PLANET HOPPER
... He heard a shout, distant and ringing,
"No, Carson! Not that door!"
Something
green writhed in through that door. Something gaseous, billowing, filling the
chamber faster and faster, something that caught at his throat and gagged him,
made him retch, brought streaming tears to his eyes.
Before his eyes stretched a nightmarish
growth, of vine and tree, of mushroom-headed stalks, of gyrating tentacles
swaying from every branch and limb. He heard a shrill, triumphant chittering.
He turned to spring back. A vice closed over
his foot and tripped him. He fell, sprawling, his mouth and nostrils filling
with stinking mud.
He did not remember anything more for a very
long time.
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KENNETH
BULMER has been rated by New Worlds
magazine as "Great
Britain's hardest working science-fiction writer." A native of London, he
has produced many novels and short stories, as well as non-fiction articles on
scientific subjects.
Buhner
states that he has been reading and writing science-fiction for longer than he
cares to remember, starting both while still at school in the early 1920's.
During the war he served with the Royal Corps of Signals and published and
edited a Service magazine in Africa, Sicily and Italy. It was while basking in
the Italian sunshine that he first heard of an atomic bomb having been
detonated over Japan—and thought it was just another hoax of his comrades.
He
is an active member of London "fan" circles, but also includes among
his hobbies model ship construction, motor racing and the study of the
Napoleonic legend.
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I
\ hbee
inches before Arthur Ross
Carson's nose the armored leg and boot of the Galactic Guardsman towered up
like an old single tube rocket. Carson, flat on his stomach in the dust and
pressed against the mouldering stone wall of the
Admin Center, carefully extended his hand from the shadows. The tiny stick
glittered once in the sunshine, then it had been
pressed into the hairfine crack encircling the
guardsman's ankle where boot and greave meshed.
Carson
was having difficulty in stopping himself from laughing—too soon.
Moving
in complete silence and with deceptive slowness, he edged back, around the
comer of the guard tower flanking the Admin Center's main gate. His young,
lithe body was relaxed, -his nerves under perfect control and all the art of
stealth and cunning he had learned as an urchin amongst the rubble of the city
was in full, unconscious play.
Cautiously he applied flame
to the end of the fuse.
Then
he stood up, his mobile mouth quivering against the deep laughter that welled
up, and, stepping briskly, walked
out and around the tower. He went straight on
over the cracked tessellated paving, out of the noon-day strip of shadow from
the ten-story Admin Center and into the sunshine of Starfarers
Square. As though suddenly remembering an errand, he paused, ostentatiously
searching the pockets of his threadbare and much-patched coat while his gray
eyes slid to observe the guardsman standing hot and uncomfortable in his
magnificent—and quite unfunctional—uniform and armor.
Townspeople
were moving sluggishly about the square and the radiating streets that led in
from the dormitory suburbs and manufacturing districts. The heat laid a pall of
listless-ness over everything. Dust bit acridly into
every throat. No sounds came from the market, where vendors dozed beneath
striped awnings. It was just another day on sleepy Ragnor,
a backward planet on the Rim, where the arrival of an interstellar packet
caused furore enough to last a whole month.
The silence was
blasted—enormously.
The
Galactic Guardsman leaped a clear
three feet in the air, no mean performance considering the weight of his armor
and equipment. He landed running. He was yelling blue murder and his face was
that color too—blue from cyanosis; he couldn't get enough oxygen into his lungs
both to sustain his lunging muscles and to maintain his fearsome yells. From
his foot a long plume of black smoke billowed in a highly satisfactory manner.
Arthus Ross Carson held his stomach and groaned in
helpless hilarity. He was quite beyond the laughing stage.
It
wasn't that he disliked the Galactic Guards—the gee-gee's—or
that he bore them any personal ill-will. But when a man is reaching the sombre oid-age
of twenty and nothing —literally nothing—happens from one year's end to the
next, unless he is to fossilise prematurely, then
some outlet for abundant energy and an over-developed sense of fun must be
found. Either that, or burst.
Carson
peered through streaming eyes as the guardsman at last beat out the hot-foot
and legged it back to his beat. Carson had no desire
to see the man punished for leaving his post; his idea of fun did not include
unpleasant consequences for anyone, including himself.
He thought of Lucy of the flame hair and soft
mouth and relished the telling of this stupendous joke. He felt regret that she
had not been there to witness it all; but her job monitoring automatic
dish-washing machinery for Gunlum's one reasonable
hotel allowed her small free time. Carson regretted this; Lucy was seventeen
and he wanted her all to himself.
Not
all Galactic Guardsmen were fools. Sharp eyes had spotted all geegee's involuntary flight and the greasy black smoke.
Somewhere within Admin Center a siren began to howl. From the police precinct
the clatter of running feet came nearer; an armored car rolled from the gates,
its rocket launcher swivelling menacingly. A platoon
of geegees broke from the gates in the wake of the
car, spread and deployed and began to move on the square.
Carson watched in
fascination.
He—a
twenty year old full of fun—had started all this. It was the most instructive.
"Heyl You!" The voice was angry, imperative.
Carson
swung round. Other people were hurrying away from the gates, unwilling to be
caught in the geegee's net.
"Grab himl That's right! All right, you
monkey, let's see."
The
guards had caught someone who must have been approaching on the blind side of
the square; the same stretch of mouldering wall from
whose cover Carson had set the hot foot. He watched now, moving uneasily,
wanting to get away while the getting was good but reluctant to leave while another
person was being roughed up. Some unfortunate had walked along the same track
that he had used; the geegees had pounced and, for a
moment, it looked black. But Carson had no doubt that the unknown would soon
prove his innocence.
He
was beginning to look conspicuous, loitering there where everyone else had
hurriedly fled. A growing clamor by the market told of the news being spread;
there would be long loud chuckles all over Gunlum
this night.
Still
Carson tarried. He had no feelings of pity for the man the guards had caught.
It was just unfortunate, one of those things, one of those things that a hard
life and plenty of knocks had taught Carson to accept with a shrug and a grim
resolve to beat anyone down who stood in his way. He might be young; but he had
little to leam about the ways of the Galaxy. The man
should have been ready to run for it as soon as the siren sounded. He must be
some soft clerk or storeman, rotting in a monotonous
job and all flabby flesh and panting for breath. Carson began to walk away.
He
turned for one last look over his shoulder, and that last look changed the
whole course of his life.
He
caught a single glimpse of flame hair encompassed by the black leather and
gray-blue steel of the guards.
The
guards had Lucyl How^he, of
all the people in Gun-lum, of all the people on Ragnor, should be here in the square at the time of his
practical joke ready to be snapped up like a soft doe
didn't matter. She was here. She had been taken. She was being hustled inside
the Admin Center, and Carson knew well enough to which section she would be
taken.
Then
the full horror hit him. Lucy would almost certainly —absolutely positively—be
carrying a handful of igniter sticks with her. She would have the plastic
wrapped bundle in her handbag, along with her lipstick and compact and
embroidered handkerchief and all the other feminine knick-knacks that girls of
seventeen carry about with them.
And the igniter sticks
would condemn her.
Arthur
Ross Carson stood there in the sunshine of Star-farers Square and the acid of
self-condemnation, of self hate and self-loathing bit deeply into his mind.
There was only one thing he could do.
Even
then, there was no guarantee that the geegees would
believe him. They'd scoff and write him off as a romantic loon telling lies in
order to save his light-o'-love.
Of
course, he would have; but he had to convince them that he was telling the
truth. The decision had taken all of a hundredth part of a second; in the next
he was walking directly towards the main gate guard.
His
face felt stiff but he was not sweating; so far full fear had not struck.
The
guard was still stamping his foot from time to time, cursing under his breath
and watching the platoon of his comrades wheel back through
the dust to the gates, followed by the armored car. Carson had no time to
wonder about the fellow's feelings, or to surmise that he was probably
considering with apprehension the forthcoming interview with his captain. The
guard straightened and waved Carson aside.
"Out of the way, kid,
or you'll be run over."
"She
didn't do it," Carson said. He was panting now. "She didn't do it. I
did."
The
guard's reactions were not quite typical, but Carson was to leam
that nothing that is expected occurs in just the way it is anticipated.
The
guard said: "So you did, hey? I don't care who did it—I just want to see
someone stung—" and he went into anatomical details that left Carson quite
unmoved. The platoon passed by with much clashing of armored feet and clanging
of accoutrements. The armored car rolled past with a soft squishy sound from
its vee-sixteen gas-electric engine.
The guard saluted his captain and rapidly
told him what Carson had said. The captain, a grizzled veteran with radiation
bums giving his face a mottled strawberry look, sized Carson up. His eyes were
black beneath the helmet visor.
"You'd
better come inside with us, son, and tell your story." He put a hand on
Carson's shoulder. "You know the girl?"
Carson
hesitated. Then, knowing that the guards would unearth anything they wanted, he
said: "Yes." And left it at that.
They
went inside, the captain and Carson, with a couple of guards for escort. In the big crumbling building, corridors echoed to
the stamp of booted feet and the air was damp and musty. What lights there were
were dim and blue with age.
"What have you done
with Lucy?" Carson asked.
"Keep
quiet, son, until we talk to you," the captain advised him. There was no
discernable emotion in the man's voice. But Carson caught the hint of a great
weariness. He had never before been inside Admin Center and, like most of the
townsfolk, he had always thought of the interior as a palace of light and
beauty and precious gems. All he saw now was dusty flooring and stained walls
with the paint peeling in ribbons from the desiccated plaster.
Then his fierce anger saw the answer to that.
Of course, this was the section that the public might enter; the decadent
luxury swarmed behind locked doors, in the other wings of the towering
building.
They
entered a large room with three tall windows set in its farther wall, a massive
desk of ironwood, an armchair behind it, two chairs set before it and a row of
benches along the near wall. A corpulent guardsman stood at attention by the
door. The air smelt flat and unused.
"Wait here, son,"
the captain said, and strode away.
The
waiting gnawed at Carson's nerves. He wondered what was happening to Lucy. If
they've hurt her, he began to say to himself, and then slumped, realizing his
own futility and his utter helplessness. No-one had much time for the Galactic
Guards; but at least they preserved the peace and kept off out-worlder robbers and pirates and claim-jumpers. Their job
was unenviable, he could see that, but he refused to acknowledge that their
braggart swagger was necessary to their task. They had too much power and the
planetary government, duly elected, was virtually ruled by the Galactic Guard
colonel in the capital. The door opened.
"Is
this the lad?" asked a voice that growled with an impatient huskiness
that tautened Carson's nerves.
"Yes,
sir.
Claims he set the hot foot, not the girl."
"Why we have to be
plagued with these small fry—"
The
captain stood beside Carson, who rose to his full height and waited, eyeing the
newcomer. The man was a major. He wore the guard's undress uniform, a scarlet
loose-fitting shirt of some silky synthetic, white breeches and soft artificial
leather boots. Around his waist, lean and athletic, was wound the blue
cummerbund of authority and over his shoulder he had hastily hung and was
still adjusting his embroidered baldrick, with the
rapier thumping his left leg.
His
face was brown and sere, with crows'-feet splaying from the corners of his
eyes. He looked to be about fifty, past the age for promotion, and settled in a
job that he could hold down until he reached retirement age—or was killed.
He
sat with a grunt in the armchair, cocked both booted feet on to the desk and
then, and only then, looked at the prisoner.
"Name?" "Carson." "Carson what?" "Carson—sir." "That's better."
The
captain leaned forward and whispered. The major said firmly: "You claim
that it was you who set the hot foot to Guardsman Hypman?
That it was not the girl?"
"That
is right, sir." Carson found amazement that he could speak so calmly.
"What
proof can you offer?"
"Proof?" Carson was bewildered. "But I did it. Where is Lucy? What have you
done with her?"
"The
girl is being taken care of. Forget her. Do you know what the penalty is for
your crime?"
"But
it was only a joke—"
The
major snorted. He began to flick his boots with a paper knife taken from the
desk. "I don't think you quite understand the gravity of your position.
We can deal with this under section forty, conduct, of a civilian, prejudicial
and all the rest. You don't know it, of course. But you can be punished by
fifty lashes." His eyes raised and his glance locked with Carson's.
"Do you know what fifty lashes is like?"
"No, sir."
"Well—you
will if you persist in your statement."
Carson
said: "Will Lucy get fifty lashes—"
"That
is not your affair. We have our own ways of taking care of female
prisoners."
Wild
alarm inundated Carson. He had heard the stories, of course, who hadn't? But
their meaning had not impacted before. But now, when it was Lucy, held in this
vast old building . . . He began to sweat.
II
The
calm, mechanical, quite
unemotional attitude of the guardsman was getting under Carson's skin. Had they
threatened in a bullying way, had they blustered, had they struck him, he
would not have been surprised, and his fear would
11
have
been of a kind with which he was familiar and could handle. But this cold
scrutiny, this passionless statements of rules under which he could be punished
by a certain number of strokes of the lash, this serene disregard of him as a
human being at all carried fax more chilling menace than he had bargained for
or could adapt to handle. His stomach had tightened to a small aching ball.
The
major leaned forward. "Carson. You fully understand what is in store for
you if you persist in your statement?"
Carson swallowed.
"Yes."
"And do you so
persist?"
"Yes."
The major leaned back.
A
buzzer sounded in the room and from the ironwood desk a small intercom unit
rose and a hush phone extended on a pseudopod towards
the major's head. He fitted his mouth and right ear to the instrument. Carson
could not hear what he said; but he saw the sudden irritable scowl that disfigured
the tired old face. The major withdrew his head and the hush phone retracted
into the intercom which in turn vanished into the desk. The room was very
quiet—ominously quiet.
The
major stood up. He passed one hand across his face. The veins stood out in
wriggling blue lines across the back of his hand; the knuckles were big and
bony. Then he drew a deep breath, stiffened himself and snapped the hand down.
"Captain Jose. I am
now in command here."
The
captain's reactions were interesting. Both guardsmen had forgotten Carson. The
captain's face went gray, then blood flushed back
under the skin, and seemed to fill his eyes so that for a moment a red devil
stared out. He said: "Colonel Stacey's dead, then?"
"What
else?" The major was abrupt. He cut a hand down to his rapier pommel,
gripped it as though seeking life-giving sustenance to flow from that symbol
and weapon of authority. "This makes the murder a successful
assassination, the first on Ragnor for a century.
They must be questioned."
"I'll see to it,
sir."
"Right. If you want me I'll be in Communications. When Headquarters hear of
this, heads may roll." He went to the door, an old man, worn down by years
of overwork and then by years of underwork and stagnation,
shouldering a responsibility he had not sought and would not be thanked for
taking. "The whole Galaxy's running down," he said sombrely. "And there's nothing I can see to stop
it." He went out.
Carson decided not to say anything. He was
badly frightened now. All this talk, of a kind that was strange and new to
him, had rattled him. What had the old major meant, that the Galaxy was running
down?
Captain
Jose turned to him, brisk and efficient, his age sloughing off him with work to
do.
"All
right, son. This looks like the end for you. You say you set the hot foot.
Maybe you did and maybe you didn't. What we're interested in finding out is why
you set it, or why you're saying you set it."
Carson
had the vertiginous sensation that huge wheels were meshing all around him,
bringing problems and situations with which he was totally unfamiliar and with
which he could not cope. He was also shrewd enough to see that they could bring
in their train his own unpleasant death.
Captain
Jose sat in the chair lately vacated by the major. He unbuttoned his black
leather belt and hitched his rapier forward on its baldrick.
A subtle change came over him.
"Right,
Carson. This is it. Today an assassination attempt was made on the life of
Colonel Stacey. It was successful. The murderer unloosed a razzee in the colonel's bedroom—he'd been sleeping late. He died just
now."
"What is a razzee?"
"Don't tell me you don't know?"
Jose's tones were loaded with sarcasm. "One of those
devilish flying snakes from Marjoram VI. The thing's only about a foot
long, leathery wings, whiplash tail and poison fangs. It bit the colonel ten
times. It was still in the room when his cries brought the guard. He shot it
down. But enough was left to identify it. And you tell me you don't know what a
razzee is."
"I don't! I've never heard of it—or of
Marjoram."
"Well,
that we can soon find out. It would not have been necessary for you to have
known. Or the girl."
That
brought Carson up. "Where's Lucy?" he said. He stepped forward,
swallowing bile. "If you've hurt her, 111 -T11-"
"Save it. Who are you?
What do you do?"
Carson shook his head. He had to control
himself. Crazy plans rushed through his mind like an avalanche. He licked his
lips and then, surprisingly, began to tell the captain what he wanted to know.
"I'm
an orphan, work out on the spaceport dismantling the wrecks. Old Stan Shulman's my boss. He makes a living at it, selling the
bits and pieces, and I scrape along. I don't remember a home, only sleeping
with Old Stan in one wreck after another. That's all." He could not help
add bitterly: "Nothing happens on Ragnor—at
least, not until today."
"So
you're a spaceship wrecker," Captain Jose said. "A
most suitable occupation. And this girl?
Lucy?"
Carson
took a fresh grip on himself. "She's my girl, if that's what you
mean."
"You'd
do anything for her? Lie for her? Die for her, perhaps?"
Carson
refused to give the captain satisfaction. "Perhaps," he said, making
it as insolent as he could. Captain Jose stiffened.
"I see." He moved his rapier,
making the scabbard scrape along the ironwood desk. "So you'd willingly confess
to setting this hot foot, in order to save your girl. Yes, I see. Perhaps it
might be as well if the girl were questioned again." He smiled. "So
far, I understand, she has been singularly unco-operative."
The sweat was running off Carson now. He could
not stop his next actions. He jumped forward, his face tight and hating and
his hands raking forward like the talons of a bird of prey. In his mind was the
one desire to take and strangle the life out of this braggart captain.
Something caught and held him. He was
transfixed. Standing like a frozen statue, leaning forward and yet still unbalanced,
his face fixed rigidly into its mask of hate.
"Just
a little precaution, you see." Captain Jose took his finger off the stasis
button and stood up. Carson slumped to the floor. Every muscle felt as though
it had been separately and efficiently beaten. He tried to stand, and fell
back, checking the groan of pain.
The corpulent guard stepped
forward at a nod.
"Take
this stupid youngster to a cell, guardsman, and see he is not damaged. We need
to know what he knows, or does not know."
When
the cell door had clanged shut on him, Carson sat on the wooden bunk and put
his hands to his head and tried not to think of what might be happening to Lucy
just because he had found life dull and decided to liven it up a little.
The
very procedure of this place, the feeling of implacable violence thinly
veneered by custom and order made for grisly imagining. Slowly, as he sat
there, and then, finding . inaction
impossible, pacing the cell, he was losing his mind. Fears snarled and gibbered
at him. What was happening to Lucy now? At this very instant?
He hammered on the cell door until his hands bled; but no-one took the
slightest notice of him. He had no idea of time. Events had happened, and would
happen, all over the Galaxy, and he would stay cooped up in this narrow cell
till the end of time.
They came for him at last, and served him a
sour meal of gruel and a crust, and then led him back to the room of the three
tall windows and the ironwood desk.
The
captain and the major were both there, grim-faced, tired, unshaven, with the
look about them of being men beaten down in a long fight against insuperable
odds.
"The
girl knows nothing," the major began at once. He paused, then, and Carson
experienced the most profound sensation of shock as the major's wise old eyes
refused to meet his own. In those eyes, in that face, as in the face of the
captain, he saw guilt, remorse—and fear.
"What is it?" demanded Carson. He
braced himself. "Tell me! Tell me, you hear?"
"Take it easy, youngster." The
major looked at Captain Jose, and away, quickly. "The news is bad. But I
want you to know that it was none of our doing. None, you understand?"
"Tell me!" Carson shouted. Panic
and anger glared from his eyes.
"We
are only the Galactic Guard," the major said. "We have no
jurisdiction outside space and the planets allotted to our care. You have
heard, perhaps, of the Statque?"
"Statque? No." Carson pleaded with them.
"Tell me. What has happened? Lucy! Is she all right?"
"A
Statque man came down—he was on tour in this area and
decided this was a good opportunity to show just who is who around space these
days." The major paused tiredly. "But you wouldn't understand about
that. Our troubles are our own. This man, he questioned your girl. He was—not
very gentle."
A
strange thrilling began in Carson's brain and sent flickering liquid fire
along his muscles until all his body seemed bathed in ice cold flame. He tried
to speak but his tongue clove to the roof of his mouth and he made only splashy
gargling sounds.
The
two guardsmen were looking at him, their craggy old faces softened by sympathy,
their thought transparent upon their outward expressions. They were thinking,
both of them, that this unhappy youngster could have been their son, a son to
either of them had either one ever married a woman he could have respected. But
they had been professional guardsmen, guardians of the galaxy, and the women
they had met had been of a sort that were not
interested in marriage. Out of his misery Carson saw all this, and strove to
speak, to break through the hard professional shell and seek comfort and
understanding from these men.
He managed to say: "Lucy's all right,
isn't she? I mean-tell me, for God's sake! What did this man do to her?"
Captain
Jose looked away. The major looked at his brown hand holding the rapier hilt,
and then up, directly into Carson's gray eyes.
'The lot, son. You'll have to know. She's dead. She didn't
die pleasantly; but she was glad to go at the end."
What
happened then was for ever afterwards a blur to
Carson. He recalled vaguely someone screaming. There were men—guardsmen—about
him, holding
his arms
and one brought quickly forward a glittering hypodermic. The next
memories were of a white-washed little room with sunshine dappling the plastic
carpeted floor, an iron-framed bed and a lumpy mattress and white sheets that
smelled of disinfectant.
He
sat up. His head ached a little, a dismal buzz between the eyes; but he was not
restrained and was able to step out of bed and dress himself in his own patched
clothes that had been laid over a chair. He noticed that they had been cleaned
and pressed, and the act made him ponder.
A panel slid aside over the
door and a TV eye lit up.
"That's
right, son," said an unfamiliar voice. "Go right through the door
over there. You'll find toilet, necessaries and food. Don't think."
The eye went dark.
Carson was in no shape for thinking. Too much
thinking sapped the brain, or sent you mad. He had a fleeting impression of
Lucy imprinted on his mind—then the thought went, blown away with her flame
hair and her grave and laughing eyes and her soft mouth. He did not even feel
amazement that he could think of her like that; knowing that she was dead—and
still walk steadily through the indicated door and wash and shower and shave
and then sit down to a good meal of expensive food.
He
was just finishing the second cup of coffee when the door opened and Captain
Jose walked in. He had spruced himself up; but his face was haggard and lined
and he walked as though his collar guard had become caught up in his bootzips.
"Feel better now,
son?"
"Yes. Why do I?"
"Feel better? You were in a dangerous
state. We had to apply sedation." He sighed. "We're a tough bunch of
hard-cases in the Guard; but we can't stomach the Statque.
What they did to your girl shouldn't have—but this is foolish and cruel. You
know the score."
"Yes. I know the score. Can you tell me
what this is all about?"
"That is why I came. First, though, I
want to ask you a question. You'll have to think about it." "All right."
"Do you know who your parents were? Can
you remember them?" "No and no."
"Too
fast.
That's a stock answer. Think—about them."
"Look,
captain, I don't know. Oh, sure, I recall odd things, what kid doesn't; but
nothing to put a finger on."
"You
say your name is Carson—we checked. Arthur Ross Carson, right?"
"There's no argument
over that, is there?"
"Why
Arthur Ross?"
"You tell me—"
"I
will. Your father's name was Arthur and your mother's maiden name was
Ross."
"That's
just an intelligent guess. I've thought the same thing myself. But there's no
proof. I don't even know on what planet I was born, except that it wasn't Ragnor."
"We found that
out."
Carson
pushed the food tray away. He was puzzled. "What is your exact interest in
me, captain? I told you I set the hot foot. My girl—" He swallowed, and
went on evenly: "You've shot me full of dope so I don't react as I would
about that. My girl was accused of it, she was questioned by this Statque man, she died. I don't owe
you anything. What's your interest in me?"
"Aren't
you forgetting that Colonel Stacey was murdered?"
"That's nothing to do
with me."
"I wonder. As of now, we don't think it
is. We had a look at your mind when you were under. We found out a few things
that surprised us—and would surprise you. We know that your setting the hot foot and the murder were purely
fortuitously coincidental; but you must admit that if you hadn't roused the
alarm and turned out the guard the murderer wouldn't have found it so easy to
break into the colonel's bedroom."
"You mean I was a sort
of false alarm?"
"Exactly."
"If I meant it I'd say
I was sorry."
Captain
Jose did not wince; but, to his own annoyed surprise, Carson felt a twinge of
pity for the guardsman. The vaunted braggart swagger that the geegees habitually used to cower
the local inhabitants was not much in evidence here within Admin Center; it was
as though they sloughed off that tough and brutal mask once they were away from
the critical eyes of the populace. There seemed a chance that this captain and
his major were ordinary men, with an ordinary man's emotions. As their colonel
had been?
Carson said: "Why should your colonel be killed?"
"This
is it, Carson. This is what I came to tell you." Captain Jose slowly
pulled out a cigar and lit it, taking his time. When it was drawing to his
satisfaction, he said: "You do not understand the situation in the Galaxy
today, son. For that matter, very few people do. For we guardsmen the job is
simple; we protect the frontiers against whoever and
whatever is Outside. We have to put on a big front, so that we aren't troubled
by pinpricks in our rear." He smiled. "Pinpricks like kids setting
hot feet to the aching feet of guardsmen." The smile was not humorous;
but neither was it menacing. It was rather the meaningless gesture of a very
tired man.
For a moment Carson saw the whole affair in
its true perspective. It didn't make sense. "You're trying to tell me
that what I did was important to you, outside of the murder of your colonel?
Why should a major question me? Small fry, he called me, didn't he? It doesn't
make sense."
"I've
given you the answer to that. Your foolish action provided the diversion that
was all that was necessary for the assassin to strike. I was trying to show you
the picture of the Galaxy today. It is running down. Thousands of solar systems
which once owed close allegiance to the Human Federation are breaking away,
willing to pursue their own destinies. The physical difficulties of
interstellar communication are breaking the ties; all manner of new planets
are being opened up haphazardly, there is no unbiased overriding control and
any control becomes more difficult and impractical every year. And there are
the forces which are deliberately trying to accelerate this breakdown for their
own ends."
"And
the Statque?"
Captain
Jose nodded approvingly. "Smart lad. The Bureau
of Status Quo Enforcement is trying to stem these movements. Their job—those hard men who comprise the Statque
—is to maintain. Keep things as they are. Fight against the entropy that
is closing down a chapter of Human history."
"Fine words,"
Carson said. "Not yours, though?"
"No. Not mine. Part of the creed of the Statque."
"But why?" Carson said, no feeling of pain rising in him at the words. "Why
should such a one torture and kill Lucy?"
"One
of the Galactic Guardsmen had been assassinated. At the time we believed that
your girl had been part of the murder plan. We needed to know. Now we do,
and—"
"And Lucy's
dead."
"Just so. I hope I've made it clear that the Statque is
the most powerful and most feared body of legal and criminal jurisprudence,
detection and punishment, in the Galaxy. We, the Galactic Guards, are regarded
more as soldiers by the Statque personnel; our police
duties are confined to routine matters. I'm trying to explain to you, son, that
the Guards had no hand in the torture and murder of your girl." He wiped a
hand wearily across his face, leaving a trail of blue cigar smoke in the air.
"I don't think I'm succeeding very well."
"Why
bother? I'm just one of the blues. That's what you call civilians, isn't
it?"
"Yes. But we have a hunch about you,
about your parents. You might be important to us—"
"Long
lost Prince turned into a frog—in this case a spaceship wrecker's boy—is that
it?" Carson spoke fiercely. "D'you think I'm a kid? I don't swallow guff like that."
"I
told you we're not sure. We're holding you until we've made further
investigations. Meanwhile I'm trying to explain about your girl—"
"Do you have to keep
harping on that!"
"I'm
sorry." Captain Jose stood up. "I'd like you to help us, run a few checks. If you'd come this way .
.."
III
There
was nothing else to do.
Carson didn't know then if it had been arranged or was another mere
coincidence. He had not seen Jose look at his watch; but any signal might have
been used. As they left the door, a plain steel affair, and turned down a white
corridor with hard white lighting, a trolley was being pushed towards them. Two
hospital orderlies controlled the trolley's motor; it purred softly, like a
contented cat. Jose and Carson stood aside to let them pass.
Carson glanced down at the
trolley as it slid by.
Something
happened to him then; something that all the drugs the guards might pump into
him could not avert or change.
Lucy lay on the trolley.
She
lay washed and white, the bloodstains removed, enshrouded in her hair. The
flame of that regal covering glowed like living light under the pitiless white
radiance.
She was Lucy—and yet she
was . . . not.
A whimper rose inarticulately in Carson's throat.
He
stood quite still, staring, his eyes following the twisted lines of Lucy's body
as the trolley glided her, past not three inches away. He saw everything. He
saw her as he had never seen her before—and as no-one living had any right to
see any other living soul.
The
corridor was hard under his feet. He was running. Lights went by in a blur. Men
were shouting. He heard an alarm bell shrilling.
In
his mind were the four words just uttered, stark and limned like the
searchlight on a condemned prisoner.
He had said: "His
name?"
Captain Jose had said:
"Alex Bors."
And now he was running, shouting crazily,
drooling, seeking a man called Alex Bors.
A guard turned into the corridor, half-raised
his gun. Carson swept into him, a single blow knocked the man full length. He
plunged on. A door. Locked.
Smash it in. Panting for breath, red before the eyes, throat congested; all
hell breaking loose about him.
Two
more guards were hammered from his frantic path; guards that had tried to stop
him and did not attempt to shoot him down. He had a sane little flame in his
mind, telling him that this was no way to find Bors;
he must be cunning. He must find his way to the officers' quarters and there
slowly, oh so slowly, take the life from the cringing body of Alex Bors.
He was pleased with his
cunning. He would succeed.
A
guard sprang up before him, arms flung wide. Carson kicked him in the stomach
and reached for the lock handle on the metal door the man had been guarding. He
heard a shout, distant and ringing, "No Carson! Not that door!"
He opened the door,
stiffly, and plunged through.
Directly
ahead was another metal door, locked like the first. He crossed the little
cubicle in four bounding strides, smashed the lever down. To his rear the first
door closed with a sough of ram-air. The door ahead began to open, reluctantly,
as though not yet ready for his frenzied onslaught on its train of gears.
Something
green writhed in through that door. Something gaseous, billowing, filling the
chamber faster and faster, something that caught at his throat and gagged him,
made him retch, brought streaming tears to his eyes. A foul stench made him choke, brought his hand to his nostrils in futile attempt to
cut off the nauseous gas.
He
took a single, involuntary step forward, beyond the open door.
Before his eyes stretched a nightmarish
growth of vine and tree, of mushroom-headed stalks, of gyrating tentacles swaying
from every branch and limb. He heard a shrill, triumphant chittering.
Behind him, the metal door began to close gratingly, finally.
He
turned to spring back. A vice closed over his foot and tripped him. He fell,
sprawling, his mouth and nostrils filling with stinking mud.
He did not remember anything more for a very
long time.
His first rational thought when he opened his
eyes was that he could no longer be on Ragnor. Ragnor was a wild enough planet;
but it had never suppurated as noiseome a jungle hell
as this. He stared about, wide eyed. Directly before him curved a yellowed
transparent wall. It was hard and shiny and smooth. Through it he could see a veinous partem of amber lines.
The lines slowly, evilly, like arteries pumping blood.
He
turned his head. The yellow wall encircled him. It was cup shaped, he was
standing on a pappy mass of slime and small hard bits of unidentifiable
material, and above his head the yellow hom-like
substance curved over into a three-segmented lid. Each segment showed a long,
muscular cluster of fibers joining it to the main body, for ail
the world like a long gate hinge.
Carson began to have an
idea of where he was.
And he became mortally
afraid.
In
his limited experience, he had found one sure way of overcoming fear. He had
grown up running wild over the dumps and rubble of the city's wastelands and
the gutted hulks of spaceships lying on the. edge of
the space field. Gangs of tough kids had fought there, mercilessly, battling
over some trifle, some gewgaw, a hidden cache of food in an old ship's lazerette, a girl. Old Stan Shulman
had given him an education of sorts, which had leaned heavily on the practical
application of the brain and hands to tearing spaceships apart. Fripperies had
formed no part of his life.
Now
Carson summoned up all his resources and put into practice what he had learned.
To overcome fear it was necessary to do something, no matter what. Action threw
out panic—in Carson's experience.
He reached round for his knife. Thankfully,
his hand closed over the plastic hilt. The Galactic Guards, then, hadn't robbed
him. He began to work with the knife—a sliver of steel he had found aboard a
scrapped geegee picket boat-on the hard membrane
before him. At first, the knife made no impression. Anger came to supplant
fear; or to complement it. He hacked at the horn and raised a long strip which
he tore away in sadistic triumph.
Movement took his body; he began to sway
slowly back and forth. He knew now just where he was. By looking at an angle
down between his feet he could make out the ground, slimy and wet, some ten
feet below. All around, as far as he could see, reared tall stalks and trunks,
topped by broad fleshy leaves and by cup-shaped flowers, open to the sky. The few that were shut contained animals or insects that had been
trapped by the plants, like himself, awaiting digestion.
He
knew that only by the grace of his boots—solid space boots picked up in some
wreck—was he still in possession of his feet and legs. Very soon now the
digestive juices of the carnivorous plant would eat through, and then gradually
he would be digested, melted down, reduced to a mid-morning snack.
The
plant which had imprisoned him began to dislike the work he was doing on its
hide. The cup-shaped trap swung more rapidly; Carson, still working with the
knife, saw the sinuous stalk, as thick through as a slender birch but supple as
an octopus' tentacle, undulating along the ground, the cup still upright. Then,
before he was fully aware of what was happening, the cup dipped, the
three-segmented lid sprang open and the flower—flicked.
Carson was flung head over
heels out into the jungle.
The
flower petals around the cup's lower body slowly opened as it regained its
equilibrium and the stalk swept majestically upright. Already, the mindless
plant was seeking its next meal.
Beneath
him the ground was springy with moss. He lay, winded from his fall and
wondering what new horrors were to break in on him
from this mad world. The answer crashed in on him stunningly.
The
green gasl Now that he was out in the open he smelt
and tasted the stench clearly. His lungs began to hurt and his eyes ran tears.
He couldn't breathe. He remembered plunging through the forbidden door, with
the guard's shout in his ears, and of the green gas that had snaked in to overpower
him. Now he was back again in that primeval hell, and rapidly losing
consciousness.
He
guessed that he would then be snapped up by some other plant, mindlessly seeking
its food.
The first thing to do was to get himself back inside a carnivorous plant as soon as he
could.
Outside
lay certain and immediate death. Inside a plant lay a remote but no less
certain death. There was no choice. The little time he had would at least give
him space to think and to plan. Even if when he had thought and planned he
merely crept out of the plant to die quickly.
Through
streaming eyes he saw, buzzing haphazardly ten feet above his head, the spread
wings a diaphanous blur, a gigantic flying creature. It was all of three feet
from head to tail and, although it could not be a true insect, it had six legs
and antennae and looked like a scaled-up dragon-fly. As Carson watched, the
brooding stalks swooped. One cup-shaped carnivorous trap bundled down, brisking out of the way others that sought to snare the
prize first. The buzzing keened up the scale as the insect strove to evade the
onrush-ing menace.
Carson,
seeing his opportunity, faint with held breath and hammering heart, leaped,
clawed at smooth trunk, grasped fleshy petals, heaved himself up. Insect and
man tumbled together and all asprawl into the amber
yellow gloom of the trap.
The
knife in Carson's hand glowed golden in the diffused light as he prepared to
contest ownership of the cup with his fellow guest. The description was not apt
in the insect's case. Pity filled Carson's eyes as he saw the limp gorgeous
wings and the luminous eyes filmed and gray, the spasmodic struggles of the
hard brittle legs. There was no need to use the knife.
The
dissolving acids secreted by the plant burned quickly —frighteningly
quickly—into the insect, making the animal's body run like treacle. It was
composed mainly of light tissue, fragile membranes, an
airy, delicate flying machine. As he watched it compacted into a ball of sodden
material and fell to merge with the residue of previous meals at the base of
the cup. He lifted his boots out of the way, sorry, angry, and very, very
frightened.
The emotions that shook him he could not
explain. Out of fear he felt anger and then irritation and a dull, resigned despair
that chilled him with a sense of age-old longing, neverfulfilled
and never to be fulfilled. The feelings were alien to him, strange and
unsettling.
He
wiped his eyes and blew his nose. The effects of the gas were wearing off. The
dragonfly had completely vanished now and with its going went also those eerie
other-wordly thoughts and emotions that had torn at
his mind.
He
had realized that the atmosphere of this planet contained the green gas—it
might well have been chlorine for all he knew—alongside the more normal
constituents of the air that he expected to find on Ragnor.
The problem of how he had been brought here by the Galactic Guards must wait.
The plants here carried on the same sort of breathing cycle as the plants with
which he was familiar and the oxygen they gave off collected in the cups. It
was very likely that the oxygen was a help in poisoning the trapped animals.
For Carson, it meant life. What sort of life, and for how long, though, he did
not care to think too closely. Yet he had to think. He
had to figure a way out of this impossible situation.
One
obvious solution was to cut off the flower head, upend it, and, using it as a
sort of diving bell, walk back to the Guard's base from which he had stumbled.
Carson went on planning but every twist and turn of his frantic mind brought
him back to this one solution. He did not know how far away from the door he
had been taken although there had been no sign of it when he had been outside;
but common-sense told hirn that it could not have
been far. When the first flower-bell was exhausted of breathable air he would
have to cut another and use that. He stared again at the trunk, writhing
beneath him, and became aware of other, furtive movement beneath his feet.
He
looked down. From the mess of rotting flesh and acids there, biting into his
boots as he stood, a small, round, flesh-colored blob of material rolled free
and began to pulsate slightly. Carson stared, fascinated.
In
size it compared with an apple full bloomed on some safe tree back home.
Intrigued, he bent down and picked it up. It had no appreciable temperature,
which meant that it was at blood heat, and it felt smooth and comfortable,
lying there on his palm. He felt nothing. But as he stared he thought that it
was dwindling in size, melting. He watched, as, gradually, it melted away. On
the palm of his hand was left only a slightly reddish patch, and an odd
tingling, as though he had been fed a low-voltage electric current. Whatever it
had been, it was gone.
Arthur
Ross Carson experienced a swift, vertiginous sense of dis-orientation.
His vision blurred. He leaned against the side of the amber wall, faint and
trembling.
A voice, inside his head,
spoke with tremendous relief.
"/ don't know how it happened;
but intelligence
again! Incredible! Who are
you, intelligence?"
Carson
opened his mouth. He felt as though the ground had opened up and all hell had been
displayed before him. He swallowed, and felt sick, and
tried to control himself and thought of the fleshy apple and his mind crawled
with horror.
"I cannot
harm you.
I must
apologize. I was a little
clumsy in making myself known. But
I have
been starved
of a
mind for too long—for too long.
Please calm yourself so that
we may talk."
"What—what—"
Carson was shaking all over.
"So clumsy
of me. 1 apologize—Carson, I believe? Yes,
well, Arthur Ross Carson,
I observe
that you
have placed
yourself in an unduly
alarming predicament. Most
regret-able. However"—here, Carson, for all the terror and bewilderment
sweeping through him, experienced from this alien mind in his brain the
sensation of a small, dry, self-satisfied cough—"However, I, Sandoz, am
now with
you."
Mounting
turmoil in Carson's overstrained mind burst and broke so that he felt again as
he had felt after the Guards had pumped him full of analgesic dope. Calmness
flowed from the stranger in his brain, calmness and a great sense of peace.
Now, Carson knew, it was right that this being Sandoz should also occupy the
body that had for twenty years belonged solely to the being called Carson.
"I
can hear you," Carson whispered. "In my mind!
But where are you? Are you . . . ?"
"I am in you and part
of you,
indissolubly twinned with you until death
do us
part—then, with regret for the
passing of a congenial host, I
shall look for another." Again that sense of a small, humorous, almost
self-deprecatory cough. "That unfortunate insect possessed a brain of
infinitesimal capacity. Most cramped.
Quite uncomfortable. Nearly as
bad as
the fish-hunter of Mirquar Seven—but you would not,
I observe,
be familiar with that
noxious planet."
Carson fumbled for an answer. He accepted
that this— this person Sandoz now intended to live in the same body
as himself. But acceptance brought its own problems.
Before he could form a coherent thought,
Sandoz spoke ruminatively. "Somewhat churlish
of me,
I fear
to mention
Mirquar Seven.
You could
not possibly
know of
it for
it perished
seventy million Galactic years ago—and
the name
was only that given to it
by its
semi-intelligent inhabitants. An insanitary lot, I assure
you."
The
bewilderment in Carson turned to peevishness. This alien intruder had forced
him to accept its—his?—hers? presence;
but he could still feel resentment at the thing's complete preoccupation with
self.
He
said: "Look, Sandoz. You're in my mind. Right. I
accept that. But this damned plant's acid is eating through my boots and
outside there is only the green poison gas. It may only be transferring from
one host to another for you— but it's the end for me."
"I observed
your predicament,
as I
informed you. Fear naught—strange phrases you
have tucked
away in
the danker
recesses of your brainl— I shall see
that we
leave here safely. Had you been
with me
when I
shared the paper-tissue-winged flying creature's
body on
Huirona Twelve and
we were forced down into the
poison sea swarming with jaws
and fangs—not to mention
the soul-eaters—you
would not prate to me of
danger." The alien voice whispering in Carson's brain
sharpened with pride and arrogance, tinged with that mocking self-laughter that
struck so incongruous a note. "Remember, Carson—you
are now
bound up with Sandoz! And Sandoz knows how to
protect his friends."
IV
The
pure stream of
alien thought flowed on then. Carson slowly began to understand what had
happened to him— fully understand. He had been taken over by some horrible
alien intelligence; there existed in his own brain and controlling part of his
mind, another entity, a separate id, another will and force, co-existing with
him, with Arthur Ross Carson and calling itself Sandoz. The understanding
despite the soothing touches that calmed and quieted him, was
too greatly terrible for ordinary reactions to mean anything.
For
a space of time as the plant acid ate into his boots, Carson just stood there,
blankly, not even shaking, just standing, a pliant receptacle opening to the
thrust of alien thoughts and alien concepts.
Fragments of Sandoz' thoughts broke through,
small pieces as though an encyclopedia had been torn up and single leaves
drifted down haphazardly.
. .
homo sapiens . . . they all call themselves that . . . seem to think thinking
is original with them . . . metabolisms . . . simple . . . oxygen . . . haemoglobin . . . useful . . . a quite remarkably barbarian
brain, and yet, intelligent! Fascinating . . . phobias and fears enough to fill
the Coal Sack . . . starkly primitive as a savage ... no conception of the powers of the Universe . . . yet not native to this
planet . . ."
Carson sagged now against the curving amber
wall, seeing the steady pulsations of the veins, feeling the slosh and suck of
acid around his boots. Sandoz was taking his time . . .
".
. . astonishing. I must have been out of circulation
longer than I thought . . . the galaxy fairly has changed, if this Carson has
it right . . . Aha! I observe—girl . . . oh, I see." And then Carson experienced the final emotion
that set the seal on his relationship with Sandoz.
Quite simply, the alien voice in his brain
said: "I observe the
episode of Lucy ... 7 am sorry, Carson. Truly sorry. And my emotions
run so much more deeply than yours that a river would seem small set against
the trickle from your eyes."
And Carson believed him.
"Alex Bors. Yes. Well we must
do something
about him. But first, Carson, we
liberate your puny body from
this voracious plant."
Sandoz
sharpened his tones again, prodded Carson into action
and the knife slashed at the fibrous plant muscles again. Again the plant bent
its head, opened the valves and flicked Carson
out.
"You'll
get us both poisoned at this rate," said Carson; but without conviction.
"We must up end a plant over our head, and pretty sharply, too."
"7 observe your
concern, Carson, and assure you
that there
is no need for alarm. I
am quite
able to
operate your puny body on an
anaerobic system for the time
it will
take us
to leave this planet."
Of
all this Carson, prodded, replied only to what he felt touched him most. "Puny body? I resent that, Sandoz!"
It was the first time he
had called his guest by his name.
Sandoz' chuckle echoed
eerily in Carson's brain.
"Puny I said, Carson, and puny
I maintain!
Had you
been with me when I occupied
one of
the miniscule
brains of the Goliath—your word!—people of Jjurill
Three you would know what muscles
and bone
were! Enormous. Elephantine piled on mammoth—they could pull down and
break in two trees ten feet
in diameter.
But their brains.
Pitiful, young Carson, pitiful."
"All right, then. So
I'm puny. But I still have to breathe . . ."
Only
then did Carson realize that he was standing on the moss under the darting roof
of carnivorous plants swathed in the poisonous green gas—and he was not
breathing.
"Hey!"
he said, startled, his mind screaming the questions. "How-?"
"Fret not,
Carson, my young friend. A mere
matter of molecule re-arrangement.
We can
exist quite comfortably until we
find more
oxygen for your relatively primitive
metabolic system."
"Go on, tell me about the time you
converted a water breather to a methane-breather on Xprwzl!"
flamed Carson, exasperated into savage sarcasm.
"No, young
fellow. That
was on
Harun Nine—and, incidentally,
was around
fifty million Galyears
ago."
Carson
experienced an odd, abrupt feeling of loneliness, an unsettling sense of being
stripped naked in a snowstorm. A gulf had opened in his mind. He said: "What's wrong,
Sandoz?" and received no reply.
Inexplicably,
sheer panic hit him. He had no thought that if Sandoz vanished then Carson
would inevitably die in the green gas; rather, he felt as he had when Lucy
faced danger and he was powerless to help.
The joy and relief when Sandoz' voice echoed
in his mind warmed and comforted him, bringing him to a deeper understanding
of the symbiosis now binding them.
"I was
meditating, Carson. I must be
allowed my privacy —a modicum of
the same
you would
say in
your quaint
usage—and I admit 1 was in error."
The dry cough was there
again. "That wasn't
on Harun Nine, neither was it
fifty million Galyears ago."
TReally?"
"I observe by your manner that you
do not
consider this to be of importance.
But it
is. Of
this you
will later
Jiave indisputable proof. It was on
Harun Eight and
was forty-nine
million Galyears
ago. This
merely shows that I haven't
got hold of you properly yet."
"Got hold of
me!" It was almost a mental yelp.
"An unfortunate
phrase, Carson. My apologies. But you do appreciate that
with the
multi-million Galyear memories I possess, the storage
of same
would be difficult even with
my sub-atomic imprinting process
with the
obviously limited number of molucules comprising me
that you
saw fust before 1 was lucky
enough to team up with
you. No,
my dear
boy, I have to use parts
of your
untenanted brain to, as it
were, store my
filing system."
"Oh," was all
that Carson could say.
"And now
1 think it is time
we left
this infernal
planet. I must confess that I
share a liking for green
fields, a blue sky and running
rivers, with a dinky little
stretch of coastline and a blue
sea—likings, you will observe, that
are identical
with yours. This is inevitable. If 1 am to prove a
good partner
then
I must
share much of your inner
life—and it would be foolish
of me to hanker after arid
steppes swept by sub-zero gasses
if you would wither and die
there—if I let you, of
course." "Of course."
"You plunged
precipitately into this world through
a door
from Admin Center on
Ragnor. H'mm. That door
was guarded,
you will
remember. You showed little discretion
in using
it; hut I understand the reasons
why you
did. I'm
not at
all happy about these Galactic Guards—geegees, you
call them.
And the Statque appears to me to
be a
most moribund
organization. I can only know
about events in the galaxy
of recent date from what you
know; consequently I feel deaf,
blind and singularly cut-off.
My sense
of the
passage of time still functions but,
I cut
it off
when I
am in
a host
such as
that poor defunct insect."
Even Carson, young and impetuous for life as
he was, could understand an apparent immortal cutting off his awareness of the
passage of time.
Still,
he said with some of his old fire returning: "Let's worry about the
galaxy's state of health after we've seen to our own, shall we? How do you
propose to get us off this confounded planet?"
"A pungent question. I do not
think it would be wise
to return through your door. Obviously
some form
of matter
transmission—although why you oxygen-breathing
humans would want to come here
escapes me—so I think we
must explore alternatives. H'mm. Yes."
Again, shortly, there froze
that feeling of vacuum in Carson's mind.
Then:
"Working with an intelligence again
is rather
stimulating. It liberates the ego,
uplifts the spirit. Your brain
is quite remarkable, Carson, quite. Although
you are,
without doubt, stupid, clottish and an
oaf, the
potential is truly amazing. I
can do
things 1 haven't been
able to
do since—oh,
since the Rilla swarmed out from their
overpopulated worlds to take over the
Galaxy."
"Rilla
taking over the Galaxy?"
"A long time ago. You
humans, you homo
sapiens, are quite new, it seems.
A mere
matter of thousands of years—
and you measure time in the
old old way,
revolutions of one particular planet around
an insignificant
primary—"
"Earth,"
said Carson. And, as always, when he said the magic name, a
sheer thrill of excitement shot through him. Sandoz caught that tremor
of passion, and responded.
"Yes, young Carson,
yes. I
can do
a lot
with you
Earth-men."
"I've never been to Earth," said Carson.
"And no one I've ever heard of ever has. Only a handful of people know
where it is—but we all began there in the long ago."
"Day before yesterday,"
said Sandoz with his dry
deprecating cough.
Above Carson's head the carnivorous flower
heads, beautifully evil in an Earthman's eyes, darted
and swayed and their amber cups closed and opened in a sybaritic dance. Beneath
his feet the moss trod softly and all about, casting a slurring of harsh
outlines and a blurring of the fine detail, the green vapors swathed veils of
emerald and lime and a thousand tints between.
Each
individual flower head reached delicately forward towards Carson as he passed
seeking this fresh delicacy, and each and every one recoiled as though striking
a glass pane. Carson accepted this, knowing that Sandoz protected his own.
Presently
they reached a clearing in the marching flower stalks. Carson had no knowledge
of fatigue. His muscles responded with a joyous lightness and every organ in
his body functioned without his awareness—the ultimately true test of his
health.
Halting at Sandoz' command he looked about. A
testiness infused Sandoz' next thought: "Confound it!
Your human
swear words are deplorably
dull; but they will suffice.
This is not the right clearing.
We must
go up!"
On
the thought Carson felt the astounding sensation of his feet leaving the moss
and of his body floating light as thistledown into the atmosphere. He looked
down. Beneath his trailing boots the flower heads reeled past like a long unrolling
escalator, wind tore at his body and head but did not disturb a single hair. He
gulped.
"Levitation, of course,"
snapped Sandoz. "We have
stumbled about on your gawky
legs far
too long.
Ah!" The satisfaction flowed richly from Sandoz.
Carson swooped down into another clearing,
identical to the first, perhaps a hundred miles away; but with the difference
that here squatted what Carson guessed to be a space vessel of unknown origin.
"I've
never seen one like that back on the spacefield on Ragnor," he said slowly.
"From your
paucity of knowledge I can
guess. This ship brought me here
something like a hundred and
eightythousand
years ago. I've been inhabiting mindless insects ever since—ugh!"
The
intelligences crewing the ship had all died of a malignant disease, one by one,
with Sandoz moving host time after time until, inevitably, he had left an
intelligent host and joined an insect. The old story of tragedy moved Carson
profoundly. He entered the ship, the controls strangely familiar to his hands
under the promptings of Sandoz, checked those long dead ones' handiwork, found
the ship space-worthy. And Sandoz provided the oxygen . . .
The
thrill that shook Arthur Ross Carson as he took his first ship into space moved
him with the vigor and wonder of it as though all that had gone before had been
a dream.
V
When
two separate and alien
minds occupy the same brain and body, conflicts are bound to arise.
"But why? That's all I want you to tell me. Why do we have to
go to BJ Six Two Three?"
"Because, my dear young
Carson, I wish to go
there."
"But
I don't! I want to go back to Ragnor. I have unfinished
business there."
"Business that
is unfinished
can wait.
You have
been waiting
a fortnight
of your
time. I have been waiting
a million
years. I think you
would agree that I have
some slight
claim to priority."
Carson rose from the eight-sided padded chair
before the control console, his eyes satiated for the time with the vista of
space, and padded back to the dispenser for a drink of pure water. Sandoz.provided
these little things.
"So
we agree you've priority—but if you've waited that long a few more weeks
shouldn't hurt—"
"I have waited that long, yes;
but much
of it
was spent
in unintelligent hosts—"
"What about the owners
of this ship?"
"We were
going to BJ Six Two
Three when the disease struck."
Carson had no reply to
that.
"What's so special
about the place, anyway?"
"About the
planet—nothing outstanding. As to my reasons for going there, they are
private—"
"Y'know, this traffic is a one-way street!" Carson
burst out. "Here you are, a little blob of tissue, squatting cannily
inside me somewhere, prodding and prying into my brain and knowing everything I
know. But what do I know about you? Nothing! It's a bit one-sided."
Sandoz sighed. "I'm not
squatting in a lump, idiot.
I'm spread out along your nervous
system—"
"How
pleasant!"
"For you—yes!
Sandoz sent a cutting
thought into Carson's mind. "You have already seen what I
can do.
I, Sandoz,
can make of you
a great
man in
the galaxy—"
"I just want a chat
with Alex Bors—"
"As you shall, my poor tormented
boy, as
you shall."
Arthur Ross Carson acknowledged a grudging
debt to Sandoz that the little alien had been trying to interfere as little as
possible with his host's emotions; and where interference had been deftly
touched—it had been necessary. Alex Bors. Carson
could repeat the name calmly. He could think of Lucy as he had last seen her,
twisted and white on the trolley, and his mind remained unclouded. And,
finally, he could acquiesce, albeit grudgingly, in Sandoz' decision to go to BJ
Six Two Three before anything was done about Alex Bors
and the Statque.
The planet turned out to be small,
uninteresting, in what
Sandoz
told him was the tertiary phase of development. Life had oozed out of the seas
and had spread greenly across the land and the atmosphere was gradually being
stocked with oxygen. Occasionally a volcano blew up with spectacular fireworks
making Carson think sourly of the hot foot he had set the geegee.
And
yet the bubbling enthusiasm in him as he stepped from the alien spacecraft sent
him leaping forward across a curve of beach beside a smooth sea, excited,
eager, full of a strange and consuming hunger. Carson
realized he was receiving an overspill of Sandoz' feelings; and he felt oddly
touched that the alien should also experience these very human anticipations.
A
small toad-like creature appeared at the edge of the fringe of low-growing
greenery, hopped forward daintily, heading across the beach towards the sea. A
fat sun struck glints from the water. A plop sounded and a series of ripples
spread. The toad halted, its skin bunching and relaxing, beady eyes swivelling freely.
"Only one imperative operates here, Carson.
Eating. Everything else—even sex—is subordinate to that."
"Something's out there
waiting for the toad for dinner."
There
was no answer ringing in Carson's head. That unsettling, distant, empty
feeling of loneliness engulfed him. All his enthusiasm and joyous welcome of
this new world had gone. He looked back at the ship where she stood lumpily on her alien fins, and he scuffed the sandy beach
with a foot. He didn't know what to do. The blackness in his mind clung to his
spirit like a leech. He felt lost and lonely and very miserable.
In that grim hiatus of awareness he wondered
about Sandoz, who was off communing with himself, wondering where he had
originated, how long he had lived, what his real feelings about life were. Immortal. Not too happy a state, despite its overt
attractions, and yet one few people would lightly turn down . . .
"What are you doing, Sandoz?" he
called fretfully.
No answer.
The sun sank in the alien sky and the toad had long since been eaten.
Carson watched a volcano spouting into the sky, filling the new atmosphere with
sulphurous fumes, then he went back to the ship and
prepared himself food that had kept frozen for
thousands of years. ,
He
was just drinking the pure water that Sandoz had provided when the worthy
erupted into his brain.
"Carson—we leave
here at
once. This planet is useless—"
No
animation stirred Sandoz, none of that joy and lightness now flowed from him.
His thoughts rode in like clods of mud from a tired horse's hooves. Carson felt
the chill in his brain, and did not seek to argue with the little alien.
They
left BJ Six Two Three in an enveloping cloud of silence. Sandoz was still
there, within Carson—the boy had nothing of that black empty feeling—but Sandoz
did not speak and his aloofness saddened Carson, depressing him in a way he
could not have explained.
He had much to leam of Sandoz and the ways of Sandoz.
The
alien spacecraft was fast. Her supra-light drive operated on principles with
which Carson was unfamiliar. This was to be expected; but he could not forget
that he'd been a spaceship breaker's boy and he spent a considerable time
examining the engines and listening as Sandoz explained. During this period he
experienced many vacuities as Sandoz locked himself away in his own private
awareness. Carson grew to accept this; but he disliked intensely the feeling
that Sandoz wasn't around, in his brain, a comrade and mentor.
In a
metal locker the size of a large refrigerator had been stored reels of
microfilm. Through the projector they proved to be star charts. Carson sat for
hours studying them, not really knowing why he was looking or for what; but
receiving from Sandoz a quivering intentness of purpose that convinced him
that something was brewing.
"Suppose," Sandoz
said on the fifth ship-day, "suppose you were
on a
touring holiday in space. What—"
"I've never had a
holiday in my life."
"Well, imagine
it!" snapped Sandoz. The thought slapped starkly
in Carson's brain. Sandoz was fraying. 'You've just left BJ Six
Two Three.
What sort
of a
place would you head forr
"That's easy," Carson said
off-handedly, still a little nettled at Sandoz' sharpness. "I'd go for the
bright lights."
"Yes." The thought was a mere breath. 'Tes. I think
you may be right. . ."
Interestingly, the thought occurred to Carson
to wonder what form Sandoz' bright lights would take. What were his relaxations,
enjoyments? Did he have any, even?
"Of course! I share your
pleasures and pastimes. One would have
thought that to be obvious!"
Carson put forward a doubt
he had been meditating.
"My
life span ought to be around two hundred Earth years, if I keep my health and
don't get myself killed off. You've been around for millions. Surely each host
must just be a fragmentary blur, a second of your awareness?"
"Those without
intelligence are, thankfully. But thinking
beings—like yourself—no, Carson.
If you
take a
pint of
water and apply a certain amount
of heat
under controlled atmospheric conditions, you will need a
certain amount of time to
boil the water. Say
ten minutes.
Well, I sense those ten
minutes as the water boils
fust
as you
do; I
cannot speed up the natural laws of the galaxy—at
least, not all. A year
of incident
to you
will be
the same
length of time to me.
Satisfied?"
"On
that, yes. What I would really like to know is who you are looking for."
"So you imagine I
am seeking
someone?"
"It's pretty
obvious."
"/ suppose
so. I
suppose so."
The sigh in his mind held no reminder for
Carson of Sandoz' dry little cough of deprecation. A sorrow for the little
alien welled in him; and he had the feeling that this was a genuine sorrow. He
said: "Can I help?"
"Suppose you
were looking
for someone—not
Alex Bors
—and you arrived at
a place
where this someone had been.
Could you tell?"
"Only if they'd left a message, or a
sign—"
"A sign. There was a sign on B]
Six Two
Three. The— the person I seek
had been
there. But this sign has
limitations. I would know at once
on planet.
In space
a few
parsecs away ... But I receive
no sign
now, no
message at all..
Thinking hard, Carson said: "D'you know who was hosting the person you seek?"
And
Sandoz went away and there was blankness in his mind.
When Sandoz returned he
said without preamble: "Only a very few
times in my life have
I been
the guest
of an
intelligence with whom I could
allow myself any true emotional—ah—entanglement.
It seems,
my dear
young Carson, that you intend to
achieve that; whether you will
it or
not."
Outside
the ship the stars shone in their multitudes as the galaxy spun in space; the spacecraft plunged on leaving light fumbling far behind,
heading somewhere, anywhere—yet for Carson the meaning of the Universe was
contained in the confines of his own brain, a brain he shared with another
creature. All that had gone before must of necessity have led to this moment.
He knew now that he had found more than a friend in Sandoz. With all his powers and accomplishments, Sandoz was
offering the hand of true partnership.
Carson took it without a
second's hesitation.
After .a time, Sandoz said:
"How my people originated
even we do not fully understand.
Our best
theory is that we developed physically as independent beings until we could
evolve no further along
that path,
and that
then some
upheaval, some catastrophe, forced us
to be
unable to continue living in our
own bodies.
The people
who flew
this spaceship
could almost be said
to have
faced that. Their bodies wete
seized by malignant illness
and they
died—but their brains were unaffected!"
"The spirit would go
on; but the flesh succumbs . .
"Those people's
minds perished because their bodies
could not any longer support them.
My people
found a way to continue
the life
of the
brain, in the form in
which you first saw me. Our
hosts since then have been
innumerable."
"How many of you are
there?"
"In this
galaxy? I would guess
at a
hundred or so."
"I
see. I can easily understand then why you are so anxious to meet
another—Sandoz—I'll help all I can."
"Thank you.
But, you
see, we,
also, understand the mystery of
sex. If
I couldn't
have done,
how could
I appreciate
your feelings about Lucy?
I seek
my wife—"
"Your wife!".
"Well, my wife-to-be. Engaged, fiancSe, those
are the
terms you would use.
With us,
there are differences. But she is
looking for me, as 1 her. And immortal
we may
be; but
we suffer for every second we
are apart."
"The bright
lights," said Carson. "That would apply?"
"I think
so. But,
as you
so rightly
said, it all depends on
what host she is
inhabiting now .
. ."
"If
you like intelligence, then your best chance is humanity. Oh, I know there are
alien intelligences who are not human in the galaxy;
but we know so little of them that they must be ruled out. And even I, who have
lived all my life on a dusty little hick planet, have heard of Shyrane—"
"Shyrane? Your
thoughts are woefully confused .
. ."
"I
guess so. We don't know much about Shyrane, except
that it is reputed to be the pleasure world, the vice spot, the hedonists'
paradise, in this end of the galaxy. She'd have gone there, I'm sure."
"I'm not. But we'll go there—if
we can
find it."
Young
Arthur Ross Carson shook his head in wonder. "Just think—me, actually
going to Shyrane!" And then the banality of that
line of thought struck him—he who had lost a girl for ever,
had been invaded by a symbiotic alien, had driven an alien spacecraft into the
galaxy—why should he, of all people, tremble at the thought of a mere
Earthling's luxury world?
VI
Cahson
sat in the padded seat of
the turbine bus and watched interestedly as the countryside of neat fields, low
trees, careful husbandry and a veneration for water manifest in every ditch
and pump and spillway sped past outside. The farm people took no notice of him—his
clothes and features were human, despite the alienness
within him, and he came from a planet even more of a hick outworld
than this world of Bahrein. He lay back in the seat,
enjoying the sensation of being once again on-planet.
He'd
stowed the alien spacecraft neatly beneath a glacier near a pole and Sandoz,
who had done the thinking, levitated them both to temperate regions. Now the
bus rolled smoothly into Marsport, capital city of Bahrein, and vacuum brakes clamped smoothly down. The
passengers alighted for market day. Carson stepped down, crinkling his eyes
against the sun, feeling the memories of Ragnor sweep
back.
Here
in Marsport on Bahrein they
had their Admin Center. A geegee puffed and pompous
in his uniform stood before his sentry box. Carson stared for a long time.
"Let's get going!"
Sandoz had been keeping
quiet. He'd been soaking up these new impressions, Carson guessed.
"If
your jewels are as phoney as you are—I" Carson
strode off through the dust, nostrils picking up those familiar age-old odors
of human-inhabited planets. He might never have left Ragnor—except
that Bahrein was some fifty light years or so away.
"That's one
item this
Statque has succeeded
in," Sandoz remarked as Carson walked through to
the street of jewellers. "At least
they have
maintained the monetary system. And, of course, everyone speaks
Galactic."
"Oh, sure," said Carson, eyes scanning each
small shop, mentally weighing and discarding. "We call it Galactic; but
historians claim there are so many other old languages in it —English, French,
German, Italian, Russian—that it's a real lingua galáctica. Maybe that's why it's lasted."
"No, Carson—not this shop." Sandoz' sharp thought halted Carson. The jeweller he had selected looked up, smiling, wiping his
lips, his face a leather mask of friendly jollity.
"And
can I help you, my dear young sir? You wish to purchase a gold trinket for
your girl? A golden chain, perhaps, with-"
"No." Carson backed off hurriedly.
"No thank you." The jeweller moved his
lips; but the sound went unheard by Carson.
"Well—what was wrong with him? He looked
honest." Sandoz sighed. "If that is the sum of
your knowledge
of your own species—I pity you.
That mans emanations were so crooked they'd
bounce right around in ten
yards—" "Emanations?"
"A mere minor
matter for Sandoz," Sandoz said offhandedly. "I can
tell a phoney—which my jewels most
certainly are not!"
"All
right—sorry—"
"That man with
brown apron and the extraordinarily—
so far
as I
have seen—long
nose. Him."
Carson wouldn't have trusted the fellow with
a used match; but obedient to Sandoz' bidding he went across the narrow strip
of sunshine down the center of the street and into the violet gloom of the
man's shop. Here a few choice items of jewellery were
on display. There was none of the garish over-lavishness of most shops. The air
smelt faintly of cedar-wood.
"Can I help you? Will
you sit down?"
Carson
sat, self-consciously. The man did have a long nose; but at closer quarters his
merry eyes made you forget that. His mouth curved in a smile that showed good
teeth.
"I—I have something to sell—" Let
me see.
Carson
put the small plastic sack down on the glass counter and slipped the neck. The
jewels that Sandoz had had him make from the fiery heart of the reactor aboard
the ship winked back now with some of that nuclear fire, here in a
violet-gloomed shop on sleepy Bahrein.
The
man sucked in a breath. Then he stirred the jewels with one stiff forefinger,
gently, as though probing a wound.
"Where did you get these?"
"Found
a lode out in the hills—" The story, when at last he had been coaxed into
saying it all, hung together. Sandoz had sworn that the jewels were all of a
likeness; they could have been dug up in one lump.
The jeweller put one finger to that long nose and considered.
He had used his glass a few times; but he knew his job.
"I cannot buy all these from you, young
man. I do not have the capital. But, if you will let me have some—"
"What prices are you offering?"
said Carson. "I'm in a hurry to sell and I don't want to see every jeweller
in the street."
"You
would take less than they are worth?" "A little.
If it is necessary."
"I understand." The jeweller smiled his gentle smile. "You can always go
back for more." "Perhaps."
The
normal alarm that would have stabbed Carson at so flagrant a breach of safety precautions—and off his own planet, tool—remained
quiet. Sandoz he knew, would protect his own, even
against a posse of armed jewellers hellbent on taking his jewels and the knowledge of their
source.
He
realized afresh how much this junction with the alien had changed even his
every-day thinking.
He sold a third of the jewels—and at that the
man with the long nose reached right down his stocking. Sandoz was impatient.
As they left the shop, with friendly goodbyes in their ears and a semi-humorous
wail that the jeweller could not buy more of these
superlative gems, Sandoz urged Carson to hurry.
"There was
no sign
on this
planet—I had hoped; but hope
against fact is a fooTs
game. Let us sell the
rest and
be of}."
The
second and third jeweller—hand-picked by Sandoz using
Carson's hands—took the balance of the gems.
Feeling
bloated with wealth, Carson walked back into the main square, headed for the
bus stop. Another short ride out into the country, and then Sandoz could take
over with his levitation.
"What is this coffee, then? A drug?"
"Perhaps,"
Carson said, heading purposefully towards the cafe where a fat and genial man
in a striped apron carried a crystal tray set with steaming cups of coffee,
"and again, perhaps not. But I need a cup of coffee—now!"
Only when he was seated and the fat man was
bringing the first cup, was the realization borne in on Carson that he had come
into this cafe against the expressed desires of Sandoz.
The shock halted the cup halfway to his lips.
"Sandoz,"
he said—and at once clamped his lips down. No-one had heard; but he had to
remember not to speak his thoughts aloud. "Sandoz—I came in here and you
didn't want me to. Explain that!"
"Simple." The sigh of self-deprecation sounded again. "If you want
to do
anything with enough power and
single-minded purpose—I cannot halt you.
You would
find that
out in time. Strange that it
took this
liquid to do it—but I
think you over-rate its fragrance. Now
back on—"
"Sure,"
said Carson, lost in the revelation. "Sure. Let's drink up and get back to
our ship."
He
made the necessary enquiries at the bus station—they knew; everyone, it seemed,
in this part of the galaxy knew— and then he headed out to the arctic and the
ship.
Shyrane turned out to be the sort of planet that
Carson hadn't dreamed could exist. After he;d spent six hours there he felt it should
not be allowed to exist.
Sandoz
remained strangely quiet. He did not withdraw; and for that Carson was
grateful; but the little alien squatted in Carson's brain like a little red
squirrel at the mouth of a hole. Carson didn't care to wonder what lay in that hole— a hole
that stretched back for millions of years.
Apart
from its sporting parks where you could shoot big game in air-conditioned
comfort, and the lakes where yachting took on the measured cadences of a
minuet, all of Shyrane was one vast pleasure city,
encircling the globe. Carson and Sandoz ignored all that. Carson sat lumpily in the first bar they came to, sipped an outlandish
drink that tasted fine, and let Sandoz brood.
Painted
men and women passed on the shining boulevards; pirouetting skycars
danced above with pleasure-seekers leaning out to shout to others below. A
heady sense of well-being stung the nostrils, and the lungs expanded. Lights
glittered everywhere and music chorused in every corner. Life could be fun
here, Carson supposed sourly, for an evening. After that any normal man would
want to atomize the place.
He
could not miss the occasional scarlet-coated figure of a Galactic Guardsman glimpsed in the happy
throngs. He wondered why they had to patrol here. They probably enjoyed it—and
then he remembered Captain Jose and the major. Tired, disillusioned man, living
an isolated life on a hick world, hated by the populace and engrossed in doing
a job for which they received no thanks^-only kicks and stones— and hot feet
set by space-breaker's boys.
Since
he'd tied up with Sandoz and had become involved in an alien's worries and
desires, the real galaxy—the galaxy of today and not a million years ago, had slipped
significantly from its true position in reality.
Alex Bors.
He
could still repeat the name without feeling any emotion. That he was going to
kill the man, was a fixed and unalterable resolve. But there would be no joy
in it.
A man and woman, giggling, half-stupified by methacol fumes,
stood up and left the table to Carson. He signalled
for another drink. Sandoz remained silent. There seemed to be more scarlet in
the crowds passing the cafe table; a continual flicker that slowly took
Carson's eyes and then his brain and then his full attention.
GeegeesI Many of them—crowding in on the table, ringing
him in with grim browned faces and set jaws and hands that hung just above
holstered weapons.
"Wake
up, Sandoz!" Carson slowly put his drink down. He tensed his muscles,
ready to stand up, make a run for it.
Sandoz' calm, quieting thought rode in.
"Sit still, Carson, the impetuous. They
wish you
no harm—"
"No harm! Look at their faces—their
weapons!"
"Sit still and listen to what
they have
to say!"
Of
them all a captain at last sat down in the vacated chair. He flicked away a
lipstick stained cigarette with the tired, fussy movement of a man living on
pills.
"You're Arthur Ross Carson?"
"Who. Who'd you say? Carson? Never
heard of the man." Even as he spoke Carson heard the hollowness of
his words.
The
captain's eyes were a brown and steady and his eyelids drooped a little with
fatigue that all the pills in the galaxy couldn't kill. His face was as lean
and lined as had been Captain Jose's, and he shifted his rapier around as
though unused to wearing the cumbersome thing.
"Look,
son. We don't wish you any harm. But we have some questions to ask you."
"You
brought plenty of strong-arm help along—" then Carson's voice faltered.
Behind the captain's chair stood now only one robust and long-service geegee; of the others there was not the single flash of
scarlet among the gay crowds passing on the boulevards.
The
captain's tired voice went on. "I'd rather you didn't make a fuss. We're
only the Galactic Guard. Shyrane has its own police
force. I don't want you to get mixed up with them—and neither do you if you
know anything at all about luxury worlds and their hoodlums in uniforms."
"I can guess."
"Well,
come along then, son. You don't have to fear anything—"
"No?
Who says I'm this Carson character you're looking for?"
Resignedly,
the captain unzipped a pocket, slid a two-dimensional color shot towards
Carson. It was his own face —and his particulars stared back in bold type.
He
stood up. "How come the geegees_ are so damned
knowing about one poor ship-breaker's boy? How come they sent this from Ragnor, all the way to Shyrane?"
"All
stations receive these—we have a library full of 'em.
But you—for some reason I don't know—are a special case. I don't wonder they
want to talk to you."
"Well," he said,
belligerently, aloud. "Do I go?"
"Yes, Carson,"
said the guard captain.
"Yes, Carson," said Sandoz.
And Carson caught his breath at the weird
similarity in the tones, the same sense of tiredness and
disillusion. "So she's not here, either?"
"It is difficult
for me
to pick
up an
old sign
when many other intelligences
abound. Shyrane is filled with people.
It will take time."
"Come along, Carson," said the
captain,
Dispiritedly,
Carson walked off to the waiting guard flier. Within him, Sandoz patiently
searched the planet, seeking a sign.
VII
They took Carson into a small bare room that might have
been in the Admin Center back on Ragnor. He sat dejectedly
in a wooden chair. Presently the captain, who had introduced himself as Captain
Nicholls, returned with a major. Carson looked twice; then relaxed. It wasn't
the same major; but they might have been twins.
"I'm
Major Narvik, Carson. I've been talking to Ragnor about you. They're sending a man. Take time. You'll
wait here; be looked after, until he arrives. Got it?"
"Tell me, Major Narvik. Why all the fuss about me?"
Narvik and
Nicholls exchanged a glance. There lay in that swift meeting of eyes a
wariness, an unease, a wondering fear that alarmed
Carson. Then he thought of Sandoz and willed himself to relax; Sandoz looked
after his own, didn't he?
"I
can't tell you that. I can assure you that we know you didn't have a hand in the
murder of Colonel Stacey. One word of warning, to emphasize what Captain
Nicholls has told you. Don't get caught by the Shyrane
Security men."
"You'll look after
me," said Carson, wickedly.
Sandoz
said: "Ask them
about Alex Bors."
Obediently,
Carson said: "This character Alex Bors. Has he
been around?"
Narvik smoothed a hand across his lined forehead.
"Forget
Bors, Carson. He's a Statque
man. Out of your orbit-"
"Out of my orbit hell! He tortured and murdered my girll If that doesn't—"
"No, Carson. Leave him alone—" Then
Major Narvik swallowed and said: "What am I
saying? How can you possibly contact or harm Bors?"
Softly, Carson said: "You haven't asked
me how I got here yet."
At this Captain Nicholls smiled.
"Easy. You walked through a door on Admin Center on Ragnor. We knew we'd pick you up eventually."
To
Carson this was a revelation. The geegees had it all
wrong; but they had known they'd find him—because they thought he'd gone into a
different world through that door from the world he'd actually gone into. They
didn't know he'd gone where amber carnivorous flower heads prowled in clouds of
poisonous green gas. A point to remember.
Sandoz said: "Ask them
which world they expected you
to go to . . ."
Carson
asked, mockingly. A cloud crossed Narvik's lined
face. "We didn't know. The controls had been twisted at random—but it
wasn't important. We'd find you."
"Well, you have.
Why?"
"Wait
until the man from Ragnor arrives." And Major Narvik and Captain Nicholls went out. As they closed the
door, Carson heard Nicholls say: "He acts in a way you wouldn't expect a
twenty year old from a backward planet to act, Bill. Sort of contained, in
control. . ."
"Yes,
Alec, I got that, too. Maybe he isn't just a hard case, a delinquent, maybe he
really is . . ."
And the door closed.
"Maybe
I really am the long lost prince turned into a frog —and ready to be eaten like
that toad on BJ Six Two Three!"
Carson strode up and down the room fretfully.
"Hey, Sandoz? Don't you want to get out of here,
be about your search?"
"I told you,
picking up the sign is
very difficult
here. But, I think—I think maybe—but
let it
wait. I am growing quite
interested in you and
your affairs,
Carson. It seems to me they
are treating
you with
more state
than you
warrant—as a young boy from a
dusty, half-forgotten planet—"
"I remember the major—back on Ragnor—mentioned my name. Arthur Ross Carson—old Stan Shulman sometimes called me Arc . . . Arthur Ross . . .
Well, when this man from Ragnor arrives we'll do some
asking, hey, Sandoz?"
"We shall
assuredly do so. Tell me,
what is
all this
about a prince and a frog?
Your own
ideas are confused—or distorted .
. ."
Carson
explained wearily, telling Sandoz about fairy stories and the horrible
transmogrifications that witches put on beautiful princesses and handsome
princes. "But they're just fairy stories. I'm an orphan, a space-ship
breaker's boy. Nothing else!"
Sandoz' dry chuckle reached Carson
infuriatingly. "You say that with such venom because
you are
afraid that you are more than
you think.
You are
young, and ijou
have withdrawn
from the
future—an odd attitude for a
youngster. As to the change of
material form, there is nothing
alarming in that, a mere matter
of molecular
re-arrangement—" And Sandoz went into a long spiel about races
he had known who could change their bodily forms at will. Carson listened
vaguely—frightened of the future, was he? Well, what was so stupid about that?
An orderly, a long-service geegee with pouched eyes and stripes on his sleeve clear up
to his elbow, showed him to a small bedroom furnished with masculine
simplicity.
"I'm
Dreyfuss. If you want anything, ask me. And I've been
told to tell you that a man is coming from Guard Headquarters, so you may have
a longer wait than we thought." Dreyfuss looked
back from the door, his baggy face wondering. "I dunno
who you are, son; but you've fair stirred 'em
up."
Dreyfuss went away, after locking the door, and
Carson turned at once to Sandoz. "A long wait!
Are you prepared to spend a long time shut up here, Sandoz?"
"I must
search this planet. It matters
little to me where we
wait, so long as
I can
get on
with my
task .
. ."
Carson
lay down on the bed, feeling bitter, and when he slept he dreamed of Lucy.
The
man from Ragnor turned out to be Captain Jose. He
regarded Carson mournfully.
"You
led us a dance, young feller. Dashing about like that. Lucky for you the Quicktrip door was tuned in to Shyrane.
You might have found yourself anywhere unpleasant—"
"Quicktrip
door," said Carson, deciding to clear up one point of the murky mess.
"I've never heard of them. Can you—?"
"Why not? As soon as the man from Guard HQ arrives we can put our cards on the
table. Still—the Guard have the use of a few of the great inventions and
systems of the old order. I came through the Quicktrip
door to Shyrane. But it takes power and there is
always the chance you might not arrive—matter transportation is only relatively
foolproof, and we can't maintain the chain of doors from Guard post to Guard
post as we would wish."
"Makes
a spaceship obsolete, though."
"No.
Quicktrip doors are for the few, and they go out of
action every year, despite all that the Statque
technicians can do. The galaxy is running down, son, burning out."
"Nonsense!" Sandoz exploded within Carson. "Only the systems dreamed up
by you
humans are failing. The galaxy
is good for a long line
of galyears yet!"
The Galactic Guards used no threats, no
coercion; to Carson they appeared a bunch of tired, dispirited old men. There
were young guardsmen—very new and scrubbed eager —but he saw these only rarely,
when they came in from patrol and he happened to be exercising in the yard.
They looked uniformly tough and uncompromising; maybe they did all the dirty
work everyone prated about while the old ones like Jose and Narvik
and Nicholls sat around and champed their gums.
Now
Captain Jose was joined by Narvik and Nicholls and
the three Guard officers stood looking down on Carson, sitting on the edge of
his bed.
"He
denies ali knowledge of his parents," Jose said.
"As he would anyway, of course. We had a quick
look into his head; nothing definite. But all the signs are there. I, like you,
have not allowed myself to hope—but . . ."
"But," said Narvik. "If true, we can at least hope for
better things. But no one man is a panacea. Don't forget that."
Nicholls
grunted as he bit off the end of a cigar. "I know that, Mike. But think
what it would meanl The
dream of years coming true—"
"Hold it, Alec!" Narvik, as senior officer present, knew how to hold the
reins of command. "You're doing what we all must do. Don't run away with
things. If it's true, it's true. The man from HQ will know—and I wish he was
coming by Quicktrip. His ship will take time."
They'd allowed Carson to keep the money he'd
had from the sale of the jewels on Bahrein. They
didn't ask questions. They were saving those until the man from HQ arrived.
Carson
said: "You're talking about me as though I'm all neatly tied and trussed
waiting for the spit and the broiler. Suppose I don't want to go along when you
at last deign to tell me I'm no frog but a prince? What then?"
"Broiled frog!"
said Jose, and grimaced.
Carson
thought of the toad on that primeval beach on BJ Six Two Three; but said
nothing. He'd come straight here from Ragnor, hadn't
he, through a Quicktrip door?
"Did you ever find out
who'd murdered Colonel Stacey?"
Jose
shook his head. "No, son. That's just another unsolved
crime. It was worked cunningly. How did the murderer acquire a razzee, anyway? Marjoram VI isn't so far from Ragnor,
but it's a most unhealthy place." The strawberry radiation bums on Jose's
face deepened. "We lost a fine officer; but we don't know why."
Narvik
plucked his blue cummerbund of authority. "Lots of people would like to
rid the galaxy of the Guards. People on all sides of the political
fences. We poor Guardians of law and order are right in the middle, shot
at from all sides." He snapped an angry fist on to his rapier pommel.
"And the great joke is that most of the laws we are supposed to enforce
are out-dated, ridiculous or just plain stupid. But we can have no say in
politics; lawmaking is not for us."
"The old policeman's
complaint," said Sandoz. "I heard that
fifty galyears ago, and it wasn't new
then."
Carson
remembered that first time he had been into the Admin Center on Ragnor and the way the Guards had treated him. Aloof,
coldly impersonal, they had seemed to be ruled by laws which took up a
miserable blue and ground him into acquiescent powder without disturbing the
age-old dust of the building. Now, the Guards talked like the very human men he
had guessed them to be.
A
thought struck him, and he said, softly: "Suppose I am the man you think.
What happens about Alex Bors then?"
There was a silence.
The
three Guard officers stared uneasily at one another. Finally, Narvik said: "If you are who we think—hopel—you are, why then Alex Bors
will be in a different position. I will not say more. Just wait."
And,
perforce, Carson waited. And Sandoz went patiently on with his search.
Dreyfuss with an old-soldier wink warned Carson to be
ready. He walked into the bedroom with the scarlet tunic of a Guardsman draped
over his arm, drab gray trousers and black calf-length boots, which he placed
on a chair, in startling contrast to his own immaculate whites.
"What's this,
then?" demanded Carson.
"You
should ask me. I obeys orders and face front. Just put those duds on and report
to the capt'n, muy pronto.
And, me lad, you'd better jump!"
"I'm
not wearing that fancy dress!" exclaimed Carson wrathfully. He was
sleeping raw and his own clothes were not on the chair where he had left them.
"Now, now, lad—"
began Dreyfuss placatingly.
Carson opened his mouth to let loose an
opinion of the Guards and their uniform, when Sandoz said wearily: "Don't argue, Carson,
there's a good fellow. Just
get dressed.
I'm coming to the end of
my search.
Shyrane has such
a lot
of people . . ."
Dressed in the unfamiliar uniform, Carson
joined Captains Jose and Nicholls and Major Narvik.
The group went across to the car parks and boarded a Guard flier.
"That's
a Guard officer-cadet uniform, Carson," Narvik
told him as the flier pulled out and soared up through the congested traffic
lanes. "We don't want to attract attention by having a blue aboard."
Carson
maintained a hostile silence until the flier plunged down through traffic lanes
that were as crowded as this all over Shyrane. Below
an artificial lake with the pouting sails of yachts scudding to an artificial
breeze scaled up to them. As they sank, the lake's confines broadened until,
when they reached the surface alongside a majestic full-rigged ship under all
plain sail, every horizon presented the barline of
sea and sky.
"They really
do the
amateur sailors proud, don't they,"
remarked Sandoz. The
thought matched Carson's.
The transfer from flier to sailing ship took
little time. The crew, even to Carson's hostile eyes, were
young and eager and quite obviously guardsmen. Down in the big stem cabin with
sloping bay windows all across the stern, the party sat in luxurious foamplastic chairs and took the drinks handed to them by
orderlies. The slap and scent' of the sea against the hull soothed Carson and
he felt he could understand why millionaires spent money on making believe at
sailing as they did.
A
colonel entered and waved the officers to keep their seats. His lean face
turned on Carson and he stared openly. "No formality, please, gentlemen.
If this young man is who you think he is, you will have done the Guards a great
service. Colonel-General Harding and H.E. will be down at once. Oh—and a man
from the Statque is here, of course."'
"Of course," said
Narvik sourly. The colonel smiled.
"Cheer up, Bill. This
may be the break through!"
"I
hope it is," said Narvik. "I've been
talking to Captain Jose, here. He told me what the other Statque
man on Rag-nor did to Carson's girl friend, Lucy. Y'know,
Brian, they aren't fit to run the galaxy!"
The
colonel nodded somberly. "We think that to be true, Bill. But someone has to do the job. We only carry out our orders and try to police the
mess. If the Statque failed tomorrow— there'd be no
government left, you know that."
"True,"
Narvik grunted heavily, and subsided. In the small
silence the creak of canvas and rigging permeated the cabin with comforting
sounds, to lay alongside the shafts of friendly, if alien, sunshine that
slanted in from the wide windows across the deck.
The door opened, an orderly stood as though
paralyzed, and two gorgeous men entered, followed by two other men, less
beautifully dressed but no less authoritative and overbearing. The leading
figure—a Lieutenant-General—offered a seat to the man at his side. This man,
big, gray-haired, beak-nosed and radiating toughness and confidence, must be
Colonel-General Harding. He sat down and his eyes had not left Carson's face.
The
third man, dressed simply in russet synthisilk, sat
heavily next to Harding. His face, square and full of years of command, dropped
a little, the heavy puffed eyelids obscured the watery gray stare; but Carson
felt those eyes on him with more of a shock than the brilliant challenging
stare of Harding. This man, he guessed, must be H.E.
The
fourth man was already sitting when Carson shifted his attention. He looked
small and foxy, the sort of man who might be expected to utter soft words of
friendship as he plunged the dagger in your back. His hands, long and slender,
stayed clasped together on the blotter before him. Carson disliked him on
sight.
"Hey, Sandoz!"
he thought, relishing his
new inner friendship. "Can you spare a moment? What do
you make
of these
people?"
Sandoz' words were
preoccupied, distant. "The small man
is to be treated as you
would a poisonous snake. The
man called H.E., is
strong, full of integrity, dedicated
to a
task that
he believes impossible. Harding is a good
soldier, as his assistant, also, is ready to
do as
H.E. orders. Enough?"
"Thanks. Any luck?"
"I have
covered nearly all of Shyrane. I have been
receiving vague and indistinct signs;
but 1 think I may be on to something
at last.
It is
too early
to be
positive."
"Good for
you!" said Carson. And meant it
VIII
The
gathering,
having received fresh drinks, sat waiting for H.E. to speak.
"Your name is Arthur
Ross Carson?"
"Yes."
Instantly, the lieutenant-general said
angrily: "You will address His Excellency as such, and you will be
properly courteous!"
H.E.
waved that down. "If he's Carson's boy he's beyond pomp and circumstance
already."
A
pang shot through Carson. What, really did this old craggy man mean by Carson's
boy? Was the frog a prince?
H.E.
flicked one gray finger at a file before Captain Jose. "In there we have
records taken when you were asleep on Ragnor, and
others taken here on Shyrane. We know a lot about
you, boy; but we must know more."
Colonel-General
Harding said on a breath: "The likeness is amazing, H.E. . . ."
"Yes.
Listen, Carson, I am going to tell you of a report that only a few people have
read. When I have finished, talk. Not before." H.E. hunched around in his
chair and an orderly pushed a lighted cigar into his hand. Puffing, he said:
"I run the geegees. And I'm the only Guardsman
who calls us that. Remember that. You damn blues think you're being funny; but
it takes a man to be a geegee!"
Carson
hadn't thought of it like that before. But he sat obediently listening. He was
aware of Sandoz, listening, too, his search temporarily abandoned.
"I've
run the Guards for twenty years. Before that they were run—and run better than
I can—by a man called Carson. I was his chief assistant. We cooked up an idea
with the help of geneticists. There was a girl—Helen Ross, the loveliest
creature that ever walked God's Galaxy. The union of the two, with scientific
help, would produce an infant who would combine everything that was best and
desirable in a Guards officer. We believe you to be that experiment—"
H.E.
held up a hand. "Wait. The boy was born on Earth and was taken to the
Guards' base on Jerome V. The ship never reached there; afterwards we felt that
a Quicktrip would have been worth the risk.
Everything of the great experiment vanished. Dropped right
out of the galaxy for twenty years. And then—and then Arthur Ross Carson
set a hotfoot to a geegee sentry on Ragnor."
"A princely frog," said> Carson. "Just a blasted
princely frog."
The commander of the Galactic Guards picked
that up without a second try. "Time for you to shed your froggy coat and assume the
prince's clothes. Oh, you'll never be as brilliant as we'd hoped. You've lost
twenty good years of training; but we can work on you. You represent the man
who, as my successor, can turn the Galactic Guards into a real force for peace.
You can order and arrange. You can understand the inner problems that are
eating the heart out of Man's tithe of the galaxy! You, Carson, can bring the pendulum
of progress back on to the upswing!"
Carson
stood up. "But I don't want to!" he said, angry and frightened, at
last, by his destiny. "I don't want to run the Guards. I want to stay as I
am, just as" I am. Leave me alone!"
"He's
Carson's boy all right," said Harding. "It's no good pointing out the
power you'd have, the luxury if you wanted it. But
think of the fascination of the job—trying to put a galaxy back on its feet
again—"
"Let
the galaxy go to hell in its own bucket!" shouted Carson. "I've got
mine!"
All
the officers about the cabin shifted, and the sound of scabbarded
rapiers beat a sigh into the air. The small, snake-like man rose. He looked
about him, wetting his lips as though seeking to taste the emotions roiling
here.
"We
have no real proof that this—this space-ship breaker's boy is the man you
claim him to be. Shulman says he picked him off a
wreck that was about to crash on Ragnor. That is not
the Guard base on Jerome V."
"I'm satisfied,"
grunted Colonel-General Harding.
H.E.
nodded. "I don't think there is any doubt. We fully realize what attitude
the Statque will take; but that cannot deflect us
from our purpose. The Guards began an experiment twenty years ago—and,
thinking they had lost their chance, they lost hope. But, today—that hope has
been miraculously restored. We must not let this second chance slip away!"
Sandoz
said: "That Statque mans up to
mischief, Carson. His emanations are so
coiled he'd choke himself if
he could
touch 'em."
Tumultuous tempers, boiling just beneath the
thin veneer of civilization, began to break out.
Harding
jumped the table and glared at the Statque man. H.E.
leaned back in his chair, looking still at Carson as though at the Holy Grail.
The Statque man's face had whitened around the
edges, his chin was drawn in as though he'd taken up a defensive position.
"Damn
you, Crow!" said Harding. "The Statque have
got to understand that they cannot be allowed to interfere with the Guards. We
are incorruptible. There are precious few organizations you can say that abput these days!"
"Have
I questioned your ethics, my dear Colonel-General? I merely point out that in a
matter as grave as you tell me this is, the Statque
must be informed and must give their ruling before you go ahead—"
"Opinion," H.E.
said, softly. "Not ruling."
"Ruling,"
said Crow, and from the Statque man's face blazed a
steady purpose that Carson, for one, recognized as a devotion to duty close to
fanaticism.
As the men in the cabin stared tensely at one
another and the ship rolled lazily to the wind, Sandoz chuckled deep in
Carson's brain. "An interesting point for
them to
discuss. Should the
most virile
of government
departments, that maintains the government in
being, have jurisdiction over the general
police force, or should the
police be free from political direction? Let them sort
it out
for themselves.
The Galation
Empire foundered on the same
rock, twenty million or so years
ago."
"I agree, I don't
want to
be a
stuffed shirt running this lot of
old men
and boys!
Carson thought at Sandoz
angrily. The thought of power and prestige so subtly not-mentioned by Harding,
moved him not at all. He just waited to find Alex Bors.
And, just maybe, this Statque man, Crow, might be the
answer.
A hushphone
extended on its pseudopod from a desk by the door.
The colonel who had first greeted them on their arrival had been quietly
sitting here throughout the debate. Now he spoke briefly, listened, then turned to rise as the hushphone
whipped back into the desk.
The
colonel leaned down and whispered in the Lieutenant-General's ear. The
Lieutenant-General leaned across and spoke to Harding. The Colonel-General half
rose, face suddenly filled with passion. He glared at Crow. Then he slumped,
turned to H.E. and relayed the message.
H.E. raised his hooded eyes
and looked curiously at Crow.
"We
have a report that vhf stuff is emanating from here, Crow. Now that your
superiors know the story, what, do you think, they will do?"
Crow
was not discountenanced by the showing of his hand. He said, distinctly,
insolently: "Did you think I would sit here and listen to high treason
without making a report? Isn't that what I—what the Statque—are
for?"
"And
what do you expect to do, exactly? This is a matter purely within the local
jurisdiction of the Guards. It is an internal matter." H.E. controlled the
scom well. "And, what force
have you on Shyrane, if it comes to it?"
Crow
smiled. "There is another Squeb on Shyrane. He will find a way."
The
word Squeb was new to Carson; it was easy enough to
decipher its origin. He thought it a singularly ugly word for a singularly ugly
gang.
"Two
of you," said Harding, edging the words with savage irony. "Statque or no Statque, you're not
going to interfere with the Guards about their rightful business."
For a moment, in Carson's brain, that
frightful blankness engulfed him; then it cleared and with real relief he welcomed
Sandoz back.
"Any luck?"
"A sure
sign at
last, Carson!" The joy and wonder permeating Sandoz' thoughts made Carson react with
genuine pleasure. He felt the same sense of heady delight and keen, almost
painful, anticipation. "She was here
a mere
two thousand
years ago! Now I must
concentrate very fully, so you
must keep track of
what goes
on here,
if you
are interested,
and brief me, later.
I know
you will
understand."
"Yes, Sandoz. Good
luck."
And Sandoz was gone. But
this time Carson could live with and understand that black horror of emptiness
within his being.
H.E.
thrust back his chair. He rose to his full height, towering, dominating, craggy. "This cabin is rather stuffy"— he stared
at Crow as he spoke—"I need some fresh air."
He
walked across to Carson, hooked gnarled fingers under the boy's armpit. "You and me, Arthur. You and me
are going to have a chat. I know you'd like to hear about your father and
mother."
Carson
would. All the others rose. Going up the com-panionway,
Carson managed to keep an eye on Crow. The Statque
man, alone, aboard this Guard ship, appeared unruffled and quite capable of
looking after himself. The Colonel had an eye on Crow, too.
On
deck the waves ran chuckling under the counter and the sails pulled gently. The
ship was making about five knots and a shoreline showed dead ahead. H.E.
glanced aft. "Take her around again, Joel" he bellowed.
"Aye,
aye, sir!" answered a hail, wailing like a seabird. The man back there, a
Guard acting as captain of the ship, began to give his orders. Canvas slatted
and the booms swung majestically. Carson felt the swing of the angle beneath
his feet as the ship tacked.
High
in the glittering sky half a dozen dots grew in size, dropping from the criss-crossing traffic lanes. Carson regarded them idly as
H.E. said: 'Tour father was H.E. for forty years, Carson. A fine man; the best
and cleanest man I've ever known. He brought the Guards out of chaos, made them
into a body of men with hope and courage. He implanted our rules,
supplementing the old ones, he made the geegees
incorruptible. And, by God! I've kept 'em that way!"
"They
look a sorry bunch to me," said Carson without rancour.
"Old, tired men, and boys anxious to swing a
truncheon."
"No,
Arthur. That's an easy impression. But it's wrong. The Statque
are the agency most to be feared—they are dedicated to maintaining things as
they are—that's the straight course to stagnation! You must go ahead. What are
you staring at?"
"Those fliers. They seem headed this way—"
But
H.E. had taken one look and was bellowing like an enraged bull. Men poured out
on to deck, weapons glinted. Harding appeared, snatching up a flash-rifle,
shouting.
"Colonel
Lee has that damned Crow under arrest. They're S.S. up there, H.E.! Damned Shyrane Security men! Crow's Statque
pal has dredged up the filthiest dregs he could find to hit us!"
Blank
astonishment caught Carson. "Surely," he said to H.E. as they both
ran back for the companionway. "Surely the Statque
and the Guard won't actually fight each other? I mean—that's civil war!"
H.E.
clattered down the treads. "That's precisely the score, Arthur! The Statque would like to sweep the Guard away, use their own
police. Three-quarters of the planetary police forces of the galaxy are tools
of the Statque. This is a luxury planet, full of
money and vice. The Shyrane Security police are among
the worst gang of cut-throats I've ever known. They'll use all the force they
have to take you from us. When you're gone—they can break us, then ..."
In
the cabin H.E. hastily flung on the black leather and blue-steel armor so
familiar to all those who had run into the Galactic Guard on duty. Carson
picked up a small hand gun, feeling helplessly caught up in events he had no
desire to share. But if the S.S. were after him, then a weapon might be useful.
"Get
that damned scarlet popinjay's uniform off, Arthur, and put on decent black
leathers!" shouted H.E.
Carson
obeyed, taking the armor from deft-fingered orderlies. He'd be less
conspicuous. And the thought of Bors rankled like a
festering wound. He had the strongest feeling that he was entering the final
stages of the tragedy that had begun when he'd set that hot-foot back in Gunlum on Ragnor.
IX
When he returned on deck the Guard were
disposed about the deck of the sailing ship, poised and waiting. Three of the
S.S. fliers remained hovering; the other three descended
level
with the deck, skimming a parallel course over the waves. Carson stared at them
with curiosity, feeling himself a spectator of these events now and not part of
them; that feeling must stem from his passionate determination not to be involved.
"This
is a Shyrane Security force patrol," a voice
slapped in flat magnification across the gap. "We are coming aboard for
routine inspection."
"Routine
my eye!" growled Harding, tense beside H.E. "Shall we let 'em aboard, H.E.? Or tell 'em to
clear off?"
"If
you do that, they'll start shooting. They don't care if Arthur is killed!"
Disdaining
artificial amplification, Harding bellowed a-cross: "Come on board,
then!"
The
S.S. flier dipped and closed. The first man to set foot on deck was tall,
craggy, with a ravaged face and eyes bleaker than a polar winter. His uniform,
a plain gray relieved by dramatic yellow flashes, proclaimed his work-hired
mercenary, paid by the masters of Shyrane
to keep the filth and unpleasantness of their world below the surface, beaten
back into the festering underworld.
He
walked straight up to H.E. "I'm Colonel Drobny.
The Statque asked me to call in on you. They want to
talk to their agent Crow—"
"He
is aboard, Drobny," said Harding, taking the
speech deftly from H.E. H.E. stood graven, a half-smile lowering his pouchy eyelids still more. "Question is—where's the Statque man you have aboard?"
The
man who had followed the martial figure of Drobny
stepped forward, smiling, smooth, the perfect picture of a gentleman's
gentleman. One could picture him folding trousers with gentle hands and
polishing shoes and whistling cheerfully at his mundane tasks.
"I
am here. I wish to speak to agent Crow. Then I shall have to ask you to hand
over the boy Carson you have aboard."
"By
thunder—!" broke out Harding; but H.E. quieted him with a single look.
H.E.
said: "The agent Crow made an unfortunate mistake. He assumed that
private and internal Guard business was the concern of the Bureau Status Quo
Enforcement. We shall be happy to release Crow into your custody. We shall look
forward to receiving an abstract of his court martial."
Slowly,
the Statque man shook his head. His lips were thin,
Carson noted, thin and shining with a filming of spittle. "That won't
wash, H.E. We know what the Guard plan. The Statque
cannot tolerate any subversive movements within the galaxy—especially when
those movements originate within the very body dedicated to the maintenance of
peace and order."
Other
men in gray and yellow clambered aboard. The second flier dropped down level
with the ship's rail. Harding fingered his flash-rifle and glowered. H.E. had
remained a calm and immobile statue; but even Carson could see that the
situation was slipping from his grasp.
"I
shall overlook the impertinence of your remarks this time," said H.E.
"But I warn you that there will be no more chances for you. You are an
agent of the Statque. You are stepping out of bounds
here. You can take Crow—and go! There is nothing more to be said."
What
H.E. hadn't said, what was implicit in all that had gone before, was that H.E.
was H.E. The Grand Commander of the Galactic Guards. However
powerful the Statque, one agent of theirs could not
outface H.E.
The
tension aboard the sailing ship, reaching forward under Shyrane's
artificial breeze, stepped up in intensity. Hostile eyes glared on the S.S.
men from all sides, and fingers stayed near triggers. But there were more S.S.
than there were Guards already—and more of the corrupt police force hovered
aloft in the three remaining fliers. Carson held himself ready to leap for the
nearest cover.
Although—he
still couldn't believe that it would come to fighting. Two
agencies of the government—closing in battle, one with the other? It
didn't make sense.
Then the memory of the things he had been
told filtered through. How the Guard wished to cleanse the galaxy of
corruption, how the Statque were dedicated—honestly,
perhaps; mistakenly, certainly—to maintaining everything exactly as it was
for all time. If he, Arthur Ross Carson, the princely frog, were really all
that H.E. claimed for him, if he could re-animate
the Galactic Guard, give it the power and authority that had been slipping from
it over the years—why, then, the Statque
would—must—step in to stop that change.
But
he didn't care. The spirit of his father might move him powerfully; but he felt
no loyalty to the Guard. Through them Lucy had been taken from him, even if she
had been tortured and killed by a Statque man.
Colonel
Brian Lee appeared on deck, stepping through the hatchway. Following him, Crow
slouched out, smiling evilly with the triumph of his moment. Two Guards held
weapons handy at Crow's back.
"Take him and
go," said H.E.
"We
shall take him, H.E." the Statque agent said
smoothly. "And we shall take, also, the boy Carson. Where is he?"
"No,
by God, you don't!" flared Colonel-General Harding. His hands barely moved
as he fought to control the deep temper in him; the flash-rifle's barrel
quivered.
Colonel
Drobny, a flash of gray and yellow, flung to one
side, drawing the long pistol from its leather holster dramatically low on his
thigh. "Give it to 'em!" he shouted. And
the drama suddenly stirred to life, the play-acting becoming a reality, a
pulsating fact under the alien sun, a matter of life —and death.
On the instant livid bolts of fire criss-crossed
the deck. Men
dived for cover. A section of the ship's bulwarks exploded outwards. Explosive
bullets ripped yellow gouges from the deck planks. The sizzling plunk of flash
rifles shattered the air, the screeching whine of their discharge seared
eardrums and living flesh.
Carson
went head first behind the hatchway coming together with H.E. and Harding. The
old men, their faces grim with the significance of this act of violence, hefted
then-weapons like the old soldiers they were. An explosive bullet screamed
across the open hatchway, caroomed, exploded in
mid-air and, showering a cascade of vitriolic fire, lashed full into Carson's
chest armor.
He gasped and recoiled, feeling the punch
like a meaty fist thump him. The armor held; the scorching fire dripped to the
deck smouldering.
"AIl^ right, Arthur?" called H.E. "Keep your fool
head down!"
Colonel
Lee snaked in from the side, using his elbows, a flash-rifle in his hands. "Up there, sirl"
Harding swivelled
his head, massive in the helmet.
"Those
damn fliers are going to drop right on our heads. Where's Crow?"
A
line of fire sliced neatly between them, burning up a section of hatchway,
burning and cauterizing as it flashed. Smoke and flame stained the air; the
stink of burnt powder and the flat gritty taste of flasher discharges coated
the tongue.
"He
dashed for that other Squeb. They can kill us all off
now!"
But
the Galactic Guard were not rookies, here on this
ancient sailing ship. Flat on deck, head ringing, eyes watering, Carson saw
Captain Jose lying out on his back and raising a flasher. The discharge ripped
the whole keel section of a flier away and seconds later a hail of explosive
bullets ripped the wreckage, tossed it yards away to fall, sizzling and
bellowing, into the water.
"This
is for keeps," H.E. said. "And this is no place to fight. We'll have
to make it to our own flier."
Harding
said at once: "You take the boy, H.E. I'll cover you.
Rebellion
rose in Carson. He didn't owe the Guard anything. He didn't want to be their
Grand Commander. But, also, he didn't want these old men so determinedly to lay
down their lives for him. He knew now with a scathing sense of inferiority,
that every Guard aboard would willingly die if he, Arthur Ross Carson, could be
saved alive for his great destiny.
Rolling over twice, he scrambled to hands and
knees, took a quick look across the deck. He heard H.E. call agonizedly after him, but he shut the sound from his ears,
peered through the tumult. Colonel Drobny was just
visible handing himself up into a flier. On the short metal ladder below, hidden
by the bulwarks from the Guards further back, the agent Crow was being hefted
up by his Squeb comrade.
At
that moment some trigger-quick Guard sighted on the flier, loosed off a
sleeting rattle of shells. The flier dipped, great chunks of her plating
ripping off. The metal ladder swayed down.
Through
all the tumult, Carson heard Crow's sudden frightened squeal.
"Hold me, Alex! quick—"
Alex!
Alex Bors! It had
to be.
All outside sounds and sights dimmed and
blurred. Carson felt himself to be crouched at the end of a long, narrow tunnel,
cloaked in darkness. And at the other end of that tunnel, limned by light,
stood the figure of Statque agent Alex Bors, standing hoisting up a leg—the rest of the man Crow just didn't penetrate that lighted tunnel
through darkness. That direct tunnel that stretched arrow-true between Carson
and Alex Bors.
Something plucked at his leg. His armor rang
again as a bullet richocheted
off. Slowly, he raised his gun.
A sensation of heat surrounded him. He was
sweating. The drops ran down and stung his eyes; the scene blurred.
Another
savage blow jerked his arm and the gun trembled. He snapped on the helmet sweat
band as he had been instructed and he felt his brow cool; but sweat still
clung to his eyes. He blinked fiercely.
Crow
was down on the deck again, being dragged to safety as the flier tipped and
plunged for the water. Colonel Drobny spreadeagled out with a wail,
struck the water in a spreading splash of whiteness.
The heat burned intolerably now and smoke
drifted across, flat and stinking. A harsh, deadly crackling began to dominate
the clattering sounds of war.
Carson brought the gun up again with
ferocious concentration. He wanted Alex Bors. If it
was the last thing he did —he was going to put that man away where he belonged,
wipe out, if he could, the black memory of what had happened to Lucy.
He wanted
Alex Borsl
Even
as he looked, even as his hand grasped the gun butt and his finger constricted
on the trigger, Bors pushed Crow ahead, disappeared
beneath the overhang of the hull. Carson cursed. He leaped forward, feeling
the heat breathe on him with flaming fangs, realizing that the ship was on fire
and welcoming that as a cover to his actions. He reached the rail, looked over.
Covered by the smoke, standing now like a
wraith in a fog pall, he searched the narrow strip of
decking below with eyes that were cold and merciless.
Men
crouched down there, waiting for a flier to edge in and take them off. S.S. men. They turned and fired upwards at the poop at
random, keeping the Guard back, steady still; corrupt, though they might be,
soldiers fighting a soldiers' battle.
In
seconds now Carson would sight Bors. And then he
would take deliberate aim, press the trigger, put a bullet dead in that black heart. . .
"Carson! I've found her!"
For
a chaotic moment Carson thought he had gone mad to hear a voice within his
brain calling to him.
"We must
hurry! The reason I couldn't
contact her easily was simple—she was
changing hosts. Now she is
in the
body of a child, an undeveloped
brain—her signals are weak and
hard to read. But I've found
her!"
Sandozl
Sandoz—forgotten completely in the tide of
black passion that had welled in Carson as he sought the life of Alex Bors.
"Her parents
are leaving
Shyrane now. At
this minute
they are going aboard a space
ship and
I shall
lose contact.
If she spaces out now—I may
take thousands
of years
to. find
her again. Carson! Are
you listening?
We must
leave at once."
Down
below there, in the drifting smoke, garishly illumined fragmentarily by the
flash of a rifle—was that Bors? Was that dark
figure—then the livid scorch mark of a rifle threw everything into noonday
brightness and the man wore the gray and yellow.
Desperately, Carson searched among those men
below, striving to pierce the smoky gloom, striving to find the man he wanted
above all else to kill.
"Carson!
We must leave! What is
going on? You seem to be in
the middle of a battle—well—have! We can levitate to the spaceport."
Fumes
and smoke writhed about him so that he was shut away in a private world, a
world where only the maddening voice of an alien within his skull spoke to him
of leaving.
"Carson—please—I observe that you are trying to kill this man Alex Bors. But he can wait.. . He can wait, Carson!"
The
smoke sucked suddenly sideways and in the rift outlined and stark, blazing
with internal fires, the waiting flier plunged steeply into the water. A groan
reached Carson from the men now trapped on that fiery deck.
"Bors can wait, Carson! But she—my wife-to-be, is going
away! I have sought her for so long, Carson, so long. And now I have found
her—but if we do not leave at once, the ship will go into the vast depths of
the galaxy, go beyond my power to search. She is in the body of a small child,
she cannot call to me, she must go where she is told—and the ship is leaving now! The last few passengers are climbing the
ramps, power is being fed to the engines, the passengers are gathering in the
lounges to wave goodbye to their friends! Carson, Carson, I beg you—let us go
now!"
Angrily,
still with his merciless eyes fixed below, Carson thought: "We can check the ship's destination,
follow—"
"No, Carson, no! For I do not know the spaceport. I can home in
on her thoughts; but once the ship has left I cannot tell from where it went,
and there are so many ships leaving Shyrane . .
."
"But Bors is
down there! Tve sworn to kill him, Sandoz. And I will! You must wait
another million years—"
A
hand clamped suddenly on Carson's shoulder and he jumped like a jet that has
had all power abruptly switched on. H.E.'s voice said in his ear: "Arthur!
So I've found youl Come on, lad. Let us leave here
now. Our flier is waiting on the blind side. Hurry, boy. The ship is on fire,
she'll go down any moment."
Blindly, Carson swung to shake off that
friendly, demanding hand.
"I'm not going with you!" he
shouted. "I've other business, unfinished business . . ."
"To kill,"
said Sandoz,
"is very
easy. To dedicate your life to
killing one man is poor
and mean
and will
destroy you in the end. But,
I implore
you, I
have a
future, a fresh chance—you know what
going to her means to
me .
. ."
"Bors," shouted Carson, the words ripped from him in
anguish. "Oh, Bors, do not gloat—for I shall kill you. One day you will pay
the reckoning!"
"You're
coming then, Arthur? I knew
you wouldn't let your father down . . ."
Smoke
and flame engulfed them in a new wave of heat. H.E. scrambled back and tripped.
Automatically, Carson put out a hand, helped the old man up. Then he saw what
H.E. had tripped over.
Colonel-General
Harding lay on the deck, white and twisted, his side ripped away, the armor
bent and blackened. His face, bloodless, stared up with enormous eyes.
"Carson—"
Harding whispered. "Good lad. Go it son. Do your duty by the Guard . .
."
"I
didn't want him to die for mel"
Carson said, the anguish in him bursting in a flood of self-reproach and self-condemnation.
"I'm sorry, H.E. Sorry . . . But I have business,
unfinished business!"
He
jumped to one side, turned on the rail for one last look back at that solitary,
old, stricken figure. Just before he jumped over the side, he called back:
"111 remember that I'm Arthur Ross Carson, H.E.I 111 remember.
Carry on with your work. One day I'll be back. Remember—I'M be backl"
Then he fell straight into the sea.
But, just before his body struck, Sandoz took
over and spun him deftly out, under the smoke, hidden, levitated him up and
away from that burning ship.
He looked back as he flew
undisturbed through the air.
The
sailing ship flowered to the sky in tall blossoms of flame. Men flung
themselves into the sea as the flames licked nearer. Alex Bors,
the man who had murdered Lucy, was down there. But it seemed unlikely he would
escape. So Bors had met a death not designed for him
by Carson, and Carson felt no pity and no regret.
He swung up into the bright
sky of Shyrane.
"Hurry, Sandoz,"
he said, feeling the weight
slough off his soul. "Hurry—for I think
it is
more important
that you
should find your girl—start
something wonderful, than that I should
try to
avenge the death of mine."
And Sandoz said: "You are a real man
at last,
Arthur Ross Carson. A
true man."
"No," said Carson. "More than a man. For
1 have you, Sandoz, for a
friend"
X
Just who the man was, his name, his occupation, if he
had a wife, children, his state of health—all these things became dramatically
unimportant the moment he snatched a woman's handbag at the spaceport and
started to run.
The
woman screamed as her auto alarm pricked her arm. Loungers and waiting
passengers stared after the running man, a dark figure of purpose among the
brilliant idlers. Under Shyrane's hot sunshine and
in the perfumed decadent air of the pleasure planet this incident whetted jaded
appetites.
What
happened then surprised the most blase of pleasure
seekers.
The
running snatch-purse's body glowed. His arms and legs—skinny like twigs from
undernourishment—twitched. Spreadeagled, he jerked
and convulsed, held like a fly in amber in the merciless stasis beam. This
stasis beam was a cruel one, a searcher out of tender nerves, a flayer of souls,
a torturing imprisonment, a rough and ungentle gaoler.
In
seconds a solid wall of bodies formed around the transfixed, shivering thief.
The yellow and gray of the Shyrane Security police
and the magnificent scarlet of the Galactic Guard swamped him in color.
"The
police are really on the jump today." A paunchy man wearing too many
jewels spoke with avid interest to Arthur Ross Carson. Carson stood just inside
the three-storyhigh entrance doors flanked in steel
and glass. He took in the scene at a glance.
"It's
their job," he said with studied casualness, trying to ape the bored
hedonist. "We have to be protected against the lower classes."
"You're
so right." The fat man, breathing heavily, did not tear his eyes away from
that pitiful scene. The thief lay on the floor now, and two colonels bent over
him.
The picture did not have to be colored in, the story did not have to be spelled out for Carson. The
snatch-thief had been unlucky. The poor devil was a thin bag of bones, and a
vicious feeling of hatred for the fat rich blood-suckers of Shyrane—like
this wheezing toad next to him now—almost, almost but not quite, engulfed
Carson. The picture waited for him to walk in and complete the whole; the parts
waited for him, waited with guns and flashers and stasis beams.
Sandoz said: "We must hurry,
Carson. Her signals are faint, faint
and thin.
The ship
is being
space-sealed now .
.
Carson
heard the little alien's voice in his mind and fought to re-orient himself to
this fresh problem. He spoke angrily: "I can hurry, Sandoz, old friend.
1 can rush across there, buy a ticket,
head for
the ramp;
but. .."
The little alien in his brain sighed that small, soft, self-deprecatory sigh. "The word
has been
passed, Carson. I see. Anyone acting suspiciously will be
stopped and questioned. That thief ran
for it
and was
mercilessly hunted down. But, Carson—1 must get aboard that ship! If
she spaces
out taking
Lys—a thousand years, Carson, I
might have to wait a
thousand years!"
"That's the
first time you've told me
her name.
Lys. I like U. Reminds me of a
flower."
As he spoke to Sandoz, Carson had been
walking slowly among the gaudy crowds, his head turned like all the rest to
watch as the S.S. hoisted the thief to his feet and trundled him away on a
luggage truck. That miserable one would stay in stasis for twenty-four hours at
least.
Despite
the urgency of the moment, the quivering eagerness possessing the both of them
to board that departing ship,
Carson and Sandoz could sense quite clearly
the hate and bitterness churning between the Shyrane
Security police and the Galactic Guardsmen. Word had got out,
then, and fast.
"If I had
a fake
beard," Carson said and his mind recoiled at the
blast of anger and self-reproach from Sandoz.
"Quick! Find a secure place where
you cannot
be seen!"
In
the toilet Carson took the opportunity to brush down the suit of clothes he'd
snatched from a tailor's dummy as Sandoz had levitated them towards the
spaceport. There had been no time to come here by ordinary means. He wondered
what the people were saying now, the swearers-off
drink and drugs, the hysterics, as a man in the blackened and charred black
steel and leather armor of the Galactic Guard had swooped over their heads with
a gent's natty suiting draped over one arm. He wondered if his friends in the
Guard would hear—and understand.
Then he glanced in the
mirror and his mind congealed.
A perfect stranger stared
out at him from horrified eyes.
The
stranger put a hand to his mouth, a hand that trembled.
Carson blinked his eyes as his hand touched
his mouth and the stranger blinked his eyes as a shaking hand traced unfamiliar
contours.
"What have you done?"
"Hurry up,
my dear
Carson! No one will recognize
you now. I should have realized
before that your face would
be the feature of recognition. Changing that is a
mere matter
of routine for Sandoz—"
The
hollow return to Sandoz' normal jocularity was a pale shadow; the vital
urgency, the fear of failure and loss underlying both their minds drained the
humor away.
Back
in the crowded foyer under the crystal sweep of roof Carson bought the ticket
and crossed the gate threshold even as the gates clanged shut behind him.
His mind crawled. He walked with another
man's face and his brain—and that of Sandoz—functioned behind the facade of
another personality. What limits were there to the power of this little alien
who sat spread out along his nervous system, who could
see his every thought?
Sandoz coughed his little
cough and said: "Now that we
are actually—and at long
last—boarding this confounded spaceship,
Carson, 1 can allow myself to relax a trifle. Lys is
aboard. That, I find
hard to
believe. A million years, Earth
years, I have been
searching for her. Even to
me, and 1 know what time is,
even to
me that
is a
long long time."
Carson
started to say scathingly: "Day before yesterday." But he didn't. And
because he hadn't consciously projected the thought Sandoz let it go, understanding the delicate reasons for Carson's decision
for silence.
The cabin into which he was shown was small,
cramped but very comfortable. He was, the human steward confided, lucky to find
a single at all. Carson tipped the man and then went up to the waving deck. He
was too late. The ship had lifted off. They were in space.
"Y'know, Sandoz,"
Carson said ruminatively. "This ship is
not a
pleasure cruiser, she's a regular passenger
run taking
returning holidaymakers home. First port
of call
Ley's planet. That's where I booked
to. Yet
the S.S.
and the
geegees were right on
the ball
back at
the spaceport."
"Someone may have
seen us
levitating away from that burning sailing ship. You have
a crude
form of
antigrao pack used in your culture."
"Yes. But who? I rather
hope H.E.
believed me when 1 said I'd
be back."
Thinking of the old
warrior, the Grand Commander of the Galactic Guard, Carson felt an inexplicable
wrench at leaving him. He'd looked so crushed when his hopes of Arthur Ross
Carson had been dashed. "And I didn't want
Harding to die for me!
Dammit, all,
1 didn't want that sort of destiny."
"Although I was searching
for Lys
at the
time, much of what went on
spilled over, and I can
scan your
memories. The experiment with your father
and mother
succeeded; that explains the
amazing potential I first discovered
in you."
"Potential. They said I'd never amount
to anything."
"Wrong, Carson,
my impetuous
young friend. You wouldn't have done had you no
guidance. Breaking up abandoned spaceships was no fitting academic
preparation for the tasks your father's
friends wanted you for."
"Well, they're
not getting
me." Carson sounded petulant. "At least
not yet. Not
until we've got this business
with your
Lys straightened out."
"Thank you, Carson," said Sandoz.
And Carson felt that warm glow of friendship
within him and was satisfied.
"You seem to
be taking
your time.
Why don't
we find
out where she is, go along—"
"I've waited
a million
years. Until I could be
sure she
wouldn't slip away again,
I felt
every second as an agony.
But now, now every
second bathes me in warmth
and expectation—"
"I know what you mean."
"However . . .
She is
in the
body of
a child.
The difficulties
I experienced
before on Shyrane
of contacting
her were, as I'm sure you
don't understand, caused through her
being forced rather suddenly
to change
hosts. And there is something I'm getting about the
child ... I can't read
Lys at
all clearly . .
."
Sensibly, Carson didn't say
anything.
"Sometimes I wish .
. .
The thought from Sandoz lay
almost below audible level; a mere mental whisper. "Sometimes I wish my
people had not lost the
use of
their own bodies. Sometimes the price
for immortality
is too
high .
. ."
Leaving
his own mind a blank, Carson went in search of a drink. Having a little alien
monster inside his head was bad enough; when the alien turned maudlin, why
then, decided Arthur Ross Carson, then it was a bit too thick.
What
he had tried not to think about too loudly, for the sake of the sarcasm it
would bring forth, was that his friendship with the little alien monster in
his head had become the most precious and rare experience, his most valuable
possession, a thing he would fight and kill to keep.
Sipping some innocuous concoction of colored
sugar water, he asked Sandoz: "If you only leave a host
when the
poor fellow does pass out, and
it isn't—well,
convenient—to change over at
the time.
What do
you do?"
The mental grimace of distaste soured clearly
into Carson's mind.
"We can live
inside a dead host if
we have
to. Waiting for
a convenient moment. Usually any culture has
devised certain rites
in their
disposal of the dead. There
is always
a time."
XI
The firstclass restaurant was filling slowly as people wandered
in for the first meal of the journey. Carson eyed each with interest, waiting
for a flare of recognition from Sandoz. To Carson the hectic experiences of his
recent life had brought no knowledge of handling waiters and stewards and roboservers in a spaceliner's
first class restaurant. He felt a measure of gratitude that Sandoz had reshaped
his face into that of an older man; a man who ought to know how to handle
himself. But he still made mistakes. Sandoz, with a mind cluttered with the
mores and customs of millions of Galyears, couldn't
help, either, without running through countless parallel cultures.
When
Carson caught quite clearly a titter of spiteful amusement from a group of
waiters over by the door, he threw down his napkin, stood up, scraping back his
chair, and strode out of the restaurant, feeling the color burning in his
cheeks.
"Good grief,
boy!" snapped Sandoz irritably. "You are
an impetuous calf."
"Why—were you
about to make contact just
as I
was receiving
the dirty
end of
that waiter's
joke?"
"Simmer down,
lad. You're
young and untrained in the
fancy ways of these
people. Don't let that interfere
with the
functioning of your brain
on matters
quite unconnected with the measured ritual
of eating
and drinking.
All cultures
have their little phobias and petty
rules. Yours is quite a
mild affair,
believe me."
"I do."
"That is good, then.
I'm glad
of that..."
Carson stopped stock still in the passageway
so that a comfortably cushioned female diner emerging from the restaurant
collided squashily with him. He ignored her and her
indignant snort of outraged protest.
"Are you laughing at
me too,
Sandoz?"
The
mental answer, was bland and perfectly polite, a reply to which he could not
take exception.
"Laughing at you, my
dear Carson?
Why, of
course not. And, I must say
that you
wound me a little by
harboring so unchaste a thought."
"So you were damn well laughing
at me,
you little
ball of
goo!"
"Well, my dear boy,
Toe yet
in all
my experience
to meet
a culture where the
bizarre conduct of a single
member surrounded by conforming citizens
does not
result either in mirth or murder."
"Very profound,
very. Come
on, I
need another
drink.''
This time Carson ordered something a little
stronger than colored sugar water. As he stood at the bar he could not stop
himself from checking over everyone else there. Perhaps one of these men or
women was the parent of the girl he sought?
Sandoz' concerned thought rode in. "You're drinking
a lot
more than you used,
dear boy.
If you
are fretting
about Alex Bors-"
"I'm not.
I believe
he burned
with the
ship. Now shut up and go
on your
woman hunt."
"Too late. The
child is asleep in her
cabin—"
"Well, if Lys can
guide you, maybe we could
find the
cabin."
"Very well."
The
drink hadn't touched the edge of Carson's temper. Sandoz had told him that he
could drink and drug as much as he liked; Sandoz would take the filthy muck out
of his system as fast as he put it in. So there.
Lights
burned dim this ship night along sumptuous corridors and stairways. So far the
general animation of a space voyage hadn't brought everyone into that familiar
and yet superficial bonhomie that would last until she made planetfall.
People moved about with half smiles for
strangers, almost furtively, waiting for deep space magic to begin. "This is the cabin,"
Sandoz said.
Carson
stood outside the door. To left and right other doors studded the corridor
wall. Discreet lighting burned pink and amber and emerald. The carpets sucked
up sound. Number Ten Nine Six. The breathing heart of
the ship lay ten decks down, down there where hungry engines tore the heart out
of atomic nuclei, distorted space and time and hurled two hundred thousand tons
of metal through space at speeds that left light crawling like a glowworn far behind. Up here the quietness carried
reverence.
"One Oh Nine Six." Carson
said to Sandoz and the silence was not broken. Here, in this silence, with a
great ship al]^ about them, Carson felt a strange twinge of fear at the thought
that the alien in his mind was talking to another alien in the brain of a small
child beyond that locked door.
Then the fear brushed away instantly as
Sandoz said quietly: "She is there.
Lys. 1 shall go away from you now,
Carson, for a spell.
1 know you
understand."
"Of course,
Sandoz. And—good
luck."
Then,
once again, that aching gulf of blackness opened in Carson's mind as Sandoz
shut himself away. As always, fret-fulness,
irritability, a deep sense of loss, almost a panic sensation hit Carson as
Sandoz left.
He
walked slowly back to his cabin. Before he dropped off to sleep he wondered
just what this girl child would be like. He was not aware of Sandoz' return
before he fell asleep.
When
he awoke and yawned and reached out to press the roboserver
button for tea and biscuits, Sandoz had still not returned. Munching and
sipping, Carson felt that black void in his brain like a judge's black cap; he
just didn't like it when Sandoz went off by himself.
He'd made up his mind to stroll down to the
tailors and buy a fresh suit and a half dozen white shirts, freshen himself
up—the feeling of freedom the money he still had from the sale of Sandoz'
synthetic jewels on Bahrein remained a heady delight—and interest himself in the life of the ship, when Sandoz
returned.
"Night on the tiles,
hey, Sandoz?"
"I find
your remark
incomprehensible, not having the inclination to dig
for referents
in your
festering brain. But your inference is clear and insulting—and
entirely suitable to a sexually reproducing
mammalian animal."
"Yoip," said Arthur Ross Carson. At once with the little alien's return, he felt
good.
Then
an aura of defeat, of sagging anti-climax, seeped over. Carson said quickly; "What's the
trouble, Sandoz?"
"It is ironical and
yet amusing—at
least, I am forced to
blow hard on my
millions of Galyears
sense of humor to laugh this one
off."
Sandoz sounded as though to
laugh hurt.
"You recall I have experienced
difficulty in contacting Lys? The reason
for that
at first
was that
she was
changing hosts. The girl
child, I thought, would or
might explain the more recent cloudiness
of contact."
"But that's not all?"
"No. The child is mentally crippled.''
"She's an idiot?"
"Not quite.
Parts of her brain are
infected, Lys tells me. The poor
little girl is a most
unpleasant host. You can't imagine
it—"
"I don't
know, Sandoz. Would it be
like me
living in a house with wooden
floors stinking with dryrot, with
the roof
leaking, with fungus growing
along the walls—with the drains
stopped up and the
toilets overflowing?"
"That is a close parallel."
Carson had surprised himself with the
vehemence of his description. Spill-over from Sandoz? Probably; the two entities
grew closer together every day in their symbiosis.
"Well—" Carson said slowly, carefully. "I know
something of your powers, Sandoz. Can't
Lys heal
the girTs brain? If
I lived in that awful house
I'd begin
to mend
the floors,
unplug the drains . .
."
"Not if the damage
was too
widespread. Not if the house
threatened to collapse at
any moment—"
"The girTs dying?"
"Lys says
so. She
is easing
the pain—that
is the
least she can do. Let us
go along
there now. I want to
see Lys'
host." "They might not
let us
in—"
One Oh Nine Six remained shut. Carson knocked. A nurse in white
cap and the uniform of the Saint Alison Sisterhood opened the door; but she
stood four square in the portal, effectively
preventing Carson from entering.
"Yes?"
"Hey, Sandoz—what's the girts name?" "Yvette Duclos."
"Nurse, I'd like to
see Miss Yvette Duclos, please."
The
nurse registered surprise. A colorless creature on the surface she might be,
but Carson caught the reality of devoted nursing, of tenacious purpose, lying
just beneath that placid exterior. He smiled charmingly with his new face and
held up the box of chocolates and sheaf of flowers purchased on inspiration
moments before from a roboserver in the foyer.
"I thought she
might—"
"Yvette
is unconscious. She is very ill, very ill indeed. I don't think—who are you?"
"John
Canning." Carson gave the name he'd used to buy the ticket. "I'm an
old friend of the family—"
"Well, I'll see Mrs. Duclos."
"Thank you, nurse.
You're very kind."
The
nurse shut the door in his face. There lay nothing of rudeness in the action;
it was mere medical practice of taking no chances.
"Listen to me, Carson.
Lys can
tell me
from the girTs memories enough to scrape
you by
as a
family friend. But don't talk too
fast. Understood?"
"Check. If the situation
wasn't so tragic and the
stakes so high this would be
fun."
"Carson!" Genuine astonishment, gratitude, warmth of affection tinged Sandoz'
surprised thought stream. "Look, boy —don't build this
up as
a great
tragic drama! I've waited a million
years for Lys. As soon
as this
poor little
girl dies
Lys can transfer—your sympathy should be
for Yvette
Duclos, not Lys
or me."
"I know. But
I'm not
cynical enough or old enough
to dragoon my emotions."
The
door opened to reveal a short, pleasant woman wearing a synthisilk
kimono, very black hair and with a face that shone naked of makeup with swollen
eyes and red nose and a pitiful resignation.
"I'm Mrs. Duclos. I don't know a Mr. John Canning—"
Reading
from Sandoz quick thoughts, which the alien picked up from Lys, who in turn
rifled the memories of Yvette Duclos, Carson put
together a spacetight story of an old meeting with
Yvette. Mrs. Duclos nodded.
"My
husband was alive then, of course. Please come in Mr. Canning."
Yvette Duclos was
eight years old. She lay in a spaceship berth, small and shrunken, doll-face
and swollen eyelids, purplish blue, tight shut, puckered mouth thinned pathetically
in so young a child. Her hands, paper-transparent, lay limply
on the bedspread.
Seeing her, Carson's pity
broke.
"Can't you or Lys do anything, Sandoz?"
"I'm sorry, Carson."
A monstrous suspicion blossomed in Carson's
mind and, so strong was its impact, Sandoz caught it
at the same time the vitriolic thoughts formed.
"Carson! You
cannot believe that of us!
Don't you comprehend yet that,
brief though the time may
be to
us that
we spend in an
individual host, we belong to that host, we sympathize with it—a
state of empathy is reached
that even
now you and I, Carson, are
only just
beginning to explore. Lys couldn't allow
her host
to die
if she
could do anything at all to
prevent it! We're not made
that way!
You're doing us both an injustice
..."
"Sorry Sandoz.
I believe
you. It
just seemed
so—so convenient for you that
Yvette should die so that
Lys could
transfer into a mature
body."
"I know.
But it
isn't like that at all."
Mrs.
Duclos said sadly: "Now you have seen my
daughter, Mr. Canning, you will understand. There is no hope. All our miracles
of modem brain surgery can do nothing for her. The doctors give her a week. I—I
don't know what to do . .
As soon as he could with decency leave,
Carson said goodbye, promised to look in again, refrained from meaningless
words of hope to Mrs. Duclos and went back to the
spaceship's lounge. He felt the chamel breath of the
sickroom clinging to him. An eight year old girl, dying, sliding out of this
life and all the bright promise of the future—and all the wit and skill of
mankind's medicine could do nothing for her.
He was aware of a delicate
fumbling in Sandoz' thought.
"The little
girl is
going to die, Carson. I
don't know if they will bury
her in
space or take her back
to her
home planet,
but—but Lys will have
to transfer.
I—ah—I am wondering if you
have any—ah—preference
in her
choice of next host."
"Do what?"
Carson was astounded.
"I mean,"
Sandoz said patientiy. "Lys and I want to have
offspring of our own—"
"That's fair
enough—wait a minutel
How can you?
I mean
—you're both just little
balls of goo—"
"1 told you we understood the mystery
of sex.
1 am not at ease in a female
body as
Lys is
not in
a male.
We have
had to occupy this sort of
transposition of sex from time
to time,
of course. But now—it
is essential
that Lys
occupy a body capable of bearing
children."
"Well, I'll go
to the
Horse Head Nebula!" said Arthur Ross Carson. A passing passenger
stared at him with a look that ought to have brought him to his senses. But his
mouth just hung upen in an imbecilic grimace of
incredulous belief.
"There are
about a hundred of my
people in this Galaxy. Our immortality is only relative.
We must
have children
so that our race may live.
You do
not think
I am
being presumptuous in wanting that?"
"N—No, of course not. But—well—I
don't know what to say. I
suppose when the Terran child is
born a
new one
of you is born also?"
"Yes. Our seed germinates alongside yours."
"1 see." The implications of this began to sink in. A curious revulsion built up
in Carson. For the first time in many days he thought again of Lucy, his lost
love, of the way her flame hair curled—and of the way he had seen her, broken
and white on the trolley after Alex Bors, the Squeb, had finished with her. He had wanted Lucy badly. He
had been going to marry her. Afterwards—afterwards women hadn't bothered him.
He'd made them not bother him. They would have been salt rubbed into the
yawning wound.
But now. Now
his friend Sandoz wanted children. But Sandoz did not have a body of his own.
He occupied the body of Arthur Ross Carson and Carson was immeasurably happy
that this should be so. And if Sandoz and Lys wanted a child then they could
only have that child through the agency of their hosts' bodies.
It all made sense.
Til have
to think
about it," Carson
said at length. "It's not easy for
me to
adjust. After Lucy—nothing else mattered
and then you came along to
channel my revenge for Alex
Bors. Now he's
dead. So there is left
only my
friendship with you . . ."
"Yvette Duclos is not yet
dead, Carson. Perhaps the next
choice of hosts will
again be beyond the jurisdiction
of us,
or ofLys."^
"Don't feel too
badly about it, Sandoz. I'll
figure a way out. Only, with
us and
despite the ridiculous divorce rates,
marriage is a solemn
rite. And I wouldn't bring
a child
into the world outside the marriage
contract. Not even now. Not
even in our marvelous galactic civilization.
You understand?"
Sandoz
said: "I understand
that you
have been
conditioned by the mores of
your culture.
I would
not seek
to destroy your peace of mind
by forcing
you to
alter your beliefs to satisfy
me. But
the logical
way will
be found."
Sandoz gave his small dry
mental cough. Then he said with a burst
of frightening intensity: "A way must be found!"
XII
Cabson decided to push all worries over his fouled up
sex-life out of his head. Not for the first time he smiled—a little
deprecatingly—at the thought that he could harbor thoughts and lines of
reasoning connected with the guest in his brain without the slightest hint of
self-consciousness. He was not embarrassed at thinking about Sandoz, knowing
the alien could read every nuance of his host's thought processes.
The
way of life he had glimpsed on Shyrane and which was
in a minor way reflected aboard this luxury starship opened up new vistas of
understanding how men and women lived. A spaceship breaker's boy could have no
knowledge of the immense wealth and sybaritic comfort of the upper classes'
lives. He might hear about it; he couldn't grasp it.
Carson gave himself up to finding out just what he'd been missing.
The
journey to Ley's planet took a week. Carson, already
on friendly terms with the grief-stricken Mrs. Duclos,
had booked on to her destination, of which all he knew was that it was called Jazzstar.
Yvette was still alive. She had not been to
her home on
S |
azzstar
since she was three years old and could therefore ie of little help. Lys picked up some infantile memories that even the girl
didn't know she held; but Carson through Sandoz could only feel his way warily.
Telling Mrs. Duclos, whose husband had been a real
estate tycoon, that he was a company director and then being vague about the
activity of his company had been the only smoke screen he could think up. A
real estate tycoon and a spaceship breaker's boy made strange company.
"Well," he said firmly to Sandoz. "Tell Lys it's no go if
it's Mrs. Duclos."
The ship made a one day stop-over on Ley's planet but Carson did not leave her. He stood near
the entrance valve of the waving deck watching a bloated red sun cast distorted
shadows from trees that drifted through porridgy air,
dangling root tendrils that licked and twined hungrily for insecti-val
prey. The natives called them Neo-Portugese Men of
War. Carson didn't like the look of them and, for some reason,
they reminded him that he'd never inquired about the Razzee from Marjoram VI that had killed Colonel
Stacey.
Turning
to walk over synthipersian carpeting to the ship's
library his eye was arrested by a group of purposeful looking men ascending the
ramp with quick energetic strides. Somehow, about them, clung none of the air
of languid holiday-making, of routine business trips that made of all the other
passengers a puddingy mass of nondescripts. They
walked with a bounce. There were six of them, each with a brief case, and each
was tall and wide and tough with a face that stood no nonsense and had
forgotten what mercy was.
Sandoz said: "Squebs."
Panic hit Carson. He remained standing there
as the valves closed, the ramp slid down and away.
Undercover agents of the Bureau of Status Quo Enforcement, the most powerful
political body in the galaxy, that ran the government, that
had sought his life—here? Well, then, they could only be here for one
reason. To carry on where their agents Crow and Bors had failed.
"Walk slowly to
a toilet,
Carson. I'll change your face
again."
"What about
the Duclos?"
"Lys will have
to handle
that. What interests me is
how did the Statque get
their information that you were
aboard. Always assuming, naturally, that they are after you."
"They are.
You can
bet your
immortal soul they are."
"I have a
near immortal
brain without a soul being
necessary, dear boy; but I
understand your meaning."
In
the cover of the toilet Carson's face changed again. He could not, at the last,
bear watching the writhing movements of his flesh reflected in the mirror.
When it was all over he saw with an appalled glance that an old man stared back
at him.
"You'll have
to walk
slowly, shuffle, bend
over. I'll help. 2 don't want
your body
messed up—now that Lys is
so near."
"You'd just transfer to
another—"
"Of course
I would!"
Sandoz flared the thought
like a cutting edge. "But—for some stupid
reason that I'm ashamed to
own—I've grown fond of
you, young
Carson. 1 don't want
to part from you before I
have to.
Now let's
get on
and make
a fresh booking."
Chuckling, his fears banished, Carson
rebooked. The old codger had split a lot of emotional background then.
"The most
noticeable characteristic of Crow—and Bors
too, to a lesser degree—was their
very lack
of noticeable
characteristics. Why are these
Squebs so full
of bounce
and energy? You can tell from
a parsec
away that
they're not here on pleasure."
Sandoz chuckled dryly. "You tell
me."
"If we knew that
we might
know how
they'd got on
to us."
Again Sandoz chuckled. "I might
be able
to do
something about that."
Hobbling
along with the jerkily shuffling, dot and carry one gait of an old man, Carson
found a chair at the next table to where the six Squebs
sat drinking. The bar contained a comfortable clientele, smoking and drinking,
talking with spurts of laughter rising. The Squebs
glanced casually at Carson, looked away, talked quietly among themselves.
"Are you getting anything, Sandoz?"
"Yes. We've
been careless.
Also I
have learned
that your
forensic systems are remarkably
well-developed. Reminds me
of the Algipon culture—oh, about fifty million
years ago— where half the men
spent their time chasing the
other half."
"What are you receiving?"
"Fingerprints, observation
and clothes,
my dear
boy." "Oh."
"We were
seen levitating
to the
spaceport. The clothes were recorded and
recognized. And fingerprints were obtained.
The Squebs joined us at Ley's planet with a single
order."
Carson tried to remember he had the face of
an old man. "I can guess.
Kill Arthur Ross
Carson." yes."
"Have the Guards discovered me, too?"
"7 don't think
so. These
six Squebs here radiate complete and utterly ruthless confidence. The Guards are not
in the
picture."
"Well, for
the first
time I
feel sorry
they're not breathing on my neck.
Captain Jose and some of
the others
would be handy to have around
now. They
want me
alive—and the Statque want me dead."
"I think, my dear boy, you
had better
walk away
like an
old man—but quickly. It
may have
escaped your attention; but at the
moment you're wearing the clothes
we took
from Shyrane."
Cold horror hit Carson then. His old man's
face wouldn't fool the Statque men for an instant;
they were used to clumsy disguises, they looked for the betraying signs of
carriage, body, clothes—he stood up shakily and tottered off.
The
first bullet struck the door by his head and only by grace of solid bullets
aboard a spaceship was he saved. At once he ducked and dived through, his old
man's posture instantly forgotten. He raced madly up the corridor. Doors
flashed past him; but he dare not stop to try one. He only just made the comer.
A fusillade rapped sharply against the far wall as he skidded around. He felt
his face writhing again and guessed Sandoz was working another switch. But of
what use was that now? Now what he wanted was armor plate, a gun—or a safe
hidey hole.
Feet
slapping soundlessly on the thick carpet he panted
along, feeling the blood gushing around his body in the first exercise aboard
ship. The devil of it was, he couldn't hear the Squebs on this deep pile carpet. He risked a glance back,
saw the first Statque agent show, ducked and heard
the evil snap of the bullet above his head. A spiral staircase showed ahead,
manual reserve in case of elevator failure, leading to the boat deck.
He sprinted up in maniacal bounds, leaping
like a springbok up the metal treads. Bullets clamored from steel railing and supports.The breath clogged in his throat. The boat deck
lay before him, a long bare expanse walled with the valve locks to the lifeshells.
"No time
for a
lifeboat," he said to Sandoz.
Desperation
tore at him. Those men were killers. They hadn't waited to talk, to give him a
chance. As soon as they had recognized his clothes and been sure—they'd fired.
His
lungs strained against his rib cage and his heart swelled in pulsating effort.
The taste of bile thickened on his tongue. Sweat blurred his vision. He did not
know where he was running; the single dominant thought hammered at him:
"Run! Run! Escape!"
The
blow on his leg stabbed like a numbing jolt of electricity. There was no pain.
But he was lying on the metal decking, staring blankly upwards at ceiling
lights, feeling that cold absence of sensation in his left leg as though he'd
caught it in a fish trap, waiting for them to come for him.
A face swam into vision, held suspended over
him like a satellite moon swinging over its primary. A large
face, with wide thin brown lips, small very black eyes, an immaculate
hair-styling. A face, this, that masked a mind that knew exactly where
it was going and was indifferent to whoever might get in the way—for they would
be the loser.
"A
quick snapshot that," the mouth belonging to the face said, the voice low
and polite and artificially modulated. "You always were handy with a gun,
Mark."
Another face joining that hanging above his head. A sharp-featured face
this time, thicker-lipped and with narrow rat's eyes and a bad complexion.
"Thank
you, Simon, for those kind words. Now what do we do with him?"
"Are you questioning
your orders, Mark?"
Fear
flickered briefly in those narrow eyes. Then: "Always the needier, right,
Simon? When the Statque order, no one— but no
one—disobeys or questions. I merely meant which particular way did you want to dispose of him."
The
smooth, almost flippant words, could not conceal the
absence of humanity in these men. The Statque ordered
and they obeyed. Thought existed merely for expert planning, not for
questioning their orders.
Simon
said: "We'll shut the captain's mouth easily enough; but we don't want too
many passengers aroused by a starship shooting. That service airlock over
there. Put him through that."
Carson tried to struggle, tried to ward off
the groping hands. He called with desperate horror to Sandoz for help; but the
little alien did not respond.
Sandoz—at this time of all times—had left himl They picked him up with contemptuous ease, gripping
his limbs rigidly, stilling his struggles, artfully grasping his body so that
the slightest movement shot agony through his muscles.
"Sandoz! he called into the empty recesses of his brain.
"Sandoz! Help me!"
The Squebs operated the service airlock valves; the inner slid
aside. They tossed him in and he fell all spreadeagled.
Hobbling on one leg, the other dragging uselessly, he clawed up at the closing
door.
"No!"
Carson screamed. "You don't have to kill me! You don't understand! I'm not
going to join the Guard! No! Nol No!"
But
the airlock valve hissed shut on ramair and the red
cycling light went on, shining eerily across oiled machinery and smooth plastic
panelling.
Carson
collapsed on to the decking, lay with his head raised, saliva trickling down
his chin, his lips working horribly, gazing at the outer valve. The hiss and
suck of air cycling back into the ship dwindled in pitch as the air thinned. He
took a deep breath. His flesh crawled with the horror of the moment,
his hands scrabbled on the deck.
In seconds now the airlock would be
exhausted, he would live fractionally in a vacuum—and then the outer valve
would crack and he would be spewed out on the last of the air, tossed naked
into the maw of space.
The
last words of Simon echoed terrifyingly in his brain. "Let him
eat space!"
This
was the moment—it had to be, it must be—when rescue would arrive. In the next
heartbeat the air would come miraculously gushing back into the airlock. He
waited in fervent expectation of that moment on the opposite end of of the seesaw of terror that held on this end the specter
of the opening airlock valve. Of course they'd come for him. Some of the crew
would bustle up, annoyed that civilians were playing with ship equipment. Something must happen. Someone must fetch him back from nightmare. He wasn't
going to die!"
The airlock valve heaved itself open and
Carson spun helplessly out into the void. He felt nothing.
Mouth
open, eyes bulging, skin crawling, his body whirled out and away from the
starship. Stars passed rotating before his eyes like sparks flying from a
forge. His brain had congealed. This, then, was the final moment of his life .. .
"You do manage to get yourself
into interesting
predicaments," Sandoz said conversationally. "For a protoplasmic being you have a perverted
penchant for poison-gas planets and the airlessness of space.
What the
blazes are you doing out here?"
The relief weakened his last reserves of
strength. All he could say was: "I like it here."
Weak
and unfunny; but a man dragged from the smoking caverns of hell by his heels is
in no mood for cracking jokes.
"You did
not attain
escape velocity relevant to the
ship's mass, so we'll fall back
presently. Carson—Yvette Duclos
is dying. She has only the
last few
moments of life left to
her. And—she is dying alonel"
"Alone! But-"
"Her mother
is asleep,
exhausted, and the nurse has
been taken away by one of
the Squebs. I am rather
worried. Lys tells me there is
no need,
but—"
His
own problems, so dramatically solved, receded from Carson's mind. If Sandoz
could keep him alive on a planet writhing with green poison gas, then he could
equally keep him alive in the void of space. He said: "Why would
a Squeb take the nurse?"
"You'd been
connected with the Duclos. That
was reason
enough for that gentry."
"They're ruthless,
Sandoz. Cruel and
merciless. We've got
to do something about the nurse
as well
as finding
Lys a
new host." All his attempts to carry off this escape
casually were breaking down as he remembered against his will that moment of
terror in the airlock just before the valves cracked open. He had been on the
brink of death. Any ordinary man would have been dead by now. He tried to throw
off the shakes and realized dully that his wounded left leg did not hurt.
"What about my leg, Sandoz?"
"There was
a bullet
in it—I
didn't think you'd require that
so I dissolved it and cleaned
up the
damaged tissue. Forget it."
"Thanks, Sandoz.
I'll forget
that—but not the Squebs Simon and
Mark."
XIII
Around htm all space burned brightly with stars. He
recognized some of the unfamiliar constellations by reason of his long perusal
of the starcharts aboard the alien ship he and Sandoz
had used; and, strangely, he could find none of the weird and chilling dismay
he expected he would have experienced whirling beneath alien constellations.
An idea began to grow in him that from now on all of space was his home.
The
ship lay brilliant and glowing from a thousand protected ports, a single
diamond-hard point of light scintillating from her prow as the light from a
distant sun struck and rebounded. She looked beautiful and sinister, filled
with the power and pride of the human race, a metal bubble of air and light and
warmth amid an ocean of hungry death. A responsive pride lifted Carson's heart
as he looked at the star-ship, a thrilling sense of the destiny of the human
race that held no arrogance, no false heroics; but a solemn knowledge that
mankind must ever push on and out, for to stagnate was a death just as final as
the emptiness all about.
They were falling back to the starship now as
Sandoz said: *Tou are a strange people,
you Terrans. Like children— and yet possessed of the
most wonderful
gift that
intelligence can ever possess.
I'm glad
that Lys
and I
met you
when you
Earthpeople were
alive in the galaxy."
And
that effectively punctured the bubble of aspiration boasting away in Carson.
For to Sandoz and Lys, near immortals, Earthmen must appear as just another
race who exploded from their planet to strut the stage of the galaxy for a few
spins of that astronomical lens, and then to disappear. Disappear? Why should
they? Man's so-called manifold destiny among the stars need never end if he
conquered first his own black gulfs. The Bureau of Status Quo Enforcement
attempted to retain the old patterns unaltered and yet every sense screamed
that this could only be the retrograde path Man must go on.
His
feet struck the metal hull and Sandoz cushioned the shipfall.
"Yvette Duclos is near
her end,
Carson."
"Let's find
a damned
airlock and go help."
"First I will
change your face again, and
we must
pick up
fresh clothes. Don't forget
I don't
want your
body damaged
irrepairably. For a
variety of reasons."
"Your concern
touches me."
"Ah! You
are regaining
your usual
hasty self. Good. Lys has seen
a small
animal—a pet of your people.
She can
transfer there if she
must."
"That would be
Mrs. Duclos' cat. An Arcturan Siamese cat. Horrid beast. Still. .
."
"Yvette is sinking. The
cabin remains empty."
"Poor little
kid. Some
of the
money wasted on pleasure on
Shyrane spent
on medical
research might have saved her."
"Lys is becoming
hard to
read. Her radiations attenuate . . ." Sandoz' little sigh fluttered
like a falling silken scarf into Carson's mind. "It is over. Yvette
Duclos is dead."
"Miss Pepper,"
said Arthur Ross Carson
derisively. "Now what sort of
name is
that?"
"Equally, dear
boy, what
sort of
animal is an Acturan Siamese Cat? It seems
to be
a burden
determined to be borne by intelligent
creatures that they feed, house,
clothe where necessary, love and bully
lesser animals. I've seen it
in culture
after culture. You people
of Earth
are no
exceptions. Mind you"—that little cough echoed cheerfully, tinged with gentle
malice—"you're picked strange choices.
And these
cats, in particular, seem to get
away with
murder."
"An apt choice of phrase, if
nothing else." Carson
sat further back in the chair and glanced about the dimly lit tv lounge. Vagrant gleams glanced
from contact lenses, white teeth, the glitter of a ring and the dull glow of a
cigarette, scents of perfumed women titillated his nostrils and the giggling
whispers of occupied couples reached him rustlingly. "If the
Squebs penetrate your
latest disguise, Sandoz, the next
murder will be ours—no,
mine, rather."
"Mortality shouldn't
make you
bitter, Carson."
"Maybe not. But
compared with your immortality—relative or otherwise—it
doesn't make me exactly delirious
with anticipatory joy."
"I can
do little
to help
you there.
Even I, even
Lys and
I with all the Galyears to play
with, desire children. Maybe you ephemerae
have the
same immortality
as us
in the
long run."
To answer that in the same ironic vein would
be a negation and denial of belief in humanity. Carson took
refuge in a return to his complaint about Mrs. Duclos'
ginger ball of fire, Miss Pepper.
"How's Lys getting along in there,
Sandoz?"
"I imagine
the expression
you Earth
people would use in her position
would be: 'Could be worse.'
There is a limitation on her powers imposed by
the contraction
of the
cat's brain in comparison to a human beings. I
remember the dragonfly creature in which
I first
met you,
Carson. Intelligence cleaves to intelligence."
Carson said nastily: "If you
think a blasted cat and
I are
going to have offspring,
you'd better reorganize your genetic
hopes, chum."
Sandoz' dry chuckle
infuriated Carson.
"What you
Earthlings mean by love is
fully grasped by Lys and me.
We can
be patient
a little
longer. After all, a million years
is a
long time,
even to
near-immortals."
Carson
concentrated his attention on the tv
screen. They were advertising a new model interplanetary runabout and the sales
gimmick incorporated a comic strip effect where the protagonist—the consumer
image—rescued a glorious girl from a fiery death in the sun only because his
interplanetary runabout was the very model being sold. Any other make, Carson
gathered, would have melted from truck to keelson. He yawned and rubbed his
eyes.
"Planetfall in about eight
hours. I could use
some sleep."
"You no longer have
a cabin,
remember? I'll get you off
the ship when she
berths. At this moment the
Squebs are relaxing
and congratulating
one another
on another
job smoothly carried out. But if
you relax—"
He finished: "Anyway, they
released the nurse unharmed."
Suddenly, Carson no longer
felt tired.
"Thanhs, Sandoz.
I suppose
you just
liquidated the toxins from my muscles
and like
that? Considerate."
"Something like that. 1 need an active body
and brain
for my host. Nothing second best
will do—"
"I'm not
going to lie down beside
a big
ginger torn cat and commit suicide.
You've had that!"
"A pity,"
Sandoz said, infuriatingly.
"That would
be one
interesting way of overcoming
our present
bodily incompatibility."
"Pseuicide," Carson said, luxuriating in the wonderfully warm feeling of safety
having Sandoz as a guest engendered.
"And you'd be
a victim
and murderer,
all rolled
into one."
He knew, without
Sandoz having to tell him, that he'd never commit suicide while the little
alien extended along his nervous system, guiding, counselling,
being the best friend a man could ever have. "What do you know
of Jazzstar?" he
finished quickly, covering that moment of emotional lift.
"The planet
is, as
far as
I can
gather, a world once well
known to me. The
Rilla—you remember
I mentioned
them to
you soon after we
teamed up on the noxious
world of green poisonous gas and
carnivorous lantern flowers—came bursting out
of their
overpopulated worlds to over-run the
Galaxy —or a major portion of
it."
The
thought-stream in Carson's brain carried overtones of a memory that Sandoz,
despite his awesome powers, still could not recall without a very human feeling
of irritation.
Carson knew enough now to understand that a
human being would recall a like memory with horror and terror and a great
repugnance.
"The Rilla. So far I
have not
encountered any reference to them in
your knowledge,
or in
the stored
records of your human race so
far available
to me;
although we shall, I do
not doubt, my dear boy, spend
some time
perusing all the archives we
can lay
our hands
on. Your
hands, that is."
"What about the Rilla
and Jazzstar?"
"In those days Jazzstar
was called
the Purple
Planet of Most Pleasurable Desire by
the people
living there. They were humanoid—basing, as I must, all
my descriptions
of aliens on your referents—and a comfortable, happy folk,
quite content with their
level of culture. I'd gone
there because, a few million
Galyears before a
martial and aggressive race had flourished
there and 1 wanted to know what
had happened to them."
"And?"
"They had
been buried
under the detritus of the
years. The Happy Folk lived an
idyllic life there. Odd, that. Most races call themselves the
Thinking Men. These people put
Happy before thought ..."
Carson notched up a trigger to remember to
ask why San-doz had been curious enough to return to
a planet after a few million years to check on a warlike race. If Sandoz picked
up the thought now he gave no indication of it; but went on with his rundown on
the history of Jazzstar, the planet they were now
approaching.
"You can probably
discern what happened. In their
voracious forays, building gradually over
the centuries
into an
interstellar conquest, the Rilla bumped into Jazzstar. The
Rilla were in
the midst
of a
campaign against a particularly tough and virile little race,
and Jazzstar, whose Happy Folk
had no
space travel, spun in
her orbit
right on the perimeter of
power."
"So the
place became a battlefield?"
yesr
"This tough
little race, whatever their name was, were wiped out, the Rilla triumphed, and Jazzstar, the
Purple
Planet of Most Pleasurable
Desire, was left
a blackened
and seared mausoleum."
"More or less. But
the Rilla did not obliterate the
planet; instead they built
it up,
garrisoned it, turned
it into
a most
impressive bastion fronting their
new conquests.
Seldom have I seen a more
lavishly furnished fortress dedicated to
interstellar warfare. As a rough
estimate, it was said, the
entire resources of ten
planetary systems of the order
of your
SoU terran ancestors would
be necessary
even to
break through the outer defences."
"Some place." But the word Solterra
brought a sharp and penetrating image to Carson's mind. Of himself,
listening as H.E. spoke and the barbed words flickered, hearing that he, Arthur
Ross Carson, had been born on Earth, on the fabulous mother world of all
humanity.
Sandoz thought rode in gendy.
"One day,
Carson, you will visit Earth again."
"Again!" Carson said, and the ache in him sang with self-directed mockery.
"Well, now,
my boy,"
Sandoz brisked.
"What else
do you
require to know about
Jazzstar?"
"Huh," said Carson sarcastically. "You've told me a romantic story
of bygone
battles; but you've told me
nothing of what the Jazzstar we're making
planetfall on in
a few
hours is like!"
"And 'huh!'
to you,
too. How
do I
know? You've had the benefit of the impressions Lys picked up from
Yvette Duclos. A little girUs memories of a great house with many windows.
Of more than one bright sun—that
strikes me as odd; The
Purple Planet of Most
Pleasurable Desire orbited a single
sun —G type—and of a nursery
ten miles
square covered with dolls. That enough? Or should I—?"
"Y'know," Carson
said conversationally. "Sometimes I regret
I can't
take a
good poke
at your
nose. You need to be
trimmed down, old codger!"
"Dear boy. So friendly—"
"What were the Rilla
like? I'm beginning to get
a few
ideas how we might be able
to cash
in on
all your
cobwebby memories."
"Cobwebby memories!"
Suddenly and with shocking clarity, Carson
understood why Sandoz persisted in his little anecdotes of places and planets
long perished. Up until the time he had made contact with Lys, the little alien lived on his memories. They were all he, had. Passing
from one host to another, re-orientating himself life-span after life-span,
sometimes in months, sometimes in years, sometimes living in congenial
symbiosis with intelligence, sometimes merely existing in dull and miniscule
brains that were all instinct and thalamus, Sandoz carried his satchel of
memories with him to prove that he was himself, to reassure himself of his own
identity.
To Carson
then, in that dim tv lounge aboard a starship
plunging down to planetfall on Jazzstar,
came another link in the chain of empathy binding him to the little bodiless
alien Sandoz.
"I understand,
Sandoz—now."
"The Rilla were a
most uncomfortable
race, even more barbed and touchy
than you,
Carson, ferocious and merciless and with a viable culture
based purely on strength—might is right, as a rule-of-thumb
procedure for government, can work."
xrv
Sandoz, cahson guessed, had rushed on with his tale of the
long ago to cover his own feelings at this new stage in their symbiosis. All of
life was a growing and a learning; stagnation was
anti-life. Carson felt more strongly at each new turn in his relationship with
Sandoz that life was a forward process, a stretching out timewards
in a progress that had
now occupied fully every
thinking member of the human race.
"1 remember you once told me that
you could
do things
with me—me, that is,
as a
representative of a race—that you hadn't been able to
do since
the Rilla had stalked the Galaxy. Are we so much
alike, then?"
"Yes—and very much no. You have
the same
thrust and drive and power complex;
but also
you have
the saving
gifts of humor, and love and
appreciation of art—that is, of
concepts, ideas and forms outside
the touchable
concrete of everyday life. The Rilla lived only for themselves,
the moment,
and the
accumulation of galactic power, wealth
and prestige."
"What were they like? To look
at I
mean."
"They were
protoplasmic; they possessed a head,
binocular eyes, a mouth with
which to feed and ear-discs
for hearing.
They breathed
oxygen through a chest filter
and diaphragm
movement with a, carbon dioxide
haemoglobin circulation similar to yours."
"So they had no noses?"
"Two smelling
slits. Sharing
with your
quadrupedal ancestors, they developed inevitably two
limbs for locomotion and two for
manipulation. I'd hardly define them
as human-oid, in deference to
your taste.
But their
features of physiological structure in
fact had
developed along not too dissimilar
lines." Sandoz coughed his tiny tic of
self-deprecation. "I never enjoyed
any Rilla as a host."
"But, surely, they must
have had
some saving
graces?"
"The single
virtue they prized above all
others was to die well. They
lied, cheated,
stole, murdered without a qualm.
As everyone lived within
the same
framework, the culture, as I have
said, was viable. They developed
a strong
class structure and that helped
to hold
their civilization together."
Sandoz had now firmly
bestridden the hobbyhorse of memory and Carson could not hold him back—if he
had wanted to cut the flow of remembrance.
"You humans
have a
covering of naked skin; the
Rilla retained in
many places
a horny
covering. Their eyes were long
and narrow, slits from
which intense black pupils glared
with hatred, arrogance and contempt upon
all whom
they met."
"Sounds nice company—"
"I tell you this, Carson, knowing
you as
I do,
to any
member of Homo Sapiens, the
Rilla would appear
monstrous, inhuman, frightening—coldly
alien and unknowable. Your two
races would never have
mingled without bloody war."
"Good job they lived so long
ago, then."
"So long
ago. Yes.
Tell me,
I can
pick up
traces of a plan beginning to ferment in your
apology for a brain. I
assume you have not been pumping
me about
the Rilla and Jazzstar for the
pleasure of my anecdotal repertoire?
This ties
in with
your present predicament?"
"I've not thought coherently yet. Is
that why
you cant see what I'm
thinking?"
"Probably. There
are layers
deep within
your brain
where your mind lurks—dank
recesses, I remember, I once
used apropos them—and until you finally
decide what you wish to think
I, too,
do not
know. It seems obvious."
"So I can do
a little
private thinking every now and
again? Well, that doesn't bother me.
It should,
I suppose;
but having
you spread
out along
my nervous
system and prodding into my brain
just means
that my
friend is nearer than any
mans friend has ever
been before."
"True—unless Lys
or another
of my
people has made a friend of an Earthman."
"That's an intriguing thought. .
The tv screen claimed Carson's attention as the drama running—cunningly
Statque-slanted piece of propaganda wherein the
hero, a frontier planet farmer, finally decided to stick with the soil and the
nuclear tractor plough in preference to flitting starwards
with the blonde—finally ground to a star-spangled finish. The news began. All
was not well, the news reader said, within the higher echelons of the Galactic
Guard.
On
the screen flashed a jumpy telescopic foreshortened shot of Admin
Center on Perivale, the local governmental planet, bustling with activity as
the top brass of the Galactic Guard arrived for a hurried conference. Carson,
watching, had all thought of the Rilla driven from
his mind as he stared at that heavy figure, conservatively clad in russet synthinsilk, the square face with its puffy eyelids and
lines grooved there by years of command, as the man stamped up the entrance
steps.
"H.E." Carson said, softly. "I still feel mean about running
out on him. He's a fine
man—the best man I've ever
known."
Other generals and high
officials of the Guard entered
Admin Center. Then Carson sat up. A grizzled veteran with
radiation scars mottling his seamed face sprang lightly from a ground car, sprinted up the steps. "Captain Jose!"
"It seems then, dear hoy,
that the
geegees are still
concerned about you—"
"... if
the proposed constitutional changes are pushed through the Galactic Guard will
become virtually a minor element of the police system." The announcer read
with the flat voice of the professional. Carson wondered if the man realized
the enormity of what he was saying. If the Galactic Guard were stripped of
their peculiar powers, relegated to mundane police work as mere agents of the
government, all policy dictated by non-Guards officers, then the Bureau of
Status Quo Enforcement would have won. They would have succeeded in channeling
all power in the human portion of the Galaxy into their hands. And that, it was
frighteningly clear to Carson, now', would result in the collapse of all that
was left to humanity of communication, co-operation, friendship. The Galaxy
would fall apart.
"The work of the Statque,"
the news reader droned on, "to maintain, to keep things as they are, to
fight against the en-trophy that is closing down a chapter of Human history,
will be materially assisted if the Galactic Guard pass under control of the Statque."
"Rubbish!"
exploded Carson.
"His
excellency, the Grand Commander of the Guard, is
known to resist this natural evolutionary trend. During talks with the Statque he emphasized the importance in his eyes of the
Guard's separate existence. Since the last days of the Human Federation,
governments have not been stable; only the Statque
and the Guard have remained permanently in being. Now it seems that the Statque will at last be able to go ahead in full control,
bringing to us all directly the many benefits of their work. But for them the
Human Federations' mighty empire would long since have fractured into countless
aimless planets and tiny groupings. The Statque maintain."
"And that,
my boy,
is what
H.E. and
the others
in the
Guard, wanted you
for. You,
Carson, could prevent that—" "I'm not interested!
At the
moment we're out to find
Lys a
decent body, arrange
it so
that you
and she
have a
fine
bouncing nipper.
Check?"
"Check, Carson,"
Sandoz said, a whisper of
thought
brushing Carson's mind. "And—thank you."
"You're pretty
useless, Sandoz, aren't you, when
it comes
to the big one?" Carson loaded his thoughts with sarcasm. "When we're
really up against it, you
fade out."
"I fail to
see why
such remarks
are brought
into this
not very edifying conversation, whipper-snapper. But
you ask
of me something that—"
"Why? That's all
I want
to know.
Why won't
you make
me invisible?"
From
his vantage point in a scheduled angle of the waving deck with pushing, happy
passengers passing through the opened airlock valves, Carson could look out on
the city of Morton's spacefield here on Jazzstar. The spaceport looked like a million others.
Impatiently, Carson turned his thoughts inwards again.
"You said
you could
do it.
Well, why not?"
"Are you
questioning my veracity?"
yes."
"Well, you young ingrate! I'll
almost allow myself the pleasure of turning you invisible
for a
few seconds,
only I
have more concern for
our body
than you
have. When I make you invisible
the trick
is done
by molecular
re-arrangement, the planes
are aligned
differently so that light is allowed through, as
through glass. But it demands
tremendous reserves of energy
from the
cells and they drain—by the
time you return to
visibility you feel like a
whipped cur, to use your vivid
phrase."
"What even for
a few
minutes? Just time enough to
nip down the landing ramp?"
"We could do
it, I
suppose. But I want this
body in
good shape—"
"I'm just
a host
stud, you incubus!"
"Walk slowly,
now. Your
face is
exactly that of a man
who just went through. You felt
the change?
Right. Now take
it slowly, my impetuous young hot-head."
Carson 'walked steadily towards the exit
valves. He knew that Sandoz had changed his face to that of a man who had
recently entered the ship, and who was wearing clothes near enough his own to
attract no attention. The man, he hoped, would be busy hunting up the friends
he had come to meet. Carson walked on.
Because
this spaceport was so dreadfully familiar—a twin to the one back home on Ragnor—Carson's first glance went towards the far edge of
the field. There lay the rusting heaps of metal, the corroding piles of ancient
ships that had made their last planetfall here.
Somewhere over there, clambering with arc cutters and nimble fingers among
pitiful remains of once-proud ships, would be a spaceship breaker's boy. Who he was made no difference to the nostalgia flowing through
Carson. So short a time ago, he, too, had been just a de-gutter of
wrecks. Working close to the field like this might bring in only the small
wagons, not for them the deep-space liners sold off by the star-shipping lines,
but it made for variety and experience and a skill with tools.
"Cobwebby memories,"
Sandoz said.
And Carson laughed.
He headed straight for the post office. The
place lay cool and shaded beneath a bright sun, glints striking cheerfully back
from polished brass and aluminium, plastic windows
gleaming and reflecting green and scarlet and yellow blossoms growing
luxuriantly in painted window boxes. The clerk was a white-haired lady with a
gentle face and clothes fifty years out of date, her fingers stained, her eyes
a bird-bright blue.
"Only one
sun, I
observe," Sandoz said.
"Yvette's memories are not
going to be much good."
"No. What do
you want
in the
post office?
We have
to buy the clothes and belongings
you need
that we
had to
leave behind on the
ship .
. ."
Carson answered by filling in a spacegram form. The lady 100 smiled sweetly as she read it
and franked the right amount. Carson paid.
The
gram said: "Captain Mike Jose, GG HQ, Periyale. Having fine time.
Saw you on tv. Keep the ball
in the air."
The
lady prodded with a finger. "Glad to know you're having a good time as
soon as you land, son. But aren't you going to sign it?"
"No. Costs extra.
Anyway, they'll know who it's from."
She
smiled and slid the form into the mouth of the transmission robot. Carson
smiled back, thanked her, and walked out.
"Noiy," he said firmly. "We find a
hotel after you've given me the
face and
figure we need, I have
a good
meal, then we go see Mrs. Duclos. And Miss Pepper."
"Yes. I don't want
Lys to
get too
far away.
She finds
communication a little difficult with
the cat's
brain. Carson— I mustn't lose her
again!"
"You won't, Sandoz. Not if I
can help
it!"
XV
The sign,
neat and unobtrusive in leaf green lettering set in translucent lime green
plastic, read:
DUCLOS
AND NEHRING REAL ESTATE Carson swivelled his head
upwards. From the opaque door beside which the neat little sign proclaimed the
business carried on here, a six foot diameter transparent tube rose two hundred
feet into the warm air. The tube vanished into the central boss of a round
platform something over a hundred yards in diameter. The metal base absorbed
light and the round blackness seemed to Carson to squat against the sky like a
hole in heaven. Although he could not see the sides of the structure from his
position immediately beneath its center, by casting his eyes sideways along
the rest of this street he saw other circular platforms all connected to the
ground by their transparently shining umbilical cords. Some supported mere
three story buildings, other platforms contained skyscrapers of twenty and
thirty storys. He knew
enough already to know that the Duclos building
would be the largest and most impressive in Brubeck.
Here
on Jazzstar towns were merely centers for spaceports
and services. No one lived or worked in a town. The whole population was
migratory. A town consisted of a spaceport or airfield, essential services, and
a forest of tall transparent tubes equipped with express lifts. That was all.
He'd
left Morton by aircar the morning after his arrival
on Jazzstar, following Mrs. Duclos
and her cat, Miss Pepper. The Duclos building in
Brubeck, a quasitown five hundred miles away across
flat treeless country, had just engulfed Mrs. Duclos,
Miss Pepper, the nurse and a robot attendant loaded with baggage.
"Y'know, Carson,
I feel
sorry for that woman. Her
husband is recently deceased and now
she returns
from a
holiday on Shyrane—where no doubt she hoped
to forget
some of
her sorrow—without her daughter.
You mortals
suffer in that respect."
"Shall we follow straight
away? You've given me the
face and figure we think proper,
our story
has been
polished up —and there's no time
like the
present."
"Very well. If this man
Nehring adheres to
Jazzstar custom he'll up anchor soon and
let the
drifter go with the wind.
The sun is almost down from
here."
Carson called the elevator. Riding up, he
said: "An odd
custom. Living
in giant
platforms like floating cheese boxes,
drifting with the winds
around the planet, always in
daylight. No wonder
Yvette thought there were a
lot of
suns. She'd probably never seen night
time from
a planet
until she hit Shyrane."
"What dark mysteries of psychology does
this habit
conceal?"
"You name it. They've probably got
it. Ah,
here we
are."
A profusion of luxury surrounded him, even here in the foyer, and he
guessed that the higher in the building he progressed the greater the opulence
would be. Already he was learning what possession of great wealth could mean.
The robot receptionist ran trillingly through its
paces and
Carson
found himself ushered respectfully into an inner office hung with rich
draperies and lit by a ring of drifting fireflies endlessly circling the
junction of ceiling and walls. The form-fit adjusted snugly to his new body and
he fingered secretly and with satisfaction the brand new and very expensive
clothes he wore. The best part about money was spending it.
"Mr. Nehring is engaged at the moment,
Doctor Waring." The man sat plumply
and pompously behind his desk, steep-ling his hands, beautifully manicured. His
moon face smiled blandly, his pomaded hair shone. "I am Alec Wolgast, vice-president. Can I help you?"
"I
must confess," said Carson in what he hoped sounded like a deep and
resonant professorial voice, full of years and authority, "that I am much
impressed by your drifters. Jazz-star, as a planet, I did not anticipate
finding of great interest; but I was wrong."
"Good
of you to say so," burbled Alec Wolgast. He remained
politely smiling, waiting.
"I
have come to you because I was told that Duclos and Nehring owned most of Jazzstar—"
Wolgast moved his hands as though washing them.
"Not owned, doctor! We have, shall we say, a greater interest in this
planet than any other—"
"And anyone else," Carson said,
perversely determined to raise some other reaction than bland courtesy from
that face.
"That maybe. I understand you are an archaeologist, doctor. This puzzles me. Jazzstar is a virgin planet—"
Sandoz said: "Good grief,
as you
might say, do they really
believe that?"
"Have any expert and detailed archaeological
explorations and digs taken place?" Carson pointed a finger in a class
room mannerism. "Not one. Only a rapid and sketchy preliminary
summation by a not-very-skilled branch of the Survey Corps."
Wolgast broadened his smile. "All this may be
true, doctor. I'm afraid all this digging up the past goes right over my head.
Now—just how can we help you?"
"Why—I'll
need to rent a drifter and to have your per-103
mission to carry out a dig. The land is Duclos
and Nehring prdperty—"
"Ah!
I see. I don't anticipate great trouble there, doctor. Of course, Mr. Nehring will have to make the final decision. As to
rents—"
"Anything
within reason," Carson said, trying not to sound like a man who has a friend who can production-fine
manufacture precious gems.
A hush phone extended on its pseudopod from a
recess in the desk. Wolgast spoke briefly, nodded, and looked
across as the hush phone disappeared.
"Mr.
Nehring is free now. The business has had a rather
trying time lately. Mr. Duclos . . . But I know Mr. Nehring will want to deal with this personally." Wolgast stood up. "Will you come this way,
please?"
Going across the lush carpet to the rear
door, Carson was struck by the conviction that Wolgast
only half believed his story. The smooth man would charge the limit for an
archaeological dig and the drifter. The academic Doctor Waring
must be backed by some wealthy and influential body prepared to pay heavily
for the privilege of digging on Jazzstar, that was why Carson, as Doctor Waring,
was receiving the red carpet treatment.
"Ah! said Sandoz with satisfaction. "Lys is very near.
Mrs. Duclos—"
The door opened. Carson went through. "Mrs. Duclos and Miss Pepper
are still
here. That's a stroke of luck."
Wolgast introduced Carson to Nehring.
The room was a replica in greater size and luxury of the
other office. Through a screened-reeded
window the sun lay as a red ball on the bar horizon. Gently, delicately, Carson
felt a swaying motion tremble through the floor.
Wilfred Nehring was
tall and gaunt, a thick shock of gray hair giving his face a precipitous look.
His handclasp was firm and dry, skin rasping against Carson's university skin.
He had a slight stoop, and his mouth and chin, square and roughened, dug down
into his tie.
"Doctor Waring,
this is a pleasure. Allow me to introduce you to Mrs. Duclos—"
"A pleasure,"
Carson said.
"Say something about the
cat, imbecile!"
Sandoz rasped.
"An Arcturan Siamese!" Carson knelt, touched the cat's fiery fur
gingerly. The cat arched its back but Carson did not stroke it. That, to a
Siamese, Arcturan or otherwise, was fatal, demanding
instant retaliation.
Mrs. Duclos showed
animation. "Fancy that now! Miss Pepper has taken a liking to you, doctor.
For any other person to do that is impossible, except me and
Yvette—Yvette—"
"Please,
Mrs. Duclos!" said the nurse, urgency striking
through her soft tones.
"Of course, Moira. But it is difficult not to remember and to pine. If anything happened
to Miss Pepper, now . . ."
Sandoz said: "You realize,
1 suppose, that this drifter has just left
the lift?
That we
are now
sailing before the breeze around the planet, following the
sun?"
"Yes. The motion as we left
was noticeable;
but right
now we're as steady as a
rock."
"They've cut
the motors
and generated
a stasis
field around the buildings, stepped up
the speed.
Evidently waiting for Mrs. Duclos to arrive
delayed them and they have
to make
up time." Sandoz finished acidly: "I wouldn't
like to
find them stranded in the dark."
"What do you make of Nehring and Wolgast?"
"Nehring seems
a reasonable
character; his emanations show only a
fiercely competitive business man who
tries to play the game straight.
I get
a reaction
towards Mrs. Duclos—"
"1 suppose he didn't put
old Duclos out of the way?"
"Might have
done. Doubtful
on the
strength of the personality I'm picking up. Wolgast is different. His emanations
are as coiled as a Squeb's—"
"Could he be a
Squeb?"
"Now how
the blue
blazes do I know?"
"Seems to me you're failing to
understand a lot just lately. Lys?"
"I suppose so, Carson,
1 suppose so. Just having her near
me is a delirious experience and
I tend
to push
aside lesser matters. I know you'll
understand that. But, wonderful thought this is,
I want
more!"
"Not with a flaming cat you
won't chum."
"The problem
would be solved by mere
waiting. After a million years
or so—one
cat's lifetime is not so
very long."
Mrs. Duclos and the
two men turned to Carson as though suddenly contrite with realization.
Nehring said: "I'm afraid the drifter has left
Brubeck, Doctor Waring. We're on the fringe of
daylight here and— although I know you outworlders
find this difficult to comprehend—we find that uncomfortable."
"That
is quite all right, provided you have accommodation for me. I anticipate
problems with my workers over the dig. As soon as daylight begins to go they'll
down tools and drift with the sunshine?"
"That's
right, doctor, and I, for one, can't blame them. But, tell me, what do you hope
to uncover on Jazzstar? The place was virgin when the
first Earthmen landed."
Nehring
ushered the party through into a lounge where Wolgast
supervised the drinks dispenser. Carson sat down with a genuine grunt of
relief. He noticed that the nurse, Moira, sat next to Mrs. Duclos.
Presently the older woman took the nurse's hand, gripping it for comfort.
Carson saw again the strong, well molded body beneath the uniform of the Saint
Alison Sisterhood, the calm, smooth face, the soft brown wavy hair. But he
still couldn't envisage an emotional entanglement with the girl. The image of
Lucy kept sweeping away every present picture of any other girl.
He began to talk, carefully, building up the
idea of a dedicated archaeologist working on his own, very idiosyncratic and
partially discredited, theory.
"I
am sure that I shall uncover finds of the greatest value to science. Jazzstar has been populated before mankind came here. I intend
to prove that a great race of people extended from star to star in the
galaxy—"
"But,
surely, doctor," Wolgast interjected, lowering
his 106 drink, his smile unaltered by a millimeter," the human species is
the first truly great interstellar culture?"
"Not
so. However, when I have proved my point it will only emphasize mankind's
present decline. The old Human Federation collapsed and at the present time we
are fighting a desperate rearguard action against decay."
"The Statque are trying to stop that," Nehring
said quietly.
Knowing
he trod dangerous ground, Carson smiled and refused to comment. He turned the
conversation to generalities and as the amiable chit chat flowed on and Sandoz
left him in that frightful vacuum, tried to establish his image as the
bumbling, not-altogether-with-us professor. How well he succeeded he didn't
know; but when at last, he was shown to a comfortable room, pleading tiredness,
he had arranged for the hire of a small drifter and the rental of the area he
wished first to excavate.
Sandoz
was still off and away. No doubt Miss Pepper was having a respite from the
alien entity dominating her brain.
Only
one untoward incident marred the pleasure of his stay on the Duclos and Nehring drifter. On
the pseudo-night before he took a flier to the location of the dig and the
hired drifter, his room was thoroughly turned over.
"Wolgastr
"That's right, dear boy. His peculiar
emanations still choke the place."
"Well, he will have
precisely nothing to reward him
for his
night's work; but all
the same
it makes
me mad.
I've a
good mind to poke him one—"
"Huh! Remember, Carson, you
have at
the moment
the body of a middle-aged man in not particularly
good physical
trim-"
"And I don't know
it! I'll
be glad
to resume
my own
shape. Tm sick of puffing and blowing."
The site they began to excavate, Sandoz
assured Carson, had once been an arsenal fortress of the Rilla.
"Under here, deep
below the detritus of the
years, lies a stupendous complex
of armored
fortresses. Geological upheavals have buried
them; but I'll guarantee
that the
Rilla built well
enough for everything within the armor
to remain
intact. From a genuine archaeologist's
point of view, young fellow,
this is
the dream of a life-time come
true."
Carson did not reply. From the hired
drifter's downward angled windows he surveyed the ground below, where a rolling, dusty grassland and clumped, dispirited trees,
echoed his own emptiness of feeling. He couldn't settle down. San-doz' quiescent acceptance of the bizarre situation, the way
in which the little alien calmly went about this puttering archaeological cover
story, his willingness just to exist with Lys somewhere else on this planet,
all combined to infuriate and depress Carson. He felt frustrated. Purpose
suddenly had left his life. There was nothing now immediately to be striven and
fought for, no plans to scheme, no enemies to overcome.
The mental craving for
excitement fevered his spirit.
"I suppose I
am to
blame for that." Sandoz coughed dryly. "If I hadn't wrenched
you away
from the
geegees to follow
Lys you'd be battling
and swashbuckling
away to
your heart's desire."
"No, Sandoz!
You, of
all people,
aren't to blame."
"Nice of you to say so,
dear boy. But
still—oh, I know you relinquished your claims to a
special place in the geegees, turned down the chance
H.E. offered
you of
becoming the Grand Commander in due
course. But that was only
a passing
phase. I am convinced
that had
you remained
with H.E.
and been surrounded by
Guard panoply—and very direct purpose in the lights of
a human
being, too—you'd have taken that course
destiny had ordained for you
until I came along."
"Right. So I'd now
be a
strutting popinjay in the scarlet
panoply of the Guard,
learning to salute and polish
buttons —thank all the patron saints
of space
you did
come along,
Sandoz!"
The wry amusement in Sandoz' thought brought
relief and a saving humor to Carson, as the little alien said: "You are going
to live
for a
very long
time—by human standard, that is; and
all your
lifetime will be a whole
lifetime to me, also. There is time, my impetuous
young swashbuckler, for Lys and me—and
for you
and the
Guard."
Below
their hovering drifter which, sustained by antigrav
motors regarded with tolerant amusement by Sandoz, hung a hundred feet in the
air stationary against the breeze, a work crew labored over the dusty ground.
Already they had cut investigation trenches through the crumbly soil and Carson,
putting to use his recently acquired book-learning, began to direct detailed
efforts over the drifter's loud-hailers, Sandoz, of course, provided the brains
and knowhow.
"Last time
1 had an archaeologist as host was,
let me
see, about twenty-five million years ago.
Big chap.
Very gentle
and a nice creature in his
own culture—but
you'd see him as large as
a diplodocus,
Carson, eating a whole plateful
of new-born—well, they were
not unlike
sheep—for breakfast. He wasn't being cruel;
that was
the way
of life
on Szinkul. He was digging up
remains of some folk who'd
lived only about five hundred thousand
years before. I couldn't help
him, though. At that
time I'd
been away
on another
spiral arm of the galaxy." ~
"Methods changed much?"
"Not really.
Except that they lifted as
much earth
in one
go as your whole crew take
an hour
to shift."
"Well, you said we mustn't use
machinery ad lib!"
"Quite right. I want to
know everything
that has
happened on Jazzstar
since the Rilla
were here."
"Well, frankly, I'm past
caring. I want some action."
"You young
colts are all alike. You
can't sit still and watch
what goes on. Oh,
no. You
have to
go out
and do
it yourselves.
And get
bloody noses in the process."
"You poor
old codger! Too
old and
tired—"
Sandoz' thought blasted through what Carson
had been saying, ripping through his brain like liquid
fire.
"Carson! Blank
off your
thoughts! Quickly! Stop
thinking!"
Without
question Carson tried to do the notoriously difficult task of unthinking. His
mind iced up. He felt streamers of thought probing at him, questing, prodding, prying. His hands gripped into fists. His teeth clamped into
his lip. How long he stood there looking down through the window he did not
know.
Then: "All right, Carson. Panic over." "What the blazes
was that
all about?"
The answer sprang harshly and
uncompromisingly from the alien mind. "You human beings are further along
the road of technological psychiatry than
I had
imagined. Someone has been searching
with a-^well,
I've known
them termed
mind-seekers. An instrument that
can blank
off nearly
all static and overtones and pick
up the
electrical impulses from an intelligent brain, record and codify
them."
"That sounds quite
a trick—"
"They've fused
the principles
of an
electro-encephalograph and a maser. I think
you broadcast
enough for them to pick
you up. Somewhere on this planet
there now exists an electrical
recording of the signals from
your brain."
"Statque or Guard?"
"Could be either, dear
boy." Sandoz resumed his usual manner. "Whichever it may be,
you're in for that action
you craved just now." That dry, sardonic chuckle: "I hope
you enjoy it."
"Yes, but—" Carson felt apprehension breeze over him, "won't they see
something odd about my brain
signals? Won't they find a double
record? Won't they register you?'
"My dear
young imbecile! You saw me, you picked
me up.
How do you think I could
contrive the master-strokes of original thought and encompass my
memories—even with those portions of your
apology for a brain that
I use
as storage
cabinets—and perform the prodigies of
science that I do with such
a small
brain? I do not use
your simple
electrical cellular system—no, dear
chap, the prying fingers of
the mind
seeker cannot pick me
up"
"Egotist! Anyway,
it's a
good job
they can't."
"Indubitably."
"Anyway, you're so
all-fired clever, why can't you
blank off my thought transmission for me?"
"I can, up
to a
point. A lot depends on
just how
strongly you are radiating and how
near and
powerful is the mind-seeker. I don't think we
need worry
too much
at present.
But-"
"We've got
to stay
near Lys.
That's settled."
"Yes. But I
don't want to get you
hilled to satisfy my love
life, Carson."
Carson
made no flippant answer to that. It struck too deeply.
XVI
Life drifted along with all the excitement of a clerk
totting up a column of figures. Days on Jazzstar
lasted for ten of Ragnor's days and Ragnor's, Carson had often been told with the pride of the
good citizen, were almost the same as those of the fabulous Earth.
Each
night the workers, most of them on holiday and here only because digging with
an archaeologist was a novelty, packed up, caught their fliers and headed for
drifters following the sun around the planet. With the dawn—ten of Ragnor's nights later—they turned up from the opposite direction.
Inevitably, personnel working changed as men and women grew bored with the task, their holidays closed, other commitments drew them.
Here
on Jazzstar people lived a free and easy life, not
bothering with formality, happy to go along with what the day might bring.
"Probably," Sandoz said once to Carson, "they began their sunny migrations because they
couldn't stand such a long
night. It worhs out."
"Yes, but,"
said Carson, "forever drifting
around the planet, never anchored in
one place
long enough
even to
know it.
The conception of factories
and foundries
and offices
forever drifting is acceptable,
I suppose.
But the
inefficiency in mining, heavy engineering,
industries which you fust
can't uproot, is fantastic. There are
plenty of facets of this
culture you can like and admire;
but you
have to
shut your
eyes to
a great
deal of business waste."
"As to that, dear
boy, Duclos and Nehring
own most
of the planet. It's their worry,
and they
grow fat
on it."
Four times in the next two of Jazzstar's days the mind seeker groped for Carson's brain
radiations.
He studied each new group of workers to the
site, wondering if one of those cheerful, laughing, skylarking sensation-seekers
had been planted there in cold-blooded scheming by the Statque.
So it was that he rebuffed attempts at comradeship. Some of
the workers, unused to his rigorous discipline in the dig, packed up and left.
Some left because he'd rubbed them up the wrong way.
Towards
the close of that Jazzstar day he went down into the
excavation. Earth lay heaped up on all sides revealing more earth below, with
tractor and shovel men giving precise instructions to the robotic machinery,
which carried it out even more precisely. Shadows lay long. Soon everyone would
down tools and leave aboard their drifters.
"Hey, Doctor Waring! We've struck that metal—"
Instantly,
Carson joined the group by the patient robot excavator, and stared down. Below
his feet lay the corroded, battered, but still intact sheet of metal that the
instruments had predicted would be there. What might exist beneath that sheet
of armor plate the instruments could not say.
Incredibly
to the jaded Carson, excitement flowed through him.
"Can
you cut through?" "Can but try . . ."
Six hours later, with the shadows now at
their limit of tolerance the men gave up.
"Never cut through
that before we have to move on."
Fustration
tore through Carson. Bored he had been and, just when it seemed something out
of the ordinary might occur, the damned night clamped down and work stopped. He
did not entertain the idea of cutting through himself. He nodded and the men
left.
Aboard his drifter he found a message
waiting. It was from Mrs. Duclos.
"I'm so sorry, Doctor Waring, not to be able to accept
your kind invitation to come out and see your work. But I have decided to take
another trip. I must try to forget the pain of loss. I know you will forgive
me." Then: "I'm sure Miss Pepper remembers you. She ran about in a
very agitated way when we began to pack. I always say animals are just as
intelligent as humans, don't you think?''
"The course
of true
love never
did run
smooth," Carson said phlegmatically as their flier
spun away from the spindling transparent tubes of Brubeck, heading after the Duclos entourage on its way to Morton. In this precipitate
dash lay a ghastly reminder of their wild flight to catch the ship on Shyrane. This time Lys guested
inside a cat instead of a mentally crippled child and if the images she
received and relayed were more clear, they suffered
from lack of comprehension and interpretation.
At
the field the Duclos destination was easy enough to
spot. A stubby, twenty-year old space liner reared from a side pad, the only
ship currently on the field.
Inquiries
elicited the dismaying fact that the ship had been fully booked for a
star-gazing jaunt through the galaxy. She was licensed to cany
a thousand tourists, her port of origin parsecs away
and at this stop-over on Jazzstar Mrs. Duclos and Moira, her personal nurse, had completed a full
booking. Sunshine beat down vertically on the heads of the returning tourists
as they swung up in the ship's loading elevator. Carson stood by the open
window of the booking office, fuming. "Now what?"
Sandoz said: "We must
resort to a little skullduggery.
Interesting word, that.
Applied to me it is
hilarious—"
"Lys is going aboard
that ship.
We can't.
And all
you do
is make nitxoittish remarks about words—"
"Wait, my impetuous friend,
and watch. And,
remember, I am sorry about this."
Carson saw a young couple waltz in from a
hired flier, loaded with souvenirs, laughing, chattering, start to go through
to the next group waiting for the loader. He felt an abrupt vertiginous
sensation, a burning in his eyes, a dizziness and a
weakness of his limbs. He rubbed his eyes; but before he could angrily question
Sandoz he saw the young couple halt, stare about, their faces lose color. Then
they crumpled to the ground. Attendants ran up. A sympathetic stir animated the
waiting passengers.
It was all over very quickly. An ambulance
took the stricken pair to a drifter hospital. Carson returned to the window.
"You
can book me in now," he said. "I'm sorry about those people; but they
leave a vacant berth."
The
robot ticket clerk re-acted on command and Carson paid and picked up the ticket
folder. As he turned to go Sandoz said firmly: "Blank, Carson!"
Carson
blanked; but his mind, whirling with the implications of what his alien agent
had just done, would not still and his half-suppressed thought: "You fixed that
couple! You used my brain and
you did
something to them!"
"Quiet, Carson!"
Desperately,
knowing that a mind seeker groped remorselessly for the radiations from his
brain, Carson tried to still his mind's activity.
Then: "All right, son. It's gone. But
they picked
you up
then, loud and clear."
"That means they're
near?" "Yes."
Through
the frame of the loading bay the stubby starship stood up, firm and patient,
waiting to take men and woman back into space. The talk and laughter of happy
holiday-makers echoed and tinkled all about him. He walked out into the
sun-splashed air, stepped aboard the loader, was whisked up into the ship.
"Who would have thought," he said fretfully, "that sticking
close to a blasted cat
would be such a problem?"
Standing just inside the tennis courts,
Carson watched idly as Moira, Mrs. Duclos' nurse, fought
out a tough set point against a wavy-haired, square-jawed, clean-cut young
Apollo. Mrs. Duclos sat beside him, Miss Pepper
curled at her feet.
"I
like to see Moira enjoying herself," Mrs. Duclos
said comfortably, taking another chocolate from the box on her ample lap.
"I'm afraid I'm a burden."
"That's what she's
paid for," Carson said unheedingly.
"I
know, doctor; but she's been a good friend to me. I need someone older, really,
though; someone to take the place of my poor husband."
"Watch it,
dear boy,"
said Sandoz gleefully. "This routine
extends back into the
Galaxy's past far beyond my
recollection." "Sadist!"
"And
really," went on Mrs. Duclos, primping her hair
with red-tipped fingers, "I'm not really old! It's just that I've, well,
let myself go since my poor husband, and Yvette—but this holiday will make a
difference, I'm sure."
Sandoz said: "She's certainly
changed since we first met
her. New hair style,
make-up, smart clothes, and a
fresh construction of body-armor-plate to arrange her shape
into that
considered most pleasing to
the male
eye—and that means me, my dear
boy, as
you must
realize."
"You're looking
wonderful, Mrs. Duclos."
"Oh,
Doctor! But why don't you call me Mimieux? So much iess formal." She
raised her good-natured, plump face to glance coyly at Carson. "After all,
you did follow me on this trip, all the way from your precious dig."
"Yes,"
said Carson, and felt the howl of laughter from Sandoz ringing in his brain.
"Poor woman,"
Carson said savagely. "What would
she say
if she knew the man she
thinks of as Doctor Waring had followed not her
charms; but those of her
cat!"
Moira
cut a vicious backhand chop into her opponent's forehand, catching him
wrong-footed. He flung his racquet into the air and caught it. "You
win!"
Carson
let his mouth droop. He'd never played a game of tennis in his life. As Moira
and her beaten Apollo walked across, laughing, flushed, racquets across
shoulders, Carson rose and excused himself. He left the courts and headed for
the ship's library. Sandoz huffed a little; but Carson said:
"Unless Lys decides to kill Miss
Pepper right now, and then gets
into Mrs.
Duclos or Moira,
we're safe for a bit."
"Carson!" Sandoz said angrily. "Neither Lys nor I will kill
our hosts! Such a
thought is an affront!"
"I'm sorry. But waiting around a
rich widow
is a
dangerous occupation."
He
turned into the doorway leading to the library fast, needing quiet and
solitude, a time to plan. With his mind churning over the problems that
appeared without solution he scarcely saw where he was going. The lights
glinted from flame hair. He felt his own body collide with a soft but firm form
that bounced away with a gasp. He looked up, the apology rising quickly to his
lips.
He looked at the girl. She had one hand out,
supporting herself against the wall. The other hand brushed a tendril of
glorious flame hair from her forehead. Carson looked. He saw her face. Red
roaring madness choked down over him; all his surroundings whirled impossibly
about him in that hammer of blood through his veins, everything but the face
and figure of this girl looking so steadily back at him.
"Lucy!"
he said, and the word tore at his throat, hurting him. "Lucy!"
He
felt Sandoz pull him up with a jolt. He stared more closely at that lovely,
white face with those enormous eyes, that soft mouth, that flame hair, seeking
hungrily—then: "No! No—it's not Lucy. It can't be! Lucy's dead."
The girl smiled unsteadily.
"I'm
sorry," she said with Lucy's voice. "I wasn't looking where I was
going—"
"My fault,"
Carson said. "Please forgive me. But . . . But
"Yes?" Her face, open and sincere
and unafraid, drew him hopelessly. "What is it?"
"Nothing. I thought—I thought I knew you."
Looking greedily at this girl he realized for
the first time that Lucy's eyes had been set too close together. And there were
other things, small, miniscule constructions of face and figure, that made him
feel a traitor to the memory of his lost love. This girl far surpassed Lucy in
the things in a woman that Carson wanted as Lucy had surpassed all others.
"You're sure you're
all right?"
"Of
course. Stupid of me. I apologize—"
Sandoz snapped testily: "Carson! Stop
acting like a love sick calf!
She's the same age as
you, or
thereabout. I'd guess she's nineteen. She
sees you
as a
poor middle-aged
old codger,
ready for the grave!"
"This damned
body!" flared Carson. "I'd forgotten!"
The
girl favored Carson with a smile that rocked him back on his heels. "My name's
Sally King—you're Doctor Waring, aren't you? One of the men who came aboard at Jazzstar?
You were lucky, I thought we'd taken all berths."
"That's
right, Miss King. Have you been around space much? That is—I—" He
hesitated, wanting to ask her if she'd ever been to Ragnor
and yet shrinking from committing himself. Passengers gossiped, it was their consuming passion.
"Oh,
yes. Quite a lot. My father's—ah—job takes him all
over our part of the Galaxy."
"That must be
interesting. Is he aboard?"
"Of course not!" She laughed and Carson's head swam. "But I expect I'll be meeting
up with him. Now I must go for my daily swim." She moved away with the
grace of a panther. Carson watched her. This was Lucy,,
come back from the grave—only better, finer, even, than Lucy had ever been.
"I gather you don't want a
report on her, Carson?"
A
stab of panic hit Carson. Perhaps there was a flaw in this gorgeous girl? "We-eU—" he
said, doubtfully. And, then, indignantly: "You can
report on her all you
damn well
please, you alien blob of gunk!
I know
she's perfect!"
"Oh, well," sighed Sandoz. "That settles
the next
host for
Lys."
"What? But—but—"
Carson babbled in his mind,
now, overwhelmed by the vision conjured up by Sandoz' simple words. "But you
can't arrange that! Suppose she's
married, engaged—suppose she doesn't
like me?
You couldn't
condemn a girl to that
sort of
fate! I won't have it,
a"you hear?"
"All right. All right. You've plenty
of time
to get
acquainted. A whole
cat's lifetime."
"Listen to me, Sandoz.
I'll only
agree to Lys entering her
and of the four of us
having kids if she—Miss King—really
wants me herself, without
coercion. Got it?"
"You're the one who's got it,
dear boy."
Carson
knew that was right. No time at all had been needed for him to make up his
mind. He felt that this girl and he had been made for each other.
XVII
Sitting down in the library and setting up his
instructions on the dial operating the ship's limited but adequate reference
section, he wondered yet again at the startling similarity between Sally King
and his lost Lucy. But Sally won out on every point. A warmth
engulfed him at the idea, a feeling that he could never be a traitor to Lucy
and that she, wherever she was now, would understand.
The
desk reader lit up and a magnified page of an encyclopedia unrolled slowly.
Razzee. Carson read. The foot long flying snake found only on Marjoram VI was
sudden death. There were not many of them. Work on them had been limited by
difficulties (see Marjoram VI, Galactic Gazetteer) but it was known they could
breath oxygen.
Carson dialled
for the Galactic Gazetteer, Marjoram VI.
Marjoram VI. Carson read. Galactic co-ordinates, mass, albedo, magnetic poles, escape velocity, gravity, various
dimensions, inclination. Atmosphere—a mixture of gases in proportions
. . . chlorine . . . Central tropical belt dominated by lantern flowers,
carnivorous bells on long stalks . . .
Carson
stared unseeingly as all the information reeled past on the reader. He was back
in that lantern plant with the slosh of acids beneath his spaceboots,
waiting for death, death through slow assimilation by the plant or the
poisonous green gas outside.
"So we met on
Marjoram VI," said
Sandoz.
"The quicktrip door on Ragnor was set to Marjoram
VI when I went through. Yet
the Guards
said it
was thrown
at random
when they
checked. This means—"
"This means
that the
murderer of Colonel Stacey unloosed
his razzee
from Marjoram
VI, going
and returning
from the
planet through the Quicktrip door."
"This may
be old
history now," said
Carson, the dull rage in him battling his warm memories of Sally King. "But I'd like
to find
out what
really happened back there."
"So would
I, son—but—Lys
is calling!
She's faint; but there's trouble there.
Something's wrong!"
Immediately Carson cancelled the reader,
sending the information back to the ship's library, and rose, going out the
door faster than he had entered. Around him the pulse of holidaymakers
shipboard life carried on, people laughing and talking, having fun, relaxing.
The tension built up in him fast. Sandoz smelt trouble—and that meant a real
bonanza of grief.
"Our aims are
changed now, Carson," Sandoz said crisply as they hurried down the
shining corridor to Mrs. Duclos' cabin, where Lys
said trouble was brewing. "I recognize that, even if
you don't."
"Why? We've got to help Lys
out—"
"I don't
mean this
immediate problem; but the whole
overall picture. Our task was
to stay
near enough
to Mrs.
Duclos and Miss
Pepper so as to be
on hand
when the
cat died
and Lys passed on to another
host. Now we have to
consider Miss Sally King."
"Yes. Of course. You mean
we have
to arrange
for her
to be around when Miss Pepper
does die?
That could
be years
ahead. Sally might be
anywhere in the Galaxy."
"It's our job to make sure
the two
are together!"
Carson
fully understood the reasons for Sandoz' concern for him. Those reasons
-stemmed from the same symbiotic root that bound them up together. But, all the
same, he realized the warm feeling they gave him.
He slowed his quick walk as shadows moved
outside Mrs. Duclos' door. Then he shrank back,
feeling the revulsion and anger building in him.
"Those two men—Squebs! Simon
and Mark!
The two who
shoved me through the
airlock!"
"We'll deal
with those
gentry if we have to.
I can
always make them sick like that
unfortunate couple back on Jazz-star;
but that,
I'm sure,
wouldn't hold such tough characters
as these. Lys says
that Mrs.
Duclos has been
taken away by a couple of
men—but, dear boy, they cannot
be these
two here."
"On
guard, I'd say. What about Moira?" "Lys says—now that is
most interesting—"
"What does she say,
dodderer?"
"She says, my
gullible friend, that
Moira appears to be on the
terms of greatest amity with
the Squebs."
"The swine got
to her
when they
picked her up back on
the spaceliner. She's
working for them—but—but this means
they must have suspected
all alongl"
Sandoz'
dry chuckle sounded eerily in the recesses of Carson's skull. "Evidently."
"What's happening? Did
they say
where they were taking Mrs. Duclos? And—Sandoz—they must connect
the intrusive
Doctor Waring
with Arthur
Ross Carson.
They must!
Although how they imagine I
escaped from their push into
space I can't imagine."
"Just a minute. Yes—Lys is lying
down by
the table
and Moira and this man are
discussing plans. They know it's
you, Carson! They're going to bring
you to
the cabin—"
Over the loudhailers peppering the ship the
announcer's modulated voice said politely: "Will Doctor Waring please go to the cabin of Mrs. Duclos?
Doctor Waring to cabin
Seven-Six-Three."
"Yeah," said Carson viciously. "Will the fly walk into the
spider's web!"
Up
ahead in the corridor the two Squebs, Simon and Mark,
as though the announcement had been a signal, turned and entered Mrs. Duclos' cabin. The shutting door was the only sound.
"Lys is going
to try
a diversion.
She's—"
"What for? I'm
not going
through that door!"
"No. I don't think
that would
be wise.
But if
you don't,
the position will be a stalemate,
to use
a quaint
phrase from one of your quaint
Earthly games."
^fou don't seem bothered."
"No one's around—"
Carson felt his face begin to writhe.
Stiffly, he waited. Presently, Sandoz said: "You are
now a
handsome man of twenty-five or so,
with features
quite unlike your own or Waring's. The
clothes—"
A voice high and panting from the corridor
behind them, swung Carson around.
"Doctor Waring! Don't go in that cabin! Quick, come with
me!" Then, as Carson turned fully around: "What the—! I'm sorry—your
clothes ... I thought you were Doctor
Waring."
"Shut up,
Carson!" Sandoz blazed the warning.
Sally King gazed in bewilderment at the body
and clothes of Doctor Waring and the face of a
complete stranger—a man whose face even Carson didn't know.
"I beg your
pardon—have you seen Doctor Waring?"
"You're
Sally King," said Carson, exploring this new angle. "No—I haven't
seen the doctor here." Sally must play a part in all this intrigue,
then—well, he might have expected that.
"He
mustn't go in that cabin! Listen—I don't know who you are; but you must help
me. There is a gang of ruffians aboard and they mean to kill Doctor Waring . . ." Her voice trailed and she stepped
closer. Then her face relaxed and she put a hand on Carson's sleeve.
"I
don't know how you've done it," she whispered. "The disguise is
amazing. But I recognize that small stain on your tie—I've been trained to spot
details like that. Come with me. Your life depends on it!"
Feeling as he did about Sally, Carson
couldn't hedge.
"What
do you know of all this, Sally? They're Squebs in there. You know that meddling with them isn't
healthy."
"Are
you going to come away or do I have to use this?" She took a tiny needle
gun from the baggy pocket of the ivory casual jacket she wore over her tennis
kit. "I'll explain as we go. Oh—and don't think I won't use this. I
will."
"Now's no time
to argue
with force
majeure," said Sandoz irritably. "Go with
her, Carson.
I don't
want you
knocked out at this stage. I'm
worried about Lys. She's going
to do
something damned stupid in a
minute."
"Swearing with
earthly swear words at your
age, Sandoz.
Really." Carson smiled brightly at Sally King and went
with her up the passage. The needle gun maintained a steady bead on the small
of his back.
"D'you mind
telling me where you come into all this, Sally?" said Carson, turning his
head.
"in time. Right now I want you at the airlocks to meet the
ship I'm expecting in exactly one hour. The flaming squebs
struck as soon as they were sure. They've been tinkering with their blasted
radio-encephalograph until they were sure. And you had to come waltzing aboard
at Jazzstar advertising to the world just who you
were."
"Just
who I am!"
Carson said. "Well, Sally, who am I?"
Her
reply shocked him as though she had struck him with five-fifty volts A.C.
"You? You're the poor fish I'm going to
marry."
A deep welling spring of pure delight pulsed
upwards in Arthur Ross Carson. A sensation as though all the daffodils in the
universe had bloomed together, as though all the birds of Creation sang only
for him—and Sally. A tremendous feeling grasped him and tinged everything with
rose and silver and gold.
"As
to that, Sally, I want to marry you with all my heart and soul. But—but—"
"You sound like an out-of-phase motor! Look, just button up until we're safe in a lifeboat, will
you? Those Squebs play for keeps."
Alarm pricked Carson. "You want to wait
in a lifeboat. A ship, you say, is coming to take you off. And you intend to
take me with you? So we'll leave this ship and all aboard?"
"Of course. The Duclos mean nothing to you. Do
they?" she added, suddenly sharp.
"Say not
a thing,
Carson."
"Not a thing."
"Very
well, then. Come back to your friends." "And how is H.E. these
days?"
"He'll
be a darned sight happier seeing you again—alive and well. You can wipe all that
plastic and paint off as soon as we're in the boat. I want a good look at my
intended."
Walking obediently with that paralyzing
needle gun at his back Carson went through deserted corridors, up to the boat
deck. Sally held the gun in her sagging pocket, smiled sweetly, as they passed
couples fast-locked in armorous embraces in the
shadowed spaces beneath the airlock valves.
"At
least we won't have to go through all that," she said. "But you've
led me a dance, I can tell you. I stuck to the darned Squebs
and they led me to Jazzstar. I knew they had a
radio-encephalograph on you and I must confess I was surprised you'd lasted so
long. We were all sure they'd kill you in nothing flat."
"They tried."
"When
they booked for this tourist's nightmare I booked, too. The Duclos
seemed the only connecting link. Of course, your spacegram
to Mike Jose helped too."
"I hope he's keeping well."
"He is. He'll be aboard the ship we're
awaiting." "And then we depart at high speed for other regions of the
galaxy?" "Too right."
Carson made up his mind. He loved this girl.
He knew that, he knew that his love for her outshone his love for Lucy as the
sun outshone a candle. But—but there were other values in the scale besides his
own happiness.
"I can't go along with you—"
"You can forget all that. Don't you
realize just who you are? The galaxy needs you. The whole crazy erection is
tumbling into ruin, it needs a strong hand at the
helm. The geegees are trying to underpin the
structure and the Statque are trying to hold it where
it is, which means that they're back-pedaling as fast as they can. We need you, Arthur Ross Carson. I need you. You and I were destined for
this—"
"You and I?"
They had stopped before the valve of a lifeboat
now and Sally was operating the manuals with practiced hands. She turned to
speak; but Sandoz' thought blasted into Carson's brain.
"Yow think you're
dealing with a tempermental female, Carson! Lys is a thousand
times more headstrong than your
Sally—I told her we
were leaving
and that
I had
to go
with you otherwise you'd be killed.
I promised
to keep
in touch
with the ship, trace
her through
on the
planet Mrs. Duclos eventually reached." "Sandoz—but!"
"But she
won't have that. Oh, no!
She insists
on coming
with us. And—and—she is hard to read—there
is confusion
—she is attenuating—she has scratched the
man—Moira is screaming—Lys—Miss Pepper—the
man is
going to shoot the cat—going to shoot—Lys! LYS!"
XVIII
Presently,
Sandoz said with a thought-stream that sounded weak and fragile: "I read
nothing from Lys. Nothing at
aW"
"But she can't be killed, can
she, Sandoz?"
"It is very unlikely.
But if
one of
my people
is not
prepared for a sudden flare
of lethal
energy, the life processes can be halted and, in
extreme cases, death may result.
I wish
I knew what was going on
back in
that cabin
. .
."
"Well, she'll
probably try to get into
Moira, won't she? We'll have to
go back.
We'll—"
"We will not go back, Carson.
To do
so would
mean your
death. Oh, I could
climb into another body and
find Lys;
but I'm incapable of allowing my
host to
throw his life away for me."
That dry cough. "Perhaps Lys
will be
forced to stay in Miss Pepper's
lifeless body for a time.
It may
not be
convenient to transfer ..."
"What,"
said Sally King crisply, "are you standing there with your mouth open and
your eyes glazed for? Waiting for pay-day?"
"Look, Sally, you won't understand this.
But—" "You—will—not—throw—your—life—away!" Sandoz'
command struck into Carson's brain. He shook his head savagely.
"I'm in command
of my
own destiny!"
he said vehemently. He was
aware of the pathetic stupidity of his actions, now; but for the little alien
the bond of symbiotic friendship-more than friendship, a relationship closer
than any he could establish with Sally—could find an outlet only in the way he
wished now to act
"Inside," said Sally, the
invitation underlined by a casual flick of the gun. "Go
on, Carson!"
The steel alloy of the tail bit into Carson's
fingers. His face felt damp with sweat, his throat scraped raw dry and his
hands slicked wetly on the metal. He felt like a man climbing out of the
buoyancy of water into the trifling support of air. He knew without a doubt
that Sally would shoot him, paralyze him with the drug in the needles in the
gun's magazine, haul him aboard.
He put a foot on the first rung.
"H.E.
would throw a dozen blue fits if he could see me now," Sally said, the triumph in her voice filling Carson strangely with
pride and sorrow. "I was supposed to meet up with you and lure you away by
vamping you. And you turn up disguised as a frusty
old professor of archaeology. A good cover story that, I'll
say that for you. But—" the gurgle of laughter in her throat hurt
Carson. "How could a girl my age vamp an old codger like you?"
"You'd
be surprised at these old 'uns," remarked Carson,
stamping over the airlock rim, clanging down into the lifeboat's dark
interior. "Sandoz, what's happening
to Lys?"
"I don't
know. There is nothing. Just a
blank."
Sally
prodded Carson gently but with firm purpose through the lifeboat's airlock,
past rows of seat bunks, through the oval hatch leading on to the pilot's
compartment.
"We
wait here until I get the signal." Expertly she switched on the little
ship's radio equipment. The frying-pan hiss of static echoed in the dim cabin.
Only a few lights gleamed above instruments; Sally's profile showed, milky
white, a little flushed against the shadowed darkness. "H.E. won't be
long."
The waiting stretched. Carson sat, watching
Sally, wondering about her, daring to dream of what might be.
She sensed his eyes on her, smiled and tapped
the gun significantly.
"I said I'd use this, and I mean it. Why
don't you clean all that gunk off your face. I want to
see the man I'm expected to—well, enough of that when we're out of here."
Unhurriedly,
Carson stood up, walked off into a dark corner. He stood there. "Will you
change me back to Arthur
Ross Carson, please, Sandoz?
I rather
want to
be myself
again."
"Of course, dear
boy."
The change, when it came, writhing his
features, pulling at muscles, straightening his back, filling out his chest,
brought a deep sense of well-being and comfort. The blood beat more strongly
through his veins. He breathed more evenly, deeper, stronger. His vision
cleared.
"Hell! I'd
forgotten what it was to
be young!"
"Nothing from
Lys—"
Carson didn't answer that, didn't even think
about it,
wouldn't let it brush his
consciousness. He went back to Sally.
"There,
Miss Sally King," he said. "Now you can see me for what I am."
Sally
looked at him for a long time in the dimness of the cabin. Her eyes gleamed
with glimmering moisture.
"You're
you, all right. You—and more of you than I had imagined.
You never knew your father and mother? Well, for that I feel sorrow; not to
know one's parents is a sad, an almost irrepairable
loss."
"And yours?"
She
smiled. As always, Carson felt as though someone had jolted him up the spine
with a well-aimed boot. "I thought you'd have gathered that by now. How do
you think I was able to keep on your track—why would I want to, anyway?"
"The Guard pay you for your work."
"Oh, sure, the geegees pay me—indirectly."
"I prefer—now—to call
them the Guard."
She
smiled and this time the mischievousness of her smile dimpled her cheeks and
curved her lips so that she appeared a small girl planning monkey business.
"I have the privilege
of calling them geegees."
"Really? I thought only blues called them that. The
only man I know who has the privilege of calling the Guard gee-gees is the
Grand Commander, H.E. himself."
"That's right. The only man."
"What? But—you
mean—"
"Didn't you know what H.E.'s name was? I
thought you'd have known he is Ross King—" "Ross King!"
"He's
your great uncle, once removed—and my father." Carson began to see
daylight now. "And you were a part of this diabolical scheme?" "Hardly diabolical. You wound me, deeply."
"What part was yours? Delilah?"
"Naturally. Although H.E. didn't just decide that as I
looked reasonably vampish I would do to ensnare you.
You were bred to take over the geegees, make them
into an instrument to bring the human portion of the galaxy back on to the
road of progress again. You could do it—by God, Arthur Ross Carson, you're going to do it!—but, any ruler must have a dynasty to follow. And he needs a
mate fit to stand up to him in every possible way. So I was—well, frankly the
idea disgusted me at one time—I was bred to be your partner."
"And—and our children—?"
"They'd be the great ones of the galaxy!"
Cynically, shaken by her calm acceptance,
Carson said: "I'm surprised H.E. didn't throw you at me as a bribe when he
tried—"
"You do him an injustice! This thing,
between you and me, had to come on its own. If we hadn't got on—" "Do
we?"
"You
make it hard, I admit. But you said—you said that —" And she could not go
on, all her hardboiled toughness melting under the memory of Carson's hot
words.
"If
I was bred for this," Carson said in wondering understanding, "Poor
Lucy! Of course I would be attracted to her—she—"
"She
just happened to be like me, that's all." "That's all."
Now Carson understood the gawky embarrassment
that had roughened the contact of these two. No wonder—born to live and love
and beget children in a grand design formed so that humanity might continue
among the stars, only by a miracle untainted between them.
Slowly,
he said: "I meant it, Sally. I do love you—I'd love you if your heredity
was as black as the Coal Sack. If we live through this I'm going to marry you.
And it won't be because the high brass in the geegees
require it, nor for our children, big-brains though they may be. It'll be for
us!"
She
touched his shoulder with a different finger. Carson lifted his arms. She
leaned forward, moist lips slightly parted, eyes misted with anticipation.
"Carson! I'm
reading Lys! She's garbled and
faint—she's only using a
part of
her host's
brain and he doesn't know
she's in him—"
Abruptly
snatched back into the galaxy that contained death and destruction and the
reality of an alien entity living in his brain, Carson snapped: "He?"
"The Squeb thought Moira was
double-crossing him. He
shot her. Then Lys
got into
him—Carson, she's in a Squeb!"
"Holy cowl"
"Hey! What the blazes
is up? Aren't you going to kiss me?"
"Sally—Sandoz—Sally,
my darling—you may never understand this; but—"
"Carson! You must go with this
girl! I insist! I must
wait for Lys—"
"Another million
years? No,
Sandoz—think, man! With Lys in an
agent of the Statque their power
will be
immense! We might not be able
to beat
them! Then of what use
will be
the old scheme with Sally and
me? No,
Sandoz—there is another way!"
Without thinking of what he was going to do,
trying to beat both Sandoz and his own fears, Carson flung the radio key over
to internal. He yelled into the mike.
"Attention!
Message for the Squeb in cabin Seven Six Three! The
man you seek is in lifeboat—ugh!"
For
Sally had put one strong arm around his neck and fairly dragged him from the
set.
"You filthy traitorous swine!" she
screamed. Her face twisted into a hateful grimace and her gun swung up, pointing
directly at Carson's heart.
"Just
a minute, Sally!" he managed to gasp. "Hold it! There's a
reason—"
"There better had bel
My God—do you want the Squebs to kill you?"
"You utter imbecile, Carson!"
flared Sandoz. "Now he'U come running and
kill you
and Sally—and
what good
will that do me?"
"I'm not going
of} without
Lys," Carson said stubbornly. To Sally he said
aloud: "When he gets here, put a needle into him, fast. You'll be under
cover."
"But,
you dear idiot," she said, frantic, gun wavering. "Don't you realize
as soon as he gets here he'll blast you? There was no need—why, for God's sake,
why?"
"I
promise you, Sally, you will know that after the Squeb is deadl"
The man got there fast. The airlock cycled
pompously and unnecessarily in air and the inner swung open. Carson, sitting in
shadow at the controls, kept his eyes on the oval door, his hands braced down
to spring him in a wild leap away from( the blast he knew would
come. Sally stood, graven, beside the door.
A
dark shadow bulked in the oval door. A blue gleam struck back from the gun. An
instrument light tossed a shard of radiance full into the Squeb's
face. Carson stared and the cry wrung from him shattered the waiting tautness.
"Alex Borsl"
The
first bullet smacked sickeningly into Carson's left shoulder. His upward lunge
collapsed sideways and the second bullet snapped past his head. The third
slammed the breath from his lungs. But he was moving forward, head down, seeing
only the image of Alex Bors standing tauntingly
before him. A great scar glowed on the agent's face. His face glowered with
brittle savagery now, far removed from his old subservient mask.
"You
thought I died in that burning ship, Carson—well, I'm still alive! And now I'm
killing you!" The fourth bullet gouged deeply into Carson's stomach and he
doubled over, retching, feeling no pain but only a great weakness.
Sally's needle took the squeb high in his gun arm.
"About—blasted—time!"
said Carson and fell forward with raking hands. One clutching hand gripped Bors' still struggling figure. The man's gun arm remained
frozen, outstretched in paralysis. Carson clawed upwards,
felt Bors' left fist strike him across the temple.
Sally fired again and missed.
"I can't shoot
again—I'll hit you!"
Both
men toppled to the floor. Sally darted to the controls,
stabbed the launch button. The lifeboat shot from the swelling flank of the
starship, hurtled into space. Airlock doors slammed shut on automatics.
"They
were outside—I had to get away!" she called from the controls.
Feeling
the strength ebbing from him, Carson battled that one-armed figure, sought to
clasp a strangling grasp around the Squeb's throat.
"Hold him,
dear boy!
Tm dissolving
the bullets
as fast
as I
can, patching
tissue . . . But
it will
take time
. .
. Hold
him!"
The
men threshed. Sally leaned forward, a hand striving to clutch at a part of Bors; but the Squeb threshed and
lunged, refusing to hold stil] so she could put
another needle into a major nerve center.
"I really messed this one up,
Sandoz! If he gets the
gun—"
"Fight him, Carson!"
From
the speaker above the control board a voice rasped out.
"This
is Statque patrol ship Maintain! Are you in command of the lifeboat, Bors? We
know the story. We have contacted the starship. Come in, Bors!"
On
the screen the shark-like shape of a Statque patrol
ship knifed across the stars. Close. Sally spoke frantically into the mike:
"Come in, Guard cruiser Alamein! Come
in, H.E. for God's sake!"
The screen rippled with color, coalesced into
a ring of taut, hard faces staring out. Statque
faces; men dedicated to keeping the Galaxy exactly as it was.
One said: "Agent Bors
is there; but so is the boy Arthur Ross Carson. If a Guard cruiser is nearby—we
have only one course left."
Another face said; "What of Bors?"
"He
must sacrifice his life in order to maintain! Open fire at once!"
"You're
going to die, Bors!" Carson screamed. He pressed
upwards with all his strength, felt a surging power wash over him as Sandoz
repaired the damage within him, "You're going to be murdered by your own
friends!"
"But you'll go with
me!" Bors said.
Sally
flung herself upon the bodies of the two men. She scrabbled and fought trying
in the dimness to find Bors from Carson.
Sandoz said with tremendous power: "He must
die at
once, Carson, at once!"
Carson
tried. He knew that thermonuclear warheads were speeding across space, aimed
from Maintain unerringly to seek out and destroy the little lifeboat. But, something
deep in his stubborn pride made him fight on.
He
clenched his hands with the last feverish strength in him. He heard a snap.
Sally's soft body sprawled all across him.
"This is the end, Arthur!" Sally
shouted, her warm lips pressed against his ear. "I love you! / love you!"
"And
I love you," Carson said, all sensations washed out of him.
For
fractional moments silence hung in the cabin. His arms were around her; their
bodies clung together.
It
seemed wrong to Carson that he couldn't tell Sally with more cogency and force
that he loved her. They were both to die in minutes: he had to make her
understand that he was sorry for what he had done. But he could not find the
words. He could only hold her hard against him, breast to breast, feeling the
deep breathing life of her that would so soon be cruelly wrenched away.
And
Sandoz?
"I'm sorry, Sandoz—"
Then
the eruption of dripping scarlet and black caught and 131 drowned him; flung him in atomised particles down a well of night.
Night. A great darkness shot with all the stars of
space. A body in his arms. A slow
gyration with all the stars of the universe extending from his body and glowing
through his soul.
If
this was death then the peace and comfort of it all after the strife was most
welcome.
"As I have said
before, my dear boy, you
seem to
have a penchant for
falling into the most impossible
situations for an air-breathing, strictly planetary
protoplasmic being."
"Sandoz! But—but
that means—"
"Oh, you're
not dead,
dear boy,
far from
it. And
the Guard cruiser Alamein
is coming
up, as
you would
say, hell
for leather. We'll have
to think
up a
good story
to explain
your living through a thermonuclear explosion." "You brought
me through
that! Incredible—" "Oh, not really.
Why, when
I was
guest in a member of
the Starguild
tribe we went right through
a Rilla bombardment that tore the
very fabric
of the
space time universe. That little thermonuclear
pop of
a moment
ago was
a mere
nothing—"
The
terrible relief burning through Carson suddenly turned ice cold.
"Sally!"
He held her in his arms; Her sweet face
pressed against his chest, her limp form slack in free fall. "Sally—oh, Sandoz! I don't want
to live
with Sally
dead!"
Sally moved, stirred in his arms, there in
the cold hollow-ness of space.
"Fancy bending
over near
a pernicketty horse at my age,"
The words were
Sally's; but Carson heard them in his own brain.
"Sally!"
he screamed. "Sally—you're alive—but—". . Then he stopped shouting and quieted down.
He smiled. "Sandoz, you cunning
old codger,
you—and how is Lys?"
"She is in excellent
form, thank you, dear boy.
I am
intrigued that communication is possible
directly between you and Sally
now that
you both
host one
of us.
Most interesting."
"Hey—this
lulu of a baby in my noodle has been telling me all about it. Fancy you having
Sandoz with you all the time! No wonder you acted oddly."
Carson
knew that Sally could accept the guest within her far more easily than he had
been able; she had the comforting assurance of direct communication with him,
and the help and guidance of both Sandoz and Lys.
"And we survived
through a hydrogen wallop!"
"Here comes Alamein."
"We're
getting married right now. By the captain of the ship."
"But
he'll want to give away the bride . .." "Doesn't matter. Right now we're going into the
parental business—"
"Give it some time . .
."
"Time—Sandoz
and Lys have been watting a million years. Why should
we stop them? Why should we make them wait any longer?'
As Alamein
closed in, radar antennae
picking up the remnants of the lifeboat explosion, the four of them hanging
there in space burbled happily away. Communication opened easily between them.
They felt right, a composite twosome that was really a twinned foursome.
Carson
had the last word: "1 think between us we're going to sort the Galaxy
out."
They looked forward to
that—all four of them.