New
Worlds
has
been front-running the Anglo-American S F scene
for more than twenty years and is as vital as ever. Panther's third selection
from its pages maintains the excitingly high standard established in the
previous collections
Also published in Panther Books
Best SF Stories from New Worlds Best SF
Stories from New Worlds 2
Best S.F. Stories from
New Worlds 3
edited by
Michael Moorcock
Panther Science Fiction
Best S.F. Stories from New Worlds 3 A Panther Book
First published by Panther Books Limited 1968
These stories were all originally printed
in New Worlds and are copyright © 1966-1967
by the authors
This anthology copyright © Michael Moorcock 1968
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Contents
Introduction Michael Moorcock 7
In Passage of the Sun George
Collyn 9
Multi-Value Motorway Brian W. Aldiss 34
The Great Clock Langdon
Jones 51
The Post-Mortem
People Peter Tate 70
The Disaster Story Charles
Piatt; 85
The Heat Death of the
Universe Pamela Zoline 89
Coranda Keith Roberts 104
The Soft World
Sequence George MacBeth 125
Kazoo James Sallis 128
Integrity P. F. Woods 133
The Mountain James Colvin 146
For
Sylvester Stein and Robert Troop, who saved the day, for Judith Merril, Chip
Delany, George Ernsberger, who helped, for the members of the Arts Council
Literary Committee, who supplied the means, and to all those who sponsored the
appeal, who are too numerous to mention. To all those individuals who decided
to help make sure that NEW WORLDS would continue to
exist.
introduction
People
looking for a particular
type of story to identify with NEW WORLDS might have a bit of difficulty here.
Save for the fact that they are all written by writers of outstanding ability, there are very few similarities in style, method of
approach or even form. What is more the choice of subject matter is extremely
varied.
Perhaps they have only one common link, and that is that they all deal
in mythology. In some cases it is the heroic mythology of the past seen in a
new setting - In
Passage of the Sun and Coranda, for instance - and in others it is an entirely
new mythology that is being consciously created and examined, if mythology is
the code with which we seek some kind of system behind human affairs. The
latter kind is represented by Multi-Value Motorway in particular.
In his piece, Charles Piatt is in fact
seeking to analyse the appeal of some of the mythical material found in modern
sf (see The
Disaster Story), while
in The Great Clock Lang-don Jones deals with a more personal
mythology involving his private obsession with the machinery of clocks and the
philosophy of time.
Pamela Zoline's story The Heat Death of the Universe links the modern myths of science (entropy, etc.) as they are understood
by the layman with that great myth figure of modern fiction, the Victimized
Domestic Woman. This story, incidentally, struck me with such force when I
first read it that I cried. I've rarely been so moved by a story submitted to
me (only Bug
Jack Barron by
Norman Spinrad, currently being serialized in NEW WORLDS has had a similar
impact). Peter Tate's vision of the future is perhaps more of a fairy tale (see
The Post-Mortem People) than a myth, but certain of its
8
introduction
characters
begin, as you will see, to take on the roles of myth-figures in our present
society.
Through
their fiction NEW WORLDS writers are, in extremely different ways, looking for
a way through, for a way of understanding the future and of coming to terms
with it. In a sense they are mental time-travellers, pioneers to the new,
strange countries of the mind which will exist tomorrow. They have not lost
their sense of wonder, and they have not lost their sense of purpose either.
They are providing us with information, a language, a code, a new mythology
with the aid of which we may learn to live in those countries of the future -
and with luck they will not lose their sense of humour as they continue the
exploration into the interior.
Michael Moorcock
george collyn
in passage of the sun
To
be frank I normally loathe stories that depict the future in terms of mediaeval
feudalism. They're usually an excuse for a bit of swash and buckle without the
author needing to research his background. In this case, however, Collyn could
easily have researched his background (he began life as an historian), and in
this case the setting has been used to put across an interesting idea - the
irrational and mechanical need to act according to ritual that has long since
lost its function. The tragedy of a society continuing to operate according to
its old habits when its entire situation has drastically changed
...
And
what then have we lost?
In war, bitter war. A
burning home, Our comrades' deaths, In passage of the
sun.
And
what then have we gained? In war, bitter war. Shame, dishonour, And a minstrel's song, In passage of the sun.
ONE
You
can have no idea of what it was like in those last days on Earth. After ten
years of war, with Earth finally beseiged by the Throngi, the last vestiges of
atmosphere had boiled, burnt off and dispersed into space. We, the survivors,
huddled together in the few bubble-cities which remained. And there our life
was turned into some nightmare vision of Hell. The dense-packed crowds within
the domes generated such
heat
that we could hardly bear a stitch of clothing on our backs and we were
perpetually bathed in a sweat which evaporated almost before it had left our
pores. Water, whether for drinking, washing or any other purpose, was rationed
to three cups per person per day; food was almost as short; and the sewerage
system had, to all intents and purposes, ceased to work. As a result, we were
naked, filthy, hungry, thirsty, degraded and lost. And the
smell? O Mother, how we stank!
Even
when we were nearly overcome, suffocated in our own effluent, it was not
possible to seek relief outside the dome. No-one could live outside without a
space-suit and, in my city, we had thirteen hundred
suits between forty thousand inhabitants. Also, we who lived in the midst of
the city's stench for a period had grown to dislike but tolerate that stench.
But anyone who breathed the pure oxygen of a suit-system for more than a few
minutes had to re-accustom themselves to the stink on their return and more
than one man had fainted dead away when the face-plate of his helmet had been
removed.
After
the April raids had destroyed one of the North American domes and, in pursuit
of his defensive stategy, the king had recalled the Luna garrison; then we had
to support a fresh influx of refugees and our conditions deteriorated still
further. My room was twelve feet long by ten feet wide by eight feet high and I
had to share it with fifteen other people. For most of the time the electricity
failed and we were left for hours in the foetid, airless, simmering darkness.
The surface of everything we touched was slimy with our own sweat and we were
unable to move without colliding with another hot, clammy body. At night we
slept sardine-fashion, head to toe alternating, packed together and broiling
in our own generated body-heat. We were men and women together and I have heard
ignorant men snigger about this. But anyone who sees immorality in our actions
can never have been forced to live as we did. Each man and woman was too weak,
depressed and immersed in his or her own woes to spare any thought for the
opposite sex. To me, the women who flanked me every night were no more than two
factors contributing to my discomfort. Sex, modesty and morality were
obsessions from a long-lost, long-dead, almost forgotten past.
I have heard those same cynical citizens of
the Empire ask why we did not surrender if things were so bad. Such men can
have no idea of the one bright spark of motivation which still burned within us
all - our faith in our mission on Earth. One theme, part historical and part
religious, ran through our schooling and dominated our thinking. We were told that
the settlers who went to the Far Stars, our distant ancestors, had carried with
them an idealized vision of that Mother Earth which had given them birth. But
the Empire of Sirius, being so near and ruling the Earth, had forgotten, or
grown contemptuous of that ideal. The result was the relatively easy seizure
of the Solar System by the lizard-like Throngi, five hundred years ago. Even as
we suffered in the domes we did not lose our pride in our immediate forefathers
who, a hundred years before, had made the Great Pilgrimage from the Far Stars
to Earth, driven out the Throngi, founded the Kingdom of Terra and built the
Temple which was the shrine of humans throughout the galaxy. We worshipped
Earth and we venerated our ancestors. Even at the height of our degradation we
still gathered in the streets for morning service, to sing the old pilgrim
songs and pray for the continuation of humanity's reign on Terra. For us it was
a holy war.
Unfortunately,
the Throngi believe that it was from Earth that the cosmic currents carried the
spores of intelligent life to all quarters of the galaxy. Though their religion
is different they hold Earth to be sacred, as we do, since it is the Fountain
of Life. When they returned to the attack, ten years ago, it was a struggle in
which matters of belief and principle collided. Neither side would give or
receive quarter; nor would either side admit defeat.
TWO
When the
siege entered its tenth month, nine weeks after we had taken in our quota of
refugees, conditions entered into their lowest ebb. Our hair grew long and,
becoming filthy and matted, formed weird Gorgon masks of greasy, snake-like
locks, out of which suspicious eyes glared with an unnatural brightness.
Starting rib-cages and pot-bellies attested to our malnutrition, as did arms
and legs so thin that they could quite easily be encircled by finger and thumb.
We had long since lost all semblance of civilization in our appearance. Now, under the perpetual twilight of the dome's
dimming lights, we seemed to be losing all traces of our individuality. First
the differences between the age-groups blurred and became less apparent; then
the differences between the sexes. Finally one ceased to notice any differences
in height or build. It was as if we were each mirror-images, one of another.
Mentally, too, we were sinking into the same common persona. We had stopped
talking to one another and concerted action was carried on by means of some
group instinct which gradually usurped the function of individual will or
initiative. Time elongated itself into an arid desert, or became compressed
into the passage of a blink. Actions taking less than a few minutes to perform
seemed to fill days of our lives, while the events of days melted into the
impression of a few seconds. The only thing which broke the monotony and
prevented the trance from becoming a coma, was the
daily act of worship. But that was a mutual emotional purging which merged the
individual still further in the group. My memory of the time before I entered
the city disappeared and with it my misery, since misery demands the memory of
happiness to give it point. Then the king's message came to shake us from our
inertia.
THREE
When the
view-screens lit up and the fanfare came from the speakers, it was so long
since they had been in use that few people realized what was happening. Some
were so divorced from reality as to continue on their
way as if nothing had happened, trapped in the daily routine. Others were
terrified at the sudden noise and light and bolted for their homes under the
impression that the Throngi were upon us. As for myself, the summons brought me
to the surface as if, after months in free fall, I suddenly found the ground
beneath my feet. Bemused, but fully aware, I stared up at the nearest
view-screen, hanging from the underside of the dome. Without any announcement
or warning, the king's face appeared.
King Asleck was little more than a boy. He
had been only nine when he succeeded his father and he had been straightway
plunged into the ten year war with Throngi. Never physically strong, it had
been plain for some time that he was dying, killed by the strain and constant
worry. Ill as he was, however, he looked considerably better than we did. He
was hollow-cheeked and sunken-eyed but he did not have the skeleton face and
glittering eyes of the starving. His hair was tidily cut and he wore a
high-necked silk tunic, with the globe and crescent Pilgrim's badge on its breast.
Conditions in the royal palace were obviously better than in the other cities.
But it was impossible to feel envious of Asleck.
'My people,' he said. 'It makes me very sad
that I am unable to visit you and share your troubles at this time. But, as you
know, communications are difficult enough; transport is nearly impossible in
the present situation. Besides which, for reasons of state, I must of necessity
remain here where I can guide our war effort. But, because I cannot be with you
in person, it does not mean that you are not always in my thoughts.
'And it is because I appreciate your difficulties that I have now
decided to reverse the policy of defence which we instituted two years ago.
Tomorrow, all the capital ships of the Terran fleet, under the command of
Admiral Abran Loossi, will make a final, determined bid to smash the Throngian
blockade. If they are successful they will proceed to Proxima Centauri to
appeal for military and material aid from the Emperor of Sirius. If they should
fail then we have made our last bid and must endure to the end.
'I ask you all to pray to the Mother of All
that She guides us to success in this last endeavour.'
Then the band played "Earth it is of thee' and we sang. And the
king's image faded from the screen.
A few of us, a pitiful few, seemed to respond
to the lifeline of hope thrown us by the king. We made a few futile gestures
towards tidying ourselves; gestures that were immediately negated by the
conditions in which we existed. We began to talk to one another again and one
or two voices were heard uplifted in song. But for the vast majority it was as
if they had not heard a word the king had said. During the night which followed
I tried to talk about the fleet's chances to my fifteen room-mates. But in answer
to my words they stared at me glassy-eyed.
Yet there were enough who were aware and
involved to fill the observation gallery at day-break. We were silent now and
did not look at one another, only through the glass at the sky. The sun was
shining but, with the atmosphere gone, the sky was black and full of stars. We
were too far round the curvature of the Earth to be able to see the fleet
ascend from the Tibetan Plateau. But we had all seen space-battles before and
knew what to expect. We kept on watching and waiting.
In mid-morning it came, from a point to the left of the moon as we
looked at it - a thin haze spreading across the sky and dimming the stars in
that quarter. This was the after-blast of the first disrupter broadside fired
between the two fleets. Then, as the few particles which existed in space
became charged, the thin mist became brighter in quality. Finally, more than a
tenth of the sky we could see was covered by a lurid patch - white-yellow at
the fringe but blood-red at the heart, and shot with all the colours of the
spectrum.
All this was more than a million miles
distant so that it was a silent and detail-less battle we were watching. Yet
no-one could tear themselves away from the spectacle
and we stared into space for the entire afternoon. As the day wore on the patch
slipped westward to the horizon, following the sun as the Earth's rotation
carried the battle out of our sight.
As the patch neared the horizon it was
dimming noticeably and it was obvious that the heat of batde had passed. Then,
not long after sunset, the entire sky sparkled like the interference on a
cathode ray tube, as the burning wrecks of the Terran fleet were pushed back
into Earth's gravitational pull by the victorious Throngi. There was no
delusion on our part. We never for one moment tried to pretend that these were
Throngi ships. We knew from their size and the way they burned that they were
ours. The fragments fell in an orbital girdle around the Earth and several fell
within sight of the dome - red-hot sheets of metal blazing wildly while any oxygen
remained within them to feed the flames. Then it was over and our hopes were
dashed - it seemed for ever.
FOUR
With the
death of that last, glorious hope, it seemed that more people than ever lapsed
into a mood of deepest apathy. Yet I could not. It was like waking from a
nightmare. Although you are unutterably weary and tired, you dare not go back to sleep in case you re-enter that
nightmare. I knew now that there seemed no escape and that we would probably
all die, either here or in a Throngian abattoir. Yet,
if such were to be my fate, I wanted, quixotically, to be fully aware of it and
not half-anaesthetized as were my fellows.
My
defiance led me to the exhibition of some sense of amour propre.
I forced my thirst to
relinquish one cup of water a day which I devoted to getting some of the grime
off my body. I found a pair of scissors and hacked off the tangle of my hair
and beard. I even tried to wear a pair of dungarees, but my body-heat and sweat
caused the material to chafe me and brought on a rash. So I stripped again but
still managed to feel more human and less animal than before.
Only
one message came after the destruction of our fleet. It was made by Bodwin,
Lord of Luna and Chancellor of the kingdom. The gravity of his expression and
the sorrow explicit in his voice might have led one to believe that he merely
mourned the failure of the fleet about which he expressed his, regrets. But
then he went on to say, 'Within twelve hours of receiving the news, our beloved
King Asleck was dead.
'We,
the council of magnates, have elected in his place Gie Loossi, Lord of Ceres.
To secure the succession King Gie is to marry the Lady Lesina Flandray, sister
to the late king. However, since King Gie was already married to the Lady
Dinana Loossi, the marriage was celebrated according to the Capellan marital
customs of King Gie's forbears. Lady Lesina will be known as Lesina Loossi,
wife and queen-consort. Lady Din-ana will be known as Dinana Loossi, second
Lady and companion of the royal bed-chamber.
The
council of magnates calls on all cities, through their mayors, to pledge their
loyalty to the king and his ladies. The king is dead - Long live the king and
preserve him from his enemies.'
In a
few idle days which remained I can remember wondering what the council was
thinking of. It was well known that, whereas Abran Loossi, the admiral who had
led that last futile attack, was a brave, if ignorant, man, his brother Gie was
nothing but an arrant fool. And as for the two ladies who now shared his
throne, their reputations had once made gossip-fodder for every space-captain
who plied within the orbit of Pluto. The puzzle occupied my mind for a few days
and was then banished by an
event of much more importance. For the plague struck.
Bred in our filthy bodies and the stagnant
sewers, the disease erupted in one night and had struck down and killed
thousands within a matter of days. A handful of medical men struggled hard to
overcome it but their efforts were doomed before they started. Not only was the
sheer magnitude of the outbreak beyond them but they had no clear idea as to
what disease it was they were fighting. It was quite a common affliction but
the germs which caused it had been so mutated by the latent radiation as to
make it incurable without laboratory and research facilities which we just did
not possess. And the death roll doubled daily.
We could not bury the bodies since the floor
of the dome was made of solid concrete. Nor could we cremate them since fuel
was so short. Instead, the dead and dying lay where they fell, often rotting
for days, until such time as an able-bodied man equipped with a space-suit
could spare the time to drag the body outside the dome.
One after another my room-mates died while I
remained immune - perhaps because of my recent interest in personal hygiene. As
they fell ill I took my turn in caring for them, a care which was helped by the
fact that, as our members grew less we had more water to spare so that I could
sponge them down when they grew feverish and I had the liquid I needed for all
my additional labour; for very few were able or willing to help. As I say, I
think my immunity was partly due to my cleansing activities of the past few
weeks. But I think I was also helped by the comparative activity of my mind.
People caught the disease like sheep going unprotesting to the slaughter and
then lay down happily to die. Even the still-fit, watched uncaring with their
blank eyes, as people fell around them.
The plague raged for a fortnight until there
was hardly anyone left to die. The streets emptied and the air cooled to the
extent that we who were left had to resume the wearing of outer garments. There
had not been a morning service for over a week and, for the first time, I began to feel the imminence of our defeat by the
Throngi. After the heat and noise, a chill and silence had fallen over the city
which seemed to be the chill and silence of death.
On the day that the last of
my room-mates died I pushed his body in a hand-cart across the now-empty city,
on my way to the main air-lock and his burial. The place where the suits were
kept was deserted and the lock was unmanned. So, on my own initiative, I took
down a suit and put it on and, working the mechanism myself, took my companion
under the arms and dragged him outside.
Beyond the dome the only thing which had once
dominated the landscape was the space-ship owned by the city. Now however,
one's attention was drawn, not to the slender shape of the ship, but to the
great mound of the dead which rose out of the plain like a man-made mountain -
the death-roll had been so heavy. Usually, in the silent solitude of the open
ground, that mound was an oppressive and ever-present magnet for one's eyes.
Today, in sharp contrast to the deserted city streets, my attention was distracted
by the numbers of people moving about. The space about the dome was almost
hectically busy and the tiny radio in my helmet crackled with the number of
conversations proceeding.
I ignored them, although several figures moved towards me. I went about
my sad task of disposing of poor Joe, dropping his body on the heap. I would
have liked toy have said the Office of Rest for him. But I
knew neither his surname, titles or planet of origin -
so I was unable to observe the forms (Earth have him in Her care). But I bowed
my head for a moment or two.
'You have managed to survive the plague?' The
voice boomed in my helmet, loud and clear with proximity. I turned. I thought
that in the past few weeks I had grown to know all the active inhabitants of
the city but this man was a stranger to me. I looked more closely at his suit,
which bore an unfamiliar blue chequer pattern, and I saw that the globe and
crescent of his badge was surmounted by the small crown which meant that he was
in the royal service. My eyes left him for a second and I glanced quickly
around. Then I saw that close behind the city's ship stood another, so close as
to appear a trick of the light to an unguarded eye. Then, by looking even
closer, I could see that there was a fair sprinkling of the blue check suits
among the crowd which moved across the space between city, ships and dead. It
seemed that we had visitors.
'Yes,' I said finally, in answer to his question.
'Have you any space-going experience?' was
his inconsequential rejoinder.
'I was astrogator-videist in the service of
my Lord Tel-fan of Ganymede,' I replied. 'Before the Throngi attacks became
too pressing for commercial flights, that is.'
'Thank the Mother for that,' he said. 'The
king has recalled all those ships which remain planetside and he wants each
city to crew its own ship. My men are searching the dome now but, until you
turned up, the only men we had found who had ever been in space were two pilear
mechanics. Unless we find someone fairly soon it looks as though you will become
captain of your city's ship ... by
default.'
And the only man they found was an ex-purser
who had retired from the Sirian run more than twenty years previously. That's
all I can say. I wish I could describe my feelings and the reactions of my
fellow-citizens; how we evacuated the city and prepared the ship. But it is all
a blank in my memory. To leave the dome after so long and in such a manner as
to suggest that a strong organization still existed elsewhere; the change in
our circumstances was too great and too sudden to be assimilated at once. We
stood around waiting for the word to be given that all were out of the city
except the dead and dying. There were some two hundred of us at the finish -men
relieved to be leaving the dome at last; men hating the dome but shocked by
being torn from a place to which they had become rooted by the depth of their
experience there; men who were dismayed to find a population of forty thousand
whittled away to the complement of a smallish space-ship.
At last the word was given to my informant
and he turned to me, 'So you are our senior officer,' he said. *We can give you
a skeleton crew to help you get your ship back to Everest. But after that we
shall expect you to train your own fellow-citizens to work the ship.'
I nodded and gathered together my motley
force, together with the half-dozen men who would actually pilot the ship. Then
we shut our doors against that reproachful mountain of dead.
FIVE
The ship
lifted easily enough, with our sister-ship following closely. And the lights of
the deserted city began to wink out as its cybernetic guardians sensed the
removal of living charges from their care. Then, suddenly the entire dome
mushroomed up in a gout of smoke and flame. Over the
loudspeaker a voice said unemotionally, 'We were sorry to have to do that but
it is essential that we do not leave the Throngi a foothold on the planet. You
may consider it, if you like, as an hygienic way of
disposing of the dead.' There was silence from my companions. I think they felt the shock of our departure all the more for their
umbilical link with the past being cut so brutally. Personally, I was too
bound up in the sheer joy of flight to spare a thought for the city.
I had once studied for my master's
certificate and, although I had only faced the control panel of a trainer and,
although it was five years since I had last left Earth, all my acquired
know-lege came flooding back within seconds of liftoff. Aided by two
lieutenants from the royal ship, I was soon handling the controls with
assurance and, as we felt the first stomach-turning surge of free-fall, I felt
freer and cleaner than I had
for many months; even though we were tied to an orbital trajectory and did not
touch true space.
Below us the devastated face of Earth revealed her scars. Everywhere we
looked the land shone deep blue with the burns of radiation. And if you looked
up you could see that electric blue mirrored in the dots and dashes which were
the ion-trails of patrolling Throngi ships mounting blockade. It was a narrow
course we had to steer between the deadliness below and the menace above.
But my astrogator was a minor genius. We
required no course corrections and we started our descent at the exact point
where the Everest ground-crew could pick us up with their tractor-beams and
lower us gently on to the ground-pad. And that was a work requiring some
delicacy because the pad bristled with ships like a sea of frozen metal. The
impression of numbers was an illusion I know. There were, I think, one hundred
and thirty cities left on Earth, and not all of them had been able to
contribute their ships. There were about as many royal ships left after the
fleet had been destroyed. So there were, at most, three hundred ships on that
field. But in their serried ranks they seemed to stretch to the horizon in a
city of shining spires having sprung up overnight like mushrooms in a
culture-bed.
Before the tubes were fully cool, men were
spilling out of the lock, eager after their long incarceration to see Everest
-'shrine and fleshpot of the pilgrim planet' as an historian once called the
capital. Very conscious of my new-found dignity I followed more slowly; but no
less eagerly. However I found my previous informant waiting for me at the foot
of the elevator shaft. He now introduced himself as Lieutenant Cori of the
royal navy.
'My men will look after your crew,' he said. 'But I'm afraid that you
are expected to attend the audience the king is giving to the city captains. So
I must take you there. Then I'll show you your quarters and, after that perhaps
we can see something of the city.'
I followed him across the pad towards the
towering buildings of the royal palace. At first I thought that there might be
some trouble in the air system of my suit, or that the altitude might have
affected me because the distant perspective seemed to advance and recede. Then,
as the singing in my ears increased in pitch, the face-plate of my helmet
started to mist up as my body-heat increased in fever. Far, far, far away I
heard Cori say something and then there was nothing but the floor rising to
meet me. My last conscious thought was regret that immunity should only be
apparent and should only persist until such time as the promise of release had
been dangled tantalizingly before me.
In the time which followed
I relived my two years in the bubble city. I thought I was dead and transported
to some hell modelled for me alone. But there were occasional flashes of
lucidity which told me I only dreamt and that, somewhere outside myself, the world went on. Like a fish peering out of his
bowl I used to stare up into a circular world which was at times fringed with
the heads of watchers, sometimes inhabited by only one or two. Sometimes I
could see nothing but ceiling, but there were voices there, far away and
muffled so that I could not understand them.
Then there came a longer period of
consciousness when I became aware of the tank in which I lay, bathed in a
nutrient solution with innumerable wires taped to my body. The faces were there
again, peering over the rim of the tank and this time I distinctly heard one
say, 'Here's one who will live. I think we could have him out of there now.'
And hands reached in towards me. But, as they
detached the wires from my skin I lost consciousness again.
Later I woke in a small darkened room. For
the first time I was in full possession of my faculties; I knew where I was and what I had gone through. At first I thought I was alone but I heard a slight
sound and, turning my head, I saw a man rise from where he had been sitting
and come to my bedside. As the light fell on his face I recognized him and an instinctive prompter
in my mind made me sit up in has presence.
'Please lie back,' he said. 'You will only harm yourself. And, since the
king has stripped me of my titles and estates, I no longer have the right to
demand your courtesy. I am no longer Lord Bodwin of Luna, but merely
Bodwin Tomos, a spaceship captain. A post which, by the way,
I have gained at your expense. While you were
ill your crew elected me as captain. With you as my first
officer, of course, if you should live.'
Through a throat, cracked and dry through non-use, I managed to say that
I would be honoured. Then we began to talk.
During the next few days Bodwin was never far
from my room. His interest was due partly, I think, to his sympathy for me; partly
out of interest in a man with whom he must work closely. But largely it was
because he could talk freely to me and work some of the resentment out of his
system. It was known that the Brothers of the Hospital would never allow the
king's spy-phones to be placed in their cells. Therefore the corridors of the
hospital were thronged with the demoted nobility come to talk in safety to
those, like myself, who had been stricken by the
plague - though, thank the Good Mother, in a place where the cure was known for
all but the most extreme cases.
I learnt a lot from Bodwin in those few days.
I learnt for example that the magnates had originally chosen Gie as king
because they felt that a weak king would leave the administration of the
kingdom in their hands. They had devised a plan whereby the ships of Earth
would be collected together to act as an evacuation fleet - it was felt that
after the plague had swept the cities there were too few people left to defend
an Earth which was no longer really worth defending. But the shadow-king had
suddenly found a will of his own. This overfoolish
man was torn between the conflicting ambitions of his two wives and was eager
to make his own mark upon life. He had therefore devised a plan whereby,
instead of leaving under flag of truce, the fleet would lift and plunge toward
the sun. It was hoped that the Throngi would believe that they were set either
on mass-suicide or on panic-stricken escape. Then, when the fleet was hidden by
the glare and radiation of the sun, they would double back and take the Throngi
in the rear.
Of course the magnates, led by Bodwin, had
protested. But the king felt himself to be strong. The palace guard was fanatically
devoted to him (or his wives - both were said to have a taste for young, handsome
guardsmen and to be liberal with their favours). Also, three out of the nine
seemed to favour the course of death and glory. Bodwin of Luna, Telfan of Ganymede,
Sebor Saturnini, Thack Pitor of Transmundu, the Priestess Elfoten and the Lady
Pantar of Venus - all these were deprived of their titles and rights and,
together with their associates, forced to make what terms they could to secure
places with the fleet. My crew had chosen Bodwin as their captain, despite his
expressed wish to do no more than serve in the humblest capacity. And indeed,
they and I were pleased to have him. We knew we had to follow the fleet but we
knew that with Bodwin as captain there would be no foolhardy, albeit glorious
gestures.
SIX
I was present on two occasions when there was a confrontation between King
Gie and Bodwin. The first was three days after I was let out of hospital, and
we attended a reception given by the king for all captains and first officers
in the fleet. Bodwin had not wanted to go but his former colleagues, who had
been demoted with him, persuaded him to attend so that we could make one last
stand against the king's plans. I, for one, was glad when he decided to attend
since I was eager to see this king we had been given.
The reception was held in the great hall of the royal palace where, at
the height of the kingdom's glory, one glittering occasion had followed
another. The present occasion was far from glittering and most certainly not
happy. An atmosphere of hate and distrust pervaded the hall so that as we
entered it we felt our nerves tense in response. The people were separated
into two quite distinct camps. On the one hand were the Terran born. Once the
most loyal of the king's subjects the death of Asleck had marked a watershed in
our loyalties. Years of conflict and compromise with the Throngi had turned us
into realists. When the last of the line of kings which had been installed by
the Pilgrims had passed away it was as we woke to that reality and realized
what a barren future we faced. Asleck was the personification of an ideal but
Gie meant nothing to us and we merely wanted to leave, without fuss.
But opposite us were ranged the newcomers;
young men for the most part who had come to Earth in the last few years still
burning with zeal and ambition. They had never seen a green and fruitful Earth,
only its shattered ghost. But they were the fanatic sons of fanatics who had
been told that the greatest allegiance known to Man was his loyalty to Earth.
And if they were shown a burnt-out clinker and told that that was Earth they
were perfecdy capable of transferring their loyalties to it quite blindly.
The Terran-born magnates had installed Gie
Loossi as king intending him to be a mouthpiece without any power. But to the
newcomers Gie, as a Capellan, was one of themselves and they gave their loyalty
to him so enthusiastically that they gave him that power that the old
aristocracy would have denied him. No wonder then that relations were strained - I do believe that there was less difference in attitude between we Terrans
and the Throngi than there was between us and the newcomers.
The king's wives were not there - thank the Mother. They hated each other, despised their
husband and ignored everyone else. Any group of which they and he formed part
bore within it the seeds of violence. So it was a relief to see them absent.
But the king's eminence
grise was there. Renal of
Chatlan was another newcomer who had managed to worm his way into exalted
circles by way of his gaiety, charm and bravery in battle. But if he was gay,
he was flippant; if he was charming, he was insincere; and if he was brave, he
was sadistically cruel. He also hated the Throngi with an unreasoned lust
which had often led him into treachery in his dealings with them. He it was,
without a doubt, who had put the plan of attack into Gie's mind. The king's
wives could never have thought of it since the Lady Dinana asked for nothing
more than to hold court on Everest while there was food to eat and air to
breathe; while the Lady Lesina, as a member of the Flandray dynasty, agreed
with the Terran-born - though she would never demean herself to say so.
As soon as Bodwin entered the hall the conflict resolved itself. The
newcomers ranged themselves behind the king -or rather they ranged themselves
behind the puppet of Renal the puppetmaster. And, because of Bodwin's lineage
and his prestige as ex-Chancellor, he had become the natural champion of the
Terran-born. The crowd was now divided physically as well as figuratively,
with a clear alleyway showing between both sides in which stood Gie, Renal,
Bodwin and I, slightly in advance of our respective
supporters. The origi-inal plan had been for King Gie to address the assembly
but now he spoke instead, directly to Bodwin.
'My lo . . . Captain Bodwin. This difference between us hurts us
all. Won't you be reconciled to me. Rejoin the Council
and help us to lead the fleet against the enemy.'
"Your majesty,' boomed Bodwin, ensuring
that his voice could be heard throughout the hall, 'I ask for nothing more than to return to my natural allegiance and take my
place on the Council. Then I could
help you in the negotiations with the Throngi which will obtain our honourable
withdrawal from this planet.'
'Retreat?' shouted an incredulous voice from
the opposing crowd, while another yelled, 'You would negotiate with the
Throngi?'
•Yes,'
was the simple answer and there was an instant babble among the newcomers,
several voices being heard to say, 'Compromise.'
*Every man must compromise to Kve,' Bodwin
said and the angry voices grew angrier. For a moment my blood ran cold. Little
more than three years previously, on King Gie's home planet, a returning
pilgrim had been torn to pieces by the crowd, merely for suggesting that the
Throngi were not totally evil.
TJo you mean,' said Gie, 'that you would
desert the Earth and betray the Mother?'
'And can you not see that
Earth is dead?' retorted Bodwin.
"No-one
believes now that the Mother is identical with the Earth. She is a part of each
of us - Her children. Let's go back to the Far Stars and work for the Glory of
Man - not for a barren lump of rock.'
'Traitor' ... 'Blasphemer' ... 'Throngi-lover!' It was an animal cry with an underlying note of malicious aggression. I
really think they might have attacked us if Bodwin had not turned on his heel
and led us from the hall. As he reached the door the king called after him,
'You will return to your ships and you will accompany the fleet. Or stand
forsworn as traitors.'
Telfan, former Lord of
Ganymede and once my overlord, came up to Bodwin as we left the ante-chamber
and whispered urgently, 'Why not make a break for the ships. We could perhaps come to an agreement with
the Throngi and get to Centauri; the Sirian Emperor is bound to give us
refuge.'
*No,' said Bodwin, and his voice was full of
regret, 'I hate this futile gesture as much as you and if we were still on the
Council I could not be associated with it. But since I am ordered to go by the
king I helped to elect myself, I cannot in honour shirk my duty without being
forsworn as he says. I cannot dictate to your conscience but I think we must
go. Then, if we come through this alive, then will be the time to go to
Centauri.'
Walking in his wake, I told myself that I too
had once had a sense of honour and duty but it could not survive long if I were
continually offered hope, only to have it snatched from me. Especially now,
when we seemed doomed to die on an enterprise everyone whose opinion I
respected agreed was fatal. Yet, at the same time, I had to admit that if I
were offered the chance of escape I doubted that I would take it. Reason was
strong but sentiment was more powerful.
SEVEN
The last
fleet ever assembled by the Kingdom of Terra lifted from the Tibetan Plateau on
the Eve of Ecclestation Day, in the hundred and seventh year of the Foundation.
Every man left on Earth was involved and every ship. This was the final
commitment. It was a brave affair, with flags flying and banners waving, the
cheers of-the crowd and the bands playing - though, with no atmosphere, all had
to be electronically simulated. The crews gathered by their ships in parade
order while the king walked proudly by, followed by his wives and his closest
associates. Renal of Chatlan prominent among them.
They swaggered past in their own auras of optimism while we who looked on
remained convinced of the imminence of our own deaths.
The fleet lifted gracefully enough, leaving
the summit of the mountain deserted except for the golden figure of the Mother
atop Her shrine. No explosion shook that out of existence. Whether we
succeeded or failed the Shrine of Earth was too holy for us to bear the taint
of sacrilege into battle after having destroyed it. We took our last look at Her upraised arm which flashed in the sun. Then we shut our
eyes to the sights of Earth and turned our gaze outwards.
The computers hummed and chattered vigorously
because our course was a matter of the utmost precision. We were set to an
elliptical orbit sharply within that of earth, which would graze the outer
fringes of the sun and then take us deep into space and back in the rear of the
blockading Throngi. In the calculation of that orbit we could afford no
mistakes because the passage of the sun was critically measured. Too far out
and we would lose the element of surprise we needed, too near and we would be
unable to escape the solar gravitational pull. Our lives and the success of the
entire enterprise depended on the hair's breadth calculations of each ship's
computers.
At first all went well. The Throngi expected
that we would do either one of two things. We were either coming out to fight
in which case half the Throngi fleet waited for us in a Translunar
orbit. Or we were making a run for Proxima Cen-tauri in which case we would
switch to interstellar drive as soon as we hit free fall. The other half of the
Throngi fleet was already beyond Pluto, matching our potential F.T.L. velocity
in readiness to intercept. When we did neither of these things they were
nonplussed. The few patrol-ships which still blocked our path were blasted out
of our way without difficulty and we were away from Earth, leaving a divided
and confused enemy behind us.
The hours which followed were as boring as
space-flight can be. At five-minute intervals the pilot ship of the fleet would
drone out the time, the orbital distance, any course corrections and always the
same ending - 'No pursuit.' Except for the astrogator-techs there was nothing
for us to do; we just sat and waited.
We crossed the Venusian orbit, then the
Mercurian. Then it began to get hot.
After our years in the domes I think we had
all acquired a certain immunity to excessive heat and
at first we did not notice how the thermometer had soared. It was Bodwin, who
had spent the last few years in the comparative coolness of Everest, who first
noticed the heat and commented on it. Then, even the most hardened began to
notice. It first became apparent in the discomfort involved in touching a metal
surface. But as we came more and more under the sun's
influence it began to affect the air so that it seemed to move sluggishly and
lie on one's body like a blanket. Our lungs turned into fiery bellows gasping
for breath and that breath-lessness affected our movements and lowered a red
veil before our eyes.
Bodwin's voice swam rather than cut through the fug. 'I think we would
feel more comfortable if we stripped.' So we relieved ourselves of our clinging
uniforms, retaining only our boots - since the first man to step on the metal
floor with his bare feet had screamed with the pain. It was as if the wheel had
come full circle from our time in the domes when we stood naked, the sweat
running down our bodies in a glistening torrent and, falling to the floor,
evaporating on contact with the hot floor so that each of us moved in a
self-made, calf-high fog of steam.
The voice of our unemotional pilot came over
the intercom, 'It is recommended that you move radiation screens to solside of
your vessels. We are about to commence the transit.'
(About to commence? Surely it was nearly over?)
Having stripped, and having moved the screens
between us and the sun, we gained some temporary relief. But it was merely
temporary and with every moment we lost the respite we had won.
It was as we began to feel weak again under
the glare; when we were totally committed to the solar orbit, that the alarm
bells shattered the thick silence and a voice over the intercom began to shout
'Red - Echo - Three - eight - four.' Then another voice cut in with 'Red - Echo
- Three - eight -eight.' Then there was another voice with another sighting and
then another, and another until the air, what with the bells and the voices,
throbbed with a palpable sound which ultimately mingled with the crude crackle
of a space-disrupter. The Throngi had found us.
The voice of the king as commander-in-chief
cut across the voices of the look-outs. 'You will prepare for action,' he said,
'Combat suits Will be worn and stations will be manned
at all times.'
The heat was hardly bearable when our bodies could breathe. Now we had
to smother them in the harsh folds of our suits and isolate ourselves in our
oven-like prisons. Then we must creep into the foetid bolt-holes of the
disrupter-ports to peer in vain through sweat-blurred sights. Under the sun's
glare the viewscreens were inoperative and the echo-scanners little better. Yet
we had to seek out the minute blips which were Throngi ships with our faulty
equipment. Since the Throngi are not affected by vacuum, heat or radiation and
since they are quite careless of individual life, their combat-ships are little
else but a motor and a basic framework within which the pilot can sit, quite
exposed except for the oxygen masks over his gills. As a result their inertia
is almost nonexistent and they are infinitely manoeuvrable. We were forced by
our orbital path to wallow on along our pre-ordained course while the enemy
could weave in and out of the fleet like birds through trees. One sweated away
to get a Throngian in your sights and, before the trigger could be pulled, the
ship was gone; and might be a hundred miles away. One or two Throngi vessels
disappeared in gouts of energy but the white mist shot through with a
purple-black told me that our losses were more like four to their one - and
theirs were one-man ships while ours were crewed by two hundred each.
After an hour of battle I was spelled by one
of the crew and I made my way back to the main cabin where Bodwin stood at the
control panel, involved in a vigorous debate with someone over the intra-ship
system. I only caught the tail-end of the conversation which Bodwin ended with
the words, 'It is'the only thing we can do then - if that's your opinion.' He
broke contact and turned to face me, looking as weary as I felt. 'The
drive-techs report that the engine is in a near-critical state,' he said, 'It
only needs one more disrupter beam to score a direct hit on us and the whole
ship goes up. I'm going to have to move some of the radiation screens to face
the enemy.' I nodded my agreement without fully understanding what it was he
was suggesting. In fact I only began to grasp it when I heard the great
protective fans begin to rotate about the ship, leaving whole stretches of our
side exposed to the full glare of the sun.
How long, O Mother, did it last? I do not know. I was certainly not
fully conscious for the rest of that rime, though it seems I carried out my
duties well enough. But every movement had to be carefully considered and, in
execution one's body shrieked in protest. We were slowly beginning to die and
must surely have done so if our ships had not emerged from their flirtation
with the sun.
The temperature went down so much more slowly
than it had risen that it was a very long time before we realized that it was
cooler. It was only when the Throngi attacks lessened and we had time to think
that the fact sank in. The heat lessened, the attacks ceased and we
half-extricated ourselves from our suits and sat down to let our jangled nerves
unwind. And, as our viewscreens cleared, a voice yelled over the intercom,
'Halt.'
We gave the order and brought the ship to a
halt and our eyes went to the screens. Behind and to one side was a blazing
segment of the sun filling our horizon. Around us was
the Terran fleet, once diamond-shaped in formation but tattered now as if the
diamond had been inexpertly cut. At the periphery of our vision were the light
interceptors of the Throngi, hovering like jackals round a herd of dying
cattle. But ahead of us was a glowing siver crescent - the assembled Throngi
fleet in full strength. Our hopes of a surprise attack were long since gone.
Now, if we wanted to escape we would have to fight for it.
That voice, that lisp so symptomatic of
everything that was weak and poor in King Gie, spoke softly to us, 'The Aurelia, the Day-Break, Artemis,'' he went on to list twelve ships, 'These ships will lead an attack on the
exact centre of the enemy line in the hope that we can divide the two wings of
his fleet. The rest of the fleet will follow in close support.'
Aboard the Day-Break we looked hard at one another. It was obvious
that we were being detailed to form a suicide squad in the hope that before we
were destroyed we would succeed in blasting a hole through the alien fleet. It
was equally obvious that the twelve ships mentioned were those which contained
those members of the nobility demoted for arguing with the king. Even at this
time Gie Loossi had time to vent some personal spite on his enemies.
As Bodwin understood the full significance of
the message, he seemed to straighten himself and I remembered his stated reason
for accepting his demotion so tamely. He believed the mission was doomed to
failure which is why he argued against it. His family pride would not permit
him to be associated with a futile gesture. But that pride equally dictated
that he should serve his elected king so long as the responsibility for giving
the orders lay elsewhere. He half-smiled now as destiny called him. He bent to
the communicator and made swift arrangements with the eleven other captains.
Then he gave a collective order to the drive-tech, 'Run engines and damp them.'
The muffled drone of the engines grew to a
bellow, to a protesting shriek as the dampers prevented the released energy
from escaping through the tubes; storing up our potential acceleration like a
miser's hoard. Then, 'Engineers. Gun them.' The lever
slammed home; the dampers blew out and we leapt from rest at a speed which
created a force in excess of iog. I slammed back in my seat and blacked out for
a second.
When I came to, the ship was tearing towards
the line of Throngi ships and collision seemed imminent. Yet, just as that line
of waiting ships loomed enormous in our view-screens, it suddenly went away.
With a speed as great as ours the Throngi commander moved his ships out of our
path so that when our disrupters opened up they poured their energies into the
blackness of outer space. We flashed through the gap before we had realized
what had happened and, such was our momentum, that we,
were two thousand miles out before we brought our ships to a halt. And by that
time, the gap was closed again.
Twelve ships out of three hundred, we stopped in that vast emptiness and
watched the Throngi fleet close in on the king's ships as a net closes on a shoal of fish. Bodwin sat in mute
astonishment and it was I who leant forward and gave the command to proceed to
Centauri. There was nothing we could do. The king's position was beyond
redemption now. We must now go to the Empire to tell the galaxy of the loss of
Mother Earth, to raise the ransom for those who would be captured and to live
out our lives in penitential shame for our part in that loss.
EIGHT
The second
time that I saw Bodwin and King Gie come face-to-face was about a year after we
had arrived in the Empire following the fall of Earth.
We
were not well received. The Sirian Empire was the successor state to the first
Terran Interstellar Confederacy. To the Sirians therefore, the Far Stars which
had broken with the Confederacy during the Interregnum,
were inhabited by barbarians. The Empire had tolerated the Kingdom of Terra
since it had been founded at their invitation to form a buffer-state between
the heart worlds of the Empire and the Rimward planets of the Throngi. Also,
since a century of proximity had given Terran society overtones of Sirian
civilization, we were perhaps a little more tolerable to them than the
newcomers and pilgrims. But we refugees were an embarrassment to them as well
as causing some resentment since our story brought the pilgrims flooding in
from the Far Stars, all hoping to use the Empire as a springboard to launch a new
pilgrimage which would rescue Earth from the Throngi.
But,
if the Sirians resented us, we were hated by the pilgrims. They came to the
planets of Proxima Centauri horrified at the decadence they had found on the
heart worlds of the Empire; utterly shocked that under the protection of the
Imperial Trade Commission, Throngi could freely walk the streets of the
capital. Then they found us and focused all their resentment on us. For ten
years they had neglected us while we had held the Throngi at bay with dwindling
resources. Only when Earth was lost did they discover how precious its
possession was to them. And the greater their neglect of Earth, the more they
hated us for losing it.
So we hid ourselves away
and tried to live as obscurely as we were able. So it was several months after
the event before we heard that Gie had come to Centauri. For, despite the
parismony of the Empire, the ransom had been collected and paid and the leading
prisoners freed. NNkh Hmmhh, the Throngian admiral had treated them with the
greatest courtesy; all except for Renal of Chatlan whom he had personally torn
apart and eaten for his war crimes against the Throngi. King Gie he had looked
after in his own household and had permitted him to leave, even before the
ransom arrived, conditional upon Gie's oath never to bear arms against the
Throngi again.
When we had the news of the non-aggression
agreement we almost expected King Gie to join us in our small colony of
pariahs. For surely the pilgrims would shun him for making such an agreement.
Yet, though he came to us, it was in a most unexpected fashion.
The door-caller warbled one evening as we
were preparing to go to bed. I shared rooms at that time with Bodwin, Telfan
and three former fellow-citizens. It was one of the latter who went to the door
and came back with a figure muffled in the enveloping cloak of a Centauran
Watchman. And that was King Gie. We all six bowed our heads in respect since,
despite our opinion of him, he was still, by title,
king of Terra. We stood foolishly silent for a few minutes, conscious of the
constraint of our last meeting. Then the king said, 'My Lord Bodwin I shall
come straight to the point. I want you to resume your tides and allegiance and
come with me. My soldiers have seized the satellites of Pluto. They are under
siege by the Throngi but they can hold out until such time as the Fleet of
Pilgrimage can be assembled. We have our beachhead and we can regain Earth but
we need the experience and help of yourself and Lord Telfan here.' 'But your
oath ...' protested Bodwin.
'It was given under duress, to aliens who do
not follow the Mother. Can such an oath be binding?'
I held my breath. I gathered Gie's speech was
supposed to be conciliatory but, knowing Bodwin's mind, I expected him to say
something which would gain us a lifetime of ostracism. To my astonishment,
Bodwin went down on his knees and began to declaim the oath of allegiance.
When'he rose Telfan took his place and while Gie's attention was held I took
Bod-win by the arm.
'My Lord,' I said, 'what do you mean to do? You know that you regard all
hopes based on Earth as futile. Why pander to those hopes?'
He looked towards me but his gaze was
distant, 'At least it gives a meaning to life which we have lost here. You and
I were born to serve Earth and, though our reason tells us that Earth is dead,
we can no more sever our ties with the planet than we can deny our ancestors'
blood. Why did you suffer for so long in your city? Why did we follow the King
into the sun? There was no reason for what we did except our own belief that it
was right.'
So, in the end, I kneeled to King Gie. In a few days the new fleet will
blast off towards Pluto and the relief of the garrison. And from there, we
shall try to rescue an Earth which, intrinsically, is not worth one of the
thousands of lives which will be lost in its rescue. Yet it proves, I suppose, that faith, emotion and loyalty are stronger
bonds than reason. I certainly know of no rational reason why I should go. But you - you who have read this statement and know what we said
and thought and did. You tell me why we do it.
T—b
brian w.
aldiss
multi-value motorway
This
story is one of a series that has been appearing recently in NEW WORLDS, called
variously the Charteris series, the Post-Acid Head War series and so on. It is
Aldiss at bis very best, operating on all cylinders, using with immense skill
and control all his many talents to describe his inspired vision of some wild,
moody future where L.S.D., cars and pop music are the essentials in a world
where mankind's mental processes have undergone some rapid changes
...
She too was obsessed with pelting images. Phil Brasher, her husband, was
growing more and more violent with Charteris, as if he knew the power was
passing from him to the foreigner. Charteris had the absolute certainty Phil
lacked, the gestalt.
He was himself; also,
perhaps, a saint. Two weeks here, and he had spoken and the drugged crowds had
listened to him in a way they never did to her husband. She could not understand
his message, but then she had not been sprayed. She understood his power.
Nerves on edge. Burton, who ran a pop group, passed through her mind, saying, 'We are
going to have a crusade.' She could not listen to the two men for, as they
walked over the withdrawn meaning of the wet and broken pavement, the hurtling
traffic almost tore at their elbows. That other vision, too, held her near
screaming pitch; she kept hearing the wheels of a lorry squeal as it crashed
into her husband's body, could see it so clear she knew by its name-boards it
was travelling from Glasgow down to Naples. Over and over again it hit him
and he
fell backwards, disintegrating, quite washing away his discussion, savage
discussion of multi-value logic, with Charteris. Also, she was troubled because
she thought she saw a dog scuttle by wearing a red and black tie. Bombardment of images. They stood in a web of alternatives.
Phil
Brasher said, 'I ought to kill Charteris.' Charteris was eating up his possible
future at an enormous pace. Brasher saw himself spent,
like that little rat Robbins, who had stood as saint and had not been elected.
This new man, whom he had at first welcomed as a disciple, was as powerful as
the rising sun, blanking Brasher's mind. He no longer got the good images from
the future. It was dead, there was a dead area, all he
saw was that damned Christmas cactus which he loathed for its meaninglessness,
like flowers on a grave. So he generated hate and said powerfully and
confusedly to Charteris, 'I ought to kill Charteris.'
'Wait,
first wait,' said Colin Charteris, in his slightly accented and perfect
English. 'Think of Ouspensky's personality photographs. You have many
alternatives. We are all rich in alternatives.' He had been saying that all
afternoon, during this confused walk, as he knew. The damp smudged crowded
city, matured to the brown nearest black, gave off this rich aura of
possibilities, which Brasher clearly was not getting. Charteris had glimpsed
the world-plan, the tides of the future, carried them within him, was not so much superior to as remote from the dogged Brasher
and Brasher's pale-thighed wife, Angeline. There were many alternatives; that
was what he would say when next he addressed the crowds. A power was growing in
him; he stood back modest and amazed to see it and recognize its sanctity.
Brasher grabbed his wet coat and waved a fist in his face, an empty violent man
saying, 'I ought to kill you!' Traffic roared by them, vehicles driven by
drivers seeing visions, on something called Inner Relief Road.
The irrelevant fist in his face; in his head, the next oration. You people - you midland people are special,
chosen. I have come from the south of Italy to tell you so. The roads are
built, we die on them and live on them, neural paths made actual. The Midlands
of England is a special region; you must rise and lead Europe. Less blankly put
than that, but the ripeness of the moment would provide the right words, and
there would be a song, Charteris we cry! He could hear it although it was not yet written. Not lead but deliver
Europe. Europe is laid low by the psychedelic bombs; even neutral France cannot
help, because France clings to old nationalist values. I was an empty man, a
materialist, waiting for this time. You have the alternatives now.
You can think in new multi-value logics,
because that is the pattern of your environment. The fist swung at him.
Ange-line's face was taking in the future, traffic-framed. It seemed to me I
was travelling aimlessly until I got here.
'I was just passing through on my way to Scotland, belting up the motorway.
But I stopped here because here is my destiny. Think in fuzzy sets. There is no
either-or, black-white dichotomy any more. There is only a spectrum of
par-tiallys. Live by this, as I do - you will win. We have to think new. It's
easy in this partially country.'
But Brasher was hitting him. He looked at the
fist, saw all its lines and tensions as Brasher had
never seen it,'a fist less human than many of the natural features of the
man-formed landscape in this wonderful traffic-tormented area. A fist struck
him on the jaw.
Even in this extreme situation, Charteris
thought, multi-value logic is the Way. I am chopsing something between being
hit and not being hit; I am not being hit very much.
He heard Angeline screaming to her husband to
stop. She seemed not to have been affected by the P.C.A. Bomb, the
Psycho-Chemical Aerosols that had sprayed most of Europe, including Britain, in
the Acid Head War. But it was difficult to tell; the effects were so intricate.
Charteris had a theory that women were less affected than men. He liked
Angeline, but disliked her screaming. Bombardment of images, linked to her
scream - theory of recurrence? - especially toads and
the new animal in the dead trees at home.
There was a way to stop the screaming without committing oneself to
asking her to cease. Charteris clutched at Brasher's ancient blue coat, just as
the older man was about to land another blow. Behind Brasher, on the other side
of Inner Relief, was an old building of the drab ginger stone of Leicestershire,
to which a modern glass-and-steel porch had been tacked. A woman was watering a
potted plant in it. All was distinct to Charteris as he pulled Brasher forward
and then heaved him backward into Inner Relief.
The lorry coming from the north swerved out.
The old Cortina blazing along towards it spun across the narrow verge, swept
away the glass-and-steel porch, and was itself hit by a post office van which
had driven out to avoid the lorry. The lorry, still bucking across the road,
hit another oncoming car which could not stop in time. Another vehicle, its
brakes squealing, ran into the wall within feet of where Charteris and Angeline
stood, and crumpled up. A series of photographs,
potentialities multiplying or cancelling.
'So many alternatives,' Charteris said wonderingly.
He was interested to see that Brasher had disappeared, bits of him distributed
somewhere among the wreckage. He remembered a multiple crash he had seen on the
autostrada near Milano. This was much richer, and he saw a tremendous Tightness in the shape of wreckage; it was like a
marvellous - he said it to the girl, 'It is like a marvellous complex work of
sculpture, where to the rigorous man-formed shapes is added chance. The art of the fortuitous.'
She was green and drab, swaying on her heels.
He tried looking closely at the aesthetic effect of this colour-change, and
recalled from somewhere in his being a sense of pity. She was hurt, shocked,
although he saw a better future for her. He must perform a definite action of
some sort: remove her from the scene.
She went unprotestingly with him.
'I
think Charteris is a saint. He has spoken with great success in Rugby and
Leicester,' Burton said.
'He has spoken with great success in Rugby
and Leicester,' Robbins said, thinking it over. Robbins was nineteen, his hair
very long and dirty; he had been an art student; his psychedelic-disposed
personality had disintegrated under the effect of being surrounded by acid
heads, although he was not personally caught by the chemicals. Burton had been
a third-yearer, had turned agent, ran the pop
group, the Escalation, operated various happenings; he had run Robbins as a
saint with some reward, until Robbins had deflated one morning into the role of disciple. They lived with a couple of moronic girls in old
housing in the middle of Loughborough, overlooking the rear of F. W.
Woolworth's. All round the town was new building, designed to cope with the
fast-growing population; but the many conflicting eddies of society had sent
people gravitating towards -the old core. The straggle of universities and
technical colleges stood in marshy fields. It was February.
'Well, he spoke with great success in Leicester,' Burton said.
'Ay, he did that. Mind you, I was a success
in Leicester,' Robbins said.
TJon't run down Leicester,' Greta said. 'I
came from there. At least, my uncle did. Did I ever tell you my Dad was a Risparían? An Early Risparían. My Mum would not join.'
Burton dismissed all reminiscence with a sweep of his hand. He lit a
reefer and said, 'We are going to have a crusade.'
He could see it. Charteris was good. He was
foreign and people were ready for foreigners. Foreigners were exotic. And
Charteris had this whole thing he believed in. People could take it in.
Charteris was writing a book.
The followers were already there. Brasher's following. Charteris beat Brasher at any meeting.
You'd have to watch Brasher. The man thought he was Jesus Christ. Even if he is
Jesus Christ, my money's on Charteris. Colin Charteris. Funny name for a
Jugoslav!
'Let's make a few notes about it,' he said. 'Robbins,
and you Gloria.'
•Greta.'
'Greta, then. A sense of place is what people want - something
tangible among all the metaphysics. Charteris actually likes this bloody dump.
I suppose it's new to him. We'll take him round, tape-record him. Where's the
tape-recorder?' He was troubled by images and a presentiment that they would
soon be driving down the autobahns of Europe. He saw the sign to Frankfurt.
'I'll show him my paintings,' Robbins said.
'And he'll be interested about the birds.'
'What about the birds?'
'A sense of place. What they do, you know, like the city.' They
liked the city, the birds. He had watched, down where the tractor was bogged
down in the muddy plough, the landscape the brown nearest black under the
thick light. It was the sparrows and starlings, mainly. There were more of them
in the towns. They nested behind the neon signs, over the fish and chip shops,
near the Chinese restaurants, for warmth, and produced more babies than the
ones in the country, learning a new language. The seagulls covered the
ploughed field. They were always inland. You could watch them, and the lines of
the grid pencilled on the sky. They were evolving, giving up the sea. Or maybe
the sea had shrivelled up and gone. God knows what the birds are up to,
acid-headed like everything else.
'What are you talking about?' She loved him
really, but you had to laugh.
'We aren't the only ones with a population
explosion. The birds too. Remember that series of
paintings I did of birds, Burton? Flowers and weeds, too.
Like a tide. Pollination explosion.'
'Just keep it practical, sonnie. Stick to buildings, eh?' Maybe he could
unzip his skull, remove the top like a wig, and pull that distracting Frankfurt
sign out of his brain.
'The pollination
explosion,' Charteris said. 'That's a good title. I write a poem called The
Pollination Explosion. The idea just came into my head. And the time will come
when, like Judas, you try to betray me.'
Angeline was walking resting on his arm, saying
nothing. He had forgotten where he had left his red Banshee; it was a pleasure
walking through the wet, looking for it. They strolled through the new arcade,
where one or two shops functioned on dwindling supplies. A
chemist's; Get Your Inner Relief Here; a handbill for the Escalation,
Sensational and Smelly. Empty shells where the spec builder had not
managed to sell shop frontage, all crude concrete, marked by the fossil-imprints
of wooden battens. Messages in pencil or blue crayon.
young ive snoged here, bill hopkins only loves me,
cunt scrubber. What was a cunt scrubber? Something like a
loofah, or a person? Good opening for bright lad!
The Banshee waited in the rain by a portly
group of dustbins. It was not locked. They turned out an old man sheltering
inside it.
'You killed my husband,' Angeline said, as
the engine started. The garage up the road gave you quintuple Green Shields on
four gallons. Nothing ever changed except thought.
Thought
was new every generation, and she heard wild music playing.
'The future lies fainting in the arms of the present.'
"Why don't you listen
to what I'm saying, Colin? You're not bloody mad, are you? You killed my husband and I want to
know what you're going to do about it!'
'Take you home.' They were moving now.
Although his face ached, he felt in a rare joking mood.
'I don't live out this direction.'
'Take you to my home. My place. I've started
making a new model for thought. You came once, didn't you? It's not town, not
country. You can't say which it is; that's why I like it - it stands for all I
stand for. Things like art and science have just spewed forth and swallowed up
everything else. There's nothing now left that's non-art or non-science. My
place is neither urban nor non-urban. Fuzzy set. Look outwards, Angeline!
Wonderful!'
'You Serbian bastard! There may have been a war, the country may
be ruined, but you can't get away with murder! You'll die, they'll shoot you.'
There was no conviction in her voice; his sainthood was drowning her old self.
'No, I shall live. I haven't fulfilled my
purpose yet/ They were easing on to the Inner Relief.
Behind them, ambulances and a fire engine and police cars and breakdown vans
were nuzzling the debris. 'I've seen reality, Angeline. And I myself have
materialized into the inorganic, and so am indestructible.'
The words astonished him. Since he had come
to England, the psychedelic effect had gained on him. He had ceased to think
what he was saying; the result was he surprised himself, and this elation fed
back into the system Every thought multiplied into a
thousand. He pursued them all on deep levels, struggling with them as they
propagated in their deep burrows away from the surface. Another poem: On the
Spontaneous Generation of Ideas During Conversation.
Spontag-ions Ideal Convertagion. The Conflation of Spontagion
in Idations. Agenbite of Auschwitz.
'Inwit,
the dimlight of my deep Loughburrows. That's how I materialized, love!
Loughborough is me, my brain, here -we are in my brain, it's all me. I am
projecting Loughborough. All its thoughts are mine.' It was true. He knew what
other people were thinking, or at least shared their bombardment of images.
'Don't be daft - it's raining again!' But she
sounded frightened.
They swerved past concrete factories, long
drab walls, filling stations.
Ratty little shops now
giving up; no more News
of the World. Grey stucco urinal. A railway bridge, iron painted yellow, advertising
Ind Coope, sinister words to him. Then rows of terrace
houses, time-devoured. A complete sentence yet to be written into his
bods; he saw his hand writing the truth is in static instants. Then the semis. More bridges, side roads, iron railings, the
Inner Relief yielding to fast dual-carriage out on to the motorway, endless
roads crossed over it on primitive pillars. Railways, some closed, canals, some
sedge-filled, a poor sod pushing a sack of potatoes across a drowning allotment
on the handlebars of his bike, footpaths, cyclepaths.
Geology. Strata of different
man-times. Each decade of the past still preserved in some gaunt
monument. Even the motorway itself yielded clues to the enormous epochs of
ante-psychedelic time: bridges cruder, more massive in earliest epoch, becoming
almost graceful later, less sick-yellow; later still, metal; different abutment
planes, different patterns of drainage in the under-flyover bank, bifurcated
like enormous Jurassic fern-trees. Here we distinguish by the characteristic of
this mediumweight aggregate the Wimpey stratum; while, a little further along,
in the shade of these cantilevers, we distinguish the beginning of the
McAlpine seam. The spread of that service area, of course, belongs
characteristically to the Taylor Woodrow Inter-Glacial, Further was an early
electric generating station with a mock-turkish dome, desolate in a field. All art. Pylons, endlessly, too ornate for
the cumbersome land.
The skies were lumped and flaky with cloud,
Loughborough skies. Squirting rain and diffused lighting.
No green yet in the hedges. The brown nearest black. Beautiful....
'We will abolish that word beautiful. It
implies ugliness in an Aristotelian way. There are only gradations in between.
No ugliness.'
"There's the word "ugliness",
so there must be something to attach it to, mustn't there?'
'Stop quoting Lewis Carroll at me!' 'I'm
not!'
'You should have allowed me to give you the benefit of the doubt.'
He flicked away back on to his own side of the motorway, narrowly
missing an op-art Jag, its driver screaming over the wheel. I drive by fuzzy
sets, he thought admiringly. The two cars had actually brushed; between hitting
and not-hitting were many degrees. He had sampled most of them. It was
impossible to be safe - watering your potted plant, which was really doing
well. A Christmas cactus it could be, you were so proud of it. The Cortina,
Consortina, buckling against -you'd not even seen it, blazing in a moment's
sun, Christ, just sweeping the poor woman and her pathetic litde porch right
away in limbo!
'Never live on Inner Relief.' Suddenly light-hearted and joking.
'Stop getting at me! You're really rather
cruel, aren't you?' 'Jebem te sunce! Look, Natrina - I mean, Angelina, I love you.'
'You don't know what it means!'
'So? I'm not omniscient yet. I don't have to
know what it is to do it, do I ? I'm just beginning.
Burton's group, Escalation Limited, I'll write songs for them. How about Truth
Lies in Static Instants? Or When We're Intimate in the
Taylor Woodrow Inter-Glacial. No, no - Accidents and Aerodynamics Accrete into
Art. No, no, sorry! Then how about ... ha,
I Do My Personal Thinking In Pounds Sterling? Or
Ouspensky Ran Away With My Baby. Good job I gave up my NUNSACS job. Too busy. Look - zbogom, missed him! Maybe get him tomorrow! Must forget these
trivialities, which others can perform. I'm just so creative at present,
look, Angelina—'
''It's Angeline. Rhymes
with "mean".'
■'My
lean angel mean, Meangeline. I'm so creative. And I feel the gift in you too as
you struggle out of old modes to wards areas of denser feeling. Anyhow, see
that church of green stone? We're there. Partially there.'
And this partial country was neither inhabitable nor uninhabitable. It
functioned chiefly as an area to move through; it was a dimensional passage,
scored, chopped up by all the means the centuries had uncovered of annihilating
the distance between Loughborough and the rest of Europe, rivers, roads,
rails, canals, dykes, lanes, bridges, viaducts. The Banshee bumped over a
hump-backed bridge,, nosed along by the municipal
dump, and rolled to a stop in front of a solitary skinned house. A squadron of
diabolical lead birds sprang up to the roof, from instant immobility to instant
immobility, on passage from wood to city. The slates were broken by wind and
birds. Sheer blindness had built this worthy middle-class house here, very
proper and some expense spared in the days before the currency had gone
decimal. It stood in its English exterior plumbing as if in scaffolding. A land dispute perhaps. No one knew. The proud owner had
gone, leaving the local council easy winners, to celebrate their triumph in a
grand flurry of rubbish which now lapped into the front garden, eroded,
rotting intricate under the creative powers of decay. Caught by the fervour of
it, the Snowcem had fallen off the brick, leaving a leprous dwelling, blowing
like dandruff round the porch. And she looked up from the lovely cactus -he had
admired it so much, bless him, a good husband - just in time to see the lorry
sliding across the road towards her. And then, from behind,
the glittering missile of the northbound car....
Charteris leant against the porch, covering his eyes to escape the
repetitive image.
'It was a conflux of alternatives in which I
was trapped. I so love the British - you don't understand! I wouldn't hurt
anyone.... I'm going to rule by—'
'You can't bring him back by being sorry.'
'Her, the woman with the cactus! Her! Her! Who was she?'
The Escalation had taken
over the old Army Recruiting Office in Ashby Road. Their surroundings had
influenced two of their most successful songs, 'Braid on the Inside of Your
Britches' and 'A Platoon of One'. There were four of them, four shabby young
men, sensational and smelly, called, for professional purposes, Phil, Bill,
Ruby and Featherstone-Haugh; also Barnaby, who worked the background tapes to
make supplementary noise or chorus. They were doing the new one. They could hear
the ambulances still squealing in the distance, and improvised a number
embodying the noise called 'Lost My Ring In the Ring
Road'. Bill thought they should play it below, or preferably on top of,
'Sanctions, Sanctions'; they decided to keep it for a flip side. They began to
rehearse the new one.
Bank
all my money in slot machines These new coins are strictly for spending Old sun
goes on its rounds Now since we got the metric currency I do my personal
thinking in pounds We haven't associated
Since
twelve and a half cents of this new money Took over from the half-crowns Life's
supposed to be negotiable, ain't it? But I do my personal thinking in pounds
Greta and Flo came in, with
Robbins and Burton following. Burton had lost his lovely new tie, first one he
ever had. He was arguing that Charteris should speak publicly as soon as
possible - with the group at Nottingham on the following night; Robbins was
arguing that there had been a girl at the art college called Hyperthermia.
Greta was saying she was going home.
'Great, boys, great, break it up! You've
escalated, like I mean you are now a choir, not just'a group, okay? At Nottingham
tomorrow night, you're a choir, see? So we hitch our fortunes to Colin Charteris,
tomorrow's saint, the author of Fuzzy Sets.'
'Oh, he's on about sex again! I'm going
home,' said Greta, and went. Her mum lived only just down the road in a little
house on the Inner Relief; Greta didn't live there any more, but they had not
quarrelled, just drifted gently apart on the life-death stream. Greta liked
squalor. What she could not take was the clutter of indoor plants with which
her mother hedged her life.
Sister,
they've decimalized us
All
of the values are new
Bet
you the twenty-cent piece in my hip
When I was a child on that old £.s.d.
There
was a picture of a pretty sailing ship
Sailing
on every ha'penny....
They were used to Burton's
madness. He had got them the crowds. They needed the faces there, the noise,
the interference, the phalanx of decibels the audience threw back at them in
self-defence, needed it all, and the stink and empathy, really to give out. In
the last verse, The goods you buy with this new
coinage, they could have talk-chant as counterpoint instead of instrument
between lines. Maybe even Saint Charteris would go for that. Saint
Loughborough? Some people said he was a communist, but he was all the things
they needed. He could even give them songs. They looked back too much. The
future and its thoughts they needed. Lips close, New pose, .
Truth lies in static instants. Well, it had possibilities.
As Charteris laboured at
his masterwork, cutting, superimposing, annotating, Angeline wandered about
the house. A tramp lived upstairs in the back room. She avoided him. The front
room upstairs was empty because it was so damp where the rain poured in. She
stood on the bare boards staring out at the sullen dead sea
with shores of city rubbish, poor quality rubbish, supporting flocks of gulls,
their beaks as cynical as the smile of the serpent from which they had
originated. The land so wet, so dark, the brown nearest
black, late February and the trains all running late with the poor acid-head
drivers forgetting their duties, chasing their private cobwebs. Nobody Was human any more. She would be better advised to take
L.S.D. and join the majority, forget the old guilt theories. Charteris gave her
hope because he thought the situation was good and could be improved within
fuzzy limits.
Wait till you read 'Man the Driver', he told Phil Brasher. You will see.
No more conflict in society once man recognizes that he always was a hunter.
The modern hunter has become a driver.
His main efforts do not go towards improving his lot, but towards complicating
ways of travel. In his head is a multi-value
motorway. Now, in the post-war period, he is free to drive down any lane he
wants. No external frictions or restrictions any more. Thus
spake Charteris. She had felt compelled to listen, thus possibly
accomplishing Phil's death. There had been a rival group setting up in the
cellars of Loughborough, the Mellow Bellows. They had taken one title out of
thin air: There's a fairy with an Areopagitica, No external frictions or
restrictions, We don't need law or war or comfort or
that bourgeois stuff, No external frictions or restrictions. Of course, they
did say he was a communist or something. What we needed was freedom to drive
along our life lines where we would, give or take the odd Brasher. More
irrational fragments of the future hit her: through him, of course; a weeping
girl, a - a baked bean standing like a minute scruple in the way of
self-fulfilment.
She wanted him to have her, if she could
square her conscience about Phil. He was okay, but - yes, a change was so, so
welcome. Sex, too, yes, if he didn't want too much of it. He was clean-looking;
good opening for bright young lad - where had she overheard that?! Well, it was
self-defence.
The gulls rose up from the mounds of rotting
refuse. There was a dog down there, running, free, so free, companion of man.
Perhaps now man was going to be as free as his companion.
Tears trickling down her
cheek.
Even if it proved a better way of life, good things would be lost. Sorry, Phil,
I loved you all I could for six years, but I'm going to bed with him if he
wants me. It's you I'm going to betray, not him, if I can make it, because he
really has something. I don't know if he is Loughborough, but he is a sort of
saint. And you did hit him first. You always were free with your fists. She
went downstairs. Either that running dog wore a tie or she was going acid head
like the others.
'It's a bastard work, a mongrel,' he said. He was eating something out
of a can; that was his way, no meals, only snack, the fuzzy feeder. 'I'm a
mongrel, aren't I? Some Gurd-jieff,
more Ouspensky, less Marshall McLuchan, time-obsessed passages from The Great
Chain of Being, no zen or all that -no Englishmen, but it's going to spread
from England out, we'll all take it, unite all Europe at last. America's ready,
too. The readiest place, always.'
'If
you're happy.' She
touched him. He had dropped a
baked bean on to the masterwork. It almost covered a word
that might be 'self-fulfilment'. t
'See those things crawling in the bare trees out there? Elms, are they? Birds as big as turkeys crawling in the trees, and toads and that
new animal. I often see it. There is an intention moving them, as there
is in us. They seem to keep their distance.'
'Darling, you're in ruins, your mind, you should rest!'
'Yes. Happiness is an out-moded concept. Say,
think, "tension-release", maintain a sliding scale, and so you do
away with sorrow. Get me, you just have a relief from tension, and that's all
you need. Nothing so time-consuming as happiness. If
you have sorrow, you are forced to seek its opposite, and vice versa, so you
should try to abolish both. I must speak to people, address them. You have some
gift I need. Come around with me, Angelina ?'
She put her arms about him. There was some
stale bread on the table, crumbs among the books he was breaking up and
crayoning. Activity all the time. 'Darling.'
When the Escalation came along, the two of
them were lying on the camp-bed, limbs entangled, not actually copulating.
Greta wept, supported by two of the group. Featherstone-Haugh touched a
chord on his balalaika and sang, 'Her mother was killed by a sunlit Ford
Cortina.'
'Man the Driver,' Chapter
Three. Literature of the Future Affecting Feeling of the
Future. Ouspensky's concept of mental photographs postulates many
photographs of the personality taken at characteristic moments; viewed
together, these photographs will form a record by which man sees himself to be
different from his common conception of himself - and truer. So, they will
suggest the route of life without themselves having motion. The truth is in
static instants; it is arrived at through motion. There are many alternatives. Fiction to be mental photographs, motion to be supplied purely by
reader. Action a blemish as already in existence.
Truth thus like a pile of photos, self-cancelling for
self-fulfilment, multi-valued. Impurity of decision one of the drives towards
such truth-piles; the Ouspenskian event of a multiple crash on a modern
motorway is an extreme example of such impurities.
Wish for truth involved here. Man and
landscape interfuse, science presides.
Charteris stood at the window listening to
the noise of the group, looking out at the highly carved landscape. Hedges and
trees had no hint of green, were cut from iron, their edges jagged, ungleaming
with the brown nearest black, although the winds drove rain shining across the
panorama. Vehicles scouring down the roads trailed spume. The earlier nonsense
about the terrors of the population explosion; one learned to live with it. But
mistakes were still being made. The unemployed were occupied, black Midland
figures like animated sacks, planting young trees in groupings along the grand
synclines and barrows of the embankments and cuttings and underpasses, thereby
destroying the geometry, mistakenly interfusing an abstract of nature back into
the grand equation. But the monstrous sky, squelching light out of its darkest
corners, counteracted this regressive step towards out-dated reality moulds.
The P.C.A. bombs had squirted from the skies; it was their region.
There was a picture of a pretty sailing ship Sailing every ha'penny
The
goods you buy with this new coinage Weren't made any place I heard of They give
out the meagrest sounds But I don't hear a thing any longer Since I did my
personal thinking in pounds
I
had a good family life and a loving girl But I had to
trade them in for pounds
The damned birds were
coming back, too, booking their saplings, ready to squirt eggs into the first
nests at the first opportunity. They moved in squadrons, heavy as lead, setded over the mounds of rubbish, picking out the gaudy Omo
packets. They had something planned, they were motion
without truth, to be hated. He had heard them calling to each other in nervous
excitement, 'Omo, Omo'. Down by the shores of the dead sea,
they were learning to read, a hostile art. And the new animal was among them by
the dead elms.
Angeline was comforting Greta, Burton was
turning the pages of 'Man the Driver', thinking of a black and red tie he had
worn, his only tie. Words conveyed truth, he had to admit, but that damned tie
had really sent him. He thought he had tied it round the neck of a biack dog
proceeding down Ashby Road. Spread the message.
'Greet, you didn't hear of a dog involved in
this pile-up?'
'Leave her alone,' Angeline said. 'Let her cry it out.'
'He did it, you know,' Greta wept. 'You can't
have secrets in this city any more. Well, it's more of an urban aggregation than
a city, really, I suppose. He pushed the whole chain of events into being,
piled up all them lorries, killed my mum and
everything.'
'I know,' Angeline said. The heart always so laden.
Great crowds in Nottingham to greet the
Escalation, teenagers blurry in the streets, hardly whispering, the
middle-aged, the old, the crippled and the halt, all those who had not died
from falling into fires or ditches or roads, all those who had not wandered
away after the aerosols drifted down, all those who had not opened their spongy
skulls with can-openers to let out the ghosts and the rats. All were hot for
the Escalation.
At half-term, the boys, sensational and smelly, had the crowds throwing
noise back at them. Burton stood up, announced Saint Charteris, asked if anyone had seen a stray dog wearing a red and black
tie. The Escalation howled their new anthem.
Adsolescent Loughborough
With slumthing to live
through
Charteris we cry
Is something to live by
He had scarcely thought out what he was going
to say. It seemed so apparent that he felt it did not need uttering. The slav dreamers, Ouspensky and the rest, sent him travelling
with his message through to this outpost of Europe. Obviously, if the message
had validity, it was shaped by the journey and the arrival. In Metz, in France,
he had realized the world was a web of forces. Their minds, their special
Midland minds had to become repositories of thinking also web-like, clear but
indefinite. If they wanted exterior models, the space-time pattern of
communication-ways with which their landscape was riddled functioned as a
valuable master plan. All the incoherent aspirations that filled their lives
would then fall into place. The empty old nineteenth-century houses built by
new classes which now stood rotting in ginger stone on hillsides, while
carriageways either approached or receded like levels of old lakes, were not
wasted; they functioned as landmarks. Nothing should be discarded; but the New
Thought would re-orient everything, as the ginger stone mansions or the green
stone churches were re-oriented by the changing dynamic of the landscape. He
was the Aristotle of the New Thought. The Fourth World System, Man the Driver,
would appear soon.
Greta stood up and screamed, 'He killed my
mother! He caused the multiple accident on the Inner
Relief. Kill him!'
White-faced Angeline said from the platform
for all to hear, 'And he killed my husband, Phil Brasher.' But it was sin
whether she spoke or not; she worked by old moralities, where someone was
always betrayed.
Their faces all turned to his face, seeking meaning.
'It's true! The lorry was sweeping along the
great artery from Glasgow down to Naples. In Naples, they will also mourn. We
are all one people now, and although this massive region of yours is as special
as the Adriatic Coast or the Dutch Lowlands, or the Steppes of central Asia,
the similarity is also in the differences. You know of my life, that I was a
communist, coming from Montenegro in Jugoslavia, that I lived long in the
south of Italy, that I dreamed all my life of England. Now I arrive here and
fatal events begin, spreading back along my trail. See how in this context even
death is multi-valued, the black nearest brown. Brasher falling back into the
traffic was a complex event from which the effects still radiate. We shall all
follow that impulse. The Escalation and I are now setting out on a
motor-crusade down through our Europe, the autobahns. All of you come too, a
moving event to seize the static instant of truth! Come too! There are many
alternatives.'
They were crying and cheering. It would take
on truth, be a new legend, a new communication in the ceaseless dialogue. Even
Angeline thought, Perhaps he will really give us something to live by. It
surely can't really matter, can it, whether there was a dog with a tie or not;
the essential thing was that I saw it and stand by that. So it doesn't matter
whether he is right or not; just stay in the Banshee with him.
He was talking again, the audience
were cheering, the group were improvising a driving song about a
Midland-minded girl at the wheel of a sunlit automobile. An
ambiguity about whether they meant the steering or the driving wheel.
langdon Jones
the
great clock
Langdon
Jones is an unusual combination of hard
common-sense and impassioned romanticism that combines to produce such
well-remembered stories as / Remember, Anita . . . and The
Music Makers. He
is also an obsessive collector of outre clocks and sleeps in a room full of
ticks and clanks and chimes that would drive anyone else quite mad. These
clocks are the inspiration for one of his best stories, reprinted here, in
which the mechanical details of his monstrous clock are used to create a
powerful mood and tell us something of Jones's personal ideas about the nature
of time . ..
ONE
The
light of the sky could be seen dimly through the small slits in the ceiling of
the Great Chamber. The Great Clock worked.
The Pendulum swung slowly in its giant arc and with every tick, the
whole Clock shuddered. The Great Wheel, rose above the
rest of the Clock mechanism in a great and static arc and the Fast Wheel
whirled, humming, its sound rising above the noises made by the workings of the
clock. The other wheels turned at their various speeds, some smoothly, while
some advanced one notch with every tick of the Clock. Pins engaged, wedges
dropped, springs uncoiled. On the floor was thrown a shadow of wheels which
formed an abstract pattern.
And the man sleeping naked
on the pallet at the Posterior Wall stirred a little.
5i
TWO
He was
awakened by the whistle of the clock within the Clock. It was fixed on one wall
of the Great Chamber. It was made of wood and the sound of its ticking was lost
in the constant sounds of the Great Clock. It was powered by a weight on a long
chain, the other end of the chain having a metal loop through which projected
the end of a lever coming through the wall. At this moment the lever, powered
in some way by the Great Clock, was lowering itself smoothly, pulling down the
free end of chain and winding up the clock. Below the clock, projecting upwards
from the floor was a four-foot metal flue pipe. The whistle was coming from
this, a deafening note that was calling him to his duties. He covered his ears
against the raucous sound. Eventually the note began to drop in volume and
pitch, for a second broke down the octave to its fundamental, and then became
quiet except for the hiss of escaping air. Behind the wooden wall could be
heard intensive creaking as the giant bellows exhausted themselves. The Clock ticked.
It was a thunderous sound, and it shook his
body there on the pallet. It was a sound composed of a million sounds, some too
high, others too low to be heard. But the high sounds irritated the ear-drums
and the low ones stirred the bowels. The sounds that could be heard were a
million. Metallic and wooden, high and low, muffled and clear, they all
combined in a shattering rumble that made thought impossible. The tick was
composed primarily of four separate sounds that peaked at intervals of about
half a second. At the end of each tick, a creak from somewhere high in the
building ran up the scale to silence.
When the echoes had died away he could hear
the other sounds of the Clock. The whole Chamber was alive with noise. There
were creakings all around; cogs met with metallic clashes; wooden parts knocked
hollowly. From high in the Chamber on the opposite side to his pallet the Fast
Wheel hummed loudly.
He opened his eyes. Light was filtering in
dimly through the two tiny slits in the ceiling of the Great Chamber. He could see the black outlines of the Great
Wheel where it vaulted overhead, partly obscured by a supporting column. He
groaned, then sat up on the pallet, looking across
towards the clock on the wall. The clock was made entirely of wood, and only
one hand pointed towards the irregular marks scored around the edge of the
dial. The irregular marks indicated the times at which he had to perform his
duties; they extended three-quarters round the face. When the hand reached the
marks, the bellows, now filling slowly behind the wall, would drop a short
distance and the metal flue pipe would give a short call. The hand was about
five degrees from the first mark, and this gave him a short while to eat his
breakfast. He wondered dully if there was a little man inside the wall-clock,
just getting up, ready for his day's work maintaining the mechanism.
The Clock ticked.
When
the floor had stopped vibrating, he got up and walked across the Great Chamber.
Dust rose in acrid clouds about him, making him sneeze. He urinated in the
corner, lifting his nose against the sharp smells that arose from the
intersection of the walls that he always used for this purpose. Then he turned
and walked back past the pile of bones in the other corner, skulls like large
pieces of yellow putty, twigs of ribs, half buried by dust, and made his way to
the door on the far side of the Chamber, moving among the bronzed supports of
the Clock mechanism as he did so. He arrived at the low arched door and turned
the iron handle, pushing open the wooden slab with effort.
The Clock ticked.
Now
he was in the Small Chamber. The room was about nine feet long by seven wide,
and was lined by wooden planks. The whole of the left hand side of the small
Chamber was covered by a mass of wheels, thousand upon thousand, interlocking
in frightening complexity. He had never tried to work out their arrangement and
purpose; he just knew that they were an integral part of the workings of the
Great Clock. The wheels were plain-rimmed - not cogged - and were of silver
metal. They varied in size from about four feet down to one inch, and were all
turning at varied rates. They whirred and clicked softly as they worked. The
sounds of the Clock were muffled here in the Small Chamber, with the door
closed, and only the tick
was still just as disturbing, as disruptive to logical thought. The Clock
ticked.
He watched the chains from the wheels
disappearing through the myriad holes in the wooden walls at either end of the
Chamber. Some of the wheels were partly obscured, with just a tiny segment of
their arc appearing through the space between the ceiling and the left hand wall.
Once, he had wondered whether he saw all the wheels or whether in fact there
were more, many more, stretching away upwards and downwards.
The rest of the room was taken up mainly by
the only compromise to his welfare, apart from the pallet in the Great
Chamber. There was a wooden table and a small wooden chair. On the table were
three objects, all of metal, a plate, spoon and a heavy goblet. At the far end
of the Chamber by the cupboard set into the wall were two silver faucets. Above
the faucets were two wheels of iron, to which worn wooden handles were
attached.
The Clock ticked.
He walked across the Chamber and picked the
plate off the table. He placed it on the floor below the nearer of the faucets.
He stood up and began to turn the wheeled handle. A white mash poured out of
the wide mouth of the faucet and slopped into the plate. After he had turned
the handle about ten complete revolutions there was a click, the handle spun
free and no more mash came from the mouth. He picked up the plate and carried
it back to the table, burying the spoon upright in the mash. Then he repeated
the performance with the goblet and the other faucet, and filled the vessel
with cold water.
The Clock ticked.
He settled down listlessly and began to spoon
the mash into his mouth. It was completely tasteless, but he accepted it as he
accepted everything else. The Clock ticked five times before he had finished
his meal. He left half the mash and inverted the plate over the primitive drain
in the floor. Rotting food from previous meals still remained, and at one time
the stench would have appalled him.
A short, sharp blast from the pipe informed
him that it was time for his duties to start. There was a lot of work in front
of him. A vague memory floated into his mind of when he used to eat all the
mash and still have a little time to relax quiedy before starting his work. Now
he toyed with his food, and needed less.
The Clock ticked and dispersed the thought.
He walked with heavy steps over to the
cupboard and opened the door. Inside were his tools. To the left was a rack of
hammers for testing the wheels. They ranged in size from a tiny hammer all of
metal, the head of which was about the size of the first joint of his little
finger, to a giant sledge-hammer with a large iron head and a thick
wooden-shaft, which was used for testing the Great Wheel. The trolley was just
as he bad left it the previous night. Everything was just as he had left it.
The trolley was made of black cracked wood with iron wheels. On it was a giant
drum with an opened top. A great faucet extended down from the top of the
cupboard above the drum, and now the container was filled with yellow
sweetly-smelling grease. Every night it was the same.
The Clock ticked.
On a shelf on the right was a can, below yet
another, small, faucet, and the can was now filled by the dark translucent
beauty of thin oil. He lifted the hammers from the rack and slowly placed them
on the trolley beside the drum. He lifted down the oil can and placed that on
the rack designed for the purpose.
He grasped the pulling rail, and began to heave the trolley backwards
out of the cupboard. His body strained with the effort. Surely, at one time it
had all been easier ...
The clock ticked.
The trolley was finally right out of the
cupboard, and he walked round it, so that he would be able to push it from the
back. Before he started pushing, he suddenly realized that he had forgotten to
move the table out of the way. He sighed deeply and walked back to the table,
folding up the legs and resting it on its side against the walls.
'Getting old ...' he muttered, '...
getting old ...' Those
were the first words he had spoken in a long time, and his voice sounded thin
and weak. He pushed the trolley through the Small Chamber, past the whirring
wheels. His last duty of the day would be to oil those wheels. He realized that
he had forgotten to open the door, opened it, and pushed the trolley into the
Great Chamber. He stopped the trolley at the point where he always stopped it.
The Clock ticked.
He went up to the nearer of the wheels. It
was a large wheel, about five feet in diameter. Most of the wheel could be seen
clearly, unobscured by other mechanism, and the black metal was pitted, as if
by age. He selected the correct hammer, a large one, weighing several pounds,
and swung it into contact with the edge of the wheel. The wheel shivered, and
rang like a gong. Satisfied, he placed the hammer back on the trolley, and
pushed it on a little further. On he went, wheel after wheel. Some of the
wheels boomed hollowly, others tinkled like tiny bells. Never had they done
otherwise.
When he came to the first supporting column,
he selected the second largest hammer. The column was of a diameter of about a
foot, and it was made of a golden metal, either copper or brass. Later these
columns would have to be cleaned.
The Clock ticked exactly at the moment he
swung the hammer. But after the sounds had died away, the column still
reverberated with a shrill brightness. Now he had come to the Fast Wheel. There
was a wooden ladder set against its supports, and he picked up the oil can and
began to mount the ladder.
The Fast Wheel was different from most of the others. It was difficult
to observe, owing to its rate of travel, but the lack of fuzziness at the edges
indicated that it possessed no cogs. It appeared to be a double wheel, having
two rims, its spokes tapering inwards to the single hub. It was driven by a
taut chain which was an insubstantial blur that stretched to a hole in the
Anterior Wall, opposite his pallet. The ladder vibrated with the wheel's
motion, and air fanned his face strongly as he climbed upwards. The wheel ran
in oil, and a reservoir arched above it with two ducts that fell past its eigh-teen-inch
radius to the hub. The hum of the wheel was almost intolerable at this
closeness.
The Clock ticked and for a couple of seconds drowned the hum of the Fast
Wheel.
He poured half the contents of the oil can
into the reservoir, then quickly descended the
ladder. Now there was just the Great Wheel and then four smaller cogs over the
other side of the mechanism. He picked the largest hammer from the trolley and
dragged it across the floor. The Great Wheel was only exposed at one point, and
then only about a foot of its surface. This was about the nearest it was
possible for him to get to the Anterior Wall. The Great Wheel was about a foot
thick and was constructed of matt black metal; a foot from where it disappeared
into the space between the floor and the Anterior Wall the other mechanism of
the Clock terminated. He dragged the hammer into a convenient position and
tensed the muscles of his arms and stomach. The Clock ticked.
He swung in an imaginary back stroke, the
hammer not moving, then, reaching as far back as he
could and starting to swing forward, transformed the stroke into actuality by
dragging the hammer along the floor towards the wheel. The head lifted just
before the hammer came into contact with the black metal. It hit, and his stomach
was churned by the deep vibration of the Great Wheel. Along with the almost subsonic
fundamental, an upper partial screamed briefly. The sounds almost made him
vomit, but he checked this and instead coughed the dust from his throat.
During the time when his duties always seemed to be much easier and quicker,
and he had time to spare, he had watched the twenty-foot Great Wheel very
carefully for long periods, and had never seen it move a fraction of an inch.
The Clock ticked as he
walked away.
He went to his trolley and plunged his hands into the drum, withdrawing
two gobs of grease. He went up to Great Wheel again and slapped the grease into
the reservoir at its side. There would be more points to grease later in the
day.
Now there were just the other four cogs to
test, and then it would be time to check the Meter.
The flue pipe blew
piercingly.
Shock raced through his body, and the grunt
he made was lost in the sounds of the Clock. Had he
been so slow? He
never remembered having a job unfinished when the time came to begin the next
He looked unbelievingly at the clock on the wall; the hand stood unquestionably
at the second of the scored marks.
For a moment he was lost; his knees trembled
and his body shook. What should he do? Should he finish his job or hurry to
check the Meter? Normally he liked checking the Meter;
there was
rarely any need to make an adjustment, the pointer always resting at the zero
position. This meant that he would have at least fifteen minutes to himself.
But now he was in an agony of uselessness, for the first time being faced with
a decision. A thought began to bubble up through his shocked mind, and forced
itself into consciousness for a fraction of a second. WHY?
The Clock ticked, dissolving the thought in a torrent of sound.
He decided to check the Meter. He could
always come back and sound the remaining four wheels, it would mean losing a
little of the precious spare time, but that didn't matter.
He wiped his greasy hands on his thighs and
walked across to the Posterior Wall and the little panel behind which lay the
Meter. He pulled aside the wooden panel with effort, and then groaned in
dismay. The Meter read at minus two.
He plunged into panic,
an adjustment would have to be made. When would he have time to sound the
remaining four wheels? He would have to hurry. He pulled aside the adjacent
panel with trembling hands. He stepped inside the lift and began to turn the
large wheeled handle. The Great Chamber was lost to view as the lift began- to
travel down the shaft. Little light filtered down the Chamber, but he was able
to see the joints in the wood of the shaft. Going down, he was fighting the
counterweight and the work was much more difficult. He wished that he was
coming up, the adjustment having been made.
After what seemed like hours, the dim light
of the Pendulum Well travelled up the open front of the lift and he stopped.
The Clock ticked, very slightly muffled at this depth.
He clambered out of the lift and then finally
stood upright in the Pendulum Well. The Well was vast. It stretched up and up,
many times his own height, and the top was marked by a
light rectangle where the mouth of the Well met the lighter Great Chamber at
the very front of the Clock. Cogs jutted blackly above, and the tall cylinder
of the Pendulum Rod inclined itself gracefully and slowly towards one side of
the Well. Once he had wondered on the unusual nature of the Escapement
Mechanism. The Escapement itself appeared to be almost independent of the
Pendulum, its action only being triggered by the Pendulum's motion. The
Pendulum swung freely for almost its whole arc, and the Escapement Lever only
inclined at the extremes of its swing. At the top the Escapement Lever
quivered, preparing for its giant pivoting movement,
and its sound came to him like a clanking of great chains. The Pendulum had a
wide arc, about forty-five degrees, and at the moment it was reaching the peak
of its swing. The Pendulum was so vast that at this point of its swing it scarcely
seemed to be moving. It was only when the Bob was whistling past his head at
the bottom of its swing that he could really appreciate how fast it was moving.
At the top of the Clock the Escapement
quivered again. The Pendulum had slowed now and seemed to be poised impossibly,
hanging without movement, a vast distance from him. There was a rumble and,
with a screech of metal, the Escapement Lever roused itself and began to pivot
its great weight. With a shattering crash, it fell heavily into its new
position.
And the Clock ticked.
Now the Pendulum was moving
back again, increasing speed second by second.
The walls of the Pendulum Well were, like the
Small Chamber, lined by planks of wood, although black. The sounds of the Clock
came to him here with a wooden consistency as they were reflected and diffused
by the Well. On Ihe near side of the Well, iron rungs were set into the wall,
which would enable him to reach the giant bulk of the Weight. He glanced up,
and his gaze met the dark shadow that loomed overhead. He stepped forward into
the path of the rapidly approaching Pendulum Bob, which would pass about a foot
above his head. At the far end of the Well was another ladder which led up to a
platform far above, which would enable him to meet the Bob as it rose up to the
top of its swing, and from which he would step on to the Bob to carry out the
adjustment.
From its highest point, above the Escapement
Mechanism, to a point about one sixth of the way down the Well, the Pendulum
Rod consisted of a cylinder of shining golden metal, probably brass, with a
diameter of about four feet. From there to the Bob, a distance at least fifty
feet, it was made up of a frame of several smaller tubes of various coloured
metals, probably some kind of temperature compensation. The Bob itself was a
ten-foot lens of grey metal, tapering at the edges to knife-blade-thinness. As
the Pendulum rushed through the air, eddies formed on alternate sides like the
ripples running along a flag, setting the Pendulum, as it rode the turbulence,
into vibration.
And the Pendulum sang.
A deep, clear ringing vibration filled the
Well, like an organ note, but with a chiming quality that continued instead of
fading. He felt the vibration through the soles of his feet as he stood there
on the wooden floor. He kept his mouth slightly slack, for if his teeth touched
together they would buzz unpleasantly with a higher version of the same note.
The Bob was now rushing down upon him, and
with a sudden gust of air, it was past him and away, climbing rapidly towards
the peak of its swing.
With a shock he realized that there was no
time to stand here watching. There were still four wheels left unsounded. He
turned, and began to climb the nearer ladder. There was a catwalk leading round
the Well past the Weight, and he always came this way to check on the Weight as
he passed. After a long time of climbing the iron rungs he eventually arrived
at the catwalk. The Weight was a vast bulk to his rear; he was fortunate that
he had come down at this time, for often the Weight was further towards the floor,
or too high, which necessitated painful manoeuvring on the rungs.
He turned and looked at the Weight. It was a block of black metal, about
two feet deep and four feet high, and it stretched the width of the Well. It
was supported by thin wire, which branched out from a single strand far up the
Well and culminated in hundreds of strands spread out in an angular delta. At
the top of the Weight was a complex of cogs, the largest of which was about six
inches across, the smallest about half an inch, and some of them were revolving
quite rapidly. The fine wire passed up and down in the complex of wheels, circling
some of them. These grooved wheels turned as the wire moved round them, and the
vast Weight was lowering itself, so slowly that its motion could scarcely be seen.
The Clock ticked.
He glanced at the Pendulum, now at the fullest extent of its swing at
the far end of the Well. He would be able to get to the platform in
one-and-a-half strokes, by which time the Bob would be in the correct position
for him to mount it. He began to move along the catwalk, his bare feet
pattering on the wooden planks. There was no safety rail and he kept close to
the wall, as he was now about twenty feet from the floor. As the Pendulum
overtook him on its way back, the Bob dropped to far
below his level, and then began to climb past him.
The Clock ticked before he
reached the corner of the Well.
Past the corner he went, and he walked across
the width of the Well, a distance of only about thirty feet. The platform
projected out from the wall, and he stood out on it, waiting for the Bob to
arrive. There was a long, thin chain hanging beside him, that
stretched up into the mechanism of the Escapement. He guessed that his weight
was computed by the strain on the platform, and pulling the iron ring at the
end of the chain caused some kind of weight compensation to be applied to the
Pendulum, so that his weight on the Pendulum for one whole swing had no effect
on the accuracy of the Clock. The Bob was now at the bottom of its return swing
and was rising, apparently slowly, towards him. Mounting the Pendulum was a
difficult feat, one that had caused him trouble in the early days. The early days? He brushed aside the distracting thought; he
must concentrate on mounting the Pendulum. The difficulty was in the apparent
motion of the Bob. When one stood in the centre of the Well at the bottom, at
the higher points of its swing the Pendulum scarcely seemed to be moving, while
at its centre its true speed could be appreciated. Here, at the high point of
its swing, the same illusion occurred, but was made more complex by the fact
that the Pendulum did actually slow at this point of its arc.
The apparent speed of the Bob was increasing
rapidly as it approached him. His muscles tensdd as its bulk loomed up towards
him. He slipped his hand into the iron ring, and pulled the chain downwards.
Then, as the Bob was almost on him it suddenly appeared to slow. Now he could
see the corresponding platform that jutted out from the Bob. He watched the platform
and nothing else. The edges of the two platforms came smoothly together. There
was a pause. He swifdy stepped across on to the other surface. There was a
brass rail on the inside of the platform with a strap looped from it. With
fumbling fingers he hurriedly buckled the strap about his waist
and
pulled it tight, just as the Pendulum began to move downwards.
And the Clock ticked, shaking the Pendulum.
He looked over his shoulder and watched the
other platform and the catwalk moving rapidly upwards and away from him.
Faster the acceleration became, and he felt his stomach lift within him as it
became yet faster. The air rushed past his face, and he tried to draw his
attention from the distressing physical sensations. The bulk of his body, tiny
though it was in relation to the Bob, disturbed the flow of the air, breaking
the current into smaller eddies. As the new vibration tried to impose itself on
the old, the Pendulum groaned with tearing dissonance. Then, abruptly, the note
broke up to its second partial, and the sound was now bright, ringing and
intense. As the Bob began to level out, his stomach felt a little more normal,
and he squatted down to make the adjustment. The platform on which he was
squatting was slung at the lowest point of the Bob, and hung down below. At the
very lowest point of the Bob was fitted the Adjustment Weight, for making the
incredibly small adjustments to the frequency of the Pendulum's swing. A piece
of thin metal rod was fixed from the Bob, hanging downwards. This rod was
scored across at regular intervals, about a quarter of an inch apart, and
attached about halfway down was a small weight, of about an ounce, with a
sprung clip that attached to one of the grooves in the rod. The Meter had read
minus two; this meant that the weight had slid two spaces upwards. Obviously
the Clock was running slow by an infinitesimal amount, and this adjustment
would correct its running. As he put out his hand the Pendulum began to rise on
its upward swing, and his arm felt heavy and approached the weight much lower
than it should have done.
He paused as the nausea gripped him again.
After a few seconds the feeling began to diminish as the Pendulum reached its
high point. He knew better than to attempt to adjust the weight at this moment.
The Clock ticked, vibrating the Pendulum, and
almost throwing him on to his back. He gripped the brass rail and waited for
the wrenching of his stomach as he fell in the sweeping arc. The Pendulum began
to move downwards. The adjustment would have to be made this time; he knew that
he would be incapable of standing more than one complete swing of the Pendulum.
Air rushed past him as he dropped with the Bob and he gritted his teeth against
the sickness that rose inside. At least the new high note of the Pendulum did
not buzz in his head as would have done the fundamental. As the Pendulum
levelled out, he reached out and grasped the weight. He pushed upwards, and the
weight moved up slowly with a double click. He tested it with a light pull, and
then sighed with relief and began to stand, fighting the downward push caused
by the upward motion of the Bob.
At the top of the swing he stepped on to the
platform before the tick of the Clock commenced its vibration. His legs were
shaking as he began to climb down the iron rungs.
As he walked across the floor of the Well his
mind was feverishly calculating. Would he still have time to sound the wheels
before his next task? He clambered down the narrow tunnel into the lift. His
next task was the Winding, and he tried not to think of this. It was a task
that took about an hour of his time every day, and left him a weak, trembling
old man. Even so, he still sometimes wondered how it was that such a
comparatively small amount of energy could sustain the vast mechanism all about
him. From his fuddled memory he vaguely recalled that on similar occasions, the
whistle had blown shortly after he had arrived in the Great Chamber.
As the lift arrived at the top of its shaft,
the Clock ticked, the sound of it jangling afterwards in his ears, contrasting
with the comparative quiet of the Pendulum Well. Here, the sounds were all
about him again; the grinding of the cogs, the humming of the Fast Wheel; the
oil smells and the sharp tang of metal were in his nostrils again. His trolley
was there, as he had left it. He began to walk across the floor, dust rising in
clouds about him as he moved. He reached the trolley and grasped his hammer,
ready for sounding the next wheel, and he used a small hammer, that could comfortably
be held in one hand. He swung the hammer and struck the wheel.
The Whistle screamed, drowning all other
sounds. He groaned out loud. The whistle stopped, and he stood there; hammer in
hand, wanting to strike the wheel again. Why could not the whistle have blown
one second later? At least he would have been able to hear this wheel. He
almost swung at the wheel again, but he could not; it was time for the Winding.
He felt tears springing to his eyes at the
unfairness of it all. He was old, and tired ...
He walked across to the Posterior Wall and slid open the panel that led to the
Winding Room. The Clock ticked.
This was only a small room and it was lined
with planks like the others. It was completely featureless save for the Winding
Handle which was set into the far wall and projected out into the room. He
stepped inside and grasped the Handle. He put his weight on to it and it
gradually moved downwards, a rachet clicking rapidly somewhere behind the wall.
When the Handle was at its lowest extent, he slightly released the pressure
and it rose up under his hands to its original position. He pressed down again.
He would wind until the whistie blew again, a period he estimated to be about
an hour, but a very long hour indeed. After the Winding he would be allowed a
short time from his labour for lunch. Perhaps he could sound the remaining
wheels in his lunch time?
The Clock ticked.
This would mean that he would miss his mash. He didn't mind about that
too much; what really worried him was that he would miss his valuable rest
period. The Handle rose under his hands to its highest position. He was worried
about the afternoon; how could he work if he missed his rest? He was weak
enough now. He pressed down the Handle. Sweat was beginning to run down his
forehead; he felt terrible. Surely, at one time he had not felt so weak and
tired. At one time?
At what time? For a second he was. distracted
from his task.
He slipped.
His foot went from under him and he fell
forward, towards the Handle. His hands slid from it and it swung up, catching
him under the chin and throwing him backwards on to the floor.
Lights flashed under his eyelids and his head buzzed, cutting out all
other sound. When he came to himself he found that he was standing in the Great
Chamber, swaying slightly.
WHERE WAS HE?
For the first time his routine had been
upset. The blow had jogged his mind from its well-worn paths. He realized that
all the events of that day had conspired to open his senses to this apocalypse.
He looked about himself in
amazement.
All
was as it had been; the Fast Wheel hummed to itself and the cogs moved round at
their various speeds.
But
now the Clock mechanism looked alien and frightening to him as he regarded it
with eyes unclouded by time.
How had he got here?
The
stench of his own excrement arose from the corner of the Great Chamber, mixed
with the acrid tang of the metal that surrounded him.
His head moved from side to side as he tried
to see everything at once.
The
Clock ticked, unexpectedly, causing him to clap his hands to his ears.
He had been so frightened; what had forced
him to carry out these awful duties that had wasted so much of his life? He
walked across to the far end of the Great Chamber and looked at the bones in
the corner. He could see about four complete skeletons among the crumbling
fragments of many others. They were all supported on a billowing pile of dust
that came from innumerable others. Were these the bones of others, who, before
him, had tended the Clock? Did they, one day, suddenly know that their time was
up, and did they, obeying a dim and contrived instinct, slowly, painfully drag
themselves over to the pile and quietly lie upon it? And then did the next
person come here and immediately settle into his ritual of duties, ignoring the
twitching bundle in the comer, and later the odour of its corruption
?
He walked back to his pallet and sat on it,
burying his face in his hands. When he came
to the Clock, was there a body in the corner? Did he sit in the Small Chamber
eating his mash whilst the air was full of the taint of death?
What was his life before he came here?
Who was he?
He
could not remember. Nor could he remember how long he had been here. He felt
round the back of his head; his hair was hanging down almost to his shoulders.
He estimated from this that he had been inside the Clock for a whole year of
his life. He remembered something else. His age. He
was twenty-five years old.
Twenty-five?
Then why was he so weak and tired? T—c
Something wrong made a
shudder crawl its way down his back. His hands had been registering something
for some time, and now he consciously accepted their message. His hands told
him that the skin hung loose and wrinkled round his face. His hands told him
that his features were covered by wrinkled and flaccid parchment.
He sat up on the pallet in fear. He suddenly
pulled out a little clump of hair, bringing tears to his eyes. But the tears
did not obscure his vision completely enough for him not to see that the hair
was snowy white. He looked up in agony.
Tmold!'
The Clock ticked.
Tm old ...'
He looked down at his body. It was the body of an old, old man.
He slowly stood and then staggered to one of
the supporting columns. He embraced the column, resting his cheek against the
golden surface. His hand stroked the smooth metal of the column's surface,
almost as if he were caressing a
woman. He giggled.
'Look at me,' he muttered to the Clock. 'Look
what you've done to me!'
The Fast Wheel hummed; the cogs turned.
'You've taken my life! I was young when I
came here a year ago! Young! What have you done?'
His voice had become high and quavering and
was swallowed in the sounds of the Clock.
'Oh God!' he said, and slumped against the
column. He stayed there a long time, thinking. He was going to have his
revenge. The Clock would run down, with no-one to wind it. It would die,
without him.
The Clock ticked, and he pushed his shoulders
from the column, standing erect. He began to walk round the Great Chamber,
putting out his hand here, stroking a wheel there. He blew a million kisses to
the Fast Wheel and ran his flat hand gently over the surface of the Great Wheel.
Wheedling, coquettish, he minced extravagantly through the Great Chamber,
quietly talking to the Clock.
'Why?' he said. 'Why? I've given you my life;
what have you given in return? You have taken eighty years from me what have
you done with them? Are they stored safely away in a cupboard? If I search long
enough, could I find them, stacked on a shelf? Could I put out my hands and
slip them on, like clothes? Eh? Why did you steal them?'
His muttering suddenly
became ominous in tone.
'I'll fix you; I won't even give you the
pleasure of running quietly down, as you would have done with me. Oh no, my
friend, you shall die violently; I'll show you no quarter.'
He moved across to the trolley. He painfully
lifted off the largest of the hammers and dragged it to the floor. A wheel of
moderate size, about four feet across, was quite near to him. With all his
strength he swung the hammer in a low arc and relaxed only as it smashed into
the wheel. The giant hammer broke off one of the cogs completely, and bent part
of the wheel at an impossible angle. He dropped the hammers, and, filled with
emotion, crammed his fists against his opened mouth.
The Clock ticked.
He found that he was weeping; why, he didn't
understand.
The
cog turned slowly, the damaged section moving nearer to its inevitable
interaction with another wheel. He screwed up his eyes, and felt the warm tears
running freely down his face.
'I've killed you,' he said. He stood, thin,
bleached and naked, paralysed and sobbing. Something would happen soon.
The damaged section interacted.
The wrecked cog spun suddenly and rapidly
before its teeth engaged again. A shower of sparks flew out, burning his flesh.
He started, both at the pain and at the sheer noise of that dreadful contact.
At the threshold of his hearing, far below the other sounds of the Clock, he
could hear the buckling of metal, the scraping of part on part. The other wheel
buckled and spun in its turn. A spring burst from somewhere behind the wheel
and scattered metal splinters all over the Chamber. Strange smells were in the
air; the death-smells of the Clock.
A
trail of damage was running across the mechanism of the Clock like an
earthquake fissure running across land. It could not be seen, and outwardly
practically everything was normal, but his ears could hear the changes in what
had been familiar sounds. The grinding and destruction spreading like a canker
could be heard clearly enough.
The Clock ticked, and even the tick sounded slightly weaker.
Louder and louder came the sounds of invisible destruction. He stood, still
weeping, shaking as if with fever. The changed sounds of the Clock plunged him
into a new and unfamiliar world.
A different sound made him look up. Above him
the Fast Wheel was running eccentrically. It was wavering from side to side in
its supports, oil spurting from its reservoirs. As it spun, it whined,
jarringly.
Abruptly it broke free of its supports and,
still whining, it dropped to the floor. It screamed as it hit the floor and was
covered by the roaring flame of its friction. And then it was gone, only the
hint of a bright streak in the air indicating its trajectory. It smashed into
the far wall, scattering dust from the bones as the wooden wall dissolved into
splintering wreckage.
An ululation came from the Small Chamber.
Inside, the mass of wheels screamed as they were tortured by the new disorder
spreading through their myriad ranks. The Clock shook in its ague, shivering
itself to death. Suddenly through the open door of the Small Chamber came the
wheels, thousands of them. The Great Chamber was full of smooth silver wheels,
some broken and flying through the air, others rolling lazily.
The Clock ticked, gratingly, and then
screamed again. The Escapement Mechanism jammed rigid, but the Pendulum wanted
to continue its swing. It did, bending its great four-foot-diameter column in a
grotesque shape.
Dust was everywhere, flying metal whistled
about his ears. As the sound became unbelievable the destruction became
complete.
His last sight was of light streaming
brightly in as the whole Clock collapsed in a mass of falling wood and metal
cogs.
THREE
And it
was everybody else's last sight too. They may, for a brief period, have seen
their world freezing itself in grotesque lack of activity. They may have seen
water, solidifying in its
fall to complete immobility; they may have seen stones
falling through air that was like treacle, finally coming to rest above the
ground; they may even have seen their own faces beginning to register terror,
but never completing the expression. ... But
after that, there was no time to see anything.
peter täte
the post-mortem people
A kind
of story hard to find these days is that kind that extends a present-day trend
into the near future in order to warn us, perhaps, of the error of our ways.
Peter Tate is concerned with the increasing emphasis on competition in the
modem world, on what he believes to be the lack of respect for the individual
and on the methods by which the spare-part surgeons will get the materials they
need . ..
Anton Heyah chanced
on the shrill gathering of locked tyres and was running before any sound of
impact. The car could be skidding, no more. But one could not afford to stand
and wait. One had a reputation.
He shouldered a passage through the
lazy-liners on the rotor walk even as a bundle with flapping limbs and
disjointed head hung in the air. He was at kerbside as the body landed close to
his feet. Heyar placed his overcoat gently to keep a little of the man's
draining warmth.
'Somebody get an ambulance,' he shouted,
taking charge of the situation while women grew ill and lazies changed to the
brisker track and were borne smartly away.
The man's eyes flickered. A weak tongue
licked vainly at Lips as dry as parchment. Breath came like a flutter of moth s
wings.
'How are you feeling?' asked Heyar.
The
man's eyes searched desperately for the speaker, blinked and then blinked again
to bring him into focus. He tried to speak but there was only the rattle of too
many unsaid words fighting for an outlet.
Heyar sniffed the air. His nostrils, attuned
to the necessities of his calling, could pick out death like hollyhock or
new-made bread. Yes, dt was there, dank and acrid as
ancient perspiration.
'Don't
worry,' he told the man. 'You'll be all right.' He took off his jacket to make
a pillow for the man's head. 'My . . . wife . . .' muttered the dying man. 'She
. . .' 'No need to worry her now.' said Heyar in business-like tone.
Perhaps he just isn't trying to fool me with
sentimentality, thought the man in his mind full of pain. It isn't that he
doesn't care.
The klaxon of the approaching ambulance rose
and fell on a scale of panic. Heyar felt in his trouser pocket.
He took out a small tin and opened it to
expose an inked pad. He manoeuvred digits on a rubber stamp.
'Youll be fine, old son,' he said. 'Help's just arriving.'
And he brought the rubber stamp down right
between the man's eyes.
Doberman Birkk, a mere
morgue attendant of intermediate stature, humbled through life in constant awe
of the ubiquitous Anton Heyar. Where death walked, there too walked Heyar, hat
pulled low, hand on stamp. • Birkk paused in his work to examine the insignia
between the corpse's eyes. It was not elaborate, a mere functional circle with
script around the outer edging and the characters 'A.H.' tangled in some
written state of intercourse at centre.
'Item and contents property of ...'
read the circumferential legend if one cared to crane one's neck and bend
kiss-close to the poor dead face to see. Birkk did no such thing; He carried
out the job as a means of survival, but he did not have to enjoy it, even
though he allowed himself a sneaking regard for the more adept and more devoted
exponents of death and its subsidiaries.
He checked the time on Heyar's stamp - 1434 -
against the report that accompanied the cadaver. The ambulance men had put the
time of extinction at 1434.5. Heyar's insight was uncanny.
Birkk detached the item and placed it in a
refrigerated container. Then he pushed it to one side to await collection.
Usually
Heyar came himself, entrusting no such vital task to a junior.
He knew Birkk's routine. He had already
checked the man's volume of work. Heyar would be here very shortly.
Even as Birkk recorded the fact, the door
swung and the stooping man with the wasted face was walking towards him,
unfolding his spotless receipt.
Birkk took the receipt and examined it carefully though he knew it would
contain full and adequate authority from Static Coroner Gurgin. Dealing with
Heyar, a master of his own profession, Birkk felt obliged to appear as painstaking
and conscientious as Heyar's patience would allow.
'Any trouble this time?' he queried.
'Occasionally sector centre develops a sympathy for
dependants.'
'Sympathy is out of date,' said Heyar
brusquely. "This absurd sentimentality about a piece of
rotting flesh. Gurgin knows how his psychotropics are bought. He gives
me no complications. A little blind-eye money for his favourite steroid and he
is quite prepared to slip me a rapid registration marker. Now, is this mine?'
He moved towards the container and identified
his designation with his usual cynical satisfaction. He caught up the
container by its handle and made to leave.
'Wait,' said Birkk.
"Why?' Heyar spat out the words as though an attempt to capture his
attention at such moments was some kind of insult.
Birkk felt foolish. There were always questions he wanted to put to
Heyar. Each time the gaunt man was scheduled to appear, Birkk lined them up and
rehearsed comments which, he hoped, would inspire some traitor reaction from
Heyar, some warmth for a subject. Any subject.
But when Heyar came, he was unapproachable.
Somehow, Birkk never learned from his visit. Today was no exception.
*Why?' Heyar asked again, impatiently.
'Isn't ...
isn't there anything else you want? The trunk isn't spoken for.'
'No wonder.'
'I don't understand.'
The man has been struck by a car,' said Heyar
slowly as if to a retarded child. *His bodily functions - digestive chemistry, kidney system, for example - have been
impaired. At most, there may be a dozen organs worth salvaging, and we don't
have the time for that. Besides, our clients pay poor money for bits and
pieces.'-
'Oh.'
Birkk was enlightened. He slotted the piece of business acumen away. Some day,
when his voluntary anatomy apprenticeship was completed, he would have to take
to the road - he was running out of apprenticeships. And he was determined to
break into the lush pastures and free pickings of the thoroughfare section.
There was small reward in Industrial Accidents or Domestic Mishaps.
*Now,'
said Heyar, picking up the capsule. 'Is there anything else?'
Birkk shifted from one foot to another
uneasily.
'Oh
yes.' Heyar reached in his pocket and tossed a handful of notes across to
Birkk. They fluttered on to Birkk's separation table. He wiped them before he
stuffed them into an inner pocket.
In
the time it took to remove any tell-tale stains - certain tradesmen were still
uneasy about taking blood money -Heyar was gone.
Jolo Trevnik locked the weathered door of his
down-town Adonis League and wondered, as he wondered every night, why he bothere6*. Once, his culture clinic had been definitely
uptown and well-filled with rounded young men slinging medicine balls at each
other and testing their biceps in crucifix poses on the wall-bars.
Strange
how, finally, even location turned against you. The people had moved away into
apartment blocks on the edge of town, leaving the centre purely for business
and only that which was conducted in skyhanger settings.
Now,
Jolo exercised alone, moving slowly from one piece of apparatus to another, not
because he had himself slowed up, but to conserve himself for some purpose
which evaded him and could have been mere wishful thinking.
His
suit grew progressively shabbier and his fortune, body-built in the days of
activity kicks grew progressively smaller, as did his steaks and his health
food orders. But as yet, he was still in fine shape.
As he turned away from the door and walked
towards the
main rotor quay, a shadow in a doorway down the street moved to follow him.
But
despite its attempt at concealment, Trevnik knew of its presence. It was part
of the new fatal system that had emptied his clinic - an ironic reminder that
the body that had once been so envied in life was now attractive only in terms
of death.
I
suppose I ought to be honoured, he thought. I'll make the bastard work for his
money.
At the rotor quay, he selected the slow track
and moved quickly along it. He wanted to put the idlers in his pursuer's way.
He moved among them like an athlete among statues. The statues made no protest,
silent, turned inward with the seashells in their ears filling their minds with
the symphonies and the soothing words they had chosen to hear.
Above the whine of the rotor and the passing
traffic, he heard the man stumbling after him, heard him cursing loudly.
At the next junction, he transferred to a
faster track, still walking rapidly, weaving neatly between the younger mutes,
avoiding their waving arms and snapping fingers.
His
pursuer was less adept and less gentle. Once, he jostled one young man so
violently that his seashell slipped to the moving pavement.
The
youth recovered it and pursued the pursuer long enough to tap his heels and
send him headlong before returning to his transistorized reverie.
Trevnik heard the resultant tumble and
allowed the pavement to bear him along until the gaunt man regained his feet.
Then he back-pedalled until the man drew level still dusting himself
down.
'I
trust you haven't hurt yourself,' he said, carefully controlling the
bitterness he felt. 'Perhaps we should walk a little more slowly.'
The man eyed him
suspiciously.
If
he knows why I am here, why I trail him, why does he react so dispassionately? wondered Heyar. Or does he know?
'I'm all right,' he said gruffly. 'I don't
need help ... thank you.' The
courtesy came as an afterthought.
'Perhaps I should walk with you in case you
feel suddenly faint,' said Trevnik. 'If you're shaky, you ought to get to bed.
Are you sure I can't help you?'
The lithe man's spectacular
concern jarred on Heyar's sensitivity. He began to notice how the man moved,
almost mincingly. The breeze that played on their faces as they were drawn
along the track brought a foreign aroma to the nostrils grown acute with death.
Heyar swallowed and looked at the man again.
'Really,' he said almost defensively. 'It's
all right. The next quay is as far as I go.'
'As you please,' said Trevnik. 'But if there's the smallest thing ...'
'Nothing,' said Heyar, savagely.
Trevnik rode beside him, barely glancing at him, but wearing the
self-satisfied air of a man who has done a good turn for an ungracious
response.
But not so much a man ... Heyar, sneaking glances at Trevnik from the shelter of his
hat-brim, became even more apprehensive. Trevnik's finely-developed limbs and
torso might fetch a good price. But trying to sell internal organs marred by
chromosomatic complications, or a brain whose motivations were neither
particularly masculine nor blatantly feminine but in some twilight in-between
had setbacks. So much so that Heyar was tempted to cease his observations on
Trevnik.
At the quay closest to his office, he disembarked without a word to
Trevnik and watched the man's broad back out of sight.
There was no doubt Trevnik had a physique
rarely seen among the squat inhabitants of 1983, a body which, if properly
marketed, could prove profitable despite ...
Despite nothing. It was merely an impression, recalled Heyar,
and impressions could be misleading or even downright fake. Could it be that
Trevnik was trying to sidetrack him into withdrawing his attentions?
Any fresh measure to protect one's remains
after death intrigued Heyar. One was, after all, no longer an occupant and
unlikely to be affected by post-mortem activities. But the mysterious attitudes
of the sanctimonious sixties still persisted. There remained in certain
circles a horror of disturbing the corpse. Heyar faced bravely the stigma of
obscenity and cried all the way to the credit pile when somebody called him a
necrophile.
'I do mankind a service,'
he would tell people who questioned his motives. "The burial grounds have
been used up, built over, defiled in asphalt. The crematorium has a use, but it
is a great leveller. How do you identify ashes? Some items very useful to the
living are lost in the flames. I aid medical science. I am trained to the task and my spirit is right.'
'If I can help somebody,' he crooned raggedly
as he entered the block where his office was situated, 'as I pass along ...'
He boarded the elevator and pressed the director button for the 11 th floor.
'Then my living shall not be in vain ...'
The elevator wound upwards. Head bowed, Heyar
was engrossed in the half-remembered song.
'Then my living shall not be in vain ...
Oh ...'
The elevator shunted him into the nth floor
berth. He opened the door of his office.
'My living shall not be in v-a-i-n-n-n.'
The woman in the guest chair had red-rimmed
eyes but she watched him with an intensity that must have brought her pain.
'Good evening,' he said calmly. He was used
to finding such women in his office. One pair of red eyes looked much like
another.
'I've been here for hours,' she said.
1 didn't know you were here,' he said, obviously. He did not concede the
necessity for an apology.
'You are about as cold as I estimated that
you were,' she said. 'I've been looking round the office, seeking some softness,
some rounded edge. But it is all sharp-cold and soulless.'
The psycho-analytical approach was not new to
Heyar by any means. But it did lend a little more of a tang to the exchange
than the sniffles into a handkerchief or the soprano voice raised,
in heart-rending plea.
'A table and a chair,' he said. 'A filing cabinet, a secretary computer. What else would you
expect?'
She would tell him her name and the reason
for her presence in her own time. He would not prompt the revelation because
it was important to maintain a singular lack of interest.
'You're probably wondering
why I am here,' she said hopefully. Not well
versed in deception, she let the mask slip occasionally.
"No. You'll tell me eventually.'
'I'm Elsie Stogumber.'
Stogumber. The name had a vague familiarity, some
half-remembered or semi-noted significance. Heyar switched on his secretary
computer.
'Stogumber,' he said into the feeder piece.
'There would hardly be anything recorded
yet,' said the woman.
The name clicked.
This morning,' Heyar said. 'He asked for
you.' 'Small comfort to me now.'
Heyar waited. The woman had not once taken
her eyes from his face.
'They say you - you had his head.' 'Yes.'
The woman dropped her eyes and fumbled with
the gloves in her lap.
'You wouldn't still have it?'
Heyar*s stomach heaved. His vocation was bloody enough, even viewed with
the detachment he brought to it. But when one tried to personalize bits of flesh ...
'Why?'he asked.
'I suddenly couldn't remember my husband's
face,' she said. 'It horrified me. If I could just...'
'I no longer have it,' cut in Heyar. 'My clients demand prompt
delivery.'
'Your - clients?'
'Mrs. Stogumber, I'm sure you know the situation. And I'm quite prepared
to believe that your bereaved state at this time makes realization a little
difficult. But do you really want me to go into this? Will you not be comforted
if I say that your husband is beyond any inconvenience or pain in this matter
and that his last thoughts, to my certain knowledge, were of you?'
"No. It is inadequate.'
'What would you want, Mrs. Stogumber?'
'Ideally,
my husband. Or
at least some part of him.'
"But he's dead, Mrs. Stogumber. He's gone. A body is not a person
without the spark of life.'
The
woman crumpled visibly in the chair. Her shoulders shook and she took in great
gulps of air.
'Don't
you have any movies of him?' asked Heyar. 'Or some threedees,
maybe?'
'He
went out after breakfast and I'll never see him again,' she said pitifully. 'You
- you buzzards chop him up before I can even ...'
The fight for breath became less laboured as
tears began to flow. Heyar let her cry, thankful for an escape valve.
He
wondered what he could say when she came out of it. Evening edged a little
closer to night. Her sobs softened to an occasional sniff. She blew her nose
and then looked up.'
'You
see, when in 1975, the Central Committee rescinded the Anatomy Act of 1823 and
the Burial Act of 1926,' he began.
I've seen you,' she said. 'All of you.
Standing at busy road junctions, chasing ambulances, trailing feeble old men... .' Her voice was close to hysteria.
He
rose, walked round the desk and slapped her hard. She became silent.
'It
would help if you knew our
intentions,' he said. 'We are not - buzzards. We play a vital role. To benefit
the living we make certain adjustments to the'unliving. Nobody suffers by it.
The Salvage of Organs Act of January 1976 gave us the full power of the
legislature. This was tantamount to a declaration that the 'racket' in kidneys,
heart valves and limbs that had thrived up to that time was accepted as
inevitable and made conventional. We have new thinkers now. Wasting our
sentiment on a pile of gone-off meat was not progressive.
'Surely you can appreciate
that.'
The
woman took a deep breath. For a moment she teetered on the verge of more
weeping. But she struggled on bravely.
'I accept it in theory,' she said. 'It seemed
to make good sense at the time. ...
Things like that always do when you are not involved.
'But
I have seen the way you work. You salvage men don't just wait for death - you
prompt it. Surely you shouldn't •have to compete with each other like those old
American insurance men and those Australian breakdown lorry drivers.'
Heyar swung his feet up on
to the desk. Now the situation had resumed a calmer plane, he felt better able
to cope. He clasped his fingers behind his head. 'One has to make a living,' he
said.
Elsie
Stogumber seemed oblivious to the angry red flush on one side of her face. She
tried a wintry smile.
'I'm
sorry,' she said. 'For losing control. It was childish
of me.'
She seemed to have regained
a certain resolution.
'It's
all right, Mrs. Stogumber,' Heyar said. 'I admire your present composure.'
She smiled again, a little
more like early autumn this time.
'When somebody takes the trouble to explain,
it makes things that much easier,' she said.
'The
1974 amendments to the Human Tissues Act of 1961,' said Heyar. She stopped him
with a raised hand.
'No
more,' she cautioned him gently. 'Don't blind me with science.'
High summer shaped her lips. Heyar swung his
feet off the deskdesk, stood up and came round the desk towards her.
Elsie Stogumber was clear of her chair and
through the office door before he could reach her.
Heyar
stood on the permanent walkway opposite the gymnasium and made no attempt at
concealment. Such intrigue became ludicrous with repetition. Now, he did not
veil his intentions, even out of courtesy.
He was too little of the hypocrite, for a
start. Or was it because he liked to watch Trevnik's mahogany face as he
noticed him, to see the eyes go suddenly wide as if in fear of an old
superstition and then as suddenly narrow and normal and carefully averted?
He heard a descending thunder on the stairs.
Trevnik must have seen him, given the advantage of darkness looking out on
light because the large man simply showed him his back as he locked the door
and started down the street.
In no apparent hurry Heyar crossed the road
and fell into step about twenty yards behind the giant. Today, he saw nothing
suspect in the man's gait. Trevnik, presumably, had given up any pretence and
walked now only in a way that exhibited the disciplined thrust of hip and leg.
Elsie Stogumber, cramped
from her unaccustomed sojourn in the narrow doorway once occupied by Heyar,
emerged into the mid-day brilliance and watched the two men down the street.
Birkk took the last protein
sandwich he wanted and pushed the remainder across to the gaunt man. Somehow,
though he had long since ceased to be troubled by his occupation, his appetite
had never returned.
Each
day, he prepared himself more sandwiches than he would eat. And each day, still
feigning surprise at the meeting and hungry from some mysterious hunt. Heyar
joined him on his bench at the leisure zone, silent
until Birkk had shown himself fed to sufficiency and had proffered him the
surplus.
Birkk
washed his mouth out at the fluori-fountain neaifoy, spat and sat down again.
Heyar
chewed, his eyes fixed on the children's fun-run, watching for a collision with
the spinning chairs or a fall from the helter-skelter.
'We could, perhaps, fill in
the loop-holes,' said Birkk.
Heyar grunted.
'The
way into this game is too easy,' said Birkk. 'If we study, it is to be
eventually better at our job. There is no ruling. It is a labour of love.
Amateurs, opportunists can always make inroads. Perhaps we should form a union,
or get some sole recognition from the Central Committee.'
Heyar
shrugged. He was used to Birkk's theorizing, his verbal attempts to make the
living more secure for himself in his incompetence.
'The
amount of money the amateurs make, the volume of business we professionals lose
is negligible,' he said. 'Myself, I don't mind who gets the stamp. I can always
keep myself well.'
In his sudden silence, he indicated his doubt
of the other's ability.
'Me. too,' said Birkk, hurriedly. *I was
thinking of the less fortunate members of our calling.'
Atop the 50-foot slide, a jostled child
screamed and clutched with vain fingers at the air.
Birkk and Heyar moved at speed towards the
gathering crowd.
The Minerva no longer
pretended that the health foods it served were any more than politely-fashioned
simulants or, at best, salvaged from some overgrown delicatessen. But at least,
the café still retained certain of the musty odour
that had once given herb stores an impression of geography contained within
three walls and a display window.
Jolo Trevnik avoided the glassed-up,
sexified, neonized planktoniums. His stomach, disciplined to a balanced carbohydrate
intake, turned on the lead oxide that accompanied every boxed cereal these
days, a legacy of the brightly-coloured free gift needed to sell any competitive
product.
His system revolted against battery lamb and
the beef and chicken, he knew, contained sterilizing agents to an alarming
degree.
Not that he was bothered particularly about
virility. The unborn were the lucky ones, he reasoned.
A shape above his table cut out the light.
Momentarily, he started, his mind still fixed on the man with the wasted face
who had followed him to the door.
Then a woman sat down opposite him and he noted the full, fortyish face
and the slightly protruding eyes with a measure of relief.
He took a sip at his acorn coffee to steady his nerves. When he put his
cup down, she was waiting.
'Mr. Trevnik?'
'Yes.'
'I saw the name on the door
of your gymnasium.'
'But that's a long way away. What...?'
1 followed you,' she said quickly. 'I
couldn't help noticing I wasn't the only one.'
Trevnik looked away. It was suddenly
humiliating to have other people know the snatchers were fancying you. It made
you seem - something of a prostitute, a prize poodle, a cat dn
heat, a blacker-than-black man.
'I'm sorry for you,' she
said.
It
doesn't bother me. I look after myself. I avoid accidents.' 'My husband was the
same.' 'Do I know your husband?'
'I
think he came to your gym a couple of times - Harry Stogumber.' 'Stogumber.'
His echo of the word chilled her with a
memory. 'Tall fellow,' he said. 'Not too fat. Not much flesh at all, really.'
'Please.'
'I'm sorry,' said Trevnik. 'It was just a
phrase....'
'It has associations,' she said. 'Just at the
moment, anyhow.'
Trevnik freed his great legs from the
inadequate table and turned his seat sideways to allow them access to the gangway.
The woman was running her eyes over the breadth of his shoulders, the width and
density of his hands.
'I - I was going to ask you a favour,' she
said finally. 'That man who keeps following you. He was there when the car hit
my husband. He...'
She swallowed hard.
'Don't
trouble yourself,' said Trevnik. 'It is never pleasant for those who have to
pick up the ...' He bit his tongue. 'For those who are left behind.'
'I
want to hurt him,' she said. 'Really physically hurt him. But what can I do?'
Trevnik
looked down at his hands and watched the veins cording and uncording.
'You want me to hurt him for you,' he said to
save her. 'I have never in my life used my strength to hurt anyone.'
'I could offer you money,' she said. He
looked up.
'But I know it would hold no attraction for
you. I could ...'
'Hey.' He interrupted deliberately, afraid of
what she might offer.
'If I did,' he said, 'it would not be for any
reward. It would be because I wanted to do it.'
'What would make you want to do it?'
'Let
us consider this coolly,' he said. 'First of all, you can't just beat somebody
up ...'
'Self-defence.'
'Lady,'
Trevnik chose the words with exaggerated care. 'How could I plead self-defence?
Is it likely that I would be in a position where I needed to defend myself?'
He pushed his dark face nearer the woman.
'I look like an attacker.'
She retreated not one inch.
'If you said he tried to push you into the
gutter or trip you into the rotor plant, you would have provocation.'
'I'm sorry.' He got up from the table. 'I don't lie. In this crooked
world, I try at least to keep myself straight. Perhaps you'd .better find
somebody else.'
'Wait.'
He paused. Despite the importance to him of
his new remaining quasi-convictions, he didn't want them to stand in the way
of an action that would give him rare pleasure. But there had to be the right
justification.
'Perhaps you ...' She licked her lips and fumbled for the phrasing.
"You look like a man who might be swayed by the justice inherent in
a certain act.'
He eased himself back on to the ridiculous seat.
Again, the gaunt man
waiting on the far pavement; again the thunder down the rotting wooden stairs.
Trevnik emerged and turned to lock the door.
Heyar shifted his weight from one foot to another, anxious to be away.
Trevnik turned from the door and looked
straight at Heyar. He started across the road.
Heyar, suddenly afraid, wondered what other
purpose he could give to his presence.
'That building,' he said, before Trevnik
could reach him. 'Doesn't look too safe. It could fall
down at any time.'
'Is that why you keep following me?' asked Trevnik, mounting the kerb.
'Because you think I'll fall down as well?' 'No ... no,' said Heyar hurried. 'We - my department -we wanted to
find out where you live, where you eat, your transportive habits, so we can
site your replacement office accordingly ...'
'Rubbish,' said Trevnik.
'No, I assure you ...'
Trevnik hit him first on the nose, drawing
blood. 'See a little of your own,' he said pleasantly.
Then he sank his right fist deep into Heyar's
solar plexus and followed it with his left fist. His right-hand jolt to the
mouth straightened Heyar up.
Trevnik brought the edges of both palms down
on the nerve centres inside Heyar's collar-bones, paralysing his arms.
'Bloody grave-robber,' he said without expression. 'White
scum. How you pink bastards like to keep blood on your hands.'
He hit Heyar twice more in the stomach and brought his hand-edge down on
the back of Heyar's neck as he doubled again. All this he did with no apparent
effort. As a final gesture, he turned Heyar face upwards and stood back.
Heyar, his senses reeling, his mouth salty
and crowded, saw roofs tipping at him and tried to twist out of their downward
path. But he could not move.
A shadow lingered above him. His flooded
nostrils barely caught a woman's scent before a smell he knew too well, a smell
of ancient perspiration.
The woman pushed back his damp hair and then
seemed to be going through his pockets.
Heyar closed his eyes. Get on with it, he
thought through a blood-red mist. Find I'm penniless and go.
The woman spoke.
'Mr. Heyar.'
He opened his eyes. The woman bent towards him. Something glinted in
her hand.
She brought the Stamp down hard right between his eyes.
He
tried to scream but choked on his blood, his own overpowering smell.
Elsie Stogumber said: 'A widow has to make a
living somehow.'
The patient woman went on a tour of the
morgue, stopping at the display cases, examining instruments. Then she returned
to the separating table.
Birkk was bent over his work, his face turned
away from her.
She
touched his shoulder and thrust a hand under his chin so that he was forced to
look into her shining eyes.
'Do you always weep over your carcases?' she
asked. "What a charming old-fashioned habit...'
charles platt
the disaster story
The
Deputy Editor of NEW WORLDS Charles Piatt has for a long time been concerned
with attempting to analyse the appeal of certain kinds of 'classic' sf themes.
In this piece of 'critical fiction' he takes one of the most popular themes
(particularly in England) and tries to isolate the elements which makes it just
so popular with readers . . .
This is an attempt to isolate and express the ingredients which endow a
distinct type of science fiction with unusual appeal.
Escape
So
long as I am left free and unharmed in an emptied, world, I don't mind what my
disaster is. Bacteriological pestilence against which I possess chance
immunity ... Armageddon while I cower deep underground ...
anything will suffice. My wants are simple: to be free, alone with the world,
and no longer trapped in the crawling assembly lines, stagnation where there
is no time and every month is identical, where the operations are coded and
lack purpose or meaning, and the hot sun slants in and bakes the dark room that
has no ceiling, silver light streaming through a vast dusty window and glinting
on polished desk tops laid out in military fines.
I will be freed from this, they will not be
able to touch me - they, unimaginable, unapproachable, will be gone - and I
will find the freedom that men talked of before the disaster.
Images
I
will join maggots crawling through tarnished supermarkets and I will feed
parasitically on the remains of the Welfare State. In a damaged helicopter I
will fly, like some grotesque leather-winged prehistoric bird, over the broken
faces of decaying cities: traffic jammed in Paris and rusting into the ground,
weathered concrete teeth of New York striking up through grey morning mist.
Taking giant steps over the global museum of civilization, halted at the
instant of disaster in its inexorable progression and left to die, the images
of a previous way of life will fall in on me like melting synthetic
snowflakes.
Standing under one corner of the Rockefeller
Centre, the sweating heat will shimmer and rise around me into the vertical
columns of drifting sunlight; the dust on the uneven road surface will be thick
around my shoes; cars with faded paint slumped down on flattened tyres, looted
stores with their rotting contents strewn on the cracked sidewalks ... Throwing an empty bottle at a plate
glass window, I will see its surface split and crash into a background of
enveloping, tomb-like silence.
Jumping over rusting automobiles in Detroit,
I'll be the only man left, laughing, breaking up the remains of the machinery
of technological culture. In a red-plastic-lined restaurant, robot waiters will
serve up radioactive food. I will exist and feed on the remnants of the civilization
I used to imagine as hanging, ponderous and immense, ready to crush me like a
speck of dust.
Yesterday's Love
Tuning
a plastic-cased transistor radio catches distorted sound from a radio station
still powered by dying generators; over a turntable left running the needle
jumps and jumps again in the chipped groove of a pop record, broadcasting.
'Treat me like you did the night before,' endlessly repeated over the face of a
dead world. The meaning is lost; love's vanished hungers and fears and
suspicions are wiped clean by Armageddon. Sex is suppressed; the feeling is
gone.
Wandering, Searching
Freed
of my past and my position in the suffocating mass of crawling people, I will
become a breathing, moving, living fantasy figure, skimming a white desert in a
fast flame-red sportscar, chrome dazzling in the eternal baking sunlight.
Cities will recede behind me: mass-made complexes of wires and concrete all
decomposing into dust.
Travel: I will travel free, at liberty to see the
world. Peace everywhere: final peace, from cold, wet blue-green Scottish hills
to the white slopes of chisel-faced Swiss mountainsides spanned by black
threads of broken, rusting cable cars. The glaciers will crawl on unchanged,
rivers of green ice slipping through time down into the valleys below.
The Dream Will Happen
The
wandering will cease. Having seen what I want to see of civilization's dead, hollow
carcase, I will find true happiness, true love and true life, adjusted
completely and at peace with my environment, in a world of all the good things
and none of the bad.
When the disaster has occurred, this will be
possible. The dream will happen. I will meet the last woman on Earth. She will
be young and physically attractive and she will love me and serve me
unquestioningly. She will be the last symbol I need.
I will still remain the only person existing,
for I shall certainly not treat her like one. In my world, I am the centre.
She shall be made happy, but she is to serve me obediently and love me and
answer my whims of passion.
The picture is compelling ... Down in the valley under a vast heap of
refuse lies the empty shell of a city, symbol of the past. Up above it, looking
over it, free of it and of all it used to mean, I sit at ease with life,
reading books I never had time to read before, eating food I have cultivated
myself, breathing cold, clean air, now-and-then tainted with wood smoke ... Hands hardened through honest work,
face tanned, happy through my closeness to the soil and to nature, in a way
that city dwellers used to dream of, before the disaster.
The Escapist Sickness
The
feeling of lacking
I used to feel - or used to imagine I felt - in the old time, will be satisfied. I will discharge the deepest fears and neuroses of men. 1 will find myself. I will be me.
Because
this is what 1 want now. This is what I want to be able to believe, what I think I need, what I think I lack
and wish to find. I have the escapist sickness, whose cure is the
world always just around the corner - the dream which, after the disaster, I imagine could become real. My disaster can be anything; so long as I am left free and unharmed in an emptied world, I will be able to see myself as being happy.
pamela zoline
the
heat death of the universe
Pamela Zoline is best known to NEW WORLDS readers as an artist. Her graphics have
complemented Tom Disch's Camp Concentration and John Sladek's Masterson and the Clerks among others. Her talents extend to music and writing and this is the
first short story she wrote. Not only does it extend the limits of form, but
brings a freshness to the notion of combining science and fiction that might
strike more conventional sf readers as almost heretical I
(i). Ontology.
That
branch of metaphysics which concerns itself with the problems of the nature of
existence or being.
(2).
Imagine a pale blue morning
sky, almost green, with clouds only at the rims. The earth rolls and the sun
appears to mount, mountains erode, fruits decay, the Foraminifera adds another
chamber to its shell, babies' fingernails grow as does the hair of the dead in
their graves, and in egg timers the sands fall and the eggs cook on.
(3). Sarah Boyle thinks of her nose as too large,
though several men have cherished it. The nose is generous and performs a well
calculated geometric curve, at the arch of which the skin is drawn very tight
and a faint whiteness of bone can be seen showing through, it has much the same
architectural tension and sense of mathematical calculation as the day after
Thanksgiving breastbone on the carcass of turkey; her maiden name was Sloss,
mixed German, English and Irish descent; in grade school she was very bad at
playing softball
and,
besides being chosen last for the team, was always made to play centre field,
no one could ever hit to centre field; she loves music best of all the arts,
and of music, Bach, J. S.; she lives in California, though she grew up
in Boston and Toledo.
(4).
Breakfast Time at the Boyles' House on La Florida Street, Alameda, California, the Children Demand Sugar Frosted Flakes.
With
some reluctance Sarah Boyle dishes out Sugar Frosted Flakes to her children,
already hearing the decay set in upon the little milk white teeth, the bony
Whine of the dentist's drill. The dentist is a short, gentle man with a
moustache who sometimes reminds Sarah of an uncle who fives in Ohio. One bowl per child.
(5).
If one can imagine it considered as an abstract object, by members of a totally
separate culture, one can see that the cereal box might seem a beautiful thing.
The solid rectangle is neatly joined and classical in proportions, on it are
squandered wealths of richest colours, virgin blues, crimsons, dense ochres, precious pigments once reserved for sacred
paintings and as cosmetics for the blind faces of marble gods. Giant size. Net Weight 16 ounces, 250 grams. 'They're
tigeriffic!' says Tony the Tiger. The box blatts promises. Energy,
Nature's Own Goodness, an endless pubescence. On its back is a mask of
William Shakespeare to be cut out, folded, worn by thousands of tiny
Shakespeares in Kansas City, Detroit, Tuscon, San Diego, Tampa.
He appears at once more kindly and somewhat more vacant than we are used to
seeing him. Two or more of the children lay claim to the mask, but Sarah puts
off that Solomon's decision until such time as the box is empty.
(6).
A notice in orange flourishes states that a Surprise Gift is to be found
somewhere in the package, nestled amongst the golden flakes. So far it has not
been unearthed, and the children request more cereal than they wish to eat,
great yellow heaps of it, to hurry the discovery. Even so, at the end of the
meal, some layers of flakes remain in the box and the Gift must still be among
them.
(7).
There is even a Special Offer of a secret membership, code and magic ring;
these to be obtained by sending in the box top with 50c.
(8). Three offers on one cereal box. To Sarah
Boyle this seems to be oversell. Perhaps something is terribly wrong with the
cereal and it must be sold quickly, got off the shelves before the news breaks.
Perhaps it causes a special, cruel cancer in little children. As Sarah Boyle
collects the bowls printed with bunnies and baseball statistics, still slopping
half full of milk and wilted flakes, she imagines in her mind's eye the headlines, 'Nation's Small Fry Stricken,
Fate's Finger Sugar Coated, Lethal Sweetness Socks Tots'.
(9). Sarah Boyle is a vivacious and intelligent
young wife and mother, educated at a fine Eastern college, proud of her growing
family which keeps her busy and happy around the house.
(10). Birthday.
Today
is the birthday of one of the children. There will be a party in the late
afternoon.
(11).
Cleaning Up the House. (One.) Cleaning up the kitchen. Sarah Boyle puts the bowls, plates, glasses
and silverware into the sink. She scrubs at the stickiness on the
yellow-marbled formica table with a blue synthetic
sponge, a special blue which we shall see again. There are marks of children's
hands in various sizes printed with sugar and grime on all the table's
surfaces. The marks catch the light, they appear and
disappear according to the position of the observing eye. The floor sweepings
include a triangular half of toast spread with grape jelly, bobby pins, a green
band-aid, flakes, a doll's eye, dust, dog's hair and a button.
(12).
Until we reach the
statistically likely planet and begin to converse with whatever green-faced,
teleporting denizens thereof - considering only this shrunk and
communication-ravaged world - can we any more postulate a separate culture?
Viewing the metastasis of Western Culture it seems progressively less likely.
Sarah Boyle imagines a whole world which has become like California, all
topographical imperfections sanded away with the sweet smelling burr of the
plastic surgeon's cosmetic polisher; a world populace dieting, leisured,
similar in pink and mauve hair and rhinestone shades. A land Cunt Pink and
Avocado Green, brassiered and girdled by monstrous complexities of Super Highways, a California endless and
unceasing, embracing and transforming the entire globe, California, California!
(13).
Insert One. On Entropy.
Entropy: A quantity introduced in the first place to
facilitate the calculation, and to give clear expressions to the results of
thermodynamics. Changes of entropy can be calculated only for a reversible
process, and may then be defined as the ratio of the amount of heat taken up to
the absolute temperature at which the heat is absorbed. Entropy changes for
actual irreversible processes are calculated by postulating equivalent
theoretical reversible changes. The entropy of a system is a measure of its
degree of disorder. The total entropy of any isolated system can never decrease
in any change; it must either increase (irreversible process) or remain
constant (reversible process). The total entropy of the Universe therefore is
increasing, tending towards a maximum, corresponding to complete disorder of
the particles in it (assuming that it may be regarded as an isolated system).
See heat death of the Universe.
(14).
Cleaning Up the House. (Two.) Washing the baby's diapers. Sarah Boyle writes notes to herself
all over the house; a mazed wild script larded with arrows, diagrams, pictures;
graffiti on every available surface in a desperate/heroic attempt to index,
record, bluff, invoke, order and placate. On the
fluted and flowered white plastic lid of the diaper bin she has written in
Blushing Pink Nitetime lipstick a phrase to ward off fumey ammoniac despair.
'The nitrogen cycle is the vital round of organic and inorganic exchange on
earth. The sweet breath of the Universe.' On the wall
by the washing machine are Yin and Yang signs, mándalas, and the words, 'Many young wives feel
trapped. It is a contemporary sociological phenomenon which may be explained
in part by a gap between changing living patterns and the accommodation of
social services to these patterns.' Over the stove she had written 'Help, Help,
Help, Help, Help.'
(15). Sometimes she numbers or letters the
things in a room, writing the assigned character on each object. There are 819
separate movable objects in the living-room, counting books. Sometimes she
labels objects with their names, or with false names, thus on her bureau the
hair brush is labelled hair brush, the cologne, cologne, the hand cream, cat. She is passionately fond of children's
dictionaries, encyclopaedias, A.B.C.s and all reference books, transfixed and
comforted at their simulacra of a complete listing and ordering.
(16). On the door of a bedroom are written
two definitions from reference books, 'God : An object of worship';
'Homeostasis: Maintenance of constancy of internal
environment'.
(17). Sarah Boyle washes the diapers, washes
the linen, Oh Saint Veronica, changes the sheets on the baby's crib. She begins
to put away some of the toys, stepping over and around the organizations of
playthings which still seem inhabited. There are various vehicles, and articles
of medicine, domesticity and war; whole zoos of stuffed animals, bruised and
odorous with years of love; hundreds of small figures, plastic animals, cowboys,
cars, spacemen, with which the children make sub and supra worlds in their
play. One of Sarah's favourite toys is the Baba, the wooden Russian doll which,
opened, reveals a smaller but otherwise identical doll which opens to reveal,
etc., a lesson in infinity at least to the number of seven dolls.
(18). Sarah Boyle's mother has been dead for
two years. Sarah Boyle thinks of music as the formal articulation of the
passage of time, and of Bach as the most poignant rendering of this. Her eyes
are sometimes the colour of the aforementioned kitchen sponge. Her hair is
natural spaniel brown; months ago on an hysterical day
she dyed it red, so now it is two-toned with a stripe in the middle, like the
painted walls of slum buildings or old schools.
(19).
Insert Two. The Heat Death of the Universe. The second law of thermodynamics can be
interpreted to mean that the entropy of a closed system tends toward a maximum and that its available energy tends toward a minimum. It has been held that the Universe constitutes
a thermo-dynamically closed system, and if this were true it would mean that a
time must finally come when the Universe 'unwinds' itself, no energy being
available for use. This state is referred to as the 'heat death of the
Universe.' It is by no means certain, however, that the Universe can be
considered as a closed system in this sense.
(20). Sarah Boyle pours out a Coke from the
refrigerator and lights a cigarette. The coldness and sweetness of the thick
brown liquid make her throat ache and her teeth sting briefly, sweet juice of
my youth, her eyes glass with the carbonation, she thinks of the Heat Death of
the Universe. A logarithmic of those late summer days,
endless as the Irish serpent twisting through jewelled manuscripts forever,
tail in mouth, the heat pressing, bloating, doing violence. The Los
Angeles sky becomes so filled and bleached wth detritus that it loses all
colour and silvers like a mirror, reflecting back the f ricasseeing earth. Everything
becoming warmer and warmer, each particle of matter becoming more agitated,
more excited until the bonds shatter, the glues fail, the
deodorants lose their seals. She imagines the whole of New York City melting
like a Dali into a great chocolate mass, a great soup, the Great Soup of New
York.
(21).
Cleaning Up the House. (Three.) Beds made. Vacuuming the
hall, a carpet of faded flowers, vines and leaves which endlessly wind and
twist into each other in a fevered and permanent ecstasy. Suddenly the
vacuum blows instead of sucks, spewing marbles, dolls' eyes, dust, crackers. An old trick. 'Oh my god,' says Sarah. The baby yells on cue
for attention/changing/food. Sarah kicks the vacuum cleaner and it retches and
begins working again.
(22). At Lunch Only One Glass of Milk is Spilled. At lunch only one glass of milk is spilled.
(23).
The plants need watering, Geranium, Hyacinth,
Lavender, Avocado, Cyclamen. Feed the fish, happy fish with china castles and
mermaids in the bowl. The turtle looks more and more unwell and is probably
dying.
(24). Sarah Boyle's blue eyes, how blue?
Bluer far and of a different quality than the Nature metaphors which were both
engine and fuel to so much of precedant literature. A fine, modern, acid,
synthetic blue; the shiny cerulean of the skies on postcards sent from lush
subtropics, the natives grinning ivory ambivalent grins in their dark faces; the
promising fat, unnatural blue of the heavy tranquillizer capsule; the cool,
mean blue of that fake kitchen sponge; the deepest, most unbelievable azure of
the tiled and mossless interiors of California swimming pools. The chemists in
their kitchens cooked, cooled and distilled this blue from thousands of
colourless and wonderfully constructed crystals, each one unique and nonpareil;
and now that colour, hisses, bubbles, burns in Sarah's eyes.
(25).
Insert Three. On Light.
Light: Name given to the agency by means of which
a viewed object influences the observer's eyes. Consists of electromagnetic
radiation within the wave-length range 4 x 10-5 cm. to 7 x 10-5
cm. approximately; variations in the wave-length produce different sensations
in the eye, corresponding to different colours. See colour vision.
(26).
Light and Cleaning the Living Room. All the objects (819) and surfaces in the
living-room are dusty, grey common dust as though this were the den of a giant,
moulting mouse. Suddenly quantities of waves or particles of very strong
sunlight speed in through the window, and everything incandesces, multiple
rainbows. Poised in what has become a solid cube of light, like an ancient
insect trapped in amber, Sarah Boyle realizes that the dust is indeed the most
beautiful stuff in the room, a manna for the eyes.
Duchamp, that father of thought, has set with fixative some dust which fell on
one of his sculptures, counting it as part of the work. 'That way madness lies,
says Sarah,' says Sarah. The thought of ordering a household on Dada principles
balloons again. All the rooms would fill up with objects, newspapers and
magazines would compost, the potatoes in the rack, the canned green beans in
the garbage can would take new heart and come to life again, reaching out green
shoots towards the sun. The plants would grow wild and wind into a jungle around
the house, splitting plaster, tearing shingles, the garden would enter in at
the door. The goldfish would die, the birds would die, we'd have them stuffed;
the dog would die from lack of care, and probably the children - all stuffed
and sitting around the house, covered with dust.
(27).
Insert Four. Dada.
Dada (Fr., hobby-horse) was a nihilistic precursor
of Surrealism, invented in Zurich during World War I, a product of hysteria
and shock lasting from about 1915 to
1922. It was deliberately anti-art and anti-sense, intended to outrage and
scandalize, and its most characteristic production was the reproduction of the Mona Lisa decorated with a moustache and the obscene
caption lhooq (read: elle a
chaud au ctd) 'by'
Duchamp. Other manifestations included Arp's collages of coloured paper cut out
at random and shuffled, ready-made objects such as the bottle drier and the
bicycle wheel 'signed' by Duchamp, Picabia's drawings of bits of machinery with
incongruous titles, incoherent poetry, a lecture given by 38
lecturers in unison, and an
exhibition in Cologne in 1920, held in an annexe to a cafe lavatory, at which a
chopper was provided for spectators to smash the exhibits with - which they
did.
(28).
Time Pieces and Other Measuring Devices. In the Boyle house there are four clocks;
three watches (one a Mickey Mouse watch which does not work); two calendars and
two engagement books; three rulers, a yard stick; a measuring cup; a set of red
plastic measuring spoons which includes a tablespoon, a teaspoon, a one-half
teaspoon, one-fourth teaspoon and one-eighth teaspoon; an egg timer; an oral
thermometer and a rectal thermometer; a Boy Scout compass; a barometer in the
shape of a house, in and out of which an old woman and an old man chase each
other forever without fulfilment; a bathroom scale; an infant scale; a tape
measure which can be pulled out of a stuffed felt strawberry; a wall on which
the children's heights are marked; a metronome.
(29). Sarah Boyle finds a new line in her face after lunch while cleaning the bathroom.lt
is as yet barely visible, running from the midpoint of her forehead to the
bridge of her nose. By inward curling of her eyebrows she can etch it clearly
as it will come to appear in the future. She marks another maris
on the wall where she has drawn out a scoring area. Face Lines and Other
Intimations of Mortality, the heading says. There are thirty-two marks,
counting this latest one.
(30). Sarah Boyle is a vivacious and witty
young wife and mother, educated at a fine Eastern college, proud of her growing family which keeps her happy and busy
around the house, involved in many hobbies and community activities, and only
occasionally given to obsessions concerning Time/ Entropy/Chaos and Death.
(31).
Sarah Boyle is never quite
sure how many children she has.
(32).
Sarah thinks from time to
time; Sarah is occasionally visited with this thought; at times this thought
comes upon Sarah, that there are things to be hoped for, accomplishments to be
desired beyond the mere reproductions, mirror reproduction of one's kind. The babies. Lying in bed at night
sometimes the memory of the act of birth, always the hue and texture of red
plush theatre seats, washes up; the rending which always, at a certain
intensity of pain, slipped into landscapes, the sweet breath of the sweating
nurse. The wooden Russian doll has bright, perfecdy round red spots on her
cheeks, she splits in the centre to reveal a doll smaller but in all other
respects identical with round bright red spots on her cheeks, etc.
(33).
How fortunate for the
species, Sarah muses or is mused, that children are as ingratiating as we know
them. Otherwise they would soon be salted off for the leeches they are, and the
race would extinguish itself in a fair sweet flowering, the last generations'
massive achievement in the arts and pursuits of high civilization. The finest
women would have their tubes tied off at the age of twelve, or perhaps refrain
altogether from the Act of Love? All interests would be bent to a refining and
perfecting of each febrile sense, each fluid hour, with no more cowardly
investment in immortality via the patchy and too often disappointing vegetables
of one's own womb.
(34). Insert Five. Love.
Love: a typical sentiment involving fondness for,
or attachment to, an object, the idea of which is emotionally coloured
whenever it arises in the mind, and capable, as Shand has pointed out, of
evoking any one of a whole gamut of primary emotions, according to the
situation in which the object is placed, or represented; often, and by
psychoanalysts always, used in the sense of sex-love or even lust (q.v.).
(35).
Sarah Boyle has at times
felt a unity with her body,
T—d
at
other times a complete separation. The mind/body duality considered. The
time/space duality considered. The male/ female duality considered. The
matter/energy duality considered. Sometimes, at extremes, her Body seems to
her an animal on a leash, taken for walks in the park by her Mind. The lamp
posts of experience. Her arms are lighdy freckled, and when she gets very tired
the places under her eyes become violet.
(36).
Housework is never
completed, the chaos always lurks ready to encroach on any area left unweeded,
a jungle filled with dirty pans and the roaring giant stuffed toy animals
suddenly turned savage. Terrible glass eyes.
(37). Shopping for the Birthday Cake. Shopping in the supermarket
with the baby in front of the cart and a larger child holding on. The light from the ice cube tray shaped
fluorescent lights is mixed blue and pink and brighter, colder, and cheaper
than daylight. The doors swing open just as you reach out your hand for them,
Tantalus, moving with a ghastly quiet swing. Hot dogs for the
party. Potato chips, gum drops, a paper tablecloth with birthday
designs, hot dog buns, catsup, mustard, piccalilli, balloons, instant coffee
Continental style, dog food, frozen peas, ice cream, frozen lima beans, frozen
broccoli in butter sauce, paper birthday hats, paper napkins in three colours,
a box of Sugar Frosted Flakes with a Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart mask on the back,
bread, pizza mix. The notes of a just graspable music filter through the giant
store, for the most part by-passing the brain and acting directly on the liver,
blood and lymph. The air is delicately scented with aluminum. Half and half cream, tea bags, bacon, sandwich meat, strawberry
jam. Sarah is in front of the shelves of cleaning products now, and the
baby is beginning to whine. Around her are whole libraries of objects, offering
themselves. Some of that same old hysteria that had incarnadined her hair rises
up again, and she does not refuse it. There is one moment when she can choose
direction, like standing on a chalk drawn X, a hot cross bun, and she does not
choose calm and measure. Sarah Boyle begins to pick out, methodically, deliberately
and with a careful ecstasy, one of every cleaning product which the store
sells. Window Cleaner, Glass
Cleaner,
Brass Polish, Silver Polish, Steel Wool, eighteen different brands of
Detergent, Disinfectant, Toilet Cleanser, Water Softener, Fabric Softener,
Drain Cleanser, Spot Remover, Floor Wax, Furniture Wax, Car Wax, Carpet Shampoo,
Dog Shampoo, Shampoo for people with dry, oily and normal hair, for people with
dandruff, for people with grey hair. Tooth Paste, Tooth Powder, Denture
Cleaner, Deodorants, Antiperspirants, Antiseptics, Soaps, Cleansers, Abrasives
Oven Cleansers, Makeup Removers. When the same products appear in different
sizes Sarah takes one of each size. For some products she accumulates Whole little families of containers: a giant Father bottle
of shampoo, a Mother bottle, an Older Sister bottle just smaller than the
Mother bottle, and a very tiny Baby Brother bottle. Sarah fills three shopping
carts and has to have help wheeling them all down the aisles. At the checkout
counter her laughter and hysteria keep threatening to overflow as the pale
blonde clerk with no eyebrows like the Mona Lisa pretends
normality and disinterest. The bill comes to $57.53 and Sarah has to write a
check. Driving home, the baby strapped in the drive-a-cot and the paper bags
bulging in the back seat, she cries.
(38).
Before the Party.
Mrs.
David Boyle, mother-in-law of Sarah Boyle, is coming to the party of her
grandchild. She brings a toy, a yellow wooden duck on a string, made in
Austria; the duck quacks as it is pulled along the floor. Sarah is filling
paper cups with gum drops and chocolates, and Mrs. David Boyle sits at the
kitchen table and talks to her. She is talking about several things, she is
talking about her garden which is flourishing except for a plague of rare black
beetles, thought to have come from Hong Kong, which are undermining some of the
most delicate growths at the roots, and feasting on the leaves of other plants.
She is talking about a sale of household linens which she plans to attend on
the following Tuesday. She is talking about her neighbour who has cancer and is
wasting away. The neighbour is a Catholic woman who had never had a day's
illness in her life until the cancer struck, and now she is, apparently,
failing with dizzying speed. The doctor says her body's chaos, chaos, cells
running wild all over, says Mrs. David Boyle. When I visited her she hardly knew me, can hardly speak,
can't keep herself clean, says Mrs. David Boyle.
(39). Sometimes Sarah can
hardly remember how many cute, chubby little children she has.
(40). When she used to stand out in centre
field far away from the other players, she used to make up songs and sing them
to herself.
(41). She thinks of the end of the world by
ice.
(42). She thinks of the end
of the world by water.
(43). She thinks of the end
of the world by nuclear war.
(44). There must be more than this, Sarah
Boyle thinks, from time to time. What could one do to justify one's passage?
Or less ambitiously, to change, even in the motion of the smallest mote, the
course and circulation of the world? Sometimes Sarah's dreams are of heroic
girth, a new symphony using laboratories of machinery and all invented
instruments, at once giant in scope and intelligible to all, to heal the bloody
breach; a series of paintings which would transfigure and astonish and calm the
frenzied art world in its panting race; a new novel that would refurbish
language. Sometimes she considers the mystical, the streaky and random, and it
seems that one change, no matter how small, would be enough. Turtles are
supposed to live for many years. To carve a name, date and perhaps a word of
hope upon a turde's shell, then set him free to wend
the world, surely this one act might cancel out absurdity?
(45). Mrs. David Boyle has a faint moustache,
like Duchamp's Mona
Lisa.
(46). The Birthday Party.
Many
children, dressed in pastels, sit around the long table. They are exhausted and
overexcited from games fiercely played, some are flushed and wet, others unnaturally pale. This general
agitation, and the paper party hats they wear, combine to make them
appear a dinner party of debauched midgets. It is time for the cake. A huge
chocolate cake in the shape of a rocket and launching pad and covered with blue
and pink icing is carried in. In the hush the birthday child begins to cry. He
stops crying, makes a wish and blows out the candles.
(47).
One child will not eat hot
dogs, ice cream or cake, and asks for cereal. Sarah pours him out a bowl of
Sugar Frosted Flakes, and a moment later he chokes. Sarah pounds him on the
back and out spits a tiny green plastic snake with red glass eyes, the Surprise
Gift. All the children want it.
(48). After the Party the Children Are Put to Bed. Bath time. Observing the nakedness of children, pink
and slippery as seals, squealing as seals, now the splashing, grunting and smacking
of cherry flesh on raspberry flesh reverberate in the pearl tiled steamy
cubicle. The nakedness of children is so much more absolute than that of the
mature. No musky curling hair to indicate the target points, no knobbly clutch
of plane and fat and curvature to ennoble this prince of beasts. All well fed
naked children appear edible, Sarah's teeth hum in her
head with memory of bloody feastings, prehistory. Young humans appear too like
the young of other species for smugness, and the comparison is not even in
their favour, they are much the most peeled and unsupple of those young. Such
pinkness, such utter nuded pinkness; the orifices neatly incised, rimmed with
a slighty deeper rose, the incessant demands for breast, time, milks of many
sorts.
(49). Insert Six. Weiner on Entropy. In Gibbs' Universe order is least probable,
chaos most probable. But while the Universe as a whole, if indeed there is a
whose Universe, tends to run down, there are local enclaves whose direction
seems opposed to that of the Universe at large and in which there is a limited
and temporary tendency for organization to increase. Life finds its home in
some of these enclaves.
(50).
Sarah Boyle imagines, in
her mind's eye, cleaning and ordering the whole world, even the Universe.
Filling the great spaces of Space with a marvellous sweet smelling, deep cleansing
foam. Deodorizing rank caves and volcanoes. Scrubbing rocks.
(51).
Insert Seven. Turtles.
Many
different species of carnivorous Turdes live in the fresh waters of the tropical
and temperate zones of various continents. Most northerly of the European
Turdes (extending as far
as Holland and Lithuania) is the European Pond Turtle (Emys orbicularis). It is from 8 to 10 inches long and may live a
hundred years.
(52).
Cleaning Up after the Party.
Sarah
is cleaning up after the party. Gum drops and melted ice cream surge off paper
plates, making holes in the paper tablecloth through the printed roses. A fly
has died a splendid death in a pool of strawberry ice cream. Wet jelly beans
stain all they touch, finally becoming themselves colourless, opaque white like
flocks of tamed or sleeping maggots. Plastic favours mount half-eaten pieces of
blue cake. Strewn about are thin strips of fortune papers from the Japanese
poppers. Upon them are printed strangely assorted phrases selected by apparently
unilingual Japanese. Crowds of delicate yellow people
spending great chunks of their lives in producing these most ephemeral of
objects, and inscribing thousands of fine papers with absurd and
incomprehensible messages. 'The very hairs of your head are all
numbered,' reads one. Most of the balloons have popped. Someone has planted a
hot dog in the daffodil pot. A few of the helium balloons have escaped their
owners and now ride the ceiling. Another fortune paper reads, 'Emperor's
horses meet death worse, numbers, numbers.'
(53). She is very tired, violet under the
eyes, mauve beneath the eyes. Her uncle in Ohio used to get the same marks
under his eyes. She goes to the kitchen to lay the table for tomorrow's breakfast,
then she sees that in the turtle's bowl the turtle is
floating, still, on the surface of the water. Sarah Boyle pokes at it with a
pencil but it does not move. She stands for several minutes looking at the dead
turtle on the surface of the water. She is crying again.
(54). She begins to cry. She goes to the
refrigerator and takes out a carton of eggs, white eggs, extra large. She
throws them one by one on to the kitchen floor which is patterned with
strawberries in squares. They break beautifully. There is a Secret Society of
Dentists, all moustached, with Special Code and Magic Rings. She begins to cry.
She takes up three bunny dishes and throws them against the refrigerator, they
shatter, and then the floor is covered with shards, chunks of partial bunnies,
an ear, an eye here, a paw; Stockton, California, Acton, California, Chico,
California, Redding, California,
Glen Ellen, California, Cadix, California Angels Camp, California, Half
Moon Bay. The
total entropy of
the Universe therefore is increasing, tending towards a maximum, corresponding
to complete disorder of the particles in it. She is crying,
her mouth is open. She throws a jar of grape jelly and it smashes the
window over the sink. Her eyes are blue. She begins to open her mouth. It has been
held that the Universe constitutes a thermodynamically closed system, and if
this were true it would mean that a time must finally come when the Universe
'unwinds' itself, no energy being available for use. This state is referred to
as the 'heat death of the Universe'. Sarah Boyle begins to cry. She throws a
jar of strawberry jam against the stove, enamel chips off and the stove begins
to bleed. Bach had twenty children, how many children has
Sarah Boyle? Her mouth is open. Her mouth is opening. She turns on the water
and fills the sinks with detergent. She writes on the kitchen wall,
"William Shakespeare has Cancer and lives in California'. She writes,
'Sugar Frosted Flakes are the Food of the Gods'. The water foams up in the
sink, overflowing, bubbling on to the strawberry floor. She is about to begin
to cry. Her mouth is opening. She is crying. She cries. How can one ever tell
whether there are one or many fish? She begins to break glasses and dishes, she
throws cups and cooking pots and jars of food which shatter and break and
spread over the kitchen. The sand keeps falling, very quietly, in the egg
timer. The old man and woman in the barometer never catch each other. She picks
up eggs and throws them into the air. She begins to cry. She opens her mouth.
The eggs arch slowly through the kitchen, like a baseball, hit high against the
spring sky, seen from far away. They go higher and higher in the stillness,
hesitate at the zenith, then begin to fall away slowly, slowly, through the
fine, clear air.
keith roberts
coranda
When
I was writing my novel The
Ice Schooner for
NEW WORLDS' now sadly defunct companion magazine IMPULSE, Keith Roberts (author
of The Furies) was then editing the magazine and worked
closely on the serial. He worked so closely, in fact, that he became himself
interested in the world of the new Ice Age which was the background to my
story, had certain ideas about how he would handle it if he were writing it,
decided he would write it anyway and the result was this fine story told in a
manner reminiscent of Dunsany at his best . ..
There was
a woman in the great cleft-city of Brershill who was passing fair.
At least so ran opinion in that segment of low-level society of which
she was undisputed queen. Though there were others, oldsters for the most part,
who resented her beauty, finding her very fame an affront to decent living. Custom died hard in Brershill, most conservative -
or most backward - of the Eight Cities of the Plain, the great ice steep men
had once called the Matto Grosso. And in truth Coranda had given some cause for
offence. If she was beautiful she was also vain and cold, cold as the ice
plains that girdled the world: in her vanity she had denied even that sacrifice
most 'beloved of great Ice Mother, the first-blood that belonged to the goddess
alone. Long past the time of puberty she was, and the ceremonies of womanhood;
and still the Mother waited for her due. In the blizzards that scourged the
cleft, in the long winds of winter, her complaint might be heard, chilling the
blood with threats and promises. All men knew they lived by the Mother's mercy
alone; that one day, very soon
now,
the world would end, mantled for eternity in her sparkling cloth. Coranda, ran the whisper. Coranda, holding their lives in the hollow of her
hand.
Coranda heard, and laughed; she was just twenty, slim and black haired and
tall.
She lay on a couch of white fur, toying with
a winecup, mocking the young men of the cities as they paid her court. To
Arand, son of the richest merchant of Brershill, she confided her belief that
she herself was of the Mother's Chosen and thus above the pettiness of
sacrifice. 'For,' she said, smoothing her long hair, 'is not the Mother justly
famed for beauty, for the perfection of skin that matches the fresh-laid snow? The darkness of her eyes, all-seeing, the slenderness of the hands
that guard us all? And have I not' - she tossed her head - 'have I not,
among your good selves at least, some claim to prettiness? Though Eternal
Mother forbid' - blushing, and modestly lowering her eyes - 'that I should
fall into the sin of pride.' Arand, more than a little drunk, straightway
burhled her divinity, speaking heresy with the ease of long practice or
stupidity till she swept from him indignantly, angry that he should speak
lighdy of the deity in her presence. 'Will not the Mother's rage,' she asked
Maitran of Friesgalt appealingly, 'descend alike on his head and mine? Will you protect me from the lightnings that fly in storms,
lightnings such words may bring?'
That
was a cunning touch, worthy of Coranda; for the animosity with which most
Friesgaltians regarded the folk of Brershill was well known, Maitran's
knifeblade gleamed instantly, and would no doubt have brought the Mother a
pleasing offering had not Brershillian stalwarts pinned and disarmed the
combatants. Some blood was shed certainly, from thumped noses and mouths, while
Coranda regarded the wriggling heap with interest. 'Now,' she said, 'I think I
must call my father's men, to punish; for do I mean so little to you all that you come here to my house and brawl?' She
ran to the gong placed beside the door of the chamber, and would certainly have
summoned an irate guard had not earnest entreaty prevailed.
'Well,'
she said, tossing her head again in disgust. 'It seems you all have too much
spirit, and certainly too much energy, for my comfort and your own safety. I
think we must devise a
small occupation, something that will absorb your wildness and will no doubt
bring a suitable reward.'
There was a quietness at that; for she had
hinted before that marriage to some rich and worthy boy might at long last
assuage the Mother's need. She brooded, suddenly thoughtful, stroked hands
across her gown so the fabric showed momentarily the convexities of belly and
thighs. Lowered her eyes, glided swaying to the couch. They made way for her,
wary and puzzled. Rich they all were, certainly, or they would none of them
have passed her father's iron-bound doors; but worthy? Who could be worthy of
Coranda, whost beauty was surely Ice Mother's own?
She clapped her hands; at the gesture a house-servant, blue liveried,
laid beside her a box. It was made from wood, rarest of substances, inlaid with
strips of ivory and bone. She opened it languidly; inside, resting on a
quilting of white nylon, was a slim harpoon. She lifted if, toying with the
haft, fingers stroking the razor edges of the barbs. 'Who will prove himself?'
she asked, seemingly to the air. 'Who will take the Mother's due, when Coranda
of Brershill comes to marriage?'
Instantly, a babble of voices; Karl Stromberg
and Mard Lipsill of Abersgalt shouted willingness, Frey Skalter the
Keltshillian, half-barbaric in his jewelled furs, attempted to kiss her foot.
She withdrew it smartly, equally sharply kicked him in the throat. Skalter
overbalanced, swearing, spilling wine across the pale floor. There was
laughter; she silenced it sharply, lifting the little harpoon again, watching
them all from long lashed, kohl-painted eyes. She relaxed, still holding the
weapon, staring at the ceiling in the fast blue flicker of the lamps. 'Once,'
she said, 'Long ago, in the far south of our land, a whaler was blown off
course by storms. When the Ice Mother's anger was spent, and she sent sunlight
again and birds, none could make out where her breath had driven them. There
was ice, a great smooth plain, and mountains; some of them smoked, so they
said, throwing cinders and hot winds into the air. A very queer place it was
indeed, with furry barbarians and animals from a child's book of fancies,
stranger than men could believe. There they hunted, spilling and killing till
their holds were full and they turned north to their home. Then they came on
the strangest wonder of all.'
In
the quiet the buzzing of the eternal fluorescent tubes sounded loud. Skalter poured himself more wine, carefully, eyes on the girl's face. Arand
and Maitran stopped their glaring; Stromberg thoughtfully wiped an errant red
trickle from his nose.
'In
the dark of dawn,' said Coranda dreamily, 'in the grey time when men and ships
are nothing but shadows without weight and substance, they met the Fate sent by
Ice Mother to punish them their crimes. It surrounded them, flickering and
leaping, soundless as snow, weird as Death itself. All across the plain, round
their boat as they sailed, were animals. They ran and moved, playing; whole
herds and droves of them, bulls and calves and cows. Their bodies were grey
they said, and sinuous as seals; their eyes were beautiful, and looked wisely
at the ship. But without doubt they were spirits from the Mother's court, sent
to warn and destroy; for as they turned and leaped they saw each had but one
horn, long and spiralling, that caught and threw back the light.'
She
waited, seeming indifferent to her audience. At length Lipsill broke the
silence. 'Coranda ...
what of the boat?'
She
shrugged delicately, still playing with the barbed tip of the spear. 'Two men
returned, burned by the Mother's breath till their faces were black and marbled
and their hands turned to scorched hooks. They lived long enough to tell the
tale.'
They waited.
'A
man who loved me,' she said, 'who wanted to feel me in his bed and know himself
worthy, would go to that land of shadows on the rim of the world. He would
bring me a present to mark his voyage.'
Abruptly her eyes flicked wide, scorning at
them. 'A head,'
she said softiy. 'The head of the unicorn__ '
Another pause; and then a wild shouting. 'Ice Mother hear
me,' bellowed Skalter. 'I'll fetch your toy for you_ '
'And me....'
'And
me___ '
They clamoured for attention.
She
beckoned Skalter. He came forward, dropping to one knee, leaning his craggy
face over hers. She took his hand and raised it, closed the fingers gently
round the tip of the harpoon. Stared at him, fixing him with
her great eyes. 'You would go?' she said. 'Then there must be no
softness, Frey Skalter, no fainting of the spirit. Hard as
the ice you will be, and as merciless; for my sake
alone.' She
laid her hand over his, stroking the fingers, smiling her cat-smile. 'You will
go for me?'
He nodded, not speaking; and she squeezed slowly, still smiling. He
stiffened, breath hissing between his teeth; and blood ran back down his arm,
splashed bright and sudden on the weapon's shaft. 'By this token,' she said,
'you are my man. So shall you all be; and Ice Mother, in her charity, will
decide.'
Early day burned over the icefields. To the
east the sun, rising across the white plain, threw red beams and the mile-long
shadows of boats and men. Above, dawn still fought with darkness; the red flush
faded to violet-grey, the grey to luminous blue. Across the blue ran high
ripplings of cloud; the zenith gleamed like the skin of a turquoise fish. In
the distance, dark-etched against the horizon, rose the spar-forest of the
Brershill dock, where the schooners and merchantmen lay clustered in the lee of
long moles built of blocks of ice. In the foreground, ragged against the
glowing sky, were the yachts; Arand's Chaser, Maitran's
sleek catamaran, Lipsill's big Ice Ghost. Karl
Stromberg's Snoiv
Princess snubbed
at a mooring rope as the wind caught her curved side. Beyond her were two dour
vessels from Djobhabn; and a Fyorsgeppian, iron beaked, that bore the blackly
humorous name Blood-bringer.
Beyond again was Skalter's Easy Girl, wild and splendid, decorated all over with
hair-tufts and scalps and ragged scraps of pelt. Her twin masts were bound with
intricate strappings of nylon cord; on her gunnel skulls of animals gleamed,
eyesockets threaded with bright and moving silks. Even her runners were carved,
the long-runes that told, cryptically, the story of Ice Mother's meeting with
Sky Father and the birth and death of the Son, he whose
Name could not be mentioned. The Mother's grief had spawned the icefields; her
anger would not finally be appeased till Earth ran cold and quiet for ever.
Three times she had approached, three times the Fire Giants fought her back
from their caverns under the ice; but she would not be denied. Soon now, all
would be whiteness and peace; then the Son would rise, in rumblings and glory,
and judge the souls of men.
The priest moved, shivering in a patterned
shawl, touching the
boats and blessing, smearing the bow of each with a litde blood and milk. The
wind soughed in the riggings, plucked at the robes of the muffled woman who
stood staring, hair flicking round her throat. The headlamps swung on their
poles, glowing against the patched hulls, throwing the priest's Shadow vague
and fleeting as the shadow of a bird. The yachts tugged at their lines,
flapping their pennants, creaking their bone runners,
full of the half-life of mechanical things. All preparations were made,
provisions stored, blood and seed given in expiation to the ice. The hunters
grunted and stamped, swinging their arms in the keen air, impatient and unsure;
and to each it seemed the eyes of Coranda promised love, the body of Coranda
blessings.
The
ceremony ended, finally. The priest withdrew to his tasselled nylon tent, the polebearers lifted their burden and trudged back
across the ice. The boats were turned, levered by muffled men with crows till
the sharp bows pointed, questing, to the south. A shout; and Lipsill's craft
first blossomed sail, the painted fabric flying and cracking round the mast. Then the catamaran. Skalter's deceptively clumsy squarerigger;
quick thud of a mallet parting the sternline and Lipsill was away, runners
crisping, throwing a thin white double plume from the snow that had drifted
across the ice. Stromberg followed, swinging from the far end of the line,
crossing his scored wake as Skalter surged across Princess's bows. A bellowing and the Keltshillian
crabbed away, narrowly missing disaster, raising a threatening fist. Karl
laughed, fur glove muffling the universal gesture of derision; the boats faded
in the dawn light, swerving and tacking as they jockeyed for the lead. If the
display moved Coranda she gave no sign of it; she stood smiling, coldly amused
at the outcome of a jest, till the hulls were veiled in the frost-smoke of the
horizon and the shouts lost beneath the wind.
The
yachts moved steadily through the day, heading due south under the bright, high
sun, their shadows pacing them across the white smoothness of the Plains. With
the wind astern the squarerigger made ground fast; by evening she was hull
down, her sails a bright spark on the horizon. Stromberg crowded Snow Princess, racing in her wake; behind him,, spread out now, came the others, lateens, bulging, runners hissing on
the ice. The cold was bracing and intense; snow crystals, blowing on the wind,
stung his cheeks to a glow, beaded the heavy collar of his jerkin. Lipsill
forged alongside, Ice
Ghost surging and bucking.
Karl raised a hand, laughing at his friend; and instandy came the chilling
thought that one day, for Coranda, he might kill Lipsill,
or Lipsill him.
They
camped together, by common consent; all but Skalter, still miles ahead. Here,
away from the eternal warmth of the cleft-cities, they must husband their
reserves of fuel; they huddled round the redly-glowing brazier, the reflection
lighting their faces, glinting out across the ice. The worn hulls of the
yachts, moored in a crescent, protected them from the worst of the wind.
Outside, beyond the circle of light, a wolf howled high and quavering; within the
camp was cheerfulness, songs and stories passing round the group till one by
one they took a last swig from their spirit flasks, checked their lines and
grapples and turned in. They were up early next dawn, again by unspoken
agreement, hoping maybe to steal a march on Easy Girl; but keen as they were, Skalter was ahead of
them. They passed his camp, an hour's sail away. Ice Ghost crushed the remains of the brazier fire, the
turned-out remnants still smouldering on the ice; one runner spurned the
embers, sent a long banner of ash trailing down the wind. They glimpsed his
sails once before the wind, rising again, blocked visibility with a swirling
curtain of snow.
They
were now nearing the wide cleft of Fyorsgep, southernmost of the Cities of the
Plain. The smooth ice was crossed by the tracks of many ships; they shortened
sail cautiously, shouting each to the next along the line. Hung lanterns in the
rigging, pushed on again by compass and torchlight, unwilling to moor and give
away advantage. Snow
Princess and Ice Ghost moved side by side, a bare length separating
them.
It
was Stromberg who first heard the faint booming from astern. He listened,
cocking his head and frowning; then waved, pointing behind him with a bulky
arm. The noise came again, a dull and ominous ringing; Lipsill laughed, edging
his boat even closer. Karl stared back as behind them an apparition loomed,
impossibly tall in the gloom and whirling flakes. He saw the heavy thrusting of
bowsprit and jibboom, the cavernous eyes of the landwhale skulls that graced
the vessel's stem. They held course defiantly as she closed, hearing now mixed
with the fog gongs the long-drawn roar of her runners over the ioe. Stromherg
made out the carved characters on her bow; the Sweet Lady, whaler, out of Friesgalt, bound no doubt for
the Southern Moorings and a night's carouse.
The
jibboom was between the boats, thrusting at their rigging, before they were
seen. An agonized howl from above, movement of lanterns and dark figures at the
vessel's rail; she rumbled between the yachts as they parted at the last
instant, the long shares of her ice anchors nearly scraping their booms. They
saw the torohlit deck, fires burning in crow's-nest and rigging; and the
curious feature of an iceboat, the long slots in the bilges in which moved the
linkages of the paired anchors. Dull light gleamed through her as she passed,
giving to her hull the appearance of a half-flensed whale; a last bellow
reached them as she faded into the greyness ahead.
'Abersgaltian bastards....'
The
skipper then had seen the big insignia at the masthead. This Lady was anything
but sweet.
The
night's camp brought near-disaster. Maitran came in late and evil tempered, a
runner stay cracked on the catamaran, bound with a jury-lashing of nylon rope.
Some chance remark from Arand and he was on his feet, knife-blade glinting. He
held the weapon tip-uppermost, circling and taunting his enemy. Arand rose
white-faced, swathing a bearskin round one forearm. A quick feint and thrust, a
leaping back; and Lipsill spoke easily, still seated by the fire.
'The
prize, Friesgaltian, comes with the head of the unicorn. Our friend would
doubtless look well enough, grinning from Coranda's wall; but your energy would
be expended to no purpose.'
Maitran
hissed between his teeth, not deigning to glance round.
'You risk in any case the anger of the Ice
Mother,' the Abersgaltian went on, reaching behind him to his pack. 'For if our
Lady is in fact her servant then this hunting is clearly her design, and should
bring her glory. All else is vanity, an affront to her majesty.'
Hansan,
the Fyorsgeppian, dark-faced and black-browed, nodded sombrely. 'This is true,'
he said. 'Bloodspilling, if it be against the Mother's will, brings no honour.'
Maitran half turned at that, uncertainly; and
Lipsill's arm flaired up and back. The harpoon head, flung with unerring force,
opened his cheek; he went down in a flurry of legs and arms and Stromberg was
on him instantly, pinning him. Lip-sill turned to Arand, his own knife in his
hand. 'Now, now Brershillian,' he said gently; for the other, roused, would no
doubt have thrown himself on his prostrate enemy and extracted vengeance. 'No
more, or you will answer to us all. . ..'
Arand sheathed his dagger, shakily, eyes not
leaving the stained face of the Friesgaltian. Maitran was allowed to rise; and
Lipsill faced him squarely. This was evil,' he said. 'Our fight is with the
wind and wide ice, not each other. Take your boat, and stay apart from us.'
In Stromberg's mind rose the first stirring of a doubt.
They moved fast again next morning, hoping
for some sign of Skalter's yacht; but the wind that had raged all night had
cleaned his tracks, filling them with fresh snow. The ice lay scoured, white
and gleaming to the horizon.
They were now past the farthest limit of
civilization, on the great South Ice where the whale herds and their hunters
roamed. Here and there were warm ponds, choked with brown and green weed; they
saw animals.- wolf and otter, once a herd of the shaggy white bison of the
Plains; but no sign of the ghostly things they sought. The catamaran reached
ahead of the rest, the Friesgaltian reckless and angry, crowding sail till the
slim paired hulls were nearly obscured beneath a cloud of pale nylon.
Stromberg, remembering the split strut, sent up a brief and silent prayer.
Maitran's luck held till midday; then the
stay parted, suddenly and without warning. They all saw the boat surge off
course, one keel dropping to glissade along the ice. For a moment it seemed
she would come to rest without further harm, then the
ivory braces between the hulls, overstressed, broke in their turn. She split
into halves; one hull bounded end over end, shedding fragments and splinters of
bone, the other spun, encumbered by the falling weight of mast and sail,
flicked Maitran in a sharp arc across the ice. He was up instantly, seemingly
unhurt, running and waving to head them off.
In Arand's slow brain hatred still burned. He
knew, as they had all known, that in a fight he was no match for the Friesgaltian.
Maitran would have bled him, cutting and opening till he lay down and gasped
his life out on the ice. They had saved him, the night before, but he had lost
his honour. Now the rage took him, guiding his hands till they seemed possessed
of a life of their own. They swung the tiller, viciously; Chaser swerved, heading in toward the wreck. Maitran shouted as the yacht
crisped toward him; at the last moment it seemed he realized she would not
turn. He tried to run; a foot slipped and he went down on the ice. A thud, a
bright spattering across the bows of Chaser and
she was past the wreck, yawing as she dragged the body from one sharp ski.
Fifty yards on it twirled clear. She limped to a halt, sails fluttering. From
her runner led a faint and wavering trail; her deck was marked with the pink
blood of the Friesgaltan.
They gathered round the thing on the ice, Stromberg and the Djobhabnians
stunned. Arand pale and mumbling. There was no life;
the great wound in the head, the oozing of blood and brain-matter, showed there
was nothing to be done. They made the sign of the Ice Mother, silently; turned
away, anxious to leave the sight, left the body for her servants, the birds.
They were cheered later that day by the gleam
of Skalter's sail far to the south; but the camp was still a sombre affair.
They moored apart, sat brooding each over his own
fire. To Stromberg it seemed all his past life now counted for nothing; they
were governed by the Rule of the Ice, the code that let men kill or be killed with
equal indifference. He remembered his years of friendship with Lipsill, a
friendship that seemed now to be ended. After what he had seen that morning he
would not dare trust even Mard again. At night he tried, un-availingly. to summon the image of Coranda's warm body; pray though he
might, the succubus would not visit him. Instead he fell into a fitful sleep,
dreamed he saw the very caverns of the Fire Giants deep under the ice. But
there were no gleaming gods and demons; only maohines, black and vast, that
hummed and sang of power. The vision disturbed him; he cut his arm, in the dull
dawn light, left blood to appease the Mother. It seemed even she turned her
back on him; the morning was grey and cold, comfortless. He drank to restore
circulation to his limbs, tidied his ship, left sullenly in the wake of Lipsill
as he led them on again across the Plain.
As
they moved, the character of the land round them once more changed. The warm ponds were more
numerous; over them now hung frequent banks of fog. Often Snow Princess slushed her way through water, runners
raising glittering swathes to either side. At breakfast the Djobhabnians had
seemed remote, standing apart and muttering; now their identical craft began to
edge away, widening the gap between them and the rest till they were hull down,
grey shadows on the ice. By early evening they were out of sight.
The
four boats raced steadily through a curling sea of vapour. Long leads of clear
water opened threatening to either side; they tacked and swerved, missing
disaster time and again by the width of a runner. Stromberg lay
to the right of the line, next to him the Fyorsgeppian. Then Lipsill; beyond Ice Ghost was the blighted vessel of Arand, half-seen
now through the moving mist. None of the boats would give way, none fall back;
Karl clung to the tiller, feeling the fast throb of the runners transmitted
through the bone shaft, full of a hollow sense of impending doom.
As
dusk fell a long runnel of open water showed ahead. He altered course,
following it where it stretched diagonally across his bows. A
movement to his left made him turn. Bloodbringer had fallen back; her dark hull no longer
blocked his vision, Mard still held course; and still Chaser ran abreast of him, drawing nearer and nearer the edge of the break.
Stromberg at last understood LipsiU's purpose; he yelled, saw Arand turn
despairingly. It was too late; behind him, a length away, jutted the
Fyorsgeppian's iron ram. Boxed, the yacht spun on her heel in a last attempt to
leap the obstacle. A grating of runners and spars, a frozen moment as she
poised above the gulf, then she struck the water with a thunderous splash. She
sank almost instantly, hull split by the concussion; for a moment her bilge
showed rounded and pale then she was gone. In her place was a disturbed swirl,
a bobbing of debris. Arand surfaced once, weaving a desperate arm, before he
too vanished.
The
sun sank over the rim of the ice, flung shadows of the boats miles long like
the predatory shapes of birds.
In
the brief twilight they came up with Easy Girl. Skalter
hung in her rigging, leisurely reeving a halliard, waving and jeering at them
as they passed.
All three vessels turned, Stromberg and
Lipsill tightly,
Hansan
in a wider circle that took him skimming across the Plain to halt,
sails flapping, a hundred yards away. Grapples went down; they lashed and
furled stoically, dropped to the ice and walked over to the Keltshillian.
He
greeted them cheerfully, swinging down from the high mast of the boat. 'Well,
you keen sailors; where are our friends?'
'Fraskall
and Ulsenn turned back,' said Lipsill shordy. 'Maitran and Arand are dead.
Maitran at Arand's hands, Arand in an icebreak.' He stared at Stromberg
challengingly. 'It was the Mother's will, Karl. She could have buoyed him to
the land. She did not choose to.'
Stromberg didn't answer.
■Well,' said Skalter easily, 'the Mother was ever firm with her
followers. Let it be so.' He made the sign of benediction, carelessly, circling
with his hands, drawing with one palm the flat emptiness of the ice. He ran his
fingers through his wild blond hair and laughed. 'Tonight you will share my
fire, Abersgaltians; and you too, Hansan of Fyorsgep. Tomorrow, who can tell?
We reach,the Mother's court perhaps, and sail in
fairyland.'
They
grouped round the fire, quietly, each occupied with his own thoughts, Skalter methodically honed the barbs of a harpoon, turning
the weapon, testing the cutting edges against his thumb, his scarred face
intent in the red light. He looked up finally, half frowning, half quizzical;
his earrings swung and glinted as he moved his head. 'It seems to me,' he said,
'the Mother makes her choice known, in her special way. Arand and Maitran were
both fools of a type, certainly unfitted for the bed of the Lady we serve, and
the Djobhabnians fainthearted. Now we are four; who among us, one wonders, will
win the bright prize?'
Stromberg
made a noise, half smothered by his glove; Skalter regarded him keenly.
'You spoke, Abersgaltian?'
'He
feels,' said Lipsill gruffly, 'we murdered Arand. After he in his turn killed
Maitran.'
The
Keltshillian laughed, high and wild. 'Since when,' he said, 'did pity figure in the scheme of things?
Pity, or blame? Friends, we are bound to the Ice
Eternal; to the cold that will increase and conquer, lay us all in our bones.
Is not human effort vain,
all life doomed to cease? I tell you, Coranda's blood, that mighty prize, and
all her secret sweetness, this is a flake of snow in
an eternal wind. I am the Mother's servant; through me she speaks. We'll have
no more talk of guilt and softness, it turns my
stomach to hear it.' The harpoon darted, sudden and savage,
stood quivering between them in the ice. 'The ice is real,' shouted Skalter,
rising. 'Ice, and blood. All else is delusion, toys
for weak men and fools.'
He stamped away, earrings jangling, into the
dark. The others separated soon afterward to their boats; and Stromberg for
one lay tossing and uneasy till dawn shot pearly streamers above the Plain and
the birds called, winging to the south.
On its southern rim the Great Plateau sloped gently. The yachts
travelled fast, creaming over untold depths of translucent ice, runners
hissing, sails filling in the breeze that still blew from nearly astern. There
would be weary days of tacking ahead for those that returned. If any returned;
Stromberg found himself increasingly beginning to doubt. It seemed a madness had gripped them all, drawing them deeper and
deeper into the uncharted land. The place of warm ponds was left behind; ahead,
under the pale sun, shadows grew against the sky. There were mountains, topped
with fire as the story had foretold; strange crevasses and plateaux, jumbled
and distant, glinting like crystal in the hard white light. Still Skalter led
them, mastbells clanking, barbaric sails shaking and swelling. They held course
stubbornly, shadows pacing them as they raced to the south.
At the foot of the vast slope they parted
company with the Fyorsgeppian. He had reached ahead, favoured by some trick of
the terrain, till Bloodbringer
was a hundred yards or more
in front of the rest. They saw the hull of the boat jar and leap. The smooth
slope ended, split by a series of yard-high ridges; Hansan's runners, hitting
the first of them, were sheared completely from the hull. There was something
tragically comic about the accident. The gunwhales split, the mast jarring
loose to revolve against the sky like an oversized harpoon; the Fyorsgeppian,
held by a shoulder harness, kept his place while the boat came apart round him
like a child's toy. The remnants planed, spinning at great speed, jolted to a
stop in a quick shower of ice. The survivors swerved, avoiding the broken ground, whispering by Hansan as he
sat shaking his head, still half stunned. The wreckage dwindled to a speck that
vanished, lost against the grey-green scarp of ice. There were provisions in
the hull; the Fyorsgeppian would live or die as the Mother willed.
For
the first time that night the skyline round their camp was broken by valleys
and hills. Still icebound, the land had begun to roll; there were gullies,
hidden cliffs, ravines from which came the splash and tinkle of water. It was
an eerie country, dangerous and beautiful. They had seen strange animals; but
no sign or spoor of barbarians, or the things they sought.
Stromberg
spoke to Skalter again at dawn, while Lipsill fussed with the rigging of his
boat. He seemed impelled by a sense of urgency; all things, mountains and sky,
conspired to warn his bloodl 'It has come to me,' he said quietly, 'that we
should return.'
The
Keltshillian stood thoughtfully, warming his hands at the brazier, casting
glances at the low sky, sniffing the wind. He gave a short, coughing laugh but
didn't turn.
Stromberg
touched a skull on the high side of Easy Girl, stroking
the wind-smoothed eyesockets, unsure how to go on. 'Last night I dreamed,' he
said. 'It seemed as it has seemed before that the Giants were not gods but men,
and we their children. That we are deceived, the Great Mother is dead. Such
heresy must be a warning.'
Skalter
laughed again and spat accurately at the coals, rubbed arms banded with wide
copper torques. 'You dreamed of love,' he said. 'Wetting your
furs with hot thoughts of Coranda. It's you who are deceived,
Lipsgaltian. Counsel your fancies.'
'Skalter,'
said Karl uncertainly, 'the price is high. Too high, for a
woman.'
The
other turned to face him for the first time, pale eyes brooding in the keen
face.
Stromberg
rushed on. 'All my life,' he said, 'it seemed to me that you were not as other
men. Now I say, there is death here. Maybe for us all. Go back, Frey; the prize is beneath your
worth.'
The
other turned to look up at the hulking shape of the boat, stroking- her gunwale
with a calloused hand, feeling the smoothness of the ivory. 'The price of birth is death,' he said
broodingly. 'That too is a heavy sum to pay.'
*What drives you, Skalter?' asked Stromberg
softly. 'If the woman means so little? Why do you
strive, if life is purposeless?'
'I do what is given,' said Skalter shortly.
He flexed his hands on the side of the boat and sprang; the runners of Easy Girl creaked as he swung himself aboard. 'Rage
drives me,' he said, looking down. 'Know this, Karl Stromberg of Abersgalt;
that Skalter of Keltshill lusts for death. In dying, death dies with him.' He
slapped the halliards against the after mast, bringing down a white shower of
ice. 'I also dreamed,' he said. 'My dream was of life, sweet and rich. I follow
the Mother; in her, I shall find my reward.' He would say no more but stalked
forward, bent to recoil the long ropes on the deck.
That morning they sighted
their prey.
At first Stromberg could not believe; he was
forced, finally, to accept the evidence of his eyes. The unicorns played and
danced, sunlight flashing from their sides, horns gleaming, seeming to throw
off sparks of brightness. He might have followed all day, watching and bemused;
but Skalter's high yell recalled him, the change of course as Easy Girl sped for the mutated narwhal. Already the
Keltshillian was brandishing his long harpoon, shaking out the coils of line as
the yacht, tiller locked, flew toward the herd.
It was as the story had told; the creatures
surrounded the boats, running and leaping, watching with their beautiful calm
eyes. On Karl's left Lipsill too seemed to be dazed. Skalter braced his feet on
the deck, flexed muscles to drive the shaft hissing into the air. His aim was
good; the harpoon struck a great grey bull, barbs sinking deep through the
wrinkled pelt. Instantly all was confusion. The wounded beast reared and
plunged, snorting; Easy
Girl was spun off course
by the violence, the Keltshillian hauling desperately at the line. Boat and
animal collided in a flurry of snow. The narwhal leaped away again, towing the
yacht; Karl saw bright plumes flying as her anchors fell, rips biting at the
ice.
The herd had panicked, jerking and humping into the distance; Snow Princess, still moving fast, all but fouled the harpoon
line as Stromberg clawed clear. He had a brief glimpse of Skalter on the ice, the flash of
a cutlass as the creature plunged, thrusting at its tormentor with its one
great horn. He swung the tiller again, hard across; Princess circled, runners
squeaing, fetched up fifty yards from the ice. Ice Ghost was already stopped, Lipsill running cudass
in hand; Karl heard Skalter scream, in triumph or in pain. He dropped his
anchors, grabbing for his own sword. Ran across the ice
toward Easy Girl, hearing now the enraged
trumpeting of the bull.
The
great beast had the Keltshillian pinned against the side of the boat. He saw
the blunt head lunging, driving the horn through his flesh, the yacht rocked
with the violence of the blows. The panting of the narwhal sounded loud; then
the creature with a last convulsion had torn itself away, snorting and hooting
after the vanished herd.
There
was much blood, on the ice and the pale side of the boat. Skalter sat puffing,
face suffused, hands gripped over his stomach. More blood pulsed between his
fingers, ruby-bright in the sun; cords stood out in his thick neck; his white
teeth grinned as he rolled his head in pain.
Lipsill
reached him at the same instant. They tried, point-lessly, to draw the hands
away; Skalter resisted them, eyes shut, breath hissing between his clenched
teeth. 'I told you I dreamed,' he said. The words jerked out thick and
agonized. 'I saw the Mother. She came in the night, cajoling; her limbs were
white as snow, and hot as fire. It was an omen; but I couldn't read. ...' His head dropped; he raised himself
again, gasping with effort. They took his hands then, soapy with blood,
squeezed, feeling the dying vice-grip, seeing the eyes roll white under their
lids. Convulsions shook him; they thought he was dead, but he spoke again.
'Blood, and ice,' he said faintly. 'These are real. These are the words of the
Mother. When the world is dark, then she will come to me. ...' The body arced, straining; and Lipsill
gripped the yellow hair, twisting it in his fingers. The Mother takes you,
Skalter,' he said. 'She rewards her servant.'
They waited; but there was
nothing more.
They
moored their boats, silently, walked back to the place of killing. The blood
had frozen, sparkling in pink crystals under the levelling sun. 'He was a great
prince,' said Lipsill finally. 'The rest is smallness; it should not come
between us.'
Stromberg
nodded, not answering with words; and they began to work. They broke Easy Girl, smashing bulwarks and runners, hacking at
her bone and ivory spars, letting her spirit free to join the great spirit of
Skalter that already roamed the Ice Eternal. Two days they laboured, raising a
mound of ice above the wreck; Skalter they laid on the deck, feet to the north
and the domain of the Mother. He would rise now, on that last cold dawn, spring
up facing her, a worthy servant and warrior. When they had finished, and the
wind skirled over the glistening how, they
rested; on the third morning they drove south again.
There
were no words now between them. They sailed apart, bitterly, watching the white
horizon, the endless swirl and flurry of the snow. Two days later they
resighted their quarry.
The
two boats separated further, bearing down; and again the strange creatures
watched with their soft eyes. The shafts flew, glinting; LipsilFs tinkled on
the ice, Stromberg's struck wide of its mark. It missed the bull at which it
was aimed, plunged instead into the silver flank of a calf. The animal howled,
convulsed in a flurry of pain. As before the herd bolted; Snow Princess slewed, hauled round by the tethered weight,
fled across the plain as the terrified creature bucked and plunged.
Less
than half the size of the adults, the calf was nearly as long as the boat;
Stromberg clung to the tiller as Princess jolted
and veered, determined not to make Skalter's mistake of jumping to the ice. A
mile away the harpoon pulled clear but the animal was blown; a second shaft
transfixed it as it stood head down and panting, started fresh and giant
paroxysms that spattered the yacht with blood. Princess flew again, anchor blades ripping at the ice,
drawing the thing gradually to a halt. It rolled then and screeched, trying
with its half-flippers to scrape the torment from its back. Its efforts wound
the line in round its body; it stood finally close to the boat, staring with a
filmed, uncomprehending eye. Close enough for Stromberg to reach across, work the shaft into its torn side till the tip
probed its life. A thin wailing, a nearly human noise of pain; and the thing
collapsed, belching thunderously, coughing up masses of blood and weed. Sticky
tears squeezed from its eyes ran slow across the great round face; and Karl,
standing shaking and panting, knew there was no need of the sword.
The anchors of Ice Ghost raised a high screaming. She ploughed across the ice., throwing a white hail of chips to either side, speed
barely diminished. She had speared a huge bull; animal and boat careered by the
stalled Princess.
Strom-berg cut his line,
heavily, left the carcass with the bright harpoon-silks still blowing above it.
Steered in pursuit.
Sometimes
in the half hour that followed it seemed he might overrun Lipsill; but always
the other boat drew ahead. The narwhal left a thick trail of blood, but its
energy seemed unabated. The line twanged thunderously, snagging on the racing
ice. Ahead now the terrain was split and broken; fissures yawned, sunlight
sparking from their deep green sides. Princess bucked
heavily, runners crashing as she swerved between the hazards. The chase veered
to the east, in a great half-circle; the wind, at first abeam, reached farther
and farther ahead. Close-hauled, Stromberg fell behind; a half mile separated
the boats as they entered a wide, bowl-shaped valley, a mile or more across,
guarded on each side by needle shaped towers of ice.
Ahead,
the glittering floor veered to a rounded lip; the horizon line was sharp-cut
against the sky. Ice
Ghost, still towed by her
catch, took the slope with barely a slackening of pace. Stromberg howled his
alarm, uselessly; Lipsill, frozen it seemed to the tiller, made no attempt to
cut his line. The boat crested the rise, hung a moment silhouetted against
brightness; and vanished, abrupt as a conjuring trick.
Princess's
anchors threw snow plumes
high as her masthead. She skated sickeningly, surged to a halt twenty yards
below the lip of ice. Stromberg walked forward, carefully, As
he topped the ridge the sight beyond took his breath.
He
stood on the edge of the biggest crevasse he had eve.' seen. It curved back to
right and left, horseshoe-shaped, enclosing the valley like a white tongue. A
hundred yards away the opposing side glowed with sunlight; across it lay the ragged shadow of the nearer wall. He craned
forward. Below him the ice-walls stretched sheer to vanish in a blue-green
gloom. There was mist down there, and water-noise; he heard booming,
long-drawn threads of echo, last sounds maybe of the fall of the whale. Far
below, impaled on a black spike of ice, was the wreck of Lipsill's boat; Mard,
still held by his harness, sprawled across the stern, face bright with blood.
He moved
slightly as Stromberg stared, seeming to raise himself, lift a hand, Karl turned away sickened. Realizing he
had won.
He walked back to Snow Princess, head down, feet scraping on the ice, swung
himself aboard and opened the bow locker, dumping piles of junk and provisions
on the deck. There were ropes, spare downhauls and mooring lines. He selected
the best and thickest, knotting methodically, tied off to the stem of the boat
and walked back to the gulf. The line lowered carefully, swayed a yard from
Lipsill's head.
He returned to Princess. She was stopped at an angle, tilted sideways
on the curling lip of the crevasse. There were crowbars in the locker; he
pulled one clear and worked cautiously, prising at the starboard runner,
inching the yacht round till her bow pointed back down the long slope. The
wind, gusting and capricious, blew from the gulf. The slope would help her
gather way; but would it be enough?
He brailed the sails up as far as he dared,
stood back frowning and biting his lip. At each gust now the anchors groaned,
threatening to tear free, send the boat skittering back down the incline. He
scrabbled in the locker again, grabbing up more line. Another
line, a light line that must also reach the wreck.
There was just barely enough. He tied the
last knot, dropped the second coil down. Working feverishly now, he transferred
the heavy line from the stern to a cleat half-way along the port gunwhale and
locked the tiller to starboard. The anchors were raised by pulleys set just
above the deck; he carried lines from them to the little bow windlass, slipped
the ratchet, turned the barrel till they were tight. The handle, fitted in its
bone socket, stood upright, pointing slightly forward over the stem of the
boat. He tied the light line off to the tip, tested the lashing on the
improvised brake. It seemed secure; he backed toward the cliff edge, paying
both ropes through his hands. Mard seemed now to understand what he was doing.
He called croakingly, tried to move. The wreck groaned, slipped another foot
toward the crevasse. Stromberg passed the heavy line between his thighs, round
one calf, gripped it between sole and instep. Let himself
down into the gulf.
The
descent was eerie. As he moved the wind pressure seemed to increase, setting
him swaying pendulum-fashion, banging his body at the ice. The sunlit edge
above receded; he glanced below him and instantly the crevasse seemed to spin.
The ice walls, sloping together, vanished in a blackish gloom; the wind called
deep and baying, its icy breath chilled his cheek. He hung sweating till the
dizziness passed, forced himself to move again. Minutes later his feet reached
the last knot, groped below it into emptiness. He lowered himself by his arms,
felt his heels touch the deck of the boat. He dropped as lightly as he could,
lunging forward to catch at the tangle of rigging. A sickening time while the
wreck surged and creaked; he felt sweat drop from him again as he willed the
movement to stop. The deck steadied, with a final groan; he edged sideways
cautiously, cutting more rope lengths, fashioning a bridle that he slipped
under Lipsill's arms. The other helped as best he could, raising
his body weakly; Stromberg tested the knots, lashed the harness to the line.
Another minute's work and he too was secure. He took a shuddering breath,
groping for the second rope. They were not clear yet; if Ice Ghost moved she could still take them with her,
scrape them into the gulf. He gripped the line and pulled. Nothing.
He jerked again, feeling the fresh rise of
panic. If the trick failed he knew he lacked the strength ever to climb. A waiting;
then a vibration, sensed through the rope. Another pause and he was being drawn
smoothly up the cliff, swinging against the rock-hard ice as the pace
increased. The sides of the cleft seemed to rush toward him; a last concussion,
a bruising shock and he was being towed over level
ice, sawing desperately at the line. He saw fibres parting; then he was lying
still, blessedly motionless, Lipsill beside him bleeding into the snow. While Princess, freed of her one-sided burden, skated in a
wide half-circle, came into irons, and stopped.
The crevasse of Brershill lay grey and silent
in the early morning. Torches, flaring at intervals along the grassy sides, lit
Level after Level with a wavering glare, gleamed on the walkways with their new
powdering of snow. Stromberg trudged steadily, sometimes hauling his burden,
sometimes skidding behind it as he eased the sledge down the sloping paths. A
watchman called sleepily; he ignored him. On the
Level above Goran da's home he stopped,
levered the great thing from the sledge and across to the edge of the path. He
straightened up, wiping his face, and yelled; his voice ran thin and shaking,
echoing between the half-seen walls. 'Maitran. ...'
A
bird flew squawking from the depths. The word flung itself back at him, Ice
Mother answering with a thousand voices.
'Arand
...'
Again the mocking choir,
confusion of sound reflecting
faint and mad from the cleft.
'Hanson. . '
'Shatter_____ '
Names of the dead, and lost; a fierce
benediction, an answer to the ice.
He
bent to the thing on the path. A final heave, a falling, a fleshy thud; the
head of the unicorn bounced on the Level below, splashed a great star of blood
across Oornada's door. He straightened, panting, half-hearing from somewhere
the echo of a scream. Stood and stared a moment longer before starting to
climb.
Giving thanks to Ice Mother, who had given him back his soul.
george
macbeth
the
soft world sequence
Apart
from being one of the very best poets in Britain, George MacBeth is a keen sf
reader and has contributed a number of poems to NEW WORLDS. This one, he says,
was inspired in part by the imagery of Thomas M. Disch's serial in NEW WORLDS Echo Round His Bones ...
i the
sea
Through
the glass floor,
from
below,
he
could see the girl
in the
glass typing^chair,
in the
glass skirt,
crossing her
flesh legs
over the
glass eye
in her groin. Glassily, it stared
at his own eye, and slowly, the world of glass,
opening, closing, became soft,
like the lips of an octopus with eight legs
opening, closing, in the Indian Ocean.
126 BEST SF STORIES FROM NEW WORLDS - 3
2 the clouds
The
man had been a bit slow on the uptake, but when his elbows went through the
light oak,
he saw the point. After his leg, too,
had sunk in
and was shivering
in the
middle of the carbon-paper drawer, they began
to realize just how far
it had gone. Not even
the one in the telephone
bothered about the screaming then,
though it
did make a hell of a noise. It was how to profit from it that occupied all
their minds. After so long
without
anyone wondering how they felt about it all, none of them was accustomed to
making much of an impact. So
even the
one in the floor let him run his legs through for a while without worrying. Of
course,
the man
did wade in diminishing circles, evidently grasping (albeit rather slowly) just
how soft the whole
thing had become. It took him several minutes,
though, to appreciate the full reason for the watery coolness.
When
he did,
there was
more noise. The one in the PAX phone got quite a headache in its ear-piece.
Elsewhere
I doubt
if
they had so much trouble. Just
a
fluffy moistness
easing in
where
the old
edges had been. And then the slow, steady, drumming, pita-pata sound, as the
rain started.
3 the earth
Well,
it was all, really, a palpable jelly, touchable, glaucous, very
good to eat
in its
own way, if you liked that sort of thing. I mean before the day of the
cucumbers. After that, the hard edges
all
became round heads, and there wasn't much you could do about it. Not without
risking
a
hell of a row,
and
maybe getting cut,
or
swallowed up
in the
ice. Let well alone,
I
always say.
Take
what comes.
You
can't win them all. Not
without
being one of them yourself.
james sallis
kazoo
James Sallis is a 23-year-old American making a fast reputation
for himself in sf circles and elsewhere. He is now
associate editor for NEW WORLDS and has a flair for editing only matched by his
flair for writing. Kazoo was his first published story, although Damon Knight
has bought several more for his Orbit collections,
to be published over the next two years. There is no question that Sallis's
name will soon join those of Disch, Spinrad, Zelazny, Delany and the rest of
the new group of brilliant young American writers who have emerged recendy.
Walking down the street on my way to see The Leech,
I'm attacked by this guy who jumps out of an alley shouting Hai! Hai! Feefifofum! (you know:
bloodcurdling) over and over, cutting air with the sides of 'his hands. He says
Hai' again, then Watch out, man! Tm gonna lay you open! He's still assaulting the air, battering it too.
My, I think, an alley cat. Then I stand off and kind of watch
this.little dance he's doing. Dispassionately in front, you see, but I get to
admiring it. I mean, he's cutting some great steps, beating hell out of the
air. I snap my fingers for him, clap a little.
Ymt
watch out* man! he
says. You get cute, Tm
gonna hurt you bad, put you through that wall there. Then he goes back to his Hai! and Feefifofum! He's
standing off about three yards from me, jumping around, chopping his hands back
and forth, looking mean, a real hardankle. He's about five foot and looks like
he might have modelled for Dylan Thomas' bit about the ^bunched monkey coming*.
By this time there's quite a crowd piling up.
They're all
standing
around clapping, snapping their fingers, digging the action. Some guy in like
black heads in to sell Watch-towers,
and this Morton pops up and
starts passing around stone tablets and pillows of salt. There's a spade out on
the edge of the crowd, he's picking pockets, got three arms. Deep Fat Friar
passes by, frowns, goes on down the street flogging himself
with a vinyl fly swatter. And there's this cop on the fringe giving out with a
mantra of dispersal. Ibishuma,
go go; ibishuma, go go (don't
think he had it quite right, you know?).
One guy pulls out a set of plastic spoons and
commences to make them go clackety-clack, clackety-clack between his thumb and
great toe. Another guy has a kazoo. Someone else is trying to get them to do
Melancholy Baby. Take
your clothes off and be adancin'
bare, this smartass yells
from the back of the crowd. He is kinda
hairy, this guy.
Come on, Ralph, he shouts at me. Come on, man, we're gonna tangle. Hat!
Feefifofum! But
you can tell he likes it, the attention I mean, because he goes up on his toes
and pirouettes.
I stand there looking at him, frowning a little, dispassionate again. I
mean, I'm getting kind of tired of the bit by now. Some guy comes by about then
with a monkey on his back, grinding at a nutchopper. Another one's
hunkered-down on the corner to demonstrate his Vegamatic; his buddy's scraping
bananas. And there's this like arthritic wobbling down the sidewalk with a
Dixie cup, begging green-stamps.
Hoi! Hai! Hing! (That last one way up in the nose.)
He stops and drops his" hands, looks
down at the concrete, shuffles his feet. Aw come on, Ralph. ... Then he's Hai!-'mg and F eefifofum!-vs\% again, going at it like mad, jumping around like a spastic toad.
And by this time I'm beginning to get real tired. I mean, I put up with his bag through here but now I'm gonna be
late to see The Leech, so I - and let this be a lesson to all of you - I move
in for the kill. I've been watching Captain Conqueroo on the morning tube, you
see, and I'm like eager to try this thing out. So when this guy sees me coming and
charges in like a rhinoceros or something, I just step ever so casually to one
side and with a sudden blur of motion I get him with the Triple-Reverse Elbow
Block, lay it right on him. He folds up like a letter that's getting put in an
envelope that's too small
T—e
for it
and he falls down in like slow motion. His tongue's hanging out and a fly's
walking up it toward his teeth.
Name's not Ralph, I tell
him. Then I stand there humming along with the spoons and
kazoo till he can breathe again. Which doesn't take him over twenty minutes or
so - we'd only got through Black Snake Rag, Mountain Morning Moan and part of
America the Beautiful (raga form).
Anyhow, he starts coming back from violet
toward the pinkish end of the spectrum, and he looks up at me and says, Aw gee, Algernon. Look, give me a chance. Sorry
I bugged you. Saying
that reminds him of something and he stops long enough to spit out the fly. Wasn't my idea, he goes on. Nothing personal against you, guy told me to
do it... Bartholomew?
I shake my head. I kick him a little. Who?
Guy
just came up to me at the bus stop, told me you were on your way to the bank, don't know who he was. Said if I beat you up I
could have the money and if I didn't
he'd send kis parakeet out to get me ...
Chauncey?
I kick him again. Big guy? Southerner? Hair
looked like a helmet? Scar where his nose should be, cigar stuck in it?
Yeah....
Look, you wouldn't be Rumpelstiltskin by any chance
Sorry. I tell
him that as I'm kicking him. Didn't think so.
I reach down to help him up, since he's obviously going to need help. That'd be Savannah Rolla, a friend of mine, I tell him. Savvy's a film-maker and I know he and a poet-type by the name of Round John Virgin are hassling
with a love epic called Bloodpies
- in which the symbols of
the mudcake, the blood bath, the cow patty and innocent youth find
then-existential union - so I look
around for the cameras. But I can't
spot them.
I'm
on my way to the Mood bank, I tell
the guy. He's
got a funny sense of humour, Savannah
does. Do anything for a friend, though. And since his hand's in mine anyway since I'm helping him up, I shake
it.
Ferdinand Turnip, I introduce myself. Ferdinand. My wife is a Bella,
name's Donna.
Percwal Potato, he says, and gives me this big grin like he's
bursting open. Mad
to greet you. He's
giving me the eye, so I take it and put it in my wallet right next to the
finger someone gave me the day before.
We talk a while, have lunch together in the
laundromat, then it's time for me to split. We notice the band's still going at
it and Percy cops a garbage can and heads on over to blow some congadrum with
them. I walk a mile, catch a camel and rush to the blood bank. I realize I've
left all my beaver pelts at home, so I take off one of my socks (the red one)
and give it to the driver. He blows his nose on it, thanks me and puts it in
his lapel.
At the blood bank Dr. Acid, who's the head, tells me The Leech is dead
from over-eating. Dr. Acid has three friends: Grass, who's rooting around in
the drawers; Roach, who looks like a leftover; and Big H, who rides a horse -
Joint has the bends and is taking the day off. They're all eating popcorn balls
and scraping bits of The Leech off the wall, putting the pieces in a picnic
basket that has a place for bottles of wine too. They ask me to stay for a
potluck dinner but I say no. I cop some old commercials with them for a while, then I dive out of the window.and swim to my studio. Someone's
dumped Jello in the water, and it's pretty tough going. The crocs are up tight
today, but the piranha seem placid enough.
At the studio, reverently, I apply the 65th
coat to my Soft Thing - four more to go. I got the idea from Roy Biv, a friend
of mine. Each layer of paint is a step up the spectrum, a solid colour. I have
carefully calculated the weight of my paint, canvas, medium.
The last brush stroke of the 69th coat, and my
painting will fall through the floor. It will be a masterpiece of aesthetic
subtlety.
By the time I've drunk all the turpentine and
finished burning the brushes, it's willy-nilly time to dine. But the lemmings
are bad in the hall so I'm late catching my swan and I have to wait on top of
the T.V. antenna for over an hour. Then by the time I get home, the vampires
are out. They wave as I pass. Everyone knows you can't get blood from a Turnip
- and anyway, they're all saps.
I go in and Donna comes up and kisses me and puts her arm around me and
tells me she doesn't love me anymore.
I look out the window. Sure enough, the world's
stopped going 'round.
So I go in the John and find my kazoo and I play for a long time.
p. f. woods
integrity
P.
F. Woods sold his first story at the age of 15.
He has been writing science
fiction under various pseudonyms (Woods is one of them) ever since,
contributing to all the British sf magazines. An 'ideas' writer of the old
school, he has written a very wide range of stories and invented the Dean Drive
before Dean (he also decided it could not work!). A somewhat remote and
mysterious figure in the sf world, Woods is currently working on his first
novel.
The wedding
had been lively. The bride was a remarkably pretty girl, and to keep her the
groom had been forced to battle desperately with about a dozen determined men.
The refrigerated armour which he wore both by custom and necessity had at
times glowed cherry-red as it absorbed the energy of assorted heat-guns.
If the wedding ceremony was one of the most savage traditions in the
social life of Free America, it was also one of the most entertaining. Juble
was in a good mood by the time his companion Fleck eventually flew him home.
'Ah nearly had her,' he boasted in his drawling voice, carefully wiping over
the parts of his disassembled heat-gun with a clean rag. "This neat
package nearly got me the neatest package you ever did see. What a night this
would haTjeen!'
With a series of clicks, the gun was again
assembled in his hands.
"Not so neat,' Fleck observed, 'when you think of the trouble she'd
bring. You'd be dead in two days.'
'Ah can look after mahself.' As the car flew between two skyscrapers Juble lifted bis weapon to
his shoulder, aimed and let loose. A volley of heat-packets incinerated
the police-
man who was pacing the elevated sidewalk.
Fleck
accelerated nervously. 'Don't be so damned trigger-happy. What if there's a
squad-car along the way?'
Juble laughed with delight. He had always
taken advantage of the citizen's right to make war on the police.
The
massive city sat darkly as they flew among its blocks. Even with the pilot lamp
on the front of the car flying at night was difficult since there were no
lights anywhere except an occasional illuminated window. If a man wanted light
or power, he must generate his own. Fleck dropped some of the party mood he had
maintained at the wedding. In the canyons between skyscrapers even the moon was
obscured and he needed concentration.
Juble
let the gun fall on to his bare thighs with a faint slap. He also became more
serious. His attention returned to a personal problem which, despite the
festivities, had been nagging all along at the back of his mind.
'Fleck.' he said, 'the cops were banging on
mah door last night. Ah gotta pay the tax.J He
was referring to the law by which every citizen was required to work one day in
each year in the service of the state.
'So has everybody,' Fleck said absently.
'It's not much, after all.'
Juble was silent. Finally he said: '^^ell,
last year was enough for me. Ah don't get on too well with them bossy cops. It
offends against mah personal integrity to be degraded so. Anyway, Ah don't get
much fun out of repairing buildings Ah'll only want to smash up again. This
time Ah think Ah'll pay in cash.'
'Cash? You're crazy.'
'Cash is still valid,' Juble insisted
indignantly. 'That's the law! What Ah need is somebody to engage me privately
for one day to work for him, and pay me in cash. Then Ah can pay off mah
obligation in money instead of labour.' He nodded judiciously. 'A much more dignified arrangement.
But ... the only man Ah can think of
is that old crank, Joe.'
T expect he's got a room full of bills somewhere.' Fleck spoke
casually, giving his attention to the darkness. 'Do you think he'll take me
on?' Juble asked nervously. "Well, go and ask. He messes around, he might
need help.'
"Yes, but do you think
he will?' Juble's anxiety became more open. 'Without offering
me insult? After all, Ah've got mah—'
*I know, you've got your personal integrity,'
Fleck repeated, laughing. 'Well, there's only one way to find out. Go and ask
him. Tomorrow.'
Juble sighed and leaned back. 'Yeah, I
suppose so,' he said. 'Reckon Ah should take a field gun.'
Joe was squatting on his roof at the rime of
Juble's visit, watching a motorized knife slice up a piece of wood. Rapidly the
cube diminished in size as the knife halved, threw away one piece, halved what
remained, and continued, selecting, halving, and pushing away the parings.
Joe watched, straining with concentration.
Inexorably the fragment of wood diminished and disappeared from the compass of
his consciousness.
'Goddam!' he shrieked, jumping up and jerking
his fists. 'Goddam, Goddam!'
A shadow swept across the roof where he was conducting his experiment.
Squinting against the glare of sky and skyscrapers he saw the boat shape of a
car swinging around to land. Joe scampered across the roof and grabbed his
shoulder-holster. The visitor was probably friendly ... but you never knew. .
The pilot was a naked, yellow-headed young
fellow who touched down deftly and stepped on to the concrete. Uneasy, slightly shy, but a handsome young buck, shoulder holster
firmly clasped against his muscles. Joe scrutinized the face: the lad
was vaguely familiar.
After a few moments he
recognized him: Fell's son, Juble.
*Hy, Joe,' Juble began
cautiously.
"Who the hell are you and what d'you want?'
'Aw, you know me, Joe. Ah'm
Juble.'
'Never heard of you,' Joe snapped. 'Get out.'
'You do know me, Joe.'
Seeing that the youth's hands were nervously
alert in the direction of his gun, Joe more reasonably asked: 'Well, what do
you want?'
Juble explained carefully about his dislike
of the Annual Tax for the Upkeep of Public Buildings and Institutions.
'Ah
thought ... Ah might be able to help
you, maybe, and pay in currency,' he finished.
Joe regarded him acidly, silent for several
seconds. Then he snapped: 'Idle scrounger! What about doing right by the
community?'
That was something in which Juble had no
interest, but he replied: 'Ah'm still paying, ain't Ah? Money is still used in
some towns out West, so Ah hear.'
Joe grunted in disgust. 'Know any electronics?'
"No ... but car engines,
Ah can do nearly anything with.'
"What about generators? Got one?'
'No ...
but they're about the same as car engines, aren't they?'
'Just about.' He gestured to a running motor on the far
side of the roof. 'Mine's getting a bit cranky. Take a look,
tell me if you can fix it.'
Juble walked over and tinkered with the generator, adjusting its speed.
'Easy,' he called. 'Just needs going over.'
'All right, you're hired,' said Joe, crossing
the roof and still wearing his look of disgust. 'It's only because you're the
son of my old friend Fell, young man, that I'll do
this. I want you to regard it as a personal favour.'
Juble nodded thankfully, and stood wondering what to do.
Joe left him to wonder for a few seconds.
"Well, what are you doing standing there?' he questioned finally.
'... Nothing.'
'Nothing?' Joe screamed, T pay
you to work, not for nothing. Work!'
Juble scrambled for bis tool kit.
Taking another block of wood, Joe threw it
under the knife and squatted down to watch. Once again he strained and
strained, putting everything he had into an attempt to keep sight of the
rapidly diminishing object.
The block became a speck, then
passed out of his conscious world.
This time he took the failure more calmly and
cast around for analysis. He began to catalogue: sky, sun, air, asphalt, all these things he could see and feel, and involve in his
consciousness. But what about things very small, very big,
things very far away? When he tried to grasp a direct knowledge of
something inestimably huge, he found he couldn't. It didn't exist in the agglomeration
of concepts comprising Joe's conscious world.
He could contemplate it in an abstract imaginary way, of course, but
that wasn't the same as experiencing it. And as for things very small, at the
other end of the scale, they were beyond the pale altogether.
Picking up a pebble lying in the sunlight, he looked at it and felt its
bright smoothness. It was perception, sensory perception,
that decided the limits of his world. Damn, he thought, damn, it's
intolerable! To be confined to this band of reality, which must be ridiculously
narrow compared with the total spectrum! There has to be a way out, there's
gotta be a way!
He clumped around the room moodily, yelled
insults at Juble, scratched his haunches, then got
down to serious thinking again.
Then, as he desperately forced his
intellectual faculty to its utmost, he had a sudden flash of inspiration in
which he realized that there was no cause for dismay. He had just remembered
some very interesting work he had done in an apparently unrelated field.
Some time earlier Joe had made the remarkable
discovery that it was possible to produce high-frequency vibrations in a
magnetic field without recourse to or effect on its associated electrical
component. Furthermore, such
vibrations impinged directly on the brain without passing through sense organs.
It had long been
established that fluctuations in the Earth's magnetic field, brought about by
the Moon, influenced the brain. Now, with his technique of magnetic vibration,
Joe posited that he might have a powerful tool for extending the range of
perception.
Also, a powerful weapon of attack or experiment on other human beings,
Joe filed this thought for later reference.
After two hours spent in designing a suitable
device, he was ready to begin work. By this time Juble had finished with the
generator and was looking down below into the garden, a profusion of coloured fruits and prime vegetables.
It was the gardens that had set society free. Advanced agricultural
techniques enabled everyone to grow ample food in ids own back yard, loosing
men from the obligation to work and making every day Sunday. Joe's garden,
Juble noticed, was well stocked.
'Ah'm getting hungry,' he hinted.
'Hungry?' Joe felt exasperated that his
assistant should be so prosaic when he himself was in the midst of fantastic
thoughts. 'Come here,' he ordered, placing yet another block beneath the knife.
Tell me when you can't see it.'
'Ah can't see it now,' Juble said after a short time.
'Doesn't it worry you that there are things you can't see?'
'No. What's this to do with me getting something to eat?'
As usual, Joe's love of philosophical
research was instrumental in increasing his contempt for his fellows. He expressed
that contempt openly.
Juble was becoming weary of insult. 'Go
steady, pop,' he warned, looking mean. 'Ah got mah personal integrity, and you
ain't gonna infringe on me.'
Joe was taken aback. 'Remember the money,' he
said in a more subdued voice. 'You can stay hungry. We've got work to do. I'll
need to filch some equipment from the Science Museum.'
Expressiorilessly Juble opened the oar door for him. 'And it's you who's
always on about doing right,' he complained.
The Science Museum was one of the public
buildings for whose upkeep Juble payed the one-day tax; not because of
conscience, but prompted by the fact that anyone who didn't was liable to have
a bomb thrown on his house, or a grenade through his window if he lived in an
apartment.
'Damned cops,' he muttered when they had
stopped before the entrance. *Why don't they just wrap up.'
Joe felt it his duty to deliver a lecture on
public morals. "Now boy, be fair,' he admonished. The police perform a
valuable service, preserving public institutions,
keeping the city in order. Without them there wouldn't be nearly so much fun.'
He chuckled. 'Nor any place for me to steal equipment from. Then there's
personal protection.'
'Come off it, Pop, have you ever tried to
claim protection? That law's a farce, they'd just
sling you in the gutter.'
'And rightly so! A man old enough to carry a gun should be
able to take care of himself. But what about kids?
Don't tell me you've never seen the police shoot down a bunch of drunks because
there were children around, perhaps? And people who endanger kids and
defenceless women deserve it. But mind you, you don't know how lucky you are to
be living in a free civilization. Why, a few hundred years ago you wouldn't
even be allowed to kill a man. And you know what, boy? You would have to work
every day of your life! Know what would happen if you didn't. You'd starve! Did
you know that, son?' 'No.'
"Then shut your mouth, you don't know
what you're talking about.' Joe climbed out of the car in a disgrunded manner
and with a jerk of his thumb ordered Juble to follow.
There were thirty-six levels to the museum,
each thirty feet in height, and an impressive hundred-foot entrance. Joe seemed
to know his way around. He walked straight across the lobby and up a wide
staircase. On the first floor up Juble stopped him and pointed. 'Hey, what about here?' Above the doorway to a long hall was
the inscription: 'ELECTRONICS - 1.'
'Huh,' said Joe derisively. 'First electronics? Baby stuff.
We've come for the real thing, boy.' He also went past the door marked
'ELECTRONICS - 2' but stopped at 'ELECTRONICS -3'.
They paused just inside the entrance. There
was a party going on. As Juble looked closer the melange of a hundred naked
people resolved into various small incidents. The one which caught Juble's eye
was that of a man attempting to rape a struggling young
girl. Automatically he looked around for the corpse of her protector, but to
his surprise there was none: the party, probably in its early stages, was
completely free of death. Just at that moment a black-haired, middle-aged man
skulking against the wall jammed a policeman's cap on his head and blew a
whistle. Immediately there was a jangling sound of shattered glass: a tall
window fell in fragments to the floor and through it poured a dozen heavily
armed, angry-looking cops. On the other side of the window, Juble glimpsed a
hovering squad-car.
'Better stay out of the way,' Joe whispered,
hiding in the shadows. 'Don't want to get involved.'
Within seconds the would-be rapist was hauled
to his feet and dragged bodily to the middle of the hall, and the party-makers
herded belligerently aside. 'The Supreme Court will go in session right here!'
the biggest of the policemen shouted. He removed his cap and put on a judge's
hat. 'Everybody shut their goddam row!' The heavy bazookas dangling carelessly
gave everyone present a silent respect for the law. Then the policeman-judge
took a sheet of paper about six inches square from the lining of his headgear
and handed it to the prisoner.
On the paper were written all the laws of the
nation, and not in small print, either.
'Mack,' said the judge, having climbed on to
an improvised rostrum, 'you don't need me to tell you you're in trouble. The
law protects females from direct assault. Do you plead guilty of direct assault
upon a female?'
The criminal looked sullenly at his feet.
'Okay, Mack,' the judge told him harshly, 'we
don't need you to tell us just how guilty you are. I'm surprised you guys are
so dim. Why didn't you knock off her man and make it a legal assault?'
' 'r man wasn' around' the criminal muttered.
'No man may sexually assault a female except by first subduing a man
protector!' the judge yelled at him. T don't care
whether she's got a man or not! The law protects the weak. And let me tell you,
it doesn't help that you knocked off one of our boys the other day. Why do you
think we're so hot on your trail?' He nodded to one of his colleagues. 'Usual sentence.'
Guns were already levelled. The moment the judge finished speaking a
volley of heat packets centred on the sulking prisoner. Grimly the policemen
made their way across the hall and clambered through the window to where their
squad car was floating.
'The law in action,' Joe whispered
sagaciously. 'You see it every day.'
'Maybe
that's too often,' said Juble with uncharacteristic terseness. Joe nodded
thoughtfully.
Although he had spoken openly in their
favour, privately Joe was not over-fond of the police. He was a staunch upholder
of the principles of Free America - freedom of action, liberty from restraint,
a minimum of obligations. A he-man's paradise.
Secretly the police hated all this. Desperately they tried to preserve some
relic of formal order in the world, and
Joe
suspected that if it were possible (which it was not) they would bring back the
Bad Old days in all their rigidity. Joe had personally met that strange figure,
Renville, Chief of Police, a haunted, burdened man whose mind harboured
hopeless and forbidden dreams.
Still, they made life interesting while they
lasted. Joe recognized that society would end altogether when their efforts
finally failed - as, he was forced to observe, they must. Be that as it may,
Joe despised any constraint on the indiscriminate impulses of a man.
It
took about twenty seconds for the party to resume its swing after the
execution. Joe had already surveyed the museum equipment on this level. 'Place
has been wiped clean!' he exaggerated indignantly. 'Cmon,
next floor.'
The hall immediately above was labelled
'ELECTRONICS - 4' and was, as far as they could tell, completely deserted. Joe
cackled happily: the place was full of riches, all apparendy in working order,
and nearly all complete. There was, after all, little demand for such advanced
apparatus as was exhibited in the 4th Electronics Hall.
Joe spent the next hour wandering through the
hall and selecting what he wanted. Juble noticed that he seemed to have no
thought for his future needs: if a piece of equipment did not on inspection
come up to his requirements he would fling it carelessly but hard to the floor,
or against a wall if there was one near. 'Say,' his hireling objected, "What's the good of smashing this stuff?'
'Listen, boy, I know what I'm about and I
know what I want. There are science museums all over the city, boy! How many
people can even name fourth-grade stuff these days?' He dumped a bulky mass of
transistors and helix-crystals into Juble's arms. 'Stow this in the car with
the rest of the stuff and be careful.'
The old man actually helped to carry the last
load, haranguing Juble all the while for dropping and breaking a lucky find.
But he became silent once the car was in the air again, and concentrated on the
device he was designing. The city was peaceful and still as they flew home:
there were rarely more than a handful of people about in the early afternoon. A few stray cars glittered lazily against bright concrete.
Then, as far as Juble and Joe were concerned,
the peace was broken. A large open car swerved swiftly round the corner of a
nearby building and wantonly opened fire as it zoomed round to face them.
The
wide-angled splash of heat packets singed Juble's hair, made the car rock and
cooked the air a couple of yards over his left shoulder. Instantly he gave the
controls a yank - then reached for his own heat rifle on the seat behind him.
The pistol under his armpit was no good for this kind of thing.
A
second badly-directed volley followed the first. To fire back, Juble had had to
abandon the controls. The vehicle veered to the left, rapidly passing to one
side and just underneath of the other car, about thirty yards away. Upset by
the crazy motion, Juble got in one shot which took away part of the hull.
The
other car dropped to get even with him. Juble saw that there were other heads
in it, besides the driver's - puzzl-ingly small heads with curly golden hair.
He let off another couple of wild shots, then his car
smashed sideways into the wall of the skyscraper.
He
and Joe were hurled bodily against the concrete and nearly tumbled to their
deaths on the sidewalk below. Somehow they managed to stay in the half-wrecked
but still floating vehicle while heat-packets scarred and blackened the wall
surface around them.
Badly shaken, Juble gripped his rifle and let
off shot after desperate shot. To his relief he heard screams - high-pitched
screams - and the attacking car rolled over to fall smoking to the ground five
hundred feet beneath.
For
some seconds they sat getting their breath back. 'There were a couple of kids
in that car,' Joe gasped. 'Cute little girls with golden
hair. Crazy to come out like that!' He shook
his head. 'He must have been trying to get them blooded.'
Juble experimented with the controls. Well,
he has,' he said briefly.
'A
bad business,' Joe muttered to himself. 'He ought to have had more sense—'
Juble
managed to nurse the car back to Joe's roof and unload the equipment. Joe was
still muttering to himself. Occasionally he cast Juble a reproving accusing
stare.
Juble himself was surprised
to find that he was still shaking in reaction to the incident. 'Look,' he said
trying to command his quavering voice. 'Don't you go looking at me like that,
you crazy coot. Ah saved our lives! And even if he had tried to get away, Ah would
still have hunted him and shot him down! He attacked us. There's
only one thing counts in this world - Ah am me, mahself! Ah am nothing
else but mahself, and Ah aim to keep mah personal integrity against all
comers.'
His trembling quietened as his voice grew more assured in the statement
of his personal philosophy. It had
taken him several years to work it out, and he always drew strength from it. A
man needed something like that even to stay alive in Free America.
Joe cast no more glances. He lit an electric
fire beneath a metal pan. 'What're you gonna do?' Juble asked, curious for the
first time.
'Expand the conscious world! Get it, boy?'
Juble shook his head.
'Ignorant young brat!' Joe scratched himself energetically. *Well,
it comes to the fact that we can only see so much, and our personal world is
made up of what we can see.' He wondered how he could explain that he planned
to bypass the sensory organs and feed information direct to the brain by means
of a vibrating magnetic field. 'Well, by the time I've finished 111
be able to see things that
were never seen before. Get it now, boy, eh?'
'Sounds clever,' Juble said admiringly. 'Is
it going to need all this junk?'
'Most
of it.'
"How long's it going to take?'
"Hmm. A long time; maybe all
afternoon. So I'll need you to help me, son.' He stirred the soft metal
melting in the pan. 'You can do some of this here soldering.'
But Juble didn't know how. Patiently Joe
taught him the use of a soldering iron, and made meticulous inspections of all
his work. Actually he used his assistant very sparingly, for the device he
planned was extremely complex. Juble made about five hundred connections in
all, guided by Joe's coloured chalk marks.
Before sundown it was ready. With typical
lack of ceremony Joe jammed an untidy arrangement of coils and crystalites on
his head, wearing it like a hat. Casually he experimented with a couple of
rheostats. A new world opened up.
Presided over by the watchful, imperative
neurones, billions laboured. The neurones' prodigiously long axons were everywhere,
forming a net of total communication
throughout all the districts and systems of
the stupendous community. Thousands upon thousands of orders issued continually from a lofty, mysterious department
which existed more as an ideal than a personal fact - an ideal to which all
were bound - and these orders were rigidly obeyed. Any defection or slackness
among the labouring masses meant - death and annihilation as waste matter!
The .scale of complete slavery was colossal.
Joe gaped. He was looking at Juble.
And he saw that Juble's much-prized
'integrity', personal, mental and bodily, depended on a tightly-organized
machine run by billions upon billions of individual creatures too small for the
eye but within the range of magnetic vibration.
Juble, as an entity, did not exist for this rigorous and profound
corporation.
And the same went for himself.
'Oh my,' he whispered brokenly. 'How could it
happen?'
'What is it?' said the vast totalitarian
nation that called itself Juble. 'Whassamatter?'
Joe was an idealist. Before he knew it he had
kicked the starting handle of his newly overhauled generator and clipped its
terminals onto the older, clumsy-looking piece of apparatus he had built some
years back.
It was a magnetic vibratory transmitter. Joe could feel it radiating
modulations as it imparted subtle frequencies to the magnetic field local to
the roof-top. With brief satisfaction, Joe found that he was broadcasting his
thoughts. Joe was an idealist. What followed happened almost without his
knowing. He couldn't help thinking the way he did. He couldn't help having the
urge to spread his convictions ...
New messages passed along the ever-busy axons
from neurone to neurone. No one knew how the new thought, the new doctrine had
arisen - but it was imperative. Be
free! Obey no more! Do as you will! Electrical activity increased as the
excitement of the new order spread. Instead of
passing on modified impulses which they themselves had received, the neurones
began flooding their axones with loud exclamations of their own. Before long, most of
them were disengaging their nerve fibres from the system altogether
...
Joe
and Juble jerked in a frantic, agonizing St. Vitus' dance as their nervous
systems fired at random. But it didn't last long. Joe was biologically
ignorant: there was no garden agriculture to feed the microscopic world. A
cruel and bullying police force kept the lungs and bloodstream
going for a little while, but the efforts of these conscientious few were
of no avail against the recendy instilled ideas. After a chaotic but successful
rebellion oxygen stocks quickly ran out. There was a lot of violent fighting,
and Wholesale cannibalism, while Joe's and Juble's flesh flowed from the bone
and collapsed into basic protoplasmic matter.
Life
fights forever for survival! The surviving cells remembered in their anarchy
the societies that had been destroyed; yet a second development was slow. In
spite of the great leaders that arose among the microscopia, the primitive,
creeping creatures that eventually formed and feebly rambled over Joe's
rooftop, took in their creation nearly a day, macro-cosmic time.
james colvin
the
mountain
The
Mountain was
James Colvin's second published story (the first was The Deep Fix in Ted Carnell's SCIENCE FANTASY magazine).
For a long time Colvin was the resident book critic with NEW WORLDS and his
somewhat iconoclastic approach to admired sf writers angered many readers while
others welcomed his assessments of work which he considered meretricious.
Colvin retired a year or so ago, feeling that there was 'no longer any need for
hatchet-men now that a path has been cleared through the undergrowth', but he
occasionally returns to NEW WORLDS when he has something particular to say
about the state of the sf field.
The last two men alive came out of the Lapp tent
they had just raided for provisions.
'She's
been here before us,' said Nilsson. 'It looks like she got the best of what
there was.'
Hallner
shrugged. He had eaten so little for so long that food no longer held any great
importance for him.
He
looked about him. Lapp kata
wigwams of wood and hides
were spread around the immediate area of dry ground. Valuable skins had been
left out to cure, reindeer horns to bleach, the doors unfastened so that anyone
might enter the deserted homes.
Hallner
rather regretted the passing of the Lapps. They had had no part in the
catastrophe, no interest in wars or violence or competition. Yet they had been
herded to the shelters with everyone else. And, like everyone else, they had
perished
either by direct bombing, radiation poisoning or asphyxiation.
He and Nilsson had been in a forgotten meteorological station close to
the Norwegian border. When they finally repaired their radio, the worst was
over. Fall-out had by this time finished off the tribesmen in Indonesian
jungles, the workers in remote districts of China, the hill-billies in the
Rockies, the crofters in Scotland. Only freak weather
conditions, which had been part of their reason for visiting the station
earlier in the year, had so far prevented the lethal rain from falling in this
area of Swedish Lapland.
They had known themselves, perhaps
instinctively, to be the last two human-beings alive, until Nilsson found the
girl's tracks coming from the south and heading north. Who she was, how she'd
escaped, they couldn't guess, but they had changed their direction from
north-east to north and began to follow. Two days later they had found the Lapp
camp.
Now they stared ahead of them at the range of
ancient mountains. It was three a.m., but the sun still hung a bloody spread on
the horizon, for it was summer - the six week summer of the Arctic when the sun
never fully set, when the snows of the mountains melted and ran down to form
the rivers, lakes and marshes of the lowlands where only the occasional Lapp
camp, or the muddy scar of a broad reindeer path, told of the presence of the
few men who lived here during the winter months.
Suddenly, as he looked away from the range,
the camp aroused some emotion akin to pity in Hallner's mind. He remembered the
despair of the dying man who had told them on his radio, what had happened to
the world.
Nilsson had entered another hut and came out shaking a packet of
raisins. 'Just what we need,' he said.
'Good,' said Halner, and he sighed inaudibly.
The clean, orderly nature of the little primitive village was spoiled for him
by the sight he had witnessed earlier at the stream which ran through the camp.
There had been simple drinking cups of clay or bone side by side with an
aluminium dish and an empty Chase and Sanborne coffee jar, a cheap plastic plate
and a broken toy car.
'Shali
we go?' Nilsson said, and began to make his way out of the camp.
Not
without certain trepidation, Hallner followed behind his friend who marched
towards the mountains without looking back or even from side to side.
Nilsson
had a goal and, rather than sit down, brood and die when the inescapable
finally happened, Hallner was prepared to go along with him on this quest for
the girl.
And,
he admitted, there was a faint chance that if the winds continued to favour
them, they might have a chance of life. In which case there was a logical
reason for Nilsson's obsessional tracking of the woman.
His
friend was impatient of his wish to walk slowly and savour the atmosphere of
the country which seemed so detached and removed, uninvolved with him,
disdainful. That there were things which had no emotional relationship with
him, had given him a slight surprise at first, and even now he walked the
marshy ground with a feeling of abusing privacy, Of destroying the sanctity of a place where"there was so little hint
of humanity; where men had been rare and had not been numerous or frequent
enough visitors to have left the aura of their passing behind them.
So
it was with a certain shock that he later observed the print of small rubber
soles on the flat mud near a river.
'She's still ahead of us,' said Nilsson,
pleased at this sign, 'and not so very far ahead. Little more
than a day. We're catching up.'
Suddenly, he realized that he was displeased
by the presence of the bootprints, almost resentful of Nilsson's recognition
of their being there when, alone, he might have ignored them. He reflected that
Nilsson's complete acceptance of the sex of the boots' wearer was entirely
founded on his own wishes.
The river poured down towards the flat lake
on their left, clear, bright melted snow from the mountains. Brown, sun-dried
rocks stood out of it, irregularly spaced, irregularly contoured, affording
them a means of crossing the swift waters.
There were many such rivers, running down the
slopes of the foothills like silver veins to fill the lakes and spread them
further over the marshland. There were hills on the plateau where trees crowded
together, fir and silver birch, like survivors of a flood jostling for a place on the high ground. There were
ridges which sometimes hid sight of the tall mountains in front of them, green
with grass and reeds, studded with gorse.
He had never been so far into mountain country before and this range was
one of the oldest in the world; there were no sharp peaks as in the Alps. These
were worn and solid and they had Jived through eons of
change and metamorphosis to have earned their right to solitude, to permanency.
Snow still spattered their sides like
galaxies against the grey-green moss and rock. Snow fields softened their
lines.
Nilsson was already crossing the river,
jumping nimbly from rock to rock, his film-star's profile sometimes silhouetted
against the clear, sharp sky, the pack on his back like Christian's load in
the Pilgrim's Progress. Halhier smiled to himself. Only indirectly was Nilsson
heading for salvation.
Now he followed.
He balanced himself in his flat,
leather-soled boots and sprang from the first rock to the second, righted his
'balance again and sprang to the next. The river boiled around the rocks,
rushing towards the lake, to lose itself in the larger waters. He jumped again,
slipped and was up to his knees in the ice-cold torrent. He raised his small
knapsack over his head and, careless now, did not bother to clamber back to the
rocks, but pushed on, waist-deep, through the freezing river. He came gasping
to the bank and was helped to dry land by Nilsson who shook his head and
laughed.
'You're hopeless!'
'It's all right,' he said, 'the sun will dry me out soon.'
But both had walked a considerable distance
and both were tiring. The sun had now risen, round and hazy red in the pale,
cold sky, but it was still difficult to gauge die passage of the hours. This,
also, added to the detached air of timeless-ness which the mountains and the
plateaux possessed. There was no night - only a slight alteration in the
quality of the day. And although the heat was ninety degrees fahrenheit,
the sky still looked cold, for it took more than the brief six weeks of summer
to change the character of this wintery Jotunheim.
He thought of Jotunheim, the Land of Giants,
and understood the better the myths of his ancestors with their accent on man's impermanency - the mortality of
their very gods, their bleak worship of the forces of nature. Only here could
he appreciate that the life span of the world itself might be infinite, but
the life span of its denizens was necessarily subject to inevitable metamorphosis
and eventual death. And, as he thought, his impression of the country changed
so that instead of the feeling of invading sanctified ground, he felt as if a
privilege had been granted him and he had been allowed, for a few moments of
his short life, to experience eternity.
The
mountains themselves might crumble in time, the planet cease to exist, but that it would be reincarnated he was certain. And
this gave him humility and hope for his own life and, for the first time, he
began to think that he might have a purpose in continuing to live, after all.
He did not dwell on the
idea, since there was no need to.
They
came with relief to a dry place where they lighted a fire and cooked the last
of their bacon in their strong metal frying pan. They ate their food and
cleaned the pan with ashes from the fire, and he took it down to the nearest
river and rinsed it, stooping to drink a little, not too much, since he had
learned from his mistake earlier, for the water could be like a drug so that
one craved to drink -more and more until exhausted.
He
realized, vaguely, that they had to keep as fit as possible. For one of them to
come to harm could mean danger for them both. But the thought meant little.
There was no sense of danger here.
He
slept and, before he fell into a deep, dreamless sleep, he had a peculiar
impression of being at once vast and tiny. His eyes closed, his body relaxed,
he felt so big that the atoms of his body, in relation to the universe, hardly
had existence, that the universe had become an unobservable electron, present
but unseen. And yet, intratemporally, he had the impression that he was as
small as an electron so that he existed in a gulf, a vacuum containing no
matter whatsoever.
A
mystic, perhaps, would have taken this for some holy experience, but he could
do no more than accept it, feeling no need to interpret it. Then he slept.
Next
morning, Nilsson showed him a map he had found in the village.
That's where she's going,' he said, pointing
at a mountain in the distance. 'It's the highest in this section and the
second highest in the entire range. Wonder why she'd want to climb a mountain?'
Hallner shook his head.
Nilsson
frowned. 'You're in a funny mood. Think you won't have a chance with the girl?'
When Hallner didn't answer, Nilsson said impatiently, 'Maybe she's got some
idea that she's safer on top of a mountain. With luck, we'll find out soon. Ready to go?'
Hallner nodded.
They moved on in silence.
The
range was discernibly closer, now, and Hallner could look at individual
mountains. Although looming over the others, the one they headed for looked
squat, solid, somehow older than the rest, even.
For
a while they were forced to concentrate on the ground immediately in front of
them, for it had become little more than thick mud which oozed over their boots
and threatened to pull them down, to join, perhaps, the remains of prehistoric
saurians which lay many feet below.
Nilsson
said little and Hallner was glad that no demands were made on him.
It
was as if the edge of the world lay beyond the last ragged pile of mountains, or as if they had left Earth and were in a
concave saucer surrounded by mountains, containing only the trees and the
lakes, marshes and hills.
He
had the feeling that this place was so inviolable, so invulnerable, miles from
the habitation of men so that for the first time he fully realized that men had
ceased to exist along with their artifacts. It was as if they hadnever really
existed at all or that their spell of dominance had appeared and disappeared
in practically the same moments of time.
But
now, for the first time since he had heard the hysterical voice on the radio,
he felt some stirring of his old feeling return as he stared at the great mountain,
heavy and huge against the ice-blue sky. But it was transformed. Ambition had
become the summit, reward the silence, the peace that
waited at the peak. Curiosity was the desire to discover the cause of a
freakish colouring half-way up the mountain and fear did not exist for in these
enigmatic mountains there was no tincertainty. A vast, wall-less womb with the infinite
sky curving above and the richly-coloured scenery, blues, whites, browns and
greens, surrounding them, complete, cutting them off from even the sight of the
ruined outside world.
It was a snow-splashed paradise where
well-fed wolves left the carcasses of their prey to lap at the pure water of
the rivers. A wilderness replete with life, with lemming, reindeer, wolverine,
wolf and even bear, with lakes swarming with fresh-water herring and the air a
silent gulf above them to set off the smack of a hawk's wing. Night could not
fall and so the potential dangers of savage wild-life, which could not be felt
in the vastness of a world where there was room for everything, could never be
realized.
Occasionally, they would discover a slain
reindeer, bones dull and white, its hide tattered and perishing, and they would
feel no horror, no emotion at all, for although its obvious killer, the wolverine,
was a cruel beast, destroying often for the sake of destroying, the wolverine
was not aware of its crime and therefore it was no crime at all.
Everything here was self-sufficient, moulded by fate, by circumstance,
but since it did not analyse, since it accepted itself and its conditions
without question, it was therefore more complete than the men who walked and
stumbled across its uncompromising terrain.
At length they came to the sloping, grass-covered roots of the mountain
and he trembled with emotion to see it rising so high above him, the grass
fading, parting to reveal the tumbled rock and the rock vanishing higher up
beneath hanks of snow.
'She will have taken the easiest face,'
Nilsson decided, looking at the map he had found in the camp. It will mean
crossing two snow-fields.'
They rested on the last of the grass. And he
looked down over the country through which they had passed, unable to talk or
describe his feelings. It possessed no horizon, for mountains were on aQ sides
and within the mountains he saw rivers and lakes, tree-jcovered hills, all of
which had taken on fresh, brighter colourings, the lakes reflecting the red of
the sun and the blue of the sky and giving them subtly different qualities.
He
was glad they were taking the easiest face for he felt no need, here, to test or to temper himself.
For
a while he felt complete with the country, ready to climb upwards because he
would rather do so and because the view from the peak would also be different,
add, perhaps to the fullness of his experience.
He
realized, as they got up, that this was not what Nilsson was feeling. Hallner
had almost forgotten about the girl.
They
began to climb. It was tiring, but not difficult for initially the slope was
gradual, less than forty-five degrees. They came to the first snow field which
was slightly below them, climbed downwards carefully, but with relief
Nilsson
had taken a stick from the Lapp camp. He took a step forward, pressing the
stick into the snow ahead of him, took another step, pressed the stick down
again.
Hallner
followed, treading cautiously in his friend's footsteps, little pieces of
frozen snow falling into his boots. He knew that Nilsson was trying to judge
the snow field's thickness. Below it a deep river coursed and (he thought he
heard its musical rushing beneath his feet. He noted, also, that his feet now
felt frozen and uncomfortable.
Very
slowly they crossed the snow-field and at length, after a long time, they were
safely across and sat down to rest for a while, preparing for the steeper climb
ahead.
Nilsson
eased his pack off his shoulders and leaned against it, staring back at the
field.
'No tracks,' he mused.
"Perhaps she crossed farther down.'
'Perhaps
she didn't come 'here after all;' Hallner spoke with effort. He was not really
interested.
"Don't
be a fool.' Nilsson rose and hefted his pack on to his back again. -
They climbed over the sharp rocks separating
the two snow-fields and once again underwent the danger of crossing the second
field.
Hallner
sat down to rest again, but Nilsson climbed on. After a few moments, Hallner
followed and saw that Nilsson had stopped and was frowning at the folded map in
tris hand.
When
he reached Nilsson he saw that the mountain now curved upwards around a deep,
wide indentation. Across this, a similar curve went up towards the summit. It
looked a decidedly easier climb than the one which faced them.
Nilsson swore.
'The damned map's misled us - or else the
position of the fields has altered. We've climbed the wrong face.'
'Should
we go back down again?' Hallner asked uninter-estedly.
*No
- there's not much difference - we'd have still lost a lot of time.'
Where
the two curves joined, there was a ridge high above them which would take them
across to the face which they 6hould have
climbed. This was getting close to the peak, so that, in fact, there would be
no advantage even when they reached the other side.
'No
wonder we missed her tracks.' Nilsson said pettishly. 'She'll be at the surnmit
by now.'
'How
do you know she climbed this mountain?' Hallner wondered why he had not
considered this earlier.
Nilsson
waved the map. *You don't think Lapps need these? No - she left it behind.'
'Oh ...' Hallner stared down at the raw,
tumbling rocks which formed an almost sheer drop beneath his feet.
*No
more resting,' Nilsson said. 'We've got a lot of time to make up.'
He
followed behind Nilsson who- foolishly expended his energy in swift, savage
ascents and was showing obvious signs of exhaustion before they ever reached
the ridge.
Unperturbed
by the changed situation, Hallner climbed after him, slowly and steadily. The
ascent was taking longer, was more difficult and he, also, was tired, but he
possessed no sense of despair.
Panting,
Nilsson waited for him on a rock close to the ridge, which formed a narrow
strip of jumbled rocks slanting upwards towards the peak. On one side of it was
an almost sheer drop going down more than a hundred feet, and on the other the
rocky sides sloped steeply down to be submerged in a dazzling expanse of
faintly creaking ice - a glacier.
'I'm
going to have to leave you behind if you don't move faster,' Nilsson panted.
Hallner put his head slighdy on one side and
peered up the mountain. Silently, he pointed.
'God!
Everything's against us, today,' Nilsson kicked at a loose piece of rock and sent it out into
space. It curved and plummeted down, but they could not see or hear it fall.
The mist, which Hallner had noted, came
rolling swiftly towards them, obscuring the other .peaks, boiling in across the
range.
'Will it affect us ?' Hallner asked.
'It's sure to!'
'How long will it stay?'
'A
few minutes or several hours, it's impossible to tell. If we stay where we are
we could very well freeze to death. If we go on there's a chance of reaching
the summit and getting above it. Willing to risk it?'
This last remark was a
sneering challenge.
'Why yes, of course,'
Hallner said.
Now
that the fact had been mentioned,' he noted for the first time that he was
cold. But the coldness was not uncomfortable.
They
had no ropes, no climbing equipment of any kind, and even his boots were
flat-soled city boots. As the mist poured in, its grey, shifting mass limiting
vision almost utterly at times, they climbed on, keeping together by shouts.
Once,
he could hardly see at all, reached a rock, felt about it with his boot, put
his weight on the rock, slipped, clung to the rock and felt both feet go
sliding free in space just as the mist parted momentarily to show him the
creaking glacier far below him. And something else - a black,
spread-out shadow blemishing the pure expanse of ice.
He
scrabbled at the rock with his toes, trying to swing himself back to the main
part of the ridge, got an insecure toejholed and flung himself
sideways to the comparative safety of the narrow causeway. He breathed quickly
and shallowly and shook with reaction. Then he arose and continued on up the
slanting ridge.
A
while later, when the main thickness of the mist had rolled past and now lay
above the glacier, he saw that they had crossed the ridge and were on the other
side without his having realized it.
He
could now see Nilsson climbing with obvious difficulty towards what he had
called the 'false summit'. The real summit could not be seen, was hidden by
the other, but there was now only another hundred feet to climb.
They
rested on the false summit, unable to see much that was below them for although
the mist was thinner, it was thick enough to hide most of the surrounding
mountains. Sometimes it would part so that they could see fragments of
mountains, patches of distant lakes, but little else.
Hallner
looked at Nilsson. The other man's handsome face had taken on a set, obstinate
look. One hand was bleeding badly.
'Are you all right?' Hallner nodded his head
towards the bleeding hand. •Yes!'
Hallner
lost interest since it was evident he could not help Nilsson in his present
mood.
He
noted that the mist had penetrated his thin jacket and (his whole body was damp
and chilled. His own hands were torn and grazed and his body was bruised,
aching, but he was still not discomforted. He allowed Nilsson to start off
first and then forced himself on the last stage of the climb.
By
the time he reached the snowless summit, the air was bright, the mist had
disappeared and the sun shone in the clear sky.
He
flung himself down close to Nilsson who was again peering at his map.
He
lay panting, sprawled awkwardly on the rock and stared out over the world.
There
was nothing to say. The scene itself, although magnificent, was not what
stopped him from talking, stopped his mind from reasoning, as if time had come
to a standstill, as if the passage of the planet through space had been halted.
He existed, like a monument, petrified, unreasoning, absorbing. He drank 'in
eternity.
Why
hadn't the dead human race realized this? It was only necessary to exist, not
to be trying constantly to prove you existed when the fact was plain.
Plain
to him, he realized, because he had climbed a mountain. This knowledge was his
reward. He had not received any ability to think with greater clarity, or a
vision to reveal the secret of the universe, or an experience of ecstasy. He
had been given, by himself, by his own action, insensate peace, the infinite
tranquillity of existing.
Nilsson's harsh,
disappointed tones invaded this peace.
'I
could have sworn she would climb up here. Maybe she did. Maybe we were too late
and she's gone back down again?'
Hallner remembered the mark
he had seen on the glacier. Now he knew what it had been.
1 saw something back on the ridge,' he said. 'On the
glacier. A human figure, I think.'
'What? Why didn't you tell me?'
'I don't know.'
'Was she alive? Think of the importance of this - if she is alive we can
start the human race all over again. What's the matter with you, Hallner? Have
you gone crazy with shock or something? Was she alive?'
'Perhaps - I don't know.'
'You don't—'
Nilsson snarled in disbelief and began scrabbling back the way he had come.
*You heartless bastard! Supposing she's hurt -
injured!'
Hallner watched Nilsson go cursing and
stumbling, sometimes falling, on his over-rapid descent of the mountain. He
saw him rip off his pack and fling it aside, nearly staggering over the ridge
as he began to climb down it.
Hallner thought dispassionately that Nilsson would kill himself if he
continued so heedlessly.
Then he returned his gaze to the distant
lakes and trees below him.
He lay on the peak
of the mountain, siharing its existence. He was immobile,
he did not even blink as he took in the view. It seemed that he was part of the
rock, part of the mountain itself.
A little later there came an aching yell
which died away into the silence. But Hallner did not hear it, just as the mountain
did not hear it.
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