle, and hum as they eat. Peter Lake got the horse his due and then
sailed into the oyster place at the peak of the dinner hour. It was a vast underground
cave between the Bowery and Rochambeau. The walls of stone were gray and white
throughout half a dozen grand galleries. Arches like those of a Roman aqueduct
touched the floor and then bounced away. At seven-thirty on a Friday night, no
less than five thousand people dined within this subterranean oyster bin. Four
hundred oyster boys labored and cried as if they were edging a great ship into
port, or rolling Napoleon’s cannon through Russia. Candles, gas lanterns, and,
here and there, clear electric lights illuminated paths between rumbling little
fires. The background noise was not unlike the famous record that Thomas Alva
Edison had made of Niagara Falls, and the trajectories of the flying oyster
shells reminded some old veterans of the night air above Vicksburg.
A poor harried oyster boy
appeared before Peter Lake, knitted his brows, and asked,” How many are you
going to have?”
“Four dozen,” said Peter Lake.” From the
thyme-hickory fire.”
“To drink?” asked the oyster boy.
“No,” said Peter Lake.” To eat, boy. To
drink, I’ll have a knocker of buttered rum.”
“Rum’s out,” said the boy.” We have hard
cider.”
“That’s fine. And, oh yes, have you got a
nice roasted owl?”
“A roast owl?” asked the oyster boy.”
Don’t got no roast owls.”
Then he disappeared, but was back in less
than a minute with four dozen roasted oysters hotter than the finest open
hearth in all of Pittsburgh, and a
flaming quart of hard cider. Peter Lake reacted to
all of this like a Bayman, and
for an hour his eyes saw straight without a blink while he grunted and hummed,
alongside those with pink skulls and
dangling powdered wigs, in disgusting disarray amid a thousand loose and
distended oyster bellies hanging by cords of white sinew.
“I like to relax myself before a
burglary,” Peter Lake said to a nearby barrister as they both stared over the
horizons of their swollen stomachs, picked their teeth, danced with the orange
tongues of fire, and partook of steaming hot tea in pewter mugs with hinged lids.”
It makes sense to be slack before great exertion, to lose control in advance of
a big job, don’t you think?”
“I certainly do,” said the barrister.”
I always get drunk or go whoring the night before a big trial. I find that
wildness of that kind clears my mind and makes of it a tabula rasa, so to
speak, able indeed to accept the imprint of pytacorian energy.”
“Well,” answered Peter Lake,” I
don’t know what all that means, but I suppose that you must be a good lawyer,
talking like that. Mootfowl said that a lawyer’s job was to hypnotize people
with intricate words, and then walk away with their property.”
“An attorney, this Mootfowl?”
“A mechanic. A master of the
forge. I loved him. He was my teacher. He could do anything with metal. He
would beat it up into a darling frenzy, charm it into motionless white windings
and red helixes of flame, and then strike it into just the shape willed by his
mighty eye.”
“Lovely,” said the barrister.
Peter Lake floated up into one
of the many clean white rooms and there slept a refreshing sleep until three in
the morning, when he arose with an unusual sense of well-being and a great deal
of energy. He washed, shaved, drank some ice water, and went into the cold.
Moving through the deserted streets as if it were early summer, he was warm
inside, wound up like a spring, happy, full of affection, and strong. And what
a nice surprise it was to arrive at the stable and find that the horse, too,
was awake and bright-eyed, bursting with energy, eager to set out.
• • •
ALMOST at four sharp, Beverly’s eyes opened upon a spring scene
in the stars. So pleasant, peaceful, clear, and calm were they, with human attention at the nadir, that
even the winter air above her seemed warm and gentle. She saw no spirits, no
open roads, but, instead, a summer sparkling of winking little stars that might
have been the backdrop of a deliriously happy musical play.
Beverly smiled, delighted at how
the universe suddenly seemed to have become an artifact of the Belle
Epoque—navy blue, dazzling, light, full of grace and joy, and as wonderful as
the lucid moments before a rainstorm. She couldn’t sleep, so she sat up, and then
she rose to her feet without the customary effort. The stars were now all
around her, and she hardly dared to move or breathe, for the air was still
fresh and warm and she felt no fever. Could it be? Yes. There was no
overheatedness upon rising, no deep labored breathing, no trembling. She pulled
off the glistening sable hood and felt the benevolent air. Could it be, really?
Yes, but she would have to be careful. She would go inside, bathe, take her
temperature, and then see if, after a few hours, she still did not send the
silver column soaring like a gull gliding on a summer thermal.
Peter Lake had arrived
downstairs and begun to stalk around in the moonlight. All the nonacrobatic
entry points were heavily barred. But that was hardly a problem: in his bag he
had a portable acetylene torch that could slice through iron rods as if they
were sausages. He was about to spark the torch, when he had a second thought.
He rummaged in his knapsack and pulled out a voltmeter. There was a current
running through them. They were so thick that, to bypass them electrically, he
would have needed conductors of similar diameter to mimic their low resistance.
He thought for a minute to get some—the Amsterdam Machine Works were not too
distant, and he often went there at night, because they didn’t keep a careful
inventory and he had a key to the front door—but he saw that the bars were of
varying thicknesses. When he examined them carefully he was astounded to find
different strips of metal incorporated into them in complex helical patterns
and inlaid crosshatchings. It would take a day at the blackboard just to figure
out the theory of this alarm system. He had no hope of controverting it in the
dark at six degrees above zero. Impressed and even delighted, Peter Lake went
around the side of the house and climbed onto the broad ledge of a window. He
was now on the level of the parlor floor, having seen from the ground that the rectangular
silver bands often traced in Egyptian fashion around the edges of grandiose
parlor windows, were absent—though it was never much of a chore to foil them,
as long as one insisted upon remaining delicate. The window in front of him was
locked and alarmed, but all he had to do was cut a nice big hole in the glass
and step through gingerly onto the piano.
The moon saved him, for it
cleared the eaves and shone down upon the glass, illuminating ten thousand
hair-thin channels etched on the inner surface like orderly rime. He took out
his loupe and examined them. By some sophisticated technique that even he did
not know, the fine lines had been filled with hardly visible strips of metal.
Obviously, every opening in the place was rigged. Peter Lake did not know that
Isaac Penn was obsessed by burglars, and had taken heroic steps to bar their
entry.
“That’s all right,” said Peter Lake.”
They can jam up the windows and doors. That’s fine. But they can’t wire every
square foot of the walls and roof. And since there’s no one here, I’ll cut
myself a hatch.”
At the very instant that Beverly
opened the door to the iron stairs and the flash appeared in the sky, Peter
Lake’s steel grappling hook was thrown in a perfect arc, and traveled smoothly
up to the roof. It took hold with a sound like that of an ax lodging in a piece
of timber. But Beverly didn’t hear it, for the hook landed and the door slammed
at the same time. With his tool-laden knapsack on his back, Peter Lake climbed
hand over hand up the knotted rope, like an alpinist, talking to the hook all
the while, begging it not to pull out. Beverly made circles around the pole of
the spiral staircase, as if she were dancing down the steps of a palace filled
with music. Four o’clock in the morning.
Still, the city did not stir. A
few thin willows of smoke rose straight and undisturbed, and on the river some
pilot lights could be seen on vessels moored fast to buoys or stranded in the
ice. Lightheaded and obsessed, both Beverly and Peter Lake were furiously
engaged. She whirled about the second floor, tossing off her clothes as she
went, waiting for enough water to fill the bathing pool so that she could take
shelter in it away from the cold air that would be playing in invisible eddies
above it. She was not used to such exertion, and probably should have
refrained, but she danced the way people often do when they are unobserved—as
unfettered and unself-conscious as a child, skipping like a lamb. Peter Lake
was hard at work on the roof, panting like a bicyclist, turning a heavy auger.
“This goddamned roof’s three
feet thick,” he said to himself as the drill went deeper and deeper and did not
break through. He thought that he had hit a sleeper, so he started a new hole.
After a few minutes, the brace came to rest against the top of the roof, and
the bit still had not broken through.” What’s going on here?” asked Peter Lake,
with tremendous irritation. Usually, he would already have been knocking at the
fence’s door. He did not know that Isaac Penn (being an eccentric and heinously
wealthy old whaler) had had the house built by New England’s finest
shipwrights, specifying that the roof be crafted like the hull of a polar
whaler built to survive pack ice. For some reason, Isaac Penn was afraid of
meteorites, and because of that the attic of his house was, more or less, a
solid block of wood. The timbers were so thick and tight that Peter Lake could
not have sawed open an entrance for himself had he had until June to accomplish
the task. He grew more and more apprehensive as he realized that he might have
to go down a chimney. It was bad enough doing that in summer, but in winter it
usually entailed difficult complications.
As Peter Lake climbed along the
roof, Beverly prepared to enter the bath. Isaac Penn’s bathing pool was a tank
of black slate and beige marble ten feet long, eight feet wide, and five feet
deep. Water flowed into it over a smooth stone ledge along its entire length,
came upwelling in an explosion of bubbles from jets at the bottom, and played
over the surface after spewing from the yawning mouths of golden whales. All
the Penn children, most lately Willa, had learned to swim there. And despite
his deserved reputation for being a pillar of virtue, Isaac Penn did not object
to men and women bathing together in the nude, as long as it was not done
coyly. He had learned the custom in Japan, and maintained that it was highly
civilized. Had the public known, he would have been pilloried.
The pool was half full, a
churning sea of warm white bubbles. Peter Lake found the roof door and the
lighted spiral staircase. He thought it might have been a trap, but he also
thought that it might have been good
luck. It was a heavy steel door: someone had mistakenly left it unlocked after
leaving the solarium. Deciding to try it, he took out his pistol. Beverly
raised her arms. No fever, it seemed. She caught a glimpse of herself in the
mirror. She was beautiful; and how wonderful to be beautiful and not wasting
away. Peter Lake peered in through the roof door, allowing his eyes to adjust
to the light. Then he took a step, and Beverly tossed herself, feet first, with
a whoop, into the whirlpool. He turned dizzily down the steps. She spread her
arms and revolved easily in the current. Just as he reached the main floor,
pistol in hand, eyes darting to and fro, she took hold of a golden whale and
stretched out her feet to kick in place, singing to herself. She had plaited
her hair in a loose braid, and it lay suspended in the clear shallows that
washed across her back. Her limbs, smoother and more perfect than ivory, beautiful
in themselves as examples of form, beautiful in their motion balanced one
against the other, were stretched out and lean, and her arms made a lute shape
as she clutched the golden whale in front of her. If the fever were to come
back, it would do so after the bath, and make her once again redder than a
field of hot roses. But she didn’t think about it, and she kicked and sang as
the water flooded over the fall.
No longer fearful of entrapment,
Peter Lake reached Isaac Penn’s study. It was sumptuous indeed, something a
burglar might pray for—ten thousand leather-bound books (some in glass cases);
a glimmering collection of ancient navigational instruments, chronometers, and
brass-sheathed telescopes; and half a dozen oil paintings. Peter Lake looked at
a book in one of the glass cases. A printed card next to it read “Gutenberg
Bible.” Worthless, thought Peter Lake, since it could not have been very old,
having come from Guttenberg, a town in New Jersey just south of North Bergen
and north of West New York. Someone there was printing up tremendous unreadable
Bibles.
Right over a dark mahogany desk
as spacious as a room in servants’ quarters was a painting of a racehorse
standing in a meadow. Behind such a painting, Peter Lake knew, one could always
find a vault. He swung the painting out from the wall.” It’s as big as a vault
in a bank,” he said out loud. And it was, but it was in Isaac Penn’s study, and
that meant something.
Isaac Penn was in many ways a genius.
But he was also peculiar and eccentric. Enamored of the sciences, he had wanted
to name his last child Oxygen, but everyone had prevailed in getting him to
choose a more conventional appellation, which was lucky for little Willa. Years
before, however, he had managed to saddle Harry with the rather uncommon middle
name of Brazil. And he had prevailed entirely in the design of his house. One
of its more unusual features was the vault that Peter Lake was so happy to
find. Though the house itself was a fortress, still, Isaac Penn had thought to
make sure that anyone who did manage to break in would be kept busy. Thus the
vault was not a vault but rather a solid plug of molybdenum steel which
extended into the wall for five feet. Peter Lake began to drill.
Half an hour later, the brace
for the two-inch bit began to grind steel. He pulled away the drill and
inserted a probe. He hadn’t broken through. Must have been machined
imprecisely, he thought, or maybe my bit’s worn down. He took a set of calipers
from his bag and measured the tool—exactly two inches. One of those foil deals,
he said to himself, and placed an awl in the boring. He struck it hard with the
steel mallet, and the mallet went shooting back over his shoulder and bounced
off the wall. A three-inch door? Impossible: it couldn’t be opened. Let me
check this. After careful measuring and calculation, he determined that the
radius of the opening and the design of the hinge did not permit of a
three-inch-thick door. He would try three inches anyway. He put in a longer
bit, and resumed drilling.
Upstairs, Beverly did not know
if the fever had returned or if the heat she felt was only because of the bath.
She sweated as if she had 105, and feared that, though the fever might have
gone away, her flirtation with steam and hot water had invited it back. Perhaps
she should have been totally silent and held her breath, hoping that the fever
would run blindly throughout the house unable to find her and then crash out a
window to dissipate in the snow. But she was not sure that her indiscretion
would not, in the end, serve her well, for she remembered what her father had
said about those who bide too much of their time and keep too much counsel. He
had told her,” God is not fooled by silence.” He had told her always to have
courage, and sometimes to step into the breach—though he need not have told her, for it seemed to
have been her temperament from the very start. So she cleared the steam from
the mirror with a bold sweep of her hand and revealed a gorgeous sweating girl
with a gleam of water covering her reddened face and chest. Fight the fever.
Fight it, and, if necessary, go down fighting. The courage would not go
unrewarded, would it? That is to be seen, she thought. But, meanwhile, there
was no question—she would fight. She wrapped herself in a blanket-sized towel
and fastened it near her shoulder with a silver clasp. With the fever, even
standing upright was taxing. When she went into the hall on her way downstairs
to play the piano, the cool air was like a breeze in the mountains.
Peter Lake, too, was sweating.
When the brace ground to a halt, he pulled out the drill and blew away the
tailings. In went the probe. Solid. In went the awl. He struck it a stupendous
blow, and was nearly killed by the ricocheting hammer, which, this time, lodged
in the wall behind him. His wrist and fingers stinging, Peter Lake forgot what
he had broken in to do, and changed to a ten-inch bit.” I’m going to break
through this bastard,” he said, angrily and with a trace of insanity,” even if
it kills me.” Then he rolled up his shirt sleeves, and began to drill yet
again. Sweat poured down his face, stinging his eyes, dripping onto the crimson
carpet.
Beverly glided past the door of
the study. Peter Lake saw a diffuse white reflection in the wet steel of the
auger, and turned, half expecting to see a ghost. But she was already in the
kitchen. He went back to his task, gripping the slippery beet-colored handle of
the brace with all his strength as he worked it.
While she stared into the hell
of the toaster, Beverly heard the squeaking and mincing of the drill. Muffled
within the walls, it sounded like a very large rat. Her eyes shot about
suspiciously. Since when were there rats in the Penn house? She imagined him
and shuddered, visualizing rats in the honeycombed tunnels that passed through
the dead in their graves, among the horrible tangle of roots that embraced the
ground as pale and blind as maggots. But the rat would undoubtedly be satisfied
with whatever was deep in the walls. Besides, gnawing sounds from inside a
house always went away, and then seemed as if they had never been there. Up
popped two scones, and she deftly caught them in midair.
Peter Lake hit ten inches. His
muscles ached. He was thirsty. Just before Beverly passed by the study door on
her way to the conservatory (and this time, looking to her left, she would have
seen him), he threw himself on a leather couch and closed his eyes in
exhaustion.
She placed the little china
plate that held the scones, and a bone-white cup of hot tea, on the piano. When
she was a girl her father had scolded her for doing that. The piano did have
some heat rings on it, but it had always sounded the same. She opened the
keyboard cover and out flashed a smiling monster of soft ivory. What would she
play? Perhaps “Les Adieux.” It was one of her favorite pieces, and with it she
might say goodbye to the fever. But no, the beauty of “Les Adieux” was also an
invitation to return, strong enough to call back a galloping horse and its
rider. Remembering what her father had said about those who were unduly silent,
she decided upon a piece of music that was pure courage, the allegro of the
Brahms “Violin Concerto,” which she had in a piano transcription. She got it
out and spread it open. The steam from the tea rose past the notes; their
pattern was like what an eagle might see as he wheeled over a range of steep
mountains. The opening was so bold and true that she feared to start, for its
drawn-out melody was no less than a cry from a human heart. She shuddered, and
then she began. The beauty of the music exploded through the house as its first
phrases were sustained, echoed, and elevated by those that followed.
Peter Lake had been lying back
on the couch, slack. His tools were strewn about the room. Neither crouching
nor alert, nor packedup and ready, as his profession dictated, he was, to the
contrary, uncharacteristically vulnerable. And when the music erupted
furiously, it caught him completely off guard. He flew into the air, his heart
stopped, and then he sank down with the expression of a dog kicked from sleep
by a screen door. However, he recovered very quickly—another part of his
profession—and by the time he was on his feet he was no longer a burglar
attacked by a violin concerto, but a man. He left his tools and jacket where
they had been, and walked toward the sound.
This was not the ringing piano
of the music hall, sweet and sad, but something far higher. It moved him not as
a succession of abstract sounds, but as if it were, rather, as simple and
evident as the great strings of greenish-white pearls that glistened along the
bridge catenaries at night. When early evening came, they were there, shining
out, the symbol of something that he loved very much but did not really know.
What would he have done if the lights of the bridges did not light in early
evening? They were his center calm, his reassurance, and much more than that.
This music sounded to Peter Lake like the sparkling signal that the lights
tapped out in the mist.
He arrived at the door of the
conservatory, defenseless, as the echo and timbre of Beverly’s grand piano rang
through him in a resonance as solid and direct as one of the physical laws.
Running that fierce black engine was a girl in a towel. She was sweating,
working hard, lost in powering the wide end of the speeding piano. Her hair was
half wet, still plaited, delirious. She sang and spoke to the piano, cajoling
it, tempting it, encouraging it. She spoke under her breath, and her lips moved
to emphasize and verify.” Yes,” she said.” Now!” She hummed notes, or sang
them, she closed her eyes, and sometimes she struck down very hard, or withdrew
with a smile. But she was working all the time; her hands were moving; the
tendons and muscles in her neck and shoulders shifted and flowed like those of
an athlete. Peter Lake could not see that she was almost crying. He didn’t know
what was happening to him, and was resentful of the deep emotions that he tried
to control and could not, so that, though he wanted to, he was unable to back
away. He stood there, rooted, until Beverly, breathing hard, finished the piece
and slammed down the keyboard cover. Her breathing was most peculiar. It was
the breathing of someone deep in the lucid darkness of a fever.
She put her hands on the piano
and leaned against it so she wouldn’t fall. Peter Lake neither moved nor took
his eyes off her. He was deeply ashamed, mortified. He had come to steal, he
had broken in, he was streaked with sweat and dirt from his work at the drill,
and he was staring at Beverly without her knowledge.
He had unspeakable admiration
for the way she had risen from obvious weakness to court with such passion the
elusive and demanding notes that he had heard. She had done what Mootfowl had
always argued. She had risen above herself, right before his eyes. She had
risen, and then fallen back, weakened, vulnerable, alone. He wanted to follow her in this. And, then,
she was beautiful, half naked, glowing as if she had just stepped from a bath.
Her fatigue seemed almost like drunkenness or abandon. Her bare shoulders alone
might have absorbed his attention for many weeks. He was overwhelmed.
But how in the world would he,
could he, approach her? It seemed to him as if the new dawn took an hour to
fill the room, and all the while they were frozen in position. He finally
concluded that she was, simply, unapproachable, and that he dared not try. As
the dawn wind gently shook the windows, he took a step backward, hoping to leave
unobserved while she was immobile at the piano.
When he did, the floor gave a
wonderful, tortured, wooden squeak which told unmistakably of live weight. He
froze, hoping that it would go unnoticed. She lifted and turned her head. And
then she saw him. Half in delirium, she fixed her open gaze upon his face.
Though her reaction built steadily within her, she gave no clue to what it was.
He, on the other hand, felt shame flooding his cheeks like a hot geyser.
He could say nothing. He had no
right to be there, he had already been profoundly changed, he was not good at
small talk, she was half naked, it was dawn, and he loved her.
He moved his foot up and down on
the loose plank that had given him away. It sounded like a child’s toy being
pressed. He kept on moving his foot up and down, and he looked as if he were
about to burst into tears.” It squeaks,” he said, with such emotion that he
thought the whole world had gone mad.” It squeaks.“
Beverly looked at the piano, and
then back at Peter Lake. What?” she asked, her voice rising gently.” What did
you say?”
“Nothing,” replied Peter Lake.”
It’s not important.”
She began to laugh. It was very
loud at first, and reminded them that (except for the music) the house had long
been silent. He, too, laughed, rather politely, and cautiously. She put her
hand to her face, closed her eyes, and sighed. Then she was quiet, with her
hand to her face still, until another short burst of laughter. Then she Pressed
her forehead very hard, and she cried. The tears came terribly fast. Now she,
too, was salty and streaked. It was horribly bitter crying, but it was soon
over, and when she looked up again, she was drained, or so it seemed.
Morning sun now made the room as
white as sugar, and the drafts and breezes made it cold.” If you’re what I’ve
got,” she said,” then you’re what I’ll take.” He might have been offended, but
she did not sound in the least sorry for herself. It was as if she knew about
him more even than he did. He nodded to say that he understood. Whatever it
was, it did not appear to be a marriage made in heaven. For the first time in
his life, he felt exactly what he was, and he was not impressed. Still, he
wanted to embrace her. But that seemed out of the question, and the room grew
whiter and whiter.
Underneath them, in the
basement, the automatic furnace switched on, and the entire shiplike frame of
the Penn house shuddered. They could hear the rhythmic beating of the oil
burner and the bright yellow pounding of the flame. He wanted more than
anything in the world to embrace her. But it seemed out of the question.
Then she turned to him and
stretched out her arms. And he went to her as if he had been born for it.
ON THE MARSH
• • •
In navigating, he used the fully
laden sound like a light, and thought that if the sound were alive—a chorus of
spirits, somehow animate, perhaps a god—it would not be displeased that he made
it a beacon, keeping it always to his left by ten degrees. And he found not
only the right path, but a safe one, by listening to the ice, muffled by newly
fallen snow, as it resounded under the slow steps of the white horse.
Most horses, sensing the water
underneath, would have been afraid. A fall through splintered ice would have
meant drowning in cold black water, itself suffocated under an unyielding white
plate and thousands of feet of vibrating blue air choked with cotton. But the white
horse was unafraid, and moved as steadily as if he had been on a track. He kept
his head up, and followed the sound of the clouds with what seemed to be
affection. Peter Lake could hardly see the animal beneath him as white as the
thickly falling snow, but he could sense that the horse was on his own ride,
relearning what he had known long before. And it was not unpleasant, plodding
slowly over the ice, to discover that of all the means to the tranquility he
now sought, a quiet snowfall was the most elegant and the most generous.
Hours out, when he knew he was
on the marsh because the ice rose in long whalish humps over the dunes, and
brittle cattails jingled as they were shaken by his horse’s hooves, he sensed
that he was being watched. Well he understood how careful the Baymen became
when the marsh froze and roving bands could cross over and lay waste their
villages. The Baymen remembered the Hessians, and the Indians, and others even
before them. Certain that they were watching him, he advanced into the pressure
of their eyes as if to the beat of a drum. The horse was alert, trying for
silence in his steps.
Then they closed with breathless
speed, a full circle of them in cowled white robes of thick rabbit fur, their
winter dress. The ring they made of their spear points was a mechanical
expression of the ineluctable, an
absolute zero of escape. How silently they had come, how perfectly they had
appeared from the blinding mist, as if they had been part of it. Peter Lake
spoke to them in the ceremonial language. They recognized him and brought him
in.
• • •
HE always took good care of the
horse. After all, he loved him. And while he was clearing a space between two
enormous dappled Percherons, so that the white horse, who was even bigger than
they were, would be warm and comfortable in the thickly reeded quonset stable,
Humpstone John pushed his way through the door of felt panels. As Humpstone
John grew accustomed to the light that streamed from a brass candle-lantern, he
appeared stunned. This was not unusual, for he was a man who was often in the
presence of great things. He looked at the horse with tremendous satisfaction.
Peter Lake saw in John’s eyes the delight at seeing an old friend, and he saw
as well that it was not on account of him.
The horse snorted. He didn’t
know John, that was clear. John addressed Peter Lake in English.” Where did you
get him?” he asked.
“I got him... uh, I got him....”
“Well, where did you get him?”
“I didn’t really get him. He was just
there.”
“Where?”
“On the Battery. I had almost
had it—the Short Tails. I fell. When I got up I couldn’t run anymore. I thought
it was the bucket. And then he came from...”
“From your left.”
“From my left.” Peter Lake nodded.” How
did you know?”
“Have you named him?” asked John.
“No.”
You don’t know his name, do you?”
“No. There wasn’t any way to
know.” He thought for a minute.” He can jump. Jesus, can he jump. The Dead
Rabbits wanted to buy him and put him in the circus.” Then his voice lowered.”
John, he can jump four blocks.” “Not surprised.” “You know about him. Why is
that?”
“Peter Lake, I thought that you
might come to no good (and you may yet). And when we sent you across the river,
all alone, I had little hope that you would make out decently in that place.”
When he said “that place,” he said it with the dread and revulsion that the
Baymen had for the city.” I thought that you were gone from us, and would
become one of them....”
“I have,” said Peter Lake.
“Maybe you have. But that’s not the end
of it.”
“Why?”
“You remember that there are ten songs.”
“Yes.”
“That one learns them, beginning at age
thirteen, one each decade.”
“Yes. I never learned them.”
“I know, Peter Lake. We sent you
away. The first, the song of thirteen, has to do with the just shape of the
world. It is nature’s song, and is about water, air, fire, and things like
that. I cannot ever sing you any of these, not anymore. But I can say that the
second one, the song of twenty-three, is the song of women; and the third one,
the third song, Peter Lake, is the song of Athansor.”
“Athansor?”
“Yes,” said Humpstone John,”
Athansor... the white horse.”
• • •
THE next morning, when the snow
stopped and the sky became cold crystal, every Bayman from everywhere arrived
to view Athansor—that is, every Bayman who knew the song of the white horse.
Refusing Peter Lake any information about what the song said, they just gazed
in amazement at Athansor, who had had no idea that this was his name, but came
to recognize it by noon. Peter Lake was irritated because, as he put it, he wanted
to know what he was driving around. It didn’t take him long to stop wondering,
since he thought he would never find out—it was harder to pry a secret from a
Bayman than it was to open a sick clam. He went to the white horse and
comforted him, and was comforted in turn to realize that the horse’s sudden
renown and new name meant nothing. It just doesn’t matter, he thought; he’s the white horse; his nose is still soft
and warm; nothing has changed.
But something had changed, or
was changing. Everything always did, no matter how much he loved what he had.
The only redemption would be if all the tumbling and rearrangement were to mean
something. But he was aware of no pattern. If there were one great equality,
one fine universal balance that he could understand, then he would know that
there were others, and that someday the curtain of the world would lift onto a
sunny springlike stillness and reveal that nothing—nothing—had been for nought,
neither the suffering of all the children that he had seen suffering, nor the
agony of the child in the hallway, nor love that ends in death: nothing. He
doubted that he would have a hint of any greater purpose, and did not ever
expect to see the one instant of unambiguous justice that legend said would
make the cloud wall gold.
Covered with furs, he lay in his
hut, staring out an open door at Manhattan far across the white and frozen bay.
He had spent two decades in the city that sat on the horizon like something
floating in the clouds, and now he knew what the gray and red palisade was; he
knew its scale, its music, its interior, the sound of its engines, the plan of
its streets. Great as they were, the bridges were fathomable. He understood how
the new skyscrapers were built. Mechanics built them, and he was a mechanic.
For twenty years, he had been on the streets of that city, and he loved it. He
was a guide, an intimate. And yet, from a distance, catching the sun in the
clear, it looked like nothing he had ever known. Following its brown spine as
far as his eye could see, he lifted his head to pass over the spires of tall
buildings. A hundred plumes of smoke and steam curled about this Beeping thing,
which would not have surprised him had it immediately come alive. Its growing
animation was catapulted across the ice, and though it was sleeping in dark
chains, he had no doubt that someday it would rise and brighten, like a whale
bursting from the sea into light and air.
It was easy to become lost in
vivid memories of such a city, and they assaulted him with the energy and
disorder of the streets themselves. Within the traffic of many forms and
colors, serene images spoke quietly,
but they were as bright as enameled miniatures, and as lovely to recall.
A family of South American
grandees had toured the park one summer day, in a line of four carriages pulled
by horses as gray as November. It seemed that they were used to another life in
a place that was vast, wild, and full of sun and animals, and as they rode in
the lacquered carriages, they carried themselves like knights. The women were
more alluring than Spanish dancers at the core of their frenzy: sex gleamed all
about them like metal. There were a silent patriarch and matriarch, each of
whom had wise old eyes, and hair whiter than the unprinted edge of a postage
stamp. Peter Lake had envied them as they approached: though they did not know
the city, they were obviously masters of some foreign ground. As they came
closer he saw that sitting with the driver in the front carriage was a cretin
or idiot—a son, brother, or grandson of those within the scallop of the
carriage itself. He was dressed like them, but his eyes bulged, and he drooled
from a smile that was far too easy. His hair seemed like fur, and his limbs
were loose and dangling. Every now and then the grandmother would stand up in
the carriage, steady herself with one hand, and pat him like a dog, while the
others talked to him affectionately. For him, it must have been a great thing
to ride with the driver. They were not in the least embarrassed by this stroke
of fortune. On the contrary, they seemed to benefit from it, as sails flying
through bright air benefit from a suffocated keel ploughing blindly through
dark water. He was one of them, and always would be. They loved him. The
carriages had long passed, but Peter Lake never would forget the boy’s pale
moonish face bobbing up and down at the head of the procession.
Now and then, from the windswept
platforms of the Brooklyn crossing, he saw the ranks of soldierly skyscrapers
in their tight stone lines. Once, late in spring, he watched them stop a
continental sea of cloud and mist, damming it up like the water in a millpond,
until it sifted through their fingers and made them individual islands. At
night they were a palisade of flickering light. Long after everyone was asleep,
they conspired in wind tones and vibrations. They held through the blinding
weather, speaking in their strange static, trying to touch across great
heights, striving to effect the marriage of heaven and hell to which they were
pledged. Watching in a storm, Peter Lake had seen lightning dance across their
granite needles in sheets of solid white.
But no memory, no matter how
fine, sharp, or powerful, could match his memory of Beverly. It was
electrifying and perfect—except that he could not remember the color of her
eyes. They were round, bright, and beautiful, that was sure, but were they
green, brown, or blue? Why remember the color of her eyes, when she was dying?
But blue-eyed (was she blue-eyed?) Beverly, in a claret scarf, drew him back to
her when he least expected and wanted it.
He tried to distract himself.
Remembering a string of fortunate summers, he summoned from his bed on the
windswept ice a picture of Manhattan reverberating with heat. There he was, bobbing
and floating on rafts of color high above the streets: silvered canyons and
warm red brick, the lisp of a huge broken clock, trees like bells shuddering
sound in green, silent streets as dark and elegant as mirrors in dim light, a
thousand paintings left and right—islands in the stream cascading from above,
the heat of pale stone, merchants forever frozen who never ceased to move,
cooing purple pigeons shaped like shells, an arsenal of roses in the park,
streets that crossed in forks and chimes, leopard shadows, dappled lines. But
what was it without green-eyed (was she green-eyed?) Beverly in her claret
scarf.
He might hide deep in the city,
and lose himself in the blurring colors, the violent action, the wavering
summer furnaces of air at the end of every street. But then, enjoying the
pleasure of being lost, he would turn to find that he had been followed, and
changed. Brown-eyed Beverly (was she brown-eyed?), in her claret scarf, could
easily pull him from his contemplations. A young girl, a frailty, simple and
true, who had been unable to stand up from the piano and had had to be carried;
a girl half his age; a girl who could not shoot a gun, had never been in an
oyster house, atop a tower, or under the wharves; a girl hotter always than
noon in August; a girl who knew nothing; had thrown him so hard that he would
be out of breath forever.
The city took lives in an
instant, by the hundred, without a blink. She would be quickly
overwhelmed amid the tenements, she would vanish and disappear, she would melt
on the barriers, she would be lost,
exhausted, unable to follow as he made his way through the bladed maze. And
yet, those green, blue, brown eyes followed him down all streets, on all paths,
everywhere, effortlessly.
The best thing to do was to stop
it while he still could, since it was something that would lead nowhere,
painfully. There was no shortage of women for him in that sea of architecture
that lay across the ice. The women there, in seemingly infinite number, were as
startling and beautiful as a quiet green square at the exit of a wildly busy
street. They could clasp him tight in their speech, keeping him like a pearl in
a stiff silver mount, because it had always been easy for him to fall in love
with just a voice—a source of endless trouble when he used the telephone. One
woman had been so consumed with jealousy that she tried to shoot him as he was
standing at the bar of an oyster house. A bullet lodged in mahogany, another
killed a clam, and yet another drilled a hole in the blade of a slicing
machine. Peter Lake turned to her, and asked,” What does this have to do with
romance?” She and all the others were quickly fading as Beverly took hold.
Beverly. This one young girl colored his mind and memory as if he had been
dragged through a trench of dye.
How could he explain this to
Mootfowl, who was always present, in the air, as if Peter Lake lived in a
painting and Mootfowl were a figure in a painting within the painting. Sitting
high up in an arched window in the sunlight, staring into the chapel of Peter
Lake’s life, Mootfowl was always willing to forgive, but he had to hear the
truth. And the truth, as Peter Lake saw it, was that the girl was
consumptive—not just consumptive, but near death. He knew of such things from a
lifetime among the dark or glowing souls ready to depart the plain of tenement
rooftops and sail through the air. The child in the hallway was by no means the
only one he had seen about to cross worlds. They were as numerous as flowers in
spring and could be found by the row in lofts full of iron beds, or overflowing
into the neglected gardens of hospitals for the poor. As they drifted upward,
ghosts, they could not even cry out.
She would soon join the
disappearing souls, faintly glowing, gossamer. How could he trust that he loved
her? She was rich, and there was much to gain. The rich died, too,
disappointing all those who thought that somehow they didn’t. Peter Lake had no
illusions
about mortality. He knew
that it made everyone perfectly equal, and that the treasures of the earth were
movement, courage, laughter, and love. The wealthy could not buy these things.
On the contrary, they were for the taking. Though Peter Lake was, by his
account, a fortunate man, he was not wealthy. That was something else entirely,
which depended solely upon things like gold, silver, and commercial paper (he
had stolen a lot of commercial paper from banks: it was hard to fence). Beverly
was an heiress to the kind of fortune that altered one’s character in
contemplating it, the kind of fortune that was like an injection of stimulants
directly into the bloodstream. His heart pounded when he thought of the
millions, the scores of millions, the hundreds of millions.
How could he explain to the
airborne Mootfowl that what had overtaken him was love and not greed. She was
soon to die, and he would love other women who had, as Mootfowl used to say, a
faster grip on the world. And how would he explain to a clerical spirit in a
lighted window that his lust and love had finally converged, undiminished.
He had carried her from the
piano, not to the reception room nor to her father’s study, but to a bedroom.
There, he put her down on cotton sheets as fresh and cool as silk, and watched
in amazement as she removed the clasp from the towel that was wrapped about
her, and, while leaning back on the pillows as if she were about to suffer a
medical examination, undraped herself. She breathed heavily—the feverish
breathing—and stared straight ahead. Then she forced herself to look at him,
and saw that he was more frightened than she.
She took a deep breath and
moistened her lips. Then she exhaled, and said to the man standing by her bedside,”
I’ve never done this before.”
“Done what?” answered Peter Lake.” Made
love,” she said.
“That’s crazy. You’re burning up. It’s
too rough,” Peter Lake said almost all at once.
“Go to hell!” she screamed.
“But, miss,” he said,” it’s not that
you’re not beautiful, it’s that I...”
“You what,” she asked, half imploringly
and half in disgust.
“I broke into the house.” He shook his head.”
I came to steal.”
“If you don’t make love to me,”
she said,” I don’t think anyone ever will. I’m eighteen. I’ve never been kissed
on the mouth. I don’t know anyone, you see. I’m sorry. But I have a year.” She
closed her eyes.
“Maybe, according to the doctor
who came from Baltimore, a year and a half. In Boston they said six months—and
that was eight months ago. So I’m two months dead,” she whispered,” and you can
do with me whatever you want.“
Peter Lake, who was both
decisive and brave, thought for a moment.” That is exactly what I will do,” he
said as he sat down on the bed to gather her in his arms. He pulled her in and
swung her over and began to kiss her forehead and her hair. At first she was as
limp and shocked as someone who has begun to fall from a great height. It was
as if her heart had stopped.
She had not counted on
affection. It startled her. He kissed her temples, her cheeks, and her hair,
and stroked her shoulders as tenderly as if she had been a cat. She closed her eyes
and cried, much satisfied by the tears as they forced their way past a dark
curtain and rolled down her face.
Beverly Penn, who had the
courage of someone who is often confronted by that which is gravely important,
had not expected that someone else would be that way too. Peter Lake seemed to
love her in exactly the way that she loved everything that she knew she would
lose. He kissed her, and stroked her, and spoke to her. How surprised she was
at what he said. He told her about the city, as if it were a live creature,
pale and pink, that had a groin and blood and lips. He told her about spring in
Prince Street, about the narrow alleys full of flowers, protected by trees,
quiet and dark. He told her about the colors in coats and clothes and on the stage
and in all kinds of lights, and that their random movement made them come alive.”
Prince Street,“ he said,” is alive. The buildings are as ruddy as flesh.
I’ve seen them breathe. I swear it.” He surprised even himself.
He talked to her for hours. He
talked himself dry. She leaned back on the pillows, pleased to be naked in
front of him, relaxed, calm, smiling. He talked hills. He talked gardens. What
he said was so gentle, strong, and full of counterpoint and rhyme, that he was
not even sure that it was not singing. And long before he was all talked out and exhausted, she had
fallen in love with him.
Her fever had subsided enough so
that she could feel the coolness of the room. After a comfortable moment of
silence and ringing in the ears, he bent over, and, in kissing her breasts, was
overcome by a graceful, mobile desire. She was cool to the touch, and though
she had imagined with stunning accuracy everything that they did in their rush
to find one another out, she had not had the slightest idea of the power and
abandon with which they united. It was as if they had been kept from one
another for a thousand years and would not come together for yet another
thousand. But now, chest against chest, arm cradled in arm, hallucinatory and
light, they felt as if they were whirling in a cloud.
How would he explain to the
airborne Mootfowl that, when her fever returned and she grew delirious and
begged Peter Lake to marry her, he thought to do it quickly, so that she could
not change her mind. She wouldn’t live too long, and he was thinking of the
money. Then he had wept. Half asleep, she hadn’t even known. The next morning,
when he left, she stood at the back of the stairs, shorn of all her powers,
which he carried away in complete indifference as if, in the large white bed,
they had traded substance and spirit. He knew that she had given him everything
she had, and as he left her he was thinking about lathes and machines and
complicated measurements, and things that were precision-milled with surfaces
as smooth as glass or polished brass.
He was in love with her, he was
not unmoved because she was Isaac Penn’s daughter, and the two factions were
much at war. In the painting’s bright corner, Mootfowl seemed amused, which
surprised Peter Lake, who had thought he was guilty of a great transgression.
But the laughter and color in the bright window at the periphery of his vision
suggested that this was not so.
And then he saw a strange white
cloud moving across the now golden face of the city’s cliffs in the sunset. It
changed shape and form as it flew about the towers like a whimsical ghost. He
realized that it was—pigeons, millions of pigeons, in a cloud electrified by
reflection. They wheeled across the skyline like particles of smoke in Brownian
motion, caught brilliantly in a dark chamber by a clear stroke of light
reverberating between a sky and floor of yellow brass.
Next to the bodies of the
buildings they were like mites, or snow, or confetti, or dust... and yet they
were one single flight, rising like a plume in the wind. Peter Lake knew from
this that the city would take care, for it was a magical gate through which
those who entered passed in innocent longing, taking every hope, showing
touching courage—and for good reason. The city would take care. There was no
choice but to trust the architect’s dream that was spread before him as compact
as an engine, solid and sure, shimmering over the glinting ice. He lay back,
resigned until he saw her again not to know the color of her eyes.
And then he was suddenly
overwhelmed. It was as if a thousand bolts of lightning had converged to lift
him. All he could see was blue, electric blue, wet shining warm blue, blue with
no end, everywhere, blue that glowed and made him cry out, blue, blue, her eyes
were blue.
• • •
IN winter, the Lake of the Coheeries was the scene of a
siege. No Renaissance engine belching fire or hurling stone could keep pace
with even one white clap of a New York winter, and winter there clapped as
endlessly as a paddlewheel on one of the big white boats slapping across the
lake in seasons gone by. Battalions of arctic clouds droned down from the north
to bomb the state with low, to bleach it as white as young ivory, to mortar it
with frost that would last from September
to May. Lost in this white siege was the; town of Lake of the
Coheeries, which in comparison to the infinite, dazzling, never-ending lake
that terminated, some people said, China, was about the size of a shoebox.
The lake itself ate up all the
snow until mid-December. Then, after it froze over, the snow swept across it in
drifts and made a maze of corridors wide
enough for cargo iceboats, with walls of snow higher than canal banks. Iceboat
masts could be seen running along the tops. Sometimes a brave soul would go
aloft in a balloon to direct a snow-shoveling crew in cutting the walls of the
maze so that the iceboats would have a straighter path from one side of the
lake to the other. But within a week or less, the maze would be restored by
shifting winds and drift-filled cuts, and the iceboat men once again had to
guess, call out to one another, and sometimes halt to climb a bank and peer
around. And then when winter really came, in January, the snow completely
covered the lake, and transportation across it required horses and sleds.
That December the ice was empty
and unmarred, as perfect as a mirror, and iceboats were able to wing about like
martins and kingfishers. They tracked their ways across the flawless glass like
glaziers’ cutting wheels. The Penns had crossed the lake at eighty miles per
hour. Willa was dumbfounded. As he had held her on his lap, in the wind, Isaac
Penn explained. This was Dutch—as if saying so could account for the speed, the
sliding, the great knives on the slick ice. But Willa accepted it without
question. It was Dutch. That explained it. No need to wonder anymore. The idea
was within its warm wool sock. Giddiness, speed, sea horizons, and azure ice
were Dutch, and the child held tight to the magic of the word.
Not so the telegraph man who
climbed aboard his flyer with a message for Isaac Penn and shot across the ice
in the dark, heading for the eastern shore, where a cluster of lights marked
the Penn summer house ablaze with the festivities of Christmas. The telegraph
man held his lines tightly in gloves of fur and leather. His hands were cramped
with exertion, his arms near to falling off, his face knotted up to trace the
shortest path across the black ice. At first the lights appeared not to get
closer. Then they gradually got bigger until, at the end, he seemed
to be speeding toward them faster than light itself. He had to whoa his iceboat
like a horse—slackening the sail, dragging the brake, then lifting the brake,
and coming about. He made the flyer creep and crawl the last half-mile to the
Penns dock, and every now and then he patted the telegram to summon if its
yellow crunch the assurance that it had not been blown out of his vest.
Isaac Penn was known for
lugubrious depressions, deep melancholia, moments of heavenly equilibrium, and
mad flights of happiness and joy. His moods infected everyone around him. When
Isaac Penn was down, the world was grayer than London’s rain-laden trees. When
Isaac Penn was up, it was every room bursting forth with tympanums and brass; a
medieval street fair of the heart; the Midwest in May; flights of soaring
birds; it was Willa’s laugh rolling about, as capricious and dependable as the
surf. That night in the Lake of the Coheeries the summer house was as bright as
a candle in a paper cup. It was the evening before Christmas Eve, and Isaac
Penn pranced about like a mad goat. He danced with Willa, stooping way down; he
boxed with Harry; they did reels in front of the fire, with the rug rolled
back—the servants, too, and the closest neighbors, the Gamelys. Knees flew into
the air, followed by dancing hose and puppetlike legs. Dresses twisted in light
yellow overjoyed with torque and pitch. Rum, champagne, cakes, and roasts were
everywhere. (Well, not everywhere: they weren’t in the fireplace, or on top of
the harp, or pasted on the ceiling.) The house was warm and bright. Even the
cats danced.
The telegraph man knocked at the
door. When they opened it, there he was, covered with snow and ice, a bush in
winter. When he entered, he shielded his eyes against the light, which came at him
throbbing like a drum, and he walked around as if he were a cinch bug, making
little circles, stopping short stubbornly. They gave him a cup of daffodil
punch, and as his mustache icicles melted into it, the great big standy-up
circus organ played “Turkey in the Straw,” he said, ”Telegram.”
My, but he was surprised—even
scared—by their reaction. They danced and applauded like a bunch of lunatics.”
All I said was ‘telegram,’“ he protested,” not ‘the second coming.’“
“God bless you!” they screamed,
and applauded once more, stunning the man who had just spent a dark hour
fleeing like a spirit over the floor of ice.” A telegram! A telegram!”
Lunatics, he thought to himself,
typical downstate lunatics. Then he gave them the telegram. Harry read it:
“‘Cannot come Lake of the
Coheeries Christmas. Will spend Christmas dancing at Mouquin’s with Peter Lake.
I love you all. My
life is ablaze. Kiss Willa especially. Beverly.‘”
As Isaac Penn stood in the
middle of the floor, puzzled, the dance music played on. Mouquin’s? How could
Beverly dance at Mouquin’s? It was hot and crowded. What was she going to do to
herself? And who the hell was Peter Lake?
• • •
PETER Lake was all fear, when, shortly before Christmas, he took
himself and the white horse (or, as he now called him, Athansor) up to the Penn
house high on the cloudy park’s northwest flank. He remembered Beverly best not
for the dazed moments in love, and not for the way she had changed him when he
saw her at the piano, but for the way she had looked when he left. She was
standing at the back of the stairs, in a harsh northern light that softened in
the golden mist of her disarrayed hair. She looked at him with unmatchable
simplicity. Her expression said nothing, reflected nothing; in it was no
ambition for him, no snare, no plan. Not even affection. Perhaps she was too
tired to do anything but gaze at him without a thought. There were no barriers
between them then, and he would always remember her standing alone at the foot
of the stairs, about to ascend into the cold crest of light which broke like
surf against her hair. That was Beverly.
The house she lived in was
unsuited to such ravishing simplicity, for it was an essay in whimsy,
ingenuity, and laughter. It was stronger than the upturned hull of an ark,
bristling with impediments, and as inviting as the round green wreath that hung
on the front door. The front door itself was pale blue, almost gray. Had Pearly
passed by, he would have stopped.” I know how these things work,” Peter Lake
said under his breath, addressing the wreath.” It was too fast, too fast. Such
a rapid conversion is bound to have a middling end. She’ll be embarrassed to
death just to see me. She won’t be able to look at me. Then she’ll get mad.
Four minutes after that, I’ll be back on the street.”
The door swung out at him, which
was quite a surprise, for front doors usually opened in. The surprise was
evident on his face, so Jayga said,” Mr. Penn says that doors should open out,
like the breach on a parrot or something. He says that he likes to pack people into the house as if he was
loading a doll glenn. I don’t know what he means by it, but the doors swing
out. What’s your business?” She gave him a quick up and down.” We don’t have no
trade entrance.” “Beverly.”
Jayga looked this way and that,
and then said,” Oh Lord!” Thinking that she could turn back the clock, she asked,”
What’s your business? We don’t got no trade entrance.”
“Beverly,” Peter Lake answered calmly.
“Beverly who?”
“Beverly Penn.”
“Miss Beverly Penn? The Miss?”
“Miss Beverly Penn,” Peter Lake echoed,”
the Miss.”
“You?” Jayga asked in astonishment.” You
don’t look like no Harberd boy.”
“Me. I’m not a Harberd boy. I’m
just like you, ya folia?” Tremendously disturbed, Jayga took him up to the
roof, where Beverly lay on a deck chair, her face to the clouds. It was almost
warm in the protected enclosure, and she seemed more rested, and stronger, than
she had been when he had met her. In fact, she was a study in equanimity, as
tranquil as the steady subdued gray of the low roof of clouds. How beautiful
she was. She suggested to him the qualities of strength and sureness which he,
a man always on the run, longed for most. She made him feel as if his battles
were behind him, and she excited in him, for the first time, the desire to be
married. He enjoyed the thought of the handsome couple he imagined they might
be. This, and more, followed from just a glance.
Jayga went downstairs, all
stirred up, as servants often are on behalf of their masters. Peter Lake sat down on an uncushioned deck
chair opposite Beverly’s.
His charcoal-colored coat made eaves and dormers about his knees. If he had had a hat (he didn’t
wear a hat), he would
have taken it off. The city was preparing for
Christmas.
Though they both could feel the
oncoming tension, there was peace.
Then occurred a rare thing about which
men and women some times dream. They
carried on a full conversation in complete silence, discerning feelings, plans, exclamations, jokes,
opinions, laughter, and
dreams—rapidly, silently, inexplicably. Their eyes and faces were as mobile as changing light upon a
mottled sandbar when clear water agitates above it. Peter Lake sometimes stole big
horse-choker diamonds; white, yellow, or rose. And during the lovely hours
before his rendezvous with the fence, he spent much time entranced by the light
dancing through them. They, like Beverly and Peter Lake, seemed to be able to
speak in silence.
Much that was strange, not for
its substance, but for the way in which it was communicated, passed between
them without resistance. Yes, they were delighted by one another’s image in
daylight, outside. He was handsome and she beautiful, and it was a pleasant
surprise to receive a gift greater than even memory could give. They confided
in one another that they were in love. Marriage seemed to be an excellent idea,
for what had they to worry about in the way of unseen hurdles when it was
likely that she would not last another year?
“Mouquin’s?” Peter Lake asked,
breaking the silence.” I can’t go to Mouquin’s.”
“But I want to,” said Beverly,
with complete disregard for Peter Lake’s objection, chattering away selfishly
as they descended the stairs.” I can wear my mother’s gown. The clothes that
she had are now at the peak of fashion. I have her blue-and-white silk dress.”
“That’s fine,” said Peter Lake.”
That’s just fine. But...”
“And Mouquin’s, they say, is a
yellow wooden building that, on the outside, seems to be an ordinary
boardinghouse, but is like a French dancing hall inside, with balustrades of
marble, banks of ferns, an orchestra, and people coming, and going, and
dancing. They dance as if no one else is there—the people who are in love. And
everyone is dressed to the nines, my father said. He said that what makes the
place so wonderful, so happy, is that it has a sad edge.”
“A sad edge indeed,” said Peter
Lake, settling back into a brown velvet couch in the library.” A sad edge
indeed, especially for me. 1 can’t go to Mouquin’s. Mouquin’s is where Pearly
Soames practically lives.” Then he told her of how Pearly had vowed to drive a
sword into him, and that, despite Pearly’s clumsiness and banality (Pearly
often hit his head on things, tripped, and closed doors on his fingers), he
honored his promises and was capable of achieving the most extraordinary ends.”
I’ve been to Mouquin’s, you see, and it isn’t that great. At least it doesn’t
seem to be worth dying for.”
Beverly lay back against the
brown velvet and closed her eyes. The heat was beginning to make her tired in a
lovely and contentious fashion. Jayga tried to busy herself in the kitchen, but
could not resist spying on them, and went every minute or so to the opening
over the hunt board to peer down the long dark hall toward the library and its
red walls and bright lamps. Mouquin’s moved before Beverly’s eyes in a vision
suggesting nothing less than a new world, a mute and snowy Russian Easter
compressed within the translucent chamber of an alabaster viewing egg, a sort
of miniature paradise which, if entered, might be the scene of miracles. She
thought, recklessly, that dancing at Mouquin’s could drive out the disease,
flood it with devastating light, and provide a curtain of time and beauty
through which she might pass to another side where there was no such thing as
fever, and where those who loved one another lived forever. Peter Lake’s
difficulties with Pearly seemed slight.
“I can’t imagine,” she said,”
that Pearly would harm you while you danced with me.” “Is that so!”
“Yes. I feel very strongly,
though I don’t know why, that you are safe with me, anywhere—Mouquin’s included, Pearly’s
bedchamber included, the darkest hole in the tombs included.”
Peter Lake was amazed—not only
at the presumption that she was capable of protecting him, but because he, for
some reason, believed her.” I’d rather not test your powers, if it’s all right
with you,” he said, anyway, for safety’s sake.
“I want to go to Mouquin’s!” she
screamed so loudly that Jayga jumped up and banged her head on a caldron that
was hanging above her. Unable to cry out in pain, she did a long and silent
Morris Dance.
I tell you that no harm will
come to you there. It’s more of a risk for me—to go in a carriage in a mountain
of stiff clothes, to dance, to drink, to sit in a hot, tense, happy room.
Pearly won’t touch you.”
He believed her. When she was tired she
was stranger than an oracle, talking
in certainties and pronouncements, insistent, selfish, delirious. She leaned back again,
exhausted. He could hear only the
sound of her breathing, a clock pendulum,
and something thumping around in the
kitchen. To dance with Beverly at Mouqum’s might very well stand Pearly
on his head. And if it didn’t, so what. It would be a fine finish. He
would drink plenty of champagne, and all the haut monde, the beau monde, and the low monde freely
intermixing at Mouquin’s would see his demise. What the hell, he thought, it’s
the quick turns that mean you’re alive.
“All right,” he said.” I’ll go
with you to Mouquin’s. But let’s wait until New Year’s Eve, when they’ll be
going full blast.”
“Good,” she replied.” That way,
we’ll have time to go to the Lake of the Coheeries, where my family is. I want
to see my father, and Willa. I want you to meet them.”
She sounded weak, drifting off.
He wondered what he would be drawn into by this pretty young girl who often
spoke in the manner of a will. He had no idea of where it might lead, but he
did know that he loved her.
“To the Lake of the Coheeries?”
he asked.” Well then, to the Lake of the Coheeries.”
“I’m glad,” she said, so softly
that he could hardly hear her.
• •
•
a little
pine was lashed to the tall black stack
of the Albany boat. Its branches were bent back from steady combat with the
wind. But no matter, it was still a Christmas tree. Peter Lake and Beverly
drove into a dark hold where Athansor would stay in a comfortable stable with
two or three other horses, and where the sleigh was then bolted to the deck.
Clear electric lights suddenly came up full as the generator was coupled to
newly idling engines. Peter Lake and Beverly, he in his gray coat and she in a
smooth fortune of sable, suddenly became brightly visible to one another. He
satisfied himself that Athansor was well set, and then took Beverly’s arm to
lead her upstairs to their cabin—not that he knew where he was going, although
she did. She had occupied that cabin a hundred times.
As they were about to go inside,
Peter Lake looked over the rail at the dock below. Vendors were selling hot
loaves of bread, chestnuts, tea, and coffee.” I ought to get some bread and tea
for the passage. No, tea will cool; beer, I suppose, would be better.”
“It isn’t necessary,” she answered.
“Why? We have to eat.”
“There’s a restaurant on board,
and if you want you can summon a steward at four o’clock in the morning and
order roast oysters, hot rum, ribs of beef, and everything that goes with
anything that strikes your fancy.”
“In that case,” Peter Lake replied,”
to hell with chestnuts.”
The cabin was on two decks.
Downstairs were a large dining table over which hung a gimballed oil lamp
(left, after electrification, at Isaac Penn’s request), captain’s beds, bunk
beds, a desk, a settee, and a complete bathroom. Upstairs were another sea bed,
and a few leather chairs facing a plate-glass window that looked out to
starboard. Since the boat left at noon to go upriver, the starboard view showed
all the intricacies the sun could illumine.
“This is our cabin,” Beverly said.”
The Brayton Ives carries newsprint for The Sun down from Glens
Falls. The line does well on account of the paper, so they keep this cabin for
us whenever we want to use it. We have to pay, but at the rate for a regular
cabin. They’re small, but they’re all right. Once, when we were children, Harry
and I stayed in one, because there were so many Penns going to the lake that
all the beds were taken.”
The boat cast off and moved into
the ice-free channel. Without removing their coats, they fell back on one of
the beds and kissed all the way to Riverdale. Even above the throb of the
engines they could hear brass bands on the Upper West Side, and faint choirs
from within the smaller churches. But they didn’t get up until Riverdale, when
they went out on deck and saw a wilderness. Whitened palisades, rolling hills,
glimmering iced trees, and the Tappan Zee miles ahead broadening like a route
to the poles were their Christmas, and the hot drumlike sounds of the engine
their Christmas music.
At Tarrytown, the setting sun
made steeples, towers, and brick buildings on the hill as red and orange as
tropical fruit. By the time they passed Ossining, dusk had fallen and the
snow-covered fields were blue and violet. All the houses of Ossining, ranged
upward on the hills, glowed like fireflies from light within as happy families
and unhappy families, and those that were neither and both, gathered around
pre-Christmas dinners in the Dutch style. And, undoubtedly, there were a few
boys still on the ponds, racing in near-darkness down the narrow cleared lanes which ran like cold canyons
through walls of oak and cattail. The river at Ossining was so wide, beautiful,
and still, the shelf of ice on Croton Bay so endless and arctic, the mountains
to the north so mountainly, the woods on the east bank so lovely, the fields
and orchards so beckoning with the lights of fine houses at their edges or in
the hollows of hills, that Peter Lake and Beverly stayed on deck though the
wind made their faces frozen and numb.
Haverstraw Bay was mainly open,
but the channel was littered with enormous blocks of ice against which the
iron-sheathed prow of the Brayton Ives smashed on the downstroke. Each
time this happened, it was as if ten thousand bells had been rolled down a
great staircase. This combined well with the great pressure of the wind, the
straining of the engine, and the miscellaneous blasts of the steam whistle.
Peter Lake and Beverly, faces stoked to fire by the north wind, watched the
ship charge one white slab after another and crush it into floating confetti or
simply crack it in half.
The mountains into which the
rives wound, now whitened by winter, were, in summer, green and rolling hills,
or high brown ridges covered with lightning-killed trees in which armies of
eagles had their enormous nests. Not even half a day out of New York, were
shadowy valleys so dark and deserted that they might have been on the frontier.
No lights could be seen north of Haverstraw, and Verplanck, where iceboats
reigned, was all in bed or by the fire, with lamps extinguished. The hills were
barren, the water black, the ice thickening with each sally of the Brayton
Ives. But she kept on smashing into it; and the rougher it got, the more
she fought.
They slept through a night of
charging and pitching, and dreamt of circling the earth like angels, with hands
outspread to guide their flight. Smoke sometimes curled in the open window and
burnt their sleeping eyes, but it soon curled out again, and they found
themselves high above the sea, or whistling over some dark range or mountains
deep in central Asia. Then, feeling as if their lives had been spent charging
the ice, they awoke to a subzero dawn and a great commotion on deck.
“What have we got to burn?” the
captain screamed from his wheelhouse.
“Oak and pitch pine, sir,” answered
a deckhand from the ice-cluttered forecastle.” And a shipment of mahogany,” he
added as an afterthought.
“Start with the pitch pine.
Cover that with oak. If we don’t have full steam, throw in the goddamned
mahogany. We’ll pay for it.”
The Brayton Ives had come
to Conn Hook, where the river was so narrow that the ice seemed like a straight
marble road. They had to drive themselves up on the brittle shelf (as if the
ship were a mechanical duck flipper out of a pond) and break it with the sidewheeler’s
enormous weight. This was no mere river navigation; it was winter war.
The ship backed a quarter of a
mile through the shattered plates it had just broken, and rested as the wood
moved on a chain of hands into the mouth of the boiler. The furnaces screamed
with summer, and could be heard throughout the fields. Pressure mounted. The
chief engineer squinted at his gauges, watching them climb. Three columns of
colored water passed warning bands of red. He held his breath—1, 750—1, 800—1,
850—1, 900—1, 950—1, 975—2, 000! He shifted the boat into full speed, wondering
if the machinery would tolerate the strain or provide yet another fatal
explosion on the river. Gears and decoupled governors spun into invisibility.
Viscous oil thinned. Shafts began to smoke, even though cabin boys doused them
with buckets of cold water. The paddles began to spin, digging a trench in the
river water and vaporizing it like a saw. The Brayton Ives ran its
quarter-mile as fast as a cannon shell, and hit the ice. In slow but
unstoppable motion it climbed the shelf and keeled its way for a thousand feet.
Centered in the channel as before, paddlewheels chipping the ice like milling
machines gone mad, the Brayton Ives had skidded so far out of the water
that crew members and captain, Peter Lake and Beverly now standing on the
listing third deck, weren’t sure what had happened or where they were.
Explode!” said the chief engineer as he pulled
the safety valve and a rush of
steam shot high over the Hudson with a whistle that could be heard at the northern end
of Lake Champlain. As the whistle grew weaker, they found themselves listing high and dry on
the ice.
The wheels had stopped turning.
The open water from which they had sprung was so far back that they couldn’t see it. The Brayton
Ives looked like a toy ship in a winter window dressing.
A man near the bow started to
move, but the captain gestured for him to stop. Like everyone else, the captain
was listening. Eyes darted from the white river to the ship’s master standing
with raised hands. A minute passed, two minutes, three, and four. After five
minutes, the nonbelievers were sure that the captain had put the ship out of
service until a caisson of dynamite could be brought from West Point. But the
captain remained on the open bridge, his hands still in the same position,
listening.
“Look,” said Beverly,” he’s
smiling.” He had broken into a satisfied smile, and his arms had dropped to his
side. The deck crew thought that he was taking the defeat with humor, and they
began to laugh. He shook his finger at them, and looked over their heads.
Every eye on the ship turned to
the north, from which a noise like the sustained crack of a whip echoed down
the valley. A black line dividing the ice spread toward them. The captain had
known what was going to happen long before anyone else (which was why he was
the captain). Then the world seemed to collapse as the solidified river split
in two for miles and the ship fell with a roar into a chasm of liberated water.
A way was open before them as clear as a slip between piers. They got up steam
and proceeded calmly to the north—where there seemed to be no people, but only
mountains, lakes, reedy snow-filled steppes, and winter gods who played with
storms and stars.
• • •
JAYGA had watched as Peter Lake and Beverly packed the sleigh,
hitched up Athansor, and drove off, bundled in furs. Then, a minute later, she
had run to the police station to deafen the desk sergeant with a tale from one
of the pieces of Shakespearean tragedy that she had seen declaimed in the beer
halls. It was a loose cross between Othello, Lear, Hamlet, and When
We Were Young in Killarney, Molly, delivered with a combination of speed
and thunder which came too thickly to admit of much grammar.
“The young miss and her swan
done canteloped,” said Jayga to the desk sergeant.” I knew he weren’t no
quality. Bezooks, he hangs around all night, he does. Lend me your ears!
Fourscore and twenty-nine years ago, I did remember from the prick of tails
what when he was loft to give and crovet with sateen robes and silken duvets.
Hath thee no grime?”
“What was that?” the sergeant
wanted to know.” Are you here to report a crime?”
“Bezooks I am! Damn your face,
piebald strumpet!” She thought that if she were to talk to the police on behalf
of the Penns, this was the way to do it. And so it went, as Jayga manufactured
details that drew the sergeant toward her until his stomach smothered the
police blotter like a small hippo reclining upon a pocket Bible. Peter Lake had
strange red eyes. Lightning danced from his whip. The horse could fly (she had
seen it in the air, circling the house while its master was inside). Begging
her mistress to stay, she had clutched at her heels and thrown herself in front
of the sleigh, but to no avail. After half an hour of shrieking, when the tale
was told, Jayga exclaimed,” Oh! I left my biscuits in the oven!” and
disappeared from the station house so quickly that the police thought they had
dreamed her.
Telegrams sparked to and fro
between The Sun and the Lake of the Coheeries. The telegraph man worked
harder that Christmas than ever before, and made an iceboat track across the
lake straighter than the barrel of a Sharps rifle.
WHAT QUESTION MARK EXCLAMATION
POINT FIND HER STOP CHECK THE ROOF STOP LOOK EVERYWHERE STOP
EVERYONE
LOOKING EVERYWHERE STOP CANNOT
FIND HER STOP ADVISE STOP
LOOK HARDER STOP
STILL CANNOT FIND BEVERLY STOP
LOOK EVERYWHERE STOP
WHERE IS EVERYWHERE QUESTION
MARK STOP
DO YOU WANT SPECIFICS QUESTION
MARK STOP
YES STOP
HOSPITALS HOTELS WAREHOUSES
RESTAURANTS BAKERIES ROPEWALKS STABLES CARGO VESSELS DAIRY BARNS PRODUCE
TERMINALS BREWERIES GREENHOUSES ABATTOIRS BATHS POULTRY MARKETS GOVERNMENT
OFFICES RETAIL ESTABLISHMENTS WELDING LOFTS INDUSTRIAL GARAGES GYMNASIUMS
FORGES SCHOOLS ART STUDIOS HIRING HALLS DANCE PALACES LIBRARIES THEATERS OYSTER
BARS POTTERY BARNS SQUASH COURTS PRINTING HOUSES AUCTION PLACES LABORATORIES
TELEPHONE EXCHANGES RAILROAD STATIONS BEAUTY PARLORS MORGUES PIERS ARMORIES
COFFEE SHOPS CLUBS KILNS MUSEUMS POLICE STATIONS BICYCLE TRACKS TANNERIES JAILS
BARBERSHOPS REHEARSAL ROOMS BANKS BARS CONVENTS MONASTERIES SALAD KITCHENS
STEAMSHIP TERMINALS CHURCHES GALLERIES CONFERENCE CENTERS WHOREHOUSES MUSIC
SCHOOLS AEROPLANE HANGARS AND OBSERVATION TOWERS STOP
The Brayton Ives halted
at the foot of high mountains along the river’s west bank, and a ramp was put
down onto the ice. All was serene as engines idled and hissed, and no movement
could be sensed. And then Athansor came bursting out of the side of the ship,
his hooves thundering on the ramp, pulling behind him the sleigh with Peter
Lake and Beverly. Before the sailors could haul in the planks, Athansor was
galloping on the white roads that led into and over the mountains. There were
no railings at the thousand-foot drops, but only ice-clad trees and evergreen bushes long encased in
thick sarcophagi of snow. They went up and up, ricocheting left and right in
terrifying skids, crossing the frozen mountains under a cloudless polar sky.
Finally they halted in a small notch and looked west at the greatest plain
Peter Lake had ever seen. It stretched for hundreds of miles in three
directions, and was covered with forests, fields, rivers, towns, and the Lake
of the Coheeries—twenty miles distant, silent, snow-covered, wider than the
call of a French horn, shimmering on its horizon with white illusory waves, a
separate kingdom of the unrecorded frontier. They almost flew down the
mountain, and then Athansor ran at ferocious speed along a wide, straight, and
snowy road that led to the lake.
He was galloping like a fire
horse, on the sleigh path that paralleled the iceboat road, when Beverly stood
up and said,” That’s my family!” indicating an iceboat zipping toward them in
the trench. Isaac Penn recognized his own sleigh, and released the sail as he
pushed the brake into the ice, sending up a rooster tail of glitter. In the
sound of the horse’s deep breathing and the luffing of the sail, the Penns
stared at Beverly and Peter Lake, and they stared back. Though no one could
think of anything to say, Willa leaned over and reached for Beverly—her
favorite, her darling. Peter Lake jumped from the sleigh and lifted the child
into Beverly’s arms. Willa seemed like a little bear frisking with its mother,
because both she and her sister were clothed in shiny black fur, and Beverly
held her as if she would never let go.
Willa closed her eyes and slept
contentedly; the iceboat was pivoted around; Peter Lake cracked the whip; and
they raced to the house on the lakeshore under a sky of solid delft azure.”
Drive hard, Peter Lake, drive hard,” said Beverly, holding the child.
He had never had a family. But
there he was, suddenly, almost husband and father. Small scenes can be so
beautiful that they change a man forever. He would never forget that noontime
on a lake of ice, nor would he ever forget
her words.
“Drive hard,” she had said. He
would. Things were different. All he wanted now was love.
• • •
THEY slept until evening,
Beverly in a specially constructed loggia outside, and Peter Lake in an
upstairs bedroom. He awoke in complete darkness and struggled through halls and
passageways until he found himself in a huge room, staring at two fires and the
Penns, all of whom were wide-awake, including Beverly, who had come in from the
cold. Peter Lake announced that he had to go to see his horse, and backed out
the front door. The air was a mountain of crystal through which a bright moon
shone. He followed the sled tracks to the stable, where he peeked in at
Athansor dreaming contentedly under a thick scarlet blanket. Clearheaded, Peter
Lake returned to the house, and found that everyone except Isaac Penn was busy
in the kitchen cooking up a feast to feed the Huns, the Mongols, and the
Eskimos. Isaac Penn was enthroned in a leather chair, staring at the fire,
tapping his thin fingers on the heavy arm.
Peter Lake sat down on a wooden
bench next to the fireplace and looked Isaac Penn squarely in the eyes. He
expected yet another staring contest, as with Pearly. Peter Lake knew that
powerful men could cut people down to size with their eyes, and often did.
Jackson Mead and Mootfowl had done it benevolently, but they had done it. Thus,
Peter Lake expected to be raked, combed, and shaken down, because Isaac Penn
was much more than Pearly’s match. Indeed, to Isaac Penn, Pearly was just a
sharp-toothed puppy. This was because Isaac Penn was the man behind the city’s
mirror. He had almost supreme power over the city’s conception of itself, and,
by small adjustments, could hypnotize and entrance it. If he wished, he could
have it flail its limbs in an alarming fit. He could scare it to death, empty
its streets, or make it want to hide in a hole. Because Isaac Penn could move
New York in such a way that its strength would shame the giants of the earth,
or lift the city’s hand to have it flick the dust from a baby’s eye, Peter Lake
expected one of those meetings where he was made to feel like an aspiring young
gnat.
What a surprise, then, when
Isaac Penn looked him in the eye and said quite sheepishly (he even looked
slightly like a sheep, which was probably what accounted for the wonderful
expression that so distinguished Willa from other children—Beverly did not look
like a sheep), ”Um, ah, do you take wine with your meals?”
“Sometimes,” answered Peter
Lake.
“Good, we’ll have wine tonight.
Would claret be all right with you? Chateau Moules du Lac, ninety-eight?”
“Oh yes, anything,” replied Peter Lake.”
But isn’t it pronounced ‘claray’?”
“No. Claret. You say the ‘t,’ just as in
‘filet.’
“Filet? I thought it was ‘filay.‘
“No. Filet, just as in wallet.
You don’t say ‘wallay,‘ do you? You say wallet. Same with filet and claret.”
Isaac Penn leaned back in his chair. Peter Lake was beginning to feel at ease.
Why, he thought, did I expect anything other than this rather timid old fellow?
“You know what?” said Isaac Penn.”
Sir?”
“You look like a crook. Who are
you, what do you do, what is your relationship to Beverly, are you aware of her
special condition, and what are your motivations, intentions, and desires? Tell
the absolute truth, don’t elaborate, stop if a child or servant comes in, and
be brief.”
“How can I be brief? These are
complicated questions.”
“You can be brief. If you were
one of my journalists, you’d be finished by now. God created the world in six days.
Ape him.”
“I’ll try.”
“Unnecessary.”
“All right.”
“Unnecessary.”
“My name is Peter Lake. You’re
right. I’m a crook. I’m a burglar, but I’m really a mechanic—and a good one. I
love Beverly. Our relationship goes by no name. I have no intentions; I am
aware of her special condition; I desire her; I am moved... by love. When we
drove across the lake this afternoon and Beverly held the little girl in her
arms, I felt a responsibility far more satisfying than any pleasure I have ever
known.
“I realize that the child is
yours. I realize that Beverly may die. And I am more than aware of my own shortcomings as a father, a provider,
and a protector. And though I know about machines, I’m ignorant. I know that
I’m ignorant. And I know... I know that the strange little family on the sleigh must soon break
up. But Willa loves
Beverly. Beverly is virtually her mother. And I think that we should help to
take care of her for a while, not so much for her sake, as for Beverly’s. Do
you understand?”
“How do I know,” asked Isaac Penn,”
that you are not moved merely by vanity or curiosity. How do I know that you
aren’t here for the sake of the money in this family?”
Peter Lake was in full
possession of himself.” I was an orphan,” he said.” Orphans don’t have vanity.
I’m not sure why, but one needs parents to be vain. No matter what my faults, I
tend to approach things with a certain gratitude, and those who are vain have
little ability to feel grateful. As for curiosity, well, I’ve seen a lot, too
much in fact. Curiosity has no bearing on the matter. I don’t know why you
brought it up.”
“And money? Do you know why I
brought that up?” “Yes, I thought of the money. It excited me.” He smiled.” It
really did. I had escalating dreams—of being your right-hand man; of doing all
the things that men of power and wealth have occasion to do; of wearing a
different suit every day, and clean linen. I became a senator, President.
Beverly lived. Our children were great in their turn. The articles on us in the
encyclopedia were so long that they took up most of the volume ‘L.’ All around
the country there were monuments to me, of marble as white as snow. In the end,
I confess, I was flying about the universe. Beverly and I touched the moon, and
flew off to the stars. But, mind you, after a few hours of this, there was no
place else to go. After just a few hours of walking with kings, I was very glad
to be Peter Lake, of whom no one has ever heard, completely anonymous, free.
“Mr. Penn, the only people who
want that kind of stuff are those who are too stupid to imagine it and then be
done with it. Now, this may sound strange to you, sir, and it’s new to me
(within the last few days, as I see it), but I want responsibility. That, to
me, is the highest glory. I want to give, not take. And I love Beverly.” Do you
realize—what shall I call you?” “Everyone always calls me by both my names.”
“Do you realize, Peter Lake, that the money, the presence or the money, can
erode and corrupt those feelings?”
“I do, sir. I’ve seen it myself.
I feel it within me, too.”
“So, then, what do you intend to
do to prevent this—assuming that you will have that privilege?”
“I know just what to do. I’m not
educated, but I’m not a fool. After... if... Beverly dies, I’ll disappear. I
don’t want any of this.” He indicated with a sweep of his arm the room in which
they sat but he meant, actually, everything in the world.
“You think I would let you do
that? The man that my daughter loves? And she does. She told me so—and she
didn’t have to.”
“It isn’t up to you.”
“Well, I’ll tell you, Peter
Lake, I would let you do that. My impulse would be to provide for you for the
rest of your life, to bring you into the family, to make you one of us. But I
won’t. It’s for Beverly. Do you see?”
“Yes. I see. Of course I see.
And, further, Mr. Penn, I was not meant, evidently, to have a family in the
sense in which you refer to it. I was not born to be protected, but, I warrant,
to protect.”
“Then we are in agreement. I
assume that you will stop being a burglar, and revert to being a mechanic.”
Peter Lake nodded.” There is one
thing, one thing which I will ask. I need your help for it alone.”
“And what is that?”
“A child. There was once a child
that I saw in a hallway, in a tenement, a long time ago. Of all the things I
have ever seen, this I remember best. It has been with me ever since...”
But then Peter Lake was
interrupted by the whole troupe exiting from the kitchen, their cheeks red from
the heat of the oven, platters of food and bottles of wine in their hands.
Before they sat at the table to eat, Beverly sent them all to wash up, not
because they needed to (their hands were very clean), but because she wanted to
embrace her father and thank him for accepting Peter Lake, as she knew he had,
from his expression and that of Peter Lake—and because she had been listening
at the door.
• • •
LATE that night, refreshed and strengthened by a good dinner
and much free laughter, Isaac Penn and Peter Lake sat in the small study,
staring at the fire. The heat ran around half a dozen logs that had become red cylinders of flame,
changing their colors until they looked like six suns in a black universe of
firebrick. Their glow was an invisible wind that irradiated the room and froze
the two men in place— like deer in a forest which is burning all around them,
who lift their heads to the highest and brightest flames and look into a tunnel
of white light.
“The doctors told me,” said
Isaac Penn, as if he were talking to himself,” that she would be dead in a few
months. That was almost a year ago.” He glanced at an ice-covered window in
which the moon had gone all astray, and listened to the wind coming off the
Lake of the Coheeries as it could only there, on a midwinter night, like the
roaring jet winds of Mars or Saturn.” It’s a mystery to me that she can sleep
outside, in that. She wasn’t supposed to. In winter, she’s supposed to come in.
But she refuses, even up here. I can never get used to thinking that my
daughter is out there in that caldron of ice. And yet, in the mornings, she
comes to breakfast revived after twelve hours in cold that would kill a strong
healthy man. The wind and snow cover her, attack her. At first, I used to beg
her to come in; but then I realized that doing what she does is what keeps her
alive.”
“How?”
“I don’t know.”
“I wonder,” said Peter Lake,
aware that he was in a warm comfortable place in a vast sea of snow and ice
which maneuvered beyond the walls like a wild unopposed army.” I wonder about
the others.”
“What others?”
“The thousands, the hundreds of
thousands, like Beverly.”
“We’re all like Beverly. She’s early,
that’s all.”
“But it doesn’t have to be that way.”
“What way? Be clear.”
“The poor should not have to suffer, as
they do, in their millions, and die young.”
“The poor? Do you mean everyone?
Certainly you mean everyone in New York, for in New York even the rich are
poor. But is Beverly poor according to your definition? No. And yet, what’s the
difference?”
“The difference,” said Peter Lake,”
is that small children, their mothers, and their fathers, live and die like
beasts. They don’t have special sleeping
porches, a hundred pounds of down and sable, marble baths as big as pools,
ranks of doctors from Harvard and Johns Hopkins, salvers of roast meat, hot
drinks in silver vacuum bottles, and cheerful happy families. I want Beverly to
have these things, and would die rather than see her go without them. But there
is a difference. The child I once saw in a hallway was barefoot, bareheaded,
dressed in filthy rags, starving, blind, abandoned. He had no feather bed. He
was near death. And he was standing, because he didn’t have a place to lie down
and die.”
“I know this,” Isaac Penn asserted.”
I’ve seen such things far more often than you have. You forget that I was a poorer
man than you have ever been, for a longer time than you have yet lived. I had a
father and a mother, and brothers and sisters, and they all died young, too
soon. I know all these things. Do you think I’m a fool? In The Sun we
bring injustices to the attention of the public, and suggest sensible means to
correct inequities where they serve no purpose. I realize that there is too
much needless and cruel suffering. But you, you don’t seem to understand that
these people whom you profess to champion have, in their struggles,
compensations.” “What compensations?”
“Their movements, passions,
emotions; their captured bodies and captured senses are directed with no less
certainty than the microscopic details of the seasons, or the infinitesimal
components of the city’s great and single motion. They are, in their seemingly
random actions, part of a plan. Don’t you know that?” “I see no justice in that
plan.”
“Who said,” lashed out Isaac Penn,”
that you, a man, can always perceive justice? Who said that justice is what you
imagine? Can you be sure that you know it when you see it, that you will live
long enough to recognize the decisive thunder of its occurrence, that it:
can be manifest within a generation, within ten generations, within the entire
span of human existence? What you are talking about is common sense, not
justice. Justice is higher and not as easy to understand—until it presents
itself in unmistakable splendor. The design of which I speak is far above our
understanding. But we can sometimes feel its presence.
“No choreographer, no architect,
engineer, or painter could plan more thoroughly and subtly. Every action and every scene has its
purpose. And the less power one has, the closer he is to the great waves that
sweep through all things, patiently preparing them for the approach of a future
signified not by simple human equity (a child could think of that), but by
luminous and surprising connections that we have not imagined, by illustrations
terrifying and benevolent—a golden age that will show not what we wish, but
some bare awkward truth upon which rests everything that ever was and
everything that ever will be. There is justice in the world, Peter Lake, but it
cannot be had without mystery. We try to bring it about without knowing exactly
what it is, and only touch upon it. No matter, for all the flames and sparks of
justice throughout all time reach to invigorate unseen epochs—like engines
whose power glides on hidden lines to upwell against the dark in distant cities
unaware.”
“I don’t know,” said Peter Lake,
confused.” I think of Beverly, and I’m not sure about the golden age of which
you speak, which is beyond our lives, and which we will never see. Think of
Beverly. How could it be?”
Isaac Penn got up from his chair
to leave the room. At the door, he turned to Peter Lake, who felt cold and
alone. Isaac Penn was an old man, and sometimes he became dreadfully grave, as
if he were in the presence of a thousand tormenting spirits. His eyes reflected
the fire. They seemed unnatural, like tunnels of flame into a soul grown so
deep that it must soon leave life.” Have you not yet realized that Beverly has
seen the golden age—not one that was, nor one that will be, but one that is
here? Though I am an old man, I have not yet seen it. And she has. That is what
has broken my heart.”
• • •
THE approach of Christmas had turned the children into excited
little dynamos of greed, and Christmas morning saw an impressive trading of
loot, in which nothing was notable save Willa’s present for her father, the
first gift she had given in her life. She had taken a day and a half to decide,
and then Peter Lake had driven across the lake and over to the town of Lake of
the Coheeries, where he bought it. Isaac Penn opened his presents last, and, in
one big box that had had holes cut
into it, he found a fat white rabbit with a tag around its neck that read “From
Willa.”
On the afternoon of Christmas
Day, Beverly and Peter Lake went for a ride and took more than half a dozen
children with them— Willa; Jack; Harry; Jamie Absonord (who had recently
arrived by train and iceboat, and whose heart still throbbed for Jack, though,
now, neither would look at the other for any reason whatsoever); and the two
Gamely children and Sarah Shingles, plump and whimsical Coheeries youth with
perfectly balanced Yankee sharpness, Indian magic, English competence, and
Dutch madness. The stocky, cold-proof Gamelys and young Sarah sat in the high
back seat of the sleigh, looking like a row of Bavarian wood carvings, ready for
anything.
Since the lake was covered with
perfectly flat hard-packed snow, Athansor had at last an endless place in which
to run. When Peter Lake slackened the reins to give him his head, he pointed
himself straight down the length of the lake and bolted for the horizon. They
picked up speed. Everyone settled in his seat and closed his coat. The horse
went faster and faster. He soon exceeded the peak velocity of the fastest
horse-drawn sleighs, and he was just loping. Then he really began to run. The wind
hit them so hard that they had to bend into it and squint. They drew up even to
an iceboat speeding along a cleared track and passed it so fast that it looked
as if it were rushing the other way. Next, Athansor lifted his head and took a
series of long shallow leaps. The sleigh left the surface and flew through the
air. It touched lightly every now and then, but the runners seldom met the
snow, and when they did there was a short hiss as it was vaporized to steam.
The children were amazed, but not frightened. As they raced west into the
setting sun, they saw it stop still, reverse itself, and start to climb.” Dear
God,” said Peter Lake, swallowing hard,” the sun is rising in the west!” But no
one heard him, for the wind was attacking them with such strength that the
world seemed to have turned into a
siren. They were moving so fast they couldn’t see anything of the shore except
a smooth white streak like an enamel band on a china bowl. Even the Gamelys had
to hunker down in the wind and hope for the best. Then Athansor slowed. The
runners returned to the ground, the wind grew weaker, the sun had stopped and once again begun to sink, and
they could see the shore. When Athansor fell into trotting like any other
horse, Peter Lake directed him to the soft early lights of a settlement ahead.
It was a tiny town somewhere so
deep in New York’s western sprint that the local Iroquois were still awaiting
Pierre de la Tranche. The village was covered by thirty feet of snow, which
made its houses look like the creations of mad architects who built in holes in
the ground. But the tavern was in the clear, and its lights shone out upon the
lake from a windblown knoll. Smoke exited the chimneys in remarkably thin and
solid lines. The children took note of this for their future drawing.
Athansor trotted up to the
tavern barn and turned to Peter Lake as though to ask if he should bring the
sleigh inside. Beverly said no, she would wait where they were while Peter Lake
took the children for some hot Antwerp Flinders. Peter Lake protested. She
should come in too. Why not? It was not Mouquin’s; they wouldn’t be dancing;
she wouldn’t be in a corseted gown; and they might spend all of a quarter of an
hour there before the trip back.
“No,” said Beverly, ”I feel
especially hot.” He put his hand on her cheek, and then on her forehead. She
was thermal equilibrium itself. But she did seem agitated.
“Beverly,” said Peter Lake,”
tell me why you don’t want to go in there.”
“I told you,” she answered.” I
feel feverish.”
He thought for a moment.” Is it
because of me?” he asked.” Because I’m not a gentleman with a sleigh driver and
the right clothes?” He gestured toward the inside of the barn, where two dozen
rigs and two dozen horses were packed in stalls and wooden ways, and two dozen
coachmen were having a party of their own around a forge that had been pressed
into social service. This village was a popular destination for many young
people who regularly drove into the country to have dinner and drink at a
favored tavern. The very rich always went the farthest out.
“You know it’s not that,”
answered Beverly.” I’d much rather have the man who drives the sleigh than the
man who is driven in it. I’ll be all right. We’ll go to Mouquin’s. Here,” she
said, passing him bright-eyed Willa, who was excited by the unfamiliar
blackness
of a winter night.” Willa
needs a hot drink.” By this time the older children were tumbling over one
another in the snow. Peter Lake put Willa on his shoulder and jumped down to
join them. He turned to Beverly for a moment, and then walked toward the
tavern.
He and the six children
attracted much attention inside. Lovely women came over to talk to Willa, Jamie
Absonord, and the delicious-looking and beady-eyed but beautiful little
Shingles girl, Sarah. Their escorts smiled approvingly. Peter Lake wanted
Beverly to be with him. It didn’t seem right without her, and he was
embarrassed by the stares that, with Beverly present, would have made him
proud. The room was full of the fire, excitement, and ease that come from
dancing. It made Peter Lake’s heart spring back in memory of the
nineteenth—his—century, when he had grown up, and when things had been quieter,
wilder, and more beautiful—although, surrounded by children and dancers at an
out-of-the-way inn on the Lake of the Coheeries, he felt that he was in a time
when beauty mattered, and he had only to think of Beverly, outside, beyond the
tar-black windows, to confirm it.
“Nine Antwerp Flinders,” he said
to the barmaid.” Seven without the gin. Wait a minute. Make that nine Antwerp
Flinden; —one with an eighth of gin, for this little girl; six with half gin
(Jamie Absonord squealed in anticipation of being slightly drunk); one with
triple; and one in a closed container to take when we go, double gin. Heavy on
the cinnamon, heavy on the lemon, heavy on the cream, lots of minced plum.”
The Antwerp Flinders arrived
boiling hot. Peter Lake and the children drank them as they watched an impassioned quadrille of two-dozen elegant dancers. The
seasoned floor planks shook and the fires across the room blinked at them through a snapping
gate of silk and
taffeta gowns, and swallowtail coats of English gem wool. Not fully appreciative of a dance
between the sexes (except for Harry, who was suffering some inexplicable adolescent madness that
made him recline
against the wall and sleep like a narcoleptic), the children got into a hot and tipsy game of Duck
Thumb.
Peter Lake was still sad that
Beverly remained outside. He missed her so much that he became absolutely
saturated with love, which made him breathe slowly in painful pleasure and feel
a glow throughout his body, which traveled from here to there as it overflowed
the containers that contained it. So he nearly vaulted the table, and rushed
outside. He made his way to the side of the barn, where Athansor was eating
some hay. No Beverly there. He peeked inside. Not there, either. Then he saw
some tracks that led around back. He followed them into the darkness, between
pines heavily laden with snow, and there he found Beverly standing on the
hillside, hands clasped, staring into the tavern. Before she knew that he was
there, he saw what she was looking at. It was a nearly silent miniature; a
little lighted cube; like a paper house with a candle in it. Distance and
darkness converted an ebullient scene full of motion and glare into something
sad and whole, and of another time. He saw that Beverly had taken it and
clasped it to her, as if it were a jewel in its intricate foil. She had by distance
converted it into a painting, or an accidental photograph, that touched her to
the quick. She had remained outside because she had never had the opportunity
for society, and she was afraid. Innocent things, such as a dance in a tavern,
terrified her. He realized that Mouquin’s would be a test of courage more for
her than for him.
He thought at first that it
might be easy to lead her inside to the music and dancing. There was, truly,
nothing to fear. But she did fear, and it had brought her outside, to a
position in which she could embrace the scene and know its spirit. This was not
unlike Peter Lake’s far views of the city, from which he always learned a great
deal more than he would have from within. No, he wouldn’t try to coax her
in—even though she might be adored there. He would not bring her in, he would
join her on the intense periphery.
He closed upon her in the snow.
She was almost ashamed at being discovered alone amid the pines. But she saw
from his expression that he had understood, and she knew that now he was really
with her.
They peered through the windows
for a while and watched the children at their table, completely absorbed in
Duck Thumb. Harry, sleeping against the wall, looked like an overworked
medieval cook-boy. Then Peter Lake raided the place and kidnapped the children,
and they were all in the sleigh once again, speeding eastward into the
ferocious dark. Beverly drank her Antwerp Flinder. They were content to wrap themselves in
blankets and furs and lean back as Athansor pulled the sleigh, not as fast as
before, but at least as fast as the pleasing clip of a prestigious
through-train.
Above them, in the cold, was a
confused hiss of clouds and stars racing past in islands and lakes. It was such
a hypnotic sound that they tilted their heads to stare at the chirping,
crackling, rhythmically beating sea of starlight and fast-flowing cloud. On
they traveled, on and on, smooth as the wind, gliding selflessly over ice and
snow on the strong steel runners.
Athansor, the white horse, moved
in time with the diffuse static from above. Though he had the power and joy of
a fast horse heading for his stable, they could sense in his happiness much
more than that. They could sense that the hypnotic rhythm in which he moved was
that of an unimaginably long journey. He was running in a way that they had
never seen. His strides became lighter and lighter, harder and harder, and more
and more perfect. He seemed to be readying himself to shed the world.
THE HOSPITAL IN PRINTING HOUSE SQUARE
• • •
iN the same way that certain
sections of the city were mortal battlegrounds, some parts of the calendar were
always more warlike than others, and during the days between Christmas and the
new year all elements seemed to conspire to subdue the soul. Fire, rain,
sickness, cold, and death were everywhere spread through the dark as in a
painting of hell. People struggled until exhaustion, giving everything they
had, and the days were packed with trials and mysteries.
When the Penns and Peter Lake
returned from Lake of the Coheeries they found snow locked in combat with warm
humid winds that had come on a raid from the Gulf of Mexico. The atmosphere was
full of the tangled gray trails that would mark future battles in the air; and
the city’s children, released from school and trapped inside all day by sleet, were at
wit’s end. Then events began to speed up, as if an engine were determined to
pull the year from its trough and was running as fast and hard as the stokers
could lay on more coal.
The mayor, his wife, and a train
of favored flunkies descended upon the Penns one afternoon, all so drunk that
their breathing made the house into a vapor-bomb more dangerous than a silo in
late summer. Included in the party was the commissioner of police. Needless to
say, this made Peter Lake skittish, especially because the commissioner
repeatedly looked at him and then screwed up his face as if saying to himself, ”Who
is that?” Several years before, in one of the fits of late adolescence that had
followed Peter Lake well into his thirties, he had written the very police
commissioner who now puzzled after his identity a series of insulting,
burn-the-bridges, flirt-with-self-destruction, challenge-the-devil, vitriolic
letters that began with lines such as, ”My dear incompetent buffoon of a Police
Commissioner...,” or, ”To the pathetic fungus who calls himself Commissioner of
Police...,” or, simply, ”Flea.”
As Jayga and Leonora served hot
lemon tea and steaming scones, Peter Lake hung in the corner, swallowing a lot
but not eating. Every now and then, the police commissioner glanced in his
direction. Peter Lake’s portrait was in the Rogues’ Gallery. At the time he had
posed for the police photographer, he had been something of a dandy, and was
pictured as two black marbles staring from a mass of sealskin lapels, a
sealskin hat, and mustaches from which artisans might have taken inspiration
for their work in wrought iron. He was then known as Grand Central Pete, Bunco and Confidence,”
which was how he had signed his letters—title and all. Not daring to upstage
the mayor, the police commissioner was quiet and had much opportunity for
reflection. As he sobered up, he began to recognize Peter Lake, who excused
himself and went up to the roof. There, sheltered from a cold gray rain, Beverly
was sitting in her tent, reading a National Geographic article entitled,
”The Gentle Hottentots.”
“Think of something!” commanded
Peter Lake after apprising her of the danger.
“At the moment, all I can think
about is Hottentots,” she said, but then knitted her blond eyebrows and
concentrated. Peter Lake did not know why
he had come to her for a way out, when he was the one so well practiced in
schemes and escapes. He thought that it might be that, more than wanting to
elude the police commissioner he wanted to watch Beverly engaged in a problem. ”He knows by now, doesn’t he?”
“No, but he’s at the brink.”
“Then we’ve got to drive him
from it. I know. We’ll show them the painting. My father said he wanted the
mayor to see it anyway.”
“What painting?”
“There’s a painting in the
basement. You don’t know about it.” As they entered the reception room, Isaac
Penn was saying, ”The oddest thing about the elite—of which, I suppose, I am
now one—is that they rule so... daintily. The great mass of people, in which
one finds brave soldiers, firebrands, geniuses, and inspired mechanics, is
paralyzed in the face of these human delicacies with their garden parties,
their unprotected estates, their inebriated stumbles, their pastel clothing,
and their disempowering obsessions with disempowering things. When a workingman
moves among them, he is most amazed: amazed at how small they make him feel,
amazed at their frailty, amazed that they are yet invincible, amazed that he, a
bull, is ruled by a butterfly.”
“Yes,” said the mayor, too drunk
to get the point. ”Isn’t it funny the
way poor people dress like clowns? The poorer they are, the more ridiculous
they look. It’s as if the circus is their Brooks Brothers. And they’re so
ugly.“
“Oh, I don’t know,” interjected
Peter Lake from the doorway, where he was standing arm in arm with Beverly. ”It’s not just the poor who make themselves
look like clowns. The rich do it, too. After all, look at their fragile and
preposterous formal clothing: they might as well wear feathers. In fact, they
do. And then there’s the fashion, among the high elite, of tattooing things
across their bue-tox. I’ve heard,” continued Peter Lake, staring directly at
the mayor, ”that certain socially prominent women of this city actually have
maps tattooed across their bue-tox.”
Everyone except the mayor and
his wife laughed into his tea, and the flunkies said things like, ”Nonsense!”
or “Fiddle-de-diddle!” “Oh no, not
fiddle-de-diddle,” lectured Peter Lake, gliding with Beverly into the center of the
room, like two ships of the Great White Fleet.
“Not nonsense either. Mr. Mayor,”
he asked, giving the mayor a start,
”surely you, in your position, have heard of such things?”
“What things?” the mayor
replied, nervously.
“Maps on the bue-tox. Maps of
Manhattan on one bue-tox. Maps of Brooklyn on the other bue-tox. Etcetera,
etcetera, etcetera.”
“Well...” said the mayor. ”Actually... I sort of... yes, yes... I
have!”
Peter Lake bowed, and then
dazzled all the drunks by introducing them to Beverly. They had heard that she
was beautiful, and an invalid of some sort, and they had assumed that she would
waste away until her wedding night and then quickly recover the way so many
young women did when they found out that they had taken pleasure for peril.
They did not know and could not apprehend by appearances that she had
tuberculosis of lung and bone.
“Didn’t you want to show the mayor the
painting?” she asked her father.
“Yes, I did,” he answered.
“Oh, a new painting?” the mayor asked,
glad to change the subject.
“Relatively new.”
“Who did it?”
“The man who painted it doesn’t want to
be known. He only wants to know.”
“Come now!” someone said.
“It’s quite true,” replied Isaac Penn.
“Let’s guess from his initials!”
offered a woman who spent most of her time drinking liqueurs that were too
sweet and playing card games that were too simple.
“M. C.,” said Isaac Penn. ”Guess
all you want. You’ll never know.”
As they wound down a long spiral
of bronze stairs, deeper into the rock than some of the ladies cared to go, the
mayor spoke up. Why do you keep it down here?”
“This is the biggest room we
have,” answered Isaac Penn, ”and the painting is rather large.”
“When you want to exhibit it,
you’ll have to roll it up to get it out of here.”
“No,” said Isaac Penn. ”It
doesn’t roll up.”
“Really,” said the mayor,
somewhat nervous himself about the great number of stairs, ”I hope this isn’t
solely on my account.”
“Mr. Mayor,” answered his host, ”in
this infinite universe, whole worlds have been created for the instruction and
elevation of a few simple souls. Believe me, it’s no trouble for me to show you
this painting, which, as far as I am concerned...” Here Isaac Penn was drowned
out by a sound that rose from beneath them as if it were a thick misty cloud.
Peter Lake immediately recognized it as the crackling static of the stars and
the white wall. It grew louder and louder, until, finally, they came to the
bottom of the stairs, and faced the painting, from which the sound was coming.
They stood motionlessly,
clutching their sides, struggling to keep their balance; that is, everyone but
Isaac Penn and Beverly— and Peter Lake, who was not afraid of heights. They
were in a room of astounding proportions where the only illumination came from
the painting itself, which was easily thirty feet high and sixty feet long, and
unlike any painting they had ever seen, for it moved. It sent changing images,
moving light, and the static of clouds and stars speeding in a tidal wave
toward its viewers, who felt as if they had discovered a hidden underground
sea.
“What technique is this? What
colors?” asked half of them at once.
Isaac Penn replied, ”A new
technique. New colors.” The painting was of a city at night, as seen from
above, and though they recognized some things they knew, most of it was
unfamiliar, because there were lights by the billions, actually sparkling,
moving along distant roads in thick concentrations the likes of which the
viewers had never imagined, moving along the rivers, and through the air. The
city they saw looked real, of inconceivable scale, and frighteningly like their
own.
“Move closer,” urged Isaac Penn,
and they were able to see more and more as they did. The liqueur-and-cards
woman nearly fainted when, upon close examination, she saw a tiny pair of legs
scurrying along under an open umbrella. They were able to see in perfect
detail. The bridges, of which there were hundreds, had lighted and glowing buildings suspended from
their catenaries and stacked upon the roadways as on the Ponte Vecchio. The view changed, as
if they were flying
past it, and they felt like birds gliding above quiet streets and deep canyons that were
mysteriously three-dimensional. They experienced a
pleasurable vertigo like that of walking on a country road in fall as torrents of leaves
float in a rush of wind, flooding the air with new depth,
putting the scene under water, and banishing gravity.
This city enabled anyone who
looked at it from afar to soar above it, to rise effortlessly, to know that
despite its labyrinthine divisions it was an appeal to heaven simpler in the
end than the blink of an eye. It was, like New York (and certainly it must have
been New York—after the tribulations of the present had long been forgotten), a
city of random beauty. Anything within it that was beautiful was beautiful in
spite of itself, and would come to light surprisingly, apart from all
expectations. Everything that moved was seen to move with a slow and unworldly
grace. Flying machines moved across the sky like lucid planets in ascension,
but they did not rocket away, they rose slowly—without shock, in full
confidence.
“What city is this great city?” the mayor
asked, clearly moved. ”Is it New York?”
“Of course it’s New York,” Isaac Penn
replied. ”Look at it. What other city
could it be?”
“But can it be?”
Peter Lake was convinced that
Beverly was the key to these scenes. She was so marvelous that, when he tried
to think of her, her description rolled away from him like a dropped coin, and
all that was left was a feeling of joy. Nevertheless, he noticed that she was acting
like a bored caretaker, behaving as if she were a dutiful daughter hearing for
the ten-thousandth time her father’s description of his collected art, and
dreaming what young girls dream in the presence of their parents’ aged friends. She climbed a little fixed
ladder onto the
raised platform over which the painting was hung, and sat with her head in her hands, facing the
guests. Nearly inside the living view, almost as if she were on a windy precipice high in
the air, she looked toward the back of the room and now and then glanced at
Peter Lake.
Peter Lake could hardly decide
what to watch—the living painting, or the girl who sat in front of it. He
noted, however, that this indecision was pleasing in itself.
• • •
IF the child in the hallway had lived, which he most probably
had not, he would have grown to manhood, and would need no one’s help. If he
had died, Peter Lake would never find him, for he would have been buried in one
of the potter’s fields, in an unmarked mass grave. Many of these last resting
places had been built over, and were now smothered forever under boiler rooms
and basements. The child, male or female (he did not even know), might have
been thirty feet under a packed coal bin in the cellar of a boardinghouse full
of clerks and shop girls.
Nonetheless, several days before
the new year, Peter Lake left early in the morning and rode Athansor to
Korlaer’s Hook, where he had landed in his canoe long before, and from which he
intended to retrace his path. This was not only a nearly impossible feat of
memory (the city had changed), but the Short Tails were now so thick around
Korlaer’s Hook, driven there by new laws and a new economy, that he was certain
to be spotted. The morning was sunny and clear as he trotted Athansor along the
fenced mall of Chrystie Street. Its row trees were varnished with ice in thin
wafers of painstaking exactitude, and when the wind blew, they jangled like
crystal chandeliers.
Down by the bridges, he passed
the hotel Kleinwaage—not a big hotel, but, on balance, a good one, famous for
its charcoal-grilled steaks, fluffy white beds, and green public rooms choked
with fresh flowers. As he rode past, he scanned the facade.
Walking with incredible
pomposity down the bleached marble staircase was a fat figure in an ermine
coat. He carried a cane, strutted like a millionaire, and was studded here and
there with big diamonds. He had all the makings of a rich spice merchant—which
is what Peter Lake would have taken him to be, were it not for the dark slit eyes in a massive fat face,
the single eyebrow, the heavy breathing, and the Chinese hat.
“Cecil,” said Peter Lake.
Cecil Mature turned in alarm,
unslit his eyes to see who was calling, and then, in an attempt to run down the
street, made his little sausagelike legs into an invisible windmill. Needless
to say, he could not outrun Athansor.
“Cecil, why are you running?”
Cecil stopped. His face began to
bend and quiver the way it always did when he spoke. ”You’re not supposed to see me.”
“What are you talking about? I thought
you were dead. What happened?”
“I’m not supposed to tell.”
“Who said you’re not supposed to tell?”
“They did,” answered Cecil, pointing at
the hotel.
“Who’s they?”
“Jackson Mead.”
“He’s back? You’re with him? I don’t
understand. What happened?”
“I can’t say.”
“C’mon, Cecil Mature, you’re talking to
me.”
“First of all, my name isn’t Cecil Mature.”
“What, then?”
“Mr. Cecil Wooley.”
Peter Lake stared at his old friend,
hardly knowing what to say.
“My name is Mr. Cecil Wooley, and I work
for Jackson Mead.”
“Are you the squash cook?”
“Nope.”
“Potato chef?”
“Nope.”
“What?”
“Chief... structural... engineer,”
said Cecil, a lighthouse of pride. ”And
I bet you can’t guess who’s the overall engineer-in-chief and first assistant
to Jackson Mead.”
“Who?”
“The Reverend Doctor Mootfowl, that’s
who!”
“It can’t be.”
“It is.”
Just at that moment, Jackson
Mead came out of the hotel, with a hundred retainers. It was a pleasure and a
shock to see him. ”I gotta go,” said Cecil.
”It’s against the rules. I’m not supposed to talk to anyone.”
“I want to see Mootfowl.”
“You can’t. He’s already on the
ship. We’re leaving today at noon for the Gulf Coast and South America, where
we’re going to build bridges—fourteen of them.”
“When will you be back?”
“I don’t know,” said Cecil, swept away by
Jackson Mead and the mass of tall men who followed.
“The ferris piece!” screamed out Peter
Lake.
“He forgave me,” cried Cecil,
and then was lost to view as the entourage turned onto Park Place and headed
for the great white ship that would take them to the Gulf.
It did not take Peter Lake long
to gallop after them. But a line of trolleys cut him off from the route to the
wharves. ”Jump!” he commanded. Athansor
had not jumped in a while, because he had been concentrating on pure speed and
sustained flight. Thus, he was unable to clear the trolleys, and landed on top.
Mortified, he stayed there despite everything that Peter Lake said to get him
off, and they rode backward into Chinatown, where the inhabitants looked in
wonder at the man mounted upon a pure white horse on top of a streetcar. They
thought it was some sort of American joke, or perhaps an advertisement that
(like most others) they did not understand. One of them started screaming that
it was the President, and they all started screaming that it was the President,
because they thought it was Theodore Roosevelt (who was not President then, but
who had been not long before). Then Athansor galloped down the length of the
cars and jumped, soaring over a group of tenements and leaving Chinatown and
its astonished population Republicans forever.
When he reached the wharf, he
saw the white ship under a steep slope of billowing sail heading out into a
harbor full of whitecaps and windy blue. He had expected as much, and he was
beginning to sense a pattern in such things. According to Cecil, Mootfowl was once again alive. Peter Lake
wondered what would be the fate of the many others who lived amid the city’s
complicated machinery and hearthlike engines.
Looking up at a row of high
bridges, he recognized the one on which he had crossed with the spielers, and
he realized that the house must have been on one of the islands of Diamond
Reef. He spurred Athansor with a word, they ascended the white ramps that led
to the bridge, and were soon so high over the river that they felt as if they
were sailing within the cloud archipelagoes and winter stars above the Lake of
the Coheeries.
• • •
AFTER several transits of the islands
via the tremendous steel bridges that connected them, Peter Lake came to the
proper place, and he sensed his way through miles of streets and squares until
he found the old Dutch facades behind which had been the spielers’ little
house. But the tenements were empty, and in the space that had been their
courtyard was an industrial building with soot-black walls and chimneys. The
factory, or whatever it was, took up the whole block and pressed from inside
against the old fronts, showing through glassless windows like a whale bulging
from within a house.
Peter Lake tried the doors. Had
they opened, they would have given onto solid walls. He bent his head back to
see the height of the chimneys. Seven in a row reached hundreds of feet in the
air, and each one was busy inventing plumes to drift and unravel.
He went around the other side
and found an industrial door that was half as big as the building. At its base
was an opening which, though twice the height of a man on horseback, seemed
like a tiny missing tooth at the foot of a tower of baleen. From it came a
river of light and air, and a sound of whirling contentment—whether dynamos, or
motors, he did not know. Athansor carried him in at a slow gentle walk.
A vast room stretched before
him, disappearing in its own dimness both ahead and above. The roof was not
visible, but high overhead were acres of catwalks, grids, and traveling cranes.
Some of the cranes proceeded slowly into the distance, with an extremely smooth
and dampened movement that struck Peter Lake as unusual. It appeared that the
beam hoists were directed from lighted house-sized boxes attached to their
ends. Though they seemed to flow to and fro with a good deal of deliberation,
no one could be seen inside. They were too far away, and the buttery yellow
light that came out in straight rays from their big windows was white and
blinding at its source. Though Athansor perked up his ears when he raised his
head to follow them (as if they were mysteriously slow insects), neither he nor
Peter Lake could hear anything except the white sound from the machinery on the
floor.
The machines themselves were as
big as office buildings, olive green, gray, and blue, and lacquered to a shine.
Stairs traveled up their sides to steel ledges and landings which led to
avenues and ways within. Lights of all colors sparkled in banks of blinking
wildflowers; arched piping as thick as mine shafts bent from one massive block
to another; and though everything about these engines was still, a steady sound
like that of a dozen muted Niagaras gave the unfailing impression of speed,
motion, and enveloping progression.
They
walked along the line of machinery until they were discovered by a workman who
was emerging from one of the long passages
inside. He said nothing as
he approached. But in
his expressionless face and jewellike eyes he was expression itself held
down and stilled. Peter Lake had heard Beverly say that the greater the
stillness, the farther you could travel, until, in absolute immobility, you achieved
absolute speed. If you could hold your breath, batten yourself down, and stop
every atom from its agitation within you, she had said, you could vault past
infinity. All this was beyond his comprehension. He took note, however, that,
within this building, Athansor, his quiet and affectionate horse, had the air
of a horse who enters the yard of a familiar smith. He wondered with what
Athansor had once been shod, and would perhaps someday be shod again.
“Can’t
you see the sign?” asked the workman.
”What
sign?”
“That
sign,” he said, pointing to an enormous luminous panel which read “Entry
Forbidden.”
“In
fact, I didn’t see it,” responded Peter Lake. ”What is this place?”
“A
power station,” the worker answered. ”I thought that was obvious.”
“What
kind of power station?” was the next question from Peter Lake—skilled mechanic,
builder and repairer of electric motors, dynamos, steam turbines, and internal
combustion engines.
“A
relay station.”
“For
what?”
“For
the power that comes in here.”
“From
where?”
“I
don’t know. It’s just a relay station. I’m not an engineer.”
“I’ve
seen every kind of power station there is.”
“Then
you should know, shouldn’t you.”
“Yes.
But I don’t. I’ve never seen or heard of anything like this.”
The
workman made a gesture of contempt. ”It’s
been here for so many years,” he said, ”that I couldn’t even count “em.”
“It
hasn’t been here for that long. Twenty years ago, people lived in the
tenements. In the courtyard there was a little house with a dirt floor. The
spielers lived in there: they were pickpockets...”
“I
know,” the workman cut in. ”Little Liza
Jane, Dolly, and Bosca, the dark girl.”
“How
did you know that?”
“I
was here then, too. I lived over there, right about where that block of
machinery is, see?”
“In
a tenement?”
“That’s
right. Everyone’s dead now, or moved away.”
“Do
you remember a little child who lived in that building there,” asked Peter
Lake, pointing at the empty space above a bank of lights, ”and who was very
sick—about so high, could hardly see, and had a horribly large head, a swollen
skull?”
“I
told you, they’re all gone. But if he was like that, they might have taken him
to the hospital.”
“Which
hospital?”
“The
hospital that serves the islands, and served them then— the hospital in
Printing House Square.”
“But
that’s in Manhattan.”
“The
ambulances just go over the bridge.”
• • •
THE morgue of the hospital in
Printing House Square was a windowless room in a subbasement with not even an
airshaft. Fifty autopsy tables stood under glaring spotlights, and on every
single one a body was in repose. On some, as many as ten infants were turned
sideways and lined up from one end of the table to the other like a row of
disabled pistons. The corpses were of all ages and colors— men, women,
children, derelicts as big as horses and as loose as a bundle of rags, muscular
workers in rigor mortis, slight girls with hardly any flesh on them, criminals whose
last accomplishment had been to collect a bullet hole the size of a dime, a
decapitated East Indian whose head stared at its body from across the room,
young children with puzzled and painful expressions, men and women who never
thought it would end this way, luckless people whose last expression was
surprise.
A doctor in a bloodstained coat
moved from table to table dictating notes into a speaking tube that he pulled
after him on an overhead track, and sometimes bending over a corpse to examine
or open it. Peter Lake was immobilized in the doorway. He could neither go in
nor pull himself away. The eyes of the dead were focused at random everywhere,
and one could not help but be in their field of view.
“Searching for someone, no doubt,”
the doctor said to Peter Lake without looking up. ”Chances are that you won’t find him here. If
you don’t know why, I’ll tell you.” He spoke as if he were still dictating, and
the appearance of Peter Lake were only another condition to be noted and
examined. ”These people don’t ever have anyone who comes after them. They’re
the ones who fall through the cracks. Where are their parents, their children,
brothers, sisters, friends? They’re here, or they were here, or they will be
soon. Do you think that the ones who are still breathing want to get near this
place before they have to? You couldn’t drag them down here with a windlass.”
When Peter Lake said nothing, it
seemed only to spur the doctor on. ”Maybe you’re from some reform group, and
you’ve come to gather evidence.” He glanced at Peter Lake and concluded from
his expression and appearance that he
was not. ”They come down here to snap pictures. They get a thrill here—that’s why they come. They
take stupendous joy in the
indignation and compassion they feel on account of these mangled stiffs; it’s their roller
coaster. I know this,” he
said, making a tragic incision across the abdomen of an adolescent girl,” and I’ll tell you why.
Since I’m here all the time and take apart fifty of these things a day, I can’t feel for each and
every one of them. I’m
not God. I don’t have that much in me. The ladies’ aides and the social critics sense immediately
that I couldn’t give a goddamn about all this inedible meat, and that’s just what they want. They
know they’re better than the
miserable bastards they try to help, but they really enjoy thinking that they’re better than the
rest of us, who aren’t
as ‘compassionate’ as they are.” He turned to Peter Lake again, and said, ”You notice how often
that very word escapes their lips?
They use it like a cudgel.
Beware.”
What he did next, as a matter of
routine, made Peter Lake close his eyes in horror. But the doctor continued,
his hands glistening, as if nothing had happened. ”They come down here for
their own benefit. It’s as clear as day that they love it. The great irony and
perfect joke is that the wretches on the bottom of the barrel get these
self-serving scum as champions. Some champions! They feed off the poor—first
materially, and then in spirit. But they deserve each other in a way, because
vice and stupidity were made to go together.
“I know that, you see, because I
was poor. But I rose like a rocket, and I know how the whole thing works. The
ones who are always on your side, or so they think, are the ones who keep you
down. Everything they do keeps you down. They’ll forgive you for anything. Rob,
rape, pillage, and kill, and they’ll defend you to yourself. They understand
all outrages, and all your failings and faults, too. Perfect! You can go on
that way forever. What do they care? Excuse me: they do care. They want it that
way.”
He bent over to make a short
cut, as thin as a hair, across the chest of the emaciated blond girl that he
had just eviscerated. ”How would they make a living, these servants of the poor,
if there were no poor?
“What enabled me to rise above
all the people who don’t know enough to come in out of the rain is that one day
I looked face to face at a man who
hated half of everything I was and had the courage to tell me so. I remember
his very words. He said, ’What you’re doing is hideous—a perfect way to die
young. Unless you want to live sweetly only in the hereafter, you ought to
learn how to do the right thing.’” The doctor stopped what he was doing,
dropped his hands to his sides, and looked directly at Peter Lake. ”I hate the
poor. Look what they do to themselves. How could you not hate them, unless you
thought that they should be like this.”
Putting down his scalpel, he
reflected for a moment. ”Forgive me,” he asked. ”Sometimes I talk to the living
in the same way that I talk to the dead. And maybe they do get to me more than
I think. You are looking for someone, though. Why else would you be here?”
Peter Lake nodded.
“Age?”
“A child.”
“Sex?”
“I don’t know. It seemed like a boy,
perhaps.”
“Race?”
“Irish or Italian, I think.”
“Those are not races. Where from?”
“From the islands.”
“We don’t get so many of those
anymore, not since they industrialized. The population was decimated.”
“This was before that.”
“Twenty years ago?”
“That’s right.”
“Maybe, maybe... I could help
you find someone who passed through this place twenty hours ago—maybe. But not
twenty days ago, and not twenty weeks, and never under any circumstances twenty
months. Twenty years? That’s almost funny. You might as well go to a wheat
field in Kansas and try to trace an individual grain that fell off the stalk
two decades before you got there. Whole generations spring up and die without
being remembered. Everyone is forgotten. If the parents are alive, which I
doubt, I guarantee you that they, too, have forgotten.
“Look, there you find child
prostitutes, not one or two, but dozens. They live, if you can call it that,
until about age nineteen.
Then it’s too much cocaine, or
syphilis, or a knife. Shall I take you to the room where we keep only the
pieces that we find, and the cadavers that have been two months in the river—or
for years in some hovel, undiscovered? Shall I show you the half-dozen other rooms
in this hospital where these scenes are repeated? And what of the other
hospitals? Printing House Square is small and tame. Even in the private
institutions uptown you can see a show just like this: there is nothing as
disgusting as an obese cadaver in which all the futile pleasures of many years
finally arise to fill it full-blown with stinking rotten gases. The city is
burning and under siege. And we are in a war in which everyone is killed and no
one is remembered.”
“What am I supposed to do, then,” Peter
Lake asked, ”if it’s like you say?”
“Is there someone you love?”
“Yes.”
“A woman?”
“Yes.”
“Then go home to her.”
“And who will remember her?”
“No one. That’s just the point. You must
take care of all that now.”
ACELDAMA
• • •
Because he was confounded so by
the strength of his love for Beverly, its suddenness, and its onrushing end,
and perhaps because he had no way of helping her, he joined her in what she
believed.
Far-fetched as it was, he
accepted it simply because he loved her and would share any mortification or
pathetic confusion just to be with her. And only after he had come to
half-believe what she said did he give it any thought—only after he had been to
the hospital in Printing House Square.
If she were correct, it would
explain why the world sometimes seemed to be a stage behind which was a
strangely benevolent, superior, and indifferent power. The suffering of the
innocent would be accounted for, if, in ages to come or ages that had been, the
reasons for everything were revealed and balances were evened. It would explain
destiny, and coincidence, and his image of the city as if he had been looking
from high above at a living creature with a pelt of dusky light. It would
explain the things that called to Beverly from a far distance and a far time.
It would suggest that Athansor, who could leap high into the air, was leaping
toward something he already knew. It would explain the strong feeling Peter
Lake had that every action in the world had eventual consequences and would
never be forgotten, as if it were entered in a magnificent ledger of
unimaginable complexity. He thought that it might explain freedom, memory, transfiguration,
and justice—though he did not know how.
Peter Lake remembered when,
once, for no apparent reason, Pearly had leapt back, drawn his pistols, and
fired ten. 45-caliber rounds at a dark window behind which had been nothing but
a winter night. Pearly had shaken for an hour afterward, saying that, leering
at him from outside the window, with its teeth bared, was a giant dog twenty
feet high, the White Dog of Afghanistan, come to get him from another time.
Peter Lake thought he was mad—too much bumping of the head on doorposts and
tabletops. When Pearly had finally stopped quivering, he slept for forty-eight
hours and had nightmares every single minute.
The Baymen were waiting, Peter
Lake knew, for a great window in the cloud wall to open and reveal a burning
city that was not consumed, a city that thrashed like an animal and yet did not
move, a city suspended in the air. Sharp on detail and alert to small signs,
they insisted that such a thing would appear, and that, after it did, the world
would light up in gold.
All these things were
shaken about within Peter Lake like pots and pans banging against
the side of a peddler’s swaybacked horse It was hard to bear the weight of
partial revelations which refused to venture past the tip of his tongue. He was
no Mootfowl or Isaac Penn, not a deep thinker at all, but just a man. He was
only Peter Lake, and he rode to the Penns’ with the uncomplicated expectation
of taking a bath in the slate bathing pool and then watching Beverly as she
dressed to go to Mouquin’s. He rode fast through the lights of early winter
traffic, weaving among panting horses, clouds of steam lacquered carriages with
brass lamps, and showers of dry cold snow. Athansor’s gait was so smooth that
riding him was like riding a noiseless whip, or gliding down the slope of a
mid-ocean swell. Peter Lake and Beverly would go to Mouquin’s oblivious of all
dangers. The new year was rolling at them as wide and full as a tide racing up
the bay, sweeping over old water in an endless coil of ermine cuff.
With Athansor bedded down on a
pallet of hay in the Penns’ stable, forelegs stretched before him and head
bowed in a restful dream, Peter Lake ran up to the second floor of the house
and spun the hot-water valves. After the bitter cold, the water was an
unparalleled joy. As he floated and turned, buoyed by great volumes of foaming
bubbles, the door opened and Beverly came in.
“They’re all at The Sun,” she
announced, pulling her blouse over her head in a movement as quick as a good
fly-fisherman’s cast. ”The New Year’s party won’t be over until seven or eight.”
“What about Jayga?” Peter Lake
asked, wary of Jayga’s compulsive peeping and eavesdropping.
“Jayga at this moment is under
my father’s desk in the city room, a tray of smoked salmon on her knees, a
magnum of French champagne at her side. They find her on the third of January,
after an exhaustive search of the entire building. She will have eaten enough
salmon, caviar, chopped liver, and shrimp to carry her through a much longer
hibernation. But only she, Harry, and I know that. We are her confidants.”
“We’re alone then.”
“Yes!” Beverly shouted, and
threw herself into the pool. They embraced as they floated, they circled, they
were turned by flowing water and dashed under the falls. Beverly’s unplaited
hair spread around her, soft and humid;
her breasts had their own way in the water; she kicked her long graceful legs
in a rose-and-white scissors; the heat added a fine patina to her skin; and her
penetrating eyes were softened and cheered. They glided over to a ledge, where
they talked, their words half hidden in the white fall.
Numb with desire, Peter Lake
managed to tell her what had happened with Cecil Mature, Mootfowl, Jackson
Mead, and the doctor in the hospital in Printing House Square. She had no
answers for him. Though she was reassuring, her method was inexplicable. She made
no reference to his implied questions, and continued to speak in calm
certainties.
“There are animals in the stars,”
she declared, ”like the animal that you describe, with a pelt of light, and
deep endless eyes. Astronomers think that the constellations were imagined.
They were not imagined at all. There are animals, far distant, that move and
thrash smoothly, and yet are entirely still. They aren’t made up of the few
stars in the constellations that represent them—they’re too vast—but these
point in the directions in which they lie.”
“How can they be bigger than the
distance between stars?” he asked.
“All the stars that you can see
in the sky don’t even make up the tip of a horn, or the lash of an eye. Their
shaggy coats and rearing heads are formed of a curtain of stars, a haze, a
cloud. The stars are a mist, like shining cloth, and can’t be seen
individually. The eyes of these creatures are wider than a thousand of the
universes that we think we know. And the celestial animals move about, they frisk,
they nuzzle, they paw and roll—all in infinite time, and the crackling of their
coats is what makes the static and hissing which bathes an infinity of worlds.”
Peter Lake stared at the water
as it came over the fall. ”I’m as crazy as you are,” he said, ”maybe crazier. I
believe you. I do believe you.”
“That’s only love,” Beverly
answered. ”You don’t have to believe me. It’s all right if you don’t. The
beauty of the truth is that it need not be proclaimed or believed. It skips
from soul to soul, changing form each time it touches, but it is what it is, I
have seen it, and someday you will, too.”
He lifted her in the water and
set her gently on a slightly higher step. ”How do you know all this?”
She smiled. ”I see it. I dream
it.”
“But if they’re just dreams,
then why do you speak as if they’re facts?”
“They’re not just dreams. Not
anymore. I dream more than I wake now, and, at times, I have crossed over.
Can’t you see? I’ve been there.”
• • •
CONTRACICTIONS,
paradoxes, and strong waves of feeling
were things that Peter Lake had long before learned to call his own, so he was
not surprised to be surprised by the gentleness of Mouquin’s usually boisterous
New Year’s Eve. He remembered that it had been the same when the century had
turned, when the celebrants had been unable to celebrate and could only stand
in awe of history as it moved its massive weight (as Peter Lake saw it) like
the vault door of a central bank. On the night of December 31, 1899, despite a
thousand bottles of champagne and a hundred years of anticipation, Mouquin’s
had been as quiet as a church on the Fourth of July. Women had wept, and men
had found it hard to hold back the tears. As the clockwork of the millennia
moved a notch in front of their eyes, it had taken their thoughts from small
things and reminded them of how vulnerable they were to time.
But this odd-numbered frozen
year far outdid the turn of the century in solemnity and emotion. Then, the
quiet had set in an hour or so before midnight. Now, when Peter Lake and
Beverly arrived at nine, they and the well-dressed people who had come for an
evening of drunken dancing found themselves bathed in clear light, aware of
every detail, tranquil, and contemplative. There was no customary ring of
people around the fire soaking up its heat and screaming at each other, with
drinks in their hands and an eye always cocked to see who had come in out of
the cold. Nor did the women magnetize the scene as they could and often did,
setting the pace for their men. There was no tension as in richer places, and
none of the usual dances like the Barn Rush, the Rumbling Buffalo, the Grapesy
Dandy, or the Birdwalla Shuffle. When the orchestra finally did begin to play,
the incomparably beautiful “Chantpleure and Winter-glad” of A. P. Clarissa was
offered for stillwater quadrilles and other dances of counterpoint and
restraint in which mainly the eyes moved, and the heart pounded as if in the
breast of a hunted stag.
This was no place for Pearly,
but he and a dozen Short Tails were there anyway with what they called
women—high-toned madams, corrupted country girls sick of working all day in
hairdressing salons and oyster houses, lady pickpockets, and professional
gun-bearing molls with, as Pearly said, ”teats so sharp they could cut cheese.”
When Pearly saw Peter Lake come in, he rose in anger and his eyes began to
electrify. But when Beverly joined Peter Lake, it was as if her presence sent
darts into Pearly’s flesh, pacifying him with antivenom. Glazed and paralyzed,
he and the other Short Tails could do nothing but stare fixedly toward the
kitchen, in the manner of a Five Points cretin with a tin cup. Astounded molls
tugged at the Short Tails’ sleeves and turned to one another in amazement. The
Short Tails were dreaded ambassadors of the underworld, whose active presence
was feared and tolerated. Had Mouquin’s not accepted them, they would have
immediately burned it to the ground. Despite the fact that Pearly usually hit
his head when he came through the doorway, he and his underlings ruled the
place. But now they were entombed in a nerve dream. A dentist could have worked
his wily and expensive arts on them without eliciting the slightest protest.
Peter Lake glanced at Pearly, a
giant white cat all suited-up in clothes half a century out of date, and
wondered how long his enemy would be immobilized. Beverly seemed able to push
Pearly deeper and deeper into a condition in which he was cemented in a body
that was trapped absolutely in stilled time.
Peter Lake and Beverly took a
table and ordered a bottle of champagne, which was brought to them in a silver
bucket full of hysterical ice.
“The only time I ever saw this
place this dull was the night before nineteen hundred,” Peter Lake said. ”Maybe,
purely by coincidence, all the people here have just lost dear relatives.”
“Liven it up,” Beverly commanded.
”I want to dance—the way they were dancing at the inn that night.”
“Who, me?” Peter Lake wanted to
know.” How can I liven it up? I suppose I could shoot or stab Pearly now that
he’s stuck on the flypaper of time. But then everyone would run out. We’ll have
a quiet evening, and wait for the new year.”
“No,” she said . ”It’s my last damned New Year. I’d like to
see some fire in it.”
She turned about in her seat and
faced a set of French doors against which the cold wind was pushing a shower of
winter stars. Without warning, they burst open. Then, inexplicably, the next
set of doors flew open, too, and so on and so forth right down the line, until
the twenty-one sets of doors at Mouquin’s had all opened in a machine-gunlike
percussion that stopped the orchestra and the dancers. The fresh air stoked the fire
and turned it from a softly purring cat into an enraged Bessemer furnace, and
the icicle-covered trees outside began to ring like a thousand sleigh bells.
Then the hands of the clock started to race like the tortoise and the hare, and
both reached midnight at the same time. The clock struck along with every clock
in New York, and church bells, fireworks, and ship whistles sounded all at
once, turning the entire city into a giant hurdy-gurdy.
It soon got so cold that the men
rushed to close the doors. When they had shut them and the room was again
silent, they saw that several women had begun to cry. The women said it was
because of the numbing air that had washed over their bare shoulders, but even
strangers embraced sadly as they coasted into the new year and felt its
strength commencing. They cried because of the magic and the contradictions;
because time had passed and time was left; because they saw themselves as if
they were in a photograph that had winked fast enough to contradict their
mortality; because the city around them had conspired to break a hundred
thousand hearts; and because they and everyone else had to float upon this sea
of troubles, watertight. Sometimes there were islands, and when they found them
they held fast, but never could they hold fast enough not to be moved and once
again overwhelmed.
“Country dances!” shouted a man
as he jumped to his feet, and he was echoed by the fashionable crowd. In
lightness and relief they began even before the music caught up to them. Now
the floor of
Mouquin’s pounded under the pure
white reels of the winter countryside, and the magic of the Lake of the
Concedes swirled almost visibly about them. Beverly, in a blue silk dress,
danced with Peter Lake. There was much talk among the crowd as Pearly and the
Short Tails began to thaw. Glasses sparkled until they broke. The room grew
hot. Beverly was dancing. In the oyster houses, in the stove-lit salons of the
ferryboats out on the bay, in the ballrooms uptown so gilt and argent that in
the daytime they thought they were banks, in the common rooms of hospitals, and
in the miserable dark cellars, they danced—even if only for a moment.
Peter Lake sensed that some
stupendous inner machinery of the world had turned, rendering its decision, and
that much would follow. But soon he stopped thinking and was quickly lost in
the sight of Beverly, a young blond and blue-eyed schoolgirl who twirled and
kicked with the rest. Her hair flew. The music seemed to be in her, and she
stomped the floor at just the right times, a precise and joyous part of the
dance. She had always conserved her motions, gathering them to her and storing
their power. Now she unleashed them. He had never seen her this way: she had
never been this way. Though he feared for her, he sensed that this scene would
not be lost, and that by some mechanism of translation or preservation it would
last and be free sometime to start up again. Her motions flowed in a hundred
thousand pictures, each of searing beauty, each on its way through the black
cold of archless accommodating space. They would land somewhere, he thought,
bravely. Everything always comes to rest, and flourishes. That, anyway, was his
hope.
They lost themselves in dancing,
staking everything upon the images that billowed out from Mouquin’s and
expanded effortlessly in all directions.
• • •
“I was terrified,” Beverly said as they were riding home in a
motorized taxi.
“Terrified? How do you figure
that? You were the queen of the world. First you put Pearly to sleep. Then you
seemed to have opened the doors, stoked the fire, and made the clock spin. You
led the
dances like a prima
ballerina. The evening revolved around you. When we left, the party collapsed like a wet tent.”
“I was so afraid,” she said. ”I was
trembling the whole time.”
Peter Lake lifted a skeptical eyebrow.
She ignored him.
“I’m so glad it’s over. I hate crowds of
people. I wanted to do it once,” she
pronounced with measured deliberation, ”and I’ve done it.”
“I didn’t see that you were at
all nervous.” “But I was.”
“There wasn’t the slightest sign
of it.” “That’s because it was so deep.”
No one was home when they
arrived. New Year’s had scattered the Penns all around New York. Even Willa was
sleeping over at the house of Melissa Bees, the daughter of Crawford Bees, yet
another master-builder, a lord of stone and steel. Peter Lake and Beverly threw
themselves down on a couch in Beverly’s second-floor bedroom. He noticed that
she was hot and sweating, but she seemed so happy and light that he believed
her when she told him that it was just the normal evening elevation in
temperature. After a bath, and some cold hours on the roof in the dry winter
air, she said, she would be fine. She felt as if she were getting better, and
claimed that she was stronger than she had ever been. In fact, she wanted to
try cycling or skating the next day, for she was sure that she could breathe
more easily now. Something had happened. Despite her optimism, Peter Lake was
scared, and despite his fear, they made love.
They were at once so desperate
and so determined that they kept their clothes on, and, to get to her, Peter
Lake had to go through a stage set of silk and cotton. And once he had found
his way and entered her, they stared at one another as if across a dinner
table. His carnation was still pinned to his jacket. Her velvet ribbons still
hung correctly. They might have been at a formal party, and yet they arose from
the same base, and they were pinioned together underneath all the clothes
tighter, hotter, and wetter than they had ever been. As if they were dancing,
they put their hands on the small of one another’s backs, and moved their
fingers slowly up and down the slick surfaces of their clothing. Beverly’s
delicate features seemed to rise from a fountain of blue, and the skirts spread over the bed were like the water
that had fallen back from the plume.
They weren’t watchful, and
wouldn’t have cared if anyone had come into the house. Isaac Penn knew very
well what was going on. In other circumstances, it would have been scandalous
that the young, fragile, and refined Beverly should be allowed, during her
sickness, to know the bittersweet pleasures of a worldly woman. But Isaac Penn
recognized that she had fallen in love with Peter Lake, and, despite the risk,
wanted her to be free in whatever time she had left to compress the passions
that are allowed to us in this life.
She had indeed discovered grace,
or madness, in her visions of the starlight. Whichever it was, it frightened
her father when she hinted at it or tried to tell him about it, for he knew
that young people gifted with long, sharp, and noble vision often paid for it
in an early death.
Sometimes, when visiting her on
the roof, in the deepest part of the night, he expected to find her asleep, but
would instead find her in a breathless trance, possessed, her eyes forced open
and fixed on the constellations. ”What do you see?” he would ask, frightened
for her sanity. ”What is it that you see?”
And once, only once, when he
found her in the slack and weakened state of someone who had just been seized,
broken, and released, she had tried to tell him. He barely understood her when
she spoke about a sky full of animals whose pelts were made of an infinite
number of stars. They moved slowly and smoothly, for, really, they were
motionless. Though their faces could not be seen, they were smiling. There were
horses in dark celestial meadows, and other animals that flew, fought, or
played—all without moving—in swirling ruby-colored places of complete silence. ”Places,”
she said, ”where we have been.”
“I cannot comprehend this,”
answered her father. ”The gods of my understanding have been always hidden in
clouds and very far away.”
“Oh no, Daddy,” she had said. ”They are
here.”
“What do you mean?”
“I mean, they are here.”
• • •
BY spring, Beverly’s soul had ascended. She died on a windy
gray day in March when the sky was full of darting crows and the world lay
prostrate and defeated after winter. Peter Lake was at her side and it ruined
him forever. It broke him as he had not ever imagined he could have been
broken. He would never again be young, or able to remember what it was like to
be young. What he had once taken to be pleasures would appear to him in his
defeat as hideous and deserved punishments for reckless vanity. He would never
drive from his mind the things she said before she died—ravings about scarves
that were songs, torrents of silver sparks, stags with voices like horns, and
feasts in fields of black light where the dandelions were suns. And for the
rest of his days he would be oppressed by the image of her whitened emaciated
body eternally motionless in a dark root-pierced grave—or so he thought.
• • •
SHORTLY after Beverly’s death,
Isaac Penn followed. One night he called Harry into his bedroom, and said, ”I’m
dying right now. I feel tremendous speed. I’m frightened. Falling.” And then he
died, as if he had been snatched away by some great thing that had been passing
at unimaginable speed.
Willa and Jack were farmed out
to relatives in the country, the servants were given annuities and dismissed,
and the house was sold and soon demolished to make way for a new school. Harry
left for Harvard, from which he would then go to the war in France. The Sun stayed
much the same, ready for Harry to survive Chateau-Thierry and the Marne if he
could, and return to take charge. Suddenly and sadly, the Penns disappeared
from the city. In several strokes, a thriving family was silenced. For Peter
Lake, who had never before known loneliness, the city was now empty. But even defeated
soldiers sometimes survive. If they make the right motions, they are brought
from battle. Peter Lake was left alive.
When there was no one remaining
to care for, and nothing more to do, he took Athansor and rode into the Five
Points, reckless and angry, trying as best he could to run into Pearly. He
wanted to die.
Though he always managed to feed
Athansor, and sometimes managed to feed himself, he was never aware of how he
did it, except that he could walk down a crowded street and emerge with a
hundred dollars that seemed to come from the air but which came, really, from
people’s pockets. He hated the idea of this, and fought not to do it. But his
hands were more loyal to his stomach than to his head. He had grown ragged, and
his clothes were old—but not as old as his face. One day, a wet-eyed young
dandy in a sealskin coat approached him and put a bunch of silver coins in his
hand, saying, ”For you, Father.”
“I’m not your father, you stupid
son of a bitch,” was Peter Lake’s reply, but he kept the money.
As uncomfortable as a penitent
who has sworn some stupendous oath, Peter Lake wanted to part with the silver.
He and Athansor wandered a few miles, and then stopped while a convoy of
military trucks crossed their path. It took so long that he dismounted and
looked around. He was standing in front of a movie theater, something of which
he had recently heard, and he decided to see what was inside.
He was not expecting the
darkness to be shattered by a stunning explosion of light. But the perfect
square of even white fire upon the wall seemed to have a heart and depth. The
light was measured in pulses much more rapid than those of a furnace. He heard
the even gait of electrically driven gears, and the flutelike pitch of a
highspeed cooling fan that was undoubtedly beneath them. Dust was trapped in
the slanted beam of arc-light like a herd of buffalo embarrassed by the
intruding lamp of a locomotive, and the particles scattered about the huge
hall, transforming it into a universe of mobile stars. How strange it was when
the physics and the mystery combined to depict people in ordinary rooms, on the
street, or tied to railroad tracks. For half an hour, Peter Lake watched a
world of gray in which everything moved too fast and actors spoke in silence.
White light filled the room again, and then deferred to a small sketch entitled,
”A Winter Scene in Brooklyn—How We Were.”
A village appeared, snow-covered
and motionless. Then a horse drawing a sled galloped across the wall and
vanished into the curtains. Doors opened, half a dozen women came out, and as
if life proceeded in this fashion, they began to churn butter. All at once,
they went back in, and the same scene was repeated with men chopping wood, then
milkmen delivering milk, boys delivering papers, and a long parade of police
chasing a long parade of crooks. All the police were in one group, as were all
the crooks.
“What’s ‘were’ about that?”
asked Peter Lake indignantly and aloud.
“Shhh!” hissed a woman who had
not removed her hat. Then another white flash struck Peter Lake and pushed him
back in his chair. They were to witness a film portrait—“The City in the Third
Millennium.” When it came on the screen, Peter Lake almost jumped up to shout
in anger: this was a film of the painting that had been done for the Penns.
Titles announced each moving tableau. ”Flight” was a wonder of floating lights
traversing the night sky over the city. There were hundreds of these lights, as
graceful as schooners but as fast as express trains, tracing lines in the
darkness with a remarkable purposefulness. The city had grown upward into
cliffs of silver boxes that flashed and glowed and shone out over the water in
a rippled musical pattern. Remarkably, most of what was visible in it was light
itself. Cold wind raced along the narrow boulevards, jingling the frozen trees.
Winter clouds, small and tight, filtered through the ramparts like a river
threading through a weir. The clouds moved at a height only about a quarter
that of the buildings, and yet they were not low clouds or fog but those high
riders that come with strong dry winds. How could this be?
Another title appeared: “As the
City of the Future Burns.” Flames could not be seen, only vast banks of
illuminated smoke that coiled over the
city in braids or swelled like mountains. Then the film broke, and Peter Lake
was caught up in blinding white almost as if he were trapped in the backwash of
a waterfall crashing into its thundering pool.
Athansor was waiting like a dog
tied up outside a store. His silent dispirited master slowly walked him to the
east. Athansor’s coat was streaked with soot and dust, and he didn’t look much
like a statue anymore. Peter Lake was tired and worn out, and had no place to
go. But it was one of those nights in mid-September when, like a cannonade in
the distance, Canada threatens winter, and because they had to find shelter
they ended up in a cellar, not far from the great bridge. A tallow candle lit a
small room in which were a few piles of straw. Athansor stood near one wall,
and Peter Lake sat down and rested his back against another. After a while, a
man came in and put a bucket of oats and a bucket of water in front of the
horse. He left, and returned carrying an iron skillet of grilled fish and
vegetables in one hand and two bottles of cold beer in the other. These he put
down in front of his guest. ”You want hot water in the morning?” he asked.
“Sure,” said Peter Lake. ”I
haven’t had hot water in a while.” “Then the lodging for you and the horse, the
oats, the hot water, the food, beer, and the candle will be two dollars
altogether— two and a half if you don’t want anyone else in here with you. You
can pay in the morning. Checkout time is eleven A. M.” “Checkout time?” “I used
to work in a hotel.”
The fish and vegetables were
fresh, the beer ice-cold, and the straw warm and comfortable. Peter Lake was
reminded of his first night in the city, with the spielers, when he and they
had fallen asleep by the light of a flickering tallow candle. But now there
were no women. He thought that he might never touch, love, or be with a woman
again. Everything had come apart, and the world was gray rain. With even a
harder road ahead than he thought, he fell asleep clutching straw between his
fingers, content to be alone in a warm and dirty cellar.
Athansor, on the other hand,
stood straight and lifted his head. He was restless, his ears slewed about
continuously as if he were keeping track of
a mosquito, and his eyes shot back and forth. Had Peter Lake not been lost in
sleep, he would have seen that his white horse was tensed like a war-horse who
senses a distant battle. There was something in the air, and as the white horse
grew more and more alert, astonishing memories began to flood his heart.
• •
•
MANY hours later, Peter Lake had
a dream in which he saw himself lying on the straw, with his back against the
wooden wall for warmth. Athansor, a white blur in the darkness, was fretting
and ill at ease. Peter Lake knew that he was dreaming, and was not surprised
when, long before morning, silver light began to flood through the cracks where
the cellar walls neared ground level, and the one high window began to frost
over as if it were plated with ice and taking the full blast of a beaming
December moon. This light grew stronger, like the dawn, but it was much faster,
and it had no warm halftones, blood colors, yellows, or oven-whites. Instead,
it was all whited silver and blue that grew thicker and brighter as it
approached. Had it had the weight of ordinary sunlight, it would have shattered
the dream, but being the kind of illumination that seems to make everything
float, it only made the dream more profound.
The strengthening silver-blue
light was accompanied by a collection of restless sounds. Tones and static
battled, entwined in a war that led them upward. Wind and voices were woven
into an impenetrable shield. It was the incandescent cloud wall in full
agitation, moving toward Manhattan and pushing before it the lost and broken
sound and light that would be swept along the island’s edge like amber and
sparkling shells driven onto a beach in a necklace-making storm.
But this hurricane had a solid
eye, a calm center that would pass over the city in pressureless tranquillity,
a shaft of silence with no upward limit. Its approach awakened Peter Lake in
his dream, and he sat up with silver flooding his eyes. Athansor could hardly
control himself. He was trembling and stomping as if his time had finally come.
Frozen motionless, with his eyes at the roof of his soul, Peter Lake could feel
Athansor’s inner powers as if they were huge engines and whining turbines.
The wind began to rage from the
south. Trees bent and their leaves shuddered in prolonged rushes. Peter Lake
heard garbage-can lids pop off and rocket away like artillery shells. The
garbage cans themselves were rolling at high velocity along the streets and
smashing through store windows, like solid iron projectiles. The timbers of the
house rocked and groaned as wind and light raced one another for dominance.
Neither won, but the earth trembled as it was swept entirely clean. Then the
howling wind stopped, and an all-encompassing calm surrounded the city and shut
it down. Nothing moved, neither man nor animal. The waters were still, and all
objects seemed rooted in place.
Now the light began truly to
flood. It was frightening. It burst upon the harbor in a blinding beam, and
tracked toward the city. ”It’s a dream, it’s a dream,” Peter Lake told himself
over and over even as he trembled. ”It’s a dream.” The door to the cellar was
lifted gently from its hinges and it flew up, disappearing silently. The silver
beam washed down the steps into the straw-filled room and flooded it with cool
light.
Suddenly, the light went out,
and it was night. Still in the dream, Peter Lake sank back against the wall,
able to breathe again. The short time he had to get his wits did him little
good, for now he saw. Could it be, even in a dream? Glowing in white, silver,
and blue, Beverly was standing at the entrance to the cellar, in a sphere of
reverberating beams as round as the moon. She glided down the ramp of light
that had brought her. In her hand was a horse’s bridle of what appeared to be
chains of stars or sharp diamonds. She was the source of her own illumination,
and, next to her, Athansor seemed like a small Shetland. Though he was calmed
by her presence, as if he had been expecting it, Peter Lake of the dream
fainted dead away. But Peter Lake the dreamer watched as Beverly, her hair
plaited in the old fashion, curried Athansor and spoke to him unintelligibly.
Her motions and expressions were not unlike those of a girl attending to her
pony, but she radiated light.
Peter Lake the dreamer saw Peter
Lake of the dream wake, and watch as Beverly finished with Athansor. Then she
turned, looked at him directly, and moved toward him. When she was near, he
closed his hand around the celestial bridle. Though she smiled and though her eyes danced, she withdrew the
bridle. He gripped it so hard that it cut into his hands, but he was unable to
hold it, and he felt himself awakening in the dark. He wanted to stay with
Beverly in the strangely lighted room full of mysterious curling static and
woolly amber tones, but the dream faded, the light was withdrawn, and the last
he could remember was a feeling of unutterable pain and loss, and anger at his
sentence of darkness.
• • •
AN hour before the natural
light, a strange operation began outside the stable where Peter Lake had
dreamed of Beverly. Almost in panic, the Short Tails, their allies, and the
allies of their allies, arrayed themselves, their weapons, and their machines
in military formations throughout the streets and on the squares. Pearly charged
from place to place on a spotted gray horse, directing the order of battle. In
Brooklyn, one of his lieutenants began to march a body of troops toward the
Great Bridge. This was the last mobilization of the gangs before the war swept
them away like dust in the wind.
It was a swan song, and the swan
that sang it was all bent out of shape. In their decline, the gangs had become
repositories for a strange set of criminals. Most of the two thousand soldiers
busily assembling were under five feet tall. They did not dash from place to
place with the grace of men born to arms, they waddled. Many of the fat ones
had Cecil Mature’s slitlike eyes but not his redeeming sweetness. A third of
their number was seriously lame, and hobbled about. Another third, or more, made
strange “ticky-tacky” sounds. When they talked they sounded like corks popping
from champagne bottles, chickens, garglers, and groaning dogs. The ones who
were most ordinary were the ferocious-looking cutthroats who in the old days
had been called “wild dogs,” because they would recognize no friend, and turned
upon one another more easily than could be tolerated by even the most anarchic
gangs. Now they were the troops.
Pearly had assembled the
remnants of the Short Tails, the Dead Rabbits, the Plug Uglies, the Happy
Jacks, the Rock Gang, the Rag Gang, the Stable Gang, the Wounded Ribs, the
White Switch Gang, the Corlears Hook Rats, the Five Points Steel Bar Gang, the
Alonzo Truffos, the Dog Harps, the Moon Bayers, the Snake Hoops, the Bowery Devils, and many others.
There were more than two thousand of them, including every independent dirk
man, goon, and rougher-upper in the city.
The police had been bribed to
evacuate the area south of Chambers Street. Pearly assured them that he was
after only one man, and that no property would be damaged. He marshaled his
armies of deformed waddlers and bristling mad dogs, like a real general-riding
here and there, jumping his dappled gray over lines of his own men, and testing
the deployments. He spoke to the Brooklyn side by telephone. It was ready. ”Is
Manhattan ready?” they asked. Pearly answered in the affirmative. Sixteen
hundred soldiers in Manhattan were fully armed and properly positioned. Though
the cloud wall was unsettled, and had moved up the bay, it often did so in late
September as the seasons changed, and Pearly was willing to bet that when the
sun came up and stabilized the day, the cloud wall would recede. The sun did
come up, and illuminated a massive army of squat criminal beings, who could not
resist talking loudly to each other, because they hoped for blood. They had
real weapons, and they liked to use them.
Pearly waited for Peter Lake to
emerge from the cellar where the innkeeper had sworn that he was hiding. Sparks
flew from him as if from a big gray cat in a dry winter storm. He could hardly
stay still, his head nodded up and down as if it were keeping time, and his
razor eyes fixed on the open ramp of the basement stable.
• • •
PETER Lake awoke with a start.
”Christ!” he said, and fell back against the straw. It was already
half-light, and when he was either very happy or very unhappy he could never
fall asleep again after awakening. He sat up, and saw Athansor, who looked as
if he wanted to race. Peter Lake had seen other horses with the same urgent
need to run, but it had always been at Belmont just before post time, when a
syringe full of atropine was working its dangerous wonders. Athansor looked as
if he could outrun ten of that kind of horse, one after another.
Peter Lake himself felt
astoundingly strong and energetic. He was wide-awake, and he wanted only to
ride Athansor. ”I’ll take him up to the country,” he said out loud. ”We’ll run like hell across the
whole goddamned state.” He got to his feet and walked toward what he hoped
would be the bucket of hot water that he had asked for, delivered early. It was
only the water from the previous evening. When he looked down at it to see if
it was steaming, he saw that his palms and fingers were badly cut, as if he had
held onto a chain of sharp diamonds that was pulled through his hands.
He hadn’t time to reflect, and
guessed that he would do well to hurry, for Athansor’s energy was now so
intense that the walls of the stable vibrated like a station shed into which
six locomotives had come in train.
Then Peter Lake heard the sound
of the sixteen hundred men, now in their places, ready, and no longer required
to mute their unusual voices. ”What the hell is that?” Peter Lake asked himself,
and then dashed up the ramp to face a phalanx of about eight hundred of them
arranged in a crescent across an empty square, not more than fifty yards away.
Pearly was mounted on his gray, smiling as confidently as a knife-thrower.
Peter Lake smiled in recognition. ”You’ve done well, Pearly,” he shouted
across the gap. ”But it’s not over yet.”
“No, Peter Lake,” Pearly shouted
back. ”It’s not over yet.” “What do you think you’ll accomplish,” Peter Lake
asked after seeing Pearly’s army, ”with these idiots and buffoons?” He didn’t
wait for an answer, but went back inside and leapt upon Athansor, who shot away
with tremendous force. Peter Lake intended simply to jump the ranks and be off.
How could Pearly have been so stupid? Athansor emerged from the stable like an
express train. The chubby little trolls had to catch their breath.
But he quickly wheeled to a
stop. Peter Lake felt his blood beating. There would be no jumping, for this
strange and pathetic army had raised a forest of sharp pikes thirty and forty
feet long. They were too close for Athansor to clear their blades: he could not
simply rise straight up in the air.
With the way blocked except for
a small opening on the left, Peter Lake spurred Athansor and made for the
breach. Closing behind him, Pearly’s army came alive with a shout. It had been
carefully planned. As soon as Peter Lake was clear, a hundred little men appeared in the opening of a side
street and blocked the way with pikes. Nets had been hung from booms and spars
mounted on buildings, and a dozen vicious dogs were unleashed to harry
Athansor. He trampled them easily, or sailed over them, but they slowed him
down. Not a single shot had been fired. Pearly’s soldiers were too busy
funneling Peter Lake onto the bridge ramp. Peter Lake could see what they were
trying to do, but he had no escape. The closer he got to the bridge, the more
nets there were, the more pikes, the louder the cries of his pursuers.
Finally, with nowhere else to
go, and a hundred sharp pike heads jabbing at him, Athansor sidled reluctantly
onto the ramp. His mouth frothed. He showed his teeth. He looked for an
opportunity either to fight or to soar over his enemies, and found none. They
had hung heavy nets along the suspension cables all the way out to the towers.
He had no choice but to try for Brooklyn.
As Peter Lake expected, the
Brooklyn side, too, was all netted up, its cables choked with heavy hawsers and
trawler nets. The walkway was filled with pikemen marching toward him. Athansor
could have cleared the pikes, but the cathedral-like arches were blocked with
weighted nets that reached down to within a few feet of the pike-heads.
Peter Lake galloped east and
west, trying to find a way out. He knew that many horses in many battles had
been wheeled around and spurred in just the way he was directing Athansor, made
to imitate pacing tigers, while their riders were breathless with fear. They
had nowhere to go, so they went back and forth. The city shone in a bed of
autumn blue to the north and west. Brooklyn was still asleep. The river had
black wind lines penned across its face. And to the south was the open harbor,
across which stretched the cloud wall, furious and close, buckling in the
middle of the bay, sucking at the water and creating a line of breakers that rolled
from its base.
High above the river, hundreds
of feet above the water, all they could do was rush to and fro as the enemy
closed. The only way out that Peter Lake could see was in the conjunction of
the two forces. During the fighting, he might be able to get to the rear and
escape. He had no weapons. Athansor breathed hard.
Both lines stopped. Pearly was
too smart to create the confusion for which Peter Lake hoped. They halted in place, fixed their pikes
close to the nets, and stood their ground. Only then did groups of fighters
pass through the two main bodies. There were about a hundred. They had shorter
pikes, swords, and pistols. Pearly knew that a mob could not be a tight enough
seal, so he set them still and had the best men step forward to kill Peter Lake
and his horse.
“We have no choice,” Peter Lake
said to Athansor. ”This time, we fight.”
The first group closed. They
were timid, as well they should have been. Athansor reared and pushed the pikes
aside. He charged into the soldiers and knocked them over. He bit and trampled
them. But he was in a forest of pikes, and they cut him on the flanks and
chest. When a second group saw his blood, they joined the fight and fired their
pistols. A swordsman lunged for Peter Lake and slashed him across the back.
Peter Lake felt no pain. He took the sword. Now he had a weapon, and he flailed
angrily and hard.
Anthansor reared and placed his
hooves deep into the chests of the attackers. The sound was of underbrush
breaking. As sword struck sword it became clear to Peter Lake that he was going
to die. They fired into Athansor’s face, and their bullets smashed into his
bones and tattered his ears like flags above a fortress. Lead pierced his
muscles, and lodged in his gut. Peter Lake, too, was cut and bleeding
everywhere. He felt cold. Then Pearly commanded his fighters to fall back.
Peter Lake was left with the dead scattered all around him. He and Athansor
were shaking from their wounds. They moved about meaninglessly. Then Peter Lake
saw that Pearly had a second and yet a third wave ready to do battle. This
could not be borne.
He looked at the river below. It
was very far, too far. But it was a lovely blue, and a much better way to die,
if he had to, than upon the bloodstained boards of the Great Bridge. There was
nothing to lose. They would jump.
The wind whistled through nets
and cable. Peter Lake gave one last glance to the city, and turned south to the
marshes. As the second wave started to close, Athansor began the tiger pacing,
but this time it was north-south, across the narrow walkway of the bridge. They
thought he was crazed. Trying for the kill, they fired their pistols. But he
ignored them. When he was ready, he leaned back on his haunches. Pearly’s men stopped, for they had never
seen such a sight. Athansor arched on visible waves of power. He compressed
himself into something almost round. Then, with a roar, he unfolded in a long
white silken movement, and flew into the air, parting a thick steel cable that
had been in his way, and clearing the nets with ease.
Momentarily suspended over the
bay, Peter Lake expected to fall, and would have been satisfied with what he
expected. But there was no fall. Athansor rose, and sped outward, stretching
his wounded forelegs before him as the air whistled past. The horse and rider
were headed for the white wall. Peter Lake looked back and saw that the city
was small and silent, and seemed no larger than a beetle. As they broke into
the cloud wall the world became a storm of rushing white mist that screamed and
shrieked like a choir of shrill and tormented voices.
They flew for hours; it got
harder and harder to breathe and more and more difficult for Peter Lake to hold
on. As Athansor’s speed increased, the clouds rushing by whited out in a blur.
Peter Lake thought of the city. A shelter from the absolute and the lordly, it
now seemed like such a loving place, even though it had been so hard. Bright
images came before his eyes now that he was snow-blind, and he ached for the
color, the softness, and the sheen of the city that was an island in time.
Finally Athansor tore through
the roof of the clouds. They found themselves in a black and airless ether.
What Peter Lake saw was what Beverly had described, and he was awed beyond his
capacity for awe. He couldn’t breathe, and he knew that if he stayed on the
horse he would die. So he touched Athansor gently, and threw himself off to
fall back upon the field of clouds. That was the last he saw of the high clear
world, for his fall became clouded and tumbling and timeless. There were lakes
in the clouds that simply gave upon the sea, and there were deeper, longer
columns that curved through whitened air. He fell, and he fell, and he had no
will. His arms and legs flailed. His neck was like the soft neck of a baby.
Peter Lake tumbled through the
world of white. And then, entirely forgotten, he vanished deep into its
infinite fury.
FOUR GATES TO THE CITY
• • •
EVERY city has its gates, which need not be of stone. Nor need soldiers be
upon them or watchers before them. At first, when cities were jewels in a dark
and mysterious world, they tended to be round and they had protective walls. To
enter, one had to pass through gates, the reward for which was shelter from the
overwhelming forests and seas, the merciless and taxing expanse of greens,
whites, and blues—wild and free—that stopped at the city walls.
In time the ramparts became
higher and the gates more massive, until they simply disappeared and were
replaced by barriers, subtler than stone, that girded every city like a crown
and held in its spirit. Some claim that the barriers do not exist, and
disparage them, Although they themselves can penetrate the new walls with no
effort,
their spirits (which, also,
they claim do not exist) cannot, and are left like orphans around the
periphery.
To enter a city intact it is
necessary to pass through one of the new gates. They are far more difficult to
find than their solid predecessors, for they are tests, mechanisms, devices,
and implementations of justice. There once was a map, now long gone, one of the
ancient charts upon which colorful animals sleep or rage. Those who saw it said
that in its illuminations were figures and symbols of the gates. The east gate
was that of acceptance of responsibility, the south gate that of the desire to
explore, the west gate that of devotion to beauty, and the north gate that of
selfless love. But they were not believed. It was said that a city with
entryways like these could not exist, because it would be too wonderful. Those
who decide such things decided that whoever had seen the map had only imagined
it, and the entire matter was forgotten, treated as if it were a dream, and
ignored. This, of course, freed it to live forever.
LAKE OF
THE COHEERIES
• • •
First of all, the Hudson
landscape was a landscape of love. To reach it by sea, one had to have a series
of glorious weddings, crossing the sparkling bands that were the high bridges.
Then one sailed into tranquil, capacious, womanly bays, the banks of which were
spread as wide and trusting as any pair of long legs that ever were. Then began an infinity of pleasant
convolutions. There were whole valleys on tributaries, each with
many thousand well-tended gardens. Towns along the banks were entirely subsumed
in their devotion to one great view, or in the memory of one portion of one
century in which they enjoyed a seemingly endless spell of clear weather. There
were old opera houses, great estates, hidden root cellars and spring
enclosures, gray churches built by the Dutch, wharves that stretched a mile
into the river and were hung on some days with dozens of sturgeon each of four
hundred pounds or more and bursting with roe. The skating was unparalleled,
except perhaps in Holland, for the early Dutch had built several hundred miles
of canals through wilderness, swamp, field, and village, upon which a skater
could glide all alone under the moonlight for a long winter’s night, and hardly
know that he had been out ten minutes. Often boys or girls would come home in
the blare of early morning, after a night of racing the moon, having fallen
deeply in love.
On the Hudson, infatuation was a
great and complicated phenomenon. It was sometimes ridiculous and endearing:
that is, to see adolescents caught painfully in the pleasant traps into which
they eagerly jump. They would go about town sighing and talking to themselves. ”I
love you,” they would say to the imagined beloved, though it might have
appeared to someone else that they were speaking to a snow shovel or an egg
crate. The valley seemed to have run on love. But, luckily, commerce and
farming were richly endowed, and the seasons were intense and fruitful (ice and
maple sugar in the winter; shellfish and flowers in the spring; vegetables,
grain, and berries in summer; everything at fall harvest; and lumber, minerals,
whale products, beef, mutton, wool, and manufactures all year-round), for if
they were not, there would have been chaos.
On the Hudson, there was always
the opportunity to be educated deeply in the heart. The beauty of the landscape
did the rest, along with the magic of the moon, the river’s hot and reedy bays,
the glittering silver ice, days of summer or days of snow submerged in an ocean
of clear blue air, fields never-ending, the wind from Canada, and the great
city to the south.
• • •
THE water of
the Lake of the Coheeries was as lush and blue as the water of a round and
opalescent glacial pool. Its plentiful fish were full of silvery fight (rising
above the lake like flashing swords), and they fled from place to place in a
spectral bath of intense and unvarying fidelity. It could be angry and brutal
in storms, and drinking from it was an awakening and a blessing. And sometime
not too deep in winter, each year, the Lake of the Coheeries would surprise
everyone by freezing over during the night. In the second week of December at
the latest, the inhabitants of Lake of the Coheeries Town sat by their fires
after dinner and stared into the darkness around their rafters as Canadian
winds rode in hordes and attacked their settlement from the north. These winds
had been born and raised in the arctic, and had learned their manners on the
way down, in Montreal—or so it was said, since the people of Lake of the
Coheeries hadn’t much respect for the manners or mores of Montreal. The winds
ripped off tiles, broke branches, and toppled unwired chimneys. When they came
up, everyone knew that winter had begun, and that a long time would pass before
the spring made the lake light yellow with melting streams that fled from newly
breathing fields.
But one winter the winds were
harder and colder than they had ever been. The night they started had seen
birds smashed against cliffs and trees, children crying, and candles
flickering. Mrs. Gamely, her daughter Virginia, and Virginia’s infant, Martin,
stayed in their tiny house and imagined pure hell on the lake. They could hear
huge waves breaking against the soft wiglike tufts where the fields met the
water. In the middle of the lake, said Mrs. Gamely, the water was being blown
into giant foamy castles, and all the great monsters from the deep, including
the Donamoula, were being ploughed up and turned over like roots in a new
field. ”Listen,” she said. ”You can hear them shrieking as they tumble about.
Poor creatures! Even though they are a cross between seaborne spiders, writhing
serpents, and the sharpest knives; even though their eyes are big and open and
have no eyelashes, and they stare at you like cockeyed beggars; and even though
their teeth are a forest of bony razors, still, it’s a shame to hear them
crying like that.”
Virginia fastened onto the
darkness, listening for the shrieks of sea creatures being tossed like a salad
in the middle of the lake. All she heard was the wind. Mrs. Gamely rolled her tiny eyes and held up one
finger. ”Shh,” she said, and listened. ”There! Hear them?”
“No!” answered Virginia. ”I hear only the
wind.”
“But don’t you hear the creatures, too,
Virginia?”
“No, Mother, only the wind.”
“I’ll bet the little warmkin
hears them,” Mrs. Gamely said referring to the baby sleeping soundly in its fat
flannels. ”There are creatures, you know,” she continued. ”I’ve seen
them. When I was a little girl on the north side of the lake (way before I
married Theodore), we used to see them all the time. Of course, that was long
ago. They ran in schools, and came to the shore near the house, just like tame
dogs. Sometimes they would leap over the dock, and sink a rowboat. My sister
and I used to stand on the pier and feed them pies. They loved pies. The
Donamoula, who was about two hundred feet long and fifty feet around, loved
cherry pies. We would throw the cherry pie into the air, and he would catch it
with his forty-foot tongue. One day, my father decided that this was too
dangerous, and he made us stop. The Donamoula never came by after that.” She
knitted her brows. ”I wonder if he would remember me.”
Ever challenged by her mother’s
unorthodox views, Virginia thought of a means to answer the question that had
just been posed. She looked at her mother and was pleased and amazed by the
sly, robust intelligence in the old woman’s face, by her massive form which was
neither fat nor tall nor thick, by the large strong hands, the shapeless velvet
and muslin dress with a green yoke, the two sweet little eyes set close
together in a glowing cheeky face topped with a haystack of soft white hair,
and the purring white rooster (his comb was mandarin red) that she held in her
arms and occasionally stroked.
“If Jack went away for fifty
years”—Jack was the rooster, Quebec-born, originally Jacques—“and then came
back, would he recognize me?” Virginia asked.
“Roosters don’t live for fifty
years, Virginia. And besides, he would go back to Canada and probably never
return. They speak French there, you know, and can never do anything right.
They would probably turn him into a cocoa van, or use him as a mold for a
weather vane.”
“Well, let’s just say he could go away
for fifty years and then comeback.”
“Okay. But where would he go?”
“To Peru.”
“Why Peru?”
Conversations like these,
touching on every subject known to man, would often usurp a good part of the
night. Mrs. Gamely had never learned to read or write, and used her daughter as
a scribe, and as a researcher among encyclopedias, questioning her at length
about everything she found. The old woman’s sense of organization was a miracle
of randomness as illogical and rich as the branches of a blossoming fruit tree.
She could easily discuss 150 subjects in an hour and a half, and Virginia would
still finish awed and enlightened by what seemed to be a relentless and perfect
plan.
Though Mrs. Gamely was by all
measures prescientific and illiterate, she did know words. Where she got them
was anyone’s guess, but she certainly had them. Virginia speculated that the
people on the north side of the lake, steeped in variations of English both
tender and precise, had made with their language a tool with which to garden a
perfect landscape. Those who are isolated in small settlements may not know of
the complexities common to great cities, but their hearts are rich, and so
words are generated and retained. Mrs. Gamely’s vocabulary was enormous. She
knew words no one had ever heard of, and she used words every day that had been
mainly dead or sleeping for hundreds of years. Virginia checked them in the
Oxford dictionary, and found that (almost without exception) Mrs. Gamely’s
usage was flawlessly accurate. For instance, she spoke of certain kinds or dogs
as Leviners. She called the areas near Quebec march-lands. She referred to
diclesiums, liripoops, rapparees, dagswains, bronstrops, caroteels, opuntias,
and soughs. She might describe something as patibulary, fremescent, pharisaic,
Roxburghe, or glockamoid, and words like mormal, jeropigia, endosmic, mage,
palmerin, thos, vituline, Turonian, galingale, comprodor, nox, gaskin,
secotine, ogdoad, and pintulary fled from her lips in Pierian saltarellos.
Their dictionary looked like a sow’s ear, because Virginia spent inordinate
proportions of her days racing through it, though when Mrs. Gamely was angry a
staff of ten could not have kept pace with her, and half a dozen linguaphologists would
have collapsed from hypercardia.
“Where did you learn all those
words, Mother?” Virginia might ask.
Mrs. Gamely would shrug her
shoulders. ”We were raised with them, I suppose.” She didn’t always speak
incomprehensibly. In fact she sometimes went for months at a time strapped down
firmly to a strong and worthy matrix of Anglo-Saxon derivatives. Then, Virginia
breathed easy, and the rooster was so happy that had he been a chicken he would
have laid three eggs a day. Or was he a chicken? Who knows? The point is, he
thought he was a cat.
The wind rose even more,
leveling haystacks, collapsing barns, driving the lake onto the fields. Mrs.
Gamely and Virginia could hear a ferocious jingling as billions of ice
fragments shuffled together on the swells, sounding like the lost souls of all
the insects that had ever lived. The house groaned and swayed, but it had been
built to weather storms, and was the work of Theodore Gamely, who, before he
had been killed, had intended it to shelter his wife and daughter no matter
what might happen to him. Now his youthful wife was an old woman, the daughter
in her thirties; and they had been in the house alone for all that time, except
when Virginia went off to marry a French-Canadian named Boissy d’Anglas, and
came back three years later with a newborn son.
“Do you think the house will
fall down?” asked Mrs. Gamely. ”No, I don’t think so,” Virginia answered. ”I’ve
never known the wind to blow like this. The coming winter is going to be very
difficult.” “It’s always difficult.”
“But this time,” said the
mother, ”I think the cold is going to break the back of the land. Animals will
die. Food will run out. People will get sick.”
In combination with the wind,
such pronouncements sounded accurate. In fact, whenever Mrs. Gamely spoke
solemnly, she was usually right. Whether or not what she predicted would come
true, that night the wind reached almost two hundred miles an hour, and the
temperature of the still air was minus five degrees Fahrenheit.
After an unusually bone-shaking
blast, Mrs. Gamely got up and paced in circles about the center of the room.
Wood burned in the stove, hot and
bright. She circled the kitchen table, face upturned to he ceiling. Up there,
it was a swirling purple, while the walls and floors were the color of warm
rose, cream, and yellow. The roof rat-fled. Jack jumped into Mrs. Gamely’s
arms, and she held him like a cat. ”Is there snow, Mother?” Virginia asked,
almost as if she were still
a child.
“Not in this wind,” replied Mrs.
Gamely. She threw some more wood into the stove, and went to the corner to get
her double-barreled shotgun. She said that, on a night of great cold, bonds
break, prisons open, lunatics are pushed over the brink, animals go berserk,
and the monsters in the lake might try to come into the house.
They sat there all night, not
bothering to go to bed. Although Christmas was some weeks off, it felt like
Christmas Eve, and Virginia swayed slightly back and forth with her baby in her
arms, dreaming and remembering. Their house was stocked with enough dry wood
for two winters, and the pantry was packed up to the ceiling with smoked meats,
fowl, and cheeses; dried beef and vegetables; sacks of rice, flour, and
potatoes; canned goods; preserves; local wine; and things that the two women
needed for their prodigious skills in cooking and baking. The shelf was filled
with books that were hard to read, that could devastate and remake one’s soul,
and that, when they were finished, had a kick like a mule. On the beds, unused
that night, were goosedown quilts as light as whipped cream and three feet
thick. Virginia had had some difficult times, and there would undoubtedly be
more hard times ahead. But now she was home, in a bay of tranquillity, and it
was pleasant just to dream.
Canada: the name itself was as
flat and cool as a snow-covered held. It took Virginia and Boissy d’Anglas two
days on his sleigh to get to the Laurentians, and what pleasure to watch the
moon swell up from the horizon amid the gaps between snow-bound trees. Her
years in Canada were difficult to recall, but the memory of the journey there
was clear, and all she really needed.
They started out one afternoon,
when the sun was low and gold. The snow that day had been warmer than the air,
and had shone with a yellowish glow like that of evening light against a brick
wall. Two horses, one brown and one nearly red, had pulled north into the wilderness at an even canter which
they might have sustained forever and did sustain deep into the night—through
which they traveled as if in daylight, thanks to a blinding moon reflected by
the snow.
The horses loved the fresh track
before them, and ran across open fields and between stands of pine as if they
were racing. Boissy d’Anglas and the young woman that he had nearly abducted
were possessed. Their faces were on fire and their eyes were alight. Minute by
minute, shadows were transformed into mountains or groves as they closed upon
them and could see the winter-etching in ledges and leaves. Lakes and leaping
streams appeared and disappeared on both sides of the road, and as they took
the hills and curves the landscape seemed to roll as if it were the ocean. The
perfectly round and frozen moon was as bright as ice. The horses were so happy
to be running under the aurora that they probably could have gone all the way
to Canada without stopping.
But they were made to halt when
they arrived at the edge of a frozen lake that stretched north like a highway
between lines of hills and jagged mountains done in bristling silver. ”I don’t
know if we should camp here and start out tomorrow, or drive until the horses
drop. This is the road we follow for two hundred miles. If I set them off
within the hour, they’ll die sooner than not finish.”
“Can you sleep?” Virginia asked,
implying that she could not. ”Do you think the horses could sleep?”
“No,” he said, snapping the
reins, and, as the sleigh thudded onto the snow-covered surface of the lake,
they were off.
They crossed rivers, railroads,
and roads; they passed lighted settlements and whining mills; they penetrated
high cold forests, lighting their way with lanterns when the moon was obscured
by the trees. Virginia did not know if she were on the sleigh, racing through a
freezing and dark pine forest and dreaming of home, or at home by the fire,
dreaming of how she had once been taken up completely by the muffled pounding
of horses’ hooves on the snow.
Morning came to Mrs. Gamely and
Virginia the way it comes to a sick and feverish child—slowly, overheated, and
stale. Mrs. Gamely threw open the door and looked out. As a cold river of blue
air came to redeem the hot room, she said, ”Not one flake of snow fell in all that wind. What good
was it? All it did was steal away the heat and make us burn a lot of wood.”
“What about the lake?” Virginia
asked. ”The lake?” “Did the lake freeze?”
Mrs. Gamely shrugged her
shoulders. Virginia got up and put on a quilted jacket. The baby was placed
gently into a cocoon of the same stuff, and they went down to the lake. Even
before they rounded the corner of the house, they knew that the lake had
frozen, for they heard no lapping or breaking waves, and the wind was even and
shrill instead of being divided into a hundred different sounds, like
bird-song, as it hit the whitecaps.
The lake had frozen in one
night, which meant that a harsh winter was due. Just how difficult it would get
could be forecast by the smoothness of the ice. The finer it was, the harder
would be the succeeding months, although—in the days before it
snowed—ice-boating would be unlike anything on earth. Mrs. Gamely had seen the
lake in its smooth state before, but never like this.
It lay there almost laughing at
its own perfection. There was not a ripple, streak, or bubble to be seen. The
terrible wind and the incessant castellations of foam had been banished and
leveled by the fast freeze of heavy blue water. Not a flake of snow skidded
across the endless glass, which was as perfect as an astronomer’s mirror.
“The monsters must be sealed in
tight,” Mrs. Gamely said. Then she grew silent in contemplation of the winter
to come. The ice was airless, smooth, and dark.
• • •
FOR two weeks the sun rose and set on Lake of the Coheeries
Town, low and burnished, spinning out a mane of golden brass threads. A steady
and gentle breeze moved from west to east on the lake, sweeping the flawless
black ice clean in a continuous procession of chattering icicles and twigs that
fled from wind and sun like ranks of opera singers who run from their scenes
gaily and full of energy in a stage direction stolen from streams, surf, and
the storms which fleece autumnal forests.
Even though the air temperature
never went above ten degrees the weather was mild because the wind was light
and the sky cloudless. With their wells freezing up and their world nearly
still, the inhabitants of the town took to the ice in a barrage of Dutch
pursuits that saw the sun rise and set, and gave the village the busy and
peculiar appearance of a Flemish winter scene. Perhaps they had inherited it;
perhaps the historical memory deep within them, like the intense colors with
which the landscape was painted, was renewable. A Dutch village arose along the
lake. Iceboats raced from west to east and tacked back again, their voluminous
sails like a hundred flowers gliding noiselessly across the ice. Up close,
there was only a slight sound as gleaming steel runners made their magical cut.
A little way in the distance, they sounded like a barely audible steam engine.
Miniature villages sprang up on the lake, comprised of fishing booths ranged in
circles, with flapping doors and curling pigtails of smoke from stovepipe
chimneys. Firelight from these shelters reflected across the ice at night in
orange and yellow lines that each came to a daggerlike point. Boys and girls
disappeared together, on skates, pulled into the limitless distance by a
ballooning sail attached to their thighs and shoulders. When they had traveled
so far on the empty mirror that they could see no shore, they folded the sail,
put it on the ice, and lay on its tame billows to fondle and kiss, keeping a
sharp eye on the horizon for the faraway bloom of an iceboat sail, lest they be
discovered and admired to death by the younger children who sailed boats into
the empty sections just to see such things.
Blazing fires on shore ringed
inward bays and harbors like necklaces. At each one, there was steaming
chocolate, or rum and cider, and venison roasting on a spit. Skating on the
lake in darkness, firing a pistol to keep in touch with a friend, was like
traveling in space, for there were painfully bright stars above and all the way
down to a horizon that rested on the lake like a bell jar. The stars were
reflected perfectly, though dimly, in the ice, frozen until they could not
sparkle. Long before, someone had had the idea of laying down wide runners,
setting the light-as-a-white-wedding-cake village bandstand on them, and
hitching up a half-dozen plough horses with ice shoes to tow the whole thing
around at night. With lights shining from the shell, an entire enchanted
village skated behind it as the Coheeries orchestra played a lovely, lucid, magical piece such as “Rhythm
of Winter,” by A. P. Clarissa. When the farmers all along the undulating
lakeshore saw a chain of tiny orange flames, and the shining white castle
moving dreamlike through the dark (like a dancer making quick steps under
concealing skirts), they strapped on their skates and pogoed through their
fields to leap onto the ice and race to the magic that glided across the
horizon. As they approached, they were astonished by the music, and by the
ghostly legions of men, women, and children skating in the darkness behind the
bandshell. They looked like the unlit tail of a comet. Young girls twirled and
pirouetted to the music: others were content just to follow.
This carnival used up much of
the stored reserves of firewood, food, supplies, and feed. It was a foolish
thing to do, but the people of Lake of the Coheeries were not able to ignore
the perfect weather, which got them rolling at fever pitch. They were careless
and crazy. Squandering their gains in the relaxation of their souls, they
danced, they sang, and they damned the hard winter to come, affirming their
trust in nature by following to the letter its paradoxical orchestrations. Even
Mrs. Gamely, a paragon of conservation, gave freely of her stores and
participated in the ruthless cooking of a dozen feasts and the fearless baking
of a hundred pies. She and Virginia skated behind the bandshell. They danced on
the shore in marvelous, civilized, humorous reels in which the old contributed
wit when they could not contribute grace, and the young listened to their
elders, who told them in their dancing to hold on, to love, to be patient, and,
most of all, to trust. No one could be blind to this lesson after seeing Mrs.
Gamely, a widow upon whom the years had come down hard, dancing and laughing on
the soft shore, or even on the ice.
• • •
BY the middle of January, no one had enough food. They were
stretching it out, hoping that it might last until summer (which was
impossible), and everyone was disastrously fat and unhealthy from the wild eating
in December. ”The icicles have come home to roost,” declared Mrs. Gamely,
slightly subdued, but not yet melancholy. The way I figure it,” she said,
sweeping the pantry with her motile and patibulary eyes, ”we have enough food
to last until about March.
So what. March is cold. Lamston
Tarko and his dog froze to death on the last day of March, thirty seven. How
are we going to eat? That’s the question.”
“Don’t the other villages have
food that they can give us?” asked Virginia.
“No. Their harvests were ruined
by hail. Ours weren’t, and we did so well that we gave them enough to survive
on. We didn’t even sell it, we gave it. But now we’re all on the same goat. The
way the wind blows in winter, no one will come to help. Besides, we’ve always
done for ourselves. I wish Antoine Bonticue were here. He could think of
something, and so might have Theodore.”
“Who was Antoine Bonticue?”
“He died before you were born.
He used to live between Coheeries and the march-lands. He was Swiss, and he
went around in a spider cart.”
“He was Swiss and he went around
in a spider cart?” repeated Virginia.
“Yes,” said Mrs. Gamely. ”Spider
carts are wonderful. They’re very quiet, and you can’t drive them on busy
roads, because the spiders tend to get crushed. They’re also somewhat slow, but
they’re quite economical, especially for light loads. As you might be able to
tell from his name, Antoine Bonticue weighed less than a hundred pounds. He was
some sort of engineer, and he used to stretch cables and pulleys from one place
to another. Evidently, rigging cables is therapy for the Swiss: or part of
their theology. What was it that he used to say? ‘A balanced arc between
mountain rows / as servant to his master shows / the power of besieged belief/
in something something something, something something something—something to do
with ducks, or rainbows.’
“Theodore would know what to do.
We will, too. After all, we have until March.”
Then they made dinner by slicing
off a chunk of smoked beef, spilling upon the table half a pound of dried corn,
and grating some hard cheese into a small pile of dairy sawdust. A pur ‘e of
these three things went to feed the baby. The rest became a kind of landlocked
bouillabaisse into which dill brought its springlike scent and red pepper was
shaken until the dish that they cooked had enough life to attack them as they devoured it.
The sting was satisfying, but the two women were left hungry. What will we do
in March? they wondered.
That night, perhaps because it
was already the fifth night that they had gone to bed hungry, the answer came
to Virginia in a dream that was served up as richly and elegantly as hotel food
that lives deep inside booming silver domes and rides from place to place on
noiseless carts.
She dreamed of spring in a great
city of fuming gray squares and whited sepulchers, of bending willows, and
rivers that turned up their spring bellies in wind-flaked sapphire, a city that
coiled around its own churches and squares in a weave of streets like a basket
of nested snakes, a city of smooth silk hats and cool gray coats, of silent
music played tin flashing cloud light, of delirious green trees, of
stores that led to secret tunnels, of clear days, and crystal palaces, and
endless portraits ever arising. This city became alive, and was her lover. She
took it without inhibition, grappling with it breathlessly and nude. She
sweated, rolled her closed eyes, and sawed back and forth from thigh to thigh,
as it overwhelmed her with its surging colors.
The dream taught her that cities
are not unlike huge animals which eat, sleep, work, and love. It taught her
what it was like for something as massy and giant as a whale to make love
unbraced in the gravityless blue ocean. And it taught her that her future (she
had always known that her future was in her, waiting to be shaken out) was in
the city, and that she would spend her life in the place that she had seen in
the dream.
When she awakened she was still
half dreaming and still wet from her extraordinary labor, but she calculated
immediately that, if she were to go away with the baby, Mrs. Gamely would have
more than enough upon which to survive, and might even help someone else.
Mrs. Gamely’s initial opposition
was silenced by the beauties and accuracies of the recounted dream. ”Though I
haven’t ever been there,” Virginia said, ”I seem to have known it all well
enough to have created it.” To Virginia’s surprise, Mrs. Gamely did not bring
up the misfire with Boissy d’Anglas. Instead, she grew as excited as a follower of a lost cause who sees
in her old age the possibility that the cause may revive and succeed.
They embraced a thousand times
before Virginia left, and it made them cry each time. The last thing Mrs.
Gamely said to her daughter was, ”Remember, what we are trying to do in this
life is to shatter time and bring back the dead. Rise, Virginia. Rise and see
the whole world.”
Virginia did not know exactly
what her mother had meant.
• • •
THE lake was covered with snow
by the time Virginia and her baby rode along its length in a huge troika pulled
by horses heavy enough to shake even the thick ice of the Lake of the Coheeries
as they pounded down the snow road. By afternoon, they were in the mountains,
ascending steadily, turning on hairpin terraces from which they could see a
world of white and blue. Now and then a snowy hawk rose from the background
camouflage of glistening bone-white fields, and navigated the ocean of air,
slipping sideways on the wing more gracefully than a skater.
As they neared the top of the
range, they watched the effects of high winds upon the accumulated drifts.
Powerful continental gusts burst upon cornices and sculptured ridges, sending
up vertical jets of loosed snow. Behind these white silk curtains were glowing
rims of gold where the sun shone through their crests. There was so much
screaming and whistling that the bells of the troika could hardly be heard. The
sleigh driver halted on a round cakelike knob, the summit. Resting there, they
saw a landscape of ice and snow crossed and covered by hills and ridges from
which white powder rocketed into the air. The horses dipped their heads and
shook their ice-encrusted manes. ”From here on,” said the sleigh driver,
shouting with difficulty through his muffler and the blasts of mountain air, ”you
can’t see the lake, but only the east and, soon, the Hudson. Take one last
look, for we are now on our way to a different place.”
The road led not through fields
and past overlooks, but deeper and deeper within an untouched forest, between
rock cliffs a thousand feet high, near ice-covered gorges where falls and
flumes pounded like jackhammers and covered hundred-foot oaks in freezing
spray.
They glided over dimly lit
roads, springing upon shocked families of deer that had an air of offended
innocence, and which they sent white-tailed into the forest, carrying their
solid six-foot horns like little battleaxes with which they smashed down waxy
bushes bloody with red berries. They drove through vaulted mahogany-colored
courses made by trees and snow, and the horses leapt ahead, swallowing the
space in front of them and effortlessly compressing the air of the cool snow
tunnels. Virginia held her baby to her, inside her coat. His name, for the
moment anyway, was Martin d’Anglas, which seemed very apt for a swordsman who
swung on ropes, or a legionnaire, and much less apt for a little newt all
wrapped up in blue. His mouth and nose stuck out of a navy cashmere balaclava,
and he took the cold air like a puppy. Virginia threw back her head to look for
hawks and eagles, and was surprised at the many she saw perched in gothic nests
high in the trees. They watched, unconcerned, as the troika slipped past. ”Look
at all those dignified eagles up there,” she said to the driver. ”If they
didn’t look like they were made of porcelain and gold, I would swear that they
were justices of the Supreme Court, in retirement.”
A long gradual slope led to the
riverbank, and they came down it just at dusk, to an inn by the Hudson. Pigs
huddled together in the yard, singing for the innkeeper to let them into the
pig quarters for the night. Muffins of pure white smoke emerged from the
chimney. Virginia and Martin (she had already begun to pronounce the name in
English) would stay until early morning, when a giant iceboat that could hold
half a dozen passengers and their luggage would take them downriver as far as
the open channel, where they would get a boat south. In the middle of the
night, the innkeeper’s wife— a woman with cheeks redder than the rash that
sometimes appeared on Martin’s two tiny hams—knocked on the door. Virginia
switched on the light. She was uncomfortable from a lush and tremendous dinner
of lambchops, cornbread, and dandelion salad. The light glared at her, and, in
response to its rays, Martin began to punch with his springy little arms and
legs. Virginia held her robe closed. ”What is it?” she asked.
“Sorry to wake you, dear,” said
the innkeeper’s wife with a voice that had lived many years in a crock of mint
jelly, ”but Mr. Fteley just got a
telephone call from Oscawana. The iceboat’s not running, something about the
drifts of snow, so you’ll have to skate down there tomorrow, first thing. The
cutter will wait until noon. If you leave at eight, you should make it in
plenty of time. Mr. Fteley will pull a sled with the luggage.”
“I see,” said Virginia. ”How
many miles is it from here to Oscawana?”
“Just twenty,” answered Mrs.
Fteley, ”and the wind will be at your back.”
“Oh,” said Virginia, as Mrs.
Fteley disappeared. She turned off the light, and then fell asleep within five
seconds. She dreamed of skating, and (as so often happened) the next morning
she found herself replicating exactly what she had imagined.
• • •
FOR hours and
hours, she skated nearly in a trance, centered between the mountain banks, on a
road of white ice. She was one of those women whose legs seem to come up to
everyone else’s shoulders. It would have been impossible to keep her in jail,
since, no matter how far across the room the jailer hung his key she would have
been able to hook the ring around a toe and bring it to her with one sinuous
fold of thigh and calf. So she was a natural speed skater. One long push was
good for fifty yards: and she could push for hours. She was only five eleven,
but her figure was perfect. Her hair was blue-black, as glistening as the thick
pelt of a healthy seal. She had a perfectly formed white smile that was soft,
inviting, and full of power. She was not quite as arresting in photographs as
she was in the flesh, for her beauty was sprung directly from her soul, and
proved that physical features count little unless they are illumined from
within. Nor was she beautiful in a coy sense, either. When she was severe, she
looked severe. When she was angry, she looked angry.
With Martin bundled up and
riding on her back, she skated downriver, rounding its curling bends and
keeping her eyes upon the converging shorelines and ice. She would stop every
now and then and put Martin in front of her, kneeling to check on him. He was
so well wrapped that he slept as if he were at home in a cradle. Then she would
hoist him up and begin again, more and more powerfully.
Though the wind was at her back,
she was going fast enough so that her hair was pushed from her face.
Behind her at a distance of a
mile or so came Mr. Fteley, the innkeeper, pulling a light sled. They traveled
silently past sleeping settlements of red brick and slattern wood. At a bend in
the river, near Constitution Island, Virginia saw an icehouse in which she
decided to rest and escape the wind. Skating at full speed, she turned to stop
just before the dock, the silver blades of her skates sending up an abrupt
shower of fresh-milled crystals that hung in the air and sparkled. Around the
side of the building was an entrance bay for boats and sleds, through which she
glided into the dark interior, expelling half a dozen frightened sparrows. It
was full of hay and templed blocks of ice in glassy walls that reached up to
the roof beams. She was much warmer away from the wind, and she glowed from her
exercise. She swung Martin around and unwrapped him. He was awake and smiling,
as if he were in on a wonderful joke. Perhaps he was happy because his mother
was radiant in the darkness, her cold reddened face central to the scheme of
symmetrical light that came through the cracks in the walls. As the blood
coursed through her, it brought with it lucidity, equanimity, and a light
pounding rhythm that set the baby up and had probably made him smile. While she
fed him she listened to her own blood beating, and tilted her head back to
stare into the darkness, where the birds lived, beyond the ice blocks.
Long before, in the most severe
winter the Coheeries had ever known (until the one they were in) the farmers
had cut ice from the Lake of the Coheeries and filled an icehouse on the
lakeshore not far from where the Gamelys lived. There was so much of it that it
remained, underneath fresh ice cut in subsequent years, for half a century.
Then the icehouse was sold to a man who wanted it for a printing shop, and no
one put any more ice in it. Soon the old ice was reached, and one summer, when
Virginia was six or seven, she was playing near the blocks that had been
recently uncovered after half a hundred years. The unrelenting heat that had
driven her inside the icehouse was melting these veteran glass bricks and
creating little rivers of fresh water. Virginia thought that she was alone. She
pressed her Palms up against a melting slab full of stilled bubbles, and licked
it.
Mrs. Gamely had warned her to
stay out of the icehouse, because it was full of terrible dangers. ”The
Donamoula comes into the icehouse at night,” Mrs. Gamely had said, ”to chew on
blocks of ice and slap his tongue against the salt. If he sees you there,” she
told the rapt little girl, ”he might think that you are an hors d’oeuvre. Stay
out of the icehouse!”
Though afraid of the Donamoula,
Virginia had wanted nonetheless to see him, and maybe even to ride him across
the lake, like a torpedo. The way Mrs. Gamely described him, it was a safe bet
to warrant that even if he did eat little girls, it was only by mistake.
Anyway, she moved about with the stiffness peculiar to children who imagine
that they are being observed by sea monsters or things that live under the bed
at night, and every once in a while she would glance toward the lake door to
see if the Donamoula had arrived.
Just when she had completely forgotten
the Donamoula, she heard a percussive, wet, sudden, fishy slap. She would not
have moved, could not have moved, for all the blueberries in the Adirondacks.
Again, the same fishy slap, met this time in the cold mysterious air by yet
another, of lower pitch. Dizzy with fear, Virginia moved her head a
quarter-turn. No Donamoula. She looked around, convinced that she was about to
be encoiled by the swift forty-foot tongue that could catch a cherry pie the
way a darter newt catches a bloime bug. No Donamoula, and yet the sounds kept
coming—slap slap, quasha, flaship, swipa, spatch!
As her fear subsided she
realized that the noise was coming from atop the pyramid of ice. She climbed
up, numbing her hands and knees. At the summit, near the hottest space under
the eaves, not far from a summer sunray that had broken through a rotted shake
and shot down in a tight yellow beam, was a little blue lake of newly melted
fifty-year-old ice. Splashing about in this lake were two enormous shad that,
years before she was born, had been frozen still, and had now come to life and
were smashing their flippant tails in protest and joy. They were silver and
gold, and their eyes looked like wise old rainbows.
Virginia remembered the intense
unmatchable pleasure of taking the two shad by their twitching scaly tails and
carrying them down the pyramid so that she could toss them, in the most
beautiful,
airborne, moment of their lives,
into the lake, where they vanished in the dark water—perhaps to tell their tale
to the other fish and refresh the population with the intricate mystery of
youth in age, and age in youth. Magic, she knew, was all about time, and could
stop it and hold it for the inquisitive eye to look through as if through cold
and splendid ice.
She shifted her gaze from the
darkness to the white glare flooding through the doorway. For a fraction of a
second, Mr. Fteley appeared in the opening, panting along in front of the sled,
and then disappeared. Martin was quickly rewrapped. Up he went onto her back,
and out she flew from the icehouse, like a racehorse from the start, chasing
after Mr. Fteley.
She was in a fine mood when, in
a confusion of wind that whipped their scarves in all directions, she caught
him. Shouting now over the anarchic wind—they were in a widening bay—she said, ”Mr.
Fteley, why can’t the iceboat make it upriver? The ice is smooth and thick. I
don’t understand.”
“The drift wall,” shouted Fteley.
“The what?”
“The drift wall!” he shouted
again. ”By pure coincidence, it snowed all in one place just north of Oscawana,
and then the wind piled it up in a wall across the ice. It blocks the river
completely, as sure as my name is Fteley, from shore to shore as high as the
hills on both banks. They can’t tunnel through because they fear it will
collapse as it melts.”
“Does it block the whole river?”
“Yes,” he shouted over the wind.
“As high as the surrounding hills?”
“Yes.”
“How high are they?”
“A thousand feet,” he screamed back. ”We’ll
have to climb it and slide down the other side.”
When they rounded one of the
alpine bends that made the Hudson Highlands look like a collection of looming
rhinoceros horns, they saw the drift wall—which, unlike Rome, had sprung up in
a day, and which had about it the smooth, thoughtless, malicious air of a
modern skyscraper. The drift wall was a pile of snow that stretched
from mountain to mountain across
the solidified river. It was steep, a thousand feet high, and shrouded at the
top by a tumbling mist that devoured itself and regenerated, blooming like
time-lapsed roses. ”I can’t climb that,” said Mr. Fteley, ”not with this
luggage certainly. I thought it was lower, and didn’t know about all that stuff
at the top.” His head was bent in awe and fear, his eyes fixed on the long
lateral summit. ”Christ,” he said, ”you may think that I’m a chicken, but I’ve
got to consider Mrs. Fteley and my little Felicia. Why don’t you come back
upriver and stay with us, free of charge, until the damn thing melts. It’d be a
mistake, miss, to try to climb that.”
“Mr. Fteley,” said Virginia, her
blood still hot from the skating and her heart still lively from the glory of
resurrected colors that she had remembered in the dark icehouse, ”I don’t think
that you’re a chicken, I understand that you’ve got to think of Mrs. Fteley and
Felicia, and I certainly wouldn’t ask you to climb that because of my luggage.
So why don’t you go back, and send me my things whenever the iceboat can get
through. Meanwhile, Martin and I will go over.”
“But, miss! You’ll disappear in
that foam up there. And if you fall back, there’s nothing to clutch on to.
You’ll tumble all the way down and die.”
“Mr. Fteley,” said Virginia, her
eyes full of lights, ”the way I feel now, I could leap that wall in one jump.
And if I climb it, as I will, I’ll go in one sure step after another, I won’t
be afraid, I won’t fall back, and I will get to the other side.”
“How can you know that? How can you be
sure?”
“Simple,” she said, ”I’ve seen myself
there.”
“You’ve been over already?” he asked,
somewhat confused.
“No.”
“You’ve imagined then. That’s different.
That’s a cat flying after a bird.”
“No, I haven’t imagined. I’ve seen.
That’s no cat flying after a bird.”
“What do you mean, you’ve seen? You’ve
seen the future?” “Yes.”
“Like hell, Mr. Fteley,”
answered Virginia, quite angry that she had been attacked for giving an honest
answer. ”It cuts. And I’ll get to the other side.” Then she grew even angrier,
and turned on him for the way in which he was looking at her. ”The world is
full of leaden slugs like you, innkeeper, who are afraid of the powers of the
heart. You hope that mountain climbers and acrobats fall, that daring bridges
collapse, that those who can feel the future be punished. If everyone were like
you, Mr. Fteley, we’d still be in hides and skins. Hides and skins. Go back to
the inn. Cook up some farina. Put your spittoon on your head. You can send our
luggage after the thaw, because Martin and I are going to the city.”
With that, she turned away from
the innkeeper and began climbing. She found that by means of a chain of small
steps driven into the dense snow, she soon was high above the ground, like a
worker on the face of a dam. Had she fallen backward, she and Martin would have
gone through the ice like a cannonball, never to be seen again. But she didn’t
look back, the left foot was always forward, she breathed calmly, and she
concentrated. In an hour she was nearly at the top, standing vertically in the
holds she had dug in the snow, with hands and fingers stuck in as deep as she
could push them and spread as wide as she could spread them to get a grip.
Sleeping peacefully on her back, Martin was suspended a thousand feet above the
ice. Down below, Mr. Fteley was running back and forth like an ant; amazed,
afraid, and angry. Virginia slowed just five feet from the ledge that formed
the top of the drift wall. Unfortunately, it leaned out. To get over it and
into the curtain of mist, she would have to climb while leaning back. How? The
snow was hard to hold. She imagined herself and Martin falling, and, as she
did, she felt her previously strong hold loosening. Then it occurred to her
that she could reverse that effect, and she tried to do so. She imagined
herself sticking to the wall, proceeding with surety and grace, losing not a
second of her momentum. When she had become agitated with that vision, she made
her move, punching holes in the compressible snow while saying to herself, ”Go!
go!” and she moved up and out. She did hang outward for a few seconds, but her
momentum took care of her and thrust
her over the edge. Afterward, she thought she heard one long clear blast of a
French horn, and realized that it was an illusion of her heart springing free.
All Mr. Fteley saw was that she was swallowed up by the mist.
She found herself thrown about
by gusts of wind and visible currents of whitened air that rushed at her from
all directions. She didn’t actually walk across the ridge, she was waltzed
across by the turbulence—which occasionally picked her up and spun her upside
down but always put her back again on her feet. In the end it simply spat her
out on the other side, having treated her with unusual and uncharacteristic
gentleness (all because of the baby on her back, for whom allowances had to be
made). Straightening her hair, she walked a few steps through the thinning
mist, and then was in the clear again.
There, fifty miles to the south,
was the city.
• • •
IT was another world—shadowy,
white, and, above all, silent. The city’s silence, however, was only the
solidification of all its countless sounds, fused by mass and distance. Against
a background of viscous blue, towers rose like bone. Volumes of unheard sound
lifted from among them and floated up, channeled and directed to a place unknown,
where it would be received as a dense static, a hissing, a white noise, like
surf. The light, too, would compress upon a distant shore. As steadily as a
machine, the city signaled its existence in a spectrum of low thunder, with
arms outstretched to the future, and memories of what lay ahead pulling it in
omnipotent traction.
The air was as clear as that
over the Lake of the Coheeries, and yet there were within it distorting lenses
that magnified and reduced entire coasts, rivers, and mountain ranges—without
explanation and seemingly at will, but always with pleasing effect. Virginia
found that she was able to enter the scene before her wherever she wanted,
approaching closely to see its every detail. What most attracted her were the
ways in which things moved. Seen from afar, they seemed to fit an overall
pattern of which they appeared to be (and must have been) ignorant. Ships
traveling on the rivers did so with a strong counterpoint forged into their
forward motion: it dogged them like magnetism, and could be felt as surely as the ship itself could be seen.
The yaw and pitch of these vessels weaved invisible threads, as did the coding
of the whitecaps; the passage of clouds; the very busy, mouselike galloping of
traffic on distant expressways; and the hemispheric tracking of reflected light
in jagged palisades of soaring glass.
Down below, the ice was clean
and white, a slab of enamel that did not seem cold. She saw the enormous
iceboat pinned at its dock, and a line of people stretched from the loading pier
to a big Hamilton-class cutter, stacks smoking lightly, which rested on the
ice, frozen in. People were streaming on board to weight the cutter and smash
the ice ways upon which it unwillingly lay. It was pointed like a compass
needle, its orientation an appeal for the chance to hit blue water and steam
through the Tappan Zee toward open ocean. Not even a child could have been more
impatient, and, even trapped in the ice, it was so lean and powerful that it
looked like a cross between a steam engine and a knife.
As Virginia approached the
cutter she noticed that the officers were pacing back and forth, upset that the
weight of a thousand extra passengers and their baggage was not enough to break
the prison of ice. She walked up a snow ramp to an open door in the hull.
“We’ve taken all the passengers
we can, ma’am,” a young officer said to her. ”There’s really no more room.”
“But you’ve taken on passengers
in the first place to add more weight. Isn’t that so?”
“Yes, ma’am,” said the officer,
with an amused smile, ”but one more person isn’t going to make much of a
difference.” He indicated the great size of the ship, and he didn’t seem to
care that Virginia and Martin would be left alone on the ice. In fact, he
seemed to derive pleasure from his indifference.
“Two people,” Virginia asserted quite severely, holding up
Martin. Martin burped.
“All right,” said the officer. ”But
you’re the last.”
“I can see that,” Virginia said, looking
about the empty ice.
She put Martin on the snowbank,
and jumped onto the ship. There was a creak in the ice that made everyone look
up. ”Just a coincidence,” the officer stated.
Martin was vigorously applauded
by all around him. Virginia did not lose the opportunity to address the
officer. She cleared her throat and said, ”We want to ride on the bridge, and
lunch with the captain. We would like a five-ounce filet mignon, watercress
salad, a baked potato, tea, a strawberry tart, and some gently warmed milk.”
“And just who the hell are you?” asked the officer, unaware of their role in
the recent drama of physics.
Rather than explain, Virginia
took Martin aside and fed him herself, and then had the steaming oyster pan
roast and hot buttermilk bread that had been offered to the passengers. She had
learned her first lesson of the city, and she was unperturbed.
Mrs. Gamely had a small book of
paintings by the artists of New York and the Hudson, and when she leafed
through its polished pages she felt much the same as some Lake of the Coheeries
women felt when they were in church. As she looked at this holy book, she would
often say things that Virginia found incomprehensible. Now, because of the
ungrateful Coast Guard officer—a man whose gold regalia on a rich navy coat
made him look like a painting in motion—Virginia understood, and she speculated
that the city would be cold, completely of itself, unconscious, that its every
move would be transcendent, and that each of its hundred million flashing scenes
would strike a moral lesson.
Such a city would extend vision,
intensify pity, telescope emotion, and float the heart the way the sea is
gently buoyant with great ships. To do this, it would have to be a cold
instrument. And, despite its beauty, it would have to be cruel.
This was deeply bound within the
book of images. Only they could explain it. Out of respect and love for her
mother, Virginia had learned to regard paintings as something in which time was shattered and light was
understood, and to know the steadfast link between high emotions and beautiful
images. She knew that the image had to be cold, because its task required
silence and detachment in the presence of the intangible powers it conveyed, but
she had not realized until now why it had to be cruel as well. The cruelty and
coldness were almost physical forces. As they acted upon the heart, they made
it rise and feel. They purified motives and tested the soul with uncompromising
certainty. Images and people had to be strong enough to stand by themselves.
For when they did, they had the capacity and power to be interlinked, and to
serve.
Virginia stood on deck for as
long as she could. The ice-choked river ebbed and flowed from and against the
staid sides of the ship, and the wind was like a grindstone of ice. Though he
was trim for his age and was not coated with too much blubber, Martin was as
warm and flexible as an Eskimo baby, and seemed completely impervious to the
cold. In the end, she had to go inside because she was cold. He didn’t mind the
warm cabin, and as they sailed down the river he made bicycling motions with
his legs and practiced facial gestures.
Virginia peered from the
porthole and saw many familiar scenes. On the mountainous banks, trees bent and
swayed in the sunny wind. Houses of stone and wood stood on hillsides crossed
and bound by miles of neat dry-wall. Great oaks loomed over the river. In
Croton Bay, the boys were playing hockey or speeding along the ice with
makeshift sails that they had filched from their mothers’ linen closets. The
hills of Ossining, and the streets that climbed them, seemed from the river to
be sad and forgotten. Ossining was peculiar, and shoddy, too (for it had become
poor), but its steep streets, slate roofs, and massive oaks were portraits of
beauty and honor.
They passed Tarrytown and the
Tappan Zee, where rolling jolly fields were the skirts to craggy thunderous
mountains, and orchards came fearlessly to the base of cliffs. Sailing through
a gap of pylons in the Tappan Zee bridge, the cutter’s black steelwork came
near to colliding with the high roadway but only saluted it with smoke. Half a
mile south, the Palisades began, and the city itself came into view. As soon as
Virginia saw the gates of the shining city, and the white clouds sweeping over,
she knew that she was meant to be there. It did not draw people to it the way it did for nothing. It was God’s crucible, and she was on her way into it.
Down they glided, they glided
down, on the fast-flowing river that swept by the town. As they accomplished their nearly silent traverse, the setting sun made the
glass palisades and gray towers a shield of gold. And as its light disappeared
from all but the tips of spires which glowed like smoldering punks that
children used to signal by, the city turned on its cool chemical lamps: a
hundred million flashes, fires, altars, and hearths racked on mountainous
towers with castled tops—the whole masterpiece bullying Virginia in the
insistent and gentle fashion of a good teacher. Next to this enormous harrow of
gold and green, of shining ledges and needles, the ships tied up at North River
piers looked like insects running along the crack of a baseboard.
“Look, Martin,” Virginia said,
holding him so that he could see the whole thing,”... the golden city.”
After ten miles of lights and
towers, they pulled up at the fire-boat pier on the Battery and the passengers
of the cutter were discharged into the night. The officers wanted to speed them
into the city so that they could take their ship beyond the Narrows for some
real work amid white waves as tall as church steeples, and over a prairie of
green troughs. The passengers passed through the wooden halls of the fireboat
station and found themselves immediately face to face with teeming streets.
Thus the country people were thrown into the city’s gaping mouth.
• • •
VIRGINIA and Martin began to
walk aimlessly through the cold. She had neither a plan nor the slightest idea
of how to make her way, and by ten o’clock she found herself, exhausted and
limp, leaning against a tile arch in Grand Central Station. Streams of people
went by without noticing her, because, in her country clothes, she looked like
a beggar woman. The several hours of walking in the cold had made her very
hungry, and it was a fine coincidence that she was standing just outside the
Oyster Bar, where rooms of happy diners deep underground ate frothy oyster
stews or sizzling fish steaks while white-jacketed barmen served up clams and
oysters on a production line worthy of
its finer, more anarchic, deeper-underground predecessors. Virginia pressed
against a window and took all this in, but only
with her eyes.
Now and then, someone looked up
and saw her. This was the heart of the city. In these marble corridors, beggar
women roamed by the hundreds. Those who looked up would not look up for long.
Virginia was about to turn away and wander, when she saw a young woman on the
far side of the dining room rise and peer at her. Then the woman pointed, and
asked silently, with gestures that were clear, ”Is that you?” Virginia looked
behind her, as she often did when people called out, thinking that they had
meant someone else. But then the other woman, who was wearing a green silk
dress, began to wade through the crowded restaurant.
Waiting for the green silk to
duck under and then surface amid the arches, Virginia worried that, because she
was tired, she must have looked terrible. But she was wrong. Even though she
was slightly winter-frayed by the city, and had walked about too long without a
hot drink and some moments of sitting down in a warm room, she still was
painfully beautiful. And though cold and tired, she stood straight. When the
woman in green emerged from the domes and tiles, Virginia saw a face that she
recognized from the Lake of the Coheeries. It was Jessica Penn, a childhood
friend from many summers past.
For several generations, the
Penns had come to the Lake of the Coheeries each summer (the men for weekends
and Augusts, the women and children for an entire season) to watch the light
layer itself across the lake, to sit on the porch in world-shaking
thunderstorms, to sail for a day and night without coming about once, to anchor
in a cove of straight rock walls that no one had ever seen or would see again,
to run through blue-green forests suspended in summer’s slow northern time, to
come to know the faces, laughter, and eccentricities of those whose fate in
life was to die and be half-remembered by children. ”Yes,” someone might say,
fifty years later, 1 think I remember Aunt Marjorie. She was the one who tied
bells to the pet bear, showed us tricks with magnets, and baked ginger cookies.
Or was that Aunt Helen?”
Virginia heard the sound of her
oars as she rowed amid the reeds, a child in
full summer. Shuddering like a crazed cymbal, the sun lighted the Lake of the
Coheeries until it was as hot and as light-green as the banks of the Nile. Mrs.
Gamely, a much younger woman was calling down from the house, ”Virginia...
Virginia... Virginia...”, and the call was muted by the heat and distance. ”Virginia...
Virginia,” she called, as the oars dipped in the dark water and Virginia rowed
hard to return home. But, though once the oars had been dipped dreamlike into
the dark water, the lake had turned to ice with the sadness of the passing
years.
One winter, very early on,
Theodore Gamely took Virginia with him to inspect the Penn house. Neither water
nor ice, the lake was impassable, and to get to the other side they went a long
distance by sleigh and on skis, and traveled at times through tunnels in the
high drifts. The Penns’ house was an empty ice palace of silent tortured rooms.
Oriental rugs, summer furniture, National Geographics, fishing
equipment, puzzles, and disconnected lamps huddled in the cold. Snow enveloped
the house all the way up to its second-story windows and made it seem like a
long-forgotten cave. As her father went from room to room checking for damage, Virginia
stayed on the ground floor, trapped by the timeless stares of ancient Penns in
many colorful paintings. There they remained all winter, in their old-fashioned
finery, still and forgotten, trying to come out of the paintings and embrace
one another. When Theodore Gamely came down the stairs, satisfied that all was
well, he found that his little daughter, bundled in her furs, was
crying—because, she had said, the people in the paintings were dead, and they
had to stay alone and apart in this cold room under the snow. But then her
father picked her up and took her to each painting, recounting as best he could
its history. He showed her old Isaac, whom she had loved very much because of
his sad and gentle face, and because he was almost as small as a child; he
showed her Isaac Penn’s wife, Abigail, their sons Jack and Harry, and their
daughters Beverly and Willa. ”Harry is Jessica’s daddy,’ he said. ”He’s alive,
isn’t he?”
“Yes,” said Virginia, sniffling,
and not quite sure, because she was so young that she hardly remembered seeing
Harry Penn a few times the previous summer.
“And here,” said her father, ”is
Willa. Willa is alive, too. She lives in Boston.”
“Who’s that?” asked Virginia.
They stepped forward a few paces in the gloom, and looked up at a high cold
wall upon which hung a portrait of a young woman.
“That’s Beverly,” said Theodore
Gamely. ”I remember her only vaguely. One night, a long time ago, I went on a
sleigh ride with Beverly. We went very fast, faster I think than I have ever
gone since. We stopped at an inn, where we played Duck Thumb. I was just a
little boy: almost as young as you.”
“And who was that?” asked
Virginia, pointing to a painting directly opposite the one of Beverly.
“That,” her father answered, ”is
Peter Lake. He was the man who drove the sleigh. You see how they stare across
the room? They loved one another, but she died when she was young—I remember
the summer when they came to the lake without her—and he disappeared forever.”
Virginia seemed likely to cry
again, so he said, ”It’s true. People die. That’s what happens. But think of
the children. There’s Jessica, her cousin John, and the Penn children from
Boston. You shouldn’t be worrying about these things, little girl.” He brushed
her hair from her forehead and kissed her. Then they left that freezing
gallery, and Virginia would always remember the colorful spirits, floating
about her in the half-light, as if she had known them. But though she
remembered their stories, she could not recall their faces.
Here, in another gallery,
underground, was Jessica—like Virginia, a full-blown beauty, though the
difference between city and country was profound and apparent.
They were somewhat taken aback
by the way in which they had aged, and, at once, they knew that they could not
resume the friendship they had had as young girls. Knowing this, they were
restrained, though they could feel a certain new warmth between them, born of
the mutual realization that they were not foolishly effusive, and had developed
into dignified and intelligent presences unwilling to barter away what they had
become, for a short-lived reminiscence that could not have been sustained.
Martin threw a reflexive punch
at his mother’s friend, who then led both of them through the Oyster Bar to a
large circular table where Virginia sat down and was introduced, round robin,
to Jessica’s numerous companions.
It was a journalists’ dinner,
and, among journalists, Praeger de Pinto (though quite young) was the most
eminent. In addition to being managing editor of both The Sun and The
Whale (that is, The New York Evening Sun, and The New York
Morning Whale), he was engaged to Jessica Penn, and was therefore the
leader of the gang—though he would have been anyway. He knew just about
everything, and, due to his position, he knew that much more.
“You look like you’ve had a hard
journey,” he said.
“I have.”
“Have you come from the north?”
he asked, having heard of the refugees occasioned by the amazing snows and
stunning cold that had gripped everything above the Hudson Highlands, and
seemed to be on the way to the city itself.
She nodded.
“The far north?”
“Yes,” she said.
“How?”
“Not easily,” Virginia answered, and
looked down, embarrassed.
“Let’s get some food into you
and the child,” Praeger said. ”The maitre d’ has a very gentle fish porridge
for babies: I’ve seen him prepare it, and I’d eat it myself. And, as for you,
may I recommend that you have what we’re having?”
“I don’t know. I don’t have much
money.”
“No no,” Praeger assured her
with remarkable good nature and generosity. ”This is a Sun monthly
management dinner. Everyone eats on The Sun, We’re having some oyster
pan roast, grilled haddock filets stuffed with lobster, roasted potatoes, green
peas, and Dutch beer. It’s coming all around, and in half a second I can order
another place.”
“Thank you,” said Virginia,
delighted at her excellent fortune. ”Don’t mention it,” said Praeger. ”May we
introduce ourselves?”
That was a rhetorical question.
They were itching to introduce themselves, especially the single men, except
for Courtenay Favat, who stuck his head in the air, like a turtle.
Jessica said, ”I’d like you to meet
my friend Virginia Gamely.” “From Lake of the Coheeries, New York,” Virginia
added in a voice like a bell, after which the managing editor called the roll
of his subordinates according to the order in which they ringed the table.
There was Courtenay Favat,
editor of the home and ladies’ page, a holdover from the days in which The Sun’s patrons looked to it
for canning and pickling hints, or advice on how to darn and crochet. Courtenay
was simultaneously food, wine, fashion, and home editor, and he had half a page
or less per day in which to operate. The Sun was devoted to hard news,
literature, science, exploration, and art. Its competitor, The New York
Ghost (a tabloid founded by the Australian newspaper magnate, Rupert
Binkey, and left to his grandson, Craig) had literally thousands of employees
doing Courtenay’s job. They even had an editor-in-chief of vegetables, and a
dry-cleaning critic. But because Harry Penn was a puritan, a spartan, a stoic,
and a trojan, he brooked no full-page banner headlines about truffles or potato
puffs.
Hugh Close, The Sun’s rewrite
editor, had the boundless energy of a hound, and was always perched upright,
like a Labrador waiting for a stick to be thrown into a cool lake. He had a red
mustache, and red hair that was sculpted to his head like clay. He could see
puns in everything, and one could not speak to him without suffering an
embarrassing disinternment of double entendres. His suits were gray; his shirts
had collars with bars; he could read a thousand words a minute upside down and
backward (the words, that is, not him); he knew all the Romance languages
(including Romanian), Hindi, Chuvash, Japanese, Arabic, Gullah, Turqwatle, and
Dutch; he could speak any of these languages in the accent of the other; he
generated new words at a mile a minute; was the world’s foremost grammarian and
a master of syntax; and he drove everyone mad. But The Sun was unmatched
in style and linguistic precision. Words were all he knew; they possessed and
overwhelmed him, as if they were a thousand white cats with whom he shared a
one-room apartment. (In fact, he did not like cats, because they could not talk and would not listen.)
Then there was William Bedford, the financial editor, who lived entirely for
Wall Street. Even when he hiccuped, it was said, a stock price jumped out, and
he had asked in his will to be mummified in ticker tape. He looked like a
British major who had just emerged from the desert, which is to say that he had
a long thin face, hair of bronze, gold, and silver, and an expression that was
lean, and grave and slightly alcoholic. Both his father and grandfather had
been presidents of the New York Stock Exchange, so he knew everyone and everyone
knew him. His column was religion to many, and the organization of The Sun’s
financial section was a pleasant miracle of graphs, charts, illustrations,
and accurate analysis. Harry Penn always said that he wanted people who were
good at what they did, even if they had ragged edges (though Bedford was an
obvious smoothie compared to the various saws that headed other departments). ”We’re
not a college,” Harry Penn once declared. ”We’re a newspaper. I want the best
people, people who live their trade, experts, fanatics, geniuses. I don’t care
if they’re a little peculiar. Close, here, who is sort of peculiar himself,
will polish out all the unbecoming oddities, and that will give us a paper
which is to the newspaper trade what the Bible is to religion. Understand?”
To round it out was,
appropriately, Marko Chestnut, chief artist for both The Sun and The
Whale. All the time that they had been talking, he had been sketching, and
he introduced himself by holding up the drawing he had done. No stranger to the
powers of art, Virginia immediately knew several things about Marko Chestnut.
First, as with the other senior staff of The Sun, he was, in terms of
his skill, second to none. Over many years of rapid sketching, the demand upon
a newspaper artist for speed and memorization had taught him to extract the
real and essential lines of the scene before him. And Virginia was pleased that
he was not content, as so many other artists might have been, to do a humorous
sketch of the diners. Although she did not know it, restaurants all over the
city were filled with partial caricatures that betrayed not the subjects’
distortions, but the artist’s lack of vision. One could, in a few lines, show
the soul. One could, if one had the courage. For the world was full of feelings,
and there was so much to people that even weak lines of charcoal could enlighten and
amaze—not because of what they were, but because of what they showed of the
truth.
In Marko Chestnut’s drawing,
virtues and idiosyncrasies became magically evident. Praeger de Pinto was drawn
larger than the rest, and, like all people of destiny, had a look of both
contentment and agitation. Bedford had shining eyes, a gray suit as pale as
ash, and a smile like that of a kind wolf. Next to him perched Close, caught
disarmingly in a moment of laughter. Courtenay Favat was pictured as a very
small face subsumed in the floral bloom of his bow tie. And Jessica Penn,
standing, was an unmistakable fusion of womanly beauty and ripening sex. In the
drawing of her there was no color, but, rather, a suggestion of ivory where
thighs and bosom pressured a rounded outpouring of silk. Marko Chestnut had
emphasized Virginia’s springy black hair, her country-straight back, and her
delightful smile. Martin was given a lifted eyebrow. His skepticism was
directed at Marko Chestnut himself, who was bent over, faceless, rendering the
drawing in which he appeared.
When the introductions were
completed, a band struck itself up in a corner under one of the many echoing
arches and began to play palm waltzes. Praeger summoned a waitress to ask for
two and a half more dinners, for Virginia and Martin, and for his
secretary-red-haired, green-eyed Lucia Terrapin, who had come in with some
things for him to sign.
The halibut steaks sizzled, the
peas glistened like medieval enamels, the potatoes sang to one another of the
pleasures of their roast, and the beer was as good as if it had come from a
giant cask in a Lake of the Coheeries tavern. They ate like jackals, and though
they tried to discuss business, they were having too much fun. The conversation
drifted while, eating ferociously and tapping their toes to the tune of Dewey’s
“Olives Omnikia,” they attempted to find out about the long-legged northern
beauty, and her baby who sang along with the music in a most unusual,
unrestrained, and mysterious cacophony.
“Is your husband coming down
soon?” asked Lucia Terrapin, who was young, and bound to make faux pas.
“I don’t have a husband,”
Virginia answered without the slightest hint of discomfort, ”at least not for
the present. His father,” she continued, turning briefly to Martin, ”was overtaken with a religious
fervor so extreme that he had to leave us. That’s all right. We’ve
accommodated.”
Trying to smooth the ripples,
Lucia said, ”Is he still up there in Lake of the Fairies?”
“Fairies?” Virginia repeated,
amused. ”I’ve never heard it called that before. It’s Lake of the
Coheeries, not Fairies.”
Hugh Close was suddenly excited
by the possibility of learning the derivation of a word. ”What does it mean?”
he asked.
“It doesn’t mean anything,”
answered Virginia. ”It’s a proper name.”
“Yes, but where does it come
from? Which is to say...” “It’s etymologically uncertain,” Virginia declared. ”But
I have my own theory. You know of course that a ‘heer’ is a measure of linen or
woolen yarn containing two cuts, the sixth part of a hesp or hank of yarn, or
the twenty-fourth part of a spyndle. Though the origin of the word is obscure,
most philologists agree that it’s close to the Old Norse ‘herfe,’ meaning skein,”
she said, sparkling. ”But don’t be fooled by Old Norse cognates!”
“Certainly not. I should say,”
said Favat.
“They’re as deceptive as
Frisian. When you start fooling around with aural analogies of English and the
Teutonics, especially Old High German, you’re bound to make mistakes. The
secret for determining the origins of upper New York State place-names lies, I
believe, in morphological and orthographical distortions produced by naive transliterations or
imprecise recollections (or, of course, translingual or
cross-dialectical phonological adaptation) of place-names in an unfamiliar
language. What I think is that Coheeries is the American dialectical form of
Grohius, who was one of the first Dutch patroons to settle west of the
mountains. In encompassing most of the eastern shore of the lake, his estate
may have been thought to include the lake itself. Thus, the Lake of Grohius,
transforming slowly over time into the Lake of the Coheeries, just as ‘Krom
Moerasje,’ meaning ‘crooked little swamp,’ in Dutch, became ‘Gramercy’ in
English; thus your Gramercy Park. But I really don’t know.” She laughed.
Everyone who heard this,
especially Close, was as stunned as a bird dog at an air show. Virginia had no idea that her little
dissertation was not the normal stuff of social discourse, for, after all, she
had spent her life with Mrs. Gamely, who could spit out thirty paragraphs like
that as easily as she could turn a flapjack.
“Do you have a doctorate in
linguistics?” asked Praeger.
“Me?” Virginia was surprised and
embarrassed. ”Oh no, Mr. de pinto. I never went to school for a day in my life.
There is no school in Lake of the Coheeries.”
“There isn’t?”
“No.”
“I thought,” said Marko Chestnut, ”that
every child in New York State had to go to school.”
“Perhaps,” Virginia explained. ”But,
you see, Lake of the Coheeries isn’t really in New York State.”
“It isn’t?” several people asked
at once.
“No,” she said, anticipating
difficulty. ”It’s not on the map, and mail never gets through unless one of us
picks it up in Hudson. It’s hard to explain. You can’t, well, you can’t just go
there.”
“You can’t?”
“No.” Now she knew she was on thin ice. ”You
have to be. You have to be...”
“What?”
“You have to be...”
“A resident,” said Jessica.
“Yes!” Virginia exclaimed, ”a resident.”
Then, because Jessica brought
all her influence to bear, the matter was quietly dropped. No one believed in
the cloud wall anymore; no one could see it; no one understood. It was best not
to pursue the subject. Anyway, recognizing Virginia’s unusual perspective and
apparent intelligence (not to mention her beauty), each department head
proceeded to sound her out with an eye to offering her a job. Economic as
usual, Bedford asked her, quite simply, what she did.
“In what circumstance?” she
responded, puzzled, for in Lake of the Coheeries no one would ever think to ask
such a question.
“For a living,” he said,
unwilling to be put off.
“Oh, all kinds of things. I help
mother cultivate the grapes and corn, and tend the vegetables and the apiary. I
cut ice from the lake in winter. I
fish. I gather berries, weave, mend, cook, bake, sew and take care of Martin.
Sometimes, I do the calculations for the village accounts, or read to Daythril
Moobcot when he has to go down underneath the dynamo to fix it. I work a lot in
the library The town has very few people, but in our library we have more than
a million and a half volumes.”
“That’s it,” Praeger said under
his breath, wondering if she could write, and what she might say.
“And I tutor children and adults
when they are in need, for which the village pays me a small cash sum.”
Even Favat was interested in her
now, imagining that she probably had some killer recipes for blueberry muffins
and other rural foods (which, in fact, she did).
“Can you draw?” asked Marko
Chestnut, already in love. ”No,” answered Virginia, modestly looking down. She
was uncomfortable now with all this attention: she had not really been aware of
it at first. Jessica rescued her. They had had a difficult trip, Jessica said,
and it was time for the baby to sleep.
Before they went to bed in the
new Penn house (somewhere, it seemed to Virginia, inside a vast maze of overly
prosperous streets), Jessica spoke to Virginia on the landing. ”Praeger told me
that he would like to see you, tomorrow if possible, at The Sun, He
thinks,” she continued, with the air of an official about to award a lottery prize,
”that he may want to offer you a job on The Sun or The Whale, or
both, as is often the case.”
“But I don’t know anything about
working on a newspaper,” Virginia said.
“I have a feeling that you could
learn. Don’t you think it might be a fine idea?”
“Yes,” answered Virginia. ”If
I’m lucky, I’ll dream about it tonight, and tomorrow I’ll know what to do.”
• • •
ON the afternoon that Virginia
went down to Printing House Square to see Praeger de Pinto in the old and
beautiful offices of The Sun, the city was ablaze in winter blue. To get
there she had to pass through the Lower East Side and Chinatown, and these
places full of surging color,
that were the match of any Oriental city, pleased her no end. By the time she reached
Praeger’s office, strength had come her from a thousand dissonant sources. She
had harvested it from he
city, the harbor, the ten thousand ships moving down a net of fast rivers, and
the pristine geometry of the colossal bridges.
Praeger asked her questions for
two hours, drinking in her soft eloquence and marveling at the way in which she
thought. ”Can you write the way you speak?” he asked.
“I suppose so,” she said. ”But
I’m not sure.”
Then he sent her into another
room to write her first impressions of New York. She returned in an hour with a
perfect essay as fresh as an apple. He read it twice, and then again. It was as
pleasurable for him as kissing a beautiful woman.
“I feel,” he said, ”as if I’ve
seen this city for the first time; and I thank you for it.”
Virginia had written only what
had seemed to her to be the truth of the way things were.
“Will you write a column for the editorial page? We’ll run it in both papers, twice or three times a week. The system here is unique: it was fashioned after that of a whaling ship. Everyone is paid in shares, and—except for the size of offices and number of assistants—the benefits are equal. As an editorial page columnist, you would be well compensated because you would have a large number of shares.” Then Praeger told her the range of the money, and even the low figure was more than she thought might have come to her in a lifetime, much less a year. The high figure was greater than the gross domestic products of Lake of the Coheeries and Bunting’s Reef (the next town) put together. It scared her, but then she remembered that in traveling through the city for an hour, she had seen enough to write a thousand encyclopedias of deep praise. Surely, she thought, two or three pieces a week would be no problem considering the fact that a day’s walk among the towers, bridges, and squares would send her home with her pen cocked as if it were ready to be launched from a crossbow.
“I think I’ll take it,” she
said. ”But I don’t know the city, and I don’t know this kind of work. I fear that if I start too high, I’ll have
a distorted view. And, besides, Mother always said that one must be devoted to the thing
itself, so I don’t care for quick promotions and too much ease. Let me start
from the beginning, with everyone else. I like the race rather than the
winning.” “Do you? Really?”
“Yes. I’ve imagined great
victories, and I’ve imagined great races. The races are better.”
“The pay isn’t the same at the
bottom.” “We’re not materialists. We don’t need much.” “The custom here is to
give a new employee ten days at salary during which he can think about what’s
going on, and make an honorable and efficient break with whatever he has been
doing. I expect you to rise rapidly. I hope that before the year is up, you’ll
be writing a column for us.”
Virginia walked through the
spacious galleries of The Sun, past people whose work seemed to
mesmerize them, and she skipped out the front doors and nearly floated across
Printing House Square. She took half of her ten days’ salary and put it in an
envelope that she bought from a man who sold stationery from the inside of his
coat. This she would send to her mother. She hadn’t that much left, and she
knew that it would be difficult. Still, she took the crowded streets and passed
like a newly crowned queen through one after another of the city’s exhausting
districts. When she got to the Penns’, she picked up little Martin and danced
about.
This was only a dream. But the
next day, upon her awakening, the elements of the dream fell into place
exactly. Even the words spoken were the same. She had seen in her sleep the
details of rooms in which she had never been, and known weather that had not
yet formed, and streets upon which she had never walked. One thing was
noticeably different. In Chinatown, on the way home, she bought Martin a big
cherry cookie. It was sold to her by a fat Caucasian boy with slit eyes and a
Chinese hat. He seemed very strange.
Now there were practical things
to be accomplished. She had to find an apartment, get some new clothes, arrange
for someone to take care of Martin while she worked. But these things would be
easy. She believed that the city was so full of combinations, permutations, and
possibilities that it permitted not only any desire to be fulfilled, any course to be taken, any reward
to be sought, any life to be lived and any race to be run. She closed her eyes
and saw the city burning before her in enticing gold. The sky, filled with
great voluminous clouds, was ablaze in winter blue.
IN THE DRIFTS
• • •
The obituary writers drew their
incomplete sketches, touring through his life like travelers to England who do
not ever see swans, sheep, bicycles, and blue eyes. They knew that he had come
from Italy after the Great War, but not that he had deserted the carnage, spent
a year like a thief, and finally swum into the harbor at Genoa to climb up the
anchor chains of a ship, which—unbeknownst to him—was headed for San Francisco.
They knew that he had married the daughter of a ship owner, but they did not
know how much he had loved her before she died, or what it had done to him when
she had. They knew that he had fought for the presidency of the university, but
not how hard and taxing a fight it had been. They knew that he had discovered
galaxies and described some fundamental truths, but they didn’t know by what
hand he had been guided, nor that, after many years of deep thought about what
he had seen and measured, he had been rewarded by the sight of something that
he was unable to reveal only because of the character of the age. And they knew
that he had two sons, but they knew little about them.
When thunder clapped over the
city which knows no thunder, all kinds of things happened. Relatives bustled
about buying flowers and renting automobiles, only to find that they had been
excluded from the procession by order of the deceased—who had wanted just his
sons at his graveside, and a priest. Lawyers and accountants were put to work
as hard and suddenly as Seabees who must build an airfield in half an hour.
Academic buildings were renamed. The observatory flew its flag at half-staff.
And everyone wondered how the sons would manage all that would be left to them.
Seventy-five large ships, all the tugboats in San Francisco Bay, a department
store, several office towers, enough prime real estate upon which to build
another city, trusts, subdivisions, and the ownership of large blocks of stock
in great corporations, were all at issue in the will. Signer Marratta had come
to own a section of the economy as varied and richly colored as a long core
sample from the bed of a tropical sea, and his herd of chattels was like the one on Noah’s Ark. Naturally
everyone was curious about the disposition of these assets.
The will was read on a Wednesday
in May, three weeks aft the funeral, when the cracks of thunder had begun to
fade. In May serenity, students left on sunny empty roads to see other parts of
the country, and those who remained were enjoying the strong sun and the
shining clear days that were still wonderfully cool. A hundred people were
gathered in the nearly ultraviolet shadows of the largest room in the Marratta
house on Presidio Heights. Swaths of deep blue were visible through French
doors that led to a long balcony overlooking the bay. Had it not been for the
chill of the marble, as white and clean as the cliffs of Yosemite, Signer
Marratta himself might have been forgotten, for, with 150 people in attendance,
the reading of the will was like a cross between a private school commencement,
a court-martial, and the assembly of a covert religious sect. Sitting in the
first row were the two sons, Evan and Hardesty. In their early thirties, they
seemed younger. And they were strong and restless in a way that suggested that
they should have been not in a ballroom but out on a playing field somewhere,
or in a forest where the light was dazzling on blue streams.
“I fear,” said the senior of the
five lawyers who directed the proceedings, ”that today there will be much
disappointment in this room. Signor Marratta was a complicated man, and as is
often the case with complicated men, he favored simple actions.
“During nearly half a century of
association with him as friend and legal adviser, I found myself in a lifelong
debate about the law. Signor Marratta did not know the law, but he knew its
spirit, and as often as not he insisted upon a simple approach that I rejected—only
to hear from me (after much labor and research) that, indeed, he was right. I
don’t know how he did it, but somehow he knew what the law intended and in what
places it would stand fast. I am saying this not to eulogize him or to apply on
his behalf for posthumous honorary admission to the bar, but, rather, to
caution you against making a quick judgment about what will undoubtedly appear
to some as a rash act.
“Signor Marratta was the richest
man I have ever known, and he left the shortest will that I have ever seen. If
you expect to sit here for hours,
listening to ever larger disbursements, you will be surprised, for he has
provided most of everything to only one inheritor, and a small gift to another.
I am afraid that many of you will be deservedly embittered.”
Instead of stirring, the room
was tense with silence. Expectation and fear coiled together in a stalemate as
symmetrical and interdependent as the struggling snakes of a caduceus.
Representatives of universities and charitable institutions, directors of
hospitals, long-forgotten relatives, stray acquaintances, obscure employees,
and delegates of the press strained together in suspense—all but the very last
hoping beyond hope that the rash act of which the lawyer had spoken would make
them wealthy beyond
their most fanciful dreams.
Nonetheless, they all thought
that Evan would receive the small gift, which would probably be something
bitter and ironic in token of his less than exemplary character. His mother’s
sudden death had made him a master of calculated greed, dissolute behavior, and
indiscriminate cruelty, and he lived only for what he could extract from his
father, who loved him despite this.
He had bloodied Hardesty so
often in vicious boyhood attacks that Hardesty was always afraid of him, even
in Hardesty’s late twenties after he had fought in two wars and long been a
strapping athlete. The years of military service, interrupting his career at
graduate school, had made the younger brother diffident and shy. He had been
broken more than once in the army, and was one of those who had come back hurt
and disillusioned.
The witnesses at the reading of
the will assumed that everything would go to Hardesty because he was so quiet
and nondescript, and they eagerly awaited the final slap that Evan would
receive for all the drugs he had taken, cars he had wrecked, women he had made
pregnant, and days he had wasted. They saw that even in the short space between
the lawyer’s announcement of the peculiar conditions of the will and the undoing
of the waxen seal that had protected it, Evan was staring at Hardesty in a way
that suggested intimidation, flattery, and murder.
Evan was sweating and breathing
hard. His fists were tight and his eyes wide. Hardesty, on the other hand, sat
sadly next to his brother, thinking,
undoubtedly, of their father—not because he was pious or dull, but because
his father had been his only friend, and now he was horribly lonely. He wanted
the proceedings to end; he wanted to return to his rooms, where he had very
little except books, plants, and the view. Evan had moved out years before to
an aerie on Russian Hill, a cavernous triplex that he used for seducing women
who were impressed by the vast amount of electronic equipment he had amassed
against several of its walls so that it looked like a blockhouse at Cape
Canaveral.
Hardesty did not even have a
bed. He slept on a blue-and-gold Persian rug, wrapped in an old Abercrombie
& Fitch rust-colored wool blanket. His pillow, however, was eiderdown, and
he always kept a clean case on it. Apart from thousands of books, Hardesty had
few material possessions. He didn’t have a car, preferring to walk or take
public transportation wherever he had to go. He didn’t have a watch. He had one
suit, and it was fifteen years old. And he had one pair of hiking shoes, and
they had seen three years of daily use. In contrast to his brother’s closet of
eighty shaped suits, half a hundred pairs of Italian shoes, and a thousand
ties, hats, canes, and coats, Hardesty’s wardrobe could fit into a small
knapsack. Considering his wealth, he lived rather simply.
His father had known very well
that Hardesty was silent and withdrawn because he was recovering from the wars,
gathering strength, learning. Signor Marratta had loved Evan the way one loves
someone who suffers from a terrible disease—all in sorrow. But he had loved
Hardesty out of the deepest respect and sympathy—all in hope and pride.
It was generally believed that
Hardesty would be rewarded for his asceticism and discipline, and that he would
emerge as a solid and engaging figure fit to control his father’s wealth and
manage it justly. There was much pleasant anticipation of seeing him move from
his quiet world into the rush of things, where, it was presumed, his fresh and
obviously keen intellect would be not only constructive, but surprising. Of all
those present at the reading of the will, only Hardesty did not assume that he
was due for an apotheosis in dollars, and only Hardesty sat calmly and free of
expectation. The lawyer read.
“‘Herein the last will and
testament of Vittorio Marratta, San Francisco, drawn the first of September,
the year of our Lord nineteen hundred and ninety-five.
“‘All my worldly possessions,
ownerships, receivables, shares, interests, rights, and royalties, shall go to
one of my sons. The Marratta salver, which is on the long table in my study,
will go to the other. Hardesty will decide, and his decision as it is first
announced will be irrevocable. Neither son will be entitled to the patrimony of
the other, ever, under any circumstances, the death or desires of one or the
other notwithstanding. I make this declaration in sound mind and body,
convinced of its justice and ultimate value.’
At last, Hardesty was amused.
Though he had a sense of humor, it was largely a private attribute. For the
first time since his father’s death, he smiled, and in doing so he revealed
even further that he had a kind, intelligent, interesting face—unlike that of
his grimacing brother. Hardesty shook his head in pleasant incredulity and then
began to laugh when he saw Evan begin to quiver in anticipation of having to
get a job.
No way existed for Evan to
appeal the decision, and neither could he think of any means by which to
befuddle his brother into taking the salver. He had always hated it, even
though it was made of gold, because it was engraved with words that he did not
understand, and his father had spoken about it in terms far too reverential for
a tray worth no more than several thousand dollars. So what if it had been
brought from Italy. It was just junk, and he saw it as a pact between his
father and Hardesty, a magical link between them that excluded him. The
terrible irony was that he would be left with the salver (which he had often
ridiculed and once even thrown out the window) and Hardesty would inherit
enough to make a thousand men rich. Evan was convinced that he hadn’t a chance,
not because Hardesty was interested in the wealth (for he clearly was not) but
because Hardesty’s integrity would force him to take responsibility for
managing the assets that everyone well knew Evan would misrnanage. So the older
brother closed his eyes and prepared to face what was for him the equivalent of
a firing squad. Perhaps his father had overheard him adding up the Marratta
assets (exaggerating what needn’t have been exaggerated), saying the numbers to
himself like
a monk in a trance. Perhaps
his father’s soul, in ascension, had eavesdropped on his first son’s spirit as
it was told of the father’s passing and had been offended by the elated
singing. All Evan knew was that Hardesty had the satisfied look of power.
The assembled political and
communal leaders set their eyes upon Hardesty to confirm that what was
obviously in his self-interest was also in the general interest, and to urge
him to do the expected. Surely, they seemed to be saying, if you renounce the
inheritance and it goes to Evan, you will have committed a great evil. Several
of them, knowing their own children, grew quite nervous.
“I recommend,” the lawyer said, ”that
we adjourn these proceedings until we are notified that Mr. Marratta has
reached a firm decision.” He wanted Hardesty’s ear, so as to persuade him to do
the right thing. ”Is that okay with you, Hardesty?” “No,” said Hardesty. ”I’ve
decided.”
The tension this engendered was,
if not unbearable, at least unpleasant. On the one hand, if he had wanted time
to think, it would have meant that he was not sure, and to be unsure of such an
obvious choice was a dangerous sign of instability. On the other hand, a firm
and quick decision could go either way, and even the right decision would have
been taken too quickly. One way or another, it was frightening. If only they
could get to him before he opened his mouth, to make sure that he considered
these options in context.
“Such a momentous choice,” began
the lawyer. ”No,” Hardesty said firmly. ”You don’t understand. My father had a
way of speaking, a way of doing things indirectly so that we could learn while
he slowed decisions and held them open to view. When we were young, if we asked
him what time it was, he wouldn’t tell us, he’d show us his watch. Everything he
did enabled others to learn. He was desirous that we ‘by indirections find
directions out.’ And, in this instance, his wishes are very clear to me.
Perhaps if I didn’t know him so well—excuse me, if I hadn’t known him so well—I
would have a choice. But I have no choice here, not if I am to fulfill his
ambitions for me, and, like him, rise out of myself and become something better
than what I am.
“No. I gladly and lovingly
submit to his will, and I am sure of what
he wanted. The salver is mine.”
A bigger stir could not have
been created in San Francisco if the San Andreas fault had finally unseamed
itself. Evan could hardly stand the shock. Possession of so much wealth took
away his voice for an hour and a half: the sudden infusion of cash alone was
like half a pound of cocaine flowing through his veins. Hardesty was forgotten
by all, except for the brief moment it took to condemn him. Then, penniless and
powerless, he was ignored in favor of his brother, to whom, by necessity, all
eyes began to turn.
The lawyer had wanted to know
why Hardesty had done what he had done. But Hardesty refused to tell. The
salver had been given to Signer Marratta by his father, Hardesty said, who had
received it from his father, who had received it from his father... etc., etc.,
how far back no one knew. But that was not the reason.
He thought it best to separate
himself from the cacophony and gossip that he caused in San Francisco. He was
no longer entitled to his room with its wood-railed balcony high above the bay
(and would miss it forever), he was unsure of what he would do for a living,
and possession of the salver was demanding in itself. He knew that, to satisfy
what he understood to be its requirements, he had to leave.
Knowing that his brother was
undoubtedly going to convert and desecrate their father’s study, Hardesty would
have to go there and find his way past shields and blockades of memory to claim
the great and demanding gift. Then he would leave forever the city of his
birth, his home, and the place where his father and mother were buried.
• • •
THE study was the highest room in the house, surmounted by a
small old-fashioned observatory in which Signor Marratta had spent many hours
in the early days before photon-count narrow-field telescopy. Because they were
on the most elevated piece of ground in Presidio Heights, the study on the top
floor had a commanding view. As Hardesty climbed the stairs, he remembered what
his father had taught him about views.
“See it, and it is yours,” he
had said in Italian to the little boy carrying him from one window to the next,
and guiding his eye over the hills, bay, and ocean. ”Look there,” the father
had said, pointing at distant hills the color of mustard and gold, ”they are
like the pelt of the spotted beast. Look how they roll. Look at the muscle
under their lively backs.”
Outside, the fog and clouds were
invading armies which swept in ragged determined lines and flying wings of
devoted cavalry to surround the city and outflank the bay. They rushed past and
almost buried everything with their pointed and trembling peaks, but still
there was a crown of blue above the mountains, so that the light in the study
was pure and deep. Light that was predominantly ultraviolet, purple, and blue
washed over Hardesty’s face, and over the salver, which glistened like
something unearthly.
As if he were moving under
water, he slowly approached the massive table where the salver had been left by
his father as casually as if it had been a dish from the kitchen. The Marrattas
believed that the salver was protected. It had survived wars, fires,
earthquakes, and thieves, who, like Evan, seemed not to want it. Hardesty
wondered how his brother could have refused such a miraculous thing, for in the
cloud-buffeted sun it shone in a hundred thousand colors, all subsumed in gold
and silver. Seamless rays arose from it in a solid thicket, radiating in
blinding beauty from the words engraved around the rim, meeting the others
above the center, and plunging downward to illuminate the primary inscription.
The light on Hardesty’s face
went from violet and blue to gold and silver. He felt its warmth, and saw again
the inscriptions—four virtues, and one seductive and promising sentence
suspended in their midst as if it were the hub of a wheel. Many times, his
father had taken him to read them, insisting that they were the most important
things he could have, and implying with a sharp dismissive gesture of hand and
arm that wealth, fame, and worldly possessions were worthless and demeaning. ”Little
men,” he once said, ”spend their days in pursuit of such things. I know from
experience that at the moment of their deaths they see their lives shattered
before them like glass. I’ve seen them die. They fall away as if they have been
pushed, and the expressions on their faces are those of the most unbelieving surprise. Not so, the man who
knows the virtues and lives by them. The world goes this way and that. Ideas
are in fashion or not, and those who should prevail are often defeated. But it
doesn’t matter. The virtues remain uncorrupted and uncorruptible. They are
rewards in themselves, the bulwarks with which we can protect our vision of
beauty, and the strengths by which we may stand, unperturbed, in the storm that
comes when seeking God.”
When Hardesty’s mother had died,
when he had gone to war, when he had come back, and at all other times of
grief, danger, or triumph, his father had made sure that he had gone to the
salver. He could almost see his father in front of him, turning the golden tray
in his hands. Signor Marratta first read the silvered inscriptions in Italian,
and then translated. A foreign language enjoys the benefit of the doubt in much
the same way that marriages between those who speak different tongues allow a
gentleness and tolerance untouched by destructive wit. For example, a Japanese
kitchen maid might easily mix with the stiffest of the English beau monde, for
they would not be able to use her language as a handle with which to throw her
out. The same with the virtues when recited in Italian. They were in no way
overbearing, or the stock-in-trade of schoolmasters and ministers, so Hardesty
accepted them the way he might never have accepted them in his own language.
“La onesta, honesty,” was the first, never properly valued, Signor Marratta
had said, until one must lose a great deal for its sake alone, ”and then, it
rises like the sun.” Hardesty’s favorite, even though it was the word about
which his mother’s death seemed to revolve, and even though he associated it
with tears more than with anything else, was “il coraggio, courage.”
Next was one that he hardly understood—“il sacrificio, sacrifice.” Why
sacrifice? Was it not a defunct trait of the martyrs? Perhaps because it was so
rare, it was as mystifying to him as the last virtue (which almost bumped into “la
onesta,” at the bottom of the plate), the most puzzling, the one least
attractive to him as a young man, ”la pazienza, patience.”
But none of these qualities,
hard to understand as they might have been, and even harder to put into
practice, was half as mysterious as the pronouncement inlaid in white gold on
the center of the Plate. It was from the Senilia of Benintendi, and
Signor Marratta made sure early
on that Hardesty knew it and would not forget Now, after his father’s death,
alone in a study that was at times high above the clouds, Hardesty picked up
the gleaming salver and translated its inscription out loud: “‘For what can
be imagined more beautify than the sight of a perfectly just city rejoicing in
justice alone.’
He repeated this to himself
several times, and then put the salver into a pack that held everything he
would take with him. A quick look at San Francisco from the tranquillity of the
high and isolated study was all he needed to show him that this city—as stunning
as it was—was not and would never be the seat of perfect justice, having no
relation to it. It was a paradigm of soulless beauty— always cool, forever
silent, asleep in blue—but it had nothing to do with justice, for justice was
not so easy. Justice came from a fight amid complexities, and required all the
virtues in the world merely to be perceived.
As he walked out of his house
for the last time, he realized that any guile and sophistication that he had
learned was now gone from him forever. What if he were asked where he was
going? What could he say? “I’m looking for the perfectly just city?” They would
think he was a lunatic.
“Where are you going, Hardesty?”
Evan asked when Hardesty emerged from the house just as Evan was entering.
“I’m looking for the perfectly
just city.”
“Yes, but where are you going?”
Evan wanted Hardesty to guide him in his new responsibilities, and had decided
to offer him a very large salary if the lawyers interpreted the will as
allowing him to do so.
“You wouldn’t understand. You always
hated the plate. I always loved it.”
“For Christ’s sake, what was it, anyway,
some sort of a treasure hunt?”
“In a way.”
Evan began to get interested. He
knew Hardesty was smart, and now he suspected that the plate was the key to El
Dorado. ”Have you got it?”
“Right here.” “Let me see it.”
“There it is,” Hardesty said,
taking it out of his pack. He knew exactly what Evan was thinking.
“What does it say? Can you translate?”
“It says, ‘Wash me, I’m dirty.’”
“Tell me what it says, Hardesty.”
“I told you what it says, Evan.”
“What are you going to do?” Evan
asked, in desperation at being left.
“I may be going to Italy, but
I’m not sure.”
“What do you mean, you’re not
sure? How will you get there?”
“I think I’ll walk,” Hardesty
said, laughing.
“Walk? You’re going to walk to
Italy? Is that what the tray says?”
“Yes.”
“How? There’s water, there’s a lot of
water....”
“Goodbye, Evan.” Hardesty began walking.
“I don’t understand you, Hardesty,” Evan
screamed. ”I never did. What does the tray say?”
“It says, ‘For what can be
imagined more beautiful than the sight of a perfectly just city rejoicing in
justice alone, ‘“ Hardesty shouted back. But Evan had already gone in to claim
the house.
• • •
A BRIDGEWORKER in medieval-looking gray coveralls
stiff and dirty with orange paint did not understand why Hardesty, his
passenger, trembled with emotion as they drove across the Bay Bridge from San
Francisco to Oakland. But it was clear to Hardesty, as they tunneled through a
cool bank of mist and watched ships etching white tracks across the deep water
below them, that he was going from one world to another.
So great was the difference
between San Francisco and its foghorns on islands in cold waters, and dusty
Oakland, that they should have been separated not by seven miles and a bridge,
but by seven thousand miles of sea. The shock of traveling between San Francisco
and its numbing ultraviolets and Oakland and its dizzying sun enabled Hardesty
quickly to revert to his army self. As the tollbooths disappeared behind him,
he found that he was prepared to climb barbed-wire fences, hop freights, sleep on the ground, and cover fifty
miles a day on foot. Leaving his emotions where he had shed them into the bay,
he prepared to cross America and the Atlantic, with no money, a vague idea, and
a golden plate. The heat on the Oakland side seemed to have started up within him
sleek engines that had been silent since the war.
He didn’t take long to find a
good position behind some reeds on the bank of a railroad line running east. He
lay there in the sun his head on his pack, chewing a sprig of grass, until he
heard the sound of traveling thunder. Squinting through the vegetation, he saw
a lone engine coming down the track. Where the diesel exhaust rose above its
black-and-yellow striped cabin (it looked like a huge motorized bee), the air
wiggled like a bunch of springs, and six men in denim hung out from both sides
in the fashion of circus acrobats on a horse. Everything went by with a roar,
and Hardesty put his head back on the knapsack, content to wait. After falling
in and out of sleep, he heard the unmistakable rumble of a multi-engined
freight. Without even looking, he got himself ready: he didn’t need to look,
for when the eight engines came along the rails, pulling two hundred cars, the
earth shook and the reeds sang.
Oil-covered water in a nearby
ditch began to ripple and quiver. The first engine was as black as a gun, and
had a yellow light glaring from the top as if it were the truth itself. Having
just started out of the Oakland yards, it was beginning to pick up speed,
straining to get going, and Hardesty could hear the sharp concussions of the
couplers as they snapped into place to pull the hundreds of cars all the way
down the line. Quite possibly there’s nothing as fine as a big freight train
starting across country in early summer, Hardesty thought. That’s when you
learn that the tragedy of plants is that they have roots. The reeds and grasses
on the hot mounds and in the ditches turned green with envy and begged to go
along (which is why they waved when the train went by). The train itself
promised a hundred thousand hot and lovely places filled with the noise of wind
in the trees, easy summer in deep valleys, brown rivers, sparkling bays, and so
much prairie that alongside it infinity would look like a tick.
When Hardesty saw that a clean
new gondola car was coming, he slung his pack
and began to run alongside the train. The occasional stones that had rolled
from the railbed onto the black loam path paralleling it dug into his feet through his shoes.
Every now and then he
would glance to his right to see if the gondola car was approaching. The second ladder
moved into place. He put his right hand on it and felt it pulling him along. By the time his
left hand had grasped
hold, his legs were windmilling at a prodigious rate. Then he moved his right hand up a
rung, jumped, and he was riding ahead, free. All in all, it was many times better a
sensation than finding
a hundred-dollar bill.
Vaulting the low bulkhead, he
fell onto planks of brand-new pine that smelled like a sunny forest in the
Sierra. The bulkheads were high enough to keep out most of the wind (but not
all of it) and hide him from view. He might not be able to see railroad
detectives standing by the side of the track, but then again, they would not be
able to see him. And he would be able to see the fields, the valleys, and the
mountain ranges. He could stand up without fear of being decapitated by bridges
and tunnels, pace back and forth, run around in circles, whoop, dance, and
leave his pack in a corner knowing that, no matter how much the train lurched,
the pack would not roll off into a field, never to be seen again. He wasn’t
hungry, it was lovely weather, and he had the whole country before him. Not
surprisingly, he began to sing, and because no one in the world could hear him,
and he sang without inhibition, he sang well.
The next morning, somewhere in
the mountains near Truckee, while the train was moving slowly between hills of
rock studded with straight pines, Hardesty paced the length of the gondola car,
still happy, though, after a night on the boards, no longer elated. As the
train labored up the grade, he realized how difficult his future was going to
be.
He had often jumped freights to
go into the Sierra in rainless summers, but he had always had a home to which
he could return. With that no longer true, he was beginning to get some idea of
what it had been like for his father to desert a unit of Italian mountain
troops that had been cutting itself down to nothing in the Dolomites, and
make his way (as a fugitive) to the sea and finally to America.
“For the first months,” Signor
Marratta had said, ”it wasn’t so bad. We spent most of the time building
fortifications high on cliffs and we could see the enemy only through our
telescopes. But when our redoubts and theirs were finished, generals on both
sides were compelled to order us to advance and fight. To me, this seemed
ridiculous. We had been quite happy, up there in the mountains until we began
to get killed. I went to out maggiore, and said, ‘Why not a stalemate, a
balance? Just because they’re killing each other on the plain doesn’t mean that
we have to do it up here.’ He thought it was a splendid idea, but who was he?
Rome wanted territorial gains Our half-hearted sharpshooters began to shoot, our artillerymen stuffed the
barrels of their fieldpieces and started their bombardments, and those of us
unfortunate enough to have been alpinists had to trundle through the defiles
and make dangerous ascents—so that we might suddenly appear two hundred feet
above our unsuspecting adversaries, and shoot down at them. I left half a dozen
good friends hanging lifeless on their mountaineering ropes a thousand feet
high on sheer walls, because the enemy shot back. They used their cannon, in
the most deadly and unpredictable flat trajectories, to burst apart the cliffs
we were ascending. After a year of that, all I wanted was to live. Had I
persisted in that struggle between armed chapters of the Italian and Austrian
alpine clubs, you probably would not be here. Besides, you can now join either
club and get reciprocal membership in the other.”
But Signor Marratta had also had
regrets about deserting. Both loyalty and responsibility often did justify the
act of dying in place, and it was hard to rid himself of the feeling that he
had made “the great refusal.” Hardesty thought that perhaps he himself had
shirked his responsibilities when he chose the salver. But, as usual, his
father had structured the question so that either choice would have brought him
doubt. The doubt, his father might have said in characteristic Marratta
fashion, would propel him to seek a far more thorough, adventurous, and
valuable resolution than he would seek without it. ”All great discoveries,” the
elder Marratta had once said, ”are products as much of doubt as of certainty,
and the two in opposition clear the air for marvelous accidents.”
At that very moment, Hardesty
was thrown with irresistible force to the floor of the gondola car. In the fraction of a second
before lost
consciousness, he regretted that the boards seemed to be rising toward his
face; he wondered what was on his back; and he feared that the car ahead had tumbled over
and was in the midst of crushing him. Then he blacked out.
When he awakened, he was lying
with his face to the sky. Blood had clotted over his cheeks, he felt sore, and
he discovered on the side of his head a gash as long as a caterpillar and at
least as distinct. Then he noticed a creature squatting against the wall. Only
by blinking, and clearing the blood from his eyes, could he see that it was a man
who could not have been more than five feet tall, but who looked about two feet
high because of the powerful muscle-bound way in which he was squatting. He was
wearing a costume that, at first, Hardesty could not take in. Piece by piece,
it was decipherable, but as a whole it was breathtaking and unbelievable. His
shoes were big dollops of greasy black leather that looked like pomaded
cannon-balls—these Hardesty recognized as the most expensive mountaineering
boots with many years of wear and a bear or two worth of grease. To fall in a
river with shoes like that meant certain death. And if they were to catch fire
they would burn for a month, even under water. He wore zigzagged
edelweiss-design, purple-and-blue knee socks, cobalt blue knickers, rainbow
suspenders, a violet shirt, and a pirate-style bandanna that was the same
purple and blue as the knee socks but had a hypnotic pattern of red washed
through it. His face was almost fully covered by a beard and perfectly round,
rose-colored sunglasses. Two fingers were missing from his right hand, three
from the left, he carried a bright blue day pack, and he wore a sling of
mountain-climbing equipment that was the necklace of necklaces. It was dripping
with silver carabiners, baubled with shiny climbing nuts, clanging with pitons,
and festooned with two-dozen webbing runners of half a hundred fluorescent interwoven
colors. Slung over his shoulder was an orange-and-black climbing rope, and he
was chewing a piece of beef jerky as big as a notebook.
“Sorry about that,” he said
between chaws on the beef. ”I jumped the train from a bridge and I didn’t see
you. Thanks.” “Thanks for what?” asked Hardesty. ”Cushioning my fall.”
“What are you?”
“What am I? What do you mean by
that?” “What the hell are you? Am I dreaming you? You look like Rumpelstiltskin.”
“Never heard of him. Does he climb in the
Sierra?”
“No, he doesn’t climb in the Sierra.”
“I’m a climber. A professional.
I’m on my way to the Wind Rivers, where I’m going to do the first solo of East
Temple Spire. If I’m beartrap enough, I’ll do it at night. Boy, that was some
landing. I’m glad that my rack and nuts are safe.”
“Yes,” said Hardesty, ”I, too, am glad
that your rack and nuts are safe.”
“That’s a bad gash you’ve got. You oughta
put some Nandiboon on that.”
“What’s Nandiboon?”
“Great stuff, Oil of Nandiboon.
It heals anything real fast. A friend of mine brought it back from Nepal.
Here....” He reached into the blue pack and brought out a small flask, which he
uncorked with his teeth. ”I sort of feel responsible for you now.”
“Wait a minute,” said Hardesty as the oil
was smeared over his wound.
“Don’t worry, it’s organic.”
“What’s your name?”
“Jesse Honey.”
“What?”
“Jesse... Honey. Honey is my
last name. It’s not my fault. It could have been worse. I could have been a
girl, and they could have named me Bunny, or Bea, or who the hell knows what.
What’s your name?”
“My name is Hardesty Marratta.
What’s in this stuff? It’s beginning to sting.”
“It does sting. But it heals
real fast.”
The pain from the Nandiboon Oil
was on the rise, and Hardesty suspected that it would rise quite high. It did.
Two or three minutes after it had been applied, the Nandiboon Oil was seething
into his skin in thousands of boiling potholes. Whatever Nandiboon Oil was, it
was a good imitation of sulfuric acid and hydrogen peroxide. Hardisty
rolled in agony.
“I’ll get some water,” screamed
Jesse Honey. ”There’s a stream crossing the switchback. I’ll catch you when you
come this way up ahead.” Hardesty didn’t even hear him. But ten minutes later
he saw Jesse Honey’s hand begging for assistance over the edge of the gondola
car, and he went to help him. Jesse Honey threw a plastic jug of water into the
train and grabbed Hardesty’s extended arm so hard that he dislocated it.
Hardesty collapsed again. Jesse Honey seized his arm (the wrong one) and
proceeded to relocate it according to the principles of first aid. But, since
it was already located, he, in fact, dislocated it.
“Are you trying to kill me?”
Hardesty shouted. ”Because if you are, I wish you would just get it over with.”
Jesse Honey seemed not to hear,
and went about relocating both of Hardesty’s arms. ”I learned that on Mount
McKinley,” he said, with evident satisfaction. Then he washed the Nandiboon Oil
off Hardesty’s face, and jumped from the train once again. When he returned, he
was carrying a huge pile of brushwood. ”What’s that for?”
“Gotta make a fire to boil water
to cook the food and have tea,” Jesse Honey said, lighting up the kindling.
“How can you make a fire on a
wooden. floor?” Hardesty asked, too late. The resinous floorboards had already
caught fire, and flames were leaping in the wind. Jesse Honey tried to stamp
them out, but when his greasy boots began to ignite, he withdrew.
For half an hour the wind
carried the fire to front and rear. Lubricating oil, paint, the wooden floors
and interiors of boxcars, dunnage, and a thousand miscellaneous cargoes all
took flame until finally the train was blazing in sheets of fire. The train
crew discovered it too late to stop, and tried to make for the saddle of the
mountains, where there was no wind. By the time they got there it was too hot
for Jesse and Hardesty to stay on, so they jumped off and began walking east.
As the sun set, they could see two red glows (the brighter being the
conflagration on the train), and they heard Periodic explosions marking the
demise of tank cars laden with combustibles. According to Jesse Honey, it was all
part of nature’s way. ”Trains,” he said, ”were never meant to be in the
mountains.”
• • •
FOR most of that night they
walked along the length of cool valley on the crest of the Sierra, where they
found only starlight and the deep tranquillity of mountains in early summer.
The silence of the trees and quiescence of the wind were nature’s hope and
disbelief that winter had passed, a time when the wild terrain holds its breath
before rejoicing, for fear of calling back the bright blue northerns and the
snow.
At first, Hardesty and Jesse did
not speak on the chalk-white paths that blackened shafts of alpine denies, and
their eyes tracked the stars as they watched the rim of the mountains swallow
them up. The air was springlike. It conveyed the same buoyant pleasure as
walking into a gathering of little children, arrayed like wild flowers, in
their colorful hats and scarves. As always on the first day at altitude, it was
easy to walk all night, and besides, the air was so fresh and the streams so
roiling, white, and numb that no living thing which knew joy or freedom could
possibly have slept.
As they walked north-northeast,
the moon came up as creamy as pearl, perfectly round, benevolent, a flawless
bright lantern. Jesse claimed that there was an excellent freight line in the
direction that he insisted they follow, just a mile or two ahead. They had covered
fifteen miles by the time the moon disappeared and the east brightened, and
still there was no railroad. ”There’s a beautiful bridge right over the track,”
said Jesse, ”made of logs and cables. I don’t know who built it, and I don’t
know what for, but you can drop right onto the train with the greatest of ease.”
“I don’t understand,” said
Hardesty. ”Why do you have to fall from above every time you get on a freight?
Why not just run alongside and catch a rung?”
Jesse looked at him with hurt
and annoyance. ”I can’t,” he stated bitterly. ”I can’t reach high enough.”
“Oh, I see,” Hardesty answered,
glancing at his companion—• who was breathtakingly short. ”How tall are you,
anyway?”
“What’s the difference?”
“No difference. I’m just curious.”
“Four-four and three-quarters. I
was supposed to be six-three. That’s what the doctor said, from the spaces in
my X-rays. My gandfather was six-six, my father six-eight, and my brothers are taller than that.”
“What happened to you?”
Jesse bristled. ”I don’t know,”
he said, shaking his head. ”For a man who stands four feet five inches tall...”
“I thought you said four-four
and three-quarters,” interrupted Hardesty.
“I think that there are places
like that in the Black Forest,” Hardesty said, ”where, according to legend, at
least, you might find what you’re looking for.”
“No trolls,” said Jesse. ”I was
born American, and that cuts out trolls.”
“No, no, no. I’m talking about
pretty little blond blue-eyed women like you see on carved bottle stoppers.”
“Not for me. I like California
girls, slim and tall, the kind whose knees come up to my throat.”
That day they covered forty
miles in the full sun, talking about women, mountain climbing, freight trains,
and politics. Jesse was an avid supporter of President Palmer (perhaps because
he was the shortest president since Linscott Gregory), whereas Hardesty was
willing to vote for him, but no more than that. They were selfconsciously
silent whenever they would cross the tree line, because there they would walk through vast
stands of dwarf pine. Hardesty said he thought that he might have broken a bone
when he cushioned Jesse’s landing.
“Don’t you know?” asked Jesse. ”No,
I don’t. I never broke anything before.” “You never broke anything before!
That’s crazy! I’ve broke nearly every bone in my body. Once, I forgot to anchor
my rappel and I broke sixteen bones at the same time. I was absentminded on the
Grand, and belayed myself with a reepscbnur. (That’s like using a
shoelace.) Well, I took a forty-foot leader fall on that reepschnur, and
I think I broke everything except my word, because, after the reepschnur snapped
at forty feet, I kept falling for another three hundred and fifty.”
“I’m surprised you didn’t die.”
“I hit a lot of ledges.”
They came to a crystal-blue lake
almost as long and narrow as a river. From atop a group of boulders on the
south side, they could see the railroad line about a mile across the water.
Jesse said that they would have to swim, but that because the lake was
geothermal it was as warm as bathwater. Hardesty put his finger in, and
disagreed. ”Not on the edges!” Jesse exclaimed. ”Any fool would know that
geothermally warmed lakes are hot only in the deeper portions. That’s where all
the heat exchange takes place. Several tons of refrigerated thermal currents
activate an ion-intensive, BTU-rich wave transfer beginning at the upwelling
parameters of the tollopsoid region of the deepest central subset. Thus, the
agitated interference pattern of air-influenced temperature variations forces a
haploid grid upon the dimensional flows of surface water trapped in an
oscillating torroidal belt that varies only with alkaloid surfactant inversions
of normal stability caused by drought-induced desiccant concentrations due
to insufficient intra-aqueous leaching.”
“Still,” said Hardesty, ”we
might do better to walk around.” “Not a chance. The railroad is not even
tangential to the lake. It veers down from the northwest and veers up again to
the northeast, because they built it that way in the days when they needed to
top off the boilers of steam engines. The lake is fifty miles long, and this is
the central part of it. Besides, even if we walked to one end, we’d still have to cross a river, and
crossing a river is a hell of a lot more complicated—believe me—than crossing a
lake. At least the lake stands still.”
Apart from his explanation of
why the lake was warmer in the middle than at its edges, what Jesse said
sounded reasonable. So they set to building a raft on which to float their
clothes and belongings as they swam.
“That’s hardwood,” pronounced
Hardesty over a bunch of logs that Jesse was dragging toward the assembly point
on the beach. (Jesse himself could hardly be seen through the thicket of
gray—he looked like a porcupine with a purple skin disease.) “It won’t float.”
“Hardwood? Ha! This is Montana balsam. It’s what they use in the interior of
dirigibles and such. Of course it will float.”
They lashed it together with
spare reepschnur cord, and pushed it from the rocks into the water,
never to see it again, for it went down like heavy chain. Then they started to
swim. The sun was setting, but they had decided to get wet anyway, and build a
big fire on the other side, since there was plenty of Montana balsam all
around. Jesse said it wouldn’t burn, which assured Hardesty of a comfortable
blaze by which to warm himself.
Wrapping their clothes in
bundles to put on top of their knapsacks, they prepared to set out across the
water, knapsacks balanced on their shoulders. In theory, only the bottom of the
packs would get wet. But that theory lasted only for the ten minutes that they
could swim fast. Then, at the center of the lake, they sank deeper into the
water, and everything got drenched. The water there was as cold as a mountain
stream at midnight on the last day of January. The colder they got, the faster
Jesse talked in what sounded like a high-speed collision between a physics
textbook and a politician.
“I know this may sound like an
excuse,” he said. ”But tensor functions in higher differential topology, as
exemplified by application of the Gauss-Bonnet Theorem to Todd Polynomials,
indicate that cohometric axial rotation in nonadiabatic thermal upwelling can,
by random inference derived from translational equilibrium aggregates, array in
obverse transitional order the thermodynamic characteristics of a transactional
plasma undergoing negative entropy conversions.”
“Why don’t you just shut up,”
said Hardesty. Jesse didn’t open his mouth until the frame he made to hold his
clothes near their fire collapsed, and his purple knickers burned up. From that
time forward, he went bare below the waist except for a New Guinea style penis
shield that he fashioned from a discarded Dr Pepper can and hung from his waist
on a piece of reepschnur. He soon took to extolling this form of dress
as if he were a Seventh Avenue designer introducing a new line. ”It’s very
comfortable,” he said “You should try it.”
Two hours after the fire burned
out, a thundering mass of steel wheels and coughing diesels swung by the
lakeshore, and Jesse and Hardesty found a comfortable flatcar to carry them
toward Yellowstone. Hardesty got up first, and Jesse ran by the side of the
tracks, flagging dangerously, until Hardesty hoisted him aboard. Hardesty was
easily able to see him, because his buttocks shone in the light of the moon.
Twenty-four hours later they jumped off the train rather than ride north into
Montana and Canada, walked for a while, and then were stopped by what they
thought was the Yellowstone River. Hardesty looked up at the sky, which seemed
to be threatening rain. ”Why don’t we build a shelter, and see what we can do
about crossing this river tomorrow?” he said. ”I think it’s going to rain.”
“Rain! You think that looks like
rain?” Jesse asked. ”Obviously, you never were in the mountains for very long.
I know that it can’t rain. Do you know what infallibility is? I’ll tell you:
it’s me predicting the weather.” He glanced at the huge cumulonimbus clouds
rolling toward them from the north in a mountainlike wall that shredded up the
moonlight. ”That’s going to pass in five minutes. Tonight will be pure velvet.
Stretch out on the pine needles and sleep.”
“I don’t know,” Hardesty said,
wary of the clouds. ”Trust me.”
Half an hour after they had
fallen asleep, a crack of thunder popped them up from the ground where they had
been lying and turned them over like flapjacks. Lightning struck in machine-gun
reports, felling trees. The river, which had already been a whipping, dashing
flume, was now so fast and white that it looked like a streak of lightning
itself. And the rain that came down was not ordinary rain that falls in inoffensive
drops. Hardesty and Jesse tried as best they could not to drown. ”Follow me,”
Jesse said through a mouthful of water.
“What for?”
“I know where there’s shelter. I saw it
on the way in.”
They swam uphill for a few
hundred yards until they got to the entrance of a cave.
“I don’t want to go in there,”
Hardesty proclaimed, although he knew he would go in.
“Why not? It’s perfectly safe.”
“I’ve always hated caves. I guess it’s
because I’m Italian.”
“Come on. I’ve been in this cave
before, I think. If I remember correctly, a hermit used to live here, and he
left a couple of nice feather beds, supplies, furniture, and lamps.”
“Sure,” Hardesty said, as darkness
swallowed them up. ”Why do we have to go in so far?”
“To get to the hermit’s place.”
“What about bats?”
“There aren’t any bats west of the Platte.”
“That’s not true. I’ve seen bats in San
Francisco.”
“Or east of Fresno.”
After twenty minutes of groping
along dark paths in a hissing subworld of hidden streams and mocking echoes,
they came to what they sensed was a great chamber, for the sounds of their
footsteps fled away from them as if into the open air. They felt vast space
above and to the sides, and no matter which way they walked they found no walls
but only level floor of rock and earth. They crossed small well-behaved streams
as warm as bathwater and saw in them glowing chains of phosphorescent
creatures.
How strange it was to see these
things that made their own light, blinking by the hundreds of thousands in busy
silent codes. They seemed like an army of dedicated workers absorbed in
preparations for an unspecified journey. Batteries of little lights that racked
up billions upon billions of permutations and combinations seemed to be driving
unhindered toward some mysterious goal.
For hours, or perhaps days,
Hardesty and his guide wandered on the plain of lighted streams. Jesse
completely forgot about the hermit’s place.
All they cared for was the color, the endless map of calculating rivulets, and
the routes of tranquillity and silence that they followed into pitch-black
emptiness. Like musical tones, the streams mixed and separated. Hardesty
clutched the small pack in which he carried the salver. At one point, they
stood in the middle of a glowing plain so vast that they wondered if, in fact,
they were still alive.
But eventually they had to think
about returning to the surface Hardesty suggested that they walk against the
flow of the largest stream. That way, they would at least be going up. Soon the
other streams in the luminescent net began to drop away, the one they followed
grew larger, the phosphorescence gradually disappeared, and they found
themselves in a huge chamber at a distant end of which flashes of lightning
were visible through an opening.
“This is perfect,” Jesse said. ”A
nice soft floor, dry, and the exit is right over there. Let’s go to sleep.”
“Don’t you think,” Hardesty asked, ”that
we should light a match, to see what’s in here?”
“What could be in here? There’s nothing
in here.”
“I don’t want to go to sleep without
knowing what’s around me.”
“That’s stupid,” Jesse yelled. ”Hey!
Whatever’s in here, to hell with you! Go to hell! Kill us if you like!
Arrragghh!” For a small man, he
had a miraculous voice. The challenges made Hardesty’s ears ring.
“Even so,” Hardesty said,
searching in his pack for a box of matches, ”I want to take a look.”
He struck a match. At first the
white-and-blue spark blinded them, but then the golden flame strengthened, and
they looked up. ”I see,” Hardesty said quietly.
In lines as neat and well
ordered as the rows of cardinals seated at an ecumenical council, were a
hundred or more surprised, temporarily blinded, twelve-foot-high grizzly bears.
Not knowing what to think of the two strangers who had come into their midst,
they turned to each other for advice, pawed the air, and rotated their heads in
confusion.
Hoping to keep away the bears,
Hardesty lit as many matches he could hold in his palpitating fingers. The augmented light enabled him to see the bats. The
bats, not surprisingly, numbered in the hundreds of thousands, or in the millions. They
clung to the roof of the
cave in a solid mass several bats deep; they were the size of the broken umbrellas that one
sees stuffed in trash cans on a windy day; and their ears and joints were hideously purple and
pink. They began to
move in a growing chain reaction which prompted the bears to roar, showing
white teeth as sharp as a splintered hayrack.
When the matches were exhausted,
the bears converged and the bats began to fly. Smothered in brown fur and silky
wings, Hardesty and Jesse realized that they were not being attacked, but,
rather, that they had started a panic. A torrent of bats and bears burst from
the cave, like boiling mud spit from a volcano. Hardesty and Jessie were thrown
out the entrance onto a pile of rocks illuminated by bolts and sheets of stroboscopic
lightning.
After the animals were out, Jesse
suggested that they go back into the cave to sleep.
“I suppose you don’t think they’ll come
back, do you?”
“I would say the chances of that are only
about fifty-fifty.”
“You do what you want. I’m going to sleep
right here on this sharp rock.”
The next morning, Hardesty
awakened to see Jesse trying to make a fire by rubbing two pinecones together.
When that failed, he tried to get a spark by hitting a rock with a stick.
Finally, Hardesty found some more matches, and they were able to make a fire
that didn’t burn down the forest only because everything was so wet. They still
had to cross the river.
“We should walk downriver to try
to find a bridge,” Hardesty suggested. ”Although the chances of the river
getting narrower upstream are obviously greater, the altitude’s going to
increase, which probably means less settlement, whereas, downriver, there will
likely be highways, easier terrain on the banks, and maybe a stretch that’s
calm enough for us to swim or shallow enough to wade.”
“That shows what you know,”
Jesse answered with considerable indignation, since he was the professional
guide, and they were in his mountains. ”There isn’t a bridge that we can use
for two hundred miles up or down this river. If you walk against the flow
you’ll find
yourself in a hell of rotten
rock and mossy cliffs. To the south, it gets wider and stronger as tributaries
join in. You’d have to go to Utah before you’d find a place still enough to
wade.”
“Then what do you propose?”
“Doing what I always do, what
I’ve done a hundred times in situations like this, what anyone who really knows
the mountains would do almost automatically.”
“What?”
“Build a catapult.”
“To throw us across?” Hardesty asked.
“That’s right.”
“It’s a quarter of a mile wide!”
“So?”
“Let’s say we could make a
catapult that would do the job. All right. It throws us across. What do you
think’s going to happen then? I don’t know what trajectory you plan, but we
could be falling from very high. We’d be killed instantly.”
“No we wouldn’t,” said Jesse.
“Why not?”
“You see how closely the trees
are spaced on the opposite bank? All we have to do is ride on shock pancakes,
with extended reticular netting to catch in the trees.”
“Shock pancakes.”
“I’ll show you.” Jesse then set
immediately to building the catapult, the shock pancakes, reticular netting,
lean-to’s, and access paths. Although Hardesty didn’t believe for a minute that
anything would work, he was carried away by Jesse’s confidence, his surety in
constructing the various travesties, and the splendid, classical, intriguing
idea of a machine that would enable them to fly.
For two weeks they labored
without sleep, eating little except the notebook-sized pieces of jerked beef,
tea, and the trout that they pulled from the river. At first, Jesse insisted on
cooking the trout with body heat during the night (according to him, an old
Indian method). ”There are better ways,” said Hardesty, who then showed his
guide how to plank fish.
At the center of a new clearing,
their machine rested on a foundation of earth, rock, and piles. They had felled
many trees and stripped miles of vines with which to build a two-story frame supporting
a one-hundred-foot tree that pivoted on a huge beam. A basket containing
several tons of rock held the shorter end down until the long tree was
winched close to the ground and fixed there as taut as a crossbow. Shock
pancakes and reticulated nets were attached to the catapult head. They looked
like wicker-weave lily pads ten feet thick and forty feet in diameter. Hardesty
and Jesse were to be strapped onto them with guy wires of orange and black
mountain-climbing rope. To protect themselves further, they made big
balloonlike suits of soft underbark that they wrapped around themselves over
alternating layers of moss and puffballs. These “cushions,” as Jesse called
them, were so big and unwieldy that they had to be kept on top of the shock
pancakes, or Jesse and Hardesty would never have been able to climb on.
All in all, Hardesty was
skeptical, and refused to commit himself to launch. But in the end he was so
tired and hungry that, rather than walk to Utah, he decided to take his chances
in a moss-and-puff ball suit on a shock pancake thrown into the air by a giant
catapult. Besides, the thing was insanely alluring.
At the appointed hour, they
climbed the launching pad, put on their suits, and tied themselves in. Jesse
had in hand a lanyard that would yank a wooden cotter pin from the trigger
mechanism, and send them flying. ”You see that clump of green over there?” he
asked, indicating a soft-looking bed of young pine. ”That’s where we’ll land.
Our descent through the air will be slowed by the aerodynamically stable design
of the nets and pancakes. The nets will grapple the trees, and the pancakes
will take the force out of any direct impact. Needless to say, these suits are
the ultimate protection.
“If you’re frightened, don’t be.
I’m an engineer, and I’ve got this figured to the last decimal point. Are you
ready?”
“Hold it just a second,” said
Hardesty. ”I’ve got to adjust this group of puffballs here. Okay. I’m ready
now.
Mind you, I think you’re a
lunatic, and I don’t know why I’m trust... t....”
Jesse yanked the lanyard, and
they were thrown with tremendous force, not upward into the air, but directly
into the river, about fifty feet from shore.
They hit the water like an
artillery shell, throwing a geyser of white foam a hundred feet high, and they, the pancakes, and the nets
were quickly submerged deep in the rapids. Luckily for them, the whole package
was righted in the neutral buoyancy, and when they surfaced they found
themselves floating head-up. Racing downstream, tied into their suits and onto
the pancakes, and unable to move, they were conscious only because the freezing
water had revived them after the first shock.
Hardesty started to struggle out of his
suit.
“Don’t!” Jesse screamed. ”You’ll drown.
At least this is sort of a boat.”
“Go to hell!” “Seriously!”
“Seriously?” Hardesty was frozen
with accumulated anger, annoyance, disbelief, and disgust. ”Seriously?”
“Take my advice or you’ll be in
for trouble.”
“You don’t think that riding at
forty miles an hour down ice-cold rapids, on shock pancakes, in puffball suits,
is trouble? You know what you are? I’ll tell you. You’re an incompetent. You
don’t do anything right.”
“I can’t help it if I was born
short,” Jesse screamed back over the roar of the waters. ”Tall people aren’t so
great just because they’re a few feet higher.”
Hardesty exploded. ”It has
nothing to do with short or tall!” Then he realized that they were about to
float under a bridge that could not have been more than a mile or two from the
catapult. Little girls in rhubarb-colored glasses peered over the railings,
fascinated by the strange boat that was passing below. ”What do you call that?”
Hardesty asked.
“That’s a toll bridge. I don’t
know about you, but I don’t throw good money after bad.”
Too exhausted to continue
shouting over the sounds of the rapids, Hardesty slumped in his puffball suit,
staring with tired eyes at scenery that rushed by as if seen from a railroad
train. Just as he was thinking that the situation wasn’t so bad, because in a
day or two they might hit calm water and be able to swim to the east bank, he
saw that the river up ahead disappeared completely. The water just stopped, and a shocking picture of
empty air and faraway clouds continued in its place.
“Ryerson Falls,” said Jesse. ”Three-quarters
of a mile high. I never went over
them in a puffball suit.”
Hardesty was torn between
wanting to strangle Jesse, and trying to gather his thoughts before death so
that upon quitting the earth he could cry out something beautiful and true, and
not die, as had his father, with an amused smile.
He was able to find the
intensity and beauty that he wanted, in the plunge itself. Physical forces in a
complicated coalition of gravity, acceleration, and temperature were powerful
and intense enough to satisfy him. It made sense. Nothing was as comforting as
the enduring purity of elemental forces, and returning to them could not mean
defeat. But he never thought that he would die in a bark suit, strapped to a
shock pancake, next to an incompetent midget. They went over a dizzying edge,
and found themselves in the empty air. As they fell, they sometimes hit the
water that was falling next to them and were tipped one way or another. The
farther down Hardesty went, the greater his hope that, having come as far as he
had, he would survive. In the last few feet, although he was going very fast,
his hopes skyrocketed because the water was so close.
The bottom of the falls was a
blizzard of foam and bubbles in water so frothed and agitated that it was
possible to breathe air a hundred feet below the surface. Their buoyant
contraption was eventually hurled upward, and they popped up in the middle of
the stream half a mile from the falls, greatly startling two fishermen—who
weren’t sure what they had seen, but knew that it was as big as a car, and
seemed to be driven by two backward-facing humanoid figures in strange uniforms.
They landed in a place that was
full of geysers, mud holes, and pits of boiling sulfur. Without even looking at
Jesse, Hardesty got out of his puffball suit, slung his pack over his shoulder,
and set out
toward the east.
“It’s not a good idea to go in
that direction,” he heard Jesse calling out from behind. ”You’d do best to
follow me. You have to have years of experience to walk on these crusts.
Otherwise, you can go right through.
It’s more dangerous than walking on a minefield, and you’ve got no training.
Look at all these sink ho— “ That was the last of Jesse Honey.
• • •
AFTER six months on a sheep
ranch in Colorado, Hardesty had earned enough and been in one place for a long
enough time to set out east again. The owners of the ranch, a young couple
whose names were Henry and Agnes, had needed him to help bring the sheep down
from high pasture, to take in the hay, and to do whatever else had to be done
before the snows. But when, in November, winter came in tentative fashion,
laying down snowfields that were swept away by a weakening sun, they needed him
no longer. Anyway, Agnes was far too pretty for the sanity and dignity of a
hired man without a wife of his own. So they took him in their ancient wooden
station wagon to a railhead somewhere at the foot of the Sangre de Cristo
range, from where he rode in a single diesel-powered freight and mail car,
sitting on the plank floor next to the conductor, to a larger town through
which passed the last of the transcontinental trains.
“In five hours,” the young
conductor said, ”the Polaris will speed through here faster than a
burning rabbit. If you want the station-master to flag it down for you, you’ll
have to tell him in plenty of time, because he has to climb to the top of the
water tower with his lantern to do it.”
Hardesty bought a new pair of
pants in the town store. His jeans were so soaked with lanolin that he used
them to make a fire by the side of the tracks, where he waited for the Polaris
as it grew dark. He was used to sitting very still at the higher altitudes
where Henry and Agnes kept their sheep, and he knew how to out-think the
cold—with the help of a massive shearling coat that had been given to him as a
part of his pay. The trance he used to defy temperature robbed some senses to
pay others. He felt nothing, but he could see and hear everything. And because
of that he was able to detect the Polaris long before the stationmaster.
Smothered in distance and the hills, its blinding headlight made a faintly
shifting glow in the mountains far away, and its barely audible, attenuated
sounds came
drifting through the night
air to unsettle the dogs and to alert Hardesty, who got the stationmaster to
climb the water tower and light his lantern.
The swinging red lantern eye
charmed from the mountains a dancing white blaze that ran across the plain,
slewing its agile beam on every curve to trim the young winter wheat and catch
the animals of the field by riveting in place their translucent green eyes. As
it closed without losing speed, the stationmaster yelled down from the tower, ”Don’t
be disappointed if he doesn’t stop. Sometimes they just don’t see my lantern.
They go so damn fast, this is such a little town, and when they’re on the
eastern run they pass through here right after dinner. I guess it makes them a
little sleepy.” But he kept waving his lantern from the top of the tower,
swaying his entire body, even when the train was at the outskirts of the
village.
“They saw it!” the stationmaster
yelled down. ”Start runnin’ that way. The last car will be a mile down the
track before it stops.” Hardesty ran alongside the squealing, decelerating
train. The yellow lamps of the dining cars made the snow in front of him the
color of an oilcloth slicker. Glancing up, he could see people at dinner, some
lifting bottles of wine, some pressing their faces against the windows in vain
efforts to see why they were stopping, some with cloth napkins held to their
lips. The last car passed him very slowly. Streamlined into a teardrop, it had
above the lantern on its rounded end a lighted glass nameplate that read “Polaris,”
as if it were the title of a film on a movie marquee.
A porter pulled him in through a
bullet-shaped door, and hit the go signal. By the time the door was closed, the
train was clacking down the track, and had restored the smooth heartbeat of the
plains. ”Where you goin’?” asked the porter.
“New York.”
“Most people that get on in the
middle of nowhere don’t go to New York. Maybe Kansas City, and that’s a big
thing for them, but New York? Uh-uh. You got enough money?”
“What’s the fare?”
“I can’t tell from this place.
It’s not on my card. I’ll send the conductor, and he’ll calculate it.
Meanwhile, you can’t ride in the club car, so come with me, and wait in the
vestibule.”
As they walked through the club
car, an old man in black stopped the porter. ”Kindly leave him here, Ramsey.
We’ll take care of him.”
“Mr. Cozad?” the porter asked,
in surprise.
“We need a fourth for our game.”
The old man spoke in a voice colored by three-quarters of a century in west
Texas. ”Have a seat young man,” he said to Hardesty, pointing out the empty
fourth seat at his table.
The leather was comfortable and
soft. Still throbbing and red from his run in the cold, Hardesty loosened the
sheepskin coat, then decided to take it off entirely, and put it and his pack
near the window.
The club car was a purple and
black canister dotted with incandescent lamps in red shades. The silver-haired
old men who played cards were in dark suits: their hands moved about as if
disconnected, and their faces were like white masks floating above an unlighted
stage. The light seemed to be fueled by the rhythm of the rails, its frequency
determined by the ticking of the track joints. The cards themselves glowed
mysteriously, like phosphorescent bones, and the faces of the kings, queens,
and jacks smiled like Cheshire cats.
“Like a gin and tonic?” asked Cozad.
“No, thank you,” Hardesty replied. ”I
don’t drink.”
“Something else then?”
“Tea.”
Cozad ordered tea, which was
brought to Hardesty in a century-old railroad pot that was as silver as a
leaping bass. ”You do play cards.”
“I don’t,” Hardesty said. ”Not
as a matter of religion, but because I just don’t.”
They were astounded that there
could be such a thing as a plains cowboy, riding in their club car, who did not
play cards.
“Young man,” Cozad said, ”I
never met anyone above the age of five who couldn’t play poker. You’re not
trying to make it easier for yourself, are you?”
“No, sir,” Hardesty said. ”I
never played enough to remember the rules.”
“But you did play.”
Hardesty shrugged his shoulders.
”Mainly fish: that is to say the game offish. I’m not describing my opponents.“
“There’s a game called fish?”
“Yes.”
“Never heard of it. What about
seven-card stud?”
Warmed and incited by the tea, Hardesty
asserted, ”I think I played that a little. Anyway, I could always learn,
couldn’t I.” He smiled.
Cozad tapped the green leather
table as he spoke. ”I don’t think you’re a sharper. But if you are, you’re in the right place, because
we—me and Lawson here, and George—have a reputation that frightens most people
away from us. What we count on is some young ram with a lot of his father’s
money, who thinks he can beat us. This train has proved empty of rams. You
aren’t one. I can tell just by lookin’. But we don’t like to play without a new
face. That’s our
invitation.”
“I have only two hundred and
sixty dollars,” Hardesty said, “and I’ve got to pay my fare.”
“We could put the calf in the
ring, Coe,” Lawson said. ”What’s that?” Hardesty asked. ”It doesn’t sound so
good to
me.”
“What that is, is excellent for
you. We all chip in even and set you up with a stake so you can play. If you
lose, you owe us nothing, and you yourself lose nothing. If you win, you pay us
back and keep the rest. It’s how we teach our sons to play.”
After ten minutes of drill in
five-card high-low draw, they bankrolled him with $10, 000. Being a Marratta,
he didn’t bat an eyelash at that kind of money, and they were momentarily
suspicious. But they knew every decent player in the country, and would have
been grateful (had he been able to beat them) to have found a new one. Word
would have flashed from one end of the continent to another that a young power
was on the rise.
“Okay,” said Cozad. ”Whatever
is, is, and whatever is not, is not. It’s started to snow out there. Turn up
the stove. This game ends at mile marker five on the west side of St. Louis:
not before, not after. The Denver-St. Louis game traditionally has a limit of
ninety thousand dollars. Food and beverage on the dealer. Draw for deal.”
People thought that gamblers
were no good because they didn’t work. But anyone who thought this had
obviously never stayed up all night between Denver and St. Louis staying sharp
on the cards. It was sore comfort. The forward hurtling of a train through
blinding snow and arctic winds was hypnosis in itself, and the warm club car as
quiet as a library, did not encourage taking risks. The snow-covered country
outside was a rough place where it was possible to die just from the wind, and
animals there were lowing just as if there had never been any men on earth. If
a switchman someplace in Nebraska were to have overslept, the train might
easily have flown off a fifty-foot bank. People didn’t like gamblers, because
gamblers reminded them that they were gamblers, too. So they invented the libel
that gambling isn’t work. It is work. It’s worse than work. It’s like working
in a coal mine. Hardesty quickly found this out.
His throat grew sore and his
muscles started to ache. His head felt as if it had been bolted to his spine by
a Visigoth mechanic. But all the time that he played cards on a green leather
table as the Polaris shot across short-grass country in the long white
night, he knew that he was doing what he was supposed to be doing. It was not
just that Cozad, with his patrician’s beard and gentle eyes, was remarkably
like his father. Nor was it that he was winning, and he was. It was, instead,
that he had given himself to fortune entirely. And it had much to do with the
hard beauty of the prairie outside. He couldn’t see much more than the
surprised coils of snow dashing against the window like panicked sagebrush, and
he sweated, because the old men (who were cold despite their angora vests)
wanted the heat on as high as it could go.
He put his cards down on the
table, or took them up, with graceful exaggerated motions, because the tea and
the sound of the rails had gotten to him. But he was winning. He never slipped
below six thousand. Then he began to build over that, steadily, without fail,
in complete blind confidence.
“Which is higher, four of a kind
or a flush?” he might ask, much embarrassed that the rules hadn’t stuck with
him. For several hours, the old men lost a lot because they thought that he
knew how to bluff. But he never bluffed once, he just won—if not the high hand,
then the low hand. Once, when one of the old men had a flush with the queen as top card,
Hardesty had a royal flush. If one of the old men had a hand of irredeemable
garbage, Hardesty would throw out worse garbage, sometimes only by a point, or
not even that if it were a tie and the issue was decided by who had put out
first.
“Things like this happen,” said
Cozad the next morning as they passed mile marker five just west of St. Louis,
and the game ended. Hardesty tried to give back his winnings. They wouldn’t let
him.
They got off in St. Louis. ”Go
to the bank in the station and get a check for that sum made out to you,” Cozad
instructed. ”People have been killed for a lot less. And another thing: it was
just luck. An armadillo can play better cards than you can. Be grateful.”
Hardesty was saddened when Cozad
left, because Cozad looked like his father, and he would never see either one
of them again. He went to a bank near the station to get his check, came back,
bought himself a compartment on the train, and tipped the porters the way
gambling winners were supposed to.
He took a long shower, shaved,
and went to bed. Winter air and daylight came in the partially open window
until the compartment was blinding white and freezing cold. Hardesty peered
from his warm bed at the bank check that was sticking out of his shirt pocket.
It was drawn on the Harvesters and Planters Bank of St. Louis, and it was for
$70, 000, even. He had a few thousand in cash in the other pocket.
The ground was covered with snow
outside of St. Louis and on into Illinois. He had asked the porter to awaken
him only in New York. The sleep that he wanted was perhaps not deserved, but it
was well paid for. Long before they reached Chicago, he was dreaming of the
darkened club car, the glowing cards, and the blood-red lamps.
• • •
EARLY one morning in the beginning of the second winter that she
had spent without Virginia, Mrs. Gamely arose and peered out the attic window.
She held Jack the rooster in her arms as if he were a fat white cat. After
Virginia left, she had spoiled him silly, feeding him corn until he could
hardly walk, and talking to him for hours on end as if he could understand her
inimitable polysyllabic Latinates and her short, strong, Anglo-Saxon phrases as
fresh as new hay and as powerful as a
bowman’s arm. He had at least one quality which humans, especially students,
might well have envied: no matter how many hours she talked, he would stare
directly at her, transfixed. If there were a pause in her exposition, he would
strut for a pace or two until she started up again, and then freeze in place
with a look of rapture until the next silence allowed him to shift his foot or
cluck to clear his throat. No chicken in her remembrance (and she could
remember thousands of chickens individually) had ever had such an extraordinary
attention span. Jack earned his keep. He was clever He looked like a panorama
of snow-covered hills behind which a blazing sun was just about to set (the
effect of his red coxcomb). He was courteous, forbearing, bright, and sincere.
And, had he been able to understand English, he would have learned a great
deal. Mrs. Gamely had secrets that she had never shared even with Virginia,
because she knew that all secrets worth knowing come clear in good time.
After five days, the snow
finally stopped a foot short of the eaves. When Mrs. Gamely looked west she saw
the village standing firm in a sea of white, its chimneys smoking busily with
the breakfast fires, the inhabitants barely visible as they stood upon their
roofs to survey the arctic lake. It was said that the second winter was going
to be harder than the first. Predictions such as this had been nurtured into
gigantism by a summer so hot that the lake water was scalding and chickens laid
soft-boiled eggs. That August, houses, trees, and sometimes whole forests had
suddenly burst into flame as if the sun had been beaming at them through
Priestley’s glass. ”So the pendulum will swing,” said Mrs. Gamely to Jack, as
they watched the wind whipping at the snow. ”And so it has swung. Forever a
balance. Nature hangs on stubbornly to rhetoric and ethics, even if human
populations have long abandoned them, and its grammar is strict and
idiosyncratic. Lookit there, Jack. The lake has become rolling hills of snow.
God is treating us to fire and ice. He must be agitated. He must have something
in mind.”
A sharp knock on the front door
startled her into a violent hiccup. She put her hand to her chest and said, ”Daythril
Moobcot tunneled.” Racing through the cottage as fast as she could, she
wondered why they had come through so early, and hoped that it was not because of any bad news. When
she opened the door, there was Daythril Moobcot, standing in an ice-blue tunnel
that went all the way to the village. ”Daythril! When did you start this
tunnel?” “Two days ago, Mrs. Gamely.”
“Why? I have plenty of
provisions. You know it’s unwise to tunnel in a blizzard. You’re old enough to
remember when Hagis Purgin and Ranulph Vonk were buried in their own tunnel and
weren’t found until spring. Always wait to see how much snow there’ll be on top.”
“I know that, Mrs. Gamely. But
everyone’s moving around because we heard over the telegraph that the blizzard
caught the Polaris somewhere within the county lines. There are two
hundred people on it. If they’re still alive, we’ll be bringing them to the
village. Can you take in five or six until the plough train gets through?”
“Naturally I can. They won’t be
too comfortable, but so what, they’ll be alive. How are they going to get from
the railroad to the village? The shortest distance it could possibly be is
fifteen miles. Won’t it be the death of all those city people in their city
clothes to come that distance in deep snow at forty-five below?”
“No, ma’am,” said Daythril
Moobcot, proudly. ”We’ve been planning for two days. Fifty men left an hour
ago. They’re pulling twenty-five sleds loaded with food, warm clothing, and
skis that we scrounged up or made. When they get to the railroad line, two
scouts will be waiting, having reconnoitered the whole length of track. We sent
the two fastest skiers in the village. One of them will have found the train,
and will lead the others to it. They’ll bring everyone back, in the dark. It’ll
take a long time, since most of them probably don’t know how to ski.”
“I’ll set out the bedding,” Mrs.
Gamely said. ”And I’d better start baking right away. They’ll need some hot
breads and a boiling stew, especially if they’ve had nothing to eat for a few
days. Will they know what has happened to them, and where they are?”
“I doubt it.”
“No matter. The ones with good
souls will find out, and those who don’t know, don’t need to know.” She closed
the door and began to rush about, assembling the best of her provisions,
lighting her bee oven, and whipping up an ambrosial batter.
• • •
DURING the five days of blizzard the trainmen and passengers of
the Polaris had come to the end of their carefully rationed food and
burned all the coal that had been in the hopper car. Now, huddled together in
two sleeping coaches, they were wrapped in blankets curtains, and rugs, and
they faced small fires in improvised wood stoves fueled by ripped-up paneling
and sacrificed baggage. The engineer had nearly frozen to death finding the
telegraph line, only to discover that it was dead. Half a dozen men with
pistols fitted to improvised stocks sat in the bright sunlight on top of the
train, just about even with the snow, waiting for arctic hares and birds. As a
result of their labor, three quail and a rabbit were boiling at length in a
caldron down below. The idea was to cook the flesh out of existence, so that
the watery soup could then be justly divided (infants were well fed from a
special reserve of food that would remain until the last adult was unable to
feed them).
Cold and hunger in concert had
quickly brought forth the essential qualities of those upon whom they were
visited. Two men had already been lost to their impatience after they had
foolishly set out in the snow and frozen to death, unseen, in drifts only a
hundred feet from the train. A woman had surrendered to madness (or perhaps had
been mad to start), quite a few were deathly ill, and one man was dead from
gunshot wounds he suffered while trying to steal food from the common store.
Those were the casualties. The trainmen, however, faced their responsibilities
selflessly. And others were equally heroic in caring for the sick, giving up
rations and blankets, and working to counter the influence of people who were
easily disheartened.
After the snow stopped, Hardesty
spent most of his time on top of the train, scanning the sky and drifts for
game. Neither he nor the other hunters talked. They were too far apart, they
didn’t want to scare off their quarry, and it was too cold for conversation
anyway. They wondered to themselves how long it would stay so frigid that the
plough train would not be able to move. The nearest town on the map was a
hundred miles distant, and they knew that it was too cold for machines to fly, since
all forms of lubrication had become stickier than taffy.
They sat bundled in parkas and
blankets, watching their breath crystallize in front of them and remembering
the five-day blizzard, when fine snow blown into perfect equilibrium by
balanced and opposing winds had seemed to hesitate in midair and freeze the
passage of time. They watched the sun traverse a subdued winter arc, and,
occasionally, thinking that they had seen a rabbit, they fired their pistols
into the snow.
In this area it sometimes
remained fifty below or less for weeks at a time. They knew that even if every
single one of their remaining bullets had found its mark in a fat hare, there
would not have been food sufficient for a day. Most distressing was that the
fittings and freight would be burned up by the next morning, and there simply
was not enough bedding or winter clothing to keep fifty people from freezing to
death, much less two hundred. Even were someone somewhere to find a piece of
functional, unburied, unblocked equipment that could travel over snow, would he
know to go to them? Would they be an important priority, and could the many
miles between the nearest settlement and the stranded train be covered in time?
It seemed to those who could reason that everyone there was soon to die.
Down below in the disheveled
sleeping coaches, they didn’t know how fast the train was being gutted, or how
terribly cold it was outside, or that drifts forty feet high were all that
anyone on the roof of the train could see. Still, they took comfort from their
number. Two hundred people, together, were safe, they thought. But Hardesty knew
that this was a mistake, for his father had told him of the thirty thousand
Turkish soldiers on the Russian frontier, near Ararat, who had been surprised
by an early mountain winter and had later been found, grouped together, frozen
to death. Cold, he knew, had never been impressed by numbers.
He and the others stared at the
blinding drifts, imagining at times that they were on a polar sea. Their hands
and feet were long numbed, and had ceased to tingle. It was hard to believe
that such freezing white light came from what they had once known as the sun. When this sun was most of the
way through its short winter arc, and was so flat, cool, and tame that it
looked like a metal disc trapped for show on the face of a grandfather clock,
the men on the roof of the train prepared for the worst. Soon it would be dark,
and the cold unbearable. Soon the fires would stutter and go out, sending up a
last gray column of cooling smoke. The sun, their only hope, was quickly
heading downward. They stared in its direction, trying to harvest the last of
its light and warmth, but it was a cold and unfamiliar thing, and the hiss of
the wind seemed like its dying exhalations.
Hypnotized and blinded, utterly
still, they did not immediately see the miracle that made its way in from the
west. Miles away, a line of strong winter-bred farmers moved in military
formation, kicking and gliding on their long skis, dipping down into the
depressions in the snow and taking them at speed to get momentum for the trip
up. They came as steadily as a herd of reindeer or gazelles. Fifty men pulled
twenty-five sleds. Stretched out in a wide phalanx with a sled between each
pair, they looked like hills and mountains on the move, or a tide of trees.
Breathing intently, they swept over the snow, heading for the stranded
train—which the eastern scout had seen from a hill five miles to the northwest.
He had then skied down to meet the others, who had set off on a ten-mile race
with the sun at their backs.
When the train appeared to them,
it seemed to be floating upon the drifts, swamped, and the thin lines of smoke
rising from it seemed about to expire. In this strangely immobilized excursion
craft were two hundred men, women, and children who needed to be taken to a
safe place. Making for them with all their strength, the farmers thought that
danger was in truth a lovely thing that had to do with air and clouds and sea.
As they closed, the men on the
train began to hear their skis, their breathing, and the sound of the snow
compressing as the column moved across it fifty abreast. They thought that it
was the wind, risen to mark the sunset. Then they thought that it was an
animal. When they finally could see through the glare, they could hardly
believe their eyes. From the sheer white, from nothing, from a hundred miles of rolling drifts,
an army of nearly silent skiers was closing upon them.
The men on the train cried out,
but the sounds that came from their frozen throats were just gurgles and moans,
so they began to fire their pistols in the air, one shot after another. Upon
hearing this, the Coheeries men began to whoop and cheer as they raced along on
their skis. In the cold and smoky passenger cars, whose windows were
silver-gray with piled snow, everyone knew what was happening, and quite a few of
them began to weep, laugh, and even pray. The cars erupted in commotion, and
those who had imagined that they were lost climbed out the hatches to stand in
the open air and greet their rescuers.
Who were these men in homespun
and fur? There was no time to explain (they never would) if they were to get
back to the settlement without too much traveling at night.
“The moon is full, and it will
light up the countryside like a flare,” one of the Coheeries men said to the
train crew (who had never heard of Lake of the Coheeries). ”But it’s best to
start off in the light, so that those who don’t know how to ski can learn when
it’s warmer. We have skis for everyone, and we’ll pull the sick and the
children in sleds.”
In an hour, everyone was fitted
with skis, supplied with fur jackets and woolen anoraks, fed on dried fruit and
chocolate, instructed, sledded, and eager to start out. They did not whistle
across the drifts as their Coheeries rescuers had done, but, by evening, they
were moving at a steady pace.
Three Coheeries men led in a
vee, carrying torches for everyone to follow. The others pushed a flat track
across forests and fields, migrating in starlight, following the three
pitch-pine torches and their ragged orange flames. The moon came up as they were
emerging from a huge stand of pine onto a flat ten-mile-wide whitened Plateau.
The landscape was glowing, but they kept the torches because they looked so
lovely sparkling ahead, and by that time the Pace had increased and everyone
had grown used to chasing the three lights.
The city people, clad now in
furs and wool, quickly grew accustomed to the melancholy brush of moonlight and
the soft overwhelming light of the stars. They soon grew to love the cold air and
the snow, and they quickly forgot why they were there. Their activity was
self-justifying, far better than many things they had done before or would do
in the future. They quarter-timed across the fields with the aurora borealis
faintly green and flashing off to their right.
Then, from atop a long rise,
they saw the village sparkling like a group of colored candles. It was on the
edge of the lake, which was crowned by the blue-and-green aurora now hanging in
the sky in astounding silent ribbons. Smoke from Coheeries chimneys crept up in
intertwining white garlands and tangled on the moon. Now skiers, countrymen,
they raced in contentment, hissing down the slope, speeding toward the
Christmas candle that danced before them by the frozen lake, and as they skied
into the town they saw the people of the village standing on their roofs or in
their bright windows.
When skis were stacked near the
doorways, families reunited, and groups formed, they went inside to eat and
rest. Having been without food for days, many were starry-eyed and entranced.
They thought they were in a dream world. How pleasant it was. If they had
frozen to death on the train, and this was death, then how lovely, and how much
better than any life they had known, for it was something that seemed to be
flooded with light, and in it all emotions had an inexplicable buoyancy.
“No,” they were told. ”You’re
not dead. Far from it.”
But they didn’t know whether to
believe these good people, and when they went inside they yearned to be out
again under the stars, in the cold that seemed no longer capable of hurting
them.
• • •
HARDESTY
and four others were escorted through the
snow tunnel to Mrs. Gamely’s. When he, a cuckoo-clock repairman from Milwaukee,
a young Marine, and a married pair of Bengali tourists strained their eyes and
peered into the firelit interior of Mrs. Gamely’s cottage, they saw Mrs. Gamely
standing by the stove, with Jack held in her arms in front of her. The way she
looked (with her too-close-together eyes, and an expression of humility and
mischief perfectly combined), she might have been a great snowy owl surprised
in its nest. She stepped forward and bowed neatly to each of her guests—as
shyly as a little girl in patent-leather shoes at her first dance in some
echoing gymnasium. They reciprocated. They sensed something about Lake of the
Coheeries, but didn’t know what it was. So they were very cautious, and returned
her bows as deferentially as explorers straining to emulate a custom of the
bushmen. It occurred to Mrs. Gamely to seize upon this unusual willingness to
oblige her, and she repeated the greetings. They followed suit. When she went
down the line yet again, bowing gracefully each time, they had to respond in
the same way. This went on for at least five minutes, until Mrs. Gamely (as
bemused as she could be) noticed that one of her guests was missing.
Looking about, she saw a
handsome young man sitting at the table, filling one of the new clay pipes. As
he watched the bowing, he grew more and more delighted at Mrs. Gamely’s sense
of play. From that moment on, he understood her.
One might think that the sudden
arrival of five unknown guests would prompt a flood of talk from an old woman
who had been alone for more than a year, especially if she, like Mrs. Gamely,
had a vocabulary of six hundred thousand words. But she had many hours each day
in which to talk to Jack and to herself, and since she was the only one in the
world who could understand exactly what she was saying without raping the
dictionary as she spoke, she seldom unleashed her full range of words on
passersby. Instead, she devoured their speech, milking them like cows for the
secrets of their dialects and regional usages. She put five new words in her
store from the cuckoo-clock repairman alone—escambulint, tintinex, walatonian,
srnerchoo, and fuck-head (all of which, save the last, were Milwaukee terms
referring to the various parts of cuckoo clocks). The Bengalis were a gold
mine. Their English, like waving silks and birdsong, so entranced Mrs. Gamely
that she pushed them on and on until they nearly collapsed because they could
hardly get anything to eat.
“What do you call that, in your country?”
Mrs. Gamely would ask pointing, for example, to a steaming loaf of Coheeries
bread. ”Bread,” answered the husband.
“Must be variants,” Mrs. Gamely
insisted.
“Well, yes,” they chirped
together, and the husband went on “When a little fellow wants bread, he says, ‘Ta
mi balabap.’ ‘
“Balabap?”
“Yes. Balabap.”
“And what
do you call a policeman who takes bribes?”
“A jelby.”
“And a broken weir upon which
swans nest?”
“A swatchit-hock.”
So it went as she fed them
milky-white Coheeries bread, venison stew, roasted Canadian bacon, and a tureen
of mixed vegetables in venison broth. She apologized profusely for not having
any salad. The worst thing about winter was that there was no salad, and try as
they did the local people could not find a way to preserve it—by freezing or
otherwise. For dessert, she had baked a batch of blueberry-walnut-chocolate
cookies with cherry-brandy centers. But because there were six for dinner, she
had used up all of her platters, and had nothing upon which to serve the
cookies. Alert to the importance of such things to women of advancing age,
Hardesty reached into his pack and pulled out the salver.
Either because it had been
polished as it had moved around in the pack, or because it was somehow
changing, it seemed more dazzling than it had ever been. When he held it for
them to see, they took in their breaths, for it caught the flamelight and the
yellow glow of the kerosene lantern like a mythical shield, and its rays struck
out in all directions, as busy and alive as the lightscape of a great city.
What entranced them most was not the glimmering gold, but that here was a still
thing which moved. It was molten, calculating, changing in front of their eyes.
“That is a beautiful plate,”
said the Bengali woman.
“Too beautiful just for cookies,”
Mrs. Gamely added. ”I couldn’t use a salver like that for serving cookies.”
“Why not?” asked Hardesty. ”It’s
not delicate. Hardly that. My brother threw it out of a seven-story window onto
concrete and it wasn’t even scratched. It’s pure gold. It won’t stain or
tarnish. 1 wouldn’t mind if you used it for serving up roast beef. Something
like this, which is of the highest order, can do even the humblest tasks. That’s true about words,
isn’t it, Mrs. Gamely? They serve peasants as well as kings.”
He tossed it upon the table,
where it rang for two minutes as it settled down like a spinning golden
sovereign, and warmed everyone’s face as if it were a coal fire.
Mrs. Gamely went to the oven and
got out the cookies. As she placed them around the salver, Hardesty read and
translated the virtues. When Mrs. Gamely began to lay the cookies across the
plate, Hardesty read the inscription in the center.
“Does it really say that?” she
asked. ”‘For what can be imagined more beautiful than the sight of a perfectly
just city rejoicing in justice alone’?”
“Yes,” Hardesty answered.
“I see.” She covered the
inscription with a line of cookies, and did not mention it again.
That night, as she lay in her
bed upstairs, thinking about her charges sprawled on mats and blankets in the
main room the way Virginia’s friends had done in the past at their pillow
parties, she wondered about things she had heard as a little girl, about
certain beauties that she had once been promised would arise. And with
tremendous excitement and fear, she thought that these promises might come true
in her lifetime, after all. She had long given up on them for herself, and
hoped only that Virginia or Martin would see them. She had once believed in
miracles, shining cities, and a golden age. She had learned, however, soon
enough, that such things were only illusions. But now she wasn’t quite sure. A
great massy wheel seemed once again to be turning. Or was it a vain and foolish
misinterpretation of her past? Probably. But, no. No. The lake had frozen. And
the start of the third millennium was drawing near. Perhaps it was not an
illusion, for the lake had frozen early and as black as a mirror only one other
time.
It was when she was a child, and
the Penns had come from the city to bury Beverly Penn on their island. Tears
came to her eyes as she thought of the cold night not long after the Penns had
returned to New York, when she had been awakened by the pull of the stars,
which hissed and crackled like an icy waterfall, and were dancing all over the
sky, brighter than she had ever seen them. She was only four or five, and had
to stand on tiptoe to see out the window. It was then, as she looked over the
lake, that she had learned the true meaning of the word “arise.”
• • •
THE day that Hardesty arrived in
New York was cold and dry Nevertheless, tentative whirlwinds of snow sometimes
swept the avenues, twisting about in gray light. The city had not yet been
interred in its January shroud, and the fact that the streets were still bare
gave December the air of fall, just as reluctant snowbanks can give the air of
December even to May.
This was the first city he had
ever seen that immediately spoke for itself, as if it had no people and were a
system of empty canyons cutting across the desert in the west. The overwhelming
mass of its architecture, in which time crossed and mixed, did not ask for
attention shyly, like Paris or Copenhagen, but demanded it like a centurion
barking orders. Great plumes of steam a hundred stories tall, river traffic
that ran a race to silver bays, and countless thousands of intersecting streets
that sometimes would break away from the grid and soar over the rivers on the
flight path of a high bridge, were merely the external signs of something
deeper that was straining hard to be.
Hardesty knew right off that an
unseen force was breathing under all the gray, that the events and miracles of
the city were simply the effect of this force as it turned in its sleep, that
it saturated everything, and that it had sculpted the city before it had even
opened its eyes. He felt it striving in everything he saw, and knew that the
entire population, though prideful of its independence, was subject to a
complete and intense orchestration the likes of which he had never imagined.
They rushed about here and there, venting their passions—struggling, kicking,
and shuddering like marionettes. Ten minutes after he left the station, he saw a
taxi driver kill a peddler in an argument over who had the right of way on an
empty street. He wanted no part of this city. It was too gray, cold, and
dangerous. It was perhaps the grayest, coldest, most dangerous city in the
world. He understood why young people from all over came to pit themselves
against it. But he was too old for such things, and he had already been to war.
Furthermore, his intention was
to look throughout Europe for beautiful city that (momentarily, at least) might
be entirely just. In such a city all forces would smoothly align, and all
balances would be brought even. That would never occur in this ragged place of
too much energy and too many loose ends that lashed about like taut cables
which suddenly are parted. New York could never be fully at peace with itself;
nor could any one vision defeat, compress, and control its crooked and varied
time, for this would require the perfect and able recognition of signal
beauties, and a gift of unforeseen grace. Never would New York know perfect
justice, despite the greatness of its views and its well-plotted interweaving
of the magnificent and the small.
For Hardesty, who was in poor
spirits after a long and difficult train journey in which he had zigzagged over
half of Pennsylvania and been shunted for hours into industrial towns where
there were only liquor stores and snowmobile repair shops, New York was a
difficult city, far too rich in the ugly, the absurd, the monstrous, the
hideous, and the unbearable. Everything capable of being exaggerated or
distorted, was. Normally acceptable customs and occurrences were changed into
startling nightmares. The very life functions were transformed. Breathing, for
example, was never taken for granted, since, half the time, thanks to the many
chemical works and refineries, it was nearly impossible. Battalions of heinous
voluptuaries corrupted eating into a sport of pigs. Sex was for sale as a
commodity, like roasted peanuts or manganese. Even elimination, never the most
regal thing, was dragged down to baser levels by snorting, grunting
dilapidations who squatted mercilessly upon the sidewalk in full public view.
But then the wind changed, the
light came out, and he was caught up in some sort of magic. For no apparent
reason, he suddenly became king of the world, and was overflowing with the
schemes and riches of mania. His heart was pumping so vigorously that he
thought he was undergoing an attack. Though suddenly ecstatic, he retained
enough presence of mind to try to determine why his emotions had flipped upside
down. He thought it might have had something to do with the city itself, since
everyone he could see was either weeping at death’s door or dancing with hat
and cane. The city seemed to have no middle ground. Certainly the poor were
poor and the rich were rich as nowhere else. But, here, wealthy women in sables
and diamonds sifted through garbage cans, and paupers who slept above subway
gratings strutted down the street declaiming furiously about monetary policy
and the Federal Reserve. He saw great numbers of men who were women, and women
who were men. And, in Madison Square Park, there were two lunatics in
bedsheets, circling one another like fighting cocks, screaming that they had
found a magic mirror.
Hardesty decided to deposit his
check in a reputable bank and figure out later whether he would stay for a
while in New York or immediately go to Italy on one of the many steamships the
deep whistles of which he could hear as they started downriver and across the
sea more casually than canoes on a millpond. In San Francisco, walking into a
bank was like walking into a palace—which was the way it should have been. But
in New York, banks were cathedrals, which was perhaps not the way it should
have been. If a law had been passed to change each bank into a church and each
second vice-president into a priest, New York would instantly have become the
center of Christendom. Hardesty slapped down his gambling check on a waxed
marble counter in the Tenth Street branch of the Hudson and Atlantic Trust.
The teller appraised it with a
professional stare. ”We’re not taking these, “ he said. ”We had a telex this
morning instructing us to refuse any checks drawn on Harvesters and Planters in
St. Louis. I imagine it’s gone under. I suggest that you go to our main office
on Wall Street. They might be able to clarify the order.”
This complication moderated
Hardesty’s mania, and though he found himself on an even keel when he walked
into the Hudson and Atlantic headquarters in the financial district, the only
reaction appropriate for its interior was a gasp of wonder. A cream-colored
marble floor stretched away like the wheat fields of Kansas. Messengers on
bicycles carried documents and dispatches over it from one department to
another. When a small child deliberately released a toy helium balloon, everyone watched
it drift up to the ceiling, where it seemed as small as a grain of sand.
A bank officer who didn’t like
the way Hardesty was dressed told him, showing a newspaper to prove it, that
the St. Louis bank had failed. ”You have three choices, “ he said. ”You can
hang onto the check and become a creditor (or hope that someday they’ll get
back on their feet), you can sell it as an acceptance for about a cent and a
half on the dollar, or you can tear it up.”
Hardesty thought it best to rent
a safe deposit box in which to store the discredited check. Perhaps in twenty
years, like a locust, it would rise to fly. And, if he could lease a box wide
enough, he would put the salver in it too—since he did not fancy carrying
around many pounds of gold and silver in a city where, it was said, every tenth
citizen was a thief.
Deep below the wheat-field floor
were marble chambers and barred cages. Hardesty found himself in a little cell
with an enormous metal box, in which he placed the salver and the check. He
looked up. From all around came chants and tones, as if prayers were being said
in the warrens of a Tibetan monastery. A score or more of middle-aged men in
cells like his own were counting their coupons and their certificates in low
voices imbued with the gravity of final reckoning. He leaned back in his chair,
lit his pipe, and listened. The sounds of shuffling and counting were as
tranquil as the lapping or a lake. The occasional shuddering metallic rattle of
steel grates, and of locks set and unset, made long-lasting echoes, and the
whir of combination wheels was like the purring of a cat. In the dimly lit cell, Hardesty watched his pipe
smoke wind to the ceiling. He stayed there for several hours, thinking about
what he had to do next.
In his pocket was a long letter in his
own handwriting from Mrs. Gamely to
Virginia. The letter itself was a puzzle, being beautiful yet utterly
incomprehensible unless one were to have the humiliating experience of using a
dictionary to understand one’s own language. It read like a runic ode, but was dotted here
and there with plain English gossip, quotations, recipes, and news about the
condition of crops, lake,
and various forms of animals identified by name and species (Grolier the Pig, Concord the Goose, etc.
).
Mrs. Gamely had taken him aside
and dictated it to him, making him promise to deliver it personally,
because, as she said, ”Coheeries mail is heteronomic and ludibund.” The problem
was that Virginia’s mail, whether or not heteronomic and ludibund, did not get
through, and her whereabouts were a mystery. But Mrs. Gamely had made Hardesty
swear that he would seek her out before he left New York. Upon asking what he
should do if he could not find her, Mrs. Gamely had replied, ”Keep looking.”
Now, because the bank in St. Louis had failed, Hardesty no longer had as much
time as he had thought he would have. He wondered how he would find Virginia
Gamely, and he half regretted that he had agreed to do so.
But that is not to say that he
was not pleased with the city, and with the prospect of searching through it.
• • •
SOON it was dark, and people
were gathering for dinner or hot drinks in restaurants and cafes with slanted
glass awnings that were covered with snow. But Hardesty passed by these places
and did not come in from the cold until he came to the library. This was the
deepest place in the city, for its hundred million isles were further
subdivided into countless patterns, chapters, themes, words, and letters. The
letters were merely lines derived from a series of coordinates, which the eye
pieced together and united in a riverlike flow, as if all the bent and
convoluted little sticks were the lights of a cityscape that was beautiful from
afar. In fact, when Hardesty walked among the books that lined the high walls
of the main reading room, he felt as if he were walking into a city. The plain
of tables and readers flanked on four sides by tall rectangular bookcases was a
parody of Central Park, especially since the reading lamps were as green as
grass.
While scholars were returning to
their nocturnal labors after meager dinners of bile and gravel, Hardesty began
his researches. He was in his natural element, he knew what to do, and he moved
fast because the walk in the cold had made him alert. First he went through
every conceivable directory, looking for Virginia Gamely’s name. He even went
into the reception hall and called directory assistance to see if she had an
unpublished number. Evidently, she didn’t have a telephone—at least not in her own name. Hardesty called
the police, who could not help, they said, because they were busy chasing
criminals and sleeping in patrol cars under bridges, Besides, why was it their
business?
Having overturned all the easy
stones, he started on the boulders Since Mrs. Gamely hadn’t the vaguest idea of
where her daughter was, Hardesty decided to accomplish in the library what he
had been unable to do at Mrs. Gamely’s because she had been too busy to make
associations. He would find out about Lake of the Coheeries, and, by
discovering its characteristics, deduce enough about Virginia to help him track
her down. First, the atlas. But Lake of the Coheeries was not in the index,
and, in the place where he knew that he had been, the map showed a strangely
empty patch of green with occasional relief and a nameless river or two. The
detailed maps, the official surveys, and the historical gazetteers were
similarly uninformative.
Wherever he turned, he came up
with a blank. The name was unrecorded. After four and a half hours of
puzzlement, he quit for the night just as the library was about to close. If
there was nothing about Lake of the Coheeries in this great repository, there
was likely to be nothing anywhere. While he was putting on his coat in the
marble reception hall, he asked the library clicker—a man so old that he looked
inside-out—if he knew of a cheap place to stay. ”I have limited funds,”
Hardesty said, ”and I’m looking for someplace that’s simple, clean, and
inexpensive. I don’t need a bathroom in my room.”
“Who has a bathroom in the
room?” asked the old man, whose job was to press a clicker every time someone
walked by. (It had been a long tradition at the library and could not be
abandoned, and he didn’t know how to do anything else.) “The bathroom’s another
room. It can’t be in the same room unless it’s right in the middle like a big
box, and they don’t got that.”
“That’s right,” said Hardesty. ”Good
thinking. What I mean is that I don’t need a private bathroom, connected to my
room.”
“How about sharing a room, sort of?”
asked the old man.
“What do you mean, ‘sort of?”
“What I mean is that the Widow Endicott
takes in boarders.”
“More than one to a room?”
“Not exactly, but it’s cheap. And it’s
clean. You look like strong young man.”
“What has that got to do with it?”
“The Widow Endicott has got certain
appetites. She makes certain demands. Understand?”
“What’s she like?” Hardesty asked.
“What’s she like? Oh Lordy! What she is
like! If only she’d been around when I was able.”
“I might as
well look at the place,” Hardesty said. ”Where is it?”
“Yeah. You might as well look at
the place. You wouldn’t want to disappoint a poor widow, would ya? Very kind of
you. It’s on Second Avenue, way downtown. I don’t know what street crosses it
but it’s near the old Coheeries Theater.”
“The what theater?” Hardesty
shouted.
“The Coheeries Theater. They
don’t call it that anymore, but I remember when they used to have stage plays
there. Now they use it for wrestling, dance shows, and vaudeville.”
“What do you know about the
theater?”
“In general?”
“The Coheeries Theater.”
“Just what I told you.”
“Do you know why it was called
that?”
“Let me see. Why was it
called... I dunno. I never thought about it. Maybe it’s a kind of clam or
something, and when the curtain went up on the plays—Shakespeare—it was like a
clamshell opening.”
“Thanks,” said Hardesty, and was
off into the winter night to see what he could find out about the place from
the place itself.
The marquee of the Coheeries
Theater had written upon it the words “Lucha Libre,” and all the stores for ten
blocks around were boarded up, though diagonally across the avenue was the
Widow Endicott’s boardinghouse, the very sight of which made Hardesty’s heart
jump with fear and curiosity. Even if she turned out, in fact, to be a hag, the
house itself was magnificent. Candles burned in the windows, the brass shone like
gold, and the eaves and trim were kept as if the place were a national
monument.
The theater had seen much better
days. Forty people sat in the front rows, eating shish kabab or hot pretzels
and awaiting the wreck of vaudeville, which had been resurrected for those too
poor to have a television set. After picking his way over pools of sticky
litter and through drifts of spilled popcorn, Hardesty took a seat in the
middle of the house. Just as he looked up, the lights dimmed and the curtain
was raised. He could see that the once-elegant dome and walls were covered with
murals and scrollwork. But it was too dark to make out details, and he
contented himself with watching the show. For the lighting, though more than
half a century old, cut out all the world except the velvety dream beyond the
footlights. The darkness popped with remembered silver flashes, and the colored
gels and beams were as fresh as the face of a young girl who has been out in
the snow.
First came two comedians. Their
jokes were in Yiddish though their audience was in Spanish; their toupees were
of a material that resembled orange excelsior; and they went through their
routines
with closed eyes.
Then came a bicycle act during
which a frightfully skinny Sicilian rode a bicycle around the stage for about
five minutes. When the booing became too much for him to bear, he screwed up
his features in pain and determination, and tried to stand on his head on the
seat. It had been enough for him just to peddle, for he was in truth not very
good at riding a bicycle. But when he tried to stand on his head, he lost
control of his vehicle, and he and it flew over the apron into an empty row of
seats.
Next came a well-worn group
called The Singing Cucumbers. How they had managed to stay out of the salad for
three-quarters of a century was a mystery of considerable grandeur. In cucumber
costumes, straw boaters, canes, spats, and pencil mustaches, they sang three
songs—“The Mice Made a Break for Freedom,” “Beethoven’s Nephew,” and “The Boer
War Triangle.”
Despite their incapacities,
these touching, persistent, third-rate—seventh-rate—theatrical people strove to
excel. They thought that they were artists: they said so on their tax forms and
in bus stations in northeastern Delaware,
and they almost had it right, for they were not artists, but art. They were in
themselves like sad songs or revealing portraits. Something about them was
terribly moving. They never gave up. They never could see very clearly beyond
their driven ambitions. And they had never figured out that their every move
made them part of a sad tableau.
Last on the bill was a dancing
act. Three odd young girls who called themselves The Spielers danced in wooden
shoes and green homespun dresses. A card on a tripod identified them as Little
Liza Jane, Dolly, and Bosca, the dark girl. They jumped and twirled
in strange jigs, and seemed not to notice that they were onstage in a theater.
They loved to dance. They danced with each other three at a time. They smiled.
And in the end they gave three lovely and innocent bows.
The lights came up before the
wrestling, giving Hardesty a chance to study the murals. A dozen scenes from
Lake of the Coheeries were clearly depicted in shady old oils. Here was the
lake in summer, spring, and fall, ice-covered in winter. Here was the village,
under the stars, in the snow, or surrounded by somnolent crops. Here were
iceboating, and a strange gazebo on the lake. Here were village girls, farmers,
and a horse pulling a sled. But in the dome of the theater was the most unusual
picture of them all. It showed an island in the lake, at night. Rising from it
was a whitened column of stars, as if the Milky Way had dipped down in
imitation of a rainbow.
What Hardesty next saw pushed
him down in his seat and made him tremble. Engraved around the dome in letters
that now were so dirty that they could hardly be seen, were the words, ”For
what can be imagined more beautiful than the sight of a perfectly just city
rejoicing in justice alone?”
The
wrestling was half over by the time Hardesty made his way out of the theater.
Just before the exit was a plaque stating that the Coheeries Theater had been
donated to the city by Isaac Penn. This was a lead, though undoubtedly blind,
that he would have to follow. But he wanted to sleep, and the nearest place was
the boardinghouse diagonally across the street.
The coincidence of inscriptions
could not possibly have been more than just that. Certainly the perfectly just city would never arise
on these unclean ruins, not in the lap of an industrial civilization known
primarily for civilization in the breach, not in a noisy inhumane city
fashioned in gray after the image of a machine, nor from amid the soot-covered
spires, the ice-choked riverways, and the endless avenues of careless war-torn
architecture. No. Everything he knew told him that it could never be so. It was
merely a coincidence, and would not keep him from traveling on. Still, he was
dazed. And he was putty in the hands of the Widow Endicott.
• • •
SHE was a red-haired beauty, an
Amazon, almost as big as the marble statue of Diana in the park at Winky’s
Hill. Ten husbands had died in her bed, so she started a boardinghouse for
young men just in from the country. These she shuffled around among several
rooms that adjoined her own, and among the baths, showers, and saunas in which
she kept them ready at a moment’s notice to pop in and copulate. She was
perfect and insatiable. Each breast was a marvel. Her forest of red pubic hair
was soft, fragrant, and deep. She was as white as ivory but glossed in red
because of her red hair and the rhythmic undercolor of her fine skin as the
blood beat through it.
She liked that Hardesty was trim
and strong, and she put him close by. From the way that she looked at him, he
suspected that he would be making love to her soon. He went to his room, undressed,
and got into bed. When he was half asleep, protesting in a borderless
meditation the notion that New York might be anything but a crowded tool chest
on a slag heap of materialism, the connecting doors to the widow’s room flew
open.
He walked carefully through a
small passageway into her bedchamber, which was entirely white. Even the floor
was white, and there were no windows, only a skylight. In a small fireplace a
cherry basket of glowing coals rested on the bars of an iron grate, pulsing
like a Pittsburgh open hearth. The Widow Endicott was redolent in her white bed
in the light of the seething coals. She was undulating as she lay back, her
hips propped up on a big pillow. Hardesty saw beneath the white silky skin an
outline of delicate ribs. She was an essay in red; her deep auburn hair, her
lips just slightly apart, the tips of her breasts—as short, slight, and red as a scarlet brush stroke—and
her red pubic hair gleaming like a Pacific forest. Though Hardesty wished that
he were a painter, so that he might paint her, paint her is not what he did.
Hardesty’s useless struggles at
the library the evening before were well compensated twenty-four hours later,
after he had spent most of the day recovering. Though there was not a single
reference to Lake of the Coheeries, and the word Coheeries itself probably did
not exist in any of the books in the library, entries for Isaac Perm filled
several card drawers, and Hardesty soon found himself in the Penn archives,
surrounded not only by books but by pamphlets broadsides, photographs, letters,
and manuscripts. A large number of letters and telegrams had been sent via
Hudson or by hand. The Penns, a family associated with newspapers, whaling, and
the arts (there was even a young collection on Jessica Penn—a Broadway actress
of whom Hardesty had heard), maintained a summer house in a place that was
never identified as anything but “L of C.”
Enough material rested in the
archives to absorb several scholars in long and productive careers, but
Hardesty was drawn mainly to the photographs, of which there were thousands—all
black and white—in the powerful, communicative style of the nineteenth century,
when sensibilities born of painting contributed to photography what photography
itself would soon help to obliterate.
These pictures were
chronologically arranged in brass-hinged albums of varnished cherrywood. Each
turning of a page revealed a photograph with a key in which the subjects were
identified and the setting was explained. If one were to have judged the turn
of the century solely by this record, one might have thought that it was a time
devoted primarily to rowboats, toboggans, snow shoes, tennis racquets,
oceangoing yachts, and outdoor furniture. The Penns loved to take pictures of
themselves as they played sports, or sat in the summer sun looking over the
sea. Although quite a few shots were of Isaac Penn at public functions or in
the midst of his staff on The Sun, and some were of Beverly playing the
piano, Jack doing an experiment with his chemistry set, or Jayga standing in an
imperial pose, arms akimbo, in front of her stove, most were of the family
together.
They were gathered in the snow,
picnicking in high meadows, racing horses, rowing in the August heat, or
walking along the beach at the end of day—sunburnt, healthy, listening to the
slowly unfurling waves.
As the history of the Penns
unfolded for Hardesty, welling up from the past with surprising vitality, he
noticed two things especially- Two changes were unexplained among the many
changes that were to be expected: after all, from his perspective in the
future, Hardesty was not surprised that the infant Harry quickly grew until (in
two hours) he was in command of a regiment; or by the staccato freezing and
unfreezing of the lake; or when (from one wooden album to another) lovely
little Willa became lean and, yet, voluptuous, in a way that reached out to
Hardesty across a good part of the century. From his godlike perspective, he
was able to gloss over minor inconsistencies and not worry about people who
appeared and disappeared, or changes in posture, decor, and fashion. He was,
after all, floating in a lake of a hundred eventful years.
But the archivists had done such
a good job that when they faltered Hardesty wondered why. The inconsistencies
which stayed with him were that Beverly seemed always to be in a stronger light
than anyone else (some of the pictures betrayed an aura that not even the
chroniclers had noticed—much less those in the scene), and that someone
appeared for a short time in one of the cold and snowy years immediately
preceding the Great War, and remained unidentified. He looked neither like the
Penns, nor like a servant, nor like a member of the upper classes. He had a
rough, solid, workingman’s manner, and one could tell even from a photograph
that he spoke English the way the Irish did, that he was strong, and that he
was good with tools. His burly hands were not made for a pen or a piano. He
might have been the foreman of The Sun’s mechanics, the keeper of their
farms in Amagansett, or the captain of one of Isaac Penn’s merchantmen—but he
wasn’t, because he was often dressed like a dandy, he always stood near
Beverly, and, in one picture, he had put his arms around her with a tenderness
that caused Hardesty to stare transfixed at the photograph for fifteen minutes.
Hardesty felt that this man’s affection, like Willa’s coming into womanhood,
was able almost to burn through the pages. It was far more than affection that
moved him. It was love. And then Hardesty discovered the strangest series of images. A somber wedding, with
Beverly—hardly able to stand—supported on the man’s arm. A long string of
photographs of an island in the lake, bare and trembling in winter, almost
indistinguishable from the snow-covered ice.
In none of the photographs was
the stranger identified. Underneath his silhouette in the key to each picture
in which he appeared was simply a question mark. Who was he? The meticulous
archivists did not know, and apologized for not being able to explain him. A
note attached to the last binder said that the living members of the Penn
family had refused to comment on their photographic history, or, for that
matter, even to review the collection.
Hardesty studied the interloper’s
face. He liked it. He liked it very much, and he was moved by the half-unnamed
couple who simply disappeared, and who, apparently, would be forgotten for all
time.
But he did find what he was
looking for, more or less. Here and there, perched on a haystack or ensconced
in the upper scroll of a horse-drawn sled, were Gamelys—healthy yeomen,
children, local people of the lake, who obviously knew the Penns and spent time
with them. Though the Penns seemed to have left Lake of the Coheeries, disintegrated,
and been frozen in place within their own dynastic archives, Hardesty
decided to seek them out, in the hope that Virginia Gamely had done so, too.
• • •
AS great as the city was in
nearly all respects, it had one unaccountable and unforgivable failing. For the
many many millions of people, there were only two major newspapers. True, one
could buy ten or twelve pages of day-old news in any language of the world and
in any alphabet, and hundreds of stations crowded the electronic spectrum, like
the bands of a coral snake, but the population as a whole was regretfully
polarized: one followed either The Sun or The Ghost.
There was a Morning Ghost, and
an Evening Ghost (more correctly: The New York Ghost, Morning
Edition; and The New York Ghost, Evening Edition), and there were The
New York Morning Whale, and The New York Evening Sun. Their rivalry
straddled both editions, dusk and dawn. Anyone native to the city knew this
apposition as readily as night
and day, light and dark, or fat and thin. But Hardesty did not. So when he came
to a newsstand on an empty street corner, a lighthouse amid a sea of swirling
blue snow, he was surprised to discover that The Sun was indeed still in
the hands of the Penn family, and that Harry Penn—infant turned regimental
commander—was its editor and publisher. He went down to Printing House Square
at ten o’clock, assuming that at that hour a newspaper would be in the middle
of a sprint for the deadline.
In fact, it was sprinting so
hard that no one noticed Hardesty or
would answer any, of his questions. For two hours, he stayed in the
middle of The Sun’s glassed-in courtyard, watching the snow brush
against the transparent roof many stories above as hundreds of reporters, copy
boys, messengers, worried editors, and inky printers crisscrossed around him
heading from one door to another or up and down the open stairs that led to
each of the floors looking over the enclosed court. But then, at midnight,
everything stopped except the presses—which began to rumble on the bottom
floors, like the engines of a ship, as if they were not merely stamping out
impressions, but moving the building ahead in a turbulent and foggy sea.
Hardesty went to the city room, on the third floor, where he stopped the first
person he met. This was, in fact, Praeger de Pinto, the managing editor.
“Excuse me,” Hardesty said. ”I’m
trying to find someone who came originally from the Lake of the Coheeries,
where the Penns once had a summer house. It may have been foolish for me to
have come here, but I have no other connections and no other way to locate her.
I would like to ask Harry Penn if he knows where she is, or for suggestions
about how to find her.”
“Are you looking for Virginia Gamely?”
Praeger asked.
“That’s exactly who I’m looking for.”
“She works here.”
“Then I’ve found her.”
“But she’s not here now. We just
put The Whale to bed, and she’s on The Sun. She comes in at six
in the morning.”
“My name is Hardesty Marratta. I was on
the Polaris.... I have a letter from her mother.”
“I can give it to her.”
“Her mother made me promise to do it
myself.”
Praeger introduced himself and
invited Hardesty into his office on the floor above (to which they ascended via
a cast-iron spiral staircase that pierced the ceiling) to talk about what
Hardesty had seen in Lake of the Coheeries. Praeger had been interested in the
place from the time that Virginia had first brought it up and then conspired
with Jessica Penn not to mention it ever again. He was interested in Hardesty’s
descriptions, both for their content and because he recognized that, like
Virginia, Hardesty had a gift for language. ”I don’t know what it is about Lake
of the Coheeries,” Praeger said, ”or even if Lake of the Coheeries does, in
fact, exist. But everyone who passes through it seems to acquire a way with
words that I like very much. Maybe we’ll have some seminars up there (if we can
get to it), or bottle the water for our coolers.”
They spoke for several hours,
touching upon a dozen or more subjects and discovering that their views were
remarkably similar. They were weary and relaxed; they both loved the strain of
winter; they enjoyed one another’s sharp conversation; and they got along
extremely well, except for one thing. They disagreed about the nature of the
city itself.
Hardesty was in no mood for
toleration of its numerous and outstanding urban deformities, and would not
forgive what he took to be the unnecessary roughness of its inhabitants and the
rigid way that it was laid out, architected, built, fixed, and maintained. He
hated it as if he were about to love it—unforgivingly, irrationally, sadly.
Though they were beautiful and magnetic, the deep-throated whistles that shot
through the snow and rattled the windows of The Sun made him uneasy, and
the thought of the endless internal horizons incorporated into the streets,
bends, alleys, and roosts made him extremely uncomfortable.
Praeger had seen this before. ”You’ll
soon be forever in love with the things you now despise,” he said.
“That’s what you think,”
returned Hardesty. ”I’m on my way to Europe. I’m not going to be here long
enough to fall in love with anything at all.”
“The anarchy will hold you.”
“How could it? It’s what I detest the
most.”
“You know that it isn’t anarchy
at all, and that, even if it is, it contains all the possibilities you seek.
And you must know, as well, that the very fact the city survives and remains on
its feet implies an equilibrium, which, in turn, implies the presence of a high
and opposing force for each category of degradation.”
“I don’t see them. Do you?”
“Only rarely. But when I do, I
can see that the balances are maintained. I can see traces of a perfect age, in
the way that veins of the roughest ore can lead to gold.”
“And what if the ugliness and
the horror wear you down until you are unable to appreciate what you hope for,
should it arrive.”
“So much the better. I love the
risk. I like it that—try as I might—the outcome is hardly up to me. The plans
for the city were drawn on the same table as the plans for war. It promises
nothing, and yet it can be inimitably generous. You should stay awhile and get
some idea of how it works. Listen to the ship whistles. When you hear them,
summer and winter, they become a song, a message. I always think that they’re
saying, ‘Your time is a good time, and though I have to leave, you can stay.
How lucky you are to be in the city just before it opens its eyes upon a golden
age.’
They parted uneasily, because
Hardesty resented that Praeger had predicted a change in him, and Praeger
resented having had to do it. What did Praeger care, anyway, about what
Hardesty thought? But he promised to introduce Hardesty to Virginia the next
day at four, just after The Sun was put to bed.
Hardesty walked five miles
through a driving snowstorm to the Hotel Lenore, a tall tower in midtown that
caught the snow against its high glass sides and sent it falling in bushels
like whitewater dashing through a flume. The streets had been as empty as the
prairie, and while they were white it had seemed as if the possibilities of
which Praeger had spoken were indeed present in the hot and icy spaces in which
the city’s wars of equilibrium were waged.
The night manager gave Hardesty
the highest room in the hotel. Because he had found Virginia, and could leave
New York in a day or two, Hardesty felt that he could afford the astronomical
price. He had left The Sun at one in the morning. Now it was so far in
the middle of the night that the
clocks had quit, and time seemed to have been obliterated by the raging storm.
When he arrived in his room on
the 120th floor, he went to the window and peered into the skein of
wind-snarled white ebbing and flowing against the glass. This was a
frustrating, hard, unforgiving unkind city, strong on suffering, punishment,
and murderous weather. Its climate and population were a scythe that swept
relentlessly until even the strong fell before it, and the weak in their
great numbers vanished from the streets forever and died unremembered in the
cold and dark. Standing on the 120th floor, he could see nothing—and
he took that to be the signature of the city.
Nonetheless, Hardesty was
cheered when he discovered that there was a sauna in the bathroom. Soon after
he stepped in and closed the cedar door, the heat began to come up and a bank
of sunlights blazed. After trudging across the arctic boweries, he was
delighted to find himself in a dry desert, but he was so cold that it took him
forty-five minutes to work up a sweat.
The next day, he would deliver
the letter to Virginia Gamely, and, if he were lucky, board a liner that would
charge the ice and break from the harbor. Then its whistle blasts would be in
his favor, not against him. But they seemed not to be against Praeger,
certainly, who thought they were like an organ in a church, commanding
attention, calling forth those emotions that shook the body like a reed.
Hardesty heard the deep whistles even in the desert on the 120th
floor, at three, or four, or five, or whatever o’clock it was in the morning.
How is it, he thought, that the whistles are shrieking now? Can ships be
leaving at this time, in the teeth of the storm? And who hears them?
Ceaseless activity, even when
everyone was presumed to be asleep, suggested to him that the city did have a
life of its own, and that there was indeed something underneath, slowly and
methodically working its way out.
Nearly faint, he emerged from
the sauna and went to the window. The storm was still raging, but, staring into
it, he became aware of a glow. Straight on, it, too, must have been high in the
air, and it appeared to grow stronger as the wind went mad and rocked the steel
cliff in which he stood.
Then, as if the snow were fog
and the hotel were a ship, a space opened up as if to accommodate motion, and a
lighted tower came into view suspended in the maelstrom and seemingly
independent of the ground. It was the top of an old skyscraper—floodlighted in
blue, white, and silver. Though the snow obscured it at times with a
transparent curtain, it always managed to shine through, as bright as a halo.
Toward morning, when dawn made the blizzard gray and the world was clouded
over, the tower was lost.
• • •
THE morning was as clear as
glass. Hardesty went to the window and surveyed a forest of high towers slicing
up the wind that came down from Canada herding the color blue before it like a
vast number of sheep. On distant bridges, golden streams of glinting mica—cars
in the morning sun—moved to and from the city. And the sisters of the ships he
had heard in the storm, ships as big as cities used to be, placidly crossed the
wave-etched harbor, sliding over high whitecaps like a hot iron on linen.
In the streets, people were
jumping like puppets, racing around at a speed that astonished even them. On
those clear icy days when the full moon could not even wait for the dark, and
circled the sun in the sky, they danced in what they did, they were like
racehorses in the paddock, they acted like people who have discovered something
great, and, in justifying the saying that New York is a city which dies and
rises the way other cities go to bed at night and get up in the morning, they
made the long lean island of Manhattan ring and tremble like an unsheathed
sword.
Hardesty took nearly the whole
day to push through these lunatics on his way to Printing House Square. They
would give neither him nor anyone else an inch. Lines of traffic bolted through
red lights. Bakery trucks raced on the main avenues at 125 miles per hour,
assassinating bicyclists and pedestrians. Balkan pretzel vendors in
two-foot-thick padded clothing and fleecy aviator caps charged each other with
their flame-holding wagons, bumping like buffalos, to lay claim to a corner.
With attaché cases strapped to their backs, stockbrokers in three-piece suits
raced in life or death agony on crosscountry skis from Riverside Drive to Wall
Street. On one bustling avenue, the
second story of each commercial building on both sides of the street for five
miles was the home of a karate dojo. Hardesty walked past these during the
lunch hour, and heard several hundred thousand combative screams, as figures in
white sailed through the air, legs cocked and arms outstretched, like Russian
dancers. There were fires blazing on every corner, mortal arguments on each
block, robberies in commission, buildings attacked by squads of devilish
wreckers, and buildings assembled by construction workers who rode single
cables until they disappeared into the sky. Hardesty found it difficult to get
downtown and stay the same. The city wanted fuel for its fires, and it reached
out with leaping tongues of gravity and flame to pull people in, size them up,
dance with them a little, sell them a suit—and then devour them.
It was late and dark by the time
he reached Printing House Square, where The Sun’s offices faced those of
The Ghost across the way. The Ghost had large electric signs on
its huge headquarters, proclaiming its success and popularity, whereas The
Sun glowed gently from inside a masterpiece of neoclassical architecture.
Hardesty bounded up the stairs to Praeger de Pinto’s office. His rapidly
beating heart was whipped on even faster when he found Praeger de Pinto and
Virginia sitting together on Praeger’s leather couch, closely and easily enough
to suggest that they were perhaps more than just comfortable with one another.
Intense jealousy struck him like a missile. The agony was physical. Damn this
city, where there was no justice and never would be. He knew upon seeing
Virginia’s eyes that this was the woman for him, and he cursed the timing of
it, since he could see that she and Praeger.... But then he thought that maybe
he was just imagining it, for when Praeger stood to greet him it appeared as if
the distance between Praeger and Virginia on the couch had been at least a
foot. A foot and a half, he thought, full of hope, perhaps even two feet.
Hardesty decided that this lovely unselfconscious woman with long black hair
and supremely intelligent eyes, would soon be his wife—Praeger or no Praeger. ”I’ll crush
him like a tsetse fly,” Hardesty said out loud, without knowing it.
“Who?” asked Praeger. Virginia was
curious as well, and already smitten.
“Craig Dinky,” Hardesty blurted out, fast on his feet.
“Oh,” said Praeger. ”We all would like to
do that. But what brought you into the fold so soon?”
“I saw today’s Ghost. Infuriating.”
Virginia smiled. From the way
Hardesty had looked at her, the slight shake in his voice, and his unhappiness,
she knew that he had fallen in love. This showed a certain weakness of
character, yes, but it was a commitment she could not ignore. Though she tried
to hang on to the steep slopes down which she felt herself sliding, after just
a few minutes she gave up entirely. Still, she did not want to be rash—she had
a child to consider, because she had been rash once before.
Praeger de Pinto, who had always
been and would ever be in love with Jessica Penn, stepped back slowly from the
awkward conversation and the not-quite-regular breathing, and watched Hardesty
and Virginia discover one another while the shifts changed on the two papers
and Printing House Square filled with crowds of pressmen, copy boys, and
clerical workers treading down the snow.
Before Hardesty delivered Mrs.
Gamely’s letter, he spoke of the Polaris and of how, by accident, he had
come to Lake of the Coheeries. As he spoke, he could feel Virginia’s love for
the landscape he was describing. He was glad that it was winter, when love and
ambition flare in the cold. Perhaps if she had not been framed by the dark
glass behind her and the snowy square dazzling with the lights of The Ghost,
he would not have been able to talk to her in a way that almost trumpeted
his intentions—that is, to everyone except Virginia, who valued them so much
that she could not be sure of the obvious.
After a while, they looked up and
discovered that Praeger was gone.
“How long do you think he’s been out of
the room?” Virginia asked with a smile.
“I don’t know,” Hardesty replied. ”But
let’s have dinner.”
“I have to feed the baby,” she said. ”Mrs.
Solemnis likes to leave by six.”
Hardesty’s confidence left him a lot faster
than it had come. Again, he felt physical pain.
Then she looked at him and said, ”I’m not
married.”
They didn’t find Praeger, but as
they left the building, those of her colleagues who passed Virginia saw from
Hardesty’s look of unsteady triumph, and from her devilish, luminous blushing,
that they had cause to give her quick knowing smiles—which only made her avert
her eyes in delight.
Hardesty had laid aside his
sheepskin jacket in favor of a charcoal-gray woolen greatcoat for which he had
traded a good portion of his reserves. He commented on this, and on how much
warmer the sheepskin jacket had been, even if it hadn’t been as long. ”Oh no,”
Virginia said, ”I love that coat. I wouldn’t want you to walk around in a shearling
jacket. Not in the city, anyway. Wearing wilderness clothes here is as foolish
as wearing city clothes in the wilderness.” They walked into the ferocious
north wind, letting it sweep over their faces as if they were bathing in a
river. He didn’t dare take her arm when they crossed congested avenues, though
he very much wanted to. She said she liked his coat, and she was bringing him
home for dinner. At the moment, that was enough for him.
The Chinese and Italian markets
lay together back to back. Hardesty and Virginia went through the many acres of
stalls, row after row, as if they were walking alone in the spring. The fruits
and vegetables stacked in the cold reminded them of a garden, and the dead fish
with mouths open in shock had the expressions of leaping trout. ”I torment The
Ghost sometimes,” Virginia said, ”by following them in their pieces and
doing a better job. It drives them mad. This summer they did an article on the
Chinese and Italian markets, and, as usual, all they talked about was the food.
As far as The Ghost is concerned, if you can’t put it in your mouth,
it’s incomprehensible.’
“I know,” said Hardesty. ”I was
rather amazed to see that page one of today’s Ghost had a two-column
headline about a new way to braise artichokes.”
“Of course. They do that all the
time on page one—black borders if someone’s souffle falls, banner headlines
about a new kind or sauce.... I wrote an essay three days later, and I didn’t
mention food once. And yet, I think it was a better description of the market
than they had, because the least of the market is the food.”
“What is it then?” Hardesty
asked, though he already knew.
“Buying and selling, faces, the
color, the light, the stories that breed within it, its spirit. Where else would you find all these clear
lights strung so high and gleaming in the cold?” she asked, indicating the
chains of electric bulbs over the stalls. ”Harry Penn got a telegram from Craig
Binky, that said, ‘How can you cover the market and not mention food?’ Imagine,
they send telegrams between two offices on the same square. Harry Penn cabled
back, ‘Eating assassinates the spirit.‘
“I like to eat,” she said. ”In
fact, I’m hungry right now. But a rack of lamb is not the Roman Empire.”
They bought a cut of steak and
half a dozen kinds of vegetables, and they walked back through the acres of
pearly lights, watching their breath condense in white clouds before them. ”My
house is that way,” Virginia said, ”but I don’t want to go through the Five
Points; it’s too dangerous. So let’s walk up to Houston, and circle back.”
“That’ll take three times as
long,” Hardesty stated. ”Why not walk through the Five Points? I went in there
today and nothing happened.”
“You were lucky. Besides, it’s
dark.”
“Don’t worry,” said Hardesty. ”Thieves
sleep in early evening.” The Five Points had seen bandits of many races and
ethnicities roost on its roosts and snake about in its alleys. Fashions in
crime and demeanor had changed with the times, the languages, and the
temptations. But, essentially, the thieves and brigands were the same, and
their weapons were the knife, the club, and the gun. Hardesty was right,
though. They rested in early evening, for they were alive only after a few
hours of darkness. The streets were empty and winter had left its charm at the
boundaries of the Five Points—which was like a cave without an exit. Hardesty
and Virginia had the sense that they were being observed from darkened windows.
The only thing they heard was the ringing of a faraway bell, and hideous
laughter greeting it from within the broken tenements as if to say that its
pure sound was here powerless and corruptible.
Halfway through, they began to
see what they had been unable to see before. In the shadows were confused
forms, bodies in pain, outstretched hands begging for mercy or release. With
every step, the eyes that glowed at them grew more numerous, and the cries
sharper.
“I can’t explain it,” said
Hardesty, ”but the empty streets are full.” He took Virginia’s arm and they
walked toward a fire that burned at the edge of the district. At a fire there
would be firemen and police, perhaps even the press. And the firelight would
brighten their way until they broke out of the Five Points.
A row of tenements was engulfed
in orange. Billows of black smoke reflected the light downward and damped the
sparks. All around, for as far as the eye could see, rejoicing crowds with
firelight in their eyes took pleasure. A roar went up as children fell back
into the coals, and the spectators watched attentively as a fight progressed
from roof to roof of the burning buildings. The fighters were so taken up in
their combat that they ignored the fire which silhouetted them like cast-iron
figures on a lantern stage and swallowed them up one by one as they dropped in
defeat.
Virginia was shaken, and
Hardesty was sorry that he had insisted on going through the Five Points. ”I
didn’t know,” he said, still numb from watching the children perish, though
they had fallen back without a sound and had disappeared quite neatly. ”It’s
completely different by day. I just didn’t know.”
Men and women came running in
from the streets, like lizards darting to catch some sun. The sidewalks were
soon overflowing, and foodstands began to appear. With no fire department, no
ambulances, no trucks, no spotlights to leach away the shuddering orange light,
the fire blazed, the tenements crumbled, and the people died.
Through the middle of the crowd
came a mutilated and disfigured draft horse pulling a wagon loaded with refuse.
The driver reined in the horse and tried to go around. But horse and wagon were
soon engulfed, and moved in stops and starts.
“Look at that animal,” Hardesty
said, not knowing whether to feel compassion or disgust. ”He’s the biggest dray
horse I’ve ever seen, and he’s as slim as a thoroughbred. Imagine what he must
have been through.”
As a gang of children beat him
about the face with switches and his master beat him from behind with a heavy
whip, the horse held his head down and closed his bruised eyes. Scars cut
across his flanks and withers. Old craters in his hide were overlaid with the
more recent burns and sores he suffered from a primitive and rudely fashioned
harness; his tail and mane were clipped to a stubble; he had only one ear left
intact—the other had had several pieces taken from it.
The wagon was heavy. And yet the
horse, who was so badly cut up that he looked like a man who has been tortured
by some unconquerable disease, pulled it easily. Despite his oppression, he was
strong, and despite his enormous size, he was graceful. When the muscles moved
in the difficult pace he had to hold between his master’s desires and the
torment inflicted by the children, they showed themselves to be as solid and
lean as those of a carefully bred racehorse, but many times as massive.
When his horse and wagon cleared
the crowd, the driver cracked the whip against the animal’s head and made him
canter in harness. This he did with surprising grace, straining against the
wood and leather that cut his flesh and rubbed against his sores, as if he were
free and in an open field. The curves that he described were unaffected by the
load. They were perfectly elated, full, and round. He lifted his head and
pushed into the darkness as if motion itself were one of the dimensions of
paradise.
• • •
WINTER, then in its early and clear stages, was a purifying engine
that ran unhindered over city and country, alerting the stars to sparkle
violently and shower their silver light into the arms of bare upreaching trees.
It was a mad and beautiful thing that scoured raw the souls of animals and man,
driving them before it until they loved to run. And what it did to northern
forests can hardly be described, considering that it iced the branches of the
sycamores on Chrystie Street and swept them back and forth until they rang like
ranks of bells.
It was ferociously cold by the
time Hardesty and Virginia arrived at the apartment house on Mulberry Street
and climbed the dimly lighted winding stairs, their faces red with the stinging
remembrance of a wind which had whipped at them and blown Virginia’s scarf
straight back. Now they were in the heated hallway, following the stairs,
rising through the building in epicycles more appropriate to the planets. The
ever-suspicious eye of Mrs. Solemnis, a Greek sponge fisherman’s widow, appeared in the door periscope and
bounded back and forth like a radar blip. ”Who is it?” she asked.
“It’s me,” answered Virginia.
“Who is me?”
“Virginia.”
“Virginia who?”
“Virginia Gamely. For goodness’ sake,
Mrs. Solemnis, I live here. I employ you.”
“Oh, you.” Mrs. Solemnis opened
the door and thrust Martin into Hardesty’s arms, saying, ”You take.”
Although he had not been on
earth for much longer than a year, Martin was perfect, from his tiny curled
fists to the long blue flannel tail (a Coheeries baby gown constructed to
accommodate him as he grew) that made him look like a small, breastless
mermaid. He carefully rested a cheek against the cold cloth of Hardesty’s coat
and closed his eyes in complete trust. Hardesty felt the slight weight in his
arms, the baby’s breathing, and an occasional twitch of an arm or leg. He
looked down at Martin’s soft sleepy face, and kissed him. ”Yes,” he said,
bouncing him gently, ”sweet baby.”
Hardesty left his coat on so as
not to disturb Martin, and watched Virginia move about the apartment as she
straightened up. She was very neat, and Mrs. Solemnis was not. She glided
through the several rooms, knocking things into place and aligning them
symmetrically. In her charcoal-gray suit and ruffled shirt, she looked like a
portrait from another century, the kind in which the subject stares from
half-light on into time. But despite the dignity of this portrait Hardesty
could not restrain his laughter, because as she walked to and fro she would
stop and turn to check on him and the baby, or to smile in embarrassment for
being so neat, and when she did she seemed like the mechanical bears in
shooting galleries, who pause and swivel so they can be shot. The effect was
exaggerated when, explaining that she wanted to change, she backed into the
bedroom in little mechanical steps, closing the door after her. Wondering if it
had been wise to allow him inside (she had visions of a crazed lunatic tossing
Martin great distances, probably because, in his Coheeries gown, Martin was
shaped like a football), she peeped out the door several times in succession.
“Do you moonlight in a shooting
gallery?” Hardesty asked.
“No,” she answered, reappearing
in her charcoal suit because she had forgotten to change. ”I’m practicing for
an interview with Craig Binky. He has a notoriously short attention span. When
you talk to him you have to make threatening motions and bizarre gestures.
Otherwise, he doesn’t understand.”
“Who told you that?”
“Harry Penn. He knows that Binky
can’t resist any kind of flattery, so every once in a while he sends a reporter
over to find out the secrets of The Ghost. Tomorrow it’s my turn. That’s
how we know everything that goes on there and exactly what they intend to do in
the future. But we are a mystery to them. Though we care little about secrecy, The
Sun and The Whale are like the two halves of a clam. Nothing leaks,
because everyone knows his job and has a share in the enterprise. As far as I
know, the only tattle is someone from the home and ladies’ page. Last week, we
ran the recipe for my mother’s saxophone pie, and The Ghost had it the
same day. In all the world there’s only one saxophone pie (it’s made with
peaches, resin, blueberries, rum, and mint), and I doubt that The Ghost spies—who
tiptoe around our building in false beards and mustaches—were able to steal it
from the composing rooms.”
She took the baby. Hardesty
threw his coat across a chair and stood near her in a way that made them look
like a creche in a town square. He, too, was dressed in a suit that might have
been from a nineteenth-century portrait—it was a little too big for him, and it
made him feel as if he had just stepped from a carriage.
“Are you irrevocably divorced from his
father?”
“Yes,” she answered, with neither bitterness
nor regret.
“Do you ever want to go back to Lake of
the Coheeries?”
“Of course I do. It’s my home.”
“Soon?”
“When these winters end. Perhaps
during the millennium. I think that, with the millennium, much will have
changed; if not in the world, then in me. I hope to have seen something far
better than anything I have ever seen before.”
Hardesty did with his emotions
what one does with one’s body in sitting bolt upright. ”What do you mean?” he asked.
She dodged the question, for her
only answer was one of faith and intuition, and she wanted neither to burden
him nor to turn him away, though she did want to tell him, and she did want to
embrace him, and to be embraced.
Hardesty went to the window.
Over courtyards and courtyards, a mile-long corridor of terra-cotta-colored
buildings, vaulted stone windows, slate roofs, and trees that in summer were
green billows rising from the private gardens of the poor, were the two
battleship-gray towers of the Williamsburg Bridge, alive in lights like blue
diamonds.
“Not one building that you can
see,” she said, rocking the baby, ”was built later than nineteen-fifteen. It’s
as quiet as a meadow. In summer, the trees hold hundreds of birds that sing in
the morning. Someone has a poultry roost, and when the sun comes up and floods
the yards like the tide of Fundy, the cock crows. It always sounds to me as if
he’s saying ‘Nineteen-hundred! Nineteen-hundred! Nineteen-hundred!’ ‘
“Do you think that in a few
years he’ll be saying ‘Two thousand! Two thousand! Two thousand!’?”
“I think, Mr. Marratta,” she
answered, almost gravely, ”that in a few years not only the cock will be
crowing two thousand. Everyone will.”
“Because it’s an even number?”
he asked, narrowing in on her.
“No,” she said, nearly shaking,
because she wanted him to narrow in, and she was afraid. ”Not because it’s an
even number.”
“Because these extraordinary winters will
end?”
“Yes, because these extraordinary winters
will end.”
“And the city will change?”
“Yes, the city will change.”
“And what if it doesn’t?”
“It will.”
“Why?”
“If nothing happens whatsoever,
still, the relief will change everything, as will the difficult schooling in
expectations. It will change. That much I know.”
“How do you know?” Hardesty asked.
“You’ll think I’m crazy,” she replied,
turning her head away as if she were hurt.
“No, I won’t think you’re crazy.”
“I know,” she said, ”because
these winters have not been for nothing. They are the plough. The wind and the
stars are harrowing the land and battering the city. I feel it and can see it
in everything. The animals know it is coming. The ships in the harbor rush
about and have come alive because it is coming. I may be dead wrong, but I do
believe that every act has significance, and that, in our time, all the
ceaseless thunder is not for nothing.”
“I believe it too,” Hardesty
said, taking her hands. And thus, as fast as a whiplash, a marriage was made
one evening in winter, in a city sure to rise.
A NEW
LIFE
• • •
Although they had not spoken
since they had abandoned that day’s fishing and set sail to challenge the wind,
Asbury Gunwillow and his brother Holman knew of one another’s concern with the
sunny but insistent gale. It got stronger by degrees, never slackening, until
it seemed powerful enough to blow the sea off the earth and into empty space. ”Can
we tack against this wind, Asbury?” Holman shouted.
Asbury shook his head. ”Nothing
could tack against this wind,” he shouted back. ”I’ve never seen anything like
it. This is the kind of gale that sinks fleets of warships. If we try to come
about, we’ll bust up for sure. Still, we’re lucky.”
“Why?”
“Because a wind like this should
make sea state ten, but the sea is as flat as ice. That’s because the wind is
so steady. If it wasn’t, it would make waves a hundred and fifty feet high. And
we haven’t got much of a transom,” he said, looking at the water a foot below
the top of the tiller post.
“Let me try at least to unset
the spinnaker,” Holman asked.
“No,” ordered Asbury. ”I’ll do
it. It’s too dangerous for you to move....” But before he could finish his
sentence, young Holman, only twenty-one and rather slight, began to crawl
toward the bow. Asbury called for him to come back, but he wouldn’t, and he
inched forward, resisting the force of the wind like a man who is trying to
hold his place in a rapids.
“Just cut it loose,” Asbury
shouted. But though the words were snatched away and propelled forward, Holman
had no chance of hearing. With one foot braced on the cowling in front of the
mainmast, and the other pressed against a winch, he began to undo the spinnaker
line.
“Cut it!” his brother yelled to
no avail. ”Cut it!”
When the line started smoking
through the cleet, Holman realized that he was sitting on top of the coil. He
raised himself a little to get away from it, the wind caught him, and he
pitched forward into the sea.
Asbury threw a life ring to
starboard and began playing out the rope. After all one hundred feet of it had
shot through his hands and Holman still hadn’t surfaced, he let go of the end,
hoping to leave Holman something to hold onto.
But then Asbury was stunned to
see that Holman was still with him, half in and half out of the water on the
starboard side, hanging on to the
spinnaker line. He was repeatedly dashed against the sea Sometimes he was
lifted fifty or sixty feet into the air and thrown back against the water when
the sail whipped down.
Intending to free the spinnaker
and haul his brother in on it Asbury rushed forward. But the wind blew him off
his feet and knocked him against the mainmast. With his vision darkened and
half his strength gone, Asbury still managed to unfold his clasp knife He cut
the spinnaker halyard. But instead of lowering the pulley the way it normally would
have, it allowed the sail to flap more wildly.
While he was trying to decide
what to do, Asbury looked at the end of the sail and saw that Holman had let
go. Then the spinnaker flew into the air and collapsed onto the surface of the
water. He peered through the blood that was thickening in his eyes, but had he
been able to see he would not have seen Holman, who disappeared under the
water. He determined to come about, even if it killed him.
Slipping on his own blood,
Asbury went to the helm. When he reached the tiller, he slumped against it and
held on. His hand stuck to it because of the blood that was over everything. ”Where’s
it coming from?” he asked out loud, because there was blood in the wind, in hot
droplets that, at first, he thought were rain. But it was his blood, spurting
from an artery in his scalp. He tried to stop it with his hand, and it sprayed
through his fingers.
Deciding to jibe even though it
would probably snap the mast, he leaned against the tiller hard and pushed it
over. But the only thing that happened was that the stern rode up in the water
and bumped along like a popper lure. Because there was nothing else to do,
Asbury held the tiller over until his strength left him and he fell onto the
floorboards. He tried to get up, and couldn’t. He pressed the wound against a
rib in the hull, hoping to stanch the bleeding. The last thing he remembered
was the sound of the wind.
When he awoke he was desperately
cold. Though he was not far north, and it was June, it was night on the sea and
he had been badly injured. He thought that his neck would be forever paralyzed
in the crooked position into which it had frozen against the rib in the hull,
and he couldn’t open his eyes. Like someone who stays awake all night in the
cold rather than get up to find an extra blanket, he remained in that
uncomfortable position for a long time, many minutes, perhaps hours, until he
was alert enough to understand that the smooth and varying motions of the boat
signified temperate sleigh rides down shallow swells. The sound of relentless
wind had vanished, leaving in its place the familiar gurgling of brine mixing
itself up in the centerboard well, and the noises of rigging that ached like
trees in the fall.
To get free, he threw himself
over on his side. Though he felt an overwhelming pain in his head, and though
his ribs collided with the anchor, he found that moving had done him a great
deal of good. He moved as much as he could. After freeing his lashes of caked
blood, he opened his eyes. As the circulation was restored and he grew warmer
and less stiff, he looked at the stars and realized that it was early morning,
probably about four o’clock.
Assuming that he had not slept
through an entire cycle of nights and days, he calculated that Holman had been
in the sea at least sixteen hours, and was probably three hundred miles away.
Without benefit of a rogue wind such as that which had overpowered them, Asbury
could not hope to get back to the approximate location where his brother had
gone overboard, in less than three or four days.
Since they had been coasting,
they had had no navigational instruments other than a compass. Asbury could not
know where he was except by the crudest dead reckoning, and instinct, which
told him to steer west-northwest for the nearest land. He put on a sweatshirt
and Holman’s leather jacket. He was still cold, but he knew that the sun would
be coming up soon. And he finished off a roast beef sandwich and an apple that
had been left from lunch the day before. In preparation for a long hard sail,
he ate the core of the apple, and he considered and rejected the stem, thinking
that, if it were to come to eating wood, there was plenty in the boat.
As miserable as he was for
losing his brother, a steady course under the stars worked its magic. Had the
night not been clear, morning would have come far more slowly, but it came fast
enough, and traveling straight over a glistening sea in which he could see a
raft of stars revived him.
Gliding through the oil-black
sea under stars so still and dignified that they might have been decorations
for the dome of a cathedral, Asbury began to realize where he was headed, and
why. It was
something that he could
understand only with the gifts that come of early morning—one of those things,
like a dream, that one cannot always piece together again to remember and feel
in sunlight and day. And yet enough early risings and enough work of heart and
memory will bring it, half alive, from unfamiliar depths, like a slowly panting
fish, hauled on deck, with fading eyes that beg for the sea.
• • •
NO one knew how old Asbury
Gunwillow’s grandfather was, but he claimed to be well over 175. ”I’ve gotta be,”
he would say. ”I’ve gotta be a hundred and seventy-five or a hundred and
eighty. When the Civil War began, I had just bought out my partner in a
dry-goods store in St. Albans, Vermont. During the war, I moved all my stock to
New York and set up next to the Brooklyn Navy Yard. We supplied the yards when
they built the ironclads. By the time Lincoln was shot, our warehouse covered a
whole city block.”
Then he would look to the
ceiling, his gray eyes and delicate white hair would catch the light coming
into the room, and his expression would turn to disbelief and confusion. ”How
could I be that old?” he would ask. ”No one lives to be that old. And besides,
I’m not clear on how the time went. But I remember, for example, where we lived
during the war.”
“Which war?” Asbury asked.
“I don’t remember. Our house was
in the middle of the city, on a hill that gave us views of the Atlantic, the
Hudson Highlands, the Ramapos, the Palisades.... I could see everything from
that house. I could see thousands of children playing in hundreds of parks. I
could see them on the swings and slides. I could see the buttons on their
coats. I saw the barges and ships on the river, and I knew where they were
going, what they were carrying, and when they would arrive. I could see into
every office, house, and cellar of the city, and not even a newly picked
daffodil in a bottle of water on a windowsill could hide from me. I looked into
every garden, over the shoulders of singing housewives, and into the committee
rooms, the hospitals, and the theaters. I knew exactly what was happening at
the Stock Exchange and what was going on in all the Staten Island steambaths.
How could that be?” he asked, doubting himself. ”I don’t know.
But it’s true. It was like being
up in a balloon on a clear summer’s day, watching everything.
“On either side of our house,
like doormen’s epaulets, there were boxwood mazes with one-way gates. Each had
miles of passages, and the leaves were so dense that you couldn’t fire a bullet
through them. One balcony that looked north was suspended by cables. It had an
airy feeling to it, and we used to sit there after dinner and drink tea. The
dog slept in the corner, in his own special dog nest under a green awning. It
was very cool there in summer, that’s why. Give a dog a cool place in summer
and a warm place in winter, and he’ll sleep for the rest of his life. The
balcony faced north. Every evening, in the north light, the rivers were
strikingly blue.... Are you my son?”
“No, Grandpa. I’m your grandson.”
“Which one are you?”
“I’m Asbury.”
“Where were we talking about?”
“About New York.”
The old man stared vacantly ahead. ”That’s
the point.”
“What’s the point?”
“You ought to go there.”
“Why?”
“Catch it before it gets too late—the
engines.”
“What engines?”
“All of ‘em. They’re all set up
to play one sound. They’re tuning, I think. It isn’t right yet, but it’s music.
One will lead. The others will follow—and that’ll be the day.”
“I’m sorry, Grandpa,” Asbury said, ”but I
don’t understand exactly what you mean.”
“What are we talking about?”
“The engines.”
“Oh, the engines. What do you
want to know about them?” You said that they’re all set to play one sound.” I
did. They sit there as quietly as dogs, facing in all directions, some
abandoned in the dark, some rusting and aging, others well tended. It doesn’t
matter. They have souls.”
Asbury looked shocked.
“Souls—every one. They move,
don’t they? Who do you think sets things to moving? Nothing that moves lacks a
soul. I ought to know. You ever heard of a bellwether? It goes for engines too.
There’s one engine that’ll pick up the intervals as they pass through it, and
echo them just right. Then all the others will follow.
“If I was young like you, I’d go
there myself,” he said. Then he had a coughing fit. He turned purple very
quickly, but just as rapidly cooled into blue, and finally breathed easily in
white. Asbury wondered how the old man could breathe so little. He seemed to
inhale and exhale only a few times each minute. Asbury must have wondered this
out loud, for when his grandfather was once again in possession of himself he
said, ”Because I don’t need oxygen. I’ve already come to all my conclusions.
I’m just slowly gliding down. Someday I’ll be as light as a feather. Promise
me.”
“Promise what?”
“Go to New York.”
Asbury had promised. But until
the day that the wind had taken him, he had forgotten what he had vowed.
Now, after a few sunny days on
the sea, he was surrounded by a low-pitched rumble that he took to be the
thundering heartbeat of a city, and he had no doubt what city it was.
• • •
HARDESTY
Marratta and Virginia had fallen in love
in the obsessive and total way of two people who have seen the same truth which
they cannot quite comprehend. And though the times were not as promiscuous as
they had been several decades earlier, no one would have blinked had they taken
up residence together (Virginia’s apartment was just barely big enough for
three) or maintained some sort of indecisive relationship that, like many
others of its type, was half scandal and half hesitation. But they didn’t.
Instead, they courted almost as their parents had done. Perhaps it was that,
save for when they were small children, Hardesty had not known his mother and
Virginia had not known her father. They had been brought up on tender
descriptions, and had heard the stories of their parents’ courtships in the
most glowing terms. And perhaps it was because Virginia had been unsuccessfully
married, and was still wary of visions, even if they were her own; whereas Hardesty, who had been drafted into
combat twice in his life, had already suffered conscription doubly. For
whatever the reason, their passion unrolled in a long, easy wave, and they
courted, slowly and gently, throughout the severe winter that followed their
first meeting.
Hardesty lived in the attic of a
house on Bank Street. The roof was peaked, and he had to bend when passing
through doors, but the neighborhood was quiet and all he could hear apart from
the wind and snow was the sound of bells ringing through yards and gardens as
churches patiently struck the hours, their halves, and their quarters. Cats and
squirrels made astounding leaps and tightroped the telephone lines in a show of
hunting and escape that put the greatest circus to shame. When a cat walked in
the snow, it moved like an exiled queen, the epitome of caution and pride.
Once, a hawk alighted briefly in the courtyard, but only long enough to look
under each of its mottled wings and then rise up. The air was often choked with
snow or sweet wood smoke that darkened things and had a way with time,
suspending it. And when night came early with its snowy blue light, the world
looked like that quiet place depicted in paperweights filled with water and
confetti.
Every afternoon, just as The
Sun was put to bed, Hardesty called Virginia from a public phone (neither
had a telephone in the house, believing it a wasteful extravagance). They
discussed the composition of dinner, and later, as they walked from different
directions toward Virginia’s apartment, they gathered ingredients from markets
and stores on the way. Sometimes, if Virginia were working late or Hardesty had
finished early, he would meet her in Printing House Square and they would go
home together. Most of the time, though, Hardesty had a solitary walk at dusk
down Greenwich Avenue. He thought there was no finer street in the city.
Whenever he passed St. Vincent’s Hospital he felt as if he were inside a great
Russian novel. Its looming walls and large lighted windows spoke of things eternal;
and seated next to timid interns, in local restaurants with wood fires and
evergreen wreaths, were people of fashion and means who seemed in comparison to
be astonishingly empty. How could they help it? The interns carried with them
the truths of death and dying, and when they walked across the street in the
snow they did not shed the strange
melancholy of their sleepless and terrible year.
Though he felt obliged to carry
out the task his father had skillfully engineered for him in San Francisco,
Hardesty was held in place by powerful attractions and satisfying
responsibilities. Thinking of how it would be to leave Virginia made him sadder
than he could tell. The way things were set up, he would have to betray her. He
truly loved her, but she was not willing to cross the Atlantic with him or
anyone else, having had her sleigh ride to Canada. Thus far, she had
successfully held him back. And, then, there was his job.
Praeger de Pinto had found in
him not just a kindred spirit, but something better—a competitor. Praeger was
never sure that Hardesty wouldn’t think of what he himself was thinking,
beforehand, and, despite what this implied about Praeger, Praeger considered it
a magnificent talent. He had asked Virginia about Hardesty on several
occasions, because he wanted to hire him. But he did not know in what capacity:
he thought perhaps as a political writer, or a neighborhood reporter, since he
had discovered that Hardesty knew Italian. Furthermore, he wanted Hardesty to
ask for the job. One Saturday afternoon, they met by accident at a skating pond
in Brooklyn.
This place was famous for a
vista of New York that compressed the city unerringly, so that one could look
down the rifle barrel of a long avenue and see it laid out as if in an oil
painting. Sitting on crowded benches in a rectangular yellow building with
roaring wood stoves, and windows that faced Manhattan, Praeger, Virginia, and
Hardesty had pounded their skate blades on the floor to throw off the ice
shavings and then stared in a daze through the ten-degree air. ”I wonder what
that strange-looking tower is,” Praeger had said, almost to himself, referring
to a Moorish campanile of rose-colored stone. And, to his surprise, Hardesty
told him.
“That’s the Clive Tower,”
Hardesty said, ”built in 1867 by John J. Clive, in honor of his son, who died
at Mobile Bay.” He went on to discourse about its place in the city, its
relation to the history of architecture, and the engineers and architects who
built it.
Praeger asked about other
buildings. Hardesty knew most or them, and soon the spots of fire that Praeger
had set worked themselves into the blaze of a lecture in history, architecture,
poetry, and
thunder—a portrait of the
city from the skating pond, that amazed Praeger, Virginia, and Hardesty himself.
Only when they saw a group of local boys playing hockey by torchlight did they
realize that it had grown dark.
“How the hell do you know all that?”
Praeger asked.
“I’ve been reading and walking around a
lot.”
“What did you do in San Francisco?”
“I didn’t do much,” Hardesty
confessed. ”I was resting after the army. I rested for a couple of years. But
when I came back the first time, I managed to get a doctorate in the history of
art and architecture. That’s probably what you want to know.”
“It makes no difference to me,”
Praeger stated, ”as long as you know what you’re talking about, and I think you
do. Why don’t you write a few pieces for The Sun and The Whale? If
they’re as good as that little dissertation on Western civilization that just
went by, you can have a regular column.”
“Marko Chestnut might illustrate
it,” Virginia added.
“You see,” Praeger began,
turning toward Hardesty because he knew that Virginia already knew, ”The
Ghost has an architecture section: section thirty-nine, on Mondays and
Fridays. But it’s a personalities page. For example, they recently had a piece
on a character—I think his name was Ambrosio D’Urbervilles—whose ‘design
statement’ was to stuff an entire apartment from floor to ceiling with dark
purple cottonballs. He called it ‘Portrait of a Dead Camel Dancing on the Roof
of a Steambath.’
“If we compete with them, we
have to do it as if they were something other than what they are. To avoid
their influence, we try to pretend that they don’t exist. To counter the
mirror-image effect, we fight them as if they were actually serious opponents.
This takes much imagination on our part, and elevates them a great deal. But
Harry Penn would have it no other way; and, these days, neither would I.”
“I understand,” said Hardesty,
with the sound of the stoves thundering in his ears like sunstroke. ”I read the
thing about the camel dancing on the roof.” As the hockey players’ torches flew
across the night ice under the glow of lighted canyon walls, Hardesty told the
editor of The Sun that he would try his best to portray the city.
Within a week, Hardesty and
Marko Chestnut began to wander in search of those places constructed to hold
and keep the spirit These were not hard to find, because they existed literally
in the hundreds of thousands, from Riverdale to South Beach, and from Riverside
Drive to New Lots. On Thursdays, The Sun ran Hardesty’s commentary
across two full pages. In the center of each page was a large pen-and-ink
drawing by Marko. They gave The Sun’s readers Brooklyn from the air:
there it was, spread out before them like a pinioned eagle trying to eat the
oyster of Staten Island. They gave them the chaos of Fourteenth Street, the
chimneys of Astoria, silvered sections of the East Side, Gramercy Park as misty
as an English garden, and Manhattan’s golden spires as seen from Weehawken at
sunset, when the city of glass burns like a star in space. The more they found,
the more they could see to find, and they did very well by The Sun.
But all this only made Hardesty
increasingly impatient to see the just city. He resolved to overcome all his
feelings and inclinations, and get on a boat to Europe. Though he loved
Virginia, loved her even more than he felt responsible to his father, there was
something else apart from either of them that drove him on. Its power astounded
him and made him think of those men who leave their families to go to war. And
now he, too, was about to trade, to take the cold wind for the warm, because of
something that was not his own, and that spoke to him from a time so distant
that he had to admire it merely for its tenacity. He was wrong to leave, and he
knew it. But simply to be wrong was one thing. To be wrong for the sake of a
perfectly just city, was another.
He told Virginia on the first of
June, and it caught her completely off guard. She cried fiercely, and then she
attacked him. She tried to pull his hair, and landed a punch or two. ”Get out!”
she screamed in rage. When he did get out, she slammed the door and bolted it,
and he heard sobbing that broke his heart. After all that, he couldn’t just
knock at the door and step back into the house, so he bought a ticket for a
ship that was soon to depart, and went back to his attic, cursing summer.
The day that Hardesty left New
York he took a taxi through the city on his way to the ocean liner. It was
early on a Sunday morning in the
beginning of June, in perfect weather. Though it was cool, serene, and blue, no
one was in the streets but the sun. Passing through Chelsea, Hardesty heard on
the taxi driver’s radio an aria that seemed to come from the buildings
themselves, their abandoned inner courtyards, and the souls of their
inhabitants. He could not have loved Virginia Gamely more, and he wondered if
what he assumed lay at such a great distance were present in this very city— or
even in Virginia herself, if the future were to be fair and imaginative enough
to take refuge in a single soul. If that were so, then he would be doing the
wrong thing. Midway through the aria, he saw a familiar figure crossing Hudson
Street with an easel over his shoulder and a box of oils under his arm.
Marko Chestnut was returning
from painting the Hudson early in the morning, when the light was best and
gangs of hoodlums were just going to bed. The Hudson was a thousand rivers,
changing with each variation of the light—mild at dawn, whitecapped in a strong
autumn wind, royal blue under an empty sky, covered with white ice, green and
gray in winter storms, a mist-covered mountain lake in August. But Marko
Chestnut preferred summer mornings with their strong and unambivalent light.
Hardesty had the taxi pull over.
He jumped out and called to his friend, who was always wary, because he was
often attacked when he painted outside. Marko began to scurry away. ”It’s me!”
Hardesty shouted.
“I thought you left already,”
Marko said, squinting through his glasses.
“I’m on my way now. What time is
it? The boat leaves at eight.”
Marko Chestnut hesitated, looked
at his watch, and said, ”It’s seven. How come you left so early? The pier for
the Rosemvald is only three blocks from here.”
“I didn’t think it was that early.”
“Have you eaten yet?”
“No.”
“Let’s go to Petipas and have
some breakfast,” Marko Chestnut suggested. ”We can walk from there to the
boat.”
They had breakfast in the garden
at Petipas, watching birds in the sunlit ivy on the garden wall, and listening
to ship whistles echoing off the
cliffs of the Hudson. ”How can you leave a woman like that? And for what? You
know she was left once before, by that Canadian lunatic, what was his name,
Boissy d’Anglas?”
“I know,” Hardesty answered.
“It’s not fair to her. It’s not
fair to you. It’s wrong. Maybe, as a widower, I can know things that you can’t.
But let me tell you something—you’re an idiot. You’re throwing away the most
precious.... For Christ’s sake, do I have to explain this to you?”
“No.”
“Then why not just stay.”
“I can’t,” Hardesty whispered. ”My
father.”
A ship’s whistle rent the air. ”Is that
the Rosenwald?” Hardesty asked.
“It may be,” Marko Chestnut
replied. ”But if it is, it must be heading downriver. It’s already twenty after
eight.
“ He smiled.
“You son of a bitch, I’ll
remember this!” Hardesty said with a threatening look.
“You’ll thank me,” Marko
Chestnut stated confidently.
They ran out of the restaurant.
Struggling with his easel, Marko Chestnut overturned tables and chairs and
broke a lot of china. Hardesty hailed a taxi, and sped south. Marko Chestnut
followed. Their two cabs arrived at the Battery simultaneously, and the
tourists did not understand what was happening as Hardesty, and Marko Chestnut
(lugging easel and paints), ran to the southernmost extension of the promenade,
screaming epithets at one another. As trim as an admiral in a new set of
whites, the Rosenwald was getting up a good head of steam, and her
towering stern had just cleared Liberty Island. Hardesty started to unlace his
shoes.
“What’s the point of swimming?”
Marko Chestnut asked. ”A ship like that goes twenty knots.”
“That’s right, and the water’s
freezing. I don’t expect to catch it. But I’m going to try, just in case it
stops. What can I lose except a little body heat?”
He dived into the harbor and
began to swim. To Marko Chestnut’s amazement, a minute after Hardesty jumped,
the Rosenwald sent up a plume of black smoke and went dead in the water.
• • •
THE officers of the Dutch ship Rosenwald
were flattered that Hardesty valued their services enough to immerse
himself in the outrageous pudding of filth that passed for water in New York
Harbor. They took him down somewhere near the engines and pushed him into a
scalding shower, after which the ship’s doctor gave him ten injections, and the
chief steward brought him a gallon of beef bouillon. He would have declined an
invitation to dine that evening at the captain’s table, had he not been wearing
the captain’s own sapphire-colored velvet bathrobe with Holland’s royal crest
in gold on the pocket. It is difficult, he reasoned, to refuse an invitation
from someone in whose bathrobe one is.
When Hardesty finally managed to
get on deck, he saw New York as it took the strengthening sun. It looked like a
piece of flashing jewelry. Nothing of human proportion could be made out amid
the blocks and towers. But an occasional dome or the graceful fall of a
catenary put the glassy cliffs in scale, and reminded Hardesty that within and
among them people were shouting and singing, women were stepping into the
shower, and pianos were being played as dancers danced. Virginia was there,
somewhere, going about in the summer sun. Not far upriver, newly awakening
forests rested between greening fields and blue mountains. Here and there,
early summer fires built to clear the forest alleyways of fallen limbs sent up
smoke that seemed to climb as slowly and carefully as alpinists.
It was hard to leave New York in
summer, by sea. Hardesty immediately began to miss the city where never-ending
avenues jumped over rivers on bridges that habitually bumped the clouds, and
where history and the future seemed to run side by side in shock and disorder.
And he longed for Virginia. He longed for her so that he wanted to vault the railings
and swim to Long Island, though the water was far too cold for him to make it.
He realized as well that to do so would probably be considered eccentric,
especially in light of the way in which he had come on board. Besides, he would
probably get chopped up in the propellers, and his clothes were being laundered
and pressed, which meant that even if he survived he would be forced to go naked on land or swim
ten miles in a stolen bathrobe. His desire to leave the ship was overwhelmed by
such impracticalities, until he saw what lay in the Rosenwald’s path.
The passengers thought it was
only a fogbank. They had entrusted themselves to the Vergeetachtig Oester line
and assumed that its officers and representatives would bring them through. But
the officers were uncomfortable with what they saw ahead of their ship.
Fogbanks do not rise to the top of the sky. Nor do they stretch across the sea
for thirty miles in each direction, as straight and smooth as the platinum
meter sticks at the Bureau of Postulates in Budapest. Nor do they oscillate,
thundering like snare drums.
The bridge came alive while the
captain decided whether to come about and watch this thing work, from a
distance, or stick to his course and smash through it. Hardesty went to the bow
to get a better look. These were not storm clouds, but a vast white wall that
polished the sea at its base into a kind of invisibility. Its hysterical
thunder sounded like a terrible argument between Klaxons and foghorns. As the Rosenwald
drew closer, the enormity of the wall became overwhelming.
Despite all their years on the
sea and all the electronic instruments they were training in on the cloud wall,
they didn’t know what it was. But Hardesty did, which made leaving Virginia out
of the question, because it meant that he might never be able to return to her.
Virginia had told him about it on several occasions, and he himself had passed
through it, though he had been sound asleep on the Polaris as the tops
of the cars were polished by a cloud of busy white emery disguised as the fury
of winter. How Virginia knew was a mystery. Presumably, her mother had told
her.
Hardesty was unwilling to vanish
into indeterminate time. After all, if Virginia were right, the Rosenwald could
spend an eternity there, or a second, and emerge either to stun the Iroquois or
to find itself in a future it did not understand. And if the Rosenwald and
those upon it were ever to return, no one but those who had been there would
ever believe them, and they would be condemned to lives of silence or madness.
In his youth Hardesty had
wondered about the feat of jumping from a moving ship. This was a complicated
act that was sometimes lethal because of
spinning propellers and the tendency of things floating alongside to be drawn
into them. After careful thought, the young Hardesty had decided that his best
chance would be to leap off the ship, fifteen degrees from its longitudinal
axis, with a weight to lessen the possibility of being drawn back into the
blades. His father, too, had analyzed the problem. ”When you sink about twenty
feet,” he had cautioned, ”you must compress yourself into a ball to reduce your
surface area. That way, you reduce the sail effect and the likelihood of being
pushed into the vacuum created by the propellers. Don’t forget to let go of the
weight at about forty feet. The ocean is quite deep, you know.”
The captain of the Rosenwald decided
to proceed as if the wall were an ordinary fogbank. When the vessel’s narrow
bow plunged into the white cliff, Hardesty sprinted down the main deck, trying
to escape sternward. Resigned and expectant, showing the beatific smiles and
expressions of those who have apprehended the existence of a better world, the
passengers were swallowed up with the superstructure of the now half-vanished
ship. As it touched Hardesty’s heel, he felt rapturous pleasure spreading
through his entire body, not the kind of sensuality which robs and burns the
soul, but something elevated and ecstatic that he knew might take him very far.
Still, everything in him told him that the city was better. He had hardly seen
it, or felt its scandalous energy. Its towers, bridges, and domes, the river at
midday, the life within it; were there to claim. And then, there was Virginia.
The ship’s forward motion was
impressive even for a Dutch liner that had a reputation for being quite speedy.
Inches ahead of the wall, Hardesty grabbed a fire bucket full of sand to serve
as the weight that would keep him from the propellers. The white froth
surrounded one of his legs, weakening him with delight. He wrenched himself
away from it, and pushed ahead. As he stood poised on the stern rail, the cloud
willowed half his body into ecstasy. He might have given in, had not gravity
hurled him into the waves that broke silently into the invisible space under
the wall.
The Rosenwald disappeared.
Hardesty was soon far under water, holding his breath, afraid to let go of the
bucket not so much for fear of being drawn into the propellers as for fear of
being swallowed by what he had just
escaped. He sank deeper and deeper into a freezing green sea that was cold
enough to be nearly gelatinous, and emerald to the quick.
Hardesty dropped the bucket and
began to float upward. He suspected that perhaps he had imagined the voracious
cloud wall and wondered what the other passengers had thought when, in the
captain’s blue bathrobe, he had run down the deck, seized a fire bucket, and
gone over the rail. Then he broke the surface. Neither the ship nor the cloud
wall was in sight. He was alone, far from land, in a very cold sea.
• • •
THAT evening, as the lights were
coming up in the buildings and on the bridges, Asbury Gunwillow guided his
small sloop over the chestnut-colored waters of the harbor. He was amazed at
the diversity of traffic plying among the many industrial islands, and in the
river entrances, channels, straits, and coves. The harbor was complicated
enough for Craig Binky once to have called it “octopusine,” and Asbury might
easily have bumbled into Jamaica Bay or tried to fight the tidal rush in the
East River, were it not for the pilot he had taken on.
He had been disappointed that
the figure floating in a bathrobe—somewhat like Ophelia in her buoyant skirts,
but thrashing and garrulous rather than mild and distracted—was not his lost
brother, Holman. And, once he had pulled Hardesty in, given him a pair of
pants, a navy blue sweatshirt, and enough time to warm up and get oriented, he
expected a straight answer when he asked, ”How did you get out here?” They were
far from land and there were no boats. Thinking to hear that Hardesty was the
world’s greatest cold-water swimmer, that his luxury yacht had capsized and
gone under, that he had been ejected from a submarine, shot from a cannon, or
thrown from an airplane, Asbury was resentful when Hardesty told him that he
had ridden there on a tea tray. Hardesty had maintained this with such relieved
and convincing hysteria that Asbury dared not question him further.
For a while they made polite
conversation, but at the Narrows, perhaps because of the beauty of the bridge
lights in soft dusk and the sudden appearance
of the city across the bay, they spoke of what had brought them into one
another’s company. Concluding that one should not make or imply a promise and
leave it unfulfilled, they wondered nonetheless about the curious net of
obligations, failings, coincidences, and events that seem to tie everything
together even for those who think they are free. ”Apart from natural laws, from
the world as we know it,” Hardesty speculated, ”maybe there are laws of
organization which bind us to patterns that we can’t see and to tasks that we
don’t perceive.”
“I can testify to that directly,”
Asbury said. ”I made a promise which I didn’t keep, and then years later a wind
came up, threw my brother out of the boat, and put me on course. The promise
was to go to New York. I’m not surprised. I even picked up a pilot, for free.”
“You can have my apartment, too,”
Hardesty said, because he planned to live with Virginia, if she would have him,
forever.
Asbury accepted, thinking that,
the way things were going, to look at the place before he took it would be
foolish.
They glided up to the Morton
Street pier, where Hardesty took off like a rabbit. When he arrived at
Virginia’s door, he stood outside listening to the sounds from within—water
running, the baby trying to speak, a knife on a chopping board, Virginia
singing to herself or talking to Martin as if he were able to understand.
Hardesty went up to the roof and
lowered himself onto the adjoining roof of a police stable, where he could look
into Virginia’s apartment unobserved. Chinese and Italian boys from neighboring
buildings often went there on the pretense of getting some fresh air, but their
real purpose was to see Virginia without her clothes. Hardesty sympathized with
their desires, and was appropriately severe when he caught them. Now all he
wanted was to see her in motion: what she was wearing did not matter. He wanted
to see her, and to keep the portrait forever. One day in the future, because he
loved her, he would unveil it for her pleasure. Cool night air came from the
river and crossed the many rows of tenements. A huge tree, lush with new
leaves, sighed and shuddered as Virginia moved about in the bright box of her
apartment, every now and then darting in front of a window where Hardesty would
catch a glimpse of her. She was sunburnt, and she wore a white dress with a line of violet embroidery
around the neckline. Hardesty shifted position, and heard whinnies in the
stable below as the horses apprehended his presence. He could now see into the
kitchen, and he could hear Virginia reading to Martin as their dinner cooked.
“’Here arrived yesterday the
ship The Arms of Amsterdam which sailed from New Netherland out of the
Mauritius River on September twenty-third, ‘” she read. She often read to
Martin, for she did not want him just to vegetate while she sat in what he
would take to be mysterious silence, staring at a paper thing with lines on it,
and sometimes turning the page. He was flattered silly when his mother spoke to
him as if he understood, and always tried to talk. Since she didn’t want to
monopolize the conversation, she would often break her narrative, put down the
book, and ask, ”What did you think of that, Martin?”
He usually hesitated as if
weighing his thoughts, looked around, and burst out with something like, ”Tawiya!
Tawiya!” or “Iyama! Iyama!” in a shrill infant gurgle, to which she responded
by picking him up, kissing him, and saying, ”Yes! Yes! That’s extremely astute
of you!” Now he seemed especially agitated, and she wondered why.
She continued .”‘They report
that our people there are of good courage, and live peaceably. Their women,
also, have borne children there, and they have bought the isle of Manhattes
from the wild men for the value of sixty guilders.’
At that, she turned and looked
out the window into the summer night. He could see her straight on, though she
could not see him. What a sad look she had, and how lovely was her face, framed
in her black hair and the fine ring of violet tendrils embroidered on the
dress. Suddenly, she bowed her head and covered her eyes with her left hand.
Hardesty strained forward in the darkness. She had often told him that she
merely wanted to live in the city and see what it would bring. She had often
begged him not to seek, but to wait. ”Churchmen,” she had said, ”like Boissy
d’Anglas, burn themselves up in seeking, and they find nothing. If your faith
is genuine, then you meet your responsibilities, fulfill your obligations, and
wait until you are found. It will come. If not to you, then to your children,
and if not to them, then to their children.”
The lovely woman in a white
dress with violet borders, in a room that gave out beautifully on gardens and
the bridge, had become for Hardesty a personification of the city rising. And
besides, city or no city, he loved her.
Before she cried, he would be up
the ladder, onto the roof, down the stairs, and at her door. As he left the top
of the stable, the horses whinnied again. Clearing the parapet, he saw the
city. From this perspective its lights were like summer fires on a grassy
plain.
Remember the soft air, he
thought to himself as he crossed the roof. Remember the soft air and all the
lights. The lights, never quite the same, always changing, were like distant spirits—those
who were forever gone but not forgotten. And perhaps the distant spirits were
shining in approval as Hardesty Marratta silently crossed the roof, hesitated
to look back at them, and disappeared down the narrow stairway.
Virginia heard his steps.
Somehow, Martin and the horses had already known. She looked up, wondering if
it were he. She could hardly breathe. She tilted her head to hear better.
Hardesty wondered if she would take him back. ”Tawiya! Tawiya!” Martin shrieked
as the knocks came on the door, and his mother rushed to open it.
HELL GATE
• • •
nEARLY every morning from the middle of
September to the end of June, Christiana Friebourg emerged from her father’s
old hotel and stood on the porch while her eyes adjusted to the light glaring
from potato fields and pastures that abutted the sea. Because hurricane waves
were sometimes driven over the dunes and across the fields, the hotel was built
on rock piers, and thus the porch was a full story and a half high, with a long
staircase that connected it to the ground. From this height one could see past
the dunes to the ocean, and, to the east, a low forest that covered the sand
hills in a band of green. Christiana always stood on the porch for a few moments
to look over the sea, the fields, and the forest, to listen to waves and wind,
and to say good morning to the light. Then, after hoisting her schoolbag to her
shoulders and hitching up her skirt, she would cobble down the stairs and start
off in the direction of the northern wood. To get to school, she walked five
miles over fields, past the shacks of migrant laborers, and through a forest in
which lived deer, rabbits, half a hundred kinds of bird, foxes, weasels, and
wild pigs that crashed through the underbrush like soldiers on maneuver.
A former Marine barracks that
perched on a cliff above Gardiner’s Bay, Christiana’s school had half a dozen
bare white rooms, into which the north light came unimpeded, glancing off the
water, the islands, and a sky that sometimes could hardly be distinguished from
the Atlantic itself. Winter and summer, the tops of the windows were crowned
with a bright glow. And though the lessons were demanding and time passed
quickly, there were intervals in which the children could listen as the
whistles of oceangoing ships were bent through distance and mist until they
sounded like French horns, or wonder about the composition of the wind, which
always managed to push aside the shades and enter their class to speak to them
of sunshine and shadow.
When Christiana was in the
second or third grade, her teacher, a young woman as beautiful as Christiana
herself was destined to become, asked the students one by one to describe their
favorite animal. They were then to write according to their own descriptions a
composition illustrative of the dog, the horse, the fish, the bird, or whatever
creature they had chosen. Each child rose in turn to discourse upon the object
of his affection. No one was surprised when Amy Payson spoke about rabbits,
and, without realizing it, rocked one in her arms. A shy little girl who never
said anything above a hoarse whisper told a tale of a dog who tried to climb a
fence, entrancing her audience if only because they had to listen so closely to
make out her barely audible rasp. Everyone was delighted when the rat boy of
the class recited spontaneously in verse a five-minute epic about his love for
a pig. ”My pig it is so big, / Its ears are like silk, / It gives so much milk,
/ With hope and charity it is thick, / It takes care of us when we are sick, /
It produces much leather, / Eats all the heather, / Runs hither and thither, /
Wears a quiver,” etc., etc. And he ended it, ”Because I love him so much, /
that I thrill to his touch.”
And then there was the son of a
swordfisherman, who chose the swordfish, and found himself almost paralyzed by
his memories of its suspended leaps,
and of the courage it had as it fought, snapping its: entire length
above the water like a spark, giving everything it had in its struggle to stay
in the sea. He concluded that the swordfish had to love its life very much to
fight so hard against being taken That in itself was enough for his essay,
which, in the pure and assertive language of a child, touched upon the
generative powers of memory and the definitions of courage.
The teacher was pleased with
this exercise, and, as she listened to her children, she was eager for
Christiana’s turn. She knew that Christiana loved animals, and she knew as well
that the child was unusually contemplative. Though the hotel was rarely
occupied, and had been failing since Christiana was born, and though this took
it’s toll on her as she watched her father in defeat, it was not a tragedy for
they were not greedy people, and they took their gradual impoverishment well.
Christiana was a quick little girl, of deep imagination, and very pretty. But
her strength was not derived from things that can be cataloged or reasonably
discussed. She had an inexplicable lucidity, a power to see things for what
they were. Somehow, she had come into possession of a pure standard. It was as
if lightning had struck the ground in front of her and had been frozen and
prolonged until she could see along its bright and transparent shaft all the
way to its absolute source.
In the schoolroom with windows
crowned by light, it was now Christiana’s turn. She glanced out the window and
saw between its pillars the quick passage of a white gull through whirling
azure. Gone in a moment, it had crossed almost faster than she could see She
stood to face the teacher. She had her favorite animal, an animal she loved,
and she had intended to tell about it. But she found that just the thought of
it, or the saying of a few words that would lead to a vision of it in the
flesh, moving slowly with wondrous unheard-of strides—just her memory of the
day when she had actually seer him—brought her to the point where she had to
cry.
Being practical, and not wanting
to disrupt the class, she quickly decided to talk about another animal, and
started to tell about a sheep that was tied up on a small patch of lawn in
front of the hotel. But she couldn’t. She couldn’t—because for her the depth of
things was always at hand, and because she had been made to think of the one event in her short life which
had moved her the most. She failed utterly in her restraint, and suffered the
embarrassment of painful sobbing. For, try as she did, she was unable to think
of anything but the white horse.
• • •
CHRISTIANA had been assigned by
her mother to bring back blueberries with which to make a pie and muffins, but
the real purpose of the trip was to walk among the many miles of heathered
hills in June sunshine, solitary, free, and unencumbered but for a light wicker
basket. At every turn or rise, she was privileged to see new views—strips of
cobalt blue water held in arms of beige sand, green chevrons of forest reaching
for the sea, and the sun reflecting off the Sound into flat trajectories. It
seemed that each time she blinked, a new glory of landscape appeared and was
celebrated by the stiff breezes that pushed in the breakers and crowned the
beach with panicked bracelets of foam. In the middle of the morning, when her
basket was half full, she heard a crack of thunder in a cloudless sky, and
looked beyond the rim of a cake-colored dune to see that something was falling.
It left a trail of mist as it plunged into the ocean, like a meteorite dipped
in smoke and gold. The birds rose from the bushes, chattering, straight up, the
way they do when they hear a shot. And a red fox who had been skulking in the
heather froze in his tracks, listening, and held his paw in the air lest
putting it down would deprive him of his senses.
She dropped the basket and
rushed to the top of the dune. Shielding her eyes, she looked seaward and saw a
circle of white water rocking back and forth on the waves less than a quarter
of a mile out. Something surfaced in the middle of the white disc, thrashing
about in confusion. It wasn’t a fish (it had legs), and it telegraphed the
cold, and perplexed fear of someone or something that was drowning.
Walking down the silky sides of
the dune, her hand still shielding her eyes, Christiana was lost in
consideration of what it was and what she should do. At the water’s violent
edge (the surf was rough after a gale), she did what no adult would ever have
done, except perhaps a strong young soldier recently returned from a war and
convinced of his invulnerability. As she watched the thrashing beyond the
breakers, she kicked off her shoes and unbuttoned her dress, letting it fall to
the sand precariously near the lasso mark of incoming waves. In a silken
camisole nearly rose-colored from age and friction, she walked into the ocean,
and when the turbulent foam was at her waist and the undertow made her stance
uncertain, she dived headfirst into the freezing water and started swimming at
the waves, sometimes going over their voluminous crests, and sometimes diving
under them into what she had always called the “salt and pepper”-because the
sound was so white, and, with her eyes closed, she saw only black. She was good
in the waves, having grown up in their presence. Defeating their efforts to
push her back, sideways, and under, she was soon swimming in blue water that
she knew was very deep.
The ocean was surging to and fro
in a rhythmic fashion analogous to the movement of a violin bow. It left her in
windblown blue troughs as thick with whirlpools and eddies as a lake in August
is thick with lilies, and it lifted her on solid mountains of water that bent
into lenslike plates and then collapsed to become a dozen little flumes. From
the high points, she could see all around, as if from an observation tower, and
she saw that the current was pulling her sideways. She shifted course and
continued swimming, until, almost exhausted by the cold waves, she came to the
edge of the foam pool. In its center, a stricken animal was thrashing in panic.
Treading water, she looked at it
carefully, and saw that it was a white horse twice as big as the draft animals
that pulled ploughs in the potato fields, but with the lean look of a
Southampton hunt horse. Though she had never seen either a cavalry mount or a
battle, she knew from its motions that it thought it was in a fight. It was not
drowning, but, rather, enmeshed in some sort of dream. Its front hooves left
the water like leaping marlin, and smashed down into imagined opponents,
cleaving the surface into angled geysers. It neighed the way horses do in a
fight, in self-encouragement, and its legs never ceased flailing as it tried to
trample down the brine.
If she were to approach it, she
would surely be crushed, and if not, held in the vortex that it was slowly
carving, and dragged under to drown. Even so, she swam into the ring.
If the white horse had expected
anything, it was not the sudden embrace of a young child in a silken camisole,
and, unable to see what was on him, he went wild. First, he jumped out of the
sea like a St. Botolph’s Charger, and seemed to fly in the air. Then, four legs
extended, he went under, hoping to shed his rider in the gales of water that
would sweep over his back. He went as deep as he could, and rolled, and kicked
in the noiseless brine, but she, lungs dying, did not let go.
When he came to the surface she
was with him, and, though he continued to thrash, he seemed now to want a
rider. She had to be brought to land. She was a frail child with thin arms and
wet hair that streamed over her face, and despite the fact that she had come
all the way out there, mounted him, and hung on, she was shaking from the cold
and seemed not to have the strength to engage once more the surf and its
undertow. She touched his neck, urging him toward the beach, and he began to
swim the way a horse swims when it fords a river—with complete concentration
and single-mindedness.
On the back of the white horse,
Christiana had the impression that he might easily have headed in the other
direction and been able to spend the next few months at sea, like a polar bear.
He seemed to have limitless power.
As they broke through the surf
he began to go faster, as if he were waking up or getting his wind back.
Momentarily confused by the undertow, he took several great strides which
nearly threw his rider, and was soon standing on dry land. Not realizing how
far she was from the ground, Christiana slid off and hit the sand so hard that
she fell backward into a sitting position. It was difficult to believe that he
was so high. But she could easily walk under his belly without bending her
head. She weaved in and out of his legs, passing her hand across them as if
they were tree trunks. She walked through the forelegs, under his chin, and out
to where he could see her. Except for his wounds—the slashes and cuts, some of
which still
bled—he appeared to be a
public monument come alive.
He tilted his head and looked at
her in parental fashion, as if she were a colt or a filly. Then he lowered his
neck and nuzzled her on her stomach, and then on her head, pushing her a little
one way and back again, pressing her hair enough to make salt water come
dripping out of it, and yet not hurting her at all. As long as he was looking
at her, she could not turn away from his perfectly round, gentle eyes.
After she had run to get her
clothes, and after she and the horse were made warm and dry by the wind and the
sun, she saw him glance up and search the sky. He followed gulls wheeling on
thermals miles aloft, but did not seem to find what he was looking for. Then,
as she watched, he galloped up and down the beach; he pranced about in a
circle; and, shaking out his mane, he reared onto his hind legs. Satisfied with
this, he made a single leap that, to Christiana’s astonishment, took him over
the high line of dunes which faced the ocean. By the time she followed, he had
already taken to galloping and jumping in tremendous bounds over the duneland,
the walls of scrub, and the ponds. She watched him during this exercise,
wanting him to sail farther and farther at each jump—which he did. And he was
not unaware of her, either, for he always stopped and looked back to see if she
were still there. She was just young enough to clap each time he extended the
distance of this soaring, and it made her own heart fly to see him rise into
the air.
But finally he looked toward the
dune where she was sitting, and raised his neck and head. Shaking them back and
forth, he whinnied in the deep and beautiful way that horses can whinny when
they are moved. Then he turned toward the sandflats and the Sound, and started
his run. The earth shook, the beach grass trembled, he propelled himself
forward, and he flew.
• • •
STATELY, plump Craig Binky often
sat in an exhausted daze, staring at the flickering breaker light that
reflected into the living room of the illustrious East Hampton retreat which he
called the “Rog and Gud Clug.” His father, Lippincott “Bob” Binky, had built
the club and opened it to all white gentiles of English descent. Nonetheless, the club members were not
particularly fond of the founder’s son. They did not like the way he pronounced
things, his large entourage, the many senseless regulations that he proposed at
their meetings (girls between ages nine and ten must wear waterwings at
all times), or the blimp that he moored over the golf course. He called
this blimp the Binkopede, and used it to cover funerals. As the deceased
was being lowered into the earth, a blimp shadow would enshroud him, and the Ghost
photographers would catch the mourners in the unusual pose of looking
straight up.
Craig Binky and his friend
Marcel Apand (a lecherous, candle-colored, rat-eyed real estate tycoon, whose
name was pronounced “ape hand”) believed that the job of the very wealthy,
and therefore their job, was to find dazzling beaches and shaded groves
humming with bees, to sit in a garden close as the trees swayed, and to watch
the sea from well-kept summer houses as big as hotels. One afternoon, while a
dozen waiters were laying out the cutlery and china of the Rod and Gun Club,
Craig Binky and Marcel Apand were arguing over the former’s assertion that
seven plus five was thirteen. Winding through crowds of sunburned men and
women, the director of the club interrupted this mathematical dispute, calling
his guests’ attention to the lobsters that were boiling not so far away in
large steam kettles full of sea water and fresh dill, and then—anticipation of
dinner having banished the argument—proceeded to ask a favor of Craig Binky.
He knew that Craig Binky’s house
in East Hampton had forty-five rooms, and that the double townhouse on Sutton
Place had sixty, and he was aware of a great many other unused Binky
habitations all over the world—a garden apartment in Kyoto, for example. He
wanted to know if Craig Binky, or Marcel Apand for that matter, had an extra
room to lend for a week or two. A young kitchen maid at the club needed
someplace to stay in the city while she looked for a job. The club, of course,
closed down promptly on the first of October. This year she had no place to
live, because her father had died shortly after his old hotel—in the middle of
the potato fields out toward Springs—had burned down during a terrible
electrical storm. Her mother had gone back to Denmark.
“I don’t know if I have room,”
Craig Binky blurted out, his eyes darting from place to place the way they always did when people
asked him for favors. ”Uh... the billiard room is being redone.”
“Oh, that’s perfectly all right,”
the director said, rising. ”It doesn’t matter.”
But Marcel Apand was listening
intently. ”Wait a minute Craig,” he said. ”Don’t you want to get a look at
her?”
Not long after they got a look
at her, she found herself on Marcel’s yacht, the Apand Victory. Moving
through the ten thousand mothlike sails on the Sound, she felt as if she were
riding on the shuttlecock of a loom that was weaving a tapestry of summer. The
trip to New York by boat took two days. They stopped for the night at Marcel
Apand’s estate in Oyster Bay, where, in her estimation, he behaved strangely
and was much too forward and direct about the kind of things that people on the
tip of Long Island did not talk about in the presence of new acquaintances. But
by the next day, the Fourth of July, she had generously forgiven his
gracelessness, and the hot blue mist that covered the approaches to the city
took up all her attention.
She had never been to New York.
She had been told of its stunning size, and had made a few deductions of her
own by contrasting the power and wealth of the city people with that of the
islanders whom they annually overwhelmed—but she hadn’t successfully guessed
the half of it.
They sailed under the dozen
bridges that spanned the Sound. Looking at them even from below gave her
vertigo. From afar they were lovely arches and upright pillars. Like the moon
and the sun, summer and winter, and all the many other things that she knew
were in complementary balance, they suggested the existence of a greater and
more perfect design. She could hardly believe that there were hundreds of these
bridges, and their names were a delight to hear as the captain recited them for
her along with the names of the rivers, channels, and bays they crossed.
At Hell Gate, when they came
around the corner and saw the darkened cliffs of Manhattan, she learned that
(as fine as villages may be) the world is infatuated with its cities. The view
downriver into Kips Bay was crowded with unforgettable gray canyons, and there
were bridges everywhere, knitting together the islands by leaping currents that ran as fast as
racehorses. Their spidery metalwork soared, and their catenaries rolled like
the swells off Amagansett.
• • •
LIKE a rusty, bashed-up harbor
tug attached to a sleek new liner, Marcel towed Christiana from one party to
another. He had her by his side, turning heads, at two dozen affairs a week.
When they had left the yacht on the Fourth of July and taken a taxi through a
mile and a half of canyon walls of blood-red brick and mirrored glass, they had
seen three or four people where normally there would have been thousands.
Because no windows were open and the air was so still and hot that the trees
dared not move for fear of encountering more of it than they had to, Christiana
thought that she had entered a city of the dead. Had she driven in from Long
Island, past the prairie full of tombs, the impression might have been
strengthened. At Marcel’s parties, it was confirmed.
They were the price for living
in a small palace with a garden that overlooked the East River. Most of the
time, Christiana had the carefully decorated reception rooms, the libraries,
whirlpools, saunas, and sunny balconies to herself. Marcel was almost always at
his office, but when he returned he expected her to be waiting for him, ready
to go out, fully made-up, dressed in expensive silks or in gowns covered with
flashing scales.
At first, she looked for work,
and would have been happy to have become a salesgirl at Woolworth’s or a
cleaning woman in a bank. At the parties, benefits, and testimonial dinners,
she was offered jobs as if they were the things that servants carried around on
trays. Though these jobs paid enormous salaries, they demanded that she make
herself available in the same way everyone assumed she did for Marcel.
The young men who caught her eye
turned out to be either Aphand employees loyal to their chief, or voracious
creatures not unlike him who always managed to ask her to call them in secret.
And the men who put up the tents and hauled the food and dishes were different
from the fishermen in Amagansett who did similar work in their spare time. They
didn’t dare look at Christiana, and she was ashamed to look at them. It
saddened her to remember when she had passed out food to the Scandinavian families that came to the
hotel when she was a girl, while a player piano banged out Danish songs from
fifty years before, and she and the sunburned little blond boys blushed almost
to ignition at the thought of dancing or touching.
On August nights, Christiana,
Marcel, and his guests would occasionally sit on a balcony that extended over
the river at the garden’s edge. Laden barges and intracoastal craft rode the
current close to shore, passing silently and swiftly like monsters trying to
sneak down the channel after having wandered by accident into the city. These
poor frightened things became targets for the Apand pistols. As the barges
glided by, Marcel, Christiana, and their friends pumped shots into the
darkness, trying to hit the running-lights, and when they shot low they heard
their bullets chime off the steel hulls and into the water.
Sometimes when Christiana found
herself at a party in a very high place she would go to a darkened window and
look out over the city. It smoldered in summer heat, and through the blur she
could see tenements burning, perhaps ten at any one time, in the city of the
poor. The many lights that shone through the misty summer air also seemed to be
fires, and everything below her appeared to be alight. And yet the city was not
strangled in its own smoke. It was alive, and she wanted to know it, even if it
meant the risk of losing herself within it. Because there were all kinds of
hell—some were black and dirty, and some were silvery and high.
• • •
IN late summer the city was attacked and besieged by waves of
heat which bleached and dried the marshes in New Jersey until they were as
white as salt pans, scorched the pine barrens, and tried to turn the dunes of
Montauk into the deserts of Mars. The city itself became a kiln—ninety-eight
degrees in the shade and all through the night. The main arteries, islands, and
boulevards were feathery green with thirsty trees that moved like wild dancers,
begging for water in the dry wind.
One airless night at the end of
August, Hardesty and Virginia became crazed with desire. Possessed and
hallucinating, and sweating like athletes, they struggled with everything they
had to get to the other side of one another. Immersed in violent, gymnastic,
wet intercourse, they felt like powerful engines, forges, furnaces, and they
wondered if perhaps some great god on a journey to the outer reach had flown by
the sun and passed his hot cloak over the earth. Just when it was over, they
heard the steam whistle of an outbound freighter gliding downriver. They sensed
the form of the ship; and its passing gravity shook their bodies and trembled
through them as if the ship were not making its way down the East River, alive
in the stream, but sitting across from them in their bedroom.
Not too far away, Asbury
Gunwillow lay on his bed, trying as best he could to breathe. He had found work
as the pilot of The Sun’s launch. He carried reporters and illustrators
to pier fires and shipboard dedications; took them far out to sea to meet dignitaries
on incoming transoceanic liners; ferried employees to and from Manhattan,
Brooklyn Heights, and Sheepshead Bay; shadowed the Coast Guard, Customs
Service, and Harbor Police; made it possible for the readers of The Sun to
have fresh riverward perspectives of new buildings; accompanied Hardesty and
Marko Chestnut to places like Sea Gate and Indian’s Mallow; and trolled for
bluefish a hundred miles off the bight. He had been pursued for a full month by
a monstrous unkempt woman from Tribeca, an intellectual who did not know if it
were day or night, had never seen the ocean, and thought that a goat was a male
sheep. Jaundiced and liver-colored, living only through books, tobacco, and alcohol,
she had the face of a bullfrog, the brain of a gnat, and the body of a raccoon.
And yet she had easily lured Asbury to her loft on Vesey Street, because she
had a siren’s voice, and her name was Juliet Paradise. Being relatively
courtly, he did not bolt at their first meeting, and she followed him
thereafter like a hound. ”How can I get rid of her?” he had asked Hardesty and
Marko. ”I look at her face, I see pizza pie. I’ve tried everything. What should
I do? Tell me!” They just laughed, enjoying his distress.
Uptown, on Central Park West,
Praeger and Jessica were back together again for the ninth or tenth time,
knowing that they would spend the rest of their lives in convergence and
reconvergence. Harry Penn, a widower, went to see his daughter when she
appeared in a play, ran the
finest newspaper in the Western world, and was served his at-home dinners by
Boonya, an insane but cheerful Norwegian maid. Marko Chestnut, also a widower,
would never fall out of love with the woman who had died, and was sustained by
the grace of the children who came to his studio to be painted, the practice of
his art and the ever-changing city. Craig Binky was a bachelor who had never
given a thought to love. But, then again, he hadn’t ever given a thought to
anything else, either. He was happy enough. He had The Ghost, his blimp,
and various schemes to crush The Sun. Marcel Apand had real estate,
concubines, and Christiana for show.
On the August night when Asbury
had been unable to sleep and Hardesty and Virginia could not tear themselves
apart, Marcel Apand, some of his closest friends, and Christiana set out in
three enormous automobiles to tour the city of the poor. Marcel was not a fool:
the bulletproof salons on wheels in which they rode were equipped with radios
and high-voltage skins, and each automobile carried both a guard and driver
armed with small submachine guns and tear-gas grenades.
They did this because they were
willing to do anything for amusement, because they, too, could not sleep, and
because Marcel wanted to disabuse Christiana of the notion that beyond the brownout
and smoke there was a free empyrean. He wanted to show her that such things did
not exist, that there was no mystery, no transfiguration, no God to save those
who are thrown upon the waves.
As they rode slowly in convoy
across the Williamsburg Bridge, before curtains were drawn so no one would be
able to see in, they toasted each other with champagne and checked the door
locks. Nervous and excited, but, most of all, curious, they spoke in barely
audible whispers as they descended the Brooklyn ramp into the inferno.
“The entire city is going to
burn someday,” said an older man, apart from Marcel the oldest there.
“So what if it does,” someone
else challenged. ”They probably have the right to burn it.” The three cars had
descended, and were moving down a long empty avenue of blackened tenements.
“I don’t mean the way it burns
now, the way it burns every day,” said the older man. ”That’s controllable,
acceptable. I mean a shudder of anger
that will make itself heard in heaven, a fire that will leave only rubble and
glass.”
“We’ll rebuild,” said Marcel. ”Let
it come. We’ll rebuild.”
“It would be so wrong,” a
fashionable woman declared, ”so very very wrong, to burn everything just to
cleanse part of it....” But then she was interrupted.
“Look!” Christiana shouted. They
peered out the windows on the right side, where a group of ten or twelve skinny
young men in denim jackets and tight pants were chasing a man who wore no
shirt. He tripped now and then, as they did, too, because they were running across
a field of jagged bricks piled three or four deep at all angles. But, still, he
nearly flew, and would have kept ahead of them had not a brick thrown by
someone in the front of the pack grazed his head and sent him sprawling. They
closed in, beating him with steel pipes and chains. Finally, as if that were
not enough, they shot him point-blank in the face eight or ten times. Then they
ran.
It had all happened in less than
a minute. Christiana had not been able to breathe as she watched. She begged Marcel
to call the police, and wanted to get out to help the man lying on the bricks.
The glass partition between
compartments went down halfway, and the guard reported that the police had been
summoned. ”But they won’t come,” he said. ”Not until daylight. They’re afraid.
It doesn’t matter: the man’s dead, and he probably was expecting it.” The
partition closed, and they rolled on.
“Don’t you own a lot of this
area, Marcel?”
“I used to, Del, thirty years
ago, when there was still something to own. It’s all squatter’s law now. And
there aren’t many buildings that still stand.”
“Enough to turn a profit.”
“Only for the devil.”
Through the tinted glass
curtains came a fiery glow that made the women’s faces seem rose-colored. The
long avenues of flattened rubble, in which nothing stood but chimneys, were
only the perimeter of a vast city of the poor that stretched to the sea.
Guarded by ramparts of tenements, it appeared in the distance like an enormous
pan that holds a smoky flame. The sky above it flickered and danced, and the
unseen rampart walls looked like a mountain ridge shadowed against a sunset. The action of
the light suggested, in red and black the movements of a crazed barbaric army.
Though frightened into silence,
they continued into the city of flame. This was no silent place, as well it
might have been, punctuated only by explosions and shots. It was a hell of
roaring mechanistic sounds that fought to overwhelm the senses: battalions of
drums, sirens mating in the open air, engines shrieking with delight
Hundreds of thousands of people
rushed from place to place just as in the mother city glowing coolly in the
west, but these were wasted creatures with euphoric eyes. A soot-blackened man
in rotted clothing bent over and pounded the sidewalk with two sticks. It
appeared as if, momentarily, he would straighten his back, but he never did.
Barefoot lunatics, expressions awash, staggered from street to street with
their pants half down. Rows of diseased prostitutes stood at the curbs and
gestured to growling automobiles that had engines powerful enough for tanks and
were filled with men whose hands warmed knives and guns. There were no quiet
places, no misty parks, no lakes, no trees, no clean streets. The only towers
in the city of the poor were pillars of wavering smoke, and it was ruled by
arrogant young men who swept through the streets. Consumed by wars among
themselves, they exploited others only as an afterthought, but always well.
When the cars passed by, these people pushed out their chests, gestured
defiantly, and smiled. Rocks and bottles bounced off the armored automobiles
like rain.
They came to a square which,
though it had once been a fairground and a farmer’s market, had become a place
for the exchange of loot and drugs, for the marshaling of gangs, and for the
continuous sharking and hustling that was nothing less than the city consuming
itself. Off to the side, a clever entrepreneur had made the ruined foundations
of a public building into an arena. A crowd was pouring in through its gates
and fighting for seats on planks laid over uneven courses of dilapidated
masonry. Thousands had packed themselves together to see some kind of
entertainment. Marcel thought it would be all right for his party to go in as
well, since everyone’s attention would be directed toward what they had come to
see. He sent a security man to arrange for a special box behind the lights and
close to the waiting cars.
As they got out of the
limousines, the women pushed back their lace veils and squinted at the carbon
arc lamps that shone into the arena. The few stragglers who had gathered were
silenced by the shocking differences in bearing, health, and dress that made
both parties feel as if they were contemplating representatives of another
species. Christiana threw back her hair and looked around. She knew that, if
need be, she was able to climb or run. So often, living with Marcel, she had
felt motionless, and, ironically, bodyless. Here, at least, everything was
physical—the noise, the oppressive summer heat, the tumbling pink clouds which
reflected the flamelight. Better to be here, she thought, where the heart
pounds out of control and the hand trembles, than chatting with Marcel’s friends
in a drawing room or an expensive restaurant.
A man stepped into the lights.
Wearing a lime-colored tuxedo and gold jewelry that seemed to be crawling all
over him, he screamed in a language that Christiana could hardly understand,
and, as he screamed, he danced. He gestured to one entrance or another of the
pit, and a fighter would appear from the shadows. Armored in shiny black metal
plates that made him look more like a sea creature than a gladiator, each man
carried either a sword, a long steel pike, a trident, or a mace. When the man
who was being devoured by his own jewelry disappeared, a dozen strong fighters
remained standing on the sand. But they did not fight each other.
Instead, a gate opened and a brown mare
was pushed into the light. At first
blinded, she shied back. The roar of the crowd was a wave that struck and paralyzed
her, and, as her eyes adjusted to the light, she saw the animal fighters closing in, and she
knew what was going
to happen. Those closest to her drove her from the wall to the center of their ring. She watched
as they tightened it. There was little use in threatening with her hind quarters, since,
wherever she turned,
there would be a swordsman or a pikeman in front, where she was almost defenseless. Some
animal fighters fought horses one on one. Not here. Even so, they moved very slowly, and the
spectators were tense. The mare panicked, and reared onto her hind legs. As soon as
she did, they attacked, driving their steel deep into her flesh. Pikes pierced her chest with a sound that was like
a knife in a melon. She
was down in an instant, swaying gently, on her knees, and they hacked at her until the sand was soaked and the
pieces lay about like litter.
Christiana could barely stay upright. She
had the strength neither to stand nor to cry out, and though she wanted Marcel
to take her out of there, she couldn’t even turn to him. She had no will, but
only eyes, as in a dream.
They produced a different horse,
and though Christiana begged in silence to be released, she was pinioned to the
air, and she watched as another perplexed animal fell to its knees and died.
Then they brought out what the
crowd had been waiting for, an enormous white stallion for whom both gates from
the holding pen had to be opened. He stood calmly, neither blinded by the light
nor afraid. The animal now in the ring was for Christiana the embodiment of all
that she loved, all that was beautiful, and all that was good. She felt that
were they to kill him they would be killing everything in the world that would
someday enable it to rise. And unlike the day that she had been alone on the
beach, thrown off her dress without a thought, and waded into the surf, she was
now unable to go to his aid. It was a different time. Things had changed. The
world was not the same as it had been when she had ridden the white horse in
from the sea.
She was with him in the arc
lights, and she saw through his eyes as he moved his head to survey his
enemies. He stunned the crowd because he refused to be afraid. Striding forward
easily, he went to the garbage that had been the mares, and put a hoof upon the
bloody head of the first. It was an unmistakable gesture, and it made the horse
butchers nervous. Christiana knew that he could have jumped out of the pit and
left it all behind with no more difficulty than a steeplechase horse cavorting
across a lawn. But he chose to stay. He began to move about. Never before had
the animal fighters faced such a large creature. During his agile dancing,
muscles rose in his flesh. His legs moved fast, and the gray hooves suddenly
seemed as sharp as razors. The people screamed when he reared and made the
invincible fighters lower their lances and swords in fright.
A lance was thrown. The rampant
stallion turned on it furiously, knocking it aside and driving it into the
ground halfway the length of its shaft. The man who had thrown it tried in vain
to pull
it from the sand. The
spectators loved this, and they would have raised the roof, had there been one,
when, next, two pikes were thrown at once. The horse leapt high in the air and
let one pass, and kicked the other with his rear legs, sending it up into the
night air on a flight that promised to take it far beyond the smoke and clouds.
Now everyone could hear his
breathing. Quick jumps took him from one side of the pit to the other,
scattering the swordsmen and spear-throwers, isolating them for his attacks.
They bounced off the walls, dropped their weapons, and staggered about as if
they didn’t know where they were. The white horse felled them one after
another. He would fake to his left, and, in a split second, bound to the right,
his forelegs crushing one of the horse butchers against the wall. He picked
them up and shook them until they went limp, and then threw them away. He
batted them with his neck and crushed them with his hooves. And in the end, he
stood alone, shuddering, sweating, incensed.
Because the spectators had been
worked up to a dangerous frenzy, Marcel insisted that his party leave
immediately to drive back to Manhattan. When the three heavy cars took to the
Great Bridge, they were raised far beyond the fiery haze, of the city of the
poor, and Christiana saw a full moon that had sailed over the harbor and
silvered the cliffs. Away from the city of the poor there were such things as
the color blue, a cool wind that had no smoke, mats of interwoven summer
starlight, and the enormous pearl of the moon. The expedition, Marcel said, was
a great success. Who would have known that they would see a white horse fight like
an avenging angel? Marcel was credited for the discovery, and the word was
spread. But other caravans would have no luck, for the white horse was soon
lost deep within the city of the poor.
They returned to Manhattan quite
late, or, rather, early in the morning, and they all slept soundly. That is,
all except Christiana, who did not sleep at all.
• • •
SHE stared out over the garden
to the moon-washed river. While they had been in the city of the poor, a front
of cold air had come down from Canada and lifted the mist from most of
Manhattan.
Upriver, she imagined, it would
be dark green again, rather than the diffuse jungle green of summer, in which
there was no blue. Heat and haze had swallowed up the blue for weeks, but now
it covered the surface of the rivers and dominated the mountainsides. The cool
air shocked her into her senses.
She gathered her things
together, changed into a chambray shirt and khaki pants, and went downstairs to
the kitchen. There, she made half a dozen sandwiches of smoked meat, took some
apples and carrots, and decided that she would steal from the petty cash jar.
Marcel wouldn’t miss it, and she would take only what was there. She opened it
and pulled out a roll of bills that she stuffed into her pocket without
looking. Outside, on Sutton Place, in the middle of the night, she felt free
for the first time in months, and she almost danced down the street. She had no
idea where she was headed or what she would do, but, before she turned into the
depths of the city, she counted the money she had taken and was a little
shocked to see that it came to $3, 243. Since that was barely enough to make a
small lunch for Marcel’s closest friends, or to provision the yacht for a day
sail, she rightly assumed that he would never know or care that it was gone.
After all, this was the man who had lost $7 million at Pachinko, and said it
was worth having seen the little silver balls fall past the little silver pins.
Purely by chance, she headed
south to the Village. The city was empty, its only activity the blinking on and
off of neon signs, an occasional plume of steam that rose from the street, or a
gull that gently crossed the gap between the canyons, gliding on air that was
pink with dawn and equanimity. Everything seemed benevolent. But, still, she
was apprehensive. Marcel had said that she would be devoured immediately by the
hard city outside. ”You’ve never lived alone,” he said. ”It’s not easy. How
will you find an apartment. Where? Do you know how difficult it is to obtain an
apartment in New York? And a job: it might take months to get a job. Meanwhile,
you’ll starve on the street.”
Early in the morning, a real
estate agent showed her a tiny chamber on Bank Street, which he called an
apartment. The bathtub was in the kitchen, and she could touch all four walls
of the “bedroom” from one spot, but it was clean and it was quiet, and it
overlooked a garden. ”You’ll have to share the balcony with the gentleman who
lives in the adjoining residence. He works for The Sun, piloting their
launch, so he’s always out when the weather’s good, and you’ll have the balcony
to yourself.”
“But it’s only a foot wide,”
Christiana protested. ”Two hundred dollars a month,” the real estate agent
answered. She signed the lease, put down a security deposit and a month’s rent,
and the real estate agent left. ”Bang!” said Christiana. ”Just like that, and
I’ve got a place to live!” She opened a bank account, stocked the refrigerator,
and furnished the place, all before noon. Since she needed only a small table,
two chairs, a white sleeping mat, some blankets, a pillow, three lamps, an old
prayer rug, and a minimum of kitchen equipment for her minimum of a kitchen,
she was left with more than $2, 000—and some pocket money with which she bought
lunch, a Danish dictionary, several Danish novels and geography books, a
notebook, and some pens. She was going to teach herself the language that she
had first known and that still lay dormant within her needing only to be
awakened. By three o’clock that afternoon, she had found a job.
At the service entrance of a
beautiful house in Chelsea, a most astonishing-looking ageless woman named
Boonya took her inside and began to explain the duties of an occasional maid. ”But
I said full-time,” Christiana protested. ”Mr. Penn pays you for
full-time, dear,” said Boonya, who was as round as a medicine ball, ”but you
only work part-time. In the interbules, you’re supposed to go to liberries and
concerps. If you go to college, he’ll pay your tutition. Me, I prefer to work
around the house, to cook and do the washtub and stuff. But each is
different. Bosca, the dark girl, who was here until she left, was studying in
the theater. Do you see what I mean?” Yes. Extraordinary.”
If that’s how you want to put
it. All right, can you cook?” I used to cook in my parents’ hotel.”
Good,” said Boonya, as she led
Christiana to the kitchen. ”But you may not be familiar with the foods that
Harry Penn holds dear to his heart. He and his daughter have favorites, which
I’ll teach you how to make.”
“Like what?”
“Oh, durbo cheese stuffed with
trefoil, camminog, meat of the vibola, roast bandribrolog seeds, satcha oil
hotcakes, young Dollit chicken in Sauce Donald, giant broom berries, creme de
la berkish tollick, serbine of vellit, pickled teetingle, chocolate wall
herrnans trail lemons, Rhinebeck hot pots with fresh armando, parrifoo of
aminule, vanilla lens arrows, fertile beaties, archbestial bloodwurst Turkish
calendar cake, fried berlac chippings, cocktail of ballroom pig, vellum cream
cake, undercurrents, crisp of tough boxer lamb sugared action terries, merry
rubint nuts, and rasta blood-chicken with sauce Arnold.”
For each of these products of
Boonya’s crazed imagination, she had a recipe. Christiana looked on in wonder
as Boonya pantomimed the preparation of fresh teetingle, or the proper way to
cut vanilla lens arrows. ”Always flour the marble before you put down an
uncooked lens arrow. Sprinkle the vanilla. Cut it fast!” she screamed, her fat
sausagelike arms flailing about the medicine ball. ”Otherwise, it sticks.
Sticky little bastards, lens arrows. Did your mother ever teach you how to
properly bone a good serbine of vellit?”
Boonya took her through the
house, which was filled with books, paintings, and nautical relics, all of
which required regular dusting. There was an illuminated painting of Harry Penn
as a regimental commander in the Great War. ”That was years ago,” Boonya
explained, ”ages and ages ago. He’s a young man there, but not now. Now he’s
old. He spends a lot of time at The Sun, but when he’s here, he’s always
reading. He says books stop time. I myself think he’s crazy. (I put a book
right next to my alarm clock, and the clock kept on going.) Don’t tell anyone,
but when he reads something that he likes he gets real happy, turns on the
music, and dances by himself, or with a broom sometimes. Mum’s the word.”
“I suppose it’s because his wife’s dead,”
said Christiana, ‘ that he dances with a broom.”
“I don’t think so,” said Boonya. ”He
dances with a mop, too.
“Maybe he
had a mistress.”
“He did, but she had short
hairs. I also got short-haired mops. They’re for precision cleaning, like those
small wheels they got in racing cars. In them European formula P’s, the wheel’s
the size of a silver dollar.
That’s why they have midget racers, who can grab it in their tiny hands.” She
looked around in conspiratorial fashion and beckoned Christiana toward her.
Whispering softly, she said, ”Their little bodies fit between the struts. My
cousin Louis tried to be one. He’s small enough, Lord knows. But Louis always
pretends to be a shadow turkey, so they threw him out.”
“What’s a shadow turkey?”
“That’s one of those things that
boomatooqs use to wash windows with, but they’re illegal in New York and New
Jersey, so Connecticut boomatooqs have to smuggle them through to get to
Pennsylvania. Get my drift? Louis wasn’t all there. One day, the Lord was
cracking nuts, and Louis was taking a nap in the nut pile. Get it?”
Christiana smiled, but, when Boonya
looked away for an instant, duplicitously rolled her eyes.
“Shh!” hissed Boonya, holding her finger
up in the air. ”Do you hear castanets?”
“No,” Christiana answered.
“I think I hear them passing on
a funeral wagon. Maybe the Spanish ambassador kicked the bucket.” And then,
with drops of sweat dripping from the unified eyebrow that marched across her
forehead like a centipede, Boonya gradually stoked the fire of her madness
until she intoned like a druid, singing to Christiana what she said were her
ten favorite Egyptian Christmas carols, delivering a long and intense
dissertation on Eskimo sexual utensils, and talking about the coconut, which
she maintained was exclusively the symbol of military preparedness. She would
stop to quiz Christiana.
“What’s the symbol of military
preparedness?”
“The coconut.”
“Exclusively?”
“So it is said.”
But all in all, Boonya was a
good maid and (in her work, at least) as stable as the Rock of Gibraltar. And
she looked like it too, or, rather, like a sphere with three melons on it—two
enormous breasts that swayed with gravity, and a head upon which were coils I
thin blond hair wound in basket-weave. She was Norwegian, and thought she was
superior to the slim and beautiful Christiana, who was Danish, because Norway was
above Denmark.
They got along in a fashion.
Going to work became for Christiana an extraordinary entertainment, for
Boonya’s declarations and pronouncements were never-ending, she could clean
like a demon, she sang songs in languages that no one knew, and she had recipes
for a thousand foods that did not exist.
• • •
NOT until winter, when during a
prolonged blizzard The Sun’s launch was idle, did Christiana discover
the inhabitant of the apartment on the other side of the wall. A steady
northwest wind drove the snow in hypnotic trajectories as the blizzard rushed
through the garden, turning it into an alpine cirque. Asbury and Christiana sat
facing one another for hours, though between them were two fires and several
thicknesses of brick.
She was deep in Thorgard’s Winter
Seas, speeding along at two pages an hour in the original Danish. Asbury
was at a little table before the fire, struggling with Dutton’s Problems in
Advanced Navigation, over which he soon had to triumph if he were to
continue his progress toward a master’s certificate. For six months, they had
lived in adjoining rooms, and been completely unaware of one another’s
presence, though they slept literally less than a foot apart.
Were the forces of nature less
concerned with the mounting of stupendous blizzards and the greening of
mountain ranges than with maneuvering together a good man and a good woman, the
bricks that separated them would have crumbled long before. But the forces of
nature did not seem to care, and it was not until Asbury got up to get his fire
going that he and his neighbor were finally enabled to meet. He rocked the logs
with a poker, watching the red coals chip off into devil’s candy. When he was
satisfied with the activity he had promoted in the crucible before him, he
banged the poker again the back wall of the fireplace three times, to rid it of
a few glowing embers that had lodged in its hook.
Christiana put down her book and
stared at the inner wall the fireplace. Then she got up, seized a poker, and
knocked back three times. It was answered. Soon the telegraphy moved from the
firewall to the wall above the mantel, and then to the wall between their beds. There, discovering
that voices could carry through, they introduced themselves, but then cut off
their conversation quite rapidly thereafter, out of embarrassment. ”What place
is this in your apartment?” she had asked.
“My bed,” he had answered. ”What about
you?”
“The same,” she had said, realizing that
they slept only inches apart.
“Are you going to move it now?” Asbury
asked.
“No.”
Sometimes they spent hours lying
next to the wall, saying anything that came to mind, telling their histories,
what they had thought, and what they had dreamed. In this way, they became so
intimate that it was as if they were having a blistering love affair without
anything like a wall between them. In the summer, he told her, they could
travel by their narrow balconies to a valley between the peaks of the roof. ”From
there you can see the river,” he told her.
She said that she would like to
go there. But was it dangerous to climb up? “No,” he answered. They would meet
during the summer. But not until then.
“What do you look like?” Asbury
asked one night, months later, because he knew that, since it was already the
beginning of May, he would soon see her.
“I’m not pretty. I’m not pretty at all,”
she said.
“I think you’re beautiful,” he shot back
through the wall.
“No,” Christiana insisted. ”It’s not
true. You’ll see.”
“I don’t care,” he answered. ”I love
you.”
When he heard her crying, he
thought that perhaps he had gotten himself in
deeper than he should have. But he did love her, I he didn’t care if, as she steadily maintained, she
was homely. This he
made clear to her on a number of occasions during the late spring. Finally, he asked her to
marry him.
Everyone, including Hardesty,
thought that Asbury had made a terrible mistake. ”I understand,” Hardesty said, ”how people,
especially lonely people, might fall in love through a wall. But if she is, as she claims, physically
repulsive, you’ll need that wall between you for the rest of your lives.”
I know,” Asbury said. ”If she’s
really hideous, you might be right. But she says that she’s just overly plain, whatever that means. I
still can’t see how she could fail to appear to me to be the most beautiful
woman in the world.”
Hardesty offered to go look, and
received a resounding lecture on trust, after which Asbury affirmed that he was
going to take the risk. Her voice was beautiful, and he knew that he loved
her—that was enough.
She agreed to marry him, and
they decided to meet in the roof valley on the first fine day. Naturally, it
rained throughout most of the spring.
But one day early in June, in
the morning, before the sun was too hot, Asbury went out on the roof. At first
he climbed to the peak of his own side and stayed there, looking at the river,
trying not to tremble too much, because it was the perfectly blue day for which
he had been waiting. Hell, he thought, let’s just do it. He went into the
valley and up again, and spoke through a chimney.
“Christiana,” he shouted. ”Are
you up? I hope I have the right chimney.”
“I’m up,” she yelled into her
fireplace, her heart racing.
“Come to the roof. It’s time we
met.” He tried not to be nervous. ”After we get over the shock of this, one way
or another, we can go sailing. Maybe all the way to Amagansett.”
“Coming,” she said, in motion,
in a voice that had reverted to nearly pure Scandinavian, though the word was
hardly audible as she sprang away from the hearth.
Asbury went down to where the
two roofs met, and stood with a foot on each one, facing the direction from
which she would appear.
First, her hand came over the
edge while she climbed up on the balcony rail. Then she rose in one quick
movement, and stood before the lover that she had never seen. She was more than
pleased. And he was stunned.
“I knew it,” he said, in
triumph, struggling to take her in all at once. ”I knew that you would be the
most beautiful woman in the world. And goddammit,” he said, stepping back a
pace so as not to be overwhelmed, ”you are.”
• • •
NOTHING
is random, nor will anything ever be,
whether a long string of perfectly blue days that begin and end in golden
dimness, the most seemingly chaotic political acts, the rise of a great city,
the crystalline structure of a gem that has never seen the light, the
distributions of fortune, what time the milkman gets up, the position of the
electron, or the occurrence of one astonishingly frigid winter after another.
Even electrons, supposedly the paragons of unpredictability, are tame and
obsequious little creatures that rush around at the speed of light, going
precisely where they are supposed to go. They make faint whistling sounds that
when apprehended in varying combinations are as pleasant as the wind flying
through a forest, and they do exactly as they are told. Of this, one can be
certain.
And yet there is a wonderful
anarchy, in that the milkman chooses when to arise, the rat picks the tunnel
into which he will dive when the subway comes rushing down the track from
Borough Hall, and the snowflake will fall as it will. How can this be? If
nothing is random, and everything is predetermined, how can there be free will?
The answer to that is simple. Nothing is predetermined; it is determined, or
was determined, or will be determined. No matter, it all happened at once, in
less than an instant, and time was invented because we cannot comprehend in one
glance the enormous and detailed canvas that we have been given—so we track it,
in linear fashion, piece by piece. Time, however, can be easily overcome; not
by chasing the light, but by standing back far enough to see it all at once.
The universe is still and complete. Everything that ever was, is; everything
that ever will be, is—and so on, in all possible combinations. Though in
perceiving it we imagine that it is in motion, and unfinished, it is quite
finished and quite astonishingly beautiful. In the end, or, rather, as things
really are, any event, no matter how small, is intimately and sensibly tied to
all others. All rivers run full to the sea; those who are apart are brought
together; the lost ones are redeemed; the dead come back to life; the perfectly
blue days that have begun and ended in golden dimness continue, immobile and
accessible; and, when all is perceived in such a way as to obviate time, justice
becomes apparent not as something that will be, but as something that is.
PETER LAKE RETURNS
• • •
FOR
several years or more, the run of severe winters had been broken by a series of sunny counterfeits that were called winter only by Hawaiians. The worker-devils
who tore up the streets
in mid-Manhattan as traffic swirled about them like floodwaters around a
caisson, did so in the middle of January with their shirts off. At Christmastime, women were
seen on high terraces, sunning themselves. There was no snow; the garment industry was convulsed;
the news weeklies had a
series of identical covers about the weather. (Newsweek—“No more winters?”; Time—“Where
are the snows of yesteryear?”;
The Ghost News Magazine—“It’s Hot.”) Then, just at the peak of complacency, when it
was assumed that the climate of the world had changed forever, when the conductor of the
philharmonic played Vivaldi’s Four Seasons and left out an entire
movement, and when to
children of a young age stories of winter were told as if they were fairy
tales, New York was hit by a cataclysmic freeze, and once again, people huddled
together to talk fearfully of the millennium.
Snow filled the parks in volumes
that would have impressed the inhabitants of the Coheeries, overwhelming half
the trees and hills. It soon became the custom to ski from place to place,
passing silently over dead and buried cars. The air was so clear that people
said, ”Shake it and it will shatter,” and day after day, week after week, month
after month, a dense freezing wind descended from the north, pushing snow and
ice before it like a calving glacier. Winter abounded and exploded. Always the
season of testing and extremes, it made some people euphoric and others
suicidal; it split granite boulders, tree trunks, and marriages; it tripled the
rate of winter romances; brought back sleds and skis, and chapbooks about
Christmas in New England; and it froze the Hudson into a solid highway. It even
froze half the harbor.
Though it was said that winters
like this one had come before, hardly anyone was old enough to remember them.
The last one of such severity that it threatened not only the physical world,
but beliefs and institutions, had been not too long after the turn of the
century. Only the great wars had obliterated it from people’s memories. During
that winter, it was as if time itself had been alive, had a will of its own,
and wanted to be forgotten. Much about those years remained unexplained, as if
they had been preparing a coup, and, shortly before they might have been
discovered, had retreated to await a more propitious moment. The expressions of
the men and women of that era, surviving in photographs, seemed all-knowing,
and the subjects of the portraitists seemed to peer through time and know the
innermost thoughts of those who studied their images decades after they had
died. Such faces and eyes, constructed of light and truth, did not anymore exist.
A plain of ice encircled
Manhattan. Its southern limit was about a mile and a half past the Statue of
Liberty (to which one could now walk), and icebreakers continually ploughed
across it to keep a channel open for the Staten Island ferry. Even after the
ferry moved into open water, however, it had to pass gingerly between enormous
blocks of ice that had broken from the
shelf and were floating toward the sea.
One January evening at dusk, in
a blinding downpour of driven snow, the ferry was halfway to Staten Island when
it smashed its rear shafts and propellers against a submerged reef of ice, and
went dead in the water. The captain chose to steam on the front blades and go
back to Manhattan rather than to turn among the icebergs. The ferry was
drifting slowly in the snow, about to shift power. This was a routine task, but
it had to be accomplished quickly, because the boat drifted at a different rate
than the ice, and was bound therefore to suffer collisions with it.
On the bridge, officers and crew
were properly calm—alert professionals enjoying the tension of the moment and
the silent precision that it elicited from them. Suddenly, a passenger burst
in. The public was not allowed on the bridge for any reason, and this
gesticulating lunatic had not only interrupted the satisfying drama of the
propeller transfer, he had also brought into a dim and elegant silence some of
the cacophony of the city from which the ferry was usually able to keep a
comfortable distance. He hardly spoke English, and none of the pilots spoke
Spanish. Throwing himself around in a sort of epileptic dance, he seemed like
the more dangerous type of escapee.
“What do you want?” the captain
screamed, enraged.
The man took a deep breath,
tried not to shake, and pointed out the window. When they looked through the
falling snow, they saw an object in the water, about fifty feet away. It was
moving in barely visible spasms. It was a man.
As soon as they could hack the
ice off the davits, they lowered a lifeboat, and pulled him in. He was so badly
wounded and stunned that they didn’t expect him to talk. They would not have
been surprised had he rattled over and died.
Propped up in the crew’s shower,
he faced the steaming water in apparent gratitude. Several minutes more in the
chill harbor would have frozen him brittle.
A Spanish speaker was found to
interpret the account of the discoverer, now inflated with pride. He had been
gazing absent-mindedly into the snow, when he heard a whistle in the air like
that of an approaching artillery shell.
Before him appeared a bright streak of light, and the water under it exploded
as if someone had set off a dynamite charge to break apart the ice. Surprised
by the intense white flash, he was further amazed when a body was elevated on
the mushrooming foam. Then he had run to the bridge.
“Are you sure you didn’t push
him during a fight?” asked the captain of the Cornelius G. Koff—an
ancient boat that was still in service. ”I’m told he’s wounded.”
The man who could hardly speak
English stormed off the bridge. His countenance was enough to prove his
innocence.
“Call an ambulance to the slip,”
the captain told his mate. ”If the overboard wants to press charges against
anyone, inform the police. If not, forget it. We have enough to do.”
Several decks below, the
overboard in the shower heard the engines start, and felt the boat lurch ahead.
Someone beyond the shower curtain asked if he wanted to press charges.
“Press charges against who?”
inquired the wounded man, from within the hot water stream, startled by his own
Irish accent.
“Are you sure?”
“Sure I’m sure,” said Peter
Lake, staring in amazement at his wounds, which, from their appearance, had to
have been received recently.
“But you’re all cut up.”
“I see that,” answered Peter Lake. ”I
think I got some bullets in me, too.”
“How did it happen?”
The mate heard the shower
dashing off Peter Lake’s pale skin. ”I don’t know,” Peter Lake answered.
“What’s your name?” There was no
reply. ”It’s not important, though they might want to know at the hospital. If
you don’t want to say anything, that’s your business.”
Feeling so weak that the
foghorns speaking to each other across the winter harbor seemed like the music
of a dream, Peter Lake struggled to put on a pair of torn pants, a work shirt,
and a worn sweater that was dotted with specks of white paint. He was also
given a pair of old shoes which, by some accident, fit perfectly. Leaning over
to tie them made his heart race, and spots appeared before his eyes, but this was almost as
pleasant as getting into a warm bed on a cold night. He was told that his own
clothes—nothing more than soft shreds—had peeled off him and disintegrated when
he had been hauled into the lifeboat.
As the ferry was docking, he
stepped before a small broken mirror on the bulkhead.
“There’s an ambulance at the
pier,” the mate said. ”You’re bleeding like hell, but we had to put you in the
shower. You would have froze to death. Besides, the harbor’s not exactly lily-white.”
Peter Lake put his hands against
the wall to steady himself. He was faint from loss of blood, and he felt and
moved like a drunk. Staring at his image in the mirror, he shuddered. ”Funny,”
he said. ”I don’t know who that is.”
Then he saw two ambulance
attendants coming down the stairs, carrying a stretcher between them. They
caught him just as he was about to hit the floor.
• • •
HE awoke at dawn in one of the
very old ward rooms of St. Vincent’s Hospital, looking out on Tenth Street. It
was snowing, and because the light was diffuse, all the shadows in the room
were gray. He remembered the cold water, the ferry, the shower, and little
else. Certainly, he would snap to at any moment. Sometimes you forget your
name, he thought. Like hell you do. Maybe he was drunk. Perhaps he was
dreaming.
Written on a plastic band around
his wrist were the day and month that he was admitted, a four-digit number, and
“No Name.” Never before had he seen plastic. He felt how smooth it was, not
knowing why he was amazed, because, although he knew it was not familiar, he
couldn’t imagine that he had never come across it. There were certain things
that he simply could not recollect, and this he found unbearably annoying. Who
was he? How old? What month was it (the bracelet said “2/18”)? Still, he
believed that everything was near at hand, at the tip of his tongue.
A group of doctors and medical
students entered the ward and began their rounds. By the time they got to Peter
Lake, attendants were serving breakfast to the patients who had been examined,
most of the white curtains were drawn
back, and the silvery light—within which the snow wound and unwound in the
manic convulsions of a spinning jenny—had a bright daylike sheen.
As a dozen medical students and
nurses gathered around Peter Lake’s bed, the senior physician snatched a
clipboard from the bedstead, glanced at it, and addressed the patient. ”Good
morning,” he said. ”How are we feeling this morning?”
A shot of hostility welled up in
Peter Lake. Although he didn’t like the doctor and he didn’t know why, he
trusted himself, perhaps because he had nothing else.
“I don’t know,” he snapped back, eying
them one by one. ”You should know how you feel.”
“I see,” the doctor said. ”If that’s how
you want it, that’s how you’ll get it.”
“Just don’t saw off my legs,” Peter Lake
responded.
“Then let’s start with your
name. You were unconscious when you were admitted. You had no
identification....“
“What’s identification?”
“A driver’s license, for example.”
“For what, a locomotive?”
“No. For a car.”
“When you say ‘car’ do you mean
an automobile?” Peter Lake asked. The students nodded their heads. ”You don’t
need a license to drive an automobile.”
“Look,” the senior physician
said, ”you had three bullet wounds. We had to take your fingerprints and give
them to the police. They’ll have your name, so you might as well tell us.”
At the mention of the police,
Peter Lake lunged forward, and discovered that he was handcuffed to the bed.
The medical students started at the rattle of the chains. ”What are
fingerprints?” he asked. But they had lost their patience. Rather than an
answer, he got a needle in the arm, and he watched them depart.
Breathing slowly, Peter Lake
stared at the ceiling. He had no strength, and could not move. His eyes were
wide open, and a million thoughts crowded his head, like snowflakes in a
blizzard. And yet, despite manacles, wounds, and drugs, he felt as if he had
some fight left in him. He didn’t know from where it came any more than he knew who he was. But he did
know that deep inside the immobile body handcuffed to a hospital bed, there was
still a lot of fire. And when he fell asleep, he was smiling.
• • •
FIVE days later, Peter Lake
awakened to a springlike evening. The ward was quiet, and he had been corralled
within a screen of frilly snow-white cloth. Opening his eyes, he saw a dark
violet sky through the upper corner of a window, and strange white lights in
the ceiling, which he took to be some sort of adaptation of a cathode ray tube.
When he turned his head to the side, he saw that there was a young girl in the
cubicle with him.
She was sitting on a chair at
his bedside, staring with a youthful optimism that seemed to flow from every
atom in her body. She looked no more than fourteen or fifteen, had astonishing
green eyes, and red hair that was piled up in beautiful waves and falling
tresses. She was freckled, as someone of her coloring might be, and she was
slightly chubby. Peter Lake noticed (and then felt properly ashamed for making
such an observation about so young a girl) that she had a most attractive
bosom, moving visibly and seductively under her white blouse. This he
attributed to early development and healthy plumpness.
The girl, in fact, was
twenty-seven years old, and looked young for her age. She was a former resident
of Baltimore, a hardworking, good-natured young woman—his attending physician.
But, of course, he didn’t know that, and he smiled at her with a slight
elongation of the strange smile that he had had during his five days of sleep. ”Hello,
missy,” he said.
Hi,” she answered, responding to the
warmth of his greeting.
“How long have I been asleep; do you
know?”
She shook her head to indicate that she
did. ”Five days.”
“Jesus Christ.”
‘You got a lot better in that time. Sleep
did wonders for your wounds.”
“It did?”
“Yes. You should be up and about in less
than a week.”
“Is that what they said?”
“Who?”
“The doctors.”
“No, it’s what I say.”
“That’s nice, but what do they say?”
“They generally agree,” she
stated, after thinking for a moment. ”If the matter isn’t too complicated.
These things are pretty straightforward.”
“No handcuffs,” Peter Lake said,
looking at his wrists. ”When did they take them off?”
“I took them off when it became
clear that you were going to sleep awhile. Then the police report came: you’re
not under suspicion of anything, and they didn’t have your fingerprints. They
would like to know how you were shot and slashed, but they’re not going to
press.”
“Where’s the women’s ward?”
Peter Lake asked, wondering if perhaps this little girl were some kind of
loony, because she seemed to think that she was in charge, and, besides, she
was probably not allowed to be with him.
“It’s on the floor above,” she
answered, pointing up. As her lovely eyes swept upward, she looked like some
sort of mystical icon. ”Why do you ask?”
“Don’t you think you better get
back, dear, before they catch you?” In fact, he wanted her to stay—perhaps
because she elicited from him both paternal goodwill and a slightly nagging
sexual interest. She laughed at his question, and her amusement convinced him that
she was an escaped lunatic who had broken out of her chains.
“This is my ward,” she
volunteered, thinking that he assumed a female doctor would not be allowed on a
male ward. She didn’t suspect that he was ignorant of her position, for her
tunic, her paging unit, and the stethoscope sticking out of her breast pocket
were obvious signs of her profession.
But Peter Lake had never seen
that style of doctor’s tunic, had never seen or heard of a female doctor, had
never seen a paging unit, was just nearsighted enough that he could not read
the small print of her security badge, and thought that the flesh-colored
rubber tubes coming out of her pocket were part of a slingshot.
“Why would they put you in a men’s ward, missy,
when you’re obviously, delightfully, and undeniably a woman?”
After a short silence, she spoke
up. ”Don’t you know that I’m your doctor?” she asked. ”I’m the physician in
charge of this ward. This is my second year as a resident. Is that what’s
confusing you?”
Certain that she was mentally
ill (though a pure delight), since no adolescent girl—especially one who
carried a slingshot—could possibly be chief of a men’s ward in a hospital,
Peter Lake decided to go along with her. ”Oh, now I see,” he said. ”Yes! That
was what was confusing me.” He smiled. She smiled. ”But it’s all clear now”—he
hesitated, to give emphasis to the next word—“Doctor.”
“Good,” she said, pleased that
she had gained the confidence and cooperation of a patient she had been told
would be difficult and, perhaps, violent (a burly orderly sat on a cart on the
other side of the curtain). As Peter Lake took her sweet, rather chunky little
hand, and squeezed it, she said, ”I’ll be around tomorrow. We have a lot to
talk about. I’m going to try my best to see that you can leave here as quickly
as possible.”
“Thank you, Doctor.”
“It’s my job,” she said. ”Meanwhile,
believe it or not, you need to sleep some more. So I’m going to give you an
injection.” She pulled out a needle the size of a meat skewer, and began to top
it off in the fiendish way that needles are topped off.
“Now wait a minute!” Peter Lake
screamed. He hadn’t bargained on actual treatment, and didn’t know what was in
the syringe, or where she wanted to stick him. ”Let’s not....” It was too late.
With an expert thrust, she got
him in the arm, and he dared not move for fear of breaking the needle in his
flesh.
“What’s in it?” he asked, as the
fluid entered his veins.
“Trioxymetasalicylate,
dimethylethyloxitan, and Vipparin.”
“Ohhhh...” cried Peter Lake,
perhaps one of the most confused beings that had ever been on earth. ”I hope
you know what you’re doing.”
She smiled her reply as he
drifted off to sleep.
• • •
AWAKENING
several hours earlier than the young
doctor had thought he would, Peter Lake stretched out his arms. At first he had
no idea of where he was or what had happened. Then he grew anxious, for he was
able to remember that, in fact, he could not remember. He turned his head. The
only thing he could see was the white cloth screen, and in that quiet moment he
finally understood that he was alone. If there had once been those whom he had
loved, who had loved him,. he was now separated from them. Even were they suddenly
to appear, he reasoned, he might not know them. Though the way in which he was
lost was the most serious way in which a man can be lost, still, he hoped that
it would pass, and that his confusion would dissipate like fog as it burns off
the bay on a hot morning in July.
The silence was suddenly broken.
Peter Lake rose onto his shoulder to free his ears from the pillow so that he
could hear better the sound of horses on the street. This was something he
knew, something at last familiar. There was a whole detachment of them, fifty
or more, and he could tell from the way they were shod, the way their bits
clinked, and the way they were packed close together that they were police
mounts changing shift. It must be four o’clock, he thought. They’re on their way
downtown, and right now the night horses are stomping as the black boys curry
them, and mounted policemen are filing in from all over to begin the rides that
end at midnight.
The horses soon passed, and he
was left with the discomfort of the many things around him that were not
familiar. A box that was bracketed to the wall, at a tilt, stared at him with a
blank glass face. It couldn’t have been a cabinet, because it was too high to
reach, and, besides, everything in it would have been all jumbled up. He
couldn’t imagine what it was. And then, the way things were shaped, and the
materials of which they were made, seemed almost otherworldly. ”There isn’t any
iron in this place,” he said to himself, or any wood.” Everything seemed to
have grown smooth, to have lost its texture.
What, in God’s name, were the
panels above his head, that seemed to glow in red and green. He thought at
first that they were stove doors, but the light was green as well as scarlet,
and he knew
that neither coal nor wood
burned green. He propped himself up and got close enough to them to see that
they were tiny lights jumping around like fleas. Astonishingly, they made their
little pulses and flickered on and off in sympathy with his breathing and his
heartbeat, or so it seemed, for when he strained to get near them they went mad
with activity, and when he recovered, they did, too. He wondered if he were
dreaming.
It was still broad daylight when
the girl doctor appeared. Her patient was sitting up in bed, freshly awakened,
pensive, and obviously much improved. When they are absorbed in thought,
certain people become so paralyzed by the play (or circus) that takes place
invisibly before their eyes or in their hearts, that they command a silence
that others give them without resentment. Peter Lake had not always been like
this, but now he was, perhaps because he needed so badly to solve the riddle
into which he had awakened. Even his physician was silent out of respect for
his reverie.
“Oh,” he said when he saw her. ”You are a
doctor, aren’t you?”
“Yes. I am,” she answered.
“I never heard of a girl doctor.”
“I’m twenty-seven.”
“You don’t look it. You look at
best fifteen—forgive me—and, still, I didn’t know that they made women doctors.
Then again, that doesn’t mean very much, does it, seeing that I don’t even know
who I am.”
“While I was gone,” she said, ”I
checked to be absolutely sure that there were female doctors in Ireland. There
are.”
“I’m not from Ireland,” he said. ”I’m
from New York.”
“You speak with an Irish accent.”
“That’s true, and it’s a mystery to me.
But I’m from the city. I know that.”
“You were found in the harbor.
You could have been a sailor or a passenger on a ship. Knocked on the head and
all that.”
No,” Peter Lake asserted. ”I wouldn’t
be so certain except for the police horses. That was about twenty minutes ago.
They must nave been on their way downtown to break the shift. Where are we
now?”
“St. Vincent’s Hospital.”
“That’s on Sixth Avenue and Eleventh
Street.”
“Yes.”
“It would take about ten minutes
for them to get from here to the stables, and ten minutes to get in. Therefore,
it must be about four o’clock.”
Just then, as if to confirm that
here was a man of precision, who would and could find his way out of the
confusion that had temporarily overcome him, a church bell chimed. He counted
silently, moving his lips, ”One... two... three... four.” The doctor looked at
her watch. (He didn’t understand that she was touching it to cue it, and he
thought she was petting it the way a railway man does with his chronometer, or
a baseball pitcher does with his hat.) It was exactly four.
“That’s an unusual way to tell
time,” she told him. ”By horses! It certainly shows that there’s a good chance
for you to find out who you are, if only by deduction.”
“I don’t need a watch,” Peter
Lake volunteered. ”I can tell the quarter-hours by the bells, and (here, he
wanted to orient himself and to impress her at the same time) I know that
trains will pass by on the El approximately once every...”
“What El?” she interrupted.
“The El.”
“What El?”
“The Sixth Avenue El.”
A shiver went up her spine.
“The elevated train,” he said, his voice
rising. ”I couldn’t be more positive.”
She shook her head. ”There’s no
elevated train on Sixth Avenue, or anywhere else that I know of. Oh, maybe in
the Bronx, or Brooklyn somewhere. But not in downtown Manhattan.”
“Don’t be ridiculous,” said
Peter Lake, sure of himself, yet not sure at all. ”They’re all over the place.
You can’t miss ‘em. They re everywhere.”
“No,” she stated emphatically. ”They’re
nowhere. There aren’t any.”
“Let me take a look out the window.”
“You’re tied into an IV and monitors, and
besides, we’re on the side street.”
“I’ve got to see.”
“Trust me. There hasn’t been an El for
half a century.”
“That’s why I’ve got to see,” he
said, starting to move. ”I’ve got to see the city. It’s the only thing by which
to really measure the time.”
“How about your horses?” she asked,
sympathetically.
“Horses aren’t enough. They’re too small.
You understand? I need the whole city.”
“When you recover.”
“I am recovered.”
“Not quite yet.”
“I am” he echoed. He
pulled the hospital gown from his shoulders. She went to stop him, but when she
saw where his wounds had been, she saw only scars. The man was sound, and in
trim as well. He had no business in a needed hospital bed.
She put her hands to her mouth.
It was not possible. She herself had dressed the wounds, and she knew his
condition exactly. She tried to think of ways in which she could have been
fooled. Perhaps it was an elaborate practical joke. No, he was well.
Inexplicably, he was well.
“What year is this?” he
demanded.
She told him, but he was not
ready to believe her until he himself had seen the city, fine and irrefutable
clock that it was.
“Show me to the roof,” he said.
She helped him disconnect the
tubes and sensors, and he got into the clothes that he had been given on the
ferry. They walked quietly through the ward and went to the elevator. It would
be dark out, but what did that matter in New York?
From the way that he stared at
the stainless steel, the thermal buttons, and the lights, she knew that he had never seen such things
before in his life. She observed, as a physician would, that he was trembling,
that his lips were slightly quivering, that his complexion alternated between
flush and pallor. And then, as perhaps a Physician would not, she observed that
she, too, was trembling. ”If this is a joke, I’ll kill you,” she said,
wondering how she could believe what she believed and think what she had
thought.
They came to the top floor,
which was empty and white. The old building had been redone, but it was
familiar enough to make Peter Lake think that he was about to see the city that
he knew. The El would be there, as would everything else. Ferries with rows of
black smokestacks as tall as top hats would drift across the bay, spitting out
sparks as big as oranges. He would see distant girderwork against the sky, but,
overall, the city would be the same—the nineteenth century opening its eyes,
casting off its veils of steel and ebony. The dream would end. It would all
fall quietly into place.
They came to the roof door. ”It’s
funny,” Peter Lake stated. ”I don’t think that this notion I have could be so,
but I’m afraid to open the door.”
“Just push it,” she said.
He did.
THE SUN
• • •
ON the fifteenth of May, The Sun celebrated its 125th anniversary,
and several thousand people embarked upon the Staten Island ferry as it rested in the harbor in a
cool fog that drifted
across the surface of the water. Harry Penn had decided to celebrate the longevity of his
newspapers by taking his employees and their spouses on a spring cruise “up the Hudson and
under the Palisades,”
as it was originally billed, although the phrase “under Palisades” made Hugh Close, the
rewrite editor, protest sarcastically that they weren’t going to do any
tunneling in rock. The cruise
was then to take place “beneath the Palisades,” after “in the shadow of the Palisades” was
rejected because, as Close pointed out, there would be no moon that night, and, therefore, the
Jersey cliffs would
cast no shadows.
The brightly lighted ferry was
as orange and gold as a bowl of fruit in the sun. Thousands of bottles of
champagne and tons of hor d’oeuvres and desserts filled linen-covered tables
that ran like ribbons through the long cabins. An orchestra on each deck played
at full steam as the celebrants came on board. They were elated and optimistic,
because they had put The Sun to bed early that afternoon and received
surprise 125th anniversary grants equivalent to a full year’s
salary, and letters of praise and thanks from Harry Penn, singling out their
heroic, constructive, or generous acts, assuring them of the paper’s fiscal
health, and inviting them to stay on and share in its future.
For Hardesty and Virginia, the
125th anniversary grant was quite a windfall, since it meant that
their household would receive that year four fully adequate salaries. In
addition, the Harvesters and Planters Bank of St. Louis, after five years, had
recovered, recapitalized, and sent Hardesty a letter promising to honor his
long-dormant check. Altogether, they felt very comfortable. Virginia had had her
second child, a girl whom they named Abby. Mrs. Gamely had gotten a letter
through, inviting them to visit as soon as they could, and reporting that, in
these years just before the millennium Lake of the Coheeries had had hard
winters—yes—but also extraordinary summers which had made the village overflow
with natural wealth, ”in the agrarian and lexicographical senses of the word.
There is so much food, everywhere,” her friend had written for her, ”and so
many new and wonderful words being generated, that the storehouses and closets
are overflowing. We are tubflooded with neologisms, smoked fish, and fruit
pies.” She had even enclosed in the letter itself a very thin and very
delicious cherry pie.
Hardesty and Virginia began to
dance to the concert waltzes even before the ferry pulled out into the harbor,
and were among the happiest of the happy couples. Their children were at home,
safe, sleepy, and content; they were solvent and advancing; they were 1 perfect
health; and they had just finished a hard day’s work. This, plus the few
glasses of champagne (which was so dry that, if spilled’ it vanished) made them
waltz in perfect ellipses and dips. At times they orbited Asbury and
Christiana, who were especially striking in their youth and vitality, and just as
happy. With extraordinary ease, hey danced across the ferry’s transformed deck, moving like the planets.
They passed Praeger de Pinto, who danced with Jessica Penn. They interwove with
workers and staff—the pressmen and the truckers, the mechanics with their long
noble faces and carefully clipped turn-of-the-century mustaches, lovely young
secretaries who had never been to such an elegant affair save for the very
sedate and civilized Christmas and July parties held in The Sun’s roof
garden, the cubs who had just joined the paper and who were as awkward and
overly grave as adolescents, the ancient librarians, the cooks, the guards (in
their absence, the police were watching the empty Sun building), and
Harry Penn himself: wizened, dapper, sagacious, spry, and as thin as a
lightning rod. When everyone was on board, the ferry moved out onto the Upper
Bay and turned north into the Hudson, which was as smooth as oil. They glided
past the deep inner-glowing buildings, and except for the muted orchestras and
engines, the ferry was silent. From Manhattan’s streets and highways a singing
sound arose. Mist obscured stars and sky, and as they approached the George
Washington Bridge, the mist descended to curtain both banks of the river, though
not the bridge itself, or its catenary, which sparkled with blue and white
diamonds and looked wide enough and broad enough to cradle the world in its
curve.
Manhattan’s glass walls, running
in a smooth green glow down the Hudson to the Battery, were as nothing compared
to the white curtain that marked the conflict of the season’s. Its chill and
purity upon the glassy river put the ferry on a stage. Soon the celebrants were
no longer celebrating. Cathedral walls had been raised about them, and their quiet
drifting was like a journey to the world of the dead—all of which suggested
that, perhaps, beyond the whitened curtains of mist, was something far more
momentous than New Jersey. And it was suddenly quite cold—a message from far
beyond the chain of lights that marked the Hudson’s northern turn.
The orchestras stopped the
concert waltzes and the engines were stepped down, until the gliding ferry
silently held its breath. Then the bow orchestra began to play an
apocalyptically beautiful canon, one of those pieces in which, surely, the
composer simply transcribed what was given, and trembled in awe of the hand
that was guiding him. The orchestra in the stern soon followed, and the canon
swelled
throughout the decks and
across the water until the ferry seemed like a musical instrument, a thing of
delicate glass that shone from within and floated upon the same mirror as the
city itself.
As the music drifted into the
ether, they stood at the rails and on the upper decks, staring outward, away
from themselves, transfixed. They had come aboard the ferry without a care, to
dance and laugh. Then a white sash had been drawn around them, and they had
realized how quick and insubstantial were their lives, how, in a second, in the
blink of an eye, all is lost. This brought them far from their worries and
ambitions, and, caring only for the music and the laws of which it was part,
they stood upon the ferry’s open decks and were deeply moved. Whatever would
come, would come. Whatever they would see, they would see. And they would be
thankful to have seen it.
How brave they are, thought
Harry Penn, who had known such moments at the height of war, on the sea, and in
looking into children’s eyes. How brave they are to see straight through to
their own deaths, and how well they will be rewarded.
Visiting from the summer that
was on its way, sheets and chains of silent heat-lightning struck the billowing
mist, and the shattering of its tributaries was mirrored in the river. This
sight stopped the orchestras and silenced the music as the ferry and its
passengers glided under the soundless flashes that were battling above. And
then, just below the sparkling bridge, the ferry made a silent breathless turn
and started for home.
• • •
ISAAC Penn had left Hudson, New
York, on a whaling ship when he was eleven years old and as skinny as a thread.
Never having seen the sea, he was quite astonished when, as they tacked
downriver, they came upon the open miles of Haverstraw Bay, and then the broad
expanse of the Tappan Zee. As they sailed past Manhattan and the Palisades, the
rows of buildings, the distraught wharves, and the thicket of masts tighter and
webbier than raspberry bushes near the Lake of the Coheeries impressed him
deeply and forever. He took it all in as best he could, and vowed to return to
Manhattan someday to participate in the rise of a city that even he, an eleven-year-old whaler boy, could easily see was
on an unshakable northward march up the island. His vow was set into steel when
he perceived what was beyond the Narrows. Here were no rolling green hills
spotted with mobile-jawed, gaudy-colored cows; no reedy bays choked with white
herons and swans; no blue mountains in the distance; and no cool and windy
evergreen forests along the ridges, but just the sea, and nothing else, in a
great circle of water and sky. The whalers then put him to work washing
pots—for three years.
He went to sea again and again.
Each time, they tacked down the Hudson and passed Manhattan, and, each time,
Manhattan had bounded north by several leaps. Isaac Penn was just as steady. He
went from galley boy to cabin boy, to apprentice seaman, to able-bodied seaman,
to third, second, and first mate, to captain, to shipowner, to owner of a
fleet. Just before whaling collapsed, he withdrew his fortune and put it into
merchant vessels, manufacturing, land, and a newspaper of his own design.
He knew how to run a tight ship,
the best way to treat a crew, the means to navigate through darkness and
storms, how to find elusive and valuable whales, and the trick of writing in
the log all the news of the day both clearly and economically. He knew how to keep
perfect accounts, how to arrange efficiently the plan of the decks, and when to
sell his oil. He had placed correspondents in foreign ports to send back news
of other fleets, to prepare him for the fluctuations of the market. He had
patience—he could pursue good fortune relentlessly, or wait for it to come
within reach—and he himself had driven not a few well-placed harpoons.
Thus he was able to design The
Sun to be, if not a perfect instrument, then something rather close. On
Printing House Square in lower Manhattan, at the quadripartite junction of Dark
Willow, Breasted, Tillinghast, and Pine streets, it had been placed near the
center of government, for the political news; the wharves, for the collection
of foreign dispatches; the Five Points, for crime; the Bowery, for theater and
music; and Brooklyn (via the ferry, until they finished the bridge), for human
interest. ”In those days,” Harry Penn was fond of saying, ”they thought that
the only human interest was in Brooklyn. ’We need a human interest story,‘
someone would say. Get a kid and send him to Brooklyn.’ I used to point out
that there
were human beings in
Manhattan, too. They didn’t really believe me. Off I would go to Brooklyn,
searching desperately for a human interest story, which, more often than not,
would be about a cow.”
Though the downtown location
became slightly disadvantageous in view of all that later occurred in midtown,
it permitted many of the staff to live on Staten Island and in Brooklyn
Heights, and it encouraged a sense of history and activity, because it was the
center of a great old hive.
Even from afar, one could
distinguish The Sun from those buildings that surrounded, and, over
time, nearly overwhelmed it. The Sun was always recognizable because of
its flags. These were not like the chorus lines of national underwear hung out
to dry in front of the United Nations or around the skating rink in Rockefeller
Plaza, but, rather, individual beacons of flamelike color. Five enormous flags
played on the wind. In the four corners were the banners of New York the city,
New York the state, The Sun, and The Whale, and in the center was
the American flag. The Sun’s flag was a brassy gold sun with a corona of
sharp triangles, set on a white satiny field. The Whale’?, flag was half
light blue and half navy, scalloped by waves to divide the sea from the sky,
with a huge whale resting motionless above the water and flipping his tail in
articulated strokes of blue, white, and gray. In the rare case of a demonstrably
just and unjust war, in which one side was purely the aggressor and the other
merely a victim, the victim’s standard would fly underneath the national flag.
Banners decorated the inner courtyard and were hung like tapestries in the city
room because Harry Penn held that these were to a building what a tie and a
scarf are to a man and a woman. ”A good tie can make an old gray bastard like
me look like the king of Polynesia,” he would say. ”I love to wear a nice tie,
and so does the building.”
The building itself was an
iron-framed, stone-faced, French, neoclassical rectangle by the
nineteenth-century architect Oiseau. It was light on its feet and spacious, and
yet it was substantial. It had been completely refurbished 110 years after its
completion, and now the huge window frames were filled with rimless
smoke-colored glass that looked like large flat gemstones in classical foils.
At the heart of the building was a large courtyard with gardens and a fountain.
On the four walls of the courtyard,
lighted stairways were hung over the open space. A conservatory shell of glass
and steel covered this atrium, and in the warmer seasons was cranked open like
a cargo hatch and folded conveniently out of the way.
The interior was eggshell white,
though some walls were shaded in quiet colors or draped with tapestries; and
here and there were enormous paintings of active whaling scenes. Looking into
them was to be on the sea; the white water seemed so real that one shied away
lest one’s face be slapped by the gleaming tail fin of a fighting whale. The
ceilings were three times as high as in the modern idiom, and rimmed with
moldings skillfully executed by craftsmen who had gone to their rest many
generations before. Throughout the building were Oriental carpets, warm woods,
brass trim, and subtle recessed lighting that was sometimes focused in to make
bright pools, and sometimes drawn back for a palatial wash. The flooring was of
oak, the staircases of mahogany. The elevator cages were of brass, teak, and
real crystal: they were lifted silently in elevator halls filled with palms and
bright spotlights that caught them on the rise and made them sparkle like
diamonds.
In the basement were the power
plants; one for the generation of electricity, and one solely for the presses.
These were ancient and elaborate constructs of iron, brass, and steel that took
up half an acre in a collection of puffing samovars, madly racing wheels,
sesquipedalian drive rods in frantic intercourse with capacious cylinders,
boilers big enough to cook the entire apricot crop of the Imperial Valley, and
a forest of catwalks and ladders to allow access to the valves, levers, tickle
pumps, gauges, and dials that made some passersby, who saw the whole apparatus
through greenhouselike windows set in a moat of air, think that they were
looking at a clock factory or a distillery. When both plants were humming, with
their lights shining on the cheerful puffs and tiny plumes of escaping steam,
they seemed to be the heart of the world. Busloads of schoolchildren were
brought from as far away as Ohio just to stare down at The Sun’s power
machinery and the aged mechanics who ran and maintained The mechanics alone
knew the secrets of the old technology. And even they, who had learned the
works from their fathers, did not know the names of half the parts, or what
whole inactive appendices were for. Much of
the machinery sat in place without being used and yet all the gears, wheels,
and pistons had to be kept polished and oiled.
Also in the basement were a
vault, five squash courts, a seventy-five-foot swimming pool, a gym, saunas,
steambaths, and rows of showers.
The first floor held
paper-storage facilities, the presses, truck bays, and a reception hall. The
second floor was taken up entirely by linotype and computer composing rooms,
and the classified department. Advertising, layout, accounting, personnel, and
payroll were on the third floor. The fourth floor was the city room. Instead of
horrible metal desks jammed together in an overlit airplane hangar, The
Sun’s center of operations was contained in four spacious rectangular rooms
arranged around the courtyard, with rows of tables running along their lengths.
Affixed to the tables were green glass lamps, and underneath were cabinets,
drawers, and the electronic cables that connected each reporter’s desk with the
library, the morgue, the composing rooms, and the data banks. In the four
corners were pulpitlike rewrite desks from which the various departments
received their assignments, and to which a reporter advanced humbly with story
in hand, or, if he had a hot potato, like Caesar crossing the Rubicon. The
divisions, each with its own electronic status board, specialized library, data
terminals, and director, were as follows: City, National, Washington, Latin
America, Western Europe, Eastern Europe & the U. S. S. R., the Middle East,
South Asia, East Asia, Africa, Science, Arts, Finance, and Editorial. One
entire division was simply designated ad hoc, and was used to pick up
the pieces or take up the slack. Unlike most city rooms, The Sun’s, was
tranquil and well ordered. On one side was a quiet courtyard, and on the other
a long view of the city.
Spiral staircases punched up
through the ceiling to the fifth-floor offices of department heads, columnists,
editors, and the publisher. Harry Penn’s office, which once had belonged to
Isaac, took up half of one of the building’s long sides. It was probably the
world’s only indoor harpoon range. Racks of the finest harpoons lined the
walls. When someone wanted to practice, he took up one of the lances and
stepped into a box that simulated the prow of a rocking whaleboat. Ahead, at thirty feet,
wooden representations of whales were towed across the room.
The sixth floor was the site of
the communications, computer, facsimile, meeting, and board rooms. The seventh
floor was comprised of common rooms and a restaurant. The eighth and ninth
floors housed the library. It had several million volumes in open stacks, all
the major newspapers and periodicals either bound or on computer, and a map
section. Expert librarians maneuvered a seemingly limitless budget to keep it
well maintained and up-to-date. The reference collections were wonders of the
world.
On the roof were a conservatory,
a greenhouse, a sundeck, a promenade, and an outdoor cafe from which one could
see the harbor, the bridges, a magnificent cityscape, and sections of open sky
bluer than the sky above Montmartre. Here, the flags flew, and here, on summer
afternoons and evenings when the paper was working with vigor and grace, a
string quartet sometimes played.
The Sun building was so perfect in execution and so full of energy
that, upon looking at it from a distance, one could easily imagine that it was
on the verge of coming alive. Just like Isaac Penn’s ships, which gathered in
riches from across the seas, The Sun’s writers and reporters had packed
it with memories of all the wonders they had seen and assessed. Though the
lights were never off, because either The Sun or The Whale was
always in the works, it was said that were they to be extinguished there would
still be more than enough light by which to see, for 125 years of clarity were
impounded in the timbers and arches.
No less ingenious than the physical
quarters of The Sun was its social and economic organization. Perhaps owing to Isaac’s hard days
washing pots, the Penns had
always believed in a high minimum wage. Their editorial columns persistently inveighed
against the idea of
welfare for the ablebodied, and government social programs that were little more than elaborate
patronage schemes. For this, they were repeatedly condemned in liberal circles. On the other
hand, they were just
as persistent in advocating what was considered to be a sky-high minimum wage. (They
believed that hard and good work deserved its reward, and responded to arguments from
conservatives that
such a wage would create unemployment and dampen entrepreneurial drive, with
the counterargument that the latter could be sustained and would flourish with
the concomitant business-tax reductions made possible by greater income
equality and a smaller welfare burden.)
The Penns were not a hundredth
as rich as the Binkys, and whereas the Binkys had accumulated their wealth by
grinding people into the ground, the Penns had done nothing of the sort. First
everyone on The Sun, from a kitchen helper who had been there for an
hour, to Harry Penn himself, received exactly the same wage and benefit
package—exactly. And it was a good one, too, good enough to make any job
on the paper a great prize. Every Sun employee enjoyed equal privileges
in regard to pension, health care, access to the athletic facilities in the
basement, and admission to the cafe and restaurant. Anyone could take advantage
of the generous educational benefits, and throw in music lessons on the side.
And yet, there was every reason to work hard and advance within the
organization.
The Sun was patterned after a whaling enterprise. After all
expenses were paid out and everyone had his living, the profits were divided
according to an elaborate system of shares. No one other than an employee of
the paper was entitled to shares, and they were neither inheritable nor
transferable. Each employee received five shares upon joining. Thereafter, for
every advance he made he received another five, and one share for each year he
had worked. There were twenty levels of advancement, and there was seniority.
For example, after his first year, a kitchen helper would normally own six
shares. After several years on the staff, Hardesty Marratta (who had come in on
level eight) had worked his way to level twelve. Thus, with his five original
shares, sixty for his work level, and five for the years had put in, he would
have had seventy shares. But he actually had eighty, because he had won two
merit awards of five shares apiece. Harry Penn had been with the paper
(starting at age ten as a copy boy) for eighty-five years. He was, naturally,
at level twenty. He ha five original shares, and, when he was younger and could
win aware (for which the editor-in-chief and the publisher were not eligible),
he had won ten of them. This left him with 240 shares, quite a lot more than
his kitchen helper’s six, but not that many more than Hardesty’s eighty. Were
the kitchen helper to stay (as indeed probably would, for the wages and benefits alone) for ten years, advance
two levels to kitchen supervisor, and win an award for his salad, his lentil
soup, or, let us say, pulling a baby from the path of Craig Binky’s speeding
limousine, he would have a total of thirty shares.
This system tickled not only
ambition, but productivity as well. Since the number of shares was not fixed,
and since whatever profit accrued each year was finite (the notion of infinite
profit haunted only Craig Binky, who hired economists and sorcerers to see if
it was possible), it was to everyone’s advantage to work hard—not only to
produce a higher profit, but to hold down the number of jobs and, thus, the
number of shares.
The Sun’s employees wanted to serve it as best they could, not only
because doing so was in their interests, but because The Sun was fair—and
they could feel this in the same way that they could feel beauty in a
landscape. How delightful, too, to know that not only could they feel it, but
it could be demonstrated by several systems of logic, and by the way people
looked when they came in, morning and evening.
And The Sun’s remarkably
equitable and effective social system originated not in the barrel of a gun,
nor in any cruelty, nor in the French Communes, nor with revolutionary
violence, nor in the imagination of a reader in the library of the British
Museum, but in the nineteenth-century American whaling ship.
• • •
THAT The Sun was not a
dull instrument was probably due in large part to its lively and unusual
competitor.
Rupert Binky had once issued a
famous challenge to Harry Penn. Boasting on his editorial page and to his
friends at the Alabaster Club The Ghost would extinguish The Sun by
the millennium, he claimed that, if it did not, he would attach weighted chains
to his body and jump off New York’s highest bridge. ”Will Harry Penn attach
weighted chains to his body and do the same, if we have succeeded, as we
will have by the millennium, in burying The Sun?” he asked in print.
No,” Harry Penn had written back
on his own editorial page.
“And I absolve Rupert Binky of
the responsibility to carry out his vow, if only for the sake of the maritime
traffic on our rivers. For if Mr. Binky jumps headfirst, we may witness an
unwitting demonstration of the wisdom of Billy Mitchell.”
Soon after, Rupert Binky was
killed by an enraged swan on the river Isis in Oxford. A group of Magdalen
College oarsmen, weary from a bump race, had heard his last words, which were, ”Crush
The Sun.” Far from being the mystical and elevated utterance that they
thought it was, this was a specific instruction immediately grasped by his
grandson, Craig Binky, who then took it upon himself to avenge his grandfather
as if the swan had been a trained assassin in the pay of Harry Penn.
The means at his disposal were
most impressive. To begin with, he had the Binky zillions and The Ghost circulation
base. But with just those, an attack upon The Sun would have been no
more effective than an assault upon its natural counterpart. Though Craig Binky
thought that his stratagems were the cause of The Sun’s occasional
misfortunes, he was, in fact, assisted by a mammoth presence invisible to him
and to many others—the times themselves. Many skills and arts had atrophied,
the public was not what it had once been, and most of the population sat
immobile for a third or more of its waking hours, absorbing without reaction or
resistance whatever they saw on their televisions. Morals and mores had become
so rational and progressive that criminals and prostitutes resurrected from
another age would have faced neither barriers nor censure. In fact, a criminal
such as Peter Lake would have been greatly offended by the dishonesty and
corruption of the norm, and disoriented by the general refusal to distinguish
between right and wrong. The city ha rotted, until the anarchy was such that
islands of reconstitution were allowed to thrive within it. These islands
steadily grew. Amid waters that were anything but pure, they were like a rising
reef, and though they were rising slowly, when the force that carried them
finally broke the surface, it would break it all at once.
The Sun was such an island, threatened by the swollen seas which
Craig Binky swam like a fish—and always with the current. While Harry Penn
stood as firm as a rock in the rapids, Craig Binky had a marvelous, easy time
flipping about in the foam. He could I ten thousand times more readers for a Ghost article about the
newest wet-look roller-dancing costume than Harry Penn could find readers for a
Sun essay on colonizing the moon, and The Ghost’s investigation
of the aphrodisiacal qualities of creme de caramel created more revenue than
the entire Sun series on the brilliant new practitioners of electronic
music.
And yet The Sun thrived.
Still, Harry Penn was not content to share The Sun with only its
minority of careful and intelligent readers, for he wanted it not just to
survive, but to triumph. This had little to do with The Ghost, though
admittedly The Ghost was a dreadful irritant: it had to do with his
sense of order and his vision of the world. Harry Penn wanted The Sun to
fight The Ghost and all it stood for, if never on its own terms, then at
least on its own ground. So he marshaled his troops and sent them to fight
Craig Binky. Because they would not use Ghost methods or cater to broken
tastes, they fought at a continual disadvantage. But the disparity fired their
imaginations.
Although The Sun was the
model of accuracy and formality in its news pages, its editorial section covered a wider spectrum, and
was divided up like a
parliament into warring factions. Editorial I was a page devoted to sober, dignified, and eclectic
assessments not unlike
those of editorial pages in other great newspapers around the world, except that you were less
likely to know what The Sun would say, because its politics were so fluid, practical, and
idiosyncratic. In Editorial
II, the Right was allowed a full page to present, often admirably and
brilliantly, its completely predictable line. So with Edtorial III, a full page
for the Left. Editorial IV, however, was controversial, for in it The Sun columnists and
guests were encouraged to write without regard to libel or any other
consequences, though
by some sort of unwritten code abusiveness and sensationalism were filtered
from articles that might otherwise have been vitriolic or provocatory. In
writing for Editorial IV, in fact, Virginia Gamely, now Marratta, began to push her luck.
She started out gently, but was soon
caught up in a compulsion the origins of
which she did not understand. This was not a surprising pattern, for in Lake of
the Coheeries the biggest blizzards, the ones that covered the houses and made the countryside like
a rolling white sea,
always started with small tentative flurries that were nearly invisible. At
first, Virginia’s columns went largely unnoticed, for they were appreciations
of a city that loomed so fiercely in the eyes of its inhabitants that they were
seldom able to apprehend it as a whole. The irony of its beauty was that they,
who made it, could not see it. They were too busy rushing and fighting, lost
within it like mites.
Virginia often accompanied
Hardesty and Marko Chestnut on their long walks in search of forgotten
architecture and revelatory views. When they found a subject, she would wander
off to the side, to a scrub-covered lot or a flight of stone stairs, and watch
them work. While they sketched and made notes, she would fix her gaze upon a
scene, either the one they had chosen or one close by. For example, she might
watch the afternoon light against a carved facade of reddish stone, and see
that the light and the stone were in love, and that they moved back and forth
in sympathy like two sea fans in the same transparent current. She could hear
in the traffic a white sound that threw veils across the present and allowed
her to hold the scene to her the way that she held her own children—fighting
time, conquered by it, ravished by it. For she believed that only through love
can one feel the terrible pain of time, and then make it completely still. She
followed the sway of reeds in windy, broken, summer lots, until they swayed no
more and she saw them motionless and within a stopped frame. And then she would
walk back to The Sun and write essays that drove Craig Binky and his
readers crazy, because Virginia saw the world not as a system of material
blocks in which one thing was connected to another, but, rather, as a
magnificent illusion of the spirit. In one essay she wrote about the dome or
the old police headquarters and how it managed to “watch the city by means
of its shape, for,” she wrote, ”apart from the inexplicable magic of color,
images are transmitted and received in terms of shape. The receptors themselves
are of a recognizable, constant form that is derived from the attributes of
light. After all, what we see of the eye is itself a dome.” In these
speculations, she explained the quality or the air in the morning light. And
she went on from there, in a vein that was simultaneously metaphysical and
sensual, to talk about ultimate purpose, symmetry, beauty, God, the devil,
balance, justice,
and time. This was a Coheeries
trait. They were always very serious up there, and in matters of nature and
religion they could talk wallpaper off the wall, with the patience and
intensity of nineteenth-century German philosophers.
When Harry Penn read the first
of these essays, he called Virginia into his office.
“Do you realize,” he asked right
off the bat, ”that because of these essays The Sun will be viciously
attacked?”
Virginia was so surprised that she
couldn’t reply.
“Do you?”
“No,” she answered. ”Attacked? For what
reason? Who?”
He closed his eyes for a moment,
and nodded in confirmation of his own suspicions. ”Sit down,” he said, and
proceeded to explain to her in fatherly fashion about the savagery of
intellectual dispute in a city where many held the intellect above nature. ”Most
people,” he told her, ”arrive at tortured conclusions via blind and painful
routes. They don’t like it when someone like you shows up in a balloon. You
can’t expect anyone to trust revelation if he hasn’t experienced it himself.
Those who haven’t, know only reason. And since revelation is a thing apart, and
cannot be accounted for reasonably, they will never believe you. This is the
great division of the world, and always has been. When reason and revelation
run together, why, then you have something, a great age. But, in the city, now,
reason is predominant. To argue from any other point of view or by any other
means, as you do, is subversive. You will be attacked. Perhaps if we run your
pieces in the religion department, alongside the sermon summaries, they won’t
create so much controversy...”
“What controversy?” she interrupted. ”There
hasn’t been any controversy.”
“There will be.”
She found this hard to believe.
“Where are you from, young lady?” he
inquired.
“From Lake of the Coheeries.
When I arrived in New York, I stayed with Jessica at your house. You were in
Japan.”
“You are little Virginia Gamely?”
“Not anymore,” she said with a
smile, because she towered over him.
“I hadn’t realized,” said Harry
Penn, looking directly at her “I’ll be interested to see your columns as they
appear.”
“I don’t really remember you,”
she said.
“The last time I saw you,” Harry
Penn replied, ”you were a very young child. You wouldn’t have remembered.”
What Harry Penn had predicted
came to pass. Virginia was attacked from several quarters, and treated as if
she had suggested that the city’s children be forced to drink hemlock. The
Ghost hit her on its front page, ignoring the news of the world to
castigate her and The Sun for “religious reactionism. There are court
rulings against this sort of thing,” they wrote, ”and it should be suppressed
in the name of modernity and good sense.” Not that Craig Binky held that
opinion (he generally didn’t know what opinions he held), but this seemed to
him to be the way people were thinking. Other publications, too, rammed her broadside,
but in a less than energetic, condescending fashion. This was because they
thought that since she was new it would not take much to sink her. Such
mistakes are often made in wartime.
Virginia had seen Mrs. Gamely
pick up her shotgun and pump away at marauders in the night, and in many
respects she was just like her mother, which is not to say that the course she
chose was wise or correct—it was neither—but, rather, that it was spirited.
Abandoning caution, she took out after her enemies.
A Ghost editorial
questioned the propriety of the complex essays on esthetics that were regularly
appearing in The Sun: “Does the man on the street, in his millions, be
he Hincky, Lester, Jocko, Alphonse, or John, have any understanding whatsoever
of the mystico-religious obsession that has seized The Sun?” Soon after,
Harry Penn looked up over his ancient leather-covered desk to see Praeger de
Pinto and Hugh Close standing opposite. His editor-in-chief and his
chief-of-rewrite were involved in a dispute about the wisdom of running
Virginia’s answer to The Ghost.
“Mr. Penn,” implored Hugh Close,
”we simply cannot print this article anywhere, except, perhaps, in Editorial
IV. No, not ever there.” He held up a copy sheet that was titled, ”Oh Ghost,
where is thy sting?”
All the while, Praeger de Pinto
was silent.
“Please look at it, sir,” Close
pleaded. ”Let me call your attention to lines such as these: ‘I would rather be
torn to pieces by the poison-clawed cat, than suffer one instant of acceptance
by the resident intellectuals of The Ghost.... Men like Myron Holiday,
Wormies Bindabu, and Irv Lightningcow don’t know their asses from their elbows,
much less how to see the truth. Just yesterday, for example, Myron Holiday
wrote in his column that Oliver Cromwell was a famous bullfighter, and that
strategic bombing was introduced in the War of 1812.... The rationalists of
The Ghost are mechanistic beasts who thrive in darkness and wither in the
light of the sun. If they pass within twenty feet of a bottle of milk, it
sours. They live at cocktail parties full of unkempt women who are always
smoking cigarettes, they don’t know how to swim, they frighten children, and
they masturbate in bookstores.’
“We can’t print things like
that. Her brush is far too broad.”
“However,” said Harry Penn,
holding up his index finger in a patriarchal gesture, ”what she says is true.
Put it on the front page.”
“But, Mr. Penn,” Close begged.
He was the paragon of exactitude, and such a careless, all-encompassing attack
was contrary to his nature. ”It makes us so goddamned vulnerable!”
Praeger de Pinto turned toward
the window to hide his smile. He knew Harry Penn better than anyone alive.
“Close, our indiscretions
sometimes serve us well,” Harry Penn wheezed. ”For a divinity shapes our ends.
The Lord is my shepherd. I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in
green pastures. Runneth it on page one.”
“Page one?” Realizing that he was not
going to win, Close tried to trim his losses.
“Page one.”
“Page one?”
“What are you?” Harry Penn asked. ”A
parrot?”
Virginia was pacing back and
forth in the roof garden. The Sun did fire people, and she had gone too
far. Defiance and remorse alternated in such strong waves that she felt as if
she were in the crow’s nest of a ship with a fifty-degree roll. When Praeger
approached her with a grave and frozen look set upon his face, she thought the
worst.
He stared at her for a moment,
watching her begin to fall apart.
Then he launched her to the moon
by telling her that he and Harry Penn were going to print her polemics on the
front page. But he told her as well that it had been a close call, and that if
she wanted to live dangerously she could make a lot more money driving
nitroglycerine trucks. Nonetheless, she walked across the roof garden with a
May stride. When she went down to the city room to tell Hardesty, he, too,
cautioned her to be careful.
She was, for an entire day.
After that, she reverted to her old ways. She was afraid, but she pushed ahead
unmindful of the hazards. Perhaps it was because the Coheeries people were
descended from the audacious raiders of the French and Indian Wars. Perhaps it
was because she felt that she was caught in a deep and clear backwater of time,
or because she was a daring believer well versed in the omnipotence of God and
nature. Or perhaps it was because she was just a little bit out of her mind.
Virginia’s conflict with The
Ghost’s intellectuals and their followers was soon stalemated, as both
sides exhausted themselves heaving into one another’s camps huge unsupportable
generalities that were more taxing to deliver than to sustain.
Each article brought pressures
for her removal, both from within and from without The Sun. At every
juncture, however, Harry Penn intervened to protect her. No one understood why,
especially in light of the fact that even his own daughter, Jessica, sometimes
received scathing reviews in double salvos from Sun and Whale.
After the first reprieve,
Virginia had felt the near miss reverberating through her in the same way that
a knife-thrower’s assistant feels the vibrations of the board against which her
back is motionlessly pressed. The second time, she had swung gaily in a hammock
supported by the twin posts of relief and gratitude. The third time, it had
seemed rather humorous. The fourth time, after a column entitled “The Mayor
Looks Like an Egg. Period,” she had expected it. And the fifth time, after
“Craig Binky and the Question of Mental Nudity,” she would have been surprised
had the reprieve not come.
No one on The Sun had
ever been treated with such deference. She was free to do anything she wanted
to do, and took risks enough in a week to last a lifetime. Those of good will
suspected that Harry Penn’s advanced age had led him to experiment in folly.
According
to loose tongues, she had become
his mistress. But Harry Penn remained alert and dapper. Always in tweed, he
sported a gold-handled ebony cane with which he poked dogs who were fouling a
footpath, and though he was still able, every now and then, to toss a harpoon,
he clearly was well past the age for having a mistress, or even trying. His
solicitude for Virginia Gamely remained a mystery.
• • •
LOOK, there is no sane organized way to describe The
Ghost, and no place to start. The Ghost was circular and rotund in
time, and it was laid out in complete chaos. It crawled with absolutely serious
people demanding an infinite variety of insane things. For example, at one
time, a major crisis occurred when the newspaper divided into two
factions—those who said that white wine came from fish and those who maintained
that it didn’t, although they either would not or could not say where it did
come from. They shunned each other like Huguenots and Walloons and for eight c
nine months, The Ghost appeared with many blank spaces, missing
pictures, and upside down or sideways articles, because the faction would not
cooperate. Craig Binky conferred with his advisers, and then did exactly what
he had wanted to do anyway. Calling the board hack together, he announced: “Gentlemen, you remember the
story of the Accordion Knot. Pepin the Short, when presented with the Accordion
Knot, couldn’t untie it. So he set it on fire—just like the Russians and their
Pumpkin Villages. I plan to follow the same strategy; with
adaptations for this, a more euphonious age.” He then proceeded to fire every
single one of The Ghost’s eleven thousand employees. The next day, The
Ghost was completely empty, even of rats, and this might have knocked some
sense into the feuding employees, had Craig Binky not given each of them three
years’ severance pay. For five or six weeks, The Ghost and its
subsidiary enterprises were as dark as a moonless night in a cave, while an
army of professional skip tracers roamed the French and Italian Rivieras.
The lesson of Craig Binky was
quite simple. As Virginia wrote to sum up her interview with the editor and
publisher of The Ghost: “Too much power makes for the ridiculous. It is
as true for politics, in which the powerful are often brought down by their own
pomposity, as it is in religion, in which the man who sees angels returns most
times with a tale of harlequins; as it is in newspaper publishing, in which
being a mirror to the world makes fools of those who would say what it is and
what it is not. Of course, someone always has to risk saying what is and what
is not. Those who do so in ignorance of their place in nature, however, bring
down upon themselves things such as Craig Binky’s carefully rendered judgment
that ‘white wine does not, in fact, come from fish, or from any other mammal.
It is made by pressing the juice of the immature zucchini.’”
But The Ghost’s board of
directors were irreversibly intimidated by the Binky zillions, and dared not contradict their chief. Although
at times they would beg him
not to do this or that, it was always in the tones of garden mice. His power over them was nearly
absolute. For
example, he made them change their names to the guide words the bindings of The
Encyclopedia Britannica. This was so that he could remember better who they were, since he spent
a lot of time staring
at his encyclopaedia. Reluctantly, they became Bibai Coleman, Hermoup Lally,
Lalo Montpar, Montpel Piranesi, Scurlock Tirah, Arizona Bolivar, Bolivia Cervantes (the only female
member), Ceylon
Congreve, Geraniales Hume, Newman Peisistratus, Rubens Somalia, and Tirane Zywny, who, to
his everlasting shame, shared his appellation with the rat-catching Zywny, a type of dog.
Flanked by his two blind
bodyguards, Alertu and Scroutu, Craig Binky marched into a monthly board
meeting. As usual, he had a sheaf of new proposals and projects (which he
called “projectiles”) all of which the board was obliged to approve.
“First of all,” he said, ”I want
to let me thank you for the compliment of calling you here. What I mean is to
say that, frankly, how nice I am to meet you. Well! How the day is! The sun
shines in blarts and twines, and everything sustantiates. So, you see, what a
pleasure it is to address you, from me, your friend and chairman— always
concerned, never happy, and quite willing to talk it over, yesterday, today, or
tomorrow.” Then he swiveled in his chair and stared out the window for five
minutes. It bothered him not at all that his board members were sitting rigidly
at attention behind him. Sometimes he left them that way for an hour. What did
he care? He paid them each $200, 000 a year to applaud politely when he came
in, to nod and widen their eyes at his suggestions and proposals, to call each
other by the names he had made them adopt, to discuss the things he said, in
big words that he didn’t understand, and then confirm that it was a brilliant
idea, for example, to grow mushrooms in unused safe deposit boxes. He swung
back around. ”Lalo, Hermoup, Bolivia, Bibai, Montpel, Newman, Tirane, Ceylon,
Geraniales, Arizona, Scurlock. I’m glad you’re all here, glad you’re all
mortal. Listen to this.
“What would happen if we took
everything that exists in the universe, and divided it by one? I’ll tell you.
It would remain the same. So, therefore, how do we know that someone isn’t
doing that right now, at this very instant? It makes me shudder to think of it.
We might be constantly divided by one, or multiplied by one for that matter,
and we wouldn’t even know it!”
Everyone feigned a look of
wonder, turned to his neighbor, and sat erect again, waiting for what was next.
“Let me enumerate today’s
points, if I will, beginning with number A.
“Number two. I’ve thought about
it, and I don’t like it. As far as I’m concerned, it’s out the window,
finished, caveat.”
“Good idea,” said Scurlock Tirah
(whose real name was Finny Pealock).
“Number L. We’re somewhat behind
the times in corporate organization. Marcel Apand was telling me about a little
electronics company he set up in India. He got a business school to design it
from the floor up, and I really like the way they did it. So, as of next
Monday, The Ghost parent corporation will be recast into clusters,
macroclusters, microclusters, pods, micropods, minipods, macro-pods,
macronuggets, supernuggets, bulbo-aggregates, and pings. Some departments will
tie into other clusters, pods, nuggets, bulbo-aggregates, and pings, and some
will remain essentially stable. For example, a secretary in what is now the
secretarial pool of the real estate section of the classified department, will
henceforth be referred to as a ping in the secretarial cluster of the real
estate pod in the classified macronugget. This, of course, is in turn a
bulbo-aggregate of the revenue-generating supernugget.”
The board sat with nervous
smiles on their faces, feet tapping, fingers drumming, eyes darting from side
to side.
For the next two and a half
hours, during which he was served a seven-course lunch as everyone else looked
on, empty-stomached and salivating, Craig Binky held forth, and ideas flowed
from him in manic density. He firmly believed that he was the center of the
universe, that, a thousand years in the future, people would refer to the late
twentieth century as “The Age of Craig Binky,” to its music and art as “Binkian,”
or “Binkyesque,” or “Binkotic.” He had even flirted with the idea of “Binkonian,”
“Binkese” (which, in fact, did exist), and “Binkritude.”
The Ghost itself was a puzzling document. Unlike The Sun and
most other newspapers, it was run by headline writers. Over the years, the
success of their sensational declarations had transformed them into a caste of
elevated mandarins, and they discovered that their headings did not need to
have any bearing whatsoever on the copy below. A story entitled “Mercy Killing
in Manila,” for example, might well be about the Norwegian building boom, or
about a department store in Hartford, Connecticut. ”Queen Goes Nude in London,”
was about a new form of insect repellent developed at the
University of Iowa. And below
“African Playboy Kills Self,” was the Nobel Prize acceptance speech of a
Harvard biochemist. The front page of The Ghost, as might be expected in
a tabloid, was all headline, and as often as not, in red. Unlike the other
tabloids that it had long before knocked out of the picture, however, The
Ghost had headlines unaccompanied by any story. It didn’t seem to make any
difference. Millions bought the paper no matter what. Harry Penn’s favorite
example of a Ghost banner headline with no further explanation was
framed in his office. In huge block type, it read: “Dead Model Sues Race
Horse.”
Still, The Ghost grew,
and so did the billions. It was as if Craig Binky was protected by an angel.
And if one were to believe The
Ghost’s editor and publisher, there was an angel. Once, Craig Binky had
stormed into Harry Penn’s office, demanding that The Sun close down
immediately. When asked to explain his audacity, he replied that an angel had
come to him, thrown plastic nets over his body, imprisoned his will, and told
him to make this exact demand. Harry Penn was eating a piece of hard candy,
something which always made him seem even cooler and more ironic than he
actually was. As he thought, the candy went from side to side in his mouth,
like a die in a dice cup. Finally, he held it still. ”Craig,” he asked, ”did
the angel give you a receipt?” Silence ensued, during which Craig Binky’s
apparent inability to overcome this hurdle flooded the room as if it had been
hundreds of silver dollars that had burst through his pockets, fallen like a
waterfall inside his pant legs, paid out over his feet, and rolled everywhere. ”Because,
Craig,” Harry Penn insisted, ”if you don’t have a receipt, we can’t accept the
claim as valid.”
But little else could deter
Craig Binky, for he believed that everything about him was destined to be
triumphal. Harry Penn was certain that in his nearly one hundred years he had
never encountered a soul more intensely marinated in self-satisfaction. Craig
Binky’s pomposity was often relieved, for others, by what Harry Penn generously
termed “Mr. Binky’s somewhat inexact intelligence.”
Partly to crowd out other
opinions, and partly to make his views become known, he craftily filled the
letters page of The Ghost with anonymous communications which he signed
“Craig B.” Even if that hadn’t given him
away, most people would have been able to guess who had written the letters,
because his style and syntax were unmistakable: “Craig Binky says that there
are too many water fountains on the third floor. Craig Binky says take some
away.” His sentences frequently included a subject that was its own predicate: “The
Ghost, New York’s most beloved newspaper, published and edited by Craig
Binky, is The Ghost.”
He was proud that he knew so
many influential people, drank expensive wines (and water imported from a
frozen spring in Sakhalin), and went to restaurants where a piece of toast
(Toast Almondine, Toast en gelee, Toast Safand) was priced at the equivalent of
fourteen hours of the minimum wage. He seemed to himself to be genuinely
superior. Perhaps for that reason he regularly arranged testimonial dinners in
his own honor. Still, Craig Binky and The Ghost were the necessary
counterbalance for Harry Penn and The Sun. There could not have been one
without the other, somewhere, in some form. As it happened, they faced one
another across Printing House Square.
• • •
IF all the months and all their
days could be like June weather in New York, there would be paradise on earth.
Often, in early June, momentous decisions are made, power waxes strong, quick
wars are fought, and love affairs are begun or ended. This was apparent even to
Craig Binky.
On a day so fine that the
pressmen sat lazily in the sum, watching bees, when tranquil opera music welled
up in peaceful, darkened streets, and when trees took the early summer breezes
through new jewel-like leaves, a messenger sped in from the airport in a Ghost
helicopter. Before it landed on The Ghost roof, the messenger jumped
onto the helipad, injuring his leg John Wilkes Booth style, and ran toward
Craig Binky’s office.
He broke past the receptionist
and dashed into Craig Binky’s inner sanctum. Alertu and Scroutu locked arms and
stood to, barring the door through which Craig Binky was visible addressing a
board meeting. Betty Wasky, his secretary, arose from her station and implored
the stranger to be patient. ”These guys are blind,” the messenger said, sizing
up Alertu and Scroutu. ”I don’t want to hurt them.” Such strong talk impressed
Betty Wasky, who went to fetch her chief. Craig Binky took the messenger into
his private office, and emerged five minutes later shouting orders.
He dismissed the board and
ordered up the fleet of corporate planes. ”Wind them up!” he shouted. A phone
call to the airport readied all of The Ghost’s small air force. The
aircraft honored to receive Craig Binky would take off in the lead, with the
rest following in an armada of gleaming titanium and screaming engines. When
Craig Binky flew, a hundred planes took wing, like the doves that were released
to greet a Roman general returning in triumph. In the largest plane of the
fleet, a giant commercial craft, he had installed an elevated seat that enabled
him to look out from a plastic bubble on the roof of the fuselage. A familiar
sight at the New York airports, this aircraft would start out for the far-flung
reaches of the Ghost empire, with Craig Binky’s head visible in the
bubble.
That day, the airport was
gripped with excitement as a hundred planes rose into the air one after another
as if on a bombing raid. They threw the controllers into chaos, for their
hastily filed flight plans said they were going to Brownsville, Texas, but they
all veered eastward, out to sea.
“Where the hell is he going?”
one controller asked as the armada dipped low and disappeared from the radar
screens. He received no answer, because no one knew, except Craig Binky. And
Craig Binky wasn’t telling.
AN EARLY SUMMER DINNER AT
PETIPAS
• • •
ON the same day that Craig Binky
took off for Brownsville and then veered mysteriously out to sea, a group of
journalists and managers from The Sun met for an early summer dinner at
Petipas. As they sat in the garden, blinded by the white and gold flare of the
setting sun, they heard a fleet of airplanes racing across the sky in the
distance, and they wondered what it was.
They had just finished their
last task of the day, which was to transfer material to The Whale for
reprinting. After an early dinner, a quiet walk, and a good sleep, they would
be at The Sun by 6:00 am. to start work on the edition that had to be
put to bed by 2: 30 the following afternoon. After transferring their stories,
checking the Plates, and organizing the next day’s work, they would usually be
through at about 7:00 pm.
They liked to meet at Petipas,
because it was quiet and airy, and yet they could see river traffic heading
down from the north, and hear lonely trucks driving across the cobbles of the
deserted market. The sound of the wheels on the cobbles was inexplicably
comforting. Best of all were the surprised emotional cries of the tugs and the
ferries—the New Weehawken, the Staten Island, the Upper River,
the New Fulton—as they echoed around the harbor and off the cliffs
of the financial district. Plaintive, foggy, and full of the afternoon, the
whistle blasts were unmistakably altered by their multiple courses through the
shady canyons. In the east, a thousand golden fires reflected from the windows
of loft buildings and brick warehouses the color of oxblood, and illuminated
the cake-white municipal towers that had statues, colonnades, and extraordinary
nests of detail so far above the street and beyond human view that the stuff
must have been intended for birds. Across the river was an eighteenth-century
knoll with trees standing upon it like peasant women with arms akimbo, and the
spotlight of the sun firing their green tops, while black shadows below
suggested a grove of infinite proportions. Harry Penn stared at the dark
anchoring of this grove, and saw in the velvet tunneling exactly where he was
soon to go. He sensed in the darkness sheathed by brilliant light the
compressive presence of the future and the past running together united,
finally come alive.
He turned from the hypnotic
blackness of the trees to his daughter and the others. In their youth, their
passions, and their enthusiasms, they were like a group of singers onstage,
whose mobile laughter and expressive limbs were dreamlike under strong light.
With age, their energies would transform into the powers of contemplation and
memory. And the dreams that would bring back to them the people they had loved
and the landscapes of thirty thousand days would be more than a match for the
decades of youth in which they ran about dodging brewery trucks and trying to
make a living. If in another three-quarters of a century they would be like the
old man, in the garden at Petipas, who was so delighted by their grace and
animation, they would be lucky. For Harry Penn was a happy man, content to
remember.
This dinner was for fifteen.
Hardesty Marratta, Virginia, and Marko Chestnut sat at the end of a long table,
opposite Harry Penn.
Asbury and Christiana were in
the middle. (Asbury had caught the halibut that was fragrantly grilling over
charcoal.) Courtenay Favat had left his chair to make notes in the kitchen, and
Lucia Terrapin blushed every time a burly pressman named Clemmys Guttata looked
her way. Acquainted with the Penn tradition, Hugh Close was working intently at
table, caught up in a gin and tonic, and a dispatch he was rewriting with the
enthusiasm of a symphony conductor. Delighted with a stock market that had
closed like Halley’s comet on its upward swing, Bedford looked dreamily at the
maroon-and-white tugboats skating slowly over the silver Hudson. Awaiting
Praeger de Pinto, Jessica Penn was bent over the menu, studying it as if it were
the Rosetta Stone. She was notoriously tight with money. Praeger himself was
due to arrive any minute with Martin and Abby Marratta, whom he was to have
picked up in Yorkville after interviewing the bedridden mayor. In early June,
various pollens always did the mayor in. A waiter put down two enormous
platters of smoked salmon, black bread, and lemon. There were the general oohs
and ahs.
Then Praeger de Pinto came in
carrying Abby, with Martin bird-dogging him all over the place, since Martin
was of the age during which a child cannot sit still. Praeger handed Abby to
Virginia, like a package. Abby, who was not yet three, looked with great
disapproval at the adults, wiggled out of Virginia’s arms, and went in a
postnap ill-temper to stare at the charcoal glowing under slabs of gently
sizzling fish. Martin soon joined her, to demonstrate how leaves of grass
burned on the grill.
“Did you hear?” Praeger asked. ”This
afternoon Craig Binky got a bee in his bonnet, rushed to the airport, and took
off in all one hundred of his planes without saying where he was going.”
“He doesn’t usually do that,”
Harry Penn commented. ”What’s on the wires?”
“Nothing, absolutely nothing, a
lot of repetitions and human interest stories. You know. A woman in St.
Petersburg was bitten by a rhesus monkey.”
“Maybe,” Hardesty speculated, ”that’s
the story Craig Binky wants to get.”
“Craig Binky doesn’t sacrifice a
June weekend in East Hampton for anything,” Bedford asserted.
“Are you sure there’s nothing on
the wires?” Harry Penn asked again. ”Phone the office and check. If there’s
some real news, I don’t want to have to find out about it in The Ghost. Something
must be going on. Virginia, would you call the air traffic controllers?
Hardesty, please call The Ghost and ask them point-blank—maybe they’ll
tell you.”
As the calls were being placed
from the restaurant’s lobby, Harry Penn jumped up to pace the narrow row of
flagstones between the table and the grills. Hands behind his back, head bent,
swinging at the turns like a tiger who always brushes against the exact same
spot on the bars of his cage, he caught Abby’s fancy, and she began to follow
him, mimicking his pace and posture. And when he spoke, she mimicked his words
but since she was unused to speaking in long sentences, her version of what he
said was incomprehensible.
Harry Penn turned to look at her
in delighted amazement. ”You’re a brave little lass, aren’t you?” he asked. Then
he swung around and they both resumed the pacing.
“What’s on the wires?” Harry Penn asked
Praeger as he came onto the terrace.
“Nothing.”
“Still nothing?”
“I checked and rechecked.”
Hardesty returned. ”The Ghost
says, and I quote, ‘Mr. Binky is away for the weekend, researching an
article on political pleurisy.’
“The FAA claims that Craig Binky
filed a flight plan for Brownsville, Texas, but that his planes veered out to
sea and ducked below the radar. They’re furious, but they’re always furious,”
Virginia added as she came in from the lobby.
Just then, the very last piece
of sun disappeared behind the dark hill, and all the pleasant and enticing
tunnels under the trees turned into a single threatening mass unrelieved by any
light. Deep in thought, Harry Penn didn’t even look. They all began to eat the
smoked salmon and black bread (Martin grilled his), and to speculate, in
evening shadow, about the news that they suspected they were missing.
“Patience,” said Harry Penn. ”Binky
might have heard that the President lost a golf ball in the rough. And if it is
a real story, he’s likely to
misinterpret or ignore it. I remember, a long time ago, when Tito died, and The
Ghost headline read, ‘Pope Finally Hits the Road.’ And I’ll never forget
the front page of The Ghost when a Brazilian mental patient assassinated
the President of Ecuador: ‘Brazil Nut Zips Ecuador Biggie.’ Besides, there’s
nothing more that we can do.”
They ate silently, and the dusk
came in from the east like an ocean tide. Dozens of thick halibut filets,
basted with soy and retsina until they burst into flame, were lifted off the
grills and delivered to the table. The vegetables steaming in seawater had a
way of filling the air. And the smell of fresh fish sizzling over hickory was
spread throughout the darkening neighborhood on clouds of white flashing smoke.
After the children had been
instructed in what they were eating and how to eat it, and after candles had
been lit, Christiana looked up, and was suddenly startled. She dropped her fork
on her plate, and it rang like a bell. They followed her gaze to the
wrought-iron garden fence. A derelict was leaning against it, looking at them
with a strange, powerful, slightly irritated expression. One and all, they
stopped eating.
His was not the imploring stare
of someone who wants something (although it was likely that he was hungry and
had been drawn there by the aromatic smoke). Nor was there any hostility in it.
Nor did he act like one of the many men of the street who were caught up in
hopeless lunacy. To the contrary, raggedly dressed, sun- and windburned, both
gaunt and strong, he looked at them without a blink, in the chilling fashion of
a man who is trying to place familiar and haunting faces that he knows he
cannot identify. Rising and falling in intensity like pulsating stars, his eyes
fixed precisely on Jessica Penn, and seemed to be sweeping over her like
harrows. She, who had been onstage a thousand times in the high pressure of
strong lights and unforgiving stares, who was used to crowds on the street
turning almost in unison as she went by, was reduced almost to breathlessness
by the intensity of Peter Lake’s searing examination.
They were so stunned by him that
they couldn’t move. He looked at Virginia for a moment, but then returned
immediately to Jessica, who thought she might faint. Though frail with age,
Harry
Penn stood to meet the
derelict’s gaze, and managed to return it. But for the differences in age,
weather-beatenness, and fortune, they looked almost like mirror images. Harry
Penn methodically scanned every detail of the man opposite him, and this seemed
to dampen the strange fire in the interloper’s face. The smoke wound through
the wrought iron that he gripped in his fists, and wrapped about him. Harry Penn
felt a terrible sadness, and was sorry that he had taken it upon himself to
rise. He felt as if he were being dragged back through time to a moment in
childhood when he had had no learning or wisdom, when there was only the
future, and his own vulnerability.
No one knew how to break the
stalemate. They thought that the impasse would hold them forever.
While they were transfixed by
the sight of Peter Lake straining to make sense of what he saw, Abby wandered
to the fence and stepped right through it. She slipped easily between the bars
of a forged gate that would have contained a dozen of the world’s strongest men
even had their lives depended upon breaking it. When her parents saw that she
was on the other side, they called to her. But she didn’t hear, and they were
reduced once again to racking passivity. Now the tables were turned. Theirs was
the world of silence; they were the lost ones looking in; Abby had crossed
over, and was with Peter Lake.
In slow strides that lifted her
from the ground ever so lightly and allowed her to sail toward him in slow
motion, she skipped to Peter Lake as if she had known him for an eternity. And
then she seemed to fly through the air (though perhaps it was a trick of the
light), her arms outspread, until she rose into his arms. He embraced her, and
when she was settled, she put her hands on his shoulders, rested her head
against his chest, and quickly fell asleep.
Hardesty approached the fence,
and looked into Peter Lake’s eyes. There was nothing to fear. The man’s
distress and dereliction were of little meaning in a world in which other
worlds were always looking in. And as Peter Lake handed the sleeping child
through the bars to her father, Hardesty felt a strong desire to see what Peter
Lake had seen, to go where he had gone. Hardesty Marratta, a prosperous family
man, a man with all the proper joys and privileges, was nearly about to pledge
himself to a lost derelict. It made no sense, unless one were to consider an eternity of things that fly in the
face of the proper joys and privileges. Though Peter Lake was of the world of
shadows, and Hardesty was of the solid world, they were in need of one another.
The child had brought them together for an instant, but then Peter Lake stepped
back into the darkness, and disappeared, as if he had never really been there.
They let the food get cold.
Virginia held Abby on her lap, and Hardesty vacantly tapped a knife against the
table. When ten minutes passed during which no one said anything, Harry Penn
took the responsibility for breaking the silence. ”All right,” he said, as if
reassuring not only them but himself as well, ”things like that happen
sometimes, and the world remains the same after all.”
They looked about. Ordinary and
familiar sights were a great comfort. ”The world remains the same after all,”
repeated Harry Penn. ”It isn’t yet due for any miraculous changes. I imagine
that the man we just met was ahead of his time, as are, perhaps, all men like
that.”
Marko Chestnut smiled. Though
they had hardly known it, the tension had been immense. Now they found relief
in the fire’s white smoke and glowing coals, the dark cliffs beyond the river
now silvery blue, the ramparts of high buildings that had become translucent
with evening and seemed to be releasing pent-up inner light, and even in the
expression of Tommy the waiter, who, because no one was eating or talking,
feared that the chef was drunk again and had put something awful in the food. These
things told them that the world was the same after all.
But they were not to finish the
broiled halibut, steamed vegetables, and retsina, and that night they were to
remain hungry, although they would hardly notice—because the world, in fact,
was not the same.
Sitting calmly and thinking that
she had recovered, Virginia saw it first. The hair on her neck stood up, and
she shuddered. ”Oh God,” she said. They raised their heads and saw what she had
apprehended.
Half in light and half in
shadow, the land across the river had the look of farmland, fields, and
orchards. Because a power plant in New Jersey had failed, they could see
neither buildings nor lights on the riverbank opposite them. Though most of New Jersey had had to watch
the sunset from pastoral darkness, the power failure was merely a coincidental
backdrop to what they witnessed from the garden at Petipas. For the illusion of
fields and orchards across the water and the light western sky itself, were
slowly and steadily obliterated by a wall that traveled sideways, the prow of a
ship that moved slowly up the Hudson, a massive guillotine, the lid of the
world closing from south to north.
They were a quarter of a mile
away from it, or more, and they had to bend their necks and lean back in their
chairs to see the top deck. It was centered in the channel, as well it had to
be, for it took up the whole thing, and was so big that it seemed like a part
of the landscape itself.
This ship which glided up from
the south and seemed to emerge from a garden wall that cut off the southern
view, was among the largest structures they had ever seen, rivaling the new
giant towers that recently had been built to overshadow the old skyscrapers—and
only its prow had cleared the wall: the rest was yet to come. The ship moved
on, curling great volumes of water gently before it, shaping them into slow
whitened coils that unwound in exhaustion. Then the superstructure came in
sight. Ten thousand pure lights rode parallel to the long lean city they
resembled, and lit the blackened water into an icy glare. Slanting towers and
castled walls rose twice as high as the prow. The Sun staff at Petipas
leaned farther and farther back, in awe of the marvelous conspiracies of size
and complexity which are the elements of cities themselves, and which lead the
spirit in a chase that the eye can seldom follow.
The midsection kept on coming,
rolling out from behind the wall in a surprise that was sustained by
unprecedented mass and height, leaving the onlookers speechless. Just as they
thought that the stern would appear to make a proper end of the fine and long
proportions, the ship burst into yet another fanfare of sparkling towers and
terraced white decks, as if whoever built it had wanted it to be so lean and
sleek that its staggering height would seem entirely reasonable.
Then, at last, after several
thousand feet of it had paraded before them, the superstructure and the hull
ended abruptly, not in a flowing curve, but in a steel cliff that dropped
straight to the water. Closely following, connected in a dozen places by struts
so large that trucks could have been driven over them, was an enormous
rectangular barge the same height as the main deck of the ship itself. This
glided after the mother ship, and was followed by two identical siblings.
The ship reduced speed and
slowly came to a halt. Now that the sky was dark and the city lights had come
into their own, it was possible to see that its hull and the barges were light
blue. And, like most great things, it had attracted swarms of lesser
attendants. Helicopters and private planes circled like gnats and dragonflies,
turning circles and figure-eights in astonishing tours between the great masts
and pylons. A fireboat from the Fire Department’s maritime headquarters on the
Battery had belatedly rushed upriver, and was shooting plumes of whitewater into
the night as its crew pulled on their pants and wondered why no one had
informed them that this... whatever it was... was going to arrive. The great
ship itself lowered yacht-sized launches that prowled about it jealously, and
those of its crew who could be seen at all were seen only momentarily— like
soldiers who rise for an instant above a parapet but dare not linger.
Everyone at Petipas had come to
his feet, electrified. It was as if they had won a great victory merely in
seeing a wonderful thing. They were so excited that they hardly knew what to
do, and they were content for a while just to share their amazement.
To a city dweller high on a
hill, amid the trees, or on a busy street, ships always seemed to creep into a
harbor with unnecessary hesitation. But to a sailor who had been racing for
weeks or months between spacious horizons, his ship’s speed was dizzying in
view of the insanely narrow confines into which it had to come, and he was
happy only when it reached a full stop. When a great ship entered New York
Harbor, it realigned the city’s notion of itself, its place, and its purpose:
the ship proclaimed that there was a wide world beyond the Narrows. ”I have
been there,” it said. ”I have seen it. Now do your best to imagine the
wonderful things that lie beyond, for I will not tell you exactly.”
Harry Penn climbed onto a chair
and began, as usual, to direct his staff. ”Craig Binky probably missed it,” he said. ”Who knows, he
might have turned north and flown to Canada. I wouldn’t put it past him to
scout for a ship on land.
“All right. Asbury, get the
launch ready so we can have a good look when we want to, close up. We have
time, if we can get some information, to have a special edition of The
Whale. Praeger, there has never been a ship like this. I think it may be
bringing us a great gift.”
“Which is... ?”
“The future.”
They left the restaurant almost
at a run. Even Harry Penn raced up the cobblestone streets that led to Printing
House Square, tapping now and then with his cane to remind himself that he was
not young anymore.
That night no one on The Sun got
any sleep, and although it did not know it, the city began to come alive.
• • •
SPRING in New York
is often rough and dirty, when enticing stretches of near-summer weather are
followed by ten-day sleet storms. For derelicts it is by far the most difficult
season, if only for its frequent showers and rebellious winds. After the
desperate battles of winter, when one can die in less than an hour if one is in
the wrong place, the prospect of slow death in April, while the plants are
greening, is like the prospect of dying on the last day of a war. Much the same
as those who are in school, the men of the street graduate in June, and then
the summer takes good care of them.
Not until June was Peter Lake
able to reflect upon his dilemma. After his release from the hospital, he had
to struggle just to stay alive during the winter. For several months he lived
in subway tunnels, sleeping near heat pipes, burrowing in next to people with
whom he never exchanged a word. Most of them were mad, and all were scared—that
a train would cut them in half, that dog-sized rats would attack, or that they
would run afoul of some lunatic with an easily inflammable grudge. Eating was
neither difficult nor pleasant since restaurant garbage cans always held enough
to feed more than just cats and dogs. Sometimes, on subzero days when he
couldn’t get a meal either by washing dishes or by experiencing sudden rushes
of piety in front of religious institutions with soup kitchens, Peter Lake
turned to this source. He quickly discovered that kitchen workers and truck
loaders at commercial bakeries, were always willing to give him a carrot or a
roll, if he would take his intense and disturbing presence somewhere else.
Pigeons were not healthful to eat, but they could be roasted over a fire in a
trash barrel, and there were charitable trusts here and there which sometimes offered
a shower, a turkey dinner, and a bed for the night.
Holding a job would have been
possible, but he hadn’t the time. He was extremely busy doing absolutely
nothing, and had he been comfortable for just an instant, he would immediately
have been captured by his obsession and defeated. He neither liked nor felt at
ease with the idea of work, and decided that he would not take a job until he
had some idea of who he was, or until some passion seized him and he did not
even need to know.
No longer desperate, at the end
of May and in early June he began to walk the city, to see what he might
remember, and to note the changes. It was almost all glass and steel. The
buildings seemed to him more like coffins than buildings. The windows didn’t
open. Some of the buildings had no windows. And their graceless and exaggerated
height made the streets into wispy little threads strung together in a dark
labyrinth. Only at night did they redeem themselves, and only at a
distance—when their secretiveness, their inaccessibility, and their arrogance
disappeared, and they bathed the city in light and shone like stained-glass
cathedrals turned inside out. Oppressed by the size and power of the city’s
architecture, he found for himself a string of holy places (only one of which
was a church) to which he could and did return time after time. He sensed there
what seemed to him to be the remnants of the truth, and he returned to certain rooftops and alleys the
way that lightning repeatedly strikes high steel towers in an argument between
tenacity and speed.
The first of these places was
the Maritime Cathedral, which had endless fields of stained glass as blue as
the sea. He could see into the light itself that made the illusion of waves and
water, and into the light of the eyes and faces of the people depicted riding
in the ships and boats. The power of the spectrum increased dangerously when it
was woven into images of the broken and the redeemed, of those who were
stubborn, of those who fought, of those who were unshakable, and of those who
had seen a great thing. The rays of these delicate lights and pictures combined
to splay upon the wide cathedral floor to make a representation of the sea
under a line of miniature ships in glass cases. The ship models often drew
Peter Lake into the cathedral, though he had no idea why. They seemed
infinitely touching and full of meaning, as if the real life of ships had been
concentrated and trapped to oscillate within the glass, waiting to be freed.
Though the artful windows and little ships of the Maritime Cathedral were
motionless, to Peter Lake they seemed always to move. The ships traveled across
the glass, the whales rose into the air, the hearts of the sailors were beating
and their brows were wet with spray.
The second was the alley outside
Petipas, where the child had run into his arms. He appeared there often in the
days that followed, hoping to encounter the same group of people. But the
courtyard was either empty or filled with another party: usually they were
raucous, they drank a lot, and they didn’t notice him. The wroughtiron fence
became something sacred to kiss or touch. To hold it made him feel better, and
the first time he returned when the courtyard was empty he closed his eyes and
hoped that everything was a dream, and that, when he awoke, he would find
himself not looking in from the outside, but in their midst, slightly
inebriated, tired, at dinner on a summer evening trapped somewhere in the amber
of time. How nice it would have been to have discovered that he was, say, the
owner of a clothing store, a railroad dispatcher, a lawyer, or an insurance
man, and that he was at Petipas—a century back—with his wife and family. If
only he could have returned to that, to a house of dark wood, with friendly
fires and a city garden, to the sad wails of the ferryboats, and the sense that
the future was going to be quiet, infinite, and green, rather than a pent-up thing of suffocating glass
and steel. He would keep the dream in mind, and reform whatever bad habits had
plunged him into it. Remembering how it had been to be lost in time, he would
do good works and be forever grateful for his return. When he gripped the iron
and shut his eyes, he hoped that he was going to cross over. Of course, he
didn’t.
There were small shrines and
forgotten places that were for Peter Lake like the roadside altars of the
Alps—an old doorway lost in shadow and peeling paint, a cemetery tucked between
monstrous buildings (though a hundred thousand people might pass in a day, very
likely not one turned his head to look in, or hesitated to read an inscription
or a name), hidden gardens, house fronts, meaningful views down strangely
crooked streets, places that seemed to harbor an invisible presence.
The last and best of these was
an old-law tenement still standing in the Five Points. It was the kind of place
the inside of which no decent, educated, perceptive member of the middle
classes has ever seen and been able to describe. For no decent, educated,
perceptive member of the middle classes has ever gone into such a place and
come out alive. The people who lived there envied the rats in their tunnels.
There was no light, heat, or water, and the hallway never lacked an angry man
with a knife in his hand.
One day Peter Lake just walked
into this place, climbed the stairs, and threw open the rickety door to the
roof. He would come back a dozen times, and never know why. He went up the ramp
that formed the roof of the stairwell, and inspected the chimneys. The round
pipes that had once been oil flues had been out of use for a decade or more.
Then what of the chimney, the real chimney? It had been sealed up for
three-quarters of a century, and the mortar between the bricks was as loose as
windblown sand. Looking into the abandoned shaft, he saw nothing. But he was almost
overcome by the upwelling smell of sweet pine. As it rose from the hollow beam
of darkness, the fragrant air carried the sense and stories of many winters
long forgotten. This shaft with its cool unlikely air was a vault of memory. It
comforted Peter Lake to know that the fires of the moment have blue and ghostly
echoes that long outlast them to rise in another time. And it took him back so
well that he had to embrace the
disintegrating chimney so as not to lose himself and tumble off the roof. There
were fewer buildings then, and much more forest and field. Morningside Heights
was a farm, and Central park really a part of upstate that had been inserted
into Manhattan like a drawer in a bureau. The buildings often had high echoing
halls reminiscent of great open distances nearby and on the frontiers. Because
they were constructions of space, wood, and stone, they were portraits and
parodies of the wilderness. It had been good to be alive then. You could leave
your door unlocked. (Peter Lake had no way of knowing that he had been a thief,
and no way of knowing that he had been, nevertheless, impeccably honest.) You
could always smell a pine fire in winter, and the snow stayed white.
It wasn’t all easy, however, and
this he understood when he realized that half of the reason he clung to the
chimney was that just to look at the roof was inexplicably painful. Perhaps if
he had read a history of the old-law tenements, he would have come across an
offhand reference to the legions of consumptives that took refuge on the roofs,
making a separate, higher city, and then he might have begun to know who he
was. But perhaps not, for he had a long way to go. His existence was not
without its compensations, and he had moments of elation and discovery that few
of the settled ones he envied would ever know. Desperation is the lower half of
something, which, in order to plunge, must climb. The streets of New York and
some wards of its venerable institutions were packed with people who, despite
being entirely forsaken, had episodes of glory that made the career of
Alexander the Great seem like a day in the life of a file clerk. Peter Lake was
always coming alight, firecracker-style, with golden enthusiasms which made him
dance in the street. No one noticed. No one cared. Bums were always dancing in
the street, singing, proclaiming, shouting that they had found the truth. And
never, ever, had one spoken anything other than the incoherent sonnets of the
insane. ”Chester Mackintosh! Chester Mackintosh! Chester Mackintosh bedid with
flowers what Hilda did to the moon! Come ahead in the hive, and do with me what
the crook who crawled slimmering into the cat neck did. Who?” one of these
people might declaim—to a mailbox. The arguments and counterproclamations
stimulated by posters were legendary, and the poster was always addressed as
“you.” Often the men of the street were lordly or threatening in regard to
parking meters, treating them like indentured servants or boys in the lowest
form. Sometimes, though, at the height of these mad ignitions, they struck
gold. It happened to Peter Lake
Not long after he had served as
the apparition of Petipas, he was walking in a splendid evening, as fast and
bright as a Roman candle, master of the world in shreds and tatters, elated,
benevolent, even operatic. He came to the greenhouselike panels above which
schoolchildren often stood on an off-sidewalk parapet to see the ancient
machinery of The Sun shimmer and tingle in its chores. He leaned royally
on the empty rail and looked inside. The sight of the humming self-contained
machinery was nothing less than a booster rocket for his already flaring mania.
But it was more than that, because it had turned his gratuitous euphoria into
something real. At once he knew that his optimism had been illusory, and that
now— by chance—it had been substantiated. There, right in front of him, were
the machines, spitting and coughing like babies, agitating like a hundred
boiling kettles, turning and shuttling with devoted concentration. There, at
last, was something he knew and was sure of.
Two harried and depressed
mechanics walked through the gallery below, carrying a freshly oiled steel
shaft between them and talking in frustrated grunts and curses that could be
heard even above the noise of their engines. They approached a three-quarters
disassembled contraption that stood between two other machines that wound up
cables and then hissed and whistled as the cables unwound and spun several sets
of Newtonian governors. Though their hands were covered with oil, they
scratched their heads. That’s a bad sign, thought Peter Lake. They probably
don’t know the workings of the double mutterer. They may not even know what
it’s for.
He rapped on the glass. They
looked at him, and then turned away. He rapped again. ”What do you want?” they
asked.
“I would like to explain the
intricacies of the double mutterer,” he screamed. They couldn’t make out what
he was saying.
“Go away,” they said. But he
wouldn’t, and kept on pounding the glass, until one of them came over and
opened a transom. ”What do you want?” Peter Lake was asked again.
Composing his words as carefully
as a man who stands before a judge, Peter Lake answered. ”I saw that you two fellas are working on
that double mutterer there. You seemed puzzled. I’d be glad to help.”
The mechanic looked at him with
a skepticism tempered by the fact that Peter Lake, like the mechanic himself, was Irish. ”Double
mutterer?” he repeated. ”Who said it was called a double mutterer? We don’t
even know what it’s for. We were just trying to see if we could get it going
and then find out.”
“It’s called a double mutterer,”
Peter Lake said, ”and it’s an important adjunct to the power train. If you
haven’t been using it, chances are that you’ve been getting power-train
breakdowns about once every week.”
“That’s right,” the mechanic
said. ”But how the hell do you know?”
Peter Lake smiled. ”I can take
apart and put back together a double mutterer, or anything else you’ve got in
there, with my eyes closed.”
“That I’d like to see!”
exclaimed the mechanic, who for years had been laboring on these machines that
had outlived all others of their kind, and who was obsessed with the dozens of
puzzles that were implicit in their mechanisms. Though he had spent half his
life there, and had been taught by his own father, he was unable to understand
most of what he tended, and incapable of taking a great deal of it apart—much
less of putting it back together again.
“I’d be happy to show you,”
responded Peter Lake, knowing that his challenge would be irresistible.
The mechanic went to his friend
and spoke to him, looking around every now and then to make sure that Peter
Lake hadn’t vanished. Then both of them got a ladder, and put it up against the
transom. ”Come right in this way,” the other mechanic said.
Peter Lake climbed down into paradise. Walking through that place, he felt like Mohammed in Bismillah.
Everything was shiny, sparkling, alert, and familiar. The machines seemed to greet him with
the same ingenuous affection as a class of kindergarten children receiving the mayor. And
as they puffed and
revolved and did their mad angular dances, Peter Lake realized that he was a mechanic.
In each section of the half-acre of machinery, years of knowledge charged out from the
interior dark ness and stood at attention like brigades and brigades of
soldiers on parade. The realization was locked in place as if with strikes and
bolts. At last, a victory.
They came to the double
mutterer. The two mechanics leaned against a piece of long-inactive machinery
and eyed Peter Lake with a powerful Irish skepticism that trembled and boiled
and was as hot and smoky as a burning hearth. ”Now. You, sir,” said one of them cruelly, ”will show us how to
bring to life this—what you call a—double mutterer, or we, sir, will show you
back to the Bowery.”
Peter Lake was aware that he was
unshaven, badly sunburnt filthy, and sapphire-eyed. ”What’s a double mutterer?”
he asked. ”I thought maybe you two gentlemen would like to purchase a ticket to
the garbage-man’s ball.”
The mechanics were
confused—until Peter Lake fixed his mad gaze on the machine, and began to work.
“Now look here,” he said, after
removing a large panel. ”You see this oscillating slotted bar that’s rubbing up
too close to the powl and ratchet of this here elliptic trammel? That, my
friends, distorts the impact load on the second hobbing, up there, which is
applied to that helical gear. But the trouble is, it isn’t. Without that little
helical gear, the antiparallel linkage on the friction drive won’t disengage,
and this wormwheeled pantograph can’t come into play. Clear so far?” They
nodded.
“And it’s not only that, but
you’ve got a jammed friction brake. See? It has to be lubricated with the finest
spermacetti. And two cams on the periflex coupling are on backward.
“If one of you fellas will mill
me a buttress-threaded lug nut with a fifty-five-degree flank angle, I’ll put
the oscillating slotted bar back where it’s supposed to be. Meanwhile, we’ll
rearrange the cams, and unfreeze the friction brake. Well? What are you waiting
for?
In less than half an hour the
double mutterer was muttering like crazy, and the power train had begun to run
as smoothly and quietly as an owl’s swoop, whereas, before, its belts had
flapped about like the flesh of a sprinting fat man, making concussive leather
slap against the cast-iron flywheels that it struggled to embrace.
“These belts will now last for
six months to a year,” Peter Lake informed his awed hosts. ”And the horsepower drain will be much less, as
the slack in the power train is moderated by the double mutterer. It’ll save
you a lot of fuel. It’s like a trumpet.”
Though they didn’t understand
the part about the trumpet, they didn’t care, and were eager to take Peter Lake
on a tour of the many dormant machines that had puzzled them all their lives.
“What the hell is this?” they
asked him of a bell-like dome that sat on top of a working steam engine. ”We’ve
been trying to figure it out since we were kids. Every once in a while, it
rattles like crazy— as if there’s a loose bolt inside—but only now and then.
We’ve tried to open it, but, no matter what we do, it doesn’t move. You
wouldn’t happen to know what it’s all about, would you?”
“Of course I would,” Peter Lake
replied, offended. ”You take your average stray dog out in Canarsie, and he
could tell you. In fact, it’s so simple that I think I’ll explain it in
Filipino.”
“Oh no! Please don’t!” they
begged. ”You don’t understand what torture it’s been all these years. Suddenly
it begins to jingle in the middle of the night, just like a baby calling for
its ma, and we don’t know what it wants.”
“Right,” said the other. ”And we
try and try to take it apart, but it won’t budge. You can’t even make a dent in
it. Look, I’ll put it in as honest a fashion as I can. If you don’t tell me
what that goddamn thing is, I’m going to commit suicide by striking myself on
the head with a clock mallet.”
“Me too,” offered his friend.
They were frozen with expectation.
“This,” Peter Lake said, patting the much
abused bell-like piece of metal, ”is a perfection tattle.”
Their mouths hung open. What in
hell was a perfection tattle?
“Look at this engine,” he said,
staring enthusiastically at the huge and graceful piece of machinery under the perfection tattle.
She’s gorgeous, isn’t she, like a young
girl come back from a June day at Coney
Island. This is called a comely engine. When she approaches a hundred percent
efficiency, superheated steam turns inward, and becomes so volatile that it
pushes apart two rather heavy tandy pieces (the kind with calabrian underglides) and rises through
secret flue into this
chamber here, where it pushes around an eighteen-eighty-three silver dollar at
near-musical speeds. I’m ashamed to say that I don’t know why it has to be an
eighteen-eighty-three dollar, but that, as I recall, is the custom.”
The two mechanics were
speechless. Peter Lake took it for disbelief.
“I’ll prove it if you’d like,”
he said, guiding them into a far corner to a set of handles that seemed locked
onto the floor.
“We’ve never known what these
are, either,” they admitted.
“These? These are the tattle
release notchets. Look,” he instructed, turning the handles. ”You set the
tapered ends at this angle. Oh, I see, it’s eighty-three degrees. That’s why
the silver dollar is an eighteen eighty-three—it’s a memory device. And it
frees the perfection tattles.”
“Tattles?”
“Sure, there are probably two
dozen of them spread about, from the looks of the place. It’s like that with
machinery of this sort. You always have to go across the room to find the
release for the part you’re working on. When they designed it, they had more in
mind than just power in and power out. The whole business is like a giant
puzzle. It’s sort of an equation. The pieces are interrelated, as if they were
the instruments of an orchestra. To be the conductor,” Peter Lake said with a
grin, ”you have to know every instrument. And you have to know the music.”
He took them back to the
perfection tattle, which he lifted quite easily from its position atop the
comely engine. A silver dollar fell out and rolled across the floor with a
ringing sound. One of the mechanics ran after it and slammed it down with his
foot. He picked it up, examined it, and stared at his friend, goggle-eyed. ”Eighteen
eighty-three,” he said.
• • •
ORDINARILY,
if The Sun had hired a new chief
mechanic, he would have had dinner with Harry Penn either at home or at
Petipas. June, however, The Sun was in turmoil as it devoted most of
resources to the seemingly insoluble mystery of the great ship that had
anchored in the Hudson and stayed in place ever since, unfathorned by either
the general public or the press. Try as they might, none of The Sun’s people
could find out anything. A large portion of the staff had been reassigned to
this story—to wait at dockside twenty-four hours a day, to hammer at the mayor
(who had gone in the middle of the night to visit the ship, and stepped back on
the dock doing a little dance), to take aerial photographs, to make infrared
profiles, and to attempt to break the stalemate with information from
serendipitous sources all around the world. In their frustration at discovering
so little, they neglected everyday matters at the paper itself, including the
customary welcoming of new employees.
By the time an overworked and
exhausted Praeger de Pinto quickly interviewed Peter Lake, Peter Lake had
transformed himself into what a good mechanic was supposed to look like, which
was very close, in fact, to his appearance in the days he could not quite
remember when he divided his time between various oyster houses, workshops, and
burglaries. He rehandledbarred his mustache, got a haircut, and took half a
dozen showers and baths. Then he bought himself a new linen suit which had an
old-fashioned cut that was both pleasing to him and not out of place at The
Sun, where Harry Penn and a large number of other geezers dressed in styles
with more than a hint of the nineteenth century. When Peter Lake had been on
the bum, the scars on his face had been covered with soot and grease. Now they
emerged, although some of the finer lines were already beginning to disappear.
If Praeger had looked deep into his eyes, he might have seen that Peter Lake’s
soul was caught up in the storms of another place and time. But he didn’t, and
Peter Lake’s face telegraphed only that he was a workingman who would always
try to do his best. He looked
neither like an intellectual, nor an artist, nor a lawyer, nor a banker. He
looked, instead, like a man who lays down rails, builds buildings, and tends
fires, forges, and machinery. He had strong arms, thick hands, a nonaquiline
nose, and a deep voice. Praeger de Pinto liked him at first sight. He had no inkling
of his complexity, didn’t recognize him as the apparition of Petipas (nor did
Peter Lake remember Praeger), and quickly forgot about him, although he was
happy that his mechanics had promised far fewer breakdowns and delays now that
this expert had been taken on, at their urging, as their chief—even though he took only apprentice’s
shares, because Trumbull, the former chief, was willing to follow Peter Lake
but not willing to retire.
Most of the time, Peter Lake
stayed with the machinery, for there he was genuinely happy. He spent his free
hours in a little rented room that looked upon an endless valley of empty roofs
and wooden water tanks, and he quickly became like so many people in New York;
that is, comfortable, forgotten, and alone.
Though at the beginning of that
summer the perfect June weather always reasserted itself, it was shattered many
times by dramatic thunderstorms that swept in from the west. Gray clouds that
did not know if they were mountains or snake nests of lightning would suddenly
appear and ride over the city on a cushion of rain, wind, and hail. Lightning
that coiled and tangled in plum-colored clouds loved to aim for Manhattan’s
high spires, loved to strike them with precision, and loved the magnification
of the thunder as it rolled down the avenues from Washington Heights to the
Battery. Its flashes and booms made every living being into a tenpin, and
propelled otherwise imperturbable crowds into doorways and arcades to wait out
the storm, necks bent and hearts stopping now and then when a big stroke
decided to punish something nearby.
Peter Lake always stopped
whatever he was doing to watch a thunderstorm. Sometimes he looked up through
the glass plates over The Sun’s machinery hall and watched the rain
drumming and the lightning cracking the sky, and sometimes he witnessed the
artillery strike from his room, as the wooden tanks in the water tower valley
thundered in sympathy. He always felt like a fifth columnist for the wind and
rain, hoping that they would be strong enough to flatten the structure of time
and make him free. Everyone, he supposed, had his own particular view of the
lightning.
Stalking about their suddenly
darkened apartment thirty floors above the East River, Martin and Abby
weathered one of these storms in primal fright. This was the first time either
had seen such a performance and been old enough to appreciate it. Martin
remembered a few small thunderstorms, but there is all the difference in the
world’ between a storm ten miles away and one right overhead. Hardesty and Virginia were at work, and
Mrs. Solemnis was taking a typically unshakable nap. When the two children
couldn’t wake her, they thought that she had been killed by the storm, and they
went into the kitchen to peep out the window toward Hell Gate.
After Martin told her that he
was sure their parents were dead, Abby cried. In fact, now that Mrs. Solemnis
was dead, they might be the only people left in the world. Though they were
heartened when they saw a towboat charging through Hell Gate, it then
disappeared, and the thunder grew so intense that it nearly broke the windows. ”Don’t
worry, Abby. I’ll take care of you,” Martin told her as she began to whimper.
He then went over in his mind the various steps in cooking eggs. He had just
been taught how to light the stove and make breakfast, and that, he reasoned,
was a great stroke of luck now that he would have to feed himself and Abby. He
was beginning to wrestle with the problem of what to do with Mrs. Solemnis’
body (throw it off the terrace? put it in the refrigerator?) when the storm
vanished, the sun came out, and Virginia called to ask how they were.
Time for them was much as it was
for Peter Lake. He and they were not as sure of its workings as were those who
had been deceived by clocks. Though people readily understood that a line was
imaginary, and a point, too, they were true believers in seconds. Abby and
Martin rested easily in the lateral infinities of timelessness, and lived in
the Marrattas’ apartment high over Yorkville like two young birds in a aerie.
Their capabilities were frequently surprising. For example, Hardesty and Virginia were
delighted that their children apparently had a rich fantasy life. They had hundreds of invisible
friends with names
like “Fat Woman and Baldy,” “The Dog People,” “Lonely Dorian,” “Snake Lady,” “Underwear
Man,” “The High Plant People,” “The Low Plant People,” “The Smoke People,”
“Alfonse and Hoola,”
“Screecher and Tiptoes,” “Crazy Ellen,” “The Boxer,” “Romeo, ”The Garlic Boys,”
etc. The list was long, leading their parents to worry that (despite the fact
that neither child had ever seen a television) their imaginations were overly fragmented,
until, one night at
dinner they overheard a peculiar conversation:
“Catwoman from the moon was
crying today,” Martin told Abby, matter-of-factly. ”The cat Bonomo was turning
backward somersaults. I think it doesn’t feel well.”
“Who?” asked Abby, frazzled
after a nap that had gone on too long and taken her further than usual into the
land of Morpheus and Belinda—any Marratta arising from a nap was truly wicked.
“Catwoman from the moon,” said
Martin, annoyed that he had to repeat himself.
“Who?”
“Catwoman from the moon!
Catwoman from the moon!” Martin screamed in five-year-old arrogance, freezing
Hardesty’s fork between plate and mouth. ”You know, fourteen down and seven
over.”
Only then did Hardesty and
Virginia realize that the invisible companions were real, the inhabitants of a
huge high-rise visible from the children’s room, whom they had named according
to observed idiosyncrasies and possessions. They had pegged almost a thousand
people and animals, and were familiar with them on almost a day-to-day basis.
Virginia was not surprised, for she had learned, early on, ten or twenty
thousand of Mrs. Gamely’s more common words so that she might know what was
happening if Mrs. Gamely were to say, for example: “Marry! Le Blonde and his
men are here, asking the village to divvy its piscaries among diglots
holus-bolus.” Virginia had been able to read the clouds so as to predict the
weather days in advance, like a farmer, having grown up with land and sky her
constant companions. In Yorkville there were just as many signs to read, though
they seemed far less graceful than the raw and unspoiled nature of the
Coheeries.
But her children’s skills were
as real as hers had been. And her children were daring, too. She remembered
with a chill how close she had come on many occasions to a horrible
death—taunting an enraged timber rattler; or feeding an itinerant black bear
that was ten times her weight, putting berries in its mouth as if it were a
raccoon, scolding it, and leading it around like a dog for half an hour or more
in a meadow where, Mrs. Gamely had assumed, nothing could hurt her; climbing to
the summit of the ice blocks in the icehouse; and playing with the shotgun
while her mother was delivering pies. Her children were safe from such things.
Or so she
thought, until one day when
Abby appeared on the balcony wall, walking in time to a waltz that was playing
on the phonograph, unmoved by the three-hundred-foot drop.
Many mothers might have screamed
and dashed out to snatch the child from the railing, but Virginia remained
cool. The first thing that occurred to her was that living where they did her
children were like cliff dwellers, and having known no other life, they were
probably gifted, in much the same way as squirrels or mountain goats, with abilities
unhindered by fear. She determined to suppress her own fear in favor of Abby’s
fearlessness, to put her arms around her gently, and to waltz her off the wall.
She did, and she remained forever an admirer of her daughter’s instinctual
grace.
Walking on the balcony rails was
an exceptional episode in the children’s otherwise tranquil lives. Their
powerlessness, innocence, and imagination fused to enable them to turn time
inside out, travel on the wind, and enter the souls of animals. That they
thought the city was the whole of the universe and its center, put them, in
compensatory fashion, close to the borders of the infinite and the unexplained,
since whatever was beyond the known realms of existence was therefore no
farther than Fort Lee, New Jersey, or Yonkers. They had a better grasp of
cosmology than the fast-talking physicists, because the physicists and their
predecessors had been forced to see the universe with the tools at hand, and so
devise’ models that were like thimbles tasked to hold the open sky, whereas the
children had skipped over the obstructions of doubt and fear, and gone directly
to the heart of the matter. They were still close enough to having been born to
remember in their deep dreams the perfect stillness of all things. They did not
doubt that, by believing, they could rise and travel through the air, leaving
at their feet a blurry trail of light like a long white gown.
They accepted from Virginia, as she had
accepted from Mrs. Gamely long
before, an explanation of the white curtain that sometimes walled in the city.
It is nothing and everything,”
she had said to them during one
of the storms, as they lay in their beds
listening to it howl. ”There is no time in it, but only islands of time. It moves within itself in
currents and contradictions, and if you get too close, it will take you,
like a huge wave that sweeps
someone off a rock. It swirls around the city in uneven cusps, sometimes
dropping down like a tornado to spirit people away or deposit them here,
sometimes opening white roads from the city, and sometimes resting out at sea
while connections are made with other places. It is a benevolent storm, a place
of refuge, the neutral flow in which we float. We wonder if there is anything
beyond it, and we think that perhaps there is.”
“Why?” Martin asked from within
the covers.
“Because,” said Virginia, ”in
those rare times when all things coalesce to serve beauty, symmetry, and
justice, it becomes the color of gold—warm and smiling, as if God were reminded
of the perfection and complexity of what He had long ago set to spinning, and
long ago forgotten.”
They were the keenest of
observers. Because they stayed home all day in an apartment building that was
like a vast beehive, they grew sensitive to many things that most people overlooked.
For example, the building in its entirety became a musical instrument as
unattended telephones rang through various parts in many tones and muted
intensities (variations depended upon distance from the hearer, how many walls
were in between, the wind, whether a window was open or not, the original
pitch, etc.). They listened as if to the bird-song that penetrates the dark
voluminous mass of a forest. The plumbing—rushing water in impenetrable
caverns—spoke to them as authoritatively as if it had been the underground
rivers of Hades. From their high perch they saw at eye level the freer
movements of flight, and could sense the harmony between the birds and the blue
air, something that did not exist close to the ground in the shallows and
straits. They made the telephone “sing to itself” (via a feedback and
interference loop) as if it were a farmyard pet. From their mountainlike
redoubt they observed the subtleties of sound and light in thunderstorms, dusk,
and dawn. They could tell time by the half-mile shadows of nearby buildings,
and by the clouds of scented air (sweeter and heavier than half the perfumes of
Arabia) which up-welled along the walls and over the terraces when professional
ladies showered and bathed by the hundreds as if to sanctify the space between
eight and eight-thirty in the morning.
Marko Chestnut said that they
were as attentive to nature as they would have been had they grown up on a farm
or in the mountains. ”It is true,” he said, ”that they live in a machine—the
city itself. But if the machine can emerge from nature, then, surely, nature
can emerge from the machine.”
Every Saturday, he painted
portraits of children—either singly or in groups. His studio was downtown, near
The Sun, overlooking the approach to the Manhattan Bridge. One rainy day
in spring, Abby and Martin came to him in their yellow slickers. This pleased
him a great deal, because the real oilskin in the Coheeries slickers was
dappled with light brown, and the deep yellow was subdued by gray light from a
busy sky full of rain and wind. The colors of the children’s flushed faces,
their young eyes and hair, and the slate-colored rain-light were just what he
wanted. Not knowing exactly what was expected of them, they were embarrassed
and terrified, and thought of Marko Chestnut as a kind of medical personality.
It was almost impossible to get them talking, and when they did speak, they
spoke in whispers. He fed them cranberry juice and chocolate-chip cookies, and
gave them little paint sets, magnets, matchbox trucks, and museum catalogs.
They stayed in his studio for
several hours, watching the rain and the lashings of the wind as intently as he
watched them. All they could hear was the rain—washing the gutters and the
sides of buildings, dashing off the roofs, and flowing in the streets. Abby
walked over to the canvas, grasped Marko Chestnut’s brush, and said that it
sounded like the rain. It did, and Marko Chestnut thought that, indeed, nature
was in the beams, girders, and engines of the city; in all things and their
arrangements; in a still life illuminated by an electric bulb as much as in a
wheat-colored field in pure sunlight. The laws were the same, and ever-present.
Whereas in his wildest
imaginings Marko Chestnut had dared to think that the city and its orphaned
machines might find their origins and come awake, the children already had
greater things in mind—flight and rising, the whole world rising to the perfection
beyond the ragged edges of the ragged machine in which they lived.
• •
•
SOMEWHERE
in the city of the poor, the white horse,
Athansor was imprisoned in a mill, turning a creaking central shaft by walking
a circle under a heavy beam to which he was harnessed. He rested only when the
dilapidated machinery he powered broke down, or when the materials it processed
were in short supply. Otherwise, he worked continuously. He could eat as much
oats and hay and have as much water as he wanted, taking them on the run when
he passed a recess in the wall into which the fodder and water were fed by
gravity. The wood and metal around the recess had been polished by countless
horses swooping in and rubbing against it as they ate or drank.
Here, horses were run down in a
month or two, and died from exhaustion often before the keepers could shoot
them for stopping. The practice of working an animal until he died meant that
the mill had to come by about ten horses a year, whereas, if they had kept
three on alternating shifts, they could have worked them for the whole of the horses’
natural lives. But the city of the poor had its own economics, and in the end
the owners of the mill found themselves in the black, because they got their
horses for next to nothing—from carts that the horses could no longer pull,
from lots where they had strayed, and from the horrible stables in burnt-out
tenements to which thieves transported them from the countryside in the dead of
night.
After they were worked to death,
they were cut up for meat and hide. The viscera went for rendering, the hooves
and bones for glue. There was profit for the workers who worked the margins,
for the devilish, the greedy, and the shortsighted, and their little industry
consumed horses at a terrible rate.
But not Athansor. They had taken
him from the arena thinking that he could go for many more rounds than those of
his innocent cousins apprehended at night in mountain pastures and trucked into
the bowels of the city. Once, a prize Virginia Percheron had run the mill for
five months, never stopping, with a determination that astonished even his
hardened captors. They pegged the white horse ft no more than that, since he
was about the same weight but was built almost like a thoroughbred. And they
reckoned that he would go under sooner than
the Percheron, because he was a fighting horse and the Percheron had been a
worker.
They did not know, however, that
Athansor had no intention of going under, whether in the sea, drawing a junk
cart, or hooked to a perpetual mill. How could they have known that he consumed
perpetuity the way that the mill had consumed horses, and fed upon it much as
he fed upon the oats and water that they provided? The origins of his strength
were, for them, a mystery, but they saw quite clearly that the more he was
driven, the stronger he got. He carried the beam in fever and sweat, in
lightness and elation, in sorrow, when his heart felt as if it had stopped,
through blindness and dawn, trembling with weakness, or dancing with strength. But
he carried it forward, and he never missed a step.
During the first few weeks of
August, it was very hot, and in the afternoon, or even at night, he would
sometimes be covered with froth, and his sores and wounds would open and
fester. When fall came and the air cleared, he knew what was intended for him,
so he raised his head, shook his clotted mane, and looked forward. For he was
the engine that pushes the seasons, and the mill that grinds the salt in the
sea. In winter, half the circle that he worked was covered with snow and ice,
and it was hard to get traction. But he found enough traction to take him into
and through spring. And then there was that perfect June when he knew that he
was in the clear, and when every step he took was another victory. Early that
summer, when beautiful weather alternated with quick and stupendous lightning
storms that boomed out thundercracks in a war upon the canyons, he was
sustained and buoyed by many things, not the least of which was the wonder of
his tormentors when they saw that he was still alive.
From a third of the circle, he
was able to see westward over the plains of brick and rubble, the ridges of
charred houses, and the river, to the skyline. That he could see this
marvelous, shining thing, no doubt sustained him as well.
• • •
A BELL tolled. It tolled for the
mayor as he rode on a city launch down the East River from Gracie Mansion to
City Hall. And it did not stop tolling
until he walked into his office, put on his ceremonial robes, and called on the
chief marshal to announce that the mayor was “in his office at the pleasure of
the people, ready to govern for the greater good, and pleased that the sun is risen
over the intact and thriving city.” This was an ancient ceremony that many took
for granted. But every day it provided the mayor with an egalitarian
perspective, a reminder of his task, and a sense of continuity.
The council of elders (on which
Harry Penn and Craig Binky managed to coexist) met before the inauguration of
each mayor solely to choose an appellation for him. Though the name was purely
symbolic and would neither unseat him nor guarantee his reelection, it weighed
heavily with the electorate and in the conscience of the man himself—if he had
one. For he would be known in perpetuity by the name that would smother out his
given name entirely and fuse his history to that of the city. Thus, mayors had
resigned or committed suicide when the council of elders had called them the
Ash Mayor, the Bone Mayor, the Rag Mayor, and similar names. Others had
swallowed hard and continued on, despite being called the Fox Mayor, the Egg
Mayor, or the Bird Mayor (since, in politics, gentle ridicule and gentle reprimands
could always be borne). There were those who suffered neither ridicule nor
condemnation, whose administrations were favored either by their own talents
and luck, or by the felicity of the age. They had been given splendid names
with which to spend the rest of history. They were the Ivory Mayor, the Water
Mayor, the River Mayor, and (once, at the turn of the century, when the council
of elders had decided to call attention to the approaching millennium) the
Silver Mayor. How the council knew in advance the character of the mayor and
his term was a mystery even to him. Certainly Craig Binky didn’t know. And even
Harry Penn was amazed by the strong and absolute sense of the future that
permeated their meetings.
The present officeholder would
finish his term either when the first ice was seen on the river (usually in
late January) or when the first flower bloomed in Prospect Park (late March),
and would be up for election the previous November. Considering that his
predecessor had been the Sulfur Mayor, he had done rather well in winning the title of Ermine Mayor. In the
complex symbology of the titles, this signified a pleasant harmony, because the
robes of office were ermine, and the council of elders seemed to be suggesting
that man and office were properly suited. It pleased him very much, did not go
to his head, and boded well for his reelection. True, he looked like a
hard-boiled egg and had a high-pitched voice, but he was a skilled politician
and a fair man who had fulfilled the responsibilities of office with balance
and humor. And, lest it be forgotten, he was supported by the most awesome and
omnipotent political machine that ever was—a virtual parallel government that
worked every kind of magic, from Christmas baskets, of which literally millions
were distributed, to computer recognition. Hooked up to a powerful mainframe,
the mayor knew the name, nickname, and favorite food of everyone with whom he
shook hands. Though his campaign conversation grew tiresome (“Hey, Jackie,
how’s the lasagna been treating you lately?” or, ”Good to see you, Nick. Boy,
do I love eggrolls!”), the technique seemed to get votes.
The Ermine Mayor had three
offices, each at a different level and each for a different purpose. The City
Hall office, closest to the ground, was the place for ceremony and tradition.
In the Old City Hall, string quartets often played for the public, and there
were many fine paintings. Each mayor could go to the gallery of his
predecessors and see in their ancient portraits the smiles and eyes of men like
himself looking forward from the past to offer reassurance and courage, as if
to say that when one was finished one could view the struggles of one’s life
and term with equanimity.
The high offices were half a
mile up, at the top of one of the tallest towers. The city spread out below
them, and clouds drifted under the windows. From these offices the city was so
remote that it seemed to be only blocks and cells of color that took the sun
and softly glittered. Here it was easy to make decisions that would benefit the
future, for here it was not possible to see faces, or to listen to the cries of
those overcome by the waves of history.
The third office was fifteen
floors up, in a building on the Battery. Its wide windows gave out on the
harbor, the sea, the fields of Governor’s Island, the rust-colored brick of
Brooklyn Heights, and the green swards
of Brooklyn’s parks and cemeteries. From this office, the mayor was afforded a
middle view. He could see far, and yet he was able to make out the moving forms
of men below. The ships which cut wolflike up Buttermilk Channel were far more
arresting than the little toys on blue glass that they seemed to be when he was
in the high office. When he had the middle perspective, these ships could speak
to him of the ocean. Their bow waves were visible, rolling over, bridal veils
in the wind, and with binoculars one could see the pilots’ hand calls as the
ships made their perilous runs through the tidal shallows.
In the middle offices, with mild
light coming in through the wide windows, the Ermine Mayor accomplished most of
the city’s business. Because they were neither as moving nor as worn as his
chambers in City Hall, nor as ethereal as the higher ones, they were the best
place in which to deal with the paradoxical questions that are the heart of
politics. He was good when he was in the middle, in Purgatory, as he referred
to it, and here he received most of his callers, including Praeger de Pinto.
The editor-in-chief of The
Sun had been in this office many times, and he slumped down in a
comfortable leather chair as if it belonged to him. ”What’s going on?” he asked
the Ermine Mayor.
“I don’t know. What’s going on?”
the Ermine Mayor replied.
“I believe you do know.”
“What are you talking about,
Praeger? What’s the matter with you? Have you caught Binky-itis or something?”
“All right, I’ll be specific.
Last week, you went aboard the ship in the Hudson. Our reporters wrote that you
looked worried and miserable, and on television you had the air of a prisoner
walking his last mile.
“Two hours later, the launch
pulls up to the dock and the Ermine Mayor jumps out as if his legs are made of
steel springs. He’s smiling as if someone has put a baton between his cheeks,
and—in front of the entire city—you, the Mayor, do a little dance on the pier.”
The mayor threw his head back
and laughed, probably recalling whatever it was that had made him dance.
“In the week that’s followed,
you haven’t seen the press once.”
“I’ve been busy.”
“The city is going mad trying to
figure out what’s on that ship and to whom you talked. The Ghost, your
ally, has compared your dance to Hitler’s victory jig in Paris. Do you want
that? Do you realize the pressure that’s building up for us to unravel this
whole thing, and the damage that could be done to you if the public perceives
that you are in league against its curiosity?”
“My job,” said the mayor, ”isn’t
to do your work for you. If you don’t know who’s on that ship, it’s not my
problem. Why don’t you go out there and ask? You know, hire a boat.”
“We have our own boat. We were
out there half an hour after the ship dropped anchor. I’m sure you’re aware
that they don’t let anyone on board, that they won’t even speak over the rails.
But we’re working on it. There are lots of ways to skin recalcitrant cats.
However, since you know, you ought to give us an indication....”
“Or The Sun won’t support me this
fall.”
“Politics is the art of equation. We very
well might not support you.”
“Just for that?”
“In our view, it’s not a minor
matter. The mayor has what the city wants and he won’t put out. Why should the
city put out for him?”
“What if it were in the city’s best
interests that I keep quiet?”
“How is anyone to judge?”
“There is no way. It’s best if I keep my
counsel.”
“Why don’t you let the people decide
what’s best?”
“Because, in this case, they can’t.”
“I don’t understand what you’re
doing,” Praeger said. ”Television is going to hammer you to death.”
“I realize that.” How do you expect to be
reelected?”
The Ermine Mayor smiled. ”Who’s running
against me?”
“No one, yet.”
“That’s right. And by the time
anyone does, it’ll be too late. This is the middle of June. Who’s going to
match my two hundred ward captains,
and twenty thousand precinct workers, in three and a half months?”
“They’re not an infallible guarantee.”
“I’ll have to take it nonetheless.”
“Why?” Praeger asked, wanting
not to believe the Ermine Mayor’s inexplicable transformation from a
statesmanlike leader to a bunker politician.
“Look,” said the mayor. ”If you
were to run against me, win, and then find out yourself about this question,
you would then do exactly as I’m doing.”
“That’s what you think.”
“That’s what I know. A great
opportunity awaits this city, and I’m going to deliver it. I care about
history: I’m quite willing to sacrifice my career. Anyway, who the hell will
run against me?”
“Maybe I will,” said Praeger.
The Ermine Mayor hesitated. ”That’s
not even a joke. This city never elects tall, clean-cut, literate men—unless
their heads are full of cotton, or they’re deeply corrupt. You’re too smart and
too honest even to get the nomination of an idealistic fringe party. And how
would you deal with the machine?”
“Maybe I’d bypass it entirely,”
answered Praeger, who had no idea whatsoever of running for office, and was
merely following the Ermine Mayor’s lead.
“Can’t be done, though, I admit,
it’s the dream of every young man. I suppose it starts with children. They want
to be President, they make wonderful speeches in the shower, they are lifted by
the divine political afflatus, and they never make it. Nor should they. This is
a world of savage equalities. The city has to be run by a hard man, not by
someone who makes magic with a pen. And the city knows it.”
“What about the Silver Mayor?”
“He wrote it all down after he did it,
not before.”
“I haven’t written anything down,”
Praeger said. ”And I may be a bit rougher than you think.”
The Ermine Mayor looked at
Praeger and, for the first time, did not like what he saw. Before him was a
rangy six-footer with a fighter’s gleam in his eyes, and a face that was held
combatively tense— the way some hard cases get when they’re mad, squinting as
if in preparation for taking punishment.
“Where were you born?” the mayor
asked, positive that Praeger did not have the streets in his blood, and could
never call the city his own, could never assert in front of a crowd the special
pride and sureness that comes from being born in the place. He had all the
marks of an immigrant from the suburbs.
“I was born on Havemeyer Street,
your honor,” Praeger said, ”almost directly beneath the Brooklyn ramp of the
Williamsburg Bridge. How do you like that apple?”
“I couldn’t care less,” answered
the Ermine Mayor, returning to his papers as a signal for Praeger to leave. ”You’re
not running for anything.”
• • •
BY the middle of July, much of the ardor in
the matter of the colossal platform that floated in the Hudson had disappeared.
The mayor was as quiet as a slab of granite, no one came from or went to the
ship, and uniformed men appeared on its decks only when someone attempted to
board it. At first galvanized by the challenge, the press employed every kind
of stratagem to figure out what the ship held. A dozen journalist-parachutists
had drifted down onto its massive two-acre hatches, only to be apprehended on
each occasion and escorted to shore by mute guards. Frogmen swam about the hull
and climbed the side with magnets and suction cups, and were met at the
railings by the same humorless guards. Helicopters, seaplanes, balloons,
floating duck blinds—everything that could move across water or air was
attracted to the ship during its first weeks in New York. It was scanned by
infraredometers, magnetometers, and subatornic particles, but for deducing its
contents the only valid calculation
was one which, in
comparing the ship’s
volume and displacement,
determined its exact average density, including whatever was in it. This
revealed nothing, since no one knew how tightly the holds were packed. The
fires of the press soon died down, and were just as quickly rekindled in
response to other events. Television had chopped the world into tiny bits, and what had once
been the gaping maw of popular interest had evolved into a hair-thin pipette
through which the ship in the Hudson was simply too big to pass.
After
returning from a frenetic search of most of the Finger Lakes, Craig Binky made
sure that he outdid his rivals in trying to unravel the mystery. He, Binky, a
child of the Enlightenment, commissioned most of the advanced scientific
studies, going so far as to have a particle accelerator built in the west
Village, and its target apparatus installed across the river, so that what he
called “bideo beams” could pass through the ship and draw a picture of its
innards. But it didn’t work—the bulkheads were impenetrable even to gamma
rays—and Craig Binky, ever aware of the public’s thrashing insomnias, pointed The
Ghost in other directions. He himself was swept up by the poetry vogue of
the second week of July. (Those lucky poets whose books were published that
weekend became millionaires.)
It
took Harry Penn much longer than Craig Binky to drop the story, but he did. The
Sun staff was surprised, for it seemed out of character, but he told them
to accept defeat, temporarily, and await a turn in events. Banner headlines
soon devolved into tiny paragraphs on the back page. The ship vanished from the
editorials and did not even appear in “Shipping and Mails,” since it was not
tied to a pier.
So
forgotten, it became a part of the landscape, a third palisade, the kind of
thing that people look at and do not see—which is to say that it became a part
of the city. Peter Lake took time off from his machinery to view it, but it
meant no more to him than to anyone else.
Only
Praeger, Hardesty, and Virginia refused to let the matter drop, because Harry
Penn had not merely advised them to wait for a turn of events, he had ordered them
to discontinue work on the story. It was the first time he had ever restrained
Virginia, and Praeger would have resigned had he not loved the old man as much
as he did.
After
many nights in the library trying to discover where the ship had been constructed
(there seemed to be no building ways in the world big enough to accommodate
it), Hardesty was so exhausted that he fell asleep at a reference table and
dreamed that he was in San Francisco, in his father’s house, looking over the
bay. When he was a boy,
he had liked to watch the brick-red tugboats, compressed in the clean bright
ring of his telescope, as they pushed a carpet of rolling white water before
them. On the stacks were a gilt figure of the rampant lion of San Marco, and
the name Marratta. It always sent a chill down his spine to see these
boats charging across the bay, with his name written on them in the color of a
golden lion—not so much because he was proud, but because they reminded him of
his father’s steadfastness and strength.
When
he awoke, he saw Virginia bent over a thick maritime register. ”We’re not going
to find anything here,” he said as Praeger emerged from the darkness loaded
down with half a dozen shipping tomes. ”Why don’t we just watch the ship.
Asbury can take us over to the Jersey side, and pick us up before dawn. Now
that they’re off the front page, they may loosen up a little and give something
away.” Every evening after dark, for the next ten days, they went over to the
Palisades, where they found a broad ledge halfway up a cliff, and kept the ship
under surveillance all through the night—taking turns sleeping and watching.
Asbury picked them up just before dawn. They saw nothing. Though Hardesty had
suggested that they follow this course, he was the first to want to abandon it.
But Praeger wouldn’t let him. Long after Hardesty and Virginia had lost any
hope of seeing anything, Praeger had bright eyes for the deserted decks, and
when he was awakened for his shift he always looked like a hunter anticipating
a kill. They kept at it into August, when the river was like a warm bath and
mists and steam circled all about the ship.
And
one day, not surprisingly, it was Praeger who electrified them with a call to
awake. The mist had vanished, and they opened their eyes to see Manhattan
outlined against the pure colors of a clear dawn. On the opposite shore, in the
shadows of the canyons, a signal light was flashing. Had they been ten feet to
the left or right of where they were, they would not have been able to see its
blinkered sparking. But they were directly opposite the ship’s bridge, and the
message had overshot its target. With binoculars, Praeger could see that two
figures stood by a long black car on a pier across the river. One operated the
light, while the other paced about. The pacer was short and fat; the signaler
was in some sort of uniform.
“Let
me see,” Hardesty demanded.
“No.
Wait a minute,” said Praeger. ”Asbury’s coming up along this bank of the river.
If we’re fast enough, we might be able to catch them in whatever they’re about
to do.”
They
scrambled in the half-light and reached the base of the cliff as Asbury pulled
in. He was surprised, since he usually had to climb to their post. According to
him, their situation was difficult If a boat were to emerge from one of the
ship’s water-level bays and strike out for the pier, they would get to the
other side too late to follow whoever emerged from it. On the other hand,
running the river in anticipation of this would scare off their quarry.
They
were lucky, however, because a small tanker was heading upriver from the open
harbor. They let it come up even, and then moved along with it, hidden from
view. Half a mile north, the tanker followed the channel to the east side of
the river, and as it did they pulled forward of it and were sheltered on the
starboard all the way to a long pier behind which they vanished completely out
of sight of either ship or the pier on which the limousine was still waiting.
After
they climbed a mass of rotten pilings, they ran toward the street to search for
a taxi. Hardesty was in the middle of thinking that they would never find a
taxi at dawn on Twelfth Avenue, when he looked into the pier shed alongside
which Virginia and Praeger were still running, and saw five hundred taxis
starting their engines. He didn’t even have to say anything, and several empty
dozen of them arrived in a gleaming phalanx.
Heading
downtown toward the pier where the light had been flashing, they passed the
limousine, going in the opposite direction.
“Turn
around unobtrusively,” Praeger instructed their driver.
“What
does that mean?” the driver asked, veering a hundred and eighty degrees in a
blaze of burning rubber.
“Nothing,”
Praeger replied. ”Just follow that limousine without him knowing.”
The
limousine cut a devious trail, going in circles, passing the same place three
or four times, careering through the park, and insinuating itself as often as
it could in whatever traffic it encountered at that early hour. After its tour
of Manhattan, it stopped in front of the Metropolitan Museum of Art, and three
men got out. They entered the museum via a little-used door embedded in the
base of a huge plinth.
As
Praeger and the Marrattas sped by in the taxi, they saw the three men from the
limousine quite clearly. One was extremely tall, another was the fat figure who
had been pacing, and the other was the signaler. The fat one was an adolescent.
Even from a distance, in a moving taxi, trying to look askance with
nonchalance, they were able to see that his face was so fat it made his eyes
into squinting, smiling slits. At first they had thought that, since the
signaler had been in a uniform of some type, he was dressed in livery and had
been driving. However, as he vanished into the museum they saw that he was not
a chauffeur, but, rather, a man of the cloth.
Had
Peter Lake seen these people all together he probably would have lit up like an
electric eel, because they were Jackson Mead, the Very Reverend Mootfowl, and
Cecil Mature—who had long ago changed his name to Mr. Cecil Wooley, and who had
come in advance of the other two, posing as a street vendor who worked the area
near the Brooklyn Bridge.
Hardesty,
Virginia, and Praeger paid the taxi a small fortune, and repaired to the
sidewalk cafe across the street from the museum to sit on its unoccupied
veranda and wait for the three odd people who had gone in, to come out. While
they were waiting, well concealed, another limousine pulled up, and out jumped
the Ermine Mayor, known for his bald head and springy step.
“Mighta
known,” said Praeger.
Then
another limousine pulled up.
“There
are an awful lot of limousines around here,” Hardesty said. ”You’d think this
was the Upper East Side.”
Its
door opened slowly. A cane poked out, then a foot—obviously an old foot. Then a
pant leg of houndstooth. Then all the rest of the diminutive, aged, and
spry—Harry Penn.
• • •
A LONG
time before, Harry Penn had been embarrassed and shamed most to death, and had rolled in
agony across the accommodating expanse of Isaac Penn’s capacious dinner table, when his carefully
hidden pictures of husky
seminude maidens of the evening had broken through the ceiling and drifted down
into the dining room like overdue mail. Nearly a century later, he still turned
a bright color in recollection of the moment when the postcards had fallen onto
the serving platters, and his father had actually caught some in midair. If
there were such a thing as archeologists of the soul, they might reconstruct
all that has gone before from shame and love, two everlasting columns that rise
into time though everything else is worn away. For Harry Penn, the sting of
that moment was still dreadfully hot, despite the fact that over the years it
had been joined by a dozen others—fewer and fewer, it is true, as he grew older
and more adept. Yet, now another was added to the pack, suddenly to envelop him
when he least expected it. As he came out of the museum, at a little after eight
in the morning, he found Praeger de Pinto, Hardesty Marratta, and Virginia
Gamely (who was still known by her maiden name) standing between the
limousines. He had misled and lied to them, and excluded them from important
things. Hardly able to look at these people that he knew so well, he entered
his car like a slope-shouldered dog. He was not used to feeling that way.
Jackson Mead glared in their
direction with the not inconsequential power of his very steely, very blue
eyes. He seemed to be eight feet tall (he nearly was), and almost to glow—as if
everything about him were pure, and he were not a man. In stark contrast was
the semifunereal Mootfowl, who looked like a nineteenth-century missionary
trying his best not to enjoy the South Seas. Though he was Lincolnesque and
grave, it was easy to think that any hand that touched him would forever remain
tainted with the supernatural. Complementing the white glow and the dark
streak, was a fat ball-Cecil Mature. Whereas Jackson Mead was angry, and
Mootfowl looked amused and wise, Cecil Mature (or Mr. Cecil Wooley, as he
insisted) was a one-man mob of unrestrained affection. Virginia felt like
kissing his big smiling face, and Hardesty and Praeger were tempted to embrace
him with one arm and smile back as if for a photograph.
These three were so strange that
Praeger, normally the model of self-possession, spread his arms with outwardly
facing palms and asked, in amazement, ‘”Who are you? And where do you
come from?
Jackson Mead seemed to think
that this was a reasonable question, and he answered it. ”From St. Louis, and
beyond, and other places,” he said.
Then the mayor came out, and all
the cars started their engines and drove off, leaving Jackson Mead’s answer to
hang in the air like a cloud of diesel exhaust: “From St. Louis, and beyond,
and other places.” Even though he was no longer saying it, they kept hearing
it.
• • •
“WHO is it?” screamed Boonya, from beyond the
heavy door. ”Praeger de Pinto.” “Who is it?” “Praeger de Pinto.” “Who? Praeger
de who?” “Praeger... de... Pinto!” “No.”
“What do you mean, ‘no’?” “We
don’t want none.” “None of what?” “Whatever.”
“This is Praeger de Pinto!”
“Who?”
“Open the door, Boonya. You know
who it is.” “Let a minute pass. Cool off.” Five minutes later, she opened the
door. ”May I help you?” she asked. ”I would like to see Mr. Penn.” “He ain’t
here.” “Yes he is.” “No he ain’t.” “Yes he is.” “No he ain’t.”
I know he is.”
All right. He is. But he’s in the bath.
You can’t see him.”
Why? Does he become invisible in
water?” “Huh?” “Why can’t I see him—hello, Christiana,” he said, as Christiana
came down the backstairs, carrying a tray of sugar cookies with jam blobs. ”I’m
a man. He’s a man.“
“He never sees anyone in his
bath. It is outrageous.”
“That’s okay,” Praeger said,
heading for the stairs. ”I am outrageous.”
Harry Penn was sitting under a
fall of sun-heated water that cascaded over his shoulders into a ten-by-ten,
eight-foot-deep, slate bathtub. It was hard for him to speak over the noise of
the water, so he adjusted a droplet-covered brass lever, and then invited Praeger
to enter the room. He hadn’t known for sure that it had been Praeger knocking
at the door, but he suspected as much, because indignant people always rap on
doors, like woodpeckers in their prime. ”I thought you might be coming,” he
said. ”I suppose that I retreated to the bath almost to hide.”
“I imagine that’s possible,”
said Praeger, humbled by the frail and naked body that he had never seen except
in tweedy suits. The shock of seeing how thin and slight a man becomes in his
late nineties reminded Praeger that, no matter what happened, he would have to
be respectful.
“Sit down, Praeger,” Harry Penn
instructed, pointing at a towel-covered cedar bench. ”I was intending to tell
you all this when the time was right. I still can’t say much, but I’ll explain
as best I can. I owe that to you.
“When you get to be as old as I
am, Praeger, you have long finished with ambition—that is, for yourself. Oh, I
admit, there is a species of beast that punches and kicks until the coffin’s
nailed, but you take the average man as he approaches a hundred, and you’ll see
that he’s pretty calm, interested mainly in memory, his children and
grandchildren, small pleasures and graces, and very abstract things like the
public weal, kindness, or courage—things that, from a perspective of serenity,
are as visible and real as anything else.
“I knew in my late teens that
all my life would be never-ending revisions and revisions yet again, of that
which many times over thought I knew, and did not, and still don’t. But the
light grows deeper. And you rise higher and higher, until, close to death, you
view the history of your life as if an angel is describing it to you from an
elevated platform on a cloud.
“It would be hard for you to
understand, because you are so young, the abiding love and affection that I
have for young people and their passions. I suppose one learns this, or begins
to learn it, in bringing up children, and it is one of life’s great
surprises—looking back to see those who have come after you struggling through
what you have nearly finished.
“Normally I would sacrifice a
great deal rather than put obstructions in the way of a young man like you. I
never have, have I?”
Praeger shook his head to
confirm that Harry Penn hadn’t.
“No. It was quite deliberate. I
try to do my best for you all. So, then, why suddenly have I become secretive
and misleading? Why has the horse in the pasture begun to run with the foxes?
I’ll tell you.” He laughed. ”I can’t tell you!”
Praeger began to pace back and
forth on the slippery ledge at the side of the pool. ”For several weeks this
June I wrote editorials condemning the mayor for his secrecy in this matter,”
he said, ”calling in behalf of The Sun for public disclosure. And all
the time that I was doing this, you knew.”
“No, I didn’t. I met Mead for
the first time today.”
Praeger froze like a hunting dog
who catches a scent. ”Mead? Who’s that, the big one?”
“Yes. I shouldn’t have told you.
But it hardly matters. His name is Jackson Mead. The cleric is called Mootfowl.”
“Mootfowl!”
“Yes,
Mootfowl, and the little fat one is Mr. Cecil Wooley. However, their names
won’t do you any good.”
“I’ll go through every archive that
exists.”
“They’re not in archives.”
“You don’t travel around in a mile-long
ship without someone, somewhere, writing it down.”
“You can,” said Harry Penn,
interrupting himself to move the lever and shut off the water. A silence
followed.
“There are men who love through
history without leaving a trace of themselves, even though they may change the
world. Jackson Mead has been here before, several times before, but you won’t
find it written down. He arranges it so that the traces disappear.”
“Is he going to make arrangements this
time, too?”
“I’m afraid so.”
“Meaning The Sun will ignore him?”
“Yes.”
“Meaning that, even though I have enough
to fill a column there will be no such column?”
“Yes.”
“I’ll have to resign. I don’t want to,
but you’re forcing me.”
“I know.” Harry Penn’s expression was
almost joyous.
“I thought I knew you,” Praeger said.
“I knew you didn’t,” Harry
Penn answered. ”No one really does. But hold through. It’s a pity. I don’t want
to see you go. Why don’t you meet with Jackson Mead himself?”
“Don’t tell me that to do so
I’ll have to saw off my right arm,” Praeger said. ”Because I will.”
“I’ll see what I can do,
although I don’t know if you’ll profit by it, or simply by overcome. He has a
powerful presence.”
“Mr. Penn, before I met Jessica
I was engaged to a young woman whose parents insisted that prior to our
marriage we speak with a Jesuit. They wanted to convert me, and had in mind
putting me under the fire of a large gun. The engagement was broken off later,
for other reasons, but we did manage to see the Jesuit. We had lengthy
discussions and disputations. He became a rabbi.”
“So you think you can make Jackson Mead a
rabbi!”
“I might just do that.”
“Take Hardesty and Virginia with you.”
“Why?”
“He’ll have Mootfowl and Mr. Wooley. Do
you want to be outnumbered?”
• • •
THEY were met at the small door in the plinth. It opened and
closed in an instant, after which they found themselves shaking hands with a
beaming Cecil Mature, who introduced himself as Mr. Cecil Wooley, and was full
of laughter that gurgled from his nose and throat like water going down a
stuffed drain. He was wearing a medieval boy’s tunic and a Chinese hat. It was
a miracle that he could see, and they imagined
that he looked out through his eyes like a sentry peering through firing slits.
He was his usual good-natured self, and he waddled along with notable rapidity.
It was four-thirty in the
morning, and the museum was empty even of guards. As they passed through its
palatial chambers and long halls, they became aware of music, and the music
swelled until it filled the corridors and made their hearts race. On a balcony
overlooking a dim atrium, they were hit by the full flood of it, for a dozen
musicians were playing below.
Then they found themselves in
the New Great Hall, under a sky of gray and white opaque glass that suggested a
perpetual March afternoon. Jackson Mead was working at a long desk in the
middle of the room, seemingly half a mile away, surrounded by half a dozen
paintings on three-legged easels. Mootfowl, who also wore a Chinese hat, was on
his knees in prayer before a large canvas depicting St. Stephen’s Ascension.
St. Stephen arose, his limp legs and downward-pointing feet trailing after him
as if he were being pulled through water, or as if they were the swaddlings of
a baby held high above its father. His clothing appeared to have been molded
into the shape of the air. As light flooded down upon him, he stared beyond the
upper edge of the painting, while in the background golden splays of birds were
aflutter in the wind. Distant mountains, purple and white, looked almost as if
they were rearing like frightened horses. Rivers leapt from their channels and
leapt back in again, leaving dry bends of riverbed in which fish were straining
to swim and breathe in water that was not there. Underneath St. Stephen was a
ring of golden light. The skillfully rendered grasses on the little prairie
from which he is said to have been assumed were beginning to kindle where they
met the circle of light.
When he finished praying,
Mootfowl got up and pulled a cloth across the papers on Jackson Mead’s desk.
Cecil Mature showed the three visitors to their chairs, and they sat down
opposite Jackson Mead, after which Cecil began to pace back and forth, laughing
to himself now and then, calculating on his fingers, and muttering “Oh my, oh
my.”
The music stopped. Praeger was
about to speak, but Jackson
Mead held up his hand and warned
that the piece was not yet finished. ”I’m wedded to the last movement,” he said.
”Do you know what it is?”
“The allegro of the “Third
Brandenburg, ‘“ Hardesty answered.
“Yes,” said Jackson Mead. ”The
‘Third’ is the only one without wind instruments. I never liked them in the
other concerti, because they tend to clutter things up. They remind me of a
bunch of monks running down a corridor, breaking wind. So many years in those
monasteries, all through the Dark Ages. It was horrible.
“Here it is. Listen!” he
commanded. ”This part. It sounds like a good machine, a perfectly balanced
rocker arm, something well-oiled and precise. Notice the progressions, the
hypnotic repetitions. These are the tunnel rhythms, derived from the same timed
intervals which are the irreducible base for planetary and galactic ratios of
speed and distance, small particle oscillations, the heartbeat, tides, a
pleasing curve, and a good engine. You cannot help but see such rhythms in the proportions
of every good painting, and hear them in the language of the heart. They are
what make us fond of grandfather clocks, the surf, and well-proportioned
gardens. When you die, you know, you hear the insistent pounding that defines
all things, whether of matter or energy, since there is nothing in the
universe, really, but proportion. It sounds somewhat like an engine that became
available at the beginning of the century, and was used in pumps and boats and
that sort of thing. I thought for sure that people would realize what it was,
but they didn’t. What a shame. Nonetheless, there is always music like this,
which, in its way, comes just as close—as if the composer had actually been
there, and returned.”
When the music stopped, Jackson
Mead turned to Cecil Mature. ”Mr. Wooley, please tell the musicians that they
won’t be needed until five-thirty. Thank you.” Cecil Mature waddled out,
flailing his sausagelike arms and legs. Mootfowl took his place by the side of
Jackson Mead, looking maddeningly like an eighteenth-century Connecticut
undertaker.
“The Reverend Doctor Mootfowl
and I would be delighted to answer your questions—up to a point. We do have our
privacy. If all things were one, there would be no privacy. But, since we are
in a state of multiplicity, there are shades and differences, and privacy must be maintained—if only as a
complement of and testament to physics.”
“We’re grateful that you’re
seeing us,” Praeger said. ”And we have no intention of violating your privacy.
However, we didn’t come to talk about the unified field theory, or the
aesthetics of architecture.”
Hardesty seemed slightly
offended. Registering this, Jackson Mead imagined a path between Hardesty and
Praeger, down which he intended to walk quite easily.
“Though, evidently, our
newspaper won’t be making your answers public, we are, by habit, compelled to
inquire of you in the manner of reporters. We feel that we are justified in
this because of your private dealings with our elected officials, the general
public curiosity about your arrival, and the unprecedented size of your ship.”
“Makes sense,” Jackson Mead answered.
“I’m glad you agree. Who are
you, where do you come from, what are you planning to do, why have you kept
your activities secret, what does the ship hold, where and how was it built,
and when will you begin whatever it is that is to be begun? These are the
things that we must know to satisfy the public’s curiosity and our own.”
“That’s a rather arrogant approach,” stated Jackson Mead. ”How so?” Praeger
returned, undisturbed. ”Why must you insert yourself in my business?” “I told
you, sir, and you said that it sounded reasonable.” “What sounded reasonable to
me, Mr. de Pinto, was your curiosity, not any idea that I’m obligated to
satisfy it. You are sitting there and asking me brazen questions.”
“People buy The Sun to
learn things they wouldn’t normally know. Normally, they wouldn’t insert
themselves into your business or ask brazen questions, which is why I must.”
“I see,” replied Jackson Mead. ”But
apart from the fact that, as you yourself have guaranteed, the results of this
interview will not appear in The Sun, tell me, for the sake of
discussion, why people have a right to know my plans. You justify your right of
inquiry by referring to theirs. What is theirs? Is it, despite their greater
numbers, any more legitimate then yours, which you seem to have forsworn
defending? What gives them the right?”
“It pertains to them, Mr. Mead.
They don’t always see everything—which is no reason to fault them, since they
have to get on with their lives. Sometimes ships pass down the Hudson at night
big oceangoing ships, and no one, literally no one, sees them. I’m the
watchman, here to make sure that the people know what is on their horizon, what
ships pass down the river at dawn or, in your case, come upriver in the evening.”
“Mr. de Pinto, the dog who
protects sheep quickly learns how to direct them, and it becomes a habit. The
people have been trained by their watchmen to jump, and to trample what the
watchmen want trampled.
“I have found, in many cities
and in some places that were not yet cities, that those who would guard the
people are their governors. The government admits that it is a government. The
press pretends that it is not. But what a pretense! You orchestrate entire
populations. They get all worked up, like children, running here and running
there. It is certainly no coincidence that advertisers use your pages to
influence the public. What do you think your editorials, your selection and
emphasis, your criticisms, even your use of quotations do? And who elected you?
No one. You are self-appointed, you speak for no one, and therefore you have no
right to question me as if you represent the common good. When I’m ready to let
the public know my purposes, I will. Until then, I will continue to make ready,
so that I can weather popular opposition.”
“You know they’ll oppose you?” Virginia
broke in.
“They always do. And they should.”
“Why?” she asked, mystified. ”If
you think they’re right to oppose you, why don’t you just refrain from whatever
it is you’re planning? Wouldn’t that be the simplest way?”
“Of course it would, if I wanted
to be loved. I would simply cut and run. But my purpose here is not to be loved.”
“What is your purpose, then?”
Hardesty asked.
Because Jackson Mead thought he
saw in Hardesty’s face that Hardesty wanted, above all, to understand, he
confided in him. purpose,” he said, suddenly soft and benevolent, ”is to tag
this world with wider and wider rainbows, until the last is so perfect and
eternal that it will catch the eye of the One who has abandoned us, an bring Him to right all the broken
symmetries and make life once again a still and timeless dream. My purpose, Mr.
Marratta, is to stop time, to bring back the dead. My purpose, in one word, is
justice.”
Hardesty blinked. This peculiar
man who talked about machines, time, and eternal rainbows, had dealt him the
same hand that he had put down when he decided to stay in New York. ”When?” he
asked, and was truly stunned when Jackson Mead looked at him with a slight
smile, and said:
“Patience.”
Though Jackson Mead had worked
some kind of magic on Hardesty, Praeger pressed on, determined not to be taken
up by the siren song that he could not, anyway, hear.
“With all due respect, Mr. Mead,”
he said, ”I don’t have the vaguest idea of what you’re talking about. If I were
to publish in my paper the full quotation of what you’ve just said, in context,
the state hospitals would be clawing each other for a chance to receive you.”
“Do you think he doesn’t know
that!” snorted Cecil Mature, who had returned to the room.
“Thank you, Mr. Wooley,” snapped
Jackson Mead. ”I can speak for myself.”
“And furthermore,” Praeger said,
”if you’ve been at this for a while, tagging the world with rainbows and ‘such,
pursuing the extraordinary goals of which you speak, then obviously you’ve
failed. Meanwhile, you do whatever you do. If it’s disruptive, well then, maybe
people ought to know about it, so they can stop you.”
“You see this painting?” Jackson Mead
asked, gesturing toward The Ascension of St. Stephen.
“Yes. Of course,” Praeger answered.
“Do you believe that St. Stephen rose,
actually?”
“No.”
Then why did the artist paint
it, and why do people venerate it and St. Stephen himself, if they did not and
do not think that he rose? After all, if he didn’t rise, then who the hell was
he?”
“They do think he rose,” said
Praeger. ”That’s why they venerate the painting, and St. Stephen himself,
however mistakenly.”
“No,” Jackson Mead insisted. ”They
don’t think anything of the kind. Oh,
maybe some do, the ones who believe in spells and amulets. But the painter, and
I, and most people who have come to venerate St. Stephen, do not think that he
actually rose, as if he were attached by wires to stage machinery.” This
encouraged Praeger until he heard more. ”Absolutely not. They think, to the
contrary that he is rising, that he rises. The act is not complete. Even the
painting freezes him in midair. It is, rather, in progress. To debate its
actuality is useless, as it will not be confirmed—until we are able to see
everything at once.”
“I beg your pardon,” said
Praeger, somewhat indignantly.
“What I am saying is that, until
the canvas is set, actualities are no more than intentions, and intentions are
as much as actualities. You see, it has all happened before, and it has not
happened yet. And, whereas it is true that I have failed, and failed miserably,
I have also succeeded—gloriously. The memory of that glory, in what you would
call the future, is what I am intent upon retrieving, just as St. Stephen knew
that he would rise, and was rising, though he was not. It has to do with time,
you see. There is no such thing: only the suggestion of it, only a series of
actions that we, because of our imperfection, must run together to comprehend.
Look at the painting. You do see motion in it, don’t you? And yet, no one
moves. How is that?
“I will tell you. The painting
is close to the true state of things. Just as, in a film, there are only stills
arranged in an illusion of motion, so in life and time. It is all locked hard
within a matrix, and breathtakingly complicated, as if an infinite number of miniaturists
had been employed forever in its startling depictions. But I assure you, there
is no anarchy, everything happened/happens at once, and it does not move.”
“And yet, it moves!” said Praeger.
“Not from sufficiently afar.”
“Now how would you know?”
Praeger asked. ”Have you been there? And another thing: you said that when one
dies one hears a pounding like that of an engine that was produced at the
beginning of the century. How do you know?”
“Oh,” said Jackson Mead,
modestly. ”I’ve died many times. Let’s see,” he continued, and began to count
on his fingers. ”At least six. Maybe more.
It’s hard to keep track. After a while, you tend to forget the exact number.”
“I see,” said Praeger, his eyes
as wide as eggs.
“These assertions are enough to
spin the dead in their graves,” Hardesty volunteered. ”To debate them is
useless. In the end, they must be judged in the heart.”
“Not so,” held Praeger. ”The
intelligence is the best instrument for weighing mad speculations like these.”
“Indeed not, Mr. de Pinto,” held
Jackson Mead. ”The spirit is far more intelligent than the intellect. But
though the spirit often moves less cautiously, it is far slower than the
intellect to grasp a point, which is why I need time, and why I will not tell
you the exact nature of my intentions.”
“That’s perfectly all right,”
Praeger answered. ”I’ll find out anyway. I’ll defeat you with practicalities.”
“And how do you propose to do
that, if you have no access to The Sun? That doesn’t seem very practical
to me. Does it to you?”
“Unlike you, Mr. Mead, I have
something solid in mind, with which I will sweep away the cobwebs that you
scatter, as if with iron.”
“Interesting that you should say
that,” said Jackson Mead. ”I mean about the cobwebs.” Suddenly, he was enjoying
himself immensely, as if he had seen the very instrument of victory that
Praeger did not think he had. ”Wait till you see my cobwebs, Mr. de Pinto, just
wait.” He rose to his full height and leaned over his desk to peer at his
inquisitors. ”Compared to them, iron is nothing.”
The interview was over.
A VERY SHORT HISTORY OF THE CLOUDS
•
• •
LONG before even the first millennium, when there were no people whatsoever on
the islands and bays that were to become the city, the cloud wall had once blown in from the
sea and tried to lift
meadows, forests, and hills. An exceptionally beautiful fall was cause for this premature
agitation, for the leaves were so perfectly gold and red, and the light reflecting off the
water or from purple-bellied
storm clouds was so pure, that the white wall had moved without discretion to
capture the autumnal clarity. But because the time wasn’t right, because
physics alone would not suffice, and since beauty was not the only issue, the meadows,
forests, and hills
were not lifted.
No longer susceptible to
mistakes of infancy, and primed with the knowledge that justice sufficient to
forge the opening into a new age would have to be derived from matters of the
human heart, the cloud wall had run in one August to a harbor crowded with
masts and sails. Amid the wharves and streets, there had been some saintly
doings, and justice had been well served. But the machines were too young, and
were not yet properly in place. They were still mounted on wooden bases, and
their rough-hewn iron could not cleave the sky.
Once, in the jazz age, when
steam and steel might have fulfilled iron’s promises of power, the wall had
rolled in like an angry lion on a winter morning when they were dumping snow in
the harbor and the mist was rising in anticipation of the signal plumes and
clouds. But circumstances had been a trifle uncertain, many elements had been
out of place, and the city had remained firmly rooted, as if it would never
rise.
Only at the beginning of the
third millennium, when arduous winters had returned just as in the little ice
age that had caught the hunters in the snow, did the wall open and rise, and
the bays and rivers turn bright gold. It was a masterwork of precision. The
choir of machines had been tuned to shout back and forth across the ages. The
means by which justice was proffered were strikingly humble, and yet cardinal
to the principles that bind this world. And at the beginning of the third
millennium, in those years of unrelenting winters, the just man finally
emerged.
• • •
FROM either madness, truth, or charm,
Peter Lake, listening hard, thought that he could hear the coming of the future
in his machines. Cockeyed and still, directing all his attention to their
sermons, he stood before them like a climber who has made some glorious peak.
Their hoots, screams, and singing, like the static of the nebulae, enticed him
deep into a confusing jungle of dimensionless sound and light. From the
darkness, jaguars’ eyes without Jaguars glowed and circled in symmetrical
orbits as red as rubies. On infinite meadows in the black, creatures made of
misty light tossed their manes in motionless eternal swings that passed through
the starts like wind sweeping through wildflowers.
He was abducted from the
everyday world by contemplating for a second or two a whirling flywheel, or by
listening to the symmetrical clicking of an escapement. When he had to fix a
machine that only he could fix, someone had to be with him all the time, or,
faster than he could stop himself, he would be drawn into a motionless trance
at the foot of a crackling gearbox. These trances rendered him as stiff as a
statue. It was almost as if he himself were a piece of reluctant machinery that
now and then needed to be kicked. At first in the company of another mechanic, he
talked volubly and appeared to be in thorough control of himself. ”Get
me a number six metric spanner with a ratchet head,” he might say to his
escort. The escort would disappear into the hive of machinery on his way to the
airfield-like rows of red toolboxes that were kept in the long open ways
between the machines, and return to find his mentor frozen solid, staring ahead
into an open mechanical gut.
Master mechanics were as
eccentric and idiosyncratic as Episcopal priests, and over the centuries they
had learned to operate freely in each other’s presence, respecting differences
and allowing for peculiarities. But Peter Lake remained an outcast even among
them, though, in his more lucid moments, he tried to make friends and to be
like everyone else. These attempts were odd in themselves, since he could no
more hide the fact that he was chosen than a rhinoceros could pass himself off
as a calloused dairy cow. For example, at the end of the day, Peter Lake’s
co-workers often congregated around a makeshift table upon which was a huge
glass pitcher of beer. In a show of good fellowship, he would join them,
feigning relaxation and joviality. ”You know,” he might start off, in amazingly
thick Irish, ”this place is strange. I’ve been working on the master belt
governor for the past day or two, and... and... and.... he would be frozen
block-solid in remembrance of the master belt governor’s tapping code that
ordered all things into a central symmetry. The other machinists would look at
each other and snort, 8 they had been expecting this kind of thing, and they
would never kick him awake until they were ready to go home.
In the beginning they called him
“You,” even when he wasn’t there, because he refused to be called by any name,
in the hope that he would discover his true identity. His paychecks were made
out I “Bearer,” which was how he appeared on The Sun’s payroll
register—“Master Mechanic, Mr. Bearer.” He was surrounded by many a mystery
that the other mechanics wished to penetrate, especially because they never quite got over their
awe at his extraordinary knowledge of the machines to which they were pledged. They wanted to
know, for example,
what he did on his days off. He was so odd at work that they assumed his free time would
put the Arabian Nights to shame.
So they sent one of the
long-haired, adolescent apprentices to follow him into the depths of the city.
“He did all kinds of strange things,” the
apprentice reported upon his return two days later.
“Like what?” they inquired.
“I dunno... all kinds of weird stuff.
It’s hard to explain.”
“Be specific,” they urged, readying
themselves for a feast of gossip.
“What does that mean?” the apprentice
asked.
“Just tell us some things that he did!”
they screamed.
“He peered at a lot of things.”
“Peered? No one peers at anything except
in books.”
“Well, You peered at a lot of things, I
can tell you that.”
“Who, me?” asked a senior mechanic.
“No, You.”
“Oh.”
“He peered at walls, stones, and
gates. He ran his hands over the sides of buildings and stared at rooftops. He
had conversations with fenceposts and fire escapes.”
“What did he say?”
“I don’t know. I couldn’t get close enough. He went into
the Five Points. I almost lost him
then because I had to buy grape gum to black out my teeth. He can go there because he’s gotten
to look pretty funny
again. I had to black out my teeth, take off one of my socks and put it over my head like
a hat, rip my shirt, open my fly,
I limp—then they thought I was one of them. He went
straight
for a tenement that stood
alone on a brick lot. In the hallway there was a gang that would have killed me for the tallow man.
But they thought I
was with him, so they kept off.
“You went up to the roof. He put
his arms around an old chimney like it was someone he knew, and started crying.
He was talking to it, sort of begging or something.”
“What did he say?” they interrupted.
“I couldn’t hear....”
“Because you weren’t close enough?”
“No. I was close enough. There was too
much, like, static “ “What static?”
“You know, like on a police
radio. I was in an airplane once: they have powerful radios, like a ham. It was
like that—a ham.” “From where?”
“I dunno. It rained down. I
couldn’t hear anything. It was like when you’re in the ocean and a big wave
catches you and pulls you under and along with it. You hear the foam. It says
something to you. I don’t know what, but it does. That’s what I heard.”
“Well what was it, foam or a ham? Make up
your mind.”
“It was like both,” said the apprentice,
getting all worked up, ”like a foamy ham. You know! Wait!”
“What, what!” they asked.
“My brother’s girlfriend is a Greek.”
“So what.”
“She’s an Orthodox. Once I went
to church with her, and they got this choir there—guys singing in tones, real
low. It sounded like that.”
The mechanics asked no further
questions, for they had stoked up their apprentice and he was going full-steam.
“And it was like an airplane in
the distance, an antique one with propellers, and bowstrings quivering, and
women going ‘Ah! Ah! Ah!’ and an orchestra playing all kinds of different
things, and the way a dog growls when it’s really mad, and metal—hot
metal-plunged into a tub of cool water, and a teletype machine, and a harp...”
“All right,” they said. ”What did he do
then?”
“He walked around.”
“Where?”
“Everywhere. Whenever he’d come
to something that was a bright color, he’d stare at it for hours. He sniffed
it. There was a house in Brooklyn Heights that had just been painted red. You
caught it right in the sunset: he didn’t move for an hour and a half.”
“Where does he live?”
“No place that I could see. He didn’t
sleep. He just walked round, walked around. He didn’t eat, either.”
“He eats when he’s here.”
He didn’t eat out there, not for
two days. Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you. Sometimes he would get so happy he
would dance. And sometimes he would go into a broken-down factory or an old
pier shed, when he thought no one was there. That’s when the sound came back
again. It was like people singing in one of those choirs, but not together.
“It got really loud on Pier
Eleven. Nobody ever goes there, ‘cause it’s too dangerous. You was on his
knees. It sounded like the whole world was shaking the roof. Beams fell down,
and parts of the ceiling blew away. The sunlight pushed through, and lit up the
dust. It was the weirdest thing I ever saw. I thought the building was going to
fall down. It got so light I could hardly see, and the dust was all over the
place. Even the pilings were vibrating back and forth in the water. That’s when
I decided to get out of there, and that’s when I lost him.”
The apprentice leaned forward
and beckoned to his hearers. ”I think,” he said, in a whisper, ”that what we’re
dealing with here is not your ordinary type of guy.”
• • •
AFTER The Ghost aerofleet
had swept in manic arcs over the Finger Lakes, turning up absolutely nothing,
Craig Binky was at a loss for something new. In the wake of the poetry craze,
one of his lieutenants had suggested asparagus: “It has that style, that swing,
that unaccountable fascination....” Yet another was partial to a Hapsburg
Empire revival: “Every fashionable woman in New York will be dressed in mouton lamb and
bandoliers. Places to do the waltz will spring up. And our Sacher torte bakery
might not have to shut down.” Someone else suggested photographs of leather
fruit: “It’s sweeping San Francisco right now,” he insisted. ”It’s tasteful,
biogenic, relaxing, and capacious. Soon, and you can mark my words, every house
in Peoria will have pictures of leather fruit above the fireplace.”
Nonetheless, Craig Binky was unsatisfied. He rejected
their proposals, and went into
seclusion. A full nine minutes later, he emerged. ”The idea bulb has lit in
Craig Binky’s head,” he announced. ”Bring me Bindabu!”
Wormies Bindabu was the dean of The
Ghost’s, book reviewers a group of half a dozen men who sat in a windowless
basement next to the hottest boiler and underneath the noisiest web press. They
looked and dressed exactly alike—five foot two inches tall, 108 pounds, brushy
mustache, stomach-length beard, long bony hands gray hair parted down the
middle, black wire-rimmed glasses, undertakers’ suits, stringy ties, and
crossed eyes. They sat next to each other in a ramrod-straight row and read
twenty books a day (apiece), smoked Balkan Sobranies, ate hardboiled eggs and
pickles, and listened repeatedly to one particular atonal concerto for bassoon
and ocarina. Their names were Myron Holiday, Russell Serene, Ross Burmahog,
Stanley Tartwig, Jessel Peacock, and Wormies Bindabu.
Craig Binky harbored special
affection for Bindabu, because Bindabu was one of the very few people in the
world who made Craig Binky look bright. Though he would quote (without having
read) Spinoza and Marx faster than a waterbug could cross a cup of coffee, he
did not know what an apple was, and he had never swum in a lake. Though he had
never read Melville, he knew by heart the work of most anti-American Bolivian
poets. Though he railed against puritanism in his dyspeptic reviews, he could
neither sing, dance, nor wave his arms.
“Get the mayor,” Craig Binky said.
“Did he write a book?”
“Of course not. But he won’t tell me
about that ship.”
“What does that have to do with me?”
“Attack!”
“I resent that, Mr. Binky. I’m not an
assassin, a guard dog, a thug, a hatchet man....”
“Of course you are. You’re the
best. What I love about you. Bindabu, is that you conceal it so well in all the
big words you use.
“But Mr. Binky, the mayor is your ally.
Are you sure you want me to go after him?”
“Run him down, beat his brains out, bite
his ass!”
The next day, The Ghost published a shocking attack
on the mayor, in which he was called,
among other things, a lout, a pimp, a crocodile, a Nazi, a populist, a Fascist,
a pederast, a porcupine, and a glowworm.
The Sun rushed to his defense, putting the two papers on opposite
sides of a question in what appeared to be reverse order. Both The Sun and
The Ghost began to lose readers. Since those who could read one could
not read the other, because of difficulty in one case and revulsion in the
next, many switched reluctantly to The Dime, a reckless new tabloid that
cost a dollar. The Sun and The Ghost were once again at war. But
no one on The Sun understood or sympathized with Harry Penn’s support of
the mayor. There were resignations and defections. Some thought it was the
powerful effect of the approaching millennium. Two thousand years—of course,
they said, things are bound to be confused as we head through the rapids toward
that glittering fall only months away.
Even in September, cold winds
arrived from Canada and shut people in by their fires, making them think of the
city of old. Winter, it was said, was the season in which time was
superconductive— the season when a brittle world might shatter in the face of
astonishing events, later to reform in a new body as solid and smooth as young
transparent ice.
• • •
HARDESTY
Marratta and Praeger de Pinto rode their
bicycles down the riverway, propelled by the pressure of traffic behind them,
which, as the lights tracked the length of the avenue, surged forward like a
cross between a tidal wave and the charge of the Light Brigade. The silver
bicycle wheels sang through the indolent autumn blue. That fall the colors were
the brightest in memory. Despite their immersion in a lake of cold clear air,
they seemed hot, Caribbean, and metallic. Dark shadows passed over the
landscape quietly enough to make a ringing in the ears, and after months of
being lost in the summer mist the skyline had suddenly jumped back into sharp
focus. Praeger had secretly designated a dozen reporters and researchers to the
matter of Jackson Mead. They were hard at work in archives, libraries, computer
centers, and on the street. Five of them
continued the surveillance. Hardesty, Praeger, Virginia, Asbury, and Christiana devoted a great deal of
time to the question. Christiana spied on Harry Penn (without being directly
intrusive, she was nonetheless, all eyes and ears), and the others followed
leads in any way they could. Everything they got was fed into a computer, which
shuffled and reshuffled the data in search of hidden correlations. Because all
this was accomplished without Harry Penn’s knowledge or approval, Praeger
thought he was quite a fox. Little did he know that Asbury, who he thought was
working for him sub rosa, was really using most of the time to search the city
for engines, and that Christiana was concerned far less about Jackson Mead than
she was about finding a certain white horse.
Praeger and Hardesty were on
their way to the Erie Lackawanna freight yards, because of a rumor that train
after train had pulled in from the west and disgorged heavy construction
equipment. As they sped south, Praeger told Hardesty of a major disruption in
the metals futures markets. Bedford had reported that two dozen new companies
were buying up enormous amounts of strategic metals. They paid in advance, in
cash, and had already parted with close to a billion dollars. The metals were
stockpiled all over the country, but were slated to move toward New York.
“What about the government,”
Hardesty asked. ”Don’t they suspect the meddling of a foreign power? Aren’t
they investigating?” “According to Bedford,” Praeger answered, ”the government
claims that everything is all right. They say they’re familiar with the
companies, that the dislocations are only temporary, and not to worry. But
Bedford went to see the head of the Commodities Control Commission, and he said
the man seemed as if he’d been drugged or hypnotized.”
“You think it’s Mead,” Hardesty
said, pedaling against a wind that nearly lifted them into flight. ”I have a
feeling that it is, yes.”
“A billion dollars is a large
amount of money for one man to spend on raw titanium.”
“I think he could manage that from
his change pocket. We re dealing here with something different than we’re used
to. Things or the world seem to be no obstacle for him, and his problems no
doubt lie elsewhere. If he’s struggling, as he appears to be, it may be in a way we can’t even imagine. The
Reverend Doctor Mootfowl and Mr. Cecil Wooley are not the typical billionaire’s
assistants.”
“What makes you say that?”
Hardesty asked sarcastically.
“I can’t put it out of my mind
that both the fat one and the thin one wore Chinese hats and pointy silk
slippers. And according to the half-dozen art experts to whom I’ve spoken, the
painting of St. Stephen ascending—supposedly by Buonciardi—was never painted.”
“Who painted it, then?”
“They don’t know. But that’s
nothing. One of the researchers was looking for records of other instances in
which unknown ships have come into the harbor. He was working through the files
of the Quarantine Commission, since they, probably more than Customs, would be
interested in the origins of a ship. For a while the Quarantine Commission had
charge of the potter’s fields. Just out of curiosity, he started to look
through their records (which are alphabetical), and was promptly thunderstruck.
At the turn of the century, a Reverend Dr. Mootfowl was given over to the
potter’s field gravediggers by a Reverend Overweary. In the ledger, under
Moot-fowl’s name, Reverend Overweary had written, ‘Murdered by an Irish boy
named Peter Lake, and his fat slit-eyed friend, Cecil Mature.’
“Isn’t Mr. Cecil Wooley
the fattest, slittiest-eyed thing you’ve ever seen? And don’t you suppose that
being called Reverend Doctor Mootfowl is not a common phenomenon, and never has
been?”
“Yes, but the one supposedly
murdered the other a hundred years ago. Mr. Cecil Wooley is no more than
twenty, and Mootfowl is certainly less than fifty. What, exactly, are you
saying?” “I’m saying that it sends a chill up my spine.” “Was the murder
reported?”
“Neither the papers nor the
police have any record of it. The city was in the midst of gang wars, and
individual murders didn’t get much play.”
“When did they ever?” asked
Hardesty.
They locked their bicycles to a
fence, and crossed through the tubes to the New Jersey side of the Hudson,
where railyards moribund for half a century were suddenly springing to life.
Though it was Saturday, automated machinery, robots, and a thousand
construction workers flooded the yard, and yellow hardhats were as much in
abundance as the dandelions that grew between the ties. For as far as the eye could
see, ranks of freight trains were drawn into orderly rows. Long flatcars held
bulldozers, cranes, and parts of disassembled construction machines that were
bigger than a house.
“What’s the purpose of all
this?” Praeger asked a bearded workman. ”These yards have been abandoned for
years.”
“Two new lines coming in,” the
worker said above the din of track-laying machines and pile drivers.”... be
finished in about a week.”
“Railway lines?” Praeger asked
incredulously, since no railways had been built for decades.
“Railway lines—one from the
northwest, Pennsylvania. And one from the west, from who the hell knows where.”
“What’s that?” Hardesty asked,
pointing to a fenced area in which half a dozen ruined buildings leaned, one
against another.
“I don’t know,” the workman
answered, looking from behind sunglasses that reflected the dazzling autumn
light. ”It’s supposed to be a loading dock, but a lot of these guys,” he said,
meaning the other workers, ”won’t touch it. So it looks like it’s never going
to be a loading dock, even though the plans call for a concrete platform right
in the middle.”
“Why won’t they touch it?”
Praeger asked.
“They’re nuts, that’s why. They
say it’s a holy place. You always get guys like that on a construction site.
Construction is special. I can’t explain it, and I have to get back to work.
But, believe me. It happens.”
Hardesty and Praeger stood aside
to watch the work. The yards had long been dead, but now it seemed as if they
had merely been biding their time. Rusted and disheveled track, rotten ties
stacked like corpses, flapping tin-skinned buildings, and splintered piers that
smelled of pitch were rapidly becoming forests of gleaming rails, new
platforms, solid towers, and switches and signals that covered the plain of cinders
as if they had grown there like crops.
Because Hardesty and Praeger
were hungry, they decided to walk to the Broth House. To do this they had to
climb over fifty fences and a dozen parked freight trains. Soot and dirt from
the fences
and boxcar ladders covered
their hands, and when they wiped the sweat off their faces, the soot ran down
their temples. They were chased by fierce watchdogs running loose in the
freight yards, and at one point Praeger was trapped on a signal tower by a
wolflike dog who seemed to be barking “Vengeance is mine.”
When they arrived at the Broth
House their cheeks were red with cold and exercise, their clothes were filthy
and torn, they were pleasantly tired, and they fit right in with the laborers
and sailors who were there, milling in tough, crazy, senseless circles,
threatening everyone around them with their eyes, staying upright and untouched
in a play of evasion and maneuver that was as close as one could get, without
getting wet, to swimming in high surf. ”Praeger,” Hardesty declared, ”these are
the same people who drive their cars into guard rails. You know, the ones who
rob a jewelry store, make a clean getaway, and then pass a state trooper at
eighty-five miles an hour over the limit. During the chase, they take curves as
if there were no such thing as physics, and then they hit the guardrail.
Guardrails are their destiny.”
“Shut up,” Praeger commanded. ”That
guy’s listening, he looks real mean, and he’s offended.”
Hardesty burned his fingers on
the scalding clam broth, which flowed free of charge from a copper kettle on
the bar. They ordered ten grilled prawns, and ate them with bread, hot sauce,
and a beer or two, or three—and soon they were limp in the waves of music and
noise, brothers to the guardrail men. The entire Broth House seemed to be
swaying pleasantly in the wind, like one of the sailing ships that, long
before, had tied up at the nearby wharves. They felt that they were on the sea,
and the smoke swirling in the center of the room became clouds, sails, and
gulls.
Hardesty quickly forgot all his
problems and narrowed in with guileless desire on the brave waitress who, with
trays balanced in her hands, repeatedly negotiated the dangerous rapids of the
Broth House and its lecherous patrons. To keep the trays level and move through
the ravenous crowd, she had to do something like a dance. She was small, but
she was lean, strong, and sexy enough to drive everyone in the Broth House
crazy. She was deeply tanned from free days in the sun, her legs were trim (undoubtedly
from running), and her long graceful
arms were lightly muscled in a way that made Hardesty unable to turn away from
her or drop his gaze. She wore a white shirt that was open enough to show that
the top of her chest was smooth and dark. Her hair was jet black and bouncy,
and cut with an upward twirl like that of a popular singer who was the latest
rage. Hardesty began to go mad. He, truckers in cowboy hats, local Hobokians,
ex-sailors, strangers from Manhattan, and the guardrail crew were mesmerized by
her. As she passed Hardesty, she had to turn to face him the way one must do
when moving through a crowded corridor on a European train. For Hardesty,
breathless and astounded, it was as if a clock had struck midnight on its
chimes forty times over, for as she passed him, God bless America, she slowed
down, the crowd compressed, and she was pushed up against him as if they were
both in a duck press. When he felt her small breasts and nipples sweep slowly
across his chest; when he looked into her sunburned face; when he smelled her
heated perfume; when her black eyes smashed into him like a lance and ran him
over from top to toe with deep extractive pleasure; when, during the
friction-laden passage of her thighs and breasts, she smiled and he saw a bright
moonlike flash of large, perfect, glistening white teeth; and when as either a
joke, an invitation, an involuntary movement, or a commemoration, she briefly
pushed her lower body into his, Hardesty’s legs refused to hold him and he went
down in excruciating pleasure, dropping to the floor with a strange cry of both
frustration and satisfaction that turned Praeger’s head in search of his
friend.
“Where are you?” Praeger asked. ”Where’d
you go?” Hardesty was crawling and lunging forward on the floor in pursuit of
her ankles as they receded into a lugubrious forest of pant legs. The patrons
of the bar did not like a wave under their feet. It unsettled them, and when
Hardesty started knocking people down, Praeger knew that the hornet’s nest had
been bumped too hard.
They began to fight, each man
against the other, as if the flood were coming and only one place was left on
the ark. There was some poetry in it, in that men were thrown in lovely swanlike
parabolas and they produced deep cries of anguish. Mainly, however, it was the
kind of nocturnal anarchy that September sees so often, and Hardesty was lucky
that his single-minded friend was able to drag him through the smash-up and
throw him out the door.
“Where is she?” Hardesty begged
as Praeger pulled him to the old Erie Lackawanna terminus. This was a federal
wedding cake, as elegant as a stubborn old dame, made of cream-colored stone
and painted iron, and completely deserted. They stumbled through its dark
hallways to a ramp of the long-deceased Barclay Street ferry, from the end of
which they dangled their feet and hung over the water like lanterns.
Across the river, Manhattan
shimmered in the moonlight—miles of white buildings sparkling like a forest of
fireflies. Hardesty was still thinking of the waitress, but Praeger sat and
stared over the water like a mad dog. Manhattan, a cage of white ribs and a
mass of glowing crystal, seemed nearly alive. The beauty in it lifted them far
above their enemies and their troubles in the world, as if they were looking at
life from the vantage point of the dead. Suddenly overcome with affection for
the people they loved, they saw before them the city of sunshine and shadow,
now covered in moonlight, and they loved it so much that they wanted to hold it
in their arms.
As they watched, a huge front of
clouds began to close in from the northwest. Whiter than ice and sparkling as
softly as a Swiss mountain village, the city seemed totally unaware of the huge
black -and-purple wall that was approaching it. Hardesty thought of the
medieval cities that fell to the Mongols or the Turks, and, had it done any
good, he would have shouted a warning. The pale buildings looked as vulnerable
as spun sugar, and the clouds came forward, their huge rounded fonts like the
buttocks of war-horses or the shoulder plates of armor. And their retinue of
snakes, the silver and white lightning bolts, struck the ground ahead of the
horsemen.
The first wave broke over New
York as the wind came up and made the Hudson into an impassable strait. The
cable-hung ramps upon which Hardesty and Praeger sat began to buckle and sway,
but they held tightly to the rails, unable to take their eyes off the city. Ten
thousand bolts of lightning struck the high towers, plaiting them with white
gold and filling the air with thundercrack after thundercrack that made all
fixed objects rattle. It flushed rats from their burrows and sent them, in rare panic, squealing through the
rain-filled streets. It set a hundred fires in the city of the poor, but the
rain was so hard that they were extinguished as quickly as they started—which
made them look like the slowly disintegrating spheres of airborne fireworks.
When the storm was at its height, it seemed as if waves were breaking upon the
city from a sea that floated and raged above. But the city neither flinched,
nor blinked, nor bent its back for a moment. It stood fully upright like a
range of great mountains, and harvested in the bolts. All the time that the
storm was pounding, New York remained serene, with its lights aglow, for its
ranks of steady towers were built on bedrock. And in the end, when the sky was
blue and white and slow rivers of lightning made only melodic apologies of
rolling thunder, it was still shining, innocent, and intent.
Hardesty thought for a moment
that he had seen something of the perfectly just city. When the storm was
almost over, he had turned to see Praeger, elated and resolute, staring through
the thunderous captions and the thick gray rain.
“I went to see Binky,” Praeger
said. ”I sold my soul, and I’m going to be mayor. I’m going to be mayor—of
that,” he declared, looking across the water. ”And I’m going to do it the way
it’s never been done. All the mayors before have stirred, and patched, and
maneuvered, and run. We measure them by how well they put off battles. Because
they’ve been putting off battles for a hundred years, they’ve divided and armed
the city so that if there is a confrontation it will rival Armageddon. I don’t
want that. No one does. No one ever did. But should there be a reckoning, I’m
going to lead the city as it falls... so that I may lead it as it rises.”
Although he was moved by the
verity and magic of Praeger’s resolution, Hardesty still called upon reason,
and asked, ”How do you know?”
If human faces are an incentive
to clairvoyance, then Praeger, at that moment, was the touchstone of the
future. He looked over at Hardesty, and smiled. Hardesty saw in the cold blue
eyes, the carefully cut blond hair, the slightly chipped front teeth, and an
expression that told of great strength, long-suffering, and everlasting humor,
that Praeger had been taken up by the same thing that he himself was seeking. Though he did
not know why, he believed him, and he was saddened to see that Praeger’s face
told of a future battle as certainly as if it had been a memorial frieze.
• • •
TO be mad is to feel with
excruciating intensity the sadness and joy of a time which has not arrived or
has already been. And to protect their delicate vision of that other time,
madmen will justify their condition with touching loyalty, and surround it with
a thousand distractive schemes. These schemes, in turn, drive them deeper and deeper
into the darkness and light (which is their mortification and their reward),
and confront them with a choice. They may either slacken and fall back,
accepting the relief of a rational view and the approval of others, or they may
push on, and, by falling, arise. When and if by their unforgivable stubbornness
they finally burst through to worlds upon worlds of motionless light, they are
no longer called afflicted or insane. They are called saints.
The last thing that Peter Lake
would have called himself was a saint. And he was right, since he was not a
saint, and never would be. However, he was certainly becoming more and more
unhinged with each passing day, and he knew that the way things were he would
not be able to take refuge in reason even were he to desire it. A terrible
agony possessed him, made him giddy, and caused him to walk about and chatter
hysterically. Everything was either exquisitely light or irredeemably black.
Though his only middle ground lay in the machines, even they led him into the
uncontrollable reveries of which his fellow workers had taken cautious note.
They had earned to live with him, for his madness had not turned to cruelty or
greed. But, as they suspected, when he was with them, he was restrained. On the
outside, it was quite different.
“Gimme some Spanish
mountain-climbing eggs,” he demanded cheerfully in his Madison Square Irish. ”Three
over easy, two very sqwunchy and wet, like newborn wildebeests wrapped up in
the amnioc, and one lone hardboiled—the Aztec god of the sun. Ya folia?
Whatsa matter? Cat got your tongue! You know what a cat is? I’ll tell you...
but softly. A cat is an excuse for a lonely woman to talk to herself. That’s
what a cat is. Tugboat.
“But, coming back around to
breakfast, I like bananas. I demand them with my meals. I demand them! Bring me
some. No! Wait! I’ll have a footcake instead. Tugboat.
“I am poor, it is true. I am one
of those about whom nothing was ever known—but the city is mine. Then why is
it, tell me, that I look around, and there I am, way up there, the master of
nothing I see? Is it possible that, on this continent of earth, there are those
primitive creatures who never wear a hat, those gandy dancers and girls who
jump out of cakes, those saps, tools, berks, and ocuses who do not actually
exist no more than I will or not, and accept that which well-nigh cannot be?
Impossible. It’s impossible! No more likely, say, than a Baptist church without
a school bus. You say what you will, my healthy-faced friend, standing there as
jovial as Humpty Dumpty. I like your patience. However, there’s something
intensely frustrating about talking to you, and I’d rather sail through the
gilded mist. Tugboat.
“All right. I relent. Change my
order. Bring me Wildensteen’s monkey bread, hot liverwurst, coconuts, and sea
foam. That’s a good breakfast. You see what I’m driving at? I desire... I
desire. I’m confused, you see. But I try! I try! And I’ve got this strength
which pushes me there, pushes me. It hurts, but I’m going, I’m going.
Tugboat.”
He went on like this for hours,
overflooding with words that broke and popped in strangely ordered disorder,
and fell from his lips like the foam that he thought he liked for breakfast.
The faster he talked, the faster he talked, until he was white-hot, talking in
tongues, demanding this, demanding that, slamming his fist down, screaming
about order in the world, balance, rewards, justice, and veracity. There was no
justice, he said. Oh yes there was. But it was very high and very complex, and
to understand it you had to understand beauty, because beauty was justice
without equation. ”Tugboat.”
No one objected, no one was
inconvenienced, and no one was frightened. This was undoubtedly because Peter
Lake was not in a restaurant, and he was not addressing a waiter or a cook. He
was, rather, at the edge of an empty parking lot, talking to a mailbox. If
anyone came to mail a letter, Peter Lake would become silent, lean against the object of his
diatribe, and smile as the stranger pushed per down its throat. Then Peter Lake
would say to the mailbox, ”Who was that? Did you know him? I mean is he a
regular around here or what?” He was jealous.
When night fell, he was often
hungry and thirsty and would go to Times Square to get some papaya juice, which
he loved because, when he drank it, it made him feel just like anyone else,
just like a businessman or a registered nurse. Perhaps because it made him feel
this way, he had thrown before the act of obtaining it an almost impossible
obstacle. On his way through the streets, he practiced ordering in a full
mellifluous voice that the best professional announcer would have envied.
Needless to say, speaking in full voice as he moved through the crowds of
evening did no more for his reputation than did declaiming to mailboxes, gas
cylinders, and motorcycle sidecars. But in New York no one had a reputation
anyway.
“I’ll have a large papaya, to
go,” he said. ”I’ll have a large papaya, to go. I’ll have a large papaya, to
go. I’ll have a large papaya, to go.”
He said it a thousand times. But
when he finally approached the dazed, juice-stained man at the papaya counter,
he went completely blank.
“What do you want?” the ragged
papaya man asked Peter Lake.
Instead of answering, Peter Lake
began to giggle, laugh, and snort. He exploded into half-suppressed shrieks,
clenched his eyes in hysteria, and swayed back and forth until his laughter was
a series of wild squeals and bellows and he could hardly stand up. This was the
affliction that kept him from papaya juice.
Finally, he took control of
himself. He had to stop laughing, because his chest and stomach were sore, and
he opened his eyes and cleared his throat. But when he saw the suspicious
one-eyed squint of the papaya man he burst into a breathless shriek that
took possession of his entire body.
In painful hysteria, laughing
all the way, he returned to the city of the poor, where he entered an abandoned
tenement, descended to the basement, and stretched out, sobbing, on a sack of
coal. He didn’t cry for long. Exhaustion spared him that, and kicked him deep
into oblivion.
Sometime during the night, when
the streets had fallen silent and the October moon was about to descend into
the Pennsylvania forests, Peter Lake was suddenly awakened. He felt his heart
jump as it started in panic to deal with whatever it was that had grabbed him
from behind. As soon as he was awake enough to think he assumed that three or four attackers, all
of enormous strength, had surprised him as he slept on the coal sack. He
expected the exquisite tortures that people who go to abandoned tenement
basements at four in the morning mete out to the people who are already there
His only hope was to frighten his assailants with his insanity. However, he
felt regretfully sane. In fact, he was so lucid, rational, and calm, that he
might just as well have been a diplomat at work on his memoirs in front of a
crackling hickory fire in the hunt country north of Boston.
“Gentlemen!” he blurted out as
he was powerfully lifted into the air, but could think of no further appeal.
Amazed by the absolute
steadiness with which he was raised, he imagined that the thugs who had him
were Olympic weight lifters. He turned his head a few degrees in each
direction, but was unable to see their feet. Nor could he hear their breathing.
Nor could he feel their hands.
Though it was not entirely
beyond the range of the local criminals to approach their craft with such
refinement, it was not likely, either. Peter Lake tried to look over his
shoulder, but he was held as firmly as if he were a kitten grasped by the
scruff of its neck. He cleared his throat, and was about to address his
tormentors once again, when he saw that he had begun to move very rapidly
across the room. The acceleration was such that he felt the wind whistling in
his ears, and he was pointed at the far wall. It came at him so fast that he
hadn’t even time to blink (much less protest) before his head smashed right
into it.
But, rather than being killed,
he went right through, with a gust of air that blew his hair back against his
skull. Then he was in another cellar, still accelerating, heading for another
wall. Expecting the worst, he closed his eyes. But again he went right through,
and was still picking up speed. Soon he learned to keep his eyes open and bless
the pace. Wall after wall appeared, and was passed as if it were mere air. He was traveling so fast
that he saw the basement rooms go by as if they were frames in a motion picture—until
the walls were no longer evident.
He flew underground as fast as a
jet, whistling through earth, stone, and innumerable cellars, cisterns,
tunnels, wells, and, finally, graves. For, as effortlessly as if he had been
flying through clear air, he was taken on a tour of all the graves of the
world. Though they flickered by with such rapidity that they became no more
than a beam of sullen light, he was able to examine each one separately, as if
every flash of his journey were a full-scale inquest. He saw the faces and
clothing of the newly buried, and he registered their expressions without
emotion.
Peter Lake’s eyes were the only
vital part of his face as they took in the quickening images that hurtled past,
and they moved with machinelike, supernatural speed, fastening precisely upon
every detail, catching a glimpse and more of each of the billions that he was
assigned to see. The velocity and rhythm of these many lives combined into a
pure and otherworldy whistle, like that of a loon in the deep forests on a
still, clear night. They lay in all positions. Some were merely dust, others
the ivory bones that children fear, spookishly luminescent. In unending scenes
and drolleries, they clutched amulets, tools, and coins. They were buried with
icons, photographs, newspaper clippings, books, and flowers. Some were in
tattered shrouds and others wrapped in tape. Some had cradles of silk and wood,
and many many more lay without any accoutrement in the soft or stony ground.
Some he found in steel chambers, smothered under the sea, and some in great
masses, thrown one atop the other like kindling. Chains, ropes, and iron
collars were as much in evidence around the neck as were pearls and gold. They
were all ages—infants, warriors with swords still stuck in their thighs,
scholars who had died peaceable deaths, and Renaissance servants in red caps.
As they shot past, they hesitated for an immeasurable instant to greet him. He
flew over their great legions in the darkness of the ground, and his eyes kept
working to take in the bearded ones, the toothless, the laughing and the
insane, the worried women and the smiling, those who were profound and those
who had never known more than a fish knows, the ones who had lived their lives
on the ice
and were still there, perfectly
preserved in smooth white vaults the ones who had been washed down hot rivers
and had lost everything but the tiny sparkle in the mud that betrayed their
final positions.
His mouth fell open, but, still,
his eyes worked. Something within him refused not to honor each one, and as if
he had been born for the task, he saw and remembered each fleshless head, each
whitened hand, each cavelike eye.
The graves of the world went by
him with the hypnotic speed of the counterrhythms that dash from the spokes of
a rushing wheel. He was unmoved, and he did not feel compassion, for he was far
too busy and his eyes too darting and quick. There was much to be done. He had
to know them all. And, in his mad and breathless flight, he did not miss a
single one, but worked as if he had been created to be their registrar—the
mechanical mole, the faithful observer, the gleaner of souls, the good workman.
• • •
LATE in the afternoon, one day
in the middle of October, the light on West Fifty-seventh Street created those
perfect conditions that medieval churchmen had used to elaborate upon the idea
of heaven. Virginia was returning from a North River pier where she had been
sent to interview a noted political exile—who never arrived, because he had
been secretly taken off his ship at sea and flown to Washington. She had
several hours before she had to be home to wake the children from their nap,
and had decided to do some shopping on Fifth Avenue. Abby hadn’t been feeling
well, probably because of the change of seasons. Mrs. Solemnis said that she
was sleeping comfortably and had no fever.
Virginia needed a winter coat.
Because she was tall, even for a Gamely, she took large sizes. This, combined
with her deeply ingrained thriftiness, meant that she would probably have to
look hard to find something decently styled, and warm enough for the Lake or
the Coheeries. It had been years since she had seen her mother. Both Virginia
and Hardesty knew that they would have great difficulty getting to the
Coheeries, and that they might not be able to return. Hardesty was willing, in
that case, to become a farmer by the lake, and pass his winters on skis, in iceboats, and skating many miles from
village to village and inn to inn. They planned to go in December or January,
if conditions were right. They would bundle the children in wool, down, and
fur, and take the train early one morning when the smoke from the few chimneys
that still existed stood skinny and straight in the cold air, like undertakers
waiting outside a church. These, at least, were their plans. But since they had
planned in this fashion for many winters and had never been able to leave, the
plans seemed like dreams. Every winter, they were going to go back to the
Coheeries, but something had always occurred to force them to put off their
move for yet another year.
Passing Carnegie Hall, Virginia
noticed a crowd filing in for a concert, and saw on several billboards that the
famous orchestra of Canadians P. (his full name) was going to play the Amphibological
Whimsey Dances of Mozart. Because it was rather hard to tell what was what
on the mixed bill, it might have been the Divertimento in C Minor of
Mozart, and the Amphibological Whimsey Dances of Minoscrams Sampson.
That seemed more reasonable. She was about to continue walking, when, right in
front of her, as fast and round as a ball of quicksilver, the fat slit-eyed
thing that they called Mr. Cecil Wooley bounced up the steps of Carnegie Hall.
Undoubtedly, she thought, Jackson Mead’s quintet did not include in its
repertory such things as the Amphibological Whimsey Dances, and young
Mr. Wooley, soft for lighter forms, had weaseled away to attend this concert.
There was no mistaking his truant stride. He had the air of one of those
schoolboys whose eyes bounce back and forth in rhapsodic perjury as he tries to
pretend that he has walked into a women’s steambath because he neglected to
read the sign.
She dashed into the lobby. He
had just bought his ticket, and was heading for the balconies. She approached
the ticket seller. ”You see that fat thing?” she asked, pointing to Cecil
Mature as he was lust barely swallowed up into a doorway. ”Give me a seat right
behind him.”
“But miss,” the ticket man
protested. ”I’d have to give you seat forty-six in balcony Q. That’s the worst
seat in the house. Unless your mother was an owl and your father was a hawk,
you wouldn’t be able to hear or see a thing.”
“What was that?” Virginia asked.
”Speak up!” “Oh,” the man in the box office said, and issued her the ticket She
raced up the carpeted stairs, with Cecil panting several flights in the lead.
At the top, Virginia paused to let Cecil take his seat. Then she went up and
around, and took her own seat behind him, unnoticed. Were it not for half a
dozen sound-asleep policemen, Virginia and Cecil would have had the upper
balcony entirely to themselves. She looked down, and put her hand over her
chest in fright. From where she was sitting, the stage was nothing more than a
little fan-shaped cookie crawling with black and white ants.
The lights dimmed, and Cecil
Mature popped up and down in joyous anticipation. After he opened a little
white carton that he had taken from his coat pocket, Virginia was
overcome with the aroma of lobster Cantonese. As the concert began, and the
bassoons, piccolos, and snare drums started to play (to the cheers of the
Mozart and Minoscrams Sampson devotees—and the police, who clapped automatically
in their sleep), Cecil Mature began to eat the lobster Cantonese, using his
fingers to shovel it into his mouth, and his teeth to crack the shells.
Virginia was soon swept up in
the sad amphibological harmonies. This music was like riding gentle waves, or
motoring through the Cotswolds. It lifted and raised its hearers as gently as
if they had been the wounded coming from war. It was very strange stuff, and
Cecil Mature loved it. He must have been devoted to it, Virginia
thought, the way her mother was to the works of A. P. Clarissa. Except that
Cecil was young and somewhat rowdy, and every once in a while he would toss his
arm into the air and say, ”Play that music. Play it! Yeah!”
As the concert was ending,
Virginia went into the hallway so that she might run across Cecil accidentally.
When the lights came on, Cecil flashed around the corner. ”Mr. Cecil Wooley!”
she exclaimed, just as if she were surprised, and had known him all her life.
He went dead in his tracks, shut
his squinty eyes, and clenched his teeth. ”How do you do,” he said in evident
pain.
Virginia went on. ”What a
surprise that you like Minoscrams Sampson. He’s certainly my favorite composer.
You know, he lived not far from
where I grew up, in a big windmill on the shore of the lake, and every day....”
Before Cecil knew what was
happening, she had captured him and was towing him along East Fifty-seventh
Street. He could not protest that he had to get home (or wherever he had to
go), because she was chattering away about this and that, and wouldn’t let go
of his arm. In truth, he was very proud to be seen with such a tall beauty, and
she could have taken him anywhere she wanted. He blushed and blinked in pride
and embarrassment. It was as if he and she were on a date. All the
executives walking home in the dusk would see them, and since Fifty-seventh
Street was the street on which to be seen, what could be better? Thinking that
they might take him and Virginia for husband and wife, he felt a thrill of
pleasure.
Virginia snapped her fingers. ”I
know!” she said, in response to a question that had not been posed. ”Let’s have
an ice cream soda in the bar of the Hotel Lenore. They make a special ginger
chocolate cream that my children love. You might want to try it.”
Cecil stopped where he was, and shook his
head from side to side.
“What’s the matter, Mr. Wooley?”
“I can’t,” he said, gravely.
“You can’t what?”
“I can’t. We’re not allowed to
go to a bar, to have ice cream sodas, to eat chocolate, to talk with strangers,
or to be alone at night away from the ship.”
“Who said?”
“Jackson Mead said.”
“Does he have to know?” Virginia asked.
“I couldn’t.”
The Hotel Lenore had an over
elegant bar where those who didn’t know any better went to feel important, but
they made the best ice cream sodas anywhere.
“Look at that beautiful dame
with that fat slit-eyed thing,” one of the bartenders said to another. ”What
does a knockout like her want with a ball of India rubber like him?”
“I dunno,” answered the other
bartender. ”Some dames like a crazy salad with their meat, if you know what I
mean.”
Since, perched on a bar stool,
Cecil looked like a memo ‘ sphere atop a victory column, which was
architecturally correct 1 had a measure of confidence that he would not
otherwise have enjoyed. Nonetheless, he was dreadfully ill-at-ease.
“Two chocolate ginger cream
sodas,” Virginia said, ”and very, very, very heavy on the special ingredient.”
The special ingredient was rum.
A $65 ice cream soda should be
served without delay, and they were, the two of them, all $130 worth, as big as
buckets, in Baccarat vats with platinum spoons and gold straws. Cecil was
beside himself He thanked Virginia, and grabbed the straw, but after half a
draw he turned to her and said, ”It tastes good, real good, but there’s
something in it that reminds me of tetrahydrozaline.”
“That’s the ginger,” Virginia
said, and touched her lovely lips to the gold straw.
At first Cecil hesitated, but
then he set to work. Whereas Virginia took little dainty bee-wisps of the iced
chocolate, Cecil would have been useful when Mussolini drained the Pontine
marshes. Like a first-class rotary pump, he hummed with the pleasure of the
work, and, even though the Baccarat vats in which the Lenore served sodas had
special sumps to prevent the final “Aarchh... Roooch!” when the bottom was
reached, Cecil’s velocity rendered their design moot, and the “Aarchh...
Roooch!” sounded like a volcanic pumice shower. He leaned back a little and
swung his glazed eyes at Virginia. He had drained a gallon in five minutes, but
it was the quart of rum that had glazed his eyes. Now Virginia had him.
The little bee-wisps of rum had
given to Virginia a beneficent fuzzy glare. She was just enough out of phase
with the rest of the world to be able to look Cecil in the eye and elicit from
him all that he wanted to say, though she didn’t really look him in the eye,
since it was harder to see his eyes than it would have been to see what the
soldiers of an enemy machine-gun squad were reading inside their pillbox.
“There was some stuff in that soda,
wasn’t there,” he asked, accusingly.
“A quart of rum,” she answered.
“A quart and a half,” said the bartender,
in passing.
“God!” said Cecil, angry for a
moment. ”Why’d you have to do hat?” He pounded his fist against the air. ”It
doesn’t matter. No bye, no goodbyes.”
“What does that mean?” Virginia asked.
“I dunno. Sometimes I used to have a glass of wine, or a
glass of beer, with dinner. I found that
it helped me appreciate the food, cleared the palate, aided digestion, and made me drunk.
But this! I dunno
what I’m going to do. How long does it take for a quart and a half of rum to go away?”
“Half an hour.”
“Oh, that’s not so bad. But the
thing is, I feel so vulnerable. What if Pearly came in? Peter Lake’s not here
to protect me.” His eyes went all misty and his mouth cranked up into an
abysmal expression of primal sadness.
“Who was Peter Lake?” Virginia
wanted to know. The name sounded vaguely familiar to her.
Tears now ran down Cecil’s
cheeks, and he regained control only after a few minutes. ”I remember those
days,” he said. ”We used to live in water tanks and on the rooftops. Sometimes,
we would hire ourselves out under false names and work in a forge or a machine
shop. They couldn’t begin to touch us for quality work. Mootfowl knows more
about that stuff than anyone in the world, and he taught us. We worked whenever
we wanted. Sometimes I’d do small tattoo jobs, and we carried everything we had
in little stonemason’s bags. The weather was great. Always clear skies. And, if
it did rain, we’d go see one of Peter Lake’s girlfriends. We went to Minnie’s a
lot. I would always sleep in the other room and listen to the springs squeak
when Peter Lake and Minnie were in the bed. It was all right. If I got too
jealous, I’d go to the market. By the time I got back and started cooking,
they’d be finished anyway, and we’d all sit around and eat squash. I used to
cook squash good.
“As far as I was concerned, we
coulda just had squash, all the time.. But Peter Lake wanted roast beef, duck,
and beer, so we used to go to places to eat. That’s where the trouble started,
when Pearly threw the apple at him.”
Listening to this was very
confusing for Virginia. It didn’t sound contemporary. And though Cecil was only
an adolescent, it did sound true. She wanted
to find out more. But as she was about to question’ him further, the doors of
the Lenore were flung open by costumed lackeys, and in came Craig Binky with a
huge party of hangers-and sycophants.
They made their entrance as if
they had been following operatic stage directions: “From stage left, enter
Craig Binky and a group of young aristocratic rogues who have returned from the
hunt, flushed with good cheer.” Surrounding Virginia and Cecil, they filled up
all the nearby stools and banquettes, and began to order, in French, each and
every $250 dish and $150 drink.
“I said to the Prime Minister,”
Craig Binky declaimed to no one in particular, ”what your country needs is the
Binky touch. With more than half a billion people, no natural resources, and a
per capita income of thirty-five dollars per annum, you might just wake up one
morning to discover that you’re in deep trouble.
“There I was, me, Craig Binky,
talking to the leader of all those millions! And do you know what he wanted to
know? I’ll tell you. He was most interested in hearing from me how to open a
numbered account in Zurich. Can you beat that! The man was a saint. With all
his country’s domestic problems, he wanted to aid tiny little Switzerland!”
Virginia tugged at Cecil until
she maneuvered him out of the Lenore. This was not easy, and he continued to
speak even though she was unable to hear him. Only when she got him on the
sidewalk did she again pick up the thread of his confession.
“... and since it was that way,
I had to leave. Then he disappeared. It was a surprise to us all, since Jackson
Mead thought that this one was going to be the eternal rainbow, the real one
that had no end. And then he and the horse just vanished. I told them that
Peter Lake knew the city better than anyone. If he wanted to lay low, he could
do it for as long as he liked.
“And it’s useless now, without
him.... It just isn’t time yet, I guess.
“I loved him,” said Cecil, not
with tears, but with certainty. ”He was like a brother to me. He protected me.
And he never knew who he was.”
• • •
HARDESTY
watched the fog blow in on a whistling
wind that tugged it into white streamers and pushed apart the silent masses
from which they were drawn. Because San Francisco is surrounded by a cold sea,
when the ocean winds decide to put the city to bed and reclaim it for the North
Pacific, they do so without challenge, and hurl it into an oblivion of blue
sky, white fog, and wind lines etched in silence across the bay.
From a fiftieth-floor hotel
room, he looked over the city of his birth almost in its entirety. He could see
his house on Presidio Heights, the highest thing around, as white as a glacier,
the study tower easily visible against the green Presidio forests behind it. As
the fog captured it whole, left it high and dry, or floated it upon the white
tide so that it looked like a house in the air, Hardesty wondered if the gentle
clouds that partitioned space and time were compassionate as well, and would
let him look in to see his father and himself seated at the long wood table,
turning the pages of an old book while his father explained its intricacies.
Those events which have passed, and which are the foundations of our lives,
must be somewhere, he thought. They must be recapturable, even if only in a
perfect world. How just it would be if for our final reward we were to be made
the masters of time, and if those we love could come alive again not just in
memory, but in truth. A light went on in the tower and shone momentarily
through the dark before the fog swallowed up the Marratta house for the night.
Hardesty felt longing and pain, because he suspected that in the light that had
winked across the fog there had been a living presence free of the constraints
of time.
When Jackson Mead had spoken of
the “eternal rainbow,” Hardesty had been transported into the past, and could
think only of the Pacific and the forests above it drenched in fog. He felt
that the answer to Jackson Mead’s riddle was somewhere in the pines of the
Presidio, where he had spent half of his boyhood as if he had lived not in a
city but in a range of isolated mountains. He had booked a flight and a room so
that he might call upon his past. Except for a brief visit to his father’s
grave (where Evan certainly would not be), he was in San Francisco solely to go back to the Presidio, to see if by
doing so he could decipher two of Jackson Mead’s words.
The next day, he crossed the
city, walking north in the clear sunshine until, in the forests he knew so
well, the sun disappeared and fog rushed through the trees like an army of
white-haired sorcerers. The fog hissed and sang like jangled and discordant
harps. Shadows and mists closed off the world behind, and Hardesty found
himself in a seemingly endless grove of delicate trees. He followed the fog
contrary to its course until he lost sight of the trees and the ground. After
crossing a patch of soft heather, he realized that he was standing at the edge
of a cliff high over the sea. The wind was white, and, though he knew where he
was from the sound and spray, he could see nothing. The sea grew so loud that
he had to drop to his knees so as not to lose his balance. The shrieking of the
wind pushed him to the ground as if he were being beaten by the waves. Because
the flat ground seemed to be turning circles in the air, he held fast to the
greenery and pressed himself against the sand and heather. It seemed like a
safe place, and, covered over by the fog, he fought his dizziness and
exhaustion with sleep.
Hardesty Marratta had been to
heaven in his dreams often enough, for they were like all the paintings that
Brueghel had ever painted, combined, in searing unearthly colors that moved 360
degrees ‘round. But these dreams, no amateurish work to be sure, were now
eclipsed as he rose quietly upward. For a while he could not see, but then the
fog vanished and the air became as clear as ether. He found himself in a house
of wood and glass, high over a blue lake. At first he didn’t know where to go
or what to do, but he was soon approached by a woman who glided to him—flew to
him, really— woman whose hair was graceful and elastic in the wind, as if it
were made for air and motion. She stretched out her hands and led him through
the golden light, sidestepping (though she did not touch the floor), to a high
terrace overlooking the blue lake—which was not so much a lake as a condition
of the light. It seemed to enclose them in a dome of weightless azure that
extended to the horizon and was filled with light of a different sort than its
own, light that was full of gold and silver, airy, hot, and blinding. He held
her hands as she floated before him, smiling, and he tried to recognize her,
and to memorize her features, but she
would not let him. She undid his vision with her eyes. Unlike anything that he had ever
seen, they a liquid,
electric, bright, uncompromising blue, and she held him transfixed while they burned
into him like rays, searing and cooling at the same time.
He awoke at dusk in the
darkening Presidio, lying in a cold drizzle. The fog had been shredded by the
rain, and the sea was now visible below, its breakers gray, dark, and dirty.
Exhausted and sore, he felt like a pair of eyes carried by bones.
Dripping wet, he passed under
the Golden Gate Bridge on his way back to the city. The toll plaza was choked
with northbound traffic, the bridge itself a gently rising curve of glowing red
eyes. It was as dark, wet, and bleary as Manhattan on an early winter evening
after a day of sleet and rain.
Hardesty found a neglected
little park just east of the tolls. In the center of a flagstone floor was a
bronze head mounted on a plinth. He was so worn out that he leaned against it.
He thought this was a bad place for a statue, since the park and its memorial
were practically inaccessible to the public, and he went around to the front of
it to see who was memorialized. Though it was already dark, Hardesty was able
to make out an inscription.
He skipped a paragraph of
smaller letters in favor of the single line beneath it:
1929-1937
He then returned to the
paragraph of smaller letters, and read a bronze inscription that had been
there, patient and immobile, for most of the century. His guess had been right.
He had seen it before. And now, even in the half-darkness, the dull bronze
seemed as bright as the sun.
Here at the Golden Gate is the
eternal rainbow
that be conceived
and set to form. A promise indeed
that the race of man shall
endure into the ages.
Like a parachutist about to make
a jump, Hardesty briefly closed his eyes. Then he opened them, and with a
restrained and ironic smile he lifted his gaze to meet that of Jackson Mead,
who had been there in the fog and the mist all the time, staring toward San
Francisco for more than sixty years. Hardesty was sure that in other places
there were other statues with other names, but the same far-reaching stare.
• • •
IN one of the halls of the museum, where Hardesty had gone
early in the morning to see Jackson Mead, was a huge painting that depicted
scientists at work in the court of Frederick the Great—who stood in the midst
of several men and a complicated laboratory apparatus, posing heroically in a
black-and-gray coat.
When told by an assistant that
he could go in to see Mead, Hardesty walked down a long corridor with a floor
and walls of the soft-polished beige stone that so often finds its way into
museums. Cocksure for days, he suddenly felt as if he were on his way to an
audience with Frederick the Great, and was somewhat taken aback to realize
that, indeed, it might have been so. Neither Mootfowl nor Mr. Cecil Wooley was
present, and the easels and paintings had been removed. Jackson Mead was
sitting away from his desk, on a simple wood and reed chair. Under the artificial
March light, smoking a pipe of cherry tobacco, he looked pensive and kind. He
motioned for Hardesty to sit down. When Hardesty was comfortably settled on a
couch of gray crushed velvet, he took out his own pipe, filled it, lit it, and
began to puff in silence.
After a while, Jackson Mead
looked down at the floor and said, ”I get so discouraged sometimes.” Then he
resumed puffing on his pipe as if he hadn’t said a thing.
“You do?” Hardesty asked.
“Oh yes. Deeply discouraged.
It’s not easy to architect these big projects: it’s like holding together an
empire. Without a perfect balance of art, passion, and luck, all the elements
tend to fly their own ways. And then there’s the opposition. I always seem to
be dogged by some mistakenly high-minded elitist who has taken it upon himself
to protect from me and my work the people he is sure that he will permanently
have underneath him, or by cliques of self-proclaimed intellectuals who have
ruminated for decades upon a Marxist hairball that has turned their thinking to
bile.
“For example, your friend
Praeger de Pinto, a very long shot for mayor, seems to be focusing his campaign
on me. Why doesn’t he just leave me alone? I’m not going to do anything to hurt
his sheep.”
“Praeger’s not one
of the elitists of whom you speak,” Hardesty asserted. ”He’s the most
egalitarian man I’ve ever known.”
“Then he’s a Marxist.”
“Of course he’s not. Marxists
are people whose insides are torn up day after day because they want to rule
the world and no one will even publish their letter to the editor. Praeger is
the editor. Besides, he grew up in the city of the poor. You know as well
as I do that in this country Marxism is a religious passion of the middle
class.”
“Then why is he so intent on
hounding me? Which of his principles demands that he poke around in my affairs?
Neither a city nor a civilization can be run by its critics. Critics can
neither build nor explore. All they do, really, is say yes or no—and complicate
it. (Not book critics, of course. They are second only to the angels.)”
“He’s not hounding you because
of any principles. He’s after you because he’s curious, that’s all.”
Jackson Mead sighed. ”Eventually,
I will satisfy his curiosity, but I need time to get things into place. It’s my
only chance.”
“I know,” Hardesty said. ”The
railroad lines from the steelmaking regions have to be completed. The reception
docks and piers have to be put in place. The stockpiles of tools and alloys
have to be assembled and moved.”
Jackson Mead took the pipe from
his mouth. He wondered if that was all Hardesty knew, and imagined that it was.
But Hardesty went on. He was slumped back on the velvet couch, and his hair
shone in the simulated daylight.
“You’ve got to get
condemnations, and move God knows how many people. You’ve got to clear away factories, houses, and commercial
buildings. Then you can begin to lay the foundations. Everything will have to
be right before you build this bridge, Mr. Mead for this eternal rainbow is
going to anger the city, since what you have in mind is so much greater than
anything that has come before and you know very well that people don’t like to
feel small, to be left behind as the hinge to the future is put in place by
someone like you. In the old days, they burned the mills and put their natural
philosophers on the rack. These days they think it’s their duty to tie down the
builders and humiliate them with the smell of the ground and they love it, to
boot.”
“I hate them!” Jackson Mead
screamed, rising to his full height, and pacing.
“They don’t understand that we
have a mandate. I can’t just refuse to build these things: it’s my
responsibility. All the engines, bridges, and cities that we put in place are
nothing in themselves. They’re only markers in what we think of as time—like
the separations of notes in music. Why do people resist them so? They are
symbols and products of the imagination, which is the force that ensures
justice and historical momentum in an imperfect world, because without
imagination we would not have the wherewithal to challenge certainty, and we
could never rise above ourselves. But look! We have already set the wheels
spinning. Their progress impels us forward in like proportion and, when they
rise, we too will rise. Such a rising, Mr. Marratta, will mark the end of
history as we have known it, and the beginning of the age that imagination has
known all along. Machines challenge certainty so well. They should not be able
to move. But they do. They turn, and move, and never cease-there is always an
engine going, somewhere—like generations of silver hearts that keep the faith
of the world and stoke imagination in its continued and splendid rebellion.”
“But what about the real
hearts,” Hardesty asked, ”of those who get in your way? There is nothing
greater than what can occur in those lowly hearts, the least noble of which is
capable of putting a thousand bridges across a thousand harbors.”
“In their hearts rests the
potential to throw a thousand bridges. In my heart rests the actuality of one.
Who is more deserving?”
“The world needs both, equally.”
“I won’t deny it. Their course
is perhaps more just than ours. Ultimately, I am their servant. But to be so, I
must first be their master. Besides, I have no choice in the matter, do I? It
has all happened before. They and I will fight like dogs, though, finally, I
will prevail. The harder course prevails, because the bones of the world are
made of rock and steel.” He stopped pacing, and stood in front of Hardesty.
Their pipes produced even columns of white smoke. ”How did you know?”
“A dozen of us spent four months
on this, but, in the end, we were enlightened accidentally. I found the statue
of Joseph Strauss, the chief engineer of the Golden Gate Bridge, and when I
looked into his eyes, you were looking back at me.”
“A coincidence. I knew Strauss.
We did look alike, though not so much then, when I was younger, as perhaps we
do now.”
“Be that as it may,” Hardesty replied, ”I
was able to find out what you meant by an eternal rainbow.”
“Do the others know?”
“No.”
“And where do you stand? Are you with
Praeger de Pinto, or are you with me?”
“I don’t know. At the moment,
things seem to be in balance, and my inclination is to let them stay that way.
I’d like to know what’s in that ship you’ve got riding at anchor out there.”
“The tools and materials for building the
bridge.”
“I don’t suppose they’re conventional.”
“You’re right.”
“What are you going to call it?”
“The name isn’t important, but we’re
going to call it Battery Bridge.”
• • •
WHILE Hardesty Marratta and Jackson Mead were debating the future, the
city kept to its silent track. Nearly immune to the changing of the seasons,
and forgotten by history, the people of the city of the poor struggled within a
timeless empire that stretched from Manhattan to the sea, over fields of brick
upon which factories stood like walled towns and flew snakelike pennants of
blackened smoke from their chimneys. Talk as Hardesty Marratta and Jackson Mead
might in the perpetual March light of the museum gallery, the city of the poor
was always the same, and always would be. It was a weapon ready-cocked, a
shotgun in the mouth of those who did not think they had to get down on their
knees to get to heaven, but imagined that they would ride there upright in
something with wheels.
The white horse had lasted under
the beam for more than fourteen months, during which he outlived several
masters and ignored many chances of escape. While marching ahead in trancelike
circles, he had lost his sense of time and come to believe that he was winding up
an eternal spring, to which others from the starry meadows had been apprenticed
long and often. Like the mill that ground the salt of the sea, the beam had to
be kept going. He thought that he was almost done, and he wanted to see his
combat with infinity through. Working the beam to crush himself, so that he
might return to the place from which he had come, he kept turning it, and he
refused to
die.
Sometimes, at the oddest hours,
because the city of the poor had long been disjointed from the clock of day and
night, heads popped up over the board fence which hid Athansor from an alley
that he could not see. Children stared at him. Drunks seemed to be amazed that
he had the temerity to be a horse. Criminals on the run, or those who had just
stripped a purse, smiled as if implying that he was one of them. The heads
might suddenly arise at four in the morning or at noon, and they frequently
talked to him. Perhaps because they assumed that he was lower than they were,
they were at their worst—cruel, vulgar, and vulnerable, all at once. And the
most bedeviling thing about these marionettes was that what they said and did
was so inconsequential. He half wished that a head would pop up from behind the
fence and give him something to worry about.
Though it had been only half a
wish, it was granted. October was extraordinarily cold, and everyone knew that
the coming winter would be apocalyptic. One night, as the north wind made the
water in rain barrels ice, Athansor was, as always, moving forward at the beam.
Passing the fence, he felt that someone was looking at him. Then he came around
again. Though the white horse had not paused once in fourteen months, the man
staring at him from behind the boards made him stop dead. His nostrils flared
and his eyes moved back in their sockets.
Still tied to the beam, he broke
both the lashings and the beam itself as he reared to his full height, and
bellowed like a war-horse. But though his hooves flew, his eyes flashed, and
the ground shook, he did not frighten the man resting his elbows on the fence.
The intruder smiled, and his
eyes went electric, digging into Athansor’s flesh like augers. Sparks flew, and the wind brought thunder.
”You don’t know how long I’ve been looking for you, horse “ he said. He held up
his left hand, fingers spread, thumb on the palm. ”And now that I’ve found you,
I hope that you’re properly surprised.”
Athansor broke from the
remaining tatters of his harness and smashed through the boards, knocking aside
not only Pearly Soames but a large ill-attired contingent behind him. ”That’s
right, you marble bastard,” Pearly said as Athansor galloped off into the windy
brick lots and the forests of dead and splintered trees. ”You find him for me.
Take me right to him.”
• • •
IT snowed on the twentieth of
October, not a raging blizzard, but not a light dusting of the pumpkins,
either. The ground was covered with almost a foot and a half of fresh white
powder, which did not melt, as it usually would have so early in the
fall, but stayed fearlessly in place while a paralyzing dream of absolute zero
floated down from Canada and made the winter sky into a brittle blue arch. The
street-cleaning equipment was trapped unoiled in its garages, and the streets
went unploughed as the Ermine Mayor decreed that no salt or sand be spread on
the roads and sidewalks. ”Hell,” he said, in a magnificent preelection gesture,
”if nature thinks we’re the Yukon, let’s roll with the punch. The snow will be
left undisturbed, all schools will be closed for the duration, and city
employees other than those in essential services need not report for work.”
Only partly to satirize the
Ermine Mayor’s decree, Praeger de Pinto issued a statement promising that if he
were elected mayor the city would enjoy the most beautiful winters it had ever
experienced, that white snow and blue skies would be its share for months on em
that sleighs and skis would become the conventional means of transportation,
that horses would return to the streets, that every house would have a
fireplace, that black nights would blaze with stars, that skaters would have
their run of the rivers, bonfires shine in the parks, children’s cheeks be
redder than cranberries, and snow fall almost incessantly in dizzying dances
and waltzes of winter that would ma the population giddy with happiness.
Stunned at first, then hostile,
people gradually began to believe him. They called him “The Apostle of Winter,”
“The Snow King,” and “Daddy Christmas.”
Praeger was anything but greedy.
He wanted to win the election, but he wasn’t willing to tie himself in knots to
do so. Thus, his campaign became unorthodox, even for the darkest of dark
horses. Though Craig Binky was supporting him, the populace was in one of its
periodic fits of pique regarding this celebrated publisher, and it mattered
little that Praeger’s smiling face was plastered all over The Ghost, or
that Craig Binky appeared on the television news programs to declare
sanctimoniously, ”Just vote your conscience. Vote de Pinto.” Praeger started
the campaign with six percent of the vote, the independent candidate Crawford
Bees IV had thirteen percent, and the Ermine Mayor polled eighty-one percent.
Far from discouraging Praeger,
this state of affairs ignited him, and he proceeded, in turn, to ignite the
voters. Where most politicians, including the Ermine Mayor, were quick to
promise things they would never deliver, such as clean streets or the absence
of crime, Praeger’s approach was different, and he left the others far behind
in his wake. The Ermine Mayor might address a street gathering and say that in
his next term he would put 30 percent more police on the streets, step up
garbage collection, and lower taxes. Of course, everyone knew that in the next
mayoral term, no matter who was in office, thirty percent fewer police would be
on the street, the garbage piles would get higher and bigger, and taxes would
go up. But they applauded anyway.
Then Crawford Bees IV would give
them another set of figures, and they would applaud politely for him, too.
But then Praeger de Pinto would
rise. He never talked about garbage, electricity, or police. He only talked
about winter, horses, and the countryside. He spoke almost hypnotically about
love, loyalty, and esthetics. And just as they thought he was beginning to
sound slightly effete, he would get very tough, in his Havemeyer Street way,
and lacerate the mayor for conspiring with Jackson Mead. He would throw low
punches, where it hurt. He would be terribly cruel (they loved that), and then
he would surface again into his world of light to make the crowds sway and
daven with longing for the purity of
winter. He promised them love affairs and sleigh races cross-country skiing on
the main thoroughfares, and the transfixing blizzards that howled outside and
made the heart dance.
They thought, or so it was
generally stated at the time, that if they were going to be lied to, they might
as well pick the liar who did it best. Since in describing the world he wanted
Praeger could leave them with their mouths open and their hearts beating, he
advanced slowly in the polls. The Ermine Mayor panicked and declaimed
ferociously about garbage and taxes. Praeger held his ground and raved with
unexcelled charm, dizzying the electorate with visions of justice and paradise.
• • •
“WE can’t go to
the Coheeries, at least not today. The north roads are blocked, and the
railroads shut down because the plough trains are still being overhauled,”
Hardesty reported upon his return to Yorkville one wintry Saturday in October,
after he had skied from place to place to get information.
“Who cares about trains?” Virginia said
disparagingly. ”Or whether the roads are blocked?”
“How do you propose to get there?” he
asked.
She looked at him as if he were an idiot,
and said, ”By sleigh.”
“Sleigh?”
“Yes. Just because they don’t work in San
Francisco doesn’t mean that they don’t work here.”
“You’ve been listening too hard to
Praeger’s campaign speeches. I’ll bet you’re even going to vote for him.”
“Of course I am,” she returned. ”And so
are you. Go out and get a sleigh. I’ll get the children ready.”
“What sleigh? Where am I going to get a
sleigh?” he asked.
“That’s your problem, but don’t
forget to get a horse to pull and hay, oats, and a blanket for the horse. We
may be on the road for several days before we get to Fteley’s.”
“Fteley’s?”
“Hurry!” she commanded.
He returned at dusk in a beautiful sleigh with a supple
new harness and gleaming silvery
runners. Hitched to it was an elegant mare as black as obsidian.
“We can’t leave now,” he told Virginia. ”It’ll
be dark in a few hours.”
“That’s the way you do it,” she said. ”At
night, when there’s a full moon, and the world is white.”
Abby had been listening to this
conversation, and she decided that she was not going to have any part of either
Lake of the Coheeries or nocturnal sleigh rides. She went to the kitchen, took
five rolls and half a pound of baking chocolate from a cupboard, and retreated
to the top shelf of the linen closet, where she planned to stay until she had
to go to college.
“Where’s Abby?” Hardesty asked
Martin.
“I don’t know,” Martin replied.
Though he knew exactly where she was, he didn’t want to compromise the hideout,
since he had invented it.
For two hours they looked
frantically for Abby. They thought that she had fallen from the balcony, but,
of course, she hadn’t. They went to the neighboring apartments, to the local
stores, and they even looked in the linen closet, but she had burrowed toward
the back of the top shelf, behind a rampart of pillows, and didn’t answer when
Martin called her—though she knew that he realized where she was.
Eventually she was starved out,
and they caught her waddling from the kitchen with a fresh loaf of dough in her
hands. The minute she saw them, she broke and ran, screaming, ”I don’t want to
go!”
“Is that why we couldn’t find
you?” Hardesty shouted. ”You were hiding?”
“I don’t want to go!” she
screamed back, and took refuge under the kitchen table, where she was able to
stand without bending her head.
“I’m sorry, but you’re going to
have to,” her father said, crouching. ”Now come out of there, because we have
to get you in your snowsuit and leave before it gets too late.” “No.”
“Abby. Come here!” he
said, snapping his fingers. She was terrified, but she refused to move.
“I’ll just come in and get you,”
he threatened, feigning anger this time, because the expression on her face,
her little bell-like yellow dress, and the soft intense blue eyes, focused in
defiance, moved him a great deal. Nonetheless, he went on his knees and reached
under the table. She threw the dough at him, and missed. It slid across the
kitchen floor. Then he grabbed her. In two minutes she was in her snowsuit,
clutching Teddy—her stuffed gray rabbit with red button eyes and a gingham
dress, a present from Harry Penn.
They packed the sleigh with
provisions and presents for Mrs. Gamely, and climbed into the front seat. Hardesty
drove; Virginia sat next to him, with Abby on her lap; and Martin sat on the
outside, with a buggy whip in his hand and instructions never to hit the horse,
but just to touch her on the hindquarters when Hardesty told him to. Abby was
bundled up into a melon-sized cocoon of fur and down; her little face showed
through a silver-colored ruff like an Eskimo’s, and her eyes darted back and
forth in trusting anticipation. Looking like the child of nomads, Martin was
dressed in seal leather and coyote furs. His mother was in her sable, and
Hardesty was once again in the sheepskin jacket that he had earned in the
Rockies. Thick green plaid woolen blankets covered them up to their waists.
“Have we got everything?” Hardesty asked.
“Yup,” Martin replied.
Virginia nodded.
“All right,” Hardesty said. ”To the Lake
of the Coheeries.”
He snapped the reins, and the
sleigh moved off. The horse was strong and well rested, and she seemed to crave
a night journey, especially since, being a horse, she knew how bright the moon
was going to be.
They went through the park,
their sleigh bells ringing, and were soon on Riverside Drive, heading north as
the last piece of sun vanished behind the Palisades like a melting ingot, fiery
hot. river was choked with blocks and shards of ice. Lights flashed on an fires
were lit in apartments along Riverside Drive as the Marrattas passed by in
their sleigh, almost silently were it not for the muffled hoofbeats of the
horse and the soft wild sound of the bells. After running through the deserted
tolls, they crossed the Henry Hudson
Bridge and made their way
entirely along roads that were empty and white.
In a diminutive Westchester
valley between two low hills, they saw a glow in the sky. The horse picked up
her pace instinctively, and when they came out from between the hills into a
little prairie of snowbound gardens and small fields, they saw the moon hiding
in an orchard, ready to climb through a tangle of limbs until its mild pearl
color would turn fiercely white. When the cool globe finally rested atop the
delicate black branches, it seemed so close that Abby held out her arms and
tried to touch it.
Then it climbed smoothly to its
customary place among the stars, and the Marrattas sped northward through the
dark shadows of its white light.
• • •
SOMEWHERE
in Dutchess, when the moon had reached
its apogee, and the children were asleep, they found themselves running through
hollows and pitch-black places where snowy owls and eagles perched on ramparts
of rock and dead trees like the pickets of some lawless mountain stronghold.
The way was proving too difficult and steep for an elegant carriage-puller born
and raised at Belmont.
“Go left at that fork,” Virginia
directed.
“Do you know this place?” Hardesty asked.
“I know the terrain. It’s just
like the mountains that lead to the Coheeries. A road like this has got to
descend to the river. The horse is tired because she’s city-bred and her legs
are far too thin for running all night in the hills. Our horses, with their
thick frames, can go for a week without stopping, just like the polar bears
that swim in the sea for a month at a time, or the seals that migrate from
Alaska to Japan. If she’s going to make it through the night, this mare needs
some running on the flat. We’ll take her to the river, which will be frozen
solid.”
“Hee-ya!” Hardesty screamed in a
manner not exactly characteristic of local horsemanship. With the snap of oiled
leather, he flicked the reins, and the Belmont mare veered left.
It was even darker by the river,
the true abode of owls and eagles, a place
that was haunted by mysterious loonlike hoots, and the black horse sped through
almost on tiptoe, cursing the bells that gave away their position to the leering
pumpkin-headed ghosts who lived in the crags. The only way to follow the road
was to follow the ribbon of slightly luminous sky between the trees. The sleigh
passengers and the horse lifted their heads to see the pale and dusty track
above. Had there been a brick wall across the path they would have smashed
right into it, but the road was unobstructed, and they were able to navigate
successfully its numerous descending switchbacks solely by reference to trees
and sky.
When they came to the riverbank
they saw a white highway on the snow-covered ice. Knowing that the ice could
hold her, the mare went right onto it, making the slightly airborne transition
in a way that bumped the sled and woke the children. Hardesty whistled, and she
veered north. Soon she was satisfied and calm, and she found a gait that
swallowed the miles. Snow blanketed most of the river, but where the wind had
blown it clear, dazzling lakes of silver ice reflected the clockwork motion of
the moon. The mountains on the western side stretched into the distance in
white ranks that, as the moon sank, seemed to rise to it like a staircase.
“Look,” Hardesty said to the
children, and when Abby didn’t see, ”Abby, look there. Those mountains are the
stairs that lead to the moon. Would you like to go? All we have to do is turn
left before it sinks down beneath the last step....”
As they considered their
father’s offer, the children’s faces were bathed in the light of the moon.
Sitting at the top landing of the mountain staircase, it was so voluminous,
pearly, and entrancing that they nodded their heads. Yes, they wanted to go.
They would give up the earth, which they hardly knew at all, for a round
eternal place where everything glowed in cream and silver. They would gladly
take the mountain staircase to another world, and were sad when the opportunity
vanished, as the moon, ever faithful to its obligations, disappeared behind
glacial balustrades that darkened as it left.
After an hour in which the
temperature dropped to the crystalline realms and the river unwound into a long
straightaway that promised to deliver the northern lights (if only they would
follow it), they were contentedly listening to the hissing of the runners over ice and snow, thinking that all
that remained was to find the turn-off, sail past Fteley’s, and hope that they
might penetrate the invisible geographical cask that held the Lake of the
Coheeries. But no one had ever come easily to the Lake of the Coheeries.
They approached one of the
tributaries of the Hudson that came from so high in the mountains and fell so
fast that it never froze. They could hear it from miles away, and as they drew
close they saw it tumbling down in a long angry string of white water. They
could hardly take their eyes from it, and did not see that its upwelling had
made open lakes in the ice. Unsuspecting, they galloped at full speed right
into one of these narrow straits.
The horse broke the water into
two white wedges that fled from her, and the sleigh followed with a percussive
thump. Both horse and sleigh stayed upright and buoyant. Her forward momentum
and her inbred sense enabled her to get her forelegs up on the ice. She pushed
with everything she had, rising onto the shelf in front of her, and it held.
But she didn’t have the strength
to pull the sleigh across the ledge, though she strained to do so. As the
sleigh began to take on water, Hardesty was about to throw everyone out onto
the ice and then try to unharness the mare before she was pulled by the
waterlogged sleigh back into, and under, the river, when he heard the ice
thundering behind him. Before he had time to turn, something huge sailed over
his head, and landed next to the struggling mare.
An enormous white horse had come
from nowhere, and pulled the mare forward with him as if she were entrapped in
a magnetic field. The sleigh hopped onto the ice before Hardesty even knew what
was happening, and then they started a wild race. Running in tandem with the
stallion, the mare was able to pull the sleigh like a rocket. The Marrattas
bent forward into the cold wind as the two horses, almost an illusion of white
and black, attained unnatural speed. The steel runners glowed with heat and
watered the track underneath. The horses were going so fast that they seemed
close to shattering the sleigh, which vibrated and rattled until Abby was
frightened out of her wits.
Then, without a signal, they
turned left into the mountains, roaring past Fteley’s and blowing the doors off
their hinges as they went by,
traveling up the high road as if they were hurtling down it, leaving great
rooster tails and washes of loose snow as they rounded the high desolate
corners of the mountain track.
They crested the highest divide,
and flew down onto the endless plain of the Coheeries. Virginia was overjoyed
to see in the distance a lighted string of tiny pearls—the villages along the
lake, their fires and lamps burning in the very early morning just before the
sun came up.
Their horses took to the plain
and bounded ahead on the straight road. Surely, they thought, the white horse
was an illusion of the cold and the swirling stars, because, when he parted
from the mare he banked up and to the left in a blaze of white. Even after he
was gone, the mare kept up the race until sunrise, when she gently led the
Marrattas across the rolling ocean of snowfields that bordered the lakeshore of
the Coheeries.
They entered the village the way
travelers from the outside often did—shaken, exhausted, elated. Just before
turning off for Mrs. Gamely’s house, they passed Daythril Moobcot, who was
pulling a sled piled high with cordwood.
“Daythril! How’s my mother?”
“She’s fine,” Daythril shouted
back. ”I hope you brought your dictionary.”
• • •
NEW YORK had always been a city
destined for the rule of dandies, thieves, and men who resembled hardboiled
eggs. Those who made its politics were the people who poured gasoline on fires,
rubbed salt into wounds, and carried coals to Newcastle. And its government was
an absurdity, a concoction of lunacies, a dying man obliged to race up stairs.
The reason for this condition was complex rather than accidental, for miracles
are not smoothly calculated. Instead, they are the subjugation of apparent
anarchy to a coherent design. Just as music must be like a hive of bees, with
each note that strains to go its own way gently held to a thriving plan, a
great empire depend for its driving force upon the elements that will
eventually tear 1 apart. So with a city, which if it is to make its mark must
be spirited, slippery, and ungovernable. A tranquil city of good laws, fine
architecture, and clean streets is like a classroom of obedient dullards, or a
field of gelded bulls—whereas a city of anarchy is a city of promise.
Of this, Praeger de Pinto was
convinced. He believed as well that human institutions often show the greatest
inner brilliance at a moment when their outward decay is furthest advanced.
Thus, he was not overcome by the anarchy or the madness of a city that could
not even live up to its seemingly highest aspiration, which was to imitate
hell, and so he was determined to plunge into the corruption of city politics
like hot steel into water, and to boil it dry. The more the campaign matured,
the less he cared about either his original purposes for running or Jackson
Mead. Now he saw that the city was headed for a storm, and when, at the
millennium, laws would confront laws and rights would confront rights, he
wanted to guide the city through its tumultuous passage to the slow water that
lay beyond.
If his suppositions were
correct, and the coming clash would by indirections find directions out, he had
to do the same. This was the logic behind his abandonment of traditional
methods and his use of winter as a campaign theme. It would have been quite
devious, he reasoned, to win the office by conventional means, and then embark
upon an unconventional term such as he envisioned. Instead, he would risk
alienating the electorate by telling the abject truth in all its madness.
“Campaign buttons?” he asked his
chief of staff. ”A waste of money. Here, take this down for the press. ’This is
my position regarding campaign buttons. No de Pinto buttons will be fabricated
for this or any other election. Anyone who consents to using his body without
pay) as a walking billboard is a fool who hopes to participate in the
disgusting phenomena of mass suggestion and coercion, and I want no part of it.
People who wear these buttons are as emptyheaded as those women who make
capital of their breasts. I don’t want their vote, either of them.’”
“And what shall we say, Mr. de
Pinto, about Gracie Mansion?” The Ermine Mayor had almost lost the last
election to Councilman Magiostra, after the councilman pledged to live in his
hovel in the Bronx instead of in the mansion.
“I don’t plan to live there.”
The chief of staff sighed in
relief, because the Ermine Mayor was already moving out his possessions and had
rented a prestigious little hovel on Mother Cabrini Boulevard.
“We’ll use Gracie Mansion as a
conference center,” Praeger said “It’ll be nice to have conferences up there,
overlooking the Bird S. Coler hospital and that beautiful wicker-basket
factory. But I don’t want to live next to any goddamned wicker-basket
factory.”
“That’s good. We’ll shoot that
horse right out from under the Ermine Mayor.”
“Right. There’s a lot of tax
money in this city. The mayor of the greatest city in the world should have a
proper place to live, a place that has something to do with the overriding
theme of the city’s architecture. We’ll take some of this tax money, about a
billion or so, and build a mayoral palace. We can buy the top floors and air rights
of four or five skyscrapers, put box girders between them, and then use the
platform we’ve created for the base and gardens of a small, aerial,
Versailles-type structure. But what am I talking about? We don’t have to buy
the skyscrapers, we can use eminent domain, and simply appropriate them.”
“But the real estate trusts!
They’ve given us most of the campaign money.”
“To hell with them,” said
Praeger. ”Give it back. If we’ve spent it already, give promissory notes. These
real estate guys are just a bunch of pompous billionaires—especially Marcel
Apand. I get so sick of seeing that flag of his, with the gorilla fist, flying
from every other building in the city. It’s time someone told the truth about
them, Apand in particular. They’re corrupt and venal. Schedule a news
conference.”
“But the bankers. We can’t back
our promissory notes. You’ve already condemned the bankers.”
“And well they deserve it,”
Praeger said. ”Those calculating bloodsuckers. I’ll condemn them again.”
“At least that will be populist.
The people love politicians who hit the bankers. As long as you don’t get too
specific, you may be able to carry it off.”
“Populist? I think that the
greedy little horseflies who sell their souls to get wall-to-wall carpeting and
color TV’s deserve every bit of exploitation that can be visited upon them. They and the bankers were
made for each other.”
The chief of staff was much
perturbed, and drummed his fingers against his hip flask. ”Does this mean that
when you condemn the billionaires you’re going to include Mr. Binky, too?”
“Isn’t time that someone called a spade a
spade?”
“Craig Binky is your chief supporter.”
“Don’t overvalue him.”
“Mr. de Pinto, no one’s going to vote for
you.”
“Yes they will. They’ll vote for me
because I tell the truth.”
“But you don’t always tell the truth.
Sometimes you lie like a dog.”
“And they’ll vote for me because
I’m the best liar, because I do it honestly, with a certain finesse. They know
that lies and truth are very close, and that something beautiful rests in
between. When I lie to them the way I do, I’m confiding in them simultaneously
my understanding and grief for their condition, my hope for them, and my
contempt for the monkey on their back. This makes me one of them. After all, I am
one of them. You’ll see for whom they vote.”
“All right, all right,” said the
chief of staff. ”You know I can’t get philosophical with you. There is,
however, a practical matter that I wanted to discuss.”
“What’s that?”
“Your next rally.”
“What about it?”
“Who the hell’s going to show up
for a dawn rally at The Cloisters? The purpose of a political rally is to
gather together a mass of people so the TV cameras can show them as you speak.
I doubt very much that many people will go to The Cloisters, at dawn, in
ten-degree weather, to hear you denounce them. Why not make it lunch hour in
Grand Central Station, or in Foibles Park?”
Look,” Praeger said, leaning
forward, ”you can’t engineer these things. The chips have to fall where they
may.“
“But this is one of only three
rallies that you’ve scheduled. What a waste to.... At least let me arrange a
few more!”
“No. I hate rallies. If there’s anything
I can’t stand, it’s crowds.”
After his chief of staff left in incipient tears, Praeger
leaned back
on the wooden stool that was
the only piece of furniture at his head quarters (he was still undecided about
whether or not to install telephone). He was filled with a profound and deep
certainty that he was headed for victory. Had he been running in Chicago, Miami
or Boston, it probably wouldn’t have been so. But New York was like a runaway
horse that had been stung by a bee. The only way to catch that horse, Praeger
reasoned, was to follow it along its bee-stung course, and better its
speed—which is precisely what he intended to do with the improbable city that
he wanted to lead because he loved it so improbably well.
The mass rally at The Cloisters
was held at dawn on a cold, clear day. Praeger stood for half an hour watching
the river come alive in blue and white as the morning sun struck its ice floes
and the open water. Attendance was low—as no one had shown up, not even one of
his aides or workers, much less any reporters or spectators. In fact, because
it was so cold and the sun had yet to war against the lingering shadows among
the trees, game-rich Fort Tryon Park had not produced a single squirrel,
pigeon, or politicized vole to sit on a wall and listen to the candidate, or to
peck through the snow in what Craig Binky would then have reported as a
“glorious fund-raising breakfast attended by supporters clad in luxurious
furs.”
Praeger was entirely alone.
Undaunted, he started in on a fine political speech that was not merely rolling
and mellifluous, but brilliant in its analysis of a wide range of political
problems. This was the speech in which his qualities as technician, statesman,
and historian of the present were best observed. Anyone hearing it would have
been convinced that a vote for de Pinto would ensure a precise, benevolent,
careful, and responsible stewardship of the city’s affairs. The bankers and
real estate tycoons would have loved it. It had all the beauties of stability
and none of its drawbacks. Here, at last, was the correct synthesis. He spoke
neither of winter nor of Armageddon On that cold and sunny morning, his skills
and common sense combined in the kind of political appeal that is both
invincible and technically flawless.
When he finished, he was shocked
to hear applause. A balding man with an old-fashioned mustache was standing in
the snow not too far away. He looked like a yeoman mechanic, which was, course, exactly what he was.
Praeger assumed that he had come to the park to walk his dog.
“I don’t have a dog,” said Peter
Lake. ”And if I did I wouldn’t take him all the way up here on such a cold
morning. I came to see you.”
“You did?” Praeger asked in
astonishment. ”That’s right. You made a good speech, as far as I can tell. I’ve
liked what you’ve said about winter. I don’t know whether to believe it or not,
but it doesn’t seem important whether it’s true, if you know what I mean. Is
music true? You can’t say that it is or that it isn’t, and yet we put our faith
in it. I do—at least I used to, although I don’t remember when.
“But, lately,” he confessed, ”my
mind’s been clearing, and I remember certain things—such as, for instance,
refrains on a piano. But I can’t remember where I heard them. You know what I
mean?” “No, I don’t.”
“It’s as if they’re coming from
the past, as if the past is a light coming up in darkness. I feel it strongly,
but I can’t see it, I can’t remember. But there’s a piano playing there for
sure.
“I’m glad that I caught you
alone, sir,” he continued. ”You see, what I’m trying to say is very difficult.
But things have been clearing rapidly for about a week, and I was wondering
if... perhaps... well... let me say it right out. Are you one of us? I mean,
are we the same?”
“A Freemason?” Praeger asked,
puzzled. ”I’m not a Freemason, if that’s what you mean.”
“No, no, I don’t mean that,”
Peter Lake said, shaking his head, and giving it another try. ”It’s more
personal and more important than that.”
“Am I gay? I certainly am not.”
“No, sir. I’m not inquiring about your
disposition.”
“Then, what?”
“Where do you come from?” Peter Lake
asked, looking right at him.
“I was born in Brooklyn.”
“In what age?”
“In this age.”
“Are you sure? Because, you see,
I think I wasn’t. And the way you talk about winters leads me to believe that
you weren’t either because what you describe as the future was once the past. I
know. I’ve been there.”
“I....“
Peter Lake held his hand up. ”Don’t
worry,” he said. ”It’s all right. I’ll be sure to vote for you, although I
don’t think I’m registered. I’ll register in the Five Points, that’s what I’ll
do, and vote for you a dozen times. I’m very grateful, because after you began
to talk about the winters I began to hear the piano—and to see that the past is
brightening all around us. I thought that maybe you could help me more, but
you’ve helped a great deal already.“
“What is the piano playing?”
“Oh, I wouldn’t know even if I could hear
it clear.”
“Who’s playing it?”
“I’m afraid, sir, that I don’t have the
slightest idea. Whoever it is, though, she’s play in’ it real nice.”
• • •
LONELY people have enthusiasms which cannot always be explained.
When something strikes them as funny, the intensity and length of their
laughter mirrors the depth of their loneliness, and they are capable of
laughing like hyenas. When something touches their emotions, it runs through
them like Paul Revere, awakening feelings that gather into great armies. Poor
Mrs. Gamely had been by herself for years. When suddenly she was confronted by
her daughter and a new, full-blown family that was now her own, she could
hardly take the shock of it, and she cried thunderstorms.
Virginia embraced her mother,
and she cried too. Then the children began to wail like young cats, although
they didn’t know why. Even Hardesty, touched by the love between mother and
daughter, remembered his own parents, and had to hold back the tears.
But the wailing continued long
after Hardesty’s eyes were dry, and as the clock struck the quarter-hour (even
the clock bells pushed the weeping women and children into further squalls of
tears), he paced back and forth impatiently, waiting for them to finish. ”What is this?” he asked. ”What is this,
a waterworks?” And then, seeing Virginia’s charcoal-gray suit within the folds
of her coat, he was taken so by the versatility of the city journalist in a
well-tailored skirt and jacket, and the Coheeries daughter thoroughly at ease
in the countryside, that he put his arms around her, stroked her hair back from
her tear-reddened face, and kissed her with such affection that Mrs. Gamely’s
heart rose like a weather balloon.
That night the children could
hardly sleep. Their anticipation of awakening to see the Lake of the Coheeries
in full daylight was stronger than their anticipation of a Christmas, and as
they expected, they were soon lost in the beauty of the lake’s wintry blue days
and cold nights that knew no beginning and no end. A good sailor, Hardesty was
quick to learn iceboating. They often took the Katerina, the biggest and
slowest of the boats, filled it with provisions and quilts, and set off at dawn
into the limitlessness of the lake. The children would sleep on the women’s
laps until the sun was strong, and when they awoke they would be amazed to see
nothing but blue sky and mirror-smooth ice across which was blowing a nearly
invisible sandstorm of snow. The high velocity of the wind had shorn the
snowflakes of their ornament, and they shot by like bits of shining glass, in a
mist that seemed like a fallen banner.
On these expeditions they glided
across the ice for hours, until they were so isolated from any point of land or
any boat that they might well have been the only people in the world. At noon
they would let down the sail and dig in the double ice brakes. With the Katerina
between them and the north wind, and the sun in their reddened faces, they
would make a fire in a box full of sand and cook up a caldron of boiling stew.
This they would eat with hot buttered rolls and Algonquian steam tea. They
might skate for a time (Hardesty and Martin played an informal game of hockey
and discovered that Virginia could easily take the puck away from both of them
and keep it in her possession as long as she wanted), or drill through the ice
so that in ten minutes they could pull up as much salmon, bass, and trout as
they wanted, to be stacked perfectly frozen in a bin on the Katerina’s
outrigger. Or they might simply sail into infinity, Perfectly content to travel
hundreds of miles into a seductive world of ice and sun that was theirs for the
taking. Usually, on the day following their
departure, having spent the night wrapped up in the softest quilts and
blankets, they would make their way home after dark—drifting aimlessly across
the starry ice. The Milky Way was so bright that Mrs. Gamely warned them not to
stare at it for too long. ”Daythril Moobcot’s grandfather,” she asserted, ”old
Barrow Moobcot, went blind that way. And tonight, if the moon comes up we’ll
need smoked glasses.”
They gave themselves up to the
stars the way swimmers can surrender to the waves, and the stars took them
without resistance. The days and nights on the ice changed the children
forever. Lake of the Coheeries Town would rise over the ice horizon as a chain
of lights embedded in white hills that lay next to the lake like a stallion
prone on the hay. Then Hardesty would point the Katerina to the
brightest light, and race for it. Though the children loved the race home, they
wanted to stay on the lake forever.
As time rolled forward and took
up golden day and silver night to weave them in a braid, they skied and sledded
into the hill forests of spruce and pine, they went to the inn to dance the Grapesy
Dandy and the Birdwalla Shuffle, they made traditional Coheeries maple candy in
the shape of a crescent moon, and they sat for many hours as the real moon, the
planets, and the stars set the time, and wood burned brightly in the stove.
Mrs. Gamely’s rooster, Jack, came very close to learning how to play checkers
with Martin, but he was never able to understand the idea of making a king.
One evening it grew unusually
cold. An arctic wind descended from the north and placed the village in a vise
of frost. As Mrs. Gamely’s house accommodated to the sixty degrees below zero
that controlled the outside world, it creaked as if it were a ship at sea. The
house was well caulked, but a pinhole-sized river of air was enough to chill an
entire room. They stoked the stove until it flared like the firebox of a racing
locomotive.
Abby and Martin were building a
house of dried corncobs. Dressed in robes and down booties, they sat in the
middle of the floor between the stove and the fireplace. Mrs. Gamely rocked
back and forth, watching her grandchildren. Virginia, wrapped in a shawl, was
reading the old 1978 edition of the Britannica. Hardesty was at the
window, ostensibly because the thermometer was there. That it kept dropping steadily, and was
well below minus sixty, was for someone of his temperament an irresistible
attraction. But really he was at the window to look at the stars. In the cold,
away from city lights, they burned like white phosphorous.
There was a great deal of motion
in the stars that night, and the comings and goings made it seem as if the
space between stars and earth were a busy harbor crowded with launches.
Flashing lines that might have been meteorites ended in fading white bursts
that cascaded softly, the way the ice flies from the brake of an iceboat. These
little showers of light bloomed and then were gone. Hardesty remembered how the
white horse had parted from them on the plain, climbing into the predawn sky in
a curved needle of white light that had dissolved with a faint hiss.
He was about to call Virginia
over to view the little flashes on the horizon. They were unlike anything he
had ever seen, except for the trail of the white horse. But when he turned he
saw Virginia and Mrs. Gamely bent over Abby, who was lying on the floor, thumb
in mouth, breathing heavily. ”What’s the matter?” he asked.
“Abby’s got a terrible fever,”
Mrs. Gamely answered. ”She’s burning up.”
“She must have caught a chill on
the lake today,” Virginia said as she lifted the child and began to carry her
to the children’s loft. Then she hesitated. ”It’s too cold up there. We’ll have
to make a bed for her here.”
Hardesty put his hand on Abby’s
forehead. He winced. ”It came so suddenly,” he said.
“She was building the corncobs
just a minute ago,” Martin whimpered.
“It’s all right, Martin. She’s
going to get better,” Virginia said in a voice that was a little too shaky to
be reassuring.
After putting Abby to bed, they
took her temperature. It was 104 degrees. ”That’s not so high, for an infant,”
Hardesty said. They moved about the bed, arranging things, in silence.
“Where does the doctor live, Mrs.
Gamely?” Hardesty asked.
“Why don’t I prepare a poultice?” Mrs.
Gamely asked back.
“To hell with the poultice,” Hardesty
said. ”Where does the doctor live?”
“In the house at the end of the lane
between the inn and the lake.”
Hardesty pulled on his boots,
gloves, and parka, and was our the door in an instant. The insanely cold air
hit him like a hammer and almost knocked him down. He ran toward the town, his
way brightly lit by the seething stars.
When he arrived he saw men
running up the street, inland They, too, were pulling on their parkas, and
doors were slamming all over the village. But he hadn’t time to be curious, and
went straight for the doctor’s house. The doctor’s wife appeared at the door in
response to Hardesty’s agitated knocking (which she knew from experience to be
that of the father of a sick child). ”He’s not in now,” she reported. ”He’ll be
back in an hour or two. I’ll tell him to get right over there when he returns.
Meanwhile, why don’t you go home and put a poultice on the little girl.”
“Don’t talk to me about
poultices,” Hardesty commanded. ”Where’d he go?”
The doctor’s wife cleared her
throat. ”He went with all the others to the Moobcots’ sheep barn, about two
miles up the road.” “Why?”
“I don’t know why. A lot of men
carrying shotguns came to the door. The doctor grabbed his kit and ran out. He
didn’t tell me what it was all about. He never gets....”
Hardesty didn’t stay to listen.
Instead, he ran along the snow-covered road that led to the high fields. He was
in no condition to overtake the Coheeries men, who, when they closed on the
stranded train, had seemed as fit as alpine troops. Alone on the open road, he
found that the stars on all sides and above made him feel dizzy and out of
control.
A huge sheep barn was visible on
a hillock in the fields. The door was open a crack, and bright light spilled
out on the snow.
Hardesty went in. The sheep were
all packed together in a corner, the Coheeries men were in a tight semicircle
facing the far wall, and the barn lights burned above their heads. Hardesty
could see from the way that the butts of their guns were aligned in a fanlike
arc that the barrels were trained in one general direction. Several men were arguing. One said, ”These are
different from him. They’re obviously not the same.”
The other answered. ”They came
at the same time, and in the same way. I don’t like the way they look. I just
don’t like it. They’re trying to appear harmless, but do you believe it?”
“What do you want to do, Walter,
kill them?” asked a voice from the far side. Hardesty tried to see over their
shoulders.
“Yes,” was the answer, followed
by a buzz of disapproval.
Hardesty stood on a bucket and
looked over their heads. Sitting on a bunch of hay bales, tapping their feet,
smiling, and chewing sprigs of straw, were fifty or sixty of the oddest-looking
men he had
ever seen.
Their faces were either pinched
and squashed, or as long and sharp as saws. Snub noses, overly bushy eyebrows,
huge boxing-glove chins, and wickedly bowed legs were among their conspicuous
features. But each and every one had in his eyes an emptiness that was terribly
threatening, even if one could not say exactly why. They were dressed like
vaudevillians, in derbies, and seemed to think nothing of it. They were further
decked out in Edwardian three-piece suits, watch chains, and canes, all ratty
and inelegant. They flashed the ingratiating smiles of those who do not have to
conceal an evil and violent nature. But what proof was this of what assertion?
And from where had they come?
“They were just suddenly all
over the place,” was the answer to the question that Hardesty had spoken aloud,
”rummaging in people’s barns, trying to hitch up sleds, stealing horses. We
caught about twenty of them that way. And then, when we thought we had them
all, we ran into another fifty in a field near the mill. Who knows? Maybe
there’s more out there.”
“As long as we’ve got him” someone
said.
“Who?” Hardesty asked.
A dozen men pointed past the doorway of another room, to
the doctor and several other men. The
doctor’s kit was slung over his shoulder, and his shotgun was aimed at whatever he was
observing. On his way
over, Hardesty kicked a pile of something that jangled. We took it all off these muskrats
here,” he was told. He bent to examine the pile, and saw silver- and gold-plated pistols, including
ones with pearl handles, a set or two of derringers small enough for a
dollhouse, brass knuckles with projecting stilettos, spiked beaver tails,
blackjacks, a miniature shotgun, and ivory-handled garrotes. There were no
rifles though. No skis, snowshoes, or heavy clothing. Whoever they were, they
were poorly equipped for the Lake of the Coheeries.
Hardesty put his hand on the
doctor’s shoulder and gently pushed him to the side so that he could see. When
he did see, he shrank back, trying to catch his breath and stay upright.
“Who in God’s name is that?” he asked,
still off balance.
“I could say, but I don’t want to,” the
doctor replied.
Hardesty then moved between the
men with the guns and looked into the little room where they kept the prisoner,
who was bigger than the runts in the derbies, but not all that big, and quite
thin. He had a dreadful face, and his limbs twitched almost as much as his
darting tongue—which seemed to have a life of its own, and was obviously beyond
his control. His eyes, too, moved on their own, like angry rats trying to get
out of a cage. Hardesty had the distinct impression that this man was a construct.
Neither the eyes nor the bony fingers ceased moving for a second. Now and then,
electricity seemed to spark from him, and, clearly, imprisoned within him was a
destructive agony entirely inappropriate to the peace of the Coheeries.
“Who is he?” Hardesty asked.
“Ask him,” was the reply.
“Me?” Hardesty said.
The doctor looked at Hardesty askance. ”Yes,
you.”
“Who are you?” Hardesty begged
in a barely audible voice. Then he took hold of himself, stepped closer to the
prisoner, and repeated the question with admirable firmness and authority.
Pearly Soames bristled. His hot
electric palsies filled the air as if he were a hundred rattlesnakes dangling
from a chandelier. Hardesty suspected that this strange man and his companions
were not actually captive but, rather, just resting in a warm barn to which the
farmers had been courteous enough to bring them. This notion was fairly well confirmed by whatever
it was that shook the barn walls when Pearly was displeased.
But as far as Hardesty knew,
this had nothing to do with Abby’s sickness, and he stole the doctor away from
the Coheeries men, depriving them of the doctor’s learned opinions as they
deliberated on what to do with the outlandish creatures that they had discovered
in their fields and barns.
• • •
THE next night, under a sliver
of silver moon, Hardesty drove the sleigh out of Lake of the Coheeries Town at
an astounding pace. He cracked the whip over the mare’s head until she devoured
the road in front of her like a hungry dog. Though she was on fire with the
race, it still wasn’t enough for him, and while he scanned the landscape in
every direction, he shouted for her to pull even faster. An automatic shotgun
lay by his side. Virginia held another on her lap. And Mrs. Gamely, inside a
tentlike structure in the back seat with Martin and Abby, had her
double-barreled twelve-gauge Ithaca right next to her. The odd gentlemen had
been escorted from town onto the high road. Now the Marrattas and Mrs. Gamely
had to pass through their ranks on the way out, because the doctor had said
that he was unable to treat Abby. She was to be taken to a hospital without
delay. Now they could no longer consider the luxury of being trapped in the
safety and stillness of the Coheeries. Now they needed the city as much as they
had needed before to get away from it, in fact much more. The doctor had been
unwilling to educate them in the particulars of the disease. ”That will come
later,” he said. ”You’ll want to know everything there is to know about it, and
you will. It won’t make much difference.” They were stunned, and they didn’t
believe him—what would a country doctor know?—but they left immediately.
They had set out armed to the
teeth, because they expected that the prisoners who had just been released
would want the sleigh and the horse. There was only one road, and the snow was
too deep for travel across the open terrain. Hardesty calculated that he would
intercept the strange lot of men before the climb from the plain to the mountains. In that case, the
sooner the better, since the horse would have more speed on the flat than in
the hills. He drove her hard as he did not only because they needed to get Abby
out quickly, but because he wanted to be halfway through the brigands before
they knew that he had overtaken them.
The horse seemed to understand.
But whether she did or not she pulled them at a delirious pace, locomotive
style, along the snow-packed road.
When they had crossed most of
the plain they came to a rise from which it was possible to look down the road
that led into the mountains. Here they paused to search the steppes in front of
them. Apart from the mare’s breathing and the gentle luffing of the sleigh
blankets in the night breeze, there were no sounds. Though the temperature was
less than zero, the breeze seemed balmy. Only after Hardesty and Virginia had
looked carefully about them to make sure that no one was close by, did they
again look up to see the faint bloomings of the night sky. Against the stars
and ether, red plumes as squat and symmetrical as mushrooms, as graceful as
parachutes, and as quick to fade as shooting stars, flowered and disappeared,
floating downward. Every few seconds one of these would flare and vanish,
though sometimes several would appear at one time or in rapid succession.
“Parachutists,” Hardesty said. ”And
they keep on coming. Who knows, maybe it’s been that way all night. Maybe it’ll
continue. And it’s not the Eighty-Second Airborne, either.”
Then they looked downward, and
as their eyes adjusted to the change in light, they saw that the plain was
filled with scattered forms—gray individuals and dark formations struggling
through the snow to converge on the road, where they made a ragged column that
stretched for miles. These night soldiers moved silently and deliberately,
without signals or lights. There was a thud in the snow nearby, and Hardesty
and Virginia saw a doubled form unfold an run down the hill like a rat. It had
been a man, clutching his hat to make sure that the breeze coming up the
hillside did not roll it off his head.
“Can we go around?” Virginia asked.
“The horse would be chest deep. She could
never pull the sleigh.”
“Is there another road?”
“You know better than I do that
there isn’t,” Hardesty answered. ”Undo the safety,” he said, readying his own
gun, ”and brace yourself with your feet. Mrs. Gamely?”
“Yes, dear?” came the answer
from the tentlike enclosure in the back of the sleigh.
“How fast can you load that
thing?”
“Fast enough to keep a pie plate
in the air. Before Virginia was born,” Mrs. Gamely said, ”Theodore and I had to
drive now and then to Bucklenburg in the hills. The wolves there were as big as
ponies and as hungry as stecthaws. That’s where I learned.” “Are Abby and Martin
sleeping?” Virginia asked. ”Tucked away, sort of behind me,” Mrs. Gamely
answered. ”Jack is in the hatbox. So is Teddy.”
“All right,” Hardesty said, ”let’s
get to the forest.” He snapped the reins and the mare moved forward, picking up
speed as she went down the hill. Her hoofbeats were muffled in the snow, and
the bells had been removed.
As their runners hissed along
the smooth road, they passed stragglers who hardly had time to get out of the
way, but soon the sled began to break into formations of ten or fifteen men,
scattering them against the snowbanks like mailsacks tossed from a train.
Pistol shots were fired, alerting those ahead, who still were not aware of
exactly what was coming at them from the dark. The horse began to thud against
the ones who tried to stand their ground. This slowed her down. Muzzle flashes
appeared from the front and the sides, the children awoke and began to scream,
and dozens of the marchers were hanging on to the sled or trying to jump into
it.
Hardesty, Virginia, and Mrs.
Gamely opened up with their shotguns, and the deafening noise was amplified by
the shouting of the men on the road. The mass of the marchers seemed likely to
stop them, and they soon slowed down to a trot. The horse was wounded. Her
nostrils flared and her teeth showed. She was no Athansor, no war-horse, and as
she bled, she cried out for him. Because she was bound by the traces of the sleigh, she could use only her
forelegs and only directly in front of her. This she did, knocking down her
attackers and then pulling the knifelike runners over their limbs and bodies.
But there were so many of them that eventually she found herself standing
still.
Though they reloaded very fast,
Hardesty, Virginia, and Mrs Gamely could not reload fast enough. ”Don’t stop
firing,” Hardesty called out as they were gradually overwhelmed by ranks of
squat insistent fighters who grunted and groaned, and held onto the sleigh with
fleshy podlike hands. The more it seemed that the Marrattas were about to go
under, the harder they fought. There were hundreds and hundreds of little men
in a black knot around the sled.
No one saw the white trail in
the sky ahead, far brighter than when it had been a thin lashlike bend to the
southeast. Now it appeared like a comet, dripping a million diamond embers that
flared briefly and left the sky full of white smoke. It passed over them, a
weaving shuttlecock, and then descended to the battle, lighting the white horse
at the end of its blazing beam.
First he froze the Short Tails
in astonishment, and then he cleared a path through them for the sleigh. When
he was rampant, his forelegs were a wheel of white knives, opening a bloody cut
in the snow. When he kicked, the unfortunates who took the blow were propelled
into the air like artillery shells. And when Athansor used his head and neck
and teeth, he moved so fast that there seemed to be several of him.
Then, a miracle of sharp and
deadly grace, he began to move forward, wading through them, gaining speed,
until he was fighting and running at the same time. The mare followed. Hardesty
stopped firing and drove. They were galloping now, past the thinning ranks of
the Short Tails. With the white horse a length and a half ahead, they broke
into the clear and ran toward the mountains.
He took them effortlessly to the
top, from which they could see the Coheeries stretching away into the night. It
seemed like a place that was too close to the stars to be cold, one of those
tranquil high overlooks where there are no senses, but only the spirit. The white
horse stretched his long neck down to the snow and then raised himself. He took
a few turns around the sleigh and approached the mare
He was twice as big as she was. He bent his huge
head and touched the side of her face. She backed a pace or two. Then he turned
his attention to her wounds. He licked them, one by one; and, one by one, they
were healed. Then he walked a few paces ahead, looked up, and broke into his
long strides.
The next thing the Marrattas
knew, they were alone, and a white band that had stretched across the sky was
beginning to fade. They heard a faint whistling.
Now it was almost morning, the
moon was down, and the stars were tired. Hardesty flicked the reins, and the
mare led them into the mountain forests.
• •
•
OLD aldermen with beards on
their jowls, monomaniacal ward captains, party officials, ex-mayors, and
precinct hacks insisted as one that the preelection debates embrace a topic or
two other than the holiness of winter and the theory of balance and grace.
Skilled even in his thumbs at political maneuver, and used to telling audiences
exactly what they wanted to hear, the Ermine Mayor finally forced Praeger to
participate in a series of debates co-sponsored by The Sun and The
Ghost, neither of which backed Praeger, since Craig Binky had deserted
Praeger after Praeger had denounced him in public as (among many other things)
“the slow dim-witted boob who runs The Ghost,” “our most beloved moron,”
and “the jerk de resistance who floats around in a blimp that he calls a
Binkopede.”
Seasoned old rhinoceros that he was, the
Ermine Mayor was sure that in the
debates he would trample the clean-shaven young idealist, who was an assimilated patrician
of sorts, and who had opened himself up to attack with the lunacy of all his
talk about winter. At first it had been successful, but the voters were now hungry for the hard
stuff, and the Ermine Mayor
looked forward to his frontal assault on the newcomer, eager to crush him in
the triple millstones of the mayor’s experience, age, and incumbency.
The first debate had to be held in Central Park because Praeger refused to be on television. He
hated it, and attacked it whenever he could. Since a substantial plank in
Praeger’s platform called for the abolition of television, it was not
surprising that the station owners threw their support to the Ermine Mayor and ran his
political ads for free. They refused to cover Praeger at all, but Praeger would
allow television cameras to come anywhere near him anyway. He hit hard at what
he called electronic slavery, and implored his listener to reassert the primacy
and sacredness of the printed page. It was the first time in half a century
that anyone had attempted to be elected to public office without the use of
captive electrons. In the debate only the Ermine Mayor was televised, and it
appeared that he was debating a phantom. After ten minutes, Central Park began
to fill with people who had abandoned their electronic hearthsides to see the
first man in history with the courage to defy what had become the most powerful
instrument of persuasion ever developed. Praeger had wisely insisted on the
park. Though the evening was frigid, he eventually faced several million people
and implored them to smash their televisions. For many, this was shocking and
almost inconceivable. They stayed for hours in the cold, stomping from one foot
to another, while vendors of hot drinks did a brisk trade among them.
“Who is this character who talks
about winter and tells you to throw out your hard-earned television sets?” the
mayor asked in a mocking tone.
But Asbury Gunwillow was in the
crowd, and he answered, ”Praeger de Pinto! Praeger de Pinto!” until the chant
spread among the millions, and the mayor was forced to change his tack.
“Well, actually,” he said, ”I
seldom watch television myself— only the good programs. You know, the culture
stuff.”
“What’s the difference what you
watch?” Praeger shot back. ”When that stream of hypnotic electrons starts
winging into your brain, you’re finished, good-as-gone, condemned to hell. No
matter what it is, if you don’t move your eyes and set the pace yourself, you
intellect is sentenced to death. The mind, you see, is like a muscle For it to
remain agile and strong, it must work. Television rules that out. And besides,
Minnie,”—which is what he sometimes called the Ermine Mayor—“you just watch all
those dramatizations of literature because you’ve forgotten how to read.”
“You’re not just talking about
me, sir,” said the Ermine Mayor. ”You’re referring to and insulting the entire
electorate!”
“The number of disabled and
electronically pickled brains is not at issue, Mr. Mayor,” Praeger stated. ”The issue is that the slaves may
want to be free.”
“You call our citizens slaves?”
“Yes. They are slaves of the
winking eyes that tie them down and tell them what to think, what to buy, and
how many blankets to put on their beds each night.”
Forced onto the defensive, the
Mayor blurted out, ”Television is the common ground, the agora of democracy,
the great communicator.”
“That’s correct, but it only
communicates in one direction,” Praeger answered. ”It subjects everyone to its
decrees, and will not discuss a single one. It takes away not only the right,
but the ability to speak. Besides, I don’t want to communicate with pickles.”
The crowd was enormously pleased. They could not have been more grateful if he
had contrived to pass out several million pints of hot buttered rum. ”Look at
‘em all out there,” he continued. ”They have legs. They have muscles. They can
breathe, and go outside at night. They can even walk in the cold. In fact, I’ll
bet they can even hunt, ski, chop wood, weave, whittle, and fix huge machines.
“Give me a night by the fire,
with a book in my hand, not that flickering rectangular son of a bitch that
sits screaming in every living room in the land.”
“That’s retrogressive,” the
Ermine Mayor declared. ”I rest my case,” Praeger answered.
Then the moderator introduced
the question of whether or not to abolish the garbage man’s training academy on
Randall’s Island, since most of the cadets had recently been unable to pass the
noise-making course.
“I won’t talk about that,”
Praeger said, after the Ermine Mayor delivered a long treatise on how to rattle
a trash can. ”I only want to talk about important things—a decent wage for hard
work as well as for skilled work, getting the criminals off the street, banning
automobiles from Manhattan. I want to talk about great things, about history
and the city, about where we’re going, about the minor tyrannies and the major tyrannies
that must be overturned, about my love for this place where I was born, and
where I grew up.
“I don’t care about garbage
cans. I care about the bridges, the rivers, and the maze of streets. I believe that they’re alive unto them
selves....
“Look,” he said, ”sometimes I
want to quit, to withdraw from the race and leave the city. It’s a hard
place—too big for most, and nearly always incomprehensible. But at those times,
I stop, throw aside my ambitions, and view the city as a whole, and in so doing
I am immeasurably encouraged. For,
then, the city’s fire burns away the mists that frequently obscure it. Then, it
looks like an animal perched upon the shore of the river. Then, it seems like a
single work of art shrouded in changing galleries of climate, a sculpture of
unfathomable detail standing on the floor of an orrery that is filled with
bright lights and golden suns.
“If you’re born here, or if you
come here from some distant place, or if you see the city rising over fields
and forests from a home not far away, then you know. Rich or poor, you know
that the heart of the city was set to beating when the first axe rang out
against the first tree to be felled. And it has never ceased, for the city is a
living thing far greater than just its smoke and light and stone.
“The city,” he said with emotion
that moved even his opponent and held him in the rhythm of the rolling words, ”is no less an object of divine affection
than life itself or the exact perfections of the light-paced universe. It is
alive, and with patience one can see that despite the anarchy, the
ugliness, and the fire, it is ultimately just and ultimately kind.
“God, I love it. I do love it.
Forgive me,” he said, covering his eyes and bowing his head.
The mayor dared not break the
silence of the crowd that stretched from the Sheep Meadow to Eighty-sixth
Street, on a great cold night, bathed in the silver glare of floodlights. The
openmouthed incumbent feared that his challenger, who stood before him plainly
overcome, was going to take the election for having seen the soul of the city
and fallen deeply in love. He feared that the city was going to answer
Praeger’s unusual appeal. And indeed it did. Not only were its citizens
enthralled, but, when Praeger looked up, the city made itself very clear. For
it was all around him, and it was sparkling like a diamond.
• • •
His face had been aged and tutored
until he looked like the kind of war veteran who didn’t talk about war, a
family man, a good citizen, a senatorial businessman whose ambitions had long
cooled— paternal, understanding, a lover of good music and poetry who held some
great secret in his soul, the way all such men do, never to be fathomed.
The greatest shock was to see
that his face was kind. Where he wondered, did he ever have the time or
opportunity to become kind? He did not associate kindness with the recent past
in which he had been powered through cellar walls like an artillery shell. And
rather than puzzle about it, he set out to milk for all it was worth the new
mildness that had found its way into his heart.
He took decent lodgings. His
salary at The Sun had accumulated, and he had more than enough to make
him comfortable. He chose a small room in an old building in Chelsea. It was in
such a backwater that returning home to it every evening was like coming back
to a farm. And the woodwork and moldings around the fireplace and near the
ceiling, having had the tranquillity and patience to remain unflinchingly in
the same place for 150 years, were a great comfort.
At night, Peter Lake made a fire
in the grate and rocked back and forth, listening to the clock ticking in the
hallway. Like all old clocks, it said, “North Dakota, South Dakota. North
Dakota, South Dakota. North Dakota, South Dakota.” Although he did not know
why, he was moved to tears whenever he heard the hoofbeats of a horse passing
by outside. Even as he lay in bed in the early morning and listened to the
clomping sound of women in high-heeled shoes as they rushed to work, he thought
he was hearing milk horses. Perhaps, he hoped, this would be enough—the clock
that said North Dakota, South Dakota, the quiet old room, the fireplace, the
shadows, an occasional horse that passed by, the slightly Edwardian cut of his
suit. Perhaps he would be forgiven for not remembering what he could not really
remember. Perhaps that time was truly lost, and he, like others who had been hurled
ahead or backward, would succumb and adapt, and become a quiet citizen with
faint and inexplicable memories.
This path was easy. The small
pleasures were intensely satisfying—not only the eloquent clock, but the fine
sound of the piano, which he pretended was welling up through the floors from
the apartment of a young musician (but which he knew, in fact, to be coming
from within). No matter, the music was beautiful, and he did not question it.
He had to rest, to survive. What a delight, then, was survival. Forgoing meals
at The Sun (since he preferred to be alone), he ate in a restaurant
called the French Mill, where the waiters brought over a slate that had some
ten things written on it. He said what he wanted, and it was delivered without
fanfare. The food was always extremely good, cheap, and accompanied by a glass
of fruity alpine wine.
Every night after dinner he went
to the public baths. First a barber gave him a shave and a day’s trim. Then he
put his clothes in a locker and took a high-pressure shower in one of a hundred
marble cubicles. After that came a series of alternating steambaths, ice dips,
saunas, whirlpools, and showers, until he staggered out, as clean as a baby
pearl (even his insides felt whitewashed and scrubbed), all set to rock for an
hour or two by the fire and then go to sleep on clean sheets under a vast down
comforter.
He had no difficulty falling
asleep. Not only did he walk ten miles every day on his way to and from The
Sun, but he was not the kind of master mechanic who farmed off the heavy
work onto his skinny apprentices. When a web skirt, a piston, or a roller had
to be moved, Peter Lake strained as hard as anyone else, and five hours in a
health club could not have done him better.
Now the exercise, the good air
on his long walks, the fresh vegetables and lean meats at the French Mill, the
daily small glass of wine, the restorative baths, the clean linen on the bed
every night, and his heavy reliance on the Swedish Hand (a local laundry) to
provide him with starched shirts and clean socks each day, were excellent prods
to health and vigor. But his body would have remained the wreck that it had
been, were it not for the magical recuperation of his mind.
And this, in his opinion, was
due to the meadowlike calm of his old room, the ticking of the clock, the soft
talk of the fire, the many many hours of solitude, and the rest that had come
to him after his unspeakable dream of hurtling through all the graves of the
world.
He tried to put it out of his
mind, for nothing was more contrary to the new serenity and equanimity of his
life in Chelsea than the frightening truth of the matter—which was that he,
Peter Lake, the master mechanic, the citizen who imagined that he had at last
settled in and found peace, was indeed the living registrar of the dead, and
was capable of recounting them, in their multitudes, each and every one all of
them, one by one.
• • •
ONE evening, Peter Lake was
sitting by himself at the French Mill awaiting a small steak, shoestring
potatoes, a salad, and a glass of Brennero mountain wine. As it somehow always
manages to be before the winter solstice, but never after, the early darkness
was cheerful and promising, even for those who had nothing. For Peter Lake, who
had at least half of something, the lights up and down the length of Hudson
Street were like those of a Christmas tree.
He leaned against a wall and
watched as people hurried through the unusually frigid November wind. Bombarded
by ice crystals that were the emissaries of a blizzard, a subway motorman
clutching his hat raced for the warmth underground. An expensively dressed
woman, who, to judge by her appearance, looked as if she seldom ventured
outside the Upper East Side, went by with a pained expression. How impudent of
the cold to sneak under her furs. Her pearls gave Peter Lake a painful start.
He took note, for it had happened before.
He had to consider women for the
first time since he had awakened to see the young red-haired doctor at his
bedside. It did not occur to him that part of his reason for going on the bum
may have been to avoid women. And he had no memory of any former loyalties,
except that he was unable even to look at a woman with blue eyes, at least not
directly; and young girls with a certain kind of face had the same effect; and,
now, the pearls.
The main door of the French Mill
opened, let in some glass] snow, and shut. At first, Peter Lake thought that
the wind had done this, but then he looked down and saw two small men walking
to a table on the opposite side of the room. Not only were they no more than
five feet tall, but they both wore bowler hats, and ragged jackets that, before
they were trimmed in the back, had once been tails. Their eyes were sunken,
their faces had a leathery look, and they had bony cheeks and mouths that would
have been large and toothy on men twice their size. Their hands were fat little
balls of flesh with flat infantile thumbs, as delicate and strange as the paws
of a tree frog- Their voices matched the rest of them in that they were small
and sounded like the supplicating chirp of men who are married to female
lumberjacks or prison matrons.
Feeling neither antipathy, nor
sympathy, nor curiosity, Peter Lake was, nonetheless, unable to take his eyes
from them. They weren’t conversing: they were conspiring. They seemed to hate
one another ferociously, and yet they were apparently close. They quickly began
to argue, and the more impassioned they grew the more they bounced up and down
in their seats. Their peculiar voices kept on rising as they grew agitated and
angry.
Peter Lake’s food was brought to
him by a waiter who motioned in the direction of the screaming midgets in
bowlers and cut-off tails, and then rolled his eyes up to the ceiling and back
as if to say, “La Madonna!” (All the waiters at the French Mill were,
naturally, Italians from the Brenta.)
Peter Lake started to eat,
trying as best he could to ignore the two little men. But try as he might there
was no way he could avoid hearing those words that were emphasized in their
argument. He had wanted to enjoy his steak, but at one point he almost choked
on it.
Their conversation had gone like
this: “Something something, something something, something something
something... the White Dog of Afghanistan... something something
something, something, something, something else, something entirely
unintelligible.”
“The White Dog of Afghanistan.” These words stuck in Peter Lake like a fishhook.
The next thing he knew, he was
walking briskly against the north wind. He overshot Chelsea and was aimed
toward midtown. Whatever the “White Dog of Afghanistan” meant, it had a
powerful effect on him, and he feared that it might smash his newfound equilibrium.
”Fuck!” he said, impelled forward by legs that were hardly under his control. ”Damn!”
He didn’t even know why he was walking, but he felt that if he had returned to
his room everything would have been spoiled.
“Save the clock, save the clock,
save the clock that goes tick tock, “ he found himself chanting, as in the old
days of his dereliction. And when he neared the bright and crowded shopping
districts he discovered that despite his cleanliness and fine clothes people on
the street were once again giving him a wide berth.
“No!” he cried out, unwittingly
providing himself the luxury of an empty path. ”Stop it! Stop it! Stop it. Stop
it....” And then, very softly, “Stop it.” He restrained his maniacal strides. ”I’ll
buy a dog, “ he said to himself. ”I’ll buy a white dog, and take him to my
room. He’ll be a good companion. I’ve always loved dogs. Actually, I don’t know
if that’s true, but I’ll buy one anyway, a white dog, a white dog of
Afghanistan. That must be it. I must be yearning for a dog.” He cleared his throat.
”Aaarrch! That’s it—a dog, a white dog.” He walked toward the great stores.
Kublai Khan could not have
decreed a better shopping district. Anywhere anyone looked, anyone could buy
anything, because everything was everywhere, in department stores that were
half a mile square, a hundred stories high, and lined up along the avenues like
dominoes. The people of the city of the poor could see these temples of
materialism across the distant river, flashing their electrical signs in the
night or gleaming like fixed bayonets in the daytime sunshine. They wondered
what they were.
Peter Lake found a dog store,
where he asked for a white dog. ”Would you like a nice Shar Mein?” the salesman
inquired. ”I already ate, “ Peter Lake replied. ”A Shar Mein, sir, is a very
fine white dog.” “Oh. All right, let’s have a look.”
The salesman disappeared, and
returned with a dog under his arm.
“For Christ’s sake, “ said Peter
Lake, looking at the dog. don’t want a mop. Where are its eyes? That’s for an
old lady who doesn’t even know what a dog is. Don’t bring me anything that can
jump over a sawhorse.”
“What about Ariadne, then, “ the
salesman said, pointing to a beautiful snow-white Saint Bernard.
“Now, that’s a nice dog, “ Peter
Lake responded. He went over to Ariadne and patted her fat head. ”Good dog,
good dog, “ he said.
“None finer, “ the salesman
added.
“She is lovely, “ Peter Lake
said, “but I’m afraid she’s not big enough.”
“Not big enough?”
“No. I had in mind... a rather
large white dog, “ he answered. ”An heroic-sized dog.”
“You’ll have to go to Ponmoy’s,
“ the salesman advised. ”They specialize in huge dogs.”
Ponmoy’s was not far, and was
easier to find than the Third Circle. Huge dogs were everywhere, pulling
against thick stainless-steel chains, bellowing like the insane on a night of
the full moon, and drooling by the bucketful from floppy jowls that hung like
the curtains at the Roxy. Attendants threw them twenty-pound buffalo steaks and
clipped their fur with hedge trimmers.
“I’m looking for a big white
dog, “ Peter Lake said to Mr. Ponmoy himself.
“Big?” Ponmoy asked. ”Right
here.”
He showed his customer a
five-foot-high snowy-colored mastiff. Peter Lake did a few turns around the
beast, and shook his head.
“Actually, I had in mind a dog
of a larger size.”
“A larger size? This is the
biggest dog in the shop. He weighs two hundred and fifty pounds. They don’t
make dogs any bigger than this.”
“Are you sure? For some reason,
I feel as if I want a really big white dog, a really big white dog.”
“You don’t want a dog, “ Ponmoy
said. ”You want a horse!”
Peter Lake stopped still for a
moment, the model of placidity, happiness, fulfillment, and contentment. ”Yes...”
he said. ”I couldn’t keep him in my room, but there’s a stable not far away. I
could ride him in the park. A horse....”
• • •
SOON the bookcase in Peter
Lake’s room, in which he had previously kept examples of well-machined gears or
bearings that were worthy of study, became the home for a hundred volumes on
horses.
There were the classics, of
course, such as Care and Feeding of the Horse by Robert S. Kahn, Equine
Anatomy by Burchfield, and Turner’s Dressage, But he had combed the
bookstores almost as thoroughly as he had toured the graves, and come up with a
good collection of secondary, tertiary, and trenta-septesimal works as well,
books that, like most lives, would know only the faintest glory, and that of
the Last Judgment. There were Moffet Southgate’s Memoirs of a Military Groom
(all his long life he had been a stableboy at a naval air station) Catalog
of Albama Curry Combs, 1760—1823 by Georgia Fatwood, The Afro-California
Jumping Style by Sierra Leon, Ride Like Hell, You Son of a Bitcb! by
Fulgura Frango, and a coffee-table book that weighed forty pounds, was printed
on vellum, bound in silk, engraved in gold, and priced at one week of Peter
Lake’s wages, Pictures of Big White Horses.
This
last one kept Peter Lake up on many a night, leafing through it with searing
concentration that tried to extort from the tip of his tongue, as it were, a
connection with one of the animals, or the reason he needed to seek them out.
He stared for hours at the white beauties rampant on the Camargue or dressed in
scarlet and silver on an English parade ground, and gained a mysterious
satisfaction from doing so. Less satisfied, to be sure, were Peter Lake’s
neighbors, who were awakened at odd hours when this otherwise respectable gentleman
galloped around his
tiny quarters and neighed—not because he thought he was a
horse, but because he was trying to understand what it was about horses that
drew him on so strongly. He held his arms out in front of him in imitation of a
running horse’s forelegs frozen in a photograph, but there were no means by
which he could match the grace of a perfectly balanced white-maned racer. He
had a picture of a fire horse running so hard in the traces that all its legs
were airborne at once and its head was elevated as if it had just turned a
sharp corner and felt the weight of a trailing engine. This photograph obsessed
Peter Lake, who in examining it tried to look into the horse’s eyes, turned the
book side-ways and upside down, and used a magnifying glass that he had brought
from the tool room at work. There was something about how the horse seemed to
be sailing above the ground. All Peter Lake had to do was close his eyes, and
he too was flying. The difference between being on the ground and being several feet above
it was not to be minimized. The few inches that separated a man’s limp and relaxed
feet and the surface from which they had risen and over which they could
effortlessly float, were equal to a voyage of a longer distance than anyone had
ever imagined. Peter Lake wondered if, after so long a time in pure suspension,
angels remembered how to stand, and if one could tell those artists who worked
for a higher purpose from those who didn’t—not only by the depth of the angels’
eyes, but also by the ease of the limbs. He himself had seen this kind of
suspension, at Petipas, when the child had risen into his arms, passing over
the stones of the courtyard far more smoothly and slowly than physics allowed.
But
that might have been one of those things that he had imagined, one of the many
things that, like his terrifying knowledge of the dead, weighed upon him
heavily nonetheless. He would never be able to explain such illusions when he
hadn’t even the slightest idea of who he was. The horses, however, were of both
the inexplicable mystery that drew him to one thing or another, and the reality
of flesh and blood. He seized upon them for the very sensible reason that even
if their appeal to him was otherworldly, still, they could be seen pulling junk
wagons or transporting tourists around the park. And it was easy, of course, to
love horses, since they were exceedingly beautiful and exceedingly gentle. So
Peter Lake stared at pictures of white horses without understanding why, and
his love for a white horse that he didn’t know he had ever seen filled him with
unexplained emotions.
After
a while, there was not a stable in the city that did not know his face. If
horses were auctioned or shown, Peter Lake was there. He often sat on a rock
above the most heavily traveled bridle path in Central Park. Had he been stuck
in the madness of his bagman’s thatch, he never would have understood any of
this. But now he was at peace, and he began to catch on. In a very short time,
he was able to realize, more from the pattern of his behavior than from any
understanding of his desires, that he was searching for a particular horse. He
despaired of finding the very one he sought, since he knew neither why he was
looking nor exactly what he was looking for, and there were a lot of big white
horses around.
But
the deeper he drove, the sharper he became. As he healed and strengthened, his
faculties served him better. Were it not for that, he never would have noticed
Christiana.
She
was not hard to notice. She was the kind of woman who ... Well, we know what
she looked like. Strangely enough, Peter Lake was as comfortable in her
presence as other men were not, perhaps because she had none of the very
specific attributes that held sway over him, such as blue eyes, the habit of
wearing pearls, and the certain kind of face that he could not encounter
without deep pain and longing. He noticed Christiana early on, after having
passed her several times as he was coming out of or going into a stable. He saw
her watching the cart horses at their dawn muster in Red Hook (most of these
were small Shetlands who drew flower carts and worked birthday parties, but
occasionally there was a full-sized white, or even a white stallion). He bowed
slightly in recognition when he encountered her at horse shows. And he noticed
at the auctions that she and he were the only people who consistently did not
bid.
When
finally they spoke, they were amazed to find that they had in common not only
their interest in horses (neither dared inform the other of what they did not
know was a mutual obsession), but The Sun. Peter Lake told her that he
was the chief mechanic there, and she said, “You must be Mr. Bearer.”
“How
do you know that?” he asked.
She
knew because her husband had told her. And who was he? He was the man who ran The
Sun’s launch. In fact, her connection with The Sun and therefore, by
extension, with Peter Lake was even stronger, since she was a maid at the Penn
house, and had often read to Harry Penn when Jessica was either on the road or
when she had been making appearances on behalf of Praeger de Pinto, when he was
running for mayor.
“I
met him, “ Peter Lake said. ”I voted for him twelve times, and I know your
husband. Sometimes he gives me fish. I took one or his bluefish to the French
Mill, and they broiled it with herb butter. The mechanics always look forward
to Asbury’s visits, whether or not he brings along a fish, because there’s no
one with greater patience for listening to us explain our machines. He wants to
know about every single one of them.”
“He
doesn’t have much to do these days, “ Christiana reported. ”The harbor’s iced
over, and he’s put the launch in overhaul because he’s having terrible trouble
with the engine. It’s an old model, and he doesn’t really know how to fix it.”
“Why
didn’t he ask me?”
“He
probably didn’t want to trouble you.”
“Trouble?
I love engines. Tell me when he’ll be at the slip.”
“All
the time, these days.”
“I’ll
go there tomorrow and see what I can do.”
Peter
Lake parted from Christiana in a daze, because he seemed to have made a friend.
A friend implied happiness, and too much happiness might lead him to give up
his struggle. But why not fix Asbury’s engine? Certainly it could do no harm.
It did belong to The Sun, after all, and, as far as he could tell,
taking care of The Sun’s engines was his reason for being.
ABYSMILLARD REDUX
• • •
ONE week in November, the fad among corporate giants was
church buying. Craig Binky didn’t want to be left out, so he bought half a
dozen Baptist churches on the Upper West Side. He was depressed because, by the
rules of the game, this was a pretty poor showing. After all, Marcel Apand had
three mid-town Episcopals and a Greek Orthodox in Astoria, and Crawford Bees had
gotten hold of sixty synagogues.
He had been terribly hurt when
Praeger de Pinto turned against him during the campaign, and frustrated when
Praeger had gone on to win the election. He felt that, at the very least, he
was owed some information about the ship that lay at anchor in the Hudson, but
the mayor-elect refused to tell him anything, stating that he was going to
announce the project himself, in December, and that Craig Binky could find out
then along with everyone else.
“But I’m a newspaper!” Craig
Binky sputtered. ”I’ll lose my momento if I don’t know these things. I
supported you, and now you’re asking me to water-ski without a rope.”
Craig Binky was back in his
office before he realized that he had discovered nothing. ”I’m the only one in
this city, “ he said to Alertu and Scroutu, “who knows no thing.” He frequently
said “no thing” instead of “nothing.” “I’ll remedy that.”
He turned to the underworld,
paying $100, 000 to learn that the central figure was Jackson Mead, and $50,
000 apiece for the names of Reverend Mootfowl and Mr. Cecil Wooley. At one of
the many fall publishing banquets, Harry Penn, who had heard rumors of the buy
and that Craig Binky thought he knew more now than anyone, was assured in one
glance that the rumors were accurate. Craig Binky was puffed up like a Cornish
rock game hen (as he would say), so happy with himself that, even though he was
sitting down, he was strutting. After Craig Binky’s speech (which was supposed
to have been in praise of the columnist E. Owen Lemur, but went like this: “He
always liked me. He thought I was great. He said that someday I would....”),
Craig Binky could not resist standing again to say, “I know the names of the
people on the ship in the Hudson. Ahem!” Then he sat down.
Harry Penn leaned over to
whisper in his ear, “You mean Jackson Mead, the Reverend Mootfowl, and Mr.
Cecil Wooley? Craig, your newsboys know that, and they didn’t have to pay Sol
Fappiano two hundred thousand dollars to find out, either.”
“How did they find out?”
asked Craig Binky, whiter than confectioner’s sugar.
“They read it in The Sun, “ Harry
Penn lied. ”They always read The Sun. I thought you knew.”
Craig Binky decided that to
salvage his position he would bear any burden and pay any price, and find out
exactly what was going on. He had to redeem his honor. He decided to ask a
computer.
He put snow tires on one of his
touring cars and drove deep into Connecticut, where, perched upon a limestone
cliff, a huge warlike building looked over a peaceful valley. This was one
terminal of the National Computer in Washington. Most of the time, the silicon
behemoth in the capital was busy with things that no one understood, but it
occasionally worked a few minutes for the general public
“Is that it?” Craig Binky asked
the facility’s director, as he was brought into a room the size of two hundred
large barns, filled to its high ceiling with banks of electronic tombstones.
“That?” the director asked back.
”Of course not. This installation is only the terminal. Here we convert the
user languages into a specific algorithm that the big computer in Washington
can understand.”
“You mean the computer in
Washington is bigger than this?”
“Actually, no. It’s only about
the size of a house, but its heart is always kept at absolute zero. One of its
random access memories the size of a grain of sand has the capabilities of a
room-sized model from, say, nineteen ninety. It’s like a brain, and the
terminals are like the senses distributed throughout the body. Make the analogy
with your own brain, which, despite being the size of a...”
“Basketball, “ said Alertu and Scroutu.
“All right, a basketball. It’s still a
lot smaller than your body, but it’s a lot smarter.”
“Let’s get to it, “ Craig Binky said,
impatiently.
“Did you bring your chips?”
“What chips? I just want to ask it a
question.”
“Only one question?”
“Why not?”
“The threshold charge is a million
dollars.”
“It’s worth it to me.”
“Very well. It’s your decision. What’s
the question?”
“Who is Jackson Mead?”
“It’ll cost you a million dollars just to
access the Washington mainframe.”
“Just ask it for Christ’s sakes!”
An operator approached a
terminal, and typed a series of code: and orders. Then he typed, “Who is
Jackson Mead?”
A moment later, these words flashed
across a red rubidium screen: “I don’t know.”
“What do you mean, I don’t know?” Craig
Binky screamed. ”Let me talk to it!”
“A voice hookup can be arranged.”
“Let me talk to the goddamned thing.”
“I don’t really recommend it.”
“Put that son of a bitch on the line!”
Craig Binky screamed.
“Okay, go ahead.”
“Look, you stupid son of a
bitch, “ Craig Binky began. ”I paid a million dollars just to ask you a simple
question, and you say you don’t know the answer.”
“So?” the computer wrote.
“You’re supposed to know everything.”
“Like hell I am.”
“You’re a fake. I ought to come down to
Washington and beat the lights out of you.”
“Are you threatening me?” the computer
asked.
“Yeah, “ said Craig Binky,
hopping from foot to foot, fists raised. ”I’m threatening you. ’Cause you’re a
chicken.”
The computer took its time, and
then wrote, “You suck.”
“Just try collecting your bill,
“ Craig Binky shouted as he stormed out.
The computer summoned the
registration numbers of every single financial instrument in Craig Binky’s
substantial portfolio, and before he was out the door a legal brief had been
filed and answered, a judgment rendered, his accounts attached, the appropriate
fees and penalties confiscated, and news of the case flashed to every newspaper
in the country—except The Ghost.
“That goddamned automatron!” Craig Binky said in the car
to Alertu and Scroutu. ”The lousy
automon!” Still, he knew nothing of Jackson Mead, and everyone else did. Day by day,
details were being
revealed in the press, and elsewhere, in preparation for Praeger de Pinto’s announcement on the
first of December. For Craig Binky, it was most frustrating. Although he did not know, even
Abysmillard knew.
Abysmillard? Yes, Abysmillard.
• • •
OF all the creatures made by
God, the most abysmal was Abysmillard. Even as a baby he had been dank and
unpleasant, and then, as he grew older, his hidden abysmillarities flowered.
The Baymen had duck hunters and
trappers were drawn to it in hopes of using it as a blind or a storage place,
and if they encountered its owner inside their response was invariably one of
such fear and loathing that they would shoot as a form of therapy, to exorcise
the creature that lay in the darkness and stared at them with the impossible
hollow eyes of the past. Though they missed him when they shot, they made a lot
of holes in the thattle and waub. Fearing that they would someday hit their
target, he moved into a soft damp hole in the earth a muskrat burrow that he
claimed after the muskrats had fled because the water in its vicinity had
become too oily. This was a kind of grave, but it had an exit.
Every few days, he went out in
the darkness to forage. He lived on reed shoots, snails, little darters that he
caught in the nets that he could still weave, and a clam or two when he was
able to find them. If he were fortunate, he might land a salmon or a shad that
had come into the rainbow slicks by accident, or catch a migrating bird that
had had the temerity to land. Everything he ate tasted as if it had been raised
in a garage, but he didn’t eat much, and was saved.
For most of his life he had been
huge—seven feet tall and three hundred pounds. Just before the beginning of the
third millennium, he was only five feet tall and he weighed about a third of
what he had weighed before. For twenty years or more as he lay in his burrow,
breathing slowly, staring blankly ahead like a man with a fever, he had been
changing. It was so slow that he never knew, but his flesh was rearranging.
The teeth had gradually aligned
until they no longer pointed hither and thither, but only hither, and his eyes
had become syncopated. What a great relief not to have to stare in two
directions at once! And now that he could perceive depth he felt that he was
more of the world, rather than an observer of flat pictures. As his body fed
upon itself, it showed admirable discipline in partaking of the worst first.
The boils, sores, goiters, and fungal constructions disappeared His hair, no
longer matted after he had nearly drowned in a sum hole filled with turpentine
and kerosene (this killed all the bugs too), was now white and flowing.
Thoroughly dry-cleaned for the first time, his clothes became as soft and
fluffy as they were the day the Baywomen made them from the wool of beach sheep
and peccaries.
Abysmillard was aware only that
he was slowly starving to death, that the seasons passed, and that he was still
alive. Like the animals, he was capable of staying still for periods that
seemed like an eternity. He did little more than look at the light and listen
to the wind. In winter he could see snowflakes landing just beyond the exit of
his burrow, and the sun would come down low enough to shine like a hunter’s
flashlight and blind him as it reached to warm the underground. Blizzards
sometimes raged above, entertaining him with their waitings and concussions. If
a low-flying plane roared over the marsh, he thought that an angel was coming
to take him.
This slow diminution could have
continued until he was as thin as a thread, at which point he might have been
eaten by the air or taken up by the wind and blown as far away as Polynesia.
But he was forced from his resting place.
In the ancient fire dreams of
the Baymen, the last days, though difficult, were not to be feared. According
to the Thirteenth Song, a sure sign that the last days had arrived was “when a
solid rainbow springs from the ice to leap the white curtain, and on its arc of
beating lights are a thousand smiling steps.” As workers stayed through the
night to build them all around the marsh, Abysmillard was able to see the piers
and foundations of this rainbow. Though the sites were cluttered with huge
scaffoldings and shrouds, they often lit’ up and glowed, and light in many
colors practically burned through the flapping tarpaulins. Because he knew the
Thirteenth Song, Abysmillard suspected that these piers would generate beams to
be joined into a single magnificent arc.
He would have been content to
wait for this quietly, but the ice was so thick that he could no longer get
food. He tried to chop through it with his wooden adze, and even with his sword
(the sword was seldom disgraced with such a task). Never had he seen such a
perfect mirror. And the last time he had tried to make a hole in it, he had
seen when the leads were connected in the scattered foundations that the light
on the surface was as nothing compared to the multicolored streets and avenues
which shot through the frozen world below. The woven beams ignited like flash
powder and remained in front of Abysmillard’s eyes for half an hour as he
groped about, blinded, trying to find his tools.
His only hope was to get to the
edge of the ice where it met the sea, where he could fish right off the shelf or bore a hole in it
because it was not as
thick as the more stable inland ice. A long time before when the harbor had frozen over
and the Baymen were still on the marsh by the thousands, in dozens of villages, they had
gone to the sea and
had lost many men. Sometimes, he remembered, eight-foot waves had leapt over the ice like
a great tongue, and pulled the fishermen into the frigid ocean. Men vanished among the undulating
shards of razor-sharp ice,
and were cut up in so many pieces that by the time their friends reached the spot where they had
disappeared the only
thing to see would be a bright red patch blooming smoothly against the underside of the
transparent floor upon which they stood.
To go there alone at night was
most dangerous, since it would be hard for him to make his way over the fractured ridges, the wind
was high, and the ocean sent
tides slithering for miles along the frozen surface. In the dark he would have little chance of
seeing or avoiding
them. It was not likely, however, that he would ever reach the sea, since a fifteen-mile walk
in subzero winds was not an easy matter for someone of his frailty. Like all Baymen, he was
drawn to danger, and
he set out one night when the moon lit the way and the cold was an angel with a sword of
ice.
Though he was only partially
aware of it, he had finally come into his own. He moved with grace, his eyes
had become kind and intelligent, his long white hair flowed like that of a
patriarch, and he was now ready to enter the thriving communities from which he
had been excluded all his life. But there was no one left! Though he had come
through to the end, he had come through without ever having been embraced. He
supposed that there were others like him, perhaps whole legions. And he
imagined that it would not be just for so many people to have lived
through such loneliness and not come to a final reward. This gave him courage
for his last walk the ice.
• • •
PEOPLE were thrilled by the sudden onset of so great and (they
thought) so unprecedented a winter. Even those who feared and hate cold weather
and snow were quickly seduced by the silvery polar nights, and joined in a medieval
pageant of sledding, gatherings about the fire, and evenings under the stars.
It was as if the occasional joyful paralysis that winter sometimes lays at the
foot of Christmas had come for good. Layers of clothing made the flesh more
mysterious and enticing than it had been in many a year, a certain courtliness
was restored, and the struggle against the elements reduced everyone in scale
just enough for people to realize that one of the fundamental qualities of
humanity was and would always be its delicacy. The entranced citizens did not
go to so many places or work as hard as they usually did, but they lived far
better than they had ever lived.
A favorite pastime was to skate
down the rivers to the harbor. High winds kept the surface of the ice clear of
snow and piled it up against the banks of the Hudson, the East River, and the
shores of the bay, in many-storied ramparts through which had been driven— on
the model of the Roman catacombs—a hundred thousand passages and tunnels
leading to the snow rooms that served as impromptu restaurants, hotels, shops,
and inns. The informality and variety of these nameless places proved far more
attractive than the conventional stores in the city, and New Yorkers did
everything they could to escape the squares and rectangles into which Manhattan
had been scored, and get to the serpentine snow cities. Crescents, circles, dim
galleries with partially inclined paths, and rooms that led to chambers that
led to chains of halls, caverns, and secret places, did a lot to free and
delight those who had been brought up on the right angle. Skaters glided from
place to place, losing track of time and disappearing for days into the cities
of the snowbanks. Whole families went there to sleep in the snow rooms, eat
roasted meats on tiny skewers, and take part in the ice races—only to realize
that they had been gone for days at a time, and that all their appointments had
been violently broken. But often those with whom they were supposed to have met
had forgotten as well, and were themselves to be found on the ice. The snowbanks
and the long frozen rivers were, however, just the means to get to the harbor,
which, by day, was now like a plain that held assembled armies, and by night a
festival and observatory of the stars.
Thousands of tents were pitched
on the ice, rivaling the snow palaces. If one did not cheat and move between
rows, one could easily be lost in a maze
of alleys and avenues that were filled with skaters merchants, and teams of
colorfully clad hockey players, racers, or curlers traveling to tournaments in
the great squares that were placed at random throughout the tent city. Above
innumerable fireboxes caldrons steamed and boiled, lobsters tumbled, and many
grosses of eggs jiggled in the hysterical dances of the legless bald. Roasted
meats, hot drinks, and fragrant fruit pies that were baked in brick ovens which
had been built on the ice, were everywhere and cheap Trick skaters, jugglers,
acrobats, music students, and dancing pigs performed at the busier junctions.
Children zipped about on their skates like supersonic mites, passing through
crowds and under tables laden with merchandise or food. The nine-year-old boys
seemed to be the fastest and the most daring. They were as skinny as elastic
bands, knew no danger, and stopped only long enough to shovel fruit pastries
into their mouths. Then they were off at a hundred miles an hour, dodging,
darting, and continually raving in squeaky voices for everyone to move out of
their way. As speedy as pions, muons, and charmed quarks, they were all places
at once, the possessors of pure and boundless energy.
At night the fires burned until
nine, and then were damped down and put under grates so as not to interfere
with the astronomical observations. A strange residue of warmth lingered until
well after midnight, permitting intense scrutiny of the heavens. Entrepreneurs
rented out thick pads and quilts for people to use as they lay on their backs
absorbed by the celestial sphere. Though the inhabitants of New York had hardly
been aware of the stars for a hundred years, they now were highly enamored of
them.
Not only astronomers, but
various astrologers, charlatans, and quacks in pointy hats and sequined boots
discoursed for a fee upon the Pleiades, Sextans, Rigel, Kent, Pavo, Gacrux,
Argo Navis, Betelgeuse, Bellatrix, and Atria. Little books about the stars
stuck out of many back pockets, telescopes and tripods proliferated into a
forest of three-legged trees, and the populace became aware for the first time
in a long while that something existed that all could love and never lack. Had
it continued, this might have taken the city very far. But every night the
wonder was balanced by the scourge of winds so fierce and cold that the tents
came down, and the ice was abandoned so completely that in the morning all that
was left were the boxy ovens—and even they were moved by the wind, colliding
like curling stones. As the days grew shorter and real winter piled its
severities upon those of the winter that was charmed, the ice became less and
less hospitable, and the hours of astronomical observation were steadily reduced.
Early one morning, Peter Lake
went down to The Sun’s slip at Whitehall to help Asbury fix the engine
of the launch.
Though the sun had just risen
and was putting things in a fresh and vigorous light, the air was still very
cold, and they could hardly speak. They built a fire in an oildrum, and every
five or ten minutes they climbed down from the launch to warm their hands.
Since they were working with steel and had to touch it often, their fingers
quickly got numb. As Peter Lake and Asbury crouched by the fire, they stared
across the deserted plain of ice that had formed over the once busy harbor.
A hundred thousand people had
been there the night before, but that morning there was not a single soul. All
the tents had been packed up, everyone had retreated either to the snow city or
to the city itself, and the ice was clear except for a few brick ovens which
looked like mileposts, or pegs stuck in the ground. When the sun cleared the
tops of the houses in Brooklyn Heights, the harbor turned blue and white, and a
tremendous wind was generated as the sunlight woke the cold air over the ice.
Their fire blazed up, and they bent their heads to protect their eyes from the
wind. Pieces of paper flew past them in the air, and bits of litter (cans, tiny
chunks of wood, sticks, tent stakes) shot across the ice like hockey pucks, and
lodged in the walls of the snow cities. This was the wind that swept the ice
clear of anything except the ponderous brick ovens, which moved as slowly as
sick elephants.
“What’s that?” Asbury asked,
pointing to a sacklike thing that was skidding along the ice. Judging from the
way it moved, they thought it was fairly heavy. Sometimes it would stay put on
a dent in the ice until the wind turned it. Then it would start off again,
slowly, and build up momentum. And when it stopped, it stopped as gradually as
it had started. Unlike the smaller projectiles that shot by, it appeared to be
moving with graceful deliberation.
Only when they saw the arms
flailing listlessly in slow motion did they realize that it was a man.
Undoubtedly he was frozen solid but constant movement had kept the shoulders
supple, and his arms tumbled alongside his body as delicately as petals falling
off a rose.
They ran out on the ice, where
they caught him and turned him over. Grimacing and immobile, coated with
hoarfrost and snow, a St. Nicholas face greeted them from a mass of homespun
rags, wool and pelts.
For a moment, Peter Lake
hesitated. He nearly let the opportunity pass. But, kneeling on one knee, he
lifted the body halfway off the ice, and held it in his arms. ”Abysmillard, “
he whispered, suddenly pulled back a full century by a strong recollection of
the harbor when the Baymen were its masters. Though Abysmillard’s face was
coated with rime, it spoke to Peter Lake only of summer.
Now he remembered poling a canoe
through infinite shallows and jumping out to drag it across sandbars the color
of butter. The city itself was far away, obscured by mist and waves of heat. As
a boy, he had never really had to look at it, but he had always known that it
was there. He saw in memory a shabbily clothed child lost and contented in the world
of the marsh, where it seemed to be summer all the time, and the strength and
accuracy of his recollection suggested that although he had left that time
behind, it was still replaying itself.
“You know him?” Asbury asked. ”Where
did he come from?” Especially in his frozen and gnarled condition, Abysmillard
did not look much like a modern man.
“Over there, “ Peter Lake
answered, looking toward what had once been the Bayonne Marsh. ”People used to
live there, like Indians. They had clams, oysters, scallops, lobsters, fish,
wildfowl, saltwater boar, berries, peat, and driftwood. But that was a long
time ago, and things have changed. Now the marshes are hell.”
“He must have been the last one,
“ Asbury said, unnerved by the savage and unfamiliar face of Abysmillard.
“No, “ said Peter Lake. ”I am.”
• • •
PERHAPS instinctual knowledge of the Last Judgment is widespread
because a life that leads to death is a perfect emblem for a history that at
some time will be judged: both are stopped, stripped, and illuminated by the
same powerful light. Or perhaps it is because, in living, one muddles through
the years for the sake of those one or two moments which are indisputably
great. Though such moments can occur on the battlefield, in a cathedral, at the summit of a mountain, or
during storms at sea, they are experienced more frequently at a bedside, on the
beach, in moldy courts of
law, or while driving down sun-warmed macadam roads on inauspicious summer
afternoons: for the castles of the modern age are divided into very small
rooms. These rooms, nonetheless, are often crowded with large numbers of
people, because history favors mass, and proffers greatness most readily when all the soldiers
of an army have gathered on one field, when a cathedral is packed to the
rafters or when the mist lifts and the ships of an invasion fleet discover that
far from being alone, they are a breathtaking armada.
Many a time when walking through
the city’s magnetic and reverberatery streets, Praeger de Pinto had been
overcome by too much light let loose, by a whiplash of energy that thundered
through the gray canyons like a snapping cable. And sometimes when the city was
so much itself that it shuddered and quaked, his spirit was lifted into the
timeless corridors that ran invisibly above and through the streets, close to
the blinding frictions that bind together all form. For him, the ferry’s low
whistle, that elementary growl, opened corridors and corridors not only through
the lacy and enticing fog.
These events were excellent
preparations for his inauguration, in which he got what he wanted and lost
himself at the same time. The ceremony was much like an execution, though he
was not killed. He was, however, removed from normal life and permanently set
apart. In other, friendlier eras, the mayor had been just one of the boys. Now
he was cloistered by grave responsibility, and his youth flew from him—like the
pigeons that, choosing to ignore the traditional proceedings, rose into the
blue and carefully threaded their way among the ice-covered twigs that cracked
the morning sky into dazzling cells.
The Ermine Mayor came out,
dressed in the ermine-clad robes and ruffs, with the ermine cap, the ermine
stole, and the ermine muffs. He peered from the mass of purple, white, and
black fur, and, looking like an effeminate shell-shocked woodchuck, moved onto
the platform to stand sadly next to the mayor-elect.
Turning to greet the mayor,
Praeger saw beyond the furry thing that glided up to him a line of bosses
sitting on the dais. Behind them was another line of bosses, and so it went all
the way back to the cream-colored walls of City Hall, where the reviewing stand
came to a halt. Why were all political bosses, with hardly an exception six
feet two inches tall, 225 pounds, with red noses and red cheeks on fleshy faces
crowned by fluffy white and silver hair? They were either that or they were
short skinny beings with pencil mustaches, hoarse voices, and sunglasses
permanently attached to their faces.
The big fat red ones had no
necks, and the little thin ones always limped slightly. Surely, Praeger
thought, this was part of a divine plan.
He was the first mayor ever to
be elected without the bosses, and now they and every notable in the city were
gathered to hear his speech. They did not know what to expect from him. He
might speak about winter’s charm, excoriate the evils of television, or wonder
out loud about the city’s destiny. With exactly a month to go before the
millennium, he chose in his inauguration address to discourse upon the
metaphysical balance that informed all events and was so characteristic of the
city as almost to be its hallmark.
“I see a lot of puzzled faces, “
he said. ”Why? Don’t you understand that this city is a hotbed of the mechanism
which keeps things in trim?
“Ah, I know. You have mistakenly
called it contrast, looked upon its social lessons, and then turned away. But
do you think, really, that the patrician clothed in ermine is more elect than
the derelict who sits in a winter doorway slowly dying?
“My mother used to tell me, when
I was small, that if I studied jujitsu with the local barber who taught in the
loft over his shop, I would be able to throw a big man with only one finger.
“’How many big men have only one
finger, Mother?’ I asked, being literal to the quick. But when I understood
what she meant I was not surprised, since I had realized even earlier than
that, that adversity has its compensations, that in falling, and in failing, we
rise. It is as if there is a hand behind us that sets to right all imbalances.
Why do you think the saints seldom had the temporal power that we mistakenly
identify with the fruits of justice? Do you think they needed it, or cared?”
The bosses began to sweat in the
cold. Not only was this new mayor talking like a man of the cloth, he also made
the same churchified gestures. They had always known that the only real threat
to their power was theocracy, and not only did they sweat in the cold, but
their sweat itself was icy. Conversely, the prelates who were assembled like
multicolored cockatoos in the back rows of the reviewing stand grew terribly
excited. Could it be, they wondered, [ that their long-abandoned dreams would
be realized by this man who had taken City
Hall in a frontal assault through the back door? They itched to know his
religion, so as to claim him. With a name like de Pinto, he could have been a
Catholic, a Sephardic Jew, even Greek Orthodox. Who knew?
“Do not mistake my views of
temporal power and material wealth as a device to protect the current social
order. I see the Marxists in row thirty twisting in their seats. Stop
twitching. Redistribute wealth, if that’s what makes you happy. I agree,
somewhat, with your notions of equalization, though not enough to accept the
tyranny that people like you, who have no eyes for grace, would unleash if you
were allowed to govern solely according to your mechanical precepts. Since I
believe that the curmudgeon in his club chair is just as likely to see beyond
the realm of the world as is the derelict of whom I have spoken, I have no
objection to maneuvering the derelict in from the cold and letting him have
beef Wellington, too. In fact it’s only fair, but it is, in itself, a theology
of a very low order.
“Far beyond that, though, is an
artful, ever-present, recurring balance. One can see it in nature and its laws,
in the seasons, in terrain, in music, and, most magnificently, in the
perfections of the celestial sphere. But it is illustrated here as well, in the
city.
“At every turn, the city
presents scenes of triumph and scenes of dejection. It is a kaleidoscope of
sunshine and shadow that represents our condition far better than the wheel of
fortune, for the wheel of fortune, though correctly polar, does not allow the
proper fragmentation of time and events. The perfect simplicity of salvation is
broken up upon these rocks that we have built, and scattered for us to ponder
and piece together in a test that tries our patience and understanding. We
learn that justice may not always follow a just act, that justice can sleep for
years and awaken when it is least expected, that a miracle is nothing more than
dormant justice from another time arriving to compensate those it has cruelly
abandoned Whoever knows this is willing to suffer, for he knows that nothing is
in vain.
“Now, let me tell you about the
bridge that Jackson Mead is going to build.“
Craig Binky was seated in a
prominent place, and none of what follows was missed by a single soul. He clutched his chest and brow like
a man suffering a heart attack and a stroke simultaneously, and then proceeded
to grimace through a range of rapid-fire facial expressions that would have put
Pantaloon to shame. And as Praeger continued, Craig Binky sank to his knees
like a penitent, his spastic movements signifying greed and chagrin rather than
newfound enlightenment or contrition.
“He showed me the plans, “
Praeger said. ”In the sketches and elevations that I saw first, the curve of
the great catenary seemed able to hold the entire globe in its jeweled and
sparkling slope. Imagine my surprise when he told me that this was only a minor
approach to the main structure. He then unfolded several dozen blueprints of
astonishing bridges, unlike anything we have ever seen, and explained that
these would radiate like spokes from the central span.
“Of the central span, there is
no rendering. It is to be made of light. He speaks authoritatively of using the
sea and the ice as a lens for beams which will be generated by several stations
already under construction. Light of all frequencies will be shuffled,
husbanded, harbored, held in reserve, magnified, reflected, reverberated,
refracted, tuned, arranged, and focused so that it builds on its own strength.
The key to achieving a beam of infinite power, I am told, is not the magnitude
of generation, but the subtlety of control. Light under flawless tutelage knows
no limits, and Jackson Mead proposes to train and tame a flurry of separate
rays, escorting them through a complicated maze of development and
augmentation, until they combine into a cool and solid beam upon which it will
be possible to travel.
“Though one foot of the arc will
rest upon the Battery, he would not say where this bridge will lead, preferring
to leave that to my imagination—as I will leave it to yours.”
There was an immediate protest
from the crowd. Neighborhoods would be destroyed, expressways rerouted, and the
city’s vital resources channeled into a rainbow bridge that had no end. It
would nave been easier to get the pimps in Times Square to rebuild Chartres
than to get the practical citizens assembled for the inauguration to agree to
expend their powers in such fashion. Indignation choked them like thick wads of cotton.
Had not Praeger de Pinto’s initial campaigning, before he fooled them into the
winter madness, been in opposition to Jackson Mead?
Anticipating this question, the
new mayor answered it by stating that he had merely been against the secrecy. ”Now,
I have ended the secrecy, “ he said.
The bosses were enraged, which
was, after all, how they earned their salaries. When they got mad, they lit up
like flashing signs to signify to their constituents that they were working
hard to represent them. The boss gallery was like a row of slot machines that
had all hit the jackpot at once, because each boss wanted the people of his
precinct to witness the luxury of his indignation. Even the clerics began to
wonder if this bridge were not likely to denude their cathedrals after everyone
had walked up it and disappeared into the clouds. ”The city of the poor won’t
take this lightly, “ someone said. ”They’ll imagine that the bridge is yet
another enemy in a world of enemies. It will take a while for them to move, but
when they do, they’ll move with a vengeance.”
All that remained of the
inauguration was for the council of elders to announce the new mayoral
appellation. Praeger was apprehensive, believing that, after devaluing their
currency in recent years, they would now have to be stringent. He feared that
he was going to be called Pork Mayor, or Tin Mayor, and would have settled for
a compromise, such as Bird Mayor. For as long as anyone could remember, there
had been bone mayors, egg mayors, water mayors, and wood mayors. After the last
bone mayor, the council had embarked upon an inexplicable and exciting trend,
naming a Tree Mayor, a Green Mayor and then an Ermine Mayor. Praeger thought
that it couldn’t last.
As the clock struck noon and the
ice-covered trees rattled like belled tambourines, the Ermine Mayor shed his
robes (which were then folded by his deputy), knelt, and presented Praeger with
the scepter of office. There were no cheers, for the crowd was angry a
confused. Then the council of elders (including Harry Penn) marched in line to
the podium. Craig Binky had been summoned, but, having missed the meeting, did
not have the courage to appear. The head of the council cautioned the populace
to refrain from needless speculation. ”What we say here is not necessarily the
future. We are not that wise. But we, like you, can dream.” Then he announced
that Praeger de Pinto was to be called the Gold Mayor.
The crowd gasped, and the
bosses, too. Their machine, it seemed, was breaking apart. They feared not only
for their livelihoods, but for their lives, since they knew that a machine
coming apart as it runs is like a war unto itself. What, in their great wisdom,
did they do? They scurried off the reviewing stand like a routed army and
hurried home through the snow-packed streets to lay in stocks of food,
firewood, and whiskey.
• • •
IT didn’t seem fair that Abby
Marratta should be confined with dying old men, or that she should pass them in
the corridors as she was wheeled from place to place on a long bed over which
hung bags of blood and saline. Even the old men, who were adept at making their
own misery their guard of honor, forgot about themselves entirely when she
passed by. They were terribly moved to see that the bed was largely unused, and
that the child lay on only a small part of it in the center.
At first she was taken from one
place to another by orderlies who arrived at all times, even in the middle of
the night, as if her survival depended on how many rooms she visited and how
many different people she encountered. These long and frequent journeys down
hallways as clean as bone angered Hardesty and Virginia, until the journeys
stopped, which angered them even more. She was now confined to her room,
abandoned by most of the specialists and technicians, alone except for her
parents, one or two nurses, and a young red-haired doctor, who cared for her,
in shifts, twenty-four hours a day. Abby would often wake up, and when she did
they had the difficult task of lifting her halfway into their arms and holding
her as if the forest of plastic tubing that tangled around them were not there.
Then there were the specialists,
half a dozen of them—no, a dozen. They came highly recommended, and the names
of physicians to trust flew about like parchments in a prayer wheel. Hardesty
had so many slips of paper with the telephone numbers of doctors written on them that the long list he
typed out to keep them in order took up an entire page. Each of the listed
specialists was supposed to have been “the very very best.”
After only a week of being worn
down by changing faces and guarded opinions, Hardesty guessed the worst. No one
offered any hope. They simply referred him on, until the last man he consulted
took pity on him and told him the truth.
There was no greater authority,
for he was the chief of the chiefs of the most prestigious medical institution
in the city. Friends of his had forwarded the records, he had studied them
carefully, and visited Abby not once, but twice. He invited Hardesty to his
office overlooking the East River because he knew that the majesty of the
place, the painting of Lavoisier, the heavy furniture, the quiet, and the
snow-covered gardens outside would make it easier for Hardesty to believe what
he was going to be told.
“The best thing in the world, “
the doctor said, “is the truth. You find it out anyway, in the end, or sooner.”
Of course, he needn’t have said
anything else. Hardesty fought back tears.
“Make your daughter as
comfortable as possible, save her from pain, and don’t let her know what is
going to happen. You do have other children, don’t you?”
“Yes, “ Hardesty answered.
The doctor nodded, and stared at him,
smiling just slightly.
Hardesty blinked his eyes,
breathed in, and went to the window. First he saw the gardens, covered in snow.
Then, beyond them, the river. The wind blew across the ice, bringing with it
the bellows and whistles of ferries and tugs trapped at their docks like hounds
confined by deep snows. Though afternoon had not ended, lights came on along
the riverside, and in Queens the thin skeins of smoke issuing from many
chimneys betrayed many early fires. Perhaps nothing is as sad as dying light in
a quiet city.
• • •
“MY mother died
when I was a child, and when my father died, Hardesty said, staring at a light
and persistent snow that descended past the window of Abby’s room, “I was too
young to take care of him,
even though I was a man. It wasn’t my place. I suppose I could have taken
charge and made him rest more, or eat differently, or do whatever he had to do
to prolong his years, but the months he might have gained would have been all
wrong. He was my father, and I had no right to father him.
“I didn’t know what to do as I
saw him getting weaker and weaker. I was paralyzed. But he took that as a good
sign. He said, ‘You save your strength to care for your own children. That’s
the best you can do for me. Only a fool would waste his energy on a man as old
as I am, and I’m glad to see that you know enough to conserve your courage for
when it’s really needed.’ He left me with the sense that I hadn’t failed him,
and he taught me how to die properly.
“But, you see, “ Hardesty said,
in controlled rage, his face tightening with determination, “I can’t let this
happen to Abby. It’s not supposed to be this way. It’s wrong. I don’t just mean
that it’s unpleasant, or that I don’t want it. I mean that it’s wrong. It isn’t
her time yet. She’s too young.”
When Virginia asked, “What can
we do?” it was not entirely in rhetorical fashion. She was willing to believe
that something could be done, and that it was their responsibility to do it.
Everyone had cautioned them against this, saying that, afterward, they would
never forgive themselves for imagining that intervention was in their power
when it was not.
“But who says it isn’t?”
Hardesty asked, remembering their words. ”Surely, more miraculous things have
occurred. We hear about entire armies that are resurrected, or saved by a
closing sea. Pillars of fire arise in the desert, thunder and lightning rage,
and hills skip like rams to protect those who believe from fierce and vicious
enemies.”
“Do you believe, “ Virginia
asked, “that a pillar of fire actually rose in the desert?”
“No, “ Hardesty answered. ”I
don’t believe that. I believe that the account of the pillar of fire was merely
a metaphor, but for something so much greater and more powerful than just a
pillar of fire, that the image, for all its beauty, doesn’t even begin to do it
justice.”
“Isn’t it vain to imagine that
we can tap that same source by an act of will?”
“I don’t think so, “ Hardesty
said. He seemed to be piecing something together. ”I think it would be vain to
imagine that we could be favored without effort. As I understand it, miracles
come to those who risk defeat in seeking them. They come to those who have
exhausted themselves completely in a struggle to accomplish the impossible.
“I held back when my father
died. He said it was my duty, and that I was right. His last wish was that I
save myself for a battle I would not understand. Do you know what he said? He
said, ‘The greatest fight is when you are fighting in the smoke and cannot see
with your eyes.’”
• • •
PETER Lake wanted to go to the marsh to see what he could
remember. Because the harbor was frozen, he didn’t need a boat. Instead he
bought a pair of skates and laced them on tight. Then he tied his shoes
together and threw them over his shoulder. He set off across the ice early in
the morning, with his hands in his pockets, as a strong east wind pressured by
the rising sun poured down the darkened streets of Brooklyn and sped over the
harbor. Peter Lake found that he didn’t have to skate, but could lean back on
the wind and let it push him toward the marsh. As he sailed effortlessly over
many miles, he saw again the familiar outline of the Bayonne peninsula, and the
way it once had been began to come back to him even though it was now covered
with factories, wharves, and huge construction sites. In the cold dawn, men
labored by the thousands under flood-lamps and rows of sparkling bulbs that made
the caissons and steel girderwork look like naval ships in liberty lights.
Shooters Island came into view. The Baymen had called it Fontarney Gat, and
there had been fresh water and fruit trees on it.
As he sped into the Kill van
Kull, which the Baymen had called Siltin Allandrimore, he turned to look at the
city. It gave him a shock, for it was so familiar from that perspective, and
his recollection of it so strong that he thought he had lost touch with both
worlds. Still, he found pleasure in seeing the cliffs of the city lighted in
the dawn, as he had seen them so many times before. Though its glass palisades
blazed, and the light that passed through them covered the Jersey shore in
refracted rainbows, enough older buildings were left to give Manhattan the air
of an island of rock cliffs, and to make the Battery seem like a very tough
chin.
He was about to head up the Kill
van Kull to explore the bays, reed-covered bars, and salt-water channels, when
he noticed a group of barely perceptible black dots above the ice, several
miles behind him. He wouldn’t have known for sure that they were after him were
it not for the graceful ebb and flow of their movements as they rushed forward
at high speed, changing course at different times but keeping to the same general
line. Knowing that in physical mechanics the appearance of such smoothness
meant either unearthly precision or high speed at a distance, Peter Lake
wondered not why the skaters would be out at dawn, but why they would be so
determined and fast.
Instead of vanishing into the
Kill, he skated east against the wind, and watched the intoxicatingly beautiful
sway of the forms, much larger now, as they realigned themselves according to
his position. They were headed beyond him, on an intercept. Then he turned and
raced west. Sure enough, they wheeled gracefully to the right, keeping him, as
it were, in their sights.
Peter Lake came to a sudden
stop, shredding the ice into a cascade that fell upon its smooth surface and
broke into crystals that were scattered by the wind. He stared at the
approaching skaters. How steadily they moved, with none of the lurching of
those not lucky enough to have the wind at their backs. They came on straight.
And they were coming for him.
Despite the apparent peril,
Peter Lake was glad to find himself in what seemed like a familiar situation,
and he felt a rush of strength and elation which seemed inappropriate for a man
of his age—as if the strange forces which had battered him and beaten him down
while he was on the street, and the powers that had worked against him and
punished him with lightning flashes and thundercracks, were now in him.
The sun caught his pursuers.
There were at least a dozen, and the steady and determined way they moved was
threatening. Peter Lake headed for the island. They had the wind, and there was
no way he could escape to the left or right of them, since, if he tried that, all they needed to do was to
change course slightly and intercept him. Nor would it have made sense to
continue west. The marshes had changed, and he was not so sure of his knowledge
of them anyway. The best strategy was to round the island and go to the middle
of the far side. When he saw them coming around on one side or another, he
would set out again to the northeast, with a slight lead and the wind would be
against everyone.
He got to the far side and stood
there only long enough to realize that, if they were smart, they would break
into two groups and put him in a pincer.
After a high-speed leap across
the cattails, he flew onto the beach, and dug his skates into snow and sand as
he raced awkwardly across the island. At its highest point, he saw that they
had indeed divided into two groups, and were coming around in a set of slowly
spreading phalanxes that would have trapped him had he followed his original
strategy.
He was already on his way down
to the free ice. But these skaters in black coats were not to be written off
lightly. They had left two of their number as pickets several hundred yards
offshore. The only thing he could do was to head straight for them, and he did.
They saw him shortly after he
moved onto the ice. They put about a hundred yards between them, and fired two
shots in the air to call back the others. He went right up the middle. As he
gathered speed against the wind they braced themselves and fired at him. He
heard the bullets in the air and was grateful, for bullets in the air seemed to
be his calling.
As they shot at him methodically
and accurately, but missed because he was bobbing wildly and going too fast, he
caught a glimpse of them. They wore black coats of an old-fashioned cut, much
like the coats he had seen on the two
short men in the restaurant. He still didn’t know who they were. Their tactics
had been masterful, and it was only by
luck that he had been able to remain unscathed.
But they were not as smart as
they could have been. This he discovered as he flew between them. They had been
training their pistols at him, waiting for the moment at which he would be
closest—which was, obviously, when he intersected the line that went from one
to the other. They pivoted mechanically, taking good aim.
When he crossed the line, they
fired with an exactitude that identified them as creatures of geometry.
Anticipating this, Peter Lake sank down in the kind of compressed crouch from
which barrel leapers spring, bent his head, and listened to the doubled Doppler
effects of the converging bullets as they passed just above him. It was an
unusually long sound, spindle-shaped. Rising to skate, Peter Lake was delighted
to see that his two attackers had slaughtered one another with enviable
precision, and lay sprawled on the ice, motionless.
“My sincerest apologies, “ he
said out loud as he pushed forward without a pause, not wanting to waste even a
second to look back at the others, who he knew would be building up speed. He
went straight for the populated ice under the East River bridges. There, he
could vanish among the newly rising tents and in the snow walls and burrows
along the banks.
He skated effortlessly, taking
hard forward strides that made his skates quiver and threatened to crack the
steel blades. Then, crossing toward Manhattan, he remembered that the last time
he had returned to the city across the ice he had been on a white horse. Such
fragments of memory falling into place were common now, and though they were at
present more enticing than edifying, he was certain that if things continued apace
he would know everything.
• • •
THE ice city that lay under the
Brooklyn and Manhattan bridges, and its sister cities to the north, were the
intermediary ground between Manhattan and the city of the poor. Although,
unlike their rich cousins, the poor did not fear for their physical safety in
neighborhoods other than their own, they were intensely uncomfortable in the
sparkling enclaves that they saw day and night from their own drab city.
Walking down a well-kept street as doormen watched and matrons looked on
disapprovingly was an experience to be avoided. The two cities had long been polarized, and
though the lines were not physical they did exist, as the invisible boundary of
the Five points could easily attest. When the rivers froze, however, new
territory was opened and neutral ground was established. Though the contact
between the rich and the poor might have brought about a positive exchange, it was the
grosser appetites of each that sent them to the city on the ice. While most
people and their children were on the bay looking at the galaxies, a cynical
transaction was occurring under the bridges. The wealthy came to abandon just
those virtue that they might have contributed, and to indulge in a licentious
parody of what they imagined were the morals of the poor, and the poor came in
turn like sharks to prey upon them. One group wanted to buy slaves and
sycophants, and the other wanted cash, watches and jewelry.
It made for a place of raw
nerves and much ugliness, completely unlike the other ice cities on the other
banks, for, as is almost always the case, the architecture followed the plan of
the inhabitants’ souls. Peter Lake sailed in on his skates at breakfast time,
making zigzags through the warrens of ice and snow until he was lost in them.
After one last turn, he found himself in the courtyard of an inn. Snow walls
had been raised against the wind, and a fire burned in a brick oven that had
been stolen on the open ice to the south. At a large wooden table, a group of revelers
sat awaiting their food, which was a crisp corn gruel and a milky cereal mixed
together into a yellow paste. What faces they had, rich and poor, men and
women, even the dogs who were curled up next to the oven: the greedy eyes, the
chins and noses that flowed together into an undisciplined snout, the loose
intoxicated smiles that came far too easily, the oyster-sack bellies that hung
by threads, and the horseshoe-shaped rows of teeth that stuck out in aggressive
unpearly necklaces from mouths that were continually barking.
Peter Lake took a place at table
and was given a wooden bowl of gruel. The food was carried to the diners on a
stretcher made or thick boards and logs. To transport eleven little plates of
porridge, two men had to carry a 250-pound sledge. It wasn’t bad stuff, and all
except Peter Lake ate like a pig, surrendering to their appetites and to the
food. Peter Lake’s eyes darted about to take in the scene. Prostitutes in
upper-floor windows were stuck in public kisses that were not so much kisses as
the draining of swamps. And the bogs from which they sucked were slovenly
boil-covered creatures with hairy backs and meat-red lips. Before he was
halfway through gruel, Peter Lake
saw two pockets being picked, and then he saw someone picking a pickpocket’s
pocket.
For a moment, Peter Lake forgot
where he was and lost himself in trying to remember a rhyme of his boyhood in the Five Points that had to do with pucks and
woodchucks, and what one might do I to the other. But, glancing through pillars of the snow
courtyard, he saw a
huge delegation of black-coated skaters passing by like the centurions of a Roman city.
Peter Lake quickly found himself
under the table, staring at fatty calves and trench foot. He noticed that, as
they were eating, half of these people had their hands either on their own
genitals or on someone else’s. In fact, he shared his place of refuge with a
poor anonymous woman who knelt on the ice, rendering service between the legs
to both sexes in return for a coin held out in the hand of someone who never
even saw her. The black coats came in and questioned the diners, who hadn’t
noticed Peter Lake, and could not provide any information. They were so drunk
that they couldn’t answer anything straight anyway. Peter Lake peeped out from
a thicket of varicose veins and saw the bottom halves of his pursuers. They
wore coats that looked like abruptly shorn tails.
“That... those are. Oh Jesus,
Short Tails!” he said, bumping his head against the table.
The Short Tails heard it, and toppled
the diners onto the ice. Peter Lake bounded, knocking the table into the next
enclosure. With the Short Tails in pursuit, he ran for the inn and raced up the
stairs. Although the walls were white, it was almost pitch-dark inside. At the
third story, Peter Lake stopped short and nearly reeled backward. A child who
probably belonged to one of the prostitutes and was more than likely involved
in the activities at hand, staggered from one of the rooms onto the landing.
She was only four or five years old, but she wore a loose dirty gown, and she
moved like an aged drunk. Peter Lake was so stunned by this sight that he
nearly let the Short Tails catch him. But then he took hold of himself, and
continued.
The top of the stairs was a dead
end. Everywhere he looked there was a snow wall, and in back of him the Short
Tails were crunching and burbling up
the steps. Peter Lake took a leaf from his time as a derelict, and rammed the
wall head first.
After bursting into an adjoining
bordello where thirty people were moaning in a bath of thickened coconut milk,
he excused himself, ran down the stairs, and skated back to the city.
In the real, solid city, the
Short Tails now were everywhere like cinch bugs in flour. Though not all of
them recognized him, those who did gave chase. He obliged them with leaps
through windows, theatrical bounces on snow awnings, and plough runs through
unsuspecting crowds, in which people were bumped about like billiard balls and
parcels flew into the air in ballistic arcs.
As difficult as this was, he
loved it, and could not imagine a better sport than to be chased from place to
place and have to climb up the sides of buildings, hide in drains, and leap
from roof to roof. It kept him so busy and was so pleasurable that he forgot
everything except the city itself, and this was of tremendous value when he had
to decide where to go or how to hide, since the whole of the city seemed to be
in his blood, and he was able to rush forward at great speed and never miss a
step. It seemed to him a fine destiny, and he would have been disappointed had
they not tracked him everywhere he went. Sometimes he would pull himself up
onto a fire escape and drop down on a couple of Short Tails as they ran
underneath, knocking their heads together savagely. Once, he cornered one of
them in a deserted building. The terrified Short Tail had long, greasy black
hair, which he nervously twisted into tiny little pigtails with his left hand,
while, gun in the other hand, he paced about the rubble looking for Peter Lake,
who was hiding in a closet. When the Short Tail opened the closet door, Peter
Lake screamed “Boo Hoo Hoo!” so ferociously that the Short Tail began to dance
and jiggle, firing his pistol into the floor at uncontrollable rhythmic
intervals. When all the chambers were empty, Peter Lake said, “That’s a nice
dance you’ve got there. You ought to get up an act and take it to the Rainbow
Room.” The man’s teeth were knocking together like an automatic stapler. Some
were dislodged, and fell on the ground. ”When you get through with yourself, “
Peter Lake told him calmly, “you’re going to need a good dentist. I was
going to knock you out, but this is better. Still, I have to be going. When you
finish, would you be so kind as to turn
out the lights and tear down the building?”
Then Peter Lake vanished into
the darkness, the snow, the vast sea of lights, and the plumes of steam that on
a winter night are feathers in the city’s cap.
He dared not go back to his
room, for, whoever they were, they had found him out. He knew that they were
called Short Tails, and that their job was to chase him, but he didn’t know
why, and he still knew precious little about himself. ”As far as I’m concerned,
“ he proclaimed out loud, to no one in particular, striding down Fifth Avenue
on a night bustling with shoppers, “this is a dream, and they can chase me
until kingdom come.”
But he had to sleep. What a
delight, then, to be able to remember yet another piece of what he now realized
must have been an extraordinarily rich past. He went straight to Grand Central.
Commuters and passers-through
crossed the prairielike floor much as they had always done, in a silence that
invited the eye to rise and view the vaulted sky above. It was as if the
building itself had been skillfully constructed to mirror life on earth and its
ultimate consequences, and to reflect the way in which men went about their
business mostly without looking up, unaware that they were gliding about on the
bottom of a vast sea. From the shadows of the gallery above Vanderbilt Avenue,
Peter Lake looked above him and saw the sky and constellations majestically
portrayed against the huge barreled vault that floated overhead. It was one of
the few places in the world where the darkness and the light floated like
clouds and clashed under a ceiling.
They hadn’t tended the lights of
the stars for decades, and the unlit sky was stormy and somber. Perhaps no one
remembered how it was done, or even that the stars were there to be lighted. He
went straight to the little hidden door, where he found a familiar lock. ”I
know how to pick this lock, “ he said, taking out his wallet of fine tools, and
not realizing that he himself had set the lock in place almost a hundred years
before. ”It’s an old brass McCauley six.” He opened the padlock with such
finesse that it finally occurred to him that he might once have been a burglar.
But, since he had no memory of it, he dismissed the thought.
Once inside, in back of the sky,
he threw a familiar switch, and all the stars lit up. Not a single bulb was burnt out or missing. It was
just that no one had ever been there to throw the switch. In the forest of
steel pillars above the warm vault, Peter Lake heard the distractive sound of
low faraway engines, something that he had once taken to be the rhythmic
blizzard of the approaching future. He went to his bed, which, after nearly a
hundred years, was dusty but intact. Cans of food now probably deadlier than
nerve gas were neatly stacked between the pillars. Stacks of Police Gazettes
and old yellowed newspapers lay by the bed. He looked at all this in
wonder.
Peter Lake lay back contentedly
on the bed. It was winter, the stars were on, and he was safely in back of the
sky. Down below, on the cream-colored marble floor, people still glided
silently by without ever looking up. But had they done so they now would have
seen stars shining brightly in a sea-green sky.
• • •
HARDESTY hit the streets in an
hypnotic fury that barely distinguished him from the thousands already there.
Of all the places in the world, New York was the one where it was easiest to
get your blood up. All you had to do was step out on the street, and
immediately you were ready to pit two short human legs against the Belmont
ponies. Hardesty knew that on the avenues and thoroughfares the surf was always
in a gale. His plan was to agitate himself until he discovered some random
secret by which he could then save the life of his daughter. Though there was
neither much time nor much chance, he sought voraciously that which Peter Lake
had never been able to avoid. He was willing to risk everything, and he didn’t
even know exactly what he was looking for.
His first desire was to fight,
and there was plenty of opportunity for that, as the streets were filled with
armed and desperate men who had been trained since childhood to rob and kill.
That they, too, had no fear, and sought violence the way bees crave pollen, did
not bother him.
“What are you out for?” he was
asked by two men who blocked his way late that night on Eighty-seventh Street.
“I beg your pardon?” Hardesty asked in return, smiling in
what I they took to be appeasement. It
was, rather, pleasure.
“I mean, what are you doing in this neighborhood? Answer it straight!”
one of them said, stepping forward aggressively.
“I live here, “
Hardesty said with perfect calm.
“Where!” they
screamed, one after another, in a manner calculated to terrorize him.
“On Eighty-fourth.”
“That’s not this neighborhood, man. I asked you what
you’re doing here, “ the bigger one demanded, pointing a finger at the
ground I as he worked himself up into a rage.
“You don’t think very big, do
you, “ Hardesty asked rhetorically. They were amazed. ”That’s because you’re
pinheads. But I have a friendly feeling for pinheads, and I’m going to tell you
exactly what I’m doing here. I’m here because it’s gambling time, pinheads. I
went home to get some cash, which I have in my left coat pocket. There’s so
much of it that I have to keep it in one of those thick document envelopes. It
won’t go into my wallet. The wad’s too fat. Now, just to make sure you two
pinheads understand what I’m talking about, I’m talking about money, thirty
thousand dollars, and an extra five or ten thousand in the wallet.” Hardesty
actually had less than eight dollars on him, and he didn’t move an inch.
His assailants blinked, and
started to back away. ”Just leave us alone, “ they said, but Hardesty came
after them, his eyes narrowed with fight.
“What’s the matter? Aren’t you
going to rob me? Are you afraid?” he screamed. They began to run, and he ran
after them. He chased them for ten blocks, screaming at the top of his lungs.
When they jumped over the wall into the park, he followed, racing across the moonlit snow.
The beads of sweat on their
faces made them look as if they were studded with tiny dazzling moons. They
turned to fire their pistols, but this made him run faster, still screaming.
Then they threw their guns on the ground and ran for their lives, finally
managing to disappear in the thick underbrush near the north pump house. In a
mad double time, Hardesty walked out of the park and into the West Side. It was
one o’clock in the morning. The city was just waking up. He figured that he
would start on Broadway and rake its spine.
His first stop was a pool hall
in the Eighties, a place where everyone’s every gesture was calculated to
convey the smoothness and certainty demanded by the game. The idea was to make
others think that you were a great pool player who was trying to hide it. The
real sharps had no need for any kind of pose, because those from whom they
extracted their living were too busy cultivating an image to notice anything
else, or, for that matter, to shoot good pool. It was de rigueur for each
player to have something to wiggle in his teeth— a cigar, cigarette, pipe, or
toothpick—to accompany his use of the pool cue the way a dagger complements a
sword. The studied motions of the pool players, who walked about the tables
making decisions of angle and force, were appropriately geometric.
Hardesty, who arrived with not
much more than wild eyes, threw off his coat, paid a five-dollar entry fee, and
asked for the best man in the house. This quieted the players en masse, and
they stood motionless as Hardesty was led through a grid of brightly lit tables
to the corner of the room where the top shooter held court. Usually, such
professionals were very fat or physically unimposing. They tended to look like
burnt-out cases from West Bend who were obsessed with truck-stop waitresses.
They tiptoed around the table like mushrooms on wheels, and were seldom
flamboyant. The flamboyant players were the fakes who wanted to scare off big
bets because they didn’t dare take them.
The top player here, however,
was not only flamboyant, he was a huge rail-splitter type at least six and a
half feet tall, dressed in a tuxedo and a fancy shirt with small diamond studs.
His was the kind of face which, when attached to a large frame, made even a man
like Hardesty (who was no midget himself) feel like something the size of a
navy bean. This fellow had vast waves of swept-back blond hair which, along
with his forward-looking bone structure and wildly confident expression, made
him look like a wing walker straining into a three-hundred-mile-an-hour wind.
He and his entourage were delighted to see Hardesty.
Hardesty’s tortoise-shell
glasses and Brooks Brothers suit (he could not afford Fippo’s) indicated to
them that he was a man of some responsibility, honesty, and means. They didn’t
know if he could shoot pool, and they didn’t care. ”I don’t care how good you are, or how good you’re not, “
said Wing Walker. ”I have ten thousand dollars, and I’ll play for any sum up to
that and over a thousand.”
“Make it ten.”
“Have you got it with you?”
“No, I have only two dollars and change.
But I’ll give you identification and a marker.”
“Would you like to play eight-ball,
tortoise, or planetarium?”
“Tortoise sounds fine, “ Hardesty
answered. ”But you’ll have to explain the rules.”
“Now wait a minute, “ Wing Walker said,
sensing trouble.
“Don’t worry, “ Hardesty assured
him. ”If I lose, I’ll pay.” Then, almost under his breath, he said, “I intend
to win.”
“Then how come I have to explain
the game?”
“Look, “ Hardesty said as he
chalked his cue, “I don’t play pool. The last time I did was in college, and
that was a long time ago. I wasn’t very good then, and I haven’t played since.”
He looked up. ”I’m going to beat you.”
“How do you propose to do that,
“ Wing Walker asked. ”I never fall for a bluff. So you better not have a bluff
in mind.”
“I never bluff, “ Hardesty
declared. ”Let’s play.”
Wing Walker smiled. ”I know you,
“ he said. ”I’ve met guys like you before. You’re in love with the impossible.“
“For the moment, yes.”
“What for?” Wing Walker asked,
with some sympathy, as he took off his jacket and prepared to beat Hardesty and
take his $10, 000.
What Hardesty said made Wing
Walker slightly nervous: “To bring back the dead.” But Hardesty was not
interested in the effect, only in the shining green felt of the newest table in
the house.
After Wing Walker explained the
rules of tortoise, they shot to see who would break. The professional’s ball
returned to within an inch of the cushion. Hardesty prepared to shoot, and this
is how he did it.
First, he remembered what he was
doing and why he was doing it. It was for Abby. It was to learn the feel of the
impossible, so that he might know what to do when the time came when no one
ever knows what to do. It was an act of
defiance, dangerous not because of the money at stake but, rather, because it
was a rebellion against omnipotence. But love moved him, and he trusted that he
would do well in his attempt to travel through a succession of gates that
seldom had been opened. To do so, he had to concentrate.
And concentrate he did. He drove
from his mind the way angels were flung from heaven all thoughts or desires
unrelated to the table in front of him. He did not see or hear the spectators,
his opponent or anything living or dead beyond the green felt. He did not think
of winning, or losing, of Wing Walker’s flowing hair and diamond-studded shirt,
of the time of night, or where he was, or the nature of his gamble. He thought
only of one thing—the geometries before him. Here was God speaking in His
simple absolute language, according to the same grammar that He had used to
start the planets on their smooth and silken dance. With purity and
concentration, Hardesty would force his imperfect eyes to make the proper
movements, and sense the truth of distances. He would will that each cell and
each fiber of every muscle do as it was bid, to impart to the cue the necessary
force and correct guidance to impact upon the cue ball an impulse that would
allow it, in turn, to serve a higher will without subsequent degradation.
They watched him prepare, and
felt heat coming from him as if there were a fire in the middle of the room.
They saw that he was as tense as steel, and they knew that Wing Walker was in
for a hard time. A hundred and fifty spectators had crowded around to see this,
many of them doing the unheard-of in a pool hall—standing on the tables. But
Hardesty was aware of nothing save absolute physics. The bright lamps above the
table shone like double suns, and blackness reigned everywhere but on the green
floor of the universe.
He mastered his sweating hands
and positioned the cue. With a deep infatuation for the true and exact force
that would bring the ball close to the cushion, he struck. His eyes followed it
as it rolled smoothly to the end of the table. Its crash against the far side
was as shocking as the collision of two express trains. Then it rolled back,
with a telltale smooth deceleration that elevated the murmuring of the
spectators. Slowly, slowly, it rolled past Wing Walker’s ball, nudged itself
silently against the cushion, and stopped. Cheers went up. They loved it. But Hardesty
didn’t hear, for he was preparing to break. Neither did he see Wing Walker, whose expression
indicated I that he,
too, was conjuring up all he had. The game was being played for $10, 000, but there was
something far more valuable at stake—the idea of certainty itself.
Two hundred spectators were now
ringed around the corner table, and their money was changing hands so fast that
it made them look like an academy of lettuce handlers. As he studied the rack
of pool balls, Hardesty felt himself slightly derailing, but he was calm enough
to note that the bettors standing on tables and chairs were I like the
spectators at a cockfight. This in turn led him to see the triangle of
multicolored balls as a formation of freshly painted Easter eggs. Further
associations would endanger his concentration, so instead of following or
denying them he bent them into a curved needle which he then aimed at the heart
of the matter. Here were the planets, suddenly disordered, herded together on a
single orbital plane under two suns. It was his task to set things aright, to
clear the savannah of the perfect spheres. But how was he going to do this? It
was one thing to return the cue ball close to the cushion, but the variables
there were overwhelming. Wing Walker’s lifetime of experience and his
wide-apart angle-judging eyes were not to be duplicated merely by intense
resolution. Hardesty again felt himself derailing, and his hands were sweating
so much that every few seconds he had to dry them on his thighs.
The more nervous he appeared,
the more the betting went against him. While Wing Walker began to breathe easy,
Hardesty trembled and felt incipient tears. To hide them, he stared at the
bright suns over the table. Their rays diffracted in the water of his eyes, and
made rainbows, roads, and square beams of light that guillotined the room like
a thistle of crystalline broadswords. This diamond-shattering, thundering light
took him back to the cathedral in North Beach, where a line from Dante
inscribed across its front had always served him well in times of difficulty.
Often, he had stood in the park, facing the cathedral, and read it with great
satisfaction:
La gloria di colui, che tutto muove,
per I’universo
penetra e risplende
He had always believed that
ultimate justice would be brought about by the light (though he had not
considered that the reverse might, in fact, be more likely and more splendid).
“Shut up!” he commanded the
rowdy onlookers, for what he had to do demanded primeval silence. He was going
to remember what his father had taught him, and apply the laws of celestial
mechanics to set straight the dazzling but disordered model of the solar system
that was in front of him. It was not an easy task. He had to calculate all
possible effects of velocity, acceleration, momentum force, reaction, static
equilibrium, angular momentum, friction, elasticity, orbital stability,
centrifugal force, conservation of energy, and vectoring as they would apply to
the sixteen spheres, the waiting pockets, the mechanical qualities of the
cushion, the coefficient of drag of the felt, and the exact force and import of
the big bang from the cue. This he had to do without the benefit of precise
measurement, and in a relatively short time. He consoled himself by thinking
that since all forms of measurement were relatively inaccurate, and never as
perfect as the theory that had spawned them, he would be able to get by
with eyes and instinct. He worked at the calculations, doing the mathematics in
a way that made the spectators rather nervous. He had to contrive so many sets
of figures and then abandon them for later recall that, even in his heightened
state, it was difficult to work the numbers and remember them at the same time.
He solved this problem by changing the spectators into an abacus for his
memory. By associating their faces and dress with his vectors and coefficients
and the figures by which they were expressed, he was able to store a prodigious
amount of information. He broke up each man into anatomical shelves, assigning
various sums and angles to kneecaps, feet, head, neck, etc. This made
categorical comparisons far easier.
But to do this successfully he
had to prevent them from moving. Had they changed positions, his equations
would all have gone to hell. ”Don’t move!” he commanded. They and Wing Walker
thought this was strange. But it was nothing compared to what he then did,
which was to walk about and stare at the onlookers, talking to himself under
his breath at high speed, pointing, lifting invisible burdens (his numbers)
with his fingers and moving them from one man to another. And if they did not heed his commands he barked at them
ferociously, calling them by the function he had made them represent. ”Shut up,
Sigma!” he yelled at a little fat man in a Hawaiian shirt. ”Cosine! Damn it!
Stay put!” he screamed, pointing at a tall black in a leather jacket. Dripping
sweat from all the rapid-fire thinking, he found that he was going faster than
his lips could move, so he began to sing the calculations in a strange,
unearthly song. After five minutes, he was finished, and he was nearly dead
from exhaustion. He had calculated the exact aiming point on the rack, the
point of departure for the cue ball, the aiming point for the cue, its
coordinates of approach, and the force necessary to do the job.
“All right, “ he said, waving
his hand at those who, with open mouths, had been unwittingly holding his
numbers for him, “erase.” He had it now. There were only a few things to
remember, and he had fixed most of them visually.
“I’m going to break, “ he
announced. ”The one ball goes to the left side pocket; I’ll put the three,
five, and fourteen balls in the far left corner pocket; the two, four, sixteen,
and seven balls in the near right corner; the six and ten balls in the right
side pocket; the nine, eleven, and twelve balls in the near left corner pocket;
the thirteen and fifteen balls in the near right pocket; and then, lastly, the
eight in the far right corner.
“That is, “ he added, clearing his
throat, “if all goes according to plan.” He nervously chalked his cue.
“Aren’t you going to give me a chance to
shoot?” Wing Walker asked sarcastically.
“No, “ Hardesty answered, and took his
stance.
He had to impart a great deal of
force to the cue ball, for not only had all the numbered balls to find their
pockets, but some had to do a lot of bouncing and traveling around before they
actually fell in, while others were slated to give encouraging bumps to their
more reluctant confreres. And yet the force could not be greater than that
which would make the balls jump the sides of the table. Needless to say,
Hardesty placed the cue ball very carefully. He lined himself up, got his cue
into position, drew his arm back, and shot.
As the rack exploded, Hardesty
turned to Wing Walker and said, “This is going to take some time.” He was
perfectly relaxed, and looked on
approvingly as the balls began to leap into the pockets About four or five
dived in immediately. The others, however, seemed intent on presenting a
tattoo, and they careered about the table missing one another, sometimes
colliding, and sometimes even stopping. But, certainly enough, when they
stopped, they would receive a glancing blow from a speedy cousin, and slink off
in shame to the mouth of a nearby cave. As Hardesty had predicted, it took some
time, until, finally, the eight ball, after a long drive in the country, rolled
in at a businesslike pace and slapped itself into the right corner pocket.
No one dared move or
speak—except Wing Walker, who, with a packet of bills in his hand, bravely
approached Hardesty. Wing Walker’s big face was half twitching in puzzlement
and shyness.
“I don’t want the money, “
Hardesty said, already lost in consideration of his next task. ”I didn’t do it
for the money.” He walked out.
They would have followed him,
had they not been rooted in place. Eventually, they began to tremble and shake.
And then they screamed and wailed like Holy Rollers to whom an angel has
appeared. These men were very tough and very big, but their shrieks were shrill
and squeaky. They didn’t know what was happening to them, and people passing on
the street looked up in wonder, imagining that they had stumbled on the climax
of some great urban voodoo.
Hardesty was already half a mile
south.
• • •
EARLY one morning, after several
hungry days of terrible encounters and unspeakable physical tests, all of which
brought nothing, Hardesty awoke in what appeared to be a Byzantine cathedral
that had been converted into a gymnasium. With no memory of how he had come to
be there, he knew only that he had exited from a cold and uncomfortable sleep,
and found himself lying on an exercise mat. He went through a long hallway to a
deserted lobby where he discovered that he was in a health club on Wall Street.
He had it all himself. From investigation of the time clock, he determined that
the first employee punched in at ten.
Just as the clock struck six,
the heat began to come up. Little whistles and plumes and the strange briny
smell of radiator steam vied for attention with the knocking pipes. In the big
room where he had awakened, the light from the rising sun hit a high bank of
frosted windows and exploded in fumes of white and yellow that colored the
ropes and balance beams, warming the hemp and the wood. Hardesty watched the
sun track its course. Nearly drained, he could think of nothing, and had so
little strength that he ignored the beckoning gymnastic equipment.
Had it been a few days earlier,
he would have tried to make an iron cross on the rings, or fly gravityless on
the high bar, to see what he could see about such things. But now it was
difficult for him even to raise his head to look at the sun in the windows at
the top of the Byzantine dome.
The clear morning light had been
bent by the circle of windows until it made a perfectly round golden platform
that dazzlingly plugged the dome. Hardesty rose to his feet. The climbing rope
which fell from the center of the cupola now seemed to lead to the first
platform of heaven. Even the rope itself sparkled like a thick golden braid.
A hundred feet above, the golden
disc had thickened. It seemed solid, and he wanted to get to it. But he could
hardly stand, much less climb, and there were cuts on his hands, as if he had
been hauling steel cables. From the way the sun was moving, pumping gold into
the platform until it seemed that the dome would no longer be able to hold the
weight, he could see that, as it had been given, it would be taken away. He
began to climb.
In climbing, he found the
compound mortal agonies that he had sought, and as he moved higher on the
golden rope he really did rise. The rope itself ran scarlet as his blood poured
from him like hot water escaping from a breached pipe. Though the braid below
him was now as red as it was gold, he pulled himself upward without cease,
thinking only that if he could reach the platform he would need neither blood
nor strength. His palms were rubbed away, and the grip on the rope became so
slick that he had to clamp it with his bones. In agony and delirium, he saw whitened
hands and dry bones leading him up and pulling him on. Halfway up, his hands
became mechanical things with a life of
their own. As he rose, he seemed to be hauling more and more weight. What fish,
he wondered, are in this net that it seems so massive and unyielding?
Almost at the top, the rope
burst into gentle flames that wound around it in a soft helix. He moved his
left hand into its base. It was hot, but it didn’t burn, and as he climbed into
the flames, the blood on his clothes vanished and his hands began to heal.
The platform just above was
almost too bright to be seen. Beyond, the windows were ablaze in white and
silver frost. He saw engraved upon them an infinity of precisely etched forms.
Winglike chevrons seemed to be moving into the sun like flights of black
angels. Deep inside the thicket of feathery etchings were gleaming landscapes,
and in every pane of glass the engraved rime led to worlds within worlds. The
deeper they went, in long tunnels to the vanishing point, the wider they opened
up and the more they seemed to hold eternal battles, fields that burned as
aerial forces fought above them, and round suns that bled in pinpoint gilding
dashed about in waves of blue. The sun tractored across the forest of lines in
the glass, cutting them into bundles that flowed like handfuls of broken wheat.
Hardesty Marratta tried to poke
his head through the golden disc. He was immediately pushed back. He grabbed
the rope and viciously hiked himself up, but was slapped down with equal
ferocity. Finally, he tried for all he was worth, rising like a high-powered
shell, to attempt to get through the impenetrable mat above his head. He was
swatted like a fly.
He fell backward, arms spread,
fingers outstretched, through a hundred feet of empty air below him. It would
have done no good even had he been able to turn, like a cat, and land the way
he wanted. A hundred feet were a hundred feet, best taken however they would be
delivered. But as he fell, he realized that he was coursing from left to right,
swaying in pendulum arcs, and dropping only slowly. The air around him beat
with a thousand unseen wings which damped his fall and set him down so gently
that, for a moment or two, he hovered above the mat.
Hardesty opened his eyes. Several men in
gymnasium clothes had him by the arms.
“Are you one of us?” they asked.
“What are you?” Hardesty returned. Then
he looked at their expressions. ”You must be bankers and brokers.”
“Are you a member here?”
“It’s all in your numbers, “
Hardesty said, “if only you would read them in the right way.”
“He must come in from the
street, “ one of the men said. ”I thought for a moment he was a member who had
had an accident.”
“I floated like a butterfly, “
Hardesty declared as they picked him up and carried him out in a sort of
invisible sedan chair. ”When I rose into the flame and fell back, I thought I
was going to hit the floor. But I floated like a butterfly.”
As he was carried past the clock
in the lobby, he saw that it said eleven. With the mixed reverence and disdain
that people have for lunatics, they set him down on the street.
“One more thing, “ he said.
“What’s that, “ one of them answered as
they were going up the steps.
“Your gymnasium was packed with angels.”
They didn’t hear.
• • •
IN the December cold, without a
cent in his pockets, and not having eaten for days, Hardesty began to walk the
length of Manhattan. He had failed Abby, and, in failing her, he had also
failed his father. The pride that had allowed him to think that he would have
the strength for a raid on heaven now filled him with nausea and fear.
As he passed people rushing by
the scores of thousands on the streets, he saw the glory of their faces. He saw
in the way their eyes were set—in their reddened cheeks, and in their
expressions of hope, determination, or anger—whatever it was that made them
more than skeletons and flesh, for the life in their faces far transcended the
material into which it had strayed. And yet if he were to grasp for it, all he
would have would be the lapels of a coat and a startled and fearful pedestrian
inside. Though the light he sought was shining all around, he could not capture
it.
He might think of the small
coffin (like a salesman’s sample) in which his daughter would have to be
buried. But then the life of the streets and the glory of people’s faces would
rush into his blood, and he would believe
once more that he would be able to keep her alive if only he could understand
the force behind the city’s many vital scenes: the harried expression of a
hooded boy pushing a garment rack through snow-filled streets; a tailor in the
fur district bent over his machine, stitching forward into the eternity of
tailors; a squad of street breakers machine-gunning the concrete with the
concentration of working infantry—something there was that knitted all these
scenes together and pushed them on a forward course. The empty corridors and
rising shapes held the secret, which rested invisibly upon the city, like a
column of clear air. And yet when he clenched his fist around it and wanted to
wrestle it down, it wasn’t there. Thoroughly beaten, he was swept up in the
crowds. He was weak and dizzy, and the human tides on the streets just before
Christmas proved impossible to resist.
Like a chip in a flume, he ebbed
back and forth on the avenues. He was carried into huge department stores and
drained out. He fell with the stream down the steps of the subway, and rode a
stop or two before he was lifted once again onto the street. And he found
himself stuck in an intersection as if it were a whirlpool. Crossing and
recrossing a hundred times, limp, feverish, and defeated, he was taken
completely at random by millions of people who were galloping about as if their
lives depended upon it.
When the offices let out at
five, a torrent of gabardine and wool flooded the streets in blue and gray.
Everyone was running. In some places, the waves of clerks and typists were
three or four layers deep. It sounded like water, or a grass fire pushed by the
wind, and at five-fifteen the streets of midtown Manhattan were like the aisles
of a burning theater.
Finally, in a convergence that
looked like the Niagara River pouring into Horseshoe Falls, a stupendous mass
of frenzied overcoats and taut faces fell into Grand Central Terminal, drawing
Hardesty with it. He was lucky to be on the edge of the flow, and he managed to
maneuver himself to safety on a balcony overlooking the main floor. Here,
primarily because of an overwhelming dread of traveling to Hartsdale on the
five-twenty, he held fast to a marble balustrade Clamping himself to the rail,
he rested for an hour, until the tide receded and he was warm.
Except for a stream of commuters
still moving between the doors I and the staircase that led down to the main
floor, the Vanderbilt Avenue balcony was nearly deserted, and the vast
concourse began to show bald spots of caramel-colored marble where empty islets
had formed in a carpet loomed with the thread of all the comings and goings
since 1912. No one ever looked up. The ceiling had been dark and cloudy for so
long that it had been forgotten. Though for most people the barrel vault was
too high to bother with, Hardesty slowly tilted his head until, as he leaned
back, he was able to see it in its entirety.
The stars were on. They shone in
incandescent yellow from deep ! in the green. Since when? They were supposed to
have been extinguished forever. It was believed that they had burnt out one by
one and would never light again, and that they had been placed too high to be
reached or changed. No one tried, and eventually the stars were forgotten and
denied. But now they were lit. And not one was missing.
“Look, “ Hardesty commanded a
young woman in the uniform | of a dental assistant, “the stars are lit.”
“What stars?” she asked, without
looking up at them, and ran toward the tunnels to catch her habitual train.
“Those stars, “ Hardesty said to
himself, staring at the green sky.
As his eyes traversed the high
vault, he saw something move in the center. It seemed as if, in an earthquake
of the heavens, a piece of the sky had been jolted out of place. He thought it
had to be an optical illusion. But a crack appeared. Then it vanished, but it
appeared for a second time, and oscillated, as if someone were struggling with
a heavy door. Suddenly a patch of green sky was pulled back, and a dark square
appeared in the ceiling. Hardesty found it difficult to breathe. The door could
not have opened by itself.
Though no one was visible,
Hardesty waited patiently for someone to appear, and his patience was rewarded
when, high above, a face emerged from the shadows to stare down at the rushing
armies clothed in gabardine and wool.
• • •
IN old age, moments of great energy
and lucidity are like wet islands in a dry sea, and in powerful rages and
sudden joys an old man with a cane may discover that his many years have added
nothing to his innocence but proof and explanation, and that, as much as he may
have learned in his long life, he cannot see as far as he could see when he was
seven. Harry Penn was often subject to such moments, during which he was electrified
to find that he was learning what he had at one time known before he paid the
price of finding out.
He had grown up with the
millennium in his eyes, and now he wanted Jackson Mead’s bridge to go as far
and high as could be imagined, and beyond, speeding like a lance through the
cloud wall. For this to happen, he knew, conditions on the ground had to be improbably perfect. No human
agency could see to the many alignments, lock up the unraveled stitches, or
bring about the complete and resounding justice that would be required: and yet
everything had to be in place and everyone would have to move briskly on the
lighted stage exactly according to his part. Harry Penn believed that he had
not yet completed the task of his life, and this saddened him. It wasn’t enough
just to grow old. He wanted miracles. He wanted life where there was no life,
the negation of time, and the gilding of the universe—if only for one truly
wonderful moment. He wanted to see the huge whitened plumes, like those
ceremonial plumes on carriage horses, which his father had promised him would
rise above the city in announcement of the golden age.
So he romanced his books and
encyclopedias, to no avail, remembered as much as he could of what he had seen,
and kept alert to the architecture of the spirit as it suffered its periodic
and allegorical devastations and restorations. He often filled the huge slate
tub with water and jumped in just to let his thoughts float free, but they
never floated free enough to prepare him for the millennium that was fast
approaching.
One evening, Jessica’s
performance was canceled because of unusually bitter cold. From all over
Manhattan, as materials contracted in the low temperatures, came the sound of
snapping cables and cracking masonry—local whippings that were winter’s answers
to the lightning. As the small thundercracks reverberated, Jessica rode in a
sleigh from the theater to her father’s house, where she cooked some lamb and
peas, and they had dinner in front of the fire. Though Praeger was expected
later on, they were alone. Christiana was with Asbury, and Boonya had gone to
see her sister who lived in Malto Downs.
After Jessica had cleared the
table and washed the dishes, she came back with two mugs of black tea and a tin
of shortbread cookies upon which was a picture of a Highland Fusilier in a
Black Watch kilt. Strong tea was good for Harry Penn’s imagination. As the fire
burned, its resinous pine and bone-dry hickory became a Waterloo of advancing
red lines and tiny gunshots. Harry Penn was still bedeviled. The tea and the
fire stoked him up.
“What happens, “ he asked Jessica, “when
you forget your lines?”
“I don’t.”
“Never?”
“Very rarely. Almost never.
Because, you see, in portraying the character I play, I learn the lines to
become the character, not the other way around. Once I become her, I can’t
forget the lines. It’s unthinkable.”
“Do you mean that learning lines
for the stage has very little to do with memory?”
“Exactly. Only bad actors
memorize lines. Good actors are perpetually writing them as they act.”
“Even though the playwright has already
written them.”
She nodded her head.
“Isn’t that presumption?”
“The playwright understands.”
“You go into sort of a trance, then.”
“Yes.”
“The play has been put down, but
it is still new to you. When you say the lines, you are saying them for the
first time. They are as much yours as they are his. How can you explain that?”
“I can’t, but I can tell
you that this is the quality that distinguishes the good actors from the bad.”
“Now, let’s say, “ Harry Penn
said, staring at the top of the tin box, “that you were out of sorts, and at
the end of a long and complicated play you did forget your lines. What would
you do?”
“I probably wouldn’t have time
to think it out, and I would say whatever occurred to me. The other lines would
have been a gut, and I’d take the lines I’d improvise as a gift, too, though
perhaps a gift from a different source.”
There was a loud rapping on the
door. ”That’s Praeger, “ announced Harry Penn.
“The mayor, “ Jessica said
proudly.
“It doesn’t make the slightest
bit of difference, “ Harry Penn declared. ”He’s a fine fellow. Open the door
for him before he freeze to death. Some years before I was born, you know, the
Cranberry Mayor froze to death in Newtown Creek.”
When Jessica brought Praeger
into her father’s study, they saw Harry Penn standing in front of the fireplace, the lid of the cookie tin
in his hand. He was crying.
“What is it?” Jessica asked.
“The Highland Fusilier, “ he
said. ”These boxes have been around I for years, and I’ve never looked closely
at his face. Now I see.”
“See what?” Praeger asked.
“Do you remember the derelict at
Petipas?”
“Yes.”
“This was his face, more or less, if he
had been shaven and clean.”
Praeger looked at the box. ”It’s not
clear to me, “ he said. ”I don’t remember well enough.”
“That’s because you hadn’t ever seen him
before.”
“You had?”
“Yes.”
“When?”
“When I was a boy.” He put the
Fusilier on the mantle, and stepped back. Turning to Praeger, the mayor of the
city, Harry Penn commanded him to go to the stable and hitch the three best
horses to the fastest sleigh. ”I want you to drive me north.”
“To the Coheeries?” Jessica
asked.
“Yes, “ her father said, smiling.
”I have, at long last, found my place in this world.”
Praeger went outside. As the
stable light flicked on across the courtyard, Harry Penn turned to his daughter
and told her that a I miracle had happened, and just in time.
“What miracle?” she asked.
“Peter Lake, “ was the answer.
• • •
HARRY Penn was the only man in New York who could command the
mayor to hitch up his sleigh, but he didn’t think twice about it, since Praeger
had worked for him and been his virtual son-in-law for more than ten years.
Apart from that, a sound man of a hundred is entitled to the highest
conventions of protocol, and need not defer to Presidents or kings, because
presidents and kings have come so high that, if they have any stuff, they think only of history, and a hundred
year-old man is history.
The three horses that Praeger
harnessed to the racing sleigh were aching to run, and almost before they knew
it they were on Riverside Drive, flying to the north.
“Go down and get onto the river
at One Hundred and Twenty-fifth Street, “ Harry Penn directed the mayor.
“Will it be entirely frozen at
Spuyten Duyvil?” Praeger asked apprehensively. ”The whirlpools themselves never
freeze, and then there’s the navigation channel.”
“Sure it’ll be frozen. In a
winter like this, “ Harry Penn stated, looking ahead, “there’s always a strong
ice bridge in between Spuyten Duyvil and the channel. It curves slightly to the
west and then bends east again, and it rises a little, almost like a section of
prairie. After that, there’ll be empty ice all the way to the turn-off. We can
go like hell.”
Praeger gave the reins an
enormous snap, and the troika turned left and descended toward the river. ”How
do you know that?”
“I’ve been making this trip for
nearly a hundred years. If you know only a dozen winters, it looks completely
chaotic. But after a hundred you begin to see where certain patterns surface
and intersect. I always know the weather. That’s easy. And I know the ice.
That’s easy, too.”
“What about human relations?”
“Do you have a problem?”
“No, just curious.”
There was a silence. ”Not so easy, but
possible.”
“What about history?”
“History is very difficult. A nearly infinite number of
waves interact within an infinite number of conjunctions. As you might suspect,
there has been of late a tendency for strong alignment, and many different
waves are running together, in phase. I don’t see, however, that they can be
aligned by the year two thousand, which is only two weeks away, unless by some
catastrophic event.”
“And then what?” asked Praeger,
for he, too, had his ideas about these things, and had imagined the city
spinning head over heels in a heart-filling, noiseless, fall without end.
“Then we will see, “ Harry Penn
replied.
The sleigh hit the ice hard
enough to crack it for half a mile. With clear running after Spuyten Duyvil,
the troika sailed north so fast that watchmen in the towns along the river
noted in their logs that something dark had passed along the ice and
disappeared before it could be identified. Praeger didn’t know that the towns
on the hills, like lanterns on the cliffs, were in a different time. And Harry
Penn didn’t tell him, because, when the immediate future promised to be so
decisive, he didn’t want Praeger to be seduced by the wonder of a living past.
They passed the towns and left the golden lantern light behind, rising north
into the mountains that led to the Lake of the Coheeries.
They arrived at the lake on the
evening of the next day. They were exhausted, and their throats were sore.
Unlike the villages on the banks of the Hudson, those on the shores of the
lake, including Lake of the Coheeries Town, were dark. Harry Penn stood up in
the sleigh, looking up and down the shoreline. ”They’ve never been dark, “ he
said. ”Something’s wrong.”
The road across the plateau that
led to Lake of the Coheeries Town had not been traveled since the last snow.
The village itself appeared in silhouette, totally dark, against the huge
curtain of sky and stars behind it. They went in slowly, bumping over what they
thought was a log in the middle of the street. But it wasn’t a log, it was
Daythril Moobcot.
Bodies were all over. They were
splayed from doorways, and they were bent and frozen over fences, like game
drying in the sun. Rifles and shotguns lay next to the dead. There seemed to
have been a terrible battle, and the streets were full of furniture and small
objects that were evidence of the evisceration and looting of the buildings.
The open doors of the houses swung back and forth in terror on the ebb and flow
of the wind, or banged shut like pistol shots.
“I almost knew, “ Harry Penn
told Praeger. ”But I didn’t think it would really happen.” Praeger was
speechless. ”But if it had to happen, then so be it. They’re dead. It’s over
now. And it means that a hundred epochs have finally come to their end. Drive
that Way.”
They went past the gazebo and
onto the lake, not so slowly now, heading for the Penn house on an island lost amid the islands and
promontories of the opposite shore. ”A bit left, “ Harry Penn would say, his
voice shaking, or, “A degree right, “ to guide them Maneuvering around
pine-rich rocky islands in places that had long ago been left to the loons,
they came upon a huge house looming suddenly at the end of a smooth white turn.
It was intact.
“At least this place was hidden,
“ Praeger said.
“That hardly matters, as you’ll
see. They wouldn’t have taken the one important thing, and as for damage, well,
damage will soon be of little moment.”
First they went to the barn,
where Harry Penn spilled a whole sack of oats onto the floor in front of the
horses. He was extremely agitated, almost as if the battle in the town, long
over, was still taking place. ”Bring those, “ he ordered Praeger, pointing to
two or three brooms that had been discarded because their straw was clotted
with pitch.
After struggling through
thigh-deep snow on the island, they reached the porch, a huge gallery more than
a hundred feet long and twenty-five feet deep. The front door was its usual
solid self.
“How would you get in?” Harry
Penn asked, nodding at the door.
“With a key, “ Praeger answered.
Harry Penn laughed. ”Look at the
keyhole. It’s solid, just a trompe l’oeil. My father was obsessed with
burglars, and he played games with them. In those days, burglary was a more
respectable profession than it is today. It was sort of like chess. My father
spent a lot of time and money outwitting thieves. I suppose a modern burglar
would just smash in one of the windows, but, then, there was a certain
etiquette. Look.” He put both hands on the doorknob and moved it like a
gearshift, in a ten-part code, at the end of which the door was pulled open
automatically by counterweights.
Praeger was delighted. ”Do you
like it?” Harry Penn asked. ”I’m glad you saw it, because this is the last time
that this particular piece of machinery will ever be worked.” He disappeared
into the’ dark house, and Praeger followed.
Harry Penn took out a cigar
lighter and passed its pencil-shaped flame across the broomheads. They erupted
into huge yellow fires.
Praeger commented that it was
lucky that the ceilings were so high. Otherwise, he added, they would be likely
to ignite. Harry Penn said nothing, and led the mayor of New York through the
enormous ice-cold rooms.
With torches blazing, they
stopped here and there, and lifted the fire into the air to illuminate
paintings that stared down at them from the walls in immeasurable sadness.
Though the portraits had been mostly of happy or contented faces, years and
years of silence and stillness had given those who were portrayed the hurt
expressions of abandoned ghosts. They seemed to resent that they had been
forgotten, and were perhaps horrified that the wizened old man now walking
among them with a torch had been at one time a young child in whom they had
placed their hope. Emerging from the darkness for a second or two, the
portraits seemed bitter and angry that they had been condemned to stillness
forever and ever, and that, despite their sacrifice and concern for future
generations, their house had been abandoned to the wind and night.
“These are the Penns, “ the old
man said. ”I could tell you the name of each one, and a lot more than that, too, because they were
people I loved. They’re all gone now. But even they may be surprised—when they
awaken.”
“Awaken?”
“Yes. I believe there is a
distinct possibility of that, and I’ll tell you why. There is an island in the
middle of the lake where we are all buried, or will be. My sister, who died
before the first great war, was put there. But she’s not there now. She left
rather quickly, it seems. And the explanation was that her grave was destroyed
by a meteorite. Meteorite! No one seemed to care for the fact that meteors fall
to earth, not from it.
“That the grave was completely
obliterated, gone, fit her epitaph, which was: ‘Gone into the world of light.’
I can’t explain it, but I do believe that she did what she said she was going
to do.”
He stopped at an entrance to the
cavernous living room, and turned to Praeger.
”She gave me instructions from her deathbed. I didn’t understand them at the time. I thought she
was delirious. She said
to carry them out when I next saw Peter Lake, who was there with us. He left right after she
died, and though we expected him to return at any moment, he never did, and I never saw him
again—until Petipas.”
“How can you be sure?”
“I can’t.”
“Who was he anyway?”
“I’ll show you.” Harry Penn then
led him into the room. The shadows had a rhythm as they rose and fell, and
Praeger could smell the slight dampness of the carpets and the covered
furniture. The air began to fill with pitch smoke which obscured the ceiling
and made it seem as if they were in a roofless cave or under a November sky.
Harry Penn walked a few steps to the hearth, and held up his torch until two
paintings, one above the fireplace, and another facing it, were brightly
illuminated. ”Beverly, “ he said. ”My sister. And that was Peter Lake.”
Though frail and weak, she was
smiling and beautiful. He seemed puzzled and out of place. ”Even by the time
these portraits were painted, “ Harry Penn told Praeger, “he felt ill-at-ease
with us. He thought that Beverly was too good for him, and that we didn’t like
him because of his origins, and because of what he did for a living.”
“What did he do for a living?”
“He was a burglar, “ Harry Penn
said. ”And a good one, evidently. He had been a master mechanic, and had gotten
himself into some kind of trouble. I was never told how or why.
“And now, a century later, he’s
somewhere in the city, and he hasn’t aged a day. Look at the background: comets
and stars. Look at their faces. These people are not dead.... I’m sure of it.
Please take down the paintings for me.”
As Praeger stepped back and
lowered the paintings to the floor, he turned, and saw Harry Penn torching the
curtains and the furniture.
“What are you doing?” Praeger screamed.
“Her instructions, “ Harry Penn answered,
his voice itself ablaze.
“What about the paintings?”
“They would have burned too, but I need
them. Come on. Carry them with you.”
They walked quickly through the
halls and the galleries, and Harry Penn brushed the walls and furnishings with his torch. By the
time they reached the front
door, the house was brighter than a clear summer afternoon. Flames roared on the inside, remaking
the rooms into hollow
orange chambers and blinding fireballs. Sawtoothed jets of flame roared up the stairs like
a huge serpent that had come from the lake to search for the children. The house seemed to
dance and turn, as if
the fire were a fast play of all the events that had ever occurred inside, as if a hundred
summers were burning under one lens, and a hundred winters were frozen stiff and brittle, and all the
fires and dances and kisses
and dreams that had once been within were liberated to turn about in pale hot whirlwinds and
ignite the frail wood
with their sudden rebellion. As if it were a rocket, the fire screamed upward
and broke through the roof.
They put the paintings on the
back of the sleigh. Praeger held the fretting horses while Harry Penn torched
the barn. The entire green cove was gleaming as if in daylight. They made a
turn around the house, and the horses started out in panic for the village
across the lake. The wind stretched the flames of the torches like hair swept
back from the brow, and sparks disappeared into the darkness. The horses
whinnied as they rushed over the ice, because they didn’t like the fire in such
proximity, drawn closely after them on the sleigh, inescapable.
Both Harry Penn and Praeger
burned the village. The houses caught quickly, and soon the streets were a grid
of flame. ”They’re all dead, “ Harry Penn said as they left the town. ”I wonder
if the past can be sealed off as Beverly wanted, or if her expectations will be
confounded.”
They reached the top of the hill
and turned the sleigh so they could look over the town and the lake. Across the
ice, the Penn house was still burning steadily, and the village was alight like
something that had been soaked in paraffin.
There was little to say. Now the
moon had risen and was very bright. Harry Penn threw the torches down on the
snow, and Praeger turned the horses away from the Lake of the Coheeries and
toward the mountains.
• • •
HARDESTY ran up the first
flights of steps that led to the glass-enclosed galleries that led in turn, he
presumed, to the back of the sky. As he rounded the landing at the beginning of
the fourth flight, he was stopped suddenly by a blue plug of six policemen and
a sergeant who completely blocked the way. They were drinking coffee from paper
cups, and they dripped with guns and clubs. ”Where are you going?” the sergeant
asked belligerently.
“The six-twenty to Cos Cob!”
Hardesty screamed, to put them off his scent, since their job was to keep
people out of the galleries.
“That way, “ they said, and
pointed. He ran down.
Back on the Vanderbilt balcony,
he glanced up at the open space in the sky and saw that the same face continued
to stare down tranquilly. He had to see who it was. If necessary, he would
attack the police. If he could take them by surprise, he might kill or wound
four of them immediately. He could overcome the two who remained with the
application of his superior knowledge of assault tactics, and his willingness
to take wounds. But to do this he would need at least two pistols, which meant
that he would have to overcome at least two other policemen. It seemed
unreasonable that eight men would have to die just so he could walk up some
stairs. Perhaps he could bribe them. But where would he get the money? Even
were he to rob fifty people, the chances were not very good that he could raise
the several thousand dollars that he would need. But he had to get up there.
The trapdoor closed, sealing the
heavens.
“Damn it, “ he said to himself.
Then he decided to go around the police. He went over the balcony rail, and
started to climb on the marble wall that intersected with the glass curtain in
front of the catwalks. Long before, patient artisans had carved wreaths, eggs,
and dentils into this corner. The ledges and holds that they provided were just
big enough for Hardesty’s fingers. For contrary pressure, he had to push
against the glass.
Daring to climb up, but not to
look down, he moved rapidly and with no security, managing to cling to the wall
primarily because of his upward momentum. Had he stopped, he would have fallen after a terrifying second
or two of clawing at the marble like a cat. Nothing here carried him
effortlessly, as on the golden rope. There were, however, contradictions and
paradoxes in the physics, and although he himself hadn’t time to consider them,
his fingers, muscles, and heart knew them perfectly well. If he hadn’t the
force to stay on the wall without moving, how could he have the force to move
up? Was the balance so delicate that the original power of his first step from
the ground could be carried with him as high as he could go, as long as his
attachment was equal to the force that pulled him down? In that case, why could
he not cling to the eggs, wreaths, and dentils in a purely neutral stance?
There was at least a tiny bit of magic in reckless faithful climbing, which
abrogated the laws of conservation, perhaps eventually to restore them. But
now, with the blessing, amnesty, and encouragement that good climbers
requisition from the thin air, he ascended a nearly sheer column in the
interior of Grand Central Terminal.
When at last he reached a sooty
ledge far above the floor, he put his right hand over it and breathed in
relief. Though hanging at many times a killing height (four fingers kept him
safe enough for his thumb to be unengaged), he felt as secure from falling as
if he had been strapped prone to the ground. After a short rest, he pulled
himself onto the ledge.
The police were many stories
below, and probably could not have imagined that someone had passed them by and
was now almost as free as the swallows that were the masters of the airy upper
levels. And even had the commuters looked up to see the stars (which they did
not), they probably would not have seen the man running along a high
unprotected ledge.
One of the lower panes of an
arched window had been knocked out. Perhaps a bird had crashed into it, or it
had been hit by a stray bullet. Hardesty crawled through the space and found
himself in a dimly lit hall. The floor was covered with thick dust which showed
a single set of tracks leading to a set of spiral stairs at the far end of the
corridor. Seven turns on the iron stairs, and he was in a little vaulted room
that looked like a chapel, facing a small metal door that had been locked from
the other side.
Hardesty, who knew pitifully
little about breaking and entering, began to throw himself against it. It
gradually started to loosen Peter Lake had been reclining on his bed in the
iron beam reading a Police Gazette of November 1910. He was by now used
to a good many strange things, and he had greeted not with wonder but with
pleasure the images of sullen vandals and meditative crooks all of whom he
didn’t know that he had known. As he turned the pages he met again the likes of
James Casey, Charles Mason, Dr. Long, ‘ and Joseph Lewis. Although they seemed
familiar, he was not sure where he himself fit in. Why was he so moved by an
old photograph of William Johnson, pickpocket? Was it because of his bowler hat
and Edwardian suit, both of which (now vaporized, as, undoubtedly was their
owner) reminded him of a time in which neither nature nor man held sway, but
had reached an accommodation allowing even the coarsest of men, by means of his
culture and surroundings, to reflect upon his circumstances with remarkable
results? How else could he explain their sad and knowing eyes? William Johnson
(an alias, of course, one of a dozen), a pickpocket, showed in the sparkle of
his eyes that he had seen through time and understood those who would come
after him. When the dross of time had lifted, the pickpockets, confidence men,
and thieves sometimes turned out to be the possessors of the gifted and magical
faces that painters of the Renaissance used in portraying saints and angels.
Strangely moved by William
Johnson’s trusting and fatherly glance, Peter Lake was about to turn the page
onto a large photograph... of himself, but was jolted from his comfortable bed
by Hardesty Marratta ramming against the metal door. The Police Gazette flew
out of his hands like a tossed chicken, and landed with the portrait of Peter
Lake facedown in the dust. By pure coincidence, the expression of the burglar
in the Rogues’ Gallery and that of the steadily unperplexing master mechanic in
the beams above the sky, were exactly the same.
He had been pulled in without a
charge, just before a hit at Delmonico’s, for which he had had to dress to the
nines and twenties, and they had roughed him up because they knew that they
would have to let him go. When they were ready to flash the pan, after he had
adjusted his torn formal collar and remnants of bow tie and posed and ready, he
heard the screams of someone in a death ago coming from beyond the wall. Though Peter Lake had often
been exposed to such
things, he had never been completely hardened, and the photograph revealed a
compassionate expression appropriate for a man trying to see through a wall on
the other side of which one of this own was being murdered. He was alert, apprehensive, and yet
sardonically cool, as if he were saying, “Well, if I’m next, I’m next. But
don’t count on it.” This was exactly what he looked like while Hardesty
Marratta, crazed and incorrigible, ran against the door again and again, like a goat who had
lapped up a quart of strong tea.
Because Peter Lake had forgotten
about the door that led outside to the roof, he thought there was no place to
go. He froze at first, but then he threw the switch that controlled the stars.
They stayed lit, because now they were on for good. Deprived of darkness, he
still had the advantage of surprise. Perhaps, he thought, if I open the door as he charges, he’ll
knock himself out on that iron pillar. No, that won’t work: whoever he is, he
has a hard head. I’ll let him wear himself down a little, and then play it by
ear.
Peter Lake climbed up into the
beams and lay partially hidden in shadow for half an hour while Hardesty
continued to hammer at the door. Both Hardesty and the door were suffering
greatly in a war of attrition in which
the door would have won, had not its opponent been convinced that if he found his way to the other side
he might begin to get to the root of things. The intervals between his charges
grew larger and larger, the charges grew slower and weaker, and the door became
more and more like a loose tooth pleasurably near the brink.
Finally, he burst through, ran a
few feet inside, twirled, staggered, and collapsed. Peter Lake waited for
others to follow. When none did, he dropped down, closed the door, and dragged
Hardesty to the bed. Hardesty was badly bruised, and breathing in gasps.
Thinking to help him, Peter Lake took a tin that ninety years before had held a
meal of New Zealand lamb stew, filled it with warm water, and splashed
Hardesty’s face.
Hardesty made drowning motions
and opened his eyes. ”Why did you break in here?” Peter Lake asked. ”I saw you
looking through the trapdoor. I wanted to find out who you were and how you got
here.”
“What caused you to look up? No one else
ever does.”
“I don’t know. When I saw that the stars
were on, I couldn’t take my eyes from them.”
“Didn’t you have to catch a train?”
“No.”
“How did you come up?” Peter Lake asked
suspiciously. ”Are you friends with the cops?”
“I climbed up the sides, along the
wreathed eggs and the lousy little dentils.”
Peter Lake looked skeptical. ”That’s hard
to believe. What are you, a mountaineer?”
“In fact, yes, “ Hardesty answered. ”I
used to be....”
He stopped himself in midsentence,
drew back his throbbing face, and peered at Peter Lake. Peter Lake did the same
(except that his face wasn’t throbbing). They had recognized one another from
Petipas. Their throats tightened, and they shuddered the way one does when one
discovers or reconfirms higher and purposeful forces brazenly and
unconvincingly masquerading as coincidence.
“Who are you?” Peter Lake asked.
Hardesty shook his head. ”That
doesn’t matter, “ he said. ”Who are you?”
• • •
JACKSON Mead unleashed all the
forces that he had been preparing and conserving, in a mad bone-shaking
spectacle that would last for a full ten days until the beginning of the
millennium, and would not cease even though the city would be consumed by fire
and civil disorder occasioned by the rainbow bridge itself.
After centuries and centuries of
building, he had learned exactly how it all had to be done. He believed in a
law of equalities which ordained a perfect balance. For everything that was
raised, something had to fall, and there was no free form, since all form had
shadow and counterpart. Hence his opposition. He respected them and had no
desire to win them over, for that would have implied that they believed they
were fighting without reason. Their actions, too, were just, and he might well
have been on their side. But he wasn’t, for his task was to move things
forward, and to do this he had to fight
I them. He was fond of saying
that there had never been a builder who had not understood war.
He had prepared for nearly a century
the actions that would take its last ten days by storm, with Cecil Mature and
the Reverend Mootfowl his unlikely generals. Despite their personal oddities,
they were perfectly suited for their responsibilities, and had been with him
for countless years, ageless and unaging, possessed of extraordinary knowledge
that they guilelessly concealed—not so as to deceive, but to satisfy their own
temperaments.
The winter solstice brought to
Sandy Hook an armada of huge ships whose mass alone calmed the seas. From their
decks began an unprecedented transfer of machines and materials. Hundreds of
heavy-lift helicopters, covered along their hundred-foot lengths with rows of
flashing lights and penetrating blue beacons, roared through the sky, carrying
beneath their crooked mantis-like bodies things of many times their weight and
size.
The humming of these helicopters
could be heard from miles away. As they got closer, they shook the ground and
froze all living creatures with the paralyzing frequencies that bloomed from
their mysterious engines. Their flashing lights and the wavelengths of their
beacons were perfectly synchronized with the rhythmic sounds, in exceedingly
complicated harmonies and counterpoints. They could turn on any axis, and hold
any position. They were as delicate as butterflies and as big as the largest
jets. Crossing paths in constant motion above the harbor and yet never
colliding, they shuttled between the ships and the construction sites.
Enormous doors opened in the
sides of Jackson Mead’s ship in the Hudson. From the shore or on the ice, one
could see that the vast interior was comprised of many levels that were lighted
in different shades. Inside the ship were roads stacked ten or fifteen high,
over which traveled speedy little vehicles rushing in several directions (at
the head of multiple trailers or alone), coursing along the arteries, under
urgently flashing lights. At intervals that were staggering in their precision
and frequency, lifters emerged from this huge hangar and exited at great speed,
turning in the air with a gust of wind that polished the ice and formed loose
crystals and remnants of snow into expanding clouds half as high as
skyscrapers.
Transparent towers twenty
stories tall telescoped from the shin Day and night, operations were directed
from within them, in subdued bronze-colored light that suggested yet another
kind of perpetual daylight—not of March, but of August. The construction sites
themselves threw off their shieldings, revealing half a hundred fortresslike
redoubts of smooth concrete that rooted deep into the ground. Upon their upper
surfaces were emplaced the many types of machinery lifted from the ships and
from railroad trains that never reached the harbor, but were unloaded from the
air, and then were themselves lifted off the track car by car and discarded so
that other trains could follow and discharge their cargoes without cease.
Emplaced upon the foundations
were blocklike substructures, big boxes, and the graceful girderworks that held
their weight. The sky was filled with helicopters towing multi-colored engines,
huge constructs of glassy silicon, round aggregations of fire trucked about
like little suns, ancient and arcane contraptions resembling Priestley’s giant
burning glass or Herschel’s telescope more than any modern thing, pulsing
spirals of crystal that were the icy twins of the little suns, and limp
networks of wire and circuitry that made the lifters look like jellyfish
drifting through the air above the harbor.
As soon as the stunned populace
thought it had regained its breath, some unheard-of exquisite assemblage would
suddenly be lifted from one of the ships, the traffic would double, or the net
of sounds would thicken. Jackson Mead’s strategy was to make each hour more
intense than the hour that had preceded it. The idea was to hold them off
balance, shock them, disorient them, wade into their sensibilities, blind them
with flashing lights, and hit harder and harder, so that the opposition might
be incapacitated, and the bridge might take. For ultimately, despite the force
and the planning, it was a delicate and fragile construction that depended upon
circumstances for which Jackson Mead could only pray.
• • •
VIRGINIA
sat at the edge of Abby’s bed, watching
the fading light in a thick and gentle snowfall. The hour when the turning on
of lights gave the evening hope and energy passed in serenity and silence.
Since Abby was fed intravenously, no one at her bedside was able to anticipate even the
ambivalent cheer of the hospital meals that came on ungainly platters that
looked like huge nickels.
Hardesty had been away for more
than a week. It was unlikely that in a thousand years of deliberate searching
and suffering he could redeem his dying child, much less in a few days. Nothing
he saw or imagined would save Abby. Children did die. At one time, not so long
before, they had known death far more frequently than their elders. Though she
could not explain it, Virginia was sure that she remembered a potter’s field in
which half a hundred tiny coffins lay in the falling snow, waiting to be
interred, while the gravediggers hurried to finish before nightfall. Since she
had never seen such a sight, or anything vaguely like it, she wondered how it
could have been so vividly emplaced in her memory, and she thought that perhaps
in difficult times the past and the future were better able to emerge from the
shadows. In the fixed gallery of infinite scenes, all events were always accessible.
Nothing was lost, ever. The gravediggers in potter’s field, hurrying to beat
the dark, would hurry to beat the dark for eternity.
She dreamed an evening dream. A
sudden thunderclap found her ankle-deep in freshly fallen snow as a dark
carriage pulled by a dark horse flew by, its wheels four perfect studies in
hypnosis. Not knowing where she was, she turned to see what was in back of her,
and though ironwork, trees, and streetlamps were gray with snow, she slowly
drifted into a summer scene in which she saw herself pushing a baby carriage by
the side of a lake. It was in a park, and there were benches and a paved
promenade next to the water. Trees across the lake were reflected on its
surface, misty and indefinite: the city was full of dark forests. She bent over
the rim of the carriage to see the baby, but the carriage was empty because the
baby had been taken by the lake, and was somewhere under the water. Then the
summer afternoon turned to darkness, and she found herself in a dim hallway.
Badly scuffed wainscoting gleamed in the half-light. The floor was covered with
rubble. As her eyes adjusted to the dimness, she saw a child in an
old-fashioned gown standing near the banister. Her hair had fallen out, her
hand was in her mouth, and she shook with a kind of palsy. She was dying, she
was entirely alone, and she was standing up. Virginia stretched out her arms to
embrace her,
but couldn’t move because
she was tied to the banister. She spoke in a choked voice, but the child didn’t
hear, and continued to sway back and forth as if she didn’t know that one of
the things allowed to the sick and dying is the right to lie down. Virginia
strained against her bonds, weeping because she could not move.
“Wake up, wake up, “ Mrs. Gamely
said, shaking her daughter “You’re in a dream. Wake up.” Virginia sat bolt
upright as Mrs Gamely turned on the light. ”How is she?” the grandmother asked.
Looking at Abby, entangled in
the tubes and electric leads Virginia answered that she was just the same.
Mrs. Gamely said, “When the
doctor comes tonight, I think we should go for a walk and get some air. You
haven’t been out for a week.”
“Where have you been?”
Virginia asked, because her mother’s cheeks were redder than the most scarlet
Coheeries apple.
“I went to a lecture, dear. Now
don’t be upset. It was given by that man who irritates you so, Mr. Binky. I
rather liked him, though his vocabulary needs a great deal of work. He spoke
movingly about his great-great-grandfather, Lucky Binky, the one who went down
with the Titanic. I was quite touched when Mr. Binky kept on referring
to the Titanic as the ‘Gigantic.’”
Mrs. Gamely did not know that
Craig Binky had fixed his gaze on her throughout his discourse, and afterward
had commanded Alertu and Scroutu to find her. They then began to tap their way
through the city in search of a stolidly built, dumplingesque, white-haired
woman whom Craig Binky had described only as “That Seraphina, that lovely one,
that white rose!”
Virginia looked at her mother
with disbelief. How could she have left Abby’s bedside to attend a lecture by,
of all people, Craig Binky? But Mrs. Gamely thought it perfectly appropriate,
because, unlike her daughter, the doctors, and other experts, she felt that
though the child was gravely afflicted all that was needed to help her recover
was to apply a certain poultice. Just to be safe, she always carried it in her
bag. But every time she suggested the poultice they yelled at her as if she
were an idiot. This had discouraged her a great deal, and in her view it was a
shame for the child to suffer because the doctors put so much faith in strange machines and foolish drugs that
did not work. She considered overruling them. This she might be able to do
because, among the bric-a-brac and other things that she carried around in her
carpetbag (such as, for example, a live though somnolent rooster) was a most
persuasive instrument that she called a shotgun. But she was not as sure of
herself as she had once been. This was not the Coheeries. She let them have
their way, and though she kept the poultice, she dared not apply it. What if it
made the child even
sicker?
The doctor was late that night,
but after she had made her examinations Mrs. Gamely and Virginia went outside
into the snow while a nurse stood watch. ”Where do you want to walk?” Virginia asked..
“Any which way, “ her mother
replied. ”Look at you. You’re quivering. You need to walk, and get some strength.”
They walked for hours, in
circles and long bending curves, treading silently amid stark and dreary loft
buildings that the snow had dusted like sugarcakes. Virginia began to tell Mrs.
Gamely her
dream. ”Did the baby rise
from the lake and clap its hands?” Mrs. Gamely interrupted with surprising
urgency. ”No. The baby never rose from the lake. But I saw her later, when she
was older, in the hallway of a tenement, “ Virginia said, and then related the
rest of the dream. ”I think it’s obvious, “ she stated at the end. ”You think
that the child in the dream was Abby, and that you dreamed because of your
anxiety.” “What else would it signify?” “It might signify nothing, and be
valuable solely in itself. A dream is not a tool for this world, but a gateway
to the next. Take it for what it is.” “What am I supposed to do with it?”
“Nothing. It’s like something beautiful. You don’t have to do anything with it.”
“Oh, Mother, “ Virginia said,
nearly in tears. ”Abby is going to die, and all you and Hardesty do is walk around
the city, talking like mystics and
bagmen. Half the time, I don’t know what you’re saying. I don’t know what the
hell it means, and it’s not going to make a bit of difference to Abby.”
“Virginia, “ Mrs. Gamely said,
wanting to embrace her daughter.
“No!” Virginia said.
The old woman took her
daughter’s arm, and they began to walk through the snow back to the
hospital. They traveled in silence except for the wind and the church bells
that struck the hour and its quarters. Despite the misty cold, they felt dry
and hot inside.
In a little square in Chelsea
they saw a statue of a soldier of the first great war. He was covered with snow
and nearly lost to the white clouds of mist and snow that howled through the
streets and made whirlwinds in the squares. The two women stopped to read an
inscription on the pedestal, which said, For the Soldiers and Sailors of
Chelsea.
“Do you remember this
statue?” Mrs. Gamely asked.
“No, “ Virginia answered,
somewhat apologetically.
“When you were a little girl,
Virginia, we came to the city to meet your father when the war was over. Don’t
you remember?”
“No, I don’t remember that at
all.”
“It was very difficult to get
here, but we did get here, and we waited for several months while the
troopships were arriving. Many men had been killed, but their families had
received telegrams. Though we hadn’t heard from him, we assumed that Theodore
was all right, because we hadn’t heard any bad news either.
“During the time that we were
waiting, we lived on the West Side, at the edge of Chelsea, near the river.
Sometimes we would come to this park. You told the other children that this was
your daddy. Your daddy never came back. He had been killed months before, and
the notification had never reached us.”
“How did you find out?” Virginia
asked.
“When his division returned, we
went to Black Tom, when they were debarking. You were very excited. I had
dressed you up, and you had a little bunch of flowers that you carried all day,
even after you found out. You wouldn’t let go of them. I took them from your hands only when you had
fallen asleep that night. Harry Penn was the one who told us.” “Harry Penn?”
“He was in command of your
father’s regiment. All the men of the Coheeries were together. You made him
cry. Don’t you remember?”
“Of course not, “ Virginia said,
shaking her head. ”He never brought it up? You’ve known him now for years.”
“There was nothing I could do to make him fire me. I guess that that’s the way
he brought it up.”
“You moved him so, Virginia. You
were excited and happy, and he had to tell you that your father was dead. It
broke his heart.
“It was in early summer. You got
sick that day and ran a fever until winter came. You were trying to join your
father. I would have done that, too, but I had to take care of you.”
“If that’s why Harry Penn never
lifted his hand against me, what good did it do?” Virginia asked.
“If during all this time you didn’t
even know his motive, then why do you assume that you would know its effects? A
benevolent act is like a locust: it sleeps until it is called.
“No one ever said that you would
live to see the repercussions of everything you do, or that you have guarantees,
or that you are not obliged to wander in the dark, or that everything will be
proved to you and neatly verified like something in science. Nothing is: at
least nothing that is worthwhile. I didn’t bring you up only to move across
sure ground. I didn’t teach you to think that everything must be within our
control or understanding. Did I? For, if I did, I was wrong. If you won’t take
a chance, then the powers you refuse because you cannot explain them, will, as
they say, make a monkey out of you.”
“They already have.”
“All right, Virginia, “ Mrs.
Gamely said. ”You’ve failed a bit. But you’re still alive. You may not find a
way to save your child. But you have to try. You owe it to her, and you owe it
in general.”
The snow came down ferociously
now, hissing softly the way it does when it falls in earnest, and the mother
and daughter embraced.
THE CITY ALIGHT
• • •
AT first not even the fire department or the police knew
that anything was wrong. Visitors to the observation decks of mile-high towers
could see pillars of fire in the limitless distance. However, like all visitors
to high places, they assumed that everything on the ground was under control.
But the pillars of fire that
rose over the city of the poor went unnoticed by officials who were
apoplectically fixed on the remark-able activities of Jackson Mead. Fires were
not unheard of in the ‘ of the poor, either. Summer and winter, it smoldered
on, consuming itself in self-made arson. This time, though, the flames were
higher and in many more places than usual. While the rest of New York hid from
the cold and stayed indoors in comfortable houses where children played and winter-weary
dogs slept by the hearth, an army hit
the streets in the city of the poor.
Two days after Christmas, young
men and women were dancing at the Plaza, the lifters were roaring over the
harbor, the bridges to Brooklyn and Queens were alight with evening traffic,
and the factories had resumed their rhythmic work. Lawyers who never slept took
in bushels of facts and regulations, and spat out arguments twenty-four hours a
day. Deep underground, repairmen were at war with pipes and cables to keep the
city above them illuminated and warm. They moved with the tireless
determination of tankmen in an armored battle, straining to turn huge ten-foot
wrenches, facing explosions and fire, digging like mad, rushing squads and
battalions through the dark tunnels, their miner’s lights bobbing over dirty
and timeless faces. Police fought through mortal encounters in separate
incidents all over the city, foreign-exchange traders held six phones in each
hand, scholars in the same room at the library were, nonetheless, in a thousand
different places as each bent over his book in one of the thousand clear pools
of steady lamplight. And they danced at the Plaza—women in white or salmon-pink
dresses, and men in black and white and cummerbunds. Balding violinists with
pencil mustaches and amazingly dissolute faces filled the marble-columned court
with music. Hanging thickly from the columns and the ceiling were streamers and
bunting in pink and gold that gave the dancers a summer glow. The backs of the
chairs were draped with beaver, mink, and other furs which, as if they could
remember the cold, were cool to the touch. Outside, carriages were trotted by,
and warring winds from the north shook the icicle-covered trees like crystal
bells. The finery and fine movement, the health and dancing, the joy itself,
were soon to come undone.
Somewhere in the city of the
poor, where the roads and streets had eroded away and what was left was a
tea-colored meadow strewn with pits and shacks, were an old man and his wife
who had made their living over the years by keeping a little store. Their
wooden shelves were almost bare, but now and then they managed to stock a few
bags of rice and sugar, some soft-drink bottles full of kerosene, some
secondhand housewares, and a few shrunken and mutilated vegetables. The one
room was lit by a lamp which burned beef tallow and waste oil. When it got very cold that winter, the old
man and old woman put on all the clothes they had and took refuge in the back
of the store, behind a home-sewn burlap curtain. Sometimes the old man went out
to find scraps of wood, which he then burned in a coffee can. They were too
cold to tremble, their lips were blue and they stayed still so as not to offend
the chill, hoping that it would let them live. Though the cold spell didn’t
break, and would not break until long after they had died, they didn’t die of
the cold They died of heat.
At about the time when the
dancing at the Plaza had reached its apogee and the bare-shouldered women were
waltzing in sensual unison, the old man and old woman heard the beginnings of
something that sounded half like surf and half like fire.
They heard the wind, and people
running in long strides the way animals race from forest fires, in huge
heart-pounding leaps. And then came the stragglers. Someone pounded on the door
of the shop. The old man swallowed, too frightened to move. His wife looked at
him, and cried. The tears ran down her face regularly, one at a time. Before
they could come to rest on her dress, the front door was pushed down and it
slapped the floor explosively. In the blink of an eye, fifty people were
inside. Everything on the shelves disappeared immediately. Then the shelves
themselves were ripped down. Anything that stood about was kicked and thrown.
Crates and boxes hit the ceiling and ricocheted off the walls, lighted torches
brushed against the wood, and as the hovel was beginning to burn and the crowd
was already on its way out, someone ripped down the burlap curtain. Half a
dozen men seemed to take offense that the storekeepers had dared to remain
still on the other side, and they torched them.
Their clothes burned away, and
then they themselves burned like tallow. As everything went up in flame, the
drab interior became a furnace of white and silver. Under the buckling roof
beams, a bubble of gold fire arched up like the roof of a cavern. From a
distance this appeared to be a small twirling pillar rising through the roof,
dancing for a few seconds above a bed of sparks.
Across the darkened landscape
that told of its poverty in showing no light, little pillars flickered and
grew, sometimes combining, until small
firestorms whirled like waterspouts, feeling out each con-tour of the land,
sweeping to and fro, seeking wood, dead trees, and oil-soaked earth on the
banks of stagnant creeks and foul canals.
• • •
JACKON Mead sat in total silence in an unlit room that looked out
over the harbor. He had chosen the thirtieth floor of a medium-sized building
as his final observation post, though he might have put himself many stories
higher. But it made little difference, in view of what he hoped to witness,
whether he was thirty stories off the ground, or ten miles. And this
perspective—neither too high nor too low—suited him best, because he had always
said, rather cryptically: “All ages pass most swiftly through the median doors.”
Not even Mootfowl or Mr. Cecil Wooley knew exactly what he meant, but they did
know that everything he did echoed his central purpose, and that when he chose
the median floors it was a decision that had evolved over many thousands of
years, and that had its origins in one great event, when something huge,
broken, and laced with flame had tumbled through the air after being hurled
from a place so bright that compared to it the sun straight on seemed as black
as pitch.
The machine he had established
no longer needed his control, but just his looking on while breathtaking hierarchies flowered below
him. A thousand directors
faced a thousand powerful screens. They, in turn, were controlled by supracontrollers who had in
turn their captains
and captains of captains. In a score of great underground rooms and in crystal towers on the
ships, the work proceeded at maximum speed. The ground had been prepared most thoroughly.
In the tranquillity of his
carefully guarded refuge, Jackson Mead saw his plan unfold. Cecil Mature and
Mootfowl sometimes approached him quietly and spoke a few words. But most of
the time he watched his lifters and his ships as they warred to build,
rapid-fire, on the ice over the harbor.
Mootfowl approached Jackson
Mead, who was staring through the slightly smoke-colored walls of glass at the
lights weaving to and from outside. ”The city is beginning to burn, “ Mootfowl
said quietly. ”There’s a general rising.”
“Where?” he was asked, in
complete calm.
“In the remoter sections of the
city of the poor, fifty miles out. Probably as I speak the fifty-mile line has
been breached.”
“Are there firestorms?”
“Yes, little ones, scattered
about. From the top of the highest towers, the outer belts look like burning
stubble, like a slow-moving grass fire.”
“In a few days, “ Jackson Mead
said, “there will be pillars of fire outside these windows, as high as the
clouds, and the sky, black with smoke, will be as heavy as a vaulted ceiling.”
“Do you want me to inform the new mayor?”
“Doesn’t he know?”
“As far as we can tell, he doesn’t.”
“No. Let him find out himself.”
“If we warn
him now, he might be able to stop it.”
Slowly shaking his head, Jackson
Mead turned to his subordinate. ”Doctor Mootfowl, “ he said, “we have always
failed before, though we have come close, not because we lacked the science,
but, rather, because we lacked the circumstances.”
“Sir?”
“It is true that the prayers you
generate so splendidly for grace, Reverend, accumulate, but they have yet to
trigger the event that will allow our undertaking to succeed. Our bridge is now
ready to spring. But unless something draws us closer to the opposite shore, we
haven’t a chance in hell.”
“The burning then?”
“Not the burning itself, but
what will occur within it. The high energy and dissociation, the abstractions
of light and fire, and the extremes to which they drive the human soul put our
mechanisms—as beautiful as they are—to shame. The city is going to burn because
its time is over. Everything in the world, Mootfowl, comes down to love or a
fight, which, when they are hot enough to be flame, rise and combine. Should
the fires push a human soul to the highest state of grace, at that moment we
will throw our bridge.
“No matter how skillful you are,
my friend, you cannot rope horse in an open meadow unless you draw him in close.”
“I understand, “ said Mootfowl.
Cecil Mature emerged from the
shadows. ”The fires have crossed the thirty-mile ring, “ he reported. ”There’s
no accounting for their sudden speed.”
“What about Peter Lake?” Jackson
Mead asked, taking his eyes off the panorama for the first time.
Cecil shook his head and closed
his narrow eyes. He snorted, and then sneezed. ”Not a trace, “ he answered.
• • •
ABBY had been still for so long
that her own mother knew she was dead only when the monitor held to a straight
line and set off alarms that brought nurses and doctors running. Despite
everything they I did, and despite the machines that they wheeled in on silently
rolling carts, Abby Marratta would not be revived. She had probably had enough
of machines, after being attached to one for so long.
The electronic whine from the
monitor of vital signs seemed to Virginia to be the music that announces the
end of the world. Even after it was switched off, the machines were withdrawn,
and the bedsheet was pulled up to cover her daughter, she continued to hear it.
Mrs. Gamely bowed her head and
cried. She had been unwilling to believe that a little child with only a few
years of life would die before she would. It did not seem proper according to
her vision of a future that, she had been sure, belonged to her granddaughter.
Virginia found it very hard to
breathe. She could not imagine that she would ever have another moment free of
grief and terror. She stared at the cloth over Abby, trying to make some sense
out of the simple pattern woven into it, but it would tell her nothing. Seconds
passed, and then long minutes and long hours in motionless silence during which
nothing happened and there was no redemption, no rising, no miracle.
And then an intense and
brilliant picture came before her eyes. She was ashamed to harbor such a lively
image when the world should have been irredeemably gray. It was like laughing
in chapel during a deep and ponderous sermon. She saw a beautiful and giddy
thing, in a waking dream that drew her into another time.
It was blatant, gorgeous summer.
The mist was so thick and hot on the harbor that it turned everything to sepia
and black. But that which was
white, by contrast, glowed with unusual strength and seemed to float lightly in
the sun-spoiled daze. A ferry with tall dark stack materialized from the mist
and drew closer and closer to its whitewashed pile moorings just off the
Battery. Virginia watched in disbelief. This was no dream. It was stronger than
anything she had ever felt in life. From the position of the sun, and the heat,
she knew that it had to have been July—ninety or a hundred years before, to
judge from the sheen and integrity of the ferry and passing lighters which
seemed different altogether from the battered museum pieces that now limped and
begged on the water when the harbor was not frozen over. The ferry’s passengers
stood forward on the decks, waiting to disembark into a July morning long
passed, and silently observing the convergence of boat and dock, as if they
were at the wheel themselves. Dozens of scalloped white parasols as light as
floating dandelions twirled in impatience and gently fanned the air. Men
without jackets glowed like white lanterns in their carefully pressed cotton
and linen shirts. They looked with disdain from pier to wheelhouse to protest a
less than perfect docking. But then the ferry drew into the slip and bumped up
against the land. Engines disengaged, and waterfalls shot from bilge pipes as
if the ferry were sighing with relief. The shaving-mirror gates were collapsed
into tight metal plates, and everyone streamed forth past Virginia, whose eyes
were guided to the back of the crowd, to a young woman whom she did not know or
recognize. Nonetheless, she followed this frail and pretty girl, who could not
have been more than fifteen or sixteen, up the ramp and through the terminal.
Just her presence moved Virginia
very deeply and made her happy. Then the young girl walked between a set of
iron gates through which Virginia was not allowed to pass, and vanished in the
dark and lofty canyons that buzzed with summer as if the light itself were a
swarm of never-contented gnats. As she disappeared, Virginia wanted to drop to
her knees and cry, for, as long as the girl remain in view, until her white
blouse was a dancing speck that didn’t seem real, Virginia was overcome with a
feeling of benevolence and gratitude.
But the sight of the small form
under the shroud made horribly bitter. She could not bear the contrast between
the powerful, reassuring image that she had so clearly in mind, and the fact
that Abby lay dead. She needed Hardesty. Where, in God’s name, she wondered,
was Hardesty?
• • •
“YOU know, “ Hardesty said in between breaths
of dank air as he and Peter Lake ran through a darkened subway tunnel, “when
you buy that little token, it entitles you to more than just the right to use
the tunnel.”
“I know that, “ Peter Lake
responded, running effortlessly, while, behind him, Hardesty strained to keep
up.
“Then what are we doing this
for?” “Didn’t you see them?” “Who?”
“The ones in the black coats!”
Hardesty panted. It was hard to
keep up a conversation with this mechanic who must have doubled as an Olympic
runner, for he sailed down the ties apparently without effort, restraining
himself only for the sake of his companion. ”The short ones?” Hardesty asked. ”Yes,
the ones who kill, rob, and set fires. They’re right behind us.”
They stopped. After a few heavy
breaths, Hardesty was able to listen, and he heard what sounded like hundreds
of ratlike padded feet. Then he saw a wavy, jiggling motion as the Short Tails’
alternating strides pushed them up and down and they blocked the dim lights in
the tunnel.
“They’re always everywhere, “
Peter Lake said, “though, at times, they do seem to disappear. I’m glad they
exist. When they chase me, they make me do things I never thought I could do.”
“I saw them at the Coheeries, “
Hardesty said. ”I didn’t know they were here, but I should have figured it out,
because they seemed to be heading
someplace with a vengenace, and people usually take their vengeances to New
York.” “The Coheeries, “ Peter Lake echoed. ”That sounds familiar, but I
couldn’t tell you why.” “The Penns have a summer house there.” Peter Lake
didn’t respond.
“Harry Penn, “ Hardesty said, “our
employer.”
“Never met him, “ Peter Lake
answered, with a surliness that surprised him.
When they came to the
Thirty-third Street Station they vaulted onto the platform, amazing waiting
subway riders who were then much further stunned as a hundred or more Short
Tails, with birdlike gurgling cries and high-pitched speech, vaulted after them
in a river of cheap nineteenth-century formal clothes that had been altered and
savaged by tailors, friction, and time. The Short Tails carried brass-knuckled
knives inlaid with mother-of-pearl, and pistols that were engraved with the
kind of reclining nudes one might expect to see above a bar.
Hardesty and Peter Lake ran
directly through Gramercy Park— without opening the gate, which seemed to
disappear as they went through and reappear only when the Short Tails were
inside the park, trapped like a flock of sweatered weasels, cursing a lock they
could not pick from the inside, hanging by their suspenders after they had
tried to scale the posts and slipped. But enough of them squeezed through, or
under, to continue the chase, which then led swiftly through Madison Square,
now gaudy with gentrified restoration and new corporate headquarters. They
raced under the old copper sky-walks with whitened sides that glowed in the
mercury vapor like sheet-metal moons, and they passed the huge old clocks
decked out with incandescent berries which told the time in red and white. Now
Hardesty was warmed up, and he followed Peter Lake’s long weightless strides
with some weightless strides of his own.
They thought to get the Short
Tails off their track by taking a circuitous route through the Village. But
wherever they turned they saw Short Tails, as ubiquitous as the thin and acrid
smoke that tainted the air and darkened the longer views up and down the
avenues. Short Tails’ sentinels would summon the others, and the fox hunt would
resume: not with hunting horns and red riding coats, but with ululations and
glottal gurgles, helium screams, witches’ shrieks, and midgets’ sighs.
Peter Lake came up with a
proposal. ”Look, “ he said, “they’re everywhere and every place, and they
always will be. And I admit that they can be terrifying. But whenever I’ve
fought them, I’ve won, and I always seem
to get better and better at it. Now, there are about fifty on our tail at the moment.
Though I haven’t dealt with fifty at a time, while I was in back of the sky I
seemed to feel that I could do something with my hands, something unconnected to physical laws, something amazing.
“I’m a mechanic, and I work by
the universal ratios and indestructible laws. But strange things have happened
lately, and I suspect now that, although the laws remain the same and cannot be
abridged, we may have little idea as yet of the variety of their applications.
In other words, I’m speaking of
abilities that, by all logic...”
“Say it plain!” Hardesty urged.
“All right. Why don’t we choose
a nice dead-end alley into which we’ll draw these devils and test out this new
stuff that I think I can do?”
“Why not, “ Hardesty answered.
“If I can’t do it, they’ll kill us, the
little snub-nosed bastards.”
“Let’s try your magic in Verplanck Mews,
“ Hardesty said. ”It’s wide, and it’s a dead end.”
“It doesn’t have anything to do
with magic, “ Peter Lake stated as they turned into the closed alley. ”What I’m
talking about is, shall we say, concentrated and unexpected redistribution.”
“Whatever it is, “ Hardesty
said, his voice cracking with excitement, “you’ve got your chance right now.”
The Short Tails appeared at the
end of the mews like a flock of sheep arriving at the open end of a canyon:
they formed a line that slowly lengthened until it blocked the entrance
completely. Then they advanced in the same slow and methodical fashion. At the
far end of the Mews, Hardesty and Peter Lake heard what sounded like the
operations of a huge casino spinning its wheels and paying out, with metal
dashing against metal, as the Short Tails cocked their weapons, opened their
spring-loaded knives, and limbered up gar-rotes and razor-studded chains.
“Okay, “ Peter Lake said,
beginning what promised to be a calm exposition. ”This is what I thought of
when I was up behind the sky...”
“Just do it!” Hardesty screamed.
”Don’t get professorial! They‘re right here!”
“Don’t worry about them, “ Peter
Lake reprimanded. ”Watch.”
He rolled up his right sleeve,
shut his left eye, and held out his hand, sighting into the Short Tails as if
his arm were a rifle. The he closed his fist slowly around the air.
One of the Short Tails suddenly
dropped his weapons and seemed to compress upon himself. He looked like a man
undergoing a rare and untreatable fit. His arms were plastered against his
body, and he turned purple from lack of air. The Short Tails were impressed.
Stiff-armed, Peter Lake raised
his fist in front of him. The constricted little Short Tail rose into the air. ”Ah!”
exclaimed Hardesty, nearly fainting in delight.
“Okay, “ said Peter Lake, with
the same detached air he had had before, rather like a high-school science teacher,
“let’s see if it works.”
“Of course it works!” Hardesty
shouted.
“No, “ Peter Lake said. ”This.”
He dropped his fist, smashing the Short Tail against the ground, and then threw
it up as fast as he could, opening his hand at the apogee.
The Short Tail was launched like
a rocket. Even from a distance, one could see his bulbous cheeks and fleshy
nose as the G-force padded them down into Buddhaesque folds. Off he went in a
white streak, whining like a bullet into the thickening smoke above the city.
“It does work, “ Peter Lake
affirmed. ”Now I want to try a lariat trick that I figured out.”
“Please do, “ said Hardesty. ”I’d
be very interested to see it.”
By the same technique, Peter
Lake seized a Short Tail and elevated him above the rooftops. Swinging his
closed fist around his head, he made the Short Tail circle at phenomenal speed,
ten feet above the gables and chimneys of the mews. The Short Tail went faster
and faster, and his colleagues spun their heads like a group of dogs following
an energetic bee, until he began to leave a trail of smoke, and suddenly burst
into flame. A shower of cool sparks, all that was left of him, rained down upon
the alley. Because the Short. Tails did not have Pearly to mold their courage
for them, they turned and ran.
Peter Lake grabbed one from
afar, turned him upside down, and shook him until the coins and weapons fell from his pockets and
angled onto the ground. Then he turned him right side up again and let him go.
“The way I remember it, “ Peter
Lake offered as they walked peaceably and
undisturbed through the Village, “these black-coated ones, who are called Short Tails,
chased me once before, and the same sort of thing happened. I always get better and better at
fighting them, but
they increase in number.”
Two blocks from St. Vincent’s
Hospital, as Hardesty and Peter Lake were walking through the thick miasma that
had gradually taken hold of the city, a lone Short Tail came running at them
from a side street, as fast as his little legs could carry him. They braced for
an attack, but just before he reached them he threw himself on the snow,
belly-flopping like a seal and sliding on his stomach to Peter Lake’s feet,
which he then proceeded to flood with kisses.
“I beg you! I beg you!” he
implored, accidentally taking in a mouthful of snow, and choking. ”Master!
Spare me!”
“I’m not chasing you, “ Peter
Lake said, pulling the Short Tail up. ”I won’t harm you, if you’ll be civil.”
The Short Tail brushed the snow
from his coat and hounds-tooth-check pants. His derby was a repulsive,
fly-colored, liver-green. ”P-P-Pittsburgh!” he shouted, still spitting out snow.
”P-Pittsburgh!”
“What about it?” Peter Lake
asked.
“What about what?” the Short
Tail, whose nose curved like an English saddle, replied with apparent sincerity.
”Pittsburgh.”
“Oh, Pittsburgh, “ he answered,
rather mechanically, suddenly afraid. ”I was born in Pittsburgh. They kidnapped
me and killed my parents. Or, rather, they killed my parents and kidnapped me.
They made me go to their school—ape school, all kinds of flying things,
horrible insects, death. They made me go to their school, and, uh, learn
terrible things, and, uh, I don’t want to be with them no more. I want to be on
your side.”
“I don’t have a side, “ Peter
Lake told him.
The Short Tail looked at him
blankly. ”You mean there’s just you and him?”
“You might say so.”
“What about the horse?”
Peter Lake was catapulted into
melancholy thought. He looked as if he were on the verge of something, indeed,
as if the dawn were coming up in his eyes.
“You mean you don’t got the horse?”
“No... no... I... I think I....”
“We’re not afraid of you, “ the
Short Tail said, almost in triumph “if you don’t got that fuckin’ horse!”
With a single swift motion that
reminded Hardesty of a magician retrieving something from behind his cape, the
Short Tail pulled a knife from his coat and stuck it into Peter Lake’s abdomen.
Peter Lake’s silence was
compounded and his breath was stopped by this blow. He reached for the knife,
and pulled it out. Blood flowed in a streaming bright red arc. Staggering
slightly, he stepped forward, and covered the wound with his left hand.
The Short Tail seethed with
self-satisfied laughter, but was too terrified to move.
“You laugh, “ said Peter Lake,
with great difficulty, “in spite of what I’m going to do to you.”
“You’re a dope! You’re a dope!”
the Short Tail yelled, in growing terror. ”I’m not from Pittsburgh. I’m one of
them from way back. You trusted me!” Peter Lake grabbed the air, and crushed
the little man’s arms to his side. ”My own grandmother, if I hada had one,
woun’ta trusted me!” the Short Tail screamed. He grimaced as he was lifted into
the air.
Clutching his wound, Peter Lake
moved his arm back like a javelin thrower, and pitched the Short Tail forward
as hard as he could, hurling him up Sixth Avenue in a blurr that whizzed away
with a high-pitched sound, caught fire, flew above the sleighs and taxis like a
blazing comet, and then disappeared in a puff of sour gray smoke.
• • •
PRAEGER de Pinto was studying a
huge leather-bound book of reckonings and accounts, trying to discover in the
history of the previous century a metaphysical solution to the city’s tragic
and intractable financial problems. The
clock had struck nine. He had noticed that he could not see the stars through
the window of his office in City Hall, but assumed that this was attributable
to thick clouds that soon would bring snow.
Suddenly, one of his newly
appointed aides burst into the room without knocking. Tears were running down
his face.
“What is it?” Praeger asked. The
hysterical young man tried to talk, but an atonal sob burst from his lungs, and
more tears came.
“What is this!” Praeger
screamed, more frightened than he was angry.
Then the fire commissioner,
Eustis P. Galloway, an enormous man of great authority and dignity, appeared
behind the young aide. He put an arm around the boy’s shoulders, and made an
electrifying statement.
“The city is burning, “ he said.
”Where?” “Everywhere.” “What do you
mean, ‘everywhere’?” Praeger asked, looking out the window. Though the nearby buildings were intact,
the sky behind them was a fiery orange color as in the apocalyptic paintings
that had always hung
unheeded in the basements of historical societies. Even from a great distance,
it was a superb and extraordinary sight. Galloway, huge strong Galloway, the Rock of
Gibraltar, had had a
slight quivering in his voice.
Now Praeger the man vanished,
and Praeger de Pinto the holder of office appeared. This immediate and magical
separation and elevation was something appropriate to ancient chieftains and
leaders of empires and clans. The office enfolded him in its powerful shroud,
investing him with a hardness and a coolness of nerve that would have made it
easy for him to give his own life or, for that matter, the lives of his family,
because he was no longer himself. He had become the mayor, and the
responsibility of office threw him into a selfless trance that heightened his
powers, deepened his judgment, and banished fear from him forever.
The mayor turned to his
commissioner. ”What have you done so far?”
“Each company is covering its
own section as best it can, with an eye to shoring up natural firebreaks. But
the fire is spreading faster than if it were traveling on its own. It’s as if
there are ten thousand arsonists out there. That’s because there are ten
thousand arsonists out there.”
“What about reserves, and other
cities?”
“We’ve just put out a general
call to every city within three hundred miles. We no longer have any reserves.
They’re all on the street.”
“Good, “ Praeger said. By this
time, his office was filling up with aides and commissioners. He organized
them, and dictated instructions.
“First: get a truck, and move
the radio-telephone and radio-teletype equipment to the observation
floor of the Fifth Grand Tower. Get everybody out of there and set up a command
post.
“Second: tell the police
commissioner to join me up there, with emergency links to all his precincts.
“Then call the governor. Tell
him that I’ll be speaking to him as soon as possible, but that meanwhile I’m
requesting that he mobilize the entire militia. Tell him to get as many troops
from whatever source he can and send them toward the city. I’ll designate
marshaling areas before they arrive. If he balks, tell him that we’ve got
general insurrection, and that the whole city is burning. ”Send all the
commissioners up there. ”And get a supply operation going to send cots,
blankets, food, chairs, and desks to the tower.”
A dozen sheets of paper were ripped off a
dozen pads as his subordinates started to move.
Praeger and the fire
commissioner left for the observation deck The fire commissioner spoke into his
radio as they walked hurriedly across the little park in front of City Hall,
which, because it was surrounded by
tall towers in an unbroken ring, had always reminded Praeger of the bottom of a
deep well.
The Fifth Grand Tower was the
highest building in the city, It took five minutes by express elevator to reach
the top, and when they got there the last tourists were being herded into glass
cabins for the windy trip down. An observatory guard handed Praeger and Eusitis Gralloway each a pair of
high-powered binoculars, and told them that he had opened all the coin
telescopes.
When Eustis Galloway and the
mayor strode onto the wide glass-enclosed deck, they looked first to the north.
Praeger had intended to berate his commissioner for letting things get so far
out of hand, but when he saw how fast the fire was spreading he realized that
he couldn’t. Arsonists were surely at work, for the dark areas were the scene
of sudden sparks which quickly became fires that then combined into cyclical
tornadoes and firestorms. It was as if the world had begun the self-consumption
that myth had always promised with the turning of the millennia, but in which,
long before, most everyone had ceased to believe.
The city was trapped within a
dome of orange smoke that seemed as solid and smooth as alabaster. Not a star was to be seen: not even
directly on high, where an
upside-down maelstrom that was twisted into a cowlick rotated upward at great speed. Across the
horizon, clouds of
different densities, some glaring flame off their bellies, some broken into flak, circled
clockwise, speeding up as they climbed toward the tumultuous vent where they were then braided
out.
“Look, “ Praeger said, as a
glass tower on the Palisades suddenly erupted. In less than a minute, flames
shot from it in flaring wings and stable coronas that made the seasoned fireman
draw in his breath. Before the building collapsed, they saw that its steel
skeleton was darker and redder than the sheets of white and gold flame which,
for a moment, signified its rooms.
As tank farms exploded, spewing
gasoline and oil, streams of fire ran onto the rivers and bays, cutting canyons of flame into ice
several hundred feet thick.
The fires that burned in these trenches sent aloft clouds of white steam and black oil smoke, and
branched out
laterally into hollow caverns. A section of the harbor half a mile in diameter
had become a delicate crystal roof over a cave hewn from the ice underneath it. As the fire
raged inside, the ice lit up and glowed like a titanic lamp. Water and steam surged through
the crust, making
geysers that were a thousand feet high.
After the communications net was
in place, a technician told Praeger that the governor was on the line, and that
he need only
speak: everything would be
amplified, including his own voice.
“What are you going to do with
all those troops down there.” the governor boomed out from nowhere, his words
echoing through the observation deck.
“To begin with, “ Praeger said,
“we’ve got ten thousand arsonists running around.”
“Troops are not trained for that
kind of police work, “ said the governor’s voice.
“What police work?” Praeger
bellowed in return, looking about to see from which part of the air the voices
came. ”They’re not going to do police work, they’re going to shoot arsonists
and looters.”
“To what end?” the governor
asked.
“The whole goddamned city is
burning, “ Praeger asserted. ”The more arsonists and looters we shoot, the less
arson and looting there will be. Isn’t that self-evident?”
“But at what price?”
“Price? There’s not going to be anything
left!”
“Then why bother?” the governor
asked, in such a way as to confirm his long-standing hostility toward a city in
which he seldom dared to set foot.
“I’ll tell you why, Governor, “
Praeger returned, his words rising all over the place. ”The city’s not going to
burn forever. We’re going to rebuild it. By summer, you’ll see, it will have
become something that you’ve never dreamed of. Do you know what else? I this
fire stops at night, we’ll begin to rebuild on the next morning. If it stops in
the morning, we’ll begin to rebuild in the afternoon. When that happens, I want
all the arsonists to be dead, and I want anyone who even entertains the idea of
lighting a match to be able to remember what happened to the people who started
this fire.
“I’ll believe what you say about
rebuilding, “ the governor said, “when I see it.”
“You’ll see it. We’re the
quickest rebuilders in the world-don’t talk as fast as we do for nothing. As
much as the fire takes from us, we’ll take from it. We’ll pretend it’s a
tourist.”
The governor relented. The
militia would soon begin to move toward the city.
“Eustis, “ Praeger said, still
amplified, “pull all your trucks in.
I want to create safe islands
where, if necessary, we’ll protect each and every building individually.”
The fire commissioner shook his
head, as if to say what Praeger wanted was hopeless.
“Do it now, “ Praeger said. ”Choose
the islands, and protect them. Fire anyone
who doesn’t move fast. I’m sorry, “ he added. ”I suppose that wasn’t the proper word.” Then he turned
to look over the
city.
“As yet there are no fires in
all of Manhattan, “ an aide reported.
“Shall we try to hold the whole
borough?”
“No, “ Praeger answered. ”It’s
too big. It would never work. Make islands. Make islands, and keep them safe.”
• • •
ON Abby’s floor at St.
Vincent’s, a row of tall windows gave out upon a northward view. ”Look, “ Peter
Lake said, when he saw the color of the sky.
“What is that?” Hardesty
asked, stepping close to the window. The entire sky was red. But unlike a sunset
or a dawn, it pulsed and flickered. Outsized snowflakes that had formed around
particles of ash fell leadenly and straight.
“It must be a fire, “ Peter Lake
said, “which explains the pall in the air. The flames are probably a thousand
feet high.”
When she heard someone at the
door, Virginia thought that the mortuary attendants had arrived. Anything but
eager to receive them, she recoiled, and stared blankly ahead. But then she got
up and slowly walked across the room. When she opened the door, she was crying.
Upon seeing Hardesty, she bowed
her head. He didn’t want to believe that the sheet was drawn up over Abby. ”She’s
dead, “ Virginia told him.
“I know you!” Mrs. Gamely said
to Peter Lake, almost accusingly. ”You drove the sleigh. You haven’t aged, not
a day. How can that be? Why are you here now?”
“Stop babbling, old woman, “
Peter Lake commanded. She was hysterical, and although he had a vague idea of
what she was saying, he was tired of inexplicable memories.
“Don’t you know what I’m talking
about, “ she asked. ”It was a long time ago, in Lake of the Coheeries.
Beverly....”
Peter Lake shuddered. ”Shut up,
old woman!” he screamed. ”Shut up, or I’ll throw you halfway around the world!”
Mrs. Gamely shrank back. Martin
sprang to her side as if to protect her from Peter Lake.
With the air of a master
locksmith called to open a vault, Peter Lake walked to the bed and drew back
the shroud. Staring at the dead child, he touched her forehead with two fingers
of his left hand, and looked into her eyes. Hardesty thought that perhaps this
man— derelict, mechanic, or whatever he was—was about to bring her back to
life. But it soon became clear that he did not intend even to try.
Peter Lake’s face softened
momentarily into a barely perceptible smile. ”This is the child...” he said. ”This
is the child that flew to me. And this is the child in the hallway. That was a
long, long time ago.
“As I remember, I thought it was
a boy. No matter. She was dying and blind, but she remained standing. She didn’t
know that it was her privilege to lie down.”
Virginia tried her best to
speak, but no words came. A man was standing in front of her, talking about her
dream as if it were not a dream but something that had actually happened in
another time.
Then the lights were
extinguished. The whole city went dark. Even distant towers, where the lights
had never dimmed, now looked like smooth black slabs. Patients screamed, and
orderlies ran through the halls, knocking each other flat. Without the lights,
the fire seemed many times brighter than it had been. It was strong enough to
illuminate the room. Clouds of smoke miles away reflected the firelight, which
flashed onto walls and faces as if it were a lighthouse beacon. The steep
reflective clouds had climbed so high that they dwarfed the city.
“I have to tend the machines at The
Sun, “ Peter Lake announced. ”Even though there isn’t any power now, those
old engines can still work, and someone has to make sure that they do. The
generators have to generate, and the turbines have to fly at full speed. I must
keep them running. I have no choice.”
• • •
CONFUSED as much by his power as
by his powerlessness, Peter Lake walked through blackened streets underneath a
sky pulsing with firelight. By holding a hand against his wound, he was able to
halt most of the bleeding. Still, it hurt a great deal, and he feared that his
heart would stop, or that he might yet bleed to death.
Every time he saw a Short Tail,
he threw him mercilessly into the air to light up the street ahead of him. He
seemed nearly invulnerable to them now, though what use, he thought, was
invulnerability, if he could not protect a suffering child? As he turned west
on Houston Street, half a dozen Short Tails rushed at him from a vacant lot. He
picked them up and made them into comets so quickly that they didn’t know what
hit them. As he crossed Chambers Street, he noticed another group of Short
Tails several blocks away. The last of them had run half a mile up Broadway
before Peter Lake seized them with his left hand and aimed them so that there
would be fireworks over the Manhattan Bridge.
He was surprised to see that The
Sun was as dark as The Ghost across Printing House Square. Candles
burned as The Sun’s reporters worked to meet their deadlines. In the
lobby, Peter Lake was astonished by the many reporters, printers, and copy boys
who came and went with candlesticks.
“What is this!” he cried out, “a
monastery?” But they climbed the stairs and crossed the courtyard without
answering.
“There’s no power in the city, Mr.
Bearer, “ a guard informed him.
“I know that, “ Peter Lake said
indignantly. ”What about our machines?”
“They can’t get them to work, “ he was
told.
The pain of his wound grew
fierce as he took the stairs down to the mechanical floors, where the mechanics
and the apprentices were hard at work by candlelight. When they saw him, they
rushed up with oil-blackened faces, and told of their efforts, over days, to
start the machines. ”The whole thing’s jammed up!” Trumbull, the former chief
mechanic shouted. ”I doubt if even you can fix it. Every single machine seems as if it’s
been welded into one goddamned piece!”
“Put the cover back on the
tribuckle, “ Peter Lake commanded the apprentice who had once followed him.
“But, Mr. Bearer, “ the
apprentice protested from a garden of gears and shafts that he had
painstakingly removed from the tribuckle’s interior, “I’ve got to reassemble it.”
“Then stay still, “ Peter Lake
ordered. The boy looked at him in wonder as all the metal pieces flew like a
torrent of autumn leaves and replaced themselves inside the tribuckle.
Shafts banged into place, gears
clicked together, plates were slammed down with a satisfying thump, and each
screw whirled like a dervish into its hole. If a piece did not quite fit, it
jiggled wildly until it was able to force itself in smoothly. And in their race
across the floor, metal pieces of lethal weight carefully detoured around the
trembling legs of the bug-eyed apprentice.
“What else did ya strip?” Peter
Lake asked.
After they listed the machines
that they had disassembled, they heard the rush of the pieces, as if a thousand
nimble mechanics were working in perfect coordination. It sounded like a tin
coin bank turning over and over, or an attacking army clad in chain mail and
spurs. The outside covers slapped themselves on, and the screws raced for their
holes.
Peter Lake staggered down the
aisles of machinery, touching each machine as if he were patting a cow. Each
cow thus signaled responded with a deep, powerful, well-oiled whirl, and ran
from then on as if it had learned the secret of perpetual motion.
When Peter Lake passed one of
the generators, the lights of the machine decks blazed on, and the spent
mechanics cheered. Then the big steam engines slowly fired and hissed, sending
out plumes and exhalations. Their huge arms and ellipsoidal wheels set the
light in order and organized the magnetic fields into obedient bustles and
hoops.
As Peter Lake struggled down the
rows, different areas of The Sun burst into clear light one by
one, and the workers cheered just as the mechanics had done. When the presses
began to roll, the pressmen felt a
surge of emotion, for they loved their charges as much as Peter Lake loved his.
After he had started every
machine, Peter Lake sank down near an elephantine walker beam. Upon seeing the blood running from his wound, the other mechanics
wanted to help, but he dismissed them. Thinking that nothing could happen to Peter Lake
that he would not
allow, they backed off to find their own places amid the perfectly running
engines.
Peter Lake now felt the full
power of the machines among which he lay. And had it not been for their
counterbalancing motions, he surely would have been torn apart by the forces
that swept through him. Coursing magnetic fields as sinuous as the northern
lights lifted him on swanlike waves. As heavy flywheels spun without a tremble,
the smooth rotation of mass pounded him like jackhammers. Though it might be
rushing in a blur, he had absolute sympathy for each wheel as it turned, and
each strike of each bolt hit him as if he were a drum. But far more influential
than the magnetism or the variations of mass, was the light. It streamed from
the old-fashioned clear bulbs in conical lamps hanging like fruit above the
machines. Peter Lake watched it move. Slow and capturable rivers showered the
surfaces of oiled steel, and made rainbows, jewels, and sparkling thistles with
open arms.
• • •
ON an errand for The Sun, Asbury and Christiana had
been driving toward Manhattan along an expressway that skirted the city of the
poor, when they noticed the pall and the hellish sky. A few minutes later, they
were stopped in halting traffic after a mob had toppled a sign bridge onto the road. From
half a mile back, they watched the crowd begin to attack the stationary
automobiles.
Afraid to leave their cars and
venture into the city of the poor, especially since pillars of fire were now
twisting amid the rubble, most people locked
themselves in, petrified with fear, as thousands of marauders streamed onto the
highway. Cars were rocked, windows smashed, and lighted pieces of wood dropped
into gas tanks. Families were pulled from their cars and dragged separately
into the darkness. The shoulders of the road became a slaughterhouse in which
trembling victims and shining blades met to produce rivers of blood As the mob
moved down the line and the cars began to rock, the passengers closed their
eyes and said their last prayers.
The first troop-carrying
helicopters passed overhead in ten minutes of thunder, but the murder below was
concealed in smoke.
Asbury and Christiana left their car and
jumped over the guardrail onto the plain of bricks.
“How far does it go?” Christiana asked about
the vast prairie of brick.
“For miles.”
“At least no one’s here. If we
stay in the bricks, maybe we’ll be safe, “ she said, remembering what she had
once seen, and knowing that there were some men who could run across the brick
as fast as gazelles, and who, like a specialized order of predatory animal,
preyed upon those who strayed onto that angular and difficult ground.
“Maybe, “ Asbury answered, “but
we’ll be visible in the daylight, so we’ve got to get to the river by dawn.”
They set out, using the darkened
mass of tall buildings in Manhattan as their guide. There were at least five
miles between them and the river, half of which was over the brick and the
other half of which passed through the unknown hollows that had long been
forgotten by all but their inhabitants, who knew nothing else. They got off the
brick several hours before dawn, and moved through the hollows as fast as they
could.
They had planned to walk across
the East River, but the center channel was now a swiftly running canal cradled
in a bed of melting ice, cutting deeper and deeper, and covered with a slick of
burning oil that made a flames a hundred feet high. ”The only thing we can do
is get to the harbor and go around, “ Asbury said. ”But we’ll have to wait
until dark.”
Thinking to hide all day in the
rubble, they backtracked to the quietest hollow, hopping from one burnt-out
building to another, and moving only when no one was around.
As they were hurrying from a
ruined tenement covered with rusted fire escapes that wrapped around it like
dead ivy, they we accosted by an old man who jumped up from a pit in the
ground.
He motioned for them to come
over to him, and they did.
In a dialect that they could
hardly understand, he told them to follow him to the church.
“What church?” Asbury asked, and
was informed, in the same obscure dialect, that the people of the hollow had
always been able to hide safely in the courtyard of a church.
Because of the way the rubble
had fallen, the churchyard was invisible from the street. Long disused
cloisters ran around its sides. At the far end, a thousand people were
gathered, so frightened that even the children were still. The old man was
proud to have rescued the strangers and to show them how cleverly he had hidden
so many people. He was about to leave, to save others, but Asbury asked that he
stay. ”If you keep on going out and coming back in, “ Asbury said, “you’ll be
sure to give us away.”
“Ta feerst woones asay tha than,
“ the old man replied. ”In’now saf be thay.” He smiled toothlessly, and slapped
his thigh. ”Tauntin uld Flinner gut mir chik fas thin rabbitin. Goone ameed
feers com chik fas rabbitin!” he said, and he went to bring more people to safety.
Asbury and Christiana were
surrounded by men, women, and children with sunken eyes and distended bellies,
whose bones showed through their sallow skin. These people lived for a very
short time, and were buried without markers. They were the people of the
hollows, who thought that the inhabitants of the city of the poor were well-off,
and that the once-shining towers across the river were a place of the gods.
They were afraid even to look at Asbury and Christiana, who towered above them.
“Can you defend yourselves, “
Asbury asked, “if we should be discovered?” There was no answer.
“We’ll just have to wait until
dark, “ Christiana said, “and then leave them to what they know.”
The old man brought back dazed
survivors, who leaned against the brownstone columns and watched as clouds of
smoke and ash were rammed across the sky by the edges of hot cyclones. It was
hard to tell whether it was night or day, and the sounds of firestorms,
explosions, and artillery came from every direction.
In the middle of the afternoon,
Asbury and Christiana looked up and saw the old man proudly leading into the hiding place three
little men in black coats.
“Those are them!” Asbury
screamed. ”You’ve brought them in.”
The Short Tails pushed the old
man to the ground, and stepped back. Asbury pleaded with the men among the
huddled survivors to help him prevent the Short Tails from leaving, but as the
Short Tails walked backward toward the exit, brandishing their weapons, no one
moved.
Finally, when the Short Tails
were halfway across the courtyard, Asbury ran toward them, and Christiana
followed.
He tackled one and slammed a
fist into his chest. The Short Tail said something in a voice full of air, and
quickly expired. But the other two began to beat Asbury with chains. He was
unable to separate himself from the one he had killed, and was choked by the body
as if he were drowning in it.
After a confusing struggle with
the remaining Short Tails, Asbury killed one of them, and the other escaped.
They tried to get the people in the churchyard to scatter, but it was no use.
Led by the one who had escaped, the Short Tails had already arrived. Some
blocked the exit, and others ran up the stairs to the roof, where they took up
positions once occupied by the gargoyles that had been there to guard the
monks. They flooded into the end of the courtyard, urged on by one of their
number who stepped to the front and beat his chest as if he were a baboon.
Asbury raised a chain, and the baboon skittered behind his comrades. Asbury and
Christiana stood near the two bodies, wondering what would happen when the
Short Tails found the courage to close. Even the gargoyles, who were archers,
were afraid to fire, and contented themselves with arrows casually loosed into
the trembling crowd. The sounds of the arrows finding their marks—like a sharp
ax penetrating deep into dead wood-finally emboldened the Short Tails, and they
moved forward.
But Athansor came from out of
the whining ash-wind, and made four stunning passes that knocked over the
living gargoyles and hurled them from the walls and towers. When the Short
Tails looked up, they saw him descending slowly toward them as if he were
corning down a beam of light. Christiana believed that she was imagining him, but down he came, stamping
his feet on the air, sidling, bending his muscular white neck, and flaring his
just and terrible eyes.
As the Short Tails scattered,
Athansor galloped around the courtyard, springing off the walls so hard that
they collapsed, and catching little men in his teeth. He trampled them, knocked
them over, and butted them murderously into stone columns. A few stood to
fight, and for these he went up on his hind legs—twenty-five feet in the
air—and then fell upon them with his hooves.
As the white horse fought, what
was left of the cloisters reverberated as if in an earthquake. When he
finished, he came to within a few yards of Asbury and Christiana and whinnied.
He knelt, and Christiana mounted
him. ”Come, “ she said, and Asbury followed. In one silent bound, they left the
smoky cloister and climbed over the river. A million fires flickered at them, and
they looked down upon a landscape that was trembling and dark. Because of the
ash-wind, night had come early. As they flew through clouds of smoke, they had
to close their eyes and lean forward, pressing their faces against the soft
white coat of the horse’s astonishingly broad and spacious back. Asbury thought
that they were dreaming, but Christiana knew that they were not.
• • •
ON the last day of the last year
of the second millennium, Hardesty and Virginia put the body of their child in
a small wood coffin, and walked south through the city. Hardesty insisted that
she be buried before the turn of the millennium that night. To leave her behind
in the set of a thousand years into which she had been born, while they crossed
into the next, seemed appropriate and decent. They wanted not to tease her with
even an hour or a day of the new time that she would never know.
It was a strange procession—Hardesty in front, with the coffin
on his shoulder; Virginia following, her eyes downcast; Mrs. Gamely behind her,
with Martin walking by her side and holding her hand. Late that afternoon, the
canyons were dark because of the ash-wind and the early setting of the sun. The
city of glass windows, which had once been illuminated by a billion scattered
fractions of the sun, was now as black as ink. They navigated through the
narrow canyons, and their compass points were the low buildings outlined against
the throbbing orange of the firelit sky. Eventually they reached the Battery,
where they heard midtown’s glass towers igniting like Roman candles in the
flames that swept down from the north.
They stepped onto the uncertain
burning ice below the Battery’s old stone wall, and started toward the Isle of
the Dead, a mile and a half across the harbor. Usually a small ferry plied back
and forth several times a day. During the freeze, people had simply walked
behind the sleds that carried the coffins. But now tremendous crevasses had
shattered the solid and beefy hunk of glass that had once locked up all the
islands and touched the harbor floor. From dozens of wide fissures, flames
would sometimes rise several hundred feet above the burning rivers of oil that
had carved out the canyons. Walls of black smoke and white steam floated
upward, gradually becoming rose-colored in the firelight. Geysers from caverns
stuffed with roiling green water and flaming oil would suddenly burst from amid
a lake of clear ice and throw heavy knife-edged shards for miles. The surface
began to melt because of the heat that radiated from the cloud-filled sky, and
the ten- or twenty-foot-deep ponds that appeared were sometimes instantly
drained by a new crack through which the water vanished into an anarchic
network of tunnels, caves, and underground rivers.
They crossed a lake of warm
water, sinking to their waists. Emerging from this, they looked back and saw
that the lake had disappeared. They next had to go a mile out of their way to
round a crevasse that held a million tons of burning oil. There were fast
streams to ford over beds of wet ice, and pitch-black coils of smoke through
which they had to charge, emerging on the other side to see that the maze had
many more walls.
Suddenly appearing overhead and
vanishing in a roar were the thousands of lifters, flying low through the
billowing steam and smoke, their lights flashing along their hundred-foot
lengths as they dashed from place to place. Their rotors and jets parted and
stirred up the clouds so that small bolts of lightning and trailing
thunderclaps followed them across the ice, dragging along like a veil. would
crisscross in strange garlands across the Marrattas and Mrs. Gamely, who soon
learned not to flinch as they passed. Hardesty wondered what was going to come of Jackson Mead’s plan now
that the great ice lens was irreparably broken, and guessed that the
master-builder had gone much deeper than the ice.
They searched to find a
gravedigger on the Isle of the Dead. These were the descendants of Baymen and
escapees from what the Baymen had called “hospitals for the congealed.” And
they looked it. Because of their skins, their wild beards, their thooid and
mangy rawhide lacings, and their expression of jilted, walleyed confusion, they
seemed to be fit heirs for their peculiar forebears.
Hardesty found one burrowing under a huge
leaning tree.
“Bury her, “ he commanded, indicating the
coffin.
The gravedigger protested that it was
night.
“You’ll have night for the rest of time,
if you don’t start digging, “ Hardesty threatened.
“Pay me.”
Hardesty dropped coins into the man’s
cupped hands.
There was a grave already waiting. They
went to it, and lowered the coffin.
The grave was filled in well in
advance of midnight. They knew they had to hurry, but before they started
across the ice, now covered with hot green lakes and soon to be subsumed, they
stood for a while, unbelieving. The whole world seemed to be dying. Virginia
cried. ”Goodbye, Abby, “ she said.
A GOLDEN AGE
• • •
IN the first hours of the new millennium, Peter Lake lay
asleep among the machines at The Sun. The Mechanics took him at his
word. Now that they had seen what he could do, they held him in awe and dared
not disturb him. Had he had other followers, supporters, or, for that matter,
friends, they might have awakened him just before the stroke of midnight, in
expectation of a miracle. But extraordinary events seldom keep appointments
with precision, and Peter Lake, entirely alone, slept through the moment when
the clock struck twelve and the year 2000 arrived. His right hand covered the
wound on his left side, and his mouth was slightly open as he lay half sitting
up against a machine that he himself had kicked awake several hours before.
There were no clocks in sight, but the clocks of The Sun ticked off
their seconds exactly as if nothing had happened. Plants remained in their pots
and tubs, and did not become animate or
walk about; doors still squeaked when they were opened; and a janitor was
spreading some sort of green stuff to catch the dust as he swept.
The Sun and The Whale were preparing a joint edition, as
was the custom when the news warranted, and double the usual number of people were at work. The place
had come alive in the dead of night as reporters with shocked expressions came
in from all the boroughs to write of what they had seen as their city was
destroyed. Because there
were so many stories to tell of how the old era had died, the paper the next day was going to be
almost as thick as a typical Ghost (The Ghost, however, had been
shut down by the power failure). For example, the animals in the zoos and the
riding horses in the West Side stables had put up such a racket that they had
been freed. Panicked by the fires, they galloped in herds, running up and down
the avenues between
ranks of burning buildings. When they turned a corner, The Sun reporter
wrote, the blurred sight of their smooth pelts and muscular backs suggested a
river in flood.
Compared to people, however, the
animals were a study in rectitude and self-control. The streets were filled
with racing automobiles. Drivers seeking routes out of the city found them
blocked with traffic, people, or debris, and sped as fast as they could to
other exits. But there were no exits, and the result was that everyone tried
one and then tore off toward the next. Every two-way street or boulevard had
automobiles running at ninety and a hundred miles an hour in both directions.
When there were crashes, and there were crashes, those who survived simply
continued on. Each minute, on any block, a car could be seen hurtling out of
control into a storefront or the terrified mobs on the sidewalks. The tension
was not alleviated by the fact that every fire engine and police car in the
city was rushing to and fro, sirens blaring, and the tanks and helicopters of
the militia were using up gasoline in trying to find the islands that Praeger
de Pinto had told them to guard.
The bridges were crowded with
uncountable thousands of refugees who streamed across their darkened roadways
unaware that the belts of subcities ringing Manhattan had become a single wall
of fire. They walked in stunned silence, children on their backs, briefcases and bundles in their hands. The
streets became a huge rag-and-bone shop as people carried off an infinite
assortment of objects that they wanted to save. Thousands upon thousands fled
with books, paintings, candelabras, vases, violins, old clocks, electronic
appliances sacks of silverplate, jewelry boxes, and—wonder of
wonders—television sets. The more practical-minded headed north on Riverside
Drive, laden with backpacks full of food, tools, and warm clothing But what
real chance, in the dead of winter, in a world turned upside down, did a man
with a chainsaw strapped across his back really have?
Not tens of thousands, but
hundreds of thousands of looters swelled into the commercial districts. Because
the more ambitious among them contrived to ram bulldozers against bank walls,
explosions were heard as cache after cache of dynamite blew open vault after
vault. But one boom was impossible to distinguish from another as stores of combustibles
were ignited by the fires and the militia blasted out firebreaks around the
islands. Overjoyed and overloaded looters moved as slowly as snails, pushing or
pulling refrigerators, obese furniture, racks of clothing, and sacks of money.
The money sacks were the saddest of orphans, for no sooner had they found a new
parent than he was shot and killed and they were adopted by someone else. This
was repeated without cease, so that if the money bags had been tracked, the
plot would have shown them oscillating like bouncing balls, exquisitely juggled
by the powers of insensate greed. All the things abandoned on the street made
even the most expensive districts seem like gutted, ruined slums, and it was
hard to tell where those with stolen objects in tow thought they were going.
Mainly, they moved in circles, wild with happiness that they now had a new this
or a new that. Because there were no places left in which to live, those who
had stolen furniture would probably never sit or lie on it, but would, instead,
spend weeks or months carrying it around on their backs.
Looters of a different sort
joined in intoxicated gangs seek libertine pleasures in the rubble. The
furniture abandoned by those who found it too heavy to carry served as stations
for copulation’ between people of all sexes and all ages. The combinations thus
effected of groups and individuals, the willing and the unwilling, were
terrible and sad.
The police did not know whom to
shoot or what to defend, since everything appeared to be at odds with
everything else, thunder and fire were everywhere, criminals vanished easily
into the dark ashwind, and the streets had filled with lunatics carrying
bundles.
The Sun’s reporters were also able to report on families that held
together and defended themselves against the chaos, on acts of selfless
charity, and on the brave and the mad who had tried to stop the dissolution.
These acts were rare, isolated incidents which did not turn back the tide—not
through any fault of their own, but because they were neither auspiciously
timed nor placed.
Witnessing the unraveling of the
city, those of Harry Penn’s reporters who
were not killed (as many of them were) returned to The Sun to write
about it. They sensed that this was the proper thing to do, even if everything else had
gone to hell, because they knew enough to know that whenever the world ends it always manages to
begin again, and they
had no intention of being left out.
While the city burned under
skies crawling with dense electrical storms, and his machines worked flawlessly
to light The Sun, Peter Lake slept.
• • •
PRAEGER de
Pinto had hardly turned to greet Harry Penn. Standing in the center of the
north deck, peering out the window through a pair of night-vision binoculars
mounted on a tripod, the mayor was busy. ”Who’s watching Island Six?” he asked
over the amplification system, almost like a god.
“I am, “ replied a normal human
voice from a rank of men to his left: deputy commissioners, staff assistants,
and a patrolman or two brought in to shore-up missing spaces, all equipped with
night-vision optics just as the mayor was.
“Do you see the gap in the
southwest side?” Praeger asked.
“I can’t see it now, sir, “ was
the reply. ”The ash is too thick. But I saw it before, and reported it.”
“Did they acknowledge?”
“No.”
“Island Six went off the communications
net, “ a technician announced.
“When?” Praeger inquired.
“Five minutes ago.”
“Try to get it back on. Eustis,
send a man on foot to the command post there, to tell them about that gap. And
give him a radio Island Six is in Chelsea. If he runs, he should make it in
twenty minutes.”
While the city burned below, exchanges
like this transpired in utter calm and tranquillity as Praeger and the others
worked to maintain their defenses and save as much as they could save. After
several hours, they had grown used to a city of flames and smoke. For Praeger
de Pinto and his generation, the notion that their future would be spent in
quiet command posts and apocalyptic battles was one with which they had been
comfortable almost from birth. Most of the men on the high deck were cool and
unmoved. This was their task, something they had always expected. The logic of
the preceding decades, the wars against dreams and illusions, the life of
expectations in themselves, not surprisingly, had led to this. In fact, rising
to meet the challenge of its inevitability, they had, at times, actually wanted
it.
But Harry Penn was an old man,
who had had different expectations, and he grieved as he watched the tens of
thousands of flames flickering in the darkness, seeking out whatever was left
to burn. He was deeply hurt by the triumphant clouds of smoke and steam,
reflecting orange light as they soared above the city, turning over and
unfolding like dough in a baker’s hands. They seemed to be laughing at the
ruined burnt-out blocks which they had so cowardly abandoned.
Unlike the others, Harry Penn
remembered the city when it was young. In general, the people had been kinder
and more capable than their descendants, and the city itself had been
different, innocent. The curve of the carriage roads, long since obliterated; the
billow of sails, long since gone; the flanks and manes of horses working on the
streets, long gone too; and the shape even of people’s dress, soft and gentle
as it was—were, in themselves, a prayer that found continual favor. God and nature had been pleased by
the immortal and correct curves, by the horses, by the tentativeness of
expression, by the city’s remarkable ability to understand its place in the
world, and the city had been rewarded with clear north winds and a dome of deep
blue sky. The city that Harry Penn had known and loved had been young and new.
In a lull, Praeger turned to
Harry Penn, and saw that the old man’s face, faintly illuminated by the harsh
firelight, was full of pain. ”What is it?” he asked.
“Let’s just say, “ Harry Penn
answered, “that a lovely child I once knew has grown old and hard, and is now
dying an ugly death.”
“It isn’t
so, “ said Praeger. ”It isn’t dying. This is going to clear the way.”
“I’m too old, “ Harry Penn told
him, “too attached to one time, I suppose, ever to lose faith in it.”
“Look, “ Praeger said. ”Out
there, in the blackness, I see a new city rising, already.”
Harry Penn looked out, and saw
only the past of which he so often dreamed.
“Of all people, “ Praeger
continued, “I would have thought that you would see this for what it is. I
thought you knew. The Sun is publishing, isn’t it?”
“We’ve never missed a day.”
“Right now, “ Praeger said, “The
Sun is the only lighted building in this city—like a beacon.”
“That’s not so, “ Harry Penn
replied. ”The Sun is dark. The machinery froze, and the mechanics say it
will take them six months to fix it. When I left a couple of hours ago everyone
was working by candlelight, and we were going to run the joint edition by hand,
on the treadle press.”
“Then you must come with me, “
Praeger said as he put his arm around Harry Penn’s shoulders and led him toward
the east gallery. He deeply loved the old man.
At first they saw nothing except
a gray cloud sweeping by, filthy with ash and cinders. But then, as if it were
being cranked up, the cloud slowly and awkwardly lifted, and a light shone
through the last of its dirty skirts.
Alone in the darkness of
Printing House Square, The Sun was lit like a faceted jewel.
Astonishingly angular and precisely aligned beams of light radiated from its
windows. The floor of the square reflected back a diffuse glow, over which lay
the swordlike projections as if they were the branches of a thistle, or the
hard metal representations of light in the cross of St. Stephen.
“There, “ Praeger said. ”One of
the rewards of virtue.”
But Harry Penn knew better. ”Even
a thousand years of virtue, “ he replied, “are not strong enough to shape the
light. Something far greater than virtue... must be very close.”
Then Harry Penn left to go back
to The Sun, and Praeger resumed his direction of the difficult battle
that was unfolding silently below, and for which he had probably been born.
• • •
WHILE Harry Penn walked across
Printing House Square, he was so taken by The Sun’s light cutting the
ash-wind like a surgeon’s scalpel that he didn’t notice that three men were
following him. Half hidden by the miasma surging in and out like a tide of
polluted water, they were on a course that would cut across his path two
hundred feet from the doors of The Sun. They had been able to tell from
his gait that he was a very old and wealthy man. The majestic, endearing, and
surprising way in which he walked did not only express the optimism of another
age, but seemed to telegraph quite clearly that he was carrying a fair amount
of money, a gold pocket watch, and, probably, cuff links, a tie bar, or a
stickpin. And old upright codgers like Harry Penn didn’t hear too well, their
reflexes were shot, and they went down with one quick blow. So the three men
who stalked him on the square were not careful of their approach. Had they been
Short Tails (which they were not) they would have been very careful. In the
Short Tails’ day, hundred-year-old men were, even if greatly at risk because of
their age, veterans of the frontier, the Civil War, and other action much
rougher than the Short Tails had ever known.
The three men were sure that
they were going to have an easy time. And they almost did, because, some way
before The Sun, Harry Penn stopped for breath. But one of Jackson Mead’s
huge lifters was flying perilously
low among the high towers. Harry Penn turned at its roar and, as it parted the
smoke, he saw them. They kept coming. At first he wasn’t sure that he was in
danger. Then he saw their knives and blackjacks. His slow and indignant look of
surprise both amused and enraged them. Having lived for a hundred years, Harry
Penn was absolutely fearless. He didn’t shake, he didn’t breathe hard, and he
didn’t blink. He considered himself a representative of the era of Theodore
Roosevelt, Admiral Dewey, the great soldiers of the Union, the Indian fighters,
and (as Craig Binky would say) Wild Bill Buffalo. Because his reflexes were
really quite slow, he stared at his three assailants for much too long as they came toward him. He
was able, however, to summon the past, and the past emerged to protect him. His
eyes sparkled. He smiled. (And he reached into his pocket and pulled out a four-barreled
pepperbox handgun.)
This little machine looked
ridiculous and ineffectual. It had the same harmless air as a blunderbuss. They were about to tell him so when
he fired the first barrel and knocked down the man closest to him, with a bullet in the solar
plexus. The other two were startled, and stopped for a fatal instant in which
he shot them, also.
He stood for a moment, looking
at the three bodies over which the fog and smoke arched as they blew past. In all his long life, he
had never killed anyone, not
even in several wars. He trembled a bit, but then he thought that he was too old to bother. He
already knew all the
terrible lessons that a younger man might have had to learn after doing such a thing, so he
turned around, put the old-fashioned pistol back in his pocket, and walked toward the office.
The Sun had become a paradigm of light and activity. Isolated by
the natural firebreak of Printing House Square, with armed guards in position
behind sandbags at the entrances and on the roof (these men had heard Harry
Penn’s three shots, but had been unable to see very far into the smoke), with
their own source of power, and with their families sheltered in the courtyard
and throughout the vast interior of the building, the employees of The Sun
worked as they had never worked
before.
As he took the several flights
of stairs, Harry Penn was stopped a hundred times by excited young men and
women who wanted to show him that
they were doing their job and were full of hope. They asked him unnecessary
questions, and he answered carefully so as encourage them. He knew that to
reconcile the festive air at The Sun with what was going on outside, he
had only to consider the youth of his reporters.
At the top of the stairs, he ran
into Bedford. ”How’d you get the lights on?” he asked.
Bedford shrugged his shoulders. ”They
just came on. I guess the mechanics were able to fix the machines.”
Bedford went downstairs to
interview the mechanics. When, later, Bedford reported to Harry Penn’s office,
Harry Penn was sitting on a couch, smoking a cigar and staring at the paintings
of Peter Lake and Beverly.
“The mechanics say that the
machinery was hopelessly frozen and jammed, “ Bedford told Harry Penn, whose
eyes never left the paintings. ”They had half of it eviscerated and out on the
floor, and were prepared for six months of work, when the chief mechanic
returned and fixed it in... well, they say a minute.”
“What! Trumbull? I don’t believe
that Trumbull could fix anything in a minute. He takes a year to sharpen my
Swiss Army knife. Something’s not right.”
“Trumbull was the one to whom I
spoke.” “That liar.”
“Mr. Penn, he’s no longer the
chief mechanic.” “He isn’t? Since when? Where was I?”
“For quite a while now, the
mechanics have had a new chief, whom they themselves have elevated to the
position.”
“Damnation, Bedford, “ Harry
Penn said furiously. ”Nobody elevates anyone around here except me. No one
designates shares except me.”
Bedford shook his head. ”He
takes apprentice’s shares. They made him chief because, they say, he was so
good they couldn’t wait.”
“What is he, one of those
computer kids? Get the son of a bitch up here. I want to talk to him.” “I can’t
do that.”
“Goddammit, “ Harry Penn said,
glancing at the ceiling in exasperation. ”Who runs this newspaper?”
Bedford tried to answer, but no
words came. At first Harry Penn was livid, but then he was simply amazed. ”What’s
his name?” “They call him Mr. Bearer.” “Mr. Bearer, “ he echoed. ”That’s
correct.”
Harry Penn was not sure whether
to reload his pepperbox or lapse into hysteria. ”Why can’t you get him up
here?” he asked. ”He’s taking a nap.” “He’s taking a nap?”
“Yes, sir. They won’t let him be
disturbed. They stand in awe of him. They seem to think that he’s the king of
mechanics.”
“Look here, “ Harry Penn said,
fierce-eyed, rising from the coach. ”I don’t care if he’s the king of the
gypsies. I’m going to wake this “Mr. Bearer’ up, I’m going to fire him, and I’m
going to kick his ass. And then I’ll rehire him as chief mechanic, and
get down on my knees in front of him because I’m so grateful that the son of a
bitch was able to keep the light burning.”
As Harry Penn took the stairs,
rhythmically, one by one, he felt at first a chill, and then his hair stood on
end, and then he could neither feel the steps under his feet nor hear his own
footsteps or the sound of the machines on the machine deck. It couldn’t be, he
thought to himself just before he confronted the mechanics. But—the best
mechanic in the world, who fixed all the machines in one move, who was elevated
by the other mechanics and still takes an apprentice’s shares—it could only be.
Numb with fear and anticipation,
Harry Penn questioned the mechanics. ”Where is Mr. Bearer? Is he here?”
“Yes, he’s here, “ one of them answered.
“Show me.”
“He shouldn’t be disturbed, “
Trumbull declared. ”He’s sleeping now.” “Oh no, “ Harry Penn said, falling into
Trumbull’s reverential tone. ”I just want to look at him.”
“He’s down there, “ Trumbull
said, pointing. ”Two rows, and then turn in by the compressor. You’ll see a
little alley of generators....”
Harry Penn was already on his
way. He passed two rows, turned in by the compressor, and followed the little
alley of generators until he came to a man who was sleeping up against a busy,
smoothly running machine.
At first Harry Penn could not
see his face. He knelt down, trembling, and shielded his eyes from the bright
light of a lamp in a conical tin shade. And, then, he saw. He saw what no man
has the right to expect to see even in a life of a hundred years. He saw the
past arise. He saw the past victorious. He saw time and death beaten. He saw
Peter Lake.
• • •
TO see Peter Lake unchanged
after eighty-five years was not only to see that time could be beaten, but that
those whom one has loved do not simply disappear forever. Harry Penn might have
died contentedly on the spot as Peter Lake slept before him. But privileges
come in droves, this was not the last great thing that Harry Penn was to see,
and he did not choose that moment to expire.
He grabbed Peter Lake’s wrist
and tugged at it to wake him up. Still asleep, Peter Lake pulled back his arm,
and said, “That’s not what I asked you.”
“Wake up! Wake up!” Harry Penn
shouted in delight, but no matter how much Harry Penn shook him, Peter Lake
still slept. So, Harry Penn resorted to an old and effective reveille that he
had used in the wars. Leaning over to within several inches of Peter Lake’s
right ear, he shouted, as hard as he could, “Hand grenade!”
Peter Lake’s body coalesced into
a bolt of lightning that took to the air, where he somehow managed to remain
until he had scanned every inch of the floor. When he descended, he saw a very
old man with a wide smile. ”What did you do that for?” Peter Lake asked.
“You wouldn’t get up. It’s
good.... What do I mean it’s good? It’s not just good, it’s magnificent, a
glory, the happiest thing in my life, to see you again.”
Peter Lake eyed him with some
apprehension. ”Have we met?
Harry Penn threw back his head
and laughed with maniacal satisfaction. ”I’m Harry Penn!” he said.
“You’re the publisher of The
Sun. You’re my boss. But we never met.”
“Oh yes we did, “ Harry Penn
affirmed, gleefully bouncing up and down on his bent haunches. ”More than
eighty-five years ago! I wasn’t even fifteen. Of course, you wouldn’t recognize
me now, but I know you. You haven’t aged a day. Ha!”
Peter Lake looked carefully at
the old man, waiting for some more of the story. He tried to envision what
Harry Penn had looked like as a boy, and found that it was too difficult to do.
But Harry Penn, still enraptured
(as he would be until the day he died), slapped his thigh, and gathered up his
thoughts. ”You know, “ he said, happily, “this reminds me of a time when I was
just a small kid, and we were up in the mountains, on the way to the Coheeries.
I was about four, I think.
“It was a beautiful June
morning, and at the inn where we stayed the night, my father was sending a
telegram, or waiting to receive one—I
don’t know. I was itching to get to the Coheeries, but I was told that we
wouldn’t be leaving until the afternoon. I went up to a high place that seemed
to overlook all the world and take in half its sunshine, and there I found a
field of blueberries. Soon I was lost in the grazing, and would have stayed
there, eating, until my father called me—were it not for the approach of a
train winding up the mountainside. The tracks were just a short distance from
where I was, and I knew it was going to go past me.
“As I watched it draw close, I
was greatly agitated. I wanted to stop it, because I realized that if it were
going to come to me, it would have to leave me, too. And because I grieved in
advance for its leaving, I decided to stop it, even if it meant that I had to
destroy it. Do you know how I contrived to do that?”
Peter Lake shook his head to
show that he didn’t.
“I was going to throw a blueberry at it,
“ Harry Penn said in a hoarse whisper.
“I got the biggest blueberry I
could find, and went to wait by the side of the rails, stricken with guilt that
I was going to slay a fine train, merely for my love of it. I remember that as
it came closer and began to bear
down on me I was trembling with remorse At very moment that the seventy-ton
locomotive pulled up even with me, I forsook the world, and threw my blueberry
at it.
“The next thing I knew, I saw
the caboose rushing away into the meadows where I had been afraid to go because
there were too many bees in the wildflowers, and the train continued on,
disappearing into the bright snowfields at the top of the ridge.
“Never in my life have I been so
relieved. With that terrible weight off my chest, I skipped down to the hotel,
and resolved not to throw blueberries at locomotives.
“I thought that when you saw me
you would be as amazed as I am to see you. But you don’t have the slightest
idea of who I am, do you?”
“No, sir, not really.”
“It was as vain of me to think
that you would know me, or that I would matter, as it was for me to think that
I could derail a seventy-ton locomotive with a little berry. You hardly knew me
even then. But, don’t you recall my sister?”
“I can’t say that I do. You see,
I know that you’re right when you talk about a hundred years ago. I remember it
in flashes. But it’s never clear.”
“Then you don’t know who you are, do
you?”
“No.”
“I do.”
“I would be most relieved if you
would let me in on it. It’s been at the tip of my tongue ever since they pulled
me from the harbor.
“You don’t even know your own name?”
“No, sir, not even that.”
“Then come, “ said Harry Penn. ”Come
upstairs with me, and I will show you who you are, not in words, but in
beautiful images that could not ever be counterfeited or forged. And you will
know exactly who you are, forever, by knowing what it is that you love.
• • •
AS he and Harry Penn ascended
the hanging staircases at The Sun, Peter Lake clutched his side. Each
step was a greater agony, for the wound had not healed. But, still, he almost
floated up the stairs, and when they reached
the last floor, Peter Lake continued to rise beyond the landing, and had to
pull himself down so as not to strike the ceiling. A young copy boy who
witnessed this dropped both his lower jaw and a large sheaf of papers that he
had in his arms, and the breeze carried the papers down the hall with the same
graceful, free, weightlessness that had been the mark of Peter Lake ascending
the stairs.
Only with ironclad discipline
and concentration was Peter Lake able to move through the long halls one step
at a time. He knew that if he lost himself for even a moment he would
accelerate through the walls and into the open air—hurtling toward something
that pulled him forward with mounting and limitless velocity. He wondered what
it was that was pouring into him the power to float, and run, and rise.
All that had been raging within
him subsided in the gold and blue aura of the paintings that stood upon a long
table in Harry Penn’s office, leaning at a slight angle that made Peter Lake
and Beverly seem to look into the distance.
A crown of color emanated from
the life-sized portraits, in rose, yellows, and blues that boiled in the air,
perpetually unfurling, like the sunlit spray of a wave that hangs in the light.
To Peter Lake and Harry Penn, it appeared that the two figures were actually
alive. The dark background with its slight radiance (as if a strong beam of
light were passing through invisibly except for a few telltale glimmers of the
dust) was in no way flat, and even though it was merely a few millimeters of
paint, it led the eye far and deep. Beverly seemed perpetually to be reaching a
smile. She had not only the look of grace and forgiveness common to those who
stare from the past, but she seemed to be brimming over with the knowledge of
something excellent and good. In his portrait, Peter Lake seemed unsure,
uncomfortable, and not as well initiated in the brilliant mystery that
surrounded Beverly with such force and confidence—despite the tentative way her
left hand touched the folds of blue silk that billowed from her shoulder and
were tied by a silver clasp. But he was, obviously, soon to learn. In her right
hand, she held a folded fan against the pearly gray of her dress. Though it was
not apparent in the portraits, they had been standing almost together when the
artist had
painted them, and her left
hand was reaching to touch Peter Lake Though their hands were not together, one
would, if one were to know the circumstances of the sitting, see them on their
way.
They were alive. To say so is
not just a figure of speech a device, or a metaphor. They were alive, and, what
is more, she had seen everything.
“Your name is Peter Lake. And
that was my sister—Beverly, “ Harry Penn offered.
Peter Lake held out his hand as
if to say, “Shhh! I know. Of course I know.” And he knew, as well, exactly what
he had to do, though he didn’t know how he was going to do it.
With a last look into Beverly’s
eyes, for courage, he turned from the portrait and left the room, with Harry
Penn hard on his heels.
Harry Penn could only just keep
up with him, and Peter Lake didn’t turn when he spoke. ”We sat for that
portrait on a very beautiful day, “ he said. ”I wanted to be outside, but she
made me stand beside her from morning until night. Sometimes when I got tired
of standing, I knelt on a little stool in back of her. I didn’t see the sun
once that day, but only a perfectly blue sky through the upper part of a north
window.
“Later, at night, I was quite
surprised to find that my muscles were pleasantly sore, and that my face and
arms were sunburned.
“She said it was my reward, and
that it was only a part of what was to come. I didn’t know then what she meant,
but now I do know.”
Harry Penn stopped, and looked
after Peter Lake as he disappeared down the stairs. The old man had done his
part, and he returned to his office to direct The Sun.
• • •
FAT, gentle, slit-eyed Cecil Mature was in a rage. ”Do this!
that! Do this! Do that!” he said furiously to a desk littered with bushels of
request slips, materials orders, looseleaf papers, queries, demands, and
several dozen bright red and blue memos from Jackson Mead that had all arrived
at the same time bearing the following inscription: “Most urgent, absolute,
top, 1,000% priority—if I were a king in ancient times, I would lop off your head were you not to deal
with this immediately.”
He clenched his fist until it
resembled a small stack of bagels, and slammed it hard against his huge desk,
causing half a dozen cathode-ray screens to flicker in effeminate protest.
Seething with an anger that threatened to compromise his extraordinarily sweet
disposition, he tried to lose his temper the way other people did, and to
become mean. Edging himself on, as it were, against an edgeless nature, he
found himself in a struggle between a hard external voice and an inaudible but
omnipotent inner gentleness.
“He just sits there, and doesn’t
even move, “ Cecil said, trying to work himself up. ”Just commands, commands,
commands. His lips hardly part when he talks, all for conservation of energy. ’Mr.
Wooley, send twenty thousand freight cars to the iron fields of Minnesota. Mr.
Wooley, convert the supertankers we are building in Sasebo into carriers of
liquid hydrogen. Mr. Wooley, draw up the plans for a titanium smelter in
Botswana. Mr. Wooley, do this. Mr. Wooley, do that. ’I can’t!”
Mootfowl glided up from nowhere.
”He wants you to find out about the progress of the fire. It’s coming down from
the north at a fast pace, and he says you ought to get close to it, scout
around, and try to pick up some information about the Short Tails.”
“What about all this stuff?”
Cecil asked, referring to the stack of “urgent” memos. ”What about the charge
fluctuations at Black Tom, the polarity reversal at Diamond Shoals, the
switches that have to be changed in South Bay? How’s that going to get done?”
“He says not to worry.” “Not to worry? After all those years? You mean he’s not
worried
himself?”
“He isn’t.”
Cecil was astonished. ”What
about you? Aren’t you a little tense? God knows, I am. The city’s burning;
we’re pressed from all sides; the harbor’s so turbulent I don’t see how in the
world the lenses will remain stable, and they’ve got to be completely immobile
for the beams to concentrate perfectly, since the ice lenses are gone, and....”
“I wouldn’t lose too much sleep
over that, Cecil, “ Mootfowl said. ”I’m not going to.”
Cecil couldn’t believe his ears.
”How can that be?” he asked “You? You, the most nervous, jumpy, stiff, keyed-up
divine that ever lived? We’re so close!”
“Cecil, do you understand what
happens if we throw that bridge and it takes?”
“Eternal salvation, heaven on
earth, the sight of God’s face, the golden age—everyone slim and trim, “ Cecil
answered in a sort of reverberatery awe.
“That’s right, “ Mootfowl confirmed. ”And
what’s left for us?”
“Wha?” said Cecil, nearly rolling off his
chair.
“We’d be out of a job. If everything were
bliss, there’d be no need for us, would there?”
“Don’t
you want it that way?”
“Quite frankly, I don’t. I’ve
changed my mind. And he’s having second thoughts, too. We like it the way it
is. We’re enjoying the oscillating balances, the ongoing war between good and
evil, the wonderful small triumphs of the soul. Perhaps it’s too soon to end
all that. Perhaps we need some more time to think things out.”
“Another hundred years?” Cecil
inquired.
“We were thinking about the
excellent times that we’ve had, and we decided on maybe another thousand... or
two.”
“What about Peter Lake?”
“Must his triumph be absolute?
None of the others had that, not Beverly Penn, nor any of the ones before,
though when it’s his time to act he may far outshine the others, and take the
matter out of our hands.”
“They don’t do that.”
“They haven’t done it as yet.
Who’s to say that he won’t? By the way, it’s all working out very well with
him, as far as we can tell.”
“You’ve found him!”
“At about two o’clock this
morning, “ Mootfowl said, “sleeping against a bank of machinery. / trained him
to that.”
“Like hell you did, “ Cecil
snapped. ”Don’t you remember where you grabbed him?”
“Well, yes. But I sharpened his
sense of the machine’s nature. You do recall, don’t you, that he thought they
were animals?”
“Where is he?”
“You were always loyal to him,
much more than to any of the others.”
“He’s been through a lot.”
“They’ve all been, “ Mootfowl
said. ”The last I heard, he was at The Sun. Don’t be too long. We’re
going to throw the bridge in a few hours, and if it takes, if it takes... I
imagine you’ll want to be around.”
• • •
PRINTING House Square was
crowded with dazed survivors looking for the people they loved. For fear of
creating too great a contrast with those who were lost and alone, families
whose members found one another suppressed their joy, which made it all the
stronger. The Marrattas met Asbury, Christiana, and Jessica Penn just inside
the doors of The Sun. They sat down together by a bank of palms
illuminated by a number of spotlights in the ceiling. The Sun’s steam
engines beat and hissed in a muscular rhythm to provide power for the presses
and the light. But across Printing House Square, The Ghost was as black
as pitch. Its employees stared at its triumphant rival, and their faces,
illuminated alternately by flamelight and by the light of The Sun itself, were
sad, moonlike, sallow, and held in hands that had nothing to do.
When Peter Lake reached the bottom
of the stairs, he saw the Marrattas across the lobby, and went toward them.
Just before he reached the bank of palms, he clutched his side in response to a
sudden pain that nearly toppled him, and stood quietly, hoping for it to pass.
They were talking. Hardesty and Asbury were speaking about the vault where
Hardesty had left the salver. With the salver’s several pounds of gold, the
huge and powerful horse, the launch, and the many skills and strengths that the
Gunwillows, the Marrattas, and Mrs. Gamely possessed, they could make a new
beginning in the city, whatever its shape, when the fires died down and the
morning
came. Peter Lake emerged from the palms.
Just as he did, Cecil Mature scurried into the lobby of The Sun, breathless
after pushing his way through the crowds. When he saw Peter Lake, his hardly
visible eyes filled with tears. Peter Lake, too, felt a surge of brotherly
affection for Cecil, and when he spoke his voice broke with emotion “Have you
got the tools to blow a vault?” he asked.
Cecil nearly collapsed with
happiness at the sudden and perfect resumption of their old ways. ”I can get
them, “ he answered, overjoyed.
“We’ve got braces and hammers at
The Sun, “ Peter Lake said “but the metal in these machines is soft. What I’ll
need from you are diamond bits of all sizes, nitro, variable chucks, and
safecracker’s probes. I’ll bring the rest.”
“I can get ‘em easy!” Cecil
yelled as he left. ”Wait here.”
Peter Lake turned to Asbury. ”Tell
me about the horse that you were talking about. Is he really huge, so that you
almost need a ladder to get up on him? Is he as white as snow, and more
beautiful than any equestrian statue? Does he fight as you wouldn’t think a
horse could ever fight, with his forelegs twirling and his head swinging back
and forth like a mace? And does he have a tendency to take extremely long
strides, which, if he has his way, become flight? I don’t mean retreat. I mean flying.”
“Yes, it’s all true, “
Christiana answered.
“You have my horse, “ Peter Lake
said in such a way that Christiana lowered her eyes for having lost him once
again. But Peter Lake then turned to Virginia. ”Where’s your little girl?” he
asked.
“She’s dead, “ Virginia answered. ”You
saw yourself.”
“But where is she now?”
“We buried her on the Isle of the Dead, “
Hardesty said.
Peter Lake closed his eyes and
thought. Then, shaking his head in the affirmative, as if he had just convinced
himself of something, he opened his eyes, and he said, “Dig her up.”
“What are you saying?” Hardesty
replied, suddenly angry.
“What am I saying? I’m saying
that you should go to the Isle of the Dead, and dig her up. Disinter her, if
that’s what you want to call it. Remove her from the grave.”
“But why?” Hardesty asked, not
knowing what to think.
“Because she’s going to live, “
Peter Lake said quietly. ”And that I know because of Beverly.” He held up his hand. ”Just do as I say.
I’ll take the horse, since he’s mine anyway, but I’ll open the vault and
retrieve the salver for you in return.”
“You spoke of Beverly, “
Hardesty said to Peter Lake. ”Do you mean Beverly Penn?”
“Yes, “ Peter Lake answered,
“Beverly Penn.”
“Then I know who you are, from
the pictures in the archives. You’re the man who stood next to her in all the
photographs, and was never identified. How is it that in all this time you
haven’t
aged?”
“I’d like to know that myself, “
Peter Lake said. ”It’s been perplexing me for quite a while. But now Cecil
Mature is back. If you’ll tell me the location of the vault and the number of
the box, we’ll go get the salver, and leave it in place of the horse. Where is
the horse?”
“Mr. Cecil Wooley, “ Cecil
corrected, even though he was breathless from hauling a heavy leather sack full
of diamond bits and titanium probes. ”Remember?”
“I do remember, “ Peter Lake
replied. ”Mr. Wooley, would you like to crack one last vault?” Cecil beamed,
and bashfully swung his right foot to and fro as he stared down at the ground.
Hardesty told Peter Lake the
number of the box and the location of the vault. ”I know that one, “ Peter Lake
said, “from back then, when it was the plus ultra of vaults. With modern tools
and techniques, it shouldn’t be that difficult.”
“Do you want the combination of
the box, and a key for a padlock that holds down the lid?” Hardesty asked,
pulling out his key ring, and then, realizing that he had insulted Peter Lake,
putting it back in his pocket.
Christiana told Peter Lake where
to find the white horse—in a courtyard on Bank Street. He could see that she
didn’t want to part with him. ”I’m not going to keep him either, “ he said. ”He’s
going home.”
During these exchanges, Mrs.
Gamely had been sulking unnoticed on a bench. Peter Lake approached her. ”Sarah,
“ he said. ”I’m deeply sorry for having been so rude to you a little while ago.
I didn’t really remember. Will you forgive me?”
“Oh yes, “ she answered. ”You’re
Peter Lake, aren’t you.”
He nodded his head.
He and Mr. Cecil Wooley, as
Cecil preferred to be called (since he thought that, unlike the heavy-set
syllables of “Mature, “ “Wooley” sounded very thin and graceful) left to crack
the vault.
• • •
AFTER they leaned through the
transoms and had the mechanics pass them the other tools they needed, they left
The Sun for the bank that Hardesty had chosen years before because it had
looked noble responsible, and burglarproof.
If by will, imagination, and
desire, one can cross from one time to another, Peter Lake and Cecil Mature did
so on their half-mile walk. They existed in the present only with a great deal
of sufferance anyway, and they suspected that they were soon to rise and
actually fly out of it. Hanging on to the modern age by only a thread, they
could almost hear the choirs of voices, the tremulous sounds that would shake
the ground, and the tones that would come from beyond the swirling smoke. They
sensed very strongly the imminent marriage of chaos and order which seemed to
be on its way to the turbulent city surrounded by calm blue bays.
They saw images projected from
afar into the billowing eruptive smoke, and Peter Lake quickly surmised that
the record of all things, though rushing away into uncharted infinity, could
still throw back a strong and indelible reflection. They saw, briefly
unfolding, the flowering of the city they had once known—the horses straining
at their wagons, the snow dumpers hard at work, the firemen and their urnlike
engines, the ice-hung maze of telephone wires, the old silks and diamond
lapels, innocent and fleeting expressions born to light an unknowing face for
the rest of time. They heard hoofbeats, the mourning whistles of many-stacked
ferries, the clatter of harness peddlers’ calls, and wooden wheels on the
cobbles. And Peter Lake knew that these things were nothing in themselves but
the means by which to remember those he had loved, and to remind him that the
power of the love he had known was repeated a million times a mil-lion times
over, from one soul to another—all worthy, all holy, none ever lost. He glided
through the illusions that flashed bravely on the smoke, and he was touched very deeply by the will of
things to live in the
light.
The bank was a looming old stone
building. Every window and door was covered with Spanish ironwork that looked
as delicate as lace. But the bars, far from being frilly tendrils, were
hardened steel as thick as Craig Binky’s head.
“Now there’s a bank to be
admired, “ said Peter Lake, pointing to the motto engraved in four-foot letters
across the architrave: “Neither a borrower nor a lender be.”
“We never did a job like this,
not even close, “ Cecil said apprehensively.
“I did, “ he was answered. ”Quite
close. Some of the private vaults I opened were probably almost as big as the
one that’s in here. All you need are the right tools, patience, and a little
practice. It’s only metal.”
“How are we going to get in? The
front door?” “We could use the front door, since there aren’t any cops around,
and it’s dark. But banks always concentrate their strengths in the places that
the public sees. We’ll save fifteen minutes if we go through a second-story
window in the back.”
They went around the corner and
climbed to a wide ledge which formed the sill of a window that was itself
behind thick iron bars. ”In the old days, “ Peter Lake said, “we’d have had to
cut or blow these bars, or use a jackscrew as big as a telephone pole. But now,
thanks to diligent metallurgists, we’ve got these wonderful little creatures.”
He reached into his bag and pulled out two silver jacks, each about the size of
a loaf of bread. They were comprised of a gearbox in the center, and something
that looked like a combination of a threaded shaft and a ratchet post. Peter
Lake fixed them between a set of bars, and then attached folding cranks which
he and Cecil Mature began to turn. After a minute of furious circling, hardly
any change was visible.
He explained that hundreds of
wafer-thin alloy gears were packed in so densely as to give a mechanical
advantage of two thousand. Though it would take a lot of turning, it would
work, he said, and pointed to little cracks where the bars met the stone. There
were even battery-powered models, he informed his partner, but what was the point? What could you do while
the thing was working, sit on the ledge and eat your lunch, or read Field
and Stream? The idea was to work with the machine.
Soon the bars began to sing like
old Irishwomen who tend sheep in the fog. Ten minutes later they had spread far
enough apart for Peter Lake to reverse the jacks, pull them out, and step
through However, Cecil became wedged firmly between them, and was only able to
get inside after Peter Lake plastered him with graphite and pulled at him. The
exertion reopened Peter Lake’s wound, and he bent double with pain.
“I’m all right, “ he declared. ”Let’s
move on.”
Now they were on familiar
ground, working together with the old tools on an old-fashioned break-tape
window alarm. They drilled a dozen tiny holes through the tape, and connected
them together with copper probes and wires. Then, knowing that the current
would not be interrupted, they carefully cut a hole through the glass, and
pulled it out with a double suction cup, placing it neatly between the window
and the bars. They were careful about the alarms not because they feared the
police (who had their hands full), but rather as a matter of pride. They
anchored a block and tackle to the bars, maneuvered themselves and their tools
through the opening in the glass, stood in the stirrups of their tackle, and
slowly lowered themselves to the floor thirty feet below.
When they touched down, they
touched lightly and without a sound. Peter Lake looked into the turbulent
darkness high above him. ”Shhh!” he whispered to Cecil, who thought the police
were nearby. ”Do you hear it?”
“What?” Cecil whispered back.
“The music.”
“What music?”
“Piano music, a very soft and beautiful
piano. Listen.”
Cecil closed his eyes, held his
breath, and concentrated deeply. But he could hear nothing. Peter Lake said,
“Ah... beautiful! How tranquil.”
Cecil took another breath, and
tried again. ”I like music, ‘ he said a minute later, after he had exhaled. ”But
I didn’t hear anything.”
“It’s very faint. It’s circling
up there, near the top of the dome, like a little cloud.”
They slid across a little
prairie of madly waxed marble, their way dimly lit by the red glare of the
fires, and went down some wide stairs that led to the sepulcher in which the
vault had been set. A ceremonial gate of bronze-colored steel bars proved easy
enough to pass simply by punching in the lock with a hardened awl and a
sledgehammer. Once they were beyond the gate, they switched on their headlamps
and approached the vault.
The door was ten feet in
diameter, with hinge pins twice as thick as a fire hydrant. The stainless-steel
wheels and rods that were scattered over its front made it look like the
interior of a submarine.
But
Peter Lake was not discouraged, and immediately lapsed into an analytical
monologue the beguiling likes of which Cecil had often heard from Mootfowl as
he felt his way through something difficult and unknown. ”These wheels, here, “
Peter Lake said, touching half the capstans as he spoke, “are just to impress
the safe deposit customers. They’re stuck on to make the thing look like it’s
impossible to move. They turn, see? But they have nothing to do with the
problem. ”These two— “ he patted two spoked steel thistles each a yard in
diameter—“they turn the four bolts. That’s it. If we could rotate these, the
bolts would crawl from the strikes like woodchucks backing out of their holes.
Each bolt is as thick as a small log with roughly the diameter of a dinner
plate, in solid vanadium steel.
“In
the old days, you could manipulate the locks, even the time locks. You’d have
to drill to get to the workings, but you could do it. Now the mechanisms have
been retrofitted so that they’re controlled by those little silicon things, tea
biscuits that are smarter than we are. If you want to outwit them, you’ve got
to be able to deal with individual electrons. Maybe Mootfowl can do that, but
it’s not my style.
“So
we’ve got to bypass the control, get to the four bolts, and destroy them. That
means drilling three holes for each bolt, and blasting the bolt itself into the
vault, since the back of the door is covered only with quarter-inch-sheet steel
that’s easy to buckle. The holes have to be placed just right.”
He
removed a bushel of calipers and rules from the leather bag, and began to etch a Euclidean diagram on the conveniently smooth surface
of the burnished steel. He sang while he worked, which delighted Cecil (even
though Cecil could not hear the distant piano that Peter Lake was
accompanying), for the sound of it was druidic, tantalizing, and vaguely
Oriental, and it reminded Cecil of his years as a tattooist. In about an hour,
everything was marked out in precise diamond-etched targets. After they drilled
anchor holes for tripods that would hold the bits at the proper slope, they set
up the bits and braces, and began to drill.
They
used the ultrahigh-speed water-cooled electric drills that Peter Lake had
appropriated from dental science and adapted to his needs at The Sun. When the
shafts had been opened in practically no time, they poured in nitroglycerine
from a dozen glass bottles, sealed the holes with gutta-percha, pushed long
copper spark probes through the soft sealant, connected these to an octopuslike
distributor, gathered their tools, and ran a wire out of the vault and across
the cavernous banking floor.
As
he connected the leads to a blasting box, Peter Lake said, “I hate to blow
vaults with nitro, but speed is of the essence here, and these tea biscuits
just ask for it. The bolts are going to be propelled into the back of the vault
like armor-piercing shells. I hope they don’t hit the plate.” He turned to
Cecil. ”Do you remember Mootfowl’s nitro prayer?” Cecil nodded. ”Then say it,
and I’ll push the plunger.”
Cecil
mumbled something about a ball of fire, Peter Lake put his palm on the plunger,
clutched his side yet again, and shoved the rod into the piston.
The
bank shook as if there were an earthquake. Above them, a giant chandelier was
suddenly lit, and its several tons of surprised and protesting crystals were
swinging back and forth.
“That’s
it. It even turned on the lights. Batteries, all banks have battery circuits,
just for people like us. Let’s go.” They ran down into the sepulcher, which was
now brightly lit. ”Turn the wheels, Peter Lake commanded. ”I can’t. My side
hurts too much.” turned the wheels to remove the remnants of the bolts from the
strikes. Then they pulled at the enormous door, which was perfectly balanced on
its fire-hydrant hinges, and the vault was open.
“What’s
the number of the box?” Cecil wanted to know.
“Fourteen
ninety-eight, “ Peter Lake answered. He was in considerable pain, because he
had not been able to
resist
helping Cecil pull open the door.
The
box was at waist level, on the right side of the chamber. Peter Lake approached
it, sank to his knees, and began to work the combination. He watched himself in
the floor-to-ceiling mirror on one wall of the vault, looked in his own eyes,
and glanced at Cecil’s rotund form alongside, bobbing up and down with
anticipation. He saw a pool of blood forming on the marble tiles beneath him.
Despite the pain, he seemed to be getting more and more alert, and more and more powerful.
“Finished,
“ he said, moving the bolt lever. The little door swung open, and Cecil pulled
out the box. They clipped off the small padlock, lifted the lid, and spread
apart the folds of cloth that wrapped the salver.
Peter
Lake held it up before them.
This
was not a still thing. Like a good painting, it moved. And like light, it
moved. In the forever lively interaction of the pure and untarnished metals
from which it had been fashioned, it glowed in a thousand colors, glinting in
whites, blues, silvers, and gold. It seemed to be on fire, and it lighted their
faces.
“It’s
alive, “ Peter Lake said. ”No one’s ever going to melt it down. No one ever
could.”
• • •
CHELSEA had become a dark and
quiet island surrounded by lines of nervous militiamen armed with rifles and
fixed bayonets. Because Cecil was short and squat, he superficially resembled a
Short Tail, though he did not have either the stubby curled nose or the paddle
chin. The militiamen, mainly farmboys from upstate, were not too sure of what a
Short Tail looked like close-up, and they weren’t partial to the leather bags
full of burglar’s tools, either. But the salver dazzled them, and they let
Peter Lake and Cecil pass through their lines.
Though the fires had liberated
enormous amounts of energy, and numerous
inversions had trapped warm air close to the ground (making some areas as hot
as summer and most of the city comfortably springlike), it was still winter,
and cold breezes much like cold streams in an otherwise tepid river wound
through the mild inversions like smooth serpents of ice—refreezing pools of
melt water slicking down the sidewalks, and contracting whole neighborhoods of
air in strange ebullient booms. Chelsea was warm. The trees were in leaf. The
bushes had thickened up, and stood in stable plumes pressed against iron fences
or congregated in the square. Flowers repossessed flower boxes, as self-assured
as cats who sleep outside on a summer night.
“A florist must have been here,
“ Cecil offered, his mouth slightly open as he tried to take in more air than
usual, so that he might smell the flowers.
“A florist indeed, “ Peter Lake
answered. ”These are some of the plumes. Some will be a mile high, others no
bigger than a leaf.”
They turned into a narrow
passage that led to a garden courtyard. An iron gate secured with a bicycle
lock barred their way. It could not have been opened with its key as fast as it
was picked by the chief mechanic of The Sun. At the end of the passageway was
an enclosed garden that ran from east to west for two blocks. The residents of
the buildings looking over it had torn down the fences that separated their
plots, to make the narrow close a private park.
Peter Lake realized that he
would best reclaim Athansor alone. He stopped, and turned to his friend, who
knew that yet another very short time was now over. Cecil was not about to
press himself on Peter Lake the way he had done at the beginning of the
century, begging to be his squash cook, promising to make money with tattoo
jobs on the side, sticking to him wherever he went even though it was hard to
keep up.
Often when someone dies those
left behind think to themselves, if only I could have one more day: I would use
it so well—an hour, perhaps even a minute. Cecil Mature had been given his time
with Peter Lake, and it was now over. Tears would have tumbled down his cheeks
had not Jackson Mead and Mootfowl taught him not to cry. ”It’s not good for the
digestive system, “ Mootfowl had said, as severe as the Connecticut undertaker
he had once been.
“It’s all changed now, “ Peter
Lake said. ”For us, it’s come to an end. But, you’ll see, when you sleep it’ll
well up so strongly that you won’t know which is the dream. And when, finally, there is nothing left
of you, you’ll be overpowered by the strength of another time that will—mark my
words—reclaim you. It will snap you up and pull you under like a trout taking a
bug—all suddenness, all surprise, something silver rising from the depths. And
then you may find that it starts all over again, because it has never ended.”
“I understand that. It doesn’t make it any easier.” “Now you’ve got to turn
your back on me and go.”
“I can’t.”
“Yes you can. You’ll have to do
it sometime, so you might as well do it now.”
Cecil thought that it would be
impossible to turn from Peter Lake. But Peter Lake was smiling, and perhaps
because of the promise that he sensed in the smile, Cecil was able to turn and
leave.
Now Peter Lake was alone in the
garden. He moved slowly among the trees until, halfway through, he found
himself on a slight rise, from which he could see the other end. Standing there
in perfect calm, looking straight at him, was his white horse.
The minute he saw the white
horse, all the powers that had brought him to that very moment left him
forever, and he became just a man with a wound in his side. The horse, too,
seemed no longer like the great balloon-limbed statue that he had been. He
seemed to be smaller, perhaps not as good a fighter, and there was something
about him which suggested... a milk horse. He followed Peter Lake with his
eyes, and bent his neck way over to one side when Peter Lake went around a
clump of bushes. When Peter Lake emerged, Athansor’s ears were pointing back,
his face was strained forward, and his right legs were touching the ground only
tentatively, which was the way he used to lean sometimes when he was drawing
milk wagons in summer, and would stop under a curbside horse-shower of the
Horses’ Aid Society. Peter Lake looked into Athansor’s eyes. Though the horse
seemed more diminutive now, and his wounds and scars were anything but
beautiful to see, and though he would not have seemed out of place harnessed in
the traces of a wagon, he still had his round and perfect eyes. After leaving
the salver against the new branches that had stubbornly sprung from the
foreshortened stump of a tree, Peter Lake made a quick mount, and they started
for the tunnel at the other end of the close. Green leaves rushed by them as if
it were spring or summer, and when Peter Lake looked up, he knew that dawn was
not too far away. ”Come on, “ he said, as he guided the white horse through the
dark foliage. ”Hurry now. You’re going home.”
• • •
THOUGH the fires had died down,
they had burned nearly everything, and the beams of gutted buildings glowed
with heat. Apart from these dark red bars that made the city a luminescent
blueprint of what it once had been, very little was left intact. The protected
islands stood amid fields of destruction that once again reflected natural
features of the underlying terrain, and open distance had returned to Manhattan
after many hundreds of years. Smoke and steam drifted upward from the rivers,
in white, gray, and silver. The streets were deserted. The city had been
conquered and destroyed, and it looked much smaller.
Just before dawn, Peter Lake
cantered Athansor up and down the long avenues. Athansor’s strides, matchless
in their grace, carried them from one end of the island to the other, and back,
as if they were using a razor strop or looming a sheet of cloth. They sailed to
and fro so smoothly that it was as if they were gliding on ice, and as they
passed by, time was compressed in the ruins, enabling them to see the city as
it was and as it would be, all at once. No richer tapestry had ever been
devised, for here all time was at issue. They were able to see it not because
they were gifted and high, but, rather, because they had been humbled, and
because the world had been pushed back as quiescent images had rebelled and
surged forward in disorder and victory. Though the city lay in ruins, nothing
about it seemed dead, and it continued as if its spirit had never needed the
material frame that now was gone.
They saw a black thunderstorm
race in on a summer day and scatter children through the park, their hair
blowing in the sudden wind, hoops rolling free, the forked ribbons of the
little girls’ gondoliers’ hats luffing as violently as the wings of a bird trapped
inside a house. They saw an airplane
rising alone at night, its powerful white light coming for them in the empty
air as if God had sent an angel. They saw ships and barges rush from north to
south and south to north as if supplying far-flung endangered regiments,
cutting the clear blue band of the Hudson with silver wakes that flashed like
swords. They saw wrestlers straining on the mat, their struggling limbs
unknowingly symmetrical, parodies of bridges, beams, and rock formations. They
saw a poor child kissing a doll. They saw a pile driver six stories high
hypnotizing a lunchtime crowd in the garment district with the otherwordly
strikes of metal upon metal and the crazy exhalations of steam that lifted its
heavy weight over and over, again and again—very much like the garment workers
themselves, who sewed and stitched through the hours and days of their lives.
They saw a family walking by a pond, and they knew from the houses and the
wooden walls that the ducks in the pond had never heard any language but Dutch.
They saw courageous little boats rushing through Hell Gate, waltzing in a white
current between walls of rock. They saw a young actress who, bathed in rose
light, was playing her part, and mastering her fear. They saw the steel-gray
bridges, in the sunshine and in snowstorms, standing about the city like giant
bedsteads.
These things unfurled before
them like flags rolling out on the wind, and seemed to be an important part of
the truth if only because they presented again and again the same curves, the
same colors, the same flowing symmetries, the same feelings, operations, and
acts, all of which, over time, spoke and sang in one language and one song of
one central beauty.
Peter Lake rode past dance halls
and symphonies ten deep in the same space, and discovered that their sounds
combined in a single perfect tone. Part of the overlay of flawless images
seemed to be that Athansor was leading a phalanx of fifty horses, or more—mares
and stallions, colts and fillies, grays, chestnuts, blacks, and spotted ponies,
red Shetlands, Percherons with manes above their hooves like African dancers,
Arabians, war-horses, thoroughbreds, and dray horses. But when Peter Lake
looked carefully, he saw that they were real. More than just images, they were
flesh and blood, and they had gathered to Athansor as he shuttled along the
streets. Pulled from their hiding
places in rubble-filled lots, they had banded together and now all were
cantering with the same smooth stride, the milk horse in the lead.
As it grew light enough to make
out individual forms in the distance, Peter Lake saw astonished Short Tails,
their mouths hanging open as he thundered by at the head of the procession.
This suited his purpose well enough. They would soon discover the pattern he
was making, and get the news to Pearly, who would probably also hear that
Athansor had now turned himself into fifty synchronized horses.
On their last pass over the
north of the island, they sent the fifty horses into the river, and watched
them ford to Kingsbridge and escape along the river’s edge. Now Manhattan was
cleared of its horses but for one. Because they saw that the sun was about to
rise, Peter Lake and Athansor galloped this time, and they stopped somewhere
south of the park. There were hardly any landmarks left, and it was hard for
them to know exactly where they were.
The rider dismounted. One cannot
properly embrace a horse— they’re too big. So Peter Lake was content to look in
Athansor’s eyes. ”I suppose, “ he said, “that you know where you’re going.” The
horse sneezed. ”Do you think they’ll let you in up there with a cold?” Peter
Lake asked. ”In those pastures, they probably don’t worry about that sort of
thing. But who knows, maybe they’ve got a quarantine. Maybe that’s what kept me
out.
“Now it’s time for you to do
what you’ve been able to do and haven’t done, on my account, for God knows how
long. Go ahead. I won’t be with you. You have to do it by yourself.”
The horse didn’t move until
Peter Lake clicked his tongue and waved his hand.
Then Athansor whinnied, and
began to walk. The very fact of his motion took hold of him, and he started to
gallop, faster and faster, until the ground rumbled beneath him and he was far
away from Peter Lake, who was deeply saddened. He would never see the white
horse again, but he was confident that the horse would find his right and
proper place, where he had started, home.
• • •
ATHANSOR vaulted from the ground
as if to rise. Though he came down after sailing only ten or fifteen feet, he
was little discouraged. He tried once more, in much the same spirit of a man
who, awakened from a dream of flying, goes back to sleep confident that he will
fly again. He found a long rubble-free avenue, and began to run. At first, he
cantered, holding himself back. Then he started to gallop. The air whistled
past his bent-back ears. His hooves seemed to touch the ground as lightly and
infrequently as the hand that seems effortlessly to power the potter’s wheel.
Now, certainly, with the speed he possessed, he had only to draw up his front
legs, tighten his neck, and turn his face to the sky—the way he had always
done—and he would soar into the air in a strong ascending curve. He threw
himself forward and up, and courageously refused to expect anything but flight.
And then, despite his courage,
he came crashing down on the pavement, lost his balance, rolled several times
in uncontrolled somersaults, and smashed into a line of garbage cans that had
formed a barrier on either side of which was absolutely nothing. The tremendous
clatter shocked him, but not half as much as his simple earth-boundenness.
After the shock and humiliation
of skidding along the street and bowling over the garbage cans, he retreated to
the park. Alone in an empty field, he bent way down and pushed his head between
his forelegs until he was rolled up in a compact package that resembled an
equestrian statue done by a cubist, or, as Craig Binky would have said, a cuban.
The purpose of this was
inspection. From various stables and from the street, he had many times
witnessed the churchly and unassailable process wherein an auto mechanic
elevated a car in the presence of its silent and intimidated owner, and
examined its entrails from underneath. So, he did it himself. He was no
mechanic, however, nor a veterinarian, an anatomist, or (more to the point) an
aeronautical engineer. Everything seemed perfectly fine—his hooves were
glistening, black, and hard; his muscles were taut; the tendons underneath his
hide were as strong as steel cables; and his belly was firm and streamlined.
Encouraged because nothing
seemed to be amiss, he decided to try again. He would gain speed in a mad rush up the walkway to the
Belvedere, and then sail out over the lake and past the high rubble on Fifth
Avenue, to make a breathtaking orbital curve to the south.
Going up the trails was as easy
as if there were no grade. Even the steps and curves of the walkway were no
hindrance. When he flew outward in the turns, he checked his inertia with four
hooves against the vegetation on the side of the path, bounding ahead as if he
were rushing down a mountain. Reaching the top, he dashed across a surface of
flat rock and pushed himself into the air with the power of his briefly coiled
and compressed rear quarters. Up he went, enthralled. Remembering what it was
to fly, he experienced the lovely weightless updraft that the angels feel. And
then he began to fall.
This was by no means the
controlled glide that he had habitually used to descend, a fall in which every
moment of apprehension had brought a cease-fire with gravity, until he and it
signed a treaty on the ground. Not at all: it was a flailing, tumbling, sinking
rout. He turned in the air, his nostrils flared, his eyes opened wide, and he
fell into the lake a hundred feet below the Belvedere, sending up plumes of
foaming white water that looked for a moment like wings sprouting from his
sides, though, fortunately for him, he was unaware of that irony.
Despite the way in which he had
taken to the water, he swam beautifully, and climbed up on the bank as nobly as
ever a horse emerged from river or lake. Perhaps because he was dripping wet,
he seemed crazed or panicky. But he was not to be deterred, and he started for
one of the long and straight avenues, where he hoped to gallop for however many
miles it might take before he flew.
• • •
THOUGH at first they could not
see its color in the strange light that came between the darkness and the dawn,
after the fires had died and the moon had poked between tremendous Himalayan
clouds of vapor and ash, the surface of the harbor was as green and smooth as
emerald. Asbury guided the launch through the repentant waters, steering
between upturned chunks of ice that looked in the blinking moonlight less like
icebergs than the harmless polar bears in paintings, that are forever immobile
and only three or four inches high.
On the Isle of the Dead, the
gravedigger had disappeared. He had fled when he heard the launch, leaving his
hat and his shovels. Hardesty threw aside the hat, took one of the shovels, and
began to dig. He wouldn’t let Asbury help him, and he wished that before his
shovel struck wood he would die and awaken in another world. He lifted
shovelfuls of the soft earth, and the others watched.
It did not take long to get the
little coffin above ground. ”Now what, “ he asked, afraid and unwilling to open
it.
“Take her out. It hasn’t been
long, and the ground is cold, “ Virginia said. Hardesty clenched his teeth, and
thrust the shovel under the lid of the coffin. He pried it up, took it in his
hands, and threw it violently to the side. Abby lay within, much the same as
she had been when they had last seen her. From a distance, someone might have
thought that she was asleep.
Hardesty bent to pull her close
to him, listening for life. But she was completely still. He carried her as he
had so often done when bringing her home in the evening, when she had fallen
asleep in his arms.
Asbury held the launch against
the dock while Hardesty stepped down, took Abby from his shoulder, and laid her on the hatch cover.
Virginia and Mrs. Gamely
lifted Martin in and climbed aboard, and Christiana pushed off, nimbly jumping onto the stern.
The rumbling of the old engine
beneath the hatch cover cleared Abby’s hair from her face. Only Martin noticed,
for he alone dared look at her, since he alone truly believed that she would
awaken. He knelt beside her, waiting for her eyes to open. Mrs. Gamely
nervously fingered the poultice that she carried in her bag, but she knew it
was for curing the sick, not for bringing back the dead. The rest of them
looked everywhere but at Abby, though Virginia kept her right hand on the
little girl’s shoulder. They set off across the harbor, among the melting cakes
of ice, with a gentle wave from their bows, and hardly a wake.
It was beginning to get bright.
• • •
INDEED it was. The sun was just
about to come up on the first day of the third millennium, to view the
destruction of the city and see with what pleasure, determination, and nerve its inhabitants would face
this, the newest of their days. As always before the dawn, there was a certain
sense of urgency.
The messages and messengers that
had been coming to Jackson Mead in a steadily swelling flood in the previous
hours suddenly broke off. No one arrived to break the silence, and even Cecil
Mature sat quietly in his place, gazing sadly through the large windows that
gave out on the green harbor. Tranquil now for the first time in too long a
time to recount, Mootfowl was perched on a sort of dunce chair behind and to
the side of Jackson Mead. He had prayed silently for at least an hour, though
for what, exactly, no one knew.
In the quiet, Jackson Mead
reflected upon what he was about to do, and doubted that he would succeed. He
had never succeeded before, when the elements were simpler, the air was purer,
and the horizon trembled with the immediate presence of the cloud wall. But now
hardly anyone knew the cloud wall for what it was even when it swept through
the city and scoured their souls white. And though the machines were ready, Jackson
Mead doubted that conditions had properly coalesced. He doubted the coming of
the high shimmering gold that would commend an instance of perfect, balanced
justice, for he doubted that anyone remembered or cared for justice either
natural or divine. They had all defined it according to their own lights, which
meant that it always had to be quick and uncomplicated.
It had taken ages for him to
realize that he had to make a bridge of light without a discernible end. Before
that, he had built wonders of lovely proportion and airy grace, silvery
catenaries that sang in the breeze high above windblown straits all over the
world, connecting one heather-covered cliff to another, or marrying the two
sides of a choked and impoverished city. It had been right and good to fashion
those vast curves which were in themselves an ideal synthesis of rising and
falling, aspiration and despair, rebellion and submission, pride and humility.
In imitation of universal waves, they were the strongest things ever constructed,
and probably the most religious of structures except perhaps for the church
steeples, that pointed up into the far distance.
Now he had the thick and
precisely aligned bundles of light, perfectly parallel, perfectly pure, to aim in a curve so gradual that by
all known means of measurement it would appear to be absolutely straight. It
was to take root in the Battery and pierce the air with its smooth particolored
girderwork, straight as an arrow, at forty-five degrees.
Jackson Mead walked over to a
twelve-foot-high tinted window, and kicked it out. ”I want to see this in its
true colors, “ he said as the glass shattered and the pieces flew outward to
glide and tumble on the wind.
The breeze pushed against their
faces and swept back their hair, and they had to lean into it as they surveyed
what was before them. The sky was crowded with plumes of steam and smoke. High
and white, slowly turning, slowly rising, their tops already in the sun, they
looked like a range of golden mountains that were far away not on the horizon,
but on high. Jackson Mead tilted his head and squinted at this sight, and then
turned to Mootfowl. ”There are the plumes of smoke and ash. We can’t wait any
longer.”
In an arresting gesture of hand
and eye, he signaled for the bridge to be thrown.
In the launch, they thought that
they had been struck by lightning. The blinding spectral flash and its ensuing
concussion pushed them down into the bilge. The only one who was not thrown was Abby.
Just east of the park, staring
down a seemingly endless avenue and trying to summon his courage, the white
horse had his breath knocked out of him by the sudden burst of light and crack
of thunder that rolled over the city and brought even the ruins to attention.
From the Battery rose a
beautiful angled beam of light in every color. Each section was as tall as a
man, a yard wide, and how long no one could tell. The warmer colors—the reds,
greens, violets, and grays—were the core, and the more ethereal and metallic colors
the sheath. Solid beams mitered the air, rose through the plumes, and
disappeared beyond sight. The blue, white, silver, and gold beams that
comprised the sheath were transparent, blinding, and jewel-like, and a halation
that appeared substantial enough to walk upon followed and echoed the main
structure in a diffuse, spangling, silvery road.
As the minutes passed, Jackson
Mead watched. ”How much time?” he asked, second by second, for he knew that
even at the speed of light, or faster (because of the curve), it would be
neither seconds nor minutes, but hours before they would know if the bridge had
taken. They would know if the long arch had found a resting place when a back
wave would return through it and shake the earth And if it failed, it would simply
go out, as if someone had blown out a candle.
They were not the only ones in
the city who were transfixed by what they had made. No one anywhere moved, for
fear of breaking the spell. Especially for those who were not aware of the test
that was yet to come, it seemed as if it were working. The plumes kept rising.
The sun was now so close to the eastern horizon that, to watch it, one would
think that all Europe was burning. And the bridge appeared to be on its way.
But Mootfowl, the expert
mechanic, suddenly stepped forward, for he had seen amidst the light what no
one else, not even Jackson Mead, was capable of seeing. Cecil Mature turned
away from the bridge for the first time, and looked at Mootfowl. And then
Jackson Mead saw what it was that Mootfowl had discovered.
The interior had begun to
vibrate, a sure sign that it would not take. Hardly perceptible at first, it
was soon oscillating in a regular rhythm. The whole bridge began to shake. Then
it buckled, and, as suddenly as it had been thrown, it disappeared, leaving
only a fine and confusing afterimage to those who now found themselves in the
morning light, aching in memory of its beauty.
• • •
NOW the sun was up. It appeared
to sit on a blackened line of rooftops in Brooklyn and drip gold into the
streets. As it rose higher, it poured molten metal down the hills and into the
harbor, making a thousand dark alleys into a thousand golden sluices.
In the ruins of the Maritime
Cathedral, Peter Lake watched the light run in from behind columns and
buttresses, steadily driving away shadows and reflecting off whatever glass was
left in the windows that still had a shape. He imagined that when the cathedral
had been surrounded by fire it must have been blacker than ink, and that red light had danced in
scalloped patterns on the high ceilings. And perhaps a bright flare, a gas line
igniting, or the sudden kindling of a wooden house had sent straight rays
glinting through the whale’s white eye, or made the sails appear to billow in
the delicate glass ships. Now, charred beams lay across the floor, and as the
sunlight streamed in, Peter Lake could see that in a very short time weeds
would begin to grow over the stone.
Not exactly sure of what to
expect, Peter Lake was startled by a noise that sounded like a gloved fist
hitting metal. He shielded his eyes and looked toward the door, where,
backlighted, someone was staggering about, his hands clutching his head. ”That
has to be you, Pearly, “ Peter Lake shouted, even though he couldn’t see
clearly because of the sun in his eyes. ”Only Pearly Soames would knock his
head coming through a door that’s forty feet wide.” Moving to the center of the
cathedral, Peter Lake felt his blood running hard. He had not intended to be
full of fight, but, as if from nowhere, the fight had returned.
After smashing his head quite
hard against a pipe that had fallen diagonally across the doorway, Pearly was
hopping about in pain.
“Or maybe it’s not Pearly
Soames, “ Peter Lake taunted. ”The way it’s hopping around, it looks like some
bastard jackrabbit that stepped on a nail.” Pearly stopped still, his anger
greater than the pain.
“Now, Pearly Soames, he’s a dumb
evil bastard too. He falls downstairs twice a day, and he mistakenly shoots his
own men. He mixes up words because his tongue is a snake fighting for its
independence. And he has dreadful, disgusting fits, after which he comes to and
finds that his hands are full of blood because his long filthy nails have raked
his flanks and attacked his face. But the bastard— and I mean, literally, bastard—hasn’t
yet been known to hop like a jackrabbit. So, who is it, now? Is it Pearly, or
is it a rabbit?”
“It’s Pearly, and you know it, “
replied a deep scratchy voice in barely controllable anger. Pearly Soames
walked slowly up the center aisle between two forests of pews that had been
crushed by falling masonry.
He was tremendous. Peter Lake
had not remembered that Pearly had been so big, but now he seemed to be ten feet
tall. There again were the eyes
that made Rasputin’s seem as soft as a lamb’s. Even Peter Lake, in whom there
had resided nearly every kind of power was impressed by the mobility of
Pearly’s eyes. They were shallow self-consuming whirlpools that terrorized not
because of what they threatened, but because of their emptiness. They took note
of the wound in Peter Lake’s side.
“I see that little Gwathmi did
stick you, “ Pearly said, warming to the possibility that, as Peter Lake had
rustled through time, his invulnerability had been scraped off. ”His brother
Sylvane told me about it, hoping for a reward. I didn’t believe him, so I
killed him.”
“Let’s see, “ Peter Lake
interrupted, mockingly. ”With which one of your ivory-handled doodads did you
kill him? Was it with pimp’s knuckles? An ebony beaver tail?”
“With my hands. Sylvane was very
small, smaller even than Gwathmi. I reached out and grabbed his neck in my
right fist, “ Pearly said, clenching his teeth together as he imitated what he
had done, “and squeezed until it snapped. He went for his weapons, but he
didn’t have time. He should have known.”
“You can’t do that to me, can
you?” Peter Lake asked, staring without fear into Pearly’s eyes. ”You never
could touch me, remember?”
“Oh no, not you” Pearly answered.
”No, not you. A woman protects you, Peter Lake, a girl. I’ve tried, haven’t I,
but you do have a shield. Or, you had a shield. She must be getting tired of
the job, since she let Gwathmi through. Nothing lasts forever, Peter Lake,
nothing, not even her love for you.”
“Love passes from soul to soul,
Pearly. It does last forever. But you wouldn’t know about that.”
“I might, in fact. You’d be
surprised at what I’ve come to know. I grant you that it passes from soul to
soul, but you must grant me that it is a finite commodity, and that, as it is
traded, it leaves some souls unprotected and abandoned.”
“I don’t think so, “ Peter Lake
offered. ”I think that nothing is lost in the giving.”
“That’s a bloody myth, “ Pearly
screamed, “and violates all laws. The world is held in perfect balance. When
you give, you lose. When you take, you gain. There’s nothing more to it.”
“No, “ said Peter Lake. ”The
laws that you think are absolute have on occasion been abridged. Anyway, they
are vastly complicated, and what is apparent is not always what is true.” “Are
you sure of that?” Pearly asked.
Peter Lake hesitated before he
answered. ”No, “ he said, “I’m not sure.”
“Of course you’re not, because
your protection is gone, “ Pearly insisted. ”You’re abandoned now, Peter Lake.
I knew that if I hung on long enough, I would find you when you’d be worn down.”
“My protection may have
disappeared, “ Peter Lake asserted. ”But you’ve still got me to fight.” Then he
did something that no one had ever dared to do. He raised himself up, and he
spat in Pearly’s eyes.
Pearly’s short sword was out
instantly and on its way down, but Peter Lake jumped to the side. Only then did
Peter Lake see that Short Tails were perched on the walls, hidden in the broken
pews, and standing in packed ranks near the altar.
As Pearly bellowed, and swung
his sword from left to right, Peter Lake threw himself back and landed
perfectly on the base of a broken column. ”What makes you think that I can’t
dispatch you just like that?’ he said, slamming his fist through the
empty air. ”What makes you think that I can’t take all the little men who are
standing here and hurl them to Canarsie faster than the speed of sound?”
Sparkling with anger, Peter Lake had momentarily forgotten what he was
intending to do.
Pearly rushed him with the
sword, trying to cut through his ankles. This time, instead of dodging, Peter
Lake lifted his left foot and trapped the sword against the stone. Try as he
might, Pearly couldn’t move it.
“Why are you so sure that things
have changed?” Peter Lake asked, his foot firmly against the sword.
Pearly smiled.
“Why?” Peter Lake asked again.
“Because we butchered the horse.”
“You couldn’t have, “ Peter Lake said,
his eyes beginning to swim.
“Ah, we did, not even ten minutes ago.”
“I don’t believe you.”
“You don’t have to believe me, “
Pearly said. ”You can see for yourself.” He turned to the men drawn up behind
him. There was a stir in their ranks, and a passage opened in them, through
which came a dozen men, all of whom were soaked with blood and carrying the
limbs, quarters, and head of a horse. They looked like the men in the meat
markets who hoist whole lambs or sides of beef onto their shoulders. But the
hide was still on the pieces that they carried, and though it was covered with
blood, it was white.
Thus, Peter Lake was broken. He
stepped off the column, and let the sword clatter onto the ground, where Pearly
picked it up.
“Here, you see, “ Pearly said,
indicating the pile of horse flesh, “is your invulnerability. Here are the
results of your beliefs. Here is what your sentiments have brought, and here is
the end that you must endure.”
Peter Lake dropped to his knees.
Pearly raised the sword in both
hands, and rested the tip between Peter Lake’s collarbone and the base of his
neck.
“Do you know what will happen now?”
Pearly asked.
Peter Lake remained silent.
“You’ll rot on the floor until
the dogs stream back into the city. They’ll fight over what’s left of you and
the horse, and take the pieces to their dens under the piers—that is, if the
rats don’t come first. And as for Beverly Penn, you saw her for the last time
at the beginning of the century, and will never see her again. You have come to
the common and inevitable end, though you struggled hard to get to it. In a
moment, you will be forever mute and forgotten. There will be no one to
remember you. Nothing. It was all in vain.”
Peter Lake looked up into the
morning sky and saw the great plumes. Perfectly shaped, pure white, many miles
high, they stood immobile in the cold blue air.
“Just clouds of steam and ash, “
Pearly insisted. ”It happens sometimes, after a fire.”
“In my understanding, “ Peter
Lake said, “they were to have been more than that....” But suddenly he became
still, and his eyes vainly sought what he could hardly hear.
As Pearly, too, strained to
listen, the tip of the sword left Peter Lake’s shoulder, and hung in the air. From the north came a sound like
rolling thunder that grew louder and louder as it approached. It was steady and
electrifying. Then it swept by them—hoofbeats drumming the ground. The whole
island was shaking.
Peter Lake turned to Pearly once
again. ”I thought we had seen all the horses on the island ford to Kingsbridge,
“ he said. ”But it seems, “ he continued, nodding at the carcass piled near
him, “that at least one unfortunate animal didn’t cross the river.
“That’s, the white horse,
“ Peter Lake declared, his outstretched right arm pointing toward the thunder. ”And
the way he’s running, he’s going to make it.”
Pearly hadn’t changed his
stance. Peter Lake took the tip of the sword and replaced it above his
collarbone. ”And so am I, Pearly, so am I, although in a way that will never be
clear to you. You see, it works. The balances are exact. The world is a perfect
place, so perfect that even if there is nothing afterward, all this will have
been enough. Now I see, now I’m sure of what I must do. And it must be done quickly.”
He moved the sword until it
began to cut into him. Then he looked up, far past Pearly. ”Only love...” he
said. ”Drive hard.”
The sword was driven into him
until its hilt came to rest on his shoulder and he was dead.
• • •
FROM the sound and speed of his
galloping, the milk horse had appeared to those who saw or heard him, and to
Peter Lake, to have been taken up by thunder. But to him it was a smooth and
easy transit in which earth and air faded into a silken dream, enabling him to
fly. As he gathered speed, the ground and sky blurred into lines of viscous
color, and he soon began to leave the ground in buoyant leaps that left only
the sound of wind whistling past his ears and the edges of his hooves. Then he
would touch the ground again, and recall what it had been like to be enmeshed
in the machinery of the world and to know firsthand its frictions,
complications, and love. But he found that in his weightless acceleration a
smooth and perfect silence pulled him on—the sure sign of pastures where the wildflowers were stars, and where
enormous horses lived in a perpetual stillness, and yet never ceased to move.
Though whenever he touched the
ground his love for those who were still full in the world held him back, the
clear ether pulled him from his long dream, and he rose high into the air. He
saw the white wall closing in over the bays and inlets. As he flew into the
clouds he saw that they were as he remembered them. And once more, Athansor,
the white horse, many times beaten, passed far beyond the cloud wall—never to
fall back again.
• • •
IN the courtyard where
Christiana had kept the white horse, the salver lay in shadow, but light hit
the wall just above it, and, as the sun rose, the clear and perfect line
between sunshine and shadow descended. At first, the salver was illuminated
only along a thin upper strip that burned like a hot wire. And then, as the
light dropped in a golden curtain, the tray caught fire. Almost as strong as
the sun itself, it lit the dark side of the garden with rich light that
emanated from the untarnished metal in blinding colors. As the inscription took
the fire of the sun, the courtyard began to fill with gold light.
• •
•
THE SUN’S launch motored across the cold currents that now made the
harbor green, gold, and white, and its engines sang in a deep and perplexing
sound as the boat pushed gently through the unbroken swells. The passengers
turned to the south, where a vertical white wall had transformed the harbor
into an infinite sea. Even as the wall kneaded and tumbled, buckling out and
pulling in, it rose straight up, beyond the limits of vision. Hardesty said
that it had swelled with the ruined city’s smoke and dust, and that such a
thing could be very beautiful if it were caught in the morning sun.
The only one not looking at the
cloud wall or speculating on things to come was Martin, who, almost as a matter
of faith, had not taken his eyes from Abby.
The reverberations of the
engine, which was just below the hatch cover on which she lay, had long before
cleared her hair from her face. They made
her seem as if she were moving of her own accord, although she was not, and
sometimes her hands would roll slightly in response to the motions of the boat.
When her left index finger stretched out, and then receded, Martin held his
breath. He thought he saw her lips purse, just slightly. Then he thought he saw
her breathe. When they told him to look at the white wall, he could not tear
himself away from Abby. Because she was moving. It had to be the vibrations
from the engine, and nothing else. But now her fingers were stretching. And now
she was breathing. And now, in a sudden and decisive moment, her eyes opened in
shock.
After Martin found his strength,
he told them. She had already looked at him and smiled. When Asbury saw that
the child had opened her eyes, he gripped the tiller very tightly, because now
that he had found what he was looking for so close at hand, it was difficult to
keep the boat pointed to the Battery. Mrs. Gamely tossed the crumpled poultice
into the harbor, and cried. Virginia, with supreme self-restraint, approached
her daughter as if the child had just awakened from a nap. Though Virginia was
trembling and blinded by tears, she did nothing extreme or abrupt, and simply
took Abby
onto her lap.
Hardesty, as was his wont, was
putting things together. He knew that, in the eyes of God, all things are
interlinked; he knew that justice does indeed spring in great surprise from the
acts and consequences of ages long forgotten; and he knew that love is not
broken by time. But he wondered how, without proof, his father could have
known, and how he had found the strength to believe. Hardesty’s thoughts then
turned to Peter Lake. But he was interrupted by a marvelous thing.
For then, in an overwhelming
confusion, he saw before him all the many rich hours of every age and those to
come, an infinitely light and deep universe, his child’s innocent eyes, and the
broken city of a hundred million lines which, when seen from on high, were as
smooth and beautiful as a much-loved painting. All time was compressed, and he
and the others were shaken like reeds when they realized fully what had come
about, and why. And then they were taken by a wind which arose suddenly and
carried them up in full and triumphant
faith. As they ascended, in mounting cascades, they saw that the great city
about them was infinitely complex, holy, and alive.
Rising above it, slowly and in
silence, they saw that all its parts were of one piece, a painting of risen
gold and animate clouds the long plumes of which climbed gently upward,
billowing to heaven. The fine bays and rivers that surrounded the city had been
moved to come alight, and for a hundred miles the bays and the rivers and the
sea itself were a pale shimmering gold.
• • •
THEY rose far enough to see that the swirling gold was real, and that it covered all
the oceans, and rolled through all things with a promise of final benevolence
that was certain to be kept. And then they were gently set down, in the heart
of a new city that was all spring and sun.
We, on the other hand, must
continue up into the islands and seas of rushing cloud, to leave them in their
reborn place, which is now visible to us only as a lake in the clouds opens to
reveal its thriving color and its new breathing. But, as we part, there are
certain things that we can know.
Because Jackson Mead’s bridge
was not able to penetrate the empyrean, he, Cecil Mature, and Mootfowl
disappeared with no trace, and were soon forgotten. But Jackson Mead was convinced, as always, that
the next time a new means at his disposal would allow him to return to the high
place from which he had been cast. And he knew that if he could not return, he
was now perfectly willing to bide his time. When he would come back once again
no one would know him, and he would have the great privilege of starting over.
That very morning, they began to
rebuild the city. Barges appeared in long chains, taking rubble out to sea, and
the sound of the pile drivers, the muffled explosions under iron nets, the
optimistic banshee shrieks of saws, and the puffing and the whistles of The Sun’s
machinery itself, was music.
Though Harry Penn lived to see
some of the new building, he died soon after it began. He died in full faith,
and later Jessica Penn bore Praeger de Pinto’s child, who was a Penn through
and through and would himself guide The Sun
into an age that we cannot even imagine.
Pearly was left in the streets.
He had his place even in a new city that was so young and innocent that it
could not know evil. He recovered after a fashion, and awaited developments.
Without him, after all, everything would be milk and roses, which is not enough
to turn the world gold.
It is all white now.... We have
left the city. It is on its own. But there are a few more things to tell.
So much was changed and renewed
that some circumstances might puzzle us. Nonetheless, the fact was that Mrs.
Gamely wed Craig Binky in what turned out to be a marriage made in heaven, and
the lion lay down with the lamb.
Do you remember the children who
came to Marko Chestnut’s studio and were speechless and terrified while he
painted their portraits and the ram dashed off the slate roof and cascaded down
the skylight? Most of them became painters themselves. They remembered. And
Abby Marratta would see it all. Her future, and the one great demand made upon
her in the end, would also be something that we cannot imagine, though perhaps
we can if we look at the good faith of her predecessors.
Now there are no more lakes in
the clouds. The city is deep within its new dream. What of Peter Lake, you may
ask? Was the past fully reopened to him? Was he able to stop time? Did he
rejoin the woman that he loved? Or was the price of the totally just city his
irrevocable fall?
At least until there are new
lakes in the clouds that open upon living cities as yet unknown, and perhaps
forever, that is a question which you must answer within your own heart.